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brightstreetcity · 2 years

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Untitled 177, “for Nick, again..”

The heat settles in, a haze clouds the moon.

I hate the last week of June.

the memories break my heart, wake my fears, and I fall apart.

I’m breaking every day,

A psychic told me it would take ten years to get over this pain,

ten years to put myself together again, to learn to bend.

Instead I just find myself in hell again.

I’ve missed so many things in your life.

I missed celebrating your birthday with you the last four years.

I’ve missed hearing your voice on the phone,

I’ve missed your criticisms

your witticisms

your laugh

your empathy

your anger

your love.

I’ve

Just

Missed

You.

Where has the time gone?

There is a vacant space where my heart once was.

No matter how many times I go to sleep, or lie awake,

I whisper the same prayer, the same plea that makes my heart ache.

I keep the windows shut, locked tight, but every night

the heavy hand of the summer heatwave creeps in.

I wake up drenched in sweat, or tears,

I create humidity,

violently woken by my fears.

The sound of my heart pounding in my ears.

It’s been

four

fucking

years.

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becomingvecna · 6 months

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— David Cronenberg, Consumed

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thoughtcascades · 1 month

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idk how to flirt but i can make things awkward if you're into that

#own #text #thoughtcascades #showerthoughts #shower thoughts #quote #quotes #writing #original words #poetry #literature #inspiring #quoteoftheday #poem #aesthetic #prose #inspiring quote #life #spilled ink

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bebx · 7 months

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fromdarzaitoleeza · 8 months

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{Words by José Olivarez from Citizen Illegal /@fatimaamerbilal , from even flesh eaters don't want me.}

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thoughtkick · 1 month

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Please stop destroying what is left of your heart by constantly thinking about things that have broken you.

Unknown

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thehopefulquotes · 2 months

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The bravest thing I ever did was continuing my life when I wanted to die.

Juliette Lewis

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perfectquote · 3 months

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You will search for me in another person, I promise.

Unknown

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quotefeeling · 2 months

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Ten years from now, make sure you can say that you chose your life, you didn’t settle for it.

Mandy Hale

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resqectable · 2 months

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The soul always knows what to do to heal itself, the challenge is to silence the mind.

Book of serenity

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stay-close · 4 months

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The strongest people have a past filled with chaos, heart break and disappointment.

r.h. Sin

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perfectfeelings · 22 days

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Repeat after me: My current situation is not my final destination.

Unknown

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thoughtcascades · 10 months

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I come from a long line of people with something wrong with them

#own #text #thoughtcascades #showerthoughts #shower thoughts #quote #quotes #writing #original words #poetry #literature #inspiring #quoteoftheday #poem #aesthetic #prose #inspiring quote #life #spilled ink

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iambrillyant · 4 months

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“your gut instinct is not a liar, those initial feelings exist for a reason, sit on them if you need to, process whether your feelings are valid or just projections, but never dismiss your intuition when the signs are staring you in the face and your nervous system is agreeing.”

— iambrillyant

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fromdarzaitoleeza · 7 months

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Wordy by aavfvl

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thoughtkick · 1 month

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You are so brave and quiet I forget you are suffering.

Ernest Hemingway

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