I want my body to
Be irrelevant.
I want everything of me
Small, fluid, inconspicuous
So I can slip through
The cracks of life
Like water,
Picking up the sediment.
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I remember the echoes
whispering through the wisps of time, hints
of familiar yet far
so very far away, and yet so close I can almost
reach out and touch
your essence, you, your heart
under the moonlight, in the universe, we are
like stars
in a serenade of time.
© Anna S. 2024
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Kills me to see you
It kills me to see you happy.
There. I said it.
But don't you think for a minute
It's without guilt.
I hate my heart for breaking
When I see you smile; the light in your eyes,
And in knowing
Why
You have been playing,
I'm walking on sunshine,
By Katrina & the Waves.
Singing along,
Riding your dopamine high; you —
On top of the world.
Kicks my face in the dirt.
I'm ashamed
To say it, envy ridden,
Because you are all I can see,
And you have, apparently, never seen me
That way.
I should be happy for you, but I can't
Because your sunshine is my rain;
My endless, billowing clouds of grey.
You used to
Hug them all away,
But I wanted to kiss you, too… okay?
You're my best friend,
But I want you to be so much more,
And I kill my self each time I have to pretend
I am happy for you both.
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13-2-2024, M.A. Tempels ©
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sometimes nostalgia keeps us from seeing our destiny, because we can't leave the past behind us, believing that it’s all we ever wanted and needed in our life
by laurenmaerie, gone
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You were empty. And, I starved for your love, for you to swallow my heart and feel full. So you would feel me inside and love me a little.
-Divya
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Fanart by @dudlesdudles
Nos corps engagés,
Our engaged bodies,
au milieu de cette nuit.
in the middle of this night.
Nous dansons sur la piste,
We dance on the floor,
et le rythme dégivre nos cœurs gelés.
and the rhythm thaws our frozen hearts.
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Blindfold
"I lust you",
I don't say the words, but suddenly
I find it incredibly boring
How I crave
The heat of her mouth,
And the softness of her skin;
Her taste,
And to feel her nipples stiffen
By my kiss. I am bored,
By how I long
To make her all
Shudder under my tongue,
Just for fun; I get my kicks
When she cums. Don't get me wrong,
It isn't dull, or disappointing
When she has
Her way, nor in every way
She grants me
Physical ecstasy,
But sometimes when she gawks
With her mouth full,
And her head
Empty,
Something in her gaze changes
And I realize I haven't felt love in ages.
Then, I don't care
How good my body feels
When my heart isn't in it;
When I want it to be real
And can't even get myself to change
That one word of the three:
"I lust you."
It is then, suddenly,
Profound truths wash over me,
And it all seems so incredibly boring
To be only this flesh
That is
So weak,
When I used to be a god
Shaping golden suns
Past the last expansion of space,
Chasing the constellations in forever-eyes
Wherein resided love's timeless sanctuary;
Suddenly, 'want' seems so pale
In comparison to
'Need'.
I look in her eyes;
I look at her eyes;
I close my eyes, and just
Release.
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21-11-2023, M.A. Tempels ©
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