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soyhasmcaamp · 3 months
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"people say that there's always a light at the end of the tunnel, but my tunnel just seems endless. No light, no way out, no future. But I've got you. You, my flikering flame of hope, my light in a tunnel as dark as the Abbys, my chance to still, maybe, have a bright future. I'll carry you through this tunnel no matter how long. I'll carry you on my back for eternity while wandering through an endless, hopeless road."
~me, really fucking sad and eepy. Thought up just now with my bf in mind.
I am no writer I know but this is my blog and I can post what I want :)
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mimikyuchu030 · 3 months
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[ A Dream. ]
tw(s)/cw(s): References to PTSD, Death, Blood, light gore, Implied use of (prescription) drugs
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A dream. The same dream again. A dining room, a large, extravagant one with velvet tablecloth and intricate mahogany legs. At one end sat a old woman, perhaps in her 70s, her hair various shades of gray from strands with an aluminum sheen to them to ghostly white matte patches all thrown into a tight bun that sat proud atop her head. At the other end of the table sat a young boy, maybe 8 or 9 with long, luscious blonde hair tied into a ponytail with a black ribbon. On the table next to the boys half eaten meal sat an open pokeball, facing a seat that a Mimikyu sat in. It was quiet. It was peaceful. The boy smiles. The woman stares blankly ahead. As the boy blinks the world fades momentarily, as the world is seen again, it has been flipped on its head. The tablecloth torn off the table leaving dishes smashed and strewn about the floor, the designs on the legs of the table seemed to be nothing but the old woman's face. A figure, indistinguishable, ever shifting forms, only recognizable as being humanoid in nature held a knife to the woman, digging it into her neck drawing the slightest bit of blood, blood that slid down her wrinkled neck as she smiled at the boy across from her, telling him not to worry as the figure shouted words that couldn't quite be made out. Tears fell from the boys eyes as he screamed and pleaded with the figure for a moment it seemed like it worked, as the being removed the knife from where it was placed firmly against the old woman's throat, but alas, good things cannot happen to this boy, for what is life without suffering. The knife sinks into the old woman's eye and she shreiks as it twists, the figure pulls it out roughly only to stab the woman's neck, killing her almost instantly, the knife is retracted again and thrown at the boy. The mimikyu that sat adjacent to the boy used a large claw to block the boy from harm. All is obscured as the cries of the Mimikyu become louder.
Wyrm awakens with a jolt, sitting upright in his bed, chest heaving and eyes wide. He blinks a few times, taking a moment to steady his breathing as he reaches into his nightstand drawer to grab an orange pill bottle.
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ohhiitsradcat · 2 months
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the emptiness echoes
a mournful lament of
discontent for a life
full of wonder lost
on a journey to find
the meaning of
love and happiness
-Cassandra Coxon
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I think your heart was too small for your body. It fell out when you spoke.
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kenobihater · 2 months
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you ever write up a combination of words you're really proud of at the time bc you think it's vivid but it's actually so atrocious that you remember it eight years later bc it's burned itself into your long-term memory? just me?
#i'm literally laughing my entire ass off rn. i can't believe i found this fic i wrote at 15 and orphaned when i came to my senses abt both#my complete inability and total aversion to writing first person as well as the fact that the english language should never have been#subjected to its words being done dirty like this 😭#also i straight up fucking LIED in the authors note??? i said i'd broken my knee as a kid which is categorically false. i fell down some#stairs and banged it up and it's a tiny bit weak ig but i didn't break it? all any teens born after y2k know is eat hot chip and lie...#still not over the first line... the flip flop bit i remembered but i'd COMPLETELY forgotten 'a shriek seeped out of my throat'. girl. what.#how does a shriek seep exactly? the world may never know...#and the use of 'groped' is also sending me 😭 AND 'crash bash whump thump' girlllll send help holy shit i can't stop coughing & laughing#the rest of the fic isn't quite this bad but it's very purple yet ineloquent and rough. it's a good reminder of how much i've improved and#honestly i'd rather read this utterly amature fic bc it's at least charming in its lack of skill rather than infuriating like some of my#oneshots that are still on my page bc they're more comprehensible but just bad enough to make me cringe. getting mad at this oneshot would#be like getting bad at a kid's stick figure drawing. like. it's just kinda cute to see someone starting out on their creative journey#my old sw oneshots on the other hand are like the awkward growing pains of puberty. you just can't help but wince at the reminder#this is okay to reblog btw bc it's objectively hilarious and i don't mind ppl finding humor in it#len speaks
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pastturnedwriting · 7 months
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The Glass Child
"Sorry, your brother needs me"
"This is important, maybe another time"
Always told to me, no matter how much I plea
I want your attention, is that a crime?
You act like I'm see through
Like you don't know I'm there
Is that true?
If something happened, would you even care?
What can a do to get your attention?
Maybe a broken arm, a bit of poison?
How I want to spill crimson
Then, I can be the main focus and not a gremlin
But instead, I feel made out of glass
Where no one sees me
Everyone is a pain in the ass
I guess its ment to be
~Soul
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shiviswriting · 17 days
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I don't write often. Its for the simple and silly reason that I am not sure if I am articulative enough to give life to the stories. But there are days when there is a powerful idea that overpowers the insecurities.
This is one such story, written very instinctually. It's not done, I don't know when it will end, but this, I want this to be a journey of learning to push past through the insecurities and hurdles that those seem Himalayan.
Follow through the journey of self–love, rediscovery and grief of dead relationships. Leave comments, show love and support. Because this is that fandom that would never let one down!
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vb-realmstrider · 3 months
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"The island has, as we predicted before I set out, proved impossible to approach. Sailing this far north is difficult enough with all the ice burgs and sheets of ice threatening the ship, but there’s a blizzard surrounding the island. Don’t get me wrong, I’ve done lots of sailing in storms and blizzards around the Telrenvi coasts, but this is no natural weather. It must have been conjured back before the fall of Ertssela by a Frost Arcanist of unfathomable power. We know that it’s possible to sail through unharmed though; I personally witnessed a small ship with a strange, unfamiliar symbol on the sails emerge from the blizzard. It appeared to be pulling in nets of fish as it scouted the surrounding area. We attempted to close the distance and try communicating with the strange sailors, but they noticed us and disappeared into the storm before we could get close. I’m not sure, but I think I sensed traces of Void Arcane on that boat as it approached the storm. It’s worth investigating further if you get the opportunity, but my ship can’t stay out here any longer. I’ll return to Remour three months after this letter arrives. I expect you to have my payment ready when I get there this time."
Letter recovered from the wreckage of the 'Windblessed'
From the archives of the Telrenv Nautical Guild
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chaoticaptendyte · 7 months
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A futile search for permanence
Yet i try and try again
Hoping that this one will fit
Hoping once again
That this time maybe, possibly, they'll like me enough to stay
They'll be the one who i can come to
Be it sunshine moonbeams or rain
I try and try and try again
I fall i crumble i break
I cry and cry and cry again
And patch myself up like tape
Fixed for the moment but not quite stable
Leaping for the next one cause they might be able
To calm my racing mind and take care of my fragile heart
Maybe they could love me in ways that i cannot
But strangers unseen face to face
Feelings found with a digital trace
No strings attached no commitment to boot
Of course they'd leave, you silly goose
It was never meant to be, we never should have met
Yet i remember you more vividly than some of my best friends
I held too strong and so did u, we saw what love could be, saw what it could do
And you, you ran, as far as you could
Didn't wanna get attached
Broke my heart in two
Why did u ever come back
Why did i let you?
Why'd you leave again
Why can I not forget you
I try to move on with life
Most days i don't think of you
A love that could have would have been
The person i would have always run to
But things in life come as they do
The most perfect being
The most imperfect situation it's true
Cause life is yin and yang
Good and bad
Big and small
And once we had our little infinity
I would never get u to myself again, never
at all
~chaoticaptendyte
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sashapearl23 · 2 months
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My inner child squirmed
My inner child convulsed
She's exerted
She's perverted
I'm meeting her finally
I'm feeling her righteously
She's the devil
She runs the coven
We accept our past
We accept our path
In serendipity we float
In serenity we gloat
What comes next is dire
What comes next is fire
- Sasha Pearl
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doublegoblin · 10 months
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An introduction of the re variety.
Greetings and salutations! So a lot of this will be old news to people but I've had a bit of personal growth and what was an old introduction post doesn't reflect how I feel as a person much any longer. So I am making this updated version (the old one will still be kicking around just not pinned).
So once again hello! My (pen)name is Maxwell Alabaster(he/him), Max or Maxwell is fine!
Not including the RP stuff I used to do on forum back in the early aughts, I've been hobby writing for about a year and some now. It started as a private personal thing to keep my mind occupied while I was between jobs but at some point I decided I wanted to share my stuff with people! So I did just that and made this here blog.
I would still consider myself an amateur writer, not to deflect but to acknowledge that I have room to improve. Also I am hungry for engagement (brain likes seeing the notification number go bigger) so please don't feel like you can't leave little comments or reblog. I don't have aspirations of hitting it big or publication, but, interaction is still nice and I can only share my stuff so far.
What I post on here are the first drafts of my two larger WIPS and one off stuff. I've tried my best to have all these things in their own linked pages! My style or genre usually falls under the horror or darker side of things, I'm an edgy bitch what can I say. Mostly though I just tend to write off the vibe I'm feeling for a particular one off. I don't think my stuff is particularly spine tingling but hey some people have different tolerances.
Rituals and Red Tape : Slice of life/dark fantasy story told from the first person perspective of Alex, manager of the auditing department. Set in a dream like world crafted by an enigmatic group of outer beings known as The Board. Their main duties are to stop problems before they happen that break the rules of reality, or, fix the problems if they are too late.
Abnormal Analytics Company Communications : Found footage/document style story. Very heavily inspired by things like the SCP foundation and minorly inspired by content surrounding what is known as the 411 phenomenon. This story, or rather each “case”, is experienced via the messages and emails between members of some kind of research organization. While these is no main POV character it can be assumed that most of this information is viewed through a single terminal. 
I also have a WattPad where I post the edited version of Rituals and Red Tape (if you want a more coherent and better quality version) and also the logs of AACC.
Edit 9-7: I guess I've also started doing voice work lol. I'll work on getting a section made for just the audio works at some point! I'm still learning the craft and editing stuff but it's been a passion of mine for a while and I hope to make it a more regular thing! If you think my voice would be good for your things hit me up! I can promise I will try my best =P
I am also very open to asks about my stuff, being included in tag games, and stuff like that. I can be a little slow to respond due to my limited time but I make an effort to get to things when I can! Heck even if you want to just send a random ask, I'm down for that too.
Closing words
I can't really say I'm excited to get to know people since I've already been here for a while lol. Also this blog can be very messy as I enjoy a wide swath of things. But yeah, check out my stuff, leave me words on those things (good or bad but above all helpful) and enjoy I guess?
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Hey, so I have plot and like the character and what they are needed fore in the story plus their motivation, but I really don't know what to do after that. Like how do I create my character basically.
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i have nearly finished painting a glob of hot glue with a safety pin stuck to it as a diy nonbinary pin
life is solidly mediocre dipping into mildly terrible but the sunlight peeks through the dense stormy skyline and even if i no longer have the hope for a life filled with sunny days i find it in me to hold on a little longer for the next glimpse of warmth and light if only because it is something to wait for
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yoongimain · 1 year
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Beneath the Rock Elm
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I had grown here, with a roof over my head, and riches beyond comparison. 
No warmth, or place to be called mine.
A future as bright as the stars we’ve gazed upon, haunted by loneliness.
I had fear.
The day had come, masked in the fragrance of roses and baby's breath.
I sacrificed my place in your heart. 
Bitter is the feeling beyond there.
Memories frequent me often.
I longed for that feeling of our hands interlocked under the sunset. 
The fullness of your laughter that vibrates beneath my cheek. 
The hues of orange and purple that colored our mid-summer skies. 
The essence of the green leaves brushing over our resting form.
The warmth that filled my heart from your auburn eyes. 
Years may pass, but the sound of your heart could never fade away. 
Perhaps, I lived as a shell. 
An empty vessel with no movement. 
The lights were dim when he set me free, but the fire in my heart had never burned brighter. 
Beneath the Rock Elm is where I was to find you.
When the time had come to be, you were already gone. 
Only then have I come to realize it.
You have also forfeit the place in my heart. 
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i-want-to-be-a-poet · 7 months
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Hello No one follows me nor do I follow anyone, at least for now. I want to document my journey as an aspiring writer. I am 17 years old and I am sick and tired of waiting for someone to tell me to write. So. This is it. I shall write.
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MORE FIC STUF!!!! IM WRITING AGAIN NO ONE CAN STOP ME!!!!!!!!!!!
they are all so gay
(yes the story was inspo from the parks an rec skit abt the coffee machine)
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