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polish-nt-gifs · 1 month

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Szczesny's penalty save qualifies Poland for EURO.

#it had to be him again #goat #their happines making me cry #wojtek szczesny #wojciech szczesny #szczesny #polish nt #poland nt #my gifs #poland national team #polish national team #robert lewandowski #nicola zalewski

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koobiie · 2 months

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fanart for what may be my favorite fic of all time, Running Behind by @asidian! here's prompto enjoying all the foods from the fic beacuse he deserves it <3

#ffxv #prompto argentum #final fantasy xv #final fantasy 15 #im going to be wild in the tags here for a moment. this fic makes me CRRRRRRRAZZZZZZEYYYYYYYYYYYYY #like barking snarling yowling tearing up dirt with my hands taking bites out of the drywall #its like old at this point but every couple of years i remember it and im like well here i go again! and reread it in a several hour sprint #and then scream and cry nad throw up cause i love it soooo so much #seriously i recommend it so sohard . honestly even if you dont like ffxv #ultimate hurt comfort fic checks off all my boxes 11/10 explodeing #oh yes also the art is here. yea i got carried away drawing the foods jfkdslhglks #hi author if you read these tags im sorry for pinging you about your fic that came out like. 7 years ago #but ive been meaning to make fanart for it for sooooo long cause i love it and i finally got around to it lol #koob art #digital art #im going to be pissed if theres a food i forgot to include lmao #anyways yea i <3 prompo my scrinkly winkly crunkly doo he deserfes happines. im going to disappear into the sunset now

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partynthem · 2 years

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the last time am returned from hiatus i literally was over the moon w joy and could not have been more excited abt what was to come…. and now i’m just scared and dreading their return bc we have absolutely no idea what to expect and after everything that Happened TM i have lost my unconditional faith in them. really sucks and i ACHE to be proven wrong

#their first show of tbhc was the night before my hardest final in college and i miraculously didn’t fail #but i probably could’ve avoided my only C in college had i not spent the night before my final crying at grainy vids of them 😔#oh how the time flies #just can’t stop thinking abt everything that happened between then and now #and how far away i feel from the happinness this stupid band used to bring me #ughhh please prove me wrong you monos estupidos. i want them to make me look like a fool for being so negative #but in my gut i just know they won’t. and yet i still hope they do. like an idiot #txt

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married-to-google-translater · 2 months

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@112-darling

Request:

….

I have a request, Crack X Yandere tropes

Yuu just sighs dramatically while passing Malleus/Azul/Maaaybe Floyd like :

“Heavens above someone kidnap me and pamper me.”

and they freeze like, are you serious??? YOU WANT ME TOO?? AFTER MY CAREFUL PLANNING YOU JUST INVITE ANYONE??????

perhaps even jealousy if yuu says it to someone else like Idia and goes like “haha ya gotta kidnap me and make me stay inside n’ junk out with you man”

Even better if it’s Overseer/Player Yuu got isikaied into twst and just decided to have fun with it.

Yandere Azul Ashengrotto

Azul would surely cry.

He would be really happy.

Or jealous.

It depends on how you would have brought it up.

And Azul would surely have a contract ready for you already.

All you would have to do would be to sign.

So do it.

Please.

Azul would do almost anything.

He would have a good and productive business.

That would certainly be enough to take care of you.

But at the same time, Azul would be SLIGHTLY suspicious.

This would perhaps happen too easily.

At first, Azul would observe you.

So that he knows you're serious.

God have mercy on you if it was a joke.

If you were to use someone else's name as an example…

Azul take care of it :3

You didn't need worry bout it.

Floyd Leech

OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOH SHRIMPYYYYY.

This would be his first reaction.

Floyd would immediately rush to hug you.

His hug could be really tight.

And then his brain processes the rest of the sentence.

And he realized that he wasn't the person you mentioned when you were talking about this.

R.I.P Floyd happines.

You were his.

Floyd doesn't like it when you say other people's names.

Do you know what time it is?

It's time for violence.

YAAAAAY.

And the person whose name you used as an example will soon regret being born.

Hopefully Floyd would be in a better mood when he got back.

From now on, your days will be spent only with Floyd.

I hope this is what you wanted.

Because there is no right of appeal XD

Yandere Malleus Draconia

Malleus would stare at you.

He wouldn't say anything.

Just staring.

You could hear his brain rattling.

Malleus wouldn't be sure whether to be happy or jealous.

Happy with your "agreement" to his plans.

Because Malleus would take it as such.

Fae are good at twisting words.

Or jealous that you used Leona as an example of all possible people.

It would take time for him to say something.

Malleus wouldn't reveal his plans to you yet.

He has heard that humans like "romantic surprises".

You could go to sleep in your own bed…

But you'd wake up in his room.

Malleus would be confused if you were shocked.

This would be exactly what you wanted.

Now he would expect kisses and hugs.

Yes, this would be his idea of a normal relationship.

It would just be R.I.P your social relationships.

Hopefully that's a price you're willing to pay.

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pencap · 24 days

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my broken heart, i know that it is nothing short of a miracle that i can hold warmth into your bones when you wake shaking that i can kiss air into your lungs when you cannot breathe for screaming that i can curl a smile into your lips when you are worn from crying.

but my broken heart, i pray that somewhere in the vast unending stretch of worlds there is still a version of you that does not know the taste of gunmetal and still a version of me that does not know the sound of breaking bone and still a version of us that does not know the feeling of tragedy.

my broken heart, i hope in that world we taste happines that isn't tinged with iron and rust. in that world we speak legends that do not carry our names within them. in that world we blush pink with blood that isn't choked with ice chips and frost.

my broken heart, i promise even if in that world i do not get to hold you when you wake and i do not get to kiss you when you breathe and i do not get to make you smile when you cry

i would let you go, my broken heart so that you may be whole again.

- by sylvie (j.p.)

#spilled ink #poems on tumblr #poets on tumblr #writers on tumblr #writeblr #poetics #BACK IN MY DAY #when we used to make quote posts and have little tag lines for poems #this one was #'i'd pay in misery a thousand times over to buy you peace'#it did not fit in the revisions but i like it enough i wanted to mention it #this was harder to revise than i'd expected #gunmetal and ice chips these are familiar metaphors #pencap drafts

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killishin · 22 days

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GONE

pairing : gojo satoru x reader

category : heavy angst

warning : jjk spoiler , mentions of death

author's note : just a short drabble, not proofread , hope you like it :)

life can be very unpredictable.

it's like one moment you have everything, you hage your peace , you have your happines and then the next moment it's gone , as if it was never even there.

so you always kept him close to you , he was the only ray of happiness in your life , the only one who could make you smile in the darkest moments.

yeah he would pester you , annoy you , cling to you , but mostly those are the things that you loved. That's how he is. That's him and you love him. However he is.

However he was.

you remember how he used to tease the hell out of you during missions , interrupting and distracting you but even you knew , he was mostly there to keep you safe and sound.

cuddling for hours was his favourite thing to do, just basking in each other's warmth. he liked the most when you played with his hair , it helped him sleep. he would love it even more when he was in your arms , even though he wouldn't fit , he'd still feel the most comfortable there.

despite being busy most days to the point of not even sparing you a text , he would make sure to make it up to no matter what. he would try his best to make you smile , make you feel loved.

he was at times ignorant of your worries and insecurities. Your fear of losing him , in any way , haunted you. but when he'd see you cry and miserable over him he would take you in his arms , hug you so tight so as to help you know he's there , he'll always be there. he would kiss away those tears and look into your eyes with determination and assurance.

"i never intend on leaving you. you hear me? never."

but he did. he did leave.

all he left you with were his memories , the shattered future and broken promises.

He lied.

He left.

likes and reblogs are appreciated :)

#gojo x y/n #gojo satoru x you #gojo satoru x reader #gojo x reader #jjk gojo #gojo angst #jjk angst #jjk x reader #jjk x you #jjk x y/n #jjk fanfic #gojo satoru x y/n #gojo x you #gojo satoru angst

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forlorn-crows · 10 months

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Dew returning from Tour and has some soft and loving reunation (is that even a word? Its a word now.) sex with Aether.

I don't know why but I'm almost crying over happines from this thought.

listen, this could be softer, it could. but its dewther. and they're desperately horny for each other. so it goes as softly as it can. but it's all love, i promise.

crow once again demonstrating she doesn't know what the definition of a ficlet is...1.4k lmao

The scent of shampoo, cinnamon, and relief curls around Aether's nostrils as he hugs Dew tight to his chest. The little ghoul melts into him, breathing him in just as deeply. Smushing his cheek into his chest.

"Missed you, firefly," Aether mumbles into his hair, voice a little watery.

"So much," Dew replies. “So fucking much, Aethe.” The admission is only loud enough for the quintessence ghoul to hear. As always.

They pull away just far enough to look at each other, like really look at one another’s faces. There’s nothing different, of course. Simultaneously familiar and foreign.

“Hi,” Dew whispers, a smile tugging at the corners of his mouth.

“Hi,” Aether grins back. They reach for each other again at the same time, the fire ghoul extending his arms towards his neck while Aether scoops him up by the waist, lifting him off the ground. Dew gives him a chaste kiss before burying his face into his neck, clinging. He hides behind his curtain of hair, pressing his lips to the quintessence ghoul’s ear, daring to scrape a fang against it.

"Now get your dick inside of me before I tear off your pants in front of everyone,” he says, low and suggestive.

Aether huffs a laugh into his shoulder. "So, I shouldnt bend you over the stair railing and fuck you right here?"

Dews knees admittedly go a little weak at the suggestion. If it weren’t for Aether still holding him up, he’d surely have stumbled. “No. Don’t want any of them right now. Just want you.”

Aether hums against his skin. A playful growl bubbles up after that, right before he hikes Dew up, throwing him over his shoulder.

“I’ll be taking this one, ghouls and ghoulettes,” he calls over his shoulder. He doesn’t need to see Dew’s face to know he’s trying his hardest to scowl at the resounding laughter from the rest of them.

The pouting doesn’t stay long, not when Aether brings him to his room, pushing him against the door as soon as it’s closed and pulling him into a deep, open-mouthed kiss. Dew whines through his nose, desperately grabbing at the front of the quintessence ghoul’s shirt. Restraining himself from tearing it off with his claws. He can’t make his fingers work anyway, not with the way Aether threads his big hands through the hair at the nape of his neck, guiding his face however he wants as he licks into his mouth with a groan.

He’s not sure he’s ever been this hard in his infernal life.

“Need you,” Aether says simply. “Need you so fucking badly, Dewdrop.” The use of his full name sends a shiver down his spine, threatening once again to make his knees drop out from underneath him.

He whimpers, needy. “You too—fucking hell, get your clothes off.” Aether pulls away from him like he’s been burnt, shucking his shirt off with one hand and fumbling his waistband down with the other. Dew follows suit, yanking off his sweatshirt and tshirt at the same time, toeing off his shoes and nearly tripping over himself. Somehow, they hobble towards the bed without injury, clothes flying into the corner without care.

Aether bullies the fire ghoul onto the bed as soon as they’re both bare, pushing him down onto the sheets and engulfing him with his body. Dew groans with it, canting his hips upwards as their cocks slot together.

“Oh fuck—oh fuck,” Dew pants, nearly shaking as his hands grope at Aether’s back, his shoulders.

“Mmpf—can we—wait, can I just—” Aether pulls back, propping himself up on his hands, chest heaving. “Can I just—let me look at you for a second?” It’s pleading, said through a gasp. His eyes are searching his face, roaming every inch of Dew’s body.

The fire ghoul grips his arms. “Aethe, you just—”

“Please?” Their eyes meet, so much unsaid crossing between them in a fraction of a second.

Dew softens. “Yeah,” he breathes. “Yeah that’s—okay.” He smooths his hands down Aether’s arms, stopping just under his elbows. He looks up at his mate, searching his expression. It’s almost pained—fang poking out as he bites his lip, brow furrowed, nose scrunching, eyes shining—but underneath it is disbelief, reverence. Love.

“Fuck, Dew,” he sighs, a little bit of laughter bubbling up with it. “I can’t believe you’re here right now.”

The fire ghoul offers a small smile in return. “I’m here.” He rubs his thumbs back and forth across Aether’s skin, soothing. “Come down here?” The bigger ghoul obliges, slotting their bodies together once more. Dew sighs happily, tail thumping against the bed as he buries his face into Aether’s neck.

The quintessence ghoul places kisses into Dew’s shoulder, really pressing his nose into his skin. He works his way down to his collarbone, teasing a little tongue and fang. Dew drops his head back down to the bed, groaning bodily.

“Yes,” he breathes. He drops his hand into Aether’s hair, encouraging. He mouths at the hollow of his throat, nips along his sternum. “Fuck, Aether, yes.” The ghoul above him groans low before dragging his mouth over to a ringed nipple, sucking it into his mouth.

Dew howls, a wrecked feminine sound that goes through the break in his voice. The hand in Aether’s hair tightens to a fist, ripping a groan from him too. But he keeps sucking, swirling the metal around his tongue, working the bud until it hardens in his mouth.

“Satanas, you’re gonna kill me—please, Aethe—hn.” Dew’s cock kicks between them, no doubt already spurting precum onto his stomach.

“Could spend all night doing this,” he admits before latching onto the other nipple. Sucking harder on purpose, abusing the sensitive flesh.

“Please don’t,” Dew begs, twisting his other hand into the sheets. His cock kicks again, traitorously.

“Won’t,” he mutters. “Can feel how hard you are.”

“Want you,” the fire ghoul whines, bucking his hips into Aether. “Don’t make me wait.”

“No more waiting,” he agrees, running his hands down Dew’s torso. “Fuck, no more waiting,” he repeats, like he doesn’t believe himself. Dew guides his hand down between them, pulling his face back up with the other. Their lips seal together with a shared groan as Aether wraps his hand around them both, stroking from root to tip.

“Fuck,” Dew nearly sobs. “Satanas, Aether—”

“Yeah,” he breathes. “So good, Dew, fuck you feel so good.” His knuckles brush against the pool of precum under the fire ghoul’s naval, making him groan. He coats his fingers, smearing it over them both and stroking again.

Aether only gets in a few more strokes, a few more sloppy kisses before Dew’s pushing at him again with a whine. “Unholy shit, fuck me—please, need you inside me, s’ not enough.” The quintessence ghoul moves to press his fingers against Dew’s fluttering rim. Nearly ghosts them over the muscle before Dew’s gripping at his shoulder, claws digging into his skin.

“Don’t need it.”

“Dew—”

“Aether—”

“It’s gonna hurt if I don’t—”

“Aethe, for fucks sake.” He’s wild-eyed, desperate. Aether stares, fingers still hovering over his hole. Dew swallows. "You aren't gonna hurt me, Aethe.” He huffs out the tiniest laugh. “Please, I swear to Belial if you don’t get your dick inside of me—”

“Okay, okay.” He spreads Dew’s legs, settling more between them. He gives himself a stroke, long and luxurious, sighing. He indulges in a few pulls, smirking when he sees Dew ogling him with an open mouth. “You really want me that bad?”

“I’m gonna punch you.”

“Hm,” Aether hums, lining up the head to his—notably wet—hole. He groans. “Fuck, yeah, you want me bad, don’t you?” He grips Dew’s hip and dips inside before the other ghoul can get a chance to respond. It’s slick but it’s tight. “Oh Dew, that’s—”

“Uh huh,” Dew gasps, shaking with it. “Fucking all the way, all the—”

Aether thrusts down to the hilt, both gasping. Dew’s eyes flutter shut, mouth dropping open as his little chest heaves with breathy moans. Aether holds onto his hips like they might drift apart if he doesn’t.

And they sit there, unmoving, heavy exhalations and sounds of pleasure mingling in between each other. Aether sinks down slowly, melting back against his mate’s body, letting the smaller ghoul tuck himself into the space that feels designed just for him. He rests his forehead against Dew's, just reveling in the fact he's there, that they’re together again.

#we banged this out in a few hours lets gooooo #ask #venomised #ficlet #fanfic #the band ghost #the band ghost fanfic #aether/dew #dew/aether #dewdrop ghoul #aether ghoul #im very tired so i do my best for u #hope the dewther stans like #didnt end up in the direction i thought but like i said its dewther #this is soft for them after being away for so long #“reunited and it feels so gooood”

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zvdvdlvr · 1 year

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Hi I just saw ur post about the sh comfort, could you write a sh comfort fic, a outsiders one please, could you do Johnny hcs pleases and can you make the reader gn please

johnny seeing your SH scars ( thighs, wrists )

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒: 𝑝𝑎𝑠𝑡 𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 ℎ𝑎𝑟𝑚, 𝑠𝑐𝑎𝑟𝑠, 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡 𝑓𝑖𝑐

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆: 𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑐!𝑗𝑜ℎ𝑛𝑛𝑦 𝑐𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑥 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑𝑒𝑟

𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑 𝐏𝐑𝐎𝐍𝐎𝐔𝐍𝐒: 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑦/𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑚

{🧡}

looking back, johnny felt bad that he didn't push sooner

he only found out that one day at the Curtis's when you were in the bathroom and were pulling on a tank top to put a long sleeve shirt over that

johnny didnt knock, no one knocked.

when you jumped to face the intruder, johnny looked down to give you your modesty, put his eyes locked on the jagged lines criss crossing on your thighs

he looked up slowly, your paused movements giving him view to the faint scars on your wrist

swallowing, johnny turned on his heel and left, making sure to close the door when he left

he didn't avoid you; you were both dating and practically lived at the same house

however, he avoided the confrontation for fear of irritating you

you pulled him away from the group while darry and soda tossed the football around, two-bit occasionally jumping in to intercept the ball cleanly and take off in a sprint

"hey" you "hi :p" johnny

you asked him if he told anyone, and he gave you a questioning look

"my scars, johnnyboy. did you... tell anyone?"

he shrugs. "did you want me to?"

you almost cried tbh

you smile at him shyly. "do you want me to explain it? why aren't you asking me questions?" through your happines, there was confusion

the few people that had seen normally asked a lot of questions

but

you almost... wanted him to know

was it because you were dating? who knows!

"later? we can go pick up sodas and go hang out at the park?" johnny

you agreed, happy that he wasn't interrogating you, but not brushing you off

later, you both walked down to the park, drinks in hand

you explained (albeit shakily) why you made yourself bleed., and johnny listened

at some point, he shifted his coke to his other hand so he could link pinkies with you bc you sounded sad </////3333333

screaming and crying i need a johnny

after that night, johnny glances at you with A Look ™️, questioning if you had Done Anything

you shook your head; he was helping you forget that habit and

if you were still self harming (cutting), johnny would always clean your cuts and bandage them up without saying anything

your own battles are always the worst

and he knows that

but a whispered "i'm here" from him always makes you tear up

your beyond disappointed at yourself for possibly disappointing johnny and feeling upset that he would waste his time with you

HOWEVER

he absolutely DOES NOT think that :')

he's secretly in love with you!

anyhow,

if/when you finally stop turning to that to take out your emotions, (when ur snuggling or in private) johnny rubs his thumbs over your scars

one time, he whispered "you're so strong"

you were asleep (or were you?😏) so you didnt answer

if you decided to wear a short sleeve or let your scars show, johnny would never leave your side: he gets a lot of looks because of the marred skin on his face

darry sat you down, though, as the mother that he is

it was a simple "you don't need to do that anymore, we're always here for you, you're part of the gang" speech

it was touching, but funny

dally had to be held back whenever someone pointed or laughed or made a comment about your wrists

most likely by two, darry, and soda

mans strong when infuriated

mans hot af

WHOA WHO SAID THAT

if you do the shmexy time when ur older,

ABSOLUTE SWEETHEART.

kisses your scars, takes time to trace them with a light fingertip

he's so proud of how far you've come <3

sobbing i love him

if you were comfortable with it obviously,

if you had a pattern like # that, two would probably play tic tac toe with you i dont make the rules i dont wanna offend anyone

you were startled at first at how he looked up at you, holding the marker out to you

but now it your thing

johnny laughs whenever you beat two (which is always 50/50)

will edit later,

sorry if this is bad <3

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mellpoint · 10 days

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Living Moments: 3-Addict

Yes I'm an addict. I'm slightly ashamed. But can you blame me? After all, aren't we all addicted to something?

You see, I'm not an addict in the traditional way. Not in any form of typical at least. I don't crave drugs or their way of making the world seem hazy. I don't drink to forget the struggles of every day. I'm not sex driven and need constant pleasures. Yet... I do admit. I am an addict.

Right... Sounds funny doesn't it? But let me explain, you see...

I'm addicted to the silence in the early hours of the morning. The time before birds wake up and cars are heard in the distance.

I'm addicted to the way the sun softly creeps through the cracks of my window shades and kisses me good morning.

I'm addicted to the smile on his face and the way his laugh can brighten up any room.

I'm adddicted to the quiet company of someone next to me, yet never once interacting with me.

I am addicted to the way his hugs make me feel safe and at home.

Yeah... I know. I'm making a bigger deal than what it seems, but just as addicted to all these good things, I'm also addicted to some bad ones.

You see,

I'm addicted to the way I can live in pure happines within the stockade of my mind. Because where else can I live a perfect little li(f)e?

Addicted to the way I love to get hurt and hurt myself. Because having high expectations is highly overrated.

I'm so freaking addicted to crying myself to sleep until I feel nothing but numbness.

I am addicted to letting myself down before others do.

Fuck... I am addicted to the euphoria I get when I put myself so low, you would think I'm 6 feet under.

I'm so blissfully addicted to making sure everyone and everything comes before me, even if it is at my own expense.

ha... how sad...

Yeah... I'm an addict. But I simply cannot find a way to fight against it. And when I try, addiction always wins.

Yeah... They always win..

-M

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I feel like I'm putting a spotlight on myself for this, but I cant lie to myself anymore. I wouldn't say I'm proud, because who would be after admiting they're an addict?

But... I'm not as ashamed anymore, I guess.

And like I said, we are all addicted to something.

Question is...

To you fight it, or let it win?

-M

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jewbeloved · 1 year

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Heya there! I wanted to request how would Stan, Kenny, Kyle, Craig and Clyde (sepparetly) react to finding out their mom friend (Who happens to be 2 years older than them and who always listens to them of they have to vent, cares about them, comforts them and tries to help them with their problems) has depresion and tries to commit suicide, catching her in the act, and then she just cries her eyes out trying to explain that she is "screwed" up and that she "doesnt deserves happines unlike him"

Stan, Kenny, Kyle, Craig, and Clyde with a suicidal mother like s/o❤️‍🩹💔💔😣😣

I'm a little on writer's block when it comes to $elf harm and suicidal moments, so I hope this still comes out enjoyable.

Warnings: $elf harm, angst, hurt/comfort

Gender: Female

💙 Stan Marsh 💤

You were such a great friend to Stan and his friends to the point they could trust you with almost anything.

But lately you've been acting quite strange, and Stan was worried about you.

He wondered if you needed space for a while so he gave you it, but then he could no longer ignore you when he hasn't seen you in a week.

He immediately made his way over to your house to go check on you only to find you in the act of trying to h@ng yourself with you standing on the chair.

You and Stan froze for a sec looking at each in shock before he immediately ran to stop you from killing yourself.

He then asks why would you try to do that, only for him to get an answer with cries flowing from your eyes.

"I can't take it anymore.....you and the others deserve more happiness than me..." You tried to get up and continue to h@ng yourself but Stan grabbed you by the waist and pulled you in for a hug.

"Don't say that (Name)....you equally also deserve happiness as much as us...If you die then.....then....then...!" Stan immediately cried out pulling you closer to him. He couldn't finish his sentence as he was still crying while clinging to you.

"You've....always been there for us so it's our turn to be there for you, especially me...."

Ever since that day, you never tried to kill yourself again...💙💙💙💙💙💙

💚 Kyle Broflovski 🎄

It wasn't hard for Kyle to tell that something was wrong with you.

You weren't your usual happy outgoing excited self anymore, you barely even talked to Kyle and his friends.

When he came to check on you, you weren't in your room. But he found your diary laying out on the floor in the middle of the rug.

He put your diary back where it was, but had a second thought of reading it.

Kyle knows that he shouldn't be reading someone else's diary because he would be violating their personal life and secrets.

But he really was worried about you and wanted to find out what has gotten into you lately so he opened your diary and skim through the pages until this one page caught his attention.

The page was filled with you talking badly about yourself, how you didn't deserve happiness whatsoever and that Kyle would be much happier without you in his life.

There was also a little picture of you planning on killing yourself by jumping into the water at stark's pond park.

Kyle immediately closed the diary and headed straight for the park.

And just as he expected, there you were, caught red-handed in the act of trying to jump into the water and drown yourself.

Kyle pulled you away from the edge before you could have a chance of falling in.

You opened your mouth to try and say something but Kyle cut you off as if he knows what you're about to say.

He pulled you into a hug as you stood there shocked for a sec before bursting into tears as you hugged Kyle back.

"It's okay (Name)...I'm here now..." 💚💚💚💚

🧡 Kenny Mccormick 🥪

Instead of hiding it directly, you came to Kenny about it and here's how he reacts.

He would be very concerned and worried about you! Somebody like you that doesn't deserve happiness? You have no business to be telling yourself those lies! Of course you do deserve happiness.

And Kenny is going to make sure you get that particular happiness, just like when you gave it to him when you first came into his life.

When he first saw you hurting yourself with a razor in your hand, he immediately panicked and had no idea what to do afterwards!

Why would you cut up your skin like that??? He searched through the cabinets to find your medkit to heal the wounds you made on your skin.

From then on he would pay close attention to you to make sure you're feeling alright and not sad or gloomy. He's gonna do everything in his power to make you happy again.

He cares about you and that will never change, he doesn't give 2 shits if anyone says otherwise🧡🧡

💙 Craig Tucker 🏎️

Craig always feel very awkward when it comes to comforting somebody, but he always tries his best to do so and his comforting always succeeds everytime.

He will step up his game when he finds you in the act of trying to kill yourself when tears are falling into the floor near your shoes.

He's gonna drop his usual blank expression off to show you how really worried he is for you, but you can read Craig like a book, you didn't need for him to change his expression to show you what he wants or how he's feeling.

If you're taller than him, he doesn't care. He will hug you tight in his embrace while reassuring you that everything is going to be okay.

If you want to watch Red racer with him to make you feel better, he will instantly go and put it on so you both can watch it together.

Similar to Kenny, he isn't leaving your side until you're feeling happy again or at least you're not shedding a hint of sadness or any sort.

He ain't gonna let you sit there and say you don't deserve happiness because he's gonna cut you off before you could finish that lying sentence. You DO deserve happiness in his eyes, everyone else can go screw themselves.💙💙💙💛💛💛

❤️ Clyde Donovan 😭

Poor baby has no idea what to do or say when he catches you crying while harming yourself, he's scared and confused.

He would probably approach you slowly without triggering you or anything at all.

Definitely would ask his friends on how he's supposed to comfort you afterwards because he doesn't know how to.

He may not be good at comforting, but that isn't gonna stop him from telling you how you equally deserve happiness like everyone else.

He never even thought you would ever have that idea of telling yourself that when you always look so happy and full of life when he first met you.

And now he's seeing his s/o being sad, gloomy and telling themselves that they don't deserve happiness. He honestly wouldn't mind kicking the ass of somebody who broke you down to this way If they ever did.

He would be extra clingy towards you, hopefully you wouldn't mind him always checking up on you every single minute because to him, it sounds like you really need more comforting than anybody else at the moment. ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

2023 is almost here....Hope it won't be as shitty as this year.

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meow-and-ink-demon · 5 months

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A FUN ART GAME - DECEMBER WITH MEOW

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This Christmass you will spend with your cat-friend: Meow!!

More info under pictures:

Why posting it so early?

So you can get ready!! You can even start doing the drawings now, just post them in December!! ^^

Do I have to use only your OC's?

NO!! This is not 60 days with Meow!! Make YOUR OCs interact with MINE

Do I have to draw?

Well, I wish you can draw all, but I understand all of us are busy. So if you didn't have time, don't worry - you can write it. Like:

Day 12

Meow and Bendy and [your oc] decided they can't wait anymore and start to bake the cookies... (here add what your imagination tell you)

Do I have to do all days?

Absolutely NOT!! If you do at least one - I will be crying of happines!!

I don't know all your OCs

Don't worry!! Check this blogs and write #Oc or #[here my OCs name]

@meow-artist-cat

@bendyandinkblog

You can also message me and ask me anything you need!!

Do I have to colour?

No!! I acctep black and white arts!!

What if I do all 24 days?

You get a fanart!!

You get it even for making one day ^^

Also: Add the tag #December with Meow!! Or tag me!! ^w^

If you need more info - message me!!

Have fun >w<

#December with Meow #New contest!#Will anyone join???#Let's see!!

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sstargrllll · 6 months

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My happines was lookin at ur smile, now I see the pictures of u and ur smile makes me cry.

#aesthetic #positivity #quotes #inspiring quotes #poetry #quoteoftheday #relationship #art #artwork #life quote

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thedarksideofthesuns · 1 year

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going through a breakup after a long term relationship when you have bpd and they were your favourite person and they were the textbook, ideal perfect favourite person, that NEVER ignored you, ALWAYS wanted to be with you, complimented you, told you they love you, was everything you could ever want and need and then ABANDON YOU, SHATTERING THAT.

i get panic attacks a lot from it. it’s like every time i sleep or distract myself or study or do something and forget about it, the moment i remember he’s gone I immediately panic and feel like throwing up and crying. it’s been almost two weeks.

all the feelings i feel right now are so horrible. where do i start? feeling unlovable and unbearable, feeling like he never cared and like nobody ever will. because if he couldn’t, who can? feeling alone alone alone and abandoned. feeling like it’s all my fault even though he said it wasn’t but there MUST HAVE BEEN SOMETHING I COULD HAVE DONE. there must have been something! feeling like nothing matters because he was my everything. he shouldn’t have been but i guess that’s how favourite person dynamics work. so he was. and i envisoned a beautiful future with him. i was excited to be alive, happy i was hopeful, I FELT NORMAL FOR ONCE IN MY FUCKING LIFE HE MADE ME FEEL NORMAL HE MADE ME FEEL LIKE THERE WASNT SOMETHING HORRIBLY WRONG WITH ME. and now that feeling of safety is gone. he made me feel safe, he really did, like he would be there no matter what. I felt like i’d have him, always and he would see me through it all. That made me feel so fucking safe and loved and cared for and wonderful. Now that’s all gone. I feel panic. I don’t feel safe. He made me feel like I was always beautiful even if i didnt feel beautiful i knew he thought I was. My favourite places he touched me were the parts of my body I was most insecure about cause he made me love them all when he touched me there. I didn;t feel the need to try and be beautiful because he thought I was goergous whether I looked like shit or whether I was glammed the fuck up. He called me his gorgeous girl, always no matter what. That’s gone. I am back to seeing myself through this objective manner, “who am I to society? I’m just a woman and if i don;t objectively fit there beauty standards I mean nothing”. I am back at being me, just me. And I was so used to being me, the most loved person on earth, or so I felt like. And now I am just alone. nobody to make me feel like my feelings truly matter. i am crying and he will never know. and he doesnt care. he decided to become just a stranger. i feel like everything is shattered and ripped apart from me. I feel like I was clothed and now i am naked, like I was warm and now all my blanked have been ripped away. I was full and now I am hungry. And i thought my happines was worth it, because he truly cared for it. and now it’s not ours. it’s only mine. And all I have ever wanted to do in my life is share it. I can’t bear this pain. I truly cannot.

if anybody else is feeling this way please reach out. i need to know im not fucking crazy

#bpd #borderline personality disorder #favourite person #favorite person #fp #bpd vent #breakup #breakup bpd #bpd breakup #borderline thoughts #bpd advice

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lovingmny · 10 months

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i’m gone. - lee felix

pairing : felix x reader

genre : angst

warnings : swearing, crying, arguing, breaking up, idk

summary : you and your beloved boyfriend were always in good terms, but one night, it all took a huge turn to the wrong side.

wordcount : 743

a/n : this is my first angst!! hope you enjoy<33 might have some mistakes since english is not my first and favourite language !! also i’m a fast typer so might include some accident typos, anyways hope you enjoy<3

m.list

You were excitedly getting ready for your date night with your boyfriend that was planned a few weeks ago. You just did you makeup and now was moving onto attacking your closet, until you heard you phone buzz.

“love i am so sorry, i have to cancel the date, i have an unexpected schedule. i swear i’ll come to the next date💕”

You were devastated, on the verge of a breakdown. This was the 10th time this has happened. It felt like, he didn’t love you anymore. You fell to your knees and started sobbing as thoughts filled your mind.

“what if he doesn’t love me? what if he’s seeing someone else? and that’s why he’s making excuses.”

Those kind of thoughts filled your mind to the brim. You were crying, sobbing, sniffing whatever you’d call it. Your crying was later interrupted by another notification on your phone.

You quickly got up and opened your phone. You were relieved to read the message you were sent.

“i’m coming home a bit later today, maybe at night but i don’t have time to attend the date, love you”

You were relived. Even though he said he isn’t going to attend the date, your still happy he’s atleast coming home and not hanging out with other girls.

The relationship between you guys was always close. Both of you guys loved skinship, and were very clingy after all. You found a lot of same habits and traits you both seemed to have. Even what you both eat.

When you met Felix, it was an instant click. You hung out all the time, talked about each other all the time, basically involved the other in anything. In college you decided you wanted to go from besties to lovers, but weren’t sure if Felix was feeling the same.

You later on built the courage and confessed to him one thursday evening. The whole day was full of emotions ranging from sadness to overwhelming happines. After that you guys were inseparable.

But what you didn’t know was what would happen this night. Something horrible. Something that you will remember for the wrong reasons. That you guys were finally separated.

You heard the door open as you were sitting on the couch eating chips. You sprinted to the door and greeted Felix with a warming hug.

“well hi” felix said while hugging you back.

“i was thinking we could watch a movie and cuddle after? how does that sound?” you excitedly ask while smiling.

“bae i’m sorry but i’m really tired. maybe some other night?” he groaned.

“you almost never have time for me! i don’t know if i can do it. i never can spend anytime with you alone, privately! whether it’s you hanging with the boys or you always have an excuse!! i’m never an option.” you complain, not noticing that you are raising your voice.

you see Felix’s eyes starting to get watery and his freckles are getting drowned in his tears.

You only now realised what you said and tried to hypothetically apologise, but nothing helped. You felt too bad, you really fucked it up now.

“no it’s fine, i’m just trying to focus on studying, i’m sorry. i’ll try to find you more time, love, i really am sorry.” he blurted out, which only made you realise that now you cheeks were getting stained in you tears too.

“no no no no bae it’s okay, i’m the one to blame, i fucked up, i said hurtful things, it’s my fault, my reason to apologise.” you said, tears staining you grey t-shirt.

“whatever, i can go if you want, you said you couldn’t do it anymore” he said. you froze for a second there, to fully understand his words. did you really say you couldn’t do this? shit, you did. you knew he wasn’t coming back either, so you tried to stop him from going, but were unsuccessful.

There he went. he just ran out door to the dorms. you completely lost it when the door closed. you fell to your knees and started screaming his name while sobbing uncontrollably.

It had now been a few days since you and Felix broke up, and you had noticed he was constantly avoiding you, you were hurt by it, but it was understandable. You hurt him, and he’s allowed to be hurt.

Every night you always found yourself curled up into a ball in your bed sniffling onto Felix’s hoodie, which had his scent to it. It was the closest thing you had to him. You were really not okay.

But you can’t do anything but just wait for him.

idk yall tell me how this went!!🥹 i just made something and i hope y’all enjoyed <3

#kpop imagines #skz imagines #skz angst #felix #felix skz #felix angst #i love yall

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lovestay3 · 2 years

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New Experinces

->Pairing: Changbin x f!reader ->WC: 0.6k ->W: smut, thigh riding, vouyerism, unprotected sex(don't do this), dirty talk, pet names -> Summary: When you and your boyfriend are down for trying new things. A/N: well, I think this will be my first serie here, I hope you all like it <3

Chan's part

"I love you so much" those words, which are often filled with love were different this time, they were full of lust and desire. "I love how you ride my thigh"

And he wasn't lying, he loved how whiny and wet you you were. His jeans wet and tight highlighting his legs and the growing bulge between them. He never thought that you wanted this, not until you told him that you loved how strong his legs were how desperate you were to ride them.

So in lazy night he thought about you, you and your wish.

He thoughts it wouldn't work but it did, his attempts to turn you on worked, he knew you can't resist his muscles and bare body specially after taking a shower. So now you are here, moving forward and backwars on his thigh. Your clit making friction with his leg, you heard thrown back and small moans leaving your mouth.

While changbin is watching you with lust. He added this new part of you and he will make sure to let it out more often. "Baby, you are doing so well, I want you to come for me" it was a rule between you both, one that you never dared to break.

His hand was on you hip guiding you faster while the other was making circles on your clit making your climax closer. You could feel something in you low belly, you needed to cum, you wanted to cum on his thigh.

"Changbin" your voice cracked a little thanks to your moans but they were replaced by his name, you screaming his name was music for him. Knowing that he was the one who was making you feel good and letting anyone who was near know that he was making you feel good.

He was the reason that you wanted to cum so bad. "Cum" and with just one word you cum. The bed, his length, his fingers and your inner thighs were wet because of you, because of you juices. "You are so good for me baby, do fucking good" his compliments always had the same effect on you, they gave you happines. But his compliments during sex were completely different. The made you want more.

You grabbed him by his neck and check and kissed him roughly, his hands landed on you but check slapping it. While yours were going down to his crotch. His hard remember was sensitive. With a little touch he let out a breathy moan.

You pulled down his underwear and took his member with both hands, while making eye contact you moved you hands up and down slowly. His precum making it easily to move, "think twice before teasing" he told you with a ragged breath, he was enjoying it but he can't tolerate when you tease him.

He was right, if you tease him, it will be a long night. He will make you cum again and again, overstimulating you 'till the point you cry. And you didn't want that, you wanted him, and his dick. You wanted to be fucked by him and be filled up by his cum.

You opened your legs (a little bit) wider and rubbed his top with your cunt. Breathy moans left you both, but it wasn't what you wanted. Slowly you his cock was going inside you. Even after all the time he has fucked you, you were still so thight.

His hands were still in your butt. He couldn't contain himself and started pounding into you. His thrusts were fast, he wanted to cum as much as you, he wanted to fill you up.

A loud groan filled the room and you cunt was filled with his cum. Sweat running down your bodies. "We need to do this more often baby" he said and grabbed you by you legs and headed to the shower

#changbin #changbin smut #changbin x reader #skz smut #stray kids smut #seo changbin #changbin oneshot #chagbin imagine

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piracytheorist · 1 year

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I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT SHADOWS OF ROSE SO BAD AGHHHHHH

Can we just talk about the amazing use of contrast when it comes to Michael's written words in the dlc??? Everything is so dark and distorted, meanwhile with Michael's words you feel the warmth despite the lack of a voice.

It helps too that they use golden yellow! A warm color, a color that represents happines, optimism, and friendship. The light that guides Rose to her journey to the crystal.

They really could've went and made Ethan a cool, badass, still sane mold monster but they didn't, they made him something that literally look like it came from the heavens. He really is an angel sent from heaven 🥺

Also I'm glad they didn't fully make Mia bad here, though there was the weird plot hole where she didn't tell Rose anything about Ethan... And from what me and my friends discussed it appears Rose has gone into a boarding school, resulting in less time to visit Mia. Probably why she mentions "I haven't seen Mom in ages."

Its super cool Rose is hella smart, though it ended up kinda kickstarting the bullying for her :( they're just jelly she's tons smarter and cooler than they'll ever hope to be.

The whole Winters home sequence wa soooo fluffy and cute it just made me giddy inside!!! :3 and when Ethan says "You have me." when Eveline screams that Rose is no more than a freak who has no friends made me break UGHH

And as usual, Ethan puts other before himself even willing to fight Miranda and possibly suffer a lot. But it wouldn't matter as long as his daughter was safe.

And what does Rose do? She sacrifices the only chance she has to be normal, all just to save her dad. Like he did for her back then!!!!

This DLC dude, i swear.... It really made my heart soar...

That's a good reaction pic for this DLC. Just looking at the void screaming inside.

Ethan's words were like a soft light guiding and supporting Rose through the dark and creepy nightmare. It's not just what he said, but the way his words were shown was so on point. I was so excited to see what he'd say and at the same time felt relief every time he appeared, cause after all the creepy and intense stuff, he provided Rose with support and a moment to breathe.

I feel it's once again them not caring about making Ethan a macho badass. He's just a dude and he cares so much for his daughter, prioritizing her over anything else. And his appearance with soft, glowing words really accentuates that. He's just a soft dad 🥺🥺 and really, it's what Rose needed in that case. It helps build up their relationship up to the end where they hug and say they love each other. It wouldn't work as well, it wouldn't hit as hard, if for most of the game it was just a cool badass portrayal of Ethan who at the end suddenly shows a caring, soft side. I mean, I'm not implying anything about real life; but since this is a fictional story, it worked so well to have "Michael" guide Rose and help her while being portrayed as calm and reassuring, for us to invest and be touched by their final scene. I mean dude they really went for the feels and they wanted us to cry even harder than we cried at the end of the main game.

The boarding school idea is kinda good, although I wonder how and why they decided to send her away. They had seen how Eveline ended up when she felt that she didn't have a family to love her; why did they repeat that mistake with Rose? And yeah I'm wondering too why Mia didn't tell her anything about Ethan. Maybe Rose was too young to remember when Chris took her? But still like, there should be something, idk. And if they do leave it there and don't explore the Winterses' story in any future games, then the reason Rose didn't learn anything about Ethan will stay a plot hole.

Oh I feel that about her being bullied. I was bullied a lot at school too, and it always comes from kids that have something going on with their lives and just take it out on an easy victim. Though that kinda goes to show that Rose had received enough care by that point that she didn't turn full-on Eveline and never burst out using her powers to hurt other people. Or like, you know Stephen King's Carrie? That second doll puzzle where they prepare to throw something on the Rose doll from a bucket could have easily ended up in Rose losing it and killing them on the spot. And now I'm thinking, when K in the beginning cutscene tells her "You're not a freak!" or whatever, it feels like it's the first time Rose hears something like that. And it would make sense, considering it's a fake, only Miranda manipulating her. Geez Rose really doesn't have anyone to support her through this huh. Once again, Chris wants her to join his operation, but god forbid he supports her emotionally and helps her accept that she's not a monster.

No, only Ethan is there for her, and he's not even THERE. That "You have me" breaks me too, I'm going through Maxylobes' first time playthrough and seeing it again makes me wanna scream. My sweet Ethan! He really doesn't care if Rose has her powers or not, he only wants her to be happy in whatever way she wants to be. And he invests in it. Rose wants to remove her powers and is stubborn about it? Imma help my daughter out! Rose accepts her powers back in order to defeat Miranda and have a moment with me? I'm so very proud of my baby T_T

And yeah when Rose breaks the crystal, it's like she's at once and full-force reciprocating her dad's devotion. Like, it means a lot to me that in the main game, Ethan could have left the village at any given moment, yet he stayed and fought in order to save his daughter, even dragged himself back TO LIFE to complete that. And again, Rose has the chance to get out of the megamycete consciousness at any given moment, but she's determined to get rid of her powers… and it's a case of "the real treasure was the friends we made along the way" because she realizes that what she really wanted was not to get rid of her powers, but to embrace and accept them, and feel LOVED with OR without them. And Ethan's guidance, and support, and protection, and LOVE throughout the whole nightmare she was going through, no matter whether she got rid of her powers or kept them, is what helped her do exactly that. She didn't want to feel "normal"; she wanted to feel loved. Her classmates hated her for her powers; Chris seemed to only value her FOR her powers. And instead, Ethan shows her unconditional love, that powers or not, he loves her to death, literally.

Bruh I'm… I'm… I need a moment. I had so many reservations about this DLC but GOD did it give me so much more than I could ever have expected.

#don't get me wrong there's still a lot I'd like answered #but what we got was huge by itself <3 #Ethan Winters #Rosemary Winters #Resident Evil #re meta #Shadows of Rose #shadows of rose spoilers #resident evil spoilers #mushroomwithsomeink #ask and ye shall receive

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