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astraystayyh · 1 year

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Young and beautiful

hyunjin x reader. mutual obsession. lots of fluff. they are in love your honor (but still haven't told each other).

feedback is highly appreciated <3

You never really understood the difference between loving someone and being in love with them.

That is until you met Hyunjin.

You didn't love him the way you loved sunsets or the smell of earth after the rain.

You were in love with him. You were so submerged in Hyunjin's love that it was all you could feel within you at times.

Other emotions come and go in you, like tidal waves lapping softly at the shore. But the love for him stays- it echoes inside you like the distant ringing of a cathedral bell.

You imagined that your love for Hyunjin slowly seeped into your body and intertwined itself with every atom that formed you. That loving him became a certainty for your being, just like your name or the lines stretching across your palm.

Still, despite all those grand feelings you harbored, you never dared to confess to him. Those five words were stuck in your throat, and you had to force them down each time Hyunjin existed near you.

You didn't want to scare him off. But most importantly, you didn't want him to feel forced to reciprocate your feelings.

So you didn't say it. But you kissed the mole under his eye whenever his face was close enough to you. You sent him daily reminders to drink water because he tended to forget it. And you slipped encouraging notes in the pockets of his jackets, so he'd find them randomly throughout his days.

Those were wordless confessions you sent his way in the hopes that he'd understand. That he'd feel your love and he'd store it inside him, keeping it safe until the day you finally found the courage to say it.

And on mornings like this one, it was especially hard to not shout your love for the whole world to hear.

You rose before Hyunjin, and the sun was streaming through your curtains- its golden rays casting an ethereal glow on his sleeping figure. You slowly trace the outline of Hyunjin's face, sliding your finger down his eyebrows, his eyes, his nose and his plump lips. His lips reminded you of soft cushions, rosy and yours.

"Morning, angel," he whispers, eyes still closed, and you bury your head in his neck, "Morning, baby."

His arms instinctively wrap around you, pulling you closer to him. But it wasn't enough. It was never enough with him. You wished you could crawl inside of him and build a home for you to rest in there.

Hyunjin places a soft kiss on the top of your head, and you retaliate by kissing his neck. Once, twice, and then you stop counting.

"I think the rest of my body is getting jealous of my neck," he giggles and you lean away, smiling cheekily. "Really? We can't have that, can we?"

"No, that'd be sooo unfair," he pouts playfully and you laugh, before straddling his lap. You start with a kiss to his forehead and he smiles at you so brightly, you feel sorry for the sun shining outside, for it could never rival with your Hyunjin.

You then kiss his eyes- the left one first, then the right one. The tip of his nose is next, his rosy cheeks follow, and finally, his mouth. His lips move against yours slowly, his hands finding your hair and gently threading through it. There was no rush- you had the rest of your life to love him.

When you both inevitably pull away, panting for air, Hyunjin grabs your hand and places it on top of his wildly beating heart.

"You feel it?" he asks breathlessly and you nod timidly in response. Sometimes you couldn't believe the effect you had on him.

"Whenever you laugh, I feel as if my heart is in the palm of your hand. And you are squeezing it to the beat of your laugh," he speaks quietly, making your breath hitch in your throat.

"When you kiss me, I feel as if my skin is on fire, tingling all over from your lips. But it's not a burning sensation, it's more of a warm one. You make me forget all the days I've spent feeling cold before you." He clasps your hand in his tightly, as if holding it gave him the force to speak.

"And when you look at me I feel as if you are the answer to all my prayers. Even the ones I haven't made yet." He pauses, gazing deeply into your eyes, "You are everything to me, yn. And I don't- I don't mind if you don't feel the same. I love you enough for the both of us."

"You love me?" you question, eyes wide staring into his. It felt as if your heart was leaping out of your chest, leaving you dazed in its trail.

"I do."

You start to giggle, bewildered by his words, which then morphs into a fullblown laugh. Hyunjin simply looks at you, a confused smile adorning his face.

"So you're telling me," you try to speak through your laughter, "I've been torturing myself for the past weeks so I wouldn't tell you and you love me?"

"Wait. You love me too?"

"Do I love you?" you repeat incredulously, "Hyunjin you are everything I've ever loved and more in human form."

"Say it," he whispers breathlessly and you beam at him.

"I am in love with you, Hwang Hyunjin."

"Say it again," he grins, as he grabs your body and spins it around, until you are laying on the bed and he's hovering over you.

"I am in love with you."

"Again."

"I'm in love with you," you giggle and he sighs happily, leaning his forehead on yours.

"I think your laugh just gained a strong competitor."

"What do you mean?"

"You saying I love you has just become my favorite sound," he explains, kissing your forehead gently.

"My poor laugh was dethroned?" you ask and he nods sadly, "Unfortunately. But you know what my favorite favorite sound will be ?"

"What?"

"You saying yes when I ask you to marry me."

"Who says my answer is yes?" you tease, even as an evident blush creeps up your neck.

"I'll keep asking until you agree."

"it might take time."

"I'll still ask even when I'm seventy."

"Yeah? even when I'm no longer young and beautiful?" you joke, referencing to one of your favorite songs to listen to together.

"Nonsense, you'll always be beautiful. And I...", he leans down, bopping his nose with yours, "I will love you till my last breath."

"You do love me," you whisper in relief, any hint of teasing gone from your voice and he smiles softly at you.

"More than you'll ever know."

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luciathcv · 3 months

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you’re so blind - psh

summary: your bestfriend confesses his love to you after having enough with you talking about some other guy || warnings: sunghoon is a little mean || genre: fluff at the end, slight angst, friends to lovers || word count: approximately 480

Sunghoon sat at my desk, listening to me as I continued to ramble on and on. “Oh my god, Hoon. I’m serious when I say I was so shocked when he confessed to me. Like, I don’t think I’ve ever even spoken to him a day in my life.” I say, recalling the events from earlier in the day.

“Okay.” Was all Sunghoon said in response as I just continued talking.

“I mean, and I guess I get having a little crush on someone you’ve never spoken to but this guy said he was in love with me.” I respond and Sunghoon doesn’t say anything but I can see his eyebrows furrow, even more than they already were. “How could you love someone you’ve never even spoken to?” I rhetorically ask. “Anyways, I rejected him but-“ I’m cut off.

“Oh my god, shut up.” Sunghoon says and I’m taken aback, immediately shutting my mouth as my eyes widen a little.

I guess I had been kind of rambling and now that I was thinking about it, he didn’t seem very interested in the conversation from the beginning. “I’m sor-“ I try to apologize but I’m cut off once again.

“You really think I want to hear about some guy confessing his love for you?” Sunghoon asks.

“I- I don’t know. I just needed someone to vent to. I’m sorry, Hoon.” I tell him, looking down.

Sunghoon gets up from his chair and walks over to me, “Y/n.” He says my name but I don’t look up. I hear him groan before he repeats “Y/n.” once again. I finally look up, “Tell me you’ll never talk to him again.” Sunghoon suddenly says.

“Huh..” I was confused on why he wanted that.

“Just say it, Y/n.” He tells me, rather firmly in manner.

“I won’t talk to him ever again.” I softly tell him, saying the words in which he wanted to hear. “But why are you so upset about this?” I shyly ask, confused.

“Gosh, you’re so blind. Y/n, I’m so fucking in love with you I can’t even describe it and you.. you’re completely oblivious. Why would I want to hear you talking about some guy who supposedly is in love with you. I don’t want that. I just want you all to myself.” He admits.

His words echo in my mind as I just look into his eyes. I didn't know what to say. Do I confess that I'm in love with him as well. I wanted to but yet, my words wouldn't leave my lips as I sat there dumbfounded.

I didn't have to speak though because Sunghoon leans in and kisses me. It's a little rough but it was nice. I melted into the kiss, kissing him back. We both pulled away after a few moments and Sunghoon looked into my eyes.

"I love you, Sunghoon." I finally confess.

-- link to my masterlist

#enhypen #enhypen x reader #sim jaeyun #lee heeseung #nishimura riki #park jongseong #yang jungwon #kim sunoo #park sunghoon #park sunghoon x reader #sunghoon x reader #park sunghoon imagine #sunghoon imagine #fluff #light angst #love confessions #romance #kpop #luciathcv

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dearedwardteach · 6 months

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happiest, happiest of birthday to the one, the only, the rapline queen, @raplinenthusiasts. julia, meeting you has been a joy, our conversations about music and life and bts have become such an important part of my day (even if you called me old yesterday. well AH! who's old now) 💜 i hope we get to meet soon and go to a concert together. in the meantime, here are some gifs of your favourite boy, with some of your favourite songs or verses by him. i hope you will like it, as much as i liked making it and rediscovering his lyrics. i miss him, and i know you do too 💜 happy, happy birthday — your friend, sabri

(+ bonus sope: )

cr. lyrics and lyrics translations: doolsetbangtan (english translation in alt. description)

#CONFESSION TIME: ME ASKING U UR FAVOURITE SONGS/VERSES BY HIM WAS A CALCULATED MOVE ON MY PART ILY PLS DON'T BE MAD <3 #AGAIN HAPPY BIRTHDAY ILY VERY MUCH <3333333333 #jung hoseok #j hope #jhope edits #bts #dailybts #btsedit #btsgif #bangtan sonyeondan #cyphernet #userbangtan #useryoonqiful #annietrack #heyryen #usersky #daily bangtan #mygifs #kpop #kpopedit #okay so now: why this song for this gif are you wondering?#well boy meets evil and tear. pretty self explanatory #base line: i really wanted to gif this hobi and since base line is about working hard for his craft and success successful hobi it is #dyonisus. honestly was bc it was the only ot7 gif and only ot7 song in all of what i had giffed lmao #i know blue side is a slow song and usually gifs reflect that #but it's also a song about pre/debut and i wanted to show that (also bc i love debut hobi so any excuse to gif him is good enough eheh)#and then piece of peace. actually my favourite and the one im most proud of. if you look closely at the lyrics:#yoongi has said times and times again that hobi to him is exactly what he says he aspires to be in those lyrics. MY SOPE HEART.#anywaaaaaaays that's it for the rambling sorreeeeeeh #once again happy happy birthday julka

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fayeforrosie · 1 year

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Used By You

Yunjin x Fem! Reader

You’re closest friend, Yunjin, eagerly invites you to a friends New Years Eve party, almost the entire campus being known to attend this annual event. Nevertheless, after Yunjin sees somebody she would rather never associate with again, things take a turn as she devises a plan to keep this one person away from her, unaware of it’s evident effect on you.

Warnings- Alcohol consumption, swearing

It has been a while since you attended a party while in college, the last time being a costume party on Halloween your friend, Yunjin, forced you to go to, the two of you matching in costumes as Daphne and Velma. This time, however, Yunjin begged you for almost a week straight if you could go with her to a New Years Eve party, elucidating how fun it would be with so many people attending and it being an annual celebration you two just had to attend. It was something she couldn’t miss out on, especially without her best friend.

Nevertheless, your intense romantic feelings, in which she did not know about, got the best of you, and she bounced up and down embracing you tightly as you finally let in and said you would go.

“Thank you my love! Thank you thank you thank you!” Yunjin expressed gratefully, placing kisses all across your face as her lipstick left marks to remember. You smiled and turned away, scared of her reaction if she were to see how embarresed you were from her actions.

Before you finalized your makeup and put together the final touches on your hair, you slipped the tight velvet dress onto your body, Yunjin buying it for you the previous day.

“You look sexy as fuck Y/n woww”, Yunjin took your hand and spun you around in a circle, admiring how you looked in the matching dress she bought for you. You laugh as you return the compliment before the two of you finally put your heels on and walk out the door, grabbing her keys on the way out.

“I knew you girls would come!” A booming voice greeted you as you walked into the door, almost matching the volume of the music blasting through the speakers, making it almost inaudible. You smile as you get pulled into a tight hug.

“Hi Chaewon, I missed you”, you smile, her hand staying held in yours as her other does the same to Yunjins, smiling admirably as the both of you.

“Me too, it’s been a while”, Yunjin subsequently pulls Chaewon into a hug as well, squeezing her tight while a few other girls begin to make their way towards you.

“Hey sexy ladies! You finally made it!” Sakura shouts behind Chaewon, noticeably drunk as she picks you up and spins you around a couple times before Kazuha needs to stop her from losing her balance.

You greet all the girls happily, discussing what the two of you had been up to for the past couple weeks and catching up on each other’s lives. It was nice that your friend group was finally back together after being away for so long, a result of Eunchae catching Covid and separating all of you for more than a week.

After exchanging casualties with others you spot around the room, you and Yunjin begin making the way to the alcohol, her favorite part, before she pours you a glass of Pink Whitney, as does she for herself. You clink your cups together, returning Yunjins wink she sends before you down the cup in one go, squeezing your eyes shut as you wince at the burning sensation immediately traveling to your throat.

“First one of the night”, Yunjin smiles.

“Second one?” You ask as you already begin to pour your friend one more, already knowing what her response was going to be.

“You know me so well.”

Three cups and two shots in, Yunjins senses begin to perk as she hears a recognizable voice in the room adjacent to her. She furrows her eyebrows and takes a few steps closer to the noise, hoping her ears has only deceived her.

“Yunjin?” You question, following her tracks before she stops in front of the doorway to the other room. Her gaze falls upon someone in which you can’t see clearly, however by the chocked expression painted across her face, you could immediately tell that it wasn’t someone she wanted to see.

“Yunjin who is it?” You ask, although silence is returned as a response to your question.

“Yunjin wha-”

“Y/n i need to do something”, she says fervently, her hands running through her hair as her breath begins to speed up, her anxiety prominently rising.

“What’s wrong Yunjin? Is everything ok?” Your hands find themselves on either side of her arms, steadying her as she sways back and forth anxiously.

“Y/n, Jake is here.”

Oh. Now you understand.

Jake had been Yunjin’s ex, in which she dated for almost two years until she caught him cheating with a girl from one of his classes. She instantly broke it off with him, tears accessorizing her eyes while she furiously pointed to the door, screaming at him to get out of her dorm. After breaking things off and finally finding herself in a better state than before, Jake offered himself back into her life, begging for a second chance. As much as Yunjin hated to admit it, she wanted to take him back, and even told him that she would think of it. Nonetheless, after a long talk from you, highlighting how she deserves so much better and reminding her of how much he hurt her, Yunjin agreed that she should have no sympathy, and told him no.

Now, seeing him here at this party, you knew it brought back so many unwanted memories that you knew severely affected Yunjin. You wanted to tell her you should leave and just return back home, but you bit your tongue and allowed her to think of a solution herself. You didn’t want her to get mad at you for just using him as an excuse to leave, as you knew she knew you didn’t want to be here.

“Y/n what should I do?” She turned to you, her eyes desperate for any idea possible. You bit your lip and tried to think of something, possibly an escape route to head into a private room without being seen.

Before you knew it, it was too late, and his voice could be heard becoming clearer as he made his way into the room.

“Y/n what should I do? I seriously can’t bare to see him right now”, Yunjin brought her fingers to her eyebrows and rubbed them intensely, something you noticed she would do when put into such situations, stressed out and worried for herself.

“Calm down Jin, I promise it will be fine ok”, you rubbed her shoulder in attempt to calm her down, doing no good.

Suddenly, Jake’s voice was only a few footsteps away, and before you could take a glance at Yunjin to see how she was doing, you found yourself being harshly pushed back into the wall behind you. Thereafter, you felt a soft pair of lips smash into yours, the scent of Yunjin’s perfume she had sprayed before coming immediately entering your senses.

Your eyes widen forthwith, seeing Yunjin ever so close to you, her eyes closed as her hand found its way to your neck, the other on your waist. You realize fairly after what she was intending to do, and with a hint of hesitation, you lean in closer and kiss her back.

Her lips tasted as strawberry, the smell of vodka indicating that she possibly had taken another shot without your knowledge. The hand adorning your neck pushes you further into the wall as you feel Yunjin tongue slide skillfully into your mouth, being sure to make it known to others that her tongue was slipping in.

Your hands slide up to the back of her neck, pulling her immensely closer to your body as you find yourself being carried away in the moment. Shortly after, you feel Yunjin pulling away from the kiss, and thinking the two of you are safe now, you begin to straighten yourself up, however Yunjin forces you back against the wall and instantly attacks your neck. Her tongue slides across your collar bone, and you do your best to hold in the noise that is dying to slip past your lips.

She sucks on your neck, making her way up towards your ear before she whispers the words “is he gone yet?”

You turn your head to the side, eyeing his figure as you see that he is now out of the room and occupying himself with a few other friends. You contemplate on telling her that he hasn’t been looking for the past twenty seconds, enjoying every second of what was happening, however you give in.

“He just walked out”, you say.

Yunjin sighs out of relief, taking her lips off of your neck and turning around to check if he really was gone.

You couldn't stop the blush from spreading across your cheeks.

But it didn’t feel right to you. You had been in love with Yunjin ever since she bought you flowers on the first year anniversary of your friendship. You had never gotten such attention from someone, realizing that all of your previous friendships were primarily based on the effort you put in, not them. Yunjin was the first real best friend that you ever had met, not only throughout college, but within your entire life. She always put so much effort into being sure you were attended to, and when she bought those flowers, you finally realized how much you appreciated how she treated you, and you began to see her in a different way. A way you were afraid she didn’t feel the same about.

Now, seeing that she was not affected in any sense after deliberately making out with you in front of the whole party, you realize the high possibility of her not feeling the same, and that she truly was only using you as a way to keep her ex away.

“Five minutes until midnight!!” A voice can be heard shouting from the living room.

Yunjin turns around and smiles, grabbing your hand and pulling you towards the eruption of noise. Shaking your head, you pull your arm out of her grasp, and she turns around with a confused look painting itself across her expression. She notices the exceedingly upset look on your face, unable to read how you feel at the moment.

“Y/n...”, she begins, “what’s the matter? Did something happen?”

You scoff, “Yunjin... you’re unbelievable.”

Her face drops, eyes furrowing as she takes a step closer.

“What? Why? What did I do? What happened Y/n?”

“Four minutes!!” More cheers are heard in the background, but you choose to ignore them, only caught up in the girl before you.

“What happened? Are you seriously asking what happened?” Your eyes begin to water, and you do the best to hold everything in, but you can’t help but allow a tear to fall briskly down your reddened cheek.

Yunjin takes one more step closer, attempting to pull you in and comfort you, but you only take one back, your head now faced down towards the brown wooden floor.

“Y/n I seriously don’t understa-”

“Come on guys! Are you not coming?” You feel your arm being tugged from the side, shifting your gaze over to the girl in which it belonged to. You see Sakura ahead of you, her hand still placed on your arm as she turns around once again and pulls you towards the living room, the intense amount noise being too loud for your liking.

Yunjin, being pulled as well by Chaewon, looks back towards your figure worriedly, knowing that you were bothered by loud noises.

“Three minutes!”

Yunjin finds you in the crowd of people, standing next to Sakura, her hand now off of yours and holding onto Kazuha.

“Y/n... please tell me what I did”, Yunjin grabs your hand and squeezes them in her hand, and you attempt to pull away, but she only holds tighter and brings you closer to her.

“I don’t like it when you’re mad at me Y/n, and I really don’t like it when you’re sad.”

The tears can’t hold themselves back anymore, spilling speedily from your eyes and landing below you onto the rug you stood atop. Yunjin, seeing the tears now spilling from your eyes, brings her hands to your cheeks, forcing you to look at her.

“Two minutes!”

She rubs a few tears from your cheek.

“Y/n/n, please tell me what’s wrong. Please. I want to be here for you.”

You sob, allowing her hands to stay put on your cheeks.

“You don’t understand Yunjin!” You shout, although it is too loud anyway for any surrounding people to notice what was going on.

“What don’t I underst-”

“One minute!” The clock on the television counts down from sixty, and the crowd around you begins to count as well.

“Yunjin you kissed me before”, you begin, tears still falling rapidly. “You kissed me and you just turned around like nothing happened!”

“I- I'm so sorry Y/n, if I knew you were uncomfortable with it I wouldn’t have-”

“Did you not feel anything?” You cut her off, now upset that she was missing your implications.

“Ten!” Ten more seconds until the new year.

“Did your heart not flutter? Did your stomach not immediately fill with butterflies?”

“Seven!” Seven more seconds, it was inevitable.

“Did you not want to lean back in and kiss me like you really loved me?”

“Five!” Five seconds. Drinks were already starting to be poured.

“Because I did!”

“Four!” Balloons are beginning to float around aimlessly.

“I wanted more Yunjin!”

“Three!” Sweaty bodies around you start to jump up and down excitingly.

“Do you not understand?”

“Two!” The tv volumed is turned up to max.

“I wanted more because I love you Yunjin!”

“One! Happy new year!”

Drinks are spilling down everyone's mouth, kisses being passed around the room as hats are thrown carelessly through the air. However, you are not paying attention to any of your surrounding, feeling a tug on your neck.

Yunjin’s lips connect to yours, her hands holding the back of your neck as if you could slip out of your grasp as any given. Feeling her soft strawberry lips back on yours once more, you finally feel a sense of relief.

“Of course I wanted more Y/n”, she smiles after she pulls away.

“I’ve wanted more ever since I met you.”

I literally threw this together off the top of my head only because I've been in my Yunjin era fr🫶 Anyway sorry I havent been posting as much, very busy year ahead🥲🥲

Adding Le sserafim to the masterlist🤭💖

#yunjin #kpop #le sserafim #yunjin x reader #yunjin imagines #yunjin le sserafim #huh yunjin #huh yunjin x reader #le sserafim imagines #new year #fluff #little bit of angst #confessions #huh yunjin le sserafim #yunjin scenarios #kpop imagines #i love new years

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starjaeyun · 2 years

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vlive confession

summary : you used to have a crush on park sunghoon back in highschool and that didn't change even though you both were now idols who did not want dating scandals, so imagine the shock when during a vlive, park sunghoon confessed that he had a crush on you back in highschool

pairing : park sunghoon x fem! reader

warnings : fluff, crack, slight angst, hate from fans D:, scandals, drama, issues, suggestive themes, shy! hoon and y/n, cliché stuff, highschool drama 🤨, swearing, kim chaewon will be used to visualize y/n, idols not following rules and doing other stuff that just doesn't make sense

featuring : ive's wonyoung & yujin. le sserafim's sakura.

status : on going STARTED 052922 | post regarding my update schedule

taglist : open, just comment or send an ask

(block the tag #[vlive confession : starjaeyun] if you do not want to see posts related to this smau)

important note : this au is purely fictional, any romantic relationships between enhypen members or other kpop idols are not true and does not represent the idols' personalities or behavior irl. the purpose of this au is purely for entertainment only!

ETHEREAL | ENHYPEN

zero. "are you the cute girl from highschool?"

zero, filler chapter. "and that kids, is how i met your mother"

one. so this is love? yikes

two. Y/N ALL BARK NO BITE LEADER

three. #YNWON

four. VLIVE CONFESSION⁉️

four, filler chapter : THE confession

five. face this like real men!

six. sunoo's brilliant idea

seven. y/n go to your wonnie 😂

eight. never doing the first move ever again #neveragain

nine. #YNKI

ten. what are we?

eleven. y/n's secret boyfriend

twelve. #SUNYN

thirteen. sunghoon vs maknae line

- titles of unpublished parts are subject to change adding and deleting parts are also expected to happen

#[vlive confession : starjaeyun]#enhypen au #enhypen social media au #enhypen smau #enhypen socmed au #park sunghoon x reader #park sunghoon smau #sunghoon smau #sunghoon x reader #park sunghoon social media au #sunghoon social media au #kpop smau #kpop social media au #sunghoon crack #sunghoon fluff #park sunghoon fanfic #sunghoon fanfic #enhypen fanfic

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snoopilittle · 1 year

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mahealinskis · 6 months

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BUMP UP BUSINESS || EP. 6

#one thing that will piss me off in dramas is how they always confess their love when the other person can't listen 😩#onlyoneof #bump up business #bl series #bl drama #korean bl #kdrama #korean drama #kdramagifs #kpop #onlyoneof mill #onlyoneof nine #lee yongsoo #jung wookjin #wookjin #yongsoo #nine #mill

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stupidinluvv · 4 days

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Maybe I was the PROBLEM

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warrenstud · 11 months

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My Daisy.

And i will be grateful every day i have you in my life because so many things could have kept us from meeting each other, from being together, or just from being alive at this exact moment in time. So many things could have happend to keep us from existing together, in the bodies we are now in, and i will forever be grateful that somehow we ended up together. That somehow, in this infinite universe, we found each other. And i will always be grateful for that. I will always grateful for you.

I'm hoping i could grow with you until i'm old, just like a dried flower that always look beautiful even the flower already died. So please could you be my Daisy?

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dreamsthatyoucannotletgo12 · 2 years

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More Than Friends

Pairing: Na Jaemin × reader

Genre: best friends to lovers, fluff, slight jealousy, slight angst, happy ending.

Jaemin wasn’t the type of best friend who would be jealous easily. He was used to listening about all your new and old friends and everything about them that you liked or disliked. So it was totally not something you could easily point out to be the reason of his somehow annoyed state that though earlier avoidable, had now started to create some kind of a tension.

It’s been a week since Jaemin started avoiding you, cancelling your plans, using his comeback as an excuse which could have been understandable had Jaemin always done the same thing during their comebacks. He would always make time for you, but now that you saw him finding time to hang out with everyone but you, it did something within you and you started questioning if you had done something wrong. You knew what it was exactly that was hurting you besides the fact that your best friend was drifting apart.

You loved Jaemin and it scared you to think of how he would react if he came to know. You had loved him for aeons it seemed yet there wasn’t a way to confess. You had felt this before and you knew how much it would hurt you, if you drifted apart because of your stupid feelings.You tried confronting him about him being vexed but jaemin would always flash a smile and avoid all types of conversations.

Today you had been invited to the dreamies’ dorms for a movie night, so you gave up pondering and seeing that it was nearly time to leave, put on a casual oversized tee and track pants with a pair of white sneakers. You tied your hair in a bun before entering the dorm and were greeted by a bunch of chaotic boys obviously who made you laugh genuinely after a long hectic week.

They have always made you feel comfortable and were the reason how you got to know Jaemin and grow closer to him each passing day, finally becoming best friends. The dreamies were your family in a way and you smiled sitting on the couch as you saw mark and Jeno choosing movies to watch, Renjun and Jisung bringing in drinks, Chenle and haechan fighting about the choice of popcorn (lmao!). But Jaemin? Where was he? You ask Jeno about Jaemin who said Jaemin had a headache and would join later. You told the boys that you’d go check up him and went to the room only to find Jaemin sitting on his bed, scrolling through his phone. You walked to him and squatted beside his bed, only for him to be a bit startled and sitting up trying to put up one of his snark comments which you sternly discard.

“Jeno said, you aren’t feeling well. What is it?”

“Just a headache, not in a mood to tolerate you and your stupidities aishh.” you rolled your eyes as he smiled. Oh how you loved that contagious smile of his. But you knew him enough to know that this was another of his many excuses to divert your attention. You got up and sat on the bed as Jaemin sat up straight looking at his phone. You weren’t going to let it go this time.

“Tell me Jaemin-ah, why have you been avoiding me since last week? Don’t make that face, look at me.” You placed a hand on his shoulder making him look up. Your eyes met and you wanted to hug him so much.

After a few attempts of not answering you, Jaemin sighed. “I’m tired (Y/n). I need a break. And it’s not like you aren’t happy without me. You hang out with so many people and especially Jackson. I don’t know if there’s something going on between you guys but it’s great! He definitely makes you feel really comfortable. I’m more of a tiring element haha. Also, I have a lot of better things to do, huh!” He was trying to lighten the mood in the latter part of whatever he said which you were trying to process.

You remained quiet, engrossed in your own thoughts when you felt Jaemin removing your hand which was still resting on his.” Should you tell him how you felt? Should you tell him how much Jackson had been trying to find out ways for you to confess to Jaemin and that’s what you have been doing at least half the time you two hung out?

Jackson, to be very honest, had really become one of the very few people that made you comfortable and not feel judged.

Yet, it wasn’t the same. It would never feel the same like it did when you were with Jaemin. He was the place you were homesick for. But, he would never feel anything more than a friendly jealousy right? It would only ruin your friendship and you loved him way too much for that.

As Jaemin got up, calling you to join the dreamies you ran and held his hand making him turn. “Why did you bring Jackson up?” why would you even ask that? You mentally cursed yourself.

“Huh?”

“Nothing.” you say and leave past Jaemin who scoffs. Only if you knew.

As the movie night proceeded, with you guys watching Toy Story for the umpteenth time, you found yourself on the couch between Jeno and Mark. You three snuggled under a blanket with your head on Mark’s shoulder. Jaemin sat on the carpet in front of the couch.

You were pondering whether or not to confess to Jaemin when you were brought back to the world by Haechan’s comment “Jaemin-ah, your hair is so fluffy.” as he went to cuddle with a struggling Jaemin. You instinctively sat up straight and bent down in the front to caress Nana’s hair, to which he turned to look at you. Your eyes met yet again, a weird tension quite tangible, floating between you two. Haechan, sensing something, announced that everyone should go to sleep to which everyone agreed since they were falling asleep on the couches and on the carpet anyway.

Obviously, you shared a bed with Jaemin whenever you hung out with the boys but today you didn’t know how to. You and Jaemin were pushed to his room by Jeno who definitely was for some reason too eager to have you both settle in a room quickly. You gave in and got onto the bed with a reluctant Jaemin who joined anyway. Had it been any other night, you would have just talked but today you both murmured a goodnight and lied down.

And obviously, you kept shuffling because you so weren’t used to facing this type of an atmosphere.

“Can you stop fidgeting (Y/n)?” No, you couldn’t. After what seemed like hours Jaemin got up saying that he would rather sleep on the couch but you called his name quietly.

You pulled your knees closer to your chest and asked him, “Am I bothering you too much?”

Jaemin just looks at you. “I’m sorry but I'm not used to this. I don’t know how it came to this but it feels like we are drifting apart Jaemin-ah.”

“You are just overthinking. Go to sleep.” said jaemin who now looked everywhere but your eyes. You were trembling inside and it was showing now as you found Jaemin feeling your trembling fingers only to intertwine his his hands with yours, rubbing circles with his thumb. God how could you not love him.But how could you tell him? You tried leaving but suddenly you felt a pair of hands pushing you towards the wall. This time Jaemin had to. Yet you could not meet his eyes as you could feel tears threatening to fall. Jaemin gently put to fingers on your chin, making your eyes meet his doe like ones.

“I- I like you (Y/n). I…I am sorry. I know you love me too much but only as a friend. You asked me some time back, why i brought up Jackson in our conversation. I’m jealous. Not as a friend (Y/n). i thought staying away from you would help, using how you had people to care about you as an excuse would help, but nothing did. I’m scared and I have always been, of losing you and you might decide to not talk to me anymore but-” You cupped his face. A stray tear feel down your cheek.

“I like you too Jaemin-ah. No, i love you. I have for what feels liike ages now.” You couldn’t help but chuckle. You couldn’t believe yourself. Jaemin looked at you in shock by in some moments pulled you in a kiss, a passionate one that had so much longing and you felt as if a missing piece was back in its place. “You are the best thing that happened to me, said he, pulling back from the kiss. “You too Jaemin.” You smiled as he put your foreheads together, looking so fondly at you, you felt nothing but love.

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kpopwhspers · 2 years

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ALL K-pop stand who are following the Kim Garam case, I advise you to stay neutral. Either way it's not our business and it will never be. I say we all wait for what the court will say. And if you decide to pick a side, at least be well informed. There is a lot of misinformation going around, and it makes the situation even worse.

(For example: People are saying that Kim Garam bullied the victim to commit (yk), and while the victim did try to do THAT, it wasn't because of Kim Garam but because of malicious comments from third parties. The ACTUAL lawyers said that.)

Don't bully or insult each other, and of course do NOT insult both of Kim Garam and The Victim. No matter whether Kim Garam is the wrong one here or the Victim is the actual bully, it gives you no excuse to blatantly wish death upon them or anything else... Especially if nothing is confirmed yet (not this it would be if anything even was confirmed)

honestly anon is right, coz by bullying garam then youre being no better than her yk? idk the words but yea

wanna hear yalls thoughts on this one tho!

#💭! max's inbox #anon #kpop unpopular opinions #kpop icons #kpop #kpop moodboard #whisper memes #kpop smut #kpop whispers #kpop memes #kpop confession #le sserafim #kim garam

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rimouskis · 7 months

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listen listen I was deep in the alt rock daze of the mid2010s which meant I was wholly disconnected from the pop world, which in turn meant I only heard one track off of one direction's album in 2015, which means today was the first time I listened to "never enough" and I must confess... this may be the perfect pop song...

#thank you rocky for introducing it to me...#I wholly missed the one direction boat Back In The Day #(having already served my time in boybandland by getting into kpop 2 years before psy released gangnam style & blew it up internationally)#and I will confess. the only 1D song I listened to frequently was better than words. I know pity little of the rest of their discography lo #my little sisters saw them play at soldier field tho #my parents sat on the steps outside with all the other parents hahahaha

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cosmoboba · 5 months

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#heart. heart why #why heart .#there are so many other characters why .#why him .#why did he have to be the one .#why is he your highest character obsession .#I think I need to be CHECKED for every disease he's given me .#blonde SOLDIER boy #blonde SOLDIER boy don't save me .#blonde SOLDIER boy you've ruined my life .#look bitch I just KNOW that mofo canonically taken someway somehow and if not someday he might .#I mean hey listen. hand to god no hate on Clerith nor CloTi those are some great/cute dynamics that I also ship .#but can I just confess my sins on this internet on how I . sometimes. SOMETIMES . get a bit jelly #they're like...phases mk .#they come n go . in n out of me .#BUT LIKE....WHEN I DO GET JEALOUS I LIKE....YANNO...#DJ SPIN THAT IM SERIOUS BY DAY6 SHIT #(good song btw I recommend if you like kpop. it's an angst one-sided song basically Clexis/Clomina theme LMFAO)#and no im not just referring to Cloubri as I'm typing this(well. kinda both since Aubri is technically a self projection too)#but I also do selfshipping too so. keep in mind of that .#YES. YES IM THAT MENTALLY FUCKED UP THIS IS WHAT YOU SIGNED UP FOR WHEN YOU HIT THAT FOLLOW BUTTON #but GOD Cloud Strife why do you hate me to the point you made me love you .#what is this curse you have casted upon my very existence you are a DANGEROUS fuckin man .#Cloud Strife I hate you #Cloud Strife I love you #Cloud Strife go fuck yourself I can't believe you did this to me/affection #Cloud Strife you can also fuck m-/JJJJ.....unle-#I'm not gonna survive through rebirth am I .#MOM GET MY FUNERAL READY I'M PRECISELY GOING TO DESEASE ON FEB 29TH 12 AM O CLOCK SHARP

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vvagustd · 1 year

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✎ drunk - han jisung

[han jisung x fem!reader]

synopsis - you're out with your friend jisung, and a few drinks leads to a lot of confessions.

warning! alcohol consumption

this is my first k-pop related post, let me know if you guys like it and if i should do more posts like this! i had a lot a fun writing it ♥︎

"Don't drink so much! You know you're a lightweight." You drowned out the voice of your best friend Jisung, taking another long sip of your tall glass of beer. "Leave me alone, Ji! I'll only have a few."

A few turned into a lot. You were on your 5th drink of the night, dancing around to the music with no care. Jisung, however, was watching you like a hawk. He sighed, silently expressing his admiration for you, the admiration he could never express out loud. He had liked you for as long as he could remember, yet he helped you through every boyfriend, every breakup, every heartbreak. Even if you didn't like him back, he was always still there for you, side by side through everything. You had always teased him, saying things like, "Ji, why don't you have a girlfriend yet?" God, that nickname. Ji. It always sent his stomach into a frenzy, butterflies erupting the second it left your mouth. The answer was simple though, Jisung just really had no interest in anyone but you.

"Jisung~!" He snapped out of his thoughts at your voice as you stumbled over to him. "Why aren't you -hic- having fun?" He furrowed his brows at you. "What makes you think I'm not having fun?" You scoffed, rolling your eyes. "You're acting like a loooserr." You said, dragging your voice out. "Well, ouch." Jisung says with a chuckle. You plopped down in the seat next to him and slung yourself over the arm.

"You're so -hic- cute, you know?" You said. Your eyes burned into the side of his face as he felt his cheeks heat up. "What?" He was facing you now, obviously taken aback by your words. Did you just say what he thought you said? "You heard me, idiot." You said, leaning your head back to stare at something in the distance. Jisung struggled with a reply, fortunately, you had already started mumbling again. "Her," you said, pointing at a girl around your age with a red dress, sipping on her drink. She could obviously hold her alcohol better than you. She had gorgeous blonde hair and seductive eyes, eyes that were trained on Jisung. "She's been staring at you all night, I can't stand it. You wanna fight, hoe?" You slurred, turning around in your chair to lean over the back of it, pointing your finger at her. She obviously didn't hear you, it was more just a mumble of words than actually aimed at her. Jisung quickly sprung from his chair and grabbed you by your waist, sitting you back down. "We should probably go now, Y/N. I'll drive you home." He held out his hand for you to take, which you happily accepted. He secured an arm around your waist as you walked out. "Woah there, buy me a drink first." You laughed. "You've definitely had enough." He said with a smirk as he led you out.

You finally made it into your apartment after fumbling with the keys for a good minute, the smell of warm vanilla filling your nose. "Home sweet home." You sighed, plopping down on the couch. "Definitely smells a lot better than the dorms. Changbin is a nightmare." He laughed, grabbing a water bottle from the fridge and handing it to you. "You need to drink some water, you're gonna have a killer hangover in the morning." You huffed, taking the water bottle from him and taking a long sip. "Worth it. I got to spend the night with my favorite person." You said, staring up into his eyes. He shook his head and sat down next to you. "Are you always this affectionate when you're drunk?" "No, only to you." You said, resting your head on his lap. This wasn't an odd gesture, being the close friends you were, but he still stiffened at the touch given everything you 'd said throughout the night.

"Have I ever told you how much I love you?" He felt his breath catch in his throat. "I don't believe you have." "I love you like more than just a friend; I have for so long. I just wish you felt the same." You confessed, delivered as if you were completely sober. "You're drunk, Y/n." "Truth juice!" You refuted. He sighed at your confession. He wanted it to be true, more than anything. But given your state, he just couldn't believe it. "We'll talk about it in the morning, alright?" You nodded your head with a yawn.

"Goodnight, Y/n. ..I love you too."

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I Will Love You

Irene x Reader

Irene knows your struggling. She knows that your mental health is challenging you. So, she decided shes going to try and help you the best she can, only to find out that she's fallen deeply in love with you.

The first moment you saw Irene you hadn’t really thought much of her. Sure, she was pretty, and smart, and was kind enough to help tutor you in math, the subject in which you struggled the most in. However, with all the astonishing things that came with this beautiful woman, your heart just couldn’t feel anything for her... or anyone. It wasn’t like you didn’t like her, not at all, however with everything that you were going through, it was just too hard to actually find room in your heart to love someone.

Irene knew that you were struggling in your classes before you even knew who she was. Furthermore leading her to the decision of going up to you and finally saying something about helping you with some of your classes. You told her you would think about it, as there is many things on your plate and you don’t believe that you would even have the time to meet up with her, nonetheless, by the end of the day you hunted her down around the campus to tell her that you would do it, but only every other day for an hour.

On the days that you met, Irene was very soft with you and you found comfort in just talking to her. She was of great help and even assisted in boosting your math grade up from a D to a B-, which was “a great start” as Irene would say.

On the days where you wouldn’t meet up, Irene spent almost her entire day planning a sort of “lesson” for you and would even go to the extent of making various worksheets on her computer and printing them out for you to do with her. Sometimes she would make them a little longer just so she could be with you, and sometimes she would purposefully give harder questions so you would ask her about it and she would be able to talk to you a little more.

You didn’t speak much to Irene. You weren’t the one to speak at all really, rather your body language would give a hint at your mood for the day. Irene knew this, and didn’t push you much to speak, however she did push you academically, knowing that you needed it.

It didn’t take Irene long to notice that you were seriously struggling with a sort of mental disorder, however she didn't ask you about it and just kept the knowledge to herself. It hurt her to know that you where struggling so much, especially when evidently knowing that she was in complete love with you.

Everything about you she was in love with. The way your face would scrunch when you where struggling with one of the problems that she had given you. The way you would struggle to keep yourself awake during some of the sessions and she would have to encourage you by giving you all the reasons why the lesson mattered. She loved how shy you would get when you listened to the abundance of compliments that she would toss your way, knowing that you didn’t receive many in your life.

After about two months of Irene tutoring you, you ultimately came to the conclusion that you had grown feelings for her as well. You weren’t comfortable with saying you were in love with her yet like Irene knew she was, however you knew that she was the only special person in your life that could recieve these sort of feelings from you. Nevertheless, you only kept these feelings to yourself, and although you started acting a bit more comfortably around Irene, you never shared how you felt about her, nor have you thanked her for everything she’s done with you. She knew you were thankful, she could tell, however she still contemplated over the thought of if you even loved her as a friend.

No matter how many negative signs you gave about your feelings, Irene still continuously put all her time and effort into making you feel better. She would often stay up until early morning, simply researching facts about how to encourage someone to talk about their feelings more, or how to help someone who is struggling with a mental disorder. She learned many facts about depression that she didn’t know, and took those deeply into consideration.

It seemed, as the tutoring sessions went on, that Irenes entire life now just revolved around you, and she was completely fine with it.

Irene had dreams of waking up by your side and making you breakfast before you woke up, subsequently bringing it to you in bed, where she would lay a sweet kiss on you cheek, and then lips, and you would wake up with a smile to the pancakes she had made you. When in bed, Irene would pretend that you were next to her, sleeping peacefully in her arms, knowing that everything was going to be ok.

That’s all she wanted.

One day, when meeting with Irene for a study session, you noticed that she was not in the usual spot where you two would meet up at for the past five months. Curious, you looked around the library and found her reaching for a book from one of the shelves. Irene felt your presence, and turned to see you looking up at her with a face written of confusion. You didn’t say anything, but only stood there and watched as she finally got hold of the book that she was reaching for.

“Oh y/n, I was waiting for you to come”, she moved a bit closer to you, the book in hand. “This book will help for your history test coming up, if you want we can sit down here and I can read it to you”, Irene said with an anticipating smile. You only nodded and sat beside her on the carpet, watching as she flipped to the first page of the book.

Irene noticed how close the two of you were, picking up on the increase of her heartbeat while she tried her best to keep her composure.

Irene began to read the first page of the book she had at hand, reading a bit slower than she normally would because she knew that you had a hard time picking up on different information quickly. Irene was always considerate like that. She learned so many things about you over the past months, that she was able to adjust how she acted towards you to make you feel more comfortable.

After the first chapter, Irene book-marked the page you were on and closed the book softly. You watched as she brought her attention to you, looking up into your eyes and holding a compassionate glare over you. You knew she was waiting for you to say something... maybe your opinion on the book, or what you were confused on. Not knowing what to say, you slowly raised your head. Now looking at her, you noticed things you hadn’t noticed before, such as her beautiful, soft pink lips, sealed together as she waited for you to speak. You noticed the slight blush dancing across her doughy cheeks, heating up by the second with each moment the passed by.

For the first time in you life, you felt a feeling that you would have never thought you’d feel before... love. Everything that she did for you came back to you in a montage. All the nights she’d spend passed library hours just to help you understand a question on you assignment. All the times she would make you little study guides with little notes of encouragement next to each question. All of the consideration she would have for your mental illness, and how she would attend to your feelings and the effects of your health.

Irene was there for you when you didn’t even know you needed someone, and now looking at her, you can’t help but feel so much for the girl in front of you.

You couldn't admit that you were in love yet, however, you most certainly knew that there was room in your heart for her. You knew, just by looking into her eyes, that once you recover from your mental instability, she was going to be the one you loved. You knew that one day she will be the one that you will hold onto at night, knowing that everything would be ok.

From Irene’s perspective, she couldn’t tell at all of what you were feeling, but she knew that something was going on in your mind. She’s never seen this look on your face in her entire time with you, and she was scared to assume that it was something bad, or something that you couldn’t talk to her about.

However, with all the mixed up feelings that were jumbled in her head, she was pulled away from your thoughts as she watched your face lean in closer to hers. Irene became nervous, thinking of what you were intending to do, and the endless possibilities that could happen at this exact moment.

Subsequently, without a second thought, your lips pressed against hers mournfully for the most long-awaited kiss that Irene had dreamt of since the day she fell in love. Irene was in shock, however she felt an abundance of feelings all at once, and decided to just let them go at the moment. She closed her eyes, leaned in to you, and poured out all of the emotions that she was feeling into this life-changing kiss.

Irene brought her hand up to your cheek, cupping it softly as she leaned in closer to you and kissed you desperately, wanting nothing more than for this moment to last forever.

You brought your hand to her arm, holding it tightly so you wouldn’t fall back from the intensity of Irene’s kiss. You attempted to give the same intensity, and as a result, you brought your hand up from her arm and onto her shoulder to pull her impossibly closer and deepen the already fathomless kiss.

After what seemed to be an eternity, however still to short for the both of your likings, you pulled away and opened your eyes, only to be met with a pair that spoke all of the things that you couldn’t bring yourself to say. Irene stared into your eyes with a look of desperate love. She couldn’t help but allow a tear to trickle down her red cheeks as she realized that her feelings were hopefully reciprocated. Irene thought of all the restless nights she’d spend just thinking of you and how desperate she was to just have you laying by her side, even for a moment. She had never thought that these hopeless thoughts were ever going to become a reality, however, in the moment, a flash of hope for the both of you leapt through the faltered air, and this spark of hope was the cause of Irene’s breakdown.

Irene pulled you in, squeezing you as tight as she possibly could and used your shoulder as something to cry on. She dug her head deep into your neck, letting the endless emotions she had been feeling, all out at once. You held her close, scratching her back and whispering sweet nothings into her ear for a few minutes until she finally calmed down just a bit.

You felt a bit out of place when she finally looked back up into your eyes with her tear stained cheeks and bloodshot eyes. You were never the person that someone would go to with their problems, as you never really knew how to deal with them yourself. Whenever someone would ask you for even just the slightest advice with something, your mind went blank and you would ultimately shake your head towards them and leave them standing wordlessly ahead of you.

That’s why, holding Irene close to you as she stared into your eyes like there was no tomorrow, was something so unusual that you felt like passing away and never coming back to this moment again. Although you finally found the anguished feeling that you had long been looking for all this time, you still didn’t know what to do with them, so instead, you just stared back into her eyes and awaited what she was going to say.

“Y/n”, she finally broke the silence, her voice sounding as though there was nothing left to it, broken from all of the crying she had done just seconds ago on your shoulder. You nodded your head and waited for her next words.

“I...”, she paused and shook her head, debating on whether this was a good time to tell you that she was absolutely, deeply in love with you. “I... I’m sorry”, she resulted to saying.

Your eyebrows furrowed before you responded. “What do you mean?”

“I... I don’t know how to say this but I assume this is the right time to finally tell you...", Irene took a deep breath and prepared herself. “I’m in love with you Y/n. I am so, so in love with you. I have been since the day I met you, and every night I beat myself up knowing that I’ll never be strong enough to tell you, and things between you and me will never get past being friends. There has never been a day that has gone by where I don’t imagine a life with you and me in the future, together. I’ve wanted this for so long and now that it’s finally happening I really don’t know what to do. That’s why I cried. It’s cause I’ve just dreamt this moment for so long and it finally came, and I’m just so happy that I don’t know what to do or say. But now I do Y/n. Now I can tell you that I love you, and even if you don’t feel that strongly as I do for you, I will never, ever stop loving you. You are the best thing that’s happened to me Y/n. I really mean it when I say it. I love you, truly."

It took you a couple seconds to fully register Irene’s words. You have never known someone who has ever had feelings for you, never mind being in love.... and in addition to that, they are confronting their feelings to you in person. You felt captivated. Your emotions seemed to have emotions themselves. It was like those little characters in your head that controlled how you felt had decided to flee. You didn’t know what to say, because as you said, this has never, ever happened before. You weren’t even exactly sure how you felt about her. You had only just realized yourself that you had such deep feelings for her. Now, knowing that she was in love with you, you contemplated your own thoughts. Is there a chance that you really do love her as well? Are you only thinking this because she’s the only person who has ever given you this sort of attention, so now you feel obligated to feel the same? Maybe you don’t even like her. Maybe you only felt like this because she is the only person you have ever been close to.

Pushing these thoughts aside to be worried about later, you finally gained the courage to just let your heart do the talking. You knew you liked her. You knew you wanted to be with her. All of the overthinking was just in your head, and you needed to let her know your true feelings.

“I-Irene...”, you stuttered as you tried to gain confidence. This was your first time ever doing this, and hopefully your last. “I um... I have feelings for you as well. I don’t know exactly how I feel yet, but I just know that whenever I’m around you... I just want to stay there with you, forever. When you help me, and talk to me like I'm just a normal person, it really makes me feel loved. I’ve never had these feelings before, but I just know that they mean something good... something amazing. I hope, as we get more comfortable together, that I ultimately realize this fluttering feeling that I have inside is love. But... for now, all I can say is that I have feelings for you... and I hope you can understand and accept that. Everything is new to me. I didn’t even know I was capable of having these feelings, but here I am. Thank you Irene.”

You looked into her eyes, both you and her had the utmost tears flowing down your blushed cheeks. The two of you hadn’t even notice that you both were crying, but you just let it happen. You let your feelings overcome you and expose something wonderful, and you were proud of yourself.

“Y-Y/n...”, Irene smiled, her glass eyes squinting in happiness. She looked at your like a proud mother watching her daughter finally pass high school, except you knew that this was her way of showing love. You noticed that she would give this type of look to you often, and now, you realized what it meant. It meant she was in love. All this time when she would look into your beautiful eyes, she fell in love deeper, and you had just come to this realization.

Irene wanted to say something, but she really couldn’t. Everything was just too perfect... so instead, she took your hand and led you to stand. Once upright, she wrapped her arms around you and pulled you in to a tight, caring hug.

You wrapped your arms around her waist and buried your head into her warm neck, smiling to yourself. As you held tight onto her body, letting all your troubles go and your tears flow freely from your closed eyes, you realized that you were home. Irene, the girl that you knew was there for you since you needed it, was the only person who could really, truly make you happy.

"I will love you Irene... eventually... when I know I am capable of doing so."

Hi everyone!! This is my first fanfic on tumblr!! I hope you enjoyed!! I plan to write many more for many other idols!! Irene is one of my ult biases and I had this imagine stuck in my head for so long so I just had to share it with others haha. I have been struggling mentally for some time and felt that this was a good way to portray how I feel and how others may feel as well. If anyone out there who is reading this is struggling as well, please feel free to message me! :) If you have any recommendations or questions feel free to message me as well!! It's always open!! I really only write for girl groups so if you recommend a male idols I might not write it:(( But anyway... I hope everyone enjoyed, please follow for more as I will be posting often and will write all recommendations!!

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