#bipolar personality disorder

[caramelapplesauce]

every time i think about it, i fully believe that sirius has bpd canonically. it just makes so much sense.

like this guy is so very loyal (like he is a literal dog animagus and dogs are notorious for being loyal) and yet The Prank happened. he was depressed and moody and did something impulsive, just like in order of the phoenix when he kept leaving the house, knowing how dangerous it could be. then you have him on That halloween night laughing hysterically. also he grew up in a traumatic household and bpd is a trauma disorder (i’m pretty sure. i don’t know everything about it but this is what i’ve seen) so it all fits. plus canon compliant fics (obvi just a headcannon cause we don’t know know for sure but) you see a lot of him getting really depressed and kind of isolating himself or not taking care of himself which is also part of bpd.

now i am totally wanting to do like an essay on this but i don’t have the books with me and i also hate essays so this is my essay. in conclusion, i fully believe sirius black has bpd.

#yea i know this is common in the fandom #however i didn’t really think much of it until i continued reading choices #and i’m just adding up the evidence #and am just like wow this guy has bpd #i’m convinced #harry potter #marauders era #hp marauders #sirius black #bpd #bipolar personality disorder #i may do research and just see if this theory works out #with my vague rememberance of the books #the ancient and most noble house of black #the marauders #marauder fanfiction #marauders fandom #harry potter fandom #atyd sirius #atyd fandom #canon #just ranting

[apreslajalousie]

How it feels How it feels when I split when I split

#bpd vent #actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bpd feels #bpd mood #bpd problems #bpd #actually borderline #borderline pd #borderline personality disorder #bipolar personality disorder #gojo satoru #jjk satoru #jujutsu kaisen satoru #geto suguru #jjk suguru #jujutsu kaisen #jjk #jujutsu gojo #jujutsu geto

[gottamakemyhatersmad]

when i get into a dissociative state and can’t stop dissociating so i stop eating and sleeping and everyone including multiple of my teachers keep asking me if i’m okay😭

#actually bpd #bpd thoughts #bipolar personality disorder

[elviradebord]

Nothing ever felt as good

As everything does right now

It’s as if life was not just terrifying whirlpools

Evenings spent on sad bar stools

A fucking race to the end of nothingness

Anymore

It never felt as soft and that

Well that is terrifying

Where are

The curled up balls of demonized rage

The flesh eating insects that I know

Now knew?

No nothing has ever felt like this before

I delve into beds of freshly cut grass

And talk to myself a lot

I’m not ashamed

Where did all the pain go and when

Does it come back, you know?

Where it goes,

Can it please not take my poems?

And would somebody please show him

That if I could have found a way

I would have tried to stay?

Nothing ever felt as sanely normal and

Messed up my nerviness so much

I really do fear that healing

Is slowly killing

The artist in me.

Evi

#poetry #poets corner #poets on tumblr #poetsandwriters #poetsofinstagram #creative writing #mental health #mentalheathawareness #spilled poetry #spilled ink #dead poets society #borderline personality problems #bipolar personality disorder #healing #art #anxi4ty

[moonlight-alphafemale]

On top of having ADHD, autism and abandonment issues... I think I accidentally gave Willow Bipolar disorder/Mania

God.. Bestie is hanging on by a thread...

#willow yelling #oc: willow #bipolar personality disorder

[jellyfishfem]

oh you must feel so special that the girl with bpd is now attached to you and dependent on you. feeling powerful huh? you can manipulate her to your liking. let me tell you this, you are not special, you are just an man using a vulnerable person. i hope there’ll be people to support her when you finally discard her. hope she recovers. boker tov:)

#bpd #mental illness #cluster b #borderline personality disorder #bipolar personality disorder #narcissistic personality traits #narc #narcissism #misogyny #exploitation #manipulation #gaslighting #recovery #ex #ex boyfriend #boyfriend

[crybaby-moodboards]

Bipolar

for @1xx109

#bipolar #bpd moodboard #bpd aesthetic #bpd #bipolar personality disorder

[anglemenskenshi]

Kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me kill me I can't breath help me Ican't breath help please come back I'm scared I don't know what I'm vegling please help me I need help kill me please kill me kill me my illness is deeper than I can understand I can't explain kill me kill me kill me please

#Tw #cw #sh #Kill me for real please kill me in m begging I don't wanna feel this anymore #Kill me #me #tw death #Suicidal thoughts #Suicidal ideation #Bipolar personality disorder #HELP ME *SCREAMS AT THE TOP OF MY LUNGS * HELP ME KILL ME SEDATE ME PLEASE *CRYINH AND SOBBING ON THE FLOOR*

[depressingcartoonvillains]

You cannot find the woman who used to exist. She is forever safe.   

#jaded #innerchild #queen of hearts #avoidant personality disorder #bipolar personality disorder #deadinside #alice in wonderland

[cd-head]

when the thoughts get Bad but you have bpd so you know itll pass in a hour: :’}

#bpd #bipolar personality disorder #ask to tag #cd says stuff

[aishitesaiko]

#irl yandere #yandere #yanderecore #yancore #yamikawaii #gorecore #gore #anime #animecore #aesthetic #cute core #bpd #bpd shit #bpd blog #bipolar #bipolar personality disorder

[mentally-spiraling]

#mental health #medcircle #bpd #depression #bipolar personality disorder #YouTube

[worms-in-my-brain]

People with psychotic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with personality disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with substance abuse disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with tic disorders are neurodivergent too.

People with bipolar disorder are neurodivergent too.

People with dissociative disorders are neurodivergent too.

Neurodivergence isn’t just ADHD, autism, anxiety, and depression. (Plus those last two also get left out sometimes!) Neurodivergence is anything that affects your brain.

“Neurodivergent people hate loud noises” is actually just as valid as a statement as “neurodivergent people have delusions,” “neurodivergent people have tics,” or even “neurodivergent people have low empathy.”

#neurodivergent #aspd safe #npd safe #bpd safe #personality disorders #cluster b #cluster b safe #cluster c #cluster a #dissociative disorders are neurodivergencies #dissociative #osddid #did #osdd #tourettes #tic disorders are neurodivergencies #tics #bipolar disorder #substance abuse disorder

[jewishranpo]

“the intrusive thoughts won” “that’s psychotic” “i’m so delusional haha” “narcissistic abuse” “the weather is so bipolar” SHUT UP!!!!!! SHUT THE FUCK UP!!!!

#ocd #actually ocd #psychotic #actually psychotic #actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #cluster b #personality disorders #mental illness

[madpunks]

poor memory is a huge deal and i wish people wouldn't diminish it by saying "oh yeah i can't remember what i had for breakfast lol."

i can't remember the first 10 years of my life. i can't remember entire days, weeks, months at a time. i can't remember entire people, i can't remember names or faces. i can't remember when things are scheduled for, my calendar app on my phone is booked to the max with reminders and task checklists. i can't remember when i moved into what home when, i can't remember important milestone dates like when i got or lost certain jobs, or when i started a new hobby.

that's what i mean when i say i have poor memory. poor memory is so scary for the person who has it. it's not a quirky thing, everyone forgets small details. memory problems are scary because you can go through entire events or days with no memory, or plan for things in the future that you can't recall ever even looking into or scheduling. it's not a funny haha kind of thing, it's serious, and it affects a lot of people in very unavoidable ways.

not being able to plan for appointments or work schedules, not being able to remember people's names or faces, not being able to recall whether or not you were present for something or whether or not you met someone, not being able to keep track of what's happening on what dates and losing track of items because you can't remember where you put them are all very real problems, and anyone dealing with them deserves to be taken seriously, and not diminished when they choose to speak up about it.

#neurodivergence #mental health #adhd #did #ptsd #mental illness #schizophrenia #ocd #anxiety #generalized anxiety disorder #depression #bipolar disorder #bpd #borderline personality disorder #neurodivergent #autism #mental health awareness #dpdr #osdd #dissociative disorders #dissociative #depersonalization derealization #other specified dissociative disorder #memory problems #poor memory #learning disorders #chronic fatigue #neurological disability #neurological disorders #traumatic brain injury

[soupjug]

people who have been diagnosed with a pd,

i have my first therapy appointment in a week or so and i want to bring up szpd ( covert specifically ) as a possibility, what should i say? i was going to write a list but without something to prompt me i can’t thing of jackshit. i forget everything. my thoughts / feelings are so vague. and i not sure what about my behavior is or is not notable. i definitely don’t wanna just like go through the list of recognized symptoms cause that makes it less personal to me. and i’m not trying to prove that i have it, i’m trying to explain my thought process as to why i thing that is the most likely explanation

i think i might be kinda stressed over this ( ? not sure ) and i don’t want her to think i’m autistic or what not.

id really appreciate any help ty

#schizotypal personality disorder #schizoid personality disorder #bipolar personality disorder #antisocial personality disorder #narcissist personality disorder #obsessive compulsive disorder