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#I accidentally made her too cute someone help I need to squish her so bad
polarmary · 3 months
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Thank you @cycle-hit for the idea :b <33
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rebeccccccaaa · 3 years
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𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝓂𝑒, 𝒽𝑒 𝓁𝑜𝓋𝑒𝓈 𝓂𝑒 𝓃𝑜𝓉
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𝐵𝓊𝒸𝓀𝓎 𝐵𝒶𝓇𝓃𝑒𝓈 𝓍 𝑅𝑒𝒶𝒹𝑒𝓇
𝓇𝑒𝓆𝓊𝑒𝓈𝓉𝑒𝒹: imagine-all-the-fandoms said:
Hey you 💕 I’m so in love with your imagines, you’re a great writer! I hope it’s okay to send smth in as well ☺️ a Bucky one for where you’re crushing each other and head to a mission together in the snowy mountains where you get trapped by a storm in a cute cabin. First he’s all shy around you but in the end it’s all cute as he makes a little fire and shares his clothes to keep you warm which also leads to cuddling and finally sharing a kiss and even some loving smut when you finally admit your feelings ?
𝒲𝒶𝓇𝓃𝒾𝓃𝑔𝓈: Smut, 18+, Fluff, friends to lovers, shy Bucky, fluff, did I mention fluff? Plant stuff? you’re kinda like that bitch from sky high lol
𝒜𝓊𝓉𝒽𝑜𝓇’𝓈 𝒩𝑜𝓉𝑒: this is too cute and I had so much writing this, i feel it radiates like huge cottage core energy but in the snow XD anyways hope you like it bug and thanks for the request!!
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You were walking from the greenhouse/garden room holding a small plant when you bumped into a much larger figure, accidentally dropping said plant.
“Oh! I’m so sorry!” the voice said.
“It’s ok. I’m sorr-” you stopped.
The person was Bucky and under his big black boot was your little baby plant that you were taking to your room to nurse. You stared at him with a shocked and upset look on your face and Bucky stepped back to see the poor plant squished on the floor. 
Wanda was a bystander and rushed over to help clean up. She used her powers and mended the plant pot back together but the poor bud was still wilted. 
“Are you guys ok?” Wanda asked, handing you the pot with the wilted plant. 
“You squished my plant,” you said monotonously.
“I’m sorry,” Bucky said, panicked.
You playfully shook your head in disappointment trying your hardest to burst into giggles. It was ok because it’s what you do. You did… plant stuff. You weren’t exactly sure what your abilities were but you did know that you worked with plants very well.
You looked down at the bud and softly blew. Sage green magic circled the plant and life went back into the little sprout. Bucky’s panicked expression softened as he watched you use your magic. The way you smiled when the plant came back to life. That proud smile you had on made him smile too.
“There. All better,” you looked back Bucky. 
“All better,” he repeated with a smile.
“Hey, Y/n. Bucky,” Steve called you from down the hall.
“What’s up?”
“Fury needs you two in the conference room, says he’s got a mission for you two,” Steve walked away after he informed you both.
“Lead the way darling,” Bucky gestured his hand forward.
“Ah, you’re here. Why do you have a plant in your hand?”
“Bucky squished my flower under his boot,” you said.
“It was an accident,” Bucky mumbled.
“Moving on. I have a mission for you both in the alps. Some thugs are trading alien plant life so I need you,” he pointed to you, “to collect some samples for Tony and Bruce and Bucky will be there to protect you. If any plants die or get frozen you know what to do.”
You were plenty capable to handle yourself but you’ve never had to do so in the snow. You generally stuck to warmer and sunnier places when it came to missions. Bucky was pretty used to the snow so he knows to survive better in case you get stuck; but that won’t happen obviously.
“Wheels up in 30.”
You got to hide out and you were sort of struggling considering you had maybe seven layers of clothes on. You felt like a big puffy marshmallow waddling your way to the crime scene. The mission was somewhat successful, Bucky had really done all the work fighting and you just ran around tying up bad guys with vines and holding little seedlings in your pockets.
All was going until it didn’t. The wind picked up quickly and snow started thrashing around you and the others. You were fighting on the side of a hill, well Bucky was. You were still running around trying not to get shot. There was rumbling and the ground shook under you. You looked at Bucky who had taken down someone and his face held fear and concern. 
“Run!” he yelled.
“Where!” you started running anyhow.
“Follow me, doll!” 
You tried your best to run through heavy snow and with many many layers of clothes on you but it was becoming a struggle. Especially running against the wind made it a challenge on its own. Bucky was far ahead of you but thankfully turned back to grab your hand effectively dragging you alongside him running from the tumbling snow chasing after you. 
“Think you get us above ground? Maybe a tree? Rock platforms?” Bucky shouted, still running with his arm up to prevent snow and ice from getting in his eyes.
“The snow’s too thick and the wind is too strong,” you shouted back.
“I’m sorry,” you shouted shakily.
Before Bucky could respond the snowfall did a hiccup before finally settling within feet of you and Bucky. You two were exhausted and if you had to run any further, you’d probably be consumed by snow because you barely had any energy left in you to keep running.  
The wind was still harsh and the snow fell rapidly making it almost impossible to see even 5 feet in front of you. 
“We should find shelter,” Bucky said close to your face. Your nose was nearly numb from the cold and the warmth from Bucky’s proximity made it almost feel like it was burning. 
“I’m just following you,” you said with tired eyes.
After what felt like hours of walking you were practically dragging your feet and legs across the thick snow. The blankets of snow  glistened beautiful and sparkled under the sun. despite the sun now being out the weather was still almost unbearably cold. Your body still shook from the chill.
“You know, I’ve never liked winter. It was always so plain and boring with all the snow. And it’s so fucking cold; I’d rather be laying in the sun in a meadow. But this,” you circled your arms and twirled, “This is beautiful.”
“You what’s even more beautiful?” Bucky held your hand.
“What?” you said shyly.
“That cabin up ahead,” he smirked, and you smacked his chest.
“Well then, come on. I’m still freezing my butt off, and surely the seedlings in my pocket are frozen too,” you started treading the snow, grunting every step.
You got inside after a few tugs because the lock was practically frozen shut. The cabin was seemingly abandoned, else the hosts would certainly be surprised. Nonetheless, Bucky searched the house for anything to give you warmth. You stood in the living room area of the cabin awaiting instructions from Bucky since he seemed to know what he was doing. 
“Hey, doll. It looks like this place’s got two fireplaces. One here and in the master bedroom. Take your pick.”
“How long will be here?” you asked.
“I don’t know. I’ve hardly got any signal to send an alert.”
“That means we’ll probably spend the night. We should use the bedroom.”
“You can use the bedroom. I set a fire in the fireplace there, and then I’ll set one up out here for me when you’re taken care of,” he said.
“I thought we were sharing the room,” you mumbled, feeling embarrassed. See you had this little, itty, bitty, tiny crush on the fellow. But how could you not? He was perfect! You certainly weren’t going to waste the opportunity to share a bed with the guy if you ‘had to’. 
“Let’s get you taken care of,” he smiled softly.
You walked to the back room where the master bedroom was and it was beautiful. The bed was disassembled, the mattress was leaning to the side on the wall and the bed frame was taken apart. Bucky moved the bedframe to the side and flopped the mattress down to the floor. 
“Let me check for any blankets in this place,” Bucky ran off. 
You looked around and walked into the connected bathroom. To your absolute surprise there were small plants, unfortunately dead, and pots filled with dried out and chalky dirt. You could work with that. 
You picked them up and took them to the bed. You sat on the mattress and placed the pots in front of you on the floor at your feet. You pulled out the frozen seedlings and plants and placed each one in their own pot. 
That same sage green magic circled your hands and traveled to the pots where the dirt grew damp and the seedlings grew into buds. You smiled to yourself before looking up, eyes meeting Bucky’s who watched you with a grin on his face.
“It’s amazing what you do,” he said holding a bunch of blankets.
“It’s nothing.”
“No-” he was interrupted from the branches of the trees right outside the room baniging against the window hard. 
“Oh no. storm’s picking up again,” Bucky mumbled.
“Are we gonna be ok?” you asked.
“”We’ll be fine. Now are you hurt?”
“Just cold,” you whispered.
“Ok if you feel uncomfortable let me know and I’ll leave you ok?” you nodded.
“I need you to take your layers off until you reach your thermal.”
You zipped down your snow jacket that was incredibly wet from all the snow from outside. Next was a layer of your snow pants after you took your snow boots off, which were also wet; both the pants and boots.
Bucky helped you with the rest of your layers under you simply wore a thermal and your undergarments underneath. Your body was shaking still and the fire still wasn’t on yet. 
“Here are all the blankets I could find. Warm yourself up while I turn on the fireplace,” Bucky walked outside to gather some stumps of wood that were conveniently stacked next to the front door. He came back with a rock and banged it against his metal hand to create sparks which thankfully successfully lit the fire. 
“Are you feeling ok?” he asked shyly.
“Sort of, but the fire’s going so I think I’ll feel better very soon,” you responded.
Bucky was about to leave you and make his own fire in the living room when you stopped him.
“Buck, you don’t have to leave,” you said.
“Thought I’d give you some privacy,” he responded.
“I don’t need privacy, besides the fire’s already made. Just stay here,” you scooted on the bed for him to sit.
“Are you sure?” he asked.
“Come sit,” you smiled and patted the spot next to you.
He sat with you very closely and you feel his body heat radiating off his body like a heater. He asked if it was ok if he got rid of wet clothes too and you let him. When he took his last layer off he accidentally lifted his thermal shirt with it exposing his lower stomach. The muscle of his abdominals surprised you and you couldn’t help but oogle.
Bucky’s cheeks grew red and not from the cold. You two sat in silence. Your body was still trembling slightly and bucky wanted to help you. He just didn’t know if you;d be comfortable with the particular survival tactic. 
“I don’t want to upset you or make you uncomfortable but body heat and skin to skin contact is the most effective way to warm the body.
“Bucky, are you making a move on me?” you giggled.
“Uh no- sorry I, uh I-”
“I’m just teasing,” you smiled.
“I want to help you,” he whispered.
“Ok.”
Bucky moved away slightly and reached for the bottom of your shirt hesitantly looking to you for permission of which you granted. Your arms came up and the thermal slowly peeled off of your cold body. You were simply left in a bra and your arms covered yourself in coldness and also slight insecurity. 
Bucky also took his thermal off and tossed it to the side. Your eyes trained on his torso littered with little scars and bruises that made you want to reach out and hold him. He leaned back on the mattress and lifted his hips to remove his thermal pants and then looked back to you to make sure you were still ok.
You stood up and quickly discarded your pants as well as seeing Bucky turn his away from seeing you undress; which made your heart warm at his manners. When you were done you sat back down much closer to Bucky this time.
His arms wrapped around you and both your legs hitched over his thighs as you curled into him. His body was so hot, figuratively and literally. Your body instantly warmed up against his hardened muscles. You stayed this way while the fire burned and Bucky told you stories about him and Steve back in the 40s before everything happened. 
There was a moment of silence that settled between you and you looked into Bucky’s eyes. His hand came up and softly brushed the air from your face. You leaned into hand and smiled faintly to him and he smiled back. 
Bukcy leaned his forehead down to press against your and you could feel the tip of his equally cold nose on yours. You looked at each other waiting for the other to say something, anything.
“Are you going to kiss me?” you whispered.
“Do you want me to kiss you?” he whispered back.
“Please.”
Bucky lips attached to yours ever so gently. Your body practically melted against him, chills raising on your skin but not from the cold. His hands caressed the skin of your stomach and ribs and you moved straddled his thighs.
You felt growing wet from the way he held you tenderly against him. You started grinding yourself against his crotch feeling his dick getting hard pressing up against your core. Small moans and breathy sighs emitted from you and Bucky and his hands roamed to your ass. 
Bucky’s lips went to neck and you threw your head back for him and threaded your fingers through his hair. Bucky nipped and bit down on the skin before soothing it over with his tongue and dragged it down to your collarbone. 
You reached around and unclipped your bra and Bucky tossed over to the pile of clothes you had discarded beforehand. Bucky looked down at your chest for a second but averted his eyes to prevent you from being uncomfortable. 
His hands however kneaded the flesh of your breasts; insanely warm against your skin. 
“You’re so pretty, darling,” Bucky whispered in your ear making you shudder.
He flipped you over; the blanket fell to the side making your nipples harden from the chilly air. He stood up to remove his boxers and ran his hands up your legs sensually playing with the hem of your panties you still had on. 
He looked at you with gentle eyes before you nodded eagerly for him to take them off. After he did he crawled up body before settling between your hips. His cock was settled against your pussy and it practically throbbed, aching for more. 
He pumped his cock with his hand a few times leaning down to capture your lips with his. When he slid inside, you moaned loudly taking a hold of his shoulders with your hands. Bucky was huge! Nothing like any of your past lovers, not that you really many. 
“Hold on, hold on. I just need a second,” you told Bucky. 
He leaned down and pressed kisses all over your face; your hands cupping his face and jaw giggling. You looked into eyes once again and nodded letting him know that it was alright to move again. 
Bucky was in absolute heaven right now.
Your walls felt so soft and velvety as he easily thrusted in and out of you. A thin layer of sweat formed on his forehead. His hand reached down your arm and he intertwined his fingers with yours resting by your head. 
Bucky had been dreaming of this moment longer than he’d like to admit. He never considered himself to be a shy person; and definitely not jealous either. But when he met you, he always stuttered and stumbled over his feet and words barely getting a working sentence out of his mouth. 
Whenever Steve or Sam spoke to you, and generally flirted a lot of the time, he envied them for being so relaxed around you. He’d wanted to ask you on a proper date and take you home to worship you like you deserve; wake up next to you and make love all over again. But he couldn’t say hi without turning bright red.
But here you were, a dream come true, squirming, whining and moaning beautifully under him. 
“You are so gorgeous, baby. God, I can’t believe you're here,” Bucky kissed you. 
“Oh, Bucky you feel so good,” you moaned.
“Fuck, baby you’re taking me so well,” he praised.
You both moaned feeling your orgasm approaching rapidly. Your legs wrapped around Bucky’s torso driving him deeper in making you practically scream in pleasure. Bucky’s hips snapped in and out of you wildly desperate for that release he knows is going to be the best he’s ever had. 
When the coil in the pit of your stomach burst your back arched into Bucky and his face buried into your neck as he practically growled in pleasure. 
“Fuck that was amazing,” he kissed your neck and chuckled.
“Why are you always so shy around me? We probably could’ve done this way sooner,” you patted his back. 
“I, uh-”
“There you go stuttering again,” you giggled.
“I’m sorry. Y/n, I really like you and I have since I’ve met you. I don’t know why I feel so brain dead whenever I’m around you. I used to have no problem asking a pretty dame on a date, but when I met you, I couldn’t even say hi let alone ‘Hey wanna go on a date because I think you’re the most beautiful angel I’ve ever met in my goddamn life?’ It felt impossible,” Bucky sat up and sat you on his legs still wrapped in the blanket. 
“Bucky, I- oh,” you gasped.
“What?” you pointed to the wooden floor of the cabin. There were small buds and patches of grass coming through the cracks of the floorboards. There were also vines and branches covering the walls coming from the floor as well.
“Oh! Did I do that?” you looked back at him and he nodded.
“Oopsies,” you giggled.
“What if we had sex in the garden?” Bucky asked.
“Oh my gosh, Bucky!” you laughed.
“What?” a smile grew on his face watching you laugh in pure delight.
“You’re so silly,” you shook your head before yawning.
“Come on, doll. Let’s go sleep and we’ll see what’s gonna happen after the storm passes,” Bucky kissed you goodnight and you fell asleep comfortably in his arms.
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sunnyoldbear · 3 years
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Luca Headcanons Part 3!
I can’t fucking stop please someone help me
Luca:
All seamonsters have a lot of fish qualities and different sea monsters take on different fish qualities, even within a family.
While Luca isn’t as equipped to handle the deep as his uncle is, his father does have some traits that would help him out. Luca doesn’t know this, but he can survive deeper pressure than most others can. Like, significantly deeper, but not to the point of the Deep. He’s have to get accustomed to it and he might not have even survived.
His species can also echolocate! He also doesn’t know he can do this even though it’s from his mom’s side. He just thinks he clicks and squeaks when he’s happy, he doesn’t know he can also echolocate. Since, again, he hasn’t been to the Deep, the ability is very diluted and he can’t locate things very far but… he can, if he tries hard enough. He won’t, though, cause he just thinks his clicks and squeaks are just that.
He loses his shit when he finds out about dinosaurs. He loves them.
If you even mention a museum he will practically beg to go and he will be in there from opening to closing and still come back for more. He takes in every bit of information he possibly can
He doesn’t flip people off, he just sticks his tongue out
Cloud watches! He thinks it’s cute :)
Is cold blooded. They found this out when he passed out in the middle of class one day during the winter. Winter months are very hard for him at school because of it, so he treasures the break and stays under a bunch of warm blankets.
Talks with his hands a lot
One day when he was swimming to the surface after seeing his family, a fisherman who wasn’t too approving of sea monsters tossed their harpoon at him. It grazed his arm and it hurt like hell, but he still tried to hide it. Of course, since he was clutching his arm and there was blood between his fingers, the Marcovaldos panicked and healed him tot he best of their ability, but Luca simply smiled, turned to Alberto, and said “look, we match now!” (If you see Alberto standing beside Luca so that their scarred arms touch since they’re on opposite arms, no you didn’t)
He finds out about bubble wands and thinks they’re the coolest thing!
Avoids every kid named “Bruno” at school like the plague because he doesn’t want them to think he hates them
Whenever something cool happens he instinctively turns to tell Alberto and his face drops when he doesn’t see him
Definitely the kid to accidentally say “mom” (and)or “I love you” to a teacher and then stare in horror
Grabs Alberto’s arm, wrist, or hand when they’re doing something together if he’s not grabbed first just so they don’t lose each other. It’s just instinct.
Once sobbed for an hour because he saw a dead frog in a pool
Falls asleep if his hair is played with
Still gets made fun of for smelling like fish but due to being a fish he can’t really bathe so Giulia and her mom just spray him with perfume. It makes him feel better.
Forgives Guido and Ciccio with no hesitation, will never forgive Ercole. In fact, he’s terrified of Ercole.
Technically canon, but he is the biggest mama’s boy. She learns from her mistakes and fixes her relationship with him and he becomes super close to her
Only lets those close to him call him “Bubble” like his grandma does
Loses his mind when he sees fireflies
He keeps his hair pretty short
Refuses to eat fish
Is more of a prey fish
That being said, he develops a few survival markings, such as a spot on one of his fins to look like eyes
For some reason I feel like he’d be like clownfish and be able to swim through anemone without getting zapped
Was never good at making friends. The Branzino kid often tried to befriend him but he was too scared of disappointing his parents since Daniela and Mrs. Branzino don’t get along
Wears a seashell anklet
His grandma taught him to read secretly when he was little
Never stops talking. Never.
In class, he’s always the kid raising his hand, even if he doesn’t know the answers, just because of his eagerness
Calls Alberto all the time, more than he calls his family
Carries Alberto’s drawing with him everywhere. Used to be in his pockets and then transferred to his wallet.
Is definitely more of a writer than an artist! With his vivid imagination he can write for days, and Alberto is more than happy to draw them out for him
Lets his hair grow out a bit towards the end of his final school year. The stress of school means he doesn’t quite care for his appearance
Can’t sit still. When he’s at school he’s always fiddling with something but when he’s in Portorosso he just grabs Alberto’s hand and plays with his fingers
Definitely a teacher’s pet
Gets bullied a lot. You can’t expect the world to just be okay with sea monsters overnight. A lot of the world will never accept him. There are kids that make his life a living hell at school.
As much as he loves school, he aches to be free sometimes
Gets super flustered super fast
Sits at Alberto’s side and talks about anything and everything and Alberto will sketch it
His scales are more like a duck’s water-resistant feathers. Water rolls right off.
Loves taking Nerone for walks
Definitely wears skirts and dresses in secret! He just thinks they’re neat :)
Loves romance movies but will never admit it
Literally bites his tongue to hold back from rambling. Giulia and Alberto constantly have to tell him it’s okay and he can talk all he wants, but he’s bullied so often for talking too much that he still holds back if he catches himself
Alberto:
Similar to a Betta Fish! His kind of sea monster aren’t known for bonding well and tend to fight.
When healthy, his scales are long and gorgeous just like a Betta’s! (Giulia is mesmerized by them)
You know how dolphins get high with puffer fish? It’s not just dolphins.
His teeth are a little sharper than most other sea monsters. Yes, he bares them at Ercole every time they see each other. No, he won’t stop
Definitely the “he ask for no pickles” friend
No one knows what he’s talking about half the time except for Luca, Giulia, and (sometimes) Massimo. They just kinda go with it.
Has his own words for everything. Only Luca and Giulia know what he means.
He’s actually super, duper close to Giulia, but they do fight pretty often. They’re siblings.
Likes to put his hat on Luca
Everyone thinks he’d be a bad flirt/get flustered super easily but the opposite is true! He’s a big flirt! He just knows what to say to make others fluster around him! Even if he’s not into you, if your his age or he’s trying to charm you, he’ll flirt up a storm. Living on your own from such a young age means you need to pick up survival tactics, and charm and streetsmarts were the ones he picked up.
Sometimes he faces small boats he sees just for the fun of it
He also sometimes grabs a rope or a net from Massimo’s boat when they’re fishing and just zooms to land to get them there quicker
Loves playing games with the kids when he’s on lifeguard duty, even if it can get him in trouble with his boss
You better bet he makes fun of those school uniforms. He laughs his ass off. He thinks they’re the funniest things.
If he sees or hears even a hint of danger, he is shoving his loved ones behind him and will protect them with his life.
Prefers to be barefoot
Heals surprisingly fast. Something about them fish genes.
When he’s fifteen he jokingly tells Luca he should become a teacher and then Luca’s eyes get all big and excited and Alberto regrets opening his mouth. But he still supports him every step of the way.
Whenever he hears Luca click or chirp, he calls out for him if he’s a distance away or grabs his hand since he recognizes it as echolocation before Luca does
More of a predator fish
Keeps his hair long and growing
I think he’d probably grow a mustache. Giulia hates it so much which is why he keeps it. Okay, he kept it to annoy her, but then he actually started to like it. But when Luca said he liked it, that solidified it
He’s so strong it’s kinda scary. Definitely stronger than the average fisherman, but was stronger even beforehand.
Sometimes just eats fish live and terrifies those around him
He’s super fast! Since he’s based on a tuna or swordfish, he’s pretty quick
Unlike Luca, he’s warm blooded. So when he heard Luca has to keep really warm during winters, he offers most of his clothes
His father abandoning him may seem cruel, but for his kind of sea monsters, it was what had to happen. Still, Alberto is a child and it shouldn’t happen.
Mainly a night eater
Can see further than most of his fishy friends
Good night vision too!
Was taught to read and write as a kid by his father but it’s not perfect so he asks Massimo to do it
Loves playing cards
Fins are sharper than average
Squishes Luca’s cheeks
Sword fights with Giulia except they’re sticks
Whenever Luca falls asleep on him (often), he just stays still and refuses to move
Scoops Luca up sometimes
Grabs Luca’s face and blows raspberries instead of kissing it. (Can be interpreted as platonic or romantic!! Italians kiss on cheeks as greetings)
Protectively wraps his tail around those he loves
Water clings to him a bit more since his built-for-speed scales are less water repellent
Every year he gets scared Luca won’t return
Paints the Hideout to look like Luca’s dream fish-stars after he’s told about it. The ceiling, anyway. Don’t ask how he did it, no one knows.
Changes his last name to Marcovaldo
Thinks pet fish and aquariums are hilarious and will poke fun at the fish (“haha, losers! No freedom!” “Alberto!” “What?!”)
LOVES DINOSAURS
He and Luca share a bed when Luca comes over!
The Vespa poster hangs in his room on his door
Calls Luca’s nightlights “light fish” as a nod to stars
Has Giulia and Luca’s names tattooed onto him because they’re his best friends
Tried to take Caligola and Machiavelli on walks… yeah that goes as well as you think
Giulia:
Is a fast reader
Isn’t a massive poetry fan but does have a few favorites
Also keeps a few drawings from Alberto in her folders
Also scoops Luca up randomly
Can and will bite you
Wears dresses as much as she does shorts
Ties her hair up when serious
Rubs her nose against her family’s as a sign of love. It’s just something she did as a kid, so sometimes she’ll just rub her nose against Alberto’s and he gets really confused
Is low key a little jealous of her brother and best friend being sea monsters
Is a bit of a builder! She makes a bridge from her room to the treehouse
Rarely starts fights with Alberto, but she’ll sure finish them
Half regrets teaching Alberto to swear
Though she seems pretty calm, she’s gotten into her fair share of fights at school. Mainly punches kids who bully her and/or Luca. Also sexists.
Although this is 1950/60s Italy, I imagine she’d be very accepting of homosexuality and not hide it, even if rumors of her being one start spreading and she gets hurt. She has a strong sense of justice and she doesn’t care about consequences.
She’s the only person allowed to make fun of Alberto. No one else is. She’ll quite literally attack anyone who dares.
Her parents were surprised she didn’t take after them in fishing or painting
Honestly I can see her mentoring the kids for the race every summer! Once she hits 18 and is no longer able to compete, she holds practice sessions and loves seeing the kids have fun
She definitely runs the race when she’s older. She moves to Portorosso since her marine biology career is helped by her sea monster brother and the town’s closeness to water
Teaches the boys to make sandcastles
Holds such strong resentment for Alberto’s father and Daniela. Lorenzo and Luca’s grandmother she’s fine with, but Alberto’s biological father abandoning him pisses her off more than she can put into words, and Daniela manipulating her son and sending him away makes her want to break something.
Her “santa (cheese)!” comments slowly change into “Santa (fish)!” exclamations. Like, “Santa Goby!” for example. 
Is more close to Alberto than he wants to let people know. She can read him like a book. He’s honestly her best friend. She tells him everything, they go to each other after nightmares, they share everything, all the fun cute stuff that Alberto would rather die than admit.
Still has no idea what “Silenzio Bruno” and “Piacere, girolamo trombetta” mean and at this point she’s too afraid to ask
Though she loves the Portorosso kids, she’d rather die than be a mother. Her parents understand, but secretly hope she changes her mind so they can spoil a grandbaby. 
Begs Massimo to coverup his sea monster tattoo, which he does
Also a “he ask no pickles” friend!
Is super patient with Luca and Alberto’s adaption to the human world (though she doesn’t like it when Alberto shoves his feet on her-which he loves to do because it pisses her off)
Secretly saves money up for the boys to get a Vespa
While she isn’t the best cook, her pasta meals are pretty damn good! 
Has the trophy from the Cup in her room next to a picture of the three of them on the Vespa
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rightsockjin · 4 years
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Summary: Jungkook is the best friend anyone could ask for. He’d been there for you through thick and thin, and right now, you were looking extra thick and his patience was thinning...
Rating:M
Genre: SMUT! A good amount of angst...
Warnings: Mutual mastrabation, porn, big dick JK. Best friend pining. Pillow riding. Butts. Blow job. Spit. Finger licking? Is that a warning? 
Word count: 4,906
Author’s note: this has nothing to do with his boots...
It's been years. Literal years. Years in which Jungkook had questioned what the nature of your relationship was. Never did he truly have the confidence or the strength to so much as toe the line between what you already had and something more.
You were laying down on his bed, your socked feet pushed up against the lowest section of the attic ceiling . Your toes were pointed and your heels tapped softly on the wall, your legs flush against it. Your butt was pushed up against the pillows on his bed. The comforter was slightly pulled from the edges. He’d be upset. Really, he would be upset since he had this weird OCD about the neatness of his bed but his mind was blank.
He leaned back against his gaming chair right across from it and in front of his desk. His laptop  was firmly closed. His heart rate must have been 100 beats per minute. His hands were sweaty and a little slick from the lotion.
It was safe to say that he hadn’t expected you that day. Given, you come over whenever you feel like, he had hoped-no prayed, that he would have a solid hour or so to himself. It wasn’t because he didn’t want to see you, it was just that seeing you was the cause of the issue that he was trying to resolve.
He’d been taking you to the gym with him lately and he was really starting to see results. Especially in your thighs and your butt. Now, he had always thought you were attractive which was what had led him to question his feelings for you in the first place, but now he was getting hard ons far too often when you were around and he was running out of excuses to get away and rub one out.
It seemed that the pillow under your butt was getting uncomfortable because you started to shimmy it to the side. Finally, you pulled it out from under you and set it longways on your body. Without seeming to think much of the action, you wrapped your legs and arms around it and cuddled into the fabric that he’d freshly washed.
Your butt stuck out behind you, in perfect view of Jungkook whose erection was straining painfully against his jeans. His mind wandered back to what he had been watching before you had so rudely barged into his room. A film, of sorts, with two equally consenting adults but their faces were blurred. The woman had a fantastic ass so as he stared at yours, it wasn’t hard to put your face where her’s should have been.
He spread his legs farther to try to give the thing between his legs room to breathe but his jeans only strained over the rock hard rod. He needed to get you out of his room. He needed some relief.
“Hey,” he said, his voice cracking almost comically. He cleared his throat quickly, hoping you missed the sound but when your head snapped to look at him he knew you wouldn’t let it go.
“HeY,” you mimicked, rolling over to face him and onto your knees, your legs straddling his pillow as you sat back on your heels. The light from the attic window outlined you from behind, like a spotlight shining from almost directly behind as the sun began to set. He couldn’t help but scan your body in a position a little too sexual to be accidental. His eyes stopped on your torso. The white shirt that had been perfectly fine only seconds before now seemed extremely see through. In mock slow motion, you reached up and pushed your hair from one shoulder to the other. The shirt rode up slightly revealing what looked like thin black ribbons of fabric that wrapped around your ribs.
Jungkook’s dick pulsed where it was squished. He balled his hands into fists on the arms of his chair and forced himself not to react, though arousal thrummed through his body like a wildfire.
“Why are you such a bitch,” he groaned, channeling his arousal into annoyance as he’d recently taken to doing. It had the added plus side of making you so angry sometimes that you’d just leave him alone until he apologized which went hand in hand with when he’d finished himself off in the comfort of his own room.
“Geez, I’ve been here for five minutes and already you’re being rude.”
Jungkook groaned and rolled his eyes at you plastering a patronizing look on his face.
“Maybe it's because you came in and fucked up my sheets,” he said, waving his tattooed hand around you. You looked down, a small frown on your face as you saw the little tornado of blanket you had disturbed.
“It’s not that bad…”
Damn you. Damn you and your stupid cuteness. You shifted in your position, holding onto the pillow and spreading your legs wider in an attempt to smooth it out slightly. You probably didn’t mean it. Jungkook told this to himself over and over as you moved. From his perspective, it looked a little like you were humping the pillow. With your lip between your teeth and your brow furrowed in concentration, it wasn’t hard to imagine that you were instead pleasuring yourself before him.
Subconsciously, one of his hands slithered closer to his bulge. It was when he felt it on his thigh near his center that he froze and sat on both his hands instead. He could feel his underwear becoming wet with precum, a small wet spot appearing on his jeans.
“Just-just stop, Y/n! I’ll fix it later. I’m going to have to fucking do my laundry again…” he muttered more to himself than to you but you had clearly heard it, letting out a little hmph.
“Damn. You’ve been such a huge dick lately. I don’t know what your problem is but if you’re going to be exuding this much small dick energy, I don’t wanna be around you anymore.”
Jungkook glared at you. Your arms were now crossed over your bosom, pushing them closer together. A little bit of cleavage visible over the neck of your shirt. How could someone be equal parts infuriating and attractive?
“Well no one’s asking you to stay here! I didn’t even invite you over,” he said turning his chair around with his bare feet so he was looking at his shut laptop.
“When have I ever had to ask to see you?” You asked.
He had severely miscalculated his turn. He bumped his knee hard against one of the legs of the desk. His laptop bounced threateningly close to the edge but stopped just short of falling.
“I don’t know? Maybe you should start! You’re fucking rude sometimes!”
Jungkook didn’t dare look back. His heart had stopped suddenly. It was like he was seeing himself from another vantage point and that him was yelling at the present him to shut the fuck up.
There was a silence from your end as well. Like you couldn’t quite believe what he’d said to you. Sure, you guys cursed back and forward at each other before but it was never serious. It was always in good fun, but this time it seemed a little close to home.
“Fine,” you said suddenly, his bed creaked as you made your way off of it, “I’ll leave. I just fucking missed you since we hadn’t spent time together lately… guess you outgrew me too.”
Jungkook’s heart sank to his stomach. What had he just done? A light sweat broke out on his forehead.
Say something idiot!
“What do you mean ‘too’?”
You were by his bedroom door now. He could see you out of the corner of his eyes but he couldn’t force himself to look at you.
“You’ve changed JK…you used to love to sing, and your friends. You used to have a closet full of white shirts and hated being called oppa. You used to love banana milk and your Timbs… you used to love me…but I guess,” you sighed, your shoulders slumping and what looked like tears started to run down your cheeks, “like the rest of those things… you outgrew me as well.”
Your thin hand reached out to grasp the door knob but Jungkook chose then to act. He jolted off his chair not caring what he hit on the way, he was next to you in two steps.
“Wait Y/N-” but he was cut off by metallic thud and a loud drawn out female moan. All the blood in his body drained. His hand stayed perpetually frozen in the air between him and yourself. The tears on your cheeks ran freely but the shock on your face contradicted that emotion.
Neither of you moved. Another, rather loud moan filled the attic room. It bounced off the poster covered walls and seemed to bounce off the walls of his skull as well. Had he really been watching his ahem…films that loudly? How had you not heard it before you walked in?
“Fuck,” the video yelled and it was like someone had pressed play on both of you. Jungkook’s eyes widened and he rushed back to pick up the fallen computer. You hissed awkwardly looking at the wall to avoid eye contact.
Jungkook shut the computer faster than he thought was humanly possible. The sound cut off just as the woman was getting rammed from behind and her moans were cut coming out short and breathy.
It was when he had set the computer carelessly back on his desk that it hit him hard. You had just witnessed that. Where did you go from there?
He chuckled, because he didn’t know what else to do and the tension in the small room was starting to choke him and honestly that wasn’t one of his kinks so he needed to put an end to it.
“I interrupted you…didn’t I?” Your voice was soft and devoid of emotion. Jungkook chanced a glance at you, his hair covering his eyes slightly. If he pretended it was no big deal then maybe you would take the hint and make it no big deal as well.
“Yep.”
“Oh,” you said, ”Oh! Shit! I’m sorry! No wonder you were so pissy! I would be too if you came over in the middle of-” you clapped your hands over your mouth, your eyes wide and your cheeks red.
That was not a picture that Jungkook had even considered. But suddenly, it was all he could see. You, completely naked in your slightly messy room, your toes curling and uncurling as your fingers pumped in and out of your warm entrance. Your hair, cascaded on your pretty shoulders as your other hand pinched at your nipple. That enticing lip of yours between your teeth and little breathy moans coming out of your lips just like the ones he’d just heard.
His dick twitched again. He was unsuccessful this time in keeping his groan in his throat. It hung in the air between you like an invitation that he regretted sending instantly but he couldn’t take back. You turned slowly to face him.
“Did-did you just-”
“N-no! I didn’t! I-”
“You totally just-”
“Y/N!”
“What?” You asked forcefully, taking a step towards him.
“Please stop… this is humiliating enough without you pointing out that I-”
“Moaned at the thought of me masturbating?”
You’d said it. Somehow, he knew there was no going back. You had ventured past the metaphorical line together, maybe not in the way he’d wanted but here was the chance he’d been looking for. He either pushed you away indefinitely, or took the chance to see if you could do something more with the foundation you had built together.
“Okay fine, so it turned me on a little. So what? I’m a guy! Do you forget or something?”
You blinked at him, biting your lip and furrowing your eyebrows. A shock of arousal burst through him at the sight.
“Can you please stop doing that? You’re making it really hard to keep my hormones under control,” he begged looking up at the ceiling. The light in the room had significantly dimmed. It was making it difficult for him to see you properly.
“What if I want it to be hard,” you whispered so softly he wasn’t even sure if he had heard you correctly.
“What if you- if you…wait what?” He needed to hear you say it again. He needed to be sure he didn’t hear you incorrectly.
“What if,” you took a deep breath, “what if I want to make it hard for you to keep your hormones at bay?”
Jungkook.exe has stopped working. Error #6969. Recalibrating.
His mouth hung open. The gears in his brain had ground to a stop. There was no way he had heard what he thought he’d heard.
You looked at him expectantly. Hope in your wide eyes. Jungkook swallowed loudly, clicking his mouth shut.
Drooling isn’t attractive.
He scrambled around for some words to say back to you. Anything to say to you that expressed what he was feeling. Maybe a ‘hell yeah’ or a simple ‘okay’. But he couldn’t make his mouth move. His penis pressed against his jeans painfully.
“P-pardon?”
Nope. Not the optimal thing to say. Not even a little close to what he wanted to say. You were right. He was exuding small dick energy and you were projecting the complete opposite.
“You know what? Never mind… let’s just pretend that I didn’t say that and I’ll leave you alone to sort yourself out,” you mumbled under your breath reaching for the door knob again, but this time Jungkook was much quicker and there was no laptop to distract him. He clasped his hand over your wrist before you could turn the knob.
You snapped your head to look at him, the blush still prominent on your cheeks as you looked up at him. There was fear and embarrassment in your pretty eyes. Jungkook didn’t know what he was going to do but he knew he couldn’t let this opportunity slip through his fingers.
“Wait! Uh… what if I told you that it’s been hard?”
It was your turn to look confused. You raised an inquisitive eyebrow relaxing your body slightly.
“What’s been hard?”
With an embarrassed hiss Jungkook said, “It’s been hard… my um…you know?”
You searched his face as if you could read his emotions and thoughts on it like a book. After a couple of seconds of tense silence, the muscles in your face relaxed and your confidence seemed to rise.
“Oh…really?” Jungkook nodded without hesitation. The fact that you hadn’t run screaming spurred him on, hoping that if he was honest he could maybe get somewhere with you, even if it was short term.
“Do you…would you want some help? With that?”
Your eyes were focused on his own but it felt like you could see right through him. The sun had fully set and the only light was coming from the stars and the moon outside the attic window. He was grateful, really. It did a good job of hiding his major dorkiness.
“You…you want to help?”
You hummed, a sound so low and even that It sent shivers down his spine. Just the thought of seeing you naked was enough to have him twitching like crazy.
“Yeah… Why watch porn on a screen when you could watch IRL right?”
Jungkook.exe has stopped working again. Error #6970. Rebooting system in progress. Were you really offering-
“I mean… you could do it as well! We could both… and you can tell me what to do if that’s what you’re into? Or we could just watch each other -hmph-” Jungkook slammed an open palm against the wall effectively pinning you between his toned body and it.
His breath was warm against your cheek. His chest was barely grazing your own. A jolt of fear and arousal hit you hard as you looked up at your best friend of many years. If someone had told you days ago that you would be propositioning Jungkook the way you were now, you would have laughed in their face. But that was then and this was now, and now you knew much more information than you did then.
“It’s the least you can do,” he whispered against your ear, “you did ruin my sheets. Give me a good reason to have to wash them.”
You looked back and forward between his eyes, searching for any hesitance. When you found none and he put his hand down, gently caressing your cheek with his knuckles, you realized that this was actually happening in real time and not in one of your many daydreams.
Jungkook nuzzled his lips on the shell of your ear before he sucked the lobe into his mouth. He nibbled lightly, pressing his lower body against yours. You could feel his erection against the lower part of your stomach. You gasped. It felt big. Really big and unbelievably hard.
His big hand found your waist easily. He held you against the wall and gingerly ground his hips into you. He let out a shaky exhale against your neck. One hand traveled up your torso. He could feel the thin ribbons he had seen earlier under his fingertips. He traced them softly. Inevitably, they lead him to your clothed chest. It didn’t take long for him to realize that you weren’t exactly wearing a proper bra as your nipples were already poking out of the thin fabric of both your shirt and bralette.
Jungkook ran a thumb over the sensitive bud. It was feather light but it ignited the fire that had been steadily burning over the last couple of minutes. You gasped softly as he did it once more and nibbled at your pulse point. His breath was hitting your neck, his hips still rotating sensually on your lower belly.
When you didn’t touch him back, Jungkook panicked. Had he gone too far? He stopped his hand at your chest and pulled away from your neck. A bit of worry was evident on his face.
“Is…is this okay?”
You nodded quickly, not wanting him to stop. He smiled brightly, clear excitement in his expression, then pulled away from you entirely. You tried to hold back your disappointment as you watched him back away.
“Hey we’re not done yet,” he assured, his teeth on display, “I’m just taking you up on your offer.” He shrugged as he lowered himself back on his desk chair. His legs were spread wide, his feet firmly planted. He was slouched against the back of it with an expectant look. Slowly, he unzipped his pants and slid them part of the way down.
Even in this darkness, you could see the enormous bulge in his underpants. Your mouth salivated, something primal awakening at the sight. You wanted to touch him. You wanted to eat him alive, but you didn’t move, still a little confused as to what you were supposed to do.
Jungkook palmed himself over the fabric. His face screwed up into a slightly pained expression. Like even this much stimulation was too much.
You swallowed thickly as you watched his head loll to the side. He was sexier than in your dreams. Sexier than you could have even imagined.
“Well?” he asked, looking at you through lidded eyes, “Get comfortable on my bed babe.”
As if you were in a trance, you walked over back to the bed and sat on the edge trying to think of what to do to entice him. You had pictured this moment so many times, but in every single one, he was on top of you or touching you in some way. You had never thought about him wanting to watch you touch yourself.
In a spurt of confidence, you pulled off your shirt revealing the infamous, barely there, black bralette. You rolled your shoulders back and pushed your chest out so he could better admire it and you weren’t disappointed. Jungkook’s mouth fell open at the sight. A quiet fuck escaped his lips and his hand tightened around his bulge.
“You like?” you asked cheekily with a wink.
“Duh,” he answered rolling his eyes, “Take off the sweat pants.”
You raised your eyebrows at him but did as he asked. Still, this was your best friend, you couldn’t help but be a bit bratty.
“Damn you’re so bossy. I’m doing you a favor JK.”
Jungkook laughed at that, pushing his pants fully off of him as he watched you strip yours.
“Annoying as always. Why did I think you would change that in the bedroom?”
“You love it,” you argued, spreading your legs wide, finally free of your pants. The black, silk underwear you were wearing on full display. You set your hands on your knees to keep your legs spread. The light of the stars seemed to catch every curve and edge of your partially exposed body. You smirked as you looked at your best friend. He was manspreading, his chest rising and falling quickly, like he’d just finished working out.
“I can’t argue with that…” he said blinking rapidly as if you would disappear after he closed his eyes, “Take off your bra.”
“Hell no. I’m more naked than you are, take off your shirt Jeon,” you argued, snapping the edge of your underwear to your skin as a punctuation.
“Hey! You said I could tell you what to do,” he groaned already reaching for the edge of his shirt.
“I changed my mind. If you’re not going to be fair then I’m calling the shots.”
“Whatever,” he groaned, his abs out in the open, but he didn’t stop there. In one fluid motion, he yanked off his underwear. His dick sprung up against his stomach, long and thick. Even in the blue tinted darkness, you could see how angry the tip looked.
“Happy now?” He asked wrapping his hand around his penis and giving it a solid tug that made him screw up his face again, “your turn.”
You said nothing, instead, you pulled down one of the black cups of your bra so your boob hung out in the open for him to see. Then, with not nearly as much grace as him, you tugged your underwear off and sat back farther on the bed.
“Damn,” Jungkook whispered, “you’re so…” he paused looking kind of embarrassed, “beautiful.”
You blushed, not at all expecting him to give you such a genuine compliment based on what you were doing right then, but you took it nonetheless and smiled.
“Hey,” he said before you could thank him, “do you think you could, uh… ride my pillow?”
You blinked at him, then looked at the pillow behind you that you had been cuddling earlier. Jungkook was anal about his pillows being clean so this request really took you by surprise.
“Really?”
“Yeah… please?”
“Okay,” you agreed but you only moved the pillow closer to you and hiked a leg up on his mattress. Your lips were spread enticingly and you curved a finger so he could come closer. Jungkook did as you asked, his hand wrapped firmly around his member and stroking it. He stopped a couple of inches short of his bed, his eyes fixated on your core.
With one finger, you traced from your opening up to your clit. The coldness of your own hand sent a shiver up your spine. You whimpered, doing it again but with two fingers, collecting your arousal. Jungkook watched, enraptured by what was between your legs. The scent of you making him twitch uncomfortably.
“Wanna taste?” you asked him holding your fingers out in front of his lips. His eyes widened and he nodded leaning in quickly and taking your fingers in his mouth. His tongue worked to collect all of your juices. It felt heavenly. You could already imagine what it would be like to have his mouth between your legs, but that was a venture for another time.
When he had finished, you pulled your fingers back and onto your core. With his saliva coating your digits, it wasn’t hard to slip them into your heat. Your walls fluttered around them as you pumped in time to his hand around his shaft.
You let little mewls escape past your lips as Jungkook moaned at the sight. With your other hand, you began to rub at your clit. A shock of pure pleasure nestled in your stomach. You drew tight little circles around it. Your legs twitched with impatience.
“Ngh… Jungkook,” you moaned letting your eyes roll to the back of your head. Jungkook’s hand sped up on his erection. The sound of his fist on it turned you on a little.
“Fuck, Y/N… can I ask you a favor?”
You stopped your fingers on your core and looked up at him. He looked down at his sex then back at you awkwardly gesturing at it.
“Could you…maybe get it a little wet?”
“Yeah,” you said enthusiastically, pulling your fingers from your entrance and changing your position. You pushed the pillow between your legs and spread your lips apart so the fabric was nuzzled right against your sensitive bits. Then, slowly you pressed your wet fingers to his lips again and whispered, “suck.”
“Yes ma’am,” Jungkook half joked but the thrill it sent through you was nothing to laugh at. He took your hand in his own and put your fingers back in his mouth. You leaned down over his member and began to fervently lick around it, using your other hand to stroke your spit into his skin. He tasted vaguely of baby powder and lotion which you assumed was what he was using to masturbate before.
You gave his tip a couple of good generous licks before you sucked at his slits. His precum was salty against your tongue and he casually bucked his hips up into you but you held him down. His lips on your hand stuttered and fell open.
You pulled your fingers from his lips and you used both hands to hold him down as you greedily sucked. Loud, prolonged moans came frequently from Jungkook. Maybe it was because he was so worked up but you could already feel his dick twitching like crazy. Slowly, you began to build your own pleasure with the pillow between your legs, rubbing your soaking slits on it back and forward. The pleasure made you moan around him which made him groan and choke on the sound.
Suddenly, you felt his hand on your back, traveling lower until it was on your ass. He squeezed it slightly, jiggling it and pushing you forward on the pillow. You pushed back against him sending another shock of pleasure directly to your clit. His other hand found its way to your chest. His finger tweaking your sensitive, exposed nipple and rubbing circles on the areola.
You took a bit more of his erection in your mouth, spit dribbled down yours lips and onto him. You did your best to slurp it up, lewd noises floated around you both. Jungkook’s melodic moans filling the room like music.
You found yourself close to the edge faster than you anticipated. Jungkook continued to aid you in your pleasure, bucking his hips slightly as you sucked him off with care. You ran your fingers over his toned abs, abs that you had wanted to lick since the day you saw them and the thought alone pushed you so close it was painful.
“Fuck Y/N… I love you…” That did it. Your walls clenched around nothing, blood pumped into your clit at an alarming speed, your mouth fell open, wide around his cock and it fell straight into the back of your throat setting off your gag reflex. You moaned erotically against him. The pleasure filled your every nerve as Jungkook gasped and twitched then stilled.
Ropes of hot cum hit your tongue, some making it into your throat, some spilling onto his pelvis as he orgasmed. You both came down from your high, nearly together. With his dick still in your mouth, you slurped at the remaining cum around him.
He hissed and tried to push your head off of him but you didn’t stop until you had licked it all up. When you pulled away and sat up so you could see him, his words sunk in. Jungkook loved you? As more than just a friend?
It seemed that it had just dawned on Jungkook what he had let slip as well. His cheeks darkened in the faint light of the moon and he couldn’t look at you. There you both sat, almost entirely naked, his hair sticking to his sweaty forehead, his pillow soiled with your orgasmic juices and the words hung out like an invitation that he’d regretted sending but couldn’t take back.
“I love you too,” you whispered.
Fireworks erupted all over Jungkook’s chest, his lips pulled up into his bunny like smile, his toned chest rose and fell with the quick pace of his heart. The explosion was so powerful that fireworks didn’t even seem like the right word for what he was feeling as he lunged forward and sandwiched your lips between his.
No, not fireworks. It was something more like Dynamite.
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lovelybarnes · 3 years
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(DF2) “will you marry me?“
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(DF4) “you fell asleep, i couldn’t move.“
(DF5) “i wish i could kiss away all your scars.“
(DF6) “i think i’m falling in love with you.“
(DF7) “it’s okay to cry.“
(DF8) “you’re so warm.“
(DF9) “is that my shirt?“
(DF10) “breathe.“
(DF11) “be safe.”
(DF12) “you’re okay.”
(DF13) “you’re safe.”
(DF14) “everything is going to be okay.”
(DF15) “trade with me, yours looks better.”
(DF16) “cuddle with me.”
(DF17) “is that my shirt?”
(DF18) “that looks better on you than on me.”
(DF19) “hands off the merchandise, babe.”
(DF20) “it’s like my boyfriend is a child.”
(DF21) “let me play with your hair.”
(DF22) “your hair is so soft.”
(DF23) “can i braid your hair?”
(DF24) “i learned how to do it for you.”
(DF25) “braid my hair? you do it so much better.”
(DF26) “i missed you so much.”
(DF27) “so what if i’m whipped?”
(DF28) “my mom wants to know when we’re having kids.”
(DF29) “move in with me.”
(DF30) “i think you’re my soulmate.”
(DF31) “maybe if you stop staring at her and actually talk to her, you might have a chance.”
(DF32) “breathe with me.”
(DF33) “did you just call me your boyfriend/girlfriend?”
(DF34) “did you just call me babe?”
(DF35) “they love me?”
(DF36) “are you single?”
(DF37) “are you throwing rocks at my window?”
(DF38) “you are so amazing. i don’t know how i got so lucky.”
(DF39) “is that mine?”
(DF40) “don’t cry!”
(DF41) “are you going to cry? please don’t cry.”
(DF42) “i’m yours.”
(DF43) “you’re mine.”
(DF44) “you have the prettiest eyes.”
(DF45) “you’re my hero.”
(DF46) “you came!”
(DF47) “i hate everyone except you.”
(DF48) “can you just hold me?”
(DF49) “i honestly just wanted to hold your hand.”
(DF50) “i fell in love with you the moment i saw you.”
(DF51) “you’re a goddess and deserve to be treated like one.”
(DF52) “is that a puppy?”
(DF53) “i just need you.”
(DF54) “you’re really cute.”
(DF55) “god, you’re adorable.”
(DF56) “will you paint my nails?”
angst
og posts: prompt list, prompt list, 170 dialogue prompts, 200 prompts
(DA1) “what is your problem?“
(DA2) “you’re scaring me!”
(DA3) “you’re too late.”
(DA4) “it’s too late.”
(DA5) “sorry doesn’t fix everything.”
(DA6) “you just flinched.”
(DA7) “why did you flinch?”
(DA8) “you can’t save everyone.”
(DA9) “you can’t save me.”
(DA10) “you left me!”
(DA11) “you don’t get to say sorry anymore!”
(DA12) “there’s so much blood.”
(DA13) “you have to make it.”
(DA14) “come back to me.”
(DA15) “choose. them or me.”
(DA16) “are you mad at me?”
(DA17) “you didn’t think about me at all?”
(DA18) “touch me, and i’ll chop your hand off.”
(DA19) “touch her, and i’ll murder you.”
(DA20) “i’m not the bad guy here.”
(DA21) “put down the knife.”
(DA22) “something is wrong.”
(DA23) “i wasn’t enough for you, you made that clear.”
(DA24) “they left me.”
(DA25) “they’re in love with someone else.”
(DA26) “please don’t leave me.”
(DA27) “please don’t take them.”
(DA28) “my parent misses you.”
(DA29) “i got stood up.”
(DA30) “i’m not one of the good guys.”
(DA31) “where did you get those bruises?”
(DA32) “are those bruises?”
humor
og posts: sentence starters, 200 prompts
(DH1) “what the hell did you just drink/eat?“
(DH2) “what the hell did i just drink/eat?”
(DH3) “i don’t think that’s edible.”
(DH4) “everything is edible at least once.”
(DH5) “i don’t think you were supposed to eat that.”
(DH6) “that is... definitely there.”
(DH7) “that sounds like a terrible idea. we should do it.”
(DH8) “how dumb can you be?”
(DH9) “are you drunk?”
(DH10) “don’t smell that!”
(DH11) “that was stupid.”
(DH12) “i didn’t know you could fly,” “i can’t.”
(DH13) “you really don’t know how to talk to girls, do you?”
(DH14) “stop quoting vines.”
(DH15) “if you take my blanket again, i will put my cold feet on you.”
(DH16) “if i act like i care, will this be over faster?”
(DH17) “it’s my natural reaction to stupidity.”
(DH18) “i’m pretty sure i didn’t do it.”
(DH19) “please stop getting shot, it stresses me out.”
(DH20) “when i finish making sure you don’t die, i will kill you.”
(DH21) “do you need a hug or something?”
(DH22) “you’re getting blood all over my carpet!”
(DH23) “i don’t know if i want to kiss you or shove you off a cliff.”
“can i pick?”
(DH24) “are you sure i can’t punch him?”
(DH25) “that has got to be the lamest pick up line ever.”
“does that mean it didn’t work?”
(DH26) “i love you so much, but your cooking is dangerous.”
(DH27) “i think they broke them.”
(DH28) “i think i broke them.”
(DH29) “you are a real pain in my ass.”
(DH30) “right. back to bed with you.”
(DH31) “does my being half- naked not bother you?”
(DH32) “i’m not human. i don’t sleep.”
(DH33) “no! i don’t need your help!” “fine. die.”
(DH36) "april fools!" "it's not april."
neutral (can go either way)
og posts: prompt list, prompt list, 170 dialogue prompts, 200 prompts
(DN1) “shut up and kiss me.“
(DN2) “you’re going to fall.”
(DN3) “you’re an idiot.”
(DN4) “i don’t want to be alone.”
(DN5) “please stay.”
(DN6) “you’re going to fall.”
(DN7) “do it again.”
(DN8) “i dare you”
(DN9) “you’re so cold.”
(DN10) “don’t leave me.”
(DN11) “it was just a dream.”
(DN12) “i’ll always be here.”
(DN13) “forget it.”
(DN14) “forget i said anything.”
(DN15) “don’t do that!”
(DN16) “can you shut up?”
(DN17) “take my hand.”
(DN18) “hold my hand.”
(DN19) “i lost them”
(DN20) “i can’t find them.”
(DN21) “i’m tired.”
(DN22) “how much of that did you hear?”
(DN23) “did you mean that?”
(DN24) “why did you say that?”
(DN25) “why won’t you let me help?”
(DN26) “will you pretend to date me?”
(DN27) “you’re lying to my face.”
(DN28) “did you think i wouldn’t find out?”
(DN29) “do you trust me?”
(DN30) “stay close to me.”
(DN31) “come with me, i don’t want to go alone.
(DN32) “they stare at you all the time.”
(DN33) “are you crying?”
(DN34) “they were crying because of you.”
(DN35) “stop ignoring me.”
(DN36) “they ambushed me!”
(DN37) “are you jealous?”
(DN38) “what the hell did they do to you?”
(DN39) “how long have you been standing there?”
(DN40) “are you bleeding?”
(DN41) “is that blood?”
(DN42) “what was that noise?”
(DN43) “what did you just say?”
(DN44) “you should sleep.”
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    This fic was based off the song "I hate u" by Simon Curtis and this takes place in the Every Rose Has Its Thorns (ERHIT) universe. This is a side fic and is by no means canon with the main story or with any future events in the story.
Tw: smut (but not the actual sex it's just very sexual and a lot of foreplay)
Tw: violence at the beginning
ENJOY
I hate him…
   
God, do I hate him…
   
It wasn’t supposed to happen like this…
But that’s how it always happens, isn’t it?
    Those were Tabby’s thoughts as she was being pinned up against a tree in the backyard with the man that she despised. Holding her wrists up, body pressed up against her and his knee adding pressure between her legs. He looked at her with a mixture of coldness, cruelness, and amusement with a hint of lust for the younger girl. Tabby, on the other hand, looked up at him directly in the eyes with the most hateful, defiant, spiteful, lustful look to date.
  How did she get into this position? Well, let’s go back a few months ago. 
  It all started with a mission. Masky, Hoodie, Toby, and Tabby were all put on the same team. Since Tabby was only three days in, she was brand new. So, the Slenderman put her in a group with the most experience, so maybe she could learn something. The mission should take at least six months, and it was to infiltrate a school and capture someone whos been trying to get information on the Slenderman. That meant living like usual and all together. 
  That didn’t settle well for Tabby and Hoodie. Tabby already didn’t trust the three as far as she could throw them. And after a brutal argument with Hoodie about him manipulating her and digging her heels in farther and saying how she will do as she damn well pleases. She realized that they were never going to see eye to eye, and after an argument like that, she can only assume that there will be more to come, which means that this would be a long six months.
    The arguments started as yelling matches. Being raised the way that she was, Tabby was taught to go for the throat and attack where it will hurt most in a fight, whether it was a physical or verbal fight. Tabby had her stepdad’s verbal abuse to thank for her sharp tongue and harsh wit. Therefore Tabby always had the last word. This did not settle well with Hoodie. He hated how a scrawny, bratty teenager always got the best of him. It was time for his retaliation.
   Hoodie was twice Tabby’s size. So he was able to overpower her with brute strength alone. He didn’t care if she was a girl or the fact that she was a teenager. To him, the moment you join the proxies is the moment you become an adult and become fair game. That’s when the arguments got physical. Hoodie was always the first to snap, so to Tabby, it was a fair fight and game on. Tabby is not the one to go down without a fight. So she’s just as vicious of a fighter as he is. Tabby may be small, but she’ll give you a run for your money. Hoodie may have gotten a bloody nose, black eyes, bruised throat, and maybe a broken arm once. But it was Tabby who is either face-first to the floor with him straddling her with her hair being pulled up forcefully in a tight grip or her being pinned up to the wall by her throat with his entire body pressed up against her to keep her from moving.
    Nevertheless Tabby showed no fear. She exhibited nothing but contempt, hatred, and spite with a subtle hint of arousal. She always waited for his next move. Was it death? Or was it something farther? She never knew. Hoodie never hurt her too bad nor made anymore potentially sexual advances. He’d be lying if he didn’t say that he felt oddly aroused every time that happens. Just seeing her in a helpless state, under his mercy, while still having that defiant look to her? It was enough to drive him insane. He often had to go to the bathroom to ‘take care of himself’ after letting her go. He hated how the brat got him so riled up. It took him a little while to figure out that the little shit got aroused by that as well. 
    It wasn’t until he was training her for the first time while the other two were away that cemented it in, which brings it up to the” present time. He was somehow always put in charge of babysitting Tabby, much to both of their dismays. Tabby running on nothing but pure emotion and spite attacked him first. 
   “Stupid girl,” he thought to himself.
   
  It didn’t take long until she was face first in the dirt, with him straddling her from behind, and he suddenly pulled her hair up with a tight and painful force. Tabby gasped at the pain and for breath. He leaned down close to her soft spot, which was where her ear meets her neck.
    
  “You wanna try that again?” he whispered to her.
Tabby had to bite back a moan as he accidentally ground up against her as he sat back up. She struggled to control her breathing.
    “Fuck...you…” she spat out along with the dirt that was in her mouth.
   That was all he needed to go right ahead. Hoodie raised an eyebrow and got off of her.
  “Are you sure about that? Is that what you really want?” he stated, darkly moving towards her.
  Tabby scrambled to get up and brush herself off before moving backward, trying to get away from him. Her eyes were wide in suspense, and he daresay a hint of fear. Her eyes quickly darted from one area to another, looking for a way out. But there wasn’t any. She let out a squeak; she felt her back hit the tree in the backyard that they’re in. The backyard was fenced in highly, so it was almost like they were secluded.
   She was utterly alone. 
  Hoodie planned to take full advantage of that. God, she looked so cute, being in fear and having nowhere else to go. Completely helpless and at his mercy. He walked towards her with a dark predatory grin spreading across his face. 
   “What makes you say that?” she said shakily with defiance in her voice.
Hoodie moved with the speed of a viper. He had her wrists pinned up above her head, one knee between her thighs so she was on his and his entire body pressed against her. Tabby sucked in a breath.
   “Oh, I think that you know perfectly well what I mean,” hissed Hoodie in his low voice. Tabby looked at him wide-eyed, clearly unsure where this was going. 
 “Always starting fights with me…,” he trailed off and lifted his hand to touch the top of Tabby’s head and moved down to the shape of her face. Tabby flinched at first before being surprised at his gentle touch. 
“Always fighting back and never doing what you’re told....,” his voice lowered and became softer as he gently caressed her cheekbones before touching her lips, parting them with his thumb, and Tabby whimpered as she lightly bit down in submission. She looked down, embarrassed with her half-lidded eyes. She then let out a stifled moan as she tried to shift her position so she wouldn’t be as uncomfortable, but she wasn’t expecting to be so sensitive when she accidentally grind up his thigh and then slowly slid back down in a fruitless attempt. Hoodie had to bite back a groan at the beautiful sight before him. Tabby being completely helpless and under his control and her squirming around rubbing up in certain areas was not helping him out either. Hoodie was surprised at how submissive Tabby was; he expected more of a fight. 
   “Hm?” said Hoodie as he roughly grabbed Tabby’s chin, slightly squishing her cheeks together making her look at him.
   “In my defense”, she said through squished cheeks and narrowed her undeniably lustful eyes,” you start shit with me...I just finish it.”
   “Fair enough. But I think it’s time that you learn your place”, said Hoodie.
  Hoodie crashed his lips into hers that he was most definitely bruising hers while adding more pressure between her legs. Tabby let out a moan of pain and pleasure; she ground up his thigh slowly, then feverishly. Hoodie couldn’t help but break his composure but moan into the makeout session at the building friction. He ran his hands all over her body harshly to bruise her and bit her as well, leaving marks. Tabby moaned again and whimpered. It was like she was forced to drink cup after cup of his contempt.
  But then again, he was forced to drink cup after cup of hers as well.
 Tabby decided to get even with him. With both of them running on lust, his grip on her arms became lackadaisical, so she managed to get one of her arms free. She grabbed what fistful of his hair that she could and bring him closer to her pressing her entire body against him and grinding up wherever she could to gain more friction for the both of them. She did it harshly to leave both of their bodies aching later. She bit at his lips to bruise them and draw blood. She left nail marks, bite marks, and scratch marks on wherever skin was exposed. That was sure to leave his skin raw later. They were both moaning messes with Tabby's growing ever so louder. 
   
   Then they heard the sound of a car pulling up and parking, with the classic noises of the car doors slamming and the beeping of the keys. Masky and Toby were home.
   Hoodie pulled away and dropped her. Tabby let out a yelp as he dropped her. 
  “Hey, what the hell!”, said Tabby still on all fours. 
 “The boys are home. Do you really want them to see us like this?” asked Hoodie as if nothing happened.
    
  Tabby shook her head no.
 “That’s what I thought,” said Hoodie as he walked back towards the house.
“But now I know what you’re into, and that’s very useful to use against you,” said Hoodie as he looked over his shoulder at her with the most sadistic smile before disappearing into the house.
“YOU SON OF A BITCH!”, screamed Tabby but he couldn’t hear her.
 She took a few minutes to get her breathing back to normal and to recompose herself before standing up and fixing herself.
  “I hate you,” she said in thought as she ran to catch up with them.
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h driving around his lovie in the yellow vintage ferrari because lovie loves the humming engine of the car ☺️🐻
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Harry was at his wit’s end. He was certain that he would be able to take care of his own child for three days whilst his wife enjoyed a weekend away with her closest friends at the beach. Like, absolutely positive. He’d gotten the whole dad thing down pat. All he lacked was the ability to produce breast milk, which Y/N had gladly pumped extra of and stored in the refrigerator before she left. Harry knew exactly when they ate, exactly how much to give them and how long he needed to burp them for so that their tummies wouldn’t be upset later on in the day. Absolutely nothing had been different about the baby’s routine besides the fact that their mother was not here. There was nothing she possessed that was not accessible to the baby while she was gone, yet, for some reason, everything was going wrong.
The baby had quite literally been screaming all day. Harry had unnecessarily changed their diaper about 800 times just in case the material was irritating their skin and he had tried just about everything in the book to soothe them. A cold wash rag for them to chew on in case they were uncomfortable due to incoming teeth, a warm bath in the kitchen sink case they were cold, a million different pacifiers that they only repeatedly spit out. The most peace Harry could get was about an hour when they exhausted their tiny body from wailing and dozed off for a bit, but as soon as they came to, the waterworks started again and Harry was back to nearly pulling his hair out. 
It broke his heart seeing his baby so upset. He was at the point where he felt like a failure of a father. It hadn’t even been a full day since Y/N had left and it felt like everything was falling apart without her. They didn’t have a dirty diaper, didn’t have a fever, didn’t have an empty belly, yet they refused to stop wailing at the top of their lungs like Harry was hurting them just by being around them. He was almost ready to throw in the towel and call Y/N to beg her to come home early until he remembered he had one more lifeline before ruining Y/N’s weekend trip.
//
“Do wha’?” Harry mumbled tiredly yet dumbfoundedly into the sleek, black cell phone he held to his ear.
It was nearly two in the morning. He wasn’t expecting her to pick up the phone, but he sure was glad that she did. He’d hoped she could give him some advice, to tell him what to do or even offer to come over and help. But this was the last thing he’d ever expected his mother to say.
“I’m serious, love. You loved it too when you were being a fussy baby. Something about the sounds of the engine. Put ya right to sleep every time.”
“Tha’s ridiculous. It’s two in the morning.”
“You asked, Har. Just try it. Drive around the block and see if it calms them down a bit. Call me back if that doesn’t work and I guess I can come ‘round.”
Harry was never sure how she always managed to sound so calm. Maybe it was the fact that she’d raised him and his sister at the same time, so anything after that was a piece of cake. Even the sound of her voice was comforting to him and enough to ease some of his nerves. But maybe that was just because she was his mother. 
“Alright. I’ll let ye’ know how it turns out. Thanks f’ pickin’ up so late.”
“Love you, Harry.”
“Love ya too, mum.”
Harry ended the call and tossed his cell onto the unmade bed he shared with Y/N. It looked awfully empty without Y/N in it and part of him wondered if part of the reason why he’d contemplated calling her to come home early was that he missed her warm presence in the house and everything felt cold and wrong without her. He wonders if this is how she feels when he leaves for tour, but doesn’t have much time to dwell on it due to the piercing cries coming from the nursery where the baby had been lying down in an attempt to sleep.
“I hear ye’, I hear ye’,” Harry groaned as his feet padded over the soft carpet to the crib where the baby was. 
“It’s gonna be alright, bubby. Promise ye’.”
He carefully lifted their strained body up from the mattress pad and began patting them on the bum, as if that would soothe them in the slightest at this point. Maybe it wasn’t for the baby but more so Harry. Their tiny little toes were curled in on themselves as they pawed at their face and continued to cry. Harry used to think their cries were cute, he really did. But now, each little huff and puff that left their chest put Harry closer and closer to the edge and he wasn’t sure how much more he could take.
After placing them snuggly in their carrier, Harry toted both them and his now lukewarm mug of tea to the garage. The Ferrari was the vehicle of choice, mostly because it was the easiest set of keys for him to find and he wasn’t going to spend another second looking for any other keyring. He strapped the baby securely into the backseat of the bright yellow car before hopping in on the driver’s side. He rubbed his dull, tired eyes with the backs of his hands before opening the garage door and bringing the engine to life.
This better fucking work, Harry thought to himself as he peeled out of his private driveway and onto the streets of his neighborhood.
//
Harry couldn’t believe it. Fifty-two seconds. Literally fifty-two seconds after he had turned onto the desolate street that his house was on and began driving aimlessly was all it took for his baby, who has been screaming non-stop for going on six hours, to stop crying and fall asleep immediately. It made Harry laugh out loud at how ridiculous he looked. It was nearing three o'clock in the morning and here Harry was, in his upper class, gated community driving around in a bright yellow Ferrari wearing a shirt covered in baby spit-up and hair that hadn’t been washed in god knows how long - all to make his baby go to sleep.
He kept his low beams on, fearing that he might draw the wrong type of attention at this hour and end up having the police called on him. There was almost something soothing about the engine to him too, he thought. But in actuality, it was probably just that fact that this is the longest he’d gone without listening to his baby cry like someone was inflicting excruciating pain on their tiny little body. 
Harry sipped his tea in between turning corners and continued to creep through the empty streets. After nearly twenty minutes of silence, he felt like it was safe to say that his baby was out for the night. At least he really fucking hoped so considering he would have been out for the night after crying as hard as they had been. Just as he was ready to make the left turn that would take him back to his home, his phone rang, nearly making him jump out of his skin at how the ringer pierced the silence in the car.
He checked in the reflective mirror to make sure that the interruption hadn’t disturbed the baby’s sleep. Thankfully, it hadn’t and they were still sleeping soundly with their cheeks squished against the straps of the car seat and their blanket tucked snuggly around their body like a little burrito.
“Hello?”
“Haaaaaaaaaaaaaarry,” her voice bled through the speaker and into his ear. 
She was drunk. Almost certainly.
“Hiiiii, lovie,” Harry drew his voice out slightly to mimic hers.
“I didn’t think you’d be awake this late. Just wanted to check on you guysssss.”
He heads her huff loudly and some rustling in the background that sounded like sheets crumpling. She was most likely coming home from the club and getting ready for bed seeing as it was now well past three o'clock in the morning.
“We’re alright,” he decided to spare her the gruesome details about how their child had been screaming nonstop and not worry her pretty drunk head, “Wha’ about you? Ye’ havin’ fun?”
“Soooooo much fun,” she giggled before sighing, “But I miss you guys sooo much. I think I might come home tomorrow.”
“Why come home early if you’re havin’ soooooooo much fun?” Harry chuckled quietly into the phone.
 “Because I miss you and I miss the baby and the bed in my hotel room is cold and empty without you and it feels weird not waking up to breastfeed at 1 o'clock in the morning,” she rambled, “Wait, why are you whispering?”
The corners of Harry’s lips turned up when he realized she was saying the exact words he had been thinking earlier that evening about being miserable at night without her.
“The baby’s asleep in the backseat-”
“Backseat? You’re in the car?” her voice sobered up immediately.
“No, no. It’s not like that,” Harry did his best to quickly backtrack and reassure her that it was nothing bad that landed them on the road at half-past three, “Everything’s fine. Bubby wouldn’t stop cryin’ so mum told me to take em for a drive and see if it calmed them down. Worked pretty well. They were out before I even made it past the neighbor’s house. Turns out the Ferrari’s better for more than just looks.”
She scoffed on the other end, making Harry furrow his brows in confusion but quickly fade into a smile after she spoke.
“The Ferrari, huh? You never take me out in that thing anymore. Do you like bubs more than me now?” 
He couldn’t see her, but he knew for a fact she was dramatically pouting against the glass screen of her phone.
“Hey, tha’s not nice,” Harry chuckled softly, “Don’t make me pick favorites. It was the only key I could find. Think I accidentally washed the keys to the Audi last night. I’ve been so tired lately I can barely see straight.”
“Welcome to my world, bubby.”
She wasn’t trying to be snide or dismiss him, it was just her drunken mind speaking for itself and Harry knew that.
“Anywayyyys. You owe me a ride in the Ferrari when I get back.”
“Only if ye’ promise to stay away for the rest of the weekend like ya planned. I won’t let ye’ back in this house if you ditch ye’ friends for us.”
Harry’s eyes were getting droopy and he decided to finally head back to the garage to park the car and go back inside. 
“You guys are more important, though.”
Even though she was drunk, she was being honest and it warmed Harry’s heart. 
“We’ll be waiting right here for ye’, love. ‘S probably time for all of us t’ go t’ bed now, innit?”
“I guesssssss,” she groaned through a yawn.
Harry laughed once more at her innocence, “Take care of yourself for me, yeah? Wash your face and leave some water on the nightstand for in the morning.”
“Sure thing, daddy.” 
“Hey! Can’t be talkin’ like that when you’re not around. S’not fair.”
Harry was just messing with her, but there was some slight truth to his words.
“Alright! Alright,” she sleepily giggled, “I’ll save it for when I get back. ‘M gonna go to bed for real now. Give bubby a kiss for me.”
“I will. Love ye’.”
“Love you too, H.”
Harry hung up before her, knowing she’d fall asleep with her phone in her hand if he didn’t end the call first. He took one last look at the sleeping infant in his backseat before shutting off the whirring engine of the Ferrari that he’d just parked in his open garage. Just seeing the peacefulness that washed over their features and the way their lips turned out in a pout from having such chubby cheeks was enough for Harry to take back every hostile thought he’d had earlier tonight. 
Before he attempted the impossible mission of transferring his bub from car to crib without stirring them, he decided to snap a photo to send to Anne to let her know that her advice was greatly appreciated and that bub had taken to the engine sounds without a fight. He wasn’t sure what he’d do without his mother. Well, both his own mother and his baby’s mother. He owed them so much more than he could ever possibly give back to them, he thought to himself as he placed one last goodnight kiss on his child’s forehead before tiptoeing out of the nursery and into his bed to sleep peacefully and dream of two days from now when his love would be home and they could be a family together again.
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the-ship-maker-2 · 3 years
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This fic was based off the song "I hate u" by Simon Curtis and this takes place in the Every Rose Has Its Thorns (ERHIT) universe. This is a side fic and is by no means canon with the main story or with any future events in the story.
Tw: smut (but not the actual sex it's just very sexual and a lot of foreplay)
Tw: violence at the beginning.
ENJOY.
I hate him…
God, do I hate him…
It wasn’t supposed to happen like this…
But that’s how it always happens, isn’t it?
Those were Tabby’s thoughts as she was being pinned up against a tree in the backyard with the man that she despised. Holding her wrists up, body pressed up against her and his knee adding pressure between her legs. He looked at her with a mixture of coldness, cruelness, and amusement with a hint of lust for the younger girl. Tabby, on the other hand, looked up at him directly in the eyes with the most hateful, defiant, spiteful, lustful look to date.
How did she get into this position? Well, let’s go back a few months ago.
It all started with a mission. Masky, Hoodie, Toby, and Tabby were all put on the same team. Since Tabby was only three days in, she was brand new. So, the Slenderman put her in a group with the most experience, so maybe she could learn something. The mission should take at least six months, and it was to infiltrate a school and capture someone whos been trying to get information on the Slenderman. That meant living like usual and all together.
That didn’t settle well for Tabby and Hoodie. Tabby already didn’t trust the three as far as she could throw them. And after a brutal argument with Hoodie about him manipulating her and digging her heels in farther and saying how she will do as she damn well pleases. She realized that they were never going to see eye to eye, and after an argument like that, she can only assume that there will be more to come, which means that this would be a long six months.
The arguments started as yelling matches. Being raised the way that she was, Tabby was taught to go for the throat and attack where it will hurt most in a fight, whether it was a physical or verbal fight. Tabby had her stepdad’s verbal abuse to thank for her sharp tongue and harsh wit. Therefore Tabby always had the last word. This did not settle well with Hoodie. He hated how a scrawny, bratty teenager always got the best of him. It was time for his retaliation.
Hoodie was twice Tabby’s size. So he was able to overpower her with brute strength alone. He didn’t care if she was a girl or the fact that she was a teenager. To him, the moment you join the proxies is the moment you become an adult and become fair game. That’s when the arguments got physical. Hoodie was always the first to snap, so to Tabby, it was a fair fight and game on. Tabby is not the one to go down without a fight. So she’s just as vicious of a fighter as he is. Tabby may be small, but she’ll give you a run for your money. Hoodie may have gotten a bloody nose, black eyes, bruised throat, and maybe a broken arm once. But it was Tabby who is either face-first to the floor with him straddling her with her hair being pulled up forcefully in a tight grip or her being pinned up to the wall by her throat with his entire body pressed up against her to keep her from moving.
Nevertheless Tabby showed no fear. She exhibited nothing but contempt, hatred, and spite with a subtle hint of arousal. She always waited for his next move. Was it death? Or was it something farther? She never knew. Hoodie never hurt her too bad nor made anymore potentially sexual advances. He’d be lying if he didn’t say that he felt oddly aroused every time that happens. Just seeing her in a helpless state, under his mercy, while still having that defiant look to her? It was enough to drive him insane. He often had to go to the bathroom to ‘take care of himself’ after letting her go. He hated how the brat got him so riled up. It took him a little while to figure out that the little shit got aroused by that as well.
It wasn’t until he was training her for the first time while the other two were away that cemented it in. Which brings it up to present time. He was somehow always put in charge of babysitting Tabby, much to both of their dismays. Tabby running on nothing but pure emotion and spite attacked him first.
“Stupid girl,” he thought to himself.
It didn’t take long until she was face first in the dirt, with him straddling her from behind, and he suddenly pulled her hair up with a tight and painful force. Tabby gasped at the pain and for breath. He leaned down close to her soft spot, which was where her ear meets her neck.
“You wanna try that again?” he whispered to her.
Tabby had to bite back a moan as he accidentally ground up against her as he sat back up. She struggled to control her breathing.
“Fuck...you…” she spat out along with the dirt that was in her mouth.
That was all he needed to go right ahead. Hoodie raised an eyebrow and got off of her.
“Are you sure about that? Is that what you really want?” he stated, darkly moving towards her.
Tabby scrambled to get up and brush herself off before moving backward, trying to get away from him. Her eyes were wide in suspense, and he daresay a hint of fear. Her eyes quickly darted from one area to another, looking for a way out. But there wasn’t any. She let out a squeak; she felt her back hit the tree in the backyard that they’re in. The backyard was fenced in highly, so it was almost like they were secluded.
She was utterly alone.
Hoodie planned to take full advantage of that. God, she looked so cute, being in fear and having nowhere else to go. Completely helpless and at his mercy. He walked towards her with a dark predatory grin spreading across his face.
“What makes you say that?” she said shakily with defiance in her voice.
Hoodie moved with the speed of a viper. He had her wrists pinned up above her head, one knee between her thighs so she was on his and his entire body pressed against her. Tabby sucked in a breath.
“Oh, I think that you know perfectly well what I mean,” hissed Hoodie in his low voice. Tabby looked at him wide-eyed, clearly unsure where this was going.
“Always starting fights with me…,” he trailed off and lifted his hand to touch the top of Tabby’s head and moved down to the shape of her face. Tabby flinched at first before being surprised at his gentle touch.
“Always fighting back and never doing what you’re told....,” his voice lowered and became softer as he gently caressed her cheekbones before touching her lips, parting them with his thumb, and Tabby whimpered as she lightly bit down in submission. She looked down, embarrassed with her half-lidded eyes. She then let out a stifled moan as she tried to shift her position so she wouldn’t be as uncomfortable, but she wasn’t expecting to be so sensitive when she accidentally grind up his thigh and then slowly slid back down in a fruitless attempt. Hoodie had to bite back a groan at the beautiful sight before him. Tabby being completely helpless and under his control and her squirming around rubbing up in certain areas was not helping him out either. Hoodie was surprised at how submissive Tabby was; he expected more of a fight.
“Hm?” said Hoodie as he roughly grabbed Tabby’s chin, slightly squishing her cheeks together making her look at him.
“In my defense”, she said through squished cheeks and narrowed her undeniably lustful eyes,” you start shit with me...I just finish it.”
“Fair enough. But I think it’s time that you learn your place”, said Hoodie.
Hoodie crashed his lips into hers that he was most definitely bruising hers while adding more pressure between her legs. Tabby let out a moan of pain and pleasure; she ground up his thigh slowly, then feverishly. Hoodie couldn’t help but break his composure but moan into the makeout session at the building friction. He ran his hands all over her body harshly to bruise her and bit her as well, leaving marks. Tabby moaned again and whimpered. It was like she was forced to drink cup after cup of his contempt.
But then again, he was forced to drink cup after cup of hers as well.
Tabby decided to get even with him. With both of them running on lust, his grip on her arms became lackadaisical, so she managed to get one of her arms free. She grabbed what fistful of his hair that she could and bring him closer to her pressing her entire body against him and grinding up wherever she could to gain more friction for the both of them. She did it harshly to leave both of their bodies aching later. She bit at his lips to bruise them and draw blood. She left nail marks, bite marks, and scratch marks on wherever skin was exposed. That was sure to leave his skin raw later. They were both moaning messes with Tabbys growing ever so louder.
Then they heard the sound of a car pulling up and parking, with the classic noises of the car doors slamming and the beeping of the keys. Masky and Toby were home.
Hoodie pulled away and dropped her. Tabby let out a yelp as he dropped her.
“Hey, what the hell!”, said Tabby still on all fours.
“The boys are home. Do you really want them to see us like this?” asked Hoodie as if nothing happened.
Tabby shook her head no.
“That’s what I thought”, said Hoodie as he walked back towards the house.
"I hate you." She said in thought before running to catch up to them
“But now I know what you’re into, and that’s very useful to use against you”, said Hoodie as he looked over his shoulder at her with the most sadistic smile before disappearing into the house.
“YOU SON OF A BITCH!”, screamed Tabby but he couldn’t hear her.
She took a few minutes to get her breathing back to normal and to recompose herself before standing up and fixing herself.
"I hate you", she said in thought as she ran back into the house.
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rainbowserenity · 4 years
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I read your tags so of course I request: “I’m sorry that I got way too into playing house and accidentally kissed you passionately.”
Like so many other things, it started with Serah.
“Pleeeease can you watch her this afternoon? I really need to get to this appointment, but Snow’s working overtime and I can’t bring Rosa with me!”
“I guess,” Lightning replied slowly. “But Hope’s holed up in his room on a video conference. I don’t want him to be disturbed.”
“I’ll warn her! Thank you so much, sis. I really appreciate this.”
“Sure.” Lightning sighed as she hung up, immediately looking around the room and wondering if she had anything to feed a four-year old. Rosa was luckily past the picky eater phase, but you never knew with that one. Honestly, Lightning thought most of the time that her niece had gotten a little too much of her father’s genes.
While she was rummaging around in the kitchen, she heard footsteps and turned her head, a little smile on her lips when she saw Hope. “Hey. Done already?”
“Not yet. One of my team members has a bad connection, so we’re taking a break.” He glanced around. “What are you doing?”
“Serah begged me to babysit Rosa. I want to make sure I have something for when she inevitably claims she’s ‘starving’.”
Hope quirked a smile. “She does get pretty dramatic. Do you think you’ll need help?”
“I think we’ll be okay. I’ll make sure she doesn’t bother you.”
“It’d be no bother.”
“Don’t let her hear you say that.” Lightning shook her head in amusement. Even though Hope wasn’t actually Rosa’s uncle, she still called him as such and was obsessed with him in that way kids got around their favorite person.
It was cute, but it also made Lightning feel a little weird. Hope was merely her roommate - she’d gotten a decent-sized house, but then Serah had married Snow and moved in with him. Lightning figured there was no use in letting the empty space go to waste, so she’d decided to let Hope live here way cheaper than it would’ve been for him to rent his own place. They’d always gotten along, so it worked out great.
Things had gradually gotten weird, however. Not in a bad way by any means, but things felt....fluttery between them, for lack of a better word. She couldn’t really pinpoint when or why or how, but seeing Hope around the house always brought a smile to her face. Her stomach did flips when they had dinner together and she always felt weirdly disappointed when they went to their separate bedrooms at night.
Plus, there was Rosa. Not only was she obsessed with Hope, but she couldn’t seem to grasp that he and her aunt were merely friends. Lightning couldn’t blame her - after all, she was a kid with her dad’s attention span - but it called attention to those weird, fluttery feelings neither of them knew what to do with.
She was totally going to ignore it today. Hope had a video conference and Serah would only be gone for a couple of hours. No worries.
Of course, all of that fell apart when Serah dropped Rosa off some time later, smothering her face with kisses. Rosa didn’t really seem to care and immediately skipped towards Hope’s room.
Lightning quickly stopped her. “He’s working,” she explained gently. “You have to wait until he comes out here, okay?”
“I haven’t seen Uncle Hope in daaaays!” Rosa whined. “He should stop working and play with us!”
“Sorry.” Lightning picked her up with a grunt - this kid was definitely going to be as tall as her dad - and gently poked her nose, which got a giggle. “I don’t make the rules.”
Of course, just then, the door to Hope’s room opened and he immediately brightened when he saw Rosa. “I thought I heard someone familiar here...”
“Uncle Hope!!!” Rosa cried, immediately trying to wiggle herself from Lightning’s arms. Hope quickly went to them and Rosa practically flew into his embrace. “Aunt Lightning said you had to work!”
“She’s right,” he said. There was a gentle grin on his face that brought that fluttery feeling back. “But I think I can take a break for my favorite lady.”
“YAAAAAY!” Rosa was bouncing as much as she could while still in Hope’s arms. “Can we pleeeease play house and tea party and princess and - “
“Whoa.” Hope finally set her down since the bouncing was getting extreme. “One at a time, okay?”
“Let’s play house!” Rosa exclaimed, bouncing some more before immediately hopping to the couch, where the ‘house’ usually was when she played.
Lightning shook her head in amusement, her eyes sliding to Hope, who was watching Rosa with a fond smile. “Are you sure about this? I know you were worried about getting work done.”
He shrugged one shoulder. “It’s fine. They can survive without me.”
“If you’re sure.”
They had about five seconds before Rosa peeked around the couch and started ordering them around. “You gotta be the mommy and the daddy, ‘cause you’re bigger than me! I’ll be the baby!”
“Really?” Lightning raised her eyebrows. “You want to be a baby?”
“Waahhh!”
She couldn’t help but huff out a laugh. Admittedly, it was fun playing with Rosa - playtime wasn’t really something she’d had much of as a kid, and she knew that Hope hadn’t had much opportunity, either. Maybe that was why he embraced the Uncle role so much.
Playing house got mashed with playing tea party, which involved all of them sitting on the floor, sitting up straight and drinking out of pretend teacups. Rosa admonished them for not holding their pinkies out (”I saw it on TV, Aunt Lightning! It has to be true!”) and praised Hope for being so lovely otherwise.
When Rosa got bored of playing tea party about fifteen minutes later - a record for her - started making pretend baby noises. “Goo-goo-ga-ga!”
Lightning raised an eyebrow. “I think it’s the baby’s naptime.” She glanced at Hope. “What do you think?”
He nodded seriously, clearly embracing the dad role. “I think so too, honey. Babies need plenty of rest.”
While Lightning tried to ignore the term of endearment, Rosa made a noise that was half whine, half laugh. “Noooo! Babies get to stay up and play!”
“Is that so?”
“This one does!” She grinned. “I get to stay with Mommy while she waits for Aunt Vanille so she can go to work!”
Not for the first time, Lightning mentally praised Vanille’s energy and patience. She had no idea what was gonna happen when Snow and Serah inevitably had a second kid. “So what does the Daddy do while you stay with the Mommy?”
“He goes to work!” Rosa answered in a very matter-of-fact tone. She ran to Hope and pushed on his legs. “You’re the Daddy, Uncle Hope! You gotta go to work!”
“I probably should,” he said, although he was still using that serious voice that came when he played with Rosa, just to show he was into the game. He picked up Rosa, much to her delight, and kissed the top of her head. “I’ll see you tonight. You be good, okay?”
“Okay!”
And then, before either of them knew what was happening, Hope leaned forward - Rosa still in his arms - and pressed his lips to Lightning’s.
She froze, unable to breathe or even really think. Her mind had gone utterly blank with how stupidly perfect this felt and she felt herself kissing him back without even realizing it. He made a small, quiet sound in his throat as he pressed himself closer to her...
“Heyyy! You’re squishing me!”
At Rosa’s voice, the two of them sprang apart, eyes wide. Lightning was breathing heavily and Hope’s face had gone completely red. “Um - “
“C’mon, the Daddy has to go to work!” Rosa was completely unperturbed by what had just happened. After all, they were still playing house, and this was how it went - the Daddy kissed the Mommy before leaving for work.
“Um.” Hope stared for another moment before he nodded slowly and carefully put Rosa down. “Um. yes. Right. I’ll....I’ll be back later.”
“....Okay.” Lightning wasn’t sure what else to say. What could she say, especially when Rosa was still right there?
Hope retreated back to his room and didn’t come out for the rest of the afternoon. Though Lightning kept her focus on Rosa, it was hard to really get in to any of her games when there was a memory of a kiss she hadn’t even known she’d been waiting for.
When Serah finally came back to pick up her daughter, Rosa ran straight into her waiting arms. “Mommyyyyy!”
“Helloooo my little darling!” Serah scooped her up with surprising ease. “Did you have fun with Aunt Lightning today?”
“Yeah! We played tea party and house and princess and horsie and Aunt Lightning and Uncle Hope played Mommy and Daddy!”
Serah looked amused. “Is that so?”
“Yeah! They acted like you and Daddy do before he goes to work!”
“....Really.”
Lightning wanted to crawl into a hole. Serah’s face looked so amused and smug. She was practically a human emoji. “It’s nothing. We had fun.”
“I’m sure you did,” Serah replied in a sing-song voice. “Thanks again, sis!”
Lightning merely grunted - though she did wave goodbye to Rosa - and finally closed the door behind them. She let out a long, steadying breath, wondering what she was supposed to do now that there wasn’t a four-year old to distract her.
“Did they leave?”
She spun around, only to see Hope standing there. Her heart immediately began to pound. “Yes. Just now.”
“Oh.” Hope cleared his throat. “I hope she had fun. It’s always nice to have her here.”
“Right.”
“...”
“...”
It was Lightning’s turn to clear her throat. “Listen, I...”
“I’m sorry that I got way too into playing house and accidentally kissed you passionately,” Hope said in one breath, like he’d been working up the nerve to apologize. “It just - I just - I’m sure you’ve never wanted me to do anything like that and I never wanted to make things awkward between us. I - I can start looking for a new place tonight - “
“...Hope.”
He snapped his mouth shut. “Yes...?”
Lightning stared at him for a long moment. There was a tiny part of her that wanted to just ignore all of this and move on.
But there as a huge, fluttery feeling within her that urged her to embrace it.
She smirked. “You call that kiss from earlier passionate?”
His mouth fell open and then snapped shut. “I - excuse me?”
“You’re welcome to show me better.” She walked up to him and rested a hand on his arm. Was this flirting? All the fluttery feelings pointed to yes. “If you want, of course.”
Hope stared for another moment before he covered her hand with his own, his shocked expression finally morphing into a soft smile. “I do want that.” He paused. “I feel like I should thank Rosa.”
“Please. If she’s anything like her father, she doesn’t need her ego stroked.” Lightning wiggled her fingers so she could thread them with Hope’s. “So. How about our own version of playing house?”
Hope smiled, hesitating for a split second before leaning in to meet her lips again. “I’ll play that game anytime.”
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iidascalves · 4 years
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hello! I was wondering if you could do a Bakugou x Reader (if requests are open ofc❤️). Maybe Bakugou said something he didn’t mean to the Reader, and she like leaves the middle of class to go to the bathroom to cry- and like some of the girls go to comfort her/ask if she’s doing fine. But that doesn’t help- so Bakugou ditches class and goes to comfort her in the girls bathroom, and the other girls are like “cUtE”. Sorry if this made no sense but I thought it would be cute 😳. love your writing!
Heyy! I really enjoyed writing this! I had never written Bakugo before so I apologize if he is a tad ooc. If I’m not too busy with school I’ll definitely try writing for other characters. Let me know if there’s anything you guys would like to see! Thanks <3
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I Didn’t Mean It (Bakugo x Reader)
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“I have to grade some papers today so I decided to give you busy work.” Aizawa picked up a stack of packets from his desk. “Split up in groups of three or four.”
Your classmates looked to their closest friends with mischievous smiles before there was a chorus of desks slinging together. You looked at Mina and Kirishima struggling to shuffle their desks up to Bakugo’s. You caught Mina’s eyes and grinned at her.
Soon enough your desks were squished together in a rectangle. Kirishima and Bakugo on one side, you and Mina on the other. You started swinging your feet while reading the first question.
“Name five hero agencies.” You quickly scribbled your answers. You felt Mina slowly creeping towards you and your paper. You smiled and looked up at her. “Here.” You slid your paper towards her so she could see.
“Thanks (Y/n)- chan!” Mina stuck out her tongue as she scribbled the answers.
You felt someone kick your desk and your head shot up to look at Bakugo.
“Oi. Let me see, Shithead.” He leaned forward, trying to peer at the paper.
“Say please.” You smirked as Bakugo glared at you, practically grinding his teeth.
“Tch. Whatever.” Bakugo crossed his arms and slouched down in his chair.
“Hey, Bakugo I got three down if you can think of two.” Kirishima said.
“Calm down. I’m just kidding, Bakugo. Here.” You slid your paper over to his desk but he shoved it back to you. “Okay, fine. Geez.” You and Mina worked together for the next couple of questions. Occasionally comparing answers with Kirishima. When Bakugo had slid down in his chair he had stretched his legs out so far they were now under your desk. You were restless as you worked so you had the tendency to swing your feet. You accidentally kicked Bakugo’s foot that was sitting under your desk.
“Watch it!” Bakugo sneered at you. You smiled back.
“Maybe you shouldn’t man spread into my space then.”
Kirishima’s eyes widened as he saw Bakugo’s angry experssion.
“Hey guys lets not fight, okay. Let’s just work on the packet.” He did his best to diffuse the situation, but to no avail.
“I wouldn’t fight someone with such a weak quirk. It wouldn’t be a fair match.” Bakugo tipped back in his chair and looked away.
Your hands clenched. Bakugo was well aware of how hard you have worked to hone your quirk into something useful. You spent your early life wishing to be someone else. When you come to U.A., it was finally a chance to accept yourself.
“My quirk isn’t useless, you know that.” You practically snarled the response. Mina and Kirishima were looking nervously between you two.
“It was pretty useless when you got your ass beat by that villain.” He was leaning forward now, taunting you with a cocky smirk. He knew he was touching at a dangerously sensitive subject now.
“Bakugo, knock it off.” Mina warned. But both of you had already tuned the others out.
You were furious. It’s bad enough to question your strength, but bringing up the traumatic experience of being attacked was a low fucking blow.
Anger boiled in your chest. You felt the sting of tears well behind your eyes. You wanted to scream at him, tell him off, something. But right now, you knew you were about to cry. And no fucking way were you going to give him the satisfaction.
“You ok, (Y/n)?” Kirishima asked.
You didn’t say another word. You stood up fast, making your chair squeak. You sped walked out of the classroom, letting the door swing behind you. You wanted to be alone more than anything.
The bathroom was almost always a safe place to cry so you headed there. Quick footsteps appeared behind you. They only made you walk faster. You bolted into a stall and shut the door. Once you sat down on the toilet seat, you began to sob. In between your sniffs and whimpers were soft knocks at the stall door.
“(Y/n)? Do you want to talk?” Mina was on the other side. “What Bakugo said was way out of line.” You didn’t have the words to reply so you just continued to cry. You heard the jingle of the metal latch on your door. “(Y/n), can you open up?” You took a breath and swallowed hard.
“N-no. Not right now.” You took a piece of toilet paper to wipe your eyes with.
“(Y/n) it’s okay. You can let me in, we’ve seen each other cry before. There’s nothing to be embarrassed about.” You still couldn’t muster up the words to respond.
“(Y/n)? Oh- Mina. Is she in there?” You assumed Mina must have nodded. “It’s Momo and Uraraka. Is there anything we can do?”
“N-no. Thank you.” You saw Momo stick a hand under the door. It sparkled for a moment before spitting out a box of tissues. You chuckled despite your tears. “Thanks.” You sniffled again. “Will Aizawa Sensei get mad if you guys are out of class for too long?”
“No, it’s okay.” Ochako responded. “Jiro and Tsuyu explained the situation to Aizawa Sensei.” This made your face heat up even more. You found the fact that already so many people now knew you were crying to yourself in the bathroom humiliating. The girls became more worried as you sobbed harder than before.
Joined by the sounds of your chokes sobs and sniffs, were footsteps. The air in the room grew tense and focused. You could tell from inside the stall that whoever just entered surprised your friends who came to comfort you.
“Gonna let me through?” A deep voice snarled from outside your stall. The air stood still before someone dared to answer.
“Bakugo- kun you can’t be in the girls ba-“ Momo’s authoritarian voice began to reprimand him before Mina cut her off.
“Guys let’s leave them alone for a bit. We should get back to class anyway.”
“I’ll see you later, (Y/n)- chan.” Ochako said through the stall door. Quiet footsteps occupied the tense seconds it took for the girls to leave. Once outside the bathroom you heard Mina whisper- shout in excitement.
“He came to comfort her!”The others shushed her and rushed back to class.
You buried your face further into your hands and hoped Bakugo wouldn’t ask about Mina’s comment.
You waited for him to say something. Trying your best not to let sounds escape that would reveal you were crying.
“Are you just sitting in there or shitting?” This made you giggle.
“I’m not shitting, idiot.” Your giggle masked the hoarseness of your voice.
He was quiet for a moment.
“Then can you open the door?” From where you were sitting you could see his white indoor shoes. Somehow scuffed despite it being early in the school year. He was right in front of you, hand probably raised, ready to push open the door.
You were hesitant. Embarrassed at the idea that you would let someone see you like this. However, you reached up and unlatched the door anyway. After hearing the latch, Bakugo slowly pushed open the door and looked at you. “Shit, (Y/n).” His eyes left yours and found the stall wall to look at for a moment.
“I know. I’m too sensitive.” Your voice cracked in shame. You’re too emotional. Real heroes don’t breakdown when teased or trashed on. Tears began to flow again.
“No. No, that’s not what I was going to say.” He shook his head and crouched down. He was looking up at you now. He was down on one knee, almost like he was bowing. “I’m sorry, (Y/n). I shouldn’t have said the thing about you and that villain. Or your quirk. Or about you being weak.”
You just sat and looked at him. You never thought he could have it in him to actually apologize. He was usually so reckless, so careless. What determined that you got to see this side of him?
“I still have scars from it, you know.” He was silent. “Recovery Girl did her best but I was still left with these. You raised your skirt about an inch. Just enough to reveal one of the scars you got trying to save some classmates from Toga. She attacked you when you got separated from the rest of 1-A at the training camp in the woods. “Next time...” you suddenly got the courage to look at him again. “I’ll give her a real fight.” You smiled at each other. He rested a hand on your leg. Just above the knee.
“If you ever need backup you know who to call.” Your smile widened.
“Thank you, Bakugo.” You put your hand on his.
“Want to stay here a while?” You nodded. He went from kneeling to sitting on the floor. His hand dropped from your knee in the process.
You reached out and took it once again.
“I still look like a mess so we can’t leave for a while. That ok?” He nodded, still smiling.
“Sure. Whatever you need.”
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jisung-mp3 · 4 years
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𝐚𝐧 𝐞𝐦𝐛𝐫𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐟𝐮𝐥𝐥 𝐨𝐟 𝐥𝐨𝐯𝐞
✎ pairing: hirai momo x reader
✎ warnings: none
✎ description: just some plain old fluff jghjghjx
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you opened the door to your apartment and stepped inside, letting your bag slide off your shoulders immediately. it landed on the floor with a light thunk, however it didn’t catch the attention of the other person in the room.
you peeked inside and saw momo staring intently at the screen, the only source of light in the apartment coming from the tv in front of her. she was leaning forward on the couch, she seemed so focused that you didn’t want to ever disturb her.
you quickly took off your coat and hung it on the clothing hanger in the corner, and slipped out of your shoes. you started heading towards the living room, towards the person your heart had been yearning for the past hours. it was the end of a long day, and you wanted nothing more than to slip into momo’s embrace and just stay there forever.
“momo”, her name slipped gently out of your lips, immediately yanking her out of her focused state. Her eyes landed on you, and her focused gaze turned into a loving one, her face breaking into a big smile that made your heart jump in ways you never managed to get used to.
“babe, you’re home!” she opened up her arms widely for you, welcoming you into her embrace, the very same embrace you dreamed of being in whilst you were walking home.
you slipped next to her, locking your arms around her waist, your head finding its home in the crook of her neck. you breathed in her scent and closed your eyes, hugging her tighter. her arms went around your shoulders, bringing you closer to her, if that was even possible. she softly leaned her head on top of yours, and even though her gaze returned to the tv, she was still focused on you.
“how was your day?”, she asked softly, running her hands through your hair, and making the patterns she knew you adored, and a content sigh left your lips.
to be honest, you had a horrible day. you left your home in the morning completely happy, still drowsy from the morning cuddles with momo, but you were happy nonetheless, but then everything went downhill. you had forgotten your umbrella, so you were soaked to the bone when you arrived at school. you had forgotten your card, so you couldn’t take the bus. you had brought the wrong schoolbag with you, you were supposed to bring your tuesday bag filled with only your course books for tuesday and your hand written assignments, but you had accidentally brought the wednesday bag. and on top that, you had an exam that day, which normally wouldn’t be a problem since you had studied. But you didn’t bring your allowed cheat sheet paper with you with all the formulas that were needed if you wanted to answer the questions. and just like that, you had failed your exam miserably.
you wanted to confess everything to momo, but you didn’t want to burden her, since she had a long day too. “my day was good. it was okay, yeah I guess it was okay. how was your day? you had a lot of practice right?”
momo reached for the remote controller and turned the volume down, and then she looked at you. placing two fingers under your chin, she lifted your head up so you would meet her eyes. you continued looking at her, at her eyes, her lips, her nose, her cute eyelashes and her red cheeks, probably red from the heat. you felt yourself heat up, in awe of how much she affected you even after getting so used to her. then again, could you ever get used to momo? no matter how often or little you saw her, or if you had a petty fight with her or if you had stayed in bed all day with her, you still felt nothing but pure adoration and love for her. sometimes your love threatened to pour out of you, and you knew that you wouldn’t be able to stop once it did.
lost in thought, you didn’t notice momo leaning down towards you until her lips had softly met yours. she placed a quick peck on your upper lip and then leaned back to her original position, but you didn’t let her. you gently tugged her towards you again, asking her for another kiss, but this time a little longer. momo complied, and you felt her smiling against you once she had connected your lips with hers again.
after a few moments you pulled away, “getting soft, are we?” you teased, and earned a small giggle from her.
“you have no idea how much i missed you. it was really dreadful to get out of bed after you had abandoned me.”
“i didn’t abandon you!” you softly nudged her to the side, “god, i wish i had stayed in bed all day with you.”
“you forgot both your card and your bag today, and i saw how much it rained, so i can also assume that you forgot to take an umbrella with you.” her tone was soft but with a hint of worry.
you were taken back by how much she had noticed, “wait, how did you know that i forgot all that?”
“i mean your card is literally laying on the kitchen table, it’s kind of hard to not notice. and once i noticed that you forgot your pastel bag it was too late for me to tell you, i’m sorry that i didn’t tell you sooner.”
your eyes widened in surprise, “you shouldn’t be sorry! you literally have nothing to be sorry for, it was me who forgot to bring the correct one with me.” you softly kissed her jaw, desperately wanting to show her that she had done nothing wrong. “it was unfortunate though, i forgot my formula sheet and i totally failed the exam.” at hearing your change of tone she looked down at you, shocked to see that your eyes had become glossy from tears.
“wait you’re crying? no don’t- don’t cry, why are you crying?” she was flustered, she wasnät completely used to seeing you cry.
you sniffled quickly, trying to not spill too much, “i don’t know, i just studied a lot for this and in the end i didn’t even succeed. and the worst thing is that this wasn’t even an exam, it was more like a test, yet i hate the fact that i failed. i really don’t like this feelings.”
momo placed soft kisses on your cheeks, and at that moment, some tears managed to slip and fall, but momo was there to catch every single one of them.
“it’s completely fine to feel like that. i don’t think it’s even going to go into the grade, and even if it does, it won’t drag your grade down at all. you’ve been absolutely perfect with all your exams and assignments, and you’ve spent so much time studying. please do’t let thing bring you down.��� she continued kissing your cheeks until they were flaming red, then she moved down to peck your neck, making you jolt in surprise.
she kissed you in all the places she knew you were sensitive, and you couldn’t help but start laughing. you were gently pushing her away, she was tickling you and you felt yourself squirm under her. if it had been someone else, you would have already pushed them away, but this time, you were laughing so hard that you could barely form a sentence.
a while later, you had both calmed down. momo had put her hands on both sides of your face, making you unable to avoid her gaze. when she spoke, she spoke with such softness that you were afraid that even your breathing would break her voice.
“one bad day cannot define you. it’s fine to feel down, but in my eyes, you’ve done nothing wrong.”
you sighed, leaning your head against her chest, “then cuddle me forever.”
she let out a laugh, making your heart speed up yet again. she leaned back against the couch, pulling you with her. suddenly you were squished between her legs and your head on her chest, in the perfect position to hear her heartbeat clearly.
momo kissed the top of your head, before turning her gaze to the tv once again. she began playing softly with your hair, telling you softly about her day and the food she ate.
her gentle voice and her quiet heartbeats were suddenly like a lullaby to you, singing you softly to sleep. just like that, with your hands intertwined with hers, you fell asleep in the comfort of her embrace
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bernadineisreborn · 4 years
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Can you write a scene where Draco kisses readers forehead while they’re still friends before they date but she almost died or somethin cuz forehead kisses be underrated 👀
a/n: hehehe okayyyyy!! this is a cute request. a nice, fluffy drabble follows. 
warnings: not edited very well, hallucinations, slight mention of blood, one (1) swear word, hospital wing visit, death omen from trelawney, sort of dark mention of being forced to become a death eater (it’s light-hearted i promise)
word count: 2010 [technically longer than drabble-length fight me]
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As a witch, you know of at least 1,000 ways you could die accidentally, by cause of your own magic or attempts at magic. That’s how Luna Lovegood’s mother had died, you’d heard. Experimenting with spells. Curiosity was not always a good thing in the Wizarding World, especially if you were known to have occasional bouts of extreme clumsiness. Which, of course, you were.
One particular Monday, you were sitting quietly in Divination. Class hadn’t started yet. Professor Trelawney hadn’t even made her usual grand entrance. You laid your books neatly in front of you.
Not two minutes later, she swooped in. Pansy Parkinson, who was sitting next to you, rolled her eyes at the crystal ball on the velvet-clothed table in front of her. Trelawney stopped suddenly, and spun very importantly towards you and Pansy. Her brows were pulled tight against her eyelids, which were open wide.
“You, dear,” she pointed to you, “You have something very dangerous in your future.”
You gaped, unsure what to say. It wasn’t unlike Trelawney to tell a random student that they had a death omen, or something of the sort, but it wasn’t very calming to be the student she chose.
Pansy scoffed, “Yeah? What’s that?”
Trelawney’s glazed eyes turned to your friend, “She must be careful! There is something dark indeed! A mysterious outcome, yes, could go either way…” she trailed off.
You still hadn’t said anything, but a chill found the back of your neck and you shuddered involuntarily.
“Ah, yes, even she can see the danger! Tell me, dear, have you seen any omens lately? Any signs in tea leaves? Perhaps three caws of a crow?”
You shook your head, and Pansy spoke up again, “I saw her tea leaves this morning, Professor. Perfectly ordinary,” her glare shifted into more of a smirk, “Maybe your message was meant for Blaise, he seems like he needs a bit of bad luck. Far too cocky, lately.”
“Says you, Parkinson,” snorted Blaise.
With that, Trelawney’s attention was officially elsewhere as she began another ominous lecture. Pansy’s eyes met yours, “Everyone knows she’s a crackpot, don’t worry about it,” she reassured you.
You nodded, “Yeah. You’re right.” You steeled your expression and began your notes.
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You stepped into Herbology later that day, Trelawney’s prediction having left a seemingly permanent shiver in your spine.
You had skipped lunch in order to work on a few essays, and were munching on some berries.
The Herbology room was one of your favorite classrooms. The greenery was an aesthetic, the plants were fascinating to watch, and the clean air was intoxicating.
You were alone with the plants, and you admired them in silence. After a few minutes of watching the Chinese Chomping Cabbage bite at the air, your eyes were drawn to a rather large pot of Belladonna. You wandered over to it, and picked some of the berries to use in Potions.
A few minutes later, Draco waltzed in. His expression, as usual, looked a bit distasteful, until he made eye contact with you. His expression morphed into the tiniest of smiles. “Hello, Y/N.”
Draco’s family had been friends with yours since before either of you were born, as it was with many pureblood families. You’d fought a lot when you were younger, but as time went on, both of you seemed to realize you were allied on more fronts than not.
“Draco,” you greeted, “How are you, today?”
“I’m alright. Though, I heard you were the lucky student marked for doom today.” His smile turned into concern.
You gave another shiver, “Well, yes, there’s that. Otherwise fine though,” you tried to smile in a convincing manner, but you could only manage a grimace. You popped a berry into your mouth, finding comfort in the sweet taste.
Draco pursed his lips, “Y/N, I’m sure that—”
You stopped listening, because suddenly, the berry in your mouth was rather spicy, not sweet. You looked down, and in your hand were the dark purple berries of the Belladonna. Your blueberries were still sitting on the table with your books.
You looked back up to Draco. He was looking at you, making no attempts to hide the concern written all over his pale face. “… Y/N?… Y/N?”
You coughed as the berry burned your throat. “Erm, Draco?” He was becoming fuzzy around the edges and his hair was looking yellowish, almost neon. You reminded yourself of the effects of Belladonna berries: hallucinations, delirium. You blinked, and coughed again. You meant to tell him what you’d accidentally done, what your attempts at gathering supplies for Potions had amounted to. But all you could say was, “You’re a lemon.”
Draco stared, uncomprehending, very, very confused. His eyes raked over you, standing very still, eating berries. “What in Merlin’s name do you mean, ‘I’m a lemon’?”
You stumbled a bit as you walked toward him. His immediate thought was: she’s drunk some firewhiskey. But, you wouldn’t do that. You were a good, focused student.
You reached him and pulled your hand up, tangling your fingers in his lemony hair. Draco blushed and tried to step away, but you were insistent. “When did you turn into a lemon?”
“Y/N? What are you on about?” Draco grabbed the hand that was not in his hair, in an attempt to get your attention. A few dark purple berries fell into his hand, squishing into juice in his palm. They smelled weird. He eyed them cautiously, “What are you eating?”
You pulled away when you saw Draco bring the berries to his face to smell them. Even in your current state, you knew this was bad. Or, maybe, the berries just told you it was bad. Because suddenly, they had little, angry faces and they were yelling at you.
“Don’t let him eat us, you ignorant, stupid girl!” screamed the one in the front.
You stumbled again, “No, Draco, don’t.” you slurred, “These are not good for eating,” you offered him some blueberries from your bag on the table, “Here take these, instead.”
“What do you mean?” Draco felt the blood drain from his face as he realized what was going on, “What kind of berries are these?”
You said nothing, but your eyes lingered to a pot across the room, where you had been standing when Draco first entered. Belladonna.
“Y/N,” he said, his eyes growing very stern, “Please tell me that you didn’t eat Belladonna berries.”
You giggled, “I wasn’t supposed to.”
Draco held his arm out for you to balance on, which you took gratefully. You were so grateful, in fact, that you started hugging him and didn’t let go. “For fuck’s sake, no, you were not supposed to.” He started leading the pair of you out of the room and towards the Hospital Wing.
“You’re so nice, Draco, the berries are happy you didn’t eat them. They—” You stopped speaking, staring over Draco’s shoulder, “Draco, why aren’t you real?”
Draco followed your gaze: nothing was there, “Darling, what do you mean? I’m right here. Merlin, just come with me, already.”
You met his eyes, finally, “Nope, I know you’re not real. Draco isn’t this nice to stupid people.” You pulled away from him and started swatting at your arm.
Draco was exasperated, “Y/N, you’re not stupid. Usually. You just—” his eyes shifted to your arm, which you were still hitting lightly, “What are you doing?”
“There’s a tentacle in my arm,” you explained, as though it made all the sense in the world.
Draco took your tentacle arm and pulled you along.
“Where are we going?” you asked, “And who is that man?”
Draco followed your gaze again, but there was no man.
“Oh, maybe you are real, you’re acting like normal again. You know, ignoring me.” You sighed, “How come you never ignore Pansy? It’s because she’s prettier than me, isn’t it? Oh good, there she is,” You started talking to someone to your left, but again, there was no one there. “Pansy, I think Draco might be in love with you. It would make sense, you know. Everyone’s been saying that you’re dating.”
Draco rolled his eyes at this comment, but said nothing and continued walking.
You giggled, and shushed the imaginary Pansy, “No, no! Don’t tell him, don’t you dare!”
Though he was more than mildly concerned, he was also interested in something you might be keeping secret from him, “Don’t tell me what?” he asked, glancing at you with a glimmer of mischief hidden in his scowl.
You turned your chin up, “Pansy won’t tell.”
Draco laughed in spite of himself, “I’d reckon I’ll never know from her, then.” You walked in silence for a few moments, “Maybe you ought to tell me.”
Your eyes widened, “No. She’d be very cross with me.”
“Why does Pansy care? I thought it was your secret.”
You frowned at him as though he was the one making no sense, “It’s my secret. But the other me would be mad if I told you.”
Draco couldn’t help laughing again, “The other you? And where is she?”
You tapped your forehead smartly, “Right in here.”
He rolled his eyes, “Oh, obviously.”
By now, you had reached the Hospital Wing. Draco led you to Madame Pomfrey. “She’s eaten some berries from a Belladonna plant,” he explained, gesturing to you, still clinging to his arm. “I’m not sure—”
Just then, you began screaming a very loud, very upsetting scream.
Madame Pomfrey moved swiftly into action.
You were hyperventilating, your breath escaping you in forced pants, “No! No! Go away! You can’t make me! I won’t join you!” You met Draco’s eyes, “Draco! Help! They can’t make me, please!” you sobbed.
Draco’s earlier feelings of worry returned. He had been about to tell Madame Pomfrey that he didn’t think you’d gotten too much of the berry, because you seemed relatively mellow. Now, that assessment was clearly overruled.
You began clawing at your arms again, drawing blood this time.
“Malfoy!” snapped Madame Pomfrey, “Help me restrain her.”
Draco held you down on one of the Hospital Wing cots as you kicked and screamed. His heart ached for you, having a pretty good idea what you were hallucinating now without having to ask. After all, didn’t the same fear plague his nightmares?
Madame Pomfrey finished tying you down, and forced some Calming Draught down your throat during a particularly drawn out scream. You gurgled it down, and slowly stopped thrashing. Next, she administered the antidote to the Belladonna.
“How did this happen, Malfoy?” she asked. Draco was in stunned silence as he watched you. “Malfoy!”
Draco’s eyes snapped to hers, “Erm, I think she picked some and thought she was eating her blueberries from lunch.”
Madame Pomfrey huffed. After a few minutes she said, “Well, she’ll be fine. She’s going to have a headache. Get back to class.”
Draco didn’t move.
Madame Pomfrey sighed, “Fine. You can stay until she wakes up. But you’re not sleeping here!” With that, she walked away, probably going to help some other unfortunate student.
Draco sat next to you. Your face, finally, was serene, but you were paler than normal. After a moment, your eyebrows creased, and you hummed. Draco reached for your hand, and gripped it lightly.
He brought your hand to his face and kissed it lightly. He frowned, there was still a crease in between your eyebrows. He moved to the spot on your forehead and kissed lightly there, too.
“Malfoy!” scolded Madame Pomfrey from across the room.
Draco blushed. You blinked awake, sleep and haze still clouding your eyes, “Draco, did you just kiss me?”
His blush deepened, “Only because you looked so pathetic.”
You laughed, his hair was still a shade of neon yellow, though it was fading. Maybe it wouldn’t be so bad to tell him your secret, after all.
You closed your eyes again, “I’m pathetic? At least my hair isn’t that ridiculous shade of yellow.”
He huffed.
You giggled and squinted an eye open at him. “Goodnight, lemon.”
“Goodnight, Y/N.”
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Summer Made Children
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Jade hurt his ankle, and is laid up with cast and crutches. Jesse is sitting next to him, doodling heart on their cast to cheer him up.
Summer-made children, to come back to,
JESSE
"Did you fell off the tree?"
Mom indeed been working temp as a nurse (that's why she's not home every nigh; she's working in the emergency unit though the evening till early morning) not even once-- Jess ever saw someone with broken bone and casted leg in front of his eyes. He sat a little away from the bed: unnecessarily looking terrified. This is one of the weekly trip to dad's place as the adults call it, holidays. Yet if it's a holiday why Mom always looked rather sour everytime he's being picked up of the apartment? He noticed so; children always do, her tightened jaw and stifled frown and a little bid of adieu that sounded like, I want him back in Sunday before 7 pm, instead of a nice 'Have a nice weekend!'
"Did bad kids hit you?"
His eyes are all doe; the thing that would still be with him once he later grown up into a man, doe, big eyes. Although little legs just decided to took himself onto the chair right next to the older kid's study, keeping distance from the bed, afraid those little clumsy hands of his would leave the boy in pain accidentally. (he is clumsy, big one.)
"Is it broken?"
(Little gasp!)
"Do you need help!"
JADE
Jade Huang was twelve and he fell from the stairs.
The classroom is large and daunting, far too threatening for Jade's tiny brain to comprehend. He did not like it, not even the slightest. However, he dare not to refuse his mom’s will, forced him to get off to school no matter what. Typical Asian parents, he dare say. He wore plain silky white shirt, short sleeve, tapered western, baggy lightweight black pants, then also his most remarkable sceptical and somewhat supercilious, with its odd rectangular, thick dark brown glasses. It was quite unhinged actually, due to the constant damage he shoved.  He likes to throw things around when too immersed with something; bad habit never cease, just like wonder does.
Jade never once revel in commingling coeval groups, simply enough, he prefers to be alone. Hence, he wouldn’t get surprised anymore if the peers around him despise his presence; uncanny, an oddball, yet shrewd to say the least. He could never mingle well, a perfect misfit. Then, when lunch time comes, he always sits beneath the tall primeval, verdant, gigantic and gnarled, shady trees, all alone but with his fine, readable, small leather-bound books. He would read anything, from classic literature, until full-colored comics. 
Whether he will understand the contexts or not, possibly more coherent with the latter, it wouldn't be a problem. Reading was and only his solace, in amidst of boisterous cacophony.
“Oi, clotpole!”
A chubby, bald, slanted eyes, noteworthy flabby tummy, has appeared. He seems cute, yes, to others, indeed. But Jade, himself, saw the other child, named Jason, as his mortal enemy; Jason oftentimes beat Jade until he felt like his end was near, pulled childish pranks, such as stole Jade’s favorite toy and many others. As usual, he chose to be wise, at least he thought, to ignore the impudent boy. 
“I said, oi, clotplole! Didn’t you hear or are you deaf?”
“What do you want this time?” He asked, nonchalantly. 
“Buy this for me! You’re rich, aren’t you?”
Jason said with a glimmer in his eyes, playful just like a misbehaving child would, while proud, holding up a crumpled, frayed brittle, piece of paper. There was a picture of something, he was unable to limn it, because it wasn’t considered as one of his interests. One thing for certain, it was some kind of toy.
“Why?”
“Because I want to!”
“Why?”
“You’re rich?”
“Why?”
“Just buy it, motherfucker!”
“But I don’t want to, and my statement is final.” his tone surprisingly even, almost studious.
“You bloody wonker!”
The next thing Jade knows, he was at home, laid up with cast and crutches. He was unconcious for a while, and refused to talk. Even when the old fine looking aunty was talking to him, he kept his mouth shut. Albeit seen disheveled, his gaze fixated on looking at a child of eight or nine, all pale skin and thin bones and dark, tangled hair. 
Ahn Jaesuk, the name of the child. But he prefers to call him Jesse, as prolly everyone did. This is their third meeting, Jade was slightly content, thrilled yet he did want to show it. 
“Hi, Jesse.”
JESSE
"Did it hurt?"
The kid talks so much. So-fucking much, he pulls the chair closer to the bed that his curious side grows. Frown curls in response; he's so expressive in the contrary to the older boy regarding to his either reaction or feelings, big, even. He gives big reactions to almost anything.
(His expressions changes often when he's trying to read Jade's collection of books; the expression where he barely understands letters, the expressions where he found a new verb he never heard before, the expression where he  found BIG ACTIONS in the comic books! Later growing up he'll find fondness specially towards DC Comics.)
"I mean, when the bad kids hit you."
Did he come too straightforward? No means to offend, but,
"Or did you really fell off the tree!"
He's careful not to jump into the bed. Sick people needs bigger space, Mom once said. She's the nurse afterall; a pro in sick person, making them less sick, helping the doctors to help the sick. The easy way in comprehending the term in the brain of a nine year old.
"So, do you, need a help when you need to go to pee? Was it hurt when they put the cast on your feet? Mom said where the bone is broken it will be swollen and painful.
JADE
Jade is the only child and he didn't know how to deal with a little brother, the one who acted and played like so. He didn’t know how to deal with Jesse, even though he had done lots of research. By all means, reading many books that he could possibly find, few have been proven useful, but the rest look ridiculous though. A snippet from Jade’s reading material, ‘Raising A Kid’, ‘Teaching Boy About Things’, ‘Shit Brothers Said’, ‘I am A Brother’, and the list goes on. Well, what would you expect from someone mediocre, twelve years old, plain yet geeky boy? 
“Hey, do you know what word to describe someone that asks too many questions, talk too much, like you?” 
Jade asked, mimicking a wiseacre or smart aleck look alike’s expression, his brow wrinkled as he leaned in close to headboard, which was covered in white pillows, in his smaller and rather austere bedroom. 
“I read it in a book, apparently those people are called loquacious.” Jade slurs. He was slightly worried if this is the right choice or not; he was concerned, he hardly believed anything at all. One of the human nature, future is always seemed scary, because they cannot control it; predictions, however, is in another hand. Now, Jade prayed with all his might, he's able to, at least, produce a good outcome through this.  
Even so, Jade stilled in disbelief, a hefty sigh escaped successfully. It’s not like it should be a surprise, or anything, because even at the very first meeting, Jesse couldn’t shut up; a brazen young boy, inquisitive most of the time. But the child seemed fastidious about Jade’s current condition and all. Many would think Jesse was being annoying, making the whole plight vexatiously so, most certainly to a sick, helpless boy. However, Jade saw things differently, it was adorable, cute to be truth, and amusing to look at. 
He felt the sudden urge to squish, pinch those plump cheeks, when he was watching vacuously open, soft vermeil, comparatively dainty lips of Jesse’s keep moving and talking. And so, he did, unconsciously and makes wonder spread in his chest.
“It’s hurt, the pain still lingers but I guess I’m okay.” He laughed, dryly. “Someone pushed me. From the stairs. It was scary. It was high. He was bigger than you. Strange.” He said, intermittently so.
JESSE
"What?"
He sounded as chirpy, until a really, foreign word hits his ear, over a pronounciation that the little boy barely could repeat. Mouth opens; involuntarily, a gape visible, and he doesn't even know that he's making that face for that brief moment,
<: O
(That's exactly the face he is making.)
Doe-eyed, mouth-gaped, briefly silent; do all 12 years old be this cool? Or only because Jade spent more times with books instead of communicating with actual person? But Jess surely never heard that word before.
  "--Lo, locucious." Hey, he tried his best to repeat that out. Hopefully the older one still has that emphaty to correct the kid, or he will grow sticking to it until someone else is kind enough to point out. But Jess knows the word, retaliation!
Don't ask where did he learn that but Batman comics taught him so! Inclusing many scientific terms (he believed they are scientific, because, Detective Comics,) that came out of the same comic book series.
Jess also spent too much time reading colorful comics.
He gave out big reactions, remember? Again, big frown curling over his big displease of an expression in which  shifted in no time upon the progression of the story; someone pushed me, fell from the stairs, it still hurt--- he cringed a big fear, he was bigger than you; and his frown curling up into a fright. As if the older boy was telling him a horror, bed story time. (Would Jade read him bed story times?).
And he looked up the other boy with  that same fright. Is he worried? Well, look at his face right now? "....Joshua got his knee hurt too when we played football in school," Joshua, Joshua Carson, his classmate, but he didn't mention about the fact that the mentioned boy as his classmate. "He skipped school for two! Weeks! I envy!! But then I missed him so I visit him everyday after school."
Chirpy, chirpy little boy,
"Uh-oh do you want me to take your drink!!"
(The story is still in progress).
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If A Moment is All We Are (5.1/?)
This chapter is REALLY long so I split the text ver into 2 parts for Tumblr. 
AO3 link: here
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Story type: Romance/Drama/comedy
Pairing: Dazai x OC/reader (Dazai is endgame, fic is long-running and will also feature Kunikida x OC)
OC (Kusunoki Kyou) and Ability are based off of "The Story of Your Life," written by Ted Chiang, aka the basis of the Amy Adams movie "Arrival."
Rating: M for Blood/violence/themes of depression, anxiety, suicide TW: The second half of this story will deal more heavily with themes of suicide, depression/anxiety. *No major character death will occur*
Story follows OC as she joins the ADA, partners up with the detectives to solve various cases around Yokohama and develops feelings for Kunikida and Dazai (Dazai endgame).
Written for those who want an immersive ADA experience :)
Updates every Sunday evening around 6pm PST
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It wasn’t always like this.
Okay, maybe it was.
For as far back as I could remember, the visions had always been random, random events I would see of the future. If I was in physical contact with someone, the visions would be from their future. If I wasn’t, then the visions would be from my own life. Sometimes when I was really stressed, the visions of my future would actually come in the form of a dream, like in manga or novels.
Perhaps that was the best way to explain how The Story of Your Life worked; it was like taking out a book, keeping a finger against the pages and flipping until that finger finally caught on a single page. Then, flip open that page and read the first paragraph that jumps out; the book was the person’s life and the paragraph was the event, a single scene from that person’s future that I bore witness to.
The visions didn’t always show me death, blood and despair.
In fact, the very first vision I had was that of a puppy—a cute little thing my friend Kiko gifted me at my fifth birthday party. I must’ve seemed shockingly unsurprised (and possibly rude) to Kiko and her parents, but I couldn’t bring myself to explain that I’d seen her giving me this puppy half a year ago.
In retrospect, the puppy vision had been great. Sure, it took some of the fun out of a surprise gift but it was still a vision about a puppy. Honestly, if my visions were nothing more than glorified versions of baby animal videos, I’d be perfectly fine with that.
Maybe then, I wouldn’t be left with this overwhelming fear of my own Ability.
I used to be able to touch people, shake their hands, and hold them. In the beginning, “The Story of Your Life” only activated with a prolonged touch...
At first, “prolonged” meant more than ten seconds. That meant getting to play tag in kindergarten, going over to friends’ houses and having sleepovers. Normal stuff. My life didn’t even change all that much when ten seconds shrank to seven some time around middle school; I was able to play contact sports and go out on shopping trips without incident. Seven seconds became five halfway through high school. Again, no need to make lifestyle changes. I could still hold hands with friends, so long as it didn’t go on for too long and I was still able to have my first kiss without seeing even a hint of my boyfriend’s future.
And then, college. Five seconds was no longer doable. It became three at best and just before I’d become a shut-in, even an instantaneous touch was enough to trigger my Ability. By then, however, I’d gotten pretty used to having the visions, so I remained relatively unbothered when I’d see a vision of the barista breaking up with his girlfriend when I got my morning coffee. In other words, managing my Ability was no big deal.
Or so I thought.
About six months ago, my visions went from being an occasional distraction to a panic-inducing nightmare. I still wasn’t sure why...
Maybe it was just luck of the draw. I’d only seen good things, mostly, for the first ten-plus years at least: faraway cities, weddings, and graduations. Every once in a while there would be a failed exam or a lost wallet but overall nothing too out of the ordinary for an otherwise regular teenager to see.
Maybe it was just a sign of the times. As I got older, so did the people around me, so the more likely it was that they were entering that phase of their lives where things could start to go south. Or perhaps their previous lives were just catching up to them.
Or maybe, it was karma finally catching up to me. I’d be lying if I said that I’d never used my Ability for personal gain before. There were a few exams I managed to ace with the help of a well-timed touch of the hand and a few pitfalls I’d managed to avoid through a combination of sheer luck and a decently fast reflex. Perhaps six months ago, whatever granted me this power finally decided that I had a good run and it needed to end in the worst way possible...
And it all happened so quickly.
I never had much control over my visions to begin with and they never really bothered me before but suddenly, they were invading every part of my life—and with each vision I saw, the accuracy increased. My dreams became more vivid than ever; I would see things that had yet to occur and before I moved out, my college roommate would wake up in the middle of the night to the sound of my screams. I started passing out in the middle of class if someone so much as tapped my bare shoulder and when I came to again, it would be a minute before I remembered where I was and what I was doing. I was starting to consider seeking some kind of help until one day, I finally saw my first death.
It was horrible. I was at dinner with friends on a group date and I hit it off with one of the guys. He wanted to take me to the movies that weekend, and being relatively new to college and Yokohama in general, I agreed. Then, smiling, he’d held my hand just a millisecond too long and I saw it: him getting hit by a car while crossing the street.
I tried not to think about it too hard. Sometimes the vision were wrong. There were times when they’d been off by just a fraction of a second and because of that, I still had hope. Maybe there was a chance that things could change last minute, either by a miracle or by someone’s sheer force of will. But as time passed, my anxiety grew. He was running late and I didn’t like it. Finally, I spotted him at the intersection and, frantic, I waved him down just as the “walk” sign lit up and he started crossing the street.
That’s when it happened.
A single black vehicle, no license plate, ran a red... and ran into him.
I would remember seeing his body flying into the air for the rest of the semester.
After that, I started taking an alternate route to class, just to avoid going anywhere near the part of campus where he’d died. It wasn’t that people were whispering behind my back or accusing me of having a part of it—I just couldn’t handle the memory.
That was the first death.
The first.
It was as if some kind of floodgate had been opened. I had never seen death before that day but after...? Death became all I saw. I briefly shook hands with a foreign exchange student and immediately saw an image of a middle-aged woman lying in a hospital wing. The woman had been the student’s mother and I heard she died a week later. I could not have been responsible for the cancer that claimed her life but I spent weeks feeling guilty about it anyway. There was another incident where I accidentally, and literally, bumped into my English teacher on the way to class. I saw his brother being hit by a bus downtown. His death was announced a month later, on the morning news. When I saw it, I broke down in the middle of the cafeteria and my friend Eri had to take me home.
And it just kept happening.
I became afraid to touch people. I began wearing longer layers during the summer months and started keeping to myself. When even a brush of the hand or bumping into people on public transit could trigger a vision, I started wearing gloves. I got a lot of stares on the subway for wearing itchy winter gloves in the subtropical heat and the knitted fabric made gripping the overhead handholds difficult so I ended up changing to disposable nitrile instead. I got less stares for that but unfortunately, I eventually had to give up public transit entirely when I got squished between two tourists and had a panic attack in the middle of the car.
But giving up public transportation put me in a tough spot. My dorm was pretty far from campus and I didn’t know how to drive. If I really wanted to, I could walk but that would take far too long and make for far too many chances to see another person’s death. And I really didn’t want to ask anyone for a ride because that would just mean more questions and more explanations I wasn’t willing to give.
And yet somehow, I managed to make it work for a time, waking up early to go to class, avoiding hangouts in-between classes and running back to my dorm as soon as I got a chance. But I was still attending classes with lots of people in a crowded lecture hall and living with roommates in a dormitory building. Ultimately, the stress of trying to avoid people while also trying to keep up with increasingly difficult classes caused me to start having nightmares. They were frequent and they were bad. And I knew that these were all things that would someday happen to me: me and a friend being held hostage in an abandoned apartment building, a woman in a suit and sunglasses pointing two machine guns directly at my face, a man didn’t recognize growing steadily colder in my arms as I screamed for him not to leave me...
That following morning, I woke up sobbing—crying as if I wished I was the one who had died instead. When my roommate tried to comfort me, I jerked away out of instinct and immediately realized I’d made a mistake.
And that was it.
I couldn’t it take any more.
About a week later, I left the dorm and found myself a tiny studio apartment, one that I could still afford on my shoestring budget and more importantly, one where I could live completely alone.
Soon after, I dropped out of college and became a shut-in. In true shut-in fashion, I shunned all contact from classmates and friends in case someone came to visit and decide they needed to barge in because they couldn’t—shouldn’t—do such a thing. My apartment had become both my sanctuary and my jail. So long as nothing changed around me, none of the horrible visions would come to pass.
Thankfully, a month into my new lifestyle, the nightmares stopped.
So long as nobody came near me, I wouldn’t have to witness another death with my waking eyes...
I still remembered the night I decided to stop going to class. It was the same night I looked out the windows and saw my own reflection, touched my fingers to my face and pulled them away, confirming that it was indeed blood and not salt tears that dripped down my cheeks. I started avoiding mirrors from that day on and threw myself fully into watching anime, joining fandoms and drawing commissions, anything to distract myself from the invasive, self-destructive thoughts that grew stronger whenever I looked into a reflection of my own eyes.
Yes... Staying was the only solution. If I never stepped out of the apartment again, the world would be spared the sight of my hollow eyes and bloody tears... And I—I would be spared the curse of witnessing things I should never have seen to begin with.
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“So you’ve been holed up in your apartment for the last six months doing...”
Kunikida frowned, tapping his pen against his chin.
“What exactly? Rent in Yokohama isn’t cheap. How have you been supporting yourself?”
“Commissions,” I explained. “I started watching a lot of anime and playing video games and fans pay good money for drawings of their favorite characters, original characters or even pictures of themselves in a stylized form.”
Summing up my Ability meant practically telling these two my entire life story, not just recalling the events of this morning, and I had to commend the detectives’ patience for sitting through what I would’ve considered a pretty long-winded explanation. Now I was even telling them how I’d stretched my budget and supplemented my allowance.
I held out my hand.
“If I could have some paper and something to write with, I could show you, if you like...?”
Dazai immediately ripped Kunikida’s notebook and pen out of his hands. Ignoring his partner’s protests, he held them out to me and, throwing his arm out to keep Kunikida from taking back his own things, sat back to watch me draw. Within seconds, a coarse outline appeared on the pages, followed by facial features: eyes, nose, hair—a minute later, I handed back Kunikida’s notebook, a quick, rudimentary pen sketch of each detective on its two open pages.
As one, they leaned in to stare at it.
“This is pretty good,” Kunikida said, looking up at me. He squinted down at the page, tracing the lines with his fingers, mumbling, “Does my hair really look like that?”
“It is... isn’t it?” Dazai agreed, rubbing his chin.
As Kunikida puzzled over the drawing, a mischievous glint appeared in Dazai’s dark eyes.
“Kusunoki-san... Have you ever considered a career as a sketch artist?”
At once, Kunikida shot him a warning look.
“Don’t even think about it, Dazai,” he growled, “Making decisions without the President’s approval—”
“I’m not making a decision, only a suggestion,” Dazai declared. “And what’s wrong with a good suggestion?”
“Dazai...”
Ignoring Kunikida entirely, he turned to me.
“Really, I don’t know how we survived like this for so long. We’re a detective agency, one of the best in the city and yet, we don’t have a sketch artist... It’s a shame, don’t you agree, Kusunoki-san? What do you think? Interested in a change of career?”
“Wait... are you asking me to join you?” I asked warily, looking from one detective to the other. “Why would you want someone like me? I can’t fight. I don’t even know how to shoot a gun.”
“I’m asking you,” Dazai said pointedly, “if you would be interested in becoming a sketch artist. I mean, it just so happens that we are in dire need of one—(“No one said that!” Kunikida roared)—and you happen to have the exact skill set we are looking for! Not to mention you’re an Ability User... Just think of all the people you could help.”
“I don’t know,” I mumbled, looking away, “Wouldn’t someone like me be more of a burden than an asset? I can’t even control my Ability, much less use it to help people—”
“But what if you could control it?”
I froze. Having had no control of my Ability for my entire life, the possibility hadn’t even occurred to me...
“There’s a way?” I asked, looking back up just as Dazai’s grin turned into a triumphant smirk. “How?”
“I could tell you,” he drawled, his smirk growing even wider, “But it’s a closely guarded secret. You’d have to join us if you want to find out... Of course, I’d be more than happy to vouch for you if you’d like to apply—”
“Dazai—!! You—!”
Kunikida was on his feet.
“We can’t just offer a job to every stray Ability User we rescue from the Port Mafia! Atsushi was one thing but—”
“Oh my, so you’d be perfectly fine sending a nice girl like her back into the jaws of the Port Mafia? Really, I thought better of you, Kunikiiiiiida-kun—”
“That’s not what I said!”
“So you agree, we should take her in?”
Kunikida’s face was in his hands.
“Look, it’s not that I don’t want to help, but it’s not our decision to make! And besides, she’s clearly been through enough, what makes you think she would agree to—”
“I’ll do it.”
Kunikida’s mouth dropped open. He looked stunned.
“You will—? Wait, no, I never said I agreed—”
“Let me apply,” I said, looking him firmly in the eyes. “I want to help people. I’ve always wanted to. Isn’t that what you do here at the Agency? Use your special Abilities to make their lives better?”
“That’s true,” Kunikida admitted, folding his arms over his chest, “But this can be a dangerous job. Especially for a non-combatant. You almost died today! Why do you want to help people so bad? In fact, let me ask you...”
His eyes flashed from behind his glasses, his expression fierce.
“Why did you go so far for a neighbor with whom you weren’t particularly close?”
I glared right back.
“I had to save her.”
“But it sounds like you already did, when you pulled her off the sidewalk—”
“That’s not good enough!” I burst out, startling Kunikida. “How could I say I saved her, truly saved her, if I knew she was going to die in a week and I did nothing to stop it?”
My hands clenched into fists.
“That doesn’t count. Saving someone means seeing it through to the end, to fully committing yourself and doing what’s right! Isn’t that what you did for me? What both of you did to bring me here today?”
Kunikida was struck dumb. Stuffing his hands into his pockets, Dazai got to his feet.
“I think it’s about time I take Kusunoki-san back to her apartment,” he said, making his way to the door, his long tanned trench coat swishing elegantly as he moved.
He patted Kunikida on the shoulder.
“I’ll let you think about what we should tell the President later.”
Kunikida instantly flushed an angry, embarrassed pink.
“Dazai, you—”
Ignoring his partner, Dazai called out to me.
“Kusunoki-san? I won’t be taking you back to your original apartment tonight. We’ll be going to one of the Agency’s safe houses instead. After everything that’s happened, I wouldn’t be surprised if the Port Mafia had staked out your building and had someone ready and waiting for you at home. And if you’re wondering, Yamazaki-san is on her way to her nephew’s place in Nagano, so you won’t need to worry about her.”
“But what about my things?” I asked, “What am I gonna tell the landlord?”
“It’s already been taken care of,” Dazai replied, opening the door for me. “Shall we?”
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Hullo! I was wondering if you could write a shiro x Curtis x Adam story where Curtis is struggling with his mental health and the abuse he faced in the past while trying to act as if he’s okay only to have Adam or shiro find out how bad he’s actually doing accidentally. Sorry if this is a bit of an angsty request I just thought you could make the ending cute. Have a lovely day!
Fandom: Voltron Legendary Defender
Characters: Adam, Curtis, and Takashi Shirogane
A/N: Hi, a month or more and eight-nine pages later I have finished! I honestly got too into this prompt, I hope you enjoy! I also didn’t get a chance to spell check so I apologize if there are any errors.
Description: After an encounter with an eight legged intruder, Curtis finds himself in a miserable situation. After some times, he opens up to his husbands of two years and explains his back story and why they’ve only seen his grandmother and sister. 
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He’d always been taught to be reserved, to shut his mouth and keep it shut. He was taught through fear and pain to be obedient, and to be independent. It wasn’t until the tender age of fourteen that he could get away, to study on a government base and become someone successful. But he was influenced and heavily, mentally damaged. His husbands never seemed to notice however, and that’s how Curtis Shirogane liked it. 
Adam and Shiro had their own issues to deal with as it was. Between Shiro’s PTSD, Adam’s anxiety, and even beyond any disorders influenced by their time in space and apart from each other. To Curtis, bringing his issues to them felt like a burden; almost as if his problems were less important in comparison. 
From this, he kept his feelings hidden, only showing them to his dog. Cuddles in the dark of the night, only being illuminated by cartoons on the large television screen; walks around town, stopping to relax in the park and stare at the clouds or stars, Spice truly was his best friend.
But…. Spice couldn’t always help him. Sometimes he needed the touch of another human, the attention, the love, and even the protection. The protection from what? From his thoughts. They’re intrusive and reminding, they haunt Curtis on a weekly basis…. Which lately had been becoming more daily.
The presence of an eight legged intruder certainly didn’t help their either. 
Gray eyes were wide as sunkissed hands shook. Soft lips trembled, twitching ever so slightly as something tried to come out from the sealed, flesh doors; but nothing could. Curtis was frozen on the spot in fear, a mug of coffee in his hand. The words coming from a returning, jog sweaty Shiro reached his ears like muffled whispers as the world focused in on one thing and one thing only: spider. 
His pulse was increased, anxiety kicking in as all his senses focused on one object only. ‘Your not in the cage, your in your home,’ a voice inside his head called. ‘Get a hold of yourself! The others will notice! You don’t want them to leave your childish ass, do you?’ But the youngest of the three could not move. Curtis stood stiff and silnet, the rest of the world fading out. “Curtis,” the muffled voice called out softly. Shiro had noticed the other’s noticed  lack of response. It wasn’t like Curtis to space out on something unless he was extremely bored or feeling awkward, but he had just come down and given Shiro a kiss in exchange for coffee. 
For him to space out now made no sense. It wasn’t until the coffee in the mug started to drip on the floor that the older became more alert; Curtis was shaking. The shorter rushed over, taking Curtis gently into a hug before studying his face. It wasn’t too cold i the house and Curtis was a healthy man, he had no medical issues. In Shiro’s panicked mind he was looking for anything to answer the question of what was going on. “Morning,” a new voice came from the doorway. The soothing, deep, groggy voice usually would soothe the two.
Adam yawned as he rubbed the sleep out of his good eye. Glancing forward, he could make out the blurry images of his two husbands hugging in the middle of the kitchen. He quirked a brow before hearing Shiro’s panicked voice. “I don’t know what’s going on,” he cried softly. Was something wrong? Damn, the brunette should have brought his glasses down. 
“What do you mean?” He sounded slightly alarmed as he walked closer. The lack of animals present clued him into something very much being wrong, or that they hadn’t noticed yet. As the professor moved closer, he could hear the harsh breath of the youngest of the trio. “Curtis?” Adam gently touched his arm, earning a jolt. 
Shiro watched as gray eyes darted to the place he’d been touched before quickly moving back to the floor. That moment is what scared the veteran the most. A trained reaction, Curtis had a trained, survival reaction. Taking the mug slowly, Shiro set it on the island’s cutting board before looking closely to where Curtis was. 
His focused was distracted by his own thoughts and theories. Could Curtis have PTSD too? Why had he never shown signs before? Had he shown signs before and Adam and himself never noticed? It wasn’t until the small, dark creature moved from a black square to a white one that the other noticed the cause of fear. 
Shock came over Shiro as he looked up to see Curtis’s gaze. Adam was trying to get him to look at him, or his attention in general, but no matter where his face was, his eyes were on the white tile now. Aracnaphobia? Shiro squished the small intruder, a small feeling of guilt coming over him as he did so. 
Lance had arachnophobia though…. He would act similar but not as drastic. Everyone was different, yes, but Curtis was acting as if he was being hunted by a predator; like his life was at stake. When Shiro moved his socked foot away, Curtis could see the result of the action. His nerves slowly relaxed as his shaking started to slow. His heart rate started to function normally once more, eyes relaxing as arms wrapped around him comfortingly. “Curtis,” Adam asked with worry as he rubbed the smaller’s arm. “Are you alright?” 
Gary met gary as Shiro started to stand with equally worry filled eyes. Curtis’s watered as his face turned red from embarrassment and shame. “Yeah, sorry.” He tried to move from Adam’s hold rather quickly. As he broke free and headed for his coffee, Shiro stopped him. “Hey…. we’re here if you need to ever talk you know.” The taller nodded as he took his mug. “I know.” As he turned on his heel to leave, the other two husbands looked at each other with looks of worry. 
They wouldn’t push the matter, but they would ask someone else if they knew anything. The only family Adam and Shiro had ever been introduced to was Curtis’s sister: Hannah, and his grandmother: Muriel. Whenever visiting Muriel’s small apartment or Hannah’s home, Adam noticed there were never any pictures of anyone from Curtis’s side of the family but the three. There was no discussion about parents, neither husband ever bothered to ask. The same went for aunts, uncles, and cousins.
It wasn’t until now that all of this crossed his mind: were Curtis and Hannah victims of abuse? His heart stopped as his stomach turned to lead. He looked to Shiro was dread filled eyes as he handed Adam the phone. They’d try Hannah first and hope not to open any old wounds. 
The phone call with Hannah was brief as she was having morning sickness, but her husband seemed to tip them rather generously. Muriel had told him some of the kids’ past, but he felt it wasn’t his place to tell them. Following the directions, Adam felt his eyes burn as emotion came over him, Shiro hiding his face in his hands. “They hide it pretty well, don’t they?” The question would forever haunt the two husbands. “I… I guess,” Shiro answered, voice wavering. He could hear Muriel choking up on her side of the phone. 
“That’s my fault. They came to me and told me what was happening. Neither were liars, but I knew neither wanted to live with that piece of shit. So I asked their mother, and didn’t see them for almost a year after. They refused to talk to me about home or almost anything again after that. It was almost like a tease and I didn’t realize it until Hannah moved out for college and Curtis came and asked me to enroll him in the Garrison.”
Neither husband realized she had so much money until now. She’d been saving her whole life and put so much of it into where Curtis and Hannah’s parents should have. ‘It’s my fault he’s like this, Hannah too. I’m sorry boys. Just…. Give him some space for a while so he can calm down. The only other person he’s ever told about this was Ryan Kinkade, the others just started to mimic his actions whenever there was a spider or a fight. They were like his knights.”
Shiro started to rub Adam’s back as he collapsed slightly into himself. They could hear the older woman crying. “I should have been there for them, I should hav….. I’m sorry.” She took a breath to bring herself away from her guilt. “I’ll talk to you boys later. Let me know if you have any other questions, alright?” Shiro took the phone off of speaker before replying softly into the mic. With a click of a button, he set the device down face first onto the counter. 
“It’s been two years,” Adam growled softly. Shiro hugged him softly, kissing his head. Adam had always been the more emotional based one; as in he knew what to do give certain situations or at least how to act. “Adam,” Shiro sighed, not knowing how to react right now. “We were talking about having kids Takashi. Kashi we don’t even know him! He’s been dealing with this on his shoulders for most of his life and hasn’t said anything to us, ever!” 
Shiro sat back as Adam started to mash his emotions into one. He was angry at himself and Shiro for this, neither had ever thought anything of Curtis that way. Sure, he didn’t like fighting, but neither did Keith when he started to live with them. But they had separate reactions, which meant Adam and Shiro had different reactions to it. Neither questioned anything for over two years of marriage, for three of being together. 
“We couldn’t have….. He didn’t want to talk to us about it. If you compose yourself we can try to check on him.” Shiro was trying to just stay calm. He was hurt and…. Felt terrible; but this wasn’t the time for self pity. They were going to have a talk with Curtis about this. If they wanted to be a family they had to trust each other and be open to their issues. Barriers lead to other barriers, which can lead to failure; which is not something you want to have when the three of you have been thinking about a child entering the family. 
Adam gently smacked his arm with a growl as he moved off of the bar stool and walked twoards the sink to rinse his face with some cold water. Shiro was right, now wasn’t the time to tear himself apart; it was the time to make things right. The two took another few minutes to compose themselves before heading off to talk to Curtis. 
Finding him wasn’t hard as Spice was screaming at the bedroom door, wanting to be let in. She knew something was wrong but she wasn’t allowed to enter. What the hell?! She barked, growled, whined, scratched, everything. Looking over her shoulder when she heard people coming up the stairs, she whined before getting mouthy and scratching at the door more. 
Adam let out a soft sigh before opening it for her. The mutt barreled into the room, circling the bed before pouncing onto it. Curtis jumped up when the door opened, white blankets flying forward before being forced down by large paws. The other looked to his husbands in fear before being distracted by a loving, wet tongue. 
He grunted before being fully pushed down by his over-sized, baby girl. “S-Spice,” he giggled. He started to giggle as a wet nose joined in the mix, moving around his face. Damn it, he was so ticklish! He giggled more as another dog joined the cuddle party. The tall, camo looking dog snuffed at the attempted service dog before growling at her. This was her human and her time for comfort!
Shiro jumped in quickly to pick up the small mixed breed before Spice took a chunk out of her face. “Curtis,” Adam asked softly as he tried to free him from Spice, “are you alright?” The other held his dog softly, slowly soothing her so he could breathe. “Yeah…. I’m sorry.” Sorry? “You have nothing to be sorry for,” Shiro stated as he set his dog in the hallway. “Stay here Pumpkin, okay?” She looked at him sadly before walking over to Adam’s cat (Coffee) and heading for the living room. 
“I know but… it was a little dramatic of a reaction.” He shyly scratched his baby’s ears before moving behind them. “Your…. Grandmother told us.” The scratches stop, gray eyes widening before looking to the two in shock. “We…. we should have realized sooner. I’m…. we’re so sorry love.” Shiro stood beside where Adam sat on the queen sized mattress. The other turned his head, holding Spice close. “What did she tell you?”Shiro and Adam looked a bit shocked before looking to each other with concern. “Well,” Shiro started. “The spider ordeal. Curtis, your safe, I promise.” It did mean a lot to hear that from Shiro; he knew what it was like to feel like this, but in his own way. “She regrets opening her mouth to…. Her daughter,” Adam joined. Curtis sighed. 
“She’d lost her job, and my dad couldn’t support us. To save money after my grandfather left her, grandma downsized to her current apartment and my mom refused to live with her for it. She had other issues with grandma but she never talked about it. 
“Dad suggested her brother, my uncle. She agreed as she had a grudge with grandma over something.”  Adam moved closer, sitting with crossed legs to listen to the other. Shiro sat on the edge of the bed, a hand resting on Spice as he listened. 
“I was ten, Hannah was fourteen. We shared a room across from his, our parents were on the other side of the house, in the garage, and another door lead to a level below that. Even if they could hear us, it didn’t matter. We spoke up to our grandmother for help once and….. Mom fucking,” both sat up right. Curtis, swearing? 
“She left a boot print on Hannah’s face and a hand print on both of my cheeks. We both started wearing makeup to school, otherwise we weren’t allowed to go.” He sounded slightly scattered, but if he was willing to share, the others wouldn’t say anything about it. 
“Old man slapped me when I told him about the cage and our uncle, said we deserved it for not being grateful for our home. Grateful for what? Having every Christmas present they spent money on destroyed in front of us by foot or fire, not allowed to move as he did so? 
“We stopped asking for things, the holidays had no joy anymore. Halloween, our costumes would be ruined, candy stolen; if we were even allowed outside that was. Thanksgiving was quiet, the adults only spoke. I can’t even remember anything else for holidays. If we were anything they didn’t want in that moment we were punished, even if we were just staying in our room. 
“Hannah was the first. He locked her in an old dog cage with blankets and Mr. Fuzz, but the lights were on. She tried to befriend the spider despite her fear and he tried to bite her. I have no idea if he was venomous or not, but we neer wanted to find out.” His eyes started to water as he snuggled under Spice more. The rescue whimpered before nuzzling him more, kissing his cheek.. 
Adam gently moved his hand forward to rub his husband’s back gently. Curtis jumped before sighing slightly, allowing the touch. “He always shoved me in that fucking cage, locked it with a key and shut the lights off. He’d touch me arms and back, trying to distract me… think it was on me. I would have to focus in the dark to see any movement. To get to… that point.” He started to shake gently before shaking his head. “Hannah left me for college, and I begged my grandmother to put me in the Garrison. 
“When I didn’t come back for the holidays, my mom started to call her, screaming that she took me from her. I was with Kinkade, his family offered me a place to stay over break. I never thought about the consequences, but I’d come so far from the kid that lived in that shit shack; I didn’t want to go back. Next thing I knew I got a call from my grandmother saying she was my caretaker now and I was coming home to her for now on.
“Her and Hannah put restraining orders on our parents and uncle, we still had to share a room when she came home but it was easier now.” He felt tears drip down his face before he received a kiss on his cheek. Curtis whimpered before leaning into the soft touch of the lips, Shiro joining in with his robotic hand. It stroked the dark locks in hopes to calm the male down. 
Two hours it took, two hours. Curtis was sandwiched between the two, finally calm. His cheeks were damp and pink, brows up turned as he received more nuzzling. “You can always talk to us,” Shiro hummed as he looked sadly into tired, bloodshot, gray eyes. He nodded. “I’m sorry. Just…. You both have your own issues, I didn’t want to add mine to the stress.” He jumped when Adam poked his stomach. “Too bad. We were worried about you, damn it. Speak up.” Curtis smiled softly before nodding. “Yeah, sorry Adam.” He received a kiss on the eyelids, his favorite place. 
He looked so exhausted, yet still rather depressed. Shiro grinned a bit before moving a hand to Curti’s neck. Both pairs of eyes fell onto him curiously. “Shiro?” Adam propped himself up slightly in interest. The other smiled dorkily. “Well…. If we are talking about kids, we’re all going to have to be able to slay eight-legged intruders.” He looked into the oldest of the three’s eyes. Adam was confused, but after hearing Curtis squeal for human fingers spidering on his neck, he understood. 
“Whahhahat,” Curtis exclaimed as he was assaulted. Adam gently moved to his ribs. Spice had left for a bathroom break during the cool down session and hadn’t been allowed back inside just yet; which meant the two had all the room in the world to torment the poor guy until he was happy. Curtis shrieked, jolting around. He still wasn’t used to physical affection so much as tickling. He made Keith and Shiro look like clingy, cuddle bugs with how much affection he gave. 
Adam had to demand affection from one husband, but he really had to demand it from the other; but both were blunt and didn’t quite understand the message. They tried their damndest to be gentle and light when it came to touches and places to attack. “Plehehehase dhahahaon’t,” the youngest squealed as he curled more into Shiro; who was hardly touching him anymore. 
“We’re trying to help out with your fear dear,’ adam teased softly into his ear. “Now if you’ll excuse me.” Curtis felt like the innocence he’d left behind at ten. A single digit, aged version of himself just falling victim to his parents’ and sister’s mercy.
Hyper ticklish skin making the best memories of his childhood, from when they were a family.… from when they were a real, loving family. As Adam started to stop, Curtis gently moved the other’s hand to his stomach, a small frown on his face. His eyes were sad but… he didn’t truly want it to stop. It used to be such a comforting and calming feeling, a joyful and playful one. 
It wasn’t until he started at the Garrison that he’d really had bonding experiences like this, and even then it was rare. But after marrying these two dorks, he found himself cuddled, hugged, tickled, kissed, and every soft action of affection that was out there almost on a daily basis. 
Adam spidered his fingers over the taught surface, teasing softly as Shiro moved to hold Curtis better. The hug was firm yet loose, comforting and soft. Curtis melted into it, giggling and screaming like a mad man as “spiders” continued to roam his surface in hopes of curing his phobia little at a time. 
Slowly but surely, the dou let him, laying to cuddle on the large mattress. Lips trailed up and down the youngest’s neck, earning soft giggles. Curtis brought his hands up to hold their heads softly as he squirmed about like a worm. Adam let out a snort before finally stealing a kiss on the lips, Shiro following in suit. “I’m sorry,” Curtis whimpered after the affection and loving high wore away. “Don’t be sorry,” Shiro reassured quickly. “We’re the ones that should be apologizing.” Curtis shook his head. 
“Just…. Not used to opening up so much.” His gray eyes widened before he let out a gasp, jumping into Adam. Shiro gave him a look, hand clawed to strike again. “Nhahaha! Okay, okay, I’m sorry! Adsm!” The last part of the cry of anticipation was a whine as Curtis rolled to hide in the tallest of the three. Adam held him close with a small smile and roll of his eyes. “Alright, alright. ‘Kashi, I think he needs a break.” 
Shiro smiled a bit before sandwiching Curtis between them. “As long as he doesn’t act like he thinks he’s a burden again, we’ll see.” Curtis could feel the smirk behind him. His stomach filled with butterflies and he felt almost weightless. However, he also felt his eyes growing heavy. Slowly, he calmed his breathing and nuzzled into the A cups before him. Paws rejoined the groups as fur babies fit in where they could, surrounding and covering the husbands on the bed. 
“Night,” Shiro said softly before kissing Curtis’s temple and Adam’s lips. Adam made the kiss last before pulling away with a small, secure, smile. 
So, even though Curtis let go of his blood family (with the exception of his grandmother and sister), he had the family he made for himself; the family he wore matching rings to, the family that was brought together through friendship, brotherhood, and even paws. He was so happy to be where he was now, even if it meant opening up to his family more.
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okay long time spending in gestation but I imagine that someone out of the followers I have wants to know my onion on KH3 is 
Overall, good!
so consider wordbarf of very repeated and tired onions no one actually actively asked for below:
Alright so I’ve been trying to figure out how to make these words and what my opinions even are considering this game has been out for almost a year now (KH3 existing is wild imagine it turning a year old) so this will be. mostly bullet points + incoherent and unorganized rambling forgive me
BAD THINGS FIRST lets get the salt out of the way
Literally everything with Kairi was oof. I still feel her relationship with Lea is incredibly rushed given the last time they were interacting in canon he was literally kidnapping her but go off I guess nomura they’re brother/sister friendsy now at least the fandom can sell me on that better than you can. I seethe with rage recalling that they didn’t even try to hide that killing her off was a classic case of fridging (“You lack motivation” FUCK OFF) and I have been angry since the day I was spoiled by leak stuff accidentally. I wouldn’t have minded her getting her ass handed to her if they made it look like she tried and gave us some moments where she did defend herself and get some victories and not conveniently cut away from the actually badly needed training montage (surprise! this is why we have training montages!!!!) and I get she was instrumental in rescuing everyone and the fact she wasn’t THAT bad speaks for how much she improved but it still just. bites that she still feels more like a satellite love interest than ever. 
Kairi was bad enough to get her own thing but tbh everyone who isn’t Sora also.. really suffers. The writing is really Sora-centric here and that’s not inherently bad (see good list) but it leaves a lot to be desired, especially since they dog pile the extended cast moments in at the end. There was no big confusion at Ven and Roxas sharing a face, no talks between characters who would have interesting interactions given their histories and circumstances, no obvious sign of development from anyone except maybe sea salt family and Aqua. They’re here to be more one-note than usual and resolve their arcs. Ven in particular (I’m totally not biased clearly /sarcasm) I feel is a big example given he was kinda in a really rough mental state at the end of bbs?? and 3 is exceptionally vague on just how conscious ventus was during his nap so I can’t even answer if he was able to give himself therapy the past 12 years or whatever
Anti Aqua is a damn cool concept but ultimately kinda pointless and I think we could have received it better if it wasn’t spoiled in trailers and wholly out of left field. Plus Sora coming in after what was pretty clearly set up as a Riku moment- while it gave us the incredibly gay press triangle to Sora + use a big keyblade made from ur love moment -was uh! really cheap!!!! and ruined what was clearly set up for being Riku’s thing with an almost nonsensical SIKE ITS SORA (it’s saved from being wholly nonsensical by 0.2′s opening foreshadowing + it still kinda makes sense for sora to at least help but damn if the narrative wasn’t leading us towards a riku moment)
Also everyone was hit really hard with the nerf effect in-narrative so unless you’re the dream team you’re screwed I guess and that. doesn’t quite work since it makes everyone else look... not great. And I think this is kinda a miscommunication on part of Nomura and the fans (IM MAKING ASSUMPTIONS TAKE WITH SALT) in that we kept saying we wanted people “saved” but meant having their arcs resolved in a reasonable way that preserved their agency and power and relationships, but got interpreted literally as “alright Sora comes in and solves every problem, is tough on stains, and makes julienne fries”
And yet there’s also a lot of mean spirited “oh no sora’s dumb and helpless w/out a second braincell” which was kinda funny the first couple times and I failed to pick up on it first go I’ll admit, but honestly? Yeah. they pick on sora too much. Donald and Goofy are the most guilty, and everyone else by virtue of not seeing Sora that much actually in-narrative are off the hook from me because they probably didn’t know how much teasing he’d been getting from his pals, but it felt kinda like they didn’t know what to fall back on between the three besides “oh donald and goofy pick on sora” which is cute once or twice but the amount he gets and how it clearly leads to his breakdown at the end is uhHHHHhhhHH hm.
As always the pacing is pretty awful where the disney worlds are somewhat relevant at best and then the end is 0-1000 but that is a usual KH gripe so its pretty low on the bar
Attraction flow is cute and neat at first but it gets.. really wearing towards the end and in the serious fights at the Keyblade Graveyard BOY are they a mood breaker
the “repeat the plot” worlds- Tangled, Frozen, Pirates -REALLY stick out like a sore, ugly thumb compared to the worlds that went out and did their own creative thing, and Big Hero 6 was.. cute? but kinda maybe too much of a breather.
Frozen also get an extra award for “Audio mixer most in need of firing!” because who the hell allowed the do you want to build a snowman scene.
They did nothing with Scala and I want a refund on that aesthetic if they’re not gonna do anything besides a framing device with it
HEY WAIT THERE WAS GOOD THINGS TOO!
Good news point that may or may not come to pass: Re:Mind DLC might fix some of the above salt! We shall see and probably know by the time this post is a year old sfjhdsakjgh
SORA! Sora was actually a character again!!!! holy cow they pulled up from the utter nose dive that was DDD!! god i love this dork and it was really fantastic to see him back to normal.
The graphical upgrade lost a lot of the squish and stretch that the OG graphics had but you know what? pretty. tastey. good graphics and better at doing more subtle emotions and hey have i mentioned Pirate’s glow up? Pirate’s glow up. The details in Olympus to recreate the swirly aesthetic of the clouds and explosions and lava is a great touch.
Worlds as far as levels go?? really good! They feel legitimately like worlds and explorable and with their own flavors and I LOVE battle and field themes x2 its really great I’m down for less worlds if they keep the quality. Hell we have NPCs!! maybe even too many npcs.
Writing OVER ALL/ON AVERAGE I’d say has improved a lot! It’s still not a literary masterpiece or anything but I found the disney worlds really cute and easier to get invested in even if long term they were less relevant than I hoped they would be. In every world there was at least one scene I found myself actually invested in. Like there was something to the writing that was legitimately more endearing than usual on average, and toy box and monstropolis were strong contenders for really good overall imo
honestly there were moments that- as moments -were incredible. Wayfinder reunion scene will haunt me, and Sea salt’s was good too, final world and rescuing everyone was jaw dropping, getting the LoD Back was also good, Union X, Xigbar exiting left stage pursued by a bear, wayfinder trio making a grave for eraqus, all the gummi ship scenes had great chemistry, beach party ending, hanging out with rapunzel for the first half of Corona is adorable as hell, all the nods to scenes in the movies, the easter eggs, like the game is not consistently amazing but it is peppered with stuff that I feel in a bubble ignoring surrounding context just work really really well
Damn if the end boss rush wasn’t thrilling as hell and honestly??? really good. Hard to parse out first flush but I think this was a good decision and added a lot of blood roaring urgency and wild turns, and even if I want to overhaul a number of things about the endgame I think this can definitely stay
Kingstagram is a beautiful gift man
OST? A fucking banger all around and I love how they’ve made cutscene-specific tracks that play with the leitmotifs throughout KH’s illustrious musical history
Over all there’s some really glaring issues, but overall it’s KH really at its best. I’m not sure if it’s my favorite entry and I’m still really mixed + befuddled on just how exactly I feel and I think a lot of that is I had pretty high expectations and my own ideas of how it would play out since like. 2012. it’s really hard to detach from those feelings and ideas sometimes. But KH3 wasn’t bad! It could’ve really been worse, and the fact that it got out the door in the state that it was is a good deal
now here’s to the wait for Re:Mind and to see if it’s basically the content we’d get in Final Mix that could definitely bump up my opinion
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