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torifuckingspring · 5 months
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incredibly sorry to anybody who tried to message me and discovered that I'm shit at it and also kind of an asshole
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moonstruckme · 6 months
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hi love!!! I love ur work sm!! could you perhaps write a Sirius black x fem!reader, but the reader is very masculine? and sirius is more feminine? and maybe rude comments are made towards the reader for this or smthn? sorry if this is a specific request, but this happened to me recently with my boyfriend so i hope it’ll make me feel better. Ty!! ❤️❤️
Hi gorgeous! I'm so sorry this happened to you, people can be such assholes. I know "don't let it get to you" is much easier said than done, but I hope you're able to keep doing you without thinking about them too much. Thanks for requesting <3
Sirius Black x fem!reader ♡ 602 words
“Baby,” Sirius sighs, wiping under your eyes while you sniffle and try to act like your tears aren’t falling. “You can’t let them get to you like this, gorgeous.” 
“It’s not me I’m worried about.” Your voice comes out bitter; Sirius tells himself it’s not aimed at him. 
Sirius gnaws at his lip, taking a moment to look at you while you look at your lap, a stubborn dam of tears shining in your eyes. He wants desperately to make a joke, to make light of what’s happened in the way that always helps him get through these things, but he suspects that’s not what you need right now. You’d come home red-faced and ranting, but it hadn’t taken more than one word from Sirius for your angry facade to crumple. The protective ire that had propelled you home was faded, leaving behind a frustrated sort of hurt. 
“I hope you don’t mean me,” Sirius says, shuffling closer to you on the couch so that his thigh is half atop yours. “I can take care of myself, sweetness. Trust me, you don’t need to be angry on my behalf.” 
“I’m just—they called you—” Your face screws up in indignant fury, even as a new wave of tears breaks hot and fast down your cheeks. “I just don’t get why anybody thinks they know more than us about our relationship.” 
Sirius blows out a breath. Any other time, he’d be the one fuming, but when it’s you that gets like this, it’s like calm rushes over him to balance you out. He doesn’t know how you do it most of the time; he much prefers being the one to rage. “But we know they have no idea what they’re talking about,” he reminds you. “It’s none of their fucking business, okay?” 
You squeeze your eyes closed, probably trying to keep more tears at bay. When you open them, the fight seems to have gone out of you. Somehow, this is worse. Sirius’ chest aches for you. 
“I know,” you say, softer now. Your hand comes up to hold his face, fingers weaving into his hair hardly an inch below the barrette keeping it out of his face, and Sirius can guess what those pricks said to you. About him. He’s not unused to comments on how he presents himself, but he can understand why you’ve gotten so upset; if someone said that sort of thing about you, he’d open his mouth to yell and flames would come bursting out. 
“Hey,” he says. “You like the way you look, right? And you like the way I look?”
He bats his eyelashes at you when you glance up, and you smile just like he hoped you would. It’s a small, tired thing, but he’ll take it. 
“Yeah,” you answer him. 
“Good.” Sirius mirrors you, placing his hand on the side of your face. “Then if those fuckers want to say that you wear the pants, let ‘em.” He leans down, kissing the soft, ticklish spot underneath your jaw. “Pants are uncomfortable as hell. You can have them, honey.” 
You’re laughing by the time he’s finished talking, and Sirius nips at you as you squirm away from him. 
“But if you want to try and be more traditional, I could get on top for a change,” he says, holding you in place while you cackle and writhe. “What do you think, gorgeous? Want to satisfy those conservative pricks?”
“No,” you say, panting as you shove him off you. “No. I don’t want them affecting anything we do.” 
Sirius grins. “That’s my girl. Let’s show ‘em, love.”
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savage-rhi · 5 months
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hi hope you’re well!! id like to request sharing a bed with ignis (or all ffxv boys! up to you!) for the first time please! like there’s only one bed or the booking at hotel went wrong ! it’s up to you! dw if you don’t want to do it :) love ur work!
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"This is just peachy..." The sarcasm rolled off Gladio's tongue like molasses as he shot Ignis a glare. "You just had to let blondie down there take care of the booking."
Ignis sighed as he scrunched his legs up further into his chest, trying to give Gladio and their fifth guest more room at the front of the bed. He grunted before addressing the crude remark.
"Tending to Y/N at the time was more important than keeping an eye out on Prompto's sense of rationale."
"Hey!" Prompto exclaimed as he shot up from the foot of the bed. He shoved Gladio's left foot away, grimacing at the aroma that wafted from his calloused toes. "When the receptionist said they had a suite, I assume that means a big space. Where I'm from, a big space means more room which means having more than one bed!"
"There's a reason you didn't pass algebra." Noctis quipped. He earned a swift kick to his side from Prompto and nearly fell off the mattress while he yelped.
"You're one to talk Noct, you only passed the tenth grade cause you copied my material!"
"Did not!"
"Did too!"
"Did not--!"
"Guys, not for nothing, but I'd like to sleep." Y/N sighed.
"Y/N's right," Ignis muttered. "We have a big day ahead of us and it's already late. Let us try to make the best out of the situation."
"Fine, whatever." Noctis breathed. He adjusted his body, lying on his side and facing away from Ignis's legs. He thanked the gods for not being in Prompto's position when it came to catching a whiff of Gladio's feet. The swampy smell was still there from their time in Duscae, and Noctis let out a grunt when he felt nausea pool briefly in his chest.
"You okay down there, Noct?" Y/N asked.
"Yep!" Noctis sighed.
"Good," Y/N tried to keep their eyes upon the ceiling in a vain attempt to ignore the fact they were sandwiched in between both Ignis and Gladio. All the while, their feet were pressed upon Noctis and Prompto. Had they not felt self-conscious being amongst four guys in a single bed, Y/N would've seen the hilarity in all this. How the whole gang was basically crammed onto the mattress like a posse of clowns trapped inside a small vehicle.
"Uh," Y/N made a face as they snapped out of their thoughts. "Gladio, I think you're touching my butt."
"Sorry, my bad!"
"Y/N," Ignis turned his head, raising his voice ever so slight. "This may seem awkward, but we may be able to give Gladio and yourself more wiggle room if you bundle up to me."
"Smooth one, specs." Noctis teased. He let out a wince when Ignis not so subtly jabbed his face with his right foot. Prompto could be heard giggling into his palms at the incident.
Y/N growled a little in their throat. As much as they had grown to enjoy the antics of the boys, now was not the time. Nonetheless, they went through the motions. Their body curled up against Ignis until they were practically spooning the man from behind.
"Finally, I can stretch!" Gladio yawned. He gently reached over and nudged Y/N. "Thanks for taking one for the team."
"Whatever helps you sleep at night." Y/N muttered in reply. They felt Ignis reach for them, gently coaxing Y/N to put an arm around his waist.
"You sure this is alright?" Y/N tried to whisper against the back of Ignis's head.
"Positive," He replied. "Besides, this will lower the risk of having you wake in a compromising position with anybody."
Y/N quietly laughed at the remark. "Kinda late for that, but okay."
"He's a gentleman like that!" Prompto interjected. He let out an uncomfortable sigh as he moved around, causing the bed to creak. "Gladio, buddy, do you think you can move? You're taking up my side of the bed."
"Your side of the bed?!" Gladio exclaimed, feeling the last straw break the camels back. "This whole bed should've been my side of the bed but you screwed up!"
"And here I thought you liked slumber parties!" Prompto jabbed playfully.
"I outta--!"
"Hey!" Noctis rose up. "You two, shut the hell up and go to sleep! Enough of the cat fight!"
"How about you shut up for a change?" Gladio countered.
"Is that a challenge?"
"Guys, c'mon...I already gotta smell Gladio's fungus feet and I don't want the bed turning into a battle arena!"
"Fungus feet?!"
Y/N shook their head against Ignis, letting out a sigh of disbelief as the commotion between the three pressed on. The gentle squeeze Ignis offered had them slightly perk up.
"They're always like this," Ignis reassured. "And the feelings are mutual, by the way."
The tired reply Ignis gave had Y/N smile from ear to ear, and somehow they could feel themself drifting away among the bantering. Tomorrow would come soon.
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arriansarchive · 10 months
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Harry potter being an absolute brat (while trying to be subtle in front of your friends) but you can see through his act, so you need to put him in his place... maybe with degradation and edging involved. I love your writing btw :)
Sub!Brat!Harry Potter/Dom!Male!Reader
THANK YOU YOUR AMAZING
I hope my take on this is suitable because I really love the prompt
You didn't specify gender, so I made reader a guy
More eighth year shenanigans
Words: 1389
Reader I guess is a Gryffindor in this? It could be seen as any id think
Please if anybody else actually sees this; I'm begging you to request. I love peoples requests. I need to fulfill my duties
I got my amazing friend's help on this with deciding some things, so he is now a part of Arrian inc. (bad joke yes)
And anon I'm sorry but this might not seem like Harry's being subtle or anything I just didn't know how to incorporate that
I might've bent your request a little. I'm really sorry, but it turned out in an orgasm denial after edging
Okay okay ur great anon thank you sm
Oh also I've upgraded and I said cock one time in this story. Be proud of me
Summary: It is up above this for the basic rundown
The big halls of Hogwarts seemed more empty than usual as you walked down with Ron, Harry, Hermione, and Neville.
You all were talking about the new Herbology assignment. All of you meaning Hermione, Neville and you with Harry putting in a snide comment to you ever once in a while.
To any other person it might seem like he was in a bad mood or didn't want to do the assignment, but you knew it was something different.
"Y/N, what plant are you going to do your project on?" Hermione asked.
Harry decided to snicker and say, "He's probably just going to cheat off of you again."
You looked at him with a puzzled expression. You had never cheated off of Hermione, and she knew that well. You were a top student too after all.
This comment just made curiosity as well as a little anger spark in the bottom of your stomach. You wondered why he was acting like this.
You had known Harry since first year, and he admitted he was in love with you in your fifth year. Neither of you have told anybody yet, though. You pushed it off as just waiting for the right time, but now your not so sure.
"Harry, what are you talking about? He's never cheated off of me, and I know that because he doesn't need to." She cocked an eyebrow at him.
"He's just the type."
You decided you've had your fill of Harry's nonsense and tried to confront him. "What's your deal? I'm right here."
Harry just looked at you out of the corner of his eye with an evil, sinister smirk present on his face.
Neville apparently started to feel the awkward tension and stuttered his goodbye before going into the library, Hermione following. Ron made an excuse that he was heading to the cafeteria for more pumpkin juice made by the elves and split as well.
"Now it's only you and me, so you can tell me now." You opened a door into the abandoned boys bathrooms, ducked in, and locked the door.
He looked at you with venom in his eyes, but there was also something you couldn't place. His expression looked uncomfortable.
"I don't have anything to tell you." He spat.
You finally felt your patience give out, and you shot forward and pinned him to the back of the empty wall. It was kind of disgusting in that bathroom, but it would have to do.
"I'm getting sick of this bratty ass behavior. Can you just tell me already?" You leaned into his ear, so he could hear your lustful whispers.
He chuckled that ended in a small whine whenever you reached your hand down into his black pants and pulled his waistband to snap back onto the flushed skin.
"Is this really what you wanted that entire time?" You sneered, scoffing whenever he nodded. "You really can't keep it in your pants for a walk to our dorms?"
"It seems not." Harry shrugged under your intense grip.
"Don't sass me, whore." You hissed.
He bit his lip harshly and tried to snake one of his hands under your belt and into your uniform, but you swatted it away.
"What the hell?" Harry's eyebrows furrowed.
You stared at him intensely. "Get your cock out if I have to do this."
"Make me."
You pretended to ponder over this for a moment before diving in and biting him hard on the neck. You like to think vampires aren't real, but if they were you definitely have some genes in you.
He groaned out and struggled to get one of his hands free. You realized he was reaching for his wand, so you let one of his hands go.
Harry gripped his wand with shaking fingers. "Silencio!" He called out, his voice trembling.
You heavily doubted that anybody would hear or try to come into the lonesome bathroom, but you were glad that he actually thought about it since you didn't.
You took the wand roughly out of Harry's hand and threw it down on the sink beside him.
"Now take it out or else I'll leave you here like this. I would've been much nicer if you had just waited" You said angrily.
He obliged this time and pulled his pants and boxers down to his thighs. He winced at the cold and clammy bathroom air hitting him.
You grabbed a hold on him and stroked up and down quickly. You swore you saw Harry's eyes roll back into his head.
"Fuck, Y/N." He muttered.
He twitched in your hand a few times, beads of pre-cum leaking onto your hand slowly. You raised your hand in front of his face and with your other you forced his mouth open and shoved your wet fingers in. He whined through at the loss of friction.
He gagged around your fingers a few times before you took your hand out, a string of saliva threading yourselves together.
"You think that'll suffice?" You ask and held up your hand for him to see.
He nodded furiously and tried to shove your hand back down to him, but you ripped your hand away from him.
"Fuck this, Harry." You said, wiped your hand on your shirt, and walked to the bathroom door.
"No, please!" He shouted after you.
You unlocked the door and walked out briskly. The rapid footsteps behind you signalled that he had put himself away, and he was coming to find you.
That only made you walk faster.
Now, you had no intention to actually leave him that way. You just wanted to make him work for it (and embarrass him for it).
He pleaded after you, but you refused to listen to his desperate begs until you both got to your dorms.
The stairs seemed to take forever, and you were starting to get desperate yourself. Harry finally caught up to you after a few minutes of struggle and began to curse you and your entire bloodline
You reached the common room after five minutes of ignoring him, and you immediately grabbed his wrist to start pulling him to the prefect dorm rooms.
At this time of day the prefects were out doing duties, so you had no doubt that nobody would come in.
"Shut the fuck up." You demanded and started to take his cloak and shirt off.
He grumbled at the buttons that ended up flying off whenever you were doing your relentless heist to get his shirt off but stopped as soon as you bent down.
He was red and seeping, so it excited you to no end. You kissed it, and he moaned lightly. Harry was deathly sensitive from your earlier encounter.
Eventually after licking stripes along the edges and making him beg a little you took the tip in your mouth and sucked vigorously.
He moaned out in practical agony at the edging you were submitting him to. You would drag your lips up and down him painfully slowly.
"Please let me cum, Y/N." Harry whined.
"I will later." You rolled your eyes dismissively.
You hollowed out your cheeks and wrapped your hand around the length that you couldn't quite reach.
He groaned and gripped your hair as you started to get faster, allowing his release to come closer and closer.
He whispered something almost unintelligible if you weren't so close. "I'm gonna cum."
That was your signal to pull off quickly. He watched in horror as it looked like he came, but he didn't feel anything. The white liquid spurted out in globs, but the orgasm never came.
You smiled devilishly at him and stood up quickly. He looked at you in denial at what you were doing.
You kissed him on the cheek lightly, walking away from Harry.
"Hey, where are you going?" He questioned irritatedly.
You shrugged and grinned. "I gave you what you wanted. You came."
He looked on in disbelief as you walked out of the opened door and into the dorm rooms, snickering loudly.
"If you touch yourself at all your going without me for two weeks!" You called.
Whenever you heard him groan in protest, you felt accomplished enough to go down to the cafeteria and take some stuff from the house elves.
Overall, a day well done.
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mika-no-sekai-blog · 8 months
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With the last breath II
Word count: 1200+
Warnings: none I can think of
Part I || Part III
This was supposed to be just a short paragraph of Azriel's POV, but on Saturday's night I sat down and started to write. And it turned into a whole chapter. Well such things happen 🤷
English isn't my first language, so I'm sorry for any mistakes 🙏
Azriel didn't bother to think things over. Not now. Y/N was safe in his arms, but it meant nothing. It could be late.. He didn't want to think about it because it would mean a great pain. Because it would shatter his whole being. He pulled her closer to his strong chest and rather concentrated on flapping his wings. He flew up back to the balcony she fell from. Anxiety was eating him alive so he couldn't wait any longer and needed to make sure. Slowly and carefully he put her on the floor while making a list of necessary steps to follow.
First step: check her vital functions. Holding his breath he lightly pushed two shaking fingers to the pulse point on her throat, soon moving them under her nose. When he was sure she was breathing and her heartbeats were steady, he sighed with relieve. Y/N was alive. Still alive. He felt a big stone falling off of his chest, suddenly feeling bit lighter. Azriel closed eyes for a moment exhaling shakily. He took several deep breaths trying to calm down the shiver and his too rapid heartbeats. He had to concentrate.
Second step: look for injuries. For who knows what reason she was unconscious. Y/N could have been hurt before she fell or during it. Carefully touching her body he checked her for injuries and fractures.  Another sigh of relieve left him as he didn't find any blood, lumps, bruises nor broken bones. Shallow breaths was the only abnormality he detected. After considering everything possible Azriel came to the conclusion that there is only one reason for this. Y/N had to pass out because she was scared. But why was there a smile on her face? It was so long since he saw her smile like this. It didn't make sense. Pushing it aside he decided to think about it later.
Third step: get her warm. Gently Azriel picked her up in a bridal style and took her into the House. He couldn't help it. His arms tightened around her flabby body. He always thought Y/N was petite, but holding her like this she seemed even more fragile and smaller. During joint dinners she ate so little that it made him worried whether she was enough fed. And now Azriel could clearly state that Y/N certainly wasn't. She was so light he could hold her in one arm without any troubles.
Standing in the corridor he hesitated. Azriel wanted to take Y/N to her room, but just then he realized he had no idea where to go. She lived together with priestesses above the library, but he'd never let himself nor his shadows enter their private part of the House. He also didn't want anybody to find out what happened to her for understandable reasons. It was up to Y/N to decide if she wants inner circle and others to know about it.
After debating with himself whether he should take her to his or some vacant room, Azriel decided his room would be better. Despite everything, nobody ever dared to invade his privacy without his permission. Not even his brothers.
He struck down the corridor while the shadows helped him opening the door and then closed it silently. They even rolled the covers on the bed aside and took out a blanket from his closet. They seemed to be just as worried as their master, lightly touching her skin and caressing her forehead. Usually Azriel would hold them close to his body, afraid they would scare Y/N or make her feel uncomfortable, but now he just let them do as they pleased.
Carefully Azriel laid Y/N on the bed and pulled the covers up, wrapping her tightly in. He stopped to look at her face. Y/N looked so beautiful and calm. How many times he imagined her in his bed.. Watching her peaceful sleep.. Touching her delicate skin.. Pressing her body to his.. And now she was here right in his bed, her scent mixing with his own. Azriel noted to himself to make sure the House doesn't change the sheets until her scent completely fades out and maybe not even then.
He reached out and tucked few stray locks of hair behind her ear. They were so soft, much softer than he imagined. Suddenly the realization of what he had just done hit him hard. After long years of dreaming he touched her. For real this time. And he even held her in his arms. Shocked Azriel retreated few steps from the bed, bumping into an armchair under the window. Slowly he sat down. His mouth went dry and his heart pounded like crazy. In disbelief he gazed at his scarred hands. As he finally processed that information, a small smile found its way to his face.
A glass of water appeared on the nightstand next to the bed. The House sent him a reminder.
Fourth step: hydrate. Even unconscious Y/N might be in shock and in need of water. He stood up moving back towards the bed and hesitantly sat down on the edge of the mattress next to her. Slowly Azriel lifted up her head, this time being well aware of every little touch. With heart thundering in his chest he enjoyed the sensation of her smooth skin and soft hair in his rough palm. Azriel wanted to memorize it all, so he could replay these feelings later. This was the first and most likely the last time he can touch her. Once Y/N awakes she would leave and avoid him as before.
He reached out for the glass and halted thinking about the best way how to get the water into her mouth. As unusual as it was, Azriel was nervous which caused a slight tremor of his hands. He didn't want to pour out the glass on her. If only there was a spoon. But it wasn't the only way. His gaze settled on her full lips. Sweet, lovely and gently rounded like two petals of pink rose. Breath caught in his throat as cold sweat ran down his spine. He felt torn. Should he ask the House for spoon or.. Azriel swallowed decided the guilt can torture him later.
He took water into his mouth, but ended up drinking it himself. He was too nervous. Taking several deep breaths he tried it one more time. Leaning over Y/N his lips pressed into hers. Little by little he let the water flow into her mouth. His eyes closed. 'Oh, Mother,' he cursed mentally. Literally everything about Y/N was much better than he'd ever imagined. Her sweet floral scent mixed with smell of old parchment and ink messed with his head and senses making him stay in this position even after all water was gone. Gods, if he could.. If only she allowed him.. Azriel rather pulled away before doing something really bad.
It was too many feelings and thoughts at once. He needed more space and time to think this all over. He didn't believe that he would be able to keep himself under the control near Y/N, so he retrieved back to the armchair under the window. There had to be some way. No way he could continue to live like before, to keep the distance. Not after he got to touch her and taste her.
The shadows swallowed Azriel leaving him to his thoughts.
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cupidddd-d · 1 year
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always the fool with the slowest heart
in which james potter would do anything to get lily evans to fall in love with him, even if it means dating you for 2 years and breaking your heart.
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you couldn't remember a time ever not being in love with james potter. for you, he was always the one. you had first seen him in your first year as you boarded the hogwarts express. it was only a glimpse through the window, but it was enough for you to realize that he was it. there was never going to be anyone else. he was laughing with his friends and radiating with happiness.
you wanted to make him smile. you wanted to be the one to make him throw his head back with uncontrollable laughter. and somehow, you made that happen. you were able to weasel your way into his heart, and being able to know him just made you fall even harder. and for a moment, it was almost as if he felt the same way about you.
he had gotten rejected by lily for the thousandth time when he declared in true teenage boy dramatics, "i'm over evans. i'm tired of asking her out when all she'll say is no. i'm all yours, mates. forget love!"
and for a year, that was true. until he professed his feelings for you in front of the entire great hall. without even questioning it, you accepted him gladly. sure, you noticed his eyes wandering across the gryffindor table, searching for lily, but you naively brushed it off. after all, he had you now. what need would he have for lily?
you had kept your optimism until you realized lily was jealous, and james was catching onto it like a shark with blood. you saw her long, yearning looks at james from across the table. you saw her shoulders slump when james smugly slung his long arms across you. and you definitely saw how james made direct eye contact with lily every time he kissed you.
it made you uncomfortable, but you continued to brush it off. james loved you. right? you didn't mind when he became distant. you didn't mind when he started blowing you off because lily needed him. and you certainly didn't mind when he would leave you in the library alone because lily needed his help with transfiguration. you didn't mind because at the end of the day, it was you he was coming back to. of course, that was until he didn't come back to you.
"sorry babe, lily needs my help with mcgonagall's homework!"
"i'm so sorry my love, i promised lily i'd go to hogsmeade with her,"
"i know, i know, but i have to go. i told lily i'd meet up with her before the test."
"god, y/n, i told you this already. i have to study with lily."
but you held strong because you both were still dating. never mind the fact that you barely saw each other anymore.
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"please, james, i'm begging you! just one date! we've barely seen each other these last few months." you begged, tugging on his arm. but this time he didn't tolerate it with an easy smile.
"are you serious right now? you're being so clingy. i think we've seen each other quite enough. now if you'll excuse me, i have to meet lily at the black lake." james tugged his arm roughly out of your grip and walked away before you could respond.
you stood in the middle of the hall, shocked and hurt. shaking yourself out of your stupor, you ran to the black lake, trying to find james. and you found him, but he was with lily. kissing lily. smiling at lily in a way he never had with you.
oh. oh. no. tears didn't even form in your eyes as you numbly walked away and back into your dorm. it was only there that your thoughts began spiralling.
how long had this been going on? lily was your friend. why would she do this? why would james betray you like this? did anyone else know? why didn't anybody tell you? did james ever love you?
you had given him everything. your heart and your soul. he was your moon, your stars, and your sun. he was everything to you, but you clearly weren't to him.
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ofa-on-crack · 5 months
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Could you please give us a few of your hcs on how 3rd and/or Yoichi would be like as Dads? If you have any that is...
I'm back from the dead.
Wow this is my First ask! Thanks for this opportunity.
As for the headcannons.
The Third user always gave off "hard and serious" dad when you meet him at first. But when he's with his kid. A complete personality change.
Like this man is willing to sit through hours, and I mean HOURS of dress ups with his daughter if he had one. He'd stop what's he doing if his kid wanted to show him what they found outside, even if its a basic cool looking rock.
He would also keep the little gifts his child would give him, probably keep a little 'Lucky Charm" his child gave him whenever he went on missions.
I've got the feeling he keeps kid toys at his work place when he brings his kid for "bring your kid to work day" (except it's everyday).
Third would definitely be a protective and soft dad for his children.
*In a board meeting*
Second: *Explaining a very serious and important mission that could bring them a advantage to bring AFO down.*
Third's Child: *Sneezes cutely*
Third, one second away from pulling out a camera: Sorry to interrupt this very important meeting, but my child made a very adorable sound and I must capture it.
I also headcannon he raised Hikage.
As for Yoichi, I definitely think he's a gentle and caring father. Like this man will do everything in his power to not do what his brother did to him. He wants his child to feel safe around him and feel like they can trust him about their problems.
He would definitely read comic books to them when they were children.
I feel like he would want to remember and cherish even the simplest of things that his child does. For example, folding their clothes, or showing him their basic drawing. (He definitely keeps every drawing his child makes)
He would try and push boundaries onto his child and make them learn early on in their life on how these are important to have and they can speak out when they're uncomfortable and speak about their discomfort.
He wouldn't try and force his child to do something they're comfortable with. (Like some of these tiktok moms). Infact, he would show his child first and give them the choice if they want to do it or not.
He's heavy on privacy. He knows that anybody would want some alone time with just themselves. Even if they're a child. So Yoichi would always ask his child if they want some alone time and whatever response they give him, he will respect it.
Yoichi: Want some "me time"?
Child: Yes please. I've Got my Papa's love recharge for this hour.
Yoichi: Alright, call me if you anything my little Sprout.
AFO, somewhere: Why do I feel a weird sense of judgment and disappointment?
Yoichi is definitely the type of parent to call his child nicknames. He would also act out stories with them and roleplay with them. Mostly hero and adventure stories.
Thank you for this Ask!
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erinnkenobi · 1 year
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After the Fisher King | Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Chapter two - Chapter three
Pairing | Spencer Reid x fem!reader
Warnings | friends to lovers!?
Summary | You're always ahead of 'em, it seems we got another nerd.
Author's note | English ain't my native language, yet I still writing because I want to share the stories inside my head
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You start living alone, since the moment moved to work for the FBI, especially in Quatico at the BAU department, surely that you missed your parents, but it was time for the little bird to leave its nest. Although to make you a company you have a trained female German Shepherd, only the both of you sharing a home. (IN a condominium of houses, kind of a safer option, both of your closest neighbours are an old lady and the other is a solo mom with two kids)
The last case you're with Hotchner team, the team that you belong to, you were the only that look askance at Bruno, you reported that to Gideon and he said:–"You always are inclined to think most people are the ones that you should mistrust and...You always get the right unsub, but now, wait a little and maintain this information for yourself, I'll talk with Bruno now."
When you left the room Spencer was following with curiosity:–"What were you two talking about?"
You just can't ignore and sound rude, so you stop and turns to him.
–I think I might know who is the spy..-he interrupts with ease.
Since you two met you were also a strange "kid" from the rest of 'em, you never drank alcohol, not even used to go to pub's, while on working you always were putting a puzzle together or sketching something that resembles the case the team was working, you're quiet most of time thinking while the others start with brainstorming to set up the unsub profile, but you, you always mistrusted people on these cases, except your team, you're the quickiest to ensure the final answer.
At first it was kind tough to get in with the team, although ye are finally were able to communicate with them, Spencer as both of you has the same age he feels comfortable.
– Who do you think it is?-he's by your side now.
– The headmaster...-you say with a unaudible tone, yet he didn't understood you, so he leans down making you blush.
– I didn't understood, could you repeat again?-he leans his face right by your face side, even being an agent this doesn't means you're free from feelings, you mind went blank for milliseconds but thou swear it was minutes.
Spencer Reid heard you plenty well.
– I said, I think 99% our unsub is the old mate of Gideon, the one that is at the command and I'm talking like that because i don't want anybody discovering beforehand it's time, Gideon asked me to hide it.
Reid thought for a couple of seconds.
– Where is the 1%?
– Really?-you rolled your eyes, but he doesn't smile yet still with his blues eyes gluet at your figure filled with curiosity.
– The 1% is just if I made a mistake judging his character, though I know I'm right.
– I believe in you, yet our team should still work on the case.. I won't tell anybody until its time.
– Thanks?
– You know.- he stands in front of you.-You could have said no, that it was confidential your thoughts.-you chuckle unbelievable.
– Why would I do this?
– Because Gideon asked you to do so.- yup, but as you have a crush on him you wouldn't deny it and if you were one more time right, who knows, you like comoliments.
– Because we're mates and you can say, if I were right, "y/l/n was right since the beginning, again".-he giggles shaking his head.
– I don't know what to say, really, but since you're working with us, sometimes you threaten my position and also Gideon's.-you laugh uncomfortably and he noticed apologising quickly.– Sorry I didn't meat to offend you, what I-I...-he stutters.– I'm trying to say is with you, with us, I have to give my best and be by your side.-you opened your eyes surprised, what was he saying?- How do you do that, always guessing the right unsub with lack information?
– Wanna know how?
– Yeah, tell me your secret and I promise I'll keep it, I mean it and I won't tell Gideon.
It was amazing this interaction, you're the first person Spencer was able to maintain a conversation without making him felt uncomfortable.
—Aristotle once said: "No great mind has ever existed without a touch of madness", besides it's all my paranoia telling me, they say, to think outside the box and visualise, however, my paranoia is always thinking at the same time in and outside the box now, I guess that our problem is inside the box.-his face brightened, when he was ready to ask one more thing, Hotchner called Spencer.
You're at the hospital waiting for any news of agent Elle when you got a call from Reid.
–You were right, our unsub was Bruno and Gideon mentioned that you were the first to guess it right, is Elle alright?
–Hmmm, thanks.-you say sheepishly.-And yes, she will survive, Gideon is with her now, Nadir and the children are safe?
–Yes, and Hassan is under arrest.
You were able to smile when he said that.
Case closed
[Time breaks]
–Woah.- when you arrived at home last night you received a phone call from Hotchner demanding you show up at BAU, you thought you would enjoy your holiday travelling around London visiting historical museums and libraries, you paid for your ticket and even told your cousin you would pay if he/she helped you looking after your precious dog and now, for what? No London anymore baby.
At BAU, you sit with them around the table.
–What happened? I was supposed to take a plane to London today.
– I know.-Gideon says.-But Hotchner and I received a peculiar message, I received a head in a box, at the only place I thought I were safe with a note, mentioning your last name.-you opened your eyes in shock.
–What it says?
–Not only it says something as well Hotchner also received a phone call that somehow connect you.
– Then..?
– It says "The magician shall not help..."-Hotchner says coming inside the room, stern look as always.
You huff shrinking in the chair.
– and mine says "y/n shall stay out out out out out" repeatedly more than 20 times.
–Wow.-you smile with no humour.–Why? What does it mean?-you already know why.
– It means our unsub wants you out of this case.-Gideon says.
Garcia show up shameful of her acts, just for playing a silly game it exposed everybody position, except yours, why? Well, you used vpn, you're good at blurring your information, your address and even when you're out making your supermarket shopping.
– He has information about everyone.-poor Garcia.-He invaded my-my system, because I was playing a game, but not of BAU computers, yet in mine laptop, however I need to connect.
Yup, you don't blame her, well because you hide your own information, you house isn't addressed correctly and the unsub couldn't get a good picture of you, he knows that you're smart, he don't want the this case ending soon. He knew with you in, you would be the one going to discovery his profile.
Summing up, Hotchner had to ask you to retire only in this case, but you shouldn't go home alone, so Hotchner told an agent to follow with you back home and stay there. But you have a stubborness and reckless behaviour, which Reid knows as well the rest of the team, besides this, when Elle was shot, the plan to make you get rid of this case went downhill, now you're in and you brought your dog.
–Can I pet, what is the name of your dog?-Spencer asks you, getting you surprised, the dog just stared at you as if asking "Can he, mom?Tell my name".
You alert him:-Just be careful, she's trained, any false move and you got yourself a stump.-Reid hesitate and you laughed.-I'm kidding, just be gentle and it's Nala, you know, Lion King, Simba's wife.
He breathe in relief with a grin, he leans down so he could smooth her fur, she accepted without growling, what's a win.
She liked him, but you wouldn't tell, it's not important now.
The rest of the case went okay, the whole time you were found helping Garcia to check the information and between this time you were able to be alone with Reid deciphering the riddles.
He told you about his mother when he called the sanitarium and requested for her presence.
Your dog was asleep near the couch while you were alone with his mother, you were able to maintain a friendly conversation, talking about medieval literature, Spencer saw it before entering the room question his mother.
When everything settled down, Spencer wanted to talk with you in private which you all willingly agreed, when he asked it was so funny the way he asked while gesturing with his hands, you noticed he was nervous.
–So after all this mad case and the explosion afterwards you still up to a "meeting", where's the others?-you look around the table searching for them, you wondered if he'd invited the rest of the team, yet he did not.
Spencer is with pink tints in his face, you got you answer but you will wait for his.
– Well... I didn't invited the rest of the team, only you.
– And why? Did you want to question me why our unsub dismissed miserably my part on this case?
– No, this I already know the answer, you're like Merlin, the sorcerer, you're able to hide your address ip, so you're also a computer genius.
– You flatten me, yet I'm not into TI and software area, but I know a couple of things.
– Much to manage and hide your localisation from the F.B.I and even CIA.-you rolled your eyes with wit.
– You got me now.-you chuckle.
It seemed as a date, yet you strongly disagreed on that matter, you didn't fit his standard, he kissed an actress cases ago.
[...] Spencer escort you to your house, both of you all the way long speaking of nerd stuff, every single topic he was captivated by you and you for him, whatsoever you couldn't be in love, love is not for you.
–Now you're the only one that knows where I live, don't split okay.-you blinked opening hour door.-It's late and I don't think I can't let you go.-oh boy, his stomach churned, yet yours were in full adrenaline but keep with a cool face.– Come in, Nala already knows you.
He hesitated, but you're good at convincing, since the Fisher King case is not safe to be let alone, him in this case, you have your loyal Nala.
Nala is sleep on her own bed near the TV desk in the living room.
–Doctor Reid, I have only my room, you can stay with my bed, I stay with sofa, I don't mind at all.
– No no no, I can use the sofa and you stay with your own bed, please.-you cross your arms staring at him.
– Are you sure?
– Definitely, no worry with me.
You rolled your eyes again with a sheepishly smile.
–I'll change, do you mind?-Reid just reddened shaking negatively his head.
– No no, I don't and..
– I have men clothes, do you want?-for a moment his shy grin fades as quickly as your humorous expression.
– I bought a couple of jumpers and pants at the shopping mall, so I could use when..when..
–When?-Reid stares at you making you feel small.
– When I feel alone, I mean, I have no time to date or anything else rather work or read something to get me out of this world, with male clothes, bigger than my size, I feel comfy.
Oh he understood, first time that he seems you showing any feelings, everybody thought you were more cold-hearted than Hotchner, always cool in any case, as if nothing could surprise you anymore at such young age. How did you ended at BAU?
Well, as far as you can remember you only studied, an exchange program in the UK for 2 years and the other years at the USA and here we are, working at BAU alongside a beautiful colleague that you don't mind admiring from a far.
–I don't know if I..
– It's okay if you don't want and I swear, they're all clean and tidy.
– I didn't meant that they weren't is just
– Hey, I'm not obliging you, but I have an extra toothbrush, never used.
– Thanks.
Minutes later you appeared with a huge navy blue jumper with a star wars short, free hair nothing on it, his heart skipped a beat.
–Hungry? We didn't eat anything for a cozy night and as you're my guest, milk?
–Hm?-poor man is frozen.-I'd like, please.
You both were all smiley here and there while eating a soft lunch before bed time, it wasn't 00h yet.
–Poor Nala is staring at us.-Reid mentions making you look at her puppies eyes.–Can I give a piece of this bread/crackers?
–A medium to small size, just don't make her get used to it, don't fall for these puppy eyes.
He already fell for it, he fell for Nala's owner as smart as he is, he knows that you wouldn't get any of his feelings towards you, but inly if he didn't make a move...
[03h23 a.m]
You couldn't sleep well, so you get up, the funny and silly things is you're hearing voices and low growls trying to communicate .
The hallway heading to the kitchen, you has a roundy wood table and in there you see a sleeplessness Reid with your trained hunt dog, playing, you stood there with arms crossed staring at them, until they stop playing.
– Can't sleep?
– Yeah...
– Me neither.-you come a cross his chair side.-What are you doing, reading one of my books from my living room shelf?
‐ Sorry, I...
– Reid, we're friends, might not be best-friends, but I can believe you with my precious books.
– Wait.. We can be best friends?
– Hmm, I guess we can.-you smile without showing your teeth.
– I didn't know this was the way to claim somebody as best friends, you know, I thought this bond was supposed to happen without we even notice.
– Well, it can happens too, but I guess I'm making this clear now.-thumbs up, you make him smile again.
You both keep talking the whole night until you two fell asleep on the table near each other company, your hand touching his, his fingers slightly caressing yours, you didn't felt anything, you sleep like a damn rock, however Spencer is an early person, so with less than two hours to get up and go to work, he sees you and his hand caressing your, when he's aware he stopped yet still looking your hands near each other, you mutter something under your sleep.
He is now aware that he's fully awaken.
He doesn't want to wake you up, but he died anyway shaking you.
-Hmmm.-you unconsciously pushed him away.-No more cases for today pleasee, I just want to watch a period movie and feel in luuuv.-you complained with a tired tone.-but I work work work work in a madness world of crime.
-Y/n..-he approaches you again.-Wake up, we gotta go to BAU, you need to change and I'll head home.
You wake up atartled by his close presence, he gives you a smile.
–Morning, agent...I mean, y/n.-he says close next to your face with a husky voice.
Oh lord J.
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theerurishipper · 7 months
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Hey I have a question I read some takes that Adrien is a supposedly good liar? How though are there any examples..I always just assumed people never put two and two together with his identity is because he doesn't connect much with the class nor does Gabriel so it made sense in my head. I'm sorry if I don't actually make sense I just assumed that if even one of the classmates kept getting closer with him maybe he'll open up. I thought that'd be Nino but like I feel that he's so much more closer to his girlfriend and with Kagami that scene where she backed him into the wall and she said that wasn't the real him when he did goofy poses made me uncomfortable and sad for him. Marinette kind of disappoints me as a love interest like that time he was in the park on the bench and she decided that this was the perfect time to give him a present made me annoyed like I understood she has such a huge admiration for the guy and will climb mountains for him but I thought she'd get past that and they'd have like a one on one you know a talk. Usually the love interest would start to bond and grow closer but like I feel she's more into the relationship for herself because of this whole fantasy she builds up in her head it's why their relationship kind of a bummer.
I don't think Adrien that hard to get him to open up to but again this is my own opinion. I don't know really I just feel if someone like a teacher, classmate or even Master Fu get him to open up more and more and they start to bond. I feel like all he wants is a relationship to not be so conditional if someone kind enough allowed him a shoulder to cry on or even acknowlege his habits or when he's in a bad mood I think it'd work I ain't sure though. I wish the dude had more male friends.
I don't really get why the classmates just think Gabriel a strict dude when he seems pretty abusive. Marinette especially she knows how strict he is especially in season 5 and the whole adrigami thing and even with Chloe mom lol I think abuse or parental abuse just doesn't register an actual thing in her mind which is weird lol.
I don't watch Miraculous religiously lol I just watch it sometimes so if my takes and memories are wrong please forgive me. I am so sorry for this being a long ask I ramble way to much.
No need to apologize anon! Feel free to ask me anything.
Personally, when I say that Adrien is a good liar, I don't mean lying in the traditional sense. He doesn't do a lot of actual lying (except when it comes to his secret identity), but it's more than he doesn't really reveal his true self to anybody. He doesn't fake his personality per se, but he only shows people the parts of himself that he thinks they will like because he's been conditioned to believe that he has to conform to everybody's expectations of him and be perfect for them. It's why Chat Noir is so different from Adrien Agreste���, because he's always performing in every part of his life. And putting on a mask at all times isn't the best way to connect on a deeper and intimate level with the people around him. I think Adrien's friendships with Nino and Kagami and everyone else is real, and whatever he shows them is genuine, but it's still not all of him, and he still feels the need to hide the parts of him that he feels they won't like. His relationship with Ladybug is an exception (obligatory until Season 4 disclaimer) because while he's still putting on a performance, it's not for the sake of pleasing her.
You mentioned his closeness with Nino, and I always felt that Adrien was more at ease with Nino than anyone save Plagg. He was more relaxed and at ease with Nino in like, Seasons 1 and 2, enough to show a little more of himself, and I got the sense that he was a little more open with Nino. Then Rocketear happened and Adrien pretty much shut down on that front and started to put on the mask even more, and their friendship never was the same after that.
The thing with Kagami is that she was right about Adrien. Chat Noir isn't his "true self," it's a persona based on him acting out in the way he's never allowed to as Adrien. And the model Adrien is a persona crafted based on the demands from his abusive father who expects him to be perfect. Kagami isn't able to see under Adrien's mask, but she's able to understand that he's putting on a front, and she wants him to quit it.
Marinette kind of disappoints me as a love interest like that time he was in the park on the bench and she decided that this was the perfect time to give him a present made me annoyed like I understood she has such a huge admiration for the guy and will climb mountains for him but I thought she'd get past that and they'd have like a one on one you know a talk. Usually the love interest would start to bond and grow closer but like I feel she's more into the relationship for herself because of this whole fantasy she builds up in her head it's why their relationship kind of a bummer.
This is exactly the problem I have with canon Adrienette. Marinette literally doesn't even know that Adrien is putting on an act, and she literally thinks he's perfect. It was so funny to me when Pretension made Gabe out to be so wrong and evil when he accused Marinette of falling wholesale for Adrien's performance, because Gabe was fucking right, damn it.
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The problem is that the show never challenges Marinette's view of Adrien. She doesn't have to learn to look past his masks and see him for who he really is, he just up and tells her thanks to an Akuma's influence, and then he spends the rest of the time in Season 5 pursuing her, so she just gets handed her trophy boyfriend without having to put in the effort of getting to know him as a person. The show never wants Marinette to be inconvenienced by *checks notes* learning to see Adrien as a person, and it just wants her to get her dream relationship without an effort on her part to truly understand him. She's not much different from the rest of her class or any of Adrien's fans, because they all just see what they want to see and what he shows them. By virtue of them being the endgame, Marinette should have been special in that she tried to look past the masks to understand the real Adrien once she realized his "perfection" was a front and an act, but she didn't. She remained as delusional about him as she always was and got the relationship dropped in her lap. Thanks, I hate it.
I don't think Adrien that hard to get him to open up to but again this is my own opinion. I don't know really I just feel if someone like a teacher, classmate or even Master Fu get him to open up more and more and they start to bond. I feel like all he wants is a relationship to not be so conditional if someone kind enough allowed him a shoulder to cry on or even acknowlege his habits or when he's in a bad mood I think it'd work I ain't sure though. I wish the dude had more male friends.
I don't think it's that simple for him to break out years of being conditioned to conform to other people's needs, but the fact remains that, you know, no one even cares. Kagami was literally the only one who cared enough to try and understand him, and even she was made to spend Season 4 as Adrien's bitter ex (not Kagami salt, I love Kagami, this is just writing salt). The rest of the class admits in Felix that they don't really know him, and they never really seem to try to get to know him either. They do care about him, but not that much, you know? Everyone is honestly content to keep seeing him as the perfect guy, and no one tries to see the real him. Like I said, I feel like he was a little more open with Nino in the earlier seasons, and he's more open with Plagg, but that's about it. He was a little more open with Ladybug, but that also went down the drain in Season 4 because of the Ladynoir conflict. It took an Akuma for him to open up to Marinette. I don't blame anyone for falling for his act, but they clearly don't really care to get to know him either. I think you're right in a way, that he would be a little more willing to drop the act if someone tried to understand him, like Nino and Plagg. But no one cares, unfortunately.
I don't really get why the classmates just think Gabriel a strict dude when he seems pretty abusive. Marinette especially she knows how strict he is especially in season 5 and the whole adrigami thing and even with Chloe mom lol I think abuse or parental abuse just doesn't register an actual thing in her mind which is weird lol.
Tbf they don't know much about what goes on inside the Agreste household, and they are just kids, so I understand that they wouldn't be able to completely recognize what's going on with Adrien. But the show itself doesn't think Audrey and Gabriel are abusive, and Marinette is basically the mouthpiece for all that, hence the solution is that apparently Chloe and Audrey should just bond, and Adrien should be fed a lie that Gabriel is not a bad guy actually. Marinette seems to have a pretty black and white view of the matter, and since she comes from a loving home, it doesn't really register to her that parents can be so awful. But the show frames Marinette as in the right to push Chloe and Audrey together when what Chloe needs is to get the hell away from that abusive person. It tries to frame her as right for gaslighting Adrien into loving his abuser. It's pretty nasty stuff.
But that's just my opinion. Honestly, I think the best meta on this subject is this excellent post by @fearlessinger. It's a wonderful analysis, I highly recommend it.
Thank you for your ask!
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sophiesticatedyk · 1 year
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The Prettiest Girl I've Ever Seen || B. Wayne x Reader
Warnings : None (?)
Genre : Fluff, Enemies to Lovers I think ?
Note : I haven't written fanfics in a long time so I'm a lil' rusty😭 Hope you guys still enjoy this !
She Looks Just Like A Dream(Part 2)
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Standing in the corner, watching people pass by without even sparing a glance at you. This was a gala hosted by the one and only Bruce Wayne. Your friend worked under him, and therefore was invited to this event while asking you to come for company(Even though she ended up ditching you either way). You have never seen or talked to Bruce in real life, but you weren't fooled by his charms.
I mean sure, he was handsome and all, but what else is there? He was a playboy for God's sake, Gotham's prince. You weren't dumb enough to fall for his tricks.
With your friend out conversing with other people, you started to feel uncomfortable in your long, black, tight dress. You just wanted to go home.
A glass of champagne in your hand, you decided to tell your friend that you were leaving this boring place full of fake smiles and plasticity for the public.
Walking with your eyes focused on the ground, you didn't notice the person who was also going your way, it was too late, though. You had already dropped the glass of alcohol onto the bulky person who bumped into you.
Falling to the ground, you sat there shocked. Everybody gasped and you didn't realize why, until you looked up.
Bruce Wayne, standing there with his arm out waiting for you to grab it. He stood there, stoic and a small smirk played on his lips. It made you feel humiliated.
You grabbed his hand just so the people wouldn't deem you as "rude", and stood up. You mumbled a small "sorry" and brushed yourself off.
Before Bruce could even reply, you already ushered off. You'll text your friend soon, for now you couldn't handle the embarrassment with the situation that just happened.
You finally made your way out and took in the fresh air. No eyes watching your every move, just you, alone and free in the night.
Until the doors of the Wayne Manor opened. Revealing once again, the "Brucie" Wayne.
-Hey, you know this suit was expensive right? You completely ruined it !
You turned around in utter shock at his behavior, he has never even seen you before, why was he acting so rude to a stranger ?
-Listen, YOU were the one who wasn't watching where they were going so, don't blame me on why your precious little suit is stained, Mr. Wayne.
You spoke with a sarcastic smile, which both pissed and flustered Bruce more. He has never felt so... Intimidated. Yes, a random girl at HIS gala scared him. Who could've imagined Bruce could be put in place by a girl way shorter than him ?
-You.. I.. Well..
Bruce stuttered, trying to think of a better comeback. Goddamnit, Bruce, what the hell has gotten into you ? Where's the quick-thinking responses, the undeniable charm ?
You stood impatiently with a deadpanned look, crossing your arms and mildly satisfied you managed to humble the cockiest man on earth.
Soon enough, Bruce just grumbled away with a tiny "whatever" and closed the doors. You chuckled at his defeat and left.
Sooo... Part 2 anybody ?
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lonely-vault-boy · 1 year
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How I think GI characters would react to their rarity
Wanderer: Tsk naturally.
Faruzan: The audacity to place one as esteemed as Madame Faruzan in the less tier! They will be hearing from my lawyer!
Layla: Hm? oh, ok.
Nahida: While I do understand thar my status as archon allows me some degree of prestige, I don't think organizing anybody into categories of who is better or lesser is very wise. We all have our own hidden strength, like a shark living deep below calm waters!
Nilou: O-oh, really? Well, I'm honored that the archons find me worthy of such a rank, but all I'm really doing is expressing myself through my dance. I'm no god or anything...
Cyno: Ranking others in such a way demonstrates a level of self-consciousness. Regardless, it seems as though my reputation proceeds me.
Candace: Honestly, I don't mind. Hopefully this will mean there are less eyes looking to target Aaru Village.
Dori: Hehe, sometimes you need to be discreet to work beneath the eyes of the Akedemia!
Tighnari: Well perhaps if researchers kept away from poisonous mushrooms, they could achieve a 5-star rating too.
Collei: This just means I'll have to work even harder! Perhaps if I patrol more on my own, and really focus on those new words I've been learning...huh?! Amber is a 4-star too? But...how?
Heizou: Surely you've learned better than to judge a book by it's cover, right partner?
Shinobu: I don't mind. I just hope Itto won't let this go to his head.
Yelan: [Yelan was unable to be located for an interview]
Ayato: Should I act surprised?
Miko: Honestly, I'm just hurt you could think otherwise. Have I not made a strong-enough impression?
Shenhe: 5-star...rating? Sorry, what does this mean?
Yun Jin: It's nice to see that my friends and I are all the same. It would be uncomfortable if one of us weren't.
Itto: Well DUH! Anyone with half a brain could've told you that! Even THE SHOGUN HERSELF wouldn't dare challenge me!! NO ONE dares mess with Arataki "5-star" Itto!!
Gorou: No surprise that Her Excellency is of a higher ranking than me. Oh, but hopefully that crafty fox won't use this against me...\
Thoma: Haha, I'm not offended, don't worry. I'm just a simple housekeeper anyway.
Kokomi: I'm really not all that. Winning the war was a group effort.
Raiden Shogun: As is expected of the Archon of Eternity.
Ei: 5-star...? Are those words supposed to mean something to me? I guess I'll just have to ask Miko about it...
Sara: That idiot oni? On the same tier as Her Almighty Excellence, the Raiden Shogun? In what universe?
Yoimiya: Well I'm flattered, but this doesn't have to change anything. I'm not better or worse than anybody else just because of some silly rating!
Sayu: Zzzzzz...
Ayaka: I am honored to hold such a position, truly. I just wish...ah, my apologies. It would not be appropriate of a lady of my stature to be ungrateful.
Kazuha: For all that a 5-star rating may mean to you, for me, it is a reminder that, despite the power we may hold, we cannot stop the inevitable.
Eula: They dare to make such an attempt to compliment me?! Vengeance will be mine! And you said Amber is only a 4-star? Ridiculous. I shall go check on her at once.
Yanfei: Granny says inner strength is more important than pleasing others. I think that applies here too. On a side note though, I was recently contacted by a Professor from Sumeru who seemed to disagree.
Rosaria: Does this mean I don't have to do as much work?
Hu Tao: Aya, why do you seem so surprised? Do you really have that little faith in me? I wonder what rank my friends were given though...I guess I should just go scare- er, ask them!
Xiao: Adepti have no need for such fickle ratings. If I am protecting the people of Liyue, that is enough for me.
Ganyu: R-really? But you said Lady Ningguang is a 4-star? Oh no...
Albedo: Is there some sort of difference between these "stars"? Perhaps I should do some tests...
Zhongli: How odd, considering I am just a normal citizen of Liyue. Regardless, I suggest that you take this so-called rating with a grain of salt, so to speak.
Xinyan: You mean Yun Jin and I are the same! Haha, nice! You think this means her mom will be okay with us hanging out so often?
Tartaglia: Ok. What, were you expecting a bigger reaction from me? Come now traveler, you know I don't care about such things. A warrior cannot be picky about those matters, and he knows better than to judge others based on them. You'd do well not to underestimate your allies and enemies alike, comrade.
Diona: Hmph, and I bet that Diluc is a 5-star, huh? How predictable.
Klee: So...does this mean Kaeya can't tease me anymore now that I'm higher than him? Oh, and Master Jean and I are the same, right? So that means I can do what I want! Like...hmm, I know! How about extra dessert before dinner!
Venti: Ehe, ye of little faith. Did you doubt me?
Keqing: Well, perhaps if those I work with were more focused and skeptical of the archons, they could be 5-stars too.
Mona: Speaking of stars...traveler, I noticed something odd while scrying. I was hoping you might have some insight.
Qiqi: What...is a 5-star? Also, what were we talking about again?
Diluc: I don't trust these ratings one bit. And wait a moment, is there a harbinger on this list?
Jean: Things like this don't matter. Everyone is able to contribute in their own way, we're all equal. Only fools and children would think otherwise. Um, did you hear that? Oh no, excuse me traveler, I think I smell smoke...
Sucrose: O-oh ok. This needs some researching though.
Chongyun: My auntie is a 5-star? Hopefully this means she'll open up to others about their shared experiences.
Noelle: Of course. This just means I'll have to work even harder to serve the people of Mondstadt!
Bennett: Haha, just my luck, right? I don't mind though, I've been called worse.
Fischl: One dares to refer to their all-seeing leader in such a way? I- I shall have their heads for this! No, I'll show them that I...I...maybe...maybe they are right about me?
Ningguang: Bold choice of words to call someone who can end their entire career. And to put me on the same level as that...Captain.
Xingqiu: Believing oneself to be better than one's peers can lead to discord. It is a good thing we are all the same here.
Beidou: Ha! Ningguang will riot when she hears about this!
Xiangling: Hehe, I don't mind. If anything, I'm glad all four of my closest friends are the same!
Razor: 4...is more than 3? Razor happy.
Barbara: Maybe someday I can be as noble and helpful as my big sister...
Lisa: well, of course, cutie. I'm just a humble librarian.
Kaeya: Haha, don't seem so surprised, traveler. After all, I'm just a normal guy.
Amber: I'll still do my upmost to help you!
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WIP Wednesday
got tagged by my best friend @babybucks! this is my first time to join and is there a format? because i've found i'm bad at formats, but anyway
this is a snippet from the first part where buck and natalia break up in my multi chaptered buddie fake dating fic which has been sitting in my gdocs since nov? i normally don't have wips because i go for one shots and upload it as soon as i think of it and it's done. but this has gone through so much edits and changes that it's not even the fic i started with (sorry i'm ranting)
“Just made me remember about the situation with the LAFD a few years back, wasn’t it?”  He nods curtly, ready to drop it, asking instead about the incident that happened with her—he can focus on that, the present, her, here, the fact that all he’s doing is pretending this isn’t coming undone as he speaks.  “I searched about it. You didn’t tell me Eddie was the one who got shot.”  The claws ease. The hold slackens. The nails sag. He prays she wouldn’t continue.   “Yeah,” he manages to croak out, "he was.” “And you were there, too. There was footage from a civilian, from one of the buildings—it was all over the news. I’ve heard of it, for sure, but never connected two and two together.”   There’s still this nonchalance in the way she speaks as if Buck’s world didn’t turn upside down in that moment.  Snapshots infiltrate the back of his eyelids, heavy and uncomfortable as the memories appear to him in flashes. As iron fills his tongue. As he sees brown eyes slowly close, in a space he so desperately wanted to reach.  “I was.”  “That must have been exciting! No, sorry, that’s not the right word, but thrilling—I mean, your job generally is.”  Buck doesn’t speak. Natalia shouldn’t either, but she does.  “Does Eddie talk about it? Must have been so cool—" The claws disengage. The hold lets go. The nails lose.  Just like that.  Buck stands up, his chair scraping across the wooden floor so loud that it gets the attention of half the restaurant. He gets money from his wallet, a few bills he doesn’t even bother checking and storms out of there before his vision gets too dark and he goes to a place he hasn’t been in for a while.  He reminds himself to breathe, but the smell of blood is overpowering, and he can feel his hand twitch to reach even though there’s nothing there to grab.  Cool?   Cool? Cool? All he can see is red. The red on her shirt, the red from the fire engine driving by, the red that swallowed his face whole covering his tongue for weeks, months—he could never truly wash it away.  (He should have stopped. Should have stayed. Should have let her finish her sentence at least. She has said the same thing to him once, and he only responded in laughter.  What’s the difference now? What’s the difference between the lightning and the shooting?) (Eddie.  Eddie’s the difference.)  The taste of iron on his tongue and Eddie’s eyes hollow, as life slowly drained away from him. He inhales and exhales as he jogs up to his car and he hears the steps of another person following him. He can’t even face her right now. He can’t even look at her without exploding. 
tagging @evanbegins @likegoldintheair @letswishuponastar @loserdiaz @strawberryspence @yramesoruniverse + anybody who'd like to share their wips <33 (pls tag me i'd love to read)
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mirren sketches >:)
lyrics are from Mixed Messages and Red Flags btw
OH ALSO i wrote some dialogue stuff, see under the read more! warning for some humor that's way more nsfw than i'd usually post (i mean. come on. it's dialtown. they're awkward as hell. they're obviously gonna say something questionable /lh) also some more serious stuff (self hate issues, depression, anxiety)
Nice/Fun stuff:
- They say pretty much everything that comes to mind, and once they get a train of thought it doesn't take long for it to derail and crash through a small community, leaving a trail of destruction behind it. TLDR they're really rambly.
"Birthdays are kinda weird. Like obviously there's the whole counting down to your death thing, but also, like. You're basically celebrating the anniversary of you getting evicted from your mom's, uh. You know. Okay that sounded REALLY, extremely, UNCOMFORTABLY Freudian. Can we PLEASE pretend I never said that? Thanks. Oh, right, the murder case."
- They have a tendency to just accept things and move on without commenting further.
"Oh. You lay eggs. Anyways, can you help me break into the ticket booth? I need to check the entry records."
- They're a fucking dork /pos (They're really sweet, but in a convoluted way)
"I, uh, please don't think this is weird, but I made characters for both of us! This one's named May, and they're kinda a failure. They failed their parents, they failed their old best friend, they failed their job. They used to think they had no redeeming qualities. Then, one day, they meet the other character, Ginger. Ginger seems terrifying initially, and even if it isn't obvious at first, they're not actually human. Ginger and May go on a journey in which May tries to learn magic in order to protect people and redeem themself for their past actions, even though they despise the idea of learning magic, but, eventually... Ginger helps them see their own value, helps May see that they're a person too. They are allowed to be selfish sometimes, they're just as worthy of happiness as anyone else. And, uh, maybe... Maybe that saved their life a bit. And maybe, May is allowed to do things for themself sometimes. Ginger means a whole lot to May, even if they have trouble expressing it, and... uh, I guess that's everything. Um. What do you think?"
Serious, bad stuff:
- They see very little value in themself, and tend to expect others to insult or make fun of them. To combat this, they typically are quick to insult themself, in an attempt to get there before anybody else can. It hurts less if they're the one saying it.
"And before you say it! I know it's super annoying when people are constantly insulting themselves, cause like it comes off as compliment seeking, right? I promise that's not what I'm trying to do, I'm just kinda trying to warn you I guess? But, uh, that's still no excuse, and I can totally just shut up if you want! Or, wait, I shouldn't have assumed it's annoying you, I could just be restating what you're thinking? I mean, the things I'm saying about myself aren't exactly incorrect- Just, let me know if I'm being annoying. I'd rather shut up than annoy you, haha. ha. Wow, that sounded fake."
- They tend to blame everything on themself, and act very self destructively.
"Oh god, this is all my fucking fault, I'm so sorry. It's okay if you hate me- or, no, you SHOULD hate me! Fuck, I'm- Why did you even talk to me in the first place?! Do you realize- If you just- You would've been better off if you just walked past me and ignored me! I need to- This is for your wellbeing, being around me is only gonna make things worse for you. I'll be fine, just- Don't follow me. I mean, I don't know why you would in the first place."
- They put everyone else before themself.
"I need to make it up to them, even if I ruin my life in the process. It's not like my life was looking particularly bright in the first place, which is entirely my own fault, so, y'know. Yeah."
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Not Your Lover - Chapter 6
This is the slightly safer version (it's still kinda spicy tho) <3
I have also written a more explicit version of this chapter for anybody who is over the age of 18 which can be found here, so please don't read that one if you're younger or even just uncomfortable with that. hopefully this one is more accessible to everyone! (please let me know if it's still too much and I'll edit it)
(help I realised I don't actually know how to write sfw make out scenes)
Word count: 3.8k
Warnings: heavy making out, like heavy heavy, implied sex, swearing, mentions of the civil war from Nik's side, Davor is still a stalker
Tag list: @a-candle-maker, @bubybubsters, @el-de-phi, @hauntedethusiasttragedy, @iambored24601, @itsyoboo-jassy, @karensirkobabes, @kentucky-criedfricken, @little8sun, @mrsklockwood, @mvidaaaa, @nalie-98, @naushtheaspiringauthor, @notoakay, @pietromaximoffsbabe, @simbaaas-stuff
As always, let me know here if you would like to be added or removed from my Nikolai tag list! <3
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Y/n and Nikolai had settled into a routine within the first two days of staying in the same room, and he was starting to blur the lines in his head of what was real and what was fake.
It was dangerous, walking this line, especially since one wrong move could ruin everything that the two of them had built, but Nikolai knew that he was extremely close to throwing himself fully past reality. They had kept the pillow wall the first night, but when they had woken in roughly the same position as they had the first time that they shared a bed it made sense to forgo the divider completely. Neither of them appeared to be acknowledging it while asleep, and it saved some effort in the evening when they were getting ready for bed.
Work on the building had continued in much the same way as before, although Nikolai noticed that there was a little more tension in the air than usual. None of this was helped by the fact that he couldn't let his demon out at night anymore, and had resorted to staying late at the mansion after Y/n had headed back to the hotel room so that it stopped giving him a headache. Davor was still watching the two of them, following Nikolai around when he tried to go on a late night walk to take his demon fishing, and it was starting to get annoying. He had half a mind to confront the man, but somehow whenever Nikolai actually wanted to see Davor, he wasn't anywhere to be found. Y/n had mentioned that he was doing the same to her, but she didn't seem nearly as bothered about it.
Currently they were working on the floorboards of the first room, having pulled up the old ones and throwing them out, and Nikolai couldn't help but stare at Y/n every now and then as she worked. His demon snickered at him in his head, and Nikolai muttered a quiet "shut up" under his breath.
"Sorry? Did you say something?"
"Huh? No, nothing."
"Oh. Never mind."
They worked in silence again after that, the only sounds being the new floorboards being put down.
By the time sunset came around a few hours later, they'd managed to lay the whole floor, and Nikolai had replaced the windows, letting in the evening sun. He wiped his brow, wishing more than anything that he could take off some layers (but that would mean showing his scars for longer than a few seconds, and he didn't feel like having that conversation with Y/n yet. She'd probably also stab him or something).
"You alright? You look pretty sweaty."
"Yeah, I'm alright. Hopefully this heatwave brings in tourists," he replied, turning to look at her. That was a mistake, apparently, since he couldn't do anything but think about how gorgeous she looked in the golden light streaming in and lighting up her skin, making her look ethereal.
He was so screwed, and he knew that there wasn't any coming back now. He'd very nearly kissed her the other night, when she'd come in crying about her mother and he'd wiped away her tears, but the demon just had to pick that moment to make a noise. Nikolai had scolded it the whole way back to the hotel, and it had the good grace to at least seem sorry for getting in the way.
It had been a little awkward since, neither of them saying anything about the fact that they had very nearly kissed purely because they felt like it, and the tension was starting to kill Nikolai. They kept waking up tangled in each other too, and although he knew he shouldn't, he held on to her a little longer in the mornings, and his touch lingered a moment more when he passed her things. Whether she'd noticed, he had no idea, but at least she hadn't told him to stop being weird yet.
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Nik was being weird.
He kept staring at Y/n, for one, and every now and then he would hold on to her for longer than fake boyfriends probably should. He was staring now, in fact, although why she had no idea. She was covered in dirt and sweat from working all day, both in the bakery and in the mansion, and she definitely needed a bath. Maybe he was staring at her because of that? Yeah, that made more sense. Although when she looked at him (not that she was sneaking glances or anything), she couldn't deny how gorgeous he looked in the light, the sunset making his golden hair glow.
He kept talking to himself too, and Y/n was starting to worry that he was going mad. She'd talked to Gregor about it that morning, and apparently Nik was doing it while he worked in the workshop. Gregor also looked like he knew something else, but despite Y/n's best efforts she couldn't get it out of him. The man was notoriously good at keeping secrets, but if it was about Nik then she wanted to know.
"I'm sure he'll tell you in his own time, Y/n/n," was all he had said, and Y/n had huffed and left not long after.
She snapped herself out of her thoughts, blush rising when she realised that she'd zoned out looking at him, and turned back to the wall that she was painting. They'd done good work today; Nik had managed to get the new windows in with the help of her father, and the three of them had finished off the floor. Y/n had picked out the paint a while ago, and had made a start on covering the walls.
"You know," she started, and out of the corner of her eye she saw Nik turn to face her. "I think we can do this. How long have we got left now, eight days?"
"Yeah, I think so. There's still the two other rooms to do though. I know they're both clear but it's going to be a stretch to get them done on top of this one. It's taken us this long to get this room nearly ready."
"What happened to mister 'we can do it!', huh? I've got a plan, don't worry."
"Is your plan hiring the entirety of Taya? Because I might be an optimist but this is bordering on impossible."
"I thought that nothing was impossible, only improbable," she quipped, mocking his voice.
"Was that... was that meant to be me?"
"I thought it was an excellent impression. Did you have a problem with it? I mean, personally I thought there were two of you for a moment."
Nik laughed, shaking his head. "You're ridiculous," he said, looking at her fondly. Y/n smiled lightly back at him, and they got lost in each others' gazes. Nik suddenly snapped out of it, whipping his head back to the curtain pole he was adjusting. Y/n moved her own attention back to the wall, feeling her face heat up.
Shit.
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An hour or so later, the sun had fully set, and Nikolai had had to turn the chandelier on in the room so that he and Y/n could continue to work. The demon had, for once, helped Nikolai out, since its laughing at Nikolai and Y/n gazing at each other made him realise what he was doing. He'd quickly gone back to what he was doing, and a moment later he heard the brush of the paint on the wall.
Now they were in separate rooms, and Nikolai had looked to check that the demon wouldn't be seen before letting it out.
"No noise, alright? The second you make a noise you're back in, understood?" The demon had nodded and padded off into a corner of the room, starting to use its tail as a brush, collecting the remaining rubbish on the floor. Nikolai felt proud of it once more, seeing it trying to help, and hoped that it had learned something valuable from working hard. Saints, he sounded like the demon's teacher. Nikolai frowned, shuffling furniture around the room. He supposed he was in a way, teaching it how to be nicer. Maybe he'd be able to let it out more if he knew it would behave. He was glad for the distraction of the demon, since it stopped him from thinking too hard about Y/n, and having to keep half an eye on the little bastard was rather entertaining at times. It was a little like having a child, except the child was quite literally a demonic entity of darkness and destruction that enjoyed ripping people's faces off and generally making their lives complete and utter misery. Nikolai suddenly wondered if that was how Baghra had felt about the Darkling, and shuddered at the thought of baby Aleksander. The demon noticed, growling lowly at its creator, and Nikolai called it over softly, careful not to alert Y/n.
"Come here, that's it, there we go," he whispered, settling on the floor as his demon came and rested its head on his lap. It was strange, doing this, but he could sense that his demon was disturbed by Nikolai's thoughts of the Darkling. While the man had been responsible for the separation between Nikolai and his demon, the latter now shared the resentment that Nikolai harboured. No doubt it was remembering the battle with Fjerda too, and the multiple brushes with death. Since then they had only become closer, reaching an agreement that they would die for each other if needed.
"Nik? You alright in there?" Both Nikolai and his demon turned to look at the doorway where Y/n's voice had come from, and they glanced at each other before the demon crept off into the shadows.
"Yep, I'm alright." He pushed himself off of the floor just as Y/n walked in, paint on her trousers.
"I think I'm gonna head out now, I've done what I can on the walls. You coming?"
"Yeah, sure. Let me just grab my things," he smiled, and she returned it, heading back into the front room. He took the demon back in, telling it to stop fussing and hurry up, and followed her out, collecting his jacket from where he'd slung it over one of the armchairs.
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They made it back to the hotel no problem, although Y/n could have sworn that she saw Davor following them when they went round a corner, and when they were up in Nik's room he pulled out a bottle of kvas and two glasses.
"Drink?"
"Sure."
Davor following them wasn't too disturbing for Y/n, given he was a deeply untrusting person and was probably trying to expose Nik and Y/n's relationship for what it was, but Nik seem more concerned. He brought it up as he poured, passing one glass to Y/n and taking his own over to the sofa in front of the fireplace. Despite the heatwave, the hotel room was somehow freezing (Y/n had no idea how the owners managed it), so they'd lit a fire.
"You really aren't worried about him stalking us?"
"No, not really. Why are you so worked up about it?"
"Um... because it's stalking? It's quite literally illegal. Also, what happens if he finds out none of this is real?"
Her heart hurt at his words, but she quickly dismissed it as nothing. "Nobody will believe him if he says anything, because they like us a whole lot more. Everybody knows he likes stirring up trouble for no good reason, and I've got a reputation, hell, you have a reputation now. We'll be fine." She sipped her kvas, grateful for the burn as it went down. It stopped her thinking too hard about Nik.
"If you're sure," he frowned, and Y/n wanted to smooth the lines on his face with her fingertips. He settled into the sofa next to her having finished fiddling with the fire, and it was cramped enough that his thigh brushed against hers. She pulled her legs up, turning so that her back was resting against the arm and she was facing him. Nik angled his body slightly so that he was looking towards her, shifting in his seat in a way that had Y/n hiding behind her glass and trying desperately to not think too hard about his lap. "You alright?" he asked, amusement in his eyes and a smirk on his face, and Saints damn it she was blushing and he fucking knew it.
"Yeah, I'm alright." He hummed, and Y/n felt her cheeks grow even warmer. "What? I am!"
"Okay! You just look a little... flushed," he responded, and she could hear the laughter in his voice, making her glare at him. "There it is! I've missed that glare," he joked, only succeeding in deepening her frown.
"Fuck off," she muttered as she sipped her kvas, and he laughed, loud and bellowing. Saints, she wanted to make him laugh more often.
Sleeping next to Nik tonight would be difficult, she decided as she watched him.
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A few hours and half a bottle of kvas later, Nik and Y/n had loosened up significantly, and were spilling secrets that she would never dare to tell him were she sober.
He'd confessed that he was absolutely terrified of spiders, having been nicknamed 'Nikolai the spider squealer' by his childhood best friend, and was considered a general menace to society as a small boy.
"Oh yeah, I find that so difficult to believe," Y/n giggled sarcastically, and Nik's responding pout only made her laugh harder.
"What is that supposed to mean? I am an absolute delight to have around!" He put on a look of offence, and Y/n nearly spilled her drink when she held her sides from laughing. "Seriously!" He was laughing now, spluttering as he spoke and unable to get words out properly. A few minutes later when they'd calmed down enough (it took a while since whenever they looked at each other they burst out laughing again), he spoke up again. "Go on, your turn. I think it's been my turn the last three times," he frowned, trying to count in his head. Y/n thought for a moment, before coming up with something.
"Saints, I don't know why I'm even gonna tell you this," she laughed, pressing her hand to her forehead. "Okay. So, basically, I've never... I have never... you know." She waved her hand in the general direction of her lower half. Nik's eyes went wide.
"Wait. You've never had an orgasm?"
"No, I haven't!"
"No wonder you're so fucking grumpy all the time, Saints!"
"Oi! It's not exactly my fault! Davor never could and neither can I, I gave up trying to get myself off like six months ago."
"Bet I could," Nik said, sipping his drink.
"...What?"
"I said I bet I could."
They looked at each other, Nik studying her over his glass and Y/n feeling increasingly flustered at the direction their conversation had taken.
"Prove it."
He said nothing, still just looking her, and she was starting to regret her words. "Sorry. Stupid idea. Forget it." She turned her face away, staring into the fire. He was yet to say anything, and the atmosphere turned awkward.
"Are you?" he said, and Saints, why was his voice so low? "Are you sorry?"
"No," she whispered, and she was hyper-aware of the sound of his glass clinking against the side table as he set it down. She turned to look at him, breath leaving her body at the sight of him closer than before, eyes filled with something dangerous. She put her own glass down, nearly spilling it since she hadn't taken her eyes off of Nik. "Why?"
"Because I want to prove it."
Something snapped then, and Y/n surged forward to grab at his shirt with her hands and pull him in for a kiss. He didn't seem to know what to do with himself for a moment, but after barely a second he was responding, wrapping his arms around her waist as he pulled her into his lap, moaning softly, and Saints she wanted him to do it all over again. Her hands moved up to play with his hair the way that she'd wanted to since their first kiss in the square all those days ago, tangling in the locks and tugging every now and then as his hands grasped her hips. She wasn't sure how long they were there for, exploring each other with their hands and tongues, but every second of it was just as good as she'd imagined. He'd moved her hair out of the way to kiss down her neck, alternating between soft kisses and gently biting the skin, drawing sounds out of her that Davor never could. "Nik," she whispered into his hair, not missing the way his grip tightened on her hips at the sound of his name. He slowly dragged his head back up, kissing as he went, before he pressed another to her mouth.
"Yeah?" His pupils were blown, the blue of his eyes nearly non-existent, and his lips were slightly swollen from kissing her.
"You gonna prove it or not?" she breathed, and he could only stare at her for a moment before nodding, and then she felt his hands at the top of her trousers, pulling up the fabric of her shirt. He hadn't taken his eyes off of her, silently asking if this was still alright, and they only broke eye contact when her shirt slipped over her head, landing on the floor a second later. He pulled her back in, kisses a little more gentle than before, and Y/n went to take Nik's shirt off. He hesitated slightly, and she paused, not wanting to make him uncomfortable. "This okay? You don't have to, if it's... I just... wanted to feel you, I guess." She blushed at the admission, and he smiled softly at her.
"It's okay, darling," and Saints she'd forgotten how her stomach dipped at the pet name. "I've just... got a lot of scars," he whispered, and Y/n immediately went to reassure him.
"That's okay. You're helping me out, not talking about your scars. but equally if you wanna do that then I'll listen," she said, pressing a kiss to his forehead, and she practically felt him melt under her. He moved back a little, giving himself room to take his clothes off. Nik paused for a moment, looking at his gloves, then made a decision and yanked them off, chucking them on to the side table next to his discarded drink. He glanced back up at her, waiting for her reaction as he settled his hands lightly on top of her thighs. Y/n could only stare at them, reaching out to hold one with her own hand but not quite touching. Most of the veins were black, and his fingers were the same, and as Y/n finally took hold of his hand, lacing their fingers together and turning his arm in her grip she noticed that the black veins continued partway up his forearms. "What..." She didn't finish, not sure where to go from there. Nik was transfixed by their interlocked hands, and his thumb was stroking hers.
"The Darkling," was his only response, and Y/n didn't know what to do other than press a gentle kiss to his mouth, cupping his face with her free hand. She pulled away, resting her forehead against his, and her hand moved down to rest over his heart.
"Does it hurt?"
"No. Not anymore."
She kissed him again, slow and careful, still holding his hand in hers.
"Do you wanna carry on?"
"Yes," he said into her mouth, hands sliding up higher on her thighs, pulling her closer to him, and Saints, he wasn't lying. She moved her hands to his shirt, tugging at the hem and lifting the fabric all the way off. Her fingers traced the lines of his chest, spending extra time on the scars and marks she found, and Nik's hands came up to rest on her back, pulling her flush against him. They kissed again, this time with more hunger, and in a sudden movement Nik had flipped them so that Y/n was lying on the sofa, legs half dangling off the edge as he situated himself between them, never taking his lips off of hers. Eventually he moved further down, and she lost all sense of time as Nik touched her, drawing out new sounds with every movement right up until he took her into paradise.
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He moved back up her body a while after, having left soft kisses behind as she came down from the high, and when she brought his face down to kiss her it was soft and more loving than it should have been given they weren't actually together.
"You alright?" he asked, nose nudging against her cheek. She could only nod, wiped out. She could feel him smiling, the cheeky fucker, and she half-heartedly slapped his arm, trying to not think too hard about how toned it was. "What?" he smiled, pulling back to look at her.
"Nothing, just, you're a lot more... I don't know," she trailed off, blushing at his stare. "You have very nice arms," she decided on, and Nik's immediate laughter made her flush even more. "Shut up," she mumbled, turning her face to hide in the back of the sofa. She felt Nik's hand cup her chin, bringing her face back towards his as he planted a kiss on her lips, lingering for a while.
"Thank you," he whispered, amused smile still present. "You have very nice tits, if that helps."
"Nik!"
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Nikolai had no idea where the two of them went from here, but he wouldn't take back a single second of it.
He'd helped clean Y/n up, and then had helped her move to the bed, passing her one of his clean shirts to sleep in. He went without the gloves as he got into bed next to her, leaving them sat on the table in front of the fire. He was just pulling his boots off when he felt Y/n's fingers on his back, tracing over the scars from the demon's wings. Her hands flattened on his back, then moved around his torso and under his arms as she pushed herself against him, pulling his head to hers to kiss him. The angle was awkward, so Nikolai shook his boots off and turned around, cupping her cheek to deepen the kiss. He clambered in next to her, breaking away, and pulled the sheets up over them. At Y/n's pout he simply chuckled, and brought her down to lie next to him, and she slung her arm over his chest and her leg over his, falling asleep not long after.
Nikolai stayed awake a while longer, thinking over everything that had happened. He really didn't know where they went from here, but no matter what, he needed to tell her the truth before they got too far in.
Chapter 7
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hotpinkboots · 1 year
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HEHEHEHEEEEE HELLO, DO YOU DO BREAK UPS? This is gonna sound SO deranged but may i please get an Anakin x reader where the reader TOTALLY breaks up with him one day?? I'm talking REALLY mean rejection, the most evil thing you can come up with. I dont know why I promise I'm not insane I'm not sure what excites me about this I'M SORRY 😭
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~𝓐𝓷𝓪𝓴𝓲𝓷 𝓢𝓴𝔂𝔀𝓪𝓵𝓴𝓮𝓻 x Reader: Breakup Headcanons~
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AHAHAHA I LOVE YOU THIS IS NUTS OMG
MAKE BABY SUFFER >:))) I decided to do not only headcanons, but also a mini-oneshot with it because it adds to the misery
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~Oh, he's so in love with you.
~So devoted, so doting over you, so cuddly, so sweet.
~...But you clearly aren't in the same boat.
~When you start becoming annoyed with him, he will try even harder to make you happy. You're all he desires. All he wants, all he needs- you're his oxygen, he'd suffocate without you.
~You think he's even MORE annoying now that he's desperately trying to make you happy.
~One night, he'll bring it up and ask you if you're happy. Ask you what you need so he can make it happen.
~You've had the last straw.
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"Anakin, knock it off."
He paused mid-sentence, looking down at you with slight surprise in his eyes- eyes that were still bright just for you.
"What's wrong..?" Anakin frowned at your annoyed expression. He felt his chest grow tight. Why were you looking at him like that? He hated when leople looked at him like that. That was the look of annoyance and disappointment. That was the look of pure frustration on your face.
"You're trying too hard. It's annoying. No offense, but I can't stand to wake up to you every morning anymore. You go off on these... cheesy monologues everyday about me. It's getting old."
Anakin's face dropped, his brows furrowed slightly, his eyes becoming glossy with tears. Was he too clingy? Maybe he was. But he just loved you so much, what did you expect when you're the most perfect thing to exist?
"...I'm sorry...I can- I can stop-" Anakin stuttered out, his voice failing, his breath catching in his throat painfully.
You rolled your eyes and slapped a hand over your forehead. "No, Anakin, I mean I'm sick of it- as in DONE? You're obsessed with me. It's uncomfortable. I feel like you're always an emotional wreck, I can't keep getting dragged down into whatever pit of despair you're constantly in. I'm sorry, but I can't deal with you anymore."
Anakin looked like an injured puppy waiting for somebody to help him. Warm tears ran down those soft cheeks that you once used to kiss. He felt physical pain in his heart, a pain that caused his hand to shakily clutch his chest in agony. Anakin's throat felt constricted, and a soft whimper of pain escaped his kissable lips.
"(Y/N)..." Anakin breathed out painfully, his lips pulling down into a deep frown- the type of frown that one simply could not hide, the type of frown that forced it's way into someone's face no matter how hard they tried to hide it. He wanted to shout at you, he wanted to be angry, but he couldn't. He just felt this horrendously painful feeling in his body that made him feel both physically and mentally sick.
Had he really put all of his issues on you like that? Had he really been so clingy that it ended up pushing you away in the end? Were you just fed up with his personality...? Were you not attracted to him? For a moment, he thought of any way shape or form he could change for you. Would you love him if he looked entirely different? What did you dislike about him? Was it the prosthetic arm? Would you love him if he acted the opposite of his personality? Why couldn't he hide his problems? You should only be happy. You deserve happiness, not to be weighed down by him. He was a burden.
He was always a burden.
No matter where he went or what he did, he would always be a burden.
He could never be good enough for anybody.
"How...how can I make you love me again?" Anakin asked brokenly, his hand twitching as if he wished to hold yours, and he even instinctively reached forward to hold you. He stopped when he saw the uncomfortable, almost grossed out expression on your face when he reached for you. Anakin felt like he was drowning.
You looked him in the eye, your voice sounding unimpressed in your next statement.
"You can't."
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~He is going to be completely ruined for a VERY long time. No one can get him out of bed. No one can motivate him.
~He couldn't even if he wanted to. He was in the state of mind where focusing would not be possible. In fact, he'd probably cause far more danger on a mission than help with it.
~Anakin tries to be angry at you, but he only becomes angry at himself.
~Beats himself up about it, wondering what he could have done to make you happy, wondering why you didn't love him, or even like him for that matter.
~It makes the process of him turning to the dark even quicker.
~He only gets annoyed and angry when somebody tries telling him the usual, "Be mindful of your feelings, Anakin" advice. He's been hearing that everyday of his life. He's sick of it.
~Anakin is completely lost in the dark. He feels dead. He has no motivation. He feels unwanted, he feels like everybody hates him and is just secretly annoyed by his very existence.
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Komahina x reader
Non-despair au; modern au
Word count: 1.8k
Cw: nsfw, blowjobs, party sex, fingering, man-handling, teasing, voyeurism, jealousy, OOC Nagito; Dom Nagito, (hajime is just there to be there at this point), no plot just banging
Summary: random dude feeling up reader and komahina gets mad. (Not serious fic and was made for lols and from boredom)
Credits: xxotiganloverxx and XxmixanuxX
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As you entered your shared bathroom, you watched as komaeda fretting in the mirror. "I'm sorry Y/N, I know I don't look good enough to go to such an important event with you". You walk over to Ko and look at him in the mirror, 
"You look fine Ko, besides it's a party no one's going to be dressed up" you take his hand and pulled him out of the bathroom 
"Now come on Ko, Hinata I'd waiting for us" 
"Took you guys long enough," Hinata sighed as he crossed his arms. 
"Sorry for making you wait too long hajime, of course it'll be me too -" " it's fine Nagito, let's just go before ibuki tries to drag us there herself," Hajime said, cutting off Komaeda's self-deprecation. 
Once you guys arrived at the party, you could immediately hear the loud music playing inside the house. "I mean Ibuki did say this was going to be her biggest party yet, " you commented before loudly knocking on the door, hoping anybody inside could hear you. 
 
As if she was waiting there the whole time, Ibuki opened the door as soon as you knocked. "OMG, Y/N you came! There's so much I need to tell you," she says as she pulls you away from your boyfriends. At this point, Hinata and Nagito were standing at the door by themselves. "Come on Ko, let's go see everyone." They walked around together hand and hand like lost puppies until they ran into Fuyuhiko where they struck up a very interesting conversation which consisted of where the best place to hide a body was or murder in general. 
Time skip
"Let me go get you a drink Hinata ", Ko states in a desperate attempt to get out of the conversation. He walks over to the bar as he's pouring a drink for Hinata and himself. He looks around scanning the room and spots you. You had your hand on a guy's shoulder smiling softly as the man talked. He was a little too close for Nagito's comfort. Ko felt a surge of jealousy flow all throughout his body. He felt he didn't deserve to be jealous of the man,  but he could help it.  He walked over to you forgetting all about Hinata and his drink.
Wrapping his arms around your waist he looked  the guy in the eyes . " Whatcha talking about?"
He says resting his chin one your head. "U-umm nothing" the man replied, intimidated by his height "I'll, um talk to you later" the man stated before uncomfortably leaving
 "Little jealous ko?" 
"Who the fuck said I was jealous? He was obviously to ugly to compete with me, besides he didn't even have the balls to talk to me, your boyfriend". 
 "M'kay koko" you say, reaching your hand up and patting the top of his head. He grabs your arm and pulls you over to hinata. "Hinata with me now," he said towards Hajime, who was standing alone near a couch . Hajime walked over, feeling the irritation in Komaeda's voice. Leading both of you upstairs into a room, he shut the door. "Umm Ko why are we here," Hajime asks. "Yea koko, why are we here-"  
"This bitch wants to go around flirting with other guys" he says looking you dead in the eyes.
"I think it's time we teach her a lesson" Nagito says and although Hajime was red as a rudolph's nose, he had this underlying hunger in his eyes.
Nagito walked over to the side of the bed and reached for you. His hand petting the top of your head. You felt slight pleasure in his touch. But your pleasure soon turned to pain as he pulled you off the bed and onto your knees. "Unzip my pants and get to work, no hands."
 Hajime was already hard and had found himself a nice place one the bed to watch the show .
 You used your teeth to slowly unzip his pants. Once you got his fly down you, spent time on his clothed dick sucking and licking on it. "F-fuck, you dirty little tease stop fucking with me-"
 You look up at him through your eyelashes.
"But I need help Koko, I can't get these off by myself," you said, your voice small and whiny. 
"Little bitch," he says, pulling down his boxers to reveal his cock. It was long and the veins took up mostly the underside of his dick. It already had precum dripping out of the tip. You decided it would be fun to tease him a little so you started off slow, licking a long strip along the bottom and playing with the tip. 
Licking and kissing at the tip wasn't enough for him and you know that. 
"F-fuckkkk, fucking slut. Playing with me like this," he says as he digs his fingers into the back of your scalp and pushes your mouth all the way onto his cock till your nose is pushed against his happy trail. You felt your eyes start to water and a sting in the back of your throat.
But while you were in a compromising position, you could hear Hajime's moans. They were so desperate and apparently Nagito could also hear Hajime's desperate whimpers and whines.
"Hajime love want to have a little fun?" 
"W-wha-" Hajime stuttered, sounding so out of breath.  
Nagito pushed you off of his dick and tossed you on the bed so you were facing Hajime's body. He climbed on the bed behind you and glided his hands up your waist. 
"Lift your hips you whore," he says holstering them up himself. Not waiting for you to make another move, he gripped your hair and moved you into hajime's lap. 
"Blow him slut," he says, releasing your head. 
You look up at Hajime one last time before your hands venture to his dick. You slowly shift your hand up and down his shaft as he trembles above you.  
"This is too slow for my liking," Nagito says  before slamming your head down on Hajime's cock. You gag, trying to adjust to the brutal pace Nagito bobbed your head. You feel his hand disappear but you keep your pace. You can feel him pulling down your pants and underwear in one go. The cold breeze hitting your slick covered lips. 
"Little whores wet just from sucking us off, " he says while sliding his finger over your pussy. Using two fingers to spread sex apart you felt the cold breeze from the air-conditioning hit you core.
You could feel one of Nagito's cold fingers enter you, the sudden entry causing an unintentional moan. Hajime felt the vibration through his cock and caused the coil in his stomach to snap, spewing thick cum against the back of your throat you swallowed almost instantly, taking the salty bitterness that came with it. Nagito flipped you over so your back was against the bed.  
"Fuck angel, you're squeezing me so tight." He slipped another finger inside you, curling them and directly hitting your core. Your lips formed into an "o" shape as you back arched. You felt your core tighten and waited for its sweet release.
His fingers sped up, hitting your core with each curl and your back was permanently arched. You and Nagito knew you were about to release.
You felt his fingers leave you, your relief leaving with him. 
"W-why-" Your voice cracks from your moaning. 
"W-why did you stop?" 
"Did you really think I would let a whore like you cum? Maybe you should go get that ass-wipe you were smiling so happily at." 
Hajime's eyes were still hazed with a fucked out look on his face. 
"Although I'm not that mean, so I'll leave it up to Hajime." He reached over and patted the dazed man's head, sliding his hand down to caress Hajime's cheek. 
"Hajime, my love, should we let her cum?" Hajime took a second to respond. 
"U-um yea s-sure".  Nagito looked down at you. 
"You better be glad Hajime's such a kind boyfriend because I had no intention of letting you cum tonight," 
Komaeda says, sliding his cock into you. Your once desperate state was gone and was replaced by a moan that was ripped from your body.
You felt his long cock all the way inside you, and he didn't give you any time to adjust to his size. He pulled almost all the way out to where only his tip remained touching your lips.
And then he slammed back into you, the sudden thrusting had you back arched harder than ever before. You could feel him slamming into you harder every thrust.
You look up at Hinata who happens to be already staring back down at you. He leaned down to kiss you, silencing your moans. You felt the spring in your core tightening, you were at your edge.
And you felt his thrusting become sloppy and his hips speeding up. He was about to cum too. The rough kisses from Hinata muffled out your cries. 
"Fucccck love, I'm gonna-" you felt Komaeda's cum spilling into you, your release closely followed. You felt Ko slip out of you and slide your underwear back on.
"Hey you ok over there?" You heard Nagito call over from where your pants were tossed over to. 
"Y-ya, I'm fine" you say, short of breath from the moaning and kissing, making it hard to breathe. 
You saw his figure come into view. 
"Are you gonna talk to that lame ass again?" He says, holding up your pants.
"Cuz you won't get these back if you were," he states teasingly as he pulls you up and out of Hinata's lap. 
Komaeda gets down on his knees and slips your pants onto you. While helping you up, you look over to see Hinata grabbing his pants and underwear. 
"What are we going to tell Ibuki? We've been up here for- " Hajime looks over to the clock "an hour." 
"I'm sure no one has noticed our absence, we'll be fine,"Komaeda states.
"Well there's only one way to find out," you say, sliding Komaeda's jacket on and walking over to the door.
"Well don't just stand there, come on," you said, swinging the door open and walking out. Nagito and Hajime walk over to you, wrapping their arms around your shoulders and all three of you walk downstairs. 
You spot Ibuki again in the crowd. You try to walk over to her but you feel Nagito's grip on your shoulder. 
"I think we've had enough party going for the night,let's go" he says as he pulls you and Hajime to the door. 
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