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eimids · 2 months

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I miss you, I'm sorry

Alexia Putellas x reader

This is just pretty much angst. It won't be long but I just need to write rn to get my feelings out.

Summary: Listen to the song ! But this is about Ale and reader's relationship and it's ending.

You said "forever" and I almost bought it.

"Baby you are my future" Alexia whispered to your ear as you were having a bad night. You were scared of losing Alexia and your every insecurity was brought up to your mind.

"Do you promise me that we will last forever?" You whispered back with tears in your eyes.

"Forever mi amor, forever" She whispered and kissed your lips so sweetly that you were so close to believing every single word she said.

You wanted to wallow in the false security. You wanted what you had with Ale to last forever. Of course there where bad times, times where she didn't give enough time for you because of football. She was always at practice but she promised to change, and for a while she did.

You had noticed the fact that she was pulling away, in some way distancing herself from you, you didn't have date nights as often, she wouldn't give you a goodnight kiss or even text if you weren't together. You wanted to believe that it was just the fact that she was busy with football but deep down you knew it was something else.

But how could you not believe her when she tells you she want's a future with you, she want's to buy a house and raise a family. When she tells you that you are her only girl and that she loves you more than anything.

Disagreements about your insecurities became an often times discussed topic. You knew that you were a lot to handle but so did she and still she always told you that it wasn't too much for her. That she could handle all the trauma and insecurities that you have.

"Do you love me anymore" You suddenly asked one night in bed. You were deep in your thoughts and just wanted reassurance.

"What the hell?" She asked in defense. It wasn't the answer you had hope for. All you wanted for her was to say that "I still love you, I promise". You had told Alexia time and time again that you needed reassurance and that you were a very insecure person but often questions like that only brought a fight up.

Nothing happened in the way i wanted

The date night you were looking forward to had finally came. You were exited that Alexia had finally planned a night for the just two of you. You could finally be held in her arms and be loved the way you deserve to be loved.

But when you arrived at the spot where you were supposed to meet, she wasn't there. You waited for 10 minutes, then 20 minutes and soon it was an hour. You were supposed to have a picnic at the place where your first date was. You were supposed to finally have a romantic night with your love but she didn't show up.

You didn't even bother texting her, you just went back to your apartment and cried yourself to sleep. You knew you would wake up to messages where Alexia was apologizing and probably making this sound like it wasn't that big of a deal and it was your fault somehow.

Everywhere I go leads me back to you.

Somehow Alexia was able to make you forgive her and you were soon back at her apartment. You had a sick feeling in your stomach but just wanted to ignore it.

Alexia was nervous when she came to open the door.

"I need to tell you something" Were the words that you were afraid off. "Could we maybe talk later today?"

"Can we just talk now?" You said, wanting to just get it over.

"Baby I'm so sorry but I have met someone" Were the words coming out of Ale's mouth. She continued talking but it was just all a blur to you. Those were the words you knew were coming but just didn't want to believe.

You blamed yourself for everything. You would take Alexia back in a heartbeat if she asked.

You should have been better

You should not have been so insecure

You should have been better

You should not have been too much for her to handle.

You should have been better

The text you ended up sending her later that night was simple.

I miss you, I'm sorry

#woso community #wlw post #woso fanfics #woso x reader #angst #im sad af #lowkay hate my life so i wrote this #don't expect a part two hahaha #alexia putellas marry me #alexia putellas x reader #alexia putellas

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kalsiferdraws · 11 months

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A lil sad part 2 of the red string thingy I did for soulmates. It hurt to draw it 😭

#art #digital art #artists on tumblr #my doodles #reddie fanart #reddie #im sad af #im crying

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ziggystrdust · 11 months

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Remus heard the phone ring, and quickly got out of his bed to pick it up. Only a few certain people knew his number, and only one of them could still be calling.

“Mary”

“Remus”

She sounded like she was crying. That scared Remus more than anything in the world.

“Remus, I- I can’t remember what she looks like”

She was definitely crying, and he immediately fell to the ground out of pure despair.

He knew what would happen shortly after. Deep in his soul, he knew. And there was nothing he could do to stop it.

“Mary, it’s fine. Look at the photos. You love the photos. Come on Mary, come on. Can’t you see her face?”

He knew anyone could hear how desperate he sounded. He felt himself crying. He was so damn tired.

“Remus, those are just photos, silly. I can’t see her face in my head anymore. It’s been so long. I can’t feel her warmth, I really wish I could, Rem. I used to feel it in my toes, under my fingernails, in my teeth, the gaps in between my ribs, in my eye sockets and in my heart. Her love was so strong it filled every gap. I don’t remember the feeling anymore, Remus. She’s gone”

She wasn’t crying hard anymore. No, she sounded like him now. Tired. Like she had given up.

“Mary, please don’t say that. They will never be gone. Mary please please please plea-“

“Goodbye Remus”

He heard the click of his only remaining friend hanging up the phone, and the buzz of his own phone in his ear. He was on his knees, crying, screaming maybe, he couldn’t tell.

He had lost everyone.

#marauders #marauders angst #remus angst #remus lupin #mary macdonald #sad marauders #im sorry #it huuuurts #im sad af #sirius black #wolfstar #lily evans #james potter

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stubz · 1 year

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spoilers for those who haven’t watched it yet also good luck

some things that broke me in the end of the episode

Suletta immediately calling Miorine a liar gave me the same vibes as when Miorine immediately suspected Prospera of manipulating Suletta. and it makes me sad to realize that Miorine is and is not lying. She wanted Suletta to lose but does care for her, maybe love but we don’t know for sure but I bet she does

Suletta wanting to have an immediate rematch is also heartbreaking cause I can see her 100% down to keep going until she wins or Aerial/she can’t move. Plus if that did happen Guel would become even more traumatized

Suletta basically trying to keep her uniform from changing and placing her hand over her sigil...where her heart is!! and then that desperate and heartbroken look...I can legit see her trying to grab Miorine before she leaves only to crumple into a little ball

And finally Miorine somehow managing to keep a straight face during all of this. i was impressed, disturbed, and sad seeing this. Impressed because that was sad as shit and I could never do that without breaking character. Disturbed because she was freakishly good at concealing her feelings. And sad because I knew that she knew that if she did break that mask then Suletta wouldn’t believe it and refuse to leave.

Also my brain couldn’t help but imagine the minute Miorine turns away or is out of sight she just breaks down. Cause she just completely destroyed her friend/crush’s heart and basically took her sister away from her...also notice how losing Aerial is like the last thing Suletta’s mind right now

#im sad af #this episode broke me #WHY IS IT SO SAD #rip suletta's heart #rip miorine's too #suletta mercury #miorine rembran #the witch from mercury #gundam #spoilers

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la-lil-alien · 2 years

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My childhood!

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notinsanebutimdefinitelynotwell · 1 year

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I watched Big Hero 6 for the first time the other day and I didn’t know it was going to be dark. I heard good things about it so I finally got around to watch it. The way they had Tadashi die and then Baymax sacrificing himself, I wasn’t expecting to cry

#big hero 6 #disney #disney movies #movie #baymax #sad thoughts #they didnt deserve that #i cried #im sad af #now im thinking about it

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teardoll · 21 days

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i feel that i could cry all day and still won't be enough

#girly shit #girlblogging #im sad af #can i just cry #i just want to sit and cryyy #girl tears #just girly thoughts #girly things #lana del rey #sadgirl #female hysteria #this is what makes us girls #my post ♡#im just a girl

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macallisters · 4 months

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ive got to have an ecg and some blood tests tomorrow like i don’t think my week can get any worse rn

#im SAD af #today has been horrendous

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hopelessly-hopeful-romantic · 1 year

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I wish I could confidently say that I feel okay on my own. I don't think I'll ever truly be happy with myself which really fucking sucks because I'm the only person that I'm going to have for the rest of my life

Credits to artist!

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on-the-borderlines · 3 months

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Let's starve

#i relapsed again #ana trigger #tw self destruction #im hungry #ana bllog #tw ana thoughts #an0rex1a #im sad af #pr0 an4 #ana is my friend

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innateapathy · 1 year

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Dreaming about a random person telling me that "I mean the world to them and how proud they are to call me a friend" just solidifies that only in my dreams am I actually valued.

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ablogforthehurt · 1 year

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Someone help me

Please

Someone

Please actually care for me.

Cuz I don’t know what to believe anymore

and I say I’m fine

but that’s really a lie

and im staring at the ceiling

deep in my own head

i cant stop

PLEASE SOMEONE GET ME OUT OF MY HEAD

please help me

PLEASE HELP ME

please stop the lies

please tell me you love me and mean it

PLEASE SOMEONE

help me

#sad #sad poetry #im sad af #hurtin #help me #trauma vent #trauma

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quotessharry · 2 years

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Are you normal or are you a Ricciardo fan pulling an all nighter because you can’t fucking sleep

#daniel ricciardo #f1 #danny ric #mclaren #formula 1 #im sad af #redbull #renault

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unchainedcub · 1 year

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#christmas #depression #suicide #tw depression #tw sucidal ideation #im fucking crying #im sad af #i hate the holidays #Youtube

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twisting-echo · 11 months

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I just got done binge-watching the rest of ROTTMNT season 2 and watching the ROTTMNT movie yesterday afternoon, and I now feel empty inside.

I ended up loving this show more than I can explain, and I now feel hopeless because the movie made me ask more questions and want to know more things, and I'm scared that a season 3 will never come to be.

I need a hug. 🥺

#tmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #save rottmnt #rottmnt #please make rottmnt season 3!#rise of the tmnt #rottmnt leo #rottmnt mickey #rottmnt donnie #rottmnt raph #rottmnt april #rottmnt season 3 #rottmnt splinter #rottmnt casey jones #rottmnt casey junior #rottmnt movie #I'm empty inside #im sad af

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la-lil-alien · 2 years

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