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aceofsweets · 10 months
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Thank you, Mom.
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srbachchan · 4 months
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DAY 5810
Jalsa, Mumbai Jan 13, 2024 Sat 9:57 PM
🪔 ,
January 14 .. birthday wishes to Ef Aum Sohum .. greetings of the day and the festive .. ✨🙏🏻🚩
I leave after this wish to be with the recap of the JPP game .. an unexpected win .. and such a joy ..🕺 ..
I also return from an announcement photo shoot for ISPL .. and more of that in a while ..
I return .. soon .. till then ..
Well ..
in a while ..
AB
Jan 13/14, 2024 Sat/Sun 9:42 am
No I did not return in a while .. where I did return was the 🛌 .. just the elements of the 'nidra' overtook me and rather than fade out on the couch, chose to be horizontal ..
The ISPL , as has been promoted and delivered in adverts is well on its way to fructification and all the owners and the members that are involved , were needed to be in immortalised picture frames .. so yes , a photo cum meet shoot .. a very quick in and out between the evening hours .. with our friends and colleagues .. such a joy ..
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Akshay one of the owners .. and an explanation to him about the surgery on my hand ..
Hrithik had done his shoot and had just left, to another engagement and we here were getting ready for ours, with yet another favourite, from the South - Suriya .. aah such a delight to have met him again .. and my extreme pleasure of sharing with him how greatly I admired that film song of his, on the film about Father and Son ..
Its a moment we shared on KBC, when we were having the Olympic Hockey Goalie on the 'garam kursi' .. PR Sreejesh .. and the winning moment when he saved the goal and won the medal, the KBC edit cut back to his Father, watching the game at home, simply exulted with the success .. and the song from Suriya's film .. AAHHHHHH .. played it a 100 times over and over again .. such an emotional moment .. and Suriya .. what an expression during that scene .. ufff .. can never get over it ..
The emotion of the real Father and Son relation and the moment in the game was simply incredible ..
PR Sreejesh as a kid had wanted to play Hockey, but because of his condition of lesser means never had a hockey stick .. he asked his Father to get him one .. but his Father could not buy even a hockey stick, because of their financial issues - did not have the money to buy it ..
So .. on Sreejesh 's insistence and wanting to give the Son what he wanted, his Father sold the only asset the family possessed - their cow .. the cow is considered a most sacred possession in most Hindu homes .. but the Father sold it to buy a hockey stick for his Son .. and his Son proves to all the World, what he was able to achieve, an Olympic medal .. and what a moment for his Father .. and that background song plays .. goodness .. tears in the eyes .. and a quivering heart .. !!
So Suriya .. before me and I narrate what I went through during that KBC moment .. and Akshay listening on .. and now disclosing to me that he is doing the remake in Hindi of that film ..
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.. and the shoot for the pictures concludes with some fun and games
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a few solo too ..
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and the fun at another .. playing catch ..
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Done .. home , dinner and 😴 .. with pleasant achievement of the Son , Abhishek , who's Kabaddi team wins an important and very tough game in Jaipur, against an opponent that had never lost so far in the tournament .. 🕺🕺🕺
and the laughter of success, but at the music Studio ..
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And now to face the world again for another day
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oh dear 😍.. this one has been long and filled with the pictorial ability of a follow camera .. apologies ..
But ..
My love ❤️
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Amitabh Bachchan
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jo-harrington · 8 months
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As Above, So Below - Chapter 2: Descendió a los Infiernos
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Previous Chapter: Chapter 1 - Illumination
Summary: You arrive in Hawkins looking to offer assistance and come across some familiar faces; however, you're quick to realize that danger no longer lies dormant in the place you once called home.
Word Count: 13.7k
Pairing: Eddie Munson/Fem!Original Character (Written in 2nd Person POV - You/Your - No Use of Names of Physical Descriptors)
Warnings/Themes: Van Helsing Inspired, Religious Themes, Criticism of Religion/Catholicism, Fate vs. Free Will, Death and Injury, Mentions of Major Character Deaths, Grief, Mourning, Discussion of the Upside Down, Supernatural Encounters, Angst, Violence, Action Sequences, Gore, Biblical and Other Literary/Media References
Note: I was gonna use this note to wax poetic about the Misa Criolla and I VERY MUCH WILL in its own post found here. But I need to take this opportunity to thank @chestylarouxx and @pastel-pillows for helping me clear some cobwebs when it came to the...well the literal webs I've woven with this chapter. Even me with my Pepe Silvia style board can get a little caught up in the details and need to talk it out or get another perspective to make sure things make sense. I appreciate you immensely.
This series will not be for the faint of heart, nor is it something that was written with a general audience in mind. Please check the above warnings and ask yourself if you are in the correct headspace to proceed. I am happy to answer any questions via PM or Ask.
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“The path to paradise begins in Hell.” - Dante Alighieri
October 9, 1987
It had taken much longer to reach the center of town than you had anticipated.
Like the earthquake relief efforts in Los Angeles, and what you recalled of the news segment from Hawkins' first earthquake the year prior, you knew your best attempt at offering assistance would need to be done at some community gathering spot. Since Hawkins was a small town that meant the town hall, the church, or the high school.
You knew the lay of the land in Hawkins—even now, 3 years after you had packed up and left—so you were confident about getting there. Actually making it to your destination was another story.
The roads cracked and buckled erratically; there were abandoned vehicles intermittently along the curb with large dents, shattered glass, and blown out tires.
"Looks like something out of Mad Max," Mary Victoria commented as you passed by one that had actually been turned on its side. “I don't think an earthquake could do that."
You realized as you got further into Hawkins that the fog that had suddenly popped up as you approached the city limits wasn't fog at all; it was smoke. It emanated from the fissures in the ground, slow and sluggish as it permeated and mixed with the air, and left a haze that blanketed everything and blotted out the rising sun.
"That's because it didn't," you muttered. "If, uh, if you still have a rosary on you, I think now would be the time to start praying Mare."
It was still early but people were already out and about, walking to some unknown destination. Smart, given how much you struggled to navigate your car between the uneven pavement and your cracked windshield. Some had hand carts and wagons with supplies, others had garbage bags and cleaning supplies. The handful with pitchforks and rakes and other makeshift weapons...they were the most alarming to see.
No matter what tools or tasks they had though, their eyes followed your car with distrust as you rolled by them.
At a certain point you reached a thick fissure that split the main road into town in two. The concrete burst, leaving a fluted edge that you knew your car wouldn't be able to make it over. So, oncoming traffic be damned, you followed along it on the wrong side of the road.
It didn’t help matters that the fissure pulsed ominously and you could sense it as you drove.
The further you went, the worse conditions got, and quickly the Hawkins of your memory—a cherished, happy place—was replaced with something sinister and desolate. And where Los Angeles had been filled with community, camaraderie, and hope in the recovery, you could only feel a weariness in your surroundings that was reminiscent of the aftermath of a great battle.
Especially when you reached the Town Center.
The marquee of the Hawk had fallen, city hall destroyed, the library was a strange half-collapsed shell, and Melvald's and a half dozen other shops along Main Street were simply scorched piles of rubble, including the shop you used to live above.
Even if the street was safe to traverse, downed traffic lights prevented you from driving any further, so you stopped the car and you and Mary Victoria continued onwards by foot.
"I know you said it wasn't an earthquake but this must be the epicenter," Mary Victoria observed as she shrugged her jacket on and took her first few steps. You shouldered your bag and caught up to her.
"Hey," you grabbed her arm and stopped her in her tracks. "Lesson 1. Take a minute. Even people who haven't unlocked any abilities can sense it sometimes. Focus."
There was a beat and she shivered.
She could feel it. Good.
"It's like a cold draft when you walk through a house where someone died. Or when you step into a graveyard, and you can feel there's something different there."
"Consecrated ground?" she asked.
It was a start.
You, though...you knew what it was. Could feel it penetrate your body and mind and shake you to your core. Whatever this town had seen—the very earth itself—had left a scar. Once. Twice. Many times. And it could tell you more than any recount that a living being could.
You could hear the echo of screams and cries and roars like a ringing in your ear, a jarring tinnitus with no remedy. Feel the phantom rumble of the earth beneath your feet like there was some great primordial worm burrowing below.
There was a thin barrier between this world and another...right here in Hawkins…right in this square...and whatever was on the other side was eagerly testing the strength of it.
"Not consecrated," you finally answered. "Desecrated."
You surveyed the square, ignoring the scathing, suspicious looks sent your way as you did.
You weren't here to make friends, you just needed to find someone in charge. Needed to get to work.
There was a group of people near city hall digging through the rubble; a young woman with curly hair pointed and gave some direction as they moved pieces of all shapes and sizes. You took a few steps, hoping she might be the authority figure you were looking for...and then there was a commotion. The group frantically moved several cinder blocks...and revealed an arm, a face, and cold unseeing eyes.
You expected to feel a wave of sorrow to move through them, but you could only sense their collective fatigue and it numbed you further.
Another one. At least there's an answer. Where are we gonna put this one?
Your steps faltered and your foot knocked into something on the ground that clattered—a broken plastic walkie talkie; the young woman's head immediately snapped towards you. Her eyes got wide as though she was startled, and then her expression morphed into something angry and hateful.
Hostile.
"Hey!" she shouted at you.
Great, that was just what you needed.
You pivoted back so you could warn Mary Victoria to keep calm even if the townspeople got violent, but she stood, frozen, watching another group as they picked through a pile of boxes stacked in the center of the square.
You followed her line of sight until you landed on one of the volunteers. A young man with fluffy brown hair, an easy smile that grew as he chatted with his group, and a stubble-covered square jaw.
You could almost see the gears grinding in Mary Victoria's head as she watched him; you wondered if everything was going in slow motion for her.
His hair ruffled as he threw his head back in a laugh, the shrug of his muscles beneath his polo as he picked up a box to haul it over his shoulder, and the little crinkle of his forehead as he concentrated on balancing his burden.
Then along you came. The moments ticking along as you leaned into her eyeline, face contorted in confusion, hand coming up to snap her out of her reverie.
"What are you doing?" you asked. You looked back and forth between her and the guy in confusion.
"I'm just enjoying the view," she shrugged and continued to look unabashedly.
"We're in the middle of a mission. The middle of a disaster zone," you reminded her.
"And I'm a nun," she retorted and nodded back over at the guy. "But I'm not blind. He's pretty cute. I can multitask."
You rolled your eyes.
Of course you got the horny nun.
"Hey!" the woman shouted again.
"Shit," you groaned. "Act natural."
"What does that mean?"
"Hey! Who are you? FEMA?"
"Uhhhh," Mary Victoria fumbled and looked to you. “I mean…”
"No we—" you started but you were cut off.
"Military? Department of Energy?" she continued. "Because you're a little too late."
"Hang on a second. Do we look like we're Military?" Mary Victoria laughed.
"Mare," you groaned in warning.
"What?"
"No. We're not the military," you turned back to the woman.
“How did you even get here? The roads have been—”
"Nance! What's going on?" The guy Mary Victoria had been ogling jogged over, a curly-haired teenage boy hot on his heels. "Who are they?"
"That's what I'm trying to find out," Nance replied.
The two of them chattered and a handful of other bystanders also jumped in. Mary Victoria tried to explain as best she could, and you would have put a stop to all of it if your eyes hadn't been glued to the teenage boy's shirt.
A familiar black and white raglan sleeve shirt that had seen better days; the white was faded and dingy, the screeching demonic face had a splatter of blood across it, actual blood, making it look even more nefarious. There was a jagged slash through the words with edges that curled and a bloody bandage beneath it, but you didn't need to guess what it said.
Hellfire Club.
Does that mean he knew—
"Hey," the boy exclaimed and pointed a finger right at your face. "It's you."
What?
"Me?" You put a hand on your chest; the crowd wend silent and focused their attention on you. Your eyes flit across them and then to Mary Victoria who held her hands up innocently.
"You know her?" Nance asked the boy.
"From the tunnels," he elaborated and then turned to his friend. "We were there...Steve you remember with Dart and then she..."
"You!" Steve shouted in recognition. "But you're...how are you alive?"
And then you realized.
The tunnels. That night. With Dart. The tunnels.
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November 5, 1984
It was the end of your shift--the end of your "week" after trading shifts left and right so you could have the 30th and 31st to celebrate Halloween with the guys—and relief sunk deep into your bones.
You had no plans for the next two days but your bed and all of the junk food and trash television you could stomach.
"You going to Eddie's after you get outta here?" your coworker asked.
And Eddie, of course...but unlike the stack of Kraft Mac and Cheese that you were stocking up on for your hedonistic sloth-fest, you could never get sick of your boyfriend.
"Not tonight," you shook your head. "I'll probably sleep right up til his set at the Hideout tomorrow night."
"Awww, sweetie," she cooed, knowing how many hours you'd pulled. "He better dedicate a song to you, making time for his shows every week."
You grinned a secret little smile at her and nodded.
He dedicated them all to you. Even if he didn't say it into the microphone, he would prove his devotion after the fact. With his eyes and hands.
And his mouth.
You said farewell to your coworkers and headed out into the parking lot; you cursed as you fumbled with the brown paper bags against your body and the keys in your hand as you approached your car.
"Of course," you angrily muttered to yourself as you felt the keyring slip through your fingers and hit the pavement. "You never get a cart. No matter how much you buy, you never get a cart. ‘It's not that bad. I can carry it.’ Idiot. No you can't."
You groaned a little as you knelt down, and as you tried to find them by touch alone, you saw the movement in your peripherals.
Just a flash, a barely-there blur in the darkness beyond the parking lot.
But you saw it.
Then in a blink, he was there.
Gabriel held your key, inches from your face; your eyes moved up his form to meet his. Eyes you knew so well, better than your own. They had always stared at you, unblinking, with a still coldness that would have made anyone else uneasy.
If only they could see him.
Actually, you hadn't even seen him in a while. Not since you’d run; not since he appeared in your rear view mirror, getting smaller and smaller as you drove further away what felt like a lifetime ago. You always knew he could catch up at any time, but the satisfaction had been so great. You hadn't seen him...but you had felt his presence every so often. It's why you always turned tail and ran again...until Hawkins.
You’d thought it was over. That you were free.
You should have known better.
“Have you come to bring me home?” You asked bitterly, unwilling to trust him.
He flexed his hand and the keys jingled, a sign for you to take them. You reached out, but before you could even touch them they were in your grasp and your arms were empty. Across the lot he stood by your car—you could see the tops of the paper bags through the windows, secured in your backseat with a seatbelt—and he nodded his head in the direction of the trees.
He then began walking.
So...not home. Somewhere else.
The urge to follow him was strong and your body reacted to it. Your feet moved without your permission, an automatic process akin to breathing; it was a survival method, to prevent whatever demise would befall you if you didn’t choose to do so on your own. You stopped yourself for a second, to test the mettle of whatever consequence might await you.
He’d never led you astray before; never lied...but never told the truth either. He always...omitted the truth. When you were young and naive in your faith, he brought you great comfort. But ever since you had begun to ask why, he became less willing to cooperate. This time though...something about him made you feel sick. The swell of his unseen form was overwhelming, and as the human form got further away, the celestial presence encroached on your body...smothered you.
You considered, for the briefest second, turning on your heel to run just like you had done for the past two years. However, a screeching, whistling roar began to fill the stillness of the night, louder and louder. Not in your ears, but in the very depths of your soul itself. And you knew you couldn't escape whatever he was leading you towards even if you wanted to.
So you followed silently. For miles. For hours.
Cars passed by on the road every so often, blinding you, but you couldn't stop. Even when you needed to rest, he kept walking and the tether between you was tested. You'd wince and groan but it fell on deaf ears. Every so often something would snap or creak or groan in the darkness around you and you would startle; he didn't even give you the decency to tell you everything was ok.
Some guardian angel he was.
You were confused when Gabriel finally stopped and you stepped in place beside him.
Merrill's Pumpkin Patch; you and Eddie had tried to make a visit last week ahead of Halloween but had been turned away. The pumpkins had all been dead and in various stages of putrefaction then, and it was even worse now.
A car sat idle in the middle of the field; the doors and the trunk were still open.
"Abandoned?" you asked.
"No," he responded, suddenly appearing within the field itself, staring at the ground. You groaned and followed after him, careful not to step on any of the rotten pumpkins as you did, until you reached the car...and a hole in the ground. There was a rope tied to the front grill of the car that dropped into the depths of the hole.
"What the fuck?" you muttered.
"Keep steady your steps according to His promise," Gabriel recited. "And let no iniquity get dominion over you."
"I'm not..."you shook your head at him and looked down into the dark abyss below you. "I really haven't been keeping up with Bible study since I...yeah."
"This is your first step." His voice surrounded you, and when you looked up to question him, he was gone.
"Gabriel?" you called out. "What...Gabriel come back! You led me to...a hole in the ground! What is this? G-Gabriel!"
When he didn't return or answer you, you shook your head and rolled your eyes. This was the first step? A test of faith? Of trust? To follow him blindly across town and to a field...only to have to walk all the way back? What a load of—
A scream came from the hole, a shriek.
"Help, help, help," someone called distantly from below then shrieked again. A bloodcurdling thing that sent a chill down your spine and had your hair standing on end.
You didn't think twice; you simply jumped.
It was instinct. Second nature. Fate.
It annoyed you.
Because what the hell.
No normal human being in their right mind would jump into a hole like this after hearing a scream like that.
As you landed, you were sure you pulled or twisted something in your hip; the action heroes in the movies made everything look easier than it was and it seemed some...subconscious instinct thought you were a hero without realizing you were just a grocery store clerk a few years out of high school where you really loathed to partake in PE anyway.
And you were cursed.
"It would really be nice if you could show up right now and tell me this isn't the curse, this is my destiny, huh Gabe?" you called out, hoping your guardian would hear you.
No luck.
"Fucker."
Looking around, you realized that the thought of what was waiting at the bottom of the hole hadn't crossed your mind at all. But a tunnel...well what else could you expect? It was dark and dank, filled with roots and vines and muck. The air was stale and filled with floating particles.
Could they be seeds? Like dandelion fluff?
You reached out a hand and as one of the particles landed on your skin, you felt a shock run through you.
You never truly understood what your grandfather or father did during their trips, their missions. All of the stories, the warnings, the preparation could never hold up to the reality and the electricity that coursed through your veins.
There were flashes before your eyes: a desolate waste, a gaping mouth, bloodshot eyes, a thousand teeth, veins black with tar-like blood, a pulsing portal, and monsters. So many monsters.
Your gifts, though dormant from misuse and lack of practice, might have been from Heaven, but they were certainly rooted on Earth. Now that you were introduced to the darkness, the infernal, the atrocity firsthand, you could feel the way it carved into the ground. Infected these tunnels like a cancer. Mingled and stained and tainted what would otherwise be bright and healthy and alive.
There was another shriek down one of the tunnels and you sighed and went into action.
If fate wanted you to be a hero, what else could you do but be one?
"Fucking angel should be the one swooping in to save someone stuck in a hole," you grumbled and started jogging through the tunnel in the direction of the sound. "Not me."
It wasn't as bad as you made it out to be; though out of practice, your body was made for this—you were born for this—and you quickly sensed the direction you needed to go in when the tunnel forked. Instinctually skipping over rocks and roots as they appeared underfoot. The density of the infernal particles became thicker the further you went, and you covered your mouth with the collar of your jacket so you wouldn't breathe it in.
You turned a corner and almost tripped over a group of figures huddled in the opening of what could only be described as the core of the tunnel system. A cavernous hub where several paths converged.
The figure at the front of the group threw something into the Hub and the cavern erupted into flames. You hadn’t smelled the gasoline until it ignited and when the heat of the fireball hit you, errant bits of flame licked at the edges of your clothes and hair.
The group—an older teenage boy and several kids—all recoiled and patted the singed bits of themselves. They startled at the sight of you.
“Jesus Chr—”
“Who is that? Who are you?”
“What the hell?”
“What are you just standing there for?!”
You watched, enthralled, as the infernal growths in the center of the cavern and along the walls writhed and screeched from the flames. You could sense…emotions emanating from it. Anger, pain, danger, wrath. But hands were quickly placed on your shoulders and you were turned back in the direction you came.
“I don't know you the hell you are but we need to get out of here,” the older boy said frantically. “Who sees a hole in the ground and just...jumps in.”
“To be fair, you all are also down here,” you argued.
“She’s got a point,” one of the kids piped up.
There was a shuddering screech that echoed from beyond the cavern, from one of the connecting tunnels, and the guy pushed past you and ran.
“Run! Go, go, go!” He led the way, looking back every so often to make sure everyone followed him, including you.
You were shoulder to shoulder with one of the kids at the back of the group who just kept saying “shit” over and over. You quickly skipped over an exposed root on the ground but the kid tripped and hit the ground. Hard.
The others kept running for a second but you skidded to a stop to help him to his feet, only for a slithering vine-like tentacle to shoot out from its place along the wall and wrap around his ankle. You watched, horrified, as it yanked him back to the ground and began dragging him back in the other direction. He screamed and the others immediately rushed to his aid.
The tentacle was strong but not as fast as they were. The kids grabbed his arms, his shoulders, and tried to yank him away from the infernal limb.
“I’ve got you Mike. I’ve got you,” the older boy was obviously the strongest and wedged himself beneath Mike, arms wrapped around his torso as he dug his feet into the ground for leverage.
“Don’t just stand there,” one of the kids—a girl—screamed at you. “Help! Do something!”
Little did she know, it had been building inside of you since the heat of the fire had touched your skin. You tried to swallow it down, unsure if you'd be able to control it for so long. When you'd been younger, when you didn't know how to channel it, you had hurt people accidentally. Destroyed things.
That same feeling of untethered power was trapped inside of you now, aching to be released. You didn't want to hurt anyone, let alone these kids. But you thought of the flashes you had seen when you touched the particle; you needed to use that power to stop the darkness now.
They would die anyway if you didn't.
You dropped to your knees by Mike’s feet and held a hand over his ankle. You closed your eyes and channeled the churning heat, along all of your nerves, through your limbs to the very heart of you. Then directed it outwards to your fingertips.
“I shall defend against the wickedness and the snares of the devil,” you recited under your breath and placed your hand directly on the slimy, writhing tentacle.
It stilled beneath your touch and loosened on Mike’s ankle as the shrieks from the hub echoed around you. Then from the one tentacle you touched, a burning red glow grew and it quickly moved through all of the connecting parts that had penetrated the rock and earth around you. It burned red hot like lava, illuminating the tunnels, and then rapidly cooled and crumbled into ash.
You let out a huff of disbelieving laughter; you didn’t really expect that to work.
“What did you do?” Mike stared at you with wide eyes. “What was that?”
“Are you good?” You asked him. “Are you hurt?”
“No! But how did you—”
He didn’t get to finish his thought as a cold, chilling breath hit the side of your face and a roar deafened you. The shock knocked you to your rear and you stared deeply into a petal-like mouth lined with razor sharp teeth as it shrieked.
The mouth snapped at you once, twice, and you almost held your hand up to inflict your power at it like you had with the tentacle but one of the kids got to his feet and immediately set himself between you and the creature, arms held out to shield you.
“Dart, Dart!” The creature backed away, and the petals shrunk in on themselves to form a cone-shaped head that tilted back and forth. “You remember me don’t you?”
The kids hissed at their friend and told him to get back.
“Trust me,” he reassured them, and then turned back to the creature. He removed his goggles and bandana, tipped his baseball hat further back on his head. “Dart, you remember me. Don’t you? It’s me, your friend. Dustin. Alright?
“Will you let us pass?” He asked sweetly.
The creature roared again, spittle spraying onto you and Dustin both. Your hand shot out and grabbed the back of Dustin’s shirt as he tried to take a step forward, but he looked back at you and waved you away.
“I’m sorry for the storm cellar,” he laughed at the creature. “That was real douchey of me.” The creature made a chittering sound as though it agreed with him.
You didn’t understand. Was this…his pet? Did he try to keep an infernal creature from another world—from the depths of hell—as a pet? Your thoughts briefly turned to Eddie, who had befriended all manner of creatures around Forest Hills, and then suspended your disbelief.
“You hungry?” Dustin then asked and dug into the pocket of his jeans. “Yeah?”
“What are you—”
“Shhhhh.”
“He’s insane.”
“Shut. Up.”
“I’ve got your favorite,” Dustin ignored his friends and held out his hand as a peace offering. Palm flat, the way someone would if they were feeding a horse. “Nougat. You want it?”
Dart sniffed at it with a gurgling grunt and started tapping its feet impatiently as Dustin unwrapped the candy.
“Eat up buddy,” he said softly and waved at everyone to go on. “Delicious. There’s plenty more that that came from. Come on, there you go.” He helped you to your feet and then pushed you ahead.
You ran ahead to the head of the group to trail behind the older boy while the kids followed.
"You know where you're going?" you asked him, pointing to the makeshift map in his hand, drawn in crayon.
"Why? Do you?" he scoffed and shined his flashlight in your face. "Who are you anyway? You just show up and you...burned that thing! Are you another one like Eleven?"
"A thank you would be nice." You narrowed your eyes at him. "What do you mean another one? Who's Eleven?"
The tunnel suddenly shook violently and a collective roar came from behind you. The kids gasped in shock and pain as they fell and scraped elbows and knees on the tunnel walls.
"What was that?" the girl asked.
"They're coming!" Mike exclaimed. "Run! Run!"
"Let's go, let's go!" You were the one to lead the way this time, following your instinct once again. You pointed out the roots and bumps as you went. "Watch your step. Jump. Duck."
"There it is!" The older boy powered past you to get to the rope that they had dropped. He turned around and held his hands out. "Go go go, let's go!"
The girl was the first to step up and the older boy boosted her up and out of the hole. You helped with the next one. You were not as strong as you assumed the older boy was, but you could dig your heels into the ground and borrow a little bit of the earth's elemental fortitude for this.
"Lucas, grab on!" the girl reached out and grabbed the hands of the boy you were helping.
Mike was next. Between the older boy and the two kids above ground, he made it up safely.
But your time was up, and as the first of your pursuers rounded the corner and bounded for you, Dustin and the older boy grabbed a hold of one another to try and find comfort before their demise.
You, on the other hand, moved in front of them, shielded them as Dustin had to you; you had to protect them.
You clasped your hands together as though in prayer, and closed your eyes to focus. Time slowed down, and with every beat of your heart, another set of footsteps were added to the mix signifying another creature prepared to attack. You could imagine it. A wave of rocketing bodies and vicious teeth.
And you stood there, ready to cut through them, or be cut through yourself.
"I shall defend you in the hour of your conflict," you muttered and thought about a sword cutting through a foe, about hands parting the wild waves of the sea, about a wall of flames that could stop a foe dead in its tracks.
The heat built up once again, engulfed you and then exploded out from you. The kids above shouted in shock, followed by several pathetic whimpers. You opened your eyes as you felt a whip of air brush past you, and although you saw several charred bodies of the creatures at your feet, you turned and watched several more that had made it past your defenses continue down the tunnel.
"Where are they going?"
"They're going after El!"
"How did you do that?!"
"Nevermind that," you dismissed. "You need to get out of here. Get to safety."
You grabbed Dustin and helped the older boy boost him out of the tunnels.
"Let's go," the older boy held his hands out for you. "Up."
"No, you," you mirrored him. "I need to stop them."
"What?" he argued. "No, we need to get out of here."
"You!" you pointed up at Mike. "Where are those things going? You said they're going after El. Who's El?"
"She's our friend, she..." he shook his head. "The demodogs are going after her. To stop her. She's trying to close the gate."
"The...gate?" you narrowed your eyes at him.
"To the Upside Down," Lucas piped up. "It's another dimension."
It flashed in your mind's eye, the vision of the pulsing portal. And this time, standing in front of it was a small, lone figure.
Fuck.
"Are we just telling everyone now?" Dustin asked.
The kids all started bickering again and you rolled your eyes. If someone was in danger...regardless of whatever the gate was or whatever these things were or whoever El...Eleven was, you needed to stop it.
You were the only one here who could.
You slapped your hand on the older guy's shoulder and he stopped bickering with the kids to look at you.
"Listen," you started frankly. "I don't know what's going on. I really don't care to know either. Whatever you came down here for? It's dangerous. We all know that. Why you thought you and a gaggle of kids were a good...army? Candidates for heroes? I don't know.
"So let me do it. Let me help your friend, let me be the hero. I can handle it. Whatever all of you came down here for, it's only gonna get you killed if you keep at it."
His eyes darted back and forth between yours before he swallowed hard and nodded. He started climbing the rope to get up to the surface but stopped to look at you.
"We're gonna wait right here until you get back," he said with finality. "And if you need help...just yell."
You reluctantly nodded and waited until he got to the top before you turned and stared down the looming tunnel ahead of you.
You used the first few steps to reground yourself, to sense what was ahead. You could still feel the vibration of the retreating demodogs; they were either not as fast as they seemed or these tunnels were much more vast than you really acknowledged. You thought about the map that the kids had...the way that several tunnels switched back on themselves...
There had been the cavernous hub, sure...but another cavern...a room...
The Gate. A portal to another world. A doorway into hell.
The Order called them Atrocities. A wicked and unpleasant thing only meant to cause chaos and pain and sow destruction on the Earth.
How had you not sensed it this entire time living in Hawkins? When it was so obvious to you now? Maybe you had always known; you just ignored it. Maybe that's why Gabriel had led you here so obviously, so tediously. You hadn't wanted anything to do with the Order or the Atrocities or your fate. And it had snuck up on you, just like it always had.
A bitterness filled you; you didn't want this. You didn't want any of this. You wanted a normal life. You deserved a normal life.
You stopped in your tracks and sighed.
"What if I just turn back now?" you called out to no one. Or maybe to Gabriel or to God Himself. "What if I just choose to let the Darkness win? Huh? What then?
"Why do I need to do this? Why do I need to do this? It could be anyone else. It could be this...Eleven. It could be...I don't know it could be my Father? You could have brought him here. Why does it have to be me?"
There was a pulse through the earth then, another shaking rattling boom that nearly sent you to your knees. An ear splitting screech echoed through the tunnels and the vibration of the demodogs got faster, as though they were being urged into battle by their nefarious master.
And that was more than answer enough for you.
There was no one else. Even Eleven couldn't do it alone. It had to be you.
You conjured the image of the portal in your mind, the small figure that struggled against the immense power of Hell that laid behind the thin glowing barrier. You thought of the vastness of the tunnels and mapped them in the planes of your mind.
They were like veins and the portal was the heart.
One could stop the pulsing of the heart and the veins would stop too, or you could block the veins and starve the heart.
So while the figure—Eleven—struggled to stop the heart, you worked on the veins.
"By the Power of Heaven," you took a breath and steeled yourself in your anger, found strength in the smiting wrath of your lapsed faith. You'd been reciting the oath of the Order all night, and now would be no different. "I will thrust the wicked spirits who wander through the world for the ruin of souls...back into the depths of Hell itself."
It took a beat to find it, to connect with the slow-moving tectonic plates of the Earth and the molten hot mantle below. You called it forward and it obeyed; burning, melting, molding until you felt your own body sink into the ground ever so slightly. Then you willed it outwards and the tunnel system rattled; the remnants of the organic, otherworldly matter shrieked in agony as they burned before they were crushed under the massive weight and pressure of churning earth.
You started at the hub—an easy target—and worked your way outwards. One by one the vibration of the demo dogs slowed and stopped as they succumbed to the assault. As the tunnels churned and burned and collapsed around them and the earth swallowed them whole.
What was the power of Heaven and Hell when the Earth could provide just as much wrath of its own?
You felt the distant feeling of betrayal as Dustin's Dart was consumed and put down, and then the rest. There was a collective cry to the master beyond the portal that they had failed, and then a shuddering wail as the connection to the other world was severed.
You opened your eyes briefly to celebrate your triumph, only to see the churning earth consume you as well.
It was an onslaught.
The burning soil, the turbulent motion, and then the stillness of it as you found yourself trapped in a peaty prison. You tried to take a breath, tried to scream, tried to see, but every time you moved, the dirt shifted around you.
You were surrounded. You couldn't move. You were buried. You still felt the vestiges of agony at the corners of your mind as your otherworldly adversaries' lives were taken from them and it spurned your own panic.
Before you had been overtaken, you had thrown your hands up to shield yourself; it provided you the tiniest little pocket of air. You shimmied slightly so you could gain access to it, so you could breath, and you took a hungry gulp of stale spare air. You tried to control your breathing; this was all you would have until you could get free.
If you could get free.
If you didn't die.
You felt an unfamiliar emotion try to overtake you; you had asked Father Jinette once what dying felt like. He said it would be peaceful; it was hell that you needed to worry about. But this...this didn't feel peaceful at all. It felt overwhelming.
If you died here, no one would ever find you. Those kids and their friend...would they tell anyone? Who would they tell? They didn't know who you were.
Your car. They would find your car in the parking lot at Bradley's though.
Your car.
"Gabriel!" you cried out in realization. You could barely hear yourself; there was dirt in your ears too. "Gabriel! Ga-gabriel please help me, please, please. I need you, I need you."
There was nothing. No sound, no shifting, you were still stuck in place with even less air than before.
You stifled your sobs, knowing they wouldn't help you.
You tried to call him silently again, in your head. You envisioned his stupid human form appearing in front of you or you appearing outside. Where was outside? Where were you? Even if you did manage to appear out there? Where would you be?
You didn't want this anymore, you didn't want this. You had never wanted this. Ever. But you’d told that boy that you would be a hero so he wouldn't have to be because you would survive and he wouldn't.
How wrong you were.
You were alone there. No one would come to save you. You would die.
You'd be buried here with the other bodies, with the demodogs and when someone noticed your car in the lot of Bradley's, they'd—
Your throat clenched.
Eddie.
They would call Eddie and say you disappeared and he would never know that you...that you loved him, that you were what you were, that you would die for him.
But could you live for him?
If you were gone unexpectedly, what would Eddie do? It would destroy him. It would kill him. And you couldn't do that.
So you had to live.
You had to crawl from this dank, dark pit. You had that little bit of space...you could wiggle and shuffle and get free.
You had power. You could control the earth, you could manipulate it. Draw the strength you needed from it to get free. You still had the shift of the core of the Earth on your side.
It was dark, unbelievably dark. You didn't know which way was up or down. Had the avalanche of soil knocked you backwards or were you still "standing" upright? Did you have to dig up? Or sideways? Was there another pocket of air somewhere you could get to before it was too late?
You considered all of the factors, all the reasons for living.
And the only one that really mattered as you began to dig...was Eddie.
You thought of your silly stupid boyfriend and all of the things that he did for you, all of the ways he made you happy, all the ways you loved him and needed him. The ways that he gave your life meaning.
"Hey sweetheart, I'm here," you could practically hear his voice. Not Gabriel's emotionless tone. The warmest, most loving voice you'd ever heard, full of encouragement and support. " You can't die on me now."
You pushed the dirt down and wedged your body upwards. Further and further and further.
"You're almost there," he encouraged you. "I believe in you. Only a little bit more to go. You can't give up. I need you."
You thought of all the ways he needed you, needed your company and support. Thought of the ways you held him as he was sad, and cheered with him when he was happy. He had Wayne and Rick...he had his friends...but your love...he couldn't survive without your love. He had told you in the throes of passionate worship.
"Just a little bit more, do you feel it?" he asked. "It feels a little bit lighter now. Hold your breath if you need to. Keep going for me."
What was he without you? What were you without him?
You had to live so he could.
Your hand burst through the last layer of dirt and you gasped for air greedily as you hoisted yourself up and out. You collapsed on your side and watched as the ground shifted with instability and filled in the hole you created back up, the remnants of your power still at play.
A light rain washed over you, caking the dirt to your hair and skin and clothes. Your fingertips ached, skin and nails broken from clawing your way out.
You wailed into the night.
You were broken.
And you were alone.
But you were alive.
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"You made it out alive!" The boy, Dustin, grabbed you by the shoulders and shook you from your recollection. "We thought you were dead."
You briefly considered it; looking back now, that was the night everything started to change.
So yes, you had died in a way.
"Hop looked for you for days..." he continued. "Even El..."
"We saw the tunnel collapse," Steve added. "We just thought...obviously no one could survive that."
"B-but people come back from the dead...kind of all the time in Hawkins."
That gave you pause.
"What the hell does that mean?" You put your hands on your hips. "Come back from the dead?"
The two of them went back and forth, tripping over each other's words about how people seemed to be dead and then they were not, more times than they could count. Usually they were just hiding in the woods or in another country or...
Alright, that's a relief. No spontaneous resurrections. You could check that off the list.
The boys continued to chatter and Nance was clearly over it.
"Excuse me," Nance piped up. "Excuse me!"
Both boys went silent and she turned to you.
"Who are you again?" she asked suspiciously.
Mary Victoria took it upon herself to introduce you both by name and then when she didn't get an immediate response she added, "we're from the church."
You winced as a few of them laughed out loud Nance included.
"Is it always like this?" Mary Victoria asked you out of the side of her mouth.
"Pretty much," you sighed, and then turned your attention back to the crowd. "We're not from the church but we're not not from the church. It's complicated."
"What does that even mean?" someone shouted. "You're here to say prayers with us? Our own reverend did that and now he's dead."
"What church sends two girls in a beaten down shitbox of a car," another person laughed.
"Yeah, we need an army not a prayer circle!"
"We're just here to help," you explained tiredly, desperate for them to put their trust in you. "Wherever you need us. Supply runs, medical, recovery, anything."
"We don't need help," Nance spat. "And we don't trust strangers, so if you could kindly take your things and go back where you came from."
"Nancy!" Steve exclaimed. "I think they can help."
"She's been here before," Dustin tried to explain and pointed at you. "She helped us. She saved Mike."
"Fat load of good that did him, he's dead now too," Nancy lashed out and then froze and covered her mouth. The group went silent and she fidgeted under the weight of everyone's sympathetic gazes.
You saw it, for a split second as her shield went down and she desperately clawed to pick it back up. Someone young and innocent with all the hope in the world ahead of her…forced to grow up too fast and carry an immeasurable weight on her shoulders just for a little while with the promise of an ultimate prize if she could succeed…only for it to be ripped away against her will.
You saw yourself.
"I'm sorry," She said when she finally regained composure. "I...I'm sorry. That's...and we only have so many hours of daylight..."
"Hey! You're mourning," Mary Victoria piped up. You were glad she did, because you couldn’t. "You're tired. It's been a tough few days, weeks—"
"Years," Nancy sighed miserably.
"—you just need to sit for a second. Take a break. Let's...is there someplace with coffee or something? I'm not good at a lot of things, but I'm good for a shoulder to cry on and a shitty cup of coffee."
Nancy nodded and gestured a makeshift mess tent in the square where people were putting together food for the volunteers. You mouthed a quick 'thank you' to Mary Victoria as she ushered Nancy away.
You didn't miss the way she winked at you.
You didn't even need to give her a Lesson 2. She understood this was the best time to play detective.
"Alright." You looked at all the others and clapped your hands together. "How can I help then?"
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They put you to work.
It was no different than anything you had done at the Mission in LA, but it felt much more purposeful. Not only because you got information in return for the help you offered, but because you would always think of Hawkins as your home.
The townspeople didn't trust you, understandably. Many of them don’t know you, and the few who recognized your face questioned why you had returned at all. They cast wary and judgmental gazes at you and when you tried to influence their thoughts of you with gentle waves of comfort, your attempts were thwarted.
They were hardened and suspicious, irreparably damaged by the nightmares they had seen, and no heavenly powers could change that.
You we’re lucky, though, that a few you did get paired with fed you enough information for you to piece together what happened over the last few years since you left, not just the past few weeks.
You packed boxes of clothes for families who had been displaced with Patty Fischer, one of your old coworkers from Bradley's. She vaguely recognized you—she'd been a cashier while you mostly stocked the floor—but she'd been glad for a friend.
Patty told you the widest array of information—loose lips and all—but the vaguest.
The StarCourt mall fire, the satanic massacres...about how a devil really had risen from the depths of the earth to destroy their town.
"All the stories were true," she sighed. "But the nightmare's almost over...we're just left with the aftermath."
You dug through rubble with Mr. Richardson. You left recovered bodies for another team to handle—to burn or bury, you didn't quite know—and took discarded weapons along to a stockpile in the square in an old wheelbarrow. You learned that his brother had been one of the victims of an accident at the Hawkins Laboratory and his niece died avenging him in the battle against Vecna.
"He had his armies, but so did we," he chuckled sadly, wiping tears from his eyes. "My niece...she gave them the fight of her life. And of course we had our hero, Jane Hopper. Shame about her and the chief. Those bats gave us a fight though."
Bats?
Mostly though, you worked with Dustin. He was eager to ask you questions—the real reason he wanted to work with you, you were sure—so you made a game of it: an answer for an answer. He started. With two questions actually:
How had you survived the tunnels and where had you gone?
And you answered him truthfully. You had crawled out...and then laid low for a while before leaving town altogether to help the next people in need.
"Who else needed help? Did you find gates to the upside down anywhere else?" he shot questions at you rapidly.
"Woah woah," you held your hands out. "Rules are rules. My turn."
"Fine," he conceded. You tilted your head and pointed at his shirt.
"Hellfire Club."
"That's...not a question," he curled in on himself defensively. "What about it?"
For both of your sakes, you knew you needed to start with...maybe a gesture of good faith...familiarity. The only thing Dustin knew about you was...well, that you could help, that he could rely on you, even if he couldn't trust you yet.
You needed to prove you were here for a reason, and not just to play some heroic game with the town's very real lives.
"I have one of those shirts." You gave him a soft smile.
"No shit!" He dropped the box in his hand and clapped his hands together. "You went to Hawkins High? You were literally under our nose this whole time?"
"No," you laughed at his enthusiasm. "Well...no. I dropped out of school before I came to Hawkins the first time around, but my boyfriend was the one who introduced me to DnD and I even played a game with them. Which is why I had a shirt."
"Who was your boyfriend? Gareth? You're his type, hero adventure girl."
"Oh my god, no. Robbing the cradle; Gareth was my little buddy. No...uh...don't know how old you are...or how taboo his name might be around here but...Eddie...Eddie Munson was my boyfriend."
It was like a record scratch; Dustin blanched and stared at you wide eyed. Like he had seen a ghost.
You suddenly felt bad.
"E-Eddie?" he repeated the name. "You were..."
"Hey, no, like I said, I'm sorry. I know he's dead...but I didn't know if people still thought..."
"No he was my friend too," he interrupted you. "He...people...I mean after...you don't understand. Nobody does, really. He...he sacrificed himself...saved a lot of people. He saved me. When...Vecna first attacked Hawkins...people blamed Eddie for killing those kids but he did whatever he could to stop Vecna from escaping the Upside Down. And the Gates still opened but...but he helped us stop Vecna."
The two of you went back and forth for a while, continuing questions and answers.
Dustin regaled you with some stories about Eddie but kept it heartfelt and funny instead of sad. You’d been surprised and a little guilty to hear that he had flunked senior year again after you left but you melted at the way Eddie never ragged on the kids for having long distance relationships when his own smoking hot girlfriend was in Chicago.
You heard about the Upside Down and Vecna, about the creatures from another dimension, Eddie's sacrifice, and the Gates that had yet to be closed.
He had the decency to avoid telling you how Eddie died, but considering everything else...you knew it wasn't peaceful. You were still grateful.
In return, you told him stories about your travels. More than you had really told Mary Victoria because he was a kid and could do with something fantastical in the midst of this tragedy. Not everything, but things you felt comfortable exposing him to.
The demon who had possessed a bride in New Orleans, the time someone had trapped a hearth deity in Cádiz and had used them to burn the homes of their enemies...
"And then someone tried to reanimate a bunch of bodies for their own..." You waved your hand to find the right words. "Underground boxing league. I don't know."
"Zombie boxing!" He was in awe, cherubic face alight with joy; it was easy to see why Eddie would have been fond of him. "That would be very cool; I would pay to see that."
"A lot of people did."
"I mean...imagine you knock someone's head off and they just keep fighting."
"In theory, ok...it sounds cool," you agreed. "But it's the means that someone uses to get there."
There was a holler from someone across the square about breaking for lunch. Perfect timing too as the smoky haze from the fissures—the Gate—began to meld together with the rolling cloud coverage of an impending storm.
Everyone around you sighed in relief and took off towards the tent. Lunch would provide a much-needed respite.
"Heard that we've got turkey sandwiches today."
"Ol' Tim's being real generous with the supplies."
"Let's just get our strength up before it's feeding time, you guys," someone piped up as they pushed past the crowd. "You don't gotta run fast...you just have to run faster than the other guy."
That seemed a little concerning though.
Your mind raced to connect the dots as you followed the others to the mess tent.
Feeding time...running...bats...the gates still open...the nightmare almost over...but not over yet...
"Dustin," you turned to your new friend as you were handed your lunch. "What...what are they talking about? Running..."
He avoided your eyes, and instead turned to look for a place to sit amongst the volunteers. You kept talking as you followed him to a small card table at the corner of the tent.
"I hit something with my car on the way into town. It was a demodog, I think. If the gates are still open, are creatures still crossing over and attacking people?"
"It's...complicated," he answered hesitantly and took a bite of his sandwich.
"Explain it to me then. Vecna's gone...do you just...have no way to close the Gates?" you asked. "Because I can—"
"No!" He shouted mid-mouthful, and your eyebrows shot up in surprise. "It's...it's not that. Vecna might be gone, but that's not the only danger that's in the Upside Down. You could try to close the Gates...but...but Kas would just open them back up again."
"Kas?"
You hadn't heard that name before today, you were certain, but for some reason, it seemed familiar. Scratched something in the depths of your memory that you couldn't quite place your finger on.
Your stomach churned with uneasiness.
It wasn't that you didn't like not knowing something. It was that you knew it and it evaded you. And every second you failed to remember, someone could be in danger.
"Yes," Dustin swallowed and gestured for you to eat as he wove the tale. "He was Vecna's right hand. You see, Vecna couldn't cross the Gate without his spell being complete, so he sent Kas as the general of his armies until he could. To cause as much destruction in Hawkins and try to go after our friend Max. She was the key to finishing the spell.
"Kas came from our world, just like Vecna, but the Upside Down changed him too. Vecna offered him power in exchange for his loyalty, and he let Kas control the army. When Kas crossed back into this world, he started...remembering his human life, feeling remorseful. And he betrayed Vecna."
"So he could get his life back?" you questioned.
"When the battle was over, he tried to get all of the creatures back into the Upside Down and found that...he couldn't cross back to our world himself. He's stuck there."
You really tried to understand; you had heard of transformations like this before...distantly. They mostly occurred after someone had died. If Vecna had been left to the Upside Down to die...and the Upside Down really was some living, breathing dimension, Vecna's anger was what fueled him as a vessel for this power.
But once he was gone, and Kas was left...if Kas had regained some form of his humanity...
Then why was he stuck?
"And that's all he wants?" You needed reassurance. "To get back."
"Yes."
"And he can control these creatures?"
"Yes."
"So why is he still sending them to attack Hawkins?"
Maybe Vecna's influence wasn't gone after all, maybe you were dealing with some kind of vengeful, undead spirit who didn't realize he was actually dead in the first place.
You considered ways to deal with the undead. Burning their bones, some kind of exorcism-adjacent rite, banishing them altogether...
You could do this. You could handle it and close the gates and then Hawkins would be safe again.
"Because he's hungry," Dustin finally answered, his words weighing down upon him so much that his shoulders sagged as he said them.
Your stomach dropped and your body went cold with dread.
"Excuse me?"
You didn't mean to sound as grave as you did but...hungry?
The two of you had just been talking about zombies and reanimated corpses and all manner of creatures. He didn't think to bring this up before?
"Ope, I think Steve's calling me!" He ignored you and started to stand from the table. You were hot on his heels and grabbed his wrist to stop him. Everyone left in the tent still eating stopped their chatter to watch the spectacle.
"Dustin, what do you mean hungry?" Your eyes darted back and forth between his, willing him to tell you the truth. "What is Kas?"
Someone screamed from outside the confines of the tent and you both jumped in surprise.
“Everybody inside! Go! Run!"
The other volunteers who had been resting immediately got to their feet and began to flee; tables and chairs were tipped over, plates and food discarded, abandoned, and squished underfoot.
"We need to go!" Dustin grabbed your wrist and pulled you out of the tent into the chaos that had erupted in the square.
It was a cacophony of noise; people running and screaming, hiding.
"Arm yourselves!"
"Hide the children."
"Run, run!"
You dismissed it at first, the looming grey storm cloud in your peripheral vision, as you were dragged and Dustin spoke a mile a minute about finding Steve and Nancy and getting people to safety.
Then the cloud got closer.
And you realized it wasn't a cloud at all, wasn't a storm.
It was a swarm.
You stopped in your tracks and watched, for the briefest of seconds, all while Dustin yelled at you. A hundred bats led by three massive anthropomorphic winged creatures with sallow skin and claws. Even from this distance you could see the way their jaws opened unnaturally wide and revealed mouthfuls of razor-sharp fangs.
"What the hell is she doing just standing there?" Steve's voice reached your ears. You glanced back to see that he held a baseball bat with nails pierced through the wood at the end, while he handed Dustin a makeshift spear.
They weren't planning to run, they were planning to fight.
Alright. You could fight.
"What's going on?" Mary Victoria skidded to a stop by your side, out of breath from wherever she had been. "People started running, no one told me what was going on...and what the fuck is that?"
Mary Victoria, however, could not. And you were not gonna get your new friend killed right off the bat.
"Demobats," Steven and Dustin said in tandem.
"Vampires," you corrected them. "At least the big three are."
"Vampi—are you kidding me?" she huffed a breath of disbelief. "I said! I said vampires when we were in the car. Does this mean I'm psychic then? Is that my power or—"
"Now might not be the time to debate about that, Mare," you argued. You pulled the car keys out of your jacket pocket and slapped them into the palm of her hand. "Go to the car. There's a knife in the glovebox; lock yourself in."
"But I can help," she protested. "I can get the knife and stab some bats. How hard could it be?"
"Trust me, these suckers are hard to kill," Steve told her. "Leave it to the experts."
"Experts? It looks like you made these things in your garage," Mary Victoria scoffed. "Come on! I can help!"
As you watched them bicker back and forth, you failed to sense the imminent arrival of the attackers. Your eyes didn't sweep over the square quick enough to see the first of the bats—the ones most eager to feed—divebomb and begin their assault.
A resonating BOOM sounded off behind you and you swiveled on your toes to find a very ticked-off looking Nancy with a sawed-off shotgun in hand, muzzle smoking; she quickly reloaded and took a few pot shots at bats as they flew past in search of prey.
She turned, aimed directly past you and shot one out of the air as it was about to take a swipe at Steve, who had the good sense to duck before he got his head blown off too.
"What are you doing just standing here?" she yelled and cocked the shotgun. "Run. Hide. Fight. Do something before you get yourselves killed!"
Dustin and Steve ran into action, as well as several other volunteers who decided to take the defensive approach. And as the vampires and the remaining swarm of bats descended on the square, you snapped at Mary Victoria and then pointed at your car in the distance.
"Go!"
"Fine!" she scoffed. "But where are you gonna go? You don't have a weapon!"
"I am a weapon!" you shouted as you bolted down the street.
This wasn't the first time you'd fought an onslaught like this. Maybe not exactly like this but...close enough. You were pretty handy at throwing a punch, and it had been useful once or twice in a pinch, but that didn't help unless something was already on top of you. Your first actual experience in a fight had been an infestation of disgusting infernal spider-like things that had decimated a small town in West Virginia. Like something out of Tolkien's wicked imagination. You had used your abilities to draw fire from the core of the earth to burn their nests.
You had wondered then if Eddie would have been proud of you; you hated spiders, he always had to kill them for you. You couldn’t even stand to listen to him read about them in the Hobbit.
This would be a little trickier. Your adversaries were aerial, and even if they got low enough for you to strike, there were too many innocents in the area for you to do anything useful.
The vampires themselves would be the worst to deal with though; there were only so many ways you could weaken them, let alone try to kill them. Which would be ideal.
How could they conveniently leave out the fact that vampires plagued the town?
Shy of spending the time to dig through your trunk for maybe your grandfather's revolver and maybe a wooden bullet or two, you were left to rely on something a little less conventional here. The wheelbarrow full of discarded weapons was still beside the recovery area and you immediately skidded to a stop beside it to search for something suitable.
There were handguns without bullets, a few makeshift weapons like a machete made of a broken, sharpened street sign, which probably wouldn't help unless you got close enough to decapitate one of the vampires.
Because the bats might be a nuisance, but the real goal here was to take out those vampires.
You snagged a pocket knife from the bottom of the wheelbarrow then—
"Bingo!"
—you came across a dingy old crossbow and a hip quiver full of wooden bolts.
Not a stake, but good enough in a pinch.
"How many times in a girl's life can she be grateful for a small town hunter and their cache of crazy weapons," you asked out loud as you loaded a bolt into place.
Surveying the square, it was easy to tell this was not the townspeople's first rodeo; there were several bats down already, Dustin and Steve were back to back, only separating when something swooped at them, an array of people with slingshots and even an older woman with firecrackers and a wicked throwing arm.
You were grateful to find that Mary Victoria had barricaded herself in your car, especially once you saw small clusters of bats feeding on the bodies of those who were either too slow, too sure of themselves, or simply didn't have luck on their side.
Nancy, however, tried to play savior.
She ran to the aid of one of the downed bodies and used the butt of her shotgun to dislodge a few bats before shooting a few others. She knelt at the person's side and tried to offer some kind of aid—find a pulse or staunch the bleeding—but you knew it was too late.
Her gallantry made her lose focus and awareness of her surroundings. You felt it though, the tremor in the air around you as powerful wings beat several times. Heard the lustful, hungry breaths and the clacking of teeth that begged to sink into flesh for a meal most decadent.
You trusted your instinct; you took a breath to center yourself, pivoted on one leg, and pulled the trigger. The bolt soared true and pierced through the wing of the vampire. The unholy screech that echoed from its mouth as the pointed tip ripped through fragile skin and blood vessels was ear-splitting, as was the resounding crash as it lost velocity and skidded upon impact with the ground, spraying everything in the vicinity with dirt and gravel and chunks of dead grass.
You knew it was beginner's luck, and somehow still not good enough; you also knew you weren't gonna get another chance quite like it again. Especially as the massive creature recovered and turned its sights on you.
There was a moment as your eyes met and the vampire stilled unsettlingly. You willed yourself to break eye contact with their pure-black sclera and roam over their form.
Cascading locks of burnished gold hair, a demonic face with distinctly feminine and otherwise sweet features. Its skin was sickly pale, and unnaturally elongated bones practically protruded from the stretched dermis, with clawed hands and talons for feet. Modesty protected by strange garments made of a leathery hide and...the tattered remains of a cheerleading uniform.
Fear rarely got a hold of you anymore. Not like it used to. You'd stared in the face of danger many times and lived to tell the tale. To say that you were immune to it was incorrect; you simply didn't have time to panic right now. You could break down later, when the realization of how close you came to your own demise hit you; you always did.
Still, a lump formed in your throat as you observed the vampire. As it extended its wings, its injured skin stitched itself back together unnaturally, and it gave a few experimental flaps to ensure it was healed enough to fly.
It licked its lips enticingly and shot you a feral smile with its massive, razor sharp fangs proudly on display, and then rocketed back into the sky.
"Fuck," you hissed.
That was the look of something that viewed you as a threat and accepted the challenge.
That was not good.
“I had it handled,” Nancy scowled at you as she got to her feet.
“That’s a funny way to say thank you,” you quickly recovered and told her matter-of-factly, which earned an even more scathing expression as she reloaded her shotgun. "You need to know when something's a lost cause. If they're already on the ground being fed upon, it's too late."
"It's never too late," Nancy scoffed. "If I took that approach, my friends would have been dead ten times over already. Even if it's futile, I still need to try."
You glanced past her and loaded another bolt into the crossbow as quickly as you could, before aiming past her to fire at an incoming bat. Although you were aiming for its wing, trying to achieve something similar to what you did to the vampire—because at least the bats stayed down when you injured them enough—the bolt pierced through the mouth of the bat and tore through the back of its head, killing it instantly.
God damn, ok you really weren't great at this.
"At least trust someone to watch your back," you told her in the interim.
She reluctantly nodded and the two of you attempted to work in tandem.
You covered each other as you reload your weapons, communicated constantly about what you saw and didn't see. It was a little clumsy, sure, but you still were able to keep yourselves and others safe as they ran for cover.
At first the swarm focused on the sparse group of people who were out in the open—the vampires created distractions so the bats had the opportunity to strike by ripping doors and shutters off their hinges, overturning parked cars with the strong grip of their talons—but the opportunity to feed became too sporadic. They'd already picked off the weaker few and lost a significant number to the defense efforts.
You thought that it would be the opportunity for them to turn their attention to the skeletal buildings and every other nook and cranny that their feast might have hid.
Instead, they seemed to vanish.
The square was suddenly silent, bats and vampires nowhere to be seen. The sky was still hazy and swirling with storm clouds and smoke alike, but not one adversary darting across the ominous grey canvas.
Not even a single screeching cry or flap of wings to alert you to their possible presence.
"Did they leave?" you asked Nancy. It wasn't over...you knew it wasn't over...but wishful thinking and all.
Maybe something nice could happen for once in your life.
"No..." she narrowed her eyes and did a quick strafe to check behind you. "No, they're too hungry. They haven't attacked in an entire day, which was why we thought it would be safe to come and do cleanup."
People started emerging from their hiding spots and Steve yelled at them to get back inside.
"The square is pretty defensible," she continued. "Especially after the battle with Vecna. But they have a hive mind. They can communicate with one another. Even if a swarm is slaughtered, the entire legion of beasts waiting in the Upside Down experiences it through the connection. They know our tactics, which means they get crafty when they're ready to feed again."
"If there's a legion in the Upside Down, maybe they're waiting for backup." It was an easy assumption for you to make.
"No, it would take too long. Their best bet is to regroup, lure us into a false sense of security, then attack again."
"So they're coming up with a plan," you muttered. "And I'm sure Kas is a master strategist."
Nancy's expression immediately morphed into one of confusion.
"Wh-what did you say?" Nancy stuttered. "Did...did you just say Kas?"
You started to answer when a sharp, burning pain tore through your shoulders. You dropped the crossbow at the unexpected jerk of your body as you became airborne.
You watched as the distance between you and the ground rapidly increased and the people in the square below were immediately besieged by bats and vampires alike. You turned your head upwards and saw the vampire you had injured just minutes ago carrying you up and up and up.
She looked down at you and laughed wickedly, tightening her talons painfully as she did so. She spat and hissed at you through her fangs.
"Don't you want to fly angel?" she cackled and flapped her wings harder.
Panic shot through you; there was nothing around, nothing to ground you, and the pain that ripped through you was distracting enough to prevent you from focusing on your power.
Then you remembered the pocket knife that you had stashed away, and you strained your arms to shove your hand into your jacket to grab it.
You cried out as you flipped it open and reached up to rapidly slash at your captors ankles. An otherworldly monster, sure, but an achilles tendon was still a weak point that hurt like a bitch when sliced clean.
One talon released its hold on you, then the other, and then you were in free fall.
You briefly thought that the cushion of air, the weightlessness of it, was nice.
Freeing.
But it wasn't a long fall and the earth caught up with you quickly, and when you did impact the ground, it wasn't the ground at all; it was the hood of your car.
The already-cracked windshield fully shattered and the jagged edges of glass cut through your clothes and into your flesh. Mary Victoria screamed as all the wind was knocked out of you and it took a second for you to get it back.
"Are you fucking with me right now?" She got out of the car and yelled at you. "Wait in the car Mare! It's safe in the car! Bull! Shit! Oh god, oh god, you're bleeding!"
"I'm fine," you groaned.
You were not. You were hurt and you were pissed off.
"Fucking vampires in fucking Hawkins and no one says anything and I let my guard down for two god damn minutes," you grumbled to yourself as you slid off the hood and got back on your feet.
"Do you have a first aid kit in the trunk or something with all of that other shit?" She immediately went to the back of the car to search for something.
You did a quick assessment of yourself as you stood there; something in your leg twinged and you felt...maybe a little sloshy inside. Ok you could deal with that. But you bit your tongue on impact, and that was...probably the most annoying thing.
The icing on the cake.
"Don't worry," you insisted. "As long as everything important is still inside of me, I'll heal."
"Heal?!" She peeked out from behind the propped trunk lid. "Excuse me, what do you mean?"
"Blah blah, heavenly light, blah. Were you not paying attention to anything I said during the drive?"
"Yeah but I thought you meant other people, not yourself. How long will it take because there's still vampires flying around if you didn't notice," she gestured outwards. "They kinda need you at your best here."
"Even my worst is better than nothing." You joined her at the trunk and grabbed one of the knives.
"Not a crucifix?"
"Not gonna work unless they look directly at it for an extended time," you explained. "Which is kinda hard with them flying around. So we either stake them through the heart, or we cut it out of them."
Mary Victoria nodded and held onto her own knife a little tighter with a quick "ok I can do that, I think."
"Stay close to me," you commanded. "I'll keep you safe but...I might need you to help me keep them down while I do the dirty work."
Mary Victoria bit her lip but agreed.
You rushed back to where you had been taken—Nancy was nowhere to be found and you momentarily applauded her for listening to you and recognizing that you were a lost cause. The crossbow, thankfully, wasn't broken, but your impact with the car did break some of the remaining bolts you had in the hip quiver.
That just meant you'd have to make the last few shots count.
If you were able to hit the vampires wings like you did with the first one, you would be able to strike...you just had to get them on the ground and then—
"Ok this is dangerous and all," Mary Victoria muttered beside you, as though speaking in any tone above a whisper would alert the swarm to your presence. As if you weren't standing in a wide open space. "But this is actually really cool."
"What?" You shot her an incredulous look.
"I mean don't get me wrong, I'm...quite possibly shitting myself right now, but—"
"You have the worst timing known to man," you told her earnestly.
"I get that a lot," she nodded. "Is it always like this?"
You noticed movement behind her and pushed her behind you so you could strike; one bolt took out two demo bats.
"Pretty much."
"Do you think that Steve guy thought I was cute?"
You turned to give her the most scathing look, the words shut up Mare right on the tip of your tongue. But when you turned, she was grabbed.
One of the vampires—one with dark curls piled high on its head—did a nosedive and tackled her to the ground. The two of them skidded on the pavement and Mary Victoria squirmed desperately to get out of its grasp.
A serpentine tongue slithered out of the vampire's mouth and swept down Mary Victoria's face and neck, and she let out a blood-curdling scream that echoed over the ruins around Hawkins Town Square.
The vampire, though, countered with a hiss-like laugh, and something deep inside of you burned. It wanted to play with its food, wanted to laugh? You would give it something to laugh about.
You quickly reloaded a bolt into the crossbow and fired—any shot good enough to draw attention away from your friend and onto you—and the arrow embedded itself deep in the flesh beneath the shoulder joint of its wing. The vampire jolted from the force and thick, black blood began oozing from the wound.
It rounded its attention on you then, Mary Victoria still pinned beneath its legs, and roared ferociously. Its fangs were disstended, dripping blood and spraying spittle, as the guttural sound burst from the gaping maw. It's jaw...wasn't even unhinged, the way it hung; it was practically detached, the weight of it pulled at the weak, stretched flesh of its cheeks.
As if it could scare you with sounds and sights alone.
Pathetic.
You should have paid closer attention.
Should have used the divine sense that was natural to you to feel the approaching danger.
Should have just been a little smarter than Kas—who no doubt was gunning for you now that he knew you'd be a thorn in his side—and recognize a trap when you were in one.
Claws grasped your still-wounded shoulders and sharp teeth sunk deep into your neck. One of the hands moved to your jaw and held it with an iron grip. It tilted your head in a way that would give it easy access to its meal as it pulled mouthful after mouthful of your life-force from you.
Your vision blurred—already affected by the previous injuries and blood loss—and you knew you didn't have long before you succumbed to the effects of being drained.
You breathed heavily and fumbled with the knife that had been tucked into the hip quiver along with the half-broken crossbow bolts. You stabbed at the hand gripping your chin; the blade broke through fragile metacarpals and tore through the other side, through its palm, and grazed your chin.
The vampire released its grip on you and its teeth retracted from your neck as it howled in pain. You took advantage of the release to spin and drive one of the splintered bolts deep into its chest, right into its heart.
You watched with sick, victorious fascination, at the way the mottled, paper-like skin gave way with the force of your strike. The muscle and sinew tore and as the wood pierced the most-vital organ, it burst in the most satisfying way. A gush of blood, both pitch black and vibrant red, sticky grey mucus, and sickly green bile.
You'd never heard of a vampire doing that before when it was staked.
As the vampire's body crumpled and folded in on itself and collapsed at your feet, the air began to ripple with cries. Infernal, unholy screeching reverberated around you as the vampires and bats alike felt the death of their brethren. The vampire that had attacked Mary Victoria practically howled.
The overwhelming beat of wings began to sound off and you watched as the swarm regrouped over the square. The residents of Hawkins—both the ones who had been defending against the swarm and the ones who had gone into hiding—began to filter back out into the open and your heart was in your throat.
Because if this was their opportunity for the creatures of the Upside Down to avenge their friend, it would be a massacre.
You mentally prepared yourself for the attack, body weak but still able to channel any available power into some kind of defensive wave that could burn through them all if necessary.
Instead they dove in a funnel formation, straight for the Gate.
You felt the pulse of otherworldly energy that was released into Hawkins as they ripped through the membrane that separated the two worlds, and you were blindsided by a sense of longing that surged through it.
Yearning...desire...hunger.
You were confused; it was so strong. Overwhelming, even.
Was that Kas?
Or the Upside Down itself?
As soon as the last bat crossed over and the membrane sealed, the feeling was gone, and the only thing you felt was a bone-deep weariness and the pain that coursed through you.
You finally succumbed to the effects of your injuries and sank to your knees weakly. You had no choice but to stare deeply into the blank eyes of the vampire.
Mary Victoria called your name and got louder and louder until she was at your side. Her hand grasped the bite on your neck and held it steady to stop the bleeding. Dustin appeared on your other side and asked if you were ok or if the bite would turn you into a vampire...
"You're the only one who's been bitten and lived."
Except...you truly wondered if this even was a vampire.
The body was both...bloated and emaciated all at once, limbs bulging and elongated with skin that pulled and stretched over fragile tissue and bones. Its ribcage practically protruded outwards, like it had been pried open at some point and then the skin knitted itself shut atop it.
The hair was the only vibrant—the most alive—thing about the creature. Short red curls that had been tousled in the wind.
Aside from the strength while it was still...alive, if you could call it that, and the thirst for blood...you didn't know for sure that you could call this thing a vampire. It wasn't like anything you'd read or heard about from the other Knights.
It wasn't quite like the other two vampires though either.
"What is it then?" you asked yourself out loud.
Mary Victoria shushed you and told you to keep your strength, but you could already feel yourself healing.
Other voices began to overlap hers though.
"She killed one!"
"He'll send them in droves now that one of his brides is dead."
"At least we stood a chance before."
"Enough!" Nancy shouted and the group went silent. "That's enough!"
"I don't understand, isn't killing one of them a good thing?" Mary Victoria questioned.
"Uh, you'd think so," Steve piped up. "But...no one's killed one of the Brides before."
"It's not one of the Brides," Nancy yelled at him and crouched in front of you, on the other side of the body. She looked at it with soft, sad, practically heartbroken eyes. "It's Barb."
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kookie-doughs · 1 year
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Your Voice
Oikawa Tooru X Reader
-In a world where only a few people has a soulmate, and they are burdened with a disability until they meet their other half.
Chapter 11: Confusion and Comfort
Italic signed, bold written
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9:32 PM
You sat at the bench waiting for Kyotani.
Why are you like this? Why are you so eager for him to stay with you?
You looked down at your hands.
Do you like him? Yes.
Do you want to be with him? Yes.
Do you think he's your soulmate? Yes— liar. you wouldn't hold off this entire thing if he was. If you were sure he was the one you wouldn't think twice.
You thought back. The feelings you have with Kyotani was just any other crush you've had.
The one you had with that boy when you were 9, or that other boy when you were 13, or Oikawa.
Then what's with Kyotani that makes you want to hold on? Why are you going to this extent? Usually you'd just idk suck it up.
Because he was the first who signed at you? Is that a joke?
You felt a tap on your shoulder. You lift your head and see Kyotani with a guy next to him.
He has neatly kept light caramel hair and swishy bangs. His eyes are round and brown, and thin eyebrows.
Was he the other soulmate?
You look at Kyotani. The contemplating you had made your feelings conflicted. The feelings you've had for the angry blond has subsided, the magnetic pull to him was slowly being ineffective.
Why are you this quick?
"I'm Yahaba, Yahaba Shigeru."
"Nice to meet you." You inspected the two. Kyotani was no longer at his side he was af yours with his head down. "What was the sense you lost?"
He smiled, "I lost my feeling. Kyotani managed to catch me when I tripped while he was walking to your class..."
It's because you went out with Oikawa that time. Kyotani found him because of it.
"Did you bring your own... whatever you wanna feed him."
He nodded, and out of his bag he pulled out. "I can't really cook or bake..." It was pudding.
You looked at Yahaba and Kyotani. He took the pudding from him then looked at you. You gave him a nod.
He brought the spoon closer to his mouth. Took a deep breath and ate it.
"Is this...? Salty?" You read him say. "It doesn't taste right."
Yahaba blushed, "I must've gotten salt and sugar mixed up-"
"It tastes horrible."
You look at the two soulmate. They were talking, sooner or later they were smiling and laughing at each other.
It was like the two forgot about you. You left.
You didn't know where you were walking. You were mindlessly moving. You felt empty.
You were so confused. Why are you like this? What exactly are you feeling
You were suddenly yanked away with your shoulder and there you saw Oikawa with his eyes widened and full of worry. You then realized you were walking to the road.
Hats off to Oikawa for not yelling for you but its dumb. If he just yelled it would end this story but no.
Anyways, when he turned you. His face soften from an alarmed one to a worried one.
You only now just realized you had tears streaming. Why were you crying?
It's confusing, you didn't know why youre feeling like this why are you even crying.
Your head rested on his chest as he pulled you to his chest.
Feelings are confusing. Why? Why is it like this? You hate this feeling.
Oikawa had just went out to grab a snack for tonight when he saw you walking by. Your head was down as you always have done when you walk. But something was off, he followed behind you. And when he saw you coming up the road he panicked. He thought to himself uelling was useless.
He ran, the thought of you getting hurt fuelled him to run faster than he had ever done. And when he pulled you, he wanted to scream, yell and scold you but the moment he saw you.
You were crying. His heart felt like it was being stabbed by every drop that fell. He wiped your tear but the flow didn't stop.
He knew you couldn't talk or anything at all right now, he pulled you in. That was the best way he could think of as a way to comfort you.
Your face buried into the crook of his neck, as he gave light kisses on the top of your head. His fingers ran through your hair.
When you pulled away, his jacket was soaked with tears, perhaps snot and spit too with how much of an ugly crier you were.🙄
"Are you feeling better?" He wrote on your arm
You sniffled one more time took a heave breath. He takes off his hoodie and gave it to you. I mean look at you wearing a shirt and short at 9 pm.
"I wanna go at the park..."
He held your cheek and wiped the remaining tear. He nodded and smiled.
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march 1st 2024 9:14 pm
don't greatly feel like doing this rn, but i know I do need to.
brain is constantly racing lately. i mean constantly i really do.
the grief of losing lisa has been coming harder, i really miss her and i cant believe she is really gone. i will never forget that woman. lisa was truly my favorite person growing up. she's a real angel now.;/ Marisa Lynn just called me while I was writing the below stuff, she said new years eve was the best. I think about thanksgiving alot too, we had a all nighter, I'll never forget seeing Lisa on the back porch as the sun came up. and that was practically the last time I really saw her. Her health went downhill so quick after that.. I had the thought earlier like things just came together in a way, and that night was almost a send off for her. except nobody knew. it was really our fucking reunion., and it turned into our last night together.
tomorrow ive got to go to my brother casey's wedding ;| i haven't seen this side of my family in like nearly 5 years. i ordered something I really like to wear, something that is appropriate, but also boldly ME. It may not arrive in time, and I don't know what to wear in that situation yet, also don't know if what I already have that is appropriate is something i feel comfortable wearing/ me. :/ but its fineeeeeee this wedding will happen. i'm going to see both of my brothers tomorrow, my dads brother (he's chill) and my other niece's and nephews. just weird bc i don't know these people honestly. we have a zero on the relationship bar. idk that just makes me anxious, uncomfortable... shruggg. i just know when I have a life event I wouldn't invite them, but I feel obligated. however i do also feel immensely happy for Casey, the divorce of his first marriage im sure was extremely hard for him. i'm glad he has a great partner now, large happy family. he seems content the last few times I'd seen him. Casey is the only one I have seen in the last 5 years. My aunts funeral, fathers day like two years ago, and Marissas baby shower. He is a good guy, and he deserves to be celebrated and have who he wants to show up for him, show up. I'll also have Cece, and Marissa there to keep me company.
i feel alone. Wrote that before Marisa Lynn called me. Expecting and hoping she calls me back. Idk, its Friday night and I'm all alone, not much is stimulating to me. I don't have a hyper fixation right now, so its like I have nothing lol. makes me feel like a zombie just coasting through life. I understand why my comfort/ favorite/ go to people cant hang out tonight but idk I miss them. And I had to cancel plans with Alyssa for tomorrow bc I changed my mind on attending the wedding. Texted her asking about other days after we talked and she said she was soooo happy I was going. and nothinnnnnn. idk a little "let me seee" and then get back to me would be nice... i know shes got alot going on though. im not upset with her at all. but I miss her :( Ruby cant hang because her back is killing her :( also not upset with her at all, i see her all the time lol. but idk maybe i'm just a bit bored... I have decided to start working shows at the theatre again! maybe partly for a little stimulation. Its been so long since I've done a show! I used to think strongly that I couldnt do it because I'm not getting payed.. but I was never payed before, I always did it because I enjoyed it so much! Its something to do thats a passion of mine. also the sense of community is great and admirable. everyone who is there.. wants to be there! its not like at work where people are miserable. I applied on the website, but i think I'll draft an email to someone tonight. I wanna jump on this burst of energy for it before it goes away and I don't take it up again. plus I'd like to see how much I like it. Crazy being able to get back into hobbys. lol for so long I thought it was possible to make time for it. and hey with me being active there again, maybe it would be easier to also get Cece into it.
I also bought some adderal from Kerri, I think thats what has awoken quite a bit inside me. i really need this shit to be real human. lol especially the highted emotions. I've actually cried both yesterday and today. and its been so therapeutic. Lisa also took me to my first audition into the theatre, she sat there while I did it, she filled out the paperwork. I thank her for that. I wished I could in person because that really means alot not looking back and seeing how far that took me/ changed my life. it really did change my life. so did our pitch perfect binges. <3
my mom has been really good lately. she stopped drinking as much. like for a few weeks, maybe 2 weeks. she didnt really drink at all. shes been alot more active around the house, she said she would treat herself to it on saturdays. which is fair, thats cool. so yesterday, a thursday when I came home and I could tell she at least had a buzz going on, it instantly locked up. idk i was dissappointed, i was angry, I was sad. It triggered me for sure, because, for once I wasnt expecting it. at least on Saturdays I would expect it. I can clock when shes had a sip of alcohol better than I can clock probably anything. so she cant lie to me about it.. but also highly emotional on it because I've wanted the last few weeks to be our reality for so long, and so badly... she really seems ready to cut it down to one day a week. and I know she can do it, she just did it. she just has to stick to it. I have high hopes, thats why I didnt blow up or something about it, also because i'm smarter than that, i know time and place to be heard best. and after a drink its never there. I just mentioned it this morning. I think she had a tiny bit to drink tonight too.
currently talkin flirtin with trey <3 i want him :((
xoxo wasted a bunch of time its now 12:29 am need to try to get sleepy byeeee
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yanderedreaming · 2 years
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She’s all that
Pairings: Reader x Ran Haitani
Warnings: smut, mentions of alcohol, non-con filming.
Summary: y/n is in her final year of university and wants her university experience to end with a bang and it did, quite literally, when she met Ran Haitani.
Word count: 3K
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The night was still young, 11 pm was still too early for a college student who was trying to cram a life’s worth of booze and partying into their final year. With a job offer from one of the biggest companies in the world, y/n was trying to make the best of her carefree days knowing they were going to come to an end as soon as she would start her 9-5 professional life.
She ordered a whole bunch of clothes from her favourite online retailer and each night her dress would be shorter, more revealing and bolder than the one she wore the night before. Randomly hooking up at the club was something she had never done, but something told her tonight was the night she would finally do it. Yet another thing to check off of her bucket list.
The club she was at was frequented by the higher ups at Bonten, Japan’s biggest criminal organisation, but that was more the reason to go to the club. They weren’t only famous because their rap sheet was filled to the brim with crimes more gruesome than the other, they were famous for their good looks and charm with women. 
Y/n was standing at the bar scanning around hoping to find one of them, it was likely they were watching from the floor above, the VIP room but she still hoped one might’ve ventured out in hopes of finding an attractive woman to bed for the night. Just as she was scanning the dance floor she felt a tap on her shoulder, a large muscular man wearing a black T shirt and Black pants, most likely a bouncer, invited her to the VIP area telling her one of the regulars had requested her company. She bit her bottom lip, anticipation building up bidding her friends a farewell she made her way to the VIP area, her heartbeat quicken with each step.
As soon as she entered the VIP area her eyes scanned the faces of the men sitting at the large booth, whiskey glasses in each of their hands. All but one had a woman on their laps, his purple eyes locked with hers as he lowered them to take in her form, savouring each second while scanning her body before making their way back to her eyes. He raised his hand, his index finger signalling her to make her way to him and as she did, he pulled her onto his lap, resting his free hand on her thigh.
“What’s your name, beautiful?” He asked. His purple eyes still locked with hers, as the hand on her thigh stroked it gently. “its y/n. yours?” He hummed hearing her name passing his glass of whiskey to her allowing her to take a sip. “A beautiful name befitting a beautiful lady.” he continued, “My name’s Ran. Ran Haitani.” she giggled, he was certainly smooth and charming. The effects of the four shots she took before making her way to the VIP room giving her the confidence she lacked before. 
“Say Mr. Haitani. There must be a reason you called me here.” Her confidence was at a peak, she had been anticipating her night with one of these men every night she went to the club, tonight was finally the night and she didn’t want anything to get in the way, a little worried that someone else might catch the eye of the handsome man.
“You’re quick to jump to the point aren’t you?” He smirked taking a sip of his whiskey, her boldness excited him slightly. He expected a bratty attitude out of her, wanting him to chase her, but she was quite the opposite.
“and you were quick to make me sit on your lap.” Her hand reached over to grab Ran’s drink, taking a sip of it without breaking eye contact, her lids lowered slightly trying to look seductive. A smile broke out on Ran’s face, licking his lips he tightened the hold he hand on her. 
“Maybe I just like having pretty little things such as yourself on my lap.” She inched forward till her face was mere centimetres away from his, the movement made her ass elevate slightly and half whispered “Well then, I can only assume you like pretty little things such as myself on your cock as well.” Her hand stroked his clothed chest as she said this the hand on her thigh made its way to her ass cupping it gently. His erection was now much more evident on her thigh and she revelled every moment of it, pressing her chest against his leaning in ever so slightly to the point where their lips almost touched.
“Keeping the hot ones to yourself again Ran?” y/n turned her head slightly too see the face of the culprit who had ruined their moment. The man had pink hair in the style of a mullet, the defining feature on his face were the two diamond shaped scars on either side of his lips. He stared at her hungrily, slightly pushing the woman who was on his lap. 
“Shut up Sanzu, we were.. in the middle of something.” Ran glared at Sanzu, his hand on her ass squezing hard this time. “Aw c’mon Ran, let me in on the fun, this one’s hot enough for the two of us” Sanzu’s face had a full blown smile as he spoke. The prospect of taking both the men scared y/n, the prospect of sleeping with one was daunting enough.
“Not my fault I found her first. Now get back to whatever you were doing. Its awfully rude to interrupt someone when they’re trying to have a conversation.” Ran’s statement earned an exasperated huff from Sanzu who repositioned the woman he was with back on his lap.
“Now where were we” Ran was quick to get back to the conversation, it was clear he wanted to get to the good part quick, his clothed erection was waiting to break free. “Well. I was thinking that maybe we should go someone a little more quiet, and private. What do you think?” Her hand stroked Ran’s cheek as she spoke, he was quick to get her off of his lap and grab her wrist dragging her into the back room. It was a supply closet filled with nothing but shelves of booze. He locked the door behind himself as he stepped in. The location was a little too underwhelming for y/n, she had expected him to take her to a hotel, if nothing, his car. But this?
“I hope you’re not chickening out not. You did quite a number on me back there. Where’s the confident y/n I just met?” Ran said, he held her close, she could feel his erection on her stomach now, both his hands were placed on her back, slowly making their way down. She gulped every so slightly, and gave herself a mental pep talk, remining herself that she might not have such a chance ever again. Taking a deep breath, she let go of all her anxieties and placed her hands on the back of his head, one making its way to his hair. Her fingers ran though his purple locks as their lips smashed together. There was nothing gentle about the kiss, it was animalistic at best.
His hands were now fully on her ass and he squeezed it while pulling her closer to him. She broke off the kiss to make her way down, leaving soft kisses on his neck, taking this as a signal to continue on, Ran tossed off his suit blazer helping her undo the buttons of his shirt, with each button off, she trailed lower and lower until the entire shirt was off, her tongue followed the intricate patterns of the tattoo adorned on his chest. His hands resting on top of her head gently nudging her to continue on down, to which she obliged. 
Ran was quick to undo his belt and slide his pants off, all that was left were his boxers. She was now on her knees, either one of her hands on his thighs, she placed soft kisses on his thighs, inching closer to his clothed erection. His breath hitched the closer she got, the anticipation making his member twitch. Finally pulling his boxers down she was faced with his massive member, it was much bigger than she had expected. Assuming all the stories she heard about the Bonten members being well endowed were a little exaggerated. 
Her hands now gripped his throbbing member, using the pre cum to lubricate her hands she stroked it gently, using bottle twisting motions on the tip, a thing she learned from an article in Cosmo, his groans told her she was doing the right thing. Slowly her lips met the tip of his cock, a light lick here and there before she worked her way down to the base of the cock trailing her tongue over that one prominent vein she saw, as the reached back to the tip she placed it in her mouth, closing her lips tightly, the act earning a loud groan from Ran, “Just like that” he said with half lidded eyes, grabbing a fist full of hair in his hand.
Taking his length in was a challenge, her gag reflex acting up, she made up for it by using her hand to stroke the rest of his cock, slowly getting used to the length she had already taken in, trying to make room for a little more. Her mouth was sucking him, and she used her tongue to stroke the underside of his length already in her mouth. Wanting to get some sort of a sign from him, she looked up at him her eyes already tearing up from the intense gagging she was feeling.
“Fuck, yeah, you look so pretty with my cock around your lips.” Ran bit his lip, and started moving a little on his own, the act made her look back down to his cock, placing her hands on his thighs to form some sort of barrier, he pulled her hair to make her face back up, “Look at me.” He said, “I wanna see your pretty eyes” knowing his thrusting would make her gag, y/n took matters in her own hands and started stroking his balls, she pushed her head back, his cock now out of her mouth, y/n made her way to his balls, her hands working on his cock as she took them in her mouth and swirled her tongue around them
“fuck yes, do that, fuckk” Ran groaned, the full stimulation he felt from his balls and cock was enough to make him push him over the edge, not wanting to cum just yet he pulled her hair to make her stop. “I’m not done with you just yet.” he said, grabbing her and pushing her against the wall, his hands undid the zipper on her dress, it fell down leaving her in her bra. “No panties? oh you’re such a naughty girl.” he said smacking her ass, the act earning a moan from her.
She was already dripping, when Ran rubbed his cock on her core, he made no effort to put it in, just rubbed it slowly, the anticipation driving y/n crazy as she started to plead, “just put it in already!” she half shouted and as a result, Ran, who had already positioned himself near her entrance thrusted in, not giving her time to adjust he continued on thrusting, her moans were heard all over the room paired with his grunts. His right hand grabbed her hair, while the left made their way to her breasts, pulling them out of her bra and cupping them in his hand squeezing them tightly.
“You like that? You want me to go faster? you dirty little slut” Ran picked up the pace, every thrust had his member kissing her cervix, the pleasure surpassed the pain and she just couldn’t get enough of it. The lewd slapping noises now accompanied their moans, the faint sound of the music was not heard anymore, the only music Ran could hear were the sweet sounds of her moans. “Fuck, you’re so fucking good FUCK” Y/n screamed, her eyes rolling back not being able to handle the intense pleasure she was feeling. This man was nothing short of a sex God.
Ran pulled her closer and started kissing her neck, leaving small hickies all over neck, his thrusts were getting harder, if that was even possible, and she could tell he was close, the hand holding her hair went down to her clit, rubbing it in circular motions, the feeling of which caused her legs to shake and walls to start clenching “fuck fuck fuck!!” she screamed as the feeling had reached her peak and she finally came. Ran’s grunts got louder and the hold on her breasts got tighter and he immediately took his cock out of her and started pumping it, hot semen spewed all over her back a loud grunt heard just as the last of it was out. 
Both their breathing was laboured, y/n not being able to move from the position she was in, her body slumped against the wall she didn’t move knowing her legs would give out if she did. Ran pulled his boxers up and turned her around giving her a deep kiss and holding her in place. Her cheeks were flushed and her hair dishevelled he tucked the loose strands behind her ear and combed her hair with his fingers to fix it. 
“Here lets get that off of you” Ran said as he walked took a handkerchief out of his pocket and cleaned her back, she was still in a trance that she couldn’t be snapped out of. “You ever going to come back to reality?” Ran asked with a chuckle, she only nodded in response, fatigue taking all over her body. The gentleman he is, he dressed her back up and placed her on the table before dressing himself too. “Lets get you home then.” Ran said with a smile, grabbing her hand and pulling her to his side. “I’ll drive you home. You go have a rest, you seem to be out of it.” He laughed she only nodded in response again. 
y/n finally got out of her trance as she stepped outside the supply closet and saw the flashing lights of the club, she looked up at Ran who was holding her close and walking towards the exit, something about the night made her look at him in a different light, she didn’t want to let go of him let alone never see him again the combination of the ruthless fuck and the caring gentleman that came out afterwards made her heart skip a beat. The thought of him combing out her hair, getting her dressed up and offering to drive her back home was something she could never imagine. The ruthless Bonten executive known for bludgeoning people to death with his Baton was acting so soft and tender towards her. Her eyes were fixated on him, not even bothering to look ahead to as a result she ended up tripping on an empty beer can in the parking lot. Ran was quick to grab a hold of her before she fell face down.
“You need to look where you’re going. We don’t want your beautiful self to get injured now do we?” He said, his voice was soft and warm, so different to his stern voice when he was turned on. Ran’s hand was holding her waist all through out their walk to his car, the tripping incident was the cause. Instead of diverting her attention to him fully, she started stealing glances every now and then until they reached his car. He opened the passenger side door for her to get in before walking over to the drivers side to get in himself. Not wanting him to practically baby her at this point, she fastened her seat belt herself right as he had turned to do that for her.
“Are you ready then?” He asked earning a nod from her in response. “Here, why don’t you play some music?” He said handing his phone to her, the app already open. A mindless gesture at best, but the mere thought of him handing his phone over to her made her feel giddy. She chose a song and played it, the volume was low and they talked the whole ride there. Well, mostly about her, Ran didn’t reveal much about himself during this entire car ride. His hand was on her thigh throughout, the warm feeling of his hand against her cold skin made her heat up, craving for more.
She was pleasantly taken a back by him, he was great at keeping the conversation going, chiming in ever so often with a short story of his own, the way back to her house was nice, but was too short for her liking. “Anddd we’re here.” Ran said shifting his gear to park, turning the car engine off. A sense of dread came over her, and was evident on her face as she reached over to pull on the handle of the door but was stopped by Ran who held her hand taking it in his and kissing the back of her knuckles. “I really enjoyed tonight.” He said, “Not just the start, but I enjoyed the car ride here too.” A hopeful smile was on her face, waiting for him to continue and he did, “I’d like to see you again y/n.” He finished. “I’d like that too, Ran.” She said as he tightened the hold he had on her hand.
He walked her back to her apartment but didn’t accept her offer to come in for a drink, “I have to get back home now, got an early morning tomorrow. I’ll text you soon” he said kissing her forehead and walking off to the elevator, waving as he entered it to make his way back. She sighed in relief, the whole night was much better than she had hoped.
Ran went back to the club and walked straight into the security room, taking out the tape recording for the storage room to make sure no one else got their hands on it, and to pleasure himself during those dry days heading back home where he played it on his 80 inch flat screen tv. Already reminiscing the wild time he had with y/n, she was better than he had expected her to be and had surpassed his expectations.
[2:53 am]
Y/n’s phone vibrated and the screen lit up, she rushed to grab it off the bed side table to see who it is, her heart started racing and her eyes opened up, all the sleep had left them. It was Ran, the message read I’d love to see you again tomorrow. Let me know what time suits you- Ran Haitani. She crashed down back on her bed, holding her phone close to her chest. It wasn’t over, no, it was just starting.
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kingkatsuki · 3 years
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head empty; only thoughts of accidental peeping tom!kiri. lately, kirishima’s been hearing small talk about a new neighbor moving in next door. he isn’t sure who, but what he does know is that the movers arrive much earlier than said neighbor, watching as their car pulls up to the house around 9:30 pm or so. deciding it’s too late to be greeting anyone, he returns to his living room, putting on his favorite show, and turning the lights out. at least, HIS lights go out, but the red rim around the window to the left of his tv makes him think that denki might’ve installed some LEDs without him knowing.
however, right as he goes to check, something catches his eye- his neighbor is completely and wholly naked. barebones, not even a shred of fabric covering them. he doesn’t mean to stare! it was an accident!!
so, god, why is he still staring? and why is he hard? the outline of their body in the red lights is vaguely familiar, but he isn’t sure. besides, it’s not like they would know him, right? thus, he gets to work, one hand stroking his cock, the other rolling his balls or slipping a bit further to his puckered hole, never entering, just circling. he can’t remember when he was ever this hard without his quirk. the thought is banished from his mind relatively quickly, because just as he starts feeling the familiar tingles of release in the lower part of his stomach, the red lights shut off and the blinds are drawn. did they see him? he wonders if they had caught him, if they were disgusted, but half of him thinks that it isn’t even shame worthy.
this occurrence happens for a few weeks. kiri’s been too busy (see: wanking) to greet his neighbor, so any chance he gets to see them through the window, he relishes in the sight. one thing he’s noticed about his neighbor is that they particularly enjoy wearing a black and red lace choker around their neck (of which he’s certainly appreciative; he can almost imagine it having his logo on it). it’s another night where he gets so close to cumming, yet his neighbor cuts the show short. understandably, kirishima is frustrated. he wants nothing more than to march over and take what he so desperately needs right now.
the only thing that stops him is a sudden quick buzz from his phone— a text notification. the number is unknown, but when he reads it, he’s delightfully surprised to see that it’s you! apparently you’d gotten his number from sero, even going as far as to joining their group chat again. its been so long since he’s last seen you, he doesn’t even realize he’s stayed up well into the night catching up with you. neither do you, apparently, because you start panicking and cutting the conversation short, mentioning an early morning patrol. since kirishima also had an early job, he managed to coax you into getting dinner with him after yours and his patrol, to better catch up without much of a time restraint.
once all is said and done, he shoots you a text, something along the lines of “going to be a little late! got tied up with some paperwork. be there about 15 minutes after planned time! :)” of course, with the extra time, he has more than enough opportunity to shower and be there when he said. as he grows closer, he can see someone outside the door to the restaurant, looking at their phone, then up and around. being the friendly man he was, kirishima decides to keep them company while they wait.
quietly, he approaches, greeting them kindly. what he doesn’t expect is to hear a happy giggle, and an all too familiar “long time, no see, kiri!”
but damn, what really shocks the hell out of him is that the same lace choker that his neighbor wears was wrapped so prettily around your neck.
and it is. it is a red riot themed choker, made apparent by the little cog wheel accessory hanging just above your collar bones.
ANON I LOVE THIS SO MUCH!!!
But what if we know he’s watching? And deliberately put on a show each night like clockwork👀
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writteninkat · 3 years
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Envy | Megumi x reader
summary: "You've been spending a scary amount of time with Itadori, haven't you? Are you trying to make me jealous?" His eyes narrow accusingly at you, making the corner of your lips twitch up, "Is it working?"
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word count: 2.3k
warnings: jealous sex, rough sex, manhandling, oral (f!receiving), tied up, overstumulation
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You block Yuuji's fist with two of your wooden katanas, closing one eye when you feel a gush of wind follow after the punch. You back is drenched, your chest is rising and falking heavily, your throat is parched and your limbs feel like they might break at any second.
You push Yuuji away from you with the last bit remaining strength you have before falling on your knees. "Y/n!" Maki yells in worry, immediately running after you. The rest of the second years follow in suit as Nobara kneels beside your exhausted body.
"She's been pushing herself too hard lately, after that fight she had with Megumi..." Nobara's upper cheek flinches at the memory. You and Megumi fought so bad to the point that the two of you were already screaming at each other's faces.
Your heart breaks at the memory and you feel a tear stream down the side of your head. Megumi had left Tokyo that day, and it's been a whole week since. You know he's been trying to contact you, probably to apologize, but being the petty bitch that you are you never answered nor read any of his messages, wanting this to be treated as a lesson for him.
You feel strong arms snake under your back and the rear part of your legs, scooping you up in one sweep. At first you think it's Megumi, your heart races at the possibility as you force one of your eyes open. The small strand of hope dies when you see the same pink-headed boy you've been spending your whole week with ever since Megumi left.
Before you can think of anything else, darkness envelopes you in its arms, forcing you into a deep slumber you never thought you needed.
[9:12 PM]
Your entire body feels light. You expected some sore muscles hete and there, maybe even neck pain? Your eyes slowly flutter open, orange, soft light coming into view.
"Is this what you do while I'm away? Misbehave?"
Your eyes widen at the sound of the voice, your head immediately whipping to the direction from where it's coming from.
There he is, standing in all his glory. Megumi Fushiguro.
Black hair, so soft and smooth. Milky white skin, so plush and void of any blemish. Your favorite part of him were his eyes, surrounded by beautiful long lashes and those dark blue eyes that always manages to capture you in a prison-like headspace.
He's wearing a buttoned-up long sleeve, its sleeves were folded right below his elbows and a silver watch decirates his left wrist. The shirt is tucked in his black pants, a black leather belt hugging his hips just right as his hand rests comfortably inside one pocket.
Your thighs clench together at the sight of him, he looks so grown up and mature. He looks absolutely... sexy.
"Hey." Megumi takes your face by your cheeks, forcing you to look up at him. "Let me rephrase my question." He slowly bends his knees, lowering himself so he's in face-level with you. He looks deep into your eyes, "You've been spending a scary amount of time with Itadori, haven't you? Are you trying to make me jealous?" His eyes narrow accusingly at you, making the corner of your lips twitch up, "Is it working?"
Megumi pushes you back onto the bed, pinning your arms above your head. "Every time I call you, he picks up." Megumi seethes, jaw clenching. "Reading his replies instead of yours has my head spinning. I couldn't focus on work because of you."
"You're mine, and no one else's."
You keep your thighs clenched together as you catch your bottom lip in between your teeth. "Prove it."
Megumi doesn't waste a second in pressing his lips on yours, his free hand slowly going down your sides as you lift your legs, wrapping them around his hips. Megumi roughly shoves your legs apart as he lets go of your hands, his hands making quick work of taking off his belt. Once off his hips, he pulls either side apart, creating a whipping sound before inserting the end inside the buckle, wrapping it around your wrists tighlty, making sure you're not getting it undone.
He gets on his knees, looking down at you with his eyes shaded darkly with lust and jealousy. The sight has your cunt throbbing and pooling, dampening your cotton panties. Your spread legs giving your boyfriend a perfect view of the way your slick turns a part of your panties darker.
"I'm going to mark you as mine. And while I'm doing that, you'll referring to me as," He leans forward, lips feathering over the shell of your ear. "master." He whispers, two fingers pressing against your wet pussy.
You mewl at the contact, back arching having caught off guard. Megumi hooks his thumb on your panty, moving it aside to give himself a good look at your shiny, slick-covered cunt. He presses a finger on it, teasing you by running his finger right over where your two folds meet. He watches attentively as he lifts his finger and watches as your juices create a bride between your wet sex and his finger.
"Look at you, all wet for me." Megumi mutters under his breath, smirking after he brings his finger to his mouth, tasting you. "You taste amazing, baby. Wanna have some more of you." He slowly lowers himself, eyes on you. His lips press against your cunt, one lick from his tongue has your eyes rolling to the back of your head and your mouth opening as you let out an audible gasp.
Megumi pushes your thighs even further apart, his tongue shaoing circles around your clit as he sucks on it every now and then. He buries his face even further deeper between your legs, his hot tongue oushibg through and against your walls, lapping up your dripping slick. The sound of his mouth sucking on your pussy and his tongue messily and loudly lapping you up has you squeezing your fists tightly, nails digging into your skin.
"Mmmhhmmff- Megumi-!!" You moan loudly, your hips moving on their own as you feel an orgasm tickling you.
Suddenly, Megumi pulls away from your needy cunt and before you could react, he slaps your cunt, catching you and your orgasm off guard. Your eyes widen as your back arches at the feeling of your orgasm hitting you ten times more than it usually does.
You heave, your eyes darting to Megumi, questioning his actions. He smiles at you, mouth and chin covered in glistening slick as he runs his tongue over his upper lip, "What did I tell you to call me?" His voice is a few octaves lower than usual.
"M-master..." Your lips quiver.
He chuckles darkly, fingers moving to undo the button and zipper of his pants. "Remember how that orgasm felt just now?" He asks, pushing his pants along with his boxers down, letting them pool around his ankles. He returns on the bed, pulling you towards him by your hips. He crawls his arms forward, placing your hands on either side of your head. "I'll have you cumming like that the whole night, so be prepared, princess."
He shoves his entire length inside you, causing you to open your mouth without a sound leaving your lips. "Fuck, you're so fucking tight princess." He curses in between his teeth, looking down at where the two of you are connected.
"Too big- so fucking big, Master! Too much!" You mewl loudly, toes curling at the feeling of being stuffed to the brim of him. "That's it, princess, just keep taking all of me just like that. Good girl." He sings into your ear, slowly pushing himself into your tight cunt until his hips are touching the beck of your thighs.
The two of you take deep breaths, calming yourselves before Megumi begins thrusting his hips. He begins slow and soft, making sure you've adjusted to him. His hands are on your hips and your legs are elevated to the air, giving him more access. When he feels you fucking him back with your hips creating circles, he pushes you away by your hips before quickly pulling you back and thrusting his hips along with the movement of his arms. This has him deep inside you, his tip pushing on the bundle of nerves that has you gasping audibly. Megumi snaps his hips into you roughly, his sac slapping on your ass, creating lewd noises as he fucks into your dripping cunt relentlessly.
"Ugh- oh fuck.." Megumi moans out, throwing his head back with his mouth open as he continues impailing himself inside you. The bed creaks at every thrust Megumi does and along with it slowly creeps your orgasm.
"Master! Mmmmhhhfff-fuck, Master! I'm close!" You moan loudly, eyes rolling to the back of your head as your toes curl, anticipating the orgasm that's about to hit you. Megumi lowers his head, arms pulling your tummy onto his chest as his tongue laps over your hardened bud. When he traps your nipple with his teeth, your back unconsciously arches itself, your tongue lolled out as you rock your hips back and forth, riding out your orgasm.
Megumi hisses as he feels you clenching around him. He pushes himself off you, eyes widening and heart dropping to his stomach at the sight of your fucked-out expression.
Your eyes are crossed as they look up at the ceiling, glistening with tears. A hot flush is spread across your face, over your cheeks and nose and your tongue is lolled out of your smiling mouth.
Megumi bites on gis lower lip, thrusting into you with your expression embedded in his head. Who would have known you could make such a face?
It fuels Megumi's want for you- he pulls you by your arm as his other hand takes you by your lower back. He sets you on his lap as he fucks you relentlessly, watching as you bounce on him. He chuckles, playing with your bouncing tits as he feels you shake on top if him and clench around him once more, your broken moan telling him you've once again hit another orgasm.
"I'm not yet done with you." Megumi growls, pushing you off his lap as he presses your restrained hands on the matress, his free hand pushing one leg further back, giving him even more space to work on your pussy. Squelching and slapping noises fill the room and Megumi closes his eyes, focusing on the sounds like he's listening to an orchestra. His eyes snap open at the feeling of your pussy yet again, tightening around him. "How many times was that already? Four? Five?" He asks, watching as your head limply drops to the side. He watches as your bare chest rises and falls, your fucked up expression light on your face as your tears create marks on your cheeks.
"Princess." He demands for your attention, and you give him exactly that. You open one eye lazily. "We're not stopping until I cum."
You've already decided to let him do whatever he wanted with you anyways, so you nod your head, feeling his stupid smile.
He undoes the belt around your wrists, pulling both of them towards his lips as he presses soft kisses over the red marks around your sensitive skin. "Widen your legs." He orders, pressing your hands on either side of your head. You do exactly as he says, feeling him kiss and leave marks all over your neck and chest as he has his way with you- hips snapping even faster and much harder than before. He continues hitting the same spot- the particular bundle of nerves that has you seeing stars.
"Mmmff- Master!" You yell, biting on your lips as you feel him finally reaching his end as well, the thrusts of his hips getting sloppier every second.
"Oh God," Megumi growls onto the side of your neck, "Cumming- cumming!" Megumi tries to pull out, but your legs hook around his waist, keeping him buried inside you as he spills his hot seed inside you.
For a moment, the room is filled with nothing but deep breaths, the two of you waiting for the events of the night to finally hit you both. Before it does, you feel darkness once again wrap itself around you, pulling you into another slumber. The last thing you see before passing out is Megumi walking away from the bed.
[6:57AM]
When you wake up, the strong feeling of deja vu hits you, except this time, you can definitely feel muscle pain as well as your throat being so dry. You open your eyes, heart clenching at the sught of Megumi reading a book silently. You can feel his arm around you and his scent soothing the pain all over your body.
Megumi turns to you, smiling softly as he presses a kiss on your forehead. "I already asked Gojo sensei to give you a day off today. Rest all you want." He says softly, the complete opposite of how he acted last night.
You reach over to cup his cheek, eyes catching sight of the bandage wrapped around each of your wrists.
So he did take care of me right after.
"I'll be your butler for today." Megumi closes his book and places it on his nightstand at his side. "Just relax, anything my princess wants, I'll go get it for her."
"Mmmm, I just want cuddles for now. And maybe a little snack." You smile, raising your eyebrows at the sight of your boyfriend's frown.
"You said-"
"I know what I said, but I'm giving you a complete meal. We fucked after you woke up after passing out, I'm so sorry for being so inconsiderate..." He pouts, pressing his forehead on yours. You smile, coming to a conclusion that you love every single side of this boy. His dominant side, his soft and caring side, even his envious side.
"Let's talk about that jealousy problem you have while I eat."
Megumi flushes, "I wasn't jealous!"
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tataelingmoon · 3 years
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Fort Cooky
Pairing: Jeon Jungkook x Reader
Genre: Soft fluff
Warnings: Lots of kisses and cuddling, sad longing, overworked Jungkook  
Summary: When Jungkook arrives home from a tour and wants nothing but to spend time with you. It results in building forts and lots of cuddling.  
You read the clock. It was promptly 8 pm, an hour before he gets home. You wanted nothing more than to get into his arms and for him to hold and cuddle you like a baby while you embrace his warmth. It's been a year and a half since you and Jungkook have been dating. The relationship has had its ups and downs but currently its going strong. So here you are studying and hiding in your books before your beloved, sweet boyfriend arrives at your house. You figured that with Jungkook around you'd get none of your work done so it would be best if you finished before he arrived. If he was here, he'd have you plush up against his chest  while nuzzling in your neck with occasional kisses on the cheeks or lips here and there while you studied. Or the two of you would be messing around. Whether it be you messing with his hair or him trying to tickle you to death. I guess that was also one of the things you loved about Jungkook the most. He trusted you and you trusted him. He only looked at you like you were the most endearing creature he has seen and it makes your heart melt at the thought. You missed him. Jungkook had been so busy with his schedules and the tour that there was nearly even enough time to meet leaving you both away from one another for 5 months. This had been an ongoing situation dating the idol though. However, with technological advancements, you were grateful that phones existed. Phone calls between you and Jungkook were here and there considering how burnt Jungkook would be after a show and the time difference. But the both of you made it work. He would try to call you after each show but sometimes it wouldn't happen due to either a surprise interview, or you or him being asleep.  
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While you continued studying and reviewing for your classes, it wasn't until 8:40 pm that you heard the door open and close. He was here. Your heart pounded louder as the footsteps to your bedroom got closer and closer. It was then that you were caught in an embrace. Not any embrace, Jungkook's warm and cozy arms. The arms that use to hug you to sleep before the tour. You brought your arms up, hugging Jungkook back and taking in his scent. Being unable to part from one another, you both continued to be in position for another 10 minutes. "I missed you so much baby." Jungkook's sweet, honeyed voice broke the silence. Sniffing in the scent of your shampoo, he reminisced on how much he had missed your presence.  
"I did too." You mumbled in his chest. Tilting your head up a little bit to see his face you were met with his eyes staring into your eyes with so much love that it made you tear up. Jungkook feeling the same slid his hand up gently to wipe your eyes dry.  
"Baby don't cry. I'm so sorry our tour and schedules took up half the year. If it makes you feel any better, the company gave us 2 months off!" Jungkook wiggled his eyebrows causing a giggle to erupt from you. "Now there's the cute little smile I adore." Jungkook added before smooching your lips repeatedly. You giggled telling him to 'stop it' but couldn't due to his tight embrace and non-stop kisses causing you to stop in between your words. This resulted in the two of you wiggling around like a worm with the playful fight. "Y/N! I only want one more kiss." Jungkook whined trying to pull you closer.  
"No." You signaled with a finger narrowing your eyes. "You had too many kisses already." Jungkook pouted melting you into a giggle.  
"You're so mean! I only want to give you love but you keep pushing me away." He complained.  
"Aww... is my little kookie mad." You teased while smushing his face in your hands.  
"Of course I am lady! It's been almost a year and you give me this treatment. I thought you'd miss me more." He grunted.  
"Kookie, I did miss you a lot! But now that you’re here I don't have that longing anymore. You washed it all away!" Giving him a quick peck you leaned into his chest. The both of you swayed in place, just embracing one another's warmth before Jungkook spoke.  
"I'm sorry, I probably over reacted. I just missed you a lot. Would it be okay if we spend the rest of the night doing something?" You nodded at his suggestion.  
"No Kookie I understand. But at least 2 months' worth of time with me would be more than enough right?!" You wiggled your brows breaking into laughter at his expression.  
"It'll never feel like  it's enough though!" He held you tighter.
"Ooh, looks like we got ourselves a little romanticist here." You joked.  
"Oh shut up." Jungkook rolled his eyes. "Now come here and give me more smooches." You obliged to his requests.  
It was now 9:30, you and Jungkook decided that you both should watch a movie before building a fort to sleep in. The movie that Jungkook had so much wanted to watch with you was a horror movie. He said that scary movies are great for cuddles and that if you get scared at least you have him. But without him knowing, you already watched the movie by yourself and it wasn't scary at all. So you knew those words were mostly for himself. You nodded your head, keeping a small smile to yourself. You turned on the TV and went to rent to movie online quickly before playing it. Making your way back to the sofa, you dropped down and laid in Jungkook's open arms with his head on your shoulder and arms around your waist.  
The movie was over and you stared at a pale faced Jungkook. You laughed at his reaction before worriedly asking, "You okay Kookie? You look a little bit scared."  
"It wasn't scary but it's the end credits that scared me. I'm surprised you aren't scared."  
"It's because I already watched it." You answered. Jungkook widened his eyes clearly shocked.
"You watched this movie... by yourself?! You crazy woman!" He remarked. You snorkeled at his reply. He really is one in a million.  
"Okay but you like his crazy woman hmm don't you?" You turned your head to look at him in the eyes.  
"Of course I love you! Now hurry up! Let's build forts and head to bed I'm tired!" He demanded then lightly slapped your butt for you to get off him. You chuckled at his response before getting off of him.  
You gathered the blankets and comfort pillows throwing them on the sofa. Jungkook who was on the sofa took the blankets and started making the base of the fort. Gathering the last of the blankets, you started building the exterior of the fort. Fort building took another 10-15 minutes before it was complete.  
There you and Jungkook lay inside while staring at the blanket ceiling. "Kook, do you want to know how much I missed you?" Jungkook, half asleep, hummed. "I missed you so much. I really wanted to skip a couple of classes to come see you. I couldn't just stand us being on calls. I really wanted to be held by you again. You make me feel safe. There were so many times I broke down because I wanted you here but I knew you couldn't." You turned your head to look at his closed eyes. Staring at him fondly, you started tracing his features before he held onto your hands stopping you.  
Opening his eyes, he replied, "I'm so sorry to hear that baby. I'm sorry I wasn't here and I love you so much for being so strong and waiting for me. I'm so sorry I didn't understand the situation you were in. I know my job makes it hard for us to date but I promise, all my love for you is the same and it's strong." He cupped your face in his large palms bringing your face up to where he could see you. He caressed your cheeks as he spoke out, "Would it make you feel better if I left one of my shirts and belongings here so you don't miss me as much?" You nodded in agreement. "There's my sweet little girl!" He brought you into his chest, hugging you and kissing the top of your head. "I love you so much buttercup."  
"I love you too my sweet cookie." You both laid in the silence before an idea came to your mind. "Kook, how about we name his fort, Fort Cooky!" Jungkook totally knocked out didn't reply. You turned and faced him seeing that your boyfriend is beyond exhausted. He had bags under his eyes and it seemed as though he had also lost a large amount of weight. He must have been greatly overworked these past few months. You gently moved his bangs out of the way before placing a kiss on his forehead. "Goodnight kookie, love you lots. Get lots of rest."  
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Fezco, Maddy, Nate *"That was amazing"* PT2
Not Requested (This is part 2 of "Three's a party")
TW//
Y/N POV:
Ever since the first threesome Fez and I had with Maddie it became a regular occurrence. We always joked that it would be hot if Nate joined us but we knew he was "too good for us." I definitely wanted it to happen. From what I hear Nate is really good in bed and he's also really rough. And not that size matters but from the pictures I've seen (Maddie's doing) he's BIG too.
Like to sound like a total slut I would love to gag on his dick while being fucked by my boyfriend.
Texts// between Maddy & Y/N
To Y/N: I have a really good idea to make the foursome happen with Nate
When I read this I could feel my face heat up and my pussy start to tingle a little. I was always attracted to Nate but he was always with Maddy and I eventually got with Fez.
To Maddy: HOW?!
To Y/N: Well we were just talking and I mentioned the idea kinda casually and he wasn't disgusted like I thought he would be. He said that as long as Fez didn't touch him and that he could fuck you into bliss he would be down.
He wanted to fuck ME?! I mean I wasn't complaining I would love to be fucked by him. I knew Fez wouldn't want to be touched by him anyways so that wasn't even an issue.
To Maddy: HOLY SHIT!!! I'm so fucking down! I'll talk to Fez and let's make this shit happen. Sunday at the motel? 9 pm?
To Y/N: Ya that should be fine I'll double-check with Nate to make sure. Dude, I'm so fucking excited. I'm gonna love watching you get used by my man. It'll be so hot hearing you moan out his name while he's buried balls deep in you.
To Maddy: I can't wait! I miss making you cum, to be honest.
To Y/N: Girl I miss it too!
With that, we stopped texting about it knowing if we kept talking about it we would become even hornier than we already were.
When Fez got home from dealing with the business I brought up the idea of the foursome on Sunday and he was so down! I was happy because I love watching him make Maddy cum, I don't know if it's the way his name slips from her mouth or the way she shakes when she cums hard but it was really hot and I was so fucking excited.
To Maddy: Sunday works for us
To Y/N: Us too, see you then. Nate booked a room for us
To Maddy: Okay see you then
"Maddy just confirmed with Nate, ITS HAPPENING!" I tell Fez excitement clearly laced in my voice.
"Not gonna lie its gonna be hot watching you get used by another guy" Fez replied whispering in my ear a little. WIth me already being turned on and not just thinking about it more I was a horny mess for my boyfriend.
"Fez will you fuck me?" I ask with while sitting on his lap looking his him straight in the eyes.
"Of course baby girl, but this is the last time before Sunday. I want you to be a horny mess the rest of the week so you're DESPERATE for Nate." Fez said back to be right before he smashed his lips onto mine.
FLASH FORWARD TO SUNDAY
Fez was serious about not letting me cum for the rest of the week and to say it was rough was an understatement. Not only did I have Fez teasing me at home but Nate was always teasing me at school. Whether it was him getting close to my neck and breathing, dirty texts, or even whispers right into my ear. He knew he was having an effect and he loved it.
Fez and I where on our way to the motel and the closer we got the more and more nervous I was getting. Fez could tell so he just put his hand on my thigh to reassure me that it would be okay.
To Maddy: I'm here
To Y/n: Come in, room 217
Fez and I made our way to the second floor and found the room Maddy had told us to go to. Once at front of the door, I gave it a soft knock and when the door opened to a shirtless Nate I wanted to jump on him right then but we had agreed to smoke a little to break the ice.
After about 40 minutes of smoking and talking I could feel a hand start to creep up my thigh making a little moan slip out of my mouth.
"Someone's a little needy," I hear Nate whisper in my ear.
By now his finger were slowly tracing circles on the outside of my panties. "Fuck," was all I could moan out when he pushed my panties to the side and started playing with my clit. When I looked over at Fez and Maddie, Maddie was in Fez's lap making out with him hard while grinding into his hard-on.
"Nate, Fuck," I tried to piece a sentence together but fail from the pleasure I was receiving.
"What baby, you trying to say something," He whispers into my ear. Even though I couldn't see his face I knew he had a prideful smirk plastered on his face.
"Nate, I'm getting closer," I was finally able to muster out. I was already on the edge and I really wanted permission to cum but I knew I was gonna have to wait a while before that happened.
"Hold it," Nate replied back sternly. This just made me even wetter from his tone and I really wanted to release my juices all over his fingers.
At this point, Maddy was on her back and had Fez's face buried into her pussy making her moan out loud. Nate followed suit and pushed me on my back and started eating me out. My face was close to Maddy's so I took the opportunity to start making out with her. Fez must have slipped a finger into her pussy because she let out a loud sigh. I took this opportunity to slip my tongue into her mouth to explore. I was getting closer but the second Nate slipped 2 fingers in my pussy I knew I wasn't gonna be able to hold back much longer.
"Please," I begged for my release.
"Cum with Maddy," Nate replied and the boys gave us a quick little count down and when they finally got to 1 Maddy and I both squirted all over the boys.
While we were recovering from our first orgasm me and Maddy made out a little while the boy lightly played with our pussies. Once we were basically recovered me and Maddy decided to take over for a few minutes and take a load down our throats. We had both of the boys sit on the end of the bed and we took turns switching between each boy.
Nate was bigger than Fez but that didn't matter because both of the boys knew how to use it properly. I don't know when we decided that I was gonna swallow Nate's load and Maddy would swallow Fez's but I could tell Nate was getting close by the way he was gripping my hair even tighter than before and just before he released his load he pushed his whole dick down my throat forcing me to gag on his dick while he came. I swallowed his load with a hum. When I looked over I could tell Fez was getting to the edge so I took my hand and started playing with his balls. It was a weakness he had but I was one of the only ones to know about it. As soon as he squeezed I heard his groan that he always made when he was about to release a load. I knew Maddy was eager to swallow the load just by the look on her sexy face.
The boys decide to put us back on our backs and climb on top of us to start making out while they got hard again. Nate decided he wanted to fuck me good first so he was roughly grinding his growing dick on my very wet pussy while I was a moaning mess during our heated make-out session.
After a couple of minutes, I feel Nate start to tease my clit with the tip of the dick before he slipped his large dick into my tight pussy. This made a moan slip out of my mouth and arch my back off of the bed. He started his thrusts out deep and slow before he slowly built them up to being fast and deep. I had already cum on his dick once but he was clearly far from done because even after squirting all over him he didn't stop not even to give me a quick cool down.
"Nate I'm close again," I moan out to him which only encouraged him to fuck me harder.
"Hold it," Nate said as he kept fucking me.
All of a sudden I felt a pair of fingers on my clit and I instantly recognized them as Maddy's. This made me rub my fingers on her clit which threw her into a moaning mess as she came for a third time on Fez's dick.
"Cum," Was all I needed to hear before letting go and allowing my body to have one of the best orgasms of my life.
After a short break, Fez climbed on top of me and flipped me into doggy style, and fucked me harder than he had ever fucked me before. It didn't take long for Fez to get close and he had been fucking Maddy for a hot minute.
"Cum with me," Fez grunted out as I let out a scream before squirted for a third time that night. I quickly felt Fez fill my pussy up with his warm seed.
Next to me, I hear Maddy let out a loud moan and I see Nate start to give short aggressive thrust signalling that they were both cumming.
"Fuck that was amazing," Nate said as he kissed the top of  Maddy's head as they were cuddled together.
"We should make this a regular thing," Maddy said which made all of us agree.
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That was honestly a lot of fun to write! I will be writing more Threesomes/ group sex soon! Just tell me who you wanna see and I'll make it happen.
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Quick, Izuku, to the plot-mobile!
[No. 51 - No, Knock It Off, Iida]
We return to the train, where the conductor (I presume) is telling everyone in the damaged car to remain calm and return to their seats. He’s holding one of the injured passengers as he tells the others that they need to stay calm and wait for the heroes to-
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Izuku rushes past him, apologizing but not hesitating to bolt for the huge hole made by the hero thrown into the car. The nerves are hitting him hard, his mind entirely focused on how this nomu had a different body, but the same sort of exposed brain. Maybe siblings? Anyways, he has to find Gran Torino. The conductor leans out the hole, telling Izuku he needs to get back, that it’s too dangerous, but Izuku’s already racing down the gravel beside the track, hoping desperately that Gran’s all right.
Gran has chased down the nomu to a damaged building, getting between it and the several civilians that it was apparently throwing debris at. He wonders how long it’s been since he’s had an honest-to-goodness fight, then tells the nomu that he can’t let it keep doing all this collateral damage. What is it, anyways? The nomu obviously doesn’t reply, just tries to grab him, but he manages to jump over its head and get behind it. It’s fast - but not so fast that he can’t react. 
However, that doesn’t much matter when it proceeds to ignore him and start creeping after the civilians. His confusion doesn’t last long, allowing him to make a pin turn and rush back towards it even as it gears up to attack the two. He tells the nomu to knock it off-
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Only to be interrupted by the nomu getting toasted. The hero who intervened states he was there hunting the hero killer, but it looks like the nomu has bad timing. He’s afraid he doesn’t know who the ‘old-timer’ is, but leave the nomu to him. The two civilians obvious recognize the person who saved them, surprised and shocked at him being there. One asks why he’s there. Endeavor’s reply? Because he’s a hero.
Discord Transcript:
🎆 hanabi 🎆 | alli 🤝 — Today at 9:42 PM
Okay something that has always bothered me, and it's like a nitpick, but endeavors flames having shading
Like,,,, it's a light source,,,, they shouldn't be shaded
AkseeDragon — Today at 9:43 PM
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,,, i never noticed that
🎆 hanabi 🎆 | alli 🤝 — Today at 9:44 PM
Hori has always done that and it drives me insane
ashy | the taiyaki is me — Today at 9:44 PM
jfhdgjhg can't believe i never noticed that either. i guess shading flames is just so weird because usually you don't have to deal with flames-as-hair or whatever so. shrugs.
AkseeDragon — Today at 9:44 PM
Its for style and drama so we get endeavor's emotion, since otherwise it would he hard to show without color and movement, but also, XD
Shaded fire lmao
ashy | the taiyaki is me — Today at 9:45 PM
well, i mean endeavor is a shady hero, so it makes sense /j
We return to Izuku running against the crowds fleeing the center of commotion, running into several in his haste to get there in time. He thinks about how that guy really looks like the other nomu, and if it’s as absurdly powerful as the one back at USJ, then not just Gran, but the whole city is in trouble. Including Tenya, whose internship is here. Izuku desperately tries to think about his plan, what his best course of action is.
He comes to a stop as he rounds a corner, spotting Manual as the hero calls for Tenya. Manual is engaged in combat with two other nomu, along with maybe a dozen other heroes - and the heroes aren’t doing so hot.
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Izuku can’t believe it - what’s going on here? Manual wonders how Tenya could wander off at a time like this, allowing Izuku to recognize him as the Normal Hero, Tenya’s mentor. A different hero spots Izuku and shoves him back, telling him to stand back and to not get in the way. The heroes will put a stop to this; he should follow police instruction and get to safety. Izuku catches himself and apologizes, but he’s also distracted. Tenya ran off somewhere? The always super-serious Tenya? That’s too weird. In the middle of all this trouble…
Hosu city… nomu, or nomu like things… Tenya… Hosu…
Hero Killer…
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Izuku takes a moment to grit himself, than turns and rushes off while the hero who stopped him curses and wonders what the nomu are made of. They took down The Fly - what are these monsters trying to achieve here?
Meanwhile, Shigaraki and Kurogiri watch the destruction from afar. Shigaraki complements the nomu. Kurogiri guesses that Shigaraki isn’t joining the fray, which has Shigaraki remind him of his being hurt, which is why he brought the nomu. We flash back to the bar, where Shigaraki has staggered to his feet, head bowed to the monitor as he asks sensei how many nomu are ready to go. Sensei tells him that there are none on the level of the one who attacked UA with him, but six are fully operational at this point. 
Shigaraki tells him to send them his way, and sensei asks why. Shigaraki states he doesn’t like that hero killer, and he’s allowed to crush what he doesn’t like, right sensei? Sensei says he can have three, and to use this opportunity to learn something. In the present, Shigaraki cackles and states that by tomorrow morning, the world will have forgotten all about the Hero Killer.
We shift over to Tenya, who shouts desperately as he tries again to kick Stain, who dodges out of the way. Stain looms over Tenya like a specter as he repeat’s Tenya’s statement of being Ingenium’s brother. He tells Tenya that he used Ingenium to get the rumors going, but Tenya, he’s…
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…weak. 
Stain drives his spike-lined boot into Tenya’s right arm, drawing blood and giving him leverage to push himself up and Tenya down. He brings his other foot down on the back of Tenya’s head, slamming him face-first into the floor and allowing him to pull his other boot out of Tenya’s arm. He then brings his blade up and spins it around, then drives it down into Tenya’s left shoulder while holding his head down with his bloody boot.
Like, jesus christ, I have no idea if this made it into the anime or not (never got past the sports festival) but this is goddamn brutal. Hori does not pull his punches when it comes to the severity of injuries, like, yikes. 
Stain states that both Tenya and his brother are weak, because they’re powers. Tenya tells him to shut up; the damage he did to Tensei’s spinal cord means he’s probably going to be crippled for the rest of his life. He’ll never be a hero again. His brother… he’s saved so many people. He’s a leader. He’s a great hero!
We see some of the facade of Tenya’s fury breaking here, showing the grief underneath. This kid…
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We briefly flash back to a battle with Ingenium and several other heroes, Ingenium cradling an injured civilian. A young Tenya is shown at the cordon line, cheering his brother on. 
In the present, Tenya states that there’s no good reason Stain could possibly have for crippling Tensei. 
Back in the past again, and Tenya’s father states that Tensei’s made him proud. Tensei’s so young, yet he’s already become independent, and commands so many sidekicks. That’s no small feat! Tensei demures, noting that while his father says ‘command’, it’s really the opposite. He’s in no position to accomplish much on his own yet, so they’re all there to support him. He’s got to work hard to reciprocate, given all they’ve done for him - though he can’t say he has much sense for it all. Heroes have to bear the weight of that title. He’s just glad if his work somehow helps people out.
In the present, Tenya repeats how Tensei is his hero. A great hero who inspired his dreams! He’ll kill Stain for what he did!
Stain tells him to save Native first.
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Tenya is speechless. Stain tells him to forget about himself for a second and try saving others. Don’t wield his power for his own sake, because getting trapped by his own hatred and acting out of pure self-interest makes him the furthest thing from a hero. That’s why he has to die.
Stain pulls out the blade with a wet squelch, bringing the bloody edge up to his mouth so he can lick it. Tenya shudders as his body his paralysed, fear in his expression as he realizes his body won’t move. Stain brings the blade back up, wreathed in shadows as he tells Tenya to consider himself a humble offering to the betterment of society. 
Tenya, in tears, thinks back on his brother’s pride in how much Tenya looked up to him, and how he guessed that made him a great hero or something. He shouts at Stain to shut up, that it doesn’t matter what he says now. He’s still the criminal who hurt his brother!
Stain only just notices movement in the corner of his eye before a fist impacts his face, driving him back and off of Tenya. The force of Izuku’s punch is enough for whiplash, buying a precious moment for Tenya to realize who saved him, and for Izuku to declare that he’s there to save him.
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Damn, it’s nice to end of a Big Damn Hero moment. And to think we’re getting another one next chapter! So cool…
Anywho, see y’all next time as we get into the fight proper. 
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What 2020 has taught me
1. Those things that seem like content for sci fi or pure fiction are actually things that can happen. To the entire world. Like a pandemic. And to you. Like a seizure.
2. Everyone is sad. Everyone is struggling. In different ways and in different measures. Makes no one special. But you still get to feel sad for yourself and be compassionate towards others. But it's also okay to draw boundaries because you're everyone too. Remember, not special? You're sad and trying to deal with it too.
3. Every job you have will not add value to your life. It will not teach you new things or give you people you'll want to stay in touch with. Sometimes some jobs will only be a season of your life. Even if the season lasts for over a year. It's okay.
4. You know how you thought picking a college and picking a major and picking your first job and picking a specific industry were all the career decisions you had to make? Yeah, no. It's never a one time thing. You could have a job as a marketing strategist for two years and then want nothing to do with it. And then you'll have to make another decision and work towards it. So I'd like to call it moves. It's like chess. You always have to make a move. And it always has to be strategic, yes. But the truth is in your 20s it probably won't. Even if you try. And as long as you're trying, you'll be fine.
5. You may have different sorts of friends like the one you only talk to about kdrama with or the one you met when you went book shopping alone and the friendship is all about books really. That's normal. But irrespective of why and how you became friends with them, if you consider them a friend then there has to be this basic sense of care, respect and empathy for each other. I don't care what people want to say. If you're faced with the worst trauma of your life, the least your friends can do is check up on you regularly. On text. And if they don't even do that then guess what? They aren't friends. They are acquaintances. Social media and quick promises make everyone seem like your friend. But they are not. They are just nice people who will be nice to you for specific periods and then wander away like you are a speck of dust floating in their journey.
6. You speak a lot and write and you express yourself and you’re emotionally mature but oh my god. You still hold in so much. You’ve known that at a subconscious level and over the last year people - experts - have told you that. You have also realized that you make your pain and sadness about pettier things because dealing with them, admitting about them, sharing that with your friends, is easier. You do that so that you don’t have to deal with the real stuff. Because it’s so damn painful. And you don’t know how to do it. Yet. Acknowledging is the first step anyway right? I know you’re confused about how exactly to let go of all this pain and sadness and feel lighter, and you know that talking to people really isn’t the solution, but I also know you’re smart enough to figure it out. 
7. Talking about being smart...you know you’re different than others. Better. Special. Smarter. None of these are the right words. And you never voiced this out until this year because you knew it would make you come across as narcissistic. Some would say it’s because you’re an INFJ. But my mother once said that this may be the first time we are consciously living life but our souls are old and so our instinct and the things we know but can’t explain are because this isn’t the first time for our souls. The connections we feel with certain people, the reason we are so different from our siblings who grew up in the exact same environment with the exact same opportunities, our sense of right and wrong...it’s all because our souls learn and grow with each time and that’s why we are who we are. I think that’s probably how I can explain what I have always felt. That I am living in a different universe than everybody but I have to pretend to be in this one and dumb my emotions and thoughts down. Maybe that’s because my soul has lived through thousands of years while most around me are living their 100th life. Or maybe I’m just narcissistic, who knows?
8. You shift between talking in first person and second person but that’s because that’s how you think in your head and talk to yourself and live your life. You ask yourself things and you accuse yourself of things and you apologize to yourself and you comfort yourself. I think that seeps into your writing and the changing of the voices. 
9. You always genuinely thought that you’d not be afraid of dying. And then what happened this October proved you shockingly wrong. I know it’s not so much being afraid of dying but the unbearable pain of knowing what that would mean to your family. So you have to be more prudent and less reckless with your life and the choices you make. 
10. Regret is not something that plagued you but this year the realisation and pain of giving away your favourite books from your own personal collection to people you care about as a show of affection and them turning out to be ass holes or losers has hit you so hard. So, yes. No more of that shit. I really fucking want my copy of The Perks Of Being A Wallflower back. UGH. With the childhood picture of me inside it! 
11. Sleeping at 5 am in the morning stops being fun or romanticised when you realise just how much harm it does to your body and mind. Literally every single disease and disorder can be traced back to a shitty fucking sleep schedule. It’s not just the hours you sleep but also the quality of sleep and the time you sleep at. So yes sleeping for 8 hours is healthy but not if that 8 hours is from 5 am to 12 pm. ‘Not a morning person’ is just another construct of capitalism and you don’t realise how many industries profit from having you believe that and staying up late or all night. Entertainment. Food. Alcohol. Pharma. Biologically and naturally you are a bloody morning person. And you don’t need 3 cups of coffee to begin your day or your phone notifications to get you to open your eyes and brain to wake up. 
12. Sometimes you really have to stop taking people so seriously. I know the idea of treating people as casual friends or entertainment makes you want to fight that concept but you know what? Some people like Pineapple are ever only going to be good for that. No matter how much they ‘grow and change’. So keep them in the background for whenever you want some entertainment or drama. But please don’t clear up your busy schedule to meet them or send them gifts on their birthday. 
13. If you don’t have the fruit juice or green juice within half an hour of making it then you are losing out on its most optimum health benefits. Or when you remove the white stringy stuff from oranges. That’s where all the actual nutrients are.
14. I am privileged and so are most of the people I interact with. The global pandemic has been hell for a lot of people around the world. Health wise. Financially. Losing people they care about. But I was blessed enough to be safe at home and have a job that I could smoothly do from home and not have a pay cut or 4-hour long Zoom meetings. So honestly when my friends tell me 2020 has been bad I have to stop and ask them why? Yes, the crippling uncertainty and anxiety is not something that can be undermined. But most people I know had very great positive life-changing milestones this year like moving away to another country for college or taking their first solo trip or getting married. So I have to ask them. Because I am not going to agree that everybody’s 2020 and pandemic narrative is the same. 
15. Money gets spent really quickly. When I left my job earlier this year because of personal issues, I thought I had enough savings to last me a year. Full disclosure - I mean to last my personal expenses because I live with my parents. But it didn’t even last me 3 months. And so to use money wisely and buy things that provide utility than instant gratification is something to follow. Also buying one pair of really expensive but quality shoes is better than buying 5 pairs of affordable but low quality shoes that will have a very short life and force you to buy more. I know that higher price doesn’t always mean better quality but sometimes it does. And as an adult now I want to do the whole quality > quantity thing even with things and not just people. 
16. Everyone in their 20s went through a crisis of what they should do with their lives and their careers and it’s not unique to the 21st century and the challenges of today. Whether it was Vincent Van Gogh in the 19th century or Sylvia Plath in the 20th, every single person, as brilliant as them went through the torture of making these decisions and living with their consequences. You may think I picked wrong examples for they both killed themselves but you know what? They were the people who really want to live more than anyone. They knew what life meant. And maybe if mental health help was more accessible back then their lives would be longer and more peaceful. 
17. Telling people everything is overrated. You don’t have to talk about every single thing that’s on your mind or that’s going on in your life. The good and the bad and the mediocre. You have to be mindful about how much of yourself you’re giving away. 
18. Re-watch Suits when people at work feel intimidating because the confidence + negotiation tactics that they show can actually work irl cos at the end of the day no matter in what position you’re dealing with people who have emotions and fears and insecurities and desires. You understand how to leverage that nobody can get the better of you. 
19. You belong to yourself. No matter how much you love someone or how much they have done for you or how much you owe them - you belong to yourself. You can’t live your life for someone else. Everyone belongs to themselves first. No relationship, no promise, no circumstance should make you feel like you have to give up your life and make it all about them. If and when the time comes to die for them, go ahead. Take a bullet. Donate that kidney. Write them in your will. But live your life for yourself. And let them live theirs. 
20. Twenty three was a challenging year. When it started you claimed the age 23 sounds boring and insignificant. Guess it proved you wrong. It hurt so much now. But that only means you’ll look back on it later and see how it added so much wisdom and resilience to your being. It doesn’t mean that it makes all the bad things that happened to you okay. Or that you should be grateful to them. Fuck no. It means that you should be kinder to yourself because at the end of the day, your mind and body find it in themselves to deal with whatever is thrown their way. They have your back. It’s time you learn to sit straight. 
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Murder, He Wrote
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Part 1
Co-written with @southerngracela​
Summary: You’re sent by your asshole boss to do a review of a Celebrity Host Haunted Mansion, hosted by none-other than the arrogant, wild-eye browed actor Lucas Lee, but you’re worried you’ve missed the boat…that is, until at the last minute, an email arrives to say they can let you in on the last admission that night, which just happens to be Halloween… When you arrive, you’re actually kind of excited and intrigued…but it isn’t long until that excitement and intrigue give way to fear when you find yourself in a helpless situation.
Warnings: A creepy house, bad language words. MATURE (NSFW 18+) NON-CON situation, kidnap, violence. DO NOT READ IF ANY OF THOSE TRIGGER… READER DISCRETION IS ADVISED. YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED!!!!
Pairing: DARK! Ransom Drysdale x Reader
A/N:  So this is a collaboration between myself and the wonderful @southerngracela​ for @jtargaryen18 ‘s  Haunted House 2020 challenge…and will be a mini-series, with an as of yet undefined number of chapters.
Once again READ THE WARNINGS!!!! This is a DARK Series… don’t @ us if you can’t follow simple instructions and end up with butt-hurt. And if you’re under 18…get off my blog.
Disclaimer: This is a pure work of fiction and by writing it does NOT mean I agree with or condone the acts contained within. This fiction is classified as 18+. Please respect this and do not read if you are underage. I do not own any characters in this series bar reader and any other OCs that may or may not be mentioned. By reading beyond this point you understand and accept the terms of this disclaimer.
Murder, He Wrote Masterlist // Main Masterlist.
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"Y/L/N," your dick editor poked his head into your office rather gruffly. "I'm gonna need that celebrity haunted mansion review on my desk by tomorrow morning. I want to run it ASAP.”
"I can't even get in, not even with a press pass, I've been trying for two weeks, Mick!” you looked at him, your mouth slightly open. You’d told him this countless times at morning briefings. You hadn't even heard back from the organizers about sneaking around the press pass issue and offering an exclusive on the joint, a small fact you kept Mick in the dark about.
"Make it happen." He said simply, before he turned and left.
You glared at his retreating form. What the fuck did he not understand about the situation? Mind you, what did he understand about anything? There was a reason everyone working for him called him Mick The Prick.
There was also a reason he was being extra prickish to you. Earlier in the spring time of the year you’d run an article on Ransom Drysdale- the stuck up, trust fund asshole who had literally gotten away with murder. He’d confessed to murdering his grandfather’s house keeper, attempting to murder his grandfather and then, in a violent showdown with 2 police officers and a private detective present, he’d attempted to murder his grandfather’s nurse, Marta. And he would have succeeded, except the knife he’d used had been a stage prop. It was like some fucked up Murder, She Wrote plot, and when you’d interviewed the real life Jessica Fletcher (in this case the rather charming PI named Benoit Blanc who’d been a character to say the least) it got even more confusing. Ransom had hired Blanc in some elaborate scheme to frame Marta for Harlan’s death to do her out of the inheritance via the Slayer Rule. That had back fired spectacularly when she had unwittingly switched back the vials of medication Drysdale had tampered with, meaning Harlan had truly committed suicide. 
The article was supposed to be done showing his side of the story, a way for him to set the record straight, but the more you’d dug and spoken to people surrounding the case, the more you were absolutely convinced of his guilt, not least because he’d been acquitted on the murder and attempted murder charges on technical grounds due to his confession being, allegedly, obtained under duress and without a brief being present. The only thing they’d managed to pin on him was the arson which had burnt the Chief Medical Examiner’s office to the ground, and when his brief had successfully argued mitigating circumstances- he wasn’t of sound mind given the shock surrounding him being cut from his grandfather’s will- he’d basically ended up being released on license.
It was a joke, and that was basically what your article had said. You’d written a scathing attack on how money could basically render you untouchable by the law, highlighting the failures of the Criminal Justice System. At the time, Mick the Prick had been delighted with it, publishing it under your suggested head line “Murder, He Wrote”- ha, go figure, and copies had flown off the shelves, the article online going viral.
And then money had talked once more, and the Drysdale’s had threatened to sue for defamation. That in itself was a joke, as you knew full well his mother, Linda, was only doing it to salvage her own reputation, the same reason she’d worked so hard to find a lawyer to get him off the charges despite the fact she knew full well he was guilty as sin. Mick The Prick had attempted to throw you under the bus spectacularly when the board had come looking for blood, but as editor the buck stopped with him, and he was given a formal warning whilst you were forced to publish a retraction and offer a written apology much to your utter chagrin.
Which was why he was now making your life as hard as possible, and your Investigative Journalism skills, that you’d honed over the last decade; from high school paper, college tribune and now your current employer, over the last 10 years or so since graduation were now being focussed on covering stories about housewives who found Jesus’ face in a slice of toast, or in this case a fucking Celebrity Host Halloween Haunted House review. Whereas you had dominated the first 2 pages once upon a time, you were now lucky if you made it further up than page 11.
With a groan you banged your head on your desk. Why had you not listened to your dad and become a damned teacher instead of a journalist. Dealing with snotty nosed brats would be easier than this.
By the end of your day, you were burning what felt like the midnight oil however it wasn't very late at all. Dark had settled in but it wasn't late by time. Just before you were to log off and leave for the night, a TV dinner and pint of mint chip waiting for you in your freezer (and probably a job search too seeing as you would no doubt be fired tomorrow morning for failing on your deadline) your email pinged on your desktop. You frowned at it, wondering who could possibly be emailing you this late but then you recognized the sender.
It was the reply you'd been waiting on from the organizers from the Celebrity Host Haunted House. Clicking the email open, your eyes scanned the message. The organizer was setting you up with a private tour, TONIGHT. "9 pm," you finished reading aloud, relief flooding your entire body. It meant a long assed, sleepless night whilst you wrote your article, but it was better than the looming threat of unemployment. Plus, on the upside, as it was a charity gig the organizer had pulled out the big guns and the blurb on the email told you that it was to feature none other than Lucas Lee, a once-upon-a-time famous A-List Movie star, who was possibly just as arrogant as Hugh Ransom Drysdale, but you had to give it to him, in the films you’d seen he was actually damned good, and also pretty hot so…every cloud.
Glancing at your clock, you had just enough time to clock out and grab a quick bite at a drive thru on your way. The location was nearly an hour outside the city so you needed to get gone and fast. A quick reply telling the organizer you were on your way was sent out and you grabbed your coat, pulling it on over your sweater dress and were gone. 
It took a good hour like you'd estimated and that was with stopping for a quick meal, to reach the address your GPS brought you to. It was creepy even at its first glance so you could only hope this payed off. With a quick swig of your watered down and flat fountain drink, you grabbed your bag and phone, exiting your vehicle and locking it shut. The cool night air bit at your exposed cheeks and you were glad you'd worn your coat and tights.
As you stood, gazing at the dilapidated house you shivered, as though, ice had replaced you spine. The walkway leading up to house was cracked, blood red roses grew wildly in thick batches by the gate and the moonlight cast a ghoulish glow on the house. Vines formed a twisted maze upon the side of the of the house's walls which showed the black decay of neglect, in between which splotches of original paint hinted at the house’s former prosperity. Cobwebs covered the corners of the doors, tiny black spiders threading towards their prey and you gave another shudder, as far as first impressions went, yeah, it was fitting for a Halloween Haunted House tour.  
Pulling out your phone, noticing you had no reception (of course you wouldn’t, wasn’t that the cliché?) you took a few photos to use in the article and then gave a little squeak as the door creaked open on its own. Arching your eyebrow slightly, in a manner very much like the man you were here to meet, you strode forward and into the house. Immediately a musty, dank odour crept into your nose. The house was deadly silent except for the intermittent creaks and moans typically associated with a property that age. Black and brown mold dotted the ceiling of the tall hallway you stood in and the windows that framed the door on either side were covered with grime and dirt meaning the calm moonlight struggled to penetrate the darkness in thin thread rays, the main source of light being the open doorway. Sharp shadows roamed around the room and as your eyes adjusted to the dim light you noticed that there was a bright white envelope almost perched on the wooden table to the side of the hall. It was the newest thing in the room, so was obviously there for you.
You crossed over, the heels of your suede boots clicking loudly out in the silence of the hallway, and gently reached out for the envelope. A single word- Start- was written on the front in cursive, looping scrawl, very fitting for a spooky note. Another detail you committed to memory for your write up. You slid your finger into the crook of the envelope and slid it open. Inside was a small, white card, containing a message written in the same writing.
To ensure that you don’t become tomorrow’s big news, In this envelope you’ll find the first of 6 clues Of your super sleuth skills you should be proud, So make sure that you read your answers out loud. As one by one they lead to your ultimate demise. Which may or may not be a scary surprise…
Okay, now you were interested. This wasn’t just a walk through some scary assed, supposedly haunted house where Lucas Lee was no doubt set to jump out at you in some ridiculous disguise. This was a scavenger hunt, and your natural inquisitiveness was piqued. 'This could be fun', you thought as you reached for the next card that was in the envelope, reading the first clue. 
I’m tall when I’m young, and I’m short when I’m old. I also give heat but, not enough to prevent cold
You pondered for a second, heat was leading you to think of a fire, and they certainly grew shorter with time, well eventually when they burnt out…but then again, the longer they went the hotter they got, and they certainly prevented the cold. Scanning the hallway for anything that might fit the description, your eyes flicked up to the ceiling which held an elaborate, but tarnished candelabra style chandelier. And then it hit you. Tall when young, short when old.
“Candle…” you spoke “The answer is Candle…”
At that the door leading to the outside slammed shut behind you, and you gave an involuntary scream as the dominant source of light was sealed off. You spun round to look at it, and then your scream turned in to a laugh as you shook your head, for an Investigative Reporter you prided yourselves on steely nerves but so far that was twice this adventure had caught you off guard.
Turning back round, you then spotted that the door at the end of the hall was open, and you could clearly make out a Jack-o-Lantern looking at you, the candle inside flickering. Its face was creepy, really creepy. The nose and eyes were harsh triangles and the grotesque, twisted smile it sported was constructed of sharp, jagged teeth. You reached into your pocket and pulled out your phone. You may have had no service, but the flashlight was working. Keeping the light held in front of you so you could watch your step on the cracked tiles of the hall, you made your way towards the lantern and found yourself in a large, run down kitchen. The lantern and your flash-light provided the only light in the room as the windows were all overshadowed by gnarly trees, their branches every so often scratching the glass as they swayed slightly in the wind outside. The only other sound to be heard was the drip, drip of the faucet in the porcelain Belfast sink. 
A closer look revealed the discoloration of the water, a brownish concoction as it swirled down the plug. There was an envelope on the side of the counter by the lantern and as you crossed towards it, a movement in your peripheral made you spin round only to see a lone mouse scuttling away across the dirty wooden floor. You placed your phone down, flash-light up causing it to light up an area of the Artex plaster ceiling, and picked up the envelope, tearing it open to find your next clue
Mr Jack-o-Lantern lights the night His eerie face is shining bright The ????? that shaped him lies around And holds your next clue safe and sound 
“Oh come on…” you muttered, “That’ ones obvious. Knife, the answer is knife…” You picked up your phone and shone it around the various surfaces of the kitchen and your eyes honed in on a wooden knife block containing a solitary knife. You crossed the room towards it and as you closed in on it, you noticed that the handle of the knife was an ornate silver filigree. It was no ordinary kitchen knife and as you pulled it form the block you realised it was in fact a dagger, antique by the looks of things. The blade was curved slightly, reaching a sharp point, the silver tarnished. But the more you looked at it, the more you suddenly became horribly aware that it wasn’t merely a dullness of colour at all. It was blood. 
“Dramatic…” you mumbled, and with a sigh you then realised there was no clue attached to it. Was this a distraction? A decoy? You were just about to stat ransacking drawers to find the actual knife you needed, when you glanced back at the block the dagger had been held in and noticed a flash of white peeking from underneath. Picking it up and moving it aside you smiled as you saw the same cursive writing, spelling out the word three. Seeing as you might as well play along, you used the dagger to slit the envelope open, tossing it back down on the counter as you read the next clue.
Many a Child on me they may play Any time be it night or day. My surface is hard, on it you can knock I have many keys, but can’t open a single lock…
“What has keys but doesn't open a lock?" You pondered aloud. Adjusting your cross-body strap, you sigh. Then the answer came to you, "a piano."
You fell silent, your mind racing to how the hell you were going to find a piano in this decrepit and yet enormous house. Then, your ears heard it. The subtle note from deep inside the house. It was a single key. But now that wasn't your concern, no, it wasn't the mice or the bugs or even the brown water. Your heart raced at the notion that someone was in fact in the house with you. 
"Alright, Lee, you were always one for a flare of the dramatics, let's see what you've got."
Step by step you followed the note that chimed every few steps and you found yourself beginning to wonder if it was a recording or if someone were really playing it, timing their play with the sound of your boots over the rotting floor. You wound your way through the narrow hall, ancient wall paper peeling from its tack, mastick and plaster falling away to reveal studs in places. 
Finally, to your left you heard the key loud and clear. It was in that room. Steeling yourself for a possible encounter, you carefully pushed the sliding door away from its hinge. Your booted feet traipsed across the brittle carpet, dust swirling in the air in front of your face. Cobwebs adorned many of the surfaces and there were dirty white sheets covering the various pieces of furniture in the room. Apart from, that is, the large ornate grand piano that sat in the middle of the room.
The stool in front of it suddenly jolted back and tilted toward you, making you scream at the  gracious invitation by an as of yet invisible host. 
“Get a grip Y/N” you mumbled to yourself. You were surprised to find just how much this place was starting to set your nerves on edge. You took a deep breath, the pounding of blood in your ears began to quiet and you took a look around the room. There was no one in there with you, you were alone.
With slow, deliberate steps you moved towards the piano, your eyes sweeping over the mahogany surface, searching for an envelope with the next clue, but there was none to be found. The surface of the piano was thick with dust and grime, but as you scanned over it you suddenly stopped. On one of the white keys the dust was disturbed, as if it had been wiped away and you instantly realised that had to be the key that your so far elusive host must have been playing. You paused, biting at the nail on your thumb of you right hand, before you reached out with your left and tapped the key. The melodic note rang around the room, clearly, echoing in the silence and for some reason you were taken back to a part of the article you had been thinking about earlier that day, and how Detective Blanc had told you that he had ‘played a key’ during the various family interviews ‘to make my point without interruption’. It didn’t pass you by how fitting that actually was at that moment but you didn’t have much time to reflect on it, as you heard a creak and a grinding noise and you spun to your left to see a panel in the wall sliding open. It made you jump slightly, but this time you didn’t scream. 
Not for the first time, you had to admire the effort Lucas was going to here. It was clear he had a flare for the dramatic, anyone could see that from his films and interviews but this was pretty damned good. It was making you wonder how he was doing it. Was he somewhere watching, pressing buttons to enact the various parts of his show? Instinctively you glanced up, looking for a camera or something you were being monitored by but you found no evidence of anything. 
“Well, in for a penny…” you muttered, crossing towards the small hatch. It was just wide enough for you to get your hand into, but you really didn’t want to. You grabbed your torch and shone it into the hole, finding nothing but the envelope so deciding it was safe you reached in and pulled it out.
Sometimes coloured, sometimes plain sometimes frosted, sometimes stain Be you short or thin, or fat or tall, this simple invention, lets you look right through a wall
You pondered for a moment, before the answer came to you. Fairly quickly you might add. Feeling a little smug you smiled and cleared your throat.
“Window. It’s a window.”
Usually, at that point, something happened to point your attention to the place you should be looking but this time, there was nothing. Instinctively you looked out of the one on the wall by the piano, but as you stared at nothing but the darkness outside you realised that was too obvious. Just then your ears picked up a sound you couldn’t quite figure out, but it was familiar all the same. And then it came to you, it was the familiar click and clack of a skateboard, the wheels gliding over the brittle old floor and you span round in the direction it was coming from to see a window you hadn’t noticed before, this one was an ornate, stained glass window which bore some kind of flower design that faced directly out into the hall. 
He passed by slower than a flash but just enough to allow you to catch only a glimpse. You audibly gasped, your breath coming in a sharp intake of fright, because until then you had been alone on this chase. But it appeared you dramatic host had finally come out to play. He was merely a shadow, bulky in frame, tall and dressed all in black as he moved past but it was enough to puzzle you. You didn’t remember Lucas being that broad, or tall. With a frown you ran into the hall to catch him but saw nothing, and heard nothing, the only thing to indicate he had been there was a faint smell of the cedar and amber of what you assumed to be cologne. 
You paced quickly down the hall in the direction the figure had gone but as you passed the stairwell the light flickered on, instantly attracting your attention. You’d only briefly noticed the ornate staircase before, but with the lack of light you certainly hadn’t noticed the writing on the wall, dripping in fresh paint. Swallowing, as you mouth suddenly felt dry with fear you stepped onto the first stair, and as soon as you did you were plunged into almost complete black. Letting out a shriek as, once again, he’d managed to get the drop on you, you shook your head and reached for your phone, taking another few steps up so you were level with the next clue which you read aloud.
“Tonight is not all fright and fear, a trick or treat is waiting near, the bedroom holds a sweet surprise, there solve the clue to claim your prize.” You bit your lip and looked up at the top of the stairs, wondering when someone was going to jump out at you. Taking a deep breath, you made your way up, cringing at each creak your feet caused on the old warped wood, but it didn’t sway your determination to make it to your destination. 
Halfway up, a shadow flickered at the corner of your vision at the top on the landing and you froze, your mouth going dry once more. As you stood there, shining your light into the dark you caught the same scent from moments ago lingering in the air only this time it was stronger, far more powerful and you were able to denote even more of the notes within. Alongside the amber and cedar your heightened senses picked up deep, earthy, sandalwood notes with a hint of citrus in the background.  And it was familiar for reasons beyond the fact you’d smelt it down stairs. But, as you’d surmised earlier, it was a cologne. Probably one worn by a few people you knew.
Yes that was it.
“Jesus Christ Y/N what has gotten into you?” You rolled your eyes and continued up the stairs, clearly your ‘Celebrity Host’ was once more nearby. 
You cautiously got to the top of the stairs and glanced around. Nothing. So turning to your left you entered the first room you found on the hall. It was empty bar a creepy looking doll that had been separated from its head which lay about a foot to the right. As you looked around the room, the wind intensified outside, the rustling of the leaves and branches became louder, as did the creaking of the house…and then you gulped, as you realised it wasn’t just the house that was creaking. In the corner of the room, the little chair had begun to rock, slowly. Blowing out a breath and shaking your head, you looked around at the thin strips of wallpaper which showed little trucks. Crayon markings scrambled upon the wall where wallpaper used to stick but other than that there was nothing in there bar some pretty good theatrics. You had to hand it to Lee, the creepy feel was fantastic and you were going to give him one hell of a write up for this. You took a while longer to take in the detail, smiling to yourself before you closed the door and headed to the one over the hallway. 
This room was a little lighter thanks to a lamp which stood on a nightstand. It wasn’t bright, by any means, but it was enough so that you could clearly see the bed in the middle of the room. And there, placed by the pillows was a thin box. On unsteady legs, you shuffled slowly towards the bed, the box before you making you quiver, your insides churning. A shaky hand tilted the lid open slowly, afraid something would pounce in a sneak attack. You shut your eyes ready to protect them in case a bat or bugs flew at you and when nothing happened, you opened them slowly and inspected the boxes contents. There was no envelope this time, just copy of a newspaper. Your newspaper. And you felt your blood run cold as you recognise the bold headline across the top. Murder, He Wrote: A twisted tale of Inheritance, Crime and Exoneration "Drysdale," you whispered in realization. But now, while you were well aware of what the article meant and who it was referring to, your brain shut down processing how on earth Lucas Lee and Ransom could possibly be connected. Your breathing deepened and you moved to pick up the article, but then the lid to the box caught your eye and you froze, for on the inside of the lid was another clue, only this one was a straight forward question which was spelled out using cut-out letters from the newspaper in question.
I’m light as a feather, yet the strongest person can’t hold me for five minutes. What am I?
You froze, for the answer was simple. Breath. And that was it, you needed to get out. You started to back away from the bed, but before you had so much as made it 3 steps you collided with something hard. A forceful arm across your front pinned you to a firm and broad chest that engulfed your frame while a cloth with a distinct smell and cool moisture covered your airways.
"Surprise" The voice in your ear, calm, deep and known, was all you heard before nothing consumed you.  
*****
When Y/N went limp in his arms, Ransom laid her across the bed only leaving the room to hurriedly cover his tracks, blowing out candles and removing any trace of her that had been in the house. His time as his grandfather's research assistant gave him far more experience than it should have. When he returned to the bedroom she was still out cold but light as a feather as he carried her downstairs and out the back door to the awaiting SUV, smug that his plan had gone so well.
But then, didn’t everything for him? He was Ransom Drysdale, and he was fucking untouchable.
He drove away from the scene of his new crime towards the city, driving through the dead of night, on the beltway, and continued twenty minutes outside downtown Boston before pulling into the garage of a large red cedar and quartzite home. He killed the engine and closed the garage door, pulling Y/N from the seat she was slumped in when it was clear to do so.
He couldn't be seen, he wouldn't be seen. He carried her inside the spacious home, his boots tapping heavily against the dark marble floor of the kitchen and finally the lush carpeted staircase that wound down into the basement.
This is where he laid her, in the basement, on a bed, but not just any bed, the one that would now become hers. He adjusted the lighting in the space, low enough not to disturb her, but bright enough to give the room a glow so he could finish what he'd set out to do. In the shock of the struggle in the bedroom, she’d dropped her phone and he’d made sure to smash it long before he left the haunted house, making sure there'd be no device to track her. He'd already disposed of her car while she was playing his little game, every loose end as far as he could see was tied up.
And now she was all his. 
He brushed the hair away from Y/N’s face where it had fallen over her eyes.  With gloved hands he manoeuvred her undone, black woollen coat off her body, leaving her in the bottle green turtle neck sweater dress and thick tights she was wearing before he tossed it over the chair in the corner of the room and then undid the zips on her brown suede knee high boots. He dropped them to the floor, kicking them towards the same corner with the equal carelessness he’d shown her coat. With a final meticulous movement he rearranged her on the bed, so he’d appear more comfortable and just before he left the room, he wrapped the cool, metallic cuff around the ankle. It locked in place with a clink and with a final glance at her still unconscious form, he turned and exited the room, the door latching shut and with the snap of the deadbolt he locked her in.
*****
Your head pounded, your nose burned and your mouth felt dry with the faintest taste of something foul lingering as you swallowed. The light was low but still your eyes ached. You tried to decipher exactly what the hell had happened to you while you got your bearings. You tried to sit up but your body felt heavy, the soft bed you now realized you were lying on was not your own. Your breathing rapidly increased as you started to move in fear but a clink caused a screech to escape your throat. You felt the weight of the cuff around your ankle and a full panic set it.
Your night flashed quickly through your glutamate and adrenaline flooded brain
You remembered getting the email from the Haunted Mansion supposedly hosted by Lucas Lee. You had arrived and were sent on what you thought was a fun and exhilarating maze littered with clues and riddles and then you remembered the last piece of the puzzle. You gasped as you remembered how his breath felt hot on your skin and how his voice registered in your mind.
"Drysdale," you repeated the last word you had spoken in a shaky, frightful voice. "No."
Rage and fear collided in your chest as you screamed out the only thing you could think of, "HELP!" A strangled sound left your chest followed by another cry out for help, "Please, someone, HELP!" 
The door to your room, now coming into focus around you, flew open and there he stood, smug smirk, raging ocean blue eyes, hair neatly in place, dismantling frame clothed in a black sweater and dark denim, heavy footfalls sounding against the thick carpet under his feet. 
"Nice to see someone's awake," Ransom deadpanned.
You stared for a brief moment and screamed for help again, louder, and louder, and louder until you felt your voice crack and strain, your cords burning as the sound shattered away. 
"Are you done?" He cocked his head to the side and folded his arms across his chest as he stood firm and tall in front of the bed.
"What the hell are you doing? Why am I here?" It hurt to speak but you had to ask. 
“Because I want you here, Sweetheart.”
"I...I'm not, don't call me that," you spat defiantly as he moved closer, taking you in, his predatory eyes moving over your body. This was it, you were going to die all because some trust fund prick was a hurt baby about an article (that you forcibly apologized for) revealing the sick and sadistic truth about him, his family, money and the justice system. 
"Are you gonna kill me?” You watched him carefully as he crossed the room towards you, trying to keep your voice calm so as not to betray the utter fear that was coursing through your veins at the fact you were trapped, fuck knows where, shackled to a bed with a murderer being your captor. “That's what this is about, right? My apology wasn't enough?"
"Your apology was forced bullshit.” He responded, his voice carried a hint of amusement, because of course, this was all a game to him. “You smeared my name, dragged my reputation though the mud and you expected an apology like that, half assed and full of more crap than your original hatchet piece, to be enough?" He was standing damn near over you now, a hand moving up your leg that was held by the cuff, your body frozen in a confused silent argument of fight or flight.
"You... Killed... Him." You grit out through clenched teeth, and his hand was on your throat before you finished your breath, squeezing just enough to make a point.
"No. I. Didn't." He lied and you had to hand it to him, a lesser person might have bought the garbage he was talking, because he was good at it. Lying must have been enough of a second nature for him that he actually believed everything he said himself. But then again, it wasn't actually a lie was it? Sure, he'd planned on indirectly killing Harlan and that plan had backfired and Harlan had actually slit his own throat. So at most he was indirectly responsible for his death, but none of that had stuck with the prosecution and so now here he was, a free man.
A struggled chuckle came from your tightened throat, "Jesus Christ, you actually believe your own bull shit don't you?"
"You've got a fucking mouth on you," he breathed as his body loomed ominously over the bed and your frame, tiny in comparison to his.
You swallowed, feeling the hard lump strain to pass his grip, "Not really, you just don't like hearing the truth."
His eyes bored into yours and you struggled for breath as his hand constricted around your neck whilst he squeezed a little harder "Oh shut up Y/N."
"Or what, Hugh?" You croaked. 
A little flash of anger tore through his ocean blue eyes like lightning in a storm. His eyes bored into yours as you fought to swallow. 
"Or I'll shut you up myself."
"Try me, you son of a...." You didn't expect his lips to cover yours but they did. Unexpectedly warm and soft, despite the painfully harsh kiss. You managed to pull away but his hand still gripped at your throat and you felt the fear constricting your chest. But you were damned if you were going to show him a shred of weakness.
“You’re an asshole, Hugh…” It was all you had, the only thing you could use in your arsenal given your situation. You still had your voice. And you’d noticed that for whatever reason he appeared to hate that name.
“Don’t... fucking call me that!” his voice rose to a loud, angry instruction, apoplectic rage seeping from him to you, and it was almost stifling.
“Or what? You'll kill me?” your voice rose in both volume and pitch as your desperation began to show. “We both know you're gonna do that once you've fulfilled whatever sick, twisted little fantasy this is. What are you waiting for, Hugh? Huh?”
Ransom scoffed, "Kill you, no, see I'm gonna teach you a lesson. One about how money and status get you anything you want.”
You frowned, as you looked into his icy blue eyes, utterly confused “Anything you want? What the fuck are you talking about?”
“You'll see Princess” was the sole explanation you got as he knelt between your legs.
You stayed stock still as large and surprisingly gentle hands trailed your curves up the outside of your thighs to your hips. As he reached the hem of your sweater dress he paused as you wrapped your hands around his wrists.
"Don't" you squeezed, attempting to stop his wrists and close your legs.
“This will be much easier if you just play-along, sweetheart” he muttered as he pressed his lips to your neck. You let go of his wrists and raised your hands, laying them over the wool of his cable knit, palms flat against the plain of muscle as you attempted to push him off.
“I said no.” you tried to keep your voice stern, despite the fact you were fighting back the fear and sadness at the realization of his task was now at hand. His large hands smoothed over your dress, cupping your breasts and he let out a moan as you bit back the bile in your throat that was threatening to spill from your mouth. You pushed harder trying to force him off of you but it was of no use, his broad frame caged you in, engulfing you under him.
“I don’t want to hurt you, but I will if I have to.” He ground out, his lips inches from your ear as he nipped at your skin. He was impressively strong and balanced, his weight even through his body as he kept his knees between your legs, a hand against your breast and the other stroking your sides and up your thigh. All the while, his lips sucked at your neck, teeth grazing your pulse point as you turned your head away, tears filling your eyes
"Please, stop," you managed. "Hugh, stop!"
“I told you not to call me that.” He growled against your skin and pulled back, his eyes blazing as they locked on to yours. In sheer desperation, you managed to wrench a free hand from between you and gave him a slap, nails biting at his skin. Instantly you knew you’d pissed him off. His nostrils flared, his jaw set and as his eyes filled with fire and rage.
And you knew then, you were in for it.
“Bitch…” he snarled as he raised his left hand to his face where you had struck him, and then both his hands grabbed yours, yanking your arms up, pinning them above your head. You bucked upwards, violently in an attempt to shake him off, but it was futile. He was far too strong. His grip on your wrists grew tighter and despite yourself you let out a small whimper of fear.
In one hand he had the ability to cuff both of your wrists and he did so while his other grabbed at your dress, shoving it further up your body, fingers curling over the waist of your tights and panties, a handful of the material fisted in his palm. They wouldn't slide down quick enough and you felt your body lift away from the mattress slightly as he ripped away the material, the snap burning your skin. You fought, boy did you fight. You had no control of your hands or arms as he had them easily pinned, but your legs and the rest of your body gave as good as they could. You thrashed from side to side all the time screaming your objections. You drew your knees up to your chest in an attempt to buck him off. You screamed protests, threw every insult you had at him, but it was no use. He was simply too strong.
He didn't even bother with his belt or button, he just unzipped the flies on his jeans, pulled his solid cock free and slid in. You were wetter than you expected to be, but it still burned with friction and ached from the thick stretch against your tight walls. It hurt, definitely hurt.
"You know you want this. I know you want this." He rasped as he pulled out before thrusting back in, his face twisted in a look that was halfway between being smug and satisfied. Just looking at him made you feel sick but for some reason you were unable to look away as he continued his slow assault, before he picked up the pace slightly, his groans of satisfaction filling the room as he bottomed out, balls deep and it was at that point you closed your eyes and tried to block out what he was doing to you. But try as you might to remain mentally detached from the situation, your body was anything but. And the more he moved in and out of you, the more you could feel your physical reactions. You were powerless to stop them and the heat between your legs and in between your belly was spiking with each thrust into you.
It felt good. And you knew it shouldn’t. So you fought it, but eventually, you couldn't fight it anymore, not with  the way his thick cock filled you, velvety smooth skin sliding in and out of your defiant core. You didn't want to cum, but your body told your brain it was going to and Ransom nearly puffed his chest as he fucked you into your body's submission. 
"You're gonna fucking cum, aren't you, Sweetheart? I can feel it," he ground out, chasing his own release. You remained silent, breathing heavily as your insides coiled and tightened. "Fucking tight ass pussy," he gritted. You refused to cry out, not wanting to give him anything you were able not to, and it took everything you had to remain silent. In desperation, to quell the cry that was rising from your throat, you bit your tongue, tasting the coppery taste of blood in your mouth as you came hard around his cock.
“Fuck, yeah…see…” Ransom’s hips began to move faster, and then with a sudden movement he pulled out of you, making you wince involuntarily at the sting. He shot his load all over your thighs, a growl bubbling from his throat, the warmth of his release trickling down your leg made you feel even more dirty than you already did. 
“Not so fucking smart are we now, huh, miss Investigative Reporter…” his snap was snide, and childish, but you knew he couldn’t help himself. Your head remained defiantly in its position on the pillow, turned to the right, eyes focussed on a spot on the wall. “Look at me, bitch.”
When you didn’t do as he asked, he grabbed your chin bruisingly, making you wince as he pulled your face round so he could see you. You knew he would be able to see the tears on your face, and you hated that. Hated that he would see how much he’d hurt you, scared you even, 
His hand let go of your face and you stared at him, swallowing, trying to gather your voice in your painfully dry throat.
"That's all you got? You're a fucking child, Drysdale. It's why you’re doing this." You said, your voice trembling and croaking from the fear and exertion of what he had just put you through and you shook your head. “You’re a fucking man child with mommy and daddy issues. A spoilt, little whiney brat who can’t bear to be told no.”
That struck a nerve, you could tell, as his jaw clenched tight and his fists clenched around the sheets by your side to the point they were shaking. He grabbed your chin once more with his right hand and pinned your face still, forcing your eyes to look back at his 
“You'll be begging me to accept your apology.” He snarled, his face contorted in rage “You'll see who the whiney child is soon enough. I promise Princess, it's not me”
As you looked at him, you felt your anger starting to simmer. This fucking ass hole had just raped you, and he had the gall to be saying you were going to tell him that you were sorry. No chance in hell. You knew you were screwed, literally and figuratively. Whilst he had you captive behind a bolted door, shackled to a bed you had nowhere to go, he knew that you knew that too and you could see it in his face as a smug smirk flickered on his lips. Well fuck this, if you were going down it was with a fight. With a sudden movement, that caught him off guard you moved your head slightly as much as you could in his painful grip, and spat right in his face.
Ransom blinked, his anger morphing to shock, then back to fury once more as he released your face and with a flash of his hand he back handed you straight across the face. The blow to your right cheek snapped your head to the left, sucking the breath from your lungs and leaving you a little dazed.
“Fuck you.” He sneered as he rose to his feet, wiping his face. Silently he rearranged his pants, tucking his now soft cock back inside them, and swept from the room, locking the door behind him.
***** Ransom stormed up the steps to the kitchen of the house, slamming the top door behind him and bolting that one shut too. He was furious that little bitch had scratched him and no doubt marked his face. He strode over the marble tiles of the room and walked into the large hallway and across into the den. He made his way straight to the bar, poured himself a healthy measure of good scotch, slopping a little on the dark wooden counter, before he glanced up at the large mirrored surface of the bar behind the shelves.
He could make out three vivid red lines down his left cheek where she’d dug her nails into his flesh and his jaw clenched. His hair was out of place, his cheeks flushed and his normally cold eyes were blazing with anger. But as he stood there staring at his dishevelled reflection, he knew it wasn’t the fact she’d scratched or spat at him that was pissing him off so much. It was the fact she had persistently voiced a name he despised, one that was used to control those lower than him in his every-day life. One reserved for The Help, for outsiders. It reminded him of his family, of his mother and father, the two people in his life who should have loved him unconditionally but instead had him out of ‘duty’ and had taken every opportunity to pass him off into the care of others they could. It reminded him of Walt persistently telling him he was a no-one, that he would amount to nothing over than a trust-fund baby. 
It reminded him of Harlan. The one person in that entire fucked up patriarchy that had shown him an ounce of care. But who had screwed him over in the end. 
The anger that had been simmering inside him boiled over, the blood pumped into his ear and with an angry yell and an almost involuntary action Ransom hurled the glass tumbler straight at the wall where it smashed against the tasteful silver and white wallpaper, the 25 year old single malt trickling down the wall…just like the tears and trickled down Y/N’s cheeks as he’d forced her to look at him whilst he took what was his. 
As she’d glared up at him he’d noticed a fierceness in her eyes that he was surprised to find had unnerved him a little, because she clearly wasn’t going to be as easy to break as he thought. 
“Fuck it.” He mumbled to himself, grabbing the bottle from the bar before he turned and left the room, taking a large swig as he went, the burn in his throat going someway to settling his nerves.
This would work out, because he was Ransom fucking Drysdale, a man who always got what he wanted in the end, and she was going to be no exception.
**** Part 2
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Tell me you love me
First time writing something. Please give me feedback and tell me what you think.
Bucky was different, not towards everyone, just towards you. The feeling of his soft touches against your body became a distant memory, You couldn’t even remember the last time he kissed you. Gave you an actual kiss, not something forced and done because he felt like he had to. With most of the avengers on a mission, including Bucky, the tower was quiet. You used these three days to tidy up yours and Buckys shared room, fixing the drawers that were a mess due to both of you becoming lazy when it came to folding laundry. 
Bucky was going to be home soon, although you were excited, you knew he wouldn’t be happy to see you. Your knew routine for when he got home after missions was for you to attempt to kiss him, him turning his head and giving you an awkward, very forced hug and ending with him getting in the shower and avoiding you fr the rest of the day. You were hoping today would go different, it was 9 pm and there wasn’t much to do so he would most likely just stay in the room.
You were watching some random TV show that started playing when you started hearing loud voices and Good nights, meaning they were back and were going into their own rooms. You were glad that they came back because it was nearing 10 and you were starting to get tired. The loud footsteps brought you out of your thoughts and you turned your head to the door where you could see someones shadow on the bottom space. The door knob started turning and Bucky soon appeared, he stopped and stared at you before coming in and standing by the door. You got up from your spot on your bed and smiled at him. You made your way over to him and wrapped your arms around his neck.
“Hey, I missed you” You whispered, taking in his appearance. He had a few scratches on his face and a small bruise below his right eye. All which would probably be healed by tomorrow night. You didn’t even attempt to kiss him, not really looking forward to the feeling of rejection. You waited to see if he would say anything but after he only gave you a nod you spoke up again.
“How was the mission?” You let go of him and he quickly backed away from you, you ignored the ache in your heart and continued to smile waiting for his response.
“It was good, one more HYDRA base that’s down.” He said before walking into your bathroom. You figured that was all you’d get out of him so you nodded and went back to sitting on the bed. 
A few minutes had passed and you heard the shower running. You were thinking this was it, the end of your relationship with Bucky. Maybe it ended a while ago, that’s why he wouldn’t touch you, or struggle to even kiss you. To him it was over. But you couldn’t bring yourself to call it quits with him. You could never do that. He would have to be the one to officially do that. To finish breaking your heart. You blinked away tears when you heard a knock at the door. You got up and walked over to open it and saw Sam standing there.
“Hey, what’s up Sam?” you asked forcing yourself to smile. But he was to smart and at the end of the day you were really close, he could see right through you.
“I just wanted to come say hi to you, but are you okay?” He asked putting his hand on your shoulder. “Don’t even lie y/n, I know you.”
You laughed but it turned into a sob really quick you couldn’t even stop it. You wiped the tears that managed to escape and looked up at Sam. “I need him to break up with me.” You said. His eyes opened wide and looked down at you with confusion.
“What? I know you two are going through a rough patch but-” You cut him off and closed the door so that you were both now standing in the hallway.
“No, it’s not a rough patch, he acts like were not even together. I’m tired of putting in double the effort for both of us, its breaking me, I’m tired but I can’t break up with him. I love him so much.”  I ended with a sigh, looking up and blinking a few times to hold it together.
“He loves you.” Were Sams only words. I let out a scoff accidentally.
“Does he? Because if he did, it wouldn’t pain him to kiss, he would talk to me, he would’t tense up to my touch. Sam, the last time he told me he loved me was at least a month ago.” I tried to keep myself from yelling but that last bit was loud. You wouldn’t be surprised it Bucky heard.
“Talk to him, he loves you.” With that Sam walked away and left you standing alone. You turned around and walked back into your room. Bucky was still in the shower but he turned it off soon after you walked in. You covered yourself with the blanket and waited for Bucky to come out. You desperately wanted to believe that he loved you you. But he wasn't showing it, maybe if you just heard him say those three words you’d be okay. The pain would leave and you’d believe him. Your phone went off, alerting you that you had a new text message. You sighed when you read the text from Nat
He does love you!
Word travels quick around here. You put your phone down when bucky walked into your room. Without saying a word he crawled into bed, leaving a big space between the two of you. After a few minutes of silence you turned the other side only to see Buckys back. You reached out and placed your hand on his shoulder, pulling him down so he was on his back. You then moved your hand to his jaw and tried turn his head to look at you. But he refused to turn.
“Please.” You whispered. “Please look at me.” 
It took him a while but he eventually did, his eyes looking straight at your, almost making you forget all the pain, all the problems.
“Tell me you love me.” your heart was beating so fast, you were sure he could hear it. He did’t say anything. “I love you.”
“What are you doing?” He asked.
“Trying to convince myself that you love me. So please Bucky, tell me you love me.” He stayed silent again and I didn’t even try to stop the tears, they were to many to even try. Did he really not love me. Did the last three years mean nothing. We were really done, he just had to officially end it with me.
“Break up with me.” I said, my voice sounding broken and weak. His eyes widened at my words. “Break up with me because I can’t break up with you.”
“Do you want to break up with me?” he asked sitting up on the bed.
“No, I don’t. I don’t want to. But I don’t think you want me. So I need you to end things with me.” I told him taking deep breaths. “Please do it, I’ll pack some things tomorrow and move out, I’ll sleep in an open room for tonight. Just do it Bucky. Please.” At this point you were crying uncontrollable, your words were broken and it was hard to catch your breath. Yet Bucky showed no emotion.
“No.” is all he said after being quiet for a while.
“Then tell me you love!” I yelled at him. He went silent again. You leaned forward to kiss him and he leaned back adding to the frustration that was starting to build up withing you. 
“Break up with me!” I yelled at him. He shook his head. “Then why can’t you tell me you love me?” 
“Because I don’t deserve you!” he yelled standing up from the bed and pushing his hair out of his face. Now it was your turn to stay quiet. You shook your head and kneeled on the bed.
“What?” You asked him.
“I don’t deserve you.” He repeated. 
“Bucky, that is not your choice to make.” the tears had stopped pouring down, now once in a while a tear would slip out.
“You deserve someone that is with you all the time, not gone up to a month at a time, someone who you can grow old with not someone whose job could get them killed. You de-” you cut him of by putting his your hand on his cheeks. You don’t think he even realized you started crawling closer to the edge of the bed until you were in front of him.
“Stop, all I want is you. You are perfect to me You deserve me. So please tell me you love me, because I love you so much and I really need to hear that you love me.” You told him. 
“No.” he said again. “You can’t love me.”
“But I do, I love you so much.” You gave him a small smile. “Do you love me?” 
He nodded, “I don’t want to hurt you. I don’t want to see you in pain because of me.”
“You’ve never hurt me, not intentionally. Please say it.”
“You’re too good for me.” He mumbled.
“You’re too good for me.” you told him. He smiled for the first time that night.
“Promise me something.” he stated as he took your hands in his. You waited for him to continue. “If this ever gets too hard for you, if you need me at home more. Tell me.”
“I will,” you agreed. “And I need you to promise me that you’ll never even think about you not deserving me. Because you do.”
“Okay.” He nodded.
“I love you.” you told him hoping you’d get the response you’ve been waiting for.
“I love you.” He said back, making your smile grow even wider. He crashed your lips with his. His lips still as soft as you remembered. His hands took their place on your waist and pulled you closer. When you pulled apart, you sighed, feeling so happy.
“Tell me again.” You whispered.
He shook his head and smirked. “How about i show you how much I love you.” 
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shushiyuii · 3 years
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Could I please request comfort noms? Literally do whatever you want with it I just really want comfort noms.
Here's you request Anon Dearest! /p
I hope it's up to your standards and you enjoy it!
Warnings: Being overworked? And soft vore! Besides that its just pure fluff UwU
Words: 1.4k
( Also, If you don’t know what a skylight is, it’s a window but it’s on the roof)
Tommy laid in his bed, staring up at the ceiling in pure darkness, the only light being the glowing stars and moon from his skylight. He couldn’t sleep, he hasn’t slept properly for roughly 3 days. It’s been tough on him with all the things he’s had to do lately. Tommy finally could get some good sleep, but he wasn’t quite sure if he could honestly since he still had so much to do the next day.
10 pm turned to 1 am then to 3 am, he was no longer in bed, instead, he was working on whatever videos or business he had, because every time he tried to sleep it just wouldn’t work. His body refused, it screamed at him for more caffeine to continue functioning and he wanted so badly to sleep.
Today, was the day that he and Wilbur were supposed to meet up, since they hadn’t in so long, they were going to work on vlogs, while also having sibling bonding time. His bus for leaving would be 7 am so he continued to work for the next two hours, then moving onto packing for a while then making his way for the bus.
As he got ready and waited for the bus, every moment of his was full of pain in sleep, all but clear bags under his eyes, unkempt hair and overall expression looking so stressed. Even from a giant’s perspective, it’d be obvious that he was in an unwell state, so much as for looking good.
People noticed his change in behaviour as he hadn’t been very active on social media nor contacting his friends much, as to why he and Wilbur were meeting up in the first place.
His mind snapped out at whatever state he was in as his bus was called and made his way over, very quick motion made him dizzy, people asked if he was okay, but he’d reassure them he was okay. The actual bus ride wasn’t any easier, his head pounded at the sounds of the engines, every moment of the bus made it hurt so much worse, Paracetamol didn’t quite help either, maybe more coffee would help? If anything, he just wanted off this bus, this was going to be a long 3 hours of pain.
As much as Wilbur was excited to see his younger brother figure, he couldn’t help but feel a lot of concern, Tommy hadn’t been the same lately, something was most definitely different in behaviour. His panicked mind wouldn’t set on one reasonable explanation, it would panic between different scenarios that would have the worse outcomes, some didn’t even make sense to himself, but his brain thought of it.
Besides the panic, there was also the fact that he had to spot a tiny Tommy in the midst of the bays within the borrower’s section. It wasn’t the first time they’d meet up, but it was always a bother to find him during these things. To say Wilbur was happy was kind of an understatement.
As of now, it was 9:45, Tommy should be arriving soon.
Time went slow for the two of them when Tommy finally heard the bus stop. His body was refusing to move, he barely made it off the bus. But he somehow did it and now was the struggle of finding Wilbur, he made his way down to the bay and sat down, his lungs finally getting fresh air from the opening of doors, way better compared to the horrible humidity and atmosphere of the bus.
He could barely hear Wilbur calling his name as he was in such a daze, but as soon as that yell of his name in panic, “TOMMY!”. He looked over in shock as he saw a panicking Wilbur, he was crouching over to the platform, scaring multiple other borrowers but his focus was obviously on him.
“Wil?-“. He was cut off by him, “Toms?! Are you okay?!”. Tommy held his head and stood up, forgetting his bags and making his way to Wilbur, “I-I’m fine Wilbur, don’t worry”. Usually, if Tommy was okay, he’d say something along the lines of, “OI DICKHEAD, I’M COMPLETELY FINE! I’M A BIG MAN I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF”. To Wilbur, he clearly wasn’t okay.
Wilbur sighed as he finally got a good look at Tommy, all his panic confirmed as the borrower looked exhausted as heck, he wasn’t even sure how he’d gotten this far. He held out his hand and Tommy immediately collapsed onto it, he wasn’t even adjusting himself onto the hand, just leaning. It looked as if his body gave up on him.
Tommy was just in complete agony, his body just leaning onto the warmth of Wilbur, he didn’t care how people looked at him. He just wanted his brother.
He carefully ruffled Tommy’s hair, only to get a groan of pain in response. That’s when he decided to take Tommy home as soon as possible. He gently adjusted Tommy onto his hand properly so he could get a proper hold of him and picked up Tommy’s bags and pocketed them. Luckily his house was within walking distance from the station, so it wasn’t too long until he had gotten the two of them home.
He soon as he got home, he slowly sat on the couch, careful not to disturb Tommy and held him close to his chest. “Toms?”, he got another groan in response. “Not feeling too good huh? When was the last time you slept, Gremlin?”. “Dunno, 3 days ago?”. Wilbur held back a scold, he didn’t want Tommy to feel worse than he already did. Instead, he began to rock the two of them whilst humming a small lullaby of one of his songs since Tommy loved them so much.
After a little while, Tommy moved a small bit to sit upwards, “Sorry Wil- I didn’t…”. He hushed the younger, “Don’t worry about it Toms, do you wanna go to sleep?”, Tommy nodded.
There was a common fact in this world that giants had storage pouches, that giants’ could store borrowers in their pouches. An evolution between two species to work together, while it might be a bit odd since giants- the past but it was still useful nonetheless, especially for what they were about to do.
“You okay if I store you?”, he nodded again. It wasn’t as if they hadn’t done it before, but they were still quite nervous about it. But for the most part, the most part, the two of them really liked it. Wilbur carefully lifted Tommy towards his mouth, opening his mouth slightly, big enough for Tommy to crawl through.
To say Tommy dashed in an understatement, he full-on bolted into Wilbur’s mouth well kind of- halfway in, but Tommy didn’t care, he just leaned into the warmth. Wilbur could do the work. Wilbur sighed as he realised after a couple of minutes Tommy wasn’t moving so he just simply slurped him up. Surprisingly no complaint from the gremlin so he took it as the initiative that he was too tired.
He carefully licked at Tommy, enjoying the vanilla taste. He may, may not have accidentally nibbled at Tommy a few times but it was a habit of his, couldn’t be blamed! He swallowed carefully with a small swallow, then gradually made bigger ones, so Tommy didn’t have to be suffering in there for so long.
Tommy could hear Wilbur’s thundering heartbeat, to say it was too loud wasn’t quite the case, unlike the bus, it was rhythmic, soothing even. Not to mention the purring of Wilbur’s chest, as much as Wilbur tries to deny his affections, this seems a bit too obvious. He must’ve really worried Wilbur which almost made him laugh.
He quickly slipped into the storage, surprisingly he slid in rather than fell, which was all the more better. The softness of the walls made him instantly want to fall asleep, and he almost did. But he didn’t give out without a rub to give Wilbur, to say he was okay. Otherwise, there’d be a whole other situation, his words slurred as he went to say “Nigh-…”. He was caught off by his own exhaustion the next thing he knew he was out like a light.
Wilbur simply hummed in response, hearing Tommy’s snores. He held a hand over his stomach protectively, rubbing it soothingly. He hummed the lullaby again, he wasn’t sure why, but he just hoped it helped Tommy.
He sighed happily as his relief washed over him. He was glad Tommy was okay and he’d make sure that he kept an eye on Tommy for a while.
(Also just a reminder to drink water, relax, eat well and to get plenty of sleep UwU)
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Stranger Danger
Modern!Kíli x reader
Requested: Yes! @roosliefje asked "Can you maybe write a modern Kíli story, with you being friends but there might be something more?”
Warnings: nothing much, miscommunication maybe and oh yeah... an unwanted guest! I feel like this trope has been used a lot but who cares :)
A/N: Oh my God, @roosliefje I am SO SORRY! You requested this months ago and I seriously thought I posted it, I had this written for you and everything. It was when I was editing my masterlist that a little voice in my head asked where the ‘unwanted guest’ fic was... So here you go! I didn’t check it - might do that later - and it’s probably not as well written as my current work (oh look at me being modest) because I wrote this in september (I like to think I grew a lot as a writer since then)
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Kíli sighed while wiping the sweat of his forehead with the hem of his shirt. 
He really needed to clean his apartment more often, so he wouldn’t have this much work when he finally did it. He groaned, realizing he sounded just like his brother. And no, that wasn’t a good thing.  
Of course, he hadn’t done this just because he felt like cleaning. No, Kíli wasn’t that responsible. If he did something, it was because he had a good reason. And that reason happened to be you, the friend he might have had a little crush on. A tiny little, barely existing one.  
You had made countless remarks about the state of his apartment and how messy he was. But what can he say? Kíli just wasn’t the domestic type. He could live perfectly fine and content between piles of laundry and dirty dishes. Why wash a shirt or clean a plate when you still had other shirts and plates left to use?  
But since you were that type of person that had everything in its place and cleaned almost every day, he was willing to do a little more effort. Maybe that way you would visit him more often... 
He tossed his dirty shirt into the laundry basket - See? He could do this! - and walked to his bathroom to take a well-deserved shower. 
When he turned on the water, he heard his phone ping. Realizing he had left it on the dinner table, he shrugged his shoulders and stepped into the shower. It probably was his brother Fíli. It could wait until after his shower.  
When he walked into the living room ten minutes later, rubbing his wet hair with a towel and wearing nothing but a pair of grey sweatpants, he heard his phone ping again. 
He unlocked the screen and saw 4 messages and one missed call from you, the tone of every message growing more desperate. 
9:23 pm – Kee, are you home?
9:24 pm – Could you come over?
9:27 pm – PLEASE COME OVER
9:30 pm – You have 1 missed call from Y/N
9:32 pm – HELP! 
He immediately dialed your number. 
Please be okay, please be okay, he thought while hearing the familiar beeping. He cursed heavily when it turned on voicemail.  
He dialed your number again and sprinted to his bedroom to get dressed. He put his phone on speaker and tossed it on his bed, so he could dig through his drawers in search of a clean shirt.
To his relief, you answered this time. Great, he thought, at least you weren’t dead. But what he heard, didn’t put his mind at ease. On the contrary… 
“Kíli?”
“Y/N? Oh thank God, are you okay? What’s wrong?” he asked while pulling his shirt over his head.
“Shhh! Stop yelling, he might hear you,” you whispered.  
He? He grabbed his phone and held it to his ear. 
“Is there someone with you? Is it your ex?” he whispered, the color slowly draining from his face at the thought of you being alone with your aggressive ex. 
“He came out of nowhere! I thought I knocked him out with my frying pan but a couple of minutes later he was gone. He’s somewhere here, but I don’t know where. I’m scared, Kee!”
Your voice broke in the last sentence and so did Kíli.  
“I’m on my way,” he said, determined to end whoever had the guts to break into your apartment and scare you to death. 
Sure, it would’ve been smart if he had alerted the police or even his brother Fíli instead, but that thought didn’t even cross Kíli’s mind.
Kíli halted mid-step when it hit him. You called him. 
You were in danger and the first one you called was him. His chest swelled at the thought.   You called him for help and he was going to be your knight in shining armor. 
He ran through the streets and reached your building in record time. Taking the stairs two at a time he bolted to the second floor.
He stood in front of your door, panting like crazy.  From inside the apartment he could hear shouting and the clattering of kitchenware being thrown around.  He took the plate with the house number and turned it sideways, so he could take the spare key out of the hole in the wall.  He’d made fun of you when you had shown him your hiding spot, but now he praised whoever was in charge up there that you had.
When he entered the apartment, he closed the door and quickly scanned the hallway and living room.  You were in your kitchen, he could hear your yelling. 
“Take this!”
The sound of a plate being thrown to the ground echoed through the apartment. 
“GET AWAY FROM ME!” 
A chair fell over, and Kíli could hear you whimpering in fear. He looked around for something he could use as a weapon. Grabbing a small bronze statue, he silently walked towards the open kitchen door. 
“Get away from her!” he yelled, raising the statue above his head, ready to throw it at whoever was threatening you. 
He widened his eyes at the sight before him.  
Several chairs were toppled over, there were shards scattered over the floor together with some various kitchen items you’d clearly used as ammo. And then there was you, crouched down on your kitchen table.
But to his surprise you were alone.  
“Kíli? Oh thank God you’re here,” you sighed in relief.
He lowered the statue, slowly walking towards the table.  
“Where did he go?” he asked you, still clutching the statue. You pointed towards your stove.
“There!”
He looked at her with a raised eyebrow. “Come again?” 
At that moment, a huge wolf spider crawled from underneath the stove and made his way to the kitchen door.
You screamed. “Kill it! KILL IT!” 
When Kíli realized you were talking about a spider all along, he roared with laughter. 
“Don’t you dare laugh at me, Kíli! Please just kill the damn thi-aaaaaah!”  
You screamed again when the wolf spider decided to go in the direction of the kitchen table. Kíli took a glass out of the cupboard and used it to catch the spider. He went to the living room and took a magazine, shoved it under the glass and took the spider outside to set it free.  
When he returned to the kitchen, he took your hand and helped you get off the table, his signature grin still plastered on his face. 
“It’s gone now, you’re safe,” he smirked. 
“Don’t look at me like that. You’ve seen it yourself, he was huge!”
“First of all, it’s an ‘it’, not a ‘he’-”
“You don’t know that,” you interrupted him. 
“Let me finish,” he continued, picking up the chairs and he pushed at your shoulders to make you sit down. “Secondly, don’t you ever scare me like that again okay?”
“Scare you? I thought I was the one being scared?”
“I thought your ex or some other criminal had broken into your home. You really made it sound like that, Y/N…” Kíli rubbed his face with his hands. “God, I was so worried.”
“You were worried about me?” you repeated, eyes wide. 
“Of course I was, you’re my friend aren’t you?” Kíli noticed your cheeks flush. You looked adorable.
“Yeah… friends. Of course!” you murmured softly. 
“Friends come to each other’s rescue,” he smiled, flexing his muscles. 
“Ah yes, my knight in shining armor… but without the armor.” You rolled your eyes. “So, since you came all the way here and acted all heroic, I need to thank you with… pizza?”
“Only if we’re watching a movie. My choice!”
“Deal!” You got up from your chair and ordered two pizzas.
When you sat together on the couch half an hour later, with your pizza between you, you leaned towards Kíli and gave him a quick kiss on his cheek. 
Kíli immediately went red, his hand brushing over the spot where you kissed him.  
“What was that for?” 
Not that he complained, but he didn’t want to read too much into it. 
“Saving me,” you answered, eyes locked on the tv screen.
“Anytime Y/N…” He rubbed his cheek softly, the place where you kissed him still tingling. “Anytime…”
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