a.k.a., He's here, he's there, he's every-fucking-where, what's his name, the angry guy
Me, while getting lab work done today: ooh, that is a really cute figurine collection! who are those lil guys?
Phlebotomist #1, examining my veins: oh, those are a band that our other coworker is really into.
Phlebotomist #2, watching and learning: yeah, she's um, like, REALLY into them. *laughs a little like she is slightly uneasy with her coworker's level of enthusiasm* but you might not have heard of them.
Me, counting 7 figurines: I might have.
Phlebotomist #2: they're called BTS.
Me: *quietly boggling at the idea that I wouldn't have at least heard of them* yeah! I know them.
Phlebotomist #2: oh! well, cool. are you, um, into any bands or anything?
Me: I used to be. but right now I mostly just get obsessed about TV.
Phlebotomist #1: ooh. what TV are you most into right now?
Me: I usually go more for fantasy or sci-fi, but right now I'm super into Ted Lasso.
Phlebotomist #2: oh yeah? I've heard good th--
Phlebotomist #1: OH MY GOD, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE TED, THOUGH?! he's just, like, so upbeat and cheerful, but then it's a facade, partly, but then -- just oh my god he's so great!!
Me: YES
Phlebotomist #1: okay okay okay okay, but my absolute favorite? the one I really love? is... um... who's the angry one?
Me: ROY --
Me and Phlebotomist #1, in unison: ROY KENT!! YES!!! He's here, he's there -- *both dissolving into giggles*
Phlebotomist #2: *blinking and realizing we might be, like, REALLY into this character*
i'm still thinking about how aziraphale is the strongest entity in the entire universe for not just climbing into crowley's lap or sinking to his knees between his legs when he did THIS
this is combining Ovid's Heroides and the Excidium Troie because I can't stop thinking of Hermes telling him not to be afraid. what the fuck!! Ares is wearing the crown that Paris gave him.
I have. thoughts. about Paris. he's almost got this Troilos parallel in my mind, that the event that defines him in detail exists in a lost narrative that we don't have (the Cypria), but everyone else knew. the event that defines Troilos is his death (murdered, butchered by Achilles, the violence of which haunts everything after. Achilles, child killer, you can't escape that!), and the event that defines Paris is the Judgement. what's a lost text but a kind of grave!!
idk I don't think that Paris before the Judgement would recognize himself after bc when you become god touched, it rearranges your guts. you become transformed in the worst way possible! how could you recognize yourself! but I also think that all the Parises after the Judgement would recognize each other because that event is so locked into the trauma of war and the scar it leaves on the land, it's like a scar on the narrative too. it exists like this forever, over and over again, so you exist like that forever too. Troy collects grief and despairs.
Troy as trauma: Reflections on intergenerational transmission and the locus of trauma, Andromache Karanika
and Paris is like. a miserable little god/corpse-puppet or something, like a match for the gods to throw onto gasoline.
The Excidium Troie + Ovid's Heroides:
Excidium Troie, trans. Muhammad Syarif Fadhlurrahman
Ovid, Heroides 16 (trans. Harold Isbell)
a collection of things regarding Paris that made me go 😬 but under a cut bc this is getting. very long.
The Divine Twins in Early Greek Poetry, Corolla Torontonensis
Iliad 24 and the Judgement of Paris, C.J. Mackie
Elegy and Epic and the Recognition of Paris: Ovid "Heroides" 16, Elizabeth Forbis Mazurek
Ennian Influence in "Heroides" 16 and 17, Howard Jacobson