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saddramaqueensworld · 4 months
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What if they found Regulus's corpse? Can you imagine the desperate screams and begs that came from Sirius's mouth? As he hugs Regulus's cold corpse and begs for Regulus to open his eyes and he didn't even get the chance to apologize for leaving to his baby brother. He keeps screaming and crying as he rocks Regulus's body and Remus trying to comfort him.
(They didn't notice James in the background numb in pain seeing his brother all but blood grieving while hugging his love of his life body. He couldn't help, but think he could prevent this if he didn't left Regulus when he shows up for help weeks ago.)
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hedwigge · 2 years
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Regulus Black dreads to be seen as anything other than proper. His hair is meticulously combed and his uniform's always pressed, but there's this one habit of his.
One habit he just can't seem to break.
It happens when he's anxious about exams.
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It happens when he's bored in potions.
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It happens when his parents' yelling gets too loud.
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At the end of the week the skin around Regulus' nails are always picked raw, raw and covered in blood.
Covered in blood just like Sirius.
Just like Sirius when he got too rowdy on the quidditch pitch.
Just like Sirius when he protected Regulus from his mother's blows or his father's ire.
Just like Sirius when he left.
It figures that the one thing that made Regulus less than proper would remind him of his brother.
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dear-evanrosier · 2 years
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sirius: reg would I look pretty as a sunset
regulus: die and find out
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mvnvgedmischief · 11 months
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unremarkable days: Sirius black is trying to be a good man, a good brother, a good person. Sirius has a steady job designing book covers for a publishing house, a flat he never leaves, and a traumatized brother who was just removed from the custody of his parents. All in all, it's wildly unremarkable.
archive tags: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Regulus Black & Sirius Black, Sirius Black/Remus Lupin, Regulus Black, Sirius Black, Remus Lupin, Marauders, Marauders Era (Harry Potter), Modern Marauders (Harry Potter), Marauders Friendship (Harry Potter), ok so this is mostly just sirius trying to take care of a traumatized regulus, Modern AU, Sirius trying to be a father figure, to his brother who was just removed from his home, Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers, Artist Sirius Black, Writer Remus Lupin, Young Regulus Black, Past Child Abuse, Trauma, everyone is sad, Custody Battle, Implied/Referenced Domestic Violence, Past Domestic Violence, Child Abuse, Anorexia, Eating Disorders, Domestic Violence
words: 68,843, chapters: 20/?, 
this is kind of my baby in terms of fics i’ve written, i love it so much. it will probably end up around 30 chapters, but lord knows. artist!sirius x writer!remus in a modern take on a high society young adult recovering from his fall from grace while trying to hide his sexuality, take care of his brother, and fall in love. will his secret self destruction be the only thing that stands between him and the future he wants? 
read it on ao3 here! 
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doing violence in the google doc this evening
(it is 4:55am)
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onthemerits · 2 years
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today's mood: thinking about sirius and regulus' relationship in the context of "bigger than the whole sky" re regulus' death
I'm never gonna meet What could've been, would've been What should've been you
and it has me sobbing so i drafted a scene for my fic, Aught of the Sublime:
(cw discussion of sibling death, drinking)
“I know its different for you, but it feels like he’s stuck behind me.” Sirius was staring at nothing. Or maybe he was looking up where the stars should have been, trying to accomplish the impossible task of finding his brother in London's light-polluted sky.
“We were on this path together. And he was always a little behind, you know? That’s just him being younger. I did everything first and I would turn around to watch him follow. Even when we weren’t talking, we were still walking down that path. He was still in sight. I watched him play his first quidditch game. I could see how proud he was when he aced his exams or impressed a teacher. I witnessed our parents… well…” Sirius swallowed.
“But no matter what I could always see him. Even when he took the mark--I thought I’d lost him, but he was still there. He still did his NEWTs and finished school and fell in love,” he shot a half-amused glance at James.
“He was still moving through his life, experiencing the big stuff. And I could look back and say, ‘Hey I did that too. I know how you feel. We’re equals in this now.’”
“But now he’s stuck,” Sirius’ voice cracked. “He'll never move forward. And eventually I'll walk so far ahead that I lose sight.
"There are so many things I’ll do that he just… won’t understand. I want to get married—or whatever the fuck kind of ceremony that's gonna be. I want to survive the war and gossip and have sleepy Sundays and argue over brands of milk and raise a kid. And the fact that he’ll… he’ll never…never know…about any of it...”
Sirius trailed off with a tortured look at James.
“I’m never gonna meet that him,” he continued morosely, looking down at his feet and taking a long pull from the bottle. "The man he could’ve been. Would’ve been, should’ve been.”
“And he'll never be older than seventeen.” He stood up, wobbling. "And we were already seventeen, James. We've already been there. And he didn't even get here."
“Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye,” Sirius slurred up at the too-empty sky. His face glistened with tears and his makeup was smeared in dark streaks underneath his eyes.
“I suppose I’m the fucking heir again.” He let out a dry, barking laugh, splashing firewhiskey as he thrust the bottle upwards in a mockery of a toast. "What a full fucking circle."
i saw someone relating this song to losing their younger sibling and it hit me so much harder. i feel like i'm constantly walking ahead of my siblings, looking back to make sure they're following. eventually they catch up to where i was and i get to see them go through the same major life events that i did. and each time they conquer a new thing, we have something more in common.
i'm 5 years older than my sister, and i spent most of middle and high school feeling so disconnected from her. now, we've gone through the same major life events and we can interact as young adults on an even footing. it's been beautiful and heartbreaking to watch her grow up, but it feels like we're finally peers.
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thatboisus · 3 months
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“english isn’t my first langua—“ say no more.
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industrations · 3 months
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Teeny tiny🤲
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soreddieforit · 4 months
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the bitches traumatized by saltburn would never survive the fics in my ao3 history
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not-rab · 5 months
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13-year-old Sirius: You know what, I think it's time we started swearing. When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'll swear first and then you.
12-year-old Regulus: Okay.
[downstairs]
Walburga: What do you want for breakfast?
Sirius: I'll have Cocoa Puffs, bitch.
Walburga: Go to your room!
Walburga, to Regulus: And what do you want?
Regulus: Dunno but it won't be fucking Cocoa Puffs.
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saddramaqueensworld · 4 months
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Think of the black cousins and their significant others being protective over Regulus because he is the youngest. Now think of James "can't hide his feelings" Potter began to show interest to Regulus. James thought he is hiding it well until he began being corned one by one by the black cousins and their significant others.
Years into the future James is still low-key afraid of Andromeda and Ted and no one knows why.
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starchaserfanatic · 6 months
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My Friends/Family: Hey can I see your phone? I need to look something up.
Me, closing like 80+ Ao3 Tabs as fast as I can:
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the-sun-is-also-a-star · 10 months
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me, reading my own incomplete writing : *gasp* and then what happened?
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mvnvgedmischief · 11 months
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new chap of unremarkable days just dropped!! from remus’s perspective!
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THE FUCKING TONE SHIFT
i am cackling so ferociously.
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reggieblackdiary · 1 month
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Growing up I always hoped I’d be as cheerful as James, as smart as Remus and as confident as Sirius.
I ended up with the mental health of Regulus Black.
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