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mushroom-for-art · 7 months
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Mnemosyne and Zeus chibis from @ask-mirage-mews!
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imagineanime2022 · 4 days
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League Of Villains With An S/O Like Marceline The Vampire Queen
Tomura Shigaraki X Reader, Dabi X Reader, Spinner X Reader
Requested: @supernatural-hunter1
Request: I’m thinking the LOV (Dabi, Spinner and Shigaraki) with a girlfriend, who has a vampire quirk like Marceline, the vampire queen (from Adventure Time) she has a bass guitar in a shape of an axe, she’s a great singer, she can fly, and she only drinks the color red (or eat the color)
Tomura Shigaraki
🤚 You were introduced to Shigaraki when you were young and as you started to develop your quirk became his protector. 🤚 He’d often find that his hand rested on your neck, two fingers over the bite marks in your neck. He matched skin tones with someone… Even if they were a vampire. 🤚 Indifferent to the guitar really, he often thinks that it gets in the way on more stealthy missions but he liked that you were able to fight without it, and found more joy in watching you punch someone across the room. 🤚 Sometimes people didn’t see you until it was too late, you might be the last thing they see after disrespecting Shigaraki or injuring him in some way.
No one could see you, you had been sitting on the bar behind Shigaraki, your legs dangling down behind him as he leant against your shins looking at the new recruits, Dabi and Toga. You were watching them carefully, your guitar rested behind the bar close enough to grab if you needed it, they talked but you noticed the movement of Dabi before Shigaraki did, you grabbed the guitar from behind the bar swinging it around stopping just short of Dabi’s neck “be careful now.” You warned, you held the forearm of your free arm resting on top of Shigaraki’s head and you rested your chin on your own arm. “Are you sure that you need him?” “We need them all unfortunately.” Shigaraki answered “Plus as annoying as he is, I believe he’s going to be useful.” “He does seem like the most capable of a lot.” You shrugged. “Mmm.” He hummed “you can drop the axe.” You sat up as you pulled back the axe, it rested on your shoulder as you slumped forward. “What?” Shigaraki mumbled as he looked at you posture. “I don’t trust him.” You answered as Dabi smirked at you, eyes easily moving over you seemingly assessing you. “So who’s the bodyguard?” Dabi asked. “None of your business.” Shigaraki answered as he turned his back to them, the conversation over as he rested the handheld console that he was playing on your thighs, as you played with his hair and Kurogiri showed the new arrivals to the rooms they could use if they wanted.
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Dabi
🔥 Dabi met you before he ended up in the league, he actually went looking for you after hearing about you through the thugs that he was beating to a pulp. 🔥 Dabi then watched you like an absolute creeper for a couple of weeks, gathering information and trying to figure out just what your quirk was. 🔥 He definitely liked your style, the way you dressed, carried yourself and spoke to other people. 🔥 He approached you when he got all the information that he could from watching you.
You were sitting on the roof of the building watching people go by, there were a number of different objects next to you that had been drained of their colour, Dabi didn’t think that it was sunny enough to warrant the hat that you had decided to wear “thought vampires couldn’t sit in the sun.” He finally said, you glanced back at him, eyes moving over him for a second before going back to the people milling around under you. “Vampires can sit in the sun as long as we’re protected from direct sunlight.” You answered. “You’ve been watching me, what do you want?” “You knew?” He asked. “Thought you were sneaky?” You asked. “There’s a lot that you don’t know about me.” “Yeah?” He asked, he stepped forward and you leaned back resting on your hands. “I wouldn’t get too close, you know that guitar isn’t just a fashion statement.” You warned him. “I know.” He nodded “I’ve seen you use it, impressive.” He continued forward until he was sitting on the ledge next to you. “What do you want?” You asked. “You seem bored.” He mumbled. “I’m bored of you dodging the question, what do you want?” You asked. “I want to offer you a prospect.” He answered. “Uh huh.” You grunted. “I want to take down someone and you could help me.” He answered. “Who?” You asked. “What?” He asked. “Who do you want to take down?” You asked. “Endeavour.” He answered. “Now that is a challenge.” You smirked, your fangs flashing in the sun. “You’d better tell me how you plan to do this and I’ll decide whether I join you.”
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Spinner
🦎 Spinner was very good at withholding judgement until he'd met someone or seen someone in action which is why he never judged you for your supposed vampire attributes. 🦎 He honestly thinks the guitar is pretty cool, an instrument that doubles as weapons, and always loves when people question whether it’s a real weapon or not. 🦎 On that note Spinner never gets tired of you singing, whether you're just singing to yourself or singing for the rest of the gang (Magni and Toga are often the ones that make requests). 🦎 Your ability to go from a warm presence to a threatening entity, was honestly amazing to him.
Spinner had lost track of you a while back, you had been split up during the ambush by Redestros men, he had seen evidence of you being around considering there were objects that were primary red that had lost their colour, if you were drinking during battle you were having you use your abilities in excessive amounts. Spinner should have been paying more attention when the hulking weight smashed into his side, he recognised the grunts, it was you in your larger bat form. “You need a hand?” He asked. “I mean if you're not too busy.” You shrugged as he looked behind you at the group that had followed the larger man, he noted that you were changing back to your humanoid form and bass guitar thrown over your shoulder. “Are you hungry, do you need anything?” He asked. “No there was enough around here to get what I needed now, I just really want these guys to go away.” You answered, swinging the axe end of the base cutting the closest man’s head clean off. “Wow.” He mumbled eyes widening and cheeks heating, if his skin wasn’t green you would have seen a blush. “You okay?” You asked a smirk taking over your face as you dodged a hit from one of others, Spinner napped out of it throwing a dagger landing it straight in his heart. “I’m fine.” He mumbled as you giggled, killing yet another one of them before moving over to him and pressing a kiss to his cheek. “Come on let’s finish this, find the boss and get this over with so we can get back to doing nothing.” You ordered. “Sure thing.” He chuckled, cutting down another attacker.
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wheredafandomat · 2 years
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Someone great 💚P18💚
Loki x Divorced! Female reader
18+ | contains mentions of smut I guess 🤔
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You took quick steps back towards the cabin, hair damp as you huffed, moving it out of your face as the breeze tampered with the positioning of it. Loki called after you in an amused tone leaving you feeling even more annoyed. After being discovered naked in a stream with the addition of your boyfriend literally buried inside of you, you were in no mood to speak, especially not to Loki. He had made it seem as if the place was abandoned, a wonder in nature that only you both were blessed to see, not a landmark campers passed during afternoon strolls. You felt overwhelmingly embarrassed knowing that people your grandparents age had seen you completely naked and in such a compromising position. You wanted to bury your head under a pillow.
“Y/n.” Loki called again, trying to conceal his laugh. He had found the whole situation quite humorous which was evident in the guffaw you heard as you both dressed. “Y/n?”
“You didn’t tell me that someone could have discovered us let alone every Shady Acres resident.” You snapped, turning to face him.
“In my defence, I didn’t know.” He answered, a small giggle passing his lips causing you to spin around again before he grabbed your hand. You pulled away from his grip, proud of yourself when you did so only to be left gasping when you felt his arms around your legs as he picked you up before holding you bridal style as you settled in his grip. “I’m sorry” he spoke before pressing his lips to yours in a gentle kiss which you accepted “I was exposed too.” He added making you laugh before you kissed him again.
“You’re an idiot.” You spoke against his lips.
“Your idiot?”
“My idiot.”
Instead of putting you down, Loki carried you the entirety of the journey back to the cabin, only stopping when you both paused to take a quick selfie of the two of you on your phone. You looked at the camera, a bright smile warming your face as Loki kissed your cheek. The whole scenario seemed so mundane, normal. Strangely that’s how things felt with Loki, normal. Like he was always there. You never felt self conscious around him or stupid or unwanted like you sometimes felt with Bucky, things were different, pure, normal. You wanted to set the picture as your Lock Screen but decided against it when you imagined Bucky seeing it. He still didn’t know that you were not only just sleeping with one of his friends but that you were now both in a relationship which still made you smile whenever you thought about it. A relationship.
As you both approached the door, you were surprised to see someone already standing there however Loki wasn’t. He put you down, helping you find your footing before he walked towards the man standing at the door and shook his hand. He introduced himself the closer you got to him and you soon realised he was some sort of pottery instructor or whatever he called himself. That didn’t matter, what mattered was the creation you and Loki would make together once the man departed leaving you both free with the machine and materials. You changed into one of Lokis shirts once the man had finished demonstrating how to use the equipment before he left. You made your way towards the pottery machine, positioning yourself how the man had showed you before you called for Loki.
“I’ll be there in a minute, start without me.” He replied from the other room. Shrugging, you placed some clay on the wheel before setting off to work. You were enjoying yourself, the wet clay between your hands shaping up into something resembling a vase before Loki walked in wearing a pair of jeans that seemed to purposely be hung low as he stepped towards you. Sitting down, he positioned himself behind you, his arms coming around you before his hands found the back of yours. Turning your head slightly, you smiled at him as he leant down, brushing his lips against yours.
“I feel like Demi Moore in the film ghost.” You grinned.
“Mhmm, maybe those were my intentions.” He answered, rubbing his nose against your own before he kissed you again. The kiss started slow, shy before you turned yourself around slightly more, pressing your lips onto his firmer, more intentionally. His hands rested at your sides, the remnants of clay from them staining the material of the shirt. You were practically straddling him as the kiss grew more intense, the both of you moaning into it as your hands explored one another’s bodies as if for the first time. You felt so at peace with Loki, so happy, so in lo—
THWACK
Breaking the kiss, both of you gasped as you heard a piece of clay fly towards the wall before hitting it, followed by another piece before you quickly rushed to turn the machine off.
“Panic averted.” You laughed, facing Loki again before he pulled you back into a kiss, laying against the floor as you settled above him. His hands moved up the hem of his your shirt, holding your hips as your hands moved over his chest, your lips leaving his to dance across his neck. You subconsciously ground your hips against his as he hooked his thumbs under the elastic of your panties, caressing the sensitive skin. He grew hard at the contact, sighing contently as you continued kissing his neck whilst moving your thinly clad core against him. Your movements grew more enthusiastic, your own pleasure swelling as you felt his erection straining against his jeans below you. His hands moved up your abdomen before he reached your chest, cupping your breasts. You groaned in delight, nipples hardening as he rolled them between his fingers. You were quick to begin taking the shirt off before the sound of your phone ringing caught your attention. Reluctantly you pulled your shirt back down before standing up and making your way to your phone, answering it quickly when you saw Bucky’s name.
“Bucky?” You answered, annoyed by the abrupt ending of you and Lokis inevitable sexy time.
“Y/N—” he answered, the phone cutting out as he spoke.
“Bucky, I can’t hear you.” You replied.
“Y/n—” he said again, still sounding unclear. Checking your phone, you saw that the reception was low.
“One second Bucky my reception is terrible.” You spoke, putting the phone on speaker as you held it above your head, walking into different rooms. “Can you hear me?”
“Yes.” He answered, finally sounding clear.
“Great, what’s going on?” You asked before the call ended completely leaving you sighing.
“Has something happened?” Loki asked, walking into the kitchen as you stood at the window holding your phone outside in the hopes of getting reception.
“No one told you to get up” you spoke over your shoulder, grinning when you saw him standing only in his boxers with a very visible erection “I’ll be with you in a sec just need some reception.”
“I’m sure if it’s important he’ll call back.” Loki answered, making his way towards you. “Besides, I can think of more pressing matters” he teased, pressing his cock against your ass as you continued searching for an ounce of service “that require your immediate attention.” He continued, kissing the nape of your neck. You tried getting service for a little longer before relenting and texting Bucky to say that currently the reception was bad and for him to try to message you instead if his calls weren’t reaching you. Thankfully your text went through but he didn’t reply, whether or not it was due to your lack of service or his lack of emergency was unknown as you spun around, kissing Loki.
“How about we continue this in the jacuzzi?” He spoke, breaking the kiss.
“I’d like that.” You answered.
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Y/N whenever she sees Loki 😂
Also, apologies for the delayyy, I was ill 😔 I’m back to like 90% okay now though so apologies if the chap is a lil flat 🥳 also guys I reached 2K followers whilst I was dead so thank youuuu all!!!🤣❤️❤️
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madmarchhare · 1 year
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Company: Chapter 2
This is the sci-fi story. I've got work due soon so ill finish that then post a new chapter of Changes a Man hopefully. That or another story idea I have that I quite like.
Anyway, I hope you like it!
Warning, violence and sex and is the longest chapter I've posted for any of my stories so far. Like this is seven or eight thousand wards long. It took me all day.
II
Wick was leant back on his chair, dead to the world as he slept, one arm rested over his stomach, the other hanging down to the floor as he silently breathed out his exhaustion. It was in silent aggression to the flashing alert that shouted up at him from the console demanding his attention. But it was ignored, calling out its desperate wail in futility… Until Cass stormed her way into the cockpit with a thunderous expression on her face, smacking the shut off button with her fist as she went past. She looked down as the resting from of Wich, one of great peace and calm resembling almost the buddha. She grabbed his shoulder and shook him, snapping, “wake up!” next to his ear.
In response, Wick jerked-The hand resting on his stomach diving into his holster and whisking his pistol from it to press the barrel under Cass’s chin, groggily opening his eyes and yawning as Cass looked at him with a bored expression. He turned to look at her, rubbing one eye as he looked at her for a moment before yawning and casually removing the pistol from her chin placing it back into his holster.
“Mornin’,” he replied, stretching slightly his spine clacking as he did so making him sigh in relief. He leaned forward his chair following him as he did and flicked a switch on the panel ceasing the flashing alert.
“How you can sleep through that I will never know,” she replied, sliding herself into her chair as she opened a can of some sugar filled confection, the label shouting it’s name boldly out in a mix of maroon, black, white and orange. “The fact that you have bags under your eyes yet that won’t wake you astounds me,” she added, slurping from the can, before choking on it slightly.
“You’d be surprised what I can sleep through,” Wick replied, deadpan as he reached for the controls, the ship jerking slightly as he took them in hand.
“I don’t think I would be,” she replied matter-o-factly, taking a long swig of her drink now having become used to the taste, “so how far from the station are we?”
“’Bout half an hour, I wanted to stop outside the net. I don’t think this place would be any more accepting of the idea of an AI piloted craft coming towards their station than anyone else.” Cass nodding in agreement, staring at the wall opposite, or more likely a thousand yards beyond it. “Do you know where Alice might be then?” Wick asked, muttering out his question as he stared out the cockpit, darting his eyes between the screens.
“Yeah, I’m pretty sure on where she’ll be, but lets leave that for when we get on the station,” Cass replied, swirling the can in her hand as she did, seemingly lost in thought. A trio of the Lauxes came into the cockpit shortly after that, running about and playing, occasionally coming up to Cass for attention, or watching Wick curiously. They left as they came close to the station, descending back into the ship, out of sight.
The station itself was on older style construction. Likely one built before they attempted to standardise the size and shape of new stations, that, or it was one of the many who built in flagrant disregard to the new regulations. But, the patina of age and wear would suggest the former argument. The main shape of the station was mostly spherelike but formed of layered plates around a trio of coulombs that ran through the whole structure, poking out on both the top and bottom. It sat suspended a within two hundred miles of a large meteorite, or a small planetoid depending on who you asked, covered with a great mess of ‘temporary’ structures and winding railways that led to ship docks. What they were mining was anyone’s guess, might even just be pure rocks to use for paint. The station docks were on the second largest ring on the lower hemisphere of the station, lit up by a pair of orange lights that struck out in the black flickering in uneven patterns as time cut at them. Wick pulled in close, feeling the dead glares of the gun batteries following him slowly as he came forward.
He brought his ship down, wincing as he listened to the creaking landing gear, Cass staring down at her game console again, not paying much mind to him. After he was sure they would hold, he breathed a sight of relief, letting his hands fall off of the controls as he stared up at the ceiling. He got up from his chair, the yellow ruin spinning around from the inertia, Cass placing her game back into one of the draws of her table before she rose.
“What’s the ammunition limit on this station?” Wick asked, walking into the living room, turning to Cass slightly.
“Nothing stronger than .380,” she replied, chucking her empty can into the bin on the wall. Wick gave a slightly put out noise of assent, pulling his pistol from it’s holster and putting it back on the wall, then re-uniting it’s holster on the wall as well. He searched the wall for a while before lifting a Dreyse 1907 from the wall, pulling a few spare magazines from a chest of draws welded to the wall below them.
“Could you get my wallet from my bedroom Cass?” Wick asked, pressing in .32 ACP cartridges into the magazines, the pistol stuffed into his jacket pocket for the moment, the grip poking out the top.
“Sure,” she called back, walking down towards Wick’s room.
“I’ve memorised how much there was in it, so if you take any I’ll count it as a loan,” he added, slipping the magazines into  the inside of his coat, before slotting one in his pistol and moving the weapon into his inside jacket pocket.
“You wound me Wick!” she called back in mock indignation, walking back into the living room and tossing Wick his wallet a worn white leather rectangle that he tucked into the other pocket of his jacket. “Though I appreciate the offer, I have my own money! I don’t need a loan,” she finished proudly, tipping up her chin, a smirk pulled across her face.
“You mean the money you likely left on your ship?” Wick replied, making her stiffen slightly, lowering her head in thought.
“Oh right, yeah…” she muttered out slowly, turning away to look at the door in silence. “Hey Wick?” She began slyly, slowly turning her head to him as he faced away from her.
“Take forty,” Wick replied blankly, tossing the wallet back to her as he began to make his way past her to the air lock.
“Thank you,” she replied in a sing song voice, fishing out a quartet of notes and stuffing them into a pocket on her flak jacket, then handing Wick back his wallet as she met him in the airlock. In there he saw him setting up a tripod mount near the door, giving him a confused expression as he worked. “What are you doing?” she asked, standing to the side of him.
He placed a SxS shotgun into the mount then turned to her with a deadpan expression, “anti-theft device.” She looked down at him for a moment, with a disbelieving expression her mouth hanging open slightly. Wick rose back up, then turned to her and brusquely asking, “ is it doubles or triples on this station?”
                “Doubles, the union manager thinks triples are bad luck. Something to do with Delta.” Cass replied quickly, stretching her arms. Wick nodded, pressing down a spring latch by the door then opening it, forcing it open then kicking down a folded set of stairs. Cass went down first, Wick having to close the door behind them then joined her on the bay floor, pushing the short set of stairs back up with the toe of his boot.
                A clerk came over to them, his boots clacking as he did. He was a thin man, young with a wispy ginger beard, if it could be called that, and cropped hair. He was dressed in a cherry red jumpsuit that was somewhere between filthy and spotless, tending to the latter. He looked at them with a tired face as he approached, throwing his arms high as he marched over to them.
“seventy for days’ docking rights,” he blurted out in an exhausted sort of voice. Wick placed a hundred and forty into his outstretched palm and the man seemed to instantly warm to him, giving a sly smile to him. Both Cass and Wick nodded to him and strode forward.
But, as Wick passed him, he leaned in close to the clerk, “oh, and don’t do any cargo inspections, I’ve already got the defences on.” The clerk nodded with a light chuckle.
“Don’t worry, that’s included. Have a nice stay at St Edmunds!” He replied, jerking from a whisper to a benevolent call as he strode through the rest of the dock, shoving the extra seventy into his inside pocket. Of course letting Wick see the expected palm pistol hidden under his wrist as he did so. They strode through the dock, their steps clunking on the worn steel floor, the sound petering out in the massive space before it could echo, until they approached the back wall of the bay. It was painted in a thin varnish of gunmetal grey with a great emblem in stained white paint, illuminated by dim or flickering floodlights: ‘ST. EDMUND STATION’. The airlock hissed open as they approached, the massive steels doors pulling back into the frame revealing the inside of the station.
On earth, there were places in deserts that, surrounded by desolation and difficulty, sat in beautiful and flagrant juxtaposition of it. An Oasis. That is the only way to describe a station, set against the beautiful yet deadly expanse of the heavens. The walls were lined with apartment buildings, shops and markets, catwalks, lights and wires crisscrossed overhead like spiderwebs doused in oil while pipes tangled over each other like ancient roots underfoot. Carrying what, who knew? People flowed and stagnated around them, their various clothes washing out the crowd into a kaleidoscope of colours.
“Which floor were you and Alice based at then?” Wick asked, turning to Cass slightly as they continued down the street, only half watching where they were going.
“The level above this one, lighter security on that one. Though, really security lights all over really, ‘s why we liked it,” she replied jovially, chuckling slightly. Wick gave a note of agreement and kept walking, aiming for one of the stairs that would take them up to the next floor, following Cass more than anything.
Then Wick bumped into a rather large man, more so in his width than his height, and the latter whirled around at him. “Oi, what the fuck do you think your doing?!” He snapped out in cockney sort of accent, getting slightly perplexed looks from the pair.
“What do you mean?” Wick asked boredly, raising an eyebrow at the man.
“You bumped into me to rob me didn’t you!” he blurted at them, jabbing a fat finger at the pair.
“If we were trying to rob you, you wouldn’t have noticed,” Cass replied matter-o-factly.
“Oh really?” he asked in an angry tone.
“Well, yeah,” Cass replied, suddenly flipping a wallet from her palm and pinching it between two of her fingers as Wick let a knockoff gold watch dangle from his grip. The man stared at them with a surprised expression, then scurried to check himself, noticing both object were missing. Wick and Cass tossed them to him, which he scrambled to catch, having to cradle the items in his arms. “well, see you!” Cass called back as they walked away. He took on a furious expression for a moment until he saw Wick giving him a backhanded wave, his pistol held in the waving hand. He looked out at them  with a  bewildered expression for a moment, until he realised that it wasn’t worth the trouble and continued on his way.
They took the west stairs up to the next floor, the concrete stairs covered in graffiti, a tired janitor mopping up some unknown spill while a teen tagged the wall behind him, getting a judging gaze from him, like one a connoisseur would give if he was given hard tac. It was lit by dim orange lights, occasionally snapping the shaft into darkness when they flickered. It was about seven stories high, punctuated with the odd orange door that led into the service corridors, a mechanic steeping out of one near the top of the stairs and stropping past the pair back down the stairs, his head hidden under a red safety helmet.
The level ahead wasn’t as tall as the one below, lit with dim orange lights from the sides of the roads, assisted by the various lit storefronts, flashing strip club lights and signs and glowing vending machines. People strolled about, but the crowd was much thinner clustered into small pockets around various buildings, or traveling in their cliques.
“Our, well, her apartment is a bit away from here. Follow me, and watch your way here,” she stated, turning to Wick with a serious expression.
“Alright,” he replied, glancing to the side to peer into one of the shops they passed, a butcher shop lit in a sickly grey light. They drew the occasional glance as they advanced forward, mostly from curious vagabonds, ladies of the night and street walkers or the laughing remarks of a clique of teens. The whole place mas a maelstrom of odd scents and sights, from acrid and bitter to sweet and intoxicating wedged into the streets of pre-fab apartments and steel streets. Filled with people quite content to live freely above all other things. Though, whether that was good or not was subject to interpretation and situation. They made it to Alice’s apartment after about half an hour, the station lights dimming out by that time.
It was a five story building, squashed up against a thin building wearing a flickering purple sign reading ‘Tabaco’ under a small window, with an alley way on the opposite side across the street from a bar and an abandoned building. “What’s the plan then?” Wick asked, turning down to Cass.
“Her apartment has a balcony with a ladder that leads down into the alley. You wait down here until you see her enter the building: then you take the ladder up to the balcony. Come in when I give you the signal. And have your pistol ready,” she finished, lifting up one leg then pulling something from a compartment in the heel of her boot and handing it to Wick, “here is the key.”
“Which floor is she on? And what’s the signal?” He asked, taking the key and shoving it in the pocket of his trousers.
“Third floor, and it’s just whenever you think it would make the coolest entrance when I start talking to her,” she replied, flashing an exited smile. Wick nodded, a flicker of a smile appearing on his face before it fell back into it’s usual state. They walked over into the alley by the building, lit only by a half-abandoned vending machine stuck in it next to a broken old bench, the door of the building was a pair of plywood slabs covered in ancient woods stain and a pair of frosted windows in each of them. Well, whether they were frosted or just filthy wasn’t clear.
“How will I know it’s her?” he asked as she walked over to the entrance, glancing into the street as she did.
“You’ll know. No one else lives here after all,” she added cheerily, then ducked into the entrance. Wick nodded then walked back into the alley, upturning an oil drum to sit on. He waited for a while, then felt his eyes start to drift to the vending machine to his side. He got up and walked over to the glowing wreck to leer at its contents. It was mostly empty, filled with various cans of alcohol and liqueurs, the ancient cans of beer, vodka and rum dusty in their slots. The only ones that looked like they had been recently stocked was a trio of rails holding cans of IPA. They were green, fitting called ‘Greene King’ IPA, Indian Pale Ale for those uninitiated. It was 2.50 a can so it seemed good enough. He entered in the code, the associated buttons the most worn on the pad and put in the money the machine plopping out the drink for its part.  
                He walked back over to his barrel and sat back down, pulling open the can which gave an alert hiss in response. It tasted nice, honestly, he would probably try and find a pack of them to take back. That or ask Cass if she had any. Ale for help in revenge seemed like a good trade. He watched the street while he waited, sipping from his can. The bar across from him was this two-storey building, with an odd sort of sign featuring a large can of what looked like frying oil and the name of the place lit up in gold and silver neon: ‘The Crisco Frisco’. There were two bouncers slowly letting the long line filter into the building, occasionally parsing out a few who didn’t make the cut. One was a large bi-pedal wolf-fox-dragon thing? Likely someone who had some surgeries done. They were an odd lot them, most were quite decent but you had a few… outliers… though I suppose that’s true of everybody. It’s just more noticeable when there are less of you over all. The other bouncer was a rather tall woman with a bob cut dyed black and white in stripes, with cauliflower ears and toned arms and legs, dressed in a jean jacket and white pressed trousers. The line was filled with an assortment of people, mostly men, though there were a few women in the line. Some were dressed in hoodies, dresses, jackets… some more private clothes among other things, all shouting proudly and jollily as if they were drunk before they even got in.
He waited for three quarters of an hour, no one going near the building, let along coming inside. He occasionally got a look from one or two passers-by but none did more than that. Then he noticed someone start to come closer to the building. He kept back in the alley, just catching the figure of the woman as she came closer. A tall red-headed woman, the hair left at shoulder length then cut straight, but into small sections and layered with and angled fringe that hung over her brow and one eye, dressed in a red jacket and black trousers and maroon baseball boots. Wick kept himself behind the wall of building, in the alley listening out until he heard her open the door. As she did he downed what was left of his can and then dropped it on the ground, walking over to the winding fire escape and begging to climb up, trying to be as quiet as possible on the creaking ladders. When he got to the door of the balcony, he pulled himself close to the plain doors, pulling out the key and his pistol.
He put his ear to the door, listening in for a conversation. It was silent until he heard the door clack open, someone walking in then throwing a bag to the ground then begin to close the door only for it seem to impact with something and be forced back open.
“Hello Alice,” Cass’s voice said calmly, bleeding through the thin doors.
“Cass,” another voice replied, Alice’s most likely, it was level though with a note of panic, “why are you here?” she asked, seeming to force her voice to be calm.
“I feel the question you want to ask is ‘how’ I am here. You know, after you stole my ship.” Cass replied in a jolly sort of tone, anger dousing it like petrol.
“I didn’t steal it! I just had to come back here for some supplies,” she pleaded, almost matter-o-factly.
“Really, you don’t look like you’ve been buying supplies. Besides, why would you leave me behind in any case?” Cass replied critically, the sound of the door shutting punctuating the sentence. Alice was silent for a moment, then gave an exhausted sort of sigh.
“Fine. Yeah I stole your ship, but what are going to do about it? Come to kill me for leaving you? You’re unarmed! Whereas I…” Alice replied cockily, letting her sentence trial off. Wick put the key in the lock and quietly opened the door as they were both quiet.
“Yeah,” Cass replied in jovial sort of note, “I don’t have anything on me, but-”
“That’s where I come in,” Wick finished, now stood behind Alice with his pistol at his side making the woman turn around surprised, panic setting in slightly on her face. She had ebony coloured skin, with freckles speckling her cheeks a white tattoo resembling the tail of an Egyptian eye coming down from under her eye on the uncovered side of her face. She was wearing a white t-shirt under her jacket with picture of the London eye on it, leaving her stomach exposed, a pistol tucked into a barebones holster just in front of a ruby red belt buckle.
“Good entrance,” Cass stated impressed. Wick nodded, a sile on his lips, if only for a moment. Cass then turned back to Alice, a smirk on her snake-like lips, “Alice, meet Wick and old friend of mine, I think I told you about him before.”
“Yes, you have,” Alice replied begrudgingly giving a frustrated look to Wick, or more precisely his pistol. Cass gave a quick chuckle, smiling like a Cheshire cat at her.
“Now,” pacing in front of Alice as she spoke, “I think you should help me back to my ship, and return anything you took from it.” She stated firmly, though unable to hide her pride, then after a moment added, “and that watch I bought for you.” Spinning on her heel as she did.
“I can’t do that,” Alice replied tiredly.
Cass spun around to face her, “I don’t think you understand the situation. You are at gun point, what you want to do is not really a topic for discussion.”
Alice looked at her irritably, growling under her breath, “I can’t take you to your dam ship because I sold it!” Cass stopped at that turning around to her with a slightly perplexed expression, not having expected the answer.
“Ah, yes. That would make it hard,” she replied, pressing a claw to her chin as she pondered to herself for a moment, “then, how about you give us the money you got for it, and then we’ll be on our way!” She called out proudly, throwing her arms up in celebration before adding, “seems a fair price for leaving me for dead, don’t you think?”
Alice stared at the pair for a moment, an agitated look on her face, flicking her eye between Wick and Cass, and onto the barrel of Wick’s pistol. Then she suddenly flung a hand to her holster as he twisted herself towards Wick charging at him. But before she could get her pistol up Wick fired twice into her chest, one going straight through the centre of the wheel on her shirt, making her fall back gasping.
Both Wick and Cass walked over to her body, still gasping for air, clutching for her pistol until Cass picked it up, looking down at her blankly as her life escaped her lips as she squinted her eyes shut. “Shame, I always told her this would happen if she wasn’t careful,” she said sadly, squatting down to look at her, “you’ll never get blood out of a white shirt.” Looking at her top, slowly being stained with her blood, then reaching down to her wrist and lifting the watch off it.
“Well, red is a good colour on her too,” Wick added, flicking the safety on for his pistol then going over to the fridge in the wall, opening it to find a six pack of ‘Greene King’ IPA. “Ah, here we are,” he called out grandly, pulling out the six pack and setting it on the counter, “can I have these?”
Cass looked up at him, “sure, they were Alice’s. Pass me one though.” He pulled out a pair and tossed one to Cass which she caught.
“To our health,” he called out slyly, then looking down at Alice with his usual frown, “well, not yours I suppose… Thanks for the ale though,” drinking deeply from the can as he stepped over her head.
“You always were a hot head,” Cass mumbled to herself looking down at Alice then placing a hand on her face, “though I suppose that’s why I fancied you… Well, anyway, let’s get to looting! Wick take her jacket, it’s real leather! Same for her belt!” She called, striding over to the bedroom where she knew the safe was. Wick looked at her leave with a questioning expression then looked back down at Alice and shrugged. He pulled off the jacket, pocketing some of the silver and ivory bangles on her wrists then undid her belt and pulled it from the loops, having to lift her up slightly to free it. He looked around the room for something to dump them in then saw a large paper shopping bag and dumped them in there, noticing her hand bag as well, flicking through it to pull out the money and the ID cards snapping each of latter in half then dumping them down the waste disposal. He left the hand bag next to her then plopped himself down on the sofa to drink the rest of his ale.
Cass came back in after a while, her holster back on her hip with her pistol, one Wick hadn’t seen her with before. She was thumbing through the notes and then parsed off a bundle and handed it to Wick. “Here is the forty I owe,” flopping down onto the sofa next to him and opening her can, taking a long draft from it.
“What about for the ride?” Wick asked sarcastically, fluttering the notes under his finger then stuffing them into his wallet.
“That’s what the coat is for,” Cass replied cheekily and Wick gave a small nod a small smile falling on his face
“Is it now? Well, that’s fair enough,” leaning back on the sofa, staring up at the ceiling, “what are you going to do about your ship then?” he asked tiredly, pinching the bridge of his nose.
“If she’s got the money for it, it’s probably already long gone. So, best bet is to but a new ship on a different station.”
“Not here?” Wick asked in a deadpan tone.
“No, no one really sells ships here, and if they do they are either overpriced to shit or just an expensive form of assisted suicide. No, I’ll just try at a different station,” she finished matter of factly, reaching a hand over to a bowl beside the sofa and chucking something form it into her mouth.
“And how will you get to this other station?” Wick asked critically, turning to her with a tired expression. She turned to him with a sly expression, smiling slightly  as she steepled her hands together. Wick glared at her for a moment before sighing.
“Fine,” draining down the last of his ale as Cass chortled to herself slightly, “but buy me some more pack of this stuff,” shaking the empty can as he spoke, “as payment.”
“Fair enough, do you want some more of those mints as well? You know, the Strebor ones?” Cass asked, tossing in another thing from the bowl, seemingly caramelised insects. Wick was silent for a couple of seconds, seemingly mulling it over.
“Yeah, and some tobacco as well, preferably Golden Virginia,” he mumbled, pulling himself up from the sofa and grabbing the bag, “anyway, lets go now. It’s never a good look to be drinking next to a corpse. You lock the front door and we’ll go down the fire escape.”
“Yes’sir!” Cass called out, jumping up from the sofa, pouring what was left in the bowl into her mouth then walking over to the door as Wick went to the other side of the apartment, suddenly hearing her shout and turning his head over to her slightly, “who the hell puts a marble in a snack bowl?” she called out, making Wick roll his eyes. They both went down the fire escape back into the alley, and started their way back. They took a slight detour on Cass’s advice, as she knew a good place to buy the mints and tabaco. Just as they were going through a violet lit alley they heard a voice beside them.
“Hello sir and madam,” a seedy voice piped up making the pair turn to it seeing a shortish Korean man dressed in a white Nehru jacket and pressed white trousers, and a pair of white plimsols. His face was pressed into an unnerving smile his black hair pomaded into a ruffled parting as he hunched down to them slightly with one hand outstretched, the other pressed behind his back. “Would either of you like to come with me for a moment?” he asked, forcing his smile even wider.
“Sorry, not interested,” Wick replied, Cass nodding slightly. The man’s smile loosened slightly as he let out a sigh.
“Ahh, guess I should have been clearer,” pulling his hand out from behind his back revealing a scorpion machine pistol which he pointed directly at the pair, making them stiffen slightly, “that wasn’t a request.” The smile fell from his face, which shifted into a sour expression as if he was looking down at a bowl of maggots. “You two have stepped somewhere you don’t belong: So, now you are going to take me to your ship, and we are blast this whole thing out,” rattling his pistol as he finished, “figuratively, if you behave…” he trailed off, his voice darkening. The pair flicked their eyes down to the pistol in his hand, then briefly down to their own, “don’t try it.” he stated calmly. They both flicked their eyes at the other and turned, now making their way back to Wick’s ship.
They were marched through the street, Wick shoving his hands into his pockets as he went, slouching as he went, Cass walking as confident as usual, though more out of habit that a proper display. A few people turned to look at them as they went, fixing them with curious or humoured looks until they got bored of it, or decided it wasn’t worth the trouble of watching. A station guard walked past them, pulling a prostitute close to him as he walked, his hand on her hip as she gripped his shoulder with a sultry look. He gave a cursory glance at the trio, a bored look on his face even as he looked at the pistol then turned back to his woman, continuing on with their dirty talk.
They went down the stairs to the dock level, the janitor and teen replaced by a pair of, likely, homeless boys fucking in the stair well underneath a graffiti of the illuminati, completely oblivious to the world around them, one dressed in a ratty crotch high jacket, the other in a threadbare woollen jumper and a long skirt hanging around his ankles, the former’s trousers about his thighs. The dock level was dimmed down like Alice’s floor, though just as busy as before, carts filled with rocks whizzing up the street on rails, empty ones coming down it. A few people offered tributary concerned looks at the sights of the short man’s gun, then quickly scurried off to work or to leisure.
“What did we do to fuck you off then?” Cass asked as they walked, coming close to the doors of the docking bay.
“You don’t need to know, and really, your survival depends on how well you can forget…” he replied a sour tone, letting the pair fill in the blanks of his response themselves. When they got to the door for the dock the clerk gave the third man a suspicious look, reaching for his carbine an M4 in an orange camo wrap. But, the man just gave him a hard look, flashing a forced smile, then the clerk slackened slightly, turning back to look out to the street, seemingly chewing on something. They went through the bay, getting the same examining glances from clerks that were promptly abandoned until they got to Wick’s ship.
“You,” gesturing the barrel of his pistol to Wick, “open the airlock.” Wick looked at him with a surprised expression.
“Sure, alright,” seeming to hurry for the door.
Just as he came up to it, the man called out to him again, “actually, you get back over here, I’ll open it,” Wick came away from the door, as the other one walked back up to it. He passed his pistol into his left hand, “I would advise against tricks, they’ll do you more harm than good,” he stated calmly, throwing aside the airlock door.
And just as he did, you could hear the loud boom as two rounds of buckshot slammed into his chest slammed into his chest, throwing him backwards onto the floor of the dock. Cass started down at him with a stunned expression, then turned up to Wick who wore his usual deadpan expression, though with a note of pride clear on his face as he strode over to the airlock and removed the SxS shotgun from the mount, breaking it open and pulling out the spent cartridges, then pulling a new pair from a compartment in the wall and shoving them into the breeches, locking it back up as he strode over to the man.
He was splayed out on the floor, wheezing as he tried to suck in breath just as the wound on his chest did the same. He glowered at Wick, abject fury branded in his expression. “You mother fffucker! You have no idea who you’ve just fucked with! You won’t ever be able to get away from this, from us! We’ll hunt you till you die, and then we’ll follow your rat ass over the river Stix!” he roared out, gasping for air as the blood dried from his face.
“Great, and could your try not to move too much? I’m trying to just get your neck: I had a friend who worked in the morgue before, and ID-ing without a face was always such a pain so I try to make it easy on them,” Wick replied, shouldering the shotgun as he aimed it down at the man’s throat, standing to his side.
The man looked up at Wick with a bewildered expression, shaking his head slightly, “you're insane.”
“And?” Wick stated, firing a shot of 12 gauge buckshot into his neck, practically severing it, making the man’s body give one last jerk then fall still. Wick lowered the shotgun from his shoulder, gripping it loosely in his hands, looking down at the man with his usual bored expression. He turned to Cass who was looking at him with a somewhat surprised expression, but also slightly impressed. “I think it would be a good idea to go now.”
“Oh, yeah,” Cass replied energetically, hopping into the airlock and running deeper into the craft, grabbing the bag Wick had dropped. Wick looked back down at the body, pulling out a scrap of card from a pocket then checking the man’s pockets for a pen, finding a felt tip. He opened it and wrote, in large block capitals ‘sorry’ took forty out from his wallet and placed it all in a pile on his chest, then took his pistol as he walked back over to his ship.
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judeswhore · 3 years
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Can you write sth with the fluff prompt list (number 10 & 12) please!! I love your writing 🥰❤️
numbers 10 & 12 from the fluff prompts list; lazy days and wearing their clothes
also thank u sm i hope u enjoy <3
is that mine? - mason mount
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Mason’s fingers brushed through your hair, the tips lightly massaging your scalp as you leant your head against his chest. You’d wrapped your arms around his waist, your body tucked against the side of his from your place on his L shaped sofa. Your leg was tucked between his, blanket thrown over your bodies.
Love Actually was playing on the TV, Mason had complained that it was still far too early for Christmas songs but you’d won him over with kisses and the promise that he could pick you next movie. Even though it was still mid afternoon Mason’s house was pretty dim lit thanks to the large black out curtains he owns. It was very rare you got to spend full days together so when you did get those opportunities it was spent doing absolutely nothing, snuggled up on the sofa.
“Who’s your favourite couple?” Mason asked voice vibrating through the top of your head where he’d leant down. You traced your finger over the faded colour of his shirt, humming softly.
“David and Natalie. I like that he went to her house and her families school play.” You tilted your head slightly so you could meet his eyes, fingers tracing the curve of his jaw. “Don’t tell me yours is like Harry and Karen.” Mason shook his head with a smile.
“Harry was a prick for trying to get with his assistant or whatever she was. I like the two porn stars.” You rolled your eyes at this, sitting yourself up next to him.
“Of course you do.”
“What? I think it’s romantic how they fell in love on set.” You flicked him right between the eyebrows.
“The others were so much more romantic. What about Mark confessing his love for Juliet while pretending to be a singer.” Mason shuffled himself into a sitting position too and pulled you into his lap, hands settling on your thighs.
“I’d do that for you y’know.” He started pressing kisses along your jaw, you fingers pressing against the back of his head.
“Confess your love with cards at my front door?”
“Serenade you. John Hughes style.” He pushed his hands under the jumper you had on, settling them snugly on your rib cage. His mouth ran across your chin until he could press a teasing kiss against your bottom lip.
“I want you with a boom box on a lawn mower outside my house.” You told him, cupping his jaw so you could run your thumbs over his stubble. “I want you to scream from a mountain that you’re in love with me even though no one can hear you.”
“I haven’t got a lawn mower, can I use Summer’s electric car.”
“Nope, do it right or don’t do it at all. Best get out and buy a lawn mower.” Mason just shook his head, laugh muffled when you kiss him, your grip on his jaw tilting his head back. He ran his hands over your side and up for back, head leaning back so he could gaze up at you.
“Is this mine?” He tugged at the material of your jumper, faded black Nike and obviously from Mason’s collection.
“Stole it the last time you were away. You can have it back after tonight though, it doesn’t smell like you anymore.” Mason’s eyes darted back to yours, eyebrows raising.
“Y’know, you could just buy the same aftershave I have and spray it on your clothes if you wanna smell like me so bad.” You shook your head, starting to climb off his lap.
“First of all, you probably pay like £300 for your aftershave because you’re an idiot, so, no. Plus it’s not the same. It still wouldn’t smell properly like you.” You stretched your arms over your head, giggling when Mason tried to jab his foot into your side.
“Where are you going?” He continued to poke at you with his toes and so you took the pillow from the end of the sofa and whacked his leg with it.
“To make hot chocolate. And get food, I’m hungry.” You threw the pillow at Mason’s head but he dodged it, sitting up so he could grab at you instead. He tried to pull you back on to the sofa, lips turned down in a pout.
“Come back.” He whined, fingers clasped around you wrist. “Make it later.”
“No, I want it now, get off.” You managed to yank your hand free but then Mason was on his feet, arms going around your waist so he could throw you over his shoulder. Your laugh of surprise was like music to his ears as he jolted you towards the kitchen, arm help across your thighs to keep you in place.
“You’re so annoying.”
“I’m helping you out here. Ow! Stop nipping my arse!”
“But it’s just right in front of my face! I can’t not pinch it.” You argued, trying to fight your way up. Mason let you struggle so you were finally upright, legs now wrapped around his waist. “The blood has rushed to my head.”
“Hmm, you look like a pretty little tomato.” You yanked playfully on his hair at this, revelling in his hiss of pain. “Mean. Sit here.” Mason set you down on the kitchen counter, fingers rubbing at his head.
“Are you making me my hot chocolate?”
“Yes, obviously. You want popcorn?”
“What sort of question is that?”
“Right of course, film days aren’t film days without popcorn.” Mason started preparing your drinks while your distracted him every time he passed you by grabbing on to his hand and pulling him in for a kiss.
You’d been in the middle of kissing him, legs around his waist again to stop him from moving away, when you’d grinned against his mouth. “Wanna let me ruin you in Scrabble?”
Mason grumbled against your lips before throwing his head back and groaning even louder.
“I hate Scrabble.” You rubbed at his jaw with your thumb, finger pressing against his chin.
“You just hate it because you always lose.”
“That’s a valid point.” You tilted his head back down to yours, lips against his as you spoke again.
“Okay well, why don’t we make it more interesting.” Mason’s hands pressed into the counter top by your thighs, effectively caging you between them.
“How?”
“Any time one of us gets a particularly good word the other has to take an item of clothing off.” You grinned up at him, thumb swiping against his bottom lip, playfully tugging it down.
“Okay, sweetheart, got yourself a deal.”
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Never Have I Ever - Harry Styles (part 8)
a/n: oh my! we have finally reached the end of this story and I never thought it would turn out to be this long but im happy it did! thank you for reading and loving it, and now, enjoy the last part!
pairing: Harry x actress!reader
word count: 4k
warning: just pure fluff
SERIES MASTERPOST
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“Girl, even if you don’t win, you’ll surely take the title of the hottest woman on the red carpet tonight.”
Florence’s words make you chuckle, but you try not to move your lips too much as the makeup artist finishes up the last touches on them, using a nude shade.
“Stop, my head is big enough already,” you tell her, giving her a look through the mirror. She is standing a few feet behind you, already wearing her beautiful, golden Versace gown that hugs her perfectly. Her hair is up in a neat bun so her back can be on full display and the diamonds in her ears can also shine brightly. She looks amazing while she is the opposite of what you’ll look like tonight.
Rhonda, the makeup artist has an amazing notion about your look when you showed her the gown you’d be wearing tonight and since the dress is not the sparkly kind, like Florence’s, she went a little heavier with the glitter on your eyes, using mostly whitish-silver colors, creating rosy cheeks and topping it with nude, glossy lips. Your hair is in loose curls with a bunch of extension, creating the illusion that you might as well be Rapunzel herself tonight. But you are the most excited about the gown that’s already waiting for you to be finally put on.
“What time is it?” you ask Florence as you don’t have your phone on you, but she has hers in her hands already.
“We still have half an hour before we have to leave. Dude, I can’t believe you are an Oscar nominee and might turn into a winner tonight!” she sighs, eyes shining bright with excitement. She hasn’t come off of this high for days, so over the Moon that you get to walk the red carpet tonight as a nominee.
“Don’t jinx it, Flo,” you warn her.
There’s a knock on the door of the hotel suit you’ve occupied for the glamming and Florence is quick to rush to it answering, but you both know who it is. As she throws the door open Harry comes to your sight, looking  as handsome as ever, wearing his custom made Gucci suit with a pink dress shirt underneath that matches your gown perfectly.
“Florence, you look wonderful!” his british accent fills the room, making you smile. Rhonda sets your makeup with some spray and you’re finally done. Standing up you move your legs around a bit as they went a little numb from all the sitting.
“Thank you! Pink suits you well, Harry,” your friend compliments your man and you watch them smiling.
When Harry’s eyes set on you, the light up, his smile widening from ear to ear. He looks spotless, freshly shaved, his hair recently cut and combed into place for a change. Not that you don’t like it when it’s all tousled and messy, especially when it’s because of your fingers.
“Angel, wow!” he breathes out as he walks up to you, taking your hands in his. You know he wants to kiss you, but doesn’t want to risk messing your lips up, so he is left with admiring you with only his eyes.
“Just wait until you see her in the dress!” Florence chimes in making you chuckle. You kept your dress a secret, wanting to surprise him with the first look. You gave out only the most necessary details for Lambert so the two of you could match.
“You’d be great like this too,” he teases, taking a look at your fluffy robe.
“I’m not going to the Oscars in a robe,” you tell him with a narrow-eyed look.
“I know, I’m just saying that you’d still be stunning,” he mumbles with a boyish smirk.
“Y/N? Time to choose a necklace!” Your stylist, Rupert appears from the room where your gown is hanging. He has a few jewelry boxes in his hands and he sets them all to the coffee table, opening up you are met with four breathtakingly beautiful diamond necklaces, each of them different yet so magical looking, you can’t decide which one you like the most.
“Harry, which one do you like the most?” you ask, kneeling down next to the table, mesmerized by the jewelries in front of you. Harry leans down and inspects them one by one before poking on the last one in the row. It has three rows of diamonds, not too big, the stones in the last row are shaped like water droplets, it’s such an elegant looking piece, it surely caught your eyes as well and you think it would be perfect with the dress.
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“This one,” he tells you and you nod, shutting the other boxes, satisfied with the choice.
“Alright, time to get you into the gown, girl,” Rupert winks, gesturing at you to follow him into the room.
“I’ll be right back,” you tell Harry, risking a quick peck on his lips before you disappear in your temporary dressing room.
You fell in love with the gown on the first fitting when Rupert pulled it out, still in the finishing phase. It still has pins in it, but it already took your breath away. It has a massive A-line skirt and a tight upper part that hugs your body perfectly, a row of buttons running down the middle of it. The sleeves are puffy, but then end in a tight run from a little above your wrists, the same set of buttons appearing like on your chest. It’s giving out some Victorian style vibes in a more sophisticated and simpler way, but it’s by far your favorite dress you’ve ever worn to any event.
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It surely needs the extra pair of hands from Rupert to put it on, but once you are secured in it, you feel like a princess straight out of a fairytale and surely, your prince is standing on the other side of the double doors.
“Alright! Everyone get ready for the big reveal!” Rupert announces, sneaking out the room so he can open the door for you. He waits a few moments as you hear everyone shuffle around outside, probably lining up to see you walk out in your finished state. “Okay, three! Two! One! Welcome our Oscar nominee!” he cheers, a round of applause is heard before you even appear, but it’s quickly replaced with gasps when Rupert pulls the doors open and they get the first glimpse of you in your gown.
“Holy fuck!” Florence gasps, mouth hanging open as she keeps raking your form up and down. Your eyes find Harry’s gaze and you see him in a state you haven’t often found him in the past almost two years you’ve been dating. He is completely speechless, eyes glued to you in awe as if he just saw an angel in real life.
“Y/N, I—wow,” he breathes out, still at a loss of words.
“You like it?” you ask with a shy smile.
“I fucking love it, baby. You look… You really are an angel,” he tells you, making you chuckle at his words.
“Would you please help me put on the necklace?” you ask him and he nods eagerly, carefully taking the jewelry out of its box and walking behind you, he brings it around your neck, his fingers delicately working on the clasp. Once it’s all set, you step to the floor to ceiling mirror, taking in the final look.
“There won’t be a straight woman left on Earth once you step on the red carpet,” Florence bluntly comments, making everyone in the room laugh.
“Let’s take some photos, I need to immortalize this masterpiece,” Rupert gestures around, already grabbing his camera.
The next ten minutes you take hundreds of photos, alone, with Florence and then with Harry. He still seems a little stunned by your look, feeling shy when he circles his arm around your waist, but it’s cute that you can still have such an effect on him after being together for almost two years.
Florence snaps some with your phone as well, your favorite is when he held your waist and leant you back, making you arch backwards as your noses touched since he couldn’t kiss you. You already know it’ll end up as your lockscreen, replacing the selfie the two of you took on your latest trip to Hawaii.
When it’s time to leave you grab your little purse with your phone and other necessities and the three of you pile up in a minivan, since your dress needs all the space so it doesn’t get wrinkled before you step out to the red carpet.
As you sit in the car and watch the buildings pass by, your nerves start to rise in you. When the nominations came out a month ago it seemed so far, you couldn’t imagine yourself actually attending the Academy Awards, but now here you are, on your way to find out if you’ve been good enough to be the best.
Your role in Sinful Heaven has brought a lot to your life aside from the nomination. The three months of filming was one of the hardest times in your life you’ve ever worked through and at some points, you didn’t even think you’d get through it. Working so closely with Levi took a toll on you while you were trying to prove in such a heavy and serious role. It was a mess especially at the beginning when you and Harry were still in this weird phase, but that eventually turned right when he literally punched Levi in the face and ten minutes later asked you to be his girlfriend. It’s a badass way to start a relationship and you wouldn’t trade it for anything, especially because it put Levi into place or at least scared him enough to get off your back for the rest of the filming.
When Harry left following that visit, you couldn’t see each other until filming wrapped and you flew straight to him and travelled with him for the next two weeks, hopping from one city to the other, watching him perform every other night and spending all your time with him.
When the movie premiered eight months later, you didn’t appear with Harry by your side, Maya was your date for the evening, but by that time everyone knew you and Harry are an official couple. Neither of you felt like hiding it or caring about what others would think and you were able to focus on each other and rely on the strong foundation you’ve built for your relationship.
He was there with you when the nominations came out and probably screamed louder when your name appeared in the list. With tearing eyes and choked out sobs you jumped into his arms as he mumbled into your ear.
“I’m so proud of you, Angel. So, so proud!”
And now you are on your way to the show, only hours away from finding out if your dreams will come true tonight. Harry squeezes your hand and you turn to face him, his soft eyes meeting yours.
“Nervous?” he asks with a small smile.
“Very,” you admit with an airy chuckle.
“Whatever happens tonight, I’m very proud of you. Don’t forget that.”
“Thank you,” you whisper, giving his hand a squeeze back.
Since it’s the first time you and Harry appear on the red carpet as a couple, once you set your feet out of the car, everyone goes nuts. He helps you out and even fixes your dress so it falls just perfectly around your frame before he offers his arm. You link your through it, taking a deep breath as the two of you start walking down the carpet, posing for the photographers.
You feel powerful and strong, like it’s the peak of your career, but you also feel that it wouldn’t be the same without Harry by your side even though he is making sure to let you shine tonight. At one point he even steps back for a moment so photographers can snap you alone and you think it’s such a caring move from him.
You feel a little dizzy from all the flashlights by the time you walk into the theater, Harry holding your hand tightly as he leads you to your seats.
You’ve been to plenty award shows and it’s not even your first Academy Awards appearance either, but for obvious reasons, it’s the most important. Sitting in your plush chair, you can barely stop yourself from continuously fidgeting as one category follows the other and it’s still not yours.
Then following a jaw-dropping performance from Dua Lipa, Chris Evans walks out with a golden statue and an envelope in his hands and your heart skips a beat, but not because of the man himself, but because you know he is the presenter of the Best Actress category.
Your hold on Harry’s hand on your lap tightens and you glue your eyes to the big screens behind Chris as he smiles around.
“Good evening. It’s a pleasure to be here and to present the award for Best Actress. The theater tonight is filled with exceptional talents, but let’s see the nominees,” he speaks into the microphone and then he starts listing the names.
Emma Stone, Anne Hathaway, Margot Robbie and Rooney Mara are called and a camera fixates on each of them when Chris says their names, all smiling brightly and waving around before your name is called at the end. Taking a deep breath you plaster your most wonderful smile across your face, waving around like the other nominees did before the big screen splits, showing the five of you simultaneously.
“We’ve seen some spectacular performances from these ladies and now let’s see who proved herself to be the best this year.”
Chris flips the envelope open and pulls the little paper out that has the winner’s name written on it and for a moment you’re convinced you’ll pass out. You’ve never felt this anxious before and you’re gripping Harry’s hand so tightly you’re surprised he hasn’t pulled it back, but he is patiently putting up with your nerves, his eyes glued to the man on the stage as well.
“And the Academy Award for Best Actress goes to…” Chris starts with a charming smile, holding a short pause before he finally says the name. “Y/N Y/L/N for her role as Marie Davidson in Sinful Heaven!”
Your mouth hangs open, ears ringing as you process that your name was called. Everyone around you jumps up, including Harry, who is screaming just like when the nominations came out, while you are completely blank. It takes you a couple of moments to realize that you in fact just won your first Oscar and everyone is waiting for you to go and get your little statue.
“Baby! Baby you won!” Harry cheers as he helps you up from your seat and you throw yourself into his arms as reality sets in. “I fucking love you, Angel. Go and get your Oscar!” he laughs, pride all over his face as he urges you to walk up to the stage.
“Walk me up, please!” you stammer, not trusting yourself with walking in this fragile state. He offers his hand without a second thought, walking you to the stage where Chris is politely waiting for you to help you up on the stairs.
“Thank you,” you breathe out once you’re finally up on the stage, every set of eyes on you as Chris hands you the little statue.
“Congratulations,” he smiles as the two of you exchange two kisses on the cheeks before he steps aside and lets you give a speech.
You thought about writing a few words beforehand, but you figured if you end up being the winner you’d forget the whole thing, so there would be no use and that’s the case. Your mind is still blank as you look down at the award in your hands, the crowd still cheering on you, giving you a few extra moments to figure out what to say.
“I uhh—I don’t even know what to say, this feels like a dream,” you admit talking into the microphone, the clapping dying down so that everyone can hear your words. “I want to thank to everyone who worked on Sinful Heaven, because I wouldn’t be here without them. To my wonderful director and amazing costars, it’s been such a wonderful journey with you all. Thank you to my friends and family who were there with me from the very start, believing in me when I was losing faith in myself, thank you for never giving up on me. To my parents who I assume are now crying in front of the TV,” you add chuckling softly, imagining your mom and dad in tears as they listen to your words. “This is a wonderful sign to me that I am where I need to be and that I’m on the right path, so thank you for giving me even more motivation to keep me going on my way.”
Your eyes roam around all the guests until they fall on one proud man staring at you in his Gucci suit and pink dress shirt, his green eyes looking glossy as he listens to your words.
“And last but not least, thank you to one special person, because I’m convinced I wouldn’t be here tonight without him. I have one thing to tell you.” Forgetting about everyone in the theater you hold up the Oscar in your hand as you finish your speech: “Never have I ever loved someone like I love you.”
The crowd starts cheering again as you step away from the microphone and Chris is quick to jog up to you and help you down the stairs, Harry rushing back to take your hand once Chris lets go of it.
You catch him wipe a tear off his cheek as the two of you walk back to your seats hand in hand. Once you are settled, you take a deep breath and turn to Harry who is already looking at you, the same proud smile you saw from the stage still on his handsome face.
“I have never,” he tells you as his answer to the last line of your speech and you chuckle as your free hand finds the back of his neck, pulling him close. The lipstick on your lips long forgotten as you finally kiss him for the first time tonight.
“I have never either,” you whisper against his lips before kissing him again and again.
***
  Smiling around you wait for the audience to quiet down as you make yourself comfortable in the familiar armchair. It’s such a nostalgic feeling to sit here again.
“Y/N, it’s so nice to have you here again,” Ellen greets you once the clapping has stopped.
“Thank you for inviting me.”
“Of course. A lot has happened since the last time you were here, you won an Oscar just a few weeks ago, congratulations!”
The cheering starts again as a picture of you appears on the screen behind you, wearing your iconic pink gown, holding your Oscar in your hands.
“Thank you,” you shyly smile, still not entirely in peace with the fact that you are now an Oscar winning actress.
“Such a major thing, congrats.”
“Thank you, it is a huge thing, yes.”
“Do you already have a spot for the award? Does it have a designated place?”
“Well, for now it is in my study along with some more mementos, but I’m planning to have a little stand made in the living room,” you share your plans.
“Surely, I would want to show it off if I had an Oscar,” Ellen chuckles. “You have such a busy time behind you, have you been up to something new lately?”
“We finished filming the third season of The Umbrella Academy, so now I’m having a little break before I jump into anything new.”
“Sounds nice, you deserve all the relaxing. Anything planned while you’re on a break? A new book to read, or maybe a concert to go to?” she asks and you already know where this is heading.
“You know you can just ask if I’m planning to attend a Harry Styles concert,” you bluntly tell her, making the audience and Ellen laugh.
“Well, I was just asking around about your plans, but I’m happy you plan to visit Harry’s concert! It’s also good to know that the situation has changed since the last time you were here, you definitely have been to one of his concerts since then.”
“I have been, yes,” you admit smirking.
“And I assume the two of you are now very close, am I right?” she asks and suddenly a paparazzi photo of the two of you appears where you’re walking down the street hand in hand just a couple of weeks ago.
“You could say that,” you nod, biting into your bottom lip.
“Amazing, because he is going to join us now. Everyone, please welcome Harry Styles!” Ellen announces and turning around you spot Harry walking out from backstage, the audience screaming for him. He shyly waves around walking up to the center, greeting Ellen with a kiss on the cheek before he turns to you, pecking your lips shortly as he sits down next to you.
“Harry, so good to see you again,” Ellen smiles at him.
“Good t’ see you as well,” he nods.
“So, the last time you two were sitting here, you—it was the first time you ever met, right?”
“Right,” you nod with Harry.
“And now you are…” she gestures at the two of you, not finishing the sentence, but everyone knows what she meant by that.
“And now we are… not strangers anymore,” Harry says chuckling, making everyone in the studio laugh.
“Certainly,” Ellen nods. “Alright, I thought that we could play another game, just to bring back some nice memories,” she explains, reaching behind her armchair, grabbing the familiar board from her, flipping it in your hands with a nostalgic smile.
“Can we keep it PG rated though?” Harry asks, examining his board before looking up at Ellen.
“No,” she simply answers, reaching for her cards as the audience starts laughing. “Okay, you know how to play it, no need for explanation. Here is the first one: Never have I ever used my fame to get in somewhere.”
Ellen is quick to show the I HAVE side of her board and you slowly do the same while Harry thinks to himself.
“Oh come on, you surely have,” you elbow him playfully as he smirks in your way, holding up the same side as you and Ellen.
“We all have, it’s not a shame,” Ellen shrugs. “Next one. Never have I ever forgotten the name of someone right after they introduced themselves.”
Ellen holds up the I HAVE side and you do the same again while this time Harry flips it over to I HAVE NEVER confidently.
“Really?” Ellen asks him, surprised at his answer.
“I’m good with names,” he simply shrugs.
“That’s a good trait. Alright, let’s move on. Never have I ever punched someone in the face.”
It’s a sneaky and very shady statement. Just a few days after the incident with Levi, word got out that he was punched, a few blurry pictures floating around the internet of his bruise, then fans figured out it had to happen around the time Harry visited set and people were quick to put the picture together and assume that Harry was the one who hit Levi, but it was never confirmed.
Glancing at your boyfriend you are fighting your smile back, holding up the I HAVE NEVER side as he is looking back at you slyly, continuously flipping his board before it finally lands on I HAVE, the audience immediately rumbling at the partial confirmation and seemingly Ellen is also amazed by Harry’s honesty.
“Alright, interesting. Love that for you, Harry,” he comments making everyone laugh as you reach over and give Harry’s hand a squeeze. “Last one,” Ellen announces, reading the last statement from her cards. “Never have I ever fallen in love with someone I played never have I ever with.”
Ellen quickly shows her I HAVE NEVER side as you suck your lips into your mouth, glancing at Harry again. You share a look before you both slowly raise your boards, both reading the same sign on them: I HAVE.
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The Night Shift Part 6 (F!Reader x Frankie Morales)
Summary: It's Saturday, your dickhead boyfriend is out of town, an old friend is in town, and it's time to get drunk!
Warnings: Drinking, mention of drug use, crippling self doubt
W/C: 4.3k
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Part 1 Part 7
Somehow, the week went exceptionally well. You bugged Frankie each day for the photo he promised you, and each time he grinned and told you that good things came to those who waited. On Wednesday you received a call from the vet telling you the kitten was going to be fine, and she would be put up for adoption when she was old enough. You were initially crushed that the kitten wasn’t going to be yours, but told yourself it was good she was bound to go to a good to a family. You couldn’t give the kind of life a cat deserved.
But most of all, you were almost unreasonably excited for the weekend. You bounced with excitement every time you thought about it - hell, even things with Kurt seemed to be going better. He had planned a hunting trip up north with a few of his friends, and would be gone from Thursday til Monday. He had brought you a bunch of flowers when he ‘broke the news’, not your favourite kind but it was the thought that counted. An entire four days to yourself was more than enough incentive for you to almost force him out the door on Thursday afternoon. With a kiss and a packed lunch and a promise to call, he was gone and the apartment was blessedly empty.
Even better, your best friend Sara was in town.
Fifteen minutes after you watched Kurt’s car pull out of the apartments parking lot, watching the window carefully to make sure he didn’t come back, you called her.
“Can we do something on Saturday? Get drunk, do bad things, anything?” You said by way of greeting.
“Oh hell fucking yes, I’ve been waiting for you to be fun again!” Sara said. You knew that was a not so subtle jab at how much you had changed since Kurt entered your life. You ignored it, like you usually did.
“Saturday sound good to you? I work Friday night and I can’t take it off.” More like you didn’t want to take it off.
“Saturday sounds fantastic. There’s a big fight night happening, and I wanna watch some hot sweaty guys pummel each other.” Sara said. “We can get drunk at the same time. Also I can get some molly if you want.”
“I’ll think about it,” you said, not entirely opposed to the idea of spending the night high as shit. Especially if Kurt wasn’t going to be there to yell at you for it.
“Let me know, sooner rather than later so I can sort it out with my guy,” Sara said. “Anyway babe, I’ve gotta jet, I’ve only got five minutes left on my break and I haven’t eaten yet, love ya!”
“Love you too,” you said, meaning it with your whole heart. Out of all the friends you once had, Sara was the only one who had stuck around after you started dating Kurt. At first, you had choked it up to jealousy, convincing yourself all your other friends were envious of your perfect relationship with a perfect guy. Now looking back, you could see what really happened: you had ditched them. Completely and utterly. Kurt had taken up all of your time, convincing you to stay in when you had plans to go out, telling you that the girls you would have trusted your life with only barely put up with you and it was just so obvious to anyone with an outsider's perspective that they didn’t really like you. You were grateful for Sara, more than words could say.
~*~
Saturday came quickly, and before you knew it, Sara was slamming her fist on your door, a bag stuffed with alcohol slung over her shoulder.
“Bitch!” she screamed in greeting when you finally opened the door, still wrapped in your towel from your shower. She was already dressed, in a tight gold 70s style jumpsuit that made her dark brown skin look like it was glowing from the inside out.
“How do you manage to look so good all the time?” You said, stepping aside to let her in.
“Witchcraft,” Sara said, pulling a bottle of prosecco out of her bag and popping it open. “And like, this whole thing took me all day. Why aren’t you ready yet?”
“I’ve been sleeping all day,” you said, plucking the bottle out of Sara’s hand and taking a swig. It was cold and crisp and filled your partly empty stomach. You continued to take small sips as you got ready, occasionally asking Sara for her girly wisdom on what to wear. She picked out your outfit as you applied makeup. It felt almost foreign, using something other than a mascara and brow pencil. The use of colour and shimmers almost felt like breaking some unwritten rule you had created for yourself since dating Kurt.
“What happened to all your fun clothes?” Sara whined, going through your wardrobe. You shrugged, carefully applying bronzer. Honestly, you weren’t sure. Sometimes things just went missing - you didn’t really question it anymore.
“I’m a miracle worker.” Sara declared after almost fifteen minutes of searching. You looked up at her, then at the small bundle of clothing in her arms. She grinned and flung the pile at you. You held up a black pleather skirt that you hadn’t worn in almost a year, and a black body suit that dipped low in the chest.
“Christ,” you muttered.
“What’s wrong with it,” Sara sounded exasperated, like she had been expecting this from you.
“It’s just-” you hesitated. “I’m not going out to get dick, you know? What’s wrong with a pair of jeans?”
Sara rolled her eyes. “What’s wrong with a pair of jeans? I’ll tell you what: everything. You don’t have to have dick as the aim of the night to look cute. You can look cute for yourself. You know just as well as I do that skirt makes your legs and ass look amazing, especially when paired with the shoes I’ve brought for you. Plus, if someone out tonight decides you look cute enough to buy you drinks, then even better! Because free drinks! You don’t have to fuck them as a thank you, you can just turn around and walk away. So, get dressed and stop complaining.”
You considered Sara’s words for a moment. She was right. After you changed, you admired yourself in the mirror. Your ass really did look amazing, and the strappy black heels that Sara had loaned you accentuated your calves magnificently. Sara stood next to you, arm linked through yours, almost a foot taller in her platforms and with her afro teased to the high heavens.
“God, we’re sexy,” she murmured, taking another swig out of the bottle. “You’re absolutely wasted on Kurt.”
You didn’t bother with your usual retorts to that kind of comment. She’s wrong, you’re lucky to have someone to love you like that at all, no one else would want to if they got to know you, you told yourself. It’s what he had told you over and over again, the words searing themselves inside your brain to repeat each time you began to truly doubt with him.
You finished off the prosecco while you waited for the Uber to arrive, enjoying the warm buzz it left you with. Sara whipped out her phone and began to take photos of the two of you. At first, you shied away from the camera, the words Kurt had said once in a throwaway comment, surely not designed to hurt but did anyway, rang in your ears. You don’t look very good in photos, why do you take so many? After that, you would spend hours staring at old photos of yourself, the flaws that were invisible now glaringly obvious.
Tonight though . . . Tonight you felt pretty. You posed for the camera, following Sara’s instructions as best you could. You took photos of each other throughout the entire ride to the venue where the fight night was taking place.
It looked a little shabby on the outside, overgrown hedges snaked up the walls, covering the windows. A smoking area was off to the side, crowded with people. The inside was even more crowded, with bodies pushing up against the horseshoe shaped bar and surrounding the ring. Two women were in the ring, both bloodied and swinging.
“God there is just something so arousing about hot people consensually beating each other up,” Sara said, unable to tear her eyes away from the ring.
“Babe, you’re drooling,” you joked, stepping in line for the bar.
“I can’t help it, I have an overactive salivary gland,” Sara sighed, tearing her eyes away. “At least my dentist says so.” You grinned at her and ordered three vodka sodas each. It was a tradition with the two of you that you would always order three drinks at a time. Less back and forth, you had reasoned. Although, usually as the night progressed, three drinks were downed in the same amount of time it took to drink one, so it really cancelled itself out in the end.
As tradition warranted, you and Sara cheersed and swallowed your first drink in one breath.
Several more fights occurred, the divisions eventually changing from women’s to men’s. Neither you nor Sara paid much attention to the first few fights: “amateur hour” Sara had said to you “I’m waiting for the good stuff.”
The good stuff, it turned out, started almost an hour and 5 drinks after you arrived.
“Next fight, King V Miller!” The announcer shouted into the microphone to the cheer of the crowd. Sara’s head shot up as if she could sense the sudden change, and she grabbed your hand, tugging you closer to the ring.
“Oh, my god look at him,” Sara said, gesturing to the ring. You knew instantly which one she was talking about. He was tall, with shaggy blonde hair and lean muscle corded over his body.
“He’s pretty spry,” you said, and instantly cringed. Spry? Really?
“I wanna fuck him tonight,” Sara said. Then her voice took on a determined edge. “I am going to fuck him tonight.” Manifestation, Sara called it. If you told the universe what you wanted, the universe would deliver.
Apparently.
“I am going to get more drinks,” you told her. She nodded, not tearing her eyes away from the fighter. You went to the considerably less crowded bar- it seemed like everyone was now watching the fights- and leant against its sticky surface.
You shouted your order over the noise of the crowd, and scanned the bar as you waited. Most faces were familiar in the way that you knew when you had seen someone before, but you didn’t know when or where. That was, until you landed on one dazzlingly familiar face, standing almost right next to you.
“Frankie?”
~*~
Frankie startled at the sound of his name. He looked around, expecting to see one of the boys or maybe an old work friend from the mechanics. The last person he expected was you. But there you stood, looking so good that he was momentarily lost for words.
“Frankie!” You said again, with a huge grin on your face this time.
“Hey!” He grinned back, “what’s a girl like you doing in a dump like this?” His tone held a flirty edge, one he wouldn’t dare have used if he hadn’t already had several bourbon and colas.
“Oh you know, I plan on accosting the winner tonight of all their prize money and taking off into the night, never to be heard from again,” you accepted three drinks from the bartender as you spoke. “What about you?”
“My friend Benny is fighting tonight. He’s actually up right now, the blonde one.”
Your jaw dropped. “No way! My friend wants to fuck your friend.” You pointed your chin towards a tall black woman, dressed like she had wandered out of Studio 54. “Is he single? Can we play wingpeople?”
“He is, we can.” Frankie nodded confidently. Maybe it was the alcohol controlling his brain, but any excuse to spend time with you seemed like a good excuse. “How should we do this?”
“Does your friend Billy-”
“Benny.”
“Benny stick around after the fights?”
“Yeah, he gets free drinks,” Frankie said. You nodded approvingly, taking a sip of one of your own drinks. Frankie watched amazed as you somehow held the two others in one hand, your fingers curling around the hard plastic cups.
“How do you do that?” He asked.
“Do what?”
“Hold your stuff like that,” he gestured to your fingers. You looked down, confused.
“Whatta’ya mean?”
“With your fingers.”
“Oh! Um, I dunno, I just do.” You shrugged and placed the now empty up on a random table, and started on the next drink. It occurred to Frankie that you were well on your way to being very, very drunk.
The crowd cheered loudly as Benny knocked out the other guy with a bloody grin. Frankie whistled his support and Benny caught his eye, saluting tiredly. Santi also caught his attention, and even across the room Frankie could see the wicked grin form on his face. Frankie looked away quickly, not willing to give the bastard any ideas.
“Where’s your boyfriend?” Frankie asked, trying to keep his voice casual.
“Some stupid place doing some stupid hunting,” you said with a roll of your eyes. “Fuck him anyway he never lets me do anything fun.”
“What do you mean ‘lets you’?” Frankie said, his brow furrowing.
“I mean, he’s a controlling dickhead!” You said, then slapped a hand over your mouth. “Don’t tell him I just said that! Please!”
“I won’t, I promise,” Frankie said.
“Just forget I said anything,” your voice had taken on an almost desperate edge.
“It’s forgotten,” Frankie lied. He didn’t know how, but he was going to bring it up later. The idea of your boyfriend ‘not letting’ you do something had taken root in his brain, and somehow it made him furious. He took a deep breath, counting slowly to calm himself down.
“Who’s that guy who keeps making faces at you?” You asked, gesturing across the bar. Frankie sighed.
“Santi.” Frankie rolled his eyes at his old friend and waved him over. His curly hair friend bounded over, flashing you with a brilliant white smile.
“Well, hello there,” he said, winking at you. “Santiago Garcia, but you can call me whatever you like.”
You smiled sheepishly and gave him your name, “I work with Frankie.” Santiago’s grin widened at this piece of information, and Frankie groaned internally.
“You’re the girl Frankie told me about.”
“Chatting shit, I’m sure,” you laughed, but Frankie didn’t miss the questioning glance you sent his way when you spoke.
“Santiago was the one who took that photo I told you about,” Frankie said quickly, not wanting you to get the wrong idea. You nodded and leant over towards Santi.
“He keeps promising to show me but he’s yet to deliver,” you said, winking at Frankie. His stomach jumped, breath caught in his throat. He knew you were joking but he couldn’t help but feel like he had disappointed you somehow.
“That’s my fault,” Santi said, “I keep meaning to get him a copy but since he’s sleeping all day I haven’t been able to.” You nodded and turned to Frankie.
“I should go find my Sara before I lose her for the night,” you said, looking at Frankie. “Come find me - I mean, us later? With your Benny?”
“Yeah, of course,” Frankie said, watching as you disappeared into the crowd. The urge to grab you and kiss you grew with every second, but he restrained himself. He wasn’t that kind of guy, and no amount of drinks would make him think it would be a good idea to do that to someone. Let alone you.
~*~
Frankie’s head was cloudy with alcohol, he couldn’t stop thinking about how good your ass looked in that tiny skirt, how he wanted to plant his face directly in your chest.
“Fucking hell, get a grip,” Santiago said, shaking his friend by the shoulder. They were back in the locker rooms, Benny was buzzing with his win. He and Will were going their post match ritual of smacking each other on the back and releasing loud “woo”’s.
“I’m fine,” Frankie insisted, and Santi scoffed.
“You’re full of shit,” he said. “Ironhead, tell this idiot he’s full of shit!”
“You’re full of shit, Fish!” Will said automatically. “But what’s he full of shit for?”
“He’s in denial about pining for the chick he works with,” Santi said. “Look at the poor bastard, it’s written on his face.”
“Fish, you’ve never been good at keeping a straight face when it comes to emotional crap,” Benny said. “All other stuff, you’re great. Just not when it comes to matters of the heart. Or the dick.”
“You should’ve seen the way he was looking at her,” Santi laughed. “And the way she was looking at him, making bedroom eyes at each other.”
Frankie rolled his eyes, ignoring how the last comment made his heart leap. “You’re all stupid, she’s just a work friend saying hi. Nothing more.”
“Full of shit!” Benny cackles. “Look at his blush!” Frankie groaned. They were right about him at least. He had it bad for you.
But that didn’t matter. You had a boyfriend, and even if everything Frankie found out about the guy made him resent him a little more, he couldn’t change that one important fact. And he wasn’t stupid enough to ruin the beginings of his friendship with you over a stupid fucking crush. He just wasn’t.
Benny showered, singing You Belong With Me and switching out the pronouns as he did. The man was an unashamed Swiftie, claiming that she had a song for every situation. Frankie pinched the bridge of his nose and took a deep swig of his beer. Will sat beside him and nudged him gently.
“What are you gonna do?” he asked.
Frankie frowned. “What? I’m not gonna ‘do’ anything. She has a boyfriend, end of story.”
“Sorry to hear that man,” Will said, sounding sincere. He knew Frankie wasn’t the type of guy to wreck someone else's relationship for purely selfish reasons. “You’re a good man.”
Frankie wished he wasn’t.
Benny changed into his regular clothes quickly, and said something about needing a drink. The four of them left the locker room and made their way to the bar, and Frankie couldn’t help but look around for you. When he couldn’t see you, he bit back the slight disappointment that sank in his stomach. Benny brought a round for the group and they found an empty table to sit at. The employees of the bar were dismantling the ring to make room for a dance floor. Loud, thumping music started playing and within moments the floor was packed with bodies.
“Frankie! And Frankie’s friends!” Frankie looked around at the sound of your voice, which was high with excitement. You bounded over, clutching the hand of the friend you had pointed out earlier. You introduced yourself and your friend Sara to the group and pulled up a chair for you and Sara each. Frankie didn’t miss how you placed Sara’s chair next to Benny, or how Benny was staring at Sara with his mouth slightly open. He also noticed with a slight pang how you sat yourself between Will and Santi, directly across from him.
What he didn’t was how much you kept looking at him. Lucky for him, Santi and Will noticed plenty.
You and Sara spent a few hours with the group, until a not so inconspicuous Benny and Sara both disappeared, Sara throwing a wink towards you as she left. Will left not long after, saying that his bed was calling his name. Santi stayed a little longer, flirting with you much to Frankie’s annoyance. To his credit, he didn’t show you the catfish photo. Frankie wanted to show you that one himself, when you were both sober.
“I better head out,” Santi said as it rolled past three in the morning. “I’ve gotta babysit Lee tomorrow, and you know how hyper he is.” He turned to you and kissed your hand. “It was the deepest pleasure meeting you, don’t be a stranger. Frankie.” Santi raised an eyebrow and shot him a meaningful look.
“Good night,” he said a little forcefully, shoving Santi towards the door, mainly to get him to stop flirting with you. He knew the flirting was just incentive to spur him into some kind of action with you, but it wasn’t going to work.
“Your friends are nice,” you said, struggling to connect the straw of your drink with your mouth.
“They’re assholes most of the time. They’re just nice to beautiful women.” Frankie regretted the words as soon as they were out of his mouth. Shit! Now she thinks I think she’s beautiful. She is! But she doesn’t need to know I think that! Frankie finished off his drink to avoid looking at you.
“I’m attractive til they get to know me,” you said with a snort.
“What makes you think that?” Frankie asked, confused as to how that could work.
“I don’t think,” you said, “I know. It’s a fact. One that cannot be argued.”
Frankie was about to argue with you about this when you turned away, stumbling as you did. She’s super fucking drunk, Frankie thought, grabbing your arms to steady you. Your skin was so much softer than he anticipated, sending a jolt through him. He let go quickly, mouth going dry as you beamed up at him.
“You saved me!” You declared, then finished your drink quickly, emitting a small burp. “To thank you, I must give you a token of my gratitude. I know! A drink! Three drinks for the kind sir! And three for me!”
“Jesus, how much have you had?” Frankie asked, laughing.
“Only a little bit,” you shrugged and thought for a moment. “Maybe like, a dozen vodka sodas and some shots and also half a bottle of prosecco. And also a teeny tiny bit of molly, but that was hours ago, so it’s basically gone.”
“Maybe I should walk you home,” Frankie suggested gently, amazed that you were still upright let alone getting served. You shrugged.
“I can just get an Uber or something, it’s fine.”
“No, no, don’t waste your money, let me walk you.”
You looked up at him with slightly unfocused eyes. “Yeah, okay.”
The cold air outside hit the both of you like a wall. Stars scattered across a moonless sky, leaving Frankie wonderstruck for a moment, until he noticed the goosebumps on your arms. Without a second thought, Frankie took off his jacket and placed it gently around your shoulders. You looked up at him, a surprised look on your face.
“Frankie, can I ask you something?”
“Yeah.”
“Okay, so, I have this friend, right? And she’s been dating this guy for years now. They live together, no kids or anything. But she told me a little while ago that she’s been feeling . . . trapped.”
“Trapped?”
“Yeah. Like, she doesn’t think she loves her boyfriend anymore. At least, not in a way that she should. And he’s so mean to her, too. He doesn’t hit her or anything, but he’s also not super nice to her, and-and she doesn’t always know what she did to deserve it. She doesn’t know what to do.”
“Can she leave?” Frankie suspected you weren't talking about a friend, but he didn’t press beyond what you were willing to tell him.
“Not easily, I don’t think. She doesn’t have enough money for her own place and- and she’s afraid.” Your face flushed.
“What’s she afraid of?”
“Being alone. Unloved. She doesn’t have any family or anything and her boyfriend is the closest she has to that. So um, if she was your friend, what would you say to her?”
Frankie was thoughtful for several moments. He didn’t want to fuck this up. If his suspicions were correct, you were talking about yourself. “Well, first of all I would tell her that her boyfriend is a massive dick, even if he doesn’t hit her, boyfriends shouldn’t make their girlfriends feel like shit. I would tell her to talk to her friends, ask for their help. I would also tell her that being alone doesn’t have to mean lonely, and it certainly doesn’t mean that she’s going to be unloved.”
You nodded thoughtfully at this. Frankie took this as a good sign. “She can’t know for sure what her life will be like, but my guess is that it will be better if she chooses to leave this asshole.”
The rest of the walk was spent in silence. Frankie knew you were thinking about what he said. He too, was lost in thought. Trying to figure out a plan to help you in any way he could. All too soon, you arrived at your apartment building.
“Thanks for this,” you said, taking off the jacket and handing it to him. Frankie nodded.
“You needed it more than me,” he said simply. “I’ll see you at lunch tomorrow?”
You nodded, and then as if you weren’t entirely sure if what you were about to do was a good idea, you wrapped your arms around him. Frankie stiffened for a moment before hugging you back, holding you to him tightly, breathing in your scent of perfume, sweat, and alcohol. You were warm and soft and everything in him was screaming don’t let go.
“Thank you,” you whispered in his ear, and he knew you weren’t talking about the jacket.
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kirietown · 3 years
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With a Smile
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pairing: all might x f!reader
summary: After all, he deserved to be selfish sometimes— and frankly so did you. It came with the wait, didn’t it?
content: toxic relationship, manipulative reader, 18+, size kink, fwb
[part one] [part two] [ao3]
word count: 4.1K
Even as a teenager, you had known that he was something to admire. He was as charitable as he was handsome (something you heard other girls say). ‘He’s got that look— he’s a classic in the making.’ With a quirk as strong as his, it was always expected that he’d make it into the big leagues. But you didn’t care about that; you loved something else about him that you’d never admit to today. You could focus on the physical, however, or the superficial in place of your real thoughts.
His eyes always shone with a light you only thought you could see in the sky— as cheesy as that sounded (you were never quite the poet). In your days at UA you had simply been an underclassmen to him, just another smiling face that would sputter out a simple ‘h-hello senpai’ with the same schoolgirl nerves that he had probably witnessed at least fifty times a day (or maybe not).
Though that meek attitude shaped into something else as his last weeks at UA were approaching. You were only in the year below him, now seventeen and envious of the wind that got to hug his skin, holding him in time as he leant against the trees and watched as other students jogged, or sparred one another. An ever present smile quirked on his lips with a nostalgic sense of fondness as he admired from a distance.
Always from a distance; never in the centre.
You approached him— that was always your favourite thing to say to the small amount of friends who knew about the two of you (he was never a lady’s man in spite of his charisma). Though you never mentioned the slight tremor in your fingers and the nervous expression on your face as you reached forward and gripped the bottom of his uniform jacket. Though you did always have the inclination to mention the startled expression on his face. Pretty blue eyes widened in confusion, blonde hair windswept with his bangs parted on either side of his face, and finally a slight ‘oh’ shape of his lips.
“Yagi-senpai,” you had said (with a stutter you never mentioned). “There’s a cafe just outside campus, I would like you to take me.”
Is what you told your friends you had said— the truth was irrelevant if it was meant to be kept secret.
You chose to live by that.
“Y-yagi-senpai,” you said softly. “Would you be able to assist me in unstacking chairs for graduation?” A smile replaced his shock as he looked down at your smaller frame before nodding his head enthusiastically.
In spite of how unconventional(ly pathetic) that interaction was, you found yourself growing closer to him over the course of the end of the school year. He still kept a distance however, always brushing off questions about his family or his home life, but frankly you never minded. The fleeting looks and tender eyes were only reserved for you; it didn’t matter that his secrets weren’t for anyone as long as you had his eyes.
It was his graduation day when you finally had his lips.
It was late at night and the two of you had volunteered to take down the decorations and fix up the large training area that had been used for the ceremony. He was still in his cap and gown and you had donned a silk (f/c) dress that went to your knees. Once you two had finished stacking the chairs and rolling up the streamers (which the school insisted could be reused), he slid down to the floor with his back to the wall and a dreamy expression on his face.
“Excited?” You had asked. Your own lips were in a firm line as your eyes met the airy smile etched on his lips.
“America is the land of the free, after all,” he said with a cheerful wink— and for a moment you felt what was possibly the first trickle of resentment you had ever felt for the blonde giant. Still, you bit back your tongue and admired him from afar. You let out a sigh before you moved to stand right in front of him, so close you were between his legs. You remembered how he shuffled awkwardly as if attempting to sit up straight with his back to the wall. But you could only focus on the slight pain in your knees when they bumped against the floor. You seated yourself and straddled his wide hips— his large body proportions causing your thighs to feel strained as you sat. You ignored the blush that coated both your faces as you wrapped your arms around his neck and leaned closely— you were careful to watch his expression as if looking for a sign to continue before tentatively planting a shy kiss to his cheek. You sensed his jaw clench, and for a moment you were scared until you felt his arms wrap around your waist and brought you closer.
With hesitance, you pressed your lips against his and found yourself unsure of what to do until you felt his own move against yours. He parted his lips shyly— and it had become apparent that you had taken his first kiss. For a few moments your tongues swirled together with teeth clacking until you both picked up a steady rhythm. His arms wrapped slightly tighter around your waist before he adjusted you on his knee, leaning closer into you. You were the first to pull back, ignoring the string of saliva between the two of you, and moved your head to pepper small wet kisses amongst his jaw before you descended to his neck with a final slow peck.
“I’ll wait for you, Toshinori,” and your friends always swooned when you repeated the words you never said. Their hearts on their sleeves as they gushed on about your boldness and sense of pride. But the truth was after your heated kiss with the muscled male, you had looked him dead in the eyes with a powdered blush and puffy dark lips and said:
“Please , don’t leave me behind.”
Even though you hid those words from the ears of your closest friends, you never did feel shame saying them.
The following four years were kind to you and although you weren’t dating, Toshinori kept in contact with you whilst he studied abroad. You, on the other hand, continued your studies in the medical field rather than choose to work as a sidekick, or try to join an agency. Studies were hectic, but you managed to make acquaintances and even went on a few dates. A part of you wanted to tell Toshinori in a delusional hope that he’d pack his bags and come straight home in a jealous fit— but you were too frightened to say anything in fear of his support; or worse being that he was seeing others too. Though none of your relationships lasted long nor escalated beyond heated kisses, as childish and wishful as it may have sounded; you only wanted Toshi.
It was the day after he came back that you decided to invite him over to your apartment. To say you were shocked was an understatement when you had opened your door to greet the male. He had to dunk down in order to enter— you guessed he was just a few inches over seven feet. You couldn’t help but clench your thighs together at the thought. Other than that, and the way his bangs were styled up, he looked the same. Although his grin seemed to be much wider with what you could describe as permanent smile wrinkles on his cheeks from the way the corners of lips stayed tilted up. For a moment you wished he only smiled at you.
The night was a long one as you both ate a meal you had cooked before you both found yourselves on the couch with a glass of wine in your hand. He, however, insisted on drinking only water for himself much to your amusement.
“As a hero I can’t take the risk of becoming inebriated,” he said with a small laugh, but you weren’t sure about what was so funny.
Other than that, the two of you made small talk as you caught up with one another, the wine gradually loosening you up. It wasn’t enough to make you drunk but just so much so that you inched closer and closer to him without the typical school girl blush he was used to.
“Toshi,” you said softly. Your hand trailed up his torso before moving to wrap his blue tie around your wrist. You pulled him a bit closer to your smaller form. You noticed the way he stilled. “I missed you so much.”
Rather than don the flustered expression that you expected to grace his features, he turned his head away— although you could spot a red blush dusting his face.
“Y/N,” he stated. “I’m sorry.”
Still a bit too confident from the wine, you used his tie to pull yourself closer until you were draped around his side. Your other hand turned his head to look at you in the eyes— (your) lust evident.
“What for?”
“I can never offer you stability, a future or even a family together,” he spoke honestly. “My master had to abandon her own son to protect him from the hero world, and I can’t ever picture having to do the same to you.” You felt sober then. He tightly shut his eyes and you wondered if he anticipated your tears— but they never came.
“I know exactly what I need from you Toshi, it might not be the traditional relationship but I think you should allow yourself to be selfish sometimes, and just indulge.” At the time, you felt as if you weren’t thinking clearly; you were drunken from his presence in a way you always would be.
“Not if the risk comes with your life,” he replied.
Your lips moved to graze his jaw. The muscle clenched in a way that reminded you all too much of a past where Toshi was unafraid of loving you.
“Toshi…” You whispered. “I know the risks— I always knew the risks, I just want to be able to love you in any way I can.” You weren’t sure if you were lying, but you knew you needed him in one way or another. He seemed to understand your point because his face grew impossibly more red at the sound of your sultry voice.
“I… It wouldn’t be very gentlemanly of me, to use you for just my needs and string you along in such a way.” You couldn’t help but release a slight giggle, although forced, at his words before moving to kneel next to him on the coach.
“Now you’re just grasping at straws; I don’t mind being used for your needs.” He furrowed his brows, and for a moment you felt a bit of shame pool in your stomach; he was never used to this lewd side of you. Still, he didn’t seem to share the same amusement you did, and he stood up suddenly.
“I’m sorry,” he said. “But I—“ he paused as if to collect his thoughts before turning to look you in the eye. “I respect you Y/N, and I respect you enough to tell you that you deserve someone who’ll put you first.”
How pathetic would it be of you to tell him you didn’t mind coming in second?
“Leave then,” you said firmly, unable to meet his eyes. Your own were trailed to the half empty wine bottle on the coffee table in front of you. You didn’t even look up when you heard the door of your apartment gently close shut.
You resented him in that moment because you hated feeling pathetic, and you hated the fact that you were a liar.
You wanted to come first for him, and you always have.
It was a week later when he tapped on your window. It was the dead of night but you didn’t care because he was bleeding and in a twist of events you healed him with your quirk— (which allowed you to reverse any injuries obtained within a twenty-four hour time frame). It was cliche, life surely imitating art, but you felt that in a way he was too.
You weren’t one to gloss over details or jump from one point to another, but Toshi always managed to be able to coax out the worst in you even with as bright of a smile as his. Before you knew it, your lips were on his. His hands felt hot as they traced your body through your nightgown. It wasn’t necessarily fiery nor erratically quick paced though you felt yourself heat up from his caresses. He gently pulled down your slip allowing for your breasts to be exposed to the cold night air from the open window. He didn’t seem to mind the chill. Toshinori’s large hands moved to cup your breasts whilst his mouth moved softly against yours, tongues daring to trace each other.
You disconnected your mouth and let a small whine emerge from your throat as Toshinori pinched and pulled your left nipple. Your back was to his firm chest as you remained sprawled on his lap. He paused in his pawing and moved one of his hands to cup your chin up in order to face him, albeit at an awkward angle.
“Did I hurt you?” He asked softly, a slight pant to his voice as his opposite hand moved to rub tender circles around your areola.
Rather than speak, you simply shook your head before softly gripping the hand that held your chin and moved it so that it cupped your sex through your panties. He laughed, and for once you didn’t feel ashamed of your desperation. Your gown was pulled up so that it was wrinkled around your stomach. The material was pushed down your breasts and above your navel. Your legs on either side of his thighs, spread out like a rag doll. He kissed you softly before palming you through your panties whilst his other hand returned to its pulling and kneading. You released a soft moan as his fingers moved the fabric to the side and began to gently rub your slit before he inserted two thick fingers inside your pussy. You always had an admiration for his hands, big, just like everything else about him from his smile to his—
You pushed your ass against him and felt him stir.
“Toshi.. So good… I want you inside… me…” You whined desperately, whilst grinding your backside into his hard cock, hidden underneath his spandex suit. He bucked his hips back causing you to arch forward, just a bit. Toshinori tenderly squeezed your breast and brought you closer to his chest. You could hear the sloshing sounds of your wetness as he quickened his pace. He leant down to kiss your neck as he inserted another finger which coaxed a low moan. Your walls squeezed around his girthy digits, and a grunt emerged from his chest from the sensation. You began to arch your back more as if to match his steady pace as he fucked you with his fingers. But suddenly his other hand had moved to grasp onto your hip and slide you closer as your ass met his erection.
“You’re so beautiful…” he murmured softly. “Divine…” You only ignored his words and continued to pant as his fingers hit that spot inside you, a familiar sensation of a bubble building up in your lower stomach that threatened to burst if he continued his pace and motions. A loud moan ripped as he spread his fingers almost scissor like— you felt yourself getting closer and it was then you clasped your hand around his arm, your fingers shaking as your thighs trembled with his limb continuously sending pleasure to your lower stomach.
“S-Stop…” you whined. “Too much…”
To your irritation, he listened a bit too literally and ceased his movements before hesitantly removing his fingers and coating your thighs in your slick essence.
“You didn’t need to…” You began to say but halted at the shy expression on his face; you smiled before pecking him on the lips. Your hands brushed against his chest and you were suddenly startlingly aware of the fact that you were the only one undressed. With shaky legs, you stood and faced him. Your slip tumbled down and pooled around your feet, and usually you’d be left insecure but the darkness of the room gave you the confidence you needed. You swayed, and walked towards him until you were between his legs and pressed against him. “Maybe just… get undressed, and we can move to,” you paused to trace your fingers down his cheek, “other things.” You pressed a gentle kiss to the corner of his lip before moving to sit behind him on your bed.
For a few moments he remained seated before he stood up and began to strip off his tight layer of clothing, allowing it to remain a pile by his feet before turning to face you. You tried your best to keep your eyes on his own but couldn’t help but to glance down only to dart your eyes back up again.
He was big.
As if with caution, which he seemed to approach everything with, he crawled closer to you on the bed until you were face to face. Your noses touched in a butterfly kiss. “Are you sure you want me?” He asked, and for a moment you wondered if he was an idiot.
You answered him by wrapping your arms around his neck and met him in a hungry kiss. Your tongue dominated his, though part of you knew he had given you easy control. Though he circled his strong arms around you, as if you were made of glass, before he laid you on your back. His arm moved to hold himself up, whilst the other trailed down to stroke himself. He broke the kiss with a final peck before pushing his head in between the cusp of your shoulder and neck and gave you fumbled kisses. Soon he let out a whine as your hand reached down to wrap around his shaft, you could feel its hard length as you stroked him lazily before moving your hand to his hip, and guided him closer to your core.
With a shallow breath, he edged closer until he was rubbing against your heat. With the aid of his hand he began to push into you. You bit your lip at the pain and gripped his shoulder, not daring to speak knowing that he’d stop if he thought he was hurting you. The pain continued as he fully sheathed himself inside you with a low groan of pleasure. He turned his eyes to look at yours as if for confirmation before you nodded your head and wrapped your arms tighter around his neck.
He continued to pace himself as he slowly pulled his hips back and forth, with whines and moans filling the room. Soon pleasure began to build up and you arched your back as his cock swelled inside you, but the slight tinge of pain resided.
“Toshi... Go harder… You feel so good,” you murmured into his ear to which he replied with a sensual roll of his hips. You arched your back in ecstasy which allowed him to take his unoccupied arm and wrap it under the curve of your back.
“I don’t wanna—“ he continued to pace himself as he fucked into you, “— hurt you. Let me love you like this.” A quiet moan vibrated out of his chest as his thrusts got sloppier, his arms moving to gently caress your hips as he slightly kneeled for balance. Your legs only barely managed to hook around his muscled waist as he rocked into you. A shudder went down your spine as you felt his cock convulse suggesting he was near his end— and you were as well in spite of his romantically cautious pace.
His hands squeezed around your hips before he quickly moved them to the headboard as he continued to grind his hips into you with care, a whiny whimper emerged from his throat as you felt his release sputter inside you. Sweat trickled down his skin and his pupils were dilated which brought out the bright blue of his irises. For a moment, you felt that familiar schoolgirl shyness emerge as that tender smile curled around his lips— not the one he gave the press or the public, but the one that he gave to you.
You loved that smile, but a cynical part of you dwelled on the fact that you wanted more— more than you know he’d ever give.
That night you hadn’t noticed the cracks in your headboard from the sheer power of his hands, nor did you pay any mind to the fact that he edged your cunt all night, not finding any sort of release.
Not that he could help it; he was just too soft.
You used to think you loved that about him.
From that day on, he’d come by occasionally (sometimes after weeks apart, or even months) to get ‘fixed up’ which would always result in you under him writhing from the countless waves of pleasure he’d shoot through your aching body. At first it was ecstasy, getting to see his face lose its smile as he shut his eyes and rolled his hips deep into your cunt. But as the years went by you couldn’t help but always want more. In his passions, he always held you as if you’d shatter if he brought even the slightest bit of his strength to the bedroom. (It was always the bedroom, he couldn’t bare to fuck you over a table or a couch). At first you thought it was the gentleman in him, laid with guilt at the fact that he could only indulge with you in secret. But as the years went by, you began to realize you were his escape.
On the television screen, you always watched his fights as they broadcasted. You marvelled at how his smile stayed glued to his face whilst his fists collided with villains and debris. His profession was a violent one, it kept his arms raised and teeth bared all whilst breathing an ‘I am here’ to the world. It was starkly different from how he handled you, gently, not even daring to leave a hickey or bruise on your skin. You supposed that in your apartment, wrapped up in the sheets of your bed, did he ever feel he could be a loving man.
You figured that out a few years after your first time together. You, seated on his lap with his back to your headboard, slowly and deeply, sliding your hips up and bringing them back down onto his hard cock with the aid of his firm hands. His hands had always felt warm, especially as they stroked your hips soothingly whilst his soft moans fanned your collarbone. His face was flushed against your neck as he orgasmed, filling you with his cum, but you didn’t stop grinding your hips. It was then that you felt his tears slide down your skin as he moved his arms to encompass around you, sending yourself over the edge with the realization.
You didn’t overthink it— and frankly, you hoped he hadn’t realized that it was the sound of his snivelling and the thought of his tears cascading down his pretty face that sent you over the edge and made you cum hard on his cock. It was pathetic of the both of you, but the dark side of you loved seeing him act like a bitch.
However, you stayed wrapped in his arm, unmoving, until your hands went to push back his hair and cooed half heartedly (you were still half high off of your release). You never thought you’d see him cry— especially after sex, in fact, you never thought anyone had seen him cry. You felt your walls clench again, a shudder rippling through his chest whilst you warmed his cock with your heat.
“I… Love you,” he sniffled, his arms pulled you tighter to his chest. His blonde head was still buried in your neck, his words flurrying warm air to your chest.
Years ago, you would have blushed and stammered at his confession. But you only held him close, awkwardly, as he was still buried deep inside you. Although flaccid, you could feel his warmth begin to pulse as your muscle tightened.
You didn’t blush, however, because he never did confess, but the three words he did utter (you had learned) were practically synonymous over the course of your relationship.
“I… Am sorry,” he sniffled— and to you; it was the confession you were dying to hear.
Years turned into decades and you would be lying if you said you stayed faithful to him. There was a slight guilt that weighed in on your chest but that didn’t stop you from getting fucked by strangers, and even the odd co-worker or two. It was never stable, and you blamed Toshi for that. Which was likely why you felt pangs of arousal whenever you caught his eye glaring into the love bites left by other men.
That school girl crush died years ago, but you’d be damned if you ever tried to let him go.
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iamnightduchess · 3 years
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Hi! I’m so new to this fandom but I binged your AS You Are fic today for like 4 hours straight and am so in love with your writing style. The way you craft the characters is incredible and feels so realistic. Valentine’s Day is coming up and was curious if there could be a potential head cannon for our fav couple or how each spend their days including ReiKasa, Porco/Pieck, even Gabi and Falco!!!
Hello Anonie! Welcome to the fandom & thank you so much for reading AYA in one go! Zomg I truly hope the 4 hour seating was worth it 😭 Oh, Happy Valentine's Day to you 🥰 I am sorry I took quite a long time to complete your Ask but today just couldn't be a more perfect time for it ❤ I hope you'll enjoy this!
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Reiner x Mikasa (ReiKasa) Fic AU Headcanon #9
Fic AU : As You Are
ft. Falco x Gabi & Porco x Pieck
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Falco x Gabi (Falbi)
Valentine's Day, according to Falco, is a day when people share their love for one another. Unfortunately for Gabi, she thinks it's just a day when people acts super weird & corny. According to Porco, horny *snorts*
But, it's also a day where there will be a special fair hosted in Liberio with many fun things to do, cool things to see and many delicious things to eat - like pizzas, burgers and ice-cream!
That year, Falco told Reiner that he'd like to ask Gabi out and take her to the fair, to which Reiner agrees to chaperone their little outing/'date'.
Falco woke up early that day and brought a paper flower that he made using the art of Origami, which Mikasa had helped him with the day before. According to Mikasa, paper flowers lasts forever but Gabi was too oblivious of the young boy's well-hidden message.
Reiner and Mikasa accompanied the children to the fair where they got on the carousel rides together. Reiner even bought the children balloon animals, popcorns and sweet treats like caramel apples and chocolate-dipped pretzels. They had a great time at the petting zoo, bobbing for apples and tagging along with Reiner and Mikasa into the Tunnel of Love boat ride.
Apart from sharing the same birthdate, Falco shares the same love for ice-cream with Mikasa. They both bonded over the shared enjoyment of that creamy, cold vanilla goodness.
Falco goes to the shooting range to win a giant soft plush for Gabi, but Gabi is too competitive to allow Falco to beat her at her forté - no scope shooting. They ended up having won four big ones instead.
Falco and Gabi, with Reiner's permission/supervision, got to stay outside after dinner time. They joined the adults for an open air classical romance movie screening for the first time ever in Liberio's town. They had a nice picnic mat spread out with some snacks and drinks until both the children fell asleep in the second half of the movie. Reiner ended up carrying Gabi home and Colt came by to bring Falco back with him.
Despite their continuous bickering, Falco and Gabi had an amazing time together. With Mikasa's help, Gabi bought a small falcon-shaped pin as a present for Falco which the boy really loves.
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Porco x Pieck (PokkoPikku)
In the morning, Porco took Pieck to the bee farm and sunflower farm. Porco almost got stung because he forgot to close the visor of his bee suit much to Pieck's amusement. They both had a lot of fun diving in the sunflower beds.
Pieck wants to do something new and fun that year so after lunch, Porco took her to a vineyard in the outskirts of Liberio. They learnt how wines are made, Pieck even get to squash grapes in a giant tub and they got to do some wine tasting with cheese platters.
Porco took Pieck to the seaside later that evening to catch the sunset and enjoy the evening breeze together.
For dinner, Porco took Pieck to his favorite steakhouse where they shared a giant Meat Lover's platter.
They went to the military's watering hole where a Valentine's Dance night was hosted. They went dancing and had another round of drinks for a nightcap.
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Reiner x Mikasa (ReiKasa)
Reiner volunteers to chaperone Falco and Gabi's outing, therefore he also saw that as an opportunity to take Mikasa out for a date and leisure in Liberio's town. He got speechless the first time he saw Mikasa in that beautiful light blue sundress. She doesn't wear jewellery but he thought she looked beautiful with a single blossoming frangipani slid in between her ears and that she smelt amazing.
They took the children on carousel rides and the Tunnel of Love rides. They snuck in quick kisses inside the dark tunnel when the children weren't looking. They don't hold hands in public but Reiner would always make sure he has a hand on the small of her back so he wouldn't be separated from her in public.
Reiner discovers that Mikasa enjoys ice-cream very much that he bought three different flavors for her in the morning, afternoon and dinner.
Reiner also learns that he and Mikasa both really enjoy trying new or rare cuisines.
When they catch the classic movie in the open air viewing under a sky full of stars, Reiner spent more time admiring Mikasa's face more than actually watching the movie itself. They held hands the whole night. He draped his long overcoat on her and Gabi to keep them both warm.
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Mikasa loves the fresh clean smell that Reiner always has after he shaves and that day before they go to the fair, Reiner made sure he has a fresh trim with his razor. She showed her appreciation by rubbing the side of his jaw or leaning much closer to his face more often than usual on that day.
She loves sharing an ice-cream with him. She also noticed that they like to take a bite on the spot where the other's lips had been.
She enjoys accompanying the children on the rides and found herself laughing more than she's ever had in one day. She also secretly admires the way Reiner had been so naturally fun and loving with the children.
Both her and Reiner found themselves stammering and flushing so hard when other fair attendees mistaken Falco and Gabi as their children. Gabi accidentally calling Mikasa "mom" wasn't helping either. Reiner jokingly reassured her that it would be a good practice drill for the two of them.
She discovers that she and Reiner both love dark chocolates and fried street snacks.
It makes her weak in the knees everytime Reiner leant in to sneak her a swift kiss on the forehead in public. She also loves that smile on his face whenever he saw Falco and Gabi got into their competitive mode. He said it reminded him to when they were young cadets in Paradis and that he's always been proud to be the 'number 2' to her 'number 1'.
In the evening, she gave him a surprise gift: a custom kerchief that she had self-embroidered with a monogram of the letters R & M; the initials of their first names.
They ended that night just holding hands while gazing deep into each other's eyes until they fall asleep.
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I hope the above headcanons are ok! Thank you for the Ask 💐 xoxo
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idk-maybe-i-did-it · 3 years
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Problem- Remus Lupin
Older Remus x Weasley!Reader
A/N: The Weasley!Reader is 22 years old in this to begin with but is 25 after the time skip, 26 after the second one.
ANYWAY- I hope you like it @elizaphantandroses tis your request after all. I think it was a bit bad toward the beginning but it was better near the end in my opinion
Warnings: Mentions of sexual assault, implied assault, blood and wounds, mild cursing
Let’s start:
Remus Lupin was in an emotional disaster.
Y/n L/n, the new Weasley recruit in the Order, he had a problem for her.
He didn’t have a problem with her work ethic or the ways he did thing, no, Remus had a problem, and his problem was her.
Whenever she was around Remus never was able to think entirely straight, he could never focus directly on his work when she was working on hers. When it was declared that she and Remus had to go on a mission together, his senses were jacked up by a megawatt and they finished up perfectly and quickly because of fear that she would get hurt.
It went the same with Y/n. Remus was her problem as well, and her mum and dad were starting to sense that.
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It was over, the war had ended, and everybody was finally safe.
Fred and George started a new line of products for people with P.T.S.D.
Harry and Ginny were ready, Hermione and Ron were together.
Yet, Remus and Y/n never stopped.
When Remus decided to open a bakery shop ad Y/n showed up one day to apply for a job, Remus hired her without a word and it was splendid. Molly and Arthur watched their eldest daughter as she fell in love again and waited for her to finally realize that the man she loved looked at her like she was his light and breath.
Remus, how do I say this, he loved Y/n, but he tried to tell himself he didn’t. Because he though that she deserved better; Remus thought the woman needed someone Younger, someone brighter, somebody who could give her as she needed and wanted. So, when Y/n one day walked into his house to ask him for help with a wound on her side Remus almost shut the door on her face. Until he realized she needed help.
Which of course led to this now.
“ No Remus let me in,-
“ Y/n really, I have to do something at the moment.”
He watched in sorrow as the woman leant against the door of his home, hand to her side, face screwed up in pain.
“ No Remus please, I’m bleeding out here you’re not just going to-‘
And that was when he snapped to attention and stopped with the lies. The man quickly put his arms under her legs and carefully under her waist and picked her up; moving her swiftly to his bedroom where he could asses the damage. He placed the H/c woman on the side of his bed and helped work her out of the shirt and cloak she had been wearing to reveal a knife dug into her side along with multiple bruises and two jagged cuts running down her chest to lower abdomen.
Remus had to clench his fists in anger and quickly set off to work mending the wounds and bruises, cuts and other marks. Where Remus had placed a spell to stop the blood from coming out of the knife wound he now had to remove to remove the knife itself and furthermore help her. Right before he went to remove the knife he looked up at the woman, “ This is going to hurt like hell love.”
She reached out and grasped his forearm as he went to pull it out and she bit down on her lip, her toes curling and back arching slightly. As Remus finished bandaging the wounds up he went over to his dresser and pulled out one of his sweaters, helping the panting woman into it.
“ What- Who- What the bloody hell happened Y/n?”
The girl shook her head, looking towards the floor, “ It’s nothing Remus...”
She had to stop mid sentence because a certain brown haired man looked up at her from his crouched position and gave her that look that just said ‘I am Remus Lupin, and You will cut the shit.’
“ I was cornered by a group of men on my way back home. They got a few good hits in before I got them with a jinx and Obliviated ‘em.”
Y/n attempted to moved backwards and sit up but Remus was having none of that. He was now even more pissed than before and he had good rights to be so. The man moved over and grasped his wand, waving it slightly and all the blood that had been spilled on the bed was gone then, he moved over and took the girls cloak out and put it on his coatrack before he moved back and picked up the woman, carrying her to the couch in his sittingroom.
Remus sat and placed her laying down beside him, she managed to wiggle over and place her head in his lap, arms propped up on his thigh to make her head adjust better. “ Don’t worry Rem, I’m good now. I just have to aparate home to mum so she knows I made it home and I’ll be fine.”
Remus scowled down at her and growled lowly.
“ No you’re not Y/n. You are going to stay here tonight and I’ll take you over to your parents home tomorrow and explain what’s happened.”
Y/n immediately reacted with a panicked look and slide backwards until she were sitting utop Remus’ leg. She quickly placed her hand on his leg and another on his arm to keep her body steady. “ Don’t tell mum Remus. It’ll kill her! She’s already worried enough about me being out on my own in this muggle town, if we tell her what happened she’ll freak out and I’ll never be able to leave the house anymore. I won’t be able to go to work and I won’t be able to visit the boys and gin anymore, I won’t be able to see Fred and George, I won’t be able to visit Perce and Bill and Fluer, I won’t be able to see yo-‘
Remus stopped Y/n’s panic attack and ongoing ramble by pushing her back lightly against the couch and leaning over her, engaging her mouth, lips and tongue in a very passionate kiss. The girl moved her elbows to prop herself up and reached an arm to thread it loosely through Remus’s hair and tugging on it slightly as he pulled her jaw closer to his. After a few more moments the two started to lose oxygen and Remus pulled away, panting, as he watched Y/n’s chest heave trying to get breath in.
“ I won’t tell your mum if that’s the case. Or maybe she’d let you stay s’long as you’re with me.”
The man let out a cheeky smirk at the woman underneath him and he leaned down, kissing her forehead.
“ Now let’s get you to bed love, you’ve had a rough night.”
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“ You’re moving back in with us.”
Y/n stood next to Remus in her childhood houses’ living room as her mum fussed over her split and sealed side.
“ No mum, I’m my own person. I can take care of myself mum-‘
“ That’s exactly what you said the Christmas of your third year when those boys felt you up and afterwards Charlie still had to hex them brainless.”
“ Dad! You can’t be going there now! We survived the war for Godics sake! I thought that would be enough to prove I could handle myself enough!”
Remus placed a hand on Y/n’s shoulder, hand shaking slightly.
“ She has a point Molly, Y/n can take care of herself. Besides, she’ll be with me. Y/n’ll be fine, it was just one thing and we went off and told the muggle policeman earlier about what had happened aswell.”
Molly, still slightly fuming, came up and moved to where her daughter was standing, engulfing the two of them in her signature bone-crushing hug.
Fred came storming down from the stairwell and lifted his elder sister, spinning her bridal style in his arms.
“ Took you long enough N/n, just give it a bit more time before I get some nieces and nephews.”
“ Shut up Fred!”
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1 Year Later
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“ Hey Rem?”
Y/n asked as she slide into Remus’ lap on Ginny and Harry’s couch. They were babysitting her little sisters newborn infant so Harry could take Ginny out with Ron and Hermione.
She had just gotten the child to sleep and had been planning on going to sleep with her Fiancé on the couch afterwards.
Remus sat up a bit straighter and pulled Y/n closer to his chest, slipping his hands under the soft fabric of the sweater of his that she’d been wearing, rubbing shapes into her soft hips. “ What is it darling?”
Y/n turned around in his lap and began to smooth down the fabric of his button-up, biting her lip.
“ Mum has so many grandkids now Rem... I think I forgot count. Do you mind counting for me?”
Remus guided Y/n legs to straddle his waist as he continued to let his hands gently make their way up her back and torso.
“ Love, your memory must be jumbled, if I recall correctly James is her only grandchild.”
Y/n began to lightly trace the feel of Remus’s shoulders through his shirt as she held an innocently ignorant look on her face.
“ No, Rem you’re forgetting one.”
Remus looked up at his love with a quizzical expression and went back to kneading shapes into her hips.
“ What’re you talking about love? You must be confused because Molly doesn’t have anymore grandchildren... Unless someone else is pregnant and just hasn’t- you’re pregnant aren’t you Y/n?”
“ It depends on whether or not you’ll be mad by my response.”
Remus sat forward slightly pulling her closer to his chest as he wiped a few stray tears from her eye.
“ Love I would never be mad about something like this...”
Y/n nodded her head slightly.
“ I mean, I already talked to Perce and he said that Lyncanthrophilia can only be transferred through a werewolf’s bite. I mean, if you don’t want to keep it I’ll have to live with that but-‘
Remus stopped her worried ranting by pulling their bodies flush, slamming his lips into hers in a gentle yet passionate kiss.
“ I want to keep it Y/n.”
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Drink some water, eat some food, take screen breaks and remember that You Are Loved
^ - ^
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solarstcrms · 3 years
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( justice smith, he/him, demiboy )   —   PHILLIP VARGAS  is a child of  HERMES  with the power of  MIMICRY  &  ENHANCED ATHLETICISM.  they were born in  1996  and have been in nemean lion since  2016.  with the change, they  HAVE GRADUATED FROM  the  STANDARD  role which makes sense since they’re usually  HOLED UP IN THE LIBRARY  &  CHASING AFTER HIS FRIENDS .
update: i still don’t have a better place for my characters lmaooo but here’s a quick intro ;;
BIO
past
in a small town on the very tip of texas, ana belén carrillo was living life on the edge. a wayward soul and lowkey scammer, she’d never planned on settling down, much less having a child, but one wild one-night stand later, and lo and behold. she was pregnant. torn between sticking to the life she knew and the new life before her, she tried her best to carve a path somewhere in the middle. as a single mother, ana leant into her scammer ways (people really found cute babies so sympathetic) and genuinely did her best to raise her child. as he got older, though, she found that phil was shy, awkward, and nothing like her. it made it hard for them to relate to each other, but boy, did they try. eventually, by the time phil was in grade school, ana met gabriel and the two just clicked. for the first time in her life, she considered settling down, and they raised phil together. and that was perfectly fine, for a while. the thing is, ana had no idea the biological father of her son had made him... different. for a long time, even phil had no idea there was anything special about him. not until a monster tracked him down, and his mom nearly got herself skewered trying to protect him. if it wasn’t for the demigod hero nearby on an entirely different mission, phil and his mom might have both never made it that day. after his life was saved, his family was sat down and told all about nemean lion. they were skeptic, sure, but it was hard to deny someone who had just saved your life. so phil put off college for a year, packed his things, and made his way to california, and nemean.
present
all things considered, phil’s kind of a loser. his powers kind of freak him out so he’s mostly stuck to training that focuses on control for a more normal life. he’s agreed to work on his physical strength to help combat the strain his power can put on him, but he has a tendency to hide out in the library instead. did you want to talk to him about the importance of bees? or how moon landing was not faked, but also, maybe it was? then he’s your guy. but please don’t look at him directly, or he’ll cry.
STATS
full name:  phillip vargas nickname(s):  phil powers:  mimicry & enhanced athleticism
orientation:  bisexual birth place:  brownsville, tx height:  5′ 11 nl tattoo:  upper arm, below his right shoulder where it can be reasonably covered by a t-shirt
human parent:  ana belén carrillo adoptive parent:  gabriel vargas half-sibling:  holly sharp, robin archaki hometown:  austin, tx
clothing style:  worn-out jeans, faded t-shirts with stupid puns. socks with ugly prints. anything comfortable, honestly. he was not made for fashion. favorite dessert:  arroz con leche, but anything cinnamon really works alignment:  neutral good
+  gentle, loyal, considerate –  reserved, anxious, sensitive
PLOTS
friends :): he’s not particularly outspoken, or just out and about in general, but he does like to make friends... you don’t have to be into his niche interests either, just as long as you’re quiet and hang out in his general area, he’s into it.
what’s up, gamerz: one space he does feel comfortable is in the digital space. it would be especially funny if they only know each other thru their online tags, and like, mutual servers lol
phil antis: he has kind of a wild power, it’s true. but it’s scary :( so anyone who thinks he could be using his skills to better use are welcome!
star gazing pals: wanna drive out and look at some stars? we leave at dusk on a random tuesday and spend all night talking about asteroid belts and galaxy shapes, you in?
training buddies: or even a mentor? just someone who can help give him pointers, since he’s not super into it and definitely doesn’t know what he’s doing! help please!!
feel free to come to me with anything though, these are just some broad ideas! i’m also always happy to help you fill some open connections :)
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yeselbeethings · 4 years
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konoha’s sublime green beast
10 relationship headcanons for Might Guy
pairing: might guy x reader
a/n: similar vibe to the last relationship headcanons - any suggestions for who to do next would be appreciated. 
synopsis: a few tender moments, scenes from your relationship with Guy
warnings: nsfw content for the last few: general sex, fingering, oral.. the standard
The first time you meet Might Guy, you are stunned to silence. He sits with you and the other jōnin at the local bar and shares stories and you are completely hooked. Everything about him entrances you; his vibrancy, the way he speaks, the jumpsuit, the body, the size of his hands... he's so bright and youthful? Anko is the first to spot you staring, and when she drags you to help her at the bar with drinks, she says "oh yeah, Guy is a bit weird, we should have warned you", and in your tipsy state you remember replying "I dunno, he seems kind of cool?" You spend the rest of the night trying to catch his eye and striking up conversations. A few weeks later, he asks you on your first date, and your shoulders shake with laughter when you accept and he cheers something about youth.
Guy goes through his signature jumpsuits at an alarming pace. Sometimes they rip straight through the middle of the crotch, other times they wear through at the thighs, more often than not they simply succumb to the general wear and tear of being a ninja. You take lurid green jumpsuits that develop rips on the arms from being snagged on trees, and thus are no use to Guy anymore, and repurpose them. You cut the top section off and cut the leg just above the knees and wear them around the house with oversized t-shirts and sweatshirts. The upcycled shorts become part of your casual day off outfit, and you take to wearing them when you need to run errands around the village. It’s only right to carry on the Might family tradition in your own way.
Guy loves poetry, so much so it has seeped into his general way of speaking - most people just think it’s his odd turn of phrase, but you know it’s from years and years of devouring any poetry he can get his hands on - especially after Duy’s death. Your tiny shared apartment is filled with poetry books, from every village and spanning centuries. Guy needs reading glasses and has done since his teen years - he can read mission scrolls etc. with little trouble but if he needs or wants to read for more than a few minutes he takes out the gold-rimmed round glasses that live in a basket full of odd bits and pieces that don’t have a true home in the apartment and slips them on. He pushes his hair from his forehead slightly and lies down on the floor to settle into the latest thing he’s picked to read. He keeps a small battered red leather-bound book on his nightstand; it’s a second-hand copy of a collection of Warring States era poetry. Guy scribbles in the margins of all his books, but this one is littered with annotations and underlinings. On rainy nights, while you rest your head on his broad bare chest, Guy will hold you close and read a poem or two from this book to you. Uncharacteristically quiet, measured, and serious, his voice is like honey. When he goes away on long missions, you’ll often find a note resting on top of the book with a page number and line number written on it, you know to save peaking at that passage for a particularly hard moment, when you wish his gentle voice and inspiring words were there to comfort you.
One of the major challenges of being in a relationship with Might Guy is the sheer volume of food he consumes. His strict training regime and huge energy output mean that Guy eats up to 14 meals a day; all carefully nutritionally balanced. So much of both of your free time is dedicated to bulk cooking, preparing bento boxes, dehydrating fruit and vegetables, boiling eggs, steaming fish... Guy appreciates every second you put into helping him with his training and diet. Whenever you both have a free day in the village he hand writes you a note and leaves it in the kitchen with a cup of fresh coffee resting on top inviting you to dinner. Guy always chooses the most comfortable places, with home-style food and free-flowing sake and beers. He insists you order anything and everything you want, reminding you to leave room for dessert. He holds your hand over sticky tables, wearing a T-shirt and standard-issue jōnin trousers, smiling at you widely as you share dumplings and scallion pancakes dripping with black vinegar and chili oil. When you leave the restaurant, completely full, he pulls you into his arms and kisses you deeply, a large tanned hand on the back of your head and his other pulling you into him by the small of your back. You don’t know what makes you feel drunker; the sake, the food, or the depth of his kiss.
After your first few dates, you promised to cook for Guy at your apartment. Already knowing his love of curry, you silently vowed to yourself that you would wean him off that S&B curry roux blocks he always seemed to be purchasing when you ran into him in the village. The first time you cooked him a curry, he leant his hip against your kitchen cabinet, sipping a jasmine tea, and with rapt attention listened to you explain which different spices you'd be using for the curry paste. Guy would explain the medicinal uses for each one as you measured them out, all of them known to him already due to his extensive herbal medicine knowledge. This is the moment you knew that you'd fallen in love, listening to Guy explain to you that to activate the medicinal properties of turmeric, you'd need some fresh black pepper, with Guy showing you the best time to add garlic to preserve the allicin to ward off colds. While he explained to you all the properties, you told him what would work together and what wouldn't, to ensure that the finished curry paste would actually taste delicious and not just be a mash of flavours and chili. When your relationship deepened and you eventually came to share an apartment, a weekly curry night for Team 10 emerged, with Neji, Tenten and Lee sat around your large dining table, eating whatever curry you'd made that week. You sit there, smiling, as Guy explains how each component in the curry will help them become even more splendid shinobi.
At some point, you acquired a small turtle-shaped chalkboard, that hangs from a red ribbon on the handle of one of the kitchen cabinets. In the back of your mind, you think it was originally for reminders, but somewhere along the way, it got commandeered to record the results of Kakashi and Guy's challenges. You remember searching the rubble after Pain's attack to find it, sifting through tattered pages and broken ceramics in the vague hopes that it would be intact enough to save.
It is Hana Inuzuka who holds you tight around the stomach when you see the sky fill red during the 4th Shinobi War. Years ago, Guy had told you that he believed the time would come when he would eventually open the eight gate and that he would become Konoha’s red beast. he told you what would happen, from what he had gathered from the limited research on the topic. That he would burn hot as the sun and his body would disintegrate and he would fill the atmosphere as hot ash. You had sat in stunned silence at the man’s resolve and acceptance. Hana’s firm grip was suffocating around your stomach, and you could feel the eyes of members of the allied forces staring at you as you struggled, screaming. When the Infinite Tsukuyomi takes hold of you, you dream of chubby babies wearing green with pitch-black hair and iron grips, and a sweet uncle with white eyes and flowing clothes.
After the war and Guy’s discharge from the hospital, you find yourselves lost in your relationship. Guy becomes a shadow of himself, constantly encouraging you to leave, to let him wallow in peace, and for a brief few moments, you let yourself think that you could. The strain is unbearable at times, Guy considering himself unable to be your partner and you unable to reach the lightest parts of him. It is the 6th Hokage, Kakashi Hatake’s arrival on your doorstep, a new turtle chalkboard in hand that begins to turn the tide of Guy’s grief, and the pain in your relationship. Each week, Kakashi arrives for tea, and each week he issues a new challenge. It takes 6 months until Guy caves and agrees to go along with the rock paper scissors battle. He wins, 50-47. You mark the turtle chalkboard. Guy: 1, Lord 6th: 0. It hangs in your bedroom, and slowly the board becomes a mottled grey, with old chalk stains and the ghost of numbers. Guy begins training with Rock Lee again. He begins reading poetry again. His appetite climbs and climbs, and in the darkness of the night, he holds your hands and tells you he’s so so grateful you stayed - you are too.
Guy loves giving you head. He licks short wide tongued across your clit repeatedly and waits to hear your breath hitch and feel your hips twitching before he switches his tactic, enveloping your whole clit into his mouth and humming deeply as he licks and sucks, his bottom jaw rhythmically moving until your moans become deeper and longer, his hands pressing your hips into the bed. He loves it when you card your hands through his hair and grind into him. Sometimes he lets you cum like this, hips rising to meet his mouth and your fingers grasping at the sheets crying out his name, other times he edges you by drawing you closer and closer to your climax and allowing two fingers to slowly stretch you out in time with the licks of his tongue. He stops when you’re beginning to feel the pleasurable heat build and build and throws your legs up, moving quickly and lining himself up with your entrance and thrusting into you before your pleasure completely dissipates. He fucks you, giving himself a moment of relief before stopping to continue where he had stopped moments before, head between your legs and eyes looking up at you, dark and heavy, watching your chest brace and your muscles tense, pushing you over the edge in a few minutes, switching back to being inside you before the waves of pleasure have subsided so he can feel the clenching of your muscles around him and bring you quickly over the edge for a second time.
Even within your relationship, Guy has set himself personal challenges. When he is thrusting into you, or his fingers are deep inside you while his thumb rubs circles over your clit and your mouth hangs open, gasping and your hair is sticking to your face as you groan underneath him, overstimulated and hazy, he leans down and whispers into your ear - one more, okay? give me one more.
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sandpumpkin · 4 years
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Pumpkin and a Punk
Shameful selfship! This time MetalPumpkin. Had a little too  much fun writing this.. so..yeah...Modern AU. Kid had a motorbike. Soft angry Tulip >3<
almost 4k words later. NEEDED TO BE FLUFFIER 
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A long day of travelling. One cancelled train after another, Hana sighed deeply as she crossed the dimly lit carpark of the convenience store. Her eyes fell upon a group of Harley's sat near the door. So cool.. She thought. Entering the much brighter store hurt her eyes, Snacks..I suppose I already bought a lot but nevermind.. Grabbing a basket she wandered around the store quietly trying to ignore the group near the fridges arguing about what alcohol they should buy. Once she had procured more snacks and something savoury, Hana headed to the till trying to ignore the fact the guy on the register was staring at her with a weird look on his face. 
Maybe I should have taken the bonnet off…
Going to the store at night in an orange lolita dress was probably not her best choice but she had just gotten back into town..
Packing her things quickly, she escaped the store and was ready for home, until her eyes fell to the harley again. Her feet slowed to a halt as she stood in front of the bike that seemed to have a cool skeletal design on the body, not that she could appreciate it properly in this dim light. 
“OI! What are you doing?!” a voice shouted at her, making her jump and clutch her bag close. As she whirled around stepping away from the bike as a tall man with crimson hair strode towards her with a deep scowl on his face.
“Sorry! I was just admiring your harley! I’m sorry!” she said quickly. Well done you idiot.. 
He looked her up and done and hummed “you’re an odd one.” 
Well that’s not the worst thing someone said to me…
He slung his leg over the bike, Hana noticed the ripped jeans grip his thighs tightly as he leant forward fumbling with the keys. Striking the bike to life, letting it growl loudly. Hana’s eyes lit up. Something about the low thunder of these types of motorbikes just made her happy. “It sounds so cool!” she exclaimed excitedly. The red haired man looked pleased with her response. 
“Hm. Didn’t put you for a bike fan.” he hummed. 
“I’ve always liked motorbikes. I can’t personally ride one but I still think they’re pretty awesome.” she rambled excitedly. The man leant against his handlebars with a grin on his face 
“Why-” before he could say anything else a strong gust of wind swept across the parking lot, tugging at Hana’s bonnet 
“Ah! No!” she grabbed hold of the bonnet before it could take off “that was close.” she wheezed, retiring the bonnet to her totebag just as rain began to fall. “I should go. Sorry to bother you.” Hana smiled, bowing quickly and hurrying off into the night before the rain could get worse. 
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Kid watched the orange haired woman run off. What a weird one.. He thought, he put the stand back down and noticed something orange by his boot. Climbing off his bike, to pick it up, turning it over in his fingers, it was an orange glittery bat shaped bow. One the orange clad princess had had in her hair. 
“Kid you done trying to pick up girls in the parking lot again?” Killer teased, as they finally came to join him. 
“Ah, shut up.” he hissed, pocketing the bow. Maybe I’ll see her around..can’t miss her in that getup. 
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At first Kid didn’t make too much of an effort to return the bow. But whenever he looked at it next to his goggles, he thought back to her smile. She was pretty cute. Picking the bow up, Kid headed into town, seeking out someone who could probably help him. Working his way through some of the small streets, he came to a shop you could smell a mile off with the incense floating out the door. Entering the shop, the bell chiming quietly over his head as the door slammed behind him.
“Oi, Hawkins! You here?” Kid called loudly, walking into the centre of the shop.
“I’m always here,” came a voice from behind Kid. Making Kid tense, Hawkins was a tall blonde man, just a little taller than Kid and he always wore the frilliest collared shirts, like he was in a vampire novel or new romantics band. Not that Kid could judge on fashion choices with his snake print trousers. 
“Like a damn ghost-”
“And you’re loud enough to wake the dead.” Hawkins chided, heading back behind his counter “You came to have me find something,” he said flatly, looking down at some cards laid out on his counter “or someone..” 
“Saves me the trouble of explaining.” Kid strugged, half slamming the bow down on the counter making the cards jump slightly off the surface, “whoever this belongs too.” 
“I know who that belongs too without the use of cards,” Hawkins replied simply “but why should  I?”
“I just want to return it.”
“Hm,” Hawkins turned over a card and cracked a smile that sent a chill down Kid’s spine “Go to the fountain in the centre of the marketplace, you’ll find what you seek there.”
“-Thanks..I think..” Kid turned on his heels to leave when Hawkins coughed,making Kid groan “Fine. I’ll buy something. Just make it not expensive damn it! I’m not made of money!” he huffed, Hawkins carefully placed a rock that glimmered blues and amber on the counter “you want me to buy a rock?” Kid asked his face riddled with skepticism. 
Hawkins closed his eyes slowly, ignoring Kid’s snark “It is a crystal. Labradorite it helps-”
“I don’t care what it does alright? I’ll buy it.” Kid grumbled loudly, fumbling for his tattered wallet. “Daylight robbery for a rock.” he sneered, pocketing the newly acquired rock and hurried on his way. Hawkins is so damn creepy. He thought as he strode quickly through the streets towards the marketplace. In the distance he spotted a familiar orange beacon. A different orange dress today, orange and black stripes and a shirt with frills Hawkins would be jealous for. She looked down to check her phone and her shoulders slumped forward in dismay. Man...Hawkins really is spooky… Kid slowed to a halt as he approached her and patted her on the shoulder making her jump back suddenly. “Shit..sorry..”
“Oh...it’s you..” she looked up at him. “Sorry. You startled me..” she laughed, looking around nervously, “Can I help you?” she asked. Kid thrust the bow out at her, trying to remain cool and aloof 
“You dropped this.” he said sharply, dropping the bow into her hand that was covered in lace. Her eyes widened and she looked up at him with a bright smile that made his heart thud loudly against his ribcage What the fu- was that?
“Thank you so much!” she wasted no time in clipping the bow at the edge of the orange berat she was wearing “this is my favourite bow, I was so upset I lost it.” 
“Yeah sure..” Now what? He cleared his throat, shoving his hands into his leather jacket’s pocket “so..are you waiting for someone?” he asked, trying not to sound horribly creepy. 
“Oh..well..I was.” she chuckled, shuffling nervously “She forgot she had made plans with her boyfriend as well. so..she’s not here.” she said with a shrug “I was going home-”
“Drink!” he half shouted “..do ya want to get a drink or something?” Kid asked as politely as he could. She tensed and rubbed her arm nervously.
“I don’t drink.” she announced and her expression said she was awaiting a snide comment. 
“Oh right. I know a place that does good shakes?” Kid offered instead and noticed her eyes lit up at the mention of milkshakes. “Want to join me?” she nodded “-Ya know.. I don’t know your name..”
“Hana. Nice to meet you..it’s Kid right?” she asked with a tilt of her head, he looked at her curiously “I mentioned your cool bike to a friend and they knew you..or know of you. They have a Harley too, you might have seen them around? Bright green quiff has a habit of wearing no shirt-”
“Not Barto?” Kid grimaced “you know him?” sure he knew the guy, they had been in a few fights together about stupid shit. How the hell did this small fairy like woman know that idiot?
“I do. We have mutual friends. He’s a nice guy, very fun.” she laughed “very excitable..”
“I don’t think we’re on about the same guy.” Kid said in disbelief, “anyway..let's go..” she nodded and walked beside him quietly. “Shame your friend ditched you..”
“Not the first time but it’s okay.” she said with a smile, “Brightside. I got my hair bow back.” Kid hummed and they walked in awkward silence to a little American styled dinner. “Oh, I’ve never been here. I have some friends that come here a lot.” she said, following Kid into the quiet dinner and over to a booth. 
“Oh, Eustass, you’re early today,” a tall woman with a sharp bowl cut appeared behind the counter and flashed Kid a warm smile. “Oh and you’ve got a little cutie with you today.” Hana blushed and bowed quickly, her orange curls floating around her face.
“-hello..” Kid ushered her over to a booth near the jukebox before Shakky could say anything else embarrassing. He handed her the drinks menu “thank you..” 
“God old people-” Hana stared at him skeptically over the menu. He caught himself studying her eyes, he couldn’t place the colour no matter how much he stared 
Are they blue? Green? Why the hell do I even care?!
“..She’s not old..She doesn’t look a day over 30..” 
“That’s sweet,” Hana jumped hiding behind the menu as Shakky appeared at the table. She leant in and whispered to her and Hana gasped 
“I..don’t believe that at all!” 
Shakky chuckled “now then what can I get you two?”
Kid slumped back in the seat, slinging his arms over the back of the chair “Chocolate shake.” he stated,
“Can I have a butterscotch milkshake please?” hana asked politely. Shakky nodded and headed back behind the counter. Kid watched her curiously “what?”
“I’m just wondering what the hell that was?”
“Oh..well. I’ve worked in a cafe before..polite customers are few and far between..so I always strive to be a good customer..” she rambled fiddling with her gloves “Sorry..that-”
“nah..I suppose I’m just a ruffian..” he flashed a playful grin at her, which drew a light red hue to her cheeks before she chuckled at him, okay now what...music! “You..wanna put something on the box?” he asked lazily, gesturing to the old fashioned jukebox behind him.
“Absolutely! Any requests?” she asked, sliding from her seat kid held out the coin for her, he shook his head
“Go wild.” he grinned. As she passed his side of the table, he caught sight of a pair of eyes watching from over the counter old man Rayleigh..that bastard- Rayleigh gave him a thumbs up and wink and vanished from view. Kid looked away quickly, he felt hot. Why?! It’s just a woman..
Hana rejoined him at the table just as her first song started playing, Kid listened for a few moments “You like The Cure?” he asked, realising he almost sounded disgusted but that wasn’t his intent at all. “I thought..it would be pop..” he added quickly, mumbling into his hand. 
“Here you kids go.” Shakky said, setting the drinks down on the table. 
“Thank you.” Hana replied brightly, looking at her milkshake excitedly “looks so yummy.”
This woman..
She slurped her milkshake happily “It’s so delicious!” she kept slurping until she grimaced suddenly “b-brainfreeze” and still she slurped. Kid smirked and watched her power through the brainfreeze to drink the beverage. Kid hummed when the song changed,
“A bundle of surprises..”
“Well my parents listened to a lot of  80’s music so I picked it up..but isn’t Billy Idol cool?” she asked, “you kind of reminded me of him.” Kid almost choked on his drink “Maybe it’s the leather jacket and the cool aura  you give off.” she explained, Kid nodded and cleared his throat. 
Number..get her number..
“so..Could I-” he was stopped by the door of the diner opening and he saw Killer’s mass of blonde hair
“Oi Kid!” he waved, Hana tensed and drained the rest of her glass in record time. 
“I should go. I don’t want to get in the way of your friends. Thank you again.” she smiled, sliding from her chair and disappearing behind Killer and his group. Hearing the bell chime again a few moments later.
“You bastards have the worst timing!” he shouted, slamming his hand on the table. The group looked at the empty glass and turned to the door where it had recently just closed. 
“You were on a date?!” they all half yelled, huddling around him quickly trying to try and extort the information out of him. 
“Oh Eustass,” Shakky called to him, leaning on the bar with a teasing smile “Don’t worry about paying, your little girlfriend paid for you.” that spurred on more teasing as Kid’s face went the same colour as his face. Shakky chuckled, shaking her head “I wonder how Eustass found such a nice girl.”
“Same way I found you.” Rayleigh added “fate.” he smiled, kissing her cheek softly “why you liked me back still amazes me.” 
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It was almost a week before Kid found Hana again. He was sat in his basement tuning his guitar, the rock Hawkins had made him purchase was sat on his desk and he could only focus on it. I can’t concentrate.
“Fuck-” he cursed loudly, setting his guitar down. Kid grabbed the rock pocketing it and went to grab his keys. A ride would make him feel better. His harley thundered loudly as he headed out into the cool autumn air. He found himself up the seafront when he noticed a familiar barnet of orange hair sat on a bench watching the waves ebb and flow. Pulling up next to the bench, and removing his helmet running a hand through his flattened crimson locks. He noticed a large uneaten donut in her hand “If you ain’t careful the seagulls will eat that.” he warned, with a  grin sitting beside her making her jump.hen he noticed her headphones and she quickly fumbled to pause the music. 
“Kid..Sorry.. I wasn’t paying attention.” she laughed, 
“Gulls will eat that if you’re not careful,” he repeated. 
“Would you like a bite?” she asked, offering him the large and heavily decorated donut “It’s pumpkin spice. My favourite.” Kid leant and took a bite of it, nodding as he chewed it. Hana smiled, and took a bite. 
does that..class as one of those shared kisses? Kid shook that sappy thought from his head.
“Bit too sweet..” he mumbled, “where’d you get a donut that big?” he question, licking his lips of the remnant frosting,
“My favourite donut place is up here. Whole Cake Donuts. I’m friends with Katakuri who runs it.” 
Does she just befriend everyone?
“Massive..giant of a guy-” she nodded “he bakes?” she nodded eagerly, 
“His whole family bakes. They all have different shops that specialise in their preferred dessert.” she explained, taking another bite out of the donut. She looked over her shoulder at the Harley behind them “Out for a ride?”
Kid shrugged resting his hands on the bench to lean backwards “Needed a break from music.” he looked from his precious bike to Hana and smirked playfully “Wanna go for a spin?” her eyes lit up but shook her head, 
“I don’t have a helmet-” Kid swung his legs around the bench popping open the seat and grabbing a spare helmet and goggles he was compelled to bring with him. “Got ya covered pumpkin.” he laughed, making her blush. Finishing the giant donut quickly she threw the trash in the bin and made sure her hands were clean before accepting the helmet, placing her beret in her pumpkin shaped bag and pulled the helmet and goggles over her head. Kid chuckled at her bright smile and how the helmet didn’t really go with her outfit but she looked cute nonetheless. He noticed the poofy skirt how..I didn’t plan this.. “You can sit sideways?”
“Oh don’t worry,” she said, giving him a thumbs up before lifting the edge of her skirt. Kid almost stopped breathing. “I got bloomers on, we’re good.” she announced proudly “all modesty protected.” 
Kid could feel his face burning, what was I expecting?! He snorted and tapped the helmet “don’t go flashing people.” he warned, climbing onto his bike, he barely felt any additional weight on the back of the motorbike until he felt a tug on his jacket. “Shit, do you weigh anything?”
“Aha..”
Kid shook his head “you can hold onto the back if you want.” he stated, kicking the stand and striking the bike into life. He heard Hana’s excited giggle behind him, which made him grin wildly. Why is this making me so fucking happy? This is stupid. “Hang on.” he shouted over the loud thundering engine. He could just hear her small voice over the noise and headed off and instantly felt a pair of arms wrap around his chest clasping at the front 
“Sorry!” 
Fuck..this woman is gonna kill me. 
Kid never let anyone ride his bike..why was he even permitting her to ride it..but then..she had shown respect to his precious Victoria from the beginning and there was something about her that told him she was different. His heart was racing as he felt her head rest against his back. His grin just got wider with every passing second. He headed just out of the town and up to a viewing point that overlooked the beach and the seemingly endless ocean. “Here we are.” he announced switching the bike off. Only the sound of the ocean and the rustling trees could be heard. Hana dismounted carefully and pouted as she fumbled with the buckle of the helmet, pulling the goggles around her neck as she lifted the helmet off her head, freeing her now wild hair. Shaking her hair free “That was so cool!” she said spinning around letting her skirt flare around her. “So cool!” she announced again. Kid leant against his bike and watched her spin around. He chuckled and ran a hand through his hair. Letting it linger there a moment until he felt a pair of eyes upon him. 
“-what…” he asked, noticing her staring in his direction.
“You’re really nice,” she stated, her smile could have blinded him. He looked away sharply,
“Don’t tell people that. I have a rep to keep up.” he huffed, trying to hide the blush creeping up his neck. His heart jumped into his throat when he blinked and found Hana standing closer to him holding up her pinky.
“Pinky promise.” she grinned,
Kid laughed loudly “bit old for that aren't ya?” he teased but went to comply anyway, looping his little finger with hers. 
“I won’t tell..also..how big are your hands?!” she gasped, what? Kid stared at both of his hands and frowned. They're not that big are they? “Look-” she held up her hand gestured Kid to do the same, she placed her hand against his. Indeed his hands were bigger but wasn’t she just small? Before he could say anything, Hana slipped her delicate fingers between his and held his hand gently. Kid’s brain shut down. She..what… his heart was banging against his chest like Killer’s shitty drums and he felt on fire, he was certain steam was coming off his face. What is this woman?! Kid was trying to face his internal dilemma, when he noticed a glimmer of concern in her ocean like eyes. He squeezed her hand tightly, bringing a rivalling blush to her cheeks. “You’re so warm!” she said in awe bringing his hand closer to her face to nuzzle it. Something inside Kid snapped, he grabbed her arm and pulled her into his chest wrapping his arms around her tightly, resting his chest into her shoulder.
“The hell are you doing to me?” he asked, his usual tone sounded a little softer, almost scared. Hana chuckled against him and returned the embrace. “You appeared out of nowhere and left me wanting more.”
“Aha..sorry..” she looked up at him “does it help...I feel the same? I er...I like you.” Hana replied nervously, failing to keep eye contact with him as she confessed to him. Kid blinked and grinned, he dipped to close the gap between them capturing her lips in a swift kiss not relinquishing his strong embrace. 
“This time..give me your damn number..” he half demanded with a pout tugging on his lips, she looked dazed for a moment and with both of their lipstick smudged on one another, they both succumbed to laughter. First woman to laugh after kissing me… Rummaging into her bag, she pulled out her phone. Kid reached into his pocket and then another pocket before groaning loudly. “I forgot my fucking phone!” he yelled loudly, which just made her laugh more. She took hold of his hand again lacing their fingers together slowly. 
“Don’t worry. We’ll meet up again, on maybe an actual date?” she asked with a coy smile, Kid smirked dipping to steal another kiss.
“I ain’t letting you go again…” he mumbled against her lips. “Come on..I’ll take you home…” Kid said, pulling away his stomach was doing summersaults  what is wrong with me?! As he pulled his keys out of the pocket on his jacket, the crystal fell out of his pocket rolling near her little platform shoes. “Oh..that’s just some rock-” she picked it up and inspected it curiously before delving into the pocket on her dress pulling out a rock in the same colours. 
“You have one too?” she asked, handing him the rock back. 
“Not by choice..Hawkins made me buy it..” he huffed, now he felt like a complete fool. “I’m going to tear Goldilocks hair out..” he growled under his breath.
“Hawkins gave me one too. I only went to buy a new candle and he said I should take this too.” she smiled “It’s Labradorite, Hawkin’s said it can help us make decisions that lead to lucky outcomes and I think he was right,” Hana looked up at him with such a kind smile that no one had ever looked at him with “Because if I hadn’t come out today..I wouldn’t have seen you.”
Kid blinked and pulled her back into his arms “you’re crazy.” he chuckled.
“..crazy in love with you.” she mumbled into his chest. The trees rustled loudly as the wind plucked the deep red leaves from their branches and scattered them across the clearing as the sun began to set in the distance, as if pulling down a red curtain on the final act of a play. 
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adoregoldenharry · 4 years
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Wrong People Sometimes
A/N: Kinda of stuck in a lot of places right now. Trying to get a few negative thoughts out of my head onto here. Please let me know what you think. lots of love. [not my gif]
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Have you ever been in love? 
Have you ever felt like meeting the one person that you know in your heart is the last person you will every romantically lay your eyes on?
That was how I felt.
The two of us were singers in a world of media and heartbreak. In a overcrowded city with too many cars, and too much pollution. The city of cameras and red carpets. The city of rumors and regulations, according to where exactly you lived.
In this city I met Harry. He was one of the purest people I had ever met. I mean that mentally of course. I had heard things about him and how experienced he was and that he was no stranger to females in the industry. I didn’t like to look at him from that angle. The same one in which everyone looked at him. He was more than that and I knew it from the moment we both saw each other. 
I had met him at a small cafe in Los Angeles where I lived. I was aware he lived there too but I just had never seen him previously. 
I remember walking in prepared to order some drink my friend from yoga had been boasting about since our first class. I ordered rather quickly that day hoping not to be seen by anyone because I was tired of trying not to break my body in my morning yoga class. I turned to move out of the way and bumped into someone swishing their coffee from their hands onto the floor. 
“I am so sorry, oh my gosh,” I blabbered while reaching for some napkins nearby as I had gotten some of his now spilled drink on his shirt. I felt so bad for ruining this mans nice and very stylish tee shirt. “Don't worry about it love its fine,” a deep voice rumbled through the man. Whether he was singing or having a normal conversation most people would be able to tell who he was. I sure was able to. 
“Harry? Harry Styles?” I spoke lowly, not trying to blow anyones cover.
He looked around and then back to me nodding. “Yeah, wait a second. You’re Y/N, I love your new album it’s fucking amazing. Shit sorry,” Harry apologized. I giggled and stuck my hand out to him. 
“Thanks, I love yours as well.” He grinned and showed off his immaculately shaped dimples.
We had a short conversation outside after I insisted on buying him a new drink to which he continued to refuse. I bought it for him anyway. We talked a little bit about our busy schedules and upcoming plans for our careers. Something us celebrities usually did upon seeing each other in public, weirdly enough. 
After about fifteen minutes we had given out numbers and promised to keep in touch. We absolutely did that. 
For months to come we had hung out multiple times every month. From dinners to movie nights in on the couch. Harry was my breath of fresh air. He was the person I chose to spend all of my extra time with and he did the same with me. Or so I had hoped anyway. He was always the first to call and ask if we could see each other. It made me feel like he cared and he wanted me like I had eventually wanted him. 
Speculation occurred in the media after so many photos of the two of us spending all this time together circulated. His fans jumped right on it trying to dig up anything they could. Both of us stayed rather quiet about our friendship. We thought it was a little humorous to see what everyone would come up with. 
“Wont you just come with me please Y/N. It will be so much fun,” Harry whined. I rested my hands on my hims with a smug smile on my face. It had been about a year and half since the beginning of our close knit friendship. 
“Harry I can't, I have to finish up the last couple of tracks at the studio.” I watched his face twist into a pout, making me giggle. He was like a little puppy that wouldn't take no for an answer. He would always do this. Make me drop everything for him, yet I always let it slide. 
“Please baby,” Harry whimpered. I tensed up at his words. He had never used that pet name before. Mostly because we have a platonic relationship and because he just hadn't. “Harry I-”
 I looked at him before I could finish my sentence I saw that adorable, pleading look on his face. I sighed and nodded. To which Harry jumped up from the couch dancing around my living room carpet. “You are such a doofus.” I agreed to go with him on a two week long trip to Italy for a much needed getaway. Harry said I needed to go because he needed to show me something special he had come across last time he had been.
That two week vacation was everything with him. There was one night in particular that I would never forget but I wish I could. He had taken me around the beautifully lit streets of Venice during the night. We had a candlelit dinner in one of the fanciest restaurants between brick walls. 
Harry was acting weird that night. He was fidgeting and his hands would shake here and there. I asked him if he was okay and he told me ‘he would be’. 
After the dinner he led me to a small bridge. I leant against the railing looking down on the water where gondolas floated by with people sharing romantic moments. He came up behind me and wrapped his arms around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder. I smiled and brought my hand up to his hair playing with his curls. “Come on.” 
We walked down to the small dock. I gasped when I realized what we were doing. “Ready?” I nodded stepping in after him into the small boat. A man soothingly singing Italian tunes behind us while steering us down the canal. I giggled and clapped my hands together like a little girl. Harry chuckled at how excited I was. He placed his hand at my side and pulled me close into his side. I looked at him with big eyes. A smirk adorning his beautiful face.
His hand came up to my chin and pulled my face close to his. In a split second our lips met. The second they touched everything changed. I knew that and god did I love it, but I also feared it. 
I deepened the kiss and let him hold me. 
That night we had become different people. Now that I think of it, it was just me who had changed. We had officially become one that night. It all felt like a fever dream. My life felt perfectly made. I had the career, the money, and the man that I wished for all of my life. I felt like I filled what was missing. 
Every night after was like the last. We had come out as a couple not too long after Italy. Everyone seemed to have an idea that this would be coming with how much we had been hanging out before then. The internet ate us up with every moment from when we stepped out of our houses together. Pictures of us slapped onto the internet from all over I smiled every time I saw a cute picture of us smiling and holding hands. 
I thought I was in love.
“That’s not where you said you were going,” I huffed. Harry sighed and raked his hands through his hair. “Not this again Y/N.”
“Why not, you drill me about other men. Why can I not do the same?” I took a sip of my water in a glass. Harry was becoming visibly more frustrated with my interrogation. He was pictured roaming around LA with one of his exes. I would not have a problem with it as long as he had told me about it. Yet he decided to ignore the thought I guess. 
“Jus’ please get over it okay. It’s done, what do ya want me to do? Text you about it now? I presume not,” Harry stomped to the kitchen. Heading toward the fridge to put his now leftovers away from his secret lunch. “I just don't understand what was so hard about sending me a quick text. I had food made for us here as well. Would’ve saved the serving for another time.”
“Fuck Y/N sorry okay!” Harry shouted making me jump and drop my glass. It shatters all over the floor. I mutter and ‘shit’ and bend down to pick up the shards with a towel laying on the counter. Harry bent down helping me clean up the mess. “I think I'll just head back home now,” I grabbed keys from the dinning table heading towards the door. 
“No Y/N wait.” I ignored him gently shutting the door behind me. 
Things only got worse from that day. We didn't speak for about two weeks. I was hurt that he didn’t try and contact me all that time. I didn't try to call him either but I assured myself it was because I was busy with my next album. I was missing one more song. I was having the worst writers block. 
It was a Friday night and I had been surfing through entertainment channels. I stopped upon one of the more popular ones. They were talking about the latest behind the scene montages for new movies. I hadn’t been paying much attention until they started a new story. 
“Has the world’s most loved former boy band singer found another romance? What happened with him and Y/N L/N?”
My heart stopped. They showed pictures of Harry walking down a cobblestone path with a blond in an all too familiar place. One that I had been to months ago, with him. It was her. The one who he had seen at lunch two weeks ago. I almost kept myself together until the next picture dissolved onto the screen. 
It was Harry and the girl on a small boat floating down the same canal that we shared our first kiss on. Silent tears fell down my cheeks. I wiped them quickly and sniffled. I stood up with my blanket wrapped around my shoulder. I grabbed my small black notebook and headed up my stairs to my bedroom to let the lyrics flow freely. 
I remember getting texts from Harry endlessly that same night. He had seen the news and he wouldn't stop calling. He send message after message saying that he was sorry. That he didn't know what he was thinking by taking her there. Harry said that he regretted every decision he had made that ever ruined us. 
I never replied to him. 
I turned off my phone and set it on my nightstand. 
He may have ruined us, but I wrote a song that would ruin him.
I guess I was never really in love.
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swiss-cheeze · 4 years
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We All Sin Agent Hotchner || Aaron Hotchner
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Request: YES/NO
Gender: none, they/them
Warnings: oh jesus, murders (duh), talk of sins, mentions of abortion, talk of sexual and physical abuse, child molestation, mention of a drug addiction.
Description: you’ve killed 12 by murder and another 13 by proxy, as you get interviewed by Hotch and Reid they finally find out why you killed up to 12 and another 13 but when you start mentioning the teams owns sins you get rather bored.
Disclaimer: OKAY BASICALLY, background before you read? Your parents went through a divorce when you were 12 and then your mother sexally and physically abused you at age 13; this is why you killed 12 people, however the other 13 you killed by proxy because they were all sinners. You got someone else to kill them for you (mentioned in the fic), the background to this is because your mother was catholic, so you grew up catholic; you couldn't kill those 13 other sinners because it's a sin but the 12 you could because it was the year for the divorce but the 13 you couldn't because that was from the sexual and physical abuse.
Disclaimer: I AM NOT RELIGIOUS, this is all based off of research from my own questions over the years as well as the quick engine search for this fic. The ‘sins’ the team has commited are ones I’ve found on their profiles on the Criminal Minds Wiki and twisted it a little to the use of the plot; GIDEON AND ELLE ARE MENTIONED IN THIS FIC AS MERE MENTIONS, THEY ARE NOT IN THE TEAM (this team consists of the OG; Prentiss, Hotch, Reid, Morgan, Garcia, Rossi and J.J.)
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“Jesus Christ what should we do?” Emily questioned as the team stood around the round table. They caught the unsub of course, however they needed a confession, and you were not budging.
“Thirteen murders and twelve by proxy,” J.J. muttered and looked to the victim board, “that's a lot before we got brought in, is there any significance that we can use against them?” the team looked to Spencer who simply shrugged.
“The number 13 is considered an unlucky number in some countries,” Spencer started, “the end of the Mayan calendar's 13th Baktun was superstitiously feared as a harbinger of the apocalyptic 2012 phenomenon. Fear of the number 13 has a specifically recognized phobia called triskaidekaphobia which was coined in 1911” Spencer ended his little ramble but it still did little for the team, you hadn't done anything towards those facts or any others that Spencer could recall, same with your twelve additional murders.
“Well we have to find a reason otherwise (Y/n) could have bail and hit again in a few years,” Aaron said as he leant against the chairs, “there has to be something”
“When (Y/n) was twelve their parents split?” Garcia questioned, “and then thirteen was when they oh no-”
“What, what you got baby girl?” Derek questioned as he moved to lean over Garcia's computer.
“Umm, okay these are direct quotes from a medical? Thing?” Garcia questioned again.
“That sounded like a question Garcia, what is it?” J.J. said fiercely.
“Okay okay umm,” Garcia did a little more typing, “at age thirteen (Y/n) was brought into their nearby medical centre from their house, because they lived with their mum, and they always came in with multiple bruises ‘in the shape of hands, occasionally cuts and multiple sexual assaults’ oh poor baby,” Garcia mumbled her last few words, “sexual assault from their mum at age thirteen? That would suck”
“If that's all we have to work with then that's what we’ll use,” Hotch said as he gathered a few files randomly, “Reid i want you to go into the room with (Y/n), set up a conversation regarding their childhood, specifically ages twelve and thirteen; (Y/n) is used to alpha males and females, they won't be expecting someone like you,” Emily snorted softly as Hotch handed Spencer the random files.
“And what do i do with these?” Spencer questioned, they literally were all random files and were not in order, that bugged the poor Doctor a little but he knew better than to fix it.
“Look through them alot,” Hotch responded, “pretend to fall back on things you already know from the profile and the murders, try and look through multiple files at once; (Y/n) is a curious killer but knows what they’ve done and the reason, they like to play with their food and in this case food is-”
“People got it,” Spencer said quickly before ducking out of the door, down the catwalk and towards the room you were being held.
“Hotch,” Derek said suddenly, “you do know this is about you right?” the man said, everyone looked up confused as their unit chief nodded.
“That’s why i sent in Reid, when (Y/n) gets fed up and calls for me i'll go in and i'll get the final details we need” and with that Hotch walked out of the door and in the same direction as Spencer as Derek showed the rest of the team how it was about Hotch.
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“(Y/n), you were sexually assaulted multiple times at the age of thirteen, tell me more about that?” Spencer questioned, you didn't budge in your seat nor did you show any signs of knowing what he was talking about besides the slight flinch he noticed when he mentioned the age.
“Why,” you said softly, your voice came out gravelly, “what is it you want to know?”
“Well, it was from your…” Spencer flipped through multiple files, making sure to keep them out of your line of sight before landing on a random one, “mother” you scoffed.
“Bitch, slag, whore, slut,” was all you said in response.
“How?” Spencer questioned.
“SHE MOLESTED ME,” you blew up, slamming the table, “BEAT ME AND MOLESTED ME, SENT ME TO SCHOOL IN THE MORNING, THE ONLY SAFE PLACE I KNEW BEFORE I HAD TO GO HOME AT THE SAME TIME EVERY DAY TO HER HANDS, HER EYES, HER MOUTH AND SOMETIMES HER FUCKING FRIENDS,” you struggled to breath as your body vibrated from the added adrenalyne.
“(Y/n), i need you to calm down,” Spencer said, he didn't even flinch at your explosion but he knew the signs of an early panic attack, “what's special about you is that you have so much anxiety, self doubt and self loathing and yet you still lured in twenty five people to kill,” Spencer mentioned.
“Twelve,” you said in a low voice, “I only killed twelve i had nothing to do with the others,” your eyes flickered to Spencer who started packing the files; he had gotten half the confession.
“Thank you for your time-”
“I want Hotchner,” you said with a grin, knowing exactly what that meant as Spencer paused for a moment, “even you noticed it Doctor, you saw all those victims that look like him, high class, business, lawyers, close to the justice system…” you started pointing out the similarities.
“I'll see what I can do,” Spencer said before leaving the room. The click of the lock made you giggle, then laugh, then cackle. The team watched from the two way mirror as you had a slight psychotic break in the chair you were chained to.
“GIVE ME AARON FUCKING HOTCHNER,” you screamed, “otherwise ill have to kill his little boy~” you sang with an evil grin. The team stiffened as your words floated through the room.
“They wouldn't,” J.J. said, “we didn't profile accomplices,”
“No but (Y/n) did kill by proxy,” Hotch said, “anyone could have anything trained on my little boy,” the unit chief said before he opened the interrogation room and your loud gasp came through the monitors.
“Hotchie!” you exclaimed happily, your grin was sick as your posture changed and you sat upright.
“Don't call me that,” Hotch said calmly, “you just confessed to twelve murders, now we need you to confess to the other thirteen-”
“I didn't do it,” you said immediately, “I simply helped victims with their own troubles,” you said with another sick grin as you leant forward, “you've got your own troubles too don't you Hotchie?” you questioned.
“I told you not to call me that,” Hotch responded as he stared you dead in the eye.
“A dead wife,” you grinned, “murdered wife I should say, son who almost, kind of, slightly doesn't trust you. Why?” you looked to Hotch with a grin, “you’re never there for him the poor thing” you said with a fake pout, “i should know what that's like, divorced at age twelve, molested at age thirteen, wow what a rocky fucking year those two where huh?” you questioned with a grin as the room door opened and out stepped a delicious looking man who handed Hotch a file. You whistled low, “Sexy little things aren't you here at the BAU huh?” you questioned with a grin as he left, it wasn’t the doctor from before but that didn't matter, you had the man you wanted right in front of you as he looked over a file, “what's that?” you questioned with a jut of your chin to the files.
“Damian Field,” Hotch started, you barely remembered the name let alone the face, “shot execution style, was a pedophile on three accounts,” you grinned, so that techy finally figured it out, “Emily Guard, shot execution style, multiple accounts of stealing and piracy, Dellie Parafield, shot execution style, stealing, looting, poisoning her mother and-”
“Did you finally figure it out?” you asked, cutting off the man you loved.
“You wrote ‘sinner’, at each crime scene, that's why there's thirteen and when we didn't find you quick enough you came to us,” Hotch said, you grinned.
“Thirteen dead, not because of me, but thirteen dead,” you shrugged, “know why?”
“Your mother grew up catholic,” you grinned.
“We got every single one of those people to confess agent,” you said with a sick grin as the team watched on, “they confessed for every sin they committed and died respectively because of it,”
“You're a sinner,” Hotch said as if it were a fact, you scoffed.
“I aint,” was your response.
“You killed twelve and another thirteen by proxy,” Hotch reminded you, tears filled your eyes as you sniffled.
“That's not good,” Derek muttered as he watched through the glass.
“They deserved it,” you said softly.
“And you don't?” Hotch questioned.
“AT LEAST I SEE MY SINS!” you exclaimed loudly, causing a few of the team to jump, “if you realise your sins and apologise to the lord he will forgive, and he forgives me,” you nodded with a sniffle as tears trekked down your face, “he sees what i've done and he praises me!” you said with a laugh.
“Have you ever met god (Y/n)?” Hotch questioned, you rolled your eyes.
“What, you sayin’ i'm a liar too?” you asked with a grin, “that's a sin too Aaron,” you said with a grin.
“You're not a liar but you are a bad killer, you left everything out in the open and you led us right to you and when we hit a dead end you came to us,” Hotch reminded you again, “do you confess to twelve murders and thirteen murders by proxy?” he questioned again.
“No.” you grinned, “i ain't the one who killed ‘em!” you exclaimed again as Hotch stood up and walked out of the room. This only fueled your rage as you started thrashing your wrists in the cuffs they were being held by, “WE’RE ALL SINNERS AARON HOTCHNER” you screamed, you grinned as you felt the teams eyes all watching you from behind the mirror.
“Who's the accomplice?” Emily questioned.
“We’ll find out in a second,” Hotch said calmly.
“You think you’re safe!? From who but the lord!?” you shook your head, “Elle Greenaway,” you started, the team became rigid, “shot an...what do you guys call us? Unsub?” you laughed, “shot an unsub and you rid it off as self defense,” you held up a finger, “that's one sin agent Hotchner. Jason Gideon, stole hotel toiletries,” you grinned as another finger went up, “thats called stealing Hotchner, Derek Morgan, considered suicide after molestation,” you put up another finger, “thats three now Hotchner, Emily Prentiss, abortian at age fifteen,” another finger went up, “Hotchner im all for abortians and i dont personally find them a sin, however unfortunately thats not what catholics and christians see,” you grinned, “four. Jennifer Jareau, I unfortunately only recently found out about you even though you've been with the team for a few years. Fortunately for Hotchner it stays at four,” you waved your fingers in the air, “David Rossi,” you scoffed, “married and divorced three times,” you added three fingers and whistled, “that's added a lot to the load already Hotchner, up to seven now,” you sighed as you had to use your other hand, “Doctor Spencer Reid, wow” you laughed, “what? Drug addict, liar, that Lila woman who i'm going to add simply because i feel like it,” you waved both hands as much as you could and laughed softly, “damn, that Doctor is racking it up a lot Hotchner!” you exclaimed.
“Hotch we’re not getting anywhere with this,” Rossi said with a sigh as he looked to the saddened faces of his team mates.
“Just another second Dave, it'll work.” Hotch said, his eyes still glued to your frame, “when i was in their (Y/n) said ‘we’, there is an accomplice we just have to wait for their slip up” and that's when you did, it wasn't a slip but technically but you were bored.
“UGGGHHH,” you groaned, “Lily!” you exclaimed, “Lily Raymond, she's in our safehouse,” the team was about to walk away to find this ‘lily’ before you gave them a deal, “Aaron Hotchner i will give you the address if only you let us stay in the same cell, AND,” you grinned and bit your lip, “let me give you a big smooch,” the team sighed.
“Hotch you can't,” Emily said.
“If we want that address he’ll have to,” Rossi said softly as Hotch walked into the room and did just as you asked.
He kissed you.
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Lost and Found.
A/N: Sorry it took so long to get round to this request I’ve had a manic week with hand-ins and work but it’s finished, I hope your like it!
Words: 2390
Warnings: Mentions of dead family members. A curse word here and there.
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This was a stupid idea. Going to a flashy party in a flashy building hosted by a flashy company was one of the top activities you tried to avoid. You knew that your shitty minimum wage desk job and even shittier selection of dresses in your closet would make you not just feel but look out of place the moment you walked in. But, being a good friend, you caved when Emma had asked you for the tenth time to go with her, insisting that her friends and colleagues wouldn’t judge, but, coming from a group home, you knew better.
You weren’t a stranger to people thinking they’re better than you, or their fake sympathy when they found out your story, not that you were embarrassed by it. In fact, you had taken pride in it knowing that some of the shit you’d struggled through helped make you a better person. Not that they would care, they never needed a personality because they had the blessing of money and notoriety. Anyway, here you were, in your black dress and heels, a little bit of make-up you were sure had smudged on the car ride here and just enough alcohol in your system to make the night bearable.
Just looking at the exterior of the building made you want to throw-up, then again that could partially be the cheap wine you’d drank. The floodlights in the front shone beams of gold up the brilliant white bricks and the plants surrounding the door worth probably more than your apartment brought a pop of colour to the entrance. Emma finished paying the cab driver and stepped out beside you.
“Come on, it's not that bad. Let’s get inside.” She laughed, noticing your hesitation. Her hair sat in a perfect updo and her dress swayed elegantly as she waltzed forwards. Her whole look matched; the clips in her hair, the colour of her and her shoes, even the clutch she held presented her as a magnificently finished puzzle. You looked like a bag of trash next to her. Her hand gently tugged at your arm and with a deep breath, you made your way in.
The lobby was almost empty, save for a few well-dressed men and who you assumed were their dates chatting languidly by the front desk. Emma’s heels clacked loudly against the marble floors, your own in tow as she threw a friendly wave towards the receptionist before you reached the elevator. Your nerves picked up at the thought of being in a crowded room full of professionals talking business with fine champagnes and little finger sandwiches and stupidly fancy tables for it all to sit on. God, you needed to snap out of it. You’re complaining about the tables.
The doors opened and you stepped in, greeted by your reflection in the walls of the lift. At least your make-up hadn’t smudged. Emma turned to you and gave you a look.
“What?” You asked, eyes darting back at your reflection then back at her.
“Stop worrying so much, you look cute I promise.” She reassured, it kind of helped. Kind of.
A ding, the roll of the doors and suddenly the party was revealed. It didn’t seem the worst, you might even enjoy it. There were large round tables clothed in white fabrics with bottles of expensive champagne on ice standing in the center, large spreads of food were laid out towards the edges of the space as people picked and grazed. It was huge, far bigger than you were expecting and well furnished. The air was filled with laughter and polite conversation, a live jazz band performed on a stage with a sizable dancefloor. Thankfully, there was a well stocked bar for those who didn’t have the aquired taste of champagne and you’d have made a bee-line for it, had Emma not let out a squeal of excitement as a woman with long dark hair and a royal blue evening gown approached, gold jewellery shining in a beautiful contrast.
“Oh my god, hi! How are you? Isn’t this lovely?” She drawled, voice clear and sophisticated.
Emma let out a small chuckle, “I’m good and it’s gorgeous, where are you all sat?” she replied wtih a tilt of her head. The lady gestured vaguely to the left where a table of women gave over-enthusiastic smiles and waves as we peered over.
The three of us wandered through over and joined them. Your heart was in your throat as you tucked yourself in, eyes flitting between the champagne in the middle and the bar, debating fleeing in search of a better tranquiliser for the night.
“Emma, who’s your friend? I don’t believe we’ve met her before.” Another lady with a short blonde bob spoke. You moved to introduce yourself but Emma jumped in. “This is Y/N, she’s one of my closest friends and the nicest person I know, isn’t her dress cute?” The prompt led the girls to all ooh and aah at your outfit as you faked a tight smile and thanked them, shooting Emma a pointed glare which she returned with an apologetic wince. “So! Has Billy arrived yet?” She giggled taking the spotlight off you and you visibly relaxed, shoulders slumping forward, a chuckle escaped you as you shook your head recognising the name. She talked about him often enough, specifically his ‘perfectly styled hair’ and ‘eyes you could just drown in’.
“Unfortunately no, we do have a distinct lack of eye candy at this party.” The blue lady from earlier sighed exaggeratedly, sending them all into another round of giggles. Had you any self control you’d have hidden the grimace that crossed your face. You weren’t overly fond of talking about people in such a way. A waiter came to your table, asking if there was anything he could get, be it food or drink. They requested a second bottle of champagne and as he turned, you gently caught his arm.
“I’d like a whiskey, a double on ice if that's alright.” You tried and he nodded. “Of course, would you like a mixer with that, miss?” He questioned and you shook your head. He quirked an eyebrow at this and shot you an amused smile probably knowing you disliked this ordeal as much as he did. Turning back to the table you engaged in their chatter until you could quietly sip your drink.
Across the room, a tall man in a black tux entered, his hair slicked back and a freshly shaved stubble lining his jaw. He was greeted by a few other party-goers, laughing and complimenting the festivities. Typical, tedious small talk always appeased the businessmen and women. Billy took pride in his work, but that didn’t mean he had to like the sleazy old men in his clientele. He was partially listening to the dramatic but fake story one of the men always told at parties to impress the women as he sipped his drink until someone caught his eye. You. He recognised your face almost immediately but couldn’t be entirely sure for the crowd. Excusing himself from the conversation, he moved with the grace of a cat, eyes never leaving you, sat at the table with a glass of something dark in your hand.
Memories of the group home came flooding back to him, of your laugh and smile, that echoed only feet away from him. He remembered the nights spent talking for hours on the floor of your room about your ambitions and how you were both gonna ditch the place for good. Flashes of you crying, upset at one of the other kids because they said something that hit a little too close to home for you, cuddled into his side as he pressed soft kisses to the top of your head. His whole world fell apart the day you went your separate ways. He needed you just as much as you needed him if not more because you were there in the early hours of the morning when he couldn’t sleep, when he had lost all his cockiness and his wit, coming to you with nothing but glassy eyes and vulnerability.
He continued to stare, unsure of what to do as everything moved in slow motion. It was new to him, this experience of being stuck for a plan, but, he was interrupted as another man came over, a little more drunk than he should’ve been, cheering at Billy. He lost sight of you, just for a moment he took his eyes off you and he pushed past the drunken businessman and into the crowd to get to you. A few people made noises of complaint, quickly hushing as they recognised him.
He appeared by your table, leaving the crowd behind and just gaping at you. He couldn’t believe you were here, and looking like you did? Your eyes perfectly framed by your eyeliner, your dress hugging all the right places and your heels highlighting the shape of your legs? All that ran through his head were words of praise.
Emma stood suddenly from the table, approaching Billy and you watched curious as to where she was going until your eyes landed on him. “Y/N, this is Billy, my boss, he's the host of the party.” She explained. A cheshire grin painting itself on her features. You stood, taking a step towards him and offering your hand. He glanced down at it and his eyebrows furrowed for a split second. Didn’t you recognise him? He took your hand and shook it once, forgetting to take his back. You had to admit, he was incredibly handsome, but there was something about him that you couldn’t quite shake.
“A pleasure to meet you, sir.” You offered a genuine smile, looking into his almost black eyes. He gave a tight smile back, a pang of disappointment shooting through his chest. His hand still held yours and some of the girls giggled amongst themselves. “Uh..” You began awkwardly before an important looking man requested Billy to follow him. His eyes flickered down to your hands and he quickly recoiled, a light flush dusting his cheeks as he leant closer to you so only you could hear him. A whisper of a few words left you dumbfounded.
You sat back down, staring through the table. Those words. They triggered something in your brain, flipped a switch. Billy… Billy Russo from the group home. Your mind began racing with the memories of him.
You sobbed, body shaking and hot tears trailing down your cheeks. Billy’s hands moved to cup your jaw, thumbs wiping away the salty droplets. You pressed your head into his palm, the warmth soothing you. You’d just confided in him, told him everything about your past, your parent’s death, your uncle’s suicide all of it. He was the first person you’d opened up to who didn’t just leave. His eyes held a deep sadness but they were also full of love for you. He brought your head into his chest, letting you bury yourself in his hoodie, the sound of your sniffles and heavy breathing muffled by the soft material. Looking up at him, you wiped your face with the sleeve of your shirt and laughed at the wet patches you’d left on his own. He gently pulled your chin up to look him in the eye and said;
“And here you are living, despite it all.”
It hit you like a brick wall and you stood so swiftly that your chair fell backwards behind you. Not bothering to explain yourself you charged through the crowd in the same direction he disappeared in, shrugging off the obvious sounds of disgust at your rudeness. Your eyes raked through the ocean of people, the sounds of obnoxious laughing, energetic jazz and the exaggerated old men’s stories filled your ears becoming unbearable. You span, frantic to find him and explain yourself as you replayed the memory over and over in your head. Bodies bumped and clashed with your own pushing you around until you collided with a firm chest. Spinning on your heel you looked at who you’d hit.
Your eyes met and you couldn’t look away. It was him, standing tall and looking at you with that signature grin. You let out a laugh in sheer disbelief before wrapping your arms around his neck. He quickly returned the embrace, nuzzling into your hair and glad you’d remembered him even if it took those words to jog your memory. He couldn’t blame you for wanting to forget that place.
“I’m so sorry, I didn’t realise, I tried looking everywhere for you after we were separated but I-” You rambled over his shoulder as he softly pushed you back just enough for you to look at him. “Maybe you didn’t look quite hard enough?” He suggested, cocking an eyebrow in jest. You scoffed and rolled your eyes, laughing as you slapped his chest lightly. You looked back up at him, turning serious. “I mean it, Billy, I tried everything and it led nowhe-” You were cut off by him shushing you quietly. “You’re here now, that’s all that matters.” He whispered, tucking a stray strand of hair behind your ear. You instinctively leant into his hand, feeling at ease in his presence again. Tears threatened to spill but he pulled you into a tight hug again before they could.
The music faded into something a little softer, and he threaded his fingers into yours tugging you towards the dancefloor. You snorted, rather unladylike, but he just turned back and laughed. “Good to know that hasn’t changed.”
Pulling you closer, his hands moved to just above your hips, ever the gentleman, and started to sway you both to the music. He smirked noticing the blush on your cheeks and you shook your head looking down with a giggle. Who would’ve thought you’d find each other again all these years later? Leading two entirely different lives despite such a similar beginning. He pressed his lips to your forehead, leaving them there for a moment before you looked up at him again. You sighed, content and lay your head against his chest, closing your eyes and taking in the moment, relishing in the fact you had him back. Only this time, you didn’t plan on letting him go.
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