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arcadejohn127-9 · 3 years

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Hello,, may i request headcanons of the brothers who got a love letter from mc but it turned out to be a prank from some lesser demons,,thank you :))

This was meant to be posted on yesterday for April fools but ended up getting caught up with things irl and didn't get to finish it in time - aaaaaaaand I fell asleep before midnight and now it's 3 am, fell asleep mid way through writing, well done me 😭😂

Rip the lesser demons for always having the balls to cause mischief but always end up getting hurt, when will they learn - what happens at the end is up to you

The lesser demon snickered towards his friend, shushing their friend as they slipped the pink letter into the higher demons locker. Another demon was with them, more timid than the other two.

"what if we get in trouble?! They'll find out it wasn't actually the human and we'll end up dog food-!"

"we planned this whole thing, it'll be fun - we just gotta stay at a distance!"

It was long before footsteps grew closer, the timid demon squeaking in fear. The other lesser demons took it as a sign to start running, grabbing each other and bolted away from the scene of the crime.

The owner of the locker arrived, just noticing the lesser demons run off in the distance. He opened his locker and almost stumbled back when a letter fluttered out. The demon grew curious he noticed there was a heart seal on the back. He opened it to read it to himself.

To my dearest friend,

I think it's about time I come clean about my feelings, I've been holding these in for a very long time and I refuse to keep them a secret anymore!

I'm in love with you! I can't explain it but you've won my heart, everytime you smile at me I just can't help but feel my heart skip. Is it wrong to feel this way? I'm only a human and you are a demon...we're so different and I don't know how long we'll be able to have this time we have together. All I know is that I want to be with you for as long as I can!

Will you accept my feelings? I'm not sure if I can face just yet so meet me at the end of day! I'll be waiting for you at the back of the school - I really hope you come. Even if it's decline my feelings....I just want to be able to face you and how you make me feel.

Love, (Y/N)

Lucifer:

Oh his ego is SO stroked

He could just imagine the human blushing as they wrote and nervously putting it in his locker

He did see you later that day and decided to tease you a little but while you were flustered, you also seemed confused

That was his first suspicion

When the time finally came he was patient but you weren't early

His second suspicious

You both knew each other very well, he liked things being in a timely Matter and you tried your best to not be late

He stiffened when he heard a snicker from a few trees away, he looked over there to see three demons all hiding

"I know you're hiding, it's best you come out now."

One by one they all showed themselves, growing nervous

"Come here, don't be shy, I'm sure there's a perfectly good reason for this, after all you seemed to be desperate to have me out here."

"you- you knew it wasn't the human?!"

his pride wouldn't let him tell the truth, he refused to show his disappointment

"of course, you clearly don't understand the human as much as you think you do - now, who's the leader? I think we should have a nice talk."

Mammon:

YOU GAVE HIM A LOVE LETTER??!!!

He's internally screaming, his face was bright red

Watch this boy struggle against his locker as he tries to hide his excitement

Though, when his high died down he did find it strange you were being shy

You could have your shy moments but to confess through a letter was odd

He wasn't the brightest guy around but he can sense when he's getting scammed - even if he ignores that instinct when it comes to money

He's always around you so it wasn't strange for him to see you after class and he was surprised how... relaxed you were

Something was up but in the end, he went to the back of the school

When he texted you, asking you where you were and you said going home - that was the final straw

HE WAS TRICKED!

"Oi! Are you out there?! I know you tricked me!"

The lesser demons started to panic, not thinking mammon would catch on

But when mammon started marching around looking for them they decided it was best to reveal themselves

"There ya are, now let's get to talking - what made you three wanna do something like this? You think it's funny to pretend to be the human?"

The leader snickered, agreeing that it was funny to pretend but their friends understood right now - their doom was coming

Mammon cracked his knuckles, stalking closest to them

"I like a good joke, let me show you my favourite one."

Levithan:

Love Letter in his locker??? Heart seal!!!??HE WAS THE LOVE INTEREST??!!

He's torn between dying inside and excitement, he's absolutely losing it

He had to fan himself with the letter due to how hot his face was getting

He wasn't sure how he was going to face you! Let alone you having to face him

But- there was no way you were interested in him! You wouldn't do this

He didn't believe it, it HAD to be a prank

When levi saw you for the rest of the day it only strengthen his suspicions

He did go to the back of the school and when he saw you were no where to he seen

He was absolutely embarassed and ashamed by even hoping it was real

"YOU CAN COME OUT NOW! just- just stop hiding, it isn't funny."

the demons came out, disappointed with the lack of dramatics

"so you three did it, you really think it's funny to do something like this?! To mess with someone's feelings and pretend to be the human is just - IT'S PATHETIC-!"

The demons started to feel uncomfortable, the higher demon had tears in his eyes and obviously worked up

Even the one who wanted to see this kind of reaction was uncomfortable

His demon form started to shift outwards and raised his hand, the ground beneath them rumbling

"it seems you just think I'm some sort of pushover! But I'm not!"

Satan:

Hm, how interesting

It isn't too odd that you're using a letter to confess, you know he appreciate writing

But you were more verbal or atleast text - this was new

But to say he wasn't absolutely ecstatic was an understatement, he was beyond the moon

When he saw you later he tried to not bring up the letter as his brothers were around

Though, he was thrown off when you got confused when he teased about seeing you after school

He decided he'll investigate things, going up to demons who have lockers near his and ask if he saw the human put anything in it

After awhile of searching he finally found out it was three demons who did it - he didn't want to spoil their fun and so he still went

He leaned against the nearest tree, waiting for the demons to arrive

"Ah you're here, I'm so glad you finally came."

the demons were surprised when he moved towards them, they left their hiding spot with nervous smiles

"You write well, you got their energy almost perfectly into the letter - I'm impressed."

They didn't expect that....not one bit

"you're not....mad???"

Satan chuckled, flexing his clenched fists

His smile grew more strained and dangerous as he leaned over them

"oh no, no I'm not mad - im LIVID."

Asmodeus:

He was surprised to get a love letter, he gets piles worth everyday

He didn't expect it to be from YOU though

You were so open with him and you two were already overly affectionate to each other he was sure you were already low-key dating

So to get confirmation his feelings were returned - he was overjoyed!

As soon as he saw you he's hugging you, telling you how he loved your letter and that he'll still meet you after school if you need to

You were utterly confused and unsure what he was talking about

When you told him you didn't give him that letter he felt his heart break

You didn't love him?? That wasn't your letter??

To think someone would play a prank on him like that! It was rude!

When it was time, he went to the back of the school and pretended as if he didn't sense the other demons

That was until he grew impatient

"are you shy, dear? It's okay - I know it wasn't the human~"

The lesser demons came out, confused

One of them blushed just being near him

"I'm sorry for my friend! They wanted to play the prank but- but I love you asmo!"

He gave them a pity smile

"aww~ of course you love me! But you really hurt my feelings making me believe the human did, I almost cried!"

The demons immediately all felt bad

The idea of their gorgeous asmo crying made them guilty

"I know exactly what will make me feel better, making sure you three can never write again~! Can't have you keep tricking me, can I?"

Beezlebub:

A Love letter from you?! He's a happy boy

But now that he actually thinks about it - it's odd you're not being upfront

You two usually sit alone together when you wanna get something off your chest, holding hands and you don't even have to face each other

Why the sudden change? Perhaps you just wanted to be like one of Levi's anime characters

Regardless, he was happy and wanted you to be happy

Hes was going to make you happy!

Beel was quick to find you and act like he didn't find your letter, you said you'll face him after school and he respected that

Whilst you couldn't exactly avoid each other before then, he did try to give you space

As soon as school ended he Went to the back, waiting for you to arrive

Each second went by and he grew more hungry

He smelt something close by and found three demons hiding, it was odd but he didn't want to be hungry whilst you confessed - he wanted to give you his full focus

"ah-! How did you know we were here?!"

"I smelt the sandwich in your bag, I want it."

It didn't take much convincing to hand it over

He's a scary demon afterall

"it's best you leave, my friend is coming."

One of the demons started laughing, questioning if he actually believed it was you who gave him the letter

Beel got confused before it all clicked together, he frowned, glaring at the demons

He wasn't happy

"I'm still hungry, three demons will do just fine."

Belphegor:

Happy cow man, demon tail go SWISH

On the inside hes like an excited dog, outside he's just standing there

Meanwhile he wants to be like his twin, respectful that you want to do later

He isn't that patient and wants to make it official with you NOW

so as soon as he sees you, he's draping himself on you and telling you how impatient he is

You're confused on why and he shows you the love letter

You tell him that it isn't from you and that's not even your hand writing - it's a good mimic but not yours

He is SHOCKED then he's mad

He still goes to the back of the school but it's to fight whoever pranked him

He wasn't going to wait around

"Get out now or I'll search this entire space for you - it won't be pretty if I find out."

It didn't take the demons twice to show themselves

Belphegor was feared amongst others due to his brutality when push comes to shove

Just because he's always sleeping doesn't mean he isn't scary

"Good~ so which one of you wrote the letter? If you wanted to confess you should of just done it."

The demons looked at each other, unsure on what to do

But after a few moments the youngest brother got impatient, moving towards them with a clenched hand

The leader of the lesser demons finally admitted to doing the prank

"see? It wasn't so hard, let's have a long chat about this~"

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dreamkidddream · 3 years

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So far of reading your writing, I really love it! :)) May I request Kunikida, Dazai and Ranpo having an younger member of the agency being a sort of subordinate of them but acts a lot like a younger sibling to them? She's just really pure hearted and soft and really looks up to them so she likes helping them out a lot. Just some fluff because my boys deserve all love and affection

Awww thank you so much for the compliment!! This request is so cute, and yes, all the boys deserve all the love and affection that is possible cause they go through too much 😭 Anon requested this as platonic, and reader is gender neutral. Also, I wasn’t too sure what the age should be, so I went with Kyoka’s age, which is 14. Hope you enjoy!

TW: Mentions of suicide in Dazai’s part, but nothing too heavy or specific is mentioned. It does get kinda sad though, but it has a happy ending. Also, slight spoiler for season 2/Dark Era Arc, but nothing too major

Young ADA Member Acting like a Younger Sibling to: Kunikida, Dazai, and Ranpo

Kunikida

Okay, so when you first started at the office, people (specifically Naomi and Junichiro) were nervous when you got paired up with Kunikida. And Kunikida isn’t a bad man by any means, but he can be very, very, very strict

And how well do rules stick with kids/younger people? Exactly. It just sounded like a bomb waiting to explode

And you look so soft and so sweet! What if he made you cry?!

Which Naomi threatened to draw blood if he did

Even Kunikida himself was nervous. This was not written in his notebook to be a glorified babysitter!

But the President insisted, putting faith into you that you’ll be a great addition to the team and that he can lead you on the right path and not into trouble like some people he won’t mention (Dazai)

That was all that he needed to hear, and he took those words very serious. He won’t let the President down, and he wasn’t going to let you down either. You guys were gonna give it your all, whether you were ready to or not

But, to everyone’s surprise (really his) you both adapted well. You treated him with respect, said yes sir, no sir, tidied up both of your desks (which were right next to each other), you even tried to abide by his stern schedule without any complaints

You were a great help on missions too, you didn’t recklessly throw yourself into danger, and you made sure to look out for citizens to keep them safe and out of danger

And that wasn’t it, oh no

You made sure to bring him snacks (atleast the ones that he said were ideal), made sure that he was keeping hydrated and not tensed up all the time (working in this office will do that to you), and to make his workload as light as possible

After seeing him go off on Dazai for the 1000th time and getting wound up over a case that wasn’t getting any leads, you saw how stressed and frustrated he was getting. Mumbling to himself about how could he “replace the President if he couldn’t do this right”So you tapped on your shoulder, with one goal in mind: To comfort him

When you tapped his shoulder, he turned and yelled, “WHAT NOW?!”, right into your face

Time stood still as everyone froze, shocked. Even Kunikida himself after he saw it was you.

He felt immediately guilty, about to apologize for losing his cool when you began speaking

“Mr. Kunikida, please don’t stress too much. It’s not good for your heart! And don’t let this one thing stop you! You’re a great leader, and someone that I look up to. I wouldn’t be where I was at now without you! So please don’t doubt yourself, because we don’t, especially me! You’re my role model, Mr. Kunikida. Please, don’t ever forget that.”

After that, it was like a flip switched in him

“(Y/N), come here and walk very slowly.”

You did so with no hesitation, but you were curious

“Your shoe is untied. Here, let me tie it for you. It wouldn’t be ideal if you get injured because of a lousy shoelace. It wouldn’t be ideal if you got injured at all.”

“(Y/N), we have lunch scheduled at exactly 12:15. They’re also serving your favorite today, so we can’t be late, understand?”

“Yes sir!”, you said with a smile

“(Y/N), let’s go. It’s getting dark and if you still want to see that dreaded light show, we have to leave in 20 seconds to make it! I don’t want to see you sad or hear you complain if we miss it.”

“Coming sir! Just finishing up some work for tomorrow-“

“I already have it written in my notebook on when it will be done, so we can go.”

“Here you go Mr. Kunikida, I already typed up and printed out the reports for later on!”

“Thanks kid. And you don’t have to keep calling me Mister okay? Kunikida is fine.”

Dead silent in the office

KUNIKIDA is letting someone way younger than him just call him KUNIKIDA? Not MR.KUNIKIDA???

Everyone is, realistically, shook

But as time went on, they understood why

He came to look after you as his own

The entire ADA would have never thought the day would come (it wasn’t even in the notebook!) where he would care for a kid like his little sibling but here it was, right in front of their faces

But they weren’t complaining at all. You seemed to make his day a little brighter, and he wasn’t as uptight as much (but don’t be mistaken he was still Kunikida, just at an 8 instead of a whole 10)

After that mini pep talk that fateful day, he made it his duty to be a good role model for you. To always set a good example, both in and out the office.

He wouldn’t fail you, and he would be damned if he let anything happen to you

You’re a good kid, and you only deserve the best. And he was gonna be the best role model (and brother) for you

Dazai

Aw man, he was..conflicted to say the least

Listen, it’s not like he hates kids or teens, but it’s just extra responsibilities to watch over them. And he already slacks off enough to begin with, so is this really a good idea sticking a 14 year-old with him?

And lowkey, the way that he treated Akutagawa is still heavy on his mind, and he doesn’t want a repeat

But the President made it so, and Kunikida was ready to attack if he even thought about denying the order. Plus, it could be like another Atsushi around (another person to pass work off too) so that was a win!

And another person to annoy Kunikida too

You looked so pure and innocent. Are you sure that you’re in the right place?

He genuinely thought you were a lost kid when you came up to him the first time lmao

Geez, you even sound sweet too! How has this world not damage or corrupt you yet?

“Hi Mr. Dazai! It’s nice to meet you. I hope that we can make a great team, and that I’m here to help if you need anything!”

“Nice to meet you too. And now that you mention it, these reports have been giving me a hard time...”

Not gonna lie, he did take advantage of your help. You offered, so why not? He thought you were gonna get sick of it soon and start complaining, but nope

You took his reports and did it with no hesitation every time. And you always handed it to him with a bright smile. On top of that, you always cleaned up his area and behind him, you did any leftover work that he ignored forgot to do so that he wouldn’t get yelled at, and tried to bring him small snacks and even packed a whole lunch for him when you noticed that he didn’t eat a lot

He even started to feel pretty bad and he was getting disapproving looks from his fellow detectives (even Kenji, and he never frowns)

So he started to take back and *GASP* actually do his work?!

But you stopped him, and told him that he should, “Take it easy! You work hard enough as it is saving the city. It’s no problem doing these reports, and I want to help you in any way I can, Mr. Dazai.”

“(Y/N), don’t worry, I can do them. And remember it’s just Dazai, calling me Mister makes me feel old like Kunikida-”

“I HEARD THAT!”

And it seemed like you really cared for his wellbeing, especially when you had to accompany him on missions

Well, it just so happen that while you were going with Atsushi to find Dazai to start a mission, you both found him

Hanging upside down, sinking to the bottom of the lake

You rushed into the water immediately, pulling him out and onto the ground while Atsushi was just standing there in disbelief

Atsushi is so done with his shit

“Dazai, can you hear me?! Dazai?! Atsushi, I gotta give him CPR I don’t think he’s-”

“(Y/N) don’t worry he’s okay! This isn’t his first time he’s done this, and probably not the last.”

“W-what do you mean?”

You didn’t know about Dazai’s suicide methods? Did he not tell you or talk about it in front of you? Atsushi would have been somewhat proud of him if this whole situation didn’t happen, but here we are

“Geez, guess this method isn’t for me. It seems like someone is bound to always inter- hm, (Y/N)? What are doing out of the office? What’s wrong? Why are you crying?”

You hugged his chest tightly, not caring that he was practically soaked down to the bone

“Please stop, Dazai! Why are you doing this? Why are you trying to leave everyone?! Why are you trying to leave ME?!”

That got his attention

“Your life is important, Dazai, too important to try and end it on your own terms! You’re special to me, I look up to you. You’re smart, funny, and you help everyone out in your own special way. If you weren’t here anymore, everyone would be so lost...I would be so lost..,I-I-I wouldn’t know what to do-”

“(Y/N)-”

You looked up, eyes red and puffy with tears rolling down your cheeks, but filled with determination

“I promise you that I will make sure you know how much you matter to everyone. I swear on my life that I will.”

Okay, so you know how you were helpful/adorable before? On a scale of 1-10, you were definitely at an 11. But Dazai felt like you were at a 20

At first, he thought that you weren’t being genuine. You were just a young kid who didn’t know any better and was just trying to do your job, in sickeningly, oversweet way. I mean, who would really care about him with his horrid past? He was convinced that you were just naïve, and that the world would swallow you whole when it gets the chance. And it made him feel pity for you

But you proved him wrong

You weren’t just some ignorant child. You were in this agency working alongside him for a reason. And you reminded him of that everyday when he saw you working, handling the cases, taking actions on missions, all the while being kindhearted through and through

You especially went out of way for him, and it was both a warm and scary feeling. People that he ended up caring for shared an undeserving fate, and he blamed himself for it constantly. So he tried to keep his distance, for your safety. You still had a life to live, and he didn’t want to ruin that for you.

But it was kinda hard to when you work together, and with you constantly being under his wing trying to show him the good in life and the difference that he made, he couldn’t help but admit it

You proved him wrong, and not a lot of people can say that.

You went out of your way to make sure that everyone was okay, mentally and physically. He didn’t want to admit it, but you made the office (and his life) a little bit more bearable when you were around. You’re a good kid. And it was so fun to rope you and sometimes Atsushi into his schemes lmao y’all can be so gullible sometimes

Unfortunately, he still planned to leave this world, but he tried not to talk about it in front of or around you, and his number of attempts did dwindle, so that was a good thing

“Hey (Y/N), let’s grab something to eat, I would be a terrible person if I let my dear little baby assistant go hungry.”

“Dazai, if you’re hungry, you can just say that. I don’t mind finishing this later. It’s good to eat when you need to, and your health is #1 priority!”

He couldn’t take back his past and the way he abused Akutagawa, but he could certainly make sure that he doesn’t make the same mistakes

And that would start with being a decent role model for you. He won’t exactly be a “model citizen”, but he will always do the right thing. He’s turned over a new leaf by turning to the light, and while his methods aren’t always legal, he won’t stray from it again

And he won’t let you stray either

Ranpo

He was not a happy camper at all, let me tell you

Hello, do you know who he is?? He’s the greatest detective in the world! Why would the President think he need a sidekick?! He saw you working under him as an insult. Were they trying to say that he wasn’t good enough on his own?!

You weren’t exactly welcome with open arms, but that was okay! You were a complete stranger to him, but you were hoping that would change overtime

And Fukuzawa offered to praise him if he took you in so he stopped pouting momentarily

“Hi Mr. Ranpo! I’ve heard great things about you, and I hope that we can get along!”

“Well, of course you’ve heard great things about me, I’m the greatest detective in the world! It would be a crime if you didn’t hear about me.”

It was a rocky start between you guys to say the least. Not only was he lazy with the work he already had (I mean, it was too easy for him), but you were always willing to complete it (which you did, when you realized that maybe he was too tired or had other important things to worry about)

Who are you trying to fool, this man was just being lazy

But you either didn’t realize it or you just purposely ignored it to get it done for the sake of the agency. Bless your pure heart for putting up with that poutyface

Despite that, you handled everything with positivity and pride. When discussing cases (even though he would solve it in under a minute), you already had the reports ready to go, took notes for him, and you even tidied up his desk (which really consisted of his snack pile)

And you were starting to grow on him. You were like his mini cheerleader/#1 fan. His ego was going through the roof

On missions, it was a piece of cake for him, duh! With his ability, Super Deduction, it was always easy. And you were in the background, in awe with everything going on. He wanted to say he was surprised, but he would be lying. It would be a downright lie if you said you weren’t impressed with his ability and with him in general.

You repeatedly praised him, and he always gave you the same response:

“World’s greatest detective, remember?”

The one thing that would cause him to see you in a new light, was when he got lost. You remembered Kunikida mentioning that he wasn’t the best at navigating the train system

He really said that Ranpo didn’t even know how to read the schedule, and that someone had to always walk with him to make sure he was going to the right places.

He just wanted to go back to the office to his beloved snacks, when this happened. He wasn’t stupid by any means, but it was a waste to use his ability on something trivial as this-

“Mr. Ranpo! Wait for me!”

Just as he knew, you were running late meeting him

“Hey (Y/N) what took you so long?! My beloved snacks are calling for me back at the agency, and I need to answer-”

“Don’t worry, I packed you some!”

“Yeah, I already knew that since that’s the reason you’re late. And before you ask, you look out of breath, the receipt is still crumpled in your hand, and I see some crumbs from something you already ate on your clothes.”

Huh. Was it that obvious? You guess so...

Or maybe Ranpo really is the world’s greatest detective!

“I know, I know. I’m the best, no need to tell-”‘

“Mr. Ranpo, you deserve all the praise that you get. You’re someone I want to be like when I get older.”

“Hm?”, there you go praising him again, but you were crying

“I feel like people don’t take you seriously like they should, Just because you don't fight like the others doesn’t mean that you’re not a valuable asset to the group! And I wish people saw you like how I do! You’re my inspiration to do my best everyday. And I know that I can’t be the best detective, but I want to be as strong and intelligent and brave just like you so I can save people and be a motivating hero like you!”

He’s silent, and your words are sinking in. You’re wiping away your tears, the start of an apology on the tip of your tongue, when he suddenly put his hand on top of your head

He’s staring right at you, glasses on and green eyes open for you to see

“You’re already on your way there (Y/N). That I know. And I’m never wrong with my deductions, let alone when using my ability.”

The flood gates have OPENED

You know that he doesn’t technically have an ability, but that doesn’t stop you from accepting his words and finding them as the truth. If Ranpo said it, he meant it. He was the world’s greatest detective, and you didn’t have any doubt in him

“Now let’s go, it’s going to start raining and I don’t want us to be hungry and drenched. Plus, Kunikida is totally freaking out and thinking that we’re both lost and in some criminal’s hideout right now.”

After that fateful day, the dynamic shifted between you two. Instead of you just doing the work, he pushed it off on someone else so he could explain to you about the different cases he had to solve, and other detective matters

Really he was just bragging and having you both slack off, but it didn’t matter you guys were still having fun

It even got to a point where he shared some snacks with you from his sacred snack pile

BOY WAS THAT THE TALK OF THE OFFICE

All in all, while he knew that you couldn’t be the greatest detective (that was his title after all), he would help you get to your goal regardless. Not that you would need a lot of extra help, he was watching over you after all, and you already have a good head on your shoulders along with the heart of a hero

Every Sherlock needs a Watson, and he deducted that it wasn’t too bad having you by his side

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equizona · 4 years

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Hey! Can I please request Kyoya with a reader who isn't rich and is studying musical theatre and he doesn't like her a lot at first???

Of course ^^ thanks a lot for sending in the request, and I hope you like it. [This was also very fun to do, I don't do musicals and we usually only do normal ones, but I've done one musical before, and it was The story if evil, we write the thing ourselves based on the story of songs, check it out, even if its Vocaloid, their some very nice songs!]

Also I'm so sorry for Kyoya being OOC, it's kind of how I see him acting around the person he likes? Also I'm very sorry this is bad :|

Soft Voices{Kyoya Ootori x reader}

When you first started in the same year as Haruhi, Kyoya couldn't have cared less about you. Sure, he had done his usual research, but other than that you weren't anything intresting or valuable to him. However, one day you had ended up crashing into him while running down the corridor of the school, and instead of stopping to help him after you had knocked down his things, you had just continued rushing down. Which caused him to be very sour against you.

So to say he was unimpressed when you stepped into the host club was an understatement. Though he knew he couldn't act on it, since it would lower the reputation of both him and the host club. He knew you had gotten a scholarship for musical theater, but he really didn't care, so when the two girls you went with dragged you to Tamaki to rant about how the three of you had decided to come here since your practice had been canceled, he ignored it.

And he continued to do that for months. He wouldn't glance at you. He didn't like you, so he didn't see a reason to interact with you. Especially since the few times you went to the host club you would request either the twins or Tamaki.

But Kyoya was on his way to the newspaper club one day, when he heard a voice. A girl was singing. He walked closer to the door. "Drifting further away, little wish upon the waves. With eyes full of tears she regrets those days." The voice paused for a few seconds. "If the day comes that we are reborn once again..." the voice trailed off, and Kyoya wondered if the girl would continue singing.

Which she did, but the song was different. "Now kneel before me peasants." The voice went from the sad and lonely sound to an arrogant and rude tone, and kyoya frowned in confusion. What happened? He looked at the door sign, and realized this was the musical theater room. "She's a very good actor" Kyoya mumbled under his breath. He remembered seeing some of the girls who was in the club at the host club, meaning this was someone staying behind to practice.

Kyoya realized he had to get going to the newspaper club, and he promptly left.

---

He had originally tried talking to some of the girls, wondering if they would bring him to their practice. But no matter hoe much he tried to buy off and blackmail convince them, all of the girls were very adamant about not letting anyone see until they were done practicing for their play.

So he was left with one option. Y/N, the girl who was a commoner, just like haruhi, but in difference, a commoner he didn't like very much. So, he decided to approach you one day. "Hello there, your miss L/N, are you not?" The black haired boy spoke in his dark and silky voice, trying to make you more willing.

---

You turned around at the calling of your family name, only to see Ootori Kyoya. You'd been to the host club a few times, so you knew who he was. But more than anything you recognized him as the guy you crashed into in the hallway once. You still felt kind of guilty over that, but he never seemed approachable, so you stayed away.

But now he was the one talking to you first, but you'd heard he could be very cunning and manipulative, and since you didn't have a lot of money, you were slightly scared. "Yes, that me. Your kyoya Ootori, correct?" You made sure to keep your voice steady. The male hummed in agreement.

"So, is there anything I can do for you?" You asked him, giving him your best smile. "Well yes, I've been rather intrested in the musical theather lately, and so I figured I should talk to a member." He spoke up, and you beamed. Not a lot of boys actually joined theater, let alone musical theater, so one who was intrested was a score!

"Yes, of course! What would you like to know?" "Well, is there anyway I could join in on practice to see what you do there?" You frowned inwardly, he couldn't. Everyone in the group had decided that no outsiders were allowed into rehearsals after the first time. You shook your head. "Sadly you missed practice day, though it's only a few months until our play is ready and we'll be performing? You could come watch then if you'd like?"

---

That wouldn't do for Kyoya. He liked knowing things, and he wanted to know who had been singing. Though, mabye if he befriended you, you'd let him in? He settled with that. "Ah, well that's to bad, though is it possible we could hang out and mabye you could give me some tips?" That should work.

You grinned, before digging your phone out of your backpack and handing it to him. "Yep! That works for me! Here, give me your number." Kyoya typed his number in,trying not to groan. Kyoya knew how to hold a grudge, and he was still salty.

"And actually, I'm not sure if you remember, but during the first week, I crashed into you. I was almost late for theater, and I didn't wanna be late so I couldn't stop. Also, you were kinda scary and I chickened out from apologizing to you after that, and even if it's a bit late now, I'm very sorry about crashing into you! Anyways,I should get going, talk to you later!" Well nevermind then, mabye Kyoya wasn't so salty about it anymore.

---

It had been two weeks, and no matter how persistent he was, you wouldn't let him go to the practice. Not that he minded that much, you were good company, and you had a nice voice.

Besides, he kind of enjoyed when you would wait outside the host club room and wait for him, before dragging him to do something. Whether that was just walking around and talking, or you sneaking into a market to eat free samples while he face palmed at your stupidity.

---

One day you had brought him to an amusment park. He hadn't actually ever been there, and he didn't really want to. But you were so persistent, And had offered to pay for his tickets as well. Though in the end he ended up paying, and he didn't give you a choice.

---

After about a month or so, Kyoya had lost all interest in the voice he heard, and he would much rather be listening to you talk about your day, before asking him about his. And then you'd just keep on finding anything to talk about so that neither of you were ever bored.

He liked your company far more than he wanted to admit.

---

After about two months, he was coming to term with the fact he liked you. It was ironic, the person he had dislikes the most was now the person he liked the most only about teo months later.

Though he didn't seem to be the only one who realized he liked Y/N. As Tamaki was currently bugging him about it, the twins were laughing at his pain, and Haruhi, Mori and Honey were confused in the background. "If you like her you have to confess to her! You can be her Romeo, wait that ended badly- you can be her prince charming!"

How Kyoya wished he was walking around town with you right now. It's not that he disliked Tamaki, in fact he treasured the blonde a lot, but he could get quite tiring sometimes. As the rest of the host club could get. And he tried calming himself down like your voice always did. It didn't quite work though.

Soon the twins decided to join Tamaki though. "You know, if you like her you really should confess. I've heard shes been getting quite popular with teh boys lately. Who knows what type of person could come sweep her off her feet right under your nose." The twins cackled evily. But Kyoya realized that yes, some perverted rich boy could take advantage of her! But when had she been getting popular among the boys? If she got a boyfriend would she stop hanging out with him? Wait if they became lovers it would open an even bigger field for the two...

"Fine. What is your confession plan then?" He huffed annoyed, not wanting to admit that he wasn't really sure how he should confess to you. Tamaki lit up. "Well, the plan is.."

---

Kyoya hadn't liked Tamaki's plan, and he felt you wouldn't either. So he had taken things into his own hands, something he was starting to regret, because everything was going wrong.

It had started with the day being normal, but when he saw you waiting in front of music room three for him, he walked up and asked if you wanted to walk around the city that day. Your eyes had filled themselves with stars as you beamed at him, before nodding eagerly.

And so it had went, you dragging him around the city, doing random things and talking about random things as he tried to get the courage to confess to you.

Though he hadn't ever gotten the courage. He had been planning on giving up for the day since it was very late, but his phone was out of power. He had asked you borrow yours, but yours was out of power as well. So now you were standing at a bus station since it had started snowing. Kyoya groaned.

You turned towards him. "You okay Kyoya?" You questioned him, and your voice made him feel atleast a little bit better. He nodded his head. You frowned at him. "Don't lie to me." Even when your voice was stern, it was still as soft as ever.

But Kyoya knew he couldn't lie to you, so he gave into his fate. "This wasn't how today was supposed to go. We stayed out way to late, our phones are out of power and it's snowing." He couldn't help but give into his emotions and frown. He glanced at you, but you where only staring at the sky.

Kyoya didn't know how, but somehow the stars where out and it was snowing. He could feel his face heat up at the sight of the pale snow landing delicately on your own S/C skin, along with the stars twinkling in your eyes. Fuck, he was in way to deep for this.

You grinned at him. "Why do you say that like it's a bad thing? Sure we stayed out longer than we had planned, but that just means we like being with each other, right? And phones go out of power sometimes, it's normal! And the snow is lovely, don't you think?" He blinked.

But before he could give you an answer, you intertwined your hand with his and started pulling him to the right. "But no worries! I know my way home, you could just stay over at my place for the night, we don't have school so it's okay!" Kyoya's face was redder than an apple at this point. He wasn't sure why entirely. But it was a pleasant feeling.

"I love you." He spoke without thinking, no like or anything. He knew he loved you, but he hadn't been planning on saying that. And you hadn't been prepared for him to say that either considering how you stopped walking and froze.

You turned around in a split second, your E/C eyes glimmering with both confusion and surprise. "What?" You asked in disbelief. Kyoya sighed, he knew he'd never get the guts to do this again, so he tried giving himself some encouragement. It didn't work. "You head what I said."

You both started at eachother for a while, neither saying a single word. Before you grinned, throwing your arms around his neck with a hug. He frowned in confusion, he was sure you would have denied his feelings based on the long silence?

Not that he was complaining, instead he let out a relived sigh and hugged you back. You stepped away from him, grinning wildly, before taking his hand and rushing towards your house. "Alrighty, date night at my house it is!" You shouted into the night, and Kyoya couldn't contain his own smile.

---

Kyoya had eventually stopped talking with you about Musical theater, and the only times it was talked about was when you brought it up, or the times where he got the two of you tickets to watch one. You never asked him about why either.

But the play that you had been practicing for months to was being played at the school later this evening, and you were inviting him to watch. Even if he wasn't actually interested in playing, he was intrested in your interests, so of course he agreed.

And now you were standing in front of him dressed in a yellow wig, along with a fancy old-fashioned yellow and black dress. He couldn't see your feet, but you looked lovely. "This is so exciting! The play will be starting soon, but I wanted to see you before it started!" You grinned at him, letting your voice play out.

He gave you a tiny smile in return. And you were signaled by one of your friends to get to the stage. He waved as you ran to the stage. The lights went off not long after, and a light shone on one of your friends.

"Long, long ago there was a kingdom by the sea, it was rich and wonderful, with a young queen on the throne. But many people referred to the young maiden as the daughter of evil, for she was truly selfish. She would take and take from her pupils, not sparing any mercy to the people she should have led. However, this tale will tell more than just that, we are here to tell you poeple the story of evil, so that you too, can see the real story of that faithful day..."

The lights went off again, and a new light shone, and there was you. Music started playing, and he realized you had a microphone headset on. "Now, kneel before me peasants." Your cold eyes glimmered sadistically at the crowd, and he felt a shiver run down his spine.

He recognized that voice. It was the very reason he had talked to you at all! He was so stupid, both voices had been so soft, though he had to admit he preferred the person you where with him. But this was nice, he would make sure to support you in your dreams. They where the very reason he met you after all.

---

The story had ended, and Kyoya had to admit it had been awfully sad, but over all a very good story. Some of his fellow host club members where outright crying though.

He raised himself, and went over to you. You smiled, stepping away from your friends after seeing him. "You know, I feel I should tell you that the reason I talked to you was because I wanted to know the person who I had heard practicing oneof the songs. It was unexpected, but not quite that surprising to see you behind the lovely voice."

You snorted, laughing a bit at his statement. Though he was happy you didn't get mad over him lying to you. He wrapped his arms around your neck, burying his face in your H/L hair. He could feel you grin into his chest, not trying to escape from his embrace.

"You know what Kyoya?" He hummed in response. "I love you." He grinned, though luckily nobody could see that. "I love you too." "Only my voice?" "Not at all, I adore everything." "Good, because so do I."

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Of Yellows, Pinks and Blues

Summary: "You're afraid, aren't you?" Aeon had asked her, one quiet moment when Marinette had stood out of earshot from her friends. "What? No! Why should I be scared?" She had whispered back. "You brought Chat Noir back to me. We're fine now." "Every hero gets a little scared from time to time. When I met Chat Noir, he was scared of facing you again, but he came back for you. And you are afraid of him still resenting you, but I tell you, your fears are quite unfounded."

Yes, Marinette should have believed her. Aeon was an AI after all. There was nothing she didn't know. But nothing more than her kitty's word - that he wasn't upset with her for letting him go - would satisfy her.

(Contains spoilers for the NYC Special)

Read in Ao3:

Ladybug swung her legs back and forth, staring out at the dark New York skyline, sprinkled occasionally with sparkles from the several skyscrapers.

She avoided googling about Paris entirely, unless it had to do with news about her partner.

Everyone had managed to get away, even if there were injuries. After a year of dealing with akumas, Paris had become very efficient in evading Hawkmoth and Mayura's clutches.

But it still didn't change what had happened.

Paris had been attacked and they weren't there.

Chat had taken responsibility for explaining his and Ladybug's absence while she was still stuck in New York.

Mayor Bourgeois had been surprisingly understanding - if a little grouchy, although that mostly had to do with Chloe being one of the people she and Chat Noir had saved.

Even then, in the livestream from Paris, her heart twisted every time she caught Chat's face twinge in guilt.

If only she wasn't stuck here on the Empire State Building.

She wouldn't have had to pretend to be understanding when Adrien called them after reaching Paris, assuring his friends that everything was fine.

She wouldn't have to look over her shoulder, looking out for a chance that Hawkmoth would strike again.

She wouldn't need to force a smile in every group picture.

She wouldn't have to anxiously check her akuma alerts, worrying for Chat's well being, she could have actually been there with him and gotten to fight with him.

She could have held Chat's hand and squeezed it tighter every time he tried to blame himself.

She had been too harsh, even if she was essentially right to be, as he would point out.

It wasn't his fault. He didn't send that sentimonster. Mayura did. She would tell him that.

She hadn't seen Adrien since that last video call yesterday. And the last she saw of Chat was the flap of his black wings towards Paris.

Jess and Aeon were wonderful, but they weren't Chat.

She hadn't slept a wink in the past two days. Sometimes she would find herself staring at Adrien's text window. He would send messages in the group chat he shared with her, Alya and Nino. Sometimes even in their private messages, he'd thank her efforts in trying to get him to New York even if it ended up in shambles.

What she did even more during those sleepless nights was stare at the little cat toy, turning it over in her palms, waiting for it to ring not for Paris, but for the boy who owned it.

It never did ring.

Today, the sleepless night was just too much to handle, so she climbed out of the hotel's bathroom window. The hotel's air conditioning could never compare to the crisp air of nighttime.

She didn't know why she was acting like that cat toy was their only form of communication. They had a yo-yo and baton. They would text using those while they were on the same rooftop just for the fun of it.

"You're afraid, aren't you?" Aeon had asked her, one quiet moment when Marinette had stood out of earshot from her friends.

"What? No! Why should I be scared?" She had whispered back. "You brought Chat Noir back to me. We're fine now."

"Every hero gets a little scared from time to time. When I met Chat Noir, he was scared of facing you again, but he came back for you. And you are afraid of him still resenting you, but I tell you, your fears are quite unfounded."

Yes, Marinette should have believed her. Aeon was an AI after all. There was nothing she didn't know.

But nothing more than her kitty's word - that he wasn't upset with her for letting him go - would satisfy her.

A tear slid down on the screen of her yo yo.

The last message from him was three days ago, before she had left Paris. It was a silly pun about cats and yarn.

She missed him. She missed him terribly. Atleast she could quietly miss Adrien while getting to see him everyday in class. She saw Chat Noir everyday, and the single hour when he was lost to her forever still felt like a nightmare she couldn’t shake off.

'Get it together, Marinette. You basically drove him off,but he came to you anyway. Just...text him. It's just a text.'

‘Hey, Chat.’

She didn't dare nickname him. She didn't dare to be more familiar than she was supposed to.

‘I don't know if you're there but, it should be 8 PM in Paris. Are you doing okay?’

Before she could even cringe at her text, she pressed the send button.

There.

He was probably so busy, he probably wouldn't even notice.

Her yo-yo pinged, making her jump.

"I am hereww!&^" he had replied.

He had replied!

He had replied and he never made typos! Was he really that excited?

"M'lady, are you there?"

There he was. Back on the grammatically correct train. Her eyes were so blurry with relieved tears, she almost didn't notice the tiny wiggling in her belly.

That must have been her stomach tingling in excitement.

When she wiped her tears, she realised it was actually her cat toy, squeaking in her lap.

He was searching for her.

‘I'm here!’ She practically shouted as she typed.

‘How is Paris? Is everything okay? Is there trouble again?’

‘No, none. Everything is practically quiet. Wait, so why are you transformed?’

‘Why are you transformed?’ she shot back, trying to divert the conversation.

‘I was taking a shortcut to my house, everything is fine here too. I've been sneaking out to help the construction workers with restoring the buildings and collecting the debris.’

Her heart practically melted. He didn't know that she knows he doubts himself sometimes, but to her - Chat Noir was a hero in every sense of the word.

‘You noble soul.’ It was phrased like a joke, but she meant it.

Now he was going to brag about him being a gentlecat and then everything would be back to normal-

‘Not really, though.’ he replied, and she could hear the guilt in his words. ‘It's the least I can do after I messed up.’

"Oh, Chat..." she said to herself, feeling terribly sorry for him.

‘It's not your fault.’ she texted furiously.

He didn't reply for a few minutes, and then it came again.

‘Where are you in New York?’

So she wasn't the only one good at deflecting. She briefly considered making something up, identities had to be protected after all, but it was far too late and she was too tired to even think of an excuse.

‘On top of the Empire State Building.’ she sent, thinking about his reaction with bated breath.

‘I wish you were here with me…’ her fingers spelt out the words before she could register them.

By the time she did, she frantically tried to backspace.

Sometimes she hated how tiny her yo-yo screen was. And how close the send button was close to the backspace one.

"NO NO NO!" She almost dropped her yo yo. She hadn't meant to send that!!

He had read it.

‘Chat? Are you there?’ She tried to avoid the exclamation points.

She didn't want to hurt him by saying she didn't mean to send that, but also, she didn’t mean to send that!

‘Sorry, I have to go, I'll talk later.’ he finally replied.

That was enough to send Marinette into a panic.

Oh no.

She had massively screwed up, hadn't she?

She just kept on rambling about Paris and she never asked about him, no wonder he was upset! If she was him, she would hate herself!

‘Chat? What happened?’

Oh no. What if there was an akuma? Was that why he left?

But her cat toy wasn't ringing.

Maybe something came up and he had to detransform! Yeah, that was a reasonable explanation, and if he needed her, he would tell her!

What if she had messed up things so bad he realised he was better off without her?

"M'lady!"

She couldn't believe her ears.

Her head snapped up, and her jaw dropped.

"Chat Noir?" She whispered.

No, she was just dreaming. There was no way that was him, that was just a crow or a bat.

The figure landed on the roof a few steps away and muttered, "Claws in."

No crows or bats in New York. Just one Chat Noir.

His brightly glowing bell diminished into its usual golden glossy sheen. Chat Noir’s face held a cautious sort of happiness as he searched her face, trying to gauge some sort of a reaction.

Was she mad at him? Was she going to throw him off the building or force him to fly back to Paris?

He heard her let out a strangled sob as she threw her arms around him again.

"You're here, you're really here!" She squealed into his shoulder.

He had to bow down a little to hug her better, and it resulted in her being cocooned into his arms even more.

"I missed you." He said immediately.

"I missed you too." She pulled back, holding his face in hers. "I still can't believe..."

He laughed, trying to blink back the tears in his eyes.

"You asked for me, m'lady. How can this cat ever refuse?"

"How are you?" She asked, her heart thumping hard.

Her hands were still on his chest.

"How are you , m'lady?" he held her hands, squeezing them tightly.

"I'm only here for another day, but I'm dying to get back to Paris." She said, pulling him down to sit with her.

"Are you feeling homesick?" He asked, his eyes crinkling.

"Yeah. Looks like Hawkmoth will follow us no matter where we go." She sighed, fisting her palms. "He didn't bother showing up there, did he?"

"No. And I'm keeping a lookout everywhere." He said hastily.

He would never ever betray his lady ever again, and he wanted her to know that.

"I'm patrolling everyday and keeping up with every news source and-"

"Hush, kitty." she placed a finger over his lips. "I know. You don't have to tell me."

He managed to smile weakly.

"I got you something." He said, pulling out his baton.

"It has only been 5 minutes! How did you even-?"

He pressed a button on his baton, and its end opened, and out bloomed six roses, in three different colours.

“Yeah, I didn’t know it could do that either.” He sniggered at her incredulous expression.

"I've been waiting to give you this the minute you came back." He held out the tiny bouquet. “But you know, circumstances have changed.”

Marinette was well versed in flower language. It was a part of her wild fantasies back in the day when she would dream about Adrien giving her red roses for love or pink for admiration or violet for enchantment or-

Oh, Adrien....

Marinette's heart panged as she remembered his kind, gentle eyes, never wavering despite her crazy antics.

And if she squinted, it was almost as if she could see them now-

"M'lady?"

"Chat, I-" she stuttered, accepting the bouquet of yellow, blue and pink roses. "Thank you, I just wasn't expecting this!"

Did she just try to see Adrien in Chat's eyes?

It was official, she had gone bonkers.

"Yeah, and look, I researched them this time too!"

Ladybug knew exactly what the flowers meant, but she wanted to hear it from him.

"Yellow means friendship, as you already know," he babbled excitedly. "But blue means trust and pink means gratitude."

Even if she expected to hear those words, actually hearing it from him made her heart race.

"I...I just wanted you to know that, no matter what happens, I will always try to do my best to be the partner you need and...I can't even begin to thank you for being stuck with someone like me."

Something about the way he said it - it gave her a strong case of deja vu.

Quickly dispelling those thoughts, she gathered herself together.

She really couldn't imagine Chat Noir going around thanking people for being in his life.

Life surprises you everyday.

"Silly kitty. You already are the only partner I'll ever need. Nothing is going to change that."

To her surprise, he still looked uneasy.

"What's wrong?"

"I messed up a lot that day." He sighed. "In more ways than one."

"What do you mean?" She asked. "You know Uncanny and Majestia don't blame you! I don't blame you!"

"No, it's not that." He said, desperately. When she still looked sceptical, he took her hand in his and placed it over his heart. "I promise you, no matter what I feel about that, I'm never leaving you. I promise."

"Then why didn't you contact me?" She asked, and she couldn't take those words back.

Seriously? She sounded like a whiny girlfrie-NOPE, she was not going to complete that sentence, nuh uh.

"I didn't want to bother you." He said, his eyes downcast. "I figured, since you're coming to Paris tomorrow-"

Gathering up the last bit of courage she had, she kissed the top of his head.

"Chat Noir, getting to fight alongside you is one of the best things that has ever happened to me, and I won't stop repeating it until you believe it."

Flashing memories of thunder and a skidding bike and stinging skin invaded her mind.

She had screamed for Adrien to stay but he couldn't hear her.

And she had the gall to say 'I love you', as if he was there in front of her, listening.

She really was pathetic.

"I know, m'lady." He said and she flinched for a moment, terrified if he had heard the raging battle in her head.

Oh, he was responding to what she said.

She shook her head. It didn't matter.

Adrien was miles away, and when she got back to Paris, he would be further away from her.

And Chat Noir was here! He needed her, he came looking for her; always, always came back to her.

"Then what do you mean, you messed up in more ways than one?"

"I don't know if I can tell you without endangering our identities anyway, so, it's okay, m'lady." He smiled sadly. "It'll be okay, it's just me being stupid."

‘Screw their identities.’

She could not believe she had thought that.

Okay, maybe that wasn't the case all the time. But right now, he mattered more.

"Tell me as much as you can. I'll try to help."

"Are you sure - I mean -"

" Chaaaaaat ." She pouted and he relented.

"Okay, okay." He managed to chuckle before the mood became somber.

"I was in New York for a day and...I came with a group of friends." He said, measuring out his words carefully. "And well, all the things with the American Heroes happened and well...I had to leave."

"Wait, you were leaving? For real?" Ladybug's eyes widened.

"Yeah, but Uncanny caught me just in time."

She didn't want to think about what would have happened if she didn't, so she just squeezed his hands and motioned for him to continue.

"So um, I was leaving and....and I was originally not going but one of my friends, she tried so hard to make it possible for me to come and - I felt like I had screwed up everything."

Ladybug squinted slightly, but managed to give him a sympathetic smile.

"And, recently I got in touch with N- I mean, one of my friends and I got to know that she chased after me, trying to get me to stay and....I didn't even know. How can I face her after something like that?"

Ladybug's breath hitched.

No.

It couldn't be.

"If she never forgives me, I'd deserve it because, I am -" he blinked. "I always knew she cared but I didn't realise she cared about me this much. I don't deserve-"

"Stop it!" Ladybug snapped, putting the roses on her lap aside. "Stop...stop saying you don't deserve anything!"

"M'lady, I...I don't know how to say this." He said, pulling his hands out of hers.

"I've been trying my best to move on from you. I know you don't see me in that way and I understand, but it's just so hard! And being with the girl I'm talking about - she made it easier - she's so beautiful and talented and amazing and smart, just like you and now I'm-" he put his head in his hands and groaned. "I'm making no sense!"

This made no sense!

She couldn't have been chasing after Chat Noir himself!

He had a life of his own, had friends of his own, a girl whom he was probably in love-

Finishing sentences seemed to be the bane of her existence today.

Chat Noir had every right to be in love with anyone he wanted. Just like-

She had run after Adrien! Not Chat Noir! Adrien wasn't the one confessing his love for her on a daily basis, she hadn't fought to bring Chat Noir to Paris, Adrien wasn't here right now, in front of her, giving her flowers!

Somewhere in her troubled heart, she wondered if her whispered confession in a damp street in the rain was only for Adrien's ears...

"This girl. Do you...do you love her?" She asked quietly.

"There's no way she'd love me. She's way out of my league." he said meekly.

"Answer my question, Chat. Do you love her?"

He gulped before answering. "It took me a while, and I don't know if I should even go with this, but, yes, yes I do." He said it so reverently, like it was a precious secret he was tasked to guard with his life.

"You should know something about her.” the words were spilling over before she could jam a lid on it. “She did try to run after you. She tried to get you back but it was raining and-" she choked out a laugh. "-and she skidded and fell like the klutz she is, and she just can't handle how kind, and good and loyal you are, and she was calling out for you, trying to tell you she's sorry for saying the things she said, she's sorry for making you give up your ring and that she loves you. Both sides of you, Adrien."

Chat had a mildly confused look on his face before his skin turned a sickly pale colour.

He opened his mouth but nothing came out. He made do with gripping her shoulders tightly.

"Please," he pleaded. Ladybug was comfortable with Chat Noir holding her shoulders but Marinette was still tentative of Adrien's touch. "Please, please tell me I'm talking to Marinette, m'lady. Please tell me I'm not too late."

"You are." She whimpered in happiness as she released her transformation. "And no, you're not too late."

Seeing his face split into the widest grin there was made her heart burst.

"It's you! I thought...oh my god, I hoped but-CLAWS IN!" he practically shouted and Adrien Agreste stood there crouching in front of her, his eyes just as teary eyed as hers.

"Finally!!! I thought I would never get to see the end of this!" Plagg wailed but Tikki shushed him, watching fondly as Adrien pulled Marinette into a crushing hug, both of them crying and laughing at the same time.

"We are so stupid!" Adrien was yelling into the night.

"We couldn't get past automatic doors!!" Marinette let out a muffled laugh into his chest, before shivering.

Oops. She had forgotten she was still wearing her pajamas.

"Oh no, you're cold." He realised, and without missing a beat, bundled her up in his overcoat.

His coat was warm and comfy and felt like his warm hugs. "Did you come here straight from home??"

"Yeah..." he replied, mesmerized, taking in every inch of her face. "Don't worry, my dad is out of town and....you're wearing your hair down." He said, absentmindedly reaching to twirl a strand in his fingers.

Marinette blushed heavily, before realizing something.

"Oh no."

"What, what is it?" He said, barely noticing the kwamis disappearing into his coat to give them privacy.

"It's not your fault you weren't in Paris, it was mine!" She moaned. "Oh, kitty, I'm so sorry I said those things to you! And for putting you in that position!"

"Now before you both go, 'It's my fault' AGAIN," Plagg peered out from Adrien's coat pocket. "Need I remind you that your old man only told you were going at the last minute so you couldn't change your mind? And it was me who convinced you. If anyone is at fault it's me."

"No, Plagg, of course not. It's no one's fault. Uh, I mean, just the going to the New York part, and even then-"

"Marinette, you and Plagg were only looking out for Adrien." Tikki said comfortingly. "Adrien, there's nothing wrong with wanting to be with your friends. Even heroes deserve a break sometimes."

Adrien was the first to relent.

"They're right." He leaned in, kissing his lady's cheek. "Too many variables, and frankly at this point, I don't even care." He murmured. Their faces were barely an inch apart.

"Did you like New York?" Marinette stammered, not being able to compute.

"Oh yes, I definitely loved it." He said, in no way suggesting that he was referring to New York. "The dances, the food...the sights..." they were leaning in before Plagg interrupted.

"The automatic doors?" He asked dryly.

"Plagg, I swear to god." Adrien growled.

"I'll handle him." Tikki said, pulling him into Marinette's purse.

"Now, can I kiss you?" He asked, hesitantly, pulling back a little. "Because if you don't want to-mmf!"

He was interrupted by Marinette grabbing his shirt and pulling him into a fierce kiss.

He grabbed her waist, seating her into his lap as he tilted his head to capture her lips better.

"Marinette..." he breathed, once they pulled apart. "You have to warn me before you do things like that."

She barely opened her mouth before his lips were on hers once again, but they left quickly to press haphazard pecks all over her face - her forehead, her eyelids, her cheeks, her nose before dropping to her lips again.

“I love you, I love you so much, m’lady.” He whispered in between every kiss.

“I love you too.” Marinette reveled in finally getting to say those pesky words.

They allowed themselves an hour of being in each other's arms before Marinette finally asked, nestled in Adrien's embrace as she cradled the roses he bought her. "Where do we go from here?"

"Wherever you want." He said simply.

"Does that mean that I get to shock everyone by running into my boyfriend's arms first thing at school?"

He sighed happily at the word boyfriend, and then laughed one of his rare laughs. "If I get to give you red roses everyday? Deal." He tilted her chin to kiss her again.

"Now, can the knight in shining armor carry his princess back to her hotel room?" He said, taking one of the pink roses and tucking it behind her ear.

"I have a yo-yo of my own, you know." Marinette said flatly. ------------------------

If any New Yorker saw Astro Chat carry a fully transformed Ladybug bridal style in the middle of the night and didn't think much of it, it was only because the city had too many superheroes already.

#miraculous ladybug #ml spoilers #ml nyc special #my fics #ladynoir #adrienette #adrien agreste #marinette dupain cheng

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How I would rewrite Violetta

TL;DR: Less lies, still a lot of drama. Also everyone is bisexual, because I say so.

~Season 1~

Okay the biggest thing here is that Germán knows she goes to the studio already from the beginning

He also knows Angie is her aunt - however, Violetta doesn’t know.

When Angie appears, Germán recognizes her. Of course he does, he should’ve known his dead wife’s family?

Angie BEGS him not to take Vilu away from her again. Germán agrees, but tells her not to tell Vilu about it. Instead, she should just be her governess until Violetta “is ready” (or, really when Germán is ready)

Angie says she still works at the studio and so when Vilu hears about it, she really wants to apply. Germán is hesitant, but he also wants her to be happy. His one condition though, is for her to not participate in any large events (oop)

Not much changes for Jade and Matias - except that they desperately try to find out whatever Angie is hiding (Ramallo and Olga tries to find out, too)

Okay, now for the love!!

Honestly? The love triangle with Leon and Tomas stays mostly the same. I’ll deal a bit more with the love stuff in further seasons

Also, it’s the first season, too. If they are acting a little immature and don’t trust each other, they’ll just grow and learn.

Ok I recently rewatched the episode where Violetta like... writes “amiga” in her diary as she looks dreamingly at Francesca? Like girl did you get a crush on her?? I know you wrote “friend” but your look says more.

Ok probably not but IT’S MY REWRITE and now I decide Vilu and Fran have a small crush on each other. It doesn’t lead to anything (yet), but it’s there and the only one who really seems to notice is Camila

Or, well. She knows her friends have crushes on others but she’s also like “Heh, i’m gonna go, you two can continue to talk if you like”

The big DRAMA is of course, when Violetta joins the youmix competition

Her dad already had a grudge for her singing in the theatre, but now she just has to really hide this

Which is harder when she like. Shares a house with Federico, who’s getting a lot of fans that wants to follow him home. So when they see her, they be like “OH MY GOD THEY ARE ROOMATES” and so Vilu’s fans are there too and she panicks because her dad cannot know

Vilu’s biggest comfort object is her diary, she carries it everywhere in canon (like, even in later seasons when she’s famous she always has it around). In my rewrite, not much changes, except for the fact that Ludmila constantly tries to steal it to destroy her. So anyway, Violetta decides to get a lock with a number combination to open it (as she figures if she has a key she can lose it). Her combination changes a lot. It’s most often two or three letters of a person she likes. Examples are 12-22 (LV, Leon Vargas), or 6-18-1 (FRA, Francesca). One time she even put 12-21 (LU, Ludmila) just to trick Ludmila, as Ludmi never would think Vilu would put her name there.

Violetta finds out Angie is her aunt by overhearing a conversation between her and Pablo. Though, they solve it rather quickly and then get even closer, just like in canon.

In the end, they don’t move away, but Germán does not let her participate in the final show as she’s kind of grounded after he found out she was in youmix and all that

But then he lets her. All is good. Tomas goes to Spain, Violetta is like “I don’t wanna date anyone”

BUT as Tomas goes to Spain she gives Leon a little smirk as if to say “we’ll see what I say about that though, after the break ;)”

The last thing I wanna say about season 1 is that we all know Andrés is canonically a disaster bisexual (come on, think about it) and I just want to embrace that more

~Season 2~

PEOPLE RIGHT AWAY COMMENT ABOUT VILU’S HAIR BECAUSE WE JUST CAN’T LET IT GO UNNOTICED

I know how it’s gonna go for Fran and Diego, so i’ll let them have some little nice scenes in a buildup for s3 (as most of their scenes this season was just “I don’t trust you, Diego”, “Francesca, let me explain”, “No fuck you”)

Honestly I want Ludmila to be a LITTLE nicer this season so she has no pact with Diego

Instead, Ludmila just talks shit about Violetta to him and he’s like “but she’s cute?”

So Diego literally flirts with Vilu to show Ludmila she’s not bad and Ludmila is like “wtf why are you embarrasing yourself”

There’s not a lot of that “Leon you have to trust me” bullshit that Leonetta has. They DO trust each other and honestly they just bond over their shared annoyance with Diego

(But secretly, BOTH of them kinda feel attracted to him)

(Very fun fact one of the first edits I ever saw was one where they shipped Diego and Leon and 12yo me was like “oh wow this kinda makes sense??” and rewatching the show I realised the TENSION™ they had)

Ok. 2x20. The scene I think y’all know i’m reffering to actually caused a series of events to happen later in the season in canon. If Diego had not kissed Violetta, she and Leon wouldn’t have broken up (atleast not that time), German wouldn’t have started to spy on Violetta after feeling like he had to protect her, which would’ve caused Angie to find out and feeling like she couldn’t take it any longer and move to Paris and Violetta and German to start arguing for like 15 episodes because of lies. ALL THAT HAPPENED, originally because of Diego kissing Violetta. I’m not saying it was entirely his fault, but. I’m just- hdsoksyhufshua okay I think it’s just my inner 11yo still bitter about what happened

BUT THIS IS MY REWRITE AND WE’LL SEE WHAT HAPPENS IF DIEGO DIDN’T KISS HER AGAINST HER WILL IN 2x20

The show goes as planned. They fake kiss as they planned to. Everyone is happy for a while. Though, on cameras it looks like a real kiss, so the fans are like. Asking if Violetta and Diego are dating. Diego does not deny this.

Leon and Violetta do break up, because we need drama. Though, it’s more like a mutual agreement rather than an argument. It just became too much for them to handle when Violetta got a contract with youmix, Leon and his motorcross and Diego hovering over them all the time. They needed a break.

Diego and Violetta do get together, but they kinda do like in canon: She is annoyed with him until she finally just gives up and accepts his love.

Germán does not spy on Violetta, but he does consider reading her diary (he doesn’t)

Jade and Matias are no longer relevant. They do make cameos sometimes, but Esmeralda doesn’t know them. Even the viewer believes she’s nice. We only get some small hints of something being off - like Ambar saying “be nice to them” and Esmeralda sometimes giving people strange looks. But then comes the wedding day - that’s when SUDDENLY, the cops arrive! They explain everything - they have been after her for a long time and they recently found out she was gonna marry German for his money and then take it all and flee the country. Drama on top and it’ll be a real classic soap opera betrayal

Angie leaves to France as she just... got an opportunity to work there and she says yes

Camila spends this season dating a bunch of different boys, right? I think this is the perfect place to be a little inclusive and let her be the bi flower queen she is and let her date some girls too. Like switch Seba’s gender or something, not much will change.

THE MADRID STORYLINE. I LOVED THE DYNAMICS IN CANON BUT IN THIS IT WOULD BE EVEN BETTER AND MORE DRAMATIC.

Fran and Vilu already had something going on after the whole ”Francesca almost going back to Italy” storyline and they get even closer as they get lost in Madrid. They were already close, but as they argue for being lost, something just... happens.

Actually the same thing happens with Leon and Diego.

What exactly happens? They almost kiss. They do not kiss, but it’s like it almost happens. They just... get very close and stare at each other before realising. They react differently to this

Francesca and Violetta at first get awkward. They are like “oh- okay.” and then become silent for the rest of the day. It’s not until they are alone in their hotel room that Vilu is like “...what happened today?” and Francesca is like “What are you talking about? I don’t know? Goodnight!!”

Leon and Diego refuse to mention it. They are annoyed as it is. But they do think about it

Yes, I did get this idea after I rewatched ep75 and Leon was like “we were late because this dude didn’t stop fixing his hair” and I was like “DRHSKEHJYU I’M-”

The most heartfelt scene in canon is when Violetta finds out about Diego and Ludmila’s pact, goes out on stage crying and Leon saves her. Like, Leonetta wasn’t the most stable couple but him saving her when she was so distressed... that’s love, dammit!! And I would love to include it somehow.

But: I can’t really find a reason for her to be so upset she can’t sing. So she does sing, that goes well. But as she does, Diego, Fran and Leon argue. Leon is convinced Diego isn’t actually in love with Vilu, Diego is just out for fights and Francesca is like “i’m on Leons side but stop arguing also I think I like Vilu too but that’s beside the point right now I guess?”

She sings “Te Creo” as she was going to, and they like. Do the opposite of what she sings. Or, the complete right thing to what she sings. It’s unclear.

Anyways as she finishes, all of them has to go out on stage to thank the audience and Violetta is like “dafuq is wrong with all of you”

As she tries to help them, Diego says something out of anger that hurts her. Maybe a “I don’t think I really love you” or something maybe a little more hurtful than that. She gets teared up, breaks up with him and run away

Francesca says “You know, I was actually beginning to like you, and now this”, which makes him feel oddly hurt. He doesn’t really know why, yet.

Fran and Leon run after Vilu. There’s the leonetta comfort hug scene ™ there, but also a comfort scene with Fran when they are in their room and she just takes Vilu’s hand while they stare at each other.

Marco is here. Uh. Tbh I don’t know what to do with him?? Because he like. Vanishes to London in s3 canon so Fran can be with Diego so idk man.

He doesn’t send her like a million flowers in Madrid or visits, but he does call and miss her. Marco was a sweet boyfriend for her, really. Though, he kinda was just. Nice. Nothing more. Their relationship didn’t evolve a lot?

Though after the random almost-kissing Vilu incident that Francesca doesn’t want to talk about, she kinda grows closer to Marco again.

Back in Buenos Aires, Violetta doesn’t really have an argument with German as he didn’t spy on her in this, so she simply has trouble writing Soy mi mejor momento until German is like “Violetta that’s your mothers poem-” and they have a little father-daughter bonding over finishing it

She is however not really ready to just go back to Leon after recently breaking up with Diego and so she has that “why does no one ask me what I want” scene like she did in ep76.

But then Leon sings Nuestro Camino and she’s like “I DREAMED THAT WE SANG THAT TOGETHER WTF” and he’s like “OMG SAME??” and they bond over the fact that they are soulmates who share dreams or smth, and so they get back together

Diego and Leon do not speak of Madrid, but they do this very manly but also tension filled handshake as if they “accept” each other.

Francesca and Vilu also doesn’t really speak of the fact that they had a little moment in Madrid either, but they do share some smiles and Camila is like “did something happen??”

Leonetta is a couple again. The New Years show is a hit and that means youmix will let them do a world tour (I literally realised NOW, that the reason they are on tour in season 3 is because of the last show in s2, they mentioned in some passing scene some episodes before about it being a world tour)

Oh also Ludmila and Federico have basically the same kind of romance they had in canon, same with Naty and Maxi (Naty and Maxi’s kiss where Maxi had to switch his cap around was so cute uWu)

Oh and also Gregorio and Diego? Same as canon. That shit was emotional.

Lara, I forgot about Lara... uuuh. She’s just a mechanic. She disappears after s2 anyway so

~Season 3~

Honestly s3 was kind of a fanfiction already when you think about it??? So in this rewrite I guess I could just GO OFF with everything :D

Hmmm yeah Priscilla is still a fucking psychopath but she will suffer even more god I hate that woman HOW CAN YOU PUSH A CHILD DOWN SOME STAIRS AND FORCE YOUR DAUGHTER TO HURT PEOPLE-

Everything is well with all couples but being on tour and hanging out so much all the time, they get a little... cramped. So they easily get grumpy and yell at each other

Leon and Violetta knows this, and so they don’t get mad at each other when the other one is upset. They understand. So as Violetta gets her birthday wish, she doesn’t really complain at all. Sure, she does get a little scared when they fly off, but she’s honestly just happy to spend some ✨alone time ✨with her soulmate and lowkey wishes no one would find them

All the couples break up and Leonetta is like “nah it will not happen to us UwU” and then it just. Gets to them too. They just simply have to be apart before they hate each other. Their breakup happens around the same time as canon.

It felt kind of ooc for Violetta to dress up as another person to spy on Leon but it was still kinda funny. So Roxy will stay, we’ll just change it a bit

She doesn’t create Roxy to spy on Leon, but because of Francesca. Fran is getting confused with Marco leaving and now she’s starting to get feelings for Diego... a part of her just wants to disappear and think about something else. So Violetta is like “What if we dress up and go out” and they do, and fool everyone

And so... when boys they know start to flirt with them, they just panic and say they’re not single. But they can’t make up fake boyfriends so they say they are dating each other.

Which makes Andrés interested - he’s like “wow two girls can date that’s cool”. Camila is also interested, she’s like “WOW ALL MY FRIENDS ARE STRAIGHT I CAN BOND WITH YOU OVER BEING NOT STRAIGHT”

Anyway it’s hard to keep it together when Camila is talking about Vilu and Fran - to Vilu and Fran, in disguise.

Hmmmm ok I literally almost forgot about Gery and Clement lol?? Tbh, of all the “lover rivals” they are the weakest this far. Leon and Vilu didn’t even feel that attracted to them anyway.

Gery is not straight in the slightest? Like girl that haircut and the HALF SHAVED EYEBROW like please. She’s pansexual, i’ve decided. She has a crush on both Leon and Violetta, but she does not really know how to handle that. So she never does. She talks about it with Clement, though and the two of them bond over being nervous messes who can’t talk to their crushes

There’s no Alex, tbh. Clement is just Clement. His dad lets him attend the studio but he’s also like “ugh I wanna support your dreams but you could take economy classes on the side??”

They are not out for breaking Leonetta apart because I for once just want ONE season when there’s no one else Leonetta wants to be with. They just want to be with each other and the whole season is them just kinda... figuring stuff out before getting back together.

Also Fran and Vilu have this thing going on now when they pretend to be a couple as they are dressed up as other people and they have to handle that

The plan was for them to only really dress up once but now their friends wants to get to know Roxy and Fausta and they just have to continue it

Camila is the first one to find out and her reaction is “I always knew you two had a thing for each other but this is just strange, why can’t you date as yourselves?”

To which Vilu and Fran as a response just shut down, not knowing at all how they feel about anything anymore.

Camila notices they seem to not wanting to talk about it, so she decides to make up a plan to make them talk. Though, it solves itself when Vilu and Fran get locked inside a closet at the studio (because of course they do)

In there they talk about what happened in Madrid last year, when they almost kissed. They are unsure what that meant. They admit that it was thrilling to pretend to be a couple, when they were Roxy and Fausta. But the thought of dating as Vilu and Fran... it feels strange. Especially because of all the stuff with Diego and Leon.

But they do decide to try to kiss, just to see - and as soon as their lips touch, someone opens the closet. It’s Diego and Leon. They are kinda shocked.

The girls explain the situation and Leon is like “You know what we almost kissed in Madrid too wtf”

They also reveal they are Roxy and Fausta and Leon is kinda embarrased because he got a crush on Roxy

The girls discussed how it was kissing - they liked it, but... they don’t know. Because they also feel kind of a strong connection to Diego and Leon respectively

So they like... make a promise. If it doesn’t work out with the boys, they’ll date each other.

But they end up with the boys... atleast for now, heh.

The whole “Leonetta will only be friends” plot is still here just because I love it so damn much they are such dorks they literally think they can stay friends lol

So yeah Gery and Clement start dating and they are basically as cute as Naxi. Honestly since I removed the whole “ruin leonetta” plot they have little purpose - so that’s why I made them crush on Leonetta on a distance and never do anything. We need some people to relate to, some people just never confesses and just go around crushing on people without telling lol

German proposes to Angie and Leon kinda plans to propose to Violetta. Not yet, since they’re like 19 (they aren’t finchel lol), but he has plans.

“Ok thanks future father in law” was a top 10 iconic Leon moment and I just wanted to include it

It ends kind of like canon.

Ok! I just wrote most of this spontaneously. Maybe it wouldn’t be that good, really i’m just brainstorming. This show was everything to me when I was a preteen even though I realise it was probably not good (I lost a bit of interest in season 3, idk that season was a little more off to me)

I probably forgot a lot, since there were like a million plots, but this was just for fun so yeah don’t take it super seriously. Also thank you if you made it this far.

#did I write a post about how I would rewrite a show that hasn't been relevant for like 5 years?#and also only really popular in latin america and europe so less people talk about it since the internet is so america centric?#yes #yes I did #violetta #violetta 2 #violetta 3 #violetta castillo #diesca #leonetta #leon vargas #Francesca caviglia #diego hernandez

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kenmas-consoles · 4 years

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Jdjcjcjcjjcjc Aye aye can I request for Tanaka with a 2nd yr s/o but since I'm uncreative it's like this: he hated/disliked her at first bc idk she seemed suspicious? But gradually with the help of the 3rd and 2nd yrs (not the 1st yrs, they'll ruin everything) he learned to be closer to her and accept her, but then ykyk plot happened and bo0m, they be dating u can choose if oneshot or hcs, whichever u prefer, also fem reader ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ ᕕ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)ᕗ

Tanaka x Reader Request

Tanaka Ryuunosuke was a simple man. He loves women, he appreciates them, worships the ground they walk on but (y/n) was an exception to this. It wasn’t that she was ugly or unladylike, far from it actually. Except there was something about the girl that constantly made Tanaka feel somewhat weary and uneasy.

Sure she was pretty, well respected and popular, heck he even liked her at one point but after what he had saw in the middle of their first year made him realize she was what people would stereotype as the “kind fake”, at least he believed so. Everytime he saw her smile and offer someone help made his stomach churn, and not in a good way. Her smile and laugh haunted him and reminded him of that dreaded day.

It was 4 pm and classes had just ended, the boy had hurriedly packed up his belongings and rushed of to the gym in fear of being late and getting scolded by some upperclassman or worse Old man Ukai. This had caused a shiver to run up the boy’s spine imagining what kind of punishment he would have to endure if he were to be late.

“(Y/n)-chan. . .” A voice choked out, causing the boy to snap out of his daydream.

“It’s not funny,” the same small voice said.

This was coming from the back of the gym, taking a peak inside the gym door he noticed that no one was in there yet so he decided to check out the scene that was happening behind the gym.

With his back on the wall he had took a sideways glance at the scene before him. The scene had shocked the boy as there was a girl bawling her eyes out, before he could intervene and ask what was going on he heard laughter, one that he had grown to love for the past few months. He poked his head out a little more to see you with a couple of other friends smiling and laughing at the poor innocent crying girl.

'Sick' he thought, 'to think I like her, she made someone cry. . . and now she's laughing at them' Tanaka grumbled and left the scene as he had seen enough and didn’t want to be late for practice.

Although from behind the gym, and unknown to Tanaka, this was a little surprise (Y/n) planned for one of her friends.

The girl had brushed of a few stray tears that had escaped her eyes when she was laughing, "I'm sorry for laughing but ahahaha you should've seen your face. Who knew surprising you for your birthday would get you," the girl motioned to her friend, "like this." the continued in fits of laughter. From the corner of her eye she had saw Tanaka’s running figure that made a small smile grace her face.

One of (Y/n)’s friends looked over to where (Y/n) was staring at with a smile on her face and saw the same buzzed cut haired male, “Ooooh〜 does are little (Y/n)-chan have a crush?”

The said girl exploded into a vermillion red as she tried to deny all her friend’s teasing accusations

For the next following days Tanaka could barely look at (Y/n) without remembering the scene and how cruelly (Y/n) had been to the crying girl. Everytime she neared he would be sure to stay clear of her, he even had told his best friend Noya all about it just so he wouldn't fall hands into her trap. The girl albeit confused didn't mind much but she was still very much hurt that her crush was ignoring her.

Now that they were 2nd years, nothing much has changed since then. They were still classmates, Tanaka still thought she was fake, and (Y/n) still likes her chivalrous classmate. The only thing that has changed however is that (Y/n) is now more open to showing her interest in the buzz cut boy.

Which now leads us to our current situation.

“Tanaka-kun, do you want to be groupmates with me in this pair activity? I’m actually really good at (f/subject), so I really won’t be much of a burden.”

Tanaka’s eyes widened, if he was any other guy in his class or who he was last year then he’d be stoked that THE (L/n) (Y/n) was asking him directly to pair up with her. ‘Don’t fall for it, don’t fall for it, don’t fall for it’ he chanted in his head like a mantra.

“Ahah, sorry (L/n)-san but I’m already paired with (R/n).”

“Oh. . . I see, well maybe next time then?” The girl replied and looked up at him with expectant doe eyes.

Tanaka quickly averted his gaze and mumbled an inaudible ‘yeah sure’. He watched how (Y/n) skipped of to her friend circle and punched her friend in the arm. ‘There she goes again, pulling a 180 personality turn, how does no one see that??’ he thought to himself.

“A-ah, (R/n) let’s be partners for the pair work.” He had said clapping the boy on the back.

Meanwhile with (Y/n)

She skipped over to her circle of friends with a smile, “Oooh〜 does that mean prince charming accepted your proposal?” (F/n) asked with a smirk while the rest of the group sniggered. (Y/n) rolled her eyes and playfully glared at her friends. (F/n) gasped, “Is it a yes? My god he said yes. WE DID IT MR. STARK.”

(Y/n) playfully punched (f/n) in the arm and whined before dejectedly looking at the floor, “Well, actually. . . He said no. . ."

"Awweee, our poor baby"

"It's okay (Y/n)-chan"

"You want me to beat him up for you?"

(Y/n) shook her head as she turned around to see Tanaka with his arm around (R/n)'s shoulder.

★彡★彡★彡

Volleyball practice was yet to start as they were all gathered around in a circle waiting for Takeda-sensei to give some announcements.

“As you all are aware you have final exams starting next month, right?” Takeda started to which the quick freak duo and the rowdy second years paled at, “So, I think you know what I’m getting at, but if you fail any subjects supplementary classes will be held that weekend.”

Tanaka and Nishinoya shared a knowing look and were quick to try and bolt out the gym doors.

“Hey, There’s nowhere to run!” Daichi shouted after them, “Ennoshita, catch them!”

“Gaahhh, I can’t believe it,” Tanaka started as he laid face flat on the clubroom floors. “I’ve got no one to teach me, Saeko-nii would just laugh if I even mention trying to up my grades at this point.”

Sugawara laughed as he changed into a spare shirt, “I’m sure you’ll find someone.”

“What about you Suga-san?”

The said boy dismissively waved his hands, “What subject do you need help with anyway?”

“(F/subject).”

A lightbulb went up Suga’s head as he heard Tanaka’s reply.

“(Y/n)-chan is still your classmate right? You should go ask her, she’s really good at that subject,” Suga added, “Plus we went to cram school together and she’s pretty advanced, I could ask her for you.”

Daichi, overhearing the conversation mentioned that you spend a considerable amount of time in the library that he often sees you there one more than one occasion, “That and she’s really nice.” Daichi finished.

Tanaka had enough of this talk about you being all that as he stormed away from the clubroom, leaving Daichi and Suga to think Tanaka was so flustered he couldn’t take it anymore. The two looked at each other and hatched up a plan.

The following day Tanaka couldn’t help but notice Ennoshita, Daichi and Suga acting all suspicious during practice.

“Okay, what’s up with you three?” Tanaka questioned.

“Ah, it’s nothing, it’s nothing” Suga said with an overly nice smile that Tanaka swore he was almost getting cavities.

As the four continued their banter a certain (h/c)-ette had entered the gym in search for her Senpais.

“Suga-san, it’s really hard to believe you when you put on a face like that”

“Like what?”

“All I’m saying is you all are acting weird it’s like you all are up to something and I don’t buy it one b-

“Suga-senpai, Sawamura-senpai,” (Y/n) said with a small bow as she walks over to the quartet.

“Ahh (Y/n)-chan, nice to see you here.” Suga said patting the young girl’s head.

Daichi moved over to the pair so (Y/n) was inbetween Daichi and Suga. “(Y/n) here will tutor you so you wouldn’t have to worry about flunking your exams” Daichi boomed with a smile and a hand in the girl’s shoulder causing the girl to smile as well.

The trio smiled brightly at Tanaka, from across the gym Tsukishima squinted his eyes at the sight, “It looks like two parents handing over their child to an unwilling suitor” he said.

“Nice one Tsukki”

“Shut up Yamaguchi”

★彡★彡★彡

“Tanaka-kun, you have volleyball practice every Monday,Wednesday and Thursday right?” (Y/n) asked as they walked home together, something in which The third years had made the male do because ‘a girl shouldn’t be walking home alone at night’ Now here they stood walking three feet apart each other.

The boy hummed in reply, “So I was hoping you’d spend atleast an hour with me in the library after school on Tuesdays and Fridays and maybe thirty minutes on days when you have practice?”

“Yeah.”

“Alright, I can’t wait,” the girl said enthusiastically, “Can I have your phone number? For you know tutoring purposes”

This had made Tanaka stop dead in his tracks, ‘A girl wants my number?’ This was the first time the boy was asked for his number, regardless if he didn’t exactly like (Y/n) his heart fluttered all the same that caused a pink hue to spread on his cheeks. The girl had saw this and the same pink started dusting her own cheeks thinking she must have been too forward.

Tanaka coughed and fished out his cellphone and held it out towards the girl who gently took it with shaky fingers. Typing in her number she handed it back to the boy as they continued walking in silence, not noticing how close they seem to be walking now compared to the 3 foot distance they had minutes ago.

It has been a week and the two had only met up thrice to review over (fave/subject) in the library. The week had made Tanaka realize that the girl wasn’t all that bad company and he racked and questioned his mind and eyes if it were truly you who he saw at the back of the gym during your first years.

It was a Tuesday and the pair were working at the library, “You could use a break, you’re actually doing quite good so you deserve it.” The girl laughed. They were going over English today practicing grammar and vocab.

Tanaka had stretched his arms out on the table which caused the girl to laugh a little more, which soured Tanaka’s mood. ‘There’s that laugh, it’s no denying, that same laugh burned in the back of his mind as he replayed the scene all over again’

“I’m going to grab some thing to drink I’ll be back in a few.” The boy said and hurriedly left. Tanaka was hunched next to a vending machine aggressively chugging down a Calpico drink mumbling what a fool he’s been fraternizing with the enemy.

Was she really the enemy though?

Tanaka managed to carry himself all the way back up to the library seeing as he was abusing his “break time”, might as well go back to work then right? As the boy walked towards the table he had so “kindly” left you at he saw your figure a few tables past your original one playing with a 5 year old boy.

The boy was finger gunning the girl who was taking a step towards him in a zombie motion and the girl silently acted as though she was getting shot. The little boy giggled before ducking behind the table and continuing this pattern.

“Ah, Hibiki I think the young girl’s boyfriend is here for her now.” The librarian said to the child who looked mildly upset that he couldn’t play with the older female anymore. The boy waved goodbye towards the girl and (Y/n) happily waved back. The girl then turned her head towards Tanaka who was frozen where he stood when the old woman called him your boyfriend.

“Tanaka-kun looks funny, did you enjoy your break?”

“I had a Calpico”

“Sounds refreshing” the girl replied with a laugh.

The two continued on with their prepping for English and had come across a word that Tanaka had a hard time comprehending.

“Surprise?”

“Yeah, it’s an english expression, it means to be shocked about something you weren’t expecting. Hmm, when was the last time Tanaka-kun was surprised?” The girl had asked to keep the ball rolling.

“Well the team surprised me on my birthday sometime ago, I was really taken aback and couldn’t help but cry a little.”

“Oh, back during my first year we threw a huge surprise party for my friend at the back of the gym. We got her a cake and everything, she cried too, it was really funny-“

‘Wait. . . What?!’ Tanaka had thought. The pressure building inside him was intense, ‘God, was that what happened? I TOTALLY MISINTERPRETED’

“Surprised.” Tanaka said in english. He totally wouldn’t be forgetting that anytime soon. The boy felt bad for judging her all these years and guilt was literally creeping up on him that he actually found it hard to breath. He felt like such an idiot, for not reading into the scene correctly and for mistreating (Y/n). He needed someway to make it up to her, but what?

“Do you want me to walk you home today?” The question came out before he could think.

The girl tried to hide a smile, “That would be great.”

The two had grown significantly closer since then much to (Y/n)’s friends and the Karasuno’s third years pleasure as they’ve been rooting for them for the longest time. Tanaka would ask to stay and review longer with the said girl even if h could barely understand but he made an extra effort to impress her so he took a considerable amount of prep work at home much to his sister’s surprise. This had earned him a bit of teasing, he endured it all just for the sake of his pride, and the volleyball summer camp.

The day of the exams rolled in and Tanaka was actually extra nervous about this. There was 4 exams to take and everything (Y/n) taught him was slowly scuttling out the window. Regardless he answered what he could making a few guesses here and there. Now all that was left was to wait for the results.

“Ito-san”

“Hai!”

Tanaka had his head in his hands staring up at the teacher who was calling onto students to give back their test papers.

“Watanabe-san”

“Hai!”

‘It’s okay. . .’

“Sato-san”

“Hai. . .”

‘It’s okay. . .’

“Tanaka-san”

‘Shit’

“Hai!” He said standing up abruptly making his chair screech from behind him. Every step he took closer to Nakamura-sensei felt heavy, upon receiving his papers he quickly bunched it up and decided to look at it later. (Y/n) wasn’t present in class as she was pulled out for club activities and he thought he should save looking at his grade for when they would meet up later.

(Y/n) was standing outside the gym doors leaning against the balls of her feet waiting for a certain buzzed cut male. Tanaka saw her standing there and was bouncing his leg up and down exhaling as he made his move to advance towards her, “(L/n)-san!” He called out.

“Yknow we’ve known each other for a while now, so you can call me (Y/n) if you’d like”

“A-ah, okay then, anyways the test results came out. . .”

“How’d they go?”

“Well, I haven’t exactly saw it yet, I was hoping to show you and find out together. . .”

A smile graced it’s way on the girl’s face, finding courage she grabbed on to his hand and gave a firm reassuring nod as he dug for the results in his bag.

(Fave/subject)- 83/100

Math- 42/100

English- 66/100

Science- 46/100

Tanaka stared at his papers in disbelief. This was the highest he’d scored since primary school. The girl flung her arms around his neck as the boy gripped her waist and swung her around in happiness, laughing in sheer mirth of the moment. Tanaka slowed as their laughter died down, eyes locking onto each other.

Suga and Daichi was hiding behind the bush watching them. They fistbumped at the success of getting the two together. Tsukki and Yamaguchi were heading towards the gym at the exact moment Tanaka and (Y/n) were leaning into a kiss.

"Now, kiss" he said aloud.

"Uwoooohh Tsukishima what are you talking about? huh, is that Tanaka-san?"

"Oi Boke don't watch them."

"WAAAHH GO GET SOME RYUUUUUU"

"Ne ne Tsukki do you think they're dating?"

Daichi and Suga face palmed at the ruined moment.

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mochikeiji · 4 years

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素敵な男の子. Lovely Boy

↠ Pairing: Tsukishima Kei x Yamaguchi Tadashi

↠ Warning: just fluff and soft Tsukishima

↬ Word Count: 3.1k

↣ a/n: ohayo!! Welcome to Day 1 of the TsukkiYama Week ヽ(*´з｀*)ﾉ originally, this was going to be an nsfw, but I read late that it was only SFW Content only (~‾∇‾)~ I hope you all enjoy!!

Summary: tired of being known as a cold, heartless man, and someone who belittles their relationship, Tsukishima pushes back all of his own problems and traumatic experiences and shows just how much he loves and appreciates Yamaguchi and gives back all of the love and affection he has given to him since they were kids.

⇢ Day 1: Affection @tsukkiyama-week

"Shut up, Yamaguchi."

Those were the lines he'd hear in an everyday basis from the tall blonde. That didn't make Yamaguchi falter though, he was used to his snarky comments and daily mocking. Even as a middle schooler, he didn't shed a tear when he was proclaimed to be, "lame" by Tsukishima on their first meeting.

Everything was fine for Yamaguchi. That is, until by faith, they had came out of their shells when they hit third year in high school and spoke up to the unbearable feelings they've held for eachother for so long.

One can only wish for their partners to be a bit...clingy per say.

For the past few years before entering this relationship they now have as college students, Yamaguchi was the and always the first one to initiate sweet comments, little surprises and small touches towards the blonde. And for years as a child until now, he had been referred to as "Tsukishima's Magnet" for always clinging onto him or following him around like a lost puppy.

Sometimes, Yamaguchi wishes for him to do the same. Even just a little. He couldn't voice that out even as they agreed before that they should open up more than ever now that they're in a relationship. But somehow entering a new, unexpected level in life, Yamaguchi began to revert back to his child self. Shy and quiet, never able to speak what was on his mind or what he likes and just let's everything slide by.

He felt selfish and needy to imagine Tsukishima actually showering him with affections out of his character for once. Imagine that all the words and actions he has given before would be reciprocated. But still he thought, he couldn't really force his lover to follow along his own needs. He didn't want to put more pressure on the males shoulder seeing as he has his own world he has yet to know about.

That didn't stop him from dreaming all of those whenever he sees a couple doing all those in real life, novels and television shows.

Now for Tsukishima, he has a keen eye. He would catch the fond look behind Yamaguchi's eyes whenever they would come across those sights or when they talk about something and him, being the sweetheart, always giving him heartwarming feedbacks and little touches. Tsukishima knows how this was affecting Yamaguchi, if he was to be told the truth he would admit that he really thinks of himself as a frustration.

He used to be so lively as a child, even not afraid to say "I love you" to his own brother without feeling awkward or cringing. Sadly, those days had died down ever since he developed trust issues to all then people that comes in his life. But still, this was Yamaguchi, the only person who has stuck with him throughout his life even as he was being an asshole to many including him. He was both his only friend and family. He should atleast have the decency to act like a boyfriend who cares about the relationship they've built. Not some jerk who would take advantage of someones precious heart.

Sighing, Tsukishima removes his glasses and closes his eyes. It was already 6:30 PM and Yamaguchi was yet to arrive at his place since he went over to their old manager, Yachi, for a bit of help with his papers.

That was another thing that bothers and scares Tsukishima to the bone. The very thought of Yamaguchi going to the girl he almost liked back in highschool, the one who might be, right now giving him the amount of praise he should've been giving him, or the comfort he should've given back after all of Yamaguchi's doings shakens him.

In all honesty, Tsukishima thought that in the end, it would be Yamaguchi and her. But driven by bitterness and hidden longing, he had manage to grab a hold of his heart and became his.

Yes, Yamaguchi was his but why did it feel like he wasn't his entirely?

Tsukishima knows he's a terrible partner to begin with. He knows that if in the past, if he had answered to the flock of girls confessing to him before, they wouldn't even last a week with him and his confusing personality. Not that he'd want that to happen, he didn't want to be stuck in a relationship with some squealing woman just for his looks. He wants Yamaguchi and he needed to do something for him atleast to show him after for long what he meant when he said that he loves him.

His bedroom door swung gently before he could open his eyes, only to be greeted by that lovely, shy chirp greeting and the line he has never grown tired of hearing.

"Sorry, Tsukki!"

He was finally back.

"Yachi and I had a bit of a chat after helping me. I hope you don't mind," a small vein popped on Tsukishima's forehead, seeing Yamaguchi get flustered and his cheeks tinted with pink about someone othet was oddly not pleasant to him, "We can still continue movie night though. My parents don't mind me staying over at your place."

Placing his glasses back as he hears the bag drop beside his bed, he watches Yamaguchi rummage over his things to take out his laptop for them to watch as promised.

Tsukishima couldn't help but still feel troubled, usually when having movie nights with his lover, you'd expect a lot of cuddling and kisses here and there from all couples. But for them it was just watching with a space between them and nothing but a few words exchanged. And now, seeing as he was planning on doing something about it, he bit his lip on the sudden thought of canceling movie night for something else.

Something that's all about Yamaguchi and how he'd show him that he actually values the relationship and how much he loves him.

"Wait."

He mutters out as Yamaguchi had already opened his laptop placed on his lap. He looks behind his shoulder, blinking in confusion a little seeing Tsukishima stare at him intensely.

"Something wrong, Tsukki?"

He was thankful the boy didn't see him gulp wgen he had looked at him almost innocently with a tone so sweet and pure, his sadistic side was fueled. One of the few reasons why he loved teasing Yamaguchi and mocking him was the way he reacts. His tone going soft and pouty when he says sorry, or when his eyes would sadden a little looking like a puppy, or when he subconsciously puffs his cheeks in annoyance or happiness.

He wished he could've told him sooner how much he loves and notices the little things about Yamaguchi. The little things that cause big problems for him.

"Tsukki?"

"Dammit.."

Roughly pushing back his chair that grazed on his carpeted floor, he takes big steps behind him and kneels down on his level. He surrounds his arms around Yamaguchi's body from behind, shutting his laptop and quickly placing it down away from him, only for him to wrap his arms back on the males body, nuzzling his nose on the side of his neck and hearing his breath hitch from the sensitivity.

"Dammit all."

Squeaking a little, Yamaguchi feels his entire weight being carried as if he was as light as a pillow and lands on the soft mattress after Tsukishima had gently laid him down on. Sprawled and with a flushed face, Yamaguchi gulps as Tsukishima hovers over his body, trapping him in between his arms as he looks at him with that same annoyed look he always puts on whenever he was with Hinata.

"W-wait, Tsukki, what's gotten into you?"

"Shut up."

Obligating as he was told, his mouth forms into a tight, thin line. His forehead slowly forming sweats from his shaken nerves and with a bit of anticipation. Tsukishima could only scoff and push his glasses back to avoid falling, leaning his head in as he hears the person beneath him whimper when he dips his face on the side of his neck.

"Just let me do this for you."

Yamaguchi didn't quite catch what he had said as was about to ask, but words couldn't escape his mouth as whimpers and small whines were the only things he could emit at the moment when he feels his cold lips give the sensitive skin by his neck small kisses. He wantes to wrap his arms around the male hovering over him, but he also didn't want this little moment end in awkwardness seeing as he has never really held Tsukishima close to him.

Of course, he notices it since he has an eye for his reactions to see if he loves it. Breathing out softly, he uses his other hand to grab his arm, wrapping it on his neck and giving the side of his ear a small peck, "Do it," he didn't miss the way his bodt shuddered at the sound of his voice close to his ear, "If you want to wrap your arms around me, do it. I don't mind."

That made Yamaguchi's heart pound, the butterflies in his stomach tickling him, making his body feel light and his toes curl. He gulps, biting back the smile on his face and slowly wraps the other arm around Tsukishima's neck. He hears him sigh ffom his neck when he was pulled closer to his body. Thinking maybe it was too close for his likings, he gradually loosens his arms around him, stopping when Tsukishima groans.

Instead, he feels his body being pulled as well by the small of his back, a hand cupping the back of his top head as Tsukishima settles himself between his legs and his face hidden on the side of his neck.

He was finally cuddling him.

It felt good. No, that was an understatement to him, it felt right. It was like hugging a warmer pillow, it made him almost doze off to sleep but he fights it back by nuzzling deeper if possible on his skin.

"Tsukki, what's wrong?"

The unusual and out of character behavior caught on Yamaguchi. They have never really initiated these kinds of things during their relationship. It was mostly just filled with talks about how their day went or about future jobs amd such. Since he grew up with him as a child, it was easy for him to read the sudden changes his lover would go to. It was difficult, surprising, but he still finds himself in daze whenever he was with him.

"Not that I don't like the change of course here," he panics a bit, he really doesn't want him to pull away from him from blurting it out, "I'm just, really curious what made you suddenly do this?"

Tsukishima closes his eyes for a brief moment. He really didn't want to miss the chance to tell him everything he's wanted to say for a long time now. He didn't want to come off like some douche again and just utter out the phrase that makes him shut up.

But if its for Yamaguchi, he's sure as hell doesn't want to come off lame.

"I just love you."

And by that little confession, it had done a number out of Yamaguchi. His face blows into a steam and boiling hot red. Subconsciously closing his legs around Tsukishima's body feeling giddy and light.

And this was his first time saying that first.

"I love you too, Tsukki," he moves his hand to pet his hair, rubbing his cheek on the side of his neck in affection, "So much."

"No, you don't get it."

Blinking in confusion at his statement, Tsukishima pushes himself off from his neck and hovers his face over his. Eyes locked onto eachother with intensity flowing into his yellow irises.

"I love you."

"W-what?"

"I love everything about you," he pauses, feeling his cheeks heat up as he looks away from his eyes, "By everything I mean every little thing about you."

"Tsukki—"

"I know I don't say this crap all the time, but I couldn't help but think I was being an ass of a partner to you. I know what I am to many and God do I hate to treat you the same way as I do to them when you don't even deserve it."

"Tsukki, wait."

"No," finally bringing back his gaze on Yamaguchi's, he leans his forehead in and presses it onto his. Thw tips of their nose booping eachother, "Please, this is the only time I get to tell you everything."

That was the first time Yamaguchi has ever heard him plead. It warmed his heart so much that he was making an effort into all of this and it makes him tear up a bit. So with a nod, he allows him to continue on with his words as his fingers massaged his scalp by habit.

"I know I lack so much. I'm not like any partner whom you'd want to spend your life with following behind and get less in a relationship. I know I don't show or give much effort into little things like praises or affections to you but," he stops when he opens his eyes that held a soft, lost and frustrated look in them.

"But I don't want to lose you or continue on like this. I want to give you so much more than you ever deserved, I want you to know that from the beginning, I always cared about you and kept an eye on you. That everything you've done made me so damn proud. That when I call you lame I was trying to tell you how amazing you are."

Each sentence made Yamaguchi's world crumble and shake. Sure, he gets so many kind words from a lot of people, but the fact that he was being cradled in the arms of his lovers who was speaking hushed love confessions hit him harder than anything. He was already biting his lip from the giddiness and his breathing slowed from the intense atmosphere.

"I see the way you'd look into the stories and shows that had romance in them. As sappy as it looks, I know how much you longed for that kind of intimacy and communication. And I know for sure as hell you deserve that kind of treatment."

He braces himself using his forearm behind Yamaguchi's head, bringing up his other free hand to cup his cheek and look lovingly at him. A rare sight that will forever burn inside his head.

"And I want to be the one that gives you all of those. Not Yachi, not anyone else. I want to be not only your partner, but someone who's connected to you. Someone you can put your faith on entirely without any doubt."

He was unable to speak, only able to open and close his mouth but no words could escape. But after a short while, Yamaguchi feels himself chuckle a bit and moves his hands on the side of Tsukishima's face with dreamy, teary eyes and a sincere smile.

"Tsukki, you don't have to worry about any of those. I don't think of you or me that way," consciously leaning on his warm palms, Tsukishima allows himself to be squished by his hands and continues, "Yachi and I are nothing more than friends. Even if I found her alluring before, Tsukki, it's always been you."

Lips pressing against eachother at the moment, to remind him that he was all his and no one else's. That he wasn't going anywhere. That it didn't matter what Tsukishima does, because he was still the same man he's ever loved. Pulling away briefly, Yamaguchi holds back a giggle when he sees Tsukishima slighty jut his lips out from the short kiss. If he knew it felt like that he would've done it more often.

"I don't want you pressuring yourself in a role that you don't find suiting. In my opinion, its much more better to understand someone and just love them for what they are rather than see them force themselves in a role that make's them unhappy."

"But I'm not forcing myself...If anything, I want to do it and make you happy."

Yamaguchi could only smile and laugh halfheartedly at his statement and hugs his head close.

"Ever since you came into my life, I've already been in my happiest state more than ever."

Tsukishima couldn't help but still feel guilty. He really didn't deserve someone as lovely as Yamaguchi in his life. He admits to himself that he was the one who was the lamest and crappiest person ever, but when he feels his chin being pushed up a bit to meet with his kind and loving gaze, he allows himself and his heart to beat rapidly as Yamaguchi speaks,

"Please don't ever think yourself lime that, Tsukki. It makes you look lame when I know otherwise that you are all I hoped for since we were kids."

Scoffing a bit at that statement with a hidden smile on his face, "I sound like a sap for godsake," he hears him laugh along his words, "But, if we can, will you let me treat you right again? Start all over?"

Pulling him back for a heated kiss, Tsukishima moves his hand behind the small of his back to push him closer whilst still cupping the back of his head and licking on his bottom lip, asking for entrance. Yamaguchi parts his lips and let's him deepen the kiss, messy with his hair as his glasses were starting to mist from their breathing.

None wanted to pull away, Tsukishima lightly teases his crotch with his knee thar made Yamaguchi squeak a bit into the kiss and pulls away with a strinf of saliva connecting them.

"That was mean."

"You're a lot more sensitive than I thought."

Both were breathless, but filled with so much love and assurance. Tsukishima had laid his head on his chest, listening to the sound of the heart he knows he owns and breaths out in bliss.

"Do you still want to watch a movie, Tsukki?" he feels him shake his head against his clothed chest.

"Tomorrow, we'll go out on that little store you checked the other day. No questions, I'm treating you."

Blushing, Yamaguchi couldn't wait for the next day. Tsukishima could tell by the way he was tightening his arms around his body from the giddness.

"Just let me stay here like this...It feels nice." snuggling his body into a comfortable position, his arms caging in the smaller body between them as Yamaguchi nods along his words.

"And Tadashi,"

"Hm?"

"I love you, a lot."

"I love you too, Kei."

....

...

"Keep calling me that please."

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kibybun · 4 years

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Sour

This is part 2 of Bittersweet which you can read here!

Also please note this has a very different writing style and tone to it!

Hawks x Reader Highschool and No Quirk au!

Tw: Violence and murder

Enjoy!

Your alarm rings through your room forcing you to get up. You stretch and begin to get ready for school, falling into the same routine that you've made for the past week. You get up, get dressed, eat breakfast, and make two lunches before leaving for school.

Ever since you left your lunch for him that day you've been making him lunch everyday. You wanted to make sure he had some energy throughout the day and hopefully gain some weight as well.

You carry the two lunches out of your house and down the street as you begin to walk to school.

Today Keigo was walking behind you since he left his house a little later than normal. You contemplated waiting and trying to walk by his side but you weren't in the mood for his sour rejection.

The day continues you and you take notes for him and even try to talk to him but everytime he ignores you or is sleeping. It ticks you off that he ignores you so diligently but you were determined to break down his so meticulously constructed walls.

At lunch you wander around the school searching for him. He wasn't under the tree and he wasn't in Mrs. Johnson's class so it was a little harder to find him.

You finally find him hiding away in the library. Its odd, he's never hung out in the library before. Maybe he was trying to hide from you...

You brush off the thought as fast as you could. Why would he do that? You were only trying to help him.

You set the extra lunch next to him and leave.

You wait for him outside of the school as the final bell rings. It had been twenty minutes and you were losing patience but then he slunk past you without a second thought.

You were stunned by his sudden appearance but quickly scrambled to catch up.

"Hey wait up! How was your day?"

Keigo doesn't even look at you as he tries to speed walk away.

"Hey I'm talking to you." You barely finish your sentence before he started sprinting down the street.

For someone so malnourished he sure ran fast.

"Keigo!"

You couldn't even make it halfway before he disappeared into his house. You sigh defeated and catch your breath. Why does he run from you when all you want to do is talk?

Atleast you could always try tomorrow.

Again you're awoken by your alarm and the routine starts again. You stretch, get dressed, you eat breakfast, make two lunches, and make your way to school.

Today you and Keigo left at the same time so you took this as an opportunity to try and walk next to him. You decided against talking, hoping it would make him stay but even walking next to you made him uncomfortable.

You could tell by the way his whole body tensed and how he refused to look up from the ground.

You slow your pace as he speeds up so he doesn't have to spend anothermomentwith you.

Keigo. The boy who's been your neighbor for nearly your whole life. A total stranger.

You've always tired to get closer to him but he's always pushed you away. You even gave up for a year but a new kindled determination filled you to finally get to know him, and you weren't going to stop until you did.

You make it to school and make it through your mundane classes. You take twice as many notes and check on Keigo throughout the first part of the day.

It was surprising to see him awake for most of the classes.

Lunch comes around and you watch as he walks out back to the tree when though it started to rain. You prepare to chase after him but you were stopped by your friends.

"(y/n) please. You spend so much time with someone who doesn't even look at you."

"Yeah come on! Spend time with us! We're your actual friends!"

"Guys I know that but he could be my friend too. He just needs extra encouragement..."

They sigh and start to walk away.

"If he needs 'extra encouragement' he clearly doesn't want to be friends."

You stand there and let their words soak in. You know that he doesn't want anything to do with you but you can't get him out of your head. What makes him so much better than everyone to just shut down like that? What does he think about all the time? Doesn't he get lonely? You couldn't help the curiosity that he stirred in you.

You push the door open and make your way to Keigo even though the rain that was coming down harder and harder by the second.

Atleast the foliage of the tree gave slight cover to you and Keigo.

You set down his lunch in the driest spot you could find and take a moment to look at him. His injuries were healing nicely and it looked like he was gaining weight too.

You give a soft smile before walking back inside to dry off before class started again.

The end of the day rolls around and it was still raining. You open your umbrella and wait for Keigo. He didn't make you wait twenty minutes this time.

"Hello! Wanna share my umbrella with me?"

"No." He didn't miss a beat as he quickly got soaked by the rain.

"Please? I don't want you to get sick!" You nearly slip as you dash after him.

"I don't care. Leave me alone." His sudden harshness leaves you stunned as he quickly walks away.

You could always try again tomorrow.

Alarm, stretch, get dressed, eat breakfast, make two lunches, get on your way to school.

Today you didn't see Keigo at all as you walked to school. It unsettled you that he wasn't present, you were even late to class because you waited for him.

You were relieved to see him dozing off in class.

At lunch you leave your friends and join Keigo in the classroom he was sleeping in.

You take the seat front of him and leave the lunch next to him. He always seemed so much happier when he slept. You wanted to make him happy too.

You stay and watch his gentle snoring before leaving and finishing the day.

You wait outside the school like you normally do. Slowly, everyone filters out leaving you all by yourself. It felt like eternity before you decided to head back into the school and look for him.

Along the way you bump into Mrs. Johnson looking as annoyed as ever.

"Oh (y/n)! What are you still doing here?"

"Sorry, I was just looking for Keigo." Her demeanor drops at the sound of his name.

"Ugh he's sleeping in my classroom."

"So you just left him there?"

She gives a tired sigh and looks back at you.

"He has slept in my classroom from the entire day. I've tried to wake him up but he just goes back to sleep."

"It's ok Mrs. Johnson. I'll go wake him up!" You barely hear her call out a thanks as you make your way to Keigo.

Your pace slows as you make it to the door. You peer in to see if he was sleeping and was surprised to see him just waking up.

You watch as he nearly knocks his meal off his desk before beginning to eat it.

"Good afternoon!"

You make him jump but he quickly goes back to ignoring you.

"You know..." You step into the room and close the door behind you. "It's rude to ignore people."

He doesn't respond.

"Keigo."

No answer.

You step closer.

"I made that food for you."

He stops eating, almost like he's listening to you.

"Yeah that's right. I made that meal for you, along with every other one."

His face scrunches and he pushes the food away.

"I don't want it."

"What? Why not?"

Keigo stands and tries to make a beeline to the door but you step even closer and give his shirt a tug.

"You need to eat!"

"I said I don't want it." He doesn't look at you as he waits for you to release his shirt.

"No! I'm only trying to help you!" You flinch as his eyes dart to you and send a harsh glare.

"You're not my (y/n)."

You didn't understand what he meant but it hurt. You don't think as you grab on tighter and pull him closer.

"I could be! I want to be!" Panic and desperation fills your voice as you try and hold his hands.

He jumps back and pushes you off of him with fear creeping onto his face.

"S-stop!"

"Please! Just let me get to know you!"

You crept closer, almost like you were trying to corner prey. You were to transfixed on your desire for him to notice how his eyes darted for escape and how his breathing grew uneven.

"I said s-stop!"

"No. Not until you let me get to know you."

You're fed up with his 'loner' act. You were so tired of being ignored and pushed away. You wouldn't stand for it now.

"Please... I just want to help you."

He didn't want your help. He absolutely despised it. Why couldn't you see he didn't want it? Why were you trying to interject yourself into his bittersweet life?

Keigo sees your arms reach for him in slow motion. To him he doesn't even see arms. He sees chains coated in poison. You were trapping him in this bitter world and poisoning his sweet get away.

"Stop it! Stop it! Stop it! Stop it!" He starts to flail and thrash like a cornered animal as you hold him close.

"It's ok... I promise." Keigo freezes and feels something inside him shatter as you gently kiss his temple.

He begins to hyperventilate as he watches his memories of "you" crack and fade away. "You" even reach out for him in pleading eyes as "you" get replaced with you.

You had just destroyed had just destroyed the only thing the brought him happiness. The only thing that made his life worth living.

You sure as hell were going to pay.

His teeth sink deep into your shoulder, quickly sinking through your blazer and into the flesh.

You shout out in pain and quickly stumble back away from him. You barely have time to look at his now deranged and rage filled face before he tackles you to the ground.

The fall to the ground left you disoriented but you quickly realize Keigo is on top of you, the collar of your shirt balled up with his fist and pulling you closer. You begin to shake in fear as his face grows closer, your blood decorating his lips as tears fell from his eyes.

"I told you to fucking stop..." His voice was weak as it shook and cracked.

"I hate you..."

His fist collides with your cheeckbone, sending your head flying into the ground.

"I hate you..."

He strikes you again.

"I hate you..."

Again as his voice grows louder and fills with more venom and hate.

"I hate you... I hate you... I hate you. I hate you. I hate you. I hate you! I hate you! I hate you! I HATE YOU! I HATE YOU! I FUCKING HATE YOU!"

You weekly try and stop the onslaught of blows dealt to your face but you were loosing consciousness.

Your arms fall limp as he continues to splatter blood from your now disfigured face all around.

His breathing slows as he regains his vision and realizes what he did.

You softly gargle on your blood as you struggle to breath.

Keigo begins to shake and quickly gets off of you only to cower in the corner. His whimpers and sobs grew louder as he holds his head and starts rocking in place.

He had just killed someone, but that wasn't what bothered him most.

He had lost you.

His you.

He couldn't remember the face that brought him joy, the voice that sang him to sleep, the hands he used to hold. Everything was gone. Everything he had built in his head was destroyed by you.

Keigo cries harder as the blood in the classroom begins to fade with the red light of the sunset.

He had lost his infinity with you and was left with sour thoughts and memories.

Kiby~💚

#bnha hawks #hawks #hawks x reader #keigo tamaki #mha hawks #wing hero hawks #hawks x you #boku no hero academia hawks #bnha keigo #keigo x reader #mha keigo takami #my hero academia keigo takami

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I was going to send this to @lenoreofraven but it got to be too long so

One day on patrol, Chat Noir and Ladybug find a hungry stray cat- a black cat at that, Chat decides to take her home and feed her- he figures, he's kept Plagg a secret from everyone for this long? How hard can it be to keep a cat secret?

Two days later the cat is acting really funny and he calls Marinette in a panic because he doesn't know who else to call, he's not confident any of the bros could help (except maybe Luka but they're not close enough for Adrien to trust him this much yet) and Marinette is who he's closest to anyway outside of Nino sooo...

Marinette rushes right over and sneaks in but it's too late, by the time she gets there, she finds a mortified looking Adrien sitting on the floor ... in front of a bunch of kittens

He's muttering about the "supposed" miracle of life and looks like he's just witnessed a murder but for once Marinette completely ignores him because there ARE NEWBORN KITTENS RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER

Except now the reality of the situation starts to dawn on them

Adrien was only living on an impulse and a prayer on the idea of keeping one cat, he KNOWS he can't keep EIGHT CATS- seven of who are BABY cats- secret from his father and Nathalie, and Marinette can't take over kitten-keeping duty because of the bakery, she and her parents have the "pet" talk every few years and the most she's been able to talk them into before has been a guinea pig (... who wrought havoc on the household for a year so they don't really talk about it) and even when she HAD been close to wiggling a cat or a dog out of them before they'd had a very strict understanding that if that ever happens, the animal is to be either hairless (like a Sphynx), or non-shedding (like a poodle)

This breed, whatever it is, as evidenced by the fact that Adrien's "fuzzy black shirt" actually used to be grey before the cat rolled all over him, is obviously neither

Thus begins the crazy quest of "I don't know how but SOMEHOW we're going to have to co-parent seven kittens and a cat without Gabriel finding out"

(They probably could have given the entire family of cats to the Couffaine family, no questions asked, but it doesn't occur to either of them to give the cats away)

They name the cats all after famous models and designers as a joke- Tyra, Gigi, Heidi, Elle, Versace, Gucci, Valentino, and Armani- or after famous musicians/bands- Stevie (Nicks), Queenie (Queen), Taylor (Swift), Prince, Presley (Adrien suggested Elvis but Marinette thought Presley was cuter), Cher, Styles (Marinette thought naming a cat "Harry" was just too much of a pun), and Jagged (ofcourse, though they call him MJ for Mini Jagged or JJ for Jagged Junior)- just something rediculous and quirky like that

They have to devise a system for how Marinette can get in and out of the house unnoticed to take care of the cats when Adrien is at fencing or on a modeling job or something, she has full permission to bring anything she needs with her like her lapyop or her art supplies and to use anything in Adrien's room to help her so she doesn't get behind on any of her projects by spending extra time there (and boy does it take all of her self-control not to abuse THAT privilege)

It's summer so they don't have to worry about school, and because Adrien is homeward bound so often, it actually isn't impossible to make sure that atleast one of them is always with the kittens to take care of them and keep them from making too much noise and attracting Nathalie's attention0 except when Ladybug and Chat Noir are needed but neither of them know that

Adrien finds a spot in his room that he can obscure from veiw easily enough for the cats to hide and Marinette helps sneak extra food and supplies to him because he can't without raising suspicion

For the first few weeks it actually goes pretty smoothly! The kittens are small and pretty quiet and Adrien just plays music if they start making a fuss, the biggest problem is the mother cat because she can't stay secluded to one small spot- also finding a way to clean the litter box without anyone finding out takes some truly convoluted creativity

But it doesn't stay that easy for long, because after a few weeks the kittens are wandering around and starting to eat solid food and everything gets seven times more difficult than before

By the time the three month mark hits Adrien and Marinette are both so exhausted and have had so many close calls that as much as they love the kittens, they make peace pretty easily with giving them up to good homes- meaning their classmates

Luka, Juleka, Rose, Kim, Marc, Nathaniel, and Alix all manage to snag a kitten, Alya wants one but her parents have a strict "no pets" rule because of the twins being such a handfull, Adrien asks Kagami in the beginning if she wants one but all it takes is her seeing one kitten climbing onto the piano for her to give a very solid "No thank you"

In the end Adrien ends up giving the mother cat to Nino- who manages to convince his parents with very little trouble- because school is about to start again and he realizes he can't keep her safe from his father when he isn't home, it was hard enough to keep her a secret when he was, and knowing Gabriel, he'd probably get rid of her without even telling Adrien until he got home- if at all

Over the summer Adrien and Marinette had gotten alot closer and Marinette feels like a confession (on her part) may actually be in the near future now, but they're both pretty sad to no longer have kitties in their lives (on a not unrelated note, Ladybug has been strangely more invested in giving Chat ear scritches and head pats lately, neither of them are prepared to further examine this behavior)

So one day when Marinette is out with Alya, Adrien sneaks over to visit the bakery and confesses to Tom and Sabine how they spent their summer- the cats are all gone now, there's no danger even if they DO tell his dad (ofcourse they would never do that though) because the only one being punished would be him- and gently explains that being without the cats is kind of crushing him now and he bets Marinette feels the same way

Two days later, Marinette gets a call from Adrien to meet in his room, she sneaks in as usual and he presents her with .... a Sphynx kitten, pre-approved by her parents

She names the kitten Reina as a homage to Adrien

Adrien "demands" visitation rights because he promised her parents that Reina would be THEIR kitten

Marinette almost dies

Sidenote: It took Marinette three weeks into kitten-watching before she finally asked Adrien how he ended up with the mother cat to begin with, his response was something along the lines of ".. Um... I found her?" and Marinette was kind of suspicious but let it go, it isn't until after Reina that she remembers to ask Chat Noir whatever happened to the cat he took home a few months before, he was just "ummmmmm I still have her, she's great, I named her Netta!" because Adrien's originality is shallow at best

Ladybug, being even weaker for cats than she was before, reasoned that she would let ONE detail of their personal lives side and that's sharing cat pictures- because, she figures, there are thousands of cats in Paris and she already knows Chat has one, what harm could this POSSIBLY do?

Ladybug: Isn't she cute? Her name is Reina!

Chat: OH MY GOD-

Not even Adrien Agreste is dense enough to not recognize that cat, he shakily shows her an old picture he had taken of the mother cat with the kittens, assuming that would out him

Ladybug: Oh my god.... my freind had a cat just like that until last week, she had kittens too, wow! That's uncanny!

Chat: *internal screaming*

#Miraculous Ladybug #Adrienette #marinette dupain cheng #Adrien Agreste #LadyNoir #not!fic

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My top 7 movies of 2016 (and a bonus)

Hey kids! Its that time again! That day you`ve all been waiting for, when I talk about the movies I`ve seen in the cinema and rank them according to my own personal taste and bias!

Except this year there were some... complications. You might have heard about something called the corona virus, a pandemic and stuff like that.

This year I only had time and opportunity to see one movie in the cinema, not enough material to make a list of as you can see. So instead I`ll give you a list of the movies I saw in 2016! Now, if you`re wondering if I`ll do a list of all the movies I saw in 2015 I`ll have to dissapoint you.

I didn`t start keeping track of my movie going experiences until 2016.

(One of these movies came out 2015, and it even came to the cinemas in my country that year but I didn`t get to see it until 2016, so that`s why it`s on this list.)

M`kay? M`kay.

7: Batman v Superman: Dawn of Justice

Zack Snyder is good at making a movie look good but he is not a good story teller.

Man of steel had some shortcomings, but surely Snyder would learn from that and do better in the next movie that would help build the DCEU and lead up to Justice league, right?

Nope. Batman kills, Supes is sad, just like most of this movie, and I can`t really take Eisenbergs Lex seroius as a villain.

But atleast Wonder woman is not in the movie long enough for them to screw up her character, so there`s always that.

Overstuffed, not strong enough to live up to it`s own ambitions and uses up all the big guns in it`s climax instead of saving them for later movies. Snyder was not the right guy for these movies. He`s better suited for telling his own stories than others.

6: Suicide Squad

This one gets a better spot than BvS because I like it. I like that Batman was allowed to be Batman this time and not another one of Snyder`s broken antiheroes who are appearently obligated to kill people just because the plot says so. I like that we were introduced to characters that aren`t Batman, Superman or Wonderwoman for a change, the DC comics universe does have more characters than those three after all. I like that they weren`t afraid to introduce magic into the DCEU. I like that Harley Quinn, a character with potential, finally appeared on the big screen.

But the keyword here is "like". Just because you like something doesn`t mean that it`s good.

The plot is admittedly a mess. A mess I could follow, but still a mess. Some consider this movie worse than BvS because that movie at least had ambitions while this does not. Yeah but this was fun, and without ambitions it had one less area where it could fail.

Buut that`s not really an argument in it`s favor.

5: Dr Strange

I feel bad putting it this close to Suicide Squad on the list becuse it is much better than that.

Pretty standard MCU quality. Does not dissapoint but doesn`t excel either.

"Iron Man but on LSD" is an accurate description of the plot but also a very generalizing way of describing the movie. Cool set pieces, original ideas and a clever climax makes it different enough from most of the other chapters in the MCU saga churned out by the giant Marvel movie factory.

4: Star Wars: the force awakens (2015)

I didn`t ask much from the new Star Wars movies. I only wished for two things: Don`t mention Jar Jar or midichlorians.

Besides avoiding those obvious mistakes the movie also had good acting, likeable characters capable of delivering non-wooden dialogue, sets that weren`t completely CGI`d and a pretty engaging scene between Han Solo and Kylo Ren. Sure, it played it a little too safe by borrowing more than a few plot points from A new hope but other than that it did what a Star Wars movie should do.

3: Deadpool

The basic spine of the plot is not very innovative and a little old fashioned: boy meets girl, boy loses girl to kidnappers, boy gets superpowers and rescues girl. But what sets this apart from other movies that have used the same formula is the execution. It has a lot of comedy, raw violence and some self aware fourth wall breaking.

R rated superhero comicbook movies are few and rare. R rated superhero comicbook movies that break the fourth wall are even rarer, and thats what makes this movie intersting.

2: Captain America: Civil War

The MCU has always had a little problem with sequels. A few examples are Iron man 2 and 3 and Thor the dark world. Here`s were the Captain America movies are a golden exception.

Captain America: Civil war did not surprise me as much as Captain America: Winter soldier but it still gave me something to sink my teeth into.

It gives both sides good and understandable reasons to fight for the things they believe in and it introduced two new characters in a way that felt like it helped the plot instead of cluttering it.

It gives you some "Hell Yeah!" moments but also someting to think about.

And now...

Drumroll please.

My number one pick for 2016 iiis...

1: Zootopia

As usual, the movie that gets the number one spot on my list is an animated one that knows how to tug at my heart strings. I like when a movie gets me to feel someting but to get the number one spot on my list a movie needs to do a little more than that, and that`s what this movie did. It made me feel and it made me think.

Some tears, some laughs and a little commentary on todays society.

Here`s where my list would normally end, but this year hasn`t exactly been normal. Before I get to the one movie I actually saw in the cinema this year I`m gonna list some of the movies I planned to see this year but didn`t get the chance to.

Wonder Woman 1984

Onward

Sonic the hedgehog (I did see this one in 2020. On DVD. It was adequate.)

Scoob!

Birds of prey and the fantabulous emancipation of one Harley Quinn

The New Mutants

(Black Widow used to be on this list but since it got delayed to 2021 I couldn`t keep it on my 2020 list.)

And now...

Drumroll please... again.

The only movie that I saw in the cinema in 2020 iiis...

Jojo Rabbit (2019)

It is late world war two, we follow Johannes "Jojo" Bretzler, a 10 year old boy who believes in the nazi ideals so much that he has Adolf Hitler himself as an imaginary best friend.

Just when you think that we have made all the movies we can about WWII this movie shows that there are still are a few angles left that we haven`t tried.

Jojo Rabbit shows us not just how dangerous, but also how immature nazism is. The worst kind of immaturity, the kind that lacks any kind of selfawareness and believes that it is dead serious.

If I could to sum up this movie in three words they would be: Important, serious and funny.

And that`s my list, feel free to disagree.

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Deviation nr: 142

Written Stuff nr: 35 I usually post these lists at the beginning of the new year instead of at the end of the old one. But this year there was no point in waiting for any late December releases (for obvious reasons). I had already seen all the movies I could see. Let`s hope that next year is better.

#movies #review #list #2016 #2020

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shy-petty-weirdo · 5 years

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Can I go on a Rant about Netflix's Tall Girl? *LONG POST*

*Note* The charator's names are not the same as in the movie, as the movie is unclear about what their names are, I even had subtitles on, and honestly can not tell you their names, non-the-less how to spell them

*Note 2* I am bad at spell, don't have my glasses and it's late, so bare with the middle-school spelling(also the color and the spacing are to not only help me keep track of what I'm writing, but anyone who has a hard time reading long things)

*Note 3* SPOILERS duh

Okay, so I am in no way 'tall' I'm barley the hight to be an astronaut, so I don't have much say in 'how it's so hard to be a tall girl'

Non the less I thought this would be a fun movie to watch with my best friend, who is a year younger than me, but taller, (The only friends I have that aren't taller than me, are the children I watch)

We are both in highschool, and have watch Netflix's orignal teen romcoms before, and loved the ones we watch, little cheesy, but still a good watch for weekly movie night.

I knew from the description of the movie before it came out, it was going to be an overload of cheesy-ness, but it seemed like a good laugh, like the kid of movies one watches for the pure stupid 'hello fellow kids' stuff.

The opening scene itself was something we thought was funny, from the color coded library (I use to volunteer at a library, so I def noticed it) to the fact that the girl who is suppose to be torrmentted for being tall, isn't reconized by not one, but TWO boys who go to HER school until she stands up.

We thought this was just cheesy fun, and her older brother even sat down to watch some of the begining, just to see if they asked her, what the weather was like up there, which they did, atleast five time, and was almost the only thing the 'bullies' actually bullied her about

I want to be clear I am extremly ANTI-bully, and so is my friends, her brother got bullied when he was young, and would get beat up, and even among their younger sibblings, bullying is NOT allowed.

So, there is some stuff behind when I say, Tall Girl wasn't really bullied, but more so teased. Now I know how small comments can over take someone's life, but the way that Tall Girl put it, she was more of a bully to her self than anyone else.

The 'iconic' scene of Tall Girl walking down the hall had us all stop, while my friend's brother pointed out she was literally friends with some one who is a minority (and later shown to be pressured at home to follow a strict life path and not one they want to) And my friend explained how, if Tall Girl wanted to make her life seem worse via shoe size, that she should have gone with a different brand, since Nike makes their shoes bigger, (Now that I think of it, this is def product placement)

Through out the movie Tall girl drags her friends through the mud, and yet plays the victem card the entire time, even though there are bigger issues that could be addressed, such as, the competing her sister does, and the pressure that is placed on her to be more, The social differenaces for the Transfer Student, the Beauty standards placed on girls, ANYTHING ELSE.

The way Tall Girl acts is nothing like any teen I have ever seen, it felt like a terrible 80s teen movie that died before production. I understand that they were trying to 'break' the teen romcom 'code' by making the mean girl not a dumb blonde, and have Tall Girl not get back with Transfer Student at the end, but they ended up with the exact opposite.

Most teens are not looking for a S.O.

Being tall is not a major hinder on a highschooler's life (espically being 6ft 1.5 inches)

Physical things that can not be changed are not something that most people even notice, non the less complain about on OTHER PEOPLE

Teens are more concerned about the STATE OF THE WORLD than any of the 2d personallity traits given to the main character

The most realistic/likeable character(s) were

1. Girl with glasses

2. Boy in the background of the scene in the science class balancing a pencil on his face

3.Tall Girl's father, who does everything he could think of to make his daughter happy and "normal"

4. Tall Girl's O.T. who was actually cultured in the world, really liked the Transfer Student, didn't know about him cheating, tried to be a good wing-girl to her best friend, even after he said that Tall Girl was hotter

5.Dudly(?) Crate-Boy who despite being possesive over Tall Girl in the movie scene, tells Transfer Student to do the right thing, which not just is so Tall Girl won't get the guy, but so Transfer Student doen't lead on the Multi-lingual Girl, which is solid advise anyway

6. Maya Hart, aka Tall Girl's sister. Through-out the movie we see Maya continusly working hard to acheive her personal goals, and simply try to be a good big sister. Though her advice to Tall Girl to fight for Transfer Student isn't the kind a rational person would give to someone, who just kissed a person in a relationship, we can really see how hard Maya is working towards her goals, and how much she wants to help her sister, as seen in the I Liked It When You Needed Me scene

7. Even though Pink hair girl doen't get a personallity in the script besides being into fashion and being an awesome amazing friend, She deserves better by Tall Girl, and her out burst at Tall Girl throwing her-self a pitty party, even though Tall Girl has all the tools to succesed in life, all the support, and everything she needs, except for a romance that, even Tall Girl's sister said was doomed from the begining

The begining of the film, gave off B-rated fun, but slowly moved down hill, as if this was the rock that us teens are forced to push up hill in this afterlife.

Tall Girl, herself slowly but steadly became more and more toxic, not only to herself, as she was in the start, but to her friends, family and classmates too.

At the start, her toxicity was contained in self pitty, which would have been a wonderful plot for the movie, being a tall inscure highschool girl, who finds her place in life, with her friends ad family, learning to love herself. Unfortunitly that's not what happened.

Tall Girl puts all of her energy and worth into finding a boyfriend, and I can't stress this enough, WHILE IN HIGHSCHOOL! I know everyone has heard it before, but the highschool years, though they seem all important, aren't that important, Humans are living into their 100s now, 4 akward years, where people just like you are trying to surive aren't going to make as big of a dent in your life as they use to make. Her friends, would probably be the only thing that she would take past the highschool years, if she wasn't so toxic

Tall Girl reminded me very much so of early 2010-2013, which may not seem like a long time ago, but it is almost 2020. Many of the traits Tall Girl showed are traits that many people stopped exibiting in 2016.

The only emotional smart charactors are Glasses and Dad,

While it IS a teen romcom, and so one would expect many 'crazy' ideas and things, This doesn't mean modern teens can't tell what toxic behavior is. I know the closer one is to the person, the hard the traits are to reconize, but just being aware of other people, and a general nice person one can see where the toxic traits are, even, if not more so in ones-self

The only time this movie seemed aware of the differance between the real world and the movie was the mother stating that her hardships in highschool was turning down all the boys that asked her to prom, and then Tall Girl rolls her eyes, and there is a very obvisous nod to the fact that being to popular is not really that much of a hardship to face

Many people often look on the 'Crate-Boy uses the crate to kiss Tall Girl' scene as romantic, and I will not tell them they are wrong for believing so, as everyone has their own perspective. I for one though saw it as Tall Girl still getting undeserved attention, and what she wanted.

The Prom scene is a prime example of this. Tall Girl doesn't like that Multi-Lingul Girl and Transfer Student are prom king & queen, and so, instead of letting them have their 15 sec of fame, she goes on stage, unanounced, Which I believe is not allowed at most proms, and make a speech, (usally these speaches show how the main charactor has changed for the better, and will not be forced to be what they are not)

This speach how ever, comes across as an ego boost, espically if one keeps in mind the very first scene where the two boy in her school didn't even know who she was. She goes on stage an makes a speach about how she is impowered by being tall and no one will make her feel bad about it.

This on paper sounds like it would be a real turning point, except THE MAIN CHARACTOR DOESN'T LEARN

Tall Girl faces no conciqueses for pushing her best friend (pink hair) to the side and using her as an emotional punching bag, she 'gets the guy' that she treated the EXACT SAME WAY SHE DIDN'T want to be treated, and nor is her self-pitty problem solved

All in all, this movie was insufferable, unrealistic, made my friend and I root for the 'villians' and side charators, and somehow make a film where it would be better off with the main charator being a side charator

I would really love to meet the writers and see the teens they are around, to see how they possible could have though such a toxic thing was okay to show to teens, espically the way they try to frame it as 'Goals'

***This is in no way against the actors/actresses that played in the film, nor those who helped backstage, (ex makeup, sets, etc) this is more aimed towards the writers of the script, and whoever thought that this was something good for teens.

#tall girl #netflix #teenager #teen #romcom #romance #movies #movienight #movie night #teen drama #review #long reads #long post #adhd friendly #rant #sorry for the rant #rants n rambles

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scarletcarerra-blog · 5 years

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Cars fanfiction/ What happend after cars 3

Uhhh....I got bored Oof, Plus I love cars so......Why the hell not make another fanfiction?

WARNING.....CONTAINS LANGUAGE AND SEXUAL WORDS...... ETC ACTION

Everyone was gathered up at flo´s sipping on oil. Cruz was glaring and lightning in a flirty way while lightning and sally were talking. Then Doc drove up to lightning and sally.

Doc: Hey kid, Wanna go drive more laps?

Lightning: Shouldn´t you ask cruz that?

Doc: So are you retired?

Lightning: Um, Never.

Sally: Yeah. Until you reach the age 40 you´re going to be whining to me sayin ¨Sally my axle hurts!¨

Everyone starting laughing their hoods off except lightning.

Lightning: I am not.

Sally: Yes you will.

Doc: Mhm.

Cruz: Sure Mr. Mcqueen.

Lightning: Okay, Cruz nobody even fucking asked you.

Doc: Oh go suck it lightning.

Lightning: Wow doc, I had no Idea you could speak that language.

Doc: Oh yeah, Well your old man here is a horny little bitch too.

Sally: Oh boy.

Lightning: Whats wrong my Queen?

Sally: Nothing stickers, Absolutely nothing.

1 Week later.....

Lightning, Sally and the others were on their way to Paris for the next race.

Lightning: Hey sal?

Sally: Yeah stickers?

Lightning: Did I tell you that I put a speaker in docs trailer?

Sally: Why the hell would you do that....

Lightning: So I can hear Doc and sophia jacking off

Sally slapped lightning hard on his fender

Lightning: Sal, whats the matter baby?

Sally: The last time ive seen you be this horny was when I first met you.... *She grinned*

Lightning turned the switch to hear what doc and Sophia were doing in their trailer.

Sally: Wow lightning. Wow.

Lightning started laughing his rear off.

2 Days later.

Sally decided to sleep in lightnings trailer instead of the apartment

Lightning: Sal, are you sure?

Sally: Yes stickers im sure.

Sally did not sleep a minute that night.....

Lightnings alarm went off. It was currently 6am

Lightning: Ugh, I hate mornings *He said groggily*

Lightning went over to his trailer to check on sally but all he saw was her talking to someone on the phone.

Doc and lightning went over to the track to do some laps with cruz.

Cruz: So Mr. Mcqueen.....How is it going between you and Ms. Carerra?

Lightning: Oh....Its fine

Cruz: I see why you like her so much

Doc: Okay you two, Stop getting distracted and actually race here

Lightning: Oh shut the hell up

Cruz: Also Mr. Mcqueen?

Lightning: Yeah cruz?

Cruz: I think you should have had let Sally sleep in the Apartment instead of your trailer...

Lightning: I tried to but she declined.

Doc: I have to be honest here, She hasnt been getting any sleep here lately.

Cruz: Yeah, Last week, I tried to talk to her....She almost called me a faggot

Lightning: Really? Because she hasn´t acted like that around me...

Doc: Well kids, Time to go get some food.

Cruz: Can we go to the Pizza place?

Lightning: Uh, Sure. But first I wanna talk to sally.

Cruz and doc agreed while lightning drove over to his trailer.

Lightning went into his trailer watching sally on the phone. Then she hung up.

Lightning: Hey sal, We were going to get pizza....Wanna come?

Sally: Uh, Sure.

They all went over to the restaurant.

Everyone gulped their pizza down but sally.

Lightning: Whats wrong my queen?

Sally: Nothing.

Jackson: Well she does have a attitude, maybe thats her problem.

Sally: Shut the fuck up!

Lightning: Whoah...

Cruz: Mrs. Carerra chill!

Lightning: Sal, If you don´t want pizza we can always go somewhere else?

Sally: I don´t care about the damn food! *She said furiously*

Lightning: Sally Baby chill!

Sally: No, you chill and leave me alone! *She snapped back*

Flo: Honey, Calm down, Its ight.

Sally revved her engine furiously making a scene

Jackson: I was just sayin!

Lightning: You´re fine jackson.

Cruz: Mr. Mcqueen, Maybe we should just leave or send her home so she can-

Sally: FINE! ILL LEAVE! MAYBE YOU´ll BE BETTER WITHOUT ME!

Sally stormed out of the restaurant Creating a scene

Lightning Paid the bill and drove after her.

Lightning: Sally, Wait!

Sally stormed into the trailer and shut the trailer door behind him.

Lightning opened the trailer door and drove in Angrily.

Lightning: What the hell is wrong with you! Did you really have to storm out like that?!

Sally: Yes, I did!

Lightning: Sally just....What the hell is your problem!

Sally: I DON´T HAVE A PROBLEM!

Lightning Revved his engine furiously at her. Sally started to whine but lightning couldn´t hear her over his engine.

Lightning: Im trying to help you, But you won´t let me!

Sally: Because I don´t need help!

Sally tried to exit the trailer but lightning blocked her ways. Then she started to push him out of the way but then he grabbed ahold of her axle and jerked her back.

Lightning: You´re not going anywhere until we figure this out!

Lightning was still holding onto her sore Axle putting a lot of pressure on it making it want to break.

Sally: Stickers...Please....Let go of my axle.....

Lightning: Not until you tell me what your problem is!

Doc: LIGHTNING!

Lightning let her go.

Doc: WHAT IN THE NAME OF HELL IS WRONG WITH YOU! * He bellowed*

Lightning grabbed her axle once again and pushed her against the wall. Just then Jackson stormed into the trailer to grab lightning and threw him out.

Jackson: SINCE WHEN DID YOU BECOME A WOMEN BEATER!?

Lightning: I WASN´T BEATING HER YOU JACKASS!

Doc: HEY! Hey! Break it up you two!

Jackson: Oh yeah! Well atleast I wasn´t left unsupervised!

Lightning started to have flashbacks of when he was little.. Sally saw lightnings reaction when jackson said that to him.

Doc looked confused

Lightning: I wasn´t left Unsupervised!

Jackson: Uh yeah! If you haven´t forgotten! You were abbandoned by your parents because they didn´t love you!

Lightning changed the subject again....

Lightning: And since when did this have to do with sally?

Jackson: It never did Mcqueen. Not until now. Surely you were bullied when you were younger, Because others figured out you had ANGER ISSUES!

Lightning had tears form in his windshield.

Lightning: Says you!

Doc: HEY! *Doc grabbed jackson but jack hit doc and knocked him out*

Sally started to sob

Everyone was staring at lightning seeing his reaction

Jackson: You lived in a adoption center because you were never loved!

Lightning.....Never loved......Never loved....

Lightning drove away into a dark alley having for flashbacks

Sally: Lightning was never loved?

Then everyone paid attention to sally

Sally: No wonder why he acts like he does! because of you JACKSON!

Jackson: Hey....Heh....Lets not get on the wrong page here sweetheart...

Sally: I HAVENT SLEPT IN WEEKS AND NOW IM JUST NOW FIGURING OUT THAT LIGHTNING HAS PROBLEMS THAT I NEVER KNEW ABOUT!!!! * She bellowed*

Flo: Honey, Calm down.

Sally: THIS IS YOUR FAULT!

Sally Hit jackson so hard he had a dent But it did not knock him out. Just then sally stormed out to find lightning. Then she found him in a dark alley.

Sally: Stickers?

Lightning: Sal, I don't wanna talk about it. If you don't want to be my girlfriend, then don't because I understand.

Sally: No stickers, I want to be. Please don't be mad at me?

Lightning: Lets just go get some sleep and forget this happend?

Sally: Sure. *She grinned trying to lighten up his mood.

Lightning woke up in a horrible mood feeling aches in his body.

Sally woke up feeling miserable.

Lightning Went over to his trailer watching sally as she made her way out of the trailer.

Lightning hasn't seen sally look so miserable in his life, He felt bad for her.

Sally had oilshot (Bloodshot) Eyes and she was very droopy with her eyelids halfway closed.

Lightning drove over to her

Lightning: Are you okay My Queen?

Sally: Oh stickers Ive never felt so horrible in my life *She started to have a emotional meltdown*

Sally drove over crying into his door

Lightning: Shh... Get it all out.

Meanwhile.....

Doc and Sophia were having trailer sex.

Sophia: Oh doc, Ive never felt so good in my life!

Doc: Mhm.....

4 Hours later...

Everyone was sitting at Taco Bell

Lightning was gulping down his food as usual, Cruz eating normally along with the others, Jackson fondling with his dick, And sally was staring at her food.

Flo: Sally, Honey?

Sally: Mmmmm

Lightning Glared at Sally

Lightning: Uh sal...Are you going to-

Sally closed her eyes and drifted off.

Mater Used his Airhorn and got everyones attention And sallys eyes opened so quickly it was like a flash of lightning.

Then the song *Meet me halfway by the Black Eyed Peas started playing*

Sally started drifting off again and lightning moved next no her holding her up.

Lightning: Guys, We need to help her

Cruz: Ugh. Well no Shit Sherlock

Jackson Chuckled

Lightning held her tire driving out of the restaurant with the others until she dropped to her rims.

Lightning: Sal!

Doc: Hey, C''mon kid, wake up.

Sally: Doc......Mmmm....It hurts.....

Doc and lightning: Whats hurts!

Doc Felt her stomach as if it were to be twisting.

Doc: When is the last time anyone has seen her eat?

Cruz: Last time ive seen her eat something was like 4 days ago....

Flo: Yeah.

Lightning got worried

Lightning: Sal, Why havent you been eating?

Sally: I have tank poisoning and Insomnia Okay?

Doc: Now you tell us?

Sally started to cry like she were to be having another meltdown.

Lightning pulled up beside her Nuzzling her fender.

Sally: Its not what hurts though....

Doc looked in confusion.

Then doc twisted all of her axles besides her front left

Sally Shreiked in pain as doc twisted it.

Doc: Sorry!

Sally: Just....stop....*She said Sobbing*

Doc: Seems you have a broken axle. Probably from where Mcqueen grabbed you yesterday. *Doc glared at lightning furiously*

Lightning: Im sorry Pinstripe.

A few hours later.....

Sally: Stickers...I love you

Lightning: Sal, If you don't mind, Maybe I can sleep with you for tonight?

Sally: Sure * They both grinned*

Lightning: G'night My queen.

Sally: G'night my king.

1:02 in the morning

Sally started screaming No....No...No!!!

Lightning: Sally!

Sally: Huh?

Sally was breathing rapidly

Lightning: You started screaming no....

Sally had tears form in her eyes and lightning saw it

Lightning: Sally, You don't have Insomnia, You're still having this dream of my wreck....Aren't you?

Sally shook her hood Nodding.

Lightning: Well its okay, Because Im right here. Okay?

Sally Nuzzled him.

Lightning got in front of her checking her Axle

Lightning: Alright. You should be good for now, Just get some rest...Okay?

Sally: Alright stickers.

12:30AM

Everyone was in a good mood except for lightning. He was in the horniest mood ever and so was doc. Storm was in a playful mood, But not as much and lightning and doc.

Cruz, Storm, Lightning, Sally, Doc, And Sophia were in the livingroom playing truth or dare *Dirty version*

Doc: Okay, Mcqueen Ill start with you. Truth or dare?

Lightning: Mmmm. Dare.

Sally: Ooh.

Doc: Okay. I dare you too.....Have a make-out session with sally right now in front of us.

Sally: Oh for the love of Chrysler.

Lightning drove in front of sally making eye- contact.

Sally: Okay stickers, First Of all I-

Lightning was locked in a deep kiss with sally then it turned into a Make-out session.

Cruz: Wow Mr. Mcqueen

Lightning: Impressed?

Cruz: Actually Im jealous.

Everyone started Laughing

Lightning: Okay doc. Now your turn, Hehe.

Doc: Oh you devilish little Bastard. I choose dare.

Lightning: Mmm. I dare you too...Uh...Call Jackson a Slut.

Jackson: WHAT?

Lightning was laughing so hard he was crying

Doc: Jackson you are a slut. There!

Doc: Okay cruz, Your turn but this time we can't choose. Only the person who is telling you can.

Lightning: Oh boy.

Cruz: Okay, Mr. Mcqueen. Im giving you a dare

Lightning: Why me?

Sally Started to chuckle along with the others.

Cruz: I dare you to Uh.....Kiss Ms. Carerras Tattoo.

Lightning: Oh thats easy.

Lightning went behind her and Kissed her Tattoo several times.

Jackson: Okay. My turn. Now I choose sally.

Sally: Oh wow. What a suprise.

Jackson: Sally I dare you to have sex with lightning

Sallys windshield Flashed over and so did lightnings

Sally: Uhm....

Cruz: I have an idea. Why don't we all just have sex right here right now.

Lightning: Im cool with it. Sally?

Sally: Oh why the hell not.

Lightning mounted sally. And the other did the same.

Doc and sophia were doing the same pose as Jackson and Mcqueen.

Lightning: OOOH......

Sally: Oh god lightning! Harder!

Meanwhile.....

Cal and bobby drove in.

Cal: Hey mcqueen I wondering if-

Bobby and cal were in complet shock watching 3 males Jack off with their Girls.... Chapter 2-

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tommyboyproductions · 6 years

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Reunion pt 1

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My eyes popped open wide when I felt the taxi jerk to a stop.

"Mm..mm?" I groaned, only then realizing I had dozed off during the long drive to Kawazu.

"Did you have a nice nap?" I heard my mother ask and I turned to her. Still a bit groggy, I nodded, giving my arms a good stretch. I sat still for a few more moments until I realized we still weren't moving. I looked out the window to see a four story apartment building and it was then I realized we had made it. "Well? Aren't you going to get out, silly?" My mom giggled and every ounce of sleepiness I once felt was gone. I burst open the taxi door and nearly fell forward onto the snowy side walk. I was really here! I was finally back in Kawazu and I was standing infront of my new home!

"KIIIIIMMMIIIIII!!!!!!" I heard my name sounding out in my direction. Before I could turn to face the front door of the apartment building, I felt two arms completely engulf me in a hug. "KIMI YOU'RE REALLY HERE!!!!" The voice repeated and I knew instantly it was my best friend Mika. I joined in on her excitement by wrapping my arms around her as well and the two of us simply stood there squeezing each other. I couldn't believe this was real. All of a sudden I felt like I was five years old again!

"MIKA! I CAN'T BELIEVE I'M REALLY HERE!!!" I smiled, continuing to grasp onto her.

"ME EITHER!!! THIS IS A DREAM COME TRUE!!!" Mika clearly felt the exact same way I did and it only got my adrenaline pumping faster.

"YO, KIMI'S HERE!" I heard another familiar voice emerge from the building and I knew it was Dento.

"Dento!!!!" I waved my hand at him, still being embraced by Mika.

"Dude, Kimi!" A third voice was present and I then saw Taro come around from the side of the building. The two boys took no time at all to run over to Mika and I, wrapping their arms around us as well. I couldn't remember the last time I felt so loved and at peace as I did in this moment, covered with my best friends.

"Hi Taro!!!" My voice became more high pitched with every word I spoke and I immediately could tell I was about to burst into the happiest tears of my life. After a few seconds longer of hugging, each of us finally let go and backed away, giving everyone some space. I took my sleeve and whiped my teary eye's, sniffling my emotions back up my nose.

"Oh my god, Kimi, I can't believe you're actually here!!" Mika's face was blood shot red and I had a feeling mine was as well.

"Man, this is gonna be awesome! We're all finally back together again!" Taro cheered while grabbing Dento's shoulders and shaking his friend back and forth. Dento laughed and just that simple sound of his laughter was enough to take me back. Dento always had the best laugh of anyone I had ever known. It was so soft and cheery and even if you were in the worst mood in the world, just simply hearing Dento laugh could turn your mood upside down. I couldn't stop looking from one of them to the other, just taking in the fact that I was right beside them again. I had waited for this day for ten years and it was finally here. They were all right in front of me.

"Do I not get a hug?!" I heard my mother shout out, grabbing each of our attention.

"Mrs. Cho!!" Dento was the first to sprint over, giving my mom a huge hug. Mika and Taro followed and I simply watched, smiling. "You're gonna open the bakery again right?!" Dento pleaded and my mom started nodding furiously.

"Yes, yes, yes! And you guys better stop by as often as possible!! I'll make sure to always bake your favorites!" It was clear my mom was already feeling back at home as well.

"That's like music to my ears, Mrs. C!" Taro swayed back and forth, noticeably unable to stay still. There was just too much going on and each of us were on full blast.

"Mrs. Cho, thank you so much for letting Kimi come back to us!!" Mika wrapped her arms around my mother, giving her a similar hug to the one she gave me. When we were all kids, all of my friends were close to my parents, so seeing them light up around my mother again was another feeling I hadn't felt in ten years. It seemed that everything was going exactly how I had imagined it in my head, which made it feel even more like a dream.

"Of course! She's missed all of you so much. We're ecstatic to be back in Kawazu!" My mom replied and looked up to me. "This move has been long awaited, trust me." My mother's voice was soft and I knew there was a bunch of love behind her words. "Just take care of yourself, okay Kimi?" Her voice grew slightly more serious and I rolled my eyes playfully.

"I will, Mom! And you're right down the road anyways, it's not like I'll be completely on my own!" I nicely argued.

"I know, I know! This is just all very new to me! You won't be under my roof! I feel like you're all grown up already!" My mother looked down and suddenly, I began to pity her a bit. I was so excited to live with my friends, a part of me had forgotten that my mom wouldn't have my dad with her for a while, so she'd practically be alone with her bakery. I walked over as my friends stepped to the side. I gently embraced my mother, resting my head on her shoulder.

"I promise, Mom. I'll come by every single day." I whispered, feeling her sigh in relief. "You'll never understand how thankful I am." I added, leaning back from the hug to see my mom was the one choking up now.

"Oh good grief! Go be with your friends!" My mother laughed, smiling at all four of us. "I'll head to the bakery and get settled in. And you need to do the same here!" She ordered, pointing at me. "And you guys help her! There's alot to unpack and she's a tiny little girl!"

"Don't worry, Mrs. Cho, we've got Kimi's back!" Mika assured her.

"Yeah, Mrs. C! There's nothin to worry about!" Taro also joined in, getting a slight glare from my mother. Although it had been ten years, my mom knew all too well that Taro was sure to be just as mischevious as he was as a child.

"And get plenty of rest! Don't stay up too late unpacking!" My mom continued. "I know, Mom..." I huffed.

"And call me if you need anything!" Another request slipped out. "Your father has his phone on too if you have an emergency!"

"MOM! I'LL BE FINE!" I giggled and shook my head. My mom bit her bottom lip and then exhaled.

"Okay, okay! Just... be safe Kimi." With that last comment, my mom disappeared into the taxi and the engine started back up again. We all waved and Taro playfully winked at her as she got settled back in her seat. The taxi began to move down the road once more and slowly disappeared around a corner. Finally, it was just me and my friends.

"KIMI?!?" Once again, I heard my name being called out and I turned around to see Sayuri, Satoshi, and Yumi walking down the street towards us.

"HEY GUYS!!" I dramatically waved and began jogging toward them. Mika, Taro and Dento followed behind and the second I made it to Sayuri, we jumped into each other with another welcoming hug.

"I TOLD YOU SHE'D BE HERE!" Satoshi claimed the other side of me, once again bounding me into a group hug. These types of welcomes would never get old.

"KIMI, YOU'RE BACK!!" Yumi joined in the cheering, grabbing me from the back. "OH, GOSH GUYS, I'VE MISSED YOU SO MUCH!" I melted into them as much as I possibly could. If I could stay in any moment for the rest of my life it would be this one, for sure.

"We missed you too, Kimi!! So much!" Sayuri answered me.

"Yeah, we all agreed you're not allowed to bail again!" Satoshi poked me with his finger, trying to get his strict point across. When the hug ended, all seven of us formed a circle.

"I'm never taking my eyes off you! Not once!! I don't want you to disappear!" Yumi whined.

"I promise, guys. I'm never, EVER, leaving again." I inhaled, trying to calm my jitters, but it was no use. I knew I'd be hyped up for atleast the next week or so. Or maybe even the next month!

"Did you like, Tokyo?"

"Yeah, are you gonna miss it?!"

"What was the big city like?"

"Did you make friends at your other school?"

"Did you meet any famous people?"

"Our town is the size of a snail compared to that, right?" Questions were being whirled at me from every direction and I answered as many as I could keep up with. I felt a calm wash over me knowing my best friends were still interested to hear about my life in Tokyo. I wasn't too sure how they'd feel about me filling them in on it, but it seemed to be a pretty simple task. The longer we stood there, the more we talked and simply gushed over each other. Although they hadn't seperated, I could tell they all felt suddenly closer just on the account that I had come back. I knew it would be this way no matter who left. Our friend group just wasn't the same when we were missing someone. And then I felt as if someone was kicking me in the back of my brain. How had I not noticed?! Why was I just realizing?! Was I really so excited I became completely oblivious?! Everyone was there except for Ryuu! What the heck was going on?! I blamed my not noticing on adrenaline, but now that I had noticed my gut suddenly twisted into knots. Where was he? Why wasn't he the first person there? I knew it would be a little odd since he hadn't written me in so long, but my heart always just told me he was busy. Surely he hadn't forgotten I was coming back... My ears blocked out everything being said around me and I began looking down the street we stood next to. Then I looked in the other direction. There wasn't anyone in sight.

"Hey, Kimi, you okay?" Yumi looked oddly at me and I returned her gaze.

"Oh! It's nothing I just... where's Ryuu? He's the only one not here!" I stated, obviously bothered by the lack of his presence. Suddenly, all the chatting stopped and it was silent for the first time since I had arrived. I stared blankly at everyone who awkwardly began avoiding eye contact with me. This only got more weird?! "Guys?" I asked, suddenly confused by the mood change. "Is he on his way?" I asked again. Why did everyone start acting so odd?

"Oh, uh, yeah!" Taro began, scratching the back of his head. "You know! Ryuu, that guy... He's uh, he's just--"

"Running late!" Dento interjected, "You know he's never been good with times and... stuff"

"Yeah, he probably just got caught up doing something!" Yumi jumped in, but I couldn't help but just stare at them. Was there something I missed?

"Oh...?" I replied, raising my hand to my hair. I twirled it nervously without even noticing until Satoshi wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"Don't worry, Kimi. You have plenty of time to see Ryuu! He lives here too after all. He'll probably be back some time tonight!" I could tell Satoshi was doing his usual 'Satoshi thing'. Calming me down. I looked at the ground and then back up at everyone. Satoshi was right. I'd have plenty of time to see Ryuu! I had just gotten back after all and having even one of my best friends there was a dream come true. But I had all six!

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goldenchildkatsuki · 6 years

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dancing Gods

Writers note: Once again I was inspired by @awesome-yet-weird-weirdo who gave me some good prompts to work with. She comes up with some of the funnest prompts to write out I swear. I’m very thankful. I enjoyed writing this because I took my time for once. It’s not like I don’t want to take my time to write the best content I can, but I just get excited and often write fics in one night hehe. I hope you enjoy.

Summary: Uraraka and Bakugou finally have time to hang out together after an exhausting week of training and studying. Att the end of the week they decide to unwind in Uraraka’s room. When Uraraka asks if she can sleep over at Bakugou’s room that night, he declines. Instead of giving her a straight up answer he gives dull and vague answers. What’s up with him?

Word count: 3355

‘So why can’t I stay over tonight?’ Uraraka asked for what seemed to be the millionth time. ‘Because I said so.’ Bakugou answered also for the millionth time. Uraraka put her face in her hands and blowed air upwards towards her bangs which made them fly up. Bakugou was laying on her back reading a book whilst she was watching a series he couldn’t seem to get in to no matter how many times Uraraka told him to wait because “now it’s gonna get really good!”. It never did. Uraraka wiggled from side to side making Bakugou rock with her. ‘I really hate it when you say that.’ ‘I’m aware, giving the amount of times you’ve told me.’ Bakugou answered unbothered by the rocking. He simply held the book closer to his face and adjusted his glasses. When the rocking didn’t seem to help the attitude Bakugou was giving her she stopped. She tried concentrating on the series she loved so much, it was getting close tot he season finale and there was a lot going down. But she couldn’t help but look back at Bakugou laying on her lower back. His eyes slowly gliding over the words and lazily blinking every once in a while. With every glance Uraraka became more and more frustrated. It’s not like it’s the first time Uraraka has stayed the night in his room. The only times he declined a sleepover was when he was training ‘til late and he didn’t want her to wait up for him or when he’s planning to get ahead with his studying. Those declination’s atleast had a reasonable explanation. For some reason the only thing she was getting out of him were sassy remarks and smug replies. Which he did jokingly sometimes, just to get a particular reaction out of her. But now his words had a hint of sterness in them. ‘Your brow is doing that thing again.’ He mentioned out of the blue. He looked up from his book and met her eyes. ‘It’s kinda scary.’ He laughed. Uraraka huffed and turned back the tv. There isn’t a thing that boy didn’t notice, that’s whats’s scary! He could read her like a book but often chose not to act on his hunches. Which was very admirable she admitted. Her direct and caring nature sometimes didn’t seem to match up with her boyfriends personality and have led to anger and tension between them before. Carefully Uraraka felt her brow and massaged it, trying to make it relax a little. ‘Don’t you get all chummy with me now after giving me that attitude mister.’ Bakugou closed his book, set it aside with his glasses and turned on his stomach, ‘What do you mean?’ he sounded too serious, which threw her off. ‘Bakugou, stop that.’ Bakugou laid facedown and let his arms flail over her back. ‘Stop what?’ his words came out very muffled. Uraraka sighed and let her head hang. ‘I don’t know if you’ve been joking this whole time but stop acting so moody about me staying over.’ Uraraka really tried not to raise her voice but she already felt her voice getting louder than she intended it to be. Bakugou perked up looked at the back of her head. ‘I wasn’t joking and I’m not moody, I was serious ya know?’ That was not really what Uraraka expected to hear. She didn’t have an answer prepared for that and chose to just stay silent and stare at the ground. Bakugou crawled beside her and tilted his head. ‘Sorry roundface, next weekend, I promise.’ Uraraka continued to stay silent. Partially because she still didn’t know what to say and also because, well because of pure pettiness. She wasn’t getting was she looked forward to and expected to happen. Bakugou rolled his eyes and raised Uraraka’s chin. ‘I said I promise.’ He pretended sound annoyed. But he couldn’t help but break character and smile at her. And she couldn’t help but smile either. His smile was so damn contageous. It was also rare but luckily not to her. She sees him smile when he makes himself a snack, when he’s trying not to laugh at one of her corny jokes, when he gets to switch over from reading school books to comics. It made her happy he could finally let the corners of his mouth curl upwards and let the tough guy act he keeps on portraying in class go for atleast a few hours when they were together. ‘There we go.’ he said and he planted a kiss on her forehead. ‘So are we going to watch this show or what?’ he started blushing and looked up towards the ceiling, probably hoping that the blood in his cheeks would stop flowing to the surface. She giggled at him, somehow he’s still trying to keep up his tough guy act but he’s failing miserably. She took the remote and raised the volume of the tv. ‘We? Well, well, well! You sure know how to make things right don’tcha!’ Uraraka said. ‘It seems to be your lucky day Bakugou Katsuki because we’re only halfway through the marathon!’ Bakugou jerked. ‘Are you fucking serious Uraraka? Cut me some fucking slack will ya?!’ Uraraka started giggling more and more. ‘You’re the one who wanted to watch it together!’ Bakugou groaned and increased volume the longer the groan took. ‘Fine! The things I do for you sometimes, it’s not even fucking funny.’ Bakugou snatched his glasses from behind them and put them back on. They started watching the show quietly. Uraraka was quickly deeply immersed in the story again, trying to figure out if she missed something important and what might happen next. Bakugou couldn’t help but audibly cringe at the acting which they both agreed on was very debatable. But atleast he was watching with her. And Uraraka could notice he was actually into it during some scenes.

‘You know there’s only 10 minutes and one other episode left right?’

‘You said it was a whole damn marathon!’ Bakugou yelled. Uraraka bursted out with laughter, she rolled over on her back and held her stomach. ‘Don’t a-act like yo-you weren’t into i-i-it for some moments!’ she hiccuped. ‘Geh? Me? Enjoy that trash show? Never. Some scenes were just bearable to watch, I was never into anything.’ He tried to cover up so badly but halfway through his excuses he knew there was no point in trying. Uraraka was going to keep laughing at him. ‘I hate you.’ ‘You don’t.’ ‘I know.’ Uraraka’s laughter faded when the endcard started rolling. Bakugou was blushing again. That amused her more than him trying to make excuses. She took time to inspect his face for a while before having to concentrate back on the tv. Rosy cheeks, sharp features, awkward smile, hair that was getting too long and started to touch his eyelashes. He was so admirable she almost forgot that there wasn’t something quite right. She might have put her petty anger aside for a moment but it was suspicious, the way he acted before. He might’ve been serious but he still didn’t tell her why. She swore they talked about sleeping over last weekend and everything was all fine then. ‘It’s starting again.’ he said. But he was also looking at her, also inspecting every future. The sudden movements of his face made her set aside her thoughts and she was put in the middle of staring contest. It was a game they didn’t fully realized they played every now and then. In those little moments, during a study break, when getting ready to leave the gym or during the commericals like now, they just appreciated eachother. Until one person gives in makes the appreciation physical, by kissing them. She could see him starting to give in, slowly closing his eyes and leaning forward. This moment still gave Uraraka butterflies. Her heart fluttered and her gut felt heavy. As if she was as nervous as the first time they kissed. She closed her eyes but then heard the intro song of the show. Hesitantly she opened one eye to atleast catch something of the new episode. She felt Bakugou’s lips on hers, but her thoughts was still with the series. Bakugou carefully started moving his lips and tried to gently slip his tongue in her mouth. Uraraka leaned back without thinking, trying to get a better angle to watch the screen with one eye. Bakugou pulled back with closed eyes. ‘Don’t tell me you’re watching that show when I’m trying to fucking make out with you.’ ‘If I would say no would you believe me?’ Uraraka asked quickly. ‘No way in hell.’ Bakugou opened his eyes. ‘Let’s move then, I’m also breaking my neck over here.’ So together they nestled on Uraraka’s bed, legs over eachother and playing with eachother’s hands. Bakugou played with the ring on Uraraka’s finger and she’s trying to trace the lines on the palm of hand. Uraraka noticed the sky changing color. It’s beautiful orange and pink color started to disappear and started to turn into a beautiful blue velvet blanket covering the city. With the sky darkening the room darkened as well. Both of them were too lazy turn on some lights. They’ve slowly been slumping over and crawling closer to eachother as it got later. At the end of the episode Uraraka felt herself dozing off. She could feel Bakugou’s breathing starting to slow down. She turned her head away from the tv and nuzzled her head under Bakugou’s chin. She was about to close her eyes when she heard faint ticking on her window. She turned her head and saw tiny raindrops appear on her window. The ticking got faster until it merged into the calming sound of a rain shower. Uraraka felt Bakugou shift above her. She lived for mellow moments like this. They seemed so eternal. It made her keep calm, it motivated her. “Keep doing what you do to keep on experiencing these moments.” She often told herself. Uraraka watched streams slide down her window for a while. Right before her eyelids closed she saw a flash. A quick white flash. She held her breath, in this world you never know what something so simple could mean. She had learnt that from past experiences and was always alert when something so sudden happened. Then she heard the sky rumble. ‘A storm.’ She sighed to herself. Uraraka remembered the weatherman predicting a storm at the end of the week, but it had been amazing weather this whole week so she just considered it a false perdiction. She felt Bakugou move again, he grabbed her shoulders and slowly started pushing Uraraka off of him. ‘I gotta go.’ He said in a sleepy voice. Uraraka was wide awake now and sat up. ‘You gotta go?’ ‘Yeah, I gotta go.’ He raised his glasses into his mess of a hairdo and wiped the sleep of his face. Uraraka couldn’t look at him, she tried so hard to ignore her gutfeeling of something being wrong but now Bakugou was acting up again. He crawled of the bed, picked up his book from the ground and put his glasses back on the bridge of his nose. Then he just stood there and she sat on the bed. Minutes went by in silence. Another flash lit up the room. Bakugou jolted and started wobbling his leg and tapping his foot. ‘Come on roundface, just get over here and give me a kiss so I can leave.’ Uraraka turned her head to the window and relaxed her head on her hand that was resting on her propped up knee. ‘If you wanna leave so badly you can just leave ya know?’ Uraraka glanced of to the side trying to gauge Bakugou’s reaction. The boy looked restless, like he could tire himself out by just standing in one place. He plucked at his nails, head turning from the window to the door and back, still tapping his foot. ‘Uraraka, stop acting like this. This is stupid.’ He said gravely. ‘Stupid?’ Uraraka exploded, not being able to hold back her anger she had tried to keep down the whole evening. She stood up and dug her nails in her palms. ‘You’re the one that’s acting like a complete idiot. Would it really hurt you to be reasonable for once and tell me what’s going on with you, because you’re clearly not acting like yourself!’ ‘You’re the one that makes everything bigger than it is! I should really stop spoiling you because you’re acting like a know-it-all brat right now!’ She felt her chest getting tighter and her heart beating so fast it skipped beats. ‘That’s rich. That’s very rich coming from you!’ ‘Give it a fucking rest!’ He sounded incredibly distressed. Not sure if she heard it right but she swore she could hear his voice waver. The sky started rumbling, portraying the vibe in the room. Bakugou visbily jolted and slightly raised his arms to his head. ‘Fuck this.’ He rushed to the door. Uraraka rushed right after him, slightly confused. ‘Wai-.’ Bakugou turned around, his eyes looked glassy from..

Tears?

His face and neck had red patches forming on them. ‘Seriously Uraraka, give it a rest.’ The hurt and despair in his voice scared Uraraka. It made her expression soften. The boy was trembling so bad. She could barely recognize the person standing in front of her. How did she manage to bring that side out of him? She must of really pushed his buttons. Another white flash of lightning. That seemed to push Bakugou over the edge. He couldn’t hold back anymore and tears were streaming down his face. ‘You’re scared of thunder.’ Uraraka whispered. ‘Oh my God, you’re scared of thunder.’ Bakugou was frozen into place, tears continued to stream down his face. Uraraka pushed his glasses into his hair and started to wipe away the tears around his eyes and cheeks. His face felt like it was on fire. ‘I’m sorry.’ She smiled endearingly. Bakugou’s muscles wouldn’t relax. She cupped his face and stroked his cheeks with her thumbs. ‘I’m super sorry.’ Bakugou’s muscles started to relax gradually. Twitching arms wrapped themselves up around Uraraka’s waist. He pulled her in close and burried his face in her hair and shoulder. He was still at a loss for words. Uraraka freed her arms that were squished inbetween their bodies and held him back. With one hand she lazily scratched the back of his neck and his hair. ‘I look like such a loser.’ he raised his head. Uraraka pulled back from his tight embrace so she could take a look at him. ‘You’re so silly. You don’t look like a loser.’ Bakugou avoided her gaze. ‘Come back to bed okay?’ She completely pulled back and led him back to her bed holding his wrist. Together they sat down. She slapped her hand on his thigh. ‘So what’s the deal?’ Clearly still embarrassed he avoided her gaze. ‘I just hate it. I fucking hate it. Makes me feel shitty.’ Uraraka swung her head in his direction and hair dangled infront of her face. ‘Gotcha.’ Bakugou put her hair behind her ear, still avoiding her gaze. ‘Just didn’t want you seeing me freaking out like that. It’s so damn pathetic.’ Uraraka managed to get a hold of his hand before he could retract it. ‘You’re still the toughest guy i know. Scared of thunder or not.’ Bakugou huffed. ‘Still, I would’ve prefered it if you had told me this earlier.’ Bakugou rolled his eyes. ‘I know, I know. I’ll genuinely try next time.’ He finally turned to look at her. His eyes were red and he still had a pinky color on his cheeks. ‘I promise.’ Uraraka threw her arms around his neck. ‘Loads of promises today!’ Together they fell on the bed. Uraraka thought for a moment whilst Bakugou was fighting against her tight grip. ‘Do you wanna stay here?’ ‘And pee my pants in your bed? No tha-‘ he cut of his sentence when another rumble of the skies filled the room. Uraraka kicked the blankets from under them and tucked both of them in. ‘I take that as a yes.’ Bakugou simply groaned and turned away from the window. ‘You know I don’t mean what I said there right?’ ‘You better!’ Uraraka punched him in the shoulder. ‘Heat of the moment kind of thing.’ Bakugou was actually really embarassed. She’s convinced this is something he wouldn’t be able to let go easily. He’s an overthinker at heart and this will definitely start to eat at him. She took a mental note to keep an eye on him for the next couple of days. ‘What I said was also in the heat of the moment, I’m sorry for what I said.’ Bakugou punched her back. ‘You shouldn’t apologize, me being a prick made you say the things you said.’ Uraraka smirked. ‘I can’t argue that.’ Bakugou poked her in her side. ‘Rude!’ He continued poking her and tickling her sides. Uraraka tried to block Bakugou’s pokes but she knew it was hopeless from the start. ‘You’re going to be sleeping on the floor at this rate!’ she laughed. Bakugou immediately threw his hands infront on him. ‘That’s what I thought!’

Even though Bakugou seemed to have calm down considerably since their fight, she could tell he was still weary of the noises and the flashes outside. His breathing was up in his chest and he often stayed stunned for a second. Even after confessing he still tried to hide how his body reacted to the storm, quickly rambling on after being scared. She let him have that. ‘You know sleeping is out of the question right?’ Uraraka nodded. ‘I have figured.’ Uraraka was pressed against Bakugou chest and traced the outlines of his muscles with her finger. ‘You know what I don’t get?’ ‘Math?’ Uraraka frowned. ‘Yes, and also why you’re afraid of thunder? They kinda sound like explosions don’t they?’ Bakugou adjusted. ‘It’s completely different, the sound of explosions don’t make me feel like the sky is going to collapse.’ Uraraka agreed but still thought explosions were much scarier. But she knew not to discuss that matter. ‘What do you think makes the sky rumble so much?’ Uraraka continued. ‘Do you want a real answer or something I thought ‘til I was like six?’ ‘The latter please.’ She could tell Bakugou was hesitating. ‘I thought the Gods up in the sky were having a danceparty. The loud rumbling was the stomping of their feet on the dancefloor up in the clouds.’ Uraraka couldn’t help but aw. ‘Shut up, shut up, shut up!’ Urakaka covered her mouth with her hands. ‘I’m sorry but I can’t help it!’ Bakugou threw his head back and rolled his eyes tot he back of his head. ‘Oh don’t be like that!’ She left a tiny kiss on his Adam’s apple and worked her way up. Leaving tiny kisses on his chin, his jawline, his sideburns, going up to his ear that had turned red. Uraraka enjoyed teasing him, when he was pretending to not have a sense of humor or pretending not the be as clingy as he actually was. ‘I still have some questions for you!’ she giggled. ‘Hurry up and ask them then.’ Bakugou yelled. ‘So what about Kaminari?’ Bakugou glowered at her. ‘What about him?’ ‘So why doesn’t his quirk scare you? You aren’t fond of lightning either right?’ Bakugou bursted out of laughing. His whole body was shaking which sent a vibration through her own body. She awkwardly started laughing with him, not sure why what she asked was so comical to him. ‘That dunce face doesn’t faze me one bit.’ He managed to squeeze out inbetween laughs. This boy was something else. He was so incredibly complex but such a well crafted person. She felt warm inside. Hearing him laugh, him feeling somewhat comfortable here with her in her bed. This was a moment she was defintitely going to come back to.

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The Power of the Heart

Pairing: Reader x Gabriel Synopsis: The morning with Gabriel brings up certain memories Word count: 5000+ Warnings: Gabriel, Gabriel sleeps and talks. Self doubt, insecurities, anxiety and depression. Aftermath of death. Fluff, implied smut & angst. Notes: This was a roller coaster to write like everyone who follows me had noticed from my posting habits. Plus the facts that my english skills are what they are and I haven't written anything for a long time made it even more fun. I hid song lyrics in the narration and dialogue, and used them as inspiration, songs are listed and linked in the end. Oh, and bunker has been around since the beginning, there’s so much cliches, and tsiisas how Gabriel talks I'm so sorry. Aaaanyway, hope you enjoy! :3

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The sun shined through between the curtains enough to wake you up. You rubbed your eyes and rolled on your back. Everything seemed little fuzzy but it all came back to you slowly the more you woke up. Luckily you didn't have to be anywhere today or do anything, you could just spent the day in the bed if you wanted. It was rare to have days like this. Life can be hard enough as it is but throw monsters, demons and angels there, and you will have totally new set of problems. You didn't regret this life that you had. You had chosen it as much as it had chosen you. The people you had met, the stories you had, the ups and downs, the growth, you wouldn't trade it away for anything. Winchesters were like your brothers, you had learn new tricks and kicks, you had angels on your side. You had Gabriel by your side. You turned your head towards the window and saw the shape of the peacefully sleeping archangel.

”What do you wish from life?” Gabriel's sudden question startled you from the research you had done in bunker's library. ”Why do you ask?” you couldn't help but wonder. ”Oh, I don't know, maybe because asking questions is usually good and very much socially acceptable way to get to know another person even more,” Gabriel answered with smirk on his lips, ”I know that usually people start thinking of the bigger picture and will give the boring answer of 'the better and happy life'. What is 'the better and happy life' anyway? Everyone has their own versions of it and still the words are the same. And I want specific answers. Start with something small. What do you wish for?” You looked at the archangel stunned look on your face. You had already used to the way Gabriel speaked and asked so many questions, but the most shocking thing was that you didn't know what to answer. Your automatic answer would have been ”the better and happy life” but as Gabriel had said, it was really boring and common answer. What does ”the better and happy life” even means to you? ”I… I don't know,” you started answering. You noticed how Gabriel had sat down across the table and actually looked interested in hearing your answer. When did archangel came so interested in you or why he wanted to know you even better than he already did, you didn't know. ”Okay, so, maybe I can help. Have you bathed in a river? Made love in the orange tent? Do you know how to whistle?” Gabriel started suggesting different things. ”How those have...” ”Oh c'mon, just trust me with this,” he winked, ”I'm pretty sure that your 'better and happy life' contains new, and maybe boring, but safe experiences.” ”Excuse me? Boring? No no no… Well, maybe boring for some of us but if I can find enjoyment and happiness out of them, I think I'm entitled for that,” you defended yourself half overacting the shockness to his words, but still telling the truth. You looked at the archangel's facial expression, and seeing that smug look on his face made you want to see where you could take this. ”Well, I have bathed in a river, never made love in an orange tent and I know how to whistle.” You whistled after the answer and saw Gabriel's face lighten up. He really wanted to know your answers, to get to know the real you and your wishes. It made you keep on going. ”Also another boring answer is that I wish to do something good when I can, I still believe it will go around. I wish that who finds the joy can keep it and hoist a flag because of it. I wish for ever hungry life. I wish that hunger of life will wake me up even in the those mornings when I don't know should I get up or stay and pull the blanket over my head. I wish that it would encourage me to always keep fighting,” you opened up but didn't stop there. ”I wish to go to the town just to get lost, fall in love with someone and fall asleep next to them. I wish for the roar of the rapids. I wish for a shiver in my back, for excruciating love, chaos, rebellion, drums to beat, I wish for the tremor of the first steps. I wish to see torches burning tall and sky to fill with rain. I wish for tomorrow to come,” you declared in theatrical way, only to break down laughing with the angel. You didn't know what got to you. Gabriel didn't care about that, he was just enchanted and excited by you. ”I wish for the complete and long symphony,” you finally breathed out. ”So long live not the history but the future,” the archangel added. You both were still riled up for your answers and the laughter afterwards. Somehow so unexpected question had filled you with joy and you felt like you were ready to make your next big move, to start new journey. ”Well, what does the archangel Gabriel wish for?” you questioned later with your own smirk. You had have so much fun when talking with the archangel that the outside world and the research had started to be forgotten. Gabriel breathed out as he looked at the table thinking about his next words. ”This.” You watched Gabriel as he stood up. You didn't have a clue what he was going to do or where he was going and that caused your heart messing with the beat. Gabriel walked around the table and stopped near you, pulled the chair next to you and sat down. You heard him taking a deep breath as if he was considering his answer. He was nervous. You, a human, saw Gabriel, a freaking archangel, being a nervous wreck. That made you tense up. Before you got any more time to think what would cause him to act like this, Gabriel took your hands into his and leaned towards you. He gave you a chance to make your mind what was going to happen, and you did. You closed the space between you two and kissed him. This was it, this was your new journey. You had saved lifes and saved each other countless of times. You had stand up for one another. You had pranked the brothers. You had heard them yelling about keeping the voices down. Gabriel was sometimes overprotective but after you had found the common ground, hunting became easier for your relationship. Even if there sometimes were the communication errors, you both worked through those. You gave space when other needed, and still were ready to listen and help anyway possible. First there were the awkward moments when one of you didn't know what the other needed when they were upset or what would be the best way to help, but soon you both found your tricks. Your once strong walls had lowered down for Gabriel, and so had his for you. Your rutines had changed, your lifes had changed, for the better. ”Gabe! Gabriel! Babe? Can you hear me?” you shouted as trying to hold back the tears from the pain. You felt ashamed and a fool. You should have told to Gabriel or even the boys where you were going. You knew very well that going alone for hunt had its risks and still you went without telling anyone. It's always easier to tell people that going alone is a stupid thing than actually listen your own words. You weren't in danger anymore, the trouble was gone but not without you getting hurt. You only had yourself to blame. The moment messed up with your head and doubt kicked in. What if Gabriel wouldn't come? Sure you had a fight while back but you both worked it through, you had survived. Every couple has fights sometimes right? The words that you both used had been bad. You had lashed out after a couple of hunts had went wrong and you had felt emotionally unstable and Gabriel had have bad timing with his tricks. His read of situation and overall reaction to it had crashed with your emotions. Eventually you didn't know how you could had been so mean to him. You didn't mean to hurt him. Even if this fight needed two people, you still blamed yourself. But it was then, everything should have been fine now, you had worked it through, you had made up, you both were still in love, you… ”You know you should have told me, or atleast to the knuckleheads or Castiel,” you heard familiar worried voice same time when you heard the wings flutter. ”Hah, I was trying to be cool you know. Anyway, I just hope it's not too late for me.” Gabriel looked you now wondering; you knew he was an archangel, he could heal almost everything. Did something happened to your memory? Was there a spell? Was he actually late? ”Swallowing my pride hurts so bad,” you joked as trying to hide your insecurities and then pointed at your leg. The archangel kneeled beside you sighing. ”I know you are doubting yourself again. You might think that doing a case by yourself would lift your spirits, but it would still be only for a short time, you know. So, when we leave here and go back, I'll make sure that you know your worth and we work on it, together. You are not alone, and if you wish, you'll never be.” After Gabriel had healed you, he picked you up bridal style. ”My hero,” you smiled shy, resting your head against him and Gabriel could only smile back. Maybe you were stupid going alone but he knew that you wanted to show and proof that you could do it. Not only for the Winchesters and for him but for yourself. Plus it seemed like a easy job. It's not like Gabriel wasn't ever done anything like that only to make mistakes on the way. Gabriel kissed your forehead. ”I'm not a hero babe, but for you, I never get tired of trying.” Last night you had found yourself in seventh heaven on cloud nine. The longing, the need to fill aching feel was gone. Now all that you could feel was warmth, a blissful feeling, that one would say was euphoric. It was one of the most sensual and stimulating experiences that you have had. You turned fully on your side looking at Gabriel, at his messy hair and at the thin sheet that layed over his naked body. He looked so peaceful and you were mesmerized. You were finally living in your own paradise and you could only wish that this moment would last. You sat in your apartment looking out of the window. Blanket on your lap, cup of tea next to some magazines and books. You had got your own place sometime after all what had happened. You couldn't stay in the bunker with the boys, with all those memories. You would have loved to but the memories were so painful. Winchesters and Castiel had helped you to find the place nearby and were contact to you almost daily basis. You appreciated their help and care. You watched raindrops racing down the glass, making their own choices. Coming together, moving together, leaving together. Ending up to the bottom, together. You sighed. There wasn't anything special in this day. Cars passed by, people walked with umbrellas. You couldn't choose your favorite from all the black ones. Then you saw the ladybug one. It was the spat of color that you needed. The lady with it came from the cafe shop and looked around not knowing where to go. Moment of lost sense of direction. She asked from couple of passer-bys until one man hopped over the street to help her. For a moment it seemed like even the man didn't know where the woman wanted to go, to you it looked only silent signals and handgestures. Soon enough they both left walking to your left. Together. You followed their walk, their jumping over the puddles. You watched how cars drove next to them almost splashing water over the two, how protective the man was doing almost a pirouette to keep woman save from the water. They were smiling and laughing at each other. You watched them falling in love. Looking out was like being in a bubble. You had your warmth, your apartment was silent and outside sounds were weakened by the windows. You had felt like this ever since Gabriel… You didn't want to think about it. Not now, not ever. But you knew that some day you would have to face the reality and now it wasn't the time for that. You weren't ready. You weren't ready to let go. You didn't want to think that maybe your love was not created to last. You couldn't stop what had happened, no matter how you wished. How easily everything can be broken so fast when one leaves and other is left behind. The bubble bursted, world outside of your apartment became louder and louder and you could feel your own heart beating. You closed your eyes and rested your head againts your hands. Deep breath in, and deep breath out. You needed to calm yourself and think about something else. That ladybug umberella was cute. You should probably find one. Or maybe just really big bright yellow one that everyone could see from far. It could remind you of the sunshine. The sunshine that you once had, the one that helped you jumping over the puddles on your way. Your thoughts were interrupted with the sound of knocking on your door. You weren't really waiting for anyone to come. It could be the Winchesters that were worried about you, maybe they had another case and wanted you to come with them. To get you outside, to get you moving. Or maybe some demons wanted trouble and were really polite about it. It could also be the nice lady from across the hallway with the adorable cats. She had promised to visit you and bring you cookies this week. Oh, how you hoped that it would be the cookies. You could already imagine how it would be to eat those with your tea. Your drink was already cold so you would need to make a new one but not now. You needed to open the door first. Couple more breaths and better posture, who or whatever it was, you were ready to go. Weapons ready and close. You moved to the door and removed the safety chain, finally opening the damn thing. Your heart stopped beating. It was Gabriel. ”Mornin' cupcake,” Gabriel murmured softly, his voice sounding almost like a whisper but still powerful enough to snap you back from the memory lane. ”Hi,” you answered sleepy smile on your lips. You looked at each other, not moving a muscle, not saying anything. It was the sweet moment that could last for eternity. Neither of you needed words, or so you thought. ”Y/N, I have been thinking. You know me. You know how I like to dream a lot of this and that,” Gabriel started speaking, turning on his back looking at the ceiling. ”Mainly I dream of you. A lot,” he chuckled. You loved to hear that sound. The sound of Gabriel's laughter always brought the sun into your heart. ”I think I have finally figured out what was what,” he continued, now turning to you once again and holding himself upwards with his hand, ”I know its sounds so weird right now, but just listen to me. We have been together for so long, and fight for what we thought was right. We have fight for others, we have fight for us. We seemed so invincible, no matter what happened. Of course we sweated and strained on the way. On the job, on the love, in the bed,” he joked. Sure he would try to lighten up heartful moment with jokes like that. He was such a dork, but he was yours. ”Sometimes it all felt like it was part of the game; what we can do and with what, what is the best strategy, what's the outcome. Maybe it came with this life. We were deemed to play our roles but we broke through it. Then we came across something what we couldn't know before, the moment of making it or breaking it. And we lost. I left you, all alone. I didn't mean to leav...” You could hear his voice breaking as the archangel looked down at his hands. ”Gabe, I know you didn't mean it.” You reached your hand to archangel's cheek and tried to calm him. You knew what happened, you knew the truth. It wasn't his fault. After couple of brushes on his cheek, you took your hand away and gave Gabriel the small space he needed to continue. Gabriel breathed in. ”I left you. Without a warning, without a goodbye. It was so stupid of me. I had promised to be with you, no matter whatever would happen. If I had done something different, just one small detail… I would have… It would have been different, I could have been with you all this tim-” You interrupted him with a kiss. There was sadness, there was comfort, there was so much of everything that you both fell over, Gabriel now being half under you. When you finally moved back, Gabriel stared at the ceiling and didn't speak. You knew he was struggeling with his emotions, and so were you. But all what happened was in the past and you were living in this moment, your loved one next to you. You had him back. It was all that mattered and it broke your heart to see him like this. Muncie, Indiana. Meeting point for the deities. Beautiful word. Word that connotes perfection, celestial divinity, bliss and overall paradise. Word that has conception of the afterlife reserved for the gods, the righteous and the heroic. Word that you now hated. Elysian. You had been beaten to the ground. There wasn't anyone to help you to cross the deep river. Fear moved, darkness settled in. There was only silence. You couldn't scream, you couldn't feel the tears streaming down on your face. You were numb. All you could see was the burned angel wings next to your loved one. Without a noise, without a pride, you prayed. You just wanted to hear his voice. You wanted to hear his words. No matter what those words would had been, you just needed his voice like your life depended on it. You wanted to know that everything would be alright. That wish came from the bottom of your broken heart yelling for every bit of hope it could possible reach. But all of that drowned into the void. Gabriel didn't deserve this. Nobody deserves this. One of the Heavens deadliest weapons had layed dead in front of you. The powerful golden archangel, who had skipped out of Heaven, who had carved his own little corner in the world because he couldn't bear to watch his brothers tear each other to pieces, was gone. He who hadn't care before whether Heaven or Hell would have won was gone. Gabriel, who had became the trickster in the witness protection handing out the just desserts to the people deserving those, was gone. All of it, gone. You had met when the trickster was posing as a janitor. Through the time there, he had taken an interest in you. Something in you drew him closer. He had later said that it was your heart, the way it was powerful. It had eventually caused him to change. Gabriel, from the trickster living the life in the way he wanted and snapping girls from thin air, was changed into the man you knew and loved. Sure he still was the trickster having fun of pranking people and causing confusion wherever he went but it wasn't anything like before. He also still knew what pleasure was, always having that smug look on his face when talking about certain topics. Gabriel might have been the youngest of the archangels, but for you and the others, he had the purest heart. He wasn't afraid to stand up to his family anymore. He was loyal, to you, to humanity, to the flawed humans who tried to learn and do better and forgive each others in this wicked world. That was something that Gabriel had learned as well, thanks to you and the Winchesters. He had only wished that his brothers could have learned that too. But now, it was too late. Winchesters had to drag you away from Gabriel's body. You needed fresh air. But all you could have think of was the archangel. You needed Gabriel. Gabriel had changed because of you but so were you changed because of him. You were scared to continue without him. There was white lilies and golden white light. Days passed. Emptiness filled your head and heart. You wanted to run away, you wanted to drive off and never stop. You thought of the time you think you wasted and felt how the moments slipped away. There was so much what you wanted to do but you just couldn't. You got so tired of working for your survival. You felt alone. You missed the smiles. You missed the quirks and tricks. You missed the scent. You missed the feeling of the skin, the curls of the hair. You missed the voice and laughter. You missed the eyes that felt like home. You missed him. Your soul was wrapped to the night, it felt like the day wasn't coming. You had been buried under the shell. It was hard to get through of the mountain that was your emotions. Your heart beated alone. ”I feel like she ain't talking about it anytime soon,” Dean said to Sam and Castiel. The boys were in the library not sure how to help you; should they give you more time and space or just spent time with you in your room. They had known you for a long time and you all knew very well what death was. You all knew how losing of someone felt like. There were the heartbreaks but never anything like this. Not with you. Winchesters were devasteded and saddened too about what had happened, no matter of their history with Gabriel, because of you they were actually getting along. Most of the time. You had have the laughter, the prank wars and holidays, you had have everyday life within the hunting. Boys knew how they would deal with everything but they were more worried about you and your well-being. They brought food to your room. Every so often you all watched movies there together. Sometimes there were words, sometimes just silence and acknowlegdement. Brothers and Castiel tried their best to talk with you, about what happened but mostly about other things. Once or twice they even managed to get smile from you. It was always celebrated and that made you laugh. Whenever boys went for the supply run, they always picked up something just for you. Something that you liked or something that reminded them of you. Working of the cases had been put on the hold because neither Sam or Dean wanted to leave you alone and you weren't ready for the field. You dragged yourself along the hallways in the bunker, you needed to talk with the boys. Your lack of energy made the walk even harder. Sure you had slept sometimes hours and hours, almost days at the time, but everytime you woke up, you didn't feel refreshed. Everything held you down. You had realised that your grand facade, that you had made for yourself, was going to burn. The words ”I'm okay, I'm alright” had lost their meaning. You knew that was what you were suppose to say, that was what everyone wanted to hear, even you. You also knew that Winchesters saw straight through you. They could see everything in your eyes, they could see the horror and chaos that you thought you kept inside. You didn't care about that. You were numb but still everything hurted like hell. There was fight going on in your head. You needed to do something. You needed a way to start healing yourself. Or maybe it was because you wanted to isolate yourself and run. That was one thing you could still do. Run. Everyone in the library lifted their eyes to you when they heard you coming and felt little surprised that you were up and out of your room. It was a good sign, right? ”I need to move out.” You both had layed next to each other in silence. You weren't sure anymore if neither of you really thought about anything. You just were. You knew very well that Gabriel talked a lot usually but all those emotions and thoughts that he just poured out, it was something else. You felt sadness but you were glad that he got to say those things. How long he had keep that inside of him? Sure you had have some talks and cries after he came back, but after those you didn't really talked about it anymore. You thought of saying something but you knew that Gabriel needed his time. Time was what you both needed and deserved. ”Okay so, that didn't really go as I thought. Let's just, let me try again what I was going to say,” Gabriel sighed breaking the silence, glanced at you and saw the understanding in you. You saw hope in him and shy smile rising on his lips. ”I don't actually care who or what brought me back. Or why. I mean, of course I wonder that but it's not the most important thing right now. I have the most important thing right here next to me. You. When I woke up back then, I didn't know where I was and where to go. I was lost. I needed guidance. And then I ended up to your door. It was like some mysterious force had guided me there. Like the power of the heart. It brought me back, brought me home. It brought me to you.” At this point Gabriel was again on his side, sheet only covering the lower parts but you were only noticing his eyes and words. ”We have looked at the sun, we have looked at the rain. There were difficult times but we survived. And now it's like the view is born new and we are taking our first steps there. With the roll of drums, with rapids roaring. We have breathed it all in, we have hoist our flag, sometimes to just annoy the lumberjacks. With you I have learned how it feels to believe, hope and love, and how is it to fall down. I have seen your sleepy heart shining through, I have seen you grow and become stronger than ever. I have had the honor to see your self-confidence blooming. There's no more wispy cobwebs in there. You are the light that pushes away my shadows. I used to thought about the past so much but with you, I have thought more of what could be. What we could wish for from life, together. Remember that time in the library when we talked about all this? About wishes? We have made love in the orange tent. Wasn't that one of the things you wished for?” You were little bit surprised with all of this in contrast to things said earlier and where it ended up, and definitely not to forget that one very specific memory with the tent. Gabriel wiggled his eyebrows at you, playful smile on his lips, making you laugh. ”The orange tent was kinda always your wish, I just said that I haven't done that,” you answered to the trickster feeling your cheeks starting to blush. ”Well could you blame me, after that day?” Gabriel laughed. You felt burning sensation on your cheeks even more and you tried to hide your smile and embarrassment in your hands. You remembered it all so well. It was one of your favorite memories and it's only thing that you can think of when someone mentions words ”orange” and ”tent” in the same sentence. You just disliked how red your cheeks were because of that, no matter how cute Gabriel found it. You remembered the time when Winchesters had questioned your sudden redness when you all had a case that needed camping eguipment and someone mentioned the package of the orange tent they had seen in the war room one time. Somehow you managed to get out of the situation, Gabriel laughing, Sam and Dean giving the looks to both of you and Castiel, well, not understanding first what was going on but catching quickly the meaning of it. ”Maybe we should go to camping again,” Gabriel suggested and you rolled your eyes while thinking the same thing. ”So anyway before I forget what I was really saying,” Gabriel breathed out, ”in my life I have flew all around the world, seen different places, tried new things. I had so many fruitless searches when I didn't even know what I was looking for. I have had all the misteps on the way. And still I would do everything again in a heartbeat if that means that I could be with you. You helped me to find me. I feel like you understand me even more sometimes than I do myself. You gave me hope and so much more. Now I know what my 'the better and happy life' means. But I do actually have one more wish. So, when I'm saying this to you, just know that it's not a lark.” Gabriel stopped talking and took another deep breath. His hands found yours, and the amber eyes looked into your eyes. ”Marry me.”

Marshmallow tag: @nobodys-baby-now

Songs used in the fic, not in order. Finnish songs are also linked with english lyrics.

Peter Gabriel – The Power of the Heart x

Peter Gabriel – In Your Eyes x

Pate Mustajärvi – Parempaa Elämää x (Better Life, english lyrics)

Jonna Tervomaa – Minä Toivon x (I Wish, english lyrics)

Pave Maijanen – Elämän nälkä x (Hunger of Life, english lyrics)

Phil Collins – You'll be in my Heart x

Popeda – Allright x (Alright, english lyrics)

Dj Bobo – Hard to Say I'm sorry x

Pate Mustajärvi – Ei luotu kestämään x (Not Built to Last, english lyrics)

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