#Banana Fish Angst

[ban-ash-fishiji]

Eiji asking to hold Ashs gun when they first met was a metaphor for consent.

#eiji okumura #banana fish anime #ash lynx #shorter wong #banana fish #banana fish manga #sad thoughts #asheiji #banana fish fluff #banana fish angst #bananafish #angst #sad anime

[neonscandal]

Mind over matter, // does it matter to any of us? // Don't change the subject, // I'm heavy on your love.

I missed that train, // New York City, it rains. // Fly to East L.A. in big jet planes. // You know you're on my mind?

And if the world don't break, // I'll be shaking it. // 'Cause I'm a young man after all. // And when the seasons change, // will you stand by me? // 'Cause I'm a young man built to fall...

Mind over matter, // I'm in tatters thinking 'bout her. // Taste my disaster, // it's heavy on my tongue.

All the lights aglow, // Tokyo snows. // Go to watch the show, // curtain's closed. // I'm watching you this time...

And when the seasons change, // will you stand by me? // 'Cause I'm a young man built to fall...

#neon sounds #sad anime girl hour #asheiji #ash lynx deserved better #banana fish angst #banana fish angst seems redundant #ash lynx #aslan jade callenreese #eiji okumura #banana fish #bfish #anime #manga #hello darkness my old friend #okumura eiji

[shestolemycigarette]

rewatching banana fish and realising that when Ash goes back to Cape Cod he has to deal with the memories of his dead older brother, who essentially raised him, on top of everything else. I wonder if he went into griff’s room when everyone else was gone or if he couldn’t bring himself to do it and stood at the threshold before turning and shutting the door. I wonder if he looked at the empty house and saw griff’s silhouette in the kitchen, heard his steps on the stairs. It’s not talked about enough, but Ash was grieving. He probably couldn’t sleep under the same roof he used to share with his brother, he was probably laying awake wishing he’d gotten to say goodbye properly. Of course he wouldn’t show how badly the grief was getting to him, instead he wakes up at the crack of dawn and finds a distraction in the sound of ringing gunshots and breaking glass bottles, and he misses and he misses and he shouldn’t be because he doesn’t have that luxury. He doesn’t have the luxury of grief.

#banana fish #ash lynx #he’s so tragic #it hurts #banana fish angst

[oceanwriter83]

ash lynx pumpkin shrine appreciation post because 🥲

#banana fish #bfish #bfishtober #ash lynx #aslan jade callenreese #banana fish aslan #banana fish ash #banana fish angst #banana fish anime #banana fish fandom #banana fish manga #halloween

[diabolicalworldwriter]

Summary: "Taking place within the time and canon conditions of episode 19 of the anime (Ice Palace) Ash is caught between the horror of nightmares and the no less frightening reality of wakefulness."

I don't usually post my fic links on tumblr if I don't have accompanying art but I figured I may as well. so. yes. I wrote a thing. if you're bored and want an attempt at angst then yes. hello damn I'm really bad at selling myself, sorry fghjkjfghj figured I may as well put it here since this is about the only spot thus far where I've run into a few other BF fans (hello btw, thank you for your tags on the reblogs, you guys are so nice and ily, it's so nice seeing so much art and writing and posts about this thing I am now very much attached to so ty for that too ghjghjhjkjhj)

#banana fish #banana fish fanfic #fanfic #angst writer #banana fish angst

[kyoukamybeloved]

quotes and lyrics that make me think of asheiji:

I was in pain putting this together

creds:

Herakles - Euripides// art by @ana--pudim// Seventy years of sleep - Nikka Ursula// art by @edamammy// writing prompts for the broken-hearted - Eden Robinson// the Great War - Taylor Swift// ivy - Taylor Swift// autumn - Patty Dickson Pieczka// art by @bigansa// good light - Andrea Gibson// Euripides - Anne Carson// art by @ana--pudim// peace - Taylor Swift// sweet nothing - Taylor Swift// the fear - Clementine Von Radics// art by @shira47a// king the colour of space/tower of molasses & marrow// art by @ginkohs// love letter from Zelda Fitzgerald// banana fish// Eurydice - Sarah Ruhl// banana fish

#hope you enjoy the angst #banana fish #asheiji #ash lynx #eiji okumura #izzie posts #banana fish manga #ash and eiji #web weaving #asheiji angst #banana fish ash #banana fish eiji #banana fish edit #banana fish anime #banana fish art

[anifandoms]

Headcanoning that Aziraphale loves to style crowley's hair or try to ruffle it from time to time

Now. what if season 3 Crowley has long hair because Crowley couldnt bring himself to cut it because it was something Aziraphale loves to play with

#david tennant #good omens #ineffable husbands #aziracrow #aziraphale #crowley #michael sheen #angst #banana fish #good omens headcanons

[rafasbiscuits]

"why do you love and read alot of angst? doesn't it make you sad?"

me: is a fan of omniscient reader's viewpoint, banana fish and jujutsu kaisen.

#THE SUPREME BIG 3!! #actually theyre the main reason why im an angst writer bHAHAHAH PAIN PAIN PAIN!!! (affecionate and totally in a non sadistic way) #no..nah angst isnt- its not in my rule book. im immune to that shi- #i- i dont think its. #banana fish #sorry guys i just rewatched banana fish im actually sobbing rn #omniscient reader's viewpoint #ash banana fish #ash x eiji #ash lynx #eiji okumura #kim dokja #yoo junghyuk #yoo joonghyuk #yoo sangah #geto suguru #gojo satoru #haibara yu #nanami kento #jujustu kaisen #jjk #orv #anime and manga #anime #novel #webnovel #manhwa

[edamammy]

— do us part

#tw blood #im in an angst mood #the way it took me like five years to actually finally draw this #well five years to finally start and then i did it all in one go two days ago #anyway #banana fish #asheiji #ash lynx #eiji okumura #banana fish fanart #comic #my art

[bean-writes]

"But none of that mattered to you. We’re so different but you made me feel like I belonged. Like I had a family again. Like I was whole again."

Read I Won't Go Back Chapter 27: A Path Alone early on Patreon, Ao3, and FFN.

#banana fish #banana fish fanfic #banana fish fandom #ash and eiji #ash x eiji #asheiji #ash eiji #eiji okumura #ash lynx #angst #hurt/comfort #Hurt/Comfort (hold the Comfort) #found family #ao3 #fanfic #archive of our own #fan fiction #gay #patreon #patreon writer #fanfiction #fanfiction.net #ffn

[thinkingofausername]

Imagine if fictional characters knew what we thought, felt and wanted for them. Imagine if they knew their stories hurt us and we wished they could've had gentler and kinder ones. The comfort they'd feel, knowing someone cares, and the pain they'd feel as well - knowing their stories can't be changed, however earnestly someone wants that.

Imagine them seeing the alternate, joyful, loving stories we give them. Imagine them grieving the life they can't have.

#writing #jason todd #whump #angst #whumpee #simon ghost riley #dick grayson #writing prompt #books #fanfic #regulus black #marauders #ash lynx #banana fish #writing ideas

[v0mitbxy]

max being there for ash after a nightmare, because he's the father in the world.

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art insta: eiji_is_mine

art twt: fvnnyb0ne

please do not repost or claim.

#banana fish #banana fish art #banana fish artwork #banana fish fanart #ash lynx #aslan callenreese #aslan jade callenreese #max lobo #angst #angst art #art #artwork #digital art #fanart #small artist #artists on tumblr #akemi yoshida #🍌🐟 #i wish max were my father too #living vicariously through ash in this artwork ngl

[neonscandal]

"You could be happy and I won't know. // But you weren't happy the day I watched you go... // And all the things that I wished I had not said // are played in loops till it's madness in my head.

Is it too late to remind you how we were? // But not our last days of silence... screaming... blur. // Most of what I remember, makes me sure. // I should have stopped you from walking out the door.

You could be happy, I hope you are. // You made me happier than I'd been by far. // Somehow everything I own smells of you, // and for the tiniest moment it's all not true...

Do the things that you always wanted to, // without me there to hold you back; don't think, just do. // More than anything I want to see you, girl, // take a glorious bite out of the whole world..."

#neon sounds #sad anime girl hour #i'm still sad about this #i am *always* sad about this #ash lynx deserved better #eiji okumura deserved better #banana fish angst seems redundant #anime #manga #banana fish #asheiji #ash lynx #aslan jade callenreese #eiji okumura #okumura eiji #banana fish angst #banana fish ash #banana fish eiji #SoundCloud

[nomoreusernames-sobs-0]

Petition to stop allowing people to make angst edits to mitski songs cuz if I have to see another edit to “see you once more” “crack baby” or anything like that I WONT SURVIVE.

#posts #anime #fandom #gojo satoru #geto suguru #giyuu tomioka #sabito #naruto #sasuke uchiha #ash #eji #demon slayer #banana fish #jjk #naruto shippuden #angst #edit #shitpost #one piece #mistki

[mackjlee9]

This was requested two years ago, i'm such a bad writer i'm sorry :')

Ash Lynx x Male!Reader x Okumura Eiji [Angst&Fluff]

Warning; mentions of blood, stab wound, bullet wound, death, surgery and maybe needles (it's implied)

Masterlist.

Banana Fish

Requested on Wattpad.

(M/n) was calmly walking, taking a few sips of his still hot coffee and looking around the busy city. He was approaching the library Ash told him to meet up, he was just a block away and even though he knew he was early, Ash was probably already waiting for him.

He smiled at the thought of his best friend, the memory of Shorter flashing in his mind but he didn't let it ruin his calm state of mind, and continued walking, emptying his cup and throwing it away on the nearest trash can he saw.

With the library doors in his field of view, he crossed the street with quick steps, glancing side to side as he did so. He released a breath and walked toward the library's double doors, but before he could even reach his hand out to open it, a flash of blond hair rushed past him.

"Ash?!" He called for him, but Ash completely ignored the calls of his name. (M/n) didn't think twice before following after him, he has been following Ash everywhere since they met, and he wasn't gonna let the blond run off on his own, especially not when he knew how reckless he could be, "Ash!"

He kept trying to call him, but nothing, the blond wasn't even paying attention to his surroundings, running into bystanders that cursed at him for not even apologizing, and right behind him was (M/n), yelling 'sorry ma'am' and 'excuse me sir' as he ran past them as well. He tried to understand why Ash would run out like that, and he noticed the paper he was holding in his hand.

Must be Eiji's letter... (M/n) would've stopped running and let Ash go to Eiji, but something was off.

His eyes caught sight of a male leaning against the wall, his hood up and covering most of his face, but when he turned to look at Ash as he got closer, (M/n) recognized him. It was Lao.

Without realizing it, (M/n) sped up and reached his arms out to push Ash just out of the way of the knife coming at him.

Ash grunted as he fell to the ground after stumbling over his own two feet. He turned around to curse at who pushed him and keep running on his way to find Eiji, but he was left speechless when he saw (M/n) standing where he was just a second ago.

(M/n) had his clenched due to the pain that was slowly numbing, feeling his warm blood drip down and stain his clothes. He was in shock, his brain not fully processing what had happened.

The moment Lao realized he had just stabbed (M/n) instead of Ash, he backed away, pulling the knife with him. His furious eyes looked at Ash who was still on the ground, but he reacted quicker than Lao could.

With the loud booming sound of his revolver echoing in the now empty street, the sounds of people mumbling and whispering with each other changed to gasps and shrieks at the sound of a bullet being shot. Some good woman decided to call an ambulance while someone else called the police.

(M/n) rested on the wall next to him, where Lao had been standing waiting for his ambush, and now he was laying on the ground, bleeding but already dead. He took deep breaths while he pressed his hand on his gushing wound, his body trembling as his vision kept fading in and out.

Ash stood up, almost tripping again as he rushed toward (M/n), applying pressure on his wound over (M/n)'s hand, and he debated what to do now. If the police came, he could be arrested, and so could (M/n), but walking to the hospital would result in the same outcome, but at least, he could hide for a bit while the police investigated.

"Ash..." His thoughts were interrupted by (M/n)'s quiet voice, "We can't stay here, Ash..." The blond nodded and took a deep breath, his heart beating loudly in his ears at the thought of losing another close friend.

"I know, can... can you walk?" He asked, holding (M/n) against his side. The male only grunted and nodded, and like that, Ash took (M/n) to the nearest hospital, avoiding the cops like the plague as they made their way there.

//////

(M/n) had to be taken to surgery and Ash was sitting outside keeping his head down, thinking about what could happen, hoping that (M/n) would be okay, even after the doctors told him how unlikely it was for the male to live after all the blood he lost.

He took a shaky breath and reached for his phone, calling Eiji. He didn't want the Japanese male to hear any bad news once he arrived in his home country, so Ash decided to give him a quick call, just in case the worst-case scenario occurred.

Eiji was next in line to board the plane when he felt his phone vibrate in his hand, Ash was calling him. With a bright smile, he picked up the call, only for his smile to be wiped from his face, replaced by glossy eyes and frowned brows.

"Eiji-kun?" Ibe calls him, but Eiji's ears are ringing, and he felt his body move before his mind could process the information he just received, "Eiji!"

Eiji runs out of the airport, and calls a taxi, mumbling the name of the hospital while whispering to Ash that he's on his way. The whole ride there feels agonizingly slow for Eiji, it felt like hours when it was barely ten minutes, and he rushes out of the car, the driver yelling and complaining, only to receive a wad of cash from Ash, telling him to stop complaining and leave.

"Ash!" Eiji runs toward the blond and hugs him tight, that's when Ash finally lets the tears fall down his face. He feels safe with Eiji, and he can't help but lower his guard around the Japanese male, "How is he...?" His voice trembles as he asks, partially unsure if he wants to know the answer to his question.

"I- I don't know, I'm... I'm scared to ask, Eiji," he let his voice break, the knot in his throat making it hard for him to breathe properly, "What if he- if he doesn't make it? (M/n)- he's all I have, Eiji..." His hold tightened around Eiji, who now feels the need to reassure Ash.

He lifts his hand to his blond hair, and gently plays with it, shooting the pain in his chest for a little while, holding him in a safe hold, which manages to calm Ash down as he hides his tear-stained face in Eiji's neck.

"He's gonna be okay, (M/n) is strong, we know that... He's lived through worse, come on, let's go inside, it's cold out here, Ash." Nodding in silence, Ash held Eiji's hand as the Japanese male guided him inside the hospital, and they sat down on one of the empty chairs in the hallway, waiting for anyone who would tell them how (M/n) was and if he was gonna make it.

During their long wait, Ash fell asleep on Eiji's shoulder, marks of dry tears on his cheeks and Eiji leaned his cheek on Ash's blond hair, his phone vibrated and he looked at the ID. Ibe was calling him.

Well, I can't ignore him forever, he must be worried.

Eiji picked up the call and explained to Ibe where he was and why he was there. Apparently, Ibe had to pick up their luggage and found a hotel to stay in and just now he was able to contact him. Even if they had a place to stay the night, they were probably gonna stay in the hospital until they have any news about (M/n)'s state.

After receiving a warning from Ibe to be careful on their own, he hung up. Eiji put his phone in his pocket and looked down at Ash, who was moving around and a frown on his face.

"Ash?" He gently touched his face, and the blond woke up, frantically looking around before feeling Eiji still holding his hand. And he remembered where they were and what had happened.

He glanced at the clock on the wall and sighed.

"It's been three hours, Eiji... I don't think he'll make it," Ash bit his bottom lip hard to prevent himself from whimpering and starting crying again, but right at that moment, the same doctor that took (M/n) to surgery stepped into the hallway, her eyes meeting Ash's who recognized her immediately, "How is he?"

Before she could say a word, Ash stood up from the chair, but couldn't get too close due to Eiji still holding his hand.

"He's stable, he should wake up in at least 15 minutes," she smiled at them, and Ash let out a breath he didn't know he was holding, "He's a tough guy, Ash," both of them frowned when she said the blond's name, but she walked past them, "He's in the second door to the right."

Eiji muttered a thank you and dragged Ash down the hall, turning right and stopping by the door for a few seconds, before slowly opening it.

They were greeted by an awake yet drowsy (M/n) who was playing with the IV on his arm, looking at it as if he was amazed. He lifted his gaze when he heard the door open followed by a gasp, and there he saw the two most important guys in his life. The only family he had.

"Hey, guys~," he lifted his hand as a greeting and he was instantly crushed by two pairs of arms, "Ow, guys, that hurts..." Removing the pressure on his torso, Eiji and Ash held (M/n)'s face gently and pressed a long kiss on his cheeks, making the male giggle and his face heat up at the sudden affection.

"You're not going out unless you're covered in bubble wrap, you hear me?" Ash had tears in his eyes, his jade-colored irises shining like gems, and Eiji's laugh sounding like angels in his ears. Damn, (M/n) was so in love with them, he could barely handle it.

"Alright, alright~, now calm down, I'm okay, you can rest." Eiji grabbed a chair and placed it next to his bed while Ash just made himself comfortable on (M/n)'s bed, nuzzling his neck and closing his eyes with a relieved sigh, "Shouldn't you be on a plane?"

Eiji hummed and shook his head, "I can stay in New York for a while longer, someone has to watch over you and Ash, y'know."

(M/n) laughed but soon groaned at the pain in his abdomen, "You're always right, Eiji."

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#banana fish #ash lynx #okumura eiji #one shot #anime #ash lynx x reader #okumura eiji x reader #male reader #reader insert #x reader #banana fish x reader #fluff #angst #.mackjlee9 writes

[malfunctioningemi]

Something about the pipeline of watching

yuri on ice -> banana fish -> sk8 the infinity -> buddy daddies

Is doing something bad to my brain after buddy daddies episode 10 i am mentally and emotionally UNWELL

#we are all angst loving gay people #but why #yoi #yuri on ice #banana fish #sk8 #sk8 the infinity #buddy daddies