#bpd intrusive thoughts

[vixensofdeath]

I really need a fucking break, or a gun

#bpd stuff #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #bpd symptoms #mental problems #mentally fucked #actually borderline #borderline blog #bpd problems #bpd struggles #intrusive thoughts #tw sui ideation #tw sui vent #tw sui implied #mentally tired #mentally exhausted #mentally unstable #major depressive disorder #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #depressing quotes #depressing shit #bpd #depressing life #depressiv #bpd things #bpd thoughts

[a-sip-of-milo]

BPD things that people don't talk about enough

Experiencing intrusive thoughts about manipulating/gaslighting/abusing someone into staying with them.

Getting headaches because you're so angry.

Finding relationships extremely hard to maintain because you always see it as closer than it is.

Wanting to ignore people for days/weeks/months because of something you did.

Subconsciously holding everyone to unattainable standards and getting upset when they can't meet them

Wanting people to enable your bad behaviour.

The fright upon realising someone is developing into your new FP

Refusing to meet new people because you're so tired of hurting yourself and them.

Being unable to tell the difference between a crush and an FP

Being delighted when you realise the person you're talking to has BPD as well.

Being extremely cautious even in cluster b safe spaces because it's never truly safe for all four disorders.

Associating someone you've known for years with a negative trait because they did it once and now your view of them is tainted.

Hating people you've never met because someone you're close to had a bad experience around them.

Grudge holding wayyyyy too much.

No emotional permanence whatsoever, so thinking you've had a terrible week because you forgot you were ever happy and thinking you had a great week despite it being fucking terrible because you're no longer upset.

#bpd #bpd safe #bpd stuff #bpd problems #cluster b #cluster b safe #actually bpd #actually borderline #intrusive thoughts #borderline personality disorder

[interruptedsblog]

I feel empty, I feel a hole in my chest while sadness and anguish are invading me. I don't have enough strength to get up, move, concentrate and eat.

#bpd #mental illness #actually cptsd #just cptsd things #mental health #ptsd #cptsd vent #intrusive thoughts #trauma #tw vent #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #sorry for being depressing #anxienty #stress #csa vent #bpd vent #vent post #vent

[communitygardensystem]

i love sociopaths i love narcissists i love low/no empathy havers i love people so mentally scarred it makes them generally mean people who push everyone away i love chronically angry people i love people with horrible intrusive thoughts (yes even yours) i love people who want horrible things to happen to the people who hurt them i love people with pervasive feelings of hate i love people who are uncontrollably agitated and irritable i see you i care about you i want you to get better i think you deserve as many chances as it takes for you to pull through i mean it i really really mean it

#cluster b #npd #aspd #bpd #low empathy #intrusive thoughts #you cant forfeit your humanity no matter how bad you get you still deserve a chance at healing #am #<- for you <3

[hamoodmood]

Should I have a cup of coffee or should I...?

#girlblogging #quotes #quote #girlblogger #girly things #text #words #actually mentally ill #bpd #actually bpd #dark poetry #poem #poetry #spilled ink #just girly thoughts #intrusive thoughts #thoughts #poets on tumblr #text post #coffee #wordpress

[accidentalslayer]

#mecore #actually bpd #actually mentally ill #actually borderline #intrusive thoughts

[dorianbrightmusic]

PSA

-OCD is not a synonym for neat or preoccupied with tidiness. Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder is all about distressing intrusive thoughts and rituals (compulsions) used to combat those thoughts.

-Intrusive thoughts are not synonymous with silly things I want to do. They're deeply upsetting, often taboo mental apparitions. Letting them win is the last thing anyone wants, and nobody is immoral for having them. (See 'impulsive thoughts' if you need a term.)

-Anorexic is not a synonym for thin or emaciated. The majority of anorexic people have OSFED atypical anorexia – that is, their BMI is above 18.5. You cannot judge the severity of someone's illness by their appearance. (If you're worried about someone, look out more for rapid weight loss than thinness, even when it's occurring in someone in a larger body. 10kg in 10 weeks is never a good thing.)

-Eating disorders are not synonymous with just anorexia and bulimia. Anorexia is an ED, but it's nowhere near the most common. Bulimia is an ED, but again, not the most common. Together, they do not constitute the most common. The most common ED is binge-eating disorder, and the second most common is atypical anorexia, which is one of many, many OSFED categories. Those living with ARFID, pica, night-eating syndrome, rumination disorder, subthreshold BN, subthreshold BED, and orthorexia all deserve dignity, compassion, and acknowledgement. Remember: EDs are not necessarily thin, and never glamorous.

-Schizophrenic is not a synonym of all over the place, abnormal, unpredictable, dangerous, or crazy. Nor is schizoid or schizotypal. Folks with schizophrenia spectrum disorders live with hallucinations, delusions, disorganised thoughts/behaviour, and/or catatonia. They are far more likely to be victims of violence than perpetrators, and go to huge lengths to act okay even when distressed by symptoms.

-Schizophrenic is also not a synonym of multiple personalities/volatile. For the disorder involving having different facets of personality that are generally unaware of each other, see Dissociative Identity Disorder, and even then, don't assume it's a) dramatic as it is in the movies; b) evil; or c) trivial. DID is a trauma disorder.

-Delusional is not a synonym of wrong. Nor is it the same as this politician/friend is saying something I do not like/that is potentially dangerous. Delusions are false, fixed beliefs held despite evidence. And generally, folks with delusions don't tend to proselytise them. I know that certain politicians have beliefs that seem to persist in the face of evidence, but nevertheless, we don't need to stigmatise mental illness further to call out poor political/social behaviour. If you need a word for the pundit spewing potentially dangerous content, use 'dangerous' or 'wrong', but don't call them delusional.

-Bipolar is not a synonym of all over the place or fluctuating results. Bipolar disorder involves mood states that, even in the rapid cycling form, tend to last at least 3-4 days (mania) and weeks (depression). If you need a word for the weather, use 'British' instead.

-Psychotic is not a synonym of evil. Psychosis is losing touch with reality, whether it be through hallucinations or delusions. It doesn't make a person bad or violent. It's just a neurological phenomenon that may be distressing. It's also relatively common: 6-15% of people will hallucinate in their lifetime.

-ADHD is not a synonym of just quirky/scattered/forgetful/unfocussed/lazy/careless. ADHD is fundamentally a disorder of being able to choose where to direct attention, rather than of just I can't focus. If someone can't tune out the noise of the crowd, but can't prevent themself focussing on something trivial because their brain is wired that way, it's not laziness or just being quirky/scattered.

-Autistic meltdown is not a synonym of temper tantrum.

-Borderline is not a synonym of harridan.

-Narcissist is not a synonym of abuser.

-Mentally ill is not a synonym of volatile or bad person. This doesn't mean we have to make something artificially positive out of mental disorders. If there is good to be found in certain disorders, great; if there is nothing positive about living with certain others, that doesn't make you any less real or resilient than anyone else. It's okay to have complex feelings about your own disorders. It's okay to feel exhausted or frustrated by a disorder. But never should anyone have to face stigma.

#vent post but also important #ocd #intrusive thoughts #eating disorders #eds #schziophrenia #delusions #bipolar disorder #bipolar #psychosis #adhd #bpd #npd #cluster b #mental illness discourse #i want to make this for a couple of reasons: #a) i have intrusive thoughts (and possibly inserted thoughts) and they're awful #b) i've had OSFED and seeing the AN = thin stereotype is... frustrating #c) so so many people live with the other disorders on this list and don't get help and support because of stereotypes #d) so long as stereotype persists the medical system will not acknowledge the needs of its patients #e) while i don't have the right to speak over anyone with any of these disorders i can at least try to start a conversation #those of you with the above disorders: feel free to correct me if i stuffed up a detail #nt people you may interact with this post #everyone: feel free to add more to the list

[everyone-is-emptyy]

#everyone is empty #girlblogging #mentally fucked #su1c1d3 #bpd things #this is what makes us girls #dark memes #my silly thoughts #the feminine urge #actually bipolar #mentally tired #intrusive thoughts #girlboss #girl interrupted #actually ocd #tumblr girls #depressing memes #silly meme

[bl0w-m3]

I really don’t know how much fucking longer I can do this. It won’t go away. I can’t eat, i can’t sleep, i can’t think straight. The days are blending together, I’m missing chunks of time. I don’t even feel like me anymore. I look in the mirror and don’t recognize who I see, yet I still hate them. The intrusive thoughts are just making me feel like I need to be locked up and put away, that I’m disgusting and aggressive and need to off myself for everybody’s wellbeing. I don’t know what to do. Nobody knows how to help. I’m hanging on by a thin fuckin string.

#bpd #actually bpd #mental health #bpd shit #actually borderline #bpd shitposting #bpd problems #mental illness #bpd mood #bpd meme #ocd #obsessive compulsive disorder #intrusive thoughts

[bunniibpd]

intrusive thoughts 1 - me 0

#bpd #bpd blog #depressing memes #bpd meme #bpd life #bpd memes #relatable memes #bpd stuff #bpd things #intrusive thoughts #tw intrusive thoughts #tw self destructive behavior #actually borderline #actually bpd #bpd vent #tw vent #intrusive thinking #intrusive memories #actually eupd #twitter memes #facebook memes #pinterest meme #relatable posts #trauma memes #childhood trauma #tw self sabotage #trauma

[manincaffeine]

I fucked things up all the time . why just why i just feel so mentally unstable all the time, i just really wish you could understand me understand what I'm going through and understand why i did certain things. my past made me who i am today , making me feel like i can't trust no one . sometimes i just feel like you don't care and it honestly hurts.

#txt post #desi tumblr #desiblr #txt #dark academia #light academia #desi academia #dark aesthetic #litrature #bpd #spilled thoughts #writers on tumblr #life quotes #intrusive thoughts

[borderline-culture-is]

Suicide tw

BPD culture is having intrusive thoughts about killing yourself by deliberately crashing your car every time you're behind the wheel and still you have to suck it up and drive in situations you know you could kill yourself in so easily

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#mood :( #borderline culture is #borderline personality disorder #bpd #bpd culture is #bpd culture #bpd safe #actually borderline #actually bpd #tw intrusive thoughts #cw intrusive thoughts #intrusive thoughts #tw suicide mention #cw suicide mention #suicide mention

[interruptedsblog]

I hate when pwbpd demonize pwnpd, YOU ARE ALSO FROM CLUSTER B, YOU EVEN SHARE CERTAIN PERSONALITY TRAITS.

#bpd #mental illness #mental health #intrusive thoughts #trauma #tw vent #bpd vent #vent post #vent #cluster b #actually npd #npd #npd safe #npd culture is #bpd problems #borderline blog #actually bpd #bpd safe #bpd thoughts #borderline culture is #actually borderline #borderline personality disorder

[psychotic-tbh]

Things I’ve Learned as a Disabled Person

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You did not commit a crime simply by being mentally ill or disabled!

You are not wasting anyone’s time or energy by simply existing as a mentally ill or disabled individual!

Please surround yourselves with love, support, and positivity whenever you find the opportunity!

You deserve compassion regardless of your symptoms or experiences!

You are not a monster or an abuser for being disabled or mentally ill!

You can and will find people who love and understand you, or at least try to understand to the best of their ability.

You can and will find people who support you, regardless of what that support looks like!

You do not have to need the same types of support as others. As long as you do what is best for you, that’s all that matters.

At the same time, it’s okay to need accommodations, no matter the type!

You can always work towards coexisting with others, and I hope that you will be surrounded by those who do the same for you!

You do not have to stretch yourself thin and overextend yourself to make others happy!

It’s okay to advocate for yourself! And, if you cannot do this because of your mental illness or disability, it’s okay to allow someone with your best interest in mind to advocate for you!

While you don’t need to force it (and it probably helps more not to force it), please hold onto the hope that things will not always be at their worst!

If it helps you and isn’t hurting anyone, it is nothing to be ashamed of!

Finding support is huge! It doesn’t have to be folks in your immediate area, online support is acceptable as well! What matters is that we are uplifting and supporting each other and ourselves.

There are so many things I’ve learned as a disabled person. I hope to learn many more

Please feel free to share what you’ve learned as well, or please share if you found any of this helpful! /not forced

#personality disorder safe #actually psychotic #actually schizospec #actually npd #actually ocpd #actually pocd #intrusive thoughts #actually bpd #cluster b safe #cluster a safe #cluster c safe #schizospec #mad pride #mad punk #schizophrenic spectrum #actually dissociative #actually disabled #schizo spectrum #actually schizophrenic #schizoaffective #disability pride #psychotic spectrum #psychosis nos #substance induced psychosis #postpartum psychosis #bipolar with psychotic features #actually bipolar #mood disorder #actually obsessive #actually neurodivergent

[whatevenisokay]

#mental illness #bpd stuff #depression stuff #coping mechanism #unhealthy coping mechanisms #memes #anxiety memes #depression memes #mental illness memes #bpd memes #actually bipolar #actually bpd #actually anxiety #wooooo #memes to cope #memes about bpd #memes about depression #memes about anxiety #intrusive thoughts #hate it here #lmao #back at it with my bullshit

[bumblingbabooshka]

Good Friends & Good People

#Tuvok #Seven of Nine #my wife headcanons Tuvok as having bpd as well #but I wanted to stick to things that are very clear or stated in canon #ummmm yeah. them <3 #st voyager #st voyager art #bea art tag #Seven of Nine art #Tuvok art #people with heavily stigmatized symptoms & disorders being shown as safe responsible and integral parts of their community....<3 #<- things the writers did not intend but I will pry from their work #Tuvok specifically having low empathy & violent intrusive thoughts yet still being shown to be a kind person and loving father/husband...... #umm.........................................................<3<3 something about hope