#writersdiscourse

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Cause if I'm not everyone's favorite, then what's the point.

#small talk #writersdiscourse #sorry this is personal #self loathing #this is personal #my mind #randomthoughts #social anxiety

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What about those of us who never experienced a kiss at midnight on New Year’s Eve? Or a barbecue on the beach with friends for the 4th of July? Those who get a knot in their stomach just because someone simply asks them what they did over the weekend, so you make up a lie to hide the truth that you were alone. Again. Those who are aware that our paths are different and we aren’t built like everyone else but still get anxious that our clock is ticking and we will never go on mini adventures that blesses us with a thrilling story we tell at parties. That we feel guilty for wasting our lives when others got theirs cut short. That we try to convince ourselves that we are fine and content so we can sleep at night but wake up asking ourselves is today the day something amazing happens to me? And when we finally tell ourselves we are going to make a change, to make that amazing thing happen by our own hand, we realize we have no real idea, no clear cut direction, no courage. So we stay put. For forever?

#small talk #writersdiscourse #quarantine #tag yourself #personal #confession #writer #dont @ me #late night contemplations #late night #free write #my youth #adulthood #breakup

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fine. I’ll just be single and hot forever.

#small talk #writersdiscourse #tag yourself #personal #dont @ me #confession #writer

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Beginning to think the “higher” in higher education was solely meant in terms of price

#small talk #like what did I learn #wha to learned in boating school is #all the comes to mind #college #university #education #school #us schools #college student #writersdiscourse

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My problem is that I have to be everyone’s dream girl

#like I just want to be loved #and silently loved #and desired #and if I’m not everyone’s favorite I’ll cry #all or nothing #small talk #bugged #writersdiscourse #love #relationships #woman #women #showerthoughts #late night contemplations #contemplative

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Guess I’ll have to keep that to myself.

#again #and again #small talk #writersdiscourse #confessionhour #confession #late night contemplations #showery contemplation #contemplative #introvert #social anxiety #anxiety #thoughts #randomthoughts #personal

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Nobody wants to get hurt but their attempts in doing so causes other people to get hurt so what the fuck are we all supposed to do then?!!?

#small talk #personal #writersdiscourse #relationships #romance #bad romance #rant #confessionhour #confession #showery contemplation #showerthoughts #randomthoughts #personal writing #so i wrote this

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You want to go around and flirt with other girls knowing that whatever happens you have someone waiting for you, fuck that

#small talk #quarantine #personal #writersdiscourse #love #relationship #toxic #romance #ex #case of the ex #confession

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I wish you hated your ex girlfriend.

I wish you hated the idea of another guy flirting with me.

I wish you were crazy about me.

But you still love her and care for her.

But you’re not jealous when it comes to me. Maybe because you don’t believe another guy would actually want to be with me.

You’re not crazy for me. It’s not the same.

#small talk #quarantine #personal #writersdiscourse #love #relationship #toxic #romance #case of the ex #rant #confession

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I am confident you will never meet another girl like me. Whether you consider that to be a relief or a loss is something you’ll find out soon enough.

#small talk #personal #writersdiscourse #love #relationships #romance #bad romance #growth #moving on #future #showery contemplation #late night contemplations #coming of age

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Unpopular opinion: cheating is not a mistake. Stop saying it’s a mistake. The grown-ass person had a choice to knowingly do something stupid and that would cause harm to another, and they decided to go through with it anyway.

And stop pressuring the person they cheated on to forgive their partner. Actually a big fuck you to anyone who pressures the person that got cheated on to forgive and give the relationship “one more try”.

#writersdiscourse #confession #honesty hour #showery contemplation #spilled thoughts #sorry for the rant #personal rant #rejects writing #my writing #my words #unpopular opinion #small talk #opinion #relatable #relationship #writer #excerpt from a book i'll never write

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When Paige was talking about college and said “I felt like people already knew each other and if they didn’t they just got each other, but nobody got me” I FELT THAT.

#atypical #season 3 #netflix #college #small talk #frienship #introvert #anxiety #university #the strugge is real #tv #tv show #confession #writersdiscourse #discourse #experience #personal #social cues #social anxiety #the in crowd #reminisce #the college experience #college years #school #school pressure #peer pressure #fitting in #friends #belonging #connection

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I do not know how to not be annoying.

#writersdiscourse #confession #writer #personal rant #personal #sorry for the rant #randomthoughts #random #rant #confessionhour #self #my post #my life #my words #social #introvert #relationship #friends #small talk #anxiety #social anxiety #pressure #loner #so emotional #dramatic #drama queen #girlhood #youth #misfits

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Just a random vent but I’m really tired of everyone in my life trying to push a relationship on me.

I feel like it doesn’t matter what I say, that “I’m happy being single” that “I’m not ready”.

And yet nobody believes me.

The first thing my friends said when I got into college was “oh soon you’ll meet your boyfriend”.

The only D I was looking forward to getting was my degree.

When I got a job at a motherfucking law school, the first thing my mom said was “ooh maybe you’ll meet a lawyer”.

I AM NOT LOOKING FOR NO DAMN SIGNIFICANT OTHER CAUSE I AM SIGNIFICANT ON MY OWN

#writersdiscourse #my writing #write #confession #confessionhour #vent #rambles #randomthoughts #random #single #selflove #empowerment #women #love #self love #self care #self explanatory #explanation #short story #story #storytelling #small talk

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I do not have the energy to hate everyone or everything anymore.

#writersdiscourse #small talk #late night contemplations #confessionhour #confession #writer #excerpt from a book i'll never write #self explanatory #self care #growth #love #moving on #moveforward #rejects writing #my life #my writing #writers

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Every time I hear the word regret, I never equate it with wishing I did the things I never did or that I said what exactly was on my mind at that moment. Instead what regret means to me is how I wish I would have stopped, taken a step back and thought, just for one second longer, “is this really what I want”, before I did take action or for the words I unfortunately did say out loud, and how if I did I could’ve saved myself from a lot of pain, stress, and possibly bad karma that I still carry today.

#writersdiscourse #confession #writer #rejects writing #my writing #write #excerpt from a book i'll never write #writeblr #confessionhour #small talk #regret #past #advice #life #personal rant #personal #randomthoughts #spilled thoughts #karma #consequences #reminisce #my past #pastlife #heavy #future advice #future notice #warning #dramatic #couldve #shouldve