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What would the BLLK boys wear om Halloween?
Nagi Seishiro
did NOT want to dress up
it was probably Reo who nagged him into it
hates hates making an effort
so he either puts on some animal ears
or he becomes a ghost
and no, not in the costume way
he ghosts Reo if he really isn't feeling it
if Reo lets it go he is probably staying in
if not, the catboy has arrived
Reo Mikage
king of being extra
proably a vampire
he buys his costume and all the accessories and even does his own make up
i lowkey think he wears makeup a lot
look at him he is a pretty boy, why wouldn't he?
he thinks he looks scary and cool but he is just the "gay cousin at the family function" vibe
Bachira Meguru
what do you mean cosplying isn't for halloween
has the thoughest time of all of them
can't decide what to wear
he has so many options he is about to give up
he is in way too many fandoms to pick out just one thing to wear
he ends up showing his cosplays to Isagi in the hopes of that he can pick one
he gives Bachira two choices
Chuuya from bsd or Kokichi from dr
he ends up choosing Chuuya just because he got a fresh pair of knee high boots
Hyoma Chigiri
dresses up as Ariel
i refuse to elaborate
it's self-explanatory
Shoei Baro
he lost a dare against Isagi
he fakes being sick just to avoid it
but Bachira catches him while trying to dip the thermometer in some tea
so they make his punishment even worse
he shows up in the most ridiculous monkey jumpsuit
wants to murder Isagi
jumps at Bachira who puts a pink ribbon on his head while saying it's a part of his punishment
give the man a break his ego is gone
Rensuke Kunigami
he is a furry
he is
look at that fluffy ginger hair
he hides it well or he doesn't even know it yet
but his costume is adead give-away
he would dress up as a fox
asked Reo to help with his make up and picking out accessories
he is one handsome boy
wore a pair of beige pants a black shirt with a wite west and an orange bowtie
Isagi Yoichi
he was sort of lost too on what to wear especially after Bachira asked him for help
he rummaged through his closet and came up with an idea after coming across an old fedora hat
he quickly searches for is tuxedo and a pair of sunglasses
he borrows some silves rings from Reo
everyone is going to Reo smh
and boom we have a super handsome mafia boss
he even slicked his hair back to make sure he looks like a boss
Baro may or may not have handed him some whisky
he may or may not have gotten so drunk he barely remembers a thing
Rin Itoshi
he waited last minute
he waited to see what Sae dresses up as and then choose his own
I'll reveal Sae soon
but Rin was so full of himself cuz what Sae chose was so easily overachieveable he didnt even need to go extra
he went extra regardless
in his mind this seemed the best one
important all throughout history
has authority
can basically do whatever he pleases but chooses not to
always came out on top if you think about it
everyone worships him
he dressed up as Jesus
Jesus Christ
Sae Itoshi
dressed up as himself because Halloween is for kids
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It's all fun and games - Kenma Kozume
712 words Y!Kenma x gn reader Tell me if I should do a part2!<3 Happy spooky season!
The autumn leaves have fallen on the cold pavement. They have fallen into the puddles, created by the heavy rain. It was already night outside, so not a soul was able to notice the secrets the puddles held.
You held your dear boyfriend's hand as you walked door to door. A pumpkin shaped basket in your other hand, already halfway full with candies. You glanced up at his tall figure, and even though he was hiding under a white sheet and a pair of sunglasses you knew that it was your one and only dearie. Sakusa Kiyoomi.
Despite his protests to go out for trick or treating as ghosts he was there next to you. Holding an umbrella above your heads to keep you dry from the rain that has started to pour from the skies.
"Sweetheart, can't we go home?" he sighed. "I'll buy you more candied, but I don't want to catch a cold" he tried to explain calmly.
"We won't catch a cold" you protested. "It's not even that bad, come on! We still have plenty of homes left, please!" you pleaded, but he shook his head.
"We both ended up sick when we walked int he rain a few months ago. Let's go home. My place's closer than yours. I am going to give you something to warm up in. I can see you shivering already"
"No!" you protested again. "A little cold doesn't hurt, this nighzt could be a core memory in or lives. Laughing in the rain, having fun, all that jazz!"
"It's all fun and games until we get hurt or someth8ing! Come on!" he tried to convin ce you.
You stayed silent.
"Sweetheart, you know that" he tried to explain something but you quickly cut him off.
"I don't know. Come on, you were so much more fun in the summer! You did crazier things than this!"
"Because you are stubborn like a bull anmd I was tryintg to keep you safe from whatever ideas you had! Just like now! Let's go back, please" he tried for the last time. Only to feel you letting go of his arm and waltzing into the rain, leaving the safety of the umbrella.
"No!" you stomped with your feet. "I am going to get all of the sweets, I'll be the ghost of the nitght. Either with you or without you" you said and then turned your back to him, walking off.
"Babe, stop!" he marched after you.
Without even looking back at him you started to rant.
"It's alway the be safe, keep it safe, don't be sick, don't be hurt! We are not fragile little butterlies to be locked up in some glass cage! We are humans, people, we must live. We have to make memories I don't know why you hate it so much! It's fun! It always is fun! You're just so dull, so focused on volleyball, so focused on your studies that you simply do not get it! Come on, Yoomi what was the last time you actually had fun?! Be honest!" you turned bck to face him, but he was nowhere to be found. "Yoomi?" you called out. But he was nowhere to be found. The only trace of him was the umbrella, lying in the cold puddles. You quickly looked around but he was still nowhere to be seen. You approached the umbrella and knelt down to pick it up. It was covered in water and watery mud. But how did it get muddy on the rocky pavement?
You reached for your phone and turned the flashlight only to see the handle and your arm covered in blood. Your eyes widened in horror as you threw the umbrella away and tried to make a run ofr it. Tripping in the white sheet attached to you as your costume.
"Yoomi!" you screamed. "This isn't fun!"
"Oh it truly isn't" a voice spoke up behind you. "But you and I are going to have fun together" a hand grabbed you and held your mouth while injecting you with something. As you fell into unconsciousness the lightning struck. The scene lit up for a sceond. Sakusa in the bushes, you on the ground.
And Kenma Kozume smiling in the centre of it all.
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Berliner Mauer
Michael Kaiser x Fem reader
tw: mentions of abuse, sex, controlling, gaslighting i think
Clopp. Clopp. The raindrops fell on the window. The sun has already set, as you were packing your suitcase and sorting things into boxes.
Why did you agree to this? How could you agree to this? You can still leave. There's still some time before he comes home. You can make a run for it. You can quietly get on a bus, go to a random location and start a new life. Without him. Without any of this.
You stared at your carefully folded clothes in the suitcase. Then you looked around the seemingly empty room. The only things that were left were the mattress, the closet and the huge pile of personal belongings you had to go through in the next six hours. You glanced at the backpack you've already packed.
Your heart sank. You don't want to leave. You can't leave.
As you opened the bag the trigger of the night fell out.
Certificate of attainment of successful language exam.
language: German
level: b2
Goethe Institut Tokyo
Tears started to roll down your cheeks faster than ever. Your throat tightened as you gasped for air. You can't do this. No. It's impossible.
What's a Japanese girl to do in Germany of all places?
It was his demand. One day he just came home. Handed you a book with a phone number. Learn german. Make it quick. Get at least a b2 in four months. We're moving to Berlin.
You sobbed as the memories resurfaced. His blue eyes darting through you. His knuckles clenched as you stuttered your concerns out before he hit you for the first (but not the last)
Michael Kaiser. Football prodigy and toxic boyfriend.
Michael Kaiser the man who's ruining your life yet again. As you sobbed through the events of the past months you heard the front door creaking open.
He finished practice early.
"Liebe! Ich bin zu Hause angekommen! Liebe? Wo bist du?"
"Don't speak German, I beg of you" you started to sob even more. You heard his footsteps coming closer and closer before he entered the room.
"Oh Liebe... Are you sad about having to leave? It's going to be okay my. dear you speak German good. You'll be able to make it!" he tried to brush it off.
"No" you continued with the tears. "You're so cold with me. German sucks. I'm an Asian girl, not knowing shit about Europe. I'll have to marry you for a visa. I don't want to be there"
"Oh, Liebe.." he kneeled next to you. "You'll be okay. I understand it is hard to... Leave your home but I promise you'll love Berlin. It's similar... to Tokyo"
"Really?" your eyes sparked up.
"Of course! and don't forget that you can already speak so much German and your degree also uncommon and looked for in Germany."
"I-i understand but still... It's.. still scary"
"You'll be fine" he started to lose his temper.
"But... what if..."
"Shut the fuck up!" he suddenly yelled and shoved you before standing up. "Listen I can't listen to your sorry ass! Uuu, just a Japanese little girl, nobody fucking cares! You should've achieved a better level, you should've picked an actual degree so you wouldn't have to rely on me! So continue packing your shit! We're getting on that dang plane. Now if you excuse me. One of us here is actually earning money and paying all your expenses. And he'd like to have a shower before I show you mein Schwanz one last time in your fucked up country! Before we leave for the paradise. " he hurried off immediately.
Your sobs took up again as the incident of the wall of Berlin came to your head. You'll be trapped in the part of Berlin Michael wants you to see. The life he wants you to live. Saying no? Not an option.
Maybe it's going to work out. You thought.
Will it?
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Comfort drabbles with my comfort characters
sorry for the lack of posts lately, my life decided to fuck me over. don't trust anyone too fast kids. remember that friends can and will betray you any given moment
Mikage Reo - Precautions
"Packed everything?" he slowly turned his head towards you.
"I think so" you replied and opened your bag to double check.
"Fidgetcube?" he asked.
"Got it"
"Spinner, squishy?"
"One spinner two squishies" you nodded.
"Chewing gum? Water?"
"Got both" you nodded again. He gently smiled and placed a kiss on your forehead.
"Good" he said. "Your earphones?"
"In my pockets, I'm all ready!" You smiled and it made his heart melt. He held your hand as the two of you slowly walked to the door.
"Good. Let's beat your sensory issues babe"
Kuroo Tetsurou - Urges
He held you as you sobbed. Your face buried in his chest, sitting in his lap as you decided to escape the cold tiles. He planted a kiss on your forehead.
"It's okay baby... This is a. part of the healing process..." he whispered.
"If you... weren't home" you squealed through the tears.
"I know kitten, I know.. But relapsing is a part of recovery... there's no shame in it... nonetheless, you got through it without doing any harm to yourself. I'm proud of you..." he wiped your tears off. "Let's wash your face and watch something..."
"I don't wanna" you mumbled. "I just want to cuddle..."
He chuckled.
"I definitely understand your concern kitten, but we can't stay on the bathroom floor to cuddle..." he put his arm under your knees and the other on your back a lifted you up in bridal style. "I'll take you to the couch and I'll give you a huge serotonin boost. How's that?"
Nagito Komaeda - Not enough
He was sick yet again. Bedridden.
This wasn't unusual. At all. As the months and years passed his condition worsened. His sanity slowly chipped away, but it was still him. Whenever he felt better to talk, it was still him. The good old hope obsessed Nagito.
You missed the times he'd go on a rant about hope and talents. His crazed rambling was always better than him looking like he was at death's door.
So it was yet again, you holding his hand. You already gave him all of his medicine, fed him, helped him get cleaned up. The sound of his steady breathing would usually calm you but this night was different.
As you held his thin hand, which was cold as usual you felt tears slowly but surely falling down your face. Like small rivers, they rolled down and fell on the bed.
"I can't do this.." you sniffed. "You're so sick... and I'm not a good caretaker... I almost forgot your meds... I don't think I took your temperature today... You deserve so much better" you cried. "I should call Mikan... She might know some hospitals..."
"Don't!" he mumbled.
"Nagito?! You're awake?" you jumped in surprise.
"Don't... lose hope dear... I love you" he mumbled yet again.
As the tears rolled down once again, you realised he was probably talking in his sleep. You kissed his hand, before standing up.
"You don't know how much you help me..."
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Hi. So, to start, i dont know the difference between oneshot and short fanfic, im not used to those words yet, im sorry ;n; so make it whichever one of those two you feel like and would have fun with! Id like a nice little story to read, not just headcanons alone if possible.
Ive been thinking about this idea that takes place after Kazuichi Soda gets yelled at by Sonia in the Dangan 2 game, and they all storm off in their own directions. But then, reader tries to go comfort Kaz and one thing leads to another~
I suppose a touch of angst would be appropriate for such a story, but i dont want it to be just that, or too focused on that. Thats the lead up to the NSFW, which is the focus.
Reader goes and finds Kaz in the night after everyone went seperate ways, comforts him, they talk, hes probably a bit snippy, but then calms down. These 2 were buddies, not dating, but then all the ~stuff~ happens, and, you get the rest. Sexy stuff ought to cheer the man up lol. You fill out the "how" of this scenario. Howd they end up in bed? Have fun with it.
Im sure reader would feel bad for Kaz, not wanting him to be in distress. Maybe reader has been secretly pining for Kaz, but that doesnt HAVE to be a detail, im kinda making this all up quickly, throwing in lots of details, and you decide what sticks~ The others on the island didnt see each other for the rest of that night, so they could definitely get alone time no problem. Maybe after he calms down a bit, reader comes up behind him and hugs him, sweet and somber.
Idk about location, because the others would be in their cottages, but the motel should be free at this point, so maybe there so they can be loud and not care.
Can i PLEASE have reader taking kaz's hat the morning after because her hair is so messed up, like "gimmi that shit, your hair looks fine as hell, im the mess today i need hat." Maybe something in the end about them trying to act natural the next day around the others, you know? Perhaps some hickeys gave it away or somethin, whatever you think up and wanna write is cool.
Gender neutral or female reader is cool if ya dont mind. And idk what genre to label it as like you asked in your rules. Slight angst with mostly NSFW? Idk how to genre, i apologize ;-;
Thank you for reading, i look forward to your future works, whatever youre inspired to do is cool. Take it easy<3 ~Tiara👑
I'm so freaking sorry for the wait😭 My life took a heavy turn, but I'm fine now!
When I tell you I took my sweet time to play around with this scenario~
Also, difference between short fanfic and oneshots: It might be made up by me??? For me a short fanfic is multiple parts, 10 at tops, each part being around 1600 words at least?? So the entire fic is maximum around 16k words.
But now, to the fanifc:
A comforting touch
Kazuichi Souda x fem reader, NSFW
words: 1380
Another day on the islands, another day to end in chaos. Just the usual Jabberwock Island drama in the middle of a damned killing game.
Everything was fine, everything was going well, until Kazuichi decided to express his love for Sonia again. And this time, it did not end well. And you were the one that was in charge of finding Kazuichi. Again.
"Just make sure he doesn't do anything stupid" Hajime asked you and sent you off on your way.
"I will!" you replied and took went on a journey to find your buddy. Ever since you've ended up in this situation, he made you weirdly comforted. His goofiness, his fun aesthetic, everything. Except for when he was driving Sonia, and after that everyone else, insane. Even you struggled to understand his obsession with her, but brushed it off. It's his business not yours. It's his business not yours...
When you started looking for him, the sun was still up, but soon the moon took his place on the sky with the stars and you were completely clueless about his whereabouts.
"Let's see..." you thought to yourself. "What did I miss...?" The locations quickly ran through your head. Library, check. Theater, check. Cottages, check. First island entirely? Check.
"The motel!" you said out loud. "Well, I doubt he'd be there but... it's worth a shot" you wondered and decided to give it a go. You made your way to the third island and immediately headed for the motel. The abandoned looking building looked the same as ever, and the smell of musk was just as strong as before. You slowly opened the door and called out to the seemingly empty building.
"Kaz? Are you here...?" you walked inside and started looking around. "I just want to make sure you're okay, bud... I've been looking for you for hours..."
No response.
You continued to walk around the dusty place, stopping every now and then in front of doors.
"Kazu? Please be here, I have no other idea where to look for you... We can do whatever you want... Just be okay..."
Still nothing.
You sighed.
"Fuck, maybe I was wrong..." with a heavy heart you started to get to the exit. "I hope he's alright..." as you started walking away, a door behind you opened. You quickly turned back to see Kazuichi standing in the doorway.
His hair was the usual mess, he cried his eyeliner off.
"I'm sorry" he mumbled. "Were you that worried?"
"It's okay! Oh god, I finally found you..." you said and went back to him. "Thank god you're okay... Would a hug be okay?"
"Yeah..." he replied and you wrapped your arms around him and so did he.
"It's going to be okay... I promise, Kaz... You'll apologise to her tomorrow and everything will be fine..."
"I will..." Kazuichi said. "I... i went overboard... I didn't want to upset her..." he slowly let go of you.
"I suppose... You don't want to go back there, right?" He shook his head in response.
"I don't want to be near anyone right now... Well, aside from you, I guess... But if you don't want to stay, you can go back..."
"No, it's fine" you brushed the offer off. "I'll stay here with you... I promised the others and myself that I'd keep an eye on you..."
"Alright then.. I guess... we can stay here..."
"Do you... uh... want to talk about everything that happened..?" you ask. He stays silent for a bit.
"Let's sit down..." he said and went back to the room he was hiding in. You followed him.
He sat on the bed and gently tapped the space next to him.
"C'mere... Let's have a... chat..." he smiled at you gently and rested his back against the wall. You sat next to him with a curious look as he speaks up.
"So... I know I fucked up... Miss Sonia didn't deserve that" he mumbles, looking down with a guilty expression. "But at the same time.. I... don't really know how else to show her how I feel... My parents never really... taught me how to handle emotions... But it doesn't matter now... She's got real close with that demon lord or whatever he calls himself"
"Kaz..." you sigh. "I know, rejection sucks but... I'm sure you're going to find someone that knows how to take care of you, someone who loves you for you..." you smile at him and pat his shoulder. "Even if that person isn't Sonia... There must be someone out there.."
"Where?" Kazuichi frowns. "I won't ever find my match and you know it... I'm like that one sock at the bottom of the drawer, always lonely and"
You suddenly press your lips on his, making him shut up in the middle of his dialogue.
"That someone is right here, Kaz..." you whisper to his lips. "I may or may not destroy our friendship but I don't care... I am that person..."
"Man... what since when why..." he starts asking every question that comes into his mind. Nonetheless, you quickly. make sure he stays silent.
"Just shut up and enjoy the moment" you kiss his soft lips once again, wrapping your arms around him. Pulling him close, not letting him escape your touch.
Kazuichi's eyes slowly flutter close, as he kisses you back, letting himself go under your touch.
Your hands start to wander around his chest. Slowly caressing each spot through his overall then zipping it down to reach under it...
"Are you surre this is a good idea?" he breathed out.
"Do you feel better?"
"Yes" he whispered.
"Then yes..." you kissed his lips again. "It is a good idea.." You smiled and slowly tugged his overal off his chest.
You now began placing passionate kisses all over him. Starting right under his ears, steadily working your way down his neck, stopping at the collarbone and then repeating the said path in reverse. Now going up, every now and then gently sucking on his skin, leaving hickeys. He let out soft sighs of pleasure, his eyes fluttering after each kiss.
"Let me take care of you too" he tried to switch things up but you stopoped him with a firm expression.
"I am the one comforting you" you took your shirt off, making him blush and his eyes lit up in excitement.
"Actually...Keep going" he said with sparkling eyes, as you went down on him with a sly smile. You kissed him like there was no tomorrow, making sure all of your love went through. All the love, admiration, and comfort. Everything that was boiling inside you whenever you thought about Kazuichi But despite your order, his hands began wandering too. Pushing your clothes down, guiding you into his lap.
"Ride me" he pleaded.
"Any time" you replied and began grinding your hips. Back and forth in his lap. Kazu groaned, feeling the pressure of yourbody. His patience on edge, his mind wishing for the clothes to disappear. Both of you bit down on your lips to keep the silence. , Trembling, shaky breaths leaving his mouth he spoke up again.
"We can be as loud as we want... Just please ride me already" he pleaded again, whining under you. He was so on edge, so impatient. So ready for everything to come crashing down.
"I’ll get right to the point, I promise...” you continued to rock yourself back and forth, putting more and more pressure on his body. Even you started to tremble and placed your hands on his chest for support. Gently grabbing onto his small pecks, feeling muscle tensening at your touch. 
"Don't just promise me. Do it"
The next morning the two of you were walking back to the first island. Hand in hand, smiling as the sun was coming up.
"So.... We're together?"Kazuichi asked.
"I am not sure" you replied. "All I know is that..."
The two of you entered the first island. You quickly grabbed his hat and placed it on your head.
"That I need your stupid hat... My hair is a mess..."
"Mine too!" he tried to get his hat back.
"Yours is alway a mess, Kazu. Mine not" you giggled. He rolled his eyes.
"Love you dork,.. And your comforting touch..."
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hi there<3 I just found your blog and wanted to ask if you take NSFW requests for Danganronpa characters? Just wanna super check your comfort at the moment. Thank you. Peace<3
hiii :3
thanks for being considerate, I'm comfortable with nsfw requests rn, so feel free to make one! <33
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Melody of Scribblers
Nagito Komaeda x gn reader (sfw)
Word count: 854
The soft night breeze entered the old library building every once in a while. The windows on the upper floor were opened to cool the building down. The sound of the wind also calmed you down.
You sat in the library of the first island, writing in a journal that was always with you. All your thoughts, rhymes, feelings were kept inside it. Everything that was a part of you, was a part of that journal.
As the ultimate poet, you had filled countless journals already. This one was also about to end. You couldn't help it. The situation of a killing game has awoken the dystopian poet inside of you, making you write like you were running out of time. It was kind of right. You were running out of time. You just didn't know how much time you had left. The words appeared on the paper as you dragged your pen along. They formed words, sentences then a text. You smiled at the filled page. And then an idea struck you.
"Melody of Scribblers" The pen rushes through the paper, dragging a line along, it rounds the letters in a haste, forming them words. The punctuations take their final place but alas, the momentum keeps on. The pen runs and runs, jumping over the edge dodging the lines and rows, hiding from the correction fluid. Suddenly. The hand stops. In a moment, a word is crossed out, its head falling off, rolling away. Chaos has struck. The paper feels it. The inhabintants feel it.
"What are you doing?" you hear a familiar voice behind you. You jump, dropping your pen and looking at the figure who has entered the libarby. Slender body, pale skin,grey-green eyes... Nagito. You let out of a sigh of relief. Then immediately realise he isn't the best company either.
"Just... writing" you reply, closing your journal.
"Ah! I see the ultimate poet is doing their absolute best! Are going to spread hope with your poems?" his eyes lit up with some sort of excitement as he sits next to you. "Tell me about your work!"
"Ah, it isn't really that interesting" you reply. "I just... Write what I feel. I don't plan on changing the work."
"Surely, there must be someting motivating you" he says. You simply shrug.
"I don't know. I just write when I write."
"May I... Look at your work?" he asks. You think about it for a moment. This could go horribly wrong, or just right. In the end. You open your journal and show him the piece you were just working on.
"Here... This isn't finished, but... You can read what I have so far..." You hand him the journal and he starts reading. His eyes reading every single word, looking behind every line. You take a breath to calm yourself. Somehow you're always nervous when showing people your works. No matter who it is. No matter why you wrote it.
"Hm... This is really simple" he suddenly speaks up. "It doesn't feel like poetry. It isn't even wrapped"
"Because it isn't supposed to be" You reply. 'It's just...The feeling of a writers block... That's it"
"I do not believe you" he scoffs. "The ultimate poet is the ultimate poet for a reason... Show me one of your actually...Good poems. That moves me to tears" he demands. You simply close the journal.
"No" you reply. "You don't like it? Read someone else then" he laughs.
"Come on! I want to see how your talent truly shines! I want a real introduction to the ultimate poet! Your poems usually must be hopeful, empowering...!" he dreams. You sigh.
"Sure, sure..." you decide to leave it to him. "How about this... I write the ultimate poem and you leave me alone?"
"No. Choose your best poem from these." he commands. "That would be cheating" you sigh and flip open the journal. And quickly realise, there is no hopeful or empowering poem. The pages are filled up to the brim with despair. You decide on a poem, and start reading.
"Crimson is trickling under the bus, metallic odour fills the air, The end is coming, shower, and the reaper stands before me. And the leafs fall under beneath the midnoon light, My heart sinks, seeing your image blurring away. I walk the streets alone with a band in my ears. I leave the school grounds, you stand there. I saw you in the halls, roaming around, laughing. Alive. Even though I didn't deserve your words, I loved you. Treated me as a ghost, making me question everything. My dear, do not loathe me, I loved you for all. But you shoved me away, fed me with lies and pain. Tried to talk, tried to solve it all, but you left me. Ugly, love is, when you're not here."
"Well, certainly not hopeful or empowering" he speaks. "But I liked this one. So your loved one passed away?"
"Just in my heart" you reply. He nods.
"Tomorrow, we'll write hopeful poems together! How does that sound?" he asks. You smile at him.
"Sounds nice..."
And you meant it.
Ps: Poems by me! I had to translate them, so some things were lost in translation.
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Info <3
♡ vian/vro ♡ 18 ♡ multifandom ♡ requests: OPEN :33  ♡they/them ♡bisexual
What I write:
♡ Headcanons
♡ Oneshots
♡ Drabbles
♡ Short Fanfics
Fandoms I write for:
♡ Haikyuu!
♡ BSD (anime only)
♡ Trigun Stampede
♡ Danganronpa (All games, animes)
♡ Genshin Impact
♡ Vanitas no Carte
♡Ace Attorney (only the first two games of the trilogy)
♡ Blue lock (anime only)
♡ Wayhaven
♡ Honkai Star rail
♡Moriarty the patriot
♡ Ouran High School Host Club
♡ Obey me!
Rules:
♡If I can’t write it, I probably won’t
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vroerry · 1 year
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It's not your fault
Kuroo Tetsurou x reader
Trigger warning: Suicide, anxiety, toxic friends? Etc
You have ben stuck in this hellhole for months now. The endless cycle of overthinking, anxiety and the fear of losing them. The fear of losing your friends.
What had happened exactly? You yourself weren't sure of that. All you knew that this period of time was difficult for you. It all started when they talked behind your back. It continued when they said it didn"'t actually happen. It worsened when you went away for a week. It got better after you cried your eyes out in class and they finally asked what was wrong.
And it got worse when you began having panic attacks. It was an endless cycle of your emotions getting mixed up, misunderstood. Those precious friends of yours? They didn't bat an eye. They couldn't care less. It wasn't their pain. It was yours, truly.
It was all your fault. Why can't you just get better?
Why can't you just be normal?
As weeks passed, paranoia struck. They must hate you. They must be waiting for you to be gone. They must be angry with you. You're just a burden. A heavy one. And no matter how much you tried to tell yourself it wasn't true: Day by day, it felt more real. Isolation, loneliness, numbness in your heart. Worse and worse.
Kuroo saw the changes in your attitude. The way you were constantly shaking, the way you always cried to him whenever your friends ignored you.
This day was just like any other. You sat on a bench, far away from anyone and he came to comfort you. You cried as he held you, caressing your back and making you rest your head on his chest.
"It's alright" he whispered. "It's not your fault, sweetheart"
"It is" you cried. "I push everyone away, and I have no idea why"
"You're just going through a difficult time, it's alright" he said. "You'll get better soon. If you want me to, I can talk with them..."
"No!" you yelled. "I don't want you to, I can't drag you in this mess"
"Sweetheart..." he began.
"No, no it's alright" you said. "I'll just... Go and clear my head" you smiled at him.
"Okay then... Just text me later, sweetheart"
"I will" you said and headed up to the roof.
"I'm sorry" that was the text he received twenty minutes later. He looked around, puzzled. This doesn't sound good.
And then he heard the ambulance
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vroerry · 1 year
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Panic/Anxiety attack / Mental breakdown comfort
Oikawa Tooru
Wrote this for myself, because I have been struggling lately, so this is going to be short
Mentions of panic attacks, self-harm, overstimulation etc.
He knows exactly how it feels like.
He himself had panic attacks at his lowests.
Before you realise that you're having an attack he is right there, guiding you through breathing exercises and grounding methods.
If they don't work? Fear not.
He is going to stay until you feel better. Hug you through it, if you need it. Give you some space if you need it.
He brings you water, also something with sugar in case you get dizzy after the adrenaline rush that the moments of intense panic give you.
Afterwards he continues to hold you to his chest whispering reaffirmations in your ear.
So gentle but he worries so much
There's one point he suggests going to therapy
If you cannot afford it, he's paying for it. He doesn't care how much it costs, your happiness is worth all of his money.
If you're scared of therapy or have any other reasons not to go, he is seeking out for alternatives, or some other way to give you the help you need
If you try to avoid him when you're feeling extra bad, tough luck
He reads you like an open book
He follows you around to help
There's however one place where he cannot follow you
The bathroom
If you locked yourself in there for an attack damn he is going to be worried
Just saying that he 100% blames himself
And hearing your muffled cries and you hyperventilating
It breaks his little heart
You being in pain breaks him
But he won't pressure you you into anything
If you don't feel comfortable with him being there, then so be it
He just knows how much of a blackhole this is
Oh and the overstimulation haha
If you were listening to music before the attack happened he might stop the music
If he thinks it's worsening the situation
If not he leaves it in, but pays attention for the time he might need to turn it off
If you struggle with self-harm, especially after attacks like this
He pays attention to that one too
You can tell him if you got the urges
He is going to hold you through that one too
9/10, comfort me man just drop the worries
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vroerry · 1 year
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Haikyuu boys as songs from my playlist
Kuroo Tetsurou
Stray Kids - Muddy Water
Gorillaz - Feel Good Inc.
The Neighbourhood - Devil's advocate
Kozume Kenma
Toby Fox - Waterfall
vivivivivi - credits song for my death
Masafumi Takada - Welcome to Despair
Oikawa Tooru
Doja Cat - 4 Morant
Marina and the diamonds - Oh no!
Stray Kids - Slump
Bokuto Koutaro
TWICE - The feels
Stray Kids - WOLFGANG / Get cool / Surfin'
ATEEZ - HALA HALA
Block b - Very good
Black Eyed Peas - Let's get it started
Miya Atsumu
Gwen Stefani - Hollaback Girl
Marina - I love you but I love me more
Yung Gravy - Oops!
Miya Osamu
Scissor Sisters - I can't decide
Rammstein - Angst
Muse - Supermassive Black Hole
Suna Rintarou
Tv girl - Cigarettes out of the window
Arctic Monkeys - Why'd you only call me when you're high?
Cypis - Gdzie jest biały węgorz ? (Zejście)
Tendou Satori
Talking Heads - Psycho killer
Insane Clown Posse - Chop chop slide / My axe
Rebzyyx - I deserve this
Cypress Hil - Insane in the brain
Maretu - Magical Doctor / Coin Locker baby
Iwaizumi Hajime
Finger Eleven - Paralyzer
Lovejoy - Perfume / One day
The Vamps - Somebody to you
Haiba Lev
Cavetown - Boys will be bugs
Harmless - Swing Lynn
Vacations - Young
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vroerry · 1 year
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When do they listen to music?
It's all timeskip! I might write a part 2 for this, I still have some thoughts...
Kuroo Tetsurō
- I'm going to be honest, he listens to it during work
- He pays attention to his job, but it helps him
relax
- Just imagine him running around in his suit, hurrying to meetings or sitting at the desk and his head every now and then bopping to the beat
- He stops listening to it when he is in an actual meeting
- But sometimes has the urge to continue doing so, since it bores him
- His brain moves so fast, he needs something to entertain him and music is great at that
- He also listens to music when he is out for a run
or goes to the gym
- But he has different playlists for both activities
Iwaizumi Hajime
- He listens to music when he is making training plans
- He sometimes ends up somewhat synchronising them
- For example if he is listening to something up beat you bet it's going to be a hell of a HIIT
- If he is listening to something a bit more calm, it's probably just going to be something that puts the muscles to work, but is slow and doesn't require much jumping around
-During working out, he isn't listening to music
- Then, he actually prefers podcasts so he doesn't end up moving to it's beat
- He just doesn't want to keep switching between different paces
Bokuto Kōtarō
- Now, even though his precious trainer told him
not to listen to it during working out
- He does it anyway
- It hypes him up better than any pre-work out
-He is moving to the beat, feeling the music deep in his bones
- It feels lighter when there is something screaming so loud in his ears
- He has multiple playlists
- He refuses to admit that all of his songs are the same
- He likes it, and doesn't care about anything else
- It's his music, his choice
- But when he is home:
- This is for the BokuAka shippers
- If Akaashi is busy working from home he would - play some classical music for him and just cuddle
Miya Osamu
- I can guarantee his kitchen turns into a concert whenever he is cooking
- He just plays something from his phone and
starts singing right away
- He's just chopping away veggies while he just goes:
- "Chop, chop, chop, chop /Swing, swing, swing, swing"
- He listens to multiple artists
- He listens to multiple genres
- It just has to be singable
- Being at work doesn't stop him
- You can hear the faint sound of music from the kitchen if you sit at the front
- Atsumu probably teases the heck out of him
- To that he simply says that he should go to another restaurant and actually pay for his food
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vroerry · 1 year
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The best study partners of the haikyuu boys
1st place: Tsukishima Kei!
- if he wasn't so reluctant to help out, he'd be way higher up there
- he has study schedules, plans even a journal where he keeps track of everything
- if you ask him for help in a more polite way than Hinata and Kageyama did, he would be happy to help out
- but in his study times only
- best if the two of you study at his place, that way he can put some lo-fi music in the background
- he has a lot of stationeries, so if you forgot anything at home, he probably has it in the same exact brand
- he helps you make some solid notes, teaches you tips and tricks
- but if you get a bad grade, he is never helping out again
- you need to put in as much effort as he does and that is the least thing you can do
-if you earn a good grade he is going to be so full of himself smh
-cocky bastard is going to brag that he was your tutor
2nd place: Akaashi Keiji!
- now now, he used to be organised just like Tsukki
- but he met Bokuto
- and even though being a year under him he had to help the man out a lot
- so he still has some study plans to follow, but he is far more flexible
- if there is something you have difficulties with, feel free to text him out of the blue
- if he is familiar with the material he is going to explain it to you
- text, voice messages, calls, he has no issues with any of them
- he even sends you his notes
- if you need some more help, he woud sit in a coffee shop and help you over some hot drinks
3rd place: Kuroo Tetsurō!
-science only
-be prepared for learning through jokes
-if you askn him to ditch the science language because it sounds like chinese to you, he will
- but he is going to slowly integrate it back
- he likes his tutoring sessions to stay on school grounds
-but he is down for any place to study, as long as neither of you get distracted
- no plans, no schedules, just studies for what comes up next
- if you have to write a paper, don't come to him
- he will help you write it just before the due date
- if you want to be always well prepared, he is not the option
_ but regardless, his way of explaining things is helpful
- just stay on guard, he might joke the session away:
- you might have to tell him to get back to the topic and help you
- but he is still some solid help
Honorable Mentions:
Kozume Kenma
- he is a smart cookie
- just not social enough to tutor you
- all he can offer is some texts
- if he really likes you he might hop into a call, but no promises
Ushijima Wakatoshi
-he is the type of person who just goes:
-how can you not understand this? It's so simple
-so he just proceeds to give you his notes
- highlights? underlining key words? what is that
- he never heard of that, his notes are just his black pen
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vroerry · 1 year
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Sightseeing with my fave Haikyuu boys!
Oikawa Tooru
- Dramatic mf
- Would definitely complain that his feet hurt
- But on the other hand, he definitely would buy some souvenirs so the two of you can remember the day
- Also finds a good place to eat lunch at
- Asks for photos, makes photos
- He always has a camera in his hand
- When you're not watching he takes pictures of you admiring the scenery
- When you get home he posts all of the photos, tagging you too
- He would name the post something like this:
- "The best sight today was still my pretty partner"
Kuroo Tetsurō
-Be prepared for the day of your life
-He would look up the places you go to online beforehand
- Then he proceeds to tell you funfacts everywhere you go
- Happy, content boy if you laugh, smile or show interest in what he said
- He actually prefers museums, but he is fine with this too
- As long as he gets to learn something interesting, why not?
- Makes photos too, just like Oikawa, but not as much as he
Bokuto Kōtarō
-chaos
-If you are not going with a guide, rather on your own... He is going to get lost in five minutes
- Thus, he is probably the most memorable
- Don't go abroad with him unless you're prepared to be his translator for the day
-Back to the topic, after getting back on track and actually finding the places you wanted to see
- If he expected more, it's going to be emo mode for the rest of the day
- If the place lived up to his expectations he is hyper
- So happy, jumping around
- Forgets to take pictures due to his excitement
- Going home, he would be probably feeling a little bit down, having to get back to his usual schedule in the busy city
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