#the difference is someone does this irl and i can just lay their ass out online its like Okay *blocks*

[aeyunaa]

hii how r uu?? Can you make a bff!jaemin smut please? Its where jaemin decided to invite innocent!fem reader to watch hentai with him then things started to go very spicy and intimate🫣 tyy !

Okay so you asked and you shall receive I mixed both your and @andyprkmyluv requests hope you guys don’t mind 😭!

Eye Candy 🍬 pt.2

Pairing: Jaemin x jisung x fem!reader

Word count- 8K

Smut Tw

Overstimulation, cock warming, creampie, somnophilla, drug use, y/n is a total slut!

Wrap it up irl, it’s better to be safe then sorry! 😭🙏🏻

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It's been two weeks you haven't seen Jaemin, jisung or mark because they were on tour in the united states. You call them almost every other day to make sure they were doing okay. You called them earlier and they were already boarding the plane back to Seoul.

“We should totally celebrate when we get back” Jaemin winks hinting he meant something totally different from the word “celebrate”. “You're an asshole.” He chuckled “no but seriously come visit me when we get back, I wanna show you something cool.” You cock an eyebrow “mm…I’ll think about it.” Before he could say anything else you waved and hung up you hoped he wouldn’t take it to heart.

A few hours go by and you spend them by getting dressed. There was a knock on the front door and you ran to open it. “Mark!” You pull him into a hug and smile. “Hi y/n” he broke the hug and walked inside, he set his bags down in the living room and laid on the couch. You shut the door and walk into the living room “I'm going to my friend Sara’s house.” Mark looked up at you “Sara?”.

You nodded, “whose Sara? Where does she live?” Mark started asking too many questions so you shut him up by saying you’ll call him every other hour he agreed but you saw that slight look of worry. Mark was always protective of you since the first time he saw you, having a little sister was one of the best things that happened to him he’d say.

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You feel a hint of nervousness as you knock on the door. Jisung opened the door, his hair was messy and his eyes were half way closed. Your nose caught on to the smell of weed. You laughed at him before walking inside and into the hallway, Jaemin’s room was the very last down the hall. You quietly turn the knob and open the door. You peek in “looking for someone?” Jaemin's voice asks from behind you. You snap your head towards him and frown “you’re an asshole” he smiles and leads you into his room. His room was decorated with LED lights. He had a nice gaming setup in the corner of his room you sat on his large bed “so what's up lover boy?”. He sat down beside you and opened the laptop that was lying on the bed. You heard him typing on the keyboard after a while he stopped and looked back up at you “I was hoping you were up for a bit of binge watching…” you nodded. “Mark doesn’t know I’m over here. I told him I was going to one of my friends' houses. “Your brother would probably unalive me if he knew our situation”. You agreed with him “Mark just can’t find out…''Jaemin sent you a grin before lying down, setting the laptop a good distance away from his face. He pats the space in front of him signaling you to lie down. You set your purse down on the side of the bed before laying down in front of Jaemin, your back touching his chest.

He pressed play on the video and wrapped an arm around your waist. The both of you were awkwardly quiet as the massive globs of white, splatter and ooze over an animated face, the girl goes cross eyed with pleasure. You feel Jaemin’s arm grow even tighter around your waist, pulling your ass till it is resting against his clothed dick. “Jaemin…” you turn towards him and wrap your arms around his neck pulling him into a passionate kiss that soon turns completely lustful. A loud moan left your lips as he snuck a hand into your shorts. His hands played with your sensitive bud, His free hand lifted enough to work his belt open and the sound of the zipper broke through the heat that had risen to your ears.

Kissing at your jaw and ear, Jaemin nipped at the lobe, shoving your shorts to the side, rubbing his fat cock against the heat of your core. He used the arch of his hips to slide inside of you, groaning into your ear. His hips remained still until he couldn’t take it any longer and, gritting his teeth, he would begin a hard, steady pace. Slamming into you each time, he’d savor every sound you made.

Your moans were hot and heavy, your hands found their way to Jaemin’s shoulders, you held on for dear life, accepting all he gave you, “Oh, Jaemin!” You whimpered, and he turned his head to kiss at your jaw, thrusting deeper and deeper. The hand that had once been on your chin snaked up and tangled itself in your hair, roughly pulling your head back, causing you to cry out as the pain mingled with intense pleasure.

Your lips were bruised and the makeup you spent hours on was all over the pillows and bedsheets. “Fuck Y/n! cum for me.” He demanded, roughly biting at your neck, his hand gripped onto your hair tighter as he began to slam his hips into you harder, the bed shaking with the strength behind his thrusts. You moaned wildly and knew you wouldn’t last long, your orgasm hit, you convulsed.

The hard clamp of your walls around his large cock made him hiss out a deep groan, his hips continued thrusting forward allowing your walls to milk him, “Fuuuuuck…” He breathed, “…. Fuck, I’m gonna cum!” His muscles contract and send heat spurting against your core, painting your swollen flesh. But Jaemin wasn’t done with you… “Are you my good girl Y/n?” You nodd desperately. “Then you wouldn’t bother helping jisung out again, right? He didn’t get to witness how amazing your pussy felt last time and he was pretty bummed. Jaemin picks up his phone and texts someone most likely jisung. After about five minutes he walks in and shuts the door “you don’t know how long I was waiting for this.” He says walking over to the bed while trying to unbutton the tight jeans he had on. Once he got them off he pulled both his pants and boxers off, throwing them onto the floor you sat up and he pulled you into a hot kiss Jaemin laid against the headboard of his bed and admired the scene playing out in front of him. Jisung crawled onto the bed and laid down beside Jaemin “can you ride me, love?” You nodded tirelessly before crawling over to where jisung was laying and positioning yourself over his pretty dick. He placed both hands on your hips as you slowly sank onto his cock. You continue to move your hips— jisung thrusts up as he feels you bouncing in his hold. Jaemin leans up and rests his chin against your shoulder “y/n look at how desperate sunggie is to fill you up, don’t you wanna help him” you nod vigorously as you pick up your speed bouncing up and down the males cock Jisung’s nails dig into your waist.

Jaemin was still behind you whispering in your ear about how much jisung wanted to be milked dry. Jisung’s whimpers grow louder as you ruthlessly slam yourself down on him “I-I’m going to cum!~” Jisung sounded like a total brat right now it turned you on in a way you couldn’t explain. You push yourself down on him one last time before he completely breaks. He came hard in you, his large load filled you up so nicely. You fell onto his chest and caught your breath before pulling yourself off of his limp cock and falling into the silk sheets Jaemin pulls you into a back hug and jisung lays in front of you. It wasn’t long before all three of y’all passed out.

You muttered, the sheets slipped away leaving your body completely exposed. Slowly, need and desire began to smolder under your skin. You arched your back, pushing your hips forward in search of more sensation. You groaned at the soft, slow, relentless touch continued. You made a slight whining noise “J-jaemin”. “Shhh this will be quick I promise.” You feel him position his cock in between your folds. he quickly thrusts forward, nearly causing you to bump into the sleeping boy next to you. Jaemin thrusts are slow and lazy he just needed a bit of relief. He feels his climax approaching already, he holds you close as he spills into you. You can feel a mix of his and probably Jisung’s leak out from your overfilled cunt. Jaemin doesn’t pull out. He kisses your neck and pulls the sheets back over the two of you.

You wake up in the morning when you hear sudden arguing. One of the voices was definitely Mark, your heart sank when the door flew open. “What. The. Fuck.” Mark's jaw dropped at the sight of his sister in bed with both of his best friends was truly traumatizing. Jaemin’s eyes opened and locked with his “Mark?”

“Dude. What the hell?”

#kpop smut #nct smut #smut #smut smut smut #jaemin smut #jaemin nct #jaemin #jaemin oneshot #Jaemin nct smut #jisung smut #jisung nct #nct x reader #nct #nct fanfic #nct mark #nct jisung

[triplexdoublex]

Sex Drive part 2

Pairings: Colson x Reader, Colson x Reader x Rook Reader x Rook

Warnings/tags: smut, unexpected exhibitionism, threesome, double penetration, anal, choking, hair pulling, mild spitting, humiliation, jealousy, being walked in on

Authors note: Being wet DOES NOT = consent irl, just had to put that out there as it may seen I’m suggesting that in a certain scene, Kells is just saying sexy shit and reader is 100% consenting.

Part 1 here

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“I knew you wouldn’t be able to go without sex the whole month,” you tease with a giggle as Colson secures his black flag bandana around your eyes from behind you. “Can’t even make it two more weeks, huh?” You tease.

He roughly grips your jaw, turning your head to speak into your ear. “Funny, I don’t remember giving you permission to talk,” he grits through his teeth as he strips your body bare. “Now, walk!” he commands, pushing you forward.

“Oooh where are we going?” You question playfully.

“Don’t worry about it,” he quips, shoving you through the doorway of the adjoining hotel room, unbeknownst to you.

Once inside the room he quickly removes the bandana from your eyes and tosses you down on the bed before you have a chance to view your surroundings.

“Colson?” you push yourself up on your hands confused. “This isn’t our ro — Jesus Christ!” You shriek when you take notice of Rook sitting in an oversized chair in the corner of the room, his elbows resting on his knees with both hands wrapped around the neck of a beer bottle between his legs, his eyes scoping out your naked frame. “What the hell is going on?” You look quizzically between Colson and Rook while clutching a pillow over your exposed body.

Colson looks proud of himself, smirking as he watches your face morph through a series of reds, settling on the brightest. If there was one thing stronger than Colson’s jealousy it was his humiliation kink. He loved the way you blushed and got all shy and flustered whenever you got embarrassed, and he couldn’t think of anything more embarrassing for you than one of his best friends seeing your most intimate areas… and perhaps even touching them — with your permission of course.

“Is someone gonna answer me, what’s going on?” You repeat.

“Well I figured with all the times I’ve caught you checking out Rook I’d give you the opportunity to fuck him.” Colson answers nonchalantly.

“Colson I thought we established I was only checking him out to make you jealous so you’d be more rough with me,” you remind him. ‘Ok maybe the use of the word ‘only’ was stretching the truth a bit,’ you think to yourself. You know damn well that wasn’t the only reason. You’d be lying if you said you didn’t find Rook attractive. “That’s why I’m punished, ‘no dick for a month’ remember?”

“That’s not what I said — I said you’re not getting MY dick for a month. You’re welcome to have Rooks….while I watch of course,” he smirks.

As if that was his cue, Rook stands and walks over towards you. He places his half drunken beer on the nightstand and takes a seat at the foot of the bed.

You swear your heart stops beating for a full ten seconds before you can form words. “Have you gone insane!? You want me to fuck Rook...while you watch?” You question in shock, certain he has lost his damn mind.

“Well, I mean, you’re free to say no… but let’s be honest, we both know that you won’t,” Colson sits on the bed next to you and snatches the pillow covering you from your grasp. “Just look at that pussy, glistening!” He prys your legs open to show Rook just how much the whole idea already has you absolutely dripping. “Now does this look like the pussy of a girl who’s about to say no?” he runs a finger through your slick folds gathering your arosal and turns to Rook who just bites his lip and shakes his head.

There’s no hiding the fact that you want this, you’re more shocked at how into it Colson seems, but he’s right, you certainly weren’t gonna say no.

“Don’t be shy, come have a taste Rookie,” Colson taunts holding out his glossed finger. Rook moves further up the bed, opposite colson, one boy now on each side of you. He leans in and extends his tongue curling it around the silken thread of your excitement stringing from Colson’s finger, and pulls it into his mouth.

“Whatcha think bro, how she taste?”

“Mmmm, fuck! Amazing actually!” Rook exclaims, smacking his tongue against his lips, savoring your essence. “No word of a lie bro, some of the best pussy I’ve ever tasted, ya lucky bastard.”

“Yeah?” Colson’s chuckles at his enthusiasm. “Well help me get her warmed up a little, then she’s all yours,” he says gently stroking your clit. “Although she clearly doesn’t need it,” he jokes, amused by how wet you are. “But something tells me she’ll enjoy both of us playing with her for a bit. Ain’t that right baby?” He smirks, looking at you.

“Please,” you squirm under Colson’s touch and the anticipation of Rooks.

Slowly Rook begins trailing the tips of his fingers up your inner thigh, inching closer to where to want it most before finally joining Colson’s. They join forces , sandwiching your clit between both of their fingertips as they work you methodically.

“Oh, fuck,” your voice shakes, a cocktail of nerves and pleasure coursing through you. As good as it feels and as much as you want it , you can’t help but be a little anxious, it’s been a long time since anyone but Colson has seen you naked never mind touching you like this. “You two are gonna be the death of me,” you moan breathily arching your back up off the bed.

“Relax slut, this just the beginning” Colson leans in, his warm breath ghosting over your nipples as he glides his fingers down to your entrance. He easily slips in two of them, the cool metal of his rings bumping against your warm heat with every curl of his fingers; Rook now having solo reign over your clit. Colson’s free hand grips your breast, his thumb and forefinger tugging at your nipple, before taking it into his mouth. Rook follows suit attaching his mouth to your opposite breast, making sure to leave soft violet markings in his wake, claiming you, if only for the night.

“Alright, I’ll let you take over from here,” Colson says to Rook, slipping his fingers out of you. “Be a good girl for Rook,” he grips your chin smearing your juices along your jawline before retreating to the oversized chair in the corner, where he begins palming himself through his jeans. And like a shark to blood, Rook is drawn to your scent, his mouth moving up your chest, and neck, devouring your slick remnants with open mouthed kisses, while he continues to massage the sweet spot between your thighs.

“You taste so good,” he smiles against your mouth before kissing you. His tongue prods at your lips , begging for entrance. You part your pout welcoming him inside; your tongues beginning a do-si-do. He feels so foreign in your mouth; taboo in the best way.

“Yeah?” You break the kiss. “Why don’t you taste it straight from the source,” you say seductively.

“Yes ma’am. Don’t gotta tell me twice,” Rook smirks before disappearing between your thighs.

“Now we’re getting somewhere!” Colson chides from the corner of the room, freeing himself from the confines of his bulging jeans. Slowly, he strokes himself in rhythm with Rooks tongue fucking in and out of you, watching as he gathers your sweetness on his tastebuds.

“Mmmmm, God—“ Rook huffs in unbelievable enjoyment against your core, before attaching his lips snugly around your clit, providing it with gentle pulsating suction. It’s different than you’re used to — Kells being more of the rapid tongue flicking type— but damn, if it doesn’t feel equally as good.

“Uhh, yes! Just like that, Rook. Don’t stop!” You exclaim in pleasure; one hand gripping the sheets, the other the back of Rooks neck.

Hearing you say Rook’s name like that has Colson squeezing his cock harder and faster, his jealousy unintentionally tightening his grip. He’s enjoying watching you be pleasured but can’t curb feeling possessive, in fear that perhaps you’re enjoying this a little TOO much.

“I still... Mmm...can’t… get over… how good you taste,” Rook speaks between open-mouth kisses to your tenderness. “I swear I could eat you as my last meal,”

“Dawg, keep talking to my fucking girl like that and it WILL be your last meal,” Colson half jokes, his jealousy peaking for sure — now beating his dick as if it were Rook. “How ‘bout you just shut up and fuck her now, before I change my mind.”

“Ready?” Rook questions with a smirk ,from between your thighs.

“Ready!” You squirm impatiently, already missing the contact of his tongue .

Quickly, Rook strips off his leather vest and other clothing until he’s completely naked. Just as he’s about to get settled between your legs Colson pipes up again from the corner.

“Baby I want you to ride him, lemme see those titties and ass bounce for me while you fuck yourself on his dick.”

“Mmmm hell yeah! I wanna see too,” Rook says excitedly, moving to lay on his back; arms behind his head.

“You’re pushing it Rook!” Colson warns.

“Baby, chill,” you giggle at how flustered Colson’s getting. “I know this pussy only belongs to you,” you turn facing him, spreading yourself open. Colson groans at the sight, his eyes momentarily slipping shut as he tries not to bust right there. “Besides—,” you smirk. “This was your idea.”

“Yeah, yeah, yeah C’mon… less talking, more fucking,” Colson orders.

You climb over Rook who’s waiting with cock in hand pointed towards the heavens and squat over him, hovering just above the tip before sinking down to the hilt with a moan. You push back up, and come down fast, your skin echoing off Rooks with a slap.

“Ugh fuck!,” Rook sits halfway up to mouth at your breasts and neck as you continue to bounce in his lap.

You turn your head back slightly to watch Colson, his teeth sunken deep into his bottom lip, eyes so intensely glued to every roll of your hips, and his hips thrusting up to fuck into his own palm. You turn back to Rook and pick up the pace riding him harder and faster knowing Colson’s close to finishing. You don’t know what burns more the desire inside of you or your thighs, but you don’t stop, determined to make both men and yourself cum at any moment now.

“Oh, Rook!” You cry out with your head thrown back and hands planted firmly on his tattooed chest. You’re so so close.

“Ahww, shit, you gonna cum?” Rook questions out of breath. “Me too.”

Just then the hotel door clicks open “Hey, Rook have you seen Kel— WHAT THE FUCK!!” Exclaims Slim completely caught off guard by what he’s seeing, bringing you and Rook to a halt. “Girl, I know you think it’s cute to make Kells jealous and shit so he’ll choke or whatever crazy shit you’re into but you took it took it too far this time, cuz Kells about to choke both you to DEATH when he finds out.”

“Yo! Why the fuck does everyone keep talking when I’m tryna cum?” Colson yells annoyed and on the edge from the corner of the room.

“Kells???” Slim questions peering around the door. “Da fuck is going on in here? Ya know what, second thought, I don’t wanna know. I— I’m just… I’m just gonna go,” Slim states in utter shock and confusion as he backs out the door.

“Good idea, try fucking knocking next time maybe? Rook shouts after him.

“Fuck, my legs are killing me!” You huff as soon as you hear the door click shut, shifting your weight onto your knees. Immediately, Rook takes over, snapping his hips up and into you from below.

“Aye, I can’t take this shit no more my hands about to fucking fall off, lemme get in there,” Colson says getting up from the chair and kicking off his jeans and boxers. He tugs his shirt over his head and climbs behind you on the bed. He spits in his hand ,coating his cock with his saliva, then brings the tip to the only hole not currently occupied: your ass. You’re no stranger to anal; it is Colson’s favorite afterall. You welcome the penetrating stretch as he pushes in. It’s slightly awkward at first as the boys figure out and establish a rhythm that works for all three of you. Their cocks pound in and out of you in unison; one in each hole, providing you with the most pleasurable, satisfying fullness. “Unh, baby so fucking good for us. Taking it so well,” Colson praises you through gritted teeth . “You like being a little whore for us like this, huh? Rook fucking your pussy while I fuck this ass?” He asks crudely with a hardy slap to your backside.

“I fucking love it — YES! Treat me like a fucking whore!” You exclaim in wild passion, as you teeter on the edge of orgasm.

“Oh we’ll treat you like a whore alright!” Colson speaks through his groans, grabbing a fistful of your hair using it as leverage to pound into you harder.

With your head yanked back in Colson’s grasp, Rook takes advantage of the unoccupied column of flesh above him, wrapping his hand tightly around your throat. The way both boys have you feeling like a used plaything has you cumming in seconds, riding out wave after wave. The noise they make as you clench around them both is like heaven; Rook’s slightly louder and high pitched than Colson’s deep throaty rumble. They cum almost in perfect time with eachother; with Colson just a few seconds sooner, filling your ass with his warmth, as Rook pulls out, busting his load up onto your stomach. The three of you collapse into a sticky sweaty mess, both boys rolling to your sides; the air thick with heavy breathing and the smell of sex.

The way Rook looks completely spent and fucked out of his mind is hilariously adorable; still trying desperately to catch his breath, his leg visibly twitching and shaking and his hand running through his sweaty hair with a ‘did that really just happen?’ expression on his face .

“You ok there buddy?” Colson’s laughs, reaching over you to give Rook’s arm a tap with the back of his hand. Colson’s used to having crazy sex with you by now.

“Umm ...I think so.” He releases a long winded breath followed by a brief chuckle.

“You know what my favorite part about this was?” You turn to Colson. “I broke you!!” You tease.”Not only did I get Rook’s dick but I got yours too! Slim was right when he said you wouldn’t last through my punishment with your sex drive!”

“For the record, I said you weren’t gonna get my dick in your PUSSY, for a month. Now correct me if I’m wrong but wasn’t that your ass I just fucked? Nice try, you’re still punished.”

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first time dads!haikyuu pt.3

request: Hiii I just read everything you’ve posted and I. Am. In. Love with your writingggg! I was hope to request a part 3 for your first-time dad series for Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, Kenma, and Akaashi :) -@lollypop-lam

note: ahhhh!!!! helloo bb~~ thank you so much for your luv<3333 i was rly not expecting so many ppl to read this series!! but i enjoy writing it so here’s a part 3 for you (i tried to add more variety of scenarios for y/n so it’s not all the same!) hehe i hope you like it! thank you for ur request!<3 here is dad!tsukki, akaashi, yams, and kenma

mentions: pregnancy, domesticity, fluff, slight angst, timeskip, fem!reader

part one (daichi, kuroo, oikawa)

part two (iwaizumi, suna, atsumu, osamu)

☀︎—kei tsukishima

he already knew something was different since the day you took the test

kei could sense that you were tenser than usual 

Exhibit A was when you slightly jumped as he placed one hand gently on the small of your back,

it was really nothing out of the ordinary...

so he raises an eyebrow at you, not saying anything, but just questioning with his curious expression

you bite your lip,,,, 

this was unplanned and even though you’ve recently discussed having kids, you’re worried about how kei might feel because honestly you’re pretty anxious,

but when you break the news to him,

the corners of his mouth are upturned into a soft grin

and he quietly pulls you into a hug

you also could’ve sworn that there were tear stains that he left on your shirt after

but when ur in his arms while he’s whispering about how excited he is, you know that you’re ready to have a family with him<33

tsukki likes to express his care for you and his child through subtle affectionate gestures,,

like his favorite thing to do when he comes home from work is envelop you in a back hug,

and he likes to run his large hands gently over your bump, waiting for a kick

when he feels one, you bet your ass that this man is grinning bc he just can’t hide his excitement !!!

i feel like he’d be a super cautious dad-to-be,

like if you’re given prenatal vitamins or told not to eat certain foods,

he has scrutinized the labels and the internet to make sure everything in the house is safe for you and his bb<33

during your whole pregnancy, he’s more logical and clear-minded, but there’s a stark contrast on the day you actually go into labor owo

like i’m talking sweat beads running down the side of his forehead

and his hand clutching yours for dear life as he guides you to the hospital room

during the entire labor, tsukishima can’t be separated from you...

like when you get up to go to the bathroom and make him stand outside, he’s leaned against the door with his arms crossed

he’s acting like a bodyguard?? but like for what idk

he’s quite tense until his baby makes their appearance,

but when he does get to hold the baby, his body is wracked with silent sobs and he’s overcome with a wave of emotion

he’s silent on the outside, 

but his mind can’t even begin to process the monumental amount of love he feels for u and this little bb <333 🥺🥺🥺

dad tsukki has fallen in love all over again.

☀︎—keiji akaashi

akaashi slips into the bedroom when he hears ur sniffling,,

your back faces him, but he can tell that ur hunched over something in your hands...

when he approaches you and sees that your eyes are puffy n swollen,

his voice is filled with concern,

“what’s wrong?”

it takes a moment for you to choke out your words but you manage,

“keiji, i-i’m scared,”

then he catches sight of the white stick in your hands,

and he sees two faint lines sitting on its little screen

he takes a seat next to you, pulling your body against his and pressing a kiss to the temple of your forehead,,,

“what are you scared of when you have me?”

the two of you have a long conversation that night,, 

mostly with akaashi reassuring you that he’s prepared for whatever decision you make and that he’ll always be there to support you🥺

the next morning,

you’ve calmed down and thought clearly about this, realizing that many of your anxieties stemmed from how keiji would react,

but after realizing his willingness to support you,

you can’t help but smile and press a hand to your belly as you look in the mirror in the bathroom

and when akaashi sees this, his heart is so full and excited!!!🥺

throughout your pregnancy, akaashi is overwhelmingly supportive and emotionally reliable,,

he listens to your concerns both physically and mentally, helping you talk through your worries and find solutions,,

he’s also suuuper intimate with you,

bathing and pampering you,

staying up late to talk with you,

waking you up with kisses nd breakfast in bed,,

he’s just the most perfect partner to you. 

and every day you spend beside him reaffirms your excitement to have his child

when the day arrives, you’re beyond anxious,

he can just tell from little gestures you make that you’re more nervous than ever before,

so akaashi has one hand on you at all times during labor, so you can physically feel his support

the process couldn’t have gone more smoothly than it did, and akaashi’s so grateful 

and when he gets to hold the baby against his own chest, 

he’s smiling through the tears that are welling up bc

his eyes now lay upon the most beautiful replica of you.

fugg i luv keiji🥰🥰🥰

☀︎—tadashi yamaguchi

the day you tell yamaguchi you’re pregnant?

he’s probably crying.

no, he’s definitely crying.

he’s also definitely overexcited

so when he went in for a hug, he immediately lets go bc he’s worried that he hugged you too tightly🥺

he’s just a ball of emotions and kind of all over the place!!

but he gets it together asap and is already on dad duty the very next day

making doctor’s appointments, listing purchases to be made, planning for your baby shower, n anything he can do to be prepared

he makes many a few unnecessary purchases

something like a bougie hundred dollar memory foam pregnancy pillow for u 

and a temperature controlled collapsible baby stroller for his bb

his heart was in the right place but his money was not asdgfd

but he wants to treat you like the queen that you are,

so he’s always excited to come home to see you after work

and he likes to bring home things that will make you happy

food and baby clothes and flowers uwuwu

i also think tadashi came up with the idea to start scrapbooking the memories of your soon to be little family of three <33

so he takes cute little polaroids to keep them in a scrapbook

and he also definitely keeps a lil photo of the baby’s ultrasound in his wallet that he often takes peeks at while at work

and he can’t help but smile and tear up at the thought of starting a family w u 🥰

every morning, he just feels so blessed to wake up to the sight of you n your lil bump aka his future child ?!?!!?

and when that realization registers in his brain,

he just has to pull you close to him, plant a kiss to ur belly, and cuddle you for as long as he wants <333

the day you go into labor, yamaguchi lugs like 3 hospital bags frantically out of the house (he definitely stuffed them fully to the brim)

he’s overall pretty anxious but he’s mostly anxious about the pain you’re going thru🥺

with each hour that passes at the hospital, he’s pacing the room back and forth, always coming back to ur bedside to hold ur hand and kiss it many times

when the time finally comes, yamaguchi can’t believe that he’s actually seeing his child irl

like.... he’s in awe of the beauty of his child, just utterly speechless...

it registers a little bit later and he’s crying again

but back home, yamaguchi is always so eager to take care of his baby and he’ll do anything n everything to take care of his child and help u rest and recover

dad yamaguchi melts my heart

☀︎—kozume kenma

so u decide to plan a little surprise for kenma one morning

and he’s all groggy from just waking up, 

but he peeks his eyes open when he hears you shuffling back and forth right at his bedside,,

he sees that you’re only wearing a white oversized tee and he’s about to pull u back in bed for more sleep,

but then kenma’s eyes focus on the text that’s handwritten in sharpie in the center of the shirt over your stomach

“kenma jr.”

he’s never seen this shirt before, and then he’s realizing what it means and his eyes widen in anticipation !!!

so u crawl on top of him and lay your head on his chest while he’s processing,,

“you’re—?”

“yes, kozume. i am.”

he’s smiling with his eyes closed, 

and he lifts his head to kiss your hair before wrapping his arms around you and whispering in your ear that “he doesn’t know a kenma jr. but he can’t wait to meet them”

you swat at his chest jokingly, and he smiles even wider, 

but you don’t see the love that resonates deeply in his eyes when he looks down at you🥺 

bc you end up falling asleep on him lmaooo

but ever since that day, kenma is on high alert whether it looks like it or not...

he’s especially protective of u in public, 

observing those closest to you and gently shifting you out of the way when someone gets too close...

kenma is most affectionate though when he thinks you’re not aware,,

meaning he likes to run his hand over your stomach, admire your sleeping expression, nd gently kiss your hair

all while he thinks you’re asleep but you’re not tho and it makes ur heart explode

kenma also doesn’t struggle to sleep at night, but he ends up choosing to stay awake for as long as u are 

and he stays awake even after u fall asleep bc he likes to whisper some of the sweetest words to just kenma jr uwuwuwu

on the day when kenma accompanies you to the hospital, he’s listening intently to the patterns of your breathing,

so he knows when the pain is worst and he holds onto you tighter during those times,,

after hours of labor, kenma ends up super teary eyed at the sight of his baby,

he’s silently swaying the baby in his arms nd just thinking about how much his heart is overfilling with luv...

he knows kenma jr now... and he loves kenma jr with his whole heart<333

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[lol-q]

There’s so many things I love about the show that I haven’t seen people give enough credit for and I want to go on a little ramble because people are focusing so much on what they don’t like vs. what they do. So here’s my list. Sorry for the grammatical errors 😬

I love that the lesbian main character is this sweet, innocent, big hearted young woman and not portrayed as a overly sexual fuckboi that hits on every woman. I love that Fatou is soft and gentle. More lesbian rep like that please

I love the soundtrack. It’s exactly the type of stuff I imagine Fatou would listen to and it’s not just the top 100 hit songs.

I love that they use the soundtrack as a way to connect to the plot line, like the lyrics to the song Fatou was listening to when she was on the rooftop said “And I hate to leave you feeling all alone.But your story cannot start until you've grown. You can find how to be OK on your own. I just can't be the one that makes you feel at home” which was a hint as to where the plot was going

^^ also the song playing during Kieu My and Fatou’s museum date

I love the little mannerisms Nhungi chooses to show as Kieu My. The happy little bounce she did in ep 1 when she called out Fatou’s name and when she subtly checked Fatou out by looking her up and down.

I love how their rooms show their individual personality so well. Like Fatou’s room in the beginning of the season was normal and then it became increasingly messy as the episodes moved forward, showing her stress and chaos in her life

I love the height difference between Fatou and her brother lol

I love when her brother and her were thinking of what to get their parents so they split the bill on a gift - a very subtle way of showing siblings interacting

I love when Fatou and Ismail interact cuz it’s so funny

I love the physics teachers speaking voice, he sounds like kermit the frog

I love fatou’s eyebrows. Idk it’s just so perfect. Give me tips plz

I love that the characters rewear clothing. And it’s not a show where every episode is a new outfit with new clothes. Very realistic and it always bothered me when teens on highschool on tv have new clothes every episode

I love that Fatou’s original bio on tinder was “wanna cuddle?”. I feel like that girl would rather cuddle with someone than win the lottery. She’s so soft (also why did it say she was 24 in ep 2 when she was on tinder lol)

I love that the show showed the struggles of coming from a bilingual family and being the only one that struggles to speak it. When fatou was talking to her grandparents with her brother and her brother had to translate for her and it was awkward af, I felt that. I’m the youngest in my family and I struggle to speak Tagalog so people have to translate for me sometimes and it sucks.

^^ I relate to fatou so much in that scene cuz the dynamic in my family is the same as Fatou’s. My parents lay off and let me and my brother do our thing unless there’s an indication we need their help. The only time I ever spoke about school with my family was when report cards would come and they would see my grades weren’t that good. I remember my mom seeing I had a D in middle school and automatically jumping to conclusiosn without letting me speak. My brother is academically successful and he would also try and get me to do more school stuff when I was younger. Like he would make me do math problems to help with my grades. So it’s all very relatable for me

I love when Fatou sings, her voice is so soft and smooth.

I love whenever Kieu My and fatou are flirting both so blatantly and yet so subtly. Like the tension is there but it’s still awkward despite how smooth they both try to be it’s so adorable

I love how Fatou and Kieu My are so confident flirting and talking to eachother through texting but when it’s irl it’s still awkward and new. It shows the reality of an actual relationship in the making. It’s not just a full head dive into “I love you”.

I love when they were at the table tennis bar place and Fatou was hyping up Ava when there were dudes looking at them and Ava did a fancy ass turn and smile. She’s so pretty

I love that Fatou’s problems were shown in subtle ways in the beginning with money. Counting money at her job and when she wa trying to pay for the drink at the bar. It was a small interaction but in real life it would cause a lot of stress and anxiety if money counting problems kept happening over and over again

I love Yara and Josh’s friendship. More platonic friendship between a male and a female please. Also more Yara in general please.

I love that Zoe owned up to her actions last year to the entire group (minus Ismail Constantine and Kieu my) on New Years. I see her owning up to the role as Nora’s big sister.

I love when Josh was drinking a lot during New Years and Fatou was trying to get him to slow down. It shows how big her heart is for her friends. Also I think Josh and Fatou could be great friends

I love that Kieu My looks at Fatou like she hung the stars. When Fatou mentioned she knew Kieu My was a Scorpio, it’s the first time I’ve ever seen that girl smiled so big (before episode 5 of course)

I love that whenever they kiss Kieu my is smiling.

I love Sira’s side profile. There I said it. Girl has the jawline of a Greek goddess.

I love that they change Fatou’s hair. She looks good in every hair style but it’s always nice to see her in different styles.

I love that they showed the struggles of being a passive and gentle person. Because we’re not assertive in regular everyday life we are easily looked over. And it’s hard for us to muster the gusto to be assertive and take what we need because we prefer shying away from conflict and just letting things flow. I relate to fatou’s character so much in that sense. I lowkey think this is the universe’s way of telling me to stop being so passive about life and to take charge idk.

I love that the topic of white savior and performative activism was touched on. And I love that it was between two friends because it’s very realistic to how dynamics work between young people these days. The way they handle it differs in opinion but the fact that they even spoke about it was great.

I love that moment when Kieu My wrapped the vietnamese pancake in the lettuce snd handed it to Fatou. Its so sweet. If I was Fatou I would have forgiven her right then and there lol

I LOVE THE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE BETWEEN THE TWo. YES MORE HEIGHT DIFFERENCE.

Episode 6. Just all of it. Even the angsty part. I want more of that. Episode 6 yes. I’ll marry episode 6

Kieu My wearing Fatou’s cardigan. 💕💕💕💕💕💕✨✨✨✨✨😫😫💕✨✨🥺

^^ but also as a person that tried bangs before, you can’t tell me that girl woke up with her bangs perfectly in place lol. This girl probably bought a mini straightener or something too

Fatou telling Kieu My it doesn’t matter if she wears make up or not rather than going off on how she looks prettier without it. She’s just like “it doesn’t matter. You’re pretty no matter what, my little space nerd”

Pissed off fatou is a hot fatou. Js

I love Sira’s acting in general. But the way she shows Fatou’s sadness is great. It’s not just tears and that’s it. When she got fired it was a build up of tears but she wasn’t sobbing, same thing with the cashqueens argument. But she broke when her and Kieu My got in a fight.

Finn being socially awkward. It’s so funny cuz Zoe is this bubbly party girl and her boyfriend is so awkward. Nice balance.

^^also his hair makes me laugh idk why

Ismail opening up to Fatou shows how so many people feel at ease with her. Girl has a calming presence for everybody, she doesn’t even realize how much she’s helped others.

I love that Constantine wears the same jacket over and over again. Idk it seems to fit his character.

^^also kudos to the actor who plays him, he’s doing an amazing job

Love Fatou. Love her dimples and her soft voice. She gets all high pitched when she’s normally speaking but when she was fighting with Kieu My her voice became lower. Just love the way Sira’s voice sounds. Also Nhungi’s speaking voice.

Love the shaky camera movements. The fast pans and the slow motion dance scenes.

Love the aesthetic of Kieu My smoking but PLEASE DONT SMOKE, CHILDREN. ITS BAD FOR YOU.

Love the different aesthetics of the cashqueens

Love maike. Great actress. Give this turtle an Oscar.

Love Kieu My climbing the roof to help her Fatou. Softie to her girlfriend but an ice queen to the world lol.

Love the actors. Love the characters. It just makes me so happy.

This is so well written, i might actually cry no but really it was really nice to read your positive and cuteee facts after the tag check :/ and it really helped because i get mad and sad when i see bad takes. Everything you said was so true and i think im fangirling over this essay. And it made me emotional 👉👈.  Represantation does really matter.

This season is so important for so many people and i don’t think some people realize that when they’re ‘’criticizing’’ some things. Not only we have a lesbian main, we have a black lesbian main who is the softest person in the world and she has LD and/or ADHD. I sometimes can’t believe we got to the point of skamverse where we get rep instead of hurtful,problematic seasons and plots, some might interpret that as shade but it really isn’t, careless storylines really does hurt ppl and why would you want to hurt people when you can give 8 min of sapphic museum date instead 👭🌌 :)

i love this season, i love this gen and i love this essay

#no but i could go one by one and talk about everything you numbered #but im not gonna for the sake of other ppl #because everyone hates long post #people were really so cute in my asks today instead of defending constantin so that was nice👍 #i do the others later #but this was so cute stopppp #shut up about my grammer!! #do not talk about my grammer #druck #ask

[minimultiestfandoms]

Enhypen reaction to you being taller than them!

Note: sorry it’s late, hope you enjoy it!

Requested by: Anon

Heeseung

Heeseung would not really care much if you are taller or shorter or the e same height, he will just be happy to have you in his life!, your personality is what made him attracted in the first place but once he notices your taller he smiles and compliments your body proportions, says your the irl version of Aphrodite! :,)

“Heeseungie does this look ok?”

*blushes and nods* “ it doesn’t look ok, it looks breathtaking darling! You are like the real Aphrodite!”

“Heeseung your over exaggerating-“

“Nope! I Am staring Facts, F. A. C. T seu!”

*facepalms and giggles*

Jay

Jay would like you no matter what, he smiles every time he sees you!. Your height and legs is just a bonus, will call you his special model. He would style you and make a Instagram for you and make you a freelancer Instagram model. Best hype man!.

“Ok sweetheart, just a little to the right- THERE THATS PERFECT!”

*you doing poses*

“YESS BABY JUST LIKE THAT!”

Jake

Please babyboy Jake will find your height hot asf!, he’s staring at your legs most of the time and is like dayum those are some sexy legs- ehemm. Compliments you a lot and lays on your lap a lot. Likes to lay in between your legs and sleep, using you like a pillow.

“Jake you ok?, are you comfy?”

“Yes I am babe, thank you~ heheheh”

*pats his hair*

*giggles like a mad man*

Sunghoon

Tall boy with his tall s/o!, please he would love it, he would make you wear similar clothes and walk around like models. Brags to the boys, they are all so annoyed and tired of him, they look him in there room and leave him there.

“Omg guys y/n and I walk on the street yesterday and a modelling agent asked them to come to their company building, hehe my baby model-“

“Sunghoon hyung you told us this 13 time earlier please let us relax we’re tired from practice-“

“Did I ask if you were tired Jungwon-“

“Jay hyung HELP!”

Sunoo

Sunoo would like you being taller, though sometimes he’s insecure about you wanting someone taller he will baby you a lot, and expect you to baby him back. Cuddles you and is always he little spoon. Likes to do your makeup and skincare and wear matching clothes so you two look like a model couple. People on the streets are shooketh when they see you!

“Sunoo I feel a little weird everyone’s staring-“

“Well duh we’re Sunoo and y/n Kim who wouldn’t stare at us were to perfect to be in normal people’s air 🙄”

“I- Sunoo we’re not even married- but you know what your right let’s slay this!”

*you both sashay away as people gawk at you*

Jungwon

Jungwon would be pouting at first since he wanted to be taller for once but when he noticed how cool it was to have a taller s/o he would boast you and him with confidence. If someone said something rude about your height difference he would shut them down and roast their asses.

“Seriously your talking about our height difference?, so what? we balance each other out and are unique and talented, unlike yourself” *flips his imaginary long hair*

*y/n clapping and laughing at the dude Jungwon just roasted*

Ni-Ki

Lord have mercy on you. No matter if you are smaller or taller he will tease you so bad- tall people jokes, low key shocked your taller then his 6’0” Self. Asks you what’s your secret so he can grow even taller.

“Oh my gosh how’s the air feel up there is it fresher?”

“Yeah it is, must stink down there since your closest to average people” *sasses*

“I- good point now teach me your ways what do they feed you to get you that tall?, you should join the nba!”

“NIKI!”

#admin unnie #minimultiestfandoms #kpop #enhypen #enhypen reactions

[fyeahnix]

11, 13, and 17!! lay it on me 😤😤

11. Best Apex lore so far overall I believe is how morally grey a lot of the characters are. I'm a sucker for this more realistic approach to the story. Not everyone is 100% a good person and not everyone is 100% a bad person. Wattson for example gets characterized as someone who is cute and innocent because of her looks, naivety and autism. But she ain't 100% good. She's stated she's fine living under the thumb of the Syndicate, a crime organization, because she grew up around them and they're basically her family. And then you have Bangalore who is undoubtedly a huge judgmental asshole, but she will go to bat for her team and make sure they come out alive, even if she doesn't particularly like an individual personally. Imo this is good writing. No, these characters are not going to be completely good upstanding citizens. But that's what makes them interesting to me. People are rarely, if ever, 100% good IRL, and I think for a story like Apex, we shouldn't assume these people to be either. If you disagree, well then that's your opinion. This is mine. No hard feelings.

Now on the same note, I do feel some aspects of characterization can be handled better. I am very sick of characters like Bang and Mirage making jabs about Wraith's mental state and amnesia. That sucks. But I'm also on the fence about this portrayal I guess?

A character can be an asshole and not very well liked without being an ableist or racist, but I also don't think that those types character flaws should never be used in writing ever. It depends on context and the story you're trying to tell. For Apex, it makes no sense. Maybe in another genre or taking place in another time period or era, having this as a flaw would make more sense. Obviously if you're writing a story taking place in like... I dunno 1950s Jim Crow era US, then yes there are going to be some racist/sexist/etc. ass mf'ers in the story. For Apex? It's the wrong context imo.

HOWEVER, just because the story takes place 700 years in the future does not automatically mean that discrimination is suddenly non-existent. That viewpoint is naive imo. Humans can absolutely find other ways or different methods to discriminate against others. If you've seen even one episode of The Expanse, or even just looked at us now with how folks are discriminated against compared to just 10-15 years ago, I think you can come to the conclusion that it evolves. It's one of those story elements that needs to be treaded very carefully, but I don't think eliminating this altogether from every form of media is the right call either. Know what story you're trying to tell and know your audience.

13. I love Bangalore and Wraith pretty equally so I'll do both.

Wraith tries. So goddamn hard to be empathetic and a good person even when she knows she used to not be. I think that says a lot about her character. Yeah first impression is "uwu big titty goth gf who naruto runs" but she's more than just some edgy ass stereotype. And tbh she ain't even edgy. Her actual dialogue with other characters is great, especially Wattson and Rampart. She's soft spoken and has a little sense of humor. It just doesn't convey well in her voice because she's so goddamn monotone lol

Anita, again, is a gigantic asshole. BUT she's so helpful? She may not like you, but in the Games she's such a damn leader. She'll tell you about every gun on the goddamn planet and how it functions just so you know what you're getting into. But she's also not afraid to let someone else lead if they think they have a plan. Saying stuff like "Lead the way" and "On your six" is very subtle, but says a lot about how she knows when to take point and when to hold back and support someone else.

17. I would love to see more of Bangalore and Wraith's relationship develop 🙃

That's an obvious answer lol. But I actually want to see Revenant develop some type of relationship with....someone? Not romantically I just mean on like a human level. The man is fucking broken right now and it would be nice to see him somehow slowly bonding with someone super unlikely like...I dunno LIFELINE? (excuse me for Revline art lol).

But really. His whole revenge thing on Loba is probably gonna play out way in the future but imagine him finding new purpose in life that isn't sulking over his own mortality. Imagine him slowly regaining some humanity back after bonding with someone so that revenge plot looks less and less likely over time.

Revenant is not really a character that....deserves a redemption arc, but just because of how complex and difficult it would be to pull that off, I still want to see it. I think given enough time and effort, he could get to a place that isn't as terrible, but ofc that doesn't mean he's absolved of his past crimes.

#Apex Legends

[dumbfuck-mojave]

Official Intro and Rules

Date: 10/25/2020

Notes Last Added: 9/13/2022

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Quick intro: Hello and welcome to my blog! I’m.. me! You can probably definitely find the name I go by on here if you look but I’m too anxious to put it in a pinned post for some reason lol. I go by Mojave on other platforms connected to this blog though, after this blog's original gaming inspiration: Fallout New Vegas. I don’t want to drag this on for long since I can talk more in-depth about what this blog is about under the cut so yeah here we go. I am being a bit of a hypocrite not tw tagging this but I just want to make sure people see this to know what I’m about. Under the cut I mention vague, only referred to as “dark and heavy” topics and my stance on them, specifically the word mental illness and nothing more, and also people I don’t want interacting with my blog TW: racists, lgbt+phobes, pedos, nazis, beastility and other weirdos. If anyone thinks this needs to be actually tagged tell me. 

Rules: 

1. My ask box is always open to take requests but I will not promise a certain timespan that they will get done/if they will get done at all. I genuinely dislike having requests sitting in my inbox for months so if it’s a request I’m comfortable with but just have no motivation or ideas for, you’ll at least get a joke post out of it. Sorry. If it’s something I’m not comfortable with, I’ll figure out a way to tell you. 

2. That being said; if you want your story a certain length, tell me. Otherwise, I’ll just do what I want. 

3. I don’t personally have any extreme triggers but here’s my stance on writing *controversial* things. I don’t think fiction has to be all fluff and bunnies all the time but anything dark/taboo or heavy should be appropriately labelled. This goes for all fiction and not just fanfiction. I also in no way am saying I condone the romanticization of these topics, as you can portray them in the awful reality they are. So don’t come in here with those types of requests. Yes, I am aware seeing those topics in that light helps some actual victims cope, but it can be extremely damaging to others and I want this to be a safespace. Hence, the appropriate tagging. In the situation of someone making a case for this type of story, I’ll try to discuss it privately. I doubt that will ever happen, just trying to lay out a plan. I’m also on the stance fiction CAN affect reality. Another reason to make this passage long and clear. I am more comfortable with writing request involving mental illness as I am well-versed in the struggles of it. Sometimes you just want comfort from your favorite character, I get it. But like many things, it isn’t something that goes away overnight. No matter how much comfort and support you get, it will never just disappear like that. SO, my point of romanticization still stands. I would be immensely more comfortable if I got to write heavy topics on my own terms, regardless. But this is just a detailed explanation. 

4. Any heavy topic will be tagged with tw <topic>/tw <topic> mention and most likely <topic> on its own. It will also probably have warnings and will be under a cut. 

5. If you are racist, don’t support the lgbt+ community, a pedo/map/whatever your nasty-ass wants to call yourself, or a fucking nazi? Get the hell out. Just because I think dark stories can be shown through fiction does not mean I or any normal person coming to this blog wants you here. If you’re another weirdo I didn’t mention it extends to you as well. Oh also; beastiality. Yeah, if you haven’t noticed, irl animals don’t have the mental capacity to consent to anything. I also feel like I have to say; I’m fine with furries. Most of y’all are just cool people trying to vibe with talking animals. I’m not down to fight over it so don’t come at me in my messages. 

6. NSFW Content. I am a minor and for everyone’s comfort, I’m not doing specifically nsfw requests. Suggestiveness or implication is something different but don’t come in here asking for straight porn. I’ll decide the implications or suggestions of a story. 

^ NOTE: I am no longer a minor but my other reasoning still stands! 

7. I am still in school so I may not post actual writing regularly. I also have a bad attention span unless I get into it. Warning I do frequently post non-writing content on here and spam. It will be tagged as non-writing. 

7.5/8. That’s it, I think. I’m not doing a fandom list since there is so many I’m down to write for, so just shoot an ask if you’re wondering about a certain thing. I’m glad I’m branching out to be writing more of a variety. I now write fandom, non-fandom and oc content. My ocs or your ocs, whatever. Just send me an ask if it’s your ocs. 

You’ve reached the end (∩｀-´)⊃━✿✿✿✿✿✿

#non-writing #update #change #psa #rules #new rules #long post #welcome

[armallo-and-roul]

“Just Because”

Starring Roul and Ia ( @ia-bi-tia ) enjoy!

*BUZZ BUZZ* It was 2 am when Roul heard his phone go off, waking him in a daze. I’ll just ignore it. No one needs me rn. But apparently someone did, for the texts turned into a phone call. Roul sloppily reached for his phone, momentarily blinded by the bright blue light against the pitch black room. After his eyes adjusted, he realized it said Ia and the cute selfie they took for his contact picture of them was up on the screen. Failing to swipe the answer the first time, he quickly swore before getting it the next time. “Hello Ia, is everything alright?” Roul half mumbled into the phone.

More under the cut because wow I wrote a lot.

“Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii Woul. Let’s go stargazing on the dorm roof!!” He could easily hear Ia’s energy and apparent lack of feeling tired. “Why?” Ia excitingly answered back “just because.” He hated to tell them no, but damn he was tired. “I’m already in bed, baby. Why don’t you just come over and cuddle up against me. We’ll watch a vid of stars instea-“ but Ia had already interjected with “NO! I WANNA SEE THEM IRL. With myyy star.” Ia poured as much sweetness as possible into their voice. “Alright, baby. By the time you get here I should be ready-“ But the door was already opening, Ia scurrying inside. Roul let out an impressed gasp as he turned his lamp on. “You little gremlin!! You knew I’d say yes. Get over here.” He finished with a playful grunt, patting his bed. He saw them happily bite their tongue and hurry over, leaning in to give him a kiss. He sat up in the bed to wrap his arms around their slim waist. “C’mon sleepy head!!! Those stars won’t be there forever!! Don’t make me get your clothes” Ia went over to his wardrobe. Roul knew what they were about to do as they turned their head to him, mischief plain as day on their face. He quickly bounded out of bed and hurried over to it, saving his clothes from being tossed out if they had to pick his outfit. “You really know how to get me to do anything, don’t you?” Ia wrapped their arms around him, thrumming. “Uh huhhhh!!! I sure do. Oh no not that. This! And this! And this!” Roul looked at them, confused. “Why does my outfit matter if we’re stargazing?” Ia danced their fingers over Roul’s bare chest. “Just because.” He laughed lightly, shaking his head and going along with them. After he was dressed and hair fixed, he grabbed his Diana camera before being pulled out the door with Ia.

They climbed the staircase hand in hand until they reached the top, Ia quickly blocking the door with their slight frame. They sure are acting different tonight. “Okay, bunny boy, I may have lied about wanting to stargaze “just because”. I wanted to surprise youuuuu.” Roul was definitely confused until Ia opened the roof access door. On part of the roof was a topless gazebo of sorts, strung with countless lights twinkling in the dark. In the middle was a tarp covering something lumpy. “Oh fuck hold on.” They darted over, ripping off the tarp to reveal very pretty cushions, pillows, and blankets. “Ia, sweetie, this is beautiful. Did you do all this for us?” Ia laughed, shoulders raising as they scurried back to him. “Oh no, I’m too scrawny to manage that! Some of the art kids had photography sessions up here. And I just happen to be friends with this installations owner. They said as long as we don’t destroy it AND replace the tarp, we could use it for a couple hours. SO COME ON!!” Ia tugged at Roul’s arm.

“So this is why you wanted me to wear nice clothes. I thought you were just bored and wanted us to dress up.” Ia nodded along. “That’s believable. But no, we’re going to take some fucking cute ass pictures because we’re a cute ass couple and the world needs to KNOW!!” Roul let out a small gasp. “You. You said the c-word.” Ia looked at him quickly, confused. “I didn’t call anyone a cunt.” Roul shook his head as he pulled them into an embrace. “No, you called us a couple.” They had been PLENTY intimate for the weeks they’d known each other, but neither had made it official, until now. Ia’s mouth went wide. “I guess I did say couple.. do... you wanna make things official? IT’SOKAYIFYOUDONTWANTTO. I’LLUNDERSTAND-“ Roul placed a finger to their lips, calming them. “I would be more than happy to make things official and call you my partner, and I your boyfriend.” He pulled them into a kiss, letting physical touch replace what they may have been unable to put into words. After their kiss broke, Ia let out a wild giggle. “I’m dating an absolute huuuuUUUUuuunk.” Roul laughed in unison with them, before pulling them into another kiss.

“Okieee there’s a tripod we can set your phone in and take these cute pics! You lay down so I can test where to put the phone.” Once Ia got the frame adjusted, they nestled into the pillows and cushions up against Roul. They did a multitude of poses together, some serious, some cute, some fun. In addition, they took some singles as well. “I have an idea hehe..” Ia leaned into Roul and unbuttoned his shirt. Enjoying Ia on them so much, Roul only just then noticed Ia had worked off all clothes except for his undies. “You sure do quick work of me, baby.” Roul wanted more, but Ia pulled away, going to the phone.

“C’mon hunky boy, give me some steamy poses for when you’re not with me.” Never to disappoint them, Roul arched himself amongst the pillows in a couple arrangements. He could only hope they turned out sexy and not silly. He was also very thankful it was summer and not cold. “Alright, now it’s your tur-“ Ia descended upon him, kissing him wildly as he (gently) tore off their clothes. (He had ripped a shirt once and felt terrible.) Eventually, the kisses slowed, giving Roul a chance to man the camera, getting some splendid shots of Ia. They were well versed in seductive photos. Roul received them regularly, and they were much more artful than the ones he sent in return. Their final series of photos were them together, sans clothing.

After they agreed they were finished, they redressed and resumed cuddling. “I’m sure the stars looked lovely while we were up here hehe. Maybe tomorrow we’ll get to see them.” Ia said as Roul pulled them both up. “Let’s reset everything and head back down stairs, baby.” Ia let out a whimper, but agreed. They replaced the tarp and unplugged the lights. Once they were out, the glittering night sky was easily viewable. “Oh wow, look at them all.” Remembering his Diana, Roul quickly attached it to the tripod, readied it, and opened its shutter. “Okay, my phone will go off when to close the shutter. For now we can enjoy Earth’s beauty in peace.”

Ia shook against Roul excitingly as they stared up at the night sky. “That’s the big dipper and then the little dipper. The little dipper is actually part of another constellation but it’s harder to make out... “ they continued on until Roul’s phone buzzed. He closed the shutter and wound to the next exposure. Ia picked up where they left off, educating Roul on stars and all the wonders of the night sky. They soon realized Roul was only looking at the sky part of the time, most of it he was gazing at Ia. “Heyy now I’m not the night sky!” Roul chuckled and wrapped them close to him. “No, but you’re my star. You’re all I want to look at.” They buried their face into his chest, semi muffled, they said “You’re my star tooo.” They hugged tight for a couple more minutes. “Ia, baby, I’m so glad you wanted to go star gazing, ‘just because’.”

#FLUFF #ABSOLUTE FLUFF AND NOTHING ELSE #roul x ia #roul #ia #writing #fic #cute #somft #mine

[honeypiehotchner]

EPISODE FIVE i swear to god i’m so mad at Matthew

Here’s the funny thing: I’ve read the books (all but the third one) and so I knew he would leave her after she said she loved him because he does in the book

But that doesn’t make me any less pissed off with him

Anyway

He doesn’t have a right to look this good when I’m mad at him

Oh fuck Ysabeau is taking her hunting this is actually going to happen

Lord Matthew is going to be livid once he hears about this

“Dominico can go to hell.” Damn right

“I know that scent.” Oh fucking great he’s gonna go murder Gillian isn’t he? Or someone else

Oop called it he’s going after Gillian

Damn in the book it was so well hidden and now we’re going to actually see it FUCK

Wait hold on Matthew is scaring me

Yeah color me TERRIFIED

Matthew is so goddamn tall

Ohhhh duh to see if she took anything

Fuck this is properly terrifying

I’d rather watch Ysabeau hunt than I would Matthew

Fuck

“If you’re trying to frighten me away from your son, you failed.” Damn

WAIT is Gillian still fucking alive

Or like just barely good god

Goodness this conversation between her and Sarah and Em when she says that she loves Matthew will forever break my heart

She genuinely can’t help it and it hurts me that he’s acting the way he is and she can’t find support anywhere

Oh fuck now we’re with Hamish

“She loves me. Or she says she does.”

“And do you love her?”

“Oh christ, Matthew.”

“I know.”

This episode is wrecking me y’all and we are a whopping 12 minutes in

“Honestly Hamish she is astonishingly powerful. And she’s clever and funny. She’s full of courage.” He is a fucking GONER

“There are many things in life that one can control. Love is not one of them.” Yes Hamish talk some sense into this boy

Okay now I’m 🥺🥺🥺 because Ysabeau is warming up and taking Diana on a walk through the village

What a mother-daughter moment

Oh fuck is this where he fell (killed himself, or tried to)

God my heart hurts for Matthew when I think about what he’s been through

I know Ysabeau means well but now I’m crying again

Satu also terrifies me but in the sense that she’s genuinely out of her fucking mind

Sophie and Nathan have my entire heart

Oh here Diana goes looking through Matthew’s things

The only reason I don’t mind her invading his privacy this way is because he did it first LMAO

Why is he smelling one single strand of hair

Is that Diana’s I’m going to end it all

I cannot take this why does he look so goddamn GOOD

“I don’t want you to worry about that.” Matthew please stop

NOT THIS SONG are they trying to make my heart physically break right now

This is actually killing me

So he’s finally going to analyze her blood

The veins in his arms what the FUCK

YES GO BACK TO HER AND PLEASE KISS HER BEFORE I LOSE MY MIND

THE DIFFERENCE IN HAND SIZE THIS IS MY ONE WEAKNESS IRL AND ITS HAPPENING HERE GOOD FUCKING GOD

He knows exactly what he’s doing to all of us

Oh fuck Ysabeau

“And you are now my daughter.” I’M TEARING UP AGAIN

“The women of the de Clairmont family defend themselves. You will be no different.” HELL YEAH

Oh to be kissing the one I love by firelight...

Oh great now he’s talking about Bundling

I’m gonna scream

“Diana...you might not like what you see.” This man is so broken that it’s making me sad

Oh his BODY looks this good too? Fucking annoying ass

Okay I’m pausing to say that I’m glad they haven’t taken away Diana’s dominance!! It’s shown in the books so well and I was worried with this being ~mainstream television~ that they’d try to knock it down a few knotches (especially in the bedroom), but thank goodness they have not. I love seeing a woman like this for once

THEY ARE TOO MUCH TOGETHER

“I don’t think that’s bundling.” PLEASE I’m SWEATING

Wow that was hot...anywho yes what’s this scene a party?

I can’t focus

Oh great it’s Juliette

Juliette is so deranged

I like to imagine Vampires sleep sort of like horses. Horses won’t lay down and really rest unless they feel comfortable enough to. Matthew not sleeping until this night where he’s by Diana’s side has that same energy to me

Oh lord she got up to run. Is this where she gets captured?

Yep it is I called it

Man that’s an EVIL ending to an episode

Final Thoughts

First of all: Good fucking hell that scene was HOT I am literally sweating

Aside from Diana being captured right in the last few seconds, I think this has to be my favorite episode. For some reason I just loved watching this one more than the others 🥺

First a shower, and then I’ll probably be watching episode 6 tonight 😗

#a discovery of witches #adow #matthew de clairmont #matthew goode #teresa palmer #diana bishop #episode 5

[mysmedrabbles]

RFA Comforting an MC with Terrible Period Pains

requested: by anonymous 

a/n: oh my god the header is a MOOD for this ask. enJOY and hAVE FUN READING THIS therES SO MUCHCOFFEEINMYSYSTEMHHHHH want to support my period-ic writing ayy see what i did there? then feel free to buy me a coffee!

warnings: aside from that terrible pun you just witnessed? n/a

-AAAAAAAARRRGHHHHHH mod alex

Jumin

-he finds you clutching your stomach, sweat beading your forehead as you move from uncomfortable position to uncomfortable position, mastering positions he’d figured only Elizabeth the III could do

-worry creases his forehead as he rushes to your side, touching your side gingerly, almost scared that you’ll crumble under his fingers, but all you do is let out a pained groan, unable to speak as the pounding in your head grows louder with each stab through your gut

- “mC aRe YoU dYiNg???” 

-through pained gesturing, he finally understands that you’re not dying, just going through a torture worse than death

-has no idea what to do, just lays down with you, holding your hand and rubbing soothing circles on your back

-as soon as you finally fall asleep, he’s calling the doctor, wanting a professionals opinion on how best to lessen your pain

-poor doctor in his mind is probably like, “you,,,could have looked this up,,, on your phone,, that you used,,, to call me,,,,,,,, at 1 IN THE MORNING”

-he feels awkward, not being able to help you with more than a hot bottle on your stomach and keeping you company, running his hands through your hair and massaging your temples as he sits with you, helping you the only way he knows how, by rambling about the stock market

-at some point you tune out what he’s saying, focusing on his voice and the comforting patterns hes tracing on your skin

-you can bet that he buys you the most expensive german chocolate, anything that you want, anything you crave will be imported right away and be on your front doorstep the next morning

-he most likely has a calendar app on his phone where he keeps approximate track of your cycle so that he’s always prepared to give you extra special attention and care

-when he goes on business trips that last longer than a week, he has a box specifically made, kind of like a care package containing but not limited to:

-the finest chocolate (10 different kinds! with a surplus of your favourite!)

-those emergency hospital crack-and-place heat packets, good to keep on your lower back and uterus 

-oranges and broccoli (though these tend to be in the fridge)

-with a small note on how much he loves you and will see you tonight on call, telling you to take care of yourself and leaving the doctors phone number in case of an emergency 

Jaehee

-she KNOWS the pain,, she K N O W S 

-im not saying that at some point your cycles start happening at the same time, but thats exactly what I’m saying (i have no idea how this happens irl but it does and?? idk its odd)

-so generally the two of you are sitting home together, laying sprawled on the couch, 4 Ibuprofen between the two of you as you watch Zen’s old musicals, watching Jaehee sleepily hum along as she holds you against her chest, stroking your hair and bringing up your hand to her mouth, kissing your knuckles as the two of you fall asleep together 

-she knows you have a harder time than her when your period rolls around, so she has a tendency to insist that you don’t stress yourself out at work, keeping you mostly behind the counter where you’re not carrying hot liquids for too long. 

-helping you out whenever she can, hugging you from behind as you struggle to stand on your feet, giving you momentary support as she takes the cup from your hands, instructing you to sit down

-no one has ever seen her so lenient with someone when it comes to work

-you log onto the server to gush about Jaehee, posting pictures of her running around at work, helping customers, “ThAtS mY wIFe Y’aLL”

-she has a special coffee brew that she only breaks out when you’re in severe pain, added her secret ingredient (which she refuses to tell you about) that somehow make everything better 

-practically begging her to judo kick you in the spine because goddamnit it hurts so bad (she doesn't, opting for a soothing massage instead)

-kisses and cuddles galore, she puts the care in “caring for you,” to the point where she doesn't complain about her own mediocre periods upon seeing just how bad the pain is with you (please take care of her anyways she deserves the best)

Yoosung

-listen,, this boy grew up with sisters and a mother, he’s practically a pro when it comes to helping you out

-the second he sees you rush into the restroom in a panic, he’s already getting the pill bottle and hot bottle out, doing the bed the way you like it and pulling out your favourite blanket and warm stuffed animal 

-insists to take care of you the whole time, and is willing to skip school to stay home with you,, its only after threatening him from the bed, wagging your finger weakly at him does he actually go, however he’s one to send you worrying text messages through the whole day, and silly photos of a leaf he saw or a funny cat meme

-he cooks for you like theres no tomorrow, and is always extremely apologetic when he gets home an hour later than normal due to grocery shopping, only to find you having finally fallen asleep, stuffed animal discarded neatly on the bedside table, hugging his pillow instead

-his eyes soften, heartrate slowing down as he gazes on your sleeping form

-trying his best not to disturb you, he tiptoes out of the room, getting your favourite dinner ready, and trying his best to make something with your preferred chocolate

-you hobble out of the room sleepily, the smell of food drawing you to the kitchen

-he’ll immediately drop everything, running to you as he helps you to a chair, chiding you for getting up and straining yourself when you could have just called for him

-playing video games together lazily, him joking that he should let you win, but this just drives you to beat his ass in mariokart, absolutely demolishing him with no mercy

-he sits there shell shocked as you sit next to him grinning 

Seven 

-he’s versed in over five languages, survived the worst years of his life, is number one in the Shooting Star Server, the best hacker on the planet, and yet he has no preparation on how to help you through periods

-he knows the basics, but seeing you in such pain makes him rethink everything he thought he knew

-he sees you constantly shifting, arching your back in a vain attempt to crack it, crack any bone for momentary relief, and decides this is his time to shine and help you somewhat

-he gives the best back massages, working the pressure points on your lower back, and getting out all the knots in your shoulders, pressing kisses to your shoulder blades as he goes along, fingers working on the entirety of your back.

-shares his Honey Buddha Chips with you, even letting you take three or more bags, as long as you promise to not waste any that is.

-keeps you away from spicy foods, dairy and phD pepper, his technical knowledge had gotten him that far at least, and even though you’re more than happy to eat junk food for a week straight, for the first time ever he insists on eating better, giving you foods such as salmon and oranges,, only after heavy persuasion and multiple times of you threatening him does he let you have chocolate 

-he stays with you the whole time, making sure you’re laughing and taking care of yourself, trying his best to ease the pain with terrible terrible jokes and horrible Saeran impressions

-he knows that you dont like having a heating pad on your stomach because its so weird barely being able to move and having to stay in one place, so he places his laptop on your stomach, letting it overheat on your pelvic area as the two of you play fireboy and watergirl

Zen

-before we start i just wanna say Zen is 100% the type of guy who would hold no disgust or immature “ew thats icky”type attitude to the thought of buying his s/o menstrual products and he looks down on any man that does have that attitude

-he’s not quite versed in how to help you, but he’s a fast learner, and would rather rely on your own reactions to his help and seeing what works for you as opposed to just asking the void that is the internet what is supposed to help

-he’s one to carry you everywhere while you’re on your period, not letting you strain yourself for fear you’ll get off balance, fall and hurt yourself, and he’s constantly referencing you as his prince(ss), even more than usual

-singing you to sleep, letting his melodious voice wash over you as he holds you close, letting his natural body warmth keep you warm

-strokes your hair as you lay down, exhausted from all the pain, your body physically not able to stay awake anymore, practically blacking out

-if you cry, he’ll hold you, massaging your back and whispering soft comforts in your ear, but inside he’s pained by the distress this is causing you, and is mainly frustrated that he can’t do more

-sometimes he wakes up early in the morning to go for a jog or get breakfast for the two of you, and he’ll leave multiple sticky notes with sweet messages, ensuring that he’ll be back soon and to take it easy until he’s back home

-this man with Refuse to let you strain yourself in Any way, and will drop Everything to run over if he sees you so much as bending over to pick up something, practically throwing himself over the dropped item and insisting to pick it up for you

#mystic messenger #mystic messenger imagines #mystic messenger headcannons #mystic messenger fanfic #mysme #mysme imagine #rfa #rfa members #rfa reactions #Jumin #jumin han #jumin x reader #jumin x mc #jumin route #jaehee #jaehee kang #jaehee x mc #mysme jaehee #mystic messenger jaehee #yoosung #yoosung route #yoosung x reader #yoosung kim #mm yoosung #yoosung x mc #zen #zen route #mystic messenger zen #zen x mc #mysme zen

[eternitas-archive]

Oh one more thing before I leave

It’s just my two cents but I really gotta speak it into the world.

This is gonna be LONG so here have a read more

You all are hypocritical cherry pickers that want fandoms and communities to cater to your interests and morals

And let me tell you honey, that is gonna ruin not only your own experience, but everyone elses.

Lemme adress some things

Why y’all so ready to cry wolf when someone ages up a character?

The discourse is probably as old as this fucking community. It happens every other month and I am sick of it. “If you age up characters you are a pedo uvu sorry I don’t make the rules.” yes you do. You literally made up your own fucking rules about this. “Well you are shipping with a minor!” they’re aged up. “But you still ship with a minor!!”

Okay by that logic, why are we allowing all these other shippers doing their thing? The people that ship with Sans from Undertale that is a skeleton? I mean he is still just a skeleton linking him strongly to the image of death so necrophilia much?

What about the people shipping with inanimate objects? The people shipping with transformers? Those are aliens and or vehicles? Yeah that is mechanophilia.

What about people who ship with f/os that have animalistic features? I mean they are mainly antropomorphic but they still are animals. Beastiality

“No wait that is all dif-”

How about the people shipping with villains and criminals? Clearly that means they endorse that shit irl.

What about the people that ship with people MUUUCH older than them? some millenia or hundreds of years? or just 20? clearly endorse predatory behavior

While we’re at it what’s up with people shipping with divine beings? Angels? Demons? Sounds like blatant blasphemy to me

Do I want you to double down so you can prove yourself right? NO! I want you to understand that you guys are cherry picking and not understanding correlation between topics! Are there legit pedos on tumblr? yes. is it a strangers job to care for all the minors out there? no? If I go into a park it is not my job to hold an eye out for all kids that there are. I am not their parent, guardian or otherwise a person with any responsibility towards them. Same for people on the internet. I will do my shit and keep to myself. and if I happen to enjoy stuff for myself that is my right. Do I halt at a red light bc I want to be a good example for kids so they don’t learn bad behavior? Can I stop every person that crosses a red light and hold them a long ass lecture about how they endorse dangers in the streets? No.

“But there are minors on the internet!” Yes, I am aware, they will always be, always have been, your point?

“We need to make a safe space for the kids!” No we don’t? people need to follow the Terms of Service of a platform and honestly most people that reblog nsfw stuff even clearly state that minors should not interact.

“No like, YOU need to be on your best behavior bc there could be a minor anywhere!”

Since when did I become these minors parent? Since when did someone push these kids into my lap and say “your responsibility now”?

You need to understand that you can’t always just get upset at stuff EXISTING

nsfw fics are usually tagged and marked accordingly, most people that engage in a lot of nsfw stuff usually have “minors don’t interact” on their blog somewhere. Some even BLOCK people that follow them and are clear minors, that’s some DEDICATION.

But I have seen posts catering to FUCKING WRITERS saying “pls keep nsfw out of ur imagines and reader fics :)))) for the minors, otherwise I cant reblog it.” If you want to cater to your minor audience sure, but I can not stress enough how you can not tell others how to run their shit. Yes, you can suggest that to the imagine writers or writers in general but it is their right to say “no I run it like I want to” and proceed with their shit. And there is nothing you can do about it. Besides if minors really want some nsfw, trust me they WILL find it. Should we therefore police everyone and stuck them into horny jail? No.

“haha look at this lame ass adult getting upset they can’t be predatory anymore bc they are being called out on their pedophilia”

Idk how to tell you that it’s none of your fucking buisness what my personal history is and that you have no claim outside of “aging up is pedophilia” but sure go off, bc I am “upset I can not be predatory” anymore and not just outraged people are throwing around unreasonable claims.

Why would I even age up a character if pedophilia is about being into MINORS? Why would I age a character up if the WHOLE THING about pedophilia is that they are kids????

“Okay but then it’s predatory!” There is a point that depictions of an adult dating someione who is “barely legal” normalizes predatory behavior, but honestly, why is that MY responsibility? And who says I age them up to be barely legal? My social media/tumblr/ selfship experience is a very private thing. It’s a very personal thing, so why tf do I need to cater it to people who are NOT ME? When I do that it’s because I want to do it, not because I need to fill some moral obligations. (and yet I can say that YES caring about lgbt, other religious, non white selfshippers and boosting them is something generally people should do)

Like there is a thing about fiction. It doesn’t age like normal people. When I started to love one of my f/os we were the same age. The series eventually ended, it didn’t progress in real time, so I grew up while they stayed their age. And guess what! none of this backstory is any of your god damn buisness!! I don’t OWE it to you as much as writers and others don’t owe their trauma to you just so you can “give them permission” to deal with their trauma through selfshipping or writing. Who do you think you fucking are?

Fiction is not reality. And I am sick being stuck in medevial dark ages europe where people believed everything on a stage to be real life. Where actors were not allowed to exist and the people that did act and depicted a bad guy were generally shunned and hated by everyone bc they didn’t distinguish between fiction and reality.

Does fiction have an effect on reality? Yes. Jaws had repurcussions. Even the german novella “Die Leiden des jungen Werthers” had about a dozen suicides following the lead of the main character. 50 shades had an effect. 13 reasons why had an effect. But that doesn’t mean what you believe it means.

In the end I can not take the role of these minors parents to educate them and look after them. It shouldn’t be my job. And yes there are a lot of scummy adults on the internet. Like a LOT. But you need to understand that the internet will NEVER be a child safe place. And most adults take precautions already!

But fics aren’t for morality lessons. Fics aren’t for sex education. Fics aren’t there to be a fucking HOLY BOOK. Fics are just creative writing. And selfshippers are just there to have a bad time. And if they act out SURE call them out but otherwise just leave them tf alone?

“No no, what you write is what you actively endorse uvu”

Then say good bye to Horror and thriller. Say good by to books involving cheating. Say good bye to books in which anyone ever gets harmed. Say good bye to books ever even mentioning any problematic topic that isn’t 100% uwu pure

“Wait no that is different-”

How is it? Is it only problematic when you get off of it? Is that your argument? Are we going the christian route of condemning being sexually free and enjoying something that is legit a very important thing to a lot of people? (yes to asexuals their LACK of sexual attraction can also be a very important topic bc they have the right to express that without being condemed for not wanting to BONE or not being able to get horny by looking at bodies.)

Yes the over fetishization of certain topics is problematic, yes there is a lot of toxicity when it comes to porn and that shit, but kinks are just kinks.

“So you say pedophilia is just a kink!”

No. Pedophilia is aweful and no child should ever suffer through that sort of exploitation.

“But you say rape is just a kink!”

No. Real life rape is aweful and whoever rapes another human being deserves death full stop.

“You just said-”

YES! I know what I said! A lot of people hate real life stuff that they endorse in fiction. Some people are into pissing and shitting into each other! Some people are into hardcore bondage! And they all have their own histories, their own lifes and it’s their fucking thing? Do I want death on all rapists? Yes. Do I sometimes have questionable fantasies that might involve non con or dubious consent? Yes, so? Do I have my reasons for that? Yes, it’s none of your gd buisness?

It all always boils down to entitlement. Y’all need to understand that you can’t just run around demanding everyone to cater to your bullshit. You can not run around accusing people of pedophilia just because they would like to see themselves date a fictional character, but in their age.

If it makes you uncomfortable then don’t follow and interact with those people but you don’t need to pretend to have some moral high ground so you are the better person. You can just... have dislikes?

Even so, as I make this post I can not speak in broad terms because each case, each person is individual. Maybe some get off on shit and endorse it, how should I know? Maybe someone out there is fighting for not policing and censoring stuff because they actively want more pedo content, I don’t know, I am not the CIA or FBI?

It’s also none of my buisness. Is it aweful that these people exist? yeah. Are they prone to be on tumblr? probably? Are they that selfshipper that ages up their f/o so they can smooch? Unlikely.

People have their reasons. Their backstories, and none of that should have to be layed open just to get a strangers “okay” for shipping with the fictional character that makes them happy.

so uuuh before I leave

tldr: y’all full of shit and aging up is not pedophilia, you are just trying to give yourself some moral highground. you sound like a flatearther lol.

Gates closed, bitches

#and with that I abandon this sideblog for good. gbyeeeeee y'all insufferableeeeeee #except for aurora #she is a sweetheart and i support her

[ptersparkers]

was i your first kiss?

summary: as fate would have it, you meet tony stark yet again. only, you don’t know hes tony stark.

a/n: this was so cheesy but i LOVE it (and i livefor it) and i wouldn’t be bold enough to hang out with someone/kiss someone i haven’t known for very long...but let’s pretend this stuff happens irl.

warnings: fluff, maybe some swearing (??). sequel to mall date!

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One week since the mall incident and you hadn’t thought much about Tony. The encounter was unusual, sure, but you hadn’t really thought you’d ever see him again. The impromptu mall date was perfect how it ended.

Your stepmother hadn’t quite brought up the incident as Tony bade you a quick goodbye before she could string a sentence together. Your birthday was coming up in a few days and you were genuinely surprised that your father had convinced Alexandra to surprise you with a birthday party. You knew that in her hands, she’d throw you the party you didn’t want which is why your friends threw you a small, private party the night before.

“Don’t forget, the Starks are going to be there so be on your very best behavior,” Alexandra said when you passed through the kitchen.

“The who?”

“The Starks, Y/N,” Alexandra snapped. “They’re a very important family and I need you to be on your best behavior.” You rolled your eyes and snatched an apple from the fruit bowl.

“Sure, whatever.”

The entirety of your “birthday party” was an excuse for her to network. You weren’t surprised that she knew prominent families but you were surprised knowing that all these people accepted a birthday invitation for someone they didn’t know.

You hadn’t stepped out of your room until you were called by Ally from downstairs to “hurry your ass up or we’ve leaving you behind,” as she put it. For the millionth time that day, you rolled your eyes before you stepped into the limo Alexandra had rented for the evening. The backless gold slip dress you wore pressed against the leather of the seat and your golden train pooled around your heels.

You took a look in the small mirror up front and grinned at your red lips, admiring your handiwork for a mere moment because you knew no one else would.

The building was grand with two pillars in the front that decorated the doorway. There were already guests bustling inside who cheered for you —your stepmother— when you entered. You pretended to keep a smile before everyone said hello to Alexandra, leaving you the perfect opportunity to raid the dessert bar.

“I see you’re still a sucker for food,” you heard a familiar voice say from beside you.

You turned around to see Tony in a pristine grey suit wearing that smirk you could recognize from a mile away. Hair hair was tousled with a lick of gel and you could practically smell the aftershave on him.

“Tony? What are you doing here?” you asked as you popped a small piece of chocolate truffle in your mouth.

“Alexandra Smith invited my family to a gathering,” he said, piling desserts into a small plate.

“Well, you must be part of a pretty important family because I don’t know anyone here,” you said, rolling your eyes.

“I’m, ah, a Stark.”

You turned to him and deadpanned.

“A Stark?” Tony nodded. You laughed in disbelief. “Of course you are.”

“What does that mean?”

You shook your head. “My stepmother warned me to be on my best behavior because your family’s around. Looks like I’m gonna rebel.” Tony laughed and bumped your hip with his.

“Sounds like a perfect plan to me. I, um, I don’t want you to think differently of me from that guy you met in the mall,” he said nervously. “I had a really good time.”

“Don’t worry, Tony. I couldn’t care less about your money.”

“Y/N, I don’t think you understand how many times I hear that,” he said cautiously. You looked at him and put down the plate you were holding and grabbed his face with your hands, positioning him to look at you.

“You, Tony Stark, are nothing but that incredibly funny guy I met in a department store. And an idiot, of course.”

Tony smiled. “That’s a relief. You’re the only girl in here who isn’t fawning over me.“ He paused. “And I don’t mean that like you think I mean it.”

You chuckled. “I know, Tony. Anyway, care to pig out on dessert until we can’t eat any more?”

“Oh, baby, you read my mind.”

“So what brings you here anyway? I’m sure you would’ve found a reason to ditch your parents,” you asked, sitting down.

“I couldn’t. We had a deal that they’d let me drive my father’s red Ferrari if I went to this celebration. I’m not regretting that,” he said.

“I’m honored you think so highly of me,” you said while putting a piece of cake in your mouth.

“You should. Anyway, my father usually comes to these benefits to network and talk about business while my mom uses it as an excuse to get out of the house,” Tony explained. “Free food for me.”

“What did your invitation say anyway?” you asked with a quirked eyebrow.

“A networking opportunity, or something like that.”

You scoffed. “Of course.”

“Why do you say that?”

You sighed. “I want to preface this by saying I didn’t expect anything from my stepmother. But, I thought my father had convinced her to throw me a birthday party since that’s what she told me last week.”

Tony’s eyes widened with realization. “It’s your birthday today! Right, how could I have forgotten? The big ‘ole twenty.”

“No longer a kid, not quite an adult.”

He laughed. “That’s for sure. Well, I can always sneak you alcohol. Especially now, if you need it.”

You shook your head. “No, that’s okay. It’s more fun being sober at these things because I can actively make fun of rich snobs and they won’t care.” You looked at Tony sheepishly. “No offense.”

“Hey,” he said with his hands up in surrender. “None taken. Remember last week when I told you I had my fair share of opinions when it comes to rich people, this is exactly what I’m talking about. Everyone in here is hiding their insecurities in plain sight but they’re all too proud to admit they have any.” Tony looked off to the distance for a moment before looking back at you. “I suppose I could be the same but I like to believe I’m not.”

“Well if you’re anything like the person you were in the mall,” you said, “then I don’t think you should classify yourself as a rich snob. Billionaire or not. Are you guys billionaires?”

Tony laughed at your dramatic antics. “Thanks, Y/N. Most of my friends are social elites who don’t understand the joys of being in environments that aren’t catered to the rich. God, that sounds like I’m shitting on people who aren’t rich.”

“Hm. Well, not really. I mean, you understand that pure happiness doesn’t come from money and I think that’s a good thing,” you reassured.

“I’m happy to hear you say that,” he said genuinely. Tony played around with his fork. “Sometimes I think I don’t belong there.”

“I feel you in that one,” you said. “I’m sitting in the middle of the room not having a fortune to my name and I know that everyone here is judging me since they’ve never heard of my last name.”

“And I feel like my money doesn’t define me but it defines other people, and that makes them angry.”

“We’ve got a lot of issues, don’t we?” you asked hypothetically.

Tony chuckled. “Maybe. But the most important thing we have is each other, right? It’s like the mall all over again.”

“I can’t tell if you’ve saved me or if I’ve saved you.”

“We saved each other, let’s agree on that.” Tony stood up from his seat and fixed his suit jacket before standing in front of you. “Can I have this dance?”

“Oh, I don’t know,” you said sheepishly. “I’ve never tried slow dancing before.” Tony grabbed your hand and helped you stand up, interlocking your fingers with his as he looked straight at you.

“Me either. But fake it until we make it. Right, honey?”

You blushed at the nickname. “Right.”

Tony led you to an obscure part of the dance floor and held you firmly in his grasp. His hand lay relaxed on your waist and the other held your hand with a delicate touch while you took the liberty to let your head rest comfortably on his chest.

“You know, I’ve never had a boyfriend before,” you confessed.

“What? Really?”

“Mhm.”

“What was that stunt we pulled in the mall?” Tony asked.

“I don’t know, it just felt right,” you said. “I mean, if anyone else had asked me I probably would’ve said no but you and I had very similar humor.” Tony laughed at that, swaying you back and forth as a slow pace.

“We do, don’t we?” Tony paused. “Y/N, I’m really happy we met.”

“Me too, Tony.” Tony looked down at your figure for a moment as a realization hit him like a ton of bricks.

“No, Y/N, I mean it. You made me feel happier that one day than anyone else has in my entire life. I couldn’t get that one innuendo mall date out of my head and finding you here was magic,” Tony said. “I don’t believe in much, but I believe in us.”

You didn’t say anything but you smiled to yourself and Tony saw. That was enough for him and he had a feeling you reciprocated those feelings when you pulled his body closer and nuzzled your head into his chest.

When the party was coming to a slow down, you bade your father goodnight and Tony did the same, opting to leave together in Tony’s car. You had told him you wanted to show him your favorite spot to in all of New York, and this fairly warm-weathered night didn’t deter you both from stepping out.

“Do you have a blanket?” you asked Tony, grimacing at the thought of sitting on the grass.

“In the trunk,” he said after he shut your door and opened the trunk. “One gigantic blanket.”

“It’s almost like you planned it,” you teased.

Tony smiled. “Unplanned plans are the best, aren’t they?”

You laid the blanket out and sat on the fabric, waiting for him to do the same thing. He stood for a second before taking his suit jacket off and slipping it around your shoulders, despite your protests.

“It’s not even that cold,” you reasoned.

“Let me he the gentleman my mother taught me to be, Y/N.”

You laughed and snuggled yourself in his jacket. Tony sat down beside you and you made the bold decision to move your side closer to his, barely touching his side. His eyes flickered to yo figure for a brief moment and moved closer to your side, and you acknowledged that by letting your back rest against his chest.

“The stars are so beautiful tonight,” you said, making light conversation.

“Not as beautiful as you.”

You blushed, but scoffed nonetheless. “That was so cheesy, Tony.”

“Call me ‘Cheese Whiz.’”

“Okay, ‘Cheese Whiz,’” you retorted.

“You need a nickname too.”

“How about ‘Most Beautiful Person On Earth’?”

Tony smiled. “Pretentious, but in this case, I think it fits the profile.” You turned around and sat on your knees as Tony watched.

“You are a charmer, aren’t you?” you asked, letting out a soft laugh.

“What can I say? You make it easy to flirt with you.”

Without second thought, you hiked up your silk slip dress just enough for you to lift your leg, swinging it over his lap. You let yourself sit up straight and watched as Tony leaned back slightly, tilting his head upward slightly to meet his gaze with yours.

“You’re even pretty from up there,” Tony said honestly after a moment of silence had passed. You ran your hands through his touseled hair before letting it slide down his chest, landing in the center. Tony felt as if time had slowed down as he watched intently while you lowered yourself until you comfortable sat on his lap, bringing your hands up to his jawline.

“Baby,” he whispered. He looked directly in your line of sight before leaning forward, letting his lips linger before pressing a longing kiss to yours. You let your arms wrap themselves around his shoulders as he snakes his around your waist, letting your bodies become closer. You pulled away first and Tony pressed a small kiss to the tip of your nose.

“Wait, was I your first kiss?” Tony asked as he tucked strands of loose hair behind your ear.

You nodded. “Mhm.” 

“I’m honored,” Tony said, pushing himself forward to kiss you once more.

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[rosenfey]

— THE UPSIDES OF 2019 ✨🎉🎇

It’s always the little things. I went a long way to learn to be content with being alive and even though most of it sucks ass and I have moments when I feel like quitting all, the tiny bits between that are good, are really good and worthy of staying alive to experience. I only hope there will be more of them, but for this year, it was mostly this:

I started being more social irl! Not gonna lie and you probs gonna be like “???? wtf Ambie thats a normal thing to do when you are a normal person” but JOKES ON YOU I am anything but normal - this year I: 1.) went to a social event all alone once 2.) went to a social event all alone where I didn’t know anybody and where people were talking to me. YEAH TALKING. TO ME. 3.) talked to strangers without problems 4.) went out with friends. yes this is an accomplishment, shut up

Probs meds working right but now it’s much much easier for me to turn from shy, aloof quiet creature to the funky little dumbass that will talk your ear off because she has no filter. Good for me. Next year will mean even more nonsense coming from my mouth without fear of being perceived as weird and having weird interests. Rip to people who encounter me, but I am different.

SUMMER! It’s the best time of the year and the only time where I feel truly, unconditionally happy to be alive. I love the sun (certified sun thot here, Solaire ask for my number). This time it was funny, because I had my wisdom tooth extracted in July and that was hell but ALSO I could stay at home and play DOS2 all over again (for the 5th / 6th or 10th time, I lost count). I was home alone for the bigger duration of the time and it felt so good to be playing undisturbed. Best times.

I also started going out more often, especially into the forest. I literally live beneath it, it takes me 5 mins to get there, yes I am blessed, yes you can come visit me, I will share the forest experience with you. There is this meadow that is my favourite place in the entire forest and I always went there during summer evenings - it was still warm of course (don’t even let me start on summer evenings, they ARE the most joyous thing in life ever and I will not change my mind) and I often laid down and basked in the sunlight. That’s how I would describe happiness - it was so quiet and tranquil and warm and utterly as if I was in a different world. There was this doe who frequented the meadow and she was never afraid of me, even started walking closer and closer towards me with time. We ate berries together and just chilled. A spiritual experience.

Speaking of spiritual experiences, I finally found something I could believe in. Not any of the religions, it’s coming from my own heart and soul and it feels so right. I don’t need other people to make sense out of it, because it makes sense to me and that’s all I need. I love the sun and owe her my life more times than I can count. My absolute fave place in the entire world is the castle ruin in my city. I cannot really describe how much I love it there, but I love being there a lot. [I took some photos here] I was really really down one time, crying because I didn’t want to go to uni anymore and was afraid I will be suicidal again and long story short I sat there near the river and watched the sunset until it was pitch dark and people started going home and I just sat there and watched and cried and... I understood. It didn’t make the pain hurt less but somehow, I felt that letting all the emotions out that way helped.

I was more active with my photography! It felt so amazing to be able to go out into the nature and appreciate it by taking photos, trying to “freeze” the memory somehow. I love photography so much, it’s one of my most passionate hobbies.

Learned to love myself even more. Came a long way this year, even started to see myself as beautiful (! my biggest accomplishment probably because it took me my entire teenage years after being bullied at high school and then SOME to realise that) and started to EAT NORMALLY god yes. I still beat myself over that sometimes but I DO EAT quite healthily and my weight is not super alarmingly lower than what it should be. Still gotta go and stop blaming myself for having some extra treats but its GOOD so far!

Learned to let go. All three of my irl best friends left me this year and honestly, I didn’t think I would survive it. But I did. And I met a few nice people here too. I don’t believe that I am truly alone and I know that I will meet the right people who will appreciate me. Being single for 3+ years is very hard and I do cry a lot but... I know that I will not stay alone forever. And what is more important, I finally believe that I DO DESERVE to be loved right. Before, I thought all the people I had crushes on were way out of my league, but tbh? Maybe I was out of theirs.

CREATIVITY? IN THIS BODY? ITS MORE LIKELY THAN YOU THINK! Gosh I made so many beautiful edits this year, I am so proud! Especially of the World Building June event I was able to do and didn’t miss a single day! Creating something every day for 30 days is quite and accomplishment and I’m proud of myself. It feels awesome to be able to talk about my characters and even though I mostly feel ignored here it feels so amazing in the times when I am not.

WRITING! The thing I am the most proud of! I learned to be more open with my writing, publishing it online more often than years before and I am so happy that I came up with Dead Man’s Wish. I wasn’t this excited for a writing project in years. The support my friends put into my work is beyond amazing and I love you so much.

Meeting @fantasmagoriam irl for the first time was one of my fave things this year. I am so happy to call you my friend and it feels amazing to be truly myself with someone irl, talking about ocs and goofing around! Our talks enlighten my days in the best way and I love you so much.

Getting to know @blueraptorsmain was such a blessing! You are such a sweet and kind and talented person, I am so happy to have met you!

BIG shout out to @jennystahl who is such a delightful person and one of my biggest writing supporters. Thank you so much for having patience with me.

And a lot of others who made my experience here great! @ciriofcintras, @friendowldesign, @toreadours, @lavellane, @cryptcombat, @callmeredhood, @zephyrcrowthorne, @fillianore and all my treasured mutuals I love so much (you know who you are! ♥)

In the next year I wanna:

Get my first tattoo. And don’t faint or die from the pain which is very likely but rip to me I really want that tattoo.

LEARN FRENCH

Finally visit Provence and have a great time. Still in the middle of planning the trip and figuring out organization details but I got green lights and we are GOING. Don’t ever expect me to come back because once I am laying bare chested amidst a lavender field sipping rosé wine and eating grapes it’s over for y’all.

SURVIVE uni. Lol ok not gonna be grim but there is nothing in life I hate more than uni. Peace out. Disgusting, makes me wanna puke. Not cool. I wanna get that degree tho.

Learn to love myself even more. It’s what we all should aspire to, imho. And there is always ways to go.

WRITE. duh. *looks at camera like she’s on the office* Because my ideas are amazing and the world deserves to read about them.

Next year I wanna be more open with posting my stuff here - screaming into the void about my ocs, making edits, posting writing... I wanna be absolutely okay with it all and not feel the fear of being perceived as annoying or that people will not care. They might not care but that is not my problem. Next year is no filter only, baby!

Happy New Year to everybody and hope 2020 will be kind to us. I really hope it will because I want it to be a year when I finally spread my wings and flourish. It’s what we all deserve.

#ambie.txt #if anyone is gonna read this... you have my admiration its so LONG OMG #i didnt want to tag all my mutuals because i dont wanna be annoying gghgnh #but i really love you! i do

[unstabletable69]

Viren is either evil or just badly written

A Case Study

There’s been a few arguments and questions about Viren, his motivations, his actions, how he treats his children and I think the best way to really examine his character is to go back through the cannon material. 

It’s important we talk a little bit about King Harrow for starters- it’s pretty clear that one of Harrow’s biggest flaws is that he’s let Viren have no boundaries what-so EVER! When Harrow is having his royal portrait done (the one that does not include his family) he includes Viren. You might wanna say “yeah because they’re friends” but let’s really examine this with an IRL hypothetical situation.  Say you managed a company, your best friend sometimes comes to hang out and maybe offers you up some advice but at the end of the day it’s /your/ company /your/ job /your/ employees and it’s success or failure is /your/ responsibility. Maybe you’re the BEST of friends even are you gonna imply to that friend that they are on equal footing with you? Even if failures that happen aren’t their failures?  Stuff like having Viren be in his royal portrait is just kinda balls to the walls absurd when you think about the fact that he could have included his wife or that he didn’t include his wife yet included Viren because even the queen isn’t as special as Viren. Viren didn’t get to where he is in the series on his own, Harrow put his ass there and the first few episodes is where we see Harrow finally having had enough of Viren’s bullshit and calling out Viren for constantly pushing him in bad directions. 

Here are the big three that we know about as viewers: 1. Harrow listened to Viren’s advice about how to combat the famine and his wife died. She wasn’t even in agreement with the plan, she advised AGAINST it but he listened to Viren. 2. Harrow was persuaded by Viren to go seek revenge for his wife’s death 3. Harrow was persuaded by Viren that the egg needed to be destroyed

And while yeah, number one would have meant tons of people dying and we can MAYBE look past that as his motivations being in the right place we can clearly see that 2 and 3 did NOT need to happen. Harrow initially wasn’t even down for number 2 until Viren straight up MANIPULATED him into seeking revenge. You can’t even act for one second as if Viren didn’t obviously take Sarai’s death as an opportunity for this, he wasted zero seconds laying the ground work for it by taking her last breath. Who the fuck does that? You can be as practical a person as you want to be but there’s a line between practicality overruling emotions and just an outright lack of emotions and doesn’t instantly going  “oh shit you’re dying I need to get this for late uses!” kinda SCREAM lack of emotions? If anything what little we see of Sarai show us that she has an entirely different mindset to Viren and would that NOT make her an obstacle to him? We can take the example given and easily assume that “yeah I’ll bet she disagreed with him often and was quick to tell Harrow when she disagreed”

and now present day Harrow is going to die and he knows his son is in danger. King Harrow is fucking DONE with Viren’s shit and calls him out with his offer of “someone dying in his place” by saying “You wouldn't do it” because Harrow knows Viren better than the viewer knows Viren by this point. Harrow knows Viren isn’t going to just up and die in his place and he knows that if he does manage to live on his problems are going to get worse because so far every shortcut has led him into more problems. Now because Harrow has idiotically spent years allowing Viren to be his equal in decision making obviously Viren isn’t okay with this sudden turn- he’s allowed to be mad at this and hell, seeking some form of payback seems like a natural choice. Let’s say you spent years helping a friend run their business from behind the scenes and something your advised turned out to be bad and now your friend is placing all of the blame on you instead of actually running their business? You’d be cool with their kids getting killed .... oh no, wait you probably wouldn’t be cool with their fucking kids getting killed. And we’re gonna get to that in a minute. Also, Viren is pissed yet he keeps playing off as if he’s not, he plays off as if he might just go scrafice himself, he talks to his daughter as if it’ll be the LAST time he speaks to her. Is it because he things he might die? Maybe so. Is it because he thinks he might die for Harrow?  I doubt that. but Viren be talking as if he’ll die because a few things could end him 1. Being in the way by accident 2. Attempting to kill harrow and the guards kill him 3. Getting caught killing Harrow and then put on trial Even Viren’s actions during the raid, the way he talks to Callum “your world is changing” Viren wasn’t coming back to save Harrow, the only way a viewer is possibly still going to think at this point that Viren was maybe wanting to save Harrow in ANY capacity is because they either haven’t seen season 3 or somehow just REALLY wanna believe that people are good deep deep down on the inside. At this point Viren should also be tipped off that the kids knowing about the egg mean the egg is about to go missing but he’s oh so focused on what’s going on with Harrow that he doesn’t put much focus on that detail. No, he’s well aware that Harrow isn’t gonna survive because his goal is to make sure Harrow doesn’t survive and he’s so focused on this that he doesn’t even entertain the idea that the egg might be getting rushed out the door. We can say maybe he underestimates Callum but he also has no idea who else knows this information. but again- Viren is focused on making sure Harrow dies be it by him or by the elves.  Now let’s talk about Viren’s exchange with Callum. Callum is gonna tell Harrow about the egg and Viren says “what makes you think he doesn’t already know?” now that’s a good point but since season 3 we know that’s a god damned lie. Harrow doesn’t know! Actually even without seeing season 3- if Harrow really knew about the egg then why was it so important for Callum to NOT be able to yell about it? Why silence him? (Also how inept is the royal guard to have been ordered to take the princes out BEFORE all the bullshit started yet they didn’t manage to do that? Ya’ll can’t wrangle 2 kids?)  Now MAYBE you could say Viren didn’t need Callum drawing the attention to the room where Harrow is and that it would put them in danger which would be fair, but NOT ONCE do we hear Viren say “shut up you’ll get us killed, you’ll get him killed.” no he goes off on a rant about how he thinks Callum is spoilled and how “tonight your world changes” (let’s also note how MULTIPLE witnesses hear this shit and not one of them is like “uhhhh bro we’re SAVING the king. nope they’re just all “yeah i guess he’s gonna die huh we’ll just stand here). Soren though- Soren pushes Callum out of the way and takes a spear doing so. without jamming it down our throats we get to see Soren doing his job like a good boy! Also let’s dog ear the fact that Soren wasn’t just gonna let Callum get hurt and I think that’s interesting because of reasons I’ll bring up again later. During that scuffle Viren even seems worried when Callum’s voice goes back to him, he has this look of “oh no” - I mean the BIG oh no SHOULD be that elven assassins are attacking them but Viren is CLEARLY worried about Callum being able to yell- so yeah I can’t see any evidence of Harrow knowing about the egg because aside from one CLEARLY-MEANT-TO-MANIPULATE-THE-SITUATION-AND-THE-OPINIONS-OF-THE-GUARDS-AROUND-THEM line we have NO other reason in story canon to believe that Harrow might know.  Also go back and REALLY watch Viren in that scene! He’s not fighting, he’s not defending he’s backing the fuck away because Viren isn’t about to die for Harrow and MAYBE Viren already killed Harrow before the elves got there or he’s at least made sure to stay out of their way and not assist with any magic at all.  Given how Viren didn’t even let Harrow’s body get cold before trying to outright declare himself king it’s pretty obvious that at the very least Harrow’s death is the perfect opportunity for Viren to seize power and at the largest point it’s a total coup. Something a LOT of people have brought up is how it’s strange that the Dragon Queen was super chill at the end of seasons 3 about humans even though she was supposed to have sent the moonshadow elves... what if she WASN’T the one that sent them? We could reasonable assume at this point that perhaps Viren could find the means of foraging contact ordering the assassination. and why? Well why does Viren want anything power wise in the series? because he THINKS he’s doing what’s best for humanity and while this might EXPLAIN him mindset it doesn’t justify his actions. Ya’ll know who else believed he was doing the right thing? Adolf Hitler. Believing you’re doing the right thing isn’t the fucking same as doing the right thing. Even the way Viren handles his enemies is unjust; a moonshadow elf that “participated in killing the king” let’s lock him up and interrogate him... I might free him if he tells me about some of my spooky stuff- oh he won’t? Okay I guess it’ll put him in a state of limbo with a bunch of other elves.  People who are trying to protect their society would have just excueted after attempting to interrogate or kept them as a normal prison not put them in fucking limbo. This is a great example of something a sick fuck would do not someone who just “has a different idea about how to help his people” Now if you’ve somehow made it this far let’s talk about Viren as his kids! He sent Claudia and Soren after the princes because people were on to his bullshit and rightfully suspicious and his kids who love him aren’t gonna be like “ohhh maybe dad is bad”. Sure Soren is a good fighter and Claudia is highly skilled at magic but unless he was backed into a corner he would have been putting more resources into finding the egg if he truly thought it was important (and he seems to truly think that obviously). There’s been some posts saying he wasn’t manipulating Soren when it came to “return with the news that the princes have died” but my god the made said it MULTIPLE times and then said “I know you can do this, I believe in you”... let me remind ya’ll that like 2 days before this Soren took a spear for Callum, yeah he picked on him and called him Step-Prince for years but it’s clear that Soren was still on good terms with him and didn’t hate him so Soren wasn’t just gonna be like “yeah guess i gotta kill em for humanity” no he had weeks to think of his dad saying “I know you can do it”  how many of your parents told you to kill the kids that lived next door and said “I know you can do it”? Here’s the definition of manipulation just in case we needed a refresher:  nounnoun: manipulation; plural noun: manipulations 1.the action of manipulating something in a skillful manner."the format allows fast picture manipulation" 2.the action of manipulating someone in a clever or unscrupulous way."there was no deliberate manipulation of visitors' emotions" regardless of how much Viren might of thought that humanity’s best bet was to not have another child ruler he still had to tell his son he “believed in him” and that he needed to make sure that Ezran was dead. He also told Soren this in such as way that if it EVER came to light he could say “you misunderstood” this is why he DIDN’T tell Claudia to do this but instead told her the egg was more important than Soren which suits his narrative and fits into his belief that the egg was a powerful weapon. But you for sure DON’T go from “oh let me help you impress my sister by letting you knock me over” to “oh okay I guess I can make sure you don’t come home” without being manipulated. Soren was manipulated into believing Viren’s ideology about how it was best for humanity if Ezran and Callum didn’t come home. If this all doesn’t convince you that the series either wants us to think Viren is a villian or that the writers have no idea how to make a “conflicted anti hero” then let’s look at his response to the kingdoms not wanting to go to war with him? Sending dark magic elves to kill rulers. because that’s something someone who only had good intentions would do kill political leaders that disagreed with him do I need to bring up more IRL bad guys who also did this? Do I??????? I need to call out some writing here though because to do most of this Viren HAD to have inside help and the only time we really get hints of this is in season 3 and those hints are weak at best, would it have really killed them to animate a couple of guards passing a not or some shit for Viren or straight up supporting him in some of his actions? Several of them watched the incident with Callum and I find it hard to believe only Soren lived so clearly guards had knowledge but why no at least confirm ONCE that Viren had supporters just like how islamaphobes in the US support radicals and support lies and propaganda because they’re afraid? then season 3- season 3 if this STILL isn’t enough for you in season 3 Viren doesn’t give 2 fucks that Soren left- he clearly still cares that Claudia is around but it really seems like he only cares because she’s helping him get shit done we have only seen her disappoint Viren once in the series and that was by not bringing the egg home and even then he doesn’t stay super upset because Aaravos is like “ohhh spooky daughter very good at magics” and we see Viren get defensive but how  much of that is genuine and how much of that is him trying to tell Aaravos who is in charge in their relationship? So he’s either a villain like Soren said or the writing isn’t so great because there sure aren’t many reasons for us to think otherwise even the instances where he saved lives all came with gains for him. Seriously I dare you to give me examples of Viren doing good things we see in canon that have NO gains for him! Because I don’t think there have been any. it’s like Soren says, you wanna think he’s doing stuff for the right reason and you wanna think he’s a good guy but he’s a villain and it doesn’t matter what his initial intentions were because he’s NOT doing good things.  Do I need to go on even MORE?

#tdp #dragon prince #viren #look past that salt and pepper hottie old guy vibe #people think trump is hot ya know #long post #long rant #tl;dr #I could go on more #I really could #soren #claudia #ramble #rant

[natashasbanner]

Endgame should have been Natasha’s movie. Period. 

And if there was at least one woman on the creative team (screenwriters/directors) I think the narrative of the entire movie would be different. 

*Spoilers ahead*

You have been warned. 

Now I will admit that I am a huge Natasha fan and would like to see her live at any cost but that doesn’t take away from the fact that her death feels empty and purely for shock value alone. Newsflash, if you have to kill off someone to get a reaction out of your audience you need to reassess your script. 

Natasha has never really be given the treatment she deserved. Her character was the second Avenger introduced in the MCU and she’s the first female hero we get to see. She is IMPORTANT. She’s just as much a part of the team as the guys, if not more so because if you all remember correctly, Fury sent her to assess Tony’s ability to fit on the team. They have this rich background to play with and explore but more often than not she’s used as eye candy or Cap’s sidekick. I’ve said it before and I’ll say it again, the Russos don’t care about Natasha, or anyone who isn’t Steve for that matter. 

Endgame should have been her time to shine, but of course she gets the ax right before the final showdown. And the writers had the audacity to say that a big funeral would have been a disservice to the character. FUCK YOU!! Yes, she might have started in the shadows, but our girl has come a long way since IM2 and was the only one trying to keep the team together even when everyone else had moved on. 

And you wanna know the worst part, is they’ve been setting her up to take Steve’s place for years. Since the end of Age of Ultron. (Sidenote: Remember when everyone said that was the worst Avengers. Y’all can kiss my ass on that one because Endgame takes that title.) She was his right hand and the voice of reason in Civil War, but no one wanted to listen to her. She wanted to do good and if that meant compromising with the governments of the world, so be it. As long as they were together and kicking ass she was fine. But no. 

If you watch closely in Endgame, she’s not even the focus of her own death scene. When Red Skull appears, she’s shadowed and slightly out of focus, while Clint is crystal clear. God, men are frustrating. If you’re gonna kill her, do it right. But it wasn’t necessary or treated with the respect the character deserved. Which is why everyone is so pissed. 

They could have very easily have centered the movie around her and still have the emotional wrap up they were almost trying too hard to achieve. I watched Endgame for the fifth time tonight and cleaned up the whole plot in my head. 

Here’s how:

The first act remains virtually unchanged. Nat’s still the only one at the compound, doing her best to keep it together and be the leader of what’s left of the team. (What really pisses me off is that once Scott shows up Steve just takes charge again like he hadn’t spent the last five years lying to civilians while she was doing all the work alone. Ridiculous.) 

When it comes time to figure out when and who should go after the stones that’s when shit starts shifting. You’ve gotta be shitting me if you think Nebula didn’t put two and two together or that some of the smartest people in the world in one room couldn’t figure out that maybe there’s an exchange factor for the stone. And she would not keep that info to herself. Yes, she’s new here, but she also spent the last five years helping Nat make sure everything was going smoothly. You expect me to believe she let them go in blind. Horse SHIT!

No, instead of Scott’s “not it”, joke, you have the team have a real talk about the stone. They need it to bring everyone back, but are they willing to lose one of the few they have left for a plan that might not work. Natasha volunteers of course because that’s who she is. She’s put in the work for the last five years, but if her life means bringing back everyone else, she’d do it in a heartbeat. It’s who she is, giving it her all for the greater good. 

But it’s Steve who says it’ll be him. It has to be. The team argues of course, because they can’t lose Captain America, but Steve silences their protests. He always talked about making the sacrifice play and now it’s his turn to step up. He missed his chance at the life he wanted, with Peggy. She’s gone. But everyone else still had a chance at that if they pulled this off. Tony had his family, Nat had the team to lead, etc. He was always the man out of time and it was him who would do this for the team. Nat is the one who goes with him. She still tries to go instead but he won’t have it. They share a heartfelt goodbye and Steve passes the torch so to speak, but she was always the one in charge. And then he goes over the cliff. No gratuitous scene of his brain matter on the rocks. Just his shield in Nat’s hands as the sky goes white. Natasha wakes up with the stone, heartbroken, but determined to see this through. For Steve. 

They rest of the team mourns when Nat returns alone with the shield, but they all agree that Steve would have wanted them to keep moving forward. 

BOOM. The entire theater is in tears. Emotional pay off complete, let’s get to the action. 

They get the stones into the new gauntlet and Bruce still is the one to do the snap and bring everyone back. But it drains the gamma radiation from him leaving him as just Banner once more. (Because me and everyone I’ve talked to irl fucking hates Hulk/Banner and I want that shit reversed). 

Back on track. Clint gets the call from Laura and then Thanos bombs the place. Nat ends up in Steve’s place facing off with Thanos alongside Thor and Tony. She has the shield and is ready for this to be over. Whatever it takes. The fighting is the same and when it comes time to lift the hammer it’s Natasha who does it. The theater still gets that awed silence because literally no one saw that coming. 

But Macenzie, how is Nat worthy, she was an assassin you ask. She was, but ever since Clint brought her in, she’s tried to be better. She’s fought on the good side and been willing to lay down her life to save others. She encompasses what it means to be a hero even if she doesn’t believe so herself. Natasha Romanoff can lift the hammer and we finally get an answer to the question they left hanging in AoU. (I’d really like to see Nat get some lightning armor, but that might be pushing it since it didn’t happen for Cap). 

Boom the plot thickens. And just when you think she can’t take any more, Sam’s voice crackles in her ear. 

“Widow? It’s Sam. Did you miss me?” 

AAAAAND PORTALS!!!! Avengers freaking Assemble around the best Avenger, Natasha and whop some alien ass. And my all female scene is complete it the OG. 

Natasha lives to see Tony die and the audience again gets that emotional character ending. 

The funeral at the end is for both Tony and Steve, they send off a piece of his shield with the arc reactor. AND THE THEATER IS SOBBING!

Nat is the one to take the stones back, because duh and she makes a detour to the moment after Steve decided to give his life for the stone. She tells him they won and that she loves him and they hug. She offers to bring him to the future, but he can’t do that to the current reality. Natasha returns to the future and is seen at the sight of the old compound, looking over blueprints. She’s in charge and the rest of the team rallies around her.

The camera pans to the sky and fades to black. Before the credits role, the music changes to the song they had Peggy and Steve dance to and we see Steve and Peggy finally getting their dance together. 

Credits role. The theater is wrecked. Goodnight. 

But in all seriousness, there are so many better ways to do this movie that actually do the characters justice. 

#endgame spoilers #they had so much potential and they fucking wasted it being stuck up steve's ass #and the cheap jokes were just ugh #i get they want a little humor #but at the expense of character development it's just tacky

[donghyuwus]

jisung | dream a little dream au #1

⋆ pairing: jisung x fem!reader (ft. nct dream)

⋆ words: 3,914

⋆ category: fantasy!au, thriller, fluff will come in future parts

⋆ warnings: a bit of dark shit and people not being displayed they are irl 

⋆ summary: this boy from school has been showing up in your dreams maybe a bit too much lately and what is up with his friends and that weird green door? when you decide to see what kind of secrets lay behind it you are met by a whole other world, dark secrets, a big crush, but evil is watching behind one of those doors. dreaming: upgraded

⋆ disclaimer: this au is inspired by one of my favourite books ever: silber aka dream a little dream. it isn’t my intention to steal the writers work and copy her book. I took the concept and some aspects of it and came up with this au. I strongly recommend reading her book if you liked this!

click here to read the other parts: two

The sand between your toes, the sound of the waves, the sunlight kissing your skin. You missed it. And so you couldn’t be happier when your family had decided to go on a beach trip for a day. There was no good reason to and the timing was very sudden but you couldn’t be happier with it. While you stared at the waves, laying on your towel everything seemed perfect. It wasn’t such a busy day at the beach. Except for your family and a few other people there was almost nobody. 

Sitting up a little you stared around. Little kids where screaming and yelling while splashing water at each other, their parents close by to help if it went wrong or if one of them went too far into the water. There was as you assumed a couple a few towels away from you. The girl’s head was laying on the guy’s toned chest as they both laughed about something one of them said. On the other side of the beach there were was a group of girls reading some magazines, while getting their bodies tanned. There suddenly was some movement that the corner of your eye had caught up. You turned around to see what it was only to be met by 7 boys. It was a well known squad at the school you went to and you honestly weren’t expecting them to come here.

Mark, Renjun, Jeno, Haechan, Jaemin, Chenle and in your opinion the cutest of them all: Jisung. Aka the Dreamies. You always chuckled at the squad name. For boys who looked that though and cool the name displayed something totally different. Everyone at school knew who they were. And with that came a lot of girls and even boys walking after them, trying to get a number or at least a small talk. Of course you noticed them as well and you gotta admit, they all looked great and were nice kids. But you weren’t a person to walk after someone, so you always kinda watched from afar. However suddenly here they were, passing you by while walking to the beach in their swimwear and toned bodies. Nobody seemed to notice you except for one who gave you a small smile while passing by you.

Jisung Park, the youngest and most quiet one of them all. You never really saw him flirt around like some of the others did or talk a lot in general. He seemed to like observing more and so did you. You had noticed the height difference between him and the other members, the fact that if he spoke his voice always seemed to surprise you because it was so low and soft, his habit of twitching his fingers in weird ways and flipping or touching his hair every few minutes, the fact that he got shy easily when people gave him attention or praised him and that he seemed to be very good friends with Chenle. It was kinda creepy how much you knew about him and thinking about these things while he was passing by made you cringe at yourself. Hearing you thoughts like that made you seem like a creepy stalker.

Annoyed at yourself you let out a sigh before giving the boys one last glance, only to meet eyes with Jisung. He quickly looked away and jumped into the water while swimming after the other boys. You shook the weird feeling off that you suddenly got while looking at him and laid back down on your towel, you were going to get a bit of a tan and maybe some sleep while you still could. 

Just as you closed your eyes you suddenly heard a weird sound starting to surround you. Immediately your eyes shut open and you sat up looking around to see where it came from. After a few seconds the sound repeated itself and you saw people starting to vanish out of nowhere. Kids running around turned into to dust. Your brother besides you was suddenly nowhere to be seen. The couple went up in smoke. Your eyes went to the sea as the sound once again repeated itself except this time harder than before. You saw the Dreamies looking at each other while looking panicked before quickly running out of the ocean. Confusion hit you. Why was everyone disappearing into thin air but they were running away. And why were you feeling weird all of the sudden? It felt like your consciousness was fading away every time the sound came ringing into your ear harder and harder. Just before you lost all sense of reality your eyes darted to the boys who now one by one went trough a green door that had appeared out of nowhere. Haven’t you seen that door before? Jisung was the last one to go trough it when he suddenly turned around and looked at you. “You’ll be alright!” He yelled with a small smile before jumping trough leaving you behind. Your last breath got sucked out of you and you as well disappeared into thin air.

Your eyes shot open and immediately you were met by darkness. There it was again, the most annoying sound in the world telling you to wake the fuck up and get your lazy ass to school. Annoyed you groaned before clicking the snooze button and rolling around to the other side, trying to get a bit more sleep. Just as you closed your eyes again the memory of the dream hit you. Sleep completely left your system as you realized what just had happened. Quickly you clicked on your bedlamp light as you grabbed the small notebook beside it. Opening it on the page you had left it yesterday morning. Quick you scribbled down your memories of what had happened in it before you were starting to forget details of it. And just like your last few dreams this month it ended with one of or the whole dream squad leaving your dream trough a green door as soon as your alarm went off.

When you were done you flipped trough notes from the previous weeks. The end scenario had appeared in almost every dream now. Most of the times it was just Jisung, he sometimes even went disguised or dressed up weirdly for some reason. And other times it was him with one of the other members or them all. But he was always there. What was your mind trying to tell you? Did you think about him so much that even your unconscious now does? But why the other members too? And what was that weird green door all about? You dropped your notebook as your alarm rang again reminding you that you were going to be late.

That day seemed to fly by just like that. While the teachers were explaining stuff, that was probably very important for you education, maybe even future, you stared out of the window. Your mind went to all the times that weird door had been showing up on the most random places, sometimes it replaced a normal door and sometimes it just stood there in the middle of a grass field. And what was up with Jisung always showing up? And what was it with him and that door? What was it a portal to and why the fuck would your mind make such things up every night? You were extremely confused to say at least.

“Miss y/l/n.” Your teacher clicked her tongue while everyone in class turned their heads to look at you, some even snickered. Jisung’s eyes darted to you as well and you could see him looking worried. “This is the last time I’ll be waking you up from your daydream. If it happens again you can clean the toilets this afternoon.” With a sigh you nodded your head and let out an apology. Everyone went back to listening to the teacher but when you looked around you saw Jisung stare at you for a few more seconds before getting back to work himself as well.

That night you had made a deal with yourself. You were firstly going to try and find that door again and this time see what is behind it. And if you had the opportunity to talk to the dream squad, It was just a dream after all right? What could go wrong? You could say, do and be anything you’d like in a dream and nobody would mind. And with those thoughts in mind you drifted off into a deep slumber.

When you entered your dream it took you a while to realize it even was a dream and after you got that done, what you were here for. You were at school this time, it was sunny as you were having lunch outside with your friends. They were happily chit chatting as you carefully looked around while nodding once in a while to make it seem like you were showing interest in to what they were saying. That’s when you noticed the green door you had been searching for all this time. It was placed as the entry of the school this time. Remembering your plan you excused yourself from the conversation as you stood up and walked over to it. You looked around searching for Jisung and his friends but you had noticed they weren’t here yet. He would probably come later anyway and meanwhile you could take a little peek to what was behind this door.

You took a deep breath in before you opened the dark green door with a fancy brown handle. Slowly you peaked outside, only to be met by a brightly lit, white hallway full of different doors. It was absurdly quiet and neat. You took a glance at your friends behind you who hadn’t seemed to notice you standing there at this weird door at all. “Screw it.” You whispered to yourself before stepping outside into the hallway. Slowly you closed the door behind you, not wanting to disturb the peaceful silence. You honestly had no idea what this was and since when dreaming became this realistic. Also to why your mind had came up with this weird hallway. Quietly you walked away from your door giving it one last glance so you knew what it looked like in case you had to get back there for some reason. You stared at the different kind of doors as you passed them by. Some had names on them while others had different kind of decorations or colours painted over them. There were even different sizes and shapes. As you turned around the corner you were met by even more doors. 

Curious you walked over to one and tried opening it to see what was behind. But the door wouldn’t open, not even a little bit. You frowned before trying it with another one, this one wouldn’t open either. Annoyed you let out a sigh. Why could you go trough that green one but not these ones? You shrugged it off as you walked further, searching for you don't even know what. Suddenly a sound of a door opening was heard before you heard some familiar voices. You froze in your steps as you looked around, searching for a place to hide, letting out a ‘shit’ when you saw nothing in the empty hallway. There was a sound of footsteps walking towards you while the voices kept on talking. While you had your eyes closed tight, scared for what was coming the only thing you wanted was to be invisible. 

You heard the footsteps coming into the hallway you were at and the voices becoming even more clear before you realized who they belonged to. When you did you slowly openend your eyes only to see Jisung and Chenle walk right in front of you. They were looking straight at you and you knew you were screwed and so you already opened your mouth to explain, when they walked past you like you weren’t even there. Confused you stood there. You turned your head to look at them only to see them walk and talk like there was nothing going on. Didn’t they notice you? That’s when your eyes saw your somewhat see trough hands. You let out a scream before quickly covering your mouth with your weirdly invisible hands.

But it was already too late because Chenle and Jisung had stopped in their tracks. Slowly they turned around and stared into the hallway as their eyes searched for a source of the sound, only to be met by an empty hallway. You stood there absolutely still, making sure they wouldn’t notice you. Chenle had shrugged it off after a few seconds saying it probably was Haechan trying to scare them. But Jisung wasn’t so sure about it all.

“I swear that didn’t sound like him.” He mumbled at Chenle as he walked back to where you were standing. “Come on man, we are one of the only ones who know about this all. Why would there be someone else here and even then why don’t we see them?” You could see Jisung questioning himself for a moment as he processed his friends’ words. Yes, go listen to him and turn around please. He stood there, staring right at you, doubting if he should follow his instincts or his brain while you felt like you were gonna pass out at any moment, that’s how nervous you were. His eyes glanced at you one last time before turning around and walking over to Chenle who was shaking his head, saying he had spilled precious time. 

You held in your breath for a few seconds, listening really closely to where they were. Before maybe making the dumbest decision ever, that being following them. Quickly you fast walked out of the hallway and turned right just like they did only to see them standing at the end of this one. They seemed to be frumbling with a doorknob. This would be interesting. Quietly but quickly you walked over to where they were and stood behind them. This was spying on a whole other level. But you liked it ;) 

“You dimwip. Do you even have the right pen with you?” Pen? What would they need a pen for? Chenle gave the younger boy an insulted face. “Call me dimwip again and you’ll be buried alive. And yes why would I have the wrong pen?” “Well I don’t know? Maybe because this damn door isn’t opening?” All of the sudden the door opened, it was pitch black behind it. 

“That was because I wasn’t sleeping yet. Sorry dudes.” Mark stepped in front of it, his now messy and slightly curled hair slightly sitting in front of his glasses making him seem way softer than he normally acts at school. That’s when you realized they all looked way softer with their messy hair and sweatpants on. “Come on in, the others will be here in a few.” And as he said they both stepped inside, you following really close behind before Mark could close the door on you.

You stepped in what looked like a dark and creepy forest. The one you see in horror films and if you had a bit of common sense wouldn't step into. Still being invisible. you walked behind Chenle, trying to match your footsteps to yours as best as you could. “So what was the hold up?” Jisung asked as he sat down in front of a campfire that had appeared out of nowhere. “My little sister.” Mark replied as he bended down to grab a stick from the ground, that was covered in fallen leaves. “She was scared and my dad and mom were out of town for the night so she sleeps with me.” 

“That means-” “Yea,, that means it’s risky.” He threw the stick into the fire as he looked at Chenle, which made it almost seem like he was staring at you and it was giving you the chills seeing Mark like that, his glasses reflecting the flames in front of him with a weird look in his eyes. “If she wakes me up you all better get the fuck out of here real quick okay?” You blinked your eyes in confusion as you processed his words. What would happen if you didn’t get out of here on time?

“Boo.” You stepped back from shock as Haechan had appeared besides you to scare Chenle but he had scared you instead. Which wasn't really the plan and know you had made a sound because of it. Everyone in the group turned silent as you stood there silently. “What was that?” Mark questioned as he walked closer to where you were standing? His eyes almost piercing trough yours, his hand slowly reaching out to where your shoulder was. You squinted your eyes afraid for what would happen if he’d touch you and find out that you’re here.

“Woah calm down, it was just us.” On the other side of you Renjun, Jaemin and Jeno had appeared, apparently also going for the invisible way of traveling. Mark looked at them and then back to where you were. “Don’t do that again.” He mumbled while turning around and finally letting you breathe. Being invisible wasn’t going to do it for you so you would have to come up with something else that would fit in with this scenery. Besides a murderer you could only come up with an owl, a deer and a squirrel. You went with the squirrel since it was the smallest and if they did see you they would have a harder time catching you due to your size. 

Slowly you made your way over to the nearest tree and climbed your way up to one of the branches that was sitting just above the campfire. They formed a circle as they all sat down, except for Mark who was rummaging trough a backpack that he had brought with him. Out of it he pulled a thick, kinda dusty book and opened it on a specific page. “Let’s not spill time and get to work immediately. First the opening.” He spoke. Suddenly they all started saying weird sounding phrases in a language you had never heard before. You seriously felt like how more minutes passed by how more nuts (hahaha see what I did there? squirrel? nuts? ok. bye) shit got here. “Jeno, the knife.” Knife? Your squirrel eyes grew big as Jeno pulled out a big ass knife out of his backpack before handing it over to Mark who had already grabbed a weird looking cup. Without any kind of warning he pressed the knife into the tip of his finger and let the blood dripple into the cup. While he was doing so you felt your dessert making it’s way up your body. All of the sudden he again started speaking in that unfamiliar language, saying phrases from the book before passing it over to Renjun who was sitting on his left. The fuck was this kind of demonic shit? You knew they all were a bit of mysterious and had this cold, dark aura around them but damn this a whole other level.

The ritual that Mark had preformed was repeated by now almost all of them and you were disgusted and somehow intrigued at the same time. Just as the cup, the knife and the book were being passed over from Chenle to Jisung, a little girl’s voice could be heard.

“Mark.” They all looked at him, afraid of what was gonna happen. “Mark, I’m scared.” The boy let out a quick ‘fuck’ as he grabbed the stuff out of Jisung’s hands, who was staring shocked at him, and stuffed them into his backpack. “We’ll finish this another time. Now go.” They all stood up and quickly made their ways over to the dark brown door a few metres away. You were so caught up into it all, that you almost forget that you had to get the hell out of here as well. As quick as you could you jumped out of the tree, ignoring the slight pain and sprinting your way over there. 

Now the girl was crying as she kept on saying Mark’s name, who now looked like he was struggling to stay awake, waiting for everyone to leave the place before passing out. The last one to leave was again Jisung and you knew if he would close that door behind him you’d be screwed. So you abruptly stopped before you launched yourself into the air, hoping for the best. You felt the little flaps of skin between your armpit and arm wobbling as air rushed underneath it. Your eyes were tightly closed, your mind praying that you would make it. 

When you felt your little feet land on a soft, warm spot and you heard the sound of a door closing behind you, you finally dared to open your eyes. You were in the hallway again and you let out a sigh of relief. But that relief disappeared into thin air as all of the boys stared at you. “What? What’s wrong?” Jisung’s voice spoke into your right ear. “W-” Jisung his suddenly extremely big eyes met your squirrel ones and now you knew you were truly screwed. That meant freefall. As you jumped off his shoulder you quickly sprinted off, trying to find your way back to your door and not being caught by these guys. Now you knew what kind of dark shit they were up to and how real and confusing this all was you were kinda scared, not gonna lie. It stayed quiet which you found extremely weird because you had at least expected them to go after you or something, because as far as you know there isn’t a fucking squirrel supposed to escape from a dream.

But of course you spoke to soon because as soon as you turned around the corner you were not only met by again another hallway full of doors but also a big ass owl that looked extremely threatening on it’s own. However the fact that it flew towards you made it even more threatening. You turned around as fast as you could and tried running away even faster but you felt it’s claws grabbing your tiny body before flying into another hallway. The feeling of flying so high in the air making you nauseous. The animal brought you back to the group of boys where you saw that Jaemin was missing. So with the three braincells you had you had came to the conclusion that he was the one carrying you. Coming closer to the boys he started descending. And without a warning he dropped you right in front of them which had you rolling like soccer ball. Plus the impact was that hard that you had forgotten about your squirrel disguised and now was your normal self again. You eventually stopped rolling and laid there blinking your eyes a few times as you stared into the bright light before you came to common sense and the pain kicked in. With a scoff you rubbed your head that was in pain while you looked up only to see all 6 of them stare at you in shock and confusion. Until Haechan stepped forward, that’s when you knew that you maybe were in big trouble. 

“Grab her.”

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