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#I'll never get sick of dinos
little-pup-pip · 5 months
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hihi ^-^ if you haven't already could you do a masc leaning kidcore board with dinos and a deco paci? -@tinikip
Definitely!!
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leewonkyeom · 2 months
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043: just a peck
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☆ summary: when your roommate quits his job at the coffee shop you frequent you never imagined the new guy would be hot or even your type. to make matters worse you both study law at the same university.
your friends to try to convince you to get together with him. you try to convince them you just find him really nice... but are you able to convince yourself?
☆ a/n: if there's any confusion (since i didn't make the timeskips obvious with timestaps), yn is texting seokmin throughout the night, so it's not all in one go😭 also if anyone noticed i wrote dino instead of chan👀 ig that's just seokmin's nickname for chan ig🤷‍♀️
i'm back from my vacation!! (which i enjoyed a lot except i got sick😭) but hopefully this update makes up for it. i can't believe we're nearing the end omg😭 hopefully, no more breaks before the end of this!! (although i am going to an eric nam concert next week so👀 we'll see if i'll just post the chapter the day after instead) i hope you enjoyed this part, and i always appreciate likes, comments and reblogs!
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cursedcola · 2 years
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I loved the "sleeping with a plushie" fic!!!! Could I request a part 2 with Vil, Trey, Lilia, Azul, and Kalim?
A/N: Awwww yea we gotta part 2 here. I have a few other requests in the box asking for more of this prompt, and so we'll be seeing more in the future (some characters overlap and i'll just put links). Not gonna lie, did not expect the first part to blow up like it did. Hopefully I can recreate that heart-throbbin' magic y'all loved once again! I'm putting Vil in part 3 since he's an overlapping request, and I like to keep things at a 4 character limit!
Prompt: They see you sleeping with a plushie! Characters: Lilia Vanrouge, Trey Clover, Azul Ashengrotto, and Kalim Al-Asim Warnings: None! Very long. I need to stop going on tangents Part (2/?): Previous ; Next
Trey Clover
Dino
Not to boast, but it's Trey's "thing," to be the level headed one of his dorm. The Queen's right hand.
The saint sent from above to protect all under the dictatorship
The one who carries blessings of goodwill in the form of sweet delights and cares for all his underclassmen
Heartslabyul's beloved "big brother" that all students look up to and see as a beacon of peace
....pfffft. Quite the "reputation" he has, if one could even call it that. You don't, that's for sure. Not after watching him get kicks from his little pranks, or strategically avoiding any conflict unless (1) it's absolutely necessary, or (2) he can benefit from it
Sure, the man has a good heart and takes no joy from other people's sadness. He is the definition of 'neutral good,' but by the seven do the students of NRC put him on a pedestal.
Maybe it's because he's spent so long next to Riddle? Perhaps when compared to him, Trey's way of neutralizing the atmosphere has amplified his 'saintly-ness'? Whatever it is, you never bought into it. He was just a man who couldn't say 'no,' because he dislikes confrontation.
In fact, you often found his life a comedy show. Trey was like a dog-walker being dragged in different directions by multiple leashes. He just wanted to be left alone to his own devices, yet there was always someone looking for him. Requests upon requests, tasks after tasks; all looking to this supposed angel that has no desire to fly. You would watch from the sidelines, and eventually Trey caught on to this onlooker of his misery
In the beginning Trey thought your involvement was coincidental. Being friends with the majority of his dorm is likely why you are always around, right?
Wrongoooo. All assumptions of you being his 'innocent bystander,' crumbled when heinous cackling seemed to follow in his wake. He made the mistake of acknowledging you when the Ace/Deuce duo had somehow blown up the kitchen and were begging for his help. Silent signals screamed "please get me out of this," as he stared you down in the distance. And what did you do??
Just gave him a thumbs up, mouthing the words 'give me a good show' with a cheeky grin
That day, Trey discovered why you truly stuck around. Not for his dorm-mates, not for your friends, or in search of a favor. You came for him, because your sick kicks came from watching someone other than yourself get tossed around like a rag doll
In a way, Trey's role in Heartslabyul is the closest any student will experience to the life you lead at NRC.
Trey doesn't kick you out or tell you off. That's unnecessary since you're not hurting anyone (except his pride, just a tad). He leaves you be, but don't expect to always get off easy. Oh no, he can play the game too. He'll subtly volunteer you to lend a hand when he is 'unavailable,' and slip teasing notes into your hands when passing. Playful glares sent across the room, harmless pranks in your tea-time snacks, levitating the chair you're in to kick you off, selling you out when the troublemaker freshmen want to have fun...Trey plays the game well, letting you get the blunt end of his more mischievous side. The one only his close friends have picked up on
Although now he's reached an impasse, where one side wants to perform the ultimate prank and another wants something more akin to a hidden desire. The day had been odd, with you not appearing once around his dorm after classes. By this time there would normally be some trouble brewing or you'd surprise him with a prank of your own. Keeping him 'on his toes,' as you'd often say
Yet there had been no sight of you. Not a trace of your presence anywhere in sight. A very rare scenario, one even more oblivious Heartslabyul students noted. Instead of favors Trey had to deal with questions of your whereabouts, each making his heart squeeze a bit tighter than before. Something wasn't sitting right.
It's near curfew when he gives in, slipping on a light jacket over his pajamas and beginning to make rounds around his dorm. "Seven's forbid if this is another one of your jokes...just you wait," he grumbled and flicked on a flashlight. If you were not here then he would turn in and use a pastry delivery as an excuse to stop by your dorm. A tampered pastry as penance for worrying him, of course.
Trey walks the length of his dorm halls twice, checking corners and spaces you could hide in. Only when the clock chimes again does he exhale in defeat and begin the walk back to his room. He enters, turns off his light, and right before he climbs into bed is when he sees it.
A small opening of his closet door, and poking out is a familiar shoe.
"Are you serious? Please don't tell me..."
Trey eases himself towards the door to peer inside, and when his assumptions are confirmed he pushes the door open in full. There you were, on the floor of his closet and dead asleep. Trey can't even begin to wonder how you got in or how long you had been sitting in there. The box of markers and stickers on the floor give him an uneasy feeling, as if he was very close to getting an overnight makeover if you hadn't fallen asleep
He crouches down with a sigh, moving to shake you awake when he sees something that makes his breath halt. Disregarding the nest you've made in his clothes, your hands had his little sibling's stuffed dinosaur in a death grip. They had given it to Trey as a parting gift. He treasures it of course, but plushies aren't really his thing so it was stored away for safe keeping
You appeared so calm. A complete contrast to the menace he's grown fond of. He reaches a hand out to adjust your head to a more comfortable position, and lingers for a moment when your breath fans his skin. Trey pulls back slowly, smiling softly and admiring his work.
He eyes the markers on the floor once again and gets an idea. There's no way he can sleep soundly with you here, so as recompence you will soon be walking around with his trademark clover drawn onto your face
In permanent ink
Lilia Vanrouge
Snorlaxxxxx
"Is not there a saying humans have about my kind? Fufufu, to 'have ears like a bat,' yes?"
Lilia knew about you long before you even thought of approaching him. Do you remember that fateful day in the cafeteria, in which he picked up on your table's idle gossip about his dorm? He had indirectly chided you all for nosiness and not being forthright.
What a hypocrite, considering he has been snooping in your personal buisness since the day you arrived. He hears everything, sees everything, and most definetly knows everything. His wisdom is well beyond the years of the children at NRC, and he knows an omen of chaos when he sees it
You. You are the omen of chaos. A being from another world with ideas unlike the people surrounding him. He's seen many things, but interdimensional travel is new. To say you had piqued his curiosity is an understatement
and chaos did you bring. Everywhere the Ramshackle's prefect went, drama followed. You have this pull that makes others gravitate towards you. They resist at first, treat you poorly, and eventually something cuts the hanging thread and you've solved problems that have brooded for years. You unknowingly create disarray, which unfolds into peace. Lilia has never seen such quick handywork.
"The mirror makes no mistakes. Rid your eyes of rose and see for yourself," he had said to Sebeck one evening. The child disliked how often his master disappeared to visit you in the night. You were a bad influence in the eyes of many. A non-mag with the headmaster's favor, who sends unsuspecting students into over blot. You were the scapegoat to blame for all the destruction, and needed to be sent home.
Sebeck could not understand why Lilia trusted you so much. Lilia trusts few despite his relaxed demeanor, yet you've earned it so quickly. How can the vampire feel secure in letting Malleus visit you day after day, or letting his son laze around your dorm during downtime. There were times when Sebeck himself faltering and buying into your charms, before snapping back to reality. Time and time again he's attempted to convince his masters of your dangerousness, only to be brushed off and told to look at you more closely
"It seems you need a little push. How about a story?" Lilia relents, albeit amused at his pupil's desperate attempts to both resist your pull and protect others from what isn't a threat.
When you had first been brought to Twisted Wonderland, Lilia noticed your shine instantly. Your aura was unlike any other in the room. He watched you appear in the ceremonial robes, utterly confused and clutching your arms protectively around your chest. A mouse in a room full of snakes.
For a time, he left you alone under the assumption that Crowley would send you back to your world. When that failed? He bided his time, watching you and learning. An enigma with no records to go off of, so all he could do was observe and make mental notes
During this time he felt a one-sided fondness begin to grow. He never had roses to blind him from the start, but your pull was infectious and disarming. He allowed himself to settle and let you act freely
At least until Malleus took an interest. Like Sebeck, Lilia was wary of the bond you both were forming, despite how you are seemingly unaware of who Malleus is. No one else would dare call him something like 'hornton'. With no other options and Diasomnia's recent involvement with the Savanaclaw over blot incident, Lilia resorted to some underhanded work.
He snuck into your dormitory during the night in hopes to find information. An identification card, diary, passbook, cell phone- basically anything he could use to learn more about your predicament. He started in the living area, bypassing the ghost trio and moving across all surfaces without a sound. Finding nothing, he made his way to the study area. Again. Nothing. Ramshackle was by no means large, and eventually his search lead to the only room with dim light coming from inside. Your bedroom.
He went in, sticking to the shadows and avoiding the illumination of the fireplace. He notes how most of the room looks inhabited, with nothing sticking out aside from a small book on the end table next to the bed.
Bingo.
Lilia picks it up gently, and opens to skim the contents. In doing so he catches a peek of your sleeping form under the covers. Grimm lays on the other side of the bed, snoring away in the light of the fire. You face away towards the darkness, curled into a ball around a small plush he has never seen before.
No, that's not quite right. You carried that with you on the day of the ceremony. The only thing that seemed to cross dimensions at your side...
He'll have to ask more about it, and you. Though perhaps it may be the key to getting on your side.
Lilia looks down at the book in his hands, before putting it back unopened and in its origional place. He crouches down with a furrow in his brow, and pushes down the plush in your arms to uncover some of your face. Upon closer inspection, he sees dried trails of tears on your cheeks and dark circles underneath your eyes. His fingers trace them gently, and he wipes the water stains clean.
"Ah. I had nothing to worry about it seems," he whispers, removing one of his gloves to pat your head soothingly
Lilia ends his story, with a soft look in his eye as if he's looking through Sebeck and not at him. The man in question appears more confused than before, with his master's story only being another riddle to sort through. He fails to recognize the true meaning behind it, but understanding Lilia has never been easy.
Azul Ashengrotto
octo-plush
Okay, Azul prides himself in his quick thinking but this may have been overkill. Blessings come in dangerous packages.
Let's rewind a bit so the above line makes sense.
You see, Azul is an ocean dweller. He only recently got used to his land-legs, and do not even mention how flight lessons are going. He will not answer and your existence will be ignored for the rest of the day.
No, he is not being immature. He simply chooses where to place his efforts wisely and that conversation is not on his list.
With that said, you can discuss with him the plans you have set for the long weekend. He would be absolutely delighted to hear what you'll be doing and he can thwart
You see, he has been looking for the chance to take you to his mother's restaurant and show you around the ocean. Just some friendly bonding, y'know? He's not quite comfortable going in his oct-form with you just yet, but mayhap you'd like to peruse may of the shops in his hometown. You could go to dinner, admire the scenery, he could confess his love for you, you can study for next week's exam, and the trip could just be perfect if you'll only cancel your current plans!
Yet, you seem to be dodging the topic.
"You know prefect, it almost seems like you don't want me to know how you'll be spending the weekend. Should I be concerned?" he pretends to appear suspicious, but actually feels hurt by your secrecy.
Azul will admit to removing some disruptions from your time together in the past. He may have been planning to do the same in this case; but still, outch. You don't have to put it so bluntly.
In any case, the last thing Azul expected you to say is that you'll be camping. He remembers how you proposed the "team-building," excursion to Crowley last week. An attempt to get students from different dorms to develop better relationships
The idea was vetoed by the council instantly. None of the dorm leaders wanted to go the extra mile aside from yourself. The only one not to vote was Malleus, who wasn't present like usual.
Azul personally could see the social benefit of a camping trip since it could double as recruiting for his dorm; however, he was already plotting this spontaneous weekend with you.
He berates himself for taking too long and for discounting Malleus' vote. It seems that after the initial denial, you had gone to the fae with your idea in hopes of getting Crowley to still allow the trip. It would simply be more informal, with you leading the event.
Needless to say, with Diasomnia seconding your idea it was a hit. In just a week you had advertised, planned, and gathered students from multiple dorms to go camping for two nights.
Azul is stumped and slightly proud. You look so pleased with your efforts and genuinely excited to see the event through. He has no idea how all this went on under his nose this entire week (*cough*lovesickfool*cough*), but he feels his heart shrivel along with his plan to spend the weekend with you
Well, when in Rome do as the romans do
"Do you have room for three more?"
Alrighty. Azul has never been camping, let alone spent the night outside while on the surface. But there is a first for everything and he is determined to get your attention this weekend.
Naturally he drags the tweels along, no questions asked. Jade is pleased since this is a chance for mushroom foraging, and Floyd is looking forward to messing with the other students during the night. Azul packs all his "necessities," literally dragging multiple suitcases of junk because he spent the entire night reading about camping and the possible dangers
He is not getting ripped to shreds by a bear, or hypothermia from not having enough blankets, or mosquito bites. He brings multiple cans of bug repellant and sunscreen. Fuck mosquitos, the remind him too much of the fanged fae but tinier
Needless to say, Azul brings many things. Enough to make you wheeze and truly see the paranoia hidden beneath those gills of his
He brings so much, that he forgets to bring a tent. Ironic, isn't it?
This makes you laugh even harder. He tries to hide it and send one of the tweels back to fetch it, but forgets that they're mischievous twats
"Oi Shrimpyyy~ Azul forgot his tent, can he share with you?"
He was going to kill Floyd and eat him for supper. If he was in his true form there would be ink everywhere, but Floyd can choke on it. He can choke and then he can-
"Oh? Sure! Go ahead and put your stuff in my tent Azu" - can go enjoy as many of Azul's snacks as he wants. Oh Floyd, he has always been Azul's favorite of the twins. Always so unpredictable and lively.
Azul practically floats over to your tent and sets his stuff inside. He tries to appear indifferent, maybe a bit reluctant out of respect for you. He isn't fooling no one with that doe-struck expression. He is a 'happy camper'
Night rolls around, and as everyone settles in for the night so do the two of you. Only when he's in his pajamas, inside the tent and in his sleeping bag does it hit him
He's about to spend the night outside, with you less than five feet away, and oh seven why did he pack the cheap pajamas? You're going to see his bedhead in the morning and-
oh crap
He was so lost in his thoughts that Azul missed you say goodnight. He's already mentally slapping himself for that, but what's worse is the way you're sleeping
You...you have an octopus. A fluffy, soft, cuddly octopus that you're using as a pillow.
"A-ah...ah..aHH," the man is shaking and biting on his fist to not scream and wake you up.
No way in hell this was pre-planned. Yes he would be flattered if you got that knowing he would be here but the thing is that you expected to sleep alone. That is yours and who knows how long you've been sleeping with it
He can't do this. These emotions. You have to be screwing with him he just-
Don't you want to hold a real octopus instead?
Kalim Al-Asim
elephant
Retribution
The gods were punishing him. He did something bad and they were coming. Kalim doesn't know when, where, what, why, how- but he's got the bad tingles and that means karma is going to knock right up at his door
Oasis? C-can an oasis change the tide? hehe (click link. skip to 4:00)
Everyone calls him silly, but when the literal embodiment of sunshine tells you that something bad is about to happen then SOMETHING BAD IS ABOUT TO HAPPEN PEOPLE
Ahem. In short. Kalim is on edge, and by default so are you. He's not spewing prophecies or anything and he definetly does not want to cause you any distress. However, he has been unnaturally clingy.
Which is saying something, because as one of your closest friends Kalim already spent nearly every hour of his free time at your side. Now he wants more, making sure that you have an escort everywhere
"Not to worry! It's just a few more hours of fun time, right?" he says when you note his anxious fretting. If he has such a bad feeling then why not go somewhere safer than following you?
You don't say this to push off his worries, but because you believe them and want him to feel safe
No what you don't know, is that Kalim's bad feelings never involve himself. They're normally about things like the weather, finances, or people. Gut feelings, the ones where you just know
and his gut feeling is like a compass, pointing straight at you
You can argue that trouble seems to follow you everywhere. You're the notorious prefect that everyone seems to hate and love at the same time, y'know? Battling over blots and slaying bad cafeteria food on the daily
This is different for Kalim. You are different for Kalim.
He's a klutz who relies on Jamil for nearly everything, but he's reliable. He never wants to see you upset or fearful if he can help it. He wants you happy! So if he can stop something, even if it's just this once, he's going to y'know?
"Are you sure? I can come watch! We can have dinner together too and go swimming- or anything really" he said in a rush. You had an important exam for flight lessons that was during his alchemy lesson. He can always may up his coursework but you-
want him to go to class. Okay, but be safe alright? Wear your gear and come find him after class
......
He should not have left you, or at least asked someone else to watch out on your behalf. Kalim's classroom was situated to overlook the practice fields, and from the window he was able to see your class go out for exams. You appeared confident at your turn, making him giggle at your 'I'm so serious hohoho look at me' façade. He put his beakers down despite his partner's whining, and watched as you soared up into the air on your broom and fly the exam course
only for his heart to drop when a spelldrive disk hits your back and sends you falling into the trees
At some point his lab partner joined to watch, and cringed when the disk made impact. Next thing Kalim knew, he was running out of the room with his professor yelling after him
and now? He's sitting in the nurse's office and holding your hand. The fall knocked you unconscious, but you managed to get away with only a couple bruises and a sprained wrist. The largest bandage being around your torso where the disk hit.
It's weird. This is clearly what the ominous feeling ws warning him about, yet Kalim feels worse now than he did before. It's an empty feeling, where all he can do is keep changing the wet rag on your head and waiting for you to get up.
Someone knocks on the door, and when Kalim tears his eyes from you there's Jamil standing in the doorway with soured eyes and a backpack. If anyone believed Kalim's 'fortune stomach,' it was Jamil.
"Did you bring it?" Kalim take the bag, and opens it to see a plush elephant. He had given it to you as a present when you first became friends, and he always sees it on your bed.
You once said that it reminds you of him. That elephants are smart, goofy, caring, and adorable. The last compliment rang in his hears longer than the others, but he was happy a gift he picked with love had reached you.
For the first time since you fell, he grins and places it under your non-injured arm. as if knowing it's there, you pull it closer to your chest.
"No matter the situation, you're the cutest in the world," he says, adjusting the elephant so that he can hold your hand again, "don't tell any of my siblings I said that, okay?"
He gives your hand a squeeze, staring at your interlocked fingers and smiling to himself.
"I won't leave. Not ever again. Just you wait, we're going to have so much fun when you wake up, and forever beyond"
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haecien · 7 months
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I found this cool prompt generator for ships! If ya want the link its here ;D
8/13
Angst, hurt comfort, tiniest of fluff (FUCK YOU GENERATOR.) , Non-idol AU, happy ending (i promise )
Warnings: Cursing, attempted kidnapping, mentions of hitting & blood, reader was kinda being a bitch HELP
Link to the masterlist
So maybe I DID go overboard with hao, its hao what you'd expect
Chapter playlist (to set the mood:D )
Word count- Estimated 2k-3k (read more under the cut)
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Xu Minghao/Seo Myungho ; Everlasting promises
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(LMAO IGNORE THAT IT SAYS "you has" I forgot to change it to y/n)
" Happy Birthday my love! " Minghao said as he gave you a cake that was beautifully decorated, " Haooo! You've really outdone yourself with this cake, It's absolutely amazing! "
He got a bit flustered from the complement " Only the best for My Love. But I did get a little bit of help from the guys... but I did majority of the work! "
You pecked his cheek " Non the less you did a perfect job, what would I do without my amazing boyfriend. " Minghao couldn't help but smile like an idiot, he loves you dearly. You both had a rough first meeting, who would have known you both would be whipped for each other?
" C'mon, go blow out your candles. And make a wish~ " He said as he placed down the cake on the table and stood behind you, you blew out the candles. " I know I'm not suppose to tell you this but, Hao can you make my wish come true? "
" How exactly? " you looked at him deeply in the eyes " Promise me you'll never forget me, and I'll never forget you. No matter where we may go I'll always be with you. " he was struck by your words, " And i'll always be with you. Promise. " he cupped your cheeks as he kissed you.
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Even after all of that, after everything he said, you still felt empty. Sure sometimes he'd say I love you but, he felt very distant after a while.
You were talking to Dino, Jun and Seungkwan. You guys were just catching up, maybe you just slipped a few things of minghao, but it really didn't escalate much. You had this weird feeling like they were uneasy with you when you mentioned him.
" Y/n, we need to tell you something. " Dino spoke up, his tone was serious and very stern. " You know, In highschool. Hao he, he just got with you to prove to us he could actually get a partner... We also betted money that it could last for a year. "
suddenly, it felt like a part of you just left. Is this why he's so distant now a days?
you excused yourself that you had to go saying shit like " Oh I left my iron on " something like that, you rushed back to your house opening the door and collapsing on your bed. You couldn't help but just cry.
It was the best relationship I've ever had. why did you leave so suddenly? It also made you fucking sick how he pretended to care, why was he doing this, this was all an attempt to make him look cool.
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" My love why so sulky? " Minghao said as he hugged you from behind, " Please cut the act Minghao. "
Minghao let go of you and backed up a bit. " What do you mean? " he said he sounded confused.
" I know about the bet you made in highschool, you know the one that happend when we started dating. " you said looking at him dead in the eyes, you were hurt just seeing him now knowing the truth
He stumbled over his words " What? Oh. Love, that was a long time ago ple- "
" I used to like you a lot back then, but now knowing what you did it seems like everything was fake. You've been distant lately, did I ask too much from you? Huh, fuck foolish of me thinking you've actually liked me. " tears started to swell your eyes, this is painful. You took your stuff and stormed out of his house
I had made so many plans for our future, what happend to all of that? That love was something I never felt something like that, I wonder if ill ever find a love like that again.
Whenever I would be down, I'd go back to him. No, don't you fucking dare. I am not okay, I thought we were suppose to be together.
....
This ringing in my head, it hurts. I feel dizzy, I want to close my eyes. But I feel like I'm in danger, who was this?
Who was this taking me away?
I'm too weak to move, everything hurts.
The person is hitting my head with something heavy, my head feels very dizzy, I could feel the blood dripping down from my head.
I'll just rest for a bit.
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Minghaos pov:
I stood there, shit I messed up big time. They felt unhappy, why didn't I listen?
Please, I did love you a lot. I promise, I tried to let go of what I did in the past.
I've changed I swear. I love you too much that my heart aches for you, this "bet" wasn't ment to last long, but you've taken my heart. And now I can't let you go.
My heart aches for you, please come back.
I walked out trying to find you. Shit, why is it raining? Why is it only my face that is getting hit, I can't stop it.
I'm I crying?
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I searched for you, hours had passed by. Where was my love?
" Shit. " I whispered under my breath as I ran towards your body.
" Fuck, no. No, I can not loose you. " I placed your head into my arms, no. Please I can live with you being separated from me but, I can not handle being separated from you for more than an eternity.
I rushed you to the nearest hospital, luckly it was not that far away from us. Please stay with me my love.
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Minghao waited paitently by your side, " please I'm so sorry. I don't care if you decide not to forgive me, ill still love you endlessly. " He repeated these words in his head, he fucked up big time.
" Oh y/n, please be okay, please. " he grabbed your hand and squeezed it, you lost a lot of blood. You hated him but he still loved you.
The doctor entered your room, " Hello, I'm here to tell you Y/n L/n's results. Are you... Xu Minghao? I need to know your relationship with the patient. "
" I'm... - " he hesitated for a bit " I'm there boyfriend. " the doctor nodded and got closer to your bed.
" So, the paitent did loose a lot of blood. But luckly they'll still be fine, but I think you'll be needing to stay here for, around a week. "
" A week? Oh. I should go and get my things prepared... " Minghao stood up " Very well, ill take my leave. " the doctor exited the room.
" Oh what I'm I going to do with you my love. " he pecked your cheek. " I'll be back. "
Minghao was willing to wait for you until you woke up, but. He still didn't know how to properly apologize to you, he knew that he loved you. He knew that
He just didn't know how to express that into words.
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Minghao stayed by your side, just as he promised on your birthday.
Endless hours have turned into days, and those days turned into weeks. Minghao was getting worried, whenever you would ever so slightly twitch your fingers, or moved the slightest bit he'd get excited thinking you were awake.
But, you never did. Minghao would write little journal entries in a small notebook he recently bought, you know just to keep track.
Slowly but surely, minghao was starting to doubt if you'd even wake up. He took out his phone and started to look at his gallery.
All his photos of you and him, those random pictures of you doing the most stupid shit. Fuck, he missed you a lot. Looking back on these memories made him teary eyed.
Suddenly minghao heart a sound from you, a slight grunt. Oh shit, were you waking up?
Its been approximately 3 months since the accident. Minghao couldn't help but run over to you as fast as he can, " Love? Are you there. I know you're upset, but please just let me ex- "
" Who, are you? " you said looking confused. Shit, who was this man? Why was he here.
" ... What? " Minghao's heart sank. So deep, this was just painful, but. Atleast you don't remember how much you hurted because of him, but all your memories together. They were all gone?
" Y/n it's me, come on. Stop playing with me, its me. Minghao! " he stood there for a bit, trying his best to hold back his tears. " I'm, I'm terribly sorry. Doesn't ring a bell. "
Minghao sighed in defeat, how was he going to make you fall in love with him again? He didn't want to loose you again, Minghao called in the doctor in for help
Unfortunately they couldn't do much, the damage that happend to the brain couldn't be fix. But the plus side was you could be discharged in a few days... yay?
" So.. " you looked at minghao " What, were you to me? " Minghao looked at the ground and took a deep sigh, " Well. You were my partner and I was your lovely boyfriend " he said laughing a bit.
" Wow, well aren't you so lovely? " Hearing that again for the first time in awhile made his heart flutter, " Pft, ofcourse I am. You chose me to be your boyfriend anyways... " Minghaos tone was, sad. Who wouldn't be in a situation like this?
" .... How was our relationship? How long were we a thing? " you asked curiously.
" It was the most amazing relationship I've ever had, Haha. You fell for my charm and I fell for your beautiful personality, I'm sorry that I wasn't there to protect you. " you reassured him that it was okay, " Please, I'm sure it wasn't your fault anyways! "
You said as you gave a bright smile to him, you'd always smile for him whenever he was upset. Made him even more happier.
He couldn't help but smile at you.
" Here, you can't remember all of this happening but. We took these on the day of your birthday. "
Minghao took out a picture of you too both eating cake, minghao had placed frosting on your face as a joke but you ofcourse had to hit him back.
At the end both of your faces were covered in frosting. Those were good times, " We look funny here. " you said giggling a bit at yourself.
" We do, hehe. Look at you, you're face is covered entirely with frosting. "
" Yours too! " you lightly hitted him while laughing. " Can you show me more pictures? We look like we're having so much fun hehe. "
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Minghao was trying his best to help you remember him, he was hesitant with you a bit. Usually he'd call you pet names but he wasn't so sure if you were okay with it.
You'd look at old pictures on your phone, trying your very best to remember everything. You don't even remember how much he hurted you,
You forgotten what type of person minghao was, sure he was attractive but. Was he worth just getting back into a relationship with?
You knew deep down he was still hurting that his love had forgotten everything about him.
You tried your best to be attentive to whenever he'd randomly go on and ramble about how your relationship was.
He looked so excited whenever you asked questions, his eyes practically lit up due to his excitement.
Surprisingly, you remember majority of your childhood but your highschool days were blurry. Sure you remembered your friends, and some of the guys too but. Suprisngly minghao never appeared in your memories.
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You were chilling in your room, minghao wasn't around since he was out with his friends for a little get together. So you were left alone in your house
You felt as if, there was something in your room that was important. But, what was it? You got up and fucking destroyed your room, items were everywhere.
You had to find this "thing" , maybe it could help you with your memory who knows.
After minutes and minutes of searching, you found a box that was hidden at a secret compartment under your bed. It felt heavy, you slightly shook the box, jeez. There was a lot of stuff in the box.
You sat down on your bed with the box on your lap, on the lid it said " Everlasting promises. " , weird name.
You opened the box.
(This video contains glitches)
I was filled with both rage and sorrow. Where was minghao? You wanted to beat him up and apologize for everything.
Hes been so sweet to you for the past few weeks. Was his feelings actually real?.. was I in the wrong.. ?
You began to cry, looking at the pictures that were already wet due to your tears. God, you were such a bitch to him. You didn't even let him explain, yet he still blamed himself after all of this.
Minghao knocked on your door indicating he was there as he opened your door. You quickly tried to whipe your tears away, not wanting him to see you.
" Y/n? - " he looked around to see the box still on your lap with all the items outside spread out. He realized that you've been crying and he quickly went close to you.
He got down on one knee infront of you looking at you, " Y/n, are you alright?.. Oh y/n, you're beautiful face is all puffy. Why are you so upset? Can you tell me. "
Hearing his words made you cry even more, you struggled to form a sentence. " I'm sorry. " you mumbled out " Everything was my fault " you blurted out.
" Wait, you remember?.. "
" Yes! " you said, tears started to form again. Minghao went close to you and took you in his arms for a hug.
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You and minghao started to explain both sides and you both went in a mutual agreement.
It actually took you awhile to start dating again, but eventually. You both started dating again
Happier than ever.
" Hao! Oh my god its our anniversary... where are we going? "
" Secret love, but you'll love it. "
(May or may not have connected it to this post, look i fucking love it HAHA )
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Cien rambles
AAAAA THIS TOOK ME 3 DAYS TO WRITE.
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gyuscoquetteribbon · 1 year
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svt headcanons (crimes they'd be arrested for)
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-> warnings: not anything in particular! It's pretty lighthearted <3
-> a/n: this is my first post ayyyy I've been wanting to get back into writing after my two year break and yeah :3 thought I'd just start with something light ig. my asks are open so you can send headcannon ideas !! id love to write about them !!
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Seungcheol:
money laundering.
except its probably fake news and he was only suspected because people don't understand how bro is adorned in designer wear from head to toe even though he earns millions every year
Jeonghan:
online fraud.
definitely would try to sell severely damaged products online just to get rid of them and you can't even get spare parts to repair them because they're eons old
Joshua:
shoplifting.
i just know bro is SICK and TIRED of not being able to pay using card at certain stores in other countries so one day he just snaps and decides to throw whatever he needs into his bag and leave (he obviously fails at it)
Jun:
damage to public property.
he broke the bars that were meant for kids to hang onto.
Hoshi:
trespassing.
idk he just looks like he'd find a way into places even if there's barbed wires surrounding the area. its the furry in him.
also for speeding.
Wonwoo:
idk the term for it but illegal attainment of paid products from video games.
like bro definitely tried to cheat the system and sent a mail to the game services saying he paid for the weapons or whatever in whatever game he fancies even though he never paid for it just so he could have it for free (he was obviously caught)
Woozi:
cutie patootie could never do anything wrong 💗 (Physical assault except those claims were false. a passerby just happened to see him chase one of his fellow members ((mingyu)) with a guitar and thought he was gonna beat em up)
The8:
the government is scared of him.
Mingyu:
for not carrying his driver's license.
bro's luck is saur bad sometimes i just know he'd get pulled over on a day where he DOESNT have his driver's license with him.
Dk:
accidental tax evasion 😭
this applies for hoshi too. i can just picture them both seeing woozi filling out important documents and they ask him about it and woozi just mumbles 'paying my taxes' and these 2 adorable fools go 'WAIT OH MY GOD ITS TIME TO PAY TAXES ALREADY?????' and they're panicking and running around bc they do NOT wanna be shakira-fied
Seungkwan:
public nuisance 💔
all he did was argue with the bus driver for driving past his stop without even waiting long enough for him to get out of the bus (i'll personally get him out of jail)
Vernon:
i think he'd somehow manage to be a prime suspect for a crime that he did not even commit.
or illegal possession of weed in his car idk
Dino:
for being a part of a cult.
i just know he'd accidentally find himself in a cult and doesn't know how to get out of it without being their next sacrifice
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kitmoas · 2 years
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The Chronicles of a Sweet Toy
A Training Grounds Mini Series
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Summary: The sweetest side of Toy makes everyone around them melt. (Insert a squishable super soldier)
Warnings: Ageplay (Think that's it, let me know if I missed anything)
A/N: This has been a long time coming, and I'm super excited to put out these drabbles. I'll be posting one every day for a week.
***Minors DNI***No Smut rn but this is an 18+ Universe***
| Vol. i | Vol. ii | Vol. iii | Vol. iv | Vol. v | Vol. vi | Vol. vii |
You’re shivering under the blanket, cuddling the new stuffie that Daddy just got you. It’s a red Dino with a wiggly thing on his back, you giggled when your Mommy dramatically named him King Wiggles. Your tummy was hurting and you were freezing, but you were watching Natasha run around in circles panicking. She had mentioned a fever, but you didn’t understand. How could you be hot and cold at the same time? 
The ginger is in the kitchen now, after turning on the television for you to Paw Patrol, mumbling something about her father and soup. A whimper leaves your lips when she yells across from you to take your thumb out of your mouth, “Germs detka, that’s why you’re sick.” 
Zuma is swirling around in water on the screen and it makes your head hurt, you shove your fists in your eyes trying to stop the pounding. You try to focus on the soft sounds of the ginger cooking, but breathing starts to get hard and frustrated tears start filling your eyes. Hiding under the blanket away from the sunlight helps a little, but you want Mommy to use her magic and fix you. The thought of the witch makes the heavy tears start streaming down your face and before long you’re sobbing loudly, coughing aggressively. 
You can hear Natasha’s voice trying to sooth you as she rushes to finish your food, but you’re starting to panic now. Trapped in the blanket and you can no longer tell where Wiggles is, you start flailing around missing the opening of the elevator. You try to stand up, wanting to be closer to your Daddy, but your legs are tangled in the blanket and the moment you try staggering towards the kitchen you’re falling. A rough shriek scratches your raw throat but you never hit the floor, instead your overheated face is caught by a soft body. It’s the cool metal that is against the side of your head that makes you immediately sink deeper. 
Natasha is rushing towards you, her eyes wide as she stares down at you curled up on top of Bucky. “Are you guys okay? Little Toy, Daddy is here.” You barely acknowledge her, instead turning your head to rest fully in the crook of his cold metal elbow. “Bucks, are you okay? Did you..you jumped over the couch?” She’s looking around the area now, noticing the cushions are all fallen and the fact that he’s now awkwardly laying on the ground. 
The soldier chuckles, rubbing his free hand over his face, as he looks up at the widow. “I just got back from a meeting and this silly doll almost fell trying to come to you, just tried to keep them safe.” He’s blushing now under the appreciative look he is receiving. The widow knows that he’s always been really interested in finding someone like her little toy, but he’s yet to find anyone that clicks. “I can hang with them while you finish up. I think they like my arm.” 
Natasha lets them be, watching for a moment as she walks away as Bucky slowly stands and sits with you curled up in his arm. It’s about two episodes of Paw Patrol when the ginger finally walks back into the living area with a tray of soup, crackers, and sprite. You’re babbling around Bucky’s fingers, which are now in your mouth, as you try to tell him about the show. A gentle tap on your head gets your attention and you look up to see your Daddy smiling at you, “Little Toy, what did I say about fingers? Hmm?” She’s touching your head and the back of your neck, seemingly satisfied for now with the temperature she feels. “Did you like hanging out with Bucky?” The widow watches you put the cool arm back on your forehead, cringing as she knows you’re still slightly warm. 
Struggling to nod, “Uh huh, can I hang out with Mr. Robot again?”. You innocently look up at Natasha with a smile. She pushes the soup in towards you a little, and you happily start eating the dinosaur shaped pasta noodles. 
You miss the look shared between the two Russian soldiers, but it’s Bucky who leans forward. “Well little robot, if you wanna next time we hang out we can build you your own arm?” Your excited nod makes the two smile. 
Natasha sighs, sliding to sit next to you. “Don’t let your Mommy know I’m letting you get a vibranium arm, okay?” She winks at Bucky as she steals one of your crackers. The sound of Chase and Marshall fighting crime in the background as the two Avengers settle into casual conversation. 
Tag list: @simplysimping999 @8bitscarlet @simpfornatasharomanoff @yourtaletotell @s1ut4nat @simpforflorencepugh1 @theperfectlovestory @katebishop-ladyarrow @widowbitessting @uraveragequeer @didujustcallmedumb @inluvwithfictionalwomen @ali-lie
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chaoslynx · 2 years
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Youuuuuu should write some shorash <3
WARNING: Implied CSA mentions below.
I love you. I love you. I love you. I hate you. I love you. I hate myself.
I swear I love you. I'm so sorry for who I am. I'm so sorry for who we are.
You deserve better. I deserve worse. I deserve worse. I deserve worse.
Give me worse.
Please don't leave me. Please leave me. Please give up on me. Please don't give up.
Hold me as I close my eyes, and hold me while I sleep, and hold me when the sun rises, and keep holding me as the world ends around us.
"Love," Shorter whispers to Ash. "Baby. My baby."
He thinks Ash is asleep. Because Ash is crying, but his eyes are still closed, and Ash doesn't cry much when he's awake.
He used to cry a lot. Used to cry every time he was given a command.
But he got used to it.
Kind of.
Some things you never really get used to.
Shorter has Ash wrapped up in his arms, and that's one thing Ash will never get used to. Being held, and not hating it. Being held, and not feeling trapped by it. Strong arms protecting him instead of hurting him.
Ash wishes he were strong. He's always been at the bottom of the food chain ... an easy target.
Maybe he has a fucking victim complex. Maybe he really does ask for it, like everyone always says. He denies it, of course, but when everyone says the same thing ... ?
When everyone does the same thing to him?
Ash curls in on himself even tighter, and Shorter shushes him gently.
"It's okay," Shorter whispers. "It's okay, buddy. You're okay."
Ash lets himself whimper just a little. Lets himself melt into Shorter's arms on the bed. Lets himself pretend he's safe.
Shorter kisses his hair. Brushes his bangs back from his face. Tucks his hair behind his ear.
Ash can feel Shorter's breath on his neck. It doesn't make him recoil.
He's tricking Shorter. Pretending to be asleep. Ash is so cruel. Such a horrible person. Ash hates himself.
But I love you, Ash thinks. I love you almost as much as I hate myself.
Almost enough to forget about how I don't deserve this.
Ash wants Shorter to hurt him. Ash wants Shorter to destroy him, to tear him apart. Ash wants Shorter to treat Ash like everyone else treats Ash, because at least then things would make sense. At least then the guild would subside just a little, maybe. Hopefully.
Ash thinks he would love Shorter more if Shorter hurt him.
After all, that's why he loves Dino. That's why he loves his father. Loves everyone who's ever hit him or touched him. He loves them for how they hurt him.
The world is a little brighter when you know your place in it. When you know that you're getting what you deserve.
Hurt me.
Shorter doesn't. He never does. He never does.
Shorter is perfect in every way, except how he treats Ash. Shorter would be perfect if he left Ash. If he hurt Ash. If he used Ash until there was nothing left to use—fucked up and fucked out—and threw him away.
Shorter presses a hand to Ash's forehead.
"You've been out on the streets again, haven't you, love?" Shorter whispers to him. "You're gonna get sick."
Ash does feel a little feverish. It's hard to tell, sometimes. His body betrays him in so many ways so often; what's a fever compared to everything else?
But yeah, he's been out on the streets for a bit, and it's getting cold out.
But Christmas is soon, and Dino will want to unwrap his beautiful little blond and jade present. Ash has to take advantage of every moment of freedom he has.
Or as close to freedom as he can get.
Dino would let him into the mansion; of course he would. But that's just an invitation for—everything. Everything.
Shorter, though—it's different. Shorter lets Ash stay here without their lips touching. Lets Ash share his bed without making Ash share his bed.
Ash wants to curb stomp his mind until he can stop having these thoughts.
He's still crying.
"Stay with me," Shorter says. "Stay with me. Don't go back there. Stay with me. Just as long as you can."
I'll stay with you if you hurt me? Ash wants to offer. I'll stay with you if you let me pay you back.
I only have one currency, though.
Shorter's breath on Ash's face. Ash lets his lips part. Pretends he's still asleep. Moves his hips toward Shorter just a little, inviting him to take Ash's body. To take anything from him. To take everything from him.
Shorter shuffles away on the bed.
He's probably hard, Ash thinks. Probably doesn't want me to ...
But why would he care if Ash knows he's hard? Wouldn't he want Ash to know? Wouldn't he want Ash to take care of it for him, to make Ash finish what he started?
Everything about Shorter is so confusing.
Ash lets his lips move silently, mouthing the words use me for lack of something else to wrap his lips around—words or otherwise. He leans his face in toward Shorter, eyes still closed.
Please, Ash thinks. There's no consequences. Not when it's me.
"Oh, sweetie," Shorter whispers. "I'm so sorry. I'm so sorry. I wish you could relax, at least in your dreams."
... Huh?
"What's happening to you?" Shorter asks softly. He holds Ash closer. Closer. Closer.
He stays away from Ash's mouth. From Ash's ...
"You're safe, buddy. I hope these words reach you. You're safe, okay? Right now. With me. You don't have to ..."
But he does. Ash always does. He always has to.
"You deserve a peaceful dream," Shorter murmurs. "You deserve dreams with flowers and sunshine and places far, far away from here."
Ash whines again.
"It's okay," Shorter says. "It's okay. You're okay. Just sleep, love. Baby. Just sleep. Just rest."
Eventually—seconds or minutes or hours later—Ash actually falls asleep.
He dreams of flowers, and sunshine, and Shorter.
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baekhvuns · 3 months
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SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING 😭😭😭😭 everytime I wanted to shoot you an ask I was like "I wanna write a longer message, so let me do it later" and yeah later turned out to be a looooot later WTF MY LAST MESSAGE WAS IN THE BEGINNING OF AUGUST 😮😮😮😮 how and when... time is not real seriously it's insane. What did you think happened to me? 😅
Lewis said NEVER LET THEM KNOW YOUR NEXT MOVE, he is craaaaazy. Hopefully it'll end well for him, but the fuck is he oooooon. My friend needs to be strong, keeping her in my thoughts & prayers, cause she DOES NOT fuck with Ferrari at all. Imagine if I had to support Barca or Tottenham 😅 Damn the news about Klopp shocked me, Liverpool is doing so well, I guess it's better to leave when you're still successful. It's a shame he feels burnt out, but I get him
Omg, graduation, my child Baeksussy is growing so fast! You'll be free from your Avocado Uni soon, excited, nervous?
Stop not the rom coms and thinking about me ahshsjshajaja, romance is not dead <3 Any interesting WIPs? I haven't read fanfiction in 100 years, actually I haven't read much at all, my brain is all rotten 🙃
I hope 2024 is better for everyone, but I don't have high hopes, lmao. I just wanna survive winter, still trying to beat seasonal depression before I enter my allergy era. I spent my birthday as well as NYE SICK AND ON MY PERIOD BECAUSE IT CAME A WEEK LATE.
Yeah the job in Seoul highkey scares me cause I haven't worked full time like that in a long time, but I need a lot of money and it can actually help me a lot. I'm trying to do something more with my life, but idk if I'll manage, I don't smoke nor drink anymore so how am I gonna cope??? The good side is that I'm getting a really nice apartment and a car too from the company 😌
Meeting Yuta again would be an achievement, meanwhile I saw some other NCT members and Mr Xiaojun like 5 times 😭 when I finally got an opportunity to talk to him he signed my pc <3 I alsl came across Changbin, Yeonjun and Dino once, and Itzy while they were filming something. I went to bunch of NCT concerts in the past few months, I still have more to attend including Ten's con FINALLY TEN SOLO!!! I also saw SVT, SKZ and a few smaller groups, my last one was Everglow a few days ago <3
I miss being a massive Shinestar, there were a few anniversaries of my fan calls with him recently and I got sentimental. But yeah I don't speak to that many hardcore Atinys anymore so I'm not up to date with Atz. It's pretty sad, but maybe it'll change in the future. On the other hand I prefer to be more casual. Casual... meanwhile I gave so much fucking money to SM IT'S SICKKKK. I enjoy kpop music-wise still, but you're right something is a bit off lately...
In my defense, hear me out: I've only spent like 3 days in Vancouver! I barely registered what was happening, cause my friend and I were helping her friend who was giving birth 😭😭😭 she was not supposed to give birth at that time 😬. So if you by any chance were also birthing a child at BC Women's Hospital then perhaps we met! I also remember going to a food place called The Naam I believe as well as one really good, yet tiny Vietnamese vegan one. Oh and I visited a university, not yours though, but imagine agsjdhsjsjajddjskh
But okay I deserve the lashings! So I'll be your euro guide once you visit the old continent 💜 - DV 💖
i responded to this ask FOUR times 😭😭😭 & gave up bc it won’t load (this ask from u is still so surreal)
SORRY FOR DISAPPEARING 😭😭😭😭 everytime I wanted to shoot you an ask I was like "I wanna write a longer message, so let me do it later" and yeah later turned out to be a looooot later WTF MY LAST MESSAGE WAS IN THE BEGINNING OF AUGUST 😮😮😮😮 how and when... time is not real seriously it's insane. What did you think happened to me? 😅
6 MONTHS OF NOTHING I THOUGHT U WERE NEVER COMING BACK 😭😭😭😭 i actually genuinely thought something must’ve happened at your travel bc the last time u messaged me u said you were either hiking or in a jungle so no service or something and when u stopped responding i was like “omg the forest got to anon” 😭😭😭
Lewis said NEVER LET THEM KNOW YOUR NEXT MOVE, he is craaaaazy. Hopefully it'll end well for him, but the fuck is he oooooon. My friend needs to be strong, keeping her in my thoughts & prayers, cause she DOES NOT fuck with Ferrari at all. Imagine if I had to support Barca or Tottenham 😅 Damn the news about Klopp shocked me, Liverpool is doing so well, I guess it's better to leave when you're still successful. It's a shame he feels burnt out, but I get him
he REALLY BE LIKE THAT ???? hoping he gets his 8th, id celebrate like i won it,,, but it also makes me think— this year abu dhabi would be the last time he’d driver as a merc driver, goes to ferarri w/ 100 million a year,,, possible free cars from ferarri -> retirement soon,,, THIS IS TOO MUCH MR MERCEDES U CANT GO 😭😭 LMFAOOO i cannot wait for ur friend to turn up in all red apparel ready for a therapy session, she a real tifosi LMAOOOOO no fr 10 years is a long time i get his situation as well + focusing more on his family, it would be crazy if he went to barca id probably die
this is so accurate
wait omg did u also hear about what horner might have done 😀 and the fact that he and newey have a contract where if one leaves, the other follows = which in my delusional tifosi mind can only say NEWRY TO FERARRI 2024/2025 FERARRI WDC HAMILTON 8TH TITLE LECLERC FIRST TIME WDC
Omg, graduation, my child Baeksussy is growing so fast! You'll be free from your Avocado Uni soon, excited, nervous?
no really! a little TOO fast everything’s a lil too fast 😭😭 free from avocado 😭😭 iM very nervous actually but i can’t wait to leave it so i don’t have to worry about assignments being due 8am in the morning or having any classes at that, gonna get a few tats and enter the real world 😭😭😭 this uni took years off my life
Stop not the rom coms and thinking about me ahshsjshajaja, romance is not dead <3 Any interesting WIPs? I haven't read fanfiction in 100 years, actually I haven't read much at all, my brain is all rotten 🙃
romance is not but i may be soon fbkafjak nO NONE WIPS 😭😭 just dreams that would seem very real if i were to convert into a wip,, im on the same boat as u, i just stopped reading (also probably bc so many authors also left) i read like those older ones once in a while to feel something
I hope 2024 is better for everyone, but I don't have high hopes, lmao. I just wanna survive winter, still trying to beat seasonal depression before I enter my allergy era. I spent my birthday as well as NYE SICK AND ON MY PERIOD BECAUSE IT CAME A WEEK LATE.
JCJCKCJCKC STOP THATS THE FUCKING WORST (also u might hAVE recently had ur birthday so happy belated birthday!!!!) do u ever have high hopes and then those hopes just fall to the pits of the earth <3
Yeah the job in Seoul highkey scares me cause I haven't worked full time like that in a long time, but I need a lot of money and it can actually help me a lot. I'm trying to do something more with my life, but idk if I'll manage, I don't smoke nor drink anymore so how am I gonna cope??? The good side is that I'm getting a really nice apartment and a car too from the company 😌
hopefully this job gives u loads of moolah $$ so u can travel to more places!! you’re going to sk and the drinking culture there anon 😭😭 them bosses would be pissed if you didn’t drink bfwmdbwk OH???? A CAR AND AN APART??? OKAY THIS IS BIG GIRL MONEY AND A BIG GIRL JOB WOAH ANON WHERE TF ARE U WORKING 🤚🏻 MF SAMSUNG???
Meeting Yuta again would be an achievement, meanwhile I saw some other NCT members and Mr Xiaojun like 5 times 😭 when I finally got an opportunity to talk to him he signed my pc <3 I alsl came across Changbin, Yeonjun and Dino once, and Itzy while they were filming something. I went to bunch of NCT concerts in the past few months, I still have more to attend including Ten's con FINALLY TEN SOLO!!! I also saw SVT, SKZ and a few smaller groups, my last one was Everglow a few days ago <3
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I miss being a massive Shinestar, there were a few anniversaries of my fan calls with him recently and I got sentimental. But yeah I don't speak to that many hardcore Atinys anymore so I'm not up to date with Atz. It's pretty sad, but maybe it'll change in the future. On the other hand I prefer to be more casual. Casual... meanwhile I gave so much fucking money to SM IT'S SICKKKK. I enjoy kpop music-wise still, but you're right something is a bit off lately...
this entire thing ‼️100% i have a few friends who i listen to the albums with when they drop one, engage in discussions abt the song choices and then go to the concerts just not a whole content type of person anymore idk if they’re doing some interviews or shows but i find out about it like a while later bc im just so out of the loop,, LMFAOOOO TO SM FHKWHDKWHDKW SM DOWNFALL HAPPENINGG something really is! idk maybe it’s like the star factor groups once used to have that’s just not existent as much? heard about teddy’s new gg & it looks very promising lots of star factors and an actual nepo baby but it’s likely not gonna be meeting up to the expectations
In my defense, hear me out: I've only spent like 3 days in Vancouver! I barely registered what was happening, cause my friend and I were helping her friend who was giving birth 😭😭😭 she was not supposed to give birth at that time 😬. So if you by any chance were also birthing a child at BC Women's Hospital then perhaps we met! I also remember going to a food place called The Naam I believe as well as one really good, yet tiny Vietnamese vegan one. Oh and I visited a university, not yours though, but imagine agsjdhsjsjajddjskh
anon you gotta be fucking kidding me right now YOU WERE 15 MINUTES AWAY FROM ME IM GONNA ANBFMWFHWKDW COMBUST GET THE FUCK OUT ???? I WAS JCJCKCJ RIGHT MF THERE 🔫 omg is the friend okay?? the baby??? birthing a child (added to ur resume),, YOU WENT TO NAAM??? ITS SOO GOOD ISNT IT!!! i will give u my step (it’s like u add a bunch of restaurants or places you’ve been to, kind like a itinerary) account for foods in canada OR better yet u give me urs so i can be prepared 🫡
u must’ve visited the rival university, fuck them actually, it’s time u come to my jail or a university with its brutalism architecture <3 im gonna assume u went to the bc’s uni which sucks ass in my opinion, avocado uni was and is >>>> sorry like imagine u come to my uni and walk past me and then have the audacity to send me an ask “hey baek sussy i went to ur uni today!” AND I LOSE MY SHIT
But okay I deserve the lashings! So I'll be your euro guide once you visit the old continent 💜 - DV 💖
you absolutely do,, absolutely i cannot wait!! i might even go twice that year! AND GIVE U YOUR LASHINGS THERE it would be really funny if u take me to spain and it’s an el classico night..
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wpdariacutnes · 10 months
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applepi-1 · 3 years
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He's afraid of hurting you
Tsukishima x Y/n
Terushima x y/n
Atsumu x y/n
Warnings: fluff
Mentions of rape on Atusma's part.... sorry :(
Also I do request…
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You and Tsuki have been friends for as long as you remember, it's always been you, Tsukishima, and Yamaguchi. Always. But somehow you fell for the tall salty dino-loving jerk. You guys did everything together and you were the only other person he tolerated. When you met the team people asked Yamaguchi if you guys were dating, both laughing until you saw Tsukishima. You ran to him and began to bug him, much to everyone's shock (except Yama) when the tall boy smiled softly down at you.
Tsukishima also fell for you, but... he was scared, he covered his feelings with salty comments, but with you he could never, you were his soft spot. He always admired the way you smiled, laugh, or the face you make when you were concentrated or were nervous. He finds it adorable, but he won't tell you that. He'll tease you about how your face looks, but you'd laugh it off.
So, come to both of your surprises when you confess. It was a normal Tuesday, except it was just you two walking home, since Yamaguchi was sick. "Hey, Tsuki, can I be honest with you?" You asked once y'all reached your house.
"Would you rather lie?"
"No, god no... but uh, I like you..." You nervously messed with your fingers. You felt as if your heart was hitting your ribcage as hard as Oikawa serves a ball. Tsukishima felt as if he was dreaming, feeling his stomach twist and his heard dance. But... still fear ate at the boy.
"I like you too..." You smiled immediately. "But I can't be with you." And immediately faded.
"What...?" What kind of confession it that, he began to panic as he saw tears form.
"It's not that I don't want to be, Y/n, trust me, I do... but..." The words got stuck in his throat, he's not used to being this vulnerable. "I-I'm scared..." Your eyes grew at how soft his voice was, he was biting his lip so he didn't show his feelings.
"W-Why...?" You watch him tug on his jersey, the showers were down so none of the players thought of changing.
"I... I don't want to hurt you..."
"Is this about, E/n?" You asked, talking about the bitch who left Tsukishima for her best friend. He said something uncalled for, but that didn't give her the right to cheat and blame Tsukishima.
"Maybe... no, this is about how I'm not good in relationships, the last one I was in, she cheated on because of what I said to her... I.."
"I would never." You finished his sentence making him look at you. "Tsuki, you guys got into an argument, big deal. Couples argue you salty dino." Tsukishima surpassed a laugh as you continued, "It did not give her the right to cheat because you called her out for flirting with that idiot she cheated on you with. I know you loved her, but... I'm not her. If we fight, I'll sit in front of you despite your harsh words. Just like I always do. The only guy I want to flirt with or have my attention is you." He looked down at you and felt his shoulders drop.
"R-Really?" You grabbed his face and smiled.
"I'm willing to do this if you are..." He looked down at you before wrapping his arms around you, you sighed into him, wrapping your arms around his neck.
"I don't deserve you... I love you so much, Y/n..." You smiled leaning into your best friend, your now boyfriend.
"I love you too, Tsuki."
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You sighed into your seat, watching your best friend flirt up a storm with someone else. Kazuma Bobata knew of your feelings, and of the feelings of #1, Yūji Terushima. He sighed and sat next to you, placing a hand on your shoulder making you jump and look away from your crush. "Oh, Kazuma. Hi." He just gave you a look, you furred your brows, what crawled up his ass? "Everything good, Kaz?"
"No, our friend is hurting you." You raised your brows. "Don't deny it, I'm not stupid." He said once he saw you about to open your mouth, you sighed and looked down.
"How long...?"
"Since we met." I sighed again resting my head in my hands.
"What do I do...?"
"Confess you, idiot." You looked up to him immediately, Terushima looked in your direction hearing Kazuma call you an idiot.
"What, no?!" You didn't mean to yell but you did, your best friend left the girl standing there confused as he walked over to you, seeing you laugh a little.
"Everything okay, Y/n?"
"Huh?" Your face reddens hoping he didn't hear Kazuma say something about confessing.
"I'm trying to get her to confess to her crush." You immediately whipped your head to Kazuma.
"Dude!" You slapped his arm, Terushima felt his heartbreak, wincing a little, but it went unnoticed to you both.
"How about you practice on Terushima?"
"What..... /////-/////" Both of you blushed and looked at Kazuma who knew exactly what he was doing.
"Yeah, it'll help you both, Terushima needs to confess to his crush as well." Terushima so badly wanted to hit his friend, but he was right.
"Oh... I..."
"Fine." You looked at your friend in shock, "I... I-I'll help." His heart tugged and winced at his words, as long as your happy, right...? You blinked a couple times...
"Uh... okay...? U-Um, w-when...?"
"After school..."
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You sighed into your bed, looking at your best friend's eyes. Sighing this is difficult, think of him as someone else. "Okay. Okay. I like you, a lot, and I can't believe I'm saying this, but I do. I have since we were running on the playground laying at how stupid a kid looked, and... I like you despite you flirting with every girl you see..." As you continued to list why you liked him with your eyes closed, Terushima felt a smile form on his face, you like him? Once you finished and opened your eyes and saw he was smiling... it that a good sign, then you remembered. "Right... uh, your turn to... p-practice your c-confession..." It hurt you to say practice, you wish this was real.
"Oh... uh, right... Look, I like you so much, but... I don't think it'd work." What?
"Dude, horrible confession, what are you trying to do? Hurt her, make her happy, and confused?"
"Shut up and let me finish." You sighed and punched his shoulder, indicating your listening. "I like you a lot, but... I don't want to be the one hurting you in the end, Y/n... I can't do that. Not to you. I hate myself for letting my ex walk away because I chose to flirt with someone else. But with you... I... I can't do that... It pains me to flirt with other girls when the only girl I want to flirt with is you... But it won't last, I'll fuck up eventually." Congrats, Terushima, you made me happy, sad, and confused.
"I... I'm sorry... what the fuck gives you the right to have this all one-sided." His eyes widen a little, he should've known you had something to say. "So what your ex left, I'm not them, Teru. I like you, hell I fell in love with you and I trust you. If you fuck up and flirt with someone we'll talk it out, not just call it quits, or if you feel the need to flirt with someone, pretend not to know me, and flirt up a storm you dumbass." He laughed a little grabbing your face, but you weren't done. "I love you, you, I know you like me, Teru... but, I love you, and I love all your mistakes, I mean, I stuck around this far haven't I...? Doesn't that mean something... Hm." He cut your rambling off pressing his lips firmly to yours.
"You talk too much." He kissed you again, this time you shivered as the coldness of his tongue ring hit your lip. "I love you. God, I love you."
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Atsumu knew giving you a spare key to his house was foolish. But he wanted to make sure you knew you were welcome, when you reached his house it was 2 in the am, and you needed your best friend more than anything. You took out your spare key and opened his door, jumping when you see Osamu in the kitchen. "Ah, welcome home, Y/n." You laughed shutting the door quietly behind you.
"H-Hi... O-Osamu..." He looked over in your direction immediately noticing the way your voice went high and the way you choked on your words.
"Y-Y/n... did something happen?" You pulled your hand over your mouth, keeping your sobs quiet, Osamu immediately dashed to you, leaving what he was doing in the kitchen. "Oi... ya okay?" You shooked your head as he wrapped his arms around you, letting you sob into his chest. "Talk to me, Y/n..." Osamu was like your big brother, he knows of your feelings toward his twin.
"I... I went on a date..." He sat you down on the couch, giving you some room. "I... H-he... took me to a cafe... and after we ate and stuff... I felt... d-dizzy... and... I c-couldn't stop him..." Atsuma walked down feeling thirsty when he heard your voice, he stopped on the stairs looking at you. "H-How do I... tell A-Atsumu...?" He watched as his brother kissed your head and brought you into his chest.
"Do you want me to tell him...?" He watched as you shook your head. "Just... be honest with him." Atsumu sniffed the air and spoke.
"Is something burning...?" You turn your attention to the other twin. Osamu immediately got up and ran to the kitchen. Atsumu looked at you and noticed how you wouldn't meet his eyes. "Y/n...?" He couldn't help but think you were crying and asking for advice on how to tell him something, he thinks you're seeing his brother, and don't know how to tell him. But boy is he far off.
"I... I need to talk to you... Osamu k-knows a-already..." He looked down at you confused, taking his brother's spot next to you.
"Y/n..." He wants to tell you he knows, but something about your face is saying to wait.
"I... I... I c-can't..." You buried your face into his chest, he was taken back but immediately hugged you. "I... I don't know why I can't... tell you... the words just... won't come out..." He furred his brows, hoping his misreading things.
"It's just me, Y/n." You broke down more, that's the thing, you didn't even want to go on a date, but, you wanted to get rid of your feelings for the blonde twin. You know he'd never like you, but he does. He really does.
"T-That's the p-point..." Osamu came back in and tapped your shoulder.
"I-I don't know much, about ya s-situation, but, here..." You grabbed the water from him and smiled lightly, that confirmed it, he was misreading things.
"Y/n...?" You looked down at your cup.
"Hey, just tell him what you told me."
"Okay..." He furred his brows and sighed.
"Y/n-"
"I was raped." You blurted out cutting Atsumu off... out of all things. He never expected that, Osamu sat there rubbing your shoulder.
"You... what...?"
"She went on a date, got dizzy after..." Atsumu sat closer to you, pulling you into his chest, rubbing your back softly.
"I..." The words got stuck in his throat. "I... will y-you be able to... sleep...?" You laughed at how careful he's being.
"C-Can I stay, w-with you... tonight...?"
"Ya guys can take the guest room, so ya can talk privately, and not annoy me." You both laughed, Atsumu helped you stand before leading you to the bed.
"Ya can take the bed." You gave him a look.
"I, uh, please don't make me sleep alone." He looked at you and sighed.
"I won't," He rubbed your arms gently. He laid over the covers as you laid under, you laughed. "What?"
"I don't bite." He laughed getting under the covers. He watched as you closed your eyes, scooting a little closer. "You can close your eyes and try to sleep you know."
"Sorry, I might not be able to sleep. I usually sleep without a shirt."
"Oh. Then take your shirt off, ya goof." He froze for a second, but slowly sat up, slipping his shirt over his head. He laid back down resting on his back. "Better?"
"Yeah." You nuzzled closer sighing a little.
"Uh, Tsumu, can uh, can you hold me..." He looked at you and saw how you weren't meeting his eyes.
"Come here," you nuzzled your head into his chest letting his arm drape over your shoulder, rubbing it softly, you let out a shaky breath. "Better?"
"Hm, thank you... Tsumu." He squeezed you in response. Once he felt your body get heavier, he kissed your head.
"I'd do anything for ya, I love ya, ya idiot. But... I don't want to hurt ya..." You smiled slightly before looking up making Atsumu turn a deep red. "I thought ya were asleep."
"Eh, but for the record, I love you too... to be honest, I went on the date because... I thought you didn't like me so..."
"Hm, so it's my fault." You sat up immediately as he looked like he was about to cry.
"No, god no."
"If I would have grown a pair, and told you how I felt... none of this would have happened."
"And I wouldn't be here, laying next to you." You traced your fingers over his abs, "I wouldn't be touching you like this." You leaned down pecking his lips. "Kissing you."
"No, no, we'd still do that." You both laugh cuddling into each other. "I love ya."
"I love you too. And you could never hurt me."
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Please have this messy, badly written scenario as a humble gift to you, because I wanted to do something since I reached 200 followers!
Bits of Truth
They stood in front of the Carstairs' townhouse in Cornwall Gardens. Christopher seemed mildly confused about what they were doing there as if he had not been paying attention. James shared one last glance with Thomas before he knocked on the door.
A few bits of silence flew by, in which they had held their breaths. Then footsteps tapped on the floor, and the door cracked open.
A wave of relief passed through James that not Sona nor Risa or any other maid came to open the door. Then he thought what a peculiar thought it was for him to be relieved by. Alastair looked at them, frozen in place, blinking a few times as if he didn't believe they were truly there. He rejoined his composure hastily. He didn't let them in - he stood in the front door and his eyes searched theirs for an explanation. It was like a weird staring contest. Eventually, Alastair spoke first. "Cordelia is not here. You know it fairly well."
He moved to close the door. "We haven't come for Cordelia," he said quickly, which received another incredulous glance from Alastair. "Well, we have. But not because we thought she'd show up here. We came to talk to you."
Alastair narrowed his eyes, expressionless, and considered James. Then he glanced at Christopher and Thomas, noting their desperate eyes. "About my sister?"
"We won't take long," promised James, despite he wasn't sure it's true. Alastair studied him, and James felt himself going rigid. He leveled Alastair with his indecipherable gaze.
Then Alastair had stepped back from the door and ushered them in. "My mother is in her bedroom, resting, and Risa went shopping for supper. So, you have to be quiet. Make it quick.'
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Alastair took their coats and tilted his head towered the parlor. A kettle whiselted in the kitchen. As he gestured them inside he turned the other way. A fire burned in the chimney, and a book rested peacefully on the armchair. When James examined closer he discovered it was written in Persian. Thomas mumbled something about Persian poetry.
Alastair came inside with a tray and James thought he was, for a change, being hospitable, but he ignored them and disappeared up the stairs. When he got back, empty-handed, James assumed the tea was for his mother. Alastair placed the book on the table as he sat down in front of them. Thomas and Christopher set on a love sofa and James set stoned on another armchair. He didn't waste time being the kind host, James presumed. "What it is about my sister?"
The golden-eyed boy decided the best tactic was started from what he knew. That wasn't much, but it was the most important thing, and he was certain about it, at the very least. "I love your sister."
Alastair raised his eyebrows, amused. "Yes, that's something that tends to happen between married couples, I've been told."
James shook his head. "This marriage, of Cordelia and I," just saying her name on his lips made a treacherous skip of his heartbeat, full of hurt and love. "It was a sham marriage."
Alastair pools of dark marble were fixed on James when he explained, rather awkwardly, the events that led to their marriage. And then events that led to Cordelia leaving the country. He prospected Alastair would be outraged, throw spears at them, maybe even recite some very angry poetry phrases in Persian. Instead, Alastair was very still for very long. When he did speak, the words weren't the James expected them to be. "I knew the marriage wasn't out of love," Alastair said calmly. "But I didn't expect you to tell all that rubbish."
James blinked. "It's the truth."
"Oh, I know," Alastair returned with a dismissive wave of his hand. "I doubt you would come up with such a ludicrous idea on your own, even if just to spite me. and I also know Cordelia wouldn't have slept with you unwedded, no matter how much she loved you."
All the thieves caught their breath when Alastair leaned forward, his month curving in an odd angle. "I also know being married to you was a wish she never thought would come true, and that you cared for her. You claimed her as yours and you defended her. It was good for Cordelia, and so I said nothing."
James snorted, although he hadn't found the conversation funny. Not the least. "I thought I loved Grace at that time. I felt bad when the thought of living with Cordelia was more appealing than I expected." The thought of Grace made his features harden. "And because of Grace, for years I've been blind. Manipulated. I lost my wife and Parabatai. She played with me like a doll; messed with my feelings, messed with my life. This is unforgivable."
He did not notice Christopher who tensed up and fixed his spectacles on his nose. "She did some bad things," he said, surprising them all. "But I don't think she's evil."
James furrowed his brow. "She's like a siren: beautiful and compelling, but going after her will only end in you being drowned."
"I see," Alastair said, turning back to James. "But why? Why did she do it?"
"Does it matter?" James asked. "She hurt so many people. She doesn't even deserve to apologize. It won't matter anyhow - the damage is done. After all she has done...sorry will never be enough. Nothing will."
"It matters," Alastair said. "Because you don't know her side of the tale. You don't know what she thinks. What she feels. You don't know if she had to do what she did."
He was tempted to say Grace has no feelings at all. "I believe I'm allowed to be angry."
"I do agree that what she had done to you is far above a jest or a play with hearts," there was a strange flame burning in the deep ponds of Alastair's dark eyes. "And you have no obligation to forgive her. But why not hear what she has to say? You are the one with the power. You know the truth. She can not affect you any longer."
James shook his head. "You don't know Grace," he said coldly, gravely. "She will try to use me. She will try and make me do as she wishes. I will not be a pawn in her game again. She controlled my life long enough."
Alastair glanced away, pondering over something. Thomas turned his head nervously between James and Alastair. For the first time since the beginning of their conversation, Thomas inquired, "Why do you insist James will hear her out?"
"You have no idea of her motives," Alastair retorted. "What she's done - she must know it's wrong. And she will have to live with this knowledge for the rest of her days. You are allowed to be angry, James, and rightfully so. But don't let it blind you. That you have been kept from certain kinds of evil doesn't mean everyone else had. You have no clue what led her to those decisions." Alastair looked distanced. James managed to guess he's not been talking only about Grace. "You should talk to her. You may not forgive her, but you deserve to understand, to know why to hear the plain truth. And you should let her mourn what she could have had and lost."
James wasn't sure he fully comprehended. "I wouldn't have loved her. Even without the bracelet issue - my heart belongs to Cordelia."
"What do you mean?" Christopher asked. "That not everyone had been kept from evil."
Alastair shrugged. "I met Tatiana Blackthorn only once. She's a madwoman. She doesn't seem like the kind of caring, kind mother to pet her daughter's shoulder. Besides, Grace seemed to be controlled by Tatiana, rather than working alone or alongside her."
"She took the love of my life away from me," James growled. "Nothing can atone for that."
"The love of your life is my sister," he reminded James. "I can hardly find the idea of her being heartbroken a good thing. And the one who caused this pain is not much liked, as well. But you shouldn't think that just because you would've done it otherwise, it was an option for her. You can't know what are the options in front of people. You can't know how they feel unless you talk to them. So talk to Grace, James. Then seek out my sister. If you love her like you claim you do, will you give up on her so easily?"
"No," James stood up, "I will not."
Alastair nodded. "why did you come and tell me about your little schemes? Why now?"
Now, after so much time of lying, why tell the truth? Why not keep it in its cage of delicately made lies?
James cut his gaze to the book on the table. Thomas answered instead in a quiet voice. "She is your sister. You must have been worried about her. We wanted to tell you because - because you deserve to know the truth and understand why things happened the way they did."
What Thomas did not say was what none of them wanted to admit. Cordelia ran away to Paris with Matthew. Even if she'll be back in only two weeks - they all were worried sick. James couldn't blame her, he was awful and blind. All of this was a mess. If she needed time to calm down in Paris, he couldn't deny it of her, even if he had a say in this choice.
Alastair studied Thomas, and James felt the half-Persian hadn't quite believed them. It was true - they needed his help in the future. But it was a start. "Anything else? A ghost friend? Another evil aunt?"
"No," Christopher affirmed.
"Good," Alastair said. James might have imagined it but he thought he saw Alastair sneak a glance at Thomas before standing up. "Now get out of my house. Risa will be here any minute."
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This is mind-blowing. Truly. For whatever reason you follow me, know that I love you <3
Tagging some of my mutuals, you are all wonderful and make my time here so much better (not all of them because my brain is all wonky, but I mean all of you): @kit-12 @littlx-songbxrd @pink-party-dino @shadowhuntertrash @gummybears-4u @itsdaughterofthemoon @mcrrythievcs @fictionally-fantastic @reyna-herondale I'll tag more but I don't want to bother anyone so... thank you!! I don't know what people find in my blog, but I am grateful, and I appreciate all of you endlessly.
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hi dreamy!!! seventeen, got7 & twice for the ask game!! 💕
oh hiii my dear!!!
Seventeen the LOML
favorite member / bias line: CHOI SEUNGCHEOL hes everything, the only comparable person in my heart is chris 😞 and then Gyu, Woozi, Vernon, Dino, AND jun because im messy
which member I’d fight (& why): Seungkwan and Hoshi. I wanna be apart of what they have
favorite song(s): ok no skip discography but i DO have super faves that I could write essays about: Space, Lean on Me, Un Haeng il chi, trauma, crazy in love, Habit, Fast Pace, Q&A, Flower, Us Again... god ok no im gonna list the whole discography i'll stop
favorite thing about the group: their family dynamic.jsut like skz their love for each other is SO real and SO genuine. also choreo and synchronization. theyre the standard and no one else meets it
something i’d like to see from them: even thought its been 4 years i still want their ideal cut solos in some kind of HD form idc if its an album or just stage videos i want it so bad (also cheol SOLO)
Got7 (my real real OG kpop obsession
favorite member / bias line: YUGYEOMMMMMMMM
which member I’d fight (& why): mark. the need to fight him is great azxggf
favorite song(s): the whole 7for7 album. shes the loml, not by the moon, thank you, one and only you,sick, who's that, magnetic, if you do, never ever, omg and moriagatteyo asfxgc
favorite thing about the group: that theyre still together 😭😭😭
something i’d like to see from them: A COMEBACKKKKK OT7!!!!
Twice (I don't know their bsides yet asfgs)
favorite member if I have one: SANA!!! my princess i love her
favorite song(s): fancy you, feel special, the feels, can't stop me
why I don’t stan (yet) / if I want to: it took me a while to get into them, I don't know i just didnt vibe with their music for a long time and I don't know but im different now 😌
question for veteran fans: favorite b-sides??? and any content thats a must watch (especially if sana is extra cute in it 🥺)
send me a kpop group 💌
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So, v-pet update, I got distracted for a while since I started playing Stardew Valley, and then I got sick and didn't play with the v-pets for two days. I'm also neglecting the VB big time. No new purchases and probably not going to be any for a while, though I did pre-order those X2s that should be here next month, and I'm expecting some Dim Cards to arrive eventually.
I'm one stage away from adult T-Rex on my Dinkie Dino. This thing is on it's last legs with battery life though so it's going to be a close call. I pretty much have to tilt it all the way back to see my dino. That's the biggest downside to vintage v-pets. No save feature. ( And i'm kind of miffed that Tamagotchi didn't add that or any of the other new features in the OG Tamagotchi remakes )
Put the Virus Busters Pendulum Z away on March 1 to raise Deep Savers Z. I Suspect I have an evo fail on my MarineChimeramon. Guess I'll have to jogress.
I put Pokemon Pikachu away. I got what I wanted out of it, I'd like to pull it out again when my life is in better shape to run pedometer pets that have consequences for inactivity the way pokemon pikachu does. I'm hoping to get better conrol of my life so that can be a reality.
I've made a lot of progress in the Digivice Ver Complete. Slowly but surely... I believe I'm in the Digimon Adventure Tri portion of the series now. I'm annoyed that I can never seem to tell when it's a good idea to digivolve or when it's not, I can burn through my DP real quick on a day where i'm playing actively. I keep it active, because unlike Pikachu, it doesn't give penalties for not shaking the device.
And lastly, the big one that prompted me to do this update, might not be exciting to anyone else but remember when I lost my data on my translucent green DM20th? And how upset I was that my massive log was now empty? Well I finally raised every digimon that was in the log, and then some, so now my log has 68 out of 138 digimon in it. I'm so happy to be back to where I left off.
I apologize for slowing down on the v-pet art... the thing is... I suck at drawing most of those later level digimon with all the armor and intricate details. I don't know how they manage to make a full episode of anime with any of these things without resorting to CG. Mecha artists deserve mad respect for their skill.
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sckyie · 3 years
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genre + warning: fluff; comforting when sick
pronouns used: they/them
a/n: i rewrote an old fic i have on my wattpad
mr. dino man: hey kageyama said you looked sad when you passed him in the hall, you okay?
you: not really, i'm not having a good day and i didn't pass my exam
mr. dino man: well if you'd study like i said you should've, you're would've passed
you: whatever
mr. dino man: awww little baby upset i told them the truth?
you: i'm going home alone
you: i'm not particularly fond of your bullying as of rn
you: i have a migraine and everything is bugging me. ill text you tmr
mr. dino man: wait, baby i was joking
mr. dino man: don't leave me on read
Tsukishima stares at his phone just as the final bell began. His teacher dismisses class and he goes to look for you where you'd wait for him. You weren't there like you usually were. In actuality, you had gone home early. He sighed, checking your location to see that you were already at home.
He took a deep breath before walking towards Coach Ukai's store. Tsukki enters the shop, greeting his coach once he enters. "Tsukishima? Aren't you supposed to be back at the school?" He asks.
"Is it okay if I miss today? Y/n isn't feeling well and I made it worse when I talked to them. I can make it up tomorrow?" He asks.
"You're lucky today is just conditioning," Ukai scolds. "You owe me extra tomorrow."
"Yes sir," He bowed. Tsukishima walks down the aisles with a basket. He places onigiri, instant ramen, and some tea in before walking towards the medicine aisle. "Do you know what treats migraines?" Tsukki asks aloud as he looks at the different boxes.
"A nicer boyfriend," Ukai laughs. "The orange box." He makes his way to the cash register to have his items scanned.
"Thanks Coach," He says as the items are getting bagged. The two say their goodbyes before Tsukishima makes his way to your house. As he approaches your doorstep, he notices your parents about to leave. "Oh, hi Mr. and Mrs. L/n."
"Oh Tsukki! You're here early, Y/n isn't feeling well. They're locked up in their room," Your mom explain.
"I know, is it alright to come in and cook for them?" Tsukishima asks. Your parents agree, telling him where things are in the kitchen. He enters and place everything on the counter. He takes out what is necessary in making instant ramen. He decided to add some vegetables and ginger to make you feel a bit better.
You never took Tsukishima as the cooking type. It took you by surprise the first time he cooked for you. It had always been buying take out and eating at restaurants or in some cases you'd cook for him.
As he was chopping up green onions, you could smell the aroma of the soup from your room. You lugged yourself to the living room, expecting to see one of your parents. You furrowed your brows once you spot your boyfriend cooking. "Kei? What are you doing here?" You ask.
"I came over because you said you weren't feeling well. And because I know you, you weren't going to take you medicine and just sleep," Tsukishima says. "I'm making tofu ramen with vegetables."
"But I'm not-" You started, his eyes met with yours sending a chill down your spine.
"You are hungry because Yachi said you didn't eat at lunch," He scolds. "Here, eat one of these and take the medicine I bought you." He held out an onigiri and the bottled tea.
"Thank you Kei," You say softly, walking to sit at the dinner table. You unwrap the little triangle and munch on it while Tsukki continues to make your guys' food. He watches you take the medicine to make sure that you don't just say you took it.
"Do you need help?" You ask.
"Yeah," Tsukishima says. "Go set up your bed for us to cuddle later after we eat. Also pick out a movie."
"Wait what about cooking?" You tilt your head.
"Go, just let me take care of you, no questions," He says. You nod, walking over to give him a kiss before you went to the bedroom. He leans down and pecks your lips before letting you go.
You clean off your bed where your uniform was laid and your stuffed animals scattered. You pulled out an extra blanket from the closet, placing it on the bed. You turn on your laptop and look for a movie to watch.
"Food's done!" Tsukki called out. You walked over to see him place two bowls on the table for the both of you. You seat yourself across him and you looked down at the noodles.
"Thank you bubba," You say.
"No problem," He says.
"Aw, there's ginger in it," You whine.
"Eat it, you'll feel better," He says. You pout at his words, dreading to eat the musty root. You slurped up the noodles, the flavor of the ginger hit your throat making you shut your eyes. "You're so cute." He laughs at your scrunched face.
"Shut up," You say after chewing your noodles.
After the two of you finished eating, you attempt to wash the dishes but he shoves you away from the sink. "Warm up the bed, I'll bring you ice cream," He says, cleaning up the bowls. You sighed, kissing his cheek and walking towards your bedroom.
Snuggling into the sheets, you waited for your boyfriend to join you. After few minutes, he walked in with a bowl of your favorite ice cream and two spoons. He hands you the dessert before laying himself beside you. His arms drape around you, pulling the laptop on his lap with his free hand.
"When Marnie was There? What movie is this?" He asks, looking at the title.
"Oh, my friend recommended it," You say scooping some ice cream to feed Tsukki. "Thank you by the way...I'm grateful for you..."
"You're welcome," He says. "Sorry for being mean to you babe."
"It's okay," You say looking up at him. "I love you."
"I love you too," He places his lips on yours. "You taste like ginger."
"Oh hush," You laughed. The two of you finished up eating the ice cream together as you watched the movie. You snuggled into your boyfriend's chest as you watched. Shortly after settling into his body, you began to slowly close your eyes.
"Woah, that's trippy," Tsukki says, looking at you. "Oh, you're sleeping."
"No, I'm-" You get interrupted by a yawn. "Okay maybe I am sleepy."
"It's fine if you sleep Y/n," He says. "We can finish this movie later."
"Mhm," You hummed. You listened to his heartbeat as you were slowly falling asleep. You had that fuzzy feeling in your stomach as Tsukishima held you. It was the first time in a while where he spoiled you. You were more than thankful to have him with you. "I love you."
"I love you more idiot," He says, kissing the top of your head. He reaches over to turn off the lamp and put your laptop on the desk. He shifts his body to hold you easier before slowly falling asleep with you.
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underfell-crystal · 3 years
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This is a swapped story based on @1-800-roflmao 's short story where instead of Chaos in the chair, it's Shuffle. You can find it here. I'm also a sucker for Spuffle, so I added some to this suggestive mess.
After the photoshoot (Shuffle and Chaos centric)
Shuffle was awoken from their slumber by a tapping on their head and a familiar voice whispering 'bro. bro. get up'. They opened their eyes blearily and squinted at the perpetrator of the annoying tapping. ".... What, KQ?"
KQ was sitting at the edge of Shuffle's most recent cuddle puddle, which included Spidey, Glass, Wisp, Dino, and Nurse, all draped over various parts of Shuffle's body. KQ grinned. "I need a favor."
Shuffle grumbled, shifting their gaze to the smaller anons nestled against their body, then back to KQ. "I'm kind of busy right now."
"Oh, not like now now. In, like, a few hours."
Shuffle heaved a sigh. "... What is it?"
KQ grinned. "I need you to model for me."
Shuffle squinted at KQ suspiciously. "..... What's the catch?"
"Weeeellll...... you're gonna model some lingerie."
"....... What."
KQ held up their hands in a placating motion. "It's not gonna be bad, I promise!"
"Why would I be the one modeling? Why not someone more... I dunno, average sized?"
"I'm just doing what I'm told."
"No."
"Bro!! Come on, please?"
"You're abusing your status as my bro to make me wear lingerie. Also, keep your voice down, you'll wake them up."
Shuffle used one of their hands to stroke the top of Nurse's head, who had begun to stir. They quickly settled down again, sighing softly.
KQ leaned forward, resting their elbows on their knees. "What if I give you some new facts after the shoot?"
Shuffle hesitated. KQ knew better than most of the anons how much they loved learning, and what they'd do to find new information to add to their collection of knowledge. ".... I want 5 new facts. And if I know even one of them, I'm not carrying you anywhere until you do find a fact I don't know yet."
KQ's mouth fell open. "Bro!! You can't be serious!!"
Shuffle smirked. "I am very serious. Now shoo and let me finish my nap in peace."
"Can't I join the cuddle puddle?"
"You're asking me to wear skimpy lingerie, so no."
KQ pouted. "Fiiiiiiine.... Is it cheating if I ask Spidey for some facts?"
Shuffle glowered at the grinning anon. "Yes. Now shoo."
KQ laughed. "Thanks, Shuff."
They stood up and left, their footsteps fading away. In Shuffle's right arm, Spidey stirred slightly, opening her eyes sleepily. "Mmmn..... Love.... who was that?...."
Shuffle gently tapped their head against Spidey's, nuzzling the top of her head. "Just KQ asking for a favor.. don't worry."
Spidey nodded a little and adjusted her position slightly before laying down again, head resting on Shuffle's chest again. She closed her eyes again. "What'd they ask for?"
"... I'll tell you when we wake up.. I have to leave with them right after.."
"Mmh... alright....."
The next few hours passed by too quickly. In a blink, practically all the anons who had joined the cuddle puddle had woken up and wandered off. Everyone except for Spidey, who was awake and still nestled against her spouse. She gently ran her fingers over Shuffle's head, giggling as they sighed and leaned into her hand. "Love... it's almost time to get up.."
Shuffle grumbled, one of their large hands cupping Spidey's hands against their cheek. "Can't we just.... stay here a while....?"
She smiled. "Didn't you say you wanted to tell me something?"
Shuffle huffed in annoyance. "KQ wants me to..... do some modeling."
Spidey blinked. "Oh.... Do you not want to?"
Shuffle sighed, turning their head and kissing Spidey's palm. "I don't know... plus... it's gonna be....... revealing."
Spidey's eyes widened slightly in realization. "Ohhh...."
Shuffle sighed. "Yeah."
Spidey giggled. "To be fair, I think you'd look lovely in whatever they have picked out."
Shuffle flushed, averting their eyes from hers. "Mmhh....."
Spidey smiled, rubbing Shuffle's cheek with her thumb. "Are you asking if I'm okay with that?"
"Kinda...."
Spidey leaned forward and pressed a soft kiss to Shuffle's forehead. "You can do whatever you want, love. You don't need my permission. But thank you for letting me know."
Shuffle gave her a goofy smile. "You're the best."
"So are you."
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{Shuffle's lingerie!! Rof gave me some options, so go thank her.}
Okay. This was a bit much. Shuffle tugged on the little apron they had on, giving their reflection another once over. The lingerie barely covered anything! Thankfully, KQ had some mercy and had given them something to cover up their lower parts, but it was still much more revealing than Shuffle was used to. And it had a tail. Shuffle rubbed their forearms. This.... was going to be embarrassing.....
A knock on the dressing room door startled Shuffle from their thoughts. "Yo, bro, we're ready!"
Shuffle gave their reflection an apologetic look before unlocking the dressing room door and stepping out. KQ flashed them a grin and a thumbs up before turning and leading them to the room where they'd be taking pictures. Chaos and Birdie were already there. Chaos' gaze landed on Shuffle and they gave an appreciative clap. "Oh my... that's a view I could get used to~"
Shuffle blushed, tugging the apron lower, ducking their head and murmuring a reply as Birdie and Chaos giggled together. KQ took pity on the flustered giant. "Alright guys, don't embarrass them too much."
Chaos gestured at the chair in the middle of the room, and Shuffle moved toward it, sitting down. Birdie approached with a camera and began instructing Shuffle on how to pose.
The longer the shoot went on, the more flustered Shuffle became. It was kind of fun, but at the same time, they were practically naked! For what felt like the millionth time, Shuffle adjusted the apron. They glanced over at Chaos, who was sitting on a table in the corner. They caught Shuffle's gaze and smirked, grabbing a piece of paper beside them and holding it up for Shuffle to see. On it, in thick black ink, was a 10. Shuffle flushed an even darker shade of red, averting their gaze from the flirty anon. Birdie giggled. "Oooh, that was a nice one!! Don't worry Shuff, we're almost done!"
Shuffle sighed. "Okay..."
Birdie perked up suddenly. "I have the best idea for a photo!! Okay, KQ, get rid of the chair."
Shuffle, confused, got off the chair so KQ could remove it. Birdie left their camera on the table and approached Shuffle with a rope. "Okay, kneel down."
Shuffle did not like where this was going. But they knelt in front of the smaller anon anyway. "What's that for?"
"For the photo, of course~"
Birdie set to work tying Shuffle's wrists together in an intricate pattern, then took the long end of the rope and flapped up to the ceiling, hooking the rope onto a metal hook, pulling Shuffle's wrists over their head. Chaos whistled quietly as Shuffle's blush darkened. Birdie landed on the ground and grinned. "Okay, spread your knees a little!"
Shuffle sighed and did as they were told, glancing away from the camera as it clicked a few times. They tested the rope, carefully flexing their arms. The rope, ordinarily, would be quite strong, but it wasn't designed to contain an almost ten foot tall beast like Shuffle. Shuffle amusedly thought about how easy it would be to snap the ropes.
Birdie chirped, "Okay! We're done!"
Before Birdie could move to untie Shuffle, they flexed their arms and pulled their wrists apart, snapping the ropes easily. Birdie and Chaos gawked while KQ whistled. "Damn, bro. That was sick."
Shuffle's mini victory was cut short by the fact that they were still in a cow print lingerie set. Unconsciously, they tugged the apron lower. "I'm.... gonna go change...."
Chaos giggled. "You don't wanna show off a little more for us? I wanna see what else those arms and hands can do~"
Shuffle's blush deepened, and KQ quickly ushered them back to the dressing room. Thankful they were finally free of the tight, revealing underwear, Shuffle slipped back into their jeans, t-shirt, and hoodie. They sighed in relief, taking a moment to bask in the softness of their hoodie before stepping out. KQ was waiting outside, and they gave Shuffle a grin. "Thanks, bro. You want your facts?"
"... Later.... I just wanna go home."
KQ patted their friend's arm. "Alright. See you later, bro. Thanks again for doing this."
Shuffle nodded and left the studio, beginning the short walk home. As soon as they got home, they spotted Spidey on the couch and made a beeline for her. Spidey looked up from the book she was reading and smiled, marking her place and setting it aside. "Hey, love. How'd it go?"
Shuffle sighed as they carefully laid on Spidey, head on Spidey's stomach, arms wrapped around her torso. "It was..... an experience........"
Spidey smiled, rubbing soothing circles into their magic 8-ball head. "Just want to relax?"
Shuffle nodded, closing their eyes. "Remind me to never accept favors from KQ... like... ever....."
Spidey giggled, then glanced at her phone as it lit up. With her free hand, she checked it, then smiled. "Well, I think you look wonderful in cow print."
Shuffle's face immediately flushed dark red. "Spidey!!"
~~Some suggestiveness with some fluff...... I LIKE.~~
@spider-anon-art hehehe~
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serenityseventeen · 3 years
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you should take care of you properly (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)
so we're understand each other now heh
I'll study the design and other arts in the uni
it's the good one and it was really difficult to get in but I did it ~
I like drawing and creating (I think you have noticed that hehe) different concepts so I think it possible to get to korea soon and study there
maybe I'll create an album for seventeen one day ~ (actually have some ideas for that. a lot of ideas actually)
I'm glad you're asked thanks you always so sweet with me here ♡♡
right now I'm a bit tired of long road from vacation it almost midnight there heh
but it was awesome I like countries I was visiting so much even it was very hard to handle the road ( is it what I can call it??)
- aoaoaoao ceo dino sounds tasty heheh
Aww thank you for telling me! It's so cool that you're into art & design! I like to draw too, it's one of my hobbie! I don't think I'll ever be able to design something though...
Also, I hope you can do what you want in the future! Study in Korea, and when you possibly create an album design for SEVENTEEN, please do tell me hehe, I'm cheering for you!!
I always appreciate your kindness and I think because I get to interact with a lot of nice people here, including you, I have been able to open up myself. Usually, I communicate well online but am a total noob at interactions in real life, but I feel much happier these days because of the sweet words you and other readers give me, along with SEVENTEEN <3
I hope you get to sleep well after your long vacation! I have never left my hometown and I get motion sickness really easily so I can probably never go on a road trip. 😭
-serenityseventeen
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