#also i love me a good run on sentance sorry

[falloutnewnobody]

now im not saying that ignacio rivas and fantastic are lovers but when the Helios One lab gets too cold at night Ignacio gets up after hours of tossing and turning to let Fantastic know that he's gonna try to put together some kind of temporary heating unit from spare parts, and Fantastic, also freezing his ass off says like "are you kidding? no that's gonna be like soooo loud and take forever just come here its warmer on this side anyway," so Ignacio gets super perplexed and flustered but he can't and deep down doesnt want to argue with Fantastic's logic so he awkardly lays down on the tiny twin sized mattress and lets Fantastic pull him closer and closer against him until theyre literally spooning because as much as they dont want to admit it, they need each other more than they need their pride.

and maybe they fuck idk.

#ik ik wrong enemies to lovers crackship but just let me have one ignacio rivas/fantastic post #as a treat #also i love me a good run on sentance sorry #fantastic fnv #ignacio rivas fnv #fnv #fallout new vegas #fallout #fnv toxic yaoi movement

[marinetteplztakeabreak]

I need to share soft sign language buddies ninogami headcanon because they’re taking over my brain always:

(This got so long, so youre welcome if youre also starved for ninogami content)

Nino’s mom is Deaf , so he grew up signing as much as speaking. When he was younger he always signed as he talked.

It turned out he’s also Hard of Hearing, so sign language is way easier for him to understand most of the time.

However, though he’s great at making friends, he’s very awkward when it comes to talking about himself. So never comes up in conversation.

It’s not a self-deprication issue. It’s just a “thinking of things to say is hard and I’d rather have someone else do the talking” thing. He’d rather talk about anyone except himself.

Additionally! He’s great at helping other people, but he’s terrible at asking for help. He does not EVER want to be like “hey i cant understand what you’re saying, my ears dont work great,” its his worst nightmare

And it doesnt help that there have been a few cases of people being rude about it when he doesnt hear them after they repeat themselves. And possibly worse, there have been even more cases of people giving over-the-top apologies instead of just,, telling him what they said. So it’s not worth the trouble in his mind

with his few close friends who still dont know, it feels like its too late and it’d be awkward to bring it up, so he just… doesnt. He’s procrastinating on telling them he cant hear them

He stopped signing as much as he talked in middle school because strangers would always be like “woah thats so cool, how do you know sign language” and he’d just panic because he was an awkward tween, and he didnt know if he was comfortable telling them he was HoH, but ALSO just saying his mom was Deaf and not mentioning himself felt like directly lying by hiding information, so he just took the “lazy” way out and signed less in public.

Sometimes fighting the anxiety was not worth it so he just let it win in that case.

Nino is so nice and energetic and loves people, but he is way more introverted and anxious than his friends think.

But when they start to get closer, Kagami who is ever-observant, notices him signing a little bit, (not ever to her, not ever on purpose, but he’d sometimes sign a word he needed to remember while speaking or sign along to emphasize something)

and she luckily for his anxiety, she doesnt know how to have a normal conversation either.

Her (platonic as well as romantic) love language is studying and research, and Nino seems very cool and she likes him, even if she is awful at holding a conversation with him or doing anything to show it.

She thinks he’s so cool and such an amazing talented kind friend. She has so much love for him that she doesnt know what to do with it. So she channels that energy into learning to sign through the internet and whatever tools she can find

And then after a while of this, she’s like “oh no, he’s gonna think that’s so creepy, I cant tell him I know sign language or he’ll be so uncomfortable”

So, like a whole idiot, she hides that she’s learning sign language from anyone. Because OBVIOUSLY if word got back to Nino, he’d assume it was because of him and that she was a weirdo he shouldn’t be friends with

But also Kagami accidentally falls in love with sign language because she has undiagnosed autism. She always assumed that communicating was just going to be impossible no matter what, but as she gets proficient in sign language she’s like,,, oh,,, OH,, this is very nice

Even just signing while she talks makes it so much easier to keep words and sentances straight, but she only does it when she’s alone with her mother, who is literally blind and would never know.

They become closer friends in late high school, and by that time a lot of Nino’s anxiety has worn off and he’s become completely comfortable letting teachers know when he needs to hear somthing, and middle school feels like a distant dream

At some point, Nino invites Kagami to his house a few times, and he signs with his mom. Nino is like “I can interpret for you,” and Kagami is like “wow thanks, I’m so lucky, because I obviously do not know any sign language, why would I have learned it, and also for the record it is brand new information to me that you can sign,” and Nino is like “cool? Its not a secret but im glad i told you if you somehow didnt already know,” and Kagami is like, “yep :)”

But then eventually as they become really close, they are texting one night, (Kagami can still barely get out of her house, so they need to communicate remotely. And both of then HATE phone calls bc its so hard to understand whats happening, but neither of them have admitted this to anyone)

Nino admits that he likes using sign language better than talking, and he wishes he could use it with his friends, but he’d feel so guilty asking them to learn an entire language just to make him slightly more comfortable. He can talk and hear OKAY so he shouldnt put the pressure on them.

and Kagami is like “you could always ask, worst case scenerio they say no, and i dont think thats an unreasonable demand” and nino is like “it is though,” and kagami’s like “ok so haha funny story, please dont hate me” and nino is like, “…what.” And kagami confesses everything and nino is like “why… why would i hate you for that?” And Kagami is like “oh wait youre right im stupid,”

And then Nino’s also like “hey if YOURE more comfortable signing too, then why dont YOU ask your friends to sign for you. Do you see what i mean? It’s hard to ask-” and kagami is like, “as your friend i will prove it is not.”

So then Kagami ends up confronting Adrien and Marinette the next day and is like “Hi. This is a sign language dictionary. Learn from it.” And they’re both like “what?” And she’s like “oh wait sorry. Backing up. I’m autistic. I decided like three years ago. Forgot to tell you. And I need you to learn to sign a little bit so you can understand if i sign something at you. If you want, of course. Please :D.” And theyre like “ok sure yeah i can do that.”

(Theyve already learned and accepted that shes extremely direct in asking for things)

So then she texts nino and is like “i did it. Youre welcome.”

But anyway both of them are uncomfortable in crowds and parties: Nino cant hear anyone and Kagami tends to get sensory overload, so they start signing mostly in those situations, and then it starts to sink in that they’re allowed to sign whenever and that the other really IS also comfortable with it.

(Both of them are much more willing to make sacrifices for others than to try something new and intimidating for themself, so this is the perfect situation to trick them into getting out of their comfort zone, ironically by trying to be more comfortable in the long run)

so they will just sit together and hang out and have long conversations while just chilling somewhere in a park or at cafes or whatever. Both of them become chattier than they’ve ever been because talking and understanding is so much easier, and its addicting

And their close friends all become proficient enough in sign language to have simple conversations.

But also Nino and Kagami start sitting together automatically even in group hangouts, and they start hanging out more with just the two of them, and soon neither of them feel bad about asking to hang out in quieter places, because they can justify it knowing that it will also help the other one, and together that makes both of them also more comfortable asking for little accomodations from other friends, if only to prove to the other that they can do it too.

And Kagami has the lesser-known autism side effect where she makes WAY TOO MUCH eye contact. She’s aware of it but that doesnt make it go away. Normally she feels so awkward about it, and overthinks her gaze because she doesnt want to scare people away. But when signing, you literally HAVE to be watching the other person constantly, so she has an excuse to just be herself, and its so relieving

(and also its kind of fun to look at Nino anyway because he can get so animated and his smile is really nice and oh no she is in love a little bit)

And Nino always struggles because he emotionally ALWAYS needs to be the nice polite one. His anxiety sometimes gets the better of him and he’s constantly worried about sending the wrong signals to his friends and coming off as rude somehow. But with Kagami, he can literally just ask?? And she will tell him her honest opinion without making it weird. And its so comfy and so good and he really loves hearing her unfiltered opinions on so many things because she sees the world in such a unique way and she gets so passionate about such little things and then oh no, he is fallen for her before he can realize it

And they also learn that they’re both artists, they both love to just observe the world because even if they;re awkward, people are actually pretty great most of the time, and its fun to observe them and try to capture the world, and they just sit together and sketch, or they watch each other sketch, and the thing is, both of them draw ONLY FOR THEMSELVES, its not a ‘skill,’ and they don;t want it to be, its just private art for relaxation. Somehow, though, its okay if they share their art with each other. They can just sit in comfortable silence for hours while one of them sketches something and the other watches patiently

And they start to get more comfortable with one of their heads resting on the other’s shoulder as they watch them doodle, and sitting so close their legs press together, and soon enough their hands start brushing against each other’s as they walk next to each other and then all of a sudden they’re casually holding hands whenever they’re not signing because it’s nice

They try to share headphones so Nino can share some of his favorite songs and his compositions with Kagami. But try as she might, Kagami can not handle the sensory of only having one earbud in. Nino knows her tells by that point, and he’s not about to let her suffer for a stupid reason, but she REALLY does want to hear his music. They somehow end up with Kagami putting a pair of headphones around her neck and turning up the volume a little bit so she can hear, while Nino rests his head on her shoulder so he can hear just enough to know where she is in the song

And then he has to sit up and scootch away just enough to see her hands so they can talk about it, and they both pretend not to notice how nice it was to snuggle as they sign. Its fine, though, because now they get the excuse to just look at each other again and sign overdramatically with exaggerated facial expressions, and no one else around can overhear their conversation, and Nino likes to go a little over the top when signing onomatopoeia and acting out particular parts of the song rhythm that he likes, and Kagami laughs, and they both mentally save the image of each other in this moment the same way that they look at reference images for artwork, memorizing the lines of each movement and the things that make each smile unique,

and Nino also shows up at every single one of her fencing tournaments, and he sits as close as he can and signs encouraging messages to her from the crowd whenever she’s not actively competing, (that her blind mom can never catch, which is somewhat of a bonus to Kagami, because every element of their friendship that her mother cant interact with makes this more personal and special and HERS). Every little sign she sends back at him, even a simple thank you, always feels so good and rebellious and free because shes supposed to be focusing on fencing but shes deciding to care more about friendship. And even if she’s expected to leave immediately afterword, she’ll find every excuse possible to find him and give him a hug, which he’ll always accept even though she jokingly warns him shes sweaty and gross

And eventually they are special best friends and it brings them instant joy to see each other and theyre able to interact for no reason other than that they want to and like each other

(And then they kiss)

#ninogami #ninami #nino lahiffe #kagami tsurugi #miraculous ladybug #ml #fic tag #dont want to tag this with the other ship because the tumblr algorithm is weird #and i dont want it going in the tag because theres no content for that ship and this directly opposes it #but i respect nino and alyas relationship so much they are so good and perfect #but im also terminally a multishipper #and ninogami is so darn precious too i love them #i just try not think about the circumstances with alya in this shup #ship #just imagine she and nino are still close bros and alya is dating marinette or adrien or whoever else you want

[dear-evanrosier]

Wish You Were Sober

Requested by @analaga

He slid through the groups of students, slowly making his way to the dormitory stairs. Just as he put his foot on the bottom step, a hand grabbed his shoulder before he could escape the crowd. He turned, about to tell off whatever person had decided to block his exit, but the words died on his tongue.

It was Sirius' hand, attached to the drunkenly smiling boy offering a glass of what he assumed was firewhiskey.

"Come on, Moony! You can't leave yet, you haven't even been here for ten minutes!"

His stomach twisted at the wide grin and he offered a small smile in return as Sirius dragged him back into the thick of people and to where their friends were near the fire.  

James was on the couch with Lily on his lap, looking quite smug with his arms wrapped around her. Marlene and Dorcas were sharing an armchair, sitting so close to each other their thighs and shoulders touched as they nursed bottles of butterbeer that probably had firewhiskey mixed in. Peter was sitting on the ground between the love seat Marlene and Dorcas occupied and the couch James and Lily were on.

Sirius pulled Remus next to him on the empty seat on the couch, squishing against one another. Remus' heart hammered at the feeling of Sirius' thigh against his and hoped that nobody could hear it. He was trying (and failing) to avoid physical contact with Sirius, their last encounter when he was drunk still fresh in his mind. It was only the weekend before.

"But Moony, I don't want to go to bed!" Sirius whined, clinging to the jumper as Remus maneuvered them up the stairs. Remus chuckled, his skin burning where Sirius had his hands gripped tightly.

"Doesn't matter, Pads. It's late and you're drunk, so you need to go to bed."

Sirius whined again, burrowing his face in Remus' chest as they reached the door to their dormitory, noticing the way Remus stalled and his breath hitch when his lips came close to the skin of his neck. He pulled back, smirking at the boy above him through his drunkenness.

"Do I bother you, Moony?"

"Wh-what?" Remus didn't know how to reply and instead decided to keep Sirius by falling down the steps with both hands on the shorter boys' waist, an action Remus was doubting every second he kept them there.

"Do you wanna kiss me?"  Sirius slurred slightly, leaning against Remus on his tiptoes so his lips ghosted Remus'. Remus didn't answer, as he was too busy stopping himself from falling down the steps. The smell of firewhiskey on Sirius' breath was almost too intoxicating, making him feel as if he was the one to drink five shots, not Sirius.

"Can I kiss you?"

Remus didn't answer with words, just bringing his hand on Sirius' waist up to his neck and pushing their lips together quickly, relishing in the fact that he was the one with his mouth on Sirius', not a girl. That he was the one with his hands running through the thick black curls, not some girl. That he was the one with his tongue against Sirius', not some girl. That he was the one Sirius had pinned against the wall, not some girl. That he was the one making Sirius moan, not some girl.

Sirius pulled away after what felt like years to Remus, looking deep into the hazel eyes he had grown to see every day for seven years.

"Good night, Moony." He whispered, placing one last small peck on Remus' mouth and stumbling into the dorm, making sure to not wake up the sleeping Peter and James.

Remus stood shocked before sliding down the wall, bringing his knees up to his chest and burrowing his face. Three years of being in love with his best friend and all he got was a drunken kiss outside of their dorm.

And he fell asleep right there, cursing his entire existence on the planet earth.

And that's where Sirius found him the next morning.

"Moony, wake up! Did you fall asleep out here?" Sirius shook his shoulder, smiling widely and already dressed in a muggle band t-shirt and black jeans.

Remus nodded but didn't say anything, as another quieter voice was already speaking.

"How do you not have a hangover, Sirius?"  James mumbled from behind his drawn curtains, voice barely audible. Sirius grinned at Remus before turning around and yelling, "I don't know Prongsie! But I do know that I don't remember anything after the second shot."

Remus' heart stung a little at that. He had finally kissed the boy he loved, who didn't even remember it.  

"Ooohh! Ooh! I have an idea!" Lily shouted suddenly, pulling Remus out of his thoughts, the alcohol taking effect over her mind. "Weeeee should play truth or dare!" She slurred her words a little, which greatly concerned Remus. She had never been one to drink much, even when she was stressed. Remus resolved to keep an eye on her.

"Let's!" Sirius exclaimed, planting a sloppy kiss on Lily's cheek. They were like brother and sister, so neither found the action weird, except for James who was still a little jealous. And Remus also, of course, not that he would ever admit to himself.

"I'll go first!" Marlene yelled, and everyone turned to her. She looked around the small group, settling in on her victim. "Sirius."

They all turned to look at him, and he grew a cocky smirk. "Who, me? Truth."

Marlene snorted in amusement, something that only happened when she was drunk. She seemed to contemplate for a moment before Dorcas leaned down to her ear and Marlene got a little smirk. Sirius, to his credit, didn't waver his smile, just raised an eyebrow.

"Who was your first kiss?" Marlene giggled and was too laughing busy to catch when James and Sirius exchanging looks.

"James," Sirius spoke clearly, taking a sip of a butterbeer that was next to the couch. Lily spit out her own drink, spraying a little on Peter.  "What?" Dorcas choked out, and Sirius shrugged.

"We wanted to see what all the fuss was about. Didn't really see it, but then again Prongs here is a shitty kisser, so..."

James scoffed and Lily bit her lip, trying to decide whether to laugh or to defend James. At her hesitation, James got an offended face, and Lily snorted, turning around to kiss her boyfriend. "He's not that bad." She mumbled, and Sirius fake gagged.

"So, Sirius," Marlene spoke again, and he raised an eyebrow.

"You already asked me my truth. I answered. No more questions." He took another swig of the bottle.

"Too bad. Are you gay?"

Sirius choked on his drink and James pounded on his back. After Sirius could breathe again, he set his bottle down far away from him and stood up, not bothering to answer the question or the calls for him to come back.

"I- I'll follow him." Remus stood up and left right behind him, the portrait swinging shut as he closed it and practically ran down the halls. Sirius always had a spot he liked to hide when he needed to be alone.

The Astronomy Tower.

When he got there Sirius was on the ground, his head thrown back against the cold stone as he stared at the stars. Remus sat next to him quietly, taking a minute to admire his features from the side. The dark curls, elegantly flowing to his shoulders, the sharp jaw and nose, the-

"You gonna keep staring or are you going to say something?"

The soft words brought Remus out of his trance, noticing that Sirius was staring at him.

"S-sorry." He stuttered, looking instead toward the sky. He immediately spotted the Sirius constellation, his favorite in the sky.

"I didn't forget last weekend," Sirius told him abruptly, and Remus seemed frozen to his spot before slowly turning to face Sirius, who was already staring at him. "Oh."

After a silent moment, Remus turned back to the stars.

"I didn't think you wanted to kiss me."

Remus turned back to Sirius again, but Sirius was pointedly staring at the ground below the tower. Remus moved over to Sirius' side, who schooched closer to the railing.

"Hey." He spoke softly, using his finger to move Sirius' face to look at him. Tears were swimming in his eyes, but they weren't falling yet. Remus cupped his jaw, running his thumb over Sirius' cheek.

"Shhh." Remus cooed, heart breaking at the sight of Sirius like this. He had never seen Sirius cry, ever. "Don't cry. Why would you think that?"

Sirius sniffled and bit his lip, thinking over his words. "It's me. Why would you want me?"

Remus' heart shattered at that, and he couldn't hold back any longer. He bent down the small distance he needed to place his lips against Sirius', enjoying the small sound of surprise that came from his mouth. Remus felt as if Sirius would break from too much pressure, like glass, but Sirius was glad to be kissing him again and cupped Remus' jaw back, being able to run his fingers over the jagged scar across his cheek.

Remus pulled away a moment later, and Sirius freaked out.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry! I didn't mean to make you feel like you had..."

He trailed off when feather light kisses were pressed to his cheeks, kissing away the salty tears that had found their way trickling down them.

"I'm sorry, Sirius. I don't want you to feel like that. Ever. I'm sorry."

He punctuated each sentance with a kiss, trailing down to his jaw. He continued the kisses until he reach his neck, placing one last one kiss at the point where his shoulder and neck connected before returning his gaze to Sirius' eyes, still cupping his cheeks.

"Can I tell you something?" He whispered, and Sirius nodded.

"I wish you were sober."

Sirius blinked once, smiling widely.  "Can I tell you something?" He repeated, and Remus parroted his motion.

"I am."

Based off the song “Wish you were Sober” by Conan Grey. And if you liked this story, send me an ask or check out my Wattpad here!

#wolfstar fanfiction #yes i wrote this #thank u #for readers #pls send me things to write #im going to do more now #wolfstar #background jily

[shushiyuii]

Hello! So I really want to love your writing but most of the times its really really hard for me to read. It might be in your best interest to break up your sentances as they run on for to long with how many commas you use! I'd also suggest using an editor as well, but really the hardest part is how sometimes the sentances get really lengthy and hard to read! Thats all I dropped into say keep up the good work :]

Oh god I’m so sorry! I’ll try breaking them up a bit more, thank you for bringing it to my attention. When I double check over ill try breaking it up more.

Also I know, idk why I’ve been using a lot of commas lately, I’ll try to cut them down isnsnsnss

Also thank you for being nice about it!

#shushi answers

[futurewriter2000]

Stained in Red

A/N: I know it’s not exactly like the request but I just kind of played with it and I think it’s just adorable. Also this is the oldest request in my drafts, so I had that half-written for a while but now I finally finished it. 

PAIRING: Sirius Black x reader

REQUEST:  You could make a story in which the reader is socially awkward. The weird personality makes someone fall in love with her (to her surprise) 

XX

If anything was hard, it was definetly talking. 

Shyness was an enormous problem for you when you were a kid. It always left you with red-stained cheeks and uncomfort but you worked through it. It took you years to find common ground with socializing and making friends without getting in any embarrasment but that was not the case because once you started talking and getting to know more people, the more awkward you became. 

If anything, keeping everything to yourself was for the better. Of course, you did talk and you did crack a joke or two but that never stopped you from leaving with embarrasment stained all over. 

“Hey there partner.” one of the boys sat beside you and dropped his books on the desk. 

You looked up and saw Sirius grinning at you. You didn’t know why was he sitting next to you. He never sat next to you. “Partner?” you quirked an eyebrow. 

“Yeah. Since your name is right after mine in the alphabet, we were paired up together... you know...like old times.” he shoved your shoulder and you pouted. 

“Auch.” you rubbed your shoulder despite the fact that it didn’t hurt as much as you reacted to. 

He rolled his eyes and you quickly turned away. 

You hated being partnered up with Sirius. He was handsome and always smelled good. He always distracted you and you didn’t know how to act around him. You just kept embarrasing as he laughed at you. 

But not today... Not today.

“What’s not today?” he asked beside you as you turned your head with wide eyes. 

“Was I thinking outloud?” 

He shook his head and chuckled. “Yeah.” 

“What exactly did you hear?”  you asked, hoping he didn’t hear the handsome and the smelling good part. 

“Nothing much.” he grinned and leaned back on his chair, winking at you as he did. 

“Oh, okay.” you sighed from relief, hearing his chair crack and his face get nearer. 

“You really think I smell good?” he whispered in your ear, teasing you as you felt horror run down your body. 

But despite all the embarrasment and anxiety, you turned to him with straight face and smiled. “I also hate being partnered up with you. Did you hear that?” 

“Yeah.” he licked his lips and kept moving forward. “It’s because I’m too handsome and always smelling good.” he kept a cheeky grin plastered on his face as you turned bright red and let your eyes fall. 

He saw the look on your face. You were always blushing for whatever reason. Especially when he was around. He was glad to know the reason why. “Come on now, partner. No need to be-”

“That doesn’t mean I fancy you.” you turned to look at him again. “Just because you look and smell good does not mean I fancy you. It’s sheer observance.”

He didn’t know how to react. The tone in which you spoke in was somehow lowering his confidence. He didn’t want to show it but somehow he was, without speaking a word. 

“Everybody knows you’re the handsome Gryffindor but only I had the chance to work with you to know that most of the time you joke around and do no work whatsoever.” it kept coming out of your mouth sharply as he kept staring at you with his mouth agape. 

“I do work!” he tried to deny, feeling his voice crack a bit as you giggled to it. He grabbed the books in front and started opening them. He kept turning the pages in irritation, trying to prove you wrong when he was doing the exact opposite. 

“You sure you know what you’re doing?” you giggled as you leaned on your palm and watched him surfing through the pages. 

“YES!” he looked at you with confidence. “I just...” he kept turning the pages. “Can’t find the page of this...”

You leaned forward, narrowing your eyes at the book. “Maybe because this is Potions class and you have a Herbology book in front of you.” 

He looked at you, finding you awfully close to him and narrowing his eyes, knowing that you were probably right but too stubborn to confess to it. 

“Maybe I thought that it would be nice knowing about the roots we put in the potion.” 

You narrowed your eyes at him as well. “We’re not using any roots with this potion.” 

Both of you were now extremly close with no proximity left. 

“You’re close.” he smirked, looking down at your lips than back into your eyes. 

“That’s because you’re close.” 

“Or you just like smelling me.” he teased and you threw yourself back, grabbing the book and hitting his shoulder.  “Auch!” He laughed, finding you blushing when you put the book back down.

“You’re an arse.” 

“An arse you fancy, appereantly.” he wiggled his eyebrows as you only rolled your eyes.

“Ew, no.” you said, shotting his smile upside down. 

“No need to be rude.” he turned forward, quite offended by your reaction. 

“The fact is, Sirius Black, in my years of being your partner, I have seen your ego quite grow, so excuse me for rejecting you.” you got up and started preparing the ingridients. 

He just watched you with narrowed eyes, his pride a bit bruised by your sudden reaction. 

He did like you- as a person and nothing more. You were always shy around him at first, always blushing and he mostly thought it was because you had a crush on him like the rest of the girls. Appearantly, you didn’t. 

He stood up and started to prepare the ingridients as well. “I miss the quiet you.” 

“Sorry to burst your bubble.” you said poking him with a root in your hand. 

He looked down, a bit confused but seeing the root at his chest, he gave you a triumphant smile. 

You looked down and sighed. “I don’t even-” you placed the root back on the counter but in doing so, you placed it on the bent edge of the spoon, making it fly back and hitting your forehead. 

The spoon hit the floor and you held on to your forehead. “Auch!” you whined and heard a bark-like laugh beside you. 

“Why don’t I prepare the ingridients?” he picked up the spoon from the floor as you only glared at him. 

“So you can leave me all the hard work as usual? I don’t think so!” you furiously grabbed the spoon from his hand, hitting the couldron with your elbow and letting it fall on the floor with a loud thud. “Oh God, why?” you closed your eyes as you could hear Sirius holding his laugh in front of you as well as the other students around. 

“You alright, miss (y/l/n).” said professor Slughorn. “We wouldn’t want you to end up in the hospital wing again, would we?” he raised his eyebrows as you sent him a sheepish smile.

“No.” 

“Then why don’t you take more care of the- you know?” he gestured his arms around the whole room. “Everything.” 

You nodded in embarrasment and turned back around, placing the spoon carefully on the table as Sirius beside you continued to hold his laugh. 

“You are such an unlucky yet amazing person to watch.”  he teased and you sent him another glare. 

“Don’t make me hit you with the spoon.” you lifted the spoon again.

“Be careful miss (y/l/n). We wouldn’t want you to end up in the hospital wing again, would we?” he imitated professor Slughorn as you only turned back to the ingridients and started cutting them, Sirius right after you. 

---

It all went great from then on. You and Sirius kept teasing each other, joking a bit and laughing. He always laughed at your quirky and embarrasing sentances. Somehow you managed to spill out words that weren’t meant to be heard. 

“You have to do it slower, Sirius!” you continued to scold him, which he found rather annoying. 

“Why?!” he snapped, feeling furious from your corrections. 

“Because it says in the book!” you snapped back and he started glaring at you. “Here! Let me!” you tried to push him away but he didn’t budge.

“No.” he fought back, showing you back with his hips. “Don’t make me grab your stupid stick!” you shouted, hearing just how wrong that sounded. 

He raised his eyebrows, starting to snicker as you took a hold of the bridge of your nose. “I hate myself.” you murmured and he laughed.

“Now, I expect at least a date, miss (y/l/n).” 

“Just give me the stupid st- spoon.” oyu corrected yourself, trying to shove him again but he still kept you away with his hips. 

“You’re so bossy.” he shoved you back but you kept pressuring and he gave up. “Fine. Here.” he moved away and you fell immediately behind him and on your ass, hitting your head on the edge of the table. 

“Oh shit!” Sirius cursed as he ran after you, squating down and taking you by the hand. “Are you alright?” 

You looked up at him, feeling a little dizzy from the hit but finding his eyes filled with concern. “Sirius Black, worried?” you teased and he let out a laugh. 

“What is this nonesense?” professor Slughorne rushed to your desk, glaring at the two students. 

Sirius took you by the hands and lifted you up on your feet. “Just a little accident.” he smiled at the professor. 

“Well, are you alright, miss (y/l/n)? Did you hit your head?” he asked, looking at you. 

You still felt a bit dizzy, holding on to Sirius sleeve quite tightly and pulling it down as the room started to spin around. “I did hit my head.” you put your hand on the back of your head, rubbing it. “But I’m alright.” you said, pulling your hand back in front and feeling professor get blurrier. 

“Miss (y/l/n)!” professor gasped. “You’re bleeding! Again.” he said and pointed at your hand. You brought your hand up to your vision and saw blood smudged all over it. 

You felt your feet under you give up, so with a faint smile you tried to speak. “Oh... well, I might not be that alright.” you felt the whole room go black, your knees numb away as your hand let go of Sirius sleeve.

---

Sirius kept walking around your bed, just letting his fingers wander all around; touching the curtains, the sheets, the fence, the edge of the bed and looking around. He kept walking, feeling the roughness of the hospital sheets rub his fingertips. 

Until his fingers bumped into your hand and he immediately looked down at the girl next to him, sleeping peacefully. He kept his fingers next to your hand, slowly and gently curving them under your palm and smiling to himself.

Your hands look so much smaller in his- and softer. He brought himself a chair and sat down, just letting his hand touch yours. 

He quickly looked up if you could feel it, staring at you, sleeping peacefully. He smiled as he could see the scar on the side of your head. He shook his head and put his hand over it. 

“You’re such a dummy.” he moved the hair away from the bandage and kept it there for a while. 

Your hair was completely entangled. 

“Do you even brush?” he laughed, untangling his fingers from your hair and letting it rest back on your hand. 

“I do actually.” you opened your eyes and looked at him from the corner of your eyes. 

His eyes went wide but quickly relaxed, seeing you had no internal damage. “You’re awake.” he smiled and you sturned your head to him. 

“Yeah. With a headache.” you squeezed your eyes shut for a moment, then opened them again. “You stayed?” 

He chuckled and let his head fall for a moment. Your voice was a bit raspy but it was adorable to hear. “Yeah. Guess it was the least thing I could do since I let you fall.” 

“Yeah. You owe me bunch of favors now.”

“Excuse me?” he scoffed, throwing his head back as he continued to laugh. “Why?” 

“I almost died.” you dramatized and he continued to laugh.

“But you didn’t.” he leaned forward, dragging his chair behind him.

“I could.” you kept your expression serious and flat, watching him with doey eyes. 

He could have sworn he felt something flutter inside his stomach as he watched you so upclose. 

“Also, Sirius?” you asked, watching him as he continued to smile at you, preparing for another of your cheeky retorts. “Why are you holding my hand?” you glanced down and so did he, finding his hand still holding yours. 

He pulled it away, throwing himself back in his chair and laughing nervously. “I-” he tried to speak but you kept looking at him with a teasing smirk. “Don’t you start now.” he pointed his finger at you.

“You fancy me?” you already started, him facepalming himself. “So you used reverse-psychology on me, didn’t you Black? And here I thought you only had your looks.”

“Please stop speaking.” he rubbed his hands down his face, hiding his smile behind them as he continued to wait for your teasing. 

“So all the time, you had fancied me?” you turned your head back so that you faced the ceiling. “Makes sense. Shoving me and playing a hero.”

“I just moved away.”

“Almost killing me.” you continued, ignoring him. 

“Don’t be so melowdramatic.” 

“There I was, fighting for my life just because some boy had a crush on me- talking about obsessions.” you turned to him, unable to hold your laugh anymore. “Merlin was speaking to me you know. Clicking his tongue and shaking his head, saying: That Sirius Black boy just couldn’t ask you on a date like a normal person, could he?” you continued as he continued to watch, grinning this time.

“Would you go on a date with me?” he leaned forward as you shot your head to him, surprised by the question. 

“Don’t tease me now, Black.”

“I’m not. I’m serious.” 

“I know that.”

“Har har. Name jokes. So original, (y/n).” he rolled his eyes and you giggled. 

“I mean, I could go on a date with you... Even though you almost killed me.”

“You know what?” he stood up and went to the cabinet next to you. “Pomfrey gave you a pudding. So why don’t you just sit up and eat your pudding.”

“Who’s the bossy one now?” you wiggled your eyebrows and sat up. 

“You are unbelievable.” he laughed, opening the pudding and shoving the spoon inside, mixing it a bit. 

“You do know what I told you about mixing.” you continued to joke and he just stopped mixing and dropped the spoon, putting the pudding on the cabinet and standing up.

“That’s it. I cannot with you.”

“NOOO!” you whined after it. “If you leave, I’m going to die.” 

He stopped, turned around and raised an eyebrow. “How are you going to die?” 

You blinked a few times and looked around, throwing your head back and pretending to be dead. You could hear him chuckling and coming closer. He pressed his lips on your earlobe, causing your eyes to fly open as he whispered. “Saturday, noon. Don’t be late.” he kissed your cheek softly before standing back up and leaving the hospital room. 

You watched him leave, seeing as he looked over his shoulder, giving you one last glance before finally opening the door and walking through it. Leaving you yet again, stained in red. 

#sirius black #sirius back x reader #sirius black imagine #marauders imagine #marauders #maruaders era #marauders imagines #marauders x reader

[paradox-time]

I'm posting a lot of stuff in a row rn but I need to vent about something I'm excited for and I don't want to bother my friends and family. Venom is a great movie. It helped me with a lot of mental health stuff and I love it for a ton of reasons that I will go over now. On a basic level, I think the movie was really well made and the acting and CGI was really well done. Tom Hardy is my favorite actor and I think he was the perfect fit for Eddie Brock and the voice of Venom. And when you take into account that in the comics Eddie Brock is bisexual and in a relationship with his alien goo bf, it makes the growing relationship between them onscreen all the more important. Sony shows a healthy queer relationship. Let me say it a little louder for the people in the back, *ehem* SONY GAVE US A MOVIE ABOUT A DISASTER BISEXUAL PULLING HIS LIFE BACK TOGETHER AFTER MEETING HIS ALIEN BF! Healthy and accurate representation in major film is incredibly important for the diverse audience. Another reason to love this movie, THE NOT-STRAIGHT PROTAGONIST LIVES!!! NO QUEER BAITING HAPPENS!!! Not many cis-het people can actually understand how harmful queer baiting is, and if you don't know what it is, it's when a piece of media, like movies, tv shows, or even books, have an lgbt character, and kills them off just so the lgbt audience can see someone like them getting killed for the sake of it. It's intentionally malicious writing and it's fucking devastating, that kind of shit they pull drives suicide rates up, it makes people's depression worse, it made me a worse person. Venom (2018) had an lgbt protagonist who ends up in a better place by the end of the movie that where he was when the film starts. And that's another thing too! The entire first half of the movie is Eddie's life crumbling around him. He is in an awful place financially and physically and mentally. But he learns to work together with Venom and eventually pulls himself back onto his feet and starts to rebuild his life! That kind of imagery can be amazingly helpful to people struggling with depression and anxiety. Sony was also fully on board with the Symbrock train if y'all remember. Remember when Symbrock was the top ship on tumblr for a surprisingly long amount of time after the movie came out? And how Venom it's self was one of the most popular tags altogether? Basically tumblr saved their movie after an awful review by critics (who were stupid and wrong) so Sony decided that since Symbrock saved their movie that they might as well go along with it. They then released another trailer to market the film as a fuCKING ROM COM!!! (Also there are actual published cannon comic panels with Eddie and Venom fucking and they call each other "Love" and the scene where Venom decides the best way to rejoin with Eddie is to shove his tongue down Eddie's throat) What I'm getting at is, now we know Sony isn't a coward and is willing to give the people what they want, it just makes me all the more excited for Venom: Let There Be Carnage coming out in June.

There... whew.. that's out of my system now. Sorry for all the run on sentances and awful grammar, I am not a professional writer.

TLDR: Venom (2018) was good for my mental health and I can't wait for Venom: Let There Be Carnage to come out on June 25 :D

#venom (2018) #venom symbiote #venom #symbrock #eddie brock #eddie brock x venom symbiote #bisexuality #bisexual eddie brock #lgbtq #lgbtpeople #lgbtq relationships #lgbtq representation #mental health #mental illness #depression #anxitey #tw suicude #suicide mention #queer baiting #long post #lots of tags #i think thats all of them #venom 2 #venom: let there be carnage

[pastel9girlbunny000die]

(Y/n) POV:

I never had a happy childhood as long as I can remember, not even a decent childhood memory, my mother never once care for me much less said a nice word...

my father his.. Let's just say... His never around, but when he is he used me as a personal punching bag or so.

I don't have any siblings and there's not much to say about my life.

Everyone i get closed to seems to distant themselves... when i turned out not being "worth it" ?

In the end I just got used to it.

Until...

One day the tables turned, I got into U.A the hero course.

It was pretty crazy first the USJ got attack by the Lov, then the festival after that out of the blue Katsuki demanded that I date him, then he got kidnapped by the Lov.

Thats just how crazy my life has gotten.

Present Day still (Y/n) POV:

I have been having a lot of doubt lately about katsuki, my boyfriend.

It wasn't to long ago he demanded me to date him, since than we haven't spend a lot of alone time or for that matter kissed.

"..." I sigh rolling my pen between my fingers staring blankly at my dorm room wall. "I guess it was all for show." I mumbled.

Suddenly knocking was heard on my door more like loud banging

"Oi! Extra, open up!" Katsuki's loud voice rang through my ears. I got up curiously opened the door letting the blond ash king explosion murder walk pass me.

He has an irritating look on his face?

"You know its late? I was about to sleep." I decided to go sit down next to him on the bed.

...

"So exstra, what do two people do when their in a relationship?" Katsuki question letting it sound more like a demand

My eyes widen at the little blush on his face.

A few seconds passed leaving an akwared silence.

"I don't know? I've never been in any kind of relationship at all."

"Right..." ... "What about we go get something to eat tomorrow?"

"Katsuki, why do you like me? I have nothing spacial nor do I have a amazing quirk. So why?"

"Your... Nothing tomorrow at 9 meet me at the dorm gate." Katsuki ordered walking out but stopped "and don't be late!" He growled slamming my door shut.

"What was he going to say?" I question brushing it off, laying down while falling at sleep in the process.

Who knows? I'll ask later.

Time Skip...

Its been quite some time since I started dating katsuki, its been a wild ride since that day in my room,

Its more like 5 months since he invited me out.

It all started with that one dinner and great memories, we got to know more about one and other what we like and dislike.

I learned how easy it was to handle the angry pomeranian, I also learned how good at cooking he can be and all his other talents and good morals.

But he can still be a little overprotective when it comes to me I don't really mind it as long as I can get a kiss or a hug out of it.

When the others found out I became Katsuki's girlfriend\boyfriend they where suportive but kaminari and mineta started whining about how katsuki got a lover before they did, I also had to avoid Izuku cause Katsuki literally tried to kill him the last time I talked to him.

Beside all that I really love being with katsuki he can be loving from time to time.

But its all seems too good to be true, a loving boyfriend and supportive friends. I doubt it from time to time?

Present time:

"Class dismissed." Mr.Aizawa said falling on the ground in his iconic yellow sleeping bag crawling out the door followed by some other students heading out.

"Finally, my butt feels numb." I yawned standing up from my desk

"Oi, babe wanna hang out in my room later?" Katsuki asked walking over to me with his bag hanging on his shoulder and a calm look on his face.

"Sure, katsu I'll just grab my stuff." I said in a smiling manner giving him a small pack on the cheek about to take my bag.

"Oh, hi (Y/n) Your still here, do you mind, like helping a girl out I got a few books I wanna return to the library, can you give me a hand?" Mina question holding a mountain of books.

"What the hack Mina." I fast walked over to her grabbing a few books before they where about to fall.

"Hey exstra do it yourself!" Katsuki barked at Mina who stayed unfuged by the angry yelling it's a daily thing so everyone is basically used to it by now.

"Chill down katsu, I'll be back in a minute." I winked at him walking down the hallway chatting a bit with the alien queen.

Little Time skip:

"That took longer than expected, I wonder if katsu is still there?" I mumbled to myself heading back too class.

I suddenly heard something getting knocked over, I rushed over the class room door.

The sight before me scared me shirtless.

Katski was on the floor with a girl I didn't know, maybe from another course but that wasn't the main issue they where kissing...

In the moment

I've become emotiontless because nothing can be worse than this feeling.

I feel the pain eating me up inside until I become this hollow soul of pain and nothing else, my heart broken into million pieces.

I wish I could turn back time, never agree to be this cheater girlfriend\boyfriend

I should have known, everyone the same

First mom than dad... Now katsuki their all the same, just a bunch of liars.

My tears built from deep inside and flowed down my cheeks, my tears spilled down my face like a waterfall running down from high cliff. My body started trembling compared to how messed up my mind was.

I couldn't stay here any longer, I turned running out the school while my tears spilled out my eyes.

I no longer feel like living. I can't. Its all over.

Nobody's POV:

The ash blond growled shoving the girl off him wiping his mouth off, an angry look spread on his face meaning his not very please at the moment

"You, fucken extra, touch me again and I'll kill." Katsuki barked with little explosion blasting from his palms.

"I-i Sorry!" The girl stuttered running away for her life.

"Damn, where's (Y/n)?" Katsuki mumbled taking his and his lover's bag walking out the class.

Meanwhile (Y/n) was in his\her room baling her\his eyes out wrapped up in tons of blankets.

"Hey, (Y/n) you in there?" Katsuki voice called out from the closed doors, but (Y/n) ignored him trying to block out the blonde pomeranian loud banging on the door.

Katsuki had enough he was worring and angry at his lover for making him concern that he decided to blast down the door, stepping over the broken wood he head over to (Y/n) bed.

Katsuki kneeled down in front of her\his bed thier all crawled up into a ball and pillow stuffed over thier head.

"... whats wrong?" Katsuki sighed questioning his lover who remained silent.

"I won't be able to help if you don't tell me." Katsuki said yanking the pillow off.

"You jerk, give me back my pillow!" (Y/n) said in anger trying to grab it but katsuki just throws it behind him.

"So you can talk." Katsuki smirked grabbing (Y/n) hand pulling her\him off the bed letting her\him fall onto katsuki.

"Ouch." (Y/n) mumbled realizing she\he was on katsuki (Y/n) wanted to get off immediately, but katsuki trapped her\him locking her\his waiste between his legs and holding a iron grip on (Y/n) arm and a hand holding pressing her\him against his chest.

"Now you can't get away from me, and i have your full attention. Whats wrong?" Katsuki smirked at (Y/n) but sounded worried.

"Y-you cheater!" (Y/n) yelled her\his tears dripping down her\his cheeks, the teary eyed vision of katsuki lover made him angry, no one hurts his only love and gets away alive, but it confused him more that he was called a cheater knowing fully well that he is forever committed to only (Y/n) alone.

"(Y/n) what do you mean? Cheater?"

"Don't l-lie to me I-i saw you, k-kissing that girl." (Y/n) voice cracked making it bearly hearable. Except katsuki heard every word that came out off (Y/n) mouth.

... Silence filled the room with little hiccups coming from (Y/n) where she's\he's pressing thier face into his chest trying to save little bit of the last warmth she\he might ever get from katski.

It was nice while it lasted. The words ranged over and over in (Y/n) mind, katsuki will leave her\him after he/she found out that katsuki knows that (Y/n) knows he's been cheating, than he'll go to be with his real love.

"You-" Katsuki paused with a deadly gaze in his eyes it scared the hack out of (Y\n) when she\he looked up into katsuki's eyes.

"You honestly think i'd leave you. Or fucken cheat on you?! Your my one and only bitch! Your the one and only exceptional exstra in my life, the love of my life. (Y/n) I fucken love you." The words katsuki angrly barked out touched (Y/n) deeply, who knew katsuki could actually feel, Much less love, and here (Y/n) was ready to give up on ever loving again as if katsuki would leave her\him for another.

His not like (Y/n) mother or father, katsuki cares and loves deeper than any average person.

"Bu-but you where ki-" katsuki stopped (Y/n) from finishing her\his sentance by forcing his lips onto (Y/n) lips, a innocent kiss quickly turned into a heated make out session. Katsuki and (Y/n) partened catching thier breaths, (Y/n) shyly gazed into katsuki's crisom eyes.

"I dare you to finished that sentance or ill take you right here and now."

"What happened?" (Y/n) asked wanting to know how katsuki ended up on the floor with the girl kissing him.

"That stupid exstra doesn't know how to tie her shoes, the low life tripped knocking me over landing on me and we accidentally touched." Katsuki said looking irritated.

(Y/n) didn't know how to feel, should she\he be mad or happy on one had a girl kissed her\his boyfriend and on the other hand katsuki wasn't cheating.

"Katsu, I'm sorry. I misunderstood. I-" katsuki placed his finger onto (Y/n) lips shushing her\him.

"I love you.. (Y/n) ❤" katsuki says giving (Y/n) a soft passionate loving kiss.

"I wuv you too, katsu~" (Y/n) mouned in the kiss wrapping her\his arms aroud the blonde neck letting katsuki hug her\him tighter.

In the end it was all a misunderstanding.

The end.. Haha xox

P.S sorry i couldn't stay on the only girl version & i had to rewrite the end cause it was supposed to end with (Y/n) running away never being seen by anyone again, but it was too sad, I'm a sucker for a happy ending.

#katsuki bakugo x reader #katsuki bakugo fic #bnha fanfiction #mha bakugou #mha fanfiction #anime

[petar-yandere]

Love Pentagon between Zhongli, Childe, Diluc, Xiao and a female traveler

Badboy pentagin part 2/3

The strange man asked who you were while the small man looked frustrated at the brown man "You should have gone after him, now he got away" he said, you say you're name is Y/N and that you are a traveller from mondstat, you tell him about the dragon and needing help, "I see, i will try my best to help, but first you have to help us find and kill childe" he sais in a harsh tone, you ask "is childe the person that tan away", he nods his head and sais "my name is Zhingli, and his name is Xiao" you nod in understanding and ask them for help to find diluc, you agreed to meet him in liyue if we get separated, Xiao said "let's leave the human alone, it's not like she can help us now" While Zhongli decides to escort you back to liyue, you try to make small talk but all of you're questions were answered with cryptic answers like "Where are you from" "a place far away from here" or "How old are you" "far older than you". You thought nothing of it just thinking they like making jokes but it was still suspicious.

Once you make it to liyue you see diluc waiting there for you, you i introduce Xiao and Zhongli to diluc and explain how they defeated the treasure hoarders fast, you also explain how they might be able to help with the dragon problem, and that they agreed to help if we help them, Diluc agreed and you all book rooms in an inn nearby, you grouped up, Diluc with you, Zhongli with Xiao. While in the room with Diluc, he sais "Listen Y/N, i don't trust those guys, they look suspicious, i think they might try to attack us." You say "I think they do want to help us because if they wanted to they would have killed me in the cave, why are you so worried anyway?" Diluc responded with "I'm worried because i lo-" Diluc couldn't finish the sentance bevause Zhongli and Xiao entered the room. zhongli said that he found out where Childe was going. And that if we don't hurry we would not be able to catch him, you all get your stuff and start running twards childes location, it took 3 hours to get close enough, there were a lot of treasure hoarders but they were no match for Diluc, Xiao and Zhongli, you couldn't get any shots in because the 3 men were too fast in attacking that there was nothing for you, so you just sat on the sides waiting for them to finish but you feel something touch you're shoulder, the misterius entity forced you to turn and it turned out it was Childe, he cupped you'you're chin and you're lips were close, you tried to attack but you're arms were restrained, he tried to kiss you but he got his leg pierced by a spear, it was Xiaos spear, he almost hit his head but childe almost magically appeared black armor on his body and disappeared. They were all disappointed that they couldn't hit him, and Zhongli went twards you asking if you were alright, he asked if you wanted to get some food later with him and you agreed, after you went back to liyue yoh and zhongli went out to a food place while xiao and diluc were planning, Zhongli looked mad but you still tried to make small talk, but he didn't respond, after you both ate you're good he said to follow him, you agreed and you both went to a cliff, you say "the stars are amazing" zhongli grabbed you're shoulders and said "Listen Y/N, ever since i met you i have been in love" you stared at him in amazement.

End Of Part 2

sorry its kinda cheesy but i wrote this in a hurry, pls don't be mean.

#fanfic #genshin impact #genshin xiao #genshin zhongli #genshin childe #genshin diluc #romance

[viclick]

One of the saddest days of my life was yesterday.

Everything was a regular day well what I wanted to be a regular day. I had gone to sleep early the night before so that I could wake up early to get my shit in order and maybe start filling in the hole I have dug myself into, and it was going smoothly I did the dishes I was running a mile a day less games more peeping as I am planning to join the Air Force. My cats had been out all night as they do love to escape to the outside world whatever chance you give them. I have two one for about 7 years his name is Simba because he has a beautiful orange coat and big orange eyes that depending on his mood would either be that of a full moon or a disappointed dad. The best part is no matter how much I smothered him or annoyed him he always slept next me either that or he’d be my pillow cause he’s a great fatty, an absolute unit if you will. So anyways I let them in gave them some food and water and played around with simba for awhile before settling in for some league of legends in my room (which is basically his) he wonders in to my room and cuddles up on the foot of my bed closets to my computer table so he can keep an eye on me a couple games later after a very hard game which we just managed to win I jump up to celebrate noticing my lil fat baby sleeping so obviously I go to pet him but something was difrent he usually does a lil readjusting to show his belly and curls up in a half moon paws up but this time nothing. I wasn’t gonna have that so I kept rubbing when I noticed he wasn’t breathing so I push on his lil cheat to wake him up but nothing no meowing, no moving, no resistance just nothing. I try to pick him up but he’s limp he’s head stuck to the the pile of drool that had seeped out of his mouth his eyes blank. I tried cpr, calling to him, Massaging him but nothing. All this in sonic as I realize what’s happened years flowing down my face I yell for my pops who was probably the only one who loved him more than me. I remember seeing his face change mid sentance as he I cut him off from telling me not to be so loud people are still sleeping to a panic worried expression as he followed me to my room. We took him to a 24/7 emergency veterinarian near my house. I wrapped him up in a towel of mine because I already knew I’m my heart it’s too late. Tears streaming down my face as my family and I rushed to the vet. I sat there with my baby in my arms trying to keep my fattys head from dangling. I held him like a baby supporting his head and body as every fucking bump reminded me that he would never again cuddle me, muzzle me, groom me like I was his own, meow at me and nibble my legs when he wanted food. I would never again be able to hug my simba to the point where I just had to flex because I didn’t want to hurt him. I won’t wake up with him on my bed. I won’t open the door blocking the opening with my foot as I mission impossible my way in to prevent him from bolting his agile fat ass out my door. As those thoughts filled my head I answered the vets question of “have you been here before? can we have his name your number?” I had to answer because my pops and old man whose heart was breaking couldn’t respond. So I had to through the tears while holding my best friend my buddy my son my simba in my fucking arms. A vet walks out with a stethoscope to check his heart beat but their was none, nothing to hear. He hands him back to me head down saying sorry and moving on. They give me and my family a room to say our good byes. 30 minutes of just crying and petting and my mom just rubbing his chest waiting for the miracle I had asked god to bring my simba back to us to come true... but this want a movie or a game this is the real world and the dead stay dead. Later on a clerk walks in asking what we wanted to do she said they can cremate him but I wanted to bury my baby and home where he belongs. I also asked if they could make a paw imprint but they had stopped doing that so I carried my simba back in my arms until we got home I but him inside his favorite cardboard box that hadn’t been utterly recked. And as my pops went to

[rotten-dan]

now I'm curious!!! especially cause I have a couple Spanish speaking oc's, what's the difference between "te amo" and "te quiero?" I got from the post that they're both ways to express affection at different levels, but!! do they translate into the same english phrase? who would you say "te amo" to, do you use it with family or very special friends, or only partners? can "te quiero" be used to directly replace "te amo" in all, or most situations? also, how would you use both in a sentance?

imma go poetic on this shit cuz i love love

te amo is deep, it’s a precious phrase, it’s serious, if you say it you gotta mean it or else you gonna hurt someone, sometimes is said in playful manners by teenagers like the type of het girls that would call each other girlfriends, the context helps a lot with it, for example when you been dating someone and you realize “you’re the one” you say te amo. that’s why if someone says te amo 3 days into dating u probably have to run. or people who are scared of commitment shit their pants when their current partner says it

usually family can be on that level of affection too, good family, chosen family. but in brief, someone who you can be vulnerable to and you trust they can do the same to you, someone you could hug for 5 minutes and not feel weird about it, is who you say I love you to

I’ve said te amo to a friend, but!!! it was to my lgbt+ friend and our concept of attraction and affection is more expanded so we can do it without feeling weird

and like i said on my tags, because it’s my mother language, bcuz it’s part of how i grew up, it feels more personal, it feels like you’re breaking a barrier and you’re able to understand the depth that it has.

amar as a verb can be used for silly things like saying u amas mashed popatos but saying it to a person a whole new thing “te amo mucho ricardo” “amo a mi familia”

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funfact, te quiero , directly translated means “I want you” but somehow is not as intense as it might sound

friends use “te quiero”, is softer, is cuter, is childish, “te quiero mucho” is adorable, is written in cards you give to friends you call your bffs, cards for your mom when you’re a child, i say it to my cat when im holding her, it can be said in a uwu voice and be totally suitable. you can see it as “I like you more the usual casual friend in my life”it’s not really for crushes if you ask me, or at least to me, i barely see any romantic feelings on a te quiero, you can say to partner te quiero no problem, doesnt mean thats the only use for it.

i dont know if a te quiero could ever replace a te amo...

i asked a friend and they said “it’s like less strong than a te amo but wanting to get closer, but giving space too” and i completely agree

“te quiero mucho amiguis” “quiero mucho a mi gato” “quiero mucho a mi mama”

SORRY FOR LONG POST I LOVE MY LANGUAGE

#LONG POST #magnoliasandbeardedtooth #Talking to a ghost

[hello-my-name-is-svt]

Look At Me | JUN

➠Pairing🍐: best friend!jun x reader

➠Genre📚: angst

➠Summary📖: he was always there when you needed him, always. and because of this, you saw him as a friend; but he felt so much more than that, so much more than that, he began to feel fed up that you ignored his efforts, his obvious feelings and chose to finally tell you how he feels, but also that he won’t continue his feelings towards you any longer. because of this your longest friendship sunk from feelings that happened at wrong times, you weren’t to blame at all.

➠Sentance Starter📝:  “I’m done. I’m done trying so hard only for you to never even look in my direction.”

➠Em🖤

J U N

“Thanks again, Jun,” you sigh in relief giving him a bright smile, “I never know what I’d do without you. You always know what to do; I wish I was that capable.”

Returning your smile, he sighed and stared at you as you looked somewhere else, “isn’t that what friends are for??” He nudged his shoulder against yours.

“Yeah, but I always feel like I’m never doing anything for you in return.”

He laughed, and continued to watch you fondly, “just having you around is enough for me.” 

Sighing you look down at your lap, “you deserve a two-sided friendship. A good friend. I don’t want to feel like I’m walking all over you.”

He takes your hand into his, laughing through his nose, “please believe me when I say, you’re not doing anything wrong. And if you are, you know I’d let you know.” 

He lied and smiled straight through his teeth.

He knew you weren’t forced to acknowledge his feeling towards you, but he just wished you would at the same time. 

Apparently, you once had the same feelings for him, but you gave up when he had begun dating someone else. God, he felt like such an asshole, thinking you didn’t like him, but when he thought about it... your eyes were constantly screaming ‘I like you!!’ and he was too blind to notice.

And now that look is gone, you only see him as just a friend, but it was also his fault he hurt you.

But, he wanted you to acknowledge his feelings; he wanted to relight the flame that was your feelings towards him. Which only led to you feeling like you were just using him, he was allowing it.

He groaned loudly, furious at himself, he began punching his pillow, “why won’t anything work for me!!” Heaving from being out of breath he felt as if he was going crazy.

He was going insane, unable to sleep while you were soundly in dreamland.

Was this his punishment for not realizing sooner??

For dating someone he found some interest in just to forget about you??

It had to be karma biting him in the ass.

Y O U

Laying in bed, you suddenly began thinking of the crush you used to have on Jun and how stupid you felt to have liked him in the first place.

The day you were going to confess to him was the same day he told you he was dating someone else. You weren’t heartbroken, but disappointed in yourself; you should’ve spoken up faster, but you thought Jun wasn’t interested in you since he treated you like a friend or a sibling. 

All you knew now was that feelings for Jun were deeper than just six feet under; it would be extremely challenging to dig them back up.

Not only that, but it would be very complicated for you to bring back emotions you took months to bury and come to terms with.

It took time for you to realize Jun wasn’t yours nor would he ever be.

You sighed, your heart beating fast and your stomach heavy with nervousness. 

Finally, you would confess to Jun. You felt ready.

As you waited for Jun at the park bench you went over what you wanted to say.

Your hands clenched the park bench tightly, your knuckles showing just how hard you were holding onto that seat.

“Y/N!!” Jun called to get your attention, with a deep breath you gave him a hug and sat down. “Can I quickly tell you my news first, I just need to tell someone.”

You nod, it will make you feel better-

“I’m dating someone and... wow I’m so excited!!”

No, it wouldn’t make you feel better, it would bring the sky crashing down on you at once.

By the look on Jun’s face, your disbelief was written on your face. 

You laughed, “sorry I zoned out. But, I- I’m very happy for you. Hope your relationship is a happy one.”

He was about to speak, but your phone rang.

“Hello?? Oh, mom!! Yeah I almost forgot about the family dinner, you know what I’m like, but I’ll be on my way,” Jun mouths ‘tell her I said hi’, “and Jun says hi. I’d be able to hurry if you hang up the phone. Yes, bye I’ll see you there. Love you.”

You gave Jun a hug, “bye, see you later!!” You waved goodbye and ran off to your car, where your tears poured out of your eyes in big clusters.

Your fist came in contact with your chest right above your heart in hard hits. You felt stupid for wanting to confess in the first place. 

You felt stupid for having these feelings.

This would have happened no matter what. He probably would have rejected you anyway.

What you didn’t see was Jun hiding behind a tree watching you do this, he didn’t have to guess that it was about him. Your facial expression from before said it all.

You were going to confess.

J U N

His eyes snapped open, that memory always made him emotional in some way. Anger, sadness, self-hatred. 

As always Jun met up with you at a cafe you both loved, he was going to tell you how he felt.

“Jun!! Jun!! I have good news.” You rushed to sit across from him, he smiled at seeing you so happy.

Taking a moment to catch your breath, you finally spoke, “I have a date!! His name is Mingyu,” you lean your head on top of your heads, your elbows resting on the table, and a dreamy look flashing in your eyes.

His breath hitched, this was his worst nightmare; why was history repeating itself onto him?? Why was karma getting back at him so meticulously??

The movement of your lips and the words which rolled off your tongue were drowned by the feeling of his heart falling into the depths of his stomach only to ache as it melted away in the acidity of his stomach. He couldn’t hear a damn thing, “fuck.” The word flew through his lips quietly, but it got you to stop.

“Are you ok?? Did you forget something important??”

“I’m done. I’m so done trying so hard only for you to never even look in my direction.”

You tried to speak, yet your mind had difficulty processing his words.

His eyes held tears which threatened to spill at any given moment.

“What-” you sigh heavily, also near tears, “what- do you mean by that??”

“You know exactly what I mean, Y/N.”

“If I asked, then I don’t fucking know, Jun.”

He chuckled, “I’ve liked you for so damn long, everything I’ve done up until before I got into a relationship, and right after was for you. I thought you would realize that I liked you.”

You scoffed, “the day that I was going to confess to you, was the day you told me you had begun to date, someone. So what did I do?? I buried my emotions towards you because there’s nothing more simple-minded than liking a taken man.” Catching your breath, “I didn’t want to interfere in your relationship because you seemed happy, so what kind of horrible human being would I be to ruin that for you, huh??”

“You should have said something sooner.”

“Wow Jun, maybe you should take your own advice. If you were a real friend you wouldn’t be so selfish right now, be happy for me because we both missed our chances. The difference is you still have feelings for me while I hold none.”

Y O U

Running his fingers through his hair, he tugged as if wanting to rid his head of each and every hair on his head.

“I’m so tired from having sleepless nights, while you’re sound asleep. I’m so done Y/N, and it’s obvious you don’t care about how I feel towards you, I don’t know what I was expecting anyway if I’m being honest.” He felt himself fall deeper and deeper into the hole he’s dug for himself. “I’m going to get over you and I don’t want to see you ever again.”

“That’s it?? Over some feelings?? If you tried harder you probably could have begun to win me over again, but... alright.” With a nod, you stood, “if you ever need anything, let me know.”

You walked away, your tears officially pushing passed the barricade like a savage crowd of people.

As you sat in your car with your head against the steering wheel, your body shook from your cries. You just lost one of, if not, your longest friendship to some feelings that were occurring at the wrong times.

J U N

With a shaky breath, he leaned his arms on top of the table his head following not long after. 

“I only wanted your eyes on me, but now some other man has them.”

“I wanted you to look at me and only me, but of course my timing was wrong and I was the first to mess up.”

He stood took a breath and walked out of the cafe, neither of you had bought anything, “good, I didn’t want to pay more than just my own things anyway.”

Karma really did come and bite him in the ass.

And the bite went deep.

A/N: One sentence starter and a few hours yesterday. Didn’t think I was capable of doing this. Maybe my blog will actually take off this summer 🤔.

➠Em🖤

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[holyytaehyung]

bts scenario: you’re a single parent. (F) - Maknae Line

Jimin:

Your sister worked at the BigHit building, and unfortunatley needed you to come and pick her up because her car had broken down and was in repairs. You obviously agreed to get her but did not have time to arrange a babysitter, so had to bring your 3 year old child along with you.

You arrived fairly quickly, but accidently left your phone behind, so you had to actually enter the building to retrieve your sister. After answering a few questions as to what you were doing at the building, you managed to park and get inside rapidly to avoid the rain. Not realising you had dropped your car keys on the way. That was, until, a stranger called after you, with your car keys in his hands.

‘Excuse me, I think you may have dropped these.’

You turned your head to see where the voice came from, only to have your breath taken away at the sight of the most beautiful man you had ever seen.

‘Mummy/Daddy, your starting at the nice man, do you want him to be my daddy?’

Your child spoke as quietly as they could, causing a pink tint to appear on both yours and Jimins cheeks as you laughed to try and hide how embarrased you actually were.

‘Oh, um, th-thankyou. You’re a real life saver...’

‘Jimin.’

‘Well Jimin, thankyou very much. I would’ve had a melt down if I had lost these.’

Just as this conversation began, you were informed by an employee that your sister was running late by 30 minutes, and that to save time, you should just hang around in the near by coffee shop. You thanked the employee for telling you before turning to Jimin to say goodbye, but before you had the chance he spoke,

‘It seems like we all have some free time, may I join you both for coffee? If this little trouble maker wont point us out for staring at eachother that is?’

Jimin chuckled whilst poking your childs nose, as all three of you left for the coffee shop, already deciding that you would love to spend more time together.

Taehyung/V:

You were at a farmers market with your child, mindlessly walking along together as you both picked out an arraye of different fruits, cheeses and vegetables together. It was something you both loved to do together, but what you didnt expect was for your daughter to straight up hand an apple over to a stranger, asking him whether he thought it was shiney enough to eat.

‘Do you think this apple is too shiney? or just shiney enough? I don’t want my tummy to start shining because that wouldn’t be a good look.’

You (as quickly as possible) grabbed back onto your daughters hand, before apologising to the gorgeous man, explaining to him that your daughter is far to curious for her own good, and that she meant no harm.

‘I’m Taehyung, don’t worry about it, and if you ask me, that apple is just the right amount of shiney.’

The man spoke, bringing a bright smile to both you and your daughters faces. Your daughter thanked the man before munching away on her newly beloved apple, as you and Taehyung casually converesed between eachother. Which somehow led to the three of you spending the rest of the morning together, walking through the market and eating plenty of foods together.

Eventually as the morning ended, you bid your fairwells, it wasn’t untill you reached your home, that you daughter decided to speak up.

‘Mummy/Daddy, Tae-tae told me to give you this safely.’

Your daughter handed you over a very, very shiney apple, with a paper attached to it, with his phone number a smiley face. And you obviously messaged him right away, silently hoping he would want to see you again. Which, gladly he did, and you both couldn’t have been any happier about it.

Jungkook:

You had taken your 5 year old son to the arcade, considering it was his favourite place to be, and you had they weekend off of work. It had all started out great, untill you went to get more counters for the games, turned around and saw your son attempting - what seemed to be - bribing a man into getting him to win a game of the claw machine, because your son really wanted a Eevee teddy.

You watched this with wide eyes, as you paced over to the pair of them, silently hoping this wouldn’t be all that embarrasing. But also slightly shook at the fact your son had walked off without your awareness.

‘Y/c/n! You should never walk off like that, I was so worried about you for a second, never leave mummy/daddy like that okay?’

‘I’m sorry Mummy/Daddy, I just wanted this man to win me an Eevee teddy, You’re no good at these games!’

Your son spoke with an innocent face, even though his words were spoken like a savage, little angel. You tried to hide your ammusement behind a scowel, but failed miserabley. Accidently letting out a slight laugh. So you decided to apoligize to the man your son had bothered instead.

‘Okay, I’m going to pretend I’m not offended, I’m so sorry about him, he can’t seem to help himself. Have a nice day though!’

You rushed the sentances before walking away, mostly in shame. The man seemed so kind and handsome that you couldn’t bare any awkward conversations - and just hoped that he wasn’t silently judging you. Around 20 minutes later, you seemed to have forgotten the whole claw-machine ordeal, mainly because you were having a wonderful time with your son. But you were quickly brought back to the incident, when the man called Jungkook, gentley tapped on your shoulder.

‘I won your son this, I hope he likes it, I’m Jungkook by the way, and don’t worry, I’m sre your not all that bad at the claw machine.’

Jungkook flashed a cheeky smile, whilst holding up the Eevee toy, watching as your son gasped in delight, quickly snatching the toy whilst giving Jungkook many thankyou’s and praises. Which only made Jungkook’s smile grow.

You and Jungkook watched your son over the next hour, as he played with his new teddy and sipped on a slushy drink that Jungkook offered to buy. After many conversations, Jungkook confidently asked you on a date, and was very glad to see you accept. So that when you both parted ways, before taking your son home. You both had massive grins on your faces, already planning your next date.

- - - - - - - - - -

Hyung Line.

Ayee so heres the Maknae Line edition!! I struggled to think of new scenarios in advance, so I’m sorry that they’re all kind of similar DONT HATE ME, I hope you liked them though!!!

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[lost-in-the-end-of-time]

New interview with Don Airey!

Jeb: I have major respect for you as an artist. I am excited to hear you have a new album coming in May of this year. It is called One of a Kind. And Don…you’re one of a kind. How did that name come about?

Don: It was from a jam in a local rehearsal studio with Carl Sentance and Simon McBride – listening back to my recording afterwards I heard Carl sing “One of a Kind” over the chorus section. I think he was referring though to a glamorous young lady rather than a crusty old keyboard player.

Jeb: Your last album in 2014 was called All Keyed Up. That one rocked and was not at all what I expected out of a keyboardist. Will this one be similar?

Don: Its very much in the nature of a band album and it’s not so “prog” as the preceeding albums have been. Eleven songs, lots of soloing, melodies, riffs, something for everyone hopefully.

Jeb: Tell me about how writing differs when writing One of a Kind and writing Deep Purple music.

Don: The main difference is the time factor – you have a couple of days to get things together rather than a couple of months. Same with the recording sessions. I just take all the ideas that come tumbling out of the jams and try to turn them into songs.

Jeb: You’ve played with some of the best hard rock guitarist on the planet…how does Simon McBride hold up against them?

Don: Its very hard to compare one with another. I met Simon six years ago. We became friends after he played at my biannual fund raiser in the village where I live. I got him in to play on “Keyed Up” and then into doing some of the gigs. He’s one of the nicest people I have ever worked with a fund of ideas. He has a fluidity in his playing I haven’t encountered since working with Gary Moore. Incidentally, Simon is from Belfast, almost from the same district as Gary. But he is nevertheless very much his own man, and just hope I can hang on to him for one more project before he hits the stratosphere with his own.

Jeb: All are the 11 new songs….new compositions? Or have some been lying around?

Don: They are all brand new. Carl and myself are fairly dutiful about getting together for writing sessions and having Simon involved added a welcome new dimension and immediacy to our output.

Jeb: This is slated to come out May 25, 2018 on earMUSIC as 2CD release. The bonus disc is live from a live concert you did. They are classic Deep Purple, Rainbow and Gary Moore tunes. Which of these was the most fun to look back at and play live?

Don: Without a doubt “Still got the Blues.” Simon just nails it and I don’t know of anybody else that has, or could. And of course, on a personal level, it honors the memory of perhaps the greatest musician I ever knew.

Jeb: Here is a hard one…there is no real music business like there was back in the day you came to prominence. Why bother doing this type of stuff? Isn’t it easier to just play the hits and collect the checks?

Don: Stuck in my ways, I guess. My publisher and good friend Stuart Taylor used to say “If you want to be in the music biz, you have to make music. What you got?” Collecting checks in the music biz is a good trick if you can do it though.

Jeb: You like the Hammond. I’ve heard you even play at your church in your local village. Is that true?

Don: Yes, I am officially deputy organist at the local church, the only proper job I have ever had. If I am around and needed it’s a privilege to play there, but not the easiest of gigs, I have to say. The organ dates back to Victorian times, and is a splendid instrument, and of course you have really to be on your toes…keeping up with the choir…and not missing the many service cues…and remembering the important part dynamics and phrasing play in hymns, anthems and psalms.

Jeb: Get specific on what I am going to hear in May with these songs. What can your fans expect?

Don: Well, a large helping of English classic rock – perhaps more Rainbow-ish than DP.

Jeb: Are there any you think the fan base will find particularly exciting?

Don: Yes, its quite “heavy” in parts

Jeb: I want to do an in-depth follow-up interview when this album drops. But…I also want to end this sucker with a few self-indulgent questions as I am a huge fan of your work. Let’s start with a biggie…is Deep Purple close to retiring?

Don: With DP the watchword always is “Expect the Unexpected” but, obviously things are winding down though ever so slowly.

Jeb: How big of an influence was Jon Lord on you? Do you remember hearing his playing for the first time?

Don: First heard Jon on “Hush.” I had actually seen him play a couple of years prior to that with the Flowerpot Men at Nottingham University. I thought his playing was astounding; he was loud, driving, technically adept, and made it all look so easy. A good friend over the years to so many of us as well.

Jeb: Where I grew up we were not aware of Colosseum II. You were on their album in 1976. Tell me what that was like and what I missed?

Don: It was one of the many fusion bands that emerged in the wake of the Mahavishnu Orchestra’s success, lead by one of the greatest pros I have ever known drummer Jon Hiseman, and featuring the youthful genius of Gary Moore. We never quite captured it on record, but live the band was absolutely explosive, maniacal even.

Jeb: You were on Never Say Die by Sabbath? I heard that band was a drug infested mess at that time. What was that like?

Don: I remember walking into the session meeting Tony and Ozzy and them offering me a cup of tea. The control room was as though we were in a family’s front room. The two days of sessions were cool, calm and collected. Bill Ward did say to me at the end that he was getting a bit worried about Ozzy though. They couldn’t have been nicer to me, or more professional. I love that album.

Jeb: How did you meet Cozy Powell? I think you played on a solo album of his before you joined Rainbow.

Don: I was in Cozy’s band Hammer that had three hit singles in 1974. A lifelong friendship ensued. He was an amazing musician, especially in a recording studio. He was multi-talented as well and could have made a career as a racing driver, or at show jumping – an incredible horseman apparently. We recorded Over the Top his first solo venture, in London, immediately after finishing recording Down to Earth with Rainbow in France. Great days ay!

Jeb: Michael Schenker is a great guitarist…but another strong personality.

Don: Michael was one of the first people I knew in the biz to give up drinking – astonishing in 1975 – partaking only of sparkling mineral water. Trouble was, the gas turned to acid in his stomach over the months and put him in hospital with a severe bout of peritonitis.

Jeb: I want the untold story of writing the intro to “Mr. Crowley.”

Don: It was recorded in half an hour on a Minimoog and a Yamaha CS80­­­—one of the first polyphonic synths—two hours into the Blizzard sessions. I thought little of it at the time.

Jeb: We all know the story that you flew in that plane only moments before Randy did. He was a friend to you. I think I saw where you played at a tribute to him recently.

Don: I just played at the “Remembering Randy Rhoads” event in Anaheim in January. It was a wonderful evening commemorating the man’s playing and composing. They even very graciously gave me an award. There is not a day goes by that I don’t think of Randy. He truly was one of a kind.

Jeb: That tour with Brad Gillis stepping into being Ozzy’s guitarist had to be emotionally hard…yet you guys killed it musically.

Don: Brad gave his all on his first real professional engagement and kept Ozzy afloat. Not very sure that Brad enjoyed his time in the band though. When I bumped into him recently in Nashville he couldn’t have been less pleased to see me.

Jeb: Gary Moore was another one…I’ve heard you were very important to getting Gary to start recording blues. Is that true?

Don: I mentioned to Gary that I had done a gig with a band called The Hawks in my local pub, featuring the twin guitar work of Mick Grabham and Ray Minhinnet. I said how impressed I was not only with their playing, but the whole measured blues feel of the band. Gary must have got hold of their album, because several of the same songs figured on Still Got the Blues. He also got hold of their rhythm section, bass player Andy Pyle and drummer Graham Walker. It definitely is the album where he found himself.

Jeb: Gary was a fast living guitarist. There has to be a couple tales of Gary and Don sucking down suds on the road…

Don: There are quite a few, but I can’t tell you them!

Jeb: Who am I missing? Oh…Glenn Tipton…Baptism of Fire. I think you played on the title track. Sad news about his health…

Don: I have worked on six projects with Glenn including three Priest albums. He is a gentleman and a scholar, and the real godfather of English heavy metal. Yes, very sorry to hear his news.

Jeb: Andrew Lloyd Webber…wow! Tell me about working with him.

Don: It was with Colosseum II. We were on the same record company. He’d heard War Danceand asked us to participate in the making of Variations. The recording lasted a week. Andrew was very charming, full of ideas, and before we knew it we were number 2 in the album charts. Still get the checks from his office 40 years on.

Jeb: Last one…what is up the rest of 2018 and next year? Will there be solo shows? More DP? What’s next?

Don: Just finished a three-week club tour of Europe with the band that plays on One of a Kind. Getting ready to do a four-month summer run of festivals with DP starting in Mexico in May, with perhaps a UK tour in November with my own band following up on the release of One of a Kind.

Jeb: Okay…really last one…you play with great guitarists…Are you really a frustrated guitarist?

Don: No, I’m really a frustrated keyboard player.

#don airey #new interview

[animationpp]

I rewrote the character Arc for Remi and the homeless man which works better, leans towards maturation plot more than redemption plot, which i actually prefur, it feels more complete and links together better, instead of focusing on the scenes I had and the meteor shower (which I loved but wasn't needed) I abandoned any ideas I felt was unnecessary and wrote it again. The redemption plot is included for both the father/homeless mans character and Remi's the maturation plot is Remi focused.

basic plot, quickly jotting down initial ideas (will need to rephrase it better) :

Remi really enjoyed working at the flower shop, she was good at her florist roles but she also had a talent of painting and she wanted to go study at a prestige university, but as it’s a family run business she stayed working at the flower shop this resulted in some resentment towards the shop after some time passes as she can’t go fulfill her dream.

She used to help out her parents as a kid, father had to leave because he had to close some trade deals with different countries to do with flowers. He promised her he would come back, she then looks after the shop with her mum, as she grows she takes on more responsibility and while taking care of the shop she also paints and becomes very good at it, she gets a shot at going to a university/famous school to study for it, she discovers she doesn’t want to take over the flower shop and wants to go be a painter, but her mother tells her she needs her until the father is back to help as she can’t run the shop by herself. time goes by and remi finishes school, unfortunately her mother passes away and she now has to run the shop all by herself and can’t even dream of doing her passion. The shop becomes tainted, her resentment grows, she becomes arrogant and looks down on others to make herself feel better. A homeless man watches her from outside the shop and one day tries to approach only to be ignored. Remi one evening ends up locking herself out of the shop and while waiting for help to arrive the homeless man approaches this time offering her a blanket in the cold and remi discovers the man is her father and was too guilt ridden from his failures to face her again, he blamed himself for the loss of her mother, and approaching her was incredibly difficult. 1 year later the shop is blooming and there are paintings hanging on the wall, remi enters the shop with a envelope in hand and rushes to hug her father, she pulls out a diploma and her father pinches her cheek and tells her he’s proud.

Writing out the 10 sentances(again) realy detailed but I feel like all the information is necessary and links to one another. It’s written sort of like a mini novel, so it’s rather detailed. *Dialog would need to change* once I learn more about dialog.

1. In an old fashioned town in France, a small quaint flower shop sits with other small shops next to a quiet river, a young girl with a backpack walks along the pavement by the river and heads into the flower shop.

2. The young girl is greeting with a welcome home from her mother behind the till, the young girl tells her excitedly that she was ‘praised for her painting today’ while she takes off her shoes at the foot of the stairs and runs upstairs quickly, few minutes pass and she runs back down this time without her backpack and in the process of tieing on a blue apron. Her mother tells her the plants on the front-of-shop racking need watering, the young girl happily grabs a watering can and proceeds.

3. The bell on the door rings as someone enters, a tall man with a friendly smile appears, he says "im back, Guess who’s the most awesome dad ever, and picked up chocolate soufflé as a treat for tonight", while playfully pinching the young girls cheek, the girl looks up and grins excitedly, she then proceeds to tell him about the teachers praise for her painting, he tells her "well done Mini Monet, I’m proud of you" and ruffles her short red hair. The mother says "Remi, if your done watering, could you come and help with the tagging for bouquets please?" Remi wonders over and asks if after she can go upstairs and finish one of her paintings, her mother smiles gently, and tells her she can do whatever she wants as long as she helps out first.

4. The next day the father tells Remi that he is going away for a bit to deal with some shop business and he will be back in 3 days, she looks sad and he pinches her checks plafully until a little smile forms, he tells her to help mum as much as possible while he’s away. She smiles and gives a little salut as confirmation and the father leaves. The mother is dealing with customers behind the till and quickly calls Remi for help, 2 days pass and Remi helps out with her mother happily, the 3rd day comes around and there is no sign of the father, Remi waters the plants while looking out the rainy shop window for any signs of her father, the mother walks over to Remi, tells her not to worry it’s probably his train being delayed, and then tells her with a warm smile to go have fun painting. remi smiles passionately and runs upstairs, her mother continues to look out the window, and then pulls out a flip phone and it shows 0 missed calls.

5. Time skip! 2 years have passed Remi and her mother work hard to keep the shop afloat by themselves, it’s the evening and Remi rushes through watering the flowers and then rushes to head upstairs, when her mother calls her for help with tagging the bouquets, she halts on the first step and sighs... and then heads over to help her mother. "I’m sorry Remi, I know you want to paint, but I’ve got 20 bouquets to tag for a VIP customer and I can’t do it by myself" Remi tells her mother it’s ok and it’s not her fault dad just up and left. They both fall silent and the mother tells her "you shouldn’t say that, we don’t know where he is or what happened..." the mother coughs hoarsely and Remi pats her back and passes her a glass of water, she takes a quick sip before continuing to work. Her mother starts saying "There’s a very important thing I need to talk to you about-" "oh!" remi exclaims, "I need to show you! I got a letter from a really good Art college telling me they love my work and they would offer me a place for free, completely free mum!" Her eyes are lit up with excitement. The mother smiles sadly and tells her " you know, I really need your help around here, Remi, i know how much this means to you, I do, but maybe if you could hold of for just until we make enough to hire help?" The mother coughs again, and remi rubs her back "ok mum...um let’s hurry up so we can rest".

6. The next morning Remi runs down stair ready to go to school, she looks around for her mother, who is no where to be seen and shouts "mum! Where are you? You need to open up shop in 10 minutes!" She paces the shop and when she finds no sight of her mum she runs back upstairs. Silence... next scene she is at a funeral...placing a lily bouquet on a grave, the air is heavy and her sillouete quivers from behind.

7. A year passes and Remi is serving customers with a awkward smile on her face, a customer tips her and leaves the shop, she looks into the jar at the 1 euro she placed and looks at it in dissatisfaction. She the proceeds to grab the watering can and waters the plants in the shop front window, outside she can see a homeless man with hair covering his face sat on a bench staring towards the shop, she looks at him and frowns, then continues watering the plants. Later that day she sweeps the leaves outside, she puts them into a pile and mutters under her breath "that would make a pretty paining..." she is woken out of her daze when the homeless man from earlier approaches with an excuse me. Remi interupts him sarcastically with "no! I don’t have any change, do you have any? For me? No? I didn’t thinks so, don’t ask me again!" she storms back inside the shop slamming the door after her.

8. Later that evening Remi leave the shop with a shopping list and a bag in hand, she locks the door and shoves her key into her pocket, then she rushes off but halts when she hears a splash coming from the drain she just passed. She backtracks and looks in and in the drain is her keys. She curses loudly and then tries to reach the keys but to no avail, she then slumps down on a bench with her head in hands about to explode, when the homeless man comes over and says "excuse me-". "what!?" Remi shout angrily and looks up. The homeless man is holding a warm blanket and offering it to her "it’s cold, you can use this" Remi declines and says "unless you have a long hook that I can fish out my keys with, I don’t want anything from you" the homeless man then sits next to her on the bench and quietly mumbles "I’m so sorry" the florist looks up with a confused look and the homeless man says again louder and clearer "I’m sorry everything is my fault".

9. The florist looks at the man, she can now see his face clearer, to her shock it’s her father. She looks shocked and then her expression turns to anger, then to tears and she cries out "where did you go!?" The father is hunched over but straightens his back and faces her "I’m sorry Remi, I lost a lot of our money with the investors and I couldn’t face you or your mother, I couldn’t come back, I was a coward but I didn’t want to leave you or your mother, I love you both dearly" Remi is now sobbing and the homeless man places the blanket around her and kneels in front of her. "I didn’t know about what happened to your mother, I’m sorry... I’m here now though and I’ll make it up to you" he pauses and then pinches her cheeks and says "are you still my mini Monet? Remi cries louder this time and hugs her dad tight and the loudly exclaims "I’m going to art school then!", the dad chuckles and the camera pans to the stars.

10. A year passes and Remi is walking along the pavement by the river and enters the flower shop, the bell on the door chimes, the shop looks the same as before but this time there are lots of paintings on the walls, Remi calls for her dad, he peeks out from behind a rack of plants and rushes over to hug his daughter, she opens a letter and inside is a diploma of fine art and a excellence award for €2000.

[futurewriter2000]

Almost perfect ~ pt. 5

A/N: Okay so I am finished with part 5. Thank God because I am working on this Sirius fic and it’s really good but I can’t find the motivation to finish it so please help a bit. ALSO hope you like this part and enjoy.

WARNING: I haven’t read it through so sorry if some sentances don’t make sense. And yes...Sirius will come soon.

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So maybe being a Muggle was harder than you thought. You have not obliviated only your coworker’s mind four times for using magic, but also someone’s who is more important.

“ In my defense, he was being a total, irresponsible, selfish son of a bitch.” you defended yourself as Charles kept dragging you through the streets of England. “ He was pushy and bossy.”

“He’s your boss. He’s supposed to be pushy and bossy.” he stopped and turned around, glaring at you. “ This is the fourth Muggle job I got you. I don’t know what else to do.” he huffed and sat on the closest bench he could find, throwing his head into his palms.

“ And I’m thankful for what you did but-but-” you seemed to have lost your words.

“ Can’t keep your piehole shut.” he looked at you and couldn’t help himself but to chuckle a little to his own comment.

“ Yes, exactly. I won’t stand quietly anymore. To anyone.” you spoke fiercely and he stood up, taking your hand and slowly walking backward.

“ Come on.” he gave you a wonderful kind of smile that only made you want to melt.

“ Where?” you quirked an eyebrow but followed him anyway.

“ You’ll see.”

---

Oh, you saw alright. You saw an enormous building with many people dressed in robes and funky hats, serious expressions and papers flying everywhere.

He kept standing there like some kind of Greek statue, grinning. “ No.” you simply said and turned around to leave but he grabbed your arm and pulled you back.

“You don’t even know what the job is.” he chuckled and dragged you with him.

“ It probably sucks.” you quickly commented, following him with a frown.

“ Oh, you’d think.” he chuckled again and you found it really annoying by now.

The two of you walked over the whole Ministry of Magic, which was so much bigger than you ever imagined. " So. Many. Wizards." you smiled, watching some wizards running down the hall, others walking slowly with upright posture and judgmental eyed and few wizards in funky clothing, walking with big smiles on their faces.

" And you said no." Charles commented and pulled you into an office. Not just any office but the office of famous Bartemious Crouch, the Head of Department of Magical Law Enforcement. " Mr. Crouch."

" Yes, Charles." he spoke monotone and cold, not even looking up at the man as his eyes were stuck on the stack of papers.

"I have brought you a perfect person for the job." Charles grinned and you eyed him.

Barty glanced up from his paper, to you then to Charles. He fixed his posture and lifted his head high. He stared, observing you from head to toe. "Miss (Y/n) (y/l/n). " he simpered and stood up from his seat.

"Bartemius Crouch Senior." you returned a smile, offering him a hand. "An honor to finally meet you."

" Likewise Miss (y/n). Your father was a great, fascinating man." he smiled widely which seemed odd to both you and Charles. "So, shall we chat."

----

"I cannot BELIEVE I got the job!" you jumped around Charles. "Field agent (y/l/n)." you joked around, causing Charles to chuckle beside you.

" You are in the same department as me. You're not a field agent." he continued to chuckle to which you only playfully punched.

"Stop ruining the excitement." you laughed, punching him one more time.

"Hey, I got you the job."

"And thank you, thank you, thank you so much for it." you smiled jumped in his embrace, hugging him tightly.

But it hurt. As much as he thought it wouldn't, it hurt. It hurt James to see you in someone else's arms. It hurt seeing you this happy with someone else and not him.

" We're going to be partners." you smiled and pulled away. You started walking backward, jumpy from the excitement that you didn't even know who you bumped into.

You turned around, ready to apologize but the second your eyes landed on his, your heart jumped to your throat.

Of course. How could you forget that the person you loved, the person who you were supposed to marry and the person who broke your heart and soul, was now working at the same place as you, as an Auror.

"Hey." his voice was quiet yet with a sharp tone.

" James." you nodded before backing away to Charles and taking his hand. James' eyes glanced at your holding hands and before you knew it you were pulling Charles away from James. You were running away from him.

When the two of you got out, Charles let go of your hand and said. " (y/n)." he spoke worriedly.

But you couldn't. Your heart was beating so fast right now. Your chest was overweight by anxiety, your lungs giving up while your knees giving in.

"I'm fine." you panted, feeling the whole storm inside of you calm down. You fixed your posture, looking back at Charles. "I'm fine. Just trauma." you joked around and walked to Charles with a smile.

" (y/n)." he spoke again, this time clearer and holding on to his wrist.

You glanced down and saw a purple-blue print of your grip. You gasped, putting your hand over your mouth. "Oh my God, Charles. I'm so sorry." you took a hold of his hand. "I-I-"

He put his hand under your chin and moved your gaze away from his wrists. Brushing a tear that you didn't know you shed with his finger, he looked deeply into your eyes and tucked a strand of your hair behind your ear. "What did he do to you?"

You let out another tear, a tear you know knew it was there. "He-uhm-he-" you started to sob a bit, sniffing but trying to keep it together. "He broke me."

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“ How are you feeling?” asked Charles as he continued to watch you eat your favorite flavored ice cream.

“ Better. “ you muffled as you put another spoonful of ice cream in your mouth. “ Can’t believe you took me for an ice cream.” you smiled, licking the spoon and scraping the melted bits of ice cream that was left.

He chuckled the famous chuckle, running his hands through his dense hair and smiling. “ Well, it works, doesn’t it? ”

You bit the plastic pink spoon and kept looking at him, smirking. “ Yeah, but we better not tell Kat or she would kill us both.”

“ Don’t have to tell me twice.”

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“ So...” Kat stared after you explained the whole day to her. “ You didn’t kick him in the balls?”

“ Kat!” you laughed, throwing the pistachio at her head.

“ I’m just saying if I saw my ex, I’d kick him in the balls.” she took the pistachio that hit her head and ate it. “ Hell, if he’d sleep with my best friend I’d cut it off. That way he couldn’t shag and make babies with her.”

You stared at her, not believing what she was saying. But as much as you wanted to be serious right now, you couldn’t help yourself but laugh. “ You’re not serious?”

“ Oh, I’m dead serious. And if you had Charles next to you, you should have snogged him right there, in front of him.” she continued, getting up and pouring herself a cup of tea.

“ And lose my job right there. Yes, I don’t think so.”

“ But would you?” she asked, walking back and placing tea in front of her.

“ Would I kiss Charles?” you quirked an eyebrow at her.

“ Yes.” she said and started to spin the tea bag.” I mean would you want to be with him-”

“ Kat..”

“ I mean just give him a chance-”

“ Kat, I won’t-”

“ He dated my neighbor and she said he’s got a big-”

“Oh my god! Stop!”

“ He’s funny and nice, annoying to me but girls find that attractive.”

“ I can’t believe you’re trying to set me up with your brother.”

“ Why not?”

“ Because it’d be weird and I don’t like him that way. “ you got up from your seat and went to the kitchen, pouring yourself a cup of tea as well. “ It wouldn’t be fair to him when I clearly haven’t moved on from James.”

But if only fairness was the case here. Which wasn’t because the next time you saw James Potter was quicker then anybody expected.

It was a wonderful day and all three of you, Kat, Charles and yourself, decided to go on a trip. Charles kept trying to convince the two of you to go with him to Godric’s Hollow. Both you and Kat had plans but he promised a good time and as much as you hated to admit, you all had a good time.

“ If you dare take (y/n) to that creepy old witch you took me to last year, I will kick your arse.” Kat glared at her brother and wrapped her arm around yours.

“ I’d like to see you try little sis.” Charles laughed and kept walking forwards.

But as all of you passed by a store, your eyes locked with the chest inside of it and you quickly turned around and pulled Kat with you. “ Come on!” you beamed and grabbed Charles arms as well.

“ Noo!” they both groaned in unison and walked after you.

It was an antique shop and as much as you wanted to pass it by, you couldn’t. So many things kept drawing your attention to them and you couldn’t help yourself but think of re-decorating your apartment.

“ What a fancy lamp!” you ran to it and turned it on. Off. On. Off. On. Off.

“ Look at this!” Kat shouted and raised a porcelain doll, making Charles jump behind you. “ I’m going to get you Charlie.” she smiled, in a girly, spooky voice.

“ That is not funny.” Charles spoke seriously, making both of you giggle. “ Throw that away.”

“ Oh look.  An odd clock thingy.” you smiled and walked over, leaving the siblings to bicker about the doll. You bent down and observed the stick to move left and right. Left. Right. Left. Right. Left. Right. Left-

“ (y/n)?” you jumped at the mention of your name and turned around.

“ James? What the hell are you doing here?” you asked, backing away from him.

“ I live here.” he replied and kept looking at you.

“ Oh..” you mumbled and turned your eyes away from him for a second.

“ Uhm..how are you?” he asked and you heard yourself snort.

“ Really, James? Again with those questions? I’m fabulous. How are your wife and your kid? Having a happy life are we?” you spoke with arrogance.

His gaze turned into a glare and his smile turned into a frown. “ Yes. Yes, I am. How are you? Still living in the past, pouting and trying to move on from me?” he spoke in the same tone of arrogance as you.

“ Well, soooORY! Guess I should get engaged with Sirius and then sleep with Remus and have a baby with him to be happy like you.” you retorded back.

“ Leave Sirius and Remus out of this!”

“ Oh, did you leave them out of this when you told them to lie for you!”

“ What do you want me to say, huh (y/n)! You want me to say sorry?! Because I did that already! What else did you want me to do!”

“ I want you to prove it.” you replied, lowering your voice.

“ I told you I can beg on my knees for you to forgive me.” he stared at you and you glared back.

“ And here you are. Standing up.” you replied harshly, shutting him up. He didn’t say a word but to just stand there and look at you. “ So? Do you have some knee injury or something?”

“ I will not get on my knees and-and-”

“ And beg for my forgiveness like you said so. Yeah, I know because of guys like you James... they will always choose pride over everything. And girls like Lilly, they will always be cowards and hide.” you spoke harshly, not regretting a single word you said.

Because you were right. You knew she was there, in the shop. You definitely knew she was there and that she kept hearing everything the two of you argued. She was just ashamed of showing her face in front of you and as much as you hated it...you loved it. You loved having that sort of power.

“ You don’t get to speak of my wife like that.” he growled at you.

“ Oh, the wife you married because she got pregnant with your baby. That wife?” you replied and he kept his mouth shut, trying to argue back but you cut him off first. “ If I will ever be so thankful for, James will be that I did n’t get to marry a selfish, arrogant, egotistic, prideful and self-observed prick like you.” you spat out.

“ And if I will ever be so thankful for, (y/n), will be that I didn’t get to marry a childish, petty, spoiled, self-pity bitch like you.” he spat out as well. “ Hope you got some closure.”

You felt yourself full of anger at the moment. You hated yourself for letting a guy like James trigger so much fury inside of you. And the words Kat spoke to you not long ago were the only solution for this situation. So without any more doubt, your fist flew across his face and as he grabbed his nose, you took the opportunity to knee him in the balls.

He let out groans of pain, getting on his knees and crying.

“ Looks like you CAN go on your knees.” you smirked, walking back to your friends as they stared in shock.

Kat’s mouth curved into a wide smile and she kept moving her eyes to Charles. Confused at first, you took the hint and grabbed Charles by the collar, pulling him into a long passionate kiss, hands running through his dense hair as his kept gripping your waist. Kat beside the two of you capt clapping her hands excitedly as the two of you continued with the make out right in front of James eyes. 

Pulling away, you bit his lips and smiled. “ Now, I got closure.”

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chapter 5 - - of all 

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(Authors Note: A few, new people come around.   Nany: Nany is a friend of Addison's she hasn't been around much because of her family emergency,  Addison and Nany know each other from residancy, Nany is from chicago. and has a fiance named Keilan.

The, next morning.   Leati and Addi we're laughing  on the couch, he would tickle her stomach and grab her waist to pull her close as she would fight him,  as she would lose it would cause her to giggle,   just then Addi's phone rang as it was on the kitchen table, she mumbled " I can't be bothered with that thing, I wanna be bothered by you Leati" She said as her phone beeped, for a new voicemail she sat up covering herself    he laughed and said, " I can bother you all the time,  my pretty young thing, "  she laughed as, she sighed but i probably should check that, as he rolled his eyes she laughed and went to grab it,  as she went running from leati he sat back and admired her,  she was looking, at her phone,  I have to take this, It's the hospital. he smiled as he nodded. This is addison jess, how can i be of assistance to you, she said as she twirled her hair while listening  on the other end,  he admired her  as she was so professional yet in the bedroom she was this wild  little firecracker, that he loved.  "yes go ahead, and give them the paperwork make sure to fax this to my tampa phone, I'll be able to read it  from my email Thanks no i appreciate the phone call of course you as well".  Leati looked up as she came to sit next to him,  " Everything okay babe? " she smiled, oh yeah perfectly fine new doctor in town so he's going over paperwork from a few patients and one of them is being discharged so i have to sign off on the notes. I'm still concerned as well, on your test results I need to get a hold of your doctor but he's still not in. I know you have been itching to get back on the road,  as she sighed,  and to get away from me.  As he stopped her, " You think for a second i'm ready or even remotely thinking of just  as you call it, get away from you, I can't  even begin to think of myself being on the road, i don't want to be on the road, ever since my split from Galina, it's been hard i'm not going to sugar coat the shit for you. It's been hard, to see Joelle for a limited time, and to then be away from her The day i met you The day you called, and from the moment we spoke on the phone Addison, has been the best  days of my life i feel alive again, and i mean that, from the time  at the hotel, and to now I knew i had to have you, and from that moment I just felt complete. I don't want  to leave. I just I don't know Leati. I'm afraid that you go on the road, and  here i sit, back at the hospital treating new people, meeting new people I am a nurse Leati, Yes i often work with you guys but, i also treat you guys when you do come to the local hospital and i do travel- She was hushed mid sentance with a powerful kiss that told her a story a hunger, a desire. Leati i'm serious, I  don't know if we can handle seperation,  I am sorry Addi but you can't just end it right here, right now because i'm close to going back on the road, I can't do that to myself but more importantly to my daughter.  She was devestated to no end, that me and her mom split and I was terrified to even bring someone in her life She loves you, We love you, I love you I love you more than, i love performing in front of 1500 people I can't lie to you, I can't make you stay but i swear to god i can be a good man to you I can show you love, I can give you love, I can stay faithful, I can  and I will come home to you every time. - She smiled with  the  promo, " I can I will" she caressed  the side of his face, as he  grabbed her  hand  he whispered  Just lets make this work, please.  I will give you an answer in the morning I need to get to work, so i can talk to your doctor, and see if your ready, I can come home for lunch  but it won't be until about 3:00. I'll call when it gets close, Leati leaned in for a kiss as she didn't move she didn't budge she allowed the kiss, which made him think she was here for them.

10:00AM  at the hospital "Hey Girl, good to see you back! how's things going with Joe? "   Nany asked  Nany was new to the hospital having been in chicago due to her family emergency,  He's well Nany I just a lot is changing, and i  don't know. I love him so much, I really do as she grabbed her patient book list  and sipped her starbucks, she sat down going through her list of patients she saw  Joseph Anoaʻi she opened the chart,  "Oh my god, Oh no. he's going to be so distraught, I can't possibly look at this."  Addison said, as Nany rolled over to her, "Whats wrong? He send you something"?  Addison shook her head "No,  he's still not cleared the doctor, wrote in the chart,   he may have another 2-3 weeks he's going to be so upset he's been with the guys working out,  miminal things, but  they're still not clearing him to go back on the road. I may have to  escape, and have lunch a little early I need  to go see my patient in 404, give some meds and run a test for patient in 302 and probably go grab lunch, Let me know if my phone goes off. Nany nodded and said she would, as Addison went into her first patient room    a 13 year old little girl with a, broken nose, " Hi i'm Addison,  lets take a look at that nose okay, can you tell me what happened sweetie,   " I fell off the monkey bars and i don't remember what else". okay lets get you down to X-ray so we can see it better, okay after i see the X-Ray we can see what we can do for you better okay sweetie you'll be okay." She smiled at her parents as they seemed, nervous  during xray, they only found  a minor break, nothing severe  she advised her parents,  that if she wasn't bleeding,  and the pain wasn't severe, to just apply a cold compress and ice for 15-20 minutes, for every 4-6 hours and to take  children's tylenol to relieve pain. and to definitely come back if pain worsens or she does begin to bleed. The parents thanked her as she followed them out to the waiting room.  Another patient, was a 10 year old boy who suffered a ligament sprain in his ankle , from football  "Hi i'm Addison,  Colton is it?   can you tell me what happened, sweetie, " She said as she began looking through  his chart, His father was with him as his mother was stuck in a meeting,  " I Had practice and came down fairly hard and couldn't move my foot, I don't remember what else, happened.  " I See".  Addison said, Well i am going to have to do a few  xrays to make sure it's a fairly mild or it could be a grade II which is  moderate and which also means,  your ligaments may be partially torn. Sit tight and i'll get an xray ordered and have my oncall come in and help.  "Colton Johnson" the nurse,  called out,  as colton came to the window, he  was being called to meet the doctor, for the Xray,  "Hi there Colton, I'm Doctor Ashcraft, I'm going to play this safe, and run the Xray before i assume anything, have you had a xray before? He turned to his father, " No he hasn't" he replied,  pretty healthy kid we have here, " Well he's in good hands here that's for sure,"  Dr Ashcraft said. As the doctor helped  colton on the table,  he then, had colton position so he could get the camera, positioned right, "Ok, colton i need you to  lie still, and not to move okay,  dad if you'll step out on the side over here, colton  hold real still for me okay, here we go." as the camera took 4-9 shots,  moving left and right on the machine, the camera took,  4-5 more.   " Okay, colton i've got the shots, dad if you wanna come in and help him up, we can get these read and detirmine, if you can go back out on the field okay bud, you did a great job!" He said.  As Dr ashcraft called Addison in the tech room,  " I don't see anything minor, Addi i think it's just a big major sprain.  the doctor was cut off, " With all do respect, doctor, if you look on this side, its either a sprain or  his tendon."  Addison, I think your more than just a sports nurse, your a sport doctor. " Your exactly right,  It definitely is a tendon, he's going to have 4-6 weeks out of comission poor guy. I think he's going to be okay i do want him, to not play for the aloted time space which would be the 4-6 weeks  lets go in and explain it." as  they turned off the exam room, and went into colton's room. "Colton, I had to bring Addison  with me, as she showed me something different  i was going to just, claim you as a major sprain and  have you sit out two weeks, however  she brought to my attention, it is definitely a tendon sprain, I don't want to perform surgery not yet I'm going to reccomened, you sit out 4-6 weeks come back at your 4 week mark  and we'll see how your healing if your completely healed then, your good to go. we will see though. I hate throwing the "S" word around that's why i don't rarely, I'll go ahead and write up a sports excuse paper for you to take back to school and you can pick that up here on monday okay. "  He said as his father, shook  his and Addison's hand. they walked out, Just then,  As colton looked up there stood  Leati,   As colton froze, Leati extended his hand as colton  took his hero's hand in his, and shook it " I'm such a huge fan. I can't- I c-Can't believe you go here,  nobodys going to believe me that i saw you. I - Oh Man." As leati laughed, and said   " I couldn't believe i go here either but have you seen, that nurse Addi  though she's good. that's who i go to see, she's the best!"  just as Addi could form a sentance and get her mouth and jawline, to stop smiling and blushing she said " Hello Mr Anaoi'. how can i be of service to you". As  Nany laughed, Colton took a photo and got his football he brought, for comfort signed,  he had left.  Well Ms. Addison, i just thought i was in the  area and i was wondering if you would be my uh date, to a lunch. You know? nothing casual just soup and a sandwhich, i'll have you back in no time.  She smiled as she hit his chest,  " Of course you can Leati,  I'll go punch out, and you can have me for awhile". He muttured under his breath, " Oh i'll have you for awhile alright".  " Ready to go Sweetheart"? He said as she was bringing her wallet clutch and  key  card.  she simply smiled as the two left the office.

**LUNCH**  "Babe, where do you want to go? Leati asked, as he held the car door open for her. She  thought to herself,  for quite sometime, As leati got in the car and started the car.   She however whispered, "Home" he looked at her and said "for an hour, and you want to go home?" she nodded, as he cocked his head and said " As you wish baby".  they arrived at their home  as they both walked inside the house, Leati put his keys on the kitchen table as, Addison disappeared, he walked upstairs to their room there she was  "Your not hungry for food?" he asked   she motioned for him to come closer,  " You want this?"  as he  walked out of his compression shorts as he revealed his long and already cock she smiled  as he trampled over the bed and took her down with him, they both laughed as she was straddling him,  " I think i need these scrubs off, Doc" he began untying her ties revealing the little black thong she was sporting,   he then began, giving  soft sensual kisses,  up and down her thighs, kissing her stomach and  back up again,  to her neck  he then postioned himself in front of her  as her legs did the work, opening automatically, then closing again as he moved her left leg open, he positioned her the way  he wanted as he began moving, slow at first   she finally spoke " No. Leati No.  don't  go fast, he looked up at her, as he began pumping slow at first, disregarding what she said,  within a few fast pumps, and a few grunts  she had enough of his slow paced love. She stretched out the blanket, that was already messed up from before,   "Get ready for the ride of your fucking life leati" she said, as he snickered a deep low laugh, she began to position herself facing him, leaning down on his chest a bit she began  riding his ever so  already cock, breathing heavily taking him in inch by inch,  riding him faster and faster  as he grunted,  Addison's breath became more hoarse, as she stopped  turned herself around to face the bedroom door, minutes before she could even postion herself to breathe she grabbed his cock,  guided it to herself, and began riding slow at first, but picked up pace,  " This is it,  this belongs to me  leati, you you belong to me as his eyes opened and closed he was fighting his urge to unload, but it was too soon,  he reversed his girl, as she fell back in the  pillows,  she went under  the covers as he  followed pulling the covers, over them, " Why did you stop?" she asked.  he didn't say a word, " Leati ..." she said as soon as she, said his name she felt  this powerful force that some would call a hand, better people would call it a finger, a finger was going amongst her sweetest sin,  her toes curled, amongst the sheets as she felt not one, but two fingers inside her as she dipped her head moving, from side to side, moans soon filled the air, she didn't want to, she didn't want the urge and passion to end, but as soon as  she left her body, she became fleshed as her first orgasm washed over her, and onto the sheets  "oh my"   as she panted he wasn't done, as his fingers slowly left her slit he began to stroke himself only to of found, himself burrying him deep inside her already wet slit  "I'm going to fuck, you as hard and as fast as i can, you are not to move,  are we clear doc" he whispered, nothing was said from her as her eyes tightened shut her hands were death gripping the sheets from the sensations her body was giving her,  "Leati, I have to go...."  she was cut off from the world, as she would describe it she was cut off, followed by trails of soft biting kisses, nips as he thrusted himself inside her, filling her with sweet samoan juices,  as they finally matched together, Leati flipped his hair, out of his face, he began taking what was his matched paces with hers leaving hers in between the sheets, moans soon filled the air as leati's breath came back to normal he threw the blanket back off of him,  addison soon regained hers, "Man i wish i didn't have to go back to work, that was the best lunch i had".  Leati rolled over on his side, proping himself up with his hand on his head,  with his other  arm laying on his side  he began rubbing her arm, giving soft kisses all around her neck, " Leati i have to get ready to go back to the hospital,  you keep doing this, and i'm not going to make my afternoon" she said as, she got up she pulled her scrubs back on as she went through her drawer she couldn't find a cute enough bra, she didnt't want to wear the same one she wore since 7:30 that morning, " I know I know, your answer but what color I have 3 strapless and 3 regular  leati what do you, think i should wear?" he replied "nothing. wear nothing" she rolled her eyes and said," white strapless be okay for your liking, sir?" he smiled and said, what's easier for me to take off tonight, she laughed and said her strapless will do, she covered her small breasts that were still begging for his touch, and his tongue,  as she threw her scrub top on, she went with a black and white floral something simple  as she went to the bathroom, she  quickly braided her hair in pig tails threw some make up on to freshen up  As leati walked in the bathroom, he stood in the door way with his arms  leaning on the doorsil,  "Ya look good doc." she playfuly slapped his chest,  and leaned in for a hug she grabbed her jacket,   as he walked her out she got in her jeep, as he gave her a kiss, she left.

*Back at the hospital* She pulled in her spot, she thought to herself  * I never even ate! he never even, took me out to lunch. granted the sex was definitely good and it was, definitely what she wanted she never even had a actual food group food* She went into the cafe, and grabbed  a tuna salad sandwhich and a orange juice as she went back to her station, she  sat down, adjusted her seat and began going through her notes, as nany came around the corner, she came to the station to sit next to Addi,  " Ahh this has been the longest day of my life. 5 rooms 5 patients  and all kids, my heart just breaks for them. I have 3 days off coming and i'm indulging in pizza and sweats and my boyfriend" she said as addi laughed,  " Girl i know what you mean, i had  a really good lunch with Leati and i can't wait to get off tonight to just be with him. I still have  yet to hear from his doctor, and it's breaking his heart to not be cleared. I'm not complaining not having him go back though" she said.  just then  she got a message on her computer Addison J. -  the message  was titled "Occuring" she opened it as the first wordings we're   In regards to Leati Anoai'  in  1 (One) to - 3(three) weeks he will be cleared, we are still very  relunctant on making the 3 week run invalid, if he shows improvement with an updated xray please do make the appointment, and email me back when he has an appointment and we will go from there. Thank you Dr. A-A Andrews. she smiled and sighed  a huge relief  she closed the email and phoned the xray department, " Hi yes this is Addison J  I am calling in regards to  a patient, Leati Anoai', I need to schedule a follow up Xray  the document is J-F321909  Yes.  anyday but the 24th-26th. okay great the 17th at 11 works great! I appreciate it so much. yes you as well." these two important  documents couldn't of  happened at a better time,  Leati could  be performing, after christmas he  could start houseshows as early as next week or the week after!  she screamed AHHHHHHHH! as naomi  came, around the corner " Girl what got you so wilin," she said as she sat next to her in her chair,  " Girl, Leati is so close to coming back  i don't know i just got excited i got excited for him. Im nervous for him, i'm excited i'm all a ball of emotions and then, it hits me he's going to be gone what if this is it for us?"  Naomi rolled her eyes, " Right. he gon leave you. dip out and say thanks for taking care of me, imma dip though and dip into someone else" girl he not gon do that, that boy is smitten to the core with you, and ya'll sex life is way too hot and bomb for him to just dip. I know, he gon be with you for life". addi laughed, and smiled  as the two continued to work.  Addi's phone beeped, meaning she got a text she opened her phone, and a smile bigger than a circus came from addi  the message read " Hi my sweet thing, I just  wanted to tell you, i love you I love the way you make me feel, I love the way  when we sleep together, when i get to hold you in my arms and when you roll over your breasts meet my chest,  but more importantly nothin sexual baby, but what's most important to me is the way you are with Joelle  your patient, your kind, your beautiful, you show her love you show her family. I can't wait to make you mine I can't wait for tonight  I can't wait for tomorrow, and the next 100 days to come. See you mi amore tonight"   she looked at her phone, and handed it to naomi and  nany "  what am i supposed to say back to this" as naomi began typing.  " I'll be home in 5 minutes by cop escort ;)" as she gave her phone back  " Naomi, he's going to think something bad happened, if i send him that!" she laughed and said,   " something will happen, handcuffs and you in a hot nurse outfit."  which you in a way already have, we can give you breast surery to make those little things, pop for papa."  she laughed, and sighed " he does like my small breasts and the way his hand fits over them girl...." she trailed, leaning her head back Naomi laughed  " girl, i don't need to know what he does with his hands, and your breasts! If we can finish our work, we all can get out of here, and you  can get your third round in"  they continued their work laughing through out the day seeing patients,  writing up charts as it neared 4:00 Addi had 12 hours in, and decided she was going to leave, she wrote all her charts out turned them in, " girl i'm out, i'll be back in 2 days do you think you  can handle this chaos without me" as she reached over naomi 's shoulders and gave her a hug,  she smiled and said she could manage.  As addi walked out, of the office, and into the parking garage unlocking her, jeep she got in and saw a dozen red roses on the passenger seat, with a note that read " Happy, I Love you day" --  Leati. as she smiled,  and checked her phone  it wasn't even valentines day  is everyday with this man  " I Love you day", she turned her car on and backed out, just then  her phone rang it was him " Hi sugar, how  was your day "  he said, She smiled, and said " Thank you for the sweet text, and the gorgeous flowers Leati what am i going to do with you. You're so damn sweet! " she said, with a smile  he licked his  lips,  and said " do me a favor, baby doll  just come home, and lets watch a netflix movie, and relax for the night,  we can decide what we want for dinner when you come home." she smiled and agreed, she said she would be home soon, they hung up and she concentrated on driving.

arriving home  Addison arrived  at home, as the garage door began to open she was excited to be home she never would of imagined, all of what leati had she would even share with someone like him.   as she unplugged her phone, threw it in her bag grabbed her louis vuitton bag she walked in her house  to a complete clean,  with soft christmas jazz  music playing she, sat her bag down by  the door, and walked in the kitchen to where joe and joelle were, making reindeer cookies with pretzles,  "Hi Addi  we're making reindeer pretzel cookies using the pretzel's for the reindeer antlers". Joelle said, as she smiled  Addi came behind  leati and licked his ear, " I've missed you all day, Thank you for the sweet flowers today, and that sweet call, and my best lunch ever, i can still smell the lingering sex on you and i" he smiled and turned around and kissed her sweet lips, "Mmmm cotton candy, my favorite" Joelle perked up, "Cotton Candy, where daddy i want some". she smiled at both of them as  addi was snuggled up close to him with her head on his shoulder,  "Its lip gloss, Joelle, but you can't wear any yet your too young." he said she pouted, "when i'm 50  you can wear, lip gloss and anything you want" he said, brushing it off  she laughed and said " So next birthday of yours daddy, right"? he smiled, and laughed  "not even close jojo, wrap these pretzles up and go put them away, in the cuppboard you have enough for a whole army!   Leati mouthed, "EBT"  to addi,  she gave him a puzzled look  as he laughed at the look,  he mouthed JoJo  early bed tonight, she smiled and shrugged her shoulders, he shook his head,   and mouthed " EBT, to you and me" he smiled as he shut the lights off, from the kitchen and went to the living room to watch a little t.v.   he, opened his beer and took a sip as he got back up, he rubbed his  lean stomach,  he went back to the kitchen, grabbed a bowl  and put a handful of chips in, and grabbed the salsa and warmed the salsa up, he came  to sit on the couch, as Joelle was doing a craft, at the table Addison called out " Hey Joe, wanna come in here for a minute, I need your help baby." she said as he wiped his crumbs, off his shorts he walked in the kitchen to addison trying to hang garland throughout the kitchen cupboards,  "What are you doing baby"?  as he leaned, on the doorway, of the kitchen, "hanging this garland, with lights turn the light off, i want to see how it looks." she said as joe   turned the light off, it was pitch black,  as  the garland, hung nicely  she stepped down off the kitchen counter, only to be held by  this samoan man,  "baby, it looks beautiful, but what's more beautiful is you. " she laughed  as she  struggled to get out of his grasp, she stepped back, after being out of his grip, she admired  how her decorating skills were she loved to decorate and when she got the chance to, she took full advantage of it.  "I think i'm going to do the windows, with  little,  slant LED window candles,  all around these windows here, What do you think babe?" he nodded and said " Whatever you want to do babe, i'll give you my card and you can just  splurge, but what i want you to splurge on also, is something sexy for you. not for me, of course but for you i want you to see and feel how beautiful you truly are, and you deserve it." she smiled up at him, as she was standing in her shorts with her sweater  which was white, with brown buttons she loved, dressing cute, and her curves hit her  just right with whatever she wore, she didn't always wear scrubs but 80% of her life was made in her scrubs, lets face it Leati  loved how easy her scrubs were for him to discard but he did like when she would dress down.   as it was nearing, 730, Joe came  to the kitchen to check on JoJo, she was making, a macaroni wreath, she found on  pinterest with Addi, "see dad, i am almost done, and i can hang it tomorrow in my room on my door", he nodded, as her hands were all covered in green paint, along with sticky fingers due to glue,  he was impressed with how well, she was following the decorations, " and we can also, take you to the bath, and get all this paint off of you too,  why don't you get it finished and we can  do that, and you can have  a snack, and go to bed, let me or addi know when your done and we will get you in the bath". she nodded as she was almost finished painting,  addi and leati we're  on the couch, watching a movie,  "You should see, how cool that craft is, It's pretty neat  shes covered in green paint which is a plus she loves to paint, I'm glad you showed her that craft, her mom never did crafts, nor did she ever show her crafts. it's nice of you to show her how to do it. you've been so great with her, i don't know what we did to deserve you." Leati said as he kissed her lips, they began kissing, he moved closer to her, on the couch, he deepend the kiss, or so he thought he opened his eye to only see joelle, holding her hands to show them, " I think i'm done daddy." he smiled and said, lets get you in the bath,   daddy can you just let addy, help me? he smiled and nodded and said, great idea i'll clean up down here and you two girls get  some bonding time.  Addi followed her upstairs as addi started the bath for her, she got in the warm water  and swam around, and played with her bath toys.  As joe  was downstairs,  he found blitzen, and quickly assisted in making him be in the window near by  with the wreath around his neck, as he found a piece of paper, he wrote -- Hi there, Joelle, i saw you made a macaroni wreath, i teird to eat a peaice but coldnt, did u mien to maik it fer me? des it luk guud on me? whoops, i hope, you dint minde that i were it. I am happy yer doing good, keep being gud  and i wiell seee youu suun. -- blitzen. he thought to himself, as he wrote it,  jesus christ  Joe Anoa'i, this is really getting out of hand. but your daughter freaking loves this little scary thing, as he heard addison and Joelle,  he walked back into the living room, turning the kitchen light off, he settled back  on the couch, catching the end of the georgia tech game, zoning in and out.   he heard laughter from his little girl, he thought to himself what could possibly be funny? georgia tech was losing, as he got up he walked upstairs to find  addison and joelle playing barbies,    " that was a fast bath, are you all clean? " Leati asked,  Joelle nodded " Yep,  all squeaky too", he laughed and said well, since ya'll are up here, how about i bring ya some cookies and a glass of milk, then we can read you a story  and get you to bed little one. " she nodded as the girls continued to play barbies, Leati went downstairs and grabbed a few chocolate chip cookies ,and poured a glass  of milk and brought it to the girls, as joelle was getting into her bed, she grabbed a cookie, from the plate and chose the book " the christmas bear" joe grabbed the book, and handed it to JoJo, here i wanna see how good your getting in school, with this reading thing. she smiled as she opened the book, and began reading to addi and leati.  As she was done reading, the book she sat the book down and, reached for another cookie, as she did,  leati said last cookie  she nodded as she snuggled in her bed  with her  teddy bear that her dad bought her, awhile back.  " Addi, are you staying  here tonight?  or do you have to go to work?" Joelle asked,  as addi nodded, "I'm staying the night, is that okay with you sweetie? do you want me to stay over?"  JoJo looked, at her dad, and looked at addi "Sure you can stay. you can sleep in my room if you want." as Joe laughed  " I think she'll sleep in my room, is that okay JoJo? "  her eyed went wide, " WITH YOU" dad? he swallowed hard, and said   "Joelle, does it bother you that i sleep with her, and not mommy?" Joelle, nodded but then shook her head in response of 'no',  " Joelle the other night, when you woke us up,  Addi was in my room, that's who you saw when we said, we were sleeping."  as joelle, looked at her dad  and said " i just don't understand, why mommy isn't around much, she wasnt even there, when you left.  and i don't know daddy", she began to cry as leati sat beside her on her bed and held her, " its okay to feel like that jojo, i know your sad about mommy and i not being around together, it just didn't work. but jojo that doesn't mean  mommy and i don't love you, because without you  i wouldn't of known mommy. but, now daddy is with addison and she's a pretty cool girl right? hey she showed you that cool craft you made, and she makes the best reindeer cookies ever right? and i think daddy really really likes her, but i have to make sure you really really like her too." As addison left, to go downstairs she  knew this day was coming but didn't think it would be so soon. As leati calmed jojo back down she soon drifted off to sleep as he kissed her forhead, she was soon asleep.

10:15pm "I'm  really sorry about that Addi. i didn't know she would react like this.  " do you think i should sleep in her room? I mean she really, seemed upset about us sleeping together".  Joe,  shook his head no,  they both sat on the couch, with a beer as they watched a movie, addison  was quiet most of the night, as Joe sipped his beer, she was thinking, of what happened, and knowing she probably, was going to not, be able to be with Joe, after everything that just happened, with Joelle she told joe she was going to take a hot bath, and head up to bed he smiled, as he grabbed her hand, he kissed the top of her hand as their eyes met, he whispered  " it really is going to be okay darlin" she smiled and gave him a kiss on his forehead, " arent ya gonna stay and watch  the movie? he said,  she shook her head no, and walked upstairs to the bathroom, she shut the door and let a few tears shed, she had no idea why she was crying, he didn't upset her, he didn't harm her, she didn't harm him, she didn't even harm herself, she ran the hot water and started to get undressed, as she heard the door slowly open she wiped her tears and acted as  if she was taking her make up off,  he saw her  as he shut the door, he then too began taking his shorts off and his tank top, "we're in this together addison, listen to me. just listen to me, I have come so far, in my life  the bad, the good, the other bad, and the worse, the day i met you. Listen i know you've heard it all, but i'm damn  near telling it again, but the day i met you was the day i finally knew who i was supposed to be with, that woman is you, i know  its rough being with me, and getting attached to Joelle but we're not going anywhere i can promise you that." as he stepped in the bath, behind her she smiled, as she leaned her head against his broad chest.  " I'm the one who should be concerned, about having my daughter seeing us in the bedroom, but in a way i am, i- uh we need to be more self aware, self concious on what we're doing when shes around, but i can promise you, shes happy shes content,  she's just confused, I mean she was used to me and galina being in bed together, and well, i don't know for the first time, it was all just new to her. but i have to have that conversation with Joelle, to reassure her that i'm, with you now and me and her mom, are just going to be  friends, and with you well we're going to be a family you, myself and joelle."  as Addison brushed her fingers against his legs she let out a sigh with a moan, and began " Leati i know we both have said it, and we sound like a couple 90's band records right now, but I know your not going anywhere, and neither am i what happened with you and galina in the past is strictly in the past i would like to have a good relationship with Joelle, I would. I just i don't know what came over with me, I guess just seeing her and  remembering how my past was with my parents, and their new relationships just haunted me a bit.  i agree with you, we do have to be more cautious, I think this is just a stepping stone, and a barrier i have to get over. Joelle is a great girl, she really is she takes so much after you it's insane, but a good one  she's getting older now, and shes realizing what is what, and in a way that scares the hell out of me, but it also enlightens me to see how far we can go with it, ya know"?  Leati smiled, and agreed with everything, they said as  she turned herself over in the bath, the water sounds swooshing, around them,  they both began giving soft kisses here and there, more him than her,  " you don't know how bad i'd take you right here, we'd have the water department here, cleaning up this mess, from the water splurging out on the floor, " - he was stopped mid sentance, with a kiss, " you wanna play here, big boy you gotta let me know." she said with a smile. he crooked his head, and said " now? you want this big dog in water filling you with juices  mixed with water"?  just say the word addi and we're in.   with no word being said, she grabbed his cock, and began toying with it rubbing it over her open slit, playing with his balls he tilted his head back and closed his eyes as he began  moving his hips, water continued to make waves as she let the water out,  his eyes opened as she  turned the hot water back on to fill the tub up,  he had enough with the teasing, he positioned himself right in her slit with a few frustrated grunts from his mouth he was inside her  with no hesitation,  he began  slowly thrusting, as she turned her head from side to side, he was dominating her in every way possible,  the water was over flowing by now, but neither of them seemed to notice or to care  it was about the passion and the first ever  bath sex, this wasn't  rough sex this wasn't even " oops i'm sorry" it was about, becoming new and starting this new chapter, and finding out if they really cared for each other. A few  thrusts here and there,  happened as leati was just about to cum  he stopped and eased out of her already wet slit,  he sat up on the ledge as she followed suit, she sat  with no warning, right on his already harden dick slammed herself right onto what was already hers and began, bouncing up and down holding onto his shoulder for leverage  " I i I 'm not going to last,  i'm s-s-orry, as she slammed a few more times each, slam was harder than the last she leaned forward as he pounded her for, what seemed to her a good 20 minutes, she lost count when she leaned forward because within  however long he had control, she lost the fight, and came first, "ooh my girl, lost the opening slit battle aye?" As she stood up, she came right back on his lap, exhausted  breathing heavily in and out, her breasts and chest we're rising with every breathe she took, " I'm sorry but mam'm i didnt get to cum, I'm truly sorry about your weak ass, in here, but  my round isn't up"  with that,  he had her straddled hooked to his hips  he postioned her hands on his thighs, as he began to throw his dick into her wet slit, she couldn't help but scream  " My  fucking god Joe, My fucking god ohhhhhhhh ohhhhhhh Joe, come on big boy, fuck me harder thats it. that's my samoan"   As she licked her finger and drove her finger into her slit she ungodly matched him with his own, within seconds of each other, they both came  who came first they weren't keeping score,  " Thank you, doc,  if this was an evaluation,  im sure you and i would ace it" she laughed as she stood up, barely  and let the water out by the drain plug, she stumbled out of the bath as leati laughed, she turned around to slap his chest, only to be  covered in a towel she wrapped herself as she began combing through her hair, " this was a better bathing experience i ever had, next time i need a bath you're definitely invited" she said with a wink he gave her a kiss, and  threw a towel to his back to try off, and threw on his shorts. " Wanna go downstairs, and have a beer? or go to bed"? he said, as he was sitting on the bed,  flipping through channels she came in with lotion, as she began to lotion her legs  she replied, " whatever you want to do baby". as he pointed the remote to his chest, " whatever i wanna do aye"?  he threw the covers back as he patted for her to come  next to him, as she turned away to put her towel away, she called out, " black or red"  he  looked over at her, with a puzzled look, " for what"?  he said  " leati, just chose black or red" he mumbled something, as she said  last chance boy! he  chose black, she came out wearing nothing underneath but  her silk black robe as his eyes widened, he  said " guess we're not going downstairs aye". she got in bed  and revealed she was naked under neath,  " lets make love leati, none of that fast paced  head board hitting, kind of shit you like, I wanna be loved, in lace and touched all over." she said   As he yawned,  " baby, in case you haven't noticed down below, here we're limp  the soldiers have marched to this bed right here  to pass out i swear,  i'll make you breakfast in bed, with roses, and flowers and myself and jojo will cook you the best breakfast you ever had, -- and then you'll get that desert you want. but please baby,  as he yawned,  he grabbed her to pull her close  throwing his left arm over her side let's just dream of how good that desert is going to be." with that his eyes we're closed and he was  on his way to his paradise desert, she leaned back on the pillow situating herself, careful not to wake him, as she too drifted to sleep.

*NEXT MORNING* Joe got up, around 8:00, he noticed how peaceful  addison was, and was careful to not wake her. Joelle  came in the room, walking slowly standing by the door, Joe mouthed "good morning Joelle,  it's okay come here, shes sleeping, see and daddy slept right here on his side it's okay, for me to do this jojo". she smiled and laughed at  how messed his hair was, " your hair daddy is crazy."  he laughed a quiet laugh as he said, " so is yours,  it must run in the family", he playfully stuck his tongue out at her, as he got up, they walked out of the room, as addison started to stir, he quickly shushed joelle and him, as they were safe out of his room.  They made their way down to the kitchen, to start breakfast, he grabbed the milk out of the  fridge,  along with a bowl, and spoon and  poured a bowl of cherrios  he then, sat with Joelle and ate a bowl of cereal,  as they ate, Addison came  to the kitchen, she grabbed a bowl and  spoon, and came to the table, she poured herself a bowl as well, Joe rubbed his foot, under the table, towards her foot she looked up at him, and smiled as she continued to eat  he whispered, "everything ok babe"? he looked at her, with puzzled eyes she nodded, as he went to scoot his chair closer, he  began with " you sure you ok?   this isn't like you,  i'm worried." he said, she looked over at joelle, and  then looked back at him, " i just got, the call i have to go back to work tomorrow and i was wanting to surprise you guys with a small vacation, i'm still in the works of gettting a little more leave time because i still have a full week coming, but i don't know if i wanna use it, now I'm just a little worried we're not going to  even be able to take a small vacation." he nodded, as  he said " you have went out of your way  addison, more than you should have for us, let me do something for you, you want your vacation? i want our vacation let me set it up, lets look into it together you go to work tomorrow, save people save their lives and let me save your life, wherever you wanna go we'll go. we can do this, i'll make this happen for you. it's honestly the least i could do".  She smiled and nodded as she called work, "  yeah hi this addison, i'm a RN on lvl two through six, i'm calling to speak to betty samuelson please thank you"  " Hi betty, this is addison I'm calling for my 2 to 3 week schedule, if it's avaliable  yeah for sure okay  that's good  i can definitely, come in and asset her and assist until 6 if you need, okay yeah i will definitely see you then thanks again you as well mhmmm"  Joe looked at addison, " you going in?"  he asked, she nodded as she got up from the table, he followed her  into the bathroom,  I'll be out  at the latest 6. maybe sooner,  she  threw her hair up in a high pony tail,  topped it off with a headband, and began her make up routine,  he nodded and gave her a kiss on her cheek, as he left he went to the bedroom,   she came, out wearing her white strapless bra, she grabbed her, dark blue scrub top and white pants   Joe looked at  her and licked his lips,  " you know doc, i really like when your naked and your  holding my cock in between those hands of yours, but my god when your in those scrubs you just turn me on even more". she laughed and smiled, " Joe you make me blush stop it! i'll be home by 6, think you can be a good boy and hold  out for me."? he nodded and said " uh huh i sure can doc"  she patted his chest,  and grabbed her coat, and purse  and yelled out  " Joelle i'll see you tonight,  be a good girl and have a good, day". as joe met her at the door, he  gave her a kiss.

Hospital. Hello Addison, I wanted to tell you thank you, for coming and helping, i know you've been busy with family and what not I have 3 papers for you to sign off on, as she nodded from her chief nurse she grabbed  the pen and noticed Ashley Fleir on one of the tabs,  what's she in here for?   Nany came bouncing around the corner,  "Oh Fleir,  um broken finger  she was fine she just wanted to stay, over night to  weigh out the pain meds  etc,  but your other boy joeyyy has a paper too" she nodded, as she looked over Joe's paperwork,  " DAMNIT!"  i need to,  see dr. andrews  Nany asked what's wrong?  something wrong?  she shrugged it off,   " I'm calling down to surgery to speak to dr andrews I don't  even understand, why its taking it so long, for Joe to start going back on the road, we have a vacation we're starting to plan  which is fine, and if it's going to be longer were going to plan our vacation." she said " Hello Jane this is me, Addison up at MS2  hows things going down there,  ohhh my wow, yeah you guys are swamped haha we're decent up here, we're swamped but  it comes in flow, Hey can i have a discussion with Dr andrews if hes avaliable or you, about Joe Anoai' I just got his chart, and i don't understand why hes not cleared. yes i am aware of it, I completely understand that now, Joe is going to be so distraught even more  Oh i agree completely yes most definitely 3 weeks top. of course i completely understand Yeah you too, of course we will thank you."  Nany  stood froze in her chair, as she was watching  waiting for addison to drop the phone to get the deets, "Well, what's up he cleared? he can do it? what's going on"?  Addison shrugged her shoulders, " I don't know,  he has 3 more weeks and he's good to go, now we can just plan our vacation".  Nany stopped  addison, " why you shruggin and buggin, you get to go on your vacation, and get a possible  baby growing in there common girl". addison laughed and got up and went, to  do her rounds while walking to her patients she thought to herself where she wanted to go, where did she want to start for a baby,  when and if she became  pregnant where did she want it to be? She got back from her rounds and noticed Leati standing, at the desk talking to nany " now theres the best nurse  around here. there she is,  she smiled and laughed off his comics, what broke this time Joe? she asked, as he looked around, and then whispered leaning over the counter, to where she was,  he whispered " My Heart, you got someone to look at it"? she leaned in breathing  in his scent,  she laughed and said " you wanna go over, there to room 3 and someone will assist you, sir as soon as they can" he smiled and nodded and went to room 3  Nany  sunk in her chair, with her  stethoscope, around her neck  she playfully put, it on her chest  to check for her heart beat Addison, laughed and said  " be on the look out for sterile man." addison laughed and went into the room Joe was, as she walked in,  his lips we're on hers  faster than anyone had before, tongue's began dancing, as it was heating up, she broke away, " I think your going to be good to go now,  Mr Anoai' i do appreciate you coming, in i think you'll be good to go. " he smiled and asked if she was almost done, she looked at her phone,  and nodded bout 20 more minutes to an hour, he nodded and said he was going to grab  something to eat, from the cafe and he'd be back to pick her up. as addison went to leave, she turned to him, and  said " be thinking, of vacation plans Joe".  he nodded as he left for, the cafe', as he picked a slice of pizza,  2 tuna salad sandwhiches and a blueberry muffin  as he was paying for his meal,  his phone was ringing, " Hello, this is joe" Hi babe, yeah i'm down here at the cafe' where are you? are you two okay? babe i'm coming up right now, call the police now understand me. call them now. i'm coming up right now!  as he came up to  the MSA- 2 floor,  there were two intruders as joe, threw his food  on a near by table  "DROP THE GUNS. the police have been called, as the intruder drew his gun to joe, Joe went forit, and speared the one guy as nany screamed  the cops we're there as Joe held the one guy in a headlock, the cops assisted the two intruders and arrested them both. As joe went over to addison,  she fell in his arms crying, as nany comforted addison.  the chief assistant, thanked joe for his service and fast thinking, as shook up the girls we're the chief assistant, excused them  to leave as nany's fiance came to pick her up,  Addison and Joe  soon left  to go home.  " I don't even know how,  to think, Joe tonight, I really don't I don't know, that was my first scare at the hospital. I think i just want to stay home tonight, and be with you. I don't know if i were able to know what to do without you.  thank you baby for still being here, thank you for saving us." she said,  as joe kissed her forhead, and held her hand  on the drive home, I think i'm going to call my parents, babe and have her keep Joelle for the night. I think  it's going to be,  for  the best.   as he touched his radio, he motioned his phone, to call his mom,  " hey mom. what's going on how are you? yeah i know, been a bit busy i miss you guys too, for sure, Hey reason i was calling i need a favor, if you guys can keep Joelle i can bring her by for the night, Uh yeah something happened with Addison today at  the hospital, and we just need to be alone for the  night,  yeah very very, shes okay  she's just shook up and she doesn't want to seem, that way in front of  her,  for sure mom thank you so much".  they hung up as they came to joe's house,  Jey was with Joelle,  as  addison went inside the house, Jey asked " what's wrong with her? uce you done made her mad.  Joe shook his head, no uce,  2 intruders came in with guns, at the hospital messed up, honestly she's just a bit shook."  jey's eyes went wide, "Ohhhhh shit. uce, damn."  as joe said, " yeah uh you wanna, do me a huge favor,  you  wanna take Joelle to my parents for me, so i don't have to leave  addison. Jey nodded and said for sure, for sure,  joe then thanked him, as they packed Joelle's bag she was fine with going to grandma's she loved it  at grandma's and joe was thankful that his mom was there, when  he needed her. " Listen, your going to go to grandma's for the night nothings wrong, Addison just had a very bad day at work, and shes a little sad so  daddy needs to take care of her, okay".  Joelle smiled, and said   " sure daddy, I like grandma and papa's  its fun there, but daddy if you go shopping for me, with addy make sure to get those, cool socks okay." he said, i don't think we're gonna be doing any shopping baby girl but okay we will keep that in mind, why dont you go in the bedroom, and give addison a hug and you and jey will go to grandma and papa's  okay. she nodded, as she went in the bedroom,  Joelle, walked in and said  "Hi Addison, i just wanted to give you a hug, and tell you i love you." Addison turned around, and reached her hands out for a hug, she picked joelle up and embraced her hug, and held her tight  " Joelle , i just want to tell you i love you. and you're so special to me, and to daddy. You do know, i love you right?" Joelle nodded and smiled, and said she loved her too.   As Jey and Joelle walked outside, they soon left for Joe's mom and dad's.

  As, Joe and Addison layed in bed Joe held her close to her occasionally rubbing her back, as she was just in her shorts, and her strapless bra, she was so scared at everything she saw during the night, every move, every noise she jumped. She wasn't like this, before but the intruders made her scared. " I'm thinking you need to have a gun, here. I know your not about it but if i'm on the road, and your in the house your going to need protection,not only for yourself, but for joelle as well". Addison shook her head, and said " I dont' want a gun. I don't need a gun, And i'm not about it Joe, I can't do it." she said, as joe nodded  It wouldnt be anything fancy, just a  small  one she sighed and said she would think about it. but she really just wanted to sleep. as joe, rolled over  and grabbed her close to him, she nuzzled into his skin and beard and soon fell asleep.

this was an extremely ass long chapter.  I  wasnt sure how i would feel, about putting, the  gunman in the chapter, but i like it in a way, I know addison didn't but it added excitement.   Please do stay tuned,  everythings  in a way about to be changing for the hospital  with addison,  where, are they going to go and is it too soon for a "Vacation"? 

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