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otp-holic · 2 years
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June, the month that started it all :)
A Year go today, I embarked on a personal challenge of unblocking my creativity and be brave enough, not only to create, but to share.
One result was a piece of Steve/Bucky content that I built on the go (and I still don't know how I made it to the end) that you can see here.
I also learned that done is better than perfect, and that I still remembered how to create. That I got joy (and anxiety, lol) from creating.
And the most important thing: I met so many nice people (most of you are still here <3) and suddenly, I felt as a small part of something... and it had been a VERY long time since I did.
I'm not gonna lie, the thought of repeating the challenge crossed my mind... but my work is much busier than last year, I'm back to commuting, I've set my mind on finishing the monster-wip-that-could (a challenge itself) and I've been feeling not-so-great about sharing lately (hello insecurity, my old friend!).
But I'm gonna be reblogging the posts I made last year on the anniversary of the date I posted them, because (honestly) some of them I don't even remember that well.
That's to say: If you dont wanna see them on your dash, just filter "a month with steve and bucky" :)
A BIG HUG TO ALL OF YOU. Thanks for a great year of support :)
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sad-trash-hobo · 2 months
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Happy 10 year anniversary to He Calls It War Paint, Audrey
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alcanceress · 11 months
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‘name the two most gay films that are actually not about gays’
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suz7days · 3 months
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beefy men.
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gay-jewish-bucky · 11 months
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✡︎ Pride Month - Stucky Aesthetic ✡︎
May it be Your will, our God and God of our ancestors, God of Ruth and Naomi, God of David and Jonathan, God of Joseph, God of all our queer ancestors whose names have been erased,  grant that this Pride month bring us joy and celebration,  and bestow upon us a long life... -Birkat Hodesh Ga’avah: A Blessing for Pride Month
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pararave · 1 month
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one lucky guy from Brooklyn
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amarriageoftrueminds · 3 months
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A Timeline of CATFA in images
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from this meta. 
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pineapplebread · 2 years
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Happy Pride!
❤️🧡💛💚💙💜
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Pride
Hi people! Here's the late pride month drawing I promised! Sorry for not posting much recently, I had to basically redo my entire room from scratch and it wasn't easy. I'm writing this currently surrounded by piles of stuff, but since I enjoy making art sm I managed to squeeze out this piece before june ends. It's def not perfect but it came together a lot faster than I expected and I enjoyed it quite a lot. Hope y'all enjoy it too! Let's all celebrate love in all its shapes and sizes!
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dear-ao3 · 10 months
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I assume you like to read fanfiction
see. i do. but only sometimes. when the vibes are correct. which is approximately every 3 months for a 6 month period. but when the vibes hit i want One Very Specific Genre (angst with hurt/comfort) and the problem is that all the fics in the fandom i most like i have already read. ive read the good ones, ive read the bad ones, ive read the weird ones. (this is what happens when there's only 300 fics in your fandom)
so i do this absolutely unhinged thing. where i pick a fandom at random that i know like only the most basic things about (like the characters names or the most popular ship) and i read through the whole tag. yes. the whole tag. for fun. having no idea what any of it means. its fun and it keeps you on your toes. i also now know weird fandom specific knowledge for a wide variety of fandoms that i have no interest in being in.
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marvel-lous-guy · 10 months
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Sam: Happy Birthday Steve! I got you a card
Steve: *nervously* aww, thanks Sam! You didn't have to do that
Sam: what kind of friend would I be if I didn't get my best friend a damn card on his birthday?
Steve: haha, yeah... thanks!
Sam: What did you get Steve then, barnes?
Bucky: I didn't get Steve a Birthday card
Sam: Why not? I thought he was your best friend?
Bucky: I made a habit of only buying friends Birthday cards when it's their Birthday
Sam: but it is Steves Birthday... it's the 4th July Buck! Don't tell me you forgot your best friends Birthday?
Steve: *trying to hint to Buck to go with it and shut up* yeah, Buck! What do you mean it's not my Birthday!? 4th of July is my Birthday!
Bucky: No it's not. Some guy asked you when your Birthday was when you were in costume and you panicked and said 4th July-
Steve: *tackles Buck* NO! MY BIRTHDAY IS 4TH JULY! YOU JUST FORGOT AND I FORFIVE YOU FOR THAT!
Sam: You lied!? Wait! When is his actual Birthday?
Bucky: *wrestling Steve off of him* It's the-
Steve: *body throws Buck through a wall between the corridor and Tony's personal lab*
Tony: His Birthday is the 14th November.
Steve: *panics*
Sam: How the hell would you know!?
Tony: My dad remembered his more than he remembered mine
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jessicaadrew · 5 months
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not to be that person, but stucky's love saved the day in what if episode 2 so please just take note that stucky is canon in every universe.
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petite-madame · 2 years
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Happy Pride Month - (2022) 🌈
(The poses are inspired by paintings by N. Rockwell and J.C Leyendecker)
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bisamwilson · 1 month
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Okay, fun SamBucky ask game!! Send this to five other people to keep it going ✨ Say one of your favorite things about SamBucky, your favorite SamBucky headcanon, or write a tiny microfic. Have a wonderful day!! 💕
Sam is proud to say he doesn’t flinch when he comes home to find the Winter Soldier on his couch.
The lights are off, the sun’s gone down, and Sam probably would’ve missed him if he hadn’t noticed his barbecue sauce missing from the top of the fridge of all things.
He should probably ask why the world’s deadliest assassin is sitting cross-legged on his couch, his hair tied back in a low bun and wearing one of Sam’s henleys and a pair of his old army sweats in a way that tells him he’s probably been staying here for a few days while Sam had been out searching the world for him with Steve. Instead he asks, “Did you use all my barbecue sauce? It’s polite to replace things you use if you’re gonna stay at someone’s house, you know?”
The Soldier looks up at him and shakes his head, wrinkles his nose, and Sam thinks maybe he should start calling him Bucky in his own head. “I put it in the fridge. It goes bad when you leave it out like that once it’s open.”
Sam blows a puff of air out of his nose, amused but not willing to laugh just yet. “Are you my roommate now? Any other habits you don’t care for?”
Bucky shakes his head again, just slightly enough for Sam to barely catch it in the dark. “You have a comfortable couch.”
Sam sighs and goes to the hall closet to get him a blanket. He wonders if being the retired fist of HYDRA makes enough to split rent 50/50.
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turtle-steverogers · 1 year
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no but Steve checking out during a mission and no one realizing because it's normal by now. Sometimes Steve goes quiet on the comms and they've gone on enough missions to know he's not chatty. No one questing why Steve skipped on clean up because, well, he's Cap, he is usually the one ordering it, so he must have had a good reason. No big deal.
Then a newly cleared Bucky suits up with the Avengers for the first time, expecting it to go relatively smoothly since they've been doing this for over 3 years now.
Fuck was he wrong.
No bc exactly, and Bucky already knows what's happening, because it happened sometimes during the war, too. The way Steve would check out-- go distant, eyes glazing over, unmoving, unseeing, unhearing. Like everything overloaded at once, and he just... went away. He'd always done that. Gone away in his head when things got too loud, either literally, or somewhere inside of him. But during the war, it got worse, and now? Oh god.
It's Bucky's first mission back, and of course it's something fucking ridiculous. Giant mechanical cows, because some idiot wanted a farm themed apocalypse, and really, the universe has got to be playing a joke on Bucky by now, because he's getting really fucking sick of this shit. He's ruminating on that as he slices another mechanical cow's head off to a rather horrible sounding moo, and it's only afterwards that he realizes he hasn't heard Steve say anything for a while.
"Anyone heard anything from Cap lately?" he asks into his comms, walking briskly around the... wiry cow carcass. Eugh.
"Nah, not in a minute. Last I saw him, he was heading south towards that library to stop the cows from getting civilians in there," Clint says. The sound of an arrow being fired thwips through the comm.
Bucky frowns. Steve's usually pretty vocal on missions-- doling out directions and strategy.
"No? Anyone seen him?" he asks, watching as a couple more cows explode in the distant via Tony's reactors.
"No, why?" Comes Natasha's voice. "You need him? He doesn't normally talk during missions."
And shit, what? Bucky knew that the others had missed a thing or twenty about Steve, but this was unacceptable. This was dangerous.
"Yes, he does," he snaps, already starting to jog toward the main street and over towards the library. "Shit."
"What? What's happening?" Tony asks, sounding out of breath.
"Steve-- fuck. This isn't-- if he's quiet, it ain't good," Bucky says, trying to keep his temper in check, because being angry when he gets to Steve is far from a good idea. "You guys coulda stood to pay more fucking attention."
Natasha says something else over the comm, but Bucky isn't listening anymore as he finally spots Steve, staring blankly down at a cow carcass. His eyes look distant, his hair is bloody. He's swaying a little, clearly a little off balance. Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.
Bucky jogs over, slowing when he gets close and stopping about a foot away. He'd learned very early on that touching Steve when he's dissociating usually ends in a black eye and a very panicked Steve. Well. More panicked than he already will be when Bucky manages to bring him back to earth.
"Steve?" He keeps his voice even, but firm. "Steve, it's Bucky, pal, you're okay. Can you hear me?"
Steve looks up, eyebrows furrowing. Bucky inches closer.
"Steve, do you know where you are right now?"
Steve looks around, eyebrows still pinched. He nods, slowly, like he's moving through syrup, then he shakes his head, looking down at his hands, moving his fingers before pinching the bridge of his nose. Fuck. He's really out of it.
"That's okay, pal," Bucky says, moving close enough to touch if Steve needs it. "That's okay, just focus for a moment. My voice, the wind. Can you hear the wind?"
Steve doesn't look up, but eventually, he nods.
"Good, that's good. Wind, my voice... what else?"
"Um." Good. He's talking. That's good. "Cows-- fuck."
Bucky sees the moment Steve comes back to himself-- or at least, back to the moment. He kneels down when Steve slumps to the ground, teeth chattering. He's staring at his hands again. Yep. Nope. No more mission for him.
"I'ma need a med evac at the library. Stat," he says into his comm, before switching himself to mute. He hears Sam give an affirmative, then firmly tunes them out. "Steve, look at me."
Steve does. Well. He looks at Bucky's chin, which is close enough. Steve never did like looking at him in the eyes. That, at least, was normal.
"Can you take my hands?"
Bucky reaches out and Steve tentatively takes them. Bucky smiles at him and starts to squeeze. Steve always liked the squeezes.
"Feel that?" Steve nods. "Good. Focus on that. We're gonna get out of here in a moment, but for now, just feel your skin on mine. Focus on right here, right now. Just our skin, okay?"
"Just our skin," Steve echoes, and Bucky offers him a smile and another squeeze.
It takes longer than Bucky would prefer for evac to show up and by the time he gets Steve on the jet, he's looking a little clearer, if not pretty shaken. It's going to take Bucky a while to help him come down completely, but he's definitely going to have some words with the team later. How the hell had they missed this? How the hell had they missed so much with Steve?
Steve stares out the window, hands pressed between his knees. He's still shaking, and his complacency with leaving the mission is concerning, but Bucky doesn't mind rolling with the punches as they come.
Eventually, Steve reaches out for him and Bucky holds him close. At least he's here now. At least Steve has someone to see him again. He deserves that, at the very least.
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gay-jewish-bucky · 1 year
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Do you think Bucky knows Yiddish?
I do! I kind of go into it here and here (both are a little nsfw) and here.
I think, given the historical evidence, it's very likely that Bucky grew up fluent in Yiddish (it didn't fall out of use in Ashkenazic communities in the diaspora until after the war).
To me it's his mother tongue, his home, his connection to his own Jewish identity and to the vibrant Jewish community he grew up in.
It's attending Yiddish theatre and of the rabbis at his family's synagogue.
It's fond memories of his family and childhood, of his parents and his sisters and the loving home they gave him that he misses so much.
It's stories of the shtetls and pogroms and calls of resistance, a constant reminder that we will outlive them.
It's sending secret notes to Steve in class and making their own private language by combining their native tongues.
It's what he defaults to when all other words fail him, when he's feeling too much or nothing at all.
It's joy and heartbreak and love and fear and everything in between, sweet and bitter.
It's refusing to assimilate no matter how hard you're pushed.
It's reclaiming his identity and his place in his community.
It's coming home over and over again.
It's woven into the very core of his being and it's one of the few things Hydra could never take from him no matter how hard they tried.
I think these days he speaks it more freely (both Yiddish and Yidglish); Steve knows enough to keep up (just like Bucky knows enough Irish to keep up with Steve), and Bucky is passionate about its revitalization.
In summary: Yes. Bucky not only knows Yiddish, he also speaks it every day with pride.
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