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onceuponastory · 7 months

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defiance - the winter soldier

Plot: The Winter Soldier tries to defy his handlers. Warnings: The Winter Soldier/Bucky being mind wiped, abused, tortured, drugged and having his identity stripped from him. Also has mentions of violence, pain, blood and injury/bruises. Nothing too graphic, but even so. Also Alexander Pierce and HYDRA, because they're warnings all on their own. Please use your own discretion. But as always, if I miss any triggers, please let me know. Notes: This is for @whumptober Day 11: "All The Lights Going Dark and My Hope's Destroyed." I also combined it with the bonus prompt captivity. Someone PLEASE give Bucky a break.

Not beta'd, so any mistakes are my own.

It’s cold. That’s the first thing he thinks, even as they force him back in the chair, the metal chain clamping around his ankles… it's too cold in here, much colder than it usually is. Goosebumps run up his arm, the hairs sticking up. The Winter Soldier watches, slightly intrigued by the sensation. His body feels so new, so different. He practically discovers new things about it every day. Despite having his metal arm for as long as he can remember, he still struggles to get used to it.

Sometimes though, he sees a flash of a memory through his mind. One of a happy and much younger version of himself. But when he tries to recall the rest, there’s only empty space, static where there should be words, voices, people. He glances around the room, watching as the agents continue on with their routine. The man with the clipboard is back, chatting with another agent. The Winter Soldier doesn’t know their names. He doesn't know his own name, or if he even had a name. He’s just The Winter Soldier. Despite being HYDRA’s best weapon, and their pride and joy… he’s still not important enough to know anyone’s name.

“Why is that? How is that fair?” He thinks, the sudden words making his brow furrow. He’s not supposed to challenge them, or dare question their work. The same work that saved him from certain death at the hands of the enemy and made him into HYDRA's prized weapon. He’s stronger and quicker than ever, an extremely skilled marksman who also excels at hand to hand combat. And all because HYDRA saved him and took him under their wing.

Or at least, that’s what they told him happened.

“Bucky! No!” a voice shouts in his mind, so loud it's as if the person is right there with him, and he flinches.

“Who is Bucky? Why is that name so-”

But as he tries to pinpoint who the voice belongs to, or when those words were said... all he finds is empty space.

Suddenly, the man with the clipboard is standing right beside him, his unexpected arrival making him jump. He adjusts his glasses, checking the Winter Soldier’s vitals before the procedure. The same procedure he’s gone through countless other times before. The burn marks on his temples throb in anticipation, a harsh reminder of what’s coming. And he braces himself, ready for the pain.

He fucking hates this procedure.

“So why do you let them do it to you?” The question throws him, and he frowns, brows drawn together in confusion. He’s right. Why does he sit back and let them treat him like this? They keep telling him how grateful to him they are, and how useful his work is to them… but that doesn’t excuse the pain they unleash on him. Surely there's another, better way to do this.

So, when the man with the clipboard comes back for his final check, the Winter Soldier speaks. “No.” His voice is so quiet the man doesn’t hear him, and he frowns.

“Excuse me?”

“No.” He repeats, this time more forcefully. “I don’t want the procedure.”

In response, the man gasps, his face paling. He rifles through his notes, unsure of how to react. After all, their prized soldier has never defied an order before. They trained him to be compliant. To do what they say and not fight back. It’s what he does every time.

But this time, he doesn’t want to. It feels wrong. He doesn’t want to just grit his teeth and survive like he’s used to doing. To wake up each day to new bruises and wounds on his body, ones he can’t remember getting, and just accept them as part of the job, because HYDRA said so. He wants to live and find things out for himself. On his own terms.

So when the man leans in again with a syringe, the Winter Soldier grabs his arm, wrenching it away from him. The man cries out in pain, and others rush up to them, trying to hold the Winter Soldier down. Yet, he keeps fighting, pushing against the men with all his might, showing the full range of strength HYDRA gave to him. After all, they trained him to use it on his enemies, and anyone who would hurt him.

They just never expected him to use it against them.

The fight continues, a bloody blur of fists and pain. And for a while, it seems like the Winter Soldier has the upper hand. Until a door opens and an all too familiar voice speaks. One that strikes fear into the Winter Soldier’s heart.

“What is going on here?” The question stuns the Winter Soldier for a moment, and the agents take the opportunity to grab him, pulling him back into the chair and locking the restraints around his arms. He lashes out, trying to wrench his arm free, but he’s pinned down too tightly.

Must get out.

Must fight back.

He pulls with all his might, straining and pushing his metal arm to the limit. The second he gets out of here, they’re going to pay. A grinding noise fills the air, the sound of metal against metal. Nothing budges. but he keeps going, refusing to let them win. Another agent approaches. "No." He repeats, hissing and growling at them like some sort of caged animal. He contorts his body, twisting and turning as he tries with all his might to get away from them. Unfortunately though, he's tied down too tightly, limiting his movements. Something stabs him in his human arm, and he turns just in time to see a syringe being pulled out. A man steps forward.

“Mister Pierce, sir….” An agent tries to explain, but Pierce shakes his head, a disapproving look on his face.

“Shut up. This shouldn’t have happened again.” He hisses, his voice just loud enough for the soldier to pick up.

“Again? But I’ve never disobeyed orders before… What does he mean, ‘again’? Have I done this before? Why don’t I remember it? What happened to me?”

Pierce steps forward, keeping a steely gaze fixed on the soldier. “What happened?” He asks, bending down so he’s eye level with him now. Yet it still feels like he’s talking to him like he’s a child.

“I didn’t want the procedure.” He murmurs. He hates how quiet and guilty his voice sounds then, like he’s already ashamed for what he’s done. When he should be burning this place to the ground for all they’ve done to him.

“I’m sorry?” Pierce frowns. “You… didn’t want the procedure?” He repeats. “But that procedure helps you do all our great work. It helped you shape the century!” He chuckles, as if he can’t believe why he would ever turn down the chance to make a difference in the world. Those words used to make him feel incredibly guilty, make him stop fighting and do what they asked. But now, they’re not enough.

“It hurts. I don’t want it to hurt.” Pierce rolls his eyes, making the Winter Soldier even angrier. How dare he mock his pain? He grunts under his restraints, trying to wrench his metal arm free. But he can start to feel the effects of whatever they injected him with now... his mind is hazy, and his vision is starting to blur a little. It must be some kind of sedative. He groans, his body feeling like it weighs a hundred pounds.

And he stops fighting.

“Good try by the way, but our restraints are strong enough to withstand you.” Pierce grins.

"Bucky!" The voice speaks again. He still can't register who it is, or who this Bucky even is. His wary gaze is fixed on Pierce, who just keeps staring at him with those beady little eyes. Honestly, he just wants to rip them out of his skull. And then, the horrible realisation that he’s going to be stuck here forever slowly sinks in, seeping through his entire body.

“Please….” He speaks, his voice strained. Tears spring at his eyes, despite his furious attempts to prevent them from seeing his pain. Because then they’ll know they’ve won. “I just don’t want it to hurt anymore.” He murmurs. Pierce steps forward, and for a moment the soldier thinks he might have a chance here. Maybe his attempts have broken through his hard exterior?

The slap that hits him soon erases all thought of that. His cheek burns and stings with the pain, and for a moment a dull buzzing fills his ears. He blinks, gasping. They’ve struck him before. He knows this. But it’s never been with such force, such ferocity… or been left so stunned afterwards.

“Don’t ever disobey me again.” Pierce warns, his voice low and threatening. “Wipe him and start over.” He huffs, walking out of the room. Something burns deep inside the Winter Soldier’s gut, willing him to keep going, to fight back, and tell them that if they ever touch him again, he’s going to make them pay.

But the ferocity of his slap stuns him into silence, and the sedative flowing through his system is preventing him for doing much else. And before he can even react, he’s being strapped in even tighter, and the familiar hum of the machine sounds, reverberating throughout his body. And he’s trapped once more.

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finelinebarnesx · 2 years

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Bucky Barnes || The new Avenger

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Pairing: Bucky x Fem!reader

Summary: As the newest avenger was set out on a mission to Vision out in Wakanda Y/N can’t help but to fall in love with the 100 year old super soldier.

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The jet ride to Wakanda was long, everyone was tired and not up for another trip after being on the run for two years.

Sam and I were sat down as I rested my head on his shoulder slowly falling asleep.

Wanda was sat with vision as he groaned in pain and complaining how he wouldn’t be able to phase again.

I felt a nudge on my arm which slowly woke me up. “we’ve arrived” he smiled letting go of me, I didn’t realise he had his arm around me allowing me to cuddle into him to keep myself warm.

I knew about Steve’s best friend Bucky, I’ve been told small details about him but only back from when Steve joined the war in 1943, after that he was never mentioned again until today.

“So who’s this winter soldier guy again?” I questioned the team just as we were landing, I also missed out on minor details about him since Tony had benched me from missions.

“His names Bucky. He was brainwashed and made to become a killer- you already know how close him and I were back in the day” Steve explained and I only nodded.

“It’s nice you’re finally about to join us agent Y/L/N” I cringed a little as we eventually stood in front of King T’Challa. I only smiled shaking his hand and that’s when a gorgeous man walked over to us with a smile on his face.

My breath hitched in my throat as I took in every detail about the man, his blue eyes sparkled as we made quick eye contact and I blushed. Everyone engaged in conversation as they left Bucky and I to go help Vision.

I wasn’t really paying attention to what else was wrong with him, I was way too tired to pay attention.

“Hey” we both spoke at the same time and I laughed quietly to myself. “I’m Y/N” I introduced myself trying not to stare so much, my eyes made contact with his metal arm but I moved them up to look at his soft eyes already looking down at me.

How was this man an ex-assassin again? He gave me a small smile putting his hand out to shake mine.

“Well Y/N- I’m Bucky Barnes” the conversation between us lasted awhile, a whole war started between everyone in Wakanda and Thanos’ “army”

We all made our way back to the compound, I was excited to see where this new friendship would lead because damn.

He’s one hell of a man.

#James Barnes #Bucky Barnes #thewintersoldier #infinity war #marvel #marvel cinematic universe #sebastianstan #bucky x reader

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purplepanda-marvel-leaks · 14 days

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CAPTAIN AMERICA: BRAVE NEW WORLD

First look at Harrison Ford as Thunderbolt Ross and Anthony Mackie as Captain America in CAPTAIN AMERICA: BRAVE NEW WORLD.

Thunderbolt Ross is missing his mustache! 👴🏼

#CaptainAmerica #CaptainAmericaBraveNewWorld #CaptainAmericaNewWorldOrder #RedHulk #MCU #Marvel #marvelcomics #marvellegends #marvelstudios #AnthonyMackie #HarrisonFord #ThunderboltRoss #Thunderbolts #MoonKnight #TFATWS #thefalconandthewintersoldier #thewintersoldier #captainamericathewintersoldier #samwilson

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imlokiodinson · 2 years

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found this gem and had to enhance and edit it🥺💓

#bucky #buckybarnes #wintersoldier #thewintersoldier #bucky barnes #winter soldier #natasha romanoff #blackwidow #black widow #marvel #buckyedit #mcu #sebastian stan #scarlett johansson

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buckybarnesfanfic · 1 year

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Getting Ready

Baby running around with only a diapper laughing and Bucky chasing her

-Whats going on here ?

-Nothing doll i got it.

he says running and slipping on a toy falling down.

-Sure you do baby sure.

You said laughing as you watch your babygirl run around in her nappy

Bucky sighs and gets up slowly putting his hands in his face in surrender.

-I cant make her put her clothes on

You saw Ivy your 4 year old baby girl giggling and laughing while sprinting down the hallway clearly running away from the outfit in Buckys hand and Noah you 2 year old follownig her is fast as he could with his tiny little legs. Oh how muck you loved them, they were all your life along with Bucky ofcourse.

-Aw my poor baby come here.

You say pulling him in for a hug and a sweet kiss

The kiss turns to a passion one in a matter of seconds but you stop him pulling away gently.

-Were gonna be late Buck

-I dont care, he said and pulled you again kissing you.

-Tonys gonna kick our asses if we dont go. You know that. You laugh a bit

-Okayy.. He says pulling away kissing you one last time.

An idea pops to youu mind and its something Bucky cant say no.

-So i have an idea. If you put ivys and noahs clothes before im ready for the party we will leave early from the party and i will

-Be you good girl tonight.

you whispered that last part in his ear and kiss his ear in the end giving him that naughty smile you know he loves.

When Bucky hears that he eyes shines and cant contain the smile that crosses his face. He winks at you and sprints to find the kids.

-Ivy! Noah! We gotta get ready noww.

he was searching and calling their names his voice so happy

You laughed and smiled at his antics and started going to your room to get ready. You had plenty of time before Bucky has the kids ready just because earlier you had told them that daddy wanted to play hide and sike. Laughing at the thought you went to your room. You knew once Bucky find out you were doomed but you were also excited to see what he is going to do.

#marvel #bucky #thewintersoldier #tumblr #barnes #reader #buckybarnes #buckybarnesxreader #love #family #post #fyp #familymomments #babbies #daddybucky #fanfic #fluff #buckybarnesfluff

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lifeinbrick · 2 years

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"The BIG 3, Bucky: Androids, Aliens, and Wizards."

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jessielucidart · 1 year

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WIP 😎 I’ve been shading fabric folds all day. Literally. And I ❤️ it.

#buckybarnes #thewintersoldier #marvel fanart #stuckyart #recoveringbucky

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thearieunhinged · 1 year

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I will always eat that dilf!bucky tag up, no matter what place and time 🤭

#dilf!bucky #bucky barnes #bucky #avengers #thewintersoldier

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buckydoll · 2 years

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I feel like this needs a caption. 3/? . . . #BumbleBucky #inappropriatebucky #wintersoldier #thewintersoldier #buckydoll #buckybarnes #jamesbarnes #iambuckydoll #bucky #mcu #marvelcinematicuniverse #steverogers #captainamerica #sebastianstan #sebstan https://www.instagram.com/p/Cewg7u5P-7U/?igshid=NGJjMDIxMWI=

#bumblebucky #inappropriatebucky #wintersoldier #thewintersoldier #buckydoll #buckybarnes #jamesbarnes #iambuckydoll #bucky #mcu #marvelcinematicuniverse #steverogers #captainamerica #sebastianstan #sebstan

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kenloganroy · 1 year

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Honestly your reputation on this site to me is funniest person to ever have a tumblr lol

this can be read both as a compliment and an insult

#q #thewintersoldier

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centroshotcinema · 5 months

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🎞️ Captain America: The Winter Soldier (2014) 🎥 Anthony Russo / Joe Russo 📷 Trent Opaloch

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finelinebarnesx · 2 years

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Bucky Barnes || Toxic

⚠️TRIGGER WARNING⚠️

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Pairing: Bucky x GN!Reader

Summary: I don’t really know how to put this in words ☹️

Warnings: cuss words, self-harm, blood, tears, major heartbreak!

AGAIN- TRIGGER WARNING!!

All I could hear was ringing in my ears as I screamed into the pillow, my mascara had smudged as I cried harder than I ever have before, he left. Bucky left me again, stress consumed both of us again and things go out of hand and none of us knew what to do.

The words we said were unforgivable on both sides but what hurts the most is that no matter what he says to me I’ll always love him and welcome him in my arms like nothing happened. We’re toxic and never the whole “cute couple” toxic that people like the romanticise, it’s mentally and physically draining.

I sat on the floor trying to get my breathing back to normal but after looking at my appearance in the mirror I noticed the little cut on my cheek from the previous events of the smashed glass on the floor, I’m hurting; maybe everything and everyone would be dead if I wasn’t here, would make everyone’s life easier and they wouldn’t have to deal with my “bullshit”

That’s what he said. The hateful words, the tone of his voice and the glare in his eyes told me he meant them this time and it wasn’t just anger. Maybe it would be easier-better. Opening the little box I have hidden in the back of the shared wardrobe, the shiny razor led untouched, i just stared at it for a few seconds allowing more tears to shed.

One cut “no one loves you”

two cut “it’ll be better if you’re not here”

three cut “just kill yourself y/n nobody would care”

four “you’re worthless”

I watched the blood drip as I slid the metal across my wrist repeating the words over and over, something in my brain wouldn’t allow me to stop so I just kept going until I felt lightheaded. I was hoping this was it, I was finally going to do what everyone told and wants me to do.

The door opened but I just led there my vision got more blurry as Bucky stood with wide eyes, he ran over grabbing a towel from the bedside table gently but tightly wrapping it around my wrist to stop the blood. He was apologising, panicking but I didn’t care- this is what he wanted.

“Baby, listen to me keep your eyes open” he spoke tapping my cheek to keep me conscious, I was in and out of consciousness due to lack of blood loss. I kept trying to push him off me “y/n”

“You, you wanted this” I slurred looking at him. “You and everyone else wants this so let me die, it’ll be easier!” I sobbed, tears ran down his cheeks. “Just let me die!” Crying harder I went to grab the blade again but failed. “I don’t want it to be like this, I don’t want to feel like this”

He pulled me into his arms allowing me to sob on his shoulder. “How could you do this to me Bucky? Ho-why do I keep letting you hurt me like this! I shouldn’t have to put up with this but I love you”

“You shouldn’t” he mumbled rubbing my back. “Words can’t describe how sorry I am baby. I am so fucking sorry”

“Please just let me die” after that I just blacked out waking up a few hours later with Bucky sat on my bed looking at me. “You don’t love me” I whispered making eye contact. “You always do this Buck”

“I really fucking tried, I’m trying to be a good boyfriend but maybe it’s best I just leave” I didn’t say anything I just watched him get up and leave, maybe this time he won’t come back. This time, I don’t want him to.

#sebastianstan #buckybarnes #bucky x reader #imagines #marvel cinematic universe #james buchanan barnes #marvel #thewintersoldier #falcon and the winter soldier #mcu #sargeantbarnes #gifs #one shot #tw self destruction #depression #x reader #foryou #foryoupage

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