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xbraveheartx · 7 months
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Final Showdown - To show proof of Humanity pt1 ˖⁺⋆
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ilovehugslikealotalot · 3 months
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The Woman she Is
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req: maybe just a tiny one-shot? I know you’re win the middle of writing many fics so no pressure. But Ava Coleman x fem!reader? Where r and Ava have been in a relationship and no one knew bc it was secret, r has a daughter and just loves Ava, even calling her Mom. You can decide the kids name maybe she could be mixed? but basically one day the kid has like a bad day and won’t talk to Miss Howard and finally gets r to try and talk to her but she wants to talk to Ava. (I haven’t seen anyone write for mom!ava) idk what else. But I’m just in the mood for mom Ava. Also, please put mom figure Melissa to y/n and Mel has her happy ending in relationships :,)
Been waving this one off for a while so here ya go anon! :)
Their daughter’s name is Hallie and it’s implied that she’s mixed.
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“I even cut your strawberries into hearts!” Ava exclaimed placing a plate of pancakes in front of Hallie, she also put some fruit on the plate and a placed a small glass of orange juice on the table. “Tank you, mom!” She smiled, she ate her breakfast quickly, throughly enjoying her strawberries and taking nibbles of her pancake at a time. Y/n was upstairs getting ready, already having eaten. Ava was packing the little girls lunch, making sure to put her water bottle in the pocket of her backpack.
“Good morning to my two favorite girls!” Y/n smiled, placing her bag down on one of the chairs placing a kiss on Hallie’s bunny cheeks. “Good morning, Mama!” “Good morning, baby”
Y/n also placed a small peck on Ava’s lips, she might’ve been stubborn and might not do her job sometimes, but she really cared for the kids, she always wanted to be a mom.
Now, that dream has come true, she’s a mom to the cutest daughter, though, she might not be hers biologically that didn’t stop the little girl from calling her Mom. The best part was she gets to help raise this little girl with the love of her life. She may have been a player but she knew when she saw y/n that she was the one. As cheesy as it sounds, Ava couldn’t have fallen faster or harder. Falling for y/n was like falling face first into pavement for Ava.
They all got into Ava’s car, Hallie sat in her booster seat and happily played on her iPad as they drove to the school. Her backpack, sat next to her the sequins shining in the sunlight. Ava never thought that she was gonna actually fall in love with one of her Co-workers. She’d flirt, yes, but never actually date any of them. That was were y/n came in, she transferred to Abbott as a new first grade teacher. She charmed everyon
Ava was playing ‘Pick Up Your Feelings’ by Jazmine Sullivan, it was one of her favorites, actually. Even Hallie seemed to have learned some of the lyrics from how many times Ava’s played it. Though, if anything, Ava listens to Beyoncé the most.
You need to hurry and pick up your, ooh, feelings While I'm up cleaning
Boy please (boy please, oh) I don't need you (I don't need you)
Y/n let a smile take over her face as she looked out her window, nothing could’ve ruined this moment. Everything she could’ve needed was right here. Her life was perfect as it was and she wouldn’t change it for anything.
Her job might’ve not been a six figure paying job but it brought her memories that were priceless, her job might’ve been stressful but it helped the next generation. She couldn’t have wished for anything more. “You okay, baby?” Ava asked, placing a hand on her thigh, the principal’s brows furrowed, stealing a glance at her girlfriend.
”Yeah, just a little tired, I could go for some coffee right now” The woman yawned, regretting her choice of just drinking orange juice. Ava smirked, she made a U-turn to Starbucks, “We have some extra time anyway so why not make a pit stop?” Hallie giggled in the back, “Can I get a cake pop, pwease!”
Y/n nodded, she thought it was cute when she got lazy and forgot to pronounce the ‘L’ sound. It seemed like yesterday she couldn’t talk at all. “Well, I already know what to get everyone, then!”
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Ava made jokes about how the barista looked like 50 cent the whole ride to Abbott. They arrived a little bit early but they didn’t mind, Getting out of the car, Ava unbuckled Hallie out of her seat. “Ready for school, lil’ curly fry?” She smiled, chuckled as she tousled the little girl’s curly hair that was nicely slicked back into a half up, half down hairdo.
Hallie threw up a thumbs up, holding Ava’s hand and y/n’s in the other, not many cars were parked in the lot. The three entered the only person visible was Mr. Johnson.
He nodded at the to grown woman and smiled at the little girl. It was safe to say that Mr. Johnson was Hallie’s favorite person at school, besides Mel and Barb.
Ava gave y/n a soft kiss, and gave Hal a peck on the forehead. “Have a good day, you two” she said before walking to the break room, y/n unlocked her classroom door, letting Hallie in, she flicked on the lights. She usually just let her color until the bell rang signaling that she needed to go to Barb’s class.
“I have to go to the break room, will you be okay by yourself for a few minutes?” Y/n asked, placing a hand on her daughter’s shoulder. The little girl nodded, her attention not faltering from her coloring page.
Leaving her classroom, she trusted her young daughter to finish the coloring page, quickly coming into the break room she grabbed a donut happily munching down on the sweet treat, “There ya are! Was wondering you was! Where’s the kid?” Melissa questions, looking around to make sure she wasn’t hiding. Y/n laughed, leaning against the counter, “In my room, I’ll go grab her for you”
Being a woman of her word, the teacher walked back to her class, before she reached the door she heard a thud and a “uh oh..”
Y/n hurried into the room to see Hallie standing next to her desk, a cup in hand. She tried hiding the coffee puddle that was clearly on the ground, even her clothes were stained a dark brown color.
“Hal..what did you do!” She exclaimed, picking up the little girl and sitting her on the chair, quickly cleaning up the mess. “I’m sorry Mama, I didn’ mean to” her little head fell to her lap, seeing her clothes now ruined, she pouted, hating when she made her mama upset.
“It’s alright, sweet girl. Just be more careful, okay?” She cooed, kissing her cheek with a smile to let her know she wasn’t upset. “Go see your Mom while I clean this up,” the girl nodded, hopping off the chair and hurriedly running out of the classroom.
On the way, Hallie saw Melissa she waved and hugged the second grade teacher, “Mornin’ to you too, kid” she said sweetly, missing the coffee stains on the child’s clothes. Continuing her journey to her Mom’s office, she knocked and spoke in between the crack between the door and frame. “Mommy!” She called, the sounded muffled by the metal, shuffling was heard on the other side, Ava opened the door with a sweet smile.
A cough was heard behind the girl, The principal lifted her head to see a whole camera crew behind her. “Oh, damn” she let her jaw drop, ushering her daughter into the office, she stared the crew down as they all wore shocked faces.
“Go on doing whatever it is y’all do”
Ava closed the door, turning to the little girl who was sitting in her chair looking at the picture of Y/n, Hallie, and Ava. It was the picture they took at when they had gone on vacation last year. “You like it, baby girl?” She chuckled, grabbing some news clothes in the makeshift closet The principal made in her closet. It was quite impressive how she could hardly do her job as a principal but somehow renovate a old storage room into a high fashion closet in less than a day.
Hallie quickly got her clothes on, hugging the taller woman tightly. “Bye Mommy!” Though the morning was joyful and peaceful, since the coffee accident Hallie’s little day went tragically wrong. She had miss placed her lunch, hurt her knee during P.E., she couldn’t color inside the lines, She couldn’t even sleep during nap time because this girl in her class sleep kicked, At lunch time. Miss Howard had sat the little girl down.
“Sweetheart, what’s the matter? You’ve been upset all day!” She exclaimed, listening intently for an answer, the little girl only crossed arms and huffed, realizing she had no other way to get her to crack due to y/n being in a meeting. She brought her to the break room, “Melissa, help me with this one. Do you want to tell Aunt Mel what’s the matter?” Hal only, hugged into the red headed teacher, “Oh, hon..what’s got you in all worked up, huh?” She asked, Hallie finally spoke up huffing, she really did have her mothers attitude.
“I want my Mommy!” She pouted, crossing her arms, Barb groaned, “She’s more stubborn than her Mother, but we can’t get y/n she’s in a meeting!”
No one on the staff had figured out y/n was dating Ava let alone it was serious, Hallie had done a pretty good job keeping it on the down low too. Everyone didn’t really put two and two together when they’d see Ava coming out of her car with y/n. Now that Melissa thinks about it, maybe they’re not bestfriends.
Though, Melissa couldn’t jump to conclusions, “Well, I dunno, I guess we’ll-” Melissa was interupted by the sound of a familar sound of yawning as the breakroom door opened, “Oh hello, you three! Everything alright?” Y/n said, dropping her keys and lanyard on the counter, ripping open a granola bar that she had grabbed from the shelf.
“She’s been upset all day and won’t tell anybody the reason why..” Melissa cooed, booping th kindergarteners nose, she only cuddled closer and pouted even more, “she says she wants her Mommy, so here ya go!” The redhead stood up placing the little girl in her mothers arms, y/n sighed knowing it wasn’t her that she wanted.
Y/n comtemplated fessing up, Ava and had had been keeping it under wraps for so long, so surely, they’ll understand. Melissa was like y/n’s work mom, or real mom actually.
”Okay, don’t make a big deal out of this..but i’m dating Ava! Surprise!” Y/n smiled, Barb’s face dropped in shocked, Mel lit up, “I KNEW IT!” she exclaimed, clapping her hand together and jabbing her finger in the younger teachers direction.
Really, the young woman thought their reactions would be more complicated, Well, at least Barb’s. She just kept standing their with her mouth agape. As if the two had been stalking, Janine and Jacob stumbled in, “GREGORY OWES ME!” Jacob squealed, Janine happily shuffled from side to side with that big smile. Gregory stands speechless, looking at the two who’ve dragged him into another one of their adventures.
“Well, I’m gonna take this one to Ava, see y’all!”
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“Well, a knock would’ve been nice but come in wit’ yo’ fine self” Ava smirked, biting her lower lip as she eyed her up and down. Y/n rolled her eyes, “what? Acting like you can give me attitude knowing I can eat that body up like Megan Thee Stallion” She slapped her hand on her desk, laughing hard at her own joke. Y/n huffed, closing her eyes trying to hold onto any piece of patience she had left with her girlfriend, someday she really might explode from these jokes. In the mean time, she’ll secretly like them.
“Why you huffin’ and puffin’ like a choo-choo train?” She asked, y/n went to go tell her the reason why she was even in here but Ava was determined in finishing. “Chugga, Chugga, CHOO CHOO!” She howled and slapped her knee, almost falling out of her chair, Hallie began to laugh too. “You kinda do soun’ like a train, Mama” Ava smirked as y/n groaned, “That’s my lil’ curly fry!” She laughed, opening her arms up for the little girl. Hallie giggled, squealing when the principal would tickle her sides.
Y/n’s frustrations quickly disappeared, it had only been 6 months, yet, Ava’s changed so much. They’d been dating for 4 months, only recently did Hallie start saying Mom to Ava. Now that y/n takes a moment to see the impact this woman had on her life and the little human she called her daughter she melted.
Maybe Melissa was wrong for once. They may think that Ava’s rude or stupid for not doing her job, but she cared, no doubt about it. She’d Show softness here and there but never frequently, Lord help them if she ever was caught being nice to Janine.
Y/n noticed too, Ava seemed a little nice since they’d gotton together. Melissa just thinks she’s up to something but y/n couldn’t help but think it was because she was changing as a person, principal, and now…parent.
“She wanted her mommy” Y/n mocked, smirking as Ava’s eyes lit up. She loved that little girl more than any other little girl. She would knowingly drop everything for that girl. “Really? Oh, come ‘ere you cutie!” She hugged her tight, y/n playfully sighed, looking away with her hand on her forehead. Ava chuckled, “You too, doofus” the woman opened her arm out for her girlfriend kissing her lips softly.
A shriek was heard at the door, they whipped their heads around to see the same familiar faces at the door. Melissa’s face was most likely impressed (then again you never know), Janine was probably the one that shrieked as she jumped up and down, Gregory’s eyes were wide, Jacob was frozen like Barbara.
“Uhm, suprise?” Y/n chuckled, looking at Ava kissing her cheek sweetly turning back to them with a large smile.
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The two women explained to them how long they’ve been dating, the Abbott crew listened carefully and happily. Barb was still in shock, Ava and y/n wasn’t something they thought would actually get together. Sure, they were polar opposites but they fit so well together. The rest of the school day was quite interesting with Melissa lecturing Ava on how if she ever hurt y/n she’s got a guy who take care of the principal real quick. “I got my eye on you, Coleman” Melissa said, with a stern tone, slowly walking back to her class while staring the tall woman down. Y/n snorted, “don’t mind her, she’s just trying to scare you” y/n smiled, hugging Ava tightly, “I know, but I don’t think I’d ever willingly leave you, baby. Someone would have to physically restrain me, I love you and lil’ Hal too much” She admitted all too easily, to her this was all she wanted for the rest of her life. Of course, someday she’d get down on a bended knee, she planned on getting married, maybe even get a dog?
Who knows, only time will tell.
But maybe this won’t even work, then someday they’ll see this as a learning experience. But if there was one thing they everyone knew, was that they were meant to be together, whether or not if it was the right time, place, or even moment.
They’d up together, that’s how it was in every universe. So, whatever happened in this one, maybe they’d mess up and separate or even just drift apart. They needed each other, in every universe.
Time is something no one is Master of, but this story surely ends happily.
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As the day ended, Melissa waved bye to her colleagues, smiling as she saw y/n and Ava give each other a small peck on the lips, they were cute together that was for sure. Maybe someday she’d-
“Oh my gosh! I’m so sorry!” A voice apologized profusely, Mel had been too focused on the couple in the distance she wasn’t even focusing on where she was walking.
“It’s fine, really” Melissa chuckled, fixing her hair before looking up to see..damn. The woman in front of her was absolutely gorgeous, she felt her heart flutter for second. “Erm, hi, I’m lissame! No, sorry, Melissa! Melissa Schemmenti” she gave a bashful smile, securing her bag onto her shoulder once more.
“I’m Georgia Prescott, the new librarian”
huh. Looks like Abbott’s in for another love story.
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the whole thing was rushed 😭
forgive me for this 🙏
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jellyfishcake · 4 months
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Why don't you bring your girlfriend
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Valeria x fem reader
Warnings:fighting,NSFW,fingering
Summery:You forgot to hide something on your neck from your teammate.Veleria has no shame when it comes to you.
Not proofread 😔 maybe tomorrow I'll make changes
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"Did you and Valeria have a good time back their" your teammate said in a teasing voice as their hand pats your back "What" you turn around to face them your whole face was red. "No why do you say that" as you look back though the scope and find a target to shoot "Because you were taking forever over their at reckless railways" they said in a sassy tone with their hand on the rock you guys were behind. "I was getting jumped by a duo that's all" as you came up with a lie in your head "But why didn't you land with me so you wouldn't get jumped" 𝙗𝙤𝙤𝙢 came behind you guys.
As you look around to the noise came a bullet though the rock you look at your teammate and they look at you "DON'T LOOK AT ME SHOT AT THEM KILL THEM" your teammate yells at you to do you scan the area you see a car driving towards you guys "RUN TO THE GAS STATION" you got up and you legs started to move it felt like all this was happening in slow motion. Their car crashes into the rock and their was another duo on the other side of the rock they got blasted off to somewhere you took this time to just shoot at the car and hope it will explode.
It did infact explode when you shot it 10 times.
You started to breath in and out as you both stop near the gas station "Let's get in the car and dip more opps might pull up on us" as your teammate start walking towards the van. Pulled the door open and got in the passenger seat well they drive "Where should we go next to get heals" you pull up the map 'hmm we could go to ruined reels for the vending machine' you checkmark it. "Back their was that the duo that jumped you" as their eyes look at you. "Umm ye-s" as your voice broke.
"Why don't you bring your girlfriend next time so she can save you" they said give you the hard side eye you gave them it back "You know what maybe I will" you decided to sassy them back "Oh just telling you next time you should hide that bite mark better so people won't see it next time" 'WHAT' you thought to yourself.
FLASHBACK
You decided to land in reckless railways you went in one of the houses to get loot but someone was waiting for you in the room. Walking up the stairs you open the door "VALERIA" you said loud when you saw her red hair and icon outfit she wears, she put her hand over your mouth "shh you should be quiet darling" as she closed the door behind you. "I knew you would come and see me" she said close to your ear you feel her hot breath it gave you the chills.
"I didn't kno- ah~" you tried to say but was cut of by her left hand slowly going down into your panties she slowly rubs circles on your clit. "You should be quiet darling don't want to get caught do you now" as she snickers at you. You felt her lips on your neck as she slowly kissed down until you felt her mouth sink in to your skin. You don't know what to focus on now you feel her finger go up and down your folds as her thumb plays with your clit you try to hold in your moans but it's so hard to "V-Valeria so go-good" you said so caught up in your pleasure Valeria decides to bit behind your neck her teeth sunk in.
She begins to suck hard.
She slowly puts in her middle finger and her ring slowly sinking in to your cunt she makes a V spreading her finger slowly. You try and move to get more friction from her fingers "Yeah just like that baby" she moves her fingers in and out of your pussy "ah-ahh~ don't st-stop pl-please" you didn't want her to stop-
End of flashback
"Wait like actually" you look at them with wide eyes "Yes" eyes looking back at you.
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Might do more fortnite characters 🤞😼 hope you enjoy this their was bearly any [fortnitexreader] like who wouldn't want to be with most of the characters 😔
But decided to do Valeria might do Nisha next 😜
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vclvetfleur · 10 months
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Obedient Chapter 15
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roman roy x fem!reader
Summary: Your relationship with Roman has been strained more than ever. You refuse to speak or talk to him. But his trip to Turkey had taken a dark turn and he had left you in the dark about it. You finally see him again after finding out the news on the Yacht trip in Croatia.
Season 2, Episode 10
TW: Hostage situation, offensive jokes, Logan Roy
WC: 5.6K
Notes: I don't think i've ever written this much. this took up 12 pages on word doc. i'm going to be writing the best essays once my college semester starts
Chapter 15: Greg Sprinkles
After that night, you stayed away from Roman as much as you could. He couldn’t stop you either. You’d come into work, give your notes, and leave. He would try to make jokes, try to make you laugh or smile, but he was met with just silence. Not even a glance. It got to a point; he didn’t bother to try. He knew there was no point in return. He messed up. It wasn’t that he didn’t love you. He just wasn’t able to realize his feelings quick enough. The only love he knew was hurtful. Not loving. Or caring. He loved Shiv. He loved Kendall. He loved Logan. And his mother. But they all had never shown him proper enough love. He knew that was love. So, this, whatever you both had, was just a like. Not love. Just like.
You had been out with Jess more and more. She questioned why you were with her rather than Roman. You simply told her it was because you realized you didn’t love Roman. You hadn’t thought your feelings were as deep as you thought they were. You had cut things off with Roman. Most of it was a lie though. You just regret almost ruining your relationship with Jess over someone like Roman. All of his bad traits intensified in your eyes. His words were more vile. His views were more disgusting and appalling. He was the worst human to ever walk the earth. But you got paid.
You couldn’t quit though. Not that you couldn’t live without it. You had been financially well off ever since the job, but some part of you needed to see Roman. Not on a TV screen. But you were not ready. You’d get the courage one day.
He had been sent off to Turkey, you had made the schedules he was given by Logan. Logan became his new cheerleader. Instead of you encouraging him, Logan did. But Logan only did it to keep more shareholders and to get rid of the scandal as best he could. He told Roman exactly what you had before. He wasn’t good with public stuff or formal stuff, but personal, chill unofficial meetings were his strong suit. He was likable. He was funny. He made people, rich men, comfortable.
So, he had only texted you about the meetings he wanted to set and to make sure they didn’t overlap with each other.
You had stayed home the day that the company was going to testify to Congress.  It was a huge deal. But you couldn’t be surrounded by that. Roman wasn’t here for it. You saw no point. Just another reason to listen to men and women put down sexual assault victims. To put down those women. For it being ‘so long ago’. If only you had known what you did years ago, maybe you would’ve also come out sooner. But you were just as scared as these women.
Roman had texted you a few times, but each time you ignored him.
But the texts stopped for hours. Not that he would be asleep, but he just was gone. He might’ve just given up. He stopped trying to get your attention. In reality, his phone and security guard had been taken from him. And was now being held hostage in a hotel. He sat there panicking. But the only thing he thought of was you. He messed up. He made you feel unloved, uncared for, and unappreciated. And you’d never know how much he actually loved you. He had just realized how much he loved you. And all he could think about was how he could possibly get shot or die and you’d never know. He tried to seem calm, but inside he couldn’t hold it together. If you were here, you’d find a way to calm him down. If you were here, you’d know what to say. If you were here, you’d do everything right. But you weren’t. And it was his fault. It was awful to wish that you’d be in a dangerous, life-threatening situation with him, but he wished exactly that in this moment. 
But Roman was luckily okay. He was sent home. He tried calling you, but you put him on voicemail each time. It had been 2 days. Logan sent him to a shrink and just hoped everything could be okay.
Jess had begged you to join the company on this boat ride. She didn’t want to go alone. You reluctantly joined. Despite your intense fear of the ocean. You all had flown out, you separately on your own flight, flying first class on a commercial flight to the Mediterranean. You had landed in Croatia, meeting with Jess in the hotel. You planned your outfits together the night before your flight. “So, how’s it gonna be seeing Roman for the first time after y’know?” She asked. She was worried for you. She knew even though you said you didn’t love him, you definitely had care for him. “Jess- I still saw him after we broke up.” You laughed, pulling your sunglasses on.
“I know that… but y’know… come on…” She kept asking you. She thought you were heartless for ignoring what Roman had just gone through and completely acting as if you didn’t care. You raised your eyebrows at her, wondering what she was even talking about. Your smile began to disappear once you realized she was insinuating something else. She then realized you didn’t know. Your heart raced wondering what Roman did. Did he already start seeing someone else? Did he publicly do something?
“Uh- I don’t know how to say this without it sounding awful…” Jess dragged it out. I mean how do you tell someone their ex was a hostage for 24 hours before being let go finally. And had been isolated for days to recover from it. “There were terrorists in Turkey. Roman was involved.” She had been vague. You went into complete panic. “Woah-woah. What? What the fuck do you mean?” You asked frantically.
“I don’t fucking know! All I heard was some terrorists took Laird, Karl, and Roman hostage after their deal with Eduard and they finally let them go. I don’t know that much.” Jess tried to scramble to give you as many details as she knew. But you were still in the dark. You both were. You tried to get your heart to go back to a normal pace and your breathing corrected. “Jesus fucking Christ… What the actual fuck?” You were in disbelief. You were even more annoyed that Roman didn’t even bother texting you about it. Just ‘hey im back’. That was it? Was he fucking insane?
Jess wrapped an arm around you, rubbing your arm calmly. “He’s all right. It’s fine. He came back like 2 days ago.” Jess tried to make you realize. She looked at her phone, seeing that had to leave. She guided you out, you took a bottle of water before leaving the room with her. You got into the black car, sitting with Kendall and Naomi. “Oh, hi y/n.” Naomi greeted you, giving you a quick hug. You smiled, hugging her back. “So great to see you again. Wow.” She was happy to see you again. She hadn’t expected to see you. But the last time you had seen her, you were sniffing coke off of some club table. Which was a great time for her. “We’re still waiting for Greg.” Kendall warned.
But as soon as Kendall said it, Greg came up into existence. He nearly hit his head, behind down low enough to fit into the car. He had sat in the back with you and Jess, shoving you into the middle now. “Oh-Uh- hi… I haven’t seen you in a bit. You hear about Roman? Is he- do you know- Is he okay?” Greg asked you at a fast pace. “I- uhm- I just found out 5 minutes ago Greg. But thank you for letting me know you knew more about my own boss than I do.” You felt slightly annoyed. Why didn’t anyone tell you? Why were you the only one out of the know? Kendall looked at you concerned, knowing you and Roman had something going on. But noticed you both were very distant. Naomi kept a notice too. “Woah Roman didn’t tell you?” She asked shocked. Your lips tightened into a line. You just nodded. “Woah- that’s fucked…” She mumbled. “Ken if you become a hostage- you better fucking tell me immediately.” She hinted to everyone in the car about your relationship. But everyone except Greg knew. “Roman’s fine.” Kendall shoved off what had happened. The car stopped in front of the boat. You looked at Jess, fearful of having to get on it. She shoved you out of the car though, essentially telling you to get over it. You walked out, putting your sunglasses on. You had walked up the ramp, holding onto Jess’s arm tightly. “Fucking- why the fuck did you have me agree to this?” You said annoyed as you tried to watch your step. Jess couldn’t help but laugh at how ridiculous you were being.
“What’s wrong?” She asked you, passing by you as you were struggling to get onto the boat. “She hates the ocean.” Jess confessed. You finally stepped foot onto the deck, feeling a lot more secure than earlier. You all took your shoes off, putting them to the side before finally walking through the yacht. You ordered yourself a drink, hoping it’d get you through being stuck on a boat with Roman. You spotted Willa, seeming upset and annoyed. “Hey gorg.” You exclaimed to get her attention. She looked up at you, trying to smile at you. She put a hand up and then immediately down. “Hi…” She mumbled. “What’s wrong? What happened?” You asked her. You sat down with her and Connor but Connor behind Willa’s back begged you silently not to ask. She got up, upset, and ran off to go get drunk just like you did. “Reviews for the play came in…” Connor said before running after Willa. Jess just laid back, shrugging at you as you tried to keep a positive energy while Willa could see you. But once she was mostly out of view, you gave Jess a face. You both had gone to the play. Despite Willa being an amazing and funny person, she wasn’t that talented. Her actor too. It was a very fake deep kind of play where the themes and messages were way too obvious or so obscure that it barely made any sense to the story. You weren’t even sure what the story was.
“Maybe if the blue bird sang on the window, it’ll make the reviews weep honey…” Jess quoted the play to you. You slapped her arm playfully, holding back a laugh.
“You’re awful.” You giggled, downing your mojito.
“No. That play was.” Jess answered. She knew you were gonna need another one. She put her hand up to get one of the server's attention and asked for another mojito. “Be honest with me… Did you ever think we’d end up like this?” She wondered. “On a boat? Fuck no. Fucking rich men and basically becoming rich ourselves. Yes.” You joked. Jess looked at you, jokingly annoyed with your answer, putting her middle finger up at you.
“No- I mean- a good job, traveling around the world, being able to actually afford shit we want.” Jess named off. You started to actually think about it. “I thought you’d end up like that.” You answered honestly. You never thought of yourself as being set up for greatness or success. Just some poor girl with parents who didn’t care about her who was gonna keep the cycle going of being some kind of free-loading assholes. You saw all your bad traits as your parents. You could mostly name all your bad traits, you had to really think about the good traits you had.
Jess rubbed your back, her smile gone. But returned once your drink came to the table. She replaced your straw and handed you the drink. “Well, I always saw us being here one day. Drink up. Cheers to us.” She put her glass up before clinking it with yours.
Your lips grew into a large grin, unable to hide the fact that no matter what Jess had always been there to help. Despite the fight you both had recently, she was still here. She was here at your side to be your support. You couldn’t be happier. Until the boat stopped. You began to panic. “Oh god, we’re fucking sinking.” You overreacted. You looked out at the ocean to see a smaller boat parked next to the yacht. You watched 3 men get out from under the deck of the boat and get on. One of those ‘men’ was Roman. Shiv congratulated them and everyone tried to greet Roman and joke about the incident. Roman was not in a mood at all. He just ignored them, keeping his head down and his hands at his side. He just whispered ‘yup’ ‘mhm’ and ‘sure’ after each unnecessary comment. He specifically didn’t like the attention he was getting. Tom made a joke before Roman finally snapped at them. “Uh- you know what? Uh- it was actually fucking scary and we thought that they might kiss us but yeah…” He then mocked Tom’s joke and made a silly voice mimicking what he said.
Everyone grew silent and stared at him, concerned. Kendall began to apologize, but Roman just shoved off all the insensitive jokes. He only replied with what you could hope was a joke about what had happened. Everyone tried to apologize, but Roman continued to move the attention off of him. Roman looked off, trying to take his mind off of what had happened. He didn’t come to think that you might be here.
Jess got up, thinking it’d be appropriate to comfort him or ask if he was okay. At least because of you. She walked over, glass in hand. “Hey…” She dragged out her word. “You doing alright champ?” She thought it would at least make him smile or laugh. But nothing. He shrugged and nodded. You followed Jess, not wanting to be alone on the boat in fear of falling. You stood by her side, avoiding looking at Roman. Roman saw you at the corner of his eye and sat up straight. “Uhh- what happened? I thought you weren’t a boat person…” He asked you. You shrugged, sipping on your straw. “I should be asking you that. Considering I had to hear from your brother's assistant that my boss was held hostage. Yea- I found out just less than an hour ago. Thanks for that.” You made a snarky remark. You knew he needed emotional support, but it wasn’t fair to you. You should’ve been the first to know. You told him you loved him. You were the one he was waking up to most nights. You were the only one he shared private stuff with. And now you were this much of a stranger to him? “I mean- I tried…” He shrugged. “Texting me hey doesn’t mean ‘hey I’ve been held hostage’, but hey. I’m not your therapist.” You put your hands up in a way to mock how he had been held hostage and for him being so rude to you that night. You just walked away, not wanting to listen to the next thing he had to say for himself. “I’m sorry Rome…” Jess apologized to you. She didn’t know you and him had been fighting. She assumed it was mutual or that you dumped him.  She chased you, holding your wrist to stop you. “Hey-what the fuck?” She asked you. “What? He’s a shit person. I mean- wouldn’t you be pissed too?” You tried to get her input. She looked at you as if you were crazy. How could you be so mean to him after he had just had such a traumatizing experience? She expected this from his siblings. But not you.
“So you’d be mad at me if I did the same?” Jess asked you. You nodded, knowing you were lying. Jess knew though. “Alright- I don’t believe you. But whatever. Your life.” She sighed.
You spent most of your time, sipping on cocktails, and talking to Jess. You had your sunglasses on, staring off as you all joked with one another. Roman and his siblings, excluding Connor, and Tom were nearby. They were finally having a conversation now that Roman had been out of it completely. You both wore your sunglasses to look at one another without the other knowing. But you couldn’t keep your eyes off each other. Even if you weren’t nearby.
“I think Tom and Shiv are gonna try to fuck that girl. Shiv has been staring at her most of the day.” Jess commented as she pointed her out to you. You peeled your eyes off of Roman and looked at the girl. “Hmm. Bit young for a mid-30s couple isn’t she?” You asked. “Weren’t you fucking Roman?” Jess fired back at you. You shook your head, kissing your middle finger her way. “I never fucked him. So ha.” You admitted.
“Oh yeah- forgot. He’s fucking inept.” Jess revealed. You weren’t taking the comment seriously. He probably was just nervous. Willa finally decided to join you two. She sat down with an entire bottle of bubbly wine. “What are we on about?” She asked to join the conversation. “Just Tom and Shiv being in an open marriage.” You quickly said before the possibility of the topic being on Roman.
“I’m fucking jealous.” Willa laughed to herself. She wished Connor would open up their marriage. A part of her loved him, just not enough to want herself to devote her entirety to him.
You watched as a helicopter was incoming. Fucking Logan. You all had to line up to watch Logan’s incoming appearance. It was all just another ego thing for Logan. Roman stood next to you. You shifted away, but there wasn’t much room to move. “Just- can you fucking- I don’t know- just talk to me later? I have something to say…” He whispered. You looked at the helicopter and didn’t say anything. “Y/n…” He pleaded. You just nodded before Logan stepped out of his helicopter. He called Roman, Karl and Laird to speak to him, forcing Roman to leave you behind. You were finally thankful for Logan.
“You should hear him out…” Jess said to you as you all finally walked away. “I don’t know.” You answered simply. “What the fuck happened? You’re lying again.” Jess accused you. You sighed, not sure if you were ready to even talk about any of it yet. “I’m not ready.” You answered simply before walking off. Jess didn’t know what to do to help the situation. She had seen how devasted you’ve been since the breakup or whatever you would call it. You had been going out more with Jess and still smiling and laughing the same, but once Roman had been near, you always went quiet. You wanted to hide. As if you were embarrassed. Cause you were. He had proven your parents right in your head. You were unlovable. He didn’t love you back. But you loved him. But you wish you kept it to yourself.
You had sat at the bar, putting on a front in front of Willa. You ordered a drink, deciding to talk to her instead of focusing on your issues. Logan made a speech, but you ignored it. You didn’t give a fuck enough. Roman had finally built the courage to finally get you to speak to him. “Hey- uh y/n, I need to talk to you about this fucking bullshit you set up. Can we just-?” He said loud enough for everyone around you both to hear. You, being his assistant, couldn’t say no. You downed another drink before following him.
He shut the door behind the two of you. “Wow- great plan. You think of it all day?” You asked him.
“Would you shut the fuck up?” He blurted out quickly. “I- I really- I didn’t know how I fucking felt that day. But being in Turkey and those men putting guns in my fucking face made me realize that- I don’t know- I thought I’d die and you would hate me forever” He tried to say whatever came to mind.
“So nearly getting shot is gonna make you realize how you feel about me? Me standing in front of you isn’t enough?” You asked sarcastically.
“No- I just- fuck you- you talk so fucking much… I realized that I wish I said what I wanted or else you’d think this awful thing about me… and I really really- I mean fuck- you’re the most incredible woman I’ve ever- just- I didn’t stop thinking about you and I wish you knew how I felt and just I wish you were there so you could-“ He rambled. “Roman, where the fuck is this going? I don’t see the point in you telling me you wish I was a hostage too.” You crossed your arms, looking at him completely lost.
“I love you. I just- I really love you. Okay? There. Are we good now?” he prayed you would accept. You stared at him blankly before nodding. “Okay, cool…” You said before leaving him alone in the room. He just stood and watched you. He had no idea what was left to do. He felt completely helpless.
You were so annoyed. The fact he could act as if he didn’t leave you there that night to only leave you in the dark for the past couple of days about his hostage situation, despite being back for 2 days.
You sat in your room for most of the day before coming out at night for a smoke. You sat far away from the edge, lighting a cigarette. You inhaled it before tapping the ash into an ash trash that was thankfully there. You noticed Jess had been trying to find out. She sighed, coming over. She sat down, grabbing your cigarette. “You’re gonna tell me what the fuck happened. You don’t smoke all mysteriously for nothing. Now. I gave you your space. You can’t bitch about it anymore. So, what the fuck happened?”
You knew no one else would be around to hear or see you. Your emotions finally got the best of you. You lowered your head as your face scrunched up a bit before letting yourself finally cry. Jess put the cigarette down on the ashtray before pulling you into a quick hug to shield you from any possible embarrassment. “Hey-hey. Is it cause I took your cigarette?” She asked you, hoping it’d make you laugh. “I told him I loved him…. And he said cool…” you cried. Jess rubbed your back, hurt for you. She wanted to kick Roman’s ass. But she knew it wouldn’t do much for either one of you. “And just-just the fact he- well y’know… and now he tried to tell me he wished I was held hostage too. And that having a gun in his face made him think about his feelings and- it’s just such a fucking cop-out.” You cried in between your words. Jess pulled away from you, wiping your tears away from your face. “Hey- I know you’re upset… but just breathe. You’re really angry and upset. Okay?” She tried to reason. You nodded, listening to her. She wanted to give you her opinion but didn’t want to overstep. At least not for tonight. “Here. Smoke your cigarette.” She tried to see you crack a smile, taking your cigarette and putting it back in between your lips. “There’s plenty of spoiled pretentious offensive rich 35-year-olds.” She insulted Roman. It did make you smile. “Look- just finish your cigarette and let’s go to bed. I know you won't be able to sleep alone on a boat.” She knew you well enough. “Just like old times.” She giggled. You nodded, finishing off your cigarette before putting it out. You went into her room, getting dressed in pajamas that were packed. You had just some small shorts from some generic retail store and a baggy shirt. You crawled into bed with Jess before she had looked up a movie for you both to watch before knocking out for the night. Jess’s company was enough to make you relax enough to fall asleep.
The next morning, you were woken up by Jess, forcing you to leave bed. You both were late to the breakfast that was happening. You got up, brushed your teeth, and put on a semi-reasonable outfit. Just a hat, sunglasses, and a sundress.  You didn’t wanna show off how tired you actually were. You both tried to sneak past Logan. They were discussing who would be thrown under the bus. You scanned the buffet, seeing Roman with two plates with him. He flagged you over and pointed at the extra plate. He had made a plate for you, picking out everything he knew you could actually eat. He even looked everything up on his phone and asked staff, asking them possibly two or three times to make sure. You grabbed the plate from him before sitting down. Unfortunately, every seat was taken except the one to his right and another next to Willa. But Jess had taken that seat before you. She thought it was important you sat next to Roman.
You had not been paying enough attention, but everyone was shocked and trying to talk Logan down. Roman remained silent too. But now it was up to everyone to throw each other into the Lion Den. You watched the slaughter. Roman, of course, was quick to call out Frank. You picked at the food, watching them. Roman defended Gerri before everyone and even making some ‘feminist’ point, something he might’ve picked up from you before pinning Cruises on Tom. You choked on your water, holding your mouth. “Oh is that fucking funny? Huh? Oh look, Roman’s little pet is laughing and saying what he does.” Tom said offended.
“Woah Woah. Fucking watch it. I have my own goddamn mind. You’re the one following Shiv around like a baby duck with a broken fucking wing.” You struck back. “Oh look. Two people already agree. Yup. Vote Tom out.” Roman came to your defense.
“Do you really think so y/n?” Logan asked you. You shrugged, looking at Tom annoyed. “Well- after that shit awful fuck up- I don’t know. Possibly.” You mentioned. “Oh fuck off. You know they threw me in like a dead fucking cat.” Tom desperately tried to defend himself. “What’s with the animal references?” Roman laughed. “But you know, head of cruises.” Roman made a point before Tom began to stutter and try to find another defense. But he couldn’t find one. “I have been a loyal servant” Tom defended before another Roy sibling, Kendall jumped in and defended Roman’s side.
Shiv stayed quiet as she was highly considering whether to support her husband or go with what she thought was best for the business. Everyone even began to jump onto Tom, even Shiv. You would watch the heartbreak all over Tom’s face. You almost felt sorry, especially after he called you a pet. This was a shit storm. But somehow this switched to Shiv. Before Roman chose both.
You smacked Roman’s thigh, telling him to knock it off, but Roman just then decided to add Greg into the mix as well. “Yeah- no- wait. Why me? I just work with Tom. What if we added fucking y/n or Jess? Or Kerry? How the fuck would that make sense? I mean- right?” He tried to get some support.
“Why the fuck are these 3 even here?” Karl asked.
“Cause we’re fucking the captain. Fuck off Karl.” You made a snarky remark. He was annoyed enough. You weren’t helping. But Logan loved watching you join in. He knew you were quick and witty. You could be useful.
“Oh, can I watch?” Roman asked. Greg then asked for Roman to be put up. Making the point he was an awful person. But Connor saw this as a moment to find a way to get a bribe out of his father. “Connor, I’ve been working here for 3 months. And you have not once been in the office. Come on man. You gotta get ready for that campaign. It’s not gonna look good for a president to be tied to a sexual assault case. Wait never mind. Makes sense. Go for it.” You let it go. You listened to Roman giggle in your ear. Willa looked at you just as confused as Connor kept trying to plead. But Logan set this meeting to an end. He left the table to think about it and take everyone's opinion into consideration.
Most of the family had left. But Roman remained on the boat. In hope you’ll talk to him. Jess even had left, hoping you’d give Roman a chance to talk to you.
You just wanted off the boat, but in order to do so, you would have to go on a small boat and sail off. So you just stayed on. Roman eyed you down before making one last attempt. “Hey uhm- did I get most of your plate right?” He asked you. You looked up at him, confused to what he was referring to. “Breakfast… I made sure you could even eat it…” He reminded. “Oh- uh- uh- yeah- it was all vegan. Thanks…” You mumbled, trying to look distracted, but it wasn’t working. There was nothing distracting you. “Yeah- that’s good. Uh- so Frank… What a fucking shit bag huh?” He tried to extend an arm out to you. You looked at him, desperate to have him leave you alone. “What do you want Roman?” You asked him. “I don’t know- just- for this shit to be fucking- I don’t know- normal… Like- I don’t know- maybe oh my god I’m so glad you’re not fucking dead or oh my god how does your ass feel after being pounded by 4 big men?” He tried to joke. You shook your head, putting your hat on your face to hide your disappointment. “How does your ass feel Roman? Do you need a pillow for your ass?” You asked him, your voice muffled through the hat. He shook his head no, but you couldn’t see.
“Yeah- uh- no- I’m fine” he said after realizing you couldn’t see him. “Can we just- just fucking talk or something? Please?” He continued.
“What is there to talk about Rome? You didn’t love me then. And now I don’t love you now. We’re even.” You just tried to hurt his feelings. You still loved him, but that love was extremely buried down deep inside.
“You love me. Shut up. I see that little twinkle in your eye every time you look at me.” He tried to push it out of you. You pulled the hat off your face, looking up at him. “See. It’s right there.” He was desperate to get a confession out of you.
“Roman- that was before- before you yelled at me for trying to comfort you. Before you ignored me. Before you passed off my admission to you. Before you left me in the dark about the most important things that could’ve possibly happened to you. As if what I said to you didn’t matter. As if I fucking lied about loving you.” You ranted.
But all Roman could respond with was “so you do still love me.”
He caught you there. Why would you care so deeply about not knowing first unless you loved him? You stared, unsure of how to make him stop with the pestering. “Yeah- you got me.” You mumbled, getting up, ready to walk away. “Stop fucking running off. This isn’t those stupid movies you’ve shown me where the person runs away and the other chases. Cause I did that. That night. But you’re oddly fast in heels.” He tried to defend himself. You refused to look his way. He just wishes you’d let your ego go. “I love you. Alright? I do. I wouldn’t try this fucking hard if I didn’t.” He was right. You wiggled your hand away from his. “Roman- but this is the issue. You don’t learn. I can’t just forgive. You can’t get that. You don’t get to fuck up and then be automatically forgiven.” You tried to lecture him about it. “You don’t think I know that? I do. I’m the only one out of my siblings who was taught that. So, don’t give me that oh you’re a billionaire bullshit. I know how to be a person. I’m not some fucking freak who just- fuck-…” he got frustrated trying to explain his view.
You judged him. You knew he was some rich kid who was spoiled beyond belief, but Roman knew more than anyone the word no and didn’t know forgiveness easily. He had to work for people's forgiveness his whole childhood, even when he didn’t have anything to be sorry for. He had to constantly beg for forgiveness for just being there at the wrong place, wrong time.
“I just need the time Roman. I don’t know if this could be whatever it was.” You admit. You knew you’d regret it sooner or later. But for now, your mind was made up. Roman just walked off, saving himself from further embarrassment.
Notes: now it's y/n time to be an awful person hehehe
Chapter 16
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Rafe Cameron x Fem!Reader: Friends don’t look at friends that way
Are you just friends or are you something more with Rafe? **Original plot with characters from the tv show, Outer Banks. I do not own the Outer Banks characters.** Y/N = Your Name Inspired by the song that way by Tate McRae (lyrics in italics in story)
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Run me in circles like you always do Mess with me on purpose, so I'll hang on to you I know what you mean when you act like that But you don't know it's breaking my heart Said that it was just never gonna happen Then almost kissed me in the dark
I arrive at the Cameron house early for the pregame to the party tonight. I hear Rafe’s booming laugh and can’t help the smile on my face. Just hearing him be happy makes my day. He’s so cute and perfect and so ... just my friend. I can't like my friend in that way. I mean I like him, but I’m not telling him that I like him. That would ruin everything.
I walk into the room swinging the bottle of vodka and yell, “Shots shots shots!!” Rafe runs up, picks me up, swings me, and sets me down while smiling widely. Topper says, “That was weird.” Rafe says, “Oh shove off man. Let’s just take these shots.” I hand over the vodka and I pregame drink with them along with Kelce and Sarah.
I go to the bathroom one more time before we head out. I hear Sarah say, “I’m comin’ in.” She slides in, giggles, and says, “Okay wait that was funny.” I ask, “What was?” She answers, “Rafe swinging you around. He can get so happy with you. It's so cute. Then freaking Topper sets him off. Speaking of Topper, we kissed. I haven’t told Rafe. He'll be pissed that I kissed his best friend.” I ask, “And did you like it?” She shakes me excitedly saying, “Yes omg! He’s my crush which you know, but the kiss was perfect. It was slow and he was holding me tightly. I like him so much… have you and Rafe kissed yet?” I answer, “We almost did at a party.” She replies, “Ugh I’m tired of Rafe not just kissing you and admitting his feelings for you. The sexual tension is a little too much sometimes.” I laugh.
We leave the bathroom and we all walk down the street to the Kook party that we were invited to. Sarah almost trips several times because she's way drunker than everyone else. Topper was watching her and helping her walk. Kelce was on the phone with his girlfriend walking behind them. Rafe was walking near me, occasionally brushing his knuckles over mine, and we were talking.
We arrive at the party and everyone runs to the front. Rafe asks, "So uh... don't kiss anyone and make us leave early like last time, okay?" Bruh what?!?! I kissed some Touran, Rafe kissed a Touran, and then he punched the guy I kissed. So we were kicked out of the party because of fighting. It wasn't really my fault. When we left that party and went to his house, I was cleaning his cuts up and we almost kissed, but Topper interrupted us. Who knows if we were meant to kiss or if we're just meant to be just friends? I ask, "What?! I could say the same to you, Mr. Sleeps With Anything That Walks and Mr. Punches Everyone That I Kiss. You're the reason we got kicked out of the last party." He smirks and says, "And I thought you didn't care what I did or what I thought." I reply, "I do care..." Someone calls his name and he runs off in their direction. Ugh, he's so frustrating. He just ran off to see someone else even though we were talking, so maybe I should move on. Does he care about me? It seems like he does not.
Every time we talk, it just hurts so bad 'Cause I don't even know what we are I don't even know where to start But I can play the part
The party seems to drag on endlessly. Sometimes parties are fun and I never want them to end. This one is annoying me so far. Rafe is drinking with his friends across the room. I took a few too many shots with Sarah and her friends. Rafe kept watching me take the shots and shaking his head. I don't even know why.
I start to wander around and see Rafe with drugs. I hate when he does that. Yes, they're not good for you, but they also make you into someone you're not. They turn Rafe into a monster and he's not one. He sees me staring at him and says, "I promise they're for someone else, not me." I reply, "I'm not your girlfriend, I don't care about you remember."
Rafe's POV... hours later
We say we're friends, but I'm catching you across the room It makes no sense 'cause we're fighting over what we do And there's no way that I'll end up being with you But friends don't look at friends that way Friends don't look at friends that way
I keep watching Y/N drink, dance and talk to people at the party. She's so drunk and silly. I wish she was my girlfriend and she was hanging out with me. My friends keep screwing my chances with her up. They say shit about me in front of her, interrupt us when we're alone, and just keep annoying me. They even interrupted our almost-kiss last week. UGH! I just want to hold Y/N tightly and have her be mine. God, she probably hates me instead of actually liking me. The venom in her voice when she told me she was not my girlfriend and didn't care about me hurt. I heard her say she cared about me when we first arrived at this party, so why the switch up? Girls confuse me so much.
Now I'm kinda dizzy Overthinking us, until I'm drunk And sick of this whole city Don't know where to start Don't know how to hold my heart And if we're really what we say we are, then why is this so hard?
I keep walking around the party, pushing off girls hitting on me, and hoping my friends are leaving my side. Kelce and Topper promised they could get rides back tonight with random girls. I just want to be left alone. I only need to make sure Sarah and Y/N get back safely. I can do that. That's why I've started drinking water. I pretend it's vodka if someone is nearby.
I find Y/N playing beer pong on a team with Sarah and her friends versus these guys I recognize from other parties. I lean against the wall and watch them. Y/N makes 3 shots in a row and Sarah keeps yelling "GIRL POWER" at the top of her lungs causing me to laugh. The guys on the other team seem like shit at beer pong or they're just distracted by the girls on the other side of them.
Y/N sees me, walks over, places her hands on my chest, and says, "Did you see me score 3 times in a row?" I smile and say, "Yes ma'am I did. It was impressive." She smiles and replies, "Thanks, I ..." Y/N is pulled off of me by Sarah who is saying, "Tell him you like him later, Y/N. We have a game to win and you need to score for us. You're the best one on our team." Tell me she likes me?! Does she? Or is Sarah lying? Sarah would lie to get under my skin. I know she would.
Sure enough, Y/N scores, and the girls win. Y/N and Sarah seem so happy to have beaten the other team. It's cracking me up.
Sarah pulls Y/N over to me and says, "Hey Rafe, could you drive us home? I'm tired." I nod and we leave the party. Y/N leans against my right side and I wrap my arm around her. Sarah holds onto Y/N's hand as we walk home.
We make it home and Sarah skips happily to her room. Y/N follows me to my room and immediately starts stripping to change. UH?!? I ask, "Y/N, did you not want to change in the bathroom?" Y/N answers, "No, I want to sleep. Did you know Sarah is not really going to sleep?" Y/N is so tipsy because of how quick she is changing topics. I ask, "What do you mean?" She answers, "She's sneaking out with Topper. Look out your window right now." I look out and see Sarah running off with Topper. DAMN, they both lied to me. WTF?! I ask, "How did you know that, Y/N?" She answers, "Because Sarah told me."
Y/N gets into my bed and I change as well. I get into bed and Y/N leans against my chest. I hold her against me and we fall asleep peacefully.
IN THE MORNING... still Rafe's POV
I wake up feeling Y/N against my chest and feeling honestly really good considering how much I drank last night. The water and Y/N being here definitely helped:)
Y/N yawns and pulls herself off of me. I exclaim, "Good morning Y/N." Y/N says, "Morning Rafe. My head is in pain." I reply, "I wonder who left the water and pain meds on the bedside table near you, hmmmmm." She slightly smiles and immediately takes the water. She says, "Thank you, Rafe. Genuinely you're the best." I love her so much. I wonder what would happen if I just said it." I reply, "I love you so much." Before Y/N replies, my door opens and it's Sarah who says, "Wow, god, you two are so hot together. Y/N, get up. I want to swim with you in the pool." Y/N lays on my chest again and replies, "But I just woke up." Sarah sighs and says, "Fine. Bring Rafe with you. Just please come swim with me." Sarah won't take no for an answer. I know this. I say, "Sarah, we'll be right there." Sarah replies, "Ok, just don't take too long. I know you both just want to make out, but please swim with me." MAKE OUT?!?!? Sarah then leaves the room.
Y/N puts her head on the pillow and says, "What would happen if I just stayed here and didn't move all day?" I lay right next to her and say, "I wouldn't mind one bit. We could watch movies, snuggle, and even take a nap." Y/N replies, "That sounds perfect. Sarah would kill us though." I reply, "Yeah, she would. You can lay on my chest on the lounge chair outside if you want to." She moves a hair out of my face and replies, "Thanks." I exclaim, "Hey look, before we get interrupted again, uh... hm this is hard to say... but would you like to go on a date with me?" She sits up and asks, "Are you being serious or are you just saying that because of Sarah's comment?" I sit up, cup her face in my hands, and exclaim, "This is the most serious I've been in awhile." She smiles and answers, "Yes, Rafe, I would love to go on a date with you." I smile back and kiss her on the cheek. She asks, "Why don't you kiss me on the lips? We haven't been interrupted yet." I lean and we kiss.
I hear my door open and I hear Sarah say, "Holy shit! You two are actually making out. I was kidding guys!... But also I ship you two together so much." I slightly pull away and say, "Sarah, please leave." I feel Y/N laugh against my lips and I go back to kissing her.
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18+ MINORS AND THOSE WITHOUT AGE IN BIO DNI
tags: @illiana-mystery
Warnings: swearing, menstruation, Roman is a bit of a dick, innuendos, mention of sex
I pressed my hips further against Roman’s side, trying to ease the pain in my gut with his body heat. His head was turned towards me, soft snores coming from him in the early morning light. I would have smiled at it if I wasn’t in so much pain. I tilted my head back a little, trying to bury my face in his jawline. He shifted a little and I nearly moaned in comfort as the pain lifted a bit. Roman’s hand flexed at my hip and I laid there with my eyes closed, hoping I’d be able to fall back asleep. Hooking my leg over his hip, Roman's legs moved so I could put my leg between his.
"What are you doing?" Roman asked sleepily. I winced and pressed my face against him more. "I'm sorry honey but I'm not in the mood right now. But maybe if you keep rutting against me like that..." He trailed off as I hissed in pain. "The fuck?"
"I feel like I'm being stabbed and you keep moving when I had everything all in place to help stop the pain and you want sex." I breathed out. Roman lifted his head to look at me, the light hitting his face making his eyes shine.
"Stabbed? Who stabbed you?" He asked, mind slowly catching up. The corner of his mouth quirked up. "I never heard you complain about it before." I rolled over onto my back and pressed my hands against my stomach with a groan. Roman's eyes followed the movement and a frown etched its way onto his face. "Honey I'm confused." His eyes trailed over me as I tried to curl in on myself. His hand hovered over me as worry wormed its way into his expression.
"I'm on my period you dumbass." I shot back, locking eyes with him and scowling. The way his expression fell would have been funnier if I wasn't so pissed at him. Not just for being stupid but for ruining the comfort I had felt. "So no I don't want sex and I'm starting to get pissed off with your face." Roman nodded, biting on his bottom lip.
"Yeah." He muttered, moving to get up. "I can see that one." He grabbed the sweatshirt he wore the night before from the floor but paused before putting it on. Turning towards me but not quite looking at me, he put it on his pillow. "In case you get cold." He whispered before going to grab a shirt from the dresser. I watched him, pain and anger rolling through me. Pulling it over his head, he left the room. My face relaxed some as I watched his retreating form. I squeezed my eyes shut to stem the tears I already felt. I blindly reached out and grabbed the sweatshirt and tugged it on. I rolled over and pressed my face into his pillow, trying to cant my hips into the bed at the same time to alleviate some pain. A sigh escaped me when the pain let up. Tugging the sleeves over my hands, I brought them up to my face and breathed in his scent. A tear escaped and rolled down onto Roman's pillow. I sniffed and tried to go back to sleep.
I was pulled out of my twilight by someone pulling a blanket over me. I turned my head and saw Roman focusing on the blanket in his hands. He paused when he realized I was watching him, eyes darting down to his sweatshirt before he finished tucking me in. Nodding once at me, he turned to leave.
"Hey." I called out. Roman paused in the doorway, leaning back against the frame. He started fidgeting and running his finger against the doorframe.
"Yeah?" He asked, focusing on the path his finger was taking.
"I'm sorry." I said. "I know it's no excuse but pain and hormones..." Roman cut me off with a shake of his head.
"No. I get it." he said with a shrug. "And I know I'm a bit much at times. You had every right to be pissed off."
"Doesn't give me the right to talk to you like that." I said, sitting up. I winced at the action and I saw Roman jerk, almost as if he was holding himself back. “and if we’re being honest…”
“have you taken something for the pain yet?” Roman cut me off, looking at me finally. I shook my head. His mouth twitched and he left the room, surprising me. I blinked at the spot he’d been standing in. Roman came back in, hesitantly approaching the bed. “Here.” I looked up at him before I realized he was holding his hand out with pain killers and water. I took them from him and took his hand. Roman hesitated before squeezing my hand. He sat down on the edge of the bed and stiffened when I leaned my head on his shoulder.
“you ok?” I asked, tilting my head to look at him. Roman nodded.
“yeah.” He said. He cleared his throat and wrapped his arm around me. “It’s just…this whole thing…it’s kind of gross you know?” I laughed and Roman pulled back to look at me. “What? Why are you laughing at me?”
“because you’re not wrong.” I said, reaching over and cupping his cheek. “It is gross and I hate every second of it. But it’s just something that happens every month as a natural bodily function.” Roman grimaced and shook his head.
“not what I meant.” He said. I shifted so I was kneeling on the bed in front of him. Roman leaned into my touch as I rubbed my thumb over his cheek. “I just mean isn’t there any other way to tell you hey you’re not pregnant? I mean why put you through this?” He waved a hand at me. “Hormones going nuts. Blood everywhere. Cramps that, I’ve heard, rival child birth. It sounds like the grossest thing ever.” I smiled at him as I shifted my weight. “Not to mention I feel like I can’t even touch you. Let alone make a joke.”
“Roman you can.” I whispered. “It’s just…” I sighed and looked away. Roman cupped my chin and made me look at him.
“I know.” He said softly. “I don’t have to understand it. Or like it. But I know.” I leaned forward and kissed him softly. “This whole thing kind of turns you into a monster. And while it’s hot as hell, I always feel like I have to watch myself so I’m not the one in the line of fire.” My face fell and I hung my head. “I know you don’t mean to and it’s largely my fault…” I kissed Roman again to shut him up. He raised an eyebrow at me when I pulled away.
“I don’t mean to.” I whispered, leaning my head against his. “Roman, I’m sorry. I’m so sorry you feel this way.” I slid my hands into his hair. “Roman I swear…I don’t mean to. I…” Roman kissed me. He continued to softly peck my lips as tears ran down my face. His thumbs wiped over the tracks and he pulled me into him fully. He leaned back against the headboard and held me as I cried.
“it’s alright.” He whispered into my hair. “I’ve got you. I know you don’t mean it.” Roman rubbed my back as he softly talked to me. “Shhh. You haven’t hurt me. Physically or emotionally. I know it’s not you. I love you.” I started to cry harder and Roman tensed. “Oh shit. What did I do?” He pulled back, pulling my head off his chest as he frantically wiped at the tears. “I didn’t mean it.” I grabbed his hands and shook my head.
“it’s not you.” I breathed out. “I mean it is but not the way you think.” I squeezed his hands. “Like we both said. Hormones.” Roman nodded, eyes wide as he continued to frantically look me over. “It’s just you…I don’t…” cupping his cheeks again, I leaned in and deeply kissed Roman. “I don’t know what I did to deserve you. I swear Roman…” Roman’s eyebrows shot up as I rubbed my thumbs over his cheeks. “Every time I think I couldn’t fall for you more, you do something like this to make me fall for you all over again.” Roman smiled at me, pulling me closer to him.
“oh. Well…” he muttered. I laughed as he tried to puff out his chest discreetly. “I guess I can do this more.” He shrugged and I smiled at him.
“Roman.” I groaned. “I say something sweet and you turn it into something else.” I let my head fall on his shoulder.
“you knew what you were getting yourself into when you agreed to go out with me.” Roman chuckled. I laughed as he pressed a kiss to my head, laying his head on my shoulder after. “You feeling better?” He whispered.
“yeah.” I said, turning my head and kissing his neck. “Thank you. And I really am sorry about this morning.”
“I’m the one who should be sorry.” Roman shot back. “It’s no excuse but you know how I am when I wake up. I’m horny as fuck and I have no idea what the fuck is going on.” I snorted and Roman smiled. “Give me a minute to wake up next time. I’ll catch on. Let you curl up against me all you want.” I nodded against him as he pulled back and cupped my cheeks.
“sounds good.” I said. Roman smiled at me again before kissing me softly.
“good.” He said as he laid back down and pulled me with him.
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retroellie · 2 years
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Requesting a imagine with Ellie and reader in a semi toxic relationship. They get into an intense argument that leads to rough make up sex with dirty talk :))
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Summary: After weeks of not talking to ellie, the frustration builds up and she finally ruins you.
A/N: Thank you for the ask (: this is the filthiest thing i have ever created and I'm so sorry lmao. I'm trying to get into the groove of writing again so I'm still rusty lol. Also, i had the first part written out months ago.
Warnings: NSFW, Dom!ellie, Slapping, toxic shit, use of sex toys, cunnilingus, slapping, spitting and choking.
Word count: 4.7K
It had been days, maybe weeks since you two had even had a full on conversation let alone felt each other. Ever since Tommy came bearing information about Abby, Ellie had been cold.... distant.  She would no longer cuddle up next to you in bed or pepper your face with kisses.
She was so cold but you followed her anyway. you followed her into the depths of hell, you always would no matter what. You traveled through the hot beaches of santa barbara for days, finding only beans and old chips to eat. At night you would shiver underneath your own jacket, back to back with ellie.
You were slowly reaching your limit, day by day you could feel yourself go more insane. You found yourself sometimes crying silently at night, missing the home you had built with ellie. You even found yourself hitting an infected person so violently and so much more than that was needed that elie had to stop you before you actually hurt yourself.
Ellie wasn't doing any better than you but she was building up her anger for Abby, ready to bash her skull in. She dreamed of what she was going to do and it honestly scared her, her hunger for revenge was actually affecting you at this point.
You both were so tired and so hurt in so many ways, mentally and physically. It was only a matter of time before one of you snapped, the anger and fear and fading love ready to snap. So it didn’t come as a surprise when Ellie snapped at you but it still hurt so bad.
“Ellie I’m sorry... It was an accident.” Your voice was no more than a whisper, embarrassment coursing through your body.
“You think sorry’s gonna get my gun back?!?” She yelled, voice becoming higher each time she talked.
You really didn’t mean to lose her gun, it was in your back pocket while Ellie made a way through the door of a house yall were going to stay at. It must have just slipped out, it really wasn’t that big of a deal but Ellie was under a lot of stress.
“You can have mine! I’m bad with pistols anyways.” You wanted to hug her or kiss her or even punch her stupid face for yelling at you, but you only stood there.
She rubbed her temples, frustration evident on her face. You were so close to snapping, it was literally on the tip of your tongue to tell her how much of a bitch she was being. You were trying to cut her some slack, she's hurt and scared and angry and horrified at the thought of coming face to face with abby.
You sat down on the decaying bed of the abandoned house you guys were at, it felt so lonely here even with ellie. You watched as she slowly paced back and forth, you could tell she was also holding back weeks of cruel words.
"I shouldn't have brought you," She spat. "We wouldn't have had to have this conversation if you weren't so damn messy."
The words hurt you terribly. It felt like the first time you had your heart broken but this time it was even worse, it was by ellie. Your eyes prickled with tears, you knew what she was going through but did she even care about how you felt?!?!
"Fuck you!" You screamed, you shot to your feet. "Do you think I wanna be here?! I'm only here so you don't get yourself  fucking killed."
Ellie stood there, anger in her eyes and hand wrapped around her knife so tightly. You knew she wasn't going to do anything to you, she loves you too much but for a split second you could see her slitting your throat right then and there. You let your tears run down your face, not bothering to hide how much she hurt you.
"I'd be better without you!" She screamed, honestly shocking you because Ellie has never raised her voice at you before. "You're the one who's actually going to get me killed! You're just holding me back!"
That sent you off the edge, you wanted her to slit your throat you begged for her to. Your tears streamed down your face, soaking your tiny tank top you had been wearing. You and Ellie just stood there, not sure what to do next.
You loved Ellie and she loved you but something about this trip damaged your relationship and you two were too tired to fix it. She saw the hurt in your eyes, it almost broke her heart to see it and know she was the one to do that to you.
"Fuck you ellie..." You sobbed out, new sets of tears streaking your face.
You quickly grabbed your backpack, holstering it on your shoulder. You were leaving, not sure where to go but you didn't want to be near her anymore. That was the first time in your entire 6 years of knowing Ellie where you didn't want to be near her, it hurt to be near her anymore.
"Where are you going?" She asked, no not asked, she demanded the answer.
"I'm leaving." You simply said, voice still shaking. "I'd rather get killed than spend another minute with you."
You do agree that was super harsh but you were angry, you just wanted out. You could feel her heart break but you wanted her to hurt like you did so you simply just tried to leave. You tried pushing past her but she was quick, she grabbed your arm.
"Ellie...Let me go." You said, venom in your voice.
"No." She said, staring down at you.
You gritted your teeth while her nails dug into your arm. You wouldn't be surprised if it left a bruise tomorrow. You struggled to get her hand off your arm, wanting nothing more than to leave.
"Ellie! let me go!!" You yelled, frustration evident in your voice.
She gripped on harder, not allowing you to leave. The thing you did next was something you would never do like ever. You whipped your hand around and striked it across her cheek. You felt your heart drop, your hand was actually stinging.
She bunched over, holding onto her cheek. That was way too far, you shouldn't have done it but you just wanted to leave. You reached over to her, hand on her back as she hunched over at the hiss of pain she was feeling.
"Ellie....i am so sorry." You whispered.
Everything went so fast and your emotions got the best of you. your tears had stopped, pure shock making you forget about the fight. You never wanted to hurt her like ever. She stood up straight, slowly revealing her cheek to you. It was red and her eyes stinged with tears. You brought your hand up to your mouth, shocked at the thing you did.
"I am so sorry, I didn't mean to." You softly said, hand still covering your mouth. "I just was an..."
You didn't get to finish your sentence before Ellie grabbed you and mushed her lips to yours. You could swear you could go into shock, you slapping her and now her kissing you was so much. It took you a minute to realize what was going on but once it finally settled you pulled her closer.
Your mouths moved sloppily, teeth clashing and hearts beating a mile a minute. You hated her... but you loved her so fucking much. She grabbed onto your backpack straps and slid it off your body before grabbing your hips roughly. You wrapped your arms around her neck bringing her unbelievably close to her.
She moved her tongue into your mouth, exploring your mouth like it was the first time. You yanked at her hair softly, legs wobbly from all the emotions you had felt in the course of 10 minutes.
Ellie's hand traveled up your waist, moving your shirt as she did so. her cold hands making you shiver and goosebumps form on your skin. You let go over her for a minute so that she could fully take off your shirt, hands in the air so she could do so.
She pulled your shirt off, eyes going straight to your boobs. The sports bra looked so pretty against your skin, she had plans to literally ruin you. She bent down to give them each a slight kiss then bringing a hand up to grope one as she let her kisses linger.
Her kisses made their way up to your neck, searching for a sweet spot and when she found it she bit and sucked at it. You whipped, hands grabbing onto her shoulders. Then she completely stopped.
"Get on your knees." She spoke, venom still coated her words but this time it was mixed with passion.
You did exactly what she said, not wanting to upset her more but also knowing the punishment in store for you. The skin of your knees poked through the rips of your jeans, pieces of wood and broken glass cutting them.
Ellie looked down at you, her cheek was red and blood dripped from her lip. You could taste blood in your mouth, it only added to the excitement. Ellie lowered her hand to her jeans, unbuttoning them and then zipping them down.
You reached up to help her pull her pants down but she smacked your hands away, stopping in her tracks to scold down at you. Your stomach dropped, cheeks burning in embarrassment. She didn't stop at just scolding you, no she had to hurt you like you did her. She grabbed a fist full of your hair, pulling it so unbelievably tight it burned your scalp.
"Don't fucking touch me you stupid slut." Her voice boomed through the room. "You don't get to touch me, so just be the good little slut you are and do the only thing you're good at and eat my pussy. Okay?"
You nodded, loving the way she still asked for consent even when she is being mean (consent is key). That answer wasn't good enough for Ellie though, she wanted to hurt you, ruin you until you were sore for days.
"I didn't hear you, you fucking dumb slut." She yelled, what she did next was new to you.
She gripped onto your hair tighter, slappin you right in the right cheek. The pain rushing straight to your core, you weren't completely opposed to the slap... it was exciting to say the least.
"Yes.... Yes mommy." You said after realizing what had happened.
Ellie smirked, letting go of your hair. Your scalp throbed, you knew how rough ellie could be but this was new. You watched as she pulled her pants all the way down, stepping out of them. You were face to face with her soaking cunt. Your mouth watered, wanting nothing more than to dive into her. You resisted to reach up to touch her, nails digging into your own thighs.
She looked down at you, licking down blood off her lip. She gripped your hair once more, the same force being applied as before. You looked up at her with big doe eyes, almost looking like a lost puppy. If Ellie could scratch that look right off your face she would.
"Open your mouth." She demanded.
You did, opening your mouth and sticking your tongue out just for her. Ellie bent over, pursing her lips together to allow a string of spit to fall into your mouth. You took it all, not wanting to disappoint her like you already have. You swallowed it, allowing it to slide down your throat.
A whole new layer of wetness glaze over ellies cunt, that was the hottest thing she has ever seen you do. You swallowed her spit and took it like it was water. She loved you like this, she loved how you worshiped her every move like this and trusted her enough for her to be able to do the nastiest shit to you.
She lowered her fingers to her heat, watching your eyes follow her movements. She started running her fingers through her slit, lightly rubbing her clit.
"Pull your tits out for me..." She spoke, fingers working her clit.
You reached up to pull your boobs out of your sports bra, Ellie moaned softly at your actions. You pulled your arms out of the straps of the bra, allowing the bra to rest on your stomach. Her eyes devoured over your tits, almost like there was no person behind them, just a pair of tits she could use for her pleasure.
She watched as you squeezed your boobs together slightly, chest heaving up and down, sweat dripping down them. Her hand sped up on her clit, making small tight circles on it. She could already feel the coil in her stomach form. She knew she wouldn't last much longer, she's not usually this quick to cum but right now the frustration was getting to her.
She moved the hand that was working her clit away from her core to shove your face between her thighs instead. The sudden movement caught you off guard but it didn't take you long to work your tongue on her clit. You first stuck out your tongue to lick up her slit, collecting her juices on your tongue. Than you started tongue fucking her, sticking out your tongue as far as you can so she could grind her cunt on your face.
She put her free hand on your shoulder so she could balance herself better, one hand still tightly gripping on your hair. She grinded against your face, nose hitting her clit so perfectly. This went on for a couple more seconds, her towering over you and you between her thighs being used as a fuck toy for her. Her moans started to get higher, turning into more of a scream, her cunt clenched over your tongue.
You knew that coil in her stomach was about to burst, you could see it on her face. You stared up at her, watching her come undone on your tongue, feeling her too. She did one last hard thrust before her legs shook and her juices leaked into your mouth. You didn't stop there, tongue fucking her through her orgasm.  She shook violently, trying to keep herself balanced while going through a mind blowing, much needed, orgasm.
Her grip on your hair eased up a bit but not by much. She opened her eyes, face bright red, body covered in goosebumps. She removed your face from between her thighs, watching strings of her cum stretch out and connect to your mouth. Your face was covered with her, it even leaked down your neck onto your tits.
This sight of you caused a whole new layer of sleek to cover her cunt, wanting nothing more than to see your doe face and puppy dog eyes ruined.
"Get up...." She demanded, voice raspy.
You did as you were told, trying to get  up with your shaky legs. You stood in front of her, arousal seeking through your pants, bra pulled down to your stomach, tits soaked with sweat and slick, hair knotted from where she was pulling on it. She smirked evilly, she had nasty plans for you.
"Take your clothes off, all of them." She spoke, eyes boring into you.
You did as you were told once again, stripping yourself of your pants and bra. Ellie made her way to your backpack that was on the floor, pulling out 3 items, a vibe, a strap on and your own knife. Even if you were so angry with her you obviously brought the toys for times like this. The knife made you a bit nervous, you had no idea what she was planning for you.
She came back to you, all three items in her hand. She was taken back by your form for a minute, even through the frustration she still had to admire you. You were fucking hot and she knew it, she would tell you all the time.
"You're gonna do what mommy says, aren't you?" She said moving closer to you.
She placed the knife on the side of your neck, allowing it to slowly drag along your skin. You winced at the sudden pain, the cold metal making you shiver. You could feel drops of thick blood making their way out of the cut she had created. She smirked at your reaction, moving her head to the wounded area. She dragged her tongue across it, collecting the blood on her tongue.
"You're also going to tell mommy if it gets to be too much or if you want her to stop, aren't you?" She reassured, even through this wicked play she had going on Ellie Williams still poked through.
"Yes mommy... I'll be a good girl for you." You spoke.
Ellie dragged her tongue all the way up to your mouth, collecting blood, sweat and slick on her tongue. She shoved her tongue deep into your mouth, allowing you to taste it all. It was a rush for you, it was your heroin. She wrapped a hand around the back of your neck, pulling you closer to her. You were getting lightheaded, her lips so soft and smooth it made you dizzy. Until she stopped completely.
"Lay down on your back on the bed for me then..." She spoke.
You almost jumped to do exactly that, excited for the pain and pleasure she had in store for you. You laid back on the bed, legs dangling over the edge. Ellie stepped back for a minute, just to place the strap on her hips and then she was right above you again.
She looked down at your dripping cunt, spreading your legs wider to get a better look at it. You watched her eyes, feeling a bit embarrassed by how you were already soaked just by looking at her and tasting her.
"Such a dirty little slut huh? making a mess already." She tisked, dipping one of her hands to your cunt and feeling your wetness. "Don't worry mommys going to give you everything your little cunt desires and more. and you're gonna take it won't you?"
The words went straight to your cunt, coating your juices on her fingers. She played with your clit, leaving feather-like touches on it. even the slightest touch made your hips back into her fingers. she chuckled slowly, stopping her movements when she noticed how much you were actually enjoying it. You sighed at the lack of her touches.
She grabbed the vibe that was sittin next to you, before placing it on your bare exposed clit. She spread your legs even more, watching as your lips opened to expose all of you to her. The plastic on your cunt sent shivers down your body.
"Hold your legs open for mommy or i'm going to stop and the dirty little slut won't get anything." Her voice was coated with venom still but you felt oddly confronted by it.
"Yes mommy.... I'll sit still." You replied, voice already shaking.
She smiled down at you, she moved the strap to line up with your cunt. The cold head of the strap made your cunt clench slightly, that was until the small shock of the vibe turning on jerked our body back slightly. You let out a surprised yelp out, not expecting the shock. The pace was slow but didn't last very long since Ellie turned it up.
The vibrating on your bare clit hurt but in a way that sent pleasure shocks through your body. It felt nice in the worst way possible. Ellie teased you with the strap, only allowing the head to thrust in and out of you. You bit down on your lip to suppress the moans coming from you, you were embarrassed, exposed and so turned on. It all sent shocks down your body. You felt a particular hard slap across your face, opening your eyes to see it was Ellie slapping you once more.
"Don't try to hide those filthy moans, fucking whore." she almost spit out. .
It hurt, the slap hurt and the words hurt too but you oddly loved it. You went to speak but were met with the vibe being turned up to the highest it could go. You let the moans seep through your mouth, not wanting to get hit again. You grabbed onto the sheets, twisting them up into your fist.
You had been waiting to be ruined like this all week, wanting nothing more than to be overstimulated and broken down. You just wanted Ellie to be near you, even if that means you have to get punished to do so. Ellie pushed the strap into you further, now the middle of the shaft was far inside you.
You let out a high pitched yelp, it hit your g-spot head on. Ellies body heated up just watching you, her hand gripping your thigh, pushing it down onto the bed. She was in such a daze of anger and arousal, it was an adrenaline rush. She continued the speed she was on right now and honestly embarrassing enough, you were on the edge of cumming just then.
The fast vibrations on your bare clit and the strap being slightly thrusted in and out of you, it was all too much at the same time. Any sudden movement or change would have you cumming within seconds. Ellie noticed how close you were and how in a split second she could have you cumming, so she moved her hips in a sudden jerk so the entire strap was deep inside you.
This caused a huge and sudden orgasm to rip through your body. You came and came hard with a loud scream. Ellie watched as you did so, her face blushing so hard as she watched your cunt go crazy on the strap and your chest heave up and down violently. Your vision went black for a moment and your legs attempted to close but Ellie had been holding them down.
"Has the stupid slut had enough?" She asked, pulling you back to reality.
You couldn't speak, your voice taken by the scream escaping you. You were honestly scared a herd would be able to hear you. That added onto the arousal through, the act of getting not only caught but your throat being ripped out by one of the infected. Kinda hot... kinda scary?? The strap was still nestled deep inside you and the vibe still on your sore bare clit.
"Well...you're gonna take what mommy gives you." She whispered, moving her hand up to your throat.
She gripped on to your throat with more force than usual, she used this leverage to shove the strap deep inside you only to take it out and shove it all the back in. This made your eyes go cross eyes, it hurt the spot in your that made you squeal so perfectly.
Ellie kept it at a steady pace at first, being a little nice to you since she was abusing your cunt more than usual. She kept it nice and fast just for you, the vibe rubbing against your clit. Your body felt like it was on fire, the overstimulation was completely draining you.
She held you as still as she could so she could continue to hit that spot deep inside you. Ellies hips burned just as your body did, doing this after not only an orgasm but also a 2 week walking journey. It was exhausting but much needed, you can only take your anger out on the infected for so long.
"You're such a filthy whore you know that?" She breathed out thrusting her hips faster. "A dirty little whore who doesn't know her place in the world."
Your cunt clenched around the strap, another coil in your stomach forming. Her hand around your neck continued to tighten with every movement of her hips. Your legs were shaking violently, back arching into her.
"You go on this trip with me, wanting to help me but instead fucking everything up!" She spat, anger coating her words.
You were starting to tear up, the mix of hurtful words and your cunt being abused making it so sensitive it hurt. You wanted to cum again though, you needed her to fuck you until you couldn't walk straight.
"The only thing you will ever be good for is this sweet little cunt." She said with a harsh thrust.
That pushed you off the edge, causing you to cum with a cry. You shook, almost unable to control your movements. it felt so good to just let go but it was the scariest thing ever. You felt your soul leave your body for a split second. She just chuckled, keeping the same pace and same position. Not slowing down for a second.
You thought she would stop, fucking you through your orgasm and than allowing you to cool down until you went again. Ellie had other plans, she wanted to completely drain you. She kept going, shoving the strap so deep down you. Her thrust had a rhythm, 4 fast, hard thrust followed by a deep hard thrust.
This had you seeing stars, your clit was so overstimulated and your cunt was sore. Yet you still craved to cum once more, you wanted her deep inside you. She bent down to kiss your boobs, suckling on one of them. It was too much, an orgasm was already bubbling down in your core once more.
The hand on your neck tightened, thrust became more messy as she became more interested in your tits, the vibe rubbing against our overstimulated clit. it had you breathless, not able to control your body anymore. Your tos were permanently curled and your back was aching from how hard you had arched it.
"Just one more time baby." She coaxed you, the first nice thing she had ever said tonight. " Cum one more time on my cock."
Her words made that familiar coil in your stomach snap but this time it was a bit different. This time your pussy clenched down hard and your body completely tensed. You threw your hands up to grab onto Ellie despite her saying she didn't want you too, you had too. You dug your nails into her before letting out the loudest scream of the night.
You came all over the strap and Ellie, squirting out onto both of them. Ellie continued her pace, allowing the vibe to slow down but keep it there. She fucked you through the orgasm, waiting for your body to become limp. Your vision went black once more, hearing going out for a split second and body going completely limp.
Ellie pulled out of your and turned off the vibe. She stared down at you for a split second, seeing how angelic you looked. Even after not showering for days and only eating old beans, you still looked beautiful. She wanted to ruin you, to hurt you but even after all of it she still wanted to make sure you knew you were safe with her.
"Come back to me honey." She whispered.
You hummed softly, turning your head to her voice. She saw the dry blood on the mark she made and her hand print on your throat. She felt bad yes but she also felt so powerful, so fucking good that she brought you pleasure mixed with pain. She laid her head on your shoulder, waiting for your daze to lift up.
She thought about your fight you guys had, she shouldn't have pushed you away. You were just trying to help and she didn't even appreciate that. Maybe she was too caught up on Abby and Joel, but can you blame her? But can she blame you for hitting her? I guess you were both in the wrong.
"Are you still mad at me?" You asked, still out of it but coming back.
"I was never mad at you honey..." She replied.
She snuggled up to you, tossing her jacket over the both of you. She played with your hair, hearing as your breath went back to normal.
"I shouldn't have yelled at you, it's just been so hard..." She said, tears filling her eyes slightly.
"I know my love... but you have to talk to me." You replied, finally opening your eyes.
Honestly you felt like the whole world was spinning right now, you didn't like it but you were here with her and that's all that matters. You guys were going to be just fine, life will go on.
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xsarcasticwriterx · 2 years
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Wonderwall- part 9
TSummary: bucky learns of what truly happened the night of Tony's party.
Warning: Angst to all fuck, mild fluff at some parts but pretty much angst
Pairings: Stucky x reader, Tony x reader
Notes: heeeey im back againnn
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The world felt as if all time stopped. As if all oxygen had been removed from the plane of existence. You were so far gone you couldn't even process the yelling around you. "y/n!" you finally snapped at the yelling of your name. Bucky stared daggers at you. "what happened when you talked to tony at the party?!" he yelled. you opened your mouth which felt as if someone stuffed cotton in your mouth. "I demanded he tell me why he wouldn't talk to me. He said you'd kill him-" you were cut off. "damn right i am" and bucky launched towards tony, steve being the hero he is jumped straight into action pulling bucky back. "buck! buck! calm down" he said trying to keep bucky back. "you told her not to tell me?!" he yelled at tony. tony shook his head "no i simply said you'd kill me but after that i told her and left i never said she couldn't tell you" tony defended. you shot daggers at tony "I was trying to save you from this!" you yelled at him. "This is only happening because you kept it from me!" bucky snapped at you.
"You said you didn't love her!" bucky yelled at tony "I didn't at the time! At least not that i had addressed i don't know maybe i did, fuck bucky i'm having a child with her!" well shit tony that isn't going to help. "no really?! I thought that my girl had my baby not the asshole who seems to backstab me at any chance!" bucky yelled trying to escape Steve's arms again. "says the one who murdered my fucking parents!" tony yelled back. with that...silence. bucky had stilled until he suddenly shoved steve back causing steve to fall. bucky ran shoving tony to the floor getting a few hits before anyone could process what happened and go to grab him. steve finally pulled him away. shoving him towards steves room blocking him from getting back to tony. "Bucky barnes be a father? he can't even have a conversation without going all winter soldier" tony spat as bucky walked away. everyone looked at tony but you looked at bucky who seemed more hurt than angered. he turned walking with steve more willingly. you turned and slapped tony so hard he fell back to the ground. "yknow what tony. I thought you were better than using someone's past against them. fucking asshole!" you yelled and
started walking to steve's room. before you could you felt a hand on your shoulder. turning you saw vision. "vis not now please" you looked at him. "just....love and jealousy do crazy things. Anger usually comes from hurt remember bucky isn't the only one hurt by this event" he said looking at your stomach talking more about the pregnancy rather than this fight. you nodded "thanks vis" you gave him a small smile before continuing to steve's room. knocking you heard a few sniffles released before the door cracked slightly. steve sighed. "y/n..i don't know if you should be here right now." he said. "steve let me talk to him" you begged. steve looked behind him and then turned back to you with an apologetic look "im sorry, love" he said softly. you nodded "i love you bucky" you said at the floor. "I love you steve" you said at him. he gave a small smile "i love you too y/n and he loves you too just...give him space" he said before closing the door.
you felt tears fall from your face. you headed back to your room before hearing another door open. turning you saw tony who looked like he'd been to hell and back with blood dripping from his nose and cuts on his face along with bruises. "y/n-" he spoke. you shook your head "not yet tony" you started to walk off. you heard an angered breath "y'know this is why i didn't want to fucking tell you!" tony yelled at you. you stopped turning back to him "no this is why you dont be fucking selfish and let your feelings ruin everything" you yelled. "selfish?! selfish?! fuck you for trying to not ruin your life and instead staying away reminder you came into my room last night i was doing fine staying away!" he yelled. "how can you claim to be able to be a father and be around for this pregnancy and for me if you cant handle a fucking team meeting with us?!" you yelled.
"....why were you in his room" bucky asked softly. looking up you saw a disheveled bucky. fuck cant he make noise when he walks?! you make a mental note to make every door squeak so you know when to shut up. "buck-" you started before bucky turned back into the room as steve had started to exit. he looked up at you with a sympathetic look. you closed your eyes taking a breath. looking at tony you simply felt all that anger rush back into you. you stormed off into your room. you flopped on your bed screaming into your pillow.
tears flooded the pillow. you rolled over letting your sobs out. that went as horribly as it could and you in turn lost everyone. well maybe not steve but who knows really. you wanted to scream again and again until your voice was gone. you fell back on your bed staring up at your bed. you knew a place you could escape to. you stood up walking out your room. "where are you going?" you heard steve asked. you couldn't face him. "top of a hill where i can scream" you said honestly. "can i come?" he asked. you finally round to face him. he looked as bad as you. "bucky?" you asked. "fell asleep few minutes ago"
you nodded "and us?" you were afraid of the answer. "y/n i knew tony loved you long before he even knew. the second word was out you were pregnant i knew that he couldn't stop himself from falling hell he probably started falling after you two...y'know" he said looking at the floor. "point is, I would never leave you because of how he feels and while i have questions i know you'd never cheat...well...y'know what i mean." he said awkwardly. you nodded. "steve" you said softly. he looked up at you. "thank you." you said walking to him and hugging him. he gave a light laugh "no need to thank me, love. Now let's get out of here" he said squeezing you before letting you go. You two got into the car music softly playing in the back as steve drove. Yall remained in silence with so many questions and words left unsaid. You could feel the tension, so thick you could cut it with a knife, and yet you did nothing but remain silent on the ride except to direct steve on where to go. Soon you saw the thick forest full of trees of various kinds. as steve drove up the hill you saw the field of flowers approaching. steve parked the car and looked over at you. you looked at steve and sighed opening your mouth ready to speak steve cut you off. "we'll talk later" he said getting out of the car. you nodded and exited the car. you walked to the edge of the hill, looking out at the long field of flowers flowing down the slope. you inhaled deeply thinking of the last few months of your life, hell the last few hours of your life. you thought of how you almost died how you were stranded out in space accepting you'd never see any of your friends again and now you were here, pregnant with tony's kids and bucky angry at you and not even talking to tony and steve has so many questions that you can feel him pondering what exactly your keeping from him and bucky. you feel anger souring through you.
How could you have almost died and yet somehow everyone still blames you for something you thought would never occur blames you as if you even thought you would live to see them again, blames you asking you what you were thinking when the truth was you weren't thinking because you thought you were as good as dead. why is this the way things went. you felt your lungs fill with air and your fist curl up. you scream louder than you ever have. you feel energy sour through you feeling the air shift and hearing the trees behind you creaking. "uhm y/n?" you hear steve. you feel tears stream down your face and your throat tighten. you gasp for air as you fall to your knees. you hear steve running to you. "y/n" he says putting a hand on your shoulder as he kneels next to you. you look up at him and see the concern on his face. you look around seeing branches have fallen from the trees and flowers have broken. you hear car sirens going off. "i'm sorry" you whisper. steve wipes your tears "its ok" he says holding you. "It's all ok" he says stroking your cheek of your still falling tears. "I never meant for any of this" you choke out. "I know, I know, everyone just needs time" steve's voice remains soft and gentle. silence soon falls and again you can feel steve's brain spiraling. "ask me" you whisper. "hm?" steve hums. "ask me whatever it is just ask" you say pulling out of Steve's grip. "No-" you cut steve off "ask. ask and get it done with" you say.
"Why didn't you tell me?" He asked softly. "I didn't want you to have to lie to bucky" you say stroking Steve's cheek. "but I could've helped you tell bucky" he said. "I know, but i need to handle this myself at some point and i thought i could know until..." you trail off. steve nods "give bucky time he will come around and tony....that's up to you" he shrugs. your not sure where you stand with tony but what you do know is you will never deprive your kid of a father and if tony and can still be that than who are you to stop it not matter what your personal feelings to him may be. you sigh and look at steve "thank you" you say. steve smiles "no need to thank me" he says kissing your forehead. "how'd you find this place?" he ask. "When the memories got bad and fury was pushing too much id go on a walk, one day i found this place it was peaceful and once i had broken down here and realized no one could hear me and my powers could spiral here and break things without hurting anyone it just became my area for a good bit." you said finally being able to think properly.
steve hummed and held you simply sitting in what was now a peaceful silence. soon time got to you two and you knew you must go. "come on,love" steve said slowly standing. you sighed following after. the car ride steve held your hand and the silence was no longer filled with unanswered questions and betrayel. you sat in the car outside the avengers building feeling anxiety fill you. steve could feel your grip on his hand tighten. "love?" he asked rubbing yout hand. "They all hate me" you whispered. "no they dont bucky is upset and tony is well tony but everyone knows you and knows you would never purposely hurt anyone and that bucky is simply feeling betrayed." steve said softly. you nodded. you released steves hand exiting the car. you walked into the building a silent empty house as everyone was hiding away from any argument that may arise. sighing you walked to steves room.
peaking in you saw bucky still asleep curled into steves pillow. you walked closer seeing his hair a mess and his body seemed so tired. you brushed his hair out of his face sitting by him on the bed. you heard footsteps looking up to see steve. he gave you a soft smile before walking off. you felt tears fall again. you felt horrible for what you did to the man you love. He has been through hell and back and been alive for far longer than he probably even wishes and now you've only hurt him more. You have tried to help him process his past and yet you've caused him so much pain in these past few months you haven't even stopped to think how he may feel about having to raise someone else's son, only concerned if tony would raise his own kid as if you didn't two of the best men in the world right in front of you handing themselves to you. you pushed his hair out of his face. you sae bucky start to stir and stood up. sighing, you nodded and left the room. You walked to your room and laid on your bed feeling your tears stream down your face. You needed to fix this. Need to fix your relationships with those in your life. Need to fix all of it. That's what you would do.
Taglist (yea my bad y'all waited months again)
@solielsfanfics @vicmc624 @mylifeispainandiloveit @frostay @cjand10
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phoenix-manga · 2 years
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lol since snom evolves with friendship at night, imagine if vil has a late night interview on tv and he brings snom, the interviewer host person kinda picks on snom vil being unhappy calls them out, and snom feeling how much vil loves her evolves into frosmoth on live tv
I wanted to make a one shot out of this hehehe read below...
Vil has had his fair share of interviews, he is well aware of the nature of some TV hosts. Some are amusing and pleasant while there are those who... want to point out and make fun of concepts they think don't make sense.
This one host was getting on his nerves, he was scheduled to bring his precious Snom (He named it Nieva) to the show for some inquiries.
Now you would think that the host would know how much he loves the little bug. So do his fans, but it seems that the host has some... opinions about his choice of picking Snom.
"Pray tell, what led you to pick this gelatin pincushion as a familiar, Mr. Schoenheit? Frankly, we thought you'd get something that's more on par with your handsome face! Did the school run out of good ones or what?"
The bastard grinned as if he told a joke, even if he did Vil didn't find it very amusing. Snom just innocently wriggles on his lap, occasionally nibbling on his knuckles a bit which felt cold but nice.
It was if she was trying to calm him down, maybe she was. Nieva was such a sweetheart. If only that host could see it too.
"Actually, I think my sweet little Nieva is beautiful in her own way. If you take a look at the magicam, you'd find that there are a lot of people who think she's pretty."
He holds Snom close to his chest as the little bug's beady eyes stare at the camera. The audience collectively "awws" at the sight.
He was hoping this would get the host to back off picking on Nieva. But apparently not, for this host is a stubborn, rotten potato.
"It's... something... I just don't think that the school did the appropriate necessities to give students something worthy of their image, yah know? I mean if it were me I'd rather have anything but a weak, little worm-"
Vil glares at the host while maintaining his signature smile, causing the man to freeze up and cut off his sentence.
He's not going to tolerate any disrespect to his familiar.
"With all due respect, it matters not what you think would suit my image. I myself am proud to show off my familiar and I wouldn't trade her for anything else... its as if you're implying that I'm some type of person who just adopts an animal for the sake of aesthetic and if they no longer suit me, I throw them away? Am I really such a villain to you?"
The host stammers and realized that if he doesn't answer correctly, what he said previously could be clipped and become headlines to ruin his career.
"A-Ah I apologize, slip of the tongue! I never meant that at all, Mr. Schoenheit!"
Vil smirked as he pressed his cheek against Nieva's cold body.
"It matters not to me if they see Nieva as weak or small. She gives me such joy and that's the sentiment that all pet lovers share no?"
People agree with his statement and began murmuring amongst themselves how they can relate to that.
Just then, the Snom started to glow that everyone had to shield their eye, including Vil and the host.
Vil panicked and thought that his Snom was going to attack the host but then he remembered what Phoebe said when he got his Pokemon partner for the first time.
"Did you know that Snom evolves through friendship? If she can feel how much you care about her then she will become inspired enough to evolve for you!"
"(Could this be it?)"
that thought rang in his head as the light fades and in place of the Snom is a large white moth.
With dazzling eyes and such soft fur that almost looks like a winter coat. But most importantly, the translucent wings twinkle like freshly fallen snow.
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This was Nieva?
The crowd can't help but gasp in awe when they saw such a beautiful moth.
"W-what just happened?!" The host was shocked at what transpired.
"The one in charge of giving me my familiar mentioned that Snoms can change forms permanently if it knows you love it enough... I didn't expect my feelings towards Nieva would touch her heart so..."
The host was too stunned to reply, so he was ushered backstage and the co-host had to take over. Thankfully they were much nicer than that potato who looked down on Nieva.
The interview was a success and Vil has gotten more followers after that clip of evolution when live.
He smirks at his ever-growing follower count as he strokes his Nieva, now a Frosmoth, as she curled up on his lap.
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floandroid · 3 years
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Sorry for going on Anon. My request is Devil May Cry related. How will Vergil, Dante and V react to their G/N SO being their first? Nsfw is welcome ~ahem~
Sure thing! Vergil's got a lil long tho lol mb
Also writing v makes me feel like i was possessed by a sex repressed victorian era woman :D
CW : Loss of Virginity, 18+ themes. Erotic poetry. No explicit sex tho
More under the cut :)
Vergil
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Ever the gentleman he was, he took you out for a night in town that ended up with the two of you taking the long road home to your apartment. You had initially invited him over to have some drinks and then the rest of the night was spent talking, kissing and holding each other on your living room couch
Time flies so fast when you're happy and in-love, the clock's hands were at 2 am and you knew you were biting off more than you could chew when you asked him to stay the night
"It's dangerous to go home at this hour, you know"
You know he's half devil. You know he's a powerful being who can hold his own but he humors you. Amused by your concern, he agrees to stay and sleepover.
Now that the two of you were in the same bed, you couldn't keep your hands away from each other, pawing each other's clothes off. Then, Vergil pauses. He excuses himself to go clean himself up in your bathroom. Alas, your eyes were getting heavy. You told yourself, perhaps a quick nap and then you guys can do the deed (then maybe tell him you were a virgin)
He comes back to your bedroom, clean and fresh and you were already fast asleep. Vergil wasn't disappointed, in fact he fell even more deeply in love with you. He slides into bed with you, lifting the covers and tucking the both of you in. With a chaste peck on your forehead, he wraps his arms around you and closes his eyes, your soft breaths lulling him to sleep.
Sunlight leaked into your dark bedroom as you woke up. Your eyes slowly fluttering open. A heavy arm was wrapped around your waist making your heart skip a beat. You feel Vergil's hot breath against your neck, leaving tiny goosebumps on you. He groans and you feel a shot of arousal down in your body. You swiftly closed your eyes again, thinking that it was just some dream but his voice rumbles out of him.
"I know you're awake"
His thumb is now tracing small circles on your stomach. Vergil sits up a little, pressing kisses on your neck. In between the kisses on your neck, you let out a little moan that has him smirking.
"V-vergil-" he takes your chin between his fingers and gives you a passionate kiss. He was hard when he presses his crotch against your back and your body was feeling hot.
"If you are worried about morning breath, I do not care." he pulls away before kissing you again. His tongue making an entrance into your mouth. You stifled another moan. You gently push him away, he gives you a worried look
"Aside from that well-" you hope he isn't too turned off by it "I-I guess, if we are going to continue this. It's my first time"
You couldn't read his face at first, scared that he might laugh at you or worse : take advantage of it.
"My beloved," he cups your face with his warm hand "Thank you for telling me this" he kissed the corner of your lips.
"We don't have to continue if you don't want to" his thumb is brushing ever so gently against your reddening cheeks then against your lips. You stare at him, mind screaming that how the fuck did you ever find such a considerate and loving man. Taking a deep breath, you lunged at him with a hug. You tucked your head into his shoulders, taking in his scent.
Then, using your strength, you were straddling him. A courageous little thing you were, you slid down brushing against his bulging sex. A brief sensation of pleasure sends a shiver down your spine.
You hear his breath hitch
"I want it. I want to do it with you"
Facing Vergil, you smiled at him, brushing the lose strands of hair away from his face. God, he was so handsome with his hair ruined like that.
His large hands cup around your ass, toying with your underwear. He gives you a loving smile.
"I promise you nothing but pleasure"
True to his words, you were the main focus of this event.
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DANTE
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It was only the two of you left in the Devil May Cry office. You had to finish up some weapon maintenance. Dante joined in, polishing his guns. Few hours in, the two of you were singing songs and sharing a bottle of whisky.
"Did I ever tell you how pretty you were?" he says genuinely. His body was leaning over, his elbow resting on his knee with his head perched on his hand.
"That's the alcohol talking, Dante" you replied. You kept polishing the same spot over and over again, for the past 30 seconds. Yet, you felt the warm flush wash over you.
"I'm serious babe" his chair moved closer. Now only a single finger away from you. You lifted your head to gaze at him, his face was a slight tinge of red and you flicked his nose. He lets out an surprised sound as you laughed.
"That's it!" with a fake angry face, he stands up. He didn't take it too kindly and hauled you over his shoulders, making you laugh harder.
"Put me down!" you smacked his ass. His hands were now your sides, fingers tickling the exposed skin. You were thrashing around on his shoulder, trying to force him to set you down on the floor. But in his hold, you were just an angry kitten to him
"You want me to put you down? I'll put you down" he teases. With a final smack on your behind, he plops you down onto the couch. As the laughter died down, you stare up at him, crossing your arms. Your gaze was sultry, leg raised and foot on his crotch.
You see his throat shift. His grey eyes gazing at you with with the same fire you had.
"So..." he begins. He grabs your ankles, pushing it against your body. Your knees a against your chest. He promptly lets go of it, body leaning above you and using the couch's frame, effectively trapping you in his arms. Being this close to him, you can smell his manly musk.
Dropping your eyes down to his nether regions, you can see a slight tent in his black pants. Your hand cups it, before tracing a small heart against the strained fabric.
Butterflies were fluttering in your stomach. He grasps your hand before you could continue further
"You sure you want this?" you raise a brow at him.
"Course I do" you stand up, now almost at his level. Your body pressing against his "You're a handsome man, Dante"
"Uh," he clears his throat "Even...even if I've never done it before...?" his voice becomes small.
"Oh"
You blinked. You could hear his staggered breathing, obviously he was worried that you might...well laugh at him or something else. Instead though, you kissed his lips and then his neck
"That's fine," you rested your head on his wide chest. Closing your eyes to listen to his heart beating "It'll be my first time too"
His eyes widened. His hands rested on your waist. You feel a gush of air on your head and it was him finally letting the worry out of his body.
"We could always practice with each other" he whispers in your ear before nibbling the tip
"We could practice right now, if you want" you breath against his lips and now his hands were on your ass, squeezing them.
The couch needed thorough cleaning the next day.
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V
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Sharing afternoon tea with him was always the best. He was a proper gentleman, always pouring you a cup, getting coffee cakes by the nearby bakery and reading you poetry.
One day, he reads you a open that had you shift in your seat. Legs pressed together to hope quell the burning ache.
Between plaster and jasmines, your glance was a pale branch of seeds. I sought in my heart to give you the ivory letters that say "siempre",
Behind the book he was holding, he was watching you the way a lion would watch his prey. His eyes studying your every movement. He was thankful you couldn't see the blossoming smile on his lips. "siempre", "siempre" : garden of my agony, your body elusive always, that blood of your veins in my mouth, your mouth already lightless for my death.
The very last of his sentence made you stand up. His book was now closed and placed on the table. He follows you down the hallways, his hand snatching your wrist. You paused
"I...I've harbored such feelings towards you" he admits. To you, this was music to your ears. It felt like honey slowly dripping down from a spoon. You couldn't bare it anymore, you closed the gap between the two of you, lips inches away from his. Your throat bobbed.
"More than that," he adds. He brushes your lips with his thumb "I've come to love you than I could ad-"
You snatched his face between your hands and pull him into a passionate kiss. The tip of his tongue was against your bottom lip, asking for permission and you allowed him.
Stopping away to pull away for air, you could see him panting. Such need was in his eyes as well.
"V...I-" you choked out "I want it with you"
"My darling," a kiss on your lips "My stars, my heart"
"I wish to have you in so many ways" he continues. His fingers inching towards your clothed sex. You let out a moan
"V...I've...I've never done it and-" he places a kiss on that one sensitive part of your neck "I want it with you"
With all the love in the world, he pauses his ministrations. He rests his forehead against yours, holding you close as if you were to fade away anytime.
"I will give you all my love, all the pleasures, everything"
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kpop-dungeon-dark · 3 years
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His Little Princess. (Nerd!Hyunjin x You)
•TRIGGER WARNING•
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Warning(s): Non-Con, humiliation, punishment, degradation, kidnapping. Both of you are legal in this. Read at your own risk.
Hyunjin's hands were a little shaky as he stood in front of the busy table during break time, knowing it was the only time when he'd be able to approach her as their schedules clashed. Adjusting his round spectacles one more time, the boy turned his head to look at his friends at a table far away. The 8 boys gave him huge smiles and stuck their thumbs up at him, nodding at their friend as they silently encouraged him to go for it. Taking in a huge breath, Hyunjin turned to look forward again, taking the few remaining steps towards it.
"Y- Y/n…" His soft call went unnoticed as all the cool kids on the table continued to eat and enjoy their break. Looking back at his friends, he groaned inwardly but they shook their heads and warned him not to come back without asking her. Yes, it seemed easy in the heat of the moment but now… standing in front of all these people… even thinking of proposing her while she looked so pretty with her pink dyed hair… busy on her phone like this…
"Y- Y/n!" Hyunjin let out after standing there for 5 minutes. The whole table went silent as his heart started to thump anxiously. Okay snap. Maybe that was too loud. Everyone slowly started to quieten down, heads turning toward Hyunjin and just why was a nerdy loser like him calling someone as the pretty and beautiful Y/n like this so informally?
"U- Uh…" The girl who had averted her gaze from her phone sounded, raising an eyebrow because she remembered him from one of her classes last year. Maybe…? She wasn't even sure if she'd even seen him before.
"I- I was wondering…" Biting the inside of his cheek, Hyunjin gave himself a whole mental peptalk, feeling like his heart was about to burst from all this attention on him. Come on. It wasn't this hard… right? He'd prepared for like two weeks now. Ever since senior prom was announced. It was his last prom. Last year's had been terrible too. It was now or never. "I was wo-ndering i- if you c- could come with m- me t- to senior p- prom-" before he could finish his sentence, some people on her table started chuckling.
"Wooooooh! Is our very own Y/n getting asked out right now?!" A girl bitchily laughed while clapping, causing the girl in question to bite her lip, cheeks flushing.
Fuck. Why couldn't he have just slid in a letter or something like the rest of her admirers? Was embarrassing her like this in the cafeteria necessary?
"I cannot believe this nerd just asked Y/n out!" A guy shook his head before the whole cafeteria started to buzz with whispers.
"Hey boy!" Hyunjin fell to the floor when a muscular guy from the table, who always followed Y/n around like a dog, suddenly got up, pissed. "Get the fuck back! Why're you embarrassing her?!" Grabbing a carton of juice her angrily splashed it at Hyunjin's face. "Is this your little attempt at making her a laughing stock or what?! You know damn well people like her don't go with people like us!"
Everyone started laughing at Hyunjin, pointing at him while ridiculing him, causing tears to form under his juice covered spectacles, only getting further ruined when a girl from the table tossed her lunch on him. But none of that humiliation could have broken his heart as much as when Y/n got up without sparing him another glance, picking her bag up before leaving the cafeteria in anger and embarrassment.
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"Who the fuck does that girl think she is?" Minho spat in pure hatred as Hyunjin finally went to sleep in his room, the rest of the boys now downstairs in his living room. "I knew she was a self proclaimed Princess and all but this?!" It was already really hard to impress the boy and this had angered him.
They had scooped a crying and heartbroken Hyunjin up from the cafeteria, the muscular guy insulting them as well as he 'advised' them to bring Hyunjin off his little cloud. Then they'd brought the boy home on short leave before forcing him to shower and then he just shut off, collapsing on the bed before going to sleep.
"These popular people are ruthless…" Changbin sighed, tiredly relaxing on the couch.
"They're nobody's. Changing groups is nothing to them. Friends don't mean anything to them neither do feelings. If you're popular, they're your friend. But if you're not, you don't matter as a person." Chan shook his head in distaste, all of them hurt for their friend.
"You're right." Jeongin agreed.
"Guys…" Seungmin, who was the only one that hadn't spoken until now ever since the incident sounded, raising his head. "I… have a plan."
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Y/n slowly raised to consciousness, blinking and groaning when she didn't recognize her surroundings, feeling a painful bound around her wrists as her ankles burned too. "W- What the…" She tried to speak, blinking as the girl tried to recall her recent memories, gasping once she remembered. Oh yes. She was in the parking lot of the school, walking to her car when she felt someone grab her from behind before a wet, funny smelling towel was pressed to her mouth.
"I- Is someone h- here…?" She whispered, throat painfully dry. "Hello…?" Her voice broke. "H- Help! Someone… h- help!" Y/n's body slowly started to fill with panic as she tried to struggle, realising that she was in a basement, placed on a chair whilst her hands were cuffed and legs were tied to a damn spreaderbar.
"Nobody will help you so I suggest you stop that pathetic little screaming already, Princess." Felix spoke as him and all the boys except Hyunjin entered he basement, smirking at her panicked state.
"Oh look who's awake!" Changbin ridiculed with a mocking smile.
"Tsk. Do you even deserve the 'help' that you oh so desperately want?" Han was disgusted with her as he glared at her.
"Y- YOU- WHO ARE YOU?! WHY ARE YOU DOING THIS?!" Y/n yelled at them, trying to break out of her restraints pathetically, trying to recognise them before realising in despair that she didn't know any of these nerves. "LET ME GO! OR YOU'LL GO TO JAIL- AHHH!" The males laughed at her when she fell off the chair, falling on her face as her skirt flew up.
"We will go to jail?!" Woojin raised an eyebrow as he crouched in front of her. "When disgusting whores like you get to roam around freely?!" Pulling his hand back, the boy slapped her across the face, making her cry out.
"Uhuhuh~" Chan shook his head as he sat on the chair and pulled her back by the spreader bar. "Now, now, Woojin. Little girls shouldn't be hit like that." Before the stronger one of them all picked the girl up by the spreader bar, all of them laughing at the humiliating sight since her skirt was up all the way. "This is how brats are supposed to be handled." Laying her over his knees, Chan landed a smack on Y/n's ass, making her legs kick in pain as she tried to struggle but it was literally impossible.
"Do you think you even deserve to struggle?! After you've been so disgusting and rightfully deserving of this punishment?!" Minho slapped her jiggling ass now, not one of them willing to get effected even though she was a living breathing female with a gorgeous body and they were all inexperienced virgins. Why? Because she was Hyunjin's.
His little Princess.
"O- OKAY PLEASE S- STOP! PLEASE! I WON'T TELL THE COPS! JUST STOP! PLEASE!" The girl started begging now, making them chuckle at her, the rest landing smacks on her ass now as Chan manhandled her struggle, not allowing her to move one bit. "P- PLEASE! O- OUCH!"
"You popular people are so pathetic. Acting all mighty but actually not capable of anything." Jeongin shook his head in disdain.
"Oh it's not just that reason but one of the many behind these popular kids being pathetic!" Han smacked the back of her head, enjoying how she shook under them.
"Hyunjin better punish her well! Tsk! He was just trying to ask you on a date! With all due respect!" Changbin pulled at her hair.
"And you treated her like he disrespected you or something." Seungmin shook his head in disgust.
"How do you like it now, huh?" Felix suddenly splashed ice cold water on her face, causing her to cry out as he ignored her begs, a cold expression on his face.
The boys were ignoring her constant pleads and cries, laughing and spanking her before a voice came from upstairs, a shadow forming on the stairs. "... Guys?" It had been 2 days since the whole incident, Hyunjin was slowly recovering. "W- What are you doin-" the boy's eyes widened as he moved further down, his legs going shaky at the sight before him.
"I- Is that… WHAT THE HECK?!" Rushing the rest of the way to Chan, Hyunjin crouched down in front of him, moving the weeping girl's hair out of the way. "IS T- THAT Y/-" gasping loudly, the boy looked around at his friends, getting angry at the sight of her red face with her skirt resting on her back, limbs tied up tightly. "WHAT ARE YOU-- LET HER GO!" Getting up on his feet, he tried to fight Chan, being pushed back by Han and Changbin as he tried to reach Y/n.
"Don't you remember how you were insulted for literally only trying to ask the girl you like out?!" Felix yelled over the commotion he was making with Han and Changbin.
"We are not your enemies!" Han panted heavily, having a hard time pushing the bigger boy back.
"They dumped food on you! Pushed you to the ground! Made fun of you! The whole cafeteria laughed at you!" Minho added in to the fire, frustrated from how fucking whipped their friend pathetically was.
"B- But that's n- not Y/n's f- fault!" Hyunjin wavered, biting his lip as his heart started thumping.
"Yes it fucking is!" Seungmin shot at him. "You think anyone would have dared done anything had she not done that pathetic cute little act before walking out on her Princess heals like that?" Hyunjin blinked at them and then at her struggling and crying form, his fresh wounds cutting open once again as he remembered all of it. Pushing Han and Changbin away, the boy walked closer to her now, crouching in front of Chan as he tucked some of her hair behind her ear.
"H- HYUNJIN PLEASE! PLEASE! I DIDN'T EVEN SAY ANYTHING! I DIDN'T DO ANYTHING! PLEASE!" His heart flurttered from how his name rolled off her tongue, throat getting dry. Oh how he'd wished to hear her say his name.
"Yes, you did." Reaching for her ass, Hyunjin placed his shaking and sweaty hand over it, feeling it up before he groped it, instantly getting hard. "Yes, you did. You allowed them to treat me like that." Y/n was shaking her head repeatedly and he grew frustrated, slapping her already spanked cheek. "Don't lie… baby. I fucking hate it when people do that."
Getting up, he started undoing his belt before he could stop himself, pulling it out the hoops before doubling it and bringing it to her ass, feeling a strange kind of satisfaction from her cry of pain. "All I asked was a question. I never stepped past my boundaries…" Going for her beautiful sit spots now, Hyunjin forced himself to not drool before he made her scream again. "And you had them humiliate me like that as if I did something disrespectful… tsk…" Y/n was shaking in Chan's hold as she hysterically cried from the pain, shock and terror. "And now I have no choice but to humiliate you back, huh?"
"Exactly, good little girls don't behave like that at all." Jeongin shook his head, making Hyunjin look up at all of them, a new kind of darkness in his eyes.
"Get out." That was enough to make them all empty the basement of his house as his parents were never home, taking Y/n from Chan before he followed others and closed the door behind them. "Had you not done that disgusting little act, you wouldn't have been humiliated like this, baby." The girl trembled as he sat in the chair, throwing the belt away.
"H- Hyunjin, p- please… I am sorry…"
"Sorry doesn't cut it, I am afraid, darling." Affectionately brushing her hair out of her pretty face, Hyunjin admired her beautiful features that were currently swollen and red, pressing his lips to her nose. "Not when you're looking so beautiful like this with your ass tight in this lace underwear, baby." The girl felt a shudder go down his spine as he caressed and groped her ass to soothe the pain. "I hope you didn't let them see too much, huh? You're all mine."
Y/n let out a weak little whimper when he placed her on the ground, spreading the bar which forcefully held her legs open, causing him to get even more hard from the sight. "I wasn't planning this, Princess. But now that you're here…" Hyunjin's voice was dangerously low as he opened his pants, hurriedly tugging them down along his boxers and allowing his hard cock go spring out.
"W- Wait!" The girl tried to look behind her as she was on her chest. "What are you d- doing?!" Her time was alert and alarmed, breaths heavy.
"What am I doing?" Raising an eyebrow, Hyunjin wiped the sweat off his forehead and pushed his hair back that was heavily sweating, adjusting his spectacles as he crouched behind her. "What do you fucking think?" As Y/n slowly realised what was about to take place, her struggles became frequent and loud once again, begging him to stop. "Tsk… sorry but I don't listen to nasty little whores. I bet you're not even a virgin despite barely being 18, huh?" Grabbing her panties, Hyunjin ripped them off, leaning down to kiss and lick at her bruised ass, the marks caused by his belt and his friends -which he wasn't so happy about- making his cock twitch as the tip grazed against the soft skin of her sitspots, causing the girl to shudder.
"H- Hyunji--"
"Just shut up already, Y/n-ah…" His fingers started to graze against her squishy pussy lips that were leaking. "You're leaking so much… Tsk… is it one of your fetishes? Being punished by your… owner and his friends? Was that maybe why you overacted so much on the situation? Purposefully acting out… perhaps?" The girl could only pathetically cry in response, hating how his finger pushed in her pussy lips, the spreader bar forcing her to open up as his index finger slowly rubbed her up and down.
"So what if a… nerd likes a popular girl? Must it be so complicated? Must it always be so fucking stereotypical? Why? Are we not humans?" His nail prodded against her opening slowly that he wasn't honestly sure was even her opening, looking down to make sure he wasn't doing anything wrong, his only knowledge all the porn he'd watched. "Why am I treated like trash, huh?" A gasp left Y/n when his finger suddenly slid in her cunt, slowly pumping up and down. "Just because I wear spectacles for my bad eyesight and am good at studying? Is that so bad, huh?!"
"N- No! No! Please!"
"Yes… yes…" Hyunjin slowly spoke, rage filling him now as he smacked her ass with his free hand again, continuing to finger her. "That's exactly what it is. I am trash because I am better than you, right? You popular kids are nothing but pathetic little disgusting insecure jealous shits." Adding another finger inside her, Hyunjin scissored her walls and prepared her for his surprisingly big cock.
"And do you know what should happen to disgusting little kids like you?" Gripping his cock with one hand, the boy started to piss on her red ass, making it burn before he pulled his fingers out of her, getting her shirt out of the way and spraying some on her back too, making her squeal loudly in disgust, trying to get away. "They should know their place and be kept in it. All of you should have an owner like me to make you learn."
Shaking his head at her crying, the male pushed his still leaking length in her hole, moaning and grunting at how tight but pleasurable it really was, spreading the bar to it's highest limit before gripping her thighs, his lips falling open at how good it felt. "N- No!" Hyunjin grunted and turned her around on his cock. "I want to see you as I fuck into you and claim you! You're all mine!"
Starting to fuck her hard and rough, the boy reached over and kissed her swells, using one of his hands to rip her bra off. "Fuck…" Hyunjin couldn't believe the beautiful sight before him. "You're so beautiful, Y/n…" He complemented, genuinely affectionate. "Truly… both up here" he finally kissed her lips, moaning at the taste of her raspberry chapstick. "And down here" the boy kissed both of her adorable little fat tits, licking at the nipple and giggling when they hardened. "It really happens in real life!" He excitedly remarked, twitching inside her, already close from all that he got to see.
"I am lucky I have friends that care for me" his hips were moving at a quick pace, Hyunjin's cock bulging against the skin of her stomach, it's shape and movement easy to make out as he used her as a literal sock. "Because I was planning to give up on you. The last 3 days have been so hard. I was starting to believe that maybe there really was no way. That maybe all pretty and popular girls have to go to the cocky muscular jerk that just plays them, makes them cry. Maybe guys like me are always nothing but a mat for Princess' to wipe their feet on." He couldn't help but softly smack her face, pulling at her hair before biting down at her neck to leave marks.
"H- Hyunjin… p- please sto-"
The boy sighed in disappointment at her whisper, shaking his head before pinching her nipple and kissing her again. "No, baby. No. You'll be good and behave. If you don't behave, I promise this will go on and on. There is no way out of this unless you act good. Like a good little Princess." Kissing her lips again, Hyunjin finally managed to push his balls in, collapsing against her as his own sweat fell on the glass of his spectacles. "M- My little Princess. I've always liked you in silence. Ever since Kindergarten. But I won't anymore. You will be mine now that we are of age."
Y/n could only shudder as she felt him cum deep inside her, kissing her lips again as he went motionless, holding her as tight to himself as he could.
It went on for another two hours, Hyunjin losing a track of just how many times he came deep inside her, fucking her in unconsciousness too as she helplessly dozed off and woke up again before she agreed. She will be a good girl. For him.
That was the only way.
.
Y/n didn't really go to school after that incident, the prom approaching just 3 days later. "You look absolutely stunning, Princess." Hyunjin's voice rang in his bedroom and from behind Y/n as she stared at herself in the mirror.
"Ehhh~ s- stop…" The girl whimpered out, blushing as she lowered her head and turned around, slowly reaching him before she nuzzled her face in arm shyly, not even looking at him. "I- I don't."
"Yes, you do" the boy's eyebrows furrowed as he softly grasped her wrist, tightening his hold on it possessively. "You're the prettiest Princess to ever exist. And you look so beautiful in this moment that my heart might just stop" gripping her ass that was locked in a chastity, Hyunjin pulled her closer, growling lowly before he gripped her chin and forcefully kissed her.
"I- I love how I c- can be at my utmost c- comfort with you…" She whispered, so glad that she was in a comfortable dress that she liked and not a high-end extremely revealing dress that she didn't even like deep down but wore it for the name and price, being uncomfortable in it the whole time. Before her eyebrows furrowed because he wasn't wearing his spectacles.
Her pussy shivered from just how Hyunjin kept her in her little place as well.
"That is a normal feeling for those surrounded by people that actually care for them and not their status, Angel." Y/n sighed and nodded slowly, knowing he was right. She knew her friends were fake and bitched behind her back. Of course she did. "Now…" He heavily sighed and moved past her and towards the dressing table. "Let's get those uncomfortable and irritating contacts in."
Y/n quickly reached him, stopping his hand from grabbing the container before she reached for his spectacles resting not so far away, unfolding them before resting them on his nose and pushing them up. "Must the nerd always change for the girl he likes?" A bright smile made its way on his face at her words, chucking deeply before he nodded and kissed her forehead appreciatively. "What you did was wrong but I was no good either. Thank you, Hyunjin. Please always keep me as your little Princess. It's the only time I wanna be a Princess honestly."
His heart was fluttering. "That is the only thing you were born to be, Angel." She giggled at his words before stopping, realising that he was serious and gulping at his serious expression.
"Y- Yes, Hyunjin…" She felt so damn small. Fuck. Fiddling with jacket, Y/n sneakily looked up at the handsome boy. "I- I've been g- good, right Hyunjin?"
His hands toyed with her ass as he swayed them side by side slowly. "Hmm…?"
"T- Then… w- will you please m- make me feel g- good?" Her locked pussy was leaking.
A deep chuckle left him. "Hmm. Maybe?" When the girl whined and pouted softly, Hyungjin gripped her hair and pulled her face closer before kissing her deeply. "Behave tonight and I'll consider, alright?" Before both of them left to prom.
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I Know You - Rafe Adler x Reader Part Two
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Part Two is here!!!
Warnings: NSFW +18, angst, swearing.
You held still, Rafe pushed the knife against your side, not enough to cut you but enough for you to know he could. His hand was still pressed tightly across your mouth.
"Decided to take a stroll (Y/N)? I think you got a little lost" He kept his voice low enough so that no one outside the tent could hear but you could hear the malice in his voice. He leant up, keeping you down by staying on top of you but lifting his hand away from your mouth so you could speak.
"I wanted to see you"
"Oh really? Come all this way to see the guy you fucked over? Interesting that, did Drake send you here? Maybe you chose to come here, see if you could persuade the bad guy to give up his game right?" He wasn't totally wrong...you had come here in hopes that he would see you and stop the madness, make his men stand down.
"By your tone I can tell that isn't going to happen"
"Damn right it's not, I'm not letting Drake get his hands on my treasure, and you chose your side"
"I didn't choose any side!" You hissed. "You kept pushing! You kept digging, you became obsessed Rafe, taking Sam out of prison just to use him? Calling in mercenaries? Fine I did choose a side, I chose the side that didn't want violence to come into things"
You looked at Rafe, a silent plead in your eyes for him to see some kind of sense. He got off you, not before taking your gun out of your holster though. "Funny considering you came loaded"
"Your men shot at me Rafe, more than once. One guy came pretty close too" You stood up, unsure at first whether you should move over to him or not but good decision or not you did, you couldn't help it. You moved closer to him, putting a hand out to touch his shoulder but he moved away from you. "Rafe"
"No, you don't get to pull this shit. You don't get to come down here and try to fix things between us"
"I never wanted to break things"
"Well you should've thought of that before you fucked off with them. You were the one who left, not me"
"You did leave. You left when you allowed yourself to become obsessed with the treasure. You ruined us Rafe. Everything we were, you just pushed it all aside because it wasn't as important as Avery" You could feel tears coming, your stomach was doing flips because finally you were saying what you didn't say before.
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Your bag was heavy on your shoulder as you made your way down the staircase. Rafe was in his study, like he always was. You reached the front door but stopped just before pulling it open.
You knew it was a stupid thing to consider doing but a small part of you hoped that if you went up there maybe he would notice you're not okay, maybe he would stop working and realise just how sad you'd become.
So you let the bag slip off your shoulder onto the floor and you turned back to the stairs, taking them two at a time. You reached his study door and pushed it open. Rafe was sat at his desk, head in one hand, the other was scribbling notes over a map.
"Rafe?"
"Mm?" You walked into the room and up to his desk.
"Rafe" He looked up at you, the light in the room was dull, the lamp on the desk was the only real light source apart from the light coming through the open door.
"I'm still working"
"It's 10:30."
"So?" He looked at you and you could see it, you could see that he didn't want to talk, that his eyes were already dropping back down to his work.
"So take a break, come to bed"
"I'm not tired" You knew that was a lie, the dark circles under his eyes screamed the lie. Fine. You walked back out of the study, closing the door behind you. He'd find the note eventually. You made for the stairs, grabbing your bag on your way out the door.
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"You made yourself very clear, thank you so much for the note by the way, real touching"
"I didn't want to leave, I came up to you before I left and you still didn't have time for me"
"Do you know how it felt?" Rafe turned to you, and looked at you, something shifted. You could see it in his face, like he'd just let go for a second, you took a step back. "I came to bed, you weren't there. Just some stupid piece of paper"
He moved around the tent to the cot and sat down, you didn't know how to react, it was like he'd got too tired of holding up his I don't care facade and now he just looked...tired and broken. "I actually ran around the whole house, the garden, I checked the cars, everywhere just in case you hadn't left and you were just trying to scare me. I called you and you didn't answer. I kept calling you"
You remembered, every morning you'd check your phone after leaving it on silent all of the previous day and it was always full with calls or texts from him.
"You didn't notice me until I was gone. You didn't think about how it felt for me, to love you and then for you to change and just ignore me" He didn't reply, his eyes were focused on the floor of the tent, his hand came up to rub at his temple, a headache. "Rafe..."
You knelt down in front of him, making him meet your gaze. "Come back, you can come back" His eyes looked over your face, his hand came up to you, brushing against your cheek and you realised how much you missed his touch. You were angry, the last few years had been a horrible mess but deep down? He was Rafe, your Rafe, since that day on the couch in college he was yours.
"I've done a lot of shitty things"
"I know" He kept looking at you, his eyes roamed all over you like he was scared that if he looked away you wouldn't be there anymore. "I miss you"
His eyes snapped back up to yours and something snapped. He grabbed you, he moved so fast that it made you jump a little but then his lips were on yours and it was like everything you had wanted and everything he was sorry for was in that one kiss. It was desperate. Hungry. Sad. Full of love. Everything mixed into one.
He pulled you up into his lap and you let him, moulding yourself into him, legs resting on either side of his, hands finding their way to the back of his neck and into his hair.
His hands were everywhere, sliding under your shirt, pulling you closer. You pulled at his shirt until he let you pull it up and over his head, throwing it to the floor. Yours followed closely after. Piece by piece until there was nothing left and Rafe turned lifting you slightly to lay you back on the cot. You momentarily thanked god for the bed being large enough to do this before your attention snapped back to Rafe who was peppering kisses down your throat and to your collarbone, nipping and sucking at the skin. He knew it drove you crazy.
You couldn't help the little moan that escaped from between your lips. He stopped instantly moving up to place a finger against your lips. " You can't make noises. Someone will hear you" You nodded gently and he moved his hand and replaced it with his lips. God you'd missed kissing him. You wrapped your legs around his, pulling him closer to you and you both gasped when his member brushed against you, his eyes met yours again, a silent question: Are you sure? Are you ready? You nodded again and he moved, lining himself up before pushing in, you both stayed close, heads resting against each other as he started to move.
It took everything you had not to make a noise, you both couldn't get enough of each other, his movements were slow but hard, determined. Your hands held onto his shoulders, nails digging in just a little, your breath mingled between deep kisses. The tent grew hotter and hotter as Rafe continued to rock back and forth into you, his head dropping into the crook of your neck to muffle his voice as he neared the end.
You felt that familiar knot form inside of you, your legs began to tremble as you felt yourself grow close. "Rafe" You gasped and he knew, he picked up his pace and held you close as you reached your peak. He kissed you hard, trying desperately to keep you both quiet as he followed your end.
Rafe stayed where he was, his head resting against yours, hair messed and falling forward, his breathing slowly coming back to normal before he pulled out of you and moved. He moved you to the side and slide down beside you pulling you close against him. It didn't take long before you noticed his breathing growing heavy as he fell asleep beside you.
You made it back to your camp before the sun came up, you couldn't stay even though you wanted to. Rafe had still been asleep when you left, you figure it would be easier that way. You moved quietly back towards where Sam and Nate were sleeping, your sleeping bag beside Nate. Climbing in you settled down ready to catch the last few hours of sleep you had left.
"Did you change his mind?" Nates whisper made you jump but you didn't move to face him.
"I tried... but I don't think so...I don't know" Nate didn't say anything else and you were thankful, for both his understanding about you going to Rafe in the first place but also for him not pushing. You sighed and let sleep take you.
Rafe woke up to the sound of his men starting to pack the camp up, sun filtered in through the canvas of the tent and he checked his watch. "Shit" He'd overslept, he turned expecting to see you beside him but the cot was empty. He sat up, looking around the tent but you and your things were gone, his eyes found a piece of paper folded against his gun on the table.
He didn't move for a moment but curiosity always won the battle with him, he stood from the cot and picked up the paper.
Sorry I had to leave, I couldn't risk staying until the morning. Please think on what I said Rafe. It's not too late to change your mind.
Rafe sighed and put the note into the pocket of his trousers after putting them on, he didn't have anything to think about. He had to get to the treasure, with or without you.
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Let the Stars Witness
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Okay okay holy— omg I did it! My first request and from an admired writer of mine no less!
From @kim-monsterlings : Hi and welcome!! Really looking forward to seeing your work! ~ If you would, could I request some form of friends to lovers with an orc? (Prompts maybe like, "you deserve better.") Thank you! <3
Since it wasn't specified on what their genders are, I hope your okay with what I went with! And I kinda trailed off from the prompt (or rather it's different but similar)
Anyways you'll know when you read!
Pairing: Male Orc (Duruk) x Human Fem!Reader
Word count: 2.2k
Warnings: None.
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"You know, I never thought I would be friends with anyone here, especially with someone other than my, well, species," you tell your companion, your eyes not leaving the cloudless night sky as you lied on your back on the roof of his house. The stars were out tonight.
If you told your younger self that you'd be having great escapades (if running away and getting into a series of trouble fall under that) with an orc, you would most definitely cry your eyes out because you thought were being teased, taking it as a hurtful comment. You were sensitive like that. Part of the reason why no one would even go near you, afraid they might hurt you with a pat on the shoulder or with one word alone. You became the prime target of bullies, finding twisted amusement at your pathetic reactions. A crybaby, they called you. But it wasn't your fault you didn't have much control over your emotions. You were weird, asocial, timid, maybe even depressed. Having a neglectful family didn't help either, it just worsened.
The morning you met Duruk was after the orientation. And it was not so good for a first impression.
Long story short, you cried.
But since you're perhaps curious as to what happened exactly, let's elaborate.
You had your headphones on, the melodic sound of gentle rain played in a 3-hour loop and blocked out other noises, your eyes glued to the path you were on. You took long and hurried steps, wishing you could teleport to your classroom and hide in the back, disappear or become invisible.
You were distracted, or should we say, focused on the ground and expecting everyone to step aside and let you through.
Well, except for the one who had his back on you.
You crashed—not an exaggeration— into something- someone massive. You stumbled back and landed on your bum, wincing from the impact. Luckily, your headphones were safe (ah yes, priorities), detaching from your ears and landing on your shoulders. When you looked up to see who it was, you thought your eyes were gonna fall off, grow little legs, and scamper away.
Before you stood an orc, halfway turned to glance at whoever it was that tried to push him, his sharp tusks jutting out from his maw. His brows were furrowed as he looked down on you. Sure, he wasn't as tall as the orcs you've seen around the city and campus but still was over 6 feet, with muscles thicker than your thighs, easily hulking you.
You tried to get out an apology and run as far as you could go, but you just sat there, frozen as you strained your neck to meet his gaze, you couldn't look away. Your heart was trying to claw its way out into the surface.
Then you felt the tears swell up.
They cascaded down your face before you even could stop them.
The orc's eyes widened at your reaction and crouched down to your level in an instant that he almost fell over. His hands hovered, not sure what to do.
"Hey, hey, please don't cry. Please don't—"
"I-I-I'm re..really s-sorry p-please don't hurt m-me..." You managed to choke out pathetically, hiccuping in every word.
"Shhh now hey, it's okay. It was an accident— what? No! Why would I do that?" he replied. The orc peeked over his shoulder and to the sides. "Let's get you to somewhere, uh, less crowded," he added. You turned your head and saw that you had an audience, whispers went around as they sent pitiful and disgusted glances in your direction, only making you cry even more.
He proceeded to unceremoniously lift you into his arms, bridal style, and dashed away. You gripped the front of his shirt and shut your eyes. You were trembling now, scared of what he might do to you. How could you even fight back with your small stature?
It wasn't long until you felt him slow down and placed you carefully on a bench. The orc knelt in front of you, brows scrunched up as he studied your face.
"You okay? I didn't hurt you, did I?"
You didn't reply, only staring at him through your glassy eyes as you heaved.
You flinched when his hand started rubbing your back, his other hand placed on the side of the bench to balance himself.
He continued to caress your back and murmured soothing words in hopes of calming you down.
Your tears didn't stop falling until moments later when you came down from your initial fear, the warmth of his palm leaving your back once you did. All the while the orc remained where he was, at a loss of what to do next.
You rubbed your sticky face with the collar of your pale and blotchy crimson sweater, sniffing and taking slow, deep breaths before you spoke.
"I... I'm sorry for causing you trouble. E-Even going as far as to take me somewhere quiet. I...appreciate that." You thought you'd pass out with the way people gathered around you, it was suffocating. "Thank you..."
"I panicked," he started, "Sorry—I mean, it's okay, you didn't do anything wrong. I get that a lot of people run away from the sight of me, but you didn't, and just froze there on the ground so..." he shrugged and rubbed the back of his neck.
You shook your head. He was such an imposing figure to many, their first thought was most likely to get away or scream at him.
"You looked angry... When I bumped into you." You slammed into him actually, but he didn't budge an inch. Guess it was one-sided.
"Oh, that? Well, my brother scolds me a lot for having such a grumpy face, scaring humans away. Like he was the one to talk when he's taller and bigger than me! People would faint on the spot when they see him, I bet!"
The image your mind conjured up tore a laugh out of your body, two orcs arguing about how not to terrify people at sight was damn hilarious. When was the last time someone made you laugh like this?
The orc grinned, your reaction a contrast to that of earlier.
You opened your mouth to say something but the ringing of the great bell resounded, cutting you off. The two of you stood up as you realized you were late for your first class of the school year.
"So, uh, what now?" you asked.
"How about we go to our class, then maybe meet up later? Oh, fu— my mother will gut me— I haven't introduced myself!" He blurted out, his voice making you yelp with the sudden outburst.
Clearing his throat, he reached out, "I'm Duruk."
In turn, you gave him your name, taking his hand and smiled. "Hello, Duruk."
True to his word, you met again later when lunch came. The cafeteria was packed so you settled on getting the convenience food they offered and eat somewhere quiet.
Your conversation that day spiraled when you found out the two of you had a lot in common. From your favorite rock band to your favorite flavor of ice cream.
You both strongly agreed that vanilla ice cream was superior.
You agreed to meet up during breaks, always having something to chat about.
Eventually, you became inseparable.
He even changed and transferred to your class just so the two of you could be together at the start of the day rather than walk half of the campus to see each other every time.
You became best friends, sharing each moment in school, may it be helping the other stay awake in a boring class, or copying homework when one of you forgot to do it. Soon enough, Duruk started inviting you to his house to hang out. He did mention he had four other siblings, but he lived alone. You came by almost every night and on whole weekends to escape from home, only a few miles in between. No one would notice you gone anyways, but you returned around midnight, not wanting to impose on Duruk no matter what he says, so he walks you back instead.
You basked in each other's company. The odd and scrutinizing glares didn't go unnoticed when you two were together, but you shrugged them all off.
It didn't take long before you started having feelings for the orc, a little wishful thinking that you could be more than friends. You noted lately that his touches would linger seconds longer than usual, hugs and even a hand on your shoulder and back seem to be warmer and —you dare say— affectionate. It weighed heavily on your heart, your simple crush turned into something else, and it only grew with each passing day, and every laugh you shared.
But of course, you swatted those away, buried them deep inside every damn time they climb back up. Who could even love you? Yes, you have Duruk, he likes you, you think. But that's the end of it. Just close buddies. You can't take the risk of ruining your friendship with him and make things awkward with the only one you had! What if he stops talking to you, weirded out by your confession? You don't want to go back to being alone again, your heart can't take the rejection that came with it.
So you endured.
A little over five months ever since the embarrassing accident, here you are now, stargazing with your best friend.
"Well, good thing you didn't watch where you were going that time then," he says, chuckling beside you. His hands cushioned his head against the hard surface. "I wouldn't have..." he trails off.
"Hm, what?" you ask. Duruk went silent and didn't answer you for a time. You were about to let it slide but then he breathes in audibly.
"I wouldn't have met an angel if you did. Should've caught you in my arms, but sadly I didn't move fast enough." He replies, his voice deep and mellow.
You straighten up and turn to face him, your brows shot up, incredulous to what he just implied.
"W-Wait. What?" you squeak, your heart thumping hard in your chest, your skin warming up even in the chilled night air.
Is he—
"You're so cute, y'know that? Fuck it, it's all or nothing," he whispers under his breath as he sits up to face you. His expression was unreadable, but you see in his mahogany eyes a familiar glint of determination. "I'm not good with long-ass speeches so I'll make this short," he breathes in before he continues, "I feel something for you, for a while now, more than a best friend does, like...in a romantic sense. I want to cherish you and hold you in my arms every time I see you, I- ah fuck- damn it I just—" he growls, "I love you, so much and if you don't love me back then please re—"
You shut him off with your lips against his, Duruk's tusks pressing against your cheeks as you held his face in your hands. He was stunned for two solid seconds before returning the kiss, his arms snaking around your waist and pulling you close and into his lap.
You feel something wet roll down your hand and you immediately jerked back to see his face. The orc was crying.
Did you do it wrong? Were you so terrible at it—
"I don't deserve you... A monster like me doesn't deserve an angel like you."
Where was this coming from??
"Say that again, I dare you."
"I don't de—"
This idiot!
You pecked his lips to cut him off.
"You big dummy," you begin, "I love you too, idiot. You may be a monster but not what everyone else defines you as. I love you as you are. You're my best friend, and dare I say my l-lover now. Is that right...?"
Duruk gives you a small, gentle smile, "If you'll have me, then yes, for as long as you want me to be." He says, sniffling a sob as a couple more tears tumbled down his rugged face.
You never thought you'd see him like this. He was the one who kept making you laugh with his stories and terrible jokes. Before you, in your hands was someone vulnerable, his eyes soft and fond as he gazed into yours.
It made your heart pound and it hurt.
You leaned in and he met you halfway, kissing once again, deeper and more intimate this time. Real. You brought your arms around his neck, your tears spilling out and he tightened his grip around you. It felt like a dream, too good to be true, but the way he hugged you like you were the only thing that anchored him in this world made you believe it wasn't. All of this was real and you couldn't be anymore happier.
From above, the glittering stars, the light gentle as they shone, bear witness to two freed hearts, bottled up feelings gushing out like a broken dam as you embraced one another and lost yourselves in the moment of bliss, cheeks stained and clothes lightly damp from the tiny rivulets of liquid that dropped down.
It's a lovely night, isn't it?
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jaewin97 · 3 years
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Do you hate me?
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You have a feeling Taeyong hates you and Taeyong hates himself for feeling the way he does, especially because of Donghyuck.
word count: around 2100
fluff, misunderstandings, mutual pining (?)
A/N: I kind of quickly proofread it, so sorry if there are any mistakes!
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Upon hearing the ringing of the doorbell Donghyuck is quick to run out from his room towards the front door, almost falling on his butt as his socks slide across the wooden floor. 
Taeyong, who was having his meal at the kitchen table, almost chokes on his food at the sudden commotion and turns to watch the younger boy with a bewildered expression, ready to yell at him for running in the dorms. But as Donghyuck opens the door, albeit a little out of breath with a wide grin plastered on his face, he simply closes his mouth again and is quick to straighten himself as best he can as he registers who's at the door by Donghyuck's loud greeting. 
"Baby!"
"Hey cub!" he hears you say followed by a sweet giggle. He assumes Donghyuck has you locked in a strong hug as you let out an 'oof'. He internally curses as he turns back to his food and sees that he had splattered some rice on the table as he was choking. Taeyong quickly gets up and grabs a napkin making sure to clean up as he hears you and Donghyuck walking towards the kitchen. 
"Oh! Taeyong hyung, I didn't notice you were here!" Donghyuck exclaims as he finally reaches the kitchen with you in tow. "YN came to visit me today!"
"Hello" you softly say, as you timidly bow towards Taeyong. 
"Oh um, hi" Taeyong replies as he sets his gaze on you. You looked absolutely adorable, dressed in black jeans and what looked to be an oversized hoodie. As he took in your appearance his gaze lowered down and he realized that your hand was interlocked with Donghyuck's hand. Taeyong felt his face heat up as he quickly looked away and grabbed his plates which still had plenty of food in them and placed them in the kitchen sink. 
"I- I have to go change. Sorry. Um, it was nice seeing you" he quickly said as he looked down and made his way towards his room. A loud slam from Taeyong closing his door resonated in the dorms causing you and Hyuck to slightly jump. 
"That was so weird. He was already dressed" Donghyuck commented as he let go of your hand and made his way to the refrigerator. "Do you want anything to drink?" he asked.
You stood in your spot not understanding what had happened. You thought back to plenty of other times where Taeyong had also abruptly left when you had arrived or when it looked like he was uncomfortable to be in your presence. 
Maybe he doesn't like me? Or what if he thinks I'm annoying? Could it be because I'm younger and he finds me immature or loud when I'm with Donghyuck? All these questions flooded your head and you decided it was best to just ask the man in question. You didn't want him to be uncomfortable in his own home and you didn't want to cause any discomfort with him and Hyuck. 
"I think he hates me." 
You heard a pained groan as Hyuck quickly shot up and hit his head on the refrigerator. 
"Ah fuck" he whined as he turned to you with a pout causing you to walk over and stand in front of him. He slightly bent down to your level as you reached a hand out to rub the spot he had hit. 
"Why do you say that?" Hyuck asked. 
"I'll tell you in your room" you sighed as he stood straight and nodded, motioning for you to follow him down the hallway. 
Once you reached his room, Donghyuck proceeded to close his door and play some music from his speaker in case anyone heard you two talking. You proceed to tell him your thoughts as you both laid in his bed staring at the ceiling. 
"I don't think he hates you. I think it's the opposite but I for sure think you should talk to him about it if it bothers you or if you think it bothers him" Hyuck responded once you were done. 
"What do you mean it's the opposite?" you asked as you turned to face him. 
Hyuck sighed and opened his mouth to answer when his room door opened. 
"Oh! I'm so sorry, I thought Johnny was here." 
You both looked towards the door as you saw Taeyong standing there before he quickly made eye contact with you and quickly turned around and left. 
"See!" you whined as you turned to look at Donghyuck with a pout earning a laugh from the boy. 
"Go talk to him" he exclaimed, shoving you off his bed and pulling out his phone.
"B-but" 
"No 'buts' yn. Do it or else I'll call him in here and all three of us can talk about it" he glared as you begrudgingly walked to his door. 
"You're so evil," you said, sticking your tongue out at him, causing him to smirk and wink at you. 
You exited his room and made your way towards Taeyong's, mentally planning out what you were going to say to him. Before you chickened yourself out, you knocked on his door as soon as you reached it. 
A soft "come in" was heard as you shakily turned the handle and walked in. 
Taeyong stood in the corner of his room watering his plants with his back to you. After hearing you softly clear your throat his head snapped towards you. 
"O-oh yn. U-um what's wrong?" he stammered as he put the water bottle he was using to water his plant down on his desk and wiped his hands on his jeans.
"I um... I wanted to talk to you about something" you gulped.
"Of course! Have a seat" he pointed to his desk chair near him. You timidly nodded and made your way over. You felt like you could taste the awkwardness that was in the air and it caused your hands to begin to get clammy. 
Taeyong muttered a quick 'give me one second' before he walked out of his room and came back in a few seconds later with a dining table chair.  He set it slightly next to the desk chair which you were sitting on and he took a seat. 
"So what's wrong?" he shyly asked, making quick eye contact with you before looking down at his hands.
"Do you hate me?" 
His head quickly snapped up as he stared at you in shock.
"What? No! Why would you ask that?" 
"I just- I'm sorry. It's just whenever I'm near you, you either leave or look really uncomfortable. I just wanted to apologize for making you feel this way and I wanted to ask you so I can figure out what it is I can do to make you feel comfortable" you responded feeling your cheeks heat up as his gaze held yours. His eyes scanned yours over and over as he furrowed his brows and locked his jaw. 
"I'm the one who should be apologizing. You did nothing wrong, you could never do anything wrong. I'm just an idiot. I've just been trying to sort some stuff out when it comes to you- I mean it's nothing like you causing me trouble or anything it's the opposite! I mean- wait! I don't want to hurt you or Donghyuck. I could never do that to him" he rambled.
Your brain was trying to process what just happened. Did he confess? Or are you reading into it? Hurt me or Donghyuck? What? 
"I'm- wait. I'm so confused. So is it just that you don't like me? You're trying to figure out how to be around someone you don't like? If it's something I said or did I'm sor-" 
"No!" he quickly cut you off. "I don't know how to express myself with you. I'm sorry. This is so frustrating. I know what I feel. I know what I want to say, what I want to do. It's just- whenever I'm near you my brain malfunctions and I act like a complete idiot." he confesses looking down at his hands again, noticing they were slightly shaking. 
"Taeyong I don't understand" you whispered. 
Taeyong took in a deep breath and nodded. 
"I like you. I like you a lot and I know you and Donghyuck have something going on and I don't want to ruin it. He's my little brother and I would never do anything to purposely hurt him. I hate myself knowing I could potentially hurt him because I can't control my feelings." He didn't dare move an inch as he finally let out what he had been holding in. He squeezed his eyes shut as he realized you hadn't said anything for almost a minute after he had finished speaking.
"Nothing is going on with me and Donghyuck. " 
Hearing this he finally looked up at you. You were staring at him with watery eyes and rosy pink cheeks, he swore his heart almost leaped out of his chest.
"But you guys always call each other baby or couple nicknames and you're always together and-" 
"He's like my little brother" you cut him off, gaining the courage to reach a shaky hand and grab one of Taeyong's. "I'm a year older than him and since all of you are males and his siblings are young he needs an older sister's advice sometimes when it comes to struggles he may be facing or just asking how to approach girls." 
Taeyong's mouth opened and closed as he processed what you just told him, the feeling of your hand in his wasn't helping him either. 
"so... oh." he let out as he felt his face heat up. 
"I like you too." 
Hearing those four worlds caused Taeyong's world to stop. His heart was beating so fast and he felt like his face was literally on fire. He bravely looked up and met your gaze which conveyed sincerity and determination. Your own cheeks were a darker shade of red and your chest rose and fell at the same rate his did. 
"Really?" he managed to ask in a slight tremble.
"Yes. I have since day one" you responded sincerely. 
"Wow. I- I don't know what to say" he let out a shy giggle "I never thought you would feel the same way. I mean, I thought about the 1% chance that you maybe could see me in a different way other than your friend or Donghyuckie's leader but then I always shook it out of my thoughts. So I really have no clue what to do. My mind and heart are both racing if I'm honest. I think I'm in shock."
You let out a giggle as Taeyong's eyes widened and he placed his left hand on top of his heart. He looked up at you and let out a big smile.
"You're so cute," he said.
"I should be telling you that" you said shaking your head as you felt yourself become even more shy if that was possible.
"You have no idea how crazy you drive me." he whispered as he timidly grabbed your hands in his and slightly leaned forward.
You felt your mouth dry up as you felt him rub small circles on the back of your hand.
"I want to take you out. Can I?" he asked looking up at you with a small smile.
You could only nod as you both leaned closer to one another. Your eyes flickered from his eyes to his cute pouty lips as you swallowed.
"Can I kiss you?" you whispered as his eyes bulged out and he shyly nodded.
You could feel his shaky breath as he licked his lips and placed a hand on your cheek. You slowly brought one of your hands and placed it on the side of his neck, gently running your fingers along it.
You closed your eyes and then you felt it. His soft lips gently molded with yours. Your heart skipped not one but two beats as you realized that you were finally kissing him. Taeyong was in cloud nine. He couldn't believe he was finally kissing you! He wished for this for what felt like forever and now here he was, he couldn't help but smile into the kiss as he finally realized that his wish came true. He could finally call you his, kiss you whenever he wanted and be able to give you all his love unconditionally. This was to be the start of something the both of you would look back on and recount to your future grandchildren. The story of how you both got together and fell in love. 
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alloftheimaginess · 3 years
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Forever
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Requested on wattpad
Warnings: mentions of cancer, death and shitty writing
Also excuse the sad imagines I’ll be posting. They are helping me with my grieving process
"Mommy I need you to record me" Phoebe says as soon as I walk off set.
"What's happening?" I ask going over to her and she smiles at my costume.
“I like your costume” she says and I smile at her.
"But I want you to record me doing something" she says and I nod pulling my phone out.
"Okay I'm recording. What are you going to do?" I ask recording her as we move to outside where the filming isn’t taking place.
"Tom taught me how to cartwheel and it was super cool because he was in his Spider-Man costume" she says grinning at the camera.
"Show me, I want to see it" I say and she nods and she runs back a little and she does it halfway and I cheer.
"That was amazing bee" I say cheering her on and she bows.
"Thank you, thank you" she says blowing kisses and she runs up to the camera smiling a big toothless smile and she makes a face before covering the camera.
"We got you something bee" I say and she looks up from her homework.
"What is it?" She asks.
"A gift" I say and Chris hands her the box.
"What is this?" She asks shaking it.
"It's a surprise for you" he says.
"But it's not my birthday, that was last month and Christmas isn't for another month" she says.
"We know but we wanted to surprise you" I say and she nods.
"Okay" she says unwrapping it and she takes the top off and she starts screaming as she climbs on her knees in the seat to get a better look inside the box and she pulls out the ultrasound.
"You have a baby?" She asks.
"Yeah we do" I say and she jumps up and down with excitement on her knees as she pulls the other stuff out the box.
"It's so tiny and cute" she says cuddling the onesie.
"Do you know what it is?" She asks.
"Not yet, we are going to figure that out soon. Uncle Scott and auntie Sn are throwing a reveal party" I say and she holds the ultrasound up squealing.
"I can't wait to give this baby all my love" she says.
"What about us?" Chris asks and she looks up from looking closely at the ultrasound.
"I don't have enough to love all three of you so I'll love you both until the baby gets here. It's not that hard to understand daddy" she says with a duh tone and he laughs.
"I guess it's the only logical thing to do, foolish me" he says and I laugh as she kisses the ultrasound.
"Last session" I say and she grins at my phone as I record her.
"I'm going to beat cancers booty" she says and I laugh.
"Yes you are, you're my little superhero" I say.
"I want to be the Hulk" she says.
"The Hulk?" I ask and she grins even wider nodding.
"Yes. He doesn't have to wear clothes and no one complains when he doesn't, nothing scares him and he can't die. Also uncle Mark is cute" she says giggling and I laugh.
"Totally agree with you there" I say.
"Plus who wouldn't want to be green?" She asks.
"I wouldn't want to be green" I say.
"Yeah because you're boring" she says and I gasp holding my chest.
"You wound me" I say.
"I'm just kidding mommy you're not boring. You just don't understand the Hulk" she says laughing and Chris walks in looking down at his phone.
"Daddy!" She yells and he jumps causing her to laugh even harder.
"What's up bug?" He asks turning to face her as he puts his phone away.
"If you had to be any other superhero that's not Captain America who would you be?" She asks.
"Ooh maybe Iron man" he says and she nods.
"Who did mommy pick?" He asks.
"She didn't. I did though" she says.
"You'd be the Hulk because he doesn't have to wear clothes, huh?" He asks and I laugh shaking my head.
"That was her exact answer" I say and he laughs unpacking her lunch.
"Let me in or else I'll beat down your door, then two strangers who had been two silhouettes on the shade said to my shock you're on the wrong block" she sings.
"Silhouette" I sing.
"Silhouette" she sings super high and she instantly starts cracking up.
"Silhouette" I sing and she doubles over from laughter.
"Silhouette" she sings through her giggles, gasping for air and I start laughing with her.
"I appreciate your dedication to this performance" I say and she leans on me trying to calm down.
"The show must go on" she says in giggles and I smile at her and she leans on my arm trying to completely calm down.
"Merry Christmas, merry Christmas, merry Christmas" she sings over and over as she dances through the house and she drops a gift in my lap and I look up and she drops one on Chris.
"What's this?" He asks.
"A gift for you" she says.
"Uncle Scotty helped me get them so open them" she says and I rip the paper off and it's a jewelry box and I open it and it's a heart necklace.
"It has all of our initials including the baby’s. Right there" she says and I smile at it.
"It's beautiful" I say and I hug her and she hugs me back kissing my head.
"I love it" I say.
"Okay it's my turn" Chris says and she pulls away from me and he opens his and it's a watch.
"It's us" she says tapping the watch.
"I'm going to wear this everywhere" he says.
"Good. Never take it off" she says.
"Never" he says and they pinkie promise.
"What is it? What is it?" She asks and I laugh as Chris and I stand beside her and he starts to hand her the string.
"As soon as you pull this string we'll fi-" she snatches the string from him and pulls it before he can finish telling her and everyone's laughs turn to cheers as pink confetti and powder falls over us and she starts squealing as she jumps around.
"It's a girl!" She screams running around us and he kisses me and I kiss him back.
"We're having another girl, you're officially outnumbered" I say and he laughs as Phoebe continues to scream.
"I think we both are" he says kissing me again and Phoebe jumps and he picks her up and she wraps her arms around my head pulling me close.
"I'm so excited" she says out of breath and I laugh.
"I couldn't tell" I say and she leans her cheek on Chris’ cheek.
"I'm getting a baby sister. I can't wait to meet her" she says trying to catch her breath.
"Hey bee how about we go get some of the powder on auntie Cobie and uncle Taran" I say and she quickly nods and Chris sets her down and she bends down picking some up off the ground and she runs off over to where they are standing.
"I wanna be where the people are. I wanna see, wanna see em dancing" Phoebe sings laid back as she's cuddled up with Chris and the baby as we watch the little mermaid after coming home from bringing the baby home from the hospital.
"Walking around on those what do you call 'em? Oh, feet" she sings.
"Flipping your fins you don't get too far, legs are required for jumping, dancing, strolling along down a- what's that word again?" Chris sings.
"Street" Phoebe sings loudly and I smile at them.
"Up where they walk, up where they run up where they stay all day in the sun, wondering free. Wish I could be part of that world" she sings quietly grabbing the baby's hand.
"What would I give if I could live out of these waters? What would I pay to spend a day warm on the sand?" She sings laying her cheek against Chris' as she watches the movie with tears in her eyes.
"You can try. Oh but I-I love you means you're never ever ever getting rid of me" she sings dancing in place.
"Ready for your check?" I ask.
"Not quite. Pie for everybody. I grew up an only child in the suburb of the city. I spent my days alone, my only friend was a stray kit-"
"Are we going to sing show tunes all day or are we going to get dressed so we can leave?" Chris asks cutting her off and she turns around.
"Daddy you're ruining the video so if you aren't going to sing get out the way" she says trying to push him out the shot and he plants his feet and she starts groaning.
"But I love you means you're never ever ever getting rid of me" he says and she starts giggling.
"Daddy stoppp" she says using her back to add pressure to his leg to move him and she starts to slip and he catches her by her arms and she laughs.
"Okay, I'll move. I wanted to see your mom anyway" he says walking over and kissing me.
"Where's my kiss?" She asks.
"You didn’t want one. All you wanted was for me to get out the way and leave you alone" he says.
"You don't have to leave" she says and he picks her up and she kisses him.
“Happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you, happy birthday dear Bee, happy birthday to you” everyone sings as Chris walks the cake into the living room where everyone is and she holds Ainsley at the table.
“Come on chunky monkey we have to make a wish and blow out the candles” she says keeping Ainsley from touching the flames as she quickly makes a wish and blows out the candles.
“What did you wish for?” I ask and she looks up at me.
“A million more birthdays like this” she says smiling and I rub her cheek with my thumb and her smile grows.
“Can I cut the cake?” She asks.
“Yeah, the first piece. Daddy will help” I say.
“Yay” she says and I grab Ainsley.
“Bye chunky monkey, I’ll cut you a slice first” she says rubbing her hands together excitedly causing everyone to laugh.
“Chunky monkey can’t have cake yet” Chris says.
“But daddy today is chunky monkeys sixth month birthday and my seventh birthday so she should be able to have cake” she says pulling on her best puppy dog eyes.
“She got you there. Try to say no to that little face” I say and he groans.
“Fine, a little piece” he says.
“Do you hear that chunky monkey, daddy is going to let us eat all the cake” she says playing with leg and he helps her cut the first slice.
Yn and Chris Evan share videos of their seven year old just days after she passes away from cancer letting everyone know that Phoebe’s or Bee’s (as everyone in her life called her) spirit will live on forever.
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Dean Winchester: What's left behind
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Pairing: Dean W. x Reader
Pov: Deans
Warnings: Talking about past fights, including scars, Dean, Fluff, Dean!Fluff, laying in bed together, swearing, mentions of past smut, verging on implied smut, playfulness, Sassy reader.
Summary: Laying down with Y/n she starts to point out all my scars and tell her some stories I've not told anyone else.
Word Count: 2k
A/N: This is for band--psycho 1.5k followers Bingo Challenge. I'm so excited that I get to be a part of this writing bingo challenge.
Square- Scars
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Taglist: @band--psycho @akshi8278 @deanswaywardgirl @hit-meup69
Y/n had just showered and was getting ready for bed. We'd already been together for so long that it had turned into a traditional thing for the two of us.
Every time that Y/n showered and we were going to be in bed I'd give Y/n a shirt of mine and she wears just that and a pair of panties. Seeing as we were just going to bed. There wasn't a single night that we didn't do that cycle.
Y/n would grab the remote to the TV, and I could turn our bedroom overhead light off, turning on the side table light instead. Y/n would climb under the sheets of our bed, grab a book and throw the remote in my general direction.
I'd climb under the sheets., and flick through the man channels that we have. Before landing on the same stupid cartoons that I wasn't able to watch as a child seeing as I was taking care of Sam.
After a few episodes of cartoons, Y/n would put her book down along with her reading glasses and cuddle up with me. Ask me what we were watching. "We're watching scooby-doo. I think it's actually an older version of the cartoon." I said this time around.
She snuggled closer and draped her uncovered leg over my pajama pant leg. The pajamas always make her laugh. The ones that have hotdogs printed them. My shirt grazing over my bare chest.
This is how we fell asleep. Snuggled close to each other, our arms wrapped around each other in the most intimate, protective sort of way. This night was different though.
Y/n started to trace my light scars that covered my body. The ones from being stabbed, or shot during a hunt. Or just the simple more domestic ones like the cuts I get while I shave my jaw.
"What are you doing, sweetheart?" I asked her, truly wondering what had gotten into Y/n.
"You know, we do the same thing every night. I have seen you shirtless many times. In many different situations, and I've never asked you were certain scars come from. Talking about the ones that came before I was in your life, baby." Y/n said still tracing scar lines.
“You want me to describe my scars?” I asked her. A little confused as to what Y/n was asking me. “Yes, you goofy! What do you think I was asking?” Y/n said rolling her eyes and smirking at me.
“Okay, I get that. Pick a scar and I’ll try to tell you the story of said scar.” I noted.
Y/n grazed her fingers over my shoulder, down my forearm, around the side of my stomach, and then she abruptly turned me to my side. Tracing her hand down the back of my spine. Then Y/n turned me back around on my back. Pointing at the scar that was on my stomach.
It was a long slender cut. It was about midway down my stomach right above my belly button. “This one, Deanie. Tell me the story of this one.” Y/n voiced.
I had to think for a moment. Going back recalling the memories and fights of old hunts. “Let’s see this is a scar from about six years ago. Sam, and I were on a hunt to kill a Ruagru. It was down in South Carolina. The town was on the smaller side.”  I stated. I took a breath in and then let it go, and continued talking.
“The drive was nice, and it was during the summer. So, the three layers of clothes and long flannels needed to come off. This time around Sam and I only had one layers clothes on. We went ahead and did the research for the hunt. The town was losing many kids. The kids in the morgue had they had absolutely no blood in their bodies. That was odd for the small town to deal with.”
Y/n tapped my shoulder, “Is this story a long one?” She asked giggling. “Patience my dear child!” I said starting to tickle her sides. “TELL the story, Dean!” Y/n shrieked. “Okay, okay I’ll tell you the story.” I spoke.
“Sam eventually found out where the ruagru was staying. He found out like the little hacker he is by duh hacking into the tariff lights and such and tracking them down that way. It was of course an old barn, down an old torn up road deep in the woods. Like really, but whatever right. So, we grabbed our shit from the back of baby and got to work. Now let me set the stage for this hunt.”
Y/n hummed in a response for me to continue.
“The barn was old like I have already said, the outside was painted red, but it was so old that most of the paint had come off already. The inside was much different, it was fixed up and made to be livable I would assume. Sam and I snuck in through an open space near the doors of said barn. Sam had a Molotov cocktail, and I had a weapon that looked fucking awesome.”
I said with excitement flowing through my words. Y/n raised her eyebrows and shook her head. Like I was child who had just said the stupidest thing ever, but she doesn’t want me to know.
“It was just a demon killing knife, I bet.” Y/n said rolling her eyes.
“Hey, hey now don’t ruin my story now.” I spoke. Hushing her and continuing on telling my story.
“So yes, a demon killing knife is was I had. I walked in first being the over protective brother that I am. Sam behind me and ready to throw his Molotov cocktail. I was ready for anything if there was more than just one monster. When we finally found the ruagru I guess I must have startled them because they turned around and were in my face within seconds. Within seconds after that they had picked me and thrown me all the way through a wall. The old sherds of woods grazing past my stomach.”
“OH, ahhh!” Y/n said being a smartass.
“Don't be a smartass Y/n. Let me finish the story you so gracefully wanted.” I spoke.
She shrugged and bumped my shoulder with hers. Letting me continue telling my story.
“I didn’t realize until long after Sam and I had killed the ruagru was killed that I was bleeding through my shirt. Sam was actually the one to realize that I was bleeding. I was so mad when that shirt got ruined by the time, we were able to clean our clothes the next time. I ended up throwing away the shirt.” I said with a sad tone behind my voice.
“What was on the shirt?” Y/n said a worried expression on my face.
“You know to think about it now, I think it was an ac/dc shirt, or maybe an old guns and roses shirt that I had found in a local thrift shop at one point long ago. To be honest with you I hadn’t really thought about that since that moment.” I said shrugging my shoulders.
“Can we do one more, before we go to bed?”  Y/n asked me nuzzling up closer in to my chest. I wrapped my arm around her and roughly brought her as close as we could possibly be to each other.
“Sure baby, choose away!” I said, a yawn ending my sentence.
She looked around and ended up landing on the cut just underneath my jawline. She outlined it and then said; “What about this one?” Giving Y/n a rather confused expression I made sure that was the one she wanted next. “Are you sure? This one doesn’t really have a great story behind it.” I spoke.
“Duh you goof I realized that, but still, I want the story for this one.... PRETTY PLEASE!” Y/n said screaming the last part. I looked over at her, with my eyebrows raised far up on my forehead. She giggled when she looked up at me, “I’m right here sweetheart. There’s no need to scream!” I whispered. “Whatever you say grandpa.” Y/n came back with.
This time my mouth was wide open my eyebrows still far up on my forehead. I rolled my eyes and closed my mouth. “I’m just going to forget that statement and start my story.” I said, “So, this little scar is actually from when I shaved for our first date.” I said getting thought in thoughts about our first date.
Y/n wore a beautiful short red dress, paired with a pair flats. Y/n pretty much had no make-up on and wore her hair naturally. I took her not to a bar, but an actually four stared restaurants, not that far from the bunker. That night ended very much at the front of Y/n’s bedroom door.
But I remember as I went to walk back to my room. I was pulled by my wrist into Y/n’s plump lips. Now I’m not going to say kissing Y/n didn’t make me feel like a teenager all over again but that’s pretty much what it felt like.
That night we went slow mostly because I knew in that moment when Y/n pulled me into her lips that I wanted to be with her forever. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with her. That only made everything else feel more heightened.
I went slow with her, learning the curves of her body that night. I just listened to her body, I wasn’t trying to show off, or make her remember me. That was something we could do later, but in that moment, I just want to feel her and be with her in every single way.
I was forcible pulled from my thoughts when Y/n jerked my arm rather hard. “What!”  I said a stream of worry flowing through my bones. “Nothing, don’t get you panties in a wade. I just was wondering if you were done telling that story?” Y/n asked with raised eyebrows
“Umm. To be honest with you. All I can remember from that night was how beautiful you looked, and how that night at your bedroom door that I wanted to spend that rest of my days with you. I knew right then that no matter what Chuck said or what Billy said that we were going to be together because I love you.” I said kissing her lips.
Just like every time I kiss her lips it reminds me that she isn’t going to leave. That we are together through anything that could possibly be chucked at us. It reminds me that I’ve got everything I need and it’s all in the room.
When we released each other lips, Y/n looked at me, with bruised lips and said; “I love you to y’know. I remember that day so vividly too. You were wearing your normal jeans and a nicer shirt; we went to a four-star restaurant, I think. I remember you dropping me off at my bedroom door. I so wanted to kiss you before I shut that door, but I couldn’t balls up. I guess that thought of this never happening was too overpowering because the moment I heard your shoes start to fade I opened the door and took the best leap of my life. I love you too Dean.” Y/n said.
Y/n kissed me again in the process ended up in my lap. “Y’know we always end up like this.” I stated as Y/n kissed down my neck. My hands falling down to hips. “This is going to end up with you being submissive, and taking me so well dear.” I spoke. Digging my nails into her hips. She bucked.
“Not too fast naughty boy. Treat your girl to a show first” Y/n said winking at me, before somehow getting out of grasp and running out of our room and down the hall. “Let’s play a quiet game of tag baby. Oh, and just to let y’know. You’re it Dean.” Y/n said running down the hall.
“Yeah, yeah. You better keep running little girl. Because once I catch you. You will be bombarded with kisses all over your body.” I yelled as I followed her around the bunker halls.
“He showed me his scars, and in return he let me pretend that I had none” - Madeline Miller, Circe.
Completed on: 04/07/2021
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