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#1. bared teeth vs soft open mouth
wantedtourist · 2 years
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bonus: s4 fanart by @midnightatlast
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i LOVE the design of susie's face and how she expresses. like in a large majority of her sprites her eyes are open 1 pixel tall, and this seems to be the default for her (it also makes her look extremely tired; she even has bags under her eyes...)
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and this allows a lot of room for her to express with just her eyes, letting them be wide open to showcase a huge variety of emotions:
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or express something more subtle, more nuanced:
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(don't even get me started on how well her mouth is positioned on her face)
it's even more interesting when you look at her chapter 1 faces vs chapter 2
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her eyes add a completely different energy to what should be the same expressions. her neutral face doesn't feel so cold anymore. her smile has a genuine, awkward softness to it rather than being very visibly joyless. even when she bares her teeth there's this new edge of mischief to it...
i think one of the most important things her sprites convey is how actually happy she looks after chapter 1.
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her pupils are bigger on this sprite than any other, her mouth gives just the smallest grin and her whole look is so... soft. she doesn't make this face often, to the point where ralsei is caught off guard by it when she (arguably sincerely) makes it during a bit she does with kris.
(he also refers to it as "using that face" which. ralsei how much do you know)
it's just so heartwarming that you can see how much happier she is. she explodes with emotion and expression after being shown so much trust and kindness for the first time in what could be her whole life. someone jumped to take a bullet for her! they changed her life!! and now she would undoubtedly do the same for them! and when she comes back the next day she's SO EXCITED TO SEE THEM AGAIN!!!
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she's such a warm character, and it's no secret that toby (who has stated that he personally draws all of the face sprites in the game) wanted to convey that in every way he could, and her facial expressions are a key part of it. faces are very clearly where he thrives in character design and susie is maybe the highest example of this
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Obey Me + Jealousy
prompt: The Demon Brothers don’t like that you’re spending time with your best friend in the human world. Loosely based off this prompt done previously.
Lucifer
It had been a long time since you had been up to the human world. Even longer since you had seen your best friend. You were so excited to see them! Laughing. Telling old inside stories. Catching up on gossip.
Although you were having a great time in the human world, your escort for the day did not seem to be enjoying all your world had to offer.
In order to get ‘top side’ Lucifer had to come with you. He was the only one able to open the portal there and back, and insisted on coming with you to keep you safe. You felt the need to remind him that the Devildom was the actual dangerous place, but it would take longer than just letting him come.
Now you kind of wish you had taken the time to argue. He was really being a major downer the whole day.
“Are you ok? You seem irritated.” Or, well, more irritated than usual.
“No. I’m fine.” Lucifer replied. Although not lending any credibility to the statement. “I’m just thinking of all the more useful things I could be doing with my time.”
You frown at his flip comment. “If you don’t want to be here, then you can leave. No one is making you stay here.”
“Fine. Since you seem so entertained by your little friend to pay any attention to me, perhaps it is best if I do head home.”
You blink a little at Lucifer’s statement. It was cold, and once again flip, as usual. But you were surprised he mentioned your friend. “Lucifer, are you jealous I’m spending time with them?”
The demon rebuttaled with a surprised look before he frowned at you. “I am not jealous.”
“Really? Cause it seems like your-“I am not jealous!” He repeated, louder and sterner this time. He let that moment linger there before he sighed and looked away with his arms cross. “I am….perhaps irritated to be ignored.”
‘Right, so, totally jealous.’ You think to yourself. But have the good sense to keep that thought to yourself alone. You suppose you could see where he was coming from. It’s hard to be the odd man out when you and your friends get together. Being so proud and prominent in the demon world, this is probably the first time it had happened to Lucifer.
“I’m sorry if you’re feeling left out. I’ll try to be more inclusive.”
“No. You’re right.” Lucifer remarked. Finally looking back at you with a much softer expression. “It’s foolish of me to think I can take all of your time. You deserve some moments of your own. I shouldn’t have intruded.” His hand reached out to cup your cheek, while offering you the faintest of smiles. “I will leave, but not because I’m angry. I want you to spend time with your friend and enjoy it, which would be best when I’m not around. Just call me when you’re ready to come home and I’ll come fetch you.” He released your cheek and took a step back. Smiling at you again before he disappeared.
You wonder, briefly, if he could feel your heart swelling with pride after you left. To think a small human like you could make the great Lucifer jealous.
Mammon
There were a lot of things you loved about Mammon.
His spontaneity. His zest for life. How nothing ever seemed to get him down for too long.
However, it was hard to remember all those good qualities when he was behaving so poorly all day.
“Mammon! Can you knock it off?!”
“What?! I’m just standing here. I’m not good enough at standing here for ya now!” The demon barked back. Not matching your whisper tone at all.
“That’s not what I said, and you know it. You’ve been a jerk all day and I’d like you to cut it out.”
“Oh, so now I’m a jerk! Well sorry sweetheart but I’m a demon. We’re not ‘upposed to be nice and friendly all the time. Sometimes we get ta be jerks!”
“Good lord, say it a little bit louder Mammon!” You hiss back at him letting practically the whole world, or at least this park, know he was a demon.
Mammon tsked his teeth and turned away from you. “Can’t do anything right.” He muttered. “Why don’t you go hang out with your friend then, if I’m such a jerk? You two seem ta be having a grand ol’ time on your own with me here. Shouldn’t make much of a difference if I’m gone.” He said before crossing his arms in a huff.
“Is that what this is about?” You ask. Ignoring his little out burst (because when he gets this way it’s just best to ignore him). “You’re mad that I’m spending time with my friend and not you?”
“No!” Yes. Totally yes.
“Mammon are you jealous?”
The demon floundered comically at the question, his mouth opening & closing like a fish as he tried to find words, before he answered. “I am not jealous!!” Great come back. “The Great Mammon does not get jealous! Ya hear! I’m just pissed because you’re spending all this time with them when I’m the one who schlepped all the way up here for ya, and used my connections to get us top side!” He turned away again and recrossed his arms. Then he muttered under his breath, “it was just supposed to be you and me today, for once.”
A sigh left you lips, and you step closer to Mammon to place your hand on his arm. “I’m sorry. I didn’t mean to ruin your plans. I was just excited to see my friend. It’s been so long. Plus I wanted you to meet them so I can show you off. You are my first after all.”
Those blue gold eyes got a little wide, and Mammon blushed, before he gulped once and refocused himself. “Y-Y-Yeah! Of course. Ya should be proud to show me off. It’s not everyone who gets to be seen with an all-powerful demon like me. If anyone is ‘jealous’ it should be everyone else for not having the Great Mammon by their side!”
“Of course,” you agree with a giggle. Before you lean up and give him a kiss on the cheek. “I’m lucky to have you.”
“D-Don’t ya forget it!”
Levi
“Hey, [Y/N]-chan, I think I’m gonna head home.”
You look up from your soda at Levi, who was fidgeting beside you after he spoke. “What? Why? I thought you were having fun.”
“Yeah, no. No I mean….you seem like your having fun with your friend so I don’t want to bother you. 3 is a crowd.”
“Levi, that’s not true. You’re not bothering us. I just wanted to spend sometime with my bff while we’re in town.”
“No. I get it. Who would want to hang out with a crummy otaku like me.”
“Levi, that’s not what I said. I do want to hang out with you!”
“But you have your normie friend.” Levi looked past you at the friend in question. “Look at them. Being out, talking to people like a regular person. I can never do that. You should go on without me and leave me here. You seem much happier with them anyway.”
“Levi…come on. That isn’t—” Your train of thought stops itself as it came to a sudden, and abrupt realization. “Levi, are you jealous?”
The blue haired demon responded with his trademark ‘eehhh??’ at the question, and quickly covered his face with is arm. “O-O-Of course not!” He exclaimed. Barely hiding the blush on his cheeks. “Who would be jealous of a normie?? I just I…I mean you…Y-You seem so happy with them [Y/N]-chan. A sad otaku like me can never make you that happy. So it’s just bumming me out!”
You offer Levi a soft smile, then move to squat down in front of him. “True. I am happy when I hang out with my friends. But I’m happy when I hang out with you too. No one can gush about anime with me like you can.” You reassure him. He was the Avatar of Envy after all. What did you expect?
The demon slowly poked his head out from under his arm. “Really?”
“Of course. It’s…not really a side of myself I get to show to people. They think I’m weird. But with you, I can be that part of myself. That’s the part that you have Levi.”
His face turned bright red all over again, and Levi sat there for a moment before he quickly shook his head. “D-Don’t say stuff like that [Y/N]-chan! Don’t make me fall for your normie trap!”
You giggle and stand up again to offer Levi your hand. “Come on. Lets find something we can all do together. The Cineplex is playing some old action movies we can go and make fun of.”
“Oooo! Which ones??”
The distraction of old movies to riff on, and for Levi to share all his in-depth knowledge on, was a welcome alternative for the afternoon. He even had a spirited debate with your best friend on the concepts of CGI graphics vs old school ‘cut & paste’ cinematography. Crisis on planet Earth avoided.
Satan
It was always fun to come back to the human world. Especially with Satan.
Not that you didn’t enjoy spending time with the others, but most of them could be a little....energetic. It was nice to spend a calm afternoon with the 4th brother alone for a change.
You both had stopped in a local coffee shop you loved when you ran into an old friend. You hadn't seen them in so long that you got to talking and eventually invited them to join your table. Where you had been laughing and having a grand time for a while now.
Or so you thought.
Satan hadn’t said a word the whole time you were at the table. Which was necessarily odd. He wasn’t a big talker like some of his brothers. However, you could tell that something was wrong with the way he kept stirring his cup, or how his jaw clenched ever now and then before releasing. His movements subtle, as always.
“I’m gonna get another cup. You want anything?” Your friend asked as they got up from the table, to which both of you motioned no.
“Can we go now.” Your head turned back to Satan at his cool words. “We were supposed to go to the bookstore.”
“We still have time to go to the bookstore.” You tell him. “It doesn’t close until a while from now.”
“Yes. But we agreed to be there at 1:00, and now it’s 1:30. That’s not the way this day was supposed to go.” The blonde replied. Fidgeting with his cup to try and align it perfectly on the saucer. “This day was supposed to be just you and I.”
You blink a little at Satan’s response. Initially thinking that he was miffed about the time. Now, however, you weren’t so sure. “Satan, are you jealous that I paused our date to hang out with my friend?”
The demon sat up straighter; though how you could be sure. Then he frowned. “I am not jealous.”
“No. I get it. It’s hard to be in a group if they have a lot of inside jokes. It’s ok if--“I am not jealous!” He shout. His fist slamming on the table, rattling the frail wood and cups. Alerting everyone in the shop to your conversation.
Satan hissed through his teeth and pinched the bridge of his nose. “Alright. Fine. I am jealous. We so rarely get time away from those idiots, and I was really looking forward to the bookstore with you. Now you have someone else tagging along. Is it so awful to be alone with me?”
Your heart sank a little at that. Was that really how Satan felt? “I’m sorry. That wasn’t my intention. I just wanted to catch up with my friend for a bit since I haven’t seen them in a while. I didn’t mean to disrupt our date.” The demon blinked a few times at the word ‘date’ then blushed. Muttering about how it wasn’t like that, that he was being unreasonable, that it was all fine. Still, you smile and offer to him, “let me tell them goodbye and we’ll go to the bookstore. If we leave now, we can also stop by the pet store and play with the cats if you’d like.”
Satan fidgeted in his chair. Cheek’s still a stark pink against his blonde hair. “I....would like that.”
Asmo
It was a beautiful day in the human world, and you were so excited to be home.
Being able to spend the day in your home town, with your best friend, shopping and just playing around was the best way to spend an afternoon. Who could be sad at a day like this?
“[Y/NNNNNNNN],” Asmo whined. The usually bubbly demon dragging his shopping bags behind him as he pouted behind you. “Can’t we stop for now”
“Really Asmo? You’re usually much more of a marathon shopper.”
“It’s too hot.” He quipped back. Now with more of a frown than a pout. “This humidity is wreaking havoc on my hair.”
“Why don’t I get us something cool to drink?” Your BFF suggested. Trying to stay positive all afternoon, and pretending that they didn’t hear Asmo’s bitter ‘yeah why don’t you do that’ as they took off and he sat down.
“Asmodeus,” you hiss when you were alone. “Who can you be so rude to them? What is wrong with you today?!”
“It’s not my fault!” Asmo snapped back. Looking wounded but also scratching at his chest where his pact mark was to let you know that he knew he messed up. “This was supposed to be a day for you and me! They’re the one that but in!”
“No. You did. I told you I was going top side for a while to hang out with my friend, and you invited yourself along. So now you’re ruining everyone’s day with this behavior. I really don’t get you.”
Asmo stopped scratching at his chest and pouted for real this time.
“I don’t like seeing you with them.” He confessed. “I don’t like seeing you with anyone. Your smile….it’s the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen. I wanted to come along with you today because I wanted to see your smile. But seeing you happy with someone else is the worst! I don’t even care about any of this anymore. Not even my new shoes.” His foot kicked at his bag sullenly. Asmo must really be upset. “I want to go home and forget all about the human world. I want you to come home with me!”
You listen for a while before you make a confession of your own. “You’re jealous, aren’t you.” It was plain as day now. Or at least now that you realized he wasn’t just being a brat to be a brat.
Asmo turned and glared at you slightly. “Green is not my color.” He insisted before turning away in a huff.
You chuckle, then sit down beside him on the bench. “I think you look good in any color.” You tell him. Softening the demon up. “You know I care about you Asmo. But me being with my friends doesn’t mean I care about you any less. And that’s no reason to be so ugly to them. You need to apologize.”
The demon winced at the word ‘ugly’, but did seem to agree that he needed to turn this around.
When your friend came back, he quickly apologized. Blaming jet lag, or some other ridiculous believable excuse. It didn’t really matter when he turned on the charm. Gods help him if he ever set his mind to something.
Beel
He was stress eating. You could tell.
Although Beel was still shoveling food into his mouth with his usual speed and gusto, by now you could tell the difference in his eating habits. Like when he was just bored and there was food around, or when he was really hungry for something, or when he was excited to try something new. Right now, he wasn’t enjoying what he was eating. Even when he was bored or just eating to eat, Beel always seemed to enjoy it. Even if it was just a vending machine’s worth of junk.
Right now it just looked like he was doing it to take his mind off something.
“Beel? Is something wrong?” You ask softly. Still getting his attention though, and causing him to stop.
“No. Nothing ’s wrong.” He replied. His voice unusually sullen as he wiped his mouth. You knew something was wrong now. He never sounded said when he was eating. Now something was double wrong because he was lying to you.
“Beel….”
“…I don’t like your friend…” He finally confessed after a moment and long bout of staring.
You blink in surprise at his answer. Not expecting that at all. You’ve never heard Beel say a mean word about anyone before. Let alone not liking a person. “You don’t like my friend? Why? Did they do something wrong?”
“It’s not that. I just….don’t like how you are when you’re with them.” He said. Picking at the various candy wrappers he’d left littered on the table. “You seem happy.”
“Of course I’m happy. They’re my friend. I haven’t seen them in a long time, so I miss them.”
Beel flinched a little. “I know….” He seemed to be feeling bad about this now. “And I want you to be happy. I know the human world is your first home. But I’m scared that….if you like it here so much and them, that you’ll leave us again. When you’re not around it’s like this big whole in my stomach and I can’t fill it up.” His stomach growled in protest, or agreement, at his words, and Beel went back to stress eating his vending machine contents again.
Your gaze softened as you finally understood. He was jealous. He thought your friend was going to ‘take you away’ and leave him alone. That of course was silly because you’d never leave him, or the others, ever if you could help it.
You reach out your hand to stop his arm from lifting another fist full of chips to his mouth. Causing him to pause, with his mouth open, and look at you. “All this junk can’t be good for you.” You announce as you stop up from the park table suddenly. “Why don’t I take you to my favorite restaurant in town? My friend used to work there, so I’m sure we’ll get a great table and lots of yummy stuff on the house if we go.”
Beel’s eyes sparkled at the proposition. “Really??”
You giggle. The way to a man’s heart was through his stomach you suppose. Because after this, and a few unlimited fry baskets later, he and your friend were besties for life as well.
Belphie
"[Y/N], I wanna go home."
"Home?" You ask. "But we just got here." You’d only arrived at the park to meet your friend a few hours ago, and had only just started hanging out.
"Well I'm tired.” Belphie muttered.
“Aren’t you always kind of tired?” You ask, as a joke, but it doesn’t seem well received.
Belphie’s frown deepens, and he even lets out an annoyed little growl, before he turns on his heels to walk away. “Belphie! Where are you going?”
“You nap under that tree.” He announced. But doesn’t seem as thrilled as he normally is about the prospect. Napping under trees was like his third favorite nap spot. “You won’t let me go home, so I’m just going to stay there while you hang out with your friend. You won’t miss me anyway.”
The last part of his statement was muttered under his breath, but you still heard it. Was that what he was being so moody about?
“Belphie? Are you jealous I’m hanging out with my friend?”
“Yes.” He replied. Rather quickly considering, with only a moment to scuff the tip of his shoes. “I don’t like that you’re spending time with them and not me. I don’t like being ignored.”
“I’m not ‘ignoring you’.” You tell him. “I’m just hanging out with my friend for a while. I haven’t seen them in a long time. They’ve probably been lonely too.”
Belphegor huffed again and sagged his shoulders. You know you got him.
Belphie might be kind of selfish sometimes, but there was one thing he could empathize with: being alone. He was cast aside and locked out, partially of his own doing, for a long time. So he didn’t want anyone else to feel that way.
“I just don’t like the idea that you like them better than me.”
“I don’t.” You assure him. Stepping in to give him a peck on the cheek, which he adorably flinches at. “I love you both. Differently, but equal. Why don’t we think of something we can all do together then, hm?”
“I’m kind of committed to this nap-tree-idea-thing.” The demon confessed. You have to giggle.
You all don’t nap, but your friend agree to get some ice creams from a vendor in the park and sit under the tree to enjoy them while Belphie napped. It was a remarkably pleasant afternoon. You were glad you got to share it with Belphie.
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Dog fight! Dee vs B (part 1)
Oki so me and the wonderful @what-a-whump had our two baby’s B and Dee meet each other at the dog-fights. Thank you so so much for proposing this idea, it was so much fun to write this with you <3
I love our boys together. :3
B and Scott are her baby's and Dee and Sam mine :3
taglist: @ashintheairlikesnow @vickytokio @thefancydoughnut @outofangband
CW: boxboy universe; institutionalized slavery; illegal fighting rings; brief mention of heavy injuries; pet whump
B is dragged up cold metal stairs by multiple handlers. They hold him at a safe distance by catchpoles, thick cords wind around his neck and press into his throat. He bares his teeth at them, bristling with fury as they force him into the kennel blocks
They’d taken his collar and replaced it with a flimsy strip of plastic with a numbered tag attached to it.
“Put it next to the other one.” The order is snapped, a sharp jab of a baton in his spine to keep him moving. He wants his bonded back. He wants Scott. His owner promised he wouldn’t separate them.
Liar, liar, LIAR!
B snarls and lunges at the nearest handler, snapping titanium canines at the air.
“Stupid fucking dog! Get in there!” It takes all of them to shove him into the small kennel run, his feet hitting smooth cold concrete as he stumbles into it. The catch poles are yanked off him. He whirls around to attack and the chain link gate slams in his face.
He roars with frustration, kicking the gate.
“Bring him back!” He growls, pacing back and forth.
Dee pauses mid stretch, watching the newcomer lunge at the gate in a blind fury. That guy will be spent before his fight even begins if he keeps raging like that.
The chain fence’s sharp rattle grates at Dee’s already fraying nerves. Abandoning his warm up, he stands to his full height, all 2 meter 18 of heavy bones and hard muscle.
“First time?” he rumbles, keeping his voice low, almost soft. “Your master will get you after the fight. No need to panic.”
B startles at the voice, jerking his head in its direction. Another guard dog like him. He narrows his eyes, uttering a warning rumble from the back of his throat.
“Who… who are you? I don’t want this… I was being good!”
A wistful sigh escapes Dee’s lips. “It’s not about that here. You fight. You win. Or- “ He pauses, unwilling to think about the consequences of his failure. Of the punishment his bonded would have to endure for his shortcoming. Dee shakes his head, knocking the thought loose. “Just make sure to win. It’s what I’m gonna do.”
B reaches up to push his fingers through the chain link and looks inquiringly at the other guard dog.
“You’ve been here before…” He murmurs. “I… I just want to get my… my bonded back.” He presses his head against the fence. He couldn’t be away from Scott for so long. He needed him close.
“How do I win?”
“Is your bonded gonna watch? Mine is. Master makes him every time. Has him patch me back up, after.” Dee turned to the other man, catching wild frightened eyes with his. “If you're down there, you have to forget that he’s close. Forget all the things you don’t want him to see. Don’t want to be. Just fight. It’s the only thing that counts.”
After a moment's hesitation Dee grabs his shirt hem and pulls it up, revealing a long twisted scar roping up his torso. Countless scars wind their ways through his skin, twisting him into a grotesque caricature of the man he once was. He still feels shy about every single one of them. Even after all this time, they’ve never stopped aching. “Got pushed against a broken fence my first time. Down there is no place for hesitation. Or mercy.”
B blinks, horrified at the sight. He had defended his master, he had been loyal to him and he had protected Scott, just like he wanted. So why had he put him here?
He didn’t want Scott to see him like this.
“I don’t know…” He murmurs, restless panicked energy burning through him. He pushes off the fence and starts to pace up and down again.
“Gotta fight… and win… Then I can see Scott again…” He looks up at the other guard dog.
“You… said you have a bonded too?”
“Yeah.” Dee’s voice grows soft, warmth tinging his vowels and shining from behind his mismatched eyes. A spider spins its delicate web between the fence links and Dee's eyes linger without truly seeing her. Not really. Not when all he can think about is his bonded. His sparkling green eyes, only ever truly tender when looking at him, wild blond locks shining under the warm sun, the dimples appearing on soft round cheeks whenever he smiles. It was Dee’s sole purpose to protect that smile. “His name’s Sam.”
Dee’s eyes flit back to B. “What’s your bonded’s name?”
B watches the faraway look in the other guard dog’s eyes. He could almost smile, knowing that feeling. He thought the world of Scott too.
“He’s… well the master calls him Pet… But… But his name is Scott.” B’s voice lowers to a conspiratorial whisper. “It’s his true name, I keep it safe for him.”
Breath halting Dee steps closer to the fence, lifting his hand to touch it but thinking better of it at the last moment, he had seen other guard dogs maim one another before the official fights had even begun. His voice drops into a whisper: “What do you mean? Like, his name from... from before?”
The thought is dizzying and Dee takes another step forward. Drawn in by the irresistible pull of the longing for his own name, his past, his truth. Dee’s whole attention zeroed in on B. “He can remember? How?”
B pauses for a moment, wondering whether he had said too much. He should be more careful… Guard Scott’s name like the treasure it was.
“We… he knows my name too. We remembered our names together during training… We know…” He leans closer to the fence, eying the other one. He had never met another guard dog like him before.
“Don’t tell anyone.”
A gentle smile splits Dee’s lips. He shakes his head. “I won’t. You have my word.”
The smile widens into a conspiratory grin. “Nothing compared to remembering, but my bonded gave me a name. Said I needed a proper one. Other than dog.”
He grimaces as the memories of training flood in. Cold white cells and never ending beatings. Shaking that thought off too, he sticks his hand out in imitation of a greeting while keeping the distance of safety between them. “I’m Dean. Or Dee, for short. And you?”
“Dean.” B repeats, his lips twitching into a smile and warmth rising up through his chest. In the low light of the kennels, he watches Dee extend a hand. He imitates them, holding a hand out too but noting the distance between them.
“I like your name… My owner calls me B… I can’t say my real name or my head will hurt.” He says, wincing at the thought of it. “They found us out during training… tried to make us forget. We only forgot our names, not the other’s.”
Dee winces in sympathy but his eye lights up with pride at B’s praise. Sam had picked a wonderful name, he already knows that but hearing it from somebody else sends a warm flutter through his chest. He wonders if Scott was just as precious to B as Sam was to him.
“Like holding the heart of the other.” Dee murmurs. “Take good care of that.”
The crunch of heavy footsteps over concrete cuts B off just as he opens his mouth to reply. Both guard dogs whirl around, eyes fixed on the handlers entering the kennel room. Dee’s eyes snap to the empty catchpoles in their hands. They didn’t come to bring another guard dog in, but to take one of them away.
“230.” One handler barks. “Time to get you ready. Now let’s do this nice and easy, hands behind your back and head down.”
B immediately falls into a defensive posture, bristling and growling at the sight of those damn catchpoles.
The other handler snorts, drawing their baton to slam against B’s kennel. The guard dog lunges forward, slamming against the gate.
“Hey! No baiting the dogs, Marcus!”
“Whatever.”
Dee moves into position without complaint. It was easier to just obey, get this over with and save his energy for the upcoming fight.
Hinges screeching softly, his kennel opens. The handlers storm in and the catchpole's snare draws tight around his neck a second later.
Glancing down at B, Dee wheezes out: “Good luck.”
B utters a low whine, clutching the chain link and shaking it furiously. But it’s useless, they’ve left him alone.
He resumes his restless pacing, up and down the fence line. 5 tiles up, 5 tiles down. Just as he used to during his training. In the cold white room where all he had was Scott.
Voices travel up from the stairwell and B immediately turns to face them, fists raised and posed with the weight through the balls of his feet.
The handlers size him up.
“Get on your knees, hands behind your back like a good dog.”
B doesn’t move, the sound of his snarls reverberating around the walls. He holds his fists up higher. He’s not going without a fight.
“The hard way, then.”
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thetaoofzoe · 3 years
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Fic: Sy vs The Kitten 1/1
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Title: Sy vs the Kitten (tm) - Round One
Pairing: There is an established coupledom between Sy and The Wife (that’s You! 💕💕) and it is mentioned, but the main showdown is between the Beard and the Claws. Captain Syverson x You
Rating: Fluff fluff fluffity fluff. You want it, I got it for you. 💖💖
Summary: A kitten, a frosty morning, and a gruff green beret with a heart of gold.
Word count: 1975
@angreav​ and @angelicwolf98​  as promised :)
also @thelastsock​ and @wolvesandhoundshowltogether​  I JUST saw your exchange regarding a feral reader/Sy. This isn’t it, but it’s close ;)
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In Mid-November, it was expected to be cold in the mountains of northern Montana, but, when he awoke to a murky Friday morning, it wasn't just cold, it was down right freezing. With his eyes closed, he lay in warmth and security of his bed thinking how easy it would be to merely turn over and go back to sleep.
But, there was work to be done and with a sigh he sat up, pushed aside the heavy quilts and swung his legs over the edge of the bed. Scrubbing both hands through his closely cropped hair and feeling his sleep warmed skin prickling in the chill, Sy stayed there a moment longer and mentally ticked over his to-do list.
Behind him, hidden under the mound of quilts, his wife groaned, clenched into a tight ball and he received an ear full of muffled complaining telling him to either get back into bed and put that furnace he called a body to good use or get up, but damn him for letting out the heat!
Chuckling, he nearly lay down again, desperate to do the former, but as he had to start his day, he reluctantly chose the latter. He got up, spread the rest of the bed clothes about his wife's already buried form and then fondly whacked her bum with an open hand, earning an incomprehensible string of words that may or may not have been  a promise of bodily harm.
Specifically /his/ body coming to harm.
Amused by her idle threat, he left her to sleep and quietly went into the adjoining bathroom.
Sy showered and dressed and followed by his rescue dog, Aika,  who met him on the stairway landing, he descended to the lower level where the scent of coffee greeted him.  The previous night, his ever thoughtful wife had programmed the coffee maker to ensure that hot coffee was waiting for him when he got up and even as he poured a cup for himself, he longed to go upstairs, get into bed and pull her back into his arms.
He grumbled to himself,  as the want of his sweet-smelling wife rose like a aching knot in his throat.  He was halfway between putting the cup back onto the counter when the big shaggy Alsatian bumped expectantly against his legs, distracting him.
'Right, right, Aika. I remember,' he laughed and he gave her, her morning snack.
No use wasting more time, he thought.
A stiff dark brown canvas jacket hung from a hook by the back door. Shrugging into it and pulling on a matching hand knitted beanie (one of many homecoming presents from his wife)  he opened the door and stepped out into the cold, crisp morning.
Cradling the steaming cup of coffee, Sy stood on the wide back porch surveying the stretch of land and the forest beyond. He  loved spending his downtime at the family ranch as it was so far and away from his normal chaotic hell. The air was clean and fresh and the only gunshot he heard was the occasional crack of a distant hunting rifle as someone took down their dinner. He found clarity and serenity at the ranch and the quality time he spent with his wife there was sufficient to keep him sated and strong enough to face going back into service.
His thoughts drifted to the woman in his bed again and a contented smile curved his lips. He was definitely going to finish up his chores quickly and spend the rest of the day worshipping her luscious body. That would certainly warm her up.
Sy really had only one job that morning before breakfast and it was  to ensure that the corn silos were all buttoned up and that the paperwork on their contents was properly filled out. That meant getting into the truck and driving the half mile of dirt road to the edge of the ranch where the trio of silver silos stood.
He put his now empty coffee mug on the the narrow table sat between two rocking chairs by the back door and whistling softly to the dog, he trotted down the stairs and walked towards his truck.
Aika, who had been curled on a soft handmade dog bed at his feet, busily smelling whatever Alsatians could smell between porch deck boards, snorted and pushed up and to her feet. She yawned, squeaked and shook her lanky body, but remained standing on the top step looking down at him.
Sy looked back at her and she regarded him placidly. He knew that Aika loved being in the mountains and was becoming very accustomed to the luxurious life he had been able to provide for her. But sometimes she just wanted to laze around and be spoiled.
'Aika,' he said gently, patting his thigh. 'C'mon, girl. We'll get this over with, ok? Then breakfast.'
The word 'breakfast' perked her up and her long tail shot into the air behind her. She wagged it furiously but instead of following Sy down the stairs, she turned and went to sniff around the back door. She pawed it a little and barked to be let in, for breakfast was only served inside.
'Aika!' he laughed. 'Come on now, girl. C'mon.'
She whipped into a circle and looked longingly at the door before sighing and bouncing down the stairs.
Sy fished his truck keys out of his jacket pocket and walked up the gravel path to where he'd parked the truck. Aika followed and then alerted by something,  stopped suddenly, and frantically sniffed the air. She hunched to snuffle at the front grill of the truck before dropping flat to wedge herself beneath the chassis.
'Aika!' Sy snapped going  to see what had captivated the dog so much. 
He crouched, reaching for her collar to try to drag her out from beneath the truck. 'What's goin' on with you.'
Aika didn't give up.
She continued to bark and bark until he relented and popped the hood. He used a small Maglite to quickly scan the top of engine for the thing that had whipped his dog into a frenzy. Not seeing anything out of the ordinary and about to slam shut the hood again, a small noise caused him to pause.
Aika heard it too and barked once, inquisitively. Sy glanced down at the dog who tilted her head up to meet his gaze.
Sy stepped up on the chrome front bumper, ducked under the raised hood and leaned in for a closer look. He wove the torch's beam in and around the engine parts and he huffed out a noise of surprise when the stark white circle of light fell upon a small grey furry lump.
Said furry lump promptly lifted big watery eyes, squinted in the bright light and meowed.
This barely audible sound sent Aika into another frenzy of barking and she attempted to clamber up onto the bumper and into the engine.
'Stop it! Sit!' Sy chided her glancing back at the house and hoping the noise hadn't disturbed his sleeping wife. With a huff Aika obediently plopped her rump onto the gravel and waited.
'Damn,' he muttered, thinking that if Aika hasn't alerted him to their stowaway, he would have had a mess on his hands later.
Sy reached into the engine and tried to curve his big hand about the tiny kitten body but his heroics were immediately rewarded with the violent wrath of teeth and claws. With a startled yelp of pain, he snatched his hand back and involuntarily jerked up and banged the back of his head against the underside of the hood.
He bit down hard on another swear and rubbed the back of his throbbing head. Sy glanced down at Aika who whined with apparent sympathy. But, it was probably more amusement than sympathy.
'Yeah, thanks,' he grumbled in response. 'Aw right.'
Clearing his throat, Sy trained the light on the kitten again who now glared up at him with as much kitteny menace as it could muster.
He tried again to fish the fuzzball from its hiding place but unable to get a good grip, he drew back again.
Need two hands, he thought.
He slid the tail end of the Maglight into his mouth and using one hand, he corralled the kitten into his other and managed to squish it gently into a hissing ball between his lightly cupped hands. Sy held the kitten against his side, stored the torch in his back pocket and then rearranged the kitten to get a better hold on it.  Nose up in the air, Aika tore circles around him, wanting to get closer to the dew wet and shivering kitten.
'Now, where's yer mama?' Sy asked the sad, big-eyed face.
The kitten meowed pitifully, made an attempt to escape but decided instead to nestle into the heat of the man's comforting hands. And, with a sigh, he tucked the ball of fur and claws into the breast pocket of his over-shirt to help keep the kitten warm with his body.
'Anybody else?' Sy asked Aika and nodded to the truck.
The dog stared up at him, much too interested in the pocket hitch hiker to answer.  Sy stepped back up onto the bumper and not only finished his investigation of the engine from the top, but also from the bottom.
Nothing. All clear of sheltering fur balls.
'Right,' he said to both animals now in his protection. 'Let's go.'
He helped Aika jump up into the tall cab and slamming the door, he walked around the truck to the driver's side and climbed in. Rescuing kittens aside, there were still chores to be done.
**
There was a woman in the kitchen when he returned with the kitten and Aika in tow.
She looked up from from her coffee and circular needles and when he finished hanging up his jacket and stuffing the beanie into the jacket's pocket, she put aside her unfinished work.
'I promised you a beating,' she teased with a bright sunny smile.
Sy looked at her a moment, hand protectively cupped about the lump in his plaid shirt's breast pocket.
'What?'
He'd forgotten about her sleepy threats.
'For this morning.'
He thought a moment and then laughed a dirty little confident laugh.
'Oh,' he replied and supressed a grin.
He approached her and leaned in to kiss her forehead. When she lifted her face, he kissed her lips.  'Whenever you want to throw down,' he said, grabbing her chin between his fingers to keep her head up. 'I'm ready.'
She smiled with interest before she was distracted.
'What's that?' she asked, tapping the back of his hand still cupped against his shirt.
Sy drew back, gently extracted the sleepy kitten and presented it to her.
'It was hiding in the engine of my truck,' he explained and smiled a little when she reached both hands out to accept the kitten with a soft coo.
Sy poured another cup of coffee and leaned against the counter to watch his wife walk around the kitchen to find appropriate materials to clean and swaddle the kitten. She opened a can of tuna and they both watched the animal eat its fill.  
Once the kitten had fallen asleep in its new warm cocoon, she handed the bundle to Sy. Kissing his bearded cheek, she smiled.
'Once you save a life...' she said and left him alone in the kitchen with his new fluffy responsibility.
Aika sat before him and watched the exchange intently. Sy leaned down and presented the bundle to the dog who sniffed it excitedly and then immediately began licking the tiny head.
'Aw right, aw right. Take it easy.'
Sy straightened and continued to drink his coffee as he studied the little pointy face.
'I'm responsible for you now. I'll take care of ya, don't worry.'
-end :)
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In the Company of Wolves: Inukog oneshot
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Summary: Every place feels like a temporary home for a Hanyou. Kouga offers Inuyasha a welcome respite within his wolf pack. Inukog oneshot
Written for @gaykagome​, who has been a lovely, encouraging commenter and fandom friend ^^ thank you for your support bud.
Rated T
7,000 words (you can also read this on ao3 via the same username)
In the Company of Wolves
Leaping through sprawling trees, thick white hair flew out behind a red figure. Inuyasha landed on a sturdy branch, legs bent, muscles coiling and springing free as he leapt forth again. He smirked, a fang hooking over his bottom lip.
"Nice try, but you ain't got a hope in hell."
The deer fleeing for its life beneath the branches had skittered to the left, racing through dense undergrowth. Perhaps it hoped to lose him, or maybe it was running scared. Either way, this would be over quick.
Stepping from branch to branch, long fingers flexed, claws catching on sunlight. Pushing off from a tree trunk, Inuyasha sprang down with every intent of landing atop his prey.
He fell within range, closing in- only for his foot to collide with a mass of thick black fur.
Inuyasha's eyes flew wide, crashing into the beast and hitting the floor in a tumble of limbs. The deer merrily pranced away out of sight.
Snarling and lifting his head, Inuyasha cradled his throbbing skull. "Damn it, what the-!"
A large bear-sized wolf staggered to its feet, rumbling a noise of complaint. Two cobalt blue eyes glared at him.
Inuyasha stopped, "Kouga?" he rose a bushy brow.
There was no mistaking that smell. He'd never seen the mangy wolf's true form before though. In all honesty, it was kind of surreal. Hell, the guy even looked a bit more dignified.
Kouga tilted his head, standing. As he shook himself, yellow, static powder fell from his fur like gold dust, swirling into a whirlwind of youki. In a matter of moments, Kouga's humanoid form stepped out, hands on his hips.
"Why'd you get in my way?! You lost me my meal!"
White triangular ears flicked and pressed back against his skull. Fuck taking that. Inuyasha stood, hands balled into fists.
"Your meal?! I've been tracking that deer for at least an hour! You weren't even in the picture, I didn't smell ya chasing it once!"
Kouga tilted his chin up, flashing a cheeky grin. "Tch, that's what happens when you track from downwind, Dog Breath," he muttered, ignoring the pissed off Hanyou and looking around. "How come you're out here huntin' anyway? Isn't Kagome with you? She always carries some goodies to chew on. Tastier than venison too."
Inuyasha glanced away moodily, crossing his arms. "Shaddap. Like it's any of your business."
Kouga hummed, scratching his jaw. Odd. There was no bite in his tone. Sniffing a little, Kouga picked up the faint scent of sadness clinging to the robe of the fire rat.
Inuyasha's face heated. He quickly bared his teeth, "quit with that! She's just busy, alright? Besides, I can still hunt for myself. Ain't you a little far from your territory to be hunting out here?"
Kouga blinked, mildly concerned despite their history together. "Uhh… where do you think you are, Dog Breath?"
Frowning, Inuyasha glanced around. Clearly no answers were forthcoming from the forest, so leaping up, he climbed a tree, digging claws into rough bark to hoist himself up. Minding the tallest branches aside, Inuyasha gaped as he surfaced from the sea of greenery. Sprawling, picturesque mountains met his startled gaze.
How far did I chase that deer?
And why'd it have to lead him to Kouga's turf, of all places?
Dropping down to solid ground again, Inuyasha avoided eye contact. "I just got caught up in running, that's all," he answered the silent question hanging in the air.
Kouga tilted his head slightly, "… right."
A rumbling sound rang out between them. Inuyasha grit his teeth, ignoring the impatient gurgling of his stomach and swiftly turning. "Whatever. See ya," he started walking.
"Hey-" Kouga called, causing him to nearly trip in surprise and frown over one shoulder.
The wolf winced, looking awkward and weirded out to even be asking. "We got leftovers. If you want some," the offer was casual. "Don't want you keeling over on the way back, Kagome would kill me."
Inuyasha stared. Maybe he'd hit his head or something because for some reason, the offer sounded like a tempting one.
"Keh," he grunted, pivoting on one heel and trudging towards Kouga's territory instead. "Better be good," he complained with no energy behind it.
"Its free food! Be more grateful to your host," the wolf snarked, jogging to keep pace with him.
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Mutters echoed throughout the cave, causing white ears to twitch and swivel atop his head. Inuyasha ignored the curious wolves, digging into tough boar meat. Uncooked. Miroku and Kagome would've called it ghastly. His lips twitched at the thought, soon wiped away. Something squeezed his chest instead.
"Hey, blabber-mouths! Keep it down!" Kouga's booming voice caught his dazed attention.
Ginta and Hakkaku quickly shut up, apologising. The rest of the wolf pack fell quiet, though their eyes blazed with questions.
Inuyasha rose a brow and glanced at the Wolf Prince. Did he think the gossiping bothered him or something? Weird guy. He should know a Hanyou would be used to it.
Kouga's tail flicked as he strode through regular wolves, minding some beasts aside. He then threw himself down beside Inuyasha on some soft furs, stealing a rib. Not having the energy or inclination to snap at him for it, Inuyasha merely flashed his teeth, grunting and continuing to eat.
"So what brings you to us, Inuyasha?" Hakkaku asked bluntly. Ginta gasped and fretted, clearly having wanted to ask more delicately.
Inuyasha drew into himself slightly, noticing a hush fall over the atmosphere within the damp cave.
"Was just in the neighbourhood is all. If ya wanna blame someone for dragging me here, look no further than your precious leader," he snorted, sidestepping the question.
Kouga elbowed him and chuckled in a deep, rich baritone. Triangular ears flicked upon hearing it. "Aw c'mon! You practically tripped over yourself getting here you were so eager," glimmering blue eyes swung to his pack, giving a shit-eating grin. "He's just too proud to say 'thank you for the meal' because he lost his prey and is still being a sore loser about it~"
Inuyasha blinked, noticing his verbal diversion and change in topic. Kouga was... helping him?
Sure enough, the wolf demon gazed at him, brows raised in challenge, trying to encourage a rebuttal.
Relief touched Inuyasha's face for a moment, before snorting loudly and thrusting his nose up in the air, turning away. "Me? You're the one who got in my way, Mangy Wolf."
"Dog Breath!"
"Flea Bag!"
The wolves glanced back and forth between them, noticing the lack of malice in their nicknames. Their scents were calm, giving them away. A touch of humour and enjoyment radiated from them as they bickered.
"Alright, prove it-" Kouga suddenly threw out. "Hunt with us tomorrow. Then we'll see who's better at it," he jabbed a thumb at his chest. "Obviously, it'll be us wolves! I've provided for my pack as leader for tons of years and I'm faster than you."
Rolling golden eyes, Inuyasha picked up a stone, hollowed out cup of water, taking a sip. "Keh, wouldn't be the first time people have underestimated me. Won't be the last," easing slightly closer to get in Kouga's face, he bared sharp fangs in a feral grin. "I'll beat you just like I've beaten everyone else who figured a half-breed couldn't measure up to a full demon."
Kouga stared, a funny look crossing his face- both palms shooting up to wave slightly. "Huh? Nah, you've got me wrong," he grunted, straightening his spine. "I was just trash talkin' you as competition, not because you're a Hanyou. I honestly wasn't thinkin' of that," his voice trailed into a musing tone.
A stab of surprise and disorientation swung through Inuyasha. There was no time to recover, however, as the demon kept talking. "Though now that you mention it, you're probably used to hunting alone, right? We'd call you a Lone Wolf if you were one of our kind. My pack will win through sheer teamwork."
Inuyasha huffed. So clearly it was more like 1 vs 30 rather than a fair fight. Coward.
Ah well. Looking down at the bones he'd picked clean, he gave a rough shrug of his shoulders. Not like he had anything else to do. He could stick around a little longer.
"You're on."
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Many hours after the sun had gone down, taking its vibrant colourful sky with it, the moon had opened up her blanket of stars. Inuyasha sat at the mouth of the wolf pack's cave, hands thrust inside his sleeves. Tetsusaiga rested against one shoulder.
The wolves had finished singing their melodies to their mother, the moon, so they'd settled down.
Golden eyes slid towards their sleeping forms. They'd packed themselves tight against one another to retain some heat. Only a few had broken off in pairs to cuddle by themselves. Ginta and Hakkaku were well and truly wrapped around one another, swathed in furs.
They all looked comfortable. Trusting, together. A family unit.
Inuyasha stared. The most annoying part about it was that he could never pinpoint exactly what he was feeling, looking at groups like this. It made him uncomfortable, a reminder that they had something he didn't. Maybe he had, for a time, but his friends had all split off to live their own lives. Shippo was growing up. Miroku and Sango had their own family now.
Kagome…
He wasn't needed anymore. Their quest had been over for a long time. He should be over it by now.
Staring at the pack was like looking into a store window in Kagome's time. Unseen glass forever separated him from what they possessed.
Kouga lifted his head from where he lay, noting a chill in the air. Inuyasha met his gaze, quickly turning to face the other way and pretending to look at sprawling scenery. A snort sounded out in the cave before sharp, static youki fanned into the breeze.
Transformed, Kouga stepped around his pack and lay down towards the entrance, blocking out the night's chilly breeze with his thick fur and large form.
Inuyasha glanced behind him with mild surprise.
Kouga was maybe, actually, kind of…
... a good leader.
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It started at midday.
The pack immediately flooded the forest, racing through it like droves of rats. Inuyasha shared a look with Kouga, before smirking and starting to leap from tree to tree.
Hunting with wolves nearby started to look next to impossible, considering how eagerly they dove and ran through the undergrowth, loud and clumsy. However, the second they caught wind of a herd, they split off into different, smaller groups. Inuyasha watched them from his vantage point above.
Scouts ran on ahead. Kouga kept towards the back of his pack, signalling orders with mere grunts, growls or gestures of his hand. Inuyasha followed the scouts, dropping down to run alongside them. They were slightly younger demons, teenage boys and girls, lithe and built for running. They stared at him but gave tentative grins.
Inuyasha blinked and offered a slight smirk, soon powering on ahead and leaving them behind.
Sniffing out a herd of deer that the wolves intended to close in on, Inuyasha kept to his vantage point in the trees. He rounded one side of a large clearing, heart thundering.
It had been a long time since he'd hunted seriously. It took him back to old times. Kagome had spoiled him with ramen, and complacency softened his body. But now rusty instincts were awakening, shaking the dust away. His fangs ached. Demon senses kicked in, blood pumping. He could hear and smell everything, down to the blades of grass, fusty scent of deer and pungent odour of wolves.
As predicted, Kouga's scouts halted at the opposite side of the treeline. Lower-ranking wolves and wolf demons alike burst through into the meadow then, causing the herd to take off running.
Right towards Inuyasha.
Dumbasses. Didn't they figure they were leading them right to him?
Grinning, Inuyasha's clawed nails elongated slightly. Waiting as a few deer ran beneath his position- he suddenly lept. Free-falling and spreading both arms wide, he tackled a stag around the neck, yanking it down with him using his weight.
Grabbing it by the antlers the second he recovered, Inuyasha gave a quick jerk, snapping its neck cleanly.
Panting and grinning, he raised triumphant eyes-
Only to see Kouga bent over a felled deer not too far away. His mouth was bloodied. His prey lay dead on one side. It was obvious from the number of adults mid-way through their meal that they'd taken it down much quicker than Inuyasha. They'd had the same idea, flushing out prey and leaping upon them from the opposite direction. Somehow they'd evaded even his detection.
Younger wolves looped around, waiting pensively for their turn.
Kouga licked his lips, maintaining eye contact. Dark hair hung loose from its typical ponytail, claws stained crimson. Inuyasha's heart skittered. His breath halted.
The demon drew bloodied lips back over his fangs when a lower wolf sniffed too close to his food- a loud, powerful snarl thrumming through the clearing.
An answering rumble built in Inuyasha's throat, unbidden. Blazing, twisting heat hooked low in his stomach, cock twitching.
Golden eyes snapped wide, realising just what the fuck he was reacting to.
Kouga's feral expression softened back to normal, shooting him a surprised grin and happily digging into his meal, none the wiser.
Shaken, Inuyasha grimly started tucking into his own, busying himself with eating. He then offered some scraps to some salivating teens, ignoring the amused demons watching. He wasn't above dining with pups. Especially if it meant never confronting what had just happened.
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"So you and Kagome broke up, huh?"
Inuyasha jolted, wondering how obvious he'd been about it. Frowning at Kouga, who seemed content to laze within the den after the hunt, he gave a long exhale. "Have been for a few months now."
"Gotcha."
"We're still friends though, so don't even think about sniffing after her again."
"I ain't about to, Dog Breath," Kouga flashed him a wolfish grin, slowly sobering, "you wanna talk about it? Only it seems to be eatin' at ya."
Running a hand through his hair and giving a dusty sigh, Inuyasha stared blankly at the forest down below. With no other wolves around, he felt somewhat better about talking so plainly.
"Nothin' much to talk about, she's with someone else now. Seems happy."
Kouga made a noise of affirmation, showing he was listening while picking at his teeth with a pinky.
"I've got a crappy track record with relationships."
"You've got a crappy track record with women, yeah."
Inuyasha whipped his head back to stare at Kouga, wondering what he meant by that. If he meant what Inuyasha thought he meant.
Kouga remained in a reclining position, meeting his gaze easily. The late afternoon sun touched his skin, giving it a warm glow, hooded eyes seeming to darken. "You ever think about trying to be with someone else, rather than pining after the same soul over and over?"
Inuyasha's lips thinned, cheeks heating.
"I dunno. I was with Kikyo and then after being sealed to the tree- I woke up and met Kagome like no time had passed," he grunted. This would usually be the part where he clamped up. He didn't like talking about something so vulnerable. Self-preservation had taught him not to divulge too much, even to friends like Kagome. Kouga could easily mock him. However…
Looking over, no sinister motivation seemed to compel the wolf. He was genuinely interested. Inuyasha's insides screamed at him as he reluctantly continued. "It was like… it made sense to be with her, but I barely had a chance to process losing Kikyo. Things just kinda happened," he shook his head slightly. "Startin' fresh? Sounds like a fairy tale."
Kouga chuckled deeply, causing Inuyasha's ears to twitch again. His stomach did a nervous flip, but there was no cruelty in that rich tone. "Kinda set in your ways, huh? You're like a human in that respect."
"Keh, well what about you? Been with anyone recently?" Inuyasha asked flatly. He wasn't fishing or anything.
Kouga stretched languidly, yawning and exposing sharp-pointed canines. Blunt claws flexed wide, before curling into his palms again. "Nothing permanent. My last 'relationship' was with a guy for a couple of weeks. Just casual stuff. Heh, bet that's unthinkable to you, right?"
Inuyasha bristled, cheeks reddening. He tossed his head and huffed in answer.
"Oi, I don't mean anything by it. I think it's great you're such a loyal pup and have soul-consuming relationships instead of flings. Still, it sounds kind of exhausting to me," the wolf shrugged.
"I thought 'wolves mated for life', you sure tried that line on Kagome."
"We do," Kouga muttered, looking at him, "but only after we find someone special. We got an expression, us wolves. It basically translates to 'my heart and liver.' You gotta find someone that really fits your needs, who you pursue like they're a missing organ inside you. Till we find our chosen one, we're free to pursue who we want."
Inuyasha snorted, "and Kagome was that person to you?" he drawled sarcastically.
Kouga shrugged, not catching it. His earnest, blunt disposition was somewhat refreshing, if Inuyasha were being honest. "I figured so. But after three years of thinking about it, I kinda dove headfirst into loving her without really knowing her. I pursued her so hard that I forgot to think about why I was even running."
Unbidden, a smile came to the Hanyou's mouth, a fang hooking over his lip. He chuckled, eyes warming. Something heavy lifted from his shoulders. "We're both dumbasses," he said, golden eyes dancing. It felt kind of good to not be alone in that. To know they both should've done better.
Kouga blinked, gaze roving over his face. Slowly, he gave an answering, amiable smile. "You get a snaggle-tooth when you grin," he pointed out teasingly. "It's cute."
"Don't think you can flirt with me just because we bonded for a second, wolf," Inuyasha rolled his eyes and forcefully snuffed out his grin.
"No I'm gonna," Kouga chuckled, tail thumping beside him.
Something dissuaded the Hanyou from hotly shutting this down. His heart sat a little lighter in his chest, shoulders relaxed. If the dumbass wanted to keep saying stupid shit, who was he to stop him?
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After that day, Inuyasha resolved to stay- at least until he caught a kill quicker than the wolves during a hunt.
Kouga became somewhat more shameless and flirty. It started out subtle. Well, subtle for Kouga.
One time, Inuyasha had leisurely taken a sip of his drink, setting it down and not noticing the wolf sit beside him. Kouga then proceeded to pick it up.
He crooked his wrist as he lifted the cup so that his lips landed squarely over the same place Inuyasha's had just occupied. He'd performed the manoeuvre so quickly that Inuyasha wasn't sure at first of what he'd seen. But as Kouga drank, he glanced at him, and Inuyasha knew then that the move had been intentional.
There were other small, maddening things. Kouga's tail brushing against his hip in passing. How he always brought over a slab of meat from a fresh kill to Inuyasha first during evening meals. How he offered over and over to take a 'friendly' dip in the waterfall together.
Inuyasha rolled his eyes at the attention. It never strayed too far into 'Miroku' territory, but it also wasn't something to take it seriously. The other wolves by now had caught on and sometimes teased their leader. Kouga laughed it off yet continued undaunted. When he next offered Inuyasha a pot, the Hanyou blinked.
"Are those stingers?" he grunted.
Sure enough, bee stings dotted bronze skin. The idiot hadn't removed the stingers from his hand.
The wolf chuckled, gesturing to the covered pot. "Ya mentioned that honey goes well with meat, so I got some for you."
Staring and feeling weird again, Inuyasha heaved a sigh and grabbed Kouga by the wrist, tugging him to kneel beside him. "Hold still, idiot. Do your feet run away with your brain or somethin'? You have to take these out," he bent over his hand, clawed fingers grasping a stinger.
"I was just eager to get it back to y- OW!"
Huffing, the Hanyou continued in his task, ignoring the whimpering demon. Despite his gruffness however, he leaned Kouga's arm over his knee, one hand gripping the back of the wolf's to keep it steady. He could feel Kouga's sharp inhale close to his cheek.
Finally removing the last of the stingers, Inuyasha's dog demon side betrayed him. As natural as breathing; he'd bent his head and swiped a careful tongue over a red sore to soothe the wound unthinkingly. Human embarrassment kicked in then, and he dropped Kouga's wrist like a rock, lurching back and standing.
"There! Tend to your own damn hand now!"
A ripple of laughter washed over the pack as Inuyasha stormed away, leaving Kouga to stare at the spot of saliva on his hand like it were a dewy jewel.
---
When next hunting, Inuyasha set off on his own under cloudy skies. He didn't keep track of the mass of wolves flooding the forest. Closing his eyes and removing the robe of the fire-rat to leave him in his white underlayer, he sank into a crouch. Burying Tetsusaiga somewhere safe at the base of a tree, he exhaled. The hanyou then began the process of shedding.
Shedding didn't entail fur. Rather, for him, it meant shaking off the layers of bullshit that weighed on his mind. He even stopped thinking about himself as a person. His mind turned blank, running through the forest like an animal.
He hadn't hunted via pure instinct in so long. He forgot how to speak with a human tongue, letting out grunts and growls. Saliva pooled in his mouth. Unknowingly, golden eyes tinged red. Faint markings cut across his cheeks. Fangs and claws elongated, youki pounding through his system with every thunder of his heartbeat.
A hare darted out from the bushes- and Inuyasha lunged.
He was barely aware of Kouga looping closer until he jogged out from the trees. "Hey, mutt- no luck for us today. Think that last hunt scared the herd too far awa-"
The creature hunched over spun around, a mangled kill hanging limp from his mouth. It hit the ground with a sickening thud as long white hair bristled, puffing up. A deep, rumbling snarl deafened Kouga's ears.
Inuyasha gazed at him, unblinking, panting with ragged breaths.
Kouga stopped and stared. Unbidden, the wilder, fiercer side of his nature reared its head. Teeth and claws gleamed, interest piqued.
However, something was wrong.
Inuyasha gasped and grunted, bending low and whimpering with pain. His body began fighting with itself, his demon blood coursing too strong for his hanyou form to withstand.
Kouga didn't really know anything about hanyou kind. However, he knew enough about the situation to realise a particular sword was missing from Inuyasha's hip. Turning tail and hurrying away, it was a simple matter of tracking Inuyasha's scent all the way to the base of a tree.
The fog cleared from crimson eyes, and Inuyasha blinked, panting. He flexed his shaking hand around a muddied Tetsusaiga, the partial transformation leaving him worn and ragged.
Kouga was squatting next to him. Concern probably wasn't the right word for it, but he gazed at him seriously for a moment before standing.
"Don't do stupid stuff just to win bets, Mutt Face."
Coughing, Inuyasha slowly adjusted back into his old senses, gripping his sword so tight his knuckles bled white. "Yeah... fine, whatever... Mangey Wolf."
----
The 'incident' as Kouga called it was not an isolated one in terms of throwing him for a damn loop. After bathing at the waterfall in a nice, refreshing midday dip, Kouga noticed an absence immediately.
"Where's Inuyasha?"
Ginta looked up from polishing some armour.
"I'm not sure. He started getting fidgety and sniffed around- then he looked at the sky and took off without a word to anyone. I think he looked a bit pale."
Kouga frowned. In a few hours, it would get dark. Tracking him would be more difficult.
Wasting no time, Kouga lept from their den, sailing down the side of the rocky mountain face. His black hair and wolf tail flew up to flutter in the breeze. "Be back later!" he called, ignoring Ginta's confusion.
Bursting into a mini tornado of power, Kouga started running, lifting his nose to scent the air. Locating Inuyasha's unique smell, he sprinted into the gloom of the trees. It seemed the Hanyou hadn't wanted to be found. His scent zig-zagged everywhere, even travelling upriver, perhaps intending to lose anyone tracking him.
Kouga smirked. As if that would work on a full demon.
By the time dusk settled in, however, Kouga felt antsy. Still no sign of the mutt, and it was getting dark. Even his scent had become strange and diluted.
Stopping beneath the canopy of trees and frowning, Kouga shifted his attention to the waning light above. The moon was out, but faint.
Kouga's eyes widened slightly. A new moon.
Hearing a sigh and the crunch of weight shifting on dried leaves, Kouga turned, nose twitching.
A willow tree sat relatively still and serene, located near some stretch of water. Weeping, draping branches were parted by Kouga's rough palms. He peered into the shadows behind the sweeping curtain, finding a familiar face.
Inuyasha stood, eyes incredibly dark. Midnight locks of hair split down broad shoulders. He stood weary and watchful, gripping a useless Tetsusaiga.
"What are you doing here?" Inuyasha muttered.
Kouga gave a look, as though it should be obvious, stepping into his private space beneath the darkening tree. "I came here to find ya, obviously."
Dark eyes widened slightly at his blunt honesty. Sighing anew, Inuyasha rubbed at his forehead. "Dumbass. I'm guessing you forgot what night I transform despite seeing it yourself before?"
"Kinda," the wolf demon shrugged, resting both hands on his hips and walking around the tree, glancing at the fresh kill of a rabbit. "Glad ya fed yourself at least. C'mon, let's go back before we lose any more light. Unless of course you wanna stumble around in the dark, forcing me to hold your hand?" he teased.
Inuyasha gazed back soberly, causing the mirth to leave Kouga's eyes. Both fell quiet.
As a human, Inuyasha lost many things. Animal ears, a keen sense of smell, golden irises that gleamed like a treasure trove. He also lost a certain harshness. The thick wall of defence usually built up around his heart had crumbled.
Like this, Inuyasha looked much softer. In more ways than one.
"I don't want to go back looking like this," Inuyasha muttered. "And neither do you."
"What're you yappin' about?"
Bushy brows pulled down, and he backed up slightly. "Listen, you've had your fun little charity experience including a Hanyou in your shit, but I know how full demon society works. I'm not stupid. You're all fine with me hanging around as some little project to measure yourselves against, but when it comes down to it, you don't want to confront this part."
Kouga's heavy brows pulled down, a sneer marring his lips. "Ah, I get it. Ya think my pack will mock you because it's your human night? You're a fucking idiot," he sighed. "I was in love with Kagome. Ya think anyone's gonna say shit? Admit it, you just feel vulnerable because you got baby skin and no fangs."
Inuyasha's expression flickered; an open book. His hands balled into fists, stubbornness setting his mouth into a thin, grim line.
Kouga gave an exaggerated sigh, grabbing his arm, "quit bein' stubborn-"
Yanking himself free, Inuyasha gave a poor imitation of a snarl, exposing blunt teeth. "Get lost!"
Growling, Kouga blurred in the air- appearing behind him and grabbing the failing human around the waist- lifting so that his kicking feet left the ground. "We're going back, it's cold out! Your baby skinned, barely furred ass will catch a cold, and I ain't dealing with that!" he started walking.
With a yowl of outrage, Inuyasha swung his elbow back into Kouga's face. With a grunt, he was released, only for the two to snarl and grapple once again. Heels dug into mud- foreheads smacked, palms clasped and muscles strained on Inuyasha's end to match the power of a demon, failing. Kouga licked at his bleeding nose, before giving a hard shove. Landing on forest ground and losing themselves in senseless scrapping, sharp teeth closed around a curved ear.
Inuyasha yelped, dark eyes flying wide. Did he just?-
He had! Kouga had reprimanded him like a damn pack member.
Sensation burst within his chest, boiling over, consuming. He didn't know how to react to it. Therefore, Inuyasha didn't stop to think about his actions. When drowning in feeling, his mind turned blank, and he acted on impulse.
Curling coarse fingers in dark hair and latching tight- he yanked Kouga down by the back of the neck- mouths colliding.
Teeth knocked. Lips strained against hard pressure. Inuyasha's grip tugged Kouga's hair tight against his scalp. It was painful. It was uncomfortable. It was brilliant.
The wolf demon reeled, inhaling hard through his nostrils. His senses flooded with Inuyasha's human scent.
There was a reason Kagome's slap had cemented her into Kouga's head as a potential mate. He wasn't used to being opposed. Everyone listened to him, and he talked freely. But a push back, a stubborn, fierce 'no!' made his world tilt on its axis. It was exactly what he needed. Someone to raise their voice and get his attention. An opposing view to clash with his own. That was what leaders primarily looked for in partners, not meek obedient types.
And Kouga couldn't say he personally disliked it either.
Releasing him, Inuyasha panted. His face suddenly paled, realisation dawning. "Shit," he muttered, drawing back and falling silent.
Kouga opened his mouth, then closed it. There were no words he could scramble together in his currently fried brain. What he did know- was that the weather still felt chilly, and Inuyasha needed a place to sleep. He kind of felt the desire to prod for more, but judging by Inuyasha's closed off, guarded look, that wouldn't be happening anytime soon.
They picked themselves up, standing. Inuyasha wiped some mud from his ashen cheek.
"You won't come back to the pack tonight, right?" Kouga asked.
Mild relief seemed to touch his features as he nodded glumly.
"Gotcha, well, don't kick up a fuss. I'll take ya somewhere else for the night," the wolf demon stepped away, youki swirling around his form, tumbling faster into a fierce gust. Inuyasha watched as a 10ft tall dark-furred wolf eventually lept out of the whirlwind. Kouga then knelt down as best he could, jerking his head to indicate Inuyasha climb on.
"You've got to be kiddin' me?" he grumbled. It didn't take much prompting for him to give in, burned out from nerves and high tension. The new moon always messed everything up.
Grasping onto thick, feathery fur, Inuyasha climbed onto his back, sitting behind Kouga's shoulder blades. The wolf demon flashed him a toothy smile, pushing off starting to run.
Gaping and swaying from the momentum, Inuyasha ducked down and gripped his hackles. Kouga talked a lot of shit, but he got one thing right; he was fucking fast.
Muscles coiled and shifted, prowling through dense undergrowth with quick footfalls. Kouga panted softly, paws thundering over chilled forest floor, scattering leaves.
Inuyasha ducked to avoid a few low-hanging branches, feeling the wolf's sturdiness and warm form beneath him. Despite being in human form with his dulled, dim senses, the silence of the forest combined with Kouga's rhythmic noises made him feel strangely wild yet lulled. He was a creature again, not a man nor demon. It comforted him.
Kouga's breath fanned out in visible puffs of curling smoke by the time they reached an abandoned cave beneath a slightly upturned tree- it's hanging, frozen roots slightly obscuring the entrance. Snowdrops littered the ground- crunching under Inuyasha's feet as he dismounted and quietly entered.
More snowdrops awaited him inside the mouth of the cave, and he sank down exhaustedly into the flowers, cheek cushioned by soft petals.
Kouga huffed, staring down at Inuyasha's near motionless body. Shifting, he settled beside him, acting as a shield against the elements.
Inuyasha's feet were turning blue. Knowing he'd probably be insecure about holding onto him in inhuman form, the wolf shifted closer, bumping against his side.
Making a tired noise, a dark brown eye cracked open. With a sigh- Inuyasha's coarse hands met Kouga's fur, settling closer into the mass of warmth. "This means nothing," came his muffled voice.
Resting his head upon enormous paws, Kouga ignored this, tail thumping slightly behind him.
"Thanks for... coming to get me."
At that, Kouga stiffened with surprise, lifting his head to look at him.
Inuyasha's breaths evened out, and in the quiet hush that followed, it was difficult not to notice how his dark hair seemed to mesh and meld so naturally into the wolf demon's own black fur.
In the morning it would be harder still not to stare at sprawling wisps of long white hair blending into the snowdrops.
Kouga's blue eyes blinked, nose twitching. It was then he realised he was probably in danger of something much larger than either of them could've expected.
----
Predictably, Inuyasha acted as though nothing had happened.
He stuck around the wolves for a few days longer, before finally approaching Kouga, arms thrust inside trailing sleeves.
"So… gonna be headin' out soon."
Kouga continued sharpening his knife. He then stood, rolling one shoulder and keeping his tone casual.
"For good?"
"Yeah," Inuyasha muttered, face guarded. "No point in sticking around here any longer than I need to. Keh, I ain't in the habit of getting in people's way."
Kouga heaved a sigh, putting the knife away and folding his arms, walking from the cave and out into bright sunlight. Rounding one side of the mountain and following a rocky trail, his tail swished with agitation. "You ain't in the way, Dog Breath. I made that pretty clear. You wanna talk about the kiss or not?"
Inuyasha made a noise behind him. He then scrambled for something to say, "we don't gotta talk about it! Weird shit happens when I turn human! Stuff I wouldn't usually do-"
Kouga cut him off with a dramatically loud groan, turning on his heel to face him. Inuyasha jumped, feet skidding to bring him to a stop- rocking forward with momentum and ending up nose to nose with the wolf.
Cobalt blue eyes remained flat, "dunno how Kagome put up with your damn wishy-washy ass. I ain't about to listen to that crap when my nose can sniff out lies unlike her. Since you're so bad at this, I guess I'll be the mature one; and that's how ya know you're being an idiot, stupid mutt."
Inuyasha blinked, opening his mouth with an irate expression.
"I want ya to stay," Kouga said bluntly. "The kiss didn't bother me. In fact, I kinda liked it and I'm open to doing more of that stuff, weird as it sounds saying it out loud. I was into it," he shrugged broad shoulders. "But if you're too busy getting yourself worked up about feeling like an outsider, that's up to you. As pack leader, I'm telling you you've got a place here, dumbass. You can quit being a lone wolf if you want to. My group won't mind."
Inuyasha stared at him, completely stunned. He put a little distance between them, ears pressing flat.
His expression rapidly changed with a multitude of conflicting thoughts. He opened and closed his mouth, eyes flickering to the scenery, to the rocks, to their bare feet. Heavy brows drew down.
Kouga sighed and scratched his pointed ear, figuring he'd be stubborn about it. Not like he could force him to stay. But still… an odd sense of disappointment weighed in his chest. He'd had fun. He'd had a lot of fun with him around.
"I don't do casual," came Inuyasha's reluctant reply.
Kouga's brows rose. Oh. That's what he'd been having reservations about?
"Fuck- I'm bad at this," the hanyou gazed stubbornly at the horizon, cheeks heating. Hands curled into fists at his side.
Blinking, Kouga let out a rasping chuckle, shoulders shaking. It immediately won him Inuyasha's attention. "You really are," he agreed, tone turning into a teasing one. "I didn't know you were that into me."
Growling and bristling, Inuyasha seemed to assume he was laughing at him, so Kouga held up a hand. He then used it to grab hold of the robe of the fire rat, bridging the distance between them.
Inuyasha's breath rushed out of his nose, exhaling sharply. He froze, becoming completely still. Kouga's mouth remained against his in a firm kiss, before shifting into a yielding one, eventually drawing away.
Kouga grinned, "if you wanna get stuck with me, then I'm totally capable of being serious too."
Inuyasha slowly relaxed. He snorted, lips quirking as golden eyes warmed. "Dumbass," he mumbled, tugging him back in again. This time Kouga's ensuing chuckle came out muffled against his lips.
"Heh, you really do have dog breath."
"Do I gotta keep shutting you up?"
Kouga lifted a shoulder, flashing him a wolfish grin, tail thwacking his thigh. "If that's the method you're going with to do it, I guess so."
Inuyasha's gaze flattened, feeling large hands slide around him to rest on his shoulder blades. Oddly comforting. The warmth of a wolf was a strange, foreign thing, but one he could get used to. Kouga had a strong scent. He could feel it saturating his clothes. The robe of the fire-rat would reek for weeks.
And that was okay too.
Their noses bumped, and they huffed with amusement, teeth nipping. They'd be clumsy for a while, but sticking around suddenly didn't sound so heavy. Inuyasha resolved to stay for a few more weeks.
And then maybe he'd linger for a little while after that too.
---
The wolves always howled in their true forms, conveying their love, heartbreak, hunger, stories and other things into their haunting songs. They were beautiful, powerful, twisting, waxing poetic about nothing and everything.
Inuyasha stepped out onto the summit of their mountain that they gathered upon. When he threw back his head and howled suddenly, it startled the others out of their songs.
His voice strained, held back by untrained vocal cords. It wasn't wild enough and held no finesse, too tempered by humanity. Imperfect.
Kouga beamed upon hearing it. He then transformed, black silky fur receding.
Throwing his head back, he let out a loud howl, hair dancing in the breeze. Inuyasha finished and looked at him breathlessly, heart drumming loudly. His throat hurt, cheeks stinging from the cold bite in the air. It felt fucking fantastic.
The rest of the wolf pack demons followed suit, transforming into their mockery of human appearances. Their inhuman forms joined in, baying with hoarse, powerful voices.
If someone had happened upon the pack that night, they'd have found the wolves packed in close, huddling for warmth in their cave. And at the very centre of the pack would be one hanyou, nestled amongst their slumbering, monstrous forms, nose buried into windswept fur, heart in sync with theirs.
---
It would be a few weeks later when Inuyasha would return to Kaede's village. It had been two months since he'd left.
Kouga jogged around him on the trail, sniffing the air and chattering animatedly. He loved travelling. Inuyasha grunted a few replies but was content to listen to him. It kept his mind off inevitably seeing a certain someone again.
That person seemed to spot them almost immediately as they approached the village.
Kagome came rushing over, causing Kouga to grin and call a greeting- his words going completely ignored as the miko drew back her hand.
Inuyasha blinked at the ensuing slap. His cheek stung like hell.
Salt peppered the air then, causing guilt to sink heavy into his gut.
"H-how dare you!" Kagome's watery eyes blazed. "You disappear for months- without a word to anyone?!- and then just swan back here like nothing happened? I searched for you! Do you have any idea how WORRIED I was? You jerk! You're such an absolute JERK!"
Inuyasha slowly stepped closer and brought her into a hug just as she burst into tears.
Kagome thumped her fists weakly against his chest, shuddering and prattling nonsense.
"I just… needed to get away," Inuyasha muttered, ears pressed back tight to his skull. "Didn't feel right being here."
Letting out a rush of hot air, Kagome drew back slightly to look at him. "N-nothing had to change. I told you that," she hiccuped. "Just because I'm in a relationship with someone else- it doesn't affect us. We're still friends. Your place is here. Miroku, Sango and Shippo were worried too."
"They were?"
They'd seemed so busy with their own lives before. Too busy to hang out with him- or maybe he'd been alone in thinking that? Had he put distance between them unknowingly because they'd all changed but he'd stayed the same?
"Idiot," Kagome and Kouga sighed together.
Noticing their wolf companion, Kagome wiped her tears and turned to Kouga. She gave him a much gentler reception, hugging him tight with gratitude.
"So he was with you the whole time? Thank you for looking out for him, Kouga."
"Heh, no worries. It's actually been pretty fun."
Kagome pulled back and rose a brow, glancing between them. "Really? You two haven't been fighting?"
"Sometimes," Inuyasha scratched his nose, combing some claws through his hair. "That hasn't been so bad either, though."
Completely lost, Kagome tilted her head. She then located a hickey on Inuyasha's neck, the skin bruised and red. She reddened herself, meeting Inuyasha's awkward gaze.
"Oh," she put the pieces together slowly. "So… are you just visiting?" she asked quietly.
Inuyasha nodded slowly. "Yeah. I got…" he took a breath, words faltering. He then continued, voice full of conviction. "I got a place to return to now. The wolves ain't a bad bunch to stay with now that my nose has adjusted to their damn smell."
"Hey-" Kouga scoffed.
"I'll keep coming back here though," he continued. "I'm just-"
"It's okay," Kagome soothed. "That makes me really happy to hear. Sometimes new things are good. Different, but good."
It was the same thing she'd said when trying to talk to him about her new relationship. Inuyasha nodded slightly, rendered mute by the heaviness of her words. Change was inevitable. It had freaked him out enough to run from the only real family he'd ever known.
Sadness flitted through her gaze before acceptance gentled matured features. Ageing had changed her too. That was partly why they'd broken up as quickly as they had. They were too different now than how they'd been at 15, swept up in a whirlwind teen romance. There was a sadness in never being able to return to their glory days, but it wasn't necessarily a bad thing to move on.
Kagome scrubbed at her eyes and smiled for him. She always smiled when he needed it most. Grabbing both of their coarse hands, she tugged. "C'mon, everyone will be wanting to catch up. There's also some ramen I saved with your name on it."
Inuyasha's slack fingers twitched in her hold. He then adjusted them, squeezing her hand. Something brazen, fragile and guarded in his heart soothed and healed. His shoulders relaxed. Finally, he felt a sense of peace sweep over him that he hadn't experienced for some time; ever since they'd been flung out of orbit from their romance and back into friendship.
Meeting Kouga's amiable, enthusiastic gaze, Inuyasha bit back a snort. Golden eyes danced, lips twitching- before tilting up. A fang hooked over his bottom lip, snaggle-tooth peering out.
---
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Hey, sweet friends!
I inadvertently took a smidge of a step back from writing thanks to real life (you all can relate!). Between Covid relief (9 months later *wink*wink* 🤰🏼🤰🏼🤰🏼) and a crazy ❄⛄SNOW⛄❄ storm here in Texas, writing took that metaphorical backseat.
But I'm here, and I've got some WIPs I'd love to share with y'all...  who's ready for WIP Wednesday?  Click "Keep Reading" to enjoy five bits of fics I've been writing (the fourth and fifth are bonuses that I have NO idea when they will be released; they are for your amusement, to tease you a bit *shrugs* or something like that).
Before I continue... @lucy-268 @anjanettexcordonia @ao719 @bbrandy2002 @shannonsaid @khoicesbyk @shewillreadyou @irisofpurple @lem-20 what are y'all working on?
The Missionary’s Daughter (Chapter 1--Name TBD; TRR) 🍋
Halos of blurred auras bleach his vision as Drake cautiously opens one blood-shot eye. His tongue sticks to the roof of his roughly parched mouth as he massages his pained forehead. Clueless of what day it is--much less what he did last night--he is greeted with a sudden glorious sensation: a supple wet mouth on his hardened morning length.
His body relaxes back onto the dampened, disheveled sheets of his bed; he releases a pleasurable exhale as he blindly reaches for the head behind the lips. He strains to focus his view, but can only make out a foggy shape of a nude woman with long, tousled brunette waves.
Of course, it’s her.
Drake smiles; delicately tangling his grip in her strands, he admires how even the afternoon sun catches her beauty perfectly. He quietly smacks his lips. He can still smell her on his stubble; he can still taste her on his tongue.
Did she come clean to Liam? Were they celebrating that they could finally be together?
As she takes in the head of his girth, he arches his back, relaxing his body into her hungry touch. Closing his eyes, he offers a guttural groan deep in his chest as she swirls her tongue around his firm thickness.
“God, you’re incredible, Riley--”
------------------------------- Caroline (Chapter 3--Name TBD; TNA/OH crossover)
"Hello? Anyone here?" Her voice echoes throughout the Dalton penthouse as she pushes the stroller further into the living room.
A stirring Mason catches her attention as she cautiously bends over to settle him down.
"It's okay, um--" she looks at his monogrammed onesie for his name, "--’Mason’. Come here, sweet boy," she snuggles him into her neck, soothing him with gentle rubs and taps on his back. "There, there."
"Sof?"
The platinum blonde instantly twirls around to face the deep voice as she grips tightly around Mason.
"Oh, Sam--" she sighs with a forced laugh. "You scared me--"
"Is Caroline with you?" he stutters as he finishes his whiskey neat.
"No, um--" she bounces Mason on her hip, averting her eyes to a yawning Mickey. "She--she should be back sometime this evening though. I--I don't know--"
"Is--" he interjects, his voice growing husky, "--is Robin here?" Sofia feels the prickling of a thousand goosebumps ignite across her body as Sam's hand glides across her lower back. She clears her throat, stepping away from him.
"C'mon, my little munchkins," she joyfully chimes to the twins as she gathers Mickey into her arms. She sits them softly into their play pin, tossing each of them a musical toy.
As she stands back up, Sam grips tightly to the curve of her hips
"Sam--!" she gasps as he intimately runs his hands across her abdomen to rest on her voluptuous breasts. Her eyes flutter shut; she nibbles on her lips as he nuzzles his nose into her neck. She feels him grow against her backside.
"Sam, please--"
"'Please' what, kitten?"
"Ugh--" she scoffs as she throws his hands off of her body. "We said that the last time would be our last--"
"Please, Sofia, " he stops her in her tracks, "I need--" his lip trembles; liquor dances on his tongue as he leans closer to her dangerous curves. "I need--"
"--your wife."
"Fuck!" He abruptly throws himself onto the couch, raking his hands through his thick, tousled hair.
"I'm losing her, Sof." He leans back on the couch as Sofia cautiously sits next to him. Heated tears streak down his chiseled face as he plays with his wedding band. He lowers his voice as he chokes on his sobs.
"I think I've lost her. "
-------------------------- Boughs & Mockingbirds (Part 5; TRR/TRH)
After modeling three dresses, Hana twirls out in a dreamy white ball gown with a flattering fitted-bodice. The ornate gold filigree bead-work brought out her natural ethereal tones, instantly brightening and highlighting her gorgeous, exotic features.
“Hana--!” Riley spits out her sparkling water. “Oh-- oh my God!”  With a stunned-look plastered on her face, she jumps from her bed, skipping quickly to her floor-length mirror. “Look at you!”
“I’m guessing this is a keeper?” Hana giggles as she walks on her tip-toes, envisioning the dress with her new shoes.
“Uh, yeah!” Riley squeals, twirling Hana’s silky hair into a make-shift up-do to show off her bare skin. Biting her lower lip, she lowers her voice to whisper into her friend’s ear: “Not to mention, a certain ‘Maxwell the Glorious’ won’t be able to keep his hands off of you.”
“Riley! You’re wicked! We’re just--” she blushes while shrugging her shoulders, “--um, friends.”
“I’m pregnant, not stupid,” she jokingly chides. “These past few weeks with the book tour, I’ve noticed you two becoming quite the dynamic duo.”
Hana falls silent; she mindlessly admires the beading of her white gown with her fingers as a joyous smile crawls across her face. Her bright, brown eyes pierce into Riley’s as she slowly nods.
“He’s pretty great--”
“I knew it!” Riley grabs Hana’s hands as they dance recklessly in a circle, laughter filling the room.
“Oh, you’re gonna dance with somebody--” Riley sings, purposely changing the lyrics to jest with her best friend.
“I’m gonna feel the heat with somebody--” Hana cups her mouth, laughing at herself with what she just sang.
“’Heat’?” Riley howls. “Ow! Ow! Now who’s being wicked?” They both grab their bellies as their sides ache from their silliness and excitement.
“Oh gosh,” Riley strains to breathe, “Thank you, Hana. I haven’t laughed like this in--”
“Oh my God! Riley?” Hana’s voice suddenly drips with panic. “Your nose--” ------------------------ Fractals (Bonus wannabe series; crossover of Platinum/TRR; I have fantasized about this series for probably 8 MONTHS, and I finally took off writing a chapter; this is a smidge of that chapter, and this series will come, at the earliest, after B&MB)
“Here’s to living in the headlines,” she mutters to herself, offering her glass as a toast in the air.  She tosses the rest of her drink back. The bartender quickly replenishes the alcohol as she digs frantically in her oversized Dior bag.  Pulling out a lone cigarette, she sets it neatly between her teeth as she searches for a lighter.
“Miss?” a soft, baritone voice calls to her, but floats away as she continues to sift through her purse.  The gentleman clears his throat in hopes of catching her attention. “Pardon me, miss?” His thick, European-influenced accent is more apparent this time, but still she doesn’t notice.
“Excuse me, miss--?”
“What?” She interrupts angrily as she hastily swivels in her barstool, knocking her bag and its contents on the floor. “Shit--!”  she clumsily fumbles to the floor to gather her belongings.
“Here; let me help--”
“You’ve done enough, sir--” she cuts off the young man as she madly shoves tubes of makeup, magazines, loose coins and scrunchies back into her satchel. She looks around the floor for any wayward items when she notices something black being offered to her.
“Miss?”
Looking up, she finally takes notice of the man behind the voice. And freezes. The electricity of his presence overwhelms her fragile senses. He offers her a bright, charming smile, creating dimples that soften his chiseled bone structure. A sensual aura of citrus, guaiac wood and leather dance across his coastal skin as sun rays illuminate brightly from his wavy blond hair. 
She gradually stands along with him, her brilliant jade eyes locked into his striking baby-blues. His strong physique impressively towers over her petite frame. She admires his handsomely neat demeanor of pressed dark-wash denim with a light heather-gray sports coat.
“Hi,” she manages to squeeze out as her mouth confuses between dropping and smiling.
“Hello,” he chuckles with a smile. “Pardon me, but I do believe you, um--well, you, uh--,” he pauses as he glances towards his outstretched arm, “you dropped these.”
Regretfully breaking her trance from his hypnotic gaze, the color quickly drains from her face as the feeling of horror crawls across her porcelain skin. Her crotchless, black-lace g-string tangled effortlessly between his fingers.
“Oh-- oh my God!” she shrieks as she reaches to grab and hide them; but unfortunately, the missing gusset between the leg bands, snags on his gold signet ring, leaving his first two fingers hung on the crotchless portion of the thong.
“I must say,” his eyes twinkle as he laughs harder at her incessant efforts to detangle the fabric from his hands, “I didn’t realize getting into a woman’s undergarments would be quite this easy--” ------------------------- Title TBD (TNA Valentine’s Day: First vs. Last... this is in the Once...Always... Universe, and I just couldn’t get it finished before Valentine’s day. So! It will be coming out on another random holiday lol)
Reaching for the doorbell, she catches her reflection in the apartment number brass plate. And panics.
Oh, God! I--he can’t see me like this!
It has been nine months since Brynn caught her husband cheating on her with their daughter Olivia’s nanny. With the story hitting every gossip column and news channel, multiple women came forward with their private trysts with Sam over the years; however, most of their stories will never be heard thanks to the family’s heavy payouts for their silence.
Sam and Brynn’s divorce was finalized five months ago, two days before baby Charlotte was born.  Despite the scandal, his lies and his betrayal, Brynn wars with her feelings towards Sam.  He was the love of her life; even though he broke his vows, she never dreamed of going back on her own. He made his choice; he didn’t want to be with her the moment he chose to have his extramarital affairs. But, everyday life without him by her side is awful, like living a horrible nightmare. Her heart flutters around him, missing him terribly, but her brain begs her to stop.
Brynn pinches her cheeks to life as she swipes on a rosy color of gloss on her pout. She finger combs her almond tresses into a low ponytail, ensuring the wayward wisps are hidden.
The door suddenly opens, catching Brynn by surprise.
“Mommy!” A curly-chestnut hair Olivia dashes to Brynn with open arms.
“My baby girl!” Instantaneously, she welcomes her oldest daughter into her arms, pulling her up onto her hip for a sweet hug and tender kiss. “Did you have fun with Daddy?”
“Uh-huh,” she beams, “Look what I made you!”  As she pulls out a bright pink homemade Valentine, Sam steps around the door with baby Charlotte in his arms.
“Princess--” he whispers in a deep, syrupy voice, “what do you say?”
“Oh, yeah!” her chocolate brown eyes brighten to her mom, “Happy ‘Valentime’s’ day, Mommy!”
“Happy Valentine’s day, baby girl!” Brynn squeezes Olivia into a tight embrace while she presses her lips into her cheeks. “C’mon, let’s get your things.”  
As Brynn glances back at Sam, the wind is abruptly knocked out of her chest as she sees him dressed handsomely in her favorite Armani slate gray suit with soft petal-pink accents. Her eyes stay glued to him as he fastens a sleepy Charlotte into her carrier.  As he stands back up, she notices his tie is crooked.
“May I?” Brynn steps forward, motioning towards his tie.
“Please,” he chuckles, “I miss your meticulous eye--”
They both awkwardly flinch at his words, Brynn focusing on the knot around his neck as Sam clears his throat.
“So--” he attempts to change subjects, “any special plans tonight?”
“Mason and Mickey are out with friends, so it’s just the girls, me, and--”
“Be My Valentine, Charlie Brown,” he interrupts as he flashes an alluring dark look at his ex-wife. He begins to run the back of his fingers sensually down her arms. “Some things don’t change--”
“But--” she glowers at him, tightening his tie close to his neck, “a lot of things have.”
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thirstyandbeautiful · 3 years
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LVL Ever After: The Final Part  -or- it’s time Hoe Fairy ends this hot mess.
PART FIVE: LANDO VS LANCE
Lance finally makes his grand entrance in Ever After!
This one feels a bit like old times... You decide that it’s time to tell Lance what’s going on (and to finally face him for the first time since the break up), and Lando helps you come up with a plan to get to Lance face to face and make him help you get your shit together. 
part 1 ~ part 2 ~ part 3 ~ part 4 ~ part 6 ~ part 7 ~ part 8 ~ part 9
Lando barely had his door open before you were barreling in. 
“This is never going to work.” You angrily huffed, “There’s no way Lance is going to let either one of us into his home.” 
Lando rolled his eyes, his greeting dead on his tongue as he followed you into the living room. You plopped down on his couch and crossed your arms. Not even looking at him, he could see the anger steaming off of you. 
“So, you tried to call him?” He asked plainly, taking you in where you sat on his couch. 
You had on a white sweater, and judging from the shape of you, and the shape of your breasts, no bra. Lando’s eyes dipped lower to your leggings, and he couldn’t stop the thought of whether or not you had panties on either. 
“Tried to call him? Lando, I- I called him four times, texted him, like, seven, and he didn’t answer a single fucking one.”
Lando snickered, and covered his mouth with his hand when you shot him a look. “I don’t know why you thought he’d talk to you.”
“I thought maybe he’d realize it’s something important since we haven’t spoken in forever, and now, here I am, out of the blue, reaching out! You’d think he’d answer.”
Lando sat next to you and leaned towards you, “Maybe he thinks you’re just calling him for a booty call.” 
“Shut up, Lando.” You groaned, your head tilted back as you looked at the ceiling.
“I mean, I wouldn’t blame you, it’s hard to quit something once you’ve had it.” 
“You would know.” You answered snarky. 
“I do.” He huskily replied.
Lando and you both looked at each other, your faces somehow much closer than they just were. 
“You know how I know?” He asked, “Cause I kept waiting for that call.”
Lando’s fingers pressed against the hem of your sweater, and you whined as his finger tip pressed under the material. One of his fingers hooked and dragged it upward, his whole hand slipping under the sweater as he lifted his hand. No stranger to your body, he easily slid his hand exactly where he wanted it. Under your breast, his thumb against the underside of your breast while his fingers pressed to the soft skin on the side. 
You damned your reluctance to put on a bra that morning. Lando’s hands felt like fire on your skin. You’d never gotten wet so fast, your core tingling between your legs. Skin heated, your forehead was already feeling clammy, and you almost felt dizzy. Lando was so close, his thumb sliding over the underside of your breast. You whimpered when the edge of his finger brushed against your swollen nipple. 
“I-”
“Shhhh, darling,” Lando leaned in and licked your jaw, “Have you thought of it?”
His lips dragged across your skin, and your head lulled to the side so he had plenty of skin to nip and kiss at. But he didn’t. His lips stayed pressed to your skin, and he dragged his plush mouth across your skin, teasing you relentlessly. 
“Wha?”
“Did you think of how good we could’ve been?” Lando whispered against your skin, his hand coming up to cup your tit, “If you hadn’t been such a slut, you could’ve been all mine.”
You whimpered as your eyes slipped shut, the sensation of Lando’s thumb pressing and rolling around your nipple making you cry out. Your body was on fire. You didn’t know what was wrong with you. 
“Look at you,” his teeth pressed to your skin as he smiled, “how soaked are you just from me touching your tit?” 
You arched your back, pressing your soft breast into his hand further. Lando answered your movement with a harsh squeeze that had you crying out. 
“But now we don’t even know if this is you,” Lando kissed your neck, “or just your hormones.”
His words rushed over you like freezing cold water, and you gasped as his hand fell out from under your shirt. You lowered your head and looked at his stupid smug face. You hated the way he was looking at you, like he had gotten you, like he was once again just using you to make himself feel good. 
“You’re an asshole.”
“An asshole you would’ve fucked had I not stopped all that.”
The sudden rush of awareness made you feel lightheaded, and you felt horrible to realize that Lando had a point. It was just hormones, and you would’ve thrown yourself on to Lando’s dick had he not deescalated it. 
Lando laughed as he stood from the couch, “do I need to get a towel for you to dry yourself with?” 
You rolled your eyes as Lando disappeared into the kitchen. When he came back, he had only one water bottle in his hand. When you held your hand out for it, he lifted an eyebrow at you before opening it and taking a swig. 
“This is for me.” 
“Lando,” you sighed, rubbing your temples, “what the fuck.”
“You came here, you tell me what you’re doing here.” Lando answered, his face still smug even though his tone was irritated, “Do you need Daddy or do you need to find out who the daddy is of her?” 
Lando pointed to your midsection, causing you to cross your arms over yourself reflexively. He scoffed at the movement. 
“What? No, I-” you flinched as you spread your legs to fold them under you, feeling exactly how damp you were between them, “wait, her?”
“Yeah, I don’t know I feel like it’s a girl, but yesterday I thought it was a he, so really it just depends on the day.” 
You felt a headache coming on.
“Lando, what the fuck.”
“Oh, chill out.” He hissed, “I decide to finally have fun with this and you suddenly get sensitive about it. It might be mine anyways, so let me wonder the gender if I want to, okay.” 
You leaned back at the outburst, and stopped your mouth from replying. It wasn’t fair to act like this was only your burden, you realized that now. Plus, besides his change in attitude, Lando was still making himself the most helpful.
He’s only helpful cause you haven’t told the other two.
Your thoughts about Lando’s helpfulness and sweetness had begun to take a turn in recent days. You knew as well as anyone that Lando’s emotions ruled him, and he could turn on the flip of a dime. Stress, upset, it all ate away at Lando and affected his mood and actions. 
And a baby was a lot of stress.
So Lando’s sudden burst of cruelty shouldn’t have shocked you, even though you had been spoiled lately. You had to stop projecting your happy little supportive man idea on Lando and come back to reality. You had to see and accept Lando as he was, as you always had before this. Even if he had humiliated you moments before. 
The realization that Lando might actually be your baby’s father sunk in suddenly, and it felt like the couch fell through the floor, like you were horribly weightless yet free falling at the same time.
Lando was emotional, and he could be cruel. He could give you love and affection, sweetness and gentility, attention and devotion, but he could take it all away if the weather changed between days. Could you tie yourself to such a tumultuous man forever? Could you tie a child to that?
You couldn’t believe you hadn’t considered the whole of having a baby. The whole included a father, a father who you might not be romantically tied to, but were forever tied to through the being you created together. 
Lando, Lance or Daniel would be tied to you for life. 
“Hey, hey, are you okay?” Lando’s voice, while you could hear it, sounded like it was being shouted through water, “Hey!”
You gasped as you came back to, the weight of Lando’s hand on your shoulder anchoring you, the feeling of the soft cushions under your hand grounding you. The room was too bright for a moment, but it settled quickly. You were embarrassed when you realized how hard you were panting, and when you looked at Lando, you could barely see him through the glassiness of your eyes.
“Don’t cry.” Lando warned, “Now’s not the time for all that.”
“I just-” you blubbered out some of your thoughts that had thrown you in such disarray, and were shocked to have Lando’s palm plant itself across your mouth, silencing you.
“Please don’t. You think I’m stupid?” Lando dropped his hand as his eyes narrowed at you, “You think I don’t know what it would mean if I am the father of your baby?” He shook his head. 
Lando’s hand dropped from your mouth, “But we’re not going to know until-”
“Until we tell the other two idiots.” Lando hissed. 
“So we need to tell Lance.” You defeatedly pulled your coat into your lap. 
“Yeah.” Lando sighed and pushed back to his feet, “I’ll call him, or actually, I’ll text him.”
You make a face at Lando before pulling your coat over your shoulders, “Since when are you and Lance buddies?”
“Since you tore his heart in two and he realized I wasn’t the problem, you were.” Lando sticks his tongue out at you as he pulls on his laces.
“Lando, I don’t want you pretending to be Lance’s friend just to sucker him into letting us into his place.”
Lando sighs, muttering to himself as he tied his shoes, “You know, maybe I just want friends? Like real friends on the grid.”
The way he’s refusing to look at you makes you feel worse than worse. Lando always seemed to pick the work times to show you a glimpse of the real him. 
“Sorry.” You tell him, “That’s probably nice, making friends with the guys- less rivalries to worry about, right?”
“That’s the idea!” Lando calls as he ducks into his closet to grab a coat. “But you know, something like this and fucking three people on the grid makes that tricky.” 
“Wow.” You laughed, “Are you ever going to let my sex life go?”
“Probably not.” He shrugged.
-
You’d ended up sitting in the car for a bit, parked in Lando’s driveway. Your text remained unanswered while Lance answered Lando casually for a bit before he stopped. He had told Lando that he was staying in for the night, so that had been your cue to head over. 
Half of the drive had been silent, and it was in that silence that you realized how far Lance lived from Lando and you. Lando and you lived relatively close, but Lance was kind of far. The long car ride at dusk wouldn’t have bothered you had it not been for the way Lando seemed to steam in the driver’s seat. 
“So,” Lando finally broke the silence, “what makes Danny so special?”
“What do you mean?” 
Lando laughed, “Oh come on, you can tell me. Do you have a crush on him? Danny can’t know that he’s in the running to be a father until you know for sure it’s him, huh?” 
His tone had taken a more harsh turn, and you realized if you didn’t steer this conversation in the right direction, you’d probably end up screaming at each other and on the side of the road no less. You couldn’t even be mad at Lando, he was right. You had dumped this all on him and for some reason kept Daniel and Lance for the most part out of it.
“I think you should take it as a-”
“If you say compliment I will leave you on the roadway.”
“Oh hush,” you slapped his arm, “I mean it. Lance and I, we were a disaster, not even on talking terms, and Daniel- he’s just, he doesn’t quite get it.”
“I know the romantic doesn’t sleep around. Except with you apparently.”
“I do feel comfortable with you, you know. I know you try not to be, and you do your damndest, but I know you’re a good person, Lando, and you have a sweet heart. Even if you don’t want-”
“Alright, that’s enough of that.” Lando’s cheeks were burning, you could see them from your seat alongside him, “Let’s just get this over with.” 
“Awwww, is that why you’re so moody? No one ever takes care of the softie side of you?” 
Lando let out a growl, “I’m not soft.”
“You’re as soft as a kitten, baby.” You teased.
“Not what you thought before.”
“It’s what I know now.” 
Lando grumbled under his breath as you smiled, enjoying the momentary banter. It kind of felt how you all used to get on. It was nice.
“Are you ready?”
“What do you-”
Lando nodded his head as his car swung around, sliding into a spot between two cars on the side of the road. You licked your lips as you looked up at Lance’s building. 
This was it.
“No backing out now,” Lando clapped his hands together, “let’s go, then.”
He didn’t give you a chance to drag your feet, making his way around his car and pulling your door open. He even grabbed your arm, pulling you out of the car and alongside him. You felt like a child being dragged into a doctor’s office and your cheeks burned as you entered the building. Lando seemed smug on the elevator which made you hold in your nerves. You became hyperaware of yourself, you didn’t want to give Lando the satisfaction of seeing you sweat. 
He was getting what he wanted, and honestly, you owed it to him and to Lance to just get this done. 
When you got to Lance’s floor, Lando dragged you behind him before putting a hand on your shoulder, not letting you go any further, the doorway about five feet ahead. 
“Don’t move until he opens the door, kay?” 
You nodded as Lando walked right up to the door and knocked loudly. You flinched with each echoing sound but stayed frozen in place. The sound of footsteps was coming so fast, and the click of the lock- your heartbeat was in your ears and your stomach was on the floor-
This has to be done. 
“Hey man!” Lance’s excited voice made your stomach twist, and every muscle in your body twitched and told you to run. 
“Hey,” Lando nodded and smiled at the taller driver.
They were really friends now. 
Your shock overwhelmed your anxiety as you took in the pair of them. It wasn’t that you were jealous, you were just shocked that they could get on after everything. It was childish but it felt unfair. How could they just get on with each other and yet Lance held you responsible for everything that had gone wrong. 
Lance stepped into the doorway and looked to the side as he brushed a hand through his hair, and finally noticed you. You tried not to flinch as his whole demeanor changed, you could already feel your frown dragging down your jaw. 
“What’s she doing here, Lando?”
He crossed his arms and looked down at Lando, not even willing to acknowledge you.
“We all need to chat, and since everyone’s being a kid, I’m making you talk.” He brushed passed Lance and stepped into his place, “Come on then.” 
Lance turned towards you. He was still leaning against the doorway, and his arms were still crossed. You didn’t know what to say, so you both stood there in silence, just looking at each other.
Finally, Lance’s arms dropped, “Come on.” 
You nodded and followed him in, not quite sure how to act. Lando must’ve disappeared into the living room, further into the apartment. You knew this place like the back of your hand, and a quick glance around proved that nothing had changed. But you weren’t allowed to just frolic around, you’d lost the ability to walk around his home like you knew it.
Lance didn’t want to know you anymore. He’d made that abundantly clear. 
“Lance, I-”
“What are you doing here?” He had let the door shut and was leaning against it now.
“I needed-”
“What? To come here, to rush in, to force me to talk to you?” Lance was still hurt, “You’re this upset I’m not answering your texts?” He scoffed at you, “You’ve never been stupid-”
“I’m not. And that’s not why I’m here, Lance, I-”
“You’re sorry?” he cut you off, “What is this? Why are you here?” 
“If you’d let me talk-”
“That’s hilarious. You came rushing in here, using him!” Lance yelled the ‘him’ over his shoulder, and you could hear Lando giggle, the little shit. 
“It was his idea!” 
“You seem to go with a lot of those.” 
“Lance, stop it.” You growled, “I didn’t come here to fight, I didn’t come here to apologize. I came here to talk.”
“What if I don’t want to talk?” 
He’s just being fucking petty now.
“You don’t have a choice! I need to tell you-”
“I don’t have to listen to you anymore,” Lance crossed his arms, and you could see Lando peek around the corner at the two of you, “that’s the whole point of me not talking to you, not seeing you, it’s to get away from you, it’s to finally move on from all the bullshit.”
“I understand that,” you blinked hard, you really didn’t want to cry before you told him, “but you need to listen to me, please-”
“Do you think you can barge in here and what? Tell me we’re gonna be friends, tell me to forgive you? I don’t need to forgive you. I’ve made peace with what happened. I’ve moved passed you, I’ve moved on. I’m not avoiding you to get over you, I’m staying clear of you because I don’t need you and I don’t want you.”
Your knees shook at his words.
“Mate,” Lando intervened, putting his hand on Lance’s arm, “listen to her.”
“No!” Lance pulled his arm out of Lando’s grip, “I don’t care if the two of you are friends, and I know we’re friends,” he motioned to himself and Lando, “but I don’t want to be with you, friends, lovers, whatever you’ve come here to talk about- I don’t want it.
“I want to be free of whatever stupid bullshit you’re trying to bring to me. Cause that’s all we ever did for and to each other- dragged each other down.  We were like poison for each other. Granted, Lando did his part in it all, but we’re both fucked up to begin with, and we don’t need to be fucking each other up.
“So whatever in the world you are coming here to say, it’s not going to fix anything, it’s not going to change anything, we are not-”
“I’m pregnant.” You cut off Lance’s rant and look down at your clasped hands in front of you.
Lance fell silent and looked at you hesitantly before taking a step toward you. His whole demeanor changed and he even lifted a hand to reach for you. But as quickly as that softness was there, it was gone. With a single glance to Lando, Lance’s stoic, hardened demeanor was back. His hand dropped, and he crossed his arms across his chest, standing up straight to tower over you. 
“Why should I know if it might not even be mine?”
You breathe out, still looking down at your hands, having missed Lance’s whole struggle. So ready to accept his rage and his pettiness, you had dismissed the disappointment in his voice as disappointment in you. 
“Because I need to know if it is yours.” 
Lance looked down at your hands, your fingers twisted in front of your abdomen. He wanted to reach towards you so badly, wanted to feel if your body was the same, if anything had changed. He was angry still, but the idea of a baby...
It was soured. 
Every glance towards Lando was a reminder of what he had lost, what he had gone through, what you had put him through. What he had put you through. And if it’s one thing he’d seen in his life of privilege, it was that wealth didn’t equate to happiness, and a baby didn’t fix a couple. He didn’t allow himself to think of what could’ve been, if he had gotten his shit together, if you had gotten your shit together.
I might’ve been happy to get this news, he thought, but not now. 
“Fuck, you really can’t help yourself, can you?” He squeezed his eyes shut, the rage boiling over before he could even feel the heat of it, “Are you even pregnant? Or is this some way for you to get back between Lando and I?”
You made an outraged sound, “Are you fucking kidding me?”
“Come on, mate.” Lando grumbled across the room.
“Come on, Lando!” He turned towards the Brit, “How do you even know she’s really pregnant?”
“I am very pregnant!” 
“She went to a doctor, you muppet.” Lando yelled, “There is a baby in her, and that baby might be yours or it might be mine. We need to figure this shit out, cause its someones responsibility, not just hers.”
Lance turned back towards you, his eyes glanced between your face and your stomach. You shifted your weight from one foot to another, anxious and ready to bolt out the door that was behind you. 
“How do we do this?” Lance sighed.
“Blood test,” you replied, “you get your blood taken, I get my blood taken and in a week or two, they find the match through there.”
The memory of absolute shame of having to ask about paternity tests at your doctor’s appointment burned inside of you. It was horrible, and the way the doctor had gone out of her way to plaster that dramatically huge, forced smile was engrained behind your eyelids. 
It will all be worth it in the end, you told yourself, your fingers pressing momentarily into your lower stomach. 
“Fuck me.” Lance grumbled under his breath, “I can’t believe this is happening, how in the fuck could you let this happen?” 
Me? Now he wants to act like he wasn’t the one fucking me?
“You know what, Lance? No one’s particularly thrilled about this, but hating it or me won’t make it go away. This is happening, whether you want it to or not. So you can take the paternity test and take responsibility for once in your life and be a fucking adult.” 
"What if it comes up not me or Lando?" Lance speaks callously.
“Motherfucker.” you mumbled before you turned on your heel, so sick of his cutting remarks. “Then it's Daniel's." You yelled over your shoulder. 
“What the fuck did you just say?"
“You heard her,” Lando backed you up, “don’t be a prick when this could be your problem.”
“You knew?” You scoffed at the look of betrayal Lance was giving Lando. “How could you know she’s fucking your teammate and be okay with it? Do you get off on this shit? Being the biggest slut-“
“Shut up!” You yell, “You know what, Lance. You can choose to take the test or not, I don’t give a shit. I don’t even know what I’m doing.” Your voice goes ragged and you swallow the lump in your throat.
You hear a slight thud sound, and when you look up, Lando is giving Lance a hard look. 
“I’ll take it.” Lance mutters.
“Thank you.” You responded sincerely before motioning to Lando, “Let’s go.”
Lando spared Lance one more look, taking in the sad brown eyes that followed him as he gets the doorway.
“Hey, we can get that drink now that I don’t have to worry about blurting this out.” Lando offered, half jokingly, half guiltily.
Lance’s lips quirked, but his sad eyes won the expression on his face, “Just go, Lando.”
Lando sauntered to the door after you, and you were forced to watch and listen as Lando hung his head and leaned into the doorway, one hand on Lance’s door. 
“For what it’s worth, I’m pretty pissed at the whole thing too.”
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world-of-horrors-au · 4 years
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Horrors AU - The Savage Beast Soothes [Pruning Roses]
Part 4 of the Briar vs Proxies series
Part 1
Part 2
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TW: None
Scratching, scratching. Sniffing, sniffing. Briar woke up cold, an iron hammer pounding inside her head, but aware of everything despite the pain. Scratching, sniffing, clicks and ticks. There was something nearby.
Toby had a pet. She'd never seen it herself but Eyeless Jack had. Said it was a wolf, the strangest he'd ever seen. Black as night with golden eyes, it followed him through the Forest when he got too close to the Proxies' territory. Jack said it growled like a beast twice its size. Toby called it Fury. Told Jeff it was the most dangerous being he'd ever met.
Scratching, sniffing, getting closer. Briar lay limp, barely breathing in her spot on the floor. Her heart pounded in time with her head. Something moved on the other side of the wall. Metal scraped and shifted. She tried not to tense, tried not to breathe too hard. Maybe if she played dead, it would go away.
An animal grunted in the darkness. Something huffed, sneezed. Briar squeezed her eyes shut. Fur scraped against the wall, and deadly claws tapped against the wooden floor. 
Briar exhaled, listening, listening. This room was too small, it was almost on top of her already. She heard it pause, and in the silence, growl. And the noise echoed in the tiny room. Her whole body shuddered. She was absolutely dead.
Hot breath rushed over her face. A warm nose brushed against her cheek. Briar couldn't stifle the whimper. It all hurt too much to hide anymore. 
The animal whuffed against her skin.
A warm, rough tongue brushed against her cheek.
Briar shook, waiting for the teeth to settle into her skin, but they didn't. The animal lapped at her in an oddly familiar way, moving from her cheek, to her arms, her shoulder and neck. 
Her eyes opened. The wolf was everything Eyeless Jack said. Big, black, looming in the darkness… but its eyes were closed, and the catlike tongue brushed over her skin.
Catlike. Briar's eyes widened. The wolf was licking up the blood spilled from the beating she'd gotten. Was it hungry? Or was she being… groomed?
"What are you doing?" She whispered.
The wolf opened its eyes and looked at her. Briar couldn't look away. It was like looking into the eyes of another Horror. This wasn't a normal animal. There was intelligence in those eyes. And maybe she didn't understand but… she swore there was compassion in them.
Letting out a shaky breath, Briar raised a hand to the wolf's head. Her fingers buried into the thick fur by the wolf's ears. She curled her fingers, scratching. The dark form of the wolf's tail lifted, and wagged. A deep rumble came from the being's chest. It couldn't be, she thought. Is it… is she… purring?
Fury's eyes closed. Her head tilted into Briar's hand, the loud rumble a comfort Briar knew so well. Memories of her teen years, her beloved cat Captain curled next to her chest, flooded into her mind. Her eyes closed.
"Thank you," she mumbled.
She felt Fury move, and opened her eyes in time to see the Beast lie down on the floor beside her. Fury rested her head on top of Briar's and sighed. She was so warm… Briar pressed into the thick fur, feeling the heartbeat beneath the powerful muscles. Fury purred, the vibration filling Briar's body from head to toe. It hurt, but she didn't mind at all.
She slept deep.
A low growl disturbed her sleep. The pain returned as Briar opened her eyes. Beside her, Fury sat rigid, the canine head turned away. Again, the Beast growled. Briar tensed, listening. 
The lock on the door clicked. She swallowed and closed her eyes again. Behind her eyelids light flowed into the room, the hinges squealing as the door opened.
"What the-" Hoodie said. "Fury, how the hell did you get in here?"
Another growl left the wolf-like creature, the noise vibrating her whole body. Briar hunched lower behind Fury.
"Seems like she likes the girl," another voice said. It took Briar a moment to recognize the speaker as the man from before, Masky. "Must have found her way in through a vent."
Hoodie sighed.
"We're not going to hurt her," Hoodie said. "We're moving her to the room we cleaned out. She can't stay in here, this room wasn't meant to be used for more than a few days. The new room is better."
Fury growled again. Hoodie grunted.
"Hey, girl," he called out. "You awake?"
The sound coming from the Proxy's mouth made Briar flinch. She looked up from behind Fury's form.
"That's a yes," Masky said.
"Get up," Hoodie said. His tone left nothing to be discussed.
With a nod, Briar shifted. Grinding her teeth against the pain, she forced herself to her hands and knees. Fury whimpered, watching with those intelligent golden eyes. Briar stroked the strange wolf's head.
"I'm okay," she mumbled. It was a lie but she had to reassure her new friend. "It's just - Just a little pain-"
She put her foot onto the floor, pushed up. Agony shot through her, her eyes flooding with tears as the world darkened at the edges. Briar felt the floor give way.
Cigarette smoke hit her nose. Her vision spun as she blinked her eyes. Someone's arms were around her, strong ones, and for a moment, Briar almost thought it was Eyeless Jack. But her sight returned, the pounding blood easing in her ears. She looked up into the white and black mask above her.
Masky adjusted her in his arms.
"She's not going to be able to walk like this," he said.
"Can you carry her?" Hoodie asked.
Briar squirmed. She could walk, she could definitely walk, it was just vertigo, she was going to be fine. But the arms tightened around her, Hoodie's eyes boring into her. Reluctantly, she went limp.
I hate this, she thought, ignoring Masky as he answered. Her legs left the ground as he picked her up. Briar shut her eyes. I hate this so much.
It was far from the first time she'd been carried in her life, but she never ceased to feel humiliated by it. Being carried meant she was vulnerable, helpless, unable to protect herself. It was worse now, being carried in the arms of one of her enemies. He was gentle, holding her like she was a priceless treasure, but what did it matter if they weren't going to let her go? 
I want to go home, Briar thought.
Behind them, claws clicked on the wooden floor. Briar relaxed somewhat. Fury. At least she wouldn't be too alone, for now.
They passed Beastie and Skully. Hoodie greeted the two with a wordless wave, Masky silently nodding as they walked by. Briar looked to the floor, gut twisting, feeling the Proxies' eyes focusing on her. Masky adjusted his grip, pressing her closer to his chest. She squeezed her eyes shut.
"We're almost there," Masky said in a voice so soft, it could only have been meant for her to hear. "Don't be afraid." Briar didn't respond, curling her fingers into her shirt. How could she not be afraid?
A few minutes later, a door squeaked open. Briar opened her eyes again. They stepped into a room, larger than her last cell. A quick glance around showed plastic boxes, made before the first Wave but still in good condition, a door on one side, a bed on the other. No windows, one lamp beside the bed.
Without a word, Masky set her down onto the mattress. It was soft, and surprisingly enough had pillows and a comforter, both well-patched from use. Briar pushed herself until her back pressed against the wall, looking between Masky, who backed away from her, and Hoodie. Hoodie stared back.
“Bathroom,” he pointed at the extra door. “The shower works, use it. Your clothes are in the boxes. I don’t know what Kate found but that’s what you’ll be wearing. The door will be locked, and we’ll bring you your food so long as you don’t misbehave.”
Masky’s face was covered but there was no mistaking the glare he shot his leader. Hoodie didn’t react, didn’t even look at the other. Briar swallowed under Hoodie’s gaze.
“Toby stepped out of line,” Hoodie said, “But I’m not afraid to have this happen again if you cause trouble. I’m not going to tolerate any defiance or disobedience, got it?”
Briar nodded. He said nothing, watching her. She looked away.
“Yes, sir,” she said.
That seemed to please him, though she couldn’t see his face.
“Good,” he said. He finally turned towards Masky. “The damage will heal on its own, eventually, but some first aid might encourage it. That’s your responsibility.”
“I’ll need Skully’s help,” Masky said, his voice tight.
Hoodie cocked his head to one side, as if in disbelief. “Seriously?”
“He’s better at serious injuries than I am, and you know it.”
“That’s not what I’m talking about,” Hoodie said. “But fine. I know what your problem is. If you want Skully’s help, he’ll help you. But this isn’t going to last forever. This might be your only chance.”
“I understand,” Masky said, “Though I doubt that’s true.”
The proxy leader snorted, and looked away. “Fury-”
The mattress creaked as the Beast jumped onto it. Fury sat down beside Briar, and wrapped her fluffy tail around her feet. She had a canine face, but the look of disdain on it was unmistakably feline. 
Hoodie raised his hands in surrender.
“Okay,” he said. “Masky, let’s go.”
Masky nodded. Hoodie shot Briar one last look before heading out the door. The other man followed him, but hesitated, glancing at her over his shoulder. For a moment, Briar thought he would speak, but the door closed and the lock clicked, and she was alone.
Well, mostly.
Fury turned to her, the deep rumble of her purr returning. She nuzzled Briar’s hand, licking it with her rough tongue. Briar ran her hand over the wolf-cat’s head.
“Oh, Fury,” she said over the noise, “What am I going to do?”
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bnhavibes · 4 years
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hhihihi!!! i saw your requests were open and i was wondering if you could do a Midoriya one where the two of them are like,,, perfect for each other. they both ramble a lot and are anxious often and have a lot of similar habits and mannerisms. only difference is Midoriya is pining super hard for them, and they’re pretty oblivious to it no matter how hard he tries to make them realize he has a thing for them. everyone else can tell BUT them. is this too specific? maybe. sorry lol! 💕💖
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If there’s anything more envigorating than training with your classmates, it’s socializing with your classmates! You, Class 1-A, some kids from 1-B, and a handful of some support class students all planned a hangout in the common room for Game Night.
Of course, the Bakusquad teams up with Bakugou, Kirishima, Ashido, and Kaminari on one team and the 1-B kids on the otherside; Kendo, Shinsou, Monoma and uh oh—
“My, my, it seems one of our classmates would rather study than participate in this silly game night!” Monoma chorted obnoxiously. “I always knew our class was much more responsible and—”
“SHUT YOUR DAMN TRAP YOU BIT—” Bakugou exploded, but his shrapnel was covered by Kirishima’s hands over the angry hedgehog’s mouth; Arms wrapped around and over his shoulders to keep Bakugou in place, Kirishima laughs a bit awkwardly.
“What out buddy Bakubro over here means you bit-ter bring your A-games! Heh,” He says, squeezing a struggling Katsuki while he growled and kicked around. “We might wipe the floor with ya.”
“What about Midoriya? Where did he go?” Yao-momo asked, hope hanging on her tongue.
It was obvious (only to you) that the beautiful girl had a crush on your crush. And it made you even more discouraged, knowing that such a socialable and outgoing girl would win Deku’s heart before you could even try!
You knew where he was though, you saw him sneak away with a huge flush on his face after talking to Yao-momo. You had texted him wondering where he was going and he said he had to study for his internship. The thought of the two chatting made your nervous tick activate, your leg bouncing rapidly on your seat’s footrest. You couldn’t help but blush a look down at your hands, thinking that people would notice.
You thought, and second guessed, about the outfit you chose for tonight; a pair of black soffe shorts(the comfortable kind that dancers exercise in), a very baggy and black low v-neck top with over-the-shoulder short sleeves made of polyester. Of course you had a pair of black ruffles ankle socks, but you didn’t bother with slippers since the floors were always clean.
You bring out your journal, writing and doodling on the countertop. while you sat on a barstool, the game systems were set up and snacks were being heated/cooked in the oven and prepped onto the countertop. A good amount of time passed when they finally got it all done.
Your distracting thoughts ease your shaking a little, but it fires back up when you hear somebody respond to Momo;
“Oh! I forgot to say, Yao-momo, maybe ask (Y/Nn)-chan, you know how those two are, hehehe.” the ‘Alien Queen’ retorted as the festivities had already begun.
Pink coated the tips of your ears, dusting across your cheekbones when Momo’s eyes meet yours as you look over in their direction. A warm smile stretches across her face, earning a gulp from you. The lump in your throat disappears as she approaches you, and places a hand on your shoulder.
“Hey, (Y/N), you and Midoriya-kun are friends. I noticed he was acting funny earlier, but he wouldn’t tell me what was the matter and left. Would you min—”
You didn’t let her finish as a “I’ll go grab him!” sped out of your mouth, collecting your phone and journal as you raced to the elevators. Relieved to be out of the big crowd, you let out a deep exhale as the elevators ascends. Deku wouldn’t tell Momo what was wrong, so it was up to you as his best friend to figure it out.
You clentched your phone and journal in your hands, shaking a bit with every step towards his room. Soft japanese lofi hiphop playing from behind his door, making your anxiety skyrocket.
“Here we goooo—” You raise your hand to knock, “—OOH GOD. Oh goddddgod god!! I have to talk to Deku, and what if hes alone?! What if he doesn’t wanna see me? Did I make him upset?? Hmm, well he always feels better when bringing up All Might. Maybe I could go grab some movies and come back or..” You rambled on and on, talking to nobody but an empty hallway. In your daze, the door began to creep open.
You started taking notes, marking pros vs cons of talking to Deku right now. Mumbling something or other when a small squeak distracts you.
“U-Uh-uuHuh, he-hey there, (y/n)!!! Eh, wha—why aren’t you enjoying game night? Did somethi-
“DEKU! Oh— Hi, well you, aheh! uHmM What! No, I— I, I wanted to— oh geez, your room smells so good! Are you making cookies or something?” You blush profusely, biting your lip to stop your damn tongue from speaking.
His own blush flares up, backing up a bit and opening an arm to welcome you in as he looks harshly away from you, frozen in a flinch and sweat beginning to build on his forehead. He was in a pair of black joggers, a plain white v-neck on his torso and the bracelet you got him for his 18th birthday.
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“I was just warming up some cookie dough, I, I know you’re not supposed to eat it uncooked but— It tastes g-good so.” He strays off, touching every other thing and making sure it was perfectly placed; a common occurance in his room.
A giggle escapes your lips, breaking a few layers of the awkwardness, and bringing a brighter hue of pink on his cheeks as you made yourself comfortable on his bed. It wasn’t noticed by you, but you were distracted by a gut feeling that you couldn’t ignore.
“D-Deku?” You squeak, nerves choking you up.
He looked over at you from his place on the floor, he was on his knees looking for a book in his bedside table’s drawers. “Ye-Yeah?”
“Do you actually have something to study, or is there something w-wrong? Yo-You can tell me— I wouldn’t tell a soul, I, I swear on it.” You say with a brave smile, clutching your journal to your body as you sat with your knees on the mattress
“Did Yaoyoroza put you up to this? I— I already told her it’s n-not worth worry-ING! UUHhhhHhh (Y/N)!! Y-Your, uhh— I!” He slaps a hand over his eyes and runs himself to his closet, blindly grabbing what seems to be a pair of sweats and holding them out at you with a shaking hand.
“W-What’s this?” You ask, eyes widening when you look down at your legs to see what made him react like that. A tear along the back side of your shorts had begun to spread from; The tight material usually form-fits itself around your “thicker” thighs and buttocks, but you must have caught them on your stool when sliding down and off it. (You’re short, so just stepping off high barstools will never happen).
“Th-Thank you!” You squeal, snatching the material out of his hands and slipping them on, and to your surprise— they fit! Even around your wider hips, tho your waist wasnt much smaller than his, the hem hanging a bit low, exposing about an inch of your lower torso(upper pelvis/low tummy and hipbone area).
“Is it okay now?” Midoriya asked. He looked so cute with his hand over his eyes, the prominent blush now being observed and imprinted in your mind.
You couldn’t help but reach out to touch his face, wanting to trace your fingers across every freckle that sprinkled across his person. Though, before you could reach his skin, he peeked through the cracks of his fingers; The heat becoming unbearable, and now your own body felt hot.
“(Y/N)...” He spoke softly, as if he was realizing something, removing his hand slowly. You were frozen in front of him; both visibly trembling, both staring into the eyes of your crush, both anxiously determining the next step.
You gulped harshly as he took in your appearance, subconsciously licking his lips as his eyes met the harsh grip your teeth had on your bottom lip, stepping forward and —without warning— he swept a strand of hair out of your face, both hands cupping underneath your jawline, and pulled your bodies together by gently tugging you forward and planting a slightly wet, deep kiss on your lips.
Your initial reaction was to freak out, but for some reason his warm hands kept you from falling apart. With your knees buckling, you grab the collar of his shirt, and almost fall into him— But his right hand steadied you, his calloused fingers pressing into your barely exposed lower back a bit, your bodies now insepedable as he continues to kiss you slowly but so deeply you thought he had some type of soul-sucking Quirk that happens when he kisses people.
After what felt like a life time, though it must have been 2 minutes, his lips leave yours. The absence of his mouth leaves you with a pout, but when your eyes flutter open you find he has a sweetest look in his eyes as he worriedly furrows his brows.
“S-Sorry, was that o-okay?” He asked, neither of you moving an inch.
“Does that mean yo-you like me?”
He chuckles, making your heart flutter. “I’ve been in love with you since the day I met you, (Y/N).”
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HNNNNGGF I HOPE U LIKEd THIS I KNOW IT WASNT EVERYTHING U ASKED FOR BUT AKAOXOISOSD
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bellakitse · 5 years
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Michael vs Lox the duck - part 1
Alex gets a duck named Lox. Lox hates Michael. Michael has a feathered nemesis. 
check out the pinterest board for pics of Lox here
Michael arrives at Alex's cabin with his tools. The last time he was there for dinner, at Alex's insistence that they have 'friend moments' despite already having confessed that they still loved each other, even when they had both tried to move on, he’d noticed the shaky floorboards of Alex's front porch steps.
He goes up said uneven steps. Lifting his hand to knock, despite having the key Alex gave him when he hears a crash coming from inside. Forgetting to be polite, he doesn't knock or even use his key. Instead, he turns the lock with his mind and pushes the door open to find… a duck.
There is a duck in the middle of Alex's cabin along with Alex's sweet beagle, Bagel. Next to them is Alex's small side table, knocked over, the lamp that usually sits on it in pieces.
Bagel, who in the last month that Alex has had her, is usually mellow, always looking at everything with sad eyes, is bouncing around the duck, barking happily and licking at the duck when it presses its small body against hers. Michael thinks it's the first time she’s ever seemed so animated; it's sweet. But it still doesn't explain the duck in Alex's home.
He opens his mouth to call out for Alex so he can shine a light on the mystery that is this feathered intruder when he comes into the living room from the direction of the kitchen. Alex barely spares him a look and a fleeting smile, before he looks down at the two animals that have stopped jumping around and are now looking up at him in attention. He's seen Bagel do that, always going alert in the presence of her owner, but is surprised to see this strange duck do the same.
"Bagel, Lox," Alex starts, his tone scolding but soft, as he places his hands on his hips with a frown on his face. "Did you guys make this mess?"
Bagel lets out a small whine, laying her head down on her paws, her big wet eyes looking remorseful.
And…Lox?
The duck lets out a squawk of his own, laying his head over Bagel’s.
Alex's expression softens. "I'm not mad guys, but we have to be more careful in our home."
The pair let out a couple of calls that Michael swears sound as if they are agreeing with Alex, and given the smile on Alex's face, he's not the only one interpreting it that way.
“Uh, Alex?”
Alex lifts his gaze from the animals on the floor to look at him, giving him an easy smile that he seems to give freely to Michael these days and never fails to remind him how far they’ve come. “Hey,” he greets him, his tone tender. “This is a nice surprise. I wasn’t expecting you.”
“I came to fix your steps,” Michael explains showing him his toolbox. “I heard the crash, and I thought maybe you were hurt, so I let myself in.”
“You used your key?” Alex asks pleased, and it makes something in Michael jump, the fact that Alex wants him in his space, wants him to feel like he’s welcomed, warms him inside.
“Yeah,” Michael says, tapping at his temple, giving a shrug when Alex lets out an amused huff.
“Okay,” he says easily, and it’s just another thing that makes Michael love Alex just a little bit more, his easy acceptance of Michael’s powers, and his lack of fear of them.
“So are we going to ignore the duck in the room or what?” he questions after a moment when Alex doesn’t say anything.
Alex frowns, looking back down at the duck who has since waddled towards the couch. “Lox? What about him?”
Michael gives him an incredulous look. “Umm, how about the fact that I was here two days ago, and you didn’t have a duck, but now the cabin is apparently his home or the fact that his name is Lox?”
Alex rolls his eyes, which isn’t the response Michael is expecting. “My dog’s name is Bagel, Guerin. He’s her duck brother, what else should I name him?”
Michael raises an eyebrow. “That answers nothing, Alex.”
“It answers the name question,” Alex shoots back, the corners of his mouth quirking upward, reminding Michael how good being a smartass looks on him.
This time Michael rolls his eyes, more at himself and his lovesick thoughts, than at Alex. “Do you want to answer the first question?”
Alex shrugs as he goes to the couch, Bagel follows him, climbing on his lap once he’s sat down. Lox the duck squawks until Alex reaches down and places him next to him. The duck settles in nicely, placing his small head over Bagel’s again. “So apparently these two were friends at the shelter,” Alex starts as he runs a hand over Lox’s feathers, while the other rubs Bagel’s back. “They didn’t tell me this when I adopted Bagel, and while she’s been adjusting to living here, you’ve seen she’s sad, right?”
Michael nods. Bagel is such a sweet dog, and it’s obvious that she’s already taken with Alex and even with Michael, usually curling at his feet when he visits. But he’s seen her cry for hours sometimes like she’s missing something.
“Anyway, I called the shelter to ask for some more information on her,” Alex continues. “And that’s when they told me about this little guy, who was her buddy, he was still at the shelter because most people go to adopt dogs and cats, maybe a rabbit, but not a duck.”
Michael sits down on the sofa chair across from them, starting to get a picture of where the story is going.
“I took Bagel to see him yesterday,” Alex looks down at his dog with the softest smile, so gentle and loving that it makes Michael’s heart squeeze. “She got so excited when she saw him, and he with her. They hugged, Guerin, I swear,” he promises, looking at Michael with wide eyes like he’s seeking his approval. “I couldn’t leave him there; it’s obvious that they’re family.”
Michael stares at the man he has loved for over a decade and falls in love just a little bit harder. It’s just such an Alex response. "Obvious," He says softly, a smile on his lips. Alex looks at him, and he's not sure what his face is showing Alex, but it makes Alex go rosy and bashful as he looks away again, clearing his throat.
"Do you want to pet him?" Alex asks quietly, biting down on that bottom lip of his that drives Michael to distraction, especially when it's caught between Alex's teeth. He misses kissing Alex; he misses it so much he aches with it. The knowledge that one of these days he'll get to press his mouth against Alex's, both gets him through his days and leaves him on edge, needy. This slow-burn back to each other being the sweetest, most torturous tease of his life. "Guerin?"
Michael snaps back from his thoughts, blinking quickly. "Huh?"
Alex looks at him for a moment and starts to smile slowly, knowingly. He might be the alien in the room, but there are times like this that he's convinced that he's not the only one with mind powers.
"Come pet him," Alex repeats, extending his hand to Michael. "He's really sweet."
Michael gets up and walks over to the trio. Bagel doesn't move from her place on Alex's lap, not that he blames her, he's enjoyed that lap plenty. Lox, on the other hand, lifts his head off his friend and stares at Michael with black shiny eyes.
"He's really cute, isn't he?" Alex continues as he plays with Lox's feathers.
Michael doesn't answer, but there is nothing cute about the way the bird is staring him down. Still, he reaches out to touch his small white head, anything to please Alex. His fingers barely touch the feathery head before Lox clamps his beak over Michael’s index finger.
“Fuck!” Michael jumps back.
Bagel starts barking excitedly at his reaction, Lox joining her by squawking.
“Shit, Guerin,” Alex stands, getting from under the animals that are now jumping around on the couch. “Are you okay?”
“He bit me!” Michael exclaims, cradling his bitten hand to his chest.
Alex takes his hand in his, examining it. “Technically ducks don’t have teeth,” he says, running his fingers over the slightly red skin. “He didn’t bite you. He pinched you.”
Michael rolls his eyes at the explanation. “Really, Alex? He attacks me, and you’re explaining duck physiology to me?” he kind of whines, playing it up. “I’m hurt here; he could have drawn blood.”
Alex gives him a small apologetic smile. “I’m sorry,” he says, though there is a teasing glint in his eyes that betrays his amusement.
“The least you could do is kiss it better,” he continues, laying it on thick. His pulse ticks upward when Alex’s eyes widen, locking with his as he lets out a deep breath. “It’s your wild beast, after all.”
Alex looks at him for another second, those dark eyes of his showing so much. He holds his breath as Alex brings his hand to his mouth and presses his lips against Michael’s index finger, holding it to his mouth. “Better?” he asks quietly against his skin.
“I might have miscalculated here,” Michael admits just as softly, his free hand pulling Alex closer by the waist, a sigh of relief passing his lips when Alex allows it, his body pressed against Michael’s.
“How so?” Alex murmurs, his face inches away from Michael.
Michael takes a moment to admire it. It’s been a while since he’s been this close to Alex, and Alex has always been the most beautiful thing he’s ever seen. He takes in everything, the thick brows, the perfect skin, but for the small scar on his forehead he didn’t have back when they were teenagers. He makes a note to ask about it. He looks into those eyes he could get lost in forever, the straight line of his nose. Cheekbones that even Isobel as commented on enviously. His mouth, that perfect mouth of his, soft lips that know how to take Michael apart just by the taste of them.
“I haven’t had your lips on me in months,” he whispers, his hand reaching to touch Alex’s face, his thumb pressing at the corner of his mouth. “So, this was just a tease.”
Alex lets out a soft laugh, his hand raking through Michael’s hair, tugging Michael closer.
“I thought we were taking it slow,” he whispers, even as Alex brushes his lips against his.
“We can stop,” Alex hovers, his breath against his skin. “Maybe shake hands, instead.”
“Fuck, no,” Michael answers with a laughing groan before he closes the last bit of the gap between them. Months, months of pain, of being with other people, trying to build an actual relationship between them. Months of curbing the constant need to touch Alex pours out of him. Alex moans, his hands gripping Michael’s hair, his body pressed tightly and heavy against his like he’s trying to fuse them together, trusting that Michael will keep them upright. Alex runs his tongue over the stem of Michael’s lips, slipping in when it makes Michael gasp.
“Alex, darling,” Michael pants out, and he’d be embarrassed at being so breathless from just a kiss, left so needy if it wasn’t for the fact that this is the way its always been between them. No one on the planet can get him going faster than Alex Manes; no one ever will.
Alex shivers, his hands going tighter around Michael’s curls. “I missed you calling me that,” he whispers, he pulls back enough to look at Michael.
Michael is blown away by the way Alex looks, his eyes hazy, his skin flushed, and there is a smile on his face, so sweet, so hopeful, that it almost breaks Michael’s heart thinking that there was a time where he thought that smile would never be directed at him again. He promises silently that he’ll do whatever it takes to keep Alex smiling like that at him.
“I’ll call you darling every day if you keep kissing me,” he promises, proud when that smile grows even more.
Alex looks more than ready to continue, a teasing smirk on his face that holds promises of his own; when  Lox lets out a series of screeches, startling both of them. Alex takes a step away from him, and it’s enough for the rotten bird to get between them, flapping his wings at Michael until he too steps away.
Michael looks over at Alex, who is looking at Lox, surprised, raising an eyebrow at him when Alex looks back at him.
Alex shrugs. “I’m sure he’ll warm up to you.”
***
Lox doesn't warm up to him.
In fact, Lox seems to hate Michael with the intensity of the sun.
"Lox doesn't hate you, Guerin," Alex says with a huffing laugh as they sit on the bed of his truck, settling in to watch Jurassic Park at the drive-in. Bagel and Lox (because yes, Alex brought them with him, in matching knitted sweaters no less) are off-leash playing by their feet. “How can something so cute, hate anything?”
Michael looks down at Lox and Bagel, who has calmed down now that she’s smelled her surroundings and is now settling down. Lox is pressed against her, but like he knows they’re talking about him is staring at Michael with those evil beady eyes of his. Lox has been living with Alex and Bagel for three weeks now, and in that time, has snapped his beak, flapped his wings, and chased Michael around every time he’s been over at the cabin for a visit. Only calming down if Bagel distracts him with her games. He’s tried everything, including bribing the damn thing with duck treats, that only worked until he ran out of them, and then the damn thing tried to rip his pant’s pockets off thinking he had more and was denying him his snacks. Alex finds it amusing, but Michael knows an enemy when he sees one, and the damn thing is out to get rid of him.
Lox screeches in his direction, a warning if he ever heard one before laying down on Bagel, their matching sweaters blending together.
Michael frowns, looking at the pair, taking in the purple and blue threading. “Where did you even find those matching sweaters for them? I know there are clothes for dogs, but ducks?”
Alex takes a pull of the beer he brought with him to their date, looking away from him. Michael studies him, his eyes narrowing when he spots a hint of a blush on Alex’s face. He looks back at the pair, they aren’t bad sweaters, but the more he looks at them, the more he realizes that they’re homemade.
“Alex?” he starts, amusement coloring his voice as a thought enters his head. “Did you…did you knit them their sweaters?”
“It gets cold here at night,” Alex argues. “And like you said, no one makes clothes for ducks.”
He grins, letting out a laugh when Alex shoots him a dark look. Unable to help himself, he pulls Alex close, pressing a kiss at his temple, relishing when Alex doesn’t pull away because they’re in public. Instead, he leans into Michael’s touch, his face tucked into his neck.
“When did you learn to knit?”
“Therapist recommended a hobby once,” Alex murmurs into his skin, his hand comes to rest on Michael’s stomach, holding on to his shirt. “It kept my hands busy after I got hurt.”
Michael lets out a small sound and nothing else. He just holds Alex a little tighter. “You should make me a sweater.”
Alex pulls back and looks up at him, smiling. “So, you can match with Bagel and Lox?”
Michael shrugs. “Sure.”
Alex chuckles. “And you’d wear it?” he asks, skeptical, looking back down at his pets. “I’m not very good.”
“They look good to me,” he assures him. “And they both look warm and happy. No one’s ever made me anything, and it would be from you,” he finishes feeling self-conscious as Alex looks at him with fondness in his eyes.
“I’ll make you a sweater with a scarf and gloves to match,” Alex promises with a smile as he leans in. Michael smiles back at him, warmed by his words, and accepts the gentle kiss Alex gives him.
“I’m going to hold you to that,” he says against Alex’s lips, kissing his smile once more. He’s more than ready to say to hell with the rest of the movie, and just keep making out when he feels a tug at the laces of his boots. Looking down, he’s not surprised to see Lox at his feet, eating said laces.
“Your duck is a cockblock,” he grumbles, shaking the duck off gently. Alex snorts hopping off to pick up Lox and then Bagel when she jumps on his legs to join them. Alex puts Bagel on Michael’s lap while he holds on to Lox.
“He just wants us to watch the movie,” Alex teases, as he pets the small white duck. Michael doesn’t believe that for a second. Lox is out to get rid of him. He doesn’t say it out loud because even he knows how ridiculous it sounds, even if it’s true. Instead, he gives Bagel the cuddles she deserves, grateful that at least one of Alex’s pets like him.
“Besides,” Alex continues, his voice casual, but the heated look he sends Michael anything but. “We are going to continue where we left off when you follow me home tonight.”
Michael swallows hard. “I’m following you home?”
“Mmhmm,” Alex hums, a playful smile on his face. “And I’m going to invite you in for coffee when really I’ll be asking you to spend the night.”
“Can we go now?” he blurts out after a few minutes of quiet between them, impatient.
Pleased when Alex lets out a happy laugh.
 ***
Michael wakes up with Alex's warm body next to his, his head on his shoulder, and the total peace and satisfaction of having what he loves the most back in his life.
What he also has, is a pissed-off looking white duck on his naked chest, mean black eyes staring at him in judgment. Before he can react, Lox is already flapping his wings, letting out a battle cry of a screech as he snaps his beak at Michael, scaring him more than Michael is ready to admit.
What happens next Michael isn’t sure; all he knows is that he’s ended buck-naked on Alex’s bedroom floor, having rolled off the bed in his effort to get away from Alex’s duck, who obviously is possessed by satan.
He lays on the floor for a second, his heart beating wildly when he hears a snicker from the bed. Slowly he stands up and finds an alert Alex sitting up, the sheets pooled over his lower half and Lox on his lap. Alex is running a soothing hand down the bird’s back to calm him down.
“Good morning?” Alex askes hesitantly,
Michael stares at him wide-eyed and a little manic. “It was, until that duck from the pits of hell tried to kill me in my sleep!”
Alex’s lips twitch.
“Guerin,” he starts, trying to mollify him.
“Uh-uh,” Michael cuts him off. “I have been saying for weeks that he’s out to get me. He doesn’t like me.”
“He’s a duck, Guerin,” Alex tries again, he still sounds amused, but his tone is gentle.
“Who’s trying to keep us apart,” Michael answers, feeling a little crazed by the ridiculousness of the situation. “We have spent 10 years apart, we’ve had feuding families that make the Montagues and Capulets seem like friends, aliens, your crazy homophobic father, a shit ton of misunderstandings and we have overcome all of that, but a demon duck is what's going to keep me away from the love of my life,” he exclaims. “How is this my life.”
"Love of your life?”
Michael looks at Alex, takes in his expression, the love that’s there, the amusement that is also still there, but also a tiny amount of doubt, and he finds himself scoffing. "Oh don't act like you didn't know. Of course you’re the love of my life. I have never loved anyone else, and I don’t plan to ever love anyone else but you, so don’t change the subject.  We are talking about your duck and how he's trying to kill me to keep you all to himself, focus, Alex.”
Alex looks at him, biting down on his lip, but it doesn’t stop the laughter that pours out of him. Michael stands there, still naked and frankly offended as Alex is reduced to giggles, still clutching his evil duck.
“Oh, Michael,” Alex sighs happily, still chuckling. “I love you, so fucking much.”
Michael opens his mouth and closes it, his heart pounding. It’s the first time either of them has actually said those words out loud. Alex doesn’t wait for him to answer; instead he turns to Lox and lifts him to eye level.
“Okay, buddy,” he starts gentle but stern. “I get it. Bagel and I are your people. You’re protective. But you don’t have to be protective of me from Michael. He’s my people, which makes him our people. So I’m gonna need you to start being a good duck when he’s around. I’m sure he’ll grow on you, he did on me.”
Michael narrows his eyes, at the teasing look, Alex throws his way. “I don’t think you’re taking this seriously,” he pouts, wincing as he hears the whine in his voice.
"I'm telling my duck to stop being mean to my boyfriend, Guerin; you're lucky I'm not still laughing hysterically."
Michael perks up at that. “Boyfriend?”
Alex shoots him an unimpressed look. He puts Lox down on the floor and tells him to go find his sister, and the damn thing listens, waddling out the door. He looks back at Michael and pats on the bed, gesturing for him to come back. Michael gets in the bed and lays down on his side, facing Alex as he does the same. Alex slips an arm around his waist and tugs him close until they are pressed against each other, faces inches away.
“I tell you I love you, but me calling you my boyfriend is what trips you up?” Alex questions with a raised eyebrow.
“The ‘I love you’ part sent my heart racing,” he confesses.
Alex smiles. “Love of your life did the same to me.”
Michael matches his smile. “You are, you know. The love of my life, I love you, Alex.”
Alex closes his eyes, the smile on his face beaming, and Michael can’t help but close the gap and kiss him until they are breathless. When they break the kiss, Alex tilts his face to press another kiss on his forehead.
“You said it yourself, Michael,” Alex whispers, opening his eyes, his love shining in them. “We have been through so much; nothing is keeping us apart now. I won’t let it.”
“I won’t either,” he promises.
“I know,” Alex says softly. “This time, it’s for keeps.”
Michael nods, swallowing around the lump of emotion in his throat. “Your duck still hates me, though,” Michael assures, knowing it’s true.
Alex lets out another small laugh, his face going sly. “Guess you’ll have to spend a lot of time here, exposing him to that Guerin charm of yours until you win him over.”
Michael raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing on his lips. “Don’t think I won’t,” he says, pulling Alex even closer, letting out a pleased hum as Alex tucks himself into Michael’s chest. Over his shoulder he sees that Lox is back at the door, staring him down. He runs a hand down Alex’s back and looks straight at his new feathered nemesis with narrowed eyes. “I’m not about to be beaten by some damn duck.”
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The Cabin By the Lake: NSFW Bonus Chapter 3b
This is an extended Morridwen scene from my fic “The Cabin by the Lake”, where Mor and Cerridwen’s reunion is extended into an NSFW scene.
Chapter 1 (Feysand) || Chapter 2 (Azuala) || Chapter 3: (Morridwen) || Chapter 4: (Elucien) || Chapter 5: (Amrian)
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The Cabin by the Lake (Exclusive): NSFW Morridwen
That night meant nothing.
Mor could still taste the female’s kiss.
She meant nothing.
The sound of her breathless gasps still filled Mor’s fantasies.
None of it meant anything.
A kiss so fiercely passionate it set their blood boiling and drew and undignified moan from her lips.
I love you, Morrigan.
And then she simply vanished.
For three hundred years Mor took up a vigil on the anniversary of their meeting. Centuries of searching for a female no one knew in a city no one could enter or leave. She should have been found in a day- but she’d remained elusive. Mor still took lovers, but a part of her would inevitably compare them to that perfect, dark-skinned female and suddenly they were the ones who meant nothing.
Both of them had been masked and far from sober. The sex wasn’t what stood out in her memory- it was how right everything felt. Her body fit against Mor’s perfectly, her dark skin was a perfect complement to Mor’s golden tone, and the sound of her voice-
-it was the most perfect sound she could imagine.
That perfect match was what her greedy heart craved.
But… nothing. Three hundred years, and not so much as a whisper of her.
Perhaps it wasn’t the mysterious female who meant nothing. Perhaps it was Mor herself.
Would she be disgusted to discover that the third in command of Night was utterly in thrall? Did it make her laugh when she pictured Mor pining away decade after decade? A single night- that was all they’d had. Why did it have to be more than that?
Well, it didn’t have to be, but that was what Mor wanted above all else.
Rhysand was taken Under the Mountain, and Mor forced herself to set aside the ghost of that cruel, divine female. She had to at least try to be stronger for the people of Velaris.
Fifty years passed, and now with Elain, Lucien, and Nesta in tow their expanded family descended on Rita’s for the Feast of Souls. Rhysand and Feyre were… otherwise engaged at home, but Mor was determined to have fun. It didn’t matter that she had felt that anxiety and pain again the moment Rhys returned from Under the Mountain- as if the female were somewhere close. It didn’t matter that the dark eyes of her lover were haunting her once again.  She would have fun, and she would find a way to move on.
Tension hung over Mor, thick and nearly tangible. She felt a twisting guilt in her chest, as if she’d forgotten something. It was a feeling she’d had every Feast of Souls since that blessed and damnable encounter. She always thought ‘Maybe this time she’ll be there,’ and yet she never was.
Still… what if?
As Mor wrestled with the decision to stay on the dance floor or go home, Rita caught her eye, glanced at the door to the upstairs party, and nodded.
It was Rita’s mate who’d introduced her to the stranger. They both knew of Mor’s centuries-long quest for her identity. 
Could that mean-
Mor didn’t care who saw her. She ran to the door and took the steps two at a time. Anyone who got in her way was moved with a hurried ‘sorry’ and a not-so-gentle shove. She almost knocked the doors off their hinges in her rush to enter and-
-and sitting at the table Mor had conducted her vigil from was a dark-skinned female in a black dress, her identity hidden behind a black veil and a gold-and-diamond mask that obscured everything beneath her obsidian eyes.
She gave no thought to who may see her unmasked face. Mor went straight to the female she’d loved and lost. Delicate, slender hands slid to her hips as Mor lifted the veil just far enough to seize the female’s mouth- a boundary she’d set on their only meeting. Her shattering kiss was as devastatingly perfect as the last they’d shared.
Mor didn’t even bother to excuse herself from her friends downstairs. Rita would tell them she’d left with someone. She winnowed the female across Velaris, straight into her apartment.
“Where have-“
The female put a finger on Mor’s lips to stop her as they both struggled for breath. They were trembling with need, but the female took a step back.
“I was scared for so long. I thought you would hate me if you knew. Every year I watched you look for me, and every year it killed me to stay away. After Under the Mountain, I refuse to be afraid.”
“Under the Mountain?” Mor paused- then it hit her in a wave of terror and ice. Only two females from Velaris went Under the Mountain- two females far, far too close to the Inner Circle, “Which one?”
There was no hesitation as the half-wraith removed her veil- the shield that gave her the courage to love Mor openly for just one night so many years ago. Her almond-shaped eyes and the crook in her left eyebrow- Mor knew instantly.
“Cerridwen.”
She stared at her for a long time- at Azriel’s spy who she’d loved with quiet ferocity for three long centuries. The female who’d wrecked all others for her, who’d vanished after a kiss that Mor could still feel on her lips even now.
A female who was something far greater than nothing… the one Mor had long since realized… was her mate.
“You didn’t give me a chance last time,” she whispered. “You didn’t wait for me to reply, so let me say it properly now.”
Mor stepped in close, erasing the gap between them. She cupped Cerridwen’s face in her hands and stroked her silken cheeks, just as she’d done after their first and only night together.
I love you Morrigan.
“I love you too.”
Cerridwen barely managed to stifle a sob as Mor grabbed her and drew her into a long, hard kiss. Her entire body was overwhelmed by lightning and fire- by the feeling of that golden female she’d loved so much for so long, it was hard to even breathe each time she was dismissed from her presence.
One of Mor’s hands slid around Cerridwen’s lower back while the other moved up her spline to gently hold the back of her neck. It took three hundred years to find Cerridwen again, she wasn’t about to let go.
Memory tended to distort with time, or so Mor believed. A pleasant memory becomes magical, the bad get worse. After her desperate search, a part of Mor had long since accepted that even if she did find the female, things couldn’t possibly be as perfect as she’d imagined.
She was wrong.
If anything, time had dulled the fantasy of Cerridwen’s lips against hers. Mor couldn’t taste enough of them. They were perfectly formed, and she could hardly stop herself as she sucked Cerridwen’s lower lip between hers, acutely aware of the other returning as much attention to her upper one.
The first brush of Cerridwen’s tongue between her lips elicited a soft, pleading moan. Both still had a barrier up- those same walls of uncertainty and fear that separated them for so long. With Mor’s arms tight around Cerridwen and the wraith’s stroking her hair, they were still two beings.
Separate. Individual. Apart.
So, Mor opened her mouth, and let Cerridwen’s tongue enter.
The taste of her lips had only been a shadow of the divine sweetness Mor found in her mouth. Her own tongue stroked and teased as Cerridwen returned her moans.
Slowly, almost on their own, Cerridwen’s hands moved from Mor’s hair to her back, her sides, her hips. A soft nudge- barely more than a shifting of the feet, adjusted their hips so that each female’s pelvis pressed against the other’s thigh. That pressure sent a shiver through Mor, but it was nowhere near enough.
She broke their kiss and opened her eyes to meet Cerridwen’s gaze. Their bodies were pressed against one another, with pesky clothing keeping them apart. A blush covered the wraith’s chest and cheeks. Her eyes were wide as she panted.
Cerridwen held still as Mor stepped back. Her dark eyes followed a golden hand as it rose to cup her cheek. She turned her gaze back to the shining female and nuzzled her palm, turning ever so slightly to lick at Mor’s thumb, then draw the tip in to lightly scrape with her teeth.
Mor’s eyes never left Cerridwen’s as she traced her thumb along those perfect lips. Once she’d circled back around, the wraith nipped at it once again. Mor slid the thumb in to her mouth to the first knuckle, then began to slowly pump it in and out as Cerridwen started sucking at the skin. She stroked the pad of Mor’s finger with her tongue slowly, showing her exactly what she planned to do between her legs later on.
Aching need was building in Mor and she whimpered at the heat of Cerridwen’s mouth. The apex of her thighs pulsed in time with her lover’s tongue.
Her thumb withdrew and she returned to Cerridwen’s embrace. She cupped her lover’s neck once more and trailed kisses along her jaw, earning a happy sigh. The shy desire in Cerridwen made Mor burn hotter, and she slid a hand down from neck to shoulder, drawing aside the strap of Cerridwen’s black dress. The wraith freed her arm from it entirely and with a kiss of cool air, her breast slipped free.
Red silk scraped across the too-sensitive flesh of her erect nipples as Mor pressed against her. The hand on Cerridwen’s shoulder slid down to the newly exposed flesh. Mor gently squeezed her breast, earning a sweet gasp.
Again, it was even more perfect than Mor remembered. A comfortable handful of warmth and impossibly soft skin that all pulled towards a mahogany nipple the perfect size for nibbling.
Mor swirled her thumb around the nipple before pinching it. Cerridwen’s next gasp was swallowed by Mor’s lips as she drew her once more into a deep, open kiss. Refusing to release Cerridwen’s breast, Mor stepped back and pulled her lover along.
Cerridwen smiled against her lips as Mor pulled her from the foyer to her bedroom. She broke the kiss only to draw some much-needed air. “I’ve had three hundred years to dream of how I would do this.”
“I’ve been dreaming of it far longer.” Cerridwen let or sit on the bed before lifting her skirts and moving to straddle Mor’s hips. She stroked her golden face and smiled at the way it seemed to glow against her darkness. Mor’s arms circled her waist, holding her secure. On a whim, she rested her cheek along the draped fabric of Cerridwen’s half-on dress, her nose gently pressing against the wraith’s breast.
“When Azriel brought Nuala and I to meet you all- the moment I saw you I was lost,” Cerridwen cradled Mor’s head, basking in the miracle that was at last in her arms. No fear, no shame, and no mask to conceal her identity, “I loved you quietly every second those years. Even Nuala noticed I’d lost myself to someone- not that she ever knew who. I went to Rita’s that night because she told me to find a female who could help me forget the other.”
“You always knew it was me beneath the mask, didn’t you? Before I even took it off?” There was pain in her voice, a deep, aching regret for every second they’d lost because of her fears.
“I did,” Cerridwen tipped Mor’s chin up until their eyes met, “and I don’t hold it against you. You looked for me, I was the one hiding. I saw how sad you were and I just- I was too scared of losing you to risk having you.”
“Feyre knows… what I am.” Mor’s arms tightened and she hid her face once more in Cerridwen’s chest, “If it is the only way to be with you, I’ll tell the others.” Her words were muffled, and Cerridwen’s heart cracked.
She returned to stroking Mor’s hair, comforting her, “Don’t you dare, not for me.”
“I would do anything for you,” Mor whispered, and she meant it. Three hundred years apart, and yet now, in Cerridwen’s arms, she knew she’d found home at last.
“Love me,” Cerridwen lifted her face and kissed Mor, “trust me, and hold me. But don’t reveal yourself for me. Do it for you, and only when you’re ready. My sexuality is the easiest part of me for people to understand, so I have never feared it or questioned how others would see me. I can’t imagine how hard it must be to reveal that precious side of yourself and I would never make it a condition of my love for you.”
Mor sobbed against her lips and salty tears mixed into their kiss. Cerridwen was a miracle she didn’t deserve. To the wraith, Mor was a blessing from the divine.
Cerridwen kissed away Mor’s tears, but the golden female needed her to know how much her words and actions meant. She seized Cerridwen’s mouth with hers and rolled to lay her on her back. She kept a hand on the wraith’s cheek as she shifted to straddle her leg and whipped blindly through the fabric of her skirts. Once she found a way in, her fingers reached for Cerridwen’s leg and followed it up towards something warm and swollen with need.
That was where the desperation eased somewhat. Cerridwen had foregone undergarments and Mor’s fingers traced the curve of her smooth entrance. Up and down her finger slid, never enough to part the folds, no matter how Cerridwen whimpered against her mouth or angled her knees out and away- opening herself.
When Mor’s finger parted her at last, it came away shining with moisture.
She continued her light tracing, only offering the tip of her finger- enough to tease the inside of her folds but not touch her entrance or touch her knot. Still, a drop of something slick and sweet soon rolled down her finger.
“Please,” Cerridwen gasped at last. Her hand grasped Mor’s elbow as if she could force her hand in deeper, but the other resisted.
She slid another finger through Cerridwen until it too was covered in her wetness. Despite her whispered pleas against Mor’s lips, she continued to tease her- all the while torturing herself.
“Take it off,” Mor said at long last, moving the skirts from beneath her knee. Cerridwen didn’t hesitate- she shifted her hips up- straight into Mor’s waiting knot. Mor gasped and ground against Cerridwen harder and harder, until she managed to pull her skirts out from under her and finally threw her dress off the bed.
Mor fell onto her aching breasts in an instant, and as she sucked one into her mouth she slowly pushed her fingers into Cerridwen. The wraith arched in an instant, pushing herself against Mor’s mouth with a wordless cry. Too long- it had been too long since she felt so whole and complete. She wanted to kiss Mor- to return as much of this incredible feeling as she’d been given.
While Mor focused her attentions on Cerridwen’s slit and breast, Cerridwen began to roll her hips up into the slow plunge of her fingers. Mor moaned and her own breath hitched as the leg beneath her shifted to rub against her knot through the fabric of her gown.
“Take it off,” Cerridwen threw Mor’s words back at her.
Mor was forced to withdraw from Cerridwen’s body, leaving her empty and hungrier than ever. She slipped a hand beneath Mor’s skirts as the golden female negotiated hidden ties- then those of the ruby corset beneath. Cerridwen had no love for undergarments, but Mor most certainly did. She felt silk lace and stroked the front of that- hard enough to encourage Mor to undress faster, but not hard enough to offer any reprieve.
The dress was, at last, flung aside, and with it her corset. Cerridwen slipped her hand down the front of those red silk panties and hooked two fingers into Mor. When the female bent down to kiss her, she dodged her lips with a smirk and immediately took one of Mor’s large breasts into her mouth.
Nothing existed beyond Cerridwen’s touch- nothing save the scent of her arousal. Mor pushed her cool fingers back into her lover and curled her thumb down to press- finally- against her knot. Cerridwen’s shout of pleasure was little more than a hum as she continued to bite and suck at Mor’s breasts. As sensitive as she was there- it was almost as good as rubbing her clit too.
Cerridwen had Mor’s breast to absorb her gasps and cries. Mor had nothing. She was shaking, whimpering with need and desire. A thick, wet sound came from both and only served to encourage the wave growing inside her. That lewd sound represented what she could do to Cerridwen- as much as the wraiths tortured cries. It also stood for what Cerridwen was capable of drawing from her.
Mor’s free hand pinched and squeezed Cerridwen’s breast as her fingers slowly began to pick up speed. Cerridwen’s hips began to rise as she released Mor’s breast and looked up at her- mouth frozen open. She exhaled low and slow, but the tension in her body gave it sound. Mor was almost lost, but she smiled at that sound.
Her other most treasured memory took on new significance- the way Cerridwen screamed her pleasure as it devastated her. For a quiet, secretive wraith she could make the most wonderful sounds.
At the same time, both females slid their fingers from one another. Cerridwen turned half onto her side and lifted her leg for Mor to grab. The other female ripped her panties in an effort to get them off faster, then shifted so that she was straddling Cerridwen’s open legs. She pressed her heat to her lover’s entrance, hugged the leg tight to her chest, and began to roll her hips in tight, focused circles. Within a few passes, her folds parted against Cerridwen, and the wraith’s against hers.
They cried in unison as their knots found one another and that glorious, wet noise filled the air once more. No female ever fit so completely against Mor, and Cerridwen never felt more powerful or powerless as she did beneath this one. Her pleasure slid back for a moment as she found their rhythm, but now it was rushing at her hard and fast.
It would be impossible to hold back the tidal wave.
As much as Mor loved Cerridwen’s screams, Cerridwen loved the flood unleashed by the other’s orgasm.
Mor’s gaze was drawn from Cerridwen’s at last and her circling focused exclusively on the swirling of their knots. She pressed down harder and harder as Cerridwen’s gasps turned to shuddering cries and her body tensed.
A squeak from Mor was the sign that the wave was upon her. That squeak sent Cerridwen over the edge.
Her back arched and two growing cries were torn from her lips before her jaw clenched and a scream ripped through her. Her entire body was hard and loose as Mor ground against her knot, made a far quieter shout, and was immobilized by blinding, glorious fire. The first splash of her against Cerridwen’s knot took the very breath from her lungs, and the wraith quickly reached down to pull her lips open wider.
She screamed again and took over for Mor, grinding their bodies together as another jet of Mor’s release hit hard against her quaking entrance. Mor fell to her side on the bed, but still she held Cerridwen’s leg, and the wraith didn’t stop moving until Mor’s body shuddered and she forced a hand between them, protecting her core.
Mor shivered and shook with the force of her climax. White spots danced before her eyes and she wasn’t entirely sure she could fight back the darkness that threatened to take her as she shielded herself from any more stimulation.
Only when that other tension left her did she let Cerridwen untangle their legs and crawl up the bed to kiss her.
“I love you,” Mor murmured, her body still shuddering with violent pulses of pleasure.
Cerridwen settled against Mor and held her- mound to mound and breast to breast. There was no denying they fit perfectly. She wanted to kiss her through the next ten minutes- until Mor had recovered enough for Cerridwen to wreck her again. But there was something she had to do-
“This time we can say it in the same century,” she whispered against Mor’s lips. “I love you too.”
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Izuku and Bakugo vs. Villain
I want to practice writing fight scenes and since I’m obsessed with BNHA right now and soft Bakugo. Here’s an indulgent fic.
It was becoming a grueling fight. Sweat dripped down Deku’s face as he pressed his back against the wall. He surveyed the area hoping he could put together a miraculous plan of victory or escape. Rubble of decimated buildings laid on top of upheaved roads. Tiny fires started to jump to nearby buildings and he could see heroes scrambling to put it out. Calling for help would be useless as one, they wouldn't make it in time and two, the villains used a force field quirk to keep them in the confined area.
“Where are you, little bunnies? Come out, come out, wherever you are?” A sharp tooth grinned covered the villain’s face. Blood dripped from the blades the villain was carrying. She brings the blade to her lips and joyfully licks the blood off. “Tangy, I wonder what your blood will taste like, little bunnies?”
Deku pressed himself against the building. He needed to formulate a plan before he could go out to face her. Out of the corner of his eye, he saw a glint of silver in the alleyway across from him. Kacchan was crouched low to ground like a lion poised to pounce on its prey. Deku tried to signal to him that he should not do anything yet. Kacchan throws him the bird and within seconds, the alleyway lights up brightly as Kacchan blasts into the air. The villain immediately twirled to face the explosion.
“Found one little bunny!” She yelled joyfully.
Deku watched in amazement as Kacchan descends from the sky at breakneck speeds, aiming his body straight at the villain. The villain watched, a smile still plastered on her face. At the point of collision, the explosion was so bright that Deku needed to turn his head away from that moment. When he felt his eyesight returning to him, he opened his eyes and took in the scene. The villain’s force field took the brunt of the impact. At the point of contact, little fissures spread like wildfire across the surface of the field. That’s it! Deku felt his thoughts race a mile a minute.
Before the force field seemed indestructible, as it withstood both his and Kacchan’s attacks easily. The force field can only take a certain amount of damage before it’s destroyed. It seemed very similar to how villains in video games had HP bars. Kacchan jumped back to avoid both of the blades.
“Looks like your damn shields that you are so proud of aren’t really all that strong.” Kacchan smirks and forms a fist with his hand. “Die!”
The villain dodged his punch at the knick of time and used her force field to push back against Kacchan sending him flying towards a building. At the last minute, Deku heard an explosion and Deku assumed Kacchan used a small explosion to slow himself down before the point of contact. The villain grinned menacingly and Deku watched in horror as the force field began repairing itself.
If this battle continues, then both he and Kacchan will lose. Both he and Kacchan have been fighting for quite some time and he knew that they are reaching the limit of their quirks. Deku cannot let her repair that force field. Deku took a deep breath and allowed the power of One for All to flow through his body. He could almost feel the sparks of energy flying from his body. Before he wasted any more time, Deku charged at the villain.
“There’s the other bunny!” She laughs maniacally.
The villain tried a stab at him and he rolled to the right. Using his momentum, Deku pushed all his energy to his legs and launched himself at the villain’s blindspot. Caught off-guard, the villain unconsciously put up her field as he punched it. More cracks appeared along the bubble and the villain looked furious. Deku jumped backward as she slashed at him, nicking his arm. Blood slid down his costume mixing with the sweat. He took a couple of seconds to catch his breath and then he went to jump at it again.
The villain expanded her barrier and Deku felt like he smashed into a wall. With a yell, she expands the barrier upwards forming a mushroom. Deku pushed off against the wall to get away, but it was a moment too late. The barrier crashed down on him. He smacked against the ground making a deafening crack against the asphalt. He didn’t even have time to scream. He couldn’t breathe. Half of his body was under the barrier, unable to move or feel. He couldn’t think as he started to choke on his own blood. She applied more force onto him and he screamed. His bones creaked and he felt like a balloon about to pop.
Suddenly, he could breathe again and the pressure was gone from his body. He gulped for breath desperately. Someone landed right next to him.
“Get the fuck up, Deku!”
“Keep your eyes on me, little bunny!” Kacchan parries the blades with the large grenades on his arms.
Deku gritted his teeth and tried to pull his body up. He nearly whited out in pain. He gasped for breath, taking a few moments to process the pain. He knew he can’t stay down for long. He prepared himself for the pain and stood up. Fire raced up his legs and his body nearly crumpled to the ground. He bit the bottom of his lip to stop from screaming. He could taste the copper. Taking another deep breath, he surveyed the scene.
There was a slight lull in the battle as both Kacchan and the villain were trying to catch their breath. Kacchan was hunched over, wiping the blood from his mouth. Deku noticed Kachhan’s arm twitching minutely. Kacchan won’t last for much longer against the villain. The villain didn’t fare much better, there were more cracks in the barrier than before, no doubt from Kacchan’s relentless attacks. Her attention was focused on Kacchan, so she hasn’t noticed that Deku had gotten back up. This was his chance for both Kacchan and him to counterattack. When Kacchan launched himself towards the villain, Deku braced himself and did the same.
The villain moved towards the right to get out of the way of Kacchan’s explosion and right into Deku’s kick. Swinging his body to bring the most force possible into his kick, Deku’s foot collided with the barrier. The cracks spread like wildfire and he could hear the barrier shatter like glass. The villain’s face was filled with shock before outrage filled it. She swung her sword at Deku. Deku knew he couldn’t jump out of the way. This wasn’t how he wanted to die. Time slowed down, before the sword could reach him, a blur crashed into her and knocked her out of the way. Deku skidded against the road and his skin scraping against sandpaper.
Kacchan had saved him. Although to be truthful, it was probably a side effect of his need to win against the villain. Regardless, he felt immensely grateful. The outer force field begins to dissipate, so he knew that the villain must be unconscious now. A sigh of relief escaped him. It’s over. Exhaustion settled over his body and the entire lower half of his body was numb. That… that probably wasn’t good. He couldn’t seem to focus on the scene before him. Someone approached him.
“Pathetic, you couldn’t even win against a second rate villain like that. How could you ever be number 1?” He hears Kacchan say. Deku opened up his eyes and scowled up at Kacchan.
“Y-You’re barely standing at all, yourself, Kacchan.” Kacchan tsked at his statement.
“At least, I’m still fucking standing.”
“I landed the hit that destroyed her barrier.”
“I landed the hit that knocked her out. What’s your point, shithead?” Deku couldn’t even find the energy to fight him. His eyes started to close. “Hey shithead, don’t fucking fall asleep on me.”
It’s not like he could stop it. He just felt so tired.
All around Izuku was darkness and silence. His body was incorperal, wading through the darkness. Weightlessly floating, he was at peace. There was no pain, no feeling, no anything. Just his mere existence in an endless sea of quiet darkness. He knew not how long he floated in that sea, but he could feel a slight disturbance around him. Whispers started to the left of him, far away, but slowly inching closer. They grew louder and louder, until he was surrounded by their voices. It sounded like the voices of the previous One for All users, colliding and resounding off one another. He couldn’t make out the words, but he knew what they wanted. This was not where their story would end, and they asked him to indulge them a little longer. Izuku contemplated his answer. Obliging the voices would mean leaving the serene peace, but they were quite insistent and persuasive. Maybe jumping once more into the chaotic, unknown world would offer something better than the quiet.
“Wh… ….s th… f...cking… id...ot… going to wake up? Rival, my fucking ass.” Was that… Kacchan?
“Bakugo, my boy, you should focus on your own recovery instead of Midoriya’s.” All Might said in a deep, calming tone.
“Shut the fuck up, old man. What the hell do you know?”
“Bakugo, I know you must be tired. You did carry Midoriya back from the battlefield with your injuries.”
Izuku made a noise of surprise cutting off Bakugo’s reply. He heard rustling and a presence sat down next to him. He opened his eyes slowly, letting them adjust to the light. The lower half of his body ached and throbbed.
“How are you feeling, Midoriya, my boy?” Concern plastered across All Might’s face.
“Everything… hurts…” All Might brushed the bangs away from his sweaty brow.
“I’m sorry that I can’t help you…” Izuku smacked All Might’s shoulder weakly.
“All Might, you’ve already helped... more than you could ever know.” All Might’s shoulders sagged and he sighed.
“I can only hope, but as your mentor, I urge you to stop landing yourself in the hospital and giving everyone a heart attack.” All Might turns to Kacchan. “You too, Bakugo.”
“Whatever. Like I can control when a villain attacks.” Kacchan sneered and turned away from All Might. Right before Kacchan turned, Izuku noticed a small smile on his lips.
“What… What happened to the villain?” Izuku asked.
“The Enforcer? She’s been apprehended thanks to you both.”
Suddenly, the door to the hospital room burst open. Kirishima and the rest of class 1-A rushed in through the door. Twenty worried faces plus concerned parents filled the hospital room. Izuku gave the room a tired smile. He knew that both he and Kacchan were going to be just fine.
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Horrors AU - A Jealous Hand [Pruning Roses Ch 3]
Part 3 of the Briar vs Proxies series Part 1 Part 2 Ao3 Mirror Wattpad Mirror
TW: Violence, burns, drugging [though not fully detailed], torture [I guess?],  mentioned eye trauma, just... fucking Toby man. What a terrible person he is.
The door opened. Briar’s head jerked up.
She’d lost track of time. Maybe she’d even fallen asleep. There was no time in this closet, only a silent darkness, low scrapings in the wall and loud, distant laughter. Maybe this was punishment enough, trapped like an animal until her thoughts drove her insane.
Behind the figure was darkness, allowing Briar to see the woman without pain. The proxy, Kate, stared back at Briar, and it was impossible to tell if the dark circles under her eyes were natural or some kind of paint. Her hoodie was different, not like Jeff’s infamous one now, but one that zipped up. Still white, though, and left open, revealing a pastel blue shirt that said ‘invincible’ in all caps. Briar’s eyes fell to the woman’s hands, and the item she held.
Without a word, Kate tossed the plastic bag, bearing the name of a long vanished grocery store chain, into Briar’s lap. Briar looked into it. Her stomach rumbled. Food, still warm, in little plastic baggies.
“Eat all of it,” Kate said, and her voice held no emotion.
Briar looked up at her. Her mouth was watering, but her mind worried.
“What is it drugged with?”
Kate placed a hand on one hip. “Weakeners,” she said. “So you can’t fight back or break out of here until we’re done with you.”
A shiver went up Briar’s spine. “How do you know they work?”
“They worked on your boss Jeff,” Kate said. “And you’re a younger Horror than he was when we caught him.”
Swallowing, Briar looked down at the bag and its contents. Her stomach ached, like it did when she was a refugee during the War. She’d never wanted to feel that way again.
“If you don’t eat willingly,” Kate said, “I’m allowed to do whatever I want to make you.” She tilted her head back, her eyes cold. “What’s it gonna be?”
Briar exhaled. She looked at the bag, and ate. Wherever the drugs were in the food, whether in the sandwich or the fries, or in the bottle of water, she didn't taste anything. Actually, she barely tasted the food at all.
When she finished, Kate pushed away from where she leaned against the door.
"Don't bother throwing it back up once I leave. The drugs work fast and we won't feed you again if you do. Leave the bag on the floor, we'll pick it up after we move you."
Kate turned away, only to look over her shoulder.
"You're lucky Hoodie gave you to Masky," she said with a grim smile. "If it were me, I'd spend tonight seeing all the colors that pretty face of yours can turn."
The door shut, and the lock clicked. Briar listened to the footsteps until they faded away. She looked down at the bag in her lap and picked it up. Squashing it into a ball, she threw it as hard as she could into the wall across from her. It was better than nothing.
Briar pulled her legs into her chest and wrapped her arms around them. The darkness suffocated, she closed her eyes so she didn't have to see it. She let out a shaky exhale.
"I want to go home," she whispered.
If the guys were okay, would they come rescue her? If they were free, and intact, would they track her down? Would they find out who took her? Would they even be able to find this manor to take her back? Briar set her teeth. There was no telling how long the Proxies would keep her here. What if they never let her go?
She shivered. Her clothes weren't meant for temperatures like in this manor. She was dressed for summer nights spent around campfires, listening to insects and the laughter of loved ones. She didn't even have a jacket. If she asked for a jacket, would they have enough pity on her to give her one? Or was this just another form of torture?
Stop thinking, she told herself. Worrying won't save your life. You've been cold and hungry and desperate before. You can handle this.
I can handle this, she thought.
Pulling her arms into her short-sleeved shirt, she wrapped them around herself like she did as a teen. The rags smelled like dog as she laid down on them but they were still softer than leaves and grass. Closing her eyes to the darkness around her, Briar counted backwards from 100, picturing the shape of each number in her mind. Sleep didn't come easily, but it did eventually come.
Something cold wrapped around her wrists. A soft click reached her ears. Briar grunted, a similar chill wrapping around her heart as she awoke. Handcuffs, she thought. Her blurry eyes looked between her wrists, the door left half open, and the vague, crouching human shape in between her and the door.
Someone chuckled. Briar snapped awake. Toby.
"Morning," he said, and in the darkness she saw the smile on his face. "Did I wake you? Course I did. I thought you'd wake up when I opened the door, but you were sleeping pretty hard. Guess you haven't developed your war instincts yet."
He reached out a hand. Briar winced back, cringing as he patted her head.
"You'll be sleeping even better once Masky gets done with you," Toby said. "If I let him."
What was that supposed to mean? She really didn't want to find out.
"Wh… why are you here?" She whispered.
"What a good question!" Toby said with false approval. "Didn't say you could speak, though, but whatever. I'll let it go this time."
Toby reached into his pocket. Briar braced. Instead of a weapon, he pulled out a single cigarette and an old pewter lighter. He placed the cigarette between his teeth, and lit the end. Toby took a deep breath, and coughed, hard. He pulled the cigarette from his mouth as he coughed, Briar's eyes widening with alarm. After a deep breath, he laughed.
"He's gonna kill me when he finds out I took one of his cigs," Toby said. "Fucking whatever though. He owes me."
He shifted his legs, sitting cross legged on the floor. Toby tilted his head, and looked down at her. Briar swallowed
"I came because I wanted to see what Jeff sees in you," he said. "You know you're not the first Horror he's trained, right?"
Briar nodded. His lips curled up
"So he talked about me? That's good. I hope he's said nice things about me."
The man took another drag of the cigarette.
"I bet it's nice having a girl around, for Jeff and his gang. I haven't seen a girl Horror in… ages. A different perspective, a different hole…"
Toby lifted his head up and exhaled the smoke into the air. Briar's eyes watered at the smell.
"But let's be real here, Briar," he said. "There's no contest. Between you and me, I'm the better one. The better hunter, the better forager, the better lover. He's too stubborn to see it."
Sucking in a breath, Briar pressed back into the wall. No conversation that started like this was going to end well for her.
Leaning back on one hand, Toby sighed and took another breath on the stick. "He's so damn proud. He doesn't know it but he is. It gets in the way of everything. If he'd stop fighting God, everything would go great, for all of us. But he won't let go. He thinks he can fight God and win." He laughed lightly. "I used to find that arrogance attractive, but now, I just want to lock him up somewhere until he sees the light."
He looked down at her. "You get me, right?"
Briar shook her head. They'd told her Toby was insane but she never thought this was how it showed.
Toby rolled his eyes. "Kids. Can't expect too much out of you. You're, what, not even two years old yet? Pathetic." He tapped the ash off the end of his cigarette onto the floor. "If Horrors weren't sterile you'd have a use, but right now? No way. It would be better in the long run for Jeff to kill you."
Tears formed in her eyes. Briar grit her teeth against them and looked away. Jeff would never…
"He doesn't need another useless mouth to feed. You're two years old and you're a complete unknown. No track record, no enemies, no urban legends about you. Have you even killed ten humans? Five? Get real. When I was your age, I'd killed fifty. Well, give it take. Who was counting?"
"I'm not useless," Briar said, looking up at Toby. "Just because I don't have a reputation doesn't mean-"
His hand whipped out. Briar cried out in pain as his hand slapped her cheek. Her head hit the floor, sending more pain through her skull, and she bit down a desperate sob.
"Did I fucking tell you to talk?" Toby said. She heard him take another drag on the cigarette. "Anyway, like I was saying: people like you are better as compost. You'd grow great roses."
Briar closed her eyes. Maybe she could just shut him out…
"But I'm not allowed to kill you," Toby said. Briar's eyes opened. "Nobody is. God wants you left alive."
She looked back at him, hoping her eyes would say enough. The Slenderman wanted her alive? Why?
"I don't get it either." Toby tapped out the ashes again. "Far as Hoodie can tell, you're a part of some big plan. Or maybe he's gonna turn you into a proxy later." He shrugged. "Who knows?"
Her, a proxy? She shuddered.
Toby laughed. "Yeah, I hope not! That's gonna make all of this-" he waved the hand holding the cigarette around. "Really awkward, eh?"
He looked down at her, his smile turning into a predator's grin.
"Really, really awkward."
His hand snatched out again, digging into her hair and yanking her head back. Briar cried out, twisting. The rags she laid on curled into knots under her, and the slick floor didn't give her any help. She looked up at him, at his sharp smile, and her eyes widened. He was bringing the cigarette towards her face.
"No-" Briar said.
"Shut up," he said.
The cigarette was still red on the end, heat burning through it. Oh god, she thought. He's trying to put it out in my eye. Briar squeezed her eyes closed, jerking her head as much as she could. She felt the heat of it just under her eye and twisted her head up-
She screamed.
Toby twisted the cigarette into her cheek, putting it out on her skin. He pulled the butt away but she couldn't see what he did with it. Tears streamed down her face, hot liquid burning the singed flesh under her right eye. She sobbed. It hurt.
"Aww, I missed," Toby said. "That would've made you a lot more interesting as a person."
He dropped her hair and she hit the floor. Briar tried to swallow her cries. It hurt. It hurt worse than any burn she'd ever gotten. Worse than any stabbing she'd ever received. It hurt. It hurt.
"Oh, whatever," Toby said. "Not like I'm here trying to improve you anyway."
The punch rattled her teeth, pain shooting through her jaw. Briar opened her eyes. She thought, if I were human that would've killed me. It was the only thought she had before another punch followed.
Blood spilled from her nose, coating Toby's bare hands. He laughed and the sound pressed against the walls of her skull. Another punch, pain spilling through her upper chest. She gasped for air but it was too late, the next punch hit her lungs. Briar sucked in as much air as she could, and began to scream.
He didn't tell her to stop. If anything it felt like her screams encouraged him. The bruises formed moments after his fists landed. Her gut, her chest, her face, her neck. Briar screamed through the pain. She raised her cuffed hands to protect her face but he yanked them down, bruises forming under his fingers, and punched her nose until she heard the crunch. Pain merged with her mind until there was nothing left. Until there was nothing but her screams and the muted crack and crunch of breaking bones.
He's going to kill me, she thought, but she knew it was worse than that. He wouldn't disobey the Slenderman. He was getting her warmed up for the rest of her stay.
Her throat gave up. Briar slumped onto the ground. Through the darkness she saw Toby raise his fist again.
Another hand caught it.
"Toby! What the fuck are you doing?!"
Her head was full of blood, but she recognized the voice. Briar watched, gasping for air as the second person threw Toby back away from her.
"Oh. Hey Masky," Toby said, impossibly calm. "You're back early."
"What the fuck is wrong with you?!" Masky shouted. "What the hell did you do to her?"
"Don't be so pissy," Toby said. "I wasn't gonna kill her. I was just having some fun. What, don't you like your meat tenderized? She'll probably be healed up in a week and it'll be like nothing happened."
"You bastard," Masky hissed. "You waited until I was gone to break in here. You wanted me away so you could fuck her up, and for what?"
Toby didn't answer. Briar looked at the ceiling.
"For what Toby?" Masky shouted. There was still no reply. "... Are you jealous?"
"Fuck you!" Toby shouted, anger in his voice. "Fine. Fine. I'll take my cuffs and get out of here. But you should know better than to get attached. We're not keeping her."
"I don't want her as a pet anyway," Masky snapped.
Toby grumbled something, but she heard him stand up. Briar closed her eyes and lay limp. His fingers were sticky with blood from her nose, but they forced the cuffs off anyway. Toby made a sound like he was going to say something to her, but he seemed to change his mind.
Briar opened her eyes and looked up as he walked away. Toby vanished through the door, but Masky lingered. She couldn't see his eyes through the mask even without the tears still falling from her eyes. For a moment, she almost thought Masky was going to say something. But he shook his head and closed the door behind him.
In the darkness, alone, Briar closed her eyes again. She sobbed. Oh god, it hurt it hurt it hurt. The pain burned through her, throbbing and aching and swelling. There wasn't a single part of her that didn't hurt, even her legs.
The tears came again, flowing fresh down her face. Briar tried to pull her limbs into her body, but doing that just made it all hurt worse.
"Eyeless," she whispered. "Jeff. Guys. Help me."
I miss you, she thought. I miss you all so much. I wish you could hear me.
But no one could hear her. No one but her.
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