Tumblr is like my safe space where i can share anything without judgement.... I had a massive breakdown after seeing Leon X Ada posts 💀💀💀 I might actually be going insane but these emotions are so intense my god idk how to deal with them... I might actually need a therapist. Has this happened with anyone before? Like just not with this ship, other characters too.
(Please don't judge me)
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accidentally spent all my life making sure everyone around me feels comfortable, only to realize I never felt comfortable the whole time.
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These past few days, I've been sober. I left my emotions dormant. Drinking demons to fix the leaking pipes like duck taped wrapped around a water hose. The problem wasn't addiction; no, it was the feeling of not feeling. Not feeling the pain, tiredness, depression, anxieties, alone, problems, not hearing the voices, and the brokenness. It was the novicane to the pain like a toothache. Addiction is the feeling that it gives you; the comfort of not being alone. Not alone from the outside world but in your head. That dark place you get trapped at sometimes. Now I feel everything, overwhelmed and overflowed of feelings that I thought I would hide. I thought it was dormant, but it just became more torment. Yet, these past few days, I've been sober.
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If only I could feel this kind of love and bathe in the late afternoon sunlight, warm as oil, sweet as childhood... This picture warms and thaws my heart
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I just want to be somebody’s
favorite person. I know people like
me, but no one likes me
more than others. I’m
the backup friend,
the afterthought.
So I’m lonely. I’m surrounded by
people, but I’m lonely, because none
of them want me just for me. Is it too much
to ask simply to be preferred?
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I walk around the world like a ghost and sometimes I question whether I even exist, whether I've ever existed at all .
- Paul Auster
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I will not let people walk all over me and tell me what to be, how to be. I'll be, and become myself and myself only, unapologetically.
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Hi! :V
I’m Elisia, I’m a bored, depressed teen with nothing better to do.
I’m also new to Tumblr so I have no idea how to use this! But I need friends and a place to ramble sooo.. here I am.
If you like T@gged or TheWalkingDead plzplzplz be friends with me☹️<3
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