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umaimayasmine · 1 year

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I just crave gentle love, gentle hands, gentle words, I just want someone to make me feel safe and calm. I want someone to make me feel it’s okay to open up it’s okay to feel anything and share anything with them. I want someone who makes life easier and doesn’t just let me survive but encourages me to live to the fullest. I want someone i can curl up in and cry when i want to. Someone who will put faith in me and make me more confident and proud make me accept myself.

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catdotjpeg · 6 months

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On 26 October, the Palestinian Ministry of Health released the list of names of Palestinians killed since 7 October. Among them, from the Abu Shammala family, are:

Basimah Abdul Rahim Mahmoud (51);

Hana Abdul Qadir Mohammed (50);

Jawad Hassan Ali (49);

Bassel Hassan Kamil (49);

Fatima Fawzi Abd (39) and her children Tasneem Ibrahim Saeed (15), Mahmoud Ibrahim Saeed (13), and Yasmine Ibrahim Saeed (8);

Samir Hussein Akl (63);

Samir's son Ayman Samir Hussein (40) and his children Yamin Ayman Samir (12) and Abdel Rahman Ayman Samir (7);

Samir's son Isma'il Samir Hussein (37), his wife, and most of their children, including Zeina Isma'il Samir (4);

Samir's son Ahmed Samir Hussein (31), his wife, and most of their children, including Amir Ahmed Samir (8), Youssef Ahmed Samir (6), and Lara Ahmed Samir (3);

and Samir's son Ibrahim Samir Hussein (26), who was a lawyer; along with his wife and most of their children;

Haifa Saeed Ahmed (37);

Walaa Talal Hussein (31);

Heba Nabil Abdel Rahman (29);

Tasneem Bassam Abdullah (28);

Naderin Bashir Mohammed (28);

Sharifa Ghaleb Mohammed (26);

Mahmoud Khaled Abdel Rahman (23);

Bayan Munir Abdel Rahman (17);

Maha Iyad Ahmed (16);

Shahd Majid Ismail (14) and her sister Dalal Majid Ismail (3);

Karim Mohammed Samir (9), who told his cousins and aunts that he wanted to have a party with everyone for his 9th birthday;

Sham Ayman Ismail (8), who was named after the Levant, and her brother Adam Ayman Ismail (4);

Hadi Rami Salah Al-Din Ismail (5) and his sister Aisha Salah Al-Din Ismail (3);

Suhad Hani Iyad (4);

Nayef Mahmoud Hussein (78) and his children Zuhair Nayef Mahmoud (51), Dawlat Nayef Mahmoud (50), Aisha Nayef Mahmoud (48), Muhammad Nayef Mahmoud (40), and Umaima Nayef Mahmoud (30);

Nayef's son Mahmoud Nayef Mahmoud (33) and his children Musab Mahmoud Nayef (3) and Marah Mahmoud Nayef (1);

and Nayef's son Hassan Nayef Mahmoud (38) and his children Isma'il Hassan Nayef (2), Salma Hassan Nayef (4), and Muhammad Hassan Nayef (6);

Beirut Mohammed Iyad, who was named Beirut because she was born the same day as the tragic 2020 explosion in Lebanon (3);

'Abla Ibrahim Saleh (66) and her brother Imtiyaz Ibrahim Saleh (53);

and 'Abla's brother Taysir Ibrahim Saleh (57) and his children Hana Taysir Ibrahim (23), Islam Taysir Ibrahim (30), Ahd Taysir Ibrahim (15), and Raghad Taysir Ibrahim (13);

Muhammad Khalil Ibrahim (26);

Qasim Ayman Ibrahim (25);

Hadil Ibrahim Bahjat (28);

Nur Asim Nabil (2) and their brother Nabil Asim Nabil (4);

Isma'il Abdel Rahman Aqilan (42);

Aziza Abdel Fattah Ahmed (63);

Lama Abdullah Nayef (11) and her sister Hind Abdullah Nayef (14);

Nayef Ibrahim Nayef (12);

Mona Ahmed Musa (36);

Maryam Muhammad Taysir (3) and her sibling Dana Muhammad Taysir (1);

Mahmud Marwan Abdel Rahman (23) and his siblings Ayah Marwan Abdel Rahman (19), Muhammad Marwan Abdel Rahman (16) and Shahid Marwan Abdel Rahman (9);

Raghad Asaad Abdel Rahman (21) and her siblings Maram Asaad Abdel Rahman (26) and Husayn Asaad Abdel Rahman (17);

Nada Abdullah Jabr (91);

Najat Abdel Rahman Hussein (50);

Aisha Mahmoud Hashem (37);

Suhaila Muhammad Ismail (47);

Akram Saleh Saeed (2);

and Fathia Muhammad Hussein (70).

You can read more about the human lives lost in Palestine on the Martyrs of Gaza Twitter account and on my blog.

#palestine #martyrs of palestine

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umaimayasmine · 2 months

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I am just a girl trying to over come my anxiety my depression and all my traumas. All alone by myself. Please don’t be so harsh on me. Please let me heal.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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The emotional pain associated with having BPD is honestly one of the worst things. Anyone without BPD will never understand what it’s like to feel emotional pain so intensely that it completely consumes and overwhelmes you to the point where you even begin to physically feel it as well.

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umaimayasmine · 2 years

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sucks that i’ve lost my life to mental illness just because some people thought it was okay to treat me like shit

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umaimayasmine · 2 years

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I’m sad in a way that’s exhausting and painful

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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I love being toxic to myself.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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How did you survive?

I didn’t. I died. Over and over again.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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Something that confuses many people and confuses myself as well is how quickly my bpd can make me go from feeling the need to deflect attention to feeling the need to attention seek and vice versa. One second I’ll be so deep into a conversation about my problems and the shitty life ive lived and ill be literally SOBBING into someone’s chest and absorbing every ounce of comfort they’re willing to offer up. Then the next, I’ll be throwing out jokes to change the subject, or just starting a conversation about something else that has nothing to do with the previous topic. It’s confusing, even to myself. Please be easy with me.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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Tired of ruining lives of everybody i love.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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I am trying so hard. I'm really trying more than enough. I am changing according to everyone's point of view i am trying i am changing not for myself but to just survive in this society please don't be so harsh. I am doing my best to survive to fit into the definition of perfect because i am tired, i am tired of the taunts, the mockings, the racism, the body shaming, people haunt me their words scare me, this world is such an uncomfortable place but i am still trying. Please don't make me want to quit.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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I don’t want someone to repetitively tell me that they love me.

I want someone that’ll promise to keep me safe and act upon it.

Someone I don’t have to worry about them leaving the next morning.

Someone I don’t have to think twice before speaking to.

Someone I know I can vent to freely.

I want to feel safe, then loved.

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umaimayasmine · 4 years

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#loveless #heartless #self harrrm #self destruction #broken #tired #sad #sad thoughts #anxiety #dark #borderline #self destroy #umaima yasmine #eating disoder things

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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I feel low asf, i feel like i can't breath, something's too heavy inside me. It's hurting but there's nothing i can do about it. I wanna disappear.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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I am scared, ik how it starts, i know what it feels like, and i am tired of people comming into my life, making me feel like the happiest person, making me feel special and then turning out like what everybody said. From strangers to bestfriends and back to strangers. To those who felt like peace please don't so that if you're gonna take my peace away. For once i just wanna be with someone who'll stay by my side no matter what. Who'll never leave me alone.

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umaimayasmine · 3 years

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wanna kill myself and let everyone free of the ugly burden they've been handling for years.

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