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#i'm pretty sure this is gn!reader i mean i'm gender neutral so hey if the shoe fits
earthtooz · 1 year
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fluff with a lot of angst, reader is injured and in hospital for one scene but it's not graphic, lovesick!bakugou
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during the many years you’ve loved bakugou katsuki, you have only seen him cry three times.
the first time, you were alarmed. where you fell asleep on the couch awaiting your boyfriend’s return, you did not expect to wake up to the sound of sniffles and the sight of drying tears.
“katsuki? what’s the matter?” you asked cautiously, immediately sitting up to wipe his tears away.
your touch, like a healing balm to the blond, lets you treat him like glass when both of you know he is nothing akin to fragile.
“‘s nothin’,” he gruffly huffs, voice cracking a little.
“if you say so,” you murmur skeptically, knowing better than to prod when it’s bakugou involved.
“were ya waitin’ for me?”
you nod. “i thought we could eat together but- what time is it?”
“almost nine.”
“oh. i thought we could eat dinner together but your patrol must have ended a lot later.”
his heart aches pitifully, worsening when he watches you rub the sleep out of your eyes. “‘m sorry, i didn’t mean to come home so late.”
“it’s okay, i get it.”
“we can still eat together, if that’s okay,” he grumbles, looking away bashfully and missing the way your face brightens.
“that sounds lovely, i’ll go heat up dinner-“
“-no, i’ll do it. it’s my fault for coming home later, i’ll call you when it's done.”
bakugou is out of your sight before you can argue any further. as you watch your boyfriend disappear, you’re left pondering on the couch as to why he was acting so uncharacteristically. did he have a bad day? did something happen at work? was he unable to save someone? that’s can't be the reason, he always-
“dinner’s done!” your boyfriend calls from the kitchen, disrupting your thoughts.
when you asked, it didn't sound like he had a terrible day, in fact it sounds like he had a successful patrol, but you cannot fathom any other reason for his melancholy, but if he’s forgotten about it, then you will too.
but... bakugou doesn’t forget. he still remembers when midoriya first alluded to the inheritance of his quirk from all might, he remembers the night vision goggles kirishima broke when trying to save him that one time, he remembers your favourite things and what makes you happy; he remembers everything.
and he’ll never forget that the tears he shed tonight were over the fact that bakugou will never get to show you how much he loves you.
bakugou katsuki, for the first time, realised just how painfully human he is.
he has a heart that beats for you, limbs that longingly ache to be near you whenever he’s not, a mind devoted to you and a cursed mouth so incapable of expressing it all.
if he could, he would wrestle the night sky to give its stars to you instead because you love stars. you love the stupid things in life that bakugou can't give. he can’t give you everything you could ever want and with that realisation, bakugou discovered just how beatable he was.
you may never know the multitude of bakugou’s love for you, and that fact alone brings him to tears as he gazed upon your sleeping figure on the couch, resting peacefully until his arrival.
the second time, you wake up confused.
the lights in the room are dim, there's a machine beeping intermittently and you think it's a heartbeat monitor but you don't really think too hard about it because your body hurts.
you have to blink a few times to get the blurriness out of your eyes, but you eventually comprehend the sterile walls of a hospital room. then the memories come back one by one, a patrol gone awry, evacuating citizens and... ah, being slammed into a wall back-first by the villain. explains the pain.
then you register the looming figure beside your bed, a pair of widened vermillion eyes gazing into your own with untameable blond hair to match, you can't help the smile from spreading on your face when you see your lover.
"hey," you cough weakly, throat dry and scratchy from lack of use.
next thing you know, bakugou's bulky figure is draped over yours, forehead resting on your chest as his arms gently snake around your torso, bringing you into his chest and pressing himself firmly against you.
you feel him; his relief, his sorrow, his devotion, his painful sobs as he shakes against you and it kills you that the only thing you have the strength to do is run a hand through his hair. you want to kiss him, to tell him that it's okay and that there's nothing to cry about, that you're here and nothing will change that, but you're so very sore and barely in tact.
"don't do this shit again," he threatens weakly and you feel his tears seep through your hospital gown. "you had me so fuckin' worried, fuck you, fuck you, fuck you, i can't believe you'd do this to me, do you know how much it sucked to be without you?"
"sorry, katsuki," you whisper and he looks up at you, glossy eyes and quivering lip.
"promise me you'll never do this again."
cupping his cheeks with your hands, there's a rush of deja vu as your thumbs catch his tears. "i don't know how realistic that promise is given that this is my job-"
"-your job is to save lives, not go crashin' into buildings, idiot."
you laugh gently, a stabbing pain making itself known in your gut when you do. your wince doesn't go unnoticed by bakugou, who knows you better than the back of his hand and his heart lurches at the slightest evidence that you're in pain. "still, i won't make promises i can't keep, you know how our jobs are, katsuki."
he frowns, furrowing his brows. "then i'll promise to always be there for you. don't go where i can't."
"that's not realistic."
"watch me."
"okay then, deal."
there are questions you still want answers to, but for now, you'll let the blond continue crying with his ear pressed against your chest.
(you won't ever know about the few days bakugou has spent in your hospital ward, absolutely miserable as he looks upon your gaze with anticipation. he hates how helpless he is, that he can't do anything to rid of this horrible feeling in his chest but wait for you to wake up. he hates that he can't any semblance of peace, he hates the man that love has made him, but most importantly, he hates being without you.
you won't ever know the struggle it was to get bakugou out of your room for even just an hour. midoriya and kirishima had to wrestle him in hopes of getting some proper food together, and yaomomo and todoroki had to literally block the door with various items to prevent his entrance.
you won't ever know how alienated bakugou felt, unable to face your shared home without you in it. without your music playing, without your shoes messily thrown at the genkan, without your comforting presence to return to when all is said and done, there isn't much of a home for bakugou.
you won't ever know how desperately bakugou clung to your hand, fiddling with it whenever he needed a safe haven.
you won't ever know the amount of tears the blond had shed by your side, hunched over your bed, with nothing and no one to comfort him but the sound of the heartbeat monitor.)
the third time, you cry too.
it's your wedding day.
when the news first came out, japan practically roared with excitement and anticipation for the special day that their two favourite heroes would wed. the enthusiasm has not dimmed down even months later, and now, as you're one door away from your lover, you feel it buzzing in your bones.
it all goes by in a blur. one second you're about to trip over yourself in nervousness and the next, you're walking down the aisle with a stunned bakugou failing to keep his composure at the altar. despite the amount of close friends and family around you, all you can see is the love of your life who looks at you with unmatched adoration and affection in those ruby irises of his.
up close, however, all you can see are the tears forming in his eyes, and his first sniffle takes everyone in the room by surprise. no doubt, this is their first and last time seeing their beloved hero cry.
more tears are shed and then, it's just waterworks from practically everyone in the room as bakugou breaks down even more.
thank goodness for a private wedding because you know he is never going to live it down if the press got their hands on this image.
a close friend of yours hands you a handkerchief and you wipe away bakugou's tears with a teasing smile, unable to keep your wobbly laughter at bay as your lover- japan's symbol of victory and heroism, turns to nothing but putty in your hands. he lets you treat him so delicately because you've seen him at his lowest, most shaken, and most unlovable, yet still decided to stay.
"sorry," he apologises as you dab at his tears, words reserved for you and you alone. "you're just so... divine. i can't believe i'm marryin' you."
you feel your first tear roll down your cheek and bakugou catches it before it can go too far, wiping it away.
"such an embarrassin' way to start our wedding," he grumbles.
"embarrassing for the both of us, but memorable no doubt," you try to reason.
"everything is memorable as long as i'm with you."
"such a sap," you whack his shoulder lightly. "have you been saving that line for today specifically?"
"you should wait til the vows. bet mine are better than yours."
"i didn't know you could be a poet."
"only for you."
"well then, i can't wait to find out what else you are, katsuki."
"i'll always be yours."
you laugh, "i'm glad to hear that 'cause i love you."
"i love you even more, i'm crying just to prove it."
"your tears are dangerous."
"yeah well, you're marryin' these tears so."
"like i said, i can't wait."
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notyourhetloki · 9 months
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sleepover (Ken x GN Reader)
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Reader: gender neutral
/Ken x Doll!Reader/
A/N: Hey! So... my requests are closed BUT with you'd like anything about this pretty himbo I would love to write it! Just send me a message ;)
Warnings: Technically SFW but very suggestive themes, I think "kissing laying down" would be equivalent to sex in Barbieland so… yeah. THEY DON'T HAVE GENITALS.
Now that Ken was your official boyfriend and you had gone on several dates together, you decided it was time for the next step.
When you invited Ken for a sleepover at your house, he almost burst into tears at how happy he was... but of course, he tried playing it cool. "Sure, doll."
In your bedroom, you watched movies as you played dress up, trying to match as many outfits as possible. You painted each other's nails and brushed each other's hair, gossiping about other dolls... you had a lot of fun!
As the night continued, you grew closer and closer to each other. Sitting on your bed with thighs and shoulders touching. He just couldn't wait any longer, so he went for it eventually.
Ken kissed you tenderly at first, holding the side of your face with one hand and holding yours with the other. You had kissed a hundred times by now, but it always felt like the first time...
Then, the kiss deepened. Ken was now holding you by the waist, desperate for some more contact... you hummed in approval as his tongue grazed yours and he smiled against your lips.
You parted to breathe, and a thought came to your mind... it felt a little dirty, but you assumed Ken wouldn't judge you. "Ken, what if... what if we like, kiss but... laying down?"
He gasped, putting his hand against his mouth. You soon realized he was blushing HARD, and you regretted saying anything. "Sorry! Am I going too fast? I didn't want to-"
"No! It's ok! I mean, I didn't think you'd ask, but... I'm down for it. I... really want to." Ken looked at you with soft blue eyes, almost pleading. He would never admit it but he was really needy, and just the thought of being more intimate with you made him shake in excitement.
"Oh! Ok, then... c'mere, baby." He loved when you called him 'baby', so he gladly obliged, laying down next to you on your bed. You started kissing immediately, hands roaming all over.
After what felt like a few minutes, Ken suddenly moved to be on top of you, kissing your jaw, then down your neck... A sound escaped your throat and you weren't quite sure what it was. But you liked it... really much.
"Ken... you're so good..." you whispered, and immediately you felt him shiver. God how he loved to be praised... it made his entire day, week even. He adored being praised by YOU specifically, and those words... in these circumstances... it made him feel something he didn't quite understand yet. Like a heat in his chest, in his belly... he wanted more.
"(Y/N)... please... say that again..." His eyes suddenly darker by his blown-out pupils, mouth slightly agape, hair all messy... he looked beautiful.
"You're so good, Ken... You're amazing..." You were cut out by his mouth crashing into yours, lips working fiercely while tongues danced around. It was messy, something you two were not accustomed to. It felt dirty but so good... you grasped Ken by his hair and he hummed in approval, while he grabbed at your waist and thighs, making you whine.
He eventually moved to your neck again, and you had the chance to think out loud. "This is how they do it in the Real World, right?"
Slightly out of breath, Ken looked up at you and responded. "Most definitely."
You two would make out for hours, grabbing and touching and kissing until you grew tired and decided to sleep. You hugged Ken from behind while he adjusted in your bed, completely overjoyed.
In the morning, while having breakfast, you two discussed the night before. "Woah... it was awesome. Like, the best experience I've ever had!" Ken exclaimed energetically. "Maybe next time we can do it like the movies?"
You looked at him in innocent confusion, expecting him to elaborate. "You know, with... less clothes..." His head was slightly down, so his eyes went up to meet yours, just like a puppy. You blushed hard at the thought, but smiled and nodded, seeing his expression change from pleading to relief to happiness in a matter of seconds. "Cool."
"Like the movies, huh? How long have you been thinking about that?"
"Uh... for a while now." He admitted, bringing his hand behind his head and flexing his bicep in the process, drawing a big smile from you.
"So... do you have any plans for tonight?" You asked mischievously, resting your head on your hands.
Ken looked right into your eyes before licking his lips and imitating your pose. "For you, I'm always available."
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luvfy0dor · 7 months
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Hey! I just found your fics and love your writing. I was wondering if you could do a fluff fic of bsd characters x a gender neutral reader who has lost their voice or is mute. I don’t know who you write, but maybe atsushi or sigma? Thanks :DDD
BSD W/ Mute GN!Reader !! ༉‧₊˚.
╰┈➤ Sigma, Atsushi ♡
Description; As the title says!! I'm not really sure what else to add lol
Warnings/Disclaimers; Sigmas is a little longer than Atsushis, so apologies for that! They are both pretty similar, but I did my best!! ♡
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A/N; Ahhh this is so cute!!! Absolutely!! I'm going to post like...a master list of characters I will write for soon, but I will absolutely write for them!! I really hope I fulfilled this request respectfully!!
Sigma !! ༉‧₊˚.
Sigma spends all of his free time obsessing over his customers at the Sky Casino. Any medical issue or detail, he'll know about it and do his very best to accommodate you. He's very aware of your inability or unwillingness to speak, but that would not stop him from trying to communicate with you.
Scenario ˚₊· ͟͟͞͞➳❥
Mid-poker game, you started to feel a bit parched, and that feeling is what led you to the bar. You weren't exactly in the mood for anything else on the menu, so you settled on water. While the bartender catered to other customers, you grabbed one of the napkins and a pen, jotting down the letters. While you wrote it down, you could almost feel someone staring holes into the back of your head. You turned around, only to see no one in particular looking at you. You twisted back around, feeling a bit unsettled.
A couple seconds later, you're surprised to see someone appear next to you, completely disregarding all of the open seats. The man sits down, his long hair falling gracefully over his shoulders. He smiles before grabbing a napkin and a pen, scribbling onto the thin paper.
"I don't mean to be creepy or rude, but you look lovely. You're very good at poker, too." You read on the note. You smile a bit and nod, scribbling down a reply. "Thanks, I like your hair. It's a pretty color." You pass the paper back. The bartender brings you your water and you hesitate to get up, noticing the man scribbling down something else. "My name is Sigma, yours?"
You think for a minute, deciding whether or not you wanted to give your real name. This guy claims his name is Sigma, you've never heard such a ridiculous thing, but he was dressed nicely and seemed sweet. You grabbed the pen.
"Y/n. Do you talk? Sorry if that's rude lol" The paper is now back in his hands. You can see a smile appear on his face. Instead of grabbing the pen again, he nods. "Yes, I do. Would it make you more comfortable if I verbally talked to you?" He said with the tilt of his head. "I just know you don't, so I thought maybe you'd feel a little less alarmed by me, but I guess it makes me seem weirder." He says with a quiet and embarrassed chuckle, his deep voice throwing you off a little.
You had a lot of questions. How does this man know you can't/don't talk? Who gave him that whack ass haircut? Why was he so interested in you? Not that you really minded his company, but why? You decided to quickly sum up your thoughts, unfolding the napkin and writing gently, hoping the thin sheet wouldn't rip.
"Either is fine. Your voice is nice. How'd you know I don't speak? And what made you wanna come up to me?" He read it over and you could tell he was grateful for the compliment.
"Oh, thank you. I just know my customers very well and do my best to accommodate them. I feel like that's something a good manager should do. And I don't know, I just noticed you stepping away from the table and thought I should take the chance to voice my thoughts." He says, his voice firm as he makes continuous eye contact with you. He rests his head in one of his hands. You grab a new napkin, the original being filled up with conversation. The sound of the ink transferring from the ballpoint to the the napkin going unheard because of the noisy surrounding.
"That is, be careful though, some people might think you're a stalker. You seem like a good person to run this place. And that's very sweet of you, thank you." You slide the paper back over to him, taking a sip of your water. A couple of minutes ago, you were slightly off put by Sigmas presence, but you didn't mind it one bit now. You actually enjoyed it a little, it didn't feel awkward or uncomfortable like most conversations strangers strike up with you in public. Sigma let out a quiet chuckle, nodding.
"You're right, you're right. You're also very interesting. I would really love to talk to you more, do you think you'll return to the Sky Casino soon?" Sigma asks, a glimmer of hope in his eyes as he bites down on the inside of his cheek. He nervously watches you pick the pen up and scribble down a couple words.
"We've barley talked, but I absolutely plan on coming back. Do you want my number?" He reads the paper, nodding. Not too enthusiastically, but making sure he doesn't seem disinterested. You smile and write the numbers down clearly.
"###-###-####, if you message me I'll reply before I go to sleep, left my phone in my suite." With that, you continue sipping your water as you walk away from the bar. If you said you weren't feeling a little giddy you would be a big fat liar. You look around the casino, trying to decide what you wanted to do or play next, your heart a little warmer and your throat a little less dry.
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When returning to your casino suite, you were greeted with a dry and message-less phone. You thought perhaps Sigma had either blew you off or he was busy with his manager-ly duties. You brushed it off and practically fell asleep the second your head hit the pillow, drifting off into a dreamless rest.
The next morning, however, you received the message you were anticipating so highly.
"Hey, so sorry I didn't message until late. Would you like to go to get something to eat in the morning, maybe?" You smiled, typing out you're reply.
"Sounds good, when and where?"
Atsushi Nakajima !! ༉‧₊˚.
Atsushi is unaware at first, thinking you were just quiet and reserved, but once he's informed by Ranpo that you're infact mute, he actually tries to communicate with you more.
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The sun shines through the windows of the ADA, hitting your back warmly. You filled out the papers you were given, neatly writing down words on a mission report. The soft singing of birds occasionally served as distractions, pulling your attention away and out the window. You're pulled out of your thoughts by the sound of the door opening, light footsteps walking through the open space.
Atsushi and Kyouka were in the middle of eating some donuts that they presumably bought for everyone in the ADA, considering the large quantity. They had two dozen donuts, including the ones in their hands.
"Hey, Y/N! Uhm, we have some donuts if you want some! There's a bunch of different kinds." Atsushi says, walking towards your desk with the donuts. This time around, Atsushi seemed far more confident when speaking to you. He proudly set the donuts on your desk with a few napkins, letting you have your pick. You picked out your two favorites of the flavors, setting them on the napkin and smiling up at him, giving him a small, appreciative nod.
Atsushi smiled back, his cheeks slightly pink. You both can hear the door open and turn back to see Ranpo and Yosano walking in, mid-conversation with each other. Ranpo almost immediately spots the boxes of donuts and double takes, making his way over.
"Oooo, these looks real good, Atsushi! Did ya get them from that new place down the street?* He asks, taking a bite of one of the donuts. "Oh, yeah. Kyouka wanted to try it." Kyouka nods in confirmation, humming in satisfaction with her strawberry-frosted donut. "Ohhh, and I see you worked up the courage to talk to y/n, too!" Ranpo giggles, pointing over at your donuts. Atsushi started to blush a bit more, his eyes averting to you at your desk.
You tilt your head curiously. Ranpo notices, deciding to answer the question he (correctly) assumed you had.
"Atsushi was all nervous to talk with you because he thought you didn't like interacting with everyone." You nod in understanding, softly laughing. Atsushi scratches the back of his neck in embarrassment. "Sorry, I hope that's not weird or nothin'." Atsushi mumbles.
You just shake your head, reassuring him that it's alright. You took a post-it from your desk and started scribbling down some writing before peeling it from the stack and passing it to him. He softly whispers the sentence aloud to himself.
"You can talk to me anytime, I don't bite. I think you're very cool." A smile appears on his face. "Thank you! That's very nice of you. I would compliment something about you, but I really don't know all that much. You look very nice, though. Maybe we could...y'know, set something up and get to know each other? Hang out?" He says, blushing as he looks anywhere but into your eyes.
You smile and nod, grabbing the post-it gently from his hands. You write down your phone number and put a little heart next to it, also writing down specific times you're going to be free within the next week. You hand back the paper to him and he smiled, nodding.
"Alright, I'm free friday night, too. Is there any other day you'd prefer more or..?" He asks, trying to ensure that friday night is the best option. You just shake you're head and mouth "No, Friday." He smiles "Alright, then it's...it's a date." He grins and makes his way back over to his desk, giggling and grinning like an idiot.
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s0ul-j0k3r · 1 year
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"Oh shut up."
This was requested by my friend, but they didn't give me a gn or male option even though I spammed them like a McDonalds order.
What they basically said: reader being jealous of Enid or something then a lil but of Carl time. So yeah.
Warnings: Jealous reader, gender neutral reader, Enid basically stealing Carl idk, language, fluff, rude? Enid, Ron as advantage, some violence like shoving.
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Carl and Enid have been close friend for awhile now, and you so far... Didn't appreciate it. Not only that Carl was your boyfriend, but you didn't overly like Enid to be so... Kind to him lately.
Not going to lie, you got pretty pissed off. You swear you could see an evil glare followed along with a smirk in her eyes. You and Carl had some split times between the both jealous people. He would hang out with you often, but Enid hung out with him a lot too right in middle of your guys conversation, like you could hear her smile of greed.
People haven't known you for envy, but oh boy you sure did feel it around her. You clenched your fists and gritted you teeth out of annoyance when you see them walking around, with Enid a little to close to him for your liking.
Though you had an advantage. Ron. Ron and Enid broke up for God knows why. Him being the cheesy flirty bastard around you, you didn't mind to make Carl a little bit jealous to make him hang out with you.
You felt bad for toying with Carl, as if Ron and him were never on good terms anyway. Knowing that Carl would stick around you more trying to keep you from the boy he hates most, it would affect Carl and Enid's relationship as he turned down her offers.
Carl actually went with Enid into the woods for a walk. But you knee they were coming back soon, they usually leave around 12 P.M and come back at 2 P.M. It was currently 1:58 P.M so they would be right outside of the gates very soon. You had the matter of one minute to find Ron and walk around the entrance with him.
"Ron, wanna' go for a walk around town?" You flat out made a request, in which him being cheesy he accepted with a wink that you didn't want to see even if it saved your life.
It was 2:01 P.M. Perfect. He should be here right about... You heard the gates open as you and Ron were chatting near them. Carl and Enid laughing made your heart ache in jealousy, you pretended to have an interesting conversation as you smiled, you even knew Carl seen it.
You could feel his eyes burning into the back of Ron's skull. It's almost like you could hear him glare. Still, you two chatted away, making both you and Ron grin.
You could hear aggressive footsteps coming closer and closer, oh boy. You knew what was coming, but you expected it. An angry Carl shoved Ron to the ground, making a thud. Ron got cursed out by your boyfriend, Enid glancing at the fight from a distance.
"Boys-" they kept arguing as you called out for them, "Boys!" You said louder this time, making them both look at you. "Enough, holy crap." You didn't fully mean Carl to absolutely shove him, but it was heavily expected especially with Carl and all.
Carl took a step back, standing at you side glaring at Ron as he stood up and dusted his pants off. You felt guilty, Ron storming away pissed. You felt your heart jump as Carl held your hand though.
"Why was he here?" "It was getting boring without you here so I just chatted with Ron for awhile." Seemed innocent enough, a small smile crept onto your lips. "You know I hate him (y/n)!" He whined, "He's literally the only other person around out age, Carl." "Yeah I know that." He pouted. "Quit being so pouty." You joked, chuckling. God, your smile was to die for.
You both walked around, still holding hands and smiling, enjoying each other's presence. To bad the feeling got ended quickly, Enid came along, smiling.
"Hey Carl, you want to go into the woods again?" She offered, glancing at you then back at him. "Nah, I'm sorry, I'm with my partner at the moment." He shrugged. "Oh that's to bad." She sighed and walked away, making it seem like it was no big deal, but it surely was to her.
"Why is Enid always slobbering over you?" You asked, sighing. He just shrugged and hummed 'I dunno'. "You jealous or something?" He teased with a smile, you loved to see him smile so who were you to lie? "A little." You mumbled. "-but as if you don't make a difference between you and Ron." You added to your defense. He hummed as a 'I want to deny but I cant.' look.
"But I'm pretty sure you're jealous, I see them looks you give her." He smiles once again. You scoffed, "Fine. You caught me." You put your free hand up jokingly. "Is that why you hang out with Ron?" "No not really, once though, after I did once he kept coming back I swear. He's so cheesy." You laughed.
Before he went to say something you knocked the hat off his head and placed it on yours, holding onto it as you ran away. A loud "Hey!" Could be heard behind you as you looked behind you seeing Carl catch up slowly you ran faster.
You two were like a young couple, but who was to deny, you both were.
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too much, not enough (Reiner x gn reader; hurt/comfort)
swf. unspecified setting/timeline. ~450 words. mild warning for depictions of depression
Reiner finds you in a vulnerable state and offers an assurance.
notes: I wrote this after a nasty fight with someone left me feeling like a POS, because I guess this is the kind of thing I wish I had someone to tell me when I'm fucked up. It's super short and I'm pretty sure I was crying my eyes out while I wrote it, but it did make me feel better, so I hope it does the same for someone else.
Reader is gender neutral, and this could easily be either canon universe or an AU; it's up to you, friendos.
Originally published March 2023.
You’ve been staring at the wall for longer than you realize, curled on your side on the bed, wrapped in an air of listlessness and lethargy. That’s how Reiner finds you, as he has before, and he doesn’t need to see your tired, reddened eyes to know that you’re struggling again.
He makes his voice soft – as soft as he’s able, anyway – as he calls your name, and you respond with a delayed lift of your hand before you let it flop back to your side. Reiner crosses the room and clambers onto the bed to lay curled around you as best he can.
“Hey, dove.” He tugs you against him and rests his chin on your shoulder, his stubble scratchy against your skin, and you can feel his voice rumble in his chest as he asks, “You wanna talk?”
You’re slow to speak, knowing that when you do, the tears will start flowing again, and reply haltingly, “Do you ever feel like... you’re somehow simultaneously too much for everyone, and not enough for anyone?”
Reiner blinks, considering how to answer the question. He could tell you, and he’d mean every word of it, that you’re never too much for him, that you’ve always been enough, but he knows as well as anyone can that simply telling someone that their self-loathing assertions are wrong doesn’t really make them disappear. So, after a brief pause, he answers honestly, “Not as often, since I’ve been with you.”
You take a deep breath and try to steady your voice, but it still comes out as a half-whimper, “Sometimes I don’t understand why you put up with me.”
“Hrmm…” Reiner tucks a few errant strands of hair behind your ear and out of your weary face. “Same reason you put up with me?”
You can’t help but sound borderline offended as you reply, “But I don’t ‘put up’ with you, I love you. Even when you do make me aggravated now and then, it’s always been worth it for all the other times I have with you.”
He very gently raps his knuckles against the top of your head, his voice still soft. “So, same reason, then.”
This brings on a fresh wave of tears as you reach to take his hand in yours and press your lips to his fingers, trying not to tremble or cry. He kisses your jawline and intertwines his fingers with yours to give your hand a tight squeeze. “You can cry if you need to. I’ll stay here.”
And then all you can do is let yourself cry softly, until the tears slow and the sound of his breathing lulls you into a rest.
And outside, you can hear birds singing...
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Hi hi! Could you do a Dean Winchester agre thing? SFW only please. Whether he regresses or is the cg (gn little please), either is fine! Thank yous!
Hiii!! Thank you for being the first person to request Dean, I've wanted to do something for him but have had no motivation until you requested this! I really hope this is what you were looking for! <3
"Restless Sleep.."
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Pairing: Caregiver!Dean Winchester x Little!Reader.
Summary: After you decide to join the boys on a hunt you have troubles sleeping.
Warnings: Mentions of having a concussion, mentions of going on a hunt, talk of having Nightmares, mentions of avoiding regression, Nicknames (Kiddo)
(Gender neutral reader)
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It had been a difficult hunt and despite the fact that you had been slipping all day you had decided to join the Winchesters and Castiel. Overtime you had bonded with the two boys and the angel. Sam and Dean currently sat in the front of the impala, while you and Cas sat at the back.
Your head was pounding and Sam and Dean's bickering was not helping. Laying your head against the cool window seemed to sooth the dull thumping. You were not okay, you'd hit your head during the hunt and although you thought you wetr doing a good job at hiding it, the boys were smarter than that.
By the time Dean has pulled up to the motel you had slipped. You hadn't mean to but yer pain in your head was overwhelming and you had already been putting off regression for hours.
Everyone got out of the Impala and began walking towards the motel. You turned your back and began walking the other way.
"Um? Where are you going?" Sam called out to you.
"Home" is all you said.
"Don't you live a few hours away? How are you going to head home?"
"Mm don't know. Walk. Bus?" You mumbled.
This time Dean answered. "Absolutely not. Just stay here for the night."
How could you tell your friends that you needed to go so you could play with children toys and watch cartoons.
"No.."
"Then at least let me drive you there. I'm pretty sure you have a concussion a d I don't feel comfortable with you walking or getting the bus this late at night."
"..fine."
Sam and Cas proceeded to the room whilst you and Dean got back into the far, this time Dean telling you to sit in the front with him. You carefully yit in the seat and Dean started driving.
"You look pretty tired. Why don't you get some sleep, I'll check on you in a bit to make sure your okay."
"Mkay" is all you could mumble out ad your head lolled to the side and you gave into sleep.
Dean didn't need to wake you up as soon after falling asleep you awoke with a jump, breathing heavily.
"Woah! What's up?"
You couldn't speak. You tried but all you could get out was a small wimper. Dean was worried now and looked over to the side of the empty road, choosing to pull over and help you.
By the time he pulled over you were crying and your thumb had made its way between your lips. You began to rock back and forth.
Dean knew that out of him and his brother, Sam was the smarter one. However Dean was far from dumb and although Sam normally figured out things first, Dean knew what trauma responses looked like, and by just looking at you he could tell what was happening.
"Hey kiddo.. what's wrong?" Dean asked gently, turning to look at you.
"Scary"
"Scary? Did you have a nightmare?" He, once again asked in a soft voice.
"Mhm.."
"Oh.. its okay kiddo. Come here.."
Dean opened his arms and allowed you to crawl over the middle section of the car, so you were in his arms.
"Nightmares can be pretty scary right?" He said almost in a whisper.
You nodded into his chest.
Dean sighed knowing there wasn't much he could do for you as he had nothing on him.
"Would you like to try to go back to sleep?"
You shook your head fiercely.
"No!"
"Are you tired though?"
"Little bit.." You said whilst yawning.
"What if I let you sleep in my arms that way I can keep you safe?"
"Mmm... okay"
Dean leaned in and kissed your forehead before you rested your head on his chest, closing your eyes.
Withing minutes you were asleep and Dean drove extremely slowly and carefully with you in his arms back to your place so you could get some things.
The two of you would talk about it in the morning but Dean had already decided that if you'd let him, he wanted to take care of you.
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saeneryis · 2 years
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spicy ezreal nsfw headcanons
Includes: Ezreal x Reader (gender neutral) Warnings: nsfw, risky, gn reader, loud, toys, experimenting, top!ezreal, bottom!ezreal, edging, smut
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he loves to boast about his size. most importantly, how long it is, and the things he can do it it. ezreal isn't afraid to use all of the tools at his disposal to please you. (he doesn't always know what's he's doing, but hey! he's read a couple books..) his d1ck is pretty slim, but very long and taken care off, just as his body; his favorite thing about himself is, well.. after his skills, his abs.
kinda' afraid to admit it, but he loves, and i mean, loves sex in random places, including explorations. especially when on explorations. after clearing dozens of void monsters and making sure the perimeter is safe, he will drown you in kisses down from your neck towards your belly and give you the best fuck you've ever felt.
"my g-god... you were this h-horny this entire time?" scoffs. "c-can't believe my trusty sidekick was the kind to wet dream while killing a bunch of monsters... don't get me wrong i- wait.. THERE'S ONEE OVER THERE AAAAAAAAA-"
whenever ezreal is close to cumming he'll begin getting really loud, as any words that try to come out of his mouth will end up as breathy moans showering you in praise about how good you're making him feel right know, and how much he loves you.
he loves to cum inside, over you, or in your mouth, as in his eyes, that's his way of marking you as his.
"can i p-please do it..-" ezreal lets out a moan. "-in-inside...?" he kisses you on the lips with such desperation that you can taste it. "i lo-love you, oh.. my.. my beautiful.. mine... and mine o-only.. ngh.." his breath began getting heavier and you felt his thrusts begin to get sloppier as he collapsed over you, flooding your insides with his cum.
he loves being on top, but isn't closed to the idea of bottoming for you, or even experiment toys. although he'll be hesitant at first. ezreal laying on bed, with his legs lifted, as you're eating his ass out all while jerking his lengthy d1ck off and making him extremely flustered.
he wants to cum so badly, but you keep denying his orgasms; edging him, as he's staring at your eyes looking so needy you don't want to stop.
his face is completely red as you're sucking on his dick while playing with his ass- he can't take it any longer. "i-i'm close..." he whispers, but suddenly, you slowly and gently introduce one of your fingers into him, and a burst of energy surges inside of him. he suddenly got harder. "i.. ngh.." before he could finish, a powerful orgasm struck him and had his legs spasming as cum began to slowly be released from his d1ck, dripping over himself. "ngh... oh... o-oh... that.. let's.." after a short breath. "do it again sometime."
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Writer's Note: well that was... fun! i've always liked ezreal, a true shame there isn't as much content about him here as i'd like.. i'm actually writing a longer story about ezreal as well! i'm going for the.. slow burn/eventual smut route >:) but i don't know when i'll get it done, have a great day~ i take requests! it's in my plans to write about most, of it not all, league characters.
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Mirage-
Just mirage p l e a s e
The lore has been so mean to him lately I just wanna kiss Elliot Witt on his stoopid little face-
Simple ask just soft GN cuddles with pretty boy
He deserves it 🥺
Alone for Just a Moment | Elliott "Mirage" Witt
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Reader: Gender Netural| they/them | Romantic
A/N: YOOO I have a cuz named chase. anyways. I also love your profile picture., also I'm assuming GN means gender-neutral instead of Good Night
Warnings: Bloodhound and Fuse cannot keep it in there pants,
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"No!"
"yes! Y/n I am telling you!" Loba spoke.
Y/n and Loba laughing over dinner at the mess hall.
"And don't get me started on the nails, please," She complained, "I should just have the nail tech live with me at this point."
Y/n chuckled, "What about my nails-"
"Please, don't start ruining them with acrylics." She took Y/n's hand into hers, "You know, I wouldn't mind seeing dark green on you, you know green that looks black but in the sun looks like...a velvet green!"
"Ooo! That sounds cool!"
"When will they stop talking." Mirage rolled his eyes.
"Aye! if you're bothered by it, go take your babe back!" Walter tried to persuade, "Aint that right Houndy? Like when I take ya back?"
"Walter!" Bloodhound argued, an unmistakable tone of embarrassment to their voice, "...continue."
"Oh, I will."
Mirage groaned.
"Don't worry Elliott!" Wattson tried to cheer, "I'm sure Y/n will come around soon!"
"Tea, the day has been long," Crypto spoke, setting the tea in front of Wattson.
"Thank you!" She cheered with a smile, grabbing Crytpo's hands to tug him to sit down, "Sit sit!"
He did only on account of her, Wattson giving him the biggest love-pounding heart-stopping smile.
"You are beautiful."
"Tae Joon!" She was flustered, it easy to spot as her face became red..
"You may try and run Houndy, but I will always find my way back to you."
"Walter- Please!" Bloodhound laughed.
"Just like the cherry blossoms." Crypto smiled, "I'll take you to see them."
"Really!" Wattson cheered, eyes lighting up, "I'd love that!"
"Anything for you."
"fact, why don't you treat ol' Fitzroy to the money maker." Walter purred.
"You will have to wait my love." Bloodhound protested playfully, "There are people present."
"Never stopped me before, plus dinners gettin' cold anyway, there are far better things to be eating, don't ya agree?"
Mirage tried to cut in unbelievable to what was happening in front of him.
"I know of a crepe place along the way," Crypto spoke.
"Let's go now!"
"But dinner-"
"Why eat when there are sweets to be had!" Wattson cheered getting up and pulling Crypto off with a jump in her step.
"Guys!"
"I suppose there are better things to be fed." Bloodhound purred.
"I like the sound of that!" Fuse spoke.
"hey wait- what-"
Fuse happily pulled Bloodhound along.
"Hello?" Mirage asked still getting no answer.
Fall sucked. Everybody falls in love, off doing...other lovely dovey things, and he was alone, watching the love of his life being talked up by Loba: she knew everything to say, and how to say it. He wouldn't be surprised if he was soon falling out of his relationship anytime soon.
He felt, alone, both mentally and physically.
His eyes were covered, "Guess who it is?" They smiled.
"Uh..." He spoke in thought, a signature smile on his face, "I don't know! Honestly!"
"it's me." Y/n teased, their arms wrapping around Elliot's neck.
"That was my next guess!" He defended, Y/n chuckling into his neck.
"what are you doing here all alone?"
"ah, ya know!" He spoke, "Takin' in the sights."
"Ah yes, the mess hall is quite beautiful." Y/n teased kissing Mirage's cheek, "I'm off for now."
"uh, where?" Mirage asked, leaning up to look up at them, "if, you don't mind me asking."
"Loba wanted to show me some nail stuff." Y/n answered, "And Obi asked to see me."
"Oh! Yeah! Yeah!" Mirage smiled, and Y/n cocked an eyebrow.
"your hiding something," Y/n commented.
"No, not at all. Do I need to hide anything? I don't need to hide anything, not from you-"
"and your rambling, someone's either upset, nervous, or over-excited." Y/n spoke, taking a seat next to Mirage, "What's wrong now? Unless you're overly excited for breakfast tomorrow?"
Mirage chuckled, "no."
Y/n frowned, reaching out to hold Mirage's hand, "Go ahead, tell me."
Mirage moved his hand, Y/n frowning, "Mirage."
He was silent as he played with his food, "Elliot..."
Y/n's hand reached out, caressing Mirage's cheek, Mirage's head turned without a fight, his eyes still lowered, avoiding eye contact.
"Elliot, please, look at me, tell me what's wrong," Y/n protested, "lets fix it, together; like we always do."
"Are...we good for each other?" Elliott asked.
Y/n was shocked, what kind of question was that?
"I think we're perfect." Y/n spoke up, "Not even death could keep me away from you..."
He smiled softly, leaning into's Y/n's touch, Y/n smiling softly as they ran their fingers along Elliott's cheekbone feeling a small cut.
"Odd," Y/n spoke softly.
"What?" Elliott asked.
Y/n stifled a soft chuckle, gliding over another mark, "So many flaws, makes up perfection."
Elliott looked up, his gaze catching Y/n's white rose eyes, they soft and full of love as he looked at Y/n.
"Come on," Y/n spoke standing up hand out to Elliott who took it with a smile.
Y/n led Elliott to their room, it is not uncommon for Elliott to stay the night in Y/n's room.
"Let's turn in early for the night." Y/n told him, "I think we both deserve that."
It was easy, getting undressed for bed, they help one another out of their clothes which ended up on the floor, Y/n pulling Elliott in for a playful kiss which sent them accidentally into the bed, the two laughing happily.
"You are not wearing this to bed." Y/n protested, taking the goggles off Elliott's head.
"Always ready for action."
Y/n rolled their eyes playfully, hanging the goggles on the bedpost, and settling back down into their side of the bed.
Elliott closed the gap between them head laying on Y/n's chest, listening to his lover's heartbeat.
"get some sleep babe," Y/n spoke softly, Elliott humming in response.
"I love you."
Y/n smiled, "I love you too."
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acey-wacey · 2 years
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HELLO! i find your request is open, could i request a scenario where the gn!mc is forced to wear maid costume for whatever crowley is plotting behind a SUDDEN festival in nrc. And then Ace feels a bit (lied, he is very) jealous of how many pairs of eyes which always following mc during the festival :D
if you uncomfortable with that though, any classic ace-jealous-trappola scenario would be fine too! thank you in advance, have a nice day!
Hi babes! One possessive boy coming right up! *ding ding* 
Mine
Pairing - Ace Trappola x Reader
Synopsis - Headmaster Crowley dresses you up for a cash-grab attraction at the school festival, but Ace gets jealous of all the attention you're giving everyone but him.
Genre - established relationship, jealousy
Notes - I'm always going to assume gender neutral for the reader unless it's specified.
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"I really don't see why this is necessary, Headmaster."
You shuffled around, inspecting the frilly dress you had been forced into. You pouted as you tugged on the furiously short skirt that barely covered your underwear.
"Oh, nonsense!" Crowley cheered from outside the changing room. He was awfully excited for the festival, contrary to you, who was dreading every second. "You'll be the absolute star of the festival. It'll do good for the student morale too, to see our favorite non-magical prefect all dolled up. Ah, I am so generous, aren't I?"
You rolled your eyes at Crowley's self-declared "humbleness". Since Ramshackle was such a small dorm, Crowley had taken it upon himself to help you curate the perfect exhibit. The maid dress was a bit much but you had to admit, with all the shoujo anime you had watched back home, you knew that a maid cafe was a sure-fire way to get lots of visitors.
Ace had wanted to come along and see what exactly you were getting yourself into but Crowley insisted he couldn't. Crowley considered it a little extra treat for Ace to be surprised by your cutesy get-up. Oh my, he's just such a charitable headmaster.
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On the night of the festival, Ace was getting worried since he hadn't seen you yet. You promised you would meet him at the Heartslabyul exhibit at the beginning of the festival but you were nowhere in sight. After quite a bit of begging and some help from Trey, Ace finally got leave from Riddle to find you at your exhibit.
As he got closer to your exhibit, the crowd of people thickened exponentially. Ace had to shove his way through masses of students before he spotted you.
Dozens of people squealed and snapped pictures as you twirled around in your frilly maid dress. You balanced platters of coffee and boba as easily as Tiana as you made your way through the flooding orders. Ace's face turned a bright shade of red upon setting eyes on you.
When you spotted Ace in the crowd, you smiled widely and set down one of your platters to wave. If he wasn't already overheating, he definitely was now. He focused his eyes firmly on your face as you moved, determined not to look at your exposed legs with only fishnets to cover them.
Some students bumped Ace on their way to the cafe. He was about to chastise them when he heard their conversation.
"Man, they're so hot, dude," said one of the students. It took Ace a couple seconds to realize that the boy was talking about you. "I'm definitely gonna ask them out after this and maybe they'll serve me a little sweet coffee, ya know what I mean?"
Ace was immediately filled with rage at the boy's nonchalance upon objectifying you. It took everything in him not to throw hands right there.
"Hey, that's my partner so you better watch your mouth if you don't want a black eye." Ace stepped in front of the boy, glaring daggers at him. The boy just looked at his friends and laughed.
"And what are you gonna do about it, pretty boy?" The boy stepped forward only for Ace to realize that the boy was taller than him by a couple inches. "If they didn't to get hit on, they shouldn't be wearing that costume.
As you served a couple of parents their coffee, you heard a yell in the crowd, followed by a ripple of gasps. When you looked over, you were shocked to see your boyfriend, his face flushed with anger, towering over a boy with a bloody nose. You bit your lip in anxiety and ran over to see what happened.
The boys friends had started to yell at Ace and he argued right back.
"If he didn't want to get hit, he shouldn't have been running his mouth," Ace shrugged with a snarky smirk on his face. As you ran up to Ace, the boys directed their aggression at you. You were overwhelmed with everything that was happening and Ace could see the anxiety rising on your face.
Ace grabbed your hand and ran. He didn't know where he was running but he ran. He looked back to see your gleeful expression, a quick laugh escaping your lips. It became a race, hand-in-hand, the wind whipping through your hair and clothes.
Eventually, you two found yourselves in the center of the Heartslabyul rose garden. You gasped for breath as you giggled, pressing kisses onto Ace's cheeks in between.
"You look amazing, love," Ace whispered in your ear, tickling your neck with warm air as a sharp contrast to the chill of the night. "I don't want anyone else to see you like this."
"Oh, and that's why you punched that kid?" you crossed your arms, putting on your best stern face while Ace suddenly transformed into a sheepish little boy.
"Well, when you put it like that, it sounds bad."
"That's because it is bad, sweets," you chided through a soft chuckle. Ace stuck his lip out and batted his eyelashes at you in pleading. You laughed louder and pulled him toward you, his weight causing you to tip over onto the stone bench behind you.
With him kneeling and you sitting, you were approximately the same height now. Ace smirked deviously and straightened one of the ruffles on the collar of your dress.
"I must say, though, love," he muttered, barely being heard above the wind. You caught the mischievous glint in his eye and he grabbed your waist and pulled you closer to him. "Right now, you look positively irresistible."
Ace licked his lips and brushed his nose against yours, teasing you. You rolled your eyes and pressed your lips to his. You felt him smile into the kiss and plant his hand on your lower back. As you deepened the kiss, Ace's hand slid lower and lower on your skirt.
You gasped as you felt his cold fingers against your thighs and swatted his hand away. He grinned at your stunned pout and you couldn't help but smile with him.
"Naughty boy," you whispered as you ran your fingers through Ace's hair. He instinctually closed his eyes and leaned into your hand. You smiled at his pleading expression, pleased that you could make him look like that. "I'll have to scold you for that."
"We both know I could sweet talk my way out of it," Ace attempted a wink through his relaxed eyes.
"Well then, talk me some sugar, Ace," you tilted his head up to meet yours. "Tell me how much you love me."
"I love you to the end of time and then some. I would do anything just for you to know how much I adore you."
"Anything?"
"Anything. I'm yours, love," he hummed contentedly as he focused his loving gaze onto you. "And you are mine."
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rvrindousvpet · 2 years
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Hey i couldn't find your rules but could you do ( lovesick high school Baji hc) 🥰
note : I'm sorry anon, but hehe i haven't establish/decided any rules yet. So for now i pretty much accept everything. But i only accept request for headcanons ^^ also of course i can do this, hihi as always I'm sorry if he's too ooc and if this is vv shitty 👎 I'm so sorry for the late update I'm a bit busy for thiis day and also the mse past few days
warnings : swearings !
character : baji keisuke x gn!you (gender neutral reader)
Lovesick High School Student Baji !
This boi is a big fucking tsundere !!! He is literally akkun ( in akkun to kanojo, if you haven't watch it, then you should cause it's fuckin cute :/ ) but the gang member version 🤔
hmm instead of him going to your house like shinichiro, for baji, it'll be you the one who came to his house in the early morning to go to school together~
If he ever saw you in his house with his mom or sitting around he'll be like "huhh?? what the fuck are you doing here? i told you that I don't want your annoying ass to come here right" well it might seem rude but that's just him ^^
Also you already knew that he didn't mean what he said, and yes it's true! He literally didn't mean what he just said because deep in his heart he'll go like "ahh they're so cute ! The fact that y/n is willing to come over here~ but they can't do this again no no, it might be too dangerous what if something happened to them on their way here, i have to scold them throughly so they won't do that again!!"
but he failed to do so because you just look so sad when he started saying that should stop come over, it's like you're a lil pup that has been kicked by him :( and also it's because he's weak to you <33
you guys won't go to school by riding his bike, instead you guys will walk together. It's because he can't handle if your body is pressed to him and if you're holding him while he's driving, he feels like he will definitely faint on the spot if that's ever happen and he can't risk to embarrass himself in front of you, his beloved one no no!!
he loves watching you skipping to the classroom cheerfully, he thinks it's cute- no it's endearing the way you hops around, ehem ehem he once think that you may perhaps be a bunny in your past life, and every time you hops or skidding around he never fails to imagine you with cute bunny tails and ears 😳
hehe yess, you guys are in the same classroom and sit next to each other.
baji would try to concentrate in the class but fails miserably cause he was too busy looking at his cute s/o who was busy writing down the notes
sometimes he'll mumble that you're too cute and precious for this world hehe, there would be times where you would catches him mumble around
"hmm? kei, what are you mumbling n' why aren't you focusing in class? ah! it's okayy, i will lend you my notes later so you can use it (. ❛ ᴗ ❛.) "
"hahh?! why would i want to use your notes? whatever just make sure you wrote it properly cause i can't read ya shitty handwritings"
what a big fat lie baji 0_o he literally thinks that your handwriting is the cutesy shit he ever seen and he desperately wants you to write 'y/n ♡ kei' and if you did and decided to give it to him, he'll grumble about how useless it is but! he'll definitely keep that paper on him allll the time untill it worns out :D
you must have an extra hair tie on you all the time! cause sometimes baji's hair tie will go missing mysteriously 🤔🤔🤔 definitely not because he lost it on purpose just to get yours ^^
lunch break !! he will always complain on how he didn't need your shitty bento box and he would rather eat plain bread, but either way he still finished it in no time so there's absolutely no issues~
hmmm should we take a look on what is going on inside his head while he's eating??
'how JUS HOW CAN I EAT THE LUNCH THAT Y/N GAVE TO ME??? ughh they're so fucking cute i might just bite their cheeks. why the fuck they're so thoughtful it'll be harder for me to maintain my expression?? this shit is so endearing, god i love them so much i might just die'
ah also! he once threatened chifuyu to punch him if he didn't give baji, the lunch that y/n gave to chifuyu earlier. of courses he did it when y/n is not there ^^ ( you can only give foods to him and him only !! no one else is allowed because they're not special enough to receive your heaven gifted food !! also cause he's jealous lmaoo )
p.e moment ! (idk if actually have this but idk )
i think it's canon that baji is actually really really good at basketball 😔🙏
but right before he goes to play, you suddenly appeared in front of him and dragged him to a bench...?
"kei! wait a bit okay?" you moved behind him, and then ! he feels your fingers through his long hair 0-o
you...you broke him, his head is just reeling, dizzy, warm because you decided to tie his hair from him :( because he is stunned instead of yapping around how annoying and how he didn't need this, he'll stay quiet this time because he's in tooo much sh0ck !1!1!!
'oH d-did y/n just tie my hair for me?? i mean i can do that but but they still decided to do it for mE? ahhh they're too kind for this world. must protect this babie !!! ahhh y/n what r u doing with my poor heart :(('
he feels so touched by it so he played the game with full concentration to make sure that he'll win it for you the love of his life
fast forward to after school, he will hold your hand while walking you to your house! well his reason is because ehem you kinda like to wonder around? so yeah he'll lost you and also you're vv clumsy so he hold onto you to make sure you're not harmed or hurt in anyway. he'll feel like his heart is ripping apart if that ever happened
lowkey hates the fact that he arrived at your house so soon. he wants to spend more time with his darling !!!
but he'll endure it anyway because he wants to look cool in front you
wants to bring out his dere side? sure! all you just need to do is hug or kiss him on ze cheeks and he'll be red as fuck and malfunctioning 😔🙏
he will also hide his face behind his hand, will turn around and groans out "for fuxk sake y/n why are you FUXKINg cute i just wanna keep you by my side forever." and will hug you tightly at that time and say how much he loves you and how he feels bad the way he treated you.
hmm wait for a bout a few mins and then he'll snap out of it! he'll push you away gently and say that you're a stupid annoying a brat and proceed to run away from your house !
uhh his room? well yeah he has your pictures pasted on his bedroom wall, as he quotes that he can sleep peacefully and how he need to your face~
will message you "goodnight stupid head and don't sleep too late" before he goes to Dreamland to dream about you !! cause he feels like seeing you today just isn't enough :(
bonus : remember how i said that he thought you as a bunny? well he saves your contact name as baby bun ♡ actually. don't ask me why i just had the feelings, and ofc you didn't know . he would rather die before you finds out bout it!
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kpopgirl1234bl · 2 years
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Sero Hanta x Reader
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Pairing: Sero Hanta x Gn!reader
Word Count: 2,812
Requested: Nope, came up with this on a whim.
Info: Quirkless college au, teeth rotting fluff. Reader is gender neutral
Warning: Nope.
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Another day, another boring lesson. What had he expected?
For Sero, it was just another day in his boring college life. Sero looked around, not interested in the lector anyway, and when he looked around he saw he wasn't the only one.
As he looked around at the other students, his eyes finally landed on you. You sat at the end of the same row he was sitting in, still pretty far away from him.
Sero continued To stare at you, completely captivated by you. He looked at you as you kept looking up from your note blog, and down again, probably taking notes from this lesson.
Sero took out his phone and quickly snapped a picture of you and sent it to his friends in their groupchat. He asked them if anyone knew who they were, sadly no luck. That was until Mina came through.
"Yeah, that y/n l/n, they're in my morning class." She wrote back to him.
Y/n l/n, huh. They even have a pretty name.
Sero continued texting his friends, that he didn't notice his lector ending.
"Hey!" A voice rang out throughout the room. Sero looked up and saw no one around him.
"Class over, you can leave now," His professor told him, and he gathered his things and hurried out of the room, hoping to catch one more glimpse of you. Sadly, he didn't see you in the corridor. He looked at the picture he snapped of you and decided to talk to Mina later.
Some time went by, but he didn't see you very often. Even when he did, he was with someone, or you were too far away.
Sero complained to his friends, telling them he wanted to get to know you more since you seemed nice.
"Oooh, does someone have a crush~" Mina teased him? He looked at her with a grumpy expression.
"No, I don't have a crush on them, is there something wrong with wanting to get to know someone new." Sero laid back in the beanbag and stared at the ceiling.
"Whatever you say, Hun." Mina smiled to herself.
Even more, time went by where Sero couldn't get closer to you, and it was driving him mad. At this point, he wanted so badly to just give up and move on with his life.
But as if fate had heard his frustration, they decided to have some mercy n him for once.
Here he was once again, same class, same professor, same boring student life. Sero was playing with his pen while trying his best to listen to his professor blabber on.
"All right class, partner up and get this project done, and I want it done by the end of this month." The professor announced, and the unmotivated groans of students could he hard throughout the room.
Sero looked around for someone to partner up with, but he didn't even get the chance to before he felt someone poke his shoulder.
He turned his head and almost fell out of his seat out of shock when he saw you standing before him.
"Hey, I saw you didn't have a partner yet, So I wanted to ask if you wanted to partner up. Of course, you don't have to if you already have someone in mind." You told him.
"No! I mean Yes! I mean, I don't have anyone in mind, so yes, we should partner up." Sero chuckled nervously and tried to act naturally in front of you.
"Great! How about we meet up at the library after school, of course, only if you're available." Oh god, that smile. It almost melted his heart into a puddle.
"S-Sure, I've got nothing going after school. See you then, I guess." Sero smiled back at you.
"Oh, by the way, my name is y/n l/n." You introduced yourself. Even though he already knew your name, he didn't mind hearing it again.
"Nice to meet you, I'm Sero Hanta." He reached out his hand, which you gladly took into your own, and shook his. Sero couldn't help but feel like your hand felt like it fit so perfectly in his.
"All right Sero, I see you later at the library." You smiled and began to leave, and Sero followed you with his gaze.
"After school at the library, don't forget!" You turned and shouted at him, showing him one of your lovely smiles once again before leaving.
Sero couldn't vibe that dorky smile off of his face, that was until he remembers he didn't know what the project was about. He groaned and slammed his head against the table.
Whatever, he still got to see you after school, he just hoped you wouldn't be too mad when he told you.
The rest of the day seemed to move too slow for Sero's liking, and when school was finally, he shoved everything into his bag and walked as fast to the library. On his way there, he saw Denki.
"Hey man, where are going?" Denki asked him, but Sero didn't even stop to tell him.
"Sorry bro, I have to study, see you later." He waved at Denki and continued to walk towards the library. He soon reached the library and saw you standing outside waiting for him.
"Hey!" He called out, and you turned your attention towards him and smiled at him. Sero could've melted into a puddle right then and there, but he carried on towards you.
"Hey, you made it" You greeted him.
"Sorry, did I make you wait long?" He asked you.
"No, I barely just got here before you showed up." You shook your head.
"Oh, here before I forget." You handed him a coffee.
"For some extra energy." You winked at him, and Sero felt as if someone has shot him through his heart.
"T-Thanks, I pay you back some time." Sero gladly took the coffee from your hand, feeling your soft hand brushes up against his own.
"It's okay, that one is on me, come on, let's get this project started." You walked into the library and Sero followed right after you.
"Okay, I got everything ready, where do you wanna start?" You asked him as you both sat down.
"Well, to be honest, I wasn't listening when our professor announced the project, so I don't know what we're doing." Sero rubbed his neck and tried to avoid eye contact with you.
You looked at him for a second before bursting out laughing and being shushed by the surrounding people.
"Sorry, sorry. I didn't mean to laugh." You dried your tears.
"I just didn't think anyone else besides me thought the classes were boring." You admitted.
"But I see you taking notes all the time." Sero pointed out.
"That's because my friend is too lazy to get up, so she begs me to notes for her. I swear one day I'm not doing it." Sero chuckled at your explanation.
"Anyway, let's get started, I'll explain along the way." You said, and you both began with the easy things, working your way through.
After a few hours of studying, you both agreed to stop for today before it got too late.
"Well, I think we got a good done for today, don't you think?" You asked him.
"Definitely. Hey, thank you for not getting mad at me for not knowing what we're were doing." Sero thanked you.
"Oh, that was nothing. I think I would be in the same boat if I didn't take notes for my friend." You smiled as you packed the last of your things.
"Hey, before I forget, can I get your number, so we can keep in contact?" Sero asked you.
"Sure! I don't see why not, you seem like a nice guy. I would like to get to know you more." You said and wrote down your number and a piece of paper. Sero hoped you couldn't see him blushing.
"Cool, I would like to get to know you better too." Sero smiled at you, and you were sure you could feel one of Cupid's arrows shot through your heart.
"Here you go, What do you say, same time tomorrow?" You asked him as you handed your number over to him.
"Sounds good to me," Sero said and looked at your number before stuffing it in his pocket for the time being.
"Cool." You said and got up, and Sero followed suit and followed you to the library entrance.
"I guess I'll see you tomorrow," Sero said.
"Definitely, and I'm looking forward to spending more time with you. See you tomorrow." you waved at him as you walked away.
Sero smiled and fished out his phone and your number and put your number into his phone.
As you walked back to your dorm, you felt your phone vibrate in your pocket. You fished it out and looked at the screen.
"I look forward to spending more time with you, too. - Sero" It was a message from Sero. You smiled and quickly saved his number to your phone. You smiled the rest of your walk back.
Throughout the month, you and Sero met up at the library to finish your project together. Even though you two worked on the project and got much of it done, sometimes you just ended up talking. Sero would often talk about his friends and the crazy things they have done, which in turn would often make you laugh.
Once again, you and Sero were studying at the library, but this time you ended up meeting later since one of your classes dragged out.
Sero felt his phone buzz and fished it out of his pocket. Turned out it was a message from Denki.
"Hey, we're getting pizza, wanna come with us?" Denki had asked him.
"Hey?" Sero called out to you, and you looked up from your computer.
"Yes?" You answered.
"My friends are getting pizza, wanna tag along with us?" Sero asked you.
"Oh god yes, I'm starving at this point." You said and slumped backward in your chair. Sero chuckled and texted his friend back.
"Sure, I'm taking y/n with me, we're both pretty hungry." Sero texted.
"Oooh; Are we finally gonna meet your lover." Denki teased Sero.
"They're not my lover." Sero texted him back.
"Not yet, at least ;)" Denki texted Sero. Sero was about to write back when he felt you poke his back.
"I'm ready when you are, which I hope is soon." You smiled as you stood beside him.
"I'm ready. Let's get something to eat." Sero said, and you both met up with his friends on the way. After being introduced to all his friends, you went to buy the pizzas and afterward went to his friend Bakugou's place.
During the whole evening, you talked and made jokes as you all ate. After eating, you all sat down and Sero's friend began talking about all the crazy shit they had done in the past.
You had sat down beside Sero, and as his friends continued talking, you rested your head on his shoulder. Sero froze for a second, before relaxing again and slowly placing an arm around your shoulder.
As the night got closer, the more tired you got. At some point, you decided to go home, before it was too late.
"I'd better get home, I have school tomorrow." You got up and Sero followed you.
"Let me walk you back to your dorm," Sero said.
"You don't have to do that Sero, I'll be fine on my own." You reassured him, but Sero wanted none of that.
"I insist, not that I was gonna back down on my offer." Sero smiled at you.
"Oh, Okay. Bye, everyone! Thank you for tonight!" You shouted to the others.
"Bye y/n, please come hang out with us again," Mina told you.
"Oh definitely, I need to hear more stories about Sero's skateboard adventures." You laughed.
"Okay, I think you've had your fun for tonight, see you later guys." Sero bid his friends goodbye.
You laughed as Sero walked you home.
"I hope you had a good time tonight, certainly seemed like you did." Sero grinned.
"Are you kidding, that's the most fun I've had in a while, plus I made some new friends.
"Well, I'm glad you and my friends get along, makes things a whole lot easier." Sero slung his arm around your shoulder and pulled you closer to himself.
"Oh, absolutely." You smiled and placed your left hand on his arm. You two soon reach your dorm.
"Well. I guess I'll see you after school tomorrow." You said and turned towards Sero.
"Don't worry, I'll be there as always," Sero reassured.
"Great, see you tomorrow." You said but before you could ever your dorm, you felt Sero pull you towards him. You soon felt his soft lips on yours.
You were shocked but melted into the kiss, gripping onto his jacket to steady yourself. Your lips melted together so perfectly, you didn't want to pull away, but nothing lasted forever.
Sero pulled away and smiled at you.
"See you tomorrow, beautiful," Sero said and pulled away from you. You watched him walk away, you waited until you couldn't see him anymore before you decided to go inside.
The next day at the library was unusually quiet between the both of you. Not because you didn't want today anything, but because of the event happening last night. The both of you kept stealing glances at each other, catching each other in the act a few times, which lead to blushing faces.
Along the way, Sero must have gotten some more courage, because you felt his foot poke at yours and intertwine his legs with yours. You looked up at him, and he flashed you a shy smile. You smiled back at him and let his foot slowly caress your leg.
Though things were awkward for a little while, things went back to normal, well as normal as they could be.
The end of the month was getting closer and closer, and you and Sero were practically done with your project, you were just adjusting it at this point. The thought of you and Sero not spending as much time anymore made you sad, especially of how much you had fallen in love with him during all of this.
But you weren't the only one saddened by the thought of you two spending less time together. Sero wanted to keep spending more time with you even outside of school. He wanted to take you out on dates, maybe even teach you how to skate since you had shown an interest in it.
It was the last week before the project had to be turned in, and you and Sero had just finished your project. You were standing outside the library saying goodbye to each other.
"Hey, I hope we can like to hang out even after this, you're a cool person," Sero said as he held your hand in his.
"I would love to, maybe we have more time since we don't have a huge project stopping us from doing it." You smiled as you swung your hands gently back and forth.
"Haha, Yeah we probably do." Sero laughed. Silence fell over the two of you until you decided to speak.
"Well, see you tomorrow, I guess." You said and let go of his hand, his hand missing your warmth the second your hand left his.
"Yeah, see you," Sero said and looked at your figure becoming smaller and smaller with each step you took.
'It's now or never.' Sero thought and pulled out his phone.
You felt your phone buzzing and you pulled it out only to see you got a text from Sero. You opened it and the words "Be Mine." filled your vision.
You turned around to see if Sero was still there, and there he still stood staring at you. You could feel the adrenaline kick in and you began running towards him.
Sero opened his arms, and you ran straight into them, locking your arms around him. You both hugged each other tightly, never wanting to let each other go.
You could feel tears fall down your cheeks from the pure happiness you were feeling.
"So what do you say? Wanna be mine forever?" Sero asked you.
"What do you think idiot, yes, like a million times yes." You said and looked at him.
"Good, because I'm not letting you go." Sero smiled and planted his lips on yours. You wrapped your around his neck and returned the kiss.
You both pulled away and looked at each other. You both smiled and leaned both your foreheads together, enjoying the euphoria you both were feeling.
You couldn't think of anyone else you would rather be together with right now than your partner: Sero Hanta.
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marxsthings · 2 years
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MIKASA CRUSH HCS
Warnings : some spoilers from season 1 and Mikasa might be ooc other than that it's nothing series just fluff.
A/N : It's Monday, a new post !! I'm planning to make three posts a week maybe but I'm not sure now finally it's AOT !! Was planning to make it female reader but hey! It's gender neutral now (*´ω`*)
GN!Reader x Mikasa (They/Them)
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The emotionless and strong Mikasa having a crush on you!! My oh my you got her wrapped around your finger
Now being a cadet has been a real hassle, with the fight Jean and Eren has recklessly been having. You just snapped being Jean's best friend you just had to hit his head.
Everyone was just suprised, you, being angry oh wow was it a sight to see. That's when Mikasa noticed you as a cadet, she was glad she wasn't the one to handle the both of them.
You and Mikasa talked was when Eren had trouble with his ODM gear, you decided to help the poor boy. Oh boy, he was a hassle you didn't mind you were calm.
"You know I can't believe you even hang out with horse face! You should hangout with us!" Eren yells making Mikasa scold him. You just laugh it off and agreed you'll even ask Marco (how ironic 😼) to join too
You've gotten close with the black haired woman. You notice her behavior a lot.
How she asks have you eaten every now and then
How she patches you up with care.
How she's overprotective when you combat with Jean. Her face glaring at Jean makes you so scared for him.
There was one time where you skipped dinner for more training. Mikasa notice you not at the cafeteria, "Eren, where are they?"
Basically search the entire building with your dinner in hand. Until she finds you at the forest sitting from exhaustion. She feeds you and acts like a mother hen.
At graduation, you got 11th place I mean not bad you almost got top ten. Joining the survey corps was you decision finding out Marco died and Jean comforting you.
Mikasa found out and comforts you too. After finding out, Eren has titan powers you weren't scared of him you see him as your brother which Mikasa is super glad about.
Being in the same team with Mikasa is a relief. Mikasa helps you with some chores and even offered some of her dinner to you.
She's still protective of Eren and Mikasa is so close to beat up Levi, your commander. Only you can calm her down not even Armin.
She reveals her past at one point in a deep conversation with you, you being the nicest person is glad that she trusts you with a deep topic.
Overall, this strong and pretty woman will continue to lovingly love you until maybe she can't take it anymore and confess? Only time will tell ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
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serafilms · 3 years
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Hi Ash!I'm not sure if you still write for dc but in case you do,i'm here to resend my request!Can you please write headcanons for Jason Todd x gender neutral!Reader where Y/n was adopted by Clark and Lois when they were 10 because Lex Luthor killed their parents in a rampage across the city and that caused them to unlock their pyrokinesis(fire powers)so Clark took them under his wing as his sidekick so that's how they met Jason?They have anger issues like Jason which their adoptive parents took them to anger management classes for as a kid and they worked and go by Clark's last name(Kent) + the hero name 'Sparks' so Jason calls them 'Sparkles' and the main plot is them getting together after Jason comes back to life?
jason todd x pyrokinesis!reader hc's
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↳ pairing – jason todd x gn!pyrokinesis!reader
↳ genre – headcanons; bulleted scenarios; fluff; gender neutral reader
↳ warnings – mentions of death
hi frankie! when i moved blogs, i decided to reinvent my masterlist to fit my current interests, and i realised that dc doesn't fall under that category so i put a miscellaneous section of the masterlist for the odd thing i may write. so yeah while i don't write for dc anymore, i still wanted to write this for you as my friend and one of the best supporters i have on tumblr <3333 (i've also put atla and pj under misc as i don't see myself writing for them a lot, and well, you saw the announcement). i hope you like this!
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10 years old was a rough age for you
you suppose it all started when lex luthor staged an attack on metropolis
you had been asleep at the time but your parents had woken up in a panic
they had yelled at you to wake up and run
so you did
when it was all over you couldn't find your parents anywhere and your house had essentially collapsed on itself
it wasn't all that hard to figure out what happened and you found yourself falling to your knees and crying
something snapped inside of you and the next thing you knew you were surrounded by a ring of flames
and that was when clark found you
as superman ofc
he saw your powers in action and had a big oh my god moment and decided he couldn't just leave you on the streets
so he took you in
it was tough goings at first
you had a lot of difficulty controlling your powers, and even more difficulty controlling your emotions
you found yourself exploding at the tiniest things
both metaphorically and literally
clark did his best to train you, but hero training and emotional training are two very different things, so you had yet to prove that you could be brought into a field as a sidekick
eventually clark and lois had to bring you to a specialist to work through your anger
your attitude became better
you had less outbursts
and you were more in control of your powers than ever
finally you were allowed to go out into the field
your first mission ever was a situation in gotham city that had gotten out of hand
and it was there that you met batman and robin
you and jason were snarky with each other at first but eventually you called a truce and made peace with each other
and you two became the best of friends
for the next few years you two would do everything together (that you could, living in different cities)
you understand each other well, having similar pasts and even more similar personalities
when he died you were devastated
your emotions were out of check and clark had to pull you from field work and put you behind a desk so you wouldn't burn down metropolis
after a few months you were ready to go back into the field again and for a while you tried to enjoy it
it was nice getting back out there
but it wasn't the same
so you quit and decided to focus on the last few years of high school and then college
clark and lois had become parental figures to you and they wholeheartedly supported your decision
so that's what you did
you moved on with your life
it wasn't easy, but you tried to live out the rest of your adolescence and beginning of your adulthood as best you could
when the time came for you to go away to college you said your goodbyes to them and your old friends and moved away, to a crappy little apartment closer to your school in gotham
gotham may be a freak show, but goddamn their universities are good
yeah ok shh it's for the plot
you didn't have any roommates and it was a somewhat unsafe area, but it was still pretty average and heaven knows you could take care of yourself
it was in this apartment that you and jason met again
clark had told you about a new vigilante with a red helmet and leather jacket who had been causing trouble in gotham
he still kept you in the loop even though you had quit the hero business years ago
sometimes you thought he might just want you back as a sidekick
i mean you were pretty amazing
you didn't really think much of it
new vigilantes, heroes, and villains popped up all the time so it wasn't anything surprising
until of course he showed up in your living room
you were in the kitchen cooking a budget college student dinner (toast. it was just toast.)
"can i get some of that?"
cue heart attack
"WHAT THE FUCK"
you shot a blast of fire towards him, it he dodged and it disintegrated out the window
"whoa, whoa, whoa. it's me"
he took his helmet off
"jason? wtf"
you couldn't believe it
you'd literally talked to bruce
you were sure jason had died
there was no way you were mistaken
"hey sparkles"
"stfu bitch ur dead"
"yea about that lol"
you spent the next 2 hours sitting around your kitchen bench eating toast and drinking tea, trying to catch up with each other and make sense of what happened (jason and then you, respectfully)
it was really nice
you offered jason a place to stay for the night since it was getting late, and he accepted
the two of you lay in the dark of the living room that night, pretending like you were middle schoolers having a slumber party, and not young adults who had just reunited for the first time ever
but the next morning you woke up to the shower running and when jason came out, dressed in his clothes from yesterday but still with wet hair
you couldn't help but
notice him
dying and coming back to life really did something for him
and this became a regular occurrence
every now and then, red hood would pause his duties to come visit you and hang out
he would make sure you're ok in your sketchy little neighbourhood and you would reassure him with a small demonstration of your powers that you were fine
jason knew you could take care of yourself, but it had been years since he'd seen you, and since then you'd retired as a superhero
he couldn't help but be a little worried about you
so this routine continued for a while until one night you were lying side by side on your bed watching this show you had become obsessed with after jason's death (that he obviously missed because he was dead)
and you fell asleep and CUDDLED HIM
while you were dozing off, somewhere in the state between awake and asleep, you felt him kiss your head and whisper "i love you sparkles"
the next morning you were in a daze
you couldn't do anything properly and almost burned the pancakes you were making
"whoa, you ok, sparkles?"
you turned abruptly
"did you mean it?" "huh?"
"last night, when you said you loved me"
"WTF YOU HEARD ME" "YEAH"
awkward silence
"well,,,,, yeah"
"oh,,,, cool,,,, well me too"
"hUH?"
"i love you"
*open mouthed fish jason*
"hurry up and kiss me, jackass"
and you all lived happily ever after :)
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spencersmagic · 3 years
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Seven minutes...
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Masterlist // Taglist.
Prompt: "Y'know, I never imagined you to be a fan of closets, yet here we are...".
Couple: Gender Neutral Reader x Spencer Reid.
Category: Mutual pining, fluff.
Warnings: detailed mentions of anxiety, "7 minutes in heaven" game, implied smut, reader is gn but wears a dress, mentions of Hankel and Alexa Lisbon (the goalpost incident).
Word count: 1.3k (teeny tiny little post).
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Five hours later and three bottles of the cheapest vodka Prentiss could find, the team found themselves in a surprisingly familiar situation. Bottle in hand, half of the team, meaning Prentiss, JJ, García, Morgan, Alvez, Reid (whom Y/N had to drag to to Garcia's house on the premise of "having a good time" - though he could never say no to them) were saying good-bye to the rest of the team.
Spencer's eyes roamed around their body, the aftermath of the warmth in his own, courtesy of the alcohol, settling as he took in the view of your soft legs peeking out of the soft material of their dress.
He wishes he didn't. He wishes he hadn't decided to take that extra shot, or that he wasn't as enthralled by them being as he is. But, alas, here we are.
"Spence, are you okay?" their hand reached to caress the side of his face, pulling a few strands of hair away from his face. Though innocent as this action was, it still had him gulping, wishing their hand would move lower, lower, and grab him by his pretty little throat.
However, this would have to do for now.
Spencer gulped, lips parting slightly. He would never give in so quickly, showing the darker sides of himself, but he was tired, drunk and so incredibly aroused. "Y-yeah, I'm fine". He quickly changed the subject.
"So, how do we play this game?" he faced the looks of his partners, bewildered by his lack of knowledge. Spencer couldn't for the life of him understand why they always acted so surprised when he didn't know something. "Come on, guys, I graduated from college at age 16. I never had a chance to be interested in that... stuff" he explained, somewhat embarrassed. Its not like my lack of experience is a secret.
He was met with a pair of kind eyes who were doing everything in their power to make sure he was comfortable with every situation that occurs during their time in the cramped up living room. Their hand caressed his own, mostly because they wanted to feel him, however selfish that may be. Y/N wanted him to be close to them, to never leave his side. Partly, too, as a way of saying "hey, i know this can be anxiety-inducing. Whatever happens, I'm always here", which was a message he desperately needed.
Anxiety doesn't always make sense. Most of the times Spencer suffered through a tough time battling with his anxiety disorder he hadn't had a reason to feel like that. Consciously, he is aware that the people around him would never hurt him. He knows they love him, but there's always a small voice in the back of his mind. It's the same voice that didn't show up when Harper Hillmann told Spencer that Alexa Lisbon was waiting for him behind the fieldhouse. It's the same voice that forgot to tell him to wait for backup during the Hankle case. He will be damned if he ever puts himself in a situation like that ever again.
In fact, when it's late, and he can't sleep, instead the nightmares blocking any chance of real rest, he lays down on the tiny bed in his dark room, and tries to map out different situations to figure out their outcomes. He doesn't allow uncertainty in his life. And, in the cases where he has to, he suffers through them between hyperventilating episodes, jumpy eyesight and beads of sweat covering his upper lip.
"7 minutes in heaven is the game where hundreds - nay, thousands - of teenagers kiss for the first time" Penelope announced, somewhat dramatically, in a Penelopey fashion. "THOUSANDS..." her voice boomed, an aftermath of the alcohol coursing thorough her veins, "of teenagers squirming childishly as their friends left with the hottest guy in class, Mark Harrison" she giggled at the memory other twelve year old self walking into the closet with Mark.
I mean, you had you see Mark. He was incredible.
Y/N shifted a little bit, leaning into Spencer. "We basically grab a bottle, spin it twice, and the two people who have been pointed at with the neck of the bottle will go into a room for 7 minutes" they explained softly as to not make him more nervous. Interrupted by Penelope, who explained quickly that, since they don't have another room, they would be using the closet, they continued explaining.
"What happens in the closet isn't talked about outside of the closet, and you don't have to do anything. A lot of people just stand there, or chat" he visibly untensed, happy with the idea of not having to engage in any type of romantic or sexual activity with any of his teammates. Anyone except for them.
"BOOOO!" Morgan's drunk voice boomed across the living room. "Y/N! YOU..." he pointed at the agent, "...are NO fun".
Derek Morgan, the man feared by every doorframe in the country, bounced on his seat, pouting.
"Okay" Reid's tiny voice squeaked, holding their hand a little closer.
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"Emily! Your seven minutes are over!" Spence's newfound confidence filled the room along with his voice. The two extra shots he had taken mere minutes ago gave him a new goal: to get in that damned closet with Y/N.
So far, Penelope had gone in with Y/N (Pen had introduced Y/N to a new anime she's watching), Derek and Álvez had gone in (where they had shared an intimate conversation about the how their lives also affect their work), and now Emily was in there w-
"Goddamn it, we're coming!" the rustling sounds from behind Penelope's perfectly organised closet, along with several "ouch"'s and "hey! that's mine" sounds emerged from the closet before Emily and JJ did, the former's lipstick covering the latter's chest (or at least the visible part. Who knows what the tank top was covering).
Their hair was messy, lipstick smudged and a sheepish grin plastered on their faces that told the team exactly what they had done. JJ, who had been crushing on Emily since the beginning of time itself, got several high-five's from the team at the... development on their relationship.
Spencer wrapped up the party incredibly quickly, with a bunch of "yeah yeah whatever"s and grabbing the bottle again. "Here you go, Pen" he brought the bottle impossibly closer to her, pressing it against her chest, making her laugh.
"Okay, okay! Relax, pretty boy" she grabbed the bottle defensively, pulling it away from his touch, and spun it on the area in the center of the circle the agents were forming.
"Y/N and..." Penelope paused, eyebrows scrunching as she concentrated on seeing straight. The bottle pointed at the space right between Spencer and Luke, making it completely impossible to figure out who it was pointing at. However, Spencer, whose IQ had been reduced to that of a literal grain of rice, grabbed the bottle quickly, getting up. "ME! IT POINTED AT ME. Let's go, Y/N" he exclaimed, unable to hide the excitement he felt at the idea of spending time with them alone, in a setting as intimate as that.
Y/N quickly got up, too, bouncing a little on their place. "I mean, who are we to deny the bottle's orders". They both excitedly rushed to the closet, leaving the whole team dumbfounded.
But when they got into the closet, realising that Spencer's tall frame couldn't fit unless crouching down, they sat down with a *thump* on the floor. The darkness, mixed with the tangled legs and the fact that he didn't plan what to do once he was in this situation, allowed for a whole lot of silence to settle in.
Y/N joked, trying to break the tension. "Y'know, I never imagined you as a fan of closets, yet here we are..." they nudged him playfully. Spencer kept biting his cheek, unable to contain himself once again.
Spencer felt like a hurricane right now. Not truly aware of himself or how he and his feelings could impact the environment where he had become so reckless and impatient. All of the feelings he had been repressing over the past five months swarmed over him like a tsunami and suddenly, there was quiet. Like he had figured out his chaotic emotions and was now able to see everything clearly.
He wants Y/N. No matter what.
No amount of anxiety, fear or insecurity will ever make him feel otherwise. He needs them.
All he knew how to do was grab their face between his hands, stroke it gently with the pads of his thumbs and mumble, quietly, almost silently.
"Can I kiss you?"
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Hello :) I really enjoy your blog and I was wondering if I could request a headcanon for the Main Trio (aka Tanjiro, Zenitsu and Inosuke) and the hashiras.
Uhm well I've seen people asking how would they react if they have a s/o who's foreign, so I wanted to make something similar but a little more specific. So how would they react if they have a s/o who's Brazilian? Y'know brazil and japan are very different culturally and stuff, their s/o (they/them or she/her pronouns) is very extrovert, friendly, excited and just a very good person to be around, they're always trying to be friends with everybody and everyone feels comfortable with them because of how much warm and nice they are, imagine that they have a dark brown skin and even when people make fun of them or treats them poorly because of their appearance they never let evident that they're offended. It's very hard to tell whenever they're sad because they're always making jokes about their own feelings because they think it makes them look stronger, but deep inside they're a crybaby but they'll never admit it. I always hear people saying Brazilians have the prettiest smiles so let's say their smile is actually gorgeous and they're almost always smiling, since they try to be the emotional support for their partner. They have a hard time trying to say people's name, like they can't say almost anyone's name because they tend to emphasize a certain syllable, like RengoKU or InoZUke, they're very self conscious about it and if someone tries to correct them they'll be super embarrassed and won't say the people's name for weeks
Oh just a funny info, they always laugh whenever they hear something with "ku" (because ku/cu means butthole in portugues) like "Rengoku"
Okay sorry if it's a weird request please don't make fun of me :') oh I hope you understand what I said! Anyways have a nice day💕
Warnings: None!
Pairing: Tanjiro, Zenitsu, Inosuke x gn!reader
Note(s): I'm not sure if you've read my pinned post, but I don't sadly write for female readers. That being said, I hope you don't mind it being gender-neutral! That way, everyone gets a chance to enjoy these headcanons!
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Tanjiro
» Tanjiro's definitely happy to spend time with you because there aren't enough positive people in this world, so he's going to enjoy having you around! He's also pretty interested in your culture due to the differences, and he finds your darker skin fascinating.
» Of course, you being a crybaby won't fly over Tanjiro's eyes (or, in this case, nose), so he notices the way you might get upset when people make fun of you. That being said, he's going to do his best to lift your mood up!
» I'm not sure if you're going to have troubles pronouncing Tanjiro's name, but if you do, he won't be mad! He's actually kind of happy that he gets to teach you how to pronounce Japanese letters!
» Okay, let's be fair, he's actually delighted to help you because it means that you get to teach him some words in your native language as well!
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Zenitsu
» Zenitsu is going to be a bit weirded out at first because you rarely see dark-skinned people in Japanese. (It was definitely weird in the 1900s), so you have to put up with his weary glances at first.
» Zenitsu gets used to you pretty quickly, though, thanks to your uplifting personality, so you don't have to worry about him too much! However, just like Tanjiro, Zenitsu notices that you can be a crybaby when it comes to certain things.
» From crybaby to crybaby: He's got you. You two probably end up crying together more than once, but hey, at least you have someone to vent to, right?
» The thing Zenitsu is likely the most interested about is your looks because you look a lot different than a typical Japanese person does. It's not a bad thing, though!
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Inosuke
» I hate to say this, but Inosuke's going to be so weirded out when he sees you the first time because what are you? Who are you? Why do you look like that?
» Of course, there's nothing a good slap to the back of the head can't fix, so Inosuke gets used to you pretty quickly. However, I would say that there's going to be another problem, and it's the fact that he gets a bit too interested in you.
» I know it's annoying, but please try to give Inosuke a chance to check you out. He's just really curious to see a person who's really bubbly and who looks like you!
» That being said, Inosuke brings up a lot of things that differ from him, like the way you pronounce his name, the way your hair looks, etc.
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Author's note: I hope you enjoyed these headcanons! I have to say that I felt a bit intimidated by the amount of text you sent my way, but it wasn't too bad once I got to work!
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