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kira-fluff · 10 months

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haikyuu!! neurodivergent headcanons 💕

tw: several listed mental illnesses, some of these are solely off of vibes but most of them I have reasons lol note! I do not believe autism is a mental illness or something that is "wrong" with an individual, hence why the title is "neurodivergent" rather than "mental illness". just had to put that out there! to all my neurodivergent babies I love you! a/n: hello! as a neurodivergent like myself (depression, anxiety, ptsd, bulimia, etc etc) i thought it would be really cool to do an analysis on one of my biggest hobbies (psychological illnesses) and relate them to haikyuu characters! some of them have a deeper explanation because I feel so strongly about it.

attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADD/ADHD) BOKUTO, hinata, NISHINOYA, atsumu, lev

generalized anxiety disorder (GAD) sugawara, OIKAWA, asahi, yamaguchi, yachi, aone, akaashi, tendo

social anxiety disorder (SAD) asahi, KENMA

post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) oikawa

depression (MDD) oikawa, KENMA, kuroo, suna, matsukawa, tendo

autism sakusa, USHIJIMA, kageyama, kyotani, kenma

eating disorder(s) (AND, BND, BED) OIKAWA, KENMA

obsessive-compulsive disorder (OCD) oikawa

borderline personality disorder (BPD) daishou

insomnia kuroo, kenma, osamu

hypersomnia suna

analysis under the cut

it's pretty obvious that bokuto struggles the most to self-regulate, even to others, but I personally believe that oikawa struggles the most with his mental health.

like almost everyone in haikyuu, oikawa is obsessed with volleyball, but he takes it to a point of overexertion and taking his anger and frustration at his own inadequacies out on others.

I really think oikawa's relationship between he and kageyama and he and ushijima are the ones that show how bad his anxiety is

ushijima and kageyama both don't understand the emotions oikawa is feeling which could be written off as them not understanding their talents, but I think it's something more

to me, I feel it is blatantly obvious that ushijima is autistic. he just so frequently seems to be unable to read the emotions of others or takes things literally when it's something else intended. I'm not autistic, though, so autistic community, let me know your thoughts!

bokuto and hinata both have an insane amount of energy, but struggle to be successful in school. sports works for both of them because their focus is constantly needed to be diverted or "all over the place" that it helps them be great players

kuroo is one of those other characters that I feel like I'm reaching to say he has mental health struggles but to me it just comes off in vibes. first of all, any kid with divorced parents should be in therapy so I feel there's definitely some struggles there.

I think kuroo is the type that hides his struggles and pretends they aren't happening. he puts a lot of pressure on himself to be the best at everything he does, and so he feels he doesn't have time to deal with the emotions that leave him feeling empty

kenma was someone I immediately felt was autistic. he has so many key factors like an obsession/hyperfocus on his hobbies and trouble socializing (social anxiety).

kenma has some of the strongest evidence toward my beliefs, specifically in this quote: "I'm not good with people, and I don't want to interact with them. and yet, I'm very concerned about what others think of me." like, tell me that doesn't radiate autistic/SAD vibes!!!!

idk what it is, like inadequacies or what but I genuinely believe oikawa has some kind of trauma. like he's definitely carrying something that so heavily effected him that it controls the choices he makes in life

I don't have much evidence that suna has depression, it's just a vibe because of his mannerisms and what he says. I think it's the kind where it's well-managed, but it shows up in physical symptoms like apathy more than anything.

atsumu gives ADHD vibes solely because of like how all over the place he is and how he can't always seem to properly get out what he's trying to say lol

sakusa is one that to me could be seen as "done with your bullshit" but I think he also hates crowds (like me, I mean who doesn't) and struggles socially probably because of anxiety or autism. not sure!

basing daishou off of vibes, too, because if I'm being honest all I've seen in the show is him having hostile relationships or being on-off with them, though its certain I could be reading too much into it, but that's the fun of headcanons.

do you agree with what I wrote? I would love to hear your thoughts!

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aslongasimhereyoureinvincible · 10 months

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what are your neurodivergent headcanons for hq characters?

asdfjhgfds sorry this has been in my askbox for a few days ive been busy w/ Life Stuff TM but anyways ND haikyuu headcanons lets gooo

hinata:

ik bc hes Sunshiney and Loud lots of ppl read hinata as adhd, which i can deffo see, but personally i read him as autistic

hes extroverted and good at adopting introverts (kageyama, kenma, yachi, tsukki) but when u stop to think abt it hes also actually kinda bad at social ques and 'normal' behaviour?? i think ppl dont notice bc hes also rlly nice but hinata is actually pretty blunt lmao

his special interest is literally volleyball cmon now

its canon that he dislikes being in classes too long or doing homework bc he finds sitting still for too long difficult, both me and my autistic older brother used to get up and pace around our classrooms when we were younger

even though hes rlly athletic and has insane reflexes obviously, hes also pretty clusmy and especially bad at judging distances which to me looks like dyspraxia which is really commonly comorbid w/ autism

ive also read a few fics where he has tourettes syndrome w/ body tic and i can deffo see why ppl would hc that

idk hes just reads as autistic so well in my mind like idk why its not a more common take

kageyama:

this one is less of a headcanon and moreso just interpreting the text correctly; hes definitely autistic

like its my belief that furudate either knowingly wrote kageyama as autistic or like based his personality off of an irl autistic person they knew or SOMETHING bc its actually insane how well he reads as autistic

the lack of social skills? the anger issues? the deep special interest in volleyball? the just wanting to express your feelings/opinions but coming off as rude but not knowing how to fix that? middle school being a living hell? having that one family member who Got you? the high level of skill in one particular area? hes literally the texboox definition of autism

even the little things like how he files his nails and jokes go over his head and he accidentally insults ppl bc hes calling it how he sees it and how he basically had no friends growing up bc he was too focused on volleyball and how he struggles to smile on command like!!! thats autism babe!!!!!!

oh also hes dyslexic bc im dyslexic and i say so

ushijima:

same as kageyama i bet he was either knowing written as autistic or based off of an irl person who is

blunt as all hell, monotone voice and facial expressions, volleyball as a special interest, bad at social interaction, accidentally rude, the list goes on and on

like his whole thing about how his left handedness makes him different but is also a gift that benefits him in some ways? thats a metaphor for neurodivergency dont @ me

oikawa:

i hc him as having narcisstic personality disorder, not in the ableist reddit-user 'all ppl w/ npd are evil manipulative abusers' way but in the ' i have npd and know what it actually looks like' way

hiding massive insecurities by acting like youre amazing?? that fuckin marina lyric thats like 'i feel like im the worst so i always act like im the best'?? that was abt oikawa tooru and npd

feeling threatened the second someone as good or better than you shows up? fixating on one specific thing that you have to be the best at? those are npd as fuck traits

the way he can basically get along with anyone and adjust his play style to suit them but only has a few close friendships where he can let his true personality rlly shine through

hes literally so npd coded augh <3

bokuto:

i read him as adhd and having cyclothymia

i think he was unmedicated in high school and unknowingly had depressive and hypomanic episodes which affected his play

he also very much reads as having rejection sensitive dysphoria if u ask me

and the way he talks and bounces around and has All That Damn Energy gives me adhd vibes, esp pared w/ his poor volume control ad the way he ignores social cues lol

okay quickfire round bc im getting tired of typing

atsumu is autistic, so is osamu for that matter, theyre just at very different points on the spectrum and rub each other up the wrong way a lot of the time bc of it

kita is also autistic bc no neurodivergent person is that particular about doing things the 'right' way

hoshiumi is autistic and adhd

asahi and yamaguchi read like they struggled w/ anxiety and depression

sakusa has ocpd and ocd (contamination ocd specifically) and mysophobia

kyoutani has aspd, again not in a 'aspd = violent agressive psychopaths' way but in a 'i actually have a cluster b personality disorder' way, and adhd also

kenma is autistic and has social anxiety

yachi has social anxiety too bc cmon now

tsukki reads to me as having chronic depression, i think i could also make a case for him being autistic too ngl

tendou is some flavour of neurodivergent, probally audhd, probably some other stuff, idk but hes definitely not neurotypical

like hinata, lev reads as autistic to me even tho hes got that goodball energy thatd make lots of ppl read him as adhd bc like,, he just fuckin sucks at social interaction like he is accidentally rude all the damn time lmaoo

fukunaga and aone are both autistic w/ selective mutism and/or partial to moderate non-verbalness

obviously its none of my business and i think having headcanons abt irl ppl is Fucking Weird but i wouldnt be surprised if furudate themself was autistic bc truly so many characters in haikyuu can be read that way if u ask me, although maybe im just projecting lol

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu!! headcanons #q and hey hey hey!#tumblr: akiraetzchen #og post //#theres prolly more im missing but these r off the top of my head #obvi theyre just hcs tho ppl are free to have different interpretations #except kageyama being autistic. i KNOW im correct abt that one.#also i promise this blog isnt dead i do still love haikyuu v much im just also super obsessed w/ bluelock rn

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hoeforinarizaki · 1 year

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dreamesamu · 3 years

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hi :3 i was wondering if i could request a hurt/comfort scenario / headcanon with kuroo , osamu , and bokuto ? where hes had a bad day and he lashes out at you when all you want to do is help , and you even had a terrible day . and it ends in happy floof , thank you ♥

WHEN HE LASHES ON YOU ON A BAD DAY

feat. kuroo, osamu, bokuto

genre: angst to fluff! slice of life! (unedited on Bokuto's part!!! I was really struggling asbsjhfg)

ame's note: I was so excited to write this, thank you all of you for requesting. and I wasn't expecting this to be so long, but I hope this is what you are waiting for. enjoying it!

kuroo tetsuro

Kuroo is a businessman, you get it. And sometimes things are not going really smooth in his perspective.

He hates to admit it but when it somehow dissatisfy him, it's nothing special to waste time.

you are aware of this, bet. Unfortunately, you never want an awful day to hit you right at the wrong moment while he is even more depressed than you.

and you choose to be patient with it since you always support him at his best quality.

he seems to love the way you comfort him after a bad day, so he didn't say anything at all.

you flinch at the sudden movement of the door slams harshly on its place, right after the moment you press your phone on the ear, the voicemail of him ringing, instead.

"You're home, Tetsu,"

You greet, sounds a little weary in your tone as removing your apron while he just coldly hums in response, eyes locked on the shoes he is nonchalantly brushing off.

"Do you mind having a taste?"

you heard him sniffs in the background, footsteps thud fainting away as far as he goes, while you're pouring out the soup from the pot, you heard the bedroom door clicked closed.

"God, this might be bad..."

you understand the intention he tries to tell that to leave him alone, but you just couldn't– it could bother him like actually the whole week, and you– the one who is not supposed to be treated like shit during the fact you have to deal with your own issues, just want to have a peaceful night cuddling each other to get rid of depressing.

you disappointed mutter to yourself, sending some soft knocks on the door, reverb the silence.

"Tetsu? Open up the door. what's the matter?"

you softly call, worried hidden in your tone. the door clicks open, but no sign of it will be swing out, no choice, you twist the doorknob and peek in.

there he is, staring at the ceiling with a sign of the bed just shrugs, windows open for the chills to run in the room, decreasing the inherent tension.

"What do you want now, y/n?"

he speaks up, eyes still glued at the ceiling, irritated.

"Talk."

your simple response immediately receives a faint scoff, he sits up, facing you with a glare, hoping you would leave him alone. of course you do understand him, but you really just want to help, or more exact, you want to cuddle him.

"There's nothing to talk about, y/n. leave me alone."

"Yes, I assumed there is, just tell me, perhaps I could help!"

"Seriously, y/n. you are annoying, just leave me the fuck alone, I don't need you always care for me."

sentence serial sentence, ended up you are the one who suffered the damage, every word escape his mouth is mysterious, you wouldn't know which one of them can cut your heart bleeding. but you know he has a point, he was stressed with work, he didn't mean to hurt you in that way, or maybe you were bothering him while he's on his thought, thinking about the solution. due to your also rough day, you felt exhausted and a little neglected nonetheless.

exhale in fatigue, you spare him a momentary glimpse for the last time before leaving the room. your heart keeps lurching to your stomach while your brain just tries its best to comfort it.

"Okay, but if you need anything, I'm always here."

"Fine, fine, just go away and you're helping."

just when the door slams, he lies back down to the white material, thinking about what he has said, he swallows a lump in his throat, feeling guilty and down. he bites his lips, his stomach flips somehow at the thought that if he doesn't do anything, you might leave him and go somewhere else, and that is frightening.

something encouraged him to open up the door to check on you, and his courage allowed him to do it. peek an eye out, he sees a bland and bright light living room, but no signs of you correct one of his doubt, he begins to step out of the room, looking for you.

the tasty dinner you put your effort to prepare now coldly laying on the table, around with some hurry pants and rapid footsteps. his eyes widen in panic every time he failed to see you at every place he tries to find, nonetheless, he felt relief when he notes your small figure leaning on the balcony. once again, his heart twinges to see the sorrowful expression you wear.

you were thinking over something that only makes you gasp softly when his arms snake around your torso of a sudden, he didn't say anything after whispered a soft "hey" in your ear.

"Tetsu, I thought-"

you pause, turn your head aside to meet his. his grasp on you tightens as his face finds its way to buried in the crook of your neck, hot breath tickles you.

"I thought you left," - he bit his lips - "I'm sorry, your day might be terrible too, right?"

your sigh sounds like an 'aw' you break the hug and face him, cupping his cheeks, a small smile flashed over your face.

"I never said that. I told you I'm always here for you."

with that, he can't help his pout, and a trail of tears run down his cheek, you buried his face in your neck, fingers interleaved his raven locks.

"I don't deserve you." he wiggles his head in your figure.

"I've never thought you don't deserve me." - you caress his head and kiss his forehead sweetly - "Let's go inside, if I offer you your favorite pasta, what do you say?"

miya osamu

he left your shared apartment in a tired status this morning, so you bet he wouldn't have a joyful day with his enthusiasm at work.

but he usually talking it to you to put all the stress out, that's how you both enjoyed each other's company.

unfortunately, maybe things are worse than you expected.

you'd had a terrible day no different to your boyfriend, something felt irritated.

He went home extra gloomy today, and so do you.

maybe another grumpy customer bothers him with some extra ridiculous problem.

If anything happens, you must pleas it's not an argument.

You exhale tiredly, today's been harsh and you are not ready to go home in a terrible status like this, at least you need a hug from your boyfriend to hype the last hours of your day up, that is what you're craving for, nothing else.

That thought immediately grows stronger after the thin line of his brother's message pops up on your screen.

"Hey, y/n. be aware, Osamu is pissed off just like a puppy today. don't ask him anything, he'll bite."

you can't help but smile, imagine the way he rambling about his day irritatingly to you while you just listen and comforting him like you always did. you love that feeling, where you could hug him close and whisper softly to him that everything will be just fine, exciting of the night cuddling him that you know he wouldn't have any opinion.

and there he is, at your shared apartment when you get home, resting on the couch with an expression that you can't read. his droopy eyes are glued to the floor as his brows are still furrow since then.

"hiya! 'Samu, how was closing up the shop?"

your head pops in his vision following with enthusiasm but his attitude is completely converse. he spares you an annoyed look before rolling his eyes, sighing.

"fine, I guess."

"that doesn't seem fine at all, tell me, I'm here to listen."

he sends you a glare that you thought was playful, the next thing he does confirms you things didn't as easy as you thought. after slamming the bedroom door for his sake, he heard you following after, knocking and talking to him through the wood material.

"please talk to me, why are you ignoring me?"

"I told ya 'm fine, stop askin'."

you momentarily stay silent, swallow while your mind searching for the right words. hand accidentally strip on the doorknob, push it open. in front of your eyes is a pissed-off Osamu sitting on the bench boils up your blood, all the patient you gathered now gone.

"Were you ever going to tell me?"

you frown, irritated, watching the man in front of you stand up of a sudden, staring right at your soul with an intimidating gaze.

"yer such a burden, y/n. yer not helpin', do I have ta tell ya everythin' 'bout ma day? don't interfere yerself in ma issues."

your heartbeat speeds up, you're unaware of how your hands slightly trembling midair, heart clenches in on its own. eyes on the brink of tears and you swallow.

"that's it, I'm done trying to help you! just do whatever you want, my day was harsh anyway."

you shriek, the tears in your eyes sparked and commence to runs a trail on your cheek, Osamu's eyes widen at your reaction, he steps closer managed to take that tear away but you don't let him cause the small panic stuck in his mind.

Osamu knows it's terrible to treat you that way, but in this case, he confidently thinks he could handle the problem without making you worried, he is just too stressed to say it out gently and discuss the problem with you. and he knows, he can't just yell at your face when something unpleasant him, you don't deserve that. his eyes blink in guilt once he realizes, he hurt your feelings. he knows you were just trying to help.

"hey, I just..."

Osamu halts mid-sentence, he exhaled before finished his sentence with a tight hug as the response to comfort you right away.

"'m sorry, I ruined the final precious hour of yer day, didn't I?" - he whispers in your ear, sinfulness hid in his tone, his hand traveled to caresses your hair - "I didn't mean to hurt yer feelings, I know yer just wanna help. lemme make it up to ya, yeah?"

you nod silently, buried your face in the crook of his neck, didn't expect to let go, he chuckles and lift you up, bring you out exit the bedroom.

bokuto kotaro

dating an extrovert professional athlete is very adorable when he is the one proactive the most in your relationship.

he's very clingy and lovely just like a child, and you sure do love that about him.

bokuto never seems to have a problem with the request of helping you put out some troubles or being mental support.

and the occasion of him being annoyed of everything is very rare.

but when it comes to him, he's like to share it with you but too irritated to control his words or worse, action. and you have to deal with it.

today was an example. he wakes up on the wrong side of the bed and working extra petulantly.

but that becomes big trouble because you aren't patient as well, your wonderful day you planned gone wrong.

"shit!"

you curse, this is the first time in a while you accidentally got cut while making dinner, nothing feels more terrible than a day ends in that way.

annoyed, you entered the bedroom to find the medkit, hidden somewhere in one of all the cabinets you both have, you yelped in surprise by the sudden slam of the door, revealing a frown and tired Bokuto.

"damn, you scared me."

was your comment while your hand finds its way to pat your chest, sighing.

"well, that's your fault since you don't know I was home."

Bokuto complained and you click your tongue, unsatisfied with the blaming comment.

"oh, I didn't hear you greet me, so-"

"I did! and you walked away."

he cuts you off, the frown on his face has never vanished since then, cause the tension becoming worse due to the fresh silence you both create. that come to a realization of your flashback moments, you missed the way he greets and welcoming him with a slam on the bedroom door.

"I'm sorry, okay? I just want to find the medkit, and making our damn dinner. my day has been rough."

he scoffs at your poorly response, at least he thinks that was poor.

"And you think I don't? my day has been more terrible than you, don't act like you're the only one tired."

once again, you become speechless. everything you expected was totally converse, the thoughts of late-night comfort and rambling about your day while you just laying on top of him with his hand runs over your hair. you're tired of this, at least you still want it to happen.

"Okay, let's talk about this later, I need to finish cooking."

"So now you're dodging the problem, y/n. aren't you use to ask after I tell you?"

he argues stop you on your tracks, your back facing him, chewing your bottom lip.

"stop being childish, Kou. I promise I will do it later, do I?"

"y/n you're not helping! just get out!"

that line boils up your blood, you really want your mouth to open up and argue back, but a voice in your chest whispered you should be patient, and you did it for both's sake.

"Fine... I'll check on you later, I guess..."

you turn your heels and closed the door, don't forget to let out the final sigh. now it's him who's hands are crossed, back facing the thick wooden material, lips pouting.

"fine, just leave me alone with depression,"

he murmurs angrily, some unwanted feelings enter his stomach, an empty circumstance hits him with the doubt of himself. did he hurt your feelings or something? you seem to have a rough day no different to him.

the disquietude is unavoidable, and it affected him when he immediately felt bad about the way he treated you earlier.

meanwhile, you're struggling out here, fighting back the tears brimming in your eyes, you somehow feel like he doesn't care for you at all, and you just can't blame him to have a bad day either. maybe it is ridiculous to cry over something, but you can't help while thinking of the way he makes your issues unimportant.

you startled when you felt the warmth of his arms wrapped around your waist, you panicked for two seconds, wipe out the tears stuck in the corner of your eyes. too late, Bokuto notices it, and he was soon switched to his emo mode.

"Kou, what are you doing-"

"I'm sorry." - said the wing spiker as he buried his face in your neck, feeling ashamed - "you will probably think that I don't care at all, but I do."

"Kou, it's-"

"no, it's not fine." - once again, he cuts you off, your heart clenched - "I was being too childish, I'm sorry. but please cuddle me after this."

and your heart swells, sighing in defeat, you return him a loving smile before facing him and pull him close, mumble sweet nothing into his ear.

"I don't remember saying no to that. I'm sorry too, honey, I act too nonchalant to you earlier."

and that line brings the smile back on his face, excitingly squeezes you in his strong arms, his heart eyes don't miss the way you giggle, nuzzled your nose affectionately with the 'i love yous' be saying out.

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taeyamayang · 3 years

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hq boys as your comfort person

PAIRING: character x reader

GENRE: comfort | hq boys as your friend

WARNING: body image | mentions of depressing thoughts

a/n: im feeling under the weather right now as i type this and somehow it reminded it me of one post that explains how characters in series can be your comfort person. so, i kind of took that one quite literally. recently, i find comfort watching anime and series on netflix and it made me think why. maybe because some characters gives off a certain type of vibe if they were your friend, thus, that is the whole idea of this headcanon :)

osamu, hinata, bokuto, & kageyama

🌌 OSAMU: osamu is well aware of how mirrors make you feel. how it stimulates your brain to think of negative thoughts about your body. whether you're too thin or too fat, the pimple marks on your face, your seemingly unhealthy hair, or how you style yourself in an atypical way. he won't flower you with words that are sweet to your ears because sometimes a compliment sounds like sympathy. so instead, he pulls you out of your thoughts when you're doubting to take another bite of your cupcake. he make toast with your pastry and take a bite together. he smiles at you when he sees you munching on your favorite food. he'd assure you that you don't need to cover up your face but if you really enjoy doing it he'd gladly give out his opinion on the shade of lipstick you're buying. he'd never shame you for wearing flashy/revealing clothes or unusual styles. he'd look at you in pure endearment and say "you surprise me everytime. it suits you well." the only thing that he would certainly make you feel is that it's okay to be yourself. the way you are is never inferior to others. his favorite look on you is when you're smiling knowing that you are comfortable in your own skin.

🌌 HINATA: hinata as a friend is like your life coach. this boy is full of radiance and positive energy. he isn't afraid to tell you the truth if it meant growth. his undying passion for sports is what drives you motivated into reaching for your goals. and even though at times when you're confused about what to pursue in life, he'd tell you to take it slow. "it doesn't matter what you want to become in the future. for now, you focus on the things that make you happy. if it felt good and right then do it. eventually, you will figure out who you are meant to become."

🌌 BOKUTO: sad days are banned when you're with him. his child-like and simple mindedness personality are his unique charm. he's like a walking dose of serotonin. there are times when you just need a distraction from reality and bokuto is the perfect person to call. he's like a fresh breath. he gives you new perspective on things. his innocence brings you back to your younger carefree days. he reminds you that though every year you age it doesn't mean you can't enjoy small things in life. sometimes when things are too much, dragging you down to the familiar hollow feeling, a laugh is all you need to pull yourself back. and he perfectly fits the job as you chuckle with the way he's amused by small trivial things. in fact, it's what makes your fondness for him grow.

🌌 KAGEYAMA: tobio is not good with words and expressing himself. we all know that. but he's a great listener. for someone who doesn't always fancy a word of advise, kageyama is the perfect friend to go to. he'd sit with you for hours at the cafe and hear you out. he'd occassionally nod just to assure you that he's listening. he's also honest when can't fully empathize with you. he'd say "i am not sure if i fully get what you mean and asking me for a guidance won't help much but i do know that your feelings are valid." with him, you never feel judged for crying over petty things or get riled up over small things. he accepts you wholely as you are. even though you see you emotionality as part of your flaws. by the time you have fully let out all your bottled up feelings he'd pull you into a hug. his hand would rub your back gently and sometimes it crawls up to the back of your head to ruffle your hair. he pulls back at an arm lengtb and flashes you his weird menacing yet genuine smile. boy just don't know how to smile without frowning. making you laugh and forgetting everything that had weighted you down.

a/n: ahh, this is a quick update but i hope you guys like this wholesome idea lmao. just so you guys know i value mental health greatly so if you need someone to talk to you can always dm me. also, my blog is a safe place for everyone :) thanks for reading! likes and rbs are very much welcome~

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volleychumps · 4 years

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requesting headcanon for atsumu, iwaizumi, bokuto, akaashi w/ a S/O who’s a year younger than them? 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 if you don’t write for atsumu that’s perfectly okay 😘

Dating a S/O who’s a Year Younger Than them w/ Atsumu, Iwaizumi, Bokuto, and Akaashi

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Atsumu

- “Oho, what’s this? Are you being flirted with right now?”

- “Atsumu, you can’t just randomly pop your head into my classroom-” “It’s lunchtime, beautiful.”

- protectively makes a show of sliding an arm around your waist, a lazy grin set on his face as he pulls you into his side, leering down at the guy who was asking you for notes

- the girls in your class all think Atsumu is hot as hell, so it’s not a good thing when he prances into your class: you either get envious stares or girls ogling your boy

- you palm your face as you shove your boyfriend off, looking apologetically at your classmate before tugging on your boyfriend’s sleeve to pull him out of the classroom

- “Aw, he was just starting to look scared-” “You’re annoying.” “You love it.”

- really likes it when you call him senpai, but only wants you to call him that on occasion, or uses it against you when you’re peeved at him

- “You can’t call me annoyinggg , I’m your senpai!”

- “That is a very sad but true statement.”

- really wants you to come to every one of his matches, and gives you a jacket with his team number on it especially

- his whole team likes it when you’re there because you can help limit his cocky behavior, even if its’ just a little bit

- hoe whole ass winks at you while he’s in the middle of games, and when he manages to score a service ace, he points to you especially

- “That was for you, (Y/N)!”

- is shocked when you look turn your back to look behind you, wondering who he was talking about as if you don’t know him

- “Brat.” Glares at you when you jog up to him after matches, a playful smile on your lips as you grip his collar and pull him down for his lips to meet yours.

- Has his cocky smirk on his face when you pull away “Were the girls in the stands talking about me again?”

- “You’re still annoying.”

- Kisses your forehead sweetly before pulling you towards the exit so he can take you home

- “And still your senior. Brat.”

Iwaizumi

- “Shit! You scared me!” “You’re the one who took so long.”

- Waits patiently for you outside your class when the bell rings for lunch, looking a little intimidating as he leans his back up against the wall

- Your classmates blame you for having to rush out of the doorway to avoid your intimidating boyfriend, but you, in contrast, grin cheekily as he ruffles your hair

- “Lunch. Let’s eat.”

- “Yes…sir?” You say sir because it only feels like you should, causing Iwa to bark out an amused laugh. You blink, a teasing grin making its’ way onto your face

- “Do you have a sir kink?”

- “Did you just say that? In school?”

- 100% is a softie for you, and has to ward off Oikawa from flirting with you directly in front of him

- “There’s a hundred other girls that are begging to talk to you right now.” Protectively places you on his lap during lunch time, causing you to blanch as Oikawa watches with an amused look

- “This one’s mine.”

- “Yes, yes. I understand. I just want to know more about the cute girl that turned your heart, Iwa-chan!” “Shut the hell up.”

- when you show up to wait for Iwa after his practices, an idea comes to mind as you pop your head in the gym before locking eyes with him immediately

- “Senpai!”

- The whole gym seems to pause to see your cute, junior-self bubbly in the doorway, causing the team to start poking fun at him while others look on in jealousy

- “(Y/N)!” Oikawa waves at you excitedly, starting to run over to you. “Are you here for me?!”

- immediately kicks his best friend to the floor, expression darkened “As if, Trashykawa.”

- sighs as he walks up to you, hands in his jacket pockets as his cheeks remain flushed, the look in his eyes screaming of being embarrassed

-you smile brightly as if you had done nothing wrong as he rolls his eyes, wrapping an arm around your shoulders before looking back once to send a warning to his team with his eyes

- “…we really must be like a pack of wolves.” “Kunimi, did he just stake his claim?” “Yes, Kindaichi.”

- looks down at you as he’s walking, ears reddened. “You never call me senpai.”

- “Maybe I should start. You are older.”

- quirks an eyebrow as you become quieter before dropping your voice to a whisper

- “Or maybe you have a senpai kink.”

- “I-”

Bokuto

- “Hey hey hey, ready for lunch (Y/N)?”

- You bite your lip, palming your face as your energetic boyfriend bursts through your classroom as soon as the bell rings, interrupting your teacher’s announcements

- Just how the hell was he able to get to your classroom so quick? The bell hasn’t even stopped ringing?

- “I…will wait outside.” he awkwardly sidesteps out of the classroom, sliding the door shut as your whole class chuckles, your sensei glaring pointedly at you before continuing

- “Bokuto, I-” “Don’t scold me, I was just excited to see you!”

- You sigh, feeling your cheeks heat up as you pull him along to the courtyard. “I was gonna tell you I made you lunch today…”

- Deadass picks you up bridal style in the middle of the hallway, excited as he bounces on the balls of his feet “Lunch made by my cute junior girlfriend?! I should’ve came sooner, we gotta hurry!”

- Somehow manages to rope Akaashi into eating lunch with you along with some of the other boys from the Fukurodani team, putting you in an awkward situation

- “(Y/N), say ah~”

- “U-Um…”

- Akaashi has to come to your rescue “You’re making her uncomfortable, Bokuto-san.”

- “T-thank you Akaashi-senpai…” you smile gratefully to his best friend, who simply nods back as you continue to get to know the rest of his team

- when you notice your boyfriend had deflated dejectedly after not participating in the conversation, you blink, asking him what’s wrong as he pulls away from your touch as if you were a child

- you share a sweat drop with his team, exchanging looks with what? expressions

- “B-Bokuto…?” you quirk an eyebrow when he flinches and glares pointedly at Akaashi as Akaashi sighs in realization, leaning in to whisper to you

- “I think he’s mad you called me senpai…”

- You flinch when Bokuto breaks his chopsticks at the proximity between the two of you, still looking depressed as his teammates all collectively sigh

- “Y-you broke your chopsticks? Here, say ah…”

- Glances at the food on your chopsticks once before turning away again, a pout on his lips

- “…senpai.”

- takes the food immediately, chomping down on your chopsticks as he pulls you into his lap, cuddling you immensely with a bright grin on his face

- “You’re so simple-minded…”

- “Shush Akaashi, you’re just jelly of my cute junior girlfriend. Right, love?”

- “Right…senpai.”

- “WHOO! Call me that again!”

Akaashi

- “This…this is not what it looks like.” “oh.”

- you quirk an eyebrow, crossing your arms at the group of girls crowding your pretty setter boyfriend, asking him for his number and for pictures

- “I…I’m dating (Y/N)…” is all he’s able to manage out as you deadass walk away from him, pretending to be mad as he has to forcibly tear himself out of the group of girls to catch up to you

- “Well, that was easy.” You say with amusement, Akaashi sighing before flicking your forehead, causing you to whine “Senpai, it’s not nice to bully your juniors.”

- “I actually thought you were mad. Are all junior girls like this?”

- “For you, any girl is probably like that.” You mumble, walking in the empty hall ahead of your boyfriend, noting how the halls were mostly empty for lunchtime

- You yelp when Akaashi does the thing that he knows makes your heart race, the same thing he had to do when you were running from him when he found out you liked him

- your back touches the wall as you gulp, Akaashi looking down at you with an almost expresionless face as his hand rests against the space on the wall

- “I’m your senior. And I chose you, the cutest junior whom I like back. So don’t feel insecure that you’ll lose me, okay?”

- You scoff a little, attempting to walk away before he leans into you, a hand touching the small of your waist as he presses you closer to him, blue eyes serious

- “Okay?” he repeats, glancing at the group of girls who were running away in near tears as you blink, realizing Akaashi had done that to ensure those girls knew he was taken

- You smile brightly, closing the gap between the two of you to peck his lips as he rolls his eyes, looking down at you in amusement.

- “okay.”

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu anime #haikyuu x reader #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu fluff #haikyuu requests #haikyuu atsumu #haikyuu iwaizumi #haikyuu akaashi #akaashi x reader #haikyuu bokuto #bokuto #iwaizumi x reader #haikyuu

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kuroosweakness · 4 years

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haikyuu masterlist organized by characters pt. 1

pt. 2 -> pt. 3

karasuno:

ukai:

s/o comes out as bi

daichi:

when his s/o wants to do couple costumes

y/n questioning their sexuality

sugawara:

s/o’s self-harm scars

s/o accidentally gets period blood on bed sheets

s/o cheers him on in a game

s/o who cries a lot

s/o is having a really rough time

cuddling their stressed s/o

y/n questioning their sexuality

comfort hcs

s/o who has a toxic friend and feels powerless

asahi:

waking up a s/o who is fake sleeping

accidentally hit their s/o with a volleyball

when y/n’s ex talks trash about them

y/n questioning their sexuality

nishinoya:

when his s/o dodges his kisses

waking up a s/o who is fake sleeping

s/o who’s clumsy

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

s/o’s self-harm scars

s/o who doodles all over their own body

tanaka:

when his s/o dodges his kisses

s/o who’s clumsy

with a cutesy s/o

tough s/o breaks down

s/o asks if he loves her

s/o who’s in an art block

ennoshita:

s/o cheers him on in a game

kageyama:

when his s/o dodges his kisses

random kags and hinata headcanon

s/o’s phone blows up with notifications

when his s/o wants something from the store

caught making out with s/o

s/o who sleeps with stuffed animals ( plushies )

s/o playfully says “i hate you”

x suga’s short younger brother

their s/o wants them to teach them volleyball

kageyama when his s/o feels insecure

waking up with him

s/o is scared of thunder because it reminds of them of their parents’ yelling

hinata:

when his s/o dodges his kisses

waking up a s/o who is fake sleeping

when his s/o accidentally calls him bro/dude

random kags and hinata headcanon

x suga’s short younger brother

their s/o wants them to teach them volleyball

tsukishima:

waking up a s/o who is fake sleeping

when his s/o wants to do couple costumes

s/o accidentally gets period blood on bed sheets

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

s/o gives them a matching couple item

walking in on y/n changing

s/o’s self-harm scars

s/o shows up at their game in their jersey

s/o who has stretch marks

s/o who’s having issues with their best friend

s/o breaks down after bottling their emotions

s/o koala’ing themselves onto their lap

tough s/o breaks down

s/o asks if he loves her

s/o who’s in an art block

yamaguchi:

when his s/o wants something from the store

when his s/o accidentally calls him bro/dude

s/o cheers him on in a game

s/o who has frequent breakdowns

nekoma:

when their cute manager gets hit on

kuroo:

reacts to their s/o being made fun during a presentation

comforting his s/o

waking up s/o who’s fake sleeping

road trip with kuroo

s/o makes plans without including them prank

when his s/o dodges his kiss

when his s/o is feeling cold

when his s/o asks for something from the store

when his s/o accidentally calls him bro/dude

with an amputee s/o

s/o gets period blood on bed sheets

s/o who cries a lot

an affectionate, small s/o

taking care of his basketball player s/o

accidentally saying “i love you” out loud

s/o gives them a matching couple item

s/o comes out as bi

walking in on y/n changing

when his s/o falls off of the bed

with a s/o who plays water polo

s/o who doesn’t have motivation to work out

with a memer s/o

s/o doing a sexy dance

s/o sing “baby don’t stop” ( nct u song )

the “try not to kiss each other” tiktok challenge

s/o brings home a stray puppy

kuroo when his s/o brings food to nekoma

kenma:

s/o makes plans without including them prank

when his s/o dodges his kiss

when his s/o is feeling cold

when his s/o wants to do couple costumes

s/o accidentally gets period blood on bed sheets

s/o who pops their knuckles, neck, etc a lot

s/o who always types formally

s/o’s self-harm scars

caught making out with s/o

when their s/o is jealous

s/o who sleeps with stuffed animals ( plushies )

x suga’s short younger brother

lev:

when his s/o dodges his kiss

s/o giving him a bone-crushing hug

s/o calls him “pretty boy”

touch-starved s/o

yaku:

when his s/o dodges his kiss

yaku’s short girlfriend

s/o who always types formally

helping relieve s/o’s study stress

s/o feels useless and like a bad person

fukunaga:

with a really huggy s/o on her period

fukurodani:

when their manager gets hit on

helping their s/o who wants to be a libero

s/o who’s the girls’ team captain

akaashi:

s/o being made fun during a presentation

road trip with akaashi

where akaashi has a bad day ( fluff )

comforting his s/o

s/o who feels cold

waking up s/o who’s fake sleeping

s/o calls them “just a friend” prank

s/o wants to do face masks

with a cutesy s/o

when his s/o asks him for something at the store

s/o accidentally gets period blood on bed sheets

s/o who says “i love you” a lot

with an amputee s/o

s/o who cries a lot

an affectionate, small s/o

taking care of his basketball player s/o

protecting his s/o from a perv

protecting s/o from perv on train

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

boyfriend headcanons

s/o sing “baby don’t stop” ( nct u song )

s/o brings home a stray puppy

as a part-time worker

when their s/o is jealous

cheerful s/o goes quiet

s/o who does archery

when y/n’s ex talks trash about them

comforting election-stressed s/o

stressed out s/o

s/o tells him they had depression

night-time cuddles

bokuto:

s/o being made fun during a presentation

comforting his s/o

s/o who feels cold

waking up s/o who’s fake sleeping

when his s/o asks him for something at the store

s/o calls them “just a friend” prank

s/o wants to do face masks

s/o who says “i love you” a lot

with an amputee s/o

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

s/o gets period blood on bed sheets

protecting s/o on a train from a perv

s/o passes away due to childbirth

an affectionate, small s/o

s/o feeling insecure about gaining weight

taking care of his basketball player s/o

walking in on y/n changing

when his s/o falls off of the bed

with a s/o who plays water polo

s/o who doesn’t have motivation to work out

as a part-time worker

extravagantly proposing to their s/o

aoba johsai

when their cute manager gets hit on

oikawa:

as a boba order

as a part-time worker

road trip with oikawa

comforting an insecure s/o

with a curly haired s/o

trick-or-treating with s/o

waking up s/o who’s fake sleeping

losing their s/o in a public place

s/o who’s clumsy

with a s/o doing face masks

when his s/o dodges his kisses

when his s/o asks for something from the store

s/o’s phone blows up with notifications

s/o gets period blood on bed sheets

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

s/o calls him “just a friend”

protecting s/o from perv

s/o feeling insecure about gaining weight

oikawa and “hey shawty, is your man still around”

oikawa x reader who’s a dry texter

s/o gives them a matching couple item

with a bubbly nerd s/o

when his s/o falls off of the bed

s/o brings home a stray puppy

“don’t you think you can do better than me?”

oikawa x iwaizumi’s little sister

s/o who’s in a depressive episode

s/o who plays the same position in volleyball

s/o whose first language isn’t japanese

s/o who doodles all over their own body

s/o has an asthma attack

accidentally hit their s/o with a volleyball

“if you miss the serve, you get no kiss”

femboy boyfriend wearing a skirt, crop top, and thigh highs

s/o tells him they had depression

iwaizumi:

as a boba order

as a part-time worker

trick-or-treating with s/o

losing s/o in a public place

with a s/o doing face masks

when his s/o dodges his kisses

s/o who’s clumsy

with a chubby insecure s/o

s/o gets period blood on bed sheets

with an amputee s/o

s/o calls him “just a friend”

protecting s/o from perv

s/o who cries a lot

s/o feeling insecure about gaining weight

taking care of his basketball player s/o

iwaizumi and “hey shawty, is your man still around”

accidentally saying “i love you” out loud

s/o gives them a matching couple item

boyfriend headcanons

s/o who always types formally

with a bubbly nerd s/o

when his s/o falls off of the bed

with a s/o who plays water polo

s/o who doesn’t have motivation to work out

s/o doing a sexy dance

s/o sing “baby don’t stop” ( nct u song )

the “try not to kiss each other” tiktok challenge

s/o brings home a stray puppy

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

caught making out with s/o

s/o overworks herself too much

extravagantly proposing to his s/o

comforting his stressed out s/o

s/o taking care of stressed out iwaizumi

s/o who sleeps with stuffed animals ( plushies )

s/o who plays the same position in volleyball

s/o whose first language isn’t japanese

s/o shows up at their game in their jersey

s/o who has stretch marks

kyotani:

kyotani’s nightmare of losing his soft s/o

kyotani when his tough s/o breaks down

kunimi:

comforting his s/o after her bestfriend used her

shiratorizawa

when their manager gets hit on

helping s/o who wants to be a libero

s/o who’s the girls’ team captain

ushijima:

as a boba order

with a s/o doing face masks

reaction when their s/o dodges his kisses

s/o who’s clumsy

“you didn’t give me enough kisses today”

s/o who cries a lot

taking care of his basketball player s/o

protecting his s/o from a perv

s/o gives them a matching couple item

s/o comes out as bi

s/o asks him to open a jar

s/o doing a sexy dance

with a bubbly nerd s/o

caught making out with s/o

s/o who plays soccer

s/o who plays the same position in volleyball

s/o with bad anxiety

accidentally hit his s/o with a volleyball

comforting s/o who’s insecure about their weight

s/o who has scars from surgery

taking care of s/o’s younger sibling

s/o shows up at their game in their jersey

s/o breaks down after bottling their emotions

tendou:

as a boba order

with a s/o doing face masks

reaction when their s/o dodges his kisses

s/o coming out as bi

with a cutesy s/o

s/o giving him a bone-crushing hug

s/o asks him to open a jar

s/o who pops their knuckles, neck, etc a lot

s/o feeling insecure about gaining weight

s/o who has stretch marks

comforting s/o who’s insecure about their weight

s/o breaks down after bottling their emotions

s/o who needs constant affirmation

goshiki:

goshiki with his s/o doing facemasks together

s/o coming out as bi

s/o’s self-harm scars

when his s/o cuts his bangs and styles his hair

goshiki feeling like he’s not good enough

shirabu:

when his s/o cuts his bangs and styles his hair

protecting s/o from perv

with a really huggy s/o on her period

semi:

doing a couple tiktok with s/o

s/o asks him to open a jar

s/o’s self-harm scars

s/o calls him “pretty boy”

unintentionally putting their hand on reader’s waist to get past

inarizaki

atsumu:

when his s/o dodges his kiss

when his s/o is feeling cold

when his s/o wants something from the store

protecting s/o on a train from a perv

s/o who always types formally

s/o overworks herself too much

s/o who plays soccer

s/o playfully says “i hate you”

s/o who has a lisp and is starting speech therapy

s/o who has scars from surgery

s/o who goes to therapy

s/o asks them to slow dance

as a younger sibling

short s/o wants to reach the top shelf

osamu:

when his s/o dodges his kiss

with a cutesy s/o

s/o giving him a bone-crushing hug

protecting his s/o from a perv

accidentally saying “i love you” out loud

s/o calls him “pretty boy”

s/o playfully says “i hate you”

s/o who has a lisp and is starting speech therapy

college admission essay comfort hcs

as a younger sibling

s/o cries all the time on her period

cuddling their stressed s/o

when they forget their lunch and their s/o visits them

suna:

when his s/o dodges his kiss

when his s/o is feeling cold

helping s/o on a panic attack

when his s/o wants something from the store

when his s/o accidentally calls him bro/dude

doing a couple tiktok with s/o

s/o who has a lisp and is starting speech therapy

as a younger sibling

when they forget their lunch and their s/o visits them

kita:

helping s/o on a panic attack

s/o’s self-harm scars

stressed out s/o

s/o wants to serenades him

when they forget their lunch and their s/o visits them

johzenji:

when their manager gets hit on

terushima:

s/o is mad at him

s/o who goes to therapy

itachiyama

itachiyama when their manager gets hit on

sakusa:

when his s/o is feeling cold

when his s/o wants something from the store

an affectionate, small s/o

sakusa getting jealous

sakusa playing his guitar for his s/o

sakusa w/younger sister

sakusa going to school with glasses

s/o who plays soccer

s/o who has scars from surgery

rich sakusa x rich s/o

komori:

s/o’s self-harm scars

date tech:

aone:

s/o gives them a matching couple item

with a bubbly nerd s/o

s/o doing a sexy dance

s/o’s self-harm scars

taking care of s/o’s younger sibling

s/o shows up at their game in their jersey

s/o koala’ing themselves onto their lap

with a really huggy s/o on her period

futakuchi:

s/o is hurting from awful cramps

others:

hoshiumi:

s/o is scared of thunder because it reminds of them of their parents’ yelling

#haikyuu masterlist #haikyuu headcanons #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu scenarios #haikyuu x reader

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feifood · 3 years

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HEY HEY HEY!!! good night, morning or evening, sweetie! (Idk when you're gonna read this) can i request for illumi headcanons of how he would deal with a depressed s/o that starves themselves because of someones comments about y/n being a little chubby???,, (yes it's a little specific but i swear that i'm okay !) hope you have a wonderful day <3

HI HI HI !!! Such a cute introduction it reminds me of Bokuto lolol,, anyways, I wasn’t sure if I should have accepted this request, simply because I was afraid that I’d write something inaccurate/misleading, but I did some research on both those topics so I really hope that I have a hang of those two concepts now.

I really do hope you’re doing okay babe, you can always come talk to me if you wanna get anything off your chest -- anyways, hope you enjoy reading this and take care of yourself !! <3

*I titled this “Illumi Caring for Mentally Ill S/o” in my masterlist, if you feel that it’s misleading or insensitive in any way please tell me about it and I’ll change it immediately

!!TW: mentions of depression, insecurities, self starvation (please stay safe babes)!!

Illumi w/ depressed s/o that starves themselves:

I think he’d be aware of your depression before said comment was being made, it’s something that you’ve grown comfortable to talking to him about, and he always listens very carefully to your concerns and makes sure that you know he’s there for you

But he can’t control your interactions with other people :(( and slip-ups happen

You were talking to an old friend that you haven’t seen in a while, and for some reason they decided to greet you by addressing how you look like you’ve put on some weight (btw um?? don’t start a convo like that pls!!)

And the comment was supposed to light-hearted, but you couldn’t help but to replay those words in your mind for the rest of the day

And it stayed in your mind at dinner, when you looked at the plate of food in front of you and thought about those words again

Ultimately you decided to skip that meal, and Illumi’s already starting to get worried right off the bat

Loss of appetite is (unfortunately) a symptom of depression, and Illumi is aware of this, which is why at first he’s not very alarmed, he just thinks that maybe you’re just having a bad session again, so he’ll do whatever he can to try and make you feel a little bit better

But then you started skipping meals left and right for days, only eating foods with low calories and even then you’re eating in very very small amounts

It’s been going on for too long in his opinion, so that’s what makes him realize that something is wrong here

Has a very very serious talk with you about it and you end up opening up to him about what happened

OF COURSE he starts to reassure you and do whatever he can to make you feel better

He understands that his words aren’t going to make the problem go away immediately, which is why from that day on he starts to pay a bit more attention to what you eat, how much you eat, and how often you eat overtime

He’s not going to force food down your throat, but he’ll make sure you eat enough so that you’ll have energy for the day and he take note of whenever you seem to be judging yourself in the mirror so he can praise the parts you’re insecure of later on <33

#fei.requests #fei.illumi #illumi zoldyck #illumi x reader #hxh illumi #illumi hcs #illumi headcanons #illumi #illumi hunter x hunter #illumi hxh

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kurosarium · 4 years

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post breakup headcanons

Headcanons about some characters and how they deal with being broken up with. This is me trying to cope with my own breakup. I feel like absolute shit, but somehow I got inspired by my sadness and wrote these in like an hour, which is pretty fast for me.

Feedback is much appreciated!

featuring: Akaashi, the Miya twins, Sakusa, Kuroo, Suna and Bokuto

warnings: angst ig

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Miya Atsumu:

He’s going to be really dramatic about it, but it’s not like he’s doing it for no reason, you know? Atsumu definitely tries to keep his act together around his peers, but his mood is greatly affected by the breakup, so it won’t be hard for people to tell that something must have happened. He’s less of a tease and less talkative. While his demeanor doesn’t change too much when he’s in public, except for being less of a tease (and a pain in the ass), he will most likely cry his heart out in the confines of his own home and may or may not try to drown his sorrow in alcohol. He’d feel super depressed and lethargic during the first few days, or even weeks. He may not look like it, and definitely doesn’t act like it often, but once he lets someone into his life and decides to give himself to them he becomes very invested and tends to be a bit clingy, so the thought of losing the person closest and most precious to him is unimaginable to him. He loves hard, and if he really, genuinely loved his partner then he will be a total disaster after they broke up with him. Atsumu will visit his brother’s shop A LOT more often, whine about his worries and stuff his mouth with fatty tuna.

Akaashi Keiji:

He will most likely distract himself with work. Keeping himself occupied at all costs, because his mind tends to wander and he will only make himself more miserable if he starts to think about his ex-partner and their breakup. He knows that himself, so he really tries to drown out any of his thought that aren’t work related for the time being. You might not even notice that he’s suffering, because it’s not an unusual occurrence for Akaashi to work ungodly hours. What gives him away, to his close friends at least, is that he doesn’t answer any of their calls or text, and if he does, he will respond with one-word-answers only. He pretty much isolates himself for a while and rejects any invites from his friends. The thing is, that his feeling will pile up and he will eventually break, and he will end up crying alone at his work desk, without anyone to comfort him. He knows his behavior is bad for him and will only make him feel worse, but he just can’t help it. He may reject his friends approaches, but he will secretly thank them if they ignore his wishes and come over uninvited and drag him out with them. He really doesn’t want to be suffering alone, but he has a hard time expressing his feelings, he’s learning and getting better at it, though.

Suna Rintaro:

Suna’s already someone who behaves pretty indifferent in most situations and doesn’t express his emotions openly, but after getting his heart broken he becomes even more apathetic, and his seems like absolutely nothing brings him joy, or even matters to him. It’s going to be really frustrating for all of his friends and family members. This being said, it wouldn’t be difficult to notice his extreme behavior, he just seems completely out of it, spaces out all the time and blankly stares into the distance. If you wouldn’t know he was going through immense emotional pain, it would almost seem comedic. While Suna’s face hides it perfectly, he feels utterly lost and doesn’t really know how to cope with the situation. Still, he prefers to not talk about his emotional said, neither with his closest friends, nor with his family, and instead shuts completely off and keeps to himself. You’d really have to worm everything out of him if you’d want him to tell you what’s up with him. Sooner or later he will get overwhelmed by his feelings, though, at the latest when he unexpectedly encounters his ex again.

Miya Osamu:

He just doesn’t deal with it. Similar to Akaashi he tries to keep himself busy, but he does it more successfully? Like, he actually seems to be doing okay and when he tells his friends that there’s nothing to worry about and that he’s doing fine, it sounds very convincing to most people. Except for his brother and a handful of friends, that is (like Aran, he just knows). Still, he is able to suppress his emotions and tried really hard to not let them affect him too much, and after a while it actually seems like he’s over his past lover, but oh boy is that far from the truth. It really depends on how much and how deeply he loved that person, though. While I imagine that he’s an intense love like his brother, it’s more difficult to get access to him and his emotions. Osamu’s excellent at not getting too involved and has very good control over his emotions, but if his ex was someone he genuinely loved and opened himself up to, then I can see him reacting to a breakup in a similar way as his brother.

Kuroo Tetsurou:

I see him handling being broken up with well? Like, he sure is emotional about it, but he deals with it in a mature way and tries to understand his ex-partner’s reasoning to the best of his ability. He definitely will allow himself to be sad and even shed a tear here and there, but he also knows when enough is enough. I imagine he will give himself some sort of time frame where he allows himself to grieve and be sad, but after the time’s up (could be a few days or a few weeks) he will actively try to move on and keep his mind occupied so his thoughts won’t start to wander to a bad place. I can also see him keeping in touch with his ex, not immediately after the break up, but at some point, even if it’s just on a superficial basis. If he truly cared about them as a person, then he wouldn’t want them to be completely out of his life (I’m projecting here but that’s ok). So basically, Kuroo copes by giving himself the time to feel brokenhearted, but also in being more socially active after coming to a point where he believes he grieved enough. He will focus on the people around him and go out with his friends more and try to get his mind off of his ex-partner. All in all, I’d say his way of coping with a breakup (with him being the one who gets broken up with) in a relatively healthy way. One thing he’d definitely do, especially in the beginning, is turning up at Kenma’s place at the most random times to play games with him. Some things just don’t change.

Sakusa Kiyoomi:

Sakusa’s even better at hiding and suppressing his feelings than Osamu. Like, people that aren’t super close with him wouldn’t even have known he was in a relationship in the first place. He’s that secretive about his personal life and only trusts handpicked people with the details of his life. For everyone who does know him better, though, it’s pretty easy to tell that something’s off with him. He’s a lot moodier and meaner, sometimes even unintentionally overstepping boundaries, and the bags under his eyes grow visibly darker. Sakusa tends to drink more caffeinated drinks when he’s stressed, which keep him up at night and encourage his brain to fill itself with what ifs and other intrusive thoughts. He’s basically a tired mess, and the people around, especially those he sees every day, will notice he’s being deprived of sleep, because it’s no secret that Sakusa usually values his 8 hours of beauty sleep. So, while his behavior does change, he could tell people literally anything and they’d believe it to be the reason for his slightly odd behavior. I also don’t see him as someone who easily opens up about his feelings, so he’d probably bury that shit deep within.

Bokuto Koutarou:

It’s going to be really difficult to cheer this big Baby up. Bokuto just spends days moping around and will have absolutely no motivation to do anything, not even Volleyball. Sure, he will go to practice and participate in games, but there’s definitely a change in his aura, he’s less energetic and spaces out way more often. The coach will probably have to pull him aside more than once during practice. It will definitely take more than his teammates or a few good friends to get him to function properly again, I think what he really needs is just time. But he definitely doesn’t want to be alone, so he will reach out for his friends and try to distract himself a bit with their company. It will take Bokuto a lot of time to get over his past lover, though. He’s someone who gets very emotionally invested in things, and people no less. I also imagine him to be the kind of person that tries to contact their ex after the breakup, asking if they could talk things over again or try to find another solution, he doesn’t want to let go that easily if he’s convinced there is or could be another way.

#haikyuu x reader #haikyuu imagines #haikyuu!! x reader #haikyuu!! scenarios #atsumu x reader #sakusa x reader #bokuto x reader #kuroo x reader #osamu x reader #akaashi x reader #suna x reader #Kuroo Tetsurou #Miya Atsumu #miya osamu #akaashi keiji #Bokuto Koutarou #Suna Rintarou #sakusa kiyoomi #haikyuu scenarios

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kira-fluff · 2 years

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hi!! can i request haikyuu boys (bokuto, akaashi, kuroo, iwaizumi and suna if that’s ok) with a reader who is traumatized by sleeping in cars/hotels if ya catch my drift haha. like it can be a volleyball thing or school field trip or something but the reader has ptsd, panic attacks, insomnia, etc from prior events related to sleeping in hotels. thanks!

a/n: thank you for entrusting me with this request, sweetheart. i'll do my very best to fulfill it! as someone who is diagnosed with a trauma disorder, i just want you to know you're not alone <3 we can rise above these struggles together.

haikyuu boys and ptsd!reader

***tw: mentions of ptsd, trauma, insomnia, anxiety, depression, adhd (mental illness in general) mentions of meds, and reference to specific events that might cause distress to some readers (cars, hotels) - please dni if these events are triggering for you. stay safe my lovelies!

bokuto kotaro he's so excited for the class trip! he doesn't notice your expression fall when he gushes about the fact that the class is going to stay in a hotel. it's not his fault, you reason with yourself as you feel your anxiety grow. yet it doesn't stop the feeling of dread that creeps up your spine at the mention of separate rooms. you have to excuse yourself to the restroom several times throughout the day as you can barely contain your panic attack long enough to make it to the bathroom. you suck in deep breaths of air, yet it feels as if you're still being choked, gasping for breath. tears sting your eyes and you whimper, sliding down onto the bathroom floor with tear-stained cheeks. it didn't help that you once again had another sleepless night of worries, wondering about the "what ifs" as well as the "why did i do thats". it was high time you talked to your doctor about getting a medication switch, but it was just such an incredibly exhausting process to take one medication while going off the other - not even sure if the next medication would work. you sat on the bathroom ground until your shoulders stilled from their shaking. looking at yourself in the mirror, it's a wonder that you're even alive what with the haggard, tired expression you sported. you walked out of the bathroom only to see bokuto waiting for you outside, his leg propped up against the wall, arms crossed. upon seeing you, he lifted an eyebrow. "you were in there a long time... sensei sent me to get you." you blanched. were you in the bathroom too long? "s-sorry, bo. i-" he walked closer to you, "is everything okay?" you attempted a smile, "i'm fine bokuto, just not feeling super great." he examined you, his eyes searching your face for something to decipher if you were telling the truth. then, his eyes widened. "you've been crying..." he said softly. before you could begin to explain yourself, already concocting a fib about not feeling well or having a contact stuck in your eye, he was already holding out his arms. "can i hug you?" tears yet again stung your eyes. you nodded slowly, allowing yourself to be embraced in a tight hug from kotaro. you didn't realize it until he was holding you that you let out a long and shuddering sigh, as if you'd been holding your breath all this time. when he finally quieted your cries, he let you know that he'd be there to listen whenever you were ready to talk about whatever was bothering you. and just the fact that he wasn't pressuring you to tell him, that was your sign that you could trust him. so you told him the truth - opening up about your traumatic experience. he squeeze your hand in reassurance and reminded you numerous times that you did not owe him the obligation of explaining every detail of your story. i headcanon that bokuto struggles with anxiety/adhd so i think he'd be really good at calming you down because he himself has a lot of panic attacks. you're struggling to go to sleep? bokuto has THE BEST cuddles. and since he definitely has adhd, he very likely has insomnia, too. literally the best <3 so helpful and sweet.

akaashi keiji you're loading onto the bus and you can already feel yourself going into fight or flight mode. you try to hold it together long enough to try and survive at least halfway through the trip but god knows it's a losing battle. usually in japan you can get by with walking or using the train transportation but a bus or car is different. it brought back the horrid memories you wish you could forget, yet seemed to haunt your mind on the daily - like a shadow looming behind every corner of your life. you can no longer remember how it feels to be without this experience - it's completely consumed you. you try to pep-talk yourself, taking deep breaths and trying to at least slow the panic setting in. biting your lip, you hope to stop the tears that are welling in your eyes. you wouldn't even need to tell him. akaashi is very intelligent, but beyond that, he's well-read. so when he sees the signs of a panic attack, he immediately sets into Mom Mode. he doesn't ask any questions, but instead helps you regulate your breathing while rubbing small circles on your back. his presence in general is calming. honestly, he's used to calming bokuto down as well, so he's practically an expert. he'll hold you close if you need a hug, or check up on you every now and then when you need space. he's not keen on having you out of his sight, so expect his eye to be watchful when he sees you're near an area that has caused you triggers in the past. he even has apps on his phone that he downloaded that help calm anxious people, whether its audio or activities. the most comforting part about akaashi is that you can feel his presence when he's there - and he's always there. he has an inherent warmth to himself that invites you in, calming you even when you're incredibly anxious. he's like a breath of fresh air, something you desperately need when you're struggling. when it comes to insomnia, he will stay up late facetiming you or messaging you in order to hopefully give you some company away from your thoughts. besides that, he's not afraid to go to your house and just spend the night with you cuddling or watching a movie and carding his fingers through your hair until you fall asleep. the point is, he's never leaving you. he loves you.

kuroo tetsuro kuroo suffers from major depressive disorder and crippling anxiety - change my mind. sometimes getting out of bed in and of itself is a challenge for him. so while your situations are different, he completely understands the necessity of a change in an environment, but also ensuring that that environment is safe. when he finds you on the school roof, tears streaming down your cheeks as you rub the sandy rubble of the concrete, chest heaving, yet slowing down, he doesn't say anything. he doesn't ask for an explanation, though he knows that the school trip was likely what caused you to run up here and out of the classroom. he'd seen that look of dread and fear in himself. he sees how hard you try to cover it up. hell, his parents' divorce caused him a great deal of trauma too, he ended up overcompensating for it in his school work and sports. so he gets it, he really does. he knows you'll talk when you're ready, whether that's today or a year from now, he'll be there when you're ready to open up about it. what concerns him now is finding the best way that he can help you - the best way that he can ease this pain you're going through. he noticed your face grew pale when the teacher mentioned a hotel - did you have a bad experience at one? maybe it was something related to that. he wouldn't push it, but would definitely examine your facial expressions in order to come up with the best way to accommodate for your needs. it's not until your cries and shaking has completely subsided that he asks a single question. "how can i help?" that's all it took for you to turn to him and embrace him in a tight hug, rubbing your face deeper into his chest. he lets a little air blow out of his nose, a little smile creeping up on his face as he gently strokes your hair. if you start crying again, he'll rub your back, whispering kind words and reassurances to you. you can't remember how long you both sat like that, but all you know is that when you were finished, you felt a comforting, soft warmth that you hadn't known before. if only you'd known how precious you are to him.

iwaizumi hajime while i believe iwaizumi is neurotypical, i do not believe oikawa is (like he definitely has anxiety guys). so in that sense, iwa wanted to be the most educated person about the subject so that he could properly help his best friend. he didn't foresee it also helping you. yet when you turned to him frantically as the teacher announced your class trip details, he sprang into action. he might feel a little helpless at first since iwaizumi is a natural problem-solver. still, when he recalls the things that oikawa told him help people with anxiety, he's the best. he's super patient. he once spent literal hours rubbing oikawa's back after one of his panic attacks so he knows the drill. his voice always goes down a few octaves as he softly speaks, "hey, you're safe.. you're safe.... i'm here...." in all honesty, seeing you upset will more often than not lead iwa himself to tear up. he his the sweetest! he genuinely cares so much for you and it hurts him to see you in such pain.

suna rintaro it was 2am when you finally managed to gain enough courage to knock on suna's hotel room door. you were terrified, completely and utterly terrified. you paced back and forth, preparing for the worst outcome that would inevitably fall on your shoulders. he wasn't going to answer when it was so late. you shouldn't be bothering him right? what if-- your thoughts were interrupted by suna's hotel room door opening, with a very awake suna standing at the door. he looked up from his phone only to see your expression of hopelessness and he quickly slid his device into his pocket. he felt kind of lame but all he could think of was, "what's up?" he could tell you'd been crying but he didn't want to embarrass you so he instead decided that he'd ignore it and give you the opportunity to explain yourself later if you wanted to. he'd offer that the two of you could go and watch something or look at cute cat videos in order to distract you. he even offered that they head off somewhere and sneak out in order to ease your mind from whatever was bothering you. suna is a semi-secretive guy, so he knows not to ask a lot of questions. he simply teaches you how to just "be". like akaashi, he has a very relaxing presence. he also has a way of not saying, but doing, exactly what you need. that includes sneaking out with you to hang out in a 24hr convenience store until the sun rises.

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iaminatree · 2 years

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Haikyuu!! Headcanons (because i'm bored)

im just gonna start off with my minimal gender + sexuality hcs bc those are the easiest to explain lmao

i'm sorry but kageyama is mega gay. like super gay. he's literally one of those "i've just never had time for girlfriends, ____ is more important" dudes like cmon

meanwhile i go with the (somewhat) majority and say hinata is bisexual, though i dont think he uses labels (half because he doesn't think they matter, half because he knows nothing about lgbtq terms lmao)

he just seems like the type where you show him a picture of a cute girl and he goes "oooo pretty!!!" and then you show him a picture of a cute boy and he goes "oooo pretty!!!" and you have to do a double take because you didn't know he liked men

kenma gives asexual vibes i can't totally explain it he just does

like the kinda guy to joke online about how he prefers eating cake to eating ass

anyways genderfluid kageyama is literally just self indulgent i have no reasoning for it so i'll just move on

ok anyways onto general hcs

the miya twins totally grew up with a bunk bed and would purposefully move around a bunch so the bed squeaked and it would keep the other awake

oh btw on the topic of sleeping; hinata's a hundred percent a starfish sleeper. at the training camp he'd wake up completely turned around on the floor on his stomach

honestly noya's probably the same too ngl

just with the added bonus of loud storing

tsukishima is a god at tetris. like absolutely a legend. he's literally one of those japanese players you always find on the leaderboard legit

kageyama doesn't play video games (this is just canon) but he does commonly play one. its called animal crossing baby

hinata visits his island all the time and sends him letters even though they could just text

speaking of texting; kageyama, sakusa, tsukishima, and osamu are the dryest dry texters in the history of texting. you could tell them they just got kicked off the volleyball team and they'd still reply "Ok."

bokuto has "i used to eat small objects as a toddler so now i'm basically 36% plastic" energy

akaashi probably reads classic literature in his spare time like a LOSER

that or those really depressing mangas that start with true love and end with somebody dying tragically

suga has definitely illegally set off fireworks at least ONCE in his life

yamaguchi still sleeps with stuffed animals specifically a 4 ft polar bear named pogo he had since he was 5 because one again he's just got that vibe

he hides it in his closet when company comes over tho. the only people who know are tsukishima and yachi (tsukki because he was there when yamaguchi was a kid, yachi because the bear accidentally fell out when she was there)

yachi, hinata, and kageyama are all besties sorry i dont make the rules

oikawa has probably worn makeup in public before (not like heavy heavy makeup tho just mainly like eye makeup)

on the subject of makeup stuff kageyama probably gets his nails painted by yachi sometimes bc he saw her wearing it and thought it would help them look better than he was already trying to make them

kita plays a game with atsumu and osamu where whoever starts a fight with the other gets a point. whoever has the least points gets free food on him at the end of the week

that's it for now. ik this isnt really a haikyuu blog but i just felt like putting down a bunch of my funny little thoughts about my favorite anime

#haikyuu!!#haikyuu headcanons #idk if i should do ship headcanons #maybe if im feeling spicy #anyways sorry that most of this is for karasuno lmao if its not obvious they're my favorite #if you like this maybe follow me idk i have a server now to talk ttt in so i'll prolly start posting more hq stuff

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yandere-daydreams · 3 years

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Wait you actually follow people?? Like other yandere blogs?? Can you please recommend some!!🥺🥺

Of course!!! I don’t reblog very often, so I try to follow as many writers as I can to be,,, a supportive lurker, I guess. I have been a little more into dark content lately, so keep that in mind. I refuse to explain myself or my guilty pleasures.

@yanderexbabydoll - Y’all know what I’m here for, y’all know what I like. For the most part, they do haikyuu!! with a little bnha mixes in, and their soulmate aus are just,,, to die for. They’ve got a few holiday fics coming up, so I’d get on that shit immeditely, if I were you.

@closetdegen - When I tell you I’m still rereading her yandere!Akaashi (and Bokuto and Kuroo, technically) fic, Acquiescence, on a weekly basis, I’m very much ashamed to say I’m not exagerating. She puts out alot of nsfw/darker stuff for haikyuu!! and all of it is,,, spectacurlar, wonderful, radiant. It’s kind of depressing, but, like, in a horny way. It’s great.

@yanlovex3 - She hasn’t been active in a while, from what I can tell, but even her oldest stuff is definetly worth checking out. Her dialouge flows so naturally and all her fics are written in such a gently offputting way, it’s like being rocked to sleep while someone breaks your legs with a crowbar. She does a lot of bnha stuff, so it’s a great blog to get your daily Hawks fix from.

@vermiliren - Again, definetly a darker haikyuu!! blog, so if you’re gonna head over there, be prepared for what you might see. They’re reblog a lot of top-teir fics, and their writing style is so minilulistic and focused,,, I could never, obviously. I really didn’t think I’d ever simp for Ushijima, but here we are.

@yan-twst - I felt like I should include at least one twisted wonderland blog on here, for the sake of varity. They write so often and for so many characters, it’s immpossible not to find something to enjoy, esspecially if you’re looking for dorm-leader content. They know the characters so well, and their headcanons are the only ones I can, like, actually enjoy, and it’s just,,, check it out. Right now. Do it, pussy.

#i could've included more but #ask me again next week and i'll have totally different recommendations T-T #it's called hyperfixation baby #i only know about six things at a time and i'm throwing five of them at you #personal #anon ask

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the-rawr-ster · 3 years

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Sad Bokuaka HCs

As written a by a depressed veggie nugget addicted to angst

Warning: mental health, negative self talk, abuse ect.

Genre: Angst, PURE MF ANGST

A/N: I’m so sorry for this. My brain just thought of this.

Bokuto is canonically bipolar and adhd. And not in the uwu I’m happy then I’m mad way.

I mean he goes weeks of being really depressed.

Like there’s probably something dead underneath his bed and he hasn’t showered in weeks depressed.

And then he’ll end up really manic for weeks. Like he can’t sleep and gets irritated easily manic. His irritability is mostly with himself but sometimes he can’t control it and takes it out on whoever’s closest.

He doesn’t really tell anybody because everyone sees him as this happy go lucky guy and he doesn’t want to see people disappointed.

When he has his depressive episodes he completely shuts everyone out, including Akaashi

And Akaashi just feels so fucking shitty for not knowing how to be there for Bokuto, for not knowing how to help Bokuto through the motions.

He knows everything about him down to the smallest little detail, but he can’t quite figure out how to help him through his episodes.

So he spends his nights thinking about it.

And I feel like the first time Akaashi cries for him

Akaashi suffers from depression and anxiety

He’s always trying to meet everyone’s high expectations of himself

He’s always trying to meet deadlines

He’s constantly having to clean his room because it just ‘feels’ dirty.

And it just really stresses himself out to the point where it makes him physically sick

And he’s juggling college with his job

But he’s so good at hiding it

Nobody would ever know because he gets good grades right?

He makes good money and he was a starter on his high school VB team. So how could he ever actually be depressed?

When he’s got nothing to do, no schoolwork and he’s off of work, he just lays there on his bed

He’s doing absolutely nothing

He’s not relaxed or anything

But thinking, negative thoughts about himself.

He never wanted to do any of the stuff he does

He just wanted to go back to being a kid

He wanted to experience what other kids did

I feel like these headcanons are where Bokuaka could get toxic. Because they’re each others coping mechanism, which isn’t healthy. Because what will they do when the other isn’t there anymore? But it won’t get toxic because it’s Bokuaka and Bokuaka is my comfort ship.

Does that make at least a bit of sense? I’m not bipolar but I have severely family members clinically diagnosed with it and this is some of the things I’ve kind’ve observed with them. And I have a brother that’s ADHD and very much like Bokuto. So that’s why I also head canon Bokuto having ADHD. And then My aunt is bipolar and I’ve observed very similar behavior when she’s had her manic episodes and I’ve seen my grandmas depressive episode.

And if you’re going through this, I want to let you know that you are not alone, and that you’re not crazy. And most of all, it is not your fault! And if you’re able to, please seek help from a professional that YOU trust.

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mothric · 3 years

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🏳‍🌈?

@strawberrypegasus thanks for the ask! sorry for the late reply. I spent an hour answering just one of these yesterday so I wasn’t really able to get to anybody else lol. Haikyuu infodump time here we goooo

🏳️‍🌈 - do you have any headcanons (lgbt, race, neuro, etc) that are important to you?

so I technically already answered this, but I wanted to reserve my neurodivergent headcanons for this ask so I can have them all in one place! I have so many!!

Hinata, Lev, and Bokuto are all on the ADHD squad. for sure.

I just know in my heart that Hinata is a leg-jiggler and writing utensils fly out of his hand at least four times a day. there’s a reason this kid doesn’t play, like, baseball lmao

meanwhile Lev is the person who will set his feet on the desk of the person in front of him and then jiggle his legs and every time he will not realize he’s done so until he gets told to stop. he will apologize. he will cease for 2 minutes. and then he will do it again. every. single. day.

I think Bokuto’s emotional reactivity and extreme sensitivity to criticism and zero impulse control all speak for itself. the man’s got ADHD I don’t make the rules ok

I am of the personal belief that Kageyama and Ushijima are on the autism spectrum. people can totally disagree with me on this one but I see aspects of myself in them and what are headcanons if not an excuse to project ourselves? lmao

re: Kageyama, he has a really difficult time monitoring his tone of voice, often comes off as rude/aggressive, and has a tendency to say the wrong things at the wrong time. he also sometimes has difficulty interpreting what others say, and he struggles to participate socially or mirror others even though he tries (see: his ‘meat dance’ lmao). when he’s asked to learn to read his teammates better he’s shown to really struggle with it. he also has this whole thing where he doesn’t like to tape his fingers because the feeling of it bothers him and he can tell there’s like a 1mm separation between his fingers and the ball and if that ain’t neurodivergent honey idk what is. also milk is one of his safe foods. I said what I said

re: Ushijima, I feel like this is so obvious I don’t know how people don’t see it lol. he doesn’t mince words, and he doesn’t deal in double meanings or insinuations. he just says exactly what he means, and this is often experienced as rude by people who don’t know him well. his tone of voice is pretty flat, and he doesn’t express emotion overtly like others do. he is also shown to have a hard time fitting in throughout his life. even though the narrative attributes his ‘standing out’ to his left-handedness in childhood, which his mother tried to correct, I personally see this as being analogous in many ways to being a neurodivergent kid. like when his family talks about his left-handedness it doesn’t feel like just a conversation about that, y’know?

ALSO HE READS THE ADS??? HE UNIRONICALLY ENJOYS READING THE ADS IN SHONEN JUMP INSTEAD OF THE MANGA. I LOVE THAT FOR HIM.

anyway you can pry autistic Kags and Ushi from my cold dead hands. I love them so much and if anybody calls Ushijima ‘boring’ or ‘dry’ one more time I WILL fight. just because he doesn’t emote the way you think he should, doesn’t mean he doesn’t feel anything!!!! ugh ok anyway

Tsukki has some kind of depression and at times I really do worry for him lol. like I love him. I love his growth. I love how far he’s come. I also think he should like... see a doctor sjfkd

this isn’t related to neurodivergence but if Kenma doesn’t have some kind of chronic illness I will eat my shoe. like? he has consistently low energy and low stamina that everybody is aware of and accommodates him for? he regularly comes down with low-grade fevers when practice is a little intense? and this is just? how he lives?? my first thought for him was CFS but it could really be any number of things.

FUKUNAGA IS ND TOO. autistic or ADHD I’m not sure, he could be both! you’re probably wondering how I deduced this about a side character from Nekoma who only has like five lines in season 4, but man... I just know this kid is not New Row Typical. there is no fuckin way. the way he speaks and interacts and just ... the way he puts words together .... he gives me improv theatre geek vibes and I know from personal experience that not a single person who is unironically into improv is NT. if it wasn’t for school uniforms, Fukunaga would wear a fedora. not in a m’lady way, I mean he would just think it looks neat and he’d probably stick a bunch of pins in it that he likes and I 👏 SUPPORT 👏 HIM 👏

Fukunaga also seems like someone who would teach himself to do electro swing dances and listen to FNAF and MLP fan songs without even being in the fandoms. gosh I love him so much. he is simply out here vibing. it’s Fukunaga’s world and we’re all just living in it

finally I think Kita and Tendou are good candidates for the neurodivergent squad, though this isn’t a hard and fast one for me. but when Kita started talking about how being methodical and meticulous just feels nice and satisfying I was like,.. we got another one lads. also Tendou is just... Tendou. he’s got Tendou-itis. lmao

THANK YOU FOR THE ASK I have once again gone absolutely hog wild I hope u enjoyed it

#hinata #kageyama #ushijima #fukunaga #hq!!#I was going to mention yamaguchi and yachi's anxiety but like... those are basically already canon?#so feels almost not worth mentioning lol #strawberrypegasus #thank u kind friend #feb 2021

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imo-chan-imagines · 4 years

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『 Haikyuu!! Week 2020 | Day 5 』

· Sept. 29th → Habit is Second Nature ·

Characters: female!reader, Kageyama Tobio, Hinata Shouyou, Tsukishima Kei, Yamaguchi Tadashi (+ bonus characters: Bokuto Koutarou, Kuroo Testurou)

Prompts: A. best character development + B. patterns and habits

Tags/warnings: Haikyuu!! (anime), PG, fluff, headcanons, patterns and habits, best character development

A/N: I haven't done any character x reader stuff for this challenge yet because I tend to do NSFW stuff. But I thought I'd do some fluffy stuff about the characters with the best development and their habits as your boyfriend! (Plus a couple of bonus boys, because I couldn't help myself!! 🥰)

All my Haikyuu Week 2020 posts will be SFW, but I have NSFW stuff on my blog too. Feel free to take a gander. Thanks for reading! Please enjoy ♡ Imo~

Haikyuu × reader / patterns and habits

☆ Kageyama Tobio ☆

Gets up at 5:30am to go for a run every morning but forgets to send you a 'good morning' text don't be upset, it just doesn't really occur to him

Gets all giddy when he receives one from you, though literally cannot stop smiling. Doesn't know what to do with himself

Often forgets his pencil case and comes by your class to borrow stuff

When he buys milk from the vending machine, he will start buying some for you as well without you asking he's trying to show he cares

Milk makes him happy, so it should make you happy too, right? 😭

Frowns and blushes when you start hugging and nuzzling him in public he'll start stammering, too, if you took him by surprise

But then he pouts when you stop 🤭

Is embarrassed about asking you to touch him my poor touch-starved baby 😭

Blushes and looks at the floor whenever he talks about something romantic or intimate

Leans his forehead against yours when he wants to express how he feels but doesn't know how I might be crying...

He loves hearing the sound of your voice, so he often falls asleep while in the middle of a late-night phone call with you you can hear the soft sound of his breathing through the receiver 😭😭

Writes down important dates you tell him because he just knows he's going to forget them

Discretely interlaces his fingers with yours when he feels vulnerable prOTECT HIM

Lots and lots of hugs from behind because eye contact can be a bit much for him, and he's sometimes nervous about you seeing his face

Can get angry and shout at you without warning when he's stressed or upset, and he feels terrible after

Writes out his apologies on reams and reams of paper and rehearses them a million times in front of the mirror but somehow still forgets most of it?

Smiles like a literal angel when he does something to make you happy that's all he wants, y'all 😭

Will try his best at everything, whether it's trying new things with you or doing the same old stuff he's always done

Nuzzles the back of your neck when you're spooning, and kisses his way across your shoulders and down your back as a way of saying, 'I love you and you're mine'

☆ Hinata Shouyou ☆

Says the cheesiest, most romantic things to you with a straight face, but blushes and hides his face when you return the favour

Bounces around the room when he's excited

Always asks you how your day was and is genuinely interested

Rests his head on your shoulder when you're sitting together

Shouts really loudly at random moments because of surprise/frustration/excitement/any sudden emotion, really 😅 gives you mini heart attacks

Always sneezes really fucking loudly??

Sends you adorable cat videos when he knows you've had a bad day

Subtly presses his leg against yours whenever you're sat together, especially when you're both supposed to be studying 👀

Wipes your cheeks and kisses the end of your nose whenever you've been crying

Sings in the shower because he thinks you can't hear him

Will give his gym towel to you with a smile whenever you get soaked in the rain rather than dry himself off

Treasures every little gift you get him

Is fine becoming a human hot water bottle by little-spooning every month when your period comes around he runs at a really high temperature, and actually really enjoys it. So cute 😍

Runs down the halls to your class every break to bring you your favourite drink from the vending machine

Loves sharing cakes with you and feeding each other it sounds cringy, but he makes it so cute and natural

Always pulls goofy faces when he Snapchats you

Leaves you cute voicemails when he wanted to talk to you but you're busy

Shows up unannounced at your house when he's troubled because he just really needs to see you

If he just sees your face, then he knows that it's somehow going to be alright

Y'all, I can't 😭😭🤧

☆ Tsukishima Kei ☆

Teases the crap out of you on a regular basis just to see you all pouty and frustrated

Pretends not to remember your birthday/anniversary/etc. every year so he can drop by your house later that day and surprise you with a gift

Pulls your cheeks when he thinks you're being too cute

Kisses the ends of your fingers when he wants to show affection but doesn't know how

Flicks your forehead whenever he thinks you're being stupid or irritating 🙄

Lowkey blushes every time he sees you cheering for him in the stands I SEE THAT LITTLE SMILE, TSUKKI

Makes you sit on his lap all the time for no good reason other than to tease you bruh

Often ends up taking the teasing too far and winds up feeling rotten because you're now genuinely upset

Sucks at applogies, but will always try to set it right if he's at fault, even if it's awkward

Gives the biggest, warmest hugs when he wants to which isn't much, but hey. Take what you can get

Always sends you a text to make sure you've got home safe, but it's never in those words. It's always under the guise of something else Tsukki, pLEaSE

Grumbles to himself out of jealousy whenever you show attention to other guys, especially his brother

Deliberately gives you his sweaters and hoodies to wear after a shower because he thinks it's super cute, but acts like it's nothing you ain't slick, Tsukki 🤣

☆ Yamaguchi Tadashi ☆

Reaches for your hand first whenever you're together

Nose and forehead kisses when he sees you in the morning

Hand-picks a bunch of flowers for you every Monday because he knows you hate Mondays 🥺🤧

Waits for you at the gate after school every day

Always stands up for you, no matter what he may be soft, but he's not a WUSS 😠

Asks to borrow your other earphone whenever you're listening to something

Wants to spoon with you whenever he's feeling down and you'll never refuse

Always arrives 15 minutes early for every date despite changing his outfit several times out of nervousness

Blushes in pride whenever he lends you his jacket because you're cold adorbs

Sends you little pick-me-up messages when you're busy so you can read them when you're free

Helps you tie up your hair for gym class, and is surprisingly good at making pretty hairstyles

Traces his fingers over your palms and other body parts whenever you're curled up together

Has your name saved on every social media and contact list as something cute like 'My Sunshine 💛' or 'My Honeybee 🐝'

Twiddles his hair around his finger a lot, especially when he's daydreaming about you let's hope he doesn't start balding 😭

Will rush to your class with an umbrella on rainy days in case you forgot one

Loves sitting on the swings with you whenever you pass them on the way home, and making you giggle by pushing you higher and higher

(Bonus boys)

☆ Bokuto Koutarou ☆

Sends a stream of soppy hype-texts every morning for you to wake up to

Will stop by your house and pick you up for school, even if you live literal miles away from him he just wants to see you

Grabs you by the waist and picks you up at least once a day, often in front of a crowd of people he's a fan of PDA

Peppers you with kisses when he sees you for the first time each day

Hypes you up to no end. Literally cannot sing your praises enough

Is constantly looking for compliments, and is not-so subtle about it

Gets easily depressed when you don't notice he did something differently etc.

Will kiss you in front of everyone when he wins a game and you come down to congratulate him literally doesn't care. He's too proud of you

Is constantly asking for massages, whether or not he needs them, because he enjoys the contact

Sometimes you want to staple his mouth shut because he has a habit of getting too excited and talking with his mouth full 🙃

Doesn't stop texting you and sending you Snapchats

Is kind of oblivious if he's done something that upset you, and starts freaking out when someone Akaashi finally tells him

Doesn't plan or rehearse his apologies, because he literally just says exactly what he means 100% of the time

May start choking up and crying if what he did was bad enough, because he just feels so, so guilty

Constantly reminds you when you said you would make him a lunchbox because he loves it so much and wants to boast to his friends

Likes you sitting on his lap while you do stuff together I mean...👀

Calls you 'puppy' and 'kitten' etc. unabashedly in public boi, pLEASE

Insists on giving you piggyback rides whenever your feet hurt 🐷

Saves every single selfie you send him. He treasures every single one, and tears sometimes come to his eyes when he scrolls through them he's so whipped for you, my gal

☆ Kuroo Testurou ☆

Stays up all night texting you he might be getting bags

But it's fine. It just adds to the emo look

Takes your bag and carries it for you without you asking him to

Facetimes you randomly

When you ask what it's about, he says he just missed you/wanted to see your face smooth mf

His hand always finds its way around your waist whenever you're walking together

He scrolls through your old conversations when he misses you

Will ruffle your hair to tease you just so he can spend the next 20 minutes brushing it for you

Steals food from your lunch every day he's lucky he's pretty

Stands outside your house with a boombox blasting love ballads like a giant nerd when he wants to surprise you just imagine it for a second. Let the image sink in

Ends up stroking your hair when you're cuddling together

And subconsciously cradles your stomach a lot because he really wants to start a family with you Testu!!! 🥺😭🤧

Always sends you 'Send This To Your Crush Without Context' videos, despite the fact that you guys have literally been dating for years no caption or anything, either. Just the video

Will probably continue to do it even once you're married, tbh

Always, always, always walks you home

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volleychumps · 4 years

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HIIIII!!! I just read your latest hcs and i was screaming when akaashi gave the reader his jacket :(((( i was hoping to put in a request for headcanons about the different captains giving the reader their jacket? The concept just has me so fuckin soft :))) i completely understand if you don't want to do it!!!!

I hope you enjoy, thank you for your support!!

Haikyuu Captains Giving their Crush their Jacket

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Daichi

- “Do you always lock up by yourself? What if you get mugged or something?” “...why would I get mugged, we live in the countryside.”

- “Wow Daichi, I was just trying to care, no need for saSs.”

- Sweatdrops when you push off the wall to walk ahead of him, causing him to release a deep chuckle as he jogs up to your side

- “are you actually mad right now?”

- “I don’t know. There’s a taiyaki stand over there. Totally unnecessary information.” You pout a little as Daichi shakes his head, an amused smile tickling the corner of his lips as he makes the turn to greet the old lady running the stand.

- “Three please.” You hop a little in place in excitement when Daichi hands you the one filled with red-bean, the warm pastry sending tinges of heat to your skin as you look at the other two questioningly

- “...you like both flavors.” you fail to notice the flush to his cheeks as you grin brightly. “You’re forgiven!”

- chuckles, knowing you were never really mad in the first place as the two of you continue the walk home, casting glances at your giddy figure as you bite into the pastry

-suddenly frowns, noticing the thin material of your school uniform being your only coverage as you grasp at the taiyaki for warmth

- “You don’t have a coat?”

- You still, blinking in realization. Slowly, you turn to smile sheepishly at Daichi as he fights the urge to palm his face

- “How do you forget? In the middle of winter?”

- “Maybe it was your sass?”

- scoffs a little as he stops, turning so he’s facing you.

-He gives you a stern look as he moves to set his bag down on the side of the road, you blinking in confusion as the second taikyaki is suddenly being pressed against your lips

- “Bite.”

-Your look of confusion continues as you take the taiyaki in your mouth, the other remaining half-eaten in your hand as the other is holding your bag

- ignores your protests around the taiyaki as he slips his own coat off, looking down at you amusedly as he wraps it around your shoulders, the warmth and his scent embracing you immediately

- takes the taiyaki and your bag from your hands, eyes stern with a playful smile on his lips “Now put your arms in the sleeves.”

- the heat rushes to your cheeks at how large the coat was around you, and the heat intensifies when Daichi steps forward to zip it up for you all the way up to your chin

- You give him a look, what about you?

- leans forward to take a bite of the taiyaki hanging out of your mouth, chewing as he looks down at your shocked figure in slight amusement

- “This is warm enough.”

- Daichi you smooth fucker

Kuroo

- “Oi, be quiet. She’s asleep.” “You’re just saying that cause you like her-” “LEV shut up-” “You never care when I’m sleeping!”

- the whole bus freezes as you stir slightly in your sleep before relaxing again, allowing the team to sigh in relief as Kuroo glares at the tall Russian boy, who bows his head in apology to your sleeping figure

- “Kuroo, come switch places with me.” “What? Kenma, why?” “You’ve literally been looking over here like a puppy that lost its’ owner for the past hour.”

- scoffs, sputtering that Kenma was talking nonsense before agreeing immediately

-omg what a nerd

- nervously sits next to you, rigid in his seat as your eyes suddenly open and your neck lifts from its spot on the window, a look of irritation on your face

- “Shoot, did I wake you up?” You blink in a daze at the captain in the seat next to you, still half-asleep as your head plops down on the raven-haired boys shoulder

- “Sorry, do you mind? The window’s killing my neck.”

- Kuroo.exe has crashed

- “Nope! Nope, no not at all!”

- “Ahah what a siMp-” “Yaku don’t ruin this for him.”

- before he can death glare his team, he notices how cold your skin was from the arm that grazed his, quirking an eyebrow as he takes into account the slight trembling of your fingers

-ah. you were right under the AC.

- moves as slowly as he can to reach down into his duffel before emerging with his own jacket “(Y/N)?”

- “mm...yes?”

- “Can you sit up real quick for me?”

- holds his breath, thinking you look absolutely adorable as you sit up in a stupor, following his demand half-asleep as he manages to slip his jacket over your shoulders, allowing you to relax back into the seat and onto his shoulder

- “Better?”

- “Much.” he literally feels his breath hitch when you smile a little up at him. “You’re so warm.”

-you cuddle closer, causing Kuroo to become a blushing mess as he nervously wraps an arm around you

- “...he doesn’t care that much when I’m sleeping-” “Lev, literally no one cares”

Oikawa

- “Y/N if it’s too cold don’t eat it.” “don’t tell me what to do.”

- watches in slight amusement as you take a big bite of your anmitsu as if trying to prove a point, your eyes challenging as the dessert sweetens your mouth.

- “Cold?” A knowing smirk tickles the corner of his lips as he takes a sip of his hot coffee, knowing damn well eating ice cream in the middle of winter was a bad idea

- but you were stubborn. he liked that about you.

-before you can shake your head no vigorously, a sudden ache comes over your head, numbing it slightly as a whine slips your lips

-pretty bitch bursts out laughing through a barrage of I told you so’s, laughing receding when he sees the pout on your lips

- “you got a little something...here.” You cant fight the blush on your cheeks when his thumb swipes at the ice cream on the corner of your lip, swatting it away lightly

- “Stop. I’m not a kid.”

- “you’re right. Even kids admit when they’re wrong.”

- “what kids have you been talking to?”

- before he can retort to your witty reply, you visibly shiver from the coldness of the dessert, feeling another headache come on before Oikawa clicks his tongue

- Pretty boy stands from his seat across from you to slip his own coat over his shoulders, causing the other customers in the shop to glance over

- “my, it must be nice to be young.”

- “Oikawa...people are getting the wrong idea” when you try to slip it off, he clicks his tongue a second time before slipping it on again, fastening the clasp just below the chin so it’ll stay

- “And what if I want them to get the wrong idea?” His hands rest on your shoulders momentarily as your head tilts back to meet the eyes of your friend, brimmed with confusion

-“what-?”

-hoe wipes the ice cream from the corner of your mouth with his thumb, putting it in his mouth afterward as you become a stuttering mess

-smirks down at your flushed expression, feeling coldness on his tongue as his chest pounds with anticipation

- “you heard me.”

Bokuto (Scarf, not jacket...oop)

- “It’s freezing outside, y/n!” “Bokuto, for the umpteenth time, I’m fine. I have layers, see?”

- guiltily can’t tear his eyes away from your form as you try to stop yourself from shivering, arms wrapped tightly around your figure as you remain seated to the bench for the bus.

-“this is all my fault. I shouldn’t have messed the bus times up.”

- puts his head in his hands as he chuckles humorlessly, feeling depressed that his attempt at a hang-out that could possibly be a date blows up in his face. It was now ten pm, and the perfect day had been ruined by the cold weather and his jumbled bus times.

- before he can enter a fit of depression, your surprisingly warm hands place themselves on his cheeks as you look at him with a stern tinge to your pupils

- “Don’t blame yourself. This weather is the problem.”

- nervously leans into your palms, noting how nice your hands felt against his skin before he suddenly brightens, starting to slip his scarf off

- “Akaashi’s gonna be here in ten minutes, you don’t have-” you stop immediately when Bokuto’s smile dims, snapping your mouth shut before nodding, giving him the go ahead to wrap his scarf around your neck

- becomes excited, and surprisingly gentle when his fingers graze your skin as he slips the warm cloth around your neck

- freezes, holding both ends of the scarf in either of his hands when he sees your embarrassed expression before swallowing back the lump of nervousness in his throat

- “Are you warm?”

- “...yeah.”

- smiles brightly as he presses his forehead against yours, causing you to gulp a little as Bokuto had pulled you closer by both ends of the scarf, your noses brushing

- “Bokuto-” “Just for a little.”

- chuckles when he feels the skin of your forehead flare up even more in embarrassment, his fingertips grazing yours as you sat centimeters away from the most loving man on a bus bench

- “Just a little longer, okay?”

- “Okay.”

Ushijima

- “Do you have a cold or somethin’?” “Tendou you were just bullying me earlier, don’t pretend like you care.” “I’m just showing my affection for our lovely manager!”

- daddy ushijima blinks when you sneeze into your elbow a second time, face betraying no emotion as he stalls his walking pace to meet yours as you trail into the gym with the rest of the team

- “Are you...okay?”

- Hesitant baby can’t show emotion what a cutie

- “The weather’s all it is. I can’t be worrying our star player at a time like this, so don’t worry, okay?” Your bright smile is a vivid contrast to the slight paleness of your skin, causing Ushijima to become analytical as he crosses his arms, standing in front of you

- “It’s okay if you’re not.”

- “And it’s okay if you get out on the court and get our team another win!” You spin him by his shoulders, slightly surprised he was letting you, before giving him a little push

- “Good luck!”

- glances back at you as if he was hesitating before following your command, Tendou, who had stayed behind, whistling lowly

- “He literally never listens to anyone but the coach.” The sly redhead draws up to you, smirking before starting his pace to follow his best friend. “Why are you so special?”

- “Tendou, I have full control over your training schedule, don’t push it.”

- “Mean~”

- can’t stop glancing over at you while on the court, noticing how you were trying your best to hide your sneezes and coughs as quietly as you can before he can’t take it anymore

- so when the next time out hits, Ushijima is standing in front of your position on the bench as you scribble down on your clipboard, his team jacket with its’ #1 hanging from his grip loosely

- you sweat drop as the whole Shiratorizawa team seems to be looking on at what was happening, ignoring Tendou’s shit-eating grin “what’s up?”

- silent for awhile, making you wait in slight anticipation for the usually stoic, talented boy. His arms move to wrap said jacket around your shaking form, kneeling down afterwards to zip it up as your face flushes

- Now at eye-level, he meets you with an even stare. “Go to the nurse. I’ll come see you after.”

- As you stutter out of embarrassment asking him why, he glances back as he walks back on to the court. “You told me to not be worried.”

- You groan, listening to Tendou’s laugh as your face seems to heat up more in your hands. From fever or feelings, you couldn’t tell.

- “So that’s why you’re special.”

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