#i was actually v happy with their Star Wars collection

[vaedis]

RUN, DONT WALK TO HALLMARK

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[loserchildhotpants]

Fic Writer Q & A

Tagged by @casdeans-pie :3333 (thank you for tagging me!!)

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

on loserchildhotpants I've got 151

on someonetoanyone I've got 30

2. What's your total AO3 word count?

on loserchildhotpants it's 1,614,148

on someonetoanyone it's 370,992

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Oh, so many. Right now, I'm writing strictly for Supernatural bc i have too many ideas to split my time lmao but I still v much enjoy writing for Good Omens, Star Trek, Star Wars and IT : )

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

On loserchildhotpants my top 5 fics by kudos are:

Madman and a Fool (w over 9k kudos y'all are insane ilu)

Seeing Wolves (Where There Are No Wolves)

Just to See You Again

Derek Hale's Possible Heart

The Witching Hour

And honorable mention to surprising me by showing up in 6th place: The 'Do Not Fucking Touch Me' Tour which is my reddie post-canon fic that i wrote an entire, original, actual stand up routine for skjdhf

On someonetoanyone my top 5 fics by kudos are:

Being Lead Home

Threw Stones At The Stars (But The Whole Sky Fell)

Years of Sorrow Wash Away

What Used to Be Mine

Perihelion

5. Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?

I do! I try my best to reply to every single comment a person leaves on any and all of my fics, no matter how old! I hope it encourages them to KEEP writing comments, not just to me, but to any authors. Fic authors suffer a huge disparity between kudos/views/bookmarks and actual comments written. The ratio sucks so bad, actually, it's kinda disheartening.

There's a big difference between eating someone's homemade cookies at an event and giving them a thumbs up before walking away, and staying at the table to tell them how the texture and sweetness was PERFECT, and they don't even usually like snickerdoodles, but you made them so well, they want more and more, they're so glad you're at the event and so glad you brought your cookies!! -- like, that really is the difference between leaving a kudos and comment. Comments are my lifeblood.

I've also made great fandom friends in the comments section of my fics lol

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

On loserchildhotpants the angstiest angst I ever wrote is in the Angst November collection for kylux -- none of them have happy endings, and happy endings are sort of my staple! It was fun to write a series of tragedies though. Beyond that, probably my kylux series Not About Angels

On someonetoanyone, probably The Levee Breaking, which is just a specific scene rewrite that offers an alternative to Despair where Cas' body is left behind by The Empty or One And Only, Time And Again which is endverse, so.....

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

A curious question! The HAPPIEST? Huh.... uh.

On loserchildhotpants probably Seeing Wolves (Where There Are No Wolves) or Madman and a Fool. The endings for both those fics are gooey and tooth-rotting lmao

On someonetoanyone maybe Being Lead Home or It Won't Be Perfect ? idk this is a hard question lmao what makes a happy ending happier than another?? sdljkfh

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Yes! I have had to delete several fics in the past because the threats, suicide-baiting, slurs, and absolute vitriol was actually too much for my heart.

One of the reasons I made a new account was to outrun that sort of abuse. There were people that knew and fucking hated loserchildhotpants and among several other reasons, i decided making a new account was a good idea, but the hate i got on fics under loserchildhotpants was definitely a contributing factor.

I've had people be shitty about my fics on someonetoanyone in the bookmarks and on twitter and tumblr but not on the fics themselves.

9. Do you write smut? If so, what kind?

i write so much smut sldkjfhsldkjfhksdhj now, i'm generally a p vanilla smut writer; some end-of-fic, on-top-of-the-covers w the lights on missionary stuff, but I've been widening my horizons as of late.

I went outside my typical comfort zone for Red, Red, Red (sterek), and Arrows Made of Desire (sterek), and I've got an unpublished WIP on someonetoanyone rn that's sitting in the drafts and it's... perhaps the most animal, insane, monsterfucking smut i've ever written lmao sdlkjfhsdkfjh but y'know, after writing so many years of original flavor smut, you wanna take up new challenges!

Like, im not into food play, so i would have never thought of it on my own, but someone prompted me w it and i was like '.... you know what, i bet i could write the shit out of that' and i did! lmao (the fic in question is on someonetoanyone; Lost In The Sauce lmao) it's not my usual gig, which made it exciting and new and fun! so, i'm usually v vanilla but i am starting to try new flavors lol

10. Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?

I have not written any crossovers, but I'm attempting my first one! It's for a dear friend, and I'm trying to make it just right, but this is way harder than i thought it would be lmao

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Several! Oh my god, so many of my fics have been stolen, and I always find out through a reader. Someone always lets me know through a comment like 'hey, head's up, [x] has literally copy and pasted this entire work and replaced the names w their current ship' and every time my shit is stolen or reposted on different sites without credit, i see fuckin red, dude.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

Many! I was going to list them here, but it's actually a v long list lol if you look at my top kudos'ed fics on loserchildhotpants, you'll find several translations and podfics of those available, and i think maybe two of my fics on someonetoanyone have been translated as well : )

13. Have you ever cowritten a fic before?

Sorta? We haven't published it yet, but once it is published, I'll have officially cowritten a fic lol check back in

14. What's your all-time favourite ship?

i have stared at this question for 5 full minutes i have no idea sdkjfhlsdkfjh i can't choose!!!! i love them all so much T A T my top five IN NO PARTICULAR ORDER are probably destiel, bagginshield, kylux, spirk, and johnlock (this list being comprised of who i have read the most fic for - although, sterek also deserves a spot tbh)

15. What's a WIP you want to finish, but doubt you ever will?

I do not have an unfinished work currently that I have no intention of going back to. A few months ago, I went to loserchildhotpants and deleted all unfinished works that would not be finished, so if it's still up on AO3, it's JUST a hiatus and i WILL be returning to it someday

16. What are your writing strengths?

... uhhhh... huh. Does tangential, narrative metaphor count? Tbh I'm not sure. When folks have told me what they specifically like about my writing, the consensus has been that it 'feels like [i am] ripping [the reader's] heart apart and then tenderly putting it back together' and that my stories on the whole are 'satisfying.'

I have a certain speaking cadence, and I write like a talk, and I talk like I write, so people can usually hear it in their heads as they read. Whenever I am composing what I hope is a deeply emotional crescendo, it appears to land ?

Again, no idea what I'm doing there, idk the technical word for that. Maybe pacing? But it feels tied to diction too... composition ??? idk skdljhfksjdh if anyone's got an answer to this, lemme know

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Exposition and character introduction skdjlfhslkdjhf too many years of writing fic have allowed me to neglect these skills and i'm really bad at them. i just hate exposition!! just let me psychically transfer the information to you!! how do i write out the rules of the universe in a way that doesn't feel like a boring info-dump ??? thiS IS HARD

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Back during my FF dot net days, I'm p sure my first fic was an Inukag fic for Inuyasha. Back in the day, I majorly wrote for Inuyasha, OHSHC, HP, Death Note, Star Trek and South Park. But yeah, I think the first time i was like 'i need these two to kissy kiss right on the LIPS' was when i was 10 and watching Inuyasha for the first time sljkdhfskjdfh

Idk who to tag! If you see this and you want me to tag you in future stuff like this, consider yourself tagged by me! I'll make a mental note!

#destiel #deancas #sterek #ineffable husbands #reddie #good omens #loserchildhotpants #someonetoanyone #my stuff #fandom stuff #melanie writes #long post

[rythmicjea]

20 Questions (plus a bonus) for Fic Authors

1. How many works do you have on AO3?

24

2. What is your AO3 wordcount?

222,958

3. What fandoms do you write for?

Currently: Riverdale (and I have an ongoing Zack & Cody fic)

Past: Doctor Who, The Magicians, and Star Wars

4. What are your top 5 fics by kudos?

Haven't broken 100 kudos on a fic yet but I'm close!

I. My Dearest Korkie with 91

II. 6-2-4-8-4-6-3 with 75

III. Plums and Mugs with 70

IV. Casualty with 69

V. Kindness in Lies with 54

5. Do you respond to comments?

Every. Single. One. I love them. Fuck me up with questions about what you've just read. If it's not spoiler-y then I'm happy to explain. Hell, even if it might be a tad spoiler-y I still will lol.

6. What is the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Oof... that would probably be a tie between We Had Fun (the main character just straight up kills people) or We Belong Together (where it seems like the couple doesn't actually end up together, but I promise they do!).

7. What is the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

I love making people cry. I used to say "if you're not crying, I didn't do my job". But um... do WIPs count if I already know how they are going to end? lol

I'm going to say for finished I Only Have Eyes For You (This will make you cry) and The Magician Queen (this is a classic Holiday Hallmark Happy Ending)

For WIP (that is actually finished I'm just not posting all at once) The Suite Adult Life

8. Do you get hate on fics?

Not yet. I welcome thoughtful critiques though!

9. Do you write smut? If so, which kind?

LMAO. By looking at my repertoire you would think the answer is "no". However, I literally wrote a collection of short stories just to write smut. It ended up more tame than expected and very romantic. BUT I do have some pretty explicit scenes in some stories.

10. Do you write crossovers? What’s the craziest crossover you’ve ever written?

No. I've just not been inspired and I tend to stay away from reading crossovers.

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

I don't think so!

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

No :(

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before?

No, but I've tried to get people to write with me.

14. What’s your all-time favorite ship?

OMG that's like asking who my favorite child is? I mean that's just so unfair- it's Jeronica. Jughead/Veronica is my heart and soul. 80 years of sexual tension just can't be beat lol.

15. What’s a WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?

I hate to say it but... I don't have any. I think Not Another Riverdale Love Story (nicknamed Narwals) is the closest. But I know how it's going to end and I just posted chapter 7 and am currently working on chapter 10. OO! I know, it's pure porn. Just pr0n all day long. Rockin Around The Christmas Tree. I have two out of the four chapters posted. I have the last chapter 75% of the way finished. I just have to write smut for one pairing and then it'll be finished.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Existing dialogue and minute details. I like to use and reimagine current dialogue of the shows into my stories. And I drop blink and you miss them hints throughout.

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Smut. I've gotten a lot of compliments but I still think I suck at it lol.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language in fic?

I'm pretty good at French but I love writing dialogue in another language. I don't write whole scenes in it. But I have two characters that know passible Japanese so I dropped some in a chapter. But I make sure to translate in the ending A/N.

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Sailor Moon!! All the way back when NO ONE knew what fanfiction was.

20. Favorite fic you’ve written?

Oh goodness... I love them all for different reasons. I think if I were to do this as Word Association it would be My Dearest Korkie. It's G-rated and less than 400 words but packs a punch! I think it really proves that a G-rated short short story can be just as good as a 300k+ multi-chapter E rated fic.

Bonus Question

21. What story of yours do you think needs more love?

The Suite Adult Life - I wrote this without knowing the show existed until I was suggested clips on YouTube. I never watched the clips, I just did one google search, read one synopsis, and one relationship timeline. Then out popped 100k+ words... I'm still kind of baffled by it lol.

Tagging- anyone else who wants to participate!

#ao3 #writing #ao3 fanfic #writers #riverdale #jeronica #vughead #Star Wars #reylo #obitine #the suite adult life #the suite life on deck #the suite life of zack and cody #cody x bailey #The Magicians #Doctor Who #the doctor and rose

[pixiestickers]

I was tagged by @theangrypomeranian Thanks!!

1. How many works do you have on AO3: 52

2. What's your total word count? 813,389

3. What fandoms do you write for?

atm it's Hunter x Hunter with wips in Over the Garden Wall, Futurama, and Lord of the Rings. I got my start writing Twilight fanfic on fanfiction.net and occasionally write for Star Wars when the mood is right. There are past fandoms, but I don't feel like naming them all.

4. Top 5 fics by kudos:

Okay, there is a problem. Two of my fics that are in my top 5 are also like ptsd for me from a bad fandom, so I am leaving them off this list despite their high kudo count. Right now I have them viewable only to AO3 users and you can't comment on them bc I just don't want to be reminded of them, but also am not strong enough to take them down. So anyway ... here's my edited top 5.

Blame it on the Nargles (Harry Potter)

If You're Lonely, Press Play (Over the Garden Wall)

The One With The Slaps (Friends)

Change Heartache Into Courage (Twilight)

The L Word (Twilight)

5. Do you respond to comments?

I try to unless the comment is kinda unhinged. I once had a really nice comment that switched gears midway thru to start in on a campaign to save the show my fic was based on getting nasty abt the network that canceled it and it just went off the rails, so in my head I was like thank u for that nice beginning but I'm just gonna walk slowly backwards away from this.

6. What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?

Even my saddest fics have some sort of silver lining. I don't like leaving my characters suffering w/o any hope. So probably the AU I wrote to my own otgw canon where I kill Beatrice off (Not) A Happy Story is the angstiest, but there's some hope by the end.

7. What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?

idk I'm kind of partial to the ending of my iasip fic My Fair Charlie bc these are two characters who have been thru a lot in their lives and the scene in Charlie's room where he shows Dee his memory box is just sorta cute and innocent and gives me feelings.

8. Do you get hate on fics?

In the fandom that shall not be named, I got some. I never got any hate when I originally wrote for Twilight on ff.net but when I updated my fic from there to AO3 I got some.

9. Do you write smut?

Not really no. A handful of times and it's just sorta okay. I'm more of a write an intense lead-up and then fade to black writer. I'll leave the smut to ppl who can actually write it well (ie not me).

10. Do you write crossovers?

No

11. Have you ever had a fic stolen?

Yes! It was so weird. There was another Twilight fic that I was writing that I had let sit for a few years and then someone messaged me that it had been stolen, the names changed and put on some anime fanfic website. The person knew bc the name Jasper kept popping up in that person's fic when there was no character named Jasper. They thought that was weird so they googled a portion of the fic and mine came up. Anways, I messaged the site, but who knows if they did anything abt it and anyway, I took that particular fic down since I'm not in the fandom anymore and won't ever finish it.

12. Have you ever had a fic translated?

My Twilight fic 'Change Heartache Into Courage' has been translated a few times.

13. Have you ever co-written a fic before? No. I'm a lone wolf.

14. What's your all time favorite ship?

I mean it changes all the time, but I suppose if you want to know the couple that has the highest word count from me since this is a fanfic meme then that would be Wirt and Beatrice.

15. What's a WIP you want to finish but doubt you will?

I have a 38k 'Dragon Prince' fic that's been sitting since 2021. I'm not in the fandom anymore and got rid of Netflix, so even if I wanted to write my ability to watch the show is hindered. Still, I like the character development I wrote and maybe one day in the future I'll work on it again, but as of now, it's probably going to sit collecting dust for a v long time.

16. What are your writing strengths?

Long inner monologues and flirty, fluffy banter

17. What are your writing weaknesses?

Action, smut, and moving plot forward. I just want these characters to talk, not actually get anything done.

18. Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language?

Haven't done it

19. First fandom you wrote for?

Created a gender-swapped Aladdin AU when I was 13. Wrote 'Hey Arnold' fic in a HA forum in my teens. Posted my first "official" fanfic (Twilight) to livejournal when I was 28 then moved it over the ff.net midway thru the year and a half it took me to write it.

20. Favorite fic you've ever written?

A Perfect Sonnet bc even tho it's like 8 fics deep into my iylpp universe, I worked really hard to world-build and make it more high fantasy than fluffy slice-of-life stuff like I usually did for them. I'm not sure if I succeeded but I am proud of the effort I made.

I am trying to remember my mutuals who also write fic. Most are barely on tumblr anymore, but I'll tag who I can remember: @justme--emily @trashangel-dee @221bdisneystreet @america-oreosandkitkats @spectraling

#about me #fanfic #meme #this took way too long to do lol

[konigsfaerie]

Compass

Chapter One

Summary: Falling in love with two people isn't normal, but after fighting your way out of the TVA, you can't help but develop feelings for both Loki and Mobius. Hiding your emotions has never been your strong suit, and your resolve has been fading with each passing day you spend together at the compound.

Word count: 4,630

Loki looked across the common room to find Mobius rifling through papers, undoubtedly studying another timeline that would need to be fixed. Loki watched his hands turn the crisp pages, watched his index finger travel down to find a specific word.

He decided to break his gaze and clear his throat, shaking himself out of his daze. “Don’t you think we should take a break? We’ve been at this all day.”

Mobius looked up from the folder and raised a single eyebrow. “You mean I have been at this all day. You’ve been sitting there looking pretty while I have been isolating timelines we need to fix without so much as a lunch break.”

If not for his Frost Giant heritage, the blush on his face would be unmistakable. Suddenly words left him, so he decided to stare out of a window, his dark thoughts immediately returning.

He left who he used to be back in New York. The jealous god, the god who was angry at everything and couldn’t love anything simply out of fear. It seemed that all of the sudden there was too much love in his heart, the kind that made him feel the most guilty he had been in a long while.

Loki, Mobius, and you fighting through the TVA was no small feat, and even now there was no time to rest.

“Although I suppose we should check on y/n. She’s been cooped up in her office all day,” Mobius observed, pushing away from the desk and stretching his arms up. Loki noticed his torso as he stretched, the fabric revealing the slight V of his waist. There was that nonexistent blush again, the panging he felt in his chest.

“I’ll get her some food from the kitchen.” As Loki left for the kitchen, it was now your features that plagued his mind. Your soft skin, supple thighs, full cheeks, y/e/c. How could this be possible, to love two people at the same time? Just years before he would have destroyed an entire planet without thinking, and now every action he made, he’d run it over in his head before doing so just to make sure he didn’t say something wrong that could hurt yours or Mobius’ feelings. Although Mobius wasn’t exactly the most sensitive of the bunch, Loki cringed when he thought of all the terrible things he said to both you and Mobius when he first arrived at the TVA.

There were cooks of course, The Avengers Tower was huge with so many people coming in and out, but he wanted to make you food by his hand.

-

Your feelings for Mobius and Loki were… complicated at best. The passion you felt for Loki made your head dizzy, but the tender love you felt for Mobius made your heart ache. You ran a hand down your face, the guilt gathering up in the pit of your stomach again. How was this even possible? You loved them both, and while they probably didn’t even have a clue, you couldn’t imagine letting either one of them go. And if you lost both of them...

You heard a knock at your door, and you tried steeling your face into indifference again, but ultimately failed. “Come in!” Instead of indifference, you tried to look as happy as can be, providing a smile as bright as the stars.

As soon as you saw both of them come in at the same time, your face immediately fell. You tried to look away from their faces, your eyes pointing downward, pretending to do something you were working on before you were about to have a breakdown. You couldn’t actually be in control of your emotions when Mobius started acting all gentle and kind and Loki started a war of who could use the most sarcasm in one sentence. (Hint: He always won.)

“Is there something the two of you needed?”

Loki sat down in the chair in front of your desk, placing a covered dish in front of you, planting his feet on your desk, which he knew you absolutely hated.

“We can’t visit our favorite girl unannounced?” Mobius spoke, giving that little grin of his.

Fuck. Fuck. Fuck. Favorite girl. Were you really… their favorite girl?

His excited smile faded. “Unless you’re busy… I don’t want to interrupt you.”

You slid a hand to Loki’s boots, roughly slapping his feet off the table and uncovering the dish. “No, I- Well, I guess I haven’t eaten all day.” Part of your job to create a new task force of Avengers to fix the timelines destroyed accompanied by Doctor Stephen Strange. He usually was in your office with you going over the candidates you thought would make a good addition to the team, but he was currently out convincing them to come back to the compound.

“Sorry. I should’ve brought food up to you a long time ago.”

Loki eyed you as you took your first bite into what had to be your favorite meal of all time. You started to shake your head at his comments, but instead you closed your eyes for a moment, letting a moan sneak past your lips. “This is so good! It tastes much better than what the cooks usually make for us. Who made this?” Usually it was all leafy green salads and juice the color of baby puke (doctor’s orders, and by doctor, you mean an overprotective philanthropist), but thank the gods, it was something actually cooked in oil.

“Loki cooked it for you,” Mobius said with a teasing smirk, but then his lips went into a pout. “While I eat this salad for the twentieth night in a row.”

A blush crept up on your nose and you giggled. “Guess I’m just that special.”

“Yes,” Loki remarked. “You are.” His eyes burned into your own.

The blush deepened into a shade of ruby red. Loki was always one for bluntness and didn’t always understand how humans communicated with each other. Yes, that was all it was. Just him reminding you how much he cared for you as a friend. The sentiment was new to him, after all.

You filled your face with more food, your eyes staring down so that you didn’t have to meet either of their pair of eyes. After finishing your food, you heard a bottle of alcohol thud on your desk. You laughed and gave a little shake of your head. “Don’t you know that the use of alcohol or other substances will hinder our training?” You mocked Tony, his strictness fueled by FRIDAY.

“Well,” Loki laughed. “I am not in training,” he continued, popping the cork off with his mouth. “Because I am already amazing.” He put the bottle to his lips and took two long swigs.

Both you and Mobius groaned, Mobius grabbing the neck of the bottle from him and doing the same. As he passed it to you, you thought that maybe this was a bad idea. You never really got too drunk unless you were “reveling” with Thor, but you were constantly afraid your feelings might slip out. One wrong look, and they might figure it out.

Mobius passed it to you, and you downed four long gulps. Maybe the alcohol would make you momentarily forget your feelings instead of bringing them to the surface. Immediately your head felt lighter as you passed it back to Loki, but instead of the smiles that were there before, two worried glances were presented on their faces.

Loki put the bottle down. “What’s wrong?” The concerned look on both of their faces made your heart thud in your chest. They really, actually cared about you. About what you thought, what you felt, if you ate, if there was too much on your plate. That was more than just being friends, right? When you were with them, you felt different. Lighter, safe, like nothing could really hurt you as long as you three were together.

“Nothing,” you defended, taking another bite of your food as the buzz you had started to ebb and flow. Trying to keep the tears springing from your eyes was no small task, but you couldn’t do this now, in front of them. You hated lying to them and you didn’t even know what excuse you could possibly make if tears started running down your cheeks.

But the truth was that you cried often. Late at night after hours of exhausting work, not only isolating timelines but trying to convince people with abilities to help your cause, usually wielding little to no results. After all that tiresome work, it wasn’t the universe or your collective impending doom you thought about; it was Mobius and Loki. How they take care of you, how it might feel to have Mobius’ lips on yours while Loki wraps his arms around you from behind and kisses your neck...

How long have you been looking at your empty plate without saying anything?

“Y/n? Sweetheart?” Mobius started, reaching for your hand across the desk which made Loki look at the pair of yours. Why did he call you that so often? Ever since coming to the TVA, even when it looked like he wanted to scream at Loki until he was hoarse, even when you joined forces with Loki and he couldn’t understand why in the world you would, he wanted to protect you. Both of them did.

It felt like your heart was just continually skipping beats. It was absolutely insane that one word was the thing that was finally going to undo you.

Sweetheart.

Our favorite girl.

Your eyes went back and forth between the two of their faces, your lip starting to wobble. Loki immediately got up from his chair in front of you, moving towards you and crouching down to your eye level. “What is it? What’s the matter, y/n?” His concerned blue eyes searched yours, his eyebrows knitting together in worry.

Mobius was hovering over you at your desk with that same look, waiting for your response.

There were lies you could tell, of course. I’m just tired. I miss my family. I want to piece this god-forsaken universe back together already. It was all true of course, but the real reason you lay awake at night with tears streaming down your face was because you were in love with the both of them and if you did anything about it, you’d lose them. And your heart could absolutely not handle that. They were everything to you.

You could only imagine it, which you did often. Their confused looks which would make you feel like the weirdest person on the planet, the neverending silence as they only talked to you about work. How could you possibly handle them not barging in on your space every night, not making you feel like the luckiest girl on the planet just to have friends like these?

Nevertheless, the tears came and the sobs started racking your body as they both came to your rescue, enveloping you in their arms, which only made you cry harder.

“Y/n-” Mobius started, but was cut short because of… that look you were giving him. The one that said everything, the one that also traveled to Loki. It was unmistakable. With them, you were an open book and your face were the words on the page.

Loki pulled away, but only to put a hand on your waist. Was he… giving you the same look? When you looked back over to Mobius, his hand was at your waist as well, his hand flying up to dry your tears. “Sweetheart,” he breathed.

As soon as your eyes fluttered, Mobius’ mouth was on yours, giving you the most tender kiss you had ever felt. His lips slightly pulled away as Loki’s finger hooked under your chin and his lips flew to yours. Back and forth you played this little game until your knees were threatening to buckle underneath your feet, both of them slightly rubbing your waist.

As you pulled back slightly, their lips finally pressed against each other. The kiss between them was more rough but just as loving.

You couldn’t believe this was happening. No, there was no way they felt the same things you did. Ever since spending time with the both of them in the TVA, the thoughts that plagued your mind were perhaps the darkest you ever felt. Not just because you knew without a shadow of a doubt whatever conclusion you came to you would get hurt, but because you might hurt them in any way. The love you felt for them didn’t seem natural, but it definitely felt it. But this…. They felt it too? Not only that, but they felt things for each other as well? For how long?

Suddenly you didn’t want to be cooped up in this office anymore so you grabbed both of their hands, locking their fingers with yours and started moving to the stairs that led to your room. As soon as you closed the door, Mobius was pushing you against it while Loki ran a finger down the length of your arm.

You didn’t need to say anything for now. Your faces said so much. Words might be necessary later, but now…

Loki nudged him over while his lips explored yours again and Mobius kissed your neck. A moan escaped your lips again, but this one wasn’t because of the pleasure of food, rather the pleasure of the two men controlling your every movement. Mobius’ hands were still pinning you to the door, and you couldn’t help it as your waist moved against Loki’s.

“Please,” you breathed. “I n-need-” God, it was hard for you to talk with Loki’s lips hovering over yours, the heat rising in you as you imagined all the marks Mobius was making on your neck, claiming you as his.

“What do you need, darling?” Loki whispered, moving to the other side of your neck. Mobius shoved his leg in between yours, your hips making quick work of him.

Apparently that was all the answer they needed. Mobius grabbed your waist, moving you to your bed as they both joined you and started on your neck again while Loki began slowly untying your top, testing to see if you were comfortable.

Usually you were shy around them, but you had enough of just fantasizing about them doing this. You would be perfectly happy if they decided to rip your clothes off and spread your legs.

“I’m tired of waiting,” Mobius snapped as if reading your mind, shoving your pants down as Loki threw your top onto the floor. They both beheld you in your matching lacy white bra and panties. They looked… hungry. Like they’d both been waiting for this, only now they realized all three of you wanted it just as much.

You swallowed as they stared into each other's eyes just a moment before taking each other’s shirts off. Even though you needed them to rip off all your underthings, you were nervous. They definitely had more experience than you, and Loki was a literal god who could get whatever or whomever he wanted.

As Mobius placed his lips onto yours again, his tongue teasing your own, you could feel Loki’s hands gripping your panties, sliding them down. He took in a breath, giving himself a moment to take you in. “You’re so beautiful,” he breathed, just before spreading you with two of his fingers.

“Mmm, fuck,” you moaned against Mobius’ lips, moving so that Loki had perfect access. All you wanted was his tongue on you, or even his fingers filling you up.

Okay, that’s not all you wanted, but it was a start. What you really wanted wasn’t just his fingers filling you up, but either - or both of their cock’s inside of you, hitting that one spot you really loved-

“Loki!” you gasped as his mouth connected with your clit, his finger easily sliding into you. You bucked against him, biting your own lip as Mobius slid down near Loki, giving him a kiss before removing his finger and sucking on it, tasting your juices. The look in their eyes when they looked at eachother - it was sending you over the edge already.

“Look at her, Loki,” Mobius observed. “She’s already wanting to cum on your mouth. Should we let her?” Was he teasing us? You were dripping at this point, coating his mouth with your juices, gripping the covers with your fists. The look in Loki’s eyes was feral as his tongue flicked over your clit and then swirled around it. The only answer he provided was a groan of pleasure from having his tongue play with your clit. He was waiting for permission.

“Not yet,” Mobius decided, grabbing a handful of Loki’s hair, pulling him back. Loki’s face was pure disappointment, which he soothed by licking his lips, tasting you again.

Loki moved towards you, his face hovering over yours. “You taste so good,” he whispered. “Do you want to taste yourself?”

You gave a nod, staring up at him and he gave you the most passionate kiss you’ve ever felt, his tongue enveloping yours. You sucked on it, moaning against his tongue as you savored yourself.

As you sucked on his tongue, you realized you were one-hundred percent more wet than you started off, and you couldn’t help but squirm as Mobius spread your legs ever father, his finger moving slowly up and down your clit. This was fucking agonizing. You didn’t want to be teased, you wanted them to take you right here on this bed.

“Good things come to those who wait, y/n.”

You stared at Mobius who was currently sliding a single finger into you excruciatingly slowly, a pleasured smile on his face, most likely because he knew how bad you wanted him, wanted the both of them to be inside of you.

“Please,” you begged as Loki started to unhook your bra, placing his mouth on your nipple. “I-I want-”

Mobius stopped pumping his finger in and out of you, joining Loki in playing with your nipples. “Yes y/n, tell me what you want and I may even give it to you.” Before you could speak, he slid his finger into your mouth which just made you buck your hips even more.

“Oh, is that what you want?” Suddenly, he grabbed Loki and started taking off the remainder of his clothes, finally sliding off his belt and undoing his pants, shoving them down with his underwear and exposing his cock. “Is this what you want? You need to be fucked?” You glanced at Mobius who was currently stroking Loki who tilted his back in pleasure. The sight was fucking angelic, and all you could do was speechlessly nod without abandon.

Loki was rock hard, probably from the moment he saw your glistening pussy. As you rose to your knees, you met his face as you pumped him with your hand, taking over from Mobius, exploring him. “Do you like that?” You wanted to edge him on. You wanted him to lose control, especially because you could see how much he was trying to contain himself. Mobius saw it too, which was part of the reason he was teasing the both of you so much. The other reason was because he wanted to see just how bad you wanted him.

No response, just another groan. You heard Mobius taking his pants off but was utterly focused on pleasuring Loki.

Suddenly you could feel Mobius’ cock against your ass, him coming behind you and feeling on your breasts. “Now tell Daddy exactly what you want.”

Fuck.

“Both of you. Inside of me.” You turned your head to look at him, biting your lip out of embarrassment.

Surprise lit his features. “Are you sure about that? I don’t want it to be too much for you… Yet.”

You nodded quickly. “I want both of you to fill me up.”

Mobius tore you away from Loki, pushing you face forward onto the bed, placing a hand on your stomach to prop your ass up. You took that as a clue to arch your back. “Good girl,” Loki remarked, moving you over momentarily to move under you. Loki started teasing you, placing his cock at your entrance.

“No, no more teasing,” you begged, letting out a little wine. “Please just… Please fuck me!”

“Isn’t she impatient, sweetie?” Mobius pondered, lubing himself up with something you didn’t recognize, then going to his fingers so he could stretch you out. From this angle, Mobius could control everything. He slid a finger into your ass which caused a moan to slip out. Honestly, this wasn’t a normal thing for you, but you had to have both of them. You didn’t want to wait or deny yourself any longer.

You bucked against his finger as he slid another one inside of you. It hurt a little, but in the best way possible. You could feel him stretching you out, taking his time, just as Loki rubbed himself against your clit. Loki’s little pants and quiet moans were only teasing you further, and even Mobius looked like he was losing his resolve to go slowly.

Words wouldn’t, or rather, couldn’t escape your mouth. You already felt so filled up with Mobius’ fingers pumping in and out of you, Loki threatening to slip inside of you. The feeling you felt was best described as… helpless. They were controlling your every move, how fast or slow you went, when or even if you would cum.

Mobius gave a look to Loki, silently giving him permission as he slowly slid his fingers out of you. “Are you ready, sweetheart?” Loki asked, his soft and wanting eyes staring up at you and pushing your hair behind your ear. “Would you like to feel me inside of you?”

“Y-Yes!” You leaned further onto him so that Mobius would have easier access to your ass and so that Loki could easily slip inside of you. His breathing turned ragged as the head of his cock teased your entrance, but you were tired of being teased. All those nights fantasizing about this, fantasizing about the looks they were giving you now. Never in a million years would you think they would want this too, but here they were, one under you and one on top, showing you how much they cared for you.

Even though Mobius wrapped his fingers around your hips, moving Loki’s legs slightly so he could have as much access to you as he needed, you slid onto Loki’s long shaft, sending shocks throughout your body. His grip tightened just as you could feel Mobius’ lubed cock slide into your ass.

Filled up is what you felt. You almost felt overwhelmed with it, but you could take it. You could take both of them as they started pumping in and out of you. You closed your eyes, almost feeling high, feeling like the universe was moving throughout your body.

Mobius couldn’t have possibly known your eyes were closed, but you felt one arm wrap around your waist as his fingers tightened in your hair. “Look at him pumping inside of you, y/n. Watch him fuck you.” His breath was ragged too as you moved between them, your hands tightening around Loki’s shoulders for purchase.

The moans coming out of you were loud, probably loud enough to wake the entire compound, but you didn’t care. They were stretching you out, filling you up entirely. You had never felt more loved than this exact moment. “Please-” you moaned. At this point, you weren’t sure what you were saying. You weren’t sure of anything, and you especially weren’t sure where you ended and Loki and Mobius began. “I don’t know if I can-” you started, pausing to look at Loki’s feral glance. You knew you were dripping with want, with need. You were wet, so wet, and so tight, and you loved the feeling of him inside of you. He was a god, and that almost all-powerful thing inside of him threatened to come out with every thrust, every new moan you made.

“What’s wrong?” Mobius asked, moving his hand from your hair to your chin, making you look at him. His eyes were almost glossed over, and he was still fighting his composure.

You shook your head, moving to buck back against him, which prompted him to move his hand back to your hair, controlling your every move, your every thrust. “I just don’t think I can-” Another shock rang throughout your body as they grew even more in sync with each other, picking up their pace. You felt totally dominated, and your mind was reeling from the fact that the two people you loved so much were fucking you into oblivion. The blush spread to your nose as you bit your lip. “I don’t think I can last long,” you moaned, rolling your head back momentarily as Mobius loosened his grip, kissing your soft lips.

Fuck, you saw stars. You were so close already, and his lips on yours didn’t help, his tongue exploring your own. His moans vibrated against your mouth as he grabbed a handful of your hair again, pushing you down to kiss Loki as he chuckled, some sadistic part of him enjoying seeing you on the edge. While you were usually so in control of everything around you, Mobius liked seeing you completely out of control, at his mercy.

Loki was close too. You could tell, because his grip was tightening even further on your waist, holding you completely in place while he slid in and out of you, his teeth gently pulling on your bottom lip. Through all three of your moans, you could hear the wet slap of his cock as he fucked you. He kept hitting that exact place you wanted him to, which made you cry out in pleasure. You were so glad they were both holding you, otherwise you didn’t think you could hold yourself up anymore.

Mobius’ hand moved from your hair to your throat, his grip tightening around you. Your eyes widened as any control you previously had completely disappeared along with your resolve to hold on. Your eyes squeezed shut for a moment as your pussy tightened around Loki’s cock, causing him to cry out in turn. Your eyes opened again, watching him shoot his cum inside of you. “Y/n!” He cried out your name as he reached for you, his hand tightening around your own.

“Fuck,” Mobius swore. Galaxies exploded inside of you as you gripped Loki’s other hand too, biting your lip as you felt Mobius shoot inside of your ass with a loud groan.

As your orgasm finally calmed, you felt the both of them slide out of you and let out an involuntary whimper. The feeling of being filled up, it was… everything. And now you felt empty. But as soon as they heard it, they came to your rescue, Loki turning over and pressing your face to his chest as Mobius laid down at your side, stroking your back and covering the three of you up.

“Better?” he whispered.

You nodded, moving your head to stare up at him, your lip wobbling a little. You felt completely exhausted, and the world felt like it was spinning around you, but as soon as you felt their arms tighten around you, you came back to Earth. He planted a small kiss on your lips, giving you a smile that made all dark thoughts completely disappear. You could see things in that smile, things that had been left unsaid.

“So much better,” you sighed.

#lokixmobiusxreader #loki/mobius/reader #loki x reader #mobius x reader #marvel #marvel fanfic #loki fanfic #loki fanfiction #tva #my fanfic

[shenanigans-and-imagines]

Would you be willing to do the NSFW alphabet with Cassian?

A/N: Gladly! Just as a reminder REBLOG AND COMMENT IF YOU LIKE THIS! These take just as much time as drabbles to finish and the tags hate me.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Cassian is downright clingy after sex. All he wants to do is hold you close and bury his head in your neck. He’s not letting you go for anything.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He loves your hands. He loves how they feel against his skin whether your placing a gentle touch on his cheek or digging your nails into his back. He loves how your fingers intertwine with his. It keeps him grounded in the here and now with you.

Admittedly there isn’t much about his body that Cassian really likes. It’s more of a vessel to get his head from room to room. But you’ve been making an effort to show him how much you love his body. He is starting to grow an appreciation for his jaw line, considering how many kisses you seem to lay on it.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Cassian loves nothing more than cumming in your cunt and your cunt exclusively. Even if you bring him right to the edge with your mouth, he’ll pull you away and all but beg to let him finish deep inside your pussy. He stands no chance of pulling out, he gets to lost in the feeling to pull away. And if you cum before him? He’s following you seconds after.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

You and Cassian once had sex on top of the holo table in command center.

He got back late from a mission and you were the only one still on the comms.  He hadn’t seen you in a month. So, rather than wait until your shift ended, he took you right on the table.  It was one of the most intense experience of your life. Neither of you can look at that table directly ever again.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Cassian has had a few partners over the years, but not as many as you’d think. Touch in general is borderline sacred so having enough trust in someone to sleep with them is kind of a big deal for Cassian. He’s been around enough to have experience, though.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Honestly, basically any position where he can feel your whole body pressed against his. Whether it’s your chest against his, or him bent over your back, he wants to feel every part of you. He wants to bury his face in your skin while his hands cling to you like a life line.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

That’s going to be a no in the humor department. 9/10 he’s using sex as a way to tell you things he can’t always properly put into words: I love you, I’ve missed you, I need you, I can’t lose you. You’re the one more likely to initiate playful sex and if that’s the case, he’s just there to tease you with a dry smile on his face.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He’s actually got a good amount of hair down below and doesn’t really trim it. He keeps everything clean if he can, but not much beyond that.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

I’ve said it once and I’ll say it until the end of time: CASSIAN ANDOR IS THE MOST TENDER LOVER IN THE STAR WARS FRANCHISE!!! He makes love to you every time you have sex. Whether it’s slow and sensual or fast and rough it’s all about showing you how he feels about you. It’s emotional and intense and utterly intimate.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Cassian jacks off as a form of stress release every now and then. Some times in his bunk, but most of the time in the cabin of his ship. It gives him some much needed privacy without much chance of getting interrupted. There’s some pleasure it in, but it’s almost of way to sort out his frustrations on his hand rather than you.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Hair pulling.  Seriously, as soon as he’s getting anywhere near close all you have to do is rake your fingers through his hair, give it a hard tug and he’s gone.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Your bunk or his. Like I said, his goal is to make love to you every time you’re together, so having a place where he knows he can take his time is important. It’s a safe place far away from the problems of the Rebellion where he can get lost in you. A close second is his ship’s cabin.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

I’m not sure how else to phrase this except, whenever he sees you.  You guys are constantly coming and going, sometimes on missions together but often not.  It can be a few days or a few weeks between seeing each other.  But nothing really get him going like seeing you again safe and sound.  The first thing he wants to do after you give your reports is get you to his bunk as soon as possible.

A close second is anytime he sees you kick Imperial ass.  We all saw how he looked at Jyn.  You know I’m right.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Any foreplay involving you guys in Imperial uniforms.  Seriously, Cassian is fighting space Nazis, having you in a space Nazi uniform is going to do the exact opposite of turning him on.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

It really is a toss up for him between given and receiving.  He’ll never turn down a blow job and is always happy to get his mouth inbetween your legs.  

He’s also, really good at eating you out; lots of small praises and moaning vibrations on your clit.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He leans toward the slow and sensual, but it really depends on how he’s feeling.  There are times he can’t contain how much he needs you, tearing at your clothes and pulling you close to him like it’s the only thing keeping him sane.  Other times it’s like he wants to memorize every inch of your skin as he listens in reverence to the noises you make.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Quickies usually happen if you haven’t seen each other in a long time. As soon as Cassian gives his report, he grabs you by the hand and pulls you into the first empty room or cargo hold he can find and takes you against the wall. It’s fast and messy, but lacks none of the feeling. It’s also just a taste of what you’ll get later that night.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Probably, but you guys are both going to have to do all the proper research before hand.  He’s honestly pretty happy with what you’re doing now, but if you want to try new things, it doesn’t take much convincing.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

The longer Cassian and you have been away from each other, the longer he seems able to go.  If you guys haven’t seen each other in a few days, it’s one fast one against the wall followed by a more thorough love making session involving at least two orgasms on your part.

If he hasn’t seen you in weeks to a month? Well, let’s just say you had to call in sick and nobody saw either of you for almost a full twenty-four hours.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

For himself, Cassian is more acquainted with his hand.  Time away from base added to the possibility of having to leave at a moment’s notice means buying one hasn’t been on his priority list.

For the pair of you, you have a vibrator you like to bring in on occasion, but not much else.  Same rules apply to you, being constantly on the move doesn’t give you a chance to build a collection.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not so much in the, “I’m having fun torturing you sense”.  More in the, “I want to make this last as long as possible so I don’t have to leave the feeling of your body against mine” variety.  He teases, but it’s more desperate than playful.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Years of thin walls have taught him to be quiet; however, he can’t help but moan your name against your skin mixed in with a serious of praises and cursed grunts towards the end.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He doesn’t tell you he loves you for a really long time. 

You know he does, through his actions and all the ways he tries to make you happy.  But, it takes a while for him to find the words.  He’s truly afraid that if he says those three little words out loud, it will somehow jinx everything and the galaxy will conspire to take you away from him like everyone else in his life.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Perfectly average girth with slightly above average length (6-7 inches).   But, you don’t need anything more than that.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

It’s not so much a yearning for sex as a yearning for you.  Sex is just a way to show you how he feels about you.  He’s not a man of words, he’s a man of action.  And sometimes the best way he knows to show you how much he misses you, or loves you, or needs you is to make love to you. So, with the knowledge that either of you can die the next time you’re out of each other’s sight, it’s pretty often.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Give him a few minutes to make sure you’re tucked against him with no plans on leaving and he’s out like a light.  Seriously, nothing get him to actually sleep faster than a night of love making followed by you snuggled up against him.  Nothing but pleasant dreams and darkness can follow that.

#cassian andor #cassian andor x reader #star wars #rogue one #star wars imagine #rogue one imagine #lemon

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Games I Own List

Games I Own So Far

I may not be able to live stream all these games since some are not compatible with the systems I can live stream with. Also some are to high age rated for this channel so I will not play those also.

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Steam Games and Online Games:

100% Orange Juice – Demo | AdVenture Capitalist |

Adventure Communist | AdventureQuest 3D |

All is Dust | Anno2070 | Antenna | Atulos Online |

Awkward Dimensions Redux |

Baldur’s Gate II: Enhanced Edition | Banished |

Bendy and the Ink Machine | Blameless |

Boring Man – Online Tactical Stickman Combat |

Brawlhalla | Castle Clicker | CAYNE | Cities: Skylines |

Claire | Clicker Guild | Clicker Heroes |

Color Symphony | Confess My Love |

Cosmo Osmo | Counter-Strike: Source |

Creativerse | Crusaders of the Lost Idols |

Cry of Fear | The Cubicle |

Dark Souls: Prepare to Die Edition |

The Desolate Hope | Destination Sol | Disturbed |

Dr. Langeskov, The Tiger, and The Terribly Cursed

Emerald: A Whirlwind Heist |

Don’t Starve | Don’t Starve Together |

Doorways: Old Prototype | Duelyst | Dwarfs F2P |

Electric Highways | Endless Sky | Epic Battle Fantasy 3 |

Epic Clicker Journey | Escape the Game: Intro |

Eternal Senia | Evoland | Evoland 2 | Fallout |

Fallout 2 | Fallout Shelter | Fallout Tactics |

Fingerbones | Firefall | First Person Lover |

Float Gallery VR | Forge of Gods (RPG) |

The Forgotten Ones | GameMaker Studio |

Garry’s Mod | Google Earth VR |

Guild Quest | Guns of Icarus Online |

Half Minute Hero: Super Mega Neo Climax Ultimate Boy |

Happy Wars | Harvest Seasons | Heavenstrike Rivals |

Hero Zero | Heroes of Havoc | Holyday City Reloaded |

Idling to Rule the Gods | The Huntsman: Winter’s Curse |

IKEA VR Pancake Kitchen | Infestation: The New Z |

Insanity Clicker | Jade Empire: Special Edition |

Learn To Fly 3 | Legionwood: Tale of the Two Swords |

Loading Screen Simulator |  

Lost Lands: A Hidden Object Adventure | Mad Father |

Mandagon | Manhole | Maplestory | Midas Gold Plus |

Minds Eyes | Missing Translation | Mobius Final Fantasy |

Moirai | Moonbase Alpha | mrshifty beta | My Lands |

Myst V | Myst: Masterpiece Edition | The NADI Project |

Naev | Neverwinter | No Time To Explain Remastered |

NVIDIA VR Funhouse | Office Space Idle Profits |

Off-Peak | The Old Tree | One Finger Death Punch |

Only If | Orake | The Panic Room |

Passing Pineview Forest |

Path of Exile | Pick Crafter | Picross Touch |

Pixel Puzzels Ulimate | The Plan | Portal | Portal 2 |

Princess Remedy in a World of Hurt | Quanero |

Ragnarok Clicker | Realm Grinder |

Realm of the Mad God | realMyst | Red Trigger |

Rexaura | Riven | The Room |

The Room Two | RPG MO |

RuneScape Idle Adventures | Sceal |

Scrap Garden – The Day Before | Serena |

The Settlers Online | Shadow Hunter |The Ship |

The Ship Single Player | Shop Heroes |

Sid Meier’s Civilization IV | Shakes & Fidget |

Shonen Idle Z | Shop Heroes |

Sid Meier’s Civilization IV: Beyond the Sword |

Sid Meier’s Civilization IV: Colonization |

Sid Meier’s Civilization IV: Warlords |

Sid Meier’s Civilization V | Simply Chess |

Soda Dungeon | Speech Trainer | Speed Runners |

Spelunx | Spooky’s Jump Scare Mansion |

Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic |

Star Wars Knights of the Old Republic II: The Sith Lords |

Subnautica | Tabletop Simulator |

Tap Adventure: Time Travel | Tap Tap Infinity |

Tap Tap Legions – Eic battles within 5 seconds! |

The Bellows VR Demo | The Cubicle. |

The Desolate Hope | The Elder Scrolls Legends |

The Flaws of Gravity | The Forgotten Ones |

The Huntsman Winter’s Curse |

The Lab | The NADI Project | The Old Tree |

The Panic Room | The Plan | The Room |

The Room Two | The Settlers Online |

The VR Museum of Fine Art |

The Way of Life Free Edition | Time Clickers |

To The Moon | Torchlight II |

Transmissions: Element 120 | Transport Defender |

Trick & Treat | Trick & Treat – Visual Novel |

True or False | Twisted Worlds | Unturned |

Uru: Complete Chronicles | Vindictus |

Waltz of the Wizard | War Thunder | Warframe |

welcome to heaven | We Were Here | Windward |

World of Guns: Gun Disassembly |

XCOM: Enemy Unknown |

You Have 10 Seconds | You Have 10 Seconds 2 |

You Have to Win the Game | Yu-Gi-Oh! Duel Links |

Zombidle: REMONSTERED |                       

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PlayStation One Games:

Alundra | Brave Fencer Musashi | Breath of Fire 3 |

Breath of Fire 4 | Bushido Blade |

Castlevania: Symphony of the Night | Chocobo Racing |

Chrono Cross | Darkstone | Dino Crisis | Dino Crisis 2 |

Einhander | Final Fantasy Anthology [FF5 and FF6] |

Final Fantasy Chronicles [FF4] (with) Chrono Trigger |  

Final Fantasy Origins [FF1 and FF2] |

Final Fantasy Tactics | Final Fantasy 7 |

Final Fantasy 8 | Final Fantasy 9 |

Front Mission 3 | Grandia |

Jade Cocoon Story of the Tamamayu | Legend of Mana |

Lunar: Silver Star Story Complete |

Mega Man Legends | Mega Man Legends 2 |

Parasite Eve | Parasite Eve 2 | Resident Evil 2 |

Saga Frontier | Saga Frontier 2 |

Sayuki: Journey West | Shadow Madness |

SimCity 2000 | Star Ocean The Second Story | Suikoden |

Suikoden 2 | The Legend Of Dragoon | Threads Of Fate |

Wild Arms | Wild Arms 2 | Vagrant Story | Xenogears |

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Playstation Portable Games:

Dissidia Final Fantasy | Dissidia 012 duodecim Final Fantasy |

Final Fantasy 7 Crisis Core | Silent Hill Origins |

Star Ocean The First Departure | Star Ocean The Second Evolution |

Jeanne d’Arc | Kingdom Hearts Birth By Sleep |

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Playstation Vita Games and PS TV compatible:

10 Second Ninja X | 99Vidas | A Virus Named TOM |

Actual Sunlight | Amnesia: Memories |

Another World 20th Annaversary | Azkend 2: The World Below |

Bard’s Gold | Bastion | Bombing Busters |

Brandish: The Dark Revenant | Breath of Fire IV |

Broken Sword 5 The Serpent’s Curse: Episode 1 |

Castlevania: SotN | Chrono Trigger | Chrono Cross |

Claire: Extended Cut | Code: Realize ~Guardian of Rebirth |

Counter Spy | Curses ‘N Chaos |

Danganronpa: Trigger Happy Havoc |

Danganronpa 2: Goodbye Despair |

Day of the Tentacle Remastered | Dino Crisis |

Dino Crisis 2 | Dissidia 012[duodecim] Final Fantasy |

Don’t Die, Mr. Robot | Don’t Starve: Giant Edition |

Downwell | Dragon Fantasy Book I |

Dragon Fantasy Book II | Dragon Fin Soup |

Draw Slasher | Dungeon Punks |

Dynasty Warriors 8 Empires Free Alliances Version |

Entwined | Element4L | Final Fantasy Origins |

Final Fantasy Tactics |

Final Fantasy Tactics: The War of the Lions | Final Fantasy III |

Final Fantasy IV: The Complete Collection | Final Fantasy V |

Final Fantasy VI | Final Fantasy VII | Final Fantasy VIII |

Final Fantasy IX | forma.8 | Front Mission 3 | Furmins |

Helldivers | Hitman: Contracts HD |

Hitman: Blood Money HD |

Hitman 2: Silent Assassin HD | King Oddball |

Laser Disco Defenders | Legend of Dragoon |

Legend of Mana | Level 22 | Lumo | Mega Man Legends |

Mega Man Legends 2 | Monster Hunter Freedom Unite |

Nihilumbra | Ninja Senki DX |

No Heroes Allowed: No Puzzles Either! |

Nova-111 | Patapon 3 | Parasite Eve | Parasite Eve II |

Q*Bert Rebooted | Rainbow Moon | Resident Evil 2 |

Retro/Grade | Rogue Legacy | Saturday Morning RPG |

Severed | Sim City 2000 | Sky Force Anninersary |  

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona |

Persona 2: Eternal Punishment | Persona 4 Golden |

Ninja Senki DX | Pure Chess |

Severed | SPACE HULK | STARWHAL | Suikoden |

Suikoden II | Super Meat Boy | Tales of Hearts R |

The Legend of Dragoons | The Swindle | Titan Souls | TorqueL |

Type:Rider | Uncanny Valley | Vagrant Story | VVVVVV |

Wanted Corp. | Wild Arms | Wild Arms 2 | Whispering Willows |

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Playstation Two Games:      

And A Movie: Final Fantasy VII Advent Children.

Breath of Fire: Dragon Quarter | Castlevania: Curse of Darkness |

Castlevania: Lament of Innocence | Chaos Legion |

Dawn of Mana | Dirge of Cerberus: Final Fantasy VII |

Dokapon Kingdom |

Dragon Quest VIII: Journey of the Cursed King |

Drakengard | Drakengard 2 | Gladius | Fatal Frame |

Fatal Frame 2: Crimson Butterfly |

Fatal Frame 3: The Tormented |

Final Fantasy X | Final Fantasy X-2 |

Final Fantasy XI Online Vana’Diel Collection 2008 |

Final Fantasy XII | Final Fantasy XII Collector’s Edition |  

Front Mission 4 |

Fullmetal Alchemist and the Broken Angel |

Fullmetal Alchemist 2 Curse of the Crimson Elixir |

Grandia 2 | Grandia Xtreme | Grandia 3 |

Kingdom Hearts | Kingdom Hearts Re: Chain of Memories |

Kingdom Hearts II | Legaia 2: Duel Saga |

Radiata Stories | Romancing Saga |

Samurai Legend Musashi |

Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner |

Shin Megami Tensei: Devil Summoner 2 |

Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga |

Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga 2 |

Shin Megami Tensei: Nocturne |

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 3 |

Shin Megami Tensei: Persona 4 |

Star Ocean: Till the End of Time | Suikoden Tactics |

The Bards Tale | The Bouncer |

The Bible Game | Unlimited Saga | Virtua Quest |

Valkyrie Profile 2 Silmeria | Xenosaga | Xenosaga 2 |

Xenosaga 3 | Yu-Gi-Oh Duelist of the Roses |

Zone of the Enders: The 2nd Runner |  

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Playstation Three Games: PS1 Classics and PS2.

99Vidas |Ace Combat Infinity |  Alien Rage |

Anna – Extended Edition |

Another World - 20th Anniversary | Atomic Ninjas |

Batman Arkham Asylum | Batman Arkham City |

Best of Board Games | BioShock Infinite | BlazeRush |

Bleach: Soul Resurreccion | Blood Knights | Borderlands |

Borderlands 2 | Bound by Flame | Breath of Fire IV |

Castlevania Symphony of the Night | Chrono Cross |

Chrono Trigger | Counter Spy | Darkstalkers Resurrection |

Dark Souls | Dark Souls 2 | Datura |

Deadly Premonition: The Director’s Cut | Deadpool |

Demons Souls | Deus Ex: Human Revolution | Diablo 3 |

Diablo 3 Reaper Of Souls | Dino Crisis | Dino Crisis 2 |

Disgaea D2 A Brighter Darkness |

Disgaea 4 A Promise Unforgotten | Dishonored |

Don’t Starve: Giant Edition | Dragon Age: Origins |

Dragon Age II | Dragon Fantasy Book I |

Dragon Fantasy Book II | Dragon Fin Soup |

Dragon’s Crown | Drakengard 3 |

Dungeons & Dragons: Chronicles of Mystara |

Earth Defence Force 2025 | Eat Them! | echochrome |

Enchanted Arms | Entwined | Eternal Sonata |

Extreme Exorcism | Fallout 3 | Fallout New Vegas |

Far Cry 3 Blood Dragon | Fatal Frame |

Fatal Frame II: Crimson Butterfly |

Fatal Frame III: The Tormented | Fat Princess |

Final Fantasy Tactics | Final Fantasy Origins |

Final Fantasy V | Final Fantasy VI | Final Fantasy VII |

Final Fantasy VIII | Final Fantasy IX |

Final Fantasy 10/10-2 HD Remaster | Final Fantasy 13 |

Final Fantasy 13-2 | Lightning Returns Final Fantasy 13 |

Final Fantasy 14 |  Front Mission 3 |

Front Mission Evolved | From Dust | Furmins |

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix |

Harry Potter And The Half-Blood Prince |

Helldivers Democracy Strikes Back Edition |

Hitman: Blood Money HD | Hitman: Contracts HD |

Hitman 2: Silent Assassin HD |

Ico (with) Shadow of the Colossus | Iconoclasts |

In Space We Brawl | InviZimals: The Lost Kingdom | Journey |

Kingdom Hearts HD 1.5 ReMIX | |

King Oddball | Legend of Dragoon |

Legend of Kay Anniversary | Legend of Mana |

Marvel: Ultimate Alliance 2 | Mass Effect Trilogy |

Medal of Honor Warfighter |

Mega Man Legends | Mega Man Legends 2 |

Mighty No. 9 |

Ni no Kuni: Wrath of the White Witch | Nova-111 |

Okami HD | Papers, Please | Parasite Eve |

Parasite Eve II |

Persona 2: Eternal Punishment | Persona 4 ARENA |

Persona 4 Arena Ultimax |

Pier Solar and the Great Architects |

Port Royal 3 Pirates & Merchants | Q*Bert Rebooted |

Q.U.B.E: Director’s Cut | Ragnarok Odyssey ACE |

Rain | Rainbow Moon | Rayman 3 HD |

Red Dead Redemption | Resident Evil 2 | Resonance of Fate |

Retro/Grade | Risen 3: Titan Lords | Rogue Legacy |

Rune Factory: Tides of Destiny | Sacred 2 – Fallen Angel |

Sacred 3 | Savage Moon | Serious Sam 3: BFE |

Shin Megami Tensei: Digital Devil Saga | Silent Hill |

SimCity 2000 | Siren | Sky Force Anniversary |

Sniper Elite V2 | Sniper: Ghost Warrior |

Sniper Ghost Warrior 2 |

Sonic’s Ultimate Genesis Collection |

South Park The Stick of Truth | Sparkle 2 | SSX |

Star Ocean The Last Hope – International | Starwhal |

Steins Gate | Steredenn: Classic | Super Motherload |

Suikoden | Suikoden II | Suikoden III | Suikoden IV |

Syberia | Syberia II | Tales of Graces f |

Tales of Symphonia Chronicles | Tales of Xillia |

Tales of Xillia 2 | The Book of Unwritten Tales 2 |

The Legend of Dragoons |

The Misadventures of Tron Bonne | The Swindle | Thief |

Titan Souls | Tokyo Jungle | Tomb Raider |

Tom Clancy’s Ghost Recon: Future Soldier | Twisted Metal |

Under Night In-Birth Exe:Late | Vagrant Story |

Vandal Hearts: Flames of Judgment | Wild Arms |

Wild Arms 2 | White Knight Chronicles |

White Knight Chronicles 2 | XBlaze Lost: Memories |

Zombie Driver HD | Zone of the Enders HD Edition |

Zone of the Enders: The 2nd Runner HD Edition |

Xblaze Lost: Memories |

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Playstation Four Games: PS2 on PS4 also        

10 Second Ninja X | 2064: Read Only Memories |

99Vidas | A King’s Tale: Final Fantasy XV |

ABSOLVER | Abyss Odyssey: Extended Dream Edition |

ABZÛ | Adr1ft | AdventurePop | AeternoBlade |

Amnesia Collection | Among The Sleep |

Another World - 20th Anniversary Edition |

Apex Legends | Armello | Assassin’s Creed Freedom Cry |

Azkend 2 | Bard’s Gold | Bastion | Batman The Telltale Series |

Batman Arkham Knight | Battle Ages | Battle Islands |

Battle Islands: Commanders | Beyond: Two Souls | Big City Stories |

Bioshock The Collection (with) Bioshock Infinite |

Bloodborne | Bombing Busters |

Borderlands: The Handsome Collection |

Bound | Call of Duty: Black Ops III |

Call of Dudy: Modern Warfare Remastered |

Catlateral Damage | Child of Light |

Chronicles of Teddy Exidus | Claire |

Clicker Heroes | Conan Exiles | Costume Quest 2 |

CounterSpy | Curses ‘N Chaos |

Cyber Danganronpa VR the Class Trial | Dark Cloud |

Dark Cloud 2 | Dark Souls III |

Darksiders II Deathinitive Edition |

Darksiders III | Day of the Tentacle Remastered |

Daylight | Dead by Daylight |

Dear Esther: Landmark Edition |

Death Tales | Destiny 2 | Detroit Become Human |

Deus Ex: Mankind Divided |

Digimon Story Cyber Sleuth |

DiRT Rally 2.0 | Disc Jam | Don’t Die Mr Robot |

Don’t Starve: Console Edition | Downwell |

Dragon Age: Inquisition |

Dragon Fantasy: The Black Tomb of Ice |

Dragon Fin Soup |

Dragon Quest Heroes: The World Tree’s Woe and the Blight Below |

Drawn to Death | Dungeon Punks | Dust: An Elysian Tail |

Erica | Entwined | Everybody’s Gone to the Rapture |

Extreme Exorcism | Fallout 4 | Fallout Shelter |

Final Fantasy Type-0 HD | Final Fantasy VII | Final Fantasy IX |

Final Fantasy X/X-2 HD Remaster |

Final Fantasy XII The Zodiac Age |

Final Fantasy XIV: A Realm Reborn | Final Fantasy XV |

Firewall Zero Hour | forma.8 | Fortnite | Foul Play |

Friday the 13th The Game | Furi | Game of Thrones |

Gauntlet | Goat Simulator | God of War III Remastered |

Gone Home: Console Edition | Grand Kingdom |

Gravity Rush 2 | Gunhouse | Guns Up! | Heavy Rain |

Helldivers | Here They Lie | Horizon Zero Dawn |

Horizon Chase Turbo | I am Bread | Iconoclasts |

In Space We Brawl | InFamous First Light |

InFamous Second Son | INSIDE | Invisible, Inc. Console Edition |

Ironclad Tactics | Jackal Assault (PSVR) | Journey |

Just Cause 3 | Killing Floor 2 | King Oddball |

Kingdom Hearts – HD 1.5 + 2.5 ReMIX |

Kingdom Hearts HD 2.8 Final Chapter | Kingdom Hearts III |

Kitten Squad | Knack | Knowledge is Power |

Kung Fu Panda Showdown of Legendary Legends |

Laser Disco Defenders | Laser League | Let It Die |

Life Is Strange | Limbo | LittleBigPlanet 3 |

Lords of the Fallen | Lovers in a Dangerous Spacetime |

Lumo | Mad Max | Mafia III | Magicka 2 |

Marvel’s Spider-Man | Mass Effect: Andromeda |

Metal Gear Solid V: Phantom Pain |

Middle-earth Shadow of Mordor Game of the Year Edition |

Mighty No. 9 | Minecraft | MLB The Show 19 |

Monster Energy Supercross – The Official | NBA2K20 |

Neverwinter | Ninja Senki DX |

Ni no Kuni II: Revenant Kingdom | Nioh | NOT A HERO |

Nova-111 | Odin Sphere Leifthrasir |

Okage: Shadow King | Omega Quintet |

Onrush | Outlast | Outlast 2 | Overcooked |

PAC-MAN Championship Edition 2 | Paragon |

Path of Exile | Pier Solar and the Great Architects |

Pirates: Treasure Hunters | Pneuma: Breath of Life |

Portal Knights | Psycho-Pass Mandatory Happiness |

Q*bert: Rebooted | Q.U.B.E Director’s Cut |

Qurare: Magic Library | Rainbow Moon | Ratchet & Clank |

Rayman Legends | Rebel Galaxy | Rec Room |

Resident Evil | RIGS Mechanized Combat | RiME |

Rise Of The Tomb Raider 20 Year Celebration |

Rocketbirds 2: Evolution | Rogue Aces | Rogue Galaxy |

Rogue Legacy | Saints Row: Gat out of Hell |

Saturday Morning RPG | Shadow Of The Colossus |

Skulls of the Shogun | Sky Force Anniversary |

Slender – The Arrival | Sniper Elite 3 Ultimate Edition |

Sniper Elite 4 | SOMA | Sonic Forces |

Sonic Mania | Space Overlords | Sparkle 2 |

Spelunker World | Star Ocean: Till The End Of Time |

Star Trek Online | StarBlood Arena | Starwhal |

Stories: The Path of Destinies |

Strike Vector EX | Submerged | Super Meat Boy |

Super Motherload | Surgeon Simulator |

Table Top Racing: World Tour | Tales of Zestiria |

Tearaway Unfolded | Terraria | That’s You! |

The Banner Saga | The Bridge | The Deadly Tower of Monsters |

The Elder Scrolls V: Skyrim Special Edition |

The Flame in the Flood | The Last of Us Remastered |

The Sims 4 | The Surge | The Swindle |

The Tomorrow Children | The Vanishing of Ethan Carter |

The Witness | This War of Mine: The Little Ones |

Titan Souls | Titanfall 2 | TorqueL | Trackmania Turbo |

Transformers: Devastation | Transistor | Trials Fusion |

Tricky Towers | Tropico 5 | Type:Rider | Uncanny Valley |

Uncharted 4: A Thief’s End |

Uncharted: The Narhan Drake Collection | Until Dawn |

Until Dawn: Rush of Blood (PSVR) |

Valkyria Chronicles Remastered | VirZOOM Arcade |

Warframe | What Remains of Edith Finch | Whispering Willows |

Wild Arms 3 | Wipeout Omega Collection |

Worms Battlegrounds | XCOM 2 |

Yu-Gi-Oh! Legacy of the Duelist | Zen Pinball 2 |

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Wii and Wii U Games:                                                                  

Breath of Fire | Breath of Fire 2 | Excitebike 64 |

Fatal Frame: Maiden of Black Water | Lost Reavers |

Lucadian Chronicles | Metroid | Metroid Fusion |

Nintendo Land | Super Mario 3D World |

Super Metroid | Swap Fire |

The Legend of Zelda |

Zelda II – The Adventure of Link |

The Legend of Zelda: A Link to the Past |

The Legend Of Zelda: Ocarina Of Time

The Legend Of Zelda: Majora’s Mask

The Legend of Zelda: The Windwaker |

The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess |

The Legend Of Zelda: Skyward Sword

The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild |

The Legend Of Zelda The Minish Cap |

Wii Sports Club |

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Wii and Game Cube Games:

Final Fantasy: Crystal Chronicles | Luigi’s Mansion |

Super Mario Galaxy |

The Legend of Zelda: The Windwaker HD |

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N64 Games:

Aidyn Chronicles: The First Mage |

Command & Conquer | Golden Eye 007 |

Mission Impossible | Quest 64 |

Tony Hawk’s Pro Skater 2 | Top Gear Overdrive |

Top Gear Rally 2 | Wrestlemania 2000 |

Game Shark Pro

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#heavensarmy games list

[best-enemies]

For the fandom ask meme thing can I request the whole damn alphabet or is that not very cash money of me? I’m nosy lmao I wanna know all of them!

AHDKAJSDKJAHSKDA JACK YOU’RE THE BEST

A - Your current OTP(s)/OT3(s)/OTX(s)

I’ve had my current OTP for like almost 8 years and it’s, obviously, Thoschei (Doctor/Master). My other current obsession is the Gallifrey OT4 hehehe

B - A pairing you initially didn’t consider but someone changed your mind

It’s funny because I didn’t ship Hannigram at first... I’d thought the idea of a cannibal having a relationship was terrifying because what if they had sex and Hannibal got hungry in the middle of the act? Lmaoooo 

But yeah they’re my endgame now. I watched the show when it first aired and I was about 14/15 years old so now you see why I thought that. Although I’m still afraid I’m gonna be reading a fic and Hannibal will suddendly bite Will’s dick off or smth AKJHSAKJSAHSASKAJ

C - A ship you have never liked and probably never will (be nice)

Uhhh Doctor/Clara. Mainly because I don’t like to ship the Doctor with companions (there may be one or two exceptions but I don’t ship them enough to actually say I ship them lol) and I don’t know I just never vibed with it

D - A pairing you wish you liked but just can’t (again: be nice)

Doctor/River. I mean, I did like it for a while years ago but now it’s just... eh. I think she has a waaay better chemistry with the 12th Doctor, but still don’t ship it. I might give it a try once I listen to the River audios but so far meh. I’m not much of a multishipper anyway.

E - Have you added anything cracky/hilarious to your fandom, if so, what

God. I’ve written a couple of Academy Era (focused on the Deca) crack fanfics and I still have to translate them to English. They’re pure garbage but I love them. I have a lot of fun writing crack fics because they’re easier and I can ignore whatever piece of canon I want just for the laughs

F - What’s the longest you’ve ever been in a fandom

Guess it’s Doctor Who, been here (in and out of the fandom) for over 8/9 years

G - Do you remember your first OTP, if so who was in it

Uhhhh I think it was Han Solo and Leia, since I was a kid really. I wanted to marry both of them lol

H - What is your favorite source text for fandom stuff (e.g., tv shows, movies, books, anime, Western animation, etc.)

I had to google what a source text is and still don’t know

I - Has tumblr caused you to stop liking any fandoms, if so, which and why

I don’t think so, but Twitter definitively has. I remember a couple years ago I was curious to see what voltron was about and watched a few episodes, it was ok, fun and cute but the fandom was so annoying I stopped watching it for good and don’t care about it enough to pick it up again

J - Name a fandom you didn’t care/think about until you saw it all over tumblr

I had definitively forgotten about supernatural until I saw it all over my dashboard in the year of our lord 2020 lmao like in my wholock days I tried to watch the show because everyone on my dash (is it still called dashboard?) was talking about it and I watched about 8 episodes before dropping it. But seeing it again on the dash was actually a happy surprise because the memes are too funny hahaha

K -Say something nice about someone in any of your fandoms

I’m extremely shy irl and on the internet as well but I wanna say that  @janeturenne is one of the best authors ever and her fanfics are a blessing in my life; also @thebraxiatelcollection who brings awesome content to my dash and is also one of the best authors. And of course, you, Jack, also one of the best authors god I’m so BLESSED

L - Say something genuinely nice about a character who isn’t one of your faves (chars you’re neutral on are fair game, as are chars you dislike)

Uhhh I guess I’m neutral about the current companions. They’re not my favorites but I don’t really dislike them - they had a lot of potential and chibs came up with some good storylines but did not develop them well in my opinion. I think Graham is a fun grandpa whom I’m going to miss when he leaves; Ryan is cool and could’ve done a lot more if the writers had kept a few things, it’d be awesome if he vlogged all of their adventures. He’s like the one I was curious to see more but sadly didn’t feel a connection; and Yaz, I hope she’ll keep growing and that her friendship with the Doctor will finally be developed to a level we can connect to her.

It sounds weird because with the fam it’s always ‘what I wish could have been’ because I never felt really connected to them :(

M - Say something genuinely nice about a ship that you don’t ship (or its shippers, or anything related to you)

Ok... I don’t really ship Rey/Finn but I think it’s one of the sweetest ships ever, and if they ended up together I’d be happy. They love each other and are there for each other always so, yeah :D

N - Name three things you wish you saw more or in your main fandom (or a fandom of choice)

I don’t know if I got the question right but it’s three things I wish I saw more in my main fandom? Well, if it’s that, then, 3 things about the Doctor Who fandom: 1) people having more civilized or light-hearted discussions about things. Like, I genuinely disliked an 8th doctor audio I listened once that my friends loved, and they made fun of me and we joked about it. Also once we were in a live twitch video playing among us and discussing doctor who, and then we got into a ship “discourse” as a joke and nobody really cared and just laughed because everyone knew it’s fictional shit so why get mad over it? 2) Doctor Who has a titanic amount of content, it’s all canon but at the same time it’s not, so who cares? If you want to listen to Big Finish audios and if you can afford it, then lisiten; if you can’t, it’s okay, no one has the right to tell you you’re less of a fan. Just tell them to fuck off; 3) The best way to keep fandom alive is by creating content. Here in my local fandom we have several podcasts dedicated to all areas of the whoniverse (the show, the expanded universe, the audios, etc), those old fandom websites who do serious work to bring news to the fans, people who make subtitles for the classic series (we don’t have it available here so they do their best to make it accessible to other fans), accounts dedicated to promoting dr who fans who create content, and we even have people making their own audiodramas with dw characters and writing book-lenght fanfiction to help explain the show to people who’ve never watched it, and a great variety of things. I’ve seen a few of these things in the international fandom, mostly by older fans, so I wish younger fans about my age who have the means to make this kind of stuff would make it too. Maybe there’d be less twitter drama out there lol

O - Choose a song at random, which ship or character does it remind you of

“the killing moon” by echo & the bunnymen reminds me of thoschei. yep it was totally random

P - Invent a random AU for any fandom (we always need more ideas)

The fact that we don’t have a pride and prejudice AU for brax/romana yet is driving me insane

Q - A ship you’ve abandoned and why

I’ve mentioned it before but doctor/river, don’t really remember why idk I just don’t vibe with it anymore. But also because thoschei has so many different pairings in 1 ship that I don’t really feel the need to ship them with anyone else lol

R - A pairing you ship that you don’t think anyone else ships

GOD I NEED TO TALK ABOUT IT BECAUSE IT’S SO SPECIFIC ok fellow academy era stans gather around if you have read Divided Loyalties there’s a scene where it SHOWS that Magnus had a crush on Ushas. And NO ONE HAS EVER TALKED ABOUT THEM and the power couple they would’ve made. I write them into all my fanfics in hopes of making other people ship them but I’ve had no success so far

S - Show us an example of your personal headcanon (prompts optional but encouraged)

The Master is a big fan of musicals and in the 77 years he spent on earth he watched every single one ever. I’m gonna be bold and say that when he was young, still Koschei, he was an artist, and thought about dropping everything to become an actor on Gallifrey. Time Lords do appreciate art, and have their own plays, but it’s just the same old and boring ones the young people don’t care about. The Master then created a shocking performance that was way ahead of its time and the older Time Lords were so appalled they banned him from writing and presenting plays and that’s his villain origin story

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending, about anything at all (gender identity, sexual or romantic orientation, extended family, sexual preferences like top/bottom/switch, relationship with poetry, seriously anything)

1) The Doctor and the Master married on Gallifrey and the entire show is just them having the most litigious divorce in the universe (still isn’t final because the Master has killed all the judges); 2) Ushas/The Rani is ace; 3) The Deca was a 10 people polyamorous relationship; 4) Romana and Livia were girlfriends at the Academy and they hate each other now because the break up was baad; 5) Romana writes fanfiction; 6) Romana/Leela had a thing in Davidia I KNOW it; 7) Leela pegs Narvin; 8) Brax has a life-size painting of Romana at his collection or a statue or smth; 9) Brax’s dream in Reborn is actually REAL and he’s married to Romana, Leela and Narvin all at the same time

U - 5 favorite characters from 5 different fandoms

I don’t even think I’m in 5 fandoms but

Doctor Who: The Master, The Doctor, Romana, Leela, Sarah Jane, Bill (this was the hardest thing ever)

The X-Files: Mulder, Scully, Monica, and can I add The Lone Gunmen too?

Star Wars: Leia, Obi-Wan, Finn, Poe Dameron and honorable mention to Din Djarin and Grogu

Hannibal: Hannibal, Will, Bev, Alana, Chiyoh

V - 3 OTPs from 3 different fandoms

That’s hard

Doctor Who: thoschei ofc, gallifrey ot4.......... uuhh as you can see i don’t ship many pairings in the show

The X-Files: Mulder and Scully. And whatever Scully and Monica had going on because they definitively flirted

Star Wars: Poe/Finn, Han/Leia, whatever Han/Lando had going on too

W - 5 favorite ships and 5 kinks you like best for said ships

WHATVASHAJSKAJSA ok this is a little embarassing but I don’t have a lot of kinks for many ships... I guess I have some for thoschei like, choking, whipping, blindfolds/gagging, bondage, begging, biting, sem-public, phone sex, dirty talk, body worship, praise kink, etc. Alright alright I know it’s a lot but in my defense they've shown half of these on the show

X - top 5-10 characters who are yoUR PRECIOUS BABIES AND YOU WILL DIE DEFENDING THEM

The Master, Romana, Leela, Brax, Narvin, Bill Potts, Martha Jones, Sarah Jane, Donna Noble, Lucie Miller. No particular order for most of them but the Master is my precious baby and I will die for this mf

Y - What are your secondhand fandoms (fandoms you aren’t in personally but are tangentially familiar with because your friends/people on your dash are in them)

Not many, usually the people I follow are in the same fandoms as I am but I’ve seen some mutuals reblog some Hadestown stuff which is a play that I’ve never seen but definitively would because the protagonists look hot 

Z - Just ramble about something fan-related, go go go (prompts optional but encouraged)

I DON’T KNOW WHAT DOES IT MEAN

it took me three hours to do this but it was fun!! thank you bb <3

[adamwatchesmovies]

Adam Watches the 92nd Academy Awards

The 92nd Academy Awards have come and gone. As always, there’s plenty to be happy about and plenty that’ll make you wonder what the heck the voters were thinking. I watched the ceremony and while I may say that I don’t care… I do. Those awards are a big deal. Legions of people who would’ve otherwise dismissed Parasite as some movie that requires them to read subtitles saw it because it was nominated. One of those golden statues can make a career and let’s face it, you like to hear your love for something validated by people who have even the semblance of authority on the subject.

But here’s what you may not know: most of the voters really don’t know what they’re doing. While cinematographers NOMINATE what films are up for that Best Cinematography Award, EVERYONE in the Academy of Motion Picture Arts and Sciences gets to vote for the winner and there’s no guarantee they’ve actually seen every nominee, know what the technical terms mean or are voting because what they saw is what they actually believe was “the best”. Once you take into account the dollars required to produce a nomination campaign, the stigma many genre films face, the prejudices against certain types of roles and/or actors, and how popularity influences votes, a win hardly means more than a bunch of people you don’t know saying they liked a movie.

If you want a better idea of which of 2019’s films were “the best”, you’re better off asking someone you know and trust, someone who can prove they’ve done their homework and aren’t just voting for their friends, the one they’ve heard is good from their kid, or got a special gift basket from. I may not be a paid professional, but I have put in the time and effort to see EVERYTHING nominated (with a few exceptions I’ll detail below). Reviews for some of these (The Irishman, Judy) are coming to the blog in a couple of days. If it were up to me the list of nominees would be different but we’ll get to that later. Without further ado, here’s who SHOULD’VE won. 

Best Visual Effects

1917 – Guillaume Rocheron, Greg Butler, and Dominic Tuohy The best special effects are the kind you don’t even notice. I couldn’t tell you where the explosions, sets, and actors in 1917 begin, and where the computer-generated imagery takes over. It’s seamless.

Best Film Editing

Parasite – Yang Jin-mo Got to hand it to Parasite for its amazing use of montage and the way it stitched its footage together. Some shots I initially thought initially were one take I realized under carefully scrutiny - and by that I mean frame-by-frame examination - were actually two melded together. The scenes showing how the Kim family infiltrate the Park’s household should be shown in film class to demonstrate how the art of montage is at its best should be done to maximum effect.

Best Costume Design

Little Women – Jacqueline Durran Funny how every single film nominated at the 92nd Academy Awards was a period piece. My vote goes to Little Women not because it was necessarily the most accurate (I couldn’t tell you what people wore in 1868) but because of the way the costumes were used. You can tell a lot about the characters from the multiple outfits they wear throughout the film - check out that purple bonnet adorned by Aunt Marsh (Meryl Streep).

Best Makeup and Hairstyling

Bombshell – Kazu Hiro, Anne Morgan, and Vivian Baker I called it when I reviewed the film. The makeup used to transform John Lithgow was nothing short of incredible. It was an easy pick.

Best Cinematography

1917 – Roger Deakins I’m glad to see The Lighthouse on this list but I have to hand it to 1917. The one-shot motif adds so much to the story. Then, there are the individual shots I remember so vividly. The quiet meadow just outside of No Man’s Land, the raging inferno Schofield sees when he wakes up, the trench he must run in front of to reach the Colonel are all shots that permanently imprint themselves into your memory.

Best Production Design

1917 – Production Design: Dennis Gassner; Set Decoration: Lee Sandales Tempted to hand it to Parasite for the house they constructed for the movie but I’m give it to 1917. The trenches, the blasted landscape of No Man’s Land still haunt me. When you see the craters, it’s jarring. Then, as your eyes become adjusted, you notice the rats. Then, the chunks of bone and charred meat that have now become part of the landscape. It’s horrific.

Best Sound Mixing

Ford v Ferrari – Paul Massey, David Giammarco, and Steven A. Morrow What you remember most from Ford v Ferrari is that big race at the end. The climax wouldn’t have been the same without the sounds we heard. The roar of the engines, the clacking and grinding as the pedals are pushed and gears are switched… the air rushing by. Out of the nominees, it’s the one whose sounds I most remember.

Best Sound Editing

Ford v Ferrari – Donald Sylvester This year, the Best Sound Editing award goes hand-in-hand with the sound mixing. Obviously, the actors were never moving at the kind of speeds depicted in Ford v Ferrari but you wouldn’t be able to tell because of the foley and sound design.

Best Original Song

Stand Up from Harriet – Music and Lyrics by Joshuah Brian Campbell and Cynthia Erivo Stand Up plays during the end credits of Harriet and it perfectly caps the film. Whenever I hear its lyrics, I’m transported back to that moment. It’s the most memorable and emotional song on this list.

Best Original Score

Joker – Hildur Guðnadóttir I chose the best song for its ability to stand out. In this category, Joker wins because its music doesn’t stand out… at least not at first. While you’re watching, those notes don’t draw attention to themselves. They subconsciously build the mood, augmenting the performance by Joaquin Phoenix, the visuals, and the story. You don’t notice how much of an effect it has on you until you see isolated clips. When you do, it’s shocking.

Best Animated Short Film

Abstaining (I’ve only seen Hair Love)

Best Live Action Short Film

Abstaining

Best Documentary Short Subject

Abstaining

Best Documentary Feature

Abstaining

Best International Feature Film

Abstaining, as I’ve only seen 2 films (Pain and Glory and Parasite)

Best Animated Feature Film

I Lost My Body – Jérémy Clapin and Marc du Pontavice I Lost My Body is the most audacious and inspired of the animated films nominated. The only movie among these to be aimed at adults, it often tells its story through visuals alone but when you get to the end, you realize it’s about more than just what was on-screen.

Best Adapted Screenplay

Little Women – Greta Gerwig based on the novel by Louisa May Alcott Greta Gerwig does more than merely adapt the classic novel, she breathes new life into it, makes it her own, makes it feel wholly new and modern. This version of the film surpasses all others we’ve seen before because of the changes she’s made to the story’s structure. 

Best Original Screenplay

Knives Out – Rian Johnson What a ride Knives Out was. It’s got so many twists and turns, so many delightful characters you want to re-watch it the second it’s over so that you are no longer distracted by its central mystery and can simply step back and admire the handiwork by Rian Johnson. A sequel’s been announced and I can’t wait to see it.

Best Supporting Actress

Laura Dern – Marriage Story as Nora Fanshaw Laura Dern was also in Little Women and her two roles couldn’t be more different. Here, she’s loathsome and captivating. As soon as I saw Nora take off her shoes before she kneeled down on the couch to console Nicole, I knew there was a whole lot more to her character than what we were told. The more you see her, the more you want.

Best Supporting Actor

Al Pacino – The Irishman as Jimmy Hoffa Al Pacino has the advantage of getting A LOT of screen time as Jimmy Hoffa. The Irishman clocks in at over 3,5 hours and he isn’t in the whole movie but when he is, the seasoned performer gives us so much. At different periods of the story, you’ll feel differently about him. There’s no point comparing him to the real-life person. He takes the meaty role and makes it his own. His voice, his mannerisms, I can’t think of anyone who could’ve done it better.

Best Actress

Renée Zellweger – Judy as Judy Garland Judy was the very last movie on my list to watch, having missed it when it came to theatres. When I think back to Zellweger’s performance, I don’t see her. All I see is her character, a rich, complex person you sometimes hate, sometimes love and feel sorry for. The movie is not going to be on my “Best of” list but she is.

Best Actor

Joaquin Phoenix – Joker as Arthur Fleck / Joker To me, there was no question Joaquin Phoenix would take this one. I saw Joker three times and each time, I found something new in his performance.

Best Director

Sam Mendes – 1917 With this award, I’m awarding Sam Mendes for the craft he displayed in 1917. It’s such a visceral experience that when people asked me how it compared to Dunkirk, it felt weird to lump both together. This is coming from someone who gave both pictures a 5-star review, who put both on their respective “best of the year” lists. It’s a movie I’m going to go back to and wondering “how did they do that?!

Best Picture

Little Women – Amy Pascal It’s a tough call for me this year, partially because I loved Parasite, 1917, Joker, and others so much. I’m planning on adding those three films to my collection so I can pop them into my Blu-ray player any times I feel like it. That said, I would’ve given the Best Picture Award to Little Women. You’re so emotionally invested in this little story that telling you why with merely words is impossible. You fall in love over and over. It made me cry and every time I think back to that scene at Christmas, I tear up again. I’m choosing it because of all the things it does differently from the other films. At the end of the day, it isn’t a big story. It isn’t about people with guns, corruption, war, a turning point in history or even necessarily the biggest event in the lives of the characters but it feels like it is. That’s exactly why it’s so good. 

Disagree with my choices? I don’t blame you. What kind of idiot finds a way to leave out Marriage Story from their list? You let me know where it should’ve gone. Hopefully, commenting keep you warm until MY Best of 2019 list gets posted in the next few days.

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The Outer Worlds Review

When the Outer Worlds was announced I was kind of on my back foot about it. Private Division made a huge deal about how they were the one who made the original Fallout and Fallout New Vegas- you know, that Fallout game that you actually like that wasn’t made by the devil Bethesda.

And as the kids say ‘weird flex but okay’. Every time a new game releases, especially a new intellectual property, people always whisper about how money was being passed around to get good reviews. I don’t know about all that. But I do know this.

The Outer Worlds is not Fallout: New Vegas 2. So sorry. 

I posted a meme recently that made the joke that the Outer Worlds was Borderlands New Vegas  but that wouldn’t strictly be true . I haven’t actually played Borderlands extensively but yeah a space Western is very much like other space Westerns- there’s an old saying ’ there’s nothing new under the sun.’ People make frequent comparisons to things because they feel familiar.  ‘If you like Fallout you’ll like this’  But I’m going to stop comparing it to anything else. Is this the start of a new IP that can stand shoulder to shoulder with other great titles? Let’s find out.

Story The story of The Outer Worlds should be very familiar to any sci fi nerds worth their salt. Earth is uninhabitable because of war and humanity shoots to the stars, so you and a few thousand lucky people get placed on two ships -Groundbreaker and Hope- to fast forward ten years via new technology called skip drive until you get to your new home of Halcyon. Only the Groundbreaker made it and the Hope was lost, adrift until a scientist named Dr. Phineas V. Welles decides to see if anyone on the Hope is still kicking. Without much more explanation other than wanting to wake up the rest of the colonists you’re rudely awakened, dropped onto the planet Terra 2 and told to find a smuggler.  

Halcyon is a colony run by corporations- people live for their company, are owned by their company and under certain circumstances dying is a crime. Advertisements race by on robots and are pasted or projected onto every wall all controlled by the mysterious Board. But there’s something rotten under the corporate jargon and mandatory happiness and it might be up to you and Phineas to save the colony- that is, if you, the Unplanned Variable, see fit to do so. All the sci fi tropes are here- a smartass computer AI as your pilot and navigator, alien monsters, corporate greed, weird technology and mad science. The Outer Worlds is a game you can play with your brain turned off as a wacky sci-fi adventure or  you can uncover the secrets of Halcyon and the Board and use them to become a hero or simply come out on top with your pockets full or a mixture of it all. Pick your poison. It’s still not a game that takes itself very seriously, at ALL even when a nerve shattering revelation ramps the stakes through the roof. Are you savior or scourge? It’s entirely up to you. Sidequests

There’s plenty to do on every level of immersion on The Outer Worlds.  The game doesn’t really reward you for checking every nook and cranny apart from finding random bodies which becomes horrific in hindsight once you reach the endgame and learn what they probably actually died from. But as far as material things you get loot. Poke around a bit can net you some unique weapons such as a hammer that does all the status effect damage, a shrink ray and a cannon that fires slime that suspends its victims up in the air and drops them like a bad habit. 

There’s not many ‘collect ten bear butts’ type quests thank the Law but damn near everything is optional and the sheer amount of solutions for quests will have you planning your next play through. 

The best side quests are the companion quests which are so good I’m not going to spoil them but they all span the length of the game since they require reaching places that the player will only be able to travel to during certain parts of the story. Presentation The dialogue is excellent as per Obsidian standards.The voice acting is great, fairly natural sounding but when the actors have to perform instead of just reading they almost always do a bang up job.  Screams of pain after getting sprayed with venom during combat, the cries of alarm if you or another companion is wounded or the out of breath declarations at the end of combat however are a nice touch. The music is provided by Justin E. Bell, the low key background music with bold brass and mysterious woodwinds, or soft piano and strings but the occasional steel guitar sneaks in to give the smaller towns that run down feel. The various jingles of all the omnipresent corporations will get stuck in your head, however. Among my favorite tracks are Hope,  Forever, Phineas Escapes, and the title theme simply titled Hope. The gorgeous moving theme is also a leitmotif throughout the game from the level up sound to the cheery ragtime version. I can’t gush enough about how beautiful the score is. 

Visually the game is stunning, from the stifling cold marble walls of Byzantium where the men in power dwell in their ivory towers to the long stretches of frontier on alien worlds populated by bizarre creatures and filled with strange and sometimes deadly plants, sulfur pools and giant mushrooms The Outer Worlds really is a feast for the eyes, polished, clean and bright. The darker areas might drive you bonkers but thankfully nothing you really need is going to be in the super dark anyway.  If only the character models were as good but with an AA game budget, what are you gonna do? You could have cutscenes with finger puppets as long as they still keep their great dialogue. Seriously, I don’t remember laughing out loud at a game’s dialog or with such frequency probably since Dragon Age:Origin. Derivative humor is fun every now and then- I ran across a weapon, a hammer for sale called Maxwell where the flavor text mentioned ‘you think it should be silver’ in reference to the Beatles’ tune Maxwell’s Silver Hammer, or a dialog selection where you can tell the quest giver ‘Aliens’ to which she relies ‘I’m saying it was aliens’ so some music nerds and internet meme lords are thrown a bone but most of the humor is good old fashioned timing and even a few visual gags such as in the opening where Phineas has trouble opening the door. While rated M it’s pretty tame- I’d feel okay playing this in front of my Mormon in-laws because apart from the frequent swearing the humor is mostly clean. From my very first play through I counted five dirty jokes which you could easily miss and when you loot human bodies they stay clothed. The companions -your crew on the Unreliable- are spread out through the game and are met under circumstances ranging from a suggestion to hire them through Phineas or simply strays picked up for kicks and giggles. There are six companions in total-  Parvati Holcomb, a sweet gal from the starting town who knows her way around an engine, Vicar Maximilian DeSoto, a priest of the Order of Scientific Inquiry, Dr. Ellie Fenhill, a surgeon turned pirate (who is featured in the trailers!) Felix Millstone, a rebel without a cause or a clue who romanticizes all your adventures, Nyoka Ramnarim-Wentworth III, a hard drinking hunter and wilderness guide, and SAM, a sanitation and maintenance robot who spouts only company slogans. The companions can be customized to suit your playstyle from their unique perks to armor, weapons and fighting preference but most players end up with a favorite team though there are perks you can take if you’re the kind who likes to fly solo. While the companions all have their own clear cut reasons for joining your crew, treat them right and they become close to the player character and each other. Aww. They all have something to say in just about every situation and like in many modern RPGs will bicker and banter with the player character and each other. Listening to the characters play off one another is ten kinds of fun. My biggest gripe is how there’s no new one on one dialog with them at certain points in the game apart from new banter or a comment about goings on before going right into the same dang old dropbox of questions. Oh well. Some players get their hackles up about there not being romance but I don’t feel a lack. If you want extensive babblings with your minions go play a Bioware game.  What’s wrong with a good old fashioned tale of true companions?

Final thoughts

I admit after going through the first three hours or so of the game I was going to slap a ‘standard sci fi’ label on The Outer Worlds and hang it up for a while. Thank the Law I didn’t. 

The main quest coming in at a lukewarm thirty hours, The Outer Worlds is crying out for DLC and the way things go we’ll probably get more than one. Overall it’s fun- it’s a fun ride with crazy weapons, colorful characters, plenty of laughs and it just might tug at your heartstrings. 

When you take away the wishing, complaining and comparisons The Outer Worlds is a breath of fresh air amid the reforgings and refunds. I joke a lot about how I’m drinking the tears of New Vegas stans for getting heckin’ bamboozled but good on them for having standards. I’ve been hiding my extreme disappointment in Fallout 76 for a long time- full disclosure, it legit makes me sad and angry between Bethesda and Blizzard caring more about money than making fans happy and the table scraps we get in place of enjoyable content. 

I haven’t been happy with a new release since World of Warcraft: Legion. That’s been four agonizing years in a wasteland of mediocrity that I’ve slogged through in the vain hope of something renewing my faith in the industry. Maybe The Outer Worlds is just standard sci fi goofs but it does stand out among all the moody gritty art pieces most modern games have become.  I’m not sure what the future holds but I’ll be cautiously hopeful, adrift in lower orbit waiting for the next adventure.

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My Man Part VIII

A Ben!Roger Taylor Fic

Summary: Reader is a Broadway actress currently starring in a West End production of Funny Girl. She’s a widow, thanks to the Vietnam War, but it’s a well-kept secret. She also wants everyone to think she doesn’t care for rock music. She met Roger Taylor when he brought his date backstage. They didn’t start off great, but a party at Freddie’s turned them around. Now, they’re friends. After she was attacked by a director, Roger is there for her. Then she gets a surprise visitor with some wise words for her. Her brother and her director drop some bombs on her.

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Part VIII here we go!!!

What was supposed to be your triumphant return to stage turned out to be the worst news you could receive. Your mouth dropped as you looked at Gary. A wave a disappointment hit you and your castmates.

“We’ve only got two more months?” Eric repeated, clearly trying to take it in.

Gary nodded. “I’m sorry. I don’t mean to rain on your parade.”

You all chuckled half heartedly as Gary tried to smile.

“Needless to say, you’re all excused from rehearsal if you need to go audition,” he continued. “Talk to your agents and I hope you can all go from here better actors.”

Everyone began to disperse, but you were frozen to the spot. Funny Girl had gotten you through everything this last year and a half and you weren’t quite ready yet to leave Fanny behind. Not to mention everything else you’d have to leave. Suddenly, you ran from the stage, heading for the dressing rooms for one last touch up before curtain.

After the show, you felt yourself becoming a little emotional as you took your bows. Knowing you only had two more months of this show, as this character, on this stage.

When you got back to your flat, Roger was there, going through your record collection. You put your keys on the table and walked over to him.

“You’ve got more musical soundtracks than anyone I know,” he said.

“I need my inspiration,” you told him.

“Aha!” he cried, plucking two from the box. “Queen! And Aerosmith! That’s better.”

“Those were George’s,” you said.

“Come on, love, why are you taking this away from me?”

You smiled a little, but then you remembered what you had to tell him. Your face fell.

“What is it?” he wondered. “I’m only joking. You can listen to show tunes all you like.”

“It’s not that,” you said. “Gary told us before the show tonight that we’re closing in two months.” You decided to leave out the part about Mark’s show taking over.

“I’m sorry,” he said, rubbing your arms in comfort. “But you’ll find something else.”

“It’s not that simple, Roger,” you began. “If I don’t have work here, then my visa expires. I’ll have to go home to America.”

“Oh.”

“Yeah.”

A beat passed between you.

“Well, you’ll find another job, you’ll see,” he said, trying to sound encouraging.

“I don’t have an agent,” you reminded him. “Without that, it’ll be hard for me to find auditions. I have an agent in New York, but he’s more than likely going to find shows for me there.”

“There’s got to be something we can do so you can stay,” he insisted.

“Maybe…” you weren’t sure how to say this. “Maybe it’s time I do go home.”

He blinked at you. “Why?”

“This was only supposed to be temporary,” you explained. “I wanted to get away from New York after losing George, and it definitely helped, but maybe it’s time I just...go.”

“I don’t want you to go,” he said simply. “Stay here. Stay with me.”

“What would have me do?” you asked. “Become an English citizen?”

“Yes,” he said.

“Are you serious?”

“Yes!” he cried. “Move here! There’s tons of opportunity! And I want to be with you.”

“We’ve only just started out, Rog,” you said. “That’s an awfully big commitment to make for...whatever it is we’re doing.”

“We’re not just, messing around,” he said. “Y/N, I…”

“Yes?”

“I love you.”

You couldn’t stop the smile that spread across your lips. “You do?”

He grinned back. “Yeah. I really do. I’m not ready to be apart from you. I don’t think I ever will be.”

“I love you, too,” you told him, and it was true.

He stepped forward and you coiled your arms around his neck. He pressed his forehead to yours and you just held each other for a moment. Then he closed the distance and kissed you softly, his arms wrapping around your waist. He lifted you off your feet as you went. Without warning, he put you down and pulled away.

“What’s wrong?” you asked.

“Nothing,” he said, but he looked deep in thought. “C’mere and kiss me.”

The next morning, Roger was up uncharacteristically early and left, claiming he had to meet someone but would return before too long. You were too sleepy to press him on the matter, so you returned to a rather nice dream you were having in which you and Roger were somewhere tropical and getting very drunk.

He shook you awake about an hour later. You sat up and shoved your hair out of your face irritably.

“What the hell?!”

“You’re gonna love me,” he said with a smirk.

“Wanna bet?” you spat.

“Listen, you cranky girl,” he returned. “I’ve solved our problem.”

“Oh, yeah, because you’re such a ray of sunshine in the morning,” you grumbled. “What’s this solution, then?”

“Get dressed and come with me,” he said. “I’ve found you an agent.”

You blinked at him. “Roger...are you serious?”

“No, I’m taking the piss,” he said sarcastically. “I would definitely lie to you about something this serious.”

You snagged your pillow and smacked him in the chest with it. “It’s too early for your snark!”

“Y/N, I’ve found you an agent, I shit you not,” he said. “Come on!”

You leapt from the bed and scrambled to put some real clothes on, asking Roger to excuse you as you did so. He did. You threw on a skirt, blouse, and heels before rushing to the bathroom to brush your teeth and hair. You also applied some lipstick and mascara to pull it all together. When you emerged from your bedroom, Roger smiled.

“You look good enough to eat,” he said.

You kissed him on the cheek. “Thank you.”

“Let’s go!”

He offered you his arm, and you took it. When you got to the street, he hailed a cab and he helped you in. His energy was rubbing off on you. He was so excited, and you couldn’t help but share in it. When you pulled up to the office, you became a little nervous. Roger took your hand.

“Are you ready?” he asked.

You nodded and followed him out of the cab and into the building. The receptionist told you to go in, since Roger had already booked the appointment. When you opened the door, you were met with a shock. Behind the desk sat Donna, one of the women Roger had brought to your dressing room. You opened your mouth to speak but had no words.

“Y/N, you remember Donna,” Roger said.

She got up from her seat and smiled at you. “Hello again,” she said sweetly, extending her hand.

“Hi,” you said, nervously shaking it. “I don’t even know what to say right now.”

Donna chuckled. “Well, don’t think too much of it. Roger told me a bit about what happened with your previous agent, and I’m so sorry. I can promise you now I will never ask you to meet someone in a hotel room.”

“That’s a relief,” you told her.

“Please, sit down,” she offered.

You and Roger took seats opposite from her. She resumed her place behind the desk.

“Well, I know how great you are in Funny Girl, so I’ve already called around,” she said. “My flatmate from school is actually directing a smaller show, and her lead actress just dropped out to start a family. Have you heard of She Loves Me?”

You nodded. “A little. I didn’t see it, but I read the reviews.”

“That’s perfectly alright,” she said. “Can you audition for her next week?”

“Do I need to prepare something?”

“Actually, she wants to hear you sing from the show and read with the lead actor,” she explained. “She wants to see your natural inclinations on stage. So really all you need to do to prepare is rest your voice.”

“Somehow that makes me more nervous,” you said.

Roger put a hand on your shoulder. “You’re gonna be fantastic, love.”

“Thank you,” you returned.

“So, would you like me to call her and set up a time?” Donna asked.

“Oh, please,” you said.

“Great, I’ll give you a call when the appointment is set,” she said.

“Thank you, Donna,” you said earnestly. “Thank you so much.”

“You’re welcome,” she returned. “When Roger came to my office this morning asking for a favor, I was fully prepared to tell him to piss off, but when he said it was for you, I was happy to help.”

Roger blushed and looked at the carpet. You bit your lip to keep from laughing.

“Well, it’s appreciated anyway,” you said. You look at Roger. “Could you give us a minute?”

“God, yes,” he sighed and hurried out of the room.

You and Donna watched him go and then turned to each other and giggled.

“I’m not actually that hurt he didn’t call after our date,” she admitted, quietly. “But it’s the principle of the matter, y’know?”

“He’s gotta learn,” you said with a playful shrug. “Can I ask you a really personal question?”

She raised her eyes. “Sure.”

“When you were with Roger....what was he….like?” you asked, your uncertainty making you blush.

“In the bedroom?” she clarified, and you nodded. “Well, he’s an accomplished lover, and he ought to be considering all the practice he’s had. But to be honest, Y/N, it’s going to be different with you.”

Your brow furrowed. “What do you mean?”

“Roger loves you. That makes all the difference in the world.”

You beamed, thanked her again, and left.

When audition day rolled around, you were ready. All your bruises had healed and you had been practicing. Donna called and told you the director did want to hear one prepared song before you sang from the show. You were careful to practice only when Roger was gone because he was going to the audition with you and the song you chose was a surprise for him. You did sing it once for Jack before he returned to the States, and he told you Roger might love it so much “he’ll get down on one knee and propose.” You rolled your eyes before telling Jack how much you were going to miss him.

The audition was at the theater this time. Rehearsals has just begun since the lead actress had left so last minute. Roger took your hand and pressed his lips to the back of it. You held his gaze and took a deep breath.

“Don’t worry,” he whispered. “You’re gonna smash it.”

“I believe you,” you said with a smile.

When you walked in, you saw the lead actor, the director, and a little girl who was maybe five sitting on the stage. They got up when they saw you.

“You must be Y/N,” the director said as she motioned for you to join them. “I’m Holly. This is my daughter, Maggie, and your potential co-star, Richard.”

You shook Holly’s and Richard’s hands but Maggie sprang to her feet and hugged you round the legs. You completely melted and hugged her back.

“She’s friendly,” Holly said a little apologetically.

“I love it,” you replied. “It’s nice to meet you.”

“Nice to meet you too,” Maggie said. “It’s my birthday today!”

“Happy birthday!” you said.

“Thank you!” she replied.

“This is Roger,” you said, remembering him. “He’s going to stay and watch if that’s alright.”

“That’s perfectly fine,” Holly assured you. She looked at him. “You can have a seat anywhere you like.”

He offered a cheeky salute and took a seat in the front row. Maggie couldn’t take her eyes off of him.

“Are you Roger Taylor?” she asked. “From Queen?”

He removed his sunglasses to look at her. “I...am,” he said, a little surprised. “How do you know that?”

Holly sighed. “Sorry, her dad’s a big fan.”

Still looking at Maggie, he said, “You have a very cool dad.”

Holly turned to address you, but before she could say anything, the door to the auditorium opened again and in walked Freddie, looking immensely and effortlessly cool, even if he was late. Although, you didn’t even know he was coming.

“Y/N, my dear,” he said with a smile. “I’ve come to bring you luck.”

Holly and Richard exchanged shocked glances. Maggie wasted no time in sprinting over to say hello. She looked up at him, wonder claiming her little face. Freddie knelt down to her level.

“Hello, little dove,” he said. “What’s your name?”

“Maggie,” she told him. “Today’s my birthday, Mr. Mercury!”

“It is?!” he cried, delighted. “Well, happy birthday! How old are you today?”

“Six,” she said.

“Six years old! You’re practically a lady!”

She giggled.

“Want to sit with me while my good friend Y/N sings?”

She nodded and followed him to sit beside Roger. She crawled into Freddie’s lap while he and Roger shook hands and said hello.

“Well,” said Holly. “Um, will there be any other rock stars joining us?”

You laughed and shook your head. “Not to my knowledge. If Freddie’s arrived, they’d have been here by now.”

Freddie feigned offense. Roger snickered.

“Are you ready to begin?” Holly asked.

You nodded and she called for the pianist to come in. When you handed him the sheet music, he shook his head in disbelief.

“Are you sure this is right?” he asked.

“Absolutely,” you said.

You locked eyes with Roger as the pianist played the first few notes. You knew it would take him a moment to recognize it in this setting. You smirked as your cue came.

“The machine of a dream,” you began, and you had to hold back a laugh as Roger nearly fell out of his seat. “Such a clean machine…”

Roger clutched his chest as he looked at you, emotion welling up in him. Freddie’s mouth was hanging open. Holly looked surprised but impressed. Maggie danced from her perch on Freddie’s lap. You belted out Roger’s song, so proud you could burst. When you hit the last note and finished, Freddie and Maggie burst into applause. Roger was frozen in place, just admiring you.

“That was a bold choice,” Holly said, glancing over to your entourage. “But I can see why you chose it.”

“It’s a good song,” you said with a shrug. “And I like to take a risk every now and again.”

“I like that,” Holly returned. “Well done you.”

“Thanks!”

Richard joined you on stage, and handed you a script so you could being reading. You met Roger’s gaze just once more and winked at him. He blew you a kiss in return.

You went back and forth with Richard and found yourself slipping into the character of Amalia Balash easily. You related to her spirited and feisty nature. Some of her lines reminded you sharply of the things you thought about Roger when you first met him. Richard was also fun to work with and made you laugh a few times.

When it was over, Holly looked hard at you and Richard. You glanced over at Roger and saw that he had his fingers crossed.

“Y/N, I really like you for this part,” Holly said. “I’d like to officially offer it to you. We can work around your Funny Girl schedule until it ends.”

“Really?!” you gasped. “That’s great! I accept!”

“I’m thrilled!” Holly returned. “Let me go and call the producer and tell him the good news.”

She left, and Richard shook your hand and offered congratulations. Then Roger hopped onto the stage, picked you up around the waist and spun you around, kissing every part of you his lips could reach. You laughed and held him tight.

“You - were - incredible!” he cried between kisses. “I have never loved you more!”

“Y/N, you were fabulous,” Freddie said. “Congratulations, darling.”

Roger allowed him to kiss your cheek.

Maggie ran over to Richard and he scooped her up and tickled her. Her shrieks of mirth reflected your own feelings. You felt on top of the world. You had an agent. You had a new show booked. And you had Roger Taylor.

Maggie came back over to you. She looked at Freddie. “Will you sing me the birthday song?” she asked.

“It’s my specialty,” he replied and went over to the piano, taking a seat on the bench.

Roger slipped an arm around your shoulders. Maggie was so grateful and so sweet and clearly adored Freddie. You, Roger, and Richard all joined in to finish the song, and she clapped like mad when it was over. Then you all sat on the stage and watched her do the Charleston, since she had just learned it in dance class.

When Holly returned, she lingered in the back of the theater, talking to a man you assumed was the producer. You started to straighten up your skirt but then you saw Maggie’s face. She had completely hardened looking at the newcomer. Freddie, Roger, and Richard were deep in another conversation.

“Maggie,” you said, stepping over to her. “What is it?”

“I don’t like that man,” she told you, shrinking closer to you. “He isn’t very nice to girls and Mum gets sad whenever she has to talk to him.”

“That’s no good,” you said. “Why does she talk to him if it makes her sad?”

“She says it’s because he’s so popular and she doesn’t want her other friends to choose him,” she explained. “So she’s nice to him.”

“I’m sorry to hear that,” you continued.

“I thought you were supposed to stand up to bullies,” she said. “I don’t know why she doesn’t just stand up to him.”

You had to think about that, unsure how to explain to a child the complexities of the adult world and those sorts of relationships, particularly in your career. Then, the man and Holly stepped into the light. You felt the color drain from your face as you recognized Mark Hudson.

After Mark attacked you, Roger consistently asked you why you weren’t angry. You had gone through so many emotions, but anger never fully formed. Until now. Now, it coursed through you, white hot and dangerous.

As you looked over at Maggie, you thought of your younger self. What would the girl who made her brother eat dirt say to you now? Would she be proud of you? You got to your feet, standing squarely to face him.

“Mark!” you said in a sickeningly sweet voice.

You felt Roger’s eyes get missile lock on Mark. Then they flickered over to you as you walked down the aisle toward your old assailant. Roger jogged to catch up and tried to move past you, eager to lunge at Mark, but you held him back by his arm.

“Don’t,” you said under your breath.

“Y/N,” Mark returned your greeting. “Good to see you again, kid.”

You flinched inwardly at the endearment. That was how he saw you from the moment you met him - a helpless little girl.

You walked closer and he had the nerve to open his arms for a hug. Like you were old friends or something. You closed your eyes and reminded yourself that what you were about to do was for every little girl - like Maggie, and the one still inside yourself - who deserved more.

Swiftly, you delivered a hard kick between his legs. He yelped, and as he doubled over, you rammed your fist into his nose with all your might. You heard the crack of it beneath your knuckles and felt hot, sticky blood run across your skin. Adrenaline pumped through you so hard you didn’t even hear the gasps of everyone around you or the soft thud of Mark hitting the floor.

You turned and faced Maggie, who was grinning all the way across her face.

“You’re right, Maggie,” you said. “You’re supposed to stand up to bullies.”

She giggled. Mark struggled to his feet and reached for you, but Roger and Freddie jumped between you and shoved him backwards. Roger started to do more, but Freddie stopped him. Mark wiped the blood dripping into his mouth away and glared at you

“You’ll never work in this industry again, kid,” he warned. “I’ll see to that.”

You flipped him off. He limped out, one hand on his nose, the other on his crotch.

“What the hell was that?!” Roger demanded.

“I made it to the rage phase,” you said.

#queen #roger taylor #roger taylor x reader #roger taylor x you #ben hardy #ben hardy x reader #ben!roger x reader #ben!roger taylor #ben!roger imagine #roger taylor imagine #freddie mercury #rami malek #queen imagines #queen fanfic #brian may #john deacon #gwilym lee #joe mazzello

[delicrieux]

the phases of a firework

pairing: fred weasley x f!reader

fandom: harry potter

summary: fred weasley experiences the lana del rey-esque american dream 

d’s note: not written by me, but rather by a lovely nonnie! it’s a honor to post it xoxo leave some love in the comments! 

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I. Lifting Charge

Mother says they’re going to Florida for the summer. Florida means mosquitos, and sunburns, and salty skin and hair and breath because yes, Florida is a fucking cesspool, but for some reason, he doesn’t find himself thinking of any of that and is actually, really when you think about it, kind of calm. Everyone in the household finds this alarming. -“You’re not upset?” -“No.” -“Disappointed?” -“Not really.” -“Dad’s got a cousin in the Keys, that’s why we’re going.” -“Sounds like it’ll be nice.” -“We went to Egypt, you know, like, saw the pyramids and everything.” -“We can make sand pyramids.” But Florida doesn’t have sand. It doesn’t have beaches, either, at least not the part they could afford, because Molly and Arthur Weasley had scraped together everything to get that trip, because the kids didn’t need to know that it was possibly the last time they could leave the Burrow for a summer, because things weren’t safe at home and maybe a temporary home could suffice for a while. They didn’t need to think about the fact that people would die, statistically speaking, people they probably knew, and the kids didn’t need to worry or ask questions or complain, and they didn’t, because all they could afford was a trailer, enchanted, yes, but not exactly a condo, but you know what, no one really paid it any mind. Everyone was quiet, actually, and Molly and Arthur Weasley gripped their trunks and asked themselves how they thought they could hide a war under a swimming suit.

II. Time Delay Fuse

It’s not that it’s hot out, it’s just that balding grass patches and What Type of Blue Even is That sky doesn’t attract many, or really anyone at all. Ginny is on her side of the bunker, writing letters to friends, or maybe no one, just herself. Ron has been napping since they hopped off the portkey, Percy didn’t bother to come, and the parents are off doing parent-y things. George is who’s left, and that’s never a problem, but he’s worried about sunburns, and Fred assures him mate, we’ve got sunblock but it isn’t enough, and that’s why he’s sitting by himself in a lawn chair, Wayfarers resting on a sweating nose, and Johnny Thunder’s playing in a distant trailer and world. It’s oddly therapeutic, the bottom of the classes. There’s no worries, no cares, it’s like retirement but better because there’s no one they know anywhere around, and everything is finally kind of calm. He finds that alarming. -“You like fireworks?” It’s a nasal, chirpy sort of a voice she has. Like an alarm. An alarm goes off in him, not anything bad, just the inner male siren that blares and rings and screams Girl! Girl! Girl! He smiles to himself, thinking about the gargling sort of noise that would make when spoken aloud. George would’ve found it funny. -“Hello?” -“Sorry?” -“Fireworks. You good with them?” He doesn’t know why he’s nodding, maybe it’s because her hair shines that weird, oil gas spilled on a pavement colour, or maybe it’s because she’s standing there, expecting him to go, and who is he to disappoint, and he finds himself leaving the security of the lawn chair and following her up and into the empty part of the balding grass field. It takes half a day and three bottles of what the fuck is this anyway and they’ve managed to set up the perfect show. It’s the fourth of July, American Independence Day, yet it feels like everyone in the park is shackled.

III. Bursting Charge

He’s proud, drunk, and finding himself patriotic for a country he’s spent barely seven hours in. He’s had too much of Swamp Juice, that’s what she calls it, the mixture of Fanta and Bourbon, and the bottom of his stomach is twinkling and tingling, like there are mini little bombs going off in his gut. She says it’s a normal feeling, but he’s not too sure about that. He’s had liquor, of course he has, and one could consider him a sommelier, of sorts, in the way teenagers often pride themselves on knowledge of Grown Up Things. One of his favourite memories are when he and George broke into the liquor cabinet and stayed up till six in the morning downing bottle after bottle of gigglewater. Their stomach hurt, cramped, and their eyes were dried, but it was a night he’d cherish to the grave. But that wasn’t the same feeling. That was what it meant to be drunk and happy, happy that you’re drunk and drunk enough to be happy, but this, the sinking yet soaring and bubbling and fizzling sort of brew in his gut wasn’t that at all, and he’d heard Charlie mention a year back about some guy he’d met that bred some creature he couldn’t remember the name of at the moment. Charlie’d said it was indistinguishable, a feeling you get once or twice. Fred didn’t believe in soulmates, and he didn’t know if he really believed in being in love. It was a dangerous thought to have in a time as dangerous as these, but it wasn’t as if he cared all that much about the danger of things. -“You gonna dance?” She had her hand stretched out to his, hip cocked and lip quirked, and maybe it was the way the fireworks danced behind her shoulders. She was metallic nail polish and Disney World flip flops, two dollar tube tops and stolen hair ties, but she was smiling at him through a Cherry Coca Cola flavoured lip gloss grin, and who is he to disappoint, so he’s standing, swaying, dancing along to the sound of cracking and popping and booms, and he may have snuck in an enchanted firework or two, and the crowd is cheering and smiling and just nearly crying, and so is he when she leans in for a kiss. They’re proud, drunk, and Fred decides that Cherry Coca Cola is the greatest drink in the world.

IV. Stars

The summer stays hot, in every way possible. They spend afternoons melting ice cubes on each others backs and smoking cheap hash on the roof of her mobile home. He learns her parents are dead. She learns his aren’t. He doesn’t invite her to meet the family, but she, in a way, invites herself, and Molly and Arthur are absolutely ashamed when they find out that Fred didn’t immediately bring over the poor girl, look at her, she’s far too skinny. Ginny, dear, put on a kettle and a warm meal, she’s positively gaunt! She finds it amusing. She has dinner that night in the Weasley vacation trailer, and every night after it, too. Fred doesn’t mind. Some nights, he sneaks to her place and they read travel maps, planning future road trips to Nevada and eating Quaker Oats by the handful. She looks at the stars, he looks at her, it’s all very cliche, including her admiration for his super cool accent. He finds it amusing. -“So, what’s gonna happen when summer ends?” -“Whatya mean?” She huffs her smoke, a sign he’s familiar with. She’s frustrated but calm. Patient, but not for long. -“I mean, what’s gonna happen to you? To us? You’ve got school, yeah, but after, I mean, like, I don’t wanna jump to conclusions or anything but-” -“I like you.” -“I like you, too.” -“And I like hanging out with you.” The light in her joint goes out, and it matches the light in her eyes. -“So that’s it then.” - “I’ve just, I mean, there’s a lot going on back at home and, really, I don’t wanna drag you into it.” -“Yeah.” -“There’s a lot, really, there is, and I just wouldn’t want to-” -“No, yeah, it’s fine. I get it.” It takes him a few days, and a few talks with George, but it’s three in the morning and he’s had some liquid luck and he’s knocking on her door in Tommy Bahama shorts and a Life is Good shirt and he’s pretty sure he should’ve put deodorant on and spent more than two-fifty on the gesture but- -“It’s three in the fucking morning, Freddie. Either I’m about to die or you’re about to die, and neither option is really good, so what the fuck-” -“Marry me.” She stops talking, and breathing, and she’s about to laugh until he holds up a plastic little Made in China ring he got at one of those machines in the front of the supermarket, and it probably doesn’t even fit her, but all she can really think is thank God it’s not a damn Ring Pop. -“Are you fucking kidding me, red?” -“I don’t mean today, or tomorrow, or anytime soon. I mean that when that thing going on is over, and when I’m out of school and ready to live life, I wanna live it with you. We could get a bigger trailer, or maybe an RV, and we could ride around America and, and collect special fireworks from around the world. We could have a kid or two, and they could live with us, or maybe we’d just start out with a dog, I don’t know, all I know is I wanna live my life like it’s a never-ending summer with you.” She’s not sure now if she’s laughing or tearing up, either is pathetic, but she crosses her arms over her Betty Boop pajama top and decides to find this adolescent adoration somehow sweet. - “What colour RV are you thinking?” - “Red.”

V. Ash

It’s in the form of a letter, and in a way, that’s better than a call, because then they couldn’t hear her sobbing on the other end. She doesn’t really know why she’s crying. They hadn’t spoken in years. They were sixteen and stupid, as all sixteen year olds are, but the worst part is believing in that sixteen year old dream and thinking the flame was still lit. She couldn’t blame it on her age anymore. She was just stupid. She stares at the paper, passed away, as if that was a better way of phrasing it instead of just saying dead. She can’t be too horribly upset. As far as she was concerned, he’d been dead for four years. Four years. Fuck. He was four, already. -“Where are we headed?” -“I dunno. Nevada?” -“Cool.” He’s got his hand stuffed in a Quaker Oats box, and she finds hers traveling to the two-fifty Made in China ring she keeps on her neck. She’ll tell Molly and Arthur someday soon, maybe once they hit Oregon, she’s not ready for England winters, because right now, life is red. Red with pain and anger, yeah, but also with love, and with red hair, and red lips, and red Cola, and red American fireworks, and red rings, and flip flops, and RVs, and yes, life fucking sucks and war fucking sucks and everything nowadays should be really very alarming, but when she sits back in the driver seat, travel maps sprawled and a four year old in a faded Life is Good shirt sitting in the passenger seat, she finds that life is actually, really when you think about it, kind of calm.

#fred weasley #fred weasley imagine #Harry Potter #imagine #imagines #harry potter fanfiction #harry potter fandom #george weasley #fred x reader #weasley twins #Ginny Weasley #fanfic #xreader #fluff #angst #ugh so good #so proud #xoxo #hp #hp imagine #aesthetic so good #summer

[pacifistofpatience]

What they collect

((Ive had this in my Word Doc for a while and wanted to get it out))

Undertale

Sans- Old video games. Like…the very first few (and their consoles) It started when he was still in the underground and they showed up in the dump. A lot of them never worked but he thought they looked kind of cool and hung on to them. Then, one day, this whole pile of the same exact game washed up. Some of them survived the fall so he gathered them up and kept them in his lab.

He eventually got one to play, and the game was so gosh darned terrible that he couldn’t not fall in love.

Papyrus- Snow globes. For what it was worth Papyrus enjoyed his time in Snowdin and, while he would never want to go back to the underground when he has this Wonderful world to explore, there are a lot of good memories he associates with the place. When he shakes one of his snow globes it reminds him of his friends and family.

(A memory of a snowy day when he was just a little baby bones, of rolling a ball of snow bigger then himself trying to make the perfect snowdude. Of Sans helping him to push it. Of them putting this lopsided creature together and him standing proudly, beaming at the creation he and his brother made together…

And then the offended squawk he made as a Snowball hit him directly in the face, Sans laughter echoing throughout Snowdin.)

Underswap

Sky- Comic books! Stories of heroes going on adventures and saving the day is totally his thing! He’s inevitably dragged into the movies as well, and then he learns about cosplay and cons and people like him that love dressing up and! How could he not?!

He drags Pappy to a lot of the cons dressed up as some sort of superhero duo. Pappy happy to follow along as the Bucky to his Capitan America. Or Robin to his Batman (And these hot pants some of them wear? Are kind of nice…) They become well known in the community because Sans has a habit of just…Lifting v heavy things he shouldn’t in an attempt to stay in character.

Pappy- Pappy likes Vinyl Records. Living with Sky meant there was always noise in the house so when it’s silent he gets a little nervous. He used to combat that by leaving the TV on, or playing music with an old MP3 he found in the dump (and he did find vinyl’s, but usually by the time they made it to the dump they were ruined)

He loves to hear the soft hum of Frank Sinatra from the other room and has, on more then one occasion, woken up to the music skipping.

Underfell

Red- Coins, occasionally the stay dollar. The underground just has a bunch of lumps of gold that they used but on the surface there’s all these different kinds of money! And they can be converted and traded in for different money!? How cool is that! The coins are small too, so he can carry them around as soft of a…comfort?

And look at this dollar! It smells like maple syrup!

Boss- Stayed true to his roots and began to collect action figures. A lot of his old ones were either thrown out or…broken beyond repair long before he  became Captain of the Royal Guard. Once they hit the surface (and once he knew another war wasn’t brewing) they started to catch his eye again. The first one he bought was from some random thrift shop Sans had brought him to and it avalanched from there.

He’s… a little embarrassed (They’re TOYS! He’s an ADULT Skeleton!) and because of that he keeps them hidden in a box in his closet. He takes very good care of them and learned how to fix them up a little.

Swapfell

Black- it takes black a very long time to find something that just…clicks with him. He’s a busy skeleton and doesn’t have time for trivial things such as that.

Then one day he received this…card in the mail. It’s not a bill, and its not something from the government about monster rights and all that, but it’s addressed to him. When he opens it, he’s greeted with a picture of a cat with its head stuck in a slice of bread with the words “Bread-y for the day!” and Alphys chicken scratch on the inside.

It’s so Stars dammed stupid! the most ridiculous thing he’d ever seen! He shoves it in one of the empty draws of his work desk and leaves it there.

And then another comes, and another, and then his birthday happens and suddenly a years gone by and the drawer is filled to the brim!

Rus- Oh gosh. He’s a little shy about it but Rus started… well he started collecting dice. On surface he started finding all these different colors and was fascinated by them! As an artist himself he admired a lot of the more detailed ones, and has probably tried casting some himself with mixed results.

Some! Even! Look! Like Candy! How could he not?!

Horrotale

Jupiter- Can I borrow a HC from @popatochisssp and go with their idea? After reading Fur A Good Time Call I can’t see him collecting anything aside from rocks/gemstones. This nerd has so many of them and knows the actual scientific name of every single one!

(And he has totally used the whole “rocks in my skull” joke waaayyy too many times)

Lol I don’t wanna say much about this because FAGTC has influenced me a lot, so if you wanna know more about it I suggest you read the fic (It’s the best soft horrortale fic and made me fall in love with this big soft boi.)

Mars- Seashells. He remembers reaching the surface for the first time, and not too long after receiving a chance to see the breathtaking beauty of the roaring waves hitting a sandy shore. How there was still so much world to discover past the horizon (and how the sun set so beautifully with it) and looking down for a moment to find those little shells everywhere. That these fragile things probably traveled the world and still made it there. They’re a little broken but they’re still stunning in their own way and…

He keeps a jar full of them on their living room table at home. Sometimes Sans will sneak a rock in there just to see if he notices.

#my posts #text #undertale #underswap #underfell #swapfell #horrortale #Sans #Papryus #US!Sans #us!papyrus #uf!sans #uf!papyrus #SF!Sans #SF!Papyrus #ht!papyrus #ht!sans #q

[deneigement]

❝ the gym, or as i like to call it, the institute of things i can’t do. ❞

❄ · · · ÉTIENNE BELLEGARDE has been in Ellingham for 24 years and they look exactly like JUSTICE SMITH. Having turned TWENTY-FOUR years old on their last birthday, they are currently a FOURTH GRADE TEACHER and ARE HAPPY WITH THAT. Known as the HYPEMAN, it’s no secret that they’re CONSCIENTIOUS & GENEROUS, but also INSECURE & CLUMSY. If you’re to meet them, please remember that they are a CIS MAN and use HE/HIM. { SAM + 24 + THEY/THEM + EST }

♡ CHARACTER PARALLELS — Eric Forman ( That 70′s Show ) + Kermit ( The Muppets ) + Mia Thermopolis ( The Princess Diaries ) + Peter Parker ( Spider-Man ) + Jake Peralta ( Brooklyn Nine-Nine ) + Scott McCall ( Teen Wolf ) + Samwell Tarly ( Game of Thrones ) + Neville Longbottom ( Harry Potter ) + Merlin ( Merlin ) + Helen Parr ( The Incredibles )

PRETTY PAGE + STATS PAGE + CONNECTIONS + PINTEREST BOARD

TRIGGER WARNINGS: None that I can think of at the moment.

LEGIT eric forman, but like...... not completely eric forman, but MOSTLY eric forman from that 70′s show.

his dad was a lot like red forman. a former army man who believed that serving your country was the best thing one could do. and was v into the whole “boys are good at sports. boys don’t have feelings. boys are strong and stoic. etc.”

on the other hand, his mother babied him all his life. the argument between red and kitty on that 70′s show? “i babied him because you were hard on him” “i was hard on him because you babied him” “you were hard on him when he was a baby.” that’s pretty much what happened eroigjerogijerogiejgerji

like his dad maybe told him once that he loved him in all his life? and twice that he was proud of him. that’s it. on the other hand, his mother tells him every day ergouergoirejgijore. still babies him to this day tbh.

his house (more specifically his basement) was a rallying point for him and his friends ever since he was like, 4 years old. it wasn’t fancy or anything. pretty basic, actually, but his parents pretty much never bothered them there, there was always a fridge full of snacks, and he had tons of toys always. (later on the toys didn’t matter as much but he still had a lot of them and insisted on the fact that they were action figures). 

oof. he definitely collects funko pops.

you know what? instead of making him a star wars fan like eric, he’s gonna be a huge marvel fan. both comics and mcu. as a dc comics fan? lowkey hurts me, but! he’s very valid! and he’ll argue with you about it too (i hope he won,t have to bc iDK where i’ll find my arguments but)

loves playing dungeons and dragons and loves comics. obvi, marvel comics, but also image comics, oni press, dc comics, etc. marvel might be his fave, but he doesn’t stop there. ALSO!!!!!!! he collects marvel comics. and marvel action figurines.

loves reading too but reads more comics in a total amount of pages than he does novel pages. but he reads a LOT so ergoijeriogrejgeoijer.

realized he was gay when he was sixteen and his chemistry partner kissed him and he was like “woah. i liked that.”

he never thought he was bi, honestly. as soon as he realized he liked guys, it made him realize A LOT about himself. like, the realization came suddenly, but very strongly. 

he honestly had difficulty telling his friends bc he was often the butt of their jokes and he was scared that’d make it worse, but they couldn’t have been more accepting? they acted the same way towards him, still teasing him and making him the butt of their jokes, but never for the fact that he’s gay.

he ended up telling his dad when he was 21 (his mom knew since he was seventeen), and though he went fishing immediately after he told him, when he came back he actually told étienne he was proud of him for being strong and proud of who he was. it was v emotional. 

hmmmmmmmmm i’m not sure what else to add rn?

OH it took him a year off to realize what he wanted to do, but he ended up deciding to become a primary school teacher, and he’s been loving it so far. like, he studied in montréal, then came back to teach in ellingham, and he honestly loves it. to be fair, even when he studied in montréal he spent his weekends/vacations/etc in ellingham but ergoiejrgoierjoijger

IF YOU WANT TO PLOT, PLEASE DM ME ON HERE OR ON DISCORD!

#ellingham:intro #❛ ☼ i’m allergic to pollen and social situations — ( étienne bellegarde )

[direquail]

For the fic writer’s ask, 7 and 11!

11. Share a passage from one of your works and tell us why you liked it so much.

So I apologize that this took so long lol, because I had to actually go through my writing and find a passage I actually liked that would (a) not be a whole fic, and (b) make sense on its own.

It's a valid question. Kate remembers the awful weight settling in her gut in an abandoned bathroom, looking at the razor blade in her hand. Remembers the weight settling into her limbs as Gerard's wolfsbane started to drain her strength. Remembers the fear exploding through her veins as she realized her father really was going to leave her alone in a room with a raging werewolf.

Remembers the awful weight of after, waking up after the blood loss, the healing, the shifting. Sticky with dried blood—some of it hers, some of it not—and the weight of waking up after, by all rights, by all codes, she shouldn't have. After becoming something to be used, to be feared—becoming unusable. Ruined as a hunter, then as a daughter, then as a weapon. Waking up more question than answer, with the thing that defined her whole life up until that moment categorically denied to her.

No place in this world for her anymore, but still standing, like a shadow in a foggy mirror.idk why, but this moment was just super cathartic to write. I don’t always get to just... say what I mean, but this was one of those times I got to just come out and say it and it didn’t feel like it took away from the atmosphere or the story at all. #7. Favorite writers? Have they influenced you at all?

O.O oh gosh lol.

For pro writing:

Marty McConnell - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Uz1fEgPzAPcRachel McKibbens - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yZ9zt5fUS00Tara Hardy - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3OjqkbZgMF4

Poetssssssssssssss. Because I am A Gay.

Audre LordeGloria AnzaldúaCherríe Moraga

The idea that just writing itself can be an act of resistance, in a world that actively tries to silence the voices of queer women of color—yeah, these are the first people I read who articulated that, they’re the people who articulated it the most clearly, and whose works frame the way I think about writing, full stop. Fanfic, poetry, pro fiction, non-fiction, all of it, regardless of the subject.

Matthew Woodring Stover (print, Star Wars EU novels) — Embarrassing, but true. A lot of my narrative kinks can be traced directly back to “Traitor”, which in retrospect... Stover was *hella* thirsty for Ganner Rhysode, lol. But. Collective consciousness/unconsciousness, “journey through the underworld”, excruciatingly detailed breakdowns of religious & philosophical arguments, mind games, complicating a binary and reductive worldview in productive and delicious ways—it is *all there*, friends. Also, he ruined me for Star Wars completely with that book.

Michelle Lovretta (TV) Emily Andras (TV)

Lost Girl, Killjoys, and Wynonna Earp. Three of my favorite trashy queer genre shows. Because of these two ladies.

Contrapoints — Look, I know that she’s “problematique”, especially on Tumblr, but in terms of her skills, ability to unpack difficult subjects in a way her intended audience understands, summarize complex histories in a compact space of time, cut through troll questions and rationalizations with seemingly no effort whatsoever, and just generally be entertaining *and* informative—I’m hard-pressed to find someone whose writing I’d like to channel *more* than hers, especially in a non-fiction context.

Innuendo Studios (Youtube) — I *dream* of writing critical media analysis like the “Bringing Back What’s Stolen” series Danskin(?) did on *Mad Max: Fury Road*.

Rebecca Sugar (TV)Noelle Stevenson (TV)Ali Adler (TV)

I’m just so happy to see out creators like Stevenson & Sugar & Adler, creating well-received shows, and how their experiences as LGBTQ+ people create & handle representation in a way that feels fundamentally *different* than even LGBTQ+-friendly shows that get acclaimed for their “representation” (Supergirl post-S1, Wynonna Earp, etc.) or accidentally-queercoded movies like Terminator: Dark Fate.

Fic writers who have had a LOT of impact on my style:

Arbrynaracethewind10Alsikeoutlierqueersintherainliminalsmithnarceusonefootonegothisaestustrancersionnain

#not terminator #ask meme

[san--jose--sharpedos]

Danger Days Master Post

Happy March 22nd! I’m running a Danger Days based table top using the Atomic Highway system so I had to do a lot of research to figure out slang and world stuff! You may or may not have remembered me teasing this back in January (which was suppose to be out by the end of Jan but life sucks  so lets dance but it’s better late than never!) I did a fuck ton of research for a game right now, so ill turn my hyper-fixation into a helpful guide for anyone hoping to write some fan fiction! 

LOCATIONS

So locations are a little weird in this universe, we dont actually know the exact locations of places but we have a general idea about some. 

Battery City

Zones (1-6 if during the music videos, 1-7 if set after the videos, Zone 7 was established after the videos and before the comics)

The Dinner - Fab 4 hide out

Wolfblood Beach, likely somewhere in Zone 1 close to Battery City since people are allowed to go there. 

Neon District, either in Zone 1 or in Battery City

Mega Moon's Throttle bar, full of Wave-Head’s, likely somewhere deep into the zones

Hyper-Thrusts, some sort of store, carry “dust mouth” 

Fuck You House, concert venu

Route Guano, highway,  Kobra Kid and Jet Star are killed here in the album

Zone 55 - Brazil

Mega Moon’s Throttle Bar - Full of wave-heads

The Lobby - Slums of Battery City

The Nest - Ultra V’s hide out

DESTROYA is located here

Mailbox Shrine - Alter to dead

Phoenix Witch guides souls of masks here

Letters reach loved ones

B.L.I Headquaters

Gas n’ Gulp = Dr. D’s - radio station

L.A. Crater

Cherrri’s Home - Artifacts of Fab 4 located here

Gravel Gertle’s Orphanage

Zone 5 Carnival

Zone 3 Crater

The Tube - Battery city, reprograming

Zone 55 - Brazil

Retinal Resorts - BLI owned, “everyone is famous”

Slang

Oh boy is this a long one, let me know if I missed anything

Moterbabies- Kids on the run, survivors 

Ghosted - Dead, killed

Bonus track - Look attractive

Crash Queen - Daredevil

Slaughtermatic - Loud, crazy (sound)

Microbursts - Small stuff

Dracs - Draculoids

Crows - S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/

Exterminators - Highest level Dracs/S/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/

Dusted - Killed

Ritalin rats - Drug addicts

Wave-Heads - Radiation addicts 

Shiny - Awesome

Clap - Fight

Fire fight - Fight with ray guns

Pig - Scarecrow operatives/poliece

Upthursts - Turn up

Tumbleweed - Person who wanders desert

Zaps - Laser blaster

Zone Rat - Lives in zones

Zonerunner/Zonehopper - Spends time in Zones

Costa Rica - Crazy or bad

Dust Angel - Zone runner

411- Info/update

Getaway Mile - Route Guano

BLI(/ind) - Better Living Industries

Flies - Tiny spy cameras

Carbons - Money

Hit the Red Line - Running away, usually going as fast as a car can go

The Individual - Ray gun

Rubberburner - Goes so fast it destroys tires 

Graffiti Bible - Droid holy scripture

Radical tubes - Probably drugs? 

Plus - Battery replenisher, addictive

Power Pup - Dog food, killjoys eat this

C.A.T. - Surveillance device, looks like an actual cat

Droids 

Have emotions

Can become absolute 

Turned to satellites

DESTROYA = God

Graffiti Bible

Types

Blue, 50 Carbons, Loving

Yellow, 150 Carbons, Passive

Orange, 250 Carbons, Aggressive

Purple, 500 Carbons, Fiesty

Green, 750 Carbons, Soothing

Red, 1000 Carbons, Fiery

Supernatural/Religious Figures

DESTROYA - God-like machine

Foretold to free droids in Graffiti Bible

Abandoned experiment by BLI

“Too large to manage”

Phoenix Witch

Representation of death

Zones divided on belief

Is real

Takes care of the dead through offerings of anything “close to the soul,” usually a mask, and guides a dead person to the proper destination (afterlife)

Collects from Mailbox Shrine and battlefields

History

The history is really weird and murky and can kinda change depending on the medium used, i did my best to piece this together in the most coherent way possible 

Creation of BL/ind

Great fires of 2012

Rise of Bl/ind

Helium Wars - Texas destroyed

Analog Wars (2014-2015)

Dr. D lost legs

The Girl’s mother is killed

Pig Bomb (2017)

Events of videos (2019)

Events of comics (2029)

Battle of Utah (Unknown when it happened, so it can be placed wherever)

Brands/Logos

Clown logo (we know literally nothing about this)

Skull logo (we know literally nothing about this)

Cosmic Thrust - Sells “zone-tested radical tubes” 

Dead Pegasus - Oil company

Electrokat - Likely sells batteries

Supa Stinga Exploders - Explosives

Mousekat - Cartoon from Batter City

Dr. Phizzles’s - Hair dye

Spider - Symbol for Fab 4

Better Living Logo

SCARECROW unit

Better Living Industries

Corporation, evil

Runs Battery City

Came into power bc of Great Fires of 2012

Monochromaticism

Employees 

Draculoids

Masks sucks souls out

Lowest ranked - Rayguns

Eliminate threats

S/C/R/E/C/R/O/W/S

Highest ranked (Exterminator)

Eliminate threats

More advanced ray guns

Leader - The Director

Fact News - News program

Slogans 

“The Aftermath is secondary”

“Everything is perfect”

“Keep smiling”

Products 

Plus - Battery replenisher, addictive

Power Pup - Dog food, killjoys eat this

Air fresheners

Medication of the Month Club

C.A.T. - Surveillance device, looks like an actual cat

BL/ind Vending Machines

Fangs, 8 Carbons

KJ Replica Mask, 4 Carbons

Frankuloid Fun Toy, (Fun Ghoul’s mask but a toy), 10 Carbons

Motivational sticker, 2 Carbons

BLI-Sanctioned Raygun (the individual) - 50 Carbons

Cartoon Animal Stress Head, (Mousekat head), 20 Carbons

Plus, 80 Carbons

Yum-Duck Candies. 5 Carbons

Ammo, ?? Carbons

H20, ?? Carbons

Weapons, Devices & Other Items

Power Glove - Button activated

Used by Kobra Kid

Melee

Modified NES Power Glove

Ray Gun - Lasers

Ranged

White = Draculoids

Colorful = Killjoys

Modified NES Zapper

MP5 - Advanced lasers

Ranged

Used by S/C/A/R/E/C/R/O/W/S

Vend-A-Hack

Hacking device

Known to work on vending machines

Based on original model GBA

Flies - Tiny spy cameras

C.A.T. - Surveillance device 

Looks like a cat 

Sends messages to BL/ind

PTTP - Portable TV

1979-81 Pontiac Firebird Trans Am. - Fab 4′s car, 

Boombox

Holo-Phone

Inner-Internet

Dr.Phizzles’s Poison Red - Hair dye

Magazines 

Shiny - Robot p()rn 

Murder

Modern Exterminator

Blasters and Batteries

Radio Stations

WK’L 109 FMX

Host = Dr. D

JUNKPUNK

Host Benjamin Cyanide

Bands

Mad Gear and the Missile Kid

Massive/Awesome

Cold Dead Hands

BONUS! 

Here’s a quick naming table I made for my game, it requires a D-20 to use! 

#Danger Days #Killjoys #my chemical romance #MCR #Reference #the black parade #Bullets #three cheers for sweet revenge #MCRmy #Gerard Way #Ray Toro #Frank Iero #Mikey Way #March 22nd #Danger Days Master Post #I SPENT LITERAL MONTHS ON THIS SHIT #March 22