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oneglass-zinfandel · 1 year

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Movie Night, Cuddle Night

Mammon x nb!reader

Rating: fluff

Length: one-shot

Summary: you watch a horror movie with Mammon but he gets to scared and makes a mess so you switch plans and you fall asleep together

Warnings: None

Note: I was supposed to post part 1 of Buddy Daddies Rei x Babysitter!reader today but I had a bit of a block so maybe tomorrow, also don't question why a movies is online right after it has been made instead of being in the cinema first I don't know either

It was a usual day in Devildom, except you woke up to a notification. It was a reminder you set yourself around a month ago about the new movie coming out today! It was a horror movie called "The Walking Bread" (let me have fun with the name). You were excited to see it because you loved horror movies.

Soon you got up and got ready for the day going the dinning room to meet for breakfast with everyone.

Everyone sat at the table, conversations happening left and right until you spoke your head turning to Levi. "Hey Levi we still watching that movie tonight?" He looked at you confused for a second panicking once he realized what you were talking about. "Oh! Right,.. I forgot about that, i was stayed up to see it the second it came out"

Lucifer looking at Levi shaking his head to himself hearing he stayed up late.

Mammon looked at Levi and spoke loudly as usual "HUH?! You made movie plans with the human? Their supposed to be spendin' time with THE Great Mammon"

Levi looked at Mammon annoyed. You spoke looking at them both "well since Levi already watched it we can watch it together Mammon, although this IS a Horror movie so I'm not sure you could handle it" a small giggle leaving your lips.

Mammon waved his hands around sounding offended " Of course I can handle it! The Great Mammon is not scared of some movie! I'm comin' to your room later and provin' it!"

--time skip--

The night fell as the moon stood proud and bright. You were putting on your Pyjamas, a white two piece with golden bears on it. While you were patently waiting he wasent showing up, instead of texting him you went to get drinks as well as some popcorn.

You came back a few minutes later to see Mammon in your room looking thru your drawers. "Your finally here! What took you so long huh? You dare keep me waiting human?" He said trying to sound annoyed. "I was waiting for YOU, but you weren't showing up so I went to go get some food and drinks, and I got your favorite, your welcome oh great Mammon" You said walking past him to sit on the bed. He looked at your hands noticing the drink you mentioned blushing very lightly by the fact your remembered.

"Whatever, let's start already"

--small time skip-

You two sat the the bed shoulder to shoulder with your laptop on your lap and the food on his. Your drink on the bedside table and his on the bed because he swore "I won't spill it".

The movie was only 20min in but Mammon already got shaken a bit by the light scares.

30minutes passed, the popcorn long gone.

40minutes, you saw a spoiler before watching about a big jumpscare happening some time soon moving the mouse to "check how much is left" but looking at how much longer till it happens. 30 seconds, a small smile crept on your face. "If your Scares Mammon you can cling to me, I will protect you little Demon"

He looked at you for a second with a loud "HUH" and back at the screen saying " I'm not scared, if anything you should cling to me because this is way to Scary for a hum-" He was cut off by a jumpscare as he let out a girlish scream, even you flinched.

You heard a glass fall. Pausing the movie you looked at Mammon's side, the drink got knocked over by his jump on to your bed.

Great.

Mammon looked at the drink and back at you "oops.." You simply sighed putting the laptop down from your legs onto the other side of the bed getting off yourself.

"Yeah this movie is way to scary for you" you said looking for a new blanket in one of your drawers. "…" He didn't try to deny it this time feeling about about spilling the drink.

You cleaned up the mess putting on the new blanket leaving the dirty one on a desk to put to wash tomorrow.

"You know I can watch this alone later, if you want to spend time together so bad we can watch something more your style and maybe you can sleep here for the night" you say hopping to make him feel better about the situation.

"…can we watch that one action movie with the racing you were talking about some time ago?"

"Yeah of course" you said, he leaned his head on your shoulder. Putting your arm around him you petted his hair.

Sure he was a tsundere all the time but he has his soft moments, moments where he stops the act and shoes you how much he truly loves you.

He put his arms around you leaning in,his eyes focusing on the show, but the feeling of tour touch never leaving his mind. 'Warm' he thought to himself.

Somehow he feel asleep even thru the loud sounds of the movie he picked. You noticed eventually, carefully closing your laptop as you moved him to lay in bed with you, spooning him while petting his head.

Your head was on top of his, his face meeting g your chest he brought you closer even in his sleep.

You mean a lot to him.

Anyone else would have yelled at him for that accident but you didn't, you even offered to watch something you probably weren't interested in. You were to kind for him.

A mere human.

His human.

#Obey me #obey me one master to rule them all #obey me oneshot #obey me mammon #obey me mc #obey me shall we date #mammon x reader #mammon x mc #mammon x gn!reader #mammon x gn!mc #gn!reader #gn!mc #obey me fluff #obey me x y/n #obey me x you #obey me x reader #obey me mammon x you #obey me mammon x reader

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factorialsotherfandoms · 3 months

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Look last night was amazing and funny and sweet but I'm an angst writer at heart so please take this offering

TW: vomitting, talk of food scarcity, ect

Missa wakes, and the bed is emptier than it should be. Tallulah has snuggled into his back and Chayanne has pressed into his front, and having both children cling to him makes his missing husband only the more obvious.

"Philza?" he calls, half-asleep, already getting up. "Philza, where are you?"

His ears input seconds later, and he pieces it together; careful of his children Missa stumbles out of bed, and finds one of their new lamps. He flicks it on, and now with some light he looks finally around.

And there is Philza, bent double over their small toilet and heaving into the bowl.

"Philza!" Missa is much louder this time.

He drops to his knees at Philza's side, patting his back as he looks around anything to help. His husband is trembling beneath his touch, and he's so, so scared...

"Mr Guard!" he calls, trying to get attention. "Please! Me Guard!"

A guard near the staircase looks lazily over.

"My husband's sick!" Missa nearly cries as he calls it. "Please - help?"

The guard shrugs, and turns back to the book he was reading.

Missa shrieks, and he can hear someone grumble half-asleep, telling him to shut up. Beneath his hands Philza shudders slightly, fingers trembling on the rim of the toilet, but he pushes himself back up, and leans against Missa's side.

"I'm alright," he whispers, and Missa doesn't for a minute believe him. "Sorry for scaring you, Missa; just go back to bed."

"Do you need something?" Missa ignores what he says, words quick as he worries - as he panics. "Water! I have a bottle I can get you water. Just sit there!"

It's a bit awkward to reach up to the sink and fill the bottle - once full of coffee - without dropping Philza. Missa manages it, though, and helps him to sip at it.

Philza drinks slowly, but he keeps the water down, and Missa allows his panicking heart to slow a little.

"What's wrong?" Missa asks, a little quieter now. "You're not- you're not dying, are you?"

"Just ate some bad food," Philza promises, reaching shakily up to brush at Missa's tears. "I'll be okay, mate, shhh, you don't need to worry."

Missa blinks harder, tries - fails - to stop crying.

"What do you mean the food is bad?" Missa thinks of everything in his bag. "I- You could ask me! You give me so much, I could have given you some."

Philza shakes his head, "no, before that. Before you woke up... Yesterday they didn't give us enough. Sent us into a dungeon, and I ran out, and... Well, the zombies have flesh, you know? It was all I had, so..."

"It's still hurting you tonight?" Missa frowns. "That's very sick."

"This morning, before you woke up - before breakfast they had us clean. I still didn't have any food left, and I'd thrown everything up last night, and I was fighting and the flies... Well you know the maggots we spent on the furniture...?"

Missa hates where this is going, and hugs his husband much, much tighter.

"The guard gave me more, because I'd had to eat them to make it to breakfast," Philza whispers. "If we hadn't been fighting I'd have managed, but..."

"Oh Philza..." Missa rubs Philza's sides, and thinks in horror. Since he's woken up there's always been food - an excess of it even.

"It's fine," Philza says, and it's not. "Better I eat the crap than the kids, right?"

He says it with half a laugh, and Missa - Missa /hates/ it.

He understand, he gets it, he's eaten maggots and zombie flesh and worse when he's had to, but he hates it in a way he didn't know he could hate. The prison clearly has plenty of food, so why...?

"I hoarded so much, and it still wasn't enough," Philza laughs again, and it is bitter this time. "I just... I hope tomorrow they give us enough from the start. Don't wanna try getting out of here on just maggots, you know?"

And Missa thinks of how Philza threw food at not just the children but also him as soon as they saw each other, how despite all this he was fed without a second thought; he scoops up his husband, and holds him close, and asks "bed?"

Philza looks with exhausted eyes between the bed and the toilet, "it's... probably better I stay here. If last night was anything to go by, anyway."

"I'll stay too."

It isn't even a question; prison had not been so hard on Missa, but clearly it has been on his husband.

"Mate..."

Before he can be told to get some sleep, Missa kisses Philza's forehead.

Philza sighs.

Missa hugs him.

They manage a couple of minutes of sleepy, quiet peace before Philza is reaching for the toilet again, and all Missa can do is be beside him as he suffers.

#qsmp prison event #qsmp fanfic #qsmp philza #qsmp missa #tws at the top #philza does not have a crow's tolerance to bugs and old flesh unfortunately #at least not in this story #maybe in others #i change as the mood takes me

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summermil · 5 months

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𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑟 ❀

𝑟𝑎𝑓𝑒 𝑐𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑜𝑛 𝑥 𝑓𝑒𝑚 𝑜𝑐

𝑤𝑎𝑟𝑛𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠: 𝑠𝑤𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔, 𝑠𝚑𝑖𝑡𝑡𝑦 𝑓𝑎𝑟𝑡𝚑𝑒𝑟, 𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑛𝑦 𝑠𝑙𝑖𝑡𝚑𝑒𝑟 𝑜𝑓 𝑎𝑛𝑔𝑠𝑡

𝑠𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑚𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒𝑟𝑙𝑖𝑠𝑡 ꕤ

𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑝𝑎𝑑ೀ

𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑏𝑢𝑠𝑦 :( 𝚑𝑜𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡𝑜 𝑢𝑝𝑑𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒

𝑎𝑙𝑠𝑜 𝑟𝑒𝑎𝑑 𝑜𝑛 𝑤𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑝𝑎𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 𝑏𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑣𝑖𝑒𝑤 𝑜𝑓 𝑡𝚑𝑒 𝑚𝑒𝑠𝑠𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑠 !

angel's eyebrows raised in surprise. "midsummers?" she asked, slightly shocked.

"yeah, have you heard of it?" her dad questioned, suspiciously.

"uh..no, well- maybe, i think rafe said something about it" she stumbled over her words, trying not to let her dad see into her lies.

her father's eyes narrowed and angel panicked, thinking he'd seen deep into her lies. "rafe huh?" he almost spat out his name, like it hurt to say. "well, his dad does have a great connection to the event. in fact, he was the one who invited us there" he continued with a horrible grin on his face.

both of his children were silent, both lost in their own thoughts. their father sighed, knowing he lost the battle of entertaining any of them. he waved his hands in the air, dismissing tommy. angel thought this was an invitation for her to leave as well, but as she scraped her chair on the wooden floor the dreaded man spoke up again.

"no angel, you stay"

angel wanted to scream. she knew there was a catch and she was about to be faced with it, right now.

"you, young lady, are going to be getting a job, at the country club" he pointed a stern finger at her.

"a job? are you serious?" she argued back.

"enough of your rudeness. me and your mother have decided that you need to be put to use-" he started.

"put to use?" her tone was aggressive "i'm not a damn, dog, or a housemaid, you can't just shape me into whatever you want" she was starting to get pissed off with the way this man treated her. the sound of her chair scraping across the floor so violently dully rung in her ears, she ignored it as she stormed out of the kitchen.

but before she reached the doorway, she turned back around to say one more thing. "you and i both know that mom would never want this" her words were true. she knew her mom had no say in this- even if she did, angel was sure her words wouldn't even make it into his brain.

with that, she stormed out of the kitchen. not before missing his final "you start tomorrow" which only made her groan and slam her head into her pillow once she reached the comfort of her room.

the blonde girl laid there for a bit, just thinking. it was probably a dangerous thing to be doing- and she recognised that, pulling out her phone from her pocket and opening the chats with sarah, trying to get everything off her mind.

to: sarah 👙

angel🪽

do u know where the country club is??

sarah 👙

yeh, why?

angel🪽

my dad got me a job there

apparently, and i start tomorrow 🙄

angel🪽

also, he said we are going to midsumers!!!

sarah 👙

WAITTTT, really?

angel🪽

yess!! idk what to wear though

sarah 👙

omggggg!! can u come over tmrw?

angel🪽

yesss probably like.. after my shift 🙄 why??

sarah 👙

perfect, I'm finding you a dress!!! see you <33

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angel smiled to herself, tossing her phone onto her pink bedding and rolling on her back. she decided to freshen up, throwing her legs off the bed and walking to the bathroom, twisting the hot tap on her shower a perfect amount. the heat soaked into her skin, the suds from the shampoo danced around in the air.

some time later, she was curled up in her bed, her strawberry body wash lingered in the air. the lights were dimmed and she had bid goodnight to the rest of her family- minus her dad, who she couldn't find anywhere. an abundance of thoughts crowded her mind, eventually sending her off to sleep.

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that next morning, she woke to banging on her door. she rolled her eyes, turning over, assuming it was just her brother trying to annoy her. but the hard knocking continued, and as she opened her eyes to listen better, she realised the sound was much more firm than her little brothers could ever be.

shit.

she scrambled out of bed, ignoring the blankets that dropped to the floor. the door handle swung open with the force she applied- and there stood her dad. she evened out her breathing, trying to stand confident up to the man.

they stood in a silent stare off for a second. "first day of work" he tried to smile, but it was a dull grimace- at that.

her eyes widened slightly, she'd completely forgot. better than being grounded, she supposed. she fought down a groan, deciding to put on a brave face.

"when do i start?" she asked.

he glanced down at his glimmering watch "30 minutes" he said, walking away from her room and back to the staircase.

she spun on her heels without a second thought, 30 minutes was definitely not enough time.

"your uniform is outside your door" she heard him call, making a mental note in the back of her head as she rushed to get ready.

some light makeup later, the folded uniform sat neatly in her hands. a golfing-type skirt and a polo shirt. how classy. seemed like polo shirts were the necessity for this island. speaking of polo shirts- her mind wandered off to rafe.

the option of texting sarah weighed in her mind, but in her eyes- angel didn't even know rafe. she decided against it, taking a lucky glance out the big window in hopes he would come roaring past on his bike. but the only roaring sound she heard was her dad's voice.

"angelica! hurry up!" he shouted up the wooden staircase, his shout echoing off the walls.

it seemed to snap her out of her little daydream, grabbing her phone and sprinting down the stairs, trying not to trip over her own feet. she glanced at her sock clad feet, then back to the shoe rack.

"what shoes should i wear?" she asked him.

but- the man just shrugged, the keys jingling in his hand as he exited out the front door, leaving her standing there. she scoffed when it was certain he was out of ears. the one time she tries to have a civil conversation.

there wasn't much selection, so she just grabbed the cleanest ones, tying the laces carelessly and jogging to catch up with her dad.

the car engine came to life the second she shut the door, she didn't even manage to get her seatbelt on before he sped out of the driveway. she then, realised how awkward it was. she'd barely been in the car with her dad alone- hell, she'd barely been in the car at all. he purchased it a few months ago, the check pretty hefty. it was his prized possession- to be honest, he treated it better than he treated his own kids.

but the harsh reality scared her, so she pulled out her phone to distract her self. she sent sarah a quick message, informing her that her shift started soon. sarah sent good luck back, telling her how she'd be great and to 'remember you r coming over later!'

suddenly, her dad took a quick turn, almost making angel drop her phone. she looked up from the screen, shocked by the view. he'd turned into a gated area, but she could still see past the large metal objects. the grass was so bright, almost blinding, golf buggies littered the area- she assumed it was a golf course.

she didn't listen to the words her dad exchanged with the security, but as the gates opened- a large building appeared in her eye line. some sort of restaurant, she suspected.

the hand break creaked, and angel was too busy staring at the sights that she didn't notice they had parked up.

"good luck"

it was enough to snap her out of her trance. she turned to look at him as if he'd been speaking in a different language. but as soon as his nice facade came, it dropped away.

"go on" he ushered "the entrance is there, and you are 5 minutes late, hurry"

her movements were frantic, the door handle slipped out of her hands a few times before she finally swung it open, slammed it shut and ran towards the door he had pointed at. she was definitely getting shit for that later.

the door was locked, so she knocked. nobody answered for a few minutes, but as she went to knock again, the lock twisted. it opened slowly, the horrible creak made her ears wince.

a man stood at the door. he was a short, old man - who was also, dressed in a polo shirt- and he greeted her with a friendly smile.

"can i help you?" he asked.

"uh... i'm here for a job?" she questioned, now faced with the reality that she really had no clue what she was doing. "my dad sent me" she added when the man's face fell into a confused look.

"oh, yes!" it lit up again. "angelica seaver?" he said, looking up like he was reading it from the top of his head.

"yes" she gave him a polite smile "um i, prefer angel though"

"very well, angel" he smiled "follow me, i'll get you set up"

so she did. he walked her through the entire process. it was only the morning when she arrived, and by the afternoon the place was flooded with people. she had a pretty good idea of what she was supposed to be doing: serve the customers and hand out refreshments to the people playing golf. simple enough.

the first task she was given was handing out the drinks to the golfers. the man, who she learned was called dennis, gave her an approximate location, handed her the drinks and keys to a golf cart, then sent her on the way.

she took a breath when she made it to the vehicle. information had been fed to her for hours, and it was starting to take a toll on her. maybe this task would be relaxing. begrudgingly, she twisted the keys in the ignition and set off in the direction she was given.

the task was easy, and although the wondering eyes from the men she served made her skin crawl, she got it done pretty quickly. now, she was just stalling. the sun burned across the island, reflecting off the sand. luckily, her visor gave her some shade, but she could feel the rays burning her arms. she cursed herself for not bringing sunscreen, making a mental note to apply aloe vera when she got home.

she swerved the cart around a corner, lost in her own thoughts. but that was a mistake, as she nearly hit the familiar boy who was lying on the ground. she looked at him closer, squinting to try and get a better look. he was rolling around, almost like he was in pain. she killed the ignition and hopped out, now feeling the burning sun all over her exposed skin.

"pope?" she called out confused.

she heard him groan, and as she got closer she noticed the blood dripping down his face. the girl gasped, kneeling down in the sand next to him. "a-are you okay?" her voice was weary.

"no" he said, crimson covering his white teeth.

"oh..can you stand up?" she didn't know what to say, the other day was no indication if the boy liked her or not, he didn't really say much.

with a grimace, he pulled his body weight up to a standing position. she copied his movements, her hand ghosting on his arm as he wobbled to the side.

"come, sit" she beckoned over to her golf cart. he eyed it reluctantly, but ultimately decided that it would be a better idea if he did, he could trust her.

she drove back to the country club building in silence, the occasional groan of pain from pope when they went over a speed bump and the same amount of apologies spilt from angel's mouth when she went round a corner too fast. she didn't want to ask how he got into the condition he was in, afraid of over stepping boundaries, so she just kept quiet.

the buggy was parked in the wrong spot, courtesy to her, she hoped dennis wouldn't come out and see that she screwed up on day one.

"i'm going to get you some ice, okay?" she told him, one leg already on the ground. "i won't be a second" there was barely any time for him to respond anyway, as she sprinted off to the door as soon as the last syllable left her mouth.

a few small bags of ice were in her grip as she rummaged around drawers for a first aid kit, cheering silently when she found one. she slipped out the door, praying that no one had seen her. but to her surprise, when the golf cart came into view, she noticed another familiar face.

rafe.

taking a deep breath, she prayed that she wouldn't embarrass herself in front of him. but, she failed to notice the way he was threateningly standing over pope.

the ice dropped on the seat next to him. alerting the, now group, of guys that stood around the cart.

"angel" the man said, leaning his arms on the top of the buggy as he pointed at her name badge.

"hi, rafe" she spoke, turning popes head towards her and digging in the medical kit she managed to retrieve.

"didn't know you worked here" he said, giving her a charming smile. she refused to look at him though, the nerves coursing through her veins.

"uh yeah.. i started today" the antiseptic she was poring on a paper towel dripped onto the seat, she cursed to herself.

"not sure doctor is part of the job description of a drinks server"

she mumbled under her breath, using the sterile paper town to clean the cut on the top of pope's head. he winced at the pain "sorry!' she squeaked, trying to work fast.

"what was that?" rafe asked, teasingly.

most of the blood was gone, so she handed pope the bag of ice. "keep that there, for a few minutes" she gave him a kind smile. he returned it, still not speaking.

rafe's chuckle echoed in the background as she checked pope over for any more injuries. "alright, i get it. give me the silent treatment after i saved your ass from being gr-" he started.

"rafe!" she cut him off, not wanting pope to hear the rest of his sentence. surely he'd tell all his friends that she was grounded for two weeks, and then they would assume that she probably committed a crime, and then they'd hate her.

rafe's smirk dropped. if she was looking him in the eyes, the way they darkened would of been visible in the sunlight.

"look, i'm trying to help pope because, i don't know if you can see, but he is bleeding! can you just.. give me some space..please?" she knew the regret of snapping at rafe would come later, but all she needed now was to make sure pope was okay - and to not be fired on her first shift.

he sucked on his teeth, his glance said it all as he turned back to his friends- the guy sarah named 'topper' and another boy she didn't recognise. not even a second glance was sent her way as he walked back onto the golf course.

a sigh left her mouth. cleaning up the medical kit that was still sprawled out over the leather seats. the situation felt so strange to her. the fact that she found pope in the middle of a path, bleeding out- what the fuck had even happened? the courage built up in her, along with the curiosity, so she decided to ask.

"wha-"

"angel!" a shout echoed across the landscape.

"shit!" she exclaimed. "er.. you can keep the ice and just go home, maybe?" the words came out in a spurt as she hid the medical kit in the back.

"sorry" she back tracked. "just- i don't know, good luck!" those words were also a frantic panic as she ran towards the origin of the shout.

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the sun barely peaked from behind the clouds when she finished her shift. her first proper shift. the rest of the day hadn't been very interesting, the club seemed to flood out, by mid-day it wasn't very busy- she just opted to stare at the landscape for a couple of hours. the bright rays no longer shone over the golf course, and the lights that lit the path to the parking lot seemed a bit dim. the bulbs must of not have been changed in years.

it wasn't cold- so to say, but the breeze was picking up slightly and angel regretted not bringing a thin jacket with her. she stood in the middle of the parking lot- it was practically empty apart from a few shiny looking jeeps and soft tops. she reached for the phone in the smart pocket of her skirt, hitting the button a few times before realising the familiar picture of the sunset in her home town didn't light up the screen.

a sigh left her mouth- her phone was dead. her eyes glanced around, spotting a little make-shift bench around a big planted tree. she resided there for a while, just watching the sun finally disappear behind the dark clouds. only then did she realise how dark it really was, and only then did she feel the first spit of water on her skin.

she assumed that her dad would pull through the gates in his flashy car to take her home. but after waiting a while, she began to dwell on the thought that none of that would happen. it only began to rain more. it wasn't heavy so to say, but if she stayed out here any longer she was sure to catch a chill. the girl looked up at the sky, she couldn't believe how fast the weather changed on the island. one second the sun was burning her skin, next minute the same sky was soaking right through her.

the blonde wrapped her arms around herself for warmth, finally deciding that her dad was not coming to collect her and she would just have to find her own way home. she picked herself up off the bench, stretching out her legs slightly. nobody was around anymore, she watched the last car go almost ten minutes ago. just one car remained, and she assumed it was the owner of the club- maybe she'd have to ask them for a ride.

the raindrops splashed against her skin, soaking her hair. she squinted as she tried to look around in the little light she had to see where a possible exit was. as she turned her head to the right, she noticed a figure. angel stood still, and so did the shadow. nobody should be around- even the one person she assumed was still left wouldn't of been stood in the direction she was facing.

without a second thought, she bolted. her feet hit the ground faster than the thoughts entered her head- she didn't look back with a glance. the shoes she picked that morning gave her a leverage, making her decent even faster. but there was one problem- she didn't know where she was going.

a corner came into her view, her body swerving to narrowly miss the side of the brick wall. like a swivel, her head turned to see if the figure was still visible. that was a mistake- as soon as she lost attention of her footing, she ran into something solid. her body recoiled back, but the object seemed to stay still.

her eyes drifted up. it was a man- in a polo shirt, a very familiar one at that. wait..

"rafe?" she exclaimed, looking him in the eyes- he seemed just as confused as he was.

"angel?" he asked, bewildered.

she stumbled over her words, blinking the water from her lashes. her movements were frantic as she looked from rafe, back to where she came from.

"what... was that you?" she questioned, her chest rising rapidly- as if she'd just run a marathon.

another puzzled look flashed over the boy's eyes, he seemed to take in the way angel was shaking, obviously soaked through from the cold. rafe shook his head, fiddling with the keys in his pocket. "you need a lift?" it was dark- and obviously way past the end of her shift so he assumed nobody had come to pick her up yet.

she didn't answer, continuing to stare into his eyes like he was speaking a different language.

"alright then" he tutted, turning sideways past her and walking in the direction of his car. she followed immediately.

"no!" her voice rang "or.. yes! i don't know!" concern grew in him- he'd never admit that though. she seemed genuinely confused. before he could even blink, angel shot into the passenger seat- apologising for damping the expensive leather.

"where too?" he asked, switching on the engine.

again- no answer. he turned to look at her. she was leaning against the window- trying to peek into the distance, almost like she was being followed. "what the fuck?" he voiced out loud. "are you being followed?"

with wide eyes, angel turned to look at him. "that wasn't you?" the panic evident in her voice. she had no time to think logically, but the chance of that figure being rafe was near to none- how would of he got in front of her that fast?

rafe just chuckled, backing out of the parking lot as he shook his head. "always sarah's friends" the words came out quietly, like he was afraid of her hearing- like he'd be giving any of sarah's friends a ride home.

thankfully, angel didn't pick up his sentence, the name of her friend only falling on her ears- reminding her of the plans they had. "can you take me to sarah's..." she asked, timidly. forgetting the fact it was his house too.

the boy didn't say a word, continuing to drive down the dark lanes with one hand on the steering wheel. angel felt the silence consume her- the weight of what she said to him earlier still lying on her shoulders.

"i'm sorry.." she admitted, focusing her eyes on the footwell.

he only chuckled, giving her a half smile which she failed to notice. "you're good"

although the cameron boy felt conditioned to hate all of his sisters friends, he couldn't quite help but think of angel differently. much to his dismay- he knew deep down he was beginning to take a liking to her. the thought weighed down his head- that couldn't go on for much longer.

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babies of the band you say? well, good sex is nice right, and it only gets better the more you do it with the same person, so why wouldn't the two of them decide that hey, we might both be straight or so we think, but hooking up with someone always there on tour seems like a great way to relax right? do the others know? do they walk in on them and wonder when the hell these two turned gay and dating? do they think they're being secretive but really, constantly sneaking off together for a quick bj in some supply closet or behind a corner isn't all that subtle? does one of them high on concert endorphines bring up wanting to try anal sex/penetration and they both end up learning a lot about their bodies that night? i'll leave it up to you!

hellooooooo i wrote something funny please tell me it's funny

also on ao3

"Sorry for earlier," Aleksi blurts out. The curtains of their shared hotel room are closed and it's night. They should be sleeping, the day has been exhausting enough for them to doze off immediately and sleep like babies until tomorrow morning, but they're scrolling their phones in the dim light of their bedside tables instead. Olli just couldn't relax.

"It's fine, you were irritable, I understand that."

Olli does understand, but it still hurts a bit. Aleksi hardly ever loses his patience, and he never snapped at him before. Olli was expecting a reprimand from Joel or Niko if there had to be one, certainly not from Aleksi.

He guesses getting lost in a Swiss train station when their train was supposed to depart fifteen minutes later was too much bullshit even for calm, seraphic Aleksi.

(Especially when their flight had been canceled, they had to wait for hours at the airport with no certainty they would be able to leave at all, and when they finally managed to land in Switzerland, Aleksi found most of his gear broken and part of it missing. All in the same day.)

"I deserved that," Olli adds later.

"No, you didn't. I was an asshole."

Olli will never forget his clenched teeth and hard eyes, the way he spat out "Are you for real? What the fuck is wrong with you?!" when they finally reunited. Olli had been panicking himself, because what the hell was he supposed to do in a foreign country that wasn't part of the EU therefore provided no internet connection nor signal to lost Finnish boys like him, but he didn't tell the others. He was relieved upon finding them, very much so, but Aleksi's hostility made him feel like shit not even a second later. They didn't exchange a word all day until now and it felt so wrong.

It never happened before. Olli would say Aleksi and he are good friends, Aleksi is probably his favorite guy in the band and they get along very well most of the time. He's his best buddy, even.

He's glad they seem to be normal again.

"This tour has been stressful," Aleksi says, putting his phone on the nightstand to charge and rolling on his side, giving his back to Olli. They're sharing a double bed. "It really is no excuse for how I behaved but... I really need some release."

"You could've gone out with the others," Olli remarks, but he knows Aleksi doesn't unwind like that. Aleksi's back expands and shrinks back down, like he just took a deep breath.

"Clubbing won't do. I need something..." he trails off. He rolls in the bed again, turning to Olli. "Something more physical."

Olli snorts and puts his phone away. "You can lock yourself in the bathroom, dude. I'm not gonna judge, nor interrupt."

Aleksi grunts. "I become grumpy and obnoxious when I don't have sex for a while."

"I think any person with balls can relate."

Aleksi stares at the ceiling, seeming to consider it. "Maybe I should've gone to the club after all. I could've found a girl to hook up with."

Olli can't help but imagine the scene. He thinks of Aleksi getting on top of a woman and pounding his hips into her. His stomach flips because apparently he's a perv like that. A sigh from Aleksi's lips pulls him out of his daydreams.

"How I wish I had someone I could hook up with. I don't mean a one night stand."

"'Cause sex is nice, but it gets even better when it's always with the same person, right?"

"Yeah. Don't get me wrong, I do hook up with strangers when I'm at home sometimes," Aleksi confesses, "because I need the sex, and my hand isn't always enough, but at home I don't need it as much as I do when I'm on tour. It's stressful on tour. But at the same time, is finding a different girl every other night worth the hassle? When at the end of the day she doesn't know me, I don't know her, I come because of course I do but maybe she doesn't because I don't know where to touch her, I don't know her body, she doesn't know mine, it doesn't feel as good as it could, you know. When you know a person, it's one hundred times better."

"Yeah," Olli agrees, "it would be nice to have someone to hook up with. Always the same person."

"Yeah."

"Too bad there's no one."

"Yeah. Too bad."

Olli reaches his arm out to turn off his bedside lamp, assuming the conversation is over. When he makes to lie down again, he finds Aleksi hovering over him, blue eyes huge and bright even in the dark. Olli gasps.

"You didn't get what I was trying to say, did you?"

"I - what were you trying to say?"

"We could hook up. You and I."

Olli's hand, still on the light switch, turns on the lamp again. Aleksi is looking down at him with expectant eyes and Olli doesn't miss the vague desperation dwelling in them as well.

"But dude," he says, "I'm not a girl. You're not a girl."

"I'm aware." Aleksi pushes the blanket off of him, sitting up. He takes his t-shirt off. "Who gives a shit. It doesn't have to mean we're gay."

"So if I, a man, hook up with you, also a man," Olli looks at his hands, counting on his fingers, "it won't... it won't make us gay?"

"Nah," Aleksi says, "it's only gay if we catch feelings for each other. Which can't happen, 'cause we're not gay."

Olli must admit Aleksi's argument doesn't convince him in the slightest, he's pretty sure it's not how it works, but Aleksi's hairy chest is right there in front him, there's a bulge in his pajama pants, and suddenly he doesn't give a shit about labels anymore.

"Alright," Olli says. "Let's hook up, then."

***

Despite them not being gay in the slightest, it becomes a habit quite easily, naturally even. Olli and Aleksi hook up backstage before the shows, in the showers after the shows, in the bus when the others are exploring the cities, in the hotel rooms the others always let them share for some reason (Olli is sure no one suspects anything, they're being very subtle and sneaky about it, they're good at that. They've always been attached at the hip anyway, so why would anyone notice a difference now?).

One night they're both in Olli's bunk in the bus, Olli's cock is in Aleksi's mouth, his hands in his hair. And Olli's being silent. The others are asleep. Aleksi's slurping sounds are quiet, and so are the heavy breaths he takes when he resurfaces for air.

It gets a bit harder to not make a sound when Aleksi swirls his tongue around the rim of the head of Olli's cock, focusing on a particular spot on the underside, one that drives him crazy, so he puts his own fist in his mouth. Aleksi looks up at him with mischievous eyes, cheeks hollowed out, and when he pulls away he's smiling smugly.

"Stop teasing or I'll tell everyone you're into sucking dick."

"Shut up or I'll tell everyone you're the one whose dick I usually suck."

Aleksi wraps his lips around him then, relaxing his throat so that he can take all of him in. Olli sends his head back and it hits the wall behind him. It hurts but he's pretty sure it didn't wake anyone up.

***

Another time would be when after a show that went particularly well, in the heat of the moment, Aleksi grabs Olli by his shirt and pulls him into the nearest secluded space, which happens to be nothing more than a small storage closet. The others arrive when the closet door is closed, missing them by mere instants. The door isn't even closed, to be fair, it doesn't lock and the way Aleksi is thrusting his cock in between Olli's thighs makes it move and open slightly. No one is watching, no one is listening, Olli tells himself. It feels so good, Aleksi's dick soft to the touch yet so hard, his breath on his neck from behind, his hand wrapped around Olli's own cock - he doesn't want to stop and worry.

And why should he worry, anyway. It's not like they're being loud. It's not like Joonas and Joel aren't yelling and filling up cups with booze. It's fine.

What probably isn't fine is how much Olli is getting into this. Their habit soon turned into some sort of tradition, where Olli is having sex more than ever before in his life, even multiple times a day, and he's never felt better. Aleksi said it's not gay until they catch feelings, and sure, there are no feelings to be caught, they're best bros, but the idea that all this will stop once the tour is over makes Olli sick to his stomach.

But Olli doesn't have to think about it now. Tour is far from over. Aleksi's amazing dick is between his thighs where his pants and underwear were pushed off just enough to allow Aleksi this movement, and the urgency feels nice, too nice, desperate Aleksi must be Olli's favorite brand of Aleksi.

He's going fast and muffling his moaning by pressing his mouth on the top of Olli's shoulder. Olli comes all over Aleksi's fist, biting his lip hard, and Aleksi follows soon after, tightening the grip on Olli's hip. They stay in the closet until they're sure the others are too drunk to notice. They giggle and tell each other to stay quiet, making more noise in the process, and maybe they kiss, even make out (just to pass the time, obviously, no other reason), the urgency from before nowhere to be found. Olli doesn't find it in himself to care. It feels good; Aleksi's mouth is so warm and gentle and his hands on Olli's face are delicate and his eyes always turn so soft after sex, when he's finally satisfied. That specific gaze sort of brings butterflies to Olli's stomach, and today, when they part, it's not any different. It's only a moment, though; soon mischief is animating Aleksi's eyes again and he reaches out to grab Olli's balls, just a bit too tightly for it to feel nice. Olli says "ouch" and Aleksi giggles again, kicking the door open and storming out of it.

"What was that for?" Olli asks, fixing his pants before following him.

"For pinching my ass during the show."

They don't look suspicious, Olli thinks. The others wouldn't be able to notice anything with how much they've been drinking.

***

Tour goes on and the habit-turned-tradition turns into obsession, at least on Olli's side. It's science, Olli tells himself. The more endorphins, dopamine, oxytocin his body produces, the more it wants them. It's chemistry, really. He doesn't like Aleksi and he isn't gay, he's just getting his body addicted to the feeling.

Which isn't a problem, he'll get over it after a week or so of detox when the tour ends.

(Something Olli doesn't really want to think about, the tour ending.)

Now he's lying in the bed of his hotel room just like that first time, and something is bothering him, but this once it has nothing to do with Aleksi being mad at him.

"Can I ask you something?" Olli inquires, the kisses Aleksi is leaving on his neck doing little to clear his mind. Aleksi hums. "Do you think it's gay if we have, like, anal sex?"

Aleksi stops kissing his skin, pulling away slightly to look at him. His gaze is heavy lidded. He looks into Olli's eyes, then at his lips, and that's when he says, "Nah. Why should it be?"

"Because it would be. Two men having sex."

Aleksi has started kissing Olli's neck again, this time it's slower though, wetter. "It's two men having sex when you're sucking my dick behind a gas station, when I'm giving you a handjob in the lounge area of the bus when the others are watching hockey on TV." Aleksi's lips move downward, caressing Olli's collarbone, and then he's biting there, making Olli yelp. "It's two men having sex when we grind against each other first thing in the morning, still in bed, when Tommi knocks on our door and tells us to get ready for breakfast." Aleksi's hand fondles Olli's cock through his pants. "All of this is two men having sex. And it feels good, doesn't it? It feels right."

"Yes," Olli breathes out, because what else can he say when Aleksi is stroking his dick like that.

"Remember this: we're good as long as we don't catch feelings for each other."

"Right."

Right.

"We can try anal sex if you want," Aleksi says. "We have condoms and lube. Did you want to be on top or -"

"I actually wanted to try bottoming," Olli says, cutting himself off before he can add because I want to have you inside me on a whole new level as he suspects it could sound, indeed, a bit gay.

This isn't catching feelings.

"Alright." Aleksi flashes him a reassuring smile. "I'll be gentle."

"How do I - have you done this before?" Olli asks.

"A couple of times, yeah. With women, of course."

"Of course."

"Lie down."

Olli does. Aleksi takes his pajamas off slowly and then undresses himself. He grabs Olli's knees and parts his legs gently, lowering his face and kissing his inner thigh once. He tells Olli to raise his legs and keep them folded.

"Like this?" Olli asks, feeling a little exposed but Aleksi is eyeing him tenderly.

"Yes, perfect," Aleksi says. "I'm gonna touch you a bit... getting you used to the sensation. Okay?"

Olli nods. Aleksi's fingers end up in between his cheeks, brushing lightly, then up his perineum, making Olli shiver. Aleksi pours lube on his hole directly from the bottle and it's cold, but Aleksi assures him the lube has to be copious.

"Tell me if you need more, alright?" Aleksi says, and Olli nods once again.

Aleksi's fingers are gentle. He describes what he's doing to Olli, making sure he's okay. When a finger is inside it isn't necessarily comfortable, but Aleksi's patient and soft gaze makes Olli relax easily and his body gives in. Aleksi prepares him for a while longer, and when Olli says he's ready, Aleksi withdraws his hand and ends up on top of him, kissing him slowly before smearing his cock in lube.

Their bodies are flush and it's so slick where Aleksi's cock and his ass touch. Olli wraps his arms and legs around Aleksi because he loves the feeling of having Aleksi everywhere, of his scent permeating the air all around him; he loves how sweet Aleksi is tonight, his considerate questions and kind eyes.

He won't tell him that, of course, because that would be gay, and we all agree that neither of them is gay, so Olli just hugs Aleksi silently as the latter gently penetrates him, not before asking if it's okay a million times, not before reminding Olli he can tap out if he needs to, he can add more lube, he can stretch him more, he'll do whatever Olli needs him to.

They have slow sex. It's uncomfortable before it feels even remotely pleasurable, but Aleksi's tender care makes it all worth it. He moves so slowly Olli can feel every centimeter of him inside himself, and the way Aleksi is looking at his face, attentive and careful, makes Olli feel all fuzzy in the chest. However, it's when Aleksi tells him he feels so good that Olli lets out a moan, which seems to invigorate Aleksi, making him move a bit faster. Olli doesn't mind, he's totally relaxed now, and when Aleksi lifts his hips a bit and the angle changes, Olli feels a kind of pleasure he's never felt in his life before.

"Found it?" Aleksi asks, amused.

Olli moans louder, holding Aleksi closer to him. It's heaven. Heaven. His body has never felt better, his heart is warm and large and full, his head is above the clouds, and Olli comes untouched for the first time ever.

"Good boy," Aleksi says, and when he finally comes as well, Olli wishes he wasn't wearing a condom so he could feel all the cum inside him, claiming his body like it's his right.

But it's not because he's catching feelings. It's just that the sex is particularly good.

They're best bros. Fuck buddies at best.

***

The habit-turned-tradition-turned-obsession somehow ends up turning into something else by the end of the tour. Olli doesn't exactly know what, but he knows it's bothering him. If he couldn't stay a day without having sex with Aleksi before, now he finds himself fighting for his attention, hating it when he spends time with someone else (like when he went shopping with Joel on their day off) and feeling like the king of the universe when Aleksi rests his head on his shoulder (like that day they were late to the venue because the bus was stuck in traffic).

It's bothering him because deep down, despite him not being gay, despite Aleksi being his best bro, Olli knows he caught feelings somewhere along the way. He tells himself it isn't the case, that he doesn't like Aleksi like that, he only likes the attention, the sex, having someone to occupy his mind, but lying to himself can only get him so far, and it won't spare him all the hurt that will inevitably come.

Because to Aleksi it's only sex, he made it clear right from the start.

It gets even heavier on the last day of tour. They're getting back to Finland tomorrow and the fact that Aleksi will be in Helsinki and Olli in Oulu, how they won't have any excuse to sleep together anymore, how Aleksi will probably go on with his life like nothing ever happened tears up Olli's heart.

It wasn't supposed to come to this. Fuck.

That's why he agrees to go to Joel's acquaintance's party (a friend of a friend of a dude who works at a radio station), to try and drown his sorrows in alcohol before the hole in his chest gets too big and sucks too much of his life away. Aleksi will be there too, everyone will, but staying behind on the bus and crying his eyes out in his bunk bed is most likely the more pathetic option and Olli doesn't need that.

At the party, Olli drinks and drinks and drinks. He's Mr. Recovery Man so he'll be just fine for the flight tomorrow. There are a lot of beautiful women trying to start a conversation with "the Finnish bassist who looks like a model", as Olli overheard one of them say, but sex is the last thing on Olli's mind right now. All he wants is to hold Aleksi's hand for one last time before they have to part.

Before he has to tell him he fucked everything up by catching feelings and evidently not being as straight as he thought he was.

Olli drinks again. His mood gets better the more he drinks, his head and heart lighter, to the point, some time later, where he's actually having fun and dancing to the beat pumping through the speakers and talking to people; however, it's short lived. He keeps drinking until a line is crossed and his stomach starts to hurt. Olli finds a bathroom before it's too late, throws up his entire soul, and by the time he's done, he can barely stand.

Joonas finds him in the bathroom, holding on to the sink. His friend washes his mouth and takes him to the couch in the living room, asking him if he wants to go back to the bus with him and call it a night. Olli refuses.

(He doesn't want the night to end, because that would mean the tour has ended, and so has whatever he and Aleksi had.)

Joonas leaves, not without mumbling something about someone being a lovesick idiot. Olli considers the beer bottle sitting on the coffee table before him, but decides against it. He fights sleep but allows his eyes to close, focusing on the music resonating in his chest. He tries to figure out the notes of the bass he's hearing. It's a pretty basic bass line.

Someone sits down beside him. Olli opens his eyes and it's a blurry, blurry Aleksi, with wild hair and sweat all over his face. Olli's senses come back to him at once, suddenly alert. Aleksi doesn't look much more sober than he is.

"Kiss," Aleksi says, moving closer, but Olli pushes him away.

"In front of everyone?"

"They know."

"They don't."

"Literally everyone in the band knows. Niko just called me a pining mess," Aleksi slurs. Olli furrows his brows because it reminds him of something. "I just want one last kiss before you tell me to fuck off forever."

"You're drunk."

"So are you."

Aleksi tries to kiss him once again but Olli moves away. It hurts. It hurts like hell, but another kiss would only hurt more. "We can't do this. Aleksi, this was a mistake. We said we wouldn't catch feelings. But I have."

Aleksi suddenly turns serious. He looks at Olli's face for a moment, like he's searching for something there. His face is still blurry but he's as gorgeous as always, even with the two little expression lines in between his eyebrows. His gaze drops as soon as he starts speaking.

"So have I. I fell in love with you. Sorry I can't say it sober."

"You - what?"

Aleksi's face crumbles after an intense moment. He starts to laugh loudly and for a second Olli thinks this was all a cruel, heartless prank.

"Dude, we're so fucking gay," Aleksi says. "Don't know about you but I told myself so many lies during the last few months. Ever since we started hooking up. But I wasn't fooling anyone. Dude, I like you so fucking much. Always have."

Olli feels like he could cry; he hugs Aleksi tight instead, kissing him on the mouth when they part and not giving two shits about it.

"We should... probably talk about this when we're both sober. In the morning," Olli suggests.

"Can you - can you just say it out loud? Again? Just one last time... Or tomorrow I won't think it's real," Aleksi says, looking small somehow. It makes Olli smile fondly.

"What, that I like you back?"

"Yeah."

Olli cups the side of Aleksi's face, looking deep into his eyes, so blurry yet so beautiful.

"You're all I ever wanted."

#my writing #blind channel fanfiction #blind channel fanfic #rpf #blind channel rpf #aleksi kaunisvesi x olli matela

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figgyblossom · 1 year

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Tales from adhd/anxiety land

Wanted to wake up this morning early and go right away to a coffee shop so I could sit down and work on some school withdrawal paperwork and apply to jobs.

Well, I was so tired that I slept way later than I meant to. That's ok, I said to myself. We will take our time and make a Good Breakfast and Shower, and *then* go to coffee shop. The day is not lost.

I went to find my adhd meds. I havent been able to find them all week. A few days ago my mom and I laughed at how adhd it was that I lost them. Now I am beginning to feel panicked.

It's okay. We will go to the coffee shop anyway. Just being there will be helpful!

My brain is tired, I'm starting to feel overwhelmed, I open my phone. I scroll through my phone, my bag packed beside me, and my brain saying we Need to get going. Two hours pass.

I finally stand up. We're not going to let this ruin the day. It's only noon. We can do this.

I arrive at the Cafe and can tell its crowded inside. My bag full of my laptop, papers, charging chords, seems to weigh heavier on my shoulder. I order my coffee to go - at least I got out of the house! It's going to be okay. Keep breathing. Why are there so many people?

Peaking around one of the corners while l wait for my coffee, I see that there are two free booths! Huzzah!

I tuck myself into the corner with my hot coffee and warm scarf. I open my laptop. It's dead. I look around for an outlet. There is no outlet.

I don't cry. I kind of want to, but I dont.don't.

I guess I'll sit here for a little while, maybe try to journal a bit.. but im definitely feeling frustrated and overwhelmed and like I just wasted the last hour and a half of effort to get here. If i had just chosen the other shop I was thinking of, I would have a charger.. there would probably be more space... but I also chose this place because it's cozy.

Idk now im rambling.

It's just hard to be reminded that sometimes you can make all the "right" decisions, you can push through those moments of anxiety, but sometimes it just doesn't work out and you still end up exhausted and not where you wanted.

But! I also have to believe moments like these are still valuable and help make me stronger, right?

Ugh. Maybe it just wasn't meant to be today! Maybe the universe is telling me to leave those job applications for tomorrow. For the new year.

#adhd #anxiety #new years #depression #chronic pain #cest moi

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ericathefae · 1 year

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Good morning!

So, yesterday's experiment went well. Let's see if we can replicate it. It's 9:27 right now, I got up around 7:40 (after only have snoozed a little), was out the door ten minutes after 'cause I wanted yoghurt for breakfast, but didn't have any at home > I also picked up a package and shopped some other useful things (which, impressive, since I easily end up with just snacks and knick knacks instead of food), which I had decided on while I was still in bed. When I got home (around 8:50) I unpacked, got stuck daydreaming, and prepared breakfast. Today's plan:

Make this list [9:40]

Eat breakfast (while watching 1 video) [10:17]

Set timer for two hours and write out today's work tasks and put on the corckboard [10:21]

Read Danmarks ældste ugeblad and write down relevant notes [got about half way through (it's a fairly thin booklet), got a little lost daydreaming though - also interrupted the reading to go check one of my own books for information about photolithography]

Look at yesterday's and today's notes, figure out what to use where [eh, not yet...]

Begin writing this first assignment [nope]

Take a break (I assume it will now be around 12:20) ]12:19, booyah! PS. I'm in a good mood today, the sun is shining and I feel like I'm being productive, it's good]

Peel and boil potatoes, cook bacon for later, while doing the dishes [13:00]

Make sandwich, eat sandwich [15:12, ended up taking a longer break watching youtube and crocheting (and I even got around to water my plants)]

Update and continue this list [eh, I checked tumblr... and took a nap for a couple of hours, it's now 18:41 and I am definitely avoiding doing anything, because I know I have to send what I've written this week to my thesis advisor and I have litterally nothing yet! I'm craving soda and chips :( Aaaaaand I got lost on tumblr again... it's now 20:06 and I'm kinda panicking]

Set new timer, continue work on my thesis (aka. reading the second half)

Write something! (aka. get to the two blue items above)

Okay, new plan [20:30]: write email to my thesis advisor explaining why there is no text [done 20:44, I feel like a bit of a failure to be honest]

Do not go down and buy soda and chips (it's the easy way out and I've actually got food I like in the fridge, I just need to make a slightly more sensible option to get sorta similar levels of comfort, I can do this) [check]

Make good food, watch something nice [check]

Go to bed early [ish, 22:58, goodnight. PS. definitely going to read a fanfic before I actually sleep - I have a Johnlock pretend-relationship one lined up, it will be yummy]

Leasons learned: - don't pour breakfast and then try to make the list at the same time (you'll be distracted by the food) - not having the entire day planned from the beginning removes the sense of urgency (and I end up just taking breaks whenever I feel like it and easily get lost in endless scrolling)

PS. Tomorrow my goal is gonna be to finally start on my book-binding-collage-photo-memory-journal kind of project that I bought stuff for like half a year ago! [though this was written when I was still feeling optimistic]

#neurodivergence #executive dysfunction #autistic inertia #experiment #plan for the day #friday #to do today

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tomicaleto · 2 years

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Crop Top Anakin Month!

Day 5: Anakin Skywalker during the Festival of Lights, circa 21 BBY

(The Festival of Lights is a made up Jedi holiday)

#Anakin Skywalker #Darth Vader #Star Wars #SW #The Clone Wars #TCW #Star Wars: The Clone Wars #Attack of the Clones #AOTC #Revenge of the Sith #ROTS #Padawan Anakin #Crop top Anakin month #crop top Anakin Skywalker #I have a final tomorrow so this was a bit later and I'm also panicking enjoy!#anidala #obikin #Tomi's art

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liyacreate · 2 years

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Brothers reaction to MC mistaking them for a strange intruder in their room

It was the middle of the night. You were sleeping soundly when you were woken up. There in your room was a demon. You screamed from shock and threw a pillow at the intruder.

Lucifer

He was just checking up on you for his usual nightly patrol. He had noticed you looked chilly so he went in and adjusted your blanket to better cover you. The movement however woke you up which prompted you to look at the Avatar of pride towering over you.

Your scream had almost burst his ears and the pillow smacked him right on the face. He was disoriented for a few minutes. You were obviously panicked so he turned on the lights to show that it was merely him. He'll apologize for spooking you and explain what he was doing in your room. Will assure you that it isn't your fault if you apologize to him as well. If his other brothers come in to investigate the sound of your scream, Lucifer will simply explain in the shortest way they can.

"My apologies MC. I simply wanted to adjust your blanket."

Mammon

This was after movie night. The person who was tasked with picking the show had put on a horror movie. Mammon was DEFINITELY not going into your room because he was scared! No it was because he knew you would be scared and so the Great Mammon had decided to stay in your room so that you feel safer.

He was in the middle of waking you up so that he can sleep with you (not in that way, get y'all's heads outta the gutters) but when you opened your eyes to look at him, you let out a scream that ended up making Mammon scream as well. He'll deny later that he ever screamed nor that his scream was much louder and a higher pitch than yours. The pillow hit him right on the stomach and he doubled over a bit. Mostly because of shock, he's still the second born and one of the Avatars after all.

You opened the lights to see a frightened demon in your room clinging to your pillow as if it was a shield. Once he realizes nothing scary is in your room, he'll act angry to hide his embarassment. He'll insist that he stays in your room to make it up to him. If his other brothers check up on the scream, he'll shoo them away and refuse to say what had happened.

"Hey, what's the big deal screamin into my ear like that huh?"

Leviathan

Levi was just going to your room to show you merch he just got of his favorite character from the anime you watch together that he couldn't wait to show you. He had forgotten to knock and went in excitedly only to accidentally wake you up and cause you to shout out in fear. The volume of your voice made him panic just as much as you did. A stray pillow landing a KO hit at his face.

It's no surprise this incident will cause the third born's ego to crumble even more than it already was. Poor guy thought you hated him and found him so repulsive. You'll have to work hard to reassure him that that wasn't the case. Even so he'll end up sulking for a month or so. Please give the guy lots of affection afterwards. Also if any of the other brothers come, he'll refuse to say anything and run as fast as he could back to his room.

"Did you really find me that upsetting?"

Satan

Satan was just going to hand you a textbook that you really needed for a test tomorrow. He had knocked on your door although you didn't give a response. When he opened your door and saw you sleeping, he decided to just leave the book on your desk. Somehow though you had woken up and screamed when you saw another person in your room.

Satan tried to calm you down by saying it was just him but the pillow that flew straight into his face silenced him. When the lights finally got turned on and you had calmed down, Satan finally explained to you what had happened. Will apologize and assure you that you're safe. If his other brothers came in, he'll simply explain the situation as calmly as he can.

"I'm sorry MC, it wasn't my intention to frighten you like that."

Asmodeus

Asmo went in your room to try with you a nightly routine he had found. He burst into your room, waking you up in the process. The sudden intrusion made you panic as soon as you woke up which prompted the Avatar to panic with you.

It almost became a competition between the two of you on who could shout the loudest if it wasn't for the pillow thrown into his face. Asmo had latched unto you which made you panic even more, desperate to push off the person you had thought was a stranger. After a few minutes however, you soon realize it's just the 5th born.

Asmo would pout once you explain that you had mistaken him for an intruder. Deeply offended you could even mistake him as anyone else. Don't worry though, he can't stay mad at you for too long. Just make sure you make it up to him by joining his new nightly routine. If his brothers came in to see what happened, he'll simply shrug them off and force them to leave.

"MC darling, how in Devildom could you think I was an intruder?! What kind of intruder would look as good as me?!"

Beelzebub

Beel was just walking by when he heard noises in your room. He had went in only to check on you. It was just supposed to be him going in and then out however he had somehow woken you up. He got really worried when you started panicking and screaming. The pillow that you threw at him hardly phased him though.

He'll try to calm you down the entire time. Making sure to keep his distance as to not stress you out even more. Once you've stopped screaming, he'll ask you if there's anything wrong. Mans is like a worried puppy. Will 100% apologize for waking you up and scaring you. Might even offer you some of the food he got from the kitchen. Will also explain why he came in. If the other brothers come in to check up on you, Beel will just explain the situation as simple as he can.

"Oh I'm sorry MC. I didn't mean to scare you. Are you really ok?"

Belphegore

He just wanted to snuggle with you since he had always found that sleeping with you made him sleep better. That's why it wasn't that uncommon for Belphie to come over to your room at night. The problem was that he usually texted you before you slept that he was going to come and you were already sleeping when the message had sent to your phone.

The seventh born tried to get in your bed like he usually did however you ended up waking up and getting spooked by him. You screamed out and threw a pillow right into his abdomen. Once the lights are open, there before you is a very annoyed Avatar of Sloth. He'll just grumble under his breath and plop down on your bed and tell you to lie down and sleep. He's not angry. What he feels is mostly sadness and guilt, he just masks it by pouting. He won't admit it but he's still very guilty for what he had done to you at the attic. Please give him lots of hugs to counter his thoughts. If his brothers check up on you, he'll tell them to go away without even lifting his head.

"Stop screaming, it's just me."

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tartagliad · 3 years

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Stay In Bed

Summary: Taking care of the boys when they're sick

Fandom: Tears of Themis

Genre: fluff!

F!reader

Warnings: mentions of pain and vomiting ig..?

(A/N: IM IN URGE TO WRITE THIS PLS- I want to make something for this fandom and why not start with some fluff... ehe, hope you enjoy this. My request box is open for this too :))

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Artem:

((Both of you aren't living together yet))

Y'all know that he's an absolute workaholic

He's probably fallen sick due to the fact that he didn't rest enough

Artem probably just going to ignore it or call you

He would just hope that tomorrow will be okay

And today... yeah he couldn't walk :"

The heat spreading through his body, couldn't breath well, and the dizziness

He also remembers that he had a plan to meet with you, now he feels bad..

Artem wants to cancel the plan but both of you barely seen each other because he was so busy

He was almost drifted back to sleep when he heard a doorbell

How would he suppose to do it... he lost all of his strength

Artem collected all of his strength and stand up, holding to the nightstand

And because he's cold, he put the blanket on his body and proceeds to walk, leaning against the wall

When he opened the door, the light from outside came and his dizziness grew worse and he almost fall

But then he could feel something holding him, it was you

"Artem!" you panicked, you put his arm around your shoulder and rest him on the couch

You put your palm on his forehead.. oh dear he's really warm

"I'll head to the kitchen for awhile, stay here." you said to him and ran to the kitchen

Artem could only nod and closed his eyes and wait for you to come back

You boil some water to make a warm honey water to sooth his throat and grab a small cloth and damp it with some cold water

After a few minutes, you came back to him and give him the drink

Artem sat up and take drink from your hand, the drink makes his body feel warmer and his throat feel much better

"Sorry... I can't go..'' he says weakly, resting his head on your shoulder

"It's okay Artem, besides, I can still be here with you for as long as you like..'' you responded, putting your hand on his head.. he felt really relaxed and his eyes started to grew heavier

You noticed it and told him to go back to his bedroom, you have to help him walk tho :'

Finally, after arrived in his room, you gently rest him and put the damped cloth on his forehead

You were about to leave the room to get some supplies until he suddenly grabs your wrist, "Stay....'' he mumbled

''Artem I'll be quick, I'm just getting you some things.'' ''No... later..'' he answered

Your face turned slightly red at his attitude and gave in

You walk to the other side of the bed and sit besides him, he puts his head on your stomach, arms wrapping around your waist

You're not going to leave his side until he wakes up again

Let's just say he become a bit cuddly when he's sick

Artem is happy to have someone like you to look after him <3

He'll be healthy again in 3 days :)

Vyn:

Rarely falls sick actually

Vyn knows how to take care of himself properly even if both of you already lived together

The factor is probably because the unexpected changes of the weather

One moment is raining and the next is sunny

And yes the weather this week is like that..

It was 4 a.m... you woke up because there was a sound came from the bathroom

You checked to the other side of the bed and Vyn wasn't there

You rubbed your eyes and gently walks to the bathroom, "Vyn... are you okay?'' you speak softly

Vyn didn't answer and you started to worry, so you opened the door softly and saw Vyn throwing up

You walked towards him and gently rub his back, "it's okay... just let it out.'' you softly speak

He then put his head on your shoulder, his breath was uneven, his hair sticking to his forehead and his face was really red

You gently rub his arm to sooth him and he leans closer

You then help him up, he brushed his teeth and wash his face

Then you gently rub his face with a warm towel and put him back to your shared bed

Vyn drifted back to sleep not long after and as for you, you went back to the bathroom to get a damped cloth and get a thermometer

You then take his temperature and it beeps after a few minutes, "38,7 degrees...'' you quietly spoke to yourself as you looked over at him, poor Vyn..

After that you put the cloth on his forehead and went to get a book from the shelves since... well, it's a bit late to go back to sleep especially when your boyfriend is in a bad condition

You get 2 glasses of water, one for him and one for you

Sitting down next to him and gently opened the book and start to read it

It is 7 a.m. now... ig reading the book speeds the time lmao

Since it's almost breakfast, you decided to cook something for the two of you

You then made some soup for him and a simple omelet for you

And you also brew some tea to accompany it :3

When you're about to finish plating, someone came behind you and hugged you, it's Vyn

"Vyn, dont scare me like that." you said that as you chuckled, "Sorry... i was a bit... lonely..'' he said

You gently looked at him, he was wrapping himself with a blanket and his eyes were glossy

"Go back to bed alright, I'll be right back..'' you gently cupped his face and he nodded, he walks back to the room.. you smiled to yourself

Not long after Vyn went back to the bed, you came back with a tray on your hand

You gently put it on the bed as he slowly tries to pick it up, "Don't burn yourself, it's hot..'' you warned him

He nodded and both of you started to eat, you two have a small chat too

After you two are done, you went back to the kitchen to put the dishes away and get his medicine

Vyn takes the medicine then you sat next to him and tuck him in

He suddenly grabs your wrist and put in on his head, it looks like he's in so much pain :(

"It hurts..'' he complained, "I know... close your eyes, you'll feel better.'' you softly coo at him

He then drifted to sleep not long after.. aww..

You'll be in this condition for 3 to 4 days :^

Luke:

This little sunshine is a bit clingy when he's not well

But sometimes he would force himself to go to work like Artem

Luke tries to hide it from you cuz he didn't want to bother you and yet he knows how busy you are lately

Well today is that day.. he's really busy but yet he has a cold

But he think it'll brush off when he works, after all.. his work rarely acquires him to go outside

Hours go by his head gets more and more painful and his eyes grew heavier

So he decided to close his eyes a for awhile so dizziness could go away..

While he's asleep, you arrived at his place

You figured out since he's busy, you want to have lunch together with him

Since you have the access to his place, you immediately come inside

You think that he'll be at his desk and you're right

But you're confused why he's sleeping on his desk

You gently tap his shoulder, "Luke... wake up.." you said, he slowly moved and you saw how tired he is

"Oh... I didn't know you'll be here...what's up?" he asks as he rest him self on the chair

"Eh, I just wanted to eat lunch with you.. but.." you fall silent for a moment, "Are you okay..? you don't look so good." you said

Luke just nodded at you as his eyes began to close again

As observant you are, you gently put your palm on his forehead.. he's sick

"hah... Luke, why didn't you tell me you have a fever?" you frowned at him

"I thought that it'll be gone in a few hours and thus.. i didn't want to bother you..." he said

You silently sighed and walk closer to him, "You're never going to bother me.. now let's get you do bed, alright?" you said

Luke slowly rises from his seat and hold your wrist for support

When you finally reached his apartment, you bring him to his room and he changed his clothes to something more comfortable

While he's changing, you prepare some tea and heat up the lunch that you bought earlier

Luckily, the lunch you bought wasn't too heavy

Once you're done, you went back to his room and saw him already lying on the bed

You smiled gently at him and put the tray on the nightstand

"Here, you need to eat so you could feel better.." you said, but he refuses, "noo.. I'm not hungry.. can I eat later..?" he complained

You frowned at his words, "hah.. Luke, you haven't eaten since morning, haven't you?.. it's not good for you especially with a fever like this.." you tell him, "here how abt this, I'll feed you?" you offer

He kinda lights up a little inside, so he just gave in and you started to feed him

Ngl after you feed him, he felt his appetite coming back

"Can I have a cuddle?" he ask, you blushed a little

"Luke.. I don't want to get sick." you complain, he frowned at you, "aww please...?" he asked again with those eyes

Ugh... you can't say no to those eyes, so you nodded and he pulls you down to lay with him

"Don't leave.." he said, "alright alright, I'll stay.." you say

Then he drift to sleep, but you cant escape cuz everytime you move his hand subconsciously thights around you

Luke will be fine in 1 or 2 days since he has a good immune system

Marius:

10x more clingier than Luke omg

Marius sometimes will tell you if he feels unwell, but it's rare for him to hide it

Or either you're the one who found out before he says it

He's that type of person who will get sick at.. some time of the year

Idk, there's a particular day or moment when he'll fall sick :/

You didn't memorised it since it always changes ofc

Morning has just come by and you opened your eyes and the sun was shining to your room

You check the clock, it was 7.30.. it's normal for you to wake up at times like this since you had a few days of

Then you check the other side of the bed, there your boyfriend still asleep

You didn't wanna wake him since he looked so peaceful

You got up and went to the kitchen to make some coffee and some breakfast

Eating breakfast and reading a book kinda speeds up the time, now its like 9.12

Now you realised Marius haven't woke up yet

He never woke up this late, usually he'll wake up a few minutes after you or before you

You went back to your shared bedroom, the blanket covers him until his ears

Then you slowly opened the cover and reveal his complexion

He looked horrible :(

"Onee sann.. it's too bright.." Marius complained

"Marius, you have a fever." you said as you putting your palm on his forehead

You then put your hand through his hair and gently rubs it

His eyes felt heavy again, it feels really nice

"Be right back-" "Nooo, onee-sann.. stayy" he grabs your wrist

"Marius, I'm just getting you some supplies, it's not that long." you respond, he just sighed in defeat

You pre-heat some water to make tea and get some medicine, cloth, and a thermometer

Once you're done, you went back to the room, Marius was looking over at the window

"Onee-sann what took you so long?~" "Marius I was gone for like 7 minutes, not 7 years." you joked and he just pouted

You put the tray down and slowly hand him the tea

Marius took it and gently sips it, the tea soothes his throat

When he's done, he suddenly pull you into a hug, "Marius!" you yelped, "No leaving me." he simply says

"I-" you didn't know what to say, Marius then kissed your nose and your cheeks, "Marius, stop, I don't wanna get sick." you said

"Onee san, don't be like that~ you're such a meanie~" he pouts

You rolled your eyes playfully at him and silently chuckle, "Go to sleep von Hagen, you need it." you jokingly said it

"If you stay, then I'll sleep." Marius commanded

This baby... welp you kept his words, you don't leave him if you wanted him to sleep

You hope that he'll be better soon, although it's cute seeing him like this lmao

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#tears of themis #mihoyo #tears of themis headcanons #artem wing #vyn richter #luke pearce #marius von hagen #tears of themis vyn #tears of themis artem #tears of themis luke #tears of themis marius #tears of themis imagines

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suspiciousbystander · 2 years

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How they cheer up or comfort their s/o (imo):

Cypher: when you're stressed out, he'll find out immediately. You face is pale, you try so hard to hide the frown on your face, even your breathing! He knows you! He will take you to his workshop, lock the door and he will slowly approach you, he doesn't want to immediately hug you because you might not be in the mood for that, he will be very careful. If you give him the green light, he will finally hug you and caress your hair gently.

"I'll be here, I'm all yours. Take your time to calm down and, if you want, you can tell me everything, my dear"

Chamber: he knows you like sweets. That Opera Cake or the Cheesecake that's kinda hard to get would somehow be there. If you're too stressed out to even eat them, his face would change. It's a serious problem. He would cup your cheeks so you would be looking at him and him only. He'll be very gentle and loving. Nobody knows that side of him, only you. Ask him anything and he'll give them to you. Hugs, cuddles, kisses.. you name it.

"mon cher, who did this to you? Ssshh.. it's alright. I'm here for you right now. Later, I'll make sure not to let our good friend have a good night sleep. But for now, my attention is all yours"

Omen: he will be very upset about it. If he needs to, he would hurt anybody that did this to you. But you come first, he wants to calm you down first. He's wholesome! Blanket, hot choco and maybe the knitted octopus will be there for you as if he's a cute puppy fetching stuff for you. He's a bit shy about hugging you first, so you should hug him first.

"share your misery with me. If possible, just give me all those despair and let me have the pain for myself instead. You're too precious to be this sad, y/n"

Yoru: would be panicked. He doesn't exactly know how to cheer people up. He would be nervous instead and you find it cute. He might look like he doesn't care, but he's just confused. You need to tell him what you want. He might be too shy to hug you but if you really need those, he'll do it for you and blushes in the process.

"-sighs- so.. what am I supposed to do? You tell me and I'll try my best to help you. I will stay here for the night and won't leave you until you wake up tomorrow in the morning"

Kay/O: will take time to search "how to comfort human" inside his database. When the option of hugging comes up, he will close the door and take you to the sofa or bed. He will also wrap himself with blanket and turn on his "heating function(?)" then help you sit on his lap while leaning your head against his shoulder. It's a warm hug and very comforting.

"my database says this is called hugging and it should comfort you. Are you satisfied with this? If not, I can try something else like listening to your story. Do you want me to caress your hair gently as well?"

#valorant #cypher valorant #chamber valorant #valorant yoru #omen valorant #valorant chamber #valorant cypher #valorant omen #valorant kay/o

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doyouknowbtsswag · 3 years

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Discs|Tommyinnit|

(Takes place as actual Minecraft)

Tommy adored listening to Music since he was younger because of his older brother, Wilbur. Tommy's childhood was something special to him. He had a loving family which consisted of a father and two older twins. His father better known as Philza Minecraft was the perfect father, he was protective of his children and made sure they weren't hurt. His older twins were almost like different people. Technoblade always had his guard up and never really shown his emotional side except when he needed to, which never really happened. Techno also loved Greek Mythology and could quote almost every story by heart. Wilbur was more into making songs and singing he never really enjoyed violence, so he would play on his guitar while Techno trained.

Aside from his family life he had two best friends which were just as important. Tubbo was his right-hand man and was the first person to talk to him. His other best friend, Y/n was the person who he could always lean on and wasn't afraid to show his raw emotions. Sure he wanted to show his tuff side but the day you saw him cry was the time Tommy realized he could rely on you the most. Don't get me wrong he could rely on Tubbo as well but he made sure to put on a tough act for the boy because of his family life.

Tubbo's family was not the best, his father would always yell and neglect him, let's not leave out the fact that he's a drunk. His father always likes that but after his mom died his dad was heartbroken and it affected him he didn't pay attention to how his son felt. Being 6 years old and his mother passing away Tubbo didn't have the best childhood. So Tommy made sure Tubbo could lean on him.

Tommy was certainly the ring leader of the gang. He always suggested pranks and decided on games to play. Tommy wasn't happy he was younger than Tubbo but was happy he was older than Y/n. He always felt the need to protect you with every strength he could muster. His favorite game showed that. They played a game many kids played, the Knight, Princess, and the villain. Of course, Tommy was the knight and you were the princess tubbo would be the villain but sometimes Wilbur would play with them. Wilbur being 11 towered over them and was much stronger than the little kids which would make it 10 times more fun.

On his 7th birthday, he had a small party nothing too big, just his family, you and Tubbo. Tubbo couldn't get him much so he made Tommy a bandana. Even though Tubbo felt bad he couldn't give Tommy anything grand Tommy appreciated the bandana and put it around his neck showing Tubbo he liked it. Wilbur, Techno, and Phil gave him a copy of the family photo. It was rare to be able to take a photo so getting a copy of one made it just as great of a gift. Then the final gift was from you. You knew he loved music so you tried to get at least one rare Disc, but you managed to get two.

He stared at the Discs in amazement quickly running to the old jukebox his father owned. He put in the disc Cat. He smiled at the sound of the music, let's just say it was his favorite birthday gift he ever got. He hugged you which made you blush but you hugged back smiling. The others were awed at the sight. Wilbur managed to take a quick picture and made a mental note to get it printed out. It cost a lot but the now 12-year-old would do anything for his little brother.

A few months later Tommy woke up to arguing between his brothers and father. He silently stepped down the stairs making sure to go as slow as possible.

"What is up with you lately dad! All you do is stay in your room! You left us to take care of Tommy ever since you got that stupid letter a few months ago! Tommy hasn't noticed because of us!" Techno whisper yelled trying not to wake up Tommy which was a little too late.

"Not only that but you try to redeem yourself by giving us small gifts! Sure I appreciate it but I know why you're doing it! You don't want anyone noticing you've been acting suspicious lately" Wilbur crossed his arms.

"Keep it down you're gonna wake your brother" Phil whispered trying to stall the sudden outburst by the twins.

Tommy ran upstairs quietly putting clothes on to run to your house. He climbed out his window carefully. He would occasionally climb out his window if he was grounded to walk to Tubbo's house or your house. Right now he was on the way to yours.

It took him 10 minutes to get to your house. He grabbed a small pebble and threw it at your window. He threw 2 more before you opened the window looking down at the boy.

"Tommy what are doing here," I said watching the boy climb up to my window. He looked upset. Sitting in my bed.

"They're fighting again..."

"Whos fighting?" I asked sitting next to him.

Tommy was looking down tears streaming his face.

"My brothers and dad" He whispered. "It happened last week too but it wasn't that bad but they've been fighting more recently and I don't like it" The 7-year-old sniffled.

"Do you know what they were arguing about?" I asked placing my hands gently on his.

"My dad has been acting differently apparently" He sighed wiping his tears " I didn't notice but apparently it's so obvious to Techno and Wilbur"

"Maybe your dad is working on something really important," I said not knowing how to fully answer.

"Probably" He muttered

"Hey, I know how to cheer you up!" I said running over to one of my chests.

I looked through a few chests trying to find a music disc to play for Tommy. When I finally found it I ran to the Jukebox and put it in the slot. The disc played Chirp throughout the room. I look over and saw Tommy smiling just a bit.

"How do you have so many Discs," Tommy asked standing up walking to the Jukebox.

"My grandpa had a bunch before he died, he gave them all to me because when I was younger all we did was listen to the discs" I smiled at the memory.

"So why did you give Cat and Mellohi to me?" He asked

"Because your my favorite person in the world" I looked at him smiling I could see his face turn red which made me giggle.

"You're my favorite person in the world too," Tommy said pulling me into a hug to which I hugged him back.

"Thank you..."

"Your welcome Toms"

He pulled away from the hug and looked out the window seeing the sun slowly rise.

"Oh crap, I have to go before I get caught" He panicked running to the window.

"wait!" I ran and grabbed Chirp from the Jukebox running to the window hanging me the disc. "Take it"

"But I thought-"

"Let that disc remind you of me if you ever need to let out your feelings"

"Thank you" He smiled kissing my cheek then climbing down the house.

"Thomas!" I shouted but still smiling.

"Bye" He grinned waving

"Be safe" I whispered watching him run off to his house.

Tommy ran as fast as he could to his house before the sun could rise any longer. He climbed up to his window jumping into his room. He was holding the disc carefully when he was climbing so he didn't scratch it. He laid in bed out of breath from running but thank god he made it back before anyone noticed.

A few weeks later you suddenly stopped coming over to play with him and Tubbo. Tommy just thought you had something to do with your family as you did every so often. Days turned into weeks. He sat every night looking at the picture Wilbur took on his birthday of you guys hugging. It didn't sit right that you hadn't shown up or even sent a message that you were away. It confused him.

The next day he begged his family to take him to your house. Yes, he knew how to get to your house but he still wanted one of his brothers to go with I'm knowing his father was still busy. Tommy asked Wilbur in the morning but Wilbur said he was busy today and maybe tomorrow. Tommy had to go today no matter what so he ran to Technoblade's room knocking on the door. Only for Techno to say he was busy and not to bother him.

He sighed knowing he would have to go himself. He put his jacket on and shoes. He walked out of the house and made his way over to your house. Tommy ran to your house concerned, he had a bad feeling and wanted to make sure you were okay.

He saw your house and sprinted faster when he arrived he walked to the door seeing it partially opened. He opened the door all the way seeing the inside of the house destroyed. He walked inside looking around.

"Y/n?" He said seeing shattered glasses on the ground.

"Y/n?!" He saw blood on the ground which made his breath hitch.

"Y/N!" He ran up to your room panicked only to be faced with a pool of blood on the floor.

"No no no no no no," He said his body giving out on him making him fall to the ground blood getting on his clothes and shoes.

He didn't bother to get up and leave. He physically couldn't get up his body was in a paralyzed state so he was forced to lay where you possibly died. his breath was heavy and it was like he had no oxygen in his lungs. he wanted to cry for help but the way he was breathing, it was useless to try. He eventually passed out due to a lack of oxygen.

When he woke up it was night. He still laid in your bedroom but this time he could actually breathe. He then realized he had been gone all day and didn't know what time of night it was. Tommy slowly got up looking at his bloodied clothes. His tears silently fell as he made himself walk back to his house. He wasn't bothered by the noises of the creatures around the area. He couldn't care less if he got hurt because he had a bigger wound that no one would ever be able to fix.

The house lights were on and he saw people sitting outside. He walked closer and saw his family with worried looks on their faces. When they heard footsteps they looked to see Tommy slowly making his way to the door. Wilbur immediately ran up to the little boy pulling him into a hug.

"You had us all fucking worried!" He pulled away from the hug only then noticing the blood. "Holy shit your hurt"

Tommy just stood there no words came out of his mouth as his brother brought him inside to check his "wounds". He was sat on the kitchen counter as Phil raced to grab the first aid kit. when Wilbur went to take Tommy's shirt off to clean the "wound" He says nothing but dried blood.

"Tommy?..."

"She's gone....."

"What?"

"Y/N IS GONE!" His sudden outburst made the 14-year-old jump.

"She's dead Wilby" He sobbed Wilbur pulled the boy into a hug and tried calming down the younger boy. Tommy eventually fell asleep and Wilbur changed him into his pajamas taking the bloody clothes to the washer.

10 years later he sat in exile he lost his precious Discs and was now sent out of the land that he built with Wilbur and Tubbo when Phil went missing and Technoblade left. Wil eventually died by his own father. It was the first time he had seen Phil in 10 years only to see him kill one of the only people who stuck by him.

He then lost Tubbo who exiled him for a stupid prank he did on George's house with Ranboo. Tommy wasn't the type to snitch on someone so he took the blow for Ranboo. He had officially lost everything he ever cared about, the only thing he had left was a picture of you and him hugging when he was 7 years old.

"Tommy?...."

"Y/n?!"

------------------------------------------------------- Just thought of this randomly. ✨YOU ARE AMAZING AND PERFECT THE WAY YOU ARE! YOU ARE WORTH IT ON SO MANY LEVELS✨

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atlas-private · 3 years

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-Velvet & Jaune Before relationship-

Velvet: Sorry Jaune, didn't mean to be a bother but I really appreciate you helping me out.

Jaune: No problem Velvet. Besides, what kind of Huntsmen would I be if I didn't help out a pretty girl in need?

Velvet blushes at the boys words who also realized what he just said since a blush on his face is growing also.

Velvet: Well. Maybe it's okay to be helped out every now and again by a Handsome Huntsman like you.

Both are blushing madly now, both internally panicking over what to do next until an idea forms.

Jaune/Velvet: Do you wanna go see a movie tomorrow?

The pair blink at each other, staring at each other for several minutes. There perspective of how cute and how handsome the other really is growing respectfully. Finally clicking that they had been staring at each other for some time now the pair turned forward in an instant and began walking. Although any bystander would've seen the pair walking far closer to one another than one would expect.

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-Velvet & Jaune During Relationship-

Velvet: Fuck fuck fuck~

Jaune watched in a daze as Velvet grinded herself against him as he felt himself bury deep inside of her. The usually shy but surprisingly sassy rabbit Faunus now the picture of wonton lust and desires within the Knight's eyes.

Jaune: I hope you're mission won't be *grunt* too loooongfuckthatsgood.

Velvet said nothing as only her gasps and grunts being her only response. Her usually straight hair was a mess, clinging to her forehead with sweat now as the pair had been going for some hours. She only looked down at her Knight, feeling how his hands roamed around her thighs and kneading her ass like dough. His body, while impressive in it's own rights, was sweat covered and now dotted with her own little love bites that she had left on him. She had been worried when she unconsciously did it the first time during a rather steamy makeout session. Yet when he said that he liked it well who was she to deny her boyfriend?

She continued to ride on, the sizeable shaft that has once intimidated her was now being pistoned in and out of her with gusto. She began to feel her own climax nearing and let out a breathy voice.

Velvet: Gonna cum, gonna cum, gonna cu- mmmph!

She wasn't surprised to feel Jaune sit up and embrace her, planting a deep kiss as she felt him start to rock into her core much harder than when she was riding him. She broke the kiss and settled for holding onto him, burying her head into his shoulder and letting him hear first the moans that he was thrusting out if her.

Velvet: Ah Ahhh!

In that instant she tightened around him and bit into his shoulder out of reflex. Jaune hissed in pain and pleasure as he felt Velvet tighten around both his body and manhood. It felt like he was being milked for all he had as he thrusted a few more times as Velvet began to loosen herself from him. The deep warmth that she felt inside of her now was pure bliss.

Sometime later the pair laid side by side in bed, simply basking in the after glow of yet another evening of passion. Velvet resting her head on Jaune's chest as they simply cuddled.

Velvet: I'm gonna miss these when I'm out in the mission you know?

Jaune chuckled

Jaune: And yet my heart already misses you.

Velvet: Dork.

She kissed his cheek and began to settle into a comfy position for a nap. Jaune followed suit and held Velvet closer to him.

Jaune: I really am lucky to have an amazing girl like her.

The room which once held the sounds of passion were now replaced with the soft snores of a loving couple.

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July 14, 2021

(Hello again, Private here! Practicing the lewd scenes so it will be rough.

As you can see I'm a sucker for ScarletKnight and a few others, but Jaune and Velvet are at the very top of the list. I really enjoy just having the shy looking rabbit girl being with the Himbo, and if that's wrong then I don't want to be right.

Plus the idea of a couole being cute and dorky in public but then outright beasts, sort of speak, in the sheets is just right dandy. Anyways, thanks for your time and giving this a read, have a great day!)

#rwby #jaune arc #velvet scarlatina #jaune x velvet #ScarletKnight #rwby smut

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chanderylix · 3 years

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"You Wanna Come In?"

M A S T E R L I S T

Author's note:

This is my thought when I woke up this morning. It's kinda suggestive(?) or nearly a smut. I thought that I should share it so you guys (who read this) can also imagine this🤤

Reminder: Sorry for my English lol my grammar sucks cause English is not my first language. Hope you can understand<3. Also this is my very very first smut/suggestive thing that I write so yeah it's basically sucks lol and yes, the title is based on Back Door by SKZ (I'mma stayzen yay)

Pairing : switch!hendery x switch!(f)reader x sub!xiaojun

Genre : smut (Lord pls have mercy on me)

Warning : bad english, threesome, mxm a little bit (only kissing), oral (giving/receiving), nipple play, dirty talk, Xiaojun's first time, slightly mommy kink, cum eating, kinda rough, basically pure filth, I think that's it (?)

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What if your boyfriend's best friend interrupted your hot session with your boyfriend at the hotel room? Why don't you just let him in and enjoy it together?

You, you're boyfriend:Hendery, and your boyfriend's best friend that become yours too: Xiaojun were in a 5 star hotel room in Seoul. Actually you guys planned for a staycation for 2 days. You want to spend your weekend with your boyfriend, Hendery. However, Xiaojun also want to kinda ruin your date with Hendery so you decided to ask him but sleep in the separate room. Your plan for tomorrow is just swimming in the hotel and have a fine dining.

Hendery chose the right room: executive suite room with 1 king size bed, an opened bathroom where you could see someone's taking a bath with a bathup in the center, mini bar, kitchen, living room, basically like an apartment with a nice view to the city. The most expensive room in that 5 star hotel.

Your hotel room is the only room at 25th floor so no need to be worry. Meanwhile Xiaojun sleep at the 24th floor. You and Hendery had waited for this moment. With no interruption, no one could see, you could do as much as you want, screaming and moaning as loud as you can while having sex without afraid that anyone could hear it. It's just the two of you. You can imagine, having sex with your boyfriend on the couch, on the kitchen pantry, or on the king size bed freely with no one can see. You already put your things in the bedroom with a smily face. Hendery too. Suddenly, he pinned you against the wall.

"I'm waiting for this moment, baby" he said near to your neck and his hot breath tickles. Kissing down to your neck, sucking and leaving spot that you're sure will stay there for the next week. He keeps kissing, sucking, licking your neck and up to your earlobe. "Should I fuck you on the couch hm, baby? No one can see us. I'm getting bored fucking you on the bed" he said. You just nod and he started to kiss your lips. Basically a french kiss. Tongue fighting against each other finding for dominance. Hendery is really good at it so you let his tongue dominate yours.

You know this will happen so you already wearing your lingerie that he gave you at your birthday. A pink lacy lingerie which shows a bit of your nipple. You know his favorite color is pink. He removed your shirt and start kneading on your covered breast, playing with your perked nipples with his thumb and index finger. His lips still kissed you and he carried you onto the couch with lips still connected to each other. He removed his shirt showing the abs that he had been working recently. You smiled. It's been a long time since you guys had sex. cause he's really busy as an idol, while you're busy on you work too.

He noticed your smile and smirked. "Only for you, baby". You nodded. "Only for me" you said, tracing your hands up and down his abs. He removed your lacy bra, revealing your soft breast. He started licking your left nipple like a cat while his right hand playing with the other. He sucked your nipple with no mercy, he pretends that your nipple is your mouth, making out with it. He did the same with the other one. "F-feels so fucking good. I love your mouth, baby. Playing with my nipples. You like it, huh?" you moaned while your hand grabbed his hair in a fistful making him groan and giving the vibration.

His mouth going down to kiss your inner thighs near your entrance. Slapping your thigh, he asked while playing with the waistband of your underware "Can I take this off? Want to play with your beautiful pussy". You nodded and he removed your lacy panties. "So fucking wet. I make you this wet, huh?" he slapped your pussy making you jolted. "This wet pussy is mine" he said proudly. Hendery wanted to kiss your clit but suddenly the bell rang, making both of you groan.

"Room service?" you asked and Hendery shook his head. "Nope, I bet it's Xiaojun. As always, he ruin the moment. Wait" he went to open the door. Xiaojun stood in front of the door and rubbed his stomach. "Dude I'm hungry. Wanna go dinner? And where's your shirt?" Xiaojun asked but he nodded a few seconds later. "Ahhh, sorry to ruin your moment again. I'll go by myself" Xiaojun said while he wanted to leave but Hendery held his hand to stopped him. "You're not disturbing us. You wanna come in?" Hendery asked. Xiaojun raised his eyebrow. "Wait, are you like.. Having sex with Y/n right now? Dude I don't want to disturb you freakin nuts" Xiaojun said and wanted to leave again but Hendery stopped him again. "Hmm, that's okay if you want to.. Maybe.. Join us? Do something crazy together? You know, threesome Haha" Hendery asked and scratching the back of his neck awkwardly. Xiaojun shook a bit and start thinking. He smiled and said "If it's okay for you two. I'm getting tired pleasuring myself and wanna try somthing new". Hendery let Xiaojun in.

Xiaojun stopped in front of your naked body on the couch while you panicked and tried to cover your body. "WHAT THE HELL??! XIAOJUN WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING IN HERE??!" you shouting but didn't find a thing to cover your body so you just let Xiaojun saw your naked body with mouth wide opened. "I asked him to come in" Hendery said with a smirk on his face. He came to you and rub your cheeks. "Why don't we try something new, Y/n? I know that you've been fantasizing this before. Getting 2 cocks to fuck your pussy?" he said while looking at Xiaojun who was kinda terrified right now. Hendery was really different here. He's a cheerful guy outside, but when it comes to sex, he's freaking wild. It's like seeing a different person which made Xiaojun shock. You looked at Hendery with the 'how did you know' sight. "How about you? Do you want to?" you asked Xiaojun and he nodded vigorously. "I-I mean.. There's nothing wrong since your boyfriend agree with it. I also want to.. You know.. Pleasuring myself with real pussy? " Xiaojun said. You nodded your head slowly. "Well.. If both of you agree, okay then" you answered while Hendery and Xiaojun looked at each other with a smirk on their face. "But, with one condition" then they looked at you, curious about your next words. "I want to be the dom. You have to listen to me and do whatever I tell you. If you don't, you'll get a punishment. Do you understand?" you asked them. At first, they actually kinda didn't agree but since Xiaojun didn't have experience and Hendery wanted to try something new so both of them agreed.

You started to kiss your boyfriend. He kissed you back while grabbing and squeezing your ass, slapping it playfully. Xiaojun started to undress himself, only his boxer left. You rubbed your boyfriend's clothed boner, he's already that hard. Hendery groaned, biting your lips to giving his tongue the access to your mouth. You gave the 'come here' gesture to Xiaojun with you still kissed your boyfriend. He hesitated at first. You released the kiss. "Come here, don't be shy" you said. Xiaojun approached you two. You kissed Xiaojun until it turns into a heated makeout session. Your grabbed his hair to deepen the kiss. Hendery stood behind you, kissing and sucking the back of your neck, down to your shoulder while kneading your breast from behind. You released the kiss, finding air to breath. "You're such a good kisser" you praised Xiaojun and he's getting shy. "Better than me?" Hendery asked suddenly, stopping his act. You smirked, getting new idea. "Why don't you try it by yourself?" you asked him innocently. "I want to see you two kiss each other" you told them. At first, they looked disgust and hesitated to do it. "You're not obeying my words? Do you want punishment, hm babyboys?" you raised your eyebrow to look intimidating. Hendery shook his head. "No, mommy. I'll kiss him" he said. You actually kinda shocked cause it's the first time he called you that name. Hendery started to kiss Xiaojun. It was really awkward at first and turned into a messy kiss. But finally they found the rythm and going into a hot make out session. You sat on the couch, seeing your boyfriend make out with his best friend satisfied you a lot with a smirk on your face. Hendery's hand started to rub Xiaojun's clothed cock, with a moan came from his mouth. "A-ah.." he moaned into the kiss. Things getting really heated then you decided to touch yourself and playing with your clit a little bit to stimulate it.

After they released the kiss, you told them to undress themselves. Both of them were fully naked now. "Lay on the bed" you said and both of them were laying on the king size bed. "Hendery, can you eat me out? Xiaojun, I'm gonna suck your dick. Am I making myself clear?" you asked. "B-but I want you to suck my dick" Hendery protested. You smiled. "I can't even count how much I suck your dick. It's Xiaojun's first time though" you answered. Xiaojun got shy. "Ah.. Thanks Y/n" he said.

Hendery laid while you sit on his face. Xiaojun stood up beside the bed. Hendery started to playing with your clit with his tongue. "I-it's so fucking good, oh God" you moaned while looking at Xiaojun. You pumped his cock with your hand, precum leaking from the tip. Xiaojun groaned. "Do you like it -ah baby?" you asked and he nodded vigorously. "I like it. It feels so good" he moaned. You pumped it really slowly to stress him out. "I need your mouth, mommy. Fuck! I fucking need your mouth" Xiaojun said while throwing his head back. Oh, this guy also had mommy kink. You slapped his ass. He screamed. "That's not what I want, baby. Use your word" you said, still rubbing his cock slowly. "Mommy, I-I need your mouth, please? I want to feel your warm mouth. Pretty please?". You smiled and started to suck his cock, bobbing your head until his cock touch the back of your throat. You suck him at the same pace as Hendery's mouth at your clit. You moaned, causing the vibration to Xiaojun. "So f-fucking good. Holy shit!" Xiaojun moaned so hard. Hendery groaned. You moved your head faster. You felt him twitching in your mouth which means he's close. "I'm close. Shit! So fucking good. Please, don't stop" Xiaojun grabbing your hair, started to facefucking you but you decided to stop. "Do not touching!" you said and he groaned. "I won't let you cum if you do it again" you continued. "Y-yes. I'm sorry" he said. You slapped his cock a little making him hissed at the feeling. While Hendery's tongue playing your bundle of nerves faster then before. You curled your toes as he found the spot. "A-ah Yes! Right there! Don't stop" you grabbed Hendery's hair making him groan. He's tonguefucking you right now. You had cum few minutes ago if Xiaojun didn't come. But it's okay cause you had two beautiful men pleasuring you right now. Hendery kept abusing your sensitive spot. "I'm close! Wanna cum on your pretty face. Can I, prince?" you asked. He answered with a long whiny moan and finally you have your orgasm. Hendery's face was wet because of your juices. He laughed.

"You wanna try real pussy, huh? Why don't you fuck me? I wanna feel your cock wrap in my tight cunt. Can Xiaojun fuck me, prince?" you asked Xiaojun and Hendery's agreement. "Xiaojun, you really ruin the moment. I can't even feel my girlfriend's tight cunt first" Hendery said and you know he's jealous. You smiled. "Relax, prince. You're gonna receive a reward from me later" you rubbed his soft cheek. Hendery nodded. You were in position with knees and hands on the king size bed. Xiaojun positioning himself and entered you slowly. Both of you moaned while Hendery sat on the couch inside your bedroom, jerking himself off slowly cause he didn't want to cum yet. "You're so fucking big" you moaned and Xiaojun start off slowly, wanna make sure his cock fully inside you. "So tight. Is you're girlfriend suppose to be this tight?" Xiaojun asked Hendery with a smirk while the other just shook his head. "She's always tight for me. That pussy is mine by the way" he answered, still rubbing his own cock. Xiaojun started to go faster, jerking himself inside your cunt. "Shit! This is why you like to fuck her, yeah? So good!" Xiaojun teased Hendery again. Hendery got jealous and approaching you two. He stood in front of you, putting his dick inside your mouth and start facefucking you. You moaned and start to bobbing your head. You already forgot that he's breaking the rules but you want to pleasuring yourself. Being fucked by a dick in your cunt and mouth stuffed with a dick is the first time for you. Saliva and Hendery's precum mixture started to running down your chin, neck, and breast. While your juice and Xiaojun's precum leaking down from your cunt. "I-I wanna.. I wanna cum!! Can I cum inside you, mommy? Want to fill you so fucking bad" Xiaojun said while still pounding into you. Hendery sent a death glare to him. "What the fuck? She's my-" you cut him "Yes, baby. Cum inside me. Wanna feel your warm cum inside my pussy. I'm on pills" you said. Hendery rolled his eyes. Few thrusts later, Xiaojun finally released his cum. "I'm cumming! Mommy, I'm cumming. A-ahhh" he let out his dick. His cum leaking from your pussy, and he decided to eat you out. "Oh my God!! Xiaojun! S-so good! Fuckkk!" you moaned, your hands jerking Hendery off. "I'm close! C'mon baby. Eat that pussy. Yes like that! Yes!!" you screamed. Xiaojun kept his tongue exploring your cunt, sucking his own cum. Hendery shocked that a virgin boy could actually pleasured his girlfriend. "I'm cuming!!!" your whole body shaking and falling on the bed, basically Xiaojun made your body weak. You released your hand from Hendery's dick, edging him. He groaned.

"It's not fair! I haven't cum yet" he protested. You laughed. "Xiaojun, sit on the couch. You're good for a virgin. But you have to learn more on how to fuck from me" he continued, flip your body so you back lay on the bed. He inserted his cock into your pussy fully in without any warning making you jolt. "Fuck! I'm still sensitive!" you groaned and he smirked. "I don't fucking care" he let out his dick and fully fuck you again. He repeated many times before he started to pounding you with fast pace. You put your right leg on his shoulder, so he could go deeper. "Hnghh, deeper! I love you, I love your cock!" you moaned and he pounded you faster. "You love my cock that much, huh? Better than Xiaojun?" he asked, kneading your breast. You nodded. He then rubbed your clit to give more stimulation. You grabbed his hair roughly as he started kissing your neck. Xiaojun wanted to try something more. So he approching you two and sit on the bed. He started to suck your nipple while Hendery kept pounding inside and out of you. Xiaojun gave you more pleasure and you moaned. "Mmmm so good! Being my pussy fucked and nipple sucked" you grabbed Hendery's hair who now hiding in the crook of your neck sending hot air while your left hand grabbed Xiaojun's hair. Hendery's right hand jerking Xiaojun's dick making him moan. Xiaojun left your nipple from his mouth, instead he's using his fingers to play with your left nipple, Hendery's fingers playing with your right one, while his other hand still pumping Xiaojun. For the reward, Xiaojun kissed Hendery and their tongue fighting against each other. Xiaojun's left hand grabbed Hendery's hair to deepen the kiss. You were really satisfied for the view in front lf you. Xiaojun moaned into the kiss because the pressure that he got from his dick. Xiaojun's hand moved from your nipple to your clit. He rubbed it so fast, as fast as Hendery's pace in fucking you. "Shit! I'm close! Don't stop please, hngg yes! I love the way your cock fucking my pussy. I love you I love you! Xiaojun you're hand's so good playing with my clit. You like it, huh?" you moaned in pleasure. Both of them nodded. Hendery's hand moved faster in rubbing Xiaojun's dick making him moan too." I'm close too, baby. Let's cum together" Hendery asked. Xiaojun couldn't say anything, only throwing back his head. After few more thrust, three of you cum together. Loud moans from you three started to filled the bedroom. "Shit, I'm cumming, baby!" Hendery shouted. Xiaojun let a loud whine "A-ahhhh oh my God, hmmm" Xiaojun whined. Hendery cum inside of you, while Xiaojun's cum on your face, putting it inside your mouth. You swallowed his seed and open your mouth again and let out your tongue to show that you already swallow his cum.

Three of you laid on the bed, fully tired. "Fuck, that was hot" you said. Three of you laughed, actually didn't believe what just happen. "We should try it again sometimes. You have three holes right? We only use two" Xiaojun said. "No! I want to have sex with her, just the two of us. No more threesome. This is the last" Hendery protested. "You're the one who asked for a threesome, dumbass" Xiaojun answered, making you laugh. "Hahaha, maybe we should try next time? I haven't tried anal before" you said making your boyfriend's eyes glared to yours. "Anyways, you're still hungry right? Why don't you go to mcdonalds?" Hendery asked Xiaojun. "Because I still want to continue our time. I only cum once" He continued. Xiaojun laughed. "Okay, okay. Let me wear my clothes first. What do you guys want?" he asked. "2 big macs. And also, can you leave us longer? I mean, I want to fuck her until she passed out" Hendery answered while looking at you. You rolled your eyes. "Ugh, fine. I'll go. Thanks Y/n. Can wait to fuck your ass" Xiaojun said leaving both of you.

"So, why don't we continue our session just the two of us?" Hendery asked you, rubbing his own cock that get's hard again. "But now, you have to obeying my word. Do you understand, princess?" he reached your hair, grabbing it roughly. You gulped.

Here we go, guess you couldn't walk and doing your plans tomorrow.

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god1ngs · 3 years

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━‎ second chance

synopsis; dream offers you a deal

contains; manipulation, fighting, war, guilt tripping, death threats

prolouge + 2.1k wc

note; wow this was really long, but i hope you enjoy the prologue of seven days! also i'm changing the update schedule to every wednesday because im impatient lmao

seven days masterlist ; masterlist ; next part

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎everyone was fighting. there was no time to think as people charged into battle, screaming echoing off trees and shaking the leaves. the war went on, the violence unceasing between the dream smp and l'manberg. this was the worst possible outcome.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you never liked war, even if you were known for starting chaos, this wasn't the type of chaos you wanted nor needed. l'manberg was still fragile, still in a new and weakened state, having not been built too long ago. war would only tear it down.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎before you joined l'manberg, you and dream were close. really close. the two of you could be seen everywhere and, without a doubt, were two of the closest people on the server. and yet the two of you had drifted apart before everyone else.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it started when dream became more power hungry, demanding l'manberg to be tore down simply for his own tyrannical reasons. you noticed, the change in his attitude evident, yet didn't say anything. it didn't stop dream from lashing out at you and even exiling you though.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it was too late however, even by then. you were already too entangled with dream, and he knew it.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you hadn't spoke to dream since your exile. you stayed in the walls of l'manberg, usually only speaking to wilbur or tommy. you were more lonely. dream was, in a sense, all you had. he was the one person you talked to and the one who seemed to care about you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎sure, you spoke to george and sapnap, but they weren't dream. dream was the one you favored, despite saying you liked them all equally. that was clear, no matter how much you insisted you didn't.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it was even more clear when dream began speaking.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎dream, sapnap, and george stood outside the towering walls of l'manberg. they had tnt and weapons that were far greater than your own. they were intimidating, exactly as they had planned. they stopped the violence for a moment, pausing when dream raised a hand up.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"i want to speak to [name]."

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it was as if time had stopped. you were stood behind wilbur, but the only person you could see was dream. an arm was placed in front of you, wilbur's, and he said something. but you weren't listening, too caught up in the way dream was staring at you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎was he staring at you? you couldn't tell with his mask on.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you came back to your senses, looking up at wilbur. you had always been one of the loud ones of l'manberg, but you stayed quiet as he talked to dream. you heard your name amongst his words, but couldn't decipher what he was saying.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎then it happened.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎within seconds everything was gone. ash scattered across the once green grass and smoke rising in the air. it happened all so quickly. you had ash in your hair and there were bits of stone and wood laying around. you all ran to the caravan, trying not to get caught in any more flying debris.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎glass crunched beneath your feet as you walked in the caravan. part of it was gone and the glass panes had been broken. it was evident how much destruction had been done by dream. so why were you still thinking about him?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you hadn't noticed, but your ears were ringing. you were lightheaded and there was blood on your once clean uniform. "i consider this a win." wilbur said, ever so confident. it was refreshing to see his confidence still in tact. it reminded you of dream.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you stood beside the caravan now, the destruction of your home creating a sinking feelinf in your chest. however, it was gone once wilbur stood on top of the vehicle. he wrote the declaration of independence, the giggles from you and your comrades filling the air.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it was a change of heart from the war that ended only minutes ago.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎afterwards, you all got patched up. wilbur had been bandaging your hand, having got shards of class from the windows of the caravan stuck in it, when he suddenly sighed. "[name]." he said firmly, looking at you. had you done something?

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"did you hear what dream said today?"

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎it was all a blur, the loud sounds of war and your own thoughts had drowned out the sound of anything else. "no? what did he say?" you asked, something arising in your chest. you couldn't tell what it was, but there was a familiar sense of giddiness. you were giddy to know what dream had said, willing to be hooked on every syllable coming from him.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎he only shook his head, wrapping your hand. "nothing. just something about how he wanted to talk to you." he answered, not noticing the way you got somewhat upset. you hummed, nodding your head before he turned to the night sky. it was late, much later than you were supposed to be up.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎everyone else had already been asleep, having been nursed hours ago, but you had only just noticed the shards of glass in your hand. you didn't know how the pain had left you unaffected, but dream had always told you how strong you were.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"you should go to bed," wilbur murmured after a moment of silence. "it's late and we have things to do tomorrow." you nodded quietly, unaware of the tired look on the mans face. you bid your goodnights, and with that, you went back to your home.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you had been trying to go to sleep for hours. you couldn't seem to stay still enough to go to sleep. perhaps you still had energy from earlier. you sat up, frowning as you glanced out of your window. the grass, once lush and green, was now tainted with the aftermath of war.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎maybe a walk would help.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you got a knife, a simple form of protection in case anyone tried to attack you. you walked out of your house, careful to be quiet to not wake any of the others. you hoped you were the only one having sleeping problems.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you found yourself wandering out of the walls of l'manberg, sitting beside a lake. it was peaceful, the gentle glow of the moonlight reflecting off the water. it was silent, the crickets and the sway of the leaves being the only noise around.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎or so you thought.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you hadn't even heard anyone come behind you. you were alone, weren't you? it appears not. "i haven't seen you in a while." his voice cut through the peaceful atmosphere, bringing dread and longing all at once.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you turned to look back at dream, the smile mask haunting and causing you a sense of peace at the same time. your mouth ran dry, eyes wide as you looked up at him. this was the first time you two have talked in months.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you nodded in agreement to his words, wondering if you should be scared or excited of the man. you wanted to feel nervousness, to be put off by his sudden appearance, but all that came was the relief of finally being able to talk to him.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"not talking, huh? do you even miss me?" he asked, taking a seat beside you. you panicked, frantically trying to tell him that you had missed him, but he only laughed in your face. "calm down," he teased, the grin in his voice calming you down. "you always overreact at every little thing."

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you apologized sheepishly, embarrassment tickling you. he sighed, leaning back on his palms as he stared at the moonlight. was he relaxed? "you know, i tried to talk to you earlier. in front if l'manberg. did you not hear me?" he turned to look at you, tilting his had quizzically.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you shook your head, rubbing at your arm. "no, i didn't. i'm sorry. it was really loud then." you explained, being comforted as he put a hand on yours. "it's alright. just make sure you listen for me next time okay?" his grip got tighter at his words, a passive aggressiveness punctuating them.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎you nodded quietly, his iron grip alleviating at your movement. silence washed over you two again, your mouth opening and closing at the words you wanted to say but didn't know how to. it changed once he pulled you closer to him.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"do you know why i exiled you, [name]?" he asked. you were confused, brows furrowing as you shook your head. "no .. why did you exile me, dream?" you asked, hesitant but willing to get the answer. he hadn't told you what he had exiled you for, having only told you he was done with you and to get out of his sight.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎his hand left yours, instead resting on your chin and tilting your head to look up at him. he was much more intimidating with the moonlight shining behind him, yet looked like an angel all the same. once more, his grip tightened on your chin. you winced, knowing there would be a mark there.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"you threatened my power. you were the one thing holding me back from doing what's necessary. exiling you was the only way i could make sure you wouldn't get in my way," dream seethed, snarling beneath his mask. he snatched your face closer to his, your eyes wide with confusion and fear. "but you're threatening my control again."

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎he let you go, you grabbing your chin out of pain and stammering at him. he reached for his sword, bringing it out of its sheath and pointing it at you. you were vulnerable, only having a knife that you couldn't possibly reach for with him keeping his eyes on you, not without risking your safety.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"killing you in the only way i can make sure you don't hold me back anymore."

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎he raised his sword, and your life flashed before your eyes. you begged. you pleaded for mercy, tears welling in your eyes and your hands covering your head. "please dream!" you sobbed, sniffling as you begged him to spare your life. "i won't get in your way anymore, i swear! i'm sorry!"

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎your life should have been over with, but he stopped. he tilted his head down at you, his sword still pointing at your chest. you whimpered, tears streaming down your face. you couldn't even feel the embarrassment of it with all the fear weighing you down.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎he weighed his options, thinking for a moment. unbeknown to you, he grinned beneath his mask. he would play with you for a little while longer. "alright." he said, amusement coating his tone. he tilted your chin up with the end of his sword, the blade nearly caressing your neck. it scared you, how easily dream would be able to kill you.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎dream almosted pitied how pathetic you were.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"i'll give you seven days. a week for you to say goodbye to everyone, and when those seven days are over, you come right here, at this time, and you get to convince me to either spare your life a second time or i kill you. understand?"

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎the joy in his voice, the raw delight, terrified you. you nodded frantically, not passing up on a chance to have your life spared. your mind was already racing with thoughts to convince him to spare your life.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"if you try to go against me in any way possible within this week, i'll kill you in front of your friends instead. do we have a deal?" he put his sword away, putting his hand out towards you. you hesitated, terrified to touch him. yet he only insisted, shakily shaking his hand.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎he snatched you towards him again, his tight grip on your hand making it ache. you swallowed with nervousness, catching a glimpse of his wide grin underneath his mask. all the more reason to be terrified of dream.

‎ ‎ ‎ ‎ ‎"don't disappoint me."

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"Mikasa?!"

"get your shit together"

"we are the only ones who can stop Eren"

Well smart ppl, this is the first time in the entirety of attack on titan Levi "snapped" towards Mikasa. The look on his eyes it's so full concern, did he know what was happening to her? Did he realise it was her headache or did he think it was Eren doing something?

Maybe he snapped bc he was absolutely tired of Erens shit and mikasa's hesitation towards him. Maybe he was so worried that he couldn't get his words to come out? "Get your shit together" is such a Levi think to say if he said "are you okay?" It would be so out of character.

I know I don't need to explain this as we are all aware that Levi's way with Mikasa is like none other, right? Eg when he snapped at historia for not being able to give a straight answer to the biggest decision of her life - more: he often snaps at hanji despite them being friends for years etc.

It also makes me wonder how Levi is so in touch with reality, he's right next to her, could it be that his presence helped Mikasa come back to hers and finally decide to end Eren?

"a theory isn't a fantasy, it's a coherent set of ideas intend to explain something.." and this is me theorising so stay with me. The Ackerman's who had their inhumane power activated are Levi Mikasa and Kenny. Kenny met his tragic end with Yuri, Levi met his tragic end with Erwin and now it is clearly Mikasa's turn. Ik it wasn't obvious but when Kenny Ackerman lost his liege he was completely alone then eventually he had died off. Isn't it funny how the only two Ackerman's to have had years side by side were Mikasa and Levi? It's just my belief that Erwin's death would have caused more harm on Levi if he hadn't had Mikasa by his side and Mikasa would have been more lost in her delusion or dreams without Levi's consent attempt to bring her back to reality. Eg female titan arc.

Even after killing Zeke Levi never found true happiness, was it really the purpose of his life? Definitely not. It almost feels like there's a loose end to tie, possibly with another Ackerman. This is where my theory ( or more questions ) about the shine in his eyes comes in which I will explain later.

I have always seen Mikasa as a doer, who is not indecisive and always goes for the kill. Levi knows that too. This one moment where got her headache and she hesitated to move forward it was a conflict that clearly irretated Levi.

But man if it were anyone else with all their love and care for Mikasa they would have snapped at her ages ago. The patience this man has for Mikasa is unmatched.

Furthermore

"got it"

"Mikasa"

He said this to himself, TO HIMSELF I repeat not to Mikasa or anyone. What does this tell me? It tells me he trusts Mikasa to make the right decision. He knows it's time and he knows that she won't hesitate this time. Remember the gleam in his eyes when Mikasa asked him to help her kill Eren?

It's a gleam of trust and recognition.

To me this is the purest form of support Levi has given not only to Mikasa but anyone at all. It kinda makes me feel soft if I'm being honest but I can't explain that with facts.

Might I mention how how Levi said mikasa's name more in this one chapter than he has said in the entire manga?

( if someone know why he never calls Mikasa by her name please let me know I'm so hung up on that and still wondering what could be the meaning behind it )

It can be said the same with Mikasa calling Levi "captain" several times in the last chapter and possibly this one.

It may be a personal view of mine but the I think there's a lot of significance in calling ones name. But in rivamika's relationship the lack there of name calling makes it much more interesting to theorise. I have always been someone who would hesitate to say my crush's name because I feel like it would be awkward and make the conversation much more intimate. Yeah it's just a theory but most people would avoid using their crushes name because it makes them nervous and the fact their crush exist near them much more realistic. ( Input scene from there first caridge scene where Levi called Mikasa by her name to tell her to protect Eren with all her skills and Mikasa had a drop sweat on her, she was caught off guard by his voice calling her name )

If I was to assume this is what happened with Levi not mentioning mikasa's name ( all that often ) then it kinda makes sense. And now that we have Levi finally calling out her name in the middle of a life or death battle it makes me wonder if he is finally breaking out of a invisible shell and confronting his feelings (?)

Note: "feelings" can be interpreted as romantic AND non romantic. I don't mean to say that I think he is in love with her that's realistically thinking.

Idk how to word this properly but it's like he is becoming more aware of mikasa's importance in his life and vice versa (?)

Ones name is the biggest connection they have with their individuality and the fact that Levi calls her name several times in this particular chapter makes me think it's somehow connected to Mikasa letting go off Eren and choosing herself + Levi and whoever is left to save. I believe Levi already knew this since the moment the gleam came into his eyes, like I mentioned many many many times Levi knows things about Mikasa before she does. For Levi it's like looking into a mirror that goes backwards in time.

If I'm going to talk more about the gleam in Levi's eyes I might as well put it all down on the table and you can view it however you want.

Remember this

"is it from hope or despair that this strength comes from?"

Well the gleam to me represents hope, not only for the survival of them two by killing Eren, but for Mikasa herself, finding herself MIGHT just be the gleam of hope Levi's strength came from. Individuality. This is more like forshadowing the future than the present.

It also reminds me of S1 when Levi's eyes gleamed when Eren expressed his hatred towards the titans. The look of obsession, to kill the titans and now mikasa's determination to kill Eren ( her obsession).

If I'm being a delulu then yes I do think he is in love with her and nothing less 🤩 and this look^^ above is so sexy can they just idk send me the wedding invitation already I'm 🕯️😔🕯️ tired of waiting.

Anyways I'm going to end this here I feel like I write so much and if anyone asked me what this was all about in real life I would prolly run away rather than speaking. Thank you guys for being here and supporting me and everyone else! I hope the last chapter is at least 100 pages long because we need it 😭🕯️😭.

Edit: I apologize for making this so long I was going to post it like tomorrow but I think it will makes sense if I do it now rather than later.

Also regarding the snapping bit I honestly think it's just because the way he speaks it comes out as harsh which is natural for his character we already know he cares so much about her, he was panicking guys.

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