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wintersoldierslover · 2 years

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my fic recs masterlist

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Bucky Barnes:

all bucky barnes

headcanon - blurb - one-shot - series

dbf!bucky - brothers bff - bff’s brother

neighbour - housewife reader

lumberjack - firefighter - bodyguard

priest bucky - college

football player - hockey player - boxer

professor - teacher - librarian/bookshop

coffee shop - soulmate - royal

other AUs - taboo

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Stranger Things characters:

all eddie munson - all steve harrington

eddie and steve (x reader)

billy hargrove - jason carver - mike wheeler

dmitri enzo antonov - jim hopper

robin buckley - nancy wheeler

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Outer Banks Characters:

all Rafe Cameron

all JJ Maybank

Rafe Cameron and JJ Maybank (x reader)

Pope Heyward - Topper Thorton

John B. - Sarah Cameron

Kiara Carrera

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Marvel characters:

Wanda Maximoff - Kate Bishop

Natasha Romanoff - Yelena Belova

Peter Parker - Pietro Maximoff

Steve Rogers - Stephen Strange

Frank Castle - Matt Murdock

Moon knight - Steven Grant

Joaqín Torres - Clint Barton

Loki Laufeyson - Druig

Eddie Brock - Miles Morales

Miguel O’hara - Hobie Brown

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Harry Potter characters:

Sirius Black - Remus Lupin

James Potter - Poly!Marauders

Lily potter - Cedric Diggory

George Weasley - Fred Weasley

Severus Snape - Tom Riddle

Draco Malfoy

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Avatar (James Cameron) charachters:

neteyam - aonung - lo’ak

rotxo - kiri - spider

jake sully - neytiri - tsu’tey

tonowari - ronal - colonel quaritch

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Top Gun chracters:

Fanboy - Hangman - Rooster - Bob

Iceman

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Wednesday characters:

Xavier Thorpe - Ajax Petropolus

Wednesday Addams - Divina

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Bridgerton characters:

Anthony Bridgerton - Benedict Bridgerton

Colin Bridgerton

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Criminal Minds characters:

Spencer Reid - Aaron Hotchner

Derek Morgan

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The Last of Us characters:

Joel Miller - Ellie Williams

Abby Anderson

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The Devil All The Time characters:

Tommy Matson - Lee Bodecker

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Uncharted characters:

Nate Drake - Sam Drake

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Euphoria characters:

Elliot (Euphoria) - Fezco

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On My Block characters:

Mario Martinez - Oscar Diaz

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Modern Family characters:

Luke Dunphy - Alex Dunphy

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Ted Lasso:

Roy Kent - Jamie Tartt

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NHL players:

Matthew Ktachuk - Trevor Zegras

Nolan Patrick - Tyler Seguin

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Actors:

Sebastian Stan - Joseph Quinn

Jamie Campbell Bower - Danny Ramirez

Drew Starkey - Rudy Pankow

Ben Hardy - Bella Ramsey

Jenna Ortega

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Miscellaneous characters:

Eli ‘Hawk’ Moskowitz - Marcus Baker

Rodrick Heffley - Hunter Sylvester

Lloyd Hansen - Ari Levinson

Nick Fowler - Tangerine

Rhett Abbott - Hayden ‘Harvard Hottie’

Colin (Not Okay) - Min Ho (Xo, Kitty)

Ash (No Exit) - James Maguire (Derby Girls)

Jake Peralta - Nick Miller - Brian O’conner

Anakin Skywalker - Bruno Madrigal

Tadashi Hamada - Kakashi Hatake

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Miscellaneous real people:

Billie Eilish - AEW Hook

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*Updated whenever there’s a new character <3

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missvelvetsstuff · 2 months

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With Friends Like You, Who Needs Enemies

Steve Rogers x Reader, Natasha x Bruce, Steve x Natasha, Bucky Barnes x Reader

Chapter 5

Warnings: swearing, angst, unintentional(?) bodily harm, descriptions of sex acts

In the great hall, right after Y/N left, Steve was hearing it from his friends. Bucky was the worst.

"What happened to the guy I grew up with? He wouldn't have cheated on his girl. What were you thinking" Bucky questioned.

Steve clenched his teeth "Why are you so concerned about her? You think you're so sly but I noticed. I see how you look at my girl. I know you want her and are just mad at me because you can't have her. What happened with you two in Wakanda?"

Bucky worked to rein in his temper and remind himself that this is Steve, practically his brother, and keep his response measured "You mean when you sent her to babysit me so you could be free to fuck Nat whenever you wanted? It doesn't matter how I feel about her because she was your girl and I would never cross that line. You have a lot of nerve throwing accusations at me, considering what you've done."

Steve was losing his temper and taunted "Maybe you're just jealous. I have Y/N and your old girlfriend, Nat, while you have nothing. No sane woman would want you anymore."

Bucky clenched his fists and went to reply when he was interrupted by Tony.

"Jesus Cap, I wish you could hear yourself. Where's the star spangled man who always does what's right? I'm glad my dad never saw you like this, selfish and entitled, insulting your bff because you were caught cheating. Talk about the mighty falling." He glanced over at Bruce, seeing green blotches on his skin "Yeah, Cap, You might want to leave before the big guy shows up."

Steve looked at Bruce who was trying to hold it in, his eyes widened and he decided to take Tony's advice and leave "I'll see you all back at the compound"

Before he made it out of the tent there was a bright light and what sounded like an explosion.

Steve looked back to the rest of the team but they were already out of their seats.

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Y/N quickly left the hall, needing to be alone without Steve staring at her like that. She started off crying, feeling the ache in her chest over Steve and Nats actions, the sting of Nat's betrayal. Nat was the first friend Y/N had ever made, she trusted and confided in her but the whole time Nat resented her and was sleeping with Steve. And Steve, how could he try to claim that he loved her and did it to protect her.

After she had passed a few buildings and headed into a wooded area she heard someone clearing their throat. She stopped and turned around to see Nat behind her.

Y/N growled "What the fuck do you want, Romanoff?"

Nat laughed "Aaww, Little princess got so mad she said a swear. Stevie will be so disappointed."

"Fuck you and fuck Steve. You can have each other. I don't want anything to do with either of you."

She tried to leave but Nat grabbed her arm "Don't walk away from me you prissy little bitch! I didn't get to tell you how good your Stevies fat cock felt when he was balls deep inside me or how he ate my pussy until I soaked his face. How he fucked me in the supply closet while you were in the hall, right there. Or how fucking hard he got inside me when you were so close but too dumb to figure it out. You should be thanking me, your dear Stevie is a freak and your naive ass wouldn't be able to keep up with him."

Y/N shook her head "Stop it! Stop!! I get it I'm a dumb kid and you took my man. He's yours. Now leave me alone." She tried to twist out of Nats grip but Nat just squeezed harder.

"Stop fighting me. You'll stay here and listen to what I have to say or I'll break your fucking wrist."

Y/N pulled again and when she still couldn't get free, felt a panic attack creeping up on her. "No Nat let me go!!! Let me go! Letmegoletmegoletmego."

There was a snap as Nat broke her wrist. Y/N screamed in pain and dropped to her knees, a blinding white light flashed around her and she just sat on her knees in the mud sobbing until darkness took her.

Tony got there first, saw Y/N unconscious in the middle of a huge circle of trees that had been blown back as though a bomb had hit. Under a couple of the downed trees was Nat, laying very still. Tony was speechless, they had been working on controlling her powers but he had no idea she could cause such destruction.

"Friday? Notify the team that we have a situation over here. Romanoff is down and I don't know what's up with Y/N."

"Of course, Boss."

"Can you get vitals on either of them? Or any other info on what happened?"

"They are both alive but Agent Romanoffs heartbeat is thready, she needs medical attention. That's all I can tell from here."

Tony slowly started moving towards Nat since she was in worse shape. He was working out how to move the trees without causing any more damage when Steve, Bruce and Bucky came running up.

Steve looked at the collapsed figure in the middle of the blast area and headed towards Y/N when Bucky stopped him. "I don't think so asshole, go take care of your girlfriend. Help Tony get those trees off her."

Steve looked like he was going to argue when he heard Bucky's vibranium arm whirring and decided another fight wouldn't help things any.

By the time they got Nat out from under the trees a stretcher had been brought out and they took her to the medical building that was still under construction.

Bucky went to help Y/N, walking up slowly and speaking gently to her.

"Hey Doll. It's just me, your Bucky. I'm gonna come over there and make sure you're ok."

He let out a breath he didn't know he was holding when her eyes opened only to quickly close until her hand reached up to cover them. When he reached her he kneeled down next to her.

"I saw you open your eyes. It's ok doll. I just wanna help."

And started stroking her hair, smiling when she leaned into his hand.

Y/N pushed herself up until she was sitting. She looked around "What happened?"

Bucky smiled "I was hoping you could tell me. Looks like a bomb was dropped here."

She laughed wryly "Are you saying I'm da bomb?" The effort making her cough.

Bucky chuckled "No I mean yes you are but that's not-"

"It's ok, I was teasing." She rasped out "Uh, Bucky, I think my wrist is broken but I can't feel anything. I must have drained myself." She struggled to sit up and looked around to see the mess

"Oh. No. Did I cause this? I didn't mean to hurt anyone but Nat wouldn't let me go. She kept taunting me and it just pushed out." Her eyes filled with tears.

"Bucky, please believe me I never meant to hurt anyone. Please don't let them lock me up again."

Bucky rubbed her back, trying to soothe her "Hey, hey, it's ok. No one is gonna lock you up. Not on my watch."

Y/N collapsed against him and he held her tight "Can I pick you up, doll? I want to have you looked at."

She looked up at him "I think I can walk myself" and tried to stand but her legs gave out. She chuckled "Ok, maybe not." And sighed "Sure, you can carry me."

Bucky gently picked her up and carried her to the medical building. As soon as he entered an Asgardian quickly brought a gurney over for Bucky to set her down on. They nodded at him and rolled her away while Bucky sat down to wait.

As she was rolled away the woman pushing her spoke up "I'm Eir. We need to do some tests to make sure you're alright. That was quite a display of power you made."

Y/N cringed "I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to, she just...." She paused

Eir smiled "It's alright child, we have seen what the Widow has done to you. She pushed you too far and overwhelmed you. You would think she would be smarter dealing with enhanced individuals."

"I didn't even know I could do anything like that" she said shyly "I've only been learning to focus the light, like a laser, recently."

Eir looked at her sadly "Such is often the way with powers like yours. They don't manifest until puberty and strong emotions can intensify them. If the Queen allows it you should stay here for awhile to work on them. You would be safe from other countries governments who would prefer to cage or experiment on you and surrounded by people who understand and want to help."

Y/N smiled "It sounds lovely but the team-"

Eir shook her head "Some members of your team want to help but others are frightened of your abilities, more so now. I'm sure the queen would allow your Winter soldier to stay with you." And smiled knowingly.

Y/N felt her face heat up and hoped Eir couldn't tell "What do you mean? Bucky and I are just friends. He's not my anything."

Eir laughed softly "Dear child, that man is in love with you. I don't know how you could miss it. He has almost come to blows with his closest friend over his treatment of you. Take your time to heal from the captain but don't overlook the sargent."

Y/N laid quietly while Eir did a scan and physical exam, thinking about all of it. When the scan was done Eir helped her sit up.

"Everything looks fine, I believe the large output of emotions enhanced your ability to allow you to cause the damage you did and also drained you. I want you to stay here until tomorrow and get some rest. If you choose to stay here for an extended visit, I'm sure we can find someone to help you work with your powers.

He can be shifty but Prince Loki might be able and willing to help."

Y/N nodded "It's something I'll definitely, consider." She looked down "Is Natasha ok? I might hate her but I didn't really mean to hurt her."

Eir looked at her "The Widow has multiple broken bones, scrapes and a concussion. She hasn't woken up yet.

Y/N woke up that evening when she smelled food. Her mouth was watering before she even opened her eyes. When she looked around the surroundings were unfamiliar and it took her a moment to figure out where she was.

Then the memories hit and she had to hold back a sob.

"Hello my dear. I've been hearing so much about you I had to come speak with you myself." Loki smiled at her

She tried to smile back "We have met before, you know. Thor brought you to the compound once but you didn't seem to like it much"

Loki nodded "Yes, well I was a bit of a war criminal at the time and being around my former captors wasn't exactly my idea of a pleasant time. So much has changed since then.

I know you are still tired so eat and get more rest. I would like to speak to you tomorrow when you're well rested."

Y/N heard a scream, she could tell it was Nat. Then she heard noise like a struggle and more yelling. The door to her room was slammed open to Nat breathing heavily, gauze wrapped around her head, covering her eyes.

Someone came up behind her "Miss, you shouldn't be out of bed, you'll hurt yourself."

Nat screeched "I don't care. I need the little bitch to see what she's done." She moved her head like she was looking for something "She's in here isn't she? Y/N!!! You stupid little brat, you blinded me. I can't see because you can't control your emotions or powers. I'm going to have Fury lock you up and when my sight comes back I'm going to-"

Nat dropped and they could see the orderly behind her with an empty syringe

"I'm so sorry Eir, Miss. She's very strong and took a higher dose of sedative than I expected."

Y/N looked at Eir "I blinded her? Maybe I should leave before Fury finds out and causes trouble here."

Eir shook her head "Fury has no authority here, he can't cause us any trouble. Her blindness is probably temporary."

Y/N wrapped her arms around herself, trying to hold back the feeling that everyone would be better off if she were gone.

She slept that night but it was plagued with dreams of Steve and Nat.

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The next morning, after breakfast and the ok from Eir, Y/N went for a walk to work through everything that had happened the last couple of days. Her life had been turned upside down.

After walking for a while she saw a pasture with horses and a barn at the other end. She remembered reading books about horses and imagining the freedom to climb up onto a horses back and run away when she was a kid. She leaned against the fence and watched the horses playing, trying to appreciate their beauty and push the painful thoughts away.

As she shook her head and groaned she heard someone approaching. It was Val with a beautiful white horse.

"I know we've just met but you seem like you could use a friend. This is Calliope but you can call her Calli. She is the gentlest horse in my stable and an incredible listener. She understands commands in English walk stop etc and I've packed a water bag and some snacks. She will take you on a nice ride and bring you home when you are ready. Nature is good for what ails you." She smiled gently.

Y/N shook her head "It sounds like you were getting ready to ride out, I don't want to take your horse"

Val laughed "No, I was in the hall when Rogers and Romanoff showed up. After everything that's happened, I figured you would need to get some air and perspective. When Eir told me you had left her care to go on a walk I thought you might like a ride. It always helps calm my mind, allowing me to think clearly."

Y/N gave her a small smile and fought the tears "Thank you" she whispered.

Val nodded and gave her a leg up and some basic riding instruction then sent her off with a walkie talkie in case she needed help.

Y/N sat astride Calli and looked around her. Norway is so beautiful it brought her to tears but to be fair she was right there anyhow. For hours she let Calli take the lead while she contemplated her situation.

How could Steve think she would just take him back? Even though he seemed sorry she didn't know how she could ever trust him again. 2 years this had been going on and he never tried to talk to her about any of it. He was the one who always pulled back when their making out became too heated.

Now that her head was a bit more clear she was able to see other things in her relationship with Steve that didn't sit well. The way he often spoke to her like she was a child or an idiot. And how he reacted to her using her powers outside of missions, like she should be ashamed of them. Y/N knew she was somewhat immature after so many years of her life were spent imprisoned and experimented on. Maybe she was too needy, maybe if she had.....NO! She wouldn't let herself follow that line of thinking. Nothing she did or didn't do excused what Steve did. Whatever she thought they had was over, she knew that she could never completely trust him again. She would always wonder where he really was and who he was with.

She knew this was the only way it could go now.

Y/N lost track of time on her ride until the sun started setting. She asked Calli to take her home and the horse turned back towards where they came from and picked up her steps a bit.

"I'm sorry for keeping you out so late, Calli. You must be getting hungry" she laughed as her stomach made her own hunger known.

When they returned to the stable Val was gone but Loki was also returning from a ride and helped her put Calli up while the horses were being fed.

She turned to look at Loki "Thank you for your help, this is the first time I've ever ridden a horse. I was a little scared but Calli is so sweet it went away pretty quickly."

Loki smirked and took her hand "I never would have guessed, you looked completely natural astride, like you've ridden all your life." He paused for a moment "You should stay here for awhile, to help you heal, your beauty brightens this dull world. Your lights rival the aurora borealis" He kissed her hand, smiled at her with a glimmer in his eyes and left.

Y/N headed towards her quarters to change before going to the hall for dinner. Once she arrived she saw Bucky, Tony and Bruce sitting huddled together in an intense conversation. She grabbed a plate of food and headed towards them.

"Hello boys" she smiled. "This seat taken?"

Bucky startled "You're back, we were getting worried. Please sit."

She looked down "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to worry you. I just needed some time to clear my head and think."

"It's ok doll, I hope you're feeling better."

She nodded "I'm still hurting but I know it will get better."

Bucky smiled at her and Y/N felt butterflies for a moment, which made her think of what Eir had said about Bucky being in love with her. She smiled back at him and knew she would be alright.

Chapter 6

#bucky barnes x reader #bucky barnes fanfiction #james bucky barnes x reader #james bucky barnes #bucky barnes x you #angst with a happy ending #james bucky barnes x y/n #bucky barnes x female reader

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buckysforeverprincess · 4 years

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Can Our Love Survive? Ch. 19

Bucky Barnes x Reader, Natasha Romanoff x Reader

Words: 2086

Warning: Drug use-marijuana, talk of sex

A/N: I am so sorry about not sticking with my schedule. So, I’m not gonna say much, just let you read. Enjoy!

***TAGLIST FOR THIS SERIES IS CLOSED***

The holidays came and went, and before you knew it, spring had almost sprung. Things had settled down and everyone found a routine that worked out, all of you doing your part to get things done. It wasn't all sunshine and roses, but the frustration was minimal and usually came from you and your twin and those things always worked themselves out.

Shortly after Bucky had moved in, he told your mom he wanted to get a job to help with the money situation. He knew having the extra person in the house would be a financial burden on her and he wanted to do his part. Sarah Rogers, the bad ass she was, was having none of that. “Your education is more important than a few extra dollars. I'll worry about the money, you worry about getting good grades,” she told him over dinner one evening. There was no winning against Sarah and the conversation was quickly dropped, never to be brought up again.

What none of you knew was Sarah Rogers was already receiving a check each month, courtesy of one George Barnes. When George returned from his getaway, Sarah went to the Barnes home and had a not so nice conversation with the deadbeat douche. Since George had abandoned and neglected his sixteen-year-old son, it was in his best interests to cooperate and pay monthly for his son’s expenses while staying in the Rogers home. George did not want Child Protective Services involved or anyone for that matter and he wasn’t about to have his image tarnished or his name slung through the mud, so letting the money go was the best way to not have to deal with his son and that’s something he could live with.

George also had no problem signing over guardianship of James to Sarah, having no desire to parent Bucky. Sarah was willing to step up and be legally responsible for the boy and felt he’d been neglected enough by the people that called themselves his parents. It was time an adult took an interest in him, nourishing and encouraging him along the way, making him aspire to achieve greatness and know his worth. Sarah Rogers would always go the extra mile for her kids, and she’d already accepted Bucky as one of her own.

March had just begun, and with that came Bucky's birthday. You were happy to spend his seventeenth birthday with him, but there was more to it than that. His birthday marked your five-month anniversary. It wasn't a six-month milestone people normally celebrated, but you wanted to make it special and memorable for the both of you.

It’d been five months and sex still hadn’t happened between you. Bucky was amazing at not pushing and letting you take the lead but it didn't mean all things were off the table. You've seen this dick, touching it and stroking him to orgasm, hand jobs becoming a normal occurrence in your bedroom. And in return, Bucky brought you to climax courtesy of his tongue and boy did he know how to use it! Your vagina had the pleasure of getting really acquainted with the masterpiece that was his mouth and he completely ruined you for anyone else in the future.

Even though you'd shared those intimacies, you still couldn't bring yourself to have penetrative sex. You'd tried several times, but it just wasn't happening. Bucky said it was okay, and was never upset, but you felt like a failure. How could you touch his cock and let him eat you out, but the moment his cock comes anywhere near your vagina, you freak! You needed help getting through this and needed someone to talk it out with.

Pulling out your phone, you went to your messages and brought up the conversation with your best friend, typing out a message and hitting send.

Y/N: Nat, I want to have sex with Bucky.

Nat: Well hello to you too, sunshine.

Y/N: Yeah, hi. Back to my original problem…..

Nat: Is that a question?

Y/N: Nat!!! Help me!!

Nat: You put the weed in the coconut and light that shit up.

Y/N: OMFG!! Fuck off… wait, you have weed?

Nat: *sigh* Well, unless you want to body swap, I'm pretty sure you're on your own.

Y/N: Ugh! Why are you so difficult?!

Nat: Because, I am the love of your life, (not Bucky. I've been with you longer), and the only one that puts up with the needy bitch you are.

Y/N: Then help me!!!!

Nat: You're so whiny. Take a fucking xanax already!

Y/M: I did, not helping!

Nat: Then eat a dick and shut your bitchy mouth.

Y/N: I can't… Bucky's not home!! And it's not my mouth that's talking, it's my fingers.

Nat: Then put them in your vag and leave me alone.

Y/N: Fine, you're not my BFF anymore. Guess I'll be giving myself to Bucky forever. You can no longer have my body when I die.

Nat: Shut up snatch, I'm on my way.

Y/N: Bring weed?

Nat shows up twenty minutes later, kisses you on the cheek and hands you a baggy. “DO NOT let your mom know! Momma Rogers will murder me!”

“I'll just blame it on Clint. He came over the other day smelling like skunk. Mom rushed them to the hospital and had ‘em drug tested. Steve's grounded by the way, if he didn't tell you already. He also lost his car for a month and mom is making him volunteer at the hospital.”

Nat shakes her head and the two of you head to your bedroom, locking the door behind you,

lighting some candles and opening the window. Nat takes a joint out of the bag and lights it up, inhaling deep and handing it over. You repeat the process and the two of you continue passing it back and forth, not saying a word until you feel the drug take over.

“So, you wanna have sex with Bucky.”

Nodding, you take another puff. “Fuck yeah, I do.” You pass the joint back to her.

“What's stopping you?”

“Brock.” The name just rolled off your tongue without hesitation, mostly due to being blazed.

“I'm gonna say some shit cause we're high as fuck and it’s the only way I can say it...” she stops and glares at you waiting for approval to continue and you nod, giving her the go ahead. “Stop letting that fucker control you!! Not every dick is Brock's and Bucky seems like he has a nice size cock-”

“It is very nice…,” you interrupt, “Oh! And big too!”

Nat looks at you annoyed. “Don't interrupt me. Will you just fuck your man already! Once you do, I promise, you'll never want to stop.”

You sit in silence and try to process her directness. “Ok, but how?”

Nat rolls her eyes and shakes her head. “I assume you know the logistics of fucking.” She takes another hit of the joint.

You sigh. “I can't just be like ‘hey Bucky, stick your dick in my vagina and fuck me!’”

“The fuck you can’t!” Nat raises her voice but then passes you the diminishing joint. “Just sit on his lap and ride him like the brahma bull he is.”

Taking another puff, you furrow your eyebrows, confusion evident on your face. “Wait… what's a brahma bull?”

Nat rolls her eyes hard. “You know, The Rock?!”

You shrug. “Don’t know him. Should I?”

“Oh, my fucking god, I can’t with you!” She bursts out laughing, doubling over from the intensity.

You sit on your bed, your high at its peak, and you stare at your best friend. There's something you need to ask and now seems like the best time not knowing if you’ll ever muster up the courage to ever say these words again. “Nat… why didn't you stop me?”

Your best friend stops and sits up, her face going slack. “Would you have listened?”

Nodding, you lower your head. That wasn’t the only question you had but for the next one you couldn’t look her in the eye. “How long, Nat?”

“I don't follow?”

You look up at her, your eyes meeting hers. “Don't play dumb… how long?”

Nat shakes her head. “Does it matter now?”

You reach out and place a hand on top of hers. “It matters to me.”

“It changes nothing, right?!” She lifts her head and sighs. “Since middle school. I've been in love with you since middle school. Happy now? How’d you even know?!”

“I’ve always kinda knew, just had a feeling. And you should've said something. Things would’ve been a lot different and that ass bag would never have happened.”

Nat smiles. “You wouldn't be with Bucky, because I’d never let you go.” She leans in and kisses your cheek, making you blush. “You deserve Bucky. He's your forever and I'm just your very best friend.”

Grabbing her face softly, you look her in the eyes. “You're more than my best friend and no one could ever replace you in my life. Without you, I'd be lost. Bucky may be my forever, but you have my soul.”

Nat grabs you and pulls you into a fierce hug. “I love you, принцесса.”

“I love you, too.” It comes out muffled.

There’s a knock at the door, making you jump out of Nat’s tight embrace. “Baby, you in there?!” Bucky’s voice comes from the other side.

“Fuck, Nat! Hide the shit!” Nat grabs the baggie and puts it in her jacket.

“Honey? You ok?” He knocks again and you hear him jiggle the doorknob.

“Just a second, I'm coming!” You yell at the door. “Spray my perfume!” You point to the bottle on your dresser and watch as she grabs it and begins spraying around the room.

You move to the door and open it to see your boyfriend standing there, a look of concern on his face. “Hi!” You say, the grin on your face not hiding anything.

Bucky eyes you and then Nat and inhales deeply. “Are you high?”

“Who me? I don't know what you're talking about?” You try to hold back a laugh, but it doesn't work. “It's her fault!” You point at Nat but turn back to see Bucky's mad face.

Nat shrugs. “Hey, I just supplied it, didn't tell you to smoke it.”

Bucky huffs and shakes his head. “You know if your mom finds out she'll give you a worse punishment than Steve, right?”

You wrap your arms around his neck and put your face close to his. “So, don't tell and I'll make it worth your while.” You lean in and kiss him softly.

Bucky rolls his eyes. “Better clean up and get the smell out. I'm not sleeping in here if it still stinks. I refuse to endure the wrath of Sarah Rogers.” He gives you a chaste kiss. “I'll go start dinner. Nat.” He tips his head and walks out, leaving you with your best friend.

“He sleeps in here now?” Nat asks and grabs her coat, putting it on.

“Yep. Told mom we weren't having sex because I wasn't ready. He told her it wasn't a deal breaker and he could wait. Guess it was enough.”

She chuckles. “And now you want to have sex. How fitting, just don't get caught.”

You smirk. “Do I ever?”

Nat rolls her eyes and stands up from the bed. “I'm gonna go. Give me a hug bitch!” Nat holds out her arms and you step into her embrace.

“Thanks for coming through and for the talk, but Bucky effectively killed my buzz.”

Nat laughs just a little, amused by your comment. “I'll see myself out, you rest. Sleep that shit off.” She starts to walk out of your room but stops in the doorway and turns back around. “You know you really didn’t need me to talk you through this. You’re ready for the next step. Stop doubting yourself. He’s not him, never will be. Get your man and make me proud.” She winks and then disappears through the door.

Throwing yourself on the bed you know she’s right. Bucky will never be Brock so there’s nothing to worry about. This time around it’ll mean something to both of you and things could never be as fucked up as it was when you both lost your virginity to other people. You’re ready and it’s time to give yourself completely to each other, and you know the perfect time and place to make that happen.

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9tzuyu · 3 years

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right where you left me

request [from wattpad]: Hey can you write a chapter on your Natasha romanoff one shot book about the reader having a really abusive boyfriend and Natasha takes awhile to realise but then she figures it out and like beats him up and shit… I would read a chapter a day of your book after school and it was the only thing I looked forward to so it would really be amazing if you made a chapter from my request x <3

+ Oh and then can the reader and Natasha get together. I love loads of fluff xxx ur one of my favorite authors on this platform <3

note: so i changed up a few things. i changed boyfriend to girlfriend and i didn’t really have them end up together per se because i didnt want it to look like i was romanticizing it, but i got as far as i was comfortable with!

+ i dont think i usually use too many gendered terms, but to clarify on this specific fic, this is a fem!reader story :3.

if your names laura im so sorry omg…

warnings: heavy on abuse, mentions of blood and some descriptive violence.

not tagging anyone due to the subject at hand, don’t want to trigger anyone </3

thank you ally for proofreading ily bff.

. . .

natasha counted each bruise on your body. one here, two there, and another set of three there. some were big, others smaller, but it didn’t change the fact that each one of them plagued your body violently against your skin tone.

you laid sprawled across her lap in nothing but a sports bra and clad sweatpants. she could see how much pain you were in by even the slightest movements you’d make. one wrong move from her and you’d be containing a yelp, desperate to escape your mouth.

“don’t worry nat, it’s just from the missions. they don’t even hurt that bad.”

there she was, once again being fooled by your lies, ignoring the gut instinct gnawing at her conscience.

“do you need an ice pack? i’m sure it would help.”

“i’m alright. i need to head back to my girlfriend’s anyway. she’s been missing me.”

natasha couldn’t help but frown. you’d just returned from your mission not forty minutes ago. you had enough time to shower and change, all you had to do was put on your shirt, grab your keys and leave.

but it was hard. you yearned for natasha’s soft touches, so contrast to the rough ones your girlfriend bestowed upon you.

natasha wasn’t ever meant to see the markings. you guarded your body with anything and everything you had. somehow though, in the midst of you changing the redhead accidentally walked in on you just as you were tying the strings of your sweatpants into a bow.

after seeing your body, natasha didn’t hesitate to pick you up and bring you into her room, your shirt over her shoulder. she set it down beside you after she gently placed your body on her bed — her own body sliding under yours seconds later.

which is exactly why you both needed to leave and needed to stay.

leaving would only cause pain, both physically and mentally. it didn’t matter how much it would hurt getting off her, that type of ache was very minor compared to the pain you were to be greeted within the near future.

withdrawing away from her would hurt too, in the sense that you’d soon forget how tender another person’s touch could be. one that you weren’t afraid of, one that you trusted.

“you should stay, just a little longer.” natasha begged, and you almost said yes.

but you’d been on a six-day mission apart from your girlfriend, a six-day mission too long for her liking. there was no way you could get out of it though, you were sure it would cost you your job if you tried.

“i can’t. i wish i could, but i can’t.” you whispered, carefully pushing yourself off the russian’s tiny frame.

“i’ll see you tomorrow, okay? at seven in the morning, sharp.” you confirmed with a smile on your face.

“at least let me walk you to your car.”

“you’d do it even if i told you no, natty.”

natasha smile met her eyes again and you were relieved that your act lasted yet another day.

“well, i can’t have a pretty girl walking out all on her own now, can i?”

“that’s entirely up to you, nat.”

she watched as you drove off, already anticipating tomorrow.

it felt like the next ten hours couldn’t come any slower. natasha was already planning to give you the day off from training, fresh memories of your bruises still on her mind.

you were welcomed back into your home with an eery silence. it was going to be a long night, you knew that much.

your girlfriend sat in the living room, tv remote in hand as she flipped impatiently through the channels.

“fucking finally you’re back. i was beginning to think you’d been cheating on me with someone else.”

“no, laura. i’m your girlfriend, i wouldn’t ever even think about doing that to you.”

she took one glance at you and grimaced, “you sure? cause that guilty look on your face says otherwise.”

“i’m sure, laura. ”

she rolled her eyes at your reply.

“there’s no way you had to be gone for six days now, was there?” you flinched at her tone of voice. “i tried to talk to him, you know i did...”

laura didn’t care though, and instead marched her way over to you. she smirked when she realized just how intimidated you’d gotten from her sudden movements.

“you won’t go tomorrow. you owe me a few days worth of work.”

“but-”

“you’d better remember who you’re talking to.” she growled, shoving you back into the door with a thud before walking off and leaving you on your own.

as heart-pounding and terrifying as your encounter was, what mattered most was that she didn’t add onto any injuries she’d previously given you.

. . .

natasha waited anxiously for the sound of your footsteps to walk out the elevator doors. the compound felt empty and a little less bright without you there.

but over an hour later after your scheduled time, and you still weren’t there, natasha started to worry. she tried to keep her nerves contained, but she just couldn’t help it.

when noon came around and she still hadn’t heard from you, natasha decided to give you a call.

three voicemails later, natasha sped her way to your house. to her surprise, however, you were nowhere to be found. all that was there was your girlfriend’s red pickup and a small trail of blood down the porch staircase.

after another thirty minutes and a few frustrated unanswered calls, natasha drove her car around the city. she had no final destination in mind, but it did give little relief to her anxiety. all that could run through her mind was the day before.

around five natasha finally received a call back from you. you sounded distraught, vulnerable in every concerning way she could think of.

“i’m coming over.”

“no, natasha don’t! i’m okay, i swear. don’t come over.”

“why not?” she was mildly offended at your rejection, but that wasn’t important enough for her to focus on at the moment.

“just don’t, alright? i don’t need your constant checkups, natasha. i’ll be there tomorrow.”

you hung up before she could say anything.

but at least you were true to your word.

you did show up the next day, just numb and spaced out. natasha hated it, hated every second of it. she couldn’t get one conversation with you to flow as it normally would.

any chance she tried to ask about what was wrong, you’d snap and tell her not to worry about it.

natasha couldn’t help it though. she loved you.

a month later and the russian hit her breaking point. you’d been a lot more distant than usual, isolating yourself from her and everyone else on the team. you no longer called her names she adored like nat or natty. about the only person you really communicated with was nick, and that was only reserved for missions.

so natasha brought it upon herself to follow you home one night not too long after you’d already left the compound. she was careful not to be seen, especially knowing how much more paranoid you’d been lately.

she parked her car one house down from yours and waited. her eyes followed every movement made within the house through the uncovered glass window in the front. you seemed to be picking up a lot, trash she assumed by the way you kept bending up and down. but then she noticed the silhouette of your girlfriend standing above you.

and then a kick was landed on your face, forcing you back by surprise. with a few quick moves from laura your body was trapped between hers and the floor beneath you.

natasha wasted no time jumping out of her car, picking the lock to your door to shove it open.

in an instant laura’s body was pushed off of you. fiery red hair clouded your vision. you watched in shock as natasha easily throw laura to the ground.

sure you had the training, the skillset, and the strength to fight laura, but the one thing you didn’t have was the courage to fight her back.

you’d been living in fear of her for over a year. the thought of defending yourself only crossed your mind only a handful of times, but those thoughts were quickly disbanded when her fist would connect to the side of your ribs. laura was smart enough not to leave any marks where everyday people would see, but there was the occasion she’d get carried away and give you a broken nose or a black eye, sometimes a nasty bruise to the corner of your jaw.

laura’s grunts brought you back to the situation at hand, and you rose to your feet to pull natasha off of her.

“nat! natasha, stop it!” you screamed, voice cracking mid-sentence. you’d never seen her so angry before and it was honestly kind of freaking you out.

“you’re scaring me, please, natasha stop...”

you sat back and watched in horror as the redhead continued to throw punches, splats of laura’s blood coming from her mouth hitting the floor. natasha threw in a few more good hits before finally stopping. she slammed laura’s head against the ground one last time and made her way over to you.

the russian wasn’t dumb though; she used enough force to knock laura out, not kill her.

you flinched when natasha took a step towards you, the scene replaying over and over in your head again. natasha had only ever shown you love and kindness, so to see such a drastic change in persona was almost traumatizing on its own.

but a few moments later, with the sound of her voice coaxing you out of your headspace, you were brought back to reality.

this was natasha. your natasha. natasha who would never hurt you.

her hands wrapped around your arms, fingers drumming lightly on your bicep to further your grounding. she led you back into her car, careful not to slam your door.

the rest of the night was hazy, all of it jumbled into one big blurry memory.

you woke up with a pounding headache, body sore from every punch and kick laura got away with prior to nat intervening.

“hey there, sunshine.”

natasha set two painkillers and a glass of apple juice on her nightstand. it was only then when you noticed you were in her room.

“i wanted to keep an eye on you throughout the night so i let you sleep in here.” her voice was hoarse, and you knew she’d spent the night crying. it didn’t help her case when she started to tear up looking at you.

“nat, don’t cry. i’m okay.”

she let out a humorless laugh, wiping her nose. “you’ve said that so many times before and i listened to you, so don’t say it now when it’s not true and i won’t believe it.”

you went to speak, but she was quick to stop you.

“no, no. don’t apologize. you don’t have anything to be sorry for. what’s important is that you’re here now, safe. you’re safe.” she whispered the latter, although you could tell it was more for her own reassurance.

you sat up in bed, wincing as the pills slid down your throat.

“where do we go from here, nat?”

she reached her hand over to steady your hold on the glass cup. “we go at your pace with whatever you’d like to do.”

you hummed, thinking back as far as you could.

truthfully, you had no idea when or why it got so bad. laura was the sweetest she’d ever been when she first met you. the first few months with her were great, you didn’t really have anything to complain about.

then it started to get a little rocky. laura lost her job and her entire personality changed on you. why the sudden change? you weren’t sure, and you were positive you’d never know.

one shove became one slap, then a punch, a few kicks and threats and you were locked in her cycle. it hurt to breathe sometimes, walking was a nightmare, you’d lie awake sleepless, dreams tormenting your mind over the thought of her actually killing you.

laura would always make up for it though, well she did at first anyway. she’d tell you how sorry she was, ask for your forgiveness through thoughtful gifts or romantic dates, sometimes sex, and you thought it would all be okay again. it never was though.

because now you lived with endless post-traumatic stress, flashbacks flooding your mind over the smallest things like the heaviness of someone’s footsteps. you’d have to live trying to relearn love and all the wonderful things it could be. god only knows how long that would take.

not to mention the numerous relationships you’d ruined in the process of staying with laura. good friends of yours now basically hated you because you dropped everything instantly for your ex. it’s essentially what she trained you to do — to depend on her, to know that she was the only good thing in your life, that everyone else was against you.

“hey, look at me.”

you met natasha’s green eyes.

“it’s not your fault. no matter how much you think you let it get that bad, it’s not your fault.” she paused. “can i lie next to you?”

“yes, that’s fine.”

“can i hold you?”

“that’s fine.”

natasha didn’t miss the tiny flinch you gave out, but she knew better than to comment.

“i love you.”

“i love you too, natty.”

#natasha romanoff x reader #natasha romanov x reader #black widow x reader #natasha x reader

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checkingoutforheroes · 3 years

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MASTERLIST

Masterlist

Hi, there! Some of those fics might contain 18+ stuff. I wanna say thank you to whoever read, like or reblog my post. It mean so much to me. I appreciate it guys.

Also sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. English is not my first language but I’ll try to be better.

Update: 3 Sept 2023

Avengers:

You are a baby. (Avengers X teen!reader)

Jengga (Avengers game night)

Thirsty (Avengers x platonic!reader)

How it’s going? (Avengers x platonic!reader)

Cool (Nat Wanda Maria Carol x platonic!reader)

The cute one (Avengers x teen!reader)

Into the wood (Avengers x teen!reader, mama!Nat)

I’m 22! (Female!Avengers x reader)

Sleepover (Avengers x teen!reader)

Dinner ( Avengers x platonic!reader)

Now you know! (Peter, Tony, Nat, Steve x teen!reader)

Have you seen Y/n? (Avengers x teen!reader)

Look (Tony, Bucky, Steve, mama!Nat x kid!reader)

Piss off (Avengers x platonic!reader)

Fine (Clint, Natasha, Wanda x Platonic!Reader)

From Coffee to Orange Juice (Nat, Steve, Wanda + Reader)

Lost (Avengers x Reader)

Cinderella (Avengers + Yelena Belova + platonic!reader)

Ignore ( Avengers + Yelena + Kate + platonic!reader)

Pasta (Tony, Nat, Steve x reader)

Mini Series:

I’ll catch you (Avengers x platonic!reader x crushNat)

Pt. 1 Pt.2 (complete)

B.A.B.Y Protocol (Avengers!Platonic x fem!reader)

Part 1 Part 2 Part 3 Part 4 Part 5

Natasha Romanoff:

I got your back (Nat x bff!reader)

I like your teeth (Nat x crush!reader)

It is happening (Nat x pregnatwife!reader)

I don’t have one?! (Mama!Nat x teen!reader + Tony Steve)

You’re scary (Nat x sis!reader + wife!Wanda)

Gracias (Nat x teen!reader + Tony)

That came out wrong (Tony Nat x Reader)

That’s all (Tony Nat x Reader)

Work with me will you? (Nat x gf!reader) Quoting Taylor Swift

Adoption (Mama!Nat x teen!reader + Bucky, Tony, Sam)

Mother’s Day (Mama!Nat x Teen!reader + Avengers)

Dead language (Sis!Nat x Reader + Maria, Tony, Steve) <3 *a few curse words.

Guns (Natasha x teen!reader)

Sport (Platonic!reader x Natasha x Maria)

Happy accident (Parent!WandaNat x Kid!Reader)

Dance (Natasha x wife!reader + Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D)

Hero (Denial!Natasha x Teacher!Reader + Platonic!Avengers)

Salt (Nat x gf!reader + Yelena Melina Alexi)

Natasha’s Birthday. (Lonely Nat + Russian Family + Avengers)

Text (Nat x gf!reader + Clint)

Text (Nat x wife!reader)

Same Thing (Natasha x reader)

Okay? (Natasha x reader)

Little Prank (Natasha x gf!reader)

Think (Natasha + reader + Clint + Wanda)

Puppy (Natasha + reader + Clint + Wanda)

It Hurts (Natasha x wife!reader + Yelena) *angst

Are You Mocking Me? (Natasha x reader)

Bike (Natasha x sis!reader x Yelena)

Yelena Belova / Kate Bishop:

Fix It (Yelena + Natasha)

God & Maid (Nat x wife!reader + Yelena + P.Parker + Wanda)

Hitting (Russian Family + Wife!reader)

Halloween ( Yelena + Natasha + sibling!reader)

Car (Kate Bishop + Yelena + reader)

WTF (Kate Bishop + Yelena + Natasha x wife!reader)

War 2.0 (Yelena + Kate + platonic!reader)

What Do You Want ( Yelena + platonic!reader)

Second Breakfast ( Yelena x niece!reader + Natasha + Kate Bishop)

Hap-piness ( Yelena + Kate + Nat x wife!reader + Baby Romanoff)

Ear Piercing (Yelena + sis!reader + Kate Bishop)

Do not. (Yelena x reader)

Trust (Kate x reader)

Cat (Black Widows Hawkeyes x reader)

Finish it (Yelena Kate x reader)

Skin Type (yelena kate x reader)

Halloween (kate yelena nat wanda x reader)

Idea (yelena nat x reader)

Bath Bomb (Yelena + Reader + Natasha + Wanda + Tony)

Wanda Maximoff:

What did you do? (Wanda x gf!reader x bff!Natasha)

OMG! That’s you (Wanda x gf!reader, Natasha x sis!reader)

Damn you witch (Wanda x platonic!reader + Avengers)

What?! (WandaNat x teen!reader)

Not what I imagined (platonic!reader x Wanda, Peter, Natasha)

I wish (Wanda x Bff!reader + Natasha)

Tell her (Wanda x bff!reader x Nat, Clint)

Not my girlfriend (Wanda x reader)

Marriage (Wanda + Natasha, Yelena)

Names (Wanda x wife!reader)

A Little (Wanda x reader + Natasha)

Witch (Wanda + Natasha, reader, Yelena)

Kids (Wanda + Natasha x reader + Yelena)

Lena Luthor, Kara Danvers, Superfriends:

The who? (Stark!reader x Lena Luthor)

Hurt (Lena Luthor x reader)

Fart 1.0 (Danvers x sis!reader)

Fart 2.0 (Danvers x sis!reader)

Planets (Supercorp)

Knock-knock (Superfriends x reader)

Disneyland (Lena Luthor b!d reader)

Text (Lena Luthor x reader)

Disneyland 2.0 (Lena Luthor x b!d reader)

Name (Supercorp x daughter!reader)

Maria Hill:

Just you and me (platonic!reader x bff!Wanda, Natasha)

Texting. (Maria x Platonic!reader)

Devil (Maria x teen!reader + Natasha)

Fly (Maria x Teen!reader + Nat, Tony)

Which one? ( Maria x Platonic!reader x sis!Natasha)

Plan (Maria Hill + Carol + Natasha + Wanda + team!reader)

Carol Danvers:

At your wedding (Carol x reader)

News (Carol x bff!reader + Natasha)

Gotta go (Carol x platonic!reader + Wanda Natasha)

Angry (Carol x gf!reader + Wanda Natasha)

Agents of S.H.I.E.L.D:

Crush (nerd!reader)

Dance (Platonic!reader x Wife!Natasha)

Illyana Rasputin:

I’m not that bad (Illyana, Wanda x platonic!reader)

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thespiritoflife · 3 years

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M O O D B O A R D S

ALWAYS CLICK FOR BETTER QUALITY

Lord of The Rings

Boromir - fanfiction- 1 chapter - Letters Left Unread

Eómer in white and pink

Frodo Baggins in teal (GIF)

The Ring Verse (GIF)

Spending Christmas day with Legolas

Christmas with Faramir

The Hobbit

Fili Durin in colors of sunset

Thranduil in green and blue/silver

Kili Durin in blue

Fili and Kili in green

Thranduil in sunrise color

Christmas with Thranduil

Christmas with Tauriel

Marvel

Natasha Romanoff in red and black

Tony Stark in gold and red

Harry Potter

Tom Riddle in green and black

Young James Potter in orange

Young Sirius Black in black/grey

Being BFFs or lovers with Draco Malfoy in green

Vikings

Ragnar Lothbrok in blue and gold

Lagertha in ice color (GIF)

The 100

Lexa kom trikru in black

Other

Fairy themed moodboards in green and silver

A cute fairy cats

Dragons and clouds moodboard

White & Black moodboard

Ship thingie

Mermaid (GIF)

Old mansion

And we'll love (Kili Durin x Reader)

Angels Standing Guard fanfiction

Soft farmcore

Pale/baby blue

Midnight blue

Pirates

Harvest moon / autumn

Soft pink

Golden one

Moon

Tropical

Slovakia

Cleopatra

Whale

Princess

Hippie

Forbidden love

Blue birds

Moodboards based off of my friends personality or blog theme

Blue moodboard

Many moodboards of my moots (GIF)

Pink moodboard (GIF)

Yellow moodboard (GIF)

Light green (GIF)

Purple and orange

#personal moodboards - all moodboards

OC's (not mine!)

Boromir x Mirite moodboard

Mirelm

The Last Kingdom

Ragnar The Younger (GIF)

Greek mythology

greek mythologies/achilles

Hades & Persephone

Achilles

Helen of Troy

#moodboards #lord of the rings moodboars #the hobbit moodboards #marvel moodboards #vikings moodboards #the 100 moodboards #moodboards based off personality #moodboards based of blog theme #aeshtetic #aeshtetic moodboard #harry potter moodboard #the last kingdom moodboard

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ao3feed-lokiangst · 3 years

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Fireworks, rain and Lemons ( Loki X Female reader )

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3yRdpQa

by AnotherLokiVariant

Fanfic Slowburn ( vraiment très SLOOOOW) Loki X fem reader Enemis to Best friends to Lovers. /Une version genrée au Masculin existe aussi sur mon compte/

YN est une jeune agent sous couverture du S.H.I.E.L.D. Alors qu'elle arrive au bout d'une longue mission d'infiltration, un certain jeune homme aux cheveux noirs gominés viens tout faire capoter et interrompre sa mission... Loki et YN vont d'abord tenter de se tuer à plusieurs reprise mais à force de passer tellement de temps ensemble à essayer de tuer l'autre... ça rapproche

Je fais de mon max pour être accurate par rapport aux films et au plot de base mais je fait quelques écarts de temps en temps oupsi !

Words: 2100, Chapters: 2/?, Language: Français

Fandoms: Loki (TV 2021), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types

Rating: Teen And Up Audiences

Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings

Characters: Natacha, Natacha Romanoff, Loki, Loki lauffeyson, Loki (Marvel), Thor (Marvel), Natasha Romanov (Marvel), Hulk (Marvel), Tony Stark (Marvel 9810), Tony Stark, Captain America - Character, Steve Rogers, Nick Fury, Hawkeye, Clint Barton, Original Female Character(s), Female Reader - Character, Phil Coulson, Bruce Banner, Loki 2012 - Character

Relationships: Loki (Marvel)/Original Male Character(s)/Reader, Loki (Marvel)/Reader, Loki (Marvel)/Original Female Character(s)

Additional Tags: Slow Burn, Enemies to Friends to Lovers, Enemies to Lovers, yn - Freeform, SHIELD, movie accurate, Civil War Team Iron Man, Avengers: Age of Ultron (Movie), Hydra (Marvel), Mutant, loki learn technology, POV Loki (Marvel), BFF Loki, Self-Insert, Français, Français | French

read it on the AO3 at https://ift.tt/3yRdpQa

#IFTTT #ao3feed #fanfic #loki #loki fanfic #loki fanfiction #marvel cinematic universe #angst

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justlostinautumn · 5 years

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Agent Zero Part 2

Natasha Romanoff x Reader (Agent Zero)

Part 1

Agent Zero is the best of the best and puts The Avengers to shame. She isn’t perfect and she knows that, but she has made many good decisions that have gotten her to where she is now and one of them was falling in love with a certain Black Widow. Natasha is the only one to know Y/N (Agent Zero).

Natasha had a big secret that she wasn’t sure she wanted to share with her team. But what happens when that secret is put into the middle of the team. Can she keep her wife secret or will the team all find out? If the team finds out how will they react to the news? How long will their game last and will it blow up in their faces when they are found out?

There are still secrets that need to be shared, stories not fully explained and truths that need to be told. Y/N isn’t a liar, but sometimes you bend the truth so much you don’t even remember what it is anymore.

She had already managed to take out Wanda and Strange. They were decoys in the game her job was to get these four to work together, she could tell they were getting frustrated. Every time Steve would say something Tony would do the opposite.

“I’m getting bored and you don’t seem to be grasping what this exercise is about.” She looked at her nails dodging a knife Bucky threw at her head.

“You’ve not touch Rhodey and I.” Tony laughed.

The next thing they knew Steve threw his shield at her and she caught it spinning around and throwing it up so it hit Tony first and then bounced and hit Rhodey. She slid on the floor and caught the shield landing just by Bucky’s feet who punched down and grabbed the shield she grabbed his metal wrist, twisted it spun on her knee back to him pulled him over her shoulder pulled out the gun and shot him in the head leaving a red paint mark between the eyes. Steve charged at her and without flinching lifted the gun and shot him between the eyes too.

“Your arrogance got two of your strongest team members killed.” She looked at both Rhodey and Stark.

“What do you mean?” Tony was furious.

“I mean if they were bullets you’d be cleaning brains off your floor.” She hissed.

“Agent!” Nick shouted.

“No! Listen good all of you. Since your little Civil War I’ve had to clean up your mess, who do you think kept HYDRA at bay while you lot were having a temper tantrum about everything. So what if Barnes killed your parents Stark? You are fucking selfish! Yes, he’s killed his fair share of people, but he was made a monster. You created machines of destruction, you created Ultron. At the end of the day we all have our ledgers, we all have a hole filled with corpses. All I can say to you Stark is be grateful I wasn’t the one who killed your parents.” She slammed her hands against his chest and before he could fall he was caught by Bucky.

“You have no right to talk to him like that!” Steve shouted.

“Really, you’re going to stand up to the man who put your team in the Raft? The man who allowed his arrogance to let him believe he was a God? It’s funny Rogers. When I first learnt about you I idolised you and your BFF there, people willing to die for what they believe to be right. I was like you, the only difference is you would have killed me because I was born on the wrong team. You died a Martyr! Was it guilt that made you stay on the plane instead of jumping out and living your happy ending?” She tilted her head and she dodged as Rhodey swings at her.

“You need to stop before some kills you.” Rhodey threatens. Y/N can see Nat stiffen and Clint smirk, everyone else is looking in awe as they figure out what she’s doing.

“Aren’t you angry, after all, you did almost become paralysed because of them. The rehab you went through, having to watch your best friend mourn the loss of his parents again, as well as his friends and his team?” She smirked at him, her eyes held nothing but cruelty and malice.

“You bitch!” Bucky shouted and she let him pin her to the floor by her throat.

“Go on Soldat!” She laughed and saw something flicker in his eye, “always one to lose his cool too quickly.”

Y/N wrapped her legs around his metal arm and twisted her body causing him to let go of her. They both got up and she blocked every punch and kick he tried until she kicked him in the chest with enough force for him to hit the wall and leave a bent. Tony, Rhodey and Steve run to him.

“That’s how you get them to work as a team.” She brushes the dirt off her stealth suit as she addresses Fury.

“It was all a trick?” Steve was furious.

“Of course.” She smiled at him.

“How did you know it’d work?” Tony looked shocked as he and Rhodey helped Bucky stand, while Y/N walked up to them.

“I was a test, if you didn’t step in for each other I knew it would be a waste of time. But, you did and now I have something to work with.” She spoke lifting Bucky’s shirt and pushing ribs back into place, as Bruce runs up to her with gauze wraps and helps her wrap him tightly so the ribs don’t move.

“How did you know about the anger thing?” Bucky asked.

“In my time working, you and I have crossed paths. HYDRA liked to move you a lot, it kept people like Fury and that guessing if you were real.” She shrugs tapping his hip indicating he can lower his shirt and a memory burst in his mind.

“You’ve done this for me before.” Bucky looked her over carefully.

“I don’t know what you’re talking about.” She looked at him and her eyes gave him nothing.

“I think we’ve done enough for today.” Fury barked.

“I’m beat.” Y/N smirked at Nick and she looked at Maria who giggled.

“Food?” Nat appeared next to her.

“Yes, I’m starved. Maybe pizza, no… sushi? Mexican? Chinese? Oh God anything, I don’t think I’ve had decent food in a year. Natasha, its been a year since I’ve eaten something that wasn’t HYDRA Asset food. Good God, I want everything!” She looked at Nat giving her puppy dog eyes and she then turned her charm to the team who all looked at her with soft eyes.

“Fine, we will order a bit of everything!” Tony sighs breaking, he could help but be grateful for the girl who just might be able to fix the team.

“Agent Zero had to wrap somethings up on a previous mission.” Clint walked into the room with the information they had been dying to know since yesterday’s introduction and training activity.

“I wanted to train with her.” Bucky looked a little put out.

“Fury said she should be back either this evening or tomorrow.” Clint shrugs.

“Spill everything you know.” Tony leans in and points at both Natasha and Clint.

“Clint’s worked with her more.” Natasha shrugs, it was the truth.

“Bird Boy.” Tony looks at him and the rest of the team are waiting expectantly.

“She’s one of a kind, she was from some organisation. A test subject, no one really knows much about it. She’s only ever been an Agent. Only Fury and Hill knows her name. Everyone calls her Zero or Reaper nothing else.” Clint shrugs.

“She doesn’t do teams. So, when she brings down a base she normally doing it solo.” Nat adds.

“That’s impossible!” Steve looked shocked.

“It’s not if you are on both teams.” Nat finally looks at them.

“What does that mean?” Bucky was defensive.

“She use to be a part of HYDRA, she wasn’t originally from HYDRA but she worked with them. They think she is working for them and helping infiltrate SHIELD again.” Nick spoke from the doorway.

“She’s a double agent?” Tony looked impressed but worried.

“She didn’t lie when she said she was a free agent. She fights for what she wants, it’s just her hatred for HYDRA outweighs the hatred she has for your stupidity.” Nick smirks at them.

“Why would she hate us.” Steve frowned confused.

“There is always a story, but it isn’t mine to tell you and if she wants to tell you she will.” Nick nodded as he looked around the room.

“What can you tell us?” Bucky leaned in something was nagging in his mind and he couldn’t figure it out.

“She is like nothing anyone has ever seen, you only got to experience a small bit of what she can do. She is ruthless and she has killed more than any of you. Know this we are lucky to have her on our side otherwise we would be royally screwed.” Maria says as she walks in casually looking for Nick.

“What’s wrong Agent Hill?” Nick frowns looking at Maria.

“Agent Zero called and informed me there have been some... complications?” Maria raised a brow and Nat stiffen along with Clint and Fury.

“Did she say complication?” Nick looked at Maria who nodded, Nick pulled out his phone and called her, looking at the Team and putting it on speaker.

“Nicolas, how may I help?” She sang through the phone and gunfire could be heard in the background.

“What’s the complication?” Nick frowned at the phone and her voice.

“Oh you know some HYDRA goons decided to see if there was anything to collect and then saw me and may have wanted some target practice.” Nick could hear the amusement in her voice.

“We are coming to help!” Clint shouted.

“NO!” Y/N voice was hard and she had lost any kind of amusement it held originally.

“Why?” Nat was furious at her wife and wanted answers.

“You are far from the Team you were and you coming in would get me killed. I work alone for a reason, I don’t want to be a part of your Team.” Her voice is harsh and cold and Nat felt a little hurt.

“What?” Nat spoke softly.

“Trust me, Natasha, I would team up with you any day but having you drop in now would only get you killed. This isn’t your usual HYDRA Agents, think more Winter Soldier meets a diluted version of me.” They hear her grunt through the line.

“Zero!” Maria shouts.

“Stay the fuck down!” She shouts and they hear a loud gunshot ringing in the room.

“Agent?” Nick sounded worried.

“Don’t worry Nick I’m not dying on you yet, I have a few plans before that happens.” They can hear the smirk and mischief in her voice.

“Are you sure you don’t need help?” Nick looked at the Avengers who were staring intently at his phone waiting for her answer.

“Shit, shit, shit. Nick this is bad! Take me off speaker right now!” Nick frowned at her.

“Talk to me,” Nick said not taking off speakerphone.

“He’s here.” Was all she said.

“Sweetling, I know you are here.” They hear a voice on the other end.

“Nick!” They can hear the panic in her voice.

“You need him there,” Nick growled looking at Barnes.

“NO! He would be no use, he is not who he was.” She hissed back.

“Sweetling, I know you have no allegiance. I know you are trying to get your Soldier back... tell me that’s the only reason you are with them.” The male voice was louder.

“I have many reasons to do what I do. So what if I want the soldier back?” Her voice was cold and deadly.

“You killed all my men Sweetling, I want you to come back with me. None of this double agent crap... you can be Queen again.” They could hear him purr at her trying to entice her with a title.

“Who’s to say I’m not the Queen right now?” Something in her voice made them shiver, her tone held nothing but power.

“You are always are the Queen, but you need a King and I can be it. Drop the old and upgrade.” An image was being projected to Fury and they saw a burly man and the smaller form of Y/N from a drone she set up. Her head tilts back and they heard her laugh.

“You are hilarious thinking you’re an upgrade.” She cackled, it was cold and the room seems to chill with the sound of it.

“What's so funny?” He changed into a fighting stance.

“You were made to be nothing but guard dogs, sterile. Nothing but disposable! There is only one King and you should learn to respect him.” She growled, her stance like a lioness ready pounce. The look on her face was slightly feral as she snarls at him.

“He will never be King again.” He bellowed.

“Then I will never be Queen again.” She smirked back.

He charged at her and dived and she jumped to the side dodging him but grabbing his arm and swinging herself to land on his shoulder. Legs wrapped around his neck she twisted so fast and loud snap filled their ears and the room and the giant fell and she lept off him.

“Zero?” Nick shouted.

“I’m going to kill you, Fury!” She was pissed because she knew they heard everything.

“She’s a Queen? Bucky was there a Queen and King of HYDRA?” Steve turned to his friend.

“No, there wasn’t. This is nothing to do with you or your Team.” She growled viciously, this was a twisted truth but not an outright lie... I’m not a liar Y/N reminds herself. Nat didn’t know much about the term but Y/N had mentioned something about it being used when referring to her.

“Do you need a medic.” Maria was frowning at the hologram taking in some blood.

“Not my blood, I should leave before he wakes up.” Y/N walks over the body and loots a USB drive from the body and many other things. Checking each for bugs and anything else.

“You coming home?” Clint asked.

“I’m coming back to the compound, yes. It’s not my home.” There was something distant in her voice and they wanted to know who he was. They couldn’t make out his face only his form, almost like she’d done it on purpose.

“See you soon,” Nat said softly, she was worried. Nat knew something was off and there was an issue.

“Yeah... see you soon.” A frown could be seen on her face as she looks directly at the drone and it shuts off along with the phone hanging up.

“Did she say before he wakes up? We all heard that crack, he’s dead... right?” Tony looked at them and they all shrugged and then shivered as they felt the chill at their spines.

Walking in refreshed and in a pair of black jeans and a black tee-shirt, she drops on the sofa next to Clint.

“Barton.” She grunts.

“Zero,” Clint smirks.

The rest of the Avengers look at her and Clint as they stare at each other unblinkingly. Clint blinks first.

“Ha! I win!” She laughs, it was such a difference to the phone call leaving them with whiplash.

“Evil!” Clint growls going to tickle her but she catches his hands pinning them to his sides and sliding on his lap and then tickling him, he tries to buck her off but she doesn’t budge.

“Submit!” She smirks at him.

“Never!” He shouts and Nat laughs along with the rest of the team.

“Then perish!” She laughs.

Nat can’t help but fall deeper in love with the woman who is tormenting her best friend.

“Nat save me!” Clint shouts.

“I think I’ll pass, you made your bed maybe you should lay in it.” Nat tilts her head and stared at Y/N’s ass.

“Enjoying the view Romanoff.” Y/N giggled as she looked over her shoulder.

“Very much, but I’m not the only one,” Nat smirked, there was a glint in her eyes that Y/N knew well. The Widow was hungry and maybe a little jealous and it caused Y/N to smirk at her. Getting off Clint she saunters over and leans in close.

“Remember Romanoff you can look all you like, but you can’t touch.” Y/N lips were a breath away from Natasha’s and if Nat leaned in a little closer she would be able to kiss her. But, Y/N pulled away before she could and turned on her heel and walked out of the room.

“Where are you going?” Clint shouted.

“Debriefing with Fury and Hill.” She called over her shoulder with a two-finger wave.

“That was so hot.” Wanda looked in awe at the doorway to Nat.

“That is just Zero,” Clint smirks at the shocked faces of the Team and Nat laughed as she dropped next to Clint on the sofa. They need to know more and they knew a perfect time would be team bonding night.

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that-witch-bastard · 6 years

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The sound of silence

A Bucky Barnes fanfiction

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader

Warnings: PTSD, the death of a minor character (one I made up), fluff, some swear words

Word count: 1407 (or so says Word)

A/N: Hey, you guys! This is my first fic, so please be understanding.

A girl joins the Avengers through the Stark internship. She goes on her first mission with Bucky, but something goes wrong. Afterwards, she has severe PTSD, due to which, she can’t talk. Tony builds a special device to help her. But Bucky can do more than that. He can actually cure her.

Diary entries are written in italics.

The first day. Your first day at the Stark internship. You were nervous as hell but also excited as hell. When you got the email saying that you, Y/N Y/L/N, were chosen to work on some new equipment for the Avengers, you were beyond happy. You’ve always dreamed about learning from Tony Stark, the brightest mind currently alive.

You were amazingly intelligent and were always bored in class. That’s why you dropped out of college. because of that, you never really expected to be accepted into the internship. Well, you thought, apparently Tony Stark could see through your facade. You smirked.

As you walked into the Avengers tower a friendly voice welcomed you at the empty reception desk.

- Hello Ms Y/N. My name is F.R.I.D.A.Y. and I’ve been instructed to lead you upstairs to meet Mr Stark and the rest of your team.

- The rest of the interns, right? How many more of us are there, FRIDAY? Can I call you FRIDAY?

- Certainly, Ms Y/N. I feel obliged to correct you. There are no more interns. When I said you were to meet your team, I meant the Avengers. You were chosen to join the Avengers initiative.

You were dumbstruck. What the hell was going on? The Avengers? You never even dreamed of meeting them in person. You were even more terrified now.

- Shall we? - asked FRIDAY

you really weren’t going to argue. You followed FRIDAY’s directions. When you stepped off the lift into the open plan living room, you were greeted by a crowd of people. Tony Stark, Bruce Banner, Natasha Romanoff, Clint Barton, Thor Odinson, Wanda Maximoff, Vision... and James Buchanan Barnes. Names and faces you’ve only seen on television. Until now.

- Hello - said Tony, shaking your hand. - You must be surprised. I’m not sorry, I do love a touch of drama. I’ll keep it brief. There is no internship, although your resume was quite impressive. That’s why I cancelled the internship and chose you to be the new addition to our team. And before you say anything - you can let go of my hand now.

You did.

- And, we know. Everything.

- Surely, you can’t know everything - you said.

- You mean we can’t know how your last seven, was it, boyfriends were total wanks? Or that you put on a mask and sneak out every night to beat the shit out of petty criminals? - said Bucky with a knowing grin.

-... - your face must have been hilarious because Clint and Wanda started laughing their faces off.

- Welcome to the team, Y/N - said Natasha.

You were officially accepted.

Dammit, I feel good!

I’ve been an Avenger for a month now and I love it! Everybody is so friendly. I’ve made friends with Nat and Wanda, we’re BFFs now. I love it so much! I’ve been training every day, both physically and mentally.

In the morning Bucky and Steve are killing me in the gym. Nat helps them, sometimes, In the afternoons, I go to the lab with Tony and Bruce to work on new weapons and tech. I can’t say anything about it ;)

Everybody has warmed up to me quickly, I’m really surprised. Well, almost everyone. Only Bucky remains cold. He barely talks to me and leaves the room whenever I arrive. Except for the gym. He can get really scary sometimes. His eyes say everything he’s keeping inside. the pain, anger, sadness, fear. Mostly fear. I can’t get through to him. I talk to him almost all the time during our sessions, I can’t help it, that’s just what I do.

Once, after a particularly tiring training session, he came up to me, bare-chested, in the gym. I was freaking excited to have him so close. He pressed me up against the wall, leaned over and whispered in my ear - Do you have any idea what I want to do to you?

And then he left. After that, I realized just how attracted to him I was. I didn’t know what he meant - did he want to kill me or f*ck me?

I’m leaving on my first mission tomorrow. Bucky and I are supposed to storm the last remaining Hydra base in the US. It’s a two-day job - get in, plant the bomb and get out.

I’ll finish writing when we get back.

Blood. Screaming. Fear. Pain.

Hospital lights?

You woke up in the infirmary. What the hell happened on that mission? You feel somebody caressing your hand. Your eyelids fluttered open. You saw someone hovering above you. Long, brown hair, blue eyes. Bucky. Why was he there, of all people? You wanted to ask him that, and about a million other questions, but you couldn’t.

You’ve lost your voice.

Bucky’s face had a knowing expression written all over it. Of course, he knew. He did something quite extraordinary - he kissed your forehead.

- It’s gonna be fine, doll. Don’t worry. Tony’s already working on it.

Dear diary

I can't believe I fucked up so bad. My first mission was an utter disaster. My stupidity got a man killed.

Bucky said not to worry, but PTSD ain’t no picnic. I can’t say anything. It’s not a secret or anything, I just can’t bring myself to talking. I am unable to force my voice strings to quiver. I killed him. I am a killer. A dumb killer at that.

Tony tried to help, being a sweetheart. He made me a special kind of Band-Aid to wear on my neck. Supposedly, it’s gonna make me talk. I’ve never tried. I don’t know why. I just can’t.

It sucks.

Y/N was huddled in her bed, wearing her favourite hoodie. She hadn’t moved for two days. Didn’t eat, didn’t shower, didn’t even sleep. The only thing she did was cry. She cried because it was the only thing she could do.

The team was worried, but nobody wanted to interrupt Y/N. She has to process her grief on her own. They’ve all been through something similar at one point. Nobody as many times as Bucky, though.

He didn’t want the others to see it, but he cared about Y/N. He wanted to hear her laugh again. He missed her voice. He only appreciated it now that it was gone. He couldn’t stand the thought of her bearing those feelings on her own.

“Fuck it” - he thought. He rose from the couch he had been sitting on, pretending to watch a film. He walked down the corridor and stood outside Y/N’s room. He took a deep breath and knocked on the door softly.

She didn’t answer.

He didn’t really expect her to. He only knocked on the door to let her know he was there. He opened the door. Behind it, he saw a cosy room. There were books scattered all over it.

And on the king-sized bed, he saw Y/N, huddled under her fleece blanket. She looked terrible, but that thought never crossed his mind. She was the most beautiful creature in the world.

-Hey, doll. How you doing?

Silence. She opened her eye.

Bucky came u to her bed and sat on the edge. He ran his flesh fingers through her hair.

- Can I lie here with you? - he asked.

She nodded. He half-sat against the headboard. She rolled over and rested her head in the crook of his neck. God, he smelled amazing. He wrapped his right arm around her, pulling her even closer. He traced her jaw with his metal hand. She loved it.

- I`m so sorry, doll. I know I`ve been awful to you and I apologize. Truth is, I like you, Y/N. And I`m here for you. I know it can be rough. Trust me, I`ve been there. It`s gonna get better, love. Just give it time. Remember, I`m here to support you. Take all the time you need. I`ll be here.

She hugged him tighter, tears in her eyes.

He wanted to tell her so much more. He couldn`t find the right words to express his feelings. Or maybe he could. He gathered courage and said:

- I love you, Y/N.

- Bucky... - she whispered against his neck. For the first time in weeks, she felt more or less fine. She knew she would be ok in the end. She would be with Bucky. Her Bucky.

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soldierswar · 7 years

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Cheat

Anon Request: I so I was wondering if u could request a Bucky smut/ imagine? So Y/N has been noticing that Bucky (boyfriend) and Nat (one of her bff beside Wanda) have been avoiding her, she come home to her and Bucky's apartment, sees them in bed together, breaks up with Bucky. The rest of the Avengers completely shun Bucky and Nat. After a couple months Bucky tries to make up with y/n, they have epic makeup sex and live happily ever after Thx❤️❤️❤️❤️

Pairing: Bucky Barnes X Reader,

Word Count: 3073

Warnings: SMUT, Angst

Notes: Thanks so much to the anon that requested this. I had a lot of fun writing it. As I usually do with my requests. Enjoy!

“Okay, just stop (Y/N” You mentally repeated to yourself over and over again.

“It’s all in your head.”

You paced down the empty halls of the Avengers facility at 3 am. Your nerves were getting the best of you as they always did, and you weren’t sure if it was your instincts kicking in, or if you were just being delusional as you often felt you were.

You and Bucky had been dating for 8 months now, and things were going pretty good...For the most part. You knew getting into a relationship with the man formerly known as ‘The Winter Soldier’ wasn’t going to be easy. You knew there would sometimes be trust issues or barriers, but sometimes like any relationship, things just felt more difficult than they needed to be because of those issues.

Lately, you’d been fighting a lot. Most of it stemming from your own insecurities. He was often secretive, which lead you to think that maybe he was hiding things from you. Steve tried to reason with you saying that he was always kind of like that.

Also, he and your best friend Natasha Romanoff had become really close. There were times that you’d catch them standing alone at parties talking just to each other as you stood by yourself getting as many drinks as you could into your system just to be able to even stomach the sight of it. That’s where most of the fighting came from. Yet, he still made no effort to change. And on top of that, a couple of months ago you had accidentally let it slip that you loved him. The most embarrassing part was that he still never really acknowledged that it had happened. He acted as though nothing happened. Just the thought of that day would make your heart sink further and further every day. You never knew that it was possible to feel so lonely in a relationship. But you stayed with him. You stayed with him because despite the fact that he probably didn’t feel the same way, you did love him, and you were probably going to hold that in forever if you had to. As long as it meant staying with him. Or maybe you were just an idiot.

You finally worked up the courage to make your way up to Bucky’s room. You figured that it would take exactly 3 minutes to get over there, so you hoped that you wouldn’t chicken out on the way. You had to promise yourself that you’d let your legs continue their movements, and wouldn’t let your stupid pride take over.

You and Bucky had gotten into an incredibly big fight that night. It was once again about the usual. ‘What’s going on with you and Nat?’ ‘She’s my best friend, why are you doing this to me?’ ‘blah, blah, blah.’ But this one ended in yelling that could be heard through half the building, and tears that lasted 2 hours on your part. Some words were said that made you wonder if you were even together anymore.

But you were the one that started the fight in the first place, so you figured you had to be the one to say sorry…Again.

You could see at the base of Bucky’s door that the lights were dimly lit in his room. Maybe he was up like you were. Maybe he felt bad about some of the things that he said, or worse you said something in the heat of the moment that was too harsh. Through the light shuffling you heard from the other side of the door, you knew he was still awake.

You took a deep breath, not even bothering to knock, you used the key that he had given you a while ago pushing the door open like you always did.

But this was not like other times. As soon as you opened that door, you knew that this was not going to be like other times. It was never going to be like other times ever again.

There they were. Bucky, your boyfriend who through all the shit you’d been through was sitting up, back against the headboard right next to your best friend. Your best friend who was partially under the blankets, but you could see her fully exposed chest clear as day.

Everybody in the room froze. Two sets of eyes staring blankly right into yours that immediately started to well up with tears.

You wanted to open your mouth and scream at them and tell them off. You wanted to slap them both across the face. You wished that you were some type of Witch that could cast a terrible spell on them. But at that point, any of those options were just as likely as the other. You were completely and utterly speechless.

Instead, your legs just directed you to turn around and make your way back to your room. You could hear them both start to try to say something. Probably come up with some bullshit excuse in the heat of the moment, but before any more than a little sound could come out you slammed the door as hard as you could before retreating back to your room to cry.

You had never cried for so long, and so hard in your entire life.

…The next day…

“They did what?” exclaimed Wanda as she handed you another tissue box, sitting on the bed next to you.

“I-It was awful.” You blubbered, explaining the events of the previous night.

“She was right in bed with him. The covers were all ruffled up, they both had post sex hair, and she was even still naked.”

You started to cry even harder at the thought of having to see them again. Were they still going to act as close as they had been before? Were they going to actually be an item now? Had you been replaced that easily? Were you ever going to be able to see even one of them without having flashbacks of that horrible sight?

Suddenly you heard the click of your door opening. Right before you was none other than your boyfriend…ex-boyfriend Bucky standing at the doorway. His hair disheveled, he looked as if he hadn’t slept either. Good.

“What do you want, asshole?” You spat.

“Y/N…I-Look, it’s not what…That wasn’t supposed to ha-”

“Save it. I don’t want to hear it. I don’t want to hear any of your bullshit excuses anymore. You knew that it was going to happen, just as I had suspected. I was just some chick that you could have fun with until you could get with the woman you really liked.”

He stayed silent, an expression on his face that you suspected to be guilt. But you continued on.

“But you don’t get to have that power over me anymore. We are done, Bucky! I never want to speak to you unless I absolutely have to ever again!”

“Y/N” He started.

“Enough!” You yelled.

“Bye!”

He looked back one more time before closing the door behind him.

…

It had been a month now since you and Bucky had broken up. You were finally started to get through the motions of having to avoid him and Nat on a daily basis. Honestly, it wasn’t even that hard. Most of the other Avengers kind of avoided those two anyway when it came to actually having to be social with each other. Sometimes they would try to join in on a conversation and the whole room would get quiet. You kind of felt bad…But you didn’t. It was not your fault that they ‘accidentally’ ended up in bed naked together.

Steve and Bucky were still really close, that never changed, nor did you want it to. Steve was always like an older (much older), wiser brother to you so he tried to stay as a happy medium between the two of you. But whenever Steve tried to bring up the situation, or anything having to do with Bucky to you, you would physically put your hand on his mouth. You did not want to hear any of it.

It was the end of a long, stressful day in the tower. You were standing alone at the kitchen counter enjoying a large glass of wine while binge watching some tv show on Netflix.

“Y/N?” You heard softly from the entrance of the kitchen.

Your heart stopped, knowing exactly who it was. The voice you knew so well. The voice you had fallen asleep to so many times. The voice you had once loved…Maybe even regrettably still loved to an extent.

You didn’t say anything. You hoped that if you just ignored him he’d get what he needed and be on his way. At least, that was what usually happened.

“Y/N I know you can hear me.” He said, making his way over to you.

You ripped your headphones out and slammed them onto the counter.

“I was watching something.” You sighed, rolling your eyes in order to avoid eye contact.

But there they were. Those blue orbs reflecting from the phone screen that had you melting at the sight of them. He had that intense look on his face that you loved so dearly, and that look was pointed directly at you. His face a few mere inches away from yours. You swallowed hard, feeling that familiar lump in your throat starting to form.

“Y/N” He started, taking a deep breath.

“I-I fucked up really badly with you.”

You could tell that he was nervous. His right hand was shaking, and you could hear the metal plates of his left arm shift over and over again the way it did when he was nervous.

“I didn’t treat you the way I should have in fact…I treated you like crap half of the time.”

You started to feel what you could describe as nothing else by a giant ball of anger, and sadness make its way up to your heart. You weren’t sure what to feel about what he was saying. You could tell that he really did mean those words. In fact, he was never one known to ever lie. But you still held so much anger and resentment for not only breaking apart what you two had but breaking up a very close friendship.

“So…What happened that night?” You whispered bitterly.

His eyes started to lift when he noticed that you were finally saying something but fell again when he thought about that night again.

“I-You know Nat feels horrible about that night, you know? If you have anyone to blame about that night it’s me, but don’t stay mad at her.”

“Oh, so I see you’re still friendly as ever. You know, she’s a grown woman, she can speak for herself, thank you. Now, what happened that night?”

“Y/N,” He sighed

“What. Happened. That. Night. Bucky.” You repeated through your teeth.

He hesitated but then decided to speak.

“I was angry. It was the same fight over and over again. Nat and I were just friends, I swear but…I don’t know. It just kind of happened.”

“It just kind of happened.” You whispered to yourself, looking up at the ceiling, trying not to let any of the tears that were forming fall down your cheeks.

“So, what? You slipped and somehow by the grace of physics your dick fell inside of her in bed and your clothes just happened to fall off? That’s what happened?”

“No…” His voice trailed off.

“I think I was just kind of lashing out…And I did the worst thing that I could ever do to you, Y/N. And I don’t know how to say how sorry I am about that. I really am.”

You turned, looking into those orbs again, feeling that tugging in your heart for him that you had felt when you first got together.

You started to bring your face closer to his. Slowly, apprehensively, and in a way, subconsciously. It may or may not have been the wine’s fault, but you couldn’t control yourself.

You pressed your lips softly to his, feeling the exact fluttering feeling that you had felt whenever you kissed him when things were good between the two of you. Part of you expected him to pull away. To tell you that he didn’t actually want you anymore, and he was just trying to apologize for what had happened. But he didn’t.

He brought his hands up to your face, kissing you deeper as you moved your hands up to run through his hair. You continued on like this for what was probably minutes. His breath smelled of Coke, and whiskey as it often did before, during the night. Which was odd to you because alcohol had virtually no effect on him.

You let out a slight moan as things got heavier. You felt a little bit embarrassed, but he reassured you that you weren’t the only one feeling heated.

He placed you on the counter, kissing his way down to your neck as your wrapped your legs around his waist. You could tell already that the way he was biting, and sucking on your neck you were going to have some marks to cover up on your neck. But it felt too good to make him stop even just a little bit. Instead, you reached for the button of his pants letting him know exactly what you wanted, and that you wanted it now. You had been wanting him so much for the past month, you were surprised that you held up for this long.

“Y/N…Are you sure about this?” he whispered against your neck, lust deepening his voice drastically.

“Yeah,” you whimpered, quickly pulling your shorts off and then reaching to pull his pants down.

“I want this.”

He was already hard by the time you pulled his underwear off, so you knew that he wanted exactly what you wanted.

You wondered if he thought about you as much as you thought about him. At the same time, you tried to push aside the thought that maybe he’d think about Nat too sometimes. You didn’t want to think about that. All you wanted was right here, right now.

You guided him close to your already wet, sensitive entrance. He pulled your hand away, bringing both of your hands to rest on his shoulders, and pulled you to the very edge of the counter.

He kissed you deeply as he moved the tip of his cock up and down your folds before plunging in completely in one swift movement.

You let out a gasp from how good it felt. A feeling that was so familiar, and yet you weren’t sure you would ever get used to. You noted that you were in a completely open space and needed to keep silent.

You kept your lips to his as you both tried to keep quiet through his steady thrusts that hit you in the right places perfectly. As it went on, he moved his kisses from your lips back over to my neck, continuing on with the bruise building motions while his right hand massaged, and played with your right breast.

With everything he was doing, it was getting more and more difficult to keep quiet, but somehow you still managed to.

At least you did until you started to feel yourself come to the end. It was always such an intense feeling with him, and you didn’t want to hold back, especially after all of this time.

You knew that he could tell that you were about to cum. He started kissing around your ear softly, and rubbing your clit tentatively with his flesh thumb, and began moving faster. The warm feeling at the bottom of your stomach grew bigger and bigger until what felt like a large explosion happened.

You gripped even harder, practically clawing at his shoulders. Your whole body trembled against his movements as you rode out your orgasm, and you realized that he was also riding out his own. You both looked at each other as it was happening for you at the same time. Your mouths open, your breaths as silent as they could be, and the feeling of nothing but pure bliss.

After he pulled out of you, you planted your feet back down onto the floor, your legs were incredibly wobbly, but you managed to be able to stand somewhat straight.

You reached for your shorts that were on the floor, putting them back on silently hoping that the next few moments wouldn’t consist of Bucky feeling like he had just made a big mistake. The idea of that terrified you. But to your surprise, something else totally different popped out of his mouth.

“Y/N. I love you.”

…1 year later…

“Oh my gosh, Y/N.” Nat remarked, staring at the beautiful ring that laid upon your left 4th finger.

“It’s such a beautiful ring. He couldn’t have picked anything more perfect for you.”

You couldn’t stop smiling at it. You had never been happier in your life.

Bucky and you had been in a much better place since that night in the kitchen. You had gotten back together, and you were so much more open with each other. True, you still had some issues here and there, but it was always something you could work through together. And as of 2 days ago, you were engaged.

“Hey, Nat.” She looked back up at you, taking her eyes off the ring.

“I know that we went through a little bit of a rough patch a while back…”

Her face started to fall again. Even the thought of what had happened over a year ago made her feel riddled with guilt. So, once you finally had resolved things, you two tried to never bring that time up again.

“Yeah.” She sighed, looking back down.

“Hey,” You brought your finger to the bottom of her chin, bringing her eyes back up to face you.

“That’s all behind us now, right?”

She started to smile again.

“Right.”

“So….” You grinned, so excited to ask her what you had been dying to ask her for days now.

“Natasha Romanoff, will you be my maid of honor?”

Her face lit up.

“Uh, yes!” She exclaimed before giving you the biggest hug.

“I’m so happy we’re friends again.” You mumbled through your squished face against her shoulder.

“Me too.”

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Reader is a mutant with the ability to turn sound into light who was 'adopted' aka stolen as a child by Baron Von Strucker to use for experimentation. She was given a form of the Super soldier serum so in addition to her mutant abilities she also has super strength, enhanced senses and healing. When he starts experimenting on his volunteers, the Maximoff twins, she tries to convince them to escape with her but they tell the Baron that she's planning to escape so he doubles her cell security. Steve and reader met when the team recovered Loki's scepter from Strucker.

She falls in love with Steve and becomes good friends with Nat but they aren't the friends she thinks they are.

Steve Rogers x Reader, Natasha x Bruce, Steve x Natasha, Reader x ????