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cinnamonsly · 29 days
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sorry for the inactivity here i literally have not been drawing at all😐😐😐 like i want to but i have 0 motivation and 0 ideas. sigh
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shigarakis-cumdump · 6 months
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Intoxicating Love
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Summary: You saw a new ad for a pheromone perfume online and you figured you'd give it a shot. Who knew it would work so well...
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You didn’t get to see Dabi much, and when you did, his attention was always elsewhere. He seemed like your little dates and hangouts were taking up his time, like he had better things to do. 
While scrolling on your phone, you get an ad for a new perfume that says, “Your boyfriend won’t be able to resist!” It was a pheromone perfume, something you had never heard of before. It said it smelt like musk, honey, and cinnamon, which all sounded like good scents to you. You placed your order as quickly as you saw the ad, and waited several days for it to arrive. 
When you had the perfume in hand, you sprayed a bit and it smelt sweet and warm. It didn’t make you feel anything like the ad said, but it smelt good nonetheless. You sprayed a bit on your neck and chest as you were getting ready for your date with Dabi. You planned a movie night at your place, and he should be arriving any minute. 
There was a loud bang at your door, and you raced downstairs to invite him in. 
“Hi Dabi!” you say enthusiastically as you practically drag him inside. 
“Someone’s excited to see me.” he says, throwing off his shoes and letting them go anywhere. He leans down to meet you and gives you a kiss. Almost immediately, he can sense something different about you, although he didn’t know what. 
“How was your day?” you ask. 
“It was definitely somethin’,” he replies. You were hoping he would add on, maybe give you some details or maybe notice your new smell, but he was just as cold as always. Your smile faded a bit, maybe it doesn’t work like the ad said. The two of you head into the living room where there’s tons of snacks laid out on the coffee table. You had a few choices of movies, and Dabi picked the horror one to watch. 
It was hard for Dabi to focus on the movie, not that he often came over for the activities you two did regardless. But it was a different feeling. Rather than his usual boredom, he kept getting the urge to fuck you. Don’t get him wrong, he always made sure to do that before he left, but his body was being impatient today. 
“Dabi, you okay?” you ask. He didn’t even realize his leg was bouncing since his mind was racing with thoughts of you underneath him in bed, crying his- 
“Dabi?” You batted your lashes, hiding a cynical smirk. Maybe the perfume was working after all. 
“Yeah, sorry doll. Long day,” he says, trying to evade the truth. 
“Do you need anything?” 
“Yeah, c’mere.” Dabi replied, opening up his arms to you. You jumped right in and tucked yourself between his chest and arm, being warmed by the heat he produced. He squeezes you tightly, almost a little too tightly just to bring you closer so he can smell you. 
“What’do you got on? It’s suffocating.” 
“Oh, I got this new perfume! Do you like it?” You ask. 
“It’s not bad,” he blankly replies. Truth be told, Dabi was obsessed with the smell. It was better than anything he ever smelt before and it was becoming insufferable to just continue sitting here and doing nothing. A bulge was growing in his pants, and it didn’t go unnoticed by you. You sneakily brought your hand over and started palming him slowly, just a tease. 
“C’mon, baby, don’t tease me like that..” he grunted. His hips jolted into your hand, desperate for more pleasure. You slipped your hand under his waistband and took hold of his dick, giving it small pumps. Dabi was looking down at you, thinking of how badly he wanted to ruin you and make you cry for him. Growing impatient and ever more horny, he huffed and stood up to take his pants off quickly. Dabi then pinned you to the couch, holding your hands above your head and craning his head down into the crook of yours to get another whiff of your perfume. 
“Fuck, you’re driving me crazy, doll..” he groans, grinding his hips into yours. You giggled and matched his movement. 
He couldn’t keep his hands off of you. Dabi trailed one down your chest and burned your shirt off, exposing your tits for him to squeeze and kiss. You wanted to touch him back and make him feel good, but his other hand kept yours pinned down thoroughly, making sure you couldn’t escape. 
Fuck, so pretty under me like this, so helpless.” 
“Just for you~”
“Good girl, all f’me,” he replied, “let’s take these off, they’re just getting in the way..” he burned your pants and underwear off next, leaving you completely exposed to him. You squirmed because of the cold air, but that was quickly replaced with the heat of his hands down by your cunt. Dabi teased you a bit, rubbing your clit in small, circular motions. He was soaking up all the pretty noises you made for him, and he could feel you getting wetter by the second.  He took his 2 fingers plunged them into your pussy and stretched you out, scissoring and pumping them to warm you up. You whined and bucked your hips at the feeling, muttering Dabi’s name over and over. 
“What, you feel that good just from my fingers? We can’t have that..” He released your hands and lined his dick up with your hole before plunging in, taking no time to ease you into it. 
“Ah, fuck!” you screamed, eyes shutting tightly. Dabi caged you in, leaning over you with a heavy demeanor and a look of lust in his eyes. He was feral, hips speeding up as if he was humping you like a dog, not too worried about your pleasure since he could only focus on his raging hard on. “Slow down, Dabi, it’s too much!” You beg. You hug him, nails scratching up and down his back, leaving pretty red trail marks. 
“You feel too good, doll, fuck you’re so tight, keep squuezin’ around me like that, shit,” he said. Dabi’s face was latched onto your neck as he left dark hickies to remind people that you were his. You bucked your hips to match his pace, the only sounds heard in the room were slapping and moaning, the movie on the tv long forgotten. 
“Dabi, I can’t, I’m gunna cum!”
“Cum for me, doll, cum all around my cock, c’mon..” he groans. His thrusting doesn’t slow even as you’re coming down from your high, and you get overstimulated. 
“Dabi please, It’s too much, I can’t take it!” You’re shaking and twitching, cunt overstimulated by the constant pounding of his dick in that sweet spot. 
“Just hold on a little longer, baby, I know you can do it.” he tells you. 
It feels like an eternity before Dabi finally fills you up. He’s panting above you and you can’t help but smile at him. Some silly perfume made him crave you so bad, and boy did it work. Maybe you would wear this more often…
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nabibeans · 1 month
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MILF! HWA // College! joong.
Hongjoong and Seonghwa weren’t exactly your average couple; especially when it came to their age gap, Hongjoong himself was 25 while Seonghwa had just turned 36. Not that he cared even in the slightest that his beautiful girlfriend was older than him, she was the woman of his dreams and that’s all that mattered. He’d do anything for the love of his life; no matter what the cost, a ding from his phone captured his attention.
🐰🍯: baby, I started my period. Can you bring home some tampons? They’re in a purple box when you go to the store. Thank you, I love you. ❤️
Fuck. Maybe he was a bit too whipped. Hongjoong however replied that he would indeed get his girlfriend the tampons she needed; and he’d also grab a few of her favorite period snacks and a comfy blanket to cuddle into while he wasn’t home, his queen deserved the best and that was exactly what he was going to give her. “Hey man, what are you doing after class wanna hang out?” Mingi, his long time friend sat next to him. There was only a few minutes left so everyone was preparing to leave and go home for the day. “Ah my girlfriend isn’t feeling well, so I’m gonna head to the store and get some things for her.” Mingi wiggled his eyebrows. “Did you knock her up?” , “god! No Mingi! She’s on birth control. She got her period, that’s all.” That seemed to have catch the attention of Jongho in front of him. “You do know what tampons to get right? Yeosang gave me one hell of a lecture when I didn’t buy the right ones last time. It’s a good thing she’s pregnant so I won’t get bitched at for nine months.” Yeosang was Jongho’s girlfriend of 10 years. They’d been dating since high school and never once split up, “I think so? She said they’re in a purple box.” He decided it would be better to confirm by looking online first, only to discover there were a ton of tampons that came in purple boxes. “Fuck.” , “How old is she? That could help.”
Hongjoong blushed scratching the back of his neck, “she’s 35.” , “oh shit!?” The two men beside him said in unison. They certainly hadn’t expected their friend to be into older women. “Okay so she needs something comfortable but will get the job done. I’ll come with you and show you what I usually get Yeosang if that helps.” Jongho was a blessing. Truly. “Thanks Jongho, I really don’t want to face her wrath right now.” Once class was over Jongho and Hongjoong headed to the nearest store together to get everything they needed; Yeosang had requested her favorite candy and who was Jongho to deny his pregnant girlfriend. “Since she’s older she’ll likely need a smaller size since she’s not bleeding as much.” Hongjoong piped up quickly, “oh seonghwa has heavy periods, she has Endometriosis.” Jongho mentally slapped himself. “Okay so these.” He quickly picked up a purple box and pressed it into Hongjoong’s hands. “These are what she meant. If not tell her it’s my fault. Now let’s get out of here before anyone comes down this aisle.” Hongjoong would have to thank him later.
Back at home; Seonghwa was curled up on the couch with a pint of ice cream and a blanket draped over her shoulders, her eyes had dark circles under them. “Hurry home Joongie, I need you.” She sighed dropping the spoon into the now empty ice cream pint as she began to cry again. Her whole body hurt; she felt so nauseous , and all she wanted was her boyfriend to come home and cuddle up with her in bed.
The front door unlocked with a click before opening, “hey baby I’m home- why are you crying!? Seonghwa…my love.” Hongjoong immediately put the bag down rushing over to his girlfriend, wrapping her up in his arms tightly. Seonghwa allowed herself to cry freely as she cuddled against her boyfriend. “My body is just so…gross. And I feel so nauseous but I keep eating shitty food and I missed you.” The older woman clung to her lover, letting him soothe her as she cried. Hongjoong kissed her tears away softly as he rocked his lover, “sounds like my honey bunny needs a nice relaxing bubble bath and then some cuddles in bed with a movie. How’s that sound baby? I’ll clean up while you take a bath.” Seonghwa nodded through her tears, happy her boyfriend was so caring. “Yes, thank you baby. Did you get what I asked for?” Hongjoong grabbed the bag nodding. “I got your tampons, and some snacks and a heating pad. You’re all set for the week babe.” He leaned in to kiss his girlfriend softly, her plush lips molding to his perfectly.
“Thank you baby, I love you.” , “I love you too.” Hongjoong kissed her one more time before getting up to start the bath for his girlfriend, letting her soak while he cleaned up the apartment. Cleaning up the couch and coffee table; setting out a menu for dinner later, making the bed and adding an extra blanket to keep Seonghwa extra comfy. He even laid out her favorite pajamas! Seonghwa eventually emerged from the bathroom, she looked much more relaxed now than she had before. “I feel much better, thank you baby.” Her arms wrapped around Hongjoong’s neck for another kiss. His hands found her hips, kissing his girlfriend lovingly. “Of course baby, you deserve it. Now let’s get comfy and cuddle okay?” Seonghwa nodded pulling away from her boyfriend to get dressed.
Their evening was filled with lots of cuddling and kissing; Hongjoong’s head resting on top of Seonghwa’s as she had finally drifted to sleep in his arms, her vanilla shampoo invading his nose whenever she’d shift underneath his chin. His arms wrapped tightly around her waist, just letting his beautiful girlfriend sleep in his arms while he ordered dinner for the two of them, something simple and easy to eat in bed since he didn’t want to move Seonghwa too much. After a few moments; his love stirred from her sleep rubbing her eyes, “did I fall asleep?” Hongjoong nodded kissing her forehead. “You did, but I wanted you to sleep since you looked tired.” Seonghwa nodded in agreement sitting up slowly with her boyfriend.
“Thank you for taking care of me babe.” , “I always will.” The couple shared a passionate kiss. Their evening together just getting started.
This is just one of many Milf! Fem! Seonghwa fics I’ve written. Maybe I’ll post more here soon? This one was pretty short and a little rushed. 🙃
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Take a Walk on the Wild Side- Journey to the Emerald City - Chapter
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Summary- With the drama of Teddy's ex over, Lex and Teddy decided to explore their wild sides.
Warnings- smutty sex; discussions of dominance/submission; everything is consensual.
Previous Chapter - https://starshine-hockey-girl.tumblr.com/post/682609762641297408/final-reckoning-journey-to-the-emerald-city
@pattiemac1 @penstxgal1968 @hedoublehockeystix @juuuuuse
Saturday, March 16th- Teddy and Lex’s apartment
Lex bent down and picked the medium sized box before he walked into the apartment he shared with Teddy. It was fairly nondescript with nothing printed on the outside except for the shipping label. He placed it on the kitchen island before he went to the door of Teddy’s office. “Hey,” he said casually as he walked over and kissed the top of his head, “I am home. It’s my turn to cook dinner. Do you want pasta?” 
She looked up with a smile, “Hey you! I am stuck in editing hell and have a ton of emails to plow through tonight so I won’t be ready until after six at the earliest. You can do pasta or order in. Whatever you want works for me.” 
He walked over and grinned as he looked down at her, "I like it when you are agreeable. It's kind of a turn-on." He bent down to kiss and copped a quick feel of her boobs as she giggled. " I will leave you to your work." He said before he returned to the kitchen to grab a beer. His attention turned to the package and he remembered that he had ordered something online a few days previously. He tore the package open and studied the contents. It was most definitely not his package. The inner package was a glossy black box with the words Naughty By Nature written in red metallic ink across the lid. He opened the top lid, closed it quickly, then opened it again. "Bliss?" He called to her as he carried the box to her office. She turned in her chair to face him. "Do you need to tell me anything?" he asked in a hushed tone.
"No," she replied quickly, "What's in the box?
"You tell me," he continued, "It's from Naughty By Nature. Why would you order something from there?"
Teddy's eyebrows shot up, "They sent a box? I told them no. They sent something anyway?"
"Wait? They sent it to you? You didn't order anything?" he said in surprise.
"Yes, you do know how my job works, right?” she asked in return. He blinked and considered his answer. He had a vague idea of what she did. She had a YouTube channel along with Instagram and some new thing called TikTok. Beyond that, he had no clue about the details of how it all came together beyond the basics of her recording and editing. His forehead creased and Teddy smiled, “It's a conversation for another time. Short answer is that they emailed me to see if I would be interested in a paid promotion post. I discussed it with my team and replied no because sex toys are not really in “my brand” so the offer was declined. I guess they sent it anyway and it was forwarded to me. The real question is why you are worried about it.”
“I’m not….I’m not worried about it, Bliss,” he stammered, “A guy just wonders when a box of sex toys arrives to his girlfriend's attention. I thought we were doing pretty good with what we already have. Pinky and I make a pretty good team, right? We get the job done.” 
Bliss stood up and walked over to him. She crooked her finger to beckon him to come closer. He bent down and she kissed him fully. “You absolutely get the job done,” she moaned, “You get the job done every time. I don’t need a box of toys to get my needs met.” She laughed and wiggled her eyebrows, “My man takes care of all my wants and needs.” 
He smiled but Lex’s mind swirled with questions, “Teddy has a team? Teddy has a brand?” he thought to himself. He looked at her, tilted and then shook his head in disbelief. This part of her was a complete mystery to him. He couldn’t tell how he felt about it. 
“Lex? Earth to Lex,” Teddy called, “What’s going on in that mind of yours?” She stood up and walked over to him. She looked up at his face then wrapped her arms around his waist. “What’s wrong, my love?” she asked quietly.
“How do I not know more about your work? I feel like that’s something I should know more about. We talk all the time about my work. Why is that?” he asked. 
Teddy responded, “I don’t know, Lex. It just feels you have a career with a defined goal. You have tangible outcomes. Most of the time, I feel like I am flying by the seat of my pants here."
Lex took her hand and led her to the couch. He pulled her down as he sat and she adjusted herself to sit with her legs across his lap. “Flying by the seat of your pants? What does that mean?” he asked. 
“I never intended this to become a full time job,” she said, “I started posting videos on YouTube because there weren’t any content creators who looked like me. I would watch these fashion and beauty videos and feel so frustrated. I just wanted to express myself. You know me-I have lots of opinions When I started getting noticed on YouTube, the positive feedback helped my confidence. It was comforting when people related to my content because it made me feel like less of an outcast.” 
Lex’s eyes widened, “Outcast?”
Teddy looked down and examined her hands, “Lex, I know that you adore me, and this may come as a shock to you but other people sometimes find me weird. At least that’s what my anxiety tells me. It makes me feel alone and isolated. It’s been nice to get feedback that I am not alone. I have people who find me funny and smart and a bunch of other good things. I mean it’s sort of taken on a life of its own.”
“So when did you decide to make it a full time thing,” he asked.
“When we got together,” she answered. Again he looked surprised, “I knew that I couldn’t keep my corporate job and move to be with you in Pittsburgh. I figured if I was going to be making the leap of faith with you then I could take a leap of faith that this little “brand” I was developing could grow too. That it would be possible to share my authentic self and other people would love me like you love me. It just kept growing.”  she kissed his cheek. “I do, however need to get back to work.”
He smiled at her as she got up to return to her office. “Hey Bliss, I know that you make money, but how much?” 
She turned and shrugged, “Oh, I don’t know. If things go as projected, I will probably get a little over two this year.”
“Two? As in two hundred thousand?” he gasped, “That’s impressive.”
“No, Lex,” she corrected, “Two as in two million.”
"That's nearly as much as me," he croaked.
"Is that a problem?" she said quickly, the anxiety sweeping over her features. 
"No, I just need to step up my game if I am going to be your provider," he shrugged his shoulders.
"I don't need you to provide me with money, Lex," she laughed.
"Oh yeah, what do you need me to provide you?" He countered.
"Meet in the bedroom with that box and I will show you," she said as she flashed her boobs.
Monday March 18th- Turtle Creek Therapy Center
"Jamie?" the petite brunette called from the door, "I'm ready for you." The tall blonde rubbed his thighs and stood up. He slowly walked to the door. They walked to her small and cozy office. Lex sat on the couch and looked around nervously. "So you wanted to see me alone?" Beverly asked. 
Lex and Teddy had been seeing Beverly since their return from Pittsburgh. Her guidance had been crucial during the Chaz crisis and the aftermath. They had settled in a comfortable routine of bi-weekly appointments. Beverly was about to recommend graduating to once a month sessions. 
"Uhhhh, yeah," he said softly. He leaned forward and rested his forearms on his thighs. "I have something that is bothering me and I need some help," he continued. He looked to the counselor for a response. 
She looked back at him with a neutral face. "What's bothering you?”
He leaned back and rubbed his palms on his thighs. He looked down, "Ummm, I have some thoughts that are disturbing." 
Beverly looked up from her notes. "Disturbing in what way? What are your thoughts?"
He didn't look up, "They are sexual thoughts. They are disturbing because of Bliss' past."
"I am not understanding. What kind of sexual thoughts?" Beverly asked.
Lex blushed, "Ummmm, Some kinky stuff like being aggressive with her physically, dominating her and controlling her. Nothing to hurt or injure her, but things like spanking and tying her up.” He looked up and observed Beverly’s neutral face. “You don’t think that they are disturbing thoughts?” 
Beverly replied, “Well, my thoughts don’t matter as much as your thoughts on them. They seem like some not that out of the ordinary sexual fantasies. Why do you find them disturbing?” 
Lex blinked, “You know her past. Chaz physically abused her. He sexually assaulted her. I am thinking of doing similar things. How is that not disturbing?”
Beverly smiled, “Are they similar, really? In these thoughts/fantasies, are these actions consensual? Is Teddy feeling pleasure from the actions?”
Lex ran his fingers through his curls, “Of course, they are consensual. I only want to give her pleasure sexually.”
Beverly asked, “How do you think Teddy would react to these thoughts/fantasies?”
Lex stammered, “I could never tell her about them. She would hate me.”
“So maybe it’s not the thoughts/fantasies that are disturbing? Maybe it’s your fear of her reaction to them?” Beverly suggested. 
“You don’t think she would hate me?” Lex questioned. 
Beverly shrugged, “I am not her, but I can’t imagine that she would hate you. Who knows? Maybe she would be open to exploring those fantasies with you.”
Lex looked up and appeared to be dumbstruck by Beverly’s answer. 
“Let’s reverse the roles. What do you think your reaction would be if she came to you asked to explore something sexually? Would you hate her even if it was something that you are not interested in doing?” Beverly prodded. 
“But we don’t have the same past. I don’t have her trauma,” he protested. 
“Jamie, her trauma is not yours to manage. Teddy is strong. Do you really think that the conversation will trigger her trauma? Don’t you think that she can distinguish between past abuse and consensual sexual activity?” Beverly countered. “Teddy has been consistent in her communication during sessions that she trusts you and knows that she is safe with you. Why would that change?” 
Lex started to speak but stopped. 
“You have to decide for yourself, Jamie, if this is a conversation that you are able and willing to have with Teddy. I think that you have a lot of shame and guilt tied to fairly common sexual fantasy. The question might just be how much do you trust Teddy?”
Lex looked at his hands and thought. If there was anything that he knew for sure, it was that he could trust Teddy. He tried to imagine having the conversation with her. Given Beverly’s nonplussed reaction to the thoughts/fantasies, he pictured that she would not condemn or hate him. Suddenly he felt a bit silly about his fear. This was Teddy- his best friend and love. Teddy who had exposed herself completely to him in every way. Here he was working himself into a lather about a sexual fantasy. He chuckled to himself. Beverly raised an eyebrow. 
“Sorry, I am just realizing that I may have been thinking irrationally,” he blushed. 
“It happens to the best of us,” she responded, “Do you think you might be open to the discussion now?”
“Yeah, I think I can do it,” he smiled. 
“If you want to do it in a session, we can but I think you can handle it on your own now,” she added.
“Yeah, I think so too,” he said as he stood up to go, “Thanks again for helping me process that.” 
“Anytime, Jamie, anytime,” she got up to walk him out the door. 
LATER THAT EVENING -Teddy and Lex’s apartment
“Bliss babe, I’m home,” Lex called out as he walked in the door of their apartment. 
“I’m in the kitchen,” she called back. He walked in to find her making dinner. “Hey Lexaroni,” she smiled as he bent down to kiss her cheek. She was putting the final layer onto the homemade lasagna she had spent the afternoon constructing when Lex mentioned a craving for it that morning. “Mmmmm, give me a good kiss,” she teased. She turned to him and stood on her tiptoes as he leaned down to kiss her softly. The intensity of the kiss increased as he lifted her off of her feet and held her up. “Much better,” she grinned, “Where have you been? I thought you had this afternoon off.” 
He put her down and walked over to the refrigerator to grab a beer, “Oh, I had a session with Beverly. I thought I told you.” She put down the cheese that she was spreading and looked at him. “I didn’t tell you?” he pursed his lips. 
“You know damn well that you didn’t tell me that you were having a session with Beverly,” she said, “Do you think I would forget something like that? Wait, why did you have a solo session with Beverly?” Her mind started to race. 
“Wait, wait, wait- Bliss,” he held up his hands. He could see the anxiety creeping across her face. “Don’t panic. It’s nothing bad or at least I know that now.” 
“Now? You were unsure before, but still didn’t tell me?” she questioned. 
“Yes, I had something that was bothering me that involved you and I needed to talk it out. I don’t know why I didn’t tell you ahead of time. I guess I was embarrassed or something,” he stammered. 
Teddy looked at him and paused. His breath was rapid. His weight shifted from side to side. He looked and acted nervous. She struggled to remember when she had seen him like this before. Then she remembered his behavior in St. Thomas before he declared his love for her. Before that, it was outside of her apartment after their first fight. “Lex,” she said softly, “Let’s move past whether you told me or not. What did you need to talk out with Beverly? Something involving me?” He nodded his head yes. “Can you tell me now? I am really trying not to freak out, but it’s getting really hard,” she pleaded. 
He took her hand and led into the living room. She sat down and he paced. “Not helping Lex,” she teased. 
He sat down next to her and then stood up again, “Shit, why am I making this so hard?” He paced back and forth. Teddy watched him. He sat down and ran his hands through his curls, "Ummmm, I was having sexual fantasies and they concerned me." 
"What kind of sexual fantasies?" Teddy said quietly. "Are you not happy with our sex life?"
He turned to her and grabbed her hands, "No, don't start doubting yourself. I am trying to tell you but I am fucking terrified."
"Terrified of what?" she asked.
"Terrified that you will think less of me or love me less," he whispered.
"Lex, it's you and me forever- no matter what, whatever it takes," she reassured, "Just tell me."
"Kinky stuff like rough sex, controlling and dominating you, spanking and other stuff," he said in a voice barely above a whisper. He looked down.
Teddy inhaled, "That's it?"
Lex's head popped up, "Yes? You're not upset or freaked out?"
“I thought you were going to say something awful like a threesome,” Teddy smiled and climbed into his lap, "Lex- that's what you were so worried about? Why?"
Lex looked into her eyes, "I thought it would remind you of before- you know, HIM." After the sentencing, Teddy refused to say the name of her abusive ex,Chaz. 
Teddy caressed his cheek, "Lex, sweetheart, I trust you. I know that I am safe with you. You would never intentionally hurt me. Breathe, you're overthinking it. You're totally pulling a Teddy." Lex leaned his face into her hand. She rubbed his cheek, "Can I ask you one thing?" He nodded yes. "This is in addition to our normal stuff, right? You're happy with everything else?" she asked quietly.
"I am so happy with everything else. If you say no, I will understand completely," he answered.
"I am not saying no," she whispered.
"You're not saying no?" he smiled.
"I am not saying no," she kissed him, "I'm not saying no."
"Really?" he looked at her in amazement.
"I mean we've done the spanking thing once. I liked it. I liked it A LOT," she kissed him again before hopping up.
"Where are you going?" he asked. She walked into the kitchen and put the lasagna into the refrigerator. From there, she walked past him to the bedroom to grab her purse and put on her shoes. 
She walked back into the living room and looked at him, "Let's go."
"Go where?" He asked.
"Going on an adventure," she smiled, "Let's go."
He got up reluctantly and followed her downstairs to her Jeep. She smiled as she started the engine and hit play on the playlist. "You have a Sexy Lexy playlist? seriously?" he joked. 
"Yes, do you want to know when I play it?" she teased back.
"When?" he asked incredulously.
"When are you on the road and I have to take care of myself." she laughed. They drove along listening to the music. Teddy sang a particularly robust version of Kisses Down Low before she pulled into the parking lot and parked neatly.
 Lex turned to her in disbelief. "Why are we here?" he asked as he looked up at the Condoms To Go sign. 
Teddy smiled, "We are exploring options." She got out of the Jeep and headed into the store. She called out, "Come on Lex!" He sheepishly followed her. Teddy grabbed a handbasket and started at one end of the store. "So let's start here," she said bluntly as she stood in front of the lube section. He looked at her like a deer in headlights. "Lex, you want to try new things, right? Then we need to see what's available. Would you rather start with the restraints?" She said matter of factly,  "We haven't needed lube in the past but maybe we should get some just in case?" 
Lex stared at it for a moment before busting out laughing. "I love you Bliss," he laughed again, "Oh God, I love you." He picked out a bottle and held it up in question. Teddy gave her approval and he placed it in the basket. They moved on to the section of paddles, whips and crops. They eyed each other nervously. Lex reached for a small rubber whip and Teddy held out her arm. He looked around the store and then swatted her. She shrugged her shoulders. “No good?” he asked. 
“Is that the way that you would use it? Not much of a sting. Try it again like you would use it,” she suggested. He swatted again with more force. Again she shrugged and he put it back. “Try a paddle,” she offered. She smiled with his next swat, “That’s good.” 
He placed it on the basket, “You like that?” 
“Yeah,” she answered with a ragged sigh, “Should I try one on you?” His eyebrow raised slowly and he held out his arm as she selected a leather cat-o-nine tails. She swatted softly and he laughed. She lifted her eyes to his and struck with much more force. He instinctively bit his lip to keep from yelping, but nodded yes. She dropped it in the basket. 
Slowly they made their way to the various types of restraints. She turned to Lex, kissed his bicep and wrapped her arm around his waist. "What were you thinking?" She said softly. He lightly touched the handcuffs as they moved onto leather cuffs. "I prefer those. I am afraid metal handcuffs will bruise my wrists," she remarked. He picked an assortment and placed it in the basket. They passed the gag section. "Keep walking- hard no on anything in this section," she said in a slight panic. 
She walked quickly into another section. Lex grabbed her hand and pulled her into his body, "Breathe, Bliss, breathe." She pressed her face into his body and took a deep breath. "Do you want to leave or keep going?" Teddy looked at the additional sections and took his hand. She led him to the costume section. "Oh this could get fun," he said as he fingered a sexy nurse outfit. She gave him a grin and selected one. They resembled kids in a candy store as they threw costume after costume into the basket- sexy cop, sexy construction worker- all the sexy occupations. 
They slowly and methodically made their way through the store. In the end, they had filled 3 hand baskets full of various toys, costumes, restraints and miscellaneous other items. There was a battle of wills at the cash register over who paid. In the end, Lex slid his card to pay for the almost thousand dollar total as he said, “My fantasy- my expense.” 
“Lex, but some of those things are things I added so not completely you,” she countered.
He turned to her and said firmly, “Don’t argue with me, Kitty Kat.” He stared into her eyes with an intensity that she hadn’t seen before. “Be a good girl and don’t argue with me.” Teddy blinked slowly and nodded her yes. She looked around the store. No one seemed to be paying attention to their interaction. Lex gathered the bags and wrangled to carry them in his large, left hand. He held his right hand, “Let’s go, Kitty Kat.” 
Teddy felt a rush of warmth wash over her. It began somewhere in her gut and radiated out. Within seconds, her cheeks reddened. Her skin felt like she was under a heat lamp. There was a slow and steady pulsating sensation between her legs. She stood perfectly still and stared up at him. He cleared his throat, leaned forward and repeated firmly “Let’s get in the car, Kitty Kat.” 
“Yes Sir, “ she squeaked as she grabbed his hand. She stared at the ground as they walked. She felt his stare as they walked to her jeep. He opened the driver door, placed the bags in the back seat and stood back from her to allow her get into the driver’s seat. She watched and felt oddly dissociated. Her eyes moved to the top of his head and slowly over his body. She licked her lips as her gaze moved over his broad shoulders and onto his biceps, across his chest and downward. 
“Bliss?” he questioned when she didn’t move. The sound of her nickname permeated her fog and snapped her back to reality. She looked around and got her bearings. Honestly, she didn’t remember how she got into that spot. She had no memory after “Be a good girl and don’t argue with me” which had been preceded by “Kitty Kat.” Lex’ head tilted, “Bliss, you okay?” 
She nodded and handed him her keys, “Can you drive home please? I seem to be a little out of it.” He took them from her and placed his hand on the small of her back. Wordlessly, he guided to the passenger side of the jeep. He held his hand out for her to grab and get into her side. She turned to look at him. He kissed her lips before shutting the door. He jogged over to the driver side and got in. He turned the ignition and watched her out of the corner of his eye. She placed her hand on his thigh and took a deep breath. “So…..” she said softly, “Kitty Kat?.....” She gulped, “Kitty Kat is good- really good.” 
“Really?” he asked.
“Oh yeah,” she said in a ragged breath. “Most definitely. Lex, drive….,” she panted, “Take me home. Take me home now.” He sped home and they raced to the apartment. Lex pressed his body against her as she struggled to unlock the door. “God damn it,” she muttered to herself until he placed his hand over hers and unlocked the door. The bags were thrown down onto the floor as she closed and locked the door. Lex’s hands made quick work of getting his jeans and boxers down while he walked back to her. Teddy hitched her dress up and pressed her back against the door. She bit her lip as his hand went to the underwear and she heard the fabric rip. Her eyes widened at his aggression and she bit her lip as he lifted her legs, placed them around his hips and  thrusted into her. It was not their first time to fuck against the front door, but it was mostly definitely a new level of intensity. There were no words, but the passion was clearly communicated through groans, grunts and the intermittent squeals from either of them.
 After they both reached their climax quickly, he walked them to the bedroom and plopped her on the bed. They scrambled to remove their remaining clothes before their bodies intertwined together. They fucked until their bodies were spent and Teddy’s throat was raw from screaming. Sweat dripped from his forehead as he collapsed onto her body. “That…. That was….. That was,” he panted, “I don’t even know how to describe it.” 
She kissed his neck and tasted the saltiness before she nipped at his ear. “We don’t need to describe it,” she assured him, “but I agree. It was next level.” 
Lex pushed up a bit and stared down at her lovingly. “It wasn’t too aggressive? I didn’t hurt you?” He pushed the hair out of her eyes. 
“Not too aggressive. The panty rip was a nice touch though,” She grinned up at him, “I might be sore tomorrow but I’ll take it.” 
“If I get too aggressive, you’ll tell me, right?” he said as kissed her softly.
“Yes, I will,” she whispered and blushed. 
“What?” he laughed. 
“Can you put the lasagna in the oven?” she giggled, “I’m starving.” He rolled his eyes and got up out of bed. She watched his nudy body walk to the bedroom door. “Lex,” she called out and he turned, “Want to test that aggressive fucking thing again while it bakes?” 
A broad grin spread across his face, “I am afraid I am all aggressively fucked out, but I can do a soft and gentle if you like.” 
She returned the grin, “Hurry up.”
“Bliss, you don’t get to be bossy when we do the kinky stuff,” he chastised her. 
“Ohhhh, I will be a good Kitty Kat during the kinky stuff,” she laughed, “Until then…..”
Wednesday- March 20th- Teddy/Lex’s apartment
Teddy stretched on the couch  and looked at her phone. Lex should have been back in his room already. The team had dinner tonight to celebrate Justin Dowling’s engagement. Lex always called when he got back to the hotel room. It was their thing. 
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Teddy sighed and started a Facetime call with Lex. He picked up on the third ring- out of breath. Teddy smiled when she saw his shirtless form leaning against white leather headboard. He struggled to catch his breath as he pulled the sheet to cover the lower part of his body. 
Teddy: You didn’t call when you got the room. I was worried. 
Lex: Oh, I haven’t been back long
Teddy: Lex? Why are you out of breath?
Lex stares into the phone
Teddy's eyes widened: Were you…..? 
Her voice lowered: jacking off?
Lex groaned out loud. 
Teddy: Let me see. I want to see it. 
Lex: Must you?
Teddy: Let me see your cock
Lex pulled back the sheet to reveal his body.
Teddy: Why do you look bigger on the phone? Holy crap.
Lex: Bliss, you are not helping here
Teddy: Sorry- hey do you want to see me?
She stripped off her nightgown and held the phone out so he could get a full body shot. His hand went back to work as he stared at the phone. 
Lex: Bliss….talk to me
Teddy began to tell him all the things she would do to him if she was in the room. Within a few minutes, Lex set the phone down and walked into the bathroom to grab a washcloth to clean up. He came back to the bed and Teddy sat waiting, fully clothed again. 
Lex: Bliss…. Why did you put on your clothes?
Teddy: I want to talk to you and you get distracted when I am naked. 
Lex: Talk about what?
Teddy: First, I want to know why you didn't call me if you wanted to….
Lex: I don’t call you every time I jerk off on the road, Bliss
Teddy: Why not? 
Lex: Because sometimes I am in the shower. Other times, it’s a quick one. 
Teddy: Oh- makes sense
Lex: Glad to hear. 
Teddy: So what were you thinking about before I called- you know while you were….
Lex: You are not going to let this drop, are you?
Teddy: Nope
Lex: I was thinking of the kinky stuff.
Teddy: Specifically?
Lex: You will find out soon. 
Teddy: Oh, you have plans?
Lex: Yes, Friday after lunch
Teddy: Oh
Lex: Still okay with it?
Teddy: I think so….
Lex: Bliss….
Teddy: Can you say the name again? The one that you called me?
Lex whispered: Kitty Kat…
Teddy bit her lip and hissed: Yes….say it again
Lex: Kitty Kat- you are not in charge
Teddy whispered: Yes Sir
Lex: Good God Bliss….
Teddy whispered: I am a little scared, Lex. What if I don’t do it right?
Lex: I can guarantee that you will do it right. What else scares you?
Teddy: I am scared that you will want to do something that I don’t want to do but I can’t say no after we start. 
Lex: You can always say no. At any point you change your mind, tell me and I will stop. No questions asked. We can have a safe word-just say the safe word and I will stop. What do you want the word to be?
Teddy: Ummmmm, Elphaba
Lex laughs: You must torture with me Wicked always, eh?
Teddy: Always
Lex: What do you not want me to do? I know that you have been thinking about it. Gags are a definite no, right?
Teddy: Yes- no gags. I don’t want anything to do with bodily fluids- no spitting, peeing. I don’t want anal-yet. 
Lex: Yet? Okay.
Teddy: Ummmm, don’t get angry but I don't want to be yelled at. I don’t want to be shamed or humiliated. If you seem angry, I will become frightened. That is what scares me. 
Lex paused: Did you think I would do those things? 
Teddy: I didn’t say that they were rational fears. You said to tell you what scares me. You being angry or not in control of your emotions and actions scares me. I will be defenseless if I am restrained or blindfolded. 
Lex can see the anxiety creeping into her features: We don’t have to do it if it scares you.
Teddy’s eye flashed up at him: I am not saying no. I am saying yes, with limits. 
Lex: If you change your mind
Teddy interrupted: I will tell you. I am a fully willing participant in this adventure. If you couldn’t tell by my reaction the other night, the idea of it is quite stimulating for me. Quit thinking of this as something only for you. It’s for us- if we let it be. 
Lex: Are you really into it? 
Teddy: Very much so. 
Lex: I am glad. 
Teddy: Me too. I need to get some sleep. I have an early session with Matt tomorrow and I am completely slammed. It seems like my Friday afternoon is booked solid with potential orgasms. 
Lex: I love you, Bliss. 
Teddy: I love you back, my beautiful hunk of a man. 
Lex: I will be home late tomorrow night after the game. 
Teddy: Talk to you tomorrow morning? Let me know if you need any assistance if anything arises. 
Friday March 22nd- Teddy and Lex's apartment
Teddy tried not to stare around the clock on her computer. Technically it was ten minutes twelve and Lex had said afternoon. She had tried to narrow down specifics from him- only to be met with a firm, "You are not in control, Kitty Cat," from Lex each time.
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The front door opened quietly and Lex walked in. He held a bag in his hand and walked quickly into the bedroom. Teddy came racing from her office into the bedroom. She slid in her socks across the floor and into Lex's solid body. "Out!" he commanded, "Do not enter until I tell you." She stared at him and he stared back. "Did I stutter, Kitty Kat? he questioned.
Teddy felt the immediate flush come over her body. She bit her lip, "Where would you like me to wait, Sir?" His eyes did a slow scan of her body. He paused and licked his lips. Lex raised his finger and did the turn around motion. She swiveled in slow motion, "Do I meet with your approval?
"Yes, but respectfully-get out," he smiled as he playfully swatted her bottom on her way out. "No peeking- do you hear me?" He called, "eyes on the television."
She nodded and left the room. When she sat down on the couch, her bottom was close to the edge. She could hear him moving around in the bedroom and she strained to identify the sounds. Teddy swore that she heard her bedside table drawer open and close. Time seemed to stand still and her legs bounced restlessly. She fought the urge to call him. Finally the door opened and she heard his footsteps come up behind her. He bent over and whispered, "Look at who was a good girl for me. You followed directions." Teddy felt the goosebumps form on her arms. She turned to look into his eyes. She was unsure what she expected to find but was met with calm blue eyes of her beloved Lex. He smiled softly and pushed up on his knees to stand up. Her eyes followed him as he walked around the couch. He wore black satin boxers that did not conceal his impressive size. The smooth fabric hugged his thighs and buttocks. He bent down into a squat and the fly revealed a flash of skin. He placed his hands on her knees for stability. 
"Kitty Kat- on the bed, there is an outfit for you to wear. Once you are dressed and ready, I want you to call for me. You may call me any name but Lex. From that point on, I expect you to obey every command. Do you understand?" He said in a firm, but gentle voice. Teddy's legs bounced beneath his knees. She trembled with excitement. Lex pressed his lips together and spoke again, "I can tell that you are nervous. I am too." Her eyes flashed up at him and she gave a supportive smile. "You are safe, Kitty Kat. You don't have to think anymore-just listen and obey. Turn the noise off." He implored.
Teddy repeated, "I am safe. You will always protect me. You love me and will not harm me."
Lex smiled, "Go get ready, Kitty Kat."
She stood up and walked into the bedroom. Lex had dimmed the lights and the glow of dozens of candle illuminated the bed. On the nightstand, she observed what looked to be several toys concealed by a hand towel. She walked to the bed, picked up the green lace teddy from the bed and walked into the bathroom. Quickly, she stripped out of her casual workout clothes. She held up up the small teddy and stepped into it gingerly.
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Her pale skin peeked through the emerald green lace. She adjusted her full breasts within the deeply plunging neckline. She adjusted the strings that clung to the top of her thighs. Her hips were accentuated by the high cut of the teddy. She felt exposed by the lack of material to cover her crotch. Her fingers ran through her hair. She called out, "Ummmmm, Sir? Should I put my hair up? So it doesn't get in the way?"
"Yes, Kitty Kat- put it up. Are you ready yet?" He answered as calmly as his racing heart would allow.
“Not yet, I won’t be much longer though,” she answered back. Teddy mentally debated how to put up her hair that would take the least amount of effort and yet effectively keep her hair out of her face. She decided on a messy top bun in case she spent time on her back. Afterwards,she stood silently and examined her reflection  before she turned her back to the mirror. Her mind was a cacophony of random thoughts that created a soft buzz in her head. The memory of Lex's voice interrupted her thoughts, "You do not have to think-just listen and obey. Turn the noise off." She took each intrusive thought, acknowledged it and released it like a helium balloon. Eventually the noise was replaced by a calm silence. She inhaled deeply and turned back to look at herself. She smiled and thought to herself, "Hello gorgeous." She squared her shoulders, walked to the bed, sat on the bed with her legs spread. She called out, "I am ready, Sir." 
His head snapped up and he hopped over the couch. The door opened and he stepped in. Her eyes met his gaze and he gulped. "What do you want me to do first?" she said confidently. 
“Stand up,” he commanded, “Turn around and crawl onto the bed.” She stood, turned slowly and crawled onto the bed. She looked back to get a sense of what was going to happen next. He shook his head slowly and smiled. “Turn around, Kitty Kat,” he ordered. Her eyebrows furrowed together momentarily and she turned around. She felt her heart race and breath become erratic. She forced herself to look at the headboard as she waited. He grabbed something from the bedside table and climbed on the bed behind her. She felt his legs press against the back of her thighs as his torso rested against her back. His weight pushed her down onto the bed and she gasped. “Turn your face, Kitty Kat,” he whispered, “Turn it so you can see me.” 
She placed her right cheek against the bed and looked at him. He saw the anxiety and trepidation in her eyes. “I can stop,” he whispered softly, “I can stop right now.” She shook her head no vigorously. “Do you want me to keep going?” he asked gently. She nodded yes while she bit her lip. “Take the negative thoughts and let them go,” he kissed her neck, “Bliss, let them go. You are safe. I will keep you safe.”
She blinked, took in a deep breath and exhaled slowly, “I am safe. You will keep me safe.”
“Better? Ready now?” he questioned.
She smiled, “All better. I’m ready…… Sir”
She felt him rock his hips into her body, “Damn, that turns me on” he moaned, “Let’s go. Put your hands above your head. I am going to restrain them.” She did as instructed and he quickly bound her wrists together with the leather cuffs. Teddy attempted to pull her wrists apart to test the resistance. It was firm but not uncomfortable. “Lift your head, Kitty Kat,” he directed, “I am going to put on the blindfold.” Again she complied with his instruction. He gave her a moment to adjust to the removal of one of her senses. His body weight returned to her back, “What’s the safe word?” he asked quietly, “If it gets too intense, what should you say?” 
She rocked her hips so her ass pressed into his crotch, “Elphaba. I will say Elphaba if I can't take it.” In her mind, she determined that she would not use it. She would allow herself to be taken to whatever extreme he chose. If this was his fantasy, she would fulfill it to the best of her ability and not let her fear stop her. 
“Good girl,” he remarked as he reached for the paddle and moved into position. The first swat took her by surprise and she gasped. It wasn’t particularly painful but she definitely felt it. The residual sting stimulated her. She felt her nipples harden and a throb formed between her legs. She gritted her teeth and waited in anticipation of the next one. The adrenaline rushed through her body with every swat. Her body responded with a release of hormones that resulted in a wave of euphoria washing over her body. She relaxed and let the sensations take her on the ride. 
She had her first orgasm as soon as he slid his finger through her dripping folds. Teddy didn’t recognize her own voice as she screamed and moaned in ecstasy. Lex took her through a roller coaster of physical sensations. After the paddling, he edged her- switching back and forth between the intense vibrations of Pinky to the softer, gentler feel of his tongue and hands. He flipped her over roughly and thrust deeply into her pussy that was beyond warm and wet for him. The soft words of praise elevated her until she was in an almost trance-like state. “Kitty Cat, you’re doing so well. You are taking me so good,” he grunted into her ear as he exploded into her.  
Teddy lost count of the orgasms as she delved deeper into the “sub space” of her mind. There was nothing but the increasingly heightened sensations and overwhelming doses of chemicals- endorphin, cortisol, adrenaline and oxytocin. When Lex exploded into her for the fourth and final time, she felt like she was floating in space-on high that she had never experienced before. When Lex removed the blindfold, she stared at him with eyes that were glazed over. He released her hands from the cuffs and they immediately wrapped around his neck, drawing him close to her. They stayed like that for a few minutes. Her legs wrapped around waist. The line between where he ended and she started seemed to blur. 
Lex looked down and kissed her softly, “You did so good, Kitty Kat. You did so good.” She nodded in response, unable to make herself speak. His eyes widened, “Are you okay? I didn’t hurt you, did I?” She patted his chest and then patted her chest before flashing him the okay sign. Her finger pointed to her mouth and she signaled that she couldn’t speak. She pointed to herself again and flashed the okay sign until he nodded in understanding. “Do you need something to drink? Are you thirsty?” he asked. She looked around the room as if observing it for the first time. “Bliss, are you thirsty?” he asked again. The sound of her name brought her focus back to him. She nodded yes and he jumped to retrieve a glass of water for her. She rolled onto her side and lifted her arms into the air to wave them around. It felt like she was floating in space and she watched her body move with a bemused detachment. 
He returned with water and held it out to her. It was a comedy of errors as he watched her attempt to get into an upright position so she could drink it. Her arms and legs suddenly felt like jelly. She gave him a goofy grin. “I am going to start the shower, Bliss,” he said as he pulled her to her feet. She wrapped her arms around his waist from behind and willingly followed him into the bathroom.
 She blinked when she turned and saw her reflection in the mirror. Her hair was a mess, her lips were swollen from kissing and her bottom bore red marks all over it. Yet, she felt beautiful and confident in a way that she never felt before. There was no countering negative thoughts. No “yeah, but your belly isn’t flat” or “your thighs jiggle” thoughts. It was just an overwhelming wave of “damn, I’m hot” that made her smile. Lex held out his hand and she entered the shower with him. She leaned back and rested her body against his solid muscle as he tenderly washed her body and hair. He kissed her cheeks, neck and shoulders as his hands lathered the soap across her chest and then turned her to rinse it off. She hummed and he observed her in complete rapture. She had truly turned into the embodiment of the word, Bliss.
When they exited the shower, he began to towel dry her as she started to giggle. “What’s so funny, Bliss?” he asked with a laugh. She continued to giggle and then moved her hands to her face. “What’s so funny?” he asked again.
“Lex,” she giggled, “Lex- do you have….” Her body shook with laughter. 
“Do I have what?” he questioned. 
“Do you have….” she tried again, “Do you have a BIG penis?” She doubled over in laughter. 
“Do I have a what?” he tilted his head, “Bliss, you have seen me naked for almost a year and a half. You don’t know what size my penis is? It was just all up in your business a few minutes ago, Bliss.”
She continued to giggle uncontrollably until she took a deep breath. “But is it ummmm big? Like compared to other penises,” she questioned. Her voice was a delightful mix of wonder and childlike innocence. He stood and stared at her until she stood up straighter. “I don’t know, Lex. I have only seen two in my whole life so I don’t know if Chaz was small or if you are just really BIG,” she explained with an embarrassed grin. She started to ramble, “I’ve always wondered. It seems really big to me. Is it big? Do you have a big COCK?” He shook his head as guided her into the bedroom. “Answer my question, Lex,” she demanded, “Do you have a big COCK?” Her emphasis on the word cock made him laugh. She sounded like a child discovering a new, but forbidden word which drove her desire to repeat it over and over. “Cock, cock, cock- Lex has a BIG COCK,” she giggled. 
He spun her around and placed her nightgown over head. She wiggled her body into and continued her chant. “For the love of God, Bliss- yes!” he answered in mock anger, “Yes, I have a BIG COCK.” They exchanged a look before they both broke down in giggles. 
Teddy started dancing around the room, “You fuck me with a BIG COCK….with a BIG COCK and I take it good. I know how to fuck your BIG COCK.” He looked at her in amusement before turning to walk into the living room. She danced/ran after him, “Lex…. Lex…. it’s the truth, right? I do know how to fuck your BIG COCK.” 
He turned around and jockeyed into his sweatpants, “Yes, Kitty Kat. You know how to fuck my BIG COCK.”
She crossed her arms and jutted out her lip, “Not  Kitty Kat. Bliss- me- Bliss knows how to fuck your BIG COCK.” 
He scooped her into his arms, “Bliss- Bliss knows how, okay? My Bliss knows to fuck me and love me and make me feel like the luckiest man in the world.”
She smiled at him, "Do you like my kitty kat? Do you like fucking it?"
"Bliss- are you trying to some sort of world record for saying fuck?" He teased as he carried her to the couch, "Making love to you is my favorite thing to do in the whole wide world." She scrambled to climb into his lap. "Any other burning sex questions you need to ask?" He asked jovially. 
"When did you know that you wanted to fuck me?" She grinned as finger traced along his collarbone. 
"I thought I wanted fuck the first time I saw you in that black bikini. You were the hottest woman I had ever seen," he moved her hair out of her eyes, "Then I talked to you and knew for a fact that I wanted to fuck you."
"That soon?" She pushed up and licked his face, "You wanted this Kitty Kat that soon?" She made a game out of licking all over his face. 
"I am going to regret giving you that nickname, eh? he smiled.
"It's not my fault you made me cock drunk with that BIG COCK," she laughed, "I am just a helpless Kitty Kat and you are a big ol' tiger."
"A tiger?" He laughed, "I am too tame to be a tiger."
"Oh no," she countered, "You are a wild beast who makes this Kitty Kat purr."
"Well, this tiger loves you Kitty Kat, but if I don't eat soon, I am going to bite," he laughed and reached for his phone. "What do you want to eat? You get to pick since you were such a good girl." 
She made her selection and snuggled into him as he ordered on his phone. When he finished, he turned his attention back to her. She wiggled her eyebrows at him. He tilted his head in question. “I am afraid to ask what’s going on in that cock drunk brain of yours,” he smiled. 
“My big ol’ tiger is going to be gone for a whole week. He is going to leave his Kitty Kat all by herself,” she purred as she crawled onto his lap, “Will you miss me?”
“You know I will,” he said softly. He was not looking forward to the week long separation, particularly with recent development in their sex life. 
“You should take a video of me to take with you on the road for you when you get lonely for me on the road,” she kissed his neck. “Maybe you should have TWO videos- one of your Bliss that loves you so and one of your Kitty Kat that is so naughty for you.”
Lex blinked in shock, “You want to make a sex tape? I am not sure I should take advantage of you while you are cock drunk.”
“I know what I want,” she murmured, “Do you want it?”
“You know I want it,” he groaned. 
“Okay, get your camera ready,” she smiled as moved away from him. “Kitty Kat is going to put on a show for you.” 
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I’ve gotten quite a few fic comments in the past two days, and I had the thought, I am so lucky. And that’s true. I am, in a lot of ways, including in fandom friendships. I have a lot of good friends in fandom, and I know that’s not something that can be earned or that should be taken for granted.
But it’s not all luck. I also have some skills around developing fandom friendships, and since we’re largely a bunch of neurodivergent folks over here in fandom, I thought it might be worth spelling some things out in case other people are wondering how to make more fandom friends, since direct instructions can be helpful.
Right off the bat, obviously, don’t be an asshole. Tell people nice things about their fics, and don’t tell them mean things about their fics (or mean things in general). If you eventually get to the point where someone has asked you to be their beta, you can give constructive criticism at that point, though it’s still important to be kind. It goes against fandom norms to give criticism, even criticism meant constructively, outside of beta relationships. If you didn’t know that before, well, now you do.
But beyond not being an asshole, here’s what I typically do: I comment a lot on other people’s fic. I probably comment on over 75% of the fics I read. Commenting is my default reader state, and I only don’t comment if I truly can’t think of anything nice to say (either because I didn’t like the fic or because I’m having trouble phrasing the thing I liked in a way that sounds good). Whenever possible, I quote-comment, meaning I use the lines I liked from the fic in the comment and basically live-react at the writer through my reading process. I try to comment on every chapter of multi-chapter fics I read.
After I’ve commented on multiple of someone’s fics, if I’m really enjoying myself, I might try to find the writer on Tumblr. I don’t mean trying to stalk them and find a non-fandom blog, obviously; I just mean looking up their AO3 username on Tumblr and seeing if they pop up. If they do, I might DM them and say how much I’ve been enjoying their fics, or how much I appreciate their characterization of a certain character, or make a fandom-related reference.
From there, sometimes people respond. Sometimes they don’t. Sometimes we don’t seem to have much to talk about. But sometimes we hit it off. If it doesn’t seem to be going anywhere, I don’t push it, but if the other person also seems to be having a good time and is responding enthusiastically and/or initiating some of the time, I keep talking to them.
Note: I am less likely to try to talk to people who are clearly Big Name Fans, whatever that means in a certain fandom. I don’t show up and immediately try to catch the attention of people who surely have tons of people vying for their attention. And people who get less engagement are more likely to really appreciate having one new really enthusiastic supporter, anyway.
There comes a point in some online friendships where it’s okay to ask to exchange numbers/talk on the phone/Skype/etc. That point comes at different times in different friendships, and it may never come at all in plenty of them, and that’s all right. It’s nice to offer your information rather than asking for someone else’s (a tip I picked up in autism support groups), and you should definitely make sure the other person feels like they can say no, they’d rather not give you their number, or whatever.
It’s important to know going into this that sometimes fandom admiration isn’t mutual. Some people whose work you enjoy may not enjoy your work, and you need to be okay with that. Some people also won’t want to be your friend, and you need to be okay with that, too. This isn’t a manual on how to make everyone like you. But I do think that this way of interacting in fandom has helped me make a higher-than-average number of fandom friends.
This is not to say you have to follow all this advice or that there is One Right Way to engage in fandom. You’re not obligated to comment on anything or DM anyone, and I can’t guarantee any results even if you do. But if you’re wondering how to make more friends in fandom, being enthusiastic and complimentary (when you can do so genuinely) is a decent thing to try.
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akaraboonline · 1 year
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8 Conclusive Signs That Tell You He Is Single
People aren't always forthcoming about their relationship status. Some people simply want to maintain their privacy, while others don't see why it matters, and still others are always looking for something better. So, how do you know if the person you just met is single and ready to date? Sure, you could just ask them right away, but that will be awkward for many people, not to mention it's a very personal question to ask someone you've just met. Even if you choose that route, there is no guarantee that they will answer truthfully.
1. Snooping
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8 Conclusive Signs That Tell You He Is Single Snooping is wrong, but we're all guilty of it from time to time. If you end up at his apartment, you'll be able to tell if there are any girly magazines or feminine hygiene products in the bathroom cabinets. If there's nothing like that, he's probably single.
2. Frozen food
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8 Conclusive Signs That Tell You He Is Single Meeting a guy in a supermarket seems like a weird scenario, something that would only happen in a cheesy American comedy, but hey, if it happens you can be prepared. Take a peek into his shopping cart. If there’s a ton of frozen dinners in it – he’s probably single. We’re not saying guys can’t cook or buy fresh produce, they definitely can. But if he’s buying frozen dinners chances are he’s single.
3. Ask mutual friends
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If you met this guy through mutual friends, you can ask around to find out if he's single. To us, this appears to be fair play. You're not doing anything behind his back; you're simply testing the waters.
4. Suggest meeting his friends
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8 Conclusive Signs That Tell You He Is Single Another good way to find out if a guy is single is to suggest getting together with his friends. If he has a girlfriend and you're the side chick, he probably won't want to tell his friends. But if he's single, he'll gladly introduce you to them.
5. Check online
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The simplest way to find out if the guy is single is to do some online stalking. Years ago, Facebook statuses were extremely telling, but nowadays, few people choose to be Facebook official. However, there are numerous other ways to determine whether he is single. Examine his photos on Facebook and Instagram, not just the ones he posts, but also the ones in which he is tagged. Take a look at his Twitter and who he interacts with. All of these factors should give you a good idea of whether he's single or not.
6. Call him
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Call him if you see another telling sign. If he answers the phone every time, he's probably single. If he never does, and only calls you back after some time has passed, he's probably waiting to be alone, which means he's not single.
7. Discoloration on ring finger
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This is a harsh reality check, but some men are bad people who cheat on their partners, even if they are married. Check to see if the guy you're interested in is wearing a wedding ring, and even if he isn't, pay attention to his ring finger. If you notice discoloration, it could be from the wedding band he removed.
8. Ask in a non obvious way
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You can also simply ask the guy, but you don't have to be overly direct if you don't want to or think it will be awkward. You can invite him to a party and say something like, "You can bring your girlfriend with you too," and see what he says. If he says, "OK, we'd love to come," he's taken. He may also respond, "I don't have one, but I'll bring a friend if that's okay," indicating that he is single.   Read the full article
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appsforgamingsblog · 2 years
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How do I find a good mobile game?
Mobile games are becoming increasingly popular as people look for ways to pass the time. With so many games on the market, it can be hard to know which ones are worth your time. Here are a few tips for finding a good mobile game:
1. Check the reviews: Before downloading a game, take a look at the reviews to see what other people think of it. If it has mostly positive reviews, it’s likely a good game.
2. Read the description: The description of the game can give you a good idea of what it’s like and whether or not it’s something you’ll enjoy.
3. Try out a demo: Many games offer demos that you can try before deciding whether or not to buy them. This is a great way to get a feel for the game without committing to anything.
4. Ask around: Talk to your friends and family members who also play mobile games and see if they have any recommendations for you.
If you're looking for a good mobile game, there are a few things you should keep in mind. First, what kind of games do you like? There are tons of different genres of mobile games, so you'll want to find one that appeals to your interests.
Secondly, take a look at the reviews. See what other people are saying about the game before you download it. Finally, consider the price.
Some mobile games can be quite expensive, so make sure you're getting your money's worth before you make any purchases. With these things in mind, you should be able to find a great mobile game that you'll enjoy playing!
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How Do I Find Good Games on My Phone?
There are a few things to consider when trying to find good games on your phone. First, think about what type of games you like to play. Do you prefer puzzle games, action games, or something in between?
Once you know what genre you’re interested in, you can start looking for specific titles. If you’re not sure where to start, try checking out some of the popular game apps on your app store. Top charts can be a great way to see what’s currently popular and get an idea for what other people are playing.
You can also read reviews from other players before downloading anything. Once you find a few potential games, try them out! See if they’re fun and challenging, and whether or not they hold your attention.
It’s important to find something that you enjoy playing, otherwise it won’t be worth your time. Finally, don’t forget to check back often for new releases. App stores are always adding new titles, so there’s always something fresh and exciting to try out.
With a little bit of exploration, you should be ableto find some great games for your phone in no time at all!
What is the #1 Mobile Game Right Now?
As of June 2018, the top grossing mobile game in the world is Honour of Kings, also known as Arena of Valor. The game was developed by Chinese company Tencent and published by Garena. It is a multiplayer online battle arena (MOBA) game similar to League of Legends and DOTA 2.
It has over 200 million active users and generates billions of dollars in revenue each month.
Which Game Should I Play on Mobile?
There are a ton of mobile games out there and it can be hard to decide which one to play. It really depends on what you're looking for in a game. If you want something casual that you can pick up and put down whenever, there are tons of great options like Candy Crush or Words With Friends.
If you're looking for something more involved that will take some time to master, then Clash of Clans or Monument Valley might be more your speed. Ultimately, the best game for you is the one that you'll enjoy playing the most. So take some time to browse through the different options and find one that looks like it would fit your interests. You can also read reviews from other players to get an idea of what they thought about the game before downloading it yourself.
What is the Most Popular Mobile Game Right Now 2022?
The most popular mobile game right now is Fortnite. It is a Battle Royale style game where players compete against each other to be the last person standing. The game is free to play and is available on iOS, Android, and PC. More information is available: Apps for PC
Free Mobile Games
Are you looking for some fun, free games to play on your mobile device? If so, then you've come to the right place! There are tons of great free games available for both iOS and Android devices, and we've got 20 of the best ones below.
Crossy Road: This popular endless runner is as addictive as it is adorable. Help your little chicken character cross a busy road full of cars, trucks, and trains without getting hit. With over 150 different characters to unlock, there's plenty of replay value here.
Super Mario Run: One of the most iconic video game characters makes his way to mobile in this excellent platformer. Guide Mario through a series of levels, avoiding obstacles and enemies while collecting coins along the way. You can even create your own Mushroom Kingdom with the built-in level editor.
The Room Three: The latest installment in the highly acclaimed The Room series is just as good as its predecessors. Solve a variety of puzzles by manipulating objects in 3D environments. With four different chapters to play through, there's plenty of brain-teasing fun to be had here.
Conclusion
There are a few things to consider when looking for a good mobile game. First, consider what type of game you want to play. There are many different genres of mobile games, so you should pick one that interests you.
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interships-ulead · 2 years
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Do's and Don'ts on your unpaid or paid internship
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You’ve done the work, hustled hard, and officially crossed the college finish line good on you! Now it’s time to commence the next chapter, which is your offline or online internships. Sounds exciting, right? But remember, it is a professional environment, and you must act the same.
This can feel like a big transition because, well, it is. You’ll be working with new souls, working on new projects and more. It’s little wonder that many fresh grads describe their transition to the professional world as exhausting and anxiety-inducing. But kicking off your career won’t feel as daunting if you have a solid plan to keep stressors at bay. This is just the start of your corporate world; offline or online internship programs are experiments for you to make mistakes and prevent them in the future.
We tapped the experts to drum up these do’s and don’ts to make it a little easier.
1. Remember that first impression are everything.
As the old saying goes, there is no second chance to make a first impression. It’s wise advice when starting a new unpaid or paid internship.
First impressions are compelling, even things like showing up prepared with something to take notes, putting ideas on the table, etc. Invest in getting some good professional clothes or when you are doing a work-from-home internship, make sure you are professionally dressed.
Do not worry you will make a ton of first impressions during the first few months and make them count.
2. Seek out mentors
It is obvious about your work on the first day of your offline or online internship. Seek mentors to guide you on this one or two-month journey. Pay attention and think about how you can contribute to the company. Thus, it will lay the groundwork for building relationships with those who can eventually take you under their wing and advocate for you. Clear all your doubts with the mentor to know your job responsibilities. Just don’t get discouraged by the not-so-glamorous everyday tasks that go hand-in-hand with entry-level work. Instead, it’s about cultivating organic relationships and doing great work to prove your worth. You’re on a good career path if you enjoy your internship.”
3. Learn new skills
Sometimes it may happen that content writer interns may be given a job on how to build a social media campaign. Even though the task assigned to him/her is not related to his profile, learning new things is not bad. Therefore, he/she is adding more potential skills to his resume, which can come convenient in the future. Stepping into a corporate world demands prior experience. As earlier stated that internship offers invaluable learning. I will suggest make use of your offline or online internship program.
Apply to ULead for a sales and marketing internship. It offers online paid internships to students who want to upskill themselves. We are looking for spirited individuals who want to challenge the system. We are on the same page if you believe that exceptional and well-rounded education is the way to change the world. Enroll now!!
4. Use social media wisely.
LinkedIn is a great social media platform for networking and connecting with colleagues and higher-ups within your industry.
Start connecting with people you’re meeting in those first few months of unpaid or paid internships.
Remember Facebook and Instagram are for personal friends only. You can connect with peers from work here, but only if you’re friends outside of work and don’t friend request a manager or supervisor. Nailing your first day at a new offline or online internship program doesn’t have to be stressful.
These are the above vital points when you start your internship. Don’t stress out, and give yourself a chance to explore yourself. I bet you will become the best version of yourself after completing your internship period.
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chocominnie · 3 years
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One Last Time 01  —  Pjm. (M)
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⇢ pairing: Jimin X Reader
⇢ Genre: Idol!Jimin, Exbf!Jimin, model!reader, sad au, fluff, tons of smut, angst
⇢ Synopsis: Your idol ex boyfriend Jimin cheated on you. You two have been broken up for a while now and the media has been keeping track of you and him. You’re trying to get over him, but the things that happen inbetween makes you re-think the entire breakup, and so does Jimin…
⇢ Song : xxxxx
⇢ Word Count : 4.3k
⇢ Warnings: dominant jimin, makeout sessions, this is honestly a sad angsty au, cheating, pregnancy, unprotected and protected sex, a bunch of sex, no really a LOT of sexual themes too, I know I’m forgetting some but sorry in advance!
⇢ Copyright: please do NOT repost, translate, or modify my works in any way, shape or form, on any platform. If found doing so , it is considered as plagiarism and appropriate LEGAL action will be taken
⇢ Authors note: This is my mini series for the summer! Get your tissues, things to take your anger out on, and sit back and watch the drama unfold. Shall we begin?
The winter’s coldness is hardly enough for you to bear. Even though it’s just the beginning, Seoul is known to just go from season to season without a fucking warning. Not only that, but the first snowfall is going to come soon. The weatherman has been talking about it non-stop for the past few days. It’s going to be a brutal one he says but he says that every year so why believe?
Turning off your alarm, you take a few minutes to collect yourself and stretch. Barely any sleep once again but that’s an everyday thing now.. without Jimin. It’s been some rough months not having his body wrapped snugly onto yours. These days you long for his touch, but completely dread at the same time for very good reasons.
Your kitten greets you with small licks on your thigh in which in return you pet her head softly with a smile.
‘‘ At least I still have you babygirl. You keep me company. “ You coo softly while grabbing your phone off the charger. Texts from your best-friend just spamming you with love and apparently she’s coming over. Great. That’s normal.  But one text catches your eye. Jeon Jungkook.
You furrow your eyebrows as your finger slides to open it after typing in your password. In relief, he’s just checking up on you as always. Rolling your eyes, you muster enough strength to actually pull yourself out of bed. The cold tiles hit your feet like icicles. You jump from from foot to foot cursing yourself for not turning on the floor heaters as you walk out the room. Clara, your kitten, follows you out purring nonchalantly with a few meows here and there.
‘’ Alright Clara I hear you. Im getting your food now.’’ You chuckle, grabbing her food from the bottom kitchen cabinet right under the sink and pour her half a cup of cat food and a whole bowl of water.
After snacking on your morning granola bar you prepare yourself for your morning routine. Shower, brush teeth, skin care, get dressed, clean. Your phone dings once more just before stripping yourself of your clothes. You don’t bother to look it’s probably just a social media notification.
Drying your hair with a towel as you get out the steaming hot shower, you head straight for the mirror. Dark circles remain under your eyes from months of barely any sleep. You sigh, and gently rub under them. Jimin is the cause of this. Why would he do this to you. Surely enough he would not like to see you like this at all. The worriedness he would have over you is huge. But he has moved on and you just have to accept it no matter how in-love you still are with him.
As you clean up around the living room, another ding from your phone occurs. A groan escapes your lips as you place the pillows back as they should be. In hopes of it just being your manager giving you some good news, you let out a sigh and plop yourself down on the grey suede couch. Three new messages. Jeon Jungkook, who has text you twice, and Ryan your bestfriend. 
‘‘ Damn it Ryan why must you consistently text me twenty four sev- “
“ Beause I need to know if you’re okay.”
You jump and drop your phone onto the hardwood floor from the voice that comes from around you.
“ Holy fucking shit you scared me! “  You whine, turning around to face your best-friend. She smiles and holds out her arms for a hug. You roll your eyes and open yours waiting for her embrace.
“ Oh i’ve missed you so so so so so so so-”
“ You just seen me yesterday..” Your voice sarcastic and bland as you let go of her. You sit on the couch first followed by Ryan sitting right next to you.
She looks good today, the navy blue coat she has on suits her very well. Although, you cannot figure out why she decided to wear leggings today. It’s going to rain a bit later but you disregard that seeing as though she’s the fashion deisgner and not you.
You. The model and seemingly ex girlfriend of one of the biggest solo idol in the world right now. Thats what they call you in the news, headlines in magazines, and real life as if you don’t have a real name and just was his acessory. Your modeling career had taken off way before dating him. The world, or Seoul to say the most, didn’t acklowledge you to that point yet. 
“ Okay but still. You know we should be roomates. It’ll be easier for me to watch over you. “
Your head turns towards her quickly shaking no, “ I don’t need to be looked over im 20 years old.”
Silence takes place for the next few seconds. You know what she’s going to say next but pray she doesn’t. Those words will just make you even more upset. It’s already enough you have that constant reminder in your head. 
You watch her fiddle with the rings on her index and pinky fingers. “ But you know… you haven’t been the same since you and Jimi-”
“ Don’t fucking say it. I don’t want to hear it.”
She sighs harshly and stands up, “ Im just worried about you Yn”
“ Don’t be. Im fine. “ That lie escaped your tongue way too easily. 
Truthfully you haven’t and won’t be fine. Everyday there is something new about that girl and Jimin on twitter. Gossip pages, twitter fanpages, and online entertainment pages just always talking about them. They did this, they did that today. Oh we caught them going to this and that restaurant. That used to be you and him.. but now everyone has forgotten about you and focused on them.
Ever since you’ve told reporters and paparazzi repeatedly that you will not be holding or going to any interview they just stopped. A few calls here and there to your manager about scheduling one but she knew you didn’t want to do them so every request is denied. Although its been a year and some change, they still seem to want your side and your opinion to weigh in on. I guess that’s what happens when you date an Idol.
“ The door.. Y/N the door somebody is at the door.” Ryan says, tapping you over and over. You shake your head interrupting your thoughts for the time being. A few more knocks come through.
Finally up onto your feet you harshly walk to the door with each step making noise. It’s to early in the morning for someone to actually be knocking at the door right now. Whoever it is better be dropping off some sort of package, or they’ll surely get a piece of your mind.
Your frail hands grab onto the doorknob and swing it open. Your eyes almost pop through your sockets. How? How did he know you were here? You certainly did not tell him your knew address.
There he stands, his tall frame looking down on you. Lips formed into a tiny pout along with his eyebrows scrunched slightly. His brown eyes forming an ungodly stare into yours with his specs on.
“ Yn! Do you know how worried I was about you? Why did you not answer my messa-”
“Jungkook how do you know where I live?” You pace your hands on your hips, raising an eyebrow at him. To your knowledge, you never gave Jungkook your new apartment address.
Jungkook swallows slowly and puts on his best innocent face on. Oh please like that would work in this moment right now. The only person who has this address is Ryan because she’s the one who helped you move. Even if you had the choice of not giving it out to Ryan you would of but you couldn’t do that to her. She would of been so upset.
Ryan’s voice blares in the background full of excitement. Here we fucking go. “Jungkook! Come in Come in.”
“ Ryan says I could come in.” He says quickly, brushing past you and removing his shoes.
You heavily sigh and slam the door shut. What is this a family reunion? On your way back to the couch you notice them laughing and giggling like two five year old children. They don’t even notice you when you sit right across from them.
You study their expressions. Their chemistry is something so strong. The way their eyes light up when they meet, the way that Jungkook smiles and scrunches his nose more often when she’s around. You miss that. You miss doing that.
“ So are you both coming along this afternoon?”
Your attention focuses back on them. Of course you weren’t paying attention once again.
Your eyes slowly meet with theirs, “ Huh? Where are we going?”
“ Kookie finally bought a house! He wants us to come tonight for chicken and beer. You’re coming right?”
A sharp pain goes through your heart. If the both you you guys go then theirs a possibility that Jimin was invited too. After all, that is his brother. If Jimin comes then he’s most likely going to bring Isabel. A recipe for disaster. Your poor heart, that most likely could not bare the sight of them infront of you, would shatter into a million pieces.
Jungkook’s expression is ready to burst into happiness or to turn into a pout awaiting for your answer. If you let him down he’ll surely be mad at you. But putting yourself before him this time would be the right thing to do right?
“ Listen Jungkook I.. don’t think I can go.” You start off, playing with your hair with your head down.
“ I’ll space you two apart.”
Your face automatically lifts itself up in shock. Somehow, that little confirmation of Jimin being there, gave you some hope. Hope for what though?
 “ Wha-what do you mean?”
Jungkook sighs heavily with his hand going up to his brown hair running it through lightly. “ I’ll make sure you two are distanced apart. You don’t want to come because of Jimin but I’ll make sure I’ll invite more people to keep you company and away from him. Okay?”
“ Please Yn. I’ll be there too.” Ryan begs, laying her head on Jungkook’s shoulder. Jungkook smiles a little, caressing her cheek with his other hand upon waiting your response.
Weird. When did they get so close?
The first thing you want to say is that you really could not go. But they already know the excuse now. You might as well just give in.
‘‘ Fine. What time tonight? “
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Skincare and makeup products are scattered everywhere on your vanity. You needed the perfect look for tonight that says ‘Yes im doing fine without you’, but in reality you’re doing worse. This is the night where you’ll actually see him. Damn it’s been a while.
After you apply your highlight you step back and take a look at yourself. Not bad at all. You smile to yourself and start cleaning up the mess of products you had  distributed across the vanity. A new text appears on you phone as soon as you gather everything up and put it back in it’s place. Grabbing your phone, it’s Ryan giving you the address to Jungkook’s new house.
You sigh and mentally prepare yourself, ‘‘ Okay Yn. You can do this. It’s just one night of conversing among people. Who knows, maybe you’ll meet someone new.”
Before heading out you grab your coat and scarf. Clara follows you all the way to the door letting out her little meows once again. You bend down to pet her head lightly with a smile. “ Clara im coming back. I’ve put food in your bowl babygirl.”
She purrs under your touch then walks away to settle herself in her bed. You take one last final look at your decent sized apartment before heading out.
The subway ride was agonizing pain for you due to it being 30 minutes long. Well, at-least you can ride the subway now. Your mind wouldn’t even of thought of that when you were with him. Everybody would have noticed you and bombard you with questions.
The outskirts of Seoul is peaceful and quite. Not many people live over here. Mostly famous actors and idols. The taxi takes a few minutes to get to the fairly clean subway station. Once you’re inside you take a good look at the driver who seems to be eyeing you in suspicion. You pull out your phone and read the words to the address exactly to him. The taxi man pulls of into the empty streets of god knows where.
All it took was a ten minute ride and then you’re there. The taxi man pulls up to a security guard booth. Just beyond the gates is more street but  by squinting your eyes you can make out just a few newly built houses.
‘‘ Who are you here to see?” The taxi driver says.
“ Jeon Jungkook.?
The driver talks to the man for a few seconds before you see the security guard pick up a phone and start dialing. The security is extremely uptight, thats good. After a few moments of speaking the security guard finally opens the gates to be let through.
As you pull up to the house you’re automatically mesmerized on how big and beautiful it is. There’s fresh bushes and some white roses growing in the front of it complementing the white modern style home. The roundabout is full of luxurious cars, in which might be all the other guests.
‘‘ 10 dollars’‘ He says. You give him the ten, thank him, and grab your purse, closing the door behind you.
Your eyes meet face to face with the expensive house. Behind you is the tire wheels backing up and running off back down the roundabout. The time on your watch reads 8:15. Only fifteen minutes late, not bad right?
With each step you take fear quivers inside of you. What if he opens the door? What if that girl opens it instead? The wind blows harsh-fully hitting your cheeks making them turn slightly colored. You raise a small, shaky fist to knock on the door. Your blood turning cold, and face turning pale already. Your anxiety already taking its place inside of your body.
The door swings open revealing Ryan smiling from ear to ear. She pulls you inside without even a greeting. You kick your shoes off in a hurry as she pulls you more and more inside. Scanning the area around you, its a nice huge place. First the both of you pass the entrance, then the chef sized kitchen, which then leads you to the spacious living room where everybody seems to be sitting.
All eyes are on you now with some familiar faces and some not. They smile and greet you one by one and you slightly bow your head with a fake smile.
‘‘ Ah Yn, nice to see you again huh.’‘ Hoseok, the smiley one says, getting up from his seat to greet you once more.
‘‘ Nice to see you to Hoseok. Is Chae-Yeon here? I’ve baked the cookies she likes.’’  You say, holding up the big tuba-wear of freshly baked cookies. Nobody can resist those.
‘‘ No she had to work sadly, but I will enjoy them for her.’‘ He chuckles, bringing the tuba-wear out of your dainty, cold hands.
A very familiar voice booms from behind you causing you to turn around. “ Yn! You actually did come!’’ Jungkook, the owner of the voice exclaims. He wipes his hands with a napkin just before pulling you into a hug.You pat his back just before letting go.
Ryan smiles and shakes her head, “ I told you she would come.’’
Only one hour and 30 minutes into the festivities and half of the people here are drunk or nearly there. You on the other hand do not drink at all. Staying sober throughout this whole party is a must. Who knows what would happen if you start drinking and saying things.Ryan seems to be doing good with Jungkook who’s laying on the floor laughing and cracking jokes with her head laying on his stomach giggling along with him. The others have casually invited themselves into the guest game-room to play some pool.
You just sit there on the couch, munching on a cookie and smiling and laughing here and there at one of Seokjin and Jungkook’s back-to-back jokes that seem to never leave the air.
Only for a knock on the door to interrupt  their flow of jokes.
‘‘ I got it I got it.” Seokjin stammers, placing a beer bottle down and stumbling towards the door. You freeze, face turning pale once more. It’s them. It could be them. Your teeth find their way to your lips and you begin to chew on it excessively.
Ryan notices it and automatically gets up from Jungkook, ‘‘ Come Yn, lets go see if the game of pool is interesting.’‘
You nod your head slightly as you get up from the couch. What are you worrying for? You look extravagant tonight. No need to worry yourself.
Just before taking your first few steps you stop, that voice. That oh so familiar voice begins to inch closer and closer. The famous laugh that he always tries to stifle by putting his hand over his mouth, that you’ve always thought was so fucking cute, fills the air.
You don’t know what got over you, but you sit back down dragging Ryan down with you. “ Yn? What are you doing I thought you wanted to avoid him.’’
‘’ No it’s okay. Im going to be fine.’‘ You say, awaiting upon his arrival into the room.
The footsteps are haunting you with each step they take.
one..two..three..four..five..si-
‘‘ Everyone, Isabel and Jimin are here.’‘ Seokjin stammers, smiling wide clearly drunk from all the beer consumed.
Your eyes go directly towards his. The pit of your stomach flutters with nervousness as you hold the long stare with him. His facial expression shocked but not showing it at all. His partner, who’s arm is linked with his, smiles brightly at everyone bowing her head slightly to them including you.
‘‘ Sorry we are late. Jimin didn’t want to come out of his home studio but I’ve made him come along with me.’‘ Her voice gentle and soft.
‘‘ Yn I forgot let me show you my new painting i have received.” Jungkook says quickly, trying to escape you from the awkwardness.You can bare it though its not as bad as you thought.
‘‘ Maybe later Kookie. I’m going to grab some juice.”  You say, getting up from your spot. You brush past Jimin lightly with Ryan tailing along with you.
The spacious kitchen was perfect for you to escape for just a moment. Silence is golden. Ryan sighs, pouring you and her a glass of juice. Nothing is to be said yet. But you know she really wants to have her input.
Raising the glass to your lips, you take a sip letting the tanginess run across your tongue and down your throat. ‘’ Say it Ryan.’’
She puts her cup down and looks at you with your eyebrows furrowed, ‘’ You aren’t fine. Please just avoid them for the night.’’
You knew it was coming but you have to face the fact that they area couple anyways so why avoid it? Maybe your mind will finally accept it to see it in person.
‘‘ I have to face it one way or another so why not now?’‘
She shakes her head in disapproval, finishing the rest of her juice. “ No you don’t. You’re making yourself suffer and I don’t like it.’’
‘‘ Yn.. did you make these cookies?’‘ A voice says behind you. Ryan’s eyes go wide and then looks at you signaling for you to not turn around. But you do it anyways.
Isabel. How dare she call you by a pet name? You don’t even know her like that and she’s doing this. Anger wants to get the best of you but you remain humble and calm.
‘‘ Yes. Is there a problem though? Are they not good?’‘ You say, putting on your best innocent act.
She smiles as she moves a piece of hair of her perfectly framed face, ‘’ No they are great! I was wondering if i can have the recipe.. for Jimin’s purpose of course.’’
You breathe through your nostrils with your eyes closed. She knows what she’s doing. She likes seeing you suffer huh? ‘’ You can follow any recipe online. I just add almond extract and substitute white sugar for brown.’’
Ryan shakes her head slightly while sticking her cup into the sink. ‘’ I’m going to be back I have to use the restroom.’’
Once she leaves Isabel’s smile drops.’’ Almond? Im- Im allergic!” She says, semi yelling at you. You’re shocked more or so at the sudden outburst that you can’t speak. You had zero knowledge of her being allergic, it’s an accident for sure.
 “You did this on purpose!’’ She says, tears filling her eyes as she goes into a coughing fit.
Shit. You didn’t know if anyone was allergic to nuts here but you had put it in anyways because that was the secret ingredient
‘’ I- I didn’t know im sorry is there anything I can do?’’ You say, guilt taking over you while you rush to her side patting her back. 
‘‘ Get off of me! You did this on purpose! You never liked me anyways. Jimin! Jimin!‘ She scream’s, coughing and wheezing making her face red.
Multiple footsteps rush into the kitchen. You don’t know what to do at this point so you just back away and let whoever take over. All the commotion going on and yelling is starting to give you a slight headache. All of the boys surround her, bombarding with questions and asking each other what to do. 
‘‘ What’s all the yelling about? What happened! “ Jungkook exclaims rushing towards her hunched over body.
‘‘ What’s going on? “ That voice that haunts you everynight finally comes inside the kitchen. When he see’s Isabel he automatically rushes towards her side. It pains you to see him rush to another woman’s body. But that figure is no longer yours so he has every right to do that.
‘‘ She-She put almond in the cookies on purpose! She’s trying to–to-’‘ She manages to wheeze out before another coughing fit.
Jimin’s eyes meet yours full of rage but then taken over by concern. He knows your hurt. Still hurt from the past and from this very situation now. You don’t manage to keep eye contact, so the floor is your eyes’ bestfriend right now.
‘‘ Yn. is this true? Why would you do that?”  He says, eyes never leaving yours and voice soft.
You shake your head quickly, “ I didn’t know she was allergic. I always put almond extract an-’’
“ You knew better than to put any type or form of nut in a dish when bringing it to ones house. You never know if someone has an allergy to it.’‘ Jungkook scolds you, eyes furrowed in shame.
‘‘ Don’t blame her. She didn’t fucking know.” Ryan’s voice enters the room in madness. She comes to your side with her arms crossed. Your own personal savior. Without her, you’d still be feeling guilty and taking the blame.
‘‘ Besides, you knew better than to invite him if you knew he was going to bring the girl he cheated on her with.. right?’‘ She says, cocking her head to the side as her attitude takes over.
The room is silent again. Good girl Ryan. 
Isabel lifts her head in disbelief along with Jimin. “ Listen that’s beside the point. Just don’t do it again.” Jimin says, focusing his attention back on Isabel. He reaches into her purse to grab her Epi-pen.
His scolding is enough to send your eyes into tears. You shouldn’t of agreed to come. This is a disaster. You take the tuba-wear of cookies from the counter on your way out of the kitchen and dispose of them. Your vision is blurry and you don’t know where your going but you just need some air. You make lefts and rights down long and short hallways till you reach a room that has a balcony.
You slip on who-ever’s house slippers and open the sliding door revealing the winter’s cold harsh air. You lean on the railing and close your eyes breathe in and out heavily.
Wiping the tears away, You open our eyes and look straight ahead. The whole city is lit up such a beautiful view for a sad moment. The sad moment is cut short by the sliding door opening and closing. You don’t bother to turn around it’s probably just Ryan checking on you again. When are people going to stop doing that?
“ Yn.”
Thats the last voice you wanted to hear.
‘‘ Are you happy? Happy for scolding me infront of everybody.”  You sniffle, wiping away your leaking nose.
You hear some rustling before something is placed on your shoulders. You look down at the material and shrug it off of you.
‘‘ Give it to your girlfriend.”
‘‘ I can’t let you be cold. Put it back on.’‘ He sighs, picking it back up and coming closer to you. You both stand side by side. Jimin puts his jacket around you once more and before you could re-do your action just before, he speaks.
‘‘ Shrug it off again and I’ll scold you. Do you understand?’‘ He says firmly.
You don’t bother to speak. Silence is golden.
‘‘ Listen.. i know you still aren’t over the fact that we are through but-”
‘‘ Shut up. I don’t want to hear it. Please go tend to your dying girlfriend.’‘ You say, sarcastically.
He huffs, “ She’s resting right now. She wouldn’t have to be if you wouldn’t of put-’’
You turn towards him slowly and meet his eyes daring for him to finish the rest of his sentence. ‘’ Don’t you fucking dare Park Jimin.’’
‘‘ Honorifics.’‘ He says, slightly looking down at you due to the height difference.
‘‘ You’re right Jimin-ssi.’‘
Jimin’s expression is taken a-back. You knew that one honorific word would hurt him.
‘‘ If we are done speaking I will take my leave now.” You say, eyes never leaving his as you take off his jacket and toss it to him, leaving him outside in the cold
This night was one of your worst mistakes. You thought you could handle it, but couldn’t. So maybe Ryan and Jungkook were right. Maybe you can’t handle it at all..
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kirishimaswife2819 · 3 years
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Them With a S/o That Owns a Snake || Midoriya, Bakugou, Kirishima, Todoroki, and Kaminari
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Pairings: Izuku Midoriya x Reader, Katsuki Bakugou x Reader, Eijiro Kirishima x Reader, Shoto Todoroki x Reader, and Denki Kaminari x Reader
Requested by Anonymous: hello lovely! i read the headcanons about the s/o having a rabbit but what about some headcanons with the boys wherein their s/o has a snake? 👀 thank you so much and i hope you have a wonderful day!
Word Count: 800
A/n: Ignore me expressing my love for snakes wearing hats, by adding it to Izuku’s headcanons, I couldn’t help myself. I don’t know crap about owning a snake, so I hope I did okay! Thanks for requesting! -Danielle <3
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Izuku Midoriya:
“You have a WHAT!?”
He was absolutely freaked out at first, I have no doubt that Izuku was told as a kid that snakes were scary and he never really grew out of his fear until he met you and your pet snake
It took him a while of getting used to it, but eventually he fell in love with your little pet
You know those photos of snakes that they have on google with like little hats? Yeah, he takes and uploads a lot of those photos
This man made a separate account on like a bunch of social media, just to post about making little hats for your snake
He’s Tik Tok famous for his little hat making, this man even started selling them, he got so addicted
He spends so long making them too and they always end up turning out so cute
The photos he takes are so good quality too
But he also makes sure he doesn’t do it too often, so he doesn’t irritate your snake too much or bother it
He loves helping you take care of it, and he frequently asks if you need any help with it, and if it’s anything that he can help
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Katsuki Bakugou:
“Why the hell would you want a weird thing with no arms or legs as a pet? It’s ugly as fuck.”
“Shut up, you’re ugly as fuck.”
“You take that back, you little shit!”
He pretends to hate your snake at first, and will constantly throw insults at it, as if it’s going to understand him
He won’t physically harm it though, Bakugou can be a hothead but he wouldn’t hurt a pet, let alone an animal that isn’t attacking him or causing any harm to anything
I don’t think he’ll ever really become a huge fan of it, the most you’ll get out of him is him tolerating the snake and not insulting it every five seconds
Still thinks it’s creepy and won’t hesitate to tell you his thoughts on it
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Eijiro Kirishima:
“That’s so cool! Snakes are so manly!”
He loves your snake
He thinks it’s the most precious and cool thing in the whole world
The first time your snake slithered onto him, he looked like a little kid on Christmas, he was over there refraining from bouncing up and down and he was going on like, “Look, Y/n! Look! Look! S/n is slithering on me! Oh it’s so manly! Does this mean it likes me!?”
Loves posting photos of him and your snake together online, and he loves when people ask about it, and ask him what kind it is and all of that
He treats it as if it’s his own child, and he also refers to it as your guy’s child
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Shoto Todoroki:
“Oh, people keep those as pets? Don’t they bite or something like that?”
He had no idea that people could keep those as pets, and he’s honestly pretty amazed by your snake
He never got a pet growing up, and he had met dogs and cats before, but never a snake, and he was absolutely fascinated by it
He loves listening to you go on about how to take care of the snake, as he’s staring at it, and watching as it slithers over various surfaces, and don’t worry, he’s paying attention to everything that you say
Shoto really enjoys playing with your snake, as well as caring for it, after you explained everything to him
He also did a ton of research on your snake and the specific breed, after learning that you had one, so he could just learn more about it in general
But he loves spoiling your snake and buying it different kinds of toys to try and giving it everything that it’s little snake heart could ever desire
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Denki Kaminari:
“Wait, but won’t it like try to kill you?”
Denki thinks it’s kind of cool that you have something like that as a pet, but at the same time he’s scared of snakes
Not to the point where he like screams like a little girl and runs from it, it just creeps him out a little and he might flinch and freak out a little if he tries to hold it
He does get used to it eventually, but it takes a bit of work for him to not get freaked out around it
Once he gets used to it, and your snake gets used to him, the two of them are amazing friends though
He’s not really amazed by your snake, all that much, sure he thinks it’s sort of cool, but it’s just another animal, why should he act like it’s special?
He betrays his own thoughts by constantly taking photos of him with it and posting them to his Instagram and some of his other social media
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mewberii · 3 years
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Streamer!Scaramouche AU
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i feel like he’d be one of the biggest streamers on his platform- probably one of those that everyone has heard of even if they’re not into watching livestreams and all
but between those who do know who he is, they either love him or hate him. no in-between
it’s kind of understandable because his attitude is not suited/can be handled by anyone
he’s brutally honest even when his opinion may be seen as rude (to him he’s just saying the truth so he doesn’t mind if people get offended)
of course he doesn’t try to be rude on purpose but i mean it as in he’ll say what he thinks
imagine he’s playing a game and he doesn’t like a certain mechanic, or he isn’t enjoying the story;
he won’t say the game is bad but he’ll openly say he doesn’t like it/it’s not for him. it makes him seem strict but tbh he’s not that hard to please and even when he complains about one or two things he still enjoys the game
he usually gives every game a chance even when from what he’s seen it doesn’t sound like a game he’ll like. if he turns out to be right he just won’t play it again and if he’s wrong he’s a little too prideful to admit he spoke a little too fast but in the end he will admit the game is good or he’s having fun
probably the kind that just knows so much about all games and all the creators and all the game-making engines and is up to date with every single news of everything video-game + streaming-related,,, how does he do it, i don’t know,,,,
and also since he’s so popular he probably gets packages from game developers with limited edition stuff or merch from different games soooo often
and he placed the ones from his favorite games in his setup room and it looks INCREDIBLE he has so much stuff
he did a room tour stream once talking about all he has, where he got everything, from his monitor to every complement of his computer and like,,,,, the cost of his setup,,,,,,, some people already know they’ll never be able to afford that in their entire life
and he already had a great setup before he even became big as a streamer so people can already guess he’s fairly rich 
also i feel like he would have started his career as a streamer without using a facecam and even like that, he already managed to get very popular because of his professional commentary of game dynamics/playability + you can tell that he’s passionate about this and also he’s very funny without even trying??
he says some stuff so casually that he doesn’t realise how funny it is
probs showed his face after he hit a very important milestone
he never considered showing his face that important but he understood why people would want to see his reactions when playing games (even tho he warned them he’s not the most expressive/dramatique person in the world and they know by now) and would want to put a face to the person who entertains them so much with his streams
and when he does show his face people go absolutely cRAZY BECAUSE he is crazy good looking (if you don’t think he’s good looking i’m sorry for your eyesight. jk i’m sorry in general i just really love him)
some people who didn’t watch his streams will even check them out because of that but literally if you come for the visuals only you won’t stay for long because as i said not anyone can handle his personality
if he sees people being superficial about him too much instead of paying attention to what’s happening in the stream, he will immediately turn the subs mode on in the chat (if he didn’t have it on already)
being rude, being disrespectful/saying discriminating stuff or anything of that sort won’t be tolerated and anyone who does it will be banned instantly
without even interrupting what he was saying before he saw the comment, he’ll just type the ban to whoever said that and go on
and his mods do the exact same. they are just as strict as him
if it ever got too much of course he wouldn’t be afraid to speak up about it and tell his chat to stop that behaviour or else, as they should already know, he won’t be afraid of banning them even if they’ve been subscribed for months or years
ANYWAYS
why do i feel like he has a super organised chat— as in instead of spamming 5 emotes per comment they all send just one and it looks so tidy and perfect
literally other streamers would be jealous of how not-messy his chat is even when he has thousands and thousands and thousands of viewers all the time
also i have this idea that maybe any of his fans would have designed him as a genshin character (which would be the design of the scaramouche we know (?))
and the little pop-ups (i don’t know the name in english rIP) thingies that show up to notify when someone subscribed or donated would be lil chibi art of that design
it’d be really cool
and since i also doodled what a stream of his could look like (i’ll show it in the future when i’m done!!) i thought that way it’d be more recognisable that the streamer is scaramouche
99% of the people who have seen him irl found him too intimidating to go ask him for a picture or tell him anything
he’s not a huge fan of taking pictures anyway + is more on the introverted/reserved side but he wouldn’t mind if someone went up to him (if he’s not busy with something) to tell him something or say they enjoy his streams
i feel like in a couple occasions he would have played a game with some subscribers and he’d like to tease them speaking with his usual tone and face (in case they’re watching the stream as they talk) so they think he’s serious
“did you watch my 12 hour stream the other day?”  -scaramouche
“ah,,,, i-” -the sub
“think well of what you’re going to answer.” -scaramouche
“i-i couldn’t watch the whole thing,,,” -the sub
“ah, is that so…?” -scaramouche 
he’ll pretend to sound disappointed but at one point he just can’t help but smirk and hold in a chuckle before telling them he’s not serious
(he literally doesn’t know how the hell he survived that stream himself because he isn’t one to stream for that long)
i feel like deep inside people who know him would know he wouldn’t say such things seriously/wouldn’t be disappointed in anyone for not watching every single minute of his streams or not even all his streams
but he says all that so seriously that it’s,,, intimidating and they’re lowkey like “god but what if he’s not joking-”
he’d play games with the other streamers sometimes but i feel like most of the type he’d play more single-player games
it’d be so funny if he plays among us with others and for example one of those others it’s childe
both of them would always be suspecting of the other first/bickering, especially scaramouche
and if one game turns out they’re both the impostors… people would know right away
like, if any of them tried to defend the other, everyone else would be like “!?! what is this? scaramouche and childe defending each other? scary”
they’d vote one of them (maybe scaramouche) out because they started guessing + saying proof of how both of them could be the impostors (but the biggest proof is them not coming for each other’s throats sNKJFNGKJS)
scaramouche would have to resist the urge to S C R E A M
needless to say he doesn’t like when he has to be impostor with childe
and unfortunately for him, fate makes it happen considerably often
i feel like at least one time scaramouche would kill next to childe and then report it and literally blame childe
and childe would be like ?!?!?!?!?? WHAT- NO- (struggles bc his brain instinct is to say ‘it was you!’ but they’re both the impostors??? how-)
and then they’d eject childe,,, and then people wouldn’t suspect of scaramouche for most of the game because ? why would he- blame his partner---
well he did it with no regrets and at the end when they all found out they found it very funny (except for childe, but even he ended up laughing in the end because what a mean strategy sjkfhdsgkj)
i have this feeling that even though they bicker so much and for any strangers it’d seem like they hate each other, when scaramouche does play online games, many times it’d be with childe?
ik they aren’t supposed to get along but for the sake of it being a modern au i don’t want bad vibes between any of the characters pls-
and everyone enjoys their dynamic and those streams always get a ton of viewers sjfhdsgkj and i’m sure both their chats would be good friends (most likely one’s fans would also be a fan of the other too)
very very very rarely (because he prefers just playing and talking while playing) he’d do streams where he doesn’t play anything but just talks with the chat, watches videos that they send him, looks at the fanart they make, just talks about games,,,,
it’d be super chill and the perfect streams for people to be doing homework/work/play games/draw or do basically anything while they listen to his stream in the background
he’d also be answering some of people’s questions about him or about his favorite games, or if he’s playing this new game that came out earlier this week,,,
“will you play ‘it takes two’ with childe?” -someone in the chat
“absolutely not. i won’t play a co-op game with him”
not even 5 days later, tweet from childe saying “streaming in 30 minutes! Scaramouche and I will be playing It Takes Two on my ch---”
anyways this will be all!! (for now?) i obviously knew genshin before this but, yesterday i could finally start playing it myself! so i feel like if not now, soon i will also write headcanons of him playing genshin! i don’t take requests but if you guys have any ideas or anything you want to say about this AU, send me an ask!! i’d love to talk about this and about genshin in general!
also, i was very inspired to write this by @baeshijima​ ! so thank you very much to her for her wonderful streamer AUs and if anyone reading this hasn’t read hers already, go check them out!! they’re amazing!!
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meltwonu · 3 years
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| 🍒 CH-CH-CHERRY BOMB! 🍒 |     [CHAPTER 20] FINAL
pairing; dom!seungcheol x camgirl!reader
this chapter’s notes; camshow, sex toys, shibari, dom!seungcheol, dirty talk, overstimulation/forced orgasms, squirting, degradation, name calling, daddy!kink, gags! 😍💕 ✨HAPPY NEW YEAR!!✨ Here’s to more fun fics in 2021! I can’t believe this is our last chapter though omg 😭 It’s been suuuuch a journey and a privilege to write this little series out! I’ve honestly thought about a camgirl/boy series for like, over a year now, and I’m glad I finally did it! I completed one of my goals! 🥺💕 2020 was definitely a wild one, but I want to thank you all so fuckin’ much for supporting me and stickin’ it out with me all year! Here’s to more in the coming year!💕 Also I was proofreading this at the dining table last night thinking my roommate wouldn’t come out of their room but they did(while I was making dinner and my hands were dirty so I couldnt close my laptop ☠️) and they walked past my laptop and now I’m convinced they saw my fucking smut fic right in the open so yes my little mini-break next week is MUCH needed cause I am ✨embarrassed✨ 🤣 I’ll still do my inbox roundup tomorrow and probably answer a bunch of small thirst posts ‘n stuff throughout the week but there won’t be any drabbles! For now, enjoy chapter 20 🥺, have a safe weekend, and remember that I love you~ ❤️🍒💕
chapters; 1 - 2 - 3 - 4 - 5 - 6 - 7 - 8 - 9 - 10 - 11 - 12 - 13 - 14 - 15 - 16 - 17 - 18 - 19 - 20 COMPLETE
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Seungcheol wakes up much earlier than you do the next morning; pressing a kiss to your forehead as you groan and snuggle deeper into your pillow.
“Baby, I need to go run some errands for a little bit, okay? Just keep sleeping, you don’t need to get up yet. But, I made breakfast and put it in the microwave for you when you decide to get up later.”
His voice is muffled and you can barely understand what he’s saying but you nod; a soft sigh on your lips when you drift back into dreamland. He takes his time getting ready, checking his phone notifications as he gets dressed and places a note on the nightstand knowing that you didn’t catch a single word he said.
‘Hey, did you get everything I asked for?’
Jimin🧍🏻: of course, who do you think I am? Jeongguk?
Jimin🧍🏻: and btw, i’m just giving you a crash course okay? We don’t really have a ton of time
Jimin🧍🏻: did you watch those tutorial videos I sent you?
‘Yeah, I did some practice on my breaks, but I guess you can tell me if I’m doing anything wrong.’
Jimin🧍🏻: okee, i’ll be waiting. Don’t get here too late!
‘I’ll be otw soon. Thanks again, Jimin.’
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“Ow--damn, okay, you don’t need to tug on it so much!”
“Sorry, I’ll be careful! And why are we practicing on you anyway?! Couldn’t you just have shown me pictures or something?”
“How else will you learn if not on an actual body? It doesn’t work the same way, Seungcheol.” Jimin pauses, checking himself in the mirror. “Also, keep in mind she does have boobs so just… go slow, okay? It’s not gonna sit like this on her.”
Seungcheol blushes a crimson red; biting the inside of his cheek at how amateur he was at this.
“Okay…”
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Seungcheol is gone for a lot longer than you anticipate and although he replies quickly to your texts, you can’t help but be curious about where he’d gone and what he was doing.
Especially knowing that the two of you had to film tonight and knowing that everything was up to Seungcheol.
A shiver rolls down your body at the thought and you quickly try to shake off the nerves that seem to slowly invade your body when your mind starts to wander.
“It’ll be fine, I’m sure…”
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“I’m home!”
“Where have you--oh, that’s… a b-big box? Um, should I be concerned...”
Seungcheol grins, shrugging as he sets it onto the kitchen counter. “Just some supplies for tonight. I had to go pick them up from a friend but I had to make sure everything was right.” He notices the way you can’t seem to take your eyes off of the box; eyes twinkling when he makes his way towards you.
He tilts your head up to meet his in a searing kiss, lips easing into a smile when you wrap your arms around his neck and melt under his touch. You moan against his lips just before he pulls away; staring dreamily at him while his hands start to roam over your clothed body.
“We have a long night ahead of us, sweetheart. Let’s pamper you a little before then, hmm?”
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j__min: ??? where’s the loverboy
j__min has donated $200
angelhan has donated $75
therealchan99 has donated $50
xcaliburDK has donated $75
xcaliburDK: is that the sybian? Haven’t seen that in a looong while
You bite your lip and nod, somewhat shy as you sit alone in front of the camera. “Seungcheol’s still… setting up but he told me to start! I’m a little nervous, to be honest…” Your eyes flit to Seungcheol who rummages through the box in the kitchen and from the angle you’re sat in, you can’t see a single thing he takes out.
Earlier, he’d cooked you your favorite meal and even took the time to give you a full body massage before the two of you cuddled on the sofa and watched a movie. To you, it seemed a little too suspiciously tame and you only found yourself more nervous when he made you drink two glasses of water and ever so quietly announced it was time to start getting ready for the camshow.
“He’s being so suspicious! He was even gone for a few hours earlier today…” You mumble; brows furrowed at the camera before checking the comments.
It still amazed you every time with how much money you and Seungcheol made from the camshows and videos and it made you feel even better knowing that everyone loved the chemistry the two of you had together. There were a lot of video requests and ideas mixed in with the comments at any given time and you were definitely ready to pitch some to Seungcheol now that you’d rebranded your channel to be a couple’s channel instead.
“Almost done, sweetheart!”
gc__koo: he told me to watch cuz he was being suspicious with me too 
gc__koo has donated $50
alphagyu97: what is he even plotting
alphagyu97: i am excited to see the sybian again tho ngl
artist8hao: pretty baby gonna squirt for us again?
universe_WZ: hell fuckin yea let us see how fuckin wrecked you get on that machine
You feel your pussy clench around emptiness at their comments; already feeling yourself getting wetter and wetter with the anticipation.
Movement out of the corner of your eye catches your attention and Seungcheol walks towards the bed with a wide smile and the same box in hand. “Ready?” You can only nod back slowly, watching as he dumps the contents of the box right next to your body.
gc__koo: oy
chwenon: oh shit
sleepy_wonu: oh baby, you’re in for it now
sleepy_wonu has donated $100
Your entire body fills with warmth as you look over the various objects; unsure of where to really look first. “I, um--”
A stack of red ropes sits next to a small bullet vibrator that sits next to a ball gag that sits next to a pair of EMT shears and your eyes immediately flit up to Seungcheol who only smirks back at your shocked expression. “I had some other toys I wanted to use but I figured I should go easy on you, y’know? Since you showed me some mercy last night.”
Nodding, you reach out towards the ropes, touching them shyly. “Why red?”
“Thought they’d be on theme for you, babygirl.”
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Seungcheol takes his time; remembering Jimin’s words when he tugs the ropes around your wrists.
“Colour, babygirl?”
“G-green… daddy…”
He nods, sitting up on his knees behind you as you sit on the sybian and face the camera. You bite your lip, somewhat embarrassed that you were already soaking the toy underneath you as Seungcheol worked to bind your arms behind you.
“D--daddy, where did you l-learn this?” You whisper, somewhat curious if this had anything to do with why he was gone for so long earlier in the day.
“Mm, daddy’s friend Jimin was kind enough to help me get the tools and teach me a few tricks to make sure I kept my babygirl safe. Wasn’t that kind of him?” You nod gently, gulping when you shift atop the machine slightly in hopes of relieving some of the growing sexual tension in your body. “Why don’t you thank him properly, sweetheart?”
Your hazy eyes make eye contact with the camera, head tilted slightly. “T-thank you, J-Jimin… for--for helping daddy…”
j__min: omg a shoutout ive made it
kitty_junjun: we never thought we’d see the day
tangerine_kwan: and here we all thought you were gonna be the bad guy huh
hoshi_tiger_xx: like when u only see previews of the book online but the rest of it is different ykwim
Seungcheol makes sure your arms are bound snug enough but not too tight; leaning away slightly to admire his rope work. “Feeling okay so far, babygirl?”
Nodding, you whine back slightly. “Y-yes, daddy… But… my--my pussy wants s-something…” He laughs in return, readjusting so that he’s sitting on your side this time to give himself easier access to start the rest of the bindings.
“Is that so? You’re gonna have to be a little more patient this time ‘cause daddy’s not done yet.” He starts working on the rest of the harness; going slow and checking in with you often to make sure none of the ropes were digging into your skin or making you uncomfortable. “You’ll have to forgive me a little though, I’m admittedly a ‘lil inexperienced so our pretty babygirl is only going to be tied up in this pretty harness for tonight.”
gentleman_josh95: the fact u even took the time to learn just for her
gentleman_josh95 has donated $100
artist8hao: seriously, the dedication
kitty_junjun: we stan a man who knows safety and etiquette 
Comments of reassurance and donations flood in at Seungcheol’s small apology and although the two of you are in your own world; you can tell from just the amount of pings coming from your laptop that they all seemed to be encouraging him.
The two of you fall into a comfortable silence as Seungcheol continues to move around you on the bed to finish the harness and a smile graces his lips when he starts to secure the last knots in the back. He can’t help but mentally pat himself on the back at how neatly he’d done it for his first time.
“There. All done, baby.”
Your eyes flit to the laptop’s screen to see yourself; cheeks hot when you see how fucked out you already look and he hadn’t even touched you properly or turned on the machine.
The star harness Seungcheol had tied looks pretty with red ropes and you can’t hide your smile at how good it looks on you too either. “Ah, daddy made it really p-pretty… Thank you.”
This time, Seungcheol nods, letting you admire yourself as he silently reaches for the small remote for the sybian, switching it on.
Your entire body lurches forward as soon as the vibrations attack your clit and you immediately find yourself moaning and grinding down onto the machine as he gives you some relief.  
“You’re welcome, babygirl. Now let’s really have some fun, huh?”
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You need to cum.
Badly.
“Awww, is my pretty baby drooling? Does it feel that good on your sensitive ‘lil clit?” He teases, smoothing down your hair as you cry around the ball gag in your mouth; drool seeping out from the side of your lips when he raises the vibrations a setting higher.
You don’t know how many times he’d played with the settings and edged you by now, but all you do know is that the urge to cum only grows stronger as you grind against the machine, soaking it with your wetness as you chase the pleasure building up in your body again.  
Surely cumming was okay, right? He never said you couldn’t.
You whimper around the ball gag, eyes fluttering shut when the tension in your body snaps in the blink of an eye and your thighs clamp down onto the sides of the machine. Throwing your head back, you moan against the gag and ride out your high as Seungcheol watches you from the side.
“Mm, bet that felt good, huh? But I know you want something in that greedy ‘lil cunt of yours, don’t you? You want daddy’s cock slamming into your tight ‘lil hole ‘til it’s full of my cum, right, sweetheart?” He licks his lips, turning off the sybian as you slump forward.
universe_WZ: shit shes so sensitive
chwenon: especially with her arms bound like that i bet she’s on cloud nine rn
gentleman_josh95: her cute lil head is probably all fuzzy already from all the sensations
therealchan99 has donated $100
gc__koo has donated $75
j__min has donated $150
All you can do is whimper and nod; teary eyes blinking back at Seungcheol as he smirks and leans in towards you.
“Mmm, you’ll get what you want eventually. But for now, you’re gonna cum again.”
He turns the sybian back on, licking his lips when he sees your body tensing again. It was always easier to get you to cum a second time and his point is proven when you mewl around the ball gag a few minutes later; chest heaving in stuttered breaths as you try to shy away from the toy still vibrating against your overly sensitive clit when you’re quickly thrown into another orgasm.
“You always cum for daddy so easily, don’t you, babygirl?”
Your head feels fuzzy after already cumming twice in such a short span of time but you nod, head lolling to the side as Seungcheol finally turns the sybian off for good.
Seungcheol gives you a second to catch your breath before he’s scooting in and fiddling with the clasps at the back of your head to take the ball gag off.
A thread of saliva connects your lips to the gag and you whimper at how good it feels to be able to actually speak again. “D-daddy…” Drool drips from your mouth as your lead lolls forward and Seungcheol is quick to bring a hand up to keep your head up as he looks into your lust filled eyes.
“Colour, sweetheart?”
“Still g-green…” He nods back, checking to make sure none of the ropes had shifted. “Would you like some water before we continue, baby?”
“Yes, daddy…”
He fetches you a glass of water, tilting it against your lips as you down the entire glass and you find yourself a little surprised at how needed it was. “Thank you, d-daddy…”
“You’re welcome, babygirl. Ready to keep going?”
You nod, a little bit more energized. “I hope everyone, mmh, l-likes the show so f-far~” Your teary vision prevents you from reading the comments and before you can even make an effort to, Seungcheol is already helping you off of the machine and helping you sit on the bed across from him.
alphagyu97: ugh she looks so fucking good in that harness
angelhan: right? That shade of red looks so good against her skin too
angelhan: so fuckin pretty
tangerine_kwan: pics for the private room later? Plz i beg
Seungcheol takes this time to take off his boxer briefs, cock curving up against his abdomen when he’s fully naked across from you. He wraps a hand around his cock, moaning and spreading the precum down his shaft as you watch. “D’you want this, baby?”
Your lips fall open in a silent moan as you watch Seungcheol jerk himself off and you can’t help but squirm. “Y-yes…”
“Tell me exactly what you want then. Let them hear what a filthy little slut you are for me.” You can’t help but feel miserably empty watching him and despite having already cum twice, you want his cock fucking you open and making you cum again.
“I--I--”
“Yes, babygirl?”
“I, ngh, I want d-daddy’s cock… Please? Ah, I--I wanna feel you fucking my--my pussy into the, mmh, s-shape of your c-cock… And I w-want you to c-cum inside my--my slutty little h-hole…”
Seungcheol scoffs, hips shallowly thrusting up into his enclosed fist. “That’s right. You’re just my slutty ‘lil babygirl that lets me use all her tight holes how I please, right? You like it when I cum down your throat and in your pretty ‘lil ass. But we all know you like it best when I cum in your hot ‘lil cunt. Makes you feel all warm and full, doesn’t it? You like it when my cum is dripping out of your spent cunt and sliding down your shaky thighs.” This time you nod furiously as you whine back in response.
“P-please… Can’t wait any--anymore!”
This time, the impatience takes over as you slightly tug on the ropes; whining when they don’t give. “Daddy!”
And this time, he gives in quicker than he anticipates, growling as he reaches for the EMT shears to cut you from the harness. “Don’t let your arms down, no matter how much you want to. You’re going to strain your arms if you move too fast so let me handle it, okay, sweetheart?”
The sudden gentleness in his voice has a giddy warmth pouring over you as you nod and sit still while he cuts at various points of the harness to make the ropes fall loose around your arms and chest. You keep your arms in the same position like he requested and you soon feel his hands roaming your skin and massaging your arms to get the blood flowing again.
“You’re so good for me, baby.” He whispers against your hair, leaning down to kiss your shoulder before he slowly easing your arms down from being folded behind your back.
He continues to massage your arms for a few more minutes before it’s you that’s getting impatient. “Daddy… Can you fuck me now?” Whispering, you slightly turn your body to the side to meet his gentle stare.
Seungcheol laughs under his breath, nodding. “Lay on your back for me, legs spread.”
You follow his orders as you quickly scramble to get into position; legs spread wide for him to situate himself between.
“Mm, your pussy is still so fuckin’ wet. I wanna taste you on my tongue, baby.” Whines spill from your lips as you shake your head ‘no.’
“No! My p-pussy feels empty, I need y-your cock, daddy… ‘n I’m so wet, you can probably, ah, just s-slide your cock in…”
He wraps a hand around his cock just as you wrap your legs around his waist and he guides himself until the head of his cock is right at your entrance.
Neither of you say a word as he slowly starts to sink his cock in; guttural moans on his lips when he meets no resistance and bottoms out in a singular thrust. “Holy fuck, your cunt is so fuckin’ wet. Shit, and so t-tight!” You clench around him, already feeling good with his cock inside of you as you beg him to fuck you hard and fast.
“Ngh, p-please fuck me like--like I’m your, hah, c-cocksleeve… I want it f-fast, daddy!”
He grits his teeth at your words; drawing his hips back before snapping them into you just how you wanted. “Fast, hmm? All you think about in that pretty head of yours is my cock pounding you open, huh? Slamming into you so fuckin’ good, it makes your toes curl when you cum.”
Seungcheol starts a quick pace, already feeling the pleasure building up for himself when you’re reduced to garbled noises and broken cries of his name. The heels of your feet dig into the small of his back as you try to press him in closer and he’s quick to reach for the small bullet vibrator left on the bed next to your body.
“Your body is so fuckin’ sensitive, I can already feel how tight you’re getting around me. So fuckin’ greedy to cum too. Already came twice and you still want more. You’re not satisfied until your whole body is shaking underneath me, huh, sweetheart?” He turns the small toy on, pressing it to your clit as you yelp and let out choked sobs.
“Ah, ngh, d-daddy, my--my clit’s t-too sen--sensitive! I--I can’t--!” Squirming, you feel the pressure building up obscenely quick; bottom lip quivering when he takes one of your free hands and makes you hold the toy to your swollen clit.
“Just a little more, sweetheart. Don’t you wanna cum?”
He angles his thrusts to graze against your g-spot and loud cries of his name leave your lips in a hurried, jumbled mess when he only doubles his pace.
The sound of donations and comments pour in like water and get lost within the ringing in your ears; unable to even warn Seungcheol that you’re about to cum when you feel your entire body starting to lock up underneath him.
Your lips part in a silent scream and your back bows off of the bed, thighs shaking uncontrollably as you cum for the third time. Seungcheol growls, fucking you through it as you squirt all over his lower half.  He finds it harder and harder to thrust into you as you cum, but he feels himself quickly following suit with your warm walls fluttering around his cock.
“Fuck, baby, that’s right. Squirt for me, get me fuckin’ soaked while you cum.” He uses a free hand to make sure you keep the toy pressed to your clit, growling when he starts to unload his cum inside of you. “Mmh, gonna fill your cunt up with what you want, baby.”
A shaky moan leaves your lips as you feel him throbbing inside your pussy; walls clamped down onto him in a vice grip as you ride out the remnants of your orgasm.
“Ah, d-daddy’s cumming suh--so much inside of my p-pussy…”
Whining, you feel Seungcheol’s grip on your hand give way as he rides out his pleasure and you take the opportunity to turn off the small bullet vibrator while he doesn’t notice.
You watch his face contort in pleasure, hips still shallowly thrusting into you as his entire body shivers above you.
“D-daddy’s so h-handsome...” You mumble, cheeks hot when he cracks a smile through the pleasure wracking his body and chuckles under his breath. 
“Thank you, babygirl.” 
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After you end the show, Seungcheol makes sure to cuddle with you on the bed for a little while longer.
“One more glass of water, baby.” You whine in response, pouting up at him before he gets up from the soaked sheets. 
“But I already had a glass! If you have a piss kink just say so, ‘Cheol!”
He lets out a boisterous laugh at your comment, trudging back to the bed from the kitchen with another glass of water for you. “You need to be hydrated, sweetheart. You came three times and we played a little more rough today. I just wanna make sure you’re okay.” 
“Fine, but you didn’t deny my comment.” You snarkily reply, taking the glass from him as you down the water. 
“Don’t make me have to punish you again! I’ll have you know I still need to get you all washed up and change the bed--”
A faint pinging has the two of you turning to the laptop; still on your camming homepage from where you’d checked the revenues from tonight’s show. 
A small [1] sits above your inbox and Seungcheol is quick to turn to you with an eyebrow raised. “I thought you turned off the messaging system on your profile?” 
You tilt your head in confusion, handing him the emptied glass. “I did. The only messages I should get are from, like, the actual system admins or other creator accounts which, I haven’t received any ‘til... now, I guess?”
Seungcheol sets the glass down onto the nightstand before he takes a seat next to you, dragging the laptop closer as you go to check the notification. 
“’Love&Letter Films’? Aren’t they one of the biggest adult film companies?” Mumbling, you click on the message, giving yourself and Seungcheol a second to process the message that stares back at you; a shocked smile on your lips.
‘Hello!
I hope this message finds Cherry and Seungcheol well. 
We, at ‘Love&Letter Films’, have really enjoyed the shows and videos from your channel throughout the years and we really have enjoyed watching the growth of your channel and the addition of Seungcheol to it. The dynamics between the two of you are rare in this industry and we’ve yet to see anyone like the two of you in this market. 
The shows from the last two nights have proven that the two of you have the right kind of chemistry to film together for bigger productions and we would love to hire you for a few film productions we have planned in the upcoming weeks as a feeler. Of course, all expenses paid by us if you would kindly take our offer. 
We love the various scenes and roles that the two of you take on with ease and we would love to help propel your careers forward, should you pursue a career in the adult entertainment industry. 
Please don’t hesitate to contact me as I’ve listed my contact information below. I’m excited to hear from the two of you and hope to work with you in the future on many projects.
Respectfully, 
Kwon Soonyoung, L&L FILMS CEO’
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injuryprompts · 3 years
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Hello! I love your prompts and they help a lot to get creativity going ^^
But i was wondering if you could help me... I'm writing a character that got pierced by a spear (not all the way and not that deep to be fatal, but it's still worrying)
I was wondering how someone treats a wound like that? I've been trying to search for it but i figured asking someone might be better. Ps: Character is self treating himself, he doesn't know much what to do
Ps again: the wound gets infected
I love whump 😔👏🏻 thanks for the attention
Thank you so much for the compliments! I don't know when you send me this, so it might be a little late, but i wrote some stuff anyway:
OK, so first, I'm not a medical practitioner. All my knowledge comes from a bi-yearly (so every two years) First Aid Class. So, take this information with a grain of salt please.
But let's say I got impaled by a spear (not all the way through). What would I do (if I wasn’t immobilized on the floor and crying in pain)?
First things first call 911. That's your first step in every situation. Then you'd just listen to whatever they tell you to do. Which is probably stabilize the object that's impaling you. But I'm assuming in this situation you either don't want to be found or don't have any service. In any case you’re alone in this, they can’t help. So, we’re moving along.
Are you impaled in the stomach/chest area? Then this next thing isn’t important cause there is nothing to do. Are you impaled through a leg or arm? Then is the question do you suspect to have been hit in a major artery (aka how deep and into the middle of your limb/chest have you been stabbed), if hit even close to where an artery would be: apply a tourniquet. Preferably from your well-packed-prepared-for-the-worst-case-scenario First Aid Kit. Those work best, for obvious reasons. If not here’s an online guide in how to apply an improvised tourniquet (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pFQWgy6qAdc). Don’t tighten it just yet, it’s just a preparation for worst case scenario, you’re alone after all and if you find out you’re bleeding to death you won’t have the time/chill to carefully tie one then. And when tying it up you’re cutting of the blood flow, which is good because you don’t want to die due to blood loss, but there is also no blood going back to your body. This means that all the waste (CO2, etc.) will stay in your leg, and accumulate, this is called blood poisoning and if you then untie it, it will go to the rest of your body and you poison your whole body instead of just your leg. So, if it’s not necessary: don’t do it! Blood poisoning is better than dying, but it’s not better then ya know, no blood poisoning. Also, I can tell you from experience, a tourniquet hurts a fuck ton. So, if you don’t have to, don’t do it.
If you can still walk without moving the object too much (or I guess this is a worst-case scenario so walk anyway it's either dying now or dying in 30 minutes...), so you're now looking for any absorbing fabric to help soak up the bleeding (if there is any). Preferably a sterile fabric from a well packed first aid kit. Otherwise go for a towel or t-shirt or something like that.
Now ideally also have a suture kit to suture the wound, some form of antiseptic/antibiotic and maybe a thing to cauterize the wound as an absolute last resort (hot metal or something).
Ok so in my mind you ideally now have: A prepared tourniquet, bandages/towels, suture kit, antiseptic/antibiotic.
You’d be sitting down now, on the floor, cause if you fall: you don’t, and all your stuff is within arm’s reach. Your tourniquet is ready to be tightened. You pull out the object, slowly so you don’t do more damage. The next step depends on the amount of bleeding:
Little bleeding: Clean the wound (preferably with some water or a clean cloth), put some antiseptic/antibiotic on the wound and wrap it in some gauze.
Moderate bleeding: The same as above but you’re wrapping it a little tighter if possible.
Excessive bleeding: The same as above but before you’re putting a wrapping on it suture it shut.
Extremely excessive bleeding: Tighten the tourniquet until you can’t go any further (don’t let the pain stop you), then you’re suturing the wound. When the wound is shut, slowly unwind the tourniquet, if the wound starts to bleed heavily again, tighten it again and put more effort into closing the wound. If you have a way to cauterize it, I guess this is the time if suturing doesn’t do its job (cauterizing can bring a lot of risks, so don’t just go at it if it’s not needed). If it’s not bleeding that badly, wrap it up with a bandage and you’re good to go.
As for the infection, yeah idk. I'd say keep it covered in an antibacterial ointment or something. And if you can get your hands on it, take some antibiotics. Or if you want to have more weird stuff: Maggots! Maggots eat infected/dead/slouchy tissue. (more info: https://www.chelwest.nhs.uk/your-visit/patient-leaflets/tissue-viability/maggot-therapy)
PLEASE NOTE IF YOU EVER USE A TOURNIQUET IN REAL LIFE NEVER TAKE IT OFF YOURSELF! This is a professional’s job! The only thing you do with a tourniquet is tighten it and write down the time when you did it! Write it on the tourniquet, but preferably on the victim’s forehead, since the tourniquet will be red from blood and the forehead is visible even when the victim is wrapped in a blanket or anything else.)
If you are impaled to a wall, the floor or anything else, so you have to take the object out before you can go get towels. Try looking for those items before moving, this way you know where to go to help yourself and it reduces the time you are walking around untreated.
AGAIN, I AM NOT A MEDICAL PROFESSIONAL! PLEASE ONLY USE THIS INFORMATION FOR FICTIONAL WRITING ONLY!
IF YOU ARE EVER IN A SITUATION WHERE MEDICAL ACTION HAS TO BE TAKEN CONTACT A PROFESSIONAL (999/911/112/etc. with critical matters or your local doctor’s office for less critical matters. If you don’t know what to do call the emergency number)
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blueink2k · 3 years
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Propaganda in Death Note and How It Played Into Light’s God Complex
[This is based on information from the anime, as I have yet to read the manga for myself. Caps from or references to the manga may be included to emphasize points or provide visuals, but the version of the plot I'm referring to is taken from the anime.]
Light Yagami does not pick up the Death Note knowing he’s going to use it to commit mass murder and become the God of his New World.
Actually, he does the opposite. He kills someone to test it as he’s under the impression it isn’t real, convinces himself it was a freak coincidence, and decides to try it out in a way that will provide a more concrete conclusion. When it does end up working he’s stunned, to say the least.
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“I killed them both...I killed two men. Those were human lives. I-It won’t be overlooked. Besides, who am I to pass judgment on others?”
Light Yagami, the perfect, straight-A, model student, has just confirmed he killed two people using some strange supernatural notebook that just happened to fall into his hands. He’s always believed strongly in his morals. He’s been on course his whole life to join the police force like his father an deliver justice, and here he is, an indirect murderer. 
So what does he do about it?
...He comes up with a reason to justify himself. 
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The people he killed were criminals. Mere scum who do nothing but rot and infect the world. Wouldn’t everyone be better off without them? It isn’t that he’s never considered this before, he has, albeit not to the same degree as taking their deaths into his own hands. But now that he has the power to do so, why shouldn’t he? He’s smart, he’s determined. He’s capable of it.
In fact, in his mind, he’s the only one who is.
He’s kind of right. He’s the top of his class, he comes out on top in national tests, he barely even has to try. Plus, he’s the only one that has a Death Note, and therefore the power to do this. 
At this point in time, he doesn’t consider himself a god. He doesn’t want to rule the world, he just wants to change it. Something else important to note is that he doesn’t refer to himself as Kira or anything other than Light. 
...That is, until...
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Websites start popping up all over claiming that whoever this mass murderer is is named “Kira”, a god among men risen to punish criminals and save the world.
Two things to note here;
Apparently, “Kira” is returning, meaning there must have been some kind of previous belief in an entity that either did something similar to Light or had the same beliefs. There isn’t any other canon mention of a previous Kira, and this in and of itself is pretty vague, but given that there’s tons of religions in real life that have never had a big breakthrough, it’s reasonable to believe this could be something similar. That, or a creepypasta. Or a cult.
Light created this understanding that he had to be the one to change the world to cope with his murders. Actually - that might be the worst way to put it, since we know how strongly he feels about justice and being given an outlet to carry out this wish of world peace just enhanced this, but nonetheless... It’s impossible to assume he’s doing all of this without even a speck of guilt. Therefore, this is the first hint of appreciation or even just acknowledgement that what he’s doing is right. 
Disregarding the first point (as interesting as I find it), this is really the first time Light is ever told what he’s doing is good. His own father - who he idolizes -considers Kira evil. His sister flat out says she hates him. Of course, this is all after Kira actually does become popular, but still, all he receives from that point on is disapproval from the people he cares the most about. The online love for Kira is all he has.
So, yeah, he probably internalizes it.
He thinks he’s doing the right thing. He thinks he’s giving others justice. He thinks he’s the only one who can do this. Others agreeing is only enhancing this. They’re the ones who call him God.
As the story progresses, Kira’s power and popularity grows. He gains direct news coverage, people begin sending him names of people to kill, his following grows. So much so, that when someone gets a Death Note and figures out that must be what he’s using, their immediate response is to find a way to contact him.
Cue Misa Amane and Sakura TV.
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Sakura TV is a news program known for its unreliability. Demegawa, the director, even says he’s willing to make things up for publicity. And that’s when the Second Kira tapes arrive. 
This, however, is only the first encounter with Sakura TV.
After this, the only direct involvement the police has with it is in the Yotsuba arc, when it’s used to lure out Higuchi. Otherwise the program promotes Kira all on its own, even going so far as to create Kira’s Kingdom - half a scam for viewers’ money, half a way to get more people to see Kira as God. And it works. He gains a following of people who believe he will create a new, better world, and will even give themselves up to help him. 
An example of this following is when a mob of followers attacks the SPK under Kira’s orders. They’re so quick to join in, and are even willing to put their names and faces on TV in trust that Kira will not kill them.
All of this publicity sparks fear in the general public. People begin fearing that if they do something wrong Kira will kill them, causing crime rates to drop nearly 70% over Kira’s 6 year reign, as well as completely stopping wars.
Demegawa is eventually killed. Other news programs begin scrambling to claim the voice of Kira, topped by NHN, where we are reintroduced to Kiyomi Takada as Kira’s spokeswoman as well as one of his greatest supporters.
Light, as much as he hates Sakura TV and NHN’s depictions of Kira, uses them to his advantage as much as he can.
But really, imagine what this is all doing to him.
At the beginning, he struggled with grasping what he was doing as right. His sense of justice, righteousness, and perfectness shattered by a single notebook. But this is perfect, he figures that if he really wants to fix the world, this is one surefire way to do it. And yeah, his family hates Kira, but online he’s worshiped as God. We already know he has a pretty decent ego, and all of this is doing nothing but fueling it.
To top it all off, as he continues with his killings, his following grows. More and more people begin to support him, every single day there’s news stations upon news stations covering his story, some negative, some positive. People from all over express admiration towards him, even the President of the United States sides with him. He is literally worshiped as Kira, as God.
This all makes it sounds like his god complex starts later in the series, so to clarify; no, he does not pick up the book with plans to become God, but the second people start fueling his ego, the more twisted his ideals and motivations become. He’s the only one who can fix this rotten world. He holds the power of a god in his hands, he does what only a god can do, and everyone treats him accordingly. He is Kira, he is God.
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Between websites, news programs, and his cult-like following, Light had enough attention to feed into his ego for a lifetime. He was perfect pre-Death Note. Smart, charming, set for success. There never was a time where he was particularly not narcissistic, it was just that he only felt this way inside of himself. The way he presented to others? A perfect, cool guy persona with an - in all honesty - annoying prickly jerk hiding inside. But no one ever knew this, he never let them know, and because he was always naturally successful it was more of an expectation he just met rather than surpassed, so he wasn’t consistently praised and this incredible self-esteem wasn’t propped up by anyone but himself.
To cycle back to the title of this rant-essay-analysis-whatever you’d like to call it, I want to share some examples about exactly why I even classify this news coverage and whatnot of Kira as propaganda.
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Kira’s supporters cause a riot at SPK HQ under Kira’s orders and Demegawa’s direction.
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Mikami providing his insight as to why he supports Kira on television, openly promoting Kira and encouraging others to join him.
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Takada announces her new role as Kira’s spokesperson on NHN.
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Mikami uses his power as Kira to kill members of Kira’s Kingdom, supposed followers of Kira who have been using his publicity to gain money and attention.
Most of this doesn’t exactly look like your standard propaganda posters or news story, but it does fit the overall criteria;
Information from a biased viewpoint used to promote/publicize a certain view (accepting Kira as God)
Shows exclusively positive views on Kira
Assigns Kira positive adjectives and makes him appear as good (God, savior, messenger from Hell), never considering or showing the bad
Presenting only positive statistics (Light does this in his monologue where he brings up the 70% crime rate drop, and given there’s no way he could have calculated this on his own he likely got it from one of these media sources. Not that it’s incorrect, per se, but he does fail to mention how many innocent people he’s killed in order to do this.)
Appeals to regular, everyday people by talking about how he’s doing this for the betterment of the whole world. People who are directly affected by crime are also likely positively impacted by this.
Initiates and spreads fear by explaining how Kira only attacks those who do wrong.
In the end, Light’s personal descent into his god complex, as well as his effects on the world can be attributed to many things, but it would be a crime to ignore just how big of a role news and other types of media played in this without his direct input. To think, if Light had won and overtaken the police like he was going to, he’d have absolutely no problem stepping into his shoes as God. Everyone else already set the stage, he just had to get there first.
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This is my first Death Note analysis, so please excuse any errors, I just watched the anime for the first time and am doing my best to piece together all of the plot and especially Light’s deep characterization the best I can. If I ever read the manga or find something new, chances are this will be updated. But as for now, it’s finally finished after a week or so of procrastinating. Thank you for reading if you got this far! <3
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librarianaesthetic · 3 years
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Gross things about rabbits
It’s almost easter, and for all u american christians out there, that means a ton of unwitting parents are about to buy their kids rabbits as a “cute easter gift.” In hopes of dissuading that impulse (or giving you some gross facts to use to dissuade your own relatives from this mistake), here’s a bunch of bad things about owning a rabbit!
Let’s start strong. A bunny will eat its own poop. It has to, because of the way it digests food. The poops that it eats are extra stinky, soft, and sticky.
(more like 1A) It will eat its own poop out of its own butthole, and then it might come over and try to lick you. Sometimes you might not notice the smell from its mouth until it has already licked your cheek. Ask me how I know.
It will leave (the other kind of) poop on the floor. They look like cocoa puffs. They’re not cocoa puffs. You will constantly be picking them up off your floors, no matter how well-trained your bun’s litter box habits are.
Their pee has a strong, acidic smell. If you’re a parent, your child is not going to clean it every week, because they are a child. You will have to clean it sometimes at least, and it is rank. If your litter box gets cleaned once per week, your house will always have a tinge of bunny-pee smell, just like how cat owners’ houses always smell of cat dander, and dog owners’ houses always smell like dried dog saliva. 
You will have to brush your bunny and clip their nails. They will (probably) not like this, and it can be an extremely stressful experience for both of you. Have you ever accidentally cut a baby? Picture this: you are holding a squirming, panicking baby whose bones you could easily snap with your hand. (Over time you can get them more comfy with it from exposure and lots of treats, but like. it can be tough for some buns)
As a rule, they chew cords. Your phone cords, computer cords, lamp cords, anything in reach and especially anything in their way. No hopping around or over, they’ll chew through it as a first instinct. I think it’s a what-to-do-with-tree-roots-in-warren thing?
This is pretty obvious, but they’ll try to eat your houseplants if they can reach them. They’ll jump up onto anything short enough to get a forbidden snack.
Many bunnies dig up carpeting, and will destroy furniture. Anything wicker, especially, is fair game. Your baseboards and carpeting? Open season to a bunny who likes to dig.
Some bunnies like to dig in their litter box. Picture a fireworks show, but it’s poop, hay, and pee-soiled litter, in your house, on your floors.
Un-spayed/un-neutered bunnies will pee on your stuff to “mark” it, especially places that you like to be in. Some bunnies will do this even after surgery. This is common in beds or on a favored spot on your couch. My bun used to really like to pee on my bed. I used to have to clean my duvet almost every day until I finally got him to stay off my bed in the first place. He once came up on my bed to cuddle next to me, stayed for 3 minutes, then peed on my leg.
Bunnies can be aggressive to other bunnies or to other pets. They’re a tiny prey animal, they get nervous and will lunge when frightened and backed into a corner.
Bunnies, especially un-neutered ones, want to fuck literally all the time (there’s a reason for the saying). You will find yourself explaining to your child what that motion is a lot sooner than you may have planned.
Some bunnies nip to get what they want, and it does actually hurt. It’s a really sharp, strong pinch. Some bunnies do this more than others, some do it just to get attention, and some can be trained out of it (mostly).
Despite how cute they are, bunnies don’t like to cuddle in your arms or lap, especially a young bun who isn’t very used to people. Bunnies prefer to sit next to you, rarely on you. A bun that you get from Petco will definitely be very scared if you put it on your lap. (which, don’t buy pets from big chain pet stores. Literally all their pets come from unsustainable breeding practices. If you do get one, go to a shelter, where most of the bunnies will have been neutered already at no cost to you).
(13A) Bunnies will jump off of you or squirm to get away from you when you’re doing something they don’t like, and their claws are sharp. When they want to get away, they will, and their claws will dig into your arm or leg. Their back feet have a lot of power, and no compunctions about drawing blood (ask me how I know).
Rabbits have lots of health concerns, and they’re pretty delicate pets. Because they’re prey animals, they’re also very good at hiding what’s wrong. It can be extremely difficult to notice a problem before it’s an emergency, and you may have a dead bunny on your (and your childs) hands.
If you are committed to getting a bun and treating them well, it’s hard to find veterinarians for rabbits—they’re an exotic pet, so a typical cats-and-dogs vet won’t really know what to do with one, although they might try to fake it. I live in a major US city, and even I had a hard time finding one when my bun had a potential respiratory problem (false alarm, no worries). During quarantine, many vets that normally would see exotics in addition to more common pets closed their doors to exotics first when they were cutting down on the number of appointments per day.
There’s a lot of misinformation online about bunny care, so it can be hard to know what’s right, especially if you have a hard time finding a vet. 50% of products sold for bunnies are actually bad for them, and are just brands taking advantage of misinformation (looking at you, Kaytee). Most of that cute stuff you see at the pet store in the bunny aisle is not bun-safe, so you end up wasting money.
Bunnies are bigger than you think they are. Mine is about the size of a medium-sized cat. Dwarf bunnies are small, but they come with the inbreeding-related health problems found in other small pet breeds (teacup and toy dog breeds). Bunnies should have time and space to run around every day, and they’re not like a hamster that can do that in its cage.
Bunnies live longer than you think they do. Their lifespan is around 8-11 years (breed dependent), comparable to a dog. Adopting a rabbit is not a small commitment.
Obviously, I love my bun. He’s adorable and delightful and very affectionate. I think more people should (responsibly) own pet rabbits. But you need to be prepared to deal with a bunch of issues if you want to get any pet, especially these. They’re not disposable or easy. Admittedly, some of those things on the list can be avoided, but it takes time, attention, and money. Rabbits can become very expensive, very quickly.  Maybe get your kid a stuffed animal, instead.
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genesisrose74 · 3 years
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Christmas With the Karasuno Boys (HC’s)!!
Part 2: Kageyama, Hinata, Tsukishima, Yamaguchi, Kinoshita, & Narita
Part 1 (Daichi, Suga, Asahi, Nishinoya, Tanaka, & Ennoshita) here!
A/n: Tumblr said my word count was too much so I’m splitting this bad boi up into two parts :p Enjoy!!
*****
Kageyama
This boy has a secret soft side for Christmas istg
He HATES showing it to other people on his team and shit
But holy bejeezus he is mesmerized by the holiday in every way possible
Lights, sweets, snow, just like,,, the general magic of December is the most awe-inspiring thing to him
Since he is still a sporty and pretty active mofo, you decided to fuel that on your holiday-themed date as Kags had noted that he’d never gone sledding before
Your jaw was on the FLOOR when he first told you because he would 10000% enjoy the hell out of it
And so you dragged him out to this popular sledding hill that you frequented as a child and taught him what to do
Not gonna lie, he was kind of nervous
“Well you’re experienced at it. I don’t wanna mess up”
🥺🥺🥺 bubby
“You won’t, Tobio! I can already tell you’re gonna be a sledding pro”
Feels a little better after that, but he asks you to help him out for his first run down the hill
He sits behind you with his arms secured snugly around your waist and his head nestled on top of your shoulder
Which would probably seem really funny to passerby because this boy is tol and intimidating in most other situations
As soon as the sled started down, Kags tightened his grip and made this cute little yelp of surprise
But you were laughing insanely hard at the combination of going really fast downhill whilst also having your boyfriend cling to you for dear life
And then when the sled stopped safely at the bottom he started to chuckle
FULL ON, GENUINE SOUND OF ENJOYMENT
That shit is rare
Y’all stayed at that hill for half the day because it was so fun
You got him a new, very high quality athletic roller for Christmas because his old one was just not cutting it anymore
And you also gave him this really cute bracelet with a volleyball, his jersey number, and a little strawberry milk set of charms attached to it
It matched this really pretty and subtle chain he’d bought for your birthday
His blueberry eyes got all wide with affection dfjdskfjsdk—
Got super blushy and couldn’t get a handle on his speech for a fat minute
He thinks you’re the coolest person ever no I do not take criticism
Geez you’re both adorable together, ideal “stoic boy becomes warmer during the holidays around his love” movie plot and I love it
Hinata
He is all in on Christmas. Not a chance this boy doesn’t get excited as hell
Will openly go into holiday mode as soon as November is over
Was secretly already listening to his Christmas playlist before then
He is one of the sweetest gift givers, that is FACTUAL
If you want something really badly, he will take notice and get it as your present immediately
He’ll also gift you an extra thing that’s handmade 🥺
Like some pastries that his mom helped him make, or a specially made basket of soaps with your favorite scents in it
It’s absolutely adorable and you cherish those ones especially
Is happy if you simply get him something; mans doesn’t care what it is
New practice volleyball? A brand new sweatshirt? Elated either way
You had seen an advertisement for a friendly match between Japan and Poland’s men’s volleyball teams, so you waited online on the ticket sales website until the minute it opened
Spoiler alert: you got some banger seats 😌✨
Shoyo may or may not have tackled you when he read the ticket details, letting out his excited giggle (you know the one)
“I can’t believe you got these, angel! You’re coming with me, right? You’ve gotta! Thank you, thank you, thank you!”
Gives you sweet little kisses between each individual ‘thank you’
“Of course I’ll go with you, Sho! I’m really glad you like it!”
He will give you the brightest smile of all time — that shit makes Christmas lights pale in comparison
“Have I told you how much I love you?”
RIGHT BACK AT YOU BBY
Hold his hands to warm up together when temperatures drop pls :)))
It’s become a weekly December tradition to watch a Christmas movie with Natsu at the Hinata household
She’ll sit in your lap while the three of you are cuddled under a blanket together, and Shoyo will lace his fingers with yours all discreetly
In conclusion, I am a sucker for holiday Hinata 🥺🥺🥺
Tsukishima
His room is decorated to the very minimum simply because his mom and brother had insisted on him being festive
You know those holiday instrumentals that are really calming and jazzy and stuff? Yeah, that’s the only Christmas music he will tolerate in his house
While he’s still got his usual icy demeanor, this blond bitch does get slightly less snippy with the Karasuno boys
Is always on the nose with getting you the exact thing you wanted for a present
Like,,, TO THE SMALLEST DETAIL
You don’t even have to bring that shit up beforehand, he just KNOWS
“Tsukki, how did you—?”
“It’s pretty obvious, with the way that one ad kept showing up on your phone.”
b r u h
How does he pay such good attention without even letting on??
As for his own present, you’ll usually get him two: one gag gift and one more serious gift
His dino plush collection size is partly due to the former’s contributions this time of year
Yes the dinos have names
You exchanged gifts on Christmas Eve with all the team (you made him go) and he saved your more serious one for last
It was a scarf that you’d gotten custom made, which had a Spotify code knitted into the fabric
Scanning the code opened the app to a playlist you’d created especially for him
He got pretty quiet when figuring it out and scrolling through the playlist
Would let out a certified Tsukki Nose Exhale™ when he came across certain songs
The more subdued reaction was expected because it’s Tsukishima
His little chuckles and warmer eyes were enough of a giveaway to tell you he very much enjoyed your gift
But on the walk home, he took the scarf and wrapped it around you both, and then brought his arm around your waist
“Thank you.”
You deadass almost combusted because it was so unexpected??
“You’re welcome. Merry Christmas, Kei”
Way to respond calm and collected 😌👍
But on the inside your body was in freak out mode
He wears the scarf all the time jdfsklfjdsk
Yamaguchi
Take the most tooth rotting fluff you could imagine
And then double that and put a fucking cherry on top
That’s the equivalent of what Christmas is like with Yama Yama
Y’all are like kids in a candy store — literally
For your Christmas dates it’s all about sweets and shared giggles, so frequent trips to the candy and baking isles of the grocery store is a must
Making gingerbread houses, peppermint tasting (mostly trying those different and wild ass candy cane flavors), you name it and it’s there
Stomach aches? I don’t know her
Yeah you do but they go away with enough butterfly kisses 🥰
Tadashi is exceptionally good at decorating gingerbread houses for whatever reason
He put a poll on his instagram between yours and his final products and he won by a landslide
It’s not like yours was necessarily bad, more like he’s just an icing master
You also might have eaten too many gumdrops which left your rooftop lacking in ✨spice✨
But it’s okay because Tadashi donated some of his leftovers to you
He’s such a sweetheart uwu
Please for the love of everything get him something heartfelt as his present
You know those long distance bracelets for couples?
Basically if your s/o taps the icon on the bracelet it’ll send a little vibration to the other person’s as a notice that you’re thinking about them
This boy seeks constant reassurance, and you love to give him his deserved love and validation, so it was the perfect present
It takes a second for him to figure out what it is, but after reading the directions and testing it out, the most adorable smile erupted on his face
And then since you already had yours on, he tapped the little icon again with a giggle
“Hey there”
It becomes common habit to tap it at least once every couple hours
GOD HE IS SO CUTE
He is just so soft this time of year, give him all the love and he will return it tenfold ☺️
Kinoshita
This boy is absolutely an awkward cutie and an avid romantic
Give him the cliches and he will eat em up, no doubt
It naturally gets more apparent around the holidays
He’ll take you on pretty winter walks, give you lots of little gifts (while blushing a hell of a lot), and is just a professional at stumbling upon some mistletoe
Wow wonder how it got there, Hisashi
He’s quite a bit more confident when simply alone with you than in a crowded space
And that definitely shows when he takes you out on a secluded sleigh ride around town
Yeah you heard me
A fuckin’ sleigh ride
Horses and blankets and everything
Don’t even ask how he managed to pull it off, because he loves watching the cogs turn in your head and simply will not give you a straight answer
Of course there’s the nice driver guy who’s there, but in the back alone Kinoshita’s confidence goes 📈📈
Lots of flirting, tons of skimmed touches and shared giggles throughout the ride
I legitimately simp really hard for him
Anyways it was a gorgeous ride through town and super fun
On Christmas Eve you both exchange gifts together and tbh whatever you got him will leave him happy and flustered regardless
But when he opens the wrapping paper to find an entire set of vintage VHS tapes, he’s stunned
He owns a VHS (actually canon!) and honestly loves it to death, and the fact that you’d get him tapes of pretty high quality for his collection meant a lot
Gosh he’s so underrated but a definite sweetheart, give him all the holiday love
Narita
Another underrated bby 🥺
He’s so chill and is pretty open to anything during the holidays, so long as he gets to spend ample time with you, his friends, and his family
Definitely more of an indoor person despite being accepting of most situations
Hence why you thought a cute little indoor winter picnic would be right up his alley
Which it absolutely was 😌✨ nice work
You’d made plans while in secret communications with his family members about the whole thing
He’d been pretty stressed lately with trying to handle his schoolwork, while also helping out others with theirs
Despite being a wonderful tutor, it was clearly becoming a bit overwhelming as he tried to grapple with so much at once
So when he came home one day to find a pristine house with you settled on a blanket in his living room, he was quite surprised
There’s a cheese plate, soda cans in a cute ice box, sandwiches, snacks, a presparked fireplace — you and his family went all out
Really adorable I cannot lie
“I thought you said you were going gift shopping today?”
“I might have maybe lied :P”
So he gives the sweetest little smile and sits across from you
Y’all stay there and talk for hours
After finally getting through everything previously laid out on the blanket spread, you slid him a little rectangular box that he looked at curiously
“Already? I haven’t wrapped yours yet!”
“Mine can wait a bit! Just open yours”
And so he does, and you watch with a face-splitting grin as he looks down in awe
You got tickets to see his favorite rock band in concert while they were on tour
He sprung onto you and pulled you into the tightest hug ever
“Holy shit you’re the best I love you so much how do you get even more loveable every day—!?!l”
It’s a jumble of words but you’re able to put it together and it makes you giggle
He deadass sprints upstairs to go get your gift and make sure that you feel as equally appreciated as he does
In simple words: wholesome holiday sweetness 🥰
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