#why do I do this to myself

[zambehnation]

In the last 6 months of Wilson’s life, there wasn’t much that he wanted to do. There wasn’t a long bucket list of things like: ride a hot air balloon, see the northern lights, sleep with a playboy bunny that he presented to House as if House could grant all his dying wishes, though House had been willing to try. Mostly, days were spent riding their bikes, eating greasy food wherever, getting lost and checking out the few sites they pass along the way. A couple of times someone would hand them a flier to some gig at a rundown bar and they’d laugh in a little corner as a poor soul butchered another pop song that they were both just a little too old to know or appreciate. A couple of times one of them would get too drunk and sloppy and get thrown out or cut off or start a fight and the other would stay sober, would pacify a bartender or the other angry drunk in the equation, one would steer them back to the hotel and the other would hold on for the ride. Most nights ended with the two of them in twin beds- not too close but close enough to take care of each other. Near the end it was just one bed- big enough for space if space was wanted, but space was never wanted when the nights were too cold even in the summer.

But when Wilson dies and House promises not to follow, he remembers all the little things that Wilson had wanted to do when they were younger, when they had time- when the days were slow and the end was nowhere near the horizon. He’d stored them away somehow in a tiny drawer behind shelves of books on all kinds of diseases.

He brings each page of the list out of that drawer one day at a time- lives each day with the ghost of a smiling Wilson looming just to his right.

#ouch ouch ouch #Hilson #Why do I do this to myself #I haven’t even started on s5 yet but I know how it ends so this is me preparing

[makowcy]

boom

#my art #grian #limited life #limited life spoilers #trafficblr #why do i do this to myself #actual perpective makes things look so much cooler but i have to pay the high price of drawing said perpective #limited life smp

[inklessletter]

"Eyes on me. Yeah. Good boy."

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Thank you so much for trusting and sticking around.

Steve says thank you 💛

#trust the process #ink's art #stranger things #fanart #steve harrington #i hope you're good and you were prepared for this #no warning this time #I did this and I am still NOT ready for this #why do i do this to myself #anyway #i am this 👌 close to create a multiverse between my own fanarts #linking fanarts to one another #this kind of very much hits like “the deal” #but it's up to you #steve baby #i love you #yellow suits you like no other #you are very much the reincarnation of apollo or something like that #i am c o n v i n c e d #digital art #stranger things fanart #steve fanart

[ilovethebittertaste]

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#ed vent #ed not sherran #tw ed diet #ana bllog #tw ana diary #ana trigger #4norexi4 #ed meals #low cal restriction #pro recovery #ed disorder #i hate everything #ed not ed sheeran #ed not sheeren #tw restrictive ed #disordered eating thoughts #tw disordered eating #i want to disappear #why do i do this to myself #disappointment #sorry for being depressing #kinda depressing #depressing shit #self destruction #@na memes #@nor3×14 #@tw edd #@na vent #@na trigger #@na rules

[thund3randrain]

Regulus appearing at the Potter's house after getting the locket, looking like a corpse. I'm not even talking in an even remotely good way. Hollow cheeks and skin so pale its basically grey and he's shaking and really thin and barely able to stand, with eyebags darker than his hair, which is falling in greasy, ragged strips down his head. Clothes torn and hanging off his starved frame, lips cracked and pale, looking like a completely different person. He is a completely different person, the death eater and later horcrux hunter life draining anything he had out of him. James answers the door, and all he can say is "What did you do to deserve this?"

#WHY DO I DO THIS TO MYSELF #SOBBING #jayden's thoughts #marauders #marauders era #the marauders era #the marauders #regulus black #james potter #regulus x james #james x regulus #jegulus #jegulus angst #sunseeker #starchaser

[mylifeingotham]

#dc why are you making me cry #go away dc #go away #don’t mind me #i’m just crying #crying is an understatement #i’m bawling my eyes out #why does this keep happening #why do i do this to myself #dc #batman #bruce wayne #gotham #batman and robin #alfred pennyworth #thomas x martha #thomas wayne #martha wayne #the wayne family #the waynes #little brucie wayne #young bruce wayne #comic #dc comics

[love-letters-i-never-sent]

#heartbreak #i'm sad #i miss u #sadgirl #sad thinking #3 am thoughts #missing you quotes #i miss you #why do i do this to myself #the last of us #it's over #i miss him #ghost of you #moving on #sad thoughts #this hits different #3 am feelings #you broke my heart #excerpt from a book i'll never write

[ineffablehubbys]

I cant live like this anymore. They are in my walls.

#good omens #crowley #aziraphale #ineffable husbands #ineffable divorce #david tennant #michael sheen #niel gaiman #terry pratchett #final 15 #why do i do this to myself

[artbyleav]

“I wish the ring had never come to me”

Super happy with this one. There is another version below so enjoy👇

#my art #yes I like to suffer #why do i do this to myself #lord of the rings #lotr fanart #fanart #frodo #poor frodo #frodo fanart #frodo baggins #lotr frodo #fellowship of the ring #return of the king

[pawedgamer]

TW// Distortion, Glitching

I don't post on Tumblr a lot, but here, take some art. :3

#why do i do this to myself #art #itlw #itlwart #inthelittlewood

[1rabong]

Day 3 of Different characters everyday challenge - Hisoka and Illumi

#they go shopping #hisoka #illumi #hisoillu #hxh #hunter x hunter #art challenge #this took WAY too long #why do i do this to myself

[brewed-pangolin]

Price called Soap 'Sunshine' on the last mission.

Remember that.

Next time you feel the gentle warmth of the sun's rays on a cold day, that's Soap.

Excuse me while I go cry in a corner.

#why do i do this to myself #soap is my eternal sunshine #johnny soap mactavish #john soap mactavish #john mactavish #soap mactavish #mwiii spoilers #cod mwiii #call of duty #cod

[allagogtoreblog]

#eddie x reader #eddie munson x reader #eddie x you #eddie munson x you #bucky x reader #bucky barnes x reader #bucky x you #bucky barnes x you #steve harrington x reader #daryl dixon x reader #spencer reid x reader #cheating #angst #why do i do this to myself #why is my brain like this #am i the only one? #seriously every single scenario ends with them cheating

[oddthesungod]

hey............ yknow what would be super cool? a crit role fighting game with all the player characters :)))

#critical role #critical role fanart #beauregard lionett #ashton greymoore #critical doodles #i dont even play fighting games but i'd buy a crit role one in a heart beat tbh #i just want to play as cad and have him pummel someone into the ground #anyway god i spent way too long on this #why do i do this to myself

[basiatlu]

Day 30: The Veil

He came to Remus in a dream.

#why do i do this to myself #wolfstar #old dogs #boshhptober2023 #drawtober #art #drawing #sketch #artists on tumblr #illustration #harry potter #doodle #boshdraws #sirius black #remus lupin #the marauders #the veil #you are my moon #and you are my star #harry potter fanart #sorry guys #Spotify

[livlaughloveluke]

sobbing thinking of luke castellan x reader where they’re basically the “parents” of camp and then luke betrays her and she has to take care of her “kids” alone 😓

set to the song “not a lot, just forever”

“i could be a good mother, and i wanna be your wife.”

#luke castellan angst #luke castellan #luke castellan x reader #luke castellan x you #angst #percy jackson #pjo #sobbing #why do i do this to myself