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remember me as that one kuzuhina shipper who cant live without lighting yet doesnāt even fucking know how to do it
#hajime hinata#kuzuhina#fuyuhiko kuzuryu#goodbye despair#hajime x fuyuhiko#art#kill me#ugh#i do like it though#the way I draw Hajime is killing me inside#I SWEAR if I find something wrong with this right after I post it šš#thereās already stuff wrong but I donāt wanna find new ones when Iām#basically done with it#I rushed Hajimeās face#as you can tell#okoooookokok Iāll stop#an art#kouzayās art
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the one where Y/n and Lando used to hookup and then fell out... or did they?
lowkey inspired by the interview where Oscar talks about spending time with his gf and Lando goes "awww" cus it got my brain making up scenarios
yourusername Maybe I was too much but you could've been more and we both know it
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yourfriend1 Situationship survivor š
username1 Ah, she's posting half naked pics means they're done
yourfriend2 Girl I didn't cry that much over a 3 years long relationship
ā³yourusername I'm not crying lmao
yourfriend2 We need to go on a girls trip
yourfriend1 I second this!!
username2 Lando's loss tbh
username3 Not Carlos nonchalantly in the likes š
ā³username4 I can't believe he would take Lando's leftovers
username5 You two can chill, Y/n and Carlos have been friends, they're not gonna end it because of a failed situationship
username3 Exactly! Maybe they'll become something more...
username5 Carlos is Lando's best friend, he wouldn't do it to him
username3 I mean it's not like Y/n was his gf or anything, they were just hooking up
username5 Yeah maybe also say it was her fault she caught feelings after he did all the things mentioned on the 2nd pic
username6 How could he not wanna make it official with HER?
ā³username4 He's rich and famous, he can have 10 girls like her if he wanted to
username7 It makes me feel better about being in a situationship myself knowing Y/n also went through it
ā³yourusername Girl it's a sign to leave him, don't waste your time
username7 It's just for the plot š¤
yourusername NOT worth it
username8 Stay strong, I promise it gets better and one day you'll find someone who'll truly care about you
ā³yourusername Already did ā¤ļø @/yourfriend1 @/yourfriend2
username9 Well, I guess a relationship was a bit too much for little Lando Norris
landonorris Catching little feelings, thought we had arrangements
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username1 HOW DARE HE????
ā³username2 I guess men just have the audacity š„²
yourfriend1 When you act like you're in a relationship with her so she thinks you wanna be in a relationship with her š
ā³username3 That's Y/n's best friend right there š
maxfewtrell Drunk Lando is the worst Lando I've ever had to deal with
ā³landonorris we both know that's a lie cmon
angryginge13 I forgot how fun it is to go out with you
ā³maxfewtrell I swear something got into him lately, like sure he always loved to party but have you seen how drunk he was?
angryginge13 tbh I barely remember that night lol
username4 AHA so Lando is also going through it
username5 as š he š should š
username6 What's wrong with men these days? All I see are situationships, fwbs, ons, what happened to feelings? What happened to love?
ā³username7 I guess dating apps messed up our perception of relationships
username6 This is sad.
username8 Well, at least Y/n isn't out getting drunk
ā³username9 We can't be sure, we know all she wants us to know, her life can be totally different than what she shows on social media
username10 They had arrangements as he said, it's her fault she fell in love
ā³yourfriend1 Oh will you all just shut up?
username10 Someone's mad lol
username11 So many people idolizing Lando just because he can drive a fast car in circles but in reality he's just your average brit in his 20s with commitment issues
ā³username12 He's still young, he doesn't have to get in a serious relationship if he doesn't want to
username11 But it was wrong of him to lead Y/n on
username12 Just as someone said already - not his fault that she caught feelings. These typa things aren't for everyone. Or maybe she was hoping he'll fall in love or something
username11 Yeah? How is it that men these days want the benefits of a relationship without the responsibilities?
username12 Did he force her into it? Nope. She could've said no it's not my thing bye. But she didn't. She stayed with him
username11 If you wanna have sex without commitment just pay for it, it's still a thing. You can't have stuff like this for free, at the cost of another person's feelings
A month later
yourusername Kisses to my exes who don't give a shit about me
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yourfriend1 I'm glad you feel better now ā¤ļø
ā³yourusername I feel so much more alive now
username1 They all slaaaaay
yourfriend2 Remind me, why haven't we done this kinda trips before?
ā³yourusername Cuz we're stupid š«¶
yourfriend1 We're not stupid, we're sillymates
yourusername Fuck soulmates when you can have sillymates
yourfriend2 Stupid choices were made tho
yourusername Neither of you stopped me lmao
carlossainz55 Wasn't it a little too cold to sit on the balcony like this?
ā³yourusername The wine warmed us up!!
carlossainz55 Text me if you're ever curious about other ways to warm yourself up *this comment has been deleted*
carlossainz55 Good to know you're having fun!š·
username3 Carlos, everyone saw that comment you deleted...
username2 Where's the person who said Carlos wouldn't do that to Lando? WHERE?!
username4 Y/n should post to the song enough for you, particularly this part "cause someday I'll be everything to somebody else"
ā³username5 Ngl I feel like most Olivia's songs would fit her situation right now
maxfewtrell That looks familiar...
ā³username5 Nah boy, get the hell out of this comment section
username6 Wait, let him speak, maybe he has new information
username7 I need to know what stupid choices is Y/n talking about and what Max means š
ā³username8 They're feeding us breadcrumbs and they know what they're doing
landonorris ice spice ā
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charles_leclerc Ice ice baby šāļø
maxfewtrell The gossip pages gonna love this one
ā³username1 So that's what Max meant when he said it looked familiar
username2 I'll wait for further explanation š¶
username3 I refuse to believe Y/n went through all the heartbreak just to hook up with him again in Finland
ā³username4 Well, she liked this post so...
username3 She got the Stockholm syndrome or what? š
username5 At this point she deserves this
username6 @/yourusername I am very disappointed in your actions
ā³username3 Bro casually tagging Y/n like she's gonna answer
ā³username3 Btw it's not confirmed that they hooked up again
username7 Pls don't break her heart again
username8 I get a little heart attack every time Lando posts
username9 Guys it doesn't make sense, Y/n wouldn't go to Finland with Lando AND with her girls
ā³username2 What if they went there separately and just happened to run into each other?
username9 Yeah, because there's no other places to go skiing. Someone had to arrange it or something, it cannot be a coincidence
username2 Look, the universe works in weird ways, do you know the invisible string theory?
username9 Oh no you're one of these people? š¤”
username2 All I'm saying is to me they seem like 'right people, wrong time' and maybe finally the timing is right for them
username7 No no no Y/n deserves way better, Lando is too toxic for her
username2 Do you know him? Maybe he was going thru something and it just wasn't the time for him to be in a relationship
username9 A delusional yapper is what you are
yourusername Back home with a new passion
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yourfriend1 You gotta stop feeding me these š
ā³yourusername What, you don't like them? š„¹
yourfriend1 I love them, that's the issue!!
username1 And Lando isn't with her
ā³username2 Why would he be?
username1 I think everyone thought they're together again after Finland
username2 They were NEVER together
yourfriend2 Can you get your asses out of here?
landonorris Looks delicious (the food too)
ā³username3 DON'T GIVE ME HOPE
username4 Don't worry, it's just an average text from a situationship you'd get after weeks of no contact
username5 Usually followed up by "you busy tonight?"
ā³username6 Ariana what are you doing here
ā³username7 Man saw that comment Carlos deleted and decided to gatekeep
username5 Bet that's not the only thing he did when he saw that
username7 wdym š
username5 There's no way they didn't fuck
ā³username8 fr a way to mark his territory
ā³yourfriend1 She said she blocked you after Finland
landonorris She didn'tš
yourfriend1 I'll make sure she does now
landonorris She won'tš
username7 We need to know what happened in Finland š
username1 I wish he would share the secret
username2 Yeah, Oscar, don't be shy, share it with the class
username3 My bet is Y/n let Lando manipulate her again
ā³username4 They're both adults like Y/n sweetie just say no it's that easy
username5 I'm gonna manifest Y/n and Lando announcing a relationship soon šÆ
username6 I mean have y'all seen Lando? I'm NOT surprised Y/n keeps coming back even if he's doing just the bare minimum
ā³username7 He's average. The fact that he's famous and has money makes him more attractive
username6 Do you think he pays Y/n for... you know?
username7 š¤·āāļø
username8 Words cannot express how much this man gets on my nerves
ā³username9 Same like man stop being blind and see that Y/n is gf material, not some hookup to be used and left
username10 I wish Oscar would've spokenš
username11 Get your shit together Lando
ā³username12 Well maybe Y/n doesn't mind
username11 It didn't seem like it
username12 People change š¤·āāļø
username11 I wish Lando would've been the one to change š
username13 Lando has NO RIGHT to speak on other people's relationships being a walking definition of commitment issues himself
ā³username14 chill yo tits, I think he truly thought what Oscar said was cute
yourusername We turned out to like each other way more than we originally planned
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yourfriend1 I'm tired of you both already
maxfewtrell It's gonna be one of those "they still together?" kinda relationships
ā³yourusername We plan on being an insufferable pain in the ass together just for you š«¶
maxfewtrell I see Lando is already changing you for the worse
landonorris the process began way earlier
maxfewtrell But you didn't have the balls to commit
ā³yourfriend2 She deserves so much better
yourfriend1 Yeah @/yourusername deserves so much better, I wish she would've read the comments
carlossainz55 Congrats, you finally tamed himš
yourusername I hate you both ā¤ļø
ā³landonorris wow, I love supportive friends
yourfriend2 Who said we're your friends?
yourfriend1 We have to tolerate your ass but it doesn't mean we're suddenly friends
ā³landonorris You've been waiting to see this happen
carlossainz55 Of course, I've been telling you to get a girlfriend for so long now
ā³username1 ekhm...
ā³username2 We will never forget
username3 HOW DOES IT FEEL TO LIVE MY DREAM?
username4 Miss girl needs to share her manifestation techniques with us
oscarpiastri Don't have to thank me
ā³landonorris Yup, you did nothing
ā³yourusername Thank you Oscahhh
username5 I MANIFESTED IT šÆ
yourusername For our 6 months anniversary we forced our friends to go camping with us š
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yourfriend1 It wasn't as bad as I thought
ā³angryginge13 Worse?
yourfriend1 Oh definitely
landonorris I'm really surprised they got along
ā³maxfewtrell What other choice we had?
ā³yourfriend2 Anything for Y/n tbh
ā³yourfriend1 Still doesn't mean we don't hate you
yourfriend2 Yeah, good friends will always say 'but she deserves better' (she really does)
maxfewtrell I didn't expect you to last that long
ā³yourusername Excuse me? š¤Ø
maxfewtrell You know, it's Lando
yourusername I guess you're right lmao
landonorris Now what is that supposed to mean?
yourusername Nothing, don't be madā¤ļø
ā³landonorris That's what she said
yourusername NO IT'S NOT WTF š
oscarpiastri What if I tag along the next time?
ā³yourusername I'd be happy š«¶ if you bring Lily as well it would be perfect
username1 WAR IS OVER
username2 I love how winter break is always pure chaos and summer break is just fun and chill
danielricciardo When can I join you though?
ā³landonorris I promise next time I visit you in Australia it'll be with Y/n
yourusername You didn't even ask me...
landonorris Well, do you wanna go?
yourusername DUH
ā³username3 No cuz these pics have strong Danny Ricc energy, I'm surprised he wasn't there
username4 The friend groups were forced to unite, I'm afraid they're together for life (I'm manifestingš¤)
ā³username5 I hope they are, I feel like Lando really matured with Y/n by his side
username4 He went from "I don't wanna mature, I'm happy where I am" to this š
username6 I wish all situationships would turn out like this
ā³username7 World would be a better place
username8 Right people right timeā¤ļø
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Hello! Not sure if youāre taking requests but would you consider doing an addition to TSS where young!arsenal reader was starting before Beth and Viv came back and has been benched majority of the time since (Kyra coreā¹ļø). Maybe during like the west ham game was one of the subs thrown on halfway through and after the loss made a snarky comment about ābeing thrown on to unfuck everythingā type of thing to another teammate and Viv/beth overhear and think sheās talking about them (maybe theyāre already a little insecure about losing such an āeasyā game, self doubt post ACL) and things are super frosty and weird at home until one of them snaps and makes a comment about how they still wouldnāt have won even if R started. Hurt/comfort angst but with a happy ending!! Not sure if any of that strikes your fancy but I had the thought and youāre so talented:) no worries if not!!!
TO JUMP THE GUN(NERS)
pairings: arsenal x teen!reader / meadema x teen!reader / kyra cooney-cross x arsenal!reader
warnings: the west-ham match. swearing. angst. awkwardness.
authorās note: OMG LOVE THIS IDEA ! like this was right up my alley I felt like šĀ thank you so much, and I hope you enjoy the story!
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February 4, 2024 - Essex, England
It had become a routine, seeing her name and number on the bench. She took a glance at Kyra, a knowing look in her eyes.
The young Arsenal homegrown wondered where it all had gotten wrong. Well, she knew the answer, but it wasn't exactly something she could say out loud to anyone.
She was transported back to the 2022/23 season, where she would warm the bench until either Vivianne or Beth were too tired or they needed to be rested for the next match.
Their injuries had changed everything.
Y/N not only became a regular starter, but became a vital part of their game. Her absence would be noticed.
She scored the goals that got them to the semifinals of the Champions League, keeping them level with 2x champions Wolfsburg.
However, Beth and Vivianne were back now. Alessia's arrival also didn't help much, the former Manchester United player having cemented herself into the starting line-up.
It also didn't help that Jonas was not a fan of rotating. Only in specific Conti Cup matches or against what he deemed 'weaker' teams in the league would he make changes to the usual starting XI.
In other words, she was back to step 1.
That's why it was hard to watch her teammates falling 2-1 behind against West Ham, with no one seeming to find an answer or any will to turn the game around. It was a painful spectacle.
In the 63rd minute, Jonas decided to throw herself, Kyra and CloƩ in the match, and take out Vivianne, Victoria and Beth. It was a desperate attempt, and the three Gunners found themselves on the pitch, tasked with the challenging mission of trying to fix everything that had gone wrong so far.
Y/N and CloƩ quickly created some chances but the West Ham defense or the swift reflexes of Mackenzie Arnold saw them go in vain.
The teenager could see the expressions of her teammates on the bench, visibly frustrated with how the match had unfolded since Alessia's successful header.
Vivianne couldn't hide the discontent in her eyes as she sat with a subtle shake of her head. Her partner, sitting beside her, noticed and Beth patted her thigh, offering silent support as they continued to watch their team scramble for a late equalizer.
As the final whistle blew, the disappointment within the team was high. Y/N did her usual post-match routine, and congratulated all the West Ham players on their win, while giving and receiving solace from her own teammates.
The teen found Kyra again, someone who she had found a friendship in over the months the Australian had joined the Gunners.
''You alright?'' The midfielder asked her, a dejected tone in her voice.
Y/N nodded. ''Yeah, you?''
''Not too great, but there are worse things in life.'' Kyra responded, trying to put the loss in perspective.
''True,'' the striker agreed, ''I can't believe he keeps putting us in these positions.''
Kyra nodded. ''You think he would learn after Tottenham.'' She sighed.
''Apparently, we're not good enough to start, but when he needs us to unfuck everything that happened, then he knows who we are.'' Y/N said, her frustration evident. The unfair treatment of some players during the season lingered in the air, leaving a bitter taste after the defeat.
As the youngsters continued their conversation on their way to the locker room, Vivianne and Beth, unintentionally overhearing their discussion, exchanged puzzled glances.
''Did you hear that? 'Unfuck everything'?'' Beth repeated her housemate's words to her partner.
Vivianne's brow furrowed as she processed what was said. ''Yeah,'' the Dutchwoman breathed out, ''not very nice.'' A hint of sadness lingered in her voice. It stung that their efforts were being discussed in such terms, especially by the young girl they were living with.
They didn't say much else to one another as they strolled through the corridor.
The atmosphere in the locker room was subdued, void of any banter and entertaining chats. Most of the players were already there as the couple walked in.
Beth took a glimpse at Y/N and Kyra who still seemed in a discussion with one another, although they were whispering now.
''Girls, we're a lot better than this.'' Kim broke the ice, a neutral expression on her face.
Everyone nodded at the captain, the collective disappointment from the match was visible. ''Well, it's done, we can't change anything about it. So, everyone just do a reset, try to get some sleep or distract yourselves on the bus, and I expect everyone with fresh minds and legs at training.''
The team nodded and weakly applauded Kim's small speech.
As the team began to disperse, Y/N caught Beth's eye, offering a faint smile in greeting. However, the winger's response was noticeably strained, her usually warm demeanor replaced by a subtle tension.
"Everything okay?" The younger one ventured, her concern evident.
Beth's smile faltered slightly, her gaze flickering away before returning to meet Y/N's. "Yeah, everything's fine." She replied, though her words sounded hollow even to her own ears.
The striker's brow furrowed further, a flicker of uncertainty clouding her features. "Are you sure?" She pressed gently, not used to this awkwardness from her teammate.
"I... yeah, I'm sure." She retorted, her voice tinged with irritation.
"Okay..." Y/N trailed off, unsure of how to proceed. Sensing the dismissiveness between them, she offered a hesitant smile before turning back to where she had been talking with Lia.
As her housemate walked away, Beth's expression hardened, a pang of guilt gnawing at her conscience. She knew she shouldn't act like this towards her, but her words had really struck a nerve for some reason and it was hard to pretend it didn't.
The drive home on the bus wasn't that different, though the atmosphere was more subdued due to the loss. Y/N and Kyra were seated next to each other, Katie and Caitlin sitting on the other side of them.
''You alright, Y/N?'' Caitlin asked, noticing the youngster's quietness.
Y/N looked up, glancing away from her nails to the older Australian player. She hesitated answering, not knowing if it was appropriate to say anything about her interaction with Beth.
She sat up straight and motioned for the three of them to huddle together over the small table. They got her message and did just that.
''Did anything happen on the bench or something? Cause I had this weird exchange with Meado, and it's just stuck in my head.'' She explained, her voice hushed.
They all frowned at her words. ''No, she was just frustrated about the game, but so was everyone else.'' Caitlin responded.
''What happened?'' Katie chimed in, curious to know about this exchange.
''I don't know. She was looking at me in the locker room, and I smiled at her, but she, I don't know, just looked weird at me. I asked her if she was alright, but she was kinda distant with me? She responded a little irritated so I left her alone, but it was weird.'' Y/N gave a small summary of the interaction.
"That is strange." Kyra mused, breaking the silence that had settled over their huddle.
They nodded at her words, agreeing with the young Australian.
''I didn't notice anything.'' Caitlin said with a pout, feeling sorry she couldn't help her younger teammate out. ''Me neither, kiddo.'' Katie added, a similar expression on her face.
Y/N smiled sadly, disappointed she wasn't any wiser on Beth. Katie rubbed her arm once she noticed her dejected expression. ''Hey, I wouldn't worry about it. It's a tough loss.''
The youngster nodded at the Irishwoman's words. ''Yeah, you're right.''
Katie was not right.
As soon as she got in the car with the beloved couple it was clear that something had gone down for them to act in such a sour mood. Vivianne's knuckles were white against the steering wheel, while Beth stared out of the window, her expression unreadable.
Sensing the palpable tension, Y/N shifted uncomfortably in her seat. The youngster wanted to break the silence, but the words wouldn't come out. It felt like they were stuck in her throat.
The drive home felt like forever. Every minute made the atmosphere worse. Y/N tried to catch Vivianne or Beth's eye, hoping for some sign that things would get better, but there was nothing.
Car rides after losses were never filled with much conversation, but it had never been like this.
A wave of relief went through her as the car was parked in front of their apartment complex, longing for the comfort of her room where she could hide from whatever the situation was.
Y/N couldn't even come up with a guess on what had transpired. Did they have a fight? Did she do something? Did someone else do something?
She had absolutely no clue.
However, the tension seemed to follow them into their shared home. The silence had become even more deafening with each step they took.
Beth disappeared into her room without a word, while Vivianne headed straight for the kitchen, her movements stiff and mechanical. Y/N stood in the hallway, feeling like an outsider in her own home.
Their behaviors made her feel anxious, feeling that knot inside her stomach. What had happened during the game? What had caused them to retreat into themselves like this?
Unable to handle any of it longer, Y/N tentatively approached the Dutchwoman in the kitchen. "Um, Viv?" She began, her voice small.
Vivianne glanced up, her expression guarded. "Yeah?ā She replied, accent heavy.
The younger girl hesitated, unsure of how to broach the subject. "I, uh, did, uh, something happen at the game?" She stammered, her words stumbling over each other in her haste to get everything out.
The striker's eyebrows furrowed. "What are you talking about?ā She asked, her face neutral.
Her response only added to the youngest one's confusion. It seemed as though they were both dancing around a subject neither wanted to address.
"I-I just... noticed things were a bit off between everyone after the match," Y/N explained, her voice barely above a whisper, "and, well, the car ride home was... a bit weird, you know.ā
Vivianne's expression softened slightly, though her guard remained up. ''Don't worry about it. Justā¦ frustration from the game.''
But Y/N couldn't shake the feeling that there was more to it than just frustration. She wanted to press further, but the fear of causing further conflict held her back.
Instead, she offered a hesitant nod. ''Okay, good.'' She murmured to the floor, retreating back to her room with a heavy heart.
The Arsenal homegrown player pulled her phone out of her pocket, searching up Kyra's contact. It only took a few rings for the Australian to pick up, she was probably already on her phone as she was called.
''Hey.'' Her accent momentarily bringing a smile to Y/N's face.
''Hey, you're home?''
''Yeah, just arrived. What's up?''
There was a brief pause before Y/N continued. ''Things have gotten a bit weirder since, uh, on the bus.''
''Shit. What happened?'' She asked, her voice filled with genuine worry.
''It's just... the tension at home is almost suffocating," she explained, ''it was completely silent the entire time we were driving home, and when we got home, Beth immediately went to her room. I tried to ask Viv about, but she told me it was just frustrations, but it clearly is not just that.''
There was a moment of silence as Kyra processed Y/N's words. "That doesn't sound good," she finally replied, ''you really have no idea what might have happened? Maybe they had a fight or something?''
Y/N shook her head, even though her teammate couldn't see it. "No, that's the thing. I'm completely lost." She admitted, frustration lacing her words.
''Same. I wish I knew what to say to help.'' Kyra said softly.
''It's alright, Ky. Thanks for letting me ramble.'' Y/N chuckled, appreciating the opportunity to unload her worries onto her friend.
''It's fine, honestly. It must not be fun to be in this situation,'' the Matilda replied, feeling for her friend, ''if anything else happens you can always let me know, okay? I'm gonna have some dinner now.''
Y/N smiled gratefully. "Thanks, Ky. I really appreciate it.ā
''Anytime. Take care, I'll see you at training.''
''You too. Bye, bye.'' They bid each other goodbye before hanging up the phone.
Y/N prepared to leave her room again, wanting to check if Vivianne had started dinner yet or not.
Just as she stepped into the hallway, she nearly collided with Beth, who was coming out of her room with a tight-lipped expression. The sudden encounter caught them both off guard.
''Shit, sorry.'' The younger one apologized first, giving her housemate an awkward glance.
''It's alright,'' Beth brushed off, ''uh, were you on the phone just now?" She asked, her brow furrowing slightly.
Y/N nodded. ''Uh, yeah, with Kyra.''
Beth's expression shifted, a flicker of something unreadable crossing her features. "Oh, Kyra." She murmured, her voice tight.
The younger girl simply stared at the winger, not knowing what to say to her words. "Is everything okay?" Y/N ventured, her voice hesitant as she searched Beth's face for any sign of what might be bothering her.
Beth's lips pressed into a thin line, and for a moment, she seemed lost in thought. When she finally spoke, her words were tinged with a hint of irritation. ''Everything's alright.''
Y/N offered a small, uneasy smile and nodded. "Oh, okay." She said, though her words felt hollow even to her own ears.
With a nod of acknowledgment, Beth turned to walk away. As she watched Beth disappear around the corner, she wondered if it had been something she had done. However, she couldn't recall saying or doing anything that day that would have provoked this kind of demeanor from the couple.
The young striker walked into the living room, noticing Vivianne bustling about in the kitchen. But what caught Y/N's attention was the hushed whispers exchanged between the couple, Beth and Vivianne not being subtle about their gossiping.
A sense of discomfort washed over the youngster as she hesitated in the doorway, unsure whether to interrupt or retreat unnoticed. But before she could make a decision, the Dutchwoman glanced up and caught her eye, her expression inscrutable.
''Hey, dinner is almost ready. Just some leftover pasta from yesterday.'' She informed Y/N, her tone somewhat forced as she attempted to maintain a facade of normalcy.
Y/N forced a smile. ''Nice, thanks, Viv.'' She answered, trying to ignore the awkwardness that hung in the air.
She retreated to the couch, feeling as if she wasn't welcome in the small space. Something was off, and she couldn't help but feel like she was on the outside looking in.
She scrolled on her phone for a few minutes before Vivianne called her to the table as the food was ready. As they gathered around the dinner table, the atmosphere remained strained, the tension thick enough to cut with a knife.
Vivianne served up the leftover pasta, her movements brisk as she avoided making eye contact with anyone. Beth sat across from Y/N, her expression unreadable as she picked at her food.
Y/N tried to focus on her food, but the uneasy feeling in the pit of her stomach made it difficult to swallow.
For a few moments, the only sound was the clinking of forks against plates, the silence punctuated only by the occasional awkward cough or clearing of throat.
Finally, unable to bear the tension any longer, Y/N opened her mouth. "So, um, what did you guys think about the match?'' She asked the pair, her voice coming out more high than she had intended.
As if on cue, Vivianne and Beth glanced up from their plates at the same time.
''It was tough, but it shouldn't have been tough. We lacked a clear tactic.'' The experienced striker answered, filling up the silence.
Y/N nodded, relieved at least one of them responded to her attempt at conversation. She took a peek at Beth, who did not seem amused in the slightest to talk about the surprising defeat earlier that day.
''It was just another match of us fucking everything up, and you kids having to unfuck it all.'' Beth said, her tone dripping with sarcasm.
The youngest's eyes widened slightly at the cutting remark, not expecting those words to come out of the Brit's mouth.
Vivianne shifted uncomfortably in her seat, casting a quick glance at Y/N before fixing her gaze on her partner. "Beth, that's enough.'' Her voice was stern, warning Beth that this was not the way to go about this.
But Beth ignored her girlfriend, her eyes fixed on Y/N with an intensity that made her squirm. ''No, she needs to learn to not talk about teammates that way, especially the ones that have just gotten back from serious injuries, and need time to reintegrate into the group.''
Y/N felt a flush of embarrassment creeping up her neck, she cast a desperate look at Vivianne, silently pleading for her to intervene and diffuse the situation before it escalated any further.
''Beth, I wasn't-''
''You weren't what? You weren't talking shit to Kyra about us right after the match? You weren't talking shit about us to Kyra on the phone just now?'' The oldest continued in an accusing tone.
Vivianne let out a sigh, her frustration evident as she attempted to defuse the situation. ''Beth.'' She said firmly, her gaze shifting between the two other people at the table.
''I wasn't talking shit about you guys. I would never do that.'' Y/N managed to let out, offended at the mere idea of her not appreciating the two women who'd let her move in with them a 1,5 years ago.
''Y/N, we heard you. On the pitch after the match, with Kyra.'' Beth responded bluntly.
Y/N swallowed hard, slightly ashamed of being caught. ''We were just... we were just frustrated, okay? That comment wasn't directed at any of you guys, it was more at Jonas, to be fair.''
The couple grew silent at the admission, realizing they had greatly misunderstood the two young girls' conversation. ''About Jonas?'' Vivianne repeated, her voice carrying a note of embarrassment.
The young striker nodded. ''Yeah, me and Kyra have just been a bit upset with our game time, that's all. It felt like a repeat of the Tottenham game.''
Beth and Vivianne exchanged a glance, coming to a silent understanding. ''We're sorry for jumping the gun on that one, darling. We really thought we needed to teach you some manners.'' The Brit nervously apologized with a chuckle.
''It's alright, we probably should've been a bit more discreet.'' Y/N brushed her apology off with a hand gesture.
''No, you two are in your full right to complain.'' Vivianne retorted, agreeing on the playing time matter.
The teenager waited a few moments before elaborating. ''I don't mind sitting on the bench, it's great to get rest, you know? But it almost feels like he doesn't trust me to get the game starting or something. I like to think I did great last season, so this kind of sucks.'' She opened up, not having voiced these thoughts to anyone but Kyra.
''You did amazing last season, you stepped up when we needed someone and the team will never forget that.'' Beth smiled, squeezing the youngster' s hand.
''It seems that Jonas forgot.'' Y/N muttered bitterly, looking down at her empty plate.
The couple silenced themselves at her mumbled words, not knowing what the appropriate response would be to cheer her up about the situation. They were indirectly responsible for the young girl to not get as much game time anymore, so whatever they would tell her, she would most likely not feel much better afterwards.
''Just focus on what you're doing right now. Show up to training, recover well, maximize everything in the minutes you do get. Show him that he should trust you to start, and that you deserve to have that spot in the line-up.'' Vivianne chimed in, her voice soft but resolute.
Y/N nodded at the older woman's words, though her demeanor still seemed dejected. ''Yeah, I'll continue to do that.'' It came out somewhat passive aggressive.
''I know it doesn't fix the situation, but you're my personal star girl, regardless whether you play or not.'' Beth softly smiled at her.
The teen managed to crack a small smile back, appreciating the sentiment. ''Thanks, Beth.''
''You're mine too.'' Vivianne added.
''Hey, that's my compliment for her! Find another one if you want to be cute!'' Beth scolded her partner, dramatically feigning annoyance.
The Dutchwoman frowned. ''Everyone calls her āstar girl'! You're not original either!'' She pouted back.
Y/N couldn't help but let out a chuckle at the banter between the couple, happily accepting the momentary distraction from her frustrations.
Beth playfully rolled her eyes. ''At least I'm complimenting her!''
''Sorry that I was just giving useful advice, Bethany.'' Vivianne retorted.
''Useful.'' The Brit repeated, her voice heavily tinged with sarcasm.
Vivianne's mouth gaped, pretending to be offended. ''It was useful! That's what I would have wanted to hear at 19 year-old.'' She defended herself.
''19 year-old's want to hear praise, Viv. They want to be called star girls, not receive a lecture.'' Beth quickly replied, with a smirk.
''Y/N, it was useful, right?'' The older striker turned towards the teenager.
''Yeah, Y/N, tell Miss Miedema how useful her advice was.'' Beth chorused her words, grinning from ear-to-ear.
The youngster simply glanced between the two of them, before picking up her empty plate and standing up from her seat. ''I'm taking this as my sign to leave.''
She ignored their pleas with a satisfied grin, making her way to the kitchen to dump her plate, and walking back to her room.
The couple watched her depart, sharing a knowing look, a hint of amusement dancing in their eyes. ''She's gonna call Kyra, isn't she?'' Vivianne chuckled.
''She so is.'' Beth agreed with a laugh.
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The seven + Nico and Reyna and their red flags ā¼
warnings: not proofread, swearwords, lmk if I missed anything!
a/n: okay I'm sorry I didn't post for like two months, ngl I simply forgot that this blog existedš
notes to the fic: reader is written as gn (one mention off y/n), but pls don't read Nico's part if u identify as female! :)
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Percy
he's always barefoot during spring and summer
you'll never catch him with shoes on because he things that they are "blocking the fresh air his toes need"
at least they never get that dirty because he can't survive five minutes without jumping in the sea
when he was younger sally had to force him wear shoes to school, to the parkt et cetera and he was always so angry at her after that because he hated it with all his passion
that anger quickly faded after she baked some blue cookies
after growing up he learned that he should wear shoes to school et cetera but the second he is at camp he gets rid of them
after you dressed it he delegated that he always washed them and kept them clean so there was no wrong doing it and that it's actually healthy for your feet
Annabeth
listen, I love annabeth
but she's always mansplaining
Like u could be talking about ur close family that she only met once and sheād say something like āactually, i had the impression thatā¦ā
Itās so annoying
she doesn't even mean it mean or something
but it also could be just a conversasiation that she isn't even involved in and she'll just randomly pop up and mansplain the topic
jason
That boy doesnāt have any basic knowledge
Like he is at camp jupiter since heās three or something
Iām not sure if they even knew what they where teaching him
Like that boy doesnāt know algebra
You could be talking about something in history and how deeply that event infected the way society lives now and heād be like āwhat do you mean?ā
And heās serious
Everytime Percy and Leo make fun of him for not knowing something heāll run to you and beg you to explain it to him
Most of the time you make a bit fun of him too because a 17 year old boy who doesnāt know what the french Revolution was is kinda funny
He knows that youāre just joking though
hazel
I love her but she's like one of the extra careful mom's whose world break when their child hears a swear word
every time you are someone near both of ou swears she has this weird shocked and impressed look and looks around the room
you had to stop swearing around her bc she always starts blushing and looks at you in awe
they don't even have to be the "bad" swear words, it could be something like shit and she'd still be shocked
you had to learn to find alternatives like fudge or fox
she made you browse for the alternatives to swear words for around two hours at midnight and made you subscribe to the mommy blogs incase they had "more cool little alternatives"
piper
she's a die hard romance book hater
she always gives you the weird look when you read one or even only look at one at the bookstore
like she doesn't even have a plausible reason besides that they "always have the same ending and are very predictable"
I mean she's right but still
when she was 14 she had an instagram where she just talked shit about romance books because she was bored
it's not even that she doesn't like reading or books that much, she just doesn't like them because they (as already said) have the same ending and because she gor sick of the perfect romantic ending after drew talked night in and out about it
you once convinced her to read your favorite romance book and she tried her best to be nice
she actually didn't find it that bad and liked the ending but she would never admit that to you
leo
that boy either doesn't shower for one week or takes two hour showers
it's a bit better in the summer but especially in winter he never shower because he "would just get dirty later again"
you have to force him too properly shower because he would just forget it again
and when he actually showers for once he takes two hour showers
but especially in summer he's just gonna swim in the lake and call it a day because he basically "got clean already"
frank
I love frank sm but he would 7 in 1 shampoo
he doesn't get why it's bad and insists that it makes his hair shinier
you try to explain it to him once but he just doesn't understand šŖ
he also tries to convince you all the time that it's so much better than owning body wach, shampoo and conditioner
nico
is a pop music hater
he always has this annoyed look on his face when you play pop music
he always makes this disappointed dad sigh and says "again?"
nico sounds so disappointed
he secretly loves it about you tho
reyna
she's like a confused mom and never gets jokes
"what do you mean by that, y/n? I never do that"
you try to explain the joke to her but give up after 10 minutes
she's grumpy for the rest of the day because you wouldn't finish explaining it to her
eventually she gives her pride up and asks you again
and after another ten stressful minutes she finally gets it
she kept arguing that what you said doesn't make sense
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āIf they call me a slut, you know it might be worth if for onceā
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user1 when will I find someone to call me love
lando.jpg your own jpg account when??
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user2 anybody else bothered by how quickly she goes from man to man
user3 right? like I swear she's had about 7 "muses" in the past 3 years
user4 she's literally done nothing wrong?? how dare a women date more than 1 person in her life??
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tmz_offical: just days after the end of the season, f1 driver Lewis Hamilton is spotted out with young girlfriend Y/n L/n. The couple is notorious for keeping their privacy, making paparazzi pictures a rare instance. Click the link in our bio to see what else was taken during their night out on the town.
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user1 no wonder they keep private, I would too if ended up trapped in a relationship with a slut like her
user2 didn't she and Dylan O'Brian break up right before they got together? Didn't think he rebound guy would last this long
user3 I could never imagine dating someone that much older than me
user4 fr someone tell her to take it down a notch, her sluttiness is showing
User8 the one sided hate is mid boggling
user5 the negativity is DEFINING
user6 right, y'all can't stand to see a women happy, healthy, and unbothered
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y/nupdates: Y/n seen outside the studio with her producer after radio silence all winter!!
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user1 she's cooking
user2 she's entering her reputation era I can feel it
user3 fr, after that one tmz post blows up and her comments are flooded with negativity, she locked herself away with her love, and is now seen for the first time in awhile leaving the studio
user4 I CANT HANDLE THIS RN
user5 not the slut trying for a comeback
user6 how about you lead by example? Leave and don't come back š«¶
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yourusername: "Slut!" out now on all streaming platforms!! The rest of the album, "Amor Omnia Vincit" out this Friday!
when I originally sat down to create this new album I didn't image I'd write half the songs that made the final cut, but I did. This has been a very therapeutic experience for me.
Thank you to this album, my amazing team, and my lovely muse for keeping me going in the difficult time <3
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lewishamilton you are so Shawn Hunter coded
lewishamilton I love you dear
yourusername I love you too darling
user1 they are so domestic I'm crying š¤š
user2 lets all start a thread of our fav lyrics from "Slut!"
user3 "if I'm all dressed up, they might as well be looking at us" WE KNOW THIS COUPLE ALWAYS BRING FIRE FITS
user4 very obvious but "if they call me a slut, you know it might be worth it for once," just hits so hard, like this is an issue she's dealt with for so long but Lewis makes it all better bc their relationship trumps everything
user5 piggy backing off of @/user4 's reasoning, "the sticks and stones they throw froze mid air"
user6 "IN A WORLD OF BOYS HES A GENTLEMAN" šš
user7 I'm still not very her admitting that all the negavity around her dating has affected her so bad that she told Lewis "I said it might blow up in your pretty face"
scuderiaferarri we will not apologize for the people we'll become when this drops ā¼ļø
Charles_leclerc we've always been #1 y/n stans
lewishamilton you red fuckers can take two steps back that's my title
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lewishamilton I'm both
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yourusername forever and always <3
lewishamilton <3
user1 that water look very ~aquamarine~ to anyone
user2 he def knew what he was doing
lewishamilton I had a message to send š¤·š¾āāļø
user2 LMAOOO HES SO PETTY
yourusername sassy man epidemic isn't a joke
user3 I love that she left like people wanted and wrote a whole song to shut down the hater but also put her and Lewis's relationship on the pedestal it deserves
producer such a sweet album!! Some of the best love songs out there!!
Charles_leclerc Vigilante Shit is my new pre-prix anthem
yourusername watch out @/maxverstappen1
maxverstappen this is where the dutch anthem falls silent š
carlossainz55 wasn't ready for Dress
yourusername but...
carlossainz55 its my fav
user4 I love that lewis posted for the whole album when Y/n didn't, but she's replying to comments in his section when he isn't
user5 they really are made for each other huh
roscoelovescoco amazing work mom!!
user5 I will never get over the mom
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yourusername: surprise!! Since this album taught me what it was like to write and create in such an intamate space with very few people/outide influence I wanted to celebrate it with 3 small shows in Monaco, London, and Ottawa!
tickets on sale at 12 pm eastern this friday, see ya then ;)
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landonorris do friends get discounts??
yourusername everyone on the grid plus any serious significant others get VIP entry courtesy of me and my team šš
y/nhq we'll be reaching out soon to select the show
lilymhe you don't understand how excited this makes me!!
yourusername well I couldnāt celebrate without my girls (and their men too ig šš¤)
oscarpiastri thanks a lot y/n
alexalbon anybody else feeling loved??
lewishamilton completely š«¶
user1 this will start world war 3 I can feel it
user2 this is the eras tour all over again
user3 except that was selling stadiums, these are small venues
user4 any f1 driver want to link up for a show?? you'll never have to speak to me ever again
user5 I regret to inform you babe, but I think this is the reason she said serious significant others...
user6 official tour soon?? Please mother??
yourusername oh so very soon...
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lewishamilton "got lovestruck went straight to my head" <3
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user1 crying throwing up
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user3 my toaster looks like a fun bath bomb
yourusername "got lovesick all over my bed" <3
landonorris beautiful show, beautiful couple š§”
yourusername š§”
scuderiaferrari maybe we're colorblind but that doesn't look like Mercedes green
mercadesamgf1 watch your back
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yourusername thank you to everyone who came out to a show this weekend!! I had a blast sining new stuff, covers, and old pieces with you all- the love I experienced was unreal!! I cannot wait to see what happens in the future š
To all those close to me, our relationships mean the absolute world!! Special love to Lewis who held my hand through my darkest time, showed me what a true relationship was, and gave me a perfect little boy (I love you Roscoe). Darling, its been a wonderful experience being with you <3
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lewishamilton love you so much angel <3
georgerussell64 definitely gave me and Carmen the night of our lives!!
alexalbon the show was so amazing I almost forgot you flirted with my gf in the invitation
yourusername stay mad
lilymhe š„µ
Roscoelovescoco can I come next time??
yourusername I'll see what I can do...
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yourusername you didn't not dissapoint šš thank you for doing it
Charles_leclerc I had an amazing time!!!
carlossainze55 you should hear him try to speak, voice complelty gone
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hi so this is kinda cringy šš
but so your like roommates with johnnie jake etc and like one morning you come down with like love bites n shit like on ur neck, collar bone yeah so like nobody knew you had a partner but then like a guy follows you downstairs (ur boyfriend) and so johnnie has been planing to ask you out for a while since he thought you were single so he's lowkey jealous (ykk???( anyways get creative with the rest of that š
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My boyfriend walked down the stairs with me,kissing me goodbye as he walked out the door and I smiled walking back upstairs before I heard my name being called.
āWhoās he?ā Johnnie asked as I turned around to see him sat in the living room with Jake, āMy boyfriend,I swear youāve met him?ā I said to him.
āHm,though you were single.ā He said and his tone completely changed with in the seconds I had been talking to him. I brushed it off and walked upstairs not wanting to cause a scene and texted him instead.
You:
Whatās up?
Johnnie:
Wdym
You:
You completely changed when I told you I had a boyfriend,whatās wrong?
Johnnie:
Look in the mirror.
I got up out of bed leaving my phone there and walked into my on suite bathroom.
And I noticed the very visible love biteās scattered across my neck in a deep violet.
After last night I knew I would have one or two but my neck was filled and it made me full to the brim with embarrassment.
You:
Omg! Iām so sorry if I made you two uncomfortable!!
Johnnie:
Jake didnāt notice.
You:
Oh Iām so sorry if I made you uncomfortable then!!
Johnnie:
u didnāt,donāt care who u get off w.
You:
Oh okay,sorry anyways though x
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Something was wrong but I didnāt know what I had done. My first thought however was to mainly cover up the marks with foundation,which I did.
I was going to a party later and my boyfriend wasnāt coming because he doesnāt like my friends.I had to beg him to go to this party anyways to be honest.
My friends donāt like my boyfriend either,they keep calling him controlling but heās just not.
I messaged a picture of my outfit to my boyfriend and he got mad at me,to be honest I had had enough.
Maybe my friends were right,this is stupid.
āWhy donāt you like it?ā I asked him when he had called me, āBecause men will be eyeing you up.ā He told me as if he thought I was going to cheat.
āI donāt care,I donāt want them.ā I told him, āYouāre acting like it,take it off.ā He said right back. I audibly gasped and hung up the phone call,sending him a text telling him to go fuck himself because weāre breaking up,then quickly blocked him.
He wasnāt going to ruin my night and I knew my friends would be happy I laughed to myself.
After I had got my dress on,finishing off my makeup (to cover up the discomfort of the marks on my neck) and walked downstairs to find Jake and Johnnie waiting for me in their usual,casual clothes.
āAm I over dressed?ā I laughed and Jake smiled at me,Johnnie still avoided my gaze,only looking at my neck then looking away again.
āI think youāll find weāre slightly under-dressed.ā He joked with me and I smiled as we walked out the door.ļæ¼
āOh also I broke up with my boyfriend.ā I told them as I walked into Sam and Colbyās apartment for the party.
I walked over to grab a drink and emerged into the crowd to walk over to Sam and Colby.
āCongrats on ten mil!ā I told them as I hugged them both, āThanks!ā Colby and Sam said in unison and laughed at it.
āHowās the party?ā Colby said leaving everyone else to turn to talk with me. āItās good! Howās it going for you?ā I asked as I smiled at him.
āItās all good! Whereās you boyfriend?ā He asked,his eyes skimming through the crowd to find him. āEx.ā I corrected as I laughed to myself. āShit what happened?ā He asked and I began to explain.
āPretty much it,but thereās someone better anyways.ā I told him as he smiled at me putting his hand on my shoulder.
āDamn,you deserve better princess,anyways Iāll catch you later?ā He said kissing my forehead as he caught me in a hug,looking over to his friends who were waiting for him. āYeah,course.ā I said smiling.
I looked over to see Johnnie in a corner with a solo cup in hand and walked over to him (after a few shots for confidence.)
āWhy are you moping in a corner?ā I asked,drunkenly smiling. āWhy did you break up with your boyfriend?ā He asked (probably avoiding the question) and I laughed putting my head down into his shoulder.
āCauseā heās a dick and he didnāt like my outfit and also I think someone else is pretty hot anyways.ā I said,drunkenly giggling to myself.
āMaybe we should get you home,huh?ā He said wrapping his arms around my shoulders. āOkay.ā I said without protest.
He held my hand and led me through the crowd and out of the door.
We got in the lift,he still held my hand and I looked down smiling as I rested my head on his shoulder for the short ride.
He then opened the door to our apartment across the hall and helped me up the stairs.
He got me into bed and pulled the covers over me as I noticed I was in his room instead of mine. He then kissed my head. Just as he was about to leave I called out his name.
āJohnnie,wait.ā I said and he turned around to look at me, āYou should be my boyfriend.ā
That was a couple of years ago,today is our 4 year anniversary.
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4EVER N EVER - geto suguru
summary: the night that suguru becomes certain, as certain as he can be as a sorcerer, that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you.
genre: fluff, post haibara death, angst to comfort, (trust this is an actual deleted scene i know bc gege told me)
warnings: swearing, f!reader, mentions of death
notes: this is before he meets mimiko and nanako. i wanted to write ab riko but i cba lemme be honest!! not based on a song (surprisingly š) JUST LET MY POOKIE BEAR BE HAPPY HUHUHU šš
suguru had never been the type to allow himself to get attached.
as a sorcerer, he'd learned that people die often. far too often, too quickly, and too easily for his liking. seeing someone smile so happily, wearing a carefree grin, and bubbling with boundless joy was one thing; seeing them dead was another.
it baffles him - haibara had been alive hours ago.
in the stillness and silence of death, suguru had contemplated. he'd thought about haibara; lacking a pulse, a pulse evidence of a heart seemingly made of gold. haibara, without the rise and fall of each breath, breaths that were formerly steady proof of vitality, and haibara, complexion drained of previous warmth and colour.
haibara, who was once suguru's underclassman.
always swamped in work, sorcerers barely even had the time to mourn; to allow themselves to accept that someone they held close was gone. it makes him feel sick.
even so, suguru finds himself attached to one person. you, his girlfriend, his lover. for as long as he can remember, you'd never failed to be there for him, ready to kiss away his tears, to tell him how pretty he was even after he'd told you how ugly he felt, and to soothe the inner turmoil that rages within his chest.
part of him feels horrible about venting to you, like he's burdening you with his troubles no matter how hard you try to convince him of the opposite. worrying you is never his intention, and he doesn't understand how he always manages to do just that.
but like clockwork, suguru finds himself outside your door.
ā¢ . āĀ° ā¦. Ā°.
it's pouring with rain as suguru decides whether or not to knock. he'd forgotten to bring an umbrella, so his hair and clothes are soaked through. he's too exhausted to care - both mentally and physically.
is it right for him to lean on you like this? to show up at your door so he can feel comforted by your presence? it hurts. it hurts because suguru knows the moment you tell him everything will be okay, he'll want to believe you. he'll feel safe in your arms - a feeling he's not sure he deserves to feel - and he'll curl into you as he shields himself away from the world.
you're lazing around on the couch when you hear a knock at the door, the familiar rhythmic sound indicating who is on the other side.
suguru's looking at the floor, hunched in on himself. his shoulders sag, eyelids weighing heavy as he looks at you, giving what he hopes is a small smile.
"suguru," you greet, and you can already tell from the look in his eyes that something is wrong. they're clouded, devoid of their usual pleasant glow.
"hey," he attempts, voice hoarse from disuse.
you blink at him, a soft, comforting smile settling on your lips. suguru knows that look; it's the one you give moments before you make him feel like he's the most precious thing in the world. he barely registers you gently tug him inside, closing the door behind him.
he's always loved your home. it's snug and cozy, warmth radiating from every room. every inch of it is personalized, filled to the brim with trinkets and decorations of your choosing. his favourite part is your living room - the heart of your residence. it's a perfect reflection of you, the sofa well over-cushioned with pillows and blankets; he thinks he recognizes the plush in the middle. the bookshelf stands tall in the corner of the room, stacked with beloved novels and literary classics.
there are pictures of your favourite people on the wall: him, satoru, kento, ieiri, and others that he doesn't recognize. family, he presumes.
if he could, he thinks he'd happily spend all the days he has left in this house.
suguru feels your arms encircle his neck, pulling his frame down into a hug. he tenses, part of him aware that he's still soaked from the rain but he knows you don't care.
it takes him a moment, but he eventually relaxes into your hold, pressing into you as you support his body weight with practiced ease. his nose instinctively finds the crook of your neck, nuzzling into the spot with a barely audible groan. his strong arms find themselves wrapped around your waist and he pulls you impossibly closer as if trying to sink into you completely.
"haibara died," he murmurs into your skin, "it was a grade-one curse."
suguru feels you nod and hum. you remember him - he was a close friend of kento's. you'd met on a few occasions; he was straightforward and honest, and you'd understood why kento liked him.
you thumb a circle into the flesh of his shoulder and close your eyes. "how's kento?" you ask, still cradling suguru as if he'd fall apart.
suguru's heart throbs at your selflessness, and he pushes his face further into you.
"bad," he bites his lip, "really bad."
you hum again, taking a mental note to call kento later while your fingers thread through your lover's dark hair. it's knotted, you notice, he hadn't been taking care of it.
a sigh escapes your lips as you maneuver yourself so that suguru's forehead is resting comfortably against yours.
"and you?" you ask gently, kissing his nose, "how're you, my love?"
if he's being honest, suguru isn't sure. he feels oddly hollow and empty, his emotions feel duller - more muted. the world feels farther out of reach than ever; he misses its vibrant colours and sounds. from the sunken feeling arise questions that are left unanswered, and they bounce around in his head, finding little holes to bury themselves in.
"bad," is what he settles for.
"really bad." he reiterates.
as loving and as calm as ever, you kiss his lips, hoping it'll remind him that you're there. he isn't alone in this.
"okay," you say, "that's okay."
how was any of that okay? it certainly doesn't sound okay to him. he doesn't feel like himself, and he doesn't know what to do about it.
you feel his hands tremble on your waist - from the cold or something else you aren't sure - but you press yourself closer, sharing your body heat.
"sugu, baby," suguru hates the way your voice so easily cuts through his thoughts. "look at me."
he does. he forces himself to focus on you; to look into those gorgeous eyes of the person he treasures most. your eyes are comforting, he thinks, full of love and subtle concern.
"it's okay, 'cause we'll get through this together."
suguru feels his heart flutter, breath hitching in his throat. we. right, he wasn't alone. he had you. we. you and him were a team, lives interwoven by fate. he hasn't even told you what was truly wrong yet, but here you were, making the world seem 10x brighter than before.
"yeah," he agrees slowly, voice quiet, "yeah." he repeats again as if to assure himself.
he exhales, a breathy laugh escaping his lips. he doesn't miss how your smile grows a tad wider.
suguru was nowhere near okay yet, but he'd get there.
ā¢ . āĀ° ā¦. Ā°.
two hours later, suguru has showered and changed.
(you'd gotten into the habit of keeping clothes for him at your house if situations of the like ever were to arise, or if he stays over.)
he's feeling far fresher and lighter on his feet than he was before. he ambles down the stairs, stopping momentarily to admire the photo of baby you hung on the wall.
he can tell from the sounds and occasional curse down the hall that you're in the kitchen, probably fucking summoning some sort of demon with all that noise.
he makes himself at home on the couch, clinging to the plush that he now recognizes as his 6-month anniversary gift to you. it's a pikachu plush, one brought from the store just days after you'd expressed your favourite pokemon in a debate with satoru. there's a collar around its neck, with a tag that reads:
'to my one and only. - suguru'
you'd kept the tag? he thinks he's going to cry. having someone love him so much was partly overwhelming, he'd worry about whether or not he was enough for you, about whether you'd be happier with someone else. but the other part was so, so rewarding. he's pretty sure he'd kill people just to keep you happy, and he thinks he must have been a saint in his past life to deserve you in this one.
"sugu?" it's your voice that once again pulls him from his trance. you're holding out a mug of hot chocolate, steam rising from the cup. whispering his thanks he takes it and, bringing the mug to his lips for a sip, suguru's reminded of just how much you mean to him.
you snuggle into his side, careful not to spill your own drink. to your relief, suguru seems slightly better.
"i love you," suguru says, so quietly that you almost miss it. "i love you so, so much."
you falter slightly, not expecting this sudden confession. nonetheless, you grin, pressing a kiss to his sharp jawline. you know that he loves you, of course.
"i love you too," you soothe, pretty lips turning up into a wide smile that makes his heart do flips, "you wanna talk about it?"
suguru's eyes crinkle at the corners in a way that you know by heart, and he looks at you with the softest look you'd ever seen.
"yeah, please."
suguru may be far from perfect and he may struggle with his emotions sometimes, but he had you. you'd be there for the rest of his life. he knows that for certain.
BONUS:
when suguru later checks his phone, he realizes it isn't just you who's there for him. it's a couple others too.
99+ messages from satoru (derogatory):
sugururuuruur
u okay?
u looked a bit off today
i'm here if u need me !!
...
35+ messages from shoko !!:
geto u looked like actual shit today
come talk to me if ur feeling bad
i'm worried
wait ur probs at y/n's place forget this
...
#ā”. viascribbles#jujustu kaisen#jujutsu kaisen x reader#jjk x you#jjk x y/n#suguru x reader#geto x reader#geto suguru#geto x you#jujutsu geto#suguru geto#geto x y/n#jjk fluff#lil surprise at the end to heal broken hearts!#jjk angst#jjk comfort#jujutsu kaisen x you#geto fic
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Petrichor [17]
Pairing:Ā Jason Todd x Fem!Powered!Reader (little bit of fwb)
Words:Ā 12,212
Chapter Warnings: Swearing, angst, little bit of hurt/comfort, blood, gunshot, canon violence, mention of Jason pushing a serial rapist from a building
Summary:Ā āPylades: Iāll take care of you.
Orestes: Itās rotten work.
Pylades: Not to me. Not if itās you.ā
Gotham is home, not just for Jason but for you, too. And now that youāre both finally back home, together, youāre ready to see where this next chapter brings the two of you. Heās your best friend and youāre his. And you both might want a little something more with being back home, the place you both feel most comfortable. Surely, nothing could possibly go wrong now.
A/N:Ā I can't believe we're almost done with season 3 and then we can move onto season 4 (I have a plan) lol You can add yourself to the tag list below, ask me to be tagged, or you can follow my library blogĀ @jasntoddslibraryĀ Ā and turn on notifications if you prefer that!! I love feedback, I swear it keeps me posting on a weekly basis š
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You're still sitting on Jason's bed, eating a few of the granola bars he gave you and drinking water to gather the energy to make your way back to the manor. And for just this hour, it's peaceful. You're scrolling on your phone as it charges, just scrolling through Instagram and catching up on some things you've missed while also quickly scrolling away from whatever chaos about Gotham someone is posting. It's peaceful for once even when you know it won't be soon. It is nice. For right now.
But, then your phone starts vibrating before your scrolling is interrupted with a video taking up your entire screen. The screen is black for a few seconds before the Batman symbol appears on your screen as Crane's voice starts talking.
"Gotham City used to have a protector, a guardian angel." Crane's voice says as it switches to a red Titans symbol.
That's not good.
"But Batman abandoned Gotham and left Nightwing and his friends in his place." A screen showing every Titan, including Sam, shows up on the screen with "Titans wanted" at the bottom of the screen. Then it switches to a clip of Nightwing fighting. "And what has Nightwing done?" Crane asks as texts calling Nightwing a thief, liar, and a conman flash across the clip. "He's robbing you. Poisoning the very water you drink," The clip changes to one of Gar as a tiger, attacking someone. "The water you give your children. Nightwing is a criminal." The clip changes to one of Nightwing and Starfire blowing up one of the drum barrels that poisoned the water. "Protected by Gotham City Police. Only you can stop him. There will be a $50,000 reward paid to the person who brings him in. Dead or alive." The clip changes again to a clip of Gar changing into a tiger. "But take heart Gotham, a new hero will rise and you will know his name." The clip changes to Jason's Red Hood symbol with a picture of the helmet on top. "Red Hood."
"Oh fuck." You groan.
None of you can really catch a break for longer than five minutes. And you find yourself even more irritated that Crane had the audacity to think Jason would just go back to him after almost killing you. Crane really thinks you don't mean anything to each other and you swear that's his downfall, underestimating what you mean to each other. Because Crane doesn't know Jason isn't going to be on his side anymore. Though this video seems like it's going to complicate things.
It's been bad enough with Jason wanting Dick dead the last few weeks but now the entire city of Gotham is going to want him dead. Gothamites already aren't thrilled with the Titans and this going to push them over the edge. They're already upset Batman abandoned them after Robin was killed. It seems like the city didn't mean too much to Batman if he fucks off the second Robin is killed. Gotham has been absconded and Crane is going to use their distrust and distaste over the situation against the Titans.
You let out an annoyed huff before ripping your phone from the charger and grabbing another granola bar for the road. You have to get back to the manor before every citizen in Gotham decides to become a bounty hunter. You don't have your suit but you're thinking it might be safer to get the hell out of the city sooner rather than later.
When you get to the manor, it's empty. The manor has always had a way of seeming just a little too quiet. It's a big space with only a handful of people living in the halls at any given time. It didn't bother you much before, because Jason's voice tended to bounce off the walls, etch itself into the plaster. And with so many Titans around, it filled a bit of the silent void but today, as you walk in, it's quiet. The hairs on the back of your neck start to stand on end because, from your experience, quiet in a place that's not usually quiet, is bad. You grab a knife from your belt as you make your way, quietly into the Batcave.
With every step, you try to figure out why you're being so paranoid about this. It's the Batcave. No one outside of the Titans or Bruce would even be down here and the Titans are likely out trying to sort out the mess Crane just created for them. But, something in you grips your knife tighter as if it's some sort of sick reflex to always dread for the worst. Maybe that's growing to be a bit exhausting, too.
Your worry washes away as you enter the main area of the cave and see Dick standing in front of the Batcomputer with his arms crossed, his eyes glued to the monitor. You pocket your knife as you continue to walk closer to him, gaining his attention. A sense of relief pools at the bit of Dick's stomach to see you're alive and walking. It wasn't just Gar that was worried about what happened to you.
"Where the hell were you?" Dick questions, not skipping a beat.
"Walking." You shake your head, looking at the screens to see the other Titans fighting what seems to be civilians. "Given the broadcast Crane put out, do you really think it's such a good idea to have them fighting civilians?" You look up at Dick, a look of worry and sorrow washing over your tired features.
Dick gives you a harsh glare that softens the second his eyes meet yours. He shakes his head before looking back at the Batcomputer. You watch Kory fight someone and watch their body twist into positions it should not. The man gets up, foaming viciously from the mouth like a bad case of rabies.
"Kory." Dick warns.
"What the fuck did I miss?" You question as you scrunch your nose in disgust.
It has to be the water because the more you watch, it's as if this person is bending like a zombie from a movie or something. He won't stay down and he looks rabid but his bones are broken and it's as if he doesn't even notice. It almost reminds you of the Rage Virus from 28 Days Later, just without the blood.
Kory takes another hit to the man and this time he goes and stays down.
"A lot." Dick mutters. "Maybe it wasn't a good idea, me staying here."
"No, you got a fifty thousand dollar bounty on your head. It'd only make things worse." Kory says.
"I got another one." Gar says as a man with an axe starts to walk towards him and fight. "Oh, come on, Pal." Gar groans before he starts fighting this guy until he goes down.
"Looks like the worst of it is over." Dick says, not seeing any other civilians that look to be affected.
"Hold that thought." Kory says as more innocent civilians walk over but they all keep their distance from the Titans.
"Please, don't hurt us." A civilian yells.
"Shit." Dick mutters.
On the one hand, you're a little offended these people saw one video and immediately switched sides. But, on the other, Batman abandoned them and ever since Nightwing and the Titans showed up, Gotham has been more of a shitshow than usual. To some extent, you can kind of see why they're upset and distrusting of the Titans. It's also Crane who can manipulate most people. But you want to know where their sense of loyalty is. So many people just throw their loyalty to the side when one thing goes wrong. You think it's actually pretty sad.
"Everything's alright." Kory assures them.
"You're Titans, Nightwing's gang."
"No, we're not much of a gang, really. More like roommates." Gar says back, trying to make light of the situation the best he can.
"Just get the fuck out of here and leave us alone." Another civilian says.
"We're here to help." Conner says. "That video you saw, it's all lies."
"They're the reason the water's poisoned." A civilian yells.
"Kory, get em out of there." Dick states.
"He wants us to just leave?" Conner asks.
"I vote stay. Give them a good reminder of which side we're on." Blackfire says.
"If you stay, it'll only get worse." Dick says. "Get out. Now."
The Titans do as directed, leaving the people to themselves. You look up to Dick who just looks frustrated. It must be hard to make a call like that when he's been raised for years to always help. The people have alwaysĀ wantedĀ his help. Now, they don't want anything to do with him or the Titans. The Titans became some sort of collateral damage in it. It can't be easy and you feel for him.
"So..." You clear your throat, breaking the silence. "You were right. He did plan to poison people but...he just outed that? And the GCPD also put out a warning anyway? So, most of the city isn't infected."
"Luckily. We just have bounties on our heads while we're dealing with this." Dick lets out a scoff. "Do you want to explain what the hell happened last night?" Dick looks back at you with the raise of his brows, a look you're kind of tired of receiving. It's always the look of disappointment that makes you feel guilty.
"Well...I just...I just wanted to make sure you weren't gonna attack Jason so I went. And then, uh, I ran into Tim who was following Jason." You explain, earning a look screaming 'told you so' from Dick. "Crane was there first though, picked up a gun, and then he shot us." You look to the floor, your heart still feeling like it's filled with lead at the thought of Tim lying on the ground. "And I told Jason to run when he showed up because I knew you'd blame him because you always do. Took some convincing but he listened and I said I'd talk to you. It was all Crane. Not Jason." You nod your head once. "Then...I just-just couldn't do so I left and walked around. I ended up at Jason's a couple hours ago."
Dick nods his head with understanding. As much as he would appreciate you listening to him every once in awhile, he's starting to accept that you're going to do what's best for you and Jason regardless on what he says. Some part of him might find some part of that at least admirable. At least someone here has some loyalty, even if it ends up hurting the Titans. Most of him is still annoyed though and really wants you to understand that what he does and says is for everyone's best interest. Jason included most of the time. But, he is glad you're okay.
"So Crane shot the both of you because you were there?" Dick asks for clarity.
"Basically. I think he really just wants me dead but Tim was there. Which, uh...h-how is-is he?" You ask, dodging Dick's face.
"I don't know." Dick answers honestly. "He had a pulse when the ambulance took him."
"Cool." You nod softly, knowing you'll need to find your way to the hospital or Excellent Gotham later to find out how he is. "So, um...Jason's still on our side, by the way."
"Are you sure?"
You nod. "Yeah, Crane shot me and tried to kill me." You offer a wide smile. "He's a dead man walking now." You offer a chuckle. "So, he's working with Crane now to try and find out what his next step is. Poisoning the water system can't be his only plan, especially with that video. Jason wasn't gone long enough to have shit to do with it so he's got something else planned and Jason's going to try and get it out of him by pretending to be on his side."
Dick pauses, squinting his eyes at you before he looks back to the monitor. He doesn't like it because he's not sure they can trust Jason. You can all you want. You haven't been Jason's target the last two weeks. But, if this works, at least they have someone on the inside.
"What makes you think Crane will believe Jason is still with him?" Dick asks. "If you've been someone Crane has wanted dead and Jason refused, why would that suddenly change?"
"Because Crane is an arrogant ass." You quip right back. "He already had that video ready to go. He knew Jason would come back to him regardless. Though, I think he might have thought I'd die and I didn't. But, with the video up, I think Crane thinks he still has Jason. Also, Jason is more than willing to convince him just to tear him down later. Revenge is great motivation." You nod your head with confidence.
"Right." Dick nods his head, looking a bit displeased with your last words. "Alright, fine." Dick agrees knowing having Jason not trying to kill them is a lot better than nothing. "Where does that leave you then? I need to know where you plan to stand with everything that's happening."
"Since Crane grouped me with you guys, I'm with you and yes, I will listen." You roll your eyes.
"Yeah, I've heard that before." Dick snarks back.
"Yeah." You laugh softly. "Well, I'm with you guys. Gotta be anyway. Gotta make Crane think me and Jason are on opposite sides." You shrug your good shoulder.
Dick nods softly. "Alright." He clears his throat. "You're gonna stick with Gar this time."
"Stick with Gar." You echo.
"Good." Dick nods his head, grabbing his jacket from the chair. "Are you okay?"
"Yeah." You nod your head quickly. "Uh...Jason helped. He, uh, he got the bullet out and everything so I'm good." You offer him a thumbs-up with a closed-mouth smile.
"Okay, good. I'm glad you're okay." Dick nods once. "I'm going to meet with Babs, the Titans are on their way back. Stay here until they get back and fill them in."
"Will do, Dickolas." You nod your head once, sucking in a breath before Dick shakes his head and heads out of the Batcave.
When the Titans get back, you fill them in just as Dick asked you to. They aren't too happy about being pulled out from the streets but they also understand Dick's point of view of the situation. Everyone just hopes his meeting with Babs is to think of some sort of plan to get the city back. So, while you all wait for Dick to get back and tell you the next move, Gar shows you some of the things he's found about the Lazarus Pit including Bruce's notes about Ra's al Ghul. It doesn't say where the Pit is. It does say there are more but Bruce had sealed most of them off. That's all Gar really got so the two of you dive in to find out if you can find out how Ra's made it and what else it could be used for. It doesn't sit right with either of you that Jason was brought back to life using the Pit but no one even knows where it is or how it works or how it was created. So, you search as you wait.
When Dick comes back, he gathers everyone in the living room for a meeting. He stands in front of the main living area while everyone is scattered around, standing and waiting for what he has to say. Dick then explains that him and Babs think it's in everyone's best interest if the Titans turn themselves in. The room falls deadly silent with his words, everyone mostly looking at each other before looking back to Dick. According to Dick, it's for the best and it'll be just a show.
"So, we turn ourselves in and then what?" Gar asks.
"And then we post bail." Dick says. "Continue doing our work but in a less public way. Work in the shadows. Take the city back night by night. It's not gonna be easy and it's not gonna be fast but we can do it. If you have a better idea, please now's the time." Dick gestures a hand to the room before crossing his arms.
"They hate us." Gar says softly, voice etched in hints of defeat.
"They've been manipulated into hating us by Crane." Kory corrects.
"Y/n, Conner, Blackfire, what do you think?" Dick asks.
"It was brutal out there. I don't want to be looked at like that again." Conner says, his voice almost matching Gar's.
"Well, surrender isn't my thing. But I am used to people looking at me like I'm a monster so whatever you all decide on, I'm in." Blackfire states.
You hang your head and you think it's a horrible idea. You trust Babs, absolutely but there are parts of the GCPD that have been corrupt long before and long before her dad and long before Barnes. It doesn't matter how good someone's intentions are in the GCPD because there are always others within the PD who don't care about the greater good or what's good for even themselves. If anyone should know that, it should be the former detective. Does Dick really think him and Babs can just protect all of you? If people in the GCPD were corrupt before, they're going to be corrupt now. Crane got the entire city to hate all of you with one video, how do you all know Crane doesn't have eyes in the department?
"I think it's a bad idea." You say quietly.
"You weren't out there." Conner states.
"No, I know." You nod your head. "And I don't care if people look at me like that. They look anyway." You say softly, tugging your sleeve over your hands. "I just...we trust Babs but does Babs trust every single person in the department?" You look back at Dick.
"We won't be dealing with everyone. It'll be a select few to put on a show, make it seem legit." Dick explains. "You're just coming to our side. It's up to you if you want to go through with this."
You look to Gar and maybe it's against your better judgment but they are your friends, your family. You've done everything to protect Jason and it seems like that might be fixing itself now. Which means you need to fix your own relations with the Titans. And that, for you, means following Dick even if you think it's a bad idea. Plus, you really need to sell you being with the Titans, at least for Jason's own safety against Crane. You don't want him getting wind of Jason not actually being on his side.
"No, I'll do it." You nod your head, earning a quick look from Gar, surprised you agreed. "You just have to be sure this is going to be safe. I trust Babs. I don't trust any other person in that entire department."
"Why not?" Conner asks.
You look to Conner and you don't want to burst his bubble into trusting this plan. You will happily pop the bubble of police for him later. "Just don't." You keep it short.
"It'll be safe." Dick assures you.
"Alright then." You agree.
"Kory?" Dick asks.
"We've played it by the book so far and this is where it's led us. So, maybe you're right. Maybe we try a new way. I'm in." Kory says.
"Alright then, let's suit up." Dick states. "We go in together. As a team. As a family."
While Dick was busy talking with the Titans about turning yourselves in, Jason is the one who started to panic with pure rage. After Jason's managed to convince Crane that they're still good and Jason agrees with him, Crane got word from one of his moles in the department. The commissioner is setting up for the Titans to be "arrested" and then let you all post bail. The commissioner is in on it but Crane was prepared for that. The commissioner has always had a hand in helping Batman and company. So, when Crane gets word, he sends Jason with a bag full of money to pay this mole off with several of the other cops who ride with him to take in the Titans. Override the commissioner. Bring the Titans to Crane.
If Crane gets the Titans, with everything in the Batcave, that's where Jason's worry comes in. The Titans still stand a good chance but if Crane gets all of these guys to go with him and given how unlucky the Titans have been lately, Jason is growing more and more concerned. If Crane has the Titans, the city goes to Hell. It will be destroyed. Jason doesn't know what else Caane is planning but he does know whatever it is, it's not for the greater good of the city. So, he does what Crane asks him, hoping he'll be able to call the Titans to call it off. Maybe Dick will say the others didn't want any part of it. Or maybe you will back out of it if you even agreed to it in the first place and then you and Jason can figure something out. So, once the deal is done and the plan is set into motion, Jason calls you.
But, as his own luck would have it, you don't answer. It rings and rings and then just goes to voicemail. His best guess? Dick has already set the plan into motion with all of you and you're preparing to turn yourselves in. You're going to side with Dick to make this whole thing believable even though Jason figures you're against this whole plan. You're too smart to fall for something like this. You'll go overprepared but you'll be the only one. So, Jason keeps calling, desperate to warn you and he tries Dick but that goes to voicemail, too. He tries Gar and nothing. None of you are answering your phones which leaves him two choices.
Keep trying until one of you picks up and hope for the best. Or, he can go to GCPD himself to try and warn you -- or help if he's too late.
Once all of you are suited up and ready to go, Dick goes over the plan one more time just for extra clarity to make sure everyone is on the same page. All of you are going to pile into some SUVs, ride over, walk in, and then Babs will take it from there having you all be fake processed and the bail will be fake. Then, all of you get to go right back to the manor. In and out. It seems simple but no part of this has been simple. But, none of you argue. All of you nod along and once it's time, you pile into the SUVs just as Dick said.
You hop into the SUV with Gar, Conner, Blackfire, and Krypto while Kory and Dick take the other SUV. Krypto sits in between you and Gar in the back while Conner drives and Blackfire takes passenger. You find yourself watching the city pass by on the drive, your stomach twisting into knots. The last time you were arrested, you ended up with Jerry. This whole thing just seems like such a bad idea. And if it is and you have to fight back, that's even worse. That's just a bigger target on your backs if you can get out of there in one piece. There just had to be another way to win the city back. The city wasn't always on Batman's side.
"On Tamaran, it is called The Pit." Blackfire starts, pulling you from your thoughts. "It's dark. So dark, you cannot even see your hand." She explains, making you and Gar both look to your hands and then at each other.
Conner picks up her hand, intertwining his fingers with hers. "It isn't like that here." Conner says. "Right?" Conner looks in the rearview mirror for reassurance from Gar and you.
"Right." Gar starts. "I-it's totally not like that. It's gonna be fine." Gar offers a smile but you swear it's incredibly unconvincing. "Dick and Barabara have a plan. We're just going to go in and out. This is really just all for show." Gar explains, looking to you for reassurance. And now you just think he's trying to convince himself.
"Yeah, it's really not like that." You add in. It isn't like The Pit. It's not great and it sucks. There is a lot of unfairness and cruelty but it's not The Pit. And you think telling Blackfire everything about the corruption among the GCPD, probably won't help the situation. "I've been for real arrested once. It's not like The Pit." You explain, omitting every other detail.
"We'll be together the whole time. I've got you." Conner assures Blackfire with a calm but firm tone. "I promise." He glances over to her with a soft smile as you catch him squeeze her hand.
You smile softly because for all anyone knows, this isn't going to work out. Nothing has gone to plan but Conner still offers reassurance anyway and it's kind of sweet to watch. Gar offers a chuckle, catching the smile on your lips. It earns him a light shove with the roll of your eyes. It's just nice seeing the two of them unbothered by everything that's happening. It's maybe even a little cathartic in a weird way.
Within a few more minutes, both SUVs pull up to the back of the GCPD. There are snipers on the roof and several GCPD officers standing guard with full swat gear outside of the doors. This is supposed to be for show but you're really not buying it. This is a lot of people for something that's supposed to be fake.
Everyone starts to get out of their vehicles, you meeting up with Gar in the front of the SUV.
"You okay?" Gar whispers. "I mean, we trust Barbara." Gar nods his head, his brows raised as if looking for some form of reassurance from you. This isn't sitting right with him either.
"Yeah." You shake your head, eyeing one of the snipers on top of the roof. There are ten total and you start to think of an exit strategy to avoid them or take them out on your way if it comes to it. "If shit goes south, get out of here immediately. I'll be right behind you and stay close to the building until you reach the back alley. Less light and I didn't see snipers over there." You whisper back, pulling your attention right back to Gar.
Gar gulps, looking up at the roof where the guns are pointed right at you. "That wasn't reassuring." Gar almost whines as he looks back to you.
"Wasn't supposed to be." You shake your head, as you chew the inside of your cheek before you start walking. Gar follows right behind you until he's walking side-by-side.
The two of you fall in line right behind Kory and Dick while Conner, Blackfire, and Krypto follow Gar and you. As you all make your way to the entrance, every single person with a gun, trains their weapons on all of you. The Titans are the targets and these people are just waiting for the signal to start shooting. That's what it feels like. Being a vigilante is illegal, technically, but this is...a lot.
"This seems excessive." Kory states as all of you enter the building, passing by even more men with guns and swat gear.
"Barbara cleared it with me." Dick states. "It's all for show. They need to stand their ground." Dick states and you roll your eyes. Basically, they need to stroke cops' egos. What else is new?
"This is just optics, right?" Gar asks Dick, the growing pit in his stomach is starting to bubble. Gar doesn't normally second guess Dick's plans but tonight, he is. This seems wrong.
"Optics." Dick confirms calmly.
The Titans stand on the main level, looking up to the second floor where Babs and one of her right hands is standing beside her looking over the railing. There are cops on all sides of you and above you, covered in their swat gear with shields. Dick can say it's optics all he wants but you're getting a really bad feeling about this one. And then Blackfire bumps into you, making you and Gar turn around. One of the cops, used his shield to bump her and Conner used his superspeed to immediately be at Blackfire's side.
"Back off." Conner threatens, standing toe-to-toe with the cop that shoved her.
This is bad.
This is bad.
This is about to be really, really bad.
You look around as the cops start to slowly close in on all of you. This is not good. If this is optics and a show, they've done it. The show has been shown and it's time to get the hell out of here and finish the plan. There is no reason for them to be approaching the Titans. Not if they're on Barbara's side.
Dick sticks out of his hand, easing them away but it's not working. They're not going to listen to him. They just keep closing in with their shields and weapons pointed right at all of you. The Titans might not be here for a fight, but very clearly, the GCPD definitely is.
"Easy. We're not here for a fight." Dick states, keeping his voice calm but stern as to not piss anyone off.
"Move in." One of the men up top states, demanding the entire room.
Everything falls into slow motion as you look up to him, the other Titans and Barbara doing the same. It's as if everything starts to crumble at your feet. You are severely outnumbered and outgunned. This was a bad idea and you knew it was. It shouldn't have been but no one can trust people outside Barbara. That's how it is and now you're all trapped in this mess.
The cops start to close in, shoving all of the Titans. They try to shove you into smaller sections in order to separate you but you stand in between Gar and Dick as your hands form into fists. Your eyes scan the room quickly and there are fewer men up top. You could get up there and escape pretty easily with the grappling hook.
"Stand down!" Barbara yells but they aren't listening. They don't work for her anymore.
"There." You whisper to Gar, looking up to the second floor. "When you get the chance, get up there."
"What?" Gar questions quickly.
"They'll be too distracted by what's happening on the floor. You can get up there easily as a tiger and I can follow you." You nod your head once at him, reaching for a knife from your utility belt as you prepare for your own opening the second things start to turn violent.
This isn't going to be peaceful. Gar sees the knife in your hand, your hand gripping it tightly and he wonders when you became so prepared for everything to go south. He wonders if it's just trauma build-up like a clogged artery preparing for a heart attack or if this is a Bruce thing or maybe even a Jason thing. You never came here with any form of optimism.
Conner holds some of them off while others start to crowd Gar and you. Dick is entirely covered in cops before he shoves them off of him but then a gunshot rings out through the GCPD, Conner stopping the bullet with his hand. You, Gar, and Kory look over just in time to see the cop fire a second bullet and this time, it hits Blackfire.
"No!" Kory yells.
And that's when all hell breaks loose. Conner starts attacking the cop that shot Blackfire while the other cops jump in to attack the rest of you. Three go for you but you're quicker than they are, already having your free hand glow at your side. They're covered in protective gear and with the shield, you know you're not going to make any good shots with a knife. Desperate times, desperate measures. So, you pocket the knife and your other hand glows before you shoot acid at one of the men and the shield starts to melt. The other men keep coming closer, you punching and kicking them before you touch them with your hands, the acid melting right through their uniforms as they let out blood-curdling screams. The fabric and plastic becomes burned into their skin, sending them to the ground in agonizing pain.
Once those men are down, you jump in to help Gar so he can transform. You distract them and fight them until Gar jumps from behind you and then in front of you, fully turned into a green tiger. You can feel the bullet wound slowing you down. It's aching and throbbing, taking more of your energy you could really use right about now. And you swear you can feel blood leaking from the wound and down your arm as you land a right hook to one of the cops. That's when you hear that same guy above you, telling his men to shoot Gar.
"You gotta get out of here." You urge, shooting a hand full of acid at another man and melting his shield.
But, it's too late, as Gar defends himself, a tranquilizer is shot right out at him and he lets out a growl in response. This is just like the tower. Outnumbered. Outgunned. Even with the other Titans, you don't stand a chance. You can hear the other Titans fighting, getting a glimpse of the fire coming from Kory and Dick and Conner fighting hard. All of you need to get out of here.
"Go!" You point to the top, right where the man is. "Go, I'll be right behind you." You hold off the other men, giving Gar time to jump to the second level and head towards the exit.
You follow him, shooting your grappling hook to the top. The man pulls out his gun just as you reach him. With your feet planted on the floor, you put your hands up, the throbbing the front of your head echoing like a beating drum. He cowered when Gar jumped up here. You are fully confident even with a bum shoulder you could wrestle that gun from him with ease.
"Put the gun down!" You hear Barbara yell and that's when his eyes dart to her for just a second, giving you the perfect opportunity.
You lunge forward, grabbing the gun and then his wrist, twisting his arm. You squeeze and turn, just as Jason had taught you in several of your training sessions and then he drops the gun. You grab it before he even has a chance and you turn the gun on him.
One pull of the trigger and he's dead. That's all it would take. And you're ready to do it. All of the fighting is happening below you and yeah, maybe this guy is just under Crane's shit. But, you're really sick of it. He's not high. He's not drugged. He didn't have to join Crane but he did and he just got Gar shot. It feels like minutes as you almost debate shooting him at point-blank range but it's been five seconds. Five seconds for Barbara to realize you might not back down. Five seconds for the shooter behind you to aim his own gun at your back, kickstarting the throbbing in the back of your head.
"Bluejay!" Barbara yells and you grit your teeth.
Fine.
You spin around, aiming the gun at the shooter's leg and shoot just once. It sends him to the ground and then you take off, not leaving the gun behind. You're real sick of people hurting the people you care about. He was going to shoot you on your way out anyway. Do or die. Kill or be killed.
You find Gar outside, limping as the tranquilizer is starting to take effect. He's not going to make it far and Sam needs to find somewhere for him to go. There has to be somewhere near here. And that's when she realizes...Gar isn't shot. Besides the tranquilizer. Sam looks up, not seeing a single sniper or cop on the roof and then she looks around the parking lot, not seeing anyone here either.
What the fuck?
That's weird given how many were here when the Titans arrived. That also cannot possibly be good. You roll your eyes and decide you both just need to get out of here and you'll find somewhere on the way. There's a tunnel entrance not far and you're pretty sure you and Gar can hide there until you think of a better place.
"Follow me, we're gonna go to the tunnels." You whisper to him as the two of you head for the alley that leads out to a side street.
The two of you run off to the alley, Gar slower than usual and your cape flowing behind you. Your shoulder is aching and you can feel the adrenaline wanting to crash. You're certain now that it's bleeding and your hand is shaking. Your entire arm is shaking. Gar isn't the only one who needs to take a breather.
The two of you exit through the alley and make your way on a sidewalk. You know if you take the sidewalk down to the intersection, you can cross over and head into an alley on that side of the street. The tunnel entrance will only be a block away and you'll be on the right side of the street.
But just as you and Gar go to walk past an alley right before the intersection, your head throbs from the side right before someone grabs your arm, yanking you into the alley. You fight back until the person spins you around and then you stop as relief comes over you.
"It's me. It's fine." Jason urges through the helmet just as Gar walks into the alley having seen you get grabbed by Jason.
"What the fuck are you doing here?" You spit back.
"You guys have to get the fuck off the streets. They'll be looking for you. Come with me." Jason urges you and Gar, trying to walk past but you and Gar block him.
"Answer me, Jason." Your eyes are narrowed at him and without seeing your mouth, Jason knows you're gritting your teeth behind the mask.
"I'll explain but let me get you guys somewhere safe first. You think those snipers just went on a fucking coffee run?" Jason quips back making you look to the Gar. Gar shakes his head and you let out a breath.
"You?" You ask, your eyes narrowing. How the fuck did he know to be there?
Jason nods. "Let's go before they show up." Jason's voice is stern and almost forceful as he walks past them.
Jason leads the two of you across the street and down a different alley. You exclusively take alleys and you're just relieved they clearly used a tranquilizer that wasn't as potent as the one CADMUS used. Gar is still slowing down but he's at least awake. But, you're still stuck trying to figure out how Jason knew and why he didn't do anything about it. You were all just attacked and you all could have been killed. He knew though. Pretending to be with Crane doesn't mean screwing the Titans over. You know there is probably an explanation but right now, you're pissed off and scared and in pain.
You reach an abandoned building and Jason opens the door in the back for the three of you. The three of you make your way upstairs and into a room with boarded-up windows. This place doesn't have any type of belongings but you're willing to bet Jason is hoarding the place. Jason would probably never not have a place to go after everything. Gar practically collapses on the floor before he starts to transform back into himself.
"Sleep it off. I'll wait until things calm down and I'll go looking for Dick and Kory, okay?" You crouch down to Gar as you put a hand on his shoulder.
"You okay?" Gar gets out with a labored breath.
"Yeah, I'm fine. Better at this now." You offer a nod and if Gar weren't so exhausted from the tranquilizer, he'd be worried about why you're suddenly better at it. Maybe Gotham does change people. It's something Dick warned the Titans about. Gotham eats people alive.
"Are you sure?" Gar's words start to slur together just a little.
"Yeah." You nod your head and offer him a soft smile. "Just...sleep, okay? I'll find you clothes, too."
Gar's face starts to burn. "Okay." Gar nods his head, plopping down on the floor as the tranquilizer finally kicks in entirely.
"Here." Jason offers a blanket of some sort and you use it to cover Gar before you get to your feet.
"He'll be out awhile." You say softly, a sadness coating your words.
There's almost a numbness that's coming with this territory. You wonder if this is how Bruce has done it for so long, maybe that's why Bruce is the way he is. His parents were killed in front of him and then...here he is. Batman, vengeance. Maybe in order for him to be Batman, he has to be numb to it, to the pain of what comes with being a hero. Maybe he's let some of that numbness leak into his personal life and that's why he was the way he was with Dick and why he tried to be better with Jason but still failed. You wonder if he just numbs it all in order to keep going. And maybe that's not entirely Bruce's fault. Because you don't want to be numb about everything.
The pain is the worst part but outside of pain, Bruce seems to push things away and maybe that's still how he can be Batman. Maybe it wasn't always like that but bad things happen. You don't want that. It's just, you're standing here with Jason and you're annoyed with him but you're not even that mad anymore. You're tired, your shoulder hurts but emotionally, the only thing you really feel right now is worry. Worry for Gar and the Titans. That's it. That doesn't feel too good either.
Jason nods his head before he looks to the floor. He looks back to the window and then to you, nodding his head toward the window. The two of you head over to the boarded window, taking a seat below it. Jason takes his helmet off, resting it beside him as he stretches his legs out in front of him. The white streak flops onto his forehead, you getting the slightest hit of a smile at the sight.
You follow his lead, taking your own mask off as you pull your legs to your chest. You rest your head against the boards, closing your eyes as you take in a breath. Jason watches you carefully, seeing a slight tremor in your hand of the shoulder that was shot as you rest your forearms on your knees. There's a mark near your temple that looks like it might be forming into a bruise. But, that's it. Jason doesn't see anything too bad. GCPD has never been very good at taking out vigilantes. It's not really their thing which Jason is thankful for. But, he really wishes he weren't too late.
It's not his fault. He's trying to work Crane and part of that is still doing his dirty work. He had no choice but the second he could, he tried his absolute hardest to warn the Titans. It just wasn't enough. It's another really hard pill to swallow. Working with Crane is his biggest mistake. Everything is a mess and that, that part is on him. He is desperate for it all just to come to an end.
"Oh, here." You mutter, pulling the gun from your utility belt. You hand it over with caution, Jason noticing the tremor worse as he takes the gun from you. Jason blinks at you and then at the gun, trying to find the right question. "Wrestled it from a piece of shit who caused this shit, shot the piece of shit that shot Gar, then I took it."
Jason shakes his head as his eyes close for a second, growing confused. Desperate times, desperate measures. He entirely understands how you ended up with the gun. That's not really the question he has now. It's you shooting someone. Your hands are shaking and your hands very rarely ever shake after a fight. It's one of the things Jason finds the most interesting. It's your steady hands before, during, and after heavy conflicts. He was like that, too and then Deathstroke happened but now they're shaking a lot. And something looks really wrong which could also just be what happened at the station. But, Jason wonders if it's the use of a gun. You always said you weren't a fan of using them.
"You shot someone?" Jason raises a brow at you as you read the disbelief on his face.
"I mean, yeah? You shoot people." You scoff, looking forward again. "I wrestled the gun away, had it aimed at the guy and Babs yelled at me. So, I turned and shot the guy who was about to shoot me who also shot Gar. Had it in my hand, might as well." You clear your throat, still dodging Jason's stare. "I didn't have a choice. He was gonna shoot me if I didn't do something." You state quietly as you chew the inside of your cheek.
It's really not the gun. The way you see it, it's really not that different than you throwing a knife at someone's head. It kills them all the same. It's not all that different than you throwing a knife at someone's leg. It wounds them all the same. It doesn't matter. It is just everything from the last two weeks. You really hate not having the choice to walk away. You might still pick the violent answer, but you'd like a choice. You would like a choice in the way your life goes.
"Alright." Jason nods his head before he shakes it. "Why the fuck did you take it with you?" Jason asks. You know these guns can be tracked. It's police issued.
"Fuck them." You state. "If I left it, they'd shoot me. So I took it to give to you to get rid of. Or I'll throw it in the Harbor out of spite."
"Right." Jason nods his head. "Shot someone? Using my R blades? Combat? Got a cape? You really are following in my footsteps, huh?" Jason offers you a teasing grin to try and lighten your mood, just a little bit. He just hates seeing you like this.
You narrow your eyes at him but Jason catches you starting to smirk. "You're really good at this." You roll your eyes. "Be stupid not to take notes. That's what you told me to do anyway."
Jason lets out a soft chuckle. "Can't believe you fucking listened."
"Yeah, it is a rarity." You quip before you look at him, lifting your head up. While this is nice discussing your own motives, you'd love to turn it around now. Jason knew to be there and when. That sounds like a problem. "You wanna tell me what the fuck?"
"Crane." Jason lets out a scoff. It's his turn to turn his attention forward. "Had me pay off one of the guys to turn on Babs, turn the whole department. Then, take all of you guys to him." Jason looks back at you, his face reading blatant annoyance.
"And you didn't warn me?" You shake your head in disbelief, the question coming out more as a demand -- an accusation.
"No! I tried! You, Dick, and Gar didn't answer!" Jason defends himself as he turns to face you. "I'd never let you walk in there if I had a choice. I tried. And when I got there, you were already inside. So, took out the snipers." Jason shrugs his shoulders. "The Titans against the GCPD?" Jason lets out a scoff. "I figured you'd all be fine inside but I didn't leave until I saw you and Gar. I was gonna go in to help when I heard the fighting but you and Gar walked out."
You nod your head before you pull out the burner and sure enough, you have three missed calls. That makes you feel a lot better. No part of you ever really believed Jason wouldn't at least try to warn you. You are relieved though, that even when things are messy as all hell, he still has your back. He always did but tonight just feels different.
"Took out?" You raise a brow.
"Knocked them out." Jason nods with a single nod.
"You know they're gonna tell Crane Red Hood got them, right?" You question, wondering how he plans to get himself out of it. And maybe you're a little relieved. You really hate him working with Crane still even if it was your idea.
"Thought of that." Jason says through a chuckle. "Wore a different mask, put on a different hoodie. They won't know any better. I was in and out anyway." Jason offers with confidence, clearly proud to do this work.
You shake your head but give Jason a gentle smile. "Well, thank you for risking it anyway. And for trying to warn us."
"Always." Jason nods his head right back, a toothy smile on display. It's a warm smile this time. "You alright, though?" Jason asks.
"Uh...yeah, I-I uh, I think I'm bleeding again." You state, looking to your shoulder and then back to him.
"Let me see." Jason states, gesturing his hand for you to lean forward.
You lean forward as Jason unzips your suit in the back and pulls down the shoulder part of your suit. Sure enough, the wound has bled through the gauze and there's blood everywhere he can see. Jason's heart jumps to his throat. It's been hours and the wound isn't that bad. For there to be this much blood in such a short amount of time, you had to be fighting like hell to get out of there. And you did it while looking out for Gar. And Jason gets a proud smile.
"What?" You raise a brow at him, wondering why the blood is making him smile.
"Trained you well." Jason states softly, confidence and pride etched into those three words.
"Shut up." You groan. "You would take credit for it." You let out a soft laugh.
"Well, if it weren't for me, you'd get your ass kicked." Jason quips right back. "So...you're welcome." Jason gives you a smirk.
Your eyes narrow before you roll them. "Yes, thank you so much. I would just be in so much distress if not for you. Please, where would I be?!" You fake a loud whine, the sarcasm spilling from your lips.
"Arrested." Jason answers plainly as he blinks at you.
You nod your head. "Fuck you." You shrug as you widen your eyes, earning a laugh from Jason.
"Oh, well in that case, I don't have to help you now. Ya know, if you don't need my help or anything." Jason sits back, his signature smirk crossing his face.
You let out a sigh, giving him a fake glare. "You won't let me bleed out." You state with confidence. "Where would you be without me? I'm the only one who plays your games." You offer him the same smirk.
Jason gives you a single nod. "Because I play yours." Jason quips.
"Which brings us back to you not letting me bleed out." You grin at him.
"You're really confident in that." Jason nods his head, knowing damn well you're not going to bleed out.
"I'm always confident in your abilities to not let something really bad happen to me." You say softly but there's a smirk on your face. It almost reads as a joke but Jason can tell by the sweetness in your voice and how quietly you said it that it's true. Even if you only said it out loud to mess with him.
Jason fake groans. "Alright. Fine." Jason says dramatically. "Guess I'll be fucking nice and help."
"You were going to anyway." You let out a soft laugh that makes Jason's stomach spin.
"Yeah..." Jason says softly, his smile turning soft as he scoots back over to you. "How many you take down anyways?" Jason asks as he pulls the gauze off.
"I lost count." You state. "There were a lot of them though. Uh, one of them shot Blackfire though. I think Kory was trying to get out with her. Dick and Conner were still fighting when we left though."
"I saw them follow you guys out." Jason assures you. "They're alright."
A surprised but kind smile starts to come to your lips. "Did you watch for them?" You ask.
Jason shrugs. "Saw you were alright and Gar, so maybe yeah. I just hung out a minute to make sure the others got out. Kory was with Blackfire and Dick was with Conner and Krypto. Blackfire was the only one who looked hurt." Jason explains as he grabs a gauze pad from his pockets.
"Didn't help though?"
"You know there's no fucking way in hell Kory would have let me." Jason quips back.
"Yeah...." You let out a sigh. "That's probably true." You nod as Jason sticks the gauze pad to the wound. "You just carrying first aid stuff now?"
"Just being prepared." Jason chuckles. "You should be proud." Jason nods up at you once the gauze is stuck and in place. "You should be okay. Here." Jason pulls another gauze pad out. "Just in case."
"Thanks, Jay." You take it, the shaking in your hands not as prominent now.
"You and me." Jason nods once at you with a soft smile before zipping her suit back up.
"You and me." You nod back before putting the gauze pad in your utility belt. "So...Crane has the department?" You clear your throat. It would be easier not to discuss that but you don't have that privilege.
"Yep." Jason shakes his head. "He's got more than that. The video, everyone is falling for his shit. He's gonna try to destroy Gotham." Jason states.
"How?" You ask.
"Taking over everyone and turning everyone against you guys for starters. I don't know what else he has planned. I know it's not fucking good though. He's losing it."
"Fantastic." You roll your eyes.
According to Bruce's file on Crane, this is what always happens. He has a plan and it works well at first but then he starts to crumble, spiral, and it all goes to shit. Crane does try to take people with him though and no one is left unscathed when Crane starts to fall off the deep end. You're getting the feeling this isn't going to end well.
"You, uh, you should probably head out then, right?" You ask cautiously. "Like, if someone sees you with us, leading us here or sees me leave after seeing you leave. That'll be a problem. You know Crane wants the city, so find out how."
Jason grits his teeth and he hates this. It was his idea to go to Crane in the first place and maybe this is just his penance for it. Being forced to work with him not that he wants to kill him. And he hates the idea of leaving you and Gar. The entire city is going to want you dead. The GCPD already tried to turn them in to Crane who would have killed you. You can handle yourselves but anything can happen out there. Worse things can happen though if he doesn't find out what Crane is doing and put a stop to it.
"Yeah." Jason answers shortly. "Alright, yeah." Jason nods his head with a sigh. "Use the burner though, let me know if you find anyone. I'll try to get into the traffic cameras and see if I can locate anyone for you and Gar to get to." Jason explains as he gets to his feet.
"Thanks, Jay." You offer him a soft smile. "We'll be fine." You assure him.
"Right." Jason nods his head, plucking his helmet from the floor. "If shit starts going south--"
"I'll call or text. I got it, Jay. We've been here plenty of times now. Look who's the one worrying now." You scrunch your nose at him, mostly to try and ease some of his worry and hide yours.
"Yeah, yeah, whatever." Jason lets out a scoff but the corners of his mouth tug up slightly. "Good luck." Jason nods once before he turns and heads out of the room, leaving you alone with an unconscious Gar.
You sit against the window for several hours, just looking through the slats of the window. The city is going to shit. Chaos is already starting to hit the streets. Fires and fights, you can see the few buildings across the street boarding up their windows. Maybe this is what Crane wanted. GCPD is with Crane and Gotham doesn't have any vigilantes to protect it. That's when you start to think how odd this whole thing is.
Bruce ran the city on fear. Fear of the Bat and how he could take down anyone, send them to Arkham but with the insurance policy of making it out alive. It was still fear that kept a lot of people from committing at least serious crimes and it did keep Gotham, at least, somewhat safer with certain things. Crane's entire obsession is with fear. He makes people live out their worst fears. It's what he does but now he's trying to control Gotham by turning everyone against the vigilantes which just makes them unafraid. You aren't sure what that has to do with anything or if it even matters but it's something you can't help but think about it. And you wonder what will happen if it works. What happens if he gets what he wants this time? Where does that leave the Titans? Gotham?
You've never been much of a team player. You've always done better alone or with one person. It's easier that way. You wonder if that's how it should be. You remember when you left the tower and Dick said you could be a Titan again. If you wanted to. But, the more you sit here and think about it, maybe you don't want to. There are too many moving pieces and even though it's not your responsibility, it's too much to have to worry about so many people all at once. And if Dick fucks up, they all die. That's a pretty big burden to carry and you aren't so sure you want that every single day. Maybe to help sometimes, yeah. But, maybe not every day and if Crane wins, this is Gotham. You'll fight tirelessly until it's not his anymore because this city doesn't belong to him. It doesn't belong to anyone like him.
After a few more hours, the sun starts to come up, the gloomy clouds blocking most of the pretty oranges and pinks. You check your phone, only for there to be an x where the service bars are. You try to make a call to Dick but the service is unavailable. Fantastic. Your best guess is this has to do with whatever Crane has coming or the chaos that Gotham is under which means you and Gar are on your own until you're able to find the rest of the Titans. But you can't just sit here for right now.
You still need to grab some sort of food for you both and grab clothes for Gar so while the streets aren't as busy you decide now might be a good time to try and find supplies. The streets aren't as busy as they were earlier and nothing should be open yet. There's a convenience store not far so if you're quick, you could break in, grab what you and Gar need, and be back before anyone spots you. It shouldn't be too hard. So, you grab your mask and make your way to the door Jason let you through last night only to be caught completely off guard as the door swings open.
"Rachel?" You question as you pull your mask off.
Rachel blinks at you a few times before gaining a soft smile. "Hey." She didn't know you even got a suit.
"What the hell are you doing here?" You ask as you tug Rachel inside and close the door behind her.
"I don't know. I just had a feeling I needed to come back." Rachel states, somewhat ominously.
You've never been so relieved to see Rachel. Rachel is literally the daughter of a demon. Based on how Gotham is looking right about now, you might need that. So far, nothing else has worked and Rachel killed her dad. Not to mention, the Titans could really just use some more hands if you stand a chance against the entire population of Gotham City.
"Oh, yeah no we could use some fucking help right about now." You laugh softly.
"Yeah? What is going on?" Rachel looks around the abandoned building, taking notice in how rundown and cold it is. "It's kind of weird out there." Rachel states, remembering how Gotham was before when Dick brought them on the way to San Fransisco.
This is not that Gotham. There are fires in the streets now, people yelling, being more guarded than usual. It's every person for themselves and it's six in the morning. No one should even have enough energy for that now. But, word got out that the vigilantes are gone and the commissioner was arrested. People have really lost it since.
"You haven't talked to anyone right?" You question, remembering Rachel was unreachable to everyone meaning she probably needs a full recap.
"Right, I couldn't really talk to anyone while I was there." Rachel says with hesitance, starting to worry about where this might go.
"Awesome. Jason died." You spit out, ripping the bandaid off.
Rachel coughs. "He what?!"
"Yeah, Joker beat him to death with a crowbar. So, Bruce went and killed the Joker. Fast forward to all the Titans showing up, and surprise, Jason's alive again. Lazarus Pit." You spit it out before Rachel can even ask. "Only he's Red Hood now and he was addicted to a drug made by Jonathan Crane, Scarecrow. That made him fearless which was unpleasant, honestly. So, for the last two weeks, I've been trying to get him clean while he's been trying to kill Dick. And Dick's been trying to capture him. He's clean now and on our side but I got shot and Dick got shot and Gar just got tranquilized last night. Crane is trying to take over the city, he poisoned the water. We were almost all killed last night because of it. It's been a mess." You nod casually as you finish.
"Um..." Rachel tries to find the right words to even process any of that. "I missed a lot." Rachel nods.
"Oh, yeah, welcome to Gotham." You mutter as you lead Rachel up the stairs. "And now, apparently, cell towers are down because I can't get a call out. I have no idea where everyone else is. It's just Gar and me."
"Okay, wait. So, where is everyone else? And where is Jason?" Rachel questions. She could tell that all of the Titans weren't here but she didn't realize you and Gar would be on your own entirely.
"No idea. He's been trying to find out what Crane is planning. He's the only reason any of us got out alive last night. He took out the snipers. As for the Titans, I don't know." You say sadly, sucking in a deep breath. "We got separated and the city went to shit not long after."
"What a mess." Rachel says softly.
"Yeah. Donna?" You ask with hope. If Jason can be brought back, there has to be a way to bring back Wonder Girl.
Rachel shakes her head sadly. "Nope."
You let out a sigh of defeat. "I'm sorry. At least you tried though." You look over to her as you reach the room where Gar is still passed out. "More than what most people would do. There has to be a way though." You assure her.
"Yeah, maybe we should ask Jason how it all works." Rachel says only half joking.
"He doesn't know. I did ask." You let out a soft laugh. "He doesn't even know where it is." You let out a breath. "Anyway, we're hiding here until we figure out what to do and until Gar wakes up." You gesture to the room just as Gar starts to stir awake.
Gar's eyes land on the two of you as confusion wraps itself around him. The last thing he remembers is you and Jason being here. It's fuzzy but he remembers that. The person standing next to you is not Jason though. Jason doesn't normally wear all black. He blinks a few times, trying to get his vision to focus and once it does, he's certain something went wrong.
"Rachel?" Gar asks, eyes still partially closed with sleep while the two of you get closer. "Did I die again or are you really real?"
"Of course I'm real." Rachel says as the two of you crouch down.
"I found her." You state.
"I found you." Rachel looks back at you.
"Yeah, yeah, yeah same thing." You state. "How you feeling?"
"Tired." Gar chuckles. "How did you find her?"
"I could just feel you guys." Rachel states simply. "Your energy. I started at GCPD, ended up here." Rachel explains as she hands Gar his clothes.
The two of you stand up and turn around so Gar can change. You're definitely thankful Rachel was able to grab his clothes because that was one thing you were not confident you could grab. And he can't very well just be out there with a blanket.
"Did you find anyone else?" Gar asks as he gets dressed.
"No, I came here first." Rachel says.
"I actually didn't leave. I opened the door and Rachel was there but cell towers are down so I can't even reach out to try to find them." You roll your shoulders.
"So, now what?" Gar asks once he's fully clothed.
You and Rachel turn around, looking between each other.
"I have no idea." You answer with defeat.
Meanwhile, Crane decides he's earned his right to Wayne Manor. With the Titans out of commission and in hiding, the manor is open. It's safe and it'll be the perfect place for Crane to call home now. It'll make it easier to run Gotham from the Manor, having access to not only the Batcave but everything within the Batcave. And of course, he decided to take Jason with him who's still not liking this whole getting along with him thing when the only thing he wants to do is put a bullet in his head right about now.
With the lines down, it's going to make it that much harder for him to even contact anyone. If Jason does find out what Crane is planning, how is he supposed to find Dick without Crane catching onto what he's doing? This whole plan is a mess and being back at the manor isn't making Jason feel any better. It feels wrong.
This isn't Crane's home. Jason is pissed -- hurt by Bruce but maybe that doesn't mean letting Crane into the manor is a good idea. He's going to take over the place and make it his when he doesn't even belong here. But, Jason is also thinking of how he doesn't belong here either. Bruce abandoned him. This was never really Jason's home anyway. He tried to make it fit, tried to make it stick but it was never really him anyway. The fancy manor, the galas, events, press, money, just having a place to go home to that was safe. Even the training didn't feel like him. He loves it more than words but at the beginning, even that just felt like he was just trying to fill in the shoes that would always be the wrong size. But now, it feels worse. He feels more like he's trespassing. He's not supposed to be alive, let alone here with Crane. In another world, Jason thinks maybe he'd have ditched Crane after being brought back and he would have walked in to find Bruce. Maybe it would be different then.
But, it's not.
"So, this is what a billion dollars gets ya?" Crane asks, standing overlooking the living room. Crane makes his way down into the main living room, examining the curtains on his way down. "Interior designers the world over-exclaimed, meh." Crane shrugs with boredom before glancing to Jason who's still standing on the landing looking over the room. "Alright enough with the whole tortured hero stuff. Come on. We have reached the summit. It's time for us to enjoy the view. I think this calls for some spirits." Crane states as he takes his coat off, tossing it onto the couch before he grabs a bottle of alcohol.
Tortured hero? That's what he thinks the issue is here? Crane's gotten Jason to make a drug, get addicted to it, kill innocent people, turn on everyone who ever cared about him, Crane almost killed you, and is trying to tear down the city. Being this so-called tortured hero is not Jason's issue. Crane is arrogant and delusional. Jason can't tell if he's just doing it on purpose or if he believes any of the shit that leaves his mouth. Crane is selfish and cruel. Jason is kicking himself for not seeing it sooner. Crane doesn't care about anyone or anything besides himself. And Jason's just stuck here playing along.
"Look," Crane states as he uncorks the bottle. "Make a toast. To Batsy." Crane says, pouring himself a glass. "To beating them. To knowing them. To growing them." Crane says as he hands a glass to Jason. Jason takes it, not bothering to start the argument now. "We gotta redecorate." Crane says, looking around. "Starting with this." Crane says as he eyes the large painted portrait of the Wayne's hanging above the fireplace.
Crane pushes a chair in front of the fireplace, using it as a ladder to grab the painting. He places the painting down in front of the fireplace, kicking the chair out of the way. Then he grabs a knife from his pocket, eyeing the painting.
"Actually, you should do the honors." Crane turns around to face Jason, offering him the knife.
Jason walks around the couch, grabbing the knife from Crane before Crane walks to plop himself on the couch. Jason watches him before he looks back to the painting, questioning if he should actually listen to Crane on this one. It feels wrong but he is still really hurt.
"It's time to finally pay back your father for the gifts he's given you." Crane states with ease.
Jason stares at the painting and at first there's a guilt that comes over him. This is of Bruce and his parents. His parents are gone, it's not like this can be replaced. But, the more he stands here, the more he thinks about how badly he's been hurt by Bruce.
Bruce gave him magic by giving him Robin and then he just...ripped it away. He did what everyone always does. Promise him something and then take it away, take from him. He begged him not to give up on him and Bruce did anyway. Bruce gave up on him just like everyone else. He never bothered to try to understand him. Bruce just sent him to Leslie to fix him. And while Jason knows, he is the one that went after the Joker, Bruce didn't do anything about it.
He didn't even realize something was wrong or that something was going on. He should have noticed and he should have tried to help. Based on the context Jason has gotten from you, it does not sound like Bruce was worried and asked you to check on him. You figured it out. Not Bruce, the world's greatest detective. Jason was cooking Crane's drug and seeing Crane and Bruce never once figured it out. You did and while you're good at detective work, Bruce is supposed to be the best. But, when it comes to his own son, he just...failed? Jason swears it was on purpose because how else did he fucking miss it? How did he miss that Jason was struggling so badly? Jason doesn't scream from the rooftops that he needs help but he also makes it obvious in his own way and Bruce missed every single cry for help Jason has ever given him.
Bruce knows Jason's entire past, every piece of it and he will never understand. Jason pushed a serial rapist off a building and all Bruce did was get mad. He never bothered to care to understand Jason's point of view of the situation. Maybe that's just Jason breaking the rules, but it was Bruce's job to try to understand. Jason was just a kid. And he was brutally murdered and it's fine Bruce has a no-kill rule but the way Jason sees it, he should have killed the Joker because the Joker took Jason away from Burce. Jason is Bruce's son, he said so, and he picked him, and yet he's the one that feels left behind and abandoned and damaged. He was never good enough. He was always too much of a bother to try to understand. Bruce only ever wanted to fix him in the way Bruce wanted to fix everyone, make them just like him. But, that doesn't work for Jason and he doesn't think he'll ever be fixed and he's pissed and hurt because he hates feeling broken.
So, he pulls his arm back and starts slicing up the painting with everything in him.
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Thoughts on The Bad Batch Episode 7 - Extraction - A Discussion Post
This episode was full of even more action and a lot more thoughts and theories than the episode before it. Let's dive into the second part!
(SPOILERS IF YOU HAVE NOT SEEN THE EPISODES YET! all screencaps from www.cap-that.com! https://www.cap-that.com/starwars/the-bad-batch/307/)
Before Episode 6 ended, the clones' base on Teth was attacked, and the CX trooper emerges from the rubble that fell on him, clearly alive and well. He looks around, as there is no one to be found.
Everyone is doing okay, but the rubble blocks their way out. Batcher finds a different way out as they decide to take that way, sticking together to reach a ship they can use to contact Echo.
Wolffe arrives at the base, realizing that there were clones who were attacked. He meets CX-2, asking him what his orders were, who refuses to tell him that. Wolffe makes him follow his orders only, while the CX trooper keeps following his own orders. I've seen posts on the parallels between Tech's limping in Season 2 to how CX-2 was limping here, and I'm living for those parallels to keep the theories going. The CX trooper can't reach his ship after his device was damaged, so he sticks with the others.
Also, I love Clone Commander Hilo already.
The boys and Omega manage to find the ship and get it working to make their escape. Batcher starts licking Nemec, and Omega says, "Don't worry. She only bites half of the time," which was funny. Batcher loves all of the clones around her.
While trying to escape, CX-2 shoots their ship down, making their escape fail. They crash into the jungle.
Wolffe argues with CX-2 after he shot their ship down, and tracks down the crashed ship. CX-2 goes with while they try to continue their efforts to retrieve Omega.
Everyone makes it out of the crash safely, continuing to run. Crosshair checks in on Omega, who gets annoyed by his continuous questions. I love how overprotective he started becoming here. Omega said, "You're as bad as Hunter", and Crosshair said, "Oh, I'm much worse." MY HEART-
Howzer starts to talk to Crosshair calmly after seeing how he interacts with Omega and takes care of her, realizing that he's not the same clone he met on Ryloth anymore. Crosshair opens up about how he feels about loyalty, as that is something he values highly. With the Empire betraying him, there was no way he was going to stay loyal to them.
The Empire locates them, as they fight and protect each other. I loved the way that Wrecker had protected Batcher and Hunter was protecting Omega in this scene. CX-2 attacks them as well, and Crosshair decides to go after him. Omega didn't like that idea, to which he responded, "Too bad."
RIP to Nemec š
Crosshair faces off against CX-2 in an aggressive fight, and anyone else getting the Winter Soldier vibes here? CX-2 starts talking to Crosshair, saying, "You had your chance to become one of us. You chose the wrong side." If this is Tech, that's going to hurt so much afterwards. If it's someone else, it's still going to hurt. CX-2 manages to take down Crosshair, but is attacked by the others who saves Crosshair. He falls down the waterfall, left behind.
The Empire catches up to the squad, as Rex finally meets Wolffe face-to-face. Wolffe thought Rex was dead after reading the reports, and he believes in the Empire's cause. Rex tries to tell him that he's making the wrong choice and that clones are being hurt because of them, but Wolffe isn't able to believe anything right now.
Echo arrives with Gregor, as Rex waits for Wolffe to make a choice; either leave the Empire and come with them, or stay. Wolffe decides to stay, and allows the squad to leave safely. Rex looks back on Wolffe, and Gregor looks at the whole scene. They have no idea they're going to be roommates in the near future.
I swear, Wolffe looks so good in today's animation. He watches the clones leave, returning to his own squad. I can't wait until he joins them and realizes his mistakes.
CX-2 emerges from the water after going down the waterfall. Another parallel to Tech, though, who knows. My head kept expecting him to take off his helmet so he could get some air, though I guess it's too early for that still.
Rex looks so tired in the back, and Hunter goes to talk to him. Rex immediately straightens up, acting like everything's fine. (Sir, you need to take a break and let your feelings run through.) Hunter tells him he can't keep running forever, but Rex doesn't want to stop fighting yet. We know he will eventually leading up to Rebels, and I fear what will happen to make him stop.
They both talk about Omega, and Hunter vows that they will keep her safe. Rex tells Hunter they have to find out why the people on Tantiss want her so badly, and the two look at a peacefully sleeping Omega, exhausted from the fighting. She is so precious, we all need to protect her.
We lost good soldiers in both of these episodes, and there's still a whole lot to figure out. Every episode so far in this season is hitting a really good mark, as every single one is so exciting. I can't wait for whatever comes in store in the future, so let's keep the theories going!
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SNOWBOUND BABY / TOKREV X READER.
@thvkei; cute lil things our boys do during winter ā” part one.
ft. takemichi, mikey, and draken x gn!reader
genre. fluff, headcanons
notes. this post is sfw, but this account contains nsfw content. please do not follow if you're a minor.
ā° TAKEMICHI.
as hard as he tries to be the stoic, protective boyfriend, something about the way the snow spills fluidly from the abundance of clouds above his head makes his heart retreat to his childhood days.
he loves winter, but hates the cold. you find it funny how he humors himself by building snow castles and other childish matters, yet complains when the icy burn of frost bites at the tips of his fingers.
CONSTANTLY gets caught underneath the mistletoe. he finds it so embarrassing but he loves kissing you so he can't complain.
gingerbread-house-decorating-competition in which his literally falls apart in front of your eyes and you hysterically watch him try and piece it back together.
no matter how long you've been dating, he still gets flustered when you take his cheeks between your palms, soothing the redness that consumes them due to the biting cold.
takes you to see a christmas play but it turns out to be for kids. you both get bored and end up running out, giggling whilst plotting to meet up with his friends and get tipsy on eggnog and mulled wine.
big fan of hot chocolate, but is absolute ass at making them. how someone can be bad at making at hot drink, you aren't sure. however, after his first and only attempt, you ultimately decide that you'll be in charge of making them from now on.
leaves buying christmas presents until last minute bc he thinks he can handle it... wrong L bozo. š
panics on christmas eve and embarrassedly calls you in the middle of a clothes store asking what your size is.
ends up buying you a pair of matching pjs, they're super cute 'n fluffy <3
tries so hard to wrap your presents but he literally can't figure out how to make it look neat for the life of him š. skill issue tbh.
running up to him before he can slip out for work in the morning, wrapping his scarf around his neck and planting a kiss on his cheek while he quietly recognizes how lucky he is to have you in his life.
ice skating date where takemichi falls so many times you swear he will be littered in bruises the following day, which you were right about.
flu season. he believes he's immune, (he's not), and always ends up sick.
taking a hot shower together to warm up :))
BLANKET HOGGERā¼ļø steals the blankets from you when you're asleep, so you have to literally have to fight him for them. falls off the bed.
ā° MIKEY.
literally a winter fiend.
unbothered by the cold but always faces the consequences, which is lowkey annoying cuz he always catches a cold 'n then you have to babysit his ass back to full health.
steals all your coats, hoodies and jackets even though he has his own.
when you question him on it, he either lies about stealing, (even when he's LITERALLY wearing it), or deflects your accusing tone with a compliment.
"you know, the snow really brings out the color of your eyes. they're s'pretty, y/n. ā”."
"mikey š."
if you're stupid enough to even TRY and wear a scarf in his vicinity, you better run cuz he will grab that shit 'n force you to share.
forces you to make him hot coco (with whipped cream 'n marshmallows ofc)
he loves decorating the tree, will put you on his shoulders to place the star at the top ĖįĖ
intently watches you wrap presents. sticking your tongue out, fiddling with the tape 'n trying to hold it all together. he thinks it's so cute and endearing, he can't bring himself to help when you look so adorable.
gets concerningly pale?? i mean, he's already pale, but when he's cold, he gets like even whiter LMAO some1 help him
loves making snow angels
takes you on his bike to see the christmas lights!!
starts snowball fights out of fucking nowhere. you swear he almost gave you a concussion once but he denies it ever happening smh. š¤„
trying to do a christmas movie marathon but tbh good luck bc this man can't focus for more than 5 minutes.
as well as being a blanket hogger, in winter, mikey and the concept of personal space become complete strangers. bro will cling to you like you're tryin' to go somewhere when actually you're just trying to sleep.
ā° DRAKEN.
one of the best winter boyfriends omg!!
constantly warm. it's like hugging a fucking radiator, but in a good way :D
the feeling of waking up next to him in winter is unmatched. your head lies on his chest, and his bicep holds your waist against him with the perfect strength. soft snores pass through his open lips, blonde locks strewn across the pillow.
late night trips to the convenience store bc u want snacks!!
constantly shoving an extra layer of clothes on you, just to be safe.
personally isn't a fan of the cold, but bares it for you.
you force him to go ice skating with you, but all it takes is one fall and he's stomping off the rink cussing out the ice whilst you cling to him, drowning in your own giggles.
strokes you hair as you watch christmas classics, feeling his chest vibrate with gentle laughter as he cradles you against him.
laughing at him because he's wearing mittens LMAO
surprise attacking him with a wrestle in the snow, only to end up pinned beneath him panting and tapping out because his bodyweight is crushing you.
would take a lot of convincing, but would wear a onesie if it really made you happy.
going on a cut-your-own-christmas-tree-farm date and my god does he make a fine lumberjack.
even though youād been extra cautious, you still got sick. but don't worry, ken takes care of you.
that is after he's lectured you on wearing warmer clothes even though you literally wear at least two hoodies every time you walk outside.
gets pissed when you shove snow in his hood and doesn't notice until he pulls it over his head. š
making cookies together but somehow coming out with triple how many you were acc supposed to make so your kitchen was practically overflowing with the damn things.
going on a date to see the fireworks. draken stares at you with love and true adoration in his eyes as you gawk at the pretty streams of light, lips forming an 'o' as you admire the way they shoot through the sky. he's never been happier.
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ššļøļ½”ā§āĖ ~ Something doesnāt feel quite right.
Genre: Angst to Fluff???
Obey me Brothers x Teleporter!reader (platonic except Lucifer)
Summary: After a bad mental health day, you decide to take a break in another country. Not knowing that time passes through. How she was gone for 24 hours turns out she was gone for a year.
Word count: 1,066
Inspo: yo mama
Warnings: Yelling and swearing
A/N: I wrote half of this in 3-4am, also happy new year š„³ my first post in 2023 sorry for late post I had school and also I donāt know how to end this š this is bad I hate this
Multiple thuds have been heard from the upper floor, and multiple people falling off the stairs.
Multiple thuds have been heard from the upper floor, and multiple people falling off the stairs.
Multiple thuds have been heard from the upper floor, and multiple people falling off the stairs.
Asmodeus was the first to approach you, running;
āWhere are you going dearie?ā He asks, clinging on your side.
āIām gonna stay at my friend's place.ā
āWho?ā
āUhm, f/nā
āAnd how long are you planning to stay with them?ā Lucifer appears out of the shadows.
āWeāre planning to have a sleepover,ā you lie
āYou donāt seem to have any packed for your sleepoverā he points out
āI have some stuff in their placeā you explain, fidgeting with the ends of your sweater.
āVery well, enjoyā he gives you a smile of approval
āWAIT Y/N DO YOU HAVE YOUR-ā Mammonās voice get cut off by the slam of the door
Normally you would tell them when you were gonna teleport to a place, but you decided not to this time.
You wanted to be left alone.
Everything was too loud.
You closed your eyes and felt the world spin around you.
And suddenly, youāre in Switzerland.
You look behind you to see the inn you always stayed in when everything was too much.
āAnother night hmm?ā The old couple who owned the inn; said
āYeahā you chuckled
āWell, go on then. This night is on usā They smile at you.
āThank you Mrs Aebi and Mrs MĆ¼llerā
They hand you a key, and waved you goodbye
You entered your room and fell asleep immediately
Time passes.
You basically slept for the whole day.
When you woke up, you had an hour left to do what you wanted to do because you slept for 23 hours (me tbh)
You decide to hang out in the mini library that the old couple allowed you to stay in because you were a usual.
And just like that your time passes.
You hand your key, and teleport back to Devildom, it took longer than usual but you shrugged it off.
As you stood in front of the house of lamentation, it somehow looked like it aged.
There was more overgrown vines, but you ignored it and entered
āIām home! ā You yell out closing the door behind you
ā¦
No answer, normally theyād come running down when you came back.
āhmm, maybe they went outā you thought
You pat your pockets trying to find you D.D.D, only realizing you left it in your room.
You quickly run up to your room to be greeted with a different look
Your bed was now covered in clothes with mismatched bed sheets, you look around the room to see everything changed.
Your bookshelf was now a desk, and your desk area was now an empty area filled with random junk.
āWhat the fuck?ā You mumble to yourself
A loud scream was heard after something was thrown at you.
āOW WHAY THE FUCK?ā You hold your head.
āWHO ARE YOU?ā A female voice yelled
āNO WHO ARE YOU? What are you doing in MY roomā you yell
āIām Zoe and itās not your room, itās mineā She says crossing her arms
āZoe, is there something-ā Luciferās words get cut off
āLUCIFER YES, can you tell this girl to get out of my room?ā You ask him
There you were, standing in front of Lucifer, who kinda looked more unstable than before.
āIf this is a shapeshifters sick idea of a joke, itās not funnyā He says anger laced in his voice
āWhat do you mean? What the fuck is wrong with all of you?ā
āGet out. Whoever you are, get out. Diavolo will hear about this. Heāll hear about a shapeshifter disrespecting a dead friend of ours.ā He grabs your arm and drags you out the house
āFriend? Lucifer what do you mean friend?ā
āGet out. And shape shift back to your normal form. What youāre doing is disrespectful.ā If looks could youād be 6ft under
āshape shift? Lucifer you arenāt being serious right now right? What the fuck is wrong with you? Iām gone for a day and suddenly you donāt know me?ā you snapped
Your words were ignored and a door slammed in front of your face.
āFucking hellā you run your hands through your hair
āYou canāt be serious, asshole! Open the door!ā You kick the door, only to receive no answer
āOkay well fuck you too I guessā
At this point you didnāt know where else to go.
You walk around Devildom thinking where else you could go, while you are walking you notice a few stores changed.
Your beloved bookstore was now a restaurant.
Your favorite record store, where you used to shop with Lucifer, was now a fashion boutique.
You didnāt notice how far you walked, suddenly you were in front of Diavoloās Castle.
While you were staring at the building in front of you, a light bulb turns on in your head.
You confidently walked in front of the gate, only to be stopped by a few guards who you donāt remember being there;
āYou canāt enterā
āWhy not and also who are you?ā
āNot relevant. But you cannot enterā
You groan
āOh my god look a trespasser!ā You pointed at a random area
āWe arenāt falling for that.ā
āNah bro Iām being realā
The guards looked at each other and immediately ran to the area you pointed in.
While they were distracted you teleported in.
It was like luck was on your side (kind of) you teleported in the throne room, where Diavolo was in;
āDIAVOLO! I need help- Lucifer is acting like he doesnāt know me and Iām a shapeshifter??? apparently-ā
āY/n? Is that you?ā He asks interrupting your ramble
āJesus Christ, yes itās me, I am here. Whatās with everybody today?ā You question
āY/nā¦ā He approached you
āAnd also thereās some girl named Zoe in my room???? Like excuse me-ā
āY/n.ā His voice demanded, hands on your shoulder
āYes?ā
āYouāve been missing for a year.ā
ā¦
It was quiet, so quiet you could hear a fly burp.
āWhat?ā
āYou were missing for a year, everyone believed you were dead.ā
āWhat,,, no?! I was only gone for a day. Thatās not possible!ā you panic
āYou said you were with f/n but when we went to them to see if you were there you werenātā
āWhat?ā¦ā you felt like you were gonna faint
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Believe it, you deserve it
Hello, well this is my first post on tumblr. And my first one shot in English, it is not my first language but I promise that I have tried to review it as much as I could. I wanted to make something of Sejanus, give him some love. He deserves it.š„ŗ I still don't get over it. šš„²
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He still couldn't believe that he had escaped death, two years had already passed since he was about to be hanged. From time to time in his nightmares he could even feel the friction of the rope on his neck causing him to wake up startled and scared. But you were there for him, to calm his anxieties. To remind him that everything was okay. On that dramatic afternoon, all the effort the boy had made to help those the district people had had an effect, his kindness, and need to do the right thing had awakened the duty to help him. They couldn't let him die, not after exposing himself so much for them, and also because you were in the middle. You were very loved in the district twelve along with the Covey and this would definitely break your heart.
That's how chaos arose that day seconds before they pulled the lever so that the floor under those who would be executed would disappear beneath them and the rope would do the rest. But it didn't happen, and he had lived to tell it, to have the chance to escape. To be happy for once in his life, to feel loved and like in family. Although evidently the only one his heart still missed was his Ma. The only person who had always truly loved him before you appeared in his life. If only there was a way to bring her with him, he would do it. At one point he even had the crazy idea of kidnapping her, but it was very risky. In the Capitol everyone believed that he was dead, that they had managed to shoot him down while they were fleeing in the forest. Because of course they hid the reality of there incompetence in having let the rebels escape. If he could just let her know that he was alive, that might ease his mother's pain at losing him.
On the other hand, he didn't even want to think about Coriolanus. Yes, because Coryo died the day he handed him over after swearing that he was his brother, that nothing bad would happen. It was a wound that still hurt him, even so he did not wish him harm. He hoped that he was being happy and that he had found what he desperately sought. The irony of the matter was that now a little boy with golden curls, who could barely speak, called him Uncle Sej. He had become the little boy's father figure, he didn't mind helping Lucy as much as he could with him. Although his little face reminded him at every moment of his father, the boy was the living portrait of Coriolanus, except for the brown eyes of his mother.
But now he would experience what it would be like to be a father firsthand, and although he was excited, he was also terrified. When he found out you were pregnant he almost fainted from excitement. Then he started to get a little hysterical every time he heard you complain to yourself even it just was that you stuck your finger with a needle while you were knitting blankets for the baby. If you wanted something, he ran to look for it and got frustrated if he didn't find it. The week went by, and he kept asking for forgiveness for not getting it. Even when you told him nothing was wrong, that it was okay. He was afraid of dropping the baby. It almost happened once when he held Lucy's baby, he was so small and restless that he thought he was going to slip out of his arms. Luckily he managed to hold it well in time before it fell. Maude Ivory knew how to carry them better than him, even though she was only a child.
āAren't you coming to bed? ā You murmured with somewhat sleepy eyes, as you watched him from behind in front of the small window of the room. āI'm going right nowā¦ justā¦ā he didn't say anything else, he just let out a sigh. So you carefully got out of bed. A task that at this point was not so simple, your belly was huge and round, but that would not prevent you from reaching Sejanus when you knew well that something was troubled in his mind. As you approach him you take his arm, wrapping his arm in a hug. ā Is something wrong baby? Something is bothering you? ā You asked while placing a kiss on his shoulder. The boy turned to look at you and tried to give you a smile before letting out another sigh. ā I'm not so sure. I guess I'm a little scared. ā He said while he directed one of his hands to your round belly and began to caress it gently. ā Do you think I'll be a good dad? ā he questioned, it was inevitable that you raised an eyebrow surprised by the question. Because for you the answer was more than clear. It was a resounding yes, the best of all. Sejanus was kind, careful at least if he took care of others although perhaps not so much of himself. He was also gentle, humanitarian, always fighting for what was right. So full of love even when he lacked so much it. Besides, you had already seen how he was with Lucy Gray's little boy, and even with Maude Ivory. You were very young couple, yes, but you knew well that he would take care of both of you with his life.
ā The best ever. Don't worry, children don't come with a manual. You learn as you go. Alsoā¦ Will you take care of us? Will you love us? Will you always see the best for us? ā You questioned as you caressed his cheek. ā Of course I do, with my life. With my life. It's just that my nerves are getting on me. I never imagined myself in this position. I didn't think I could find happiness until you appeared in my life. And then, everything almost disappeared from my hands. I thought I was dying and the only thing that existed in my mind at that time was that I didn't want to die because I didn't want you or Ma to suffer. I still miss her. I'm afraid that for some reason the peacekeepers will catch up with us and finish what they started, and I will no longer be with you. ā You could notice how his eyes were filled with tears so you took his face in your hands and brought him closer to yours, pressing your foreheads together. ā Everything is fine now. Sej, nothing bad is going to happen to you. The only valid way that you will no longer be with us will be when you die as an old man. Even so I hope it will be when you are very old, and it will be too long until you are an old man. ā You assured him. ā Believe what is happening to you, you deserve it. You deserve to be happy, enjoy the stages of life. To be loved, to have your own family. I love you so much. ā You assured him as you wiped the tears from his beautiful brown eyes with your thumb. ā Maybe one day, there will be a way to get in touch with your mom, or at least let her know that you're okay. Do not lose hope. ā
A small smile, now more genuine than before, spread across Sejanus's face. ā Okay, and I love you too, until the end of the world. ā He said, giggling before leaning down to kiss your lips in a sweet and tender kiss. ā Come on, let's go to bed now. Those little eyes tell me that you are tired and sleepy. ā You took his hand and led him back to bed. Once there, Sejanus laid his head on your shoulder and hugged you, leaving his hand on your belly as he continued caressing it. He still left small kisses on your chin. While you caressed his curls that had grown back. They were so soft, that your favorite pastime had become playing with them while he fell asleep from the contact.
ā Ohā¦ ā It wasn't even a moan. It was more of a surprise, but even so you couldn't stop the brunette from quickly jumping to ask if you were okay. ā All good? Does something hurt you? āYou just giggled while you denied. ā Didn't you feel it? She kicked. ā you questioned. ā How is it possible? If I haven't removed my hand from your belly. ā he said, frowning. ā Because it was on the opposite side to where you had your hand. ā you clarified. ā Hey, don't cheat on your dad. Do it againā¦ please. ā Sejanus began to talk to the baby in your belly and to the surprise of both of you he received a response. A small footprint was seen forming on the side of your belly. Giving the boy time to pass his hand over it, feeling the shape of his baby's little foot. ā She is lovely. ā he smiled at you as he placed a kiss on your lips again and wiped away a tear of emotion that had run down his cheek. A little piece of him and yours. The fruit of the love they had for each other. The Plinth line had not disappeared, it was still there. With that baby, with Sejanus and with all the others they could have. Because since he was calmer he knew that he would like to give her little siblings. The rest of the night was peaceful, no nightmares, no worries. His future looked to be a beautiful and happy one.
#sejanus plinth#sejanus plinth x fem!reader#sejanus plinth x reader#sejanus x you#sejanus x reader#tbosas#the hunger games#sejanus plinth imagine#sejanus deserved better
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Shifting woah o.o
Okay yāall, yesterday I made a post that I was going to tell you my shifting experience. :0
So yeahā¦I actually experienced a shift which was so interestingā¦lemme not babble anymore and get straight to the point (since thatās probably why youāre reading this :3).
Disclaimer: I am not a professional nor am I experienced in anything related to shifting/manifestation or anything of the sort. Everything I write down is purely from my own experimentation.
The shift that I experienced yesterday (4/18/2024) was mostly with the help of a video from slade - Obelisk. (Thereās something in sladeās videos I swear šš)
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ALSO, I listened to MOON HOUR on YouTube as well. (Felt some powerful shift in real time as I was affirming - I look ethereal.)
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I closed my eyes and set the intention that I would shift. I donāt know why but I started to affirm, āI am in the 8th dimension.ā There was no specific reason or rhyme as to why I focused specifically on the 8th dimension? I think I might have seen somewhere 8D on a YouTube video and I just remember thinking let me say this. Again, no specific reason. It just popped into my head.
When my started affirming this - I saw a light forming from the top of my eyes. I did have the lights on in my room, but it felt as if a brighter light was forming beyond the regular level of brightness. I then started focusing on the brighter light and felt as if I was being pulled into a different space. I was still physically present, but it was if my whole being was pulled somewhere different. I then see a vivid scenario of myself talking to a guy that I follow on twitter. We then started having conversations/random banter. I want to add that I have never spoken to this guy on a personal level. I havenāt been properly introduced before but the way we were talking was as if we had known each other for years.
I then wanted to focus on other manifestations that I had in mind. So I finish and tell him goodbye and then instantly was able to move into the timeline of the dream I had about getting the job I just got. After dabbling a little bit into that, I then decided I was physically waking up and then I was back. (Honestly I think might have cut off too early from shifting because my body felt weird after that.)
Sooo what does this all mean? Honestly, I canāt tell you. Itās the first time Iāve ever consciously shifted. I do know that I will keep experimenting. I find it very fascinating.
I donāt expect anyone to believe me. Maybe you might think Iām making this up or I just imagined everything. Thatās okay. You believe what you believe, just as I believe that I have shifted. I donāt think thereās a right or wrong way for anyone to do a specific thing. This is my personal record and interpretation. Iām just sharing it with you all. Hopefully you found something in this post interesting and will prompt you to try your own shifting or manifestation experience. āŗļø
Love yāall!
Kise out~ š«¶š½ā„ļø
#manifestation#manifesting#affirm and persist#law of assumption#law of manifestation#affirmations#mindset#successful#law of attraction#hesaykise#shifting#reality shifting#desired reality#shiftblr#Youtube
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@bb-enablefreebuild it's true, but asa says it himself, "I donāt know whatās wrong with me. I have everything a person could want and a better family than some could ever imagine - but itās not enough for me. I donāt know why. I want to be happy, but I donāt know how." it was important for me to include that part in there, because that has nothing to do with finn ā well, only a little bit in that he knows he can come across as ungrateful given that his family is incredibly supportive and some people's families, like finn's, are the opposite. otherwise, this is entirely centered around asa's internal feelings. he's had depression nearly his entire life, it's just that when finn is around he's able to find reasons to take care of himself (going outside for long walks, sleeping regularly, paying attention in class because finn tells him to, taking his meds, etc.) and without finn there to ground him, asa is falling apart for more reasons than one. so yes it's the heartbreak of losing your first love, but it's more than that for him. it's losing the primary reason for living in the moment and looking forward to the future :(
he will be soooooooo pissed :( we'll have to wait and see if asa tells him the truth (or the full truth) about how he got to this point... especially after everything asa said in this post; he KNOWS finn wouldn't approve of any of his actions thus far, but he keeps digging his grave deeper and deeper because he's already gone too far, he's already broken finn's trust and he can't leave things like this now :(
that tag is so funny, i wasn't even referring to myself in Sim God terms i was just mad at him as if i'm a powerless reader like the rest of you jfkjsds and YEAH poor casper :( he'll come up in one of the next posts so i don't want to say too much, but the fact that his worst fear is missing out on something important while he's away, to the extent that he's calling constantly to check on his family is so..... :(
bro yes š¤
thank you for sharing!! that makes complete sense to me and that's a really sweet way to incorporate your mom in that decision š„ŗ
RIGHT he needs the sense knocked into him fr
@forgotten-pixels ahhhh i love this question, i was JUST thinking about mac while i was making vegan chili mac the other day fjkjsds i'm actually going to save this in my inbox and take some pictures for you when i have the energy because i miss mac and honey too :') they're always hanging out in the same room while i'm taking screenshots, they just NEVER make it into any good pics. it's actually a curse i swear
i honestly have no idea, i'm sorry š it'll probably be awhile though, i haven't been doing great tbh but i want the next post to look as good as it does in my head so i don't want to half ass it!!
@itsalwaysgonnabeher oh you caught that huh sjfkjsds don't worry (yet) š
@little-orphan-ant I'M SORRY š i'm thinking brandi wtf at all times too lmao
omg okay so i'm saving this message in my inbox for later because i KNOW for a FACT that i listed everyone's favorite candy many years ago but tumblr's search function is so incredibly ass and i don't have the energy to keep searching for it right now but i will find it eventually i promise š„ŗ and if not i'll just rewrite it and then when i inevitably find the original post we can compare my answers and see how well i know my characters' tastes fjksjds
absolutely yes i'm afraid š
in my head i still have to sound it out sometimes if it's been forever since i've typed her name fjksjds
@rebouks thank you so much š„ŗš„ŗ the same goes to you!!! š
@moonfromearth thank you!! it's so sweet you thought of me ;-; š
#sorry i'm answering some of these so late#been fighting for my life in my brain lately and words are not coming easily šš»#but it's been so long since i've had to break out the replies post :')#asks#anonymous#nonsims#brandi answers#moonfromearth#rebouks#bb-enablefreebuild#forgotten-pixels#little-orphan-ant#itsalwaysgonnabeher
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MUTUAL AWARDS!!
honestly i used to want to do them sooo bad when i was actively posting on tiktok etc but never had the chance soo... EVERYBODY CHEER HERE THEY ARE!!!! *insert crowd cheering*
here are the awards for tonights show; funniest mutual(s), the one(s) i cherish most, my #1 hater, mutual that only speaks truth, best music taste (the artists we have most in common with), mutual with the best series/fics, the mutuals i look up to the most, the mutual i love hearing life stories from, and lastly, the mutuals i love being around!
letās start off strong and go with my #1 hater !!Ā
lately, iāve been getting sm HATE from my mutuals bc of the jungwon fic i am currently writing and itās been coming from MANY of them. our nominees (by ME) for tonight are; fee, soph, rei, and diana.... It was really hard choice but. @feeeli wins the award bc tell me why SHE IS SO TOXIC DANGG like cmon bae it was never that serious š we literally went from enemies to lovers so Itās an easy win tbh BUT SECOND PLACE WAS DEF REI LIKE DAMN SHES ALSO TOXIC š i can say one word and iāll get aĀ āshut upā in response I SWEAR.
now that that little rant is over (love u both sm!!) letās move onto the second award... the one with the longest name - best music taste (the artists we have most in common with).Ā obviously my mutuals and i stan a lot of similar groups but there is the one mutual who literally. I js adore them for this. ANYWAYS NOMINEES FOR TONIGHT ARE moki, rei, and sia (literally gives the best song recs tbh). Really difficult to choose Once again but this award goes to... @mokiverse !! u donāt know the GASP i let out when i saw that u also love dept on ur carrd. LITERALLY NOBODY KNOWS HIMMM makes me so sad BUT DEF DESERVED THIS dept4life yall ! sia and rei have GREAT music taste esp sias song recs SHADY AND ONE NIGHT >>>> been obsessed since she gave me them!
3rd award of the night is..... funniest mutual(s)!! nominees for this one are rei, soph, flo, sona, sia, mari, diana, yen, sunny, esther, eju ema, sav, fee, and jules!!
no joke.. i wish i could js @ like every single one of my mutuals for this one bc u should see how much they make me laugh under the span of 5 minutes..
hard choice tbh and im Srs abt this one but iāll try and limit it to at least 5 mutuals š BUT ANYWAYS these 5 mutuals r like IDK They make me giggle, their comebacks r so funny and good, THEIR HUMOR?? dont get me started, and their jokes r js so good. the winners for this award areee @soov @son4taa @hanniluvi @wonielelesĀ @eundiarys and @feeeli (again Ik) GUYS DONT BE SAD PLS if u dont win this is all for fun..... BUT REIS JOKES R SO FUNNY IDK WHY even if theyre directed at me im still gonna giggle.. SIA >>> her dn jokes when i first met her always made me laugh ESP THE CHEWING GUM ONE i forever hold onto it LMAOOO š SONA AND SOPH.
theyre literally twins i swear Bc why do i let out the same three laughs whenever they make jokes. SOPHS SMAUS R SO GOOD AND HER RESPONSES TO EDITS OR REACTIONS TO THINGS LMFAOOO i saw ur reaction to that one edit soph Dont hideĀ āeats my wallsā WDYM??? š¤Ø and sona is js so funny theres no reason needed. DONT EVEN TRY AND DISCREDIT HER š i giggle sm its unbelievable. FEE!! double award how r u feeling bff!! ever since we met each other under esthers comment section LMAOOO ive always found u funny š
LIKE U SWITCHED UP SO FAST AFTER FINDING OUT I WROTE BAD NEWS?? WERENT U JS THREATENING ME A MINUTE AGO šš jules taehyun smau??? I giggle left and right I WAS LITERALLY LAUGHING AT 7:17 AM LIKE THATS HOW YK SOMETHING WAS WRONG WITH ME LMAOOO
okay now for the 4th awardĀ āthe one(s) i cherish mostā No joke. this one is literally impossible idk how i was able to narrow it down šš but todays nominees areee.........................................................JK U RLLY THOUGHT š¤£š¤£š¤£ i cherish every single one of my mutuals! theyre all special to me to the point where i cant even separate them into categories nor rank them. BUT ANYWAYS next award guys!
this award is calledĀ āthe mutuals i look up to the mostā once again! this one was acc a hard choice since i look up to everyone but if weāre going by who i admire the most / am inspired by then itās not that bad. here are the nominees!! sona, soph, rei, sia, yun, yen, esther and sue!! the winner(s) of this award will now be announced. @soov @soobnny @amakumos @hanniluvi @son4taa @yenqaĀ @urszn Funny how they all won the award... BUT FR! yun has been my main inspiration for starting an acc SHOCKING IKK LMAOO and when she followed me back tears formed in my eyes HELP i was so surprised tbh but i admire her sm and enjoy ALL her works! as well as sue! i love sue and when i saw that she followed me back??? i literally SCREAMED.
LIKE THE SUE FOLLOWED ME BACK?? i rarely interact with them both since yk a little too shy to do so BUT YOULL SEE ME IN UR ASK BOXES OCCASIONALLY TRUST ! soph sona yen esther and rei i love them smm IDK WHY BUT they js inspire me to write and continue series i want to discontinue LMAOO support them Now. i will appear under ur covers at night do Not test me rn.Ā
next award!! āthe mutual i love hearing life stories fromā easy win tbh. nominees r mari, raven, and rose! AND TBH everyones life stories r so entertaining to hear but theres something abt this one mutualās life... ESP THEIR LOVE LIFE HELLO???? the winner is.... @aezrali !! LIVE LAUGH LOVE ROSEāS LIFE STORIES. YOU LITERALLY LIVE IN A DRAMAA I SWEAR the asks u used to send me always had me so intrigued no joke. PLS BRING THEM BACK š still rooting for the second lead btw š¤
7th award tbh Why am i on a roll.Ā āmutual that only speaks truthā Literally everything this mutual says is agreeable (UNLESS ITS ABT ME AND THIS JUNGWON FIC š) this is like the 3rd award this mutual won LOL but tonights nominees areee raven, rei, and soph! but the winner is @soov ! EVERYTHING U SAW ABT THIS FIC IS WRONGGGGG (idk what u say so Dont ask me.) BUT ANYWAYS rei literally speaks truth and adds humor into it SO its an automatic win tbh š¤ never mess with rei I learned that the hard way...
second last award for tonight isss; mutual(s) with the best series/fics! iād say i nominated all my mutuals for this one but i do have personal favorites! @amakumos @son4taa @hanniluvi @yenqa @eundiarys !! all their seires and fics r so good. Literally go support them pls šš youāll see me reblogging their posts A lot. So clearly theyre good š
LAST AWARD GUYS!! MUTUALS I LOVE BEING AROUND ! as i said before its impossible to put my mutuals into categories like these but if i HAD to choose iād say @taejays because theyāre very comforting and fun to be around! i enjoy our little chats about fics etc š @wonieleles ever since i met sia i always loved being around her! shes one of my favorite people to speak with or at least have her presence around me.
@redm4ri MY OG BFF!! when we first both joined walmart enhypen we literally connected so quickly?? unbelievable LMAOO but youre so exciting i love u sm @feeeli everyday We shall thank estherās comment section that brought us together bff š«¶ itās been like 3 weeks of knowing u and it felt like weāve known each other since diapers...CRAZY RIGHT IDK WHY BUT IT SHOCKS ME EVERYTIME I THINK ABT IT i love ur company sm and our little secret gc LOLOL forever my #1 rival š¤
@isoob MY FIRST MUTUAL ON THIS APP. everyday i wake up and i am thankful i met u! we literally fell off for like a good 10 months BUT WHO SAID THAT STOPPED OUR FRIENDSHIP š¤£ LOVE U SM EJU!! @ox1-lovesick ty for sending me that ask during math class! i literally smiled ear to ear when i saw it i was sososooso excited and happy u dont understand LMAOO but i love being around u sm LIKE its js sm fun I MISSED U SM WHILE U WERE ON BREAK THO š
and everyone in walmart enhypen! i cant rlly @ everyone before this becomes a whole long fic type post LMAOOO but i adore all of u guys and hope the world treats u best! i always wake up grateful that i accepted that little invite rei posted If not... this post wouldve never been this long tbh LMAOO BUT U GUYS R AMAZING AND SO SWEET I LOVE U ALL!
hopefully this wasnt THAT long PLS FOR READING AND I HOPE URE ALL HAPPY WITH THE AWARDS!!Ā
#ā ā mutuals#ā ā kās thoughts#this was sm fun wtf#once again!! this was only for entertainment purposes pls donāt be sad šš
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haikyuu boys getting their nails done for the first time š
a/n: ngl iām not even a person who get their nails done regularly
- ALSO POSTING THIS AND REALIZING IāVE BEEN ON THIS BLOG FOR 2 YEARS OFFICIALLY?
includes: oikawa, bokuto, sakusa, kuroo
oikawa:
did not need much convincing to get them done LMAOAOAO
goes for something minimal but āØexpensive lookingāØ
personally, i think they just end up making his regular hands look more expensive
āyou didnāt just want a plain color?ā
āy/n iām already getting them done so i might as well have them look good too, you know?ā
he gets these baby blue, semi-translucent nails that arenāt too long, but definitely longer than heās ever grown his actual nails
he keeps flexing and opening his hand to check them out as soon as theyāre done
surprisingly, SURPRISINGLY, he manages to live with them without too much struggle
all of his actions just have this added flair to them (i swear heās doing it on purpose)
somehow, heās articulating himself so the nails are more visible to himself AND others
he paid for these so damn rIGHt youāre gonna notice them
he keeps lifting his pinky for no reason ???
bokuto:
two words: babe pls
mans willingly chooses to go for extravagant nails for no reasOn
like, you could have tried to warn him against it but it wonāt work
definitely gets those coffin nails that extend at least an inch from where his fingers end š
ofc theyāre decorated with little jewels and glitter for texture
heās by no means uncomfortable with his masculinity and we love him for that
though he does wind up underestimating how much harder his life gets because of these ~ extensions
mans almost cries when he canāt fully close his fist because his nails get in the way
he canāt open a soda can PLEASE Y/N HELP HIM HEāS ON THE BRINK OF TEARS
imagine this six foot beast of a man just gently pushing the can towards you like, āy/n i canātā¦ā
you have to help him button up his shirts for his conferences or heās straight up not showing up
sakusa:
another dainty fellow imo
he gets plain black nails so they donāt stand out too much but once again, theyāre longer than heās used to
they really suit him though
you almost find yourself a little entranced as he ties his hair back and you get a glimpse of the nails and he just looks so damn fine
itās not the biggest deal for him but heās a lot more careful than the other boys
i feel like it bothers him when he accidentally breaks a nail while heās playing
after one spike in particular, he already feels that something is wrong
when he checks his nails, an immediate ātskā leaves his mouth because now his nails donāt match
kuroo:
lowkey the most annoying out of everyone LMAOOO
he gets blood red almond-shaped nails for the *dramatic effect*Ā
it really feels like heās fulfilled his nekoma cat aesthetic too NSYDHSJ
is immediately obsessed with them and the sensory aspects of themĀ
heās automatically running his nails through his own scalp, through your scalp, lightly across your arm, you name itĀ
also the one to start talking with his hands/nails the most
cannot, for the love of everything, stop imitating maddy from euphoria PLEASE
heāll be dramatic for any and every reason possible just to pinch and click his nails together
or he does that thing where he claps but his fingers are bent back a little bit more so his finger tips donāt touch
everything is for āØthe effectāØ
in one case, you almost forgot to give him his goodbye kiss and he was appalled
hence you facing his claws for a whole two mins
āy/n *air pinch* i *pinch* cant *pinch* believe *pinch* youād *pinch* almost *pinch* forget!ā
take them off before the week ends pls for your sake
#haikyuu!!#haikyuu#haikyuu headcanons#haikyuu hcs#hq#haikyuu imagines#haikyuu characters#haikyuu x reader#haikyuu boys#kuroo tersurou#oikawa torū#sakusa kiyoomi#bokuto koutaro#kuroo x reader#kuroo x y/n#oikawa x reader#oikawa x y/n#sakusa x y/n#sakusa x reader#bokuto x y/n#bokuto x reader#kuroo x you#oikawa x you#sakusa x you#bokuto x you
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