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dracowars · 3 years

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can i request an imagine im so sorry if it’s too long for your liking but could it be a pureblood slytherin reader x draco imagine where the reader and draco are dating but after some bad news from home (maybe she doesn’t have the kindest parents like draco) she distances herself from everyone and keeps zoning out and finds herself astronomy tower thinking really dark thoughts but draco has constantly been watching over her and is super worried and maybe they have an argument at the tower and draco gets stupid and says something mean or even is dumb to think to accuse her of cheating at the end in which the reader maybe either slaps him (for dramatic effect) or if that’s too much she just says it’s over between the two and she walks off and draco is shocked and tries to stop the reader but she’s already gone and she doesn’t show up to breakfast or lunch and maybe in their class they learn about the boggart again and since they’re older their fears have changed and maybe the reader isn’t paying attention and she’s brought up to test her boggart and it’s draco saying those same things and maybe her parents come out as well and it’s essentially that draco’s unkind words are her fear because it’s the last straw for her until everything breaks because she was holding onto him and she runs out of class and class is dismissed because no one wants to go after that and the reader skips dinner and can be found in moaning myrtles bathroom having a panic attack and she gets really frustrated and hits the the sink really hard to feel something and you can hear myrtle begging the reader to stop and maybe someone sees her and runs to draco to get help but draco runs to the bathroom she’s not there anymore and he finds her at the astronomy tower feeling numb and he overhears her talking to herself and it ends in fluff because he can’t lose her and he figures out it’s probably her parents pressuring her too much again and he can relate because of his and they get back together and it’s just really fluffy at the end maybe they sneak in the kitchen for a quick minute dinner since the reader didn’t eat and draco has to be really kind to the elves heheh

darkness | draco malfoy

pairing: draco x slytherin!reader

word count: 3,1k

summary: where y/n's parents make her life a living hell and draco doesn't really help

a/n: normally i do not write about things like this but i actually really liked the request so i wrote it anyway. i don't mean to offend anyone with this if i misrepresented something, i did my best to get familiar with the topic <3

warnings: angst, major mental health issues including dark thoughts and self-doubt, hints of su*c*de, mentions of blood, cursing, very sensitive topics in general

universe: harry potter

The cold wind blows through your hair and makes it swirl around the air and into your face, goosebumps spreading all over your body at the sudden coldness. To prevent your hair from flying around, you tame your hair with a hair tie, your gaze fixed straight ahead while your face is illuminated by the setting sun.

You really missed this place during the holidays. The astronomy tower.

Whenever you are stressed from doing a lot of homework or studying in general, this is the place you can hust go to and are somehow always able to relax. The view is breathtaking and you love to watch the sun - or the moon, depening on what time of the day you find yourself up here - shine.

And this special place also gives you the security that you so urgently needed.

The winter holidays were a living hell for you. You have extremely strict parents who see a great importance in your education, but that is basically the only thing that interests them about you. That you bring honor to your pureblood family. That they can proudly show you off to other pureblood families even though they know nothing about you and who you really are.

Until recently they did not even know that you are in a relationship. Unfortunately, one thing led to another and they found it out by an unlucky coincidence which consisted of them picking you up at platform 9¾ for the very first time since you have been at Hogwarts. There they saw you with a platinum haired boy, kissing.

This boy turned out to be Draco Malfoy, the son of the pureblood Malfoy family, who you parents cannot stand at all. To put it in other words, they loathe each other to death and that for probably no reason, at least you have not been able to figure it out yet.

So of course they were not very thrilled that you are in a relationship with a Malfoy, which they showed you straight away. They locked you inside of your room at home because you had to 'think about your actions and their consequences'.

However, when they realized that their behavior would not change anything, they began to put you down. They threw the worst swear words at you, wanted to force you to break up with him and told you what a terrible shame you are for your family. That Draco could never love you and that you are ugly, cheap and overall useless. That is how it went on for your whole vacation.

Your parents always treated you this way, it was not new to you. Nevertheless it hurts every time, even if you try to hide it. You would rather keep all the pain inside of you than to tell others about it, because they are not able to help you anyway. Unfortunately, you did the math without your boyfriend.

This morning at the Central Station of London, Draco immediately saw that you were not feeling well. Any attempts to get you to tell him what is going on with you had been useless though so he left you alone at some point, but you still noticed how he kept staring at you for the whole train ride to Hogwarts.

You would love to tell him, tell him about everything, but something inside of you is stopping you from doing so. An invisible barrier inside of your head, probably fear, that you simply cannot overcome. You know that Draco's parents are pretty similar to yours, but still you just cannot manage to talk to him and you notice how it slowly but surely destroys your deep bond with one another.

Continuing to look into the distance and watch the clouds encircle the beautiful setting sun, which colors the sky in reddish colors, your thoughts suddenly wander to gloomy places. Dark places where you usually only go to when you are locked inside of your own room at home.

But now they are even attacking you at your safest place.

You perfectly know yourself that you are not good enough for Draco. You do not deserve this incredibly great person as your boyfriend. You do not even deserve him as a best friend, no, you do not deserve him at all. You are worthless and for him you are nothing more than one girl out of many.

And still you keep on being selfish and do not end it.

Completely lost in your own dark thoughts, you do not even notice at first how the tears are already streaming down your cheeks like waterfalls. Sniffling, you rub your eyes, smeer your discreetly applied mascara, and wipe the tears from your face.

"Why am I still doing this to myself?", you sob and lower your head, looking deep down at the grounds of Hogwarts. The tears that are enriched with pain flow out of your eyes and fall into the dark depths, causing you to slowly close your eyes.

The sudden mention of your name from behind you makes you abruptly breathe out in shock and your head jumps up as you turn around. Your eyes lock with the gray, sparkling eyes of your boyfriend, who is currently looking at you with pity.

"W-What are you doing here, Draco?", you sniff and wrap your arms around your body in an attempt to hide from him so he does not have to look at you.

"Why are you crying?", he asks, ignoring your question, and before you can realize, he is already standing right in front of you and gently places his hands on your tear stained, puffy cheeks. Gently wiping away your tears with his thumb, he searches your eyes for answers that can explain your current terrible condition. He cannot bear to see you like this, so fragile and deeply hurt.

Whatever happened, he will make sure you know that he is and always will be here for you. And he will not let, whatever it is, continue to hurt you so badly.

"If you do not tell me, then I cannot help you", he softly whispers and brushes the strands of hair behind your ear that have escaped from your ponytail in the wind and then carefully lifts your head so you have to look him in the eyes.

"It's nothing", are the only words you get out, your throat thightening, but all you would like to do is to just finally tell him about everything.

"Do you even realize how worried I am about you, Y/N?! It is killing me!", Draco suddenly raises his voice at you, causing you to flinch and take a step back, your back now touching the railing. Noticing the power of his words, he sighs and looks to the ground in shame.

Your head processes his facial expression and his gestures and again makes you believe that his sadness is your fault. By not being able to control your stupid feelings, you hurt him.

"I-I really have to go", you stutter out and quickly run past him, pressing your coat around your body.

"Have fun with Blaise then", you hear him say and you abruptly stop in your motion. Not fully understanding the words he just said, you turn to him.

"What?", you ask with not more than a breath coming out, hurt evident in your expression as he suddenly stomps in your direction furiously, a disgusted look on his face while he looks into your eyes.

"Don't act stupid now, Y/N! You hardly speak a word to me anymore, you avoid body contact, you are totally dismissive in general and you can't even look at me anymore! Why do you not just admit that you are cheating on me?!", Draco accuses you out of nowhere, not knowing what he is even saying himself, and you could swear that at this very moment your heart has finally burst into a thousand splinters and your last hold has now completely disappeared.

Losing the control over your body for a second, your hand lands on his cheek with full force. There is a dead silence before you just turn and leave, leaving him behind on the astronomy tower. You can hear him say your name after you, but you block it out and run down the stairs, crying, your vision blurred.

Missing one of the last stairs in your hurry, you fall down onto the cold floor. You get up again as quickly as possible when you hear steps behind you and you run. You run for your life while you disappear into the endless corridors of Hogwarts, making your way to your dorm.

The next morning your eyelids stick together from all the crying and you have a aching headache. You did not close one eye that night and just laid there crying in your bed silently until at some point there were no more tears.

In front of the door of your prefect dorm room, you can hear how the other students are leaving your house on their way to breakfast, but your stomach makes a flip when you only think about food. That is the reason why you decide to stay in your warm, safe and comfortable bed a little longer and to skip breakfast, which is unnecessary anyway. Avoiding other people seems like the best idea for you right now.

Just in time for the beginning of your first lesson of the long day, you made it out of your bed and are now sitting in Defence Against the Dark Arts with Professor Snape.

Your thoughts are whirling around in your head and you do not understand a single word Snape is saying in front of the class, even if you are really trying your best to understand him. Furthermore does it not help your concentration that you see how Draco keeps staring at you from across the room out of the corner of your eye. However, you do not have enough strength for this anymore after a while and therefore focus your gaze out the window at the rising sun.

At least you are distracted until all of the students get up from their seats all of a sudden and you only watch them confused until you notice that they are only waiting for you to join them and you quickly walk, almost stumbling, to them. Ignoring the looks and laughter of everyone, you play around with the hem of your grey Slytherin sweater and ignore them while doing so.

"Well then, let us begin. Ms. Y/L/N, would you please do us the honor and start", Snape clears his throat as you look at him in shock, noticing by the expression on his face that he definetely knows that you did not listen to him at all and have not been present with your mind.

Since you do not have a chance to defy yourself anyway, you nod and go to the position he points at in front of an old, dusty closet. With confusion all over your face, you switch between looking at Professor Snape and the cabinet as he suddenly opens the door and you take a big step back, startled to death.

"Have fun with Blaise then", Draco spits in your face disparagingly and is now slowly walking towards you after stepping out of the cupboard, increasing your pulse. The tears find their way back into your eyes right away while you just keep looking at him petrified, frozen in your spot.

"Why do you not just admit that you are cheating on me?!", he yells at you again and your vision becomes more and more blurred, your ears start to beep while he shouts at you, bringing back the painful memories of yesterday.

"No! Please don't leave me, Draco!"

It is like you are back on the astronomy tower again, your hair blowing in the wind as he steps towards you. In the next moment he is gone all of a sudden and instead of him, two other people are now in front of you.

"You are a shame for our whole family, you stupid brat", your father insults you and you fall onto your knees, holding your hands against your head in pain.

"Stop it! Please!", you beg them, but of course they do not stop, they only make their words worse.

"Draco can never seriously love someone like you. I mean, look at you! You are less worthy than dirt", your father tells you and your entire body is now trembling when you finally see a black cloak in front of your eyes and your parents vanish into thin air.

"Please stay with me", you choke through your tears, words addressed to Draco who had to watch the scene in front of him with pure horror in his eyes.

Breathing heavily, you look up at Professor Snape, who looks at you in disbelief, but as your eyes wander around the room to see everyone staring at you, your legs automatically carry you out of the classroom in the next moment, unable to bear their burning glances.

You run down the empty corridor with a faint vision in search of a safe place to hide until you arrive at one of the girls' bathrooms and rush in, not thinking about someone possibly being in there.

Slamming the door shut behind you, you stumble to the sinks with trembling knees and support all of your weight with your hands on either side of one sink as your legs fail beneath you. Clinging to the edge of the sink, you cry bitterly. The cold walls of the bathroom echo your crying several times, allowing you to hear your own pain.

"What is wrong, Y/N?", you hear a soft voice next to your ear and when you look up it is none other than Myrtle. Apparently of all places you ended up in her bathroom and are not as alone as you wished for.

"I am fine", you say with a monotonous voice, forcing yourself into an upright position, but literally everyone would see that you are definetely not fine, even a ghost.

"Y/N. You look anything but okay. Can I somehow help you-"

"Just leave me alone!", you angrily yell at her and lose control of your body, only seeing a thick, red substance running over your hand when it is already too late. Broken pieces of glass lie around you on the floor, which flew through the air when your fist hit them and inflicted small wounds on your face.

"You need to stop, Y/N!", Myrtle commands, but you do not listen and let yourself fall onto the floor, kicking your foot against the sink and thereby unintentionally loosen one of the old pipes. The sound of flowing water fills the room, surrounding your body on the floor.

On the edge of passing out, you lie in the cold water and stare at the ceiling while Myrtle has disappeared without a trace.

What you do not know, however, is that Myrtle is already on her way to find help and comes across Draco, who is running back and forth through the hallways while searching for you.

It takes Draco a moment to understand Myrtle's fast explanation, but when he does he runs into the direction of the girls' bathroom without hesitation. He rushes through the door into the flooded bathroom and all he sees is the broken mirror and the slightly reddish puddles in the water.

But he does not find you in there and realizes that there can only be one place where you could be.

Walking through the corridors of Hogwarts at lightning speed, he finally reaches the staircase leading to the astronomy tower and goes them up in no time. Once he arrives at the top, he abruptly stops when you come into his field of vision.

There you are, completely broken, leaning your head against the railing, your knees closely drawn to your body while your painful crys echo through his ears.

"Why did you not listen to your parents, you disgusting piece of daughter", you talk to yourself, not noticing that you are not alone any longer. With your already injured hand you hit the pole of the railing once, immediately regretting it as the pain spreads through your body.

However, your gaze lands on a person standing directly ahead and your eyes widen, but unfortunately you lack the strength to stand up, to yell at him, or to resist as he slowly sits down next to you.

Neither of you say a word, but it does not take long before he gently takes you into his strong arms, providing you with the support you needed so badly, so you can cry while he strokes over your hair. He whispers repentances in your ear over and over again. That he regrets his words, that he takes them back and that he was such an idiot.

"You are so wonderful", he confirms and gives you a kiss on the forhead, careful not to scare you away, continuing to stroke your upper arm with his hand.

"Do not believe in what your parents told you, angel. I will stay with you", he shakily breathes and has to pull himself together to not let a tear slip out of his eyes at any moment. "I am sorry that I let you down."

His last few words pull a trigger inside of your head and suddenly everything pours out of your mouth at once. Your fears, your worries. Everything your parents ever said or did to you. You finally tell him about all of it now, even though you should have done it much earlier.

"I love you more than anything, Y/N. You are my world and the reason I live. Never let anyone make you think that I do not love or deserve you, especially not your parents", Draco explains to you sincerely as you stare at him, exhausted but happy.

You slowly put your head on his shoulder and close your eyes, letting the good and bright drown out all of your dark and bad thoughts. Meanwhile, Draco carefully examines your injured hand before scooping you up into his arms while standing up.

"No matter how much you hate me right now, you have to eat something", he tells you, but you do not answer and just enjoy his close presence while you wrap your arms tightly around his neck, letting him carry you away.

If he had known how terrible you were feeling earlier, he would have done something much sooner. He should have been more pushy and not let you get away with a simple 'i am fine'. But now that he knows, he definetely learned from it.

And Draco would have never forgiven himself if he had let you just go like that.

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thelittleboyfromloveactually · 3 years

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Worth it

Jj maybank x reader

Promt: 1. “Don’t touch me!” And 7. “I can’t see you get hurt!”

Promt list (angst)

Warnings: physical abuse, blood and injuries, yelling, angst, cussing (these topics can be triggering to some!!!!!!)

Word count: 1837

@dylansslutt I hope this is what you wanted!!! Thank you so much for requesting! I really enjoyed wrighting this and I hope it’s a fun read! Requests are still open! Love ya!

6 years ago I moved from New York City to outer banks, North Carolina. I was the weird new girl from the big city. My family wasn’t rich, not even close. Infact money was the reason we moved here. My dad lost his job because of an alcohol problem and my mom was a police officer. We couldn’t afford to live off just her mortgage, so when my mom got a job offer here in obx we couldn’t turn it down. Here it was cheaper, there was a school for me to go and my mom grew up here so she had some friends. But me, I had no friends, not one. That was until my second week at school, this little blond boy, jj maybank came up to me. We were ten at the time, him and his friends were going to go to the beach later and he said I could come. Because I didn’t have any other friends I wasn’t in any place to turn down this offer. Ever sense then jj and I have been best friends. I didn’t know jj the best out of everyone but I guess that intrigued me. Last year my parents went through a divorce, my dad was losing it, his addiction was getting worse and worse. My mom moved us out leaving my dad with 10,000 dollars to get help. It was hard, even though he was an alcoholic he was still my dad. Jj was there for me the whole time, became closer than ever. Jj knows everything about me, my past, my home life, my favorite ice cream flavor, my favorite place everything. I know as much as I can about jj, I know that his dad beats him, he spends a lot of nights on my couch, I know that he plans to drop out of school and travel and surf. He’s my best friend but the problem is, ever sense that day that he came up to me, I’ve had a crush on him. He didn’t like me that way though and even if he did, “no pogue on pogue macking”.

Today is my 17 birthday, and here that means only one thing, a keger, a big ass keger. I love parties but there’s always trouble at *these* parties. I would prefer to just get drunk and hang out at John b.s place. So I’ve spent the entire morning trying to talk them out of it.

“I swear to god kie!” I yelled

“Don’t even try Y/N!” She said

“Come on you love parties!” John b added

“No, I love small parties, remember the last time we had a keger?! Ya know you almost *drowned*!!!” I said

“It is her birthday guys” Sarah said, Sarah my by best girl friend, I haven’t known her for long but we immediately bonded.

“Oh come on!” Said John b

“Fine, Sarah is right it’s Y/Ns choice” kie said

John b sighed “fine, I’ll call and tell jj”

A few mins later John b hung up the phone

“Alright jj said he’ll be here around 4:00, he says happy birthday, he’s sorry he is not here” John b said

4:30

“Here should have been here 30 minutes ago” John b said

Everyone was laying around John Bs living room, sweating their asses off. We had been waiting for jj, he wasn’t answering his phone. Normally we would just leave it alone but jj never missed my birthday.

“Should we try calling again?” Sarah asked

“We’ve called 15 times, and I texted him” I said shaking my head

It was silent

“I’m going” I said as I stood up

“No the fuck your not!” John b said standing up and blocking my way to the door

“Yes I am! He could be hurt!” I said trying to move John be out of the way

“Y/N you know what he said!” John b said

Yes I did know, the pogues had a list of rules, but jj also had his own

Never go to JJs house

Never under any circumstance break rule number one

“I don’t give a fuck about what he said!” I yelled, when your mom is a cop you pick up on some self defense. John b was in my way, and i would never hurt him…..but jj may be hurt, I had seen first hand what his dad could do. I ducked down and swiped John Bs legs making him fall.

“Wtf Y/N?!” Kie said

“Sorry guys” I said as I ran toward the door. I pushed it opened and ran to my car. Kie and Sarah came running after me yelling my name. I ignored it and started toward JJs house.

About 5 minutes later I pulled into the driveway. Well the kinda driveway, it was more like a clearing with rubble and weeds. There was a car there, jjs dad's car. My stomach dropped at the sight. I took a deep breath

“It’s gonna be fine” I said as a opened my car door and stepped out

I walked up to his front door, my hand was shaking as I went to knock. Why was my hand shaking? It was gonna be fine, right? I knocked, but JJ didn't open the door, his dad did. He looked drunk, he had a cigarette in his mouth, he was dirty and he had an old cut on his face. This was a bad idea, jj may not even be here.

“Uh um hi s-sir” I Stuttered on my words

“Who are ya?” He said look around me

“Um I I’m Y/N, jjs friend, is he here?” I said looking into the house

“Ah you're his little slut girlfriend, ya here to break up with him? Not surprised” he said stepping closer to me

I stepped back, I could defend myself against him if I needed to, I reminded myself, “actually no sir, I’m just his friend, is jj here?”

“Ya he’s here, what do you want with him?”

“Where is he?” I ignored his question

“How about you come with me little lady and I’ll buy you a drink?” He said and grabbed my hand

I ripped my hand out of his and punched him in the face

“You little bitch” he yelled holding his now bleeding cheek, he swung his arm again to punch me. He hit me right in the eye.

Then suddenly he came at me and I dodged him and pushed him past me. He was definitely drunk. I ran inside and closed the door, my hands were shaking even more, I tried to lock it and luckily I was able to. Then I heard a car start in the driveway, the car sounded older. Not mine, but jjs dads. I let out a breath of relief and turned around to look at the house. The coffee table was filled with beer bottles, there was glass on the floor and a broken picture frame. I needed to find jj.

“JJ!!! JJ!!!” I yelled his name, I could hear the crack in my voice when I yelled.

I made my way through the small, dirty house and to his room. The door was locked

“Jj?! Please open the door!” I said as I rocked on the door

I was about to say something again but the door swung open

“What do you want?!” Jj yelled as he slammed the door frame

I jumped, almost tripping over myself. Jjs face was bruised and bloody. He was shirtless, his chest was covered in bruises. I looked up at him, I was confused. I saw his face soften when he saw me, he looked surprised, then he got angry again.

“Y/N?! What the hell are you doing here?!” He said stepping closer to me

I was at a loss of words, I was already shaky but when Jj yelled it set me off.

“I um I-I” I started but was cut off by jj

“Fuck Y/N, did he do this to you?!” Jj yelled

“Jj please stop ye-“

“That son of a bitch! I swear to fucking god” he began walking out of the hallway toward the door

I stood up “JJ STOP!” I yelled grabbing his arm

“Don’t touch me! Why can you fucking listen Y/N?! I told you to stay away! And what did you do?! You didn’t! You didn’t fucking stay away! And now” he paused calming down and catching his breath “now you are hurt, and it’s my fucking fault! I swear I’m going to kill him” he said moving his hand over his lips and looking down

“What did you expect me to do Jj?” I was trying to stay calm “you didn’t show up and that scared me, I came to make sure you were ok, and obviously you aren’t, I can’t sit my and watch you come to school with black eyes and bloody lips”

“Fuck you Y/N! You had one job!”

Fuck being calm “you know what Jj I came because I care and because I am your fucking friend ok?! It’s ok to let people care about you! It’s ok *to* care! You don’t need to push everyone away!” I yelled back at him

“I do care Y/N! That’s why I don’t want you here! I can’t see you get hurt!!!” He yelled grabbing my hand

“Well, I’m completely fine so” I said taking my hand out of his and crossing my arms across my chest

“Your not fine”

“I am!”

“Nope”

“Yes! Yes I am, and why tf is it so important to you that I’m hurt, you get hurt, so does John b, and Kie, and rafe, but he definitely deserves that-“ I was cut off from my blabbing

“Y/N I care because I love you alright?! Calm down” he said

“W-what?”

“I’-I’m” he started moving his head as if he was trying to think of what to say, I looked at him, studying his features, then I decided I was going to kiss him, ya ya I was going to kiss him. And I did, my lips met his in one quick movement. He seemed surprised at first but then his lips moved into mine. It was a passionate, needed kiss, but amazing never the less. His tongue moved, asking permission that was granted.

We broke the kiss both trying to catch our breath

“Wait Y/N-“ je started

“I love you too jj, I have forever” I said smiling

“But what about the rules and stuff, I mean I don’t follow rules like ever but” he was cute when he was confused, I began giggling at his attemp

“What? what is so funny?” He asked

“You are adorable,” I said kissing him again

It’s funny, I never thought that I would be here, kissing jj fucking maybank. We we’re definitely gonna get some crap from the rest of the pogues but it was definitely worth it.

#jj maybank obx #jj maybank #jj mayback x reader

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blu-joons · 3 years

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DATING MONSTA X HEADCANON A⇴Z ⇴ Lee Jooheon

A ⇴ AFFECTION

He enjoys using his tall frame to wrap you up in his arms, he’ll definitely use his height to his advantage and will often rest himself against you as he knows how much it annoys you. His affection is always very teasing.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

It took a while for you to really pick up on anything from Jooheon, to begin with, you were a little confused by him when you first started working for the company, but over time you began to realise how nice he was. Jooheon loved spending time with you, and that was often made obvious by how he always requested you worked with the group.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

At the end of a shoot one day, Jooheon decided to make his move. Whilst you were busy tidying things up, he appeared beside you and made you jump. You thought he was just going to let you know that you worked hard, so when he asked if you were free and if you wanted to go to dinner with him that night, to say you were surprised would be an understatement. But of course, you agreed, and got to know more about him.

D ⇴ DATES

Your dates were often very different, one evening the two of you could be out in the city all day and night doing plenty of doing things, other times the two of you would barely move from the sofa playing video games and watching movies. The two of you were very casual with your time together, as nice as the finer things in life sometimes were, you both also appreciated that sometimes the best way to enjoy each other’s company was just by doing absolutely nothing and shutting yourselves out from the rest of the world.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

He’d only ever really had a few relationships during his school days, but never since his debut. For a long time, he’d been very focussed on his career, but as he got to know you, and also that you worked in the company, he began to wonder if he was at a stage where he could begin to consider dating. He was nervous to begin with, for a long time, he was desperate to protect you as best as he could, the last thing he wanted to do was risk your career, but eventually, he began to realise that he had nothing to worry about.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

The two of you don’t argue often, but when you do, sometimes it can get quite heated. Jooheon is quite a passionate guy, and if he believes strongly enough about something, he won’t be afraid to raise his voice a little and get his point across. It often takes you by surprise when he gets fired up, you don’t tend to match his tone, you just sit back and let him go off. Once he’s done, and calm, he’ll be quick to apologise and admit that maybe he got a little bit out of hand. You’ll try and convince him just to forget about things, but when he raises his voice around you, it takes a little bit of time for him to be able to forgive himself.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

He couldn’t wait to introduce you to his friends and family, he’d told them plenty about you which left them with no option but to like you. He was very quick to ease your worries in the build up to meeting them, and once you had met them, he took great delight in proving to you how wrong you were to ever worry about things.

H ⇴ HOME

Jooheon hated that he had to bring you to the dorm often, especially with the others around. Whilst he didn’t want to rush into moving out, he also didn’t want to wait too late and reach a point when you’d get up of being at the dorm. After a few months, he’d definitely start to think about finding a place for you both.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

He was the first one to say, ‘I love you,’ when you were giving him the silent treatment. He was running out of options, and whilst you doubted if he meant it, thinking he just said it to get you to talk, he was quick to ease your doubts and assure you that he said it because he meant it, and that you talking again was just a bonus.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

There weren’t many occasions when Jooheon would get jealous, he was confident enough in himself to know that he could handle most occasions. If he’s feeling jealous, he won’t kick off or doing anything stupid, you’ll usually find that he just appears a little closer towards you, and if there’s space, then he’ll definitely move at least one of his arms so there around you. He won’t ever like to talk about it with you though, if you bring it up afterwards, he’ll do whatever he can to try and change the subject and drop it.

K ⇴ KIDS

He definitely envisions children in his future, and with you, he truly begins to think that it will become a reality. You’ve seen him around Olive plenty of times before, he’s more than proved himself to you as a great potential dad in the future. Similarly, he loves to see you around Olive, seeing how close of a bond the two of you have will definitely encourage him to start thinking about the future a little bit more.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

There’s not much that Jooheon won’t do to try and make you laugh. His favourite thing to do to try and make you laugh is definitely aegyo. As much as it makes you cringe sometimes, it’s also a guarantee to get a laugh out of you. At times, he’s guilty of having a bit of an innocent sense of humour, a lot of your jokes will go over his head which will unintentionally make you laugh too. He doesn’t mind though, as long as he’s got you laughing, then he sees no reason to feel bad about not quite getting the joke.

M ⇴ MISSING

He’s another member that will pretend to be alright whenever he’s away from you. He’ll be a little bit colder around people to try and keep the act up that he’s not missing you. Just like with his jealousy, if someone brings up your name around the table or at a fan meet, he’ll try hard to change the subject otherwise he’ll find himself stuck in a loophole of thinking of you. Whenever the two of you call, he’ll take a little bit of time for himself after to recompose himself. It takes it out of him, being away from you, he never imagined that he’d miss anyone as much as he misses you. He always tries to be the one that can cope, but everyone, including himself, knows deep down that he struggles being away from you.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

With all the aegyo that he does, you’ll often call him ‘cute,’ or ‘adorable,’ anything that plays up to his habits of being sweet around you will do the trick and only encourage him to do it a little bit more to please you.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

He’s obsessed with your chest; he loves to lay against it when he wants affection from you and will often rest his hands there when he’s hugging you tightly.

P ⇴ PDA

If it’s appropriate, Jooheon is not afraid to be affectionate with you in public. He’s not too bothered about what other people might have to say, no one is going to stop him from being close to his partner if that’s what he wants to do. There have definitely been a few times when he’s gone over the top, but usually he knows when to draw the line.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

When the two of you plan things, he’ll always make sure to ask what you want to do. He often pushes his own interests and wishes aside in order to make you happy, as long as you’re happy, that’s what is most important to him.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

The moment the two of you moved out, Jooheon definitely began to drop plenty of hints about marriage. He’d often start calling you ‘wifey’ completely out of the blue, even around his friends and family. No one ever quite knew what to make of it when he’d call you it, most of the time even you were quite frozen in your reaction. He’d never really explain it, all he’d tell you was that he wanted to get some practice in for the future.

S ⇴ SEX

Jooheon loves to dominate, he loves to be the one to take control and lead you. He’ll wrap his body around you as best as he can during intimacy to make sure that you feel as safe and protected with him as possible. If he’s in a playful mood, he won’t be afraid to act cute around you in order to get what he wants. He knows what he likes from you, but he also knows exactly what you like from him too.

T ⇴ TEXTS

You receive texts quite a lot from Jooheon, usually voice notes. If he hasn’t seen you for a while, he loves to send you reassuring messages and encourage you to smile, letting you know he’ll see you as soon as he can.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

He loves having someone around that he can really be himself around. He trusted you more than anyone, ever since he met you, he knew you were going to be a special part of his life, and you most definitely were.

V ⇴ VACATION

There wasn’t much time in his schedule for the two of you to find the time to go away, so when you did, Jooheon made sure to make it special. Whenever you spoke about holidays or places you wanted to visit, he’d pay close attention. So, when the opportunity came for some time off, he’d be able to make your dreams come true.

W ⇴ WHINING

His whining tended to consist of aegyo yet again. He knew that you found it irresistible, if he tried hard enough then he’d definitely get what he wanted from you.

X ⇴ XXXXX

Jooheon loved to kiss you as often as he could, whenever he had the chance to kiss you, he’d definitely make the most if it. He never cared where the two of you were, he’d kiss you, it didn’t matter where he could kiss you either, he’d kiss you there anywhere. Kisses were his way of constantly letting you know that he was there beside you and loving you without needing any other words to let you know his feelings.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his mirror, the two of you together spelled out trouble for others.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Every night, he’d always be the big spoon and make sure to hold onto you as tightly as possible. He loved to make you feel protected at night, his arms would always be around you, and his voice would often whisper you into a sleep.

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alexiaugustin · 4 years

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Since I seem to be in a really positive mood today and even though this show clearly doesn't deserve this post here's my list of favorite skam france s6 clips:

Samedi 07:52 The day after ep1: I really really loved the first clip of the season a lot more than the trailer and I think that it was such a great introduction to Lola's pov. We really saw the world through her eyes in such a special way in that moment n I loved all the hints to the plot (same sex couple walking down the street and being viewed as completely normal> w|w storyline with no internalized homophobia; the raccon tag > foreshadowing for otteli and urbex plot; lola photographing broken things > insight into lola's feelings) The cinematography and use of pov was a masterpiece in this one.

Lundi 7:43 Tiff ep1: This one is just here for the grew being the most supportive and loving friend group, skipping classes together to take care of Daphné and that group hug <33 need I say more?? No. Every clip with the grew is gonna be on this list because the little screen time they had this season needs to be honoured. I'm sorry that they did you so dirty babes:((

Mercredi 13:03 Fuck the planet ep1: my absolute favorite mayla clip this season!! one of my absolute favorite clips in general!! I still remember the day when they dropped that clip and I got so excited for this season again. Maya being a climate activist and such a warm and lovely person I immediately fell in love with her. Maya looking at Lola as if she's a princess walking down the stairs to a ball in some fairy tale. Maya not letting Lola's cold remarks throw her off n replying with equal sass instead, Maya's iconic coming out line and Lola smiling for the first time all season!! That clip was really off the charts

Vendredi 16:43 Someone exceptional ep1: This is my absolute favorite clip of the whole season and the amount of times I've rewatched this is actually unhealthy. Something just clicked and for the first time I felt really connected with Lola and felt and understood her pain (probs to Flavie she was amazing here) I loved the lil details abt this clip: Lucas playing the piano, le grew all hugging Daphné, Daphné's speech and break down (lula was amazing here too I really really felt connected to Daphné in that moment), Eliott and Lola meeting for the first time (their best clip this season, gosh the potential they had to actually develop such a cool and beautiful sibling relationship with them and then they did.... whatever the rest of their storyline was), Lola trying so hard to read Daphné's speech and then holding her own instead because she so desperately needs to get this off her chest and make ppl understand her and last but not least the cinematic shots of her running out of the church and breaking down. Truly my favorite clip.

Mercredi 12:56 You don't know me ep2: my second favorite mayla clip and hell did I love their dynamic and chemistry in this one. The community service clips were so so special and gave them such unique vibes I'm so sad that the rest of their storyline really couldn't live up to that because the beginning really was breathtaking and I was so here for their storyline and really believed that I would get the w|w rep I deserve this season. Rip

Jeudi 19:33 Sorry ep2: Daphné and Lola finally warming up to eachother, both of them apologizing, Lola saying that she can make dinner and they can watch one of Daphné's favorite tv shows together. Baby steps. Also Daphné grieving and smelling her mother's shirt to find comfort. Such an important clip!!

Vendredi 22:22 Otteli ep2: Again the opening shots and cinematography of this clip!! Lola meeting la mif for the first time and I was completely buying their found family dynamic from the start, maya and lola being 👀 the entire time and last but not least Eliott being introduced as urbex legend n royalty,, the wasted potential of that storyline tho...

Samedi 6:43 An awesome party ep3: again maya's and lola's chemistry in this one and their first real and deep conversation, maya opening up about her parents and how she found a home and family in la mif, their smiles and laughs and lola replying to Daphné's text messages because that's growth baby!

Lundi 7:53 The slap ep3: again just here for le grew, the way they all pulled daphné in for a group hug I'm cryinnn. Also Lucas telling the people who were gossiping abt Lola to turn around and mind their own business, dare I say iconic. the way we could have had it all this season and then skamfr decided to make them enemies. Hate it here

Samedi 13:18 Hangover ep4: this clip being a parallel to the beginning of ep2, we all believed that Lola went out and slept with another stranger and would feel lost and overwhelmed again and then! we and she found out that she's at maya's n instead of being lost again she completely openes up to Maya abt her life and Maya just holds her and Lola clings onto her as if her life depends on it and finds comfort in Maya. Still crying about this one

Mardi 21:43 You want to talk about it? ep4: I would be lying if I didn't tell you that I've rewatched this clip countless of times simply because seeing Eliott so happy and excited at his workplace has me feeling some type of way. I liked his and Lola's general dynamic in this one my main problem is just that it was so damn underdeveloped and came out of nowhere. Skam france you're a transmedia show text messages would have really helped you bby!!

Samedi 14:23 Luquette ep5: ohh out of all the clips with Eliott in it this one's definitely my favorite (and also one of the only ones I liked) both Eliott and Lola getting to speak for themself abt their mental health, seeing Eliott's development going from being ashamed and hiding his mental illness to now being so open about it and giving others advice, them talking about Eliott's Lucas and Lola's Luquette (🥺) Eliott being ready to run from Daphné with Lola and Lola saying that she's gonna take responsibility and Eliott looking like a proud big brother > the only clip with sibling vibes of them this season

Samedi 17:36 Just a girl ep5: Daphné and Lola reconciling, Daphné wanting to buy Lola picture frames and not letting that go even tho they have so little money and she sorts other stuff out instead. Please their sister bond this season has my heart. And also Maya and Lola at that supermarket gay panic energy at its finest. I loved that clip and that even after what happened last Friday Maya is still such a warm and loving person in that clip. Ugh why did they had to ruin her character later that season??☹

Mercredi 18:49 I miss you ep5: in case y'all are wondering if I'm just gonna put every single mayla clip on that list- don't worry this one is gonna be the last in a while. Anyway back to the good old days lamifex hanging all out together and being literal children together <33 mayla finally getting to talk and Maya explaining herself, showing Lola her scars and telling her that she misses her when she's not around. My heart combusted watching that clip

Lundi 12:35 We are even ep6: le grew studying together!! especially lucas and imane!!!! screaming. the only time we ever got to see them preparing for the bac but at least we have this one clip. Basile and Lola sibling dynamic and also the clip confirming that Daphné indeed has an eating disorder and Lola beginning to be really worried about her

Mercredi 18:27 I don't know what you're looking for ep6: Lola finding out about Daphné's eating disorder and finding proof in her room, Daphné freaking out and the last shots of her trying so hard not to fall apart, lula's acting in this scene!! It was all so realistic it truly is one of the top ten clips too

Jeudi 21:53 It won't always work ep6: Daphné and Lola talking and Lola opening up abt her addiction problems and telling Daphné that she can really really understand her and that both of them can get better again, Lola and Daphné being completely at peace and cuddling on the couch and watching tv together. One of my favorite clips of them this season I just love their sister bond so much

Mercredi 16:52 The break up ep7: both Lula's and Paul's acting was incredibly I was 100% buying that break up, Basile desperately wanting to help Daphné but not really knowing how, Daphné throwing him out and immediately having a break down, feeling so helpless and lost :'(( also Lola seeing her sister breaking down and not knowing how to help her either broke my heart. Protect the Lecomte sisters at all costs

Dimanche 18:32 Freesias ep8: for me this one was the true full cycle moment this season. The Lecomte family visiting their mum on mother's day, Lola revealing that she does know her favorite flowers and that her mum used to sent them to her along with letters she never read, Lola saying that if she could she might read them now but it's too late for that and in some kind of way she was making peace with her mum and everything that happened between them. Daphné taking the umbrella so Thierry can pull Lola close and them just standing in the rain and healing n growing as a family!! This clip was so emotional and important and skamfr had the audacity to destroy all that development with Thierry for useless drama. I'm endlessly bitter

Mardi 18:03 Vital prognosis ep8: just daphné, basile, lola and maya being a happy lil family together. This clip was so peaceful and beautiful to watch every time ep9 ruined my mood I went back to this clip to cheer myself up again. Really wish we could have seen more of them together and maya and lola as a couple

Vendredi 23:04 Emergency ep10: okay so I really didn't like that skamfr switched povs to build up suspense and was actually just triggering for many of us. But I just wanna say Lula's acting!!! The way she said "But how do you know we're going to find her, Lucas? Putain! She has never left a note before this is the first time for all we know" truly her acting!! I rewatched that clip so many times for that line alone (until I realized that the storyline was actually really triggering for me so I haven't watched the clip ever since but still)

Samedi 01:06 Sisters ep10: still hate the storyline and that it was done in episode 10 but I'm sooo glad that Daphné went to talk to Lola alone, that Daphné tells her that she's always loved her and basically everything they said in that clip!! Really moving and emotional one of the only clips that really made me cry this season. Again I live for Flavie's and Lula's acting

Mercredi 16:38 Beep beep beep ep10: even tho the mayla storyline was in context of the season really lacking depth at this point, watching this clip ignoring the context really was a cultural reset. One thing I love abt skam france is just that they let lgbt people live their lives without having homophobia being thrown at them left and right so kissing your gf in the middle of the supermarket like that might not be realistic but I don't care!!!!! let the gays live their life and kiss in the supermarket!!! thanks!! also that song especially the lyrics "darling I won't let you go" thoughts are being thunk💌

And yeah basically that's it. As yall may notice I loved the first half of the season way more than the second half and I feel like there was so much wasted potential and important storylines left unaddressed because they wanted to throw in more drama....

#skam france

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Thrown into it

Part: 1,2,3,4,5, 6, 7

Part 8: Is this what it’s like bonding with the cast?

The room I was given was slightly smaller than Izuku’s but very much comfortable all the same. Outside of the queen sized bed I was given, the rest of the room was littered with boxes. “Uh, Mrs. Midorya.. What are these?” I question. She pops into my room with a smile. “Oh you father packed up your clothes and shipped them to the school remember?” I glance over the boxes. “Oh.. y-yeah.. That explains a lot then.” Thanks Japanese government? Nezu coming in clutch? Whatever divine force made sure I wasn't walking around nude. After unpacking everything, I got Izuku to help me with the make up work I had. “How the hell do you guys do this..?” I mumble. Izuku chuckles “Well it takes time. I’d be surprised if you got it down on the first try.” He points over to a line of the equation you tried to solve. “Okay, so right there's your problem. You go so fast that you forgot to divide by this. See?” My mouth makes the shape of an “oh”. “Okay, let me try again..” Once I got it done I showed Midoriya. “Yep! That's perfect! You think you can get the next one?” I nodded and kept going. That's how things went for the next two weeks. I’d get up and get ready for the day, work on home work and help Inko around the house until Izuku gets home, learn to understand his homework and get through the packets I had to complete before the deadline. Oh and eating. Taking care of yourself is important.

It took time, plenty of water, and all nighters to boot, but I did it with two days to spare! “Hey Izuku! Can you come and check my homework since I got it all done!” I call from my room. Eventually he gets to the door frame. “Y/n, can you please not shout? We have neighbors after all.” He reminds me. “Oh- yeah sorry! Everything is louder where I’m from.” He smiles kindly. “It’s okay.” He glances over the frame and sees the small stack on your desk. “Uhh.. I think It’s gonna take more than just me to get through that and help you.. Um..” He holds his chin in his hand for a moment before he snaps his fingers. “Hold on!” He bolts out of the hall and into the direction of the kitchen. I cock my head at this new, hyperactive Izuku. “Hey mom, is it okay if I invite some friends over after school?” I get off my bed and look down the hall to see a confident Izuku and a surprised Inko. “Oh um, sure I don't see why not!” Izuku turns to me. “Y/n, we’re gonna have a study party!”

“Wait what?” My shock at the possibility of meeting some of Class 1A was overlooked and before I knew it, it was the next night. And I found myself scrambling around my room to make sure I didn't look like an absolute mess. I ran to the bathroom and checked myself out one more time. I had a plan, white tank top, dark blue jeans, black socks, and a red flannel to make me pop. Izuku rushed in just a few minutes after me. “Pass me the brush?” He asked me to which I obliged. His hands were shaking slightly. “Izuku? You okay man?” He shook his head quickly. “I just realized I invited Ochoko over and my room is a mess and-” I poke his cheek. “HEy! Calm down.” I stare at him through the mirror. “You are Izuku Midoriya. You are a boy. Therefore you have leeway when it comes to looking sloppy.” He sighs, looking up at his hair. I take the brush from his hands and fix his naturally messy hair. “Whoever this girl is, you’re gonna be fine. You know why?” He glances back at me. “Why?” I chuckle. “Because you treat others with respect and you are a naturally nice person. Just treat her like a gentleman if you wanna make a move.” He smiles for a moment before his face flushes red. “W-wait! How-?!” I laugh. “Did I know? Dude it’s so obvious. No guy stresses over a girl like that unless he has a crush!” I sing before I skip out of the bathroom. “Now put some more deodorant on because you stink!” I hear him freak out in the bathroom as I walk away, making me laugh all the more. “Y/n, can you get the door? I have to finish up!” Inko calls from the kitchen. “Okay.” I respond and head over to the door. My eyes close. I take a deep breath and shakily open it. “Hello!” When I open my eyes I see a group that I wish I could see in real life. “Hello! I am Tenya Iida! Class 1A’s class representative!” Tenya says a little too loud. He’s hearing a white, long sleeved, button up shirt, khaki dress pants and tennis shoes. I cover my mouth to try and suppress my giggles. “No need to be formal!” I try to say normally but it gets intermixed with my giggling. “Don't mind him, he’s a little serious but after a while he loosens up.” Momo pipes up from behind him. She looked like she just got back from a grocery run with the bags she and Ochoko were carrying. “Oh! Come on in!” I glance over at the others. Behind them is Momo, Tokoyami and Tsuyu. “You guys must be part of class 1A am I right?” I say while I hold the door open for them. “Yes indeed. And you’re the transfer that’s staying with Midoriya?” The darkest of the group asks. “Yeah. Y/n, L/n.” I shut the door and give them room to take off their shoes. “Here, let me take those bags.” I offer. Ochoko glares at me, making me step back. “Or- never mind!” Once everyone had their shoes off, we made our way to the dining room. While the group files in they all note aspects of Midoriya's home. “Oh hello! You must be Izuku’s friends!” Inko says from behind the counter. “I’m making some curry if you all get hungry!” An ocean of thanks follows her announcement.

“Oh hey guys!” Midoriya calls from the doorway. “We’re gonna be setting up in Y/n’s room so follow me!” Midoriya leads the group to my room however I stay planted in my spot. This is happening. This is actually happening. I’m gonna be fucking schooled by people who can step on me anytime. I need my therapist. “Y/n? Hunny?” I feel Inko’s hand on my shoulder. “I-I-I-” She turns me around. “Hey, are you okay sweetie?” I swallow my nerves. “No. But, I can do this.” I convince myself. “I-.. can I have some iced water Mrs. Midoriya?” She nods and gets me a glass. When she gets back I drink all the water in it, leaving only partially melted ice cubes. “Y/n.” I look up at her. “You’re going to be fine.” I chuckle dryly but nod all the same. “Thank you ma’am.”

Without another word I head to my room. With each step I hear them discussing that day’s class. “Did you see Kaminari blow a fuse?” Momo jokes, making the others laugh. “That's what made the lights flicker? I thought it was Bakugou flying around the room again.” Tsuyu inputted. When I get to the door I hear Tenya groan. “No. Bakugou was with me. We were testing each other’s hand to hand combat.” I smile at that. That fight must’ve been something. “Hello?” I make a noise and jump in my spot. I swiftly turn to see Tokoyami with a juice box in his hand. “Shit man..” I exhale. “Give me a heart attack already..” I sigh with a loose smile. “My apologies, you were-” “Blocking the way yeah.. Sorry.” I go to scratch my neck and move out of the way. “After you,” I motion nervously. He softens his gaze on me. “What are you nervous about?” I roll up the sleeves of my flannel. “Well.. you guys?” He narrows a brow at me. “I know I shouldn't be! You guys are people too! But.. where I’m from.. You guys are famous.”

“We’re famous!” I hear a higher voice announce. Suddenly Dark Shadow appears for the world to see. I smile at their absurdity. “Well hello to you too!” Tokoyami flusteredly scolds the entity. “Now is not the time!” Dark shadow whines. “But they're so nice!” I hold a hand out for them. “Y/n L/n, you are?” They gasp and shake my hand. “Dark Shadow! The better half!” I try to hold in my laughter at that. “You’re gonna have to prove it to me then.” Tokoyami grumbles. “Please don't make this worse Dark Shadow..” Oh Fumikage I am so sorry. “I’m just kidding. I assure you.” I shake Dark Shadow’s hand. “But it truly is a pleasure.” I look over at Tokoyami. Never did I actually think that I would see a bird blush in my lifetime. “To both of you.” I instate. Good timing too because Tsu opens the door to us. “Oh there you two are! Kero.” I hear Izuku mumble. “Oh and Dark Shadow too.”

“Are you two going to stay out there or what?” Ochoko teases. I hold back a snark for glaring at me earlier and instead play along. “Yeah, yeah, yeah..” Inside everyone made a circle with my packets in the middle. Tenya and Momo were already going through them. “From what I see you're naturally fluent in English which isn’t surprising. Your math checks out too besides from some smaller mistakes.” Momo nods along. “Your Japanese is very good too, linguistically speaking. But your handwriting is a little sloppy.” I take a seat in between Ochako and Tsuyu. “Want some?” She lifts up a small bottle of what I assume to be orange juice. “Please?” She nods and gives it to me. “Y/n, what’s your family like?” Izuku suddenly asks.

Now that's one way to derail a conversation. “Oh. Uh- why do you want to know?” I glance over at the others to see Tenya glancing at me over my packet but ultimately goes back to what he was doing. “Oh just curious. You don't really talk about your home life that much.” I try to sooth my nerves with a thoughtful hum. Okay Y/n, basic self insert backstory. Go. “Well.. um.. What is there to say?” I scratch the back of my neck and look down at the floor. “To get it out of the way, mom is dead.” I feel everyone’s eyes go on me. “Died in childbirth. Same with my baby brother. Dad owns a bar. Knows a lot of heroes through it and high school friends that ended up as pros so we were lucky. I got in- somehow! I honestly don't know why. I’m not that special really.” I keep my head down and mess with my flannel. “I mean I have a quirk with potential but I’m a late bloomer. I literally got them like days ago!”

“What?” Fuck too much! ABORT! ABORT! “Them?” Momo questioned. “Days before you came here?” Tenya presses. I look at them to see Tenya’s glasses glossing over his eyes and Momo is the literal embodiment of the equation meme. “Y-Yeah..” I gulp. Momo opens her mouth but I cut her off. “I don't know how! The doctors said that I didn’t have the physical traits for it. But I can do things.” Tsuyu leans closer. “What kind of things? Ribbit.” I shrug and look down at my hands. “It's kind of hard to explain.. I know the reason I can understand you guys is because of one of my quirks. I can understand any language at a glance but It gives me a momentary, splitting headache for me to process it.” Momo oooed at that. “That’s very useful.” She commended. I smiled a little. “Thanks. That’s as far as I understand though. As for the other one.. the other one is something I don't fully understand yet.”

From the corner of my eye I see Izuku leave the room making me call after him “Izuku where are you going?” I could hear the stutter in his explanation. “I-I gotta get my notebook-! Hold on!” From besides me, Ochoko chuckles with a light blush. I lightly elbow her. “Hurry up then, ‘cus I won't repeat my quirk for you.” I call, making him run faster. “What was that for?” She asks before taking a bite of some kind of cookie. “Quiet the crush you have huh?” I mumble along with her. Her cheeks grow a shade of red. I only giggle as she completely stops chewing. “Don't worry. I’m not into him. He’s all yours girl.” I assure her. She does a double take, gaining Tsuyu’s and Momo’s attention. “Wait so you..?” I laugh. “Oh no man. As handsome as Izuku is, I wouldn’t try. I don't like him like that. And even if I did, I don't know if he has a girlfriend or if anyone has a crush on him. It’s against girl code.” Tenya set down my packet and cocked his head. “Girl code?” Tokoyami spoke up. “As curious as I am to hear about this feminine endeavor, I don't think it wise to ask my steadfast friend.” Tenya starts to open his mouth but I see Izuku come in. “Hey Midoriya! Nice to see ya! WHo wants to know about my quirk!” I shout and everyone seems to agree. Thank fucking god too. “Okay so.. I don't know how to describe it. I look around my room for a moment until my gaze reaches Momo’s hand. “Okay M- Yaoyorozu, keep an eye on that pencil okay?” She slowly nods. I close my eyes and focus on the pencil in her hand. A breath I didn't know I was holding leaves my lips after I hold my hand out. A gasp comes from one of the girls And I feel something in my hand. I opened my eyes to see the new pencil she was holding. “Holy crap that worked!” I exclaim with a smile. I look around for their reactions. I wasn't surprised to see Izuku scribbling down notes faster than the speed of light, nor for Ochoko, Tokoyami and Tsuyu’s shared curiosity over my power. But what I didn't expect was Tenya and Momo mumbling about my display amongst themselves.

“H-hey! Iida, Momo, do you think Y/n is good when it comes to her work?” Tenya looks up from his and Momo’s discussion. “Oh um.. other than Math? Sure. They’re fine. What of it?” Izuku sits down next to me and nudges me. “How about we test out Y/n’s powers?”

#mirio togata #togata x reader #mha mirio x reader #mirio x reader #izuku midoriya #inko midoriya #momo yaoyorozu #tsuyu asai #fumikage tokoyami #tenya lida #uraraka ochako

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cherryfi · 5 years

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Don’t Run From Me

Chapter 1: The Interview (2684 words)

A/N: Hello, Hello! This isn’t my first time writing fanfics but, it’s the first time I’m writing for ATEEZ! Please be kind! I’m thinking of making this a chapter series but, I’m kind of stuck on which chapter I should do next. Should I do what happens after the end of this one or should I do the reverse order -(like the first time you met Hongjoong).

T/W: Some cursing and kidnapping.

Enjoy!

2 years.

It had been almost 2 years since you’d finally let yourself settle down.

In your heart it felt like the right time to stop running. For that amount of time no one had come looking for you and nothing bad had happened ( short of occasionally seeing almost familiar faces while out and about in town or across the aisle when you were shopping), you were finally in a place where you felt like you could comfortably let your head rest.

You’d hopped around from motels to hotels at first, terrified to call family and friends because of the chance that Hongjoong would find you. But, as more time passed, you grew comfortable in the idea that he’d leave you be.

You were tired of sleeping on uncomfortable beds that you could never call your own.

Months on the run had made you crave home and that’s exactly where you went.

After the best part of a year you showed up on your mother’s doorstep, halfway across the country with only a backpack and the clothes on your back to your name.

She didn’t ask any questions, just welcomed you back home and over time, once you’d settled, you told her everything.

After many tearful conversations, where your mother told you how worried she was; not knowing where you were or if you were even alive and you told her how much you regretted leaving without telling her; you were closer than ever.

After countless sleepless nights, where you woke up scared that he’d found you , she recommended that you go into therapy. She was terrified of the trauma that you’d been through and how much its impacted you and after her ultimatum ‘Go to therapy or I’m going to the police’ you made yourself go.

The stability of being back at home with your mum and having a permanent roof over your head, coupled with your therapist helping you get through the last 3 years of pain and fear; put you in a place where you were finally ready to take the last step in truly stabilising yourself: you were going to get a job.

You had spent the last 2 years working odd jobs, from run down diners to small hardware stores to gas stations – you were a ‘Jack of all trades.’

But, before all of that and before Hongjoong had come into your life, you’d been a full-time student who would do PA/ admin work part-time at a well-known company.

Even though you didn’t get to finish your degree, you still had the skills you’d learned in admin work behind you and you were going to sell yourself.

That’s what bought you here.

Sitting in the lobby of an upscale office building; resumé and paperwork in hand.

‘Breathe’

You sigh deeply, shaking out your hands to relieve some of your body’s tension and reassure yourself yet again that you’re making the right decision.

You’d sign with an agency (on your therapist’s recommendation) and they’d sent you an ad for Tongyong; a small start-up company that was looking to expand.

The current CEO was in the process of gaining some middle/ top league clients and was on the ‘up and up’ , he was looking for a savvy, conscientious and hardworking individual to help him organise his time and schedules.

That was where you came in! You were all these things and more.

Funnily enough, they didn’t really care about years of experience, they were happy to train you up, in order to make you the best fit for them.

It was perfect.

You took the job listing and booked yourself in for an interview, hoping that you’d finally be able to complete your fresh start.

“Ms Y/N Y/L/N? They’ll see you in the office now. Follow me.” You smiled at the pretty receptionist, thinking that you might have seen her somewhere before but, not being able to put a name to a face and quickly got up.

Standing in the elevator with this woman, you couldn’t shake the trepidation that swept over you, almost freezing you in place.

The higher the elevator rose, the more anxious you became, and your mind was suddenly screaming ‘run’.

The phrase, ‘Into the lion’s den’ popped into your mind.

“We’re here. I’m sure you’re going to do great and I wish you the best of luck.” She smiled at you and opened the door, telling you to sit down.

He came in shortly after.

“Ms Y/L/N, it’s a pleasure to meet you.” You nearly jumped out of your skin, nervously laughing as you got up to greet him.

“Yes, sorry. Hi Mr-“ You shook his gently as he apologised for frightening you, telling you his last name was Kim but, to call him Jiwon.

‘Who else do you know with the last name Kim, Y/N’ Panic flashes through you, white hot and you take another deep breath, quashing your anxiety.

‘Run Y/N’

The interview was going well.

You were sat opposite of each other, a spotless glass table separating you.

You chatted nonchalantly about your previous experiences and what the company was looking for as well as what their mission was.

Jiwon spoke passionately about how Tongyong’s aim was to change the tech market and make it more accessible to everyone and how they were going to create luxury products with affordable prices.

He also spoke to you about what your work with the CEO would be like.

He made it clear that the hours were going to be long and sometimes unsociable but, you would be paid well for your time and it would be worth it.

Quickly, you found yourself excited to work for Tongyong; thrilled at being able to say you were there when the company was still small and renting office space, instead of building international offices.

You looked forward to the work that you would do, and you weren’t at all deterred by the long hours but, there was still a niggling fear that kept eating away at the back of your mind.

‘If this isn’t the CEO then, where is he?’

The small thread of doubt began to grow like a migraine behind your eyes and you had to calm yourself down, yet again.

‘We spoke about this in therapy Y/N, these things happen with trauma, you’re just paranoid’ Either way, with the fear looming over your head and your anxiety building, you had to ask:

“Um, will I be meeting the CEO today or is that a separate interview?” He smiled, leaning back in his chair and stretching his legs.

“Yes of course, how silly of me! I should have said at the very beginning! You’ll be meeting him after this interview. Don’t look so alarmed, he just has a few questions that he wanted to ask you. He’s a great guy and you’re interviewing really well.” He smiled reassuringly, looking at the shock written across your face.

Meeting the CEO would be a huge deal and, so soon?

Pre-interview jitters took over you again.

“I’ve only got one question left and then if there isn’t anything you want to ask me, we can wrap up and I’ll bring the other Mr Kim in.”

‘The other Mr Kim?’

“So, your resume looks great but, why the jump back into PA work? There’s a 2 year break here where you were doing hospitality and retail stuff intermittently, is there any reason for that and how has your situation changed to allow you to do more consistent work?”

‘I was on the run from my crazy-ass, murderous ex’ You shook your head, physically shaking the thought away and gave a thoughtful answer.

“I had a personal issue that meant that I needed jobs that offered flexibility. So, I was working at different places for short periods of time because that was the best that I could do given the rigid schedule at home. My situation has changed now, and I no longer have the same commitments that I did before. This means that I’m now able to jump back into full time work.” He nodded to your answer, jotting down notes on his copy of your resume. You almost high-fived yourself on a job well done.

“Perfect. Have you got any questions for me?” You thought quickly, remembering that it’s always important to have questions ready for your interviewer and you wanted to see if he’d offer up any more info on the other Kim.

“What got you into Tongyong?”

He gave you a short answer about his love of tech (which you could tell from how passionate he was before and how he and Mr Kim were good friends so, he trusted in his vision.

He was about to continue when there was a knock at the door.

“I guess we’ve run out of time, it was a pleasure meeting you Y/N.” He shook your hand.

“It was nice meeting you too, Jiwon.” He stepped out of the room, closing the door behind him.

You could hear talking outside of the interview room but, with a frosted glass window and opaque, cherrywood door you couldn’t really hear what was being said or see who he was talking to.

As you heard the door being opened, you quickly stood up, ready to greet whoever came into the room.

As your eyes connected, you had to catch yourself to stop from fainting.

Your soul just about left your body.

“Ms Y/L/N, you look as if you’ve seen a ghost.” His smile was sly and spread across his face slowly as he took the seat across from you.

Hongjoong.

He doesn’t look any different to the way he did when you last saw him.

His hair, once red, was a light pink but, he still looked deceptively innocent.

He looked almost princely in his cut suit.

You were dumbfounded, frozen stiff and still standing in the position you were in before: hand out ready to greet someone who was already comfortably seated.

“Honey take a seat. Let me see that beautiful face. I haven’t seen it in, what was it, 2 years?” You could hear the smirk in his voice and the way he stressed that it had been 2 years. Your skin was crawling.

You couldn’t even get angry at being duped like this.

‘Run’

“Don’t even think about leaving. I have guards by the door, the elevator and in the lobby. Not even James Bond could get out of here.” He chuckles lightly at his joke and you think you might be sick.

Your stomach starts turning.

Your hands start to feel like spiders are crawling over them.

Your body goes cold and you start shaking.

Shakily, you sit back down; turning to face Hongjoong but, refusing to look at him.

He doesn’t like that.

“Look at me sweetheart, let me see those beautiful eyes.” You look at him. As sweet as his words are, his tone is sharp and commanding.

He’s daring you to disobey him, especially when he has you trapped like this.

“Why do you look so angry? Shouldn’t I be the angry one? After all, we spend an incredible and passionate night together and I wake up in the morning to find you gone. Poof, you disappear on me. You took all your shit and just left me.” He leans forward, his large eyes boring into yours.

Hongjoong isn’t going to let you get away , not this time.

You open your mouth, and nothing comes out. You’re beginning to hyperventilate.

“Oh, so you have nothing to say? Cute. I left you alone, thinking maybe you needed some time. Maybe the reason you were jumping all over the country was because you needed space to sort yourself out. I thought you’d come back and tell me what the hell you were thinking; running without so much as a goodbye.” His voice raises louder with sentence, until he’s red in the face and shouting at you.

He's demanding an answer from you.

“Hongjoong, I-“ He holds up his hand, leaning back in his chair.

The smile has returned but, this time he looks more crazed than happy.

“Don’t worry. We’ll have time to talk about all your little escapades while you were off galivanting and hiding from me. Just tell me one thing baby:” His voice is deathly quiet as he leans in close; he’s deceptively calm.

“Does it surprise you, that I always knew where you were?”

Your breathing picks up at that and you begin to panic.

Your body feels like you can’t enough air in and you begin to shake.

The fact that he always knew where you were and could have gotten to you at any time hits you like a truck.

“I set up this cute, little interview just to talk to you. Isn’t that sweet Y/N? Instead of tracking you down and ambushing and you possibly getting hurt in the process, I just thought why not have her come to me? I’m tired of waiting for you to come home. It’s time for you to come home.”

You shake your head, trying to think of a way to run and coming up short.

Hongjoong grabs your hand, making you stand up from your chair and leads you to the door.

Your mind is still reeling and you’re running on autopilot – you need to get away from him.

‘Come on Y/N! THINK! You’ve gotten away before, you can do it again.’

You remember that Hongjoong said he had men in the elevator, outside the door and in the lobby but, he said nothing about the stairwell.

Hongjoong leads you out, holding onto you loosely and you begin to think that he’s sure that he’s got you trapped.

As the elevator doors ding and open, you see Mingi inside it.

He’s tall and imposing, his face cold and stern. He barely spares you a glance as Hongjoong steps in the elevator before you. Now’s your chance.

Everything seemed to go in slow motion.

You pull your hand from his as the doors begin to close and bolt for the stairwell; ready to run all the way down.

“Shit.” Hongjoong immediately presses the button to open the door and charges after you.

You know you’ve only got a little advantage over him and you’re not going to let it go to waste. You kick of your shoes and rush down the stairs, hearing Hongjoong behind you.

You’ve made it down 2 floors when you run right into Jongho’s arms.

“Please let me go, I need to get out of here, please!” With panic rising fast, you do everything you can to get out of his hold; kicking, screaming and begging.

Pretty soon tears are running down your face as the terror really starts to set in.

“I can’t do that Y/N, you know that.” Jongho says without much emotion in his voice. He barely looks at you and doesn’t even seem to break a sweat as you struggle against his hold.

Hongjoong shows up soon after.

Once he’d heard you being caught by one of his men he slowed down, taking his time to get to you.

He was stalking towards you.

“Thanks, Jongho. It looks like our little escape artist isn’t done adventuring yet.” He’s furious.

Despite how calm he looks his eyes are blazing as he looks at you coldly.

“Please Hongjoong, Jongho. Please! Just let me leave! I haven’t told anyone anything. You know that, right? I’ve been quiet the whole time. I won’t say anything. Please just let me go. I just want a normal life.” He shakes his head, taking a bottle out of his pocket and a handkerchief. He doesn’t even hear your pleas. Jongho’s hold on you only tightens.

He grabs your arms to stop you from lashing out at Hongjoong.

“Let’s make sure, she can’t get away again.” Your struggling and begging is useless, As the chemical soaked ‘kerchief is placed over your nose and mouth, the only thought that runs through your mind is that you should have followed your gut instinct.

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sparrowwritesforop · 4 years

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How about KRS sfw for Katakuri!💕💋

Since you were one of the first ones, there will be the full alphabet for Katakuri💕🌹

A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)

The sweet Commander cannot show his feelings openly. It´s just not his style, but it´s completely different when you´re in private. As soon as he can be sure that the two of you are alone he´ll be an affectionate cinnamon role. Of course he is going to take a while to open up to you, but as soon as he does you can look forward to kisses, hugs and sweet words.

B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)

It propably started because of Donuts. Cliché but we all know that Katakuri bonds over these sweet treats. So you probably worked in a bakery, making the giants favorite desserts. He would come by more often and you´d engage him in small conversations, until he orders his Donuts to his home. As soon as you delievered them he´d spent the day with you. And thus a great friendship is born.

C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)

If he is comfortable with you, he´ll take his time to exchange affection with you. Due to his size it would be most convenient to cuddle. You´d sit on his lap, his arms around you and your Hands intertwined. If you´re in bed, the two of you would spoon, you being the small sponn of course, though Kata wouldn´t complain if you decided to hug his broad back from behind from time to time.

D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)

Since he is a romantic guy, he thought about that at one point, but since he never actually was confronted with housework and all of that he needs to learn everything about it. And he will try his best, because he does not want to burden his s/o with all of the work around the house. Now for setteling down: He´d be sure that he chose a person he wants to spent the rest of his life with, no questions need to be asked.

E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)

It would take a lot for him to break up with he person he fell in love with, it is more likely that he´ll seperate from them, because he thinks that it´s the best for them. Katakuri is not convinced yet that he is the best choice, because of his face for example.Katakuri could never end it face to face, since he´d overthink it as soon as he saw their face, so he´ll break up through a letter, not the best way ( he knows), but the only way for him

F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)

Big Mom would insist on marriage right at the start and Katakuri would never complain first because he got raised from a mother that always told him that marriage is very important, second because he wants to satisfy mon and last but not least because Marriage would be a prove for him that his s/o will stay with him. It would be relaxing to him to know that he and his S/O are bound together.

G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)

At first he was grumpy, said hurtful things sometimes without noticing it...mostly. Sometimes he just tried to keep his crush away from him and his face.As soon as they are an item he´ll be gentle and loving. Not teling them about his feelings with his words but rather with his actions. E.g putting things in places where they can reach them, leaving his shirts for them to sleep in, hugging them if they are stressed. All in all he is very observative when it come to his love.

H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)

Oh damn...this man needs some love. It would be awkward for him st first, because he rarely got any hugs from his family...Brulee hugged him sometimes, but that´s it. He will need time to get used to it, but that will not take as long as anticipated. After that he´ll be addicted to physical affections, always making sure to give his s/o plenty if they are in private.

I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)

Very long...probably during the wedding or honeymoon. But he will make sure that you know about his feelings from the start through actions. He´ll voice his feeling later, but eventually he will.

J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)

Jealousy has a lot to do with lack of confidence. We know that he has a lot of issues with his own body, so he will be jealous sometimes. Since Katakuri does not show emotions openly it´ll not be likely that he´ll throw a raging fit in front of the person that came a little bit too close to his s/o for his liking. He´d take his lovers hand and pull them to a place where they have privacy to prove to them that he is the better choice.

K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)He is always scared to hurt you with his teeth, so his actual kisses are always gentle and careful. Sometimes he likes to give you eskimo kisses (touching the tip of your nose with his) to give you a little bit of affection.His favourite places to put his kisses are your neck and your shoulder.

L = Little ones (How are they around children?)

He had room to practise. He has many younger siblings and knows how to treat them, so it will not be surprising that he´d be a decent father someday. But he´ll never want to have as many children as Big Mom has, because as a child he felt neglected sometimes. There was never enough time for everybody in his family.

M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)Katakuri is an early bird, if the two of you get the chance to sleep in it will be likely for you to wake up in his arms, with him holding a book in his one hand while holding you tohis body with his other hand.He is sucker for morning kisses and long breakfasts.

N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)Aside from deep talks and....adult actions there will be also movie night and cuddle sessions. If the two of you watch a movie, be prepared to answer his questions. Katakuri will definetely ask you why certain characters do what they do and you of course have no damn clue what to answer,

O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)Getting details out of him will take a lot of time. At first he´d avoid questions, but as soon as he fully trusts you he´ll answer to you if you ever ask about something. The only time he´ll talk about his inner thoughts on his own accord is during one of your night deep talks.

P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)Katakuri is laid-back man. He would never get angered easily.The nly triggers he has are jokes about his face, people that mock his family and the risk of losing you.A fight i your relationship could be caused by you doing something reckless. He´d try to be as calm as possible, but if he is really angry he just cannot hold back. There might be afew situations that escalated and in the end he´d feel extremely guilty about some hurtful tings he said, so he will definetely be the first one to apologize.

Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)

He remembers EVERYTHING. Really, even things that you didn´t say out loud. If you for example look at a flower or something along the way, it will be on your bedside table the next morning. He also remembers even the smallest things you told him. The name of your first pet, the haircolour of kindergartenfriends brothers best friend....everything.

R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)

The wedding. He will remember this moment with a special joy in his heart.But the most precious memory for him will be the one in which he showed you his full face for the first time. You didn´t run away, weren´t disgusted. It makes him feel loved and respected.

S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)

The sweet commander is used to fighting to protect his people, the island the family and you. He knows that there are a lot of enenmy that would never stop in front his innocent S/O, so he´ll be wary if the two of you are outside. Katakuri will alway watch out for you, if you like it or not. Should you go outside alone, he´ll send a bunch of soldiers to watch over you without you knowing ( he does not want you to feel constrained in any way.

T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)

A lot, he actually has a book in which he writes down little details about you and your interests. He always plans a lot before giving something. Always thinks verything through to make sure thta you´re 100 Percent happy.

U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)

His anger can get the better of him sometimes, he can lose control and hurt people he loves verbally (never physically of course)

V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)

We know him and we know the issues with his body, he is concerned about his looks so he wears the huge scarf to make sure that there is a barrier between the harsh world and his greatest weakness.

W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)

When he is on missions you cannot attet due to safety reasons, he´ll feel kinda lost. Katakuri just misses his favourite person and they way they get him. He got used to having them around to talk to.

X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)

His favourite colour is baby blue, because it reminds him of beautiful sunny days. He never had such trivial things like favourite colours before he met you, since he could never associate things with colours or songs or anthing. His life was dull and tasteless until you came along the way, colouring his life with your gentle touch, positive view of the world and kind words.

Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)

He´d hate his partner to be snubby or arrogant. He needs a kind person that is open for many things.

Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)

Kata actually rolls around a lot in his sleep, but this changes, when he shars his bed with you. He is subconscously afraid of crushing you.

I sincerely hope this suits you 💖❤💕🌹

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hadesglance · 5 years

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All hail the new queen... - 19 (Hades Original Story)

You fought your way through the maze of the underworld to make a deal with the King…intrigued the lonely king listens…

Part One Part Two Part Three Part Four Part Five Part Six Part Seven Part Eight Part Nine Part Ten Part Eleven Part Twelve Part Thirteen Part Fourteen Part Fifteen Part Sixteen Part Seventeen Part Eighteen

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Zeus took a deep breath in through his nose as he stared at the house through the gate, “Charon…”

“Yes, Lord Zeus?” Charon asked from his guard post leaning back in his chair with his feet propped up as he turned the page of the magazine he was reading.

“Could you please try again?” Zeus huffed as he began tapping his foot.

“I could Lord Zeus, but I believe the last four times will give you the answer of the fifth time.” Charon spoke without looking up, “Is the request urgent?”

“…not…particularly…” Zeus pinched the bridge of his nose as he muttered, “Who allowed this stupid rule that Hades had to grant other gods permission to enter the Underworld?”

“I believe that was you, Lord Zeus.” Charon smiled at him as he sat up from finishing his article.

“Thank you, Charon. You do have a good memory…” Zeus groaned as the ferryman disappeared, “What could he be doing that keeps me out here?”

“Lord Hades?” Charon spoke quietly as he appeared in the dining room next to Hades.

Hades held up a finger, “Drinking a cup of coffee is something people do every day, alone or with friends, at home or at work. A researcher following the theory of symbolic interactionism who is observing two people enjoying a coffee together would primarily point out that…”

He watched you take in a deep breath, “Uh…that coffee has become more of a symbolic morning ritual?”

“Close enough in my book.” Hades handed the note card over to you as he looked to Charon, “Hasn’t left yet?”

“No, sir, he seems insistent on seeing you today.” Charon smiled at you both.

You looked up from reading the full answer, “Hades, if you need to go…”

“No…today is important for you. I want you to feel as prepared as you can.” Hades looked back to Charon, “Tell him to return this afternoon, I’m busy helping Y/N.”

“Yes, of course.” Charon smiled as he turned sticking his head out the guard house, “Lord Zeus…My Lord Hades has requested you return this afternoon when he’s finished indulging Y/N in her studies.”

Hades looked up from the card in his hand as he heard a loud wail. Zeus…ever the baby of the family. He found it truly amazing that his little brother had single handedly rescued him then after led a war, “I’m sorry…my brother’s pure distain distracted me, what did you say?”

“It’s fine, I know it’s right.” You took in a deep breath closing your book before standing up from the table, “I have to get going anyway, I need to pick up some scantrons.”

“Are you sure? We can go over it again…” He stood up scooping up your study cards, “Or I could drive you there, squeeze in a few more questions.”

“As much as I appreciate it, I think I just want to take a nice drive on Lana and relax a bit.” You smiled at him before leaning up on your toes kissing his cheek, “Thank you…I’ll be home late.”

He smiled a little reaching up touch his cheek. You were so gentle with him and he never understood why? He was a god; he didn’t need you to be gentle. He asked you the other day and you told him it was because you knew his heart was fragile. Which of course led to him asking how you knew that? You responded with a bright smile telling him you just knew.

Thankfully his brother heeded his request. He had a few hours of peace before he came calling again. He finished signing off on a few things as Zeus walked into his office taking a seat in front of his desk with a huff.

“It wasn’t that long of a wait.” Hades shook his head before looking up to him. He froze a little seeing a scroll in his hand, “You took the record out of the library?”

“I asked permission, they know I have it.” Zeus told him taking a deep breath, “I’m on to something and I wanted to talk to you about it. I could use your council right now.”

It had been close to five hundred years since Zeus had asked him for his help on a serious matter. Hades bowed his head taking off his glasses, “Of course, Lord Zeus…”

“Oh stop that…” Zeus stood up setting the scroll on the desk before putting his hands on his hips, “We’re still brothers, Hades…”

“Just wanted to make it somewhat official.” Hades reached over untying the scroll, “What has you so bothered?”

“Y/N…” Hades looked to him seeing his eyes serious, but raising his hands to let him finish, “Not her, really…Just her family’s access to this.”

He laid your grandmother’s book on the table next to the scroll, “I don’t understand.”

“That scroll is a blessing record from Hecate.” Zeus planted a finger on your book, “And this is the blessing. Ways to create doors to our realms.”

“There can’t be a door to everyone…” Hades scoffed pulling from his brother’s index finger staring at him, “Zeus, that would have been…”

“Completely irresponsible? I don’t remember being exactly an example of following rules and being responsible.” Zeus sighed taking a step back falling into his seat, “I asked Hecate again and she really doesn’t remember doing it. It was back when Dionysus was roving the world. Magnificent parties…but the stuff was hard stuff and even I had my hazy moments.”

Hades began flipping through it seeing several he instantly recognized, “Shit…”

“That’s definitely one word.” Zeus began rubbing his temples with his thumb and middle finger, “As far as I know, this is the only one. At least there’s solace in that.”

“What are you going to do?” Hades shut the leather book, keeping his hand on top of it. This was a serious matter, mortals weren’t supposed to exist in our realms and those that came were privileged and only allowed brief stays at the protection of a god.

“I’m not sure. I’m unsettled that they were able to just…walk in…but as far as I can tell they only did it a handful of times and for acceptable requests.” Zeus let his hand fall to the arm rest, “And I suppose since Y/N is in possession of it and she is residing with you…we don’t have much to worry about.”

Hades leaned back relaxing a little, “You seemed as if there was a problem, but it worked itself out, didn’t it?”

Zeus looked away trying to find the right way to speak the next few sentences, “Do you remember the Prophecy of the Rise?”

Hades tensed as his eyes widened. This was the second mention of it in the course of a couple weeks, “What of it? It’s a fairy tale.”

Hades watched his brother shift uncomfortably, “Not exactly…”

“Zeus, stop dancing around the problem and spit it out!” Hades glared at him, “You’re freaking me out.”

“You should be…” Zeus swallowed finally looking at him, “The Fates…They called on me when they were young…very young…I first thought they wanted to play a game as children do…but then Atropos took my hand and her sisters fell in line with her and they spoke the immovable words.”

“The doors will open; the brother shall mark a strengthening of bonds by the spilling of mortal blood. It shall be then, the exiled one shall awaken from his cage causing an age of pain and the dawn of evil, and a rise of a new god by greater sacrifice.” Hades shook his head slowly, “I’ve heard it, we all have…It’s nonsense…”

“It’s what I fed everyone.” Zeus looked away ashamed, “Everyone was healing…mortals were worshipping…everyone was happy…I didn’t want fear to rule everyone again.”

Hades felt a cold chill run up his spine, “W-what did it actually say…Zeus?”

“The doors will open, when the moment comes that summer ends, the young one shall cause a rise of faith and an age of justice. Mortal blood will spill in the halls of Olympus, upon that night the exiled one will awaken in his cage.” Hades felt his throat tighten as fear crept over his features, “The monster will break his chains bringing pain as he steps back into this world, seeking vengeance. The old one will walk away, as the newcomer’s sacrifice marks the rise of hope, upon that day what was shrouded will be revealed…”

“I’m sorry…Hades…” Zeus hung his head when he finished, “I think we all know who it speaks of…”

“You should have told us…” Hades whispered as he clenched his fist.

“I know…I just…” Zeus cleared his throat, “You were just beginning to move on…I didn’t want this to hang over you…all of you…”

“I would have never allowed her here!” Hades snapped at him, “What the Fates say is law! I would have never let her near this place! Dammit Zeus!”

Zeus watched Hades stand to his feet looking out the back window at his kingdom, “Hades…”

“She’s been to Olympus twice…the first time she was dragged across the floor and threatened…The second time…” Hades felt everything inside of him crumbling, “Media…”

Zeus stood up setting his jaw, “What about Media?”

“Gy…” He turned to his brother worry in his eyes, “He came to us and warned us…I thought it was story, so I dismissed it as a youngster overthinking…but Media, she believes in this prophecy…enough to try and make it come true.”

Zeus nodded slowly, “Hades I am truly sorry, but I don’t regret keeping it from you. Prophecies become forced if you dwell on them…and that girl…that woman…Y/N, she’s good for you, and you would have never known her if you knew everything.”

Hades looked away for a moment before looking back seeing Zeus heading for the door, “Where are you going?”

“I’m going to fix this…unlike you,” Zeus glanced back at him when he opened the door, “I don’t let prophecies tell me what to do, and even as they come true…I gotta believe that if we’re lucky they left something out…They usually do.”

Hades stood alone in his office staring at the book on his desk…the doors… He took it throwing it into his desk drawer locking it away. The Fates were always cruel to him.

He shut his eyes tightly thinking of you. He felt more faith then he’d felt in a long time when you entered his temple the first time. Then living with you daily, your passion fueled him. Maybe because he was drinking it up from the source, but he knew that already two points of the prophecy was true. He just had to keep you from Olympus for as long as he could.

He played Zeus’ words over and over trying to decipher any other clues. Time slipped away from him as evening came. Still he sat there, eyes shut repeating the words slowly. He was only brought out of his trance when he heard your voice.

“Hades…” His eyes flashed open as he pushed away everything. He had to make sure everything well for you. Today had been a big day for you.

“Y/N, how did…” He stopped as he saw you standing in the middle of his office. His heart jumped to his throat as he saw the blood trickling down your neck. Everything shook inside of him as he saw your soul standing before him. You were dying somewhere…

Your eyes looked through him as you spoke again. It was this time he noticed the distance, “Hades…help…”

The apparition of you faded leaving his heart pounding in his ears. You were still with the living, but he didn’t know for how long. He snapped his fingers as he appeared outside on the tallest building of the city his bident in his hand. He shut his eyes tightly clenching his empty fist trying to draw your connection to him. It was faint…you were still at the school.

Another snap and he was outside the barrier he’d put up months ago. His pushed against it closing his eyes tightly. He could feel you on the other side as he whispered, “I’m sorry…I have to break my promise…”

He raised his other arm up thrusting the bident into the barrier shattering it shattering it across the entire campus. Instantly his connection to you strengthened. He hadn’t realized how dampened it was while you were at school, even now as it grew weaker with every drawn breath.

He raced to the top of another building looking over the campus. He was breaking all the rules tonight as he shut his eyes locating you by connecting to your brand. He felt inwardly sick breaking his promises to you, one right after another…but he couldn’t apologize to the dead, could he? He would bear it this time…

His eyes connected to the source in the distance, seeing a dull purple glow. He wasted no more time as he phased over to the source. He stood in a parking lot hearing a struggle. He turned his head sharply seeing young mortal struggling to get someone into the back seat of the car. That someone lit up like light to him.

Hades could not contain the rage inside of him as he strode forward throwing bident into the car pushing it away from them. The young man turned frightened right into his clutches. Hades relished the small noise of fear that escaped him.

His eyes flicked over to the car where he saw you, unconscious in the backseat, clothes disheveled, blood down you neck. His eyes darkened as a cold wind began to circle around his feet. He spoke as he lifted this pathetic mortal off the ground, “You dare…”

“What the fuck!?” The panic that overtook the clawing man only angered Hades further.

“Silence!” The lights in the parking lot shattered at Hades’ demand. The mortal fell quiet, only whimpers escaping him, “You dare lay a hand on her?”

“I…I didn’t…” He shook his head stammering only seeing the deep purple glowing eyes, “Please…please who are you?”

Hades pulled him close the wind picking up as his voice lowered, “I am thing your world has turned into a twisted mad villain, full of rage and ready for vengeance…so I will play the part and I will play it well…I am Hades, King of the Underworld and I am having a very bad day…”

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swiss-cheeze · 5 years

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Proposing || Queen + Boh Rhap cast

QUEEN (not including Freddie)

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Brian:

Brian had the whole day planned out! A nice breakfast to wake up then there would be a cute goose chase around your house and the city (going from your first date, first time he said 'I love you', first time you guys kissed, made love, had an argument {which funnily enough was the cafe you both had your first date at}, first time you made love etc.). THEN, after about 5 or so hours (cuz he would know the goose chase would be over), he'd ring you to get dressed up nicely but still comfortable (casual formal) and he'd order a cab to be out the front and to drive you to a nice little quiet restaurant, you'd talk about your day and then afterwards he take you to the car (that he used to get to and from the studio) and he'd drive you to his favorite spot where you can see the ENTIRE night sky and he'd have a telescope and books and even some maps of the constellations and after a little while (and giving you his jacket) he'd just kind of look at you and smile that award winning smile:

Brian: 'marry me (Y/n)?'

You: 'p-pardon?'

Brian pulling out a blue velvet box and showing the small ring inside: 'you are the love of my life, would you do me the great honor in becoming Mr. /Mrs. May?'

You probably with tears in your eyes: 'yes!'

Then you would kiss a hug and then make love under the stars!! (It's a secluded area its okay)

John:

Queen would be playing on stage, Deaky doing his little bobbing dancing and stuff and after a while Freddie would be wiping sweat away and be like, 'our little Deacon has something to say!!' And he'd pass the mic to John and he'd look to the crowd as they'd cheer and stuff:

John: 'um, okay, thank you for tonight first of all!' *crowd cheers* 'but um, I've had something special in mind for a while, can I please call my lovely partner (Y/n) to the stage!'

Freddie would be guiding you one stage patting your hand that was linked in his arm and saying 'it's okay he's got this under control' and stuff. You'd stand in front of John and John would pass his bass to Freddie who put it in a safe place:

John smiling: 'hello love'

You probably giggling or something idk: 'hello'

John: 'I have called you here because of something special' *deep breath* 'I have loved you since the day I met you, you have been my one and only and my only one, you have been there through everything with me, through breakdowns and tears, through the ups and the downs and through Rogers fanatics' *que Roger yelling a 'HEY' in the background* 'and I wanted to ask you something very important and dear to my heart' *the crowd cheers knowing what he's gonna do as John pulls out a ring from his back pocket and getting on one knee* *also que Roger doing a drum roll in the background making everything laugh and John roll his eyes* 'my sunshine, would you do me the absolute favor of becoming my husband/wife?'

You probably have tears in your eyes and can't string a sentence together so you just nod constantly.

John: 'love please use your voice'

You: 'YES!' *que everyone cheering*

John would exhale SO LOUDLY, he'd stand up, put the ring on your finger and then lift you from your waist and twirl you around on stage while you giggled and then when he put you down again you would immediately kiss him and John being John would be cute and dip you down while still kissing making you both giggle. You'd finally walk off stage giddy and excited as Freddie got his mic back (including the stand) and giving John and large bear hug.

Freddie: 'well that was lovely dearies! Now! To commemorate this occasion! I present to you! You're My Best Friend!' *que the crowd going mad and you crying on the sidelines*

Roger:

Y'all are at home watching some quiet tv all cuddled into each other and shit probably watching some reality tv show where the winner wins £1000 or whatever, and you're talking together every now and then, the whole 'would we have a family?' 'Yes' 'how many kids' 'seventeen hundred' 'ROGER' 'WHAT' 'that'll hurt', and all of that, and it kind of goes silent and Roger excuses himself to go pee. Rog leaves to do his business and this gives you the moment 👀, you race up to the bedroom, grab the red box in your side of the drawers and run back down to the lounge and sit where you previously were sitting. Rog comes back after a little while and you go back to cuddling and sitting in comfortable silence for a few minutes before you become restless:

You: 'Rog'

Roger: 'yeah babe?'

You, taking in a deep breath, getting off the couch and getting on one knee in front of him pulling the red box and opening it to show a gold band: 'marry me?'

Roger probably out of breath not knowing what to do: 'I- um- but- aren't- I- but-'

You: 'it's too early in our relationship isn't it? I'm sorry, f-forget I asked' *goes to put ring away*

Roger: 'no no no no!' *takes a beautifully carved diamond ring out of his jumper pocket with a large grin* 'I just didn't expect you to ask first. Marry me?'

Now it's your turn to be speechless. Which you both end up laughing at and shedding a few tears.

Obviously you say yes.

Obviously he says yes.

You cuddle.

Cry.

Look at your rings.

Maybe make love if that's what you want. Rog is definitely up to that.

BOH RHAP CAST

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Rami:

Dinner date, beautiful romantic dinner, a rose in the middle of the table adorned with stark white cloth, the most beautiful view of the sunset to your side and the most perfect view in front of you, Rami, he had asked you on a date to this place as an apology for being away for so long with filming. You of course said it was fine and he didn't need to apologies but he won that argument nonetheless and you ended up here. The best (favorite food) you have ever had and your favorite wine choice. You excused yourself for the bathroom to 'freshen up' which was Rami's cue; he set the red box on you (clean) plate, lid open with a beautiful ring inside, the jewel wasn't too big or too small and it was the perfect representation of you yourself and that's why Rami loved it so much. Rami had talked to the chef's before you two got to the restaurant saying he was proposing and made sure that your seating was secluded as well as under the box said 'Marry me love of my life?' in red. You'd walk back:

You chuckling with a confused look: 'what's this?'

Rami: 'read it'

You: *reads it and goes through the stages of shock, confusion, and then shock again* 'R-Rami'

Rami: 'please? You're the love of my life and I can't not see you in my life as you do I, I love you ever so much and you have supported me through everything, Bohemian Rhapsody, Mr. Robot, even James Bond! Please' *que puppy dog eyes as well as a pleading look*

You nodding with tears in your eyes: 'yes! Yes of course a million times yes!' *crying, smiling. You take the ring out and put it on chuckling* 'is the ring edible or is it just the writing?' *sly grin*

Rami: 'what you're wearing is my desert if that's what you're asking' *wink*

You: *blush*

Needless to say; it was a long night. The ring stayed on the bedside table; both of you not wanting to lose it between the sheets or anything.

Ben:

You two would be at the soccer match 'of the year', whoever against England, you didn't pay attention too much; you tried to honest to god you did, but your head still just didn't want to wrap around it that tiny bit. So you mostly sat on your phone through the game until Ben would shake your shoulder with excitement as his team won another goal.

Ben: 'they're winning! They're gonna win (Y/n)!'

You: 'yay!' *Ben goes back to watching the game and you go back to playing on your phone*

Time soon slowly crawled forward, Bens team won (which lead to him picking you up and swinging you around out of excitement) before the announcer came on.

Announcer: 'with that perfect win I believe we have someone in the crowd wanting to ask something!'

Someone comes up to Ben and hands him a microphone (he's wringing his hands while holding it because he's so nervous)

Ben: 'w-well, (Y/n), you're my best friend, the person I want to stay with for the rest of my life. And I've been meaning to ask you this for a while' *turns and holds a hand out to the pitch; both soccer teams now had their shirts off and had their arms linked over each other's shoulders (even if they were from the other team yes) and each letter was painted on their back spelling out 'Will you Marry me?'*

You: *probably having a hand over your mouth in shock you look back to Ben who's now on one knee and holding the beautiful ring you had been eyeing for the past four months* 'YES'

Ben breathing a sigh of relief and standing up: 'THEY SAID YES' *into the mic, queuing the crowd to go in an ecstatic uproar, even the soccer players whooped, hollered and jumped on each other as Ben spun you around and kissed you*

Joe:

Joe is full into the cliché stuff right? He'd do the whole 'put the ring in the cupcake/cake' idea; thinking it was just that of a good idea.

You come home from work exhausted, someone got a raise, someone else got a promotion, one of the seniors was leaving and god forbid someone else had to bring their child. Today was not a day you wanted to keep. So you walked into the house mopping slightly as you put your shoes in their respective place and called out to Joe.

You: 'JOEY'

Joe: 'KITCHEN'

You: *walks into kitchen and coughs slightly* 'alright mister, the gig is up, what are you making? Smells like dead rats in here my lord'

Joe, smiling awkwardly and trying to wave some gray smoke away from the smoke alarms: 'nothing dear! Just wanted to make something for you for when you get home and well! You're home!'

You: 'mm hmm, okay now tell me the real reason why you're making a burnt cake'

Joe: 'I'm not making a burnt cake!'

You: 'you're making something burnt that's for sure'

Joe pulling out three trays of vanilla and chocolate muffins: 'they're muffins you uncultured swine'

You: 'they don't look that bad honestly'

Joe all giddy and shit: 'I know! Let's put them on the rack and wait for them to cool before decorating?'

You: 'sure!'

You both started taking out the muffins and putting them on racks and plates before heading to the lounge room where Joe gave you a butt load of massages, head rubs, and let you vent about your day already knowing that if you kept it all in you would be in a worse mood tomorrow; you ended up falling asleep while Joe was giving you a head/neck massage and M*A*S*H* played in the background. Taking this time to his advantage Joe set to work and started decorating the cupcakes and arranging them; each with one letter accommodating to 'marry me?', an arrow pointing down and the cupcake with the ring in it. Made especially for you with all of his love. Only an hour or two passed before you woke up and went in search for Joe before coming across him napping on the kitchen floor. Reading the message made you giggle, chuckle, then laugh and then tear up with joy, even though Joe was asleep against the kitchen counters it was still cute. You took the muffin with the ring in it and took out said ring with some delicate handy work before washing the ring, putting it on your finger, muttering a small 'yes' to yourself and placing said muffin back in its rightful place; wanting to play a small prank/game on Joe to see how long it took him to realize you had the ring on.

Joe did wake up about half an hour later and found you sitting in the lounge room reading a magazine.

Joe: 'babe follow me!'

You, putting down your magazine knowing exactly what would happen: 'what's up babe?'

Joe leading you into the kitchen and pointing to the muffins with a giddy smile: *giddy smile*

You smiling widely with your hands over your mouth (making sure the ring was on display): 'babe!'

Joe: 'mmmmmmmmmm?' *getting a little nervous*

You: 'yes!'

Joe letting out an audible breath he didn't realize his was holding in: 'oh thank fuck'

You went for the cupcake (already knowing what was meant to be inside) and quickly (but slowly) started to nibble and take apart the muffin.

You: 'Joey? Baby? Do you have the ring?'

Joe: 'huh? N-no it's meant to be in the muffin' *starting to go pale*

You: 'it isn't in their baby' *faking a sad tone*

Joe, coming over and looking everything in the cupcake and around on the counter: 'what? But I made sure it was in there, there is nowhere else it should be!' *looking around frantically*

You: 'Joey'

Joe: *still looking around worried*

You: 'Joey!'

Joe: *still the same thing*

You: 'JOSEPH'

Joe: 'WHAT' *turns to look at you as you hold up your hand with the ring on it*

You: 'I've got it, its okay baby' *large giddy grin.

Joey: 'b-but...HOW!?'

You: 'I came up here after my nap and saw you asleep on the floor so I didn't want to wake you up, I saw the muffins and took out the ring and made sure to make it look like it was before. I'm sorry baby I didn't mean to frighten you so much' *cupping Joes face near the end of your sentence*

Joe grabbing your hand and making sure the ring is on your finger: 'I-is that a yes?'

You: 'yes Joey of course a thousand times yes!'

Joe: 'oh thank god!'

You with a giddy smile as you lean in wrapping your arms around his shoulders, 'I love you Joey'

Joe: 'I love you too babe but you are definitely getting a punishment for that act you played' *smacks your butt playfully making you giggle and bite your lip*

Obviously you can tell what Joe did to you for the rest of the day and even into the really early morning ;).

Gwilym:

Dog Park.

You and Gwil would go to a cute little Dog Park with your pup and you'd play together and have fun and when you take a breather on the bench Gwil pops the question.

Gwil: 'have...have you thought of a future with me?'

You: 'of course, I always have'

Gwil pulling out the ring: 'then can we get it going?'

You smiling while looking at the ring and nodding: 'yes'

Gwil would smile, kiss you and then put the ring on your finger and then you'd go home and cuddle.

((I'm sorry Gwils is so short, I couldn't think of much for him besides the dog park))

Lucy:

Drunk on wine she would pop the question suddenly. You two would be having a lazy day in, facemasks and bubble baths and everything else; you two would be sitting in the lounge room (finished with your little facials and bubble bath and scrubs) drinking wine and watching crap telly.

Lucy: 'love'

You: 'mmmmm yes?'

Lucy looking at you with a drunken smile: 'marry me?'

You giggling: 'of course babe!' *goes in for a hug but ends up empty handed as Lucy walked off into the bedroom* 'love!?'

Lucy coming back in with the ring: 'here you go" *giggling*

You: 'I-I didn't know you were being serious'

Lucy: 'of course I was!'

You giggling and taking the ring with tears in your eyes: 'I love it babe, thank you'

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blu-joons · 3 years

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DATING TVXQ A⇴Z HEADCANON ⇴ Shim Changmin

A ⇴ AFFECTION

His height meant Changmin was a great hugger with you. He’d bundle you tightly in his arms and make you feel tiny against his chest. He’d always rest over you and make sure that he emphasised the height difference between you both too.

B ⇴ BEFORE DATING

You ended up dropping your bag as you were walking one afternoon when a figure knelt down to help pick up your items. When you came face to face with Changmin, your stomach instantly dropped as you were drawn to his smile and his eyes. He quickly introduced yourself as you thanked him for helping you out.

C ⇴ CONFESSION

It took quite a while for Changmin to feel confident enough to confess to you, he knew he had to be sure that you were happy and willing to take on his crazy world and do it with a smile on your face. He was at an age where if he started a relationship, he was in it for the long run, so it was only when he was sure that he could see a future with you as well, did he finally decide the time was right to confess to you.

D ⇴ DATES

Changmin’s a huge movie buff, and so many of your dates will often involve films. Some nights the two of you will head to the movies with far too much popcorn in your hands to watch the new release that has just come out. Other times you’ll lay in bed and watch a movie once he comes home from his schedule to help the two of you wind down before bed. But your favourite time with movies is when the two of you have days off, making yourselves comfortable in the living room and having a marathon of all your favourites.

E ⇴ EXPERIENCE

Being so focused on his career for so many years, Changmin had very little experience when it came to dating, although he loved to tell you about his scandal with Minho all the time. When he first told you about how the media mistook Minho for a girl in his company at Yunho’s solo concert, you definitely saw the funny side. Even now, you often reminded Changmin that he’d made a girl, Minho, very happy before and so there was no doubt in your mind that he was also going to make you a very happy girl too.

F ⇴ FIGHTING

Changmin is very much like a ticking time bomb when it comes to arguments, he doesn’t get mad often, he’s usually very good at holding his temper and biting his tongue. However, as his frustrations begin to build and his tongue swells from how long he’s bitten down on it, he’ll eventually find himself keeping up a storm and letting go of all of his frustrations. It’s definitely a shock to you when his temper finally blows, but you can only sit back and let him get everything off his chest. Once he’s done, and calm, he’ll apologise of course, and promise to try and keep himself better composed the next time you argue.

G ⇴ GETTING TO KNOW HIS FAMILY

Introducing you to his two sisters spelt out trouble for Changmin, the three of you often ganged up on him and bonded over all of the stories that you had to share about him. Whilst Changmin loved that you three got on so well, he definitely didn’t enjoy being embarrassed by the three of you time and time again.

H ⇴ HOME

He was quite keen to move you into his home after a few months in your relationship. Whilst he liked his own space and his apartment, he would never say no to having someone else there to enjoy the space with him. He made several changes to his apartment too to make sure that it felt like your home as well.

I ⇴ “I LOVE YOU”

Changmin was the first one of the two of you to say, ‘I love you,’ after you surprised him at a TVXQ show. He was overwhelmed to say the least to see you stood before him that the words came from his mouth before he even had chance to think. You were surprised momentarily, before assuring him that you felt the same.

J ⇴ JEALOUSY

When he was younger Changmin would have probably got jealous, but as he’d got older and matured, jealousy is a feeling he fails to feel anymore. He trusts you and those around you, knowing that you’d never do anything to make him jealous anyway. He’s adult enough too that it he does feel himself getting jealous, then he’ll talk it out with you. There are times when he’s most definitely protective of you, but he definitely wouldn’t stretch as far to say that it’s jealousy, because he knows full well that you can handle yourself too.

K ⇴ KIDS

Changmin definitely sees himself having a future with you, otherwise he would’ve never started your relationship. Whilst he doesn’t want to rush things too much, he’s open and honest with you about the fact that he sees children in his future. He wants to be the family man, even if he’s an idol, despite the stereotypes around it, he fails to see why he can’t live out both of his dreams and do it to the best of his ability.

L ⇴ LAUGHTER

Whilst he’s not someone loud and outlandish, Changmin still tries to be a big enough character to make sure that the smile is on your face. You know that he’s not someone that feels the need to try desperately hard to be funny, so instead you learn to laugh and love with the many other fascinating qualities that Changmin has instead. You appreciate his kindness and how much he cares for you a lot more than you focus on his ability to make you laugh. Regardless of how funny he may or not be, you always have a smile on your face whenever you’re in his company, and that’s what is most important to you both.

M ⇴ MISSING

Despite the many years he’s spent touring the world, missing the one that he loves really does take it out of Changmin. He’s someone that doesn’t want others to see him sad, so he’ll often head back to his hotel room whenever he can feel himself beginning to miss you and get through it alone. Yunho had definitely learnt over the years too how to help Changmin deal with the feeling of missing you. Whilst he can often tell when Changmin has been getting teary, he’ll try not to show it, and so Yunho won’t bring it up. He’ll simply try his hardest to make Changmin smile and distract him from you as best as he can.

N ⇴ NICKNAMES

He loves nicknames that he’s heard in the movies, things like ‘darling,’ which are repeated again and again are his favourite nicknames for you. Anything he knows will make you smile is good as far as Changmin is concerned.

O ⇴ OBSESSION

Changmin is obsessed with your huge heart, he loves feeling loved, but most of all, he loves the kindness and the care that you have for him, always.

P ⇴ PDA

The biggest thing for Changmin is that you’re safe with him, so his affection in public will usually be to make sure that you feel happy at his side. He’s spent many years in the public eye, he knows how things can be, so no matter the situation, he’s always on top of things and making sure you’re protected under his touch.

Q ⇴ QUESTIONS

He loved to get deep with you and ask you pressing questions of the worlds. He had a lot of thoughts that he’d share with you, but he’d love to hear all of your thoughts too on all of the random things of the world.

R ⇴ RANDOM FACTS

You very much ended up as the fourth part of his drinking trio with Minho and Kyuhyun, they loved inviting you out to their drinking events with them and try to get you as drunk as possible. Whilst Changmin would be a little bit more careful, the other two could constantly pass you soju bottles, knowing full well that if you got too drunk that it would be Changmin looking after you and they didn’t have to worry about a thing.

S ⇴ SEX

The number one priority as far as Changmin is concerned is always you. He’s full of love and passion when it comes to you and making sure that you feel loved by him too. He takes his time with you, he’s never one to rush into anything, paying close attention to small details and little things that he knows you like. If there’s one thing that can be guaranteed with Changmin, it’s that he always leaves you feeling on top of the world.

T ⇴ TEXTS

He would get in contact with you often, but Changmin much preferred to call than text you. The sound of your voice was comforting, and he could also tell how you were really doing by the tone of your voice rather than just a text.

U ⇴ UNIVERSE

The thing that Changmin always valued the most from being with you was the support that you always gave him. You never once complained, but instead you were the first one there to cheer him on in anything that he did.

V ⇴ VACATION

Whenever he went on tour, Changmin always made sure to note down his favourite places so that he could take you there one day and show you around some new cities. So, when he finally got the chance to take you away, he made sure to revisit the places he knew you’d adore and create plenty of memories with you.

W ⇴ WHINING

Changmin was far too mature to whine if he wanted something, he was patient with you and always obliging to wait for your time.

X ⇴ XXXXX

His favourite spot to kiss was always against the top of your head, Changmin loved to use his height to his advantage when he was kissing you. If he wasn’t snatching against your forehead, then he’d be leaning down and pressing a kiss against your cheek. He loves making it difficult for you to kiss him, nothing makes him happier than knowing you’re up on your tiptoes just so that you’re at the height to be able to kiss him.

Y ⇴ YOU

You were his best friend, the one person that he always wanted to be around.

Z ⇴ ZZZ

Most nights you end up falling asleep listening to Changmin sleep talk beside you. Whilst he’ll often argue otherwise, you lay up and listen closely, making sure to record it when you can so he has no room for argument the following morning when you’re exhausted.

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bakugou-jpg · 5 years

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Good morning /afternoon /evening! Can I get headcanons/scenario (however you feel like) for Todoroki's crush that actually likes Sero? How would he feel about it? I got the idea & just though "the most popular boy & not so popular boy. The one who get most attention & the one on background". Idk they are my faves including Aizawa & Kirishima:P

Sure thing, love! Hope you enjoy it and i’m so terribly sorry this took so long to make..I’m currently studying for final exams which is really important but so i wrote this to distract myself for a little while.

Todoroki Shouto & Sero Hanta

Words: 2482

Summary: Todoroki has a crush on someone who actually has a crush on Sero

Genre: Angst??

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Todoroki was not a man who expressed many emotions. Atleast, in the eyes of people that didn’t got to know him that well. Yes, there had been moments in his life where he showed a strong sense of anger such as in battle or against his father on multiple occasion but in class he was known to be rather quiet. He wasn’t known to be a guy who showed many emotions towards a different person. To have strong emotions towards someone else.

Todoroki was even sure himself he never really held strong emotions for someone else who wasn’t apart of his family. Sure, he deeply cared for his friends but he had never truly experienced what it meant to love someone that was beyond friendship or family love.

Once he joined UA, a lot of things had changed for him. His family drama started to cool down, his father finally realizing what his actions had caused in the past and trying to become better than that. Todoroki finally picked up the contact with his mother and everything at home looked as if it had a brighter future ahead.

He got friends, so many new and kind friends. Friends who were nice to him and didn’t look at him as ‘Endeavour’s son’ but as Shouto Todoroki. Friends who changed him and helped him find himself. Surely, he didn’t get along with everyone as well in his class, but there definitely was a group that he liked to hang out with and talk to.

There was someone in his class which he also took a liking towards, as friends at first of course. They weren’t exactly apart from his friend group which contained people such as Midoriya, Iida etc. but they hung out with Bakugou and his friends. Unlike the rest of the people in their friend group they were more..calm and reserved most of the time. (Y/n) was a listener, someone who found the wellbeing of others much more important than their own and was good at reading others they were friends with so were able to help them if they struggled with something and was always the one to notice quickly when something was wrong with them.

But that didn’t stop them from joining Kaminari and Sero with teasing the ash blonde from time to time.

Todoroki got paired up with them for a school project once for Modern Literature. Normally, in class, they were always outgoing like Kaminari and Sero. Well, not as much but they were different then than they were face to face, alone. They were calm and really nice and after that he and (Y/n) started talking more often.

Around the time that they found out about his past and home situation, their bond became stronger. They let him talk, not once daring to interrupt him when he was sharing his story and after that they didn’t even seem slightly furious or shocked which was something Todoroki had expected. They comforted him, praised him even for being such a good person.

After the two of them started hanging out more and talking more Todoroki found some sort of peace every time they were around him. They helped him look at things on the bright side rather than feeling like there was no escape from certain things, they helped him vent whenever he felt like it without feeling uncomfortable doing so.

Everytime they laughed at his blunt and surprisingly ill-mannered mouth on some moments, he’d notice how their eyes crinkled, how a very light dimple on their left cheek would appear, how they’d hold their stomach and how they’d throw their head back.

How their eyes held peace and worry everytime he was venting, how soft their hands were everytime they’d place them on top of his shoulder when he wasn’t feeling too well and how soft and comforting their voice was everytime they talked to him.

Todorki fell hard.

As if he tripped over his own feet, fell down a mountain and hit the hard surface of the ground only to get run over by a schoolbus and get launched into a wall afterwards. And as the cherry on top of the cake, a piece of rubble would break off the wall and fall on top of him. That’s how hard he had fallen for them.

At first he hadn’t quite figured out his feelings for them so he decided this had to be something he had to figure out on his own and after a weeks weeks he came to the conclusion that he really did like them. More than friends.

He wanted them to be the first thing to wake up to, them to be one he’d hold until late at night, to be the one who he’d propose to and who he’d grow old with and have kids with.

But they weren’t his.

Todoroki saw the way Sero looked at them, because he looked at them the exact same way when they were alone. He saw the way Sero’s face flushed whenever they’d put their head on his shoulder on Friday’s annual movie night. Todoroki knew the two of them were close and clicked well. Todoroki saw how Sero would take glances towards (Y/n) whenever he did something new and cool at training. He heard the constant teasing of his friends about them whenever they weren’t around.

And he saw the way (Y/n) looked at Sero.

Todoroki wasn’t exactly sure what Sero had that he didn’t, but he didn’t mind as much. He wanted them to be happy, sure, but it ate him from the inside out. Maybe he wasn’t good enough and that Sero had something he didn’t but he couldn’t figure out what. Were the two of them even as close as Todoroki and them were? It was something that kept him awake at night sometimes, maybe even to the point it slightly bothered him.

But Todoroki made mistakes too. He also didn’t see everything that happened behind closed doors. Which is something he realized when his classmate knocked on his dorm at 3 am with bags under his eyes.

“Eh, Hi? Can i ask you something or are you busy?”

The bi-coloured man blinked a few times and looked his classmate up and down. He seemed rather fidgety with his hand and nervous, which was unusual for Sero. Todorki rubbed his eye and sighed. “Well i was actually sleeping since it is 3 in the morning so you could say it is kind of inconvenient..” He said with a raspy morning voice, something which made Sero flinch slightly.

Todoroki stepped aside and held his door open. He yawned and nodded towards his room. “Come in” He said as Sero entered his room while silently thanking him and closed the door behind him.

Todoroki made his way to the dividers and carefully moved them to the side, letting the light that reflected from the moon into his room so he could look at Sero who was currently awkwardly standing in the middle of his room and wasn’t sure where to sit down.

“There’s a chair in front of the desk if you want to sit down” Todoroki said while sitting down on the ground in front of the glass doors. He let his eyes get used to the dim light and blinked a few times before settling his onto the stars in the sky.

Sero quickly looked to the desk chair before looking back to Todoroki and shaking his head. “Oh, no thanks i’m fine with sitting down on the ground too. You can use it yourself if you want to” He said while walking towards the window and sitting next to Todoroki, not too far away.

Todoroki nodded and looked at Sero from the corner of his eye who was now also looking at the nightsky. He looked back up at the sky and cleared his throat. “What did you wanna talk about?” He asked, something which startled the black haired male and immediately made his face flush a deep dark red colour.

Sero sat up straight and cleared his throat, turning his body so he was facing Todoroki, and swallowed. “W-well! You see, i uh, there’s this thing..And i hoped you could help me with that..Well, atleast if you want to of course, it’s not exactly a thing more like someone..I uh-”

“(Y/n)” Todoroki said in a questioning way, raising his eyebrow and leaning back with his arms supporting him. He tore his eyes away from the sky and settled them upon Sero who was frozen in his spot.

“I, uh..” Sero sighed, his eyes falling on the floor and nodded. He turned his body back towards the window and let himself fall back, his resting on his stomach. “Yea..” He muttered. Sero sucked in his lips and rubbed his face. “I’m lost, dude.. This is the first time i fell for someone this hard and that i came so close to where i currently am and now i don’t know what to do” He said while frowning a little.

Todoroki scrunched his eyebrows together and looked up at the sky again, not wanting to make Sero feel uncomfortable by looking at him too long. “Why did you fall for them? Was it a specific thing they did, or is it because you think they’re pretty ‘nice’?” He questioned.

Sero scoffed and shook his head. “I don’t just think they’re pretty 'nice’. I’m not that low, 'roki. They’re just..amazing, you know? In class and everytime we hang out we always laugh together, they have the same humor as me and they’re funny as hell. We always talk for hours about everything, sometimes till like 3 am about the most dumbest stuff and i never get bored with them. I can listen to them talk for hours without getting bored, their voice is so calm like how it is outside right before a thunderstorm, cozy and warm” He said with a soft smile, a soft faint pink hue spreading over his cheeks.

He chuckled and shook his head, arms resting over his eyes. “I love their face, their smile. They’re really cute. I don’t care that they might not think of themselves like instagram models etc, i’d pick them over any of those people and they’re so kind.. (Y/n) is the person who talks to me and stays up with me when i feel like shit. I’ve got those moments you know? When i don’t think i’m good enough to be a hero because of my quirk compared to other such as yours..And then they’re there for me. To comfort me, praise me and hold me- Dude, when i say i fell hard i mean i fell out of a plane and smashed into a spiky mountain and got hit by a race car afterwards kinda hard..You know what i mean?” Sero questioned, while looking at Todoroki for a moment before looking back to the ceiling.

Todoroki took a deep breath and sighed, his eyebrows relaxing again as he pressed his lips together. “I do” He said, his eyes falling down to his feet. He knew exactly what Sero meant, he knew exactly how he felt and how amazing they were.

Sero’s face fell and he sighed. “I get if you don’t want to, i really do man..just please, don’t tell them. I don’t want the bond that we currently have get destroyed because it gets awkward because of the fact i like them..” He muttered.

Todoroki felt conflicted at first. Sure, he could give Sero the worst advice so he’d screw it up and he’d have a chance himself but that wasn’t something for Todoroki to do and he was way better than that. Then there was the fact he liked the same person and now was supposed to give advice to him while he wanted the same thing as Sero wanted. But now he knew that there was a reason why Sero felt the way he did and that it was the exact same reason as his own.

“I’ll help you”

A small smile made its way onto Sero’s face and he sighed with relief. “Thank you, really..” He said under his breath. He folded his hands over chest and looked up the sky. “What now..? What do i do?”

Todoroki pushed himself off of the ground and stretched his arms. “Just be yourself and do it on your own way. If they like you, they like you for the person who you are and the decisions you make so i’m sure that it’ll work out. Just have a little more trust in yourself” He held out his hand to Sero and looked at his alarm clock. “C'mon, it’s getting late and i’m sure they won’t like someone who has bags under their eyes that are bigger than Bakugou’s outbursts” He said with a small grin.

Sero took Todoroki’s hand and got up, adjusting his shirt while chuckling a little at Todoroki’s reponse. “Yea, you’re right.. Once again, thank you and i’m sorry for waking you up so late at night..” Sero said while rubbing his neck while smiling awkwardly. He nodded to himself for a moment before he walked back towards the door to let himself out.

Todoroki sat down on the ground again and looked at his feet. He heard the door open and sighed, swallowing once before turning his head slightly. “I can see the way they look at you..Hurt them and i’ll freeze you like i did at the sports festival, without getting you out this time.”

Sero’s eyes widened and he froze on his spot for a few seconds. He gripped the door knob and his eyes softened, a small smile making his way onto his face as he nodded. “Thank you, Todoroki and i won’t don’t worry..'Night, roki”

And with that Sero left, leaving Todoroki by himself.

He put the dividers in front of the windows again and climbed back into his bed for the second time that night, his eyes settled onto the light of his alarm clock.

Todoroki wanted the same as Sero, he felt exactly the same, but they weren’t his. He was wrong when he thought Sero and them didn’t share such a deep as him and them..Because they did. Maybe he could hope that it wouldn’t work out between the two of them so he could maybe get a chance, but he pushed those selfish thoughts out of the way and closed his eyes.

And with that, Sero and (Y/n) grew closer. Todoroki’s dorm was right next to Sero’s and it wasn’t uncommon to hear laughter coming from the dorm next to him at night or to still hear some faint voices around 2 am. Todoroki saw how Sero would sit next to (Y/n) more often during dinner and heard the two of them do competitions with who had the lamest pick up lines. He saw how Sero would now, whenever (Y/n) laid their head on his shoulder, rest his own head on top of theirs, hold their hand and/or wrap his arm around them. How the two of them would 'coincidentally’ leave together somewhere during the movie.

Pressing the first button on the elevator, Todoroki leaned his head against the wall. It was around 2 am on a Saturday night and his throat felt dry and since they weren’t allowed sinks in their own dorm he had to go downstairs to get something to drink. He just woke up and he closed his eyes, waiting for the elevator doors to close when he heard a soft yelp.

“No, No, Wait- Fuck!”

Todoroki’s eyes snapped open and he saw a hand in between the elevator doors, stopping them from closing. The elevator doors opened again and he locked eyes with no one other than (Y/n). The moment the two of them locked eyes, (Y/n)’s eyes had widened as they quickly entered the elevator before it closed again. “Shouto..? Why are you awake, is something wrong?” They asked, putting their hand on his shoulder while examining his face.

Todoroki smiled a little and cleared his throat, his eyes travelling down to their neck and shoulders where there were a few small red and purple spots. They weren’t too dark or too much but they definitely were visible. He saw one sticking out of the collar of their shirt and assumed that there probably were quite a few more hiding under their clothes.

“I woke up thirsy, don’t worry..” He said as they sighed a bit relieved and removed their hands from his shoulder. They stepped back again and folded their hands together, looking at the elevator doors while pursing their lips.

There was a somewhat awkward silence for a moment before Todoroki cleared his throat, a small smirk dancing on his face. “Sero, huh?” He asked, (Y/n)’s face immediately heating up. Todoroki adverted his eyes from her and looked up at the screen that showed at which level they were.

They covered their face with their hand and sighed. “Yea..”

Todoroki nodded for a moment and sighed. “Does he treat you well?” He asked, looking at them and turning his body towards them. (Y/n) quickly nodded their head and smiled softly.

“Mhm..Hanta’s a really good guy, Shouto. He makes me really happy” They said, their (E/c) softening. The way their eyes softened was the exact same way Sero’s eyes softened when he looked at them. The exact same way how his eyes softened when he looked at them.

It hurt, knowing he couldn’t have them. He really didn’t like how much his chest ached because of it. The feeling as new and unfamiliar just like his feelings for them were. But those feelings were something he enjoyed, these new feelings were not something he enjoyed and wanted to hold onto.

Todoroki nodded once more and sighed. “Then i am happy for the two of you..” He said with a small smile, making (Y/n)’s face light up. They wrapped their arms around him and nuzzled their face into his shoulder, startling Todoroki slightly at first but it didn’t take long before the heterochromatic eyed male returned the favor.

He rubbed their back with his hand and smiled softly.

“Thank you, Sho” They muttered into his shirt.

Todoroki looked down at them and smiled, patting their back and tightening his arms around them. “No problem”

They weren’t his, they never were. But in the end all that mattered to Todoroki was that they were happy even if that was not with him but with someone else. For now, he’d have to slowly let go of the feelings he held for them but if they ever needed a shoulder to cry he’d be there.

He’d always be there.

#boku no hero academia #my hero academia #bnha #mha #todoroki shouto #todoroki x reader #todoroki shout x reader #sero hanta #sero x reader #sero hanta x reader #fanfiction #anime

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thinkyoureholy · 5 years

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Opposites Attract [8]

[ a/n : the story is unfolding and getting bigger, some holes in the plot will start to fill up from here on out]

Pairing : Park Jimin / [Fem] Reader

Genre : Angst, Violence, Language, Fluff, Smut, Enemies to Lovers! AU, Fantasy! AU

Words : 4k

Pt 1. Pt 2. Pt 3. Pt 4. Pt 5. Pt 6. Pt 7. Pt 8. Pt 9. Pt 10. Pt 11. Pt 12. Pt 13. Pt 14. Pt 15.

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-Y/N’s P.O.V-

I crouched down in the hallway, staring at the door across from me anxiously. As soon as I did what I did I regretted it immediately. I-I never meant to hurt anyone I...I just wanted Levi to stop.

-Three Hours Ago-

I sank to my knees when I realized what I had done. My hands shook as I stared down at them, seeing my fingertips covered in frost. I looked up with wide eyes to see Levi had stopped the punishment, his eyes now on Yoongi. I looked at him as well, my breath catching in my throat at the sight of him lying unconscious on the floor. I got up on trembling legs, taking a tentative step towards Yoongi but I didn’t get very far before a wave of water stopped me from going any further. I stumbled back, speechless as I was pushed back by Hoseok as he stood in front of Yoongi protectively.

“H-Hoseok…”

“You’ve done enough don’t you think Y/N?” He asked, his voice low and...threatening.

Was he really going to attack me if I even try to get close to Yoongi? I mean I can see why but it still hurt to have him threaten me like that. Yoongi and him had gone through a lot together, both orphaned at a young age, their parents dying in the same battle that took my father. My mother had taken them in when it happened so I got to experience that brotherly bond they had first hand. I knew Yoongi would do anything for Hoseok and vice versa, this was enough to let me know Hoseok was more than serious about attacking me. So with that in mind I took a step back, watching as he frowned before turning to Yoongi. He reached down and picked him up, slinging one of Yoongi’s arms over his shoulders and dragged him inside to get looked at by our doctor.

Even though I knew I had to keep my distance this time I couldn’t just not follow after them but again like before I didn’t get to take more than one step. I had been so focused on Yoongi I had forgotten all about Levi. He had come up and grabbed my wrist, stopping me from going any further.

“Before I let you go I have some questions for you and I want answers.”

I didn’t even bother looking at him, staring after the other two until they disappeared out of sight, “Not now.”

“Now, Y/N. You’re not going to get out of this that easily.” Levi said, his voice firm.

I couldn’t think straight as I tried to pry his hand off me but he held on tight, “Levi, let me go I have to see if Yoongi is-”

“Were you the one that let that man in here? Were you conspiring with him in anyway?” He asked.

I looked at him through teary eyes, confused as to what he meant. Surely he--he doesn’t think I’m going to challenge him for his position does he? I mean sure I said I would when I was with Hoseok that one day but I said it without thinking, a heat of the moment type of thing, I don’t have the courage to actually do it. But if he’s asking that must mean he knew about that...does this mean he’s had eyes on me the entire time? Does he know about me sneaking into Hephaestus to talk to Jimin? Just how much does my dear older brother know about the secrets I’ve been keeping? At that thought I yanked my wrist out of his grip, taking a few steps back.

“I wasn’t conspiring against you if that’s what you’re asking. I don’t agree with the things you’re doing but I wouldn’t dare to actually challenge you for your position. I know more than anyone I’m not fit to lead. So rest assured, your position isn’t in danger,” I said, watching as his face fell slightly but he recovered quickly, “Now if you’ll excuse me I have a friend to check up on.”

And with that I turned on my heel and headed inside but stopped as soon as I got to the door. I looked over my shoulder to see Gai laying on the ground face down, but still breathing. I cast a glance over to Levi for a moment before facing forward.

“Take him back home, Levi. I don’t care for your position whatsoever but if you kill him I might just dethrone you, I don’t care if I die trying either. You and I both know once I set my mind on something I won’t let it go so easily. So if you value your precious throne so much you’ll do well to listen to me, regarding this at least.” I said, threatening him now.

It was a hollow threat but Levi and I both knew if I was pushed far enough I was capable of anything.

-Present Time-

I rocked back and forth on my heels, waiting for either the doctor or Hoseok to walk out of the room so I can ask how Yoongi is doing. I know he had incredible healing abilities but that injury--I just hope I didn’t cause him serious damage, I’d never be able to forgive myself for it. I buried my face in my hands, praying to our God that he’d be fine. I didn’t even know if he would hear me, not like he’s heard me before but it never hurt to try. I never believed in the gods our factions were named after, only when I really needed him even then Posiedon was completely useless. What’s the point in teaching us about him when he never did anything for us. Like Gaia, she’s blessed her people for generations, Zephryus too, even Zeus, I’m sure even Hephaestus, but never Posiedon. It’s like he’s completely forgotten about us. I scoffed, some God, he’s completely fucking useless if you ask me.

I was drawn out of my thoughts at the door opening. I stood up immediately, running up to the doctor as he closed the door behind him.

“Y-Yoongi...how is Yoongi?” I asked, tears already welling up in my eyes.

The doctor sighed, running his fingers through his hair, “He’ll be just fine. He started healing himself as soon as the ice pierced his skin but he’s still weak right now. He’ll need to rest for a few days to regain his strength but besides that he’s just fine.”

I let out a heavy sigh, relieved. I felt my knees go a little weak but I held onto the door frame to keep myself upright. I took a step into the room but stopped at the look Hoseok was giving me. I froze at the hate in his eyes, my heart sinking to the pit of my stomach.

“Hoseok...you--you know I didn’t mean to hurt him.”

“That doesn’t erase the fact that you did. He could’ve died, Y/N.” He said, his voice cold.

“Hoseok I would never hurt either of you knowingly, you’re family to me. We basically grew up together for crying out loud.” I said, destress seeping into my voice.

“If you treat your family like this I’d hate to see how you treat your friends.” He said, as if without thinking.

As soon as those words left his mouth my heart dropped, his eyes widened the slightest bit before he cast his gaze down. I shuffled back, lowering my head as I stared at my hands, my fingers still a bit numb from before. We stayed there in silence, neither of us saying a word.

“Why’s it feel like someone died in here...I’m still alive you know.”

My head shot up at the sound of his voice, the tears falling before I could even stop them. I also couldn’t stop my knees from giving out as I kneeled in front of Yoongi, keeping my head down as I cried and apologized over and over again. I was so happy that he was awake and that he was fine I couldn’t stop any of this, unaware of the way their eyes widened at seeing my kneeling before them. It’s always been the other way around, I had never kneeled before someone but this was a better time than any to start. Half way through my apologies I felt gentle hands grab onto my shoulders. I looked up to see that it was Yoongi. I looked at him in shock, knowing he was still too weak to be getting up this quickly but before I could say anything he spoke.

“Save it, brat, I know it was an accident. I had to stop you before you hurt your brother and I know you’d regret that even more than what happened to me. If I had to choose again I’d make the same choice.” He said, wrapping his arms around me tightly.

I frowned, new tears blurring my vision. I buried my face in his shoulder as I cried, hugging him tightly.

I walked through the yard aimlessly, my mind in chaos. Yoongi had gotten better in a matter of days and for that I was grateful but that small moment of relief was crushed by Seokjin announcing that he’d be visiting our home soon, in a few hours to be exact. If he was coming here then it must be about something important. What if he wanted to take matters into his own hands? But he said he’d give me a few months, it’s only been a few weeks. I stopped in my tracks, a thought popping into my head. This very thought had my face paling just thinking about it. What if he’s planning something with Levi...if those two get together on this the outcome will be anything but good.

-Jimin’s P.O.V-

I stood at the foot of his bed, watching over him. I can’t believe they did this to him. Why? Gai has never harmed anyone, at least not without reason. And they expect me to believe he was the one that trespassed onto their land? I scoffed at the thought, grinding my teeth together in indignation. No, they must’ve captured him somehow, Gai had no reason to set foot onto their land. I bet she’s the one behind this, it has to be her doing. This must be her way of getting through to me, since her words did nothing she thinks I’d be more inclined to listen if she threatens me with Gai. I clenched my hands at my sides, well she won’t get away with it.

With a huff I turned on my heel, only thinking of pay back at this point, but no, it wouldn’t be against her directly. I’d go after something just as precious, her dear older brother, maybe even those precious protectors she calls friends as well. With a fire burning deep inside me I marched out of the house, making my way over there.

……

“W-Who are you?” A woman asked, running after me, “Hey you can’t just barge in here like-”

I reached out and grabbed her wrist, twisting it back as I concentrated my fire to my palm, “Watch me.”

With that I let her go, watching her crumble to the ground, clutching her now burned wrist close to her body. I did that with every servant and guard that tried to stop me. I was a man on a mission and I wasn’t leaving until I got it done. Both men and women lay on the floor writhing in pain in my wake, no one was escaping my wrath today. But the one person I wanted to run into didn’t show up, annoying me further. After a few minutes I arrived at a door at the end of the hall. I closed my eyes and listened intently to what was going on inside. I could hear two muffled voices coming from inside, both sounding male but I couldn’t make out what they were saying.

“Ah fuck it.” I said to myself under my breath, kicking in the door.

I had thought there were only two people in here but I was wrong, there were five.

Standing in the back of the room were Yoongi, Mana, and Hoseok. Levi and Seokjin were standing in the middle of the room, looking over a table. As soon as they saw me they stopped talking, all their eyes on me. I saw Mana take a step towards Seokjin, stopping when he put up his hand, silently telling her to stay back. I grit my teeth when I noticed Yoongi and Hoseok didn’t even move to get closer to Levi to protect him from me. Oh so they thought I was no match for him did they?

“Jimin. I don’t recall inviting you over to my home.” Levi said, his voice calm.

Hearing his voice so calm only set to anger me further, “You invited me over the moment you laid your filthy hands on Gai.”

He tilted his to the side, a sly smirk playing on his lips, “Ah...you mean that trespasser? You know as well as I do if anyone is found in another’s land without permission they get punished, your dear friend isn’t immune to those rules.”

“You’re lying! Gai has no reason for coming over to this fucking dump!”

At my words his face fell, a cold look in his eyes, “Watch what you say, remember you’re in my home. I have every right to kill you right here and now for barging in like this.”

Before I had the chance to answer I felt someone bump my shoulder from behind, running passed me, “L-Levi, everyone outside is hurt! There--There’s an intruder in…” She trailed off as she looked around before finally looking at me, her eyes wide as she finished her sentence, “... the house.”

“What are you doing here? D-Did you do this?”

I glared at her, keeping my mouth shut, Levi answering for me, “He did. Apparently he’s angry about what I did to his friend...though he did deserve it.”

“Levi what do you plan to do with him?” Seokjin asked, his voice low, not even bothering to look my way.

“I don’t know...I’d think you’d want to deal with him from what you told me.”

“No! Seokjin you--you promised me you’d give me a few months!” Y/N exclaimed, coming to stand in front of me almost protectively.

I couldn’t hold back the scoff that fell from my lips, I cracked my neck, feeling my anger start to bubble over, “Are you trying to protect me? You of all people?”

“I’m trying to stop a war you asshole.” She said through gritted teeth, looking over her shoulder at me briefly before redirecting her words to Seokjin, “I thought you were a man of your word Seokjin...I’d hate to lose the respect I have for you.”

I watched them speak with furrowed brows, not believing what I was seeing. They were completely ignoring me, talking as if I wasn’t even there. I watched on, deadpanned, staring at the back of Y/N’s head for a moment before heaving out a heavy sigh. I’ve had enough of this, I went to take a step forward but froze at what I saw. No, no that’s not possible. Seokjin… his--his eyes glowed a blinding white for a second. I-I must be seeing things, something like that is impossible. Almost unconsciously I took a step back, an overwhelming sense of fear washing over my body.

“Y/N...I’m sorry but an opportunity like this only comes around once.” He said, sounding apologetic.

He gave her a look before he looked over at me. There it was again. His eyes are glowing a blinding white like before...but how is that possible? I knew his people were strong but just how strong are they? Is it because he’s a direct descendant of Sia? Or does he have ties with Zeus himself? That’s not possible either, is it?

In my confusion he gathered up his strength and put it all in his right hand. Before any of us could say or do anything he raised his hand up high over his head, a bolt of lightning stronger than anything I’ve ever seen before shooting out of the palm of his hand. I heard the thunder before I saw the light above my head, knowing that bolt of lightning was about to strike me down within seconds but it never did. A second before I was hit I felt Y/N push me out of the way, a flash of blue light blinding me for a second. I tripped over my own feet and fell on my ass when she pushed me, my eyes about ready to pop out of my head at what I was now looking at. Y/N was kneeling down on one knee, her hands raised up. What I saw, I never thought I’d ever see anything like it, she was consuming that bolt of lightning with her ice. But--but how is that possible? That bolt should’ve shattered her ice and overpowered her yet she was the one over powering it. Nothing that I’ve seen in just these last few moments has been making any sense, just what the hell was going on? I watched with wide eyes as her ice covered the entire roof of the building, the lightning bolt frozen along with it. After another few seconds she finally let her arms fall back down to her sides, looking exhausted.

“Are you alright?” She asked, turning to look at me.

My breath caught in my throat when I looked into her eyes, seeing two different colors other than her regular eye color. Her right eye was a deep blue color, the color of the ocean while the other was green, the color of water that had an abundance of algae. But as soon as I saw the change in her eyes it disappeared when she blinked. I said nothing as I watched her stand, both arms were covered in a thin layer of frost.

“T-That’s impossible. She stopped it…” Mana said in a low voice, in disbelief over what she just saw, the others just as shocked...all but Seokjin.

He looked like he knew this was going to happen, no, he was counting on it. He went to take a step forward but stopped, his feet glued to the floor by ice but when did she- I looked down to see both her legs up to her knees were covered in frost. So not only did she stop that bolt of lightning but she also froze their feet to the floor at the same time. This is when I realized that it wasn’t Seokjin that was the strongest one here, it was Y/N.

“I see you’ve finally tapped into your true power...I was wondering how long it’d take you.” Seokjin said, his voice calm, drawing everyone’s attention.

“What are you talking about? What true power?” Levi asked, struggling to break free from the ice that held his feet in place.

“Every few hundred years a single person from each faction is personally blessed by their respective God, although recently there have been two people from different factions that have been blessed. But one faction is blessed every generation, but... Zeus is a gracious God. My family has been visited by him every generation, granting one with an overwhelming amount of strength, he loves his people unlike your God,” He said with a chuckle, “But I never expected Poseidon to bless you with this power...since you’ve never believed in him. What am I saying? Of course I saw it coming, it was my first vision actually, I just didn’t think it’d take this long for you to unlock that power.”

I looked at him wide eyed, slowly getting up, taking a cautious step forward. That look in his eyes was making me uneasy, I didn’t like it one bit. It was that same look he wore when he let out that huge bolt of lightning. Wait, was he really going to attack Y/N? I mean I could care less but why? Weren’t they on the same side?

“Look...I don’t know what nonsense you’re talking about but...if you attack Jimin once more I’ll have no choice but to hurt you this time.” Y/N said, her voice sounding strained.

This idiot was still trying to protect me? Why? Before I let myself get ahead of myself I remembered her words from earlier, ‘I’m trying to stop a war you asshole.’ Right. That’s all this was. She held no affection for me, I mean why would she after everything I’ve done. I sighed heavily, rubbing my palms over my face roughly, closing my eyes for a moment. When I opened my eyes I saw a smirk on Seokjin’s face, he was going to send another bolt of lightning our way. He brought his arm up and pointed it directly at Y/N this time. As soon as I saw that I took a step forward subconsciously, reaching out a hand to grab her and pull her away but before I even got close Y/N had already built a wall of ice in front of us. The ice was so thick I couldn’t even see any of them through it. I stared at the back of her head, wide eyed. I couldn’t believe just how powerful she was, blocking another one of Seokjin’s attacks. I watched as she staggered back, a thicker layer of frost covering her arms, no it wasn’t just frost anymore, her skin had turned almost blue from how cold she must’ve been. She winced when she moved her fingers, the pain so obvious on her face but she didn’t show signs of slowing down. She walked over to me slowly, reaching out to grab my hand and led me out of the room. I almost flinched back when her skin touched mine, it was so cold it even sent a chill down my spine. I looked down at her hand in surprise but I kept my mouth shut, letting her lead me out of her home. I kept quiet the whole way out of Poseidon, my mind in shambles. I hated how I was actually worried over her well being as I watched her stagger with almost every step.

As soon as we reached the border between our lands her legs finally gave out, her body shaking almost violently. I watched on with a frown, cursing myself for reaching out to her to try and help, forcing my hands to stay at my sides. Her words from days ago were still bouncing off the walls of my mind, having gotten louder over the last few minutes and I hated every bit of it. I cursed aloud before reaching down to grab her arm, picking her limp body off the ground and draping her arm over my shoulders. I shuddered at the feeling of her skin on mine, her body cold to the touch. I sighed heavily before emitting heat from my body, hot enough to warm her up but not hot enough to harm her. I heaved out a heavy sigh, looking up to the sky momentarily. I just came to deliver some well deserved karma and what I got in return was a twisted tale of our Gods actually being real and apparently blessing a random person with immense power. I’m starting to think Gai was right in telling me to let go of the past, damn me and my temper.

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trashyocstash · 4 years

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finally here’s chapter 3 of the regency au fic.

there is one thing to define before you read, a bath cake/bath bun was a popular breakfast pastry from the time.

chapter 1

chapter 2

Much to Julie's excitement, the estate was a beautiful and grand home, but it was to be expected with the house of an upper gentry family.

Even though she and Rick were to be married, they had only just met, so Rick's parents weren't expecting them to be comfortable enough to sleep in the same bed together yet. So, Julie was given her own room to stay in. Once she had entered for the first time, Julie put her things away, and sat down on her bed. It was so comfy that she didn't want to leave, but she knew she had to.

Julie got up, and saw Rick's parents smiling at her, clearly amused by how much she enjoyed her new room.

"Now and come and tour the outside. We have some neighbors who would love to meet a charming young lady such as yourself." Mr. Sanchez smiled.

"Thank you Mr. Sanchez, I would love to." Julie agreed, and headed outside with Mr. and Mrs. Sanchez.

She walked through the gardens with them, and marveled at its beauty. Many different types of flowers were growing all over the place, such as roses, lilies, tulips and daisies. There were also a few benches and a wooden swing connected to a tree to sit on. A river flowed nearby, and all in all, it looked very romantic. Julie thought of maybe going here with Rick to bond with him.

"Your garden is so beautiful!" She excitedly told Rick's parents. "May I visit here sometime on my own, or maybe with Rick?"

Mrs. Sanchez chuckled. "Thank you dearie, we do our best to make sure it's well taken care of. And of course you may."

"Rick used to love running around here you know, Miss Kenyon. He'd spend hours on his own out here." Mr. Sanchez added.

"I don't blame him. It must be very peaceful here." Julie smiled.

"Now come on," Mr. Sanchez chuckled. "We have more to see."

Julie walked with Rick's parents over to a large estate nearby theirs, and they knocked on the door, with Julie standing patiently nearby; feeling very shy.

The door opened, and revealed a young lady with medium-length light blonde hair and freckles. She didn't look the happiest to see Rick's parents, but was pleasantly surprised to see Julie.

"Whose this?" She asked.

"This is Miss Julie Kenyon, and she's become engaged to Rick." Mr. Sanchez explained.

"Oh! It's good to meet you Miss Kenyon, I'm Diane Fitzgerald." She replied, introducing herself.

Both ladies gave each other a curtsey, before Diane invited them in, which they accepted.

While Mr. and Mrs. Sanchez went to talk to Diane's parents, Diane decided to strike up a conversation with Julie.

"So, you're engaged to Rick?" She asked her.

Julie nodded. "Yes, our parents arranged the marriage. It was meant to end a land dispute between them."

Diane was surprised by this. "You got placed in an arranged marriage? I wouldn't have expected that, I thought that you somehow managed to get Rick to propose to you, even after he gave up marriage."

"He..gave up on marriage?" Julie was shocked.

"Indeed. He was in two courtships prior, neither worked out. And because of his…lack of belief...despite being an upper gentry man, women aren't exactly lining up to marry him. Rick just decided it wasn't worth it and gave up on ever marrying." Diane explained.

"Oh...I had no idea...I'm so sorry for him..is there anything I can do?" Julie wondered.

Diane thought for a moment. "Make a genuine effort to get to know him better. Show you care for him. Rick may seem mean and grumpy, but I know him well. He has a good heart deep down, he's just.." She sighed. "Been through a lot."

"What do you mean?"

"Rick will tell you when he's ready, but for now, all I'll say is, don't trust his parents, no matter how nice they are to you."

Julie agreed, even if she still wasn't sure what Diane was getting at.

"By the way, would you be okay with me chaperoning you and Rick?" Diane offered.

"Of course! That sounds like a wonderful idea." Julie smiled. Diane smiled back at her.

They had just met, but Julie already found herself trusting Diane. After all, she was kindly towards her, and seemed to know a lot about Rick. Though whatever their relationship was, she wasn't sure, and could only speculate. But considering Diane viewed Rick in a positive light, they were definitely on good terms with each other.

And in truth, Julie would prefer Diane as the chaperone rather than some grumbling older woman who'd be hovering over them the entire time.

She was unsure, however, what Diane meant by not trusting Rick's parents. Rick had apparently 'been through a lot', and despite Julie's uncertainty about the whole situation, she felt Rick's parents had to be connected to whatever things Rick had been through. But what had they done? This too, Julie wasn't sure about. But now wasn't the time to speculate in her eyes, she felt it was best to focus on getting closer with Rick. Whatever he had been through, she figured he would tell her when he was ready, as Diane had said.

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Julie returned home with Rick's parents, and found breakfast had been prepared by the servants. Rick was already sitting down and eating, and Julie decided to sit beside him. He was surprised, and blushed a little, but didn't say anything.

Rick's parents sat down on the other side of them, and began eating, munching on some bread. Neither of them said a word, and Julie believed they wanted her to make conversation with Rick.

"Your parents took me out to the garden outside your home. Apparently you loved to play outside there as a child." She gave him a bit of a giggle too.

Rick didn't respond initially, but after his father gave him an angry look, he finally said something. "Yeah...it is n-nice out there I-I guess."

"Perhaps after breakfast, we can go out there together? Your parents can attend to their duties alone, and we can spend time with each other." Julie suggested.

"Sounds like a fabulous idea my dear." Mrs. Sanchez grinned. "Do you have a chaperone in mind?"

"My new friend, Miss Fitzgerald, she's offered to do it for us." She replied.

"Sounds good!" Mr. Sanchez agreed. "It's decided. After breakfast, you two will go out in the gardens together, spend some time getting to know each other.

Rick grumbled in response. He wanted to object, wanting to resist Julie, but clearly everyone had made up their minds and there was nothing he could do.

With their plans all set, Julie went to eating the breakfast. She happily munched on a roll with jam on it and took a sip of some tea. Rick watched her for a moment before he sighed and chewed on a bath cake, wondering what he was about to get into.

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Once breakfast was finished, Mr. Sanchez went off to collect Julie's dowry, and Mrs. Sanchez went to talk to the housekeeper. With them both gone, Julie happily left the house, and Rick grumbled and followed behind her.

They arrived at Diane's house, and when she opened the door, she was happy to see the two of them. "Hold on just a second!" She told them.

Rick and Julie waited for a moment, until Diane returned with stuff needed for doing embroidery. "I'm just gonna sit near you two and do this. You two just met, you need all the time in the world to get to know each other. I won't interrupt."

"Thank you Miss Fitzgerald!" Julie thanked her happily. "Now let's be off!"

The three of them arrived at the garden, where Diane sat down on a bench and began doing her embroidery. Julie sat down on the grass, and gestured for Rick to follow. He wanted to resist, as always, but Julie was giving him such a sweet look, and she was so beautiful, that he gave in and sat next to her.

"I figured this would be the best spot to talk, seeing as how romantic it is out here." Julie said dreamily.

"Yeah.." Rick replied, doing his best to sound uninterested.

"Is Miss Fitzgerald a friend of yours?" She asked. "She spoke well of you."

"We...used to be in a courtship together. Didn't work out." Rick explained.

"Oh! But since she thinks of you as a good man, it must've ended amicably." Julie responded, a little shocked.

"Y-Yes...but not my other o-one." He sighed.

"If I may ask, what happened with it?"

"We started getting along less and less, arguing more and more...so broke it off. I haven't attempted a courtship since."

"You broke off marriage altogether, did you not?"

Another sigh. "Yes.."

Julie put a hand on his shoulder. "It is alright, we don't have to talk about it. How about we learn more about each other instead? In other manners besides other courtships.."

He nodded at this. "Alright."

She thought about what they could converse about, until an idea came to mind. "Do you have any favourite books? I personally enjoy the novels of Jane Austen, and Gothic fiction such as The Old English Baron."

"I...enjoy the works of Percy Shelley."

Julie smiled at this. "Fantastic! I do like some of his poetry. He apparently also shares your.. lack of faith. Is that why you like him so much?"

Rick nodded at this. "Since you are to be my wife, I would hope my atheism does not bother you."

She shook her head. "Oh no it doesn't. Don't tell anyone...but I am one too."

This got a smile out of Rick. "That's good. At least someone I know shares my views."

"I guess we have something in common, don't we?" Julie grinned, moving her hand towards his.

"It i-is better that w-we do, isn't it?" He flashed a grin back.

"My mother always says that love is the most important of any marriage. If we wish to both lead happy lives, it is important that we at least...like each other in some way." She replied.

"That is true..but this marriage was arranged by our parents...m-my parents..I won't succumb to their will." Rick was still insistent on resisting Julie and developing feelings for her. He hadn't meant to voice them to her, but it had just slipped out.

Julie was hesitant for a moment, not sure what to say. She now knew why Rick had acted so distant with her, and she didn't blame him. But she knew she had to get him to change his mind on the marriage, so he could make an effort with her.

"I understand why you feel that way, but you must think of your own happiness, your own future. If you don't make an effort in courting me, you'll never be happy. You'll constantly be angry and bitter. And must I reiterate, love is the most important part of any marriage. If we are both to be happy and lead fulfilling lives, we must at least...care for each other and enjoy each other's company." She argued.

Her words silenced him. He knew she had a point, but he wasn't about to admit defeat. "I don't need you to make me happy."

"Would you rather constantly be around someone you're miserable with?"

Rick was about to respond, but heard Diane's snickering. "Don't bother arguing, you've already lost."

He sighed, and Julie began to laugh. "I can already tell you are very prideful."

"You wouldn't believe how much pride he can have!" Diane chimed in.

Rick grumbled and said nothing, angered that he had lost the argument. Julie smiled and stood up. She went over to sit on the swing and gestured him to come closer. "Let's put this all behind us. Why don't you come push me on the swing?"

More grumbling followed as Rick went over and began to push her on the swing slightly.

"Do you have any horses?" Julie asked.

"Yes, why do you ask?" Rick wondered.

"I thought we could ride some of them together." She said, looking up at him.

"Ah, I-I suppose so." He agreed.

Diane watched the two leave with a smile on her face, she decided to remain on the bench, still working on her embroidery, while Rick took Julie off to the stables.

Once they arrived, Julie saw one of the servants tending to the horses. There was one with a golden coat who saw her and walked towards her. Rick flashed her a smile upon seeing this.

"Her name is Honey. It's clear she's taken a bit of liking to you."

"May I ride her?"

"Of course."

Rick gestured for the servant to get the horse ready to be ridden, which they did. In the meantime, he headed over to a black horse, which another servant also got ready. Once the horses were all prepared, Rick and Julie mounted them and headed off together.

They rode the horses across the countryside together, both laughing and having a good time. Julie also loved taking in the sights, finding it all very beautiful. Rick ended up completely forgetting his intentions to resist Julie, and was shocked when he finally remembered.

By the end of it, he felt conflicted. They put their horses back, and Rick thought about all the fun they had together. Maybe he really should listen to Julie and just let himself get to know her and like her. Maybe even love her..

He shook the thought aside. No, there was no way she'd ever love a man like him. Julie was very kind and sweet, she deserved better than him, and he felt unworthy of her. Rick decided to just befriend her instead, and simply avoid falling in love with her, believing that could work instead.

Once they were finished, they returned to the stables and put the horses back, Julie giving Honey an apple before she left for good measure. She then turned to look at Rick.

"I was thinking...do you wanna go to the theater?"

Rick was surprised, but nodded his head in agreement. "Sure, w-what did y-y-you wanna see?"

"A play perhaps...whatevers being performed there is fine with me." Julie decided.

"Sounds good. Though, we should get Diane first." He chuckled.

She was surprised by his lack of formality, but shook it aside and went over to Diane with him. She agreed to see a play at the local theater with them and the three of them all headed on a carriage together.

Rick wasn't very interested in the play, but both Julie and Diane were, so he tolerated it for them. At first, he thought he thought Julie simply wanted to be seen there, but he saw she was really into it, so decided it wasn't the case. It made her see that she wasn't some stuck-up snob, and he greatly appreciated it.

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Once they arrived home, Rick's parents were done with their duties, so Julie went over to talk to them, with Rick by her side with a callous look on his face.

"Rick and I had the most wonderful time at the gardens together, and we saw a play at the theater too." Julie told them.

"Oh? Of what?" Mrs. Sanchez asked curiously.

"Romeo and Juliet. I've only seen it once before, so I was very excited to see it again!"

Mr. and Mrs. Sanchez chuckled at this, before remembering something they wanted to ask her. "Dearest, perhaps you could put some of your talents on display for us?" Mrs. Sanchez asked her.

Julie nodded. "I can play the piano."

"Good! Show us!" Mr. Sanchez told her.

She headed over to their piano and began to play it as best she could. She didn't want to disappoint them in any way, so was playing a song she knew well.

Both of them smiled as they watched her. Rick was impressed too, but stayed silent.

Once she finished, Julie decided to bring up something else to them. "I can paint too, I'm good at landscapes."

Rick's parents were excited by this as well. "Did you bring any of your art to show us?"

"Yes, I did." Julie replied. "I'll be right back!"

She headed into her room with her stuff in it, and brought out the paintings she had made, bringing them downstairs to show his parents.

"You are very talented!" Mr. Sanchez smiled.

"And all this shows you are quite the proper lady too." Mrs. Sanchez chimed in. "I would want no other lady with my son."

Julie blushed and smiled. "Thank you so much!"

Mr. Sanchez noticed Rick wasn't speaking, so elbowed him in annoyance, making him finally speak up.

"Y-Yeah...y-y-you're really good.."

She blushed more and nodded, feeling so relieved she truly had the family's approval now.

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Word spreads quickly, and soon, Rick's old love besides Diane became aware of Rick and Julie's engagement. They were at a dinner party when the word was whispered to them, and their jealousy boiled up quickly.

Their name was Ursula, and they had seen Rick at a ball. The two had hit it off quickly, and began a courtship shortly thereafter. But it didn't take long for things to go south. They were constantly bringing out the worst in each other, and getting into all kinds of debauchery together. No one liked them together and everyone was trying to pull them apart.

In Ursula's mind, Rick had asked his parents for permission to marry them, and they had said no, thus why their courtship had to be broken off. It was a classic case of forbidden love in their eyes. Sure, the last time they had met, Rick had been furious with them, but Ursula brushed it off as Rick letting out some steam.

And now he was engaged! And not to them, but a lower class lady. Ursula decided that now was the best time to try and rekindle their and Rick's love for each other.

(for clarification, ursula is what unity is called in this fic)

#regency au

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nochuobsessed · 6 years

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Reign || pt 11

Reign Masterlist

Word Count: 3.5k

Groups: BTS, EXO, Blackpink, Twice

Au: Royal

Pairing: Baekhyun x Reader, Jungkook x Reader

Genre: Angst | Fluff | Smut | Au

Warnings: (Oh dear god) Mentions of rape, death, mentions of abuse, abuse

Previously:

“DON’T TOUCH HER!” Baekhyun screamed, standing up and trying to run to you, the chains holding him back.

“You will learn not to disobey me,” He says, “Now, say thank you. I gave you food and water, when I should really let you starve.”

“Fuck you-“

His hand collided with your cheek once again, Baekhyun screaming for him to stop.

“You may have everyone wrapped around your fingers back home, but here, I make the rules. You only eat, because I give you food. You only drink, because I give you water. You only live, because I let you.”

“Min Yoongi you’ve changed,” You say, “The man I met months ago wouldn’t be this cruel.”

Yoongi rolled his eyes, and bent down so he was eye level with you, “The man you met would do anything for his kingdom. This is what I must do.”

The Kingdom of Park was in a frenzy. The Princess missing. Guards and soldiers everywhere looking for her. The Royal Guard leaving to search for you. The arrival of the Jeon Royal Family, and their armies.

“Father I hardly think this is necessary-“

“Jungkook, it is. If you love this woman and plan to make her your Queen, we will do everything we can to find her.”

“But half of our armies looking for her? People will think there’s a war going on.”

“I know what I’m doing.”

Jungkook’s father, King Jeon Junghoon, was a King everyone looked up to. His wife, Queen Hyeyeon, was kidnapped within days of their marriage. With Junghoon’s quick thinking and actions, she was only missing for four days.

You however, had been gone for a week.

“What a great way to meet my future daughter in law,” Junghoon said, raising his eyebrows and giving Jungkook a pat on the back, “Hi, we’re here to rescue you. By the way, I’m your future father in law-“

“We have to find her first, father,” Jungkook said, as the two Jeon’s walked down the hall, looking impressive as ever in the official Jeon uniform, “Your speech, is it ready?”

“No,” Junghoon said. He stopped walking, and placed a hand on his sons shoulder, “You’re making it.”

Jungkook opened his mouth to speak, before closing it again. Arguing with the King of Jeon would never end in a victory.

“My two boys, back together again.” Queen Hyeyeon was as beautiful as her nation described her to be. Her eyes were always shining, a trait she passed on to her three children. Hyeyeon chose not to surround herself with matters of state, she instead focused on raising her children. She was not born a royal, but she was the youngest daughter of Junghoon’s fathers deputy. The two grew close after he died, with Junghoon proposing within days.

“Mother,” Jungkook bowed, giving his mother a smile, “I’ve missed you.”

“My son,” Hyeyeon said, placing a hand on his cheek, “I’m so sorry that this has happened. I can not begin to understand how hard this must be for you. But your father can. You can place your trust in him.”

“I know mother,” Jungkook said, as the three Royals began walking again, “I can’t help but think this is my fault. Our enemies-“

“You must not think like that,” Junghoon said, holding out his arm for his wife to take, “If you are to help in finding her, I want not more of this talk.”

“Yes father,” Jungkook said, “Shall we?”

The two guards in front of the royal family opened the gold double doors. Stepping outside, Jungkook’s eyes widened as he finally witnessed just how big his fathers army was. Rows upon rows of men, all dressed in the Jeon colour, blue with a gold dragon embroidered from the right shoulder down.

“They’re waiting to listen to you” Junghoon said, ushering his son forward with a raised eyebrow.

“What do I say?” Jungkook said, looking to his mother in desperation.

“Whatever you feel is right.”

Jungkook stopped. On one hand, he wanted to tell the soldiers that if they took more than two days to find you, they would be executed, however he knew that would be too irrational.

He didn’t want these people looking for you because it is there job. No, he wanted them to look for you because they knew it would benefit the nation. With you, he could secure his future rule. A Queen to be beside him, raise heirs, lead the country to continue in greatness. He believed more than anything that with you by his side, his life would always be a good one.

Jungkook took a deep breath, and approached the edge of the balcony. Looking down at all the soldiers, under his command, he felt a surge of confidence he knew he so desperately needed. With a final look to his parents, he finally spoke.

“The Jeon Army has been in loyalty to my family for centuries. Each sovereign has created a bond between us. Now it appears to be my turn. The girl I- love, has been missing for a week. I intended to make her my Queen, however now we are not even sure if she is still alive. The Princess of Park means everything to me. She is, what I believe, my soulmate. Which is why I stress the importance of finding her. We find her, and we secure our kingdoms future, and our happiness.”

The soldiers saluted the Prince, who let out a sigh of relief, knowing that they received his speech. He saluted back, before turning around and walking back into the castle.

“You did very well,” Jennie and Jimin had been listening to the speech. They were more than grateful to know that the kingdom of Jeon, along with their kingdom, would do everything they could to find you.

“Thank you, your majesties,” Jungkook said, bowing his head, “All I can think about is finding her.”

“We understand,” Jennie said, placing a hand on her swollen stomach, “She’s my best friend, she was supposed to go through this with me.”

“What do you mean?” Jungkook asked, tilting his head in confusion.

“Come with me,” Jennie said, “We will have to talk to your mother, Jimin.”

The three made their way to the King Mother’s chambers, who seemed to be expecting them.

“Are we telling them now?” she said, giving her daughter in law a sad look.

“We have to,” Jennie said, taking a seat next to the older women, “Jimin, Jungkook, we’ve been hiding something from you.”

“Yes?” Jimin said, “What does this have to do with Y/N?”

“It has everything to do with her,” his mother said, “Y/N was in a secret relationship.”

Jimin’s eyes widened, “And you tell me now?”

“I always knew,” Jennie said, “It wasn’t my secret to tell.”

“I was told once we confirmed our relationship,” Jungkook said, looking away from Jimin, “By then she had left him.”

“Yes, that’s great. Everyone knew but me,” Jimin scoffed, pacing back and forth, “Who was it?”

“Baekhyun,” his mother said.

“Baekhyun? Byun Baekhyun? My old deputy? Is that why he left!? For fucks sake-“

“Language.”

“Mother now is not the time,” Jimin said, “So you think Baekhyun kidnapped her?”

“Dear god no,” Jennie said, “There’s more. He got her pregnant.”

Now it was Jungkook’s turn to be shocked. He froze, and he felt his whole world turn upside down.

“P-pregnant?”

“Please don’t doubt her feelings for you,” your mother said, standing to place a hand on Jungkooks shoulder, “She was terrified of telling you, she didn’t want to lose you.”

“She wouldn’t have,” Jungkook says, taking a seat to recover from shock, “I would’ve, I would do anything-“

“I’m going to kill him. He got my little sister pregnant. And then he left!” Jimin shouted.

Jennie stood up, standing in front of her husband, “He didn’t know! She refused to tell him! She thought it would go away.”

“It’s a fucking child, they don’t just go away,” Jimin said, “We have to find her. Now. If she’s with child she’s in more danger.”

Jungkook didn’t know what to think. Of course he still wanted to be with you. If Baekhyun didn’t want the child then he’d be more than happy to help you raise it. It wouldn’t be able to inherit his kingdom, but he’d claim the child as his if you wished him to. But if Baekhyun wanted the child, would you still be with him?

Whatever the answer, he knew he had to find you. And fast.

To say that being kidnapped was hell was an understatement.

Each day, the meals became smaller, and Yoongi’s visits became longer. You were quickly starting to resemble Baekhyun in the way that your body was now covered in bruises and cuts, received mostly from Yoongi’s men.

“They can’t keep doing this,” Baekhyun said, “You’re with child and-“

“I can put up with it,” You say, rubbing your swollen belly, “It’s only a few bruises here and there. Jungkook will come soon.”

“I hope so,” Baekhyun said, shifting his body while wincing, so he could face you, “If you could escape-“

“I’m not leaving here without you,” You say, staring at Baekhyun with a worried look on your face, “The two-three of us will get out of here together.”

“I highly doubt that.”

You flinch hearing Yoongi’s voice. You hadn’t realized how much time had passed since he last came down to… wherever you were being held.

“Who’s turn is it now?” Yoongi said, clicking his fingers once, instantly summoning two guards into the room.

“Mine,” Baekhyun said.

“If I remember correctly,” Yoongi said, walking towards you, “It was your turn last time.”

“She’s with child!” Baekhyun yelled, “My child! You can’t keep beating her!”

Yoongi quirked an eyebrow up, “Can’t I?”

“Yoongi NO!”

A harsh slap was placed against your cheek, splitting the skin once again. He grabbed your arm, pulling you up with great force, “I have the power here. I couldn’t care less about the child! All I care about, is the money.”

“W-what money?” You ask, as Yoongi lets go of you, letting you fall to the ground.

“The money your Kingdom is going to pay me to get you back,” Yoongi says, “My father is going to die any day now. My kingdom will go bankrupt and my family overthrown. However, with you here, I will get paid money by your kingdom to have you safely returned.”

“I would hardly call this safe,” Baekhyun said, earning you another slap.

“Keep talking Baekhyun and your darling Y/N will be dead in no time,” Yoongi said, bending down so he was eye level with you. He put out his hand, stroking your cheek with his finger.

“I-if you kill me, you won’t get the money,” you say, trying to move your head away from his touch, “You kill me, and you’ll have both Park and Jeon against you.”

“Will I now?” Yoongi laughed, standing up and walking over to Baekhyun, “And if I kill him?”

“I can guarantee if you kill him I will kill you myself,” you say, “Send an envoy to my brother and Jungkook. You’ll get your money.”

“But I need insurance,” Yoongi said, walking over to Baekhyun, “If I send an envoy, how will I know that they won’t attack?”

“How long will you keep this up?” Baekhyun asked, “Please, let me tend to her wounds. The baby will die and if the child dies-“

“A child you didn’t know about until a week ago,” Yoongi said, “Tell me, have our two lovers rekindled their relationship?”

“No,” Baekhyun said, “I love her, more than anything. She’s with the Prince, and I’m happy for her.” He refused to look at you when he spoke, looking down mostly before looking up at Yoongi, who had a bored expression on his face.

“That could’ve been me, you know,” Yoongi said, turning towards you, “But it was Jungkook. Is it because of age? I’m not that much older than you-“

“You’re a fucking psychopath,” You scream, “How could you? We have done nothing wrong!”

“MY KINGDOM IS DYING!” Yoongi screamed, his eyes bloodshot and a vein popping out in his neck, “I have, I have to do this. You have connections to the two most powerful and rich kingdoms! If anyone can help, it’s you.”

“But you’re killing us!” You scream back, “There��s- there’s no way the three of us will survive. My child, an innocent child who hasn’t even been brought into life yet is suffering! I’m sorry your kingdom is dying, but we could have helped you!”

“That’s exactly the problem,” Yoongi said, “My mother wrote to yours, and your mother said that Park would no longer be able to help.”

“That doesn’t mean you can kill us!” Baekhyun yelled, “Just please, don’t hurt her anymore!”

“That’s not how this works, Baekhyun,” Yoongi said, “Guards, take her to the other room.”

“What?” You say, as the two guards approach you, each taking an arm and dragging you into the other room.

It was dark, with a table in the middle. All you could hear were Baekhyuns screams, and the low chuckles of the guards in front of you. You were placed on the table, the restraints on your hands being re-chained to the table.

“W-what are you going to do to me?” you ask, pulling on the restraints to see if there was any chance of you getting out of the situation.

“We’re going to have a lot of fun with you, Princess.”

The Kingdom of Kim was much more peaceful at this time. Everyone was excited for their King had finally chosen a wife. A wife he loved more than anything. A Queen that he had been promising his people for years.

The two were happily laying in their bed, Seokjin lying on Jisoo’s stomach as she played with his hair.

“My love,” Seokjin said, “I was thinking, about the wedding.”

“Yes?” Jisoo said, “Don’t tell me you want to invite even more people.”

“No,” he said, “Let’s elope.”

Jisoo sat up, accidentally pushing her fiancé off her, “Elope?”

“It’s just… With the whole thing going on with Park..”

Jisoo nodded. She had heard about your kidnapping, and had asked Seokjin to send some of his men to find her, which he had happily agreed to. A wedding at a time like this was not right. Celebrating while one of her best friends was missing. Not to mention Jisoo was terrified of a Royal Wedding. Too many staring at her as she walked down the aisle.

“When would we do it?” Jisoo asked, as Seokjin sat up to face her.

“Now,” he said, “Your parents and Rose are already here. My mother is down the hall. We’ll be surrounded by people we love.”

“And we can have a proper reception once all this is over,” Jisoo said, Jin running a hand on her cheek.

“Along with your coronation,” He smiled, leaning in to place a kiss on her pink lips.

Jisoo broke away, “Right, a coronation. How terrifying.”

“I’ll be with you, my love. Everything will be okay.”

“I’m so sorry. I tried to stop them-“

Baekhyun couldn’t stop apologizing and crying out for you. You had been violated in one of the worst ways possible. Nothing could have prepared you for what those men put you through. You could still feel their hands on you, holding you down by your swollen belly. The amount of pain you felt physically and mentally was becoming unbearable.

“It- wasn’t your fault,” you manage to choke out. You were curled up in a ball, still chained to the wall. The harsh floor underneath you pressed against your face, but you could feel nothing.

“I could’ve stopped them-“

“Baekhyun!” You yell, “None of this your fault. It’s their fault. They did this. Y-you couldn’t have done anything.”

“I should’ve tried harder!” Baekhyun sobbed, “They hurt you. I’ll kill them!”

“If you keep saying that you’ll get us killed,” You say, finally sitting up and facing Baekhyun, letting him see how bruised you were, “We have to be careful. It won’t be long before they pay the ransom and we can leave.”

“You look terrible,” He says, offering you a small smile, “If I could take the beatings and everything for you I would. They wouldn’t let me-“

“I know,” you say, “But you can’t. You’ll die. I’ve explained this before.”

He let out a shaky breath, before both of you turn your heads to the door.

“Hello! Mother, Father, unborn child,” Yoongi said, walking into the room with a sadistic smile on his face, “I’ve come to talk to you.”

“What do you want?” Baekhyun scoffed, “Isn’t this enough? Y-you…”

“Shut up,” Yoongi said, casting a glare at Baekhyun, “Anyway. Princess Y/N, how do you feel?”

You stared at Yoongi, but didn’t say anything. Tears kept rolling down your face, and you let them fall. Yoongi walked over to you, bending down and tilting your chin up to face him.

“ANSWER ME!”

“Fuck you!” You said, your voice quiet. Yoongi laughed, and stepped away from you and towards Baekhyun.

“And you, Byun Baekhyun. How are you feeling on this lovely day?” Yoongi asked, quirking his eyebrows up.

“Don’t hurt her anymore, please!” Baekhyun yelled, she’ll die!”

“And you’ll die if you don’t shut up-“

“JUST LET HER GO!”

“I said shut up!”

“NOT UNTIL YOU-“

Everything happened in slow motion. You were crying, watching as the two yelled at each other. Yoongi reached behind his back, and pulled out a dagger. You had started screaming for Baekhyun to stop, but he kept yelling at Yoongi.

Yoongi leaned forward and stabbed Baekhyun, right in the middle of his chest. Baekhyun’s voice was cut off by shock, and you let out an ear piercing scream.

“BAEKHYUN!”

“I warned you,” Yoongi said, pulling the dagger out and pointing it accusingly at Baekhyun, “I told you to shut up. I told you you’d die if you didn’t. You should’ve shut up.”

Yoongi walked out of the dungeon, blood dripping off the dagger.

You tugged at the chains, trying to get to Baekhyun. They wouldn’t budge, and you screamed in anger.

“Y/N,” Baekhyun said softly, “Please, listen.”

“I have to help you,” You say, trying to undo the chains, “W-we can still save you.”

“Please,” Baekhyun said, “T-there’s too much blood.”

“I can’t let you die!”

“This is it for me, my love,” Baekhyun said, leaning back on the wall. His mouth and chest was covered in blood, and his eyes were struggling to stay open, “I love you so much, and I know you don’t love me-“

“I will always love you-“

“Our child, love them. Y-you brought me such joy in my life, t-thank you,” he said, his voice growing weaker and weaker, “Live a happy life. Please.”

Your sobs grew louder and louder, as his eyes closed for the last time.

It was like winter, and you had forgotten your coat. Everything was cold, and any happiness you once had was gone. Your first love, the father of your child, was gone. He would never speak again, never smile at you again.

He was dead.

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A Broken Heart

Character: Jungkook (BTS) Word count: 2497 Summary: Young Jungkook finds out one weekend what a broken heart really feels like | #fluff #babysitter!au

Related stories: You’re Like a Butterfly | Save Me, Save Me

a/n: omg these babysitter stories are so fun to write! baby bts are so cute I can’t ;;w;;

On Monday, Jungkook's parents received word that his father's mother was ill. Jungkook knew that something sad was happening, judging by the long faces and somber mood after they got that phone call. But the cartoons playing on t.v. were too distracting, the bright colours and flashing images seeming more important to the child. Later that night, while being tucked into bed, Seokjin took charge of bedtime stories.

On the bottom bunk, the three youngest were cuddled together: Jungkook and his brothers, Taehyung and Jimin.

"What story do you want me to read?" Jin's smile looked forced, not quite reaching his eyes. Out of everyone, he had spent the most time with his grandmother. Of course, that could be because he was the first born grandchild. Their bond was seen as unbreakable, except now it was under threat.

As he thumbed through the collection of children's books on the shelf, Jin heard Jimin speak up.

"Hyung? What's wrong with Granny?"

His broad shoulders slumped. "It's kind of a sad story, Chimchim. Do you really want to hear it?"

Taehyung spoke next. "Yeah, I wanna hear it too! Why are Mom and Dad so sad?" He tried sitting up but Jin gently pushed him back down, fixing the covers over the three. As he brushed Jungkook's fluffy hair back, he told them, "Okay, I'll tell you. Granny is really sick. She has something called cancer and it's a very bad thing -"

"I've heard of that!" Jungkook interrupts. "My teacher had it and never came back. We had to get a new teacher!"

"Does that mean we have to get a new Granny?" Taehyung asks.

"No, it doesn't work like that. If Granny's gone, then she can never be replaced. Mom and Dad are going to be at the hospital all this weekend, visiting her, so Y/N is going to babysit us."

Jungkook gasps, eyes lighting up. Just that act alone showed Jin how young he was, how incapable he was of grasping the situation.

"Do you think Y/N will let us watch cartoons all weekend?" Jimin whispers into Taehyung's ear, trying to be sneaky. "And let us play outside, even when it's dark?"

With another smile, Jin once more fixed their blanket. "Now that I told a sad story, I want to tell a happy one. To send you off to sleep with warm thoughts. What about the story of the Prince and Princess?" He didn't let them answer, pulling the book from the shelf and delving into the story before they could try to stop him. Although the youngest boys drifted off easily, dreaming of gallant knights and beautiful princesses, the rest of the family did not sleep so easy that Monday night.

Or any night that week.

"IT'S FRIDAY!" Jimin shouts. "Noona's coming ~"

"For the whole weekend," Taehyung exclaims, spreading his arms wide to show just how big the "whole weekend" was. The two continued their playful banter, playing games and happily waving their parents off. The only one missing to say goodbye was Jungkook, who had locked himself up in his room the second he came home.

Although excited to see you, he was nervous. Butterflies swirled in his tummy, that he clutched at, half wondering if he would die from them. He watched from the window as his parents pulled away in their car, before getting to work. Jungkook fixed his white school shirt, setting his tie straight and spitting on a cloth to clean his shoes with. He looked so cool and mature in no time, ready to face you and hoping you'll notice his thought out appearance.

He raced to the window, peering out to see if you were here yet.

And you were.

Only he couldn't find it in himself to smile, to feel happy or run downstairs in joy. You got out of a boy's car, smushing your mouth to his in what grown ups call a "kiss." Disgusting, revolting and ... What was that feeling? Jungkook clutched at his chest, where Namjoon told him his heart was. He remembered his older brother's explanation of what a heart was; "It pumps blood around the body but many people use it figuratively as well. When you're sad, you call it a "broken heart.""

Is this what a broken heart feels like?

For the first time since you became the family's babysitter, Jungkook did not run to you. Jimin and Taehyung instead attached themselves to your side, speaking at the same time, asking if they could have ice cream or play, you think. It was hard to understand them. Namjoon greeted you next, followed by Jin and Hoseok. You assumed Yoongi was up in his room, like he always was.

However, the youngest was no where to be seen.

"Seokjin, where's Kookie?"

"He's in his room. He ran up there when he came home and hasn't come out."

You frowned. "Oh, do you think it's because of ... " You trailed off, not knowing how to word it. How do you casually bring up a sick grandmother?

Jin shrugged, face falling. "I don't know, I don't think he understands. The younger ones don't really get it, I don't think."

"Ah, they're still young I suppose."

"It's probably good. At least they can still smile easily."

After promising Jimin and Taehyung an ice cream later, they unattached themselves from you and ran off to play. Now free, you cautiously went to Jungkook's room. Knocking softly, you called out, "Kookie?"

There was no response.

"Kook?"

Pushing the door open, you found him with his back turned to the door, roughly sticking Lego blocks together.

"Oh, Kookie! Are you too busy playing to come say hi to me?"

"Yes!" He scooted away when you came closer, to sit where he once was. Now he faced you, cheeks puffed and lower lip jutted out. "I'm not your friend anymore, so just go away."

"Why?" Children throwing tantrums wasn't new, but they always stemmed from a reason. What had you done? You had only just arrived?

Jungkook shrugged, stooping his head and frowning down at the red block in his hand. You didn't love him. You only pretended to, cuddling him and kissing his nose to make him smile. Did you do that for the other boy? Did you give him orange juice and push him on the swing? The betrayal stung in his heart.

"Are you sad, Kookie?"

He nodded.

You wondered if the news about his grandmother had hit him harder than Jin knew. Jungkook had always been bad at expressing himself. You could sense that sometimes he wanted to show affection to his brothers but would show this instead through punching and kicking. Jimin was especially upset by this but you had no doubt that as he got older, he would understand more that this was Jungkook's way of showing love.

"What's making you sad?" you queried.

Another shrug.

"Do you want to talk about it?"

He shrugged again before saying, "Please, just leave me alone."

Saturday was much the same.

The older boys were resigned, mostly wearing smiles around the younger ones. When it was just them alone with you, their smiles dropped.

"I hope Gran's going to be okay," Namjoon muttered sadly.

Yoongi said nothing but his eyes said everything. He was the most distant of the brothers, always staying away from you. Namjoon claimed it was hormones from puberty, "He's started growing hair in weird places recently" the young teen had informed you before. However, the more you observed Yoongi, the more you noticed his little ticks. They showed how he truly felt, more than words ever could.

And he was devastated about the news.

"Noona ~ " Jimin bound into the kitchen from the backyard, grass stains on his trousers. "Can I have a treat?" Out of all the boys, he was the chubbiest. He was always so soft and fun to hug, that you could never deny his requests.

"Of course, Jimin, come here." He plopped himself on your lap, swinging his legs when you pulled a chocolate sweet from your pocket. He unwrapped it and devoured it slowly, savouring the taste. Usually, your lap was a throne only for Jungkook. But after breakfast, he had quickly retreated back to his room.

"Jimin?" Jin speaks up. "Do you know what's wrong with our baby Jungkook?"

Gasping, Jimin dramatically looked around before making a zipper motion over his lips. "He made me promise not to tell!"

"You won't tell us? Never ever?"

Adamantly, he shook his head. "No! I pinky promised!"

"Would you tell us for more chocolate?" Yoongi pipes up. His voice had started cracking weeks ago, leaving him sounding far more mature than his years. His voice was as deep as his dads and all his brothers combined. Hoseok, sat next to him, picked up on his trail of thought. "Noona will give you one hundred chocolates if you tell us!"

Jimin's eyes lit up and faster than lightening he spat out, "Jungkook's jealous!"

His voice was loud, loud enough to draw in Taehyung from outside and for Jungkook to shoot out of his bedroom, down the stairs and into the kitchen.

"Jealous of what?"

"He's jealous that Noona - "

Jungkook pounced, smothering back Jimin's words with his hands, face red and feeling more betrayed than ever. This was the worst weekend ever in his whole entire life! Taehyung stood by the back door, enough grass stains on his clothes to make Jimin's look clean.

"Noona," he says, "Jungkookie's jealous because you have a boyfriend!"

The sentence hung in the air. Then Hoseok's loud voice filled the silence; "Jealous? Does our baby brother have a crush?"

Turning even more red, Jungkook stomped his foot. "No! I hate girls! I hate Noona and I especially hate Noona's boyfriend!" He stormed off, with plans to run away formulating in his head. He would steal the cookies from the jar, bring his favourite teddy, and a pair of clean underwear. Then he would set out, on a journey to find a better family, one that wouldn't betray him like this.

The kitchen was alight with noise, most of it caused by Hoseok.

"Taehyung, Jimin, you both knew about his crush?" he asks.

Taehyung nods his fluffy head as he walks to him, gesturing to be picked up. Once on Hobi's lap, his face turns serious. "He says he's in love."

Jin clutches his chest. "That ... That's so cute! Who knew he was a romantic?!"

"That's not important," Taehyung frowns. Love was gross, frankly. Only one thing mattered in life. And that was chocolate. "Noona, I heard the deal you made with Chimchim. And I want in. I told you Jungkook's secret so I deserve ninety-five per cent of Jimin's share of chocolate."

"Hey, no fair! I would have said it but - "

As the two continued to bicker, you set Jimin gently back on the ground before trailing after Jungkook. His door had been left wide open and you could see him stomp from one end of the room to the other. His face had turned a deep shade of red and tears brimmed in his eyes. Embarrassment was the cause. Even as a child, you would turn teary eyed when you made a mistake or felt like you were being laughed at.

"Jungkook ~"

"Don't talk to me!"

His school bag was on the bed, his teddy hanging out. It seemed to watch the boy furiously grab things in his small hands. He held crayons and a blanket, necessities he quickly realised he would also require. Those too were shoved in the bag.

"Are you running away?"

"Yes! And don't try to stop me!"

You wanted to laugh. However, you knew that if you did, his embarrassment would only worsen. "Jungkook, why do you want to run away?"

"I hate you and everyone else!" He started to get choked up, imagining his life from now on. He hoped a new family would find him quickly, before his biscuit supply ran out.

"Saying things like that to your brothers is hurtful, Jungkook. They love you very much. And I do too." You sat by his packed bag on the bed. "We would never be able to smile again without you around."

"That's a lie," he sniffled. "You smiled for that boy."

"Who? Mingyu?"

"That's a stupid name," he commented childishly. It sounded like the name of someone ugly and gross, who Jungkook would never dare befriend. He bet that this "Mingyu" was so weird that he probably didn't eat nice things and liked broccoli and doing homework. Yeah, a definite weirdo.

"Mingyu, uh ... The boy that dropped me off yesterday is my boyfriend. He makes me happy and you'll find someone someday, that's your age, who will make your stomach fill with butterflies too."

"I make you happy, don't I Noona? We always watch cartoons together! Why do we have to be the same age?"

"Ah, I'm a little too big for you, Jungkook."

"What about when I'm big too?"

"You won't think about me then. When you're a big boy, you'll have made so many new friends and I know that you'll find someone perfect for you. Someone that's not me." You were keeping your tone soft while also speaking the truth. There was no point in leading the child on.

An adult dating a child was wrong. And by the time Jungkook would himself become an adult, a handsome one you didn't doubt, your job as a babysitter will long be over. His life will continue on, doing great things, making great memories, while yours continued too, on a different journey.

"That's not true." Stubbornly, Jungkook crossed his arms. His tears had vanished and so had his desire to run away. Sticking around won't be so bad, he reasoned. He'll beat Jimin and Taehyung up then as he becomes a grown up, with broad shoulders like Jin and a deep voice like Yoongi, he'll prove you wrong. He knows he'll never forget you and that you are his perfect person, the one he wants to watch cartoons with forever.

Sensing that his anger had subsided, you asked, "Do you want to come downstairs with me?" You stand up and he rushes to your side, burying his face into your hip. "I can make you hot chocolate, if you want?" you continue, patting his head.

He nodded. "But don't make any for the others! They're traitors!"

The atmosphere had lifted, even if it was at Jungkook's expense. The elder brothers were smiling again. Even Namjoon, who was being blamed for Jungkook's early knowledge of the opposite sex ("Noona, I bet he found what's on Hyung's computer!" "Shut up, Hoseok!") Yoongi joined the teasing too, his smiles all the more beautiful due to its rarity. It seemed that, for a moment, all troubles were forgotten and the family could laugh as one.

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