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yourdepresssedfriend · 24 days

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List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who liked or reblogged something from you! :3

My partner ❤️

Making someone else smile

my pet rabbits 💗

coffee ☕️

listening to music 🎶🎼🎵

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yourdepresssedfriend · 4 months

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REBLOG IF IT'S OKAY FOR ME TO BOTHER YOU IF YOU'RE MY MUTUAL

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yourdepresssedfriend · 4 months

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hii! i just wanna say i appreciate you for just existing and surviving another day <3

*hugs*

aww man that’s such a sweet thing to say , you too <3 , hru?

@raysunshine16

#@raysunshine16

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yourdepresssedfriend · 9 months

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Blank Map

The numbness

The quiet after the thunder

The low after the high

The nothingness

The emptiness

The endless void

All you have felt has been destroyed

The happy

The sad

The good

The bad

You are staring at a blank map

As there is no way out

You have no energy to scream

No energy to shout

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sorry for being inactive recently, I honestly have been feeling quite numb (apologies for any spelling/grammar mistakes I think I may have dyslexia)

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Poetry Poetry

Poetry poetry get it off you chest

Only then can you leave it to rest

Your okay now that you have written it down

But emotions don’t go away they suffocate you until you drown

And only then will people see

But then I won’t care I will be set free

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Am I selfish for wanting to leave ,

Or are they ?

For wanting me to stay . . .

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Teddy

Dear teddy

Why the long face

How does it feel

to be trapped in such a place

Dear teddy

Why do you stay

How does it feel

To be neglected every day

Dear teddy

What do you see

Are you hoping some day

That I might set you free

Dear teddy

I understand

The pain the hurt

I have had it first hand

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Thank you to everyone who liked my posts ❤️ your love has helped me get through a rough patch ❤️

#50 likes #tumblr milestone #thank you

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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13

When tomorrow starts without me

When the sun rises

yet I am not there to witness it

When my alarm chimes

yet I am not there to hear it

All attempts have failed to disturb my slumber

As the sun goes down on the thirteenth hour

As the alarm chimes the thirteenth time

All things give up sometimes

13 hours

13 chimes

13 years of my life

All things give up sometimes

And this was my time…

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This poem is really important to me as it’s my first and I wrote it when I was 13

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Perfect relationships are imperfect

But relationships should never hurt you

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Need

You don’t always get what you want

You don’t always get what you need

I no longer want to live

I hope that one day I will be freed

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Life is too short

to spend with the wrong person

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Where was this post when my preteen self looked up “am I gay “ quizzes, like I didn’t already know the answer. 😂😭🏳️‍🌈

All gay people have a mole on their wrist or palm pass it on

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Bomb

A bomb that’s about to explode

One wrong move and you have lit the flame

As my emotions start to compress

It’s only a matter of time before they result in pain

I will bottle them up

and push them away

to the back of my mind

and there they will stay

Until the bomb goes off

Following the tears

And the silent screams

that none else hears

But it stops

As fast as it starts

Leaving tear stained faces

and broke harts

And when it leaves

It leaves no trace

Except for the various scars

I keep hidden in a secret place

And as old ones heal

New ones are made

But that’s the price of living

Yet it’s not a fair trade…

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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None ever feels joy

only relief

#depressing life #philosophy #quotes #words #queer joy #poetry #sadnees #i'm sad #sad thoughts #joy moodboard #true love #sad poem #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #writerscommunity

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Blame

Is it the clothes who expose

The blood that has long escaped

Is it the skin who should conceal

Yet never the less gaped

Is it the knife who drew the blood

Or the hand in witch it was held

Is it the possessor of the blade

Or is it the victim who rebelled

In this world of consequence

and lack of restrain

Who is truly innocent

and who is to blame

#depressing life #poem #poem of the day #poems and poetry #poems on tumblr #poetry #sad poem #sad thoughts #i'm sad #sadnees #blameless #truthbetold #wars #trauma victim #depression relapse #depression stuff #depression thoughts #depression diary

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yourdepresssedfriend · 10 months

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Truth

Silence is never to be found ,

within my mind of torturous sound .

The wailing sorrows consume all light ,

unleashing numerous tears of raging spite .

Yet deep within its sobs of pain ,

lies secrets too obscure to explain .

I ponder each thought before pushing it away ,

As I now am a coward who fears dismay .

If perhaps I dare endure each notion ,

I believe I would fall deeper with each emotion .

yet for the truth I yearn ,

And to my disgust I learn ,

That the rubble I once cast aside ,

Was the structure in witch my hart relied .

I wish to be concealed from harm within your eyes ,

As without your love I plunge to my demise …

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