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The Mad Scientist's Assistant - Chp 29

Chapter 29–The Nation of Zaun (AO3)

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Previous Chapter: Chapter 28

Rating: Explicit. Minors DNI

Chapter Tags: Silco x Fem!Reader, Reader-Insert,

Chapter word count: 18k

Chapter Beta Readers: Thank you as always @purplefangirl42

Total word count: 201k

A/N: Thank you for joining me on this journey. I hope the ending is satisfying in more ways than one. As promised, I'm posting the chapter in its entirety. But in one month, I'll be replacing the text with an AO3 link. So read it here while you still can!

Slowly, The Last Drop starts to empty as people leave for their respective posts in Piltover. Your crew is among the last to leave, overseeing that everyone else has all the supplies they need.

You hoist a backpack over your shoulders with your share of mission materials. The straps dig into you from the weight of the canisters inside and you focus on that stinging pain to distract from the way your heart hammers wildly in your chest. Your stomach churns as the gravity of the situation hits you, your eyes darting around The Last Drop as everyone moves quickly to prepare.

Once, twice, three times you check your bag for the Hextech remote and the other precious cargo protected by the satchel’s upgraded bulletproof material.

There's electricity in the air tonight when you step out onto the street. Your eyes cast upward toward your destination, Piltover’s skyline littered with golden lights, their glimmering only matched by the stars overhead. You tug your coat around you as a harsh wind sweeps through the Lanes, sending a shiver to run up your spine.

You close your eyes, taking a deep breath in.

You stand still as Silco’s crew around you continues to frantically get the last of the preparations ready, Sevika’s voice a loud boom as she shouts out orders to those who hadn’t left already. You take another deep breath, allowing it to wash over you.

Your throat bobs, your hands tighten around your satchel’s strap.

You set your jaw, open your eyes, and nod.

Showtime.

You get a sense of deja vu standing on the airship that will take you Topside. Your previous team of Sevika, Ran, and Jinx stand at the controls, staring out into the dark night sky. The only difference is that Silco is with you this time. He stands at the front, his hands behind his back, his shoulders pulled back. Sevika stands beside him, one hand at her ear as she coordinates the Turbo Chemtanks and confirms their positions.

Standing behind the team, you take a moment to savor where you are. As your eyes pass over each person, you feel a sense of pride for each of them. If anyone can take Zaun's independence, it's them.

Jinx stands next to her father, both her paintball pistols at her hips, modified for tonight's mission. There's a strap over her shoulder attached to the large flamethrower she had shown you in her workshop. You marvel at how the large device dwarfs her tiny frame, making her seem even smaller than she already is. The hulking weapon has new panels fitted to it since the last time you saw it as well as a new coat of paint in that signature Jinx style.

Sevika, cigarette at her mouth, is armed with nothing but her chemtech arm and a belt of Shimmer vial refills at her hip.

Ran has a pair of long blades sheathed on their back. Your eyebrows lift, having not seen them before. You wonder why they hadn't brought them on your previous mission.

And then there's Silco.

You assume he's armed to the teeth with his usual daggers. Briefly, you wonder if your gifted dagger is among them. The last time you had seen it, it was nestled between two of Finn’s ribs.

Moving to stand next to Silco, you take a grounding, deep breath through your nostrils. Out of your periphery, you catch Silco's good eye studying you. But as soon as your eyes flick to catch it, he's already looking straight forward again.

“We're here,” Sevika calls out. “Mask up.”

You crouch down, unzipping the backpack before tossing Jinx, Ran, and Sevika their gas masks. You pick up two more and offer one to Silco beside you. His lips pout slightly as he shakes his head an infinitesimal amount. Your head ticks to the side, but you follow the silent instruction regardless, dropping the extra respirator back into the bag.

Once your mask is donned over your mouth and nose, you reach in for a canister.

“Sevika.”

She turns at your voice, flesh arm a flash as she snatches the metal can out of the air when it whizzes from your hand toward her. She nods before turning to the exit, dark eyebrows set as she rolls out her mechanical shoulder.

The airship lands. The back door opens. Sevika presses a button on the canister before rolling it over the exit’s threshold. After a few seconds, there's a hissing sound as the sleeping agent you and Singed had fabricated so long ago fills the air.

Silence, and then —

Two thuds as two enforcers’ bodies hit the ground. Sevika silently signals the all clear and you move out as a unit.

You step through the gas and over the bodies, your eyes glancing back at Silco who takes the rear. When he steps through the fog and reemerges, maskless, collar pulled high, his abyss eye taking in the scene down his nose, your heart skips a beat.

You make your way through the city. With the exception of the dock, you run into very few enforcers, your path mapped out painstakingly in advance by Ran to most efficiently avoid all patrolling officers. And if not for that, the team that had arrived before you was given the task of knocking out any surprises along your route. By the time you reach the council’s tower, you've only had to use two more canisters to clear your way.

Outside the perimeter of the tall, ivory tower, there's an entire gaggle of blue uniforms. They surround the building, armed and alert. Your eyes dart through them, doing a quick mental tally of their ranks—much more than you would have expected or liked.

You scoff under your breath.

Maybe the council is expecting us after all.

You spot movement at the front of the pack, your eyes squinting to make out who it could be among a sea of blue uniforms. A familiar scowl on a familiar face.

Marcus stands at attention in front of his men, dark eyebrows furrowed and jaw clenched. There’s an anger behind his eyes, a determination you did not see when you had first encountered him.

Jinx lifts her face to her dad, her blue eyes unmistakably wild and excited.

“Now?”

Silco chuckles. “Not yet, poppet. Save it.”

You can't see it, but you're certain Jinx is pouting behind her mask. You laugh internally.

“Ah, Marcus,” Silco addresses the sheriff. “How kind of you to welcome us.”

“Don’t think I don’t know what you’re doing,” Marcus yells back. “Turn around and go home.”

You glance at Silco next to you and watch as his expression darkens, his good eye narrowing.

“You know I won’t do that,” Silco replies. “Step aside and we’ll spare your enforcers.”

Marcus puffs out his chest, his gloved hand curling into a fist.

“I should have arrested you when I had the chance,” he says before bringing one hand up in instruction. At the signal, dozens of enforcers train their guns on your small team. “Better late than never.”

Silco rolls his eyes while shaking his head before turning toward his daughter.

“Jinx?”

“Roger!” She chirps back, moving to stand in front of him. Before Marcus has a chance to give the order to his men, Jinx quickly unholsters both pistols from her hips with a flourish and a spin before shooting each.

Thunk! Thunk!

Two canisters sail through the air toward the enforcers, flanking them with a steady stream of gas.

“What was that?” One calls out.

“It's gas!”

“Masks on!”

Chaos erupts as bodies at the periphery of the formation hit the floor, the rest of the officers scrambling to don their respirators.

“Another,” Silco instructs.

You toss Sevika another canister and she launches it with her Chemtank arm. It lands dead center of the dense gas, adding another thick layer of fog to the growing cover. There’s the sound of coughing and sputtering followed by heavy footsteps as masked enforcers try to retreat out of the gas.

Your team descends upon the officers, weaving through the gas to make your way to the ivory tower. Pistol in hand, you silently knock out enforcers with a well-placed hit to the head when they make the mistake of crossing your path. You're just about to reach the grand doors when you feel someone grab you by the arm. Spinning on the spot, you swiftly bring your knee up to the enforcer’s groin. As they let go of you, a grunt forced out of their lungs as they stagger back, you bring your now freed fist up, making contact with their jaw. You hiss between your teeth, shaking your hand as the officer falls to the ground.

“There they are!” Someone calls out as the gas starts to dissipate. “Get them!”

Bullets sail through the air as you sprint the remaining distance to the doors. Jinx is the first to make it, swinging her flamethrower around to smack an enforcer across the face, sending them toppling down the stone steps. Sevika knocks a second out of the way with a swing of her chemtech arm, clearing the way for you, Ran, and Silco.

Ran pushes the doors open amid heavy gunfire and the rest of your team run quickly over the threshold. As soon as you're safely inside, Sevika pushes the doors shut before calling out your name.

“On it!”

With gloved hands, you reach into your satchel for a vial of bright green liquid, bubbling and gurgling as if alive. Uncorking it, you pour the viscous liquid down the seam of the two doors. Immediately, the chemical reacts, melting the material of the heavy doors, fusing them together. There's frantic thumping and knocking from the other side as enforcers try to force their way in to no avail.

You smirk.

“I'd like to see them get through that!”

The rest of the crew is already long gone by the time you turn around. You spot them at the end of the hallway making their way to the elevator doors. Sevika yells out your name, urgency in her heavy voice.

“Hurry up!”

“I'm going! I'm going!”

You sprint as fast as your legs can take you, the backpack over your shoulders crashing into your spine every step of the way. You start to close the distance as you watch Silco and the team step into the elevator when a figure blocks the way. Eyes wide, you lose your footing as your body tries to stop in its tracks. The enforcer’s hands are both up, wrapped around a pistol pointed squarely at your face. You fall on your ass, arms and feet shuffling frantically as you try to get up. Then—

There's a loud whistling sound as something sails through the air and lands squarely in the man's back. His pistol drops out of his hands before his body falls close behind, limp.

Eyes still the size of saucers, you look up from the man to see Silco standing just outside of the elevator, his hand frozen in midair. Your eyes meet and you can see a hint of panic in his ocean green eye. There's an edge to his voice as he calls out your name.

“Come on.”

You hurry back to your feet, your body pushed forward from momentum the rest of the way to the elevator. Briefly, you debate retrieving Silco's dagger from the enforcer’s back, but another urgent call of your name has you scrambling to catch up. By the time you cross the elevator’s threshold, you pitch forward. Silco catches you with one arm across your chest, lifting you up.

Are you okay? He asks with a dart of his eyes.

I'm okay, you answer with an exhausted nod.

He returns the nod, letting go of you. Just as you're about to turn to face the front of the ascending elevator, you catch a glimpse of Jinx beaming at you. While you can’t see her mouth obscured by her respirator, there’s a glee behind her azure eyes. You furrow your eyebrows in question to her and she answers with what you can only assume is a Cheshire grin behind her mask, crowd feet forming at her temples as her pupils flick back and forth between you and her father. You roll your eyes before turning around.

The lift ascends.

The silence of the mechanisms pulling you upward is eery, the only evidence of your ascent the subtle pressure you feel on your body by being pushed toward the ceiling.

As the lift starts to slow its climb, you grab another canister of sleeping gas from your pack. Just as the door opens, you hit the button and roll it down the hallway to the unsuspecting enforcers stationed at the conference room doors. Before they can even react, there’s a loud hissing as the gas fills the hallway followed quickly by four loud thuds as their bodies hit the floor.

You make your way down the hallway to the grand doors, eyes squinting through the thick gas. As you do, Ran pulls away, crouching down to bind the unconscious enforcers while Sevika relieves them of their weapons. Jinx pulls up the rear, flamethrower out at the ready, aimed at the elevator, leaving you and Silco at the front.

Once the last of the gas clears, your team starts to remove their masks, ditching them on the tile flooring.

“Sevika,” you whisper as you tug your satchel toward you. Grabbing the Hextech remote, you swing the bag back over your hip. “Are we ready? Are the Chemtanks in position?”

She holds a finger up in silent instruction, listening intently to the chatter in her ear piece. After a few tense seconds, she nods.

You look toward Silco, who stands with his hands behind his back, eyes staring straight ahead at the large door that stands between him and his Nation of Zaun. He doesn't tear his eyes away, doesn't blink.

“Do it.”’

You take a deep steadying breath in.

Moment of truth.

Left eye squinting closed in anticipation, you set the dial on the remote to the first dash before hitting the green button.

Your heart is in your throat as you wait, eyes darting around. You look to Silco, whose gaze remains transfixed on the door ahead of him. His jaw is set, his expression trained. After another moment, he starts to turn toward you. Ocean green and volcanic orange eyes lock with yours—

And the lights go out.

You let out the breath you didn’t realize you were holding in.

Thank Janna.

In the dark, illuminated by the warm glow of his abyss eye, Silco grins at you.

There’s the sound of muffled voices through the door, panic laced in their words.

“What’s that? What happened?”

“What’s the meaning of this?”

Cast in darkness, Sevika and Ran pull open the doors a crack, just enough for your team to slip through. Silently, your footsteps covered by the councilor’s growing voices, the five of you sneak inside, moving to surround the unsuspecting politicians. There’s the faintest bit of light coming in through the tall windows, the city below barely illuminating the darkened room; just enough to see silhouettes around the grand table, some of them rising to their feet, their heads darting around.

You start to step away to flank the group but stop when you feel a quick tug at your elbow. Turning over your shoulder, you make eye contact with Silco.

Even in the darkness, with only the tiny light from Silco’s volcanic eye, you can read his expression as clear as day.

Don’t forget your promise.

You nod.

He lets go of your elbow just as a voice—male, young—cuts through the din.

“I’m sure it’s just a small hiccup,” the voice reassures. “The backup generators will kick in within a few minutes.”

“I wouldn't be so sure,” Silco’s voice replies, tone a taunting melody.

There are gasps at the unfamiliar voice. Your eyes are drawn to a small flame at the center of the room as Silco brings a lighter up to his face, a cigar perched at his scarred lips. Standing at the center opening of the councilors’ long gear-shaped table, he lights his cigar. Seven heads whip around to stare at the man who has crashed their meeting.

“Now that I have your attention…”

Flicking the lighter closed, Silco takes a long drag from his cigar, the end of it burning orange. The sight of it throws you back in time to the first time you had ever laid eyes on him. Your lips curl into a smirk and you watch as he turns toward you with an almost imperceptible nod.

You hit the red button on the remote and the lights flicker back on. Councilors squint as they survey the room, jaws dropping when they find themselves surrounded. Voices rise, a few more councilors getting to their feet.

“Is that Silco?”

“The Industrialist? What's he doing here?”

“What is the meaning of this? Guards!”

Silco's voice cuts through the din, sending a shiver up your spine.

“I wouldn't waste my breath if I were you; it'd simply fall on deaf ears.”

The man you recognize as Councilor Talis stands, both hands balled into fists as they press into the tabletop. When he speaks, you recognize his voice as the one trying to reassure his fellow councilors.

“What did you do?” he says behind gritted teeth.

Silco shrugs as if it's the most obvious thing in the world.

“Nothing permanent, I assure you.”

More hushed whispers.

“Your enforcers will awaken in a few hours,” Silco continues. “Giving us plenty of time.”

Talis’s dark eyebrows furrow, his nostrils flaring. “Time for what?”

Silco takes one more drag from the cigar, pacing along the center of the table, piercing green and scathing red eyes making contact with each of the council members in turn.

“I merely wanted to ensure we could speak on equal footing—”

All heads whip around at the sound of the grand doors shutting. There's a loud creaking sound as an internal gear turns, locking in place with finality. Jinx dusts off both her hands, satisfied with herself.

“Without interruption,” Silco concludes.

“Holding us hostage is hardly equal footing,” a woman's voice says from the other side of the room. You turn to see Councilor Medarda rising to her feet, both hands propped on the tabletop in front of her defiantly, her chin lifted and the gold details of her ensemble shining brilliantly in the light.

There are hushed murmurs and nodding heads, all eyes turning from Medarda back to Silco.

“Alas,” Silco replies, his hands and shoulders coming up in an exaggerated shrug. “How else does one get the attention of the Piltover elite?”

His boots click along the tile as he starts to pace around the center of the room. “We simply want to chat.”

Seven pairs of eyes track his journey, watching silently, waiting.

“It’s peculiar, really,” he muses, “that this meeting is to decide the fate of Zaun and yet…” he takes a drag from his cigar before letting it fall to the floor. “There isn’t a single Zaunite in attendance.”

His gold-toed boot comes down hard on the cigar, the ball of his foot twisting as he grounds it into the tile.

“That hardly seems fair. Whatever happened to representation?”

The councilors break out of their momentary stupor, finding their voices again.

“Who cares about that? What do you think you're doing?”

“Stop these games!”

“Where are the guards?!”

Voices grow louder and more desperate, drowning out each other. You take a step back, overwhelmed by the booming voices as they echo in the large chamber. Eyes darting to Silco for guidance, all you see is a snarl on his lips and disgust in his abyss eye, a slight wrinkle to his nose like he’s smelled something foul. He turns to his daughter before giving her the briefest of nods.

You can see the whites of Jinx’s teeth as her face splits into a large grin before unleashing a stream of fire into the empty space next to the table, the entire chamber filled with brilliant orange light. You can feel its warmth on your skin despite your distance from it, your nose twitching at the smell of gas, your ears filled with the sound of the almost animalistic roar of the flame. Jinx makes no effort to hide her glee, her laughter cackling alongside the eruption of fire that bursts from the flamethrower which has been painted to look like a legendary dragon, its mouth open wide as it shoots a steady volcanic stream of light.

And then, just as quickly as it came, the fire is extinguished.

Silence.

The councilors freeze in place.

“That’s better,” Silco hums.

Before Silco has a chance to speak again, there’s a grating metal sound as one of the councilors pushes their chair back to stand. You turn to see a bald, short, stout man with a full brown beard rising to his feet. Councilor Hoskel clears his throat, pulling his shoulders back in an attempt to look taller. (You suspect the purpose of the large, thick collar of his vest—that comes up past his head—is much the same.)

“Get to the point,” he huffs. “What do you want?”

“How kind of you to ask,” Silco says, tone almost playful. As he steps toward the table, his hand reaches into his coat. Simultaneously, all the councilors lean back warily, some scooting their chairs back. But then Silco is pulling a sheet of paper from the lining of his coat. He waves it teasingly, the fluttering of the sheet drowning out the relieved sighs from two of the councilors.

Mismatched eyes pinned on Councilor Talis, Silco unfolds the page once before placing it on the table between them, rotating the paper to face the youngest councilor with a flick of his wrist. With two taps of his index finger, he smirks and brings both hands behind his back.

“We only ask for what we are owed.”

Talis looks around the room before picking up the sheet of paper. His dark eyebrows furrow as his eyes scan Silco’s words, lips pulling into a thin line.

Briefly, you make eye contact with Sevika and then Ran. Their expressions are stoic, determined.

“Free trade routes, blanket amnesty…” Talis reads aloud to his fellow councilors, “... unrestricted access to the hexgates…” He looks up, a look of indignation on his face as he stares directly into Silco’s eyes. “Sovereignty?”

Silco nods as voices erupt around him.

“Ridiculous!”

“And why would we do such a thing?”

“This is preposterous. Where are those guards?!”

Councilor Talis, however, says nothing. He continues to stare unblinking into Silco’s eyes, as if locked in a silent mental duel.

You shift your weight as you continue to watch the chaos unfold, voices and tension rising. Looking across the room, you make eye contact with Sevika again, a secret, silent conversation unfolding between you through the subtlest of movements.

You shrug your shoulders in question.

What do we do?

She barely lifts her hand up at her side, her palm to you in instruction.

Just wait.

She gestures to Silco with a small tilt of her head, her gray eyes flicking to him and back to you.

Follow his lead.

You nod, grip tightening on the Hextech remote as your jaw clenches.

The bickering reaches a crescendo, voices filling the large chamber and your skull. As the politicians shout their protests, you barely catch any of their words, their voices overlapping one another so that all you hear is the emotion.

Anger. Frustration.

But under that thick layer of aggression, under that superficial veil of violence, you hear it.

Fear.

You look at Silco, taking in his form. He stands silently and so still he could be mistaken for a statue. The only indication of his body not being made of stone is the gentle rise and fall of his chest and the occasional flaring of his nostrils.

Calm. Resolute. Confident.

At complete odds with the seven councilors across from him.

The ghost of a memory plays in your ears.

“Do you trust me?”

Your shoulders pull back, your neck straightening.

Yes.

Your grip tightens around the Hextech remote.

With my life. With Zaun.

Among the chaos, Councilor Medarda raises her hand up. Silence immediately falls. She clasps her hands together as she addresses Silco.

“And what is Zaun willing to trade in order to get these?”

There’s a small, derisive chuckle at Silco’s throat.

“This is no trade,” he counters, something dark and ominous beneath the surface of his voice. “This is collecting on the debt Piltover has incurred at the hands of Zaun. The City of Progress is built on the backs and ashes of the Undercity; without us, your commerce would crumble, your production would stagger.” He pauses, lifting his chin so he's looking down his nose toward the councilor. “You’ve taken plenty from us already.”

You can hear an edge growing in his voice and it sends a sweet shiver up your spine.

The Eye of Zaun.

Putting Topside in its place at long last.

Silco takes a steadying breath. When he continues, he adopts a softer tone, an attempt to lure more firelights with his honey voice.

“This—” he says, gesturing to the paper in Councilor Talis’s hand, “is merely balancing the ledger.”

You hear subtle clicking and whirring sounds before a voice, robotic in nature, speaks up. Turning, you see the bronze image of Councilor Bolbok, a mechanical man with a long, slender neck.

“And what happens if we don’t give into these demands?”

Silco brings his shoulders up in the smallest of shrugs.

“We bring the City of Progress to its knees,” he says plainly.

There’s whispers around the table as councilors turn to their closest neighbors.

“Allow me to demonstrate,” Silco says, ocean green and volcanic orange eyes locking with yours. You watch closely as he gives you a subtle nod. You nod back before turning the dial all the way to the right and hitting the green button for—hopefully—the last time. The device hums in your hands, sending a shiver up your arms as it shoots its signal to all six machines planted around the city.

The council chamber is silent as everyone waits. When nothing happens for a solid minute, you start to panic.

Fuck! What if it doesn’t work?

You glance at Silco. He looks at you, unblinking, waiting. You can barely breathe, heart in your throat. Your grip tightens around the remote and you squeeze your eyes shut.

Please.

Another second with nothing happening.

Please! Please work!

Then, you hear it.

The silence in the room becomes deathly still as the white noise of the city—the humming and whirring of all its unseen, thankless machinery—comes to a halt.

You open your eyes.

Darkness falls on the council chamber again. Then, the buildings immediately surrounding you. Then more.

And more.

One by one, city blocks lose their power, casting the world of Piltover in pitch black darkness. There are hushed gasps from the councilors as they realize what’s happening, turning in place to stare out the large window. From the large ivory tower all the way to the River Pilt, not a single light is shining in the City of Progress.

Quick staccato clicks echo through the room as one councilor rushes to the large window overlooking the city. There’s a small gasp and then a voice, feminine and frantic, calls out to the rest of the politicians.

“It’s the entire city!” Councilor Kiramman exclaims.

“What?!”

“Impossible!”

More hurried footsteps as councilors leave their seats to see for themselves, eyes darting to the city below to find the buildings cast in darkness.

“Stop this at once! Are you insane?”

As the members of the council look on in horror as their beautiful city is engulfed in darkness, Silco meanders his way around the room, taking his sweet time as his hand guides his journey, long fingers running along the golden details on the edge of the table. He passes you on the way to the head of the table and offers you a small grin before continuing on his journey and making himself comfortable in the centermost chair.

“How long do you think Topside can go without its precious Hextech power?” he asks in the darkness. “A day? Maybe two?”

There’s quiet chatter among the councilors. In the darkness, it’s near impossible to read their expressions.

But their fear—once hidden, now bubbling up to the surface—is palpable.

“That's the thing about you Topsiders,” Silco continues. “You take everything you have for granted, while we've had to slave away for scraps.”

You can barely see your own hand in front of your face, the darkness so complete. Slowly and carefully, you try to make your way toward Jinx’s last seen position, hands working quickly to return the remote to your bag and unholster the pistol from your hip, your promise to Silco tugging you forward.

“How long until there are riots in the streets? How long until those well-mannered Topsiders turn on you, demanding your heads?”

An uncharacteristic silence falls over the councilors as the gravity of the situation dawns on them. It’s unsettling, the way it seems the entire world has frozen around you.

The quiet is broken by the unmistakable sound of yelling. You hear rushed footsteps next to you—light and quick—as Jinx sprints to the window.

“Oooooh!” She exclaims excitedly. “They sound real mad!”

More yelling. More screaming. There’s anger in the voices below; the usually prim and proper City of Progress citizens giving into their baser instincts. Giving into the panic.

There’s more shouting as enforcers—the ones who hadn't been knocked out by your sleep gas—try to restore order in the streets below, followed by the shattering of glass as someone capitalizes on the chaos to break a store window.

As the passel of Topsiders below makes their protests known, so too do the Councilors above.

“Bring back the power at once!”

“You won't get away with this!”

“You're terrorists!”

Councilor Talis’s voice rises above the others.

“How did you even do this?”

Jinx laughs, amused. “It was a piece of cake! Why? Did you never figure it out?”

Illuminated by the glow of his abyss eye, Silco smirks at his daughter’s words.

The young scientist turned politician seems less concerned by the politics at hand and more in the Hextech, in how you and Jinx had managed to disable his invention.

“Hextech is powerful, but it’s not this powerful. For you to have darkened the entire city, you would have had to—”

“Boosted its range?” You finally speak up. “Yeah, we did.”

“How?” he says, turning to the sound of your voice.

“You want me to tell you?” You shift your weight, popping a hip as you cross your arms in front of you. “And give up the leverage we have? Not likely.”

“Much like your enforcers,” Silco starts, voice a low, taunting drawl, “It would seem your Hextech has some lapses in security.”

Illuminated by his corrupted eye, Silco crosses one leg over the other as he reaches into his coat, this time producing a pen from the lining. He fiddles with it, long dexterous fingers twirling it around with casual ease.

“You can put a stop to all this,” he says coolly. “And all you have to do is sign.”

There’s hushed, confused murmurs as the councilors turn back toward Silco, who continues to make himself comfortable at the council’s table.

“Let me see it,” Councilor Medarda says, not to Silco but to Councilor Talis. In the dark, you can just barely see the faint glimmer of gold at her arms as she reaches for the paper the young man holds. He hands it to her before crossing his arms.

Seemingly out of nowhere, Sevika appears next to Medarda, holding up an opened lighter, its small orange flame illuminating the paper. The councilor seems unperturbed by the movement, but sidesteps her nonetheless to put some distance between their bodies, staying just close enough to use the lighter’s light.

You watch as Medarda’s green eyes flick back and forth, taking in Silco’s words. When she finishes, she turns to Councilor Talis next to her.

“There’s no way we can sign this.” She passes it off to another councilor. “Not without discussing it first. We need time.”

Silco scoffs under his breath.

“You’ve had decades to make this right with Zaun; what’s another few minutes?”

The other councilors step away from the large windows to stand around Councilors Talis and Medarda, their figures barely illuminated by the small lighter’s flame, more shadows than anything else. You get a strange sense of unease at their dark figures and for the first time worry that this plot may not work out in your favor.

You’re surprised to see Councilor Kiramman stepping forward, a gloved hand taking the paper as it's passed around. You just barely catch Medarda wordlessly sharing a silent look with Talis, while Sevika continues to hold the lighter aloft, an unmistakable scowl at her dark lips.

The councilors take turns reading the terms by fire light before retreating to those already in the know, a small circle forming as they whisper, voices overlapping and tensions running high.

Silco, on the other hand, seems wholly unaffected, bringing his hand up to his face to check his nails casually.

“We’re offering you a solution free of bloodshed,” Silco says matter-of-factly before correcting himself, looking out the tall windows. “Though that may not be the case the longer the power is out. Mobs are known to do drastic things in desperate times.” His voice lowers, a deep rumble lower than the mines he worked. “It would be wise to take our offer.”

Our.

Not his.

Our offer.

There’s more hushed murmurs among the councilors, more words spoken behind hands.

“How are we to know you won’t simply keep us in the dark even if we sign?” a voice asks, defiance in their tone. You suspect it's Councilor Shoola.

“And how are we to know you won’t back out of the deal once we’ve returned your power?” He counters. “Trust goes both ways, Councilors. That said, I will be needing assurances.”

Silco twirls the pen with a flourish before setting it down on the table. Talis eyes it warily, his lips pinched into a thin line as he considers it. Gaze lifting back to Silco, he lifts his chin and pulls back his shoulders before taking a step backwards.

What little you can see of Silco remains expressionless, giving nothing away.

“It’s obvious you’re wary of such a deal,” he concedes. “Perhaps this can put your mind at ease.”

You perk up when Silco calls your name and take a step toward him.

“Restore the power to the tower,” he orders, voice low. “Only the tower.”

You nod and realize it’s fruitless given the darkness. Fetching the remote from your bag, you twiddle with the settings before hitting another button. After a few tense seconds, the room is flooded with overhead lights again. The councilors squint as their eyes adjust to the light and Silco rises to his feet, both hands moving to clasp behind his back. Sevika flicks closed her lighter before stepping away, giving the council space.

There’s more heated debate among the politicians. For a brief moment, you wonder if blows might actually be exchanged with how passionately Councilors Salo and Hoskel argue with each other.

As they continue to bicker, Silco moves to stand next to you, his eyes never leaving the gaggle of Pilties when he addresses you.

“How much longer do we have?” he asks under his breath.

You let out a soft chuckle, some of your unease lifting as you do. Without even bothering to check your watch, you keep your eyes forward as you reply.

“We’ll have to worry more about food and water before we worry about the power coming back.”

He hums and you chance a glance at him to see the corner of his lip lifting up. When he turns to you, your heart skips a beat as you catch the fire ablaze in his eyes. A familiar one. That quiet confidence put out the last of your unease, filling you with warmth and optimism.

As if reading your mind, he leans down slightly, just enough for his lips to reach the top of your head just above your ear.

“We’re not out of the woods yet. Remember your promise.”

When he leans back, you pull your shoulders back and nod before quietly resuming your spot close to Jinx.

Their weapons out but not aimed, Ran and Sevika stand on either side of the debating councilors as they continue to debate in hushed tones. Jinx, meanwhile, seems to grow bored of all the talking and plops herself down onto the floor cross-legged, her flamethrower across her knees, chin resting on her palm as she pouts.

Something shifts in the air.

You can’t place your finger on it—maybe it was the tone of the politicians’ voices or the temperature in the room—but something changes in those twenty minutes of lively debate. Where once you felt trepidation and uncertainty, now you feel calm.

It’s happening.

You look at the councilors to find them nodding to each other in turn.

They’ve reached an agreement.

Councilor Talis picks up the pen, shoots a glance to Silco, then leans down to scribble something on the paper. He straightens up and with a flick of his wrist rotates the sheet around. Silco wordlessly saunters his way over before delicately picking up the sheet of paper. You shift around to get a good look at his expression, his dual-toned eyes ticking left to right and back again as he reads. He hums before reading aloud, addressing his fellow Zaunites.

“The only condition they are willing to give without change is free trade routes.”

Your eyebrows furrow. He continues.

“As for access to the Hexgates, they agree to unrestricted access in exchange for the research done on the Hextech and its amplifiers.”

You and Jinx share a quick look before looking back at Silco.

“But as for blanket amnesty and sovereignty…” Silco says, voice low. “They refuse.”

You hear metal grating as Sevika clenches his bronze fist. Jinx leaps to her feet, twin braids bouncing behind her as she picks up her flamethrower again, pointing it toward the councilors.

Looking at Silco, you just barely catch the way his eyes flick to Jinx and then you before returning to the council. Jaw clenched, you grip your pistol tight in one hand while setting the dial on the Hextech remote with the other, waiting.

Silco releases the sheet of paper from his fingertips, letting it cascade back down onto the table. His voice is dark and ominous, foreboding and terrifying when he speaks.

“That’s not good enough.”

“It’s the best we can do,” Talis says.

Silco’s lips thin.

“Then there’s no deal.” He says your name without looking at you, his eyes dead set on Councilor Talis’s face. “Hit it again.”

Your tongue peeks out to wet your lips as you holster your pistol. Dominant hand forming a fist, you raise it up above your shoulder before swiftly starting to bring it down when—

“WAIT!”

Your hand pauses an inch away from the button. Looking up, you see Councilor Hoskel pushing his way through the other councilors to address your crew.

“You can have it! You can have it all!”

Immediately, the six others turn on him, protesting.

“That’s not the agreement!”

“You’re a coward!”

“Listen to them out there!” Hoskel yells, a shaking hand pointing to the window toward the darkened City of Progress. “If this outage keeps up, they’ll be coming for us!”

“That’s a chance we have to take,” Bolbok counters.

Salo’s eyes dart back and forth. It’s obvious Hoskel’s panicked voice is getting to him.

The councilors continue to bicker and a division seems to form with Hoskel, Salo, and Shoola on one side and Kiramman, Bolbok, and Medarda on the other.

Talis, on the other hand, looks overwhelmed.

"And what do you know of Hextech?"

"Only that the man pioneering it is young, naive, and has more charm than wits about him.”

Your own words ring in your ears. Watching as he stands frozen and in shock, you almost feel bad for him.

He’s young. Younger than you. And yet with so much power in his inexperienced hands.

“If they kill us, who will run the city?” Salo argues.

The longer and louder they argue, the more obvious it becomes that they don’t even remember your presence.

Silently, Silco makes eye contact with each of his crew in turn, gesturing to the front door of the chamber with a small tilt of his head. Slowly, you make your exit, leaving the councilors to bicker in the one and only lit building in all over Piltover: a beacon of incompetence in a sea of black.

You don’t know if they notice your team slipping away, but you’re almost certain they realize it when the grand doors shut behind you with a loud, resounding bang.

Thankfully, the enforcers in the hallway haven’t awoken from their slumber, their wrists still bound.

“What now?” Jinx asks her father as she hops into the elevator.

“We wait,” he says, allowing you, Sevika, and Ran to take your spots next to her. “Until they either come to their senses…”

He steps in and turns to the front of the elevator.

“Or they eat each other alive.”

You catch movement at the end of the hallway but it's obscured from view as the elevator doors close. Just as it’s about to start its descent, the doors open again to reveal Councilor Talis, breath labored as he slams his hand over the threshold, holding the elevator open.

“Wait!” He takes a step back. “Just wait.”

Silco steps out of the elevator and the rest of you follow.

“It’s yours,” Councilor Talis says between heavy breaths. “It’s all yours.”

“All of it?” Silco asks harshly.

“Every last bit,” Talis confirms. “No conditions.” The young councilman starts to walk backwards toward the chamber doors, head tilting in invitation. “Come on.”

Incredulously, you follow. When again you cross the threshold into the council room, you’re surprised to see the rest of the members have taken their seats.

Councilor Talis makes his way around the table, taking his spot in the center, that familiar sheet of paper in front of him.

“Representatives of Zaun,” he says diplomatically, “After much consideration, we have unanimously agreed to your terms. Upon the signing of this document, Zaun will have free trade routes, blanket amnesty, unrestricted access to the Hexgates…”

He pauses. Your shoulders tense as your eyes dart to the rest of your crew, waiting.

“And sovereignty.”

There’s a collective sigh of relief followed by Jinx’s triumphant whooping.

“And if…” Talis clears his throat before continuing, “the lead scientists from Zaun—” he nods to you and Jinx.

You both share a look, somewhere between confusion and flattery.

“—are open to…” he tries to find his words, choosing them with care, “creating a mutually beneficial trade of technological knowledge—of say, Hextech—Piltover is… umm… also open to that.”

You turn to Jinx, lips pouting. She mirrors your expression and you both shrug. You turn back to Councilor Talis.

“Yeah, sure, I guess,” you say, laughing. Briefly, you wonder if Singed would protest such a term.

“Wonderful!” Talis exclaims, clasping his hands together. “Then all that’s left is to sign.”

You should have known that Piltover would have to go through some pompous ritual around the signing of the document. They couldn’t just do it quickly and be done with it. You resist the urge to roll your eyes as you watch each councilor stand in turn and walk to stand beside Councilor Talis and sign before taking a step back.

You’re surprised to see Councilor Medarda is the first to sign, recalling where her position had been before you had left the chamber. She’s followed by Hoskel, then Shoola, then Salo. After them, Bolbok and Kiramman sign and take their places, leaving only Councilor Talis.

He takes the pen, eyeing your crew one by one before bowing his head and signing with a flourish. Satisfied, he straightens up and offers the pen to Silco.

You watch, pride swelling in your chest as Silco steps forward to stand opposite Talis, the contract he had drafted between them. There’s the sound of scratching and you let out a breath. Unable to hide the wide smile from your face, you watch Silco offer the pen back to the councilman, who looks at it almost confused.

“Keep it,” Silco says, a coy smile on his lips, “as a token of this momentous occasion.”

The young councilor takes it, albeit still a little bit perplexed.

“And the power?” he asks.

“Of course,” Silco replies, nodding toward you.

Taking the remote out of your bag, you take a deep breath. Smiling to Zaunite and Piltovian alike, you hit the red button. A dozen heads turn simultaneously toward the grand windows, watching. It takes a few minutes, but you track as the power is restored to the city, block by block. Starting at the River Pilt, the street lights and various machinery switch back on gradually until the entire city is dotted with bright light yet again. There’s a familiar hum as electricity is fully restored and you could almost swear you hear cheering in the streets.

The councilors let out a collective sigh of relief as you move to wrap your arms excitedly around Jinx’s small frame, embracing her tightly as you whisper-shout, “We did it!”

You both jump and down in place, your heart racing with adrenaline and a surge of confidence, like you could do absolutely anything in the world.

Councilor Talis extends a hand out and Silco graciously takes it.

With a firm handshake, the Nation of Zaun is assured.

You feel light as air as you stride down the hallway to the elevator, spirits lifted, the work done. Sevika next to you, her hand at her ear, informs the rest of the crew over comms, an uncharacteristic smile on her face.

“Well done, team. We did it.” She looks at you, nodding. “We’re coming home.” You can hear the sound of cheering from her receiver.

When you get down to the main doors you reach into your satchel for a vial—similar in size to the one you had used on the door previously, but its contents red in color instead of green. Uncapping it, you pour the liquid down the fuzed seam of the doors. Immediately, the material starts to fall away.

Sevika grabs one handle as Ran grabs the other, Silco standing between them waiting. The doors open and your heart leaps into your throat.

Marcus stands at the opening, a wild look in his eyes, his hand aiming a gun directly at Silco’s face in point blank range. The Eye of Zaun, to his credit, doesn’t react at all, simply humming before addressing the man with the sweaty brow and the frazzled hair.

“I wouldn’t do that if I were you.”

“Look what you did to my men.”

“If you had any sense at all, you would see that they’re unharmed. We could have killed them, but we didn’t.”

Marcus shakes his head, eyes wild as he presses the barrel of his revolver into Silco’s forehead. At that, Ran brings one of their blades to Marcus’s throat as Jinx flanks him, her flamethrower pointed at his chest. You unholster your pistol, pointing it at the man’s face.

“Now,” Silco coos. “Unless you would like to start a war, I would put down your gun.”

The sheriff shakes his head again, his face drenched in sweat. The arm holding the gun almost vibrates with how much he is shaking from adrenaline and anger. His finger wraps around the trigger and you take a step forward, your pistol trained on his temple.

You’re at a standstill as you wait for who will fire the first shot. You can feel your heart hammering in your chest and will yourself not to blink, trigger finger at the ready.

A heartbeat.

A breath.

And then—

“Stand down, Sheriff.”

Without turning, you look through your periphery to see Councilor Talis making his way toward your group.

“But he—”

“Stand. Down.” The councilor’s voice softens, part resignation, part relief. “It’s done.”

Marcus’s lips pinch into a thin line as he eyes dart between Silco and the man giving him the order. Finally, he lowers his gun, something between a grunt and a snarl leaving him as he takes a step backwards, allowing Silco through.

Sevika and Ran swing the grand doors open to let the rest of your crew through. All around you, enforcers are slowly waking up from their slumber. A few of them start to get up on wobbly legs, but Marcus signals to them, palm held up in silent instruction.

Safely aboard the airship home, you shrug off your backpack and stretch out your shoulders. You take a spot next to Silco, a smile on your face.

“I gotta say, aside from that last bit with Marcus, that went a lot smoother than I thought it would.”

He hums, nodding his head.

You cross your arms, shifting your weight to one foot as you pop a hip.

“Now that I think of it,” you add, “I’m surprised you didn’t have something else up your sleeve.”

At that, he chuckles softly out of his nostrils.

“Oh? Did Jinx not tell you?’

Your eyebrows furrow, confused.

Silco turns to you, smirking.

“That was no ordinary pen.” His eyes dart to his daughter and back to you. “Jinx fitted it with a microphone. The contract wasn’t the only assurance tonight.”

The corners of your lips twitch as you hold back a smile.

“Of course,” you whisper to yourself.

Silco turns to the front of the airship, eyes on the city below. Without looking at you, he matter-of-factly adds, “She also fitted it with a remote-controlled bomb.”

He turns to you once more, a devilish grin on his face.

“Assurances,” he purrs.

You return the smile.

“Assurances.”

Silco’s arm moves an infinitesimal amount and you look down to see a gloved hand out in offering to you. Warmth flooding your chest, you take it in yours.

Bodies swarm together on the bridge that connects Piltover and Zaun, familiar faces and strangers alike. As you look around the crowd, it feels like most of the Undercity is crammed onto that stretch of road hovering over the River Pilt. There’s excited—if a bit anxious—chatter among the people, a question on everyone’s tongues.

You stand next to Jinx off to the side, back pressed against the railing. Sevika and Ran are nowhere to be found, no doubt reuniting with their respective partners in the large mass of Zaunites.

“Children of Zaun!”

Heads all turn in unison toward the familiar voice to see Silco standing atop the parapet, his coat billowing behind him in the wind. You stand a few feet from him and commit the image to memory, a small smile on your face.

“By now, word has spread of the events of tonight,” he bellows, addressing the crowd. “I am here to say—definitively, without question—you are free!”

Cheers break out, an almost deafening chorus of yells, arms raised up in the air.

Silco points toward the tall ivory tower where your crew was just moments ago.

“They did not give you your freedom!” He continues. “You! You! Brothers and sisters, you took your freedom! You fought and slaved over it.”

You nod alongside your fellow Zaunites, pride swelling in your chest.

“Through blood, sweat, and tears, you lifted Piltover’s boot off your face and said in one unified voice ‘No! We will not take this anymore!’”

Silco lifts his hand up, his fist clenched in victory. The others follow suit, a forceful display of solidarity and unity, of revolution and triumph.

“All those years—those decades—of waiting, and planning, and hoping. It all came to this.”

Coattails billowing behind him, he extends his arms out, head turning as he gestures to the grand Undercity. Your mouth slightly agape, you can’t help but stare up at him in awe. More cheers erupt around you, voices filled with relief and promise. With a gentle tapping of his hands, Silco calms the crowd, his voice lowering to a more somber tone.

“Let us take a moment to reflect on those who could not be with us tonight in our journey, but whose shoulders we proudly stand on.”

One by one, you bow your heads. Eyes closed, the image of your parents appears in your mind, followed soon by Faye, Griff, and Marco. Something bittersweet tightens in your chest as you recall Nico’s face, before the Shimmer had corrupted him. You pull your lips between your teeth as a tear streaks down your face, the sensation of too many emotions flooding your senses looking for an outlet. Taking a deep breath, you wipe the tear away before opening your eyes and lifting your face back up to Silco.

His mismatched gaze finds yours, his scarred lips pinched together tightly. There’s concern behind his eyes and you reassure him with a nod. He returns it, the ends of his lips tugging slightly in a small smile before turning to address the crowd again.

“Revel in the victory. It is your victory. But come tomorrow, the real work begins.”

There are hushed murmurs in agreeing tones around you, but then Silco is raising his hand once more, his forefinger pointed skyward.

“Let us show all of Runeterra who we are. Show them all…”

He punches the air quickly, so forcefully it sends his coattails flying behind him.

“The Nation of Zaun!” He bellows out.

The crowd erupts once more, the sheer volume of Zaunites’ cries overwhelming your ears. And if that wasn’t enough, bursts of lights and sound explode in the air. You practically jump out of your skin and turn to see Jinx setting off multiple explosions. You breathe a sigh of relief when you realize the bombs aren’t bombs but in fact fireworks in dazzling colors of green and blue. They fill the night sky and illuminate the ecstatic faces below before fading and being replaced with even more lights.

You cry out when you hear something go off beside you and feel something fall from the sky and onto your hair and face. Laughing, you bring your hand up to your head and pull it away to find pink and purple powder on your fingertips. There’s another explosion as more paint powder bombs go off, covering the crowd so that they’re vibrant colors of the rainbow.

It’s messy and chaotic and liberating.

Laughing and unable to escape the multicolored debris, you watch as Silco jumps off the parapet. He shakes a few Zaunite’s hands, but then makes his way toward you. The crowd almost seems to part to let him through until he’s standing toe-to-toe with you, his usually pristine ensemble now spotted with flecks of magenta and violet powdered paint.

You have almost no time to react as his hands reach out, long fingers cradling around your face and pulling you into a deep kiss. Your eyes flutter closed as you wrap your arms around his shoulders, returning the kiss in kind as you stand on your tiptoes.

The din of the crowd around your fades away and in that moment, all you have—all you need—is Silco.

The office door slams shut, pushed closed by your back slamming into it as Silco presses his body against yours, his lips quick to claim yours in a hungry kiss. The sound of your kisses drown out the drunken celebration below as over a hundred Zaunites crowd the club, their voices and glasses raised high in triumph, their bodies and souls free.

But all you can focus on is getting Silco's stupid coat off.

"I'm glad you didn't die," you gasp against his lips.

"And I you," he replies, his arms wrapping around your middle possessively.

Silco shrugs out of the coat, letting it fall to his feet, a small puff of blue powdered paint bursting into the air when it makes contact with the rug. You start to work the knot of Silco's silken cravat, which is quickly cast down to join its fallen brethren.

“You're covered in paint,” you laugh, Silco's usual burgundies and charcoals hiding behind a thick layer of greens and blues and pinks.

“So are you,” he says with a smirk, his hands working quickly to rid you of your coat.

You shrug out of it before bringing your hands up to cradle his face, pulling him in for another kiss. He hums into it, allowing you to push him past the couch and toward his desk.

“Perhaps we can wash it all off with a nice, hot shower?” You ask against his lips, your mouth curling into a devilish grin.

His hands grip your waist and you suddenly remember just how good it feels to be in his arms again.

“I was just thinking the same thing,” he chuckles, guiding you around the desk and to his bedroom door.

Breaking off the kiss, he turns over his shoulder, but not before grabbing you by the wrist and yanking you with him, his free hand already pulling the door open.

As soon as you're over the threshold, you're slammed into the door much like before, Silco greedily slotting himself between your legs as he brings his lips to your neck.

Your eyes flutter but don't close, not wanting to miss a single second of this moment. Mouth parted, your breaths come out shallow as heat creeps through your entire body, radiating outward from where his lips suck on your skin.

“You know…” you say, hand coming up to grab a fistful of his hair. "I just realized something."

"Oh?" Silco's voice is muffled, his nose pressed into your pulse point. "What's that?"

Your hands wander down and fingers start to work the intricate clasps and buttons of his vest, practically shaking with anticipation.

"You’ve seen me naked, but I've never seen you naked." You start to tug the vest off and Silco does nothing to stop you. "And that would have been such a pity to miss out on."

You can feel him smirk against your neck, his hands now at your hips.

“All you need to do is ask.”

You chuckle.

“You won't make me beg?”

He lifts his face, mismatched eyes locking with yours. There's something sinister and mischievous behind his gaze, a playfulness you haven't seen in him since before your firing. It helps that there is blue paint smudged across his ruined cheek.

“You caught me in a good mood,” he hums.

But then, something in the air shifts. As your palms rest on his chest—only one layer of fabric now between your hands and his bare skin—you feel an unease building within you, an uncertainty after months apart.

“Silco, I…”

He shakes his head, bringing both hands up to your upper arms as he stares into your eyes.

“I know,” he whispers and you can tell from his tone that he's deadly serious about it. “I'm asking a lot of you.”

His eyes trail down your body, good eye blinking quickly as he takes you in.

“I'm asking you to trust me again with…” His left hand comes up, hesitating as it hovers a scant inch away from your neck, like he's afraid that simply touching you there would kill you. His eyes lift to meet your gaze and you can see a hint of guilt behind them, of deep regret. “With your body.” His throat bobs. “With your life.”

You wet your lips as you stare into his eyes, an earnestness behind both volcanic orange and ocean green. This is a man who knows he fucked up. That wants to do right by you.

Any anxiety you had, any reservations, are washed away with that look in his eyes. Remorse and regret, deep and genuine. You find yourself at a familiar crossroads and, like before, you can't help yourself from barreling down the path with Silco at its end.

“Silco…” you say softly, bringing a hand up to trace the lines of his ruined face. “I’m okay.”

He looks unconvinced, his dark eyebrows curled inwards as his eyes search yours.

That intense gaze, those beautiful eyes. You're reminded why you had fallen for this man so many moons ago.

Something warm and bubbly awakens within you, a giddiness and excitement you haven’t felt since that first kiss.

“Let me show you just how okay I am,” you say with a smirk, taking one hand and shoving your partner toward his bed.

He falls backwards onto it, the mattress groaning at the sudden weight. Without missing a beat, you climb on top of him, tangling your fingers into his hair as you kiss him deeply. He hums into the kiss as he allows you to lower him onto his back, his hands squeezing your waist. Mouth parts and tongues meet in the middle, a familiar taste filling your senses as you let yourself savor every point of contact.

When finally you break off the kiss to come up for air, Silco considers the both of you; what clothes remain on the two of you and his pristine white sheets littered with vibrant paint powder.

Silco props himself up on one elbow, his other arms snaking around to pull you against his chest, dual-toned eyes wild with desire.

“You're making a mess.”

You chuckle.

“Yeah, so much for that shower, I guess,” you say, shrugging.

But then you're gasping as your whole world spins, Silco pushing and rotating you so that your places are reversed. Your head hits the pillow, sending a small puff of pink powder up from your hair. You can’t help the small laugh at the display, hands reaching up to work the buttons of his shirt. Fully aware of Silco intently watching you undo each button, warmth creeps into your cheeks and that same nervousness from before returns.

Not unease or even anxiety. You know this is what you want. For all his flaws, for all his mistakes, you want him. All of him.

Excitement builds within you, sending warmth to your core.

“Think your back will be able to handle this?”

You shoot him a quizzical look.

“Your injury,” he clarifies.

“Oh!” You laugh. “Honestly, I haven’t even noticed it.”

As he shucks off the fabric of his shirt, you can’t help but marvel at the canvas of scars along his chest. There’s a small patch of hair at his sternum, raven with hints of gray. WIthout thinking, you bring your hand up to it, nails carding through them as you smile softly to yourself.

“You don’t mind a bit of gray on this old man?” he hums above you.

You tilt your chin up to meet his gaze.

“It’s very distinguished.” You reply. “Gentlemanly.”

He chuckles through his nostrils before lowering himself onto you, slotting himself between your legs so you can feel his clothed hardened length press against the apex of your legs.

“Glad you think so.” He bows his head, bringing his lips to your ear to whisper, “But there is nothing ‘gentlemanly’ about what I’m going to do to you.”

Your walls clench around nothing and you let out a small gasp as his lips find your pulse point, sucking deeply. It sends a stinging pain to your neck, but your hand is quick to tangle into his hair, beckoning him on. You feel something sharp as he drags his teeth against your skin, marking you where the paint hasn’t.

Eyes closed, you surrender to him in every sense of the word. All thoughts leave your mind as you allow him to take what he wants of your body, your mind, your soul.

And then his mouth is finding yours again and you’re kissing him back deeply, molten lava between your legs. Without breaking off the kiss, he undoes the buttons of your blouse before working the buckle of your belt. Chests heaving, you lift your hips to help him tug your pants and underwear off.

A sweet thrill shoots up your spine as you’re fully naked underneath Silco, nipples hard as the cool air of the room kisses your skin. Wetting your lips, you start to undo the buttons of Silco’s pants as his arms cage you in, his mismatched gaze watching as you undress him.

Your eyes follow the small trail of hair from his navel down to his pelvis as you lower the fabric. Tugging his pants down, you find yourself holding your breath.

Silco shifts off the mattress to stand at the foot of the bed, long fingers pushing his pants the rest of the way down to reveal him, your pupils widening as you’re reminded of his size after months apart. You squirm as you feel the familiar desire—the need—to have him filling you up.

You prop yourself up onto your elbows, eyes hungrily taking in every inch of naked skin before you.

“If you don’t fuck me right now, Silco, I’m going to lose my goddamn mind.”

Scarred lips pull into a smirk as he crawls back onto the bed.

“Can’t have that now, can we?”

You reach for him, but he pauses halfway up the bed. Your eyebrows furrow in confusion, but then he’s lowering himself down, pressing his lips to your navel. Your breath leaves you in a shaky exhale as he kisses your hip bone before traveling further down. Lower and lower he goes, leaving a trail of hot kisses on your skin as he makes his way closer and closer to your core.

By the time he’s close enough for you to feel his breath against your folds, you’re certain you’ve ruined the sheets beneath you.

He lifts his eyes, resting his chin gently over your mound as he looks up at you. The fire in his eyes has been replaced with something else, something a little more vulnerable; less carnal desire and more aching longing.

“I’ve missed you.”

Your heart skips a beat and your breath catches in your throat as you look down at him. You ditched your clothes what feels like ages ago, but this is the moment that you feel truly naked underneath him.

“I’ve missed you, too, Silco,” you manage to whisper between shallow breaths.

One of his hands reaches up to find you, fingers finding a tender spot along your ribs, just under your breast. Your hand is quick to grab it, lacing your fingers between his.

“I’ll never hurt you again,” he says, an uncharacteristic shake to his voice, his hand squeezing yours. You squeeze it back, swallowing back a tear that threatens to break free. “I promise.”

You nod, squeezing your eyes shut. It pushes the tear from your eye to trail down your cheek, an overwhelming feeling of adoration filling you. Of feeling seen. And heard. Of forgiveness and acceptance.

When you open your eyes, you’re surprised to see a similar glisten in Silco’s good eye. And when he says your name, it’s as if an invisible hand has wrapped its fingers around your heart. Not a tight, forceful grip, but a steady, comforting hold. Protective and kind.

“I love you,” he says, voice barely a whisper. “I want to be with you in every way possible.”

You let out a shaky laugh, another tear escaping your eye.

“You are with me, Silco,” you reassure him. “And I’m with you.”

The hand not holding his comes up to tuck a stray strand of hair back up to the crown of his head as you look down at him.

“I love you, Silco.”

You can swear you can see the orange of his abyss eye glow just a bit brighter at your words. His mouth breaks into a smile and he takes the hand at his head and brings it to his lips, planting a kiss to your palm.

You smile at the display, but your smile quickly morphs into a shocked gasp as he brings his mouth to your core, tongue hot and flat as it glides through your folds.

“Ah!”

Silco glances up at you, a smirk on his face.

“When I said I missed you,” he says before licking his lips. “I also meant I missed this. Just so we’re clear.”

You laugh, chest still heaving.

“Yeah, I got that.”

“Good.”

And with that, he’s lowering his head again and bringing his mouth to the apex of your legs, hot breath against your skin as he indulges himself in your taste. You throw your head back, eyes squeezed shut as he’s quick to find your sweet bundle of nerves, lips wrapping around it and sucking almost harshly. Your hips leave the mattress as a wave of pleasure courses through you, from your core up your spine to settle behind your eyes.

It doesn’t take long for Silco to build your pleasure to dizzying heights. Between the time apart, his heartfelt words, and his tongue working your clit, it’s only a matter of minutes—if not seconds—before your legs are shaking around his head, fighting to not squeeze and suffocate him.

Your climax takes you by surprise, with Silco not even needing to use his fingers to leave you wailing out his name in an incoherent cry. Chest heaving with each wave of ecstasy, you feel as if you’re back on the bridge with the way vibrant colors seem to burst and explode behind your eyelids.

When finally you come back down to Runeterra, you look down to find Silco absolutely beaming with arrogance. You push his shoulder as you roll your eyes, but he ignores you in favor of climbing atop you, arms caging you in possessively.

“You’re so beautiful when you come undone.”

Your lips part when you feel his length press against you, the head of his cock gathering your arousal before teasing at your glistening entrance. Nose pressed to your temple, he whispers into your ear.

“A sight I’d like to see over…”

He starts to push into you, the tip of him slowly working you open.

“And over…”

Your walls stretch to accommodate him as he pushes in more, his girth blissfully filling you up.

“And over again.”

Your mouth opens but no sound comes out as he bottoms out inside you, his pelvis flush with yours. Arms wrapped around him and nails digging into his shoulder blades, you savor the feeling of fullness, his girth and length reaching places you never can alone.

He hangs his head, a soft grunt at his throat as he stills within you, like it’s taking every ounce of strength just to hold himself up above you.

“Silco,” you look up at him, searching his face. “Are you okay?”

He nods wordlessly, his forehead pressed slightly to the headboard.

“Yes, I…” he lets out a shaky exhale and you practically feel the way it travels from his body to yours. “Fuck—I had forgotten how good you feel.”

You let out a soft whimper and your walls clench at his words, which spurs on another groan from him. You haven’t heard him curse since the time he had forbidden you from working on his cure. Hearing him say that word—and in this setting—lights your skin on fire.

Without thinking, you start to shift your hips, chasing that bit of friction your core so desperately needs. It only takes a second for Silco to recover himself before dragging his cock along your walls slowly and pushing back into you.

Push and pull.

In and out.

Over and over.

Your rhythms identical, your breaths mixed in the small space between you. Soft whimpers and groans muffled against skin. There’s a tenderness to the steady pace, but a desperation with the way your hands grab at each other, clinging, grasping. Chests pressed together, your legs wrapped around him, ankles locked in a vice grip as if you’ll both float away if you were to ever let go.

You don’t know how long it’s been since the speech on the bridge. How long the club has been celebrating below. It could be a minute. It could be eternity. Time stands still as you hold each other, the gentle pulsing of his hips sending wave after wave of pleasure through you, making your cheeks flush and your forehead glisten with sweat.

With the way Silco stares into your eyes and says your name, you don’t even think to chase your high; you’re just happy to be with him again.

Your mind a blank slate, all you know in this moment is your partner.

And the way he holds you.

And adores you.

Mind at peace, muscles relaxed, your second climax builds without you even realizing it. When suddenly it hits you, you let out a startled cry as your walls pulse around him. Mouth hanging open and eyes locked with Silco’s, you’re overwhelmed not by the magnitude or intensity of your orgasm but by just how drawn out it is. It seems to stretch on for forever; not a sudden burst of pleasure but instead a steady—and yet somehow thorough—wave of ecstasy, as if every cell is singing and vibrating.

You feel almost high off of it.

When finally the sensation passes and you’re left to put yourself back together, you blink as you look up at Silco, stunned. His hips pause and he looks at you with a concerned look etched into his face.

“I’ve… never done that,” you explain.

He tilts his head, unconvinced.

“I’m most certain you have. A few minutes ago, in fact.”

“No, no,” you say, shaking your head and bringing your hand up to wipe the sweat from your brow. “Not like that.” You take a deep breath. “That was different.”

You can feel Silco start to soften within you. He doesn’t seem to mind, his attention focused on your face.

“How so?”

“Like… I didn’t have to concentrate on it. It just sort of…” You shake your head and shrug your shoulders. “Happened.”

Silco smiles, bringing his lips to your forehead in a tender kiss.

“I’m sure we can replicate that again.”

You laugh.

“You make it sound like it’s an experiment.”

“It can be,” he says, bringing his lips to your ear. “I’m all for exploration…” He nibbles gently on your earlobe and your walls clench around him in response. And just like that, you can feel him start to harden again inside you. “In the name of science.”

“In the name of science,” you parrot back, your afterglow segueing smoothly into another wave of pleasure as he starts to roll his hips.

With each push and pull, you can feel your heart hammering wildly in your chest. Silco’s pace picks up, as does the volume of your cries. The tenderness before replaced now with desperation, like you’re both making up for all the time you had spent apart.

There’s a delightful sting to each of Silco’s harsh thrusts, the force of his hips slamming into you, causing your entire body to shake. And that delicate line in your navel that had already snapped twice before reforms, only to be pulled taut again.

“Use me.”

"You may come to regret those words.”

"Doubtful."

As you gasp and moan through your pleasure, you’re transported back to the time on the couch, your mind replaying the scene of you on your back with Silco above you. Unbidden, another image plays: Silco’s face twisted in anger, his breath on your face, labored puffs behind clenched teeth.

You don’t know why you do it. In the moments later when you’re alone with your thoughts, you’ll analyze and tear apart and scrutinize your actions. But in the heat of the moment, you search blindly for Silco’s hand, tugging at it, guiding it. And as you continue to gasp and moan your way to your climax, you bring his hand to your neck.

At the sight, Silco's good eye widens to the size of his corrupted one, his mouth—once agape from his labored breathing—now slack from shock and confusion.

"What are you doing?" His voice is strained and his pace slows down to a halt as he tries to pull his hand away, but yours holds it firmly in place.

"Don't stop," you gasp, shifting your hips to get some friction when his thrusts still. "Please."

He shakes his head.

"No, I can't."

You lace your fingers between his, wrapping them around your neck.

"Just the sides," you whisper, whimpers growing more desperate as you try to build your pleasure back up to the promising peaks you were starting to crest before he stopped, begging him to continue with the way you grind yourself against him in earnest. "Please," you gasp. "I promise: I'll be okay."

Dark eyebrows furrow together as he stares down at his hand around your neck and then back up to your eyes, his length softening with each passing second.

"You want this?"

"Yes, Silco! Please!" Your cries are becoming more pathetic by the second as you feel your release slipping away from you.

Mismatched eyes dart all over your face as he shakes his head. You can feel him trying to pull his hand away, but you hold it in place, fingers tightly gripping his. Staring up at him, you scream as much as your hands will allow

"Just trust me like I trust you!"

A pause.

Everything seems to go still.

Something shifts in Silco’s gaze, as if a puzzle piece had slotted perfectly into place. Ocean green and volcanic orange tick down to your neck where your hands are then back up to your eyes.

“Just the sides?”

You nod desperately.

“You’ll tell me if it’s too much?” he asks breathlessly.

You nod again.

Slowly, you pull your hand away, both palms up toward the ceiling in surrender.

“I trust you.”

Another pause.

Silco nods.

The pads of his fingers press tentatively against the sides of your neck, his palm barely touching you. When you don’t protest—nodding enthusiastically, in fact—he clamps down a little more. Without thinking, your mouth flies open and your eyes widen.

And your walls clench a death grip around him.

“You…” his voice is almost a growl and you can feel him hardening inside you again. “You enjoy this?”

You nod as much as his hand will allow, lips curling into a smirk.

“Don’t act like you don’t.” You roll your hips, grinding your swollen bud against his pelvis. “I feel how hard you are.”

He lets out a low chuckle, a deep rumbling in his chest. And then he’s rolling his hips, his pace picking back up to what it was before.

“This certainly changes things,” he hums, his movements now less like thrusts and more like short, shallow pulses, his pelvis never leaving yours. His hips stutter and you can feel warmth building in your core, pleasure radiating outward from where he grinds against you. Toes clenched and hands now gripping the sheets beneath you, you start to tumble toward your third climax. Your legs shake and you can feel tingling in the soles of your feet.

The pressure at your neck is constant but not overwhelming—perfectly balancing that razor’s edge between pleasure and pain. And the look in Silco’s eyes goes from dark intrigue to adoration, like he’s seeing something for the very first time.

“That’s it,” he coos. “I’ve got you.”

You whimper at his words, the line in your stomach almost fully unraveled, only one strand—the thinnest sliver—holding you together.

Your name leaves his lips as a whisper.

And the delicate line snaps in half.

Silco releases your neck just as your orgasm takes over you, flooding your senses, washing over you like a warm bath. And as you come undone around him, so too does he come undone inside you; hearts beating as one, chests heaving in time with each labored breath. You stare up into Silco’s face to see his good eye widened and his mouth slack as he pushes in as deep as he can, hips frozen in place.

As the last of your combined releases wash over you, Silco slumps forward on top of you, his nose pressed to the crook of your neck, breath hot on your skin as he tries to regain himself. You let out a soft, exhausted chuckle before wrapping both arms around him, holding him close.

“See?” you say breathlessly. “Told you I’d be okay.”

He lets out a bark of a laugh and you almost jump at the sound, still unused to it. On shaky arms, he props himself up to get a better look at you, tendrils of his hair matted to his forehead.

“Correct me if I’m wrong,” he says, pulling out of you with a wince, “but I’d say you were more than okay.”

He flops down next to you onto his back, one hand coming up to rest his palm against his forehead.

You roll over and scoot closer. Instinctively, he raises up an arm to allow you room. And when you nuzzle your torso into his, he wraps his arm around you, pulling you closer.

“You’re not wrong.” You let out a chuckle. “But you are slow.”

“Slow?” he protests, turning to face you.

“I had to beg you to do that!”

He lifts his head indignantly to address you better.

“Pardon me!” he shoots back, tone dripping with sarcasm. “I thought choking you given our history wasn’t exactly wise.”

“And I thought it was exactly what we both needed,” you counter.

Silco lowers his head back onto the pillow, a soft chuckle at his throat. You press your head to his chest, fingertips playing lightly with the slightly dampened hairs at his sternum. Quietly, you both lay like this as your breaths start to even, heartbeats calming, the fiery inferno simmering down to a warm afterglow.

“As you do,” you say, eyelids starting to flutter closed as sleep threatens to take you, “Just a little light choking to expel the demons.”

But then your eyes are shooting open and you’re jumping up, startled out of near-slumber by a loud bark of a laugh. Looking down at your partner, you find him with both his hands clutching his stomach as he continues to laugh, his good eye squeezing shut.

“My demons or yours?” he manages to finally ask between his short huffs of laughter.

You continue to look at him stunned, taking in this image of Silco, a startled smile on your face. With the way his expression twists in amusement, you’ve never seen him so at ease before, the lines of his face somehow shallower, as if he were a decade younger. You look on in astonishment, feeling like you’re seeing something rare. Something precious.

You let out a laugh of your own before lowering yourself onto him again, nuzzling into his chest as his laughs quiet. He wraps his arm around you again, squeezes you tight, and presses a kiss to the crown of your head.

“Both,” you chuckle, starting to drift off to sleep. “Definitely both.”

The next day

You stand at the edge of the River Pilt, coat pulled tight around your torso as the wind kicks off the water’s surface, sending a chilling breeze to shake your bones. There’s a stillness in the early morning air, the sun still down, the sky not yet kissed by its light.

You had awoken early, sneaking out of the bed you had shared with Silco to make your yearly trek to the river. To where you had laid both your parents—and your late-boyfriend—to rest, their ashes scattered into the waters below to drift along the current and travel the world.

Hands shoved into your pockets, you stare straight ahead, an unwelcome sting behind your eyes.

“I wish you could be here, mom and dad,” you lament, voice small. “I wish you could see what we’ve accomplished.”

Your lips pinch into a thin line, a knot in your throat. A bitter laugh escapes your lips as you roll your eyes, a tear cascading down your cheek.

“Even you, Nico.” You sniffle your nose, a tightness growing in your chest. “Even you deserved to be free.”

Another tear pushes its way past your defenses, the taste of salt at the corner of your lips. You take a deep breath but it comes out shaky, your shoulders slumped as you stare out into the dark waters.

“I thought I’d find you here.”

You scramble to wipe the tears off your face at the sound of the familiar voice before turning to your partner. He’s in his signature coat, though his usual cream cravat is nowhere to be found, the topmost button on his maroon shirt undone. There are still traces of paint powder on his shoulders. Hands in his coat pockets mirroring you, he strides toward you, stopping when he reaches your side.

“Oh, hey.” You sniffle the last remnants of your tears away. “Sorry, I just…”

He lifts a hand out of his pocket, halting your words as he shakes his head.

“No need to apologize.”

You stand in silence for a bit, the sky’s colors shifting as the sun starts its slow ascent above Piltover and the now freed Nation of Zaun.

“How much did you hear?” you ask, knowing the answer already.

“Enough,” he replies simply.

You sense him moving next to you and feel his arm wrap around your shoulders, his fingers wrapping around your upper arm as he pulls you to himself. You give into the gesture, allowing your head to rest on his shoulder.

“There are many we lost along the way that we wish could be here,” he says solemnly, voice low. His fingers squeeze around your shoulder. “They would want us to be happy.”

“I know,” you agree quietly. “But I still miss them.”

You turn toward him, pressing your face to the crook of his neck. He wraps his other arm around you as you bring both of yours around his middle, clinging to him. His breath is in your hair and his nose pressed to your temple, he lets out a long sigh before bringing his hand up, long fingers tangling in your hair.

“Me too,” he whispers.

You cry into his shirt in earnest now, his warm embrace opening the floodgates. How long had you held back these tears? How many times had you fought them, too scared to set them free?

Silco holds you close as you cry. No empty words of comfort. No sarcastic joke to cut through the tension. Just his chest pressed to yours and his warmth enveloping you, telling you with his actions that he’s here.

Telling you you’re not alone.

You don’t know how long you stand there, enveloped in his warmth as you let years—decades—of grief out in long, distraught cries. You’re there long enough for the sun to become an unwelcome visitor in your private moment, its warm glow an irritating presence against your eyes.

You squint up at your partner, drying your tears with the back of your hand, nose sniffling the last of your snot away. Bringing his hands to cradle your face, Silco presses his lips to your forehead in a soft, reassuring kiss.

“You did well,” he whispers, thumb rubbing a tender line against your cheek. “They would be proud.”

You nod up at him, lips pinched together firmly to keep yourself from breaking out into sobs again. Taking a (not so clear) breath in through your nostrils, you press your face to his chest, acutely aware of how damp the fabric of his shirt is from where you had stained it with tears.

You squeeze him tight around his middle. He brings a hand down and returns the gesture, palm pressing firmly against your shoulder blades while the other tangles in your hair. When finally you feel you’ve had your fill—can you really say you’ve had your fill of him?—you pull away and offer him a small smile.

“It’s tomorrow,” you say, eyes locked with his, the grief you had felt replaced with a quiet hope.

“That it is,” he replies, eyes leaving yours briefly to track as he fixes your hair. When he returns your gaze again, it’s with that same determination you’ve come to admire.

His form backlit by the morning sun, his features softened by the orange glow that seems to almost form a halo around him, he pulls his shoulders back and lifts his chin.

Silco.

The Eye of Zaun.

Your partner.

Voice low and assured with that signature musical tilt to it, Silco hums.

“And now the real work can begin.”

Epilogue

Two Weeks Later

“Is everything ready for next week’s visit?”

You look up from your workstation, Jinx’s soldering iron in one hand and her goggles on your face. With the revolution now won, you’re repurposing the parts from some of the Turbo Chemtank suits for various projects (though Silco did say to save at least two suits, just in case).

Singed considers you from where he stands a few yards from your desk.

“Yeah, we should be good to go,” you reply, pushing the goggles to rest on your forehead and setting the soldering iron down. “Are you excited?”

His hairless eyebrows furrow in slight confusion.

“You’ll get to see that kid again. What was his name? Viktor?” You put your goggles back on, turning back to your work. “That’ll be fun.”

The Mad Scientist hums quietly from behind his bandaging, parroting your word back to you in a slow, unsure cadence. “‘Fun…’”

You shrug.

“Okay, maybe not fun, but at least interesting! Reunions can be interesting.”

Singed hums again, seemingly unconvinced.

“I suppose.”

When he adds nothing else, you shrug and turn your eyes back to your work. You hear him start to walk away, footsteps a soft echo against the cave’s stone walls. But then the sound pauses. Looking up again, you find him standing at the edge of your table, one bandaged hand resting gently on the metal surface.

He says your name softly and you lift your eyes to his face. There’s something behind his eyes that you’re unfamiliar with, an uncertainty. While Singed has never come across as arrogant, he has always looked as if he knew exactly what he was doing at any given moment. As you look up at him, he seems at a loss for words.

“You…” he taps his fingertips on the metal desktop absentmindedly. He takes a deep breath and lets it out, an air of exasperation around him like he’s annoyed with himself for hitting this wall.

Rising to your feet, you stand opposite him, smiling.

“It’s okay. You don’t have to say it.”

You hear a soft chuckle from behind his bandaging. He lifts his hand, his palm hovering over your shoulder briefly before awkwardly tapping you lightly on your lab coat. Finally, he speaks.

“You did well.”

Your eyebrows lift at the praise, an echo of Silco's words before.

“Your parents would be proud.” His bandages shift as he offers a small smile. “I should know.”

Your eyes widen and you feel a familiar sting behind them. Without thinking, you leap forward, wrapping your arms around his slender frame in a tight embrace. His shoulders jump at the sudden contact and, after a short pause, he pats you lightly on the back in return with one hand. He says your name again and you break off the embrace, mumbling apologies. He waves it off with his hand before nodding and returning to his workstation.

You laugh and return to your work.

“Didn’t I bring these in like over a month ago?” You ask, standing precariously on a ladder. “Why are we only putting them up now?”

Zane stands on the empty dance floor, large arms crossed over his chest as he looks up and watches you.

“Didn’t feel like it,” is all he offers in response.

You roll your eyes, standing on your tiptoes as you finish putting on the last red velvet curtain. The Last Drop looks back to its old self with the booths now restored to their former glory; can’t have shady dealings without some shady cover.

“Not to mention,” you add, bringing your hands to your hips as you survey your work, “why am I the one doing it? You’re—what?—seven feet tall?”

Zane doesn’t answer immediately, but then you hear the sudden jolt of the jukebox coming to life.

You shake your head, “You can’t change the subject just by playing some mus—”

You freeze.

Zane is gone; the spot he occupied before now empty. Your eyes follow the sound of the soft hum of music to the jukebox past the bar. You expect to see the large bartender standing at its controls, but instead, you’re met with the familiar sight of burgundies and charcoal. The tall, slender figure slowly makes his way to the center of the dance floor, movements fluid and hypnotizing.

As the song continues to play, Silco lifts his hand up in offering to you, chin lifted to meet your gaze.

“The new curtains look perfect,” he says as you delicately take his proffered hand, allowing him to slowly guide you down the ladder.

When your feet are firmly planted on the ground, you nod to your partner in thanks, half-debating a sarcastic curtsey.

“I’ll be sure to tell Thalia the next time I see her.”

Silco doesn’t let go of your hand, instead tugging you gently toward him as he walks backwards toward the center of the dance floor.

“Do send her my regards,” he hums, the hand not holding yours coming up to hold your hip.

That same arm starts to snake around, pulling you close as he rests his palm against your lower back. Your eyebrows lift at the position you’ve found yourself in and instinctively you drape your free hand over his shoulder. Then, before you know it, you’re swaying gently from side to side, following Silco’s lead as he shifts his feet. It’s a small, subtle movement, nothing frivolous or fanciful. Just a steady rocking back and forth to the music.

You can’t remember the last time you danced like this. Your last dance partner had been Nico. (And he had two left feet, your toes painfully recall.)

Silco looks down at your face, his expression soft. The ruined side of his face is bare, the foundation you had given him months ago nowhere to be seen. Despite your insistence that you could make more for him if he just asked, he had decided to stop using it all together. With the Nation of Zaun secure and his condition no longer worsening, there was nothing to hide—from his daughter, his people.

Or you.

You smile up at him, a slight blush creeping under your collar at this fairy tale moment, certain you’ll pinch yourself and find yourself tucked in your bed.

“So…” Silco hums, his one remaining eyebrow cocked up slightly. “How’s work?”

You laugh to yourself, feet still shifting back and forth as you follow Silco’s rhythm.

So much for the fantasy.

You roll your eyes at him.

Always business with this one.

“Oh, is this how we’re conducting our meetings now?”

Without warning, Silco takes a large step forward. Instinctively, you take a step back. You somehow manage to not trip and you catch Silco’s lips curling into a subtle smirk.

“It can be,” he muses. “Though I’m afraid this is the only song of this genre in the entire jukebox.”

Another large step forward. Before you know it, you’re doing a sort of box step. How you’ve managed to keep up with him, you’ll never know. Something about the way he’s guiding you feels so natural; like you’d both been doing it for forever.

“We would grow tired of it rather quickly,” he adds.

“You know, it’s funny,” you start, reminded of your very first encounter with Jinx. “When I first met Jinx, she said I had the same musical taste as her old man.”

“That so?”

Another box step. You can feel the rest of the world dissolving away as you let the music—and Silco—take you wherever they please.

“Mmhmm,” you hum, nodding. “And now I can confirm that I do.”

He offers a soft smile, a familiar glint in his eyes.

The two of you enjoy the song, content to dance without speaking. As the music continues to play, you cling to him just a little bit tighter—and he does the same.

By the time the song has reached the bridge, Silco has his cheek pressed to your temple. You close your eyes, letting him continue to guide you around the dance floor in sweeping, elegant steps. He squeezes your hand and you squeeze it back.

“I wanted to thank you,” he says softly into your hair. “For everything you’ve done.”

You smile and press yourself closer to him a little.

“Your work has been invaluable,” he continues. “For Zaun.”

He pulls back, his steps slowing back down to a gentle rock side to side. His mismatched eyes lock with yours and there’s an earnestness behind his gaze.

“For me.”

“It was nothing,” you say, feeling naked behind the power of his stare and turning away.

“It was not nothing,” he insists, his hand leaving yours to turn your chin up to face him. You’ve both given up any semblance of dancing, now simply standing together in the center of the dance floor. “It was everything. And not just for me with my cure, but all that you’ve done for Jinx…”

His voice trails off, his throat bobbing. You wonder how long he’d held onto these feelings. How difficult it must be for him to voice them.

You stand on your tiptoes and kiss him gently on his ruined cheek, your eyes fluttering closed briefly as you feel the complex, delicate textures of his scarring against your lips. When you pull back, you offer him another smile that quickly morphs into a smirk.

“I had no idea the Eye of Zaun was such a softie.”

Ocean green and volcanic orange eyes roll as he lets out a scoff, his hand returning to yours as you pick up where you left off.

“I was merely giving you the credit you deserve.”

A few more sways back and forth. A few more quiet moments together alone on the dance floor. The music starts to fade away. You’re about to step back, but then the song repeats. You look up at Silco with a cocked eyebrow and he chuckles under his breath.

“I may have set it to repeat.” He shrugs. “Given it’s our only slow song.”

You laugh.

“Sneaky bastard.”

He shrugs again, playing innocent.

“You know…” you say, bringing both arms to wrap around his shoulders. He responds by bringing both hands to your hips, large hands pulling you close so you’re flush with him. “I really only took that job with Singed for one reason.”

His good eyebrow lifts slightly.

“Oh? And what’s that?”

You lick your lips, laughing a little.

“I wanted to see what all the fuss was about.”

Silco continues to look at you, expectantly.

“About you,” you clarify.

“Ah…” he hums, realization spreading on his face as he continues to sway to the music. “And? Have I met your expectations?”

You pout your lips, eyes lifting up to the ceiling as if in deep thought.

“You could say that,” you tease.

You feel Silco’s chest shaking as he chuckles. In his arms, you allow yourself to get swept up in the moment. But then it's cut short when you hear someone make an exaggerated retching noise. You turn to find Jinx standing at the jukebox.

“Yuck! Who put this on?”

Silco's shoulders slouch forward a little. “Don’t touch—”

But it’s too late, Jinx is already fiddling with the controls, switching the song to a much more lively one. Silco hangs his head in defeat.

“It seems our dance has been cut short.”

You take a step back and offer him a clear mockery of a Piltover curtsy.

“Well maybe get some more records and we can try again later.”

Silco bows to you as you see out of your periphery a blue blur starting to speed towards you. Despite bracing yourself, you still almost fall to the floor as Jinx crashes into you, arms wrapped around your middle in a tight embrace.

“My turn!” she squeals in delight. “I’m cashing in my prize!”

Silco laughs to himself before placing a hand around your shoulder, pulling you in close so he can plant a tender kiss to the crown of your head.

“Have fun,” he says into your hair before taking a step back and retreating up the stairs to his office.

Jinx seizes the opportunity and grabs you by the hand, her braids flailing wildly as she tosses her head back and forth to the rhythm of the music. Laughing, you join her, jumping up and down chaotically.

It’s silly and clumsy and freeing.

At one point, you grab both of Jinx’s hands and start to pull. She follows your lead until you’re both spinning around, torsos leaned back as your feet shuffle between you, the club spinning around you in a haze. She cackles as the world continues to morph into blurry shapes and colors, a cheshire grin on her youthful face. Eyes bright as the Hextech crystal, you can’t help but smile.

She’s a teenager. A proper teenager.

Not the daughter of the most powerful man in Zaun.

Not a weapon to be used.

Not a lost soul tortured by her demons.

Just a girl dancing without a care in the world.

You don’t know how long the two of you dance for—long enough for the doors to the club to open and the usual regulars to start piling in. By the time you finally take a break, your skin is dotted with a thin layer of sweat and you ask Zane at the bar for the tallest glass of water he can offer. Jinx, on the other hand, remains on the dance floor, bopping and grooving to the beat.

Leaning against the bar, you look out into the crowd as you sip your drink, feeling relaxed (if a little exhausted from all the dancing). You’re about halfway through your glass when the little blue gremlin cuts through the crowd toward you, painted fingers reaching out for yours.

“Jinx! I’m tired!” You protest, laughing. All the same, you set your drink down and allow her to pull you back onto the dance floor.

The pair of you squeeze through the bodies packed together, Jinx leading the way, seemingly beelining for something in particular. The crowd parts and she lets go of your hand, disappearing into the crowd.

“Jinx!” You call out to her, head darting around as you try to catch a glimpse of her blue braids. “Wait!”

And then the crowd is parting and standing before you is Silco, hand outstretched in offering again.

“Another dance?” he asks over the din of the music.

You walk toward him and take his hand, shouting to be heard.

“This doesn’t seem like your kind of beat!”

You catch him smirk as he leads you toward him, spinning you so that your back presses into his chest. Blush rushes into your cheeks when you feel him wrap an arm around you, palm warm against your hip as he slots himself against you. Tip of his nose pressed to your temple, he whispers into your ear so only you can hear.

“I’m sure I can make do.”

And then he’s moving his hips along to the beat and you can feel him press against the swell of your ass. Eyes widen as he continues to grind against you and you can’t help but wonder if everyone can see it. No one on the crowded dance floor seems to pay the two of you any mind, content to dance and grind amongst themselves, giving you space.

As the song continues to play, you allow yourself to let go, to follow Silco’s lead. You press your ass against him and he responds by tightening his grip on your hip, humming into your ear.

“You better not dance like this for anyone else,” he says, voice low and threatening. But you can hear the hint of teasing behind it.

Turning, you lift your chin to meet his gaze as both of your hips continue to rock back and forth.

“I could say the same to you,” you quip back, smirking.

The warm glow of his corrupted eye licks at your skin and you feel as if there’s no one else in the club, no one else in all of Runeterra.

“Wouldn’t dream of it,” he hums.

You smile and turn back around, bringing both your hands to rest on his as you sway side to side. Letting your weight fall on his chest, you lean into him, allowing him to move you to the music. As you dance with him, your eyes drift around the club, taking in the scene.

Zane is wiping down the bar, eyes ever vigilant as he watches the nearby patrons.

Jinx is pulling Ran by their hand, clearly trying to get them to leave their barstool to join the dance. Ran seems reluctant but, like you, is unable to resist Jinx’s energy.

Sevika sits in one of the private booths, its curtain slightly parted to show the raven-haired woman you had spotted her with so many nights ago. Sevika’s mechanic arm is draped over the booth back around the woman’s shoulders as her flesh hand grips a glass. When she spots you watching her, she smirks before lifting her glass in cheers and taking a sip. You nod and smile, eyes darting away to hide the blush of her seeing you with Silco like this.

Eyes lift to find Dax at his post, standing dutifully at the top of the stairs. You’re about to look away when you see a petite blonde woman make her way up the steps toward him. You expect him to turn her away but are surprised to see his expression soften as he smiles at her. She stands on her tiptoes, hand at his wrist to steady herself as she plants a small peck on his cheek. Your mouth falls open in a stunned smile and you can’t help but laugh to yourself at the display.

Looking at the sea of faces in the club, you feel warmth in your chest. It’s not from the dancing or stifling heat from the packed bodies. It’s not from booze or Shimmer. (Neither of which you have had.)

No, it’s from a feeling you haven’t felt in a long time. One you thought you didn’t deserve. That you resigned yourself to never feeling again.

A feeling of belonging.

Of being home.

You didn't need friends. Or family. Or lovers. You proved for years that you could survive just fine without them.

But as Silco holds you in his arms, you know in your heart now what you denied yourself so long ago. It's not enough to just survive. It's not enough to only live day to day.

The Undercity is a warm and vibrant place, full of potential and wonder.

A dark, secretive cave.

A propeller in an abandoned mining shaft.

The darkened balcony of a night club.

Anything is possible in Zaun.

You just have to know where to look.

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no vacancy | spencer reid

pairing: spencer reid x reader

set sometime in early s2; you get stuck sharing a room with your favorite boy genius who absolutely cannot know that you have feelings for him. and also, there’s only one bed. fluff, f!reader (i think there's only two usages of gender markers)

word count: 4.7k

notes: this is a rework of a very old fic i used to have up on ao3. i'm thinking i'll do more of these, i've got a few spencer fics in the vault and it was fun to rework this and see how my style has changed :)

You shivered against the cold desert air. Twirling a keyring around your finger, you headed for the door marked 3. You were exhausted from the day and so, so ready to collapse into bed as soon as you got inside your room.

You turned the key in the lock while Spencer waited behind you. It was late, and you and the team had pulled into a motel for the night, having been dragged out to a tiny rural town by the unsub after days of tracking him through surrounding areas. He’d been apprehended, finally, and handed over to local police around midnight. You all had decided it best to spend the night before driving back into town in the morning for take off.

So here you were, at one of those single story motels that still used actual keys instead of key cards. Given the time of night, you knew vacancies would be scarce, so you’d already expected to have to double up on rooms. Gideon had stayed behind at Quantico, leaving Hotch and Morgan in one room and JJ and Prentiss in another, with you and Spencer sharing the last room. You’d hung back while JJ got everything figured out with the concierge (who was just a bored looking kid posted at the desk), and then she’d passed you your key with its little keyring attachment listing the room number and you all bade each other goodnight.

You’d been on the team nearly a year already, but you were still the rookie compared to everyone else. Even Spence had two years on you. But seeing as you two were the youngest, and the least inclined toward the more physical parts of your job– the chasing, tackling, firing your weapon parts– you were paired off with him more often than not.

You weren’t complaining. You’d come to know Spencer pretty well, and you didn’t feel much apprehension at the thought of sharing a room with him for one night.

That is, until you opened the door.

“Oh,” you said involuntarily.

"There's only one bed,” Spencer said.

“Sure looks that way.”

"At least it's a queen?"

There was a brief pause before you both started speaking at the same time.

"Maybe we can go back to the concierge–" Spencer began.

"I mean, I guess I don't really–"

"–although, JJ did say we got the last–"

"–mind as long as you–"

You cut yourself off this time. It’s not like there was another good option, unless one of you wanted to sleep in the car. "This is fine?" it came out as a question rather than a statement.

"I think so? I wouldn't want to– to make you uncomfortable or anything."

"This is fine," you repeated, more sure of yourself this time. “And you don’t make me uncomfortable.”

It was only kind of a lie. You trusted Spencer with your life, of course. But he also made you nervous. He was sweet, kind, always seeming genuinely interested in anything you had to say. And of course, anyone could see that he was attractive. You were developing feelings for him, and in a job where your coworkers and your crush himself were all adept at reading people, it really wasn’t a good position for you to be in. You just hoped Spencer was as oblivious with women as Derek made him out to be.

"We should get out of the doorway," Spencer suggested, and you realized you'd been standing in the threshold this whole time.

"Right."

The two of you walked in, Spencer closing and locking the door behind you. It was a modest room in a tiny town; your standard ugly-patterned, faded bedspread draped over the queen bed in the center, a window looking out into the parking lot, and a dresser that didn’t even have a TV on top of it. You headed straight for the bed, sitting on the edge and removing your shoes while Spencer stood by with his hands in his pockets.

"You know, if it's a problem I can sleep on the cou– uh, the chair," Spencer offered, looking back mid-sentence and realizing that the only additional furniture this motel offered was one rigid looking armchair by the window.

"No, you're not doing that."

"What?" he asked, taken aback by the quickness of your response.

"You're not sleeping in that chair. It looks horribly uncomfortable and I’m sure it’s never been cleaned, and I know how you’d feel about that.”

Spencer grimaced, not having thought about that particular detail. “Yeah, but, I mean… I’d do it for you.”

God, why did he have to say stuff like that? Like you were something special. And why now, when you were stuck in the same room with him until morning? It probably didn’t even mean the same thing to him as it meant to you. He was one of the most caring people you’d ever met. He’d probably say that to any one of you on the team.

Or maybe sleeping in a chair meant nothing to him at all. Maybe he actually didn’t want to share the bed with you and that’s why he was trying so hard to avoid it.

Ugh. You just wanted this day to be over. It was late, the case had been a week long, and now you were probably in for a fun night of overthinking and second guessing when you’d been expecting silence and easy, dreamless sleep.

Okay, maybe that last part was never really an option, but still.

“Look,” you sighed, “I know this isn't an ideal situation but there's a perfectly good bed here, so let’s just share it. If you’re okay with that. It's just one night and tomorrow we'll be back home and nobody has to know about it."

You had to fight from squeezing your eyes shut in regret. You wished that had come out differently. You chanced a look at Spencer, realizing that you’d been staring down at the faded carpet pattern while you spoke.

The look on his face was one you hadn’t seen before, and you almost couldn't place it. He seemed sort of disappointed. Disappointed that he had to share a bed with you? Or that you'd made it sound like you didn't want to share a bed with him? Nope, you could not go down that road tonight. You shook your head once as if it would clear the thoughts from your tired mind.

“I’m okay with that," he said, casually enough that you could almost convince yourself that you’d just imagined the look on his face before. "So, do you want the shower first, or...?" Spencer asked.

"No, I can wait, you go ahead," you said. You desperately needed the moment to yourself anyway.

You started rifling through your bag for pajamas, toiletries, and your charger as an excuse to look busy while Spencer made his way into the bathroom with his things. As soon as the door closed behind him, you flopped back on the bed, staring up at the ceiling as if it might hold all the answers.

Spencer couldn't know about your feelings. For one thing, you were pretty sure there was a rule against dating your colleagues in the BAU. If not, there probably should be. You were such a close knit team, and if anything went wrong… you couldn’t imagine how difficult that would be. But then, the evil and uncooperative part of you also couldn’t help but think that things might go right.

From the beginning of your time at the BAU, you’d been drawn to Spencer. It just kind of made sense. You’d gotten through school at an accelerated pace– though not as quickly as him, the man was on another fucking level when it came to academics– and you were one of the only people who found his fact dropping actually interesting, often asking him follow up questions. He’d looked adorably shocked the first few times you’d done that.

He listened intently to your passionate rants about your favorite films and tv shows, even though he hadn’t seen any of them. When the two of you had discovered a shared interest in mythology and folklore, Hotch nearly had to separate you so you would actually get some work done. It was like you were a kid in school again, and you might’ve been embarrassed if you didn’t find it so funny, if you weren’t so giddy at the idea of a friendship that could make you feel like a kid again.

Spencer understood you in a way that other people didn’t, laughing at your jokes even when they didn’t land for anybody else. When people interrupted or spoke over you, he always paid attention, and in situations where you were trying to add details to the profile he’d bring the conversation back around to you.

Throughout your life you’d learned– through painstaking trial and error– to fit in pretty well in most any group you found yourself in, but you’d always considered yourself to be a little weird. A little too different. But when you were with Spencer, you felt like you didn’t have to try so hard. You could both be a little different, together.

Spencer opened the bathroom door then, startling you. You’d been so lost in thought you hadn’t even noticed the water turn off. You looked over to see him wearing a loose white t-shirt and pajama pants, his hair still damp. And now you knew what Spencer looked like fresh out of a shower. And of course it was endearing as hell.

“If that’s how you’re planning to sleep,” Spencer began, referencing how you were laid out in the dead center of the bed, your arms fully outstretched and hands hanging off the mattress, “then I think we might have a slight problem after all.”

You walked out of the bathroom a short while later, dressed in your usual sleepwear of shorts and an oversized shirt. You’d put your hair up in a bun to protect it while you showered, and now it hung loose around your shoulders. You simultaneously wished your outfit was cuter and uglier; knowing your giant t-shirt wasn’t flattering your figure while also feeling like you had too much skin exposed. Not that it mattered. You were just going to get some sleep and then wake up in the morning and head home. Everything would be back to normal.

Spencer’s in bed already. He’d turned off the big light while you were showering, the lamps on either side of the bed casting him in a softer, warmer glow. He looked up from his book to find you standing there, and the soft, familiar look in his big brown eyes had you rooted to the spot.

“Hey,” he said softly, patting the space next to him in invitation.

You conceded, finding your legs again and sliding into bed beside him. “Hey.”

He fidgeted with the pages of his book, ultimately shutting it closed on his index finger to mark the page. “So, uh, are we okay?”

“Yeah, of course,” you answered genuinely, feeling bad that your internal struggle had manifested in a way that worried him.

“Okay, cool,” he said. He paused long enough to let you explain if you wanted to, another invitation. You knew he wouldn’t push it if you didn’t offer something up. You wanted to give him an explanation, but you couldn’t bring yourself to.

“Sorry,” you managed.

“For what?”

“I don’t know… acting weird, I guess. It’s just been a long day.”

“Oh, well, you don’t need to be sorry about that. You’re always weird.”

Your mouth dropped open as you looked at him. “Look who’s fucking talking,” you scoffed. Some of the tension dropped from your shoulders, glad he hadn’t questioned you further.

“Language, please,” he held up a hand to stop you. “I’m delicate.”

“Wha–?” you let out a surprised little laugh. “You’re an idiot!”

“Yeah okay, tell that to my I–.”

“Oh, my IQ of 187,” you finished for him, rolling your eyes. Even that was full of endearment. “God, you are so annoying.”

“Hm. Y’know, this might be a long night for you. I’d hate to keep you up with my annoyingness.”

“I feel like you could’ve come up with a better word than annoyingness, Mr. 187,” you tilted your head where it rested against the headboard, looking up at him.

“Oh, she’s being a smartass now!” he split into a surprised grin, and you could swear your heart skipped a beat.

“You just said ass.”

“Wow. How quickly you’ve corrupted me.”

“Right, of course. It’s my fault.”

“I knew you’d agree.”

“Shut the fuck up,” you laughed.

Things felt a little bit more normal after that, joking around with Spencer like you normally did made the rest of the night feel less daunting.

Shortly after that, the two of you agreed that you should get some sleep, each reaching over to turn out the light on your respective sides of the bed.

You let yourself sink into your pillow, the exhaustion you had been feeling giving way to a hyper awareness of Reid’s body next to you. You were kept awake, completely overcome by the foot of space between you and Spencer; the consequences of crossing that space, the way it might feel, the curiosity over whether he was laying awake too, thinking the same thoughts as you. Even with that foot of space separating you, you could feel his body heat. You longed to move closer to him, to touch him, to let his warmth seep into you and lull you to sleep.

But you didn’t, and you wouldn’t, because this was just an unfortunate booking mishap. It didn’t mean anything. Tomorrow it would be over, and you could more easily go back to hiding your feelings from everyone else and yourself.

Eventually, exhaustion won out.

You woke what could’ve been a few minutes or a few hours later, the sky still dark. You couldn’t tell what exactly had woken you up, only the sense that you’d moved, almost like you’d fallen. But fallen from what?

You blinked in the dark, the street lamps in the parking lot providing enough residual light to keep the room from being pitch black.

Reid was sitting up. He must’ve bolted upright, you thought. Had that been what moved you? Were you lying on him?!

“Hey, you okay?”

“Sorry. Just a nightmare,” he said as if it was nothing. “Sorry to wake you.”

“What was it about?” you ignored his apologies, sitting up as well.

“I don't really even remember,” he breathed, almost like it was funny. “Just having a physiological reaction to whatever it was, I guess.”

You had nightmares too, of course. You all did. You hated remembering them, but you also hated the times when you woke up in the dark, dazed and inexplicably scared. Without thinking, you reached for his hand.

He turned to look at you then. “I really didn't mean to wake you,” he reiterated.

“I figured,” you smiled slightly. You noticed his breathing was just a bit too fast. You rubbed your thumb over the back of his hand, leaning over to rest your weight against his side, your head on his shoulder. His nervous system would regulate itself quicker this way.

“You were on my pillow, by the way.”

“What?” you ask, your head jerking back from him.

“I totally called it. You rolled right into the center of the bed in your sleep. Total bed hog.”

“Hey!” you protested, pulling your hand back from his in embarrassment. So you had been lying on top of him. Or at least really close to him. His hand chased after yours, finding you again.

“That wasn’t me complaining about it.”

“Oh,” was all you could think to say back.

It was quiet for a minute. You let your head fall back onto Spencer’s shoulder, but your heart raced in your chest.

“Can I ask you something?” he questioned, his tone becoming more serious.

“Oh– of course,” you answered, your brow creasing.

“What did you mean when you said ‘it’s not ideal’ and ‘nobody has to know about it’?”

“Wh– I– Spencer, come on.”

He didn’t give you an out this time. Just waited for an answer.

“I don’t even really know,” you sighed.

“I believe you’re being partially truthful about that.”

“Don’t profile me.”

“I’m not. I just know you.”

You sighed. “You know, sometimes I hate that stupid memory of yours.”

“I don’t need an eidetic memory to remember that. It was a weird thing to say, and it happened like four hours ago.”

“You’re guesstimating. And it wasn’t that weird.”

“Maybe not, but the way you said it was. And you’re avoiding my question.”

You continued to avoid it, biting down on your bottom lip.

“And you stuttered when I brought it up.”

“I told you to stop profiling me.”

This time, he just hummed in response.

“And so what if I stuttered?”

“Stuttering is usually more my thing. A nervousness thing.”

Maybe this was actually your nightmare. Maybe you’d wake up soon and none of this would’ve been real, and you wouldn’t have had to explain to Spencer that the reason you’d had an attitude was because the situation tonight had made it harder to hide your feelings for him. Big feelings that became a lot harder to ignore when he was this close to you, still holding your hand, the mix of scents from his detergent and deodorant clouding your judgment. Of all the embarrassing scenarios that you could’ve imagined playing out tonight, this was very high up on the list.

“I said ‘it’s not ideal’ because it’s not, just by definition. We were supposed to get a double room and we didn’t. Not ideal. And I said no one has to find out because I can already see Morgan having a field day with it and I know the exact expression that’ll be on his face–”

“The eyebrows,” he nodded, lips pursed.

“And then everyone else will get in on it and I just figured…” you sighed. “I don’t know. I didn’t want to deal with that.”

“That all makes total sense.”

“Good,” you breathed. Too relieved.

“Now tell me the rest of it.”

“God, Spencer–” you huffed out, frustrated. He knew you too well.

You wanted to run. Maybe you could go sleep in the car after all. And then ignore Spencer for the rest of the day, and then the year, and your life, and–

“Don’t make me say it,” you breathed. This had to be a dream.

“But there is something to be said?” he questioned, his tone hushed, almost reverent.

It was just vague enough. You could pretend it was nothing.

“Yes.”

You felt like you’d just blown your life up with one word.

Spencer took a deep breath, your body cresting and falling with the movement of it.

“You make me feel better about being myself,” he confessed.

You shut your eyes. You had a constricting feeling in your throat suddenly, and the awful realization that you might cry.

He spoke again, because you couldn’t. “I haven’t always felt good about it, you know? And then you joined the team, and, well– you changed a lot of things for me. And you’re beautiful, obviously, and I was scared to mess up what we have, because it’s special, I think–”

“It is.”

“–and then you started freaking out when you saw the bed,” he was smiling now, you could hear it, “and I thought, maybe it wouldn’t be so crazy… maybe I could make you feel that way too.”

“You do. Of course you do. I feel like I can be my full self with you. I don’t know that I’ve ever felt like that before.”

Spencer laughed, a little delirious giggle, and squeezed your hand in his. You’d managed to avoid crying, thankfully, and you grinned along with him, looking down at your joined hands as you squeezed him back.

Things seemed to still for a beat, the two of you sitting with this moment and letting it stretch out. You still couldn’t really believe this was happening. You might have to tell Spencer to pinch you.

“So what does that mean for us now?” you asked.

“Well, for right now at least, I think it just means that we can go back to sleep without overthinking things into oblivion.”

“I was not–”

“Okay, this time I am profiling you, and you’re lying,” he cut you off, his smile still evident.

“Oh, this was such a mistake.”

He continued like you hadn’t spoken, laughing a little as he went. “I could practically hear it. It’s like, you know when a computer is trying to use too much processing power and the fan starts whirring really loud? Like that but just like right next to me, like tangible—“

“Okay! Thank you so much, I actually totally got it, you can stop now.”

He laughed, and your cheeks warmed.

“For the record, I meant we could both stop overthinking.” Then he shifted a little, facing you a bit more. With the hand that wasn’t holding yours, he brushed a strand of hair from your face, a fake pout on his lips. “Sorry I make you nervous.”

You cackled at that, if it was possible to cackle in hushed tones. “Oh, I bet you are. Besides, I know you like me now, so you’ve lost that card.”

“Are you certain of that?”

“Certain that you like me or certain that you can’t make me nervous?”

“The latter. I do like you, if that was unclear.”

Your heart sped up, contradicting you as you answered, “Then I’m certain you can’t make me nervous.”

He titled your face up to his then, using his index finger underneath your chin to make you look at him. “You’re an awful liar.”

You just shrugged, watching triumphantly as Spencer’s gaze fell to your lips.“It’s been working out pretty well for me so far.”

“I guess it has,” he murmured, closing the distance between you and finally kissing you.

After so many months of imagining (and berating yourself for imagining) what Spencer’s lips might feel like on yours, you weren’t disappointed.

For once you didn’t have to think at all, the chemistry between you and him drowning out everything else. His hand fell to your waist, and yours moved to the curve of his jaw, pulling him closer as his mouth moved against yours. Your teeth grazed his bottom lip and he gasped, and your skin felt like it was lit up from the inside.

You pulled away to breathe, and to process, and to try and stop your head from swimming. You were rewarded with the awestruck look in Spencer’s eyes as he opened them again.

“Okay, was it just me, or–”

“That was crazy,” you breathed.

“Crazy,” he agreed.

“Spence?”

“Yeah?”

“I don’t think we’re getting back to sleep tonight.” Your eyes widened at the implication of saying those words at that time. “Not, like, in the sex way, though,” you hurried to correct yourself. “I need like, 4-5 business days to process things first, and I– well, I just meant, like– you know?”

Spencer was nodding at you even as his eyebrows pulled together in a frown. “Can I still kiss you during those 4-5 business days?”

“Oh, yeah,” you said, sounding breathless.

“Cool,” he agreed. “You seem really nervous, by the way.”

“Well, you kissed me.”

“I did.”

“How were you not nervous?” you breathed.

“Oh, I was. Your reaction is making me feel a whole lot better about it though.”

You scoffed half-heartedly. “I do so much for you.”

“You do,” he replied earnestly, letting go of your hand to wrap his arm around your shoulders as he pressed a kiss to your forehead. “We could lie back down, if you want. Like we were before I so rudely woke you up.”

“Yeah, I’m super mad about that,” you joked. “Anyway, I was asleep for that, so you’ll have to show me what I was doing.”

He seemed all too pleased to do so. “Okay, so you were basically like,” he leaned back against the pillows, pulling you down with him, moving his hand to the side of your head to guide you to the place where his shoulder met his chest, “Like that, and then your arm was over here,” he picked up your arm and guided it around his waist.

“Oh god, that’s so embarrassing,” you said, realizing that he must’ve been awake when you’d done it.

“Yeah, I know. Really terrible time for me.”

“I can imagine. I can scoot back over to my side of the bed, just say the word.”

“Don’t you dare,” he said, squeezing you closer.

You trailed your fingers up and down his waist, feeling more content than you had in ages.

“I can’t believe you’d suggest that I would have sex with you right after confessing my feelings. Like, take me to dinner first at least.”

“Oh my god,” you half-exclaimed, half-laughed. You felt your cheeks heat up again, grateful it was still too dark in the room to be noticeable. “You’re right, I’m so sorry. How’s next Friday?”

“Hmm, I don’t know. My work schedule is kind of unpredictable. I’ll have to get back to you.”

“You’re such an ass.”

A few short hours later, you were back on the jet with the rest of the team. You were lying on the couch while Spencer sat in a seat one row up and across from you, both to avoid suspicion and so you could try to catch up on sleep. He sat facing away from you, but with the angle you were at you could still see one side of his face if you tilted your head up.

You were just beginning to fade when your phone buzzed next to you.

Spencer: I have to tell you something, coworker to coworker.

You looked up to see him blank faced, looking down at the book in his right hand, holding his phone in the left.

You text back: okay?

Spencer: My crush asked me out last night.

You’re exceptionally glad no one was sitting close enough to see you. Spencer had caught you off guard, and you felt an infatuated grin spreading across your face.

You: what did u say?

Spencer: Wanted to get your opinion first.

You: i think u should say yes, obviously.

Spencer: Idk, I’m kinda nervous. I think she’s trying to jump me on the first date.

You just barely managed to refrain from laughing out loud. You looked up at Spencer again, and he’s looking at his phone as if it contained nothing more than a weather report. You’re astounded.

You: one could argue that technically you’ve already slept together, so there’s less to be nervous abt

You saw his eyebrows raise just slightly. Success.

Spencer: You’re trouble, you know that? See you Friday night

You: i promise i won’t try to jump you

Spencer: Oh

Spencer: I fear I may have shot myself in the foot here

You: i wouldn’t worry about it too much

Spencer: That’s rich coming from you

You rolled your eyes even though he couldn't see you.

You: whatever. wear something sexy ;)

You heard him blow air out of his nose, an almost laugh.

“Something funny?” you heard Derek ask.

Shit.

“This book contains a historical inaccuracy that was proven incorrect eight years before its publishing date,” Spencer replied without missing a beat.

Unbelievable.

You: you’re unhinged :*

Spencer: Go to sleep already, would you?

You: coworker to coworker? my crush keeps interrupting my beauty sleep

Spencer: He’s probably worried about the worldwide implications of you becoming any more beautiful

You: i guess that’s why the universe gave you insomnia :( too pretty

Spencer: Stop flirting with me

You: bc you’re too delicate??

Spencer: Yes

You snapped your phone shut, feeling dazed. You watched the clouds go by in the window across from you, and you couldn’t help letting your gaze slide over to Spencer. He’d put his phone down as well, concentrating on his book. Or pretending to concentrate. He was turning the pages much too slowly for his actual pace.

You: you have got to do a better job of fake reading than that

You heard a page turn.

You looked up again to see the ghost of a smile threatening the corner of his mouth.

This was going to be fun. And also, you were so screwed.

#so they have flip phones but i didnt want to write everything in shorthand so theyre just really fast at it. go with it #spencer texts with perfect grammar bc of course he does #spencer reid x reader #spencer reid #spencer reid fanfiction #spencer reid fic #spencer reid fluff #spencer reid x you #spencer reid imagine #my fics

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"they don't love me like you do!"

anime: jujutsu kaisen

character: gojo satoru

summary: despite the countless valentines day offers he receives, satoru will only ever accept one confession. but you're confessing... to his best friend?

warnings: g/n! reader, they/them pronouns used, high school! au

"please accept these chocolates, gojo!" says the girl in front of him. satoru casually pulls down his glasses enough to see the red, heart-shaped cardboard box.

"oh, uh... thank you." he awkwardly says. this girl was two year below him, judging by the colours of her indoor shoes. he didn't even know her name. "this is... a surprise."

"i've liked you ever since orientation day. i hope you like these." she says with a nervous grin. she's stiff as he takes them out of her hands, standing up straight to stare at the tall man. "thank you for always being so funny and helping everyone you can."

"ah, you're welcome." he says, tucking the chocolates and the letter taped to it under his arm. luckily, the lunch bell had rung and everyone should've been off to enjoy their break. "well, i'll... see you around."

"b—bye, gojo!" she calls, waving at him as he walks the other way. he gives a kind smile before he turns the corner, dropping it immediately.

on the way to class, multiple other students watched him as he carelessly skimmed through the letter before stuffing it in his book bag, ready to throw it (and the others) away once home. valentines day was this week and it was two days before it today. yet satoru had received tons of confession letters and date proposals, none of which he had the intention of accepting.

plopping down in his chair, he groans, hanging his head, "ugh! i hate being so loveable..."

suguru rolls his eyes, outting his book down. "here we go again." he grunts, shaking his head.

"seriously! why can't i be left alone around valentines day?" he questions out lout, pulling his lunch box from his bag.

shoko bites into her sandwich as she listens to him. as she swallows, she retorts, "maybe it's because you flirt with every living being on earth." satoru sends him a pointed look. "so how many letters today?"

"seven." satoru responds, knocking his bag.

"and?"

"none of them were from y/n." he sighs out, picking up his chopsticks.

"wait, y/n?" suguru pipes up, putting his juicebox down, "as in y/n from class d?"

the blue-eyed boy raises a brow, halting his movements. "uh, yeah? l/n y/n." he recalls to his friend, tilting his head, "what? i've been talking about 'em for the past three months—suguru, have you been listening to me at all?"

"oh!" the dark-haired boy chuckles, nodding his head, "i know y/n. we're in the same literature class."

satoru stares at him in disbelief. the other students surrounding them are in their own little world, but the three of them didn't even mind them hearing if they tried. shoko continues to eat her food while suguru shrugs at his friend.

"are you kidding me?" satoru gasps out, waving a hand in the air, "i've been trying to get with them for three months and you tell me this just now?"

"you should've been more specific, man." suguru retorts, waving it off, "anyway, you gonna' ask them to be your valentine?"

satoru sighs loudly, hanging his head back, "i don't know... we only share bio together, i bet there's a lot of people who have asked them to be their valentine. they probably won't even accept mine."

shoko purses her lips and stretches her arms. "i don't know about that." she claims, "you're a pretty guy and everyone knows you. i doubt they'd pass up the chance to revel in that popularity."

"... thanks, shoko."

soon enough, the bell rings and the day goes on.

the next day, satoru notices something in your hand during biology class.

"whatchu' got there, y/n?" he asks, peaking over your shoulder. he sat behind you, enough room to see the handwritten letter you were writing.

"satoru!" you jump a little, covering the page. he furrows his brow. "it's, uh... i'm just writng something."

"is it... for valentines day tomorrow?" he inquires, curious to who was the lucky person. but you were still hiding it from him!

"no, of course not." you were lying, he could tell by the way you look to the left. a pout falls on his lips. "it's notes. for another class."

"oh... okay." he responds, a bit disappointed. why would you lie to him? he sits back in his chair, writing down some paragraphs from the textbook mindlessly. he saw the way your elbow quickly shifted, you were writing faster. your head was down too, never looking up. you were so concentrated.

he's known you for a couple of months now. you bumped into him on the way to school, and you admitted to him that you were a bit lost since you didn't live around here. satoru, being the gentleman he is, offered to escort you. you thought he was some creep (he tried reaching to hold your hand and when you jerked away on instinct, he played it off as it being the wind).

but once realising you two shared some classes together, you grew fond of him. you knew of the countless students throwing themselves at him. both older and younger. he was the school heartthrob. it's a shame though, only your smile could make his heart race like he makes others do.

when you gave him your lucky pen when he told you he didn't study and he was freaking out, you had this kind smile that made him think 'i don't want anyone else to see this but me'.

and he noticed that you awkwardly took it back from him, looking away as he clasped your hands tightly in the filled hallway and thanked you. your reactions were just the cutest...

when the bell rings, you perk up, putting your 'notes' in a suspicious looking envelope and signing it off with something. you stand up and satoru is quick to walk by your side when a classmates holds his arm to talk.

"huh?" satoru grunts, furrowed brows.

"gojo, i... i wanted to give you this." they say, holding out a teddy-bear saying 'be my valentine!'. satoru frowned when he took it. "you don't have to answer today... just let me know tomorrow, please."

as they continue to talk, he sees you exit the classroom. the letter sits comfortably in your palm, and you look left, right, before walking off. satoru is electrified.

"okay, thanks!" he says, running out of the classroom while he clutches the bear in his hands.

weaving through the crowd, he looks for the top of your head. after more and more people pass him, staring at the teddy and whispering 'who gave that to him this time?', he spots you turning the corner, a nervous look on your face. he mutters out apologies as he bumps into people heading to their next class.

the hallway you're in now is empty. you stand in front of a classroom door, waiting. notably, suguru's math class.

satoru stands at the end of the corridor, behind the corner, as the classroom door opens to reveal his best friend, geto suguru.

"suguru!" you call, smile. your shoulders are straightened, you hold the letter in front of you. not scared to show him...

"oh, y/n, hey." he responds, grinning as well. the comfortability around you two was so strange to see. "what's up?"

satoru feels like he's buzzing out. he can't hear everything you're saying, but you look a bit excited yet anxious. he hears your sweet voice speak to his best friend with such kindness that he's jealous. sure, suguru was attactive and nice and he definitely didn't feed into the popularity like satoru did, but...

why did it have to be you who was interested in him?

"please, take this." you say, handing him the same letter you had before. except this time, satoru sees the 'g.s' on it. 'geto suguru'. and you take out a box of his favourite snacks to hand to him. "thank you for everything, again. you're the best."

suguru takes it with ease, seeing how you looked at him. his gaze softens as he takes the treat as well. "you're welcome, y/n. anything you need, i'll help with." he puts the letter in his own bag before slinging am arm around your shoulders. "now, what're your plans for after?"

he was blatantly asking you out now! right after satoru told him he had feelings for you! such betrayal!

you two walk to the other end of the hallway, in the direction of your literature class. satoru slumps against the wall, furrowed brows and lips pressed into a thin line. after a second, he pushes his glasses up and lets out a slow exhale. he could get over this...

"gojo! may i please have a moment of your time?"

"wait no! me first!"

"gojo, can i talk to you?"

"please accept these!"

or maybe he couldn't.

valentines day was today and you danced into school with such confidence. you had a bouquet of flowers in your arms, chocolates of the sweetest kinds, and a bag of new perfume that you knew your crush would like.

you were so excited.

satoru, who was walking a few people behind you, was not.

he saw the amount of passion you put into the holiday, and it made him sick to know it was for his best friend. the guys was in such a bad mood, he ignored suguru and shoko's calls this morning to meet up and walk to school together like usual.

satoru clicked his tongue, thinking about how dramatic the whole valentines day idea was. really, who needed it all anyway?

in homeroom, he can hear your class (which is next to his, across the hall) start whooping and cheering when you walk in. and he knows it's you by the chants of your last name being heard. he sits in his chair in anguish.

"satoru, morning. finally." shoko says, sitting down as well. she grins, bitting the popsicle stick between her lips. "where are all of your valentines presents?"

"stuffed in my shoe locker and under my desk." he claimed, opening the top of it to showcase the blaring red and pink gifts. she picked at one pocky box, munching on the biscuits. "how about you?"

"i got a couple letters and cookies in my locker." she claims, shrugging her shoulders, "lots of 'em are from the badminton team. i don't know why."

satoru shrugs as well as soon as suguru sits down in front of him. the blue-eyed students scoffs, looking away.

"good morning, satoru." he says, noticing his friend's behaviour, "what's got his panties in a twist this morning? does he know we called him a hundred times?"

"i dunno'." shoko says, looking out the window to the school garden. "ask him."

"satoru, what's wrong? didn't get enough presents this year?" he teases, leaning in his chair to poke his head, "wake up late?"

but satoru angrily swats his hand away. the raven-haire boy blinks curiously before satoru glares at him. "why didn't you tell me you were interested in y/n?" he asks, hurt.

shoko looks back to the two boys, seeing suguru just as confused as she is. "you're into y/n?"

"what? no! who said that?" suguru retorts, hands up in defense, "i'm not interested in dating y/n, swear on my life."

"that's a lie!" satoru accuses, pointing a finger against his friend's nose, "shoko, i saw him and y/n all... all... familiar yesterday after period 2! he had his arm around them!"

"suguru..." shoko warns.

"wait wait, that's—you got it all wrong." suguru groans, now understanding. he digs through his bag and pulls out a piece of paper. "here. open it."

satoru pushes away the paper reading 'g.s'. "no way! i'm not reading y/n's love letter to you!"

"ugh! just open it!" suguru grunts, shoving it onto his desk.

satoru begrudgingly takes it and gently opens the letter, not wanting to rip it. once his eyes fall upon the page, he confirms that it's your handwriting.

'thank you for being the sweetest boy to me. i am truly honoured to know such a beautiful person, inside and out.'

satoru wants to barf.

'sitting near you in biology really helped me to understand you, satoru. you're not only a pretty face, but a world-class sweet tooth, a sucker for romantic cliches and a cologne-collector.'

satoru thinks this is the most beautiful thing he's ever read.

he contiues to read, expression changing, letting shoko and suguru understand his thoughts. the girl looks to the other boy, who shrugs his shoulders and rolls his eyes.

"i'm confused." shoko states, tilting her head.

"y/n isn't confessing to me, they're confessing—"

"y/n is confessing to me! me, satoru!" satoru exclaims, waving the letter around like a maniac. everyone else in the class was suddenly a listener, peaking at the trio. they were interested in finding out what the one confession that resulted in this reaction was. "oh my god, oh my god!"

suguru nods his head. placing a hand on his shoulder to calm him down. "yes, yes, they are. i was meant to give you the letter this morning to read before homeroom, but someone was pissy." he scoffs, shaking his head, "so i had to go and tell y/n that plans had changed."

"you... helped y/n plan this all out?" satoru mumbles, "but you didn't even know!"

shoko chuckles, staring out the window again.

"i just said i wasn't paying attention so you didn't think i was snooping. which i was. and i only told you i knew y/n so you wouldn't get any ideas, like this." suguru circles the air with his finger, deadpanning at the clueless satoru, "you think anyone would do this without definitive proof the other person liked them?"

satoru continues to read the letter you wrote for him before his eyes land on the ending. "'please meet me at the school fountain before homeroom ends.'" he murmurs out, blinking, "suguru—"

"you were meant to go two minutes ago." his friend sings out, standing in front of shoko's desk. he points out the window, much like other students were doing in their own classrooms. "you should..."

when his friends turn around to him, satoru is already one foot out of the door. he's rushing downstairs (down three flights of stairs, actually) with your letter clutched in his hand. he almost flies into a couple teachers on the way to the garden, only for their attention to be caught by students opening the windows and pointing outside.

when he rushed through the doors to the garden, you're staring at the floor, still holding the flowers and gifts you brought to school with you. taking a moment to gather himself, satoru runs fingers through his hair and fixes his glasses. the pair you've complimented a thousand times.

satoru walks closer to you and when he catches your eye, you stand up straight and smile.

"satoru." you chime, not missing the thousand pairs of eyes that were following your every move. "good morning. happy valentines day."

you hold out the flowers to him. it's set in a nice box, and the treats are in a gift bag. when you give it to him, your smile is awkward but hopeful.

"happy valentines day, y/n." he replies, taking it from you. he sits down on the fountain edge, and you follow along. "i'm so sorry, i... i don't have anything for you."

"no, no, no." you retort, grinning, "it's fine. this was a surprise for you, anyway."

he sighs, "no, i'm sorry... please, let me make it up to you."

you laugh a little, placing a hand over his on his lap. the flowers were sat on the fountain with his gifts. "sure thing." you retort, "hey, suguru told me that this morning—"

"i'm sorry, i know, i just thought..." he begins, cutting you off. he looks embarrassed, heavy blush falling over his cheeks. "i saw you and suguru yesterday and you gave him that letter. had me thinkin' you were confessing to him instead of me."

you let out a small chuckle, making him gulp, "oh my goodness, i'm sorry, i didn't mean for you to see that. we were trying to be sneaky."

satoru's chest feels lighter, and he feels better just hearing it from you. he links his fingers with yours, facing you fully.

"ah, no it's fine." he tells you, the most purest form of adoration in his eyes that you can see from the top of his slanted down glasses. you grin softly. "listen, i have had a crush on you for months... and i was hoping that you'd go out with me. i want a chance to get to know you personally, away from any prying eyes."

you peer to the side, seeing the people watching you. they were practically hanging out the window, waving their hands and fighting to view the whole scene for themselves. cameras took photos and videos, capturing your moment with him.

"i'd love that, satoru." you say, scanning his face, "you're the best."

it only takes him a single second to reach his hand out and brush his thumb agaisnt your cheek. you don't freeze up though, only relaxing into him. he was the most inviting guy you've ever met.

"can i kiss you?" he asks, voice unwavering. his blue eyes are staring at your face with such kindness that it cannot be described.

you don't even say anything, only leaaning forward and pressing your lips to his. he's smiling against your lips, gentle hand caressing your cheek. your eyes flutter shut, holding his hand tightly.

cheers erupt from the school. screams and whoops from guys and girls alike. most students are heartbroken due to the obvious confession. nobody had even gotten that close to satoru. no one has been able to hold his hand, let alone get him to go crazy over a letter. you got him to race out of that classroom like a madman, and everyone was surely surprised.

the shouts die down as the kiss deescalates, many of the students sighing as they're forced to move on from the heart-throb gojo satoru.

when you pull away, satoru chases, leaving a gentle kiss against your forehead. your smile is wide and you pinch his cheek softly.

"you're such a drama queen, satoru." you say, standing up, "i was wondering why everyone started yelling and staring at me all of a sudden."

satoru stands with his presents, rubbing the back of his neck as he holds your hand. h goes to answer when a voice is heard from the fourth floor.

"the idiot took some convincing, y/n!" suguru shouts, waving his hand, "glad to know he's got some sense in him!"

"shut up, suguru!" satoru calls back, showing his fist.

"first period is about to start, you two!" the principle says through a window on the third floor, "this is all heart-warming, but you've failed two of ms kinoshita's classes, gojo!"

"r—right!" he retorts, pacing to the school entrance as people begin to 'ooh' at him. he looks back at you, smiling the brightest. "let's go out after school today, yeah? i'll buy you as many sweets as you want."

you chuckle, kissing his cheek, "my hero."

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