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#BRUCE LIKES BEING AN ASSHOLE FOR SOME SMUG REASON
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Can I request a platonic yandere black phone boys x mother figure reader?
where like she helps them through their trauma and takes care of them when something is going on with their home life or if their just upset?
And they’re super protective over her because of it
Now as a agender person I suck at writing fem reader, but since you made this beautiful request I’ll do the motherly/fatherly reader of course but just with they/them. This is more of after you helped them with trauma and they got connected. This also can be platonic or romantic however you see it I guess please enjoy ❤️
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Finney:
•Finney is more of an insecure overprotective guy
•poor thing lost his mother
•I mean you’ve helped him so much
•you’ve always been a parental figure in his life
•standing up to bullies 
•being there for him 
•just all in all you’ve been very supportive of him
•now he won’t go borderline insane but he’ll do subtle things that no one could realize
•he’ll ask you for help with simple stuff, ask you for hugs and stuff like that
•all in the way to get closer to you and keep you away from people
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Robin: 
•Robins more of a low profile yandere
•he doesn’t wanna get picked on for being protective over a parent friend/partner
•he’ll do his best to hang out with you 
•asking you for study help
•even cooking just to get close to you
•always watches movies with you
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Bruce:
•Bruce is an odd one
•he will not talk to you for some reason
•when he starts getting protective it’s like he distanced himself
•he just doesn’t wanna be overbearing on you 
•he has a big reputation he doesn’t wanna lose his shit if someone talks to you
•he loves you to much to do that
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Vance ❤️:
•OOOH BOY.
•he absolutely adores you for being there for him unlike his actual parents
•This man is AN ANGRY POSSESSIVE YANDERE
•he will make it clear that he doesn’t want you talking to anyone
•he will drag you away from someone if he has to
•you think he’s aggressive now? Just wait till someone tries to get close to you
•He will unleash the wrath of Satan onto the poor soul
•Vance has definitely hurt you in jealous rage
•Not physically but emotionally
•he doesn’t have good parents he bottles everything up and let’s it onto you
•he hates himself for it but he can’t help it YOUVE been there for him so you won’t care surely?
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Billy:
•Paperboys a sweet yandere
•I can see him being a bit of a overprotective guy but not really
•he’ll most definitely ask you if you wanna deliver papers with him
•to be fair he just wants to bond with you in the sweetest way possible
•the most possessive thing he’ll do his grab your hand to pull you away from a conversation
•he’ll most definitely let you pet Samson
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Griffin:
•this fucking gremlin is smug and obsessive
•he’ll drag you away by crying about random stuff
•he doesn’t care if he’s labeled a crybaby he just wants your attention
•he’ll make sure you don’t have any plans that don’t have him involved 
•going to a concert? He’s going
•going to a funeral? He doesn’t care if he wasn’t invited he’s going 
Bonus!
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Gwen:
•she’ll make it clear about her possessiveness
•she will lie about having a bad dream about the person your getting close to
•the guilt will be excruciating but she’ll deal with it for you
•always is with you
•she will go into the bathroom with you she doesn’t care
•she will cuss out anyone who tries to get close to you after her many warnings
•she’ll even get physical for you
•she’s lost her actual mother and her asshole father doesn’t help 
•she’s not letting you go EVER
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thevindicativevordan · 6 months
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Comics this week ?
Superman Lost #7 - Giving people cancer has become Lex’s “crowbar” and I love it. Such a smug asshole, knew Priest would write a great Lex . Priest did a fakeout with Superman cheating but I hope he actually follows through on Lois dying. Probably won’t, but it would be a stronger story if he did. All the people going “THIS IS HOW YOU GET INJUSTICE” reminded me that we need an Elseworld story with the guts to kill Lois off and not have Clark go batshit insane.
Superman #7 - The Chained is whatever, there’s potentially something interesting in him being Stryker like I suspected and Williamson hinting that he’s the reason Conner has TTK, but I am intrigued to see Lena II return to continuity. All you need is Lena I getting fished out of the fridge underneath Lexcorp and we can have a proper Luthor family reunion. Brainiac’s motive turns out to be pretty mundane, he wants a family I guess, but the why and how of it may still prove interesting. Least Brainiac is still a bastard, wipes out a planet as a means for doing a test run. If nothing else the Superfamily throwing down with the Czarnians should be fun.
World’s Finest #20 - Waid’s found his footing again! Strong start to the KC arc after two lackluster arcs in a row. Enjoyed seeing Clark and Bruce have different orders at Planet Krypton from what their Earth 22 counterparts did, nice way to demonstrate the differences between them and their counterparts. Am I reading too much into it, or is KC Superman ordering milk while our Superman ordering coffee intended to show that KC Supes is pretty childish as opposed to our Supes being more “adult”? And we will get a proper Superman vs. Magog fight after all, excellent!
Nightwing #107 - Boring. I don’t care about Bea since I dropped Nightwing during the Ric era, and without Redondo to cover for him all of Taylor’s usual weaknesses are starting to grate on me. Would drop the book but Redondo is coming back at some point so I might stick it out.
Green Lantern: War Journal #2 - First time the two Johns have ever interacted I think, would be cool to see Stewart put his architectural skills to use in rebuilding Metropolis. Plug your plotlines anywhere you can PKJ, I’m here for it, but Genesis popping up here makes me wonder if the Revenant Queen will be revealed to have a connection to Aethyr? He did turn people into monsters in that Annual PKJ did about the FS House of El traversing the PZ.
JLvGvK #1 - Not as strong a start as I hoped, truthfully it was boring. Funny that Toyman was the one to bring the Kaiju over to the DCU, most relevant he’s been in years. Going to pick up the next issue now that the setup is all done and hope it improves.
City Boy #5 - Cameron is really teetering on the edge of morality here, Pak is riding the question of which side of the moral divide he’ll ultimately fall on all the way to the ending it seems.
Incredible Hulk #5 - Foreman’s depiction of long haired Hulk is actually pretty good! Hulk’s fully in his DGAF mode and it adds some black comedy amidst the horror. Betty finally shows up, and in Red Harpy form to boot! Eldest likely has used that body manipulation power Betty mentions to force Betty to serve her, hope Bruce can see that and isn’t stupid enough to take the obvious honeypot.
Scarlet Witch #9 - What a shame that Orlando has to compress all these interesting adventures into one issue, because he doesn’t have the sales to tell them all in separate issues. Ah well, looking forward to the final issue and fight next month.
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obito76 · 1 year
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[Days in Gotham]
Part 3 : Emotions never lie
Pairing : Bruce Wayne/Raven.
You can read this full series here on AO3.
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Raven knew it was only a matter of time before he would come ask about it. She’d dropped much subtler hints in the past that had been no problem for a detective like him. And yet, it never got old teasing him. Perhaps building the anticipation was more fun than the actual act sometimes. She’d certainly surprised even herself with her creativity at times.
As she let the drizzles of water run over her, she contemplated the nature of his recent…desires. Bruce hadn’t told her what he wanted, hadn’t even hinted at it. Of course, their sex was still immensely satisfying for the both of them. But like she told him once upon a time, emotions would never lie.
Her eyes opened, and she turned around so that she faced away from the water. Pursing her lips, she contemplated the concept of it some more. She’d never really explored playing with her other hole, not even with Dick, but she understood why his emotions were alluding to him being into it. Men can fuck any wet hole they can find, she thought amusedly.
Yet, she was getting a little curious too. From what she had read, they did say it was a whole new feeling. Of course, sharing both a literal and figurative connection with someone made new ventures a lot easier. Raven briefly smiled to herself as the warm water gently pelted her hair and back. The washing part of the shower was already done—including there. It wouldn’t hurt to take a few moments to explore a little.
She spread her legs, feeling her cheeks part and expose her asshole a little more. Letting out a low hum, she slowly brought a wet finger near her sphincter. She rubbed around it a little bit, then gently inserted the tip of her finger in. It was an odd sensation—it tickled a little, not quite pleasurable but not uncomfortable either. She experimented some more, but felt herself instinctively clench up when she tried to go a bit further. Well, that was probably the reason she’d gotten all those damn bottles.
Raven finished showering, quickly drying her short violet locks as best as possible with a towel before putting on a fresh leotard. As she entered her room, she became glad she had put her hood up to somewhat hide her gleeful look. Bruce was sitting at her one-person desk, the chair turned to face the door. His arms were folded as he eyed her suspiciously, and she spotted the bottles she’d placed around his bathroom all lined up on the desk behind him.
She sat down on the side of the bed and pulled her hood down. “Any particular reason you’re here?” she asked, unable to contain the slight playfulness in her tone.
Bruce raised an eyebrow, then reached behind and grabbed one of the bottles, holding it up. “Where’s my body wash?”
“How should I know? You’re the one who always has everything in order,” she said, shrugging. She peered closer at the bottle, pretending to inspect it for the first time. “And…what does…lube have to do with your body wash?”
“Raven.” His lips curled downwards into a frown.
She smirked. “I hope you didn’t use that on your gorgeous body, Mr. Wayne.”
“Where’s my body wash?”
She held up a hand, gently pushing the fallen bangs from his forehead, exposing his stony glare, a stark contrast to her smug expression. “What makes you think I know where it is?”
“Oh, I don’t know,” he started, getting up. “Maybe it’s the fact that in every place I keep it I found a bottle of lube today. Maybe it’s the fact that only one person who lives here knows every place I keep some. Or, maybe, just maybe, there’s only one other person I know who has any sort of need for lube.” He came right in front of the bed, staring down at her.
“Huh. Weird.” She momentarily looked down from his eyes and noticed a small tent beginning to form in his pants. “Quite the mystery, isn’t it?” She teased before dropping her head and placing a lingering kiss on the growing bulge.
He reached out and grasped both of her wrists, pinning her down on the bed and getting on top. His grip wasn’t tight or rough by any means, but it was still firm. “Care to let me know where you’ve hidden it all?”
She rubbed her own heated core against his crotch, teasing him a little more. “I might.”
“Yeah? Are you gonna tell me?”
“I know what you want,” she said, still smiling smugly. “Don’t try denying that part.”
“Fair enough,” he said with a sigh.
“So don’t try this tough guy act, Bruce.” Her hand moved to rub his junk some more, and he groaned as his erection expanded further. “After all, I’m doing you a favor. Dick is out of town for two days, we have this entire mansion to ourselves. Don’t tell me you’re not excited.”
A smirk appeared on his face. “So, what you’re saying, is…”
“Fuck around and find out.”
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It wasn’t too different from riding his dick.
She kneeled on the bed, his face between her legs as she lowered herself onto him. He grabbed onto her ass with both hands, adjusting until his tongue could reach inside her. She moaned, grinding herself onto his face more as he kept exploring. Her hand reached out and pressed on the top of his head, grabbing a fistful of hair as she leaned in more, trying to get as deep onto him as possible.
“Hah…you having fun yet?” she asked, looking down at him.
He opened his eyes, momentarily retracting his tongue. Though she couldn’t see it, he was smirking. “Not as much as you are, from what it sounds like.”
“Let me know if this does it for you then.” She put both hands on the bed, balancing herself, then began to move her hips back and forth, rubbing herself along him underneath. He groaned loudly and helped her hips along with his own hands, her arousal spreading all over his face. After a few more moments, he stopped her, lowering her again onto his tongue and vigorously running it around inside. He traced across her clit and she shuddered, letting out another sweet sound.
Raven put her hands behind her and leaned back, extending her legs out and spreading them more. She then began to bounce up and down, riding his tongue. He let out a muffled groan, the noise combining with her moans as the heat grew stronger between her legs.
Bruce slapped one of her cheeks, then looked up at her. “Turn around,” he commanded, before tonguing her a bit again for emphasis.
“Getting ideas, are we?” She glanced down for a moment at his face, covered in a mixture of sweat and her arousal. She tingled just at the sight—it was too hot being on top of him like this.
He squeezed her ass with both hands and licked her clit again, eliciting a gasp from her. “Suck my cock and I promise you’ll be in for a treat.”
“Interesting proposal.” She turned to face the other way, then got on her knees again before parking her ass back down where it belonged. He spanked her again before reaching up with the other to rub her clit. Raven let out a few abbreviated breaths, then leaned forward, opening her mouth and taking his cock. It was already covered in precum, and she quickly licked it dry before starting to suck. Her hand reached down and cupped his balls gently and heard him groan from underneath as her mouth continued to work.
Her sucking was interrupted by the sensation of something wet finding its way into her sphincter. She gasped as his tongue worked itself into her other hole, circling around while he continued to finger her clit. In the heat of it all, she let go of his cock and moaned loudly. Instinctively, her hips began to rock back and forth, matching his rhythm. She bent down again, sloppily trying to suck his tip off. It was certainly much harder to focus on him when he was doing this.
“Bruce…” She gasped as his tongue went deeper inside her ass. It was unexpectedly enjoyable, but now it made sense to her why people did it. The new feeling of pleasure combined with the familiar one from her pussy, and it coursed intensely through her legs. She came up off his cock again and planted both hands on the bed, gasping loudly as she grew closer to her climax. Finally, he thrust his tongue nearly entirely in and she cried out, finishing as her body slumped on top of his.
Breathing heavily, Raven stayed on her stomach for a few moments, still feeling the post-climax wave run through her being. She moved over to his cock again, and buried her nose in his balls, nuzzling as she inhaled his scent deeply before coming up, swirling her tongue around the tip she took as much as she could. As she slowly came back to her senses, she started sucking faster, his soft groans encouraging her more.
He shifted a bit under her, and she understood the cue, straightening up before lifting her leg and getting off of him. Bruce sat up and pulled her in for a kiss, their lips quickly parting to allow their tongues to sloppily meet in the middle. He still had some of her arousal on his face, and their mouths had both been places, but they were long past the point of caring.
Raven broke free from him, reaching down and stroking his cock while staring into his eyes intently.
“I see now why you’re always thinking about this,” she murmured.
He smirked. “Do you want more where that came from?”
“I don’t think I would mind.”
The sultriness in her voice instinctively made him stiffen up even a little more, and he dove into her breasts, licking and playing with her dark nipples. It wasn’t long, however, before he felt the need to feel some pleasure on his cock again. He put his hands on her shoulders, and she nodded, turning around and getting on all fours. Taking deep and slow breaths, he readied himself, spreading her legs some more and lining his cock up.
“Wait,” she said. She looked down and in between her legs at him. “I think you’re forgetting something, Mr. Batman.”
He chuckled a bit. “Not yet,” he said, rubbing his tip against her folds a bit. “A little warm-up first?”
“Not a bad idea, actually.”
“Of course not.” He put his hands on her hips and inserted himself all the way, groaning as he felt her walls tighten around his cock. She moaned as well, and his balls tightened instinctively in response. The little noises she made always made it hotter for him.
This was second nature to him at this point. He started thrusting, hands holding her hips tightly as he made sure he got as deep as possible with each motion. He took in the entire experience; the sight of her shapely ass hitting against his groin, her lewd noises every time he thrust into her, and the increasingly wet feeling of her around his cock. He reached a hand out and rubbed around her entrance, his fingers instantly coated with her moisture. Groaning, he looked up for a moment, slowing his pace and trying to stop his own arousal from building. He wasn’t going to last if they went on for much longer like this, and today was definitely one day he wanted to last until the end.
Looking down again, Bruce spread her ass, revealing her asshole more clearly. Her legs shuddered a bit in anticipation, and he grinned. While pushing his cock all the way in again, he traced his moisture-coated finger around her rim, causing her to half moan before a gasp cut it off as his finger made its way inside.
“Oh…fuck…” she said between shallow breaths, as he continued to tease her with his finger while fucking her at a slower pace now. Emboldened, he tried adding his middle finger, and grunted as he was hit with a tingling wave that emanated from his cock. Their desires were coming alive, and her pleasure was desperately trying to reach him. He pulled his fingers out for a second, then inserted them again, going a little deeper. He felt the same heat again, though a little more intense this time, and both their noises filled the room up as he kept playing with her.
Raven pushed her knees forward, getting off his cock and turning around to face him. She pulled him in, one arm wrapping around his back while her other hand moved in on his neck, squeezing the sides gently and bringing his face an inch away from hers. She straddled him, wrapping her legs around his waist and staring into his eyes once more, the normally cool blue hue of them now fiery with desire.
“You want something?” he asked huskily, reaching his hands down to her ass.
“Yeah, I do,” she hissed, breathing heavily.
He squeezed both of her cheeks, eliciting a low purr from her. “You like it when things go in your ass?”
“Yes, Bruce.” Leaning in, she kissed him a few times hungrily. She was getting dangerously close to a trance state; all she could focus on were her primal desires. “I need something bigger in it now. Like your delicious cock.”
He kissed her once more. “I can make that happen, you little freak,” he said. Raven held up a magic-imbued hand and the bottle of lube appeared in her palm a second later.
“I’ll help you out.” She quickly squeezed some out and rubbed it on her hands before applying it on his cock, staring at him and flashing a devilish smile throughout. He felt the pressure build up in his nether region some more as he stared into her lustful eyes, and knew he wasn’t going to last long in her ass. Once his cock was drenched in lube, some of it dripping off his length, she turned around again and spread her legs as wide as possible. He spread both her cheeks some more with his hands, and lined up his cock, preparing to enter.
“Slowly, though,” she reminded him. He murmured an “mm-hmm” in acknowledgment and stuck just the tip in at first. Raven groaned as he began to make his way deeper. She winced as she felt his cock cross her outer ring and gasped as it went even further.
“Are you okay?” he asked. “Does it hurt?”
“I’ll…be fine,” she said. “Just give me a moment.” Raven straightened her back a little, trying to find a more comfortable position to take it. He felt so big inside her, and it almost felt like it would be more pleasurable feeling him pull out. But after another moment, the discomfort began to fade and she found herself craving even more depth.
“Okay. Keep going,” she said.
“I’m almost there,” he said. Her asshole had loosened up a bit but was still clenched around his cock, driving him insane. His balls were tight in anticipation, and his cock involuntarily twitched a little inside her, eliciting a sweet moan. He paused for a moment, feeling her pleasure from her around his cock again. Exhaling, he pushed the last of his length inside her, groaning as her walls closed on his cock again.
“Fuck…” Raven let out. He felt much bigger than he usually did, the feeling sending strong tingles throughout her body. Her pussy started to heat up again, crying out for attention as well. She put her hand between her legs and started rubbing, moaning loudly.
“Oh, fuck…” Bruce watched as she started playing with herself. He had to finish now. He pulled out halfway and then pushed back in, starting his motion. With each motion from his hips, she started to loosen around him, and as she did, he increased his speed, needing more of the exhilarating sensation.
“Oh, Azar,” Raven swore. He had already felt amazing entirely in her, but the sensation of his cock working back and forth in her wet hole was electric. She let out a near constant stream of moans, rubbing her clit more vigorously while he continued to pound her ass. “Oh please baby, don’t stop…harder…”
“Raven,” he said, his breath ragged. His hands stayed on her cheeks, holding them roughly and pulling as much of her onto him as possible. The pressure inside his cock built to a peak as he looked up and closed his eyes, feeling her ass hit against his balls. “I’m gonna cum…”
“Give it to me, give it to me, give it to me,” Raven said through clenched teeth. Her fingers worked rapidly, rubbing her clit as she brought herself closer to orgasm as well. The sound of her words was all Bruce needed to hear, and he finished inside her a few seconds later, filling her ass with his load. She let out a whine at the warmth of his cum, sending her over the edge to her climax as well. He pulled out after he emptied in her entirely and she fell to the bed on her stomach, still processing her own intense orgasm. Bruce laid down on his back, his cock still semi-erect. Their deep breaths filled the room for a few moments as they both took in the post-orgasm bliss.
Finally, Raven got up and joined on top of him, and they shared a few deep kisses as only satisfied lovers could.
“Wow,” he said between breaths. “Even better than I had hoped…”
“Good thing I got all those bottles of lube for us, hm?” she said, smiling and pecking his lips.
“Like you said, emotions never lies,” he said, smiling back. “And, it makes this a lot more fun too.” He reached around and rubbed between her ass a little, eliciting a low whine from her. His fingers quickly became coated in a mixture of fluids, and he rubbed it off on her before giving her one last spank.
“You are quite the adventurous one,” Raven said, planting a kiss on his neck. “Your sex drive knows no limits, does it?”
He grinned. “I guess we’ll just have to fuck around some more to find out.” Sitting up against the headboard, he put his hands on her shoulders and helped her straighten up as well. “So, will you tell me where my body wash is now?”
A dark look flashed across Raven’s face, before she smirked, this time more evilly. “Oh, I don’t think we’re done yet.”
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Legends of The Dark Knight (1989) #50
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badassbuchanan · 3 years
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My Girl
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Request: Could you writer some sort of frenemies thing with Bucky where everyone thinks you hate each other but then Loki starts flirting with you and it makes Bucky really jealous??
Warnings: smut; non!con turned fucking sickly sweet, fingering, slut shaming, unprotected sex, doggy, missionary, dirty talk, angst.
Word count: 7968
A/N: I apologise for messing with your hearts like this - I also strayed a bit from the request (sorry anon!) x
“Buchanan, you fucker!” Y/N yelled from across the compound moments before Bucky strutted into the boardroom with a roll of his eyes.
The rest of the team’s head’s turned to follow the loud noise of Y/N yelling, watching the long haired super soldier enter the room with a smug look on his face.
“Not again.” Bruce sighed softly, his head falling into his hand as he prepared himself for another bickering match between Y/N and Bucky. 
“Don’t you walk away from me.” Y/N followed Bucky into the room, her eyes fixed on the back of his head as he casually made his way over to the others. 
“Guys, cut it out.” Tony spoke sternly, trying to control the two avengers who were constantly at each other’s throats. 
“Just wait until you hear what he said.” Y/N looked over at Tony who’s palms were pressed against the edge of the large conference table. He shook his head, looking between the two is disbelief. 
“I don't ca-”
“Don’t be such a baby.” Bucky retaliated to Y/N childishly before Tony could speak. The super soldier slumped down in the empty seat next to Cap, his eyes focused on her from across the room as his elbows rested on the arm rests of the swivel chair. Neither of them cared that they’d bought the whole room into the argument. “All I said was I’d rather take my chances with spider-boy than have Y/N as my partner on a mission.” 
“This is coming from the guy who couldn’t even hold on to a train.” She growled as she pulled out the seat next to Nat, who was smiling an amusement at how well Y/N stood up for herself. Bucky scoffed at her comment, shaking his head as he thought of something to anger her further.
Peter’s face screwed up in shock after realising his name had been mentioned, his arms coming up to cross over his body defensively. “Hey! What’s that supposed to mean?” He asked as a devious smile appear on Bucky’s face. Peter glanced over at Tony for help, but he was too annoyed to care about the youngest avenger’s feelings. 
“It means-” Y/N words were cut off by a loud bang of Tony’s hand hitting the desk. The sound made everyone jolt slightly, the room immediately silencing.
“Enough!” He yelled furiously, eyebrows furrowing into a frown as he glared between the bickering pair. “I didn’t call this meeting to hear you two fight. You’re already late, now stop acting like children and listen up.” 
Y/N bit the inside of her cheek, trying to stop the laughter that was building up inside of her from hearing Tony yell as she glared over at Bucky.
“Asshole.” She mouthed to Bucky, who was already smirking at the fact that they’d been told off like toddlers. 
“Snitch.” He whispered back cheekily, secretly liking the way he knew it would make her laugh. Bucky liked being the only reason she got frustrated, wound up and tense. But he also liked being the only reason she smiled, laughed and blushed.
Bucky had this hold on Y/N that couldn’t be explained. She’d tried to reason with herself, telling her inner-self it was just her caring nature that made her feel sorry for him, even when he was a complete dick to her. He was constantly doing things to purposely annoy her or to get a reaction. It gave him a thrill. Like a power trip that sent pleasure to his brain. And he took advantage of that any chance he got.
“Now, over the past few weeks the threats from the Beyonders have increased noticeably.” Tony stood up straight, tugging his collar back into place as he clicked the button of the control he was holding. The screen changed, a mathematical graph appearing to prove Tony’s point. 
Y/N chanced a glance over at Bucky, his fingers on each hand intwined as he swivelled lightly in the chair. God, he was so infuriating. There wasn’t a day that went by without him getting on her last nerve. He frustrated her beyond belief. But for some twisted reason, she loved it. 
“Now we don’t know a lot about who they are, what they want or where they came from.” Tony continued, the room dead silent as he flicked to the next slide.
Bucky bit the inside of his lip, a frown appearing on his brows as he zoned out to what Tony was saying. He was bored already, deciding to look down at his metal hand as he wiggled his fingers to amuse himself, studying the mechanics of it.
He felt a pair of eyes burning into him, glancing over to Y/N. A smug smile washed over his face when he noticed her already looking at him. He gave her a quick wink, pouting his lips into a kissing motion as she rolled her eyes. 
“So, we’ve had to call on the help of an old acquaintance.” Tony turned to face the team again, his fingers lightly tapping on the table in front of him as his eyes darted around the room. Luckily by that point, Y/N and Bucky had both turned their eyes back to the spokesman. 
Tony’s tongue quickly darted out to the corner of his mouth, the unknown reaction of the team was making him anxious.
“Excuse me, Mr Stark. Thor and Loki have just landed. Should I send them in?” F.R.I.D.A.Y’s voice came through the intercom, immediately causing a few murmurs from the team. 
“Loki’s here?” Y/N’s eyes lit up immediately as she looked up at Tony for confirmation. Bucky’s head shot round to where she sat, eyebrows furrowing as he wondered who the hell Loki was and why Y/N was so excited to see him. 
“You called Loki?” Steve almost shot up out of his chair, a look of betrayal on his face as he stared at Tony, waiting for an explanation. “Tony, he is not an acquaintance.” 
The fact that Steve was so put off by the mention of Loki had Bucky even more concerned. If Steve had a problem with him, so did he. Especially since Y/N liked him. As the room grew louder in outbursts of resentment regarding Tony’s decision, so did Bucky’s brain. 
He watched Y/N try and fix her hair subtly, sitting up straighter in her chair as an unusual feeling flooded through him. He wasn't angry, but he sure as hell wasn’t happy. 
The beep of the boardroom door opening quickly silenced the group, Y/N’s head turning to watch the God of Thunder walk into the room. “Hello everyone.” Thor nodded with a sweet smile, pleased to be back with his friends again. “Good to see you all.”
It was almost as if a cold wind engulfed the room as Bucky watched the dark haired, chiseled faced, pale god strut into the room. Bucky’s jaw clenched, his eyes darkening as he felt a wave of overwhelming hate flood through his body. He noticed Loki’s hair was longer than his own. His eyes brighter. His smile wider. His jaw sharper. 
“Greetings, all.” His voice was slicker. He was charismatic. He was charming. He was everything Bucky wasn’t and he fucking hated him. Bucky felt his heartbeat quicken as he watched Loki greet everyone individually, stopping in his tracks as he reached Y/N’s chair. 
She’d turned to face him, her eyes lit up like fireworks as she looked up at the god of mischief who had put his hands over his mouth. “My god,” Loki gasped softly as he pulled his best puppy dog face, leaning his hands on the arms of Y/N chair to get close to her. “Y/N, you look more beautiful every time I see you, my love.” 
Bucky felt his jaw clench so tight he was sure it would break. His hands closed into tight fists as he sat up a little straighter in his chair. He was livid. Livid at the fact that this green-eyed hot shot thought he could waltz in and steal Y/N away from him. Bucky was the only one that made her smile. He was the only one that got to have her attention. 
“Oh, Loki, stop, you’re making me blush.” She giggled softly and wrapped her arms around his neck like they belonged there. Loki turned his face towards her, leaving a gentle kiss on her flushed cheek before he stood back up. Bucky had never made her giggle like that. He’d never kissed her cheek before. He’d spent every damn day with her and he never got her to blush like a little school girl.
“Maybe later you can show me your favourite spots and we can talk about what's changed since I was last here.” Loki spoke softly, taking Y/N’s hand in his as he pulled it against his chest dotingly.
A few snickers broke out from the rest of the team, not surprised one bit at Loki and Y/N’s interaction. Believe it or not, Y/N wasn’t Loki’s biggest fan. She would never actually progress their friendship to anything more than flirting, deep down she didn’t trust him just as much as Steve didn’t. But Y/N did love the attention that Loki gave her. How he treated her like a princess and devoted himself to her every word. She liked how he complimented her and made a fuss. She liked how he made her feel special in a room full of people.
But all that Bucky saw unravelling in front of his eyes was the start of one of those soppy rom-coms that he despised. “We have training later, Y/N.” His words came out a lot more aggressive than he originally intended. 
The whole room’s attention turned to him, straight faced and stiffened body. Loki stood up straight as a glimmer shone in his eyes. He noticed how on edge the super soldier looked.
“Yeah, we’ll still have time to train, Bucky.” She spoke with a level of concern, noticing the unusual seriousness on Bucky’s face. “I wouldn’t skip on the opportunity to kick your ass.” She smirked, face immediately dropping as she watched Bucky quickly divert his eyes away, not entertaining her with his usual sarcastic response.
“Bucky?” Loki’s voice was low as thoughts flew through his brain at a million miles per hour. He smiled deviously, eyes squinting as his heart jumped at the chance to cause mischief. “James Buchanan Barnes. The winter soldier.” 
Bucky clenched his jaw again as his eyes flickered up to Loki before back to the table, he could feel his anger bubbling over. Loki had been getting under his skin ever since he walked through the damn door. 
“Hydra’s most successful experiment, their deadliest weapon.” Loki made a quick move around the table to stand in front of Bucky, his eyes widening with excitement as he held his hand out in front of him. “May I say what a pleasure it is to meet you.”
Steve noticed Bucky’s metal hand grip tightly around the arm of his chair as he politely lifted his flesh arm to quickly shake Loki’s hand. Bucky smiled as he momentarily looked up at the long haired god, using all of his will power to stay calm. 
“How did it feel to know how many people you killed once you got your mind back?” Loki’s words were slow and full of deviance as Bucky’s metal arm began whirring into action. 
Y/N watched worriedly, she annoyed the crap out of Bucky all the time, but she’d never seen him so angry. Her heart sunk as she watched Bucky’s eyes darken, a soft, lost look on his face that disappeared so quick she almost thought she’d imagined it.
Steve’s eyes widened as he watched the event unfold. “I think that’s enough chit chat, Loki.” He spoke sternly, Loki’s eyes immediately glancing over to Steve. He knew the fact that Steve had to step in meant he’d done a good job of infuriating Bucky. “Why don’t you just get on with what you came here to do.” 
Loki stayed silent, pleased with his work as he flickered quick a smile, striding back up to the front of the room where Tony stood. 
“The Beyonders are a race of extra-dimensional entities powerful enough to collect planets.” Loki went straight into ‘business mode’, his charismatic nature immediately made most of the room forget what he’d just said to Bucky.
But Steve was concerned, and embarrassingly enough, so was Y/N. Yes, she loved to aggravate Bucky, wind him up until he was chasing her down the hallway or whining at her to stop being a brat. But it was never to hurt him, she made sure of that. Not like what Loki had just done. She tried to silently get his attention by glancing over at him every now and then, but Bucky’s eyes didn’t budge from the table. 
“Their nature is so alien that they are unable to leave their own dimension and for millennia were never observed by any being of the Earth dimension.” Loki continued to teach the team about the threat they were facing, the room silent as mostly everyone paid attention. “To interact with the Earth dimension they must operate through agents.”
“So basically, what Loki is saying is, it’s not just one race we’re up against here. It’s gunna be a big ass battle.” Tony interjected Loki’s speech, he’d read the room enough to know he’d lost the attention of three of his avengers already. There was no need for this to continue. “That’s all you need to know for now. We’ll regroup tomorrow for another meeting. Thank you, Loki.” 
The team stood up, casually making their way out of the room after Tony had ended the meeting. Y/N lagged behind, watching Steve and Sam mumbling something incoherent to Bucky.
By the looks of things he didn’t want to listen to what they had to say, the long haired super soldier pushed past his oldest friend with a frown on his face, not lifting his eyes even once as he left the room.
Y/N sighed as she watched Bucky storm out of the room, she’d never seen him act out so much, he was always so internal with his emotions. She didn’t like the way Loki brought up Bucky’s past in front of everyone like that. She almost felt protective over Bucky, like she was the only one who should be able to tease him about that kind of stuff.
The look on Bucky’s face when Loki had mentioned the Winter Soldier’s assassinations made Y/N’s heart ache. It was as if everything came flooding back to him in an instant, like a bad dream he couldn’t wake up from. 
Y/N and Bucky had never discussed such personal things, no way. She didn’t know that he suffered from PTSD, flashbacks and social anxiety. She didn’t know about the nights he lay awake haunted by his past. All she saw was a grumpy looking soldier who only smiled when he was making fun of her.
“Darling,” Loki’s sudden call to her knocked Y/N out of her thoughts. Her head was forced to turn to the side by the god of mischief, whose hands were on her shoulders. He smiled down at her dotingly, eyes bright as he fed her attention-needy ego. “What do you say we make the most of this alone time we’ve been so generously given, hm?”
She smiled softly up at him, although her eyes were glazed over as her mind wandered off again. “Sorry Loki, but I should go and get ready for training.” Her voice was monotone and quiet as she suddenly wasn’t so interested in the attention of the man in front of her. 
She left the room and wandered through the compound, stopping in her tracks when she saw Sam, Steve and Nat talking in the kitchen. “Hey, Steve.” Y/N called out, confused as to why she was suddenly so concerned about the metal armed man. 
As all three of the avenger’s heads turned to where she was standing, Y/N began second guessing her decision to ask if Bucky was okay. She hated Bucky, he annoyed the shit out of her. Even if she asked, the team would just think she was asking to make sure he wasn’t okay. What if they thought she’d take Loki’s side? Or worse. What if they thought she’d set Loki up to hurt Bucky? Even worse than that. What if Bucky thought Y/N had set Loki up to hurt him? 
“Never mind.” She sighed as she bit the inside of her lip, continuing her walk through the compound until she reached her room. 
She quickly changed into a red sports bra with navy detailing and leggings to match. She looked in the mirror after tying her training shoes and tied her hair into a high pony tail. She turned around, shamelessly checking out her ass before making her way down to the training room. 
She waited for a whole half an hour for Bucky to show, but he never did. She stood up from where she’d eventually laid down on the rubber floor mat, she couldn’t help but feel guilty about what had happened earlier. Bucky obviously blamed her, why else wouldn’t he show? He’d never been late before. 
“He didn’t show, huh?” Y/N glanced up as Steve walked into the room, tight grey top and black shorts. 
She shook her head, lifting her arms to tighten her pony tail before placing her hands on her hips. “Any idea where he is?” 
“In his room.” Steve shrugged, knowing that’s where Bucky spent most of his time. He started throwing controlled practice punches at the punching bag in front of him, stopping as he watched Y/N walk towards the door. “Maybe take it easy on him. I know he can annoy you sometimes but, I just think he’s having a bad day.” 
She couldn’t help but let out a small chuckle as she turned back to face Steve, he really thought she was going to yell at him for not showing up to training. She couldn’t blame him for thinking that, any other day and that's probably exactly what she would’ve done. “Loki was really out of line earlier, I actually just want to make sure Bucky’s okay.” 
Steve smiled proudly at her from where he was taping up his hands, nodding slightly as if he were giving her the ‘go ahead’. There weren’t many people, even living in the compound, that would be willing to go out of their way to make sure Bucky was okay. It was partly his own fault, he was very stand-offish. 
“Come in.” Y/N was surprised when she heard Bucky’s voice call out from beyond the door after she’d knocked. Honestly, she wasn’t expecting a response. 
She opened the door slowly, noticing his neatly kept room with minimal belongings. She looked over Bucky who was standing by the foot of his bed, he was wearing different clothes from earlier. That, his slicked back hair and the scent of peppermint told Y/N that he’d just had a shower. 
“What do you want?” Bucky mumbled bluntly, turning his back to her as he walked over to his desk to grab a newspaper. Y/N shut the door behind her quietly, watching as he glared at her before diverting his eyes away. He rubbed his face in his hand, sighing out of frustration when she didn’t answer. “I said what do you want?” 
“Woah, at ease soldier.” She chuckled lightly, trying to make a joke to calm her nerves. She’d never been in Bucky’s room before. She’d never genuinely asked him about his feelings. She had no clue how he’d react. What if he made fun of her? “So this is why you bailed on our training, huh?” She smiled softly, pointing at the newspaper in his hand. 
“I’m surprised you even noticed I wasn’t there.” Bucky scoffed out spitefully, referring to Loki asking to spend time with her. 
“Of course I noticed.” Y/N frowned in confusion, watching Bucky roll his eyes as he slammed the newspaper back on the table. 
“Why? Because you and your boyfriend didn’t have anyone to make fun of?” Bucky raised his voice, eyes squinting in anger as glared at her from where he stood. “Is that why you’re here now, hm? Didn’t get enough time to piss me off earlier? Or do you just wanna see how far you can push me before I snap?”
“Loki is not my boyfriend.” She screwed her face up, raising her voice to match his as she waved her hands in the air.
“Yeah, well, you suit each other.” Bucky snapped back sarcastically, a deep crease between his eyebrows formed as he frowned. 
Y/N clenched her jaw, a burning heat rising up in her as her anger took control. “I came here to make sure you were okay, asshole!” She yelled furiously back at him, crossing her arms defensively.
“Oh yeah? Since when do you care about me?” Bucky spoke sarcastically, leaning his shoulder against the wall as he crossed his arms and waited for her response.
“Believe it or not, Bucky, some of us do care about you!” She snapped back at his sarcasm, her chest heaving with fury as she watched him immediately jolt off of the wall. “Normal people care about people other than themselves.”
“And I don’t?” His voice lowered drastically, he started walking towards her as if she were his prey. “Why? Because I have no feelings?” He clenched his fists by his sides, watching her press her back against the door as he stalked closer.
“I don’t know! No one knows what goes on in that cyborg brain of yours!” She argued, agrivated that she had tried to do the right thing by coming to see him, but his stubbornness was causing an argument.
“So that’s how you see me, huh? A robot with no emotion? An empty vessel? A killing machine?” Y/N gasped as Bucky’s metal hand tightened around her throat, pushing her head back against the door harshly. Her eyes widened innocently, trying to regain her breath as his face came square with hers. “You don’t know shit about me. About the constant fucking torture inside my head.”
“You didn’t kill those people, Bucky, it was Hydra. I saw the way you looked like a scared little puppy when Loki mentioned the-“
“The what?” Bucky growled huskily, keeping her head in place as his eyes stared into hers. He watched her pupils dialate as he squeezed the sides of her neck with his metal fingers.
His heart had stopped for a moment when she’d told him that Hydra was the one she blamed for what he’d done. He didn’t expect anyone to think that way, especially not her. A wave of emotion flooded through him, not jealously this time, but...what? Whatever it was, it caused butterflies in his tummy.
Bucky felt his cock twitch slightly at the sight of her submitting it him, for once in her life not fighting him. “The winter soldier?” Bucky whispered into her ear, Y/N’s eyes closing as she started to feel her pussy tingle. “Is that what this is all about? You wanna meet him? Wanna see me turn into a monster? Watch the light disappear from my eyes as I fucking destroy you?”
She couldn’t explain why his threats turned her on, all she knew was that she’d never been so aroused in her life. Her chest was heaving as he whispered in her ear, her panties flooding as his metal arm choked her.
The look she gave Bucky sent his head into a spin. She looked so helpless and innocent beneath his hand, but there was a hint of desire in her eyes. She wanted him, she wanted to please him, she wanted him to take whatever he wanted from her.
“You don’t scare me.” She whimpered softly, her lips parting as she tried to breathe. Bucky’s eyes flickered over her lips as an uncontrollable urge to kiss her washed over him.
“Still so mouthy.” He shook his head with a tut, their lips almost touching as he jolted his hand, pushing her head against the wall with more force. She let out a small cry. “You know there are other ways to get attention, baby.”
Y/N’s arousal was soaking through the material covering her crotch, her pebbled nipples rubbing against her sports bra. “Well it’s not my fault you’re always pissing me off.” She whispered bravely, her eyes fixed on his which had grown noticeably darker.
“Oh?” Bucky arched his eyebrow, tilting his head back slightly to assert his dominance. “You don’t like when I wind you up? When I say things to purposely get you to snap?” He leaned his head down, his lips tickling the delicate skin just behind where his fingers finished pressing into her neck. 
Y/N listened closely to his words, realising that Bucky hadn’t been treating her that way because he hated her. He hadn’t been constantly on at her because he didn’t get along with her. In fact, he did it because he knew exactly what she liked. Exactly what kind of interactions she thrived off of. The kind that would always bring her back for more. 
Bucky took her silence as an agreement, a smirk playing on his lips as he continued kissing her neck softly. “I know exactly what gets you going, don’t I?” He continued, finally letting go of her neck as his metal arm trailed down her chest. 
Y/N let out a shaky breath as her throat was now unrestricted, her eyes dropping to where his hand was on her. Bucky’s flesh palm was planted firmly on the wall next to her head, trapping her there. 
“Is that why you’re always so frustrated around me? Hm? Constantly coming back for more?” He kissed her cheek, almost affectionately as he watched her squirm under his touch. “Such a needy little attention whore.” 
She didn’t bite back, her head lifted to lean against the wall, her thighs desperately rubbing together to relieve some of the tension building between her thighs. She liked it.
Bucky chuckled deeply, looking down at where his fingers had dropped to play with the waistband of her exercise leggings. He hooked the tips of his metal fingers inside, entertaining himself as he looked back up at her. “Tell me honestly, baby, whose attention do you crave most?” 
“Yours.” She whimpered desperately, not even taking a moment to think. His lips ghosted over hers, his eyes big and innocent as he brushed their noses together. 
“Not that green goblin who calls himself a god?” Bucky tested as he stepped closer, their bodies touching as his hand pressed against her lower stomach. She whimpered at the feeling of his cold metal fingers on her bare skin, so close to where she needed him most. 
“No.” She submitted to him instantly, shaking her head as Bucky slowly pushed his hand further down into her pants. 
He stopped when he reached the band of her panties, a loud gulp erupted from Y/N’s throat as Bucky teased her even more. “You sure? S’not too late to go running back to him.” 
“No, Bucky, I want you.” She breathed out shakily, almost crying in frustration as Bucky licked his lips, her words were like music to his ears. Her hand came down to rest on his lower tummy, feeling his muscles through the thin material of his t-shirt. 
“Why, Y/N?” He growled as their breaths hit each others lips, she clawed softly at his stomach, overwhelmed with pleasure before he’d even begun. “Tell me why you want me and not him.” 
She felt exhausted, like her body could collapse at any moment. She was in a euphoric state from his light touches and words alone. She looked down at his lips, her eyes half shut as she grabbed hold of his metal wrist, pushing his hand down into her panties. 
Y/N let out a soft moan as his metal fingers slipped between her slick folds, her head hitting the wall with a thud. She looked up at Bucky, watching his eyes fall to where his hand disappeared into her leggings. His brows were furrowed in a frown, his mouth slightly hung open as he slipped his fingers deeper into her. “Because only you make me wet.” 
Bucky lost control, pushing his lips against hers in a desperate kiss as two of his metal fingers slipped into her hole. Y/N moaned into the kiss, her hand flying up to hold the back of his neck, pulling him down harder onto her lips. If only he’d known. If only he’d known that every cocky remark, every teasing comment left her this wet. 
“God, if Id’ve known all it took to shut you up was my fingers in your wet little hole I would’ve fucked you a long time ago.” Bucky chuckled darkly, his words were condescending. He pushed his tongue between her lips, a growl escaping his throat as she sucked on his warm muscle. 
His fingers moved in and out of her aching pussy, his whole hand drenched in her arousal. Y/N whimpered when he curled his fingers inside of her, hitting a spot of pleasure that she didn't know was there. 
“Bucky.” She moaned against his lips, her hips bucking into his hand as his thumb moved to rub her throbbing clit. She tugged on his hair, her arms resting on his shoulders as she steadied herself. 
“You wanna cum, don’t you?” He asked smugly, tilting his head before pressing their lips together sensually. “You wanna cum all over metal hand, you horny little slut.” 
“Yeah.” She whimpered out breathlessly, sucking on his top lip as she rocked her hips against his hand, pushing them further inside of her. “Make me cum, please, Bucky.” 
“I’m the only one who gets to touch you like this, you hear me?” Bucky growled into her mouth, biting down on her lip hard enough to hurt. He felt Y/N’s hips rut against his hand again, a smile appearing on his lips as he felt how desperate she was. 
She whimpered, her back arching off of the wall as she rolled her hips toward him. She looked up into his eyes innocently, like he was the only person in the world.
Bucky felt his cock pressing harshly against the material of his track pants, desperate for attention. He watched her bounce on his fingers, her hand moving from his shoulder to pull the tight material of her sports bra over her tits, letting them bounce freely.
Bucky’s eyes darkened at the sight of her boobs, his fingers speeding up inside her tight pussy as he met every movement of her hips. “Fuck yourself on my hand, just like that, make yourself cum.”
Her thighs clenched around his hand, controlling his movements as she clung to his wrist, fucking herself on his hand just like he’d told her to. “Shit, Bucky.”
Y/N clenched rapidly around his metal fingers, his thumb harshly pressed against her sensitive nub as she felt her orgasm taking over.
She leaned in to press her lips against his, hoping to muffle the moans, but Bucky was too fast. He moved his head out of reach, smiling down at her deviously as she came.
Her moans filled the room, her nails digging in to his shoulder as she bucked her hips unrhythmatically into his palm. “Fuck.” She whimpered as she clung to his chest, trying to calm down from the overwhelming sensation.
Bucky pulled his fingers out of her before she could even catch a breath, little moans escaping her lips as she watched him suck his fingers soaked in her juices.
“Shit.” He breathed heavily as he looked down at where his fingers had just been, a noticble wet patch covering the material of her leggings. “You’re so fucking wet, soaked right through your leggings.”
Y/N whimpered in response, tugging his metal hand down to her mouth as she sucked on his fingers. Bucky clenched his jaw as he watched her submissively take his fingers, her soft plump lips wrapping around them.
“Bucky,” she breathed shakily as he pulled his fingers from her mouth to hold her hips. She wrapped her hands around his biceps as she pulled body against hers. “I want you to fuck me.”
He smiled darkly at her desperate state, his cock throbbing as he tilted his head to the side. “It’s gunna hurt.” He chuckled, enjoying the thought of impaling her on his cock. 
“Good,” She pouted as she ran her hands down his muscular form, desperate to feel his cock in her hand. “I want it to hurt.”
Bucky immediately caught on to what she was doing, his hands quickly moving to grab her wrists tightly. He skilfully used his strength to spin her around, her exposed chest pressing hard against the wall as he held her hands behind the small of her back.
Y/N let out a small cry, his body pressed tightly against her back. She felt the outline of his cock pressing against her ass cheek as she ground back into him. 
“Don’t you dare try and take control.” Bucky growled deeply, his head dropping as he watched his bulge rub against her. 
Bucky groaned at the feeling, he let go of her wrists, her palms moving to press against the wall. His hands quickly moved to pull the waistband of her leggings and panties down to free her ass. 
He gulped loudly as he watched the wetness pool down onto her panties. Bucky had to stop himself from dropping to his knees and fucking her with his tongue. 
“Come on Bucky,” Y/N whined desperately as she kicked her bottoms off the rest of the way, almost crying out of frustration. “Don’t you wanna fuck the brat out of me?” She turned her head to look at him, biting her lip as she watched him tugging on his cock that he’d pulled out of the confinements of his pants. 
He was huge. Her lips parted in a gasp as she took in the beauty of his cock. She had to stop herself from turning around and sucking him off. Bucky lifted his flesh hand up to her mouth, watching as she obediently licked a strip up his palm with her tongue. 
Bucky looked her almost naked form up and down, moving his wet hand to lubricate his cock as he tugged himself off. “God, you make me so wet, Bucky.” She moaned sensually, spreading her legs a little wider as she felt her juices running down the inside of her thigh. 
He closed his eyes, letting his metal fingers dig into her hip as he positioned himself behind her, lining his tip up with her dripping heat. He bit his lip, forcing his cock into her tight walls as she moaned like a pornstar for him.
“Oh, yes.” She screamed at the feeling of his thick length stretching her pussy. “Fuck, Bucky.” She felt his cock twitch inside of her, encouraging her to moan louder. She closed her eyes, leaning her cheek against the cold wall as she tried to adjust to his monstrous size. 
“Good girl, let everyone know who you belong to.” Bucky moaned as he stilled, fully sheathed inside of her. Her pussy clenched around him, hugging his thick shaft trying to milk him of his cum. 
“You’re so big.” She whimpered submissively, trying to stop her hips from jolting to get used to his cock throbbing inside of her. Bucky could tell that she was already fucked out, his cock was too much for her to take. But for once, she wasn’t answering him back or being a pain in his ass. She was begging him. 
Bucky bit down on his bottom lip as he suddenly began moving his hips in and out of her, the action easy because of how wet she was. He held her hips in place as she cried out, still trying to adjust to his size. Her tits bounced as she lost control of her body, pushing her palm harder against the wall as she steadied herself. 
“No, Bucky, wait.” She whimpered, moving her other hand back to push his hip back, needing a little more time to adjust. A dull ache took over her pussy as he fucked her relentlessly, easily fighting against where her hand was pushing him away. 
“You said you wanted it to hurt.” He growled dominantly, pulling her hips back against his cock as he fucked into her, treating her like his own little sex doll. His cock twitched at the sound of her erotic moans filling the room loudly, a grunt erupting from his lips as he watched his cock disappear into her pussy. 
Her clit throbbed with pleasure, her ass being pulled back harshly against his skin. Slapping sounds grew louder with her pussy still dripping with arousal, his cock easily slipping in and out of her. 
“I do,” She breathed heavily, her head spinning with pleasure as she dropped her hand from his hip, the feeling of needing to help him feel better overwhelming her senses. “Take it all out on me, Buck.” 
His hips didn’t let up, fucking deep into her as he felt a different feeling flow through his body. He looked at the girl in front of him, so ready to help him fuck away his problems. So ready to help him, where most people would’ve run.
Bucky’s heart felt like mush, a moan leaving his lips as Y/N arched her back into his touch. He moved his body forward to press his chest flush against her back, his metal hand pressing into the wall.
He’d pushed his cock deeper into her with the new angle, another loud moan of his name escaping her lips as she leaned her head back against his shoulder.
Bucky felt her pussy clenching around him again, his flesh arm wrapping around her chest to hug her tighter against him. She started circling her hips on his cock, a deep growl came from his chest as he fucked her.
“Did you mean it?” He whispered into her ear, fucking deep inside of her as he made her moan for him. She whimpered softly, her eyes closing in pure bliss as she felt his cock pressing against her cervix. 
She turned her head towards him, her eyes darkened and fucked out as she looked at his face. His stubble scratched her cheek, his eyes glistening in the dull light of the room. He waited for an answer for what seemed like a lifetime, his thrusts getting rougher as he clenched his thighs. 
“Did you mean it?” He repeated the question, feeling his balls slapping against her skin. Y/N looked up into his eyes, noticing the softness in them which wasn’t there before. “Did you mean it when you said you’re not scared of me?”
A warm feeling flooded Y/N’s heart as she saw that look again - the scared puppy look that she’d seen when Loki mentioned the winter soldier. Her chest tightened around itself, the pain in his eyes was so deep it almost hurt her to see. 
“Yes,” She nodded softly, her hand moving to play with his hair as she watched Bucky’s eyes flicker down to her lips. “Of course I meant it.” Her eyebrows raised, almost to confirm her sincerity as she pressed her lips to his. 
Bucky sighed in relief as he felt her lips against his, embarrassingly too shy to do it himself. He deepened his thrusts, hugging her body as he fucked up into her. But now it was more than fucking, it was like they were connected on a completely different level. Like they understood each other more than anyone else would ever understand them. Y/N had never seen this side of him before and it was making her fall in love. and that scared her.
She pushed her ass back against him, moaning into the kiss as she felt his cock twitching inside her walls. She knew she was close, her clit tingling at the full feeling of his length fucking her. Bucky knew it too, he felt the way she was squeezing around him. 
He felt an overwhelming amount of emotion coursing through his veins, his heart almost beating out of his chest as he slid his cock out of her. Before she could protest, Bucky spun Y/N to face him, his chest heaving as she pressed her hand against his peck. 
“Do you think you could ever love me?” He nudged her nose with his, looking down at the floor as he breathed shakily. Her eyes saddened at his vulnerability, wondering how many times that thought had crossed his mind, thinking the answer was no. “Do you think anyone could ever love me?” 
“God, you’re such a fucking idiot sometimes, Barnes.” She sighed with a sad smile, a little chuckle escaping her lips as Bucky looked up at her eyes in a moment of bravery. 
She wrapped her arms around his neck, feeling his automatically move to hold her hips. She felt his throbbing cock against her crotch, ignoring the sexual desire as she focused on taking care of his feelings. “Of course I love you.” She admitted shyly, the flush on her cheeks not just from the raw fucking. 
Bucky tried to control the smile from beaming on his face, but he failed miserably. She looked up at the handsome soldier, her heart skipping a beat knowing she was the reason for his happiness. “Why else do you think I constantly bug you? Or instantly forgive you for all the things you do to make me mad, hm?” She played with his hair as Bucky licked his lips, admiring her through hooded eyes. 
She squealed as Bucky suddenly pressed his lips against hers deeply, giggling like a little school girl as he picked her up by her thighs. Bucky’s heart fluttered at the sound of her laughing, her hand cupping his stubble-covered face as she tilted her head into the kiss. 
Bucky turned them around, walking them over to his bed as he flicked his tongue between her parted lips. She moaned into the kiss, feeling herself falling before her back landed on the soft mattress. 
She opened her eyes when Bucky took his lips away, a small pouty smile on her lips as she watched him lifting his shirt over his head. She ran her hand down his bare chest as Bucky threw the material to the floor. 
Y/N took the opportunity to lift her sports bra the rest of the way off, letting it join Bucky’s t-shirt. He sat up between her legs, admiring her now fully naked form as he tugged his tracksuit pants off. 
Bucky hovered back over her, his hands coming to rest either side of her head as he followed her eyes to where his metal arm fused with his skin. He gulped loudly as her hand came up towards the modification, her eyes meeting his to ask for permission. 
Bucky nodded nervously, still in slight disbelief that she hadn’t run away yet. He felt her soft fingers trace the frame of the metal shoulder, following the boarder which connected to his flesh. His heart skipped a beat as she watched a soft smile cover her face, moving her eyes back up to meet his. “It’s so beautiful.”
“You’re beautiful.” He smiled down at her bashfully, moving his hand to grab hold of hers as he leaned down towards her lips. 
“My goodness, did I just hear old man Barnes call me-” 
He cut off her sass with a kiss, a chuckle erupting from both of them as he shook his head. “Don’t ruin the moment.” She scrunched his face up with a smile, looking down at her dotingly. 
“Sorry.” She giggled cheekily, wrapping her thighs around his hips as she pulled him closer. Her nails scratched lightly down his back as she lifted her head to kiss him again. 
Bucky groaned, feeling his cock rub against her pussy lips. A moan escaped Y/N’s lips as she tugged on his hair, feeling his cock pushing back inside her. 
“Fuck.” She let out in a whimper, her eyes big and innocent as she felt him bottom out inside of her. She tilted her head to the side, her other hand holding his chest as she deepened the kiss. 
Bucky started fucking her deep and slow, feeling every clench of her needy pussy. He breathed heavily through his nose, short grunts vibrating in his throat as he twitched inside of her. 
“Y/N,” He moaned deeply, letting their lips brush against each other as her breath tickled his face. “I love you.” He clenched his jaw as he felt his orgasm approaching fast. 
Her tits bounced against his chest, her back arching at the feeling of him filling her sweet cunt with his cock. “I love you, Buck.” She let out with a cry, Bucky’s skin rubbing her throbbing clit as her thighs clenched around his body, a wave of euphoria erupted through her body. 
“Oh, Bucky.” Her hips erratically bucked up to meet his, her pussy pulsing around him as she came. Her nails dug harder into his back, leaving imprints that would at least last a day. 
“Fuck.” Bucky moaned into her neck, his brows furrowing into a frown as he muffled his grunts against her skin. The feeling of her coming on top of him had Bucky’s hands gripping tightly at the bedsheets. “I’m gunna cum.” 
“Bucky,” She whimpered shyly, rubbing the back of his neck soothingly as she hugged him close, rolling her hips onto his. “Can you cum inside me?” 
“You want me to?” He groaned softly, trying to stop himself from cumming so soon, but the feeling of her was too good. 
“Please.” She nodded as Bucky turned his head to look at her, hovering his lips against hers for a second before pressing them against his passionately. He felt his orgasm hit, his hips rutting into her as he filled her with his cum. 
Y/N looked down at where their bodies were connected, watching his cock slide into her overstimulated pussy as he rode out his high. She whimpered softly as she rubbed his shoulder soothingly, his softening cock slipping out of her. 
Bucky looked down too, both watching as his cum dribbled out of her pussy. He smiled proudly before looking back up at her, tracing his finger over her cheek lightly. “Guess the team will be happy that this means our constant bickering will stop.” Bucky chuckled sweetly, looking down at her face. 
“What does this mean?” She prodded him lightly with her finger, smiling up at him as she admired his gorgeous eyes. 
“It means you’re my girl.” He mumbled before kissing her lips softly. 
“Do I get a say in this at all?” She faked a shocked look and giggled in amusement, watching the cheeky smile appear on his face. 
Bucky shook his head before kissing her again. “No.” He smiled softly, the feeling of pure happiness making him kiss her over and over.
“Okay, fine, I’ll be your girl.” She let out a fake sigh of exasperation, her heart thudding against her chest like she’d never felt before. “But I just have one question.” 
“Okay.” Bucky dragged out the word suspiciously, sitting up on his knees as he rubbed the tops of her thighs. 
“Do you honestly think me being your girlfriend means I’m not gunna still constantly annoy the shit out of you?” She let out lowly with a smirk, watching Bucky groan dramatically as he dropped down next to her on the bed, a huge smile on his face.
He knew she was right, but he didn't mind at all. In fact, he never minded before anyway.
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babyboibucky · 3 years
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Elevate Thy Hate
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader
Summary: Not a day goes by that you and Bucky don’t argue.
Word Count: 4,642
Warnings: Cliché plot but slight angst, self-doubt and Bucky being a loveable idiot who sucks at communicating
A/N: Surprise one-shot because I just remembered I wrote this like...last year lmfao
MAIN MASTERLIST
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You woke up feeling great and excited. The mission was finally finished, debriefings were done and reports have been submitted. Everyone was given an entire week to get some rest and since rest days were pretty rare, you truly looked forward to this day.
Before you could even saunter in the kitchen, you had already heard the chatters from your fellow Avengers. One particular voice irked you though but hell no, you weren’t going to let one Bucky Barnes ruin your day.
A chorus of good mornings greeted you as soon as you walked into the kitchen. Nat and Steve were on one side of the counter sipping their coffee while Sam and Wanda were finishing up their food. Tony and Bruce were out of sight, probably holed up in the lab doing experiments as usual. Bucky didn’t acknowledge you and quickly headed out of the kitchen, thankfully. You weren’t in the mood to pick a fight.
Walking up to the cupboards, you quickly grabbed you favorite cereal and proceeded to pour it out on your bowl. None came out though. You peeked inside bag and saw that only crumbs of it were left.
“Who the—“
Everyone was already pointing at Bucky when you turned around to ask. And of course, Bucky did it on purpose because he stood there at the end of the hallway, watching you with smug grin on his face.
“I hope your day sucks.” He said and flipped you the bird before turning around to walk away.
You groaned out loud, ignoring the amused chuckles from everyone else in the kitchen.
“I’m not stooping down to your level, asshole! I hope your day is average!”
The day was fortunately uneventful, except for your ruined breakfast care of Bucky. You were determined not to let that annoy you for the rest of the day. So far, so good. You could only wish it’d continue that way for the rest of the week.
-
“I told you not to rush!” Bucky snapped.
“I had him already! If you didn’t throw that goddamn smoke grenade I would’ve killed him!” You explained.
You could see Sam shaking his head in frustration. Bucky always had to blame something on you even though you weren’t the one at fault.
Bucky snorted, “He had a sniper for fuck’s sake! One shot and you’re dead.”
“Oh wow, says the one who got shot before I did.” You rolled your eyes at Bucky.
The two of you continued to bicker until Nat and Steve walked into the living room looking confused as you and Bucky exchanged insults while Sam remained sandwiched between the both of you on the couch.
“Who got shot?” Steve asked, glancing at you and Bucky alternately.
“Did we miss out on a mission or...?” Nat continued.
Sam chuckled, “We were playing Call of Duty and we lost.” He explained, taking the opportunity to get up from the sofa.
Steve still looked lost, something that Nat immediately picked up. “It’s a video game.” She explained.
“You two are fighting over a game?” He asked you and Bucky.
“They fight over everything.” Nat shrugged and walked out of the room with Sam tagging behind her.
“I’m outta here too, I’m so done babysitting the kids.” He muttered under his breath.
-
It was past midnight when you were in the living room alone, watching television while eating a Whopper. The lights were turned off and it was absolutely quiet in the compound, setting the perfect ambience for the crime documentary you were watching.
Not long after, you heard someone walk into the living room. It was only when your heard the familiar grunt that you realized who it was. Of course, it had to be Bucky.
“Are you eating a burger?” He asked incredulously.
“No, it’s popcorn. Of course it’s a fucking burger, are you blind or just dumb?” You snapped, your eyes still glued on the television.
“Dumbfounded that you’re eating that at this hour. No wonder you suck at cardio.” Bucky said as he sat down on the other end of the sofa.
“Are you body-shaming me?” You gasped.
Bucky snickered, “I didn’t say anything, I just said you suck at cardio.” He said, not looking at you.
You chose to ignore him and brought your attention back to the television. It was quiet for moment. You almost forgot about Bucky’s presence until of course, he decided to annoy you yet again.
“Can you pass the remote?” Bucky asked monotonously.
“No.”
Silence.
“This show sucks.” He commented.
You were focused on the show but noticed that Bucky was staring at you.
“Can you please pass the remote?” He asked again.
“In case you didn’t notice, I’m watching. I was here first. I hold the rights to control the remote.” You deadpanned, refusing to look at him.
There was a flash of black and gold right before your eyes. Everything happened quickly and the next thing you knew, Bucky was hovering above you, trapping you between his body and the arm rest of the sofa.
“The fuck, Barnes?! Get off of me!” You protested and started pushing him away.
“You gotta work on your reflexes, darling.” He said, finally leaning away from you, remote now in his hand.
He grinned triumphantly and switched the channel before placing the remote inside his sweatpants, “Want to switch the channel? Come and get it.” he taunted as he leaned back on the couch, opening his legs wide as he showed off how the remote created a tent in his sweatpants.
That was the remote...right? You mentally slapped yourself for actually thinking about what Bucky was packing beneath those pants and frowned.
“You’re an asshole and a disgusting one.” You told him.
“God, I hate you.” You muttered and crumpled the wrapper of your burger before throwing it at Bucky.
Deciding that you didn’t want to argue any further, you got up and left the living room, but not without telling Bucky again how much you hated him for making your life miserable.
“The feeling is mutual.” You heard him say.
-
The petty fights with Bucky went on and on during that entire week of rest. Despite the arguments, there were small moments of kindness shared between you and the soldier.
“Where are you going dressed up so nicely?” You asked Bucky upon seeing him walk into the kitchen wearing a leather jacket on top of a black shirt, dark, tight-fitting jeans and a pair of Doc Martens.
It was meant as an insult, of course. You took every opportunity to tease Bucky and his newfound sense of fashion. Said fashion meant his taste for very millennial outfits despite his old age.
“Grocery.” He replied as he went over to the fridge to pour himself a glass of water.
“Ooh, can you buy me Starbucks on your way back? I’ll pay.” You asked kindly.
Bucky just stared at you as he drank from his glass of water. He slammed it on the counter before walking past you.
“Not a damn chance.”
He did buy you Starbucks though. It didn’t shock you that much considering that the both of you didn’t hate on each other all the damn time. But what surprised you was that he brought you your usual drink and your favorite pastry too.
Steve must have forced him to do so, probably told his best friend your usual orders as well so you made a note to thank him as soon as they got back.
And thank Steve you did, but you didn’t expect the reply that you got.
“Oh was that the reason why Bucky kept bugging me about stopping by Starbucks?” Steve asked.
You narrowed your eyes at him, “What do you mean? I thought he told you I asked him to buy me Starbucks.”
Steve chuckled, “I guess now I know why he wouldn’t shut up about it.” he said, amusement laced in his tone.
“I don’t understand, Cap.” you said.
Steve just smiled at you in response before squeezing your shoulder, “Maybe you will understand soon.”
And with that, he left you feeling even more confused. You honestly didn’t understand the context of the conversation so you decided to just ignore it. Steve sometimes would say weird shit that none of the Avengers knew about. You dismissed it and thought that maybe it was Steve being a decade old, it was probably an old man thing.
You decided to make coffee for Bucky the following day, as a simple gesture to thank him for the Starbucks. He didn’t ask you to pay him back so you felt obligated to do a little something for him. You were an asshole to him sometimes, yes, but that didn’t mean you weren’t going to give credit where credit is due.
Okay, so maybe you didn’t really hate Bucky. If you did actually hate him, the entire team would probably do something about it. Maybe force the two of you to talk things out. The hatred was all fun and games, everyone seemed to be amused by it too.
You still considered Bucky your friend despite the constant bickering. You had to admit, the arguments were pretty fun.
Although, you were wondering whether Bucky felt the same about considering you as his friend. Sometimes, his attitude towards you confused the hell out of you.
One day he’d eat the chocolate you’ve been saving up for cheat day just to spite you. And it definitely did because you ended up cursing him out loud when you saw him munching on it. The next day he brought you a new one. You were watching Netflix when he waltzed into the living room and threw a bar of chocolate at your lap before walking out without saying a word.
These exchange of small yet kind (and confusing) gestures remained unacknowledged. You didn’t know why but you also didn’t feel the need to talk about them. You weren’t going to lie but Bucky’s random acts of kindness would always put a smile on your face.
-
The vacation unfortunately came to an end and everyone had to go back to saving the world. All of you were gathered in the conference room with Fury for a briefing about the next mission. It wasn’t as big as the last one but it still required a lot of planning.
After explaining the mission, Fury let Steve take over the meeting to strategize.
Some were assigned to do surveillance around the parameter while some were appointed to do all the groundwork. Steve of course, just had to partner you with Bucky to do the actual infiltration given that your skills complemented each other’s.
You grinned and was prepared to roast Bucky’s ass when you turned to him and was met with a scowl. He shook his head with what you assumed was disappointment and turned away from you.
It was the first time he ever dismissed you like that. Sure, you were rude to each other but the look that Bucky gave you wasn’t a teasing one. He wasn’t mocking you nor frustrated. Bucky seemed to really hate the idea of being partnered with you. It was the first time that the two of you had to work together without anyone else. Usually, Steve or Sam joined but for this mission, it was just you and Bucky. Concluding that he must have woken up at the wrong side of the bed, you chose to ignore your gut feeling and focused back to Steve.
After the meeting, everyone else exited the room and started with the preparations for the mission. As you walked down the hallway leading to your bedroom, you heard some soft chattering coming from Steve’s bedroom.
You were supposed to ignore it until you heard your name, making you stop in your tracks.
“I can’t be partnered with her, Steve.”
Bucky.
“Buck, just go with it. I can’t be changing assignments at the last minute.” Steve explained.
Bucky sighed, “You know I can’t function properly when she’s around, let alone be partnered with her. She distracts me, Steve. Her skills distract me and I swear on our friendship, I would end up dying on this assignment.”
“You’re being overly dramatic, Buck. Just suck it up, pal. Do the mission and get it over with.”
“Steve, you don’t understand. I really can’t deal with her. Especially if it’s just the two of us. You know how much I fucking—“
“Hate me?”
You couldn’t help but interject in their conversation. How could you not? Bucky was complaining about how he couldn’t deal with you. It really hurt hearing Bucky say all those things about you. Sure, you were somewhat new to the team and you didn’t have superpowers nor years of training like the rest. But you worked your ass off to be in this position. And for him to say that he couldn’t function with you being around struck a nerve. The last thing on your mind was to hold back your teammates, that’s why you train twice, thrice as hard.
Steve and Bucky stared at you as if they’ve seen a ghost. It’s as if all their blood was drained out of their body when they saw you step inside the room. Bucky was about to say something but you decided to cut him off, not wanting to hear more about how he doesn’t want to be partnered with you.
“We don’t get along that well, I get that. But I honestly thought that our arguments were harmless. Hell, I consider us friends. I didn’t think that you actually hated me.” Your voice quivered because you were truly, deeply hurt.
“That’s not what I meant.” Bucky insisted.
“You literally said that you might end up dying because of being partnered with me, Bucky! Look, I know that I don’t have a super serum running through my veins. I can’t move things with my mind and I can’t come up with life-changing tech. I wasn’t trained since childhood nor have the perfect aim. But I worked hard to be in this team. I trained hard not to be a burden to anyone and I’m sorry if my skills aren’t up to your standards.”
What did you even do to Bucky for him to hate you this much?
“Don’t worry, I won’t burden you. Once this mission is over, I won’t bother you anymore. Ever.” You said before walking out of the way, ignoring Bucky when he had repeatedly called your name.
-
The ride to the location was filled with tension. Although everyone else had no idea what happened, they somehow knew that the tension had something to do with you and Bucky.
Thankfully, the quinjet was big enough for you not to end up sitting beside Bucky.
“You okay?” Wanda asked, noticing how restless you were.
What you heard definitely affected you in more ways than one. You kept on double checking your weapons, your gadgets and you even ended up doubting yourself. Were you really equipped to be an Avenger? Steve said that Bucky was merely overacting but what if he was right? What if you weren’t skilled enough to protect him or your teammates?
“That’s not true.” Wanda said out of the blue. “I didn’t mean to read your mind, though. Your thoughts are coming off too strong, kinda hard to ignore.” She said apologetically.
You softly laughed, “I should really be staying away from you.” You joked.
Wanda smiled and placed her hand on top of yours, “I mean it though. You’re amazing at what you do. I don’t understand why you’re doubting yourself about being an Avenger.”
Swallowing the lump in your throat, you offered Wanda a grateful smile. You noticed that Bucky had been staring at you the entire time but simply ignored him. You weren’t going to let him snap you out of your focus.
-
Once on location, everyone started to split up and listened for Steve’s orders through the comms. You and Bucky managed to get inside the base, all thanks to Nat and the Hulk who handled all the guards.
The building was completely empty when the two of you walked around in search of the hidden quarters where all the intel were kept.
Bucky whistled to get your attention, you turned and saw that he was motioning towards what seemed to be a regular brick wall. However, there were a few bricks out of place and upon examining it, you realized it was some sort of a secret door. You managed to figure out which bricks to push and thankfully, it didn’t take you long enough to open the door which revealed an old, steel elevator.
“We found the entrance, Steve.” Bucky said into the comms.
“Careful in there, there were suspiciously a few guards within the parameters. They all might be in there.” Nat warned.
You heaved out a deep breath before stepping into the elevator with Bucky trailing behind you. There was only one button in the elevator, a red one.
“Can someone scan the elevator and make sure this button won’t set off any boobie trap or something?” You asked nervously as you inspected the elevator for any hidden traps.
The comms cracked with Sam’s voice. “Button is safe although...” he trailed.
“Although what?” Bucky asked, examining the elevator as well.
“You’re in for a long ride.”
You frowned, “How long?” You asked.
“Can’t see. It’s way too deep.”
Sam was able to scan the entire base and true enough, the elevator would lead deep down into the hidden laboratory. How deep into the ground it was, none could tell. Neither Sam nor Tony’s technology could see through due to the lack of signal. Steve said it might be dangerous to proceed given that there were no other ways into the lab except for the elevator.
The lack of signal down there meant no communication.
“Guys, I don’t think it’s a good idea to continue with this mission.” Steve said.
“But we’re so close, Steve.” You said.
“I think Steve is right. It’d be hard to call for back up when things go south.” Bucky interjected, not even sparing you a glance.
You snorted. Bucky sure wasn’t overacting when he was complaining about your skills. He definitely didn’t trust you. You weren’t going to settle for that.
“We won’t need any back up.”
And with that, you pressed the red button and completely ignored everyone’s warnings through the comms. Bucky looked at you with disbelief and tried to press the red button again in hopes of halting the elevator. However, the brick wall had closed and the elevator started its descent.
“Why the fuck did you do that?!” He yelled and tried to search the elevator for some sort of stop button.
“We’ll follow soon!” Steve’s voice was the last you heard before your comms completely lost its signal.
“Christ, we don’t even know whether it’s the lab that’s down there!” Bucky said, continuing his search for anything that would bring the both of you up to the ground floor.
“I’m not as stupid as you think I am. All secret doors lead to a top secret room and no, we won’t be needing any back up because I am totally capable of taking down anyone who gets in the way.” You stubbornly replied and leaned against the wall.
You wondered how long the elevator ride was going to be. At the speed that it’s going, it wasn’t impossible to take at least fifteen to twenty minutes if the lab was really far down into the ground. Bucky’s frustration was evident from the way he kept on inspecting the elevator walls. At first it was easy to ignore but Bucky was becoming more and more desperate to find a way to go back up.
“Your desperation to stay away from me is just...astounding.” You said with a bitter chuckle.
“I’m finding a way to get out of here, not away from you.” Bucky explained calmly.
You shook your head, “You don’t trust me to keep you alive, I get it. But can you tone it down even for just a bit?” You spat at him.
Bucky pressed the bridge of his nose and let out an exasperated sigh, “You don’t need to keep me alive.”
“Of course not, you don’t need me to do so ‘cause you’re so capable. How did I not think of that?” At this point, you couldn’t stop the word vomit.
You had tons of things to say to Bucky to prove to him that you were totally good at what you do, that he didn’t need to underestimate you just because you were a new addition to the team.
“That’s not what I mean.” Bucky explained again.
It was starting to annoy you that the more you were becoming agitated, the calmer he was becoming. And he kept on telling you that he meant differently with his statements but he never really attempted to further explain his side.
“Then what do you mean, Bucky?” You pressed. “What did I ever do to you for you to hate me this much? Did I say something offensive? Do I have to train 24/7 for you to think that I deserve to be working alongside the Avengers?” You kept on babbling on and on and on.
Bucky rubbed his face with his hand, “I don’t hate you, okay?” He doesn’t even spare you a look.
All this time, he was looking at anything but you and it was really getting on your nerves.
“See? You keep on telling me that you don’t hate me but you can’t even look at me! I mean, if you really loathe me then own up to it! It hurts me more that you keep on denying it when you can’t even explain a damn thing. At least tell me why!” You were never an emotional person and Bucky knew that, so when he finally turned to look at you, he was surprised to see you on the verge of tears.
“Hey, hey...” Bucky coaxed and tried to hold you but you stepped away from him.
“Just please tell me why, Buck. Tell me and I promise to stay away. If you think I suck at being an Avenger to the point of irritating you, tell me so I can train my fucking ass off until you deem me fit to be an Avenger. If my jokes offended you, I’m sorry. If I—“
“It’s because I like you.”
“...what?”
Bucky Barnes...likes you? It’s as if the silence went on forever inside the elevator that seemed to keep going. How long were the two of you inside it anyway? You couldn’t tell anymore and you didn’t know whether Bucky was simply fooling around with you.
“That’s not funny.” You said.
Bucky shook his head, “It’s not a joke.”
You stared at him doubtfully, “Explain.” You demanded.
Bucky licked his lips and let out a soft chuckle, “I’m an idiot.” He said.
“That doesn’t explain anything. If any, I’d think you’re simply fucking with me.” You pointed out and crossed your arms over your chest.
That seemed to urge Bucky to finally explain. “What you heard in Steve’s room was correct.”
“So you really hate me.”
Bucky groaned, “Let me finish, please?” He pleaded. When you remained silent, he continued to explain himself.
“You really do distract me during missions. Because you’re so amazing and I never doubted your skills. But I also get worried and I hate it when I see you in pain or wounded and it fucking distracts me. I didn’t want to be partnered with you because when I see you, I just...fuck. I like you that much. You kick someone’s ass and I’d end up watching you with awe that it’d cause me my own demise. That’s what I meant. That I’d probably end up dying because whenever you’re around, you have my full attention.”
The anger within you dissipated just like that. You could feel your face heat up from Bucky’s unexpected confession.
“But you’re an asshole to me.” You pointed out.
Bucky laughed, “Because that’s how I get your attention. You walk into a room with a kind-hearted super soldier, a witty bird brain and a few more intelligent men and yet I’d be the first one you’d acknowledge. With a snarky comment but still, attention is attention. It’s the only way I get to interact with you without feeling awkward. I suck at conversations, I mean, you heard me and though I was hating on you when I was merely blabbering to Steve about how much I like you.”
This time, you couldn’t hold back your laughter. All along, Bucky was finding a way to talk to you even though it meant constant arguments over the pettiest things. To be fair though, he really did suck at communicating.
“I’m sorry that it came across like that.” Bucky apologized sincerely. “I hope this doesn’t change anything between us.” He admitted.
You shrugged, “Oh but it does. In fact, it changes everything.”
Bucky’s face fell.
“Because I think I like you too and I kinda want for things to change. For the better of course.” You grinned.
Bucky chuckled and scratched his forehead bashfully, “You think, huh? Not sure?” He asked and turned to you just as the elevator doors opened.
Indeed, it led to the lab where almost all of the targets stayed. The man nearest the elevator had his gun pointed at Bucky but before he could even pull the trigger, Bucky had thrown his knife at him without even sparing a glance and choked the next guy to attack with his metal arm before throwing him towards a group of armed men. He was just gazing at you with a smittened smile.
“Still not sure about liking me back?”
Impressed at his gesture, you smirked.
“Now I am.”
-
By the time Steve, Nat and Sam walked out of the elevator, the mission had already been done. You walked towards the trio and handed Steve a USB.
“All their data is already saved there. Wiped out their entire system clean too.” You told him, voice chirpy and all.
Bucky was right behind you, a couple of folders in his hands before handing them to Sam, “Lotsa confidential info in there too which includes our next targets.” he said and walked past Sam with a certain jump in his steps.
The three exchanged glances before looking around the entire lab. Men were scattered on the floor, most were dead and others heavily injured.
“What the hell happened here?” Nat asked, avoiding the injured men on the ground as she walked around.
“The mission happened, Nat. All that matters now is that everything has been resolved. I mean, everything.” You said meaningfully and threw Bucky a flirty smile before walking into the elevator.
He followed suit and saluted at the three before pushing the red button. The doors weren’t even closed yet when Bucky couldn’t hold back and quickly leaned to press a soft kiss on your lips. An action that definitely didn’t go unnoticed by the three. You couldn’t help but chuckle when you noticed their reactions before the elevator closed.
Said trio stood there dumbfounded and confused as hell. Early on, the tension between you and Bucky was felt by everyone. The kind of tension then wasn’t even a sexual one. It was so intense that Nat was actually expecting to see you and Bucky at each other’s throats when they got down to the lab.
“Guess that the long ass elevator ride did something. Whatever was in that elevator seems interesting. Wanna go check it out, Nat?” Sam asked suggestively.
Steve chuckled and shook his head.
Nat simply smirked and walked past Sam, “In your dreams, Wilson.”
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redhoodieone · 3 years
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His Girl
Plot: Dick Grayson has a type in women: athletic, feminine, and classy. However, the reader is completely different as she is plus-size, tomboyish, and spontaneous. But a conversation about Y/N between Dick and the batboys takes an unexpected turn one night.
Warnings: Language, Sensitive topics, and Fluff.
“What the hell’s up your ass?” Jason asks Dick, as he hands him a bottle of beer from the refrigerator in the Batcave. It was only until last week that Bruce gave in and allowed a refrigerator to be down there after the boys begged him for one.
As long as it was only for beverages, of course. Bruce had mentioned the boys have been eating too much junk food lately, but the boys knew deep down that his rule is simply for him, because of his age, and maybe for Y/N, too.
Y/N has only been with the Batfamily for a year since her family died at the hands of Two-Face. She had only started training with Bruce for two months now, and the two of them have been working out quite a bit.
Which makes sense of Bruce’s one rule for the refrigerator, though. But that hasn’t stopped Jason from sneaking in food anyways; mostly pizza and lunch meat and cheeses for sandwiches.
But now, Dick’s distant and silence is unbearable since the circus descent acrobat is usually excited and rambling about anything and everything.
“Uh, nothing! I mean...” Dick stutters. His behavior tonight was questionable to say the least. Usually, he would be on his game and even throw some wisecracks but he’s been awfully quiet, nervous even.
“Uh-huh, sure. Whatever you say,” Jason scoffs.
Dick sits on top of the hood of the Batmobile while he peels the sticky label from the beer bottle. He notices Tim and Damian walking out from the showers and are already dressed in sweatpants and t-shirts. Bruce is seated at the Batcomputer, still in costume but minus the cowl. Jason sits at the small table and sips from his beer and snacks on a triple meat and cheese sandwich he must have made quickly.
And Alfred had long gone to bed after Bruce forced him to get some rest since they’ve returned home and are not dead.
Dick suddenly notices Y/N must still be in the showers, on the other side of the cave for privacy where the guys can’t bother the girls.
“Fine...I’ve been...having these thoughts and dreams about Y/N lately,” Dick confesses. He notices Jason staring at him with a confused expression.
“Yeah, and…?”
“Well…lately, I’ve been thinking about her as…more than a friend. I’ve been seeing her in a new light. And you know I’ve always thought she was cool, and funny, and incredibly smart,” Dick continues, with a small smile. “But…I’ve never been sexually attracted to women like her before.”
Jason purses his lips and appears to think it over. “So, I don’t see the problem.”
“I just told you I’ve never felt this way about Y/N or any woman like her before.”
“Because you’re shallow.”
“I’m not shallow,” Dick argues, suddenly feeling defensive at Jason’s attack. “I just…I’ve never seen heavy women as hot, you know?”
“You can try to justify all that, but the point is, you’re shallow.”
“Have you ever slept with a heavy girl before, Jason?!” Dick snaps.
Jason chuckles and grins. “Actually, I have.”
“Bullshit,” Dick scoffs.
“Yeah, I have Dickie-bird. It happened three years ago, when my Outlaws and I kicked Black Mask’s ass. We went to a bar to celebrate in downtown Gotham. Roy and Star left early to go fuck or something. I was left alone and I was about to call it a night until this smoking hot woman took a seat next to me. She had long dark hair, tan skin, and curves that made my mouth water and my cock hard enough to pound nails. She was gorgeous, but there were these assholes around her and were calling her fat and telling her to leave because no one here would take her home. And do you want to know what I did?” Jason asks.
“What?” Dick asks quietly.
“I took her home, after I broke all those guys’ jaws. She was fucking amazing, man. She had a magnificent ass that she actually allowed me to spank. Her curves were endless, and after I fucked her good three times, cuddling and falling asleep with her was probably the best part of the night. I’ve never felt so…comfortable and felt warm, because I actually felt someone beside me,” Jason admits.
Dick raises an eyebrow at him. “Wow, I didn’t think something like that could happen to you, Jason. If anything, I thought you were shallow.”
“I used to be, until I realized I was judging others, when I was actually trying to have others not judge me. Alfred actually helped me with that. I don’t remember every word he said exactly but he said I wasn’t trying all the ice cream flavors out there. Like, I was always sticking to a certain flavor of ice cream, and I wasn’t trying other kinds, meaning I should be looking at all types of women. And after my one night stand with that magnificent woman’s ass, I realized bigger girls aren’t deal breakers; they’re just more to love,” Jason admits, and shrugs with a smug smile.
“That’s…I don’t even know what to say. But Y/N’s different. She’s someone we know and it makes it harder. And my problem isn’t that I’m shallow, it’s how I’m supposed to handle my feelings about her.”
“Yeah, you are, Dick. Y/N’s literally the best woman we’ve ever met. Hell, the best woman I’VE ever met. She’s fucking funny, she’s so caring and kind, she’s smarter than Timbo when it comes to common sense,” Jason lists off his reasons.
“That’s true! I’m not going to lie about that!” Tim interrupts from the distance.
“Y/N’s real, she doesn’t bullshit about anything like other girls. She’s honest, and that’s a rare thing to find nowadays. And fuck…she can really handle her alcohol, she can down shots of Fireball like it’s water,” Jason adds.
“You don’t think I know all that? Of course, I do! That’s why I’m having such a hard time dealing with my feelings for her. I’ve only ever been with tall, athletic women, who wear skirts and dresses, eats healthy, and are…well, feminine,” Dick confesses. A guilty expression shows on his face. “And Y/N’s not any of that. She’s really short, kinda chubby, and she’s more of a tomboy type, who’s loud and rambunctious, and eats like a man.”
Jason snorts. “And that’s a problem why? That’s why Y/N’s fucking awesome, man! I actually really like how she’s not afraid to be herself. She’s not fake. Do you know how long it took for her to be comfortable with all of us and be who she is rather than how she thought we expected from her? And I don’t know about you but I love how she eats, whenever we go out to restaurants, I actually like how I can eat the way I want and not feel like a fat ass because I know her and I both love what we love and fuck all who have a problem with that!”
Bruce turns around in his chair and gives both boys a warning look. Even Tim and Damian silently take a seat and watch closely.
“Fuck…Y/N is the perfect woman. She’ll always be in my eyes,” Jason admits, looking down at his beer longingly before taking a sip.
“If you feel so strongly about her then why haven’t you tried to go out with her or sleep with her?” Dick asks angrily.
Jason’s pause takes everyone by surprise. “Because she can do better than me.”
“You-you actually tried to get with her?” Dick stammers.
“Oh, yeah I definitely did. I think about a year ago. I had spent the summer with her here while everyone was busy with the whole Justice League and Superman bullshit,” Jason explains. “You were with the Titans with Tim and Damian. It was just me and her.”
“Alfred was there as well,” Bruce mumbles.
“Anyways, call it cheesy as hell like those romcoms, but we actually got really close. She’s a spitfire for sure, but she really knows how to get under your skin,” Jason chuckles.
Tim and Damian nod their heads in agreement with that.
“And I obviously made the whole situation uncomfortable as fuck because when I told her how I felt, she rejected me. She said we were too alike, we’d butt heads all the time. And after that, I never brought it up again.”
Jason’s confession gives Dick a sense of confidence.
“Look, if you want to ask her out and do all that then I support you. Just know if you fucking hurt her or do anything wrong, I’ll slit your throat even if you’re family,” Jason threatens seriously.
“I wouldn’t even know how to bring it up with her,” Dick says.
“Well, don’t bring up how her weight and appearance bothers you,” Jason says seriously.
“It doesn’t!”
“Okay. How did you ask Barbara, Star, Zatanna, and-”
“I get it, Jason. I’ll just talk to her and tell her I have strong feelings for her,” Dick interrupts him. “I’ll just tell her the truth.”
“You already did.”
That voice belonged to none other than Y/N. All the guys in the Batcave jerked their heads to the top of the stairs where Y/N stood and looked down with tears running down her cheeks. She was wearing her plaid pajama pants and a loose black t-shirt she stole from one of them a long time ago, she doesn’t exactly know who though.
Dick and Jason slowly stand up. Dick carefully walks over to the stairs while Jason cautiously follows.
“Y/N…” Dick whispers, already feeling guilty and nervous that she had probably heard everything. “Please listen to me…”
“WHY?! So, you can tell me you didn’t mean any of that, when you actually did. I thought you were different! I didn’t know you could judge someone like that! Especially someone like me!” Y/N yells. “I thought you were my friend!”
“I am your friend! Y/N, please give me a chance to explain! I really like you, and-and I was just trying to ask for help so I can talk to you!” Dick pleads.
“Don’t lie to me! You were only asking for help because you didn’t know how to deal with me being fat and manly! I’m sorry I’m not like Barbara and Star! I’m sorry I’m not beautiful and thin! I’m sorry I’m not perfect for you!” Y/N cries out and runs up the stairs.
“Y/N! Wait! Please!” Dick shouts for her. He chases after her.
By the time Dick reaches Y/N’s bedroom door, it’s locked. He can hear her crying, automatically feeling like shit for being the reason why she’s hurt.
“Y/N, please…” Dick tries again.
“Leave me alone, Dick!”
Dick swallows hard and forces himself to move away from her door. There was no use for him to stand there; he’d already broke her trust and possibly ruined their friendship. He might have even ruined his chances with her.
Jason approaches Dick. “Is she crying?” he asks.
“Yes,” Dick chokes out. He runs a hand through his dark hair. “Fuck, Jason…I don’t know what to do. She won’t even talk to me.”
“You should go, Dick. I think you’ve done enough.”
Dick was a little taken aback by Jason’s command. He pushes himself to walk away anyways.
“Bruce wants to talk to you. You should go find him before he finds you,” Jason adds.
Dick exhales heavily and leaves. Jason shakes his head in disappointment at him. He takes a deep breath and knocks on Y/N’s bedroom door.
“Doll, it’s Jay. Please let me in,” Jason says softly. “I just want to talk to you.”
He didn’t think she would open the door for him. He didn’t think she would want to talk to him even though he hadn’t pissed her off or upset her in any way. But Y/N unlocked her door and even opened it for him.
Jason was deeply heartbroken to see Y/N; her eyes were red and swollen, her cheeks were wet, and she had the devastating look on her beautiful face. He quickly walked into her room and shut the door, quickly locking it.
He had to be cautious though. He knew couldn’t say or do the things he wants to do with her right now. Instead, he slowly and carefully approaches her. She allows him to wrap his strong arms around her, bringing her closely to his body to hold and protect her from everyone and everything.
“Shh…it’s okay, sweetheart. I got you. I’m not going anywhere,” Jason whispers into her hair. He tries desperately to not inhale the addicting scent of her shampoo and lingering perfume so much. “You’re okay. Everything’s going to be okay.”
Y/N lifts her face from Jason’s chest and gazes up at him. The sight of her glistening eyes makes him draw her closer to him.
“What did I do wrong, Jay? What did I do to deserve all that? Is everything about me really bad?” Y/N asks softly, on the verge of tears again.
“No. No, don’t say that. Don’t say any of that! Nothing is wrong with you. You’re beautiful, Y/N. You’re perfect just the way you are,” Jason admits.
Y/N shakes her head in disbelief. It breaks Jason’s heart more when she tries to pull away from his embrace, but he refuses to let her go. His grip tightens and he holds her as if she’d disappear and leave him all alone.
“That’s not true, Jay,”
“It is true. Hell Y/N, you’re the most badass woman I’ve ever met. You don’t take shit from any of us. You’ve managed to stay here even after all the bullshit everyone has put you through,” he explains. He even chuckles at a memory. “You’ve even made Bruce cry, remember? Remember you called him out on his bullshit when he refused to train you? You’re almost a savage like Alfred, you even make Wonder Woman and Catwoman look like dollar tree prizes, and that’s no lie.”
Y/N looks down at her feet. Jason knows she still doesn’t believe him.
“You’re always perfect in my eyes, Y/N. There isn’t a goddamn thing I would change about you,”
“If I’m so perfect, then why does Dick think so low of me?” Y/N asks. She sniffles adorably and looks back up at him.
“Because he’s a fucking idiot who can’t see the best thing that’s in front of him,” Jason answers, and looks into Y/N’s eyes before he looks at her lips. “But his loss is my gain.”
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instasiswetrust · 2 years
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The party rages around him, music loud, lights flickering between purples and greens and oranges, and that awful scent of fake smoke covering the room like a heavy blanket. Some band he can't remember the name of is doing it's best through a cover of Poison by Alice Cooper. The lead singer is a bit pitchy though, and Steve scowls as the guy tries to force another high note that he definitely doesn't have the range for.
He's sitting on a stool by the bar, idly swirling the near-empty contents of his whiskey as he contemplates his options. Billy was still somewhere amongst the mess of grinding bodies, having decided to stay on the dancefloor despite Steve’s insistence to the contrary, something that had annoyed Steve to no end. So miffed and a little bit hurt by the denial, he had collected himself and walked — brattily stomped — his way over to the bar where he now sits.
On the one hand, he could leave now and force Billy to walk the fifteen minutes back to their apartment alone. On the other, he has barely had any time to enjoy how absolutely stunning he looks in his sailor costume, sinfully short shorts and crop top included. It doesn't take much for him to decide.
What a pity Billy had decided the dancefloor was more interesting than him.
As he asks the bartender for another finger of whiskey, he doesn't fail to notice the subtle once-over the guy gives him as he serves his drink. The guy is cute, tall, athletic, his black hair is shot with hints of red at the tips. Steve wasn't going to bed him but he figured a little inane flirting wouldn't hurt anyone. Even more if it had the added bonus of making his boyfriend jealous.
Conversation flows easily, and the bartender — Brian — honestly appears to be a nice enough guy. They are in the middle of discussing the merits of Bruce Springsteen against Bryan Adams when Steve suddenly feels a very warm, very naked chest plastering itself against his back. He doesn't even flinch, knowing exactly who it is by the wariness he spots in Brian’s expression.
“Hey Baby, feel like introducing me to your...friend?”
Steve doesn't need to look to know the expression that must be on his boyfriend’s face. That familiar predatory smirk, the slanting of his eyes that only helped him look feral, and the deathly blue glare he must be fixing on poor Brian. He had wanted to make Billy jealous, and if the hand holding his waist in a possessive grip was right, he had fulfilled his goal.
“Hm?” He raises a single eyebrow, offering Billy a disinterested stare over his shoulder. “Oh, Brian here was just keeping me company while you were busy on the dancefloor.”
“Is that so?”
Goosebumps break over Steve’s skin at the absolute threat in that voice. He almost wants to whine and squirm in his seat but forces himself to keep still lest he ruin his disinterested facade. It's difficult though, especially when Billy starts pressing filthy, open-mouthed kisses against the side of his neck. Brian, thankfully knowing what was best for him, quickly scrambles off to the other side of the bar top.
“You didn't have to be so rude!” He hisses at Billy in a whisper, fingers tightening around his empty glass of whiskey. It's becoming harder to ignore the kisses bestowed upon his skin, especially when their purpose is to raise bruises upon his pale skin.
“I was being perfectly reasonable. He was coming on to you Baby, and I can't allow that.” Billy counters after a moment, fingers digging just so into the meat of Steve’s right thigh. The next time he speaks, he does so with his lips pressed at the underside of Steve’s jaw. “You're mine.”
This time he does squirm, a shudder jolting down his spine at the same time a teeny tiny gasp makes its way past his lips. He can feel more than he can see Billy’s smirk against his skin which in turn makes him scoff. Goddamn smug asshole.
“Maybe you should've thought about that when you ditched me on the dancefloor.” He sniffs haughtily, ignoring Billy’s hand slowly creeping into the front of his shorts and the underwear beneath them.
“Baby,” He can tell the moment Billy realizes exactly what Steve’s done by the way his breath catches, the pet name coming out on a sigh.
Because the skimpy little sailor outfit hadn't been the only thing he had wanted to show off on this specific Halloween night. The most important part of the whole ensemble was actually the lacy black number he was wearing under the shorts along with the trickle of lube between his cheeks.
“Too bad the dancefloor was more interesting that little old me, right?” His voice is but a low velvety purr, touch feather-light against his boyfriend’s cheek before he pulls away. With a smug grin, he points Brian over. “Another finger of whiskey, please Brian?”
Not soon had he said the words when he felt a single finger prodding at his entrance. He hardly had any time to school his expression into something that wouldn't raise suspicions, before that same finger was pushing deeper with barely any resistance at all.
Maybe it was because he had prepared himself ahead of time, or the threat of being caught in such a compromising position in a public place. Either way, Steve could swear that every touch, every thrust of that finger or press against his insides felt multiplied tenfold. Heat raised to his cheeks, breath coming a little harsher through his nose.
But this too he can ignore. He can. He has to.
With zero hesitation, he downs his whiskey in a single gulp hoping the alcohol will give him the strength to ignore Billy for a few moments more. Across the bar, Brian catches his eye and frowns when Steve asks for “two, wait no, three fingers of whiskey, please.”
He serves it of course, but Steve doubts he will agree to any more. Poor guy probably thinks that his flushed cheeks and unfocused eyes are because he's had a little more to drink than he can handle.
But Brian doesn't need to know that the only reason Steve chokes a bit on his drink is because two more fingers had just joined the first one, forcing him to bite back the moan that threatens to slip past his lips. It's only thanks to Billy’s firm grip on his hip that Steve doesn't end up bucking against the seat trying to fuck himself on those thick fingers.
His composure only lasts as long as it takes him to finish the remainder of his whiskey, one of his hands gripping Billy’s arm as if his life depends on it.
“Billy, please- Anything- Jesus fuck, please!” He's not proud of the way his voice breaks but at this point, he doesn't have enough in him to care about a detail like this. All his focus goes into keeping his voice barely above a whisper and preventing his emotions from showing upon his face.
“Please what, baby?” Billy teases, the pace of his fingers quickening just the slightest bit, enough to pull a choked gasp from Steve’s lips. Steve who can only grip at the bar top with one hand, body arched against the hot press of flesh that is Billy’s chest.
“Fucking hell-” His curses taper off into a needy whine, squirming as he tries to fuck himself on those fingers, wanting to feel them even deeper. “B-Bathroom?”
“You want me to fuck you here?” The raised eyebrow is clear in Billy’s voice but Steve doesn't hesitate, nodding quickly. “Jesus, baby, you're such a needy slut.”
It takes a massive amount of self-control for Steve not to lose it at that, a full-body shiver racking him. All he wants is to have Billy inside him already, wants to feel that elated sort of satisfaction he only manages when he's being stuffed full, mind empty of anything other than sensation.
After another moment, Billy's fingers retreat much to Steve’s displeasure. He knows he's pouting as he pulls out a few bills from his wallet with trembling fingers if his boyfriend's chuckle is anything to go by. Annoyed, Steve pulls away from Billy’s hold intending to walk over to the bathroom by his own damn self but before he can so much as take more than three steps, Billy’s hands are there on his hips once again. His grip is firm, possessive but not bruising, and it stops Steve where he stands.
“Leaving so soon, pretty boy? And without me?”
“Well if you weren’t such a massive dick maybe we would have already made it to the goddamn bathroom.” Steve gets snappy when he’s needy. Billy knows this and yet he always strives to push him right against that edge. Loves it when Steve gets mouthy with him, if only because he gets to put him back in his place.
“What’s the rush baby boy?” Can’t wait to have a cock in you, is that it?” He goads, fingers skimming over the sparse hairs that disappear under Steve’s blue shorts. As if to prove a point — or maybe just to torture him some more — he grinds his leather clad arousal against Steve’s plush rump.
A soft whine escapes him at the action, body reacting against his will and grinding back. Fuck, that’s it. With a growl, he forces himself to step away from Billy and glance at him over his shoulder, a challenge in his eyes.
“If you’re not interested, I’m sure I can ask Brian to lend me a hand.”
He smirks in playful delight as Billy’s eyes darken even under the flickering overhead lights. There’s a storm brewing in their blue depths, the promise of danger but Steve does not feel a single shred of fear. He trusts Billy. No, he does not feel fear no matter how foolish that might be, but instead he’s brimming with anticipation.
Tentatively, he takes a step back and watches with poorly concealed excitement as Billy takes a step forward in turn. Two steps back, two steps forward. And then he’s turning on his heels and bolting for the bathroom door he spots down the hallway, giggles escaping his parted lips.
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ragingbookdragon · 4 years
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The Accidental Wife PT. 2
A Bruce Wayne x Reader AU!
Warnings: Explicit Language, Angst Author’s Note: I’m glad to say that my writing has progressed since then! Enjoy! -Thorne
Set Two Months After Part 1
The sound of the chiming door told her more customers had entered; she didn’t look over her shoulder as she picked up dishes. “To whoever just walked in, if you’re a single, sit at the bar…If you’re a group, take a seat at the booth in the corner and I’ll be with you in just a second!”
           “Take your time Ma…we aren’t going anywhere.” (Y/N) glanced over her shoulder, her expression of confusion turning into joy.
           “Boys!” Jason and Tim smiled and waved as they sat in the booth; after putting away the dishes, (Y/N) walked over to them. She leaned down and kissed their heads. “What are you two doing here?”
           “You said you were working another shift tonight, so we decided to come see you.” She smiled at Tim and pulled out her notepad.
           “Well I thank you for it.” She clicked her pen. “So, what can I get you?” They snorted and gave her their orders, watching as she moved to the window. She returned a few minutes later with their food and leaned against the table opposite of them. “How’d midterms go Jay?” He paused mid-bite and move his eyes to her.
           “What?” (Y/N) chuckled.
           “Midterms Jay. How’d you do?” He swallowed and scratched his head.
           “…Uh…” Her eyes widened and she spoke worriedly.
           “You didn’t fail, did you?” Jason’s expression turned smug and he smirked at her.
           “Of course, I didn’t fail Ma.” (Y/N) gripped the towel at her waist and swung it at him; he laughed as he blocked it.
           “You!” She gripped the towel in her hand and pointed at him. “You had me going there for a second!” Tim and Jason started laughing, and she joined them; after a few seconds, she nodded at Jason. “So, how’d you really do on them?”
           “Made a ninety-seven on my history exam and a ninety-one on my business exam.” (Y/N) clapped her hands together and reached out, pulling him in for a hug.
           “I knew you could do it!” Jason snorted.
           “Ma, its just midterms. We haven’t reached finals yet.” She shook her head.
           “Doesn’t matter baby. Midterms matter just as much as finals do. If you aced these, you’ll ace the finals!” She pulled away and looked at him. “I’m proud of you Jason.” An embarrassed smile worked onto his face.
           “Ma…you’re embarrassing me.” (Y/N) rolled her eyes and ruffled his hair.
           “Deal with it Jay.” She paused and glanced at Tim. “How’d your day go Timmy? Anything big?” Tim nodded.
           “Mr. Wayne is going to extend deals to Metropolis, and he asked me to go over and handle them.” (Y/N) and Jason’s eyes widened at his comment.
           “You’re…going on a business trip…” Jason finished her thought.
           “To Metropolis?” Tim nodded.
           “Mr. Wayne was going to go with the group, but he’s needed back here. So, Mr. Fox is going with us instead.” He paused and sipped his milkshake. “Said Mr. Fox going with us would help me get more experience than it would if he went.” (Y/N) stared at him, and he spoke apprehensively. “Mom? Are you okay?” She blinked and nodded.
           “Yes. I’m fine.” She lowered her voice a little. “What are the costs?” Tim shook his head.
           “None. Well, unless we go shopping on our own. But hotel and air fare are being taken care of.” (Y/N) sighed in relief and nodded her head.
           “Okay…that’s good.” The two boys watched their mother then glanced at each other. Tim nodded and tipped his head at (Y/N); Jason placed a hand on hers.
           “Ma…Are we having money problems?” She shook her head.
           “No. I was just-” He cut her off firmly.
           “Ma don’t lie to us.” Her eyes flitted to his then Tim who nodded and she sighed, lowering her head.
           “We’re just in a rough patch right now…but we’ll be okay…I just have to find a new job.”
           “What happened to your one at the pub?”
           “Some asshole told me to smile, so I told him to fuck off…then he grabbed me, so I broke his arm.” She exhaled. “In order to keep from being sued, I walked out.”
           “Ma why didn’t you say anything? Tim and I could’ve helped. I know I make enough tips at the bar to help…and Timmy makes a good chunk of change from WE.” (Y/N) shook her head.
           “I’ll tell you like I told Dick…It’s my job to keep our finances up and keep you boys protected.” Tim stared at her, an eyebrow raised.
           “And what happens if you can’t Mom?”  
           “…” Jason squeezed her hand.
           “Ma…We know you’re a firm believer in not placing burdens on us, but your burdens are our burdens.” She met his eyes and he smiled. “We’re in this together Ma…When you get tired, let us pick up the slack and carry it. Okay?” (Y/N) stared at him for a few moments before sighing and nodding.
           “Alright…but only if I absolutely need you to.” The boys grinned and she rose from the table. “I need to go take care of the customers…You boys be careful on your way home.”
           “Love you Ma.”
           “Love you Mom.” She glanced over her shoulder and smiled.
           “Love you too boys.” (Y/N) started moving around the diner, collecting plates, handing receipts, and taking orders when a group of men walked into the diner. Immediately, the diner went quiet, and (Y/N) found herself in the position of giving them a seat; she smiled and pointed. “That table over there is open gentleman. If you’ll take it, I’ll be right over.” The way their eyes followed her as she passed by made her skin crawl, but she reminded herself that she needed money, so she ignored it. After a few moments, she moved to the group and held up her notepad. “What can I get for you?” She glanced at one of them who leaned forward.
           “How much for you babe?” She sighed.
           “Look pal…it’s been a long day and I’m not in the mood to deal with this. What do you want?” The one who spoke reared back, and another leaned towards her.
           “You’re feisty, aren’t you? Seems like you need to be bent over the table and get that temper checked.” (Y/N) stared at him as the others laughed, and deadpanned,
           “This is a diner not a street-corner to find hookers.” She clicked her pen. “We have the right to refuse service to assholes like you who harass our staff.” (Y/N) motioned to the door. “I suggest you leave. Now.” (Y/N) didn’t wait to hear their replies and turned when a hand gripped her arm and spun her back around; she could hear her sons rising from their table to walk over and help her.
           “That’s no way to talk to someone who pays your bills babe.” She glowered at him, her jaw tightening as she hissed,
           “Let go of me. Now.” He leaned in and grinned.
           “Or what?” (Y/N) opened her mouth to retort when a hand gripped the one on her arm and removed it; she watched as someone slammed the man’s head into the table, then lean in to their ear.
           “Don’t you dare put your hands on her.” The man twisted his head to look at him, then his eyes went wide.
           “Wayne?” (Y/N) gaped as she watched Bruce lay into the guy.
           “Men like you are the reason why women carry their keys between their fists at night.” Bruce twisted the man’s arm behind his back tighter. “You are a disgrace to men, and I suggest you take her advice and leave.” He looked at the others who sat stunned. “In fact, I suggest you all take her advice.” They nodded and dashed out of the diner; Bruce let go of the guy and shoved him to the floor, then straightened out his suit jacket, glaring at him. “If you ever come in here again, I’ll have you sued six was from Sunday. Capeesh?” The man nodded frantically and scrambled to his feet; he turned to the door and was met by her second son’s fist. (Y/N) raised her hands to her mouth.
           “Jason!” He didn’t pay her any mind and put a boot to the man’s chest, pointing at him, his voice low and dark.
           “If you ever put your hands on my Ma again, I’ll stick your head in a car door and slam it until all that’s left is a pile of mashed brain and skull.” He removed his foot and nodded to the door. “Now get the fuck outta here before I decide to do it just for the hell of it.” The man was out the door in seconds and Jason looked at her. “You alright Ma?” She nodded.
           “I’m fine baby…but you didn’t need to do that.” He shook his head.
           “I’ll do it again if he comes back in here.” She opened her mouth to respond when Bruce cut her off.
           “I happen to think that’s an excellent idea Jason.” They turned and faced Bruce; (Y/N)’s eyes widened.
           “Oh my god! We were supposed to go out tonight!” Bruce reclined against the bar and grinned.
           “When you didn’t show up at the restaurant, I assumed you were working.” He motioned to the phone in her pocket. “I tried to call…but I don’t think you heard it.” (Y/N) took her phone out and showed it to him.
           “It died an hour ago…I am so sorry Bruce.” He smiled and shook his head.
           “I’m not angry (Y/N). I understand that you have an obligation to your job.” He tipped his head to the table. “But I’m glad I got here when I did.” She huffed a laugh.
           “As am I. Though I could’ve taken care of it myself.”
           “Of that I have no doubt.” They peered at each other before laughing, then they head a grunt beside them.
           “Oh, get a room.” She turned her gaze to Jason and watched Tim walk beside them; he waved at Bruce.
           “Evening Mr. Wayne.” Bruce nodded at Tim.
           “Evening Tim. How’s your night going?” Tim grinned and nodded at Jason.
           “Good now. I was afraid I’d have to back Jason up in a fight.” Bruce snorted and raised an eyebrow.
           “You can fight?” Jason cut off Tim’s response.
           “Don’t let the lanky frame fool you, old man…Tim’s got a fighting ability that even Dickhead and I ain’t got.”
           “Jason Todd! Language!” He looked at (Y/N) and shrugged. “If the old man is going to date you, it’s better he knows that her sons can kick ass when needed.” She moved forward, shoving them out of the diner.
           “Yes, and if my sons threaten my potential dates, I won’t go on dates!” She glared at them and pointed down the street from her position at the door. “Now go home!” They chuckled and walked off; she called out behind them. “And no detours! Go straight home!” All she received were waves and she sighed, moving back to the bar where Bruce sat; she collapsed into a seat and he smiled at her.
           “Long day?” (Y/N) nodded.
           “Very.” She paused and looked at him sympathetically. “I am so sorry about missing our date Bruce.” He took her hand and rubbed a thumb across her knuckles.
           “Did you have a good day?” (Y/N) blinked at him and responded.
           “I did. Dick called me and told me he was in line for a promotion, Jason passed his midterms, and Tim told me about the business trip he was going on for you.” She paused. “Did…you have a good day?” Bruce nodded, a grin working across his face.
           “I had a great day. My son was voted president of the student council, one of my best employees is handling business deals for me, and I got to see my beautiful date again.” (Y/N) felt warmth creep up her cheeks and she lowered her head, mumbling an ‘oh’; Bruce chuckled. “Would you like to get dinner with me?” She looked down at her service uniform.
           “I’m wearing my uniform?”
           “Then let’s eat here.”
           “…What?” Bruce snorted.
           “If you’re concerned about your appearance, let’s stay where you’re comfortable. Let’s eat here.”
           “You wouldn’t mind?” He shook his head.
           “As long as I’m with you, I don’t care where we eat.” (Y/N) smiled and stood up, leaning over to press a kiss to his cheek.
           “You’re sweet Bruce Wayne.” He watched as she pulled away and moved to the window.
           “As sugar.” She huffed a laugh and ordered dinner for them.
A Couple Hours Later:
           The car pulled up to the house and she glanced at Bruce. “Thank you for driving me home.” He smiled and nodded.
           “Of course.” They lapsed into silence, then opened their mouths; they laughed, and he motioned to her. “You first.” She grinned and gestured to the door.
           “I know my sons are inside…but…would you like to come in for some coffee?” Bruce stared at her and she sighed. “Maybe that’s too soon…we’ve only gone on a few dates…I’m sorry…I’ll just-” She moved to get out of the car when the doors locked, and the car moved backwards; she glanced at him. “Bruce?” He put the car in drive and pulled into the driveway, then turned the car off and looked at her.
           “I’d love to come inside for some coffee.” (Y/N) burst into laughter and shook her head.
           “You are something else Bruce Wayne.” He chuckled as they exited the car and entered the house. Jason and Tim sat at the table doing homework but looked up when they heard the door.
           “Hey Ma. Welcome-” He stopped as he took in Bruce behind her, and his eyes narrowed as he bit out, “Home.” (Y/N) rolled her eyes and took off her coat.
           “Be nice Jason.” He rose from the table and walked past them, moving into the kitchen; he gave a fake smile as he passed.
           “I’m always nice.” She sighed as he disappeared into the kitchen and she turned around.
           “I’m sorry.” Bruce shook his head as she helped him take off his coat.
           “Boy’s just being the man of the house.” (Y/N) snorted.
           “No. He’s just getting too big for his britches.” Bruce opened his mouth to respond when,
           “MY BRITCHES ARE PERFECTLY FIT TO MY ASS THANK YOU VERY MUCH!” Bruce burst into laughter as (Y/N) ran a hand down her face.
           “Jason! Pretend that we have company and impressions matter!”
           “PRETEND MY ASS!”
           “Boy I will jerk a knot in your tail if you cuss again!” Jason went silent and he came out of the kitchen, muttering as he went by.
           “Kill-joy.” (Y/N) kicked a leg up and whacked him in the butt.
           “I’m gonna be a kill-joy alright. Now get back to the table and finish your homework.” He stuck a tongue out and (Y/N) motioned to Bruce. “Follow me.” He grinned and followed as they stepped into the kitchen; she turned the coffee maker one and leaned up, closing the partition in the window.
           “We can still hear what goes on in there! The partition does nothing Mom!”
           “Homework Timothy Jackson.” She heard grumbles and she turned to Bruce. “Sugar and creamer?” He nodded and she moved to the refrigerator. “We have French vanilla and crème brûlée.”
           “French vanilla.” (Y/N) grinned as she pulled it out.
           “That’s my favorite.”
           “Mine too.” The coffee maker beeped, and she pulled out two mugs, filling them up.
           “I’ll let you do your sugar and creamer.” He nodded and stepped beside her, their shoulders brushing as they stood next to each other. (Y/N) reached for the bottle of creamer and her fingers brushed his; she looked up at him and giggled. “Sorry.” The grin he gave her made her heart flutter and she handed it to him. “Here.” He took it.
           “Thank you.”
           The two of them leaned against the kitchen counter sipping their coffee slowly, drawing out the time when the doorbell rang. She leaned towards the partition.
           “One of you go let Dick in. He’s obviously forgotten his keys again.” (Y/N) listened to Jason hop up from the table.
           “I got it!” (Y/N) didn’t think anything of it and continued her conversation with Bruce.
           “And then I walk back into the room and saw the three of them covered in feathers and sprayable glue.” Bruce leaned over he was laughing so hard. “And I remember just going, ‘Who started it?’ And Dick and Jason pointed at Tim who looked, just absolutely betrayed.” This made Bruce laugh harder, and he went to speak when a voice cut him off.
           “…Ma…” (Y/N)’s eyebrows drew together at Jason’s tone.
           “Who is it baby?” There was a pause as he came bounding into the kitchen, his face apprehensive.
           “I think you need to come here.” The solemnity of his tone made her heart thump and she put down her coffee cup; she glanced at Bruce.
           “Excuse me for a second.” He nodded and watched as she sprinted to the door, Jason and Tim hot on her heels. (Y/N) flung open the door and came face to face with two Blüdhaven police officers; one of them spoke.
           “Ms. (L/N)?” She nodded as her eyes roamed their badges.
           “That’s me.” Jason and Tim took her sides and the officer spoke again.
           “Ma’am we need you to come with us.” Her heart pounded against her ribcage at his words and she spoke nervously.
           “Is everything alright?” She leaned forward. “Is Dick alright?” The two officers exchanged glances and the second one spoke.
           “Ma’am we need-” (Y/N) slammed her hand against the doorframe, causing everyone to jump; her hand gripped the doorframe and she spoke, her voice barely containing the hysteria.
           “Is. My. Son. Alright.” The first officer nodded to the second and he sighed.
           “I’m sorry to report that Officer Grayson of the BPD was shot in the line of duty tonight. He’s been rushed to Gotham General where he’s currently in surgery.” (Y/N) stopped hearing after ‘shot’ and her heart stopped as her knees gave way. Had her sons not been by her side, she would’ve hit the floor; they gently lowered down their sobbing mother. Jason leaned into her, shushing her.
           “Ma it’s okay…he’s gonna be okay.” She didn’t respond, she was weeping too hard; Tim looked up at the officers.
           “What’s going on right now at the hospital?” The first officer spoke.
           “We aren’t sure…All we know was that he was taken into surgery.”
           “Was the wound severe?” There was a slight pause, then a silent nod.
           “We need to get you to the hospital Ms. (L/N).” She couldn’t move her legs and Jason saw this; he bent over and curled his arm under her legs, the other going behind her back.
           “C’mon Ma…I got you.” He lifted her up and began walking outside with her, Tim and Bruce following; he looked back at them. “Bruce you take Tim to the hospital…I’ll ride with Ma.” Bruce nodded, watching (Y/N) worriedly, and took his keys from his pocket; Tim watched with equal concern and climbed into the car with him. The patrol car pulled away and Jason cradled (Y/N) in the backseat as she sobbed into his chest; a hand caressed the back of her head and he stared out the window, feeling his eyes begin to sting. “It’s gonna be okay Ma…Dick’s gonna be just fine.”
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holylulusworld · 4 years
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Bad Girl
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Summary: Being a bad girl is great until someone tries to stop you.
Pairing: Nomad!Steve Rogers x Criminal!Reader
Characters: Tony Stark, Bruce Baner, Natasha Romanoff
Warnings: language, the reader is a brat, fighting, snarky comments, biting, smut, unprotected sex, hair pulling, tension, light choking, enemies to lovers
A/N: Not endgame compliant. Steve is still Nomad!Steve.
A/N2: Dividers by @writeyourmindaway​
Words: 2,1k
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Being a bad girl is great. - Being the bad girl and get away with your crimes even better. Since the snap, you managed to become one of the best thieves in town, maybe even the state of New York.
It’s not as if you steal to become rich or famous – well, you enjoy the attention, even love they call you Black Cat as you are fast, sly, and steal in the dead of the night.
Your reason to become a thief was that you didn’t have a choice. One day you had a job, a boyfriend, and the next you lost your job as the snap happened. Your boyfriend ran for the hills and before you could blink your landlord kicked you out of your home.
It’s started with little things. You stole a sandwich to not starve or a bottle of water. Later you gathered more courage and stole a jacket to not freeze.
Time went on and after a year you found a nice hideout, had enough money, and wanted to stop stealing. You went on a job interview only to meet the most awful man in town. He kicked a homeless man, spit into the coffee the man was holding, and snorted as you gave the man ten bucks.
After your encounter, you replayed the job interview, the way he treated the homeless man, and how his secretary stood far away from his desk to not feel his hand at her ass all the time.
That night you decided to teach him a lesson – and you did. When you broke into his penthouse, wearing a black catsuit and a mask he peed his pants, begging for his life. 
You didn’t kill or hurt him, but you forced him to help the homeless man, to stop touching his secretary, and to never even think of treating anyone bad.
After that – every person treating someone badly fell victim to the criminal called “Black Cat”.
People cheered for you, just like some websites but, like with everything else in life, your secret came with a price or rather with the danger of getting caught by the Avengers.
For weeks you have to hide. Somehow Captain fucking America managed to almost catch you during your last heists. It didn’t matter to him you stole the money to help an orphanage. 
Playing Robin Hood in times after the blip is not an easy job…
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“Tonight, I’ll get her,” Steve states, running one hand down his face. “It’s a matter of hours.” Since he lost against Thanos Steve is obsessed about catching all criminals in town. Sadly, he’s after you now.
“Don’t you think we should take care of more important criminals? The girl helps other people.” Natasha sighs, somehow, she likes your style. “Seriously, Steve…”
“No, Natasha. If we let her get away with her crimes she’ll never learn. That woman can’t expect us to not go after her.” Deadpanning Natasha snickers.
“Just admit you like her! I bet your last encounter left you wanting for more…” Tony smirks, overgoing his calculations again. “Maybe we can hire her? We could use two more hands if we want to undo the blip.”
“She’s a criminal, Tony!”
“Oh-weren’t you one not too long ago too?” Eyebrows raised Tony looks up at Steve for a moment. “I guess I didn’t get the memo saying you didn’t commit several crimes over the last years to save your friend.”
“Tony, not again.” Natasha groans. “We’ve got more important things going on. Like Steve in need of getting laid.”
“Nat!” Steve looks flustered when he reaches for his shield. “I’ll arrest her tonight. That cat will never nip at other people’s catnip again.”
Tony bursts into laughter at Steve’s words. “Capsicle, marry that girl. She makes a human being out of you, not just a super-soldier.”
“Tony! She’s…Why is everyone on her side? She steals and breaks into people’s homes…” 
“To give it to the people needing it more, Steve. Black Cat doesn’t steal from good people, only from awful ones. She teaches them a lesson and helps people. Give the girl a break and lend us a hand.”
Bruce looks at Steve but he’s stern about arresting you. “Fine, arrest a good person…”
“Steve, just leave her be. If she does something bad, we can catch her…” Steve leaves the room, not listening to his friends. Tonight is the night. He will finally trap you.
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“Look at this.” Smirking Steve circles you like prey. “A cat in a trap…” While you try to open the door Captain America himself steps closer. “You can’t open the door, doll. It’s not possible without the key card.”
“Great. Why does Captain America go after me, not people kidnapping and selling girls? Did you look out there once in a while? Human trafficking seems to be the newest trend.” Stepping backward you fumble in the dark to find another exit.
“Stay still and follow me, Black Cat. I will not hurt you if you cooperate.” Steve steps closer, almost purring the words into your direction. 
You have to admire he tries to convince you without violence, but you are not into the mood to get arrested.
“What do you think will happen to me if you hand me over to the cops? This world, it’s rotten since Thanos snapped his fingers. There are fewer good people out there and it gets worse every day.”
“Come here, cat…” He’s holding out his hand, a soft smile on his lips. “I’ll not hurt you…” Captain America steps carefully closer as if he wants to calm a frightened animal. “Relax…”
“Screw you Captain Crap…” Snickering you dash forward to tackle the super-soldier. Just when you run into a solid brick wall you realize your mistake.
“I’ll…fuck…” Shoving against his chest you groan as the fucker won’t budge. “What the heck? Are you made of steel?”
“Give up before you hurt yourself, kitten.” His voice is lower now, his eyes darker. “Let me bring you to the place you belong to.”
“You can bring your ass somewhere but not me! Who will help the people out there? You and your commando of losers? You had him, asshole! Why the fuck did Thor not decapitate his fucking head?” 
Angrily punching Steve’s chest, you fight against an undefeatable enemy. “I lost everything as you failed! I rooted for you; told everyone you’ll defeat him…”
“Calm down, kitten.” Purring the words Steve tries to grasp for you. “Jesus, you are one crazy girl…” When you jump at Steve to bite his neck, he tries to drag you off him. “Girl…what the…ouch…hey!”
“If I can’t defeat you, I’ll bite and scratch you! Now let me go…!” Steve grabs your ass to make you stop but a low moan leaves your lips and your eyes meet. “Did you just grab my ass, Captain Pervert?”
“Be good, Black Cat and I’ll not hurt you.” Humming you glance at Steve’s lips, licking your own lazily. “Natasha said I’ll shall let you go.”
“Then let me go! Now!” His hands kneed your ass and before your brain can stop you, your lips crush onto Steve’s. It’s wild, all tongue and teeth but you moan into his mouth. “Fucking asshole.”
“I guess,” Breathless Steve pins you to the wall. “I’ll have to punish you for being a bad girl, kitten.” He purrs against your lips before he rips your mask off your face. “Now be good and take your punishment.”
“Dream on, Captain useless. How about you let me go or do something useful with your hands for once.” His dropping you to your feet, a dark look on his features when he grasps for your catsuit to rip it open. “What the…”
“Silence, kitten. I wanted to go easy on you but now, you’ll feel my wrath!” He manhandles you to bend you over the nearby couch, “Be good…” You shriek and mutter when Steve drags the remnants of your suit down your body. “No underwear?”
“You can try to wear panties underneath that fucking tight suit, Captain grabby hands. Now let me…fuck…” Two skilled fingers toy with your bundle of nerves and you bite your lip to muffle the sounds.
“Yeah, that’s what I thought. Wet like the dirty and bad girl you are. Now be silent and take your punishment like a good girl.” You can hear the clinking of his belt, then the zipper comes down and before you can give him a snarky comment, his cock slaps against your ass.
“Holy fucking…oh—shit. That’s…” Without warning, Steve starts to press into you, a smug grin on his lips as you wiggle your ass. “Am I a patriot now for taking your cock so well?”
Breathlessly you feel your walls getting stretched beyond anything you felt before. “So tight for me, so good…”
“Good…no…fuck…” Biting your wrist you muffle your cries when Steve bottoms out. He’s panting heavily, fighting the urge to just take you like the bad girl you are. “That’s a huge dick, Captain. I kinda like you more now…”
Smirking Steve wraps his arms around your body to bring you against this body.
“Be my good kitten tonight and you can have some catnip later.” Steve purrs into your ear and you smirk when he wraps one hand around your throat.
“Fuck me, Captain, I love your dick. You may be an ass, but your dick will give me a grand time. Now…get started…” Steve slides his tongue over your cheek, moaning as you clench tightly around him.
“Such a playful little kitten I caught in the act.” The first thrust makes you cry out at the sheer force he uses. “Why did your higher senses not recognize me sooner, kitty cat?”
“I…god, Steve…” Your nails bite into the hand around your throat when he gives you a hard thrust letting your cunt contract in pleasured pain. “You’re such a sore loser…”
“I did not lose, doll…” Moans leave your lips, along with curses when Steve finds a rhythm taking your breath away.
“Look at you, kitten. At my mercy, stuffed with my cock. I bet all your little criminal friends would be disappointed watching you getting fucked by Captain America…”
Your toes curl with every harsh word leaving Steve’s lips. “I…I don’t have any friends…” Your left-hand grasps blindly for his hips to fist his pants. “Oh-fuck. I’m gonna cum…”
“No,” Breathing against your ear Steve smirks darkly. “You won’t, doll face.” 
“Please…no…I need to cum…please…Stevie.” Begging shamelessly as the coil tightens you try anything to get back into Steve’s good graces. “Fine, please, Captain. Let me cum.”
“You can do better, Black Cat.” The hand around your throat squeezes you tightly while his other hand slips between your legs to flick your clit. “Be good, tell me what I want to hear.”
“I…I…hate you…but…” Whining you choke on your words when he squeezes your throat tighter. “S…Steve, please. I’ll be good…”
“…and?” His hips slam into your ass, pushing you closer to the edge. Every thrust hits your sweet spot and you are close, so painfully close to your high that you blur out what he wants to hear.
“I will follow you from now on. Now let me fucking cum!” Smirk on his lips Steve hums before he let go of your throat to fist your hair. His thrusts speed up and you whimper, embarrassed at the amount of slick running down your thighs.
“Cum for me, doll…” The damn breaks. Shuddering you let your high rush through your veins, making your body slump onto the couch. “Good girl, so good for me…”
“I still hate you…” Mumbling insults your feel Steve fill you up. “You made a mess again…”
“You love it, Y/N.” Steve runs his hands over your back, letting goosebumps erupt all over your skin. “I want you to pack your things and follow me tonight. The world is a dangerous place and you will stop playing the heroine. Let us help you.”
“Can you just let me enjoy the afterglow and lecture me later, Cappy? I am tired, worn out and I could have a nap right now.”
“You know, I could’ve arrested you eight months ago,” Steve smirks when you look over your shoulder. “I just thought you look better in my bed than a cell.”
A smirk on your lips you nod silently before your eyes betray you. “Dream on, Captain. I let you capture me. You would still run around in circles to get me if I wasn’t interested in your ass…”
“One day, I’ll arrest you for good…”
“I am bad, baby. Get used to it…”
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kasieli · 4 years
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Fights and Flights: What Happens Undercover, Stays Undercover Chapter 8
A/N: Hey, guys, it’s finally here. I figured since some websites don’t entirely work for everyone, I’d just post a text version here, too. Links for the ff.net and wattpad are listed at the end! Also, I may or may not have a small comic that goes along with this ;) Anyways, please enjoy!
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"You think that just because you're the son of Bruce Wayne, that you can get away with anything." This varsity-jacket-wearing dumbo in front of them was practically fuming. "Well, you're Gotham's little princess after all, aren't you?" He added with a sarcastic smirk as he took one heated stomp closer and closer and closer towards a placid Damian. "Did you know, Damian Wayne," he spat, "I was the hotshot around here before you showed up?" He cracked his neck, rolling it with a wicked smile. "I'd rather keep it that way."
Raven exhaled slowly as her eyes darted around the hallway. Azar, it seemed like all of Gotham Academy was watching. How did Damian's mere action of bumping into this hotshot get him into this predicament? Undercover her ass. This was Damian Wayne! If he tripped over and broke his nose on the sidewalk (not that he would, ever) it would be all over the Gotham Academy newspaper! Of course he would bring attention to any and everything he did — especially running into this sleazebag jock.
Jeez, she knew it wasn't on purpose either but she knew Damian, and she knew (as a solid fact, she might add) that he was entirely enjoying this soon-to-be sprawl.
And as predicted, when her eyes shot over to Damian, while he wore an overall composure of calmness, there it was, right on that smug face of his.
Damian's signature remark — the first thing she noticed when they battled together. That stupid thing she hated to admit that she...kind of liked.
His signature defiant smirk.
Azar.
"Please," Damian purred, his voice low and husky and so...nevermind, "enlighten me as to how you plan to do that."
He sauntered slowly, lips pursed into a tight line, bright eyes aflame, eyebrow quirked, neck bared, and anger vein exposed. How could someone possibly be dumb enough to pick a fight with Damian? The Bruce Wayne's son? And even as just Damian he was a type A "I'll kick your ass if you speak to me" type of person, let alone the separate brat entity that was Robin.
She wished that she was next to him like in battle, ready to beat up this asshole in front of her, but in the rush of the spectacle, she was shoved into the audience. Just a mere spectator — like the rest of the students. Basically...all the students. The next class had already started too, but apparently no one could resist the urge of watching the battle of Mr. Hotshot versus Damian Wayne. She swore even some professors were there watching, too.
Damn, she didn't want to be just a spectator, though.
She wasn't just a classmate to him.
But here...apparently she was...or had to be. Isn't that what she just told him not even five minutes ago, anyways?
"Do you really want to know, princess?" Mr. Hotshot cooed. There were a few snickers from the crowd. Probably from the other jocks.
They were maybe only a few bodies apart now, and she could see Mr. Hotshot's fist clenching, let alone feel the anger that was seething from his body.
Oh, no.
Damian shrugged nonchalantly, his eyebrow quirked. "Why not?"
Oh, hell.
The jock struck, his fist plummeting through the air.
"What?" He sneered as some "oooohs" were emitted from the crowd.
Her hands were sweating. Why were her hands sweating? She knew this guy was no match for Damian and yet...
"I think you missed," Damian said on a deadpan. There was some more laughter from the crowd.
Of course he dodged it. If only they knew exactly what the boy in front of them was capable of.
Mr. Hotshot sighed forcefully, his upper lip quivering. "Why you little —"
He lunged at Damian. If she hadn't known him she would have thought the delicate frame of his was no match for the beefy, bulky jock. Of course Damian was muscular in his own way, but not like this guy -- this guy looked like a horse. She almost snickered at the thought, but then after another miss from the jock she saw Damian's fist clench and -- this wasn't going to be good.
"Stop!"
Before a single thought flashed in her mind, she found herself in between Damian and the jock with a stern stare and a heavy breath.
"Rae, don't," Damian grunted under his breath. His nostril flared ever so slightly and she could tell that while seconds ago he was just mildly irritated, now he was fuming. Of course that change in his expression was so minute that only she would probably notice it, but there was also surprise scribbled in his eyes and as she glanced over at the jock, she was damn sure he noticed it, too.
God, the response was so natural to her, like an instinct. Now she got herself riddled in this goddamn mess which was probably why Damian turned from playful to serious in the fraction of a second. She looked around her at the appalled and excited faces surrounding them, just a sea of anonymous amused spectators, and she felt so...exposed. Why? She was used to this.
"Oh ho ho, what do we have here?" The jock's voice turned low and gruff as he sauntered towards them. His eyes were no longer focused on Damian but rather glued onto...her. What?
"What a precious little girl protecting her precious little princess."
She felt Damian stiffen beside her. He was growing angrier by the second, she didn't even have to look at him to know.
By this point the jock was a mere foot away from her, towering over her with a lopsided smile. The small thought of how Damian's lopsided smile was far far far more charming washed over her. In this guy's defense, there was no warmness in his smile, more like contempt, or eagerness...slyness, anger, even. His eyes darkened as he leaned in...his face was so close. Her breath hitched in her throat.
"Hmm," he hummed. "You smell good." He licked at his lips. "Lavender, is it?"
He breathed in so very close to her ear and for some reason she couldn't move. Her body was so tense. She felt so stiff. Goddamnit, she was submitted into more intense situations than this, and yet...
"You stay the fuck away from her."
Her emphatic shields were up, she knew it. After all, she couldn't last an hour feeling everyone's crushes and teenage-hormone-inflicted emotions in Gotham Academy. Her shields were up, but yet she felt Damian's anger seething, biting into her shields, so powerful it was almost...painful.
"And if I don't?" This time she felt one of the jock's strong, rough hands push some hair, tucking it behind her ear. That's what Damian would do...
A smirk worked its way across his face. "Hey, gorgeous, what do you say, would you like to go to prom with me?"
...What? Prom?
Oh, prom.
She can't believe she forgot. Prom! The spectacle of the senior class. Where girls would gush over their prom dates, hoping to be asked in a romantic way. Although, she wouldn't be surprised if half of the senior class was trying to gather the courage to ask Damian. Damian...she didn't want to go to prom with this jerk in front of her.
By the second she just felt Damian's anger grow hotter and hotter. Her mouth opened slightly, but for the life of her, she couldn't get words out. Part of her was so stunned that he would even dare to make an offer, even though she was sure it was only to get under Damian's skin, but what really shocked her was that...it was working. Damian was angry. It was making him the sort of angry he felt when Batman would deny him a mission. How...Why...? What about asking her to prom would make him so...furious?
Beside her, she felt Damian shift, and not before long his strapping frame was right next to her and his hand was on the jock and suddenly, with a forceful shove, he propelled the jock back a few feet. He was really, really, really angry. Damian was scary when he was this angry.
As the jock sputtered to a stop, the surprise in his face slowly faded as it was replaced with a furrowed brow and a quivering lip.
"I said stay the fuck away from her," Damian repeated, his voice strained as if he was biting back a growl. This time, it was his turn to saunter towards the jock. He seized a hefty chunk of his Gotham Academy varsity jacket and pulled him in. "Don't touch her ever again." In one swift movement, he threw the jock to the floor. "And just so you know," he added sharply, "she's going to prom with me."
What?
There were many gasps from the crowd and probably many more students with broken dreams of going to prom with the dreamy son of Bruce Wayne.
Prom? With him? What the heck? He didn't ever mention this to her!
"Okay, okay, the spectacle is over!" A professor shouted as he was shoving his way past the sea of students, "get back to class!"
With many grunts and sighs, the crowd started fizzling out.
"Shoo, shoo, come on now, you're all late for class."
He turned to them as he said in a stiff voice. "Wyatt (so that was the jock's name!), please make your way to the principal's office. Damian, come with me."
She opened her mouth to say something, but in the time it took her to do so, Damian turned away from her without saying a word, heck, not even giving her a glance, like "screw this guy". Something was wrong. Something was very wrong. As she watched him slip away, she squeezed out a sigh through gritted teeth.
What did she do wrong?
She groaned, turning away. As scared as she was to do so she needed to find out. It was going to eat her alive if she didn't.
"Azar," she grunted, heading towards her calculus class. How could she concentrate with Damian being furious at her -- ugh -- she had to admit it, she absolutely knew she couldn't. She even had an exam, let alone the fact that she wasn't able to finish her homework.
She shook her head and rolled her eyes. Waiting for him to get out detention (because, he was most certainly going to have detention) was going to be awful.
She sighed.
Could her day get any worse?
She timed it perfectly. Almost perfectly to the point that she knocked into him as he strode out the principal's door. Any more perfect and they would have collided head first.
"Damian," she gasped in a surprise. Why was she surprised? She expected to meet him here, she knew she would. But her heart -- it was beating so fast.
"Roth," he acknowledged. To her dismay, he was looking straight ahead like before and didn't even glance her way.
Her eyebrows furrowed. Roth? She felt...offended almost. He hadn't called her that in a long time...basically since they met. Shaking it off, she stated sternly, "we need to talk."
To be honest, she didn't expect him to agree -- he wasn't entirely the type of person to take the phrase 'we need to talk' lightly. He wasn't exactly the best at taking confrontations. To her surprise, Damian didn't even flinch but granted he didn't leave, either, so she took that as a reluctant yes.
Good. Even though she didn't even know what in Azar's name she was going to say to him.
She led him to the rooftop in what seemed to be the most excruciating five minutes of her life (Why was Gotham Academy so large?). He said no word, he didn't even look at her once. He made absolutely no sound, it didn't even sound like he breathed. She even had to check if he was still with her, making sure he didn't slip away from her in the silence. In retrospect, those five minutes would have been the perfect time for her to figure out what the hell she was going to say to him, but in reality she couldn't concentrate because her heart was pounding so adamantly against her ears.
When they finally reached the roof, she shut door behind her as the cold air began to bite at her cheeks. It was winter now, and there was a slight blanket of snow covering the city. She cursed silently as she realized she wasn't entirely prepared for their venture out into the cold as her scarf and coat were tucked away in her locker, but honestly there were more important things she had to attend to first.
"We're alone...there's no one here."
She sighed heavily, turning to Damian. He was still looking ahead but seemingly watching the skyline now. His expression turned slightly softer, anyways.
"What, Damian?"
His jaw tensed.
"Damian."
Still nothing.
"What?"
"Nothing is wrong," he finally muttered.
"You called me Roth, stop the bull crap."
A soft siren sang beneath them amidst the subtle breeze, and Raven couldn't help but notice how...beautiful he looked in this very moment. His eyes looked so incredible when the light hit them like that and —
He finally turned to her, a little too quickly might she add. While he seemed tense just moments before, his overall aura was rather stoic, but now...now, it was undoubtedly not stoic. She hated to admit it, but she'd rather it have stayed apathetic, as excruciating as it was. As she looked at him, she sensed anger pouring from his eyes. Yes, his eyes were gorgeous, but anger made them piercing to the point it was almost frightening.
His nostrils flared. Oh, no.
"You're so stupid," he hissed through gritted teeth. "Is this what you wanted? Loads of attention? Well congratulations, because you undeniably just landed us on the front page of Gotham Academy newspaper."
What? What? She was flabbergasted. Just moments before he was so silent, and now he just exploded on her? Then again, it wasn't unlike Damian to do so, but still...he never really did so with her.
She stilled.
That's right, he never exploded at her. Dick, maybe, Beast Boy, definitely, but with her, his explosions were rather mild, not earth shattering like theirs.
"What? Wait..." she sputtered.
But...he just did so. Did that mean...what...why? She tried to form a reply in her mind, but nothing semblance of a sentence came to her, so she scoffed as her mouth hung open, probably looking as floored as she felt.
"I..."
She could have just let anger win. Anger was a good emotion in times like these.
"You..."
Still nothing.
Anger it was, then.
"You're blaming this on me?" she spat, finally. "If your pride could just disappear...just...for one second maybe you wouldn't have gotten yourself into this fight in the first place!"
God, that felt good.
"You could have said 'sorry' and scurried along your merry way," she continued. Oh, she wasn't going to stop now, not now since he was pointing the finger at her. "But noooooooo that's not how Damian Wayne operates, now is it?"
He flinched.
"Raven, just..." He pinched his nose bridge, shaking his head. "You should have let me handle it, not get yourself involved," he countered.
"I was trying to make sure you didn't land your butt in detention! And this is the thanks I get?" she scoffed, shaking her head. "You are so unbelievable sometimes."
"Tt." He shook his head, rolling his eyes.
Oh, he was rolling his eyes at her?
"What is your problem, Damian?"
"I'll answer that when you tell me why you lied to me."
She stilled, and she felt her heart reach an utter stop. What? What the heck was all this nonsense? First blaming her for the fight, now accusing her of lying to him? She tried to piece everything together but it was too much, it was too puzzling, her mind felt like it was spinning. She was so dizzy. Lying to him? When? How?
"I...don't know what you're talking about."
"Yes, you do." He turned to her, giving her a blank stare as if to reiterate his previous point, as if to pry the answer out of her, and it probably would have worked except for the fact that she was honestly floored. What lie could she have told him in the past few minutes? About the fight? She didn't think the fight was her fault. It wasn't her fault whatsoever.
She shook her head. "I don't understand."
Chuckling softly and rolling his eyes again he turned to the skyline. "And you say I'm difficult," he muttered under his breath.
"I'm not trying to be difficult!" she protested. "I've told you before, I'm an empath, not a mind reader. Must I remind you what that means?"
"No, Raven, I know what it means," he snapped with a mocking tone.
God, he was being difficult right now --how could he accuse her of such?
"Okay, then, stop acting as if I know exactly what you're talking about."
He paused, shook his head, then hissed out a sigh. Turning to her, he brought his bottom lip between his teeth, and in a less stressful moment, she would have marveled at how hot it was.
"You don't really care about the Gotham Academy newspaper, do you?"
What? What was he getting at? For Azar's sake she was getting so sick of this emotional roller coaster he was putting her through. First the fight, then lying to him, now the newspaper?
"...What?"
"Being on the front page, dead center, talking about us. You don't really care about it."
"What?"
She couldn't even count how many times she said 'what?' at this point, let alone differentiate when she merely thought it or said it out loud.
"That's absurd," she scoffed, "of course I do. The whole mission —"
"The whole mission thing, I get it," he interjected curtly. "You and I both know that it doesn't actually matter that we're together a lot. In fact, it's actually what would speed this process up exponentially."
"But Bruce..." she whispered.
Damian chuckled again.
"Father isn't stupid. He knows teenagers, and he knows that telling us to not do something would, in fact, encourage us to do it."
He wasn't wrong...especially knowing Damian, that was something he always did. But, even so...
Her eyebrows furrowed. "That's crazy."
"No, it's not," he stated on a deadpan. "He could have just sent me. Or you. Or Beast Boy for all that matters. Why us? Why us together?"
Her eyebrows kept furrowing to the point that she was sure they were touching now. "...Do you expect me to have the answer to that?"
He looked at her with one of his blank stares again, then clicked his tongue.
"Because he knew we couldn't help but become close at the Academy." He paused. "Admit it, Raven. I'm the closest one on the team to you."
Okay, he was right, but she wasn't going to tell him that.
"Oh, don't be so cocky," she mused instead.
"I'm not," he said, his voice sounding a little tight. "We share a similar past. It's only natural that we've become close."
He kept being right about everything, and it was really starting to piss her off.
"Whatever."
"It was intentional from the start. Deep down I'm sure you knew it, too."
He paused again and shot her a glance that looked almost... hurt.
"So...you lied to me. Why?"
How many times was she going to shake her head in disbelief throughout this conversation? "I don't—"
"There's no Gotham Academy newspaper within Wayne manor, Raven," he scoffed. "You think I didn't notice that you were ignoring me there, too? Being on the cover of the newspaper, that's bull shit. I just told the whole Academy that you were going to prom with me, and you haven't mentioned that once."
Shit, he was right. God, why did he keep being right? Everything was happening so fast, so fast, so many things were happening...she had forgotten all about that. She fisted the hem of her skirt as she looked up at him too sheepishly for her liking.
"I was going to..." she whispered.
But...she didn't, even though she had every opportunity to before when they were arguing about who started the fight, hell, he even mentioned the newspaper, but she couldn't dispute the undeniable fact that she didn't bring it up once since he proudly announced it to the crowd.
She opened her mouth to say something, but a heavy sigh from Damian stopped her immediately.
"You're afraid of me, Raven."
Afraid?
"No, I..."
Wait...wait...she was.
Part of her knew that, but she was in so much denial that she had almost believed she wasn't. She was afraid of him. Well, maybe not of him, but she was afraid of the way he felt about her, afraid of the way she felt about him. Afraid of what could have happened, what couldn't have happened. Afraid of that Saturday when they could have...kissed.
"I..."
"You're a bad liar, do you know that?" he stated, smirking a little. "Your fingers always fidget when you lie. You especially like to twist your hair or play with the hem of your skirt. You purse your lips a little more but your eyebrows become less expressive. You—"
"Okay, okay! I get it!" she spat.
God, why did he keep being right?
Plus, he kept putting her on the spot when he knew she hated it. Why wouldn't he just shut up?
"I guess...spending time at the Academy and at the manor and...just...all this time..."
He was looking with her with curious yet stern eyes and part of her had to keep pushing away the thought that a small strand of his hair was unkempt due to the breeze and how attractive he looked in this moment.
"Remember, I can tell when you're lying."
She clicked her tongue. "Give it a rest, would you?" she huffed.
At this point she wanted to squeeze his throat or cover his mouth with...anything...anything to just make him shut up. But as the seconds ticked away, the more she believed her hypothesis to be true. He was doing this on purpose. He wanted to make her angry. And it was working. He took some pointers from that jock earlier, didn't he? Like that jock, he knew exactly which buttons to press to get on her nerves. Why was he doing this to her? It was all getting too much. The newspaper, prom, the fight, the fact that they could have kissed, his goddamn strand of hair that she wanted to push out of his pretty face. Azar, she just wanted this all to end.
"Fine," she grunted, waving him off. She felt a blush flare across her cheeks, but at this point, she didn't even care to hide it. "Maybe I've...enjoyed this...experience. Maybe I don't want to be exposed because I know that'll mean this mission will come to an end..."
She really hoped that answer was sufficient enough. Taking him to the rooftop was to confront him, but it was only turning out to be him confronting her, and she couldn't take it much longer.
"Sure, me too."
She stilled, her breath catching in her throat.
Him, too?
Wait...did she hear that correctly? Him, too? She was so focused on getting him to shut his mouth that it didn't entirely register in her mind what she just said. She just admitted to him that she liked spending time with him...and he agreed. He felt the same way. About what, though? Enjoying his time here, with her, or not wanting the mission to end. Or both?
"And...?" Damian prodded.
"...And what?"
He let out a soft chuckle but there was no humour in it.
"There's something you're not telling me."
She was really starting to get sick of him expecting to know what he was getting at, and him being right about practically everything, and him just prodding her relentlessly.
"What?"
"Listen, we're both enjoying our time here, that's obvious," he said, his cheeks turning red, but before she could really see it, he quickly turned his head away. "But why would you lie to me and make up an excuse about the newspaper? You keep avoiding my question, Raven. Why were you ignoring me?"
Oh.
Oh, that.
She couldn't even relish in the fact that Damian was blushing before she felt like someone had thrown her into a brick wall. Her mind felt fuzzy but oddly clear. Thoughts were rushing through her head but one loud one stood out amidst the rest. She didn't want to focus on it, but it was screaming at her, screaming at her so loudly...she wanted it to shut up, she wanted him to shut up, she just wanted to hide, she just wanted this to end.
She wasn't going to tell him she liked him. Hell, no.
"There's...nothing more I want to say," she murmured.
But why wouldn't he just give up? She was visibly distraught, she knew Damian could tell, but why did he keep pushing her? What did he want from her?
His voice turned into its agonizing know-it-all tone again. "I can tell when you're lying. Tell me, Raven."
Her mind kept reeling. Why wouldn't he let this go?
"What do you want from me? What more do you want me to say? I just...stop, please."
God, at this point she was practically begging. And she never begged.
"I'm not going to stop until you tell me why you've been ignoring me."
Exhaling sharply, she ran her hands through her hair, "I just...I'm gonna go."
There she was, running away from him. Again, and again, and again. If she could just confess she could end this all, but she was so stubborn and so scared. She wanted him to like her back, why couldn't she just admit that to herself? And if he didn't, it wasn't like the world would crash around her, at least she could tell him, at least she would be brave enough to, instead of running away, like everything else in her life.
But her fear always won.
She turned around to head back to the door but --
He grabbed her wrist and spun her around so forcefully that she knocked into him and had to steady herself by clutching his chest. Part of her wanted to let go so she could run away, but her knees felt so weak, too, she felt like she would turn into a puddle if she let him go.
"No, Raven, you're not running away from me this time."
"Please, just stop," she pleaded, shaking her head.
"Raven..."
"I said I don't want to answer you, okay? Just let it go, just let me go. You can't have the answer for everything. The world doesn't work that way."
At this point, she felt tears welling in her eyes. Why was Damian being so cruel?
He paused, looking away. His jaw clenched, and he slowly turned his eyes up, but when they met hers, she saw something different in his eyes. Something she never saw before except for the small spark that appeared for the fraction of a second on that Saturday. It demanded her to stay put, no matter how much she wanted to run away. How could he do that with just one look?
"You...like me, don't you?"
He tore his eyes away again, but he couldn't hide the fact that his cheeks turned bright red. Not this time.
What?...
What was happening? If she thought she was dizzy before, it wasn't even remotely close to the way she felt now. She was never in a centrifuge, but she was sure that it would feel exactly like this. Her breathing was hard and heavy, like there was a force pushing on her chest, and it was making breathing become exhausting.
What...How...what did he mean by that...
"Of course I like you...you're my friend," she stuttered.
There she was, still running away.
He bit his lip again and -- please, just make it stop.
"No, not like that," he exhaled slowly. "Like more than just a friend."
She was so confused, was he the real empath here? How could he just read her thoughts like that? Was she really that transparent? There were so many thoughts running through her mind, but he didn't let her process any of it.
He sighed and relaxed his grip on her shoulders. She didn't even realize he was holding her. Damn it, her heart, she wanted it to slow down. But it just kept on beating faster and faster.
"I'm sorry for pushing you, Raven, I just..I don't want us to run away from it."
Us?...
What did he mean 'us'?
"What...What do you mean?" she gulped.
Really, what was happening?
"Come here," he whispered softly.
It was so silent that she could have missed it, but she was also staring at his lips and they mimicked his words. They looked so soft...
His grip tightened as he pulled her in. They were so close, so very close...like they were on Saturday. A sharp exhale escaped her throat as her eyes met his. There it was again, that look, that spark. God, he was so beautiful, it hurt.
He tucked her hair behind her ear like then. He smelled like he did then. His warmth enveloped her like then. It was all the same. Her powerful heartbeat, her labored breathing, the way the light hit his eyes, the small scar on his right eyebrow, his hand lingering on her cheek. It was all the same...except...
He leaned forward, slightly brushing her forehead with his..his hair was so soft...he smelled so good. His sigh tickled her lips before he pressed them into hers.
Except...
He just kissed her.
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“I want a divorce” - Bruce Wayne x Reader
Well. The title is rather self-explanatory. Hope you’ll like it ;) : 
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It wasn’t a rare occurrence for the youngest Wayne boy to barge uninvited in the Kent’s household. He’d come to play video games with Jon, or to just hang out with his friend. 
More often than not, he’d stay for lunch (and of course compare every single thing made with what his mom or Alfred make). And though he never called to say when he would come, apparently thinking it uncessary to do so, he was always welcomed. 
He was such a good friend to Jon, that neither Clark nor Lois minded. Both boys had a good influence on the other, as surprising as this might sound. Besides, Jon too, often went to Wayne Manor uninvited. 
Though unlike the Kents, Bruce grumbled about it all the time. 
Mainly because the kid always flew there using his powers. Your husband told Clark countless times to just ask and he would send a helicopter to fetch him…of course, only Bruce Wayne would think it reasonable to get a helicopter instead of his son flying discreetly there (he always made sure to land in the forrest next to Wayne Manor, so no one would notice him).
Yes, Damian was always welcomed in the Kents’ house, wether he was invited or not. Lately, Lois even managed to make him do the dishes, a feat that she was very proud of. 
Oh and if only she knew that you were the one responsible for that change in your son. One day Jon was visiting and helping Alfred to clean up after diner, and you were thanking him. That’s Superman’s son “betrayed” his friend and made a comment about Damian never helping out when he visited his house, which made you scold him and tell him that it was the polite thing to do to at least offer some help ! 
You’d never tell Lois of course. It was better that she thought she was the one convincing your son to do it. 
Today was one of those unplanned visit. 
Damian knocked on the door (which should have been the first sign that something was wrong, as usually he would directly climb through Jon’s bedroom window. What was it with those Wayne boys and not using doors ?). 
Clark was the one to open and was indeed more surprised that the boy knocked rather than him being here uninvited.
“Hello Mr. Kent, is Jon here ?”
“Mr Kent” ? Asking politely if his son was here and not just making himself at home by coming in ? Clark had no shadow of a doubt that this was your doing. You probably had a little conversation with him about the fact that climbing through people’s windows wasn’t very nice. 
Only you, could make your youngest son behave like that.
“Hi Damian. And yes, he’s upstairs doing his homework. Come on in.”
“His homework ? Maybe I should come back later, then ? I don’t want to bother him, or you.”
That genuinely rendered Clark speechless. Has his best friend’s son been replaced by someone else ? A form of alien body snatcher or something ? Since when did Damian care about wether Jon was busy or not ? Not that he would impose himself if he really was, but homework ? Damian would usually help him out with it so it would be done fast and then they could hang out. 
Clark was staring at the boy with his mouth open, not sure wether it was really Damian Wayne in front of him or not, when Lois walked past them and noticed the boy.
“Oh hey there Damian, coming to see Jon ?”
By saying that, she was expecting a sarcastic : “oh no, I came here to visit the neighborhood, I’m very interested in real estate” or something of the like, as obviously he was coming to see Jon. But she liked little snarky Damian, he made her laugh, which is why she asked him “dumb” questions on purpose sometimes. So she was very surprised when instead, he said : 
“I was, but he’s doing his homework so I should come back later when he’s not busy. I don’t want to be a nuisance or anything.”
Lois stopped in her track. For a few seconds, she wasn’t sure wether the boy was serious or just extremely sarcastic (just like you). But after observing him for a while, she could clearly see he was being genuine. She looked at Damian curiously. 
Which made the boy uncomfortable. Why were they staring at him like that ? What was their problem ? Were they having a brain aneurysm or something ?  Should he just…leave ? Or should he make sure they were ok first ?
But before Damian could do anything, Jon came downstairs and saw all of them bundled up at the front door.
“What’s going on here ? Mom ? Dad ? …Oh hey Damian !”
“Hi. Are you done with your homework ?”
“Oh yeah, it was easy peasy ! Hey come on, I just got to a new level in « Cheese Viking » and unlocked new weapons !!”
Jon ran back upstairs, not even noticing that his parents seemed to be frozen in their place, staring intently at Damian. Your son stared back for a few seconds, wondering what got into them, before following Jon up.
There was a few moments of silence, before Clark turned to his wife and said :
“Did he just…Was he just being…”
“Weirdly polite and considerate ?”
“Yes.”
“Yeah. Must be (Y/N)’s doing.”
“Must be.”
They both looked towards the stairs where their son and Damian disappeared just a few seconds before, and looked at each other again.
Damian was always more polite and nice when you were around. It seemed like you had this positive effect on your family, managing to get the best out of your children, out of Bruce. 
Around you, they always were more relaxed and happy, which made them act in a nicer way. Not because they were afraid of you and your wrath (well, maybe that a little, and it was well known that you highly disliked impolite people), but because you just had that soothing effect on them. 
They just felt better when around you, which made them behave in a lighter, more optimistic way.  To be honest, most of the time, you didn’t even make them behave in a nicer way on purpose, they just…became softer when you were around. 
Clark always saw a clear shift in Bruce’s mood, when he was out on long missions for the Justice League and wasn’t able to see you for days, even weeks at a time. It always made him more…More like when he first met Clark and you weren’t in the picture yet. 
He was moodier, less patient, more snappy and violent. 
More than once Clark asked “how is (Y/N) doing ?” to Bruce when the man was being particularly annoying and harsh, just so that he would lift up his mood (and by extension, get off his back a little). 
Bruce, as Batman or not, would always have a fond expression on his face, even a quick dumb smile before getting his emotions back in check, at the mere mention of you. 
The members of the Justice League often used your name to defuze delicate situation with the Batman. He could get so severe and unforgiving, they were very thanksful for your existence and the way you seemed to, even when you weren’t there, make him soften up. Make him more human, or rather, allowing this human side of him to surface without him wanting to immediately suppress his feelings so he would never get hurt again. 
Now of course he was still very much the intimidating and stoic Batman wether you were around or not, but he just had moments of...”weakness” (or strength, really), where his expression softened, and he let go of certain things he would usually not let go of. 
He’d still stare dagger into anyone mentioning that fact though. 
And this sort of soothing effect you had ? It worked on all your children too.
Dick got down from irattional anger more than once because someone said something like “what would your mom think of you right now ?”. 
Jason stopped killing because he saw how much it hurt you, and finally came to understand his father’s point of view thanks to you.
Tim would get out of his « focused » mode (the moments when he was so into something that he didn’t hear anything around him, and would forget to eat and sleep) if he heard your name, and talking about you and your worries for him would always be a sure way to get him to bed. 
Cassandra was less afraid to talk and show her emotions, when you were there. She felt safe and warm and minded less to show her true self. 
And Damian…Well Damian was overall just more agreable and polite when you were around. Because you made him want to be a better person. He wanted to show you he wasn’t the boy the Al’Ghuls raised, but your boy. 
One that was compassionate and that cared about others.
So yeah, he would be nicer when you were around. He was nicer overall, of course, compared to when he first came in your life…But he was also his father’s son, which meant that sometimes, he’d get arrogant, patronizing even. 
But oh well, you never wanted to change him per se, you just wanted to make him feel loved and safe. It was a bonus really, that thanks to that Damian showed his true color. 
He was never a ruthless warrior who killed without regret, and who wanted power. He was actually a very sensitive boy…but that of course, was a little secret between you, him, his siblings, father and Alfred. 
He couldn’t risk others to think he was a total softie, which is why sometimes he could be a bit…well, smug and annoying, really. 
Even with you, to be honest. There were times he thought he knew everything better than everyone else and drove you completely crazy. But he couldn’t be perfect. He was still a human. Of course sometimes he’d get on your nerve, especially as he was entering his teen years…
In any case, your presence made him want to be better, but it didn’t mean that he couldn’t sometimes act all smug and all (he was his father’s son after all...Plus, you too could be highly sarcastic, petty and cynical, not letting anyone walk on your feet, and a bit too brutally honest at times). 
And with the Kents ? Especially with Clark and Jon (he always seemed to be a bit softer with Lois, and she was pretty sure it was because she somehow reminded him of you), he could be a little asshole. And he most definitely never cared about wether Jon was doing his homework or not. 
If he wanted to see him, then he’d just invite himself in the house without worries of inconveniencing them. 
So for Damian to act like he just did, unsure and worried he would bother them, both Lois and Clark were pretty sure you must have scolded him for some reasons…But oh, they were actually rather far from the truth.
************
“Are you okay Damian ?” 
“Huh ?”
Damian turned to Clark and looked at him blankly for a few seconds. They were around the kitchen table, eating dessert, and the boy was clearly someplace else, lost in his thoughts. Damian answered : 
“Yes, the pie is very good. Good job, Mrs. Kent.”
Ok. Definitely not the answer Clark and his family were expecting. It was clear that Damian didn’t hear a word of what Superman said, and just answered automatically to a question the man often asked him when it was dessert time.
“Um, Damian ?”
The boy looked up at Clark with a questioning look in his eyes, before the man continued : 
“Are you okay ?” 
There was a few more seconds of silence, where it seemed like Damian was pondering his answer, before he finally said : 
“...Yes ?” 
Which definitely didn’t sound convincing. And did not sound like something Damian would say. The boy was always so sure of himself...Lois exchanged a look with her husband and son, and they all stared at him. He didn’t even seem to really notice it, as he was once more deep in his thoughts. 
It wasn’t like Damian Wayne, to be daydreaming that much and answering questions half-heartedly like that. If a question annoyed him, he’d just get very snarky and be done with it. But here ? Right now ? He suddenly seemed like a little kid who lost his parents in a crowded mall. 
He was looking right through them, and a strange lingering sadness fell heavy in his eyes...Clark asked, once again : 
“Are you sure you’re okay, chum ?” 
The question seemed to surprise Damian, and he turned back to Clark. He just stared at the man for a little while, before answering in a low voice, almost a whisper :  
“I-I don’t know.” 
“What do you mean, you don’t know ?”
“I-I came here hoping it would take my mind off of something. Playing video games with Jon usually makes me forget some of my worries. But-But it’s not working today.” 
Touched by the fact that Damian came to his house when he felt a bit overwhelmed, Clark answered, his voice soft and reassuring : 
“What is the matter, champ ?” 
There was yet another silent. Damian was staring at his pie, refusing to raise his eyes because...Oh God. Clark, Lois and Jon quickly realized why Damian was averting their gaze, and they had no idea how to react to that.
He was crying. 
Damian was crying. 
His tears falling heavily on his piece of apple pie. Out of reflex, Clark reached for his shoulder and...And something very unexpected happened. It kind of freaked the mighty Superman out.
Damian jumped out of his chair and into Clark’s arms, burying his face in his shirt and sobbing slowly. What the hell happened, to put him in such a state ? Even during very difficult time, Clark never saw the boy shed a tear. Never. 
“My-I think my-I...My parents, I think they’re going to divorce !” 
He managed to finally say in between hiccups, and suddenly everything made sense to Clark and his family. 
Divorce ? You and Bruce ? How was it even possible ? Clark never saw anyone as deep in love as you two were...What happened ? 
************
The night before, Damian couldn’t sleep and whenever this happened, he would walk around the Manor until he would get tired. He would usually avoid going anywhere near his parents’ bedroom, for obvious reasons...But he was getting very sleepy and didn’t even realize his feet were directing him towards there. 
Once he realized, he made a face and was about to quickly turn around before hearing anything that would make him want to vomit...When he heard his mom yell angrily, which was definitely not a sound he was used to hear coming from this room.
“Curiosity killed the cat”, the saying went. And Damian would soon realize that he would have rather not being so curious that day...
“How could you do this to me Bruce ?!” 
He heard you yell, and you sounded so mad...Damian’s heart skipped a beat. What did his father do ?
“Come on (Y/N), you’re being unreasonable !” 
“I am not ! You’re just being such a jerk, why ? Why did you do this ?” 
What did his father do ?! Damian, ear against their bedroom door, was listening intently, his heart beating faster than ever. He never heard his parents fight, genuinely fight ! He saw them argue a few times, but they never yelled at each others like that ! 
This had to be serious. 
“I had to (Y/N), and you know it !” 
“You had to ? Does...Does any of this even matter to you, Bruce ? Do I matter to you ?”
“You know you do !”
“Then why did you betray me like that ? Why ?”
“Because that was my only option !”
“No it wasn’t ! You could’ve...you could’ve...You know what ? I’ve had enough !”
“You’ve had enough ?” 
Damian’s mind was running a hundred miles per hour, trying to figure out what his father could have done to anger you so much ! It must have been something terrible ! And the tone his father used when he said “you’ve had enough ?”, it sounded like he was almost desperate...
“Yes. This is the straw that broke the camel. I’m done. I’m so done.”
“What do you mean ? You can’t be done we-”
“Yes I can. And I am. You know what Bruce ? I always knew you’d break my heart one day. I just...” 
Damian’s heart stopped. What was happening ? 
“I just never thought it would be in such a way.”
“(Y/N) I-” 
“I don’t want to hear any more of your excuses. Any more of your lies. You said you would never do this, and yet...Yet here we are.” 
“I’m really-” 
“I said I didn’t want to hear you anymore. You went too far. You know you went too far. And I can’t find the strength in me to forgive you this time...I just can’t...” 
“So what ? You’re just gonna leave then ? Give up ?” 
“Yes Bruce. Yes. Exactly. That’s what I’m going to do. I gave you so many chances Bruce, so many. But you just never change, do you ? I hoped...I hoped I could convince you to...I...I was wrong.” 
“Clearly.” 
No ! No what was his dad doing ?! Damian wanted to burst into the room and yell that whatever Bruce did, he should apologies again and again, until you’d believe him. Why would he take such a cold tone now ? Why would he...Why ?! 
Oh but Damian knew his dad better than a lot of people. He knew that when cornered, his father could swallow up all his emotions and become a machine. He knew that if pushed far enough, his father would push back with triple the force. And so when Damian heard the coldness in his father’s voice, he understood that this was it. 
“I can’t believe I trusted you.” 
“It’s not my fault you were so naive. You can only be mad at yourself, (Y/N).” 
“How dare you say that to me ?! When I always supported you in everything you did ?!” 
“What do you want me to say, (Y/N) ?! You don’t want to hear my apologies, you don’t want to hear the truth, you-”
“The truth ? THE TRUTH ?! YOU MEAN THAT YOU’RE A TRAITOR THAT HOLDS NOTHING SACRED ?! NOT EVEN YOUR WIFE’S TRUST ?!” 
This was getting so out of hand. What did his father do ? What did his father do ?! Damian’s heart couldn’t stop from beating hard. What should he do ? Should he intervene ? But he never had the time to...
He had no idea what happened in there, but after a short silence, your voice raised again saying, lower than before, and clearly saddened : 
“So that’s it huh ? That’s all you have to say then ?” 
“Yes. You won’t listen to me anyway, no matter what. You’re done ? When I’m done too. I did what I had to. I’m sorry you got hurt in the process, but that needed to be done.” 
Another silence. A heavy one. A silence so deep that all Damian could hear was his rapid beating heart. When finally, you talked again : 
“Ok. So that’s how it is. Those are your last words ?”
“Yes.” 
“Ok then...Well, I want a divorce if that’s how it’s going to be !”
Damian’s blood froze in his veins, as he heard those words coming out of his parents’ room.
Wh…What ?
A divorce ? No. No this couldn’t be ! What was going to happen to the family, if you divorced ? And what did his father do to make you want to divorce ? It seemed like it was only the day before that he saw you two be grossly in love...And it was the day before ! 
What happened ? Or maybe...Maybe it was all just a facade ? 
Damian remembers reading somewhere that a lot of couples that want to divorce stay together just for the kids. Even if they can’t stand each others anymore, they won’t split up so they can raise their children in a “normal” household. 
And that definitely sounds like something you two would do,  if you fell out of love or something...Damian always thought you loved each others deeply, and that it would never end, but what if it did ? What if the love you both had for your children was the only thing holding you two together ? 
And what if whatever his father did, finally broke this bond ? Finally made you want to truly leave ? 
Divorce. 
The word sounded awful in his mind. And he felt like he was about to cry...What would happen, if you divorced ? With whom would he live ? He didn’t want to see less of you or of his father because you two weren’t together anymore ! 
Divorce. No. This wasn’t possible...And yet. Yet as Damian heard your footstep go to the bedroom door, he had to face the truth. 
Your son quickly hid in the shadows of the corridor so you wouldn’t see him as you exited the bedroom, as he was pretty sure he wasn't ready to face you just yet, after learning such an awful news...
You stopped at the door frame and turned around, saying : 
“I’m going to sleep in one of the guest room. The further from you I can.” 
“Fine.” 
“Fine.” 
And on that note, you slammed the door shut and walked, without looking back, towards the East wing of the Manor. Indeed, the opposite of where your room was...
When you slammed the door, it didn’t shut off properly as it bounced on the frame, and so the door was still slightly opened. Damian peaked in, and what he saw convinced him that you and his father were truly going to divorce. 
Bruce was sitting on the bed, facing the wall so that Damian could see his face. And he looked...broken. Sad. So sad. 
It could only mean one thing. If you did divorce, it wouldn’t be Bruce’s choice but yours. Which meant...You finally gave up. 
Damian had no idea what his father did, but he knew that he already hurt you many times. When he used to have his “dark days”. When he was unfairly harsh at times, too deep into his Batman persona. When...When...
Bruce wasn’t always easy and sweet on you. He could be a very difficult man to live with. But Damian always thought you could handle it, after all, you did for so many years...But he guessed that even the best snapped. 
Divorce. 
Damian hated that word. 
************
After witnessing you and Bruce fight, Damian definitely couldn’t fall asleep anymore. He couldn’t go to you, or to his father for comfort of course...so he went to the next best thing, his sibling.
He went to his sister first.
Cass opened her eyes groggily, and was met with a distressed Damian...Which instantly awoken her. She sat up in bed and said, tensed : 
“Damian, problem ?” 
But Damian wouldn’t tell her yet. He guided her through the Manor, and to Tim’s room before waking him up too (way more aggressively than how he woke Cass up). 
“Ah oh no I didn’t ask for licorice ice cream ! Please spare me !” 
Tim yelled, jumping out of his bed in a panic. For a few seconds, Damian forgot the awful thing he just witnessed to judge the hell out of his brother...But just for a few mere seconds, before his sadness crept once again in his bones. 
“What’s happening ? What is it ? Are we under attack ?!” 
Tim continued, rubbing his eyes and looking around the room haphazardly, grabbing his blanket as a “weapon”. Until he finally noticed Damian and Cassandra. He was about to get mad when he spotted his little brother’s expression. The hell happened, why did he look so heartbroken ?! 
An ancient “older bro” instinct grabbed his soul, and he grabbed Damian by the shoulders, looked at him right in the eye and asked : 
“What’s the matter Dam’ ?” 
************
“Don’t be ridiculous Damian, mom and dad would NEVER divorce, they’re much too in love for that !”
Tim said, wide awake now. Yes. This was just ridiculous. Everyone could see how in love his parents were. They always rubbed in in everyone’s nose, wether intentionally or not. 
“Well I thought so too ! But then I heard them arguing, father said that mom was being unreasonable, and mom said that she wasn’t, and talked about wanting a divorce !”
“You actually heard her say that ? Are you sure you didn’t just have a nightmare ? I get super vivid one sometimes too, especially about our family breaking up into pieces...” 
“No Tim ! It wasn’t a nightmare ! It was real ! A real nightmare !”
“So it was a nightmare ?” 
Cassandra rolled her eyes and said : 
“Not nightmare. But looks like nightmare, if really real.” 
“Oh...” 
It baffled Cass, that Tim could be the smartest of them all, and sometimes the most dense one. The girl turned to her little brother, and asked : 
“What happened ? From beginning to end ?” 
And so Damian said the entire story, of how he surprised their parents’ fight. When Tim still looked unconvinced, he dragged him all the way to the guest room you were deeply asleep in and...
Faced with the reality of what was happening, Tim almost had a full on panic attack there and there. 
No. No no no. His parents couldn’t divorce ! With whom would he live ? ...No, he couldn’t even think about having to chose ! No. No this couldn’t happen. 
Tim, when he was very young, already witnessed his biological parents’ divorce and...it was so destructive ! It ruined his chance to ever have a normal home ! Tim always been convinced that his biological parents’ divorce is what lead them to take all their bad decisions, what made them so bitter and dangerous, and what ultimately killed them.
Because they didn’t have that “other half” to rely on...And Tim was sure of all this, after he witnessed his “new” mom and dad being so damn in love with each others. Supporting each others every day, and helped each other walk on the path of life. 
Without you, Bruce was but a shadow of himself. And vice versa. So how could this be possible ?! Tim refused to believe it. He simply refused to. 
And yet, here, faced with you sleeping in the guest room, he had to admit the truth. You never slept elsewhere than in your shared bedroom. Never. Because neither you nor Bruce could sleep if the other one wasn’t there (you always repeated that to your children, kind of grossing them out at times). 
You needed to feel each others’ warmth to sleep and yet...yet here you were, deeply asleep in the guest room. Did that mean you didn’t love their dad anymore ? And that Damian was right, you two were really going to get a divorce ? 
Breathing heavily, Tim fell back first against the wall. His brother and sister rushed to him, mimicking what they saw you do with him whenever he had a panic attack. 
Helping him find a regular way to breathe again...But the more Tim thought about it, the more he panicked. Who was going to soothe him if you and Bruce divorced ? If you weren’t there anymore ? But would he stay with his dad ? What if he went with you ? No, Tim couldn’t quite ever forgive him if he left his father alone, as Bruce was more prompt to fall into darkness than you were...but then, who would soothe him during his panic attack ?! 
Cassandra laid her hand on her brother’s forehead, and breathed heavily. Slowly, Tim followed her breathing and calmed down. But he couldn’t move quite yet, so Cass sat next to him, and Damian sat on his other side. 
“What are we going to do ?” 
Damian asked, voice broken, tears slowly welling up in his eyes. Tim, still a bit winded, didn’t think twice before putting an arm around his little brother’s shoulders, and everyone knew this was a desperate situation when Damian curled up against him, as both of them were rarely affectionate. 
“Don’t know.” 
Cassandra said, curling up on Tim’s other side. 
“What are we going to become ?” 
“Don’t know.” 
“Is it our fault ? I read somewhere that 60% of divorce happened because of the kids.” 
“I read somewhere that 70% of couples stayed together because of the kids.” 
“So either way, they’re unhappy because of us ?” 
“Maybe.” 
Your three youngest children, curled up against each other in the dark corridor, didn’t manage to reassure each other this time. They usually always were able to...but this time, they got even more depressed. 
Divorce. 
What was going to happen, if you really got a divorce ?
Cass raised her eyes towards the door of the room in which you slept peacefully. Much too peacefully to her taste...You always said you couldn’t sleep, if Bruce wasn’t there. And he always said he couldn’t sleep properly without you. So why were you sleeping so deeply ? 
There was only one explanation to that. You fell out of love with him. Or something of the like. 
And the word “divorce” suddenly became very real. 
************
The next day, they found their father sitting alone at the breakfast table. When they came in the room, he left hurriedly, and went down the Batcave...this early ? This was odd. 
Damian decided to leave for the Kents’ household, in the hope that it would take his mind off of things...But it didn’t work. 
Instead, he found himself crying in Superman’s arms, about how his parents were going to divorce. And when he told the entire story to Clark, Lois and Jon ? Their faces said it all. 
It definitely didn't look good. 
Clark thought that if it was any other people, then it wouldn’t be so bad. Sometimes, your words could go further than what you really thought, you know ? Especially when angry. 
Only Clark knew you. Both of you. Very well. And he knew it was neither of your style to get that worked up over nothing, and it was most definitely not your thing to threaten to divorce lightly. 
And so, as Damian cried, all Clark could do was try to comfort him, knowing that if you and Bruce were really getting a divorce, that poor little boy would forever be heartbroken...
************
Damian came home a few hours after going to the Kents, heart even more shattered than before, as he didn’t find the solace he was looking for in his friend. 
On the contrary, he only found pity, which was the worst thing possible right now...
When he came back to the manor, Cass and Tim were still there.
But this time, Jason and Dick joined as well. Cass and Tim called them, in the hope that they would have some sort of idea of how to fix things. 
************
Neither Jason nor Dick had any idea how to fix things. 
They couldn’t quite believe their ears, when their little siblings told them about the fight their parents were in. 
“Well, couple fight all the time right ?”
Dick tried to say, hoping to find a positive light to put things in. 
“Not like that. And not our parents.” 
“I’ve seen them fight often.” 
“But it wouldn’t last long. While it has already been a night and half a day right now !” 
Damian said, anxious. The fact that he was counting down the hours since he last saw his mom and dad together was saying something. 
“But lately they haven’t had time to see each other often right ? They were very busy ? Maybe that’s why they fought ? Cause they missed each other and were frustrated that they couldn’t see each other ?”
Dick tried, but instantly regretted it as he saw a look of horror in his little brother’s eyes because...Oh but yes. Yes, Dick understood instantly what Damian, and all his siblings, were slowly understanding. 
They were putting two and two together. You and Bruce hadn’t seen much of each other lately, while you always made sure to spend time together...That could only mean that...that...
That morning,  you were nowhere to be seen, and Alfred said that you apparently went out early. You ? Out ? Early ? Without saying bye to your kids ? Or to Bruce ? Yeah. There definitely was a problem. 
Dick didn’t really know what else to say, to try and rationalize what Damian just told them. Because the kid seemed so serious and heartbroken, he couldn’t make it up ! 
Besides, what kind of sick joke would that be ? No. Neither him, nor Tim or Cass were that good of actors. They all seemed devastated. They were clearly not lying. 
And Dick had no idea how to deal with the news. No funny jokes came to his mind, no way of lightening up the atmosphere. Instead, a big ugly anger started to rise within him...because how could you guys do this to them ? 
Dick, when angry, lost all sense of what was rational and what wasn’t. And as he was trying to keep his fury in check, so that he wouldn’t make it worst for his precious siblings, he couldn't help but indeed forget the rational part of his mind...and forget about how this split up would hurt you and Bruce a lot too. All he could think about, was him, his brothers and sister, and how this would forever break their family ! 
And it made him so...so angry ! 
Jason hadn’t said a thing yet, lost in his thoughts. So..what, that was it ? His parents were going to divorce ? Just like that ? 
The role model, the relationship goals he set for himself would just like, vanish in the air ? Years of wanting something just like his parents had would shatter ? 
Did real love not exist ? According to what Damian said, you have had “enough”...but weren’t you suppose to be THE person who could deal the best with Bruce’s shit ? If even you gave up on him...Then who would ever take their chances on someone like Jason ? 
Jason had no illusion about who he was; He knew he was a difficult man to live with too, but he always found hope, solace, in the fact that even a VERY difficult man like his father found love. 
True love. 
And now...now they were getting a divorce ?! 
What could he believe in anymore ? If even the greatest couple he ever saw was breaking-up ?! Jason couldn’t let that happen : 
“Well, it’s not by staying there and lament our loss that anything will get fixed. Do you guys know where dad and mom are ?” 
“I think dad left an hour ago for the Justice League’s watchtower. And we haven’t seen mom since this morning...”
“Ok...Ok well let’s go up then !” 
“Up ?”
“Yeah, let’s go to the watchtower. Talk to dad. Find out what he did, and try to find a solution to make mom forgive him.” 
“Jason, she really sounded mad. And like it was the last straw. She slept in the guest room without problem !” 
“So ?” 
“So she...she might...not...want to be with him any-”
“Shush. We don’t truly know what happened. I admit it’s odd they slept in different rooms, and that it sounded like a really bad fight. But maybe there’s a way we can still salvage their marriage ?”
None of his siblings looked convinced, but Jason wasn’t about to give up on his ideal of love. And so he dragged them to the zeta tube that would take them to the Justice League’s headquarter. 
************
As soon as they arrived, Jason’s convictions faltered. 
Because their dad wasn’t working at a computer, or doing anything...instead, he was eating ice cream at the kitchen table, looking like a sad puppy. 
Could it be that...Could it be that their mom really got enough of him, and was truly the one that was leaving ? What if when she left this morning, she decided she would never come back ?! 
This would be the end of their family. And their balance could be so fragile...Without you, or Bruce, who were the center pillars of it all, everything would shatter. 
Before your children could go to Bruce though, Clark reached him. He too, just came through a zeta tube, and he immediately spotted his gloomy friend. 
After hearing about everything from Damian, he had to go and try to lighten his friend’s mood...
“Hey Batman.” 
Bruce didn’t answer, not even looking up, continuing to eat his ice cream. When was the last time Clark saw Bruce eat something sugary like that ? Oh, right. Long ago. When you broke up for a short while, when Dick was still really young...Oh. Wow. Well this couldn’t be good. 
“Are you okay ?”
“Oh yeah. I’m great. I’m a big happy ray of sunshine.” 
Ooook. Sarcasm. That was...good, right ? 
“Listen, Bruce, I-”
“Clark, I’m really not in the mood. Leave me alone please.”
Wow, this was serious. He didn’t even budge when Clark used his real name instead of “Batman”, and he just called him “Clark” too. This had to be serious. 
Superman raised his head, and saw your children looking at them from afar. He smiled sympathetically to them, and turned back to Bruce, not ready to give up just yet. 
“Bruce, you know you can talk to me right ?”
Batman glared at Clark, and Superman got the shiver...wow, if a look could kill right ? But behind the annoyance in Bruce’s eyes, there was something else. And Clark was pretty sure it was sadness. So he persisted : 
“Listen, Damian told me what happened so-”
“What happened ?” 
Bruce had suddenly straighten back up, and looked at Clark suspiciously. So Clark continued : 
“Yes, yesterday night.” 
It was the first time in his entire life that Clark witnessed Bruce lose complete control of his emotions like that. The Bat’s face fell, and he averted his friend’s gaze before saying : 
“Ah. So you know.” 
This made Clark utterly sad. This confirmed that something indeed happened, and given Bruce’s reaction, it must have been bad... 
“Clark, I swear I didn’t mean to. But she forced me to...I didn’t...” 
What happened ? Did Bruce cheat on you ? But this didn’t sound like a thing he would ever do...But what he said just now made it sound like...And now that he was thinking about it, and according to what Damian said you two argued about, the way Bruce betrayed you...
Maybe ? Maybe Bruce did go too far ? Clark could imagine him cheating on you in only one way. If it was for a mission. If he “had” to to get intels. And even then, it really didn’t sound like him. But given the nature of the argument, and what he just said...
Maybe Bruce did really cheat on you. Even if he didn’t want to. And that would definitely be the last straw for you, the last time Bruce put his “mission” before you and his family. 
But wasn't this all “Dark Bruce who thinks his mission is more important than his family” a thing of the past ? Didn’t you already got into a big argument about it long ago ? 
“What happened, Bruce ?” 
But Bruce never had the chance to answer, as the zeta tube near your children started and...you appeared. 
You seemed completely surprised to be face with all your kids, and started to smile at them but...but then you saw Bruce, sitting not far away, and you frowned, looking elsewhere.
Something was most definitely up. Neither your kids nor Clark ever saw you two act this way...Or rather, they did saw you do that before, childishly not talk to each other after a stupid fight, only, the fight you had the day before wasn’t “stupid”. And you seemed more serious about it all than usually. 
Clark was about to try and pressure Bruce more so he would talk, when Jason exploded. He couldn’t keep it in anymore. He just couldn’t. 
His dream of having a perfect relationship like his parents one day went up in flame, and the salvation he found in his family was threatening to break. 
If his parents divorced, Jason just knew his family would never be the same again. That they would all go their own way. That...That...He couldn’t handle it. And so he exclaimed : 
“What the hell is up with you two ?!” 
This made you jump in the air, as you weren’t expecting such an outburst from Jason, and surprised Bruce too, who was already ready to ignore you and go back to his ice cream. 
You both stared at Jason for a few moments, when you finally said : 
“What ?” 
“Between you and dad. What’s up ? You’ve been acting weird since this morning, and yesterday you slept in different rooms ! And apparently you rarely saw each others lately ! So what is happening ?!”
“We were just...rather busy lately. As for yesterday we-”
“Don’t lie to us mom ! Tell us the truth ! No bullshit about being busy or whatever, tell us what is really up ! And why you’re divorcing !” 
You blinked once. Twice. And...You turn to Bruce. He looks back at you, and you can see he’s as lost as you are. You say :  
“Divorce ? Who talked about divorce ?” 
Damian comes forth and yells : 
“You, you did ! I heard you in your room. I didn’t mean to eveasdrop I promise, it was an accident. But I heard everything. And you’ve been acting so weird lately…You didn’t even kiss father in front of us in days ! You were so distant lately ! And yesterday you slept in different bedrooms ! And you fought ! You said Father betrayed you like never before, and that you wanted a divorce ! And this morning you left without a kiss for him or us, and when you came up here you...you were about to ignore him ! It was clear ! And you glared at him ! And father is eating ice cream ! He only does that when he’s sad !” 
Your children were now staring at all of you, and you could see on their faces that they were downright panicking. And sad. Utterly sad. And that’s when you realized that, this time...you might have went a little bit too far. 
To your defense, you had no idea Damian heard you and Bruce fight. Or you would have instantly went to him. You give him a guilt ridden smile and...
Damian is sure of it. You really are going to divorce. If not, why would you look at him like that. Why would you look to apologetic ? It was clear that you didn’t expect any of them to find out like that, maybe you and Bruce were preparing a big announcement, which is why you slowly-
“Your father and I are not going to divorce.” 
Your voice cut right through Damian’s thoughts, stopping them right in their tracks. He looks up at you and...he’s completely lost. What was happening ? 
You looked at Bruce, who was slowly walking towards you, and then you turned back to your children : 
“I’m um...sorry you misunderstood me.” 
“What is there to misunderstand mom ? You said you wanted a divorce. Don’t lie to us please, if you are getting one please tell us.” 
“I’m not lying Jason. Let me explain...First of all, we were really truly busy lately, and genuinely didn’t have time to see each others. Believe me, it was hard for both of us. Which is also probably why what happened yesterday was so...virulent. And oh my god I think you will all be very cross with us once you’ll find out the truth. Very cross with me. Um...uh...” 
But you weren’t saying anything. Why weren’t you saying anything ? Between you and Bruce, you were always the one that was able to express things the best to your children. So to see you speechless was worrying...Were you thinking of a way to explain that you and Bruce will stay together, not get a divorce, but simply didn’t love each other anymore ? 
Dick could only think of that, as he saw you struggle to find your words. Because if it wasn’t something important, then you wouldn’t find it that hard to say something. He never saw you having that much trouble to say something. This must mean that things were bad between you and Bruce...
Their father was next to you now, looking at you struggle, when he finally helped you out : 
“Your mother was mad because she lost seven times in a row at Uno.” 
Silence. 
None of your children move, and it seems that they all forgot how to breathe. 
Clark, who is also next to all of you (for support), feels like his brain just turned off. 
Wh-What ? 
Silence. 
No one moves, nor speak. 
What did Bruce just say ? 
Silence. Stretching. 
Minutes pass. And no one speaks. Nor move. 
Silence...Heavy, endless. 
It feels like years went by, when :
“What ?” 
Tim finally asks, utterly confused, breaking this odd haze that engulfed all of you for a few minutes, as everyone was trying to wrap their brains around what Bruce just said. 
“Your mother was mad at me because she lost seven times at Uno.” 
“Yeah ok they got it Bruce, you don’t need to repeat how many times I lost !” 
“Just get over it (Y/N) ok ? It’s just a game !”
“Oh ! So it’s conveniently just a game when YOU win huh ? But when I do, then we should have another game !” 
“Oh my God we’re not going to talk more about all that are we ?!”
“Well you know what ? Yes we are ! We are ! Because that was the greatest treason of them all !”
“(Y/N), you’re being ridiculous again, and-”
“YOU PROMISED NOT TO USE YOUR +4 CARDS AND YOU DID ! Worst, you had two of them ! And then you had a reverse card, and then a +2 yellow, and then...You didn’t even give me a chance ! While you said you would !” 
“You were always wining at that game, I had to win at least once !” 
“Oh, so then you proceeded to win SEVEN TIMES IN A ROW with low blow like those huh ? It was sheer dumb luck.” 
“Oh so when I win it’s dumb luck, but when the great (Y/N) Wayne wins it’s strategy ?!” 
“I won’t be called (Y/N) Wayne for long if you keep going on like this, you-”
“STOP !” 
Damian’s scream stopped you and Bruce right in your track, and made you turn to them. Somehow, as you both got fired up about a stupid Uno game, you completely forgot how serious the entire situation was. 
All of a sudden, you’re reminded of it, as your children stare at you, disbelief in their eyes. 
“You guys were...you guys were fighting that bad about a game of Uno ?”
You and Bruce exchange an ashamed look, and your husband says in a weak voice : 
“Not any game of Uno. The ultimate game to decide all game. If I won that last one, it meant I would win forever as we would stop playing Uno and move to another game, and your mother is a sore looser.” 
You don’t even glare at him as he says that, aware that this all situation goes beyond your stupid competitions. But you nonetheless store it in your mind, next time you win at a board game against him, then you’ll throw it back in his face for sure ! 
“Why would you stop pla...wh...HUH ?!” 
Tim was understandably confused. Of course all this would only makes sense to you and Bruce. It was an old tradition between you two, whenever you both couldn’t sleep and were yet too exhausted to make love, you’d play a bored game. Something easy that didn’t require too much brain power. 
It would usually tire you out to the end, and you’d fall asleep playing...however, both you and Bruce could get highly competitive, and more than once you spend entire nights playing and ended up fighting like children. 
Only this always happened very VERY late at night, and rather rarely still, so of course no one witnessed such fights, were you both would blow everything out of proportion (to be honest, it was also kind of part of the game...you both knew you were being ridiculous and extreme, this was part of the fun ! “The make-up sex was always brilliant”. Sometimes, you two had a funny idea of romantic). 
But of course, that, your kids didn’t know. And of course, when Damian heard you yesterday...OF COURSE he would fall on one of your worst fight, as Bruce really DESTROYED you at Uno (sheer dumb luck!). 
You admit you might have gone a bit overboard. But it was because this was suppose to be your last few games of Uno before you’d move on to the next board game ! Of course it would infuriate you that you’d lost all of them ! Even more so since Bruce totally did some jerk moves !
Damian looked at both of you, and all the emotions you read in his eyes made you feel even guiltier. Poor little one, you made him go through so much with your silliness...
“But father looked so sad when you went to sleep in one of the guest room...”
He says, and you can’t help but say : 
“Ah yes, well your father always gets sad when we don’t sleep in the same bed, cause he’s like an attention starved puppy and he-”
“Oh my God stop !”
Dick yells, and he’s clearly FURIOUS. 
“Can’t you see how serious all of this is ? Damian, Tim and Cass have been thinking that you two were going to divorce since last night ?! Do you have any idea how hard this thing has been for them ?! Why would you two put yourself in such a state after playing a damn game of Uno ?! This makes NO SENSE ! You’re ADULTS, why are you like this ?!” 
He rambled for a few more minutes, scolding both you and Bruce about how dumb it was that you’d fight that bad because of this, and you and your husband slowly realized how indeed serious this all was. 
Granted, they could have just come and talk to you, and things would have been cleared up but...no. This was you and Bruce trying to find excuses for yourselves. For acting like petty children. 
Because of course, in your children’s eyes it would seem like a serious real fight. After all, you rarely yelled at each others like that. And yes, you did really get carried away by saying you wanted a divorce, and by going to sleep in another room but...the bastard put a +4 cards while he promised he wouldn’t !  
However, this time all thoughts of this stupid game left your mind (every game you lost was “stupid”, every game you won was “awesome”), as you listened to your son yell at you and Bruce. 
When Dick finally ran out of breath, he fell in a nearby chair and grumbled some more about how ridiculous this all was, but he was also clearly relieved. 
His family wouldn’t break. 
The divorce was a false alarm. Ugh. Sometimes, he forgot that you and Bruce could be extremely petty and childish. Because you were always there, supporting your kids, and seeming so strong...That he forgot that you were also just humans, and had big flaws too. 
Especially when it came to you. He tended to forget your bad sides more than his father’s. After all, Bruce had some pretty obvious flaws. But you ? You were good at hiding them. It was easy to forget how extreme you could be about some things !
Out of breath after yelling so much, Dick just sat there for a bit, beyond relieved even if he was still mad. 
Cass called you both “morons”, which really meant a lot. She was definitely on the same level of anger than Dick was, as she would have never called you that if it wasn’t the case. 
She left the Watchtower hurriedly, and you made a mental note that you and Bruce needed to go see her when you’d get home, and apologies deeply. You hadn’t realized that such a silly thing could be so devastating to your children...
But if they genuinely thought you two were going to divorce, then you could totally understand them. 
Tim went to sit next to Dick, unable to say anything. He wasn’t mad, he was more...utterly stunned by how childish the mighty Batman and his wife could be. This would definitely require a long time to get over. 
But he was most definitely the smartest of them all, as he made a mental note to use this entire event against you one day, if he did something that would get him scolded by both of you. Oh yes. “That time you made all of us think you were gonna divorce” would surely get him out of ANY trouble. 
Damian stared at his parents for a bit, before screaming in rage, surprising everyone, and hitting his father in the guts to then proceed to hug you and him tightly. 
Bruce didn’t even dare to say “why did you only hit me ?!” as he was trying to catch his breath after such a punch, and held his son too, trying to convey his apologies. 
“My poor little baby...” 
You whispered while soothingly running your fingers through your son’s hair, knowing that he always found the gesture calming. Your “poor little baby” was crying softly in your arms, the stress of those past long endless hours of thinking his family was going to break pouring out all at once. 
When he finally calmed down, he tore away from you and said : “you guys are dumb !” before running through the same zeta tube Cassandra went in. You were pretty sure this two would sulk together, which was good...You didn’t particularly want any of them to be alone right now. 
Clark knew you and Bruce couldn’t even think about actually divorcing. You two ? Well he knew it was true love. And though he definitely had his doubts as Damian told him some pretty bad things that happened the night before, and as he saw his friend sad and eating ice cream...Deep down, he knew it wasn’t possible. 
Clark never saw two people as in love as you two were. Not even his love for Loisn which was deep and unconditional, could compare. He knew that. You and Bruce, it was truly meant to be, and it would just have broken his heart if you genuinely would have gotten a divorce ! 
He was so glad it wasn’t true. But was also utterly exasperated by the truth. Who the hell plays Uno in the middle of the night anyway ?! He walked away shaking his head, thinking that you and Bruce would never NEVER ceased to amaze him. 
For better or for worse, really. 
The last one to react was Jason. You and Bruce didn’t dare to leave and do what you had to do in the Watchtower, as you weren’t sure your son, the only one that didn’t react, was ok. 
He just stared at you blankly for long minutes, and you were about to ask him if was alright when he suddenly bursted out laughing. 
Which most definitely took you by surprise. Um...What ?
Jason was laughing out of relief. That the true love he imagined in his head was really existing, and that he could hope for it. But he was also laughing because all of this was just so ridiculous ! 
Him and his siblings had been worried sick, on the verge of breaking from the inside at the mere thought that their parents were going to divorce...And all along it was just them having a fight like five years old would ?
Oh that was just too damn funny ! And so he laughed. He laughed and laughed for a long time. When he finally calmed down, he said : 
“Oh I swear. You guys are too much.” 
You and Bruce weren’t sure how to take this, so you simply smiled at him. Jason, still chuckling a little bit asked : 
“So hey, when I was a kid, and you said I had to go to bed and leave you cause you were going to play monopoly, and I was too young to play such a complicated game...You guys were truly playing monopoly then ?” 
"Uh ? Oh. Monopoly. Yeah, no, we were having sex. Your mom hates monopoly.” 
There’s a few seconds of silence, where Jason stares at you. Dick and Tim, who were still here, give you a “are you fucking kidding me look ?” and Bruce realizes maybe now wasn’t the time to tease them...But you can’t help but smile, and try to muffle your laugh as best you can in front of your sons’ horrified expression. 
And of course, of course Bruce starts to laugh too. Now. IN the worst of moments...You two always laugh at the worst time possible ! Goddamnit ! Your kids were really going to get mad at you for a while, if you kept going like that ! And they would have every reason to ! 
Oh well, for now, you thought it was very funny, how they reacted to the discovery of the fact that “playing monopoly” meant you were having sex. You’d worry later about apologizing. After all, they were already super mad about this entire mess of an event. 
Oh, miscommunication. It was quite a thing really. And as both Bruce and you tried to muffle your laugh, but not very successfully, it was clear that you had made up. 
You hunched over your husband as your fit of laughter was playing around with your balance, and he caught you. And seeing both of you laughing together, and clearly as in love as ever reassured your sons for good. 
But for good measure, they still left and yelled an angry : 
“Ugh, you guys are the worst !” 
As they exited the Watchtower, leaving you and Bruce giggling like teenagers.  
Aaaah. Sometimes, rarely though, you two could be such children. And even if you’d take things MUCH TOO FAR, it was still always refreshing to see the both of you understand each other so fully...
Fin
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I often talk about how petty and childish my main Batmom can be at times, but I never really wrote anything about it…well here we go. Like I said, there’s a reason why her and Bruce get along so well, they’re both so damn dramatic and reach such extremes at times XD. Anyway, hope you liked this ! (??) I wrote this very quickly, as usual with bonus stories. It was just a little bit of fun, a silly story not to be taken too seriously (she says, as to find an excuse as to why this is so shitty).  As usual, feedbacks and reblogs are very welcomed <3. 
By the way, this was loosely inspired of an ask I received from an anon’, but I didn’t put the ask at the beginning as I usually do because I didn’t want the “twist” to be spoiled. 
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PART TWO OF BEING INSPIRED AND WRITING ANYWAY
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Characters are probably OOC because MLB is a kids show and you guys liked stressed and cursing Damian so I kept that going even though it’s probably OOC
Angel in Gotham: Part 1 ~ Part 2 ~ Part 3 ~ Part 4 ~ Part 5 ~ Part 6 ~ Ao3
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Damian tried to ignore his phone after checking it for the thirteenth time. But who was counting?
He was, actually. Because it seems the stupid worry feeling will never fucking go away! It took root, and it’s only growing. Damian wondered if drinking weedkiller works on emotions. The bitches.
He wasn’t even that worried initially! Sure, he wanted his An- Marinette to text him when she got to the hotel, but that was just… a friend thing. It’s what friends ask! And they were friends.
Damian wasn’t worried on the car ride to the manor, he had only checked his phone once then. When his father questioned him about The Riddler incident, he was thoroughly distracted and didn’t check at all. After he left the room he checked twice in one minute just to make sure he didn’t miss anything in the first check.
He checked sparsely while training briefly, adding up to eight… okay, maybe not so sparsely. But at this point the awful god damn plant had grown a mouth and it was gnawing on his sanity, bugging him every moment of peace he had.
Damian was getting really fucking sick of this whole worry business. It was awful! Why did Grayson partake in it for so many years? Why did anyone?
He was beginning to understand his classmates’ sense of humor now. But “I want to ka-shoot myself,” was not as funny as they thought it was.
Damian was so busy thinking about worrying and getting more worried – the fucking circle of life – that when he checked his phone for the fourteenth time, he realized he missed a message from Marinette.
Angel: I’m at the hotel now.
Thank fuck. Damian banished all the worry from his mind – leave, motherfucker – and typed out a response.
Damian: That’s good
Damian: Did you get in trouble?
Wait fuck the worry wasn’t gone. He wanted to smack the phone against his head. Or break his thumbs for typing that without his permission.
Angel: Professor Mendeleiev must’ve been tired or something.
Angel: She didn’t leacture
Damian bit his lip. Marinette needed to work on her English.
Angel: Lecture?
Damian: *lecture
Angel: Quiet, English is hard
He could fucking understand that! It may have been long ago but Damian had to learn once too, ya know.
Damian: Understandable.
Damian: In my original question I meant any of your classmates btw
Holy fucking shit his thumbs would be cut off by sunlight he swears to all the justice league members-
Angel: btw?
Angel: Oh by the way
Damian: yeah
Angel: I’m good at text slang in French, okay
Damian: I don’t doubt you
He really didn’t. Marinette seemed intelligent if The Riddler incident had anything to say about it.
Angel: Anyway Alya tried to bother me but I’m good now
He frowned. Alya? She hadn't told him about her.
Angel: Professor Mendeleiev told her off for bothering me after my ‘traumatic’ encounter with a Gotham villain
Damian: Speaking of, are you SURE you’re alright Angel
Damian sighed, letting his head drop. Okay, fucking fine he was still fucking worried and he hated it. His thumbs weren’t to blame, his fucking emotions were.
He pulled up Google to look up liquid weedkiller when his Ang- Marinette texted back.
Angel: I’m fine
Angel: I’ve survived akuma for three years, I’m not about to let some riddle fanatic with terrible clothing choices ruin my day
Damian: His clothes are that bad?
Good, subject change. Maybe he can stop fucking worrying.
Angel: Too much green, for one
Angel: Green shouldn’t be used in large portions when it’s that bright of a shade
Angel: Also the cloth itself was cheap, but the kind of cheap meant to look expensive if you don’t know cloth good
Damian frowned. That was so fucking obvious. Surely she didn’t actually make that mistake…
Damian: *well
Angel: Whatever
Angel: Also his hat didn’t match the type of suit he was wearing
Angel: If he wants to go old fashioned he should at least match the time period
Angel: Longer coat, more layers
Angel: He is an atrocity
Her comments were appreciable though. He could see where she came from.
Damian: he is
Angel: If I had time to cry then my tears would had been blood
Damian: *have
Damian grinned. If Marinette didn’t want her fucking grammar fixed she should learn how to spell in English.
A different motherfucking bitch of an emotion appeared at that thought. He didn’t like that one either. It made him feel bad for being mean.
Angel: istg
Damian: It appears you’re learning
Angel: Yepp
Damian: Also the Gotham news posted an article online about you
Might as well bite the bullet, right?
Damian: “Unnamed Teenager From France Holds off The Riddler Until Batman Arrives!”
Angel: Wait what?
Angel: But we both held him off?
Damian: I was kind of useless, you did most of the work
God damn it! Damian thought he told that emotion to get the fuck out! He was fucking Robin he isn’t useless, he just happened to not be needed at that exact moment.
Damian: I left shortly after you solved his riddle because the Robins had arrived
He grumbled to himself. He hated emotions. It wasn’t like he hadn’t ever felt them before, but they were easier to ignore. This girl made them hard to ignore, and Damian wasn’t sure why.
He did know that he fucking hated it.
After a moment, he realized h- Marinette hadn’t replied for a few minutes.
Damian: You there?
Angel: Yeah. I was just reading the article
Good. He didn’t want anything to happen- motherfucking dammit.
Angel: The Riddler was bad at hand to hand combat. It was easy to take him down with the practice I have from Paris
Damian: I bet.
He saw the time on his phone. Marinette had more field trip stuff tomorrow morning, right? Shouldn’t she get to bed?
Damian: It’s getting late, Angel. We should go to bed.
Damian: Goodnight
Angel: Goodnight
Angel: Also I’ll find a chat name for you soon, promise
Damian’s smile felt weird on his face but unlike the god damn worry and fucking other emotions, he didn’t hate the feeling of it.
After replying, he prepared to get dressed for his patrol as Robin.
oooOOOooo
“Sooo, Robin,” Drake dropped down next to him. “Want to share why you were at that ice cream parlor with that pigtailed French girl?”
“Fuck off,” is Damian’s extremely eloquent response. He can say it in many different languages.
“Wait, Demon Spawn has a girlfriend?” fucking Todd over the fucking comms in his fucking awful Red Hood suit. At least his current helmet didn’t have the fucking lips.
“No, I don’t-“
“I’m trying to figure that out, Red Hood, so would you kindly butt out of the conversation.”
“Of course Red Robin, good luck getting anything out of him though.”
“I don’t have a fucking girlfriend you numbskulls,” Damian hissed through the comms.
“Wait what’s this about a girlfriend, Robin?” Grayson’s overexcited cheerleader voice screamed. Damian wanted to rip out his eardrums.
“Red Robin, I thought I instructed you to leave him alone about this,” finally, his father, for once being a fucking voice of reason, speaks on the comms.
“Bruce you said I should wait until he admits to having a girlfriend,” Drake sounded too smug, Damian wanted to cut it off his masked face. “We know that isn’t going to happen.”
“I hate this fucking family,” Damian hissed.
oooOOOooo
Marinette hadn’t missed her field trip this time. Or had she? Maybe she slept in really fucking late. Damian didn’t know. He didn’t know what her sleeping schedule was like.
She could have also been captured or killed. Those were not fun thoughts. The fucking worry was back, like a virus. Damian anxiously awaited his weedkiller.
She likely wasn’t kidnapped or dead. His father would have known by now and would have told him. He hopes. If his father didn’t tell him he’s a fucking asshole.
“Master Damian.”
“Yes?” he turned around to face Alfred, grateful to be away from the god damn brain-eating plant in his head.
“I simply wanted to prevent you from walking into that wall,” Alfred gestured behind Damian.
He glanced and – yep. Fucking hell. He almost walked into a wall because of the god damn weed of an emotion forcibly taking his mind hostage.
He was having a grand ol’ time.
“Perhaps you would like to go for a drive?” Alfred asked, a single brow raised.
Damian hesitated. “Alright. Where do you want to go?”
“We can figure it out in the car, Master Damian.” Alfred went to grab the keys and his shoes. Damian checked on when his weedkiller would arrive.
A week.
Fucking fuck fuck.
He should have paid for one-hour shipping.
“Are you ready to go, Master Damian?”
“Yes.”
Alfred didn’t try to talk to him during the drive, for which Damian was grateful though. He hated this emotion thing, and people forcing him to talk made it so much worse.
His phone buzzed. Damian pulled it out and checked it.
Angel: Kill me now
His eyes widened. What happened? Is she okay? Did someone- god fucking motherfucking dammit bitch.
Damian: What’s wrong?
Stupid god damn worry.
Angel: We have to all get lunch as a class before I’m free
Angel: I’m in the group with Liar Rossi
Damian raised a brow. Marinette hadn’t told him much about this girl in her class, but he knew she lied and nobody but Marinette knew she lied.
He didn’t like her.
Angel: Death would be sweatier
Damian: *sweeter
Angel: Rude
Damian: Anyway
Damian: You can’t die yet
Damian: We still technically didn’t get ice cream
Absolutely wonderful excuse you fucking asswhipe. Damian should be a politician with that reasoning.
He looked around, recognizing the streets. They were a bit weird from the actual street instead of the rooftops, but-
Damian: Also you’re at the Gotham City Heroes and Villains Museum right?
Angel: Yes I am
Damian fought to keep the smi- self-satisfied smirk off his face. Bingo.
Damian: I’m nearby
Damian: I can pick you up for lunch
Angel: OMG really? Please do I’d really really like that
Damian: omw
“Alfred,” Damian leaned up toward the front seat. “Head to the Gotham City Heroes and Villains Museum? I’d like to pick someone up.”
“Of course Master Damian,” Alfred’s tone didn’t betray anything about his thoughts, but for some reason that was calming to him.
The car drive to the museum was fairly short, if Damian was honest. They were only a few minutes away to begin with anyway.
When they arrived, Damian saw a redhaired girl with glasses yelling at his An- Marinette. At Marinette. He couldn’t hear what Marinette had said, but it must have been good. The red-haired girl’s jaw fucking dropped. The people behind her looked fucking dead.
Priceless.
Marinette saw him and he waved. Alfred unlocked the door, and Marinette got in. She didn’t look back at her classmates' faces as Alfred drove away.
Shit. Something must have happened. He wasn’t good with emotions though, after all he ordered weedkiller to see if he could get rid of fucking worry.
So, Damian Wayne did what any Wayne would do when faced with emotions.
Ignore them.
“Where would you like to eat, Angel?” Damian asked.
Shit, fuck, too insensitive.
Marinette shrugged. “I’m not sure, I don’t know what’s here.”
She sounded so goddamn miserable-
Damian frowned. “Angel, you okay?”
Fucking shit, stupid mouth. Learn the fucking rules. He should be banned from fucking talking.
“I’m okay,” she mumbled. “I’ve got a lot on my mind right now.”
Damian wanted to press the issue but decided against it. If he was happy when Alfred didn’t make him talk feelings, maybe Marinette would be too.
He was a friend first – wait first before what, exactly?
“Alfred, can you take us to the nearest,” he glanced at Marinette. “four-star restaurant?”
“As you wish Master Damian.”
He hoped Marinette didn’t feel out of place, but he wanted to lift her spirits. She deserved to smile – that was a weird fucking sentence what the fuck?
Damian is pretty sure he’s losing his marbles.
“I know,” Marinette suddenly blurted out. “I know you’re Damian Wayne.”
Fucking fuck fuck.
Shit. She’s probably pissed he didn’t tell her-
“I just want you to know that doesn’t change anything. You’re still my friend, and I don’t care who your dad is and who you are.”
Damian gaped at her for a moment before shaking his head. He should have fucking told her, he’s an ass. “I’m sorry you had to find out on your own. I should have told you-”
Marinette interrupted, “you didn’t have to. You don’t owe me that.”
He was confused. What?
She didn’t want to know who he was right off the bat? She was okay with that secret?
“As a stranger or even a friend, you don’t owe me any details about who you are. Ever,” Marinette told him. “You’re allowed to keep secrets and not tell me things you aren’t comfortable sharing. It isn’t fair of me to demand you tell me everything.”
Holy fucking shit.
This… this woman…
“Thank you,” he said earnestly. “I… nobody’s ever said secrets are okay…”
Marinette shrugged. “I can’t help if I feel left out, but forcing you to tell me everything isn’t how friendship is supposed to work. If you don’t want to tell me, it’s okay.”
Damian’s smile was small, and it felt a bit out of place on his face. He couldn’t find it within himself to care.
“Perhaps instead of a restaurant, I can take you both to the mansion for your lunch?” Alfred, the god damn traitor, suggested.
He wanted to say ‘have you lost your god damn marbles, Alfred?’ but he didn’t.
Instead, he said, “You sure Alfred?” like a fucking loser.
Marinette glanced at him. “You don’t have to if you aren’t comforta-”
“No, it’s not that,” he assured. Why would she think he was uncomfortable? His brothers were menaces, but he was used to them! Marinette, however... “My brothers can be… rambunctious.”
Drake and Todd were going to have a fucking field day, especially after what they pulled last night over the comms. He was lucky Grayson was working today. But those two motherfuckers…
Marinette smiled. “I can handle them if that’s the only reason you’re nervous.”
Damian thought for a moment.
Fucking fuck fuck.
He hoped she could. Because if they caused her any unnecessary harm or discomfort he would murder their asses.
With pleasure too.
But one look told Damian that he wouldn’t need to. This girl was going to be the death of him. He hoped the weedkiller was miraculously early.
He sighed. “Alfred, please talk us to the mansion.”
“My pleasure, Master Damian.”
Fucking fuck fuck.
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Phantom Pain (9)
FANDOM - MARVEL MCU
PAIRING - Bucky X Reader 
WARNINGS - Bad Habits and Rough Sex, Angsty and Dark AF. 
DESCRIPTION -  Everybody in the world knew of you, but not who you really were. Some called you a vigilante, some called you a criminal and some called you a hero but all of them called you The Phantom. Only two people knew your real identity and they swore to never tell anyone but when The Avengers need to infiltrate a high-security facility, Bruce Banner deduces that you’re the only one who can pull it off. That decision puts you and Bucky Barnes on a path you can’t turn back from, even if neither of like where it’s leading.
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Chapter Nine - Tapping At My Chamber Door
You were awoken by a soft tapping at the door and you managed to get up, groaning all the way and hunched over.
“Tis some visitor tapping at my chamber door.” You called.
You swung the door open to see Bruce, stood with a tray and a concerned expression.
“Tis the Hulk and nothing more.” You said and he grinned at you and came in.
“I brought you some breakfast and some drugs that will speed along the healing process. I really should have had you in for an X-Ray last night but I thought you needed the rest more.” He said.
“Don’t worry about it Bruce, I’ve had worse.” You assured him and followed him to the sitting area part of the room/suite you’d been put in.
“Yes, I remember. I still haven’t quite recovered from that incident.” He remarked.
For the sake of your ribs you stifled a laugh as you remembered the incident he was referring to.  
“Friday, have Tony look over the statistics from the latest remodel, why are the light off in here?” Bruce asked the AI.
“They were too bright.” You whispered and he jumped slightly.
He followed the sound of your voice and found you sprawled across a table.
“What’s wrong?” He asked, slipping on something wet and nearly falling over.
He glanced down and saw that the liquid was too dark to be water. He looked at you in worry and panic and you grinned sheepishly.
“I might have got a little bit shot.”
“Your face was amazing.” You sniggered, wincing when it jostled your ribs.
“You were bleeding everywhere, all over my equipment.” He grumbled.
“Sorry.” You said sweetly, accepting the tea he passed you.
You were generally more of a coffee drinker but between Bruce and West, you’d learned to appreciate Early Grey tea.
“So, Barnes?” Bruce began timidly.
“Yeah, he knows about The Phantom.” You said, sighing wistfully as you remembered the moment he’d pulled your mask off and the kiss that followed.
“About that... He’s not the only one. Natasha figured it out.” Bruce told you and you paused with the cup halfway to your lips and gave him a helpless look.
“God dammit.” You swore.
“I’m sorry. This is all my fault, I was the one who called you in, not Tony.” Bruce said regretfully.
“It’s not your fault Bruce. I could have said no but I didn’t. I wanted to help but I wanted to stay hidden as well and maybe I can’t have both.”
“It’s one thing for a Vigilant to come forward and sign the Accords it’s another entirely for Ross’s niece to do it, especially since the reason she has abilities in the first place is because of a weapon he was building.” Bruce said reasonably.
“Well, it’s not possible to keep it secret for much longer. Bucky’s probably already told The Captain.” You pointed out.
“Actually he hasn’t but speaking of that, how did Bucky hot you with the Shield and catch you? Why didn’t you ghost away?” Bruce reprimanded you.
“Oh! I forgot to mention... turns out Vibranium is like my Kryptonite.”
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In your entire life, never once had West missed a call from you. He always answered, even at 4.30am. This was the sixth time you had called in the last five minutes and he still hadn’t picked up.
“Friday, can you trace a phone with just the number?” You asked.
“Miss King, the number you’re trying to call is currently located in the compound.”
“What?”
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“You brought my butler in for questioning?” You yelled at Steve as you burst into the meeting room.
Thankfully, Tony saw you storming towards The Captain and grabbed you around the waist.
“Don’t punch Cap, I know you and you’ll immediatley regret it.” Tony warned, letting you go when you hissed in pain.
“We brought your fathers butler in to answer some questions.” Steve said calmly.
“West doesn’t know anything about Hydra, at all. He wouldn’t.” You snarled furiously at him.
“All due respect Miss King, you didn’t know your own father was Hydra, your judgement can’t exactly be trusted.” Steve pointed out.
“My judgement? You didn’t know the government agency you worked for was Hydra, why should I trust yours?”
“She’s got you there Cap.” Tony sniggered.
“Calm down. Everyone with connections to Alexander King is being interviewed and Albert West has been his butler and confidant for over thirty years.” Steve told you.
“Which is longer than I’ve been alive. I’ve known West my entire life, and I’m a hell of a lot closer to him than I am to my father. He is not Hydra. He’s a good man and he’s my friend. You had absolutely no right to drag him in here without telling me. Does he even have a lawyer with him?”
“If he’s innocent, why would he need one?” Steve rebutted.
“To make sure he’s being treated fairly, it’s not only the guilty who need legal counsel you moronic son of a bitch. Did they forget to unfreeze your braincells when they thawed you out?” You snapped.
“That’s enough.”
You and Steve whirled round to look at Bucky who was the one who had spoken.
“Steve, you should have warned her. Domniţă, show some respect.” Bucky told the two of you and you and Steve glared at each other.
“Captain, West is important to me. He’s my closest friend in the world, he’s family. More so than any of my blood and I am 100% certain he isn’t Hydra. However I understand that you don’t know me so my word means very little, I just need to know that you will treat him fairly.” You said.
“We’re just talking to him about what he knows about your fathers business. Even if he’s not Hydra, he may still have valuable information.” Steve explained.
“Can I see him?” You asked.
“I’m sorry but no. Not until we are certain he isn’t guilty.”
“Come on Cap, I’ll take her down myself and Friday will monitor the conversation.” Tony bartered on your behalf.
Steve sighed and dropped his shoulder.
“Five minutes.” He agreed and you immediatley turned and hurried out of the room, only turning back when Bucky glared at you.
“Thank you Captain Rogers.”
“I’ll take you.” Bucky said.
“I’ve got her freezer burn.” Tony cut in, stepping between you and Bucky and throwing his arm around your shoulders.
“What’s going on with you and the one armed wonder?” Tony asked as soon as you were out of earshot of the meeting room.
“None of your business Snark.”
“My compound, my prodigy, my business.” He retorted.
“I am not your prodigy.” You scoffed.
“Who said I was talking about you? Maybe I’m mentoring Barnes to greatness.”
The mental image was too funny not to giggle and Tony looked smug.
“There’s the smile that’s sold a million newspapers.”
“I hate you.” You huffed.
He knocked on a door and after a moment it swung open to reveal Natasha Romanov and Wanda Maximoff. You would have been intimidated and impressed but you could see West behind them and they moved out of the way as you flung yourself into the room.
“West!”
He stood up and you briefly noted he wasn’t cuffed to the table at least as he caught you.
“Miss, I’m glad you’re ok. I’m so sorry about your father.” He said softly and you could hear the guilt that was weighing him down.
“It’s not your fault, I didn’t see it either.” You comforted him.
He pulled back and checked you over.
“Are they treating you fairly?” He demanded, his expression hard and you just knew if you said no he’d take on The Avengers to right the perceived wrong.
“West, they didn’t bring me in. I already knew about dad. I helped them bring him in.” You admitted.
West looked taken aback for a moment before he positively glowed with pride.
“I can’t imagine how difficult that must have been, I know you love your father despite the fact he has never earned it. I’m proud of you Queenie.” He said.
The use of the nickname spoke volumes. It was something your mother used to call you and him using it now was his way of telling you she would have been proud as well.
“Just tell them anything you know about my fathers associates. You might know something helpful even if you don’t realise it.” You said.
“Of course Miss, whatever you think is best.” He said seriously.
“West, my fathers going to prison. You don’t have to call me Miss, you don’t work for him anymore.”
“You’ll always be my little Miss, why do you think I stuck with that man for so long?” He asked like you should have known that.
You had always wondered why somebody as kind and caring as West worked for a man like Alexander King but you thought maybe your father had once been a better man, before your mother died. It never occurred to you that West stayed with the family for your sake and your eyes stung as you realised the depths of the loyalty in the man stood in front of you.
You wrapped your arms around him again.
“You’re my family West, always.”
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“What are you doing in here?” You asked the man in what was now your room.
There were boxes and suitcases everywhere and you realized that it was your stuff from your apartment. Tony must have had somebody go and collect it for you.
“Your cat’s an asshole.” The man said, turning around.
You realised it was Clint Barton, Hawkeye. His ridiculously impressive arms were covered in scratches.
“Frankenstein? You tried to pick him up?” You asked fearfully.
“You called your cat Frankenstein?” He snorted in amusement.
“Well, he’s Frankenstein’s monster but I call him Frank and he’s not my cat. He’s just some temperamental, violent freak who followed me home.” You admitted.
“He’ll fit right in here then.” Clint said.
“Thanks for getting him.” You said gratefully, as the cat in question came bounding over to you and made a strange screaming meowing sound to let you know he wasn’t happy.
“Don’t thank me, Nat told me to get your things. Don’t know what you did to make her like you but she’s quite taken with you.” He informed you, throwing himself onto an armchair.
“I’ve said all of two sentences to her.” You said in confusion.
“Yeah, that doesn’t mean she doesn’t know everything she needs to know about you. Trust me, she likes you.” Clint said, smirking at you.
“Huh, maybe I let of some kind of pheromone that makes former Soviet assassins decide to stalk me.” You mused.
“Winter soldier giving you trouble?”
“Nothing I can’t handle.” You grinned.
“What happened to you ribs?” Clint asked out of the blue.
“Had a little to much to drink and tripped into the bathtub.” You said sheepishly.
“You’re a damn good liar, I’m impressed.” He said, his smirk getting wider.
You sighed and rolled your eyes, throwing your arms into the air in exasperation.
“Fine. I guess I can’t keep this a secret anymore.” You grouched, walking over to the couch and throwing yourself onto it.
Clint raised his eyebrows as you did, because rather than walk around the boxes you walked through them.
“You’re The Phantom?”
“Yeah, don’t tell anyone.” You mumbled into the couch cushions.
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Natasha: *Watches reader kick her own father in the throat* Natasha: I'm keeping her.
Also, for those who liked West and hoped he wasn't Hydra... He's innocent! Yayyyyy!
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m00nslippers · 5 years
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I'm glad that someone else angry with Bruce for whole this thing with Dick's snyper too. I mean, he basically killed this asshole! He snapped his neck and left him in the fucking Sibirya or somewhere (and those lands it's a very deadly even with perfectly healthy body, I know it, I live there!). I don't say that he should have killed Joker (he should have) BUT GOD FUCKING DAMNIT, WHY COULDN'T HE SNAP HIS DAMN NECK TOO?!?! (I'm really sorry for bad English and caps and too much emotions)
Yeah, like, I’m not Zack Snyder over here telling you to grow up and that your heroes are all murderers, but it’s hard not to see the things Batman does on the daily and think he’s never been responsible for someone dying, like maybe it’s not per-meditated murder but at least negligent manslaughter.
I mean, even being the Jason-fan that I am, on some level I can understand Bruce’s issue. For various reasons, he doesn’t want to kill anyone, even the Joker. I think that’s something worth respecting, no matter what. No one should be forced to kill, ever. I wouldn’t want a conscientious objector to be forced to kill people if it was absolutely against everything they believe, even during war, because someone shouldn’t be forced to destroy their psyche and mental health, and if they know it would break them to do something you absolutely shouldn’t force that on someone.
Bruce clearly knows that for his own mental health he can’t be responsible for killing someone intentionally, and Jason expecting him to do that was a mistake in his understanding of Bruce’s abilities, and trying to trick and/or force that on him was wrong. Jason is honestly just mentally tougher and more flexible than Bruce in a lot of ways, he can kill someone and more or less be okay with that knowledge, knowing he did it for the right reasons, but Bruce isn’t strong in that way, and Jason didn’t realize that because Bruce is his dad and Batman, and he just assumes that Bruce is stronger than him in every way when in actuality that’s not the case.
BUT ON THE OTHER HAND.
Bruce has no right to stop Jason from killing the Joker or other unrecoverable criminals in Gotham, or to use deadly force to defend himself or others, and even less right to treat Jason terribly and pariah him for wanting and trying to do so. Just because Bruce is willing to die or let other people die because he refuses to kill people doesn’t mean it’s alright to force that decision on anyone else. Bruce honestly belittles Jason a lot, assuming that because Bruce can’t handle killing someone that eventually it will tear Jason up from the inside out like it would him, ‘because no one is as tough as me’. Basically he just thinks Jason couldn’t possibly be capable of living with having killed someone, and if he can well, it’s not because Jason is able to make a practical decision that saved lives, it’s just that he is a psychopath. Bruce just has such tunnel vision that he ignores all the people around him such as Alfred, probably Gordon, and many of his other fellow vigilantes who have had to kill in the past, and he thinks to himself, “Well, they aren’t actively killing people so obviously they couldn’t handle it either,” and he sits in this false, smug sense of superiority that he’s right.
Because if he admitted that Jason was capable of doing what he does without breaking down and becoming a monster or a psychopath, then he would feel challenged to do the same, and he can’t because he’s not capable. And Bruce refuses to entertain the idea that he isn’t capable of something. So Bruce needs to believe that Jason is crazy and secretly falling apart inside over killing, or if he’s not then he’s just a sociopathic murderer like his rogues against all evidence to the contrary, when the only thing that’s tearing Jason up from the inside is Bruce’s rejection and misplaced hatred for being able to do what Bruce himself can’t.
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asphalt-cocktail · 5 years
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Would you be willing to do something based on like Steve perhaps being an asshole to you? Like calling you stupid names and shit because he thinks its banter but it not and you think he really means the things he says? Can it also be really angsty but happy ending? Bonus points if you make me cry!! Thank you so much x
Did someone say ANGST?? Oh god I’m going to love this. Uhhh this ended up a lot longer than I expected.
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Reader 
Warning: angst (don’t worry there is a happy ending), fluff, swearing. teasing, name calling, Steve being a dick
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Tears ran down your face as you pulled the blanked up to your chin and snuggled into the corner of the couch. It was movie night in the compound, Tony’s orders to boost team moral since there were so many new people, and you all were watching Up. Sure, you could take down a whole team of HYDRA soldiers single handed or punch an alien in the face without blinking an eye, but when it came to the first 15 minutes of up? You were a wreck. 
“Jesus Y/N.” Steve said shaking his head playfully “Who would have thought you were such a cry baby.”
You looked at Steve and gave him a questioning glance “What?” You asked.
“You’re over here crying over some cartoon, we’ve seen worse stuff than this.”
You smirked “You’re right I’ve accidentally walked in on you in the shower.” You retorted back.
That was when it all started, the relentless barrage of insults Steve laid upon you on a day to day basis was exhausting. You felt as though you had to walk on egg shells to avoid any sort of insult. At first it felt playful banter, during the movie night. But then it seemed as though every little thing you did would cause Steve to elicit some sort of smart ass comment to you. 
You buzzed about the kitchen, making yourself some lunch when Steve came in “Smells good.” He said smiling and hanging his jacket on the wall. 
His unexpected voice caused you to jump, your plate clattered to the floor shattering into a million pieces and you braced yourself “Wow, you really can’t do anything right can you?” He said with a hearty laugh.
You managed a smile and laughed weakly “Yeah… hah.” 
“Are you still up for sparring later today? Or are you going to some how mess that up too?” He asked.
“I’m still down to kick your ass Rogers.” You said smirking with determination.
Later that day before the sparring session you paced back and forth in the lab “You know, hun, you’re going to ware a hole in the floor if you keep doing that.” Tony said pointing at you with a wrench.
“I know…” You mumbled to yourself trailing off in thought “I just don’t get it.” You said clenching your fists at your side and maintaining your path. “He doesn’t give you or anyone else nearly as much shit as me. I yawn weird and all of a sudden I’m the worlds biggest fuck up.” 
“Maybe he is just getting a little carried away.” Bruce said from behind a computer screen.
“Or, maybe, he likes you.” Tony said not even bothering to look up from his tinkering.
You scoffed “What?” you said stopping in your footsteps “He hates me. He doesn’t do anything but insult me.”
Tony shrugged his shoulders nonchalantly “You remember when you were a kid and your mom would tell you a boy is only bullying you because he likes you?” You kept staring at Tony in disbelief “Well, said boy is only doing that because he doesn’t know how to express himself. Y/N, Steve hasn’t interacted with a girl for damn near 80 years and even back then he didn’t have game.” 
You huffed in frustration “I’m not going to give Steve any sympathy because of your stupid theory Tony. It’s not my fault he cant get pussy.” You said and stomped out of his lab off to the gym. 
Why did Steve making fun of you hurt so much? Every time he said something it caused this pit to form in your stomach like you had swallowed a rock and the weight would just sit there building and building. Before you realized it you were in the gym and Steve was warming up. His white tee shirt clung to his body from sweat and his hair was slightly disheveled. Looking at him could have made your mouth water and you hated it. 
“You ready?” You asked walking in.
Steve landed one last blow on the punching bag and steadied it’s swing before turning to you “I think you should be asking yourself that, doll face.” His voice was smug. 
You clenched your jaw and checked the wraps on your hands to make sure they were secure, the two of you bumped fists out of sportsmanship and then it began. You swung a jab, he blocked and countered it with a hit to your ribs. You knew he was holding back but it didn’t hurt any less. So you went for his legs, sweepings sweeping them out, but once again he countered, his attack causing you to fall backwards. “Wow, I’m surprised they would even let someone like you join.” He said unwrapping his hands and shaking his head laughing “I know you can’t do anything right but come on Y/N I was barely even trying and it was over in less than five minutes.”
The weight in your stomach was more painful than any of Captain America’s blows, tears began to fill your eyes threatening to spill over “You know what Steve, you’re really a fucking asshole.” You choked out before storming out of the gym.
Steve watched you leave; he didn’t know what to say.
It had been three days since you had even left your room, the only real contact you had from anyone was the occasional text making sure you were still alive, FRIDAY asking for updates on how you were feeling, and Tony or Nat leaving food outside your door. Steve still hadn’t tried to reach out to you, probably per Tony’s request. 
It wasn’t until around the 4th day that someone knocked on your door. You stood up, hair a mess, pjs on, bags heavy under your eyes and opened it. You were met face to face with Steve for the first time in four days and immediately shut the door in his face. 
“Y/N, please open the door.” Steve said knocking again.
“Go away Steve, I don’t know if I ever want to talk to you again.” You choked out feeling tears fill your eyes. 
“Just can I please talk to you?” He sounded defeated “I’ll stay here until you let me in, please.” 
You knew he would, he was stubborn. You sighed in defeat and allowed him to come in. You sat on your bed “Stay there” You said pointing at the door, you didn’t want him close to you right now.
He inhaled deeply “I’m sorry.” He said looking down at his feet. He looked like a child that had just dumped a glass of milk on the floor.
You frowned “That’s seriously all you have to say Steve? I haven’t left my damn room in four days because of you.” Your brows were furrowed as tears freely fell from your face “At first it was fun little teasing, but you just didn’t stop.” You finally broke down and choked out a sob “What you said in the gym really hurt me Steve. Everything you have said has really hurt me.” you wiped your hand on your face smearing the wetness around your face “Do you have any idea how hard I have to work to be on this team? I don’t have a fancy suit, a fancy serum, or super genius intelligence, I’m me, I’m a human being.” You stared at your hands and hiccuped. You looked up at Steve, your vision blurry and nose running from crying. 
The way he looked at you caused a sob to shake your body as you put your head in your hands “You will never understand what I have to do to stand next to you and fight.” 
Steve swallowed thickly. He didn’t know what to say “Help me understand.” He said slowly walking towards you, it was as if he was approaching an injured animal, fearful of scaring it away. “I didn’t know what I said bothered you so much. I see how hard you work, but please, I want to know how to make this better.” He said kneeling on the floor in front of you engulfing your body in a warm hug. 
The human contact was almost overwhelming, you hooked your arms behind him and pulled him tightly to your body relishing how surprisingly soft he felt against you. “Thank you.” You said softly against his chest.
After some time the two of you pulled away and you wiped your face of tears, laughing softly “I’m sorry I got tears and snot all over your shirt.” You said pointing at the big wet patch on his shoulder.
Steve shrugged his shoulders “It’s not a problem.” He paused, you could see the cogs in his brain turning away as he struggled to find the words to say “I… I want to…” He clenched his fists tightly and released them before blurting out “I want you to cry on my shoulder more.” He said, “But I don’t want to be the reason you cry anymore.” 
Steve’s words lacked grace, but they were unique in his own Steve way. You smiled and nodded your head “I don’t think I would mind trying it out.” 
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