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raesworld1 · 9 months
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20 Affirmations / Mantras for When You Fear the Unknown:
The universe has my back.
I am supported through every life change.
Everything is always working out for me.
Change is okay. Change is good.
I am open to new experiences.
I am always evolving.
Thank you for this new, exciting adventure.
I can handle any obstacles.
I can handle my emotions.
My soul knows what’s best.
I am open to new opportunities.
I am ready to receive my blessings in divine timing.
What’s meant for me will never pass me.
I am enjoying the present moment.
Thank you Universe(or what you call your higher power) for supporting me.
I am enjoying my life’s journey.
The unknown is filled with necessary lessons and well deserved blessings.
Change is inevitable and it’s always for my highest good.
I have a purpose.
My intuition is always guiding me in the right direction.
You can trust yourself in the unknown. <3
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schoolarsugardaddy · 1 year
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the more u think about something, the more u pave the way. YOU ARE MANIFESTING CONSTANTLY.
ever thought about how when u keep thinking abt some math problem, and u think abt it for hours or even days, u eventually do get a solution for it? even if it took time, u did it, which was possible only because of manifestation. allow me to explain.
your brain is made up of cells called nerve cells. and the working of your brain depends on the connections the nerve cells make. those connections, in turn, are strengthened by the way you think.
if your train someone since childhood in, lets say, a specific instrument, eventually your brain will get better and better, to the point you can bring new innovations and improvise on your own. without external help.
you don’t know the ways you mould your brain to think certain thoughts. have you ever experienced something that u say happening exactly like it is irl? ever wished for a chocolate and your friend gifting it to you later the same day?
we believe what we see, or get a very solid proof of. because we need a reason to engrave it into our brain, our brain needs a reason to store that information. when we believe soemthing is true, we see the world according to that belief of ours.
your brain gets modified continuously. when u overthink something, your anxiety rises and what u fear ends up getting manifested.
ever been scared about an exam but u mess it up even if its easy? its because your anxiety manifests it.
the point is, the brain doesn’t need time to manifest it, its all in our brain that big manifestations cant be manifested in short time or at all. u can manifest anything using just one organ. i manifest daily according to my wishes. i manifested a whole boyfriend within two weeks just because i thought so.
all your power lies within you. use it. time is unreal. you just need to think about what you want.
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crows-spells · 2 years
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You can manifest if:
- you have doubts
- you have anxiety
- you’re obsessed with the desire, the outcome, the how and when (OF COURSE you’re obsessed with your desire, it’s AWESOME and you are gonna be so happy!)
- you don’t 100% believe it can happen
- you have a low self concept
- you have intrusive thoughts
- you have a mental disorder or disability (why would that stop you?)
- you think your desire is impossible
- you have depression
- you have trauma
- you aren’t taking action
- you’re in a toxic environment
- you have a “low vibration”
- your desire isn’t clear and specific or you don’t know what you want
- you can’t visualize
- you have “resistance” or “blocks”
- you have unhealed wounds, you haven’t done shadow work or inner child healing
- you’re manifesting “the wrong things” (you can have anything, it’s not about whether or not it’s “meant for you” because YOU DECIDE)
- “it’s not the right time” (there’s no such thing as divine timing)
- you don’t feel your affirmations or “feel it real”
- you don’t express gratitude
- “something better is coming” (you decide what’s best for you, yes sometimes when we manifest, things start to align and bigger and better things come our way but if you still want your desire that doesn’t mean you give up on it)
Forget all the law of attraction rules! Forget ANYONES rules yeah I’ve seen some toxic limiting beliefs here in the law of assumption community as well. You write your own rules and NONE of these things can hold you back. Because there is ONE WAY to get what you want so why would there be a million ways not to? Your mind is the only thing that can stop you, and your mind is the only thing that can give you what you want. If you think something will hold you back then it will, so free yourself by reassuring yourself that you will get what you desire no matter what
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arisingsun · 8 months
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time-woods · 8 months
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more simon doodles (still trying to get that adventure time whimsy artstyle down
who knew drawing in a style thats nothing like my own would be so difficult- ive only attempted twice but still, its hard- so many round shapes when im so used to geometric ones
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p1nkblog · 3 months
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💐🌷🌸 sending flowers and love to anyone not feeling their best today
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theambitiouswoman · 7 months
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Motivation Affirmations ✨✨
I am capable of achieving my dreams.
Every step I take brings me closer to my goals.
I am deserving of success and abundance.
Challenges are opportunities for growth.
I am focused, persistent, and driven.
My potential is limitless.
I believe in myself and my abilities.
Every day, I become a better version of myself.
I am resilient and can overcome any obstacle.
Success is a journey, not a destination.
I am in charge of my destiny.
My goals are achievable and realistic.
I am surrounded by positive energy and support.
I am constantly inspired and motivated.
My actions align with my purpose.
I am deserving of all the good that comes my way.
I am a magnet for success and prosperity.
I am committed to my vision and purpose.
I trust the process and the timing of my life.
Every setback is a setup for a comeback.
I am fearless in the pursuit of my dreams.
I am worthy of all the success I seek.
My determination is stronger than any challenge.
I am constantly evolving and improving.
I am focused on solutions, not problems.
I celebrate every small victory along the way.
I am in control of my thoughts, actions, and emotions.
I am surrounded by opportunities for growth and success.
I am driven by passion and purpose.
I am unstoppable in the pursuit of my goals.
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navnae · 1 year
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I foam at the mouth every time I see this clip, the fact that Eddie started stuttering when Steve leaned in is killing me as we speak 😖
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blueskysys · 2 years
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* hi .... i am having trouble finding stuff about this but iz there any way to manifest thingz really quickly.? like if you need money for something time sensitive etc? or can it not be helped in any specific way sorry if i am being unclear
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raesworld1 · 9 months
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20 Affirmations/Mantras for a Financially Abundant Mindset:
I am thankful that I always have money to do whatever I want in my life.
I attract money easily and effortlessly.
I have multiple incomes to support me.
I deserve a comfortable lifestyle.
Money is energy and energy is unlimited.
I embody financial success.
Financial success is my birthright.
I am worthy of receiving large amounts of money.
The money I spend will always come back.
I am so thankful my bills are always paid on time.
Thank you for my unlimited income sources.
I attract abundance and prosperity with ease.
I allow money to flow to me.
I earn money doing what I love.
I earn money doing what I want.
I align myself with the flow of prosperity.
I align myself with a slow, comfortable and abundant life.
I am a money magnet.
Financial blessings come to me and those around me.
I am grateful for the abundant opportunities that await me.
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schoolarsugardaddy · 1 year
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🥰Boyfren Manifestation🥰
here's our story.
it started when i first came to kolej (college). there’s this really cute guy here that i’ve had a crush on almost since the very first day. he's a really shy, introverted guy so initially there was literally no communication between us. moreover (i really don't know how) but he had literally never ever talked to girls. so even if i would ever try to talk to him, even if we were in a group, the conversation would die down soon.
eventually, after a few months i had come to the realization that damn i really do like him, and i have to do something so that at least something can spark between us.
i started texting him often, all the while i kept affirming in my head that 'he likes me back and likes talking to me'*.
in the meantime, i never felt like rushing it, one- because of practical reasons, two- because i knew that eventually he will end up with me. he will confess his feelings for me.
fast forward to 2 months later, when we had started to hang out sometimes, just the two of us, for meals and all, one time we just happened to start a conversation about whatever there is between us. i was the first one to hint about my feelings for him, and then he confessed his feelings for me too!
i never manifest exact details, but what he said was quite close to what i wanted to hear in the moment.
its been a month and a half since, and there have been some rocky parts in our relationship but only because of persistence and faith in the universe, constantly telling my subconscious that he likes me and wants this relationship as much as i want it, we're together now.
(*later on he also ended up confessing that he likes my companionship a lot)
lesson? keep persisting. and it doesn't necessarily need to show in your actions, it just needs to show in your thoughts. it will automatically reflect in your actions, and then in your life.
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crows-spells · 2 years
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mistakes i made and how to fix them
𝒾'𝓋𝑒 𝒷𝑒𝑒𝓃 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒻𝑒𝓈𝓉𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶 𝓁𝑜𝓃𝑔 𝓉𝒾𝓂𝑒, 𝓈𝑜 𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒'𝓈 𝒶 𝓁𝒾𝓈𝓉 𝑜𝒻 𝓈𝒾𝓁𝓁𝓎 𝓂𝒾𝓈𝓉𝒶𝓀𝑒𝓈 𝒾 𝓂𝒶𝒹𝑒, 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝒾𝒹𝑒𝓃𝓉𝒾𝒻𝓎 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝓌𝒾𝓉𝒽𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊𝓇𝓈𝑒𝓁𝒻, 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝑜𝓌 𝓉𝑜 𝑒𝓇𝒶𝓈𝑒 𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓂 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓅𝓁𝑒𝓉𝑒𝓁𝓎 𝓇𝒾𝑔𝒽𝓉 𝓃𝑜𝓌. 𝒶𝓇𝑒 𝓎𝑜𝓊 𝓇𝑒𝒶𝒹𝓎 𝓉𝑜 𝒷𝑒 𝒶 𝓂𝒶𝓈𝓉𝑒𝓇 𝓂𝒶𝓃𝒾𝒻𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑜𝓇?
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#1 thinking i had to do xyz before i could manifest
talking to spirit guides, shadow work, inner child healing… i thought i had to do all of this overwhelming stuff before i could have the strength or be worthy to manifest. and all this stuff was so overwhelming to me and i didn’t wanna get into it, so i just held myself back by thinking i couldn’t manifest yet. i wasn’t good enough yet. bullshit. to this day i do not know wtf a star seed is but i can still manifest!
so my love, if you feel like you’ll be able to manifest once ____ happens or once you do this that or the other thing, you’re holding yourself back. you have to let that go. let yourself be good enough strong enough smart enough worthy enough NOW. because that’s up to you. whether you can or can’t is up to you. so let it happen.
#2 putting off my manifestations
like this one’s literally so silly ahahaha. it’s just that silly from my perspective and mindset NOW. but before i was in the mindset that manifesting was hard and took a long time. lmaoooo like what? you’re assuming that so of course it will be the case. and you’re assuming you might not get it, so why would you get it? lmfao so silly. but anyway yeah i would be like oh i wanna manifest this but there was other things i wanted too so i would just put off certain things to “manifest later once i was better at it and once i got what i want.” like no, i always had the capacity to manifest shit i was just insecure in my own ability to. i could have had something after a day but my thinking was all outta wack. i always believed in a time delay because that’s what people were saying. but i guess i manifested the mindset where i’m at now because i was sick of waiting and being insecure. you will find the answers to all your questions when you allow yourself to. what i mean is, ask and it will be given.
and it’s 100% okay to plan manifestations for later or to just focus on specific things. that’s not the problem. the problem is if you’re thinking that you have to worry about it later because manifesting is hard and everything will take a long time or that it’ll be difficult for you. you’re trying to protect yourself from disappointment. just stop. failures only a possibility if you say it is.
#3 also still putting off my manifestations
this is like #2 in that it comes from the same attitude, the idea that it’s hard or that failure is possible. i would catch myself thinking “i should manifest this” or “i want this, i’ll script about it later” are you kidding me? lmaooooo you’re in your head right now thinking about your desire. so just think it’s yours! so you’re telling me that you’re mentally thinking that you’re gonna start manifesting this, start affirming for this, start scripting about this so that you can make it happen, when you damn well know it’s yours once you claim it? why are you putting it offff???, you’re thinking of what you want right now but you’re saying “it’s not mine yet i need to do ____ to make it mine” and likely also assuming it’s gonna take a while. quit that. all you need to do is say it’s mine right now. it gets easier. when you think of it just know it’s yours. the only one in control of you getting what you want is YOU
#4 thinking there were some things that couldn’t be manifested
i think this came from my law of attraction days, and most of y’all, at least the blogs i see, know that ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. but this is worth mentioning because it probably still affects people. and even if you consciously know that anything is possible, sometimes in our day to day we forget that literally anything is up to us. the way i see it, manifesting either works or it doesn’t. if it works then it’s IMPOSSIBLE for something to be impossible. it’s not possible that this part of reality is malleable but this one isn’t, because our power is unlimited. there’s nothing you can’t have, YOU ARE THE ONE WHO SAYS YES OR NO. so it has really helped me to remember this, that literally nothing is impossible, because when you KNOW that everything just comes so much more quickly and easily, because there’s less questions to answer. how long will it take? is it possible? how will it happen? how can it be possible? what will happen to make it real? all of those questions are answered by the fact that it’s up to you and anything is possible so it doesn’t matter so much
#5 thinking i couldn’t be myself
gosh this one’s so silly. but i think it’s still valid and important to mention because even if it’s silly people still may deal with it and that’s valid. i would think that if i got a certain desire or changed something i wouldn’t still be me. i was thinking in a black and white world, a mindset of categories. i’m gonna give some examples because this might be vague otherwise. i’m genderfluid and typically more masculine or neutral oriented. but i like pretty things soooo much. but i worried i couldn’t manifest pretty things and being pretty but also being clearly myself. but the fact that those two cancel each other out somehow is an assumption. also with my desire to be very goth but also being a spiritual person. it’s not like those things are opposing in anyway however i felt like being a positive, optimistic, happy person would somehow take away from the lifestyle music and aesthetic i resonate with. but i resonate with spirituality too. and i feel both pretty but also masculine. so if i have both inside me then they’re not opposites they don’t clash. they will meld together perfectly balanced and in the exact way i want to be. but i was thinking that wasn’t possible. it’s all up to you. you can have everything. there’s no end to the billions of things you can be all at once. if you wanna be insanely rich but you’d feel guilty because you also want people to all have more than enough that is possible. you don’t have to give up on something just because you also want something else.
#6 giving my power away
ultimately, what worked for me was pulling myself away from religion but there was a lot more to it. i was raised to believe in powers bigger than myself. i was raised in the idea that god made the decisions for me, and then i became a pagan and i believed in other gods, and still after that i didn’t fully believe that it was all up to me. you can 100% believe in god or in any religion you want. i personally don’t condone or like the idea of religion at all, but like i just said in #5, nothing cancels anything out so if you wanted to i KNOW you could find your balance. because the bible literally says “ask and it will be given” and that “god never says no” all you need to know is that YOU are the one deciding and YOU are the one calling all the shots
how to stop:
all of these are really connected in that it comes from you or i simply not remembering our power. i know my explanations of these pretty much just ended with “knock it off you’re being silly” basically and that’s not exactly helpful, but the thing is, the switch is so easy if you let it be. you just decide. if you’re asking now “how do i decide how do i know what will it feel like when i’ve decided” or anything like that, then you’re asking questions and not making the decision. when you put your foot down and say “that’s enough i’m done entertaining the doubt” and you just stop questioning, that’s when you’ve decided. it’s okay if questions remain, they WILL get their answers, you are the answer and you already know all the answers. so it’s okay if you still have questions and uncertainties. but TELL yourself that you KNOW it’s done. i promise it keeps getting easier. but you won’t know that until you start. be brave my little butterfly, you’re about to transform. there’s many unanswered questions but you can be brave and just decide.
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nerdpoe · 2 months
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3 Fanon ideas to make a prompt from :)
1). Ectoplasm is Lazarus Water but purified
2). Ghosts can retreat to their cores
3). Protocore Jason AU
Danny has to retreat into his core, Jason somehow finds him and absorbs it. It looks like Jason is pregnant as his own ecto is being purified and then given to Danny's Core.
Enjoy:)
This is a full prompt, though? Okay I'll write mpreg. Gonna bypass that "looks" and make it an "is" though, throwin in some reincarnation and trans Jay.
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Jason was doing one last round before he left for Gotham. Before he left to prove a point. To teach Bruce a lesson he'd never forget.
He wasn't sentimental, no, he was just checking to make sure he wasn't forgetting any sickass weapons that may have fallen behind a dresser or something.
"Todd," a small, imperious voice demanded from behind him. "Observe my new pet rock."
Jason sighed and stood up to humor the little demon.
The kid was holding a weird glowing, cracked orb. It was radiating frost, and Damian had to use cloth between his hands and the magic stone.
"Damian," Jason started, keeping his voice level. "Where did you get that?"
The kid sniffed with all the superiority of a spoiled brat, looking proud and holding the obviously enchanted stone higher.
"Since Grandfather and Mother say that animals as pets would be a weakness, I decided to search the lesser treasure room for a suitable inanimate pet."
Jason sucked in air through his teeth in a soft hiss. There was no "lesser" treasure room; there was the "safe" treasure and the "unknown" treasure. Where was Talia when he needed her?
"Look, kid, I don't think-" Jason started, reaching for the weird rock, just as Damian started pulling away.
"-You are jealous that I have this rock and you do not-"
"-Damian, please, just hand over the fucking-"
"-Cease your attempted theft this instant-"
"-Damian come here you little shit-"
Jason tripped. Damian tripped. The weird rock went into the air...and landed on Jason's chest. It melted into him with a sharp flash of pain.
And that was that.
Damian stared at Jason's stomach, aghast.
"You stole my rock!"
By the time Talia arrived to see what was keeping Jason so long, he and Damian were rolling on the ground biting each other.
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Months later, Jason was beyond ready to murder the newest Robin. He'd originally planned to just beat the shit out of the kid, but he'd been having a rough time.
He was losing his carefully crafted abs.
He was getting soft.
Normally that was whatever, but he was trying to be intimidating, and being soft in any way was definitely going to trigger the dysphoria he thought he'd outrun.
It made no sense; he worked out daily, had started eating on a caloric deficit, drank nothing but water, and made sure what he ate was home-cooked.
Then, one month before go-time with Timmy, he'd started getting nauseous.
He felt bloated, tired, hungry, and most of all; pissed.
As he stalked through the Tower that the newest Robin was hiding in, he may have, perhaps, let the millions of small annoyances pile into one big rage filled pity party with a kid as the target.
It really didn't help that he hadn't been able to don his replica of his own Robin costume, because he...he had pudge. He didn't fit in it.
It was infuriating.
He knew it wasn't little TimTams fault, but he was gonna take his rage out on someone, and the kid was the unfortunate closest person he had beef with.
Was he overreacting? Probably.
But it was lash out or cry, and he refused to cry.
On top of everything, the one thing that had helped with any of the symptoms, the extra purified Lazarus Water that Talia had given him to 'act as an emergency first aide', was gone. He'd drank it all.
With that supply out, he was.
Well.
He was going to kill little Timmy, fuck the consequences.
But little Timmy was...doing a very good job of staying completely out of sight. The kid had been acting far more neurotic than he normally did, only letting out a small gasp when he'd seen Red Hood and immediately darted into some sort of weird hidey hole.
Jason hadn't been able to find him since.
The kid had added his own gopher network to the Tower, fuck.
The speaker system crackled on, just as Jason was about to start laying down bombs.
"Red Hood, please consider your condition. Do not do anything that would raise your blood pressure, or uh..." the newest Robin's voice trailed off, keyboard audibly clacking as he looked something up. "...Or eat peas? No, that can't be right. Whatever, look, just stay calm, take a breather, and don't overstress yourself. It's not good for the uh. The second...yeah. Not good. Do not do. Why am I so dumb sounding when it comes to things like this? Shoulda gotten Steph..."
The kids voice trailed off as he berated himself, but Jason was too busy fighting off the horribly dawning realization of what the kid was saying.
Which couldn't be true, because there was no way for the kid to know, and Jason hadn't had sex in...well. Years.
"What the fuck are you talking about?" Jason gasped, thanking his past self for putting the vocoder in his helmet. It sounded far more threatening.
"Oh. Uh. During one of your fights with Batman, you got glanced by something sharp, and there was a little blood. Don't worry though! I didn't tell Batman! I just wanted to see if I could figure it out on my own! So I ran your blood and now I...know. That was actually probably like, really invasive. Sorry Jason."
Jason knew the fight the little Bird was talking about. He'd had a random wave of vertigo, barely dodged a batarang. He'd had to do his own stitches afterwards.
"...You know? Know what?"
"Okay, I should clarify. I didn't tell Batman, but I kinda needed help scrubbing everything, so I had to ask Oracle to help, so she knows, and she couldn't keep it from Nightwing, because he's felt super guilty about how he treated you, but Batman definitely does not know."
Jason sat down on the nearest chair, feeling like the wind had been ripped from his sails. He took the helmet off and dropped in on the ground in favor of running a hand through his hair.
"How can you be sure B doesn't know it's me?" He rasped, staring at nothing.
"Because can you imagine he'd leave you alone for a second if he knew you were alive, much less up the duff?"
Jason had nothing to say to that. Either Ra's had been up to some fucked up experiments while he'd been asleep, or he was the victim of miraculous conception.
The newest Robin was rambling over the speakers, but Jason ignored him and held his head in his hands. The glowing orb flashed through his mind, and Jason didn't even have the energy to curse Damian for doing stupid kid shit.
He was just thankful that the kid hadn't been a viable host.
"Tim, shut up. Do you have an ultrasound machine here?" Jason interrupted, steeling himself. He was an adult sort of, one year before it was technically true, and he could freak out later.
It was time to do adult things.
"Oh, uh, yeah. Why? Has your gyno not done one yet?"
"Don't have one, didn't know. Where is it?"
"...I probably should have broken that news to you like, way softer."
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Jason was...pulling back. His criminal empire was still growing strong, and he was making a shit ton of money from it, but he was pulling back from actively provoking Batman.
As much as he wanted B to be the one to kill the Joker, he knew that the older man probably wouldn't do that, and Jason wasn't going to risk getting anywhere near that maniac while he was pregnant.
Batman had certainly noticed the change in behavior, but whenever he tried to intrude into Crime Alley, Nightwing or Robin would intercept him.
Jason.
Jason wasn't sure what he wanted to do about Bruce.
Dick was slowly earning forgiveness for his pas actions, piece by piece. Tim was surprisingly good at being supportive, and Jason's hatred for him was starting to wear away to the realization that this was just a kid.
Oracle, whoever she was, had apparently designed the best security system in the world and quietly renovated an apartment into a safehouse, just for him.
He hated the charity, but it was better than what he could make at the moment with how many enemies he'd gained.
As the months passed by, he found himself hiding away in the gifted apartment more and more.
The dysphoria was...bad.
There were no more mirrors in the apartment.
The kid, which the ultrasound confirmed they were, was a small one, thank fuck. His belly had popped out, true to most pregnancies, but it was relatively contained.
It was still enough to make a horrible sense of wrongness almost knock him off his feet every time he looked down.
He was, essentially, useless.
If it wasn't for the trio of well-meaning extended family (maybe? he had his suspicions about Oracle), he probably would have just laid down on the floor of his apartment and not gotten up.
Tim, surprisingly, had adopted some stupid Alvin Draper alias and was running his crime network in his stead. He was doing a concerningly good job, actually, and Jason and Dick had exchanged more than one worried glance over the kid's head.
Dick had moved in, citing that Bruce was getting suspicious and it was easier to pretend that he'd moved back to Gotham than it was to continually make up excuses. In reality, he was making sure Jason didn't lay down and rot, keeping him active and healthy.
Jason was...trying. He was trying. But between needing to stop HRT and the changes and his fucking voice and just. Everything. All of it.
He hated it.
But he still wasn't sure what he wanted to do with the kid.
Dick and Tim had set up a nursery, just in case. Dick had also surreptitiously reached out to the Kents, also just in case. There was no judgement. If he decided to keep the kid or give it away, it would be well taken care of.
That should have been a weight off his shoulders.
But instead, he felt like he was getting worse.
He was so, so fucking tired. He was starving but he couldn't stomach the food Dickwing put in front of him. He had worked so hard to build his criminal empire, but when Tim tried to tell him about it he couldn't focus long enough understand what was being said. He knew that they were getting more and more concerned, and when he woke up one morning and vomited straight Lazarus Water, Tim snapped.
"I'm calling B."
"Tim, no, we can-"
"-No, Dick, we need to figure out what's going on! This isn't something Leslie can handle, we need Bruce!"
Maybe it was just something buried deep inside Jason, but he agreed. He wanted his dad, not a doctor. He didn't care about Tim's reasoning, he just. He agreed. He wanted Bruce.
"Do it," Jason rasped from the floor, leaning into the cold tile. "Get B."
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Jason was still on the bathroom floor when a set of far, far heavier footsteps paused at the doorway.
The wood from the doorframe creaked as whoever it was tightened their grip on it.
Their breathing stuttered. They swallowed.
The footsteps continued, and they knelt next to Jason, wordlessly running their fingers through his hair.
"Hey Jaylad," Bruce whispered, voice tight and controlled even as his hand shook. "Looks like you've got a bit of a situation. Wanna tell me what happened?"
"Got knocked up by a magic rock," Jason muttered, thoroughly enjoying the hand in his hair. "But it ain't going right, and I'm tired and hungry all the time, and I'm throwing up the Lazarus Pits."
"The magic rock info is new," he heard Tim mutter from the hall, right before he was forcibly shushed by Dick.
"Did you have any weird cravings? Any symptoms that don't normally match a pregnancy?" Bruce asked, keeping his voice calm and controlled even as he lifted Jason from the floor and into his lap. "Should I get Constantine on the phone?"
Jason let it happen, turning to hide his face from the shitshow that had been his life for the past six months and shoving it into Bruce's stupid fancy shirt.
"Had Lazarus water. Drank it. I'm hungry but I can't eat anything. I can hear the kid chirp sometimes."
"Like a bird? That's adora-"
"-Shut up Dick not now!"
"You shut up!"
"You...drank. Lazarus Water." Bruce repeated, voice stilted as he clearly started working through something in his head. "I....hm. Okay. I'm...I'm going to call Constantine." Jason couldn't help the snort at the clear distaste in Bruce's voice as he said that.
He expected Bruce to put him down and go get changed into his Batman kit.
He did not expect Bruce to adjust his hold, lean back onto the cabinets, and make the call then and there.
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Constantine was officially unofficially his doctor for the duration of his pregnancy.
That was not something that anyone wanted, Bruce especially.
Jason wanted to throw up and aim it at the Hellblazer, but he had a feeling the man had been covered in worse and would, at best, be unfazed.
At worst, tempted to just smear it on Jason to prove a point.
The Mage of the hour himself was hovering over Jason, eyes unfocused as his glowing hands rested on the despised baby bump.
Jason was laying on the couch, trying not to let the sound of Bruce's pacing drive him up a wall.
"That," Constantine started, head tilting as if he was listening to something. "That is a core. And a baby. And another core. Two Ghost Cores, two bodies. If you're meetin' the needs of the physical, and you're still havin' issues, prolly need to see to the spritual, love."
"Don't call him love," Bruce warned, pausing his pacing long enough to glare at the Mage.
Constantine didn't bother to acknowledge him.
"Don't suppose you've got any spare Lazarus Water lying around, eh?" The man asked instead, eyes refocusing as he removed his hands from Jason's person.
Jason shook his head, but Tim nodded his.
Everyone stared at Tim.
Tim shrugged.
"What? It's under the city. Not like anyone will miss it if we take some."
"How. Tim, how do you know that?" Dick asked, sounding a little scared.
"Because I found it? I tried throwing dead rats in it but it doesn't work on rats, so I tried larger dead animals that had gotten down there-"
"-B you've raised Dr. Frankenstein," Jason groaned, covering his eyes from the realities of a mad scientist little brother.
"But I'm not an undead being stitched together?" Tim asked.
"You uncultured swine," Jason snarled, practically throwing himself into a sitting position and was quickly met with Constantine trying to wrangle him back down. "It's common fucking knowledge that Frankenstein was the doctor, not the monster, and if you paid any attention in English class-"
"-I'm gonna go get Lazarus Water okay bye!" Tim shouted, bolting for the door.
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Jason drank his fifth juice pack of Lazarus Water, finally starting to feel like himself again, and stared at Bruce.
Bruce, to his credit, was clearly trying very hard not to stare back.
Jason imagined this was rather hard, given that he couldn't stop fucking purring. Apparently, that was a Thing that his body could and would do, according to his unofficial doctor.
Dick and Tim were helping Constantine put the Lazarus Water into the juice packets, all of them desperately pretending that they weren't there at all and trying to be as quiet as possible.
"So, Hellblazer. Nothing to say about the Big Bad Batman?" Jason asked, eyes never leaving said man.
"Not particularly any of my business, mate. I don't really care one way or another."
Bruce actually looked a little put out at that, much to Jason's satisfaction.
"I imagine you have questions," Jason sighed, finishing off his juice pack.
Bruce finally turned to look at him head on, gaze steady.
"They can wait. Do you have any plans for...this?" Bruce didn't motion towards Jason's stomach, but he didn't have to.
"...Maybe. I don't even really know what this is." Jason muttered, sinking further into his chair.
"I told you, love, it's a baby. With a ghost core. It was probably an adult ghost, at one point, but if it was cracked near as bad as you say, it was either reincarnate or disappear." Constantine shrugged, taping another stupid tiny straw to another juice box and moving to repeat the action. "Either way, since it's reincarnation, the baby ain't gonna know tit from tat. 'S just a baby."
That. Damn. If he'd been faced with the same choice, he probably would have done the same thing.
"You keep saying that. What does a ghost core do when it's in a human?" Bruce asked, knuckles white on the couch's armrest.
"Dunno, haven't seen it before. Heard of it, though. Just makes the person powerful, but now sure how much. Flight is definitely gonna be there, though, so I'd ask supes for some pointers." Constantine answered without really answering, true to form for him.
Jason heaved himself up and waved everyone off as they started to get to their own feet to help him. "I'm gonna take a nap. Snipe at each other in here and don't fucking bother me."
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Jason was disgusting.
Alfred and Bruce and everyone else assured him he wasn't, but he absolutely was.
It was so bad he'd gone ahead and, without informing anybody, arranged for an induced labor at Gotham General as soon as he could.
He didn't want to deal with Dick getting scared and frantic, or Tim overplanning and having a mental breakdown, or Bruce's rigid shoulders as he both tried to apologize and do something stupid like take over from the actual doctor.
Alfred would probably be composed, but if Alfred acted a little off then they'd know.
Hell, Jason had started getting some Braxdon hicks contractions and he swore he watched Bruce's hair grey in real time.
So at the eight and a half month mark, Jason lied to everyone and told them he was going to another safehouse to get away from their coddling.
He ignored their objections and reached for the keys to his car-
-and pissed himself.
Or, it felt like he did.
The apartment went dead silent as everyone looked down.
Then the contractions really hit.
~~~~~~
Bruce actually did try to take over the maternity ward and do the doctors jobs.
Jason was delighted to have an excuse to kick him out.
He couldn't force the man to avenge his murder, but he could make him wait in the waiting room like the rest of the peasants.
Alfred he allowed to stay, though.
~~~~~~
Jason still hadn't decided what to do with the kid.
He didn't know if he was gonna send them off to a farm or if he was gonna keep them.
So he let himself hold them, to see if any of the disgust he'd felt during the pregnancy had been directed at the kid or if it was all just him hating how he looked.
The little bean of a child, eyes bluer than his own, proceeded to free one arm to pull on Jason's bottom lip hard enough to draw blood.
Ah.
Nah, the hatred had been towards how he looked.
This one was his, the Kents could get visitation rights.
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selfhealingmoments · 1 year
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at the end of the day it’s just you and your silly little life. so go on, enjoy it, be the person you want to be.
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sonasi · 6 months
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Reasons why you should recover 🖤
To see your skin glow under the sun
To let your hair grow long and healthy
To smile & laugh genuinely
To travel the world
To see the clouds turn pink when the sun sets
To see your family and friends smile when they look at you
To smile at yourself in the mirror
To have a happy & healthy family in the future
To taste yummy cooked meals
To dance outside in the rain
To run & play with your pets
To go on dates
To take warm baths in the winter
To have healthy nails to paint
To sit next to a campfire
To drive anywhere you want
To be strong
To feel comfortable in your skin
To cuddle with your pets late at night
To stargaze
To wear fuzzy socks & pj pants on a cold night
To play in the snow
To go swimming under the sun
To jump in a pile of leaves
To go on walks with your pets
To listen to music
To go on road trips
To make someone smile
To hear the words “I love you.”
To know it gets better
To think clearly
To care for your body
To light up a Christmas tree
To go Trick or Treating with friends or family
To celebrate your birthday
To celebrate any holiday
To eat your favorite foods & drink your favorite drinks
To love your life
To love yourself <3
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butchthirteen · 5 months
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okay the other thing is like. can we think about why, in-universe and out, one might choose to have the doctor return to a fan favorite regeneration and a regeneration where both the character and actor were reluctant to move on? and (especially in the context of new who being about the doctor's trauma) can we think about why one might then bring in the new exciting regeneration and have that regeneration extend comfort to the prior one?
like people keep treating it like tennant and gatwa are like. competing. but it's not a competition, it's a collaboration. it's a meeting of old and new, it's a passing of the torch. and it's honestly really really beautiful to me.
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