violetsteak

[violetsteak]

on self sabotage and unstable relationships

[violetsteak]

violets for roses

#lana del rey #i love music #love #pretty #beauty #aesthetic #my photo #me #lana stan #lanadelreyvinyl #lana del ray aka lizzy grant #lana is god #lana is our queen #cinnamon girl #lana del rey nfr #lana del rey born to die #lana del rey honeymoon #lana del rey aesthetic #lana del rey ultraviolence #lana del rey lust for life #lana del rey paradise #lana unreleased #lana is mother #girly tumblr #i’m just a girl #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #girl #self love #new moon

[violetsteak]

I’d sacrifice like ten years off my life to let this man do unspeakable things to me

#jacob elordi #nate jacobs #euphoria #saltburn #delulu #infatuation #obsessed #hes so babygirl #he’s so pookie #he’s so fine #he’s so hot #he’s so perfect #he’s so handsome #tall men #i love him #hornyposting #i must be ovulating #need him #down bad #i need him biblically #please #want him #damn #lana stan #fangirl #i’m just a girl #girlblogging #this is a girlblog #maladaptive daydreaming #obsessive daydreaming

[violetsteak]

Jacob Elordi ..the man that you are

#jacob elordi #nate jacobs #euphoria #saltburn #priscilla movie #pretty men #men #handsome #sexy #love him #the man that you are #fine ass man

[violetsteak]

say yes to heaven, say yes to me

#sirencore #siren aesthetic #siren #lana del rey #say yes to heaven #ocean #ocean art #art #blue #oceans #mermaid #divine feminine #dark feminine energy #aurora #venus #aphrodite #goddess #i love music #music #siren song #oceancore #beautiful #aesthetic #dark blue #light blue #obession #love #lust #lovely #deadly

[violetsteak]

Too smart to give up a good thing

too honest to pretend I don’t enjoy what’s bad

I die and come alive to witness people and to be witnessed back

But there’s always a catch

#myself #art #honey #flowers blooming #pretty #beauty #beauty obsession #beautiful #unsaid feelings #unsaid thoughts #lana stan #young poets #my thoughts #my photo #love #infatuation #lust #lust for life #feminine #likeme #hello tumblr #forever and always #enjoy #woman #youth #coffee #tea #writers on tumblr #touch #lovers

[violetsteak]

it’s quite alright to hate me now

#my photo #me #myself #blond #frank ocean #ivy #neck kisses #neck #kiss #lana del rey #Ethel Cain #gibson girl #mwah #love #lust #lust for life #wanderlust #unsaid thoughts #unsaid feelings #cmbyn #likeme #hi #i love music #album #photography #photooftheday #photoblog #girly blog #tumblr girls #pretty

[violetsteak]

#bob ross #imagination #creative #creativity #creative inspiration #painting #art #drawing

[violetsteak]

keep it in a locket

#myself #locket #lana del rey #cinnamon girl #necklace #born to die #paradise #gods and monsters #tumblr filter #delulu #pretty #girly tumblr #girly blog #i’m just a girl #love money #aesthetic #old photo #self love #hi #likeme #love me tender #honeymoon #matcha #yes #lana stan #i like this #bubblegum bitch #teen idle #mwah #xoxo

[violetsteak]

Wandering, I

Days just go on

And on and on

What if this takes the rest of my life?

What if its just a moment in time?

What if this takes a part of me?

What if its just a waste of my time?

#i never move on #obsessed #wonder #anxious thoughts #mentallyill #lost #depressive #in my mind #always overthink #still the same #forever and always #yes #okay #sunbeam #music #I love music #timing #seasonal #contemplative #where to go #indecisive #moody #Spotify

[violetsteak]

me

#me #my photo #myself #thinkimprettyty #pretty #infatuation #brown eyes #curly hair #golden hour #cinnamon girl #this is a girlblog #fall in love #spring #immyfathersdaughter #lips #face #lana del rey #the neighbourhood #arctic monkeys #cigarettes after sex #love me #hi #delulu #aesthetic #strangers #ethelcainlover #seasonal #east coast #romanticize #20 years old

[violetsteak]

my pictures <>🩶

#old photo #i never move on #family #family tree #lost #romanticize #photography #moody aesthetic #mood #moody #lazy #hazy #sunday morning #Sunday #relaxed #numb #ethel cain #lana del rey #the neighbourhood #mentallyill #cigarettes after sex #the smiths #frank ocean #cmbyn #vibes #aesthetic

[violetsteak]

[violetsteak]

half-cocked by Ethel Cain

Listening while reading the portrait of Dorian Gray

Dorian Dorian Dorian crying because you wanna be beautiful and young forever you’re real for that

#ethel cain #half cocked Ethel Cain #the picture of dorian gray #i never move on #delulu #immyfathersdaughter #infatuation #obsessed #limerence #youth #unrequited feelings #fomo #beauty #beauty obsession #young adult #young poets #young forever #mortality #lgbtq #men #women #loveyallinbetweenorothertoo #SoundCloud #dontdowhatmymamatellsmedowhatmymamawould

[violetsteak]

Me when he probably doesn’t remember my existence and has fallen in love with new people since

#mentallyill #obsessed #infatuation #limerence #delulu #delusional #send help #i never move on #haven’t let go #can’t move on #still thinking about it #still sad #still bitter #I hate him #I love him #I wanna choke him and kiss him #unmotivated #unambitious #lost #intrusive thoughts #intrusive daydreaming #maladaptive daydreaming #why do i do this to myself #whycantiforget #why didn’t I deserve your love #whynotme #lana del rey #love quinn #pearl #rue bennett

[violetsteak]

sick to my stomach and angry about the people I wasted obsessive incessant thoughts over that wouldn’t have probably pissed on me if I was on fire

my eye starts twitching when I remember it was all for nothing I was just trying to move on from the first one

#obsessive #infatuation #mentallyill #grudges #i never move on #i never learn #sick to my stomach #angry #pissed #naive #wasted my time #wasted potential #can’t stop thinking about it #unrequited love #unrequited feelings #whycantiforget #why am i like this #why #why do i do this to myself #immyfathersdaughter #i’m dumb #bitter #vent post #i’m so tired #i’m wrong

[violetsteak]

when you remember that person you used to be gut wrenchingly obsessed with exists and has a life (probably better without you) and doesn't think about you at all :)))))

#sick #sick to my stomach #sad #heartache #heartbroken #obsessed #limerence #itwasthreeyearsago #whycantiforget #mentallyill #unproductive #immyfathersdaughter #generationalcurses #lanadelreyvinyl #bella hadid #someonefixme #cinnamon girl #norman fucking rockwell #nostalgia #fuck #teehee #just girly things #situationships #tarot reading #delulu #im just a girl #cindy lou who #heneverwantedme #henevermissedme