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#don’t get as much love since they got burried by time and i wanna bring them back to the forefront becuase they’re GOOD
hinadori-chan · 10 months
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low key wanna like
set up a queue for posts i like that don’t circulate anymore so that way the recirculate but also i don’t spam but like
i don’t think i’ve ever used a queue before tbh lol
#listen i’ve always been the kind of blogger where you just know what i’m about when i’m about it#but since this is more of a fandom sidespace than my actual blog maybe that’s the better route?#cause there’s a lot of really good fanart and fanfics and analytical pieces that just#don’t get as much love since they got burried by time and i wanna bring them back to the forefront becuase they’re GOOD#and people put their heart and soul and time into them and i want them to be appreciated becuase i love them and they make me happy#but also i’ve hit post limit multiple times becuase if this blog and i’m scared it’ll happen again#cause i think you still hit it with the queue too#and like#i do actually use my main blog a log and the posts come from the same pool#(pro tip for new users btw if your side blogs are connected to your main account all your posts come from a pool that your account gets)#(kind of like a deck of cards that has to be distributed between all players)#ANYWAY it might be the better move for now#i’ll stew on that while i try and get myself out of writers block#cause i’ll need to get the first draft of peghawks2023 done this weekend if i want ot done in time for the 16th#need to figure out how to trick my brain into working#had this problem in school also#the only reason i passed is because most my teachers loved me and wanted me to succeed in spite of my executive dysfunction#and my other two teachers hated me so much (adhd kid with a pension to cause problems) that they passed me#just so they never had to see me again lmao#it’s okay feelings were mutual fuck those guys#(or love those guys for the teachers that adored me)#(hope they’re doing good)#what was i talking about#RIGHT queues and writing#yeah i should go do that okay bye for now!!!
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desswright29 · 8 months
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So I was watching that video where Tish said her love language is making you laugh with her corny jokes. And I think she probably didn’t know the official types of love languages at the time so she just said what’s on her mind lol… but I think Tish’s love languages are like in this order
When giving love:
Quality Time- I think she’s big on this one bcuz when she likes someone she can become a lil obsessed and wanna live in your skin, but since she can’t she will settle for bringing you everywhere she goes. You will end up being her personal accessory, can’t leave the house without you! You’re the first person she wants to see when she wakes up and the last person she wants to see before she goes to sleep. If she can’t see you she’s definitely texting you ALL day! Telling you she misses you.
Physical Touch- she definitely gives the touchy feely type. I think she’s like that with everyone. Just always casually using her hands to connect with ppl, but with you she’s gonna be a lil more intentional where she places her hands. And she gives lots of cuddles. She’ll tell you she can’t sleep without cuddling next to you.
Words of Affirmation- I know she is really spiritual so she’s always speaking life into you, and boosting you up with compliments and praise. Very casually, like she doesn’t even know she’s doing it sometimes.. to the point where if she doesn’t, your asking her what’s wrong 🤨
Acts of service- she will always try to make your life easier. She doesn’t like to get her hands dirty and do any type of manual labor but she will hire a guy to put your tv up or ask her assistant to make sure to dry clean your dress after y’all go out.. you don’t even have to ask, she’s just always thinking of you and taking care of you.
Gift Giving- she definitely is gonna spoil you, but within reason. She’ll buy the flowers, take you on trips, get you matching jewelry, and all that but after she really gets to know you and what you like, she’s gonna buy you smaller more meaningful gifts.. like I saw you were down to the last pages of your journal, I bought you a new one, with your name engraved. Or you mentioned you wanted to make a vision board, I bought all the supplies, come over and let’s make one together 🥰
When receiving love:
Quality Time- so Tish is the type to want the same energy given back to her that she’s giving out. So since she wants to be around you all the time, she expects you to feel the same. If she feels like you don’t, she will immediately fall back and give you space. Cuz she doesn’t wanna seem like the clingy one. But match her vibe, and she’s a happy girl!
Words of affirmation- she needs all the moral support she can get. I’ve noticed that Tish leans on confirmation from others a lot. Like in the video where she was walking to the stage, she got a lil nervous and told the crowd to keep the applause up. She’s always looking outward for that extra support so when her partner is her personal hype man it gives her all the confidence in the world!
Physical Touch- so I don’t think that she needs you to be touching her all the time, but she definitely appreciates those moments where you request for her to touch you lol like if you came up to her and burried your head in her chest so that she can give you a big bear hug she would feel so wanted. And she lovessss giving you affection so when you show that you need it, like nudging her to come closer.. she’s on you like white on rice, every single time!
Gift Giving- she doesn’t need anything at all from you and honestly doesn’t expect much but she secretly lovessss being spoiled. She will always be like babe you didn’t have to, and like omg that costs way to much take it back. But when you spoil her regardless of what she says she will be so grateful and feel all special. And she will cherish that gift forever!
Acts of Service- I think the same with this one like she doesn’t want you going out of your way for her but just being supportive is enough for her. Like practicing lines with her, or reading a script out loud to her when she’s feeling lazy, making the reservations or ordering the Uber cuz she will definitely forget.. cooking dinner, or buying her groceries cuz going to the store is annoying for her now lol stuff like that she appreciates.
I agree!
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itsdanii · 3 years
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I'm in the middle of reading all ur works but I'm impatient because UR AMAZING LUV 😩✨ the transition from angst to fluff *chefs kiss* *salt bae's sprinkle* UGHHH sooo 👉🏻👈🏻 I'm just wondering if its possible to write a fan turned in to wife with bokuto and oikawa 🥺 ITS OKAY TO IGNORE THIS IF IT SEEMS COMPLICATED TO WRITE AJDHAKWPWODNDIE,, TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF LUV!!! 💗
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Hey, bub. Thank you so much for reading and loving my works 🥺 HOW CAN I IGNORE SUCH GOOD REQUEST, HM?! It would be an honor to do it! I just hope I did it right and gave it justice though 😭 Anyway, here's your request, bub! I hope you like it. Have a good day, stay safe and stay hydrated! ��️
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Number 1 supporter
genre: fluff
warnings: manga spoilers, message me if i missed any
a/n: italicized paragraphs in bokuto's part are all flashbacks. read the warnings before you proceed. warnings have been put there for a reason.
ft. timeskip!oikawa tooru, timeskip!bokuto koutaro
curious on how to thank your number 1 fan? that's simple. just give them a ring, your family name, and you're all good to go.
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Oikawa Tooru
You screamed on top of your lungs as your boyfriend, Oikawa Tooru, managed to get another perfectly landed spike.
People were roaring, drums were beating and the players were beyond exhausted but not once did their defense nor offense falter. Every spike, every block and every drop was worth the point. With their adrenaline putting them on top of their game, both teams played as if their life depended on it.
And in the end, Oikawa's team managed to secure their victory.
With a giant smile on his face, Oikawa searched the crowd as soon as their winning point was received, and despite the number of people shouting and cheering for his name, yours was only one he could hear perfectly.
There you were, in the middle of the crowd, wearing his spare jersey while holding a handmade poster of his perfectly written name.
The sight of you brought him a lot memories and he can't help but thank god for giving him the opportunity of meeting you, and at this moment, he knew that this was it.
This was the perfect time and there's no way he's going to let it pass.
After shaking each other's hand, Oikawa quickly made his way to the back of the gym. He took a quick shower, changed into some fresh clothes and with shaky hands, took the purple box he had in his bag.
He made his way back to the court where he was instantly crowded with the media. Flashes of lights surrounded him and several microphones were almost shoved at his face.
With a chuckle, Oikawa scratched the back of his head and tightened his grip on the box he was holding.
"Mr. Oikawa, you were amazing back there. You seemed almost unstoppable. What drived you to perform at the best of your game today?" one reporter asked.
Out of all the questions from the interviewers, that was the one that caught his attention. Turning to face the said reporter, he took the microphone which made the reporter blush immensely.
"Well, of course, I always do my best. I'm always the best," he said which earned a chuckle from the other reporters. "But since you're asking what drived me to be at my top performance, I'd say that it was probably this person-"
You squealed as Oikawa tugged at your hand, effectively pulling you out of the crowd and to his side. You blushed at the action and hid your face to his chest in embarrassment, his hand immediately rubbing circles on your back as he grinned.
"Sorry, guys. It seems like my dear y/n-chan is still quite camera shy."
You grunted against his chest and lightly hit his arm, a quiet mumble of "shut up," slipping past your lips.
"But seriously, out of everyone that cheered for me, this person right here-" Oikawa paused for a moment, his hand angling your face to look up at him before he continued, "-was the one whose cheers never failed to reach me, and since we're already here, I want to take the opportunity to ask them a very important question."
Murmurs filled the court as the star player went down on his knee and looked at you with a nervous smile. There, in front of you, was Oikawa Tooru holding a ring with hope in his eyes.
You felt your eyes tearing up and you instinctively brought a hand to your lips. "Tooru..." you whispered with a shaky voice.
"Y/n-chan, you've been my number one supporter since highschool. Don't you think it's about time you get promoted?" he said with a teasing voice, "I can still even remember the way you fainted when I accidentally aimed a ball towards the stand and hit your stomach. God, as rude as it may sound right now, I'll never regret and forget that day. I mean, how can I? Iwa-chan scolded me for the whole day and ordered me to apologize to your fan group," Oikawa added with a fond smile as if he was envisioning the situation inside his mind.
"You didn't leave when I was at my lowest point, but instead stayed beside me when almost everyone had their backs turned against me. You were there in every matches we won, in every matches we lost to, and in every milestone that I got. You accepted the challenges of being in a distance relationship with me despite the doubts, insecurities and countless possibilities surrounding us. Heck, you even followed me here in Argentina after you graduated." With his free hand, Oikawa wiped the tears now trailing down his cheek, his voice becoming shaky with every passing second. "You were always there and I don't know what I'd do if I never have met you. So now, I'm asking you, can you not only be my number one supporter but also my wife?"
You instantly nodded your head, your figure now trembling as you cried out of happiness. "Yes, yes," you answered repeatedly.
With a relieved sigh, Oikawa slipped the ring on your finger and stood up. He enveloped you in his arms, burrying his face to the side of your neck as he tightened his embrace. "Thank you. I love you so much, baby. I promise I'll be the best husband. I won't let you down," he murmured against your skin before pulling away to stare at your eyes. "I love you."
You leaned to his hand when he cupped your cheeks, eyes almost closing at the soothing feeling of his touch. "I love you, my Tooru."
Your lips slowly met each other's. Your arms encircling his neck while his arms snaked around your waist, pulling you closer to him.
And as the flashes of cameras captured this moment, Tooru thanked his lucky stars for bringing you to him.
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Bokuto Koutaro
Bokuto heaved out a relieved sigh as he stepped inside your apartment. Making sure to close the door behind him, he carefully made his way to the bedroom where his face immediately lit up at the sight of you sleeping while wearing one his shirts.
He placed a gentle kiss on your forehead before heading to the shower since he didn't want to go to bed smelling like "sweat and rubber" as what you like call it.
With his head casted downwards, he allowed the water to drip down his body, a pleasant feeling enveloping him at the feel of the hot water relieving his tense muscles. Bokuto then noticed his wedding ring which he forgot to take off before he entered the shower. Well, it's not like he wanted to take it off in the first place anyway.
As he stared at the ring in his hand, he couldn't stop the fond smile from making its way to his face. Several scenarios started playing in his mind but the one he always loved getting back to was the day he first met you.
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"Cheer up Bokuto-san," Konoha said as he gave Bokuto a pat on the back.
The team have been trying to cheer Bokuto up for almost half an hour now. The white haired male was currently seated in between two narrow walls, his hair casted downwards and a pout playing on his lips.  "I don't wanna," he mumbled childishly before looking away.
"What happened?" Akaashi, who was still panting, asked as soon as he entered the gym.
Konoha crossed his arms over his chest, giving a quick glance at Bokuto before shifting his gaze to Akaashi. "He's been like that since we started the second set of the practice match. He said that he can't spike anymore unless its you who's going to toss for him," Konoha answered with a frustrated groan. "We did everything we can. The rest is up to you."
Akaashi nodded in understanding before making his way to their captain. "Bokuto-san, let's go. Something came up so I was late but I'm here now. I'll toss for you so can you cheer up now?"
As Bokuto was about to answer, a sudden yell echoed throughout the whole gymnasium.
"Cheer up Bokuto senpai! You're the best captain and ace so please don't give up! You can do it!"
It was a feminine voice. A feminine voice yet loud enough for everyone to hear.
Bokuto looked at the bleachers and immediately spotted your figure. He can't help but grin at your determined look, you had a big smile on your face and a poster in your hand despite the game not being an official match.
Everyone was in awe as they watched their captain stood up, a sudden boost of confidence enveloping him as he puffed out his chest. "Hey, hey, hey!" he exclaimed with a booming voice, his hand pointing towards your direction before he flashed an almost award winning smile.
That was the first time they witnessed their captain cheering up because of someone that wasn't Akaashi.
From that day on, Bokuto would always scan the crowd and look for you, and not once have you ever failed in showing up.
It wasn't long then when the two of you finally talked, thanks to Akaashi's efforts. It was actually Akaashi who first invited you personally to watch one of their official matches.
Bokuto couldn't do it because despite his personality, he would always feel his panic rising at thought of inviting you himself. So, the solution? Whine continuously to Akaashi until he gives up and do it for him. Fortunately, it worked.
Everything went smooth sailing after that.
But even if your relationship with each other progressed, you still remained as his number 1 fan. You would still make posters and give him gifts everytime they win. In exchange, Bokuto would always do his best and give you the biggest hug as soon as each matches finish.
A few years forward, Bokuto became an official player of the MSBY black jackals. You were the first person he celebrated it with and the person who encouraged him to continue playing in order to achieve his dreams.
You became his anchor and his strength, the person he would run to whenever he was doubting himself and everytime he needed someone to hold him.
It was then during their victory party against the Adlers when Bokuto finally realized that you were really the one for him. As he watched you dance and laugh with his teammates, he got the feeling that he shouldn't let you go anymore.
You were it for him.
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"I was looking for you," you said with a pout as you balanced yourself on your boyfriend's arm, your vision hazy and voice slurry due to the alcohol in your system.
Bokuto tightened his hold on your waist, his eyes scanning over your drunk figure as you basically clung to him like a baby. "Sorry, baby. I had to go buy something real quick, couldn't stop myself."
"Mhmm," you hummed, obviously not getting anything from what he said. "Carry me, please... Wanna go home."
Without any objections, Bokuto leaned down to scoop you in his arms and then placed a kiss on the tip of your nose before carrying you all the way to the car.
When you woke up, the smell of pancakes was the first thing you noticed. You stood up and padded your way to the kitchen where you saw Bokuto cooking with his back turned against you.
One of your eyebrows shot up as you heard him grumbling something inaudible. Silently, you sneaked your way to him and suddenly wrapped your arms around him from the back.
Bokuto jumped up in surprise before turning around. He quickly covered your eyes as he said in a panic voice, "Baby! Don't look at the pancake yet, okay? Go take a seat. I'm still not done."
"Hmm, you seem suspicious but alright," you answered with his hand still covering your eyes. You pouted your lips and smiled when you felt him giving you a short kiss before guiding you to the table.
Once he was finished, you rose an eyebrow at the nervous look on his face while holding the plate filled with pancakes. "You okay, baby?" you asked in concern.
Your boyfriend only nodded before carefully placing the stack in front of you.
A small flower was neatly placed on the side but what caught your attention was the message written out of chocolate syrup on top of the pancake.
MARRY ME?
"Kou?" you whispered before taking your eyes off your breakfast.
What you saw next was enough to bring tears to your eyes.
Because as soon as you looked at him, Bokuto went on his knee and opened a small box, revealing an expensive ring that you'll soon be wearing. "I'm sorry if I only wrote marry me on the pancake. It wasn't big enough to write the whole 'will you marry me?' and that's why I'm here, down on my knee, to ask you directly."
Despite your tears, you can't help but giggle at the rhyming in his words. "You got that idea from Akaashi, didn't you?"
Bokuto pouted before mumbling a small "Dont interrupt me."
Seeing you nod, he continued, "Baby, we've been together for several years now and yet we're still here - going strong without any intent of separating any time soon. You were the first person who was able to cheer me up without Akaashi's help and the only person who caught my attention by shouting during one of our matches." He chuckled shortly before proceeding, "You've always been there to support me. You're my number one fan, my number one supporter and the best girlfriend I could ever ask for. I know that sometimes I'm not easy to deal with but still, I'm going to take my chance. To my number one fan, will you marry me?"
Bokuto stared at you in anticipation, a bead of sweat rolling down the side of his head as he waited patiently for your answer. The moment he heard you saying yes, he immediately felt as if he was the luckiest man in the world.
Slipping the ring on your finger, he stood up and pressed his forehead against yours. "Thank you, thank you, baby. Love you so much," he said repeatedly as he showered your face with kisses.
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"Kou, are you done yet?"
Your voice brought him out from his daydreaming. Scanning the area around him, Bokuto chuckled as he realized that he was still inside the shower.
He then turned the water off and dried himself before wrapping a towel around his waist.
"I'm sorry, baby. I just remembered something important," he said as he walked over to you, placing a kiss on your forehead and murmuring a low apology for taking too long.
"Wanna tell me about it?" you asked in a sleepy voice as you both settled yourself on the bed.
Bokuto wrapped his arm around your waist and pulled you closer, his hand slipping inside your shirt to rub circles on the small strip of skin on your spine knowing how much it helps you fall asleep faster.
"I'll tell you next time about it, okay? Go back to sleep." Bokuto watched as your eyelids fluttered close, your breathing soon evening out and your lips parting slightly to allow small amounts of air in.
"You already know about it anyway, my number one fan," he whispered as he soon also closed his eyes, letting the sound of your breathing lull him to sleep.
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echos-newlegs · 3 years
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Number 22 off the prompt list with echo or fives with he/him pronouns 😳😳 pls and thank you 🙏🏽
Missing You
Ahh this would be so cute with Echo. May or may not be biased because— I love him with all my heart, but since you offered you get Echo. You are a medic in this because, uh yeah I am SO creative. But anyways, Echo calls you Doc because I dunno how to use cooler nicknames.
Echo x Male!Reader: “I remember practicing to ask you out in the mirror.”
Warnings: It is a little sad because I am kind of in my feels rn. It has its fair share of happy stuff though, don’t worry.
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You were a medic, that often worked along side Kix in the Medbay. The first time you and Echo met he was in with a blaster shot to the leg. It wasn’t anything that you couldn’t help in healing, though. Taking over for Kix as he tended to one of his other brothers.
You were calm and collected. Starting conversation with the man to distract him from the pain as you disinfected and then patched up his wounds. Eyes flickering up to look to him when he would wince and tense up. Though he gave you a look that said, ‘I’m fine, keep going.’ So you did.
Echo always requested to have you helping him. Claiming that you were more gentle than his brother was. Which you were, in some ways, but honestly he just wanted an excuse to hear your voice. To be near you. After a few visits, he would start looking for you when he knew you weren’t working. Go out of his way to walk with you to your quarters, or to the mess. Or to wherever you were going. It made your day. You absolutely loved it. He was so kind, and thoughtful. He listened to you, let you talk, and even shared stories with you on the days that you weren’t really in the mood to hold a solid conversation.
But now? Now that was all gone. Now you wouldn’t be seeing him in the medbay, or the mess, or bump into him in the halls. You wouldn’t be able to sit in your quarters with him and eat some of the snacks you snuck in for him from the last mission that you were needed out on the field. He wasn’t able to bring you trinkets from the planets that he visited. None of that was able to happen again. All you had was your memories.
Your damned memories that seemed to be slowly fading after months went by without him. You were beginning to forget how he laughed. Sure his brothers shared the same laugh, but something about his was unique. You were beginning to forget little details, and it upset you more than anything. The others in the 501st could tell, too. They all knew you and Echo were close. Even Fives could see that the two of you wanted to be more than friends. It wasn’t rocket science. So, the moment Rex found out that Echo could be alive. He made it his mission to not only save him for Echo, but for you as well.
Echo wasn’t the only trooper that loved your smile and your kind heart. So he hoped if he got him back for you. Even the closure of his body, then it would finally put you at ease.
You weren’t told about any of this. Not until you heard troopers talking about how they found a POW. You were curious, to say the least. Finding one of the shines that was talking about it with his brothers. “Who was the prisoner?” You asked with a brow raised. You had lost so many men, so many friends after Echo, that you never believed it would be him. Though a piece of you, deep down. Screamed and shouted in hopes that they would say his name or number.
“An Arc Trooper, sir, went by the name of Echo. They’re bringing him back here with Clone Force 99.” The shiny informed you, and you felt your heart stop. Your eyes were darting around. Breathing picking up a bit, this was a joke, wasn’t it? It had to be. Rushing off past the men to find someone to fill you in on what in stars name was happening.
You sooner or later ended up getting a hold of General Skywalker. He could tell you were distressed. “What sort of sick joke is this?” You spat, starting in before Anakin could even get a word in. “The shinies are talking about how Echo is alive? That’s impossible. I was there when the explosion happened, he’s not, why are they saying this?” You were on the verge of tears as you paced your quarters. Running your hands through your hair. “Oh, he’s alive alright. Why don’t you come outside?” He spoke with a smirk. Anakin knew about your feelings for Echo, and you knew he didn’t mind. He was supportive, even. Anakin always treated you like the little brother he never had, and told you to go for it a number of times. Though you never did, and you greatly regret it.
“Y/n, just come outside and see for yourself.” You were brought back to the conversation. Biting your bottom lip and hanging up on the general. Rushing out the door and down the hall. Until you were exiting the hanger and finding a group of people gathered around.
Your stomach was turning. Heart pounding in your chest. Then the world felt like it froze when you saw him. He was talking with a group that you knew had to be Clone Force 99. You knew it had to be Echo, his armor didn’t match theirs. He looked like a clone, at least. If it was, he looked horrible. But not in a way that you still didn’t want him just as bad as you did nearly a year ago.
You were stuck in place, waiting for him to turn, and when he did. His eyes fell on you. His expression dropped, and he froze up as well. “Cyare..” You watched his lips mouth. Your eyes tearing up, it was him. It was Echo. Your Echo.
You started with a fast walk, and then a jog over to the other. Him moving towards you nearly just as fast. The two of you extending your arms and then engulfing one another in a hug. Something the two of you missed more than you could both remember. “Echo, I- Are you okay? oh my force I’ve missed you so much-“ You sobbed as you burried your face in his neck and he rested his forehead on your shoulder. “I’ve missed you so much, too, Doc, not a day went by I didn’t think about you.” He murmured, and that made the dam break. Tears falling from your eyes in streams.
You were at a loss for words, the two of you holding onto one another for what felt like forever, but honestly it wasn’t long enough. “You’ve changed your hair?” He muttered, reaching up to run his fingers through your hair with his good hand. It was longer than the last time the two of you saw each other. “You changed yours, too.” You murmured. Reaching up and running your fingers over the top of his head. Causing the two of you to snicker a bit.
You both parted slightly so Echo could rest his forehead on your own. His eyes, unlike his skin. Were still bright and had some life in them. Your hand falling to cup his face with a small smile. “Y/n?” You raised your brows a bit. His voice was soft, and stars you missed him saying your name. You missed his voice in general. “Yeah?” You spoke in a near whisper. Shuddering a bit as his hand ran to cup the back of your neck.
He looked nervous. Eyes darting to the side and then back to yours. Gulping, even. “Echo, what is it?” You asked again, and he sighed. “I know, I just got back, but I don’t wanna waste my chance, not now, not ever. Never again,” You stared at him, creasing your brows. What was he saying? “I want to take you on a date, just the two of us, I don’t know where, but.. Kriff, Y/n I like you, and I have since the first time I met you. I maybe even love you, you were what kept me going, you kept me fighting. Because I knew you would be there when I got back. Even if you got into a relationship with someone else, you would be there for me, like old times.”
You were tearing up again, and you could see the panic in his eyes when another tear drop rolled down your cheek. “You do-“ You couldn’t speak, for you knew you would just break down. Which would scare him more. So you reached up and cupped his face with both hands now. Pulling him in for a kiss. Interrupting whatever he was about to say.
The kiss was soft, Echos hand stiffening, then relaxing. Along with his lips. Both your guys’ eyes falling shut as he moved his arms down to wrap around your torso. This was when you felt the metal of his other arm. Making you even more angry and upset. They hurt him so bad, but that didn’t change how you felt about him.
The two of you parting after some time. Huffing out breaths as you both tried to steady your breathing and racing hearts. Even though you were both on cloud nine. “I remember practicing to ask you out in the mirror.” Echo blurted. You looking to him with a shocked expression. “You did?” You asked, and he smiled shyly. Looking down towards the ground. “Yeah.. I did, Fives was tired of hearing me talk about you all day, so he told me to take it like a real one and ask you on a date, so I would talk to myself in the mirror.” He spoke, catching your eyes again.
Your gaze softened on him, and the mention of Fives pained you. You were going to have to tell him about what happened, it was the right thing to do, but it wouldn’t be now. That was a conversation for another time. “Yeah? Well, it paid off in the end.” You hummed, and he tittered. Kissing your forehead with a sigh as you leant agains him. “Yeah, yeah it did.”
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cosmiclatte28 · 3 years
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Strike! (Jaehyun x reader)
a/n : okaay soo this was almost from a real story :)) i twisted and improvised something that happened to me :p not important though, but please enjoy this scenario!
warning : none, i think this is save for everyone.. except if you have bad memories with bowling...
characters : you, Jae, and his friends (Yu,Tae,Johnny)
tagging @yutahoes (since she knew what happened) and @neopalette anyone else wants to be tagged in my works tell me :)
enjoy!!
Spring is happening, the flowers are blooming, and the sun has been staying up longer! Everyone’s toasting under the heat and hoping that summer can just come now. You personally enjoy the heat rather than shivering in the cold winter wind. It’s just that you don’t really have anyone to enjoy this beautiful weather with. Just like any other day, you got down from your room to look for dinner. The sun is still up and you choose to just use one of your jacket and plop into your shoes before locking the door and walking nicely to look for food.
You turn on your earphone, playing on some light music so you feel less lonely. It’s just that you have friends but today you don’t feel like eating with them. You’ve been to two classes today and worked on some homework, you noticed it’s time for a “me time”. So, with the sun shining warmly and you enjoying your afternoon walk you smile when you notice how many couples are walking around the campus.
You’re jealous, you wont lie. Come on, who’s not jealous to see cute happy couples walking under the sun and with the blooming flowers things just look like a scene from a movie. You personally slow down to think of which dining hall to visit today. You choose to go to the west side and see what menu they offer.
You don’t see much student there which make you settle quickly on pasta and have them wrap it up to go. Now, with your boxed food, you walk happily to go back to your room only to pause when there’s a sport car filled with hot guys zooming through you.
You notice a lot of people have their eyes glued on the car, or maybe the guys in it. You don’t know them, but one of them seriously looks cute. You locked eyes for a second and you swore you love him at first sight.
“Woah, last time there were girls zooming around in their opened-cabriole cars and now guys too. Guess summer is really near.” You shrug your shoulder and continue to walk.
You pass by the car again but this time it is parked and the four guys are just chilling around their cars. Sipping on some cold energy drinks while giggling and tossing light smiles to the people passing by.
“Who are you looking at young boy?” The man behind the wheels earlier nudges the boy who has his eyes glued on you.
“Um no one-“ he stammers before turning away to look at his feet and feeling his ears burn.
“Oh I see, some freshman I guess-“ the guy with a Japanese accent teases the younger boy.
“Where? I wanna see too!” the smallest one between the three extends his neck to look around.
Their actions bring the crowd’s attention, and you realize you should keep walking. Why were you stopping in first place?
So, without much thought you continue to walk down your road while humming to your music.
“Stop staring,” the guy who’s looking at his feet finally speaks up.
“Why Jaehyun? You’re shy?” The tallest, Johnny aka guy behind wheel, pokes his cheek.
Jaehyun turns red “Nah, I don’t know her. She just passed by and I locked eyes with her.”
“Don’t worry, if Yuta saw her he will know her name.” Taeyong puts a hand over Yuta’s shoulder “Right Yuta?” he asks to clarify his statement.
Yuta nods “If only you justified if that was the girl you’re staring, I may have her name tomorrow.” Yuta plays with his phone.
Jaehyun sighs “Come on, this school is big… there’s no way you’ll get her name.” he hugs his three friends’ shoulders and sighs “Guess that will be the first and last time I see her.”
Johnny clicks his tongue “So dramatic. Duhh, I know how to see her.”
Jaehyun’s eyes widen “How?”
Taeyong giggles “She went that way, there’s only three houses there. We can just hang around there and see her if she goes out of her building. It’s that simple Jae, don’t be so sad.” Taeyong pats his shoulder and jumps into the car.
“Come on, we have a bowling match tomorrow might want to practice a little bit before the game.” Taeyong calls his other friends into the car and once they’re all in, Johnny hits the road again with high speed to show off his car and the guys inside.
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You finish your dinner and clean up your room already. In an hour or two, you’ll wrap up your task and readings then maybe take a rest because tomorrow is a big day. You got more classes to suffer and some dance class to attend.
Your mind flashes back the image of the cute guy seating in the back seat of the sports car earlier. His dimple, his carefree smile and his fluffy wind-blown hair looks perfect. Oh you really wish you can see him one more time.
He doesn’t look like he belongs in your major, man like him probably is an athlete or studies something related to business or sports.
“Come on come to your senses (y/n)! What are the odds he meet you again? Even if he sees you, he won’t notice or realize you’re there.” You try to burry your hope by reminding yourself boys like him belong to the pretty girls with long legs. Unlike you, totally you’re way out of his league.
That night you dream of a fortunate encounter with the mysterious guy and he gives you his name. Weird how you cannot remember his name at all when you wake up, but the day is running and you need to wake up and face reality. He is a prince charming and you’re no Cinderella.
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“I told you, I can get her name by today.” Yuta proudly shows Jaehyun and the guys an Instagram profile.
“Wait whoah you really did.” Taeyong says after examining the profile picture because of the private account.
“How did you?” Jaehyun stops asking when his eyes accidentally spot you coming into the room.
“Am I seeing things or is she really here?” Jaehyun whispers to his friends and Johnny gives him a smack “Hurts? It’s real. I see her too.”
Yuta chuckles “Come on, I see her walking to this place and thought maybe she’s here this afternoon. So, I made a quick run through the participant list and look up one by one.”
“Thank you- but oh I am so fortunate to see her again.” Jaehyun is literally having his moment. If this is a drama he’d have romantic bgm and flower petals falling out of nowhere. But this is the bowling room in the campus and it’s far from romantic. Especially when the judge calls for the competitor to get ready.
“Good luck there bro, focus on the game not on the girl.” His friends tease him before leaving to sit in the spectator seat.
You tie your bowling shoes and pick out your own ball. Polishing it and feeling it with your hand before bumping into someone’s sturdy chest.
“Oh- sorry.” You mutter an apology before looking up and freezing in place when you lock eyes with the same man you’ve been dying to see again.
“You-“ he turns pink.
“I am so sorry, I didn’t mean to bump you. Please don’t kill me.” You beg for him
He chuckles “I will not kill you, but if you want my apology…” he trails off and bends a little bit to see your face closer “Give me your name.”
You turn red now and you feel your face heat up “It’s (y/n)”
He smiles and reaches out his hand “Jaehyun, nice to meet you (y/n)” he shakes your hand and you grin. This is awkward…
“I saw you yesterday on the car. Nice car.” You whisper after both of you sit down to wait for your turns.
Jaehyun nods “Wasn’t my car sadly, but it’s my friend’s.” he points to the three guys enjoying pizza on the spectator bench. You only nod, his friends all look hot.
“So, bowling eh? Good at it?” you ask him when it’s almost his turn. Jaehyun stands up and wears his bowling glove “Good? I just pick this up as a new hobby and I join this to look for new friends.” He gets up to his lane and picks his ball before posing nicely and hits a strike.
You smirk, not bad. He has some talent.
Jaehyun returns after his turn is over and it’s yours now.
“What about you?” he asks
You sweetly smile “Watch and see,”
Jaehyhun notices how you change. Your posture is different, and your gaze definitely burns hole to the wall. He secretly has to control his heartbeat from going up when he sees you hit a strike.
You’re not a newbie, he notices that
“Great posture, accurate and precise.” Jaehyun offers a high-five and you take it.
“Well, thank you that came from years of practice. Pleasure to be your competitor tonight, I am (y/n) the school’s official bowling team leader.” You wink and Jaehyun feels his heart burst into million pieces.
How can you be so cute and so attractive at the same time? Plus what, you’re the bowling athlete team? Hot.
He sure is going to brag on you to his friends, but most importantly he’ll win your number first after the hot tight match. He’s glad Johnny forced him to sign up for this competition, and he’s glad he has the courage to talk with you.
“So, nice game and you’re really good.” Jaehyun nudges your shoulder when the game ends with you winning.
You grin “Oh yeah? Well, what do I get for winning?” you playfully tease him.
He knits his eyebrow for a while before grinning “Do you want my number? We can have lunch together or dinner someday.” He offers you his suggestion and you feel your cheek burns.
“Sure, yes I’d love that.” You gulp and type in your number to his phone.
“Okay, I’ll text you my number so you can save it.” He winks and turns his head around when his friends call him
“I got to go, do you want to go back to your dorm with us?” he offers you a ride but as much as you want to, you know not to accept rides from stranger easily.
You shake your head “I will go with them,” you point to a new group of friends living in the same building you just met earlier.
Jaehyun nods coolly “Okay, text me when you got home.” He points to your phone that lights up with a message from him.
You smile and wave your hand as you walk to the other friends “Bye Jaehyun! It was nice meeting you.”
Turns out yesterday was not the first and last time he sees you.
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genshinfanboy · 3 years
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His Dearly Beloved.
|Hello everyone. An update I won't be taking requests for a bit. The requests I did have were deleted. My apologies please feel free to resubmit them when requests are open again. Anyways on to this one-shot. Please enjoy and as always feel free to change the pronouns to fit your own. Have a lovely day or night everyone.
Childe x GN! Fatui reader
Warning: There will be spoilers for Childe's story and story quest.
(Y/N) had known the eleventh Fatui harbinger for a long time. Long before he was known as Childe, or Tartaglia. They knew him before he had fallen into the abyss. The two had been very close and attached to one another. They were best friends. After Childe had become a harbinger it became rarer for the two to see each other. (Y/N) wasn't too fond about not seeing their best friend for what could be months away from each other. They used to be inseparable. (Y/N) remembers Childe's older siblings teasing their friend. They sent letters back and forth to each other. The day that they gained a vision was the day they would start training to work with Ajax. They knew being apart of the fatui wasn't the safest and people would look at them differently. The thought of being able to see Ajax got rid of their fear. They took a deep breath as they got ready for their exam. Their last letter to Tartaglia they said that they were preparing a surprise for him. They held a faint smile thinking about the other before heading to their exam. If the archons are on their side they should be reunited with their best friend in a few weeks.
Childe felt exhausted as he took a deep breath. He was feeling frustrated as his best friend had stopped send letters after they said they had a surprise being prepared for him. It had been three and a half weeks after all. He's received a letter from them every week without fail since he joined the fatui. He always sent one back. He wondered what was going on. He frowned at his desk he tapped his fingers on the desk. Not hearing from them worried him greatly. He knew how the world works. If something happened to the first person he fell in love with before he could take over the world, he'd kill whatever touched them. As he sat at his desk doing his paperwork he started feeling a bit antsy. He remembers the promise they made him when he left. They wouldn't break that if they had a choice. He wondered if he can manage to go home again. This time without worry about the nation of Liyue coming after him. Then he could go give them a piece of his mind or end whatever had harmed them. He really couldn't shake his worry. To top things off he was to be getting an assistant soon. He didn't need one. He had no clue what her majesty the Tsaritsa was thinking when she assigned him someone. He didn't need any help even after what happened with his Osial plan. He stood up and stepped away from his desk. He needed to engage in a battle or two to calm his nerves. He went to see if any debts needed collecting at the moment.
Childe was getting anxious about his friend. (Y/N) couldn't have dropped off easily. He wondered if they got involved with an archon. He'd fight all of the seven if he needed to get answer. His worries got put aside for a second. He couldn't believe his brother snuck all the way to Liyue. Keeping his brother from finding out what he actually does. He was running around with the traveler and Teucer. After all of the things that happened at the abandoned factor he had to ask the traveler to take Teucer back the bank. He didn't wish for his brother to see him in a weakened state. He made his way back there after resting a bit. When he is reunited with his younger brother he'll ask the younger about (Y/N). He hoped the traveler wouldn't ask too many questions about (Y/N). His brother was surely to make his feeling obvious. As he walked back to the bank he saw something unexpected. "Hello I am the person sent by her majesty the Tsaritsa herself. May I go fine the eleventh harbinger?" Childe froze as the person spoke. He knew that voice as well as he knew any of his siblings' voices. His mind ran with questions. "Master Childe is currently out with his brother. May I ask what your name is?" The receptionist said bring out the form from the Tsaritsa. She wished to verify the information. "Of course. My name is (Y/N) (L/N)." They said with a smile.
(Y/N) knew the protocol. They were given a special mask that they didn't have to wear all of the time. They were surprised to hear Childe was out with one of his siblings. They had visited his family before setting off to Liyue all of his siblings were accounted for or so they thought. He was told by Tonia that Teucer was out playing with a friend. Did that little rascal sneak off here? They couldn't help but smile. They knew the receptionist had confirmed their identity by now from the smile she held. "Is there anything that I may help with to help Childe before his return?" They asked. They noticed her start laughing. She pointed behind them. They turned around and saw their best friend. Their smile widened as they saw his shock. They also noticed Teucer with someone. Ajax must've trusted this person a lot to entrust his brother with them. They had fo admit they were slightly jealous as no one mentioned this person to them. Did Ajax fall in love while they were preparing to be by his side again? They couldn't shake the fear inside them that they had been replaced. The fear was pushed to the back of their mind when Teucer ran over to them. "Hey (Y/N)! My big brother told me that one day you two will get married is that true? I refuse. I like you way more than my big brother does. You should stay by my side instead. I haven't seen you for a while because big sister Tonia said you were going to be big brother's assistant. " Teucer asked. They definitely felt a heat rise in face. They saw Ajax rush over and picked Teucer up. "Now now Teucer that is quite the imagination. I never said I'd marry them. Also you little scam trying to get them to cut their trip here short. They probably got permission to come here unlike you. They just got here. I want to see them. You'll get to see them when they head back to Snezhnaya." They could tell he was nervously talking. They gave a small laugh. "Teucer is actually right about me coming here to be the greatest toy sellers assistant." (Y/N) said give their friend a soft smile.
Childe couldn't believe his brother said that. He knew his siblings all liked (Y/N) but he only expected that from his older siblings. They always joked about stealing the person he loved. Then he processed what his friend said. "We should talk about that later ok (Y/N) though I'd like you to meet my new comrade." Childe said. "No fair I wanna play with big brother, the nice person and (Y/N)." Teucer said. Childe shook his head no. "You need get home our family is surely worried about you Teucer. I already made arrangements for you to get home." He said. After a few hours he finally had a chance to speak with (Y/N) alone. He walked over to them and hugged them. "Do you know how worried I was? I didn't get anything from you for weeks. Then you show up like this? I was terrified something happened to you. You also broke our promise. You promised you'd keep in contact no matter what. I sent you several letters and got nothing back. I feared the worse happened. I was getting letters every week and then nothing for almost a month." Childe said holding onto them tightly.
(Y/N) put a hand on his shoulder. "Ajax loosen your grip or else you're going to crush me. I never broke our promise. I couldn't respond to you because I was in training. The moment I got a break I was already heading to Liyue. Ajax you have no idea how much I missed you. Feel free to hate me for saying this but I'm in love with you Ajax. Though I hope that doesn't happen. You mean so much to me. Though I guess I should call you Childe. Sorry for saying this so suddenly after we met again after so long. I just don't want to risk it if you get into a battle you can't win." (Y/N) said looking away with a deep blush. They slowly started trying to pull away from their long time friend. They felt themself being pulled closer to his chest. "I feel the same way (Y/N). Teucer must've read some poems I wrote for you forever ago. I thought they were all well hidden. I could never hate you but please don't make me worry like that again I thought something happened to you. You were my beloved childhood friend but now I hope that you become my beloved partner. I can't imagine anyone else by my side other than you. You need to be there when I take over the world." Childe said with a soft smile. They hugged him back finally. Their brain was in shock but they couldn't any happier. They burries their face into his chest. The two held each other close. They truly were his brother.
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skycollides · 3 years
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Stood up
Billy Russo x Reader
Authors note: I apologize in advance for grammar mistakes
English isn’t my native language.
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Warning: heartbreak, swearing, happy end
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You are currently sitting at your favorite restaurant waiting for Billy to arrive. Today is your 2 year anniversary and he made a reservation for the two of you.
’’Are you sure you don’t want to order anything’’ the voice of the waitress pulls you out of your thoughts.
’’No thank you I would like to wait’’ you say and she leaves.
1 1/2 hours later
You left him countless voicemails end sent him at least 15 texts but he didn’t reply nor did he show up at the restaurant. 
You get out of your chair put you coat on and make your way towards the door.
The waitress gives you a sad smile knowing you were stood up.
Once you are sitting in your car a tear escapes your eye.
It isn’t the first that this has happened. Over the past couple of months him standing you up or cancelling dates has become more frequent. Whether it’s Anvil or something else, it seems like Billy doesn’t want to be around you anymore. 
You are not ready to face Billy yet so you decide to visit Maria’s grave. It has been a while since you’ve been there.
’’Hey there.’’ you say
’’I know it’s been a while. I just don’t wanna go home yet. If you’d still be here we’d probably sit in your living room. Me crying my eyes out because of Billy’s behavior and you trying to cheer me up. I just miss you more than ever. I don’t know who to talk to. I wish you were here to give me a piece of advice. I don’t know what to do anymore. I feel like Billy is slipping away from me. I’m not even sure if he still loves me. He stands me up and cancels our dates like it doesn’t mean anything to him. Like I don’t mean anything to him. I know Anvil is his baby and that he’s a busy man but he always made time for me - for us. I don’t know how much longer I can take the loneliness Maria. It sucks.’’ you finish your monolog while tears are streaming down your eyes.
’’You should go home and talk to him. Tell him how you feel.’’ you hear a voice behind you. You’d recognize that voice anywhere.
’’I know I’m not Maria but I was married to this incredibly clever woman. I guess that’s what she would tell you Y/n’’ he says.
You while your tears away before speaking.
’’Didn’t expect to see you here Frank. How much did you hear.’’ you ask him.
’’Everything. Billy can be an asshole but he loves you Y/n. You had him wrapped around your finger since day one. When he told me that his day of sleeping around are over and he is ready for the whole quality over quantity thing I told him about the whole time I was happy for him. We all got to see a side of him we didn’t know it existed. Go home and talk to him.’’
’’Thank you Frank’’ you say and give him a quick hug.
’’I know you’re not Maria but I guess she had quite the influence on you.’’ you say before leaving him at his wives gave. During your ride home you think about how to approach the situation. How to bring up the subject and what to say. When you arrive at home you’re still unsure what to say.
You open the door to your and Billy’s shared apartment surprised the lights are on. Looks like he found his way home. You close the door behind you and take off your heels before making your way to the bedroom.
’’Where have you been Y/N?’’ you hear Billy’s voice behind you.
’’Why do you ask? It’s not like you care about me or my whereabouts these days William.’’ you snap and continue walking to the bedroom. Once you’re there you drop your heels on the floor and throw your purse on the bed before sitting down. You hear his footsteps coming closer and he appears shortly.
’’What’s that supposed to mean?’’ he asks confused.
’’Exactly that Billy.’’ you say quietly.
’’Do you know what today is Billy?’’ you ask him with teary eyes.
’’Friday why?’’ he replies confused.
’’This is what I’m talking about. Today is our 2 year anniversary Billy. You even made this fucking reservation at the restaurant. Guess who was sitting there looking like a complete idiot for 1 1/2 hours? Right me. DO you have any idea how embarrassing it was for me? All the pitiful look I got. Billy seriously this hasn’t been the first time. But it will be the last time if you don’t get your shit together soon. As much as I love you - I won’t let you teat me this way any longer. You’ve been doing this for months now standing me up or cancelling our dates. I feel like you don’t care about me anymore. Do you even love me?’’
Billy looks at you and his heart is breaking. He didn’t even notice how much his actions have hurt you. He steps away for the bedroom door kneeling down in front of you , taking your hands into his before pressing soft kisses on the back of each hand.
’’I’m so so sorry baby. I do love you - more than anything. You have to believe me Y/n. You’re my better half. Without you I’d be nothing. I fucked up I see that now. I’m sorry for making you feel like this. I’m sorry for disappointing you. I put Anvil first too often Y/n. I promise you I will make it up to you. I am cancelling all my appointment for next week. Next week I will be yours not interruptions - just you and me how does that sound?’’
’’Sounds like a start in the right direction. I don’t want you to drop everything Billy. I simply want you to make some time for me that’s all I’m asking for.’’
’’I promise I’ll make more time for us.’’ he says before getting off the floor sitting down next to you. Before you can say anything else he pulls into his arms hugging you tightly. You close your eyes, burry your head in his chest and breath in his scent.
’’Look at me baby’’ Billy says and move back to look at him. You stare into his beautiful eyes and get lost in them like always.
’’I love you - do you hear me?! I love you. I love you like I’ve never loved anyone before Y/n. Nothing and no one can change that.’’
’’I love you too babe, so so much and now stop staring at me kiss me.’’ you say with a smile. You don’t have to tell him twice his lips find their way to yours right away. He pulls away from you and smile at you.
’’And now get out of this beautiful dress and let’s go to bed.’’ you head to the bathroom taking one of his shirts with you and do as you’re told. You take off your makeup and get ready for bed. Once you return Billy is already in bed. He lifts up the blanket for you and you get under it. As soon as you’re laying next to him he pulls you in his arms and kisses your head.
’’Good night my love’’ he says.
’’Night Billy’’ you say and place a kiss on his bare chest.
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the-fiction-witch · 3 years
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IVY P6 Cosy
TV SHOW THE QUEENS GAMBIT COUPLE: BENNY X READER RATING: SWEET AF!
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I had grown rather used to having my little audience. Y/n came over almost everyday for at least an hour just to sit and watch me play chess making all her little notes and working on ivy as she slowly brought her equipment over every time she visited so I know had half a computer in my living room. But today honestly I wasn't expecting her there was a horrible storm over new york.
The subway has been down for days, no taxis working, barely a car could get thought, my poor little beatle is burried under the snow, my apartment as cold as ice as the heating was now working but not working all that well, at least I had hot water now, the windows blocked completely by snow and where one slightly leaks it has frozen shut with icicles on the inside as the water leaking in had frozen on the way in, I could hear the wind rushing through, the news reports I was getting on my tiny tv weren't good so I turned it off trying not to think about the cold.
I had two pairs of socks on, fluffy socks. My jeans on with a blanket over my legs, my black t shirt, then my black turtleneck shirt, then my green button down then my jacket and I still had to wrap a blanket around my shoulders to stop me shivering. I jumped as I heard the phone I begrudgingly got up from my chair and went to answer it trying not to loose a blanket on the way I picked it up trying not to shiver in my voice
"Hello?"
"Hi Benny" I heard her familiar voice but she had called me before from her dorm but it sounded different
"Hey y/n, what's up?"
"Quick question do you have heating?"
"Well yes. It's not very good but yes. Why?"
"Uhhh could you maybe put it on full. And also put the kettle on"
".... Ohh my god you crazy girl are you actually coming?'
"Yes"
"I thought we'd work from your from today on the phones and all"
"I was going too but most everyone else has gone home for the holidays and the dorms are so so cold."
"Where are you?"
"Uhh the payphone about a block down the street from yours"
"You're walking! Y/n you must be frozen half to death get off the phone get here as quick as you can I'll get the kettle on" I told her quickly hanging up I didn't want her on the phone any longer then she had to be I got up going to the kitchen to put the kettle on hell I'll have a hot drink as I'n turning it on and soon enough I heard fast shaking little taps, I rushed over and quickly pulled the door open having to fight against the ice around it but I got it open and she stood there on my doorstep covered in an inch of snow shivering in her usual purple coat "oohh get in here you silly girl you'll freeze" I laughed quickly letting her in and shutting the door behind us to keep the cold out
"Benny I can't feel my toes"
"I imagine you can't. Those boots don't look like snow boots?"
"There not I didn't have snow boots so I just put my thermal boots and some extra socks"
"Here let me get your coat off" I smiled helping her with her coat knocking all the snow off her revealing how cute she looked she had a little purple hat under her hood, and a long purple scarf wrapped around her about four times and had a long knee length knitted purple dress with pockets, she had little black mittens and what looked like four or five layers of thermal tights and these little boots I helped her get her boots off as somehow she had gotten snow inside her boots and she had three pairs of socks on top of her tights she slipped her mittens off and her scarf sitting them with her coat
"May I steal a blanket?" She asks noticing I had two
"You may" I laughed giving her one of my blankets
"You wanna mini hot water bottle?" She smiled pulling a pocket sized hot water bottle out of her pocket I took it curiously and it was hot I held it close feeling how warm it was
"Uuummm I will sell you my car for this tiny hand sized hot water bottle"
"It's okay Benny you can borrow it while I'm borrowing your blanket" she smiled we went over to the sofa having a sit together trying not to be too far apart as we where both warm, I feched her a tea and a I had my usual coffee "clink" she giggled tapping my mug with her own
"Clink" I laughed "fuck it's cold. Sorry I made you walk all this way"
"It's okay I wanted to come"
"I'm really not in the mood for chess today. Which sounds nuts but I'm just way too cold. Sorry for making you walk all this way for nothing"
"Not nothing, I got to see you" she smiled "and steal your blanket"
"I guess so. Guess it's kinda nice to have someone to wait out the storm with"
"Yeah someone to wait the storm out with" she smiled "why don't you get the duvet?"
"The duvet!" I jumped dashing to my bedroom and getting my duvet we both readjusted our blankets and then I threw the duvet over us both I smiled looking at her wrapped up so well against the sofa with the blanket around her shoulders and my duvet tucked up to her sipping the tea that she held so close "I like your scarf. And your little hat"
"Aww thank you" she blushed "I knitted them myself"
"You did? that's impressive. Can you make me a scarf?"
"Yeah, actually. I did bring my stuff with me" she laughed grabbing her bag getting some large needles "I have… black and white wool?"
"Can you make me a chess scarf?"
"Uhhh I don't see why not" she smiled sitting her tea on the side
"I'm going to get a book, want anything as I'm leaving the warm corner?"
"No thanks benny, Im cosy" she smiled
"Alright" I smiled back giving her temple a little kiss before leaving the duvet I already hated it I'm so cold out here, I grabbed a book or three before I remembered I jumped in my wardrobe and I saw it "ohh my god! I forgot about you!"
"About what?" Y/n giggled
"My long hot water bottle" I laughed showing her the thing i bought it years ago before going to Moscow on the assumption moscow would be cold and I ended up leaving it here it took a while to fill up as it was almost a meter long but I did it up and put the fluffy cover over it and came back beside her getting under the duvet and in the blankets laying the bottle across both our laps between the duvet and us I smiled as I sat getting cosy watching her slowly knit
"Why was your dorm so cold?' I asked her
"Most of them have gone home for the holidays, cheap place only keeps the heat on if more then two people are there and it was just me" she says "I tried to get on the bus to come see you but I had to walk"
"Why didn't you go home? For the holidays?"
"Not really much if a home to go to?"
"What do you mean?"
"My mother died in childbirth. My dad looked after me alone for most of my life. He passed away a few years ago now." She explained
"Ohh y/n. I'm so sorry, his did he die?"
She smiled slightly "he was working at nasa. In the space race and all, he was an engineer so they sent him onna test flight but… they never came back" she explained
"Must have been an amazingly smart man. I see where you get it from"
"Thank you, what about you? Why aren't you flying off somewhere to see your family?"
"Don't really have a family. Never really did. My dad died before I was even born, my mum like yours died in childbirth so my uncle took care of me he was a single guy no kids or anything but he had a heart attack when I was ten, been on my own since"
"I'm so sorry Benny"
"Its okay. Life goes on you know. Of course I miss them but… me sitting here bawling isn't gonna bring them back, lifes going to go on weather I sit here crying or weather I get on with it. So I better just get on with it"
"Yeah I see what you mean" she says "how about we play a game" she smiled
"Sure" I laughed
"Truth or dare"
"Damn it okay truth"
"Do you really love chess?'
"Not as much as I did once. I do really love chess but there is bullshit too it, the traveling sucks, there's alot of snobbery around it, I think I adored it once but… I still love it just not as much as I did" I explain "truth or dare?"
"Truth"
"... Do you really think ivy will work?'
"I'm sure of it. I know it. More then anything else in this world" she smiled "your turn"
"Okay truth again"
"What's the last thing you cried at?"
"Cried? Uhhh ohh god ugh lord of the rings"
"What?'
'the ending makes me cry okay"
"Awww that's so sweet. Yeah I cried when I read it too"
"I think everyone does. If you don't cry your kinda a dick" I laughed "your turn"
"Uhhh dare"
"Oooohhh uuuuuuughhh…. I dare you to," I began before I spotted an empty note pad so I grabbed the page and crumpled it up "eat a page"
"Why?"
"Because I dared you"
"Fine" she sighed taking it ripping it up small and slowly swallowing it "oww. That was mean"
"To be fair I really didn't have a dare set. Uuhh and I pick truth"
"You have to pick dare at some point Benny"
'ill pick dare next turn"
"Fine." She smiled "... Did you love beth?"
"What? How do you know about me and beth?"
"It's not a secret. I read about it in chess review"
"No. Honestly I don't know how I feel about beth. I don't think I love her. She's ignoring me at the moment anyway, I don't know. No. I think. I care about her but I get the feeling she doesn't care about me all that much"
"You shouldn't be with someone who doesn't care about you benny. Your better then that your worth so much more then that. You deserve a girl who adores you."
"Aww thanks y/n" I smiled "your turn"
".. truth"
"Do you…. Have a crush on someone?"
"What is this Benny a girl's sleepover?'
'come on I'm curious?"
"No"
"No you don't or no you don't wanna answer the question?"
"The second one"
"If you don't wanna answer it means you do"
"I never said that"
"Who is he? Some boy in your science class? Some cute boy who lives in your dorm?"
"No" she giggled "your turn"
"No you never answered my question"
"I do but I'm not telling you"
"Why not?" I laughed but I saw how red she was "y/n… do you"
"It's not your turn to ask questions Benny" she says hurrying her head in her knitting
"Fine. Dare"
"I dare you. To… not ask anymore questions"
"Why not?"
"That's a question"
"No, that's not how the game works. A proper dare"
"Fine I dare you go up there an stick your dick in the snow"
"Ahhhhh nooooo I don't wanna do that"
"I didn't wanna eat paper"
"NOOOO"
"Go or no questions"
"Fine" I sighed getting up already too cold without the duvet around me maybe I can just go up and climb I did it but she put her knitting down and got up too wrapping her scarf around her and getting her gloves and hat on as well as her coat keeping her hood down this time as she slipped on her boots I put some shoes on and begrudgingly unlocked my door the snow was now building up badly down my stairs so much it was up to my knees each time I took a step y/n using my holes in the snow to walk through till we got to the street it really was a blizzard I could barely see anything, my car burried the lights not even working on that streets
"Go on" she says
"No looking" I warn her undoing my jeans she looked away already turning red my whole brain screaming at me every self preservation element in my brain going nuts why am I getting my dick out in a Blizzard! I did it and by God I had never been colder in my life I of course screamed making her giggle like crazy I quickly did my jeans up in an attempted to get warm again shw tried to run inside from the cold but I grabbed her "ohh no you don't if I had to go in the snow your going in too!" I told her pushing her in the snow
"Ahhhhh!! Benny" she squealed "this. Means. War" she glared grabbing some snow and throwing it at me luckily she missed
"Ha you-" I began but she got another and got me right in the face before I even finished "fine. You wanna play this game. Fine let's play"
"No no no! You can't hit a girl Benny" she giggled
"Ohh no you threw first that rule Is irrelevant" I told her grabbing some snow and throwing it at her and it managed to get her just as she was getting up right on the butt
"AAAHHH! Benny! That went up my dress!" She screamed before she ran at me with a handful of snow and shoved it down the back of my jeans
"Ahhhhh! Y/n!" I complained grabbing as much as I could and filling her hood with it throwing it over her
"Ahhhhh!" She screamed pushing me into the snow so I pulled her down with me and we ended up with her on top of me on the snow "hi"
"Hi, you wanna go back in before we freeze to death?"
"Yes please" she nods happily getting up and helping me up out the snow too we hurried down and locked the apartment up hangout stuff by the door and getting cosy back on the sofa trying to warm up again
"So… I did my dare."
"Yep"
"So, it's your turn"
"Truth" she rolled her eyes as she began to knit again
"Do you have a crush…. On me?"
"Maybe"
"Maybe?"
"Maybe" she blushed
"No come on yes or no answer?"
"Yes" she blushed "I just… I saw you in the tournament a few years back and I just, I kinda did and when we met I couldn't help it"
"That's really sweet" I smiled giving her head a kiss "uhh y/n"
"Yes Benny?"
"The snows got no sign of stopping and I really don't want you walking back to your freezing cold dorm"
"What are you saying?'
"I'm saying. I think you should stay here tonight. Are how the snow looks in the morning."
"Where will I sleep?"
" I'll make the airbed up for you if you want, or… you can come cosy in my bed with me so we keep warm"
"I'd like that Benny" she smiled shuffling closer and resting her head in my chest I smiled wrapping an arm around her
"Y/n?"
"Yes Benny?"
"... I kinda had a crush on you too"
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heavenlymisa · 4 years
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his lil’ secret.
Erik “Killmonger” Stevens x Black!reader
warnings; this is f l u f f y- like, i got butterflies from reading my own stuff-
summary; “Killmonger” is a famous rapper that is known all around the world with a large fanbase. Almost everyone in his fanbase knows that he has a girlfriend, but doesn’t know what she looks like... until... 
an; this is my 100 followers special! whew chilleee- i didn’t think i would come this far, this fasstt- but enjoy!! <3
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Erik Stevens, known as “Killmonger” is a famous rapper in the music industry. Not talking about the small ass concerts and shit like that. I’m talking about having concerts and being featured in songs with the biggest artists in the world. If you didn’t know who Killmonger was, you were either lying or smoking crack. His name was in everyone’s mouth and his songs were coming up in Top 10 lists.
You knew Erik right when he was getting his name up there. You met him at a cafe he went to for a meeting (he bumped into you and made some hot ass coffee spill on your white shirt. yes you were PISSED, but he took you on a shopping spree and spoiled your ass.). Since then, you two became the best of friends and turned into a cute ass couple. But just one tiny thing...
His fans didn’t know about you.
Throughout your relationship with you, not one photo containing you got to the public. No one in the base knew who you were, so they labeled you as, “Monger’s Girl.” 
Currently, you were laying down in both you and Erik’s bed and scrolled through instagram. You continued to scroll until you saw a notification pop up,
killmonger started a live video. Watch it before it ends!
So you clicked on it, and lo and behold, your fine ass boyfriend was in the living room, with his phone propped up against something and looking at the phone.
“Hey guys!” He said with a smile. ‘Gahh lee. That fine ass smile...’
“I’m just on here for a little bit.... I was bored so i figured, why not?” He started to look through the comments on his live.
“Now, you know good and well you finna be on here for like 3 hours. Aight, what you not finna do is come for me.” He said with a stifled laugh. Of course you could’ve just went downstairs, sat behind his phone and watched, but your body didn’t like that idea.
“Erik, where’s your girl? She’s just chillin’ in our bedroom. She might be sleep.. God, i hope she sleep. I’m ‘supposed’ to cook dinner tonight buuuttt.... my baby’s sleep.” He said with a toothy grin that was showing his grills.
You decided that you wanted to surprise Erik, since you were the one who wanted to keep your relationship a secret from the world, and comment something on the live.
‘aht, aht! i’m not going to sleep unless you cook me them damn mozzarella sticks, nigga.’
You waited a couple of seconds until you see Erik on the live, wide eyed. By then, everyone was in the comments freaking out.
‘is that her??’
‘that’s erik’s girl?’
‘omg, plz tell me thats mongers girl.’
Erik laughed a little before responding, “Baybeee.. you know i don’t know how to make them...”
you responded back in the comments;
‘nigga if you don’t take your scrawny ass to that damn kitchen, read the instructions, and make them mozzarella sticks-’
Erik replied, “I know you didn’t just call me scrawny, ma.”
Right now, the chat was screaming now that they just found out who the mystery girl was.
“Ma, didn’t you say that you didn’t want people to find out about our relationship?”
‘i don’t want to be your secret no more, baby.’
After thirty seconds, Erik started grinning like his momma told him that he would get an ass whooping if he didn’t smile in the family photo. A couple of seconds later, you heard footsteps coming towards you fast. At first, your black instincts almost kicked in and you almost started running, but you realized that it was just your heavy footed boyfriend.
Erik sprinted into the room with his phone in his hand and still on insta-live. Erik tackled you on the bed and peppered your face with lots of short kisses. you giggled softly as you put your hands on his bare chest and pushed him away softly. Erik tumbled off of you and plopped on the bed, laying on his back with his phone facing himself, without you on the live video’s view.
“I finally get to show you who I’ve been spoiling for almost a year!” He said with a toothy grin on his face. “You guys don’t know how long this lil’ girl over here kept on saying how she doesn’t want to be in drama and shit like that, but now...”
He looked over to you, grinning with the camera still on only his face.
“I can show my babygirl off.” He said with his grin still glued on his face.
“Aww... Baby that’s so sweet..” You said with a similar gin as his.
You wrapped your left arm around him and burried your head into his neck so the camera wouldn’t see your face. You still had the live playing on your phone on a low volume, so you picked up your phone and took a peek at the comments.
‘her voice is sooo preetttyyy.’
‘damn, her side profile is f l a w l e s s df- 😳😳
‘damn, ma look like she be taking some good dick 💦’
‘wayamenet.... almost a year?! you’ve been hiding a goddess for almost a whole year from us?? niggas really aint shit 🙄’
‘damn, monger got a girl?? 😞’
‘this nigga knows how to keep a secret secret, damn. 👁-’
“okay, okay, okay i’ll show you guys her. Baby, you ready?”
You nodded in his neck while putting your phone on his nightstand which was oddly clean for some reason.
You turned your whole body towards the camera which was showing all of your face, and within fifteen seconds, the chat blew uP-
‘OMG SHES SO PRETTY WTF-’
‘LKNSAIOADIADAND GOD IS PICKING FAVORITES-’
‘GOD JUST GAVE ALL OF THE PRETTY TO HER- IT’S NOT FAIR-’
‘IF I HAD HER EYYYEESSSS-’
‘DROP THE SKIN CARE ROUTINE SUS-’ (cause 2020 is the year of cLEAR SKIN-)
‘I SWEAR TO GOD ERIK IF YOU BREAK UP WITH HER IM FIGHT YOUUU’
“Don’t worry, she isn’t going nowhere, and if she tried to leave, she knows that she’s coming riighhhtt back to her da-”
“ERIK-” You said while popping the side of his head.
“Sorry, ma...” Erik kissed your cheek. 
You rolled your eyes and got up to go downstairs to start on the mozzarella sticks that you told Erik to start cooking. 
“Ma, where you going?” Erik shouting from the bedroom.
“I’m cooking what I been told you to cook for a long ass time!” You replied as you took out the frozen mozzarella sticks.
“Awh, i’m sorry mamas!”
“You’re fine, baby!” Lies. You were gonna get his ass later. 
You preheated the oven to 450 degrees and placed the frozen mozzarella sticks on a oven safe container. While the oven was heating up, you decided to go back on Erik’s live and look at the comments.
“erik, she’s lying. she’s gonna whoop your ass when you stop the live 😭😭’
Damn, why do they gotta read you like a book like that??
‘bring her bacckkkk 😞’
‘if only you made them damn mozzarella sticks-’
‘lazy ass’
‘niggas these days 😣’
 After reading the comments, you smiled to yourself. Erik’s community really made you feel loved and accepted, which you didn’t really expect. But just as Erik told you when you two just started dating;
“My fans will love you! Mama, you just gotta be you and they will love you just as much as I do.”
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
damn, i think that this should be a series!
i really enjoyed writing this and low-key wanna write more-
✧・゚: *✧・゚:* *:・゚✧*:・゚✧
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the lies you tell IV.
Summary: You and Henry dated for 2 very happy years, when it all came crumbling down. Protection was the only thing on your mind. And now, 3 years later, on a lunch with a common friend, you are hit with the lies you told.
the lies you tell. the lies you tell II. the lies you tell III.
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“Chris, are you fucking kidding me? You just find out that I dated someone, and that he was just in my home. And you set me up with someone? Are you out of you fucking mind?” I shout, pulling my hair.
This man cannot possibly be this dim!
“Ava, you said it yourself. You guys can’t be together. You are one of my best friends, I can’t just stand by and see you slowly killing yourself because you are too scared to look for love again.” 
“I’m not scared.” I mumble, folding my arms across my chest.
“Yes, you are. Or you would have already dated other men. Or women.” I shoot him a glare, he holds his hands up in fake surrender. 
“There is no one else I want. Henry is all I want.” I say, my voice cracking, arms falling to my side.
“Don’t take this personally babe, but if he wanted you, he would have fixed the problem as soon as you told him what it was.” Chris points out. 
I look down, not able to meet his gaze. “But, I love him.”
I hear movement, and arms wrap around me. “I know. But sometimes love isn’t enough.” Chris whispers, kissing the top of my head. 
I burry my face into his chest, his shirt soaking in my tears. He just holds me, as if he is keeping me from falling completely apart.
Pulling away, I look at him with tear stained cheeks, red eyes and a runny nose, “Do I still have to go on this date?”
Chris chuckles, pushing my hair from my face, “Yes. You aren’t getting out of it.”
“I hate you so much.” I groan, hitting my forehead against his hard chest.
“I love you, too, Ava.” With one last kiss on my head, he spins me around and shoves me toward my room, slapping my ass.
~~
“Who is this dinner with?” I ask, smoothing my hands over my dress, check myself out in the mirror.
I look good. Well, as good as I can.
“It’s a surprise.” Chris replies, poking his head into the bathroom, looking at me. “You look beautiful.”
A smile blush covers my cheeks and I smile at him in return. 
“Everything will be fine, I promise. He isn’t some crazy person who is going to kidnap and kill you. He’s a friend of mine. I think you even met him once.” He explains as you two walk out of your apartment and to his car. “Sweet guy. Totally awkward around pretty girls.” He chuckles.
I turn to face him, stopping dead in my tracks. “What have you told him about me?!” I shriek, eyes wide. 
“That you are helplessly in love with someone and in need of a good night out.” He looks me dead in the eye. “And then some.” Wiggling eyebrows included.
I don’t know what my face was doing, but Chris’ response to it was hysterical laughter.
“I hate you with everything in me right now.” I huff, stalking toward his car once more.
“Come on, Ava! I told him nothing but good things. I swear!” He laughs as he follows behind me, unlocking the door and opening it.
“The date isn’t with you is it?” 
“First, why do you say that with such distaste? I’m wounded, honestly. Second, no. I will not be there. I am only an escort.” I slide into the seat, adjusting myself comfortably.
“I will kill you. I promise.” I grumble as he slides into the driver’s side and starts the engine.
“I would like to see you try.” He chuckles as he pulls away from the carpark.
The time spent driving goes fast. We talk about new projects, vacations and the upcoming holidays. 
“You know you are more than welcome to come home with me. My family loves you.” 
“I actually think I’m going to go home this year. I miss my family, I haven’t seen them properly since I left.” A sad smile falls on my lips at the thought of when I last saw them. Mum and dad were so supportive of me leaving, thinking it would be best if I were to leave London and start fresh. “But thank you, I know I will have a place in your home and that means everything to me.”
Chris just smiles as he changes lanes. “You are always welcome.” There is a beat of silence. “It’s right up here. Having any second thoughts?”
“Yes.” I answer honestly, “But you are right, I need to get out and try something new.”
“Everything will be fine. Just let loose and be yourself.” He pulls up to the curb, signaling to the attendant to hold on for a moment. “The reservation is under my name.”
“Okay. Thank you, Chris.”
 “Ava.” His voice sounding a bit strange, I look up and meet his eyes. “If for any reason you feel uncomfortable, or want to leave you call me, okay? I’ll come back and get you. Okay?” 
“I will. I promise.” I give him a smile and lean over to kiss his cheek. “You are an amazing friend, thank you.” He nods and my door opens.
I step out to Chris calling out the window, “Use protection!” I just flip him off, my smile never faltering. 
The restaurant is nice, a little to posh for my liking, but nice none the less.
“Hello, Miss, can I help you?” The woman at the hostess stand asks.
“Yes, I’m under the Evans reservation. Chris Evans.” I say softly, trying not to bring attention to myself. 
Damn having famous friends.
“Ah! Yes, your other guest had arrived just before you. Please follow me.” With a fake smile and swaying hips, she leads me deep into the heart of the room. 
There are so many people here, some that I recognize from tv and magazines.
“I ordered the 1957, not the 1959!” An older gentleman hollers, causing the poor waiter to tremble slightly.
Ohhhkaaayyyyy, a little too rich for my blood.
I turn my attention back to the hostess as she makes a left turn into a nicely lit corner. “Here you are ma’am. Enjoy your dinner.” She says, gesturing toward a table with a candle in the center.
I let out a small thank you and walk closer, trying to see who the man was before he saw me. But he is facing the window, watching everything pass by in a blur.
Come on, Ava. You are a big girl, you can do this. If anything, it’s just one night. Breathe in and out.
I close my eyes for a second, take a deep breath, and open them back up, taking the final step toward the table.
“Hello, I’m Ava.” I say sweetly, my accent making the ‘Hello’ come out as ‘’Ello’. 
He turns his head, a nervous smile on his face. 
I can’t help but giggle at him, “If it wasn’t Chris, of course it would be you.” Shaking my head, he stands up.
“You know how he is. Like a dog with a bone.” He chuckles, kissing my cheek.
“He’s a child, and we both know it.” I kiss his cheek in return.
With a nod, he pulls away to pull my chair out. Once I sit, he tucks me in and takes his own seat.
“Are you disappointed?” He asks, taking a drink.
“No, of course not. I honestly didn’t know who to expect. But I am happy to see a friendly face.” I look up, meeting the bright blue eyes of Sebastian Stan.
“Chris said this would be your first time out in a while.”
“I am going to kill him.” I roll my eyes as he laughs.
“You know he means well.”
“I could sell him on the black market. Get a pretty penny for him.” I muse as the waiter brings me a glass of wine. “He is very sweet, but sometimes he needs to know he can’t fix everyone’s problems.”
“That won’t stop him from trying.”
We watch the waiter leave after we order, as if we are children waiting for the adults to leave before running amuck. 
I turn back to him, his dark hair and blue eyes reminding me of someone else.
“Do you want to talk about it?” Sebastian asks, settling back in his chair.
“About what?”
“Chris asked me to this dinner for you because he knew I was safe. I’m friends with him, and every time we are together we get along. But, I see that every time you look at me, a piece of you isn’t for this.” He answers honestly.
“Seb, I’m sorry. It’s not that I don’t want to be here. You are a great person, and I care for you deeply. I just...” I trail off, looking out the window. 
Breathe.
I turn back to him, seeing no judgment in his eyes. “I haven’t gone out on a proper date in years. I dated a guy and now it’s over. First heartbreak sucks.” I laugh at myself, downing half of my glass.
“I get it. So, why don’t we do this.” He sits forward, arms on the table. I watch him, a sneaky smile playing on his lips. “Fuck the idea of this ‘date’, why don’t we just eat, drink a few beers and talk about whatever we want?”
A genuine smile comes from me, “That sounds perfect.”
“Good.” He nods his head, motions for the waiter. “Two beers please.” And turns back to me. “Now, wanna play twenty questions?”
~~
“I swear to you, he did!” Sebastian says as I laugh so hard my stomach hurts.
“There is no way! You have got to be lying!” My sides hurt, I have no idea how I am standing up right. “I know he is a free spirt, but to go skinny dipping? In the middle of winter with all his cast mates? He wouldn’t.”
“I have proof.” I look at him, eyes wide.
“No.” I lean against the wall outside my apartment door, a hand over my heart. 
“I do.” He fishes his phone from his pocket, trying to find the video.
“You have a video of Chris. Naked. On your phone?” I wheeze, tears falling.
He stops scrolling, looks at me and nods. “Of course, I do, he’s my friend.” As if it was the most normal thing in the world. “Here it is!” Turning the screen to face me, I watch my drunken friend get undressed and decides to go for a swim.
“He is an absolute nut-case!” I lay my head on Sebastian’s shoulder, both our bodies shaking from laughter. 
“I was lucky to get it on camera! I was actually trying to get me singing, but this was way better!” He howls.
We stand there for a moment, one of his arms loosely wrapped around me and my head on his shoulder.
“Thank you, Sebastian. Tonight, was wonderful. Better then I could have imagined.” I say as I pull away. 
“Of course. I enjoyed tonight as well.” 
“Maybe we can do it again?” I ask, uncertain if he would even want to.
Why would he? I already told him I am emotionally unavailable. He can do so much better.
“I would like that. It was nice getting to know you. Maybe next time it can be more casual.”
“Yeah, not a huge fan of lavish things.” I giggle.
“I’ll call you.” He smiles, leaning down and kisses my cheek. “Until next time, Ava.”
“I look forward to it.” I put my key in my lock and turn, watching him at the elevator doors close.
I sigh as I push the door open. Tonight wasn’t bad at all. It wasn’t awkward or uncomfortable. 
I close the door and kick my shoes off as my phone rings.
Chris.
“Isn’t it past your bedtime?” I answer.
“I just wanted to make sure you made it home safely.” He defends.
“I did, thank you. Sebastian was nice enough to walk me to my door.” I pick my shoes up and walk to my room.
“That’s good. How was it?” 
“It was fine. We decided to just hangout instead of making it a big deal.” Tossing my shoes in my closet, I start on unzipping my dress. 
“Well I’m glad. I knew he was a good choice!” Chris laughs, I can hear Dodger barking in the background.
“Yes, yes. Seb was a good choice.” My straps fall down my arms, “At least you picked someone I had something in common with.” 
I turn around, dress falling to the ground, phone slipping and landing with a sharp crack as a small scream falls from my lips.
“Ava? Ava! Are you there? Answer me!” Chris shouts, his voice getting increasingly louder and more aggressive. When I don’t answer, he curses, “Fuck it, I’m on my way!”
I don’t move, my body trembling at the man sitting in my desk chair. I open and close my mouth, trying to say something, but nothing comes out.
The man stands up and take a step toward me.
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A/N: Can you tell I’m a whore for dark haired men with blue eyes?
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hearteyesemergency · 4 years
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Eddie Is On Drunk Buck Duties
Request: Can you do buddie? “I’ll go home, but it’s not home unless you’re there…” and “Stay with me.”
A/N: Sure! Enjoy drunk, needy Buck and concerned Eddie. Would anyone be interested in the morning after as a fic? Prior knowledge to know before reading the fic- both boys have become aware of their own attractions to the other, but haven’t realised their feelings are mutual yet.
Summary: After a drinking game with Chimney, Buck is in no state to make his own way home. Lucky for him, Eddie wouldn’t let anything hurt a hair on his head, so he see’s to it personally that drunk, needy Buck makes it home safely.
Warnings: Mentions of drinking and intoxication.
“They are the worst influences on each other,” Maddie deadpanned,
“I know.”
Eddie leant back against a bar table with her and Hen as they watched Buck and Chimney down yet another drink each. He missed how the contest started, but Eddie knew them well enough to know Chimney would have made a cheeky offhand comment, and Buck blew it out of proportion into a game.
“I mean, I like that they get along and tease each other like family,” Maddie continued, “but do they have to bond over alcohol?”
“Their heads are gonna be sore tomorrow,” Hen shook her head,
“They shouldn’t be drinking this much.”
Eddie didn’t exactly say it to anyone in particular. It was more of a statement. A fact. Chimney was too sensible for this, and Buck... he was too determined to win to end this game safely. Eddie knew he had to end it now before they were both passed out on the floor.
Eddie downed the last sip of his own drink before he stood up. A small crowd had gathered around the boys with the team, and Eddie pushed through them all, making way for Maddie as she followed.
Eddie went straight for Buck, grabbing the boy by the shoulders, getting his attention.
“Come on, it’s time to go,”
“What? No!” Buck resisted, “I’m about to annihilate Chimney,”
“You’re both about to be annihilated- when you’re throwing up on each other on the floor and we’re admitting you to the hospital for alcohol poisoning. Come on,”
“You’re no fun,” Buck complained, but let Eddie drag him to his feet anyway, “next time, I’ll beat you,” Buck pointed at Chim,
“Whatever you say, Buckaroo.”
Buck was no help at all as Eddie walked them towards the car. He barely held his own weight up, and certainly could not walk in a straight line, or even put one steady foot in front of the other. Eddie stumbled with him out of the bar and into the car park, an arm around Buck’s waist.
“You good to get him home, Eddie?” Maddie asked.
It was a stupid question, he felt. He wouldn’t ever let anything happen to her brother, but he understood it came from sisterly concern.
“Yeah, I’m good... I think the drive home will settle him, tire him out before we get there. Like a baby,”
“I’m not a baby,” Buck denied,
“Are you sure?” Eddie teased him just a little bit,
“Uh... I think so?”
Eddie chuckled as he managed to get them down the steps with neither of them tripping. By the time they had reached the car, they’d quickened to an almost normal pace, and Eddie did not look forward to going through the exact same thing when they got back to Buck’s apartment.
“Where are we going?” Buck asked when Eddie opened his door,
“Home,”
“What? No! Let’s go out dancing,” Buck grabbed Eddie’s waist,
Though he wasn’t sure he wanted to, Eddie pried his hands away, “Come on, Buck...”
“The night’s still young,”
“It’s time to go home now,”
“But I’m not ready,” Buck whined.
Eddie rolled his eyes, and tried to push Buck into the passenger seat, but he resisted each time, and now they were in some kind of tug of war half in the car.
“Come on, Eddie, live a little!”
“Tell you what, if you still want to go dancing tomorrow when you’re sober, we can talk about it, but only if you get in the car,”
Buck stopped resisting him, “really? I’ve always wanted to see you dance,”
“I know, so sit in the car so I can take you home,”
“Fine,” Buck sat himself up in the seat and reached for his seat belt, “I’ll go home, but it’s not home unless you’re there…”
Eddie was caught a little off guard as Buck’s blue eyes stared at him with an honesty no one could muster up sober. It almost flawed him. Eddie didn’t have the words to say back, so instead he closed the door and made his way around to the drivers side.
He knew he couldn’t let Buck’s words just linger in the air like he didn’t hear them, or like they didn’t mean something to him too. The Diaz household certainly felt more like a home when there were three bodies instead of two. Eddie reached out and caressed Buck’s cheek, just for a moment before he started the engine and made the trip back to Buck’s apartment.
At first, Eddie wasn’t sure the car ride would help at all, Buck was talking a million miles an hour, but the last couple of blocks had settled him down just a little bit. Eddie hoped that they’d get out of the car and inside before Buck decided he was too tired and just crashed.
He jogged his way around the car to Buck’s door, and helped him settle steady on his feet.
“You’re such a gentleman,” Buck complimented,
“Thank you. Now let’s get you inside,”
“I don’t wanna go,” Buck shook his head and took a step back,
“Not again,” Eddie whined,
“I hate being here alone,”
“Fine. I’ll sleep on the couch, okay? Let’s just get inside,”
“No,” Buck crossed his arms,
“I’m not doing this with you, Evan.”
Before the other man could protest again, Eddie stepped forward and threw him over his shoulder, and made for the apartment. Buck pretended for a while that he was angry about it, but Eddie knew damn well that he actually loved being carried inside. A whole baby.
It had already been a big day, and Eddie was tired and Buck was heavy, but carrying him was far less painful for Eddie than trying to walk him had been. At least they’d make it in the door tonight this way. Though Eddie had forgotten just how many stairs there were up to Buck’s bed. If it were anyone else, they’d have slept on the couch that night, but Eddie was just a little too far gone for this boy, and he wanted him to be comfortable.
He set Buck straight down in his bed, and collected all the important items- put the house keys somewhere Buck would find them the next day, plugged his phone in to charge, set his wallet on the nightstand. Eddie even tugged the boys shirt off and made sure he took his pants off while he fetched a glass of water for Buck for the morning.
“Okay, you good?” Eddie asked, “I’m gonna go sleep on the couch,”
“Stay with me,” Buck pleaded.
He reached out to Eddie and caught a fistful of the man’s shirt.
Did Buck purposely try to made his life hard? Or was it genuinely all a coincidence? And why the fuck was he coming to like this stupid game they played back and worth? Being a little too close with each other, too affectionate, too intimate. Flirty.
Eddie sighed, dramatically so that Buck would notice, “Fine. Move over,”
“You’re gonna go to sleep in your jeans?” Buck looked disgusted,
“Well I didn’t bring anything else, I didn’t expect the night to end like this,”
“God,” there Buck was again with the disappointment, “second draw of the dresser. Get changed,”
“Fine, but the shows not free, so you’ll have to turn around,” Eddie joked,
“Like I haven’t seen it all before,” Buck mumbled, though complied and rolled over to burry his head in the pillow.
Eddie chose a simple pair of shorts and a top. He got changed before he really thought about it. Now right there on his chest he could smell Buck. The familiar scent all over the plain white t-shirt that probably coexisted in Buck’s draws with a hundred other identical ones.
Eddie tried to push the concept of wearing Buck’s clothes to the back of his mind as he crawled into bed beside the other boy. He could tell that Buck would be out in a minute or two, the man’s breath had already started to even out, a steady rise and fall as the covers moulded to his body.
“I’m finished changing now.”
Buck rolled over, and there they were again, Buck’s beautiful eyes burning into Eddie’s. Eddie couldn’t recall ever being able to be so comfortable with anyone like this- anyone he didn’t help to make, that is. He had never built this kind of trust and connection with someone he’d met. Sure, he’d get the odd flutter of butterfly’s in his tummy when it came to Buck, but never nervousness. It was so easy with him.
Eddie looked away to switch off the last light, and got himself comfortable under the covers, eyes barely closed before Buck was back to being disruptive again.
“Eddie?”
“Mm,”
“Will you spoon me?”
Fuck that sounded exciting, but Eddie also knew that in sober Buck’s mind, things may be different. Buck wanted attention and affection now, but would sober Buck like that? Would he be comfortable with the vulnerability he’d shown that night?
Eddie didn’t really get much of a say in it, since Buck grabbed his arm and wrapped it exactly where he wanted it. Eddie figured it couldn’t really be that bad, and decided to just go along with it. He hoped that Buck couldn’t feel his heart pounding as their bodies settled closer together, he didn’t need to be teased for it later.
Eddie was sure that he had never been so peaceful and slept so well. Something to cuddle in to, check. A beautiful boy who smelt amazing, check. That warmth of someone you love, double check. He could definitely get used to this, especially with sober Buck talking absolute nonsense until they fell asleep.
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pink-imagines · 4 years
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angel on earth
part 10: ENDING
request: Bakugou holds auditions for a new lead singer for the BakuBand and the reader auditions and he’s mesmerised by her voice? Idk, I’m awful at requesting, sorry. ❤️ Love everything you do, don’t stress, and have a good day!
a/n: this is the last part! thank you so much for the support on this series! This is just a fluffy memory recap!
warnings: fluff
masterlist
part 1 | part 2 | part 3 | part 4 | part 5 | part 6 | part 7 | part 8 | part 9
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“Hey.”, you turned to him, “I just want you to know, this is only going to work if we want each other and not need each other.”
“Lucky for you, I really want you.”, he grabbed your hips and pulled you in closer.
“Then let’s make it official.”, you wrapped your arms around his neck as he bent down to kiss you.
That was a few years ago, but you still thought of it to this day. All those hard years with your ex before finally meeting the love of your life. The media went crazy when they found out, some were good and some were bad. Some thought it was a PR stunt and said it would only last a few months, but four years later and here you were... laying beside him in bed.
He was fast asleep, which he deserved for his day off. Your fifth tour had just ended and now you finally got to go home. Touring was great, you got to meet the fans and you got to do your favorite thing in the world, singing. But rest was always important, and what better way to do it than to rest with Katsuki.
Your fingers softly trailed down Katsuki’s neck, where a few lovebites had made their way from last night. You gently placed a kiss on each of them but Katsuki started waking up so you stopped.
“No... don’t stop.”, he muttered with a raspy voice and securely wrapped his arms around your waist. You smiled and trailed down kisses from his neck down to his chest, following the purple marks and letting your fingers draw circles over his skin. 
“You’re lucky we’re not going anywhere today.”, you chuckled before pressing a kiss to his lips, “Otherwise, I’d have to cover you up with concealer.”
“That’d be too bad.”, he mumbled, “I like ‘em.”
“I can tell.”, you grinned and motioned to the marks on your neck and chest, “Would you be a sweetheart and help me to the bathroom?”
“What? Are you sore or something?”, he gave you a cocky grin.
“You can bet your ass I am. Now, help me to the bathroom.”, you laughed.
“Alright, alright. Just let me get up.”, he said and turned over, getting out of bed, “Do you want a bath then, princess?”
“Only if you join me.”, you grinned and sat up.
“Don’t mind if I do.”, he chuckled and lifted you up as if you were as light as a feather. Katsuki carried you into the bathroom and sat you down on the toilet as he drew a bath. You watched his back muscles move with mezmeration in your eyes.
“You’re staring.”, he said, bringing a memory back to you.
“You’re staring.”, Katsuki said with a low raspy morning voice.
“It’s not a crime to stare.”, you giggled. He opened one eye to look at you and you smiled brightly back at him.
“Goodmorning.”, you said. Katsuki muttered out something that was supposed to be a “goodmorning”.
“I think we’re getting breakfast up here soon… I should probably call and tell them to bring for two people.”, you turned around to reach for the phone. Katsuki wrapped his arms around your waist and burried his face into your back.
“As long as you stay in bed.”, his voice was muffled as he pressed a kiss on your spine. You chuckled and grabbed the hotel phone.
“It’s not a crime.”, you grinned, “Besides, I like what I see.”
“Of course you do.”, he grinned and flexed slightly, making you chuckle. He helped you into the bath before getting in behind you. He wrapped his arms around you and snuggled his face into the crook of your neck.
“Thanks for this.”, you mumbled and leaned into his chest.
“I’m the reason you’re sore, it’s the least I can do.”, he kissed your cheek.
Once the two of you got out of the bath you changed into one of Katsuki’s t-shirts and walked to the kitchen. A part of you missed his old apartment...
Katsuki’s apartment was really nice, but not that big. You forgot that even though Crimson Crypt was pretty famous, that didn’t mean he made a lot of money. Even so, this apartment definietly wasn’t cheap and neither was the furniture. You could tell by the big, brown, leather, couch in the livingroom.
“Wow, this is so nice… I love you’re decorating!”, you smiled and looked around the room.
“Mina helped me with a lot, I just told her what I liked.”, he shrugged.
“I didn’t take you for a plant person.”, you glanced on every plant in the room around you. There had to be at least seventeen.
“Their easy to manage, so there’s no real work really.”, he chuckled and walked into his bedroom. The walls were covered with bookshelves, filled with books and a few plants. His bed was big and seemed very soft and had very clean white sheets.
The plants were still there, so was the couch and the hammock. The apartment itself was just bigger and in a different area of Tokyo. But it was still different.
Katsuki was in the kitchen making breakfast, you had offered to help but he wouldn’t let you. He was the master chef in the house, after all. Still, the least you could do was to put the cutlery on the table, which is what you were doing at this moment. The knock on the door interupted you.
“I’ll get it!”, you said to Katsuki before opening the door. Once you opened the door you saw Eijiro.
“Yo!”, he grinned.
“Hey... uh... what are you doing here?”, you chuckled.
“You invited us over for breakfast last night!”, he smiled goofily, like he usually did.
“Eiji, I was drunk!”, exclaimed.
“Oh...”, he scratched the back of his head, “Well... the other’s are already on their way so...”
“Of course...”, you groaned, “You know what? Come in, I’m just gonna put on pants.”
You could hear Eijiro scaring the shit out of Katsuki in the kitchen. You mentally slapped yourself for drinking too much last night, but at least you didn’t get a hangover. You walked back into the bedroom. It was the same bed, still. 
The next morning you woke up to the sun beaming in through the window… but you didn’t have a window facing the sunrise. You looked down and saw clean white sheets… this is Katsuki’s bed. When you looked at what you were wearing you didn’t recognize it. This is Katsuki’s shirt!
And so memories of last night started flowing back, only to be stopped by a knock at the door. He didn’t wait for a response, he just walked in.
“Goodmor-”
“DID YOU SEE ME NAKED LAST NIGHT!?”, you squeaked and pulled the covers over your chest.
“WHAT!? NO!”, he shrieked, “I gave you my shirt so that you could change! Unless you wanted to sleep in a hoodie and sweatpants!” You looked around and saw the hoodie and sweatpnast neatly folded, like you usually did with your clothes.
You laughed a bit at the memory, if only you’d known how this would’ve ended up. 
“Hey! Why did you invite these idiots!?”, Katsuki ran into the bedroom as you were pulling on your sweatpants.
“I was drunk!”, you explained once again, not turning to see him. Katsuki wrapped his arms around from behind and rested his head on your shoulder.
“I thought this was our day off.”, he pouted.
“Oh, don’t be a baby.”, you giggled.
“Well then...”, he kissed you right where the biggest hickey held place, “... guess you’re gonna have to get that concealer.” He smacked your ass before running away from you.
“Hey!”, you exclaimed.
Once everybody had gotten there the breakfast was ready.
“Woah, you two had a fun night last night.”, Kaminari laughed as he walked in.
“Leave them alone!”, Mina slapped his arm lightly. Mina was very protective over you, she was like a big sister. When you first started dating Katsuki you still lived with her and she’d make sure that you were okay after every date. If you didn’t call or text her, she’d probably call the police. Luckily the protectivness isn’t that strong anymore, but it’s still there... it all started the day you finally said no.
“Y/N!”, Mina smiled, “I was just about to-”
“Mina!”, you sobbed and ran into the pink haired girl’s arms. You could feel her wanting to rage but she kept it inside for you. Usually she had a tendency to have a burst of emotion but when she saw you so distressed she realized that it wasn’t the right time.
“You wanna leave?”, she asked softly and you nodded, “Let’s leave.”
It hurt in the moment but now in the long run, you were so happy you managed to do it.
“Thanks for making breakfast, baby.”, you kissed Katsuki’s cheek before sitting down at the table with everyone else.
“Can I get a kiss on the cheek too?”, Hanta grinned.
“Oi, fuck off!”, Katsuki exclaimed. The rest of the table laughed and you patted on the place beside you for Katsuki to sit down. It was nice to have them here, the feeling of love and safety embraced you like a warm blanket.
When breakfast was over Katsuki basically forced them out. All the way out Hanta and Kaminari teased him and Eijiro was waving goodbye to you. Mina wouldn’t go unless she got a goodbye hug from you and you gladly gave her one.
“Call me soon, Y/N!”, she said happily and walked out of the apartment.
“I will!”, you smiled and closed the door behind her.
“Finally I can have you to myself...”, Katsuki sighed and embraced you once again.
“But the dishes-”
“Fuck the dishes.”, he chuckled.
“Do you want to lay in the hammock all day?”, you suggested.
“Sounds like a plan to me.”, he smiled.
So there you were, laying on his chest with a book in your hands. This was a usual, you reading out loud while Katsuki played with your hair and listened. Right now you were in the middle of the book “The picture of Dorian Gray”, since you had suggested it.
“Your voice sounds very nice...”, he said, like he always did.
“You say that a lot.”, you giggled.
“... but it sounded even better when you were screaming my name last night.”, he grinned and kissed your shoulder.
“Katsuki!”, you gasped and hit his arm lightly.
“Kind of like that, yeah.”, he chuckled.
“You little-”
“I’m kidding!”, he laughed, “But you should’ve seen how red your face just got!” You burried your face in his chest, in attempt to hide your blushing cheeks from him.
“You’re mean.”, your voice was muffled from his shirt.
“I’m sorry, babe... you’re so easily flustered, it’d be a crime if I didn’t tease you from time to time.”, he kissed the top of your head, “You wanna take a nap?” You nodded in response.
“Alright...”, Katsuki took the book and put it down on the table, “I love you.”
“I love you too.”, you looked up at him with a smile, “But you’re still mean.”
“Fine, then I’ll be your mean boyfriend.”, he smiled.
“My cute mean boyfriend.”, you corrected him and he let out a chuckle. Your fingers tangled themselves in his hair as you lightly scratched massaged his head. He melted under your touch as he closed his eyes and let out a delighted sigh.
“I really love you though, angel.”, he smiled.
“And I really love you too.”, you kissed him softly. You laid your head down on his chest again and relaxed. This is what happiness felt like, this is what love felt like. This is what it felt like to feel wanted.
When Katsuki thought you were asleep he started softly humming a tune all too familiar. It felt like you were melting when he started scratching your back.
“I want to spend the rest of my life with you...”, he muttered, “I just gotta find the right time to pop the question...”
You decided to not ruin his moment by waking up, but your heart couldn’t stop beating faster and faster.
“Y/N? Are you awake?”, he asked softly. You looked up at him like a dog who had done something bad.
“Sorry... I heard you.”, you mumbled as you sat up, your legs on either side of him.
“Why are you apologiezing?”, he chuckled.
“I ruined the surprise.”, you frowned.
“Sweetheart...”, he brought his hand up to your cheek, “You just made it easier for me.” He took out a red velvet box from the pocket of his pants.
“Eijiro delivered it to me this morning. It would be too obvious if paparazzi caught me in a ring shop...”, he smiled and opened the box, “What do you say? Do you want to spend the rest of your life with me?” This was so like him. Blunt and confident... but kind and loving. You looked at the ring, then back at him and then back at the ring. Was this even real?
“Pinch me.”, you whispered.
“You’re not dreaming, angel.”, Katsuki said after lightly pinching your arm. Nothing could be more magical about this moment. The snow was falling outside, the apartment smelled of oranges and cinnamon from the candle you had just lit and Katsuki was laying under you with a warm smile and a ring in his hand.
“Do you want to marry me?”, he asked.
“Yes!”
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ne-fe-li-bata · 3 years
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Aye yo CORPSE!  ...
Dead ass;
You can't convince me that Corspe was/is/does ; 
in no particular order..
• Deserve to be held ( I would smother him with my chest and hold him tighter than he has ever been held) & protected from this world
• Pyro! Mans loves🔥🔥🔥 - mostly his fav elemental  (Leo is a fire sign); “WOOO... now that’s a fire!”
•  Loves knives/weapons- has a collection (quite a nifty 1, ay thank-a-you) & even knows how to use butterfly knives/ tackle combat.
      Has a collection of weapons (brass knuckle, daggers, swords, knives,etc.)
•  Highly interested in combat/training. Most likely has training in some sort of combat. Loves any form of physical combat < UFC,MMA, Boxing, any type of martial arts>
•  Absolute proper gentlemen / clearly has the utmost charm/cunning
      I.e holds the door open & will slap yo ass on the way in, moves you away from street side when walking, pulls chairs, defends your honor, etc.
• Takes A . L . O . T  to truly capture his attention- but once you have it ..%100
•  With his person; protective/obsessives/ possessive/ sensual/ affectionate .
              < mine is mine. me no share -like absolutely not at all>
             “ You want the moon? Just say the word and I'll throw a lasso around it and pull it down for ya“
• RP'er on DeviantArt/chats had his own OC. (also prob had his fav person to RP with) 
         <prob even talked to them in MSN or private chat>
•  Watched mostly nothing by anime/cartoons (nick/CN) as a kid & also mostly watched certain shows/movies as a kid well into his teens
         (could recite quotes/scenes as second nature)
•  Not a major musical theatre type of kid. But musical movies/shows was 1 of his favs- but still highly interested/ in love with theatre/musicals/preforming arts none the less.
-EYES DON’T LIE
•’staring problem’ he’d just stare at you -deep in his head (both good & bad) you’d have to bring him back to you ..”babe- eh, come *snap*back to me. What’s on your mind my love?’
•  Genuinely a really warm person- but only to certain people, but comes across cold & distance 
•  Grew up in the internet & knows the way around the 'business' & 'faceless' YouTubers/celebrities
•  His teens/ late adolescents consisted & grew up on YouTube O.G videos/ video game commentary/content;
  Cry.. <Cry was a huge part of my life & still hold a special place in my heart. Corspe just like I was most likely devastated with the shit that went down> 
Jack
Nova
Sp00n
Jontron
Smosh
Nigahiga
Shane
Jenna
Hanna Hart
Phil/Dan
KevJumba
Ray William Johnson
Pewds
Machinima
EMT
ERB
Wassabi Prod.
VlogBros, 
-etc
• Has an oral fixating (lovebites indefinitely <like dead ass ya’ll be chillan/ out & he’d attack you> & just needs something in his mouth always)
• Fidgety af, always need to be playing with something in his hands/playing with 
•  Is a goddamn absolute certified freak--but also super soft bean boi. (can't stress how this boi needs& deserves to be protected)
• Constant hand/arm touching/stroking for comfort.
• Daddy{papi} / Mommy(mamá) . Master . Sir  kink - hard control kinks- but highly sub. 
hard(er) kinks
• Lovebites = M I N E 
obvs fishnets/ crossbody straps/ lingerie
lace
collars/ restraints 
toys
     •RP
degrading/praising
sub/dom switch
showing/proving your actually/completely & utterly his/ he’s completely & utterly yours..
& of course you know it's go time when 1 - if not both of you has kitty ears on. 
over stim 
*no touchy/ don’t let me go*
“look at what I’ve done to you”
“you kno only I can do this to you”
“look how greedy you are for me”
“look at the mess you’ve made because of me’ 
“cum on my face”/’cum for me”
“who do you belong to” / “you belong to me & only me”
100% all black clothing 🖤
*that once we get home / I swear I’ll deal with you right here, right now* look 
primal play  “when you run from me, it only makes me want you more” “you know imma find you kitten”
pet names (beast< i feel like you call this man “ (a) beast”-he about to lose his absolute fucking mind> , “oh Corpse/______, you absolute fuckin’ beast- my God” kitten, babyboy/girl, baby(e), bae, my love, lover boy, my darling, slut, needy little bitch, cum slut, lil’ whore, master/mistress, king/queen”
“only yours” “just ______” “ no-one but _____” “only____” “only you” 
‘I’ll keep you so no one can find you or bother us’
“that’s my girl” / “that's my boy”
“would you like to/ I saw----”
“look at me” “don’t look away from me”
GROWLING / talking through clenched jaw
not breaking eye contact 
     • his name & ‘Corspe’ being cried out 
“cry out my name for me baby. know who you belong to”
video/sexing/teasing 
breeding kink
voyeurism
abrasions
aftercare af 
impact play 
24/7
edging 
accidental stim; “holy fuck- I’m so turned on by you rn”
rope bondage 
begging 
worships 
•  But also soft kinks; 
MEME SENDING
head on lap/chest
naps
playing with hair 
matching outfits
voice messages 
always touching (somehow)
no space between bodies
picture taking together/ just of you
body rubs, head rubs
massages
competition 
play fighting
“this reminded me of you”
“I remember you said” “I know you...”
“you know I love you”
“I can tell by your eyes”
“ugh- I swear to shit imma marry you 1 day”
“nothing really made sense until you”
“do you wanna watch”/ “WAIT!? YOU HAVEN’T SEEN?!”
“damn- you really do love/like me, eh?”/ “you are SO fucking mine”
“that’s my girl”/ “that's my boy”
pet names/ “MY_______” “YOURS”
long stares
dates- stay at home dates are his fav, as your attention/focus is just on him 
choker/necklace/ jewelry (that 1 of you bought- NOT LIKE HIGH PRICE TAG, but like seen it & was like ‘omg ____ would so wear...’) 
cuddles with movies /anime watching time
just being in the same room/on call- even in silence 
* emojis*- just some sort of communication 
inside jokes/ puns/dark humor
seeing 1 another with kids
future kink (family, travel, etc)
playing video games 
dancing/ singing with 1 another
Sitting on the ground, wrapped around his leg when he streams/edits
Nerf gun fights 
Watching him record (tracks/editing/streaming)
•  Loves- loves surprises <like dead ass would set up a surprise date/ do a scavenger hunt for you/ surprise you with your fav thing>
•  Loyalty is everything & his best attribute (& pride) 
• The music that he make is from the soul/heart. He pit everything has has/what he has left into his art
•  No one has seen the real him - a side he truly hides
•  He's both book & street smart
           Taught himself through YouTube/Reedit/online 
•  Fav actors; Jim Carrey/Robbin Williams/Will Smith (?)
•  Man’s straight up dangerous. we only know like a  quarter of him & people fall at his feet. ( h e . i s . n o t . t o . b e. F U C K E D . w i t h) 
•  Hates silence 
         ( constantly needs background noise)  <also can't fight me on this babyboi cuddles pillows/blankets for night-night time>
•  People don't understand the pain he is in every day, unless they have fibromyalgia/GERD/high functioning (sever social)anxiety/depression/ agoraphobia 
(my mom suffers with fibro/depression <I myself have GERD/ sever social amenity/depression>& I wouldn't wish those illness on my worse enemy...)
• Over all pain has changed him
• Has dealt with self harm since a young age- most likely 9- 11 yrs old. (as someone else who’s suffered with SH for years- when you become so numb it 1 of the only ways to feel some sort of anything/makes you feel like you’re alive)
• Addiction (drugs/people/things)
•  Wrote & read a lot of fanfiction
        (most likely his main source of reading in pre/teenage years)
• Is a hopeless romantic but has his guard way up
•  Obsessed with Japan / Studio Ghibli
• Doesn't think he deserves any of the recognition/ fame he's gotten--but definitely deserves it all as he's creative & inspirational as fuck. Also he’s worked so hard for it & had put himself through so much
    Contrary is highly appreciative of those that are supporting
• Doesn't do it for the fame but for the fact he know how he's gotten people through hard time (just like those on the internet got him through)
• Was a scene boy that vibe’d of myspace/ listens to a lot of  ‘scene’ pop-punk, emo/ scene band shit (band?)
•  Also is/was a major tumblr boy
•  Would be a phenomenal father
•   His love language: physical touch & words of affirmation 
• He would flinch at touch movement but would melt in your hands
• Face caresses would trigger anxiety/ tears.. but once he’s calmed/comfortable would burry his face in your touch. neck & chest
•  Still caught up in daydreams
•  A part of him is still never satisfied even if it’s exactly to the pin point detail of what he wanted  
•  Has at least 40/50(ish) songs he hasn't released
•  Mommy & daddy issues (not saying his home life was really- really  fucked - but non the less- it certainly wasn't the best).. Also wants to protect/provide for his family (especially his sister) & was prob closer to a grandparent/aunt/uncle)
•  Definitely prefers to be by himself, as every time people come around, it's like;‘"this is why I'm okay (ish)with being alone" 
• lost an important person to him due to O.D/ suicided..
•  Also most likely to of heard his "friends" shit talking 'Corpse' or something correlated with him
•  His pride is his biggest sin (next to lust)
•  Has single-handedly defined a huge part of 2020 ( in the best way)
•  Went through a fighting stage where he was ready to fuck anyone up on a drop of a dime (middle/'high school'/street fights- possibly even under ground)
          but also a stage where he cut absolutely everyone off for a solid couple years
•  Most likely obsessed with 1 of 3 creatures; lion, dragon, wolf ( 5ish- possibly bear/fox)
•  Dinosaur obsessed 
• Internet & video games raised him
• He raised himself
Quick to adapt to surroundings/situations.
•  Mighty Morphin Power Rangers was his shit ( I CAN SO SEE YOUNG BABYBOI RUNNIN AROUND THE HOUSE IN A POWER RANGER SUIT) "IT'S MORPHIN' TIME MOTHER FUCKER"
              fav ranger- green 
•  Has up until next year planned out & is working on the next 'version of corpse' ( PR, vids, music, etc)
•  Also med/high key this man was most likely in a physcward (more than once) ..
•  This man deserves more than he'll ever give himself recognition for & knows in the back of his mind--people will hate just to hate
•  Rose is his fav flower  🌹
•⛈️🌧️. >🌞.  Loves storms/ rain & prefers them over sunny days
•  Loves the moon/stars/space (?) < observatorium dates = fuckin mint>
• Pixar/Disney lover
        <still believes- deep down in happy ever after ... but thorough an twisted yet not so twisted- simple(??), dedicated process(?)>
•  Fav Pixar movie.. either Wall.E or Toy Story 
    •  Pixar > Disney
         •  But fav Disney movie- Beauty & the Beast (?)
• Most likely had a Jackass obsession's (doing dumb hoodshit)
•  Fall is his fav season (?)
•  Horror/ thriller movies/shows over everything (obvs)
•   Had an escape place in town where he’d hide from the world- that absolutely no one knew about. 
•  Was really into graffiti/ street art 
•  Arested as a youth - but charges dropped- or was still considered a mirror (either fighting/ possession/ trespassing/ vandalisms)
• Arrested on heavier charges (also same as above - but not tried as an minor)
•  also-ALSO ... thou he feels like he owes people something. HE DOESN’T OWE ANYTHING TO A N Y O N E . His mental & well being is the most important.
•  On a side & major note. You can't deny that this man single handily is a (in my opinion) the 2nd biggest “C” that define 2020.
•  Was most likely really into skateboarding/BMX
• Late night drives/impulsive road trips & playlist/ sitting at lookouts, just in silence & touching 1 another. 
• Clingy af-.. but could also be distance & cold af- especially on high pain days. stormy brain days. PTSD episodes.
• Slow dancing/ dancing around the apartments. with or without music.
• Rocking out with each other- screaming lyrics in each other face.
• “hey baby- how you feelin” 
         *grunting* *shuffles over & lays on chest* 
• Huge comforts for 1 another;
      Especially when going out, being wrapped around him for comfort & reassurance. Even being at home alone together- panic attacks are shit, PTSD episodes are even more shit. helping each other with bathing & caring
     When he’d be hiding from his reflection- or stares just a little too long. Going up behind him & worship him (vise versa)
• He’d be your biggest hypeman/ #1 fan (vise versa)
• Would LOVE you wearing his clothes/jewelry & would love to wear you things.
Was probably engaged to his ex (that's why he gets offt when people mention "corpse wife"
There'd be days where he'd be so distance & cold.. & tell you to leave but wouldn't let you.
He'd sit in the bathroom with you when you shower/have a bath.
As he doesn't sleep most night. He'd be up just watching you sleep & caressing you.
Lil spoon > big spoon.
<more to be added>
I love you... genuinely . turly.  madly. deeply.
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janna-the-breaker · 4 years
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I was thinking with myself, why not open more place for the disabled ones?? So, here's "How the turtles would react if their girlfriend got disabled"
Enjoy!^^
It has been a month since the accident. It was a silly thing, you were at your apartment trying to change a lamp. You stood up on a chair trying to reach the lamp, and the next thing you knew you were at the hospital, laid in a bed totaly confused. The moment you woke up, a doctor rushed to bring somebody. April runned towards your bed with tears in her eyes, she reached down to give you a hug. Only then you noiticed all the strings on your wrists connecting you to a lot o machines. Once you managed to speak you asked what have happened to you. They explained that you fell on your apartment and bumped your head really hard. You have stayed on a coma for two weeks.
After your awakening the doctors played a lot of exams on you. One of them gave you the news that would change your life forever.
You've lost your leg movement. That broke you down. You would never be able to walk again, dance or even go to accessible places. With this thought on your head, you remembered about your mutant boyfriend. You asked the doctor a moment alone with April, you nedded answers to your questions.
"April, what about T/N?? How've he been during my abscence??"
The brunette sat next to your bed. She was dull for a few seconds, until she started talking.
"It wasn't easy. After your fall at your apartment he tried to call you but you did not answer. So, he came by and found you there." You felt your heart break apart when you imagined your loved one seeing you laid in there. He did not deserve that. "He called me and i called an ambulance. You've been here since then."
"How will he react when he knows about my contidion??" You were clearly worried. What if he can't cope with it and decide to leave you?
"Don't worry, sweetie. T/N loves you. I bet he won't mind about it." She tries to calm you down. It kinda worked.
After the nurse have brought you dinner, you heard a tap on the window. You and April crossed your eyes together. She nods and go to the door, watching if someone walks in as you and the turtle talked.
Leo💙:
"Hey, Dove." He was clearly happy to see you well. You were too, even though you did not felt like soo much time have passed. But damn, you can really loose the notion of time when you're on a coma.
"Hey, fearless. How have you been??"
"I've missed you soo much, love!" He hold your hand tight and give it a dozens of kisses.
"I know! I am so sorry!"
"Don't apolagize for being hurt. Things like this happen all the time. The only thing that matters is that you are okay." He smiled, you smiled back. But then, you remembered that you wasn't so well like he thought.
"Well, not so much."
"What do you mean??" He asks worried.
"The doctor told me that because of the cussion that i suffered in my head, i won't be able to move my legs anymore." You watched his face change miltiple times. At first he was serious, on next he was scared and then lost.
"W-what?! Does it hurt??" He toutched your legs gently like he was trying to fix them. But it didn't work like this.
"No, Leo. I can't feel my legs anymore."
"Oh, dear. This is..." He lowered his head like he was holding his tears really hard. You placed your hand on his muscular arm, you've never seen him so broken like this before. He would always keep his compusure.
"Leo? I know, this is awfull. But, look, i will understand if you don't want to have to deal with the burden that i have become."
"What?! Y/N, don't you ever call yourself that again! You're beautiful, it doesn't matter that you won't be able to walk no longer, i am your boyfriend, and a real boyfriend wouldn't ever leave his girl."
You started crying, crying from the hapiness that his words gave to you. How could you have so much bad and good luck at the same time?! He tried to dry your tears away from your face as you started to calm down. You look into his ocean blue eyes and feel lost on them. Until his lips bring you back to reality.
"I love you, my beautiful and most precious Y/N."💙
Raph❤️:
"Baby! You're alive!" He screamed in total hapiness once he got into the room.
"Hush, Raph! The doctors will hear you." You warned him, but you were also soo happy to see him again. He gave you a kiss on your forehead. He was looking at you like you were the most precious and rare thing he have ever seen. Who could blame him?? He thought he would never see you again.
"Oh boy, i know yer tired but i wish you could stand up so could hug you entirely." He said as his enourmous hands traveled along your body.
Your smile have dissapeared. Now, you had to explain to him that you will never be able to do that again. "Raphie, sweetie... There's something important that i need to tell you."
He leaned down to you. "You can tell me anything, Doll."
"I've suffered a serious cussion in my brain. It have affected my motor cortex, so, the doctor said that i can't walk anymore."
He stayed in silent. His golden eyes starting to show absolute fear. "What?! So, how's it gonna be with us?? You'll have to be laid in a bed the whole time?!"
"No, Raph! I'll be able to go around places with you, but i'll need a wheelchair now. But, except for this i am fine!" You tried to reasure him that you were okay. But, he did not seem to get it.
"How can you be fine with not walking anymore??"
"What else can i do, Raph?? It just happened. I have to learn to live with this."
"I know! It's not yer fault. But, i'm... I don't know how ta behave right now."
"You don't have to do anything. I'm still me! My love for you haven't changed at all. I just hope that this doesn't change your love for me."
"Course not, darling! Ya look stunning even in a hospital robe. I promise that i'll be here with ya through this new phase of yer life."❤️
"Oh, Raphie! I love you!" You said as tears of joy rolled from your eyes. He hugged you and the two of you stayed like that for a few good minutes.
Donnie💜:
"How are you feeling?? Does your head hurt?? What the doctors said?? Please, tell me you're okay!!!" He was clearly anxious and worried about you. So much that he don't even say 'hi' when he saw you after soo much time apart.
"Donnie! Calm down, soldier! I am fine." You tried to calm him down. He seemed to cool down a little as he sit next to you and you look in each other's eyes. Soon, a lustful smirk emerge on his face.
"You gave me a big scare, you naughty girl. You've been gone for a long time." He sneaks his and under the cover and begin to caress your skin. You laughed as you could see what he was up to.
"Don! This is no place for make love! You know people die in here?!" You gave him the warning thinking this could stop him. But, damn, no one can stop a turtle who have been soo long time without sex.
"Well, they'll sure have something interesting to watch from the afterlife." He said as he smelled on your neck. Of course you haven't bathed for a month, however, Donnie loves your natural musk.
"I just woke up from a coma and you're already flirting with me?! Incredible!" You joked as you pushed him away from you.
"I sure am, sweetheart." He blinks to you. Of course he did not love you just for the sex, but, what would he say if you couldn't walk anymore??
"Hey, Don. You're the most thechnical guy that i know, and i think that you might take this a little more easy. You started.
"What's wrong??"
"Something that have happened and you need to know."
"Please, just split that out before i get nervous, sweetie."
"Okay. I am paraplegic." You finaly said it.
"You're what?! How??" He was all worried again.
"I've hit my head very hard that day and..." You tried to explain but he cut you.
"I got it. It has damaged your primary motor cortex. It must've been more serious than i thought." He seemed so sad about it. He took off his glasses to brush his face with his hand.
"Donnie? Are you okay?"
"As long as you are, i am, honey." He forced a smile.
"But, doesn't it bother you that i can't walk??" You asked hoping that he'll say otherwise.
"Why would it? Yes, i feel sad about what have happened to you, but i will always love you." He holds your hand tight and place a soft kiss on your cheek. "Don't worry, my lovely kitten. For now on, i'll be your very own doctor. I'll learn about disabled care and i will take care of all your needs."💜
"That's wonderful, Donnie! Oh, God, thank you for this amazing turtle in my life!" You said in total hapiness. He hugs you from your chest as you cried on his shoulder. You knew he would take good care of you.
Mikey🧡:
"Angelcakes! Please don't do this to me ever again!!! It's been so sad without you!" There were clear tears in his eyes. He kneeled next to the hospital bed and burried his face on your lap.
"Oh, my sweet angel! Please, don't cry. I am here now! Come on." You lift his face by his chin, his eyes red from the tears a little sobby. "Oh, my poor baby. It's all over now. I've came back to you."
"Okay, babycakes. I am fine now." He cleaned his tears and smiled to you. Oh, you have missed that beautiful smile. "Jeez, there's soo many things that i wanna do with you. When you're full recovered, of course. We can play video games, watch movies and play basketball!"
"Mikey, there is something i need to tell you."
"Yes, angel??"
"I'm afraid i won't be able to play basketball with you anymore."
"Oh, that's not a problem. We can also play soccer, tennis, volleyball and do parkour!"
"No, Michelangelo! I will never be able to do these things again! The doctor said i can't move my legs. I'll have to use a wheelchair to do everything for now on." You tried to hold down your tears as the reality shock hit you hard as you told him about your condition.
"Y/N" Whenever he called you by your name instead of some of the cute nicknames you knew he was serious. "Please, stop crying. If i have knowm about this i wouldn't have brought all that things that you can't do up. I'm sorry, babycakes."
"It's okay, Mikey. I don't blame you for it. Look, we can still do a lot of things together. I can play video games and watch movies, i could even play basketball on the wheelchair but i'll have to learn how to first.
"Yeah, true! I've seen a lot of basketball players on wheelchairs, they rule!"
"And also, i don't have to walk for us to snuggle together, or kiss."
"That's true, baby."
"Everything can still be like it was before. As long as our love it's still the same."
"It's unbreakable!" He gently brought you to a lovely and needly kiss. You were so happy that he'll always love you, needless if you could walk or not.🧡
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lilithpooped · 4 years
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A Good Night’s Sleep - Kim Hongjoong
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Requested : Yes (by Anon)
Genre: I think it’s fluff
A/N: I’m so sorry that it took me this long to write, I’ve been trying to deal with uni and stuff...... I’m not sure if this is what you wanted but if you don’t like it please tell me so I can write something new with the same theme, I hope you like it but I’m always open to criticism so feel free to tell me if you don’t like it.
You stared at the groupchat, annoyed at how your friends didn’t even mention calling you too and now they were sharing with you the pictures of the party which you weren’t invited.
‘Omg, you wouldn’t believe how drunk we got. They say at some point i was screaming thinking that i was singing a song I. DONT. EVEN. REMEMBER.’
‘She just got crazy it was so freaking funny lmao’
‘Lol you two both were crazy, I had to drive you home and I wasn’t even the designated driver’
You kept looking down at the screen, thinking so many things at once. 
First, they didn’t invite you. Second, like this wasn’t annoying enough, they kept talking about that party all day long the next day. Third, now they were sending pictures where you could see the crazy fun they had. 
Were you not fun to be around? Did they not want you? Were you being such a burden that they didn’t even think about how hurt you would be when they shared those pics? Were they sick of you that much? 
Well, it hurt. Looking at that groupchat hurt. Seeing their smiley faces and knowing you weren’t wanted or invited there hurt. 
And the fact that they were your last remaining friends hurt.
You locked the screen of your phone and tried to watch TV for a while untill the clock hits 8pm and Hongjoong, your boyfriend, comes to your place just like how you agreed on yesterday. TV was full of stupid stuff. Like always. You tried to take a nap. Didn’t work. You brought some snacks from the kitchen and tried to read your book. Didn’t work. At last you decided on preparing tonight’s dinner yourself. You and Hongjoong were actually planning on ordering pizza and watching a movie but considering how bored you were, you thought it would be best for you to bake the pizzas yourself. And while preparing the meal you could also create a romantic but light ambiance so that this night can get a bit better. You looked at the clock, it was about 7pm so you approximately had an hour to prepare which was a bit short but you believed you could make it. 
Rolling up your sleeves, you started preparing the pizzas, singing songs to distract yourself from thinking about your friends. You prepared the dough, prepared the toppings, put Hongjoong’s favorite toppings on one pizza and your favorite ones on the other, which were quiet different from each other. Putting both of them in the oven, you looked at the time again.
7.43pm
Hongjoong was always a punctual man. He always was on time no matter the importance of the meeting. So that meant you had only 17minutes left till you could get ready yourself and the dinner table. You pulled out the yellow lights and hung them on the wall, turning the switch on and turning the room’s own lights off. You prepared the movie you decided on watching and then went to your room, Put on his favorite jean of yours, a shirt which was quiet revealing from front. You almost literally burried yourself in the perfume knowing that he loved smelling that scent on you, let your hair down and looked at the mirror. This was a half romantic look, with applying some mascara on you finished preparing yourself and ran to the kitchen, remembering the pizzas in the oven. 
You were about to turn the oven off when your phone lit up with the name you wanted to see the most.
“Hiiiiiiii!!” You answered cheerfully. It’s been almost a week since you’ve last seen Hongjoong so saying that you only have missed him would be an understatement. You literally needed his existence. You needed him to bring you out of your own negativity capsule which was set by your own thoughts and your friends’ doings.
“Hi baby,” You could hear his smile through his voice “how are you?”
“I’m fine, I have a surprise for you when you come here.” You were excited, so much that your heart literally jumped even when you thought about seeing him in 10 minutes.
“When I come there?” His voice raised half a note like he was surprised “Aaaah,, we were gonna watch movies and stuff right! Baby I’m so sorry I completely forgot about that!” 
“What do you mean you forgot?”
“You know I’ve been working on a song for a while, I was gonna finish that song tonight.. I’m so sorry I totally forgot that we were gonna meet tonight.” 
You honestly would be okay with it any other day. But not today. First your friends not caring about your presence, now your boyfriend completely forgetting about you.. And to be honest, he didn’t even sound that baffled or sad when he remembered your plans for tonight. He sounded just... Normal? 
“So you’re not coming?” You asked in a cold tone, trying not to make it obvious that tears started to form in your eyes.
“Baby, I would love to come, I missed you so much but I don’t think I can make it tonight. I have to finish this one -“ Regret starting to show it’s existence in his voice.
“Okay.” 
“Y/n, I’m really sorry, I didn’t mean to forget it.”
“I said it’s okay, Hongjoong.” You said matter of factly. Like it didn’t mean anything to you.
“I’ll try to finish it as soon as possible, maybe I could make time for you.”
“No need.”
“Baby, are we okay? I’m really sorry I really didn’t mean to forget about it. I was just, too tired. I promise I’ll make it up to you. Are we okay?”
“Yes.” 
Of course you were okay. This was not a big deal, not big enough to harm your relationship at least. But it was big enough to make you feel bitter. 
“I love you.” He said, he sounded sad this time.
“I love you too.” An answer, given silently without any emotions involved.
“Look, I should hang up now. Guys are coming. But I love you and I’ll try to be there asap, okay?”
“Hm hm.”
“I love you.”
“Me too.”
“See you.”
“See you.”
You hung up.
So he was not coming. Your friends was probably at another party, having fun without you, your boyfriend forgot about you,, were you really okay with all of this? The room which you prepared with so much anticipation now seemed cold and sad. Your clothes, hair, makeup,, all gone to waste. Two pizzas? To the trash can. You couldn’t eat both of them on your own and you didn’t feel like eating now anyways. 
You turned all the lights off, finding your way through your room using the flash of your phone. Turned on your night lamp, settled on the bed and put your phone away from you. 
At that moment, all of the feelings downed on you. The sadness and feeling of worthlessness found their way into your heart and one tear dropped from your eyes. 
“Whatever, I wanted to be alone anyways” you murmured trying to hold yourself back from crying. You were tired, not physically but emotionally. Trying to endure the feeling of not being wanted was now too much for you. You turned to your side and let the darkness drag you to a hopefully healing sleep.
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“Y/n.. psst.. y/n...” 
A gentle whisper woke you up from your sleep.
“Y/n... baby.... wake up, you fell asleep with your clothes on...”
You knew this voice so well, that made you open your eyes.
“Hongjoong? Why are you here?” You tried to ask but your voice came out as a whisper.
“I promised I would come as soon as possible. I’m sorry it’s 4am now and I actually didn’t wanna wake you up, I was just gonna cuddle you for a while and leave after that but you slept with your clothes on so I thought jeans would be uncomfortable to sleep in” he explained still whispering.
“It’s 4am? Why are you here, don’t you have a schedule or something?” You said as you rubbed your eyes and sat up on the bed. 
“It’s at 6, I still have 2 more hours.”
“You should’ve slept, you’ll be tired all day long.”
“It’s okay, it was not like i could sleep anyways, I felt so bad after hearing your voice drop. I wanted to make up for it.” He sat on bed.
“You didn’t have to, I’m not really mad at you. I know you’re busy. I was just.. Anyways, if you’re here for two hours then I should prepare something for you to eat, you must be hungry-“
Just as you started to get out of the bed he caught your hand and made you sit again.
“No, I’m not hungry and I don’t want anything to eat. Change your clothes and come to bed again.” 
“But you’re only here for two hours, I don’t wanna sleep.”
“You don’t have to sleep, can’t we just cuddle and talk? I missed your face.”
You looked at him in the eye and saw how true his words were. His eyes were full of stars and emotions. Smiling at his words you got out of bed, pulling him with you. Wrapping your arms around his waist first, you waited for his arms to wrap around you and he placed his face just before your neck. Taking your scent in deeply, he murmured.
“I missed you so much.”
“I missed you too.”
“I’m sorry for forgetting our plan, I was just too busy.” He started rock you in his arms like you were dancing. You giggled.
“It’s okay. I wasn’t mad at you. I actually got mad at myself to be honest.”
“Why?” You felt his eyebrows moving.
“I.. meh.. let’s not talk about this.”
He straightened his back and looked at your face knowing that questioning now would give him nothing and would probably make you angry.
“Okay, tell me anytime you want.” He held your face in his hands and left a peck on your lips. 
You smiled into the peck and said
“Mkay.”
“Come on, change into your pajamas, let’s get into bed.”
“What if I do this?” You said, smiling mischievously and let your hand wander under his shirt before taking it off. He was wearing shorts so you thought leaving them on would be okay.
He giggled.
“Mmm, naughty.” He said playfully.
“You know me.” You said, not breaking the eye contact and then took off your shirt and pants. Holding his hand, you dragged him along on the bed, laying down in his embrace.
“I love it when I can feel your skin.” You said, now he was laying down on his back with your head on his shoulder.
“I know.. I missed this too.”
A silence.
Until he held your face up to look at him.
“Will you tell me?”
Knowing what he was talking about too well, you answered.
“Well, last night girls went to a party, not only I wasn’t invited but they also sent all of the photos to me and they’ve been talking about it all day long. So i kinda felt like I was a burden to them. And then I wanted to shake that feeling off so I decided to bake us pizzas, but you didn’t come and.. I don’t know, I felt left alone. It hurt but I thought if all of you can easily give up on me or forget about me then maybe it is my fault. Maybe if I hadn’t acted too distant all of you would’ve remembered or cared about me. I felt like it was my fault but it also hurt my pride I guess. I was mad at myself, I’m sorry it wasn’t your fault.” You explained slowly.
He listened and waited for you to finish your words before giving you the most emotionally intimate kiss ever and said:
“Baby, you’re not at fault. I have no idea about why your friends did what they did but I’m sure they have an explanation about it. And to my excuse; I was really so tired that all I could think about was that I wanted to finish preparing that song and then get some rest if possible. I’ve been dealing with the boys for a whole week and they’re especially hard to handle nowadays since they’re tired. I’m so sorry, I’ve been thinking about you this whole week. The only thing that could make me fall asleep was imagining your face and your smile. I’m so sorry that I caused you to think that way but it was never my intention. I love you so much, I even considered to trick the manager into thinking that I was sick and then spend the whole day with you but they wouldn’t let me be alone even if I succeeded so I had no choice but I’m so glad that I could finish the song and come here even if we have a short time.”
“Mhm”
“Mhm? Are you sleeping? I was explaining myself y/n!” He playfully protested.
“I’m not sleeping, I’m listening to you. I just.. I didn’t want you to stop talking.. I missed hearing your voice from this close.. and it’s okay really, I know how tired you are. You didn’t have to explain yourself. But just keep talking maybe?”
He smiled to himself before saying;
“Okay okay, what should I talk about?”
“ I don’t know, your future plans?” You murmured tiredly.
“Mmm. First, I want to work for as long as I can. Maybe I would go to Europe for a trip with boys? You would come too. Ah I would love it if you could come too. Maybe someday we could get married there? Maybe instead we should go and marry in Vegas first? You know, marriages in Vegas are only valid in Vegas. We could try it, it would be fun! And after that we could marry in wherever you want. I don’t think of having children for now but maybe later? And maybe we can go to a wildlife trip together for our honeymoon? But would you like it? Hmm, I don’t think so. Bahamas? Bali? Bali sounds nice. And then we could go to Venice? What do you say?” He stopped talking for a moment, only to hear you breathing.
“Are you asleep?” He whispered 
No answers.
“I love you.”
No answers.
“I should go now but there’ll be times when I won’t need to go anywhere, I promise. We’ll spend our future together. Just wait for me to finish today’s work.” He kissed your head and slowly drifted away from your arms, put on his shirt and walked through the door.
“I’ll always love you.” He murmured.
“I’ll always love you.” He heard you say right before he left the room.
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luving-hanni · 5 years
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Can I request a Seventeen reaction where they react to you wanting to do it without a condom (cause you’re on birth control or you wanna try for a baby)?
It took me a while but here it is! There’s a little bit of smut in some of them, others are more fluffy, I just had fun and tried to come up with 13 different scenarios. I hope oyou’ll like it!
S.coups: You closed your eyes as Seungcheol’s lips caressed your neck, leaving wet kisses all over it. His hands felt like fire on your bare skin. You ran your fingers on his chest, caressing his warm and toned body, your hips slowly grinding against his. He let out a groan as you pushed him to make him, making him fall back on the bed and breaking the contact between your two bodies. He looked at you with hooded eyes and you smiled at the sight before leaning down on him, biting his bottom lip softly.
“I want you…” you whispered, your lips brushing against his.
“Me too” he said before reaching for his pants that had been tossed to the side. He took a condom out of the pocket. At the sight, you couldn’t hide your disappointment.
“Cheolie… Do we really need this?” you asked, pouting.
He looked at you, visibly surprised. “Well… I don’t know, it’s just to be safe”
“I’m on birth control, and we’re both clean” you looked into his eyes, giving him your puppy look as you begged. “Please?”
“…Alright” He said, and a large smile formed on your face as you leaned in again to kiss him.
Jeonghan: Tonight was your first anniversary, and you wanted to ask your boyfriend a favor. You had been thinking about it for a while now, but you never really knew how to bring it up to him. Tonight though, you were going to ask him.
Jeonghan had been teasing you the whole evening, gently caressing your thigh under the table and bringing it just high enough for you to start heating up. He had this smile on his face when you squeezed your thighs together, like t was exactly what he wanted. So when the two of you arrived a your apartment, you weren’t surprised by his words.
“So tell me baby, how should we end this anniversary evening?” he said, still the same smile on his face as he pulled you by the waist.
You put your hands on his chest, looking into his eyes. “Actually… I wanted to ask you something” He hummed as his lips traveled to your jawline, covering it in soft kisses. “We’ve been together for a year now, and you know I’m on birth control so… Maybe we could do it without protection now”
He looked a bit surprised, probably caught off guard, but his smile rapidly returned to his face. “Of course baby. I was actually thinking the exact same thing”
Joshua: As a an idol, having a family isn’t easy. It’s a very busy job, and that’s without even talking about the months lasting tours in other countries. So when you talked about having a child with Joshua, he had to think about it.
He had spent the week thinking about it, and today was the day he was supposed to give you an answer. Before pushing the door to your shared apartment, he remembered his friends words. You’d be a great dad, and you can do this. You’ve always wanted a family, didn’t you?
He entered the apartment, and music coming from the living room let him know you were here. He took off his shoes and coat before joining you.
“Hi darling” he said “I… I have my answer”
You lowered the volume and walked towards him, taking his hands in yours as he watched you.
“I want to try too” at his words, a smile immediately formed across your face.
“Really?” you held his hands tighter in yours. And he smiled at your excitement.
“Really. But just don’t be disappointed if it doesn’t happen on the first try.” he said calmly.
“I won’t, I want to let nature do its job. It’ll happen when it’ll happen”
Jun: Junhui was the kind to always be careful, so it never crossed his mind that you could have sex without protection if it wasn’t for trying for baby.
“Are you sure?” he asked, still not really understanding.
“Junnie, we’ve been together for a while now, and I’m on birth control. I just feel like it would…” you paused, starting to feel annoyed.
“Like it would..?” your boyfriend asked, trying to make eye contact with you as you avoided it.
You took a deep breath, finally looking into his eyes. “It would make it feel more intimate. We’re both clean, and we’ve been a couple for 9 months now. I feel like it would make it feel more special”
He didn’t answer for a second, and the corners of his lips turned up.
“Now I understand” he kissed you on the cheek, a huge smile now on his face. “Then I’d love to do it”
Wonwoo: He closed the door behind him, pushing you against the wall as his hands roamed over your body. You kissed him ardently, your lips parting as you scaressed his tongue with your.
It wasn’t long until the two of you were a panting mess, undressing each other clumsily. You pushed away the cosmetics that were on the table before sitting on it, your legs puttings themselves around Wonu’s thin waist.
“I want you” you whispered before pulling him closer, leaving warm kisses on his chest.
“Wait…” he said, stopping you from continuing. “Do you have a condom?”
You shook your head, and he bit his lip in frustration,
“Maybe… Maybe we don’t need them anymore” you started “I take the pill, and I know you’re clean”
His eyes went to yours, and he didn’t take time to answer, kissing you with more eagerness than ever before.
Woozi: Jihoon wasn’t against the idea of unprotected sex, but there was no way he would risk getting you pregnant. You were young, and he just wasn’t ready for that. He sometimes doubted he’d ever be.
“Can’t we try just once..?” you asked, anticipating his answer. He pulled away from his desk to face you, sighing.
“I told you already, what if you get pregnant?” he looked at you.
You shook your head before starting to search for something in your bag. You took out a piece of paper and handed it to him. He took it, a bit sceptical, and read it. His eyebrows raised as he reached the end.
“I got it while you were on tour” you said as he handed you the paper back. The corners of his lips turned up.
“What didn’t you tell me that earlier?” he took your hand, making you sit on his lap.
You smiled, brushing your lips against his. You really had had a good idea when you asked your gynecologist if you could get an IUD.
The8: You often talked about the future with Minghao. You knew he liked children, and so did you, but with his job, it would probably be complicated.
It was your 5th anniversary, and the two of you had drunk a bit. Actually, you had drunk more than just a bit, and he almost had to carry you back home as you lost your balance whenever you weren’t holding onto something.
You laughed as he helped you undress, a smile on his face.
“I have no idea what’s so funny, but I love seeing you this happy” he said before lying you down. You looked up at him as he started undressing next to the bed.
“Let’s have a baby” you said. The words slipped through your lips naturally, as if it was the most casual thing to ask. He watched you with a smirk.
“Sure. But maybe we’ll talk about that tomorrow when you know what you’re saying.”
You smiled, satisfied with the answer, before passing out.
When you woke up the next morning, he was still sleeping. You gently put your arms around him, your chin resting on his chest.
“Hao…” you whispered. His eyelids opened slightly and he hummed to show you he was awake.
“Can we try for the baby now?” you asked, still whispering. He laughed and held you against his chest.
“Alright”
Mingyu: You had started taking the pill even before Mingyu became your boyfriend, but you had always used condoms ‘just in case’. Which was fine, it was always better to be careful. But since a few weeks you had started thinking it wasn’t necessary anymore, but you were too scared to tell Mingyu, fearing he might not agree.
When you came into the living room, Mingyu immediately knew something was wrong. He just sensed it.
“Is everything okay baby girl?” he asked, immediately worried, as he opened his arms to take you in his embrace. You sat on his lap, making yourself comfortable against his chest.
“I wanted to ask you something…” you said, fiddling with the hem of your sweater (his sweater, actually).
“Go on” he said in a gentle voice.
“Well I was thinking, maybe we don’t need to use condoms anymore. You know, since I’m on birth control” you waited for his answer.
“Hum, yes, if you want. It’s just, the pill sometime doesn’t work, so it’s better to be careful, you know”
“Please, I want to try without it” you looked at him with puppy eyes. You knew, it always made his heart melt.
“…Okay”
Dokyeom: You loved Seokmin more than anything, and you had been together for almost 6 months now. When you had sex, you loved how whole he made you feel, as if your place was right here, in his arms, your body pressed against his.
“I love you so much y/n” he said as he burried his face in the crook of your neck, drops of warm water covering his soft skin.
“Me too” you whispered in his ear before starting to lick it. He shivered at the feeling, you knew it was his soft spot. He let out a breathy moan as you continued. The water was still running, keeping your bare bodies warm in the cold shower.
“Wait..” he said, pulling away from you. “Let me get a condom” he stretched his arm to open the shower curtain but you stopped him.
“Don’t, we don’t need it. I want to feel you for real.” you said, your eyes looking straight in his,
“Are you sure..?” he asked softly.
“Yes. I want to do it without it. Don’t you think it’ll make it more intimate?” you asked as your lips started leaving kisses along his collarbone. He nodded and put his arms back around you.
“I want it to be just us too”
Seungkwan: It wasn’t a secret to anyone that Seungkwan loved children, but the idea of carrying a child had never been something that made you enthusiastic. For a few months now though, you had been thinking about it more, and you thought you actually started to want a child.
Seungkwan came home late tonight, but you had prepared everything for him. So as soon as he stepped through the door of your shared apartment, you jumped in his arms. He laughed as he held you tight.
“Hi baby, you seem happy to see me” he said before kissing you.
“I’m ALWAYS happy to see you” you smiled “And I have something to tell you”
He seemed surprise and smiled too, not letting go of you. “Really? What is it?”
“I’ve thought a lot and… I think I’m ready for us to have a baby”
His eyes went round as he processed what you had just said. “Really? Do you… Do you really want to try it?” a huge smile appeared on his face, and you couldnmt help but smile too.
“Really.” you said before kissing him.
Vernon: He slid his hands under your shirt as you kissed his lips passionately. He took off your shirt and bra and started leaving love bites in your neck. You closed your eyes as your hands worked at undoing his pants.
You hadn’t seen each other in a while, and you had been craving his touch while he was away.
As you pulled his jeans down, something fell from his front pocket, making you both look at the ground. The condom was at your feet, and you considered it for a second before looking back at Vernon.
“Let’s do it without that” you said confidently before pushing the small thing away with your foot. Vernon smiled.
“That’s exactly what I was going to say”
You smiled back at him while you finished pulling his pants down.
Dino: You were watching TV, both lying on the couch (actually you were lying on him more than on the couch) when the subject came to your mind.
“Did you ever have sex without a condom?” you asked before putting a handful of popcorn in your mouth. He raised an eyebrow.
“You do remember you’re the only person I’ve ever had sex with, right?”
“True” you said, looking up at him. “Maybe we could try”
His eyes went to you. “What if… You know, babies”
“You do remember I take the pill, right?” you said, mimicking his expression. He smiled and pinched you softly. “I want to try it. I’ve heard it feels different. Better”
He seemed to think about it for a minute. “Alright. Now?” he asked and you smiled.
“Why not”
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