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melverie · 1 year

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currently thinking about Satan in nightbringer vs in the original

thinking about how in nightbringer he's always outside HoL when he wants to be alone since the others are always in the library + they keep chaining him to his bed, so he most likely doesn't feel safe in his own room to begin with

how Asmo keeps trying to invade his personal space (asking to do his hair, nails etc.) and doesn't take the hint, and how Lucifer casted a spell on Satan so he physically could not leave his side for a while, and how he's never really allowed the time to properly work through his emotions

that dinner party where the others all started talking about the Celestial Realm until Satan eventually stormed off

the way he describes being in their presence as torture and refuses to see them as his brothers, yet he's instantly calm around MC because they treat him decently

how the others kept complaining over how the demons of the Devildom were treating them-how they were discriminated against because they're fallen angels-yet they keep on treating Satan, the only full-fledged demon of HoL, like some feral animal that has to be put down in two days

currently thinking about how the very first thing we learn about Satan in the original is that he masks his emotions

him saying that he loves to go on walks alone and how he gets to meet all kinds of different people that way

thinking about how he's usually in the library instead of his room

when they were all up in the human world and the other brothers were outside stargazing, meanwhile Satan stayed inside. And when asked about it by Lucifer, he claimed it was because he wanted to read before offhandedly mentioning that they're reminiscing about the Celestial Realm and he won't understand any of it anyway

he now gets along better with all of his brothers and yet, when the two of them got lost once, he told MC that there's no need to worry, because his brothers would come looking for them, making it a point to add that they wouldn't search for him

that time Satan ran away to the human world and Levi, Asmo (arguably the two brothers closest to him) and MC came to bring him back. How he started getting angry at one of their questions, so they opted for running away instead of even attempting to comfort him in any way

how his first response after Lucifer told him to leave HoL was to actually pack his things; how he was fully intent on leaving, and how when MC comes to check on him, he instantly tells them that his brothers would never stop him from leaving, that they think it's funny

the way he seemed genuienly surprised when MC accepted after he asked them out to the dance, and then admitting he actually thought that they wouldn't want to go with him

MC being his main source for comfort, and Satan even calling them his sanctuary. How before MC it was books and cats; his room being filled to the brim with books, to the point it's become a safety hazard, and him always carrying cat treats with him

currently thinking about how Satan's first instict whenever he gets angry is to isolate himself, if possible even lock himself up in his room for days on end and how his brothers don't seem to pay it much attention (Levi once said that they already had a shut-in, they don't need another one). And how he doesn't even necessarily need to give into his wrath, how simply getting worked up over something someone else said is enough for him to isolate himself

also thinking about the whole idea of 'you become the person that would have saved you when you were younger' and how Satan in the og game is literally so full of love and very kind, patient and compassionate when given the chance to fully be himself

#you can also tell from some of his dialog in both games that he's just incredibly lonely #i just wanna hug him for eternity and tell him that everything will be okay :(#but fr the others literally keep chaining him up and then ask themselves why his behavior seems to be getting worse #hMm I wOnDeR wHy #also i'm not 100% sure about him avoiding his room in the og game #but every scene I can think of where he WAS actually in his room was because he needed something from there #anyway i'm probably misremembering some things I mentioned #obey me #obey me satan #;mel's analyses #mel's starry musings

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devildomwriter · 20 hours

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Some spoilers in tags

#obey me shall we date #obey me vote #obey me poll #obey me polls #obey me lucifer #obey me diavolo #obey me satan #obey me solomon #obey me leviathan #obey me simeon #obey me raphael #solomon still can’t talk about the death of his friends that occurred nearly a million years ago #Simeon went from the top of the angels to not even being one and still has war trauma #Lucifer still holds himself accountable for everything in the war #Satan has a huge complex #leviathan isn’t able to love himself #Raphael almost died to stay in a fake reality where the brothers were forgiven #Diavolo is lonely and was neglected as a child

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boozye · 6 months

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Ask me again.

Satan x Asexual reader (pronouns you/yours, no gender specified)

Comfort? IDEK

Established relationship

Word count: 971

Cover art by me (recycled)

Someone needs reassurance from societal pressure and expectations! (you, you fucking do ((me actually)))

Guess who spent 2 hours writing nonstop instead of sleeping? Here, have the fruits of my insomnia. Not proofread, didn't bother checking punctuation, good luck soldier.

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Oh it was one of those days, wasn't it? When your confidence wavered. You've been through this before. You knew what you needed. But would this be the last straw for him?

In vain you attempted to carry on as if nothing was amiss within you. But he noticed. Of course he noticed. He's arguably the most observant person there's ever been, of you at least. Yet so tactful about it.

You tried to hold his hand as usual. Let him touch you affectionately without tensing up. Be close to his face and his body without hesitation. But you couldn't really help it. And who knows how many other signs you weren't even aware of he had picked up already.

Was this more aggravating to him than if you just asked for what you needed? The thoughts swarmed your mind. Again. Again their buzz overtook reason. You had been doing so well too... So you just started preparing, mentally, for what you had to say.

Meanwhile, Satan was figuring things out at his own pace. Were you growing scared? Of him? Well he could see why. His temper still got the best of him sometimes. And he knew that what to him and other demons was just a mild grumpy spell, to a regular human could be rather violent or scary.

Yet whenever he talked about it, you reassured him that no, you weren't afraid of him. You held him so lovingly and told him. Told him that you knew he'd never hurt you or try to again.

His thoughts were interrupted by you, in the flesh, of all things. You sat by him in the library and looked him in the eyes. Your expression wasn't upset but he could see you were going to say something important.

"Can we walk back home? Whenever is okay. I'll just hang around here until you are done."

A calculated request, he deduced. But you were asking for him in a way. It was a relief. He sighed with a soft smile and answered:

"Sure, I couldn't focus on what I was reading much today anyways. Let's just go."

With that, you calmly picked up your bags and left the building.

Your walk started out casual enough. Barely anyone on the streets at this hour, something you both prefer. But Satan saw you were bracing yourself to say something.

"Satan," you sighed "do you remember what I said when we started dating?"

He blushed very faintly. "You said you were really happy and you hugged me so hard... And then you grabbed my face and kissed m-"

You gaped for a second in surprise before interrupting him. "Nooo, not that."

He looked back at you, expecting to hear what you meant. You cleared your throat and elaborated.

"When I asked if you were really okay with me being asexual?"

He looked back at you a little puzzled "I believe I said that I was perfectly fine with that?"

You nodded, "yes, well, right after that."

He aimed his gaze down trying to remember. The bliss of the moment might have made him dismiss anything he didn't immediately figure out.

In the meantime, outside his head, the words itched in your throat, you planned to just remind him, but this conversation was turning excruciating for you. Just as he remembered, your voice next to him echoed his memory:

"Can I ask again in the future?"

He looked at you with a mixture of realization and curiosity. You continued.

"You told me that I could, Satan. So..."

You took a few seconds to still your resolve.

"Are you okay with it?"

There it was, the prickle in his expression. You didn't want to see it. You knew this question could be bothersome. But you needed this.

"Y/N, of course I am! Did I overstep your boundaries in any way? Please tell me so I don't repeat it again. I apologize, I truly didn't mean to..."

He trails off. But you are already raising your hand and trying to wave his concern away. Ashamed, you reply.

"No, no Satan. Listen. I just needed to ask again. You didn't overstep or anything. I like touching you, and being touched by you as well."

He nods, but stays silent for you to continue.

"But, well... I just didn't want to raise your expectations with that sort of contact. It's happened before with other people and it hasn't ended well."

He sighs and rolls his eyes. "Humans are so fickle."

You look at him wideyed, clearly hurt.

"Wait, not you, I didn't mean you!" He drags his hand down his face "Sorry, sorry" before continuing, he gathers his thoughts, "what I mean is that that is not something you have to worry about with me."

"Was it wrong of me to ask?"

He looks forward, wideyed with full realization. Then he stops walking and faces you with his entire posture as you stop a couple steps after him. He puts a hand on your shoulder and solemnly says " Y/N, never feel bad for needing reassurance. It is not wrong. How many times have you reassured me? That you aren't afraid of me? I didn't realize at the time that was what your question meant. But yes, you can ask me again. As many times as you want. It won't only not bother me, I will tell you that I love you every time and mean it. I love you."

You put your hand on his, getting misty eyed. Before your tears take over, you lean forward and kiss him briefly. Then you part from his lips and hug him, squeezing as hard as you can. He hugs back, pats your head, then chuckles and leans back, lifting your feet from the floor briefly, making you chuckle as well.

#obey me asexual mc #i feel lonely using this tag hahaaa...#reader x satan #mc x satan #obey me satan #:'''^) made myself fucking sad #boozye writ

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j0celynh0rr0r · 9 days

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Lonely girl

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nerdy-talks · 9 months

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Obey Me! Nightbringer Lesson 20 Spoilers

Thinking in a realistic sense, I genuinely found this hilarious :

Okay so... I live with my Mom and she's pretty chill for the most part. But I think having seven rowdy, chaotic demons suddenly move in with us would most likely test her patience xD

However! I can imagine it now :

- Mammon would be dragging me off to the nearby casino (I literally live only like 3 minutes from a casino lol)

- Satan would be fawning over my cat and making friends with her, petting her, holding her, giving her treats, etc. I'd also take him to a local cat cafe, the nearby bookstore, and a few local libraries ^w^

- Levi would basically make my bedroom his own, playing my video games, watching the anime and reading the manga I've accumulated so far, looking at my figures, etc. I'd be sure to show him all of my favorite online shops and sites ~

- Belphie would claim our spare room as his own little napping area. Also star gazing at night ⭐

- Beel would be indulging in my Mom's cooking much to my Mom's dismay since she's not a huge fan of cooking despite being good at it lol, not to mention ordering from all of the local restaurants.

- Asmo would be sampling my nail polish and using my hair straightener (I wouldn't mind sharing 💙) after soaking in our bathtub for hours

- Lucifer would become my dogs' best friend. (He was able to tame a three headed hell hound, so I'm confident he would have no problem dealing with my three rambunctious human world pups lol) I'd also introduce him to different human world music and teas that he may not be familiar with.

Sleeping arrangements would be a bit cramped, unless the brothers could enchant our home to create extra rooms. Both myself and Lucifer would definitely have to keep the others in line to prevent my Mom from going off on them (I can just imagine yelling "SIT!". My dogs would sit down and wait for treats while the brothers would all faceplant into the floor beside them xD)

But aside from that.... I'd like to think everything would work out (:

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aye-of-newt · 1 year

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Frodo: I must undertake this task alone for it is terrible and great. I am a lone tower against the force of this war. A great evil festers inside my mind and heart and it threatens to pull me forever beneath its tide. I am in darkness. I shall go to my tragic fate in solitude.

Sam who started packing a picnic as soon as Frodo brought up a road trip: Of course dear. Do you want me to cut the crusts off your sandwich?

#frodo is trying so hard to have his dark lone wolf phase and sam is there in the background cheering him on with snacks #yes you must go face satan on your own and sacrifice yourself for the quest #I’ll bring juice boxes #I love them #sam is the greatest boyfriend to ever live #lotr #samfro #samwise gamgee #frodo baggins

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burning-polaroid · 1 year

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Happy Valentine dear whatever Michi and Ace has going on

#Michinaga azuma #ukiyo ace #Geats #Kamen rider geats #Ace suggested the punishment #It was his idea obviously #Just thought a lil bonding would do his heart is very pure #Satan s level #Happy valentine peeps hope yall get bicthes or whatever idk that s kinda overated #Rolls eyes #Im lonely #azuace

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xokray · 7 months

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ryminsteddiesashanne · 10 months

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Message me if this is you

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sistersatan · 1 year

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#lhp #left hand path #occult #satan #lucifer #satanism #luciferianism #solitary #lone wolf #sisterdespair #vvibrantddarkness

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deadmothwalking · 3 months

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Someone match with me as J.D PLEASEEEEEE ILL GIVE U A COOKIE 🍪 i have more too IM BEGGING

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ch1maeras · 11 days

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𝗦𝗢𝗖𝗜𝗔𝗟 𝗠𝗘𝗗𝗜𝗔 𝗠𝗘𝗠𝗘 : 2 / ∞ featuring andrei lupei ( @razorfst )

— 𝙢𝙪𝙩𝙪𝙖𝙡𝙨 𝘮𝘢𝘺 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘢𝘤𝘵 / 𝘳𝘦𝘣𝘭𝘰𝘨 —

#{ the way this took so long bc SOMEONE wanted to play SATAN in the dms }#✦‎۟ ࣭ ⊹ 𝓓.𝓒. 🌙ㅤ𝜗𝜚 › razorfst › ⌗ daniella and andrei .#✦‎۟ ࣭ ⊹ 𝓓.𝓒. 🌙ㅤ𝜗𝜚 when i walk in the room i can still make the whole place shimmer ⌗ visage .#✦‎۟ ࣭ ⊹ 𝓓.𝓒. 🌙ㅤ𝜗𝜚 do you remember all the city lights on the water ⌗ scrapbook .#✦‎۟ ࣭ ⊹ 𝓓.𝓒. 🌙ㅤ𝜗𝜚 we’re happy free confused and lonely at the same time ⌗ edit .#✦‎۟ ࣭ ⊹ 𝓓.𝓒. 🌙ㅤ𝜗𝜚 i’m like the water when your ship rolled in that night ⌗ answered .

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toomanyfanficsbruh · 2 months

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There is a sense of loneliness in your eyes in the mirror, not just in the morning, but as you go to bed. There is a sense of loss, not particular, but the depth of your eyes is lost. There is no pooling reflection, just your eyelashes framed around them and a washed-over look in your irises. But you are not afraid.

You are no more afraid of this like you were no more afraid of the dark, finishing a novel, or speaking on the phone. It was second nature, knowing this loss. You know how it works now. You know this pain that doesn't feel like anything. You understand the ways of the world now, young one, you now understand the pain and loss. You are not alone.

This loneliness is not something to be afraid of, it never has been and never will be. You will be loved, you will be cared for and you will find Hope.

Hope sits inside a cupboard, underneath the bed or inside the shower waiting for you, waiting for you to finish the game of hide and seek. There is no background story to your pain, young one, there is no loss of Hope, only a forgotten game of Sardines.

Quickly now. Find Hope and squeeze underneath the bed, hiding away. Make most of those moments, young one, Hope does not stay for long, no, Hope breaks off a piece of the necklace pendant and gives it to you. Hope shares the last chocolate chip cookie in the bag. Hope gives and waits for you to take, you needn't ask.

Hope does not let you ask.

Stay strong, young one, stay strong in the wind and rain, because the walk across the road is far shorter than you imagine, no longer than the journey to find Hope hiding in your room. Stay strong and let the rain pass, til then, drink that hot chocolate and stay brave.

It will pass, and you will be stronger and well-learned.

But, most of all young one, you will understand why it happened. And that understanding will allow you to be the most peaceful in this game of Sardines.

#poems #poetic #sad?#midnights #lonely #poets department #writing #sad girl autumn #sad thoughts #hope #brighter days will come #i believe in you #poets on tumblr #young ones #understanding #Satan likes this one apparently #girl things #heartache

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lonely-dog-song · 6 months

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does anyone recommend specific Dracula movies from Hammer? or should i just watch them in release order

#lonely dog speaks #im gonna watch the second one probably unless anyone has opinions on it #ohhhh but i kind of miss christopher lee dracula but IDK what movies he's in #ohhh ok if i want 2 see cristopher and cushing together it would be dracula AD 1972 or the satanic rites

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nerdy-talks · 9 months

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Mammon... No...

Please don't do that to me! (╥╯д╰╥)

I know everyone needs and deserves alone time. But considering Mammon is usually hanging around us or at least always wants to be with us... hearing those words would seriously break my heart.

#especially since I've been feeling much more lonely than usual #I would just go play games with Levi #or hang out with Satan #or take a very long nap with Belphie #either way.... I would be sad and pouting #my petty ass would probably pull the same shit on Mammon next time he wanted to hang out with me lol #“sorry but please leave me alone”#I bet Solomon would LOVE every second of it #yandere Solomon scenario right there lol #obey me #obey me shall we date #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me nightbringer #obey me mammon #obey me mammon avatar of greed #mammon avatar of greed #obey me nightbringer mammon #obey me nightbringer mammon avatar of greed

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armins-main-hoe · 1 year

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Guess who downloaded obey me again.

It’s me. I did.

#obey me #obey me luficer #obey me mammon #obey #lucifer #om! mammon #om! lucifer #om! belphie #om! mc #om! leviathan #om! beelzebub #om! luke #om! diavolo #om! asmodeus #om! satan #om! Levi #gamergirl #heheeh #i’m just lonely

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