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buggedmind · 10 months

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I just want these feelings to be gone.

@buggedmind

#actually bpd #bpd problems #actually mentally ill #bpd thoughts #quiet borderline #bpd #bpd feels #actually borderline #borderline blog #depressive shit #sorry for being depressing #depressing quotes #tw depressing thoughts

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littlesadzap · 11 months

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I'm in a really bad mood and I feel like I need to share this list of things I learned as a mentally ill ex-teenager in a toxic home and with friends as "found family"

Things that I hope are obvious but are not always so obvious

-Your parents are victims and perpetrators at the same time

-Your mental disease allowed you to survive and killed you at the same time

-Your mental disease have made you what you are

-No one will ever truly understand how you feel, and that is okay

-If someone laughs and cries at the same time, it's not funny, it's a wake-up call.

-From some things you can't recover and you have to learn to live with them

-Loving someone can't heal their depression

-If someone you love refuses to seek professional help, forcing them will not help them, a person can heal if they really want to heal

-The only person who can help you is you, you must want it first.

-If a person who needs your help is bad for your mental health, walking away from this person is not selfish,you don't live for others

-If a person with mental illness shows excessive and toxic co-dependence toward you, then you are not helping them, you are sinking with them

-Feeling anger toward the person who traumatized you is human, but letting that anger consume you will not help you

-Some things cannot be forgiven and cannot be forgotten, you are not a bad person for that

-Life owes you nothing

-Manic episodes are not always just funny but can be dangerous

-You can't justify yourself for hurting people just because you were hurt but you can forgive yourself and try to do better

-People you have hurt sometimes cannot forgive you, if they hate you let them but don't allow yourself to hate you for the same reasons

-Loving a person with mental illness is difficult

-Healing is fucking painful

PS. These are just random thoughts that came from my personal experience, I'm not a psychologist, I have no professional knowledge for this, this is all just personal

#sorry for being depressing #depressive shit #depressive episode #kinda depressing #depressiv #why do i keep seeing things that make my mental health worse?#mental illness #mental ill health #mental disease #healingjourney #health #self healing #trauma #trauma team #family issues #parents issues #people pleaser

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insignificantfailure · 4 days

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I just woke up and I already wanna kill myself

#personal #vent #venting #tw sui ideation #tw depressing thoughts #depressive shit #i'm sad #mentally tired #i hate my self #i hate my existence #i hate everything about myself #i hate life #i hate who i am #i hate everything #mentally fucked #depressing shit #sorry for being depressing

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mapsofinnerspace · 5 months

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Quisiera tener a alguien que me abrazara y me amara en noches como esta, en las que soy diminuta y débil.

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shakybonesstuff · 25 days

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I want to be fixed.

#mentally tired #mentally fucked #mental illness #mentally exhausted #mental health #tw depressing stuff #depressive shit #tw depressing thoughts #depressing life #sorry for being depressing #alone with my thoughts #bed rotting #being alone

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lotsumy · 17 days

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That’s a mood Gabriela

#helluva stolas #prince stolas #stolas helluva boss #helluva boss stolas #stolas goetia #stolas #depressive shit #depressed af #depressed and hrny #sad owl boy

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zennotixs · 30 days

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Sometimes I feel like I’m not real. My body is not my body, and my voice is not my voice. I look in the mirror and watch a strangers movements. Every actions feels as though I am merely floating inside of this body. It’s not mine, I only inhabit it. My voice sounds like a strangers whenever I talk. Is this me? I feel like a ghost possessing the body of another.

#rots rambles #mentally tired #mentally fucked #mentally drained #mentally exhausted #mental illness #actually mentally i’ll #actually mentally ill #mental health #tw depresssing stuff #tw depressing thoughts #tw depressing stuff #tw depressing shit #tw depression #depressive shit #rot rotting

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anzhelrosalva · 9 months

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simon from cry of fear 🐈‍⬛🪓

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#cry of fear #simon henriksson #actually schizophrenic #my art #digital art #artwork #tcc art #depressive shit #art #( ´ཀ` ).

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notfunnyguy · 11 months

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Just wanna kill myself, but I can't afford it.

#selfhater #depressive shit #hate myself #wanna die #tw selfhate #self destruction #tw self destruction #sadnees #desperate

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sailoreuterpe · 22 days

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Medieval Torture in European Literature

Just die so I can grieve

Perish so I can rest

I’m exhausted in your energy

I’ve failed to pass the test

I’m not the stalwart servant

Never daring to ask why

I may not voice my dissent

But it festers in heart and eye

Your castle dreams are rotten

Dank as dungeon walls

You wish a maiden daughter

Veiled and silenced all

I’m not the perfect prop

A plaque beside my name

“Here stands the Fair Girl Child

Who powered through the pain”

You’re not the erudite scholar

Despite the books you read

You’re not the saintly father

Due to the life you lead

Thank GOD I wasn’t born then

When you’d most like to live

Thank God I’m here today

Modern and unconnived

Feel free to delude yourself

And live in your fantasy

At least when you perish

I’ll finally be fully free

I’ll mourn you, surely

Against all good advice

The fallen patriarch icon

My heart will still not ice

Stained glass tears will glitter

And turret thoughts will fall

But at the end of the tale

What I’ll grieve most of all

Will be the what-if plots and tropes

Of a better story told

In another universe

Where I am strong and bold

Where you love me wholly

And not only for my tasks

Where your dreams are for ME

And I don’t have to ask

The barest minimum

(that you still fail to meet)

We share a castle in the air

Where paternal love is sweet

I love you, always, and yet

As evil as it may make me be

I wish your story over

And the next one stars just me

Just die so I can grieve

And finish this winding tale

And close the book forever

And throw away the veil

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riddlemefuckingthis · 3 months

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Y’all have some really fucking empathetic songs that you could suggest for a lonely little sad person who can’t seem to understand that life isn’t fun and love? Really appreciate it, thanks.

#leftist #communist #anti capitalism #gay #sad #depressive shit #going through #my guy #help a poor little child

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diavolito · 9 months

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The only thing she needed was someone to embrace her and tell her that everything would be better, that she was not alone and never would be, that she didn't have to feel like this - useless, helpless, pathetic, an absolute failure, unloved and unneeded and not "normal". But no one was going to do it and she had to wipe the tears, keep smiling and pretending that everything was okay, because she couldn't afford to be weak while weaker people depended on her. But inside she still was yelling and crying for help, running out of strength reserves and feeling closer to the breaking point than ever before

#depressive shit #mental problems #thoughts #breakdown #mental health #depression #sea #random thoughts

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lazychildoflife · 9 months

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Family isn't meant to make you depressed....

Right???????????????????????

#dysfunctional family #depression #depressive shit #i had my sister over for over a month and i wanted to die #im not even going to talk about my mother #im scared of adulting but i can't wait to get out #and im burnt out #i want to write but i cant #great #sarcasm

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sadgirlbadvibes · 11 months

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Ti chiedo scusa se non sono abbastanza per te ... Ti chiedo scusa se ho dei problemi nella testa che non riesco a risolvere e nessuno ci riuscirà mai forse ..non riesco ad andare avanti così .. sento di impazzire ,non va bene nulla mi sento sempre peggio , e so che la mia presenza non ti fa bene nemmeno a te , ho sempre da lamentarmi , ho sempre da provocare un qualche litigio , non mi sopporto più , e vorrei chiudermi da qualche parte , ti chiedo scusa per come sono ,vorrei solo che qualcuno capisse come mi sento e invece anche da parte tua trovo muri .. non so più che fare , ti chiedo di perdonarmi , ma non sopporto più di stare così ..voglio stare bene , non voglio questi sentimenti che sento .. non voglio più stare male , piangere .. ti amo come non ho mai amato nessuno ma forse tutto questo è troppo per me , mi sento vuota ,non abbiamo nemmeno più discorsi , sento che da parte tua non c'è più nulla e non riesco più a fare finta ..finta che vada tutto bene .

-sfogo personale

#sad quotes #sad #sadness #sorrow #bad vibes #feelings #emotions #depressive shit #anxitey #dead inside

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mapsofinnerspace · 4 months

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Exit bag

living death

they granted you a life by force

in exchange for a living death

endless pain

never ending suffering

a life not worth living

no way out

no escape

no way out

no escape

So exhausted, I need my exit bag

(exit bag, save me from this hell)

(inert gas)

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shakybonesstuff · 1 month

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I’ve been sick for so long

I don’t even remember when it started

I don’t know if it will ever end either

Sometimes I feel like this is just who I am now

I will have to live with this for the rest of my life

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