This might say something about my level of openness, but truly I have *no* idea how nor why people get into romantic relationships. Especially online?? Like I don't even confess to people irl, you think I'd do it with a mutual or someone online? Dude, if I catch feelings I'm taking it to my grave
Mother..... im so sorry ๐ญ๐ญ but i swear this ones fun!!
What about another part to poly!moonwater where theres a party but Reg and Rem are running late.
Reg: * anxious and fidgety*
Rem: you know we dont have to go
Reg: no no no we most definetly do, anyway its not that. You havent seen y/n in this environmemt before have you?? She thrives in this kind of environment.
Rem: cant be that bad.....
Reg: ๐ถ think of Potter, Barty amd my brother in one person.
Rem: ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐ฅฒ
So when they get there reader is dancing on tables with Barty and Siri. Just the kind of person who lets go in that kinda vibe, doesnt even have to drink, its just the atmosphere that causes her personality to do a whole 180ยฐ. The kinda person you habe to but an airtag on so you dont loose them
I love it I love it I love it I love it
poly!moonwater x fem!reader
CW: mention of drinking, drunkenness and alcohol. Friends looking after their drunk friends. Friends bullying their other drunk friends (lovingly)
Remus was thankful that tonightโs Hogwarts party wasnโt being hosted in Gryffindor tower. Not only did James and Sirius getย farย too invested before, during,ย andย afterwards, but it was also just harder to enjoy on account of watching what was basically your living room be trashed by a bunch of drunks.ย
But tonight, he was going to be able to enjoy a nice time with his friends without any of the responsibility of having to clean up after said friends.ย
And better yet, he was going to enjoy a nice time with you and Regulus; the first party the three of you would attend together as partners.
You had been very excited for tonight and had volunteered to help set up, whilst Remus opted to wait for Regulus who had quidditch practice before hand.ย
And Remus was currentlyย veryย happy with his choice as he got to watch Regulus change out of his quidditch gear and into his party attire.
โWould you quit ogling me, you fiend.โ Regulus muttered as be buttoned the cufflinks into his dress shirt. Remus would have made fun of him for dressing so formally to a dorm party if he didnโt look so bloodyย good.
โNope.โ He said, popping the P.
Regulus rolled his eyes, but Remus could see a small smirk playing on his lips.
Regulus let out a steadying breath and turned to Remus. โAre you ready?โ
Remus smiled before puckering his lips instead of answering. Regulus looked like he thought he should be annoyed, but ultimately gave in and pressed a kiss to the werewolfโs lips, hovering slightly above him as Remus sat reclined onto his elbows on Regulusโ bed.
Regulus pulled away all too quickly for Remusโ liking and began fussing in front of the mirror again, clearly anxious.
โAre you alright?โ He asked gently, sitting up properly.
Regulus sighed but nodded in the affirmative.
โWe donโt have to go, you know.โ Remus tried, mistaking the boyโs nerves for being reclusive.ย ย
Regulus kind of snorted at that and looked at Remus with a raised eyebrow. โNo, we should go. In fact, weย oughtย to go...like, now.โ
Remus felt his brows furrow as Regulus headed towards the door, getting up and following him out obediently.
โThis isnโt one of thoseย โif we go sooner, we can leave soonerโย tactics, is it? Because with James and Sirius, Iย promiseย you that wonโt work.โ
Regulus laughed. โNo, though Iโd like to point out I amย notย afraid of those sods.โ
โWell, whoย areย you afraid of that has youย sprintingย to Ravenclaw tower right now?โ Remus asked, causing Regulus to grimace a little guiltily as he slowed his stride for the lycanthrope.ย
โSorry... I guess you havenโt seen Y/N at one of these?โ Regulus asked.
Remus realized then that your paths had never really crossed until this year, being a year below him and hanging out with a different crowd. โNo, I guess not. Why?โย
Regulus laughed. โOh gods. Youโll see.โ
โCome on, she canโt be that bad.โ Remus said with a scoff.ย
Regulus rolled his eyes and smirked. โIf I had one way to describe Y/N at a party, it would be a combination of Potter after a quidditch win, Sirius after four shots of firewhiskey and Barty.โ
Remusโ steps faltered as he put the pieces together in his head. Regulus paused as well, making eye contact with him before understanding seemed to cross between them, and they both took off in a sprint towards the Ravenclaw tower.ย
As they rounded the last spiral of the staircase, they stepped past the silencing spell that had been placed around it and couldย feelย the vibrations from the music booming in the room.ย
A third year Ravenclaw who had been paid for their service inย Honeydukesย chocolates answered the riddle to allow entrance to Regulus and Remus, and the sight took Remusโ breath away.ย
You can dance! You can ji-ive.
You wereย standingย dancingย on the mantle of a grand fireplace with Sirius on one side of you and one of the Prewett twins on the other.
Having the time of your lives. Oooooh.
James looked like heโd been trying all evening to get up on that mantle with you guys, but in his inebriated state, Lily was easily preventing him from doing so.ย ย
See that girl!
Both Sirius and... Fabian (if Remus guessed correctly) knelt to dramatically point at you who quickly struck a cheeky pose, earning the three of you cheers (but Remus was sure most of the applause was on your account).
Watch that scene!
Sirius pretended to play a riff on a guitar and Fabian did a scary looking spin from his place on the mantle whilst you opted to shimmy your shoulders in time with the music.ย
Digging the dancing queen!
And to Remusโ absolutely horror, Fabianย launched himselfย off of the mantle, seemingly making his mark by landing on the couch but apparently, he hadnโt taken into account the springs in the sofa which promptly launched him back off of the couch and had him landing on the wooden coffee table, causing it to splinter and break underneath him.ย
Sirius looked like he was going to either fall off the mantle or piss his pants from laughing too hard, clutching your arm as you laughed along with him.ย
Over Remusโ dead body would Sirius fall off a fireplace mantle and take you down with him.
He bodily moved through the crowd and stepped over Fabian without a second thought to stand below you (and Sirius, technically). Remusโ heart rate skyrocketed even more standing here below you, seeing as he was about 192cm (~6โ3) and the mantle stood basically at his eyebrows.
He wanted to chide you, but your face cleared beautifully once you recognized who was standing below you.
โRemmy!โ You cried as Sirius cheered โMoony!โ
โI know I call you โdoveโ baby girl, but that doesnโt mean you can fly!โ He called up to you, any reprimand likely belittled by the beaming smile he was shooting at you.ย
He held his hands up to you, and you quickly abandoned Siriusโ arms in exchange for his. With his hands under your armpits he gently lowered you back down to your proper height (which Remus much preferred).ย
โHi Rem!โ You cheered at him. โI missed you.โ
Your words were clear and loud if a little slurred.ย
โI missed you!โ Remus replied with a smile as Regulus quickly added โhow many drinks have you had?โ from his place behind him, apparently having made sure hisย โidiot brother didnโt break anything on his trip off the mantleโ. Remus had sort of forgotten Sirius was there at all, to be honest.ย
You seemed a little worried at Regulusโ question before he quickly added โI need to know how many I need to catch up to you, mon chรฉri.โ
โNice save.โ Remus muttered to him.
โUhm, maybe four?โ You offered.
โGot it, think you can handle a refill?โ He asked, placing a kiss to your temple. Remus wanted to eat the two of you up, you were just so cute.
โIโm on water for a bit!โ You cheered back at him.
โSo smart, dovey. Nice call.โ Remus praised you. You beamed back at him in response.ย
โSโnotย fair!โย James shouting interrupted your chat.
โIโll go get you a drink too, okay?โ Regulus whispered into Remusโ ear before quickly taking off, clearly not interested in the whining of an inebriated James Potter.
โMโnot โllowed to dance on thโmantle, mโnot allowed to-to play with the play with the suitโs oโarmours. Whyโd I evenย come.โ James cried miserably between hiccups.
โJames, you cannot sword fight with the suits of armours, you willย lose.ย When youย loseย a sword fight, youย die.โ Lily reprimanded, clearly at her wits end with her boyfriend.
โAwe, tough hand mate. Hey! Can I challenge you to a chugging contest?โ Remus said, clapping James on the back.
James seemed to brighten up at that as Lily quickly scowled at him. Remus offered the redhead a wink as he plucked your cup of water out of your hands and handed it to James.
โโkay, but no cheating!โ James called to Remus. Remus figured James was too drunk to realize one couldnโt reallyย cheatย at a chugging contest, but Remus didnโt plan on winning anyway.
Regulus had returned at the perfect time for Remus to take a drink and bring it to his lips. James, in his enthusiasm ended up wearing most of the water, but claimed heย wonย after downing the rest of it.
โNo way James, I want a rematch!โ Remus called, grabbing the new cup of water Regulus had brought over for you - quickly promising to make it up to you - and handing it off to James.
The group ended up being able to keep James entertained by challenging him toย โchugging contestsโย whilst handing him cups of water until he had to pee.ย
Remus got to watch you flit around the party, dancing to your hearts content (though, he did make sure to discourage you from anymore high surface areas. When he couldnโt, he made sure to spot you from below), and even convincing Regulus toย ball danceย with you, even though it was to the likes of Jackson 5. Though you quickly abandoned him for Sirius when Play That Funky Music came on.
Remus was sat in a large cushioned chair with Regulus in his lap as they watched you, clearly in your element.ย
โGods, sheโs fun.โ Remus whispered to his boyfriend. Regulus breathed out a chuckle and leaned further into Remus.
โShe is. She can be trouble sometimes though. Probably good that Bartyโs nowhere to be found.โ
Regulusโ voice trailed off confusedly at the end.
โWhat is it?โ Remus asked, but you came barrelling over to them, slightly sweaty and breathless from your dancing.
โHi.โ You breathed excitedly, falling to your knees in front of them.
โHi dovey! Having fun?โ Remus asked, bringing his hand not currently holding his drink and wrapped around Regulusโ waist to caress your face. His heart squeezed as your eyes closed and you leaned into the touch. โSโmuch fun.โ
โAmour, where is Barty?โ Regulus asked.
Your eyebrows furrowed momentarily before a cheeky smile crossed your face as you remembered.
โOh, heโs...hangingย around.โ You offered vaguely.ย
โShould I be worried?โ Regulus asked cautiously, earning him a snort from Lily as she hauled a nearly sleeping James over to the couch beside them.
โThe sod was swinging from the chandelier and got stuck. None of us bothered trying to get him down โ heโs fast asleep.โ She explained, gesturing to the ceiling with a nod of her head.
Sure enough, nearly right above them, Barty was passed out cold as if he were simply swinging in a hammock.ย
โHm...โ Regulus deadpanned, narrowing his eyes at you. โAmour, did someoneย betย Barty that he couldnโt manage to get to the chandelier?โย
โNo.โ You answered quickly, defiantly. Regulus continued staring impassively at you until you sighed. โI bet him he couldnโt getย downย from the chandelier.โย
โAnd she was right.โ Lily added, giving you a fist bump.
Regulus let out a long suffering sigh, causing Remus to chuckled and rub his side placatingly.ย
โFair enough, sweets.โ He conceded.
โEasy for you to say.โ Regulus muttered. โYouย arenโt responsible for getting him down.โ
โJust leave him up there.โ Sirius commented; he wasnโt quite as drunk as Remus expected him to be, but his movements were still sloppy as he moved to sit on the floor beside you. โThatโs apparently what friendsย do.โ He said pointedly, glaring at Remus and sticking his tongue out at him.
โI had more important priorities.โ He said, winking down at you.
โAre-are you s,saying that Y/Nโs more impo- important thanย your mate, Rmussss?โ James said โ barely โ through hiccups.
โOi!โ Sirius shouted far louder than necessary. โYou take that back!โย
โIโll do no such thing.โ Regulus responded casually.ย
Sirius went to stand from his place, no doubt to try to roughhouse his brother.ย
โItโs okay Sirius.ย Iย think youโre very pretty. Next time, you can be the dancing queen.โ You placated. Sirius turned to look at you like you hung the moon.
โReally?!โย He cried. You nodded, causing the sod to launch himself, tackling you in a hug and causing the two of you to fall over.
โOi! Donโt crush my darlinโ girl, Pads!โ Remus called at the same time as Regulus spat โif she has so much as one fucking bruise Sirius, I swear to Salazar...โ
โDo forgive him,โ Lily commented, โheย wasย just informed he could be the next dancing queen.โ
โWhy mess with perfection? I happen to think Y/N was a wonderful dancing queen!โ Marlene called from somewhere behind Remus.
โI MISSED DANCING QUEEN!?โย Barty screeched from his aerial prison above them.
Regulus let out another long-suffering sigh as he stood, lifted you up out of Siriusโ grasp and placed you in his vacated spot on Remusโ lap. โIโll go get my broom to get him down...โ
โHowโd you manage to win that bet, dove?โ Remus whispered as Regulus disappeared through the door, pressing his nose to the pulse point of your neck.
โSticking charm.โ
Remus chuckled and felt the breaths leaving his nose bounce off your skin and back into his face.ย
Calling him by his name and not by a term of endearment
another one in the drafts that needed to see the light of day
Characters: Todoroki Shoto and Bakugo Katsuki
Shoto
You truly didn't mean to do it
You honestly just straight up forgot one day
You would always greet each other outside of class before school started
Like clockwork, you would give each other a small hug and you would always say โhi babyโ or something similar, but you would always call him babyโฆ..except for today
โMorning Shoto,โ you pull away from the hug, and he has a frown on his face that looks different from the one he usually has
โYou okay?โย ย
Heโs quick to shake it off, โYeah, come on, weโre going to be late for class.โ
You guys were actually early, but you just brush it off as him wanting to be punctual
Shoto really wants to question you
But he doesnโt
Not outwardly at least
Heโs thinking, โare they mad at me?โ, โDid I do something to make them mad at me??โ
He would do everything possible EXCEPT ask you what was wrong
The both of you walk inside the class and Shoto goes to your seat before you do and pulls out your chair for you
Youโre surprised, itโs not like heโs never nice to you (though he doesnโt look it, heโs really nice) but you are perfectly capable of doing menial tasks for yourself
So you never expected him to do that, but you appreciated it nevertheless
โOh, thanks Sho!โ
His eyebrows crease
He hums in affirmation and gives a kiss to the top of your head before walking over to his seat
Thatโs when you know something is wrong
He wasnโt too keen on PDAย
So for him to nonchalantly kiss you on the head in classโฆ.was kinda fishy
Shoto canโt concentrate all that well in class now
Poor dude is wracking through his brain as to why you just called him Sho
WHY SHO AND WHY NOT BABY???
And now heโs pouting for the entirety of the class
Every time you look over at him heโs like >:/
ngl itโs really cute
You donโt ask Shoto whatโs wrong until lunchtime rolls around
Well
You try to
When the lunch bell rings Shoto is like a man on a mission
He beelines toward you
If you hadnโt known what his quirk you would have thought it was super speed
Iida who?
Some of your classmates look at him weirdย
This is just the image I get in my head lolol
Shoto: ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธย ย ย
Classmates:๐คจ
But he gets to you in like .5 seconds and he holds his hand out to you
He doesnโt even say anything to you, so you assume he wants to hold your hand
You place your hand in his but he surprises you when he pulls you into a hug
Thankfully everyone had already filed out of the class or else you would have been a burning bundle of embarrassmentย
โCall me baby please.โ
His mouth was right next to your ear and you could feel his lips move against itย
Your knees would have surely given out had you not come to a conclusion
You hadnโt called him baby the entire day and he was now clearly perturbed about it
There was one thing you really loved about Shoto, it was pretty easy to fluster him
And you see a perfect opportunity open itself up
Grabbing his face between your hands you pull him away from your ear and smush his cheeks together
โOh my poor baby, I'm so sorry my baaaaby.โ
A blush was quickly creeping its way up his neck
Which only encourages you more
Maybe he shouldnโt have reminded you
โOk thatโs enoughโฆ.โ
โBut I havenโt called you baby enough times.โ
โIโm going to eat by myself.โ
โWait!โ
Bakugo
You did call Bakugo terms of endearment like babe, sweetheart, and the one you use the most, honeyย
Bakugo claimed to dislike your nicknames, but he secretly really liked them
One day you and Bakugo get into a petty argument
I totally feel like you and he would fight over the smallest shit lmaoย
And youโre not hanging around his desk before class like you normally do
Youโre at Ashidoโs desk obviously ignoring him
Which irks him, but thatโs fine, he can ignore you too
But he canโt help but eavesdrop on yalls conversation
because Ashidoโs desk is very close and totally not because he wants to hear your voice because he already misses it
โWhy aren't you at his desk by the way?โ
โHmm, Bakugoโs?โ
Oh this catches his immediate attention
He doesnโt even bother hiding his blatant staring at you from across the room
Since the both of you started dating not once have you called him Bakugo
Itโs always been your cute gushy nicknames or variations of his first name
Mina already knows whatโs up and wants all the details nowย
Sheโs huddling closer to you, almost practically on top of your desk
But you never get to spill tea because the bell is ringing
But i assure you that Bakugou is giving you a hard side eye
Cuz he still needs to focus in class (heโs still a good student!!)
Lunchtime rolls around and he very discreetly walks next to you
โHeyโ
You turn to look at him and just smile at him with your stupid cute face
Heโs happy youโre not outright ignoring him
But he was at least expecting a, โcโmon Tsuki, i wanna get a good table!โ
He brushes his pinkie against yours hoping youโd get the hint and hold his hand but nope
You pick up your pace and he sees you wrap your hands around Ashidoโs arm, the both of you now animatedly talking
He would have found it cute if you werenโt hanging off of Ashido
That should be me by justin bieber starts playing
Bakugo is now internally raging inside at the lunch table
You would normally sit next to him but you're sitting across from him in between Sero and Kirishima
Manโs is literally stabbing into his food
everyone is now staring at his dramatic assย
buy you're the only one who ends up making a comment about itย
"the food is already dead, i don't think you need to do that Bakugo."
he stops murdering his foodย
he's had enough
He stands up forms his seat, goes over to a very confused you
Very gently, takes a hold of your wrist and starts dragging you up to the schoolโs rooftop
Youโre questioning him the entire time
When you finally get to the rooftop Bakugo lets go of your wrist and just kind of stares at you
Heโs silent for a couple of minutes looking like heโs going through a mental battle
Until he finally says something
Something that you can barely make out because heโs turned his head away from you and is grumbling
You: https://youtu.be/Y_3vk411ALE
โBakugo what?โ
There you go calling him by his last name again
โI said Iโm sorry, donโt make me repeat myself!โ
โSorry for what??โ
You canโt be serious
โFor our argument this morning, the reason youโre calling me by my last name.โ
โOh.โ
Oh?
JUST OH??
โI thought you were still mad at me so i wanted to give you space, i forgot about our argument way before school started.โ
โฆโฆ
ATTENTION: TWO IDIOTS IN LOVEโโโ
Bakugo just sighs
Heโs too tired to even get frustrated and just wants your attention
So he pulls you into a hug and buries his face into your neck
โDonโt ever do that again.โ
You can practically hear the pout in his voice
โI'm sorry honey, i just wanted to give you space.โ
(โ๏ธ๐ฅโ๏ธ๐ฅโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ฅโฆwait, is this the song with the drums? ๐ค)
I met a guy ๐โโ๏ธ in the summer ๐๏ธ and I left him ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ๐โโ๏ธ in the spring ๐ท he argued with me ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ about everything ๐คทโโ๏ธ he had an:
ego ๐
and a temper ๐คฌ
and a wandering eye ๐
he said heโs 6โ2โ ๐๐งโโ๏ธ๐ and Iโm like, โdude, nice tryโ ๐คฅ๐ค๐ญ but he was so much fun! ๐ฅณ and he had such weird friends! ๐คก๐คก๐คก and he would take us out to parties and the night would never end! ๐ฏโโ๏ธ๐๐ชฉ๐บ๐ another:
โ๏ธ song ๐ถ
โ๏ธ club ๐
โ๏ธโ๏ธ bar ๐ป
โ๏ธโ๏ธ dance ๐๐บ
and when he said something wrong ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ค๐ก heโd just fly me to france ๐โโ๏ธโ๏ธ๐ซ๐ท๐ฅ so I miss him some nights ๐๐ when Iโm feeling depressed ๐โโ๏ธโ๏ธ (โtil I remember every time he made a pass at my friend ๐ค๐ญ๐๐งโโ๏ธ) do I:
love him? ๐๐ฅฐ
hate him? ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ๐คฌ
I guess itโs up and down ๐คทโโ๏ธโฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ if I HAD to choose I would say right nowโฆ๐ค
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
make him really jealous ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
make him feel BAD ๐ญ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
(โcause then again ๐ค I really miss him ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ and it makes me real SAD ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐คช
him againโฆ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
to get him BACK ๐ฉ (BACK, backโฆ)
so I write him all these letters ๐๐ฉโ๐ป and I throw them in the trash ๐ซณ๐๐๏ธ โcause I miss the way he kisses ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ and the way he made me laugh ๐๐ญ๐คญ yeah, I pour my little heart out ๐ฉโ๐ป๐คณ๐ป๐ but as Iโm hitting send ๐ฉโ๐ป๐๐ I picture all the faces of my disappointed friends ๐ฉโ๐ป๐ญ๐ซฃ๐คข๐ฅด๐ because everyone KNEW ๐ง๐ง๐ง๐ง all of the SHIT that heโd do ๐ฉ he said I was the only girl ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ค๐คญ but that just wasnโt the truth!! ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ and when I told him how he hurt me ๐คฌ๐ฏ๏ธ heโd tell me I was trippinโ ๐๐ฌ but I AM my fatherโs daughter ๐จโโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ (so maybe I could fix him ๐คทโโ๏ธ๐ฉโโ๏ธ๐ฉบ๐งโโ๏ธ)
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
make him really jealous ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
make him feel BAD ๐ญ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
(โcause then again ๐ค I really miss him ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ and it makes me real SAD ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐คช
him againโฆ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
to get him BACK ๐ฉ (and then? ๐ค ๐ฃ๏ธ and then!!!!)
to get him BACK (backโฆbackโฆ)
I WANNA:
key his carโฆ๐๐๐ค๐
make him lunch ๐ฒโจ๐๐๐ชฝ
break his heartโฆ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ (then be the one to stitch it up โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ชก๐ค๐๐ชฝ)
kiss his face ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ (with an UPPERCUT ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฅ๐)
meet his mom ๐๐ค๐ต (just to tell her HER SON SUCKS!! ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซข)
I WANNA key his carโฆ๐๐๐ค๐ I WANNA make him lunch ๐ฒโจ๐๐๐ชฝI WANNA break his heartโฆ๐๐ฅ๐จ๐ stitch it right back up โค๏ธโ๐ฉน๐ชก๐ค๐๐ชฝI WANNA kiss his face ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ with an UPPERCUT ๐ค๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ I WANNA meet his mom ๐๐ค๐ต and tell her HER SON SUCKS!! ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฏ๏ธ๐ซข
๐ฃ๏ธ๐ I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
make him really jealous ๐ ๐ฉ ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
make him feel BAD ๐ญ๐๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
๐ฃ๏ธ๐ I WANNA:
get him back! ๐โโ๏ธ๐๐โโ๏ธ๐จ
(โcause then again ๐ค I really miss him ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ and it makes me real SAD ๐ญ๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ)
I WANT:
SWEET revenge ๐โโ๏ธ๐ก๏ธ๐คช
him againโฆ๐๐ญ๐ฉโโค๏ธโ๐โ๐จ
to get him BACK ๐ฉ (and then? ๐ค ๐ฃ๏ธ and then!!!)
to get him BACK, back, BAaAaCKโฆ
๐ธ๐ธ๐ธ Iโll get him! Iโll get him! Iโll get him! Iโll get him ๐๐BACK!!๐๐ (๐ฃ๏ธ๐๐ฃ๏ธ๐) Get him back!! (๐ฃ๏ธ๐๐ฃ๏ธ๐)
๐บ๐ฅด I'm gonna get him sooooo good, he's not even gonna know what hit himโฆheโs gonna love me and hate me at the same time ๐๐๐ (๐ฃ๏ธ๐ you better get him BACK!) shsjdidk I got him good I got him REALLY good ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ป๐ฅด
thereโs a big lack of sub leon content oddly enough? Can I get some sub leon with some edging and crying please?
My first Leon fic- les go. This oneโs kinda short.
At The Breaking Point
Leon S. Kennedy x Dom! NB! Reader
Cw: Edging, crying, bondage, CBT, cock rings and degradation with a hint of praise. Readers a mean master tbh ๐โโ๏ธ
How long had Leon been here for? He couldnโt even remember. Leon was tied down to a chair while you had your way with him. He had made a few bratty comments that pissed you off so you decided to punish him. Being the cruel master you are you did the thing he hated the most, edging. He couldnโt stand it, being so close then it just all stopped.
Which is why it was such a great punishment. Usually he never misbehaved because of how much he hated being edged but when he did this was always your go to. The room was dimly lit and all that could be heard was Leonโs cryโs of desperation and slick noises.
โP-p-plesseeee, i-im so, s-sorry godddddd!โ He writhed around in the chair as he watched your hand go up and down his sensitive cock. You grabbed his balls harshly as he squealed in pain. โQuit whining. Take what I give you.โ You reprimand as you continue your strokes. The black cock ring prevented him from even getting the feeling of an orgasm.
You continue to slap his cock as he jolts against his binds with a sob. Heโd been edged at least 20 times. His cock was red and leaking with pre cum. It was hard and throbbing as it ached for its release. You couldnโt help it though, seeing Leon crying for you to have mercy on him got you riled up beyond belief.
He threw his head back as he continued to whine. You dug your finger into the slit of his cock as you watched him cry out again. You laughed at his pathetic response as you simply stopped touching him again. Leon looked you in the eyes with those sad blue ones.
โP-p-please, a-anything, j-just mercyโฆ.โ He cries out. You put your hand on his cock again, stroking him roughly as he throws his head back again. You smile at his reactions. Although it was fun to see him cry you couldnโt deny it was also nice to see him in ecstasy.
โ5 more, think you can do that sweetheart?โ You tease with a smile as you look at Leonโs disheveled form. Leon rabidly nods as he babbles. โA-anythingโฆ.โ He whimpers. You smile at his obedience as you pick up your pace.
Okay okay okay, first of all, Iโm really flattered when some of yโall say Iโm perceptive and such due to my theories, but tell me why I literally JUST realized that the lesson theme changes when Crowley drops in for a Special Lesson?!?!? ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ L Kallisto moment. -100 perception.
Im not kidding I was literally so focused on Crowleyโs chibi form that I never noticed that the music changed when Special Lessons were activated ๐ Self-roasting aside, I immediately went to search up the OSTs for Special Lessons. A huge thank you to this user on YouTube. I compiled the three videos just for my personal reference, but I highly recommend to listen to these songs theyโre such a bop!!! ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ
I find it really fascinating that the โDire Crowleyโ theme (the song that plays when you first open the game) is very foreboding, but the Special Lesson songs are rather flamboyant. Maybe Iโm just hearing it wrong, but I like how a ringing bell-like sound can be heard in the Special Lessons songs. It seems like the passage of time through bells is a shared motif in Crowleyโs songs? It could also be a reference to school bells.
I have a theory that these Special Lesson theme songs represent Crowleyโs relationship and dynamic with each of the staff members. I separated each song into their different section to talk about, including their bpm/tempo, just because I think the details put into these songs as amazing! Note, I donโt know much about music and instruments haha, so please correct or feel free to elaborate on any information โ(๏พะ๏พ)
Alchemy Special Lesson BGM (Crewel)
-100 bpm, Allegretto, and in D minor. Allegretto is lively, but it must be executed with a sense of restraint, elegance, and precision. It is not like Allegro, which tends to be happy and upbeat. Allegretto is quite literally โless than Allegro,โ so itโs restrained. D minor is a key that is often related to feelings of desperation or distress, which is fitting for Crewelโs students. Although donโt take anything I say about the keys too literally (*๏พโ๏พ*) โMajor=Happy, Minor=Sadโ is a gross oversimplification of keys, and a song can represent any emotion regardless the key itโs in. However, I think itโs worth mentioning because keys are still chosen purposefully to guide the listener to an interpretation of the music! โช(เนแดโกแดเน)โช
-This is honestly one of my favorite songs from the game. I am LIVING for the doublebass in the background. Itโs so jaunty and lively despite its deceptively simple sound. It keeps the tempo very well, I love it
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-I relistened to the โCruella De Vilโ song that Roger sings in 101 Dalmatians, and itโs what gave me the idea that Crowley combines his theme with the individual teachers. This song has a elegant yet foreboding vibe to it, much like Roger says about Cruella: โsheโs like a spider waiting for the kill.โ If you listen to instrumental versions of this song, I feel like the vibe is there
-The Alchemy song feels a bit tense, especially near the end, where is feels like the instruments are fighting for attention and overlapping each other. Although Crowley and Crewel are both (SEEMINGLY) classy and get along surprisingly well in canon, both of their โteacher modesโ are very intense. E.g Crewel with the whole pup thing, and Crowley just being unreasonable over all haha. Perhaps it is why Crewel and Crowley very rarely are on screen together? For both Crewel and Crowley to be present in a Special Lesson must be very stressful for the students, with Crewel being strict and demanding and Crowley just being nosy haha.
-Their relationship fascinates me, as they both seem to respect each other a lot. For Crowley, it makes sense, as he generally speaks favorably of the other staff members. But Crewel is rather critical of both Vargas and Trein, so why is he so tolerant of Crowleyโs rather unreasonable behavior? Crewel seems to respect him and consider him to be kind, even though itโs obvious Crowley is not. And like I said, they donโt interact a lot in canon, and they mostly do when the other staff members are there too, so thereโs very little time of them talking to each other specifically. But then it made me think how crows/ravens and wolves have a mutually beneficial relationship in the wild, with crows leading wolves to possible prey, and the crows feeding on the carcass once the wolves make the kill and eat their portion of the prey. Research has even discovered that ravens have close bonds with specific wolves in a pack, and often play tug-a-war with wolf puppies with sticks. Thus, ravens are often referred to as โwolf birds.โ Due to this, some crows and ravens get along with bigger dogs too, as crows/ravens tend to like canines. So perhaps Crowley and Crewelโs positive relationship is a reference to this, and how they may just instinctually like each other? ๐ค Because I cannot think of a reference from the 101 Dalmatians, Snow White, or Sleeping Beauty to be made here with these two characters.
-So going back to how the instruments seem to be fighting each other in the end, perhaps it represents how differing Crowley and Crewelโs personalities and teaching methods are. Crowley is strict when necessary, but heโs far more tolerant with student antics and often acts even more immature than the students sometimes and allows fights/conflicts for the students โpersonal growth,โ whereas Crewel has this intensity and energy with the students at all times, never wanting them to be out of line in any matter at all. Like the clash of their hands-off and hands-on methods, but at the end of the day, theyโre both rather strict and itโs unfortunate when the students have to deal with them at the same time haha! In their Alchemy Special Lesson voice lines, both Jack and Rook express how intense the room gets, and Room saying HE feels like the prey now. Several other students say how they feel a chill in the air during Alchemy special lessons, with even Floyd saying he gets the โheebie-jeebies.โ
History Special Lesson BGM (Trein)
-100 bpm, Allegretto, and in F major. Allegretto is a common tempo in classical music, alongside Allegro and Adante, so itโs fitting that Alchemy and History follow suit. Ernst Pauer describes F major to express peace and joy, but to have an underlying passing regret and melancholy. I could think of few possible โpassing regrets,โ with Trein in particular with the passing of his wife, whom he remembers fondly and has many habits in her memory. And of course, History in general causes many regrets.
-After listening to this one, I immediately went to go listen to the BGMs from Briar Valley in Book 7 lmaoooโฆI find it interesting how prominent wind instruments are shared between these songs, but I need to analyze further before I can say something more definitive ๐โโ๏ธ It is interesting how the History Special Leason theme has this whimsical and fantastical feel to it- itโs very fitting.
-On this note, the middle-ish section of the song reminds me a bit of a marching band! Which is. Interesting considering itโs military origins ๐but maybe I have to admit that this is a stretch hahaโฆsomething to think about though when I analyze Book 7โs music in the future.
-Iโm really in love with the โcall and responseโ theme they have with the woodwind instruments (clarinet and piccolo?? Iโm apologize if thatโs inaccurate, I donโt know much about woodwind instruments ๐ญ I listened to samples and just made my best guess,,,) clarinet plays a melody and a piccolo responds and repeats the same sound. Not to be dramatic af, but it lowkey sounds like a pair of songbirds who are courting each other, which makes me sad because Iโm not normal over my silly Crowley theories๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ When courting, a songbird โsingsโso the other bird they are courting can respond. If the courting is successful, the pair duets the same tune, which is exactly what the piccolo and flute are doing. Crowley x Trein is realโฆ (Iโm kidding HELP). It goes to show that even though Trein scolds Crowley a lot, they clearly have some faith in each other, especially in Book 6 when Crowley assigns Trein as temporary Headmage. This โcall and responseโ is a representation of this faith, with one calling, and the other responding when itโs necessary.
-Or if youโre ridiculous like me, itโs sad in context because Crowley is an isolated character, despite all the pairs of raven statues around the school haha!
-Interestingly enough, this is the one song out of the Alchemy and Flight themes that does not have a the โringing bellโ I was talking about. Interesting this is missing in the History class, as if time is not relevant/time has stopped. Or perhaps how sense itโs history, we are not at the โpresentโ time.
-Overall, this song feels far more harmonious than the Alchemy song. I think it goes to show how genuinely dedicated Trein is about the study of History, given heโs done fieldwork in the past. Trein is able to keep Crowley relatively in line just like the students, so the song flows smoothly.
Flight Special Lesson BGM (Vargas)
-140 bpm, Vivace, and in A minor. Vivace means brisk, lively, which signals to the musicians to play with spirit and energy. This tempo is AMAZING, because Crewel and Treinโs were both at 100 bpm, right? But this song is at 140 bpm. It gives a dynamic sense of movement and vigor to the song. At this beat, itโs known that it may make some listeners feel restless, due to the beat being faster than a resting heartbeat range. It was an incredible choice for the Flight lessons with Vargas, as it is a gym/workout class! 140 bpm falls comfortably in aerobic exercises heart rate range, especially since where referring to teenage boys. Haha this may be obvious in music theory/composition, but I thought it was cool! (*๏พโฝ๏พ*)
-I was surprised by this one, for how prominent the electric guitar is instead of the orchestra at the start of the song! Crewel and Trein go along with the orchestral theme rather well, making it a strong highlight of their respective songs. Compared to the other themes, the guitar feels overbearing. Itโs very fitting for Vargasโ personality, for as we see in the special voice lines, Vargas is a bit much even for Crowley
-However, strangely enough it works, as the ending portion combines everything quite well. Vargas is one the staff members who I think has the most positive opinion about Crowley. Although Vargas is overbearing, he and Crowley get along really well. In events like Beanfest, they share an equally concerning enthusiasm of the sport of it all. They seem to have a lot together sharing their predictions and ideas for Beanfest, and Spelldrive is also a shared interest of theirs. Funnily enough, I think Vargas of all people is able to take Crowleyโs antics more in stride than the other staff members, and vice versa.
-This song ends in a particularly exuberant manner. It goes to show how excitable both Crowley and Vargas be, and how they have high hopes for their students. Yes, theyโre a bit much, but thereโs a genuine liveliness they both share. Crowley even plays along with Vargasโ strange ideas, like how in an Unified Exam voice line, Crowley thinks that Vargasโ idea of making the student uniforms with heavier fabric to โbuild musclesโ is a genius idea and he wants to look into it more.
-So perhaps this song deviates a little bit more from the classical themes to represent the antics these two have compared with the other teachers?
Did I overthink these theme songs WAY too much? YES LMAO ๐ญ๐ญ๐ญ But I am so genuinely surprised at how the different Special Lesson themes were made for each class. You would think that the song would be the same, since Special Lessons are rare and last for a short amount of time. It is why I have these little notes about each song, because if the time was spent to craft unique songs, I feel like there is a purpose and thought put behind it? Hmm, Iโd like to study more about music to articulate my thoughts better, because I am very interested in Twisted Wonderlandโs songs, and I know very little about music!
Edit: the brilliant and lovely @snakevsnis (๐) also sent me a brilliant interpretation that Crowley may also just be the type to โmimicโ the personalities of the people around him, especially based on their habits to blend in. I love this idea! It makes me think how Crowleyโs immaturity becomes far more rampant when heโs around the students. Heโs even a character with a generous voice range, e.g his deep, serious voice in the opening prologue, versus any other time when heโs silly. Itโs to the point where his โtrueโ personality is currently ambiguous, as it tends to shift quite a bit. So yeah, I think these BGMs could be representation of this!!
Anyway if the Alchemy special lesson theme song doesnโt get played at my wedding, whatโs even the point anymore. L spouse, L wedding, Iโm ditching it immediately and running away into the night, taking all the gifts and money with me so I can finally buy a Crowley plushie (things perfectly sane people say)
hey so to add on to deaged billy, what if he as captain marvel often says โdo good and good will followโ to the league, but as billy he ends up saying โno good deed goes unpunishedโ
i wanna see the leagueโs reaction to that
i also want him to have a super emotional scene where he saves someone despite the danger it puts him in and says with a breaking voice โsure no good deed goes unpunished, but it makes a difference. a small difference but a differenceโ
another thing i want is for when he turns back into marvel (assuming his identity isnโt discovered) that one of the leaguers (iโm imagining hal? idk tho) remarking on how feral he was as a child and marvel responding with the most feral grin to ever grin โwho says i ever stopped?โ and then switching back immediately to his normal marvellous self
I apologize for not getting to this ask soon enough, but wowie it has been dancing a real show stopping number in my brain cells for some time now.
First of all, I absolutely adore the "no good deed goes unpunished" motto for Billy as himself, seeing as when he is not Captain Marvel, he is more vulnerable to the truths and dangers of the world, and his experience in it has molded him into the pure of heart, yet bitter, child, he is today. Billy believes in the best in people and believes in doing good for others, but he doesn't believe in himself (to be worthy or deserving of anything good in return).
And I can totally see a scene happening where Billy continues to stand up against major threats and villains, despite only being in his mortal form with no magic or strength to him.
Maybe he's in Metropolis when a magical disturbance problem happens, and knowing Lex Luthor, he'd take advantage of a situation to take down superman with something he isn't good against. Lois Lane could be in danger while Superman is busy fighting a magical foe that Billy can't fight for once due to his inability to transform back into Captain Marvel, and seeing her about to get hurt pushes Billy to help her. He pushes her out of harms way but in doing so, leaves himself vulnerable to an attack and gets himself blasted across the room, injuring his tiny mortal self.
The pain is immense. It's worst than anything uncle Ebeneezer or muggers would make him feel. He knows that he's bleeding, he knows that his ribs cracked and heard his bones snap, but he refuses to lay down. Billy Batson may not have the powers of Captain Marvel at the moment, but Billy Batson, has the courage of Billy Batson.
He willingly stands up for what he believes in and is willing to fall for it, too. He doesn't care what others think, he just cares if they are safe.
Gosh, Imagine Billy Batson standing up to fist fight Lex Luthor. Small child gonna be roasting him for being bald and having an inferiority complex, haha. Or just kick him in the groin and run away ๐โโ๏ธ
As for the last thing you mentioned with Billy being a feral child, both in his mortal form and champion form, I love it. I am here for Billy being feral 24/7.
Superman: It's good to have you back as yourself, Captain. I have to say though, it was strange seeing you as the child you were. You were...how do I say this...
Hal: Feral. Rabid. An ungodly child who bit plastic man for stealing his doughnut.
Superman: Yes. What he said. If you don't mind me asking, what happened to you as a child that encouraged such good behavior and manners that we see in you in the present??
Hal: Pft, yeah, I think spooky wouldn't mind some advice on how to become a tame boy scout for his own herd of feral kids.
Captain Marvel, smirking: Well, hold on. You're assuming I stopped. I never said I did.
With the spirit of Billy in him, he gives them a wink with a cheeky smile, warning them of what was to come if he ever felt like it.
Feral Billy showing up in his Captain Marvel form reminded me of this fic on AO3, where Captain Marvel plays a prank on his coworkers about telling them his real age, then when they freaked out, said it was April Fool's. Cyborg knew though. Cyborg suffered in knowing the truth.
I'll reblog this with the link to the fic when I find it! I think you'd like it (if you haven't already read it).
You know Luka also has something that sets him off that has nothing to do with being selfless like anyone does
Abandonment
Daddy issues part 2 baby (part 1 being Adrien ofc)
The times he's been preyed on by an akuma stemming from his own feelings being hurt were in Truth and and Crocoduel
Luka has never been mad/upset at Marinette for her indecision or her love for Adrien literally ever, it's just not in his nature to covet romantic love as a major priority
He got sad when she wasn't present during their relationship, missing out on important events and dates- then finally he opened up a very vulnerable part to himself, only to be told straight up that she cannot reciprocate his amount of vulnerability in their relationship. They're in a relationship, so ofc he expects a certain amount of attention and affection equal to his own.
Second time is when he thinks Marinette doesn't want to be in his life at all anymore in Crocoduel. Like anyone would be, he was upset after their break up bc, hey- he did love her and want their relationship to work out. But his sadness didn't ever reach a point to where he couldn't control it. What's important to him is simply having those he holds dear to be with him. Marinette not wanting to be near him at all is what truly upsets him, bc gf or not, he just wants those he loves to love him in return.
Wanting the people he loves with him, to communicate with him, spend time with him, etc.- are all things that stem from his own desires and self esteem. It's how the reassurances of his other friends stops the akuma.
Like yeah he could be fleshed out more (lack of screentime,,,,hic,,,sob,,,) but I really appreciate the small morsels we get of him here and there ๐ญ literally an empath
Also as an elderly being ๐ฉโ๐ฆณ watching the show now, his lax attitude towards teenage love is so refreshing dtvdybfkt- like don't get me wrong, I live for the melodrama of mlb most of the time, but he reminds me shit ain't really that serious in your teens and if we treated it like just a natural cycle of life we'd all be better for it ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ
I'm Marinette in terms of uncontrollable and erratically nervous behavior around my crush
But also I'm Luka where I'm like: Well, I'll live. I'm still young. I got my art, family, and friends- after a few awkward weeks even my ex is still my good friend so things are great ๐
okay so iโm thinking angel eyes <3 โฆ neighbour!peterparker? i am an absolute sucker for roommate and/or neighbour auโs! maybe the reader notices him sneaking back into his apartment through his window after saving the city or somethingโฆ and he realises that the reader was watching and heโs like oooh shit ๐ณ๐โโ๏ธ
join the party!
your mind omg, i absolutely fell in love with the plot! hope i did it justice and iโm so sorry for the late reply, love you loads and thank you so much for sending in this lovely ask!
When was the last time you looked up at the stars? Like really looked up at the stars and revelled at their beauty? Well for you, it was one week ago tonight when everything changedโฆ
You couldnโt sleep. Or to be more accurate, you never really could sleep but tonight, you felt a little more restless than usual. You wanted to do something, and all that excess energy needed to go somewhere.
You tried dancing in your living room to one of your playlists until you heard a banging on your door telling you to turn it down. Youโd attempted baking but quickly decided against that since you had no chocolate to put in the cookies (youโd eaten it all a couple days ago). And well since both of those had put a slight dampener on your mood, you took one look out of your window and bundled up in a duvet and a hoodie, venturing out onto the fire escape.
Sitting up on the creaky metallic structure, staring up at the sky, you nearly missed the red and blue figure flying through the air. You definitely didnโt, however, miss him climbing through your neighbourโs window. Or what felt like an hour long pause as you both looked at each other in shock before he fell into the room.
Do you call the police? Scream for help? What even was an appropriate response to Spiderman climbing into the apartment of the guy youโve been crushing on since youโd moved in.
If Tangled had taught you anything, it had been that a frying pan could come more in handy than youโd expect. So, armed, you ventured back onto the fire escape and into your neighbourโs apartment.
Breaking and entering was definitely not on your bingo card for the year, neither was seeing Peter Parker half naked in his Spiderman suit but you definitely had no complaints on that one.
Screams filled the air as if it was a moment straight out of a comic book. And then his hand slapped on your mouth to prevent another noise complaint.
โWhen I let go, you have to promise me you wonโt scream or run away. Okay?โ You nodded the best you could, eyes still wide in shock in the darkness of his room.
โYouโre Spiderman.โ Peter/Spiderman held back an eye roll, gesturing to his half-off suit which caused your face to heat up..holy shit that boy had abs. Holy shit, he was half naked. You were in his room. Peter Parker is Spiderman.
Peter, sensing your panic, glanced up at you asking for your consent before guiding you to his bed. With your head dramatically in your hands, Peter took the opportunity to get changed before sitting down next to you.
Running a hand through his hair he began, โThis isnโt how I wanted you to find out..at all but what you saw, itโs true.โ He gently pried your fingers from your face, โIโm not going to hurt yo-โ
โI know that. Well I um, youโre you, you couldnโt hurt anyone if youโd tried well I mean not the good guys and I promise I wonโt tell anyone that my cute neighbour is Spiderman and- Oh my god, you werenโt meant to hear that. Not that I donโt think youโre cute but- I mean you are cute, I just- I really need to shut up and Iโm so sorry for breaking and entering and nearly hitting you with a frying pan-โ
At this Peter raised an eyebrow, his lips gently forming a smirk, โI think youโre pretty cute too.โ He tucked a strand of hair behind your ear, โYou know for attempting to hit me with a frying pan and staring at my abs.โ You shoved Peter off the bed.
I dont think i ever really explained why I like the idea of Jiraiya living a more troubled/neglected childhood. Honestly I just like the juxtaposition of the rich girl from the most influential family, the tragic orphan full of resentment, and the white trash hick from the slums.
Have I hooked you? Long sorta in this essay I will type of explanation of my reasoning post. Trimmed so you donโt have to suffer through scrolling a big long post unless you volunteer to it. And I welcome reblogs with your own thoughts added to it or comments. I like having these kinds of discussions.
It makes for a fun dynamic and puts together three very different social classes that make up the Sannin and the most common 3 classes of society. Tsunade has everything from money, social status and livin in the rich how dare the neighbours put up an extra twinkle light weโre contacting the police neighbourhood. Orochimaru lost his family but lives fairly okay being a ward of the Hokage/state plus as a genius kid with potential to end the war with his big fucken brain and lack of empathy he would most likely be treated more special. Jiraiya hiding his money in the floorboards of his room cuz he knows his parents will steal it to buy into their addictions and heโs well aware no one really expects him to be nothing more than a failure.
Plus we donโt have any characters who have a troubled relationship with their parents in this way. Yeah we got dead parents and asshole cold distant rich clan expectations parent tropes. But not too much on poor and abusive. Which is weird cuz its pretty common to be low income with some garbage parents. (Not to say thatโs the case all the time of course) Nor do we see much for alcoholism or similar addictions just ruining a family. The most he ever speaks about his parents in canon is that they were civilians. Kinda cold imo. Like I get that most likely kishi figured no one cares that much from where Jiraiya came from but that throw away line had me thinking and this headcanon came out.
So itโs pretty poetic that Jiraiya grew up full Glass Castle from a nothing neglectful civilian family and made something of himself with his own determination rather than being crutched with clan powers or high blood relations. Heโs a nobody who proved people wrong and grew beyond his upbringing. His life we see on screen has always been pretty born under an unlucky star/he had to claw his way for anything heโs wanted and nothing was ever given to him. So it makes sense to me anyways that his early life was just as claw his way out from falling off the face of the earth. He could have just picked the easy way and not rise above being some drunk gutter rat that is just a direct product of his upbringing. But he focused on trying to get out rather than keep the cycle going. He picked the academy and proved he was not just above the curve but the grit he already had from surviving his broken home made for a determined courageous motherfucker. With that he became rich and renowned. All on his own.
I think that gives him more interesting motivation than the canon basically being โon my quest for pussy brb๐โโ๏ธโ Like damn can we please uncreepy him kishi i stg. And I like to ignore his railroaded prophecy ass I must find my destiny stuff. That ruins his accomplishments. Honestly as a fairly empathetic person who grew up poor and hungry why wouldnโt he take pity on three war orphans and try to do good by them where he was never given that comfort? Itโs far more compelling and interesting story than some crazy old toad told me to do it and I took those words so fucking literally it led the rest of my life.
I like to imagine heโs simply more wayward and never felt satisfied staying put(especially with all the horrible memories Konoha gives him). It also makes more sense for him to have this kind of chip on his shoulder over being some average guy who had an average upbringing. He can handle himself not just in battles but in dealing with the more uncomfortable situations like traveling through poor areas with the know how.
Like he knows how to speak crackhead and the slum folk clock him as one of their own. I wouldnโt call it street cred or anything. He just has the street smarts beyond that of an average person and it shows. Plus in some verses I like to think he travels hoping to find love as well. Canโt find oneโs soulmate staying put in a village can they? ;)
Not every character has to be tragic I know. And this is just what I think. You donโt have to agree with me or accept my interpretations. He could have easily just brushed off the subject cuz he keeps people at an arms length. Which he does for the most part.
But I feel like with the Sannin era we were left with such well cooked and seasoned snippets that it became kinda frustrating that the rest was kinda undercooked or plain still in the damn deep freeze. So we get brain zoomies and try to fill in the big ass gaps. I want to know how three of the most interesting and important ninja of the shinobi world grew up. Itโs fun to imagine and make these types of interpretations. Even if it is answered one day in a mini series or a book, Iโll still probably prefer what I and my moots cooked up. Cuz honestly we put more care and deep thought into these characters than kishi does at this point ๐ญ
100, wesper because 'i adore you' is the most romantic shit ever and so is wesper
Thanks for the prompt ashes! ๐
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It was 2:30am, when Jesper got the message.
Wyvil
You up?
Unbidden, a small smile tugged on the edges of his lips. Trust Wylan to be unable to sleep at the same time as him.
Jessie
yeah :(
Wyvil
Come into the kitchen if you want, I made some popcorn
Jesper decided not to question why his roommate was making popcorn at nearly three in the morning, but he wasnโt going to complain. Wylan had almost as bad of a sleep schedule as he did, although that was more because Wylan was a chronic over stresser meanwhile Jesperโs brain just wouldnโt shut up. Still, if he got popcorn out of it, he wasnโt going to be the one to question their dynamic.
Jessie
๐โโ๏ธ
He didnโt bother to throw on a shirt, the clammy summer heat was just about enough to make even the pyjama pants he was wearing too much, but he wasnโt about to go traumatise his roommate.
Especially not the roommate he was hopelessly head over heels for.
Wylan hadnโt turned on any of the lights, but the curtains were open and the busy street lamps outside provided just enough for him to be able to easily make his way around the room. Wylan himself was sat on the scratched counter, cradling a saucepan full of buttery popcorn between his hands.
Jesper grinned, sidling up to him and leaning against the counter beside him, immediately snatching a handful of popcorn. โNo bowl?โ he asked before throwing his head back and showing the whole lot into his mouth. Wylan wrinkled his nose at Jesperโs antics, but he didnโt comment on it. Instead, he just shrugged and leaned back against the tiled wall, closing his tired eyes.
Swallowing his mouthful of popcorn, Jesper nudged Wylan gently with a bare shoulder, โany particular reason why youโre still awake?โ He asked carefully. They didnโt normally talk about it, on these long nights spent snacking in the kitchen in the early hours of the morning. It was justโฆ fact. As much of a fact as the sun rising in the morning. Sometimes, Wylan and Jesper couldnโt sleep, but that was just them, really. This time, however, Jesper was asking more for his own sake, then Wylanโs. His head was running at a hundred miles an hour, his body thrumming with an unnecessary amount of energy, and sitting in silence just wasnโt an option this morning.
He felt a little selfish for asking, but it wasnโt like he would force Wylan to answer.
A small smile quirked the corner of Wylanโs lips, and he popped another piece of popcorn into his mouth, โoh you know,โ he said vaguely, glancing over at him, โsame shit, different night. You?โ
Jesper snorted, โfelt that.โ He sighed, shoving his hand into the saucepan and scooping up another big handful, โmy brain is justโฆโ He gestured vaguely with his empty hand, โa bit all over the place.โ
Wylan made an understanding noise, and then lapsed into silence again. The easy orange light from the streets below them caught in the curls of his hair, making them look like they were dipped in molten gold. The stark shadows from the darkened room highlighted his high cheekbones and sharp jawline. He looked effortlessly breathtaking, even in a faded spiderman shirt and plaid shorts, sitting tiredly on an old countertop.
Jesper wasnโt in love, exactly. Heโd never even been in love before, not past the platonic meaning of the word. But he didnโt think he was too far away from the idea.
He let the silence linger for as long as he could bear it, painfully aware that Wylan often didnโt like to talk on these kind of mornings. โSo,โ he said gently, leaving Wylan to finish the rest of the popcorn. His fingers were sticky, and he contemplated lucking them but settled for wiping them on his pants. He was planning on washing them in the morning anyway. Well- later in the morning.
Wylan looked up at him, raising an eyebrow. The space under his eyes was dark and slightly sunken, but Jesper knew his own werenโt much better, so he didnโt judge. โHowโs life?โ he asked, tapping his fingers on the counter. He wasnโt entirely sure what melody he was reciting, but it was one that had been stuck in his head all day and inexplicably reminded him of Wylan.
Wylan snorted, โnot much different from the last time you asked me,โ he said with amusement, โwhich was three hours ago by the way.โ
โAh you never know,โ Jesper said easily, testing the waters a little and pressing his shoulder against Wylanโs, โyou could have experienced a really good fanfiction that has altered your brain chemistry forever since them.โ
A small laugh escaped from Wylan, and Jesper smiled at the knowledge that he had caused it, โthere is something very โbrain chemistry alteringโ about listening to my text to speech reading smut in a bored robotic voice,โ he said with a tiny laugh, leaving the empty bowl on his other side.
Jesper grinned, tipping his head to the side to look over at him, โyou speak like a man with experience,โ he noted, smile widening when Wylanโs ruby red flush answered for him. โNext time,โ he said in a low voice, and Wylan groaned, โIโll just record myself reading it out loud.โ
โI do not need you reading smut to me!โ Wylan said, voice unnaturally high and face so red that Jesper could barely see his freckles anymore. โSee you say that, but I just know that youโd love to hear me say coโโ
โโstop it!โ Wylan practically shrieked, slapping a hand over Jesperโs mouth, and he just couldnโt help but laugh uncontrollably. Wylan joined him, dropping his hand and practically wheezing, burying his face into Jesperโs shoulder. โWeโre going to wake the neighbours up,โ Wylan giggled, and Jesper scoffed, โthereโs far worse noises we could be making at this hour sunshine,โ he commented.
Their little night time rendezvousโ didnโt normally go this way. There was normally much more eating and shrugging and sitting in companionable silence. Always Jesper would eventually crack and put some headphones on to cut the unbearable silence and sometimes Wylan would steal one of the ear buds and listen with him, fingers tapping out the melody on his own thigh.
And Jesper loved those moments, he treasured them even. But he loved this too, as rare as it was. Overcome with silly giggles like they were twelve years old on their first ever sleepover.
When their laughs inevitably died away, Jesper resumed tapping that tune again, and Wylan kept his head resting on Jesperโs shoulder. โGold Rush?โ Wylan commented, voice muffled and slightly slurred with sleepiness, โthe Taylor Swift one.โ
โReminds me of you,โ Jesper said immediately, before his tired brain could tell him that was a bad idea. Wylan turned his head, but Jesper could feel him smiling and his own heart doubled itโs speed, pounding so hard he wondered briefly if it would jump right out of his damn chest.
Silence descended over them again, interrupted only by the steady drumming of his fingers against the scratched up counter. Jesper normally couldnโt sit in silences, but he found that he didnโt mind all too much this time. And besides, it wasnโt total silence. There was the soft sound of Wylanโs even breaths, the muffled sounds from the street below, the steady drum from the fridge to his left, his own fingers orchestrating his own concert. He closed his eyes, inhaled, exhaled, and felt a sense of peace wash over him.
The tiredness crept up on him once more, but this time Jesper could feel his mind slowing appropriately, his thoughts turning sluggish and lazy. He turned his head gently to the side, โhey Wy,โ he whispered into the easy quiet, โI think Iโm going to try head to bed again.โ
No answer.
Craning his neck, Jesper peered down at Wylanโs face and then smiled. A small smile, a soft one, reserved just for moments like this.
Wylan was asleep on his shoulder.
He looked so peaceful, with his features relaxed, eyelashes gently curved over his soft cheeks. It struck Jesper suddenly, that heโd never seen Wylan asleep before, and he felt an extra sort of fondness at the idea that Wylan, ever the insomniac, felt easy enough in his presence to fall asleep right in front of him. On top of him even.
Closing his eyes, Jesper pressed a soft, careful kiss to Wylanโs unruly curls, still coated in gold from the hazy lights outside. He savoured the moment briefly, felt something in his chest settle, and then pulled away, glancing blearily at the digital clock sat on top of the microwave.
3:30 AM it said in blinking, green numbers.
Jesper settled back against the counter, shifting his weight on his feet and tipping his head back to knock against the cupboards behind him. In a minute heโd wake Wylan and urge him back to bed before he got a sore neck from sleeping in that angle. In a minute heโd slip back to his own bed, and hope that the calmness he felt now would remain for the rest of the night.
But that was in a minute.
For now, Jesper was going to stay right here, and savour in the unlikely content he felt in the face of such quiet. Him and Wylan were so busy these days, what with college and work and Wylanโs music recitals and Jesperโs daily runs around the park. They rarely ever got to say more then just a passing word to each other, and even though they lived in the same shitty apartment, Jesper missed him.
He wanted to savour in these small, stolen moments for as long as he was allowed to have them.
Jesper carefully wrapped an arm around Wylanโs shoulders, thumb absently rubbing small circles on Wylanโs arm. He looked down at him, at the fury red curls tickling his neck, and felt the fondness in his heart triple in size.
Yeah, he didnโt love him, not yet at least. But he really didnโt think he was all that far off.
โI adore you,โ he murmured into the easy stillness, resting his cheek on top of Wylanโs head. For a moment, he hoped that Wylan didnโt hear him, but then his own eyes were drifting shut, and he found it hard to think about much of anything at all.
He'd move them both soon, goodness knows they both needed some honest to god rest.
...I did not actually think that I would hit 500 followers within a month of hitting 400 so I forgot to prepare the milestone special
But I figured I have to give you something, right? Something I could make easily and quickly, but not something lazy like a terribly made mashup song or a few halfhearted memes, it had to be something you could come back to time and time again, and something of realistic value.
So I made copypastas for some iconic 90s songs.
Expand the post to see them all. Sorry in advance. And yes, you may make requests for more.
[Creep]
When ๐ you ๐ were โ here ๐ before ๐บ Couldn't ๐ โโ๏ธ look ๐ you ๐๐ผ in ๐๐ฆ the eye ๐ You're ๐ผ just ๐ค๐ค like ๐ฉธ an angel ๐ Your ๐ skin โ๏ธ makes ๐ me ๐ฅต๐ฅต๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก๐ก cry ๐ค๐ข๐ญ You ๐ณ float ๐ฃโโ๏ธ๐ฉโโ๏ธ๐๐ปโโ๏ธ like ๐ a feather In ๐ a beautiful ๐ด๐ท๐ธ world ๐คท๐ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐ฃ๐ค was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ You're ๐ป so fuckin' ๐๐ special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐๐ฎ๐ I'm ๐ฆ๐๐ป๐ช a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐ฅ a weirdo ๐คช What โ the hell ๐ฆ am ๐ I ๐๐ doin' ๐ค here? ๐๐ I ๐ don't ๐ฐ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ I ๐ง ๐ don't โ care ๐๐ฉ if it hurts ๐ค I ๐ wanna ๐ฑ have ๐ถ control ๐ค๐ฎ I ๐ป want ๐คฌ a perfect ๐ฏ body ๐ I ๐โโ๏ธ want ๐ a perfect ๐๐๐ฅฐ soul ๐ป I ๐ want ๐คฒ๐คฒ you ๐๐ค to notice ๐ When ๐ I'm ๐โโ๏ธ not ๐ฏ around โ๐๏ธโก๏ธ๐ค So fuckin' ๐๐ป๐ฏ special ๐๐๐ I ๐ wish ๐๐๐ I ๐ was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐ I'm ๐ a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐ a weirdo ๐คช What ๐ค๐ก the hell ๐๐ญ๐ am ๐ I ๐๐๐ doin' ๐ค here? ๐ I ๐ญ๐ฟ don't ๐ซ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐๐๐โจโจ She's ๐ฉ๐พ running ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐ out ๐พ the door ๐ช (run) ๐โโ๏ธ She's ๐๐๐๐๐ running ๐โโ out ๐๐ช She ๐ฉ๐พ๐ฉ๐ฟ run, ๐ run, ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ run, ๐๐ run ๐ Run ๐๐ Whatever ๐ด makes ๐ you ๐ happy ๐ Whatever ๐ฏ you ๐ want ๐ You're ๐ญ so fuckin' ๐ฉ special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐๐ was special ๐๏ธ๐๐๏ธ But ๐ I'm โ๏ธ a creep ๐๐คซ I'm ๐๐ป a weirdo ๐คช What ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ the hell ๐ฅ๐ฅต am ๐ I ๐ doin' ๐ค here? ๐ฅต I ๐ don't ๐ซ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ฆ๐ช I ๐๐ณ don't ๐ โโ๏ธ belong ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ฆ๐ฝ here ๐ช๐ฅ
[Common People]
She ๐ฉ came ๐ ๐๐ฆ from ๐ค Greece ๐ฌ๐ฑ she ๐ฉ had โ a thirst ๐ฆ for ๐ฆ knowledge ๐ She ๐ฅฐ studied sculpture at Saint ๐ Martin's College That's ๐ฆ where ๐ I ๐ Caught ๐๐พโโ๏ธ๐จ๐ฎโโ๏ธ๐ฎโโ๏ธ her ๐ฉ eye ๐ป She ๐ฉ told ๐ me โ๏ธ that ๐ her ๐ฉ dad ๐ช๐ผ was loaded I ๐ said, ๐ in ๐ that ๐ case ๐๐ฏ I'll ๐ ๐ have ๐ฒ rum and Coca-Cola She ๐ said ๐ฌ fine ๐ And then ๐๐ฑ in โฎ๏ธ thirty ๐ง seconds ๐ซ time ๐โจ๐ she ๐ฉ said ๐ฌ๐ I ๐๐๐๐๐๐ wanna ๐ค live ๐ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ฉ๐ซ I ๐ wanna ๐ฏโโ๏ธ do โณ whatever ๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ do ๐ฆค Wanna ๐ค sleep ๐ด with common ๐ people ๐จ I ๐ wanna ๐๐ sleep ๐ช with common ๐ฉ people ๐จโ๐จโ๐งโ๐ฆ Like ๐ you ๐ Oh ๐ฆ what ๐ else ๐ฟ๐ฉ could ๐ค๐ค I ๐ป do ๐๐ซ๐ I ๐ said ๐ฃ๏ธ๐ฃ๏ธ I'll, ๐ท I'll ๐ ๐ฟ๐ก see ๐ what โ I ๐ can ๐ฆ do โผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธโผ๏ธ I ๐ฉ took โ her ๐ to a supermarket I ๐ don't โ know ๐ค why ๐ค But ๐ I ๐๐๐๐๐๐๐๐ had ๐ to start ๐ข it somewhere ๐ So it started ๐ there ๐ I โน๏ธโน๏ธ said ๐ฌ pretend ๐ you've ๐ฆ got ๐ no ๐ฃ๐ฃ๐ฃ money ๐ She ๐โโ๏ธ just ๐ก laughed ๐ and said ๐ฌ Oh ๐ฏ you're ๐ฅต so funny ๐ I ๐ said; ๐ฃ๏ธ yeah โ I ๐ can't ๐ฆ๐ฆ see ๐ anyone ๐ else ๐ค smiling โจ๐ซ๐งโโ๏ธ in ๐ง๐ป here ๐ Are you ๐คก sure? ๐ You ๐ wanna ๐ฏโโ๏ธ live ๐ like ๐โโ๏ธ common ๐ฉ people ๐ช You ๐๐ wanna ๐ท see ๐ฅ whatever ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ซ see ๐ Wanna ๐บ sleep ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐ฉ๐ซ You ๐ฆ๐ wanna ๐ฅ sleep ๐ช with common ๐ฉ people ๐ Like ๐ me ๐ฆ But ๐ she ๐ฉ didn't ๐ ๐ปโโ๏ธ understand ๐๐ ๐ She ๐โโ๏ธ just ๐ smiled and held ๐จโ๐ผ my ๐๐ hand ๐คฒ Rent a flat ๐ ๐๐๐ชโ๏ธ above ๐๐๐ a shop Cut ๐ฃ your ๐ hair ๐ and get ๐ฅ a job ๐ผ Smoke ๐จ some ๐บ๐ฏ fags and play ๐ฒ some ๐ฅ๐ฅ pool ๐ฑ Pretend ๐ you โผ๏ธโผ๏ธ never ๐ซ went ๐จ to school ๐ But ๐ still โฐ๐ you'll ๐ค never ๐ get ๐ it right ๐ฐ๐ฐ 'Cause ๐ซ when ๐๐ you're โ laid ๐ in ๐ ฐ๏ธ bed ๐ at night ๐๐ Watching ๐ roaches climb ๐ผ the wall ๐๐ฅณ๐ค If you ๐ called ๐ฑ๐ฝ๐ your ๐ dad ๐ฑ he ๐จ could ๐ stop โ it all, ๐ฏ yeah ๐
You'll ๐ธ never ๐ซ live ๐ฃ๐ฆ like ๐๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ฅ You'll ๐๐ง never ๐ซ do ๐ whatever ๐ฏ common ๐๐ people ๐จ๐ฒ do ๐ You'll ๐ never โ fail ๐คง๐คง like ๐ common ๐ people ๐ฃ๐ฅ You'll ๐ never โโโโโ watch ๐ your ๐ life ๐ slide ๐๐ข out โ๏ธ of view โฒ And you ๐ dance ๐ฒ and drink ๐ถ and screw Because โก๏ธ there's ๐น nothing ๐๐คโ else ๐ to do ๐ Sing ๐ค๐๏ธ along ๐ถ with the common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ๐ฌ๐ญ Sing ๐ถ๐ along ๐๐ and it might ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ just ๐๐ get ๐ you ๐ through ๐งโโ๏ธ Laugh ๐ along ๐๐ with the common ๐ people ๐ฉโ๐พ Laugh ๐ along ๐๐ even ๐ though ๐ซ๐ง๐ป๐ they're ๐ฅ really ๐ ๐ป laughing ๐ at you ๐๐๐ And the stupid ๐คค things ๐๐ that ๐๐ค you ๐ค๐ค do ๐ถโโ๏ธ Because ๐ you ๐๐ฆ think ๐ค that ๐ poor ๐ธ is cool ๐ Like ๐ a dog ๐ฉ lying ๐คฅ in ๐๐ก a corner ๐ฝ They ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ will ๐๐ฐ bite ๐ you ๐ and never โ๐ warn you ๐ Look ๐ out, ๐ they'll ๐ฏโโ๏ธ tear ๐ your ๐ฉ insides ๐ out ๐ 'Cause ๐๐ค everybody ๐ด๐ต๐จ hates ๐ก a tourist Especially one 1๏ธโฃ who ๐ท thinks ๐ช it's all โก๏ธ๐ฅ2๏ธโฃ such ๐๐ a laugh ๐ Yeah ๐ข๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ง๐๐ป๐ and the chip ๐ stains and grease Will ๐ผ come ๐ฝ out ๐ต๐ต in โ๐ป the bath ๐ You ๐ will ๐ฐ๐ผ never โ๏ธ understand โ๏ธ How ๐ค it feels ๐ค to live ๐ฆ๐ป๐ฐ๐พ๐๐ป your ๐ life ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐๐๐ With no โ meaning ๐ or control ๐บ And with nowhere โ left ๐ to go ๐ฆ You ๐๐ค are amazed ๐ณ that ๐ค they ๐ฅ๐จ exist And they ๐ฝ burn ๐ฅ so bright ๐ Whilst ๐ฉ you ๐ can ๐ only ๐ค wonder ๐ญ why ๐ค Rent a flat ๐ ๐๐๐ชโ๏ธ above ๐ a shop Cut โ๐ฑ your ๐ฉโ๐ผ hair ๐ and get ๐ a job ๐ ๐๐คช Smoke ๐ซ some ๐ fags and play ๐ฝ some ๐ฝ pool ๐ Pretend ๐ you ๐ never โ went ๐ฃ to school ๐ฏ๐ตโ๐ฏ๐ผโ But ๐ still ๐ ๐ you'll ๐ never โ get ๐ it right ๐ 'Cause ๐ when ๐ you're ๐ laid ๐ in ๐๐ bed ๐ด๐ at night ๐ Watching ๐๏ธ roaches climb ๐ผ the wall ๐๐ฅณ๐ค If you ๐๐ค called ๐ฒ your ๐ dad ๐จ he ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ๐โโ๏ธ could ๐ stop โ it all ๐พ Yeah ๐ฉ Never ๐ซ live ๐ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐ถ Never ๐ do ๐ฃ what ๐๐ฆ๐ common ๐ฉ people ๐ซ๐จ do ๐๐บ Never ๐ซ fail ๐ซ like ๐ common ๐๐ people ๐จ You'll ๐ญ never ๐ซ watch ๐ your ๐ฝ life ๐๐งฌ slide ๐ out ๐ of view โฒ And then ๐ dance ๐ฒ and drink ๐ถ and screw Because ๐๐ฝ there's ๐น nothing ๐๐ผ else ๐ โโ๏ธ to do ๐คจ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐ฅ like ๐ you ๐ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ฉ๐จ like ๐ you ๐ฆ Wanna ๐ live ๐ฃ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ฉโ๐พ like ๐ป๐ซ you ๐ Wanna ๐ค๐ป live ๐ฆ with common ๐๐ people ๐ซ like ๐ you ๐ฆ Wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐๐ people ๐คฅ๐คซ like ๐ท you ๐ Wanna ๐๐ live ๐ฆ๐ป๐ฐ๐พ๐๐ป with common ๐ฉ people ๐จ like ๐ง๐ you ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ live ๐ with common ๐ฉ people ๐ช like ๐ you ๐ Oh, ๐ฏ la, ๐ง la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la ๐ถ Oh, ๐ณ la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la ๐ Oh, ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la, ๐ฐ la, ๐ฐ la ๐ถ Oh, ๐ค la, ๐ฐ๐ฐ la, ๐ถ la, ๐ง la ๐ผ Oh ๐ฆ you ๐
[Even Flow]
Freezin' ๐ฅถ๐ฅถ Rests his ๐ฆ head ๐๐ฃ๏ธ on ๐ a pillow made ๐ of concrete again ๐ฅณ Oh, ๐ฆ๐ feelin' Maybe ๐ค he'll ๐๐ see ๐๐ a little ๐ค betters, any ๐ฆ days ๐๏ธ Oh, ๐ฐ hand ๐ค out ๐ Faces ๐๐ that ๐ป he ๐จ๐ป sees ๐๐ฒ time โณ again โ๐ฌ ain't โ that ๐ familiar Oh, ๐ dark ๐ grin ๐ He ๐ท can't ๐ฝ help, ๐ข๐ฌ when ๐ he's ๐จ happy, ๐ he ๐ท looks ๐ insane ๐๐คช Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ฌ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ฆ he ๐จ don't ๐ซ๐ know, ๐ญ so he ๐ณ chases them โก๏ธ๐ away ๐ Oh, ๐ค๐ค๐ค someday yet โโ he'll ๐คด begin ๐ฆ his ๐ค๐ life ๐ฆง๐ฆง๐ฆ๐ด again ๐ฅณ Life ๐ again, ๐ฅณ life ๐ again โ Kneelin' Lookin' ๐๐ through ๐ธ the paper ๐ค though ๐ฅ๐ญ he ๐โโ๏ธ doesn't ๐ know ๐ค to read ๐ Oh, ๐๐ฏ prayin' Now ๐ to something ๐คโ that ๐ท๐ฏ has ๐ never ๐ showed him ๐ฆ๐ฑ anything ๐ซ Oh, ๐ค๐ค๐ค feelin' Understands the weather ๐ก of the winter's on โฌ๏ธ its way ๐ Oh, ๐๐ ceilings Few ๐๐ข and far ๐ between ๐ all ๐ฏ the legal ๐ฐ๐ halls of shame ๐ณ Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ณ he ๐ฅ don't ๐ซ know, ๐ so he ๐ฅ๐ chases them ๐ผ away ๐ Oh, ๐ someday yet โจ he'll ๐คด begin ๐ his ๐ life ๐ again ๐ฌ Whispering hands โ๐๐ค gently ๐ lead ๐ him ๐ด away ๐ Him ๐ด away, ๐ him ๐ด away ๐ Yeah, ๐ ooh, ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธ๐คโฌ๏ธ ah ๐ฅถ yeah, ๐ fuck โฌ๏ธ๐๐ฆ๐ it up ๐ Even ๐ flow, thoughts ๐ญ๐ค arrive ๐ฌ like ๐ butterflies ๐ Oh, ๐ง๐ he ๐ท don't ๐ โโ๏ธ๐ซ know, ๐ซ๐ฑ so he ๐จ chases them ๐ฑ away ๐๐จ Ah, ๐ฑ someday yet ๐๐ he'll ๐ฆ begin ๐ข his ๐ฆ๐โ๏ธ life ๐คค๐ again ๐ค๐ค๐โผ๏ธโ๏ธ Whispering hands ๐ gently ๐ lead ๐๐๐ฆ him ๐จ away ๐ Him ๐ด away, ๐ฅฐ him ๐ด away ๐๐ Yeah, โ ooh ๐ฆ
[Closer]
You ๐ let ๐ซ me ๐ violate ๐ฏ you ๐๐ฝ You ๐๐ let ๐ซ me ๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ desecrate โ you ๐ You ๐ let ๐ me ๐ฐ๐ฏ penetrate you ๐ You ๐ป๐ป๐ฅต๐ฅต let ๐ me ๐ complicate you ๐ I ๐ฅ broke ๐ apart ๐๐๐ my ๐ช๐จ insides ๐ (Help ๐ me) ๐โโ๏ธ I've ๐ฏ got ๐ no โ soul ๐ฑ to sell ๐ธ (Help ๐๐๐๐ me) ๐ฅบ the only ๐คฃ thing ๐ that ๐๐๐๐ works ๐๐ป for ๐ป me ๐๐คฐ๐ Help ๐ฆ me ๐ฉ๐ป get 5๏ธโฃ away ๐ from ๐ myself ๐ I ๐ฐ wanna ๐ก fuck ๐๐ฆ you ๐ผ๐จ like ๐ an animal ๐ฏ I ๐ฃ๐ค wanna ๐บ feel ๐ you ๐ from ๐ the inside ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ fuck ๐๐ you ๐ค like ๐ฆ an animal ๐ My ๐ whole ๐ฆ existence ๐๐ is flawed You ๐ get 5๏ธโฃ me ๐ค closer ๐คกโก๏ธ to God ๐ You ๐ can ๐ซ have ๐ถ my ๐ฟ isolation You ๐ can ๐ have ๐ ฐ๏ธ the hate ๐ก that โ๏ธ it brings ๐ถ You ๐๐ can ๐ซ๐ฆ have ๐ถ my ๐ absence of faith ๐ซโช You ๐๐จ can ๐๐๐โโ๏ธ have ๐ถ my ๐ everything ๐ฏ you ๐ป๐ tear ๐คฃ down ๐ค my ๐ reason ๐ค (Help ๐ฆ me) ๐ด๐ป it's your ๐ sex ๐ I ๐ can ๐ซ๐ฆ smell ๐ (Help ๐ฆ me) ๐ค you ๐๐ค make ๐ง me ๐ฆถ perfect ๐๐๐ฅฐ Help ๐ฆ me ๐ฉ๐ป become ๐ somebody ๐ค else ๐ I ๐ค๐ฝ wanna ๐ fuck ๐ you ๐ฑ๐คฏ๐ณ like ๐ an animal ๐ I ๐ wanna ๐ feel ๐ you ๐ from ๐งโโ๏ธ the inside ๐ง I ๐๐๐ wanna ๐ฑ fuck ๐ you ๐ like ๐ an animal ๐ My ๐ whole ๐ฆ existence ๐ is flawed You ๐๐ get ๐ me ๐ฉ๐ป closer ๐คกโก๏ธ to God ๐๐ค Through ๐โฌ every ๐น forest ๐ฒ Above ๐๐๐ the trees ๐ฒ Within ๐ฑ my ๐ต stomach ๐๐คฃ Scraped off ๐ my ๐ knees ๐งโโ๏ธ๐ค I ๐ฅ drink ๐ง๐ป๐ง๐ธ the honey ๐ Inside ๐ your ๐๐ hive You ๐ค are the reason ๐ง I ๐ stay ๐๐งโโ๏ธ alive ๐ฅด
[Supersonic]
I ๐ need ๐ to be ๐ก๐ myself ๐๐ I ๐ can't โ be ๐ no โ one โ๏ธ else ๐ I'm ๐คฉ feeling ๐ supersonic Give ๐ me ๐ป gin and tonic You ๐๐ค can ๐ฅ have ๐ it all, ๐ฏ but ๐ค How ๐โ much ๐ฅ do ๐ you โจ๐ง๐ป๐ want ๐ it? You ๐ค make โ me ๐จ๐พ laugh ๐๐ Give ๐ me ๐คฉ your ๐ autograph Can โ๐ซ I ๐ฉ ride ๐ฒ with you ๐ In ๐๐ฅซ your ๐ BMW? You ๐๐ผ can ๐ฆ๐ซ sail โต with me ๐ฉ๐ป In ๐ my ๐ yellow ๐ธ submarine You ๐ need ๐ฌ to find ๐๐ค out ๐ 'Cause ๐๐ค no ๐ one's ๐ฉฑ gonna ๐โก๏ธโก๏ธ๐คโฌ๏ธ tell ๐ฃ๏ธ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ you ๐๐โจ what ๐คท๐ I'm ๏ฟฝ๏ฟฝ on ๐ about โจ You ๐ถ need ๐ to find ๐๐ a way ๐คโ For ๐ ๐ what ๐ฆ you ๐ฆ wanna ๐ค say ๐ But ๐๐ before ๐ tomorrow ๐ 'Cause ๐ my ๐ง friend ๐ said ๐ฌ he'd take ๐คฒ๐ป you ๐ home ๐ He ๐โโ๏ธ sits in ๐ฅ a corner ๐ฝ all ๐๐ โโ๏ธ alone ๐ฅ He ๐ท lives ๐ค๐๐ under ๐ a waterfall Nobody ๐ can ๐ณ see ๐ him ๐ด Nobody ๐ can ๐ง ever ๐ hear ๐ him ๐ง call ๐ฅฃ Nobody ๐ฏ can ๐ฅซ ever ๐ค hear ๐ him ๐๐๐ call ๐ค You ๐ need ๐ to be 2๏ธโฃ0๏ธโฃ2๏ธโฃ1๏ธโฃ yourself ๐๐ You ๐ can't ๐ซ be ๐ณ no ๐พ one ๐ฆด else ๐ฟ๐ฉ I โ๏ธ know ๐ โโ๏ธ๐ค๐คท a girl ๐จโ๐ฉโ๐งโ๐ง called ๐ณ Elsa She's ๐๐๐๐๐ into ๐ Alka-Seltzer She ๐ง sniffs it through ๐งโโ๏ธ a cane ๐ญ On ๐ a supersonic train ๐๐จ๐ฆต๐ง๐ฆต And she ๐ฉ makes ๐ me ๐ง laugh ๐ I ๐ข๐จ got ๐ท her ๐ฉ autograph She ๐ฅฐ done โผ๏ธ it with the doctor ๐จโโ On ๐ a helicopter ๐ She's ๐ฉ๐พ sniffing in ๐ a tissue Selling The Big ๐คค๐ฉ Issue ๐ญ And she ๐ฉ finds ๐ out ๐๐ช No ๐ ๐ซ one's ๐ gonna ๐ช๐ช tell ๐ her ๐๐๐ง what ๐๐คท๐ปโโ๏ธ I'm ๐๐ on ๐ง๐๐๐๐ about ๐งโโ๏ธ You ๐ need โ๐ to find ๐ a way ๐ค For ๐๐ what ๐ฆ you ๐ wanna ๐ฑ say ๐ซ But ๐ before ๐ด tomorrow ๐ 'Cause ๐ซ my ๐ธ friend ๐ฉ๐จ said ๐ฌ he'd take ๐๐ you ๐ home ๐ช๐ช๐ช He ๐ท sits in ๐บ a corner โผ๏ธ all ๐ฏ alone ๐ข He ๐ฅ lives ๐ under ๐ก a waterfall Nobody ๐ฏ can ๐ธ๐ซ see ๐ him ๐ด Nobody ๐ can ๐ฆ๐ฆ ever ๐ค hear ๐ him ๐จ call ๐ Nobody ๐ ๐ค can ๐ฆ ever ๐ hear ๐ him ๐คญ call ๐
[Heart-Shaped Box]
She ๐ค ๐ eyes ๐ me ๐ฅฐ like ๐ a Pisces ๐ when โฐ I ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฆพ am ๐ฉโ๐ง๐จโ๐งโ๐ง weak ๐ถ I've ๐ been ๐ผ locked ๐๐ inside ๐ธ๐ your โ ๏ธ heart-shaped box ๐ฆ for ๐คก weeks I've ๐ been ๐ฆ drawn into ๐ช your ๐ฆ magnet tar pit trap ๐ I ๐ wish ๐๐ I ๐ซ could ๐ฎ eat ๐๐ your ๐ cancer โ when ๐ you ๐๐ค turn ๐ black โซ Hey ๐ก Wait โโ I ๐๐ got ๐ a new ๐ก complaint Forever ๐ป in โฌ๏ธ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐๐ Wait โ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐ป๐ฏ๐บ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait ๐ณ๐ฝ I ๐คซ got ๐ท a new ๐ฎ๐ถ complaint Forever ๐ช๐ญ in ๐ debt to your ๐ป priceless advice ๐ Your โจ advice ๐ Meat-eating orchids forgive no ๐ one 1๏ธโฃ just ๐ yet ๐ Cut โ๐ฑ myself ๐ on ๐๐ฟ angel ๐ hair ๐ and baby's breath ๐๐ Broken ๐ hymen of Your ๐ Highness, I'm ๐คง left ๐๐ฐ black โซ Throw ๐ฅด down โคต๏ธ your ๐๐ฉ umbilical noose so I ๐ can ๐ climb ๐งโโ๏ธ right ๐ท back ๐ Hey ๐๐ป Wait ๐ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐๐ debt to your ๐๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait ๐ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ฅ๐ฅ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐ฎ debt to your ๐๐ผ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐โ๐พ Wait ๐๐ฏ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐ฑ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐ debt to your ๐ priceless advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐ She ๐คท๐ฐ eyes ๐คฉ me ๐ค like ๐ธ a Pisces โ when ๐ I ๐คข am โ weak ๐ถ I've ๐คฉ been โณ๏ธ๐๐ locked ๐๐ inside ๐ your ๐ heart-shaped box ๐ for โ weeks I've ๐๐งโโ๏ธโจ๐ง been ๐ด๐ฅ drawn into ๐ your ๐ magnet tar pit trap ๐ I ๐ wish ๐ I ๐ฅโ could ๐ค eat ๐ your ๐ cancer ๐ฆ when ๐ท you ๐ turn ๐ฆท black ๐ค Hey ๐ Wait ๐๐ฏ I ๐ got ๐ป๐ฉ a new โค๏ธ complaint Forever ๐ช๐ญ in ๐ debt to your ๐๐ฝ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐ Wait โโ I ๐ got ๐ a new ๐โโ๏ธ complaint Forever ๐๐ in ๐ debt to your ๐ก๐ priceless advice ๐ Hey ๐โ๐พ Wait โ I ๐ got ๐ฆ a new ๐ฎ๐ถ complaint Forever ๐๐๐ค in ๐๐ debt to your ๐ฅบ priceless advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐ Your ๐บ advice ๐ Your ๐ advice ๐
[Parklife]
Confidence ๐ง๐ป๐โจ is a preference for ๐คฆ the habitual voyeur Of what ๐ is known ๐ซ as (Parklife) And morning ๐ soup ๐พ๐ can ๐ฅซ be ๐ avoided If you ๐ take ๐ a route ๐๐ straight ๐ through ๐ช what ๐ฆ is known ๐ซ as (Parklife) John's got ๐ฉ brewer's droop He ๐ท gets ๐ intimidated by ๐ the dirty pigeons They ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ love ๐ a bit ๐ of him ๐ด (Parklife) Who's ๐ that โ๐ข gut ๐คค lord ๐ marching ๐ฒ You ๐ should ๐๐ถ cut ๐ฃ down โฌ on ๐ผ your ๐ pork ๐ life ๐ mate Get ๐ some ๐จ๐ญ exercise ๐โโ All ๐ the people ๐งโ๐คโ๐ง So many โ people ๐ฃ๐ฅ And they ๐ all ๐ฅบ go ๐ฆ hand-in-hand Hand-in-hand through ๐โฌ their ๐ฅ parklife Know ๐ญ what ๐งก๐ I ๐ mean? ๐๐ I ๐คข get ๐ up ๐ when ๐ I โจ want ๐ฅ Except ๐ฎ on ๐ณ Wednesdays When ๐๐ป I ๐๐ get 5๏ธโฃ rudely awakened by ๐ the dustmen (Parklife) I ๐ put ๐ my ๐ trousers ๐ on, ๐๐ have ๐ต๐ค a cup โ of tea โ And I ๐ think ๐ค๐ญ about ๐ค leaving the house ๐๐๏ธ (Parklife) I ๐๐ feed ๐ด the pigeons, I ๐ง sometimes ๐ feed ๐ the sparrows too ๐งโโ๏ธ It gives ๐ me ๐ a sense ๐ฐ of enormous well-being (Parklife) And then ๐ฅต I'm ๐ happy ๐ for ๐๐ the rest ๐ช of the day ๐ธ๐ Safe ๐บ in ๐ฎ the knowledge ๐ there ๐ฑ๐ณ will ๐ญ๐ต๐ท always ๐งข be โก๏ธ A bit โช๏ธ of my ๐ heart ๐ค devoted to it All ๐ฃ the people ๐จ So many ๐ฌ people ๐ฉ๐ซ And they ๐ฉโ๐ฉโ๐ฆโ๐ฆ all ๐ข๐ go ๐ฆ hand-in-hand Hand-in-hand through ๐งโโ๏ธ their โญ parklife Parklife (Parklife) Parklife (Parklife) It's got ๐ nothing ๐ซ to do ๐ with Vorsprung durch Technik, you ๐ know? ๐ญ๐ ๐ญ (Parklife) (Parklife) and it's not โ๏ธ about ๐ฆ you ๐ joggers Who ๐ go โค๏ธ round โญ and round ๐ and round ๐ (Parklife) (Parklife)
I hate myself
(oh yeah, edit: I obviously did not write all this myself, a bot did it instead because I'm not very efficient)