#WHEN I TELL YOU I AM DEVISTATED

[ma-lark-ey]

Lark Liveblogs Literature: THE SUNSHINE COURT BABYYYYY LETS GO JEAN

to begin: THE COVER???

The fucking NARCISSUS/DAFFODIL. Stop stop stop. Nora stop. She said it wouldn’t be a sun but I WASNT READY.

RESILIENCE. FIRST BLOOM AT THE END OF WINTER. NEW BEGINNINGS AND REBIRTH.

warning in advance for how many reaction images will be in this post. Miss Nora Sakavic has a way of making me unable to verbalise how devistated I am so I turn to goofy photos.

Also, just so we’re all on the same page:

it’s 1:20 AM. My roommate IS asleep. I am fighting the demons (downloading this book) but i am winning (it is queued on my kindle)

ITS DOWNLOADED LETS GO

Okay so context is that my Kindle is at 10%

I tried to go to bed and read this in the morning but I am

SO NOW I HAVE FRANTICALLY FOUGHT A WAR (figured out how to get this book) AND I AM READY FOR BATTLE (to cry over Jean)

ONE, TWO, THREE, LETS GO BITCH!!

Also my kindle cord is too small for me to properly lay in bed so im literally about to lay on my stomach kicking my feet like a middle schooler WISH. ME. LUCK.

CHAPTER ONE:

oh we’re jumping right in okay. god. hi baby :((

OH. I am just adding onto my #1 Riko hater agenda right now.

“The golden rule— not where the public can see” DIE. LITERALLY DIE TETSUJI

“The lack of broken fingers this time” THIS TIME??? JEAN. JEAN.

im so.

RENEE!!!

“and he had wasted them texting Renee a heads-up.” Nora please we’re only four pages in bro

Renee i love you im marrying you please give me a kiss. Mwah Mwah Mwah. She said “Bitch. Lay back down.”

currently also reading a batshit raven!neil fic and just. on the ground. about all of this.

stop the way I literally went “who the fuck is Nathaniel” Im too transgender for this.

Me, seeing the Abby content we need in this world:

Jean dont call that hellscape home bbg

Renee beating self worth into this man. ily

“Jean couldnt remember the last time he was allowed to wear color” LITERALLY KILL ME

Nora I need you to be less good at describing pain please and thanks

NOT THE BITING

DADMACK DADMACK DADMACK DADMACK!!

he fr be moving this man like a doll. love you wymack

tied him up with racquet laces I. h. lays on floor softly crying.

NOT THE DADDY ISSUES

Jean fr out here plotting 50 ways to kill his brother. he fr though Neil was the problem. no girl Neil just has no tact and autism rizz. Kevins the fucking snitch

no one:

Jean @ the Moriyamas;

“that man is years overdue for a head-on high-speed collision” YOU TELL EM DADMACK

CHAPTER TWO:

Jean please just sleep like a normal human man. God.

Even Jean be out here like “Kevins a little Chihuahua ass drama queen. Bitchboy. Wet cat man.”

Kevin: look, bro, if the 5’3 twink with enough daddy issues to make riko blush and chugs ‘fuck around and find out’ juice for breakfast can escape the moriyamas and not die, so can you.

Testuji. Testuji when I catch you. Tetsuji

Jean what the fuck makes you think anyone but Andrew Minyard will ever tell Neil what to do. Girl.

“If I am not a Raven, who am I?” A MOTHERCUCKING TROJAN BABYYYY

“I have to go to my next class.” I forgot they were in college deadass. Neil is straight up my age im gonna throw up.

Okay. It is. *checks time* 3 AM. I cannot keep my eyes open, which means i must put Jean away for sleep.

ITS IS NOON THE FOLLOWING DAY. I HAVE SLEPT. I HAVE TAKEN MY MEDICATIONS. TIME TO HYPERFOCUS BABY.

KINDLE SAYS WE HAVE 8 hrs 27 mins LEFT IN THIS BOOK. IM SAYING GOODBYE TO MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY. I’LL SEE Y’ALL AT DINNEE TIME. ITS JEAN TIME.

Hiiiiiii Thea….

“Good morning, Paris.” Now, the average man will see this as a reference to his frenchness. but real ones know Paris is prince of Troy, the man who married Helen of Troy & started the Trojan war.

do y’all think Jean has a french accent wait wait wait. obviously itd be very slight at this point but is it there. necessary question.

Assessing Thea like a fucking state exam right now. Neil could not have cared less about your ass I am gaining so much information

Hate of my life Riko moriyama.

CHAPTER THREE:

JEREMY FUCKING KNOW HI BAYYYBY

the way I literally got up and had to pace and stim for a moment even though I fully expected this. autism. my roommate is concerned. not really. she’s used to this she watched me read TKM and dramatically reenact the Ichirou Car Talk.

wow??? AFTG team actually seems happy and well-adjusted and friendly with each other??

Random Note: I’m currently watching Blue Exorcist & one of the main characters is a girl name Moriyama and I’m literally just sitting here like “This girl is way to nice and innocent to have that name.” Because she literally is the nicest girl to ever exist. Why is she cursed with the same name as my mortal enemy (Testuji)

“Tonight’s experiment was the icing on the cake, an invaluable experience no matter how it ended.” Jeremy, my love.

He has empathy… Never before seen footage. Y’all get the cameras!!

He’s so shaken about Jean,,, holding you so gently Jeremy. Here as a guy who knows nothing at all about Jeremy since I’m. so new here. but god.

Jeremy: are you sure a Raven can abide by Troja—

Kevin: Bro Jean is so pathetic he’s a bottom fr. He never disobeys an order

Jeremy: I. Okay you didnt have to say it like that, bro.

I will literally never stop respecting the Trojans strat in the final they really said. “If these fucks can win the championships with nine players, surely we can.” and then willingly got their asses handed to them.

“Xavier stumbled when he got the next serve off, and the Fox guarding him gamely hauled him back upright before running for the ball. It was a simple gesture, but it endeared Jeremy to them” I dont remember if this bit was described in tkm so i’m going to guess that’s Nicky or Matt. Aaron would fucking never.

Nah because like. Yes this proved to the Trojans how resilient the Foxes were, but it was also a message to the audience, yk? Like we know the Foxes were getting shit for their quick rise to the top after they pulled their shit together, but I personally think that the Trojans did this both for their improvement & for Foxes’ publicity. This game proved to the public at large how devastatingly *good* the Foxes were, because of their small size. The second best team in the league crumbled playing the same conditions the Foxes did *every game* and got to championships with. They proved that Foxes were, in fact, a D1 team who earned their keep.

oh hes got daddy’s money. Well. not. officially. yo what I mean.

“it was always best to have a paper trail” Neil Josten would have an anuerysm hearing those words.

Bye Jeremy I’m. Love you so much. Why do you feel like a sixty year old man in your early twenties.

“between seven and twelve students.” yikes.

“unfamiliar and accented voice.” I WAS RIGHT I FUCKING CALLED IY HES GOT AN ACCENT BABY FUCK YEAH

“you ever feel like— like you’re making a choice you cant come back from? But even knowing everything could go completely sideways, you’d make that choice every time?” okay so coming out allegories i could make aside, Jeremy is so… where to start with him. He reminds me of Percy Jackson. Endlessly loyal and selfless to the point its a bit stupid but endearingly stupid.

CHAPTER FOUR:

Okay so we’re alresdy hateflirting. noted.

Its also extremely sunny today in Podunk Hicksville where I live so it feels very On Brand.

“Jean had seen that smile in a half-dozen broadcast… He could picture it too easily, and he dug his fingernails into his own face in vicious warning.” Awww you think you can best the gay worms in your brain. goodluck with that Johnny.

“isn’t that reason enough to keep living? To rediscover simple delight one moment at a time,” keeping this quote for eternity

“enough sunlight to chase away Evermore’s shadows. They are willing to take a chance on you. Aren’t you?”

Kevin Day autistic king. taking this hesdcannon to my grave .

“the conspiracy theorists were working overtime” no girl they just aint stupid.

THEY DESTROYED HIS POSTCARDS…

CHAPTER FIVE:

I want to start keeping record of all the times Jean is like “[name] wasn’t decent enough to [thing]” because its SO funny. We LOVE a petty king.

also keeping track of all the insults he throws at Neil.

Neil likes to think he’s SUUUUCH a loner boy no friends angsty “dont speak to me” resting bitch face ass motherfucker. In reality he is a jack russell terrier — ceritifed jack russell owner who’s dog thinks hes soooo big and bad but said dog literally cries when you dont let him in the bed or say hi to people on the street

Jean is SOOOOOO dramatic 😭😭

Jean: Why would you let Kevin do this.

Neil: let him?? He did that on his own.

Jean: you’re proud of him for being a problem, arent you?

Neil: oh you fucking know I am, bitchass

“but other than his outstanding murder charge there was nothing interesting about that Fox.” i’d consider that very interesting information, Jean. Youre just deranged

“with milk, juice, and vodka dominating one shelf” that’s Aaron, Nicky, Andrew/Kevin in order. Im correct.

“There was an entire drawer dedicated to cheese.” Yeah that sounds like Nicky.

“Half the drawer was full of mini candy bars. Jean threw them all into the trash” bro Andrew is going to kill you in cold blood and not even Neil can save you.

Jean is SO dramatic. Give him Kevin’s crown.

Jean @ Neil during the final: ARE YOU WITHOUT INTELLIGENCE????? ARE YOU STUPID??? DO YOU WANT TO DIE??

Seeing the media coverage of the championship is the food I needed thank you Nora for this. I am eating it up. om nom nom

The sportscasters referring to athletes with their first name is batshit. What. why. huh. Absolutely not.

CHAPTER SIX:

Renee protecting Jean from discovering Riko’s death through media & not through them…

Everytime boys start fistfighting in this series I hear Roxanne from Megamind. “Ladies, ladies, you’re BOTH pretty.”

a) Jeans reaction to finding out was exaclty what I expected

b) I’m FASCINATED to know who called campus security. Jeremy?? Renee?? Someone in Fox tower???

Neil was gentle with someone other than Andrew? I didnt know he knew how to do that…

NEIL. NEIL JOSTEN. YEAH BABY

HES ROOMING WITH CAT AND LAILA??? YES YEA YES YESY

the Jean-Renee dynamic is so fucking important to me. MLM/WLW solidarity. theyre besties.

THEYRE SO IMPORTANT TO ME BRO.

Literally snuggling Jeremy

Oh he’s got Fox potential. Hiiii Jeremy. Give me the traumadump bbg

THEY/THEM??? DO MY EYES DECEIVE ME OR IS THIS AN HONEST TO GOD THEY/THEM PLAYER OH ILL CRY. ILL CRU RIGHT NOW

CHAPTER SEVEN:

Oh Jean. you’re about to have such a gay awakening babe i can feel it in my bones.

A FUCKING YOYO??? I LOVE HIM

“A mite bit hecked up” PLEEEASE JUST SAY FUCK /ref

OH HE WAS IN LOVE WITH KEVIN. INTERESTING INTERESTING INTERESTING.

autism coded lookingg motherfucker (stares at Jean.)

The chaos of Cat and Laila’s house is so fucking cute. Its about to be two lesbians and their distrustful pitbull rescue in this bitch and im ready for it.

CHAPTER EIGHT:

watching normal people discover the cult that is Evermore. Finally someone having a normal response to that madness. What the FUCK.

wait theres actually a cardboard dog i thought it was fanon joke.

oh my god there is actually a fucking cardboard dog. i.

jeans brain just got actually shattered by this living room. he cannot comprehend this.

Cat & Jeremy, realizing the cult rumors are real: I THOUGHT YOU WERE KIDDING! I thought it was joke! I even wrote it down in my diary! “Kevin made a very funny joke today!” I laughed at it later that night!

Okay, last night; I went to bed at 2:30 AM 45% through (college my beloathed). we’re back in business.

Jeremy is so disturbed all of the time. goofy ass.

“Loving something is not enough,”

“When was the last time you enjoyed playing?”

“ Irrelevant.”

Whats his shirt look like Jeremy. Jeremy whats the shirt look like. Jeremy. Whats the shirt look like.

Okay so I’ve reached my image limit for this post and I dont have fun reaction images on my laptop. so now I will post this & reblog with the rest of this book.

#lark says #aftg #all for the game #the sunshine court #tsc #tsc spoilers #the sunshine court spoilers #In order of men: Jeremy Knox. Neil. EVERYONE ELSE. Riko….. Nathan— /ref

[slasher-male-wife]

if you wanted, could you do hcs with billy lenz, baby firefly, otis driftwood & the grabber with a s/o who has trouble falling asleep? like no matter how tired they are or how comfy it is, they cant seem to rest? thank you if you decide to do this :)

Oh anon you came to the right person for this. I don't really get tired at the right times. Like my issue with falling asleep is so dumb and I'm surprised I haven't pull an all nighter in a year. I am happy to write this for you and I hope you get help with this problem. Also I am writing this at almost midnight because you guessed it, I can't sleep at fucking all.

Slashers with an s/o who can't fall asleep

Includes: Billy Lenz, Baby Firefly, Otis Driftwood and The Grabber

Warnings: Creepy behavior from the grabber but like thats nothing new

Billy Lenz

Billy can go a good three days without sleep and is a light sleeper himself so he'll be up all night with you.

He will talk to you the entire time unless you tell him it's not helping then he'll just mumble to himself.

Will probably steal sleep aids from one of your housemates. And if those don't really do anything he will be devistated.

Will keep the attic as dark as possible if you chose to sleep with him up there but if you opt to stay in your room he will cuddle you there and cling to you the entire night.

If he finds you finally asleep he will keep you asleep for as long as you need to be.

Baby Firefly

The Firefly family doesn't have the best sleep schedule. Or one really at all. Some days Baby goes to bed at 10 and wakes up at 8 some days she goes to bed at 2 am and wakes up at 12 pm. She will do her best to stay up with you and keep you company.

If you hate to just lay there all night she will cuddle with you and talk all night. Won't hesitate to get you anything else either. You're her lovely s/o after all she'd do anything for you after all.

Will get you coco or tea. put on music, even take you outside to look at the stars and try to keep you from stressing about sleep.

She might fall asleep on her own while you wait but she won't mind at all if you cuddle up closer to her and try to sleep like that.

Otis Driftwood

Like with Baby he often goes to sleep at odd times so him staying up won't be that big of a deal. He will let you watch him make his art or he might have you pose for him. Partly so he gets an excuse to look at you, partly because he wants to make art of you, partly because he hopes it puts you to sleep.

He will make a joke about giving you laughing gas in an atempt to get a laugh but also might not be joking if he gets worried enough. He just want's his s/o to get plenty of sleep is all.

Will offer sleeping pills they have at the house and will try to do anything he can to help.

The Grabber

On the first night you're there and he goes down to watch you sleep he's not too surprised you're not asleep but when he continues to go down and you're still not asleep deep into the night he gets worried.

He assumes it's because of fear and stress and whatnot but he'll still try to figure out how to get you to sleep. He might not bring it up to you but he'll bring you things like tea and shit.

Once this goes on of awhile he'll confront you about it. "Why don't you sleep dove?" You'll have to explain that you do sleep it's just that it's hard for you to sleep.

He'll be upset by this because how can something this bad happen to his dove? He'll do everything he can to try and help you get better sleep. He promises to do his best.

#billy lenz #billy lenz x you #billy lenz x y/n #billy lenz x reader #baby firefly #baby firefly x reader #otis driftwood #otis driftwood x reader #the grabber #the grabber x reader #the grabber x you #the grabber x y/n

[skippyv20]

Hi Skippy.. I reached my turning point tonight.. We talk the past two years about the RF but tonight I want to talk about sm else.. I'm almost 40 successful without children.. Tonight I had ppl of my inner cycle attacking to me because I do not have children and why I should speak my opinion as long as I do not have children and I should stay in my place and do not speak. Everyone showed me their backs (literally) and stop looking at me because I had not right to speak according to them. I helped each and everyone financially and become the godmother of their children (not all of them). But just like that they erased everything and started telling me that as long as I don't have children I should sthut up and talk again when I have one.. We were out for dinner and I stayed as strong as I could keeping my sadness away from the children.. I was crying from the minute I left the pub (until now). We don't worth anything? We chose a different path from the other women, we chose our carrier. Does this make us useless?? Although we have succeed in many levels? I'm really so disappointed.. Why would someone say that? We sacrifice many things that none of them can understand. How can they insult sm like that? I'm deeply disappointed. I went outside for a drink and came back crying. Why should I abandone my work when when many of them think like that? Why did they even chose me for their godmother when they had these feelings? For the money?? As long as we pay it's OK as long as we do not speak?? A hyenas nest would be safer I think.. Sorry for the rant. Don't post it if you don't want to.. I'm completely devistated..

Hi! I am so sorry you were put in such an unpleasant situation. I decided to post, as sometimes anons have the best insight. Hey, not everyone wants children, some want them and can’t have them. Some have them…and even regret it. We are all different. I had tried for 10 yrs before I was blessed with my daughter. During those ten years, whenever someone asked me about having children…I would say….”nope, don’t want any”. I just didn’t think it was anyone’s business. My sister chose not have children. She had her personal reasons for that choice. I would always support her decision. I have great respect for someone that can acknowledge they don’t want children. Your life, your choice. It’s really that simple.

Your group sounds defensive. Sure, there are some things a non parent might not “get”….but for the most part it’s not difficult to figure things out…parent or not. Your opinion is important. Every single person has a right to be heard. You have things to contribute, and you deserve the respect to do so. You have done nothing to deserve this treatment. I think sometimes jealousy rears its ugly self. They may have the children, but they don’t have the career, the freedom that you have, or the financial security either. This was them one upping you. This was them trying to feel important. I doubt very much it was personal. It isn’t about you, but the reality they see, that they don’t have.

Children, no children. One of those topics on the long list of don’t say anything…..vaccinated…unvaccinated. Biden….Trump…Covid real…Covid fake. You can’t please everyone. I do think you really need to talk this out with those “friends”…not in a group…but one on one, privately. Tell them how you feel, how they hurt you. They may very well have no clue. They are likely so wrapped up in their own worlds, they never thought of your feelings.

Don’t be upset. You made your choice for YOU. You have that right. There is no wrong or right when one decides to have or not have children. It is a very personal decision. You have every right to speak up, but do it respectfully. Be careful of your wording so no one takes offense. That is the same they should do for you. Start off with something like….”I don’t have children but….this is what I see”…you can teach each other…we all teach each other, if we listen….

I send you love and hugs my dear friend….no tears….🙏🏻❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

[popculturebuffet]

Monthly Muppet Madness: Sesame Street Luis and Maria Valentine's Day Special (Comission for Emma Fici)

Happy valentine's day all you happy people and welcome back to monthly muppet madness. All the muppets you can handle once a month. And for this special day of love and chocolate we're going down to sesame street to look at the love story and wedding of Luis and Maria.

Now this one was a bit of a challenge for two reasons: the first is that my Seasame Street knowledge is limited: i know the 2010's decently enough as I watched a ton of it when my niece and nephew were toddlers, and I reviewed Follow that Bird last year, which was exellent.. but I really don't know who most of the cast are as characters outside of the major muppets and even some of those escape me as many have been phased out over the years. I mean why they don't use the two headed monster ine verything is beyond me, he's a two headed monster> that's awesome.

Thankfully the muppet wiki is super expansive so if like me you didn't know these characters going into this article yoru great. If you did, well... go get some juice or a pop while I fill in the blanks.

Luis and Maria were both introduced in season 3 of Seasame street and lasted all the way to 2015. Luis was introduced as the owner of the local fixit shop, a kind man who fixed bikes, toasters what have you. He also fixed them for Snuffy before knowing he was real. They were dropped off and picked up by... oh let's say moe. He's notable for playing the longest lasting mexican american roll on a television series and Seasame Street celebrated his heritage frequently. Sesame Street did not fuck around and I appricate that. Maria was introduced as a local teen who worked at the library, aging in real time and quickly becoming a young adult. She soon started working with Luis at the fixit shop, getting hired by simply pitching in when he was too busy to actually listen to her ask for a job and being hired on the spot as it helped with his work load. She later asked for a raise... only to not only get THAT but be promoted to partner.

So the two already had a working relationship and friendship when Sonia Manzano, Maria's Actress, got pregnant. Rather than dance around it Seasame Street decided to integrate the story, but since it was the 80's by the time of this pregnancy, they also needed Maria to get married first because GASP apparently kids couldn't handle the idea of a single parent. Or a multiracial couple as her previous love intrest David, was also ruled out though the why is a bit murky: One documentary said his actor was leaving anyway , another said he was devistated. I wouldn't rule out an 80's tv show avoiding an interracial marriage to avoid scandal.. but I also think Seasame Street was progressive enough to try it anyway, so i'm inclined to belivie the actor simply wasn't avaliable, especailly since the idea was pitched by Carol Spinney's wife Debra and passed on to Caroll himself. Given the two characters were already close as friends, buisness partners and on good terms, having them do the relationship upgrade makes some sense: while friends to lovers CAN be really tricky, here it just feels wholesome: like two people who were simply friends for a long time, caught feelings eventually and fell in love.

So today we'll be covering the two realizing their in love and thent heir wedding day. I wish I had something for the middle but Sesame Street.. is hard to track down these days. Most of it WAS on max.. but Max being max, a lot of it was removed and digtially most of seasame street is best of compliations and what not. There really isn't a consitent, episode by episode archive for the show that I found. So I found two complitions on youtube covering parts of this storyline. I am sorry that I coudln't find a more in depth one covering the whole thing up to the wedding, and would be glad to cover more of their story in the future. For now though let's tell the timeless tale of man and woman brought together by two 5 year olds asking difficult questions.

Part 1: In Love So the Luis and Maria story has a LOT of parts to it, and like I said I could only find so much on youtube. I tried archive of our own too, no luck. So before this the two started growing from friends to something more after tending to a baby bird... and not the normal one they tend to what lives in the back of their store.

The building feelings pay off here.. but first what most people come to seasame street for: two five year olds arguing: while playing Cowboys, Big Bird wants to go Eha Eha, and Snuffy wants to go Eha Eha Eha. Somehow it's far from the most gripping cowboy dillema i've seen

Gordon easily solves the issue and the two get their eha's on when they notice Maria and Luis holding hands. We don't see it because they only have a set for that part of sesame street, but it leaves the boys confused and they decide to go ask the adults up front.

Luis and Maria.. have no adquate explination for why they were holding hands and i'ts hilarous, mostly beause it feels so REAL. Kids will oftne ask questions that end up super awkward simply because they don't know any better. The two REALLY don't know how to answer this, saying adults do it because they like each other not because they need to, but not sure how they feel about each other. Until an idea hits

But since it would they instead realize their in love and go to tell each other and we get a really sweet well done shot as we look in on the fixit store through it's window as the two confess. it's some really well done acting and really cute.. then they shut the curtain so all of sesame street dosen't see their live sex celebration.

That night Big BIrd asks when their getting married which panics the two especially since you know THEY JUST STARTED DATING. Again it works because it's a harmless kid thing and Big Bird is just a giant toddler. But he bets they will

And he's right though there's according to the wiki a whole ass arc where everyone in sesame street is pressuring the two to get married. I mean Delgado's pregnancy is part of why they speed it up and as a show for younger kids they don't have to really get into emotional complexity... buuuuut it dosen't make it any less hilarous that all the muppets are wondering when this couple's going to get hitched already depsite being none of thier buisness.

Eventually Luis proposes, we get some planning and now it's time for the wedding.

Part 2: It's Your Wedding Day

So we get to the wedding, as everyone prepares: Maria's been so nervous she can't sleep while Luiz

Maria talks to linda, her bestie and just the best. Linda is kinda sorta dating bob, the og sesame street human and local teacher, the two even getting a mental duet about possibly getting maried and Linda catching the boquet. Both of these things go nowhere but given the two never married anyone else, I like to think they just had a quiet wedding officiated by kermit off screen.

Anyways everyone prepares for the wedding day with a big fucking musical number, as you should, and then has the wedding to one as the soon to be weds panic internally, the various adults and their relatives sing about how in love they are , and Oscar hopes fo ra fight because of course he does. Also elmo looks like Oscar slipped him about 80 ounces of cocaine because he is TRIPPING BALLS the entire cermony while panicking about dropping the rings.

Hey kids, just a life lesson if the garbage monster on your street offers you cocaine to help you relax before a wedding, don't take it. he's probably just wnatin ga laugh at your expense. Also just.. don't give 5 year olds cocaine. That's not a good thing to do. And don't shake them.. unless your Larry david then that sorta thing is just expected of you and you'll be dealt with later.

This message has been brought to you by popculturebuffet and the two penguins on my desk.

The wedding ends up working an dis beautiful. Also oscar the grouch somehow got a plus one, his girlfriend grungetta who i'm somehow just finding out exists. Oscar was getting it on the reg and not ONE of you fuckers thought it was a good idea to tell me. Good for him. A reception is held and everyone is happy... well almost everyone.

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

#seasame street #valentine's day #luis rodriguez #maria rodriguez #wedding #muppets #monthly muppets

[fandomfluffandfuck]

PUPPY WEREWOKF STEVE 😫😫😫😫😫 I AM DEVISTATED 😵🥴

related to this nsfw text post I reblogged

Yes yes yes yes

And me too honestly haha. I am devastated over thinking about werewolf puppy Steve who isn't in in rut or anything but is equally as dumb as he would be if he were in rut. Rut makes him as aggressive as he can get; which isn't that aggressive, he is still Steve, mostly it's primal growls, accidentally too hard grabs (meaning extra bruises on Bucky (not that he minds)) or too rough manhandling, and instinctive puppy bites on Bucky's shoulder and neck and ass and inner thighs as he fucks Bucky again and again, humping him, defiling him, until Bucky is wrecked and drooling. Until he's out of his mind, only knowing that Steve is on top of him and so deep inside of him, rutting and grinding and cumming until Steve's release is dripping right out of him, making a huge fucking mess over his trembling thighs and sensitive balls.

But out of rut, juuust on the cusp of a full moon so his wolf instincts are quicker to come out than normal, Steve is crimally easy to coax into being fuck-stupid.

Especially fuck-stupid when Bucky has his leash and collar on him, choking him a lil, the length looped around a tight fist and pulling back. Steve is on all fours this time. Leashed and on all fours...

It always leaves Steve's month hanging open, gasping for breath in the best way. His heavy, thick cock is drooling underneath him (drooling with both pre-cum but also lube and his own cum from before, when he started the night out by fucking Bucky and popping his knot in him first), his face is flushed, his muscles are all twitching, and his eyes are shut because when he had them opened they were nearly crossed. Fucked. Stupid.

And all the while Bucky keeps telling him he's a good puppy over his own panting breaths. Both of them are sweating like crazy. The air smells like sex and is humid, thick. Exhaustion digs into them. But its not over yet. The lust is too strong still, burning through them and not ready to cool until they're both nothing but ash...

Then evenually, at some point, when Steve is finally hoarse from all his loud, unabashed whining and moaning, Bucky will pull out to get a look at that pretty, twitching hole and slap Steve's hip to get his puppy to wag his tail- swaying his hips back and forth as Bucky's cum drips in rivers out of his hole after their multiple rounds.

It looks filthy.

His hole is puffy, pink, and fucking gaping.

Not having Bucky stuffing him full - mounting him like a stud would a bitch - will make Steve whimper, near tears, and start to squirm badly. His squirming is only gonna get worse though. Because Bucky is quick to shove his face right between those round, pretty cheeks and fuck his tongue into his hole, tasting his own cum but not swallowing any of it. Instead of swallowing it, he's gonna push it back into Steve's mouth, telling him to swallow it, teasing him by growling, you're such a messy puppy aren't you? as he holds his chin in one hand - smushing his plump lips together a little - so Steve has to look right at him with his blue eyes nearly all black and glazed over.

He's completely fucked-out and satisfied as he nods, discombobulated, but still chasing Bucky's mouth. Wanting all of the taste of him on his lips. Still hungry for more. Steve always wants to keep all of his cum- Steve blames the wolf instincts for breeding because he's not yet ready to admit he's that such of a slut for Bucky that he needs all of it. All of it; If it leaks out of his hole, it's wasted and he wants it in his mouth so he can swallow it down into his belly. He can't help it, sobbing and shaking, he is just so, so fucking gluttonous for everything Bucky will give him.

Uhhh

Anyway. Yeah. Werewolf puppy Steve. Many thoughts. Head full.

#asks #fandomfluffandfuck #bucky barnes #steve rogers #stucky #puppy steve #werewolf steve rogers #werewolf steve

[bittercandysweetrain]

Gojo x reader reprisal pt3

(Just a fair warning there is a bit of a nasty part not gore just icky)

Author's pov - the night remained silent with y/n fast asleep not to far from the students nothing seemed off about her not even her curse energy. Gojo stood outside looking around it was almost four am and he had been making many calls for any info about the farm and this woman. "you ran into y/n while she slept walk didn't you" tenzen said, as he slowly made his way over to gojo "Something like that" Gojo said "that girl is cursed ever since she was little bad things would happen to those around her I didn't want her to even stay here but I am her granduncle. her father has helped me out lots back then he spent every summer here." he mentioned gojo turned to face him "her parents passed away right? can you tell me more about all that" he asked. "well I would have to go back a little it started when she was born, her mother died giving birth to her. she had a tough pregnancy she was always sick. her father raised her for a little while until he met another woman a friend from work. she happily accepted y/n into her life but that was a mistake. her step mother and her father tried to have children she had 3 miscarriages and eventually when they did have a son at the age of two he drowned in the bathtub. her stepmother stepped away for two minutes and when she came back he was blue. it was devistating, her stepmother blamed her and cursed her after all she then found the rumor of y/n needing a break they all decided they would come out here get away from the city and on the way the car crashed her father and stepmother died and she was left untouched. rumors spread by the time she got here my neighbours were begging for her not to live here." Tenzen said "why did you accept her to live with you werent you scared?" gojo questioned "I was, but I got over that fear the land seems to be more affected than me." he said

as the hours passed Yuji, Nobara. and Megumi were woken up by y/n the house smelled of food and she walked out in an apron "I hope you all are hungry I made American-style breakfast." she said The teens were a bit confused after seeing what she was last night it was hard to see such a shift. she placed the plates on the table Yuji stared at the food it seemed normal. "it looks good" nobara said to be polite "Try it everything is fresh the eggs and bacon I even made the bread." y/n said walking back into the kitchen "don't touch that food" sukuna said "not that I wouldn't mind you getting sick after eating I don't want any part in trying to save your ass" sukuna said "what are you talking about it looks fine" Yuji said picking up the bacon Megumi quickly knocked it from his hand "don't touch it!" he shouted "what the hell man" Yuji said "look" megumi said staring at the meat black warms slowly started to crawl out, the yolk of the egg turned bloody. and the bread is moldy. "What the hell" Nobara covered her nose and mouth disgusted "We can't eat this Where is gojo" megumi asked looking around. "Gojo the man with the white hair he left" y/n said as she sat down at the table she cracked her neck as she settled in. Yuji's eyes widen when he seen her start to devour the food he wanted to gag did she not notice? "I've seen some disgusting curses before but this is just foul" sukuna commented y/n tilted her head leaning her arm on her knees she stared at yuji. "foul? your one to talk this is my home and you came here rudely you act, how dare you." she said Yuji megumi and Nobara all looked at each other as megumi turned to take a peak out the window something was off. "We didn't mean to disrespect you it's wrong just is city teens having no understanding as such." he said "we'll make it up how about we help you with the farming today" he said megumi noticed they were trapped in a spirit barrier. y/n smirked "I would like that" she said.

#jjk x reader #gojo x reader #jujutsu kaisen

[paperbagnotes]

This feels impossibly heart wrenching

It doesn’t even feel real

Lost all touch with reality?

Wtf does that even mean

I feel like I’m living my nightmare

Not sleeping

Napping only

Besides the point

It’s always kept super natural to me even when I didn’t even know yet what I felt or he feels for more

I still have no idea what makes him bleed

But srly, I ’m literally feeling bpd lately

Severely

Can’t tell what’s happening

Or how

Clearly not WHY even

I feel devistated constantly thinking my scale-

Me&my Life the world around me

It’s tipping

Because my love for you is so uneven

I am so desperate now to feel something equally, desperation never a good look on anybody

Weird

& creepy

It has never been the air I exhale or breathe in

The space I take up, never pushy, or.. grabby

It’s even more unbalancing

And unsettling to me

It really can’t be

It can’t be uneven

He has to just have way more self control than me

And I have more range of emotion carelessly

Because I wish I didn’t feel anything

Times like these I wish I want inside a body

Limiting

Allowing us to feel this, this gross devastation

Because I’m devastated who I love doesn’t love me??

Then I’m lying to myself to soothe the pain

By telling myself I don’t know anything

That he probably does love me

But it’s blasphemy

Feels like insanity

Anything I could say

The only truth is he doesn’t care enough to acknowledge me or how much he deeply effects me emotionally & physically

Not wanting to admit it for himself it seems even

[ibtisttime]

Deprived

Today marks exactly one year since my grandmother died. I remember it all so clearly, obviously, because it hasn't been that long.

I actually was living abroad at that time, and just got home from a beautiful vacation in one of my favourite hotels. I recived a call from my brother, informing me og what happenned, and of course without giving it a second thought I just rushed to the airport. Not because I was devistated of the news or anything. I just knew I had to be there for my mother. I just knew that if I didn't let her rely on me in a time like that, when will I ever be of use to her.

The news was very sad to me yes, even way harder than I imagined it would be. To be honest, I never was so close to my grandmother so I always expected to not be so affected by her death, but damn I was.

Still, I don't think it compares to how everyone else says they feel when losing a grand parent. It wasn't as hard for me as losing my cousin also, but still it was hard. And I did think of her often many many times after it.

About a month ago I went to visit my aunt. I did have a beautiful time there ans she brought up my grandma once. She told me how my grandma used to care for her and for her children so much. that she financially helped her and bought her many things, both for her and for her kids. I never knew about these things but I'm glad she did tell me. It mad remember how painful it was for me to have her as a grandmother.

I never so deeply thought of this but even her is root to many of my insecurities I believe. While she liked everyone else and held them dear to her.She never really cared for me. I remember younger me, about nine or ten years old, wondering why she wasn't as affectionate to me as she was to thers. I even thought it might be my problem, maybe I'm different? And so I tried to copy one of my cousins and went and layed my head on her lap, waiting for her to pat me, but she never did. of course she wouldn't.

I'm so sorry to my little self for making her do that. I wish I could pick her up from that lap that stiffenned because she was there and give her a hug. Giver her all the love she dereves. She was so tin and precious. They were all so unworthy of her.

All that grandmother did to me was compare me to others. always telling me how my haor isn't pretty, how my skin isn't a perfect coulour, how my manners aren't good. She would never miss to bring up how my much older cousin is doing way better than I am. and how I'll never be as good her, I'll always be behind.

I remember the day I finally got a big scholarship in a foreign country, and my mom going to inform her. She didn't like the news one bit. I could feel it, but I ignored it. Bet she wanted me to stay a loser my whole life, bet she wanted that cousin to achieve more than I did.

But I did it grandma, I became the best among both your children and your grandchildren. I became who everyone looks up to. How are you liking it now? I don't know, and I don't care to know. I just wish that maybe in a deep place inside your heart, you cared for me, even if only for a little bit. I will tell myself it was it and you only failed to show it. But always know, because of you, I was deprived of affection. wether you did have it for me or not.

[lovelife5traumadivorcedeath]

My ex ended up in prison, I was homeless with our youngest for a couple months. All thee of our children graduated from high school. We had 1 grandchild and 1 on the way. My son went to live with his grandma. I had relapsed after 18yrs clean, everyone and everything was gone.

I got phone calls from the ex over the next 8 years...I love you , then I hate you, I love you, I hate you. Then he told me he was filing for a divorce. Ugh. After 26+ years and 3 baby's and now 2 grandbabys......? I mean after all we had been through? I stood by him, I stood up for him, and just like that right before he is released from prison, divorced!? What a giant DICK! I was so pissed. The worst call ever, completely devistated.

The entire time he was gone he only called me if it was Father's day or his birthday and when he needed someone who loved him. I'd never seen him be so selfish, and self absorbed. I was clean and had been for years by then. This time I was and still am in therapy. I knew something wasn't right with him. For the life of me I could figure it out? Frustrating as it was I tried to be nice, he was mean. So weird, I was in therapy and I saw an article on her table...... "the narcissist blah blah". She let me take it home. I can not tell you how I felt, reading this was like reading a article of my life!! Sonofabitch.

So I was more serious about therapy and bettering myself, fixing my self. Trying to get rid of the garbage I've carried around for so long. I want to be healthy and happy, most of all I want peace. In 8 years I had changed so much. He had not.

I had a bit of a hard time at first when he was out. Let me be very clear, I know that I made my mistakes. I am not perfect by any stretch of the imagination. That said, my ex needed no help destroying our family and our entire world. He stole from me our children and many random victims to support his habit. He lied about me and to me. I still stood by him and I still stand by him. I want him to be happy and find peace as well.

He was my best friend when we were early teens, my boyfriend for 7 years then my husband. The father of my children we are not a blended family we have 3 children together and we worked very hard to get where we were. He worked his ass off sometimes 18 hrs in a day.

He broke his feet both at the same time in a motorcycle accident. Few years later after surgery and many pain pills. He went to our Dr. Asked for treatment and was told no. That was the beginning of the end.

#death of a child #overdose deaths #writing #divorce #grieving #mommy issues #narcissist #love diary #addiction #life after loss #life after divorce #life after death

[scoupssolo]

He’s got a ponytail 😭

#S.coups #scoups #svtgifs #kpopgfxnetwork #drm.pst #idolsincedits #mgroupsedit #ultkpopnetwork #caratblrclub #seventeen #seungcheol #svt #Cheollie #drm.gif #WHEN I TELL YOU I AM DEVISTATED #in the soop spoilers #gonna dedicate my whole life to ponytail cheol #gonna build him a shrine hes so damn adorable #pls long haor cheol come back my love

[with-love-from-hell]

Could you maybe write something about the MC flinching when the brothers raise their arm to do something? Like maybe they’re standing next to MC and the go to reach for something and then they flinch? If you don’t want to that’s okay! Hope you have a good day!

MC Who Flinches When the Brothers Raise Their Arms

Thanks for the request! I am going to do this one In the form of headcannons for how they react to this type of situation. Read under the cut

Genre: comfort, some slight angst

Written for GN!Mc

CW: implied history of physical abuse, spoilers for lesson 16+, unpolished

Lucifer

You were trying to reach something on a top of one of the high cupboards in the kitchen.

Lucifer sees this and finds it very funny.

Of course he will go help the puny human reach something on the top shelf, but he will be a smug jerk about it

He walks over to you and reaches above you to get the thing

You jolt out of the way and wince, as if you were afraid he was going to hit you

Oh no oh no oh no

Ok he KNOWS he traumatized you when he had attacked you but he didn't expect this reaction

He is very heartbroken that you still think he'd hurt you

Will clear out some of his schedule to spend more time with you- taking you out to dinner, going to shops, chillin' at the house, etc

He wants to make sure you get even more comfortable around him to prevent these types of reactions from happening again

But if it does, he will suck it up and ask you very gently about it.

He will absolutely hold your hands while you talk and validate everything you say.

Mans is trying his hardest to fix his mistakes but he understands they were BIG MISTAKES and they traumatized you

Still will do whatever it takes to make you feel comfortable.

Mammon

I strongly hc that Mammon is someone who talks with his hands A LOT.

So when he's just talking about some bs he's had to deal with from the witches he has pacts with and throws his hands up in exasperation, he doesn't really think about it

But you immediately threw up your own arms to shield your face

Mammon is DEVISTATED

He will collapse in front of you and beg you to tell him why you reacted that way

Did you worry he was going to hurt you??? Was it because of the stuff with his brothers??? Has someone else hurt you???

When you tell him, he will listen as attentively as possible and will probably cry

He will be super super cautious around you from now on and stops using his hands so much when he talks

Will absolutely become 120% attentive to your movements around others and if he sees you wince or flinch he will immediately grab your hand and squeeze to reassure you that you're okay

Levi

OH NO!

He had just beaten you ruthlessly in a racing game and was celebrating his victory when he saw you jerk away from him in fear.

Levi has NO IDEA what to do

He starts freaking out and thought that he accidentally did hit you at first

When he realizes he didn't, he is still worried about why you reacted that way

Figures its because he's just a yucky Otaku

He will try his best to pretend everything's fine later but will clearly be avoiding you

He goes to Lucifer to ask what the heck this could mean and when Lucifer explains it could be due to trauma his heart breaks

He will stop avoiding you and invite you over to his room more

Is also very careful of his movements from now on

I dont think Levi would ever directly ask, but he will be way attentive if you decide to talk to him about it of your own volition

Satan

He saw a stray fuzz on your face while you were reading with him in the library

Or well. He was more pretending to read while admiring your beauty and thinking of the ways to describe you in poetry

It probably wasn't that big of a deal but it was right in the center of your face and was distracting him from your lovely smile

He reaches to pluck it off. You notice his hands moving toward you and flinch

Oh...Oh...

He was hoping you weren't still afraid he would hurt you

Like hes very very sad and hates that you are scared of him, but he gets it.

He would go back to pretending to read and hide his shattered ego

You would probably notice his contorted features and ask what was wrong

He won't tell you at first but eventually would ask you flat out if you feared he would hurt you

When you talk to him about why you flinch when someone raises there arm he is very attentive.

He will also follow up questions and assess what he needs to do to prevent the reaction or to avoid triggering you

He is just happy to hear you still enjoy his presence tbh

Asmo

Oh hes crying.

Like. A LOT.

He was just so EXCITED to see you that he wanted to surprise you with a running-up-from-behind hug

He didn't expect you to scream out in terror and wince like you did

He will drag you back to his room and demand you tell him what happened to make you so jumpy and fearful

shower you with affection and compliments and validation when you tell him

He will hold back urges to do those types of hugs in the future, but that only means he won't run up from behind you.

Expect full force hugs from the front a lot more often

Beel

He was just stretching after his workout with you while y'all were rummaging around for food in the kitchen

Why did you jolt back like that???

He will stare at you, very confused.

This will def prompt you to tell him what about his actions caused that response

When you tell him why you tend to be jumpy when people raise their arms he will no longer feel hungry

He is now just sooooooo sorrowful.

Precious Beelie loves his family and to see you living with those remnants of pain hurts him so deeply

He will pull you into the tightest of hugs

Will also cuddle you pretty much the whole rest of the night and next day

He will be very wary of his movements and call out his brothers for their behavior if its something that could trigger you

He just loves you so much and hates to see you hurt. Omg.

Belphie

Belphie was trying to prank you by hiding in your closet and jumping out when you came in looking for something

Cowboy laughs at first bc his is an asshole who thinks pranks like this are funny

That is, until he noticed you are actually trembling in fear

Oh wow he will shut the fuck up real fast

He will be very gentle and apologize very sincerely, though understands if you dont want to forgive him

I mean...he was trying to scare you...just not like this

Will let you explain why you have that reaction if you want to tell him, but he won't force it out of you

He probably assumes its because of what he did to you.

And then he realizes he should have known better than to play this type of prank on you...

He will def be the one to buy you gifts and leave them in random spots of your room as an apology

Will also be sickeningly sweet to you for as long as he still feels guilty after this

Like he will still tease you, but not as relentlessly as before and it turns into more of a making-you-flustered type teasing than insults/roasts

#obey me #obey me! #obey me lucifer #shall we date: obey me #obey me asmodeus #obey me mammon #obey me swd #request #obey me leviathan #obey me satan #obey me beelzebub #obey me belphegor #obey me belphie #obey me beel #obey me asmo #obey me levi #imagines #headcannons #requests #obey me comfort #comfort #angst #obey me angst #obey me fic #obey me imagines #obey me headcannons

[peterparkers-bad-youtube-apology]

Hi wifey 💘 hope u are fine! I have a request- can u maybe write something where Tom and the reader have a fight and Tom says something that really hurts the reader🥺 just angst with fluff at the end

I'm sorry it took me so long to answer this wifey! I hope you're happy with it though! I love me some gut wrenching angst, love you xx

Long Distance

Pairing: Tom Holland x Reader

Warnings: angst, fighting

Summary: You’ve got some things to talk about when Tom gets home

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“You’re home late,” (y/n) hummed, watching as Tessa ran to greet Tom at the door.

“I told you, we stopped for dinner on the way home,” he smiled, scratching the dog's head affectionately.

“I didn’t realize you’d be out so late, I could have met up with you guys.”

“Oh no need for that love,” he dropped his bag on the floor before moving to greet her with a quick kiss, “I’d love to hop into bed with you right away darling but I’m in dire need of a shower so I will be right back.”

“Alright,” she pursed her lips for just a moment, “I’ll be here.”

“You can join me if you want,” he offered with a smirk.

She rolled her eyes, “You just said you're in dire need of a shower.”

“Oh shush, if I was that gross you would have noticed already,” he stuck his tongue out before disappearing behind the bathroom door, leaving her alone with Tessa again.

She sighed, settling back into bed while she waited for Tom to clean up. Of course she didn’t want to get mad at Tom on his first day home, but the annoyance had been slowly building over his whole trip. It had been constant missed calls and texts, half assed replies only coming hours later. He never reached out to her unprompted, he seemed distracted on call, and then, to top it all off, he’d showed up hours later than he was supposed to, only telling her that he was grabbing food.

Tom left the bathroom, a towel hanging off his hips as he pulled one of the dresser drawers open, “Where are your jammies?” he frowned.

“Oh I rearranged the clothes, yours are in the top two and mine are in the bottom.

“Oh…” he pulled out some sweats and began changing, “I liked having them all together, then my clothes smell like you and yours smell like me, it’s nice for when I go away, reminds me of you,” he flashed her a smile, but it fell when he looked back at her, “What?”

“Doesn’t seem like it's a very good reminder.”

“What? Darling of course it is, it makes me feel at home, and that little piece of you is really comforting to me,” he sat at her feet, “You’re upset with me.”

She nodded, “Yeah, but I know you’re tired, we can talk about it tomorrow.”

“No, no, we can talk about it now, I figured we’d stay up for a bit anyway. Besides, it’s not good to go to bed angry,” he kissed her hand before crossing his legs, “Tell me what’s on your mind love.”

“Okay,” she took a deep breath, “I just felt like we hardly talked while you were gone and that really bugged me. I mean I understand that you were busy doing press and everything, but I felt like I was really on the back burner.”

“Love I called you every opportunity I had, and I warned you I wouldn’t have much free time, this is a big film, there’s lots to be done.”

“I understand that Tom, but I know you didn’t call me every chance you got because you never called me unprompted. I mean the whole time you were gone I only heard from you after I reached out, and I was lucky if I got a reply on the same day. Then you come home hours late, you don’t tell me where you are, you don’t invite me out with you, I mean I’m your girlfriend Tom.”

“I’m sorry you feel that way darling but I put my best effort in here, I don’t know what you want me to say, I was just busy. And I’m sorry I was late getting home but we’d been flying all day, we were hungry, we stopped for dinner, it wasn’t like I was avoiding coming home or something.”

“No but you didn’t invite me, and I’m not saying we need to do everything together, but when you're gone for a whole month I wanna feel like you're excited to see me when you come home.”

“I am excited to see you!” he laughed, cupping her face in his hands, “You can ask anyone darling, I was buzzing the whole way home, they couldn’t get me to shut up about you.”

“It doesn’t matter what you say to other people Tom,” she groaned, pushing his hands away, “I know I’m being petty here but you didn’t even want me at the airport, in fact you told me not to come because the traffic would be annoying and you’d be home at 8 anyway, and then you weren’t. Don’t you understand why that makes me feel unwanted?”

“Airports irritate you, I just wanted to save you the trip,” he defended, “I really am sorry it’s been such a rough month darling, but you could have let me know a lot sooner too. You know you can always come visit when I’m away, and if you really wanted me home right away all you had to do was tell me.”

“It’s not that simple Tom, I have my own things going on, I can’t just fly across the world because you’re too busy to take two seconds to text me back. And the point is that I want you to want to come home to me. I don’t want to have to tell you I want you to come home, I want you to do it because you want to see me as much as I want to see you.”

“Darling I know it’s not that easy but you knew what you were getting into with this relationship.”

“I knew that I was getting into long distance, but that doesn’t mean we don’t talk.”

“I wasn’t ignoring you, it’s hard for you to understand what it’s like but I was busy all day, everyday. Whenever I wasn’t working I was sleeping, I got back to you whenever I could, and I’m sorry that that wasn’t as frequent as you would have liked, but you weren’t the only thing on my mind.”

“I wasn’t on your mind at all, evidently.”

Tom sucked in a sharp breath, rising from his seat to cross his arms, “Is that what you think?”

“That’s what you made clear with your actions,” she retorted.

His jaw was locked, his cheeks flushed red with anger, “I can’t spend less time away (y/n), and I can’t always put you at the top of my priority list. It just comes with the job and if you can’t handle that you’re welcome to leave.”

“Leave?” she repeated, in shock that the words had actually left his mouth.

He nodded, confirmed she’d heard correctly, “If you’re not happy you can leave.”

She pushed herself off the bed, shaking her head in disbelief as she approached the dresser, “Fine.”

He stayed quiet for a moment, watching as she began tossing clothes onto the bed. The anger seemed to flood away in an instant, “What are you doing?”

“Leaving.”

“Darling wait,” he sighed, “Don’t do that. Let’s sit down again.”

“You told me to leave, so I’m leaving,” she snapped back.

“I didn’t say that,” he groaned, grabbing her hands as he moved in between her and the dresser, “Please stay.”

“I’m telling you that I miss you!” she snapped suddenly, tears starting to prick at the corners of her eyes, “That I need you! A-And I need you to know that you love me when you’re gone, not just when you’re here. Why is that too much?”

He froze, a wave of guilt washing over him in an instant, “It’s not darling, not at all. I got defensive, I’m sorry.”

She sat back down on the edge of the bed with a sigh, “You didn’t just get defensive, you told me to leave.”

“I didn’t mean it like I wanted you to leave,” he tried to explain, “But if you aren’t happy with me then you should leave, as much as that would absolutely kill me.”

“I am happy with you Tom, the happiest I’ve ever been,” she squeezed his hand.

“I’m my happiest with you too,” he pursed his lips, “I’m sorry sweetheart, I shouldn’t have snapped at you like that. It just hurt to come home and immediately get told I’ve been being such a shitty boyfriend.”

“You haven’t been, that’s not what I was trying to imply either. I just need you to put in a little more effort next time you're away. I know it’s hard and you're busy, but I’m not asking you to sit by your phone every second of the day. I just need to know that you miss me too.”

“I do miss you, just…” he trailed off, sighing as he tried to put his words together more calmly, “It’s not easy being away. I mean I do all these press events all day and I get back totally wiped and I’ve got to stay in another hotel all alone. It used to be a lot easier to do that when I didn’t have you to come home too. I never felt like I was missing out on anything before, and now I feel like I’m missing all these moments with you. I try really hard to bury those emotions so I can be happy and do all the interviews and what not.”

“Why couldn’t you just talk to me about it?”

“I would have been a mess if I spent all day dragging on and on about how much I missed you, I had work to do, it was easier to bury it,” he sighed again, “I don’t know darling, I didn’t realize I was hurting you, I was just trying to get it all done so I could come home and be happy again.”

“Okay…” she set her head on his shoulder, “I know maybe it makes it harder for you, but just promise you won’t do that to me next time.”

“Of course not love, I’d never do anything I knew would hurt you,” he kissed her head before nuzzling his nose against her hair, “There won’t be a next time, I won’t go away again.”

“Tom that is not what I want, it’s your job, it’s okay that you have to leave sometimes.”

He shook his head, “It’s not okay if it hurts us, that’s a risk I won’t take. So I won’t go away again unless we’re going together, at least not until I’m sure you know exactly how much I love and appreciate you.”

She peaked up at him before pressing a kiss to his cheek, “Thank you Tom.”

“You’re welcome,” he squeezed her tight against his chest again, “I’m sorry for snapping at you earlier. I’d be fucking devistated if you ever left darling.”

“I would never leave,” she assured, “Ever.”

“Me neither,” he hummed, “You and me is the only thing I’ll ever want.”

“Me too,” she closed her eyes, snuggling into his side like she’d been dreaming of doing for a whole month, “You wanna go to bed now?”

He nodded, “There’s nothing I’d like more.”

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[chocominnie]

One Last Time 02  —  Pjm. (M)

⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader

⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst

⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…

⇢ Song : xxxxx

⇢ Previous : 00   01

⇢ Word Count : 

⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!

⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken

⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?

Your eyes shoot open, chest heaving heavily as you let out a blood curdling scream. Not this again. The same dream over and over again each night. It leaves you sleepless. The time on the clock on your nightstand reads 3:04 am. Just only four hours ago is when you fell asleep. But a full night’s sleep hasn’t happened for a year so why would it matter anyways.

Once you catch your breath you unplug your phone from the charger and read some of the notifications. From your window, the night-time critters sing their songs along with the persistant owl that’s somewhere around the apartment complex. You’d only noticed him, the owl, just a few months ago when your cat started meowing with his hoots. 

A missed call from your uncle. 

Immediately you unlock your phone and dial the number. Bringing your index finger to your mouth you gently nip on it waiting for it to answer, The rings are agonizing to you. If something has happened you only wish and pray it wasn’t as bad as you think. He’s the only parental figure left in your life.

‘‘ Princess! Hello I was just calling to speak to you earlier. But I realized you are five hours ahead of me and you had probably went to sleep.’‘

His soothing voice calms your emotions making you let out a tiny breath of air. Thank god.

‘’Hey Charlie.” You sigh. Looking towards your left, you spot Clara purring quietly next to you. You can’t help but to smile while bringing a hand over to rub her head with your thumb.  She’s so small under the shining moonlight from your window.

Her white coat shines brightly amongst her, making you remember the first night you had brought her home. All she did was sleep, and it worried you because you had no prior expierence caring for anything, let alone a small animal. Clara only drank kitten milk and slept back then. Occasionally being awake enough to nip at your fingers whenever you pet or touched her.

Now she’s a bit bigger and walks around the apartment like she owns the place. Quite the little attitude she has, but its too damn cute for you to scold her whenever she does something wrong. 

“ Yes I did fall asleep from after a gathering at someone’s house.’’ You continue on, bringing your knees to your chest after opening the curtain of your window fully.

The moons brightness illuminates the entire room, but not so bright for you to complain though. ‘’ Oh- was it Jimin’s? Tell him I said hell-’’

You bite your lip hard at his name. He doesn’t know and you wont even dare to let him know. Knowing him, your uncle would have a fit and oppose to come back to Seoul to ‘set the record straight.’ to Jimin. That’s the last thing you want to do, cause trouble.

‘‘ It was his brother’s house warming party.” You say, lowering your tone in your voice. You look at the nightstand for a couple of seconds just before opening the top drawer of the wooden, polished piece. Your hands shakily pull out a picture of you two together.

It was taken at  Marne-la-Vallée, France right infront of Cinderella’s castle. That was the day that you and Jimin had to went to Disneyland in Paris, France. You cant help but to think, with the picture in hand, that it was one of the best nights ever. It was also the same night your virginity was taken.

‘‘ Oh.. I know that tone. Are you two arguing at the moment.”

You shrug, “ I mean you could say that.’’

No you cant.

‘‘ Alright alright I won’t talk more of him. Let’s change the subject.” He chuckles deeply into the phone.

‘‘ How’s Europe? Anything new happening on base?”

‘‘ Same old Same old. It’s been what? 2 years since I’ve left Seoul? The food is different over here. They don’t have kimchi pancakes sadly.”

You can only imagine the frowny face he makes at you whenever he doesn’t approve or like something. It always turns out to be funny.

You giggle into the phone shaking your head slightly, “ Of course. You are in Europe Charlie. Where are you getting food from anyway if you are on base?’’

‘‘ I can go off base to a certain mileage when I am off duty. I just have to report back in time. But you do know that you can always come live on base with me...’ He trails off.

Oh boy. Here he goes. He’s always talking about moving you on base with him. Hell, he’s been talking about it since before he had to go to be based in Europe. By then you were twenty years old and old enough to live by yourself. Growing up in Daegu, Korea since you were six, you felt as if Korea was home to you and you definately weren’t ready to leave yet.

Especially, after losing your parents here. Around eight years old, your aunt and mother were on the way to pick up your father from the airport. With your mom and dad also being military and based in Korea with your dad’s bestfriend, your uncle Charlie, your father had been called to take military leave to go and be based in Korea for the National Guard.

On the way back from the airport, a drunk driver had struck the car knocking them off the road and colliding head first into the railing of the bridge. All bodies were reported dead upon collision, including your aunt. Charlie didn’t take the news well at all, and so did you. Only eight years old and still a bit new to a foreign country. It was devistating for you and Charlie. Charlie did what was right and stepped up to be your legal guardian while taking some time off from the military. Till this day, he treats you like his sacred little daughter and you can’t ask for anyone better than him.

 “You are old enough to live on your own and housing is avail-”

You jump at his voice on the line again, being too spaced out from the tragic memory. Before he can go on any longer you cut him off. ‘‘ Im fine with the apartment you left me. Im paying the bills on time and taking good care of it.”

‘‘ Alright fine. But that option is always available you hear me? I will always be ready for you to come with me.’’

‘‘ Okay Charlie” You groan.

‘‘ Alright.. sweetie it’s getting late on this side and it’s already 3 am on your side. Get some sleep okay? Don’t you have a model shoot thingy or something? You have those a lot.’‘

‘‘ Yes i actually do in a couple of hours. It’s been a while since I’ve did a shoot. Please eat and sleep well. Don’t injure yourself.’‘

‘‘ I promise. You promise to do the same right?’‘ He says, rustling movements are in the background.

‘‘ Yes I promise. Good night sleep tight..’‘ You smile as you wait for him to finish the rest.

He chuckles one last time on the other end, ‘‘I’ll always love you, goodnight‘’

Beep Beep Beep

You in a racy light pink lingerie with white duvets and sheets is the concept of your comeback. It’s supposed to symbolize the “Night After’’. Camera’s click and directors yell and praise you in your subtle yet damaging moves and facial expressions. You want.. no need for this comeback to be successful. Not only did your manager schedule this, but she is making sure that they release this same very day.

Nobody in this company’s industry has ever did this before. But you, you are sort of the special one. The special foreigner as they say. It’s not like you don’t like it but you don’t like that they label you as that. Stylists, employee’s hell even anybody who works there treat you as a princess. It’s not bad, but it’s just weird.

‘‘ One last one. Give me a sexy yet innocent look mama.’‘ Elliot, the director says, smiling wide at you.

You slip a finger into your mouth and do a little pout with your lips.

Elliot busts out into a roar of happiness with his hands clapping furiously. ‘‘That’s it mama yes! That’s just what we needed!’‘

Adjusting his microphone earpiece, he turns around to greet and thank everyone, ‘‘ Alright everybody this concludes our shooting! You all worked so hard today. Make it home safe, eat well.’‘

Finally. You sigh out in relief and close your eyes. It’s been a long day. Almost 6 hours of shooting. Three Videos, and five swap outfits for each session of shooting for the ‘’ Night After’’.  As everyone heads out and starts cleaning up you bow your head slightly and thank them.

A stylist brings you a satin robe to cover yourself in. You thank her and put it on just before getting up from the bed and walking towards wardrobe. Once you are done putting on your clothes, your manager leads you straight out the exit. Outside awaits the car that drives you everywhere. Literally everywhere.

‘‘ Tomorrow somebody has put in a special request for you to appear as the main lead girl in their music video. It’s short notice and I told them I would have to bump some things around and notify you. But they are paying us and you good money to be in it.’‘

Money? Sounds like a plan.

‘‘ It’s fine. Who am I shooting for?’‘ You say, fluffing your hair just a little while inspecting yourself in the rear view mirror.

Your makeup is still intact with no ruins and the contacts they had given you suited you very well. A hazel with a slight bit of teal. Suddenly the car moves off into the busy streets of Seoul. You can’t help but to notice every couple that walks along the sidewalks. They seem so happy, glad to be around each other.

On the floor of the car lies your little mini backpack filled with all of your items and belongings. Picking it up, you begin to dig through it looking for some hand lotion to soothe your semi-dry hands. Once you find it you gently start to squeeze the tube.

‘‘ Kim Namjoon.’‘

You freeze. Namjoon? The same Namjoon from the group? Joonie? It’s been well… a year since you’ve seen him in person. Hell since you’ve seen all of Bangtan Sonyeondan together. Except for lastnight when Hoseok and.. that guy showed up.

You sigh already knowing the answer from the question you are about to ask.

‘‘ From…?’‘ You ask then put the lotion back in your bag. Slowly you rub your hands together to moisturize.

Your manager quickly flips through the daily planner, ‘‘ Bangtan Sonyeodan but this is for one of his mixtape songs.’‘

Thank goodness.

‘‘ That’s fine. What time will the car be arriving tomorrow?’‘

‘‘ 8 am on the dot. You need to be there by 8:30. I’ll be tending to one of my other models tomorrow so you will be alone. I can send som-’‘

‘‘ No no it’s truly okay. I know how to manage things myself. Besides, I learn from you.’‘ You reassure her with one of your winning smiles, laying your head on her shoulder.

‘‘ Aigoo what am I going to do with you?’‘

The day ends very well. The movies you’ve been watching have kept you occupied. But not occupied enough for you to keep crying at all the sad parts in the chick flicks. Breakups, someone had died, someone had even just spilled something onto the floor and that was enough to send you into tears.Only because when the main lead boy rushed to help clean it up, it reminded you of Jimin last-night helping Isabel.

‘’What is going on with myself.’’ You blow your nose into a tissue for what seemed like the thousandth time today. Clara lets out one of her meows beside you then goes back to grooming herself.

You place her onto your lap and begin to run your fingers through her fur over and over again. Such a soothing effect to you as you stare into space sulking in your thoughts.

Why is it that you weren’t enough for him? Why is it that every single little thing reminds you of him? You gave him your all and he gave you his but what happened? Where did you go wrong? Cooked, cleaned, satisfied his needs. You guys had even started to plan out what you wanted out of a family. When you wanted a baby and what you would name it. It was fun. The whole relationship was fun. Right until that scandal.

Ding.. Ding.. Ding.. DI-

You unlock your phone immediately to stop that annoying dinging noise. Not surprisingly it’s a text from Jeon Jungkook.

Kookie : Im coming over I’ll be there in exactly 3 minutes.

Kookie: Don’t think about leaving either.

Kookie: Im bringing someone with me.

Kookie: We need to have a serious talk babycheeks.

You roll your eyes at the nickname he’s given you. No matter how many times you tell him you want him to change it, he declines. There’s no point in asking anymore.

Why would he want to talk anyways and who is the person he’s bringing. Eh.. it might just be Ryan they seem to do everything together as a team.

As soon as you step foot out of your bed the sound the door clicking makes your head shoot up. How in the living hell does he know the password to your house? Rage takes over you. That’s something that you hate. When people invade your personal space. In this case, personal home.

‘‘ Jeon fucking Jungkook!’‘ You scream, abruptly stomping your feet all the way to and out your bedroom door. Suddenly you stop at the sight of the two faces staring back at you.

Jungkook’s expression holds a concerned yet upset face while the other just stands there calm and cool. But you on the other hand are way besides that level.

Your eyes must be filled with rage and the expression on your face is no good. How dare he disrespect you like that? Bringing him into your home, knowing the bad blood between you two. Oh, they both have something coming towards them. You begin to walk to them again making each step make the floor shake.

‘‘ Get out. Both of you. One you invade my personal private home..’‘

You grab both boys by their collars, making sure to grip the one on the right’s harder than usual. ‘‘ Two, you fucking invite him over here.’‘ You drag each of them towards the exit. Which is going good until Jungkook rips your hands away from his shirt and takes you over his shoulder.

You’ve had enough of him and his invasive ways. Pounding on his back with your fists, you make sure to scream into his ear. “ Put me the fuck down Jeon Jungko-”

You hiss at the stinging sensation on your ass. Did he just? Jimin stands there awkwardly rubbing the back of his neck. You make sure to make eye contact with him and roll your eyes. Something that always had and will piss him off.

‘‘ Hush. I told you all of us needed to have a deep talk about you.’‘

Jungkook plops your frail body onto one side of the couch in which he sits next to you. He motions for Jimin to come sit across from the both of you but you aren’t having it.

‘‘ Don’t you do it.” You glare at him. Jungkook sighs harshly only to pluck your forehead two times. You whine and rub it with your index and middle finger.

Jungkook shakes his head in disapproval, ‘‘ When are you ever going to learn? Jimin sit down now.”

‘‘ Truthfully.. I feel as though I shouldn’t be here so-”

“ Good. Get out you are unwanted.” You snap back causing him to give you one of his long stares with no facial expression at all.

Jungkook glares at you just before getting up to throw his hands in the air full of disappointment. “ Enough! “

Yelling. Something else you don’t like to hear being done at yourself. You finally sit still and quite avoiding any eye contact with the both of them.

He sits back down and clears his throat. Jungkook gives Jimin a look before continuing on.

‘‘ I gathered us here to talk about you..”

‘‘ Why. Im fine. How many times do I have to say it. Im fine im fine im fine im fucking fine!’‘ You exclaim, getting more mad by the second. When will people accept this?

‘‘ Baby.. ’‘

Your eyes shoot up to him and his soft voice. You didn’t want to but you did because his voice to you is like candy that melts into your mouth.

‘‘ Don’t call me that. You have a girlfriend at-least be loyal to her rather than what you did to me.’‘

‘‘ Fuck is anybody going to just sit here and listen? Can we at-least get to the source of the problem? Huh?’‘ Jungkook leans back into the couch clearly pissed by your attitude.

Jimin’s the first to speak and holds a firm eye contact with you, almost daring you to break away from it.

‘‘ Fine. Im just going to cut straight to it then. Why are you so jealous? You aren’t okay at all. I seen the way you looked at us yesterday. You wanted to break down so bad but you didn’t. It looks like you’ve been dropping weight day by day why aren’t you eating well?’’

You’re taken a-back by his jealous comment. Although you are you just cannot admit it. You are jealous. You do want him back. You cant bear to see him with another girl but you. But the fact that Jimin is concerned makes you really hope. Just hope that there is something left of you still in his heart.

‘‘ Jealous? Jealous tuh.” You scoff, leaning into Jungkook’s arms where you rest his head on your chest. You only do this just to see Jimin’s reaction and by the look on his face he doesn’t enjoy that move one bit.

‘‘ Yes jealous. I mean why else would you put almond extra-

‘‘ Woah. No need to go there. We established that it was a so called accident lastnight.” Jungkook does finger quotes into the air and looks down at you.

You lift your head up and furrow your eyebrows in annoyance, “ So called? So you really believe that I did it on purpose. Wow Jungkook. Escort yourself out.’’

He sighs, wrapping his arms around you securly in hopes of you settling down a  little, “ Honestly it’s not like that. I wasn’t there to see you bake them nor was I watching her eat it. Im just saying that you knew Jimin was coming and obviously his girlfriend was going to come too. It’s a little sketchy is all.”

There’s no fixing what he said. Him adding onto his explanation just made things sound worse than what he’s trying to say. You don’t have time to be ganged up on, nor like it at all. It’s best if they both just leave, to not turn nothing into something.

‘‘ Get out. Now. Before I call and tell Ryan what you said and then she’ll definitely deal with you.’‘ You say, removing yourself from off of him and onto the other side of the couch with your legs crossed.

Mad isn’t even the word to describe yourself right now. You’re just a mixture of all emotions.

Jungkook now looks of sorriness written all over his face. You bite your lip and shake your head while pointing towards the door. He sighs heavily and takes one last look at you while removing himself from the couch. You watch him slip on his coat and shoes.

Jimin gets up from his spot on the couch, ‘‘ I’ll be leav-”

‘‘ Sit down we aren’t done talking.” 

He looks at you with his eyebrows furrowed, sitting back down slowly.

Jungkook keeps his head down as he wraps his blue scarf around his neck. Poor baby, but he shouldn’t of said it. “Please better yourself and talk it out with each-other. Im leaving.”

‘‘ Make it home safely.. Kookie.” You sigh once the door closes behind him. Now you’re here. Face to face with Park Jimin.

The same Jimin who cheated on you. The same Jimin you haven’t seen in a while. You take a few moments to take in his appearance. He seems to have re-gained his muscles that are peaking through his black, longsleeve shirt. His thighs are still thick, just like his luscious lips. Of course he changed his hair color to black. But who knows, he might change it again.

‘‘ You’ve been doing well?’‘ You say, voice low but enough for him to hear. You drop your eyes to your lap instead of keeping intact with his.

‘‘ Yes. But you have not. Im disappointed in you. Why are you doing this to yourself? Don’t do this because of me.”

‘‘ Jimin you don’t know the feeling. You don’t know how it feels to be left wondering why you weren’t good enough for someone. Why they had cheated on you. You don’t understand at all and wont ever.’‘ Your voice cracks on the last sentence and you an feel the lump in your throat become sore.

He bites his lip unsure of what to say next. Those words had hit him good inside. ‘‘ Im sorry. I truly am. But you know the reason why we had to end it. I fucked up bad and the media was making the scandal bigger and messier day by day. It was better to just call it off.’‘

One by one your tears start to drop. You nose begins it’s running trip but you sniffle it back up.

‘‘ You could of denied it. You know you could of made a statement and denied it. But you felt something for her didn’t you? Didn’t you?’‘ You semi-yell, sobs already starting to take it’s way over.

He bites his lip once again and ruffles his fingers through his hair, “ Baby..’’

You wipe your tears with your hands making your face even more puffy from the crying. “ I am jealous. I am I admit it Jimin. But do you know i have been suffering for one year and two months? I can’t sleep at night because im so used to your touch at night. I look at every couple in Seoul and think to myself, Dang they seem so happy. What’s their secret?’’

Jimin sits up, making eye contact with you with tears welling up into his eyes. It hurt’s you more than yourself to see him crying. It always has.

‘‘ Please don’t do that. Don’t do this to yourself. Please get help from someone to try and move on. Please. I don’t like to see or hear you make yourself suffer.’ He begs, getting up from his seat and coming towards you.

Jimin sits next to you, hesitantly opening his arms up to you. Would it be wrong to embrace him? He’s being too sincere, but thats what you want right? You decide to just do it, and lean into him only for him to pull you in closer into his chest.You just lay there crying and sobbing while he runs his fingers through your hair. You shouldn’t be doing this. He has a girlfriend. But it feels so right.

‘‘ What does she have that I don’t? Why couldn’t you love me the same way you love her “  You cry into his chest, soaking his shirt with your tears. 

You’d been waiting for this moment to just let it out. Let everything out.

‘’ Please don’t make this harder than what it is right now. Just try and forget me and move on. Please.” Hypocritcal. How does he expect you to get over him when he’s the one whos holding you so tight right now. Soon enough his sniffles join yours in harmony.

You raise your head up and look him deep into the eyes while you wipe away his tears, “ Don’t cry Jimin. I’m the one supposed to be crying over you. Don’t cry.’’

He takes your hand away from his face and wraps his fist ontop of yours, “Please promise me you will move on okay?’’

You shake your head no, “ I can’t make that promise.”

He doesn’t say anything. He gently cradles you in his arms and lifts you up. You don’t think to where he is going. You just close your eyes and grab onto his shirt firmly not wanting to let go.

Soon enough you feel the cold sheets over your bed. He covers you in the duvet and leans down to your forehead.  A kiss. Your fist is still locked onto his shirt in which he tries to pry it away but you don’t want to let him go. He sighs and raises his arms up as he takes off the shirt revealing an extra plain white wife beater under it. Taking your other hand, he wraps your hand into another fist onto the shirt to where both of your hands are holding onto it.

‘‘ Please better yourself for me baby. Sleep and eat well. “

Is all he says before turning off the lights and walking out your bedroom door.  You can hear him putting on and zipping up his heavy coat but you just don’t make a sound.

The apartment door clicks and beeps letting you know he’s already gone.

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[messinwitheddie]

I was at a fancy grocery store & contemplated on what to get from the bakery. It was a hard choice since their stuff is really good. Then I laid eyes on a key lime pie & instantly remembered Kii's nickname of My little Pie Slice. And that's how I got to eat key lime pie for the 1st time in forever.

(I've never actually tried key lime pie either. Was it good? :D

Fun fact, I had originally wanted to name tallest Kii "Kiwi", but I didn't think it quite fit her personality. Simply "Kii" sounded more menacing somehow XD.

But because I am sentimental, your bakery journey inspired me to write this (and I apologize if it's bad; I haven't written anything in forever...)

Planet Irk

MANY millenia in the past.

A seemingly never ending battle scene commenced.

Deep below the war torn surface,

A densely populated hive-nation bustled about their daily routines as normal in a desperate attempt to distract themselves from the ever looming threat of a devistating military defeat/ bloody enemy takeover.

An old service drone woman kept to herself in the back of a public transit vessel, carefully going over two shopping lists; one a long supply/ grocery list for the smeetery the other her personal grocery list. She was short and twiggy with a rather boxy face covered in exhaustion wrinkles. Despite this, her round purple eyes shimmered with a sense of hopefulness.

She felt change in the atmosphere; big change.

Hours earlier she and her coworkers had said their farewells and best wishes to the last batch of smeets trusted in their care. They left the smeetery for the surface to start their journey to adulthood as newly enlisted cadets in basic training. The next mass swarm would be sent to the smeetery shortly after the fertility festival success results. It was always a bittersweet but rewarding occasion.

She took comfort knowing she had gotten her smeets that far even though she knew none of them would bother to contact her again. None of them had before except for one. Her then little pie slice, now a towering active general, always returned to visit her when a retreat was called.

At the station the transit vessel screeched to a stop. A wave of drones pushed through the doors. Many of them marched towards the shopping/ dining district.

The old woman approached the hive's grand mess hall. She showed the door drone her vouchers. He gave her a grocery cart and waved her entrance.

Inside the air smelled delicious. The food service drones and frylords alike were hard at work. Several clerk drones greeted her. They offered her free samples. She avoided the hospitality as politely as possible. She had a mission to complete and a smeetery to report back to after all.

She made her way through the maze of food. She loaded her cart full, humming a marching tune. On her way to check out a tall, heavy set drone in a stained apron grabbed her shoulder. "Portions have been cut since the lean period started. Ingredients are limited and so are the snacks."

"This isn't for just me. I'm filling the smeetery's pantry." She informed him, flashing the emblem stamped on her chest pak.

"OH" He backed away, lowering his antennae in embarrassment. "I-I didn't know."

An even larger drone came up behind him, swatting him with a large spoon. "Now you know! Mind your business, rookie! Get back to the ovens!"

"Yes, my frylord! My apologies!"

The woman couldn't help but giggle as he scurried away. The frylord turned to her, lowering his spoon. "That's my apprentice; it's his first official week in my kitchen." He explained. "Trying too hard to go by the books. Sorry, Kiz."

"It's alright." She smiled beneath her courtesy face mask. "Woke me up if nothing else."

"It's been a year already, hu?"

Kiz nodded. "Feels like much longer."

The frylord sighed. "Tell me about it. I caught some of the broadcast earlier. Didn't hear her name on the casualty list. Congratulations."

"She's due home today I'm so excited!"

"The pretzels are fresh." He instinctively informed her. "I've been baking pies all morning if you want a slice of key lime for yourself. It's your favorite."

"Maybe next trip." Kiz declined. "My little big smeet deserves her favorite snack after a long grueling victory."

"Treat yourself; I insist. She's a general now; taller than me. What makes you so sure she will bother to come back to you now that you're nobody height to her?"

"Because she always comes back to visit me no matter what. She always will, even after she is measured tallest one day she will visit her coddle drone for snacks and a nice chat."

The frylord let out a booming laugh. "General Kii will be measured our next tallest, you think?"

Kiz nodded. "I know it."

"You need to retire if you're this delusional. That bitter old tyrant will never give you, me or Kii the satisfaction of dropping dead!" He inhaled to laugh again when the blasting alarm of an emergency news broadcast drowned him out. The hive's announcer appeared on the teleprompter overhead.

"Attention! Cease all activity! Chaos on the warfront! Tallest Tarragon has fallen in violent coup!! Cease all activity and await further orders!!"

Kiz smiled. She knew it was finally her little pie slices's time to shine.

#invader zim #past tallest #au #pre #control brains #oc #kii #kiz

[popculturebuffet]

Thomas and Friends Series 4 Retrospective Part 1: Back on the Rails (Commissioned by Lachey V)

Hello all you silly engines and welcome back to my look at Thomas and Friends

Granted unlike my venture bros retrospective which is going on...

Since I made a new chapter thanks to near endless delays, this one was simply on hiatus to make way for it's sister series Tugs. During my Tugs Sabatical we saw 10 minutes of watery explosions, attempted military massacres, piracy, gangsters, and undertakers wanting an old boat to rest.. in.. pieces. That they scavanged. It was a fun ride, having similar pacing to thomas but not that. Now we're back to the mothership though, and while boats were exploding, the OG chugged on and it's budget was only increasing with better puppets and more success. And there was only one thing to do with that money

And after that use said money to finally adapt the remaining railway series books. As a refresher a bunch of the books coudln't be adapted because they starred narrow gage engines, i.e. smaller engines that would've been way too expensive to produce let alone make expressive enough on the early seasons budget. So now they had the money, it was an easy decision to just adapt those books.

The problem was while the decision was easy the actual trains were like living in a living nightmare: they broke down easily, the face mechanics often froze , and they had to create smoke around them as they coudln't smoke naturally.

As a result though the first half of the season focuses not on our main crew of stupid train children but an entirely NEW crew of stupid train children the other train children tell stories about at night. At first I was excited.... but then I realized I had to try and keep track of an entirely NEW set of trains that not only still mostly had red, green or blue colors but size aside STILL didn't look all that diffrent from the mainline trains. OH and two fo them have TWO sets of names

The good news at least is that while the trains are all new they at least usually come in pairs or get pretty detailed backstories so while I forget the names still, it's still easier to keep track of them. I'll also say the amount of introductions brings variety back to the series again, something it kinda needed. It's still mostly stupid train children fuck up or get fucked up by trucks, but the fuck ups at least are caused due to new interactions and not gordon being the worst.... most of the time. So let's see whose new, whose old but also new and who gets turned into a generator and dies.

Granpuff/Sleeping Beauty The framing device for these first two appearnces is simple enough: Thomas and friends can't sleep one night, so thomas tells them the story of Duke, an elderly gage engine and his co workers Peter Sam and Sir Handel. They are refered to as Stuart and Falcon here and i'm torn between the fact this is a very nice touch (as engines like being renamed).. and the facts that this is both annoying for me to remember, which is a me problem, and that arbitrarily renaming beings that already have names seems entirely fucked up.

The story itself is charming for the most part: Peter and Handel tease the older more cautious Duke, but slowly bond with him and are devistated when he has to be put away when the railway is closed. Thankfully unlike tugs, instead of being sold for parts Duke is simply kept in storage and goes into the Odinsleep till he can be found again. Unthankfully.. another engine on the line is not that lucky. After tugs I wasn't fully convinced Thomas would ever match the sheer brutality i'd witnessed in the first batch alone. Well i'm as scared as I am proud to announce while Thomas didn't match the ten minutes of naval mutation explosions it does have a train punished by being forced to become a generator because he keeps acting up.. and then MYSTERIOUSLY DISAPPEAR WHEN THE LINE IS SHUT DOWN. I never thought the series would SUPRASS henry's fate in horror but here we are. I mean Bricking him up where he can't see is horrific.. but this engine was gutted, turned into a power source then presumibly mercy killed. He was in a living hell of functioning but not being able to ever move.. .it's unkown if he could even SPEAK as he's shown just iwth a horrifying grin on his face.

The second half thankfully contains no such horrors: Instead the duo had never forgotten their mentor and surrogate dad and his tale kept and years later the fat controller funds a bunch of people looking for him. Stuart is found, refurbished and returns to his friends. It's the most heartwarming story containing body horror since Home on the Range.

Bulldog: Once again i'm reminded that as insane as Tugs was.. Thomas can still be a heck of a lot on it's own. Case in points not only have the trains now framed a picture of duke, but Duke rescues SIR HANDEL FROM DERAILING OFF A CLIFF. Yes really. This show has a literal cliffhanger... though sadly this isn't a two parter. Sir Handel takes a turn too sharply and held onto falcon.. er sir handle.. you... you see how this is confusing? Anyways how does he do that?

But their able to combine the trains and get him free, a genuinely heroic and awesome act. A decent enough episode

You Can't Win: Duke plays a trick on Peter Sam. I fall asleep and dream a bit of style, dream a bunch of friends, dream it never ends. This episode is what makes reviewing this series difficult.. sometims I just have nothing. It's the peril of doing a show mostly of morality plays for kids, when weird crap isn't going on I just kinda end up rambling like this.

Four LIttle Engines: This episode title makes no sense and I have no idea why i'ts called this. I guess because 4 engines are in it but it dosen't really impact the plot? Anyways thankfully this one is memorable: We're introduced to Skarloey, an older red engine who i'm able to remember better both because they gave him a unique nose and because his name is Skarloey. You don't go seeing a bunch of characters named Skarloey. Jeff yes, Kevin yes, even your ocasional jake but Skarloey is the one of a kind badass that breaks the ... however trains are assembled and proves himself. In this case Sir Handel gets horribly injured because his coaches decide to be dicks, and for once someone calls the trucks or coaches out, with Skarloey pointing out they could've hurt someone or worse. He then procedes to pull his passengers effortlessly and on time to meet james for the trade off, a small reminder these trains are both on sodor that's peppered throughout the stories after the first three had wraparounds. This would be fine but what takes it over the top is Skarloey somehow tops the little engine that could in train child persivernce as half his wheel sbreak down forcing him to get them through while leaning to the left. And trust me having playeda LOT of tears of the kingdom recently getting a vehicle to still move when the weights shifted is a fucking work of art. Skarloey is a train among trains and one of the seasons standouts.

Bad Day for Sir Handel Sir Handel dosen't want to do the work today, though he's partially right as after a long day carrying passengers, and admiring gordon NEVER a good sign of character, he's told to pull trucks. His response is the very mature deraling himself and holding everyone else up. The Fat Controller does get cross with him and put him on suspension, but i'll givfe the series credit for the character development: he simply suspends the train for misbehaving instead of bricking him up in a tunnel for always and always or rendering him sentient but imobile as his body is used as a living generator. I mean it's a very low bar to clear but hey he's learning.

Peter Sam And the Refreshment Lady: Henry proves he may need more time in the tunnel as he threatens to leave without taking Peter Sam's passengers if PS is late again, causing peter sam to nearly leave the Refreshment Lady behind. She's the one who brings the workmen their tea and cakes dammit. WIthout them they can't operate these sentient trains and the presumed mounds of flesh and boney seats within. You can't operate a styigan horror without some cake. Henry claims it was just a joke but wasn't saying it in a joking tone so how the heck would Peter Sam knows. As someone who can often be oversentstive I sympathise with PS here.

Trucks: We get my faviorite character of the season here as we meet Rusty, a kind diesel and as noted before the first one in the series not to either be a deciptive shit stirring asswagon (Disel) or simply be a bit arrogant (Daisy). It seems eventually the old reverned backed off his fathomless hatred for Disel trains or at least toned it down a bit. Rusty is kind, polite and happy to work the lines.

Sir Handel on the other hand is a dick again and gets lesson from the supereme heavenly king of all douchebag train children himself, Gordon, who advises him to play ill and as usual gets away scot free while Peter Sam gets injured as the trucks hate Sir Handel and attack peter sam and Handel saddled with his work. It just reminds me why Gordon is irritating, but Rusty pitching in to help his friend is nice.

Home At Last: Skarloey returns baby! And in time to fill in for the other star of this season, Duncan. Duncan is an asshole, but has more personality and range than gordon, so he'll be allowed to live when the reckoning comes. Duncan gets jammed in a tunnel due to doing his rock n roll.. because apparently he's not a very big fan of batman. Remember what Batman says about Punk and Rock Kids.

You know lately i've been behind, a lot of stress in my life has caused me to procastinate more.. but it's times like this where I get to put a batman: fortunate son refrence in a thomas the tank engine review i'm reminded just how glorious life can be. Anyways the Fat Controller is on team batman and threatens duncan with murder should he not shape up. And I mean the wiki tries to play it off as a joke, but the man has bricked a train up for always and always and madea nother into a living suffering battery. I don't doubt he'd do far worse to Duncan if he crossed the line.

Rock N Roll: So this episode continues the weird trend of our main characters making things worse for the new cast every time they appear. Case in point Duncan is being a dick about Rusty

And James makes it worse by pointing out how they got rid of a disel.. not knowing that Rusty is a good precious boy how dare you, and with James not knowing that he had nothing to do with that because as the narration points out, James has an ego the size of the railway itself. This thankfully dosen't end with Duncan's death though and instead in a heartwarming way: Duncan derails due to ignoring Rusty's sound advice to not goo too fast on a bit of broken railway and while Rusty saves him shockingly unlike most saves like this in the series, Rusty is.. humble about it. After about 80 or so episodes of trains rubbing misfortune in.. Rusty just lets it go, saves Duncan and offers to be friends, with Duncan warmly accepts. It's a nice sweet moment in a series that really thrives on humilation and misery in hindsight. I"ve noticed most episodes involve either the trains ribbing each other or train dickery causing problems. Here the latter is true but we instead get a Ted Lassioan response from Rusty that really warms the soul. Truly good stuff.

Special Funnel Normally i'd have nothing to talk about for this one. Peter Sam's funnel gets knocked off, he gets an embarassing replacement then gets a neat new one. But while the episode was typical for this show , I didn't watch the version I normally do. See I use youtube since it has most episodes and even with this season having a lot of them blocked i still managed to find most of them. The one exception.. was this episode. So while I could've just looked it up, I decided to have some fun and do something diffrent: I watched the AMERICAN version. Which is free in my region by the way, so if your curious about the show you can find the entire series up to a point on youtube for free. The results.. weren't too diffrent. THe script was likely largely the same and George Carlin is nearly as great as Ringo Starr and Michea Angelis. I do feel the latter two do a better job with the voices for the characters, but Carlin still does a fucktastic job, which I feel is exactly how he'd want that described. So it's not a bad way to watch it , just slightly off after watching the uk edit and not QUITE AS good, but still a fine way to watch it and it was neat to finally try it.

Steam Roller: This one is just fun as everyone is tired of Sir Handel bragging and unlike Gordon and his trains, can actually do something about him, setting him up against a racist steam roller for a race and then laughing at him for loosing. I guess that's a lesson? I mean the steamroller is a pretty bad person, he deserved to be sent away. Sir Handel isn't exactly worse for simply being arrogant. He's not a steamracist. A weird one but a fun one just for how off it feels. And giving me the term steamracist.

Passsengers and Polish So Skaloey gets a polishing from a small child

Duncan is jealous and eventually refuses to work at all, and what I like is that for once.. a train learns nothing. The Fat Controller scolds him but he's still pissed he didn't get his polish. Nothing is acomplished. I"m not saying every episode needs to be like this but it's a nice break from either trains learning via scolding or psychological torture.

Gallant Old Engine We get followup on Duncan being a dick and Skarloey, true to form, while disapointed in him, decides to handle it with a story. Because Skarloey like Rusty is the best. In this case he tells him how the soon to arrive and recently refurbished friend of Skarloey's, Renias, saved this entire railway himself. THis part of the sodor railway was about to be shut down, and with Skar Skar sick< Reinas stepped up, doing everything he could despite rain and exaustion to get to the station on time> Rain, colds, breakdowns, he fought it all and perservered just like his best friend and won praise.. and gets Duncan to get his head out of his engine equilvent of an ass and show some respect. A fine capper for this batch. So with that we take a break and we'll be back next month to finish this as the old guard return in full and mingl emore iwth the new. Until then be a very useful engine.. and thanks for reading.

#thomas and friends #thomas the tank engine #george carlin #michea angelis #skarloey #sir handel #rhineas #peter sam #duncan

[lunasblipsandblurbs]

Being insecure thet you're not good enough for Max P. because he's a vampire with his vampire orgies and you're just a plain old human. You start to distance yourself and refuse to tell him what's wrong. He ends up hypnotizing you and it leads to him not just fucking you but making love to you. Praise you now degrade you later. "You're perfect for me princess" to "You're my filthy little cocksleeve" within the next few hours.

Leave me to simp on my own 🥺💜🥺💜

Warnings: hypnosis, feelings, insecurities, Daddy kink, the use of 'princess' but everything else is gender Neutral

(Gif is not mine credit goes to the artist who created it)

Another date night ruined by you. Well not you, just that insecure part of you that won't shut the fuck up about Max and is vey experienced past before you. You left Max down in his car where he dropped you off practically begging for some kind of explanation.

You want to be able to communicate to him that you're insecure but it feels like insecurity and all its other forms is just something Max doesn't feel. By the time you reach your apartment door he's already beat you, leaning against it in a non-chalant way you know is just a ploy to try and ease the tension between you two.

"Wow you're fast" and you hate how mean you sound. You hate that you do this when the thoughts get this bad, you don't want to push him away. It's just easier than talking right now.

And thats the breaking point for Max. He's been patient as fuck with you these past two weeks of you icing him out. He's hardly even been able to touch you without you shrugging away, off looking lost.

Max has had enough of this and he's not the best guy already. You think he's gonna have control to not hypnotize you into telling him "okay, what the fuck is your issue lately!?"

His dead shriveled little heart all but breaks when your glossed over half brain dead mind confesses your true insecurities to him.

"My issue is that I'm a stupid boring human and you're a fucking sexy vampire man who went off and experienced orgies and I don't know, other exclusive Vampire shit! And you're gonna get bored of me anyway! Also are you ever gonna bite me? Am I not bitable enough!? I ju-"

Hoookay maybe that was a bit of a loaded question to toss out while hypnotizing you but at least he knows now what the fuck is actually going on.

And when you come back fully conscious to him your confused as to why your boyfriend who you've been hella bitchy towards is now gliding his hands down towards your ass while gently talking your anxieties down. He's gonna seduce you into bed with him so he can "take care of my babydoll" he thrusts slow and smoothly inside you at first. Keeping your face cradled between his arms as he rests his face hiding in your neck. Going on about "your fucking perfect for me princess" "shh baby, you just take Daddy's cock don't worry about anything" "oh my sensitive little slut, your leaky pussy/cock is always so needy for Daddy isn't it? Always so messy" building up to an absolutely devistating pace while he grips your neck in his big hands, hips snapping intk you absolutely numbing your mind. "Not such an innocent little thing huh? Taking a fucking monsters cock willingly? Letting me split you open whenever. I. Want." "Just a filthy little cock sleeve, a fuck toy for your monster." "Awe look at how my baby gets so dumb on my cock" He's absolutely amazing.

#luna talks #max phillips x reader #max phillips smut #tw mature #mature writing #tw daddy kink #tw hypnosis #thinking thots #thinky thots