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alostlittleriverlotus · 9 months

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saw this dude literally say "I know NPD is stigmatized, but I use these narcissistic abuse terms because it relates to my situation"

Yeah, don't care. You're still perpetuating harm. It doesn't matter if you acknowledge it's stigmatized. You are still using terms that lump in NPD with abuse and blame it more on the disorder than the abuser. You are using terms that will get misconstrued even if YOU personally know the difference. You continue to use terms that prevent help for narcissists because you personally want to. Just because YOU wouldn't personally take "offense" because a disorder you had would be lumped in with abuse shows you know nothing.

You acknowledge the harm it has, but then boil it down to being hurt/offended. Those terms literally are used to cause harm. You can't look up NPD for legitimate help. It does not matter what YOU PERSONALLY BELIEVE or that you can tell the difference!!! You are aiding harm!!! And you went on this whole defensive rant because of one comment? You acknowledge that it has stigmatizing harm, but you still use it because it being "narcissistic abuse" helps you describe your situation? You fail to see that you are just adding more ableism.

I just. The fact you're aware of it and still choose it is disgusting. I have literally seen my trauma lumped in with evil narcissist posts. Seeing shit about MY trauma and then have it be boiled down to cause of them being narcissists. Me. A trauma survivor and narcissist. And I have seen sexual abuse lumped in to being caused by narcissists. I have seen us compared to fucking rapists!!!

SO YES I AM PRETTY FUCKING MAD THAT YOU KNOW THE HARM IT CAUSES AND STILL CHOOSE TO USE IT BECAUSE IT HELPS YOU!!!! THIS ISNT SOME RECLAIMED BS, THIS IS YOU NOT EVEN HAVING NPD AND SAYING ITS FINE CAUSE YOU CAN IMAGINE YOUD BE FINE WITH IT IF SOMEONE DID IT WITH A DISORDER YOU HAVE!!!!!!

Yes I'm fucking furious. You acknowledge the harm and you still choose to add to it. You aren't a narcissist, you don't get a fucking say in what's okay to use or not. I don't give a shit what trauma you have cause if we use that as justification I HAVE LITERALLY HAD MY TRAUMA TOLD AS BEING CAUSED BY NARCISSISTS!!! WHEN I AM A FUCKING NARCISSIST!!!

So yeah. You're a piece of shit in my eyes. Choosing to actively partake in harmful language and beliefs because it personally helps you, but harms so many others is fucking disgusting and ableist. I hate you just as much if not more than the ignorant ableists. I at least give a chance for the ignorant ones to learn cuz I fell into that hole once.

This isn't about reclaiming terms or some other shit you can still use. 1: you aren't a narcissist 2: these terms are super ableist and prevent help for fucking trauma and abuse victims!!! 3: you have no idea the extent that that kind of ableism goes. It is sinister and disgusting. I saw a post calling women servants of Satan because of them being narcissistic. What in the misogyny?! I've seen posts comparing us to rapists and murderers. I literally posted a neutral answer on quora about NPD and got my comment mocked by replacing everything I said with rapist. I'm literally a csa survivor. Maybe don't comment about a disorder being comparable to rape to a fucking stranger!!!!!!

So yeah. You're a piece of shit in my eyes. Cry about it all you fucking want, but you have no idea the actual extent of that ableism. You being fine doesn't make it okay. Defend it all you fucking want. All I see is someone that doesn't actually care about the harm they're doing to the mentally ill.

Narcissistic abuse isn't fucking real. Fuck ableists. And I'm not moderating the fucking tone because holy hell this was disgusting to see. I don't give a shit what trauma you have to justify it, it will never be okay. And if we use trauma to justify things, what about the countless fucking trauma and abuse victims that get thrown under the bus cause of NPD being thrown under the bus. Narcissistic abuse is an ableist and toxic hole and it's fucking disgusting. "I know it's bad and I'm sorry if it hurts you, but I'm gonna keep using it cause it's personal to me and helps me describe my abuse :(" fuck off. Actually fuck off. Fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck off fuck. OFF!!!

I hate the ableism on the mental health app I use. Fuck y'all. I'm not even fucking welcome in trauma spaces. I have to scope them out to see if they'll be normal about NPD or to see if I risk being hurled ableism just cause I wanna fucking rant about my disorder and how my trauma brought it about. I can't go to fucking mental health spaces in case of the fucking ableism cause that shit can fucking break me and risk actual physical harm to me cause I'm unstable as fuck. So yeah, fuck you if you continue to use the terms even though you know "it could hurt others' feelings, but if you thought about it with one of your disorders, you would be fine." No. No amount of trauma will make it okay to be fucking ableist. Fuck. You.

Your ableism fucking sucks and I ain't gonna stfu about it. Cause fuck your ableism. And fuck you if people try to help you understand, but you shut them down. Cause then you are actively choosing to be ableist and hurt trauma victims and mentally disabled neurodivergent people. Cause guess what! Narcissists are neurodivergent! NPD is a disability! We are trauma victims!!! Whether you wanna acknowledge it or not we are!!! One bad egg (if they do have NPD) does not mean you get to be fucking ableist to us and spew this hateful bullshit!!!

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thekidsare-not-alright · 6 months

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"Don't You Know Who I Think I Am?" harrowing. soul-squeezing. you'll never be the same

#fall out boy #fob #pete wentz #patrick stump #joe trohman #andy hurley #ioh #how could they write that.#raw emotion

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withinthebrain · 2 months

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Now I See the Beauty

There was a time When I would stare Out the window In the car, In an attempt To avoid Him-

To avoid His glare And the tone In his voice When he'd yell. To hide the way I'd flinch When he'd punch The center console.

There was a time When I was afraid Of him. Not afraid That he would Physically hurt me; Yet afraid, Because I knew He wanted To mentally manipulate, Emotionally control, And dominate My life.

But now He is gone And I am safe And confident And strong.

And now When I watch Out the window As you drive, I see the beauty Of the landscapes. I feel the warmth Of your embrace, And the love Of your soul, For you Love Me.

#writing #my writing #spilled thoughts #spilled ink #poetry #original poem #emotions #raw emotion #writers and poets #poets on tumblr #original poetry #beauty #love yourself

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rainbowkarmadsmithisheretostay · 6 days

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Raw emotion yesterday, turned an ugly moment into a fabulous one.

Why they stay PRESSED. 😝🐲😉👠🐦‍🔥🤘🌈💵⚖️🍀🎁

#raw emotion #natural #bruho #April #photography #iphone 11 pro #me #karma d #straight men #gay men #beautiful crossdresser #sex worker #crossdresserlife #versatile #androgynous

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euesworld · 1 year

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"You are a beautiful story that can only be explained in raw emotions.. you are a library of thoughts as deep as an ocean. You are not just mere paragraphs, but a mosaic of the most beautiful dreams.. a delightful book that I would like to get my hands on time and time again. You are the love that rests within my heart, you are lovely like a book at its depths.. you are poetry, a poet's dream it would seem. A muse unlike any other.."

You are sweet poetry - eUë

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ditzydisaster13 · 2 months

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What does Lance McClain actually let other see? And what is he hiding? It’s a whole lot of feelings that he bottes up and throws to the dark. But he only even smiles in a social setting. Broken Blue Boy.

Not the final drawing. But a beautiful sketch. The lighter details make it so fun. So pure.

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wizard-island-trading-co · 10 months

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Hey, can anyone tell me about

The Face™?

The Face™ has been absolutely essential for maintaining my mental health, but does it have a name?

Eyes: As wide as biologically possible. Open, but not trembling. Unblinking. Focused solely on a single person or object. Eyebrow configuration varies.

Grin: Exaggerated, almost twisted. Also as wide as biologically possible. Closed jaw, but not clenched or strained. Definitely an expression of joy. Often accompanied by unrestrained laughter.

Energy: Just a tinge of dark energy, but mostly excessive amounts of neutral energy. Absolutely radiates raw energy. Pure happy/excited.

Context: Usually (but not always) used when committing acts of violence.

Notable users of The Face™

Mark Hamill (see Luke Skywalker shooting face)

Jim Carrey

Goblins

Dr. Eggman

Gol D. Rodger (One Piece)

Alexander Anderson (Hellsing Ultimate)(pictured)

#have you seen this man #expression sheet #smile #mark hamill #jim carrey #goblin vibes #dr. eggman #gol d. roger #alexander anderson #raw emotion #raw energy #mental health

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nomore-silence · 1 year

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Caught between wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely …

#left alone #lonesome #sorry for being depressing #raw emotion #deppressed #deppresion #heartbroken #lost love #i miss you #i miss him #just want to be happy #just want you to be happy

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jude-thedude98 · 1 year

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A Poem for Mama

By Mr. PoetAll

Inspired by and sparked from a poet I was listening to on @wanpoetry on YouTube. His Mother's Day Poem touched me and finally got me to get my emotion for my own Momma and get me to lessen the pressure for something I've been trying to day for 10+ years since becoming by a poet which is write my mom a Mother's Day Poem.

So here's to you Mom.

I'm keeping it unedited for the raw and pure emotion of it where I wrote it all in the YouTube chat box and couldn't post it cause it was too long lol. Love you Mom!

Thank you Mom for giving me the strength of 10 million men to smile through the tears and the years of mistreatedness Thank you Mom for repeating this time capsuoed love that every time I'm hurt I keep digging up bcuz ur love I cannot get enough. ur love no one could match even if they even have a whole box of. Thank you Mom for being the light in the sky. When daytime looks like night. Thank you Mom for teaching me how to fight. Not with my fists. Because a physical fight can never attest to the mental shizz. Thank you Mom for checking my emotions even when I'm oceans and potions away. Thank you Mom for even though I have pain every day! You still check on me to make sure I'm okay. Thank you Mom for going to Wingstop and dealing with a demon girl named Angel. Thank you Mom for even though we argue you still have never closed the door on me that takes true Love. so Thank you Mom for teaching me manners, answers, dealing with my crabby emotions like I'm a zodiac cancer. Thank you Mom for being yiu. no matter what you do and what we go through let's always build this relationship on the foundation of Maw-Maw and Paw-Paw and the many more ancestors that are buried because true love comes from deep within. So thank you Mom for planting that LOVE SEED deeply in.

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kazekothestrange · 4 months

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I forgot I made this more than once,I think this was a reaction to art giving me a lot of trouble or something idk. Good reaction image though XD

#raw emotion #me #mspaint #just kaz things

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questionablepastries · 5 months

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I think once I obtain this hyper specific pen that I discovered at work that’s perfect for drawing and obtain a new sketchbook with the correct paper texture I’m gonna be consumed by lust for drawing just drowining in pusiussyy.

U ever just feel fucking Big emotion (indescribable) when applying mechanical pencil to a certain paper texture? No ? Just me? Ok. (Goes to room to start self destruct sequence)

#describing how I feel about drawing is hard #especially when I’m in my drawing mood #raw emotion

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antinatalistwhump · 1 year

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I wish I was born beautiful so my melancholy can too be painted into songs by the poets.

#raw emotion #dark academia #academia #literature #romance academia #excerpts #spilled feelings #romantic academia #spilled ink #love #poetry #readables #light academia #spilled thoughts #dark edgy #traumabitch

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ourburningbridges · 1 year

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lyrics of a song i composed about addiction being to blame for lack of inspiration

if you don’t start today then you will not start tomorrow.

Days like this are numbered when you’re only wasting time.

Your stomach’s feeling sicker yet you tell me that you’re fine.

You don’t recognize yourself when you commit the crime.

Nothing else will matter when your life is on the line.

-I.F.L 🏹

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hellwasthejourney · 5 months

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Going from bigger than the whole sky to lavender haze is the exact same mix of emotions I had on opening night when she went from marjorie/tolerate it into ready for it

#I was too numb hearing marjorie that it took a second during the rep transition for me to get fully hype #and same with lavender haze rn #raw emotion

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euesworld · 1 year

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"Soft feelings vent from my soul and flow from me to you ever so softly, as if on a breeze.."

I love you so much that I could carve our initials on a tree to withstand the ages - eUë

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crystal-tears-of-a-crybaby · 5 months

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I remember when we heard the news.

I remember just an hour earlier we were already packing our bags to go back home to you.

I remember falling to the ground and gut wrenching sob that came out of me.

And I remember mom hugging me.

I remember standing in the checkout line and crying and crying and crying.

All the people who just kept staring.

I remember the week before. Just before you went back home, and the feeling in my stomach. An ache so heavy and my pridefulness stopping me from saying, “Please don’t go.”

I remember half assing a science project with the dry ice you brought.

And I remember the sadness watching you leave.

I wish this was all a dream and I wish I could go back to fourteen.

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