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๐‡๐ข๐๐๐ž๐ง ๐ข๐ง ๐›๐ž๐, ๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ฒ, ๐ฐ๐ก๐ข๐ฅ๐ž ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž ๐ข๐ญ ๐ซ๐š๐ข๐ง๐ฌ.
๐”๐ง๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ๐ง
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ใƒปใ‚œใ‚œใƒป๏ผŽ๐ŸคŽ๐Ÿ“œโ˜•๏ธ ๐๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐›๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ: ๐‚๐ก๐š๐ฉ๐ญ๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ: ๐’๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ญ๐ฌ ๐–๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐€ ๐’๐ฆ๐ข๐ฅ๐ž
โœ’๏ธ ๐Ÿ‘.๐Ÿ’๐Š ๐–๐จ๐ซ๐๐ฌ | ๐ŸคŽ ๐ˆ๐ง๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ ๐ซ๐š๐ฆ ๐Œ๐จ๐๐ž๐ฅ!๐‰๐ฎ๐ง๐ ๐ค๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ฑ ๐€๐ง๐ข๐ฆ๐š๐ญ๐จ๐ซ!๐…๐ž๐ฆ!๐Ž๐‚!๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ, ๐„๐ฏ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฎ๐š๐ฅ ๐๐จ๐ฅ๐ฒ!๐Ž๐“๐Ÿ• ๐ฑ ๐…๐ž๐ฆ!๐Ž๐‚!๐‘๐ž๐š๐๐ž๐ซ | ๐ŸŒ™ ๐…๐ฅ๐ฎ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ [๐Ÿงธ], ๐‡๐ฎ๐ฆ๐จ๐ซ [๐Ÿฆ‰], ๐‘๐จ๐ฆ๐š๐ง๐ญ๐ข๐œ [๐Ÿฅข], ๐‚๐จ๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ž๐ ๐ž ๐€๐” [๐Ÿ›๏ธ]
๐Ÿ‘œ ๐’๐ฎ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐š๐ซ๐ฒ: ๐€ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ก๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐š ๐ ๐ข๐ซ๐ฅ ๐ฐ๐ก๐จ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐š๐ซ๐ž๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐ฌ๐ž๐ง๐ญ ๐ข๐ง ๐ฌ๐จ๐œ๐ข๐š๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ž๐๐ข๐š ๐๐จ๐ž๐ฌ๐ง'๐ญ ๐ค๐ง๐จ๐ฐ ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ก๐ž๐ซ ๐ง๐ž๐ข๐ ๐ก๐›๐จ๐ซ๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐š๐ฆ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ฅ๐ข๐ง๐ž ๐ฌ๐ญ๐š๐ซ๐ฌ.
๐Ÿ•ฐ๏ธ ๐–๐š๐ซ๐ง๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ: ๐๐จ๐ง๐ž!
๐Ÿ ๐ˆ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐š๐ง๐ฒ ๐Ž๐‚๐ฌ ๐ข๐ง ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐Ÿ๐ข๐œ, ๐ญ๐ก๐ž๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐ž๐ซ๐ž ๐ฆ๐š๐๐ž ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐จ๐ซ๐ฒ! ๐ˆ ๐๐จ ๐ง๐จ๐ญ ๐จ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐“๐’ ๐จ๐ซ ๐€๐“๐„๐„๐™!
โœ๏ธ ๐ˆ๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐š๐ญ๐ข๐จ๐ง: ๐๐จ๐ญ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ฅ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐จ ๐›๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐ข๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ˆ ๐ซ๐ž๐ฐ๐ซ๐จ๐ญ๐ž ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐š๐œ๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ง๐ญ!
๐Ÿป ๐‘๐ž๐›๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ฌ ๐š๐ง๐ ๐œ๐จ๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ž๐ง๐ญ๐ฌ ๐š๐ซ๐ž ๐ž๐ง๐œ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐š๐ ๐ž๐! ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฅ๐จ๐ฏ๐ž ๐ญ๐จ ๐ก๐ž๐š๐ซ ๐ฐ๐ก๐š๐ญ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐ญ๐ก๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก๐ญ ๐›๐š๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐ฆ๐ฒ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ซ๐ค ๐š๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐›๐ฅ๐จ๐ ๐ ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ก๐ž๐ฅ๐ฉ๐ฌ ๐ฆ๐ž ๐š ๐ฅ๐จ๐ญ, ๐ฌ๐จ ๐ˆ ๐ฐ๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐ž๐š๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐š๐ฉ๐ฉ๐ซ๐ž๐œ๐ข๐š๐ญ๐ž ๐ข๐ญ! ^^
๐Ÿท ๐˜๐จ๐ฎ ๐ฐ๐š๐ง๐ญ ๐š ๐œ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž ๐ฐ๐ข๐ญ๐ก ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ฌ ๐›๐จ๐จ๐ค? ๐‚๐จ๐ง๐ฌ๐ข๐๐ž๐ซ ๐ ๐จ๐ข๐ง๐  ๐ญ๐จ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐Ÿ๐Ÿ๐ž๐ž ๐œ๐จ๐ซ๐ง๐ž๐ซ ๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ ๐จ๐ง๐ž! | ๐†๐จ๐ญ ๐ข๐ง๐ฌ๐ฉ๐ข๐ซ๐ž๐ ๐จ๐ง ๐š ๐›๐จ๐จ๐ค ๐ข๐๐ž๐š? ๐‘๐ž๐ช๐ฎ๐ž๐ฌ๐ญ ๐ฌ๐จ๐ฆ๐ž๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐  ๐Ÿ๐ซ๐จ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐†๐ก๐จ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐–๐ซ๐ข๐ญ๐ž๐ซ! [๐‚๐ก๐ž๐œ๐ค ๐ญ๐ก๐ž ๐ซ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ž๐ฌ ๐›๐ž๐Ÿ๐จ๐ซ๐ž ๐ก๐š๐ง๐ ๐ฉ๐ฅ๐ž๐š๐ฌ๐ž!]
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Jungkook and Chul spoke and joked around a bit more before they had to go their separate ways. They ended up exchanging numbers with Chul insisting it was necessary in case they needed some kind of help. What kind of help? Chul wasnโ€™t sure. She just wanted an excuse to have the cute boyโ€™s number. Walking to her brotherโ€™s house, a new skip in her step that wasnโ€™t there before, she ran over what her Kook talked about. She learned that they were going to the same school along with him being a Freshman which meant he was younger than her. Another piece of information she had found out was that the man was new to the area and had asked her if whenever she was free, she could show him around. She smiled to herself when the image of the taller man came to mind, how happy and bright he looked when she agreed to do so. By the time she came back from her thoughts she realized she had made it to her brotherโ€™s house. She rang the bell and knocked on the door for good measure bouncing on her toes as she waited for the door to open and to be let in.
She zoned out again seeming not to be able to shake off the thoughts of the cute man she had met. She was pulled out of these thoughts when the door opens, and her brother stands in front of her eyebrow raised as he looked her over judgmentally. โ€œWhy did you take so long, huh?โ€ He asked leaning on the doorframe. Chul let out a breath looking her brother over and realizing he was in slippers, shorts, and t-shirt.
โ€œAre you not cold?โ€ She asked incredulously while he narrowed his eyes at her.
โ€œDonโ€™t change the subject. Answer my question.โ€ He said, no demanded. She rolled her eyes at him and whined a little shaking the bag of snacks at him.
โ€œI got caught up! I was buying us some snacks and getting the little man a little gift.โ€ She pouted, giving him puppy dog eyes. โ€œCan I come in now Ha-Joon? Itโ€™s cold out here-.โ€ He eyed her and the bag before sighing and nodding, stepping to the side and letting her in. She cheered with a laugh, giving her older brother a big hug as she entered. The bag was handed to him while she took off her shoes slipping on her own pair of slippers that she kept there. She bounced inside while Ha-Joon shook his head walking into the kitchen to put the snacks away.
She looked around with a hum smiling at the comfort the house always gave her. Living alone wasnโ€™t a problem for Chul but sometimes she hated how quiet everything was. โ€œWhereโ€™s my little man?โ€ She called out and as if on cue she heard the pitter patter of small feet and tiny squeals. She laughed when her leg was attacked with a hug crouching down and quickly snatching her nephew and holding him in the air.
โ€œIโ€™m here!โ€ He squealed out wiggling in her hands with giggles slipping from his tiny lips.
โ€œMin-Joonie.~ My little baby.~โ€ She cooed at him pressing little kisses to his face which just caused another group of giggles to escape him.
โ€œWhat did you bring me Auntie?โ€ He asked trying to put up his cutest face knowing that it helps get information from the older woman.
โ€œHmmm I might have brought you some snacks.~โ€ She smiled big when the little boy squealed in delight knowing very well his Aunt knew everything he liked. โ€œBut you have to finish dinner first.โ€ She said with raised brows. He pouted a little but nodded his head, shaggy black hair covering his eyes as he did so. He agreed this was a valid deal and promised to finish his dinner before touching any of the snacks his Auntie had brought him. Ha-Joon came back into the room with a small smile spreading on his face as he saw Chul and Min-Joon together. Being a single father was hard for Ha-Joon so having his son be so close to his Aunt made his heart warm. He knew Min-Joon would never be alone as long as Chul was around. ย He took him from Chulโ€™s arms, attacking him with kisses, smiling more when the same giggles from earlier came exploding out of him.
โ€œAlright, dinner time you two.โ€ He said, leading the way to the dining table, Chul following right behind with a smile. She sat down, putting her phone on the table as she dug in and started to serve herself food. Ha-Joonโ€™s cooking was the best cooking. It was quiet for a while, them just enjoying their food and the company they had until her brother decided to break it.
โ€œSo, I donโ€™t believe you on why you were late. Real answer please.~โ€ He mused looking at her through his glasses, eyebrows raised while he took some noodles into his mouth. Now interested in this new information Min-Joon also looked towards her, his own small eyebrows raised. Quietly they both looked at her and she pursed her lips, her eyes narrowing at the two of them.
โ€œYou two are so similar its scary.โ€ She muttered, opening her mouth to defend herself until her phone vibrated with a message.
โ€˜Hey! Itโ€™s Jungkook.โ€™
โ€˜Iโ€™m sure you saved my numberโ€ฆbut just in case you didnโ€™t itโ€™s me! ^^โ€™
She read over the messages and blushed a little at the look her brother had given her. Min-Joon was confused as he tried to read over the notifications trying to understand what they meant. โ€œWhoโ€™s Jungkook. Hmm?โ€ Ha-Joon said with a questioning look, Min-Joon following his dad more so finding this amusing and fun not really understanding what was happening. His name being brought up made her blush even more, face going from a blushy pink to a bright red.
โ€œHeโ€™s justโ€ฆsomeone.โ€ She muttered, putting some rice into her mouth so she didnโ€™t over speak.
โ€œSomeone? Who? You only have like 3 friends, and I know all of them. Who is he?โ€ Chul gasped offended at his words and scoffed.
โ€œI have many friends.โ€ She said sighing when her brother gave her a face knowing damn well, she was lying. She didnโ€™t have the normal social media platforms, preferring to stay away from them. She didnโ€™t see the need to post her life online and only really posted her pictures, using it more as a portfolio of sorts. Because of this she didnโ€™t have many friends, but she was happy and okay with that fact. Groaning as she knew that she wasnโ€™t going to be left off the hook that easy, deciding to come clean. โ€œItโ€™s a boy I met at the convenience store I went to. He was cute and I had to ask for his number.โ€ She purses her lips, looking away from her brotherโ€™s eyes, who so happens to be boring into the side of her head. โ€œHeโ€™s new around and wanted to get to know the area and I may have also offered to show him around some day.โ€ She heard a small โ€˜oh my godโ€™ come from her brother before he spoke.
โ€œHeโ€™s a stranger. What if heโ€™s a serial killer!โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s too cute to be a serial killer!โ€
โ€œNo! Thatโ€™s not how that works Chul!โ€ She whined and swayed from side to side knowing her brother was right. She let the charms of a stranger get the best of her senses and she was most possibly going to pay for it by ending up on some crime show or in the video of a true crime fanatics YouTube channel. But before she could speak the youngest in the room spoke first.
โ€œObjection!โ€ He yelled his little fist hitting the table top before looking at the two with a stern face. Both of them paused, blinking, and looking at each other. They both laugh once a second passes Min-Joon looking at them before joining them.
โ€œYou need to stop letting him watch those judge shows.โ€
โ€œTheyโ€™re educational. He could end up being a lawyer.โ€ Ha-Joon rolled his eyes but smiled, kissing the side of Min-Joonโ€™s head, and ruffling his raven black hair.
โ€œJust be careful, yeah? I donโ€™t want to get a call that my sister is hurt. In anyway.โ€ He hummed looking at her with sincere concern. Chul smiled back and nodded her head knowing that her brother was just worried about her well-being.
โ€œI promise Iโ€™ll be careful.โ€ She mused, going back to eating and making a mental note to text Jungkook back eventually.
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Deciding it best she just stayed over instead of walking back home in the dark, Chul stayed in her brotherโ€™s guest room for the day. She took a quick shower and got into some clothes she had left the previous time she had stayed over. She lay down, happy and relaxed, deciding to read a book on her phone before going to sleep. She sent Jungkook a quick message back saying that she had saved his number and that she hopes they can hangout soon before the semester begins. She turns to her side, opening up and book she had started reading and never finished. She got sucked into the world of fantasy and dragons, the main couple gripping her attention that she almost missed the notification of someone texting her.
โ€˜Hey do you want to meet up before your first class next week?โ€™
Ah, yes. Classes start next week. Chul was aware of this information but had thought they would start a little bit later than next week. San had made it sound like a month honestly. But she smiled happily she caught the notification knowing right away who it was.
โ€˜Hello to you too Hongjoongie! ^^ I would love to hangout with you next week before class.~โ€™
โ€˜โ€ฆAre you okay?โ€™
โ€˜Yeah. Why?โ€™
โ€˜Nooo reason. But bets Iโ€™ll meet you before your class, I donโ€™t have any that day either so if you want to do something after youโ€™re done Iโ€™m open.โ€™
Chul smiled as she kept texting her childhood friend, Kim Hongjoong. They spoke for a bit longer, deciding on where to meet up and what to do afterwards. Her eyes grew heavy slowly falling sleep hit her suddenly mid conversation. She said a quick goodnight before wrapping herself in blankets enjoying the warmth and yawning falling asleep almost instantly.
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For the rest of the week, she had left of vacation there wasnโ€™t much that happened with Chul. She didnโ€™t run into Jungkook even though they did text regularly trying, and failing, to make plans whenever the other was free but it seemed impossible. Chul had this week realized that the house next to hers had been occupied. For how long? She has no clue. Now feeling like a bad neighbor had decided that soon she would go there and introduce herself with a nice plate of cookies. Very friendly, neighborly and movie like. The only eventful things she managed to do was hangout with San whenever him and his boyfriend, Jung Wooyoung, hung out. Hongjoong was busy with a Summer job at a vinyl store, one they would go to a lot as kids, which she visited to say hey and have a small conversation with the man before he got too busy. She recently had made a friendโ€ฆmore so acquaintance on a walk in the park. Her name was Kyung Mi and they hit it off right after Chul apologized to her repeatedly after bumping into her and spilling ink all over the sheets she was writing on. After that nothing really interesting happened.
The day had come though, the day of wrecking.
First day of classes.
Chul sighed walking down the scenic way to school, not being able to get much sleep as she was nervous about school. Her camera was hanging from her neck taking quick pictures of whatever caught her eye. She hid her face in her fuzzy, chunky white turtle neck standing in front of a tree that had looked pretty in the light. She stood looking through the pictures she had taken deciding which ones were good enough to place into her portfolio. She was bumped into by someone, causing her to look up. The person quickly apologized, running towards an area she remembered had a small park. She hummed, looking in its direction, noticing a small crowd had started to form. Interest instantly peaked and she walked up to the crowd. She tried her best to dodge people and not bump into anyone as she tried to get a look at what was happening. She let out a breath as she got to the front and groaned when someone bumped into her again. She huffed slowly deeming whatever was being surrounded was not worth it until she looked up.
Her eyes laid on a man. It wasnโ€™t just any man though. He was beautiful almost as if the gods themselves created him to be the most perfect being. He looked like he should be on magazines or in movies. Her eyes couldnโ€™t move from him, and she didnโ€™t realize he was looking directly back at her. He looked at her almost the same way she looked at him. โ€˜Sheโ€™s so beautiful.โ€™ He thought to himself looking her over. Even in casual clothing that was meant to keep her warm over anything else she looked perfect to him. Everyone else noticed him staring at the woman, confused as to why he was paying attention to such a common and normal girl. While they both were lost in their own little worlds, Chul didnโ€™t realize she instinctively took a picture of him with her camera. You couldnโ€™t blame her though; it was her job to take pictures of what was pretty and beautiful.
The sound of the shudder pulled them both out of their thoughts. Just now realizing that the handsome man was staring at her back when he gave her a soft smile. She went completely red, frozen from realizing what she had done. He stepped forward wanting to say something, anything really. Anything to get the pretty woman to stay so he could keep looking at her.ย  But before he could she turned and ran away, screaming inwardly and berating herself for everything she had done. The man couldnโ€™t even process his thoughts until he started to get swarmed again smiling and accepting gifts along with pictures with his fans. The image of the woman in the back of his head.
Chul whined to herself as she walked to the front gates of the school pouting as she waited for Hongjoong to appear and walk her to class. They had decided it would be best to talk instead of going anywhere just to enjoy each otherโ€™s company since it had been a while, they had been able to really enjoy some alone time. Hongjoong stopped in front of her, sitting on his motorbike and quirking an eyebrow at her when he took off his helmet. โ€œWhatโ€™s with the pout buttercup?โ€ He asked, kicking out the stand of the bike making sure it was in a safe place before turning to look at her. She whined more, pout getting bigger as she crashed into his chest. Joong blinked in surprise patting the back of her head, stroking her hair softly.
โ€œIโ€™m so embarrassed.โ€ She muttered into his hard chest. Her answer just caused more confusion to spread on Joongโ€™s face.
โ€œAlrightโ€ฆletโ€™s walk to your building and you can tell me everything that happened. How does that sound?โ€ He said gently, rubbing her back patiently. He was always gentle and Chul loved him for it. She nodded, pulling away and holding onto his arm as they walked into the campus, her rambling about everything that had happened just a mere minutes ago.
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Chul huffed as she heard Hongjoongโ€™s laughter fill her ears. He was laughing at her. How dare he! When she was having a crisis, he was laughing. โ€œIโ€™m sorry. Iโ€™m sorry.โ€ He said repeatedly trying to calm himself. โ€œItโ€™s just not something I would think would happen to you.โ€ He motioned to the camera before continuing to speak. โ€œLet me see the picture. He might be a popular Junior or something, I might know him.โ€ She nodded, pouting a little at his other comment, handing over the camera. Joong looked at the picture intently, eyebrows scrunched. โ€œHe looks extremely familiar.โ€ He muttered, handing the camera back.
โ€œWell, if you happen to remember who he is, please let me know. So, I can apologize to him.โ€ Joong snorted and shook his head ruffling her hair.
โ€œItโ€™s not that bad. Maybe he was looking at you because he thought you were pretty.โ€ Chul shook her head quickly in disagreement.
โ€œNope! Impossible! Now if you excuse me,โ€ She stood up dramatically turning away from him, Joong just laughing more. โ€œI have to go to class.โ€ She flipped her hair even more dramatically, Joong standing and waiting for a second knowing she was going to come back. And he was right she jogged back giving him a quick hug before jogging back to her building. โ€œIโ€™m still mad at you!โ€ She called out Joong shaking his head another time, a fond smile on his face as he waved her off walking back to the front gates and to his motorcycle. Inside the building she pressed the call elevator button. She patiently waited for it to land, stepping into it, and pressing the 4th floor button. The doors started to close before they could fully close though a hand quickly stuck out causing the doors to reopen. The person stepped in and stood next to her. She wasnโ€™t fully paying attention, unsure as to who it was, and the other person was too busy with their music to say anything. By some miracle though they made eye contact both perking up as they realized who it was.
โ€œJungkook!โ€
โ€œChul!โ€ He laughed, giving her a small hug, and realized they were going to the same floor. They stepped out and smiled at each other. โ€œI didnโ€™t expect to see you here. What are you doing here?โ€ A realization hit her as she smiled sheepishly. โ€œI never asked what your major was.โ€ Kook giggled under his breath his iconic bunny smile stretching on his face.
โ€œItโ€™s alright, I didnโ€™t ask either. Iโ€™m a Computer Science major.โ€ He said with a proud smile and his chest puffed out a little. โ€˜Cute.โ€™ Chul thought giving a soft chuckle and smile.
โ€œIโ€™m an Animation major with a minor in Photography.โ€ She said with her own proud smile while Jungkook looked at her with sparkly eyes.
โ€œYou take pictures and animate? I everything you do is amazing!โ€ Chul giggled a small pink blush dusted on her cheeks. She waved her hand dismissively at him.
โ€œItโ€™s not that amazing.โ€
โ€œNonsense! You lie and I wonโ€™t listen to it.โ€ He covered his ears playfully and shook his head. Chul laughed more covering her lips with the back of her hand. While she was busy laughing Jungkook smiled down at her, a little fond with a small blush dusted on the tips of his ears. Her laugh sounded like such pleasant music and her smile was to die for. He never wanted to stop hearing or seeing either one.
โ€œSince youโ€™re a Computer Science major why are you in the art building?โ€ Chul asked, pulling Kook out of his little fantasies, his blush growing darker.
โ€œOh, Iโ€™m here for a painting requirement. Which starts in like 5 minutes!โ€ He said a little frantic, starting to speed walk towards the direction of the class. Chul bit her bottom lip to hold back a laugh especially when Kook turned and walked backwards waving at her frantically. โ€œBye! Letโ€™s meet after our classes end! Iโ€™ll text you when Iโ€™m done.โ€ He called out, she waved back nodding her head along to what he was saying. She turned to walk to her drawing class, texting Hongjoong a short message saying she might be a little late to meet him since she will be catching up with a new friend. The only response she got was a little shock emoji which caused Chul to roll her eyes before stepping into her class.
She smiled as she sat down, finding she couldnโ€™t hold it back even if she tried.
She was actually looking forward to this.
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These Things Take Time (Yandere! Supernatural! Taehyung x Reader)
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Synopsis: There's something wrong with your boyfriend Taehyung. At least, you think it's him.
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Trigger warnings: yandere behavior, psychological gaslighting, violence, gore, some heavy making out, strong language, AFAB reader (she/her) I'm sure I'm missing some but you know me and what I write lol
Authors note: just a real quick thank you to @bigbuffjoonie and @mustardpop for having beta read and brainstormed with me literally a year ago about this fic that I never published until now.
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He passionately thrusted her against the wall, mouthing at her neck while muttering disgusting things that he was going to do to her.
It was foulโ€ฆ
It was tabooโ€ฆ
It wasโ€ฆ..
Your fingers paused and hovered over the keyboard, the constant clicking of your writing coming to a sudden halt.
Your eyes scanned the last few lines, lips instinctively mouthing the words and checking the overall flow of the plot.
Your two main characters were about to fuck each otherโ€™s brains out after a long โ€˜will they or wonโ€™t theyโ€™ that spanned well over a dozen chapters.
There should be a feeling of torture, a feeling of relief, a feeling of frenzied lust that just couldnโ€™t contain itself anymore and combusted within the contents of these pages.
That is what you desperately wanted your loyal readers to experience when they get to this scene.
Yet when reading the long-awaited buildup, you felt nothing.
You cared for every character you created like a mother does their child, them getting their happy endings was just as important to you as it was to them. So why did you feel so numb and dissociated from everything youโ€™ve been typing the past hour?
You released a disillusioned sigh and leaned back into your chair. Your eyes stung from staring at a screen for so long and your limbs ached to be stretched with hours of immobility.
Writerโ€™s block was a bitch.
Unlike other skills, writing was one of the few expertise that working harder at it wonโ€™t guarantee a better outcome. You could type away until your fingers were bruised and bloody, but it doesnโ€™t mean anything you wrote would be worth shit. Writing was a talent and it came and went as it pleased. And right now it was gone.
Which left you very depressed and your editor very pissed.
You gave up the fight and reluctantly closed your laptop. Then stood to your full height, to give your back a much-needed stretch.
โ€˜I tried today. And thatโ€™s okay. Iโ€™ll try again tomorrow.โ€™ You thought to yourself, half heartedly taking your therapistโ€™s advice to acknowledge your efforts and not just the outcomes.
When in a creative slump, it has been said that reading other works can be a source of inspiration. Canโ€™t be a good writer yourself, then go out and read a good writer. With this thought in mind, you slowly exited your office and descended down the stairs.
Last week your mom sent you a book she recommended, and youโ€™ve been so busy trying to finish your own novel that you just tossed it somewhere and havenโ€™t touched or looked for it since. Though, you were almost certain you caught sight of it on the coffee table yesterday.
When you stepped into the living room, you spotted a familiar figure standing by the large bay window.
The sight tugged a small fond smile onto your face.
Taehyung was your boyfriend of six months.
He was strikingly attractive, tall, kind and clearly didnโ€™t know his own worth because not only was he dating you, but he also agreed to move into this secluded farmhouse while you tried to finish your book. He assured that he could use this time and space to focus on his paintings as well, but you knew deep down he just didnโ€™t want to leave you alone out in the middle of nowhere.
Right now only his profile was facing you, his alluring feline eyes staring at the raining scene outside, dark brows furrowed in heavy thought. He looked to be biting on his lower lip, a habit youโ€™ve never seen before, but you supposed you two have only been dating for a few months so there was probably a whole world of little quirks you didnโ€™t know of yet.
The scene was a bit intense, as you werenโ€™t used to your usually cheerful boyfriend looking so ponderous. Yet you shrugged it off and just assumed he was most likely brainstorming his next painting. Taehyung was your first artist boyfriend and your friends did warn you that they could be a bit dramatic.
You quickly surveyed the room and indeed located the book on the coffee table. While reaching for it you called out, โ€œHey love?โ€
Taehyung snapped his neck at a speed too fast for your liking, instantly facing you with eyes wide and blown out in what you could only assume was shock.
You giggled, thinking he was too absorbed in his own world that he probably just now noticed your presence.
โ€œI know I said I wanted pasta for dinner but how about we order some chinese instead?โ€ You asked. Taehyung didnโ€™t say anything, eyes still wide in unknown revelation, entirely unmoving. You continued, โ€œThis weather makes me not want to do anything, and I know you complain about the delivery time but we could just reheat the food if it gets here cold.โ€
It seemed like forever but Taehyung eventually nodded.
He then turned to face the window again.
You inwardly sighed and guessed he wasnโ€™t thrilled with the idea of chinese. He always complained that you didnโ€™t take care of yourself and how you needed home cooked meals rather than greasy takeout. But when creatively burnt out like this, you tended to just reach for the doordash because the act of cooking seemed entirely too much for you.
Hoping to butter him up, you tipped toed from behind and wrapped your arms around him. You nuzzled your face into his back and took a deep breath, enjoying the familiar scent of his outrageously expensive cologne. His body seemed to melt into your hold, tense posture suddenly limp and calm.
You reached up and pecked his cheek, grinning when you caught sight of his lips twitching upwards. Harmless manipulation complete, you trudged out the room with a lukewarm โ€œThanks honey!โ€
You skipped up the stairs and made a left into a hallway, quickly getting into the bedroom and preparing to plop into the heavenly crumpled mess of sheets and blankets, when an unexpected sound caused you to still.
The front door was opening.
Afraid of a possible home invasion, you rushed out to see what was happening.
The door was wide open and emerging into the homeโ€ฆwas Taehyung.
His hair and jacket was drenched from the rain, four or so heaping grocery bags in his hold as he looked up the stairs at you with a tired smile.
โ€œHey baby, can you give me a hand with some of this? I got some sauce for the pasta and picked up some other stuff we were running low on.โ€
Time stood still.
Your jaw dropped in bewilderment.
Your mind struggling to process this odd collapse of reality.
The nearest grocery store was, at its quickest, still a twenty-minute drive into town.
There was just no way Taehyung was able to leave and get back in the same time it took for you to get up the stairs and into your room.
No one can be in two places at once.
What the fuck was going on?
You just saw him. You just talked to him. You just smelled him. You just touched him.
Taehyungโ€™s gaze worriedly ran up and down your face, correctly detecting that something was dreadfully wrong. He kicked the door closed behind him and rather ungracefully dropped the bags, hastily stepping over some of the falling items to race up the steps and take you in his hold.
โ€œY/n? Baby whatโ€™s wrong? You look like youโ€™ve seen a ghost! Did something happen while I was gone?โ€ He fretted.
โ€œI-w-what-you-j-just-living roomโ€ฆโ€ You stammered, not even being able to bring yourself to voice what was happening.
โ€œWhat? What about the living room? Youโ€™re not making any sense.โ€
You gulped, looking up at him with fear. โ€œT-Tae, I couldโ€™ve sworn I just saw you in the living room. I talked to you.โ€
Your boyfriendโ€™s face dropped.
โ€œY/n, get in the bedroom and lock the door behind you.โ€
You irritably huffed while blinking away oncoming tears, realizing Taehyung didnโ€™t quite understand what you were saying. โ€œNo! Not like an intruder! It was you.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m right here Y/n. I just got back from the market. I havenโ€™t been home in the past hour. Thereโ€™s no way you just saw me in this house.โ€ He slowly explained, as if you were having some mental breakdown and needed to be talked off the ledge.
Your temper rose. โ€œNo shit Kim Taehyung! Thatโ€™s why Iโ€™m scared! Do you have a twin brother or something? Or did you come into the living room before going back to the car to get the groceries?โ€
Taehyung backed away from you, clearly put off by your outburst. โ€œNo? First off, you know Iโ€™m an only child. Secondly, why would I come in and let you talk to me before going back out in the pouring rain, bring in groceries and then pretend I have no idea what youโ€™re talking about when you said you saw me in the house just now?โ€
You glared up at him, now feeling foolish for even being scared in the first place of something that most definitely had a logical explanation.
Your boyfriend always had a more playful side than you and this was most likely the first trick he was trying to play in your very young relationship.
โ€œI told you I donโ€™t like pranks, Taehyung. You can pull them on your friends all you want but you promised to never pull one on me.โ€
He threw his hands up in the air in exasperation. โ€œIโ€™m not pranking you! It probably was an intruder who looked kinda like me and instead of letting me go and investigate, you're arguing with me?โ€
โ€œIt wasnโ€™t an intruder! He didnโ€™t take anything!โ€
Taehyung laughed incredulously, โ€œGreat, you're defending some robber over your own boyfriend now? I almost feel jealous.โ€
โ€œThereโ€™s nothing to be jealous over because the guy was you!โ€ You exploded.
โ€œWhich isnโ€™t possible!โ€
โ€œGo look then!โ€ You relented.
Taehyung didnโ€™t need to be told twice. He swiftly ran down the stairs and went through the entire house, searching for an unseen man who managed to trick his girlfriend into thinking he was him.
He found no such person.
It was only while you both wordlessly unpacked the groceries while licking the wounds of your little spat did Taehyung make a point that chilled you to the bone.
โ€œY/n, when you saw meโ€ฆhow did I look?โ€
You raised a brow at him. โ€œI donโ€™t know? You looked just fine.โ€
โ€œOkayโ€ฆand your working theory is I parked outside and came in, talked to you, then went back out, just to enter through the front again like nothing happened?โ€
You meekly shrugged, โ€œYeah I guess that would be a good trick.โ€
Your clever boyfriend pointed at the window, where it was still raining heavily. โ€œI would've been soaked then, Y/n.โ€
That was the first incident.
โ€” Dinner that night was a tense affair.
At least until Taehyung solemnly apologized for being so bad at hiding his true identity.
He then fessed up to being the Korean version of The Flash.
Against yourself, you bursted out laughing.
Maybe it was all the anxiety of the day that made you loopy, or your desperate need to just return to normal but you apologized for snapping and blamed your overactive writer's imagination for everything.
Taehyung said it was okay and that you actually looked hot when angry, you knew for a fact you didnโ€™t but took the compliment nonetheless and suggested an early night in.
And just like that your first couple fight was over.
Yet that night when you were in the arms of your slumbering boyfriend, with his peaceful snores rumbling in your ear, all you could think about was the other Taehyung.
You regretfully lied to your boyfriend.
You knew for a fact that it wasnโ€™t your imagination.
You were never the type of writer who got so immersed in your work that you began imagining things and confusing them for reality. If anything, you were too grounded in reality. In addition to this, you highly doubted that multiple weeks of writerโ€™s block would even allow for such a vivid mirage to occur.
And the most damning evidence of all, if it was your imaginationโ€ฆwhy would your mind conjure up the exact replica of your boyfriend? The very man you live with and see everyday for hours on end? Wouldnโ€™t it be a character from your book? Or at least someone you havenโ€™t seen in a while?
It all didnโ€™t make sense, but you didnโ€™t have enough information to say what it was, you just knew what it wasnโ€™t.
You rolled over and buried your face into Taehyungโ€™s chest, practically praying for the mystery to soon be over and solve itself quickly.
It was most likely the overthinking and looming dark corners of the bedroom, but you began to feel like someone was watching you through the small gap in your ajar bedroom door.
โ€“ A few days passed and you have almost forgotten about the incident.
I mean, maybe not entirely but you were at least willing to chalk it up to a freak incident.
Scrolling through some discussion boards online showed that your story was actually pretty tame to what other unexplainable experiences some people have had. At least the other Taehyung didnโ€™t try to scare or hurt you. It just seemed like he was doing his own thing really, like he was lost in his own world staring out that window. Thus you concluded that you werenโ€™t in danger, and it therefore wasnโ€™t worth freaking out about.
Mainly because your editor was on your ass and there was nothing productive about thinking of him when you were already so late on a deadline.
Naturally, you attempted to throw yourself into your writing, which was proving to be as fruitless as ever. Yet you knew giving your editor anything was better than nothing, leading you to sending half-assed drafts to him and enduring long calls about how your writing was okay, but not great.
You and Taehyung have been off too.
There was no more fighting or even words exchanged about the fiasco. However there still was an uneasiness between you two. You doubted that Taehyung believed your imagination excuse, but you also knew that he didnโ€™t trust your original recollection of events either. Your boyfriend sort of walked on eggshells around you, almost as if youโ€™d somehow think he was the imposter whenever heโ€™d step into the room. You would be lying if you said you werenโ€™t a little offended by it.
Luckily, Taehyung was currently immersed with his art, rarely leaving his little workspace. You wished you could say the same but you felt like you were simply writing in circles without actually getting anywhere. It was hard to not be jealous, but at least you were given some space away from him after a rather unresolved fight.
Meanwhile, you were planning to take a day or two off of writing, to just let your mind wander and relax so that maybe the next time you sat behind a laptop you could actually produce something worthwhile.
Of course it would just so happen that it would fall on the very day you get sick.
Waking up that morning you felt feverish and lightheaded, telling yourself that you could just use fifteen more minutes of sleep and youโ€™d probably feel better.
You woke up five hours later; feeling even more feverish, lightheaded, and now nauseous.
You trudged downstairs to the kitchen and popped back some painkillers with a glass of water, already fantasizing about getting back into your warm and comfy bed once again.
Except what could make your bed even warmer and comfier? Taehyung.
Your boyfriend was always the more affectionate one between you two, you often practically had to push him away when you were trying to get work done. But now that you were willingly going to ask for his affection, there was no way heโ€™d let you go uncuddled.
Any awkwardness in the relationship was long forgotten as you stomped towards his workspace, a demand to be held heavy on your tongue. You were too sick and exhausted to try to navigate relationship politics, but the whole point of a boyfriend was that he was supposed to provide attention on demand, right?
You reached his door and feebly knocked, trying to be polite to his artistic process and not just barge in.
You heard some shuffling on the other side and soon enough your boyfriend was in front of you. Taehyung hadnโ€™t shaved his face in days, a faint goatee gracing his already intimidatingly handsome face. His black hair was messy and fluffy, a gold chain gracing his neck and drawing attention to his lack of shirt and gray sweatpants.
He grinned at you, โ€œWhatโ€™s up baby?โ€
You pouted up at him, momentarily not even ashamed to resort to such cheap tricks, โ€œI feel sick and want to be cuddled back to sleep.โ€
โ€œAww poor thing.โ€ He crooned while leaning against the doorframe. โ€œWhy donโ€™t you head back up to bed and Iโ€™ll be up as soon as I can? I just finished a sketch and really need to focus on the next few steps before I can quit for the day.โ€
You huffed, kind of annoyed that he wouldnโ€™t even take a break to hold you.
He rolled his eyes at your reaction, โ€œDonโ€™t look at me like that, honey. When the muse strikes, I gotta paint. Otherwise I donโ€™t know when Iโ€™ll get the next chance for inspiration. You understand, right?โ€
โ€œYeah, Iโ€™m just really crabby and being held sounded really good.โ€
Taehyung chucked, muttering to himself a โ€œcuteโ€ before leaning forward and pecking your lips. โ€œI promise Iโ€™ll try to be quick. Go drink some water and wait for me. Iโ€™ll bring you some soup when Iโ€™m done.โ€
You just nodded and left him to his work. Instead of the bedroom, your feet somehow led you to the living room.
Maybe you should watch some tv while Taehyung worked? You already slept a lot today and if Taehyung was gonna be in bed with you later, perhaps it was a good idea to stay up for a little bit. Besides, youโ€™ve been avoiding this part of the house ever since the incident and you needed to get comfortable in your own living room eventually.
Such a reminder of that rainy day caused you to cast a wary glance at the bay window, oddly feeling both relief and annoyance that nothing was there.
You plunked down onto the couch and wrapped a throw blanket around you, searching your usual streaming services for some comfort show to watch.
It was halfway through an episode of some show youโ€™ve already watched countless times, when you heard footsteps approaching.
You looked up and saw your boyfriend, looking as cute and messy as before. Except now he held a sheepish smile on his face as he held up a steaming mug of something.
โ€œWhatโ€™s that?โ€
He took a seat next to you and gently handed the drink over. โ€œHot chocolate. I know protocol is tea whenever someone is sick, but I know how much you hate the taste.โ€
You fondly smiled and took the mug, flustered that he remembered such a minor detail about you. โ€œThank you love but you didnโ€™t have to. You should be focusing on your work. Donโ€™t let me distract you!โ€
Taehyung shook his head and threw an arm around you, holding you tight against him. He craned his neck and looked down to you, almost meeting you nose-to nose to connect his gaze with yours. Suddenly a serious expression replaced his formerly sheepish one.
โ€œActually, I wanted to talk.โ€ He said, taking a deep breath before continuing, โ€œI-I wanted to say sorry.โ€
โ€œFor what?โ€
He licked his lips, โ€œI know weโ€™ve been kinda out-of-sync ever since you said you saw someone and I didnโ€™t believe you. But, it just didnโ€™t make sense. Like, how is that possible? Whatever the case though, I shouldnโ€™t have made you feel like you were going crazy or something.โ€
You raised an eyebrow, โ€œSo you believe me then?โ€
โ€œYes. I know you wouldnโ€™t lie. I donโ€™t know what happened butโ€ฆI know you know what you saw.โ€
A warm feeling spread across your chest, temporarily putting your sickness on the back burner. In truth, you weren't sure if the situation even called for an apology but you felt so pampered that your boyfriend cared enough to. โ€œI-Iโ€™m sorry too, Tae. I shouldnโ€™t have assumed you were being mean and pranking me. Snapping at you wasnโ€™t cool.โ€
Taehyung just shrugged. โ€œNah, I probably wouldโ€™ve done the same thing.โ€
You secretly agreed that you were in the right but still, if he was being a big enough person to say sorry so should you. You turned your attention back to the drink in your hands, taking a sip.
You nearly moaned in pleasure when the flavor graced your taste buds.
โ€œWhat did you put in this?โ€
โ€œOh just some cinnamon and-โ€
โ€œGinger.โ€ You interrupted, knowing without a doubt that it was the other spice.
โ€œYup. Why? Is something wrong?โ€ He asked, probably worried you didnโ€™t like it.
โ€œNo! Itโ€™s perfect.โ€ You said before gulping down more of the nostalgic hot chocolate. โ€œWhen I was a kid, I had a babysitter who would make her hot chocolate with cinnamon and ginger. Mrs Fritz was her name, a really kind old lady from down the street. I was her favorite so she made hot chocolate for me all the time and watched me for free whenever my parents went out.โ€
Taehyung hummed, a small smile on his face as you fondly recalled one of the biggest figures of your childhood. โ€œShe mustโ€™ve had great taste.โ€
โ€œMrs. Fritz had impeccable taste.โ€ You good-naturedly corrected with a giggle. โ€œI miss her. When other kids wouldnโ€™t play with me she would stay inside with me and color or read me these cool stories.โ€
โ€œI wouldโ€™ve played with you.โ€ Taehyung grumbled, in all likelihood noting how you grimaced at the memory of not being all too popular as a kid.
โ€œHaha, you definitely wouldnโ€™t have! I was such a dork and actually hated playing outside. Kid me much rather be at home watching some old movies or something. Not to mention I was quite an ugly little girl.โ€ You laughed.
Tae gasped dramatically, โ€œThatโ€™s not true! You were adorable!โ€
โ€œYou saw like one picture of me at eight! And my mom did me all up for that picture! Trust me, I didnโ€™t look that good at all.โ€
Taehyung looked like he wanted to argue further, but realizing you were right he just dropped it with an unconvincing, โ€œWhatever you say.โ€
โ€œBut anyway babe, you really can go back to painting. I donโ€™t want to keep you. If I had any inspiration right now, you wouldnโ€™t be able to tear me away from my laptop.โ€
His arm tugged you even closer. โ€œNope, Iโ€™m alright where Iโ€™m at right now. What kind of boyfriend would I be if I left my sick girlfriend all alone?โ€
You blushed, logically aware that you could handle yourself but emotionally over the moon that this beautiful man didnโ€™t want you to. Selfishly, you wanted to take advantage of his presence even if it came at the expense of his art progress. So you placed the mostly empty mug on the coffee table, fishing out your phone from your sweatpant pocket and setting it there too.
You then curled up into his side, suddenly feeling so drowsy.
Taehyung held you closer, even playing with your hair as you lost the battle with your increasingly heavy eyelids.
You felt him press his lips against your forehead in a drawn out peck, as his nose ticked the crown of your head. He inhaled deeply, his everlasting love for your shampoo revealing itself once more.
โ€œYou okay?โ€ His baritone voice whispered.
โ€œYeah. I just took some medicine thatโ€™s probably making me all sleepy.โ€ You mumbled back.
You didnโ€™t hear anything else, just felt as he rested his head on top of yours, presumably also closing his eyes to rest.
Slowly but surely feeling the mechanisms of your brain shut down, the darkness steadily taking over as the sound of the tv became more and more distant.
A notification from your phone caused you to open a single eye, quickly scanning the screen on the coffee table.
Taebear: Hey almost done over here! Do you mind turning down the TV a bit tho? Kinda distracting :(
Before you can even gasp, the medicine-induced darkness consumed you completely, effectively and brutally knocking you out.
That was the second incident.
โ€“
โ€œSo like I was saying, I dumped his ass because what the fuck do you mean you โ€˜donโ€™t know what we areโ€™? I met his damn parents, Y/n!โ€
The voice blarred over the phone speaker, as you hummed rather noncommittally. โ€œWhat a jerk. You can do a whole lot better, Lisa.โ€
You were in the laundry room, slowly taking clothes out of the dryer and folding them as you spoke on the phone with one of your closest friends. About once a week you two would have a call and catch each other up with your lives. Although, Lisa led a much more interesting life than you and usually had a crazy story to share every week, while you just reacted to it. It was kinda like a one listener podcast, but you didnโ€™t mind as you were always very entertained with her.
โ€œThank you! I donโ€™t know where I keep finding these guys. You really got lucky with Taehyung, all the other men our age are such assholes.โ€ She groaned.
You wanted to laugh, but at the mention of your boyfriendโ€™s name you froze.
Not catching your silence, Lisa continued, โ€œAnyway, how are you and Taehyung doing? Whatโ€™s it like to live together only six months into a relationship?โ€
โ€œActuallyโ€ฆwe had our first fight.โ€ You told her. โ€œMaybe. I donโ€™t know. It may not even be considered a fight so much as a disagreement but Iโ€™ve been feeling a little awkward.โ€
โ€œOooh, what happened?โ€ She didnโ€™t even try to mask her excitement.
โ€œItโ€ฆIโ€ฆSomething happened and he didntโ€ฆI donโ€™t know, Lisa. Iโ€™m going to sound crazy but I feel like Iโ€™m experiencing a glitch in the matrix or some shit.โ€
She pushed, โ€œTry me. Remember when I used to be a flat earther? Iโ€™ll believe anything.โ€
Lisa made a good point, she was always down for conspiracies and even proclaimed herself a supernatural expert. So you relented, โ€œOkay. Look, I donโ€™t want you to laugh at me or anything because Iโ€™m being completely honest. Iโ€™m telling you this because I desperately need theories.โ€
โ€œI promise Iโ€™ll give you a theory! Just get to it!โ€ She barked over the phone, anxiously awaiting your story.
โ€œUm, so earlier this week I went downstairs and saw Taehyung. I talked to him about ordering out instead of cooking, hugged him then went up the stairs. Then not even a second later Taehyung came home with groceries, telling me he wasnโ€™t in the house at all when I said I saw him.โ€ You paused, waiting for her to interject.
โ€œHuhโ€ฆโ€ She trailed off, stumped herself with what that could mean.
โ€œAnd yesterday, I went to Taeโ€™s workspace to try to cuddle but he said he needed a bit more time with his painting and then heโ€™d meet me upstairs. I went to the couch to wait and he suddenly came in and apologized for not believing me earlier. We cuddled and talked thenโ€ฆI got a text from Taehyung asking me to turn the tv down because it was distracting him.โ€
You took a deep breath to calm your rising nerves, not liking how you were managing to scare yourself all over again. โ€œLisa, how was I in Taehyung's arms when Taehyung wasnโ€™t even in the room with me?โ€
โ€œHow did this other Taehyung act? Was he any different than your actual boyfriend?โ€
โ€œI mean, the first time he didnโ€™t say a word and I left the room quickly. The second time he was so sweet andโ€ฆI donโ€™t know. Maybe even nicer than my actual boyfriend but not like suspiciously so.โ€
โ€œAnd thereโ€™s no difference between him and Taehyung? Same height, voice, birthmarks, everything?โ€
โ€œYes.โ€
A brief silence as she no doubt was working with a theory. โ€œAnd youโ€™ve never had experiences like this before you moved into that farmhouse?โ€
โ€œNone.โ€
โ€œAh-ha! Itโ€™s probably a ghost then!โ€ She assured triumphantly.
You, however, werenโ€™t so sure she solved the case. โ€œA ghost that looks exactly like my boyfriend?โ€
โ€œWell, crazier things have happened. You know, scientists say that each person has around six doppelgangers out there somewhere. What if this ghost was your boyfriend's doppelganger?โ€
โ€œStill, why would he act like he was my boyfriend? Like, this ghost must have a different name and background than my Taehyung so why does he go along with it whenever I call him Taehyung and treat him like a boyfriend?โ€ You questioned.
โ€œThe afterlife can get pretty dull. The ghost is probably just bored and noticed that Taehyung looks alot like him, so heโ€™s using that to his advantage to mess around.โ€
โ€œThat doesnโ€™t make me feel better.โ€ You grumbled, pissed at the prospect of you being a little plaything to a bored spirit.
โ€œI know babe but ghosts are mostly harmless. If it really starts to bother you, maybe get a medium to move him along or whatever.โ€ Lisa advised.
โ€œYeah, maybe.โ€ โ€“ Mom: Look what I found!
The text came with a video attached, and you clicked it without thinking much.
A chubby little girl of about three to five years of age was badly hiding in a school cubby. Her mini feet sticking out and wiggling as the rest of her body was covered by a hung up winter coat. The cameraman sighed dramatically from behind the scenes, asking loudly, โ€œOh where could Y/n possibly be?!โ€
The girl giggled and a new figure slowly snuck into frame, approaching the cubby with a large grin.
The preschool teacher suddenly reached into the cubby and snatched the girl up, holding her up in the air as if the toddler was a prize of some sort. โ€œGotcha!โ€
The mini version of you laughed in her hold, kicking the air in glee. โ€œMiss Addison you found me! Youโ€™ll find me anywhere, right?โ€
The young teacher nodded as she placed you on your feet. โ€œOf course! I have a really good Y/n sense! Iโ€™ll find you anywhere.โ€
โ€œEven the moon?โ€ Innocent you asked, most likely just having learned about the star.
โ€œYes, Iโ€™ll find you on the moon if I have to!โ€ Miss Addison chuckled.
The video ended and you went to type your mom a half-hearted reply, mostly inquiring how she still even had that clip after all these years.
While doing so, you caught yourself wishing that you could show this to Taehyung and prove that you were indeed not the best company as a child, your teacher had to play hide-and-seek with you because no one else would.
Yet, it wasnโ€™t Taehyung you had that particular conversation with. Rather other Taehyung.
Or as you and Lisa had nicknamed; ghost Taehyung.
You failed to tell your boyfriend about the second incident. He woke you up an hour or so later with his promised bowl of soup, softly scolding you for never turning down the tv.
Deep inside you were sure that he was already convinced you were crazy from the first time his replica showed up. You didnโ€™t seek to push that theory even further. Mostly because you didnโ€™t want him to admit you to a psych ward, but also because of another glaring reason. The first time you were sure that Taehyung himself was messing with you somehow, which prompted you to accuse him, but this time around you knew for a fact he was innocent.
Instinctively, you didnโ€™t feel threatened by the doppelganger spirit. If anything you sorta wished heโ€™d pop up again with a ginger-cinnamon hot chocolate. It was kinda weird that he was acting like your boyfriend when he wasnโ€™t, but he didnโ€™t try to be too intimate with you or anything. The lease on the farmhouse was only twelve months so you could put up with a friendly ghost for a while if need be.
The only creepy thing was that you werenโ€™t sure how you were going to tell if you were talking to the real Taehyung or not. Thankfully, the sick day incident seemed to be the last one, the last few days being almost eerily mundane.
The door to your bedroom suddenly slammed open, revealing your beaming boyfriend.
He held up a champagne bottle with one hand and two glasses in the other. โ€œGuess what just happened!โ€
You sat up in bed and placed your phone on the nightstand as he giddily approached you. โ€œWhat? Are we celebrating something?โ€
โ€œOnly the Bauhaus Gallery agreeing to schedule a showing for my latest collection!โ€
You jumped up in surprise, instantly wrapping your arms around him and plastering his face with kisses. โ€œOh my god! Tae! Thatโ€™s amazing! Iโ€™m so proud of you! When is it?!โ€
โ€œNext Friday at eight.โ€ He chuckled through your kisses, fully basking in your attention.
The Bauhaus gallery was an uppity German gallery in town that apparently served as a who's who in the world of painting. Personally, you didnโ€™t get what the big deal was, but Taehyung made it one of his career goals to have a show there. He always said that his career would really take off if he could showcase his work at such a place.
You pulled back and began thinking out loud as Taehyung worked on the bottle, โ€œWow, okay! I need to get a dress. And we should invite some friends to support you. Oh! Namjoon and his wife would probably try to buy a painting so we should see if theyโ€™re free-โ€
Taehyung cut you off with the resounding pop of the bottle, โ€œYeah yeah, we can plan that all out later. Right now I just wanna celebrate with my pretty girlfriend please.โ€
You quieted down and held the glasses as he poured. He then placed the bottle aside, took a glass and held it up for you to clink. You did so while your boyfriend declared, โ€œTo my collection and girlfriend; both beautiful and priceless!โ€
โ€œYou better announce that again at the afterparty!โ€ You laughed, covering your blush.
You both finished the drinks rather quickly, him with a refreshing โ€œahhโ€ and you with a cringe. Champagne really was overrated in your opinion, having no idea why it was the token celebratory drink. The glasses were then shoved somewhere aside, courtesy of Tae.
You laid back down in the bed, Taehyung unhurriedly following suit and even climbing on top of you at a leisurely pace.
Taehyungโ€™s face was now inches away from yours, his every breath tickling your skin. His previous mood of joy shifted into something moreโ€ฆsultry. Cat eyes darkened, fully taking you in with a steadily growing smirk. The artist licked this bottom lip in a blink-and-youโ€™ll-miss-it speed, before quirking one brow up in faux inquiry. His voice was low and husky, purring into your ears, โ€œYou know, itโ€™s been a while since weโ€™ve fucked.โ€
You snorted, โ€œGee, thatโ€™s hard to believe when you put me in the mood like that.โ€
โ€œYou like a man who's upfront.โ€ He shrugged, not wasting a second more as he leaned down to slowly melt his lips against yours.
The intimate sensation felt almost foreign, the last few days having only been filled with obligatory pecks due to you two being so caught up in your work. You almost forgot how talented he was at making you feel special.
You kissed back just as slowly, feeling the intensity of his lips and taking the time to reacquaint yourself with them. It was gentle, deep, and meaningful. He kissed you gingerly, carefully, but thatโ€™s not what you wanted. Not after all this time. Pent-up sexual frustration caused you to knot your fists in his shirt, pulling him harder against you.
Taehyung groaned softly, low in his throat while encircling you in his arms to gather you against him. You two rolled over in the bed, tangled in the sheets, still locked at the lips.
His tongue slips into your mouth, tender but demanding. You swirl your tongue against his, moaning into his mouth as his hands snuck up to twist in your hair and grip you impossibly closer. Taehyungโ€™s slight stubble prickles you, but somehow the extra sensation just excites you even more. Your boyfriend's lips pull back and meet their ultimate home at your neck, him now mouthing fervently at the sensitive nerves there as you gasped for air.
As you felt hotter and hotter, Taehyung answered your unsaid prayer and positioned his thigh between your legs, obscenely brushing against the place you needed him most. Knowing you like the back of his hand, he purposefully tensed his thigh as you not-so-subtly grinded against it, all the while he sucked and nibbled at the spot just below your ear.
A tug at your clothes.
Softly biting your earlobe, he whispered, โ€œBe a good girl for me and take this shit off.โ€
Just when you were about to oblige, an unexpected sound cut through all the haze and caused you both to freeze.
It sounded like aโ€ฆbang?
From somewhere deep within the house.
It was so loud and shrill, it effortlessly echoed off the walls of your humble bedroom. If you had to describe it, it was as if someone had just thrown a bowling ball with all their might.
Undoubtedly snapping into protector mode, Taehyung immediately jumped off of you and reached under the bed to retrieve a metal baseball bat.
โ€œStay here.โ€ He ordered, already marching out the door before you could even protest.
You fearfully obeyed, reaching for your phone in case 911 had to be called.
Your once warm and flushed body was now icy with panic. Sitting upright in the bed, you strained your ears for any idea of what was occurring downstairs.
But alas, the house remained freakily silent. Almost as if that brutal sound was in your head and nothing more.
This did nothing to help your anxiety, a cold sweat quickly forming.
Minutes passed, you waited with bated breath for something. Anything.
But nothing ever came.
Your worry grew tenfold.
The longer Taehyung was away, the more you felt weighed down with dread, heart nearly in your throat.
โ€˜What was happening downstairs? Was Taehyung okay? Did he find something? If there was a struggle, surely you wouldโ€™ve heard it by now, right?โ€™
Then ultimately, as the seconds ticked on, โ€˜Was your boyfriend going to come back?โ€™
At the ten-minute mark, you made your decision.
Now concerned for your boyfriendโ€™s safety, you sprung out of bed and ran out of the room. Your body purposefully moving too fast for your mind to catch up and halt your movements in the name of self-preservation.
โ€œTaehyung?!โ€ You desperately called out as you practically plummeted down the stairs.
โ€œIn here!โ€ A croaky voice answered, sounding like your boyfriend but oddlyโ€ฆdefeated?
You correctly traced the voice to his workroom, stepping into the space and seeing a scene that swiftly broke your heart, effectively replacing all your fright with woe.
Taehyung was on his knees in front of an easel, head bowed down.
The easel held a half-done canvas.
It was a sketch of two people, a man and a woman that closely resembled you and Taehyung.
It was partly painted, the scene depicting a warm sunny day at the park that looked alot like where Taehyung had taken you for a picnic and officially asked you to be his girlfriend. You were in Taehyungโ€™s arms, kissing his cheek as he smiled his signature box-smile. You could recall that precise moment easily, you had just said yes to being his and sheepishly pecked his cheek, embarrassed by the old man on the bench a few feet away that eyed you two like a hawk.
It was a wonderful piece of unfinished art, not only due to the sentimental value but also the artistry and time that clearly went into it.
If only there weren't angry red sloshes of paint that cut through it, ruining the picture and turning it into something that looked like a horrible bloody mess of goo and not the romantic day it was.
โ€œI-I was going to gift this to youโ€ฆ.on our seventh month.โ€ Taehyungโ€™s voice was watery.
You didnโ€™t even know what to say.
All of his hard work and thought was simplyโ€ฆgone. Erased. Ruined.
It wouldโ€™ve been the equivalent of someone breaking into your laptop and deleting your entire novelโ€™s draft. What would you even do? If roles were reversed, would there even be a way for Taehyung to console you? To make matters worse, it was his gift of love to you. He didnโ€™t make that painting for himself, a buyer, or a collectionโ€ฆhe made it for you.
Your empathy made you almost cry for him, but you knew that would be the last thing heโ€™d want to see right now. His guilt would only grow.
You walked further into the room and got on your knees beside him.
Wrapping your arms around him, you cradled his head in the nook between your head and shoulder while rocking the two of you. โ€œTae baby, Iโ€™m so sorry.โ€
He didnโ€™t say anything for a while, although you felt wet teardrops on your skin.
โ€œWho would do this? It doesnโ€™t make sense why someone would break in, take nothing and just destroy my gift?โ€
You didnโ€™t know either, but you wanted to make him feel better. โ€œListen, I think it was the perfect gift. Itโ€™s really the thought that counts and Iโ€™m just happy that you even thought to make me something like that. Especially in the middle of working on your own collection, it mustโ€™ve been hard.โ€
Taehyung pulled back, regarding you with a tearful but hopeful gaze. โ€œReally?โ€
โ€œOf course! I was literally going to just get you a watch or something. That gift kinda would have made me look bad.โ€ You attempted to joke.
He shakily smiled, even chuckling a bit before pulling back entirely and standing to his full height. Tae then held a hand out for you, pulling you up as well.
Not wanting to be in the room anymore with that awful mess, you gradually pushed him towards the door, eventually up the stairs and into your bedroom.
You both sat on the bed, him with his head in his hands and you awkwardly suggesting yet another early night in.
But instead of agreeing and attempting to join you under the covers, Taehyung continued to sit almost painfully still at the edge of your bed.
Then, he spoke.
โ€œY/n, you were lying when you said that guy was probably just a figment of your imagination.โ€
It wasnโ€™t a question.
He knew.
He believed you now.
โ€“
It was now the official opinion of the house that a ghost was indeed roaming around somewhere.
You wanted to pat yourself on the back because truly, your taste in men was superior.
Taehyung wasnโ€™t one of those horror movie boyfriends that was convinced every unexplainable occurrence mustโ€™ve had a logical explanation. It only took that one experience for the artist to admit that something weird was going on, and although he never saw the ghost himself, Taehyung believed you when you said it looked exactly like him.
You were happy that you two were on the same pageโ€ฆwell, mostly.
Taehyung reasoned that the lookalike ghost mustโ€™ve been the one to ruin his painting.
You donโ€™t know why, but somewhere deep within, that accusation just didnโ€™t feel right. Without thinking much, you had told your boyfriend that destroying his gift didnโ€™t seem like something ghost Tae would do.
Obviously Taehyung was bewildered at your sudden defense of the spiritโ€™s character and demanded to know how you could be so sure that it wasnโ€™t him.
Feeling that your hand was forced, you fessed up to the second incident in which you ran into the other Taehyung. You explained that he was sweet, brought you hot chocolate and even held you as you fell asleep. It was only after the real Taehyung texted you that you realized it wasnโ€™t your boyfriend, but by then it was too late.
Your boyfriend was understandably furious.
For one, you never told him that you were cuddled and taken care of by another man, dead or otherwise. And secondly, this spirit seemed to be taking too much of a liking to you. The artist was a weird mixture of jealous and protective, following you around the house and barely leaving you alone in fear that his replica would show up and snatch you away.
You thought he was overreacting, but Taehyung's determination to get rid of the ghost only grew as the days passed.
One day you took a break from writing and went downstairs to refresh your coffee, when you paused at the sight of your boyfriend waving an odd burning stick around the living room in a fashion that somehow made sense to him.
โ€œSage cleanses the home of negative energy and basically tells unwanted spirits to fuck off.โ€ He told you as if you were the idiot and not him- wildly thrashing his arm around in a puff of smoke and demanding that his evil ghost twin left the premises immediately.
You shrugged, โ€œJust donโ€™t set off the smoke detector, please.โ€
The next day, Taehyung informed you over dinner that he called a security camera company and had ordered a set to be installed in your home.
โ€œDonโ€™t you think thatโ€™s kinda a big fucking thing to not run by me?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorry baby, but I knew you wouldnโ€™t have agreed.โ€ He apologized without seeming even the tiniest bit apologetic.
โ€œIf you knew I wouldnโ€™t have wanted it then why do it anyway?!โ€
โ€œBecause as the man of the house itโ€™s my job to protect us and I would like to witness everything thatโ€™s going on. Next time he comes out and tries to touch you, I will be able to see it from my phone and confront him.โ€ He then reached for his water and took a self righteous sip before muttering under his breath, โ€œThat is if the sage didnโ€™t kick him out already.โ€
โ€œMan of the house?!โ€ You echoed incredulously. โ€œYou call twirling around with some burning twigs and yelling at a harmless ghost being the man of the house?โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s not harmless! Why are you so convinced that itโ€™s just a casper that weโ€™re dealing with?!โ€
You opened your mouth to retort, but snapped it shut when you realized you didnโ€™t really have any reason to believe he wasnโ€™t dangerous. So you just focused on the main glaring issue, โ€œNevermind that. I just donโ€™t like how you made a big decision without telling me. Are we not equal in this relationship? It wasnโ€™t even worth consulting me about?โ€
Taehyung didnโ€™t say anything.
It would seem that he understood your point, but was stubbornly holding onto his just a tad more.
Appetite ruined, you stormed away in a display of vexation.
Not wanting to go to sleep beside him either, you stayed all night in your office and tried to just focus on editing the latest version of your draft.
Somewhere along the way, you managed to fall asleep on the keyboard.
You blearily awoke hours later to the sound of the door firmly shutting.
Groggily you sat up and twisted to see if anyone else was in the room with you, all the while rubbing off the key imprints on your cheek and leftover drool.
No one was there.
When you turned your attention back to the desk, you softly gasped in surprise.
A plate of grilled cheese sat there, still hot.
Alongside it was a steaming mug of hot chocolate.
One sip and you instantly recognized the ginger-cinnamon.
It wasnโ€™t your boyfriend who left this.
The sage didnโ€™t work.
โ€“
Ralph was a man of about fifty years of age.
Tall, lumbering, calloused and not necessarily easy on the eyes, he shifted awkwardly at the entrance of your delicate farmhouse as Taehyung listed off the places in the home that heโ€™d like covered.
Ralph was to set up the cameras while you and your boyfriend went out for a quick errand.
The gallery showing was tomorrow, and so was the little afterparty that you had arranged to take place. You did so without really realizing all that you would need for hosting. The guest list was an intimate circle of seven, but given you and Taehyung were running out of groceries for even just the two of you, you figured a trip to the market was needed to properly prepare.
You rolled your eyes and waited for your boyfriend to finish his little pep talk, sighing in relief when Ralph was finally free to disappear into the living room with his bag of tools.
โ€œReady?โ€ You asked Taehyung, not really waiting for an answer as you stomped past him and out the door.
He followed you wordlessly to the car.
The ride into town was stiff and awkward, neither one of you saying anything and music not even playing in the background as Taehyung drove.
You both were still angry at each other.
Well, more like you were angry at him and he was correctly trying to not poke the bear by instigating useless chatter.
The cameras were overkill in your opinion and a giant waste of money. You both were artists, which means a severe lack of steady income. You needed to be smart with what you threw cash at because no one knew if your next book or his next painting would even sell. Nothing was ever guaranteed.
You felt for him that his gift was wrecked, but you werenโ€™t lying when you said that the thought was all that really mattered to you. You genuinely didnโ€™t care either way, it wouldโ€™ve been nice to have the painting, but it was just as nice to know that he was painting one for you.
If you were a betting woman, you would bet that this was more about Taehyungโ€™s unfounded jealousy than anything else. Usually you would find harmless jealousy kind of attractive, but not when it went into installing cameras into your home at the โ€œlowโ€ price of a couple hundred dollars.
You thought of this in a quiet rage as Taehyung pulled into the grocery store.
He parked, you both got out and walked inside before grabbing a cart.
โ€œLetโ€™s split up.โ€ You said, your tone leaving no room for argument.
โ€œFine. What do you want me to get?โ€
โ€œGet the drinks. Theyโ€™re mainly your friends so youโ€™d know what theyโ€™d like more than me. Iโ€™ll get some stuff for a charcuterie board.โ€ You ordered, just wanting to get back home as soon as possible
He nodded and swiftly went over to the alcohol section as you made way into the food aisles.
You were looking at the different types of crackers and wondering what the fuck the difference was when a sudden call of your name took your attention.
โ€œY/n?โ€
The voice was light and airy, tone warm and nostalgic to the ears.
No way.
It canโ€™t beโ€ฆ
You swirled around to face the owner, nearly choking on your spit when you realized your suspicions were correct.
Park Jimin was as gorgeous as ever. The cherub face was just as you recalled, somehow both ruggedly handsome and softly docile. His eyes crinkled behind a pearly smile, a small hand coming up to swiftly brush through his dyed blonde hair as he approached you.
โ€œI thought that was you.โ€ He chuckled. โ€œHow have you been? Itโ€™s been so long.โ€
You managed a wry smile.
Jimin was once your college boyfriend of one year, five months, and eight days.
But hey, who was counting?
โ€œIโ€™m doing okay.โ€ You choked out, not liking how he quickly frowned at your strained tone. If there was one man you could never lie to, it was Jimin. โ€œHow about yourself? Did you open up that studio you always wanted?โ€
The truth was you knew he did. Before meeting and dating Taehyung, you were guilty of occasionally checking his social media. It simply couldnโ€™t be helped. Jimin was the longest relationship you ever had. The first man you ever really loved. And your first ever heartbreak.
โ€œUm, yeah I did! I heard you published your first book last year. I bought a few copies myselfโ€ฆโ€ he trailed off sheepishly, suddenly avoiding eye contact. โ€œIt uh, was really well written. Are you um, working on anything now?โ€
You bit your lip, not sure how you felt about the man you were once wildly in love with reading your novel after years of not talking. Much less buying more than one copy to support you. โ€œY-Yes Iโ€™m writing my second book.โ€
He nodded, a proud expression on his face as he pursed his lips in thought.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry this isโ€ฆweird.โ€ He finally huffed. โ€œI really didnโ€™t think Iโ€™d ever see you again.โ€
You sighed with some relief, thankful he felt the same way. โ€œSame. After you said you wanted to date other people I really didnโ€™t expect to say another word to you like, ever.โ€
Jimin laughed, โ€œHaha, what? Your memory continues to suck, Y/n. If anything it was you who ghosted-โ€
โ€œY/n.โ€
A much deeper voice cut through the air, bringing all the attention to a new figure descending upon the scene.
Taehyung strode up from behind you, placing an arm around you and regarding the other man with a brooding look of regard.
โ€œWhose this?โ€ Your boyfriend asked, purposefully deepening his already deep voice.
You inwardly rolled your eyes, noting how the artist was practically puffing his chest and glowering at the much shorter man.
โ€œTaehyung, this is my old friend Jimin. Jimin, this is my boyfriend Taehyung.โ€
The two stiffly nodded at each other, you dodging the questioning look Jimin secretly shot at you for being described as โ€˜an old friendโ€™.
A pregnant pause hung in the air.
โ€œSoโ€ฆhow long have you two been together?โ€
Before either you or your boyfriend could answer, a pretty lady suddenly skipped into the aisle and grasped onto Jiminโ€™s arm.
โ€œBabe, I canโ€™t find the oat milk! I thought you said- Oh hello!โ€ She just now noticed you and Taehyung, smiling politely and not-so-subtly nudging at Jimin to introduce her.
โ€œOh, um, this is Molly.โ€
โ€œHis girlfriend! And you two are?โ€
โ€œIโ€™m Y/n and this is my boyfriend Taehyung.โ€ You introduced. โ€œJimin and I went to school together.โ€
โ€œReally? I never get to meet any of Jiminโ€™s old friends! We should have a double date or something!โ€ Molly was an over the top girl, your ears almost ringing at the volume she exuded. But she seemed nice, so you smiled warmly at her and vaguely agreed.
Another brief, awkward and only slightly painful silence.
โ€œActuallyโ€ฆโ€ You trailed off in thought, an idea forming in your head but you didnโ€™t know if it was a good one. Yet it was too late. Before you could even backtrack, all three sets of eyes were on you, eagerly waiting for you to finish the thought. โ€œโ€ฆwhat are you two doing tomorrow night?โ€
โ€œWas just gonna drag Jiminnie to see this new movie! We can totally blow it off though!โ€
โ€œWell, my boyfriend is a really talented artist and he has a showing tomorrow night. Weโ€™d love it if you two could make it.โ€
You felt Taehyung stiffen beside you, but you paid it no mind.
From what you understood about showings the more people, the more eyes, the better. It was harmless, wasnโ€™t it? Jimin bought multiple copies of your book, and youโ€™d invite him to a gallery showing to please his over hyper girlfriend.
Even, right?
Molly beamed, asking for your number to exchange the details.
You did so, pretending not to notice how both Jimin and Taehyung bore their stares into you.
When finished, you waved goodbye to the couple as they made their way to the dairy section. You and Taehyung then continued your own shopping in a rushed manner- your boyfriend grumbling about having to get back in time for the cameras.
The ride home was a bit more talkative, with Taehyung asking how you knew of Jimin and what made you two friends. You answered the questions rather honestly, just leaving out the parts about how your friendship blossomed into something more.
You werenโ€™t exactly trying to be deceitful. It was just that he was under a lot of stress and paranoia the last few days, you didnโ€™t want to push his poor nerves any further. If he was willing to set up a bunch of cameras to keep some ghost away from you, you didnโ€™t want to push your luck by mentioning that Jimin was your ex boyfriend and longest relationship.
Besides, it wasnโ€™t like Jimin was any kind of threat. You would never entertain the idea of going back to the guy who dumped you. He also now had Molly, so clearly you both moved on.
Taehyung pulled the car into the driveway, asking if you could handle the few bags as he went in to talk to Ralph and sort out the last few steps of installation. You agreed, watching him jog into the home as you gathered all the groceries and took your time to get inside.
You beelined straight to the kitchen with the newly bought food, raising your brows when you saw Taehyung staring at something intently on the counter.
โ€œWhat is it?โ€
Taehyung didnโ€™t answer.
You walked up behind him and stood on your tippy toes to spot over his shoulder what he was looking at.
It was a note, in messy and hurried handwriting.
โ€œSorry but the cameras could not have been installed. It wonโ€™t work here. -Ralph.โ€
โ€“
If there was any man on top of the world tonight- his name was Kim Taehyung.
The Bauhaus gallery was swarmed with countless people, all clamoring to gaze upon the latest Kim collection and ponder the intricate meanings behind each piece. They wore luxury clothes and drank fancy wine that you couldnโ€™t even pronounce, their tax bracket clearly a couple pegs above yours. There was of course some idle chatter, almost every corner of the building being filled with some pretentious snob rambling about the brush strokes, artistic style and commentary your boyfriend was allegedly trying to make with his art.
Such a crowd was not something you were accustomed to.
Thus you clung to Lisa, both idly sipping at wine and watching your boyfriend from afar as he charmingly answered questions.
โ€œYou know, heโ€™s going to make thousands of dollars tonight.โ€ Lisa thought out loud. โ€œThese rich types will outbid each other like crazy.โ€
You shrugged nonchalantly. You were happy for him, and knew he deserved it but you would be lying if you said he wasnโ€™t in the doghouse.
โ€œStill mad huh?โ€ Lisa correctly assumed, reading your expression. โ€œWhat happened after the camera dude disappeared?โ€
โ€œTaehyung was really upset and called the company to demand his money back. They refunded him entirely, apologized and even sent someone to get the company van. I guess the Ralph dude was an alcoholic and everyone just kinda accepts that he skipped town.โ€ You explained. โ€œI tried to calm him down but he sorta snapped at me about how I never even wanted the cameras so I was probably just loving it all.โ€
Lisa lowly whistled, โ€œDamn. Well, he probably snapped about the cameras but I promise you it wasnโ€™t just about that.โ€
โ€œWhat do you mean?โ€
โ€œYou invited your ex to his showing.โ€ Lisa lectured, as if you were a child who didnโ€™t even understand what you did wrong.
You stuttered, โ€œB-But he doesnโ€™t know Jimin is an ex! I told him he was just an old friend.โ€
She rolled her eyes, โ€œY/n of course he would see right through that. There's always going to be chemistry between Jimin and you, he probably picked up on it and is aware youโ€™re not telling the complete truth about what you two were.โ€
โ€œHeโ€™s just overly jealous. He wants to fight our ghost too. At this point, every man is a threat to him.โ€
At the mention of your ghost, Lisaโ€™s eyes practically sparkled. โ€œOh I canโ€™t wait to go back to your place! I want to feel the haunted energy for myself.โ€
Now it was your turn to roll your eyes, โ€œItโ€™s just like any other home, Lisa.โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s because you donโ€™t have a psychic sense to save your life, Y/n.โ€
You didnโ€™t know whether or not to be offended by that, so you decided to distract yourself by scanning the room for your boyfriendโ€™s invited friends.
Kim Namjoon was an old boss of Taehyung that remained good friends with the artist even after he dumped his job to take up painting full time. Currently, he and his wife Jennifer were talking rather seriously to a thin-lipped curator, most likely about purchasing one of the artworks displayed.
Right across from where you and Lisa stood, Taehyung was conversing with his former coworkers; Jin and Hoseok. They appeared to be laughing about something, their lightheartedness standing out in the overly serious room of people.
If you craned your neck a little to the left, you could spot Yoongi and Jungkook hiding in a corner away from everyone else, almost perfectly mimicking you and your close friend. They both nursed their drinks quietly, occasionally sharing words but mainly just waiting out this event.
You always kind of thought that Lisa and Jungkook would make a good pairing if properly introduced and pushed. So you turned to your friend and was just about to suggest you guys walk over, when she made a face at something behind you.
โ€œUh oh, here comes the ex.โ€ She mumbled.
You turned around to indeed see Jimin and Molly approaching.
Jimin wore a suit, dress shirt unbuttoned at the top to reveal some of his sun kissed chest. His blonde hair was properly done this time, brushed to the side and back to fully expose his forehead. He raised a hand and waved, rings catching the light and nearly blinding you in the process.
Beside him, Molly looked as pretty as ever in a blue sweetheart dress that complimented her figure. Yet, she looked rather irritated. She attempted to give you a smile in greeting, but it looked more like a grimace.
Jimin spoke first, โ€œHey, Iโ€™m so sorry weโ€™re late. Iโ€™m hoping we didnโ€™t miss too much?โ€
You wanted to be annoyed but without meaning to, a giggle escaped you.
โ€œThings really donโ€™t change.โ€ You told Jimin, a knowing look simmering in your eyes. While dating, you guys were often the couple that showed up late to any event. Most people assumed that it was your doing because you were the girl, when in all actuality it was Jimin.
Jimin shamelessly grinned, โ€œIโ€™ve gotten better, I swear.โ€
You didnโ€™t believe it for a second and he knew it.
You both shared a laugh, staring at each other fondly like old friends reliving the old times.
It was hard to believe that you were joking with the man you once thought youโ€™d never get over or forgive. Countless nights were spent eating your feelings, hysterically crying and obsessing over all the videos or pictures you couldnโ€™t bring yourself to delete.
But there are some people in life that as soon as they come back, itโ€™s like they never left.
And it was almost as if Jimin never left.
You two continued to gaze into each other, lost in your own comfortable bubble when a sudden throat clearing broke the haze.
โ€œUm, actually the showing is almost over.โ€ Lisa informed, her and Molly visibly looking left out of the nostalgia.
Your ex had the decency to look guilty. โ€œOh no! Iโ€™m so sorry! Maybe we can all just get drinks? Thereโ€™s a nice bar two blocks down. I can buy a round for everyone?โ€
โ€œThatโ€™s sweet but we have a little after party planned back at my place. I live kind of out of town though, so itโ€™s okay if you canโ€™t make it.โ€
โ€œNo! We can make it! What's the address?โ€ Jimin seemed eager.
You told him, him pulling out his phone to save it into his gps system.
Molly was silent all this time, which was kind of worrying as your first meeting with her led you to believe she was the bubbly type. Now that you mentioned it, it looked like she was avoiding looking at either you or her boyfriend, focusing on a spot on the wall somewhere behind you.
You opened your mouth to maybe ask if she was alright, but quickly shut it when you realized that could be overstepping some boundary.
Fortunately, Lisa seemed to have enough of this entire interaction and grabbed your arm while saying, โ€œMe and Y/n were just going to go to the restroom! Please take a good look around and enjoy her boyfriendโ€™s work! See you guys at the after party!โ€
Your friend then swiftly dragged you away, barely leaving you enough time to smile apologetically at the couple.
When you both entered the restroom, Lisa simply marched up to the sink and began fixing invisible smudges in her makeup as you shifted awkwardly beside her.
โ€œSoโ€ฆโ€ She started, looking you up and down in the mirror. โ€œPlease tell me you know Jimin is still in love with you.โ€
โ€œW-What?! No way!โ€ You spluttered.
โ€œY/n itโ€™s so obvious. I actually felt bad for his girlfriend. He couldnโ€™t take his eyes off you.โ€ She rolled her eyes, almost disappointed in your lack of awareness.
โ€œItโ€™s just been forever. Itโ€™s hard to not hyperfocus on eachother, weโ€™ve both changed so much. Also, why would the guy who dumped me out of nowhere still be in love with me?โ€
She released a deep sigh, โ€œHe knows he made the shittiest mistake of his life and is now regretting it when seeing you and your talented boyfriend doing so well.โ€
You chuckled at the thought of someone looking at your relationship and being jealous.
โ€œListen, just remember tonight is Taehyungโ€™s night and fighting or not, heโ€™s still a wonderful boyfriend overall. And Jimin is your ex who broke your heart. Inviting him to your place after this mightโ€™ve been too much. I suggest you keep your distance.โ€
โ€œLisa, thanks for the advice but I honestly was just being friendly. He seemed sorry that he missed most of the showing. Besides, Iโ€™m going to be too busy hosting to have a deep heart to heart with him or anything.โ€ You explained, a little offended that she thought you were going to play part in some dramatic reconciliation.
A sudden announcement echoed outside the restroom doors, your ears straining to hear a gallery worker asking everyone to gather on the main floor for the artistโ€™s speech and thus the final part of the night.
Saying nothing more, Lisa and you made your exit to join the audience.
โ€“ The clock was nearing midnight.
Your usually quiet farmhouse of a home was not at all quiet.
Your boyfriend's friends were merrily talking and drinking, once in a while their masculine laughs would sync up and reverberate through the halls. They all conversed and lounged in the living room, the largest part of the house that could fit all of them comfortably. Yet, you and Lisa stayed in the kitchen, making the drinks and finger foods, as you indulged in harmless girl talk.
โ€œThe one with tattoos is so hot, Y/n. Please tell me heโ€™s single!โ€
โ€œJungkook? Iโ€™m pretty sure he is. Taehyung told me that Namjoon is the only other one in the friend group thatโ€™s in a relationship.โ€
โ€œOkay, so far so good.โ€ She paused to pop a stuffed mushroom in her mouth, humming in thought. โ€œWhatโ€™s his type though? Like, would I have to make the first move? Does he like a straightforward girl? Because he hasnโ€™t so much as looked at me tonight.โ€
โ€œIโ€™ve only met Taehyungโ€™s friends once before so I donโ€™t know their types or anything. I do think Jungkook looks a lot manlier than he actually is. Heโ€™s very kind but shy so youโ€™ll have to talk to him first.โ€ You explained while opening another bottle of wine for the two of you.
Lisa frowned at the thought, not used to being the one that had to chase.
You poured two glasses, handing her one with a reassuring smile. โ€œDonโ€™t worry, I can introduce you two. Itโ€™s kind of a good thing heโ€™s avoiding you like the plague, Tae once said he only acts like that with pretty girls.โ€
Your friend lit up like the fourth of july.
โ€œHey babe!โ€ A familiar deep voice called out.
You looked around to see your boyfriend stepping into the kitchen, a buzzed smile on his face and a slightly glazed film over his eyes.
Moments like these made you realize how much of a lightweight your boyfriend was. It only took one or two drinks for him to get tipsy. But it was still his night and he was already home amongst loved ones, so all you could do is smile endearingly at his slightly intoxicated self.
โ€œYes, handsome?โ€
His boxy grin grew, โ€œThe boys want more beer.โ€
โ€œAlready?! I put out a twelve pack! People need to be able to drive home, ya know!โ€
He laughed, โ€œBaby, my friends can drink a gallon each and still be able to drive home with their eyes closed if need be.โ€
โ€œWell I donโ€™t have any more beer up here. Just wine. There might be some more in the basement, though.โ€
He nodded in thanks, turning his back to presumably go to the basement and retrieve the drinks.
Lisa waited for him to get fully out of earshot before leaning over and dramatically whispering, โ€œHow is Jimin and that Molly girl doing?โ€
You shrugged, โ€œLast time I was in there, Hoseok was making conversation with Jimin and Molly was all over Yoongi.โ€
โ€œDamn, trouble in paradise?โ€
โ€œI donโ€™t know. He didnโ€™t seem too bothered and she seemed a little drunk. She might just get overly friendly when she drinks.โ€
โ€œAnd youโ€™re still convinced that heโ€™s over you?โ€
You rolled your eyes but ultimately stayed silent, aware that the couple was acting sorta strange but also not so sure that you were the cause. You took your wine in one hand and a plate of appetizers in the other, motioning for Lisa to grab the rest and follow you.
When you both entered the living room, you were thrilled to spot Jungkook sitting alone on one of the loveseats. You quickly set the food down and pulled Lisa along with you, approaching him with a friendly smile meant to put him at ease. Considering the way his eyes widened at the sight of your friend, you didnโ€™t know how successful you were.
โ€œHey Jungkook, itโ€™s been a while!โ€ You greeted.
โ€œY-Yeah it has been. Howโ€™s your erm, book going?โ€
โ€œItโ€™s doing okay, thanks for asking. Have you met my friend, Lisa?โ€
He briefly scanned your friend, nervously gulping before saying quietly, โ€œโ€ฆNo I haven't.โ€
โ€œOh well, Lisa was just saying how much she liked your tattoos.โ€ You nudged her, prompting her to say something.
She just nodded in agreement, suddenly meek.
He blushed, โ€œThank you.โ€
โ€œActually, Lisa, weren't you saying that you were thinking of getting a tattoo?โ€ You pretended to think out loud, as if you werenโ€™t outright playing them. You didnโ€™t wait for her to answer the rhetorical question, โ€œJungkook, donโ€™t you do tattoos now?โ€
Now on a topic of interest he was for sure confident in, Jungkook practically jumped in his seat, โ€œYeah! I do! Iโ€™ve only tatted myself and some friends but I hope to work on more people.โ€
You watched with a smirk as Lisa moved to sit next to Jungkook, her now explaining what sheโ€™d like done and Jungkook asking questions about placement, size and color.
You felt sure enough in them to leave them alone, now inhabiting your little corner as you finished your wine while taking in the scene.
Yoongi and Molly stood by the window, and were obviously the most inebriated. He was the type to ramble pointlessly when tipsy, and she giggled at every little thing he said, playfully shoving his shoulder once in a while. You knew for a fact that Yoongi was too deep in his own self-epiphanes to notice her bad flirting, either that or he was just trying to talk to anyone who was willing to listen.
Namjoon and Jennifer were sitting on the couch and talking to Jin, laughing at whatever odd impression he was attempting. Beside them on the loveseat, Hoseok was politely nodding along to small talk from Jimin. Being one of the friendliest and most calming of the group, it made sense that Hoseok was the one trying to make your ex boyfriend feel included.
Content to just watch your guests for a while, you stood by your lonesome and slowly sipped at the remnants of your wine.
Playing host wasnโ€™t exactly your forte, so you were enjoying the little lull while it lasted. Unlike your boyfriend, your social battery tended to max out at the two-hour mark when in group settings.
And as much as you loved the people in your home (with maybe the exception of your ex and his girlfriend), you couldnโ€™t wait for them to get out so you could take a long, hot shower and head to bed.
The stress of the last few days was really tiring you, and you just knew that as soon as the excitement of the showing and sold paintings wore off, Taehyung was going to continue his spat with you about the cameras.
When you and Jimin dated, you two were always on the same page. Fights very rarely happened. And Jimin was such a people pleaser that if literally anything slightly upset you, he would practically fall over himself to make you smile again.
Taehyung was the first boyfriend to genuinely pick a fight with you, being more stubborn than you about matters you didnโ€™t necessarily want to back down from either. Your relationship conflict resolution skills were being tested, and you just didnโ€™t have the patience or experience to keep fighting much longer. You would call a truce or some type of compromise, if it werenโ€™t for the fact that there was no way to really keep both of you happy.
A few minutes passed as you pondered this to yourself.
Seemingly materializing out of nowhere, a mysterious arm wrapped around your waist.
The suddenness of it all caused you to jump and release a very unflattering squeak.
Speak of the devil and he shall appear.
A deep chuckle rumbled beside you, Taehyung smirking lazily before diving face first into your neck and nuzzling it in some sort of drunken stupor.
โ€œDonโ€™t sneak up on me like that!โ€ You groaned, trying to forcefully shove his face away from you. โ€œWhereโ€™s the beer you went to fetch?โ€
Your boyfriend expertly dodged your shove and dove back into your neck, mumbling against the skin something about not being able to find more drinks.
The vibration of his lips on such a sensitive spot made you want to squirm, but his halfhearted mumbles took your attention a bit more.
โ€œNo beer? I couldโ€™ve sworn-โ€
โ€œHey Y/n!โ€ Someone interrupted with a call across the room. You looked up to see Lisa trudging over with a determined look on her face and a fogged up look in her eyes, perhaps a bit more tipsy than you remember leaving her. โ€œArenโ€™t you going to show me where exactly you saw the ghost?โ€
Your dear friend most likely thought she was being discreet and having a normal conversation at a perfectly appropriate tone. But no, she was actually speaking way above a conversational volume, causing everyone else in the room to halt their conversations and turn to look at you.
โ€œGhost?โ€ Jin laughed.
โ€œYou saw something in this room?โ€ Hoseok inquired with a trembling voice, most likely regretting having come over. Beside him, Jimin quietly shook his head to himself.
โ€œNo way, Y/n doesnโ€™t believe in stuff like that.โ€ Your ex confidently informed the group.
At the sound of your past loverโ€™s voice, you felt Taehyung stiffen beside you. The artist untangled himself from you, standing to his full height and facing the guest with an unknown expression.
โ€œWe had a little bit of a ghost problem, but itโ€™s taken care of now.โ€ He paused, and you could nearly hear his smirk when he went on to declare, โ€œI got rid of it.โ€
Yoongi laughed boisterously, having to hold himself up with the wall to prevent falling over. โ€œIโ€™m sorry, but the image of little Tae boxing a little sheet with two holes for eyes is really sending me.โ€
Half your guests laughed at the thought. The other more believing half still stared at you inquisitively.
An awkward silence.
โ€œGhosts are real.โ€ Jennifer started, effortlessly drawing all eyes to her. โ€œI used to live in a haunted house when I was a kid.โ€
She put her drink down and folded her hands across her lap, suddenly immersed in thought and careful about what she was about to share.
โ€œIn my childhood home, there was a garden in the backyard. Almost everyday, at sunset, Iโ€™d look out the window and see this lady circling the flowers and humming to herself. After ten minutes or so, she would disappear into thin air. I told my parents but they never believed me.โ€
She paused, either for dramatic effect or to recollect.
โ€œUntil one day, my mom saw her too. And when she went out to confront what she thought was an intruder, the lady disappeared before her eyes. My mom then did some digging about the history of the house and it turns out, the previous owner was outside gardening when she had a heart attack and died.โ€
A pregnant pause hung in the air as everyone silently digested the anecdote.
โ€œThatโ€™s fucking terrifying, please tell me your parents moved houses after that.โ€ Hoseok broke the silence first, pleading with watery eyes.
Namjoonโ€™s wife laughed, reaching for her drink once more. โ€œHow is it scary? The lady was just checking on her garden in the afterlife. However, I then grew up really interested in supernatural stuff.โ€ She turned to you. โ€œThereโ€™s some tell-tale signs that a home has a spirit attached to it. Cold spots, shadow figures, whispers, scary dreams and the biggest of all: always feeling like you're being watched, even if thereโ€™s no one else in the room.โ€
You quietly thought to yourself. Were there any cold spots in the home? No. Any shadow figures? Nope. Whispers and nightmares? Nada.
Butโ€ฆthe last one, being watched when no one is there.
If you really focused on your intuition, you faintly felt that even now amongst all these people, you were being watched by something unknown.
Goosebumps raised on the surface of your arms.
Chills ran down your spine and you shivered, the reaction causing Taehyung to grasp you tighter against him in what was supposed to be comfort.
You felt even more cold.
โ€œWe havenโ€™t had any of that. Really guys, itโ€™s taken care of.โ€ Your boyfriend told the room, effectively shutting down the paranormal subject.
You assumed Taehyung felt a bit defensive of his ghost expelling skills, either that or he genuinely wanted another topic of discussion.
You then felt a little bad, it was still his night after all and here you were unintentionally ruining it with your little ghost stories. The focus of the room should be on him and his achievements, not everyone's supernatural beliefs and stories.
โ€œTaehyung is right, itโ€™s all resolved. But Iโ€™d like to ask all of you to fill up your glasses one last time, and raise them with me, โ€ While they did that you quickly scanned the room, โ€œUm, except maybe you, Yoongi. Feel free to sit this one out, bud.โ€ You laughed as the drunk man just grumbled at you, defiantly snatching another beer and holding it high while swaying on his feet.
Hopefully he wasnโ€™t the one driving home.
You cleared your throat, โ€œI'd like to propose a toast to our own Taehyung. Everyone in this room knows it was only a matter of time before your artistic genius was recognized by the world, but that doesnโ€™t make us any less proud than we are of you tonight. To the first of many showings! To Taehyung!โ€
โ€œTo Taehyung!โ€ the room loudly parroted back, everyone thrusting their drinks of choice in the air before knocking them back.
The artist beside you laughed and shook his head, โ€œReally, guys itโ€™s no big deal. Just a few paintings that Iโ€™m lucky even got sold. But thanks so much for making it. Most of you-โ€ he snapped a side eye where Jimin sat, โ€œhave supported me so much, Iโ€™m just happy to have such a great group of friends.โ€
Said friends all smiled and nodded, although a few caught on to Taehyungโ€™s subliminal dig and warily looked over at your ex.
Jimin pursed a tight smile, clearly trying to be nice and not make it obvious that he was the outsider at the party. You caught his eye and shot him a sorry look, but he shook his head in what was clearly meant to say โ€œdonโ€™t worry about it.โ€
Your boyfriend continued, โ€œHowever! โ€˜Friendsโ€™ donโ€™t really beat โ€˜love of my lifeโ€™. So without getting into all the lewd details of how I plan to spend my night celebrating, Iโ€™m going to need you all to start clearing out,โ€ Taehyung smirked. โ€œY/n is a screamer.โ€
โ€œEw!โ€ Lisa shouted, beside her Jungkook was suddenly unable to make eye contact with you.
The older men in the room just cackled. You slapped the artist's chest while trying to hide your blood red face.
Taehyung ducked and mouthed at your ear to whisper, โ€œSorry baby, but you know itโ€™s true. And donโ€™t act like you donโ€™t want them out sooner rather than later.โ€
You wanted to be mad, but understood he was tipsy and riding on the high of his showing. So instead you played along and harshly whispered to him, โ€œI doubt you can make me scream tonight. Itโ€™s not right to be misleading to your friends.โ€
He tiled your head to make you face him.
Taehyungsโ€™ left brow twitched in vexation, his lips pulling back in a little growl. He looked around to make sure the guests were distracted with finishing their drinks or saying their goodbyes to each other. When he confirmed no eyes were on you two, he secretly placed his hand at the back of your head, running his long fingers through your hair and stopping right at the ends, to quickly form a fist and pull.
It was just one short tug, but the power of it made you gasp.
You would be lying if you said it didnโ€™t make you a little wet too.
You had no idea where this came from. He never pulled your hair. Your boyfriend wasnโ€™t rough and was one of those really progressive artists types that viewed any kind of manhandling in the bedroom as sort of sexist. But when you peered up at him, with the doe eyes he said he loved so much, and saw the clouded nature of his gaze, you just knew that inebriated Tae was very different from sober Tae.
Black and white, really.
โ€˜Iโ€™m in for quite the nightโ€™ you thought to yourself while biting your lip, inwardly smug at how Taehyung transparently honed in on the action.
โ€œUm, hey I think Iโ€™ll take my leave first.โ€ You looked up to see Jimin awkwardly shifting in front of you two, a blacked out Molly in his hold.
โ€œOh god! Is she okay?โ€ You exclaimed, noting the poor girl looked dead.
The dancer chuckled, โ€œYeah, she just gets really hyper when she's drunk then passes out after a bit. Ironically, sleep is all she needs I guess since she always wakes up good as new. No hangover.โ€
โ€œHere let me show you out. I can help put her in the car.โ€ You offered, already detangling yourself from Taehyung. He made a small sound of protest and made move to hold you tighter.
You placed a hand on his shoulder and consoled him with a smile, โ€œYou wanted people to leave, so we should help everyone get home safe. Can you check on Yoongi and maybe see if Namjoon and Jennifer can take him home?โ€
He looked conflicted, carefully sizing Jimin up through his peripheral. You wanted to roll your eyes. Although tipsy Taehyung was apparently a sexy beast, he was also an immature toddler who needed to be tricked.
You got on your tippy toes to whisper in his ear, โ€œThe quicker we get people out, the quicker you get me all to yourself.โ€
That seemed to convince him as he reluctantly stomped away in the direction of the couple, shooting one more guarded look at the dancer.
With that you led Jimin to the front door, even helping him put Mollyโ€™s heels back on before stepping out into the driveway and walking him to his car.
Silently, he opened the car and laid her in the backseat, tucking her in with his jacket. Then he shut the door, but instead of walking around to the driver spot, he turned to you and sheepishly rubbed the back of his neck.
โ€œSoโ€ฆ.โ€
โ€œLook, Iโ€™m sorry about Taehyung. I didnโ€™t even tell him you were an ex but heโ€™s just been really possessive and weird lately. Itโ€™s not just you.โ€ You informed him, hoping to make him feel better.
Jimin just waved it off with a chuckle, โ€œNo, I get it. Youโ€™re really gorgeous, kind and talented. I also struggled with jealousy when we were together. Canโ€™t really blame him.โ€
You hoped your blush wasnโ€™t too prominent as you said, โ€œYeah, but you were always nice to people regardless of feeling possessive. He was just rude. Again, Iโ€™m sorry.โ€
โ€œWell, you canโ€™t really date someone breathtaking if youโ€™re going to be an insecure prick about it.โ€
You gaped like a fish at the implication you were still breathtaking in Jiminโ€™s eyes. Words were suddenly hard to come by.
It was silent for a moment, the tension between you two as thick as it can possibly get for two past lovers.
โ€œY/nโ€ฆwhy didnโ€™t you tell him we dated?โ€
โ€œL-Like I said, heโ€™s already been acting jealous and I didnโ€™t want him to focus on that when it was his night. Besides, Itโ€™s not like-โ€
โ€œI broke up with Molly.โ€
โ€œโ€ฆWhat?โ€
โ€œIt happened on the way to your after party, she was upset that I still held a candle for you. And yeah, I couldnโ€™t drag her along when I never felt half of what I felt for you, for her. I just said it without thinking, terrible timing of course. But thatโ€™s pretty on brand for me, I suppose.โ€ He attempted a joke.
You smiled politely, although you had no idea how you should feel.
He continued, โ€œI just thought I should say sorry because the reason she was such a drunk and sloppy mess in your home was because I carelessly dumped her on the way there.โ€
โ€œItโ€™s um, okay Jimin. She wasnโ€™t the only drunken mess tonight. I hope you two manage to stay friends.โ€ You said, then after a beat added, โ€œAnd that you find what youโ€™re looking for.โ€
โ€œListen, I know you're with Taehyung and happy but, I think there was some kind of misunderstanding about our breakup. Iโ€™m not trying to be a homewrecker or anything, but can we get a coffee sometime and justโ€ฆtalk?โ€
You smiled, finding no harm in the offer. โ€œSure-โ€
โ€œNo.โ€
You gasped and whipped around to see Taehyung standing behind you, arms crossed and hell in his eyes as he glowered down at Jimin.
How did he get there without being spotted or heard?
It's like he fabricated out of nowhere.
โ€œI suggest you get in your car, leave and never speak to her again.โ€
Your ex held his hands up in surrender, โ€œLook man, I wasnโ€™t trying anything-โ€
โ€œWhat kind of guy goes to their ex when sheโ€™s clearly in a happy and healthy relationship, and tries to drudge up the past in the name of closure? Fuck your closure. You lost her, and now I have her. And trust me, she has better things to do than getting coffee with the guy who broke her heart.โ€
โ€œPlease, Taehyung-โ€
You were cut off.
His voice was the lowest youโ€™ve ever heard it, eyes pitch black and face blank as he calmly finished, โ€œItโ€™s pathetic. Youโ€™re pathetic. And if I see you again Iโ€™m going to break your kneecaps and skin you alive, you little spineless boy. Run along now. While you still can.โ€
The threats were so visceral and promising, coupled with a man who looked downright murderous yet somehow calm. As if he had done it before and doing it again would be more so an inconvenience than a whole life-ending ordeal.
In this moment, you didnโ€™t know your own boyfriend and you were terrified with this new persona.
No one moved or spoke, in fear one step or word would make Taehyung good on his promise.
You and Jimin were paralyzed, like two helpless deer in the presence of a blood thirsty wolf, the only hope was to stay still and go unnoticed. You met your exโ€™s eyes and while he did look afraid, he was focused only on you and your proximity to Taehyung.
Jimin was fearful. Not for himself, but for you.
And while you wanted your ex to run away, you were also scared to be left alone with someone so different from your usual Taehyung.
How could a few drinks and some jealousy cause such a behavior?
โ€œHey whatโ€™s going on here?โ€
Namjoon and Jennifer were babysitting a toddling Yoongi, the couple was also making way to their vehicle when they spotted the scene. The so-called โ€˜leaderโ€™ of the gang was quick to pick up on Taehyungโ€™s aggressive stance, probably prompting him to get involved.
You felt your body lighten in relief.
Namjoon was always good at calming people down and taking control of situations.
Like a switch was turned on, your boyfriend grinned at the oncomers and nodded over at the dancer. Seemingly happy as a clam he chirped, โ€œNothing, hyung! Jimin here was just leaving. His poor girlfriend had too much, I think.โ€
Namjoon didnโ€™t quite believe that, you and Jimin still looked rigid with alarm after all. Nonetheless, he played along for everyoneโ€™s sake. โ€œReally? Maybe you should leave now then Jimin, get her in bed as soon as possible. It was nice meeting you.โ€
Jimin took the hint with grace and wordlessly ducked into his car, not acknowledging anyone else as he mouthed to you โ€œcall meโ€.
He started up the car, then slowly backed out of the driveway, and eventually down the road.
โ€œDude, are you sure youโ€™re okay? It looked like you wanted to kill him.โ€ Namjoon asked the artist.
Before hearing whatever bullshit was going to spew out of his mouth next, you promptly whipped around and stormed back into the house, making sure to purposefully shoulder-check your boyfriend as hard as you could in the process.
What the fuck was wrong with the bastard?!
Talking as though he was some offender or even a murder, just because your ex wanted to catch up?
You were so dreadfully embarrassed! Jimin mustโ€™ve thought you lost your mind after him and went off to date some real weirdos.
If you werenโ€™t already on a lease with the man, this probably wouldโ€™ve been the part where you blocked him and made it your personal mission to never see him again.
Instead, you busied yourself in the kitchen and washed most of the dirty dishes your guests left behind. You hoped Taehyung was wise enough to leave you alone, if the jerk knew what was good for him.
About 15 minutes had passed, and the kitchen was nearly as spotless as it was before the party had started, thanks to your furious cleaning and scrubbing. The house was now silent, and you were just debating putting all your spices in alphabetical order when you heard a shuffle behind you.
You snapped around and instantly scoffed at the sight.
Taehyung was leaning against the doorframe, hands in his pockets and fixing a sheepish look at you.
โ€œSoโ€ฆthat got a little out of hand.โ€
You barked a disbelieving laugh. โ€œMore like you got out of hand, Taehyung. Threatening people like youโ€™re some felon! Wouldn't be a surprise if thereโ€™s a rumor spreading about me dating a serial killer now."
โ€œY/n, Iโ€™m sorry. But please let me make it up to you.โ€
โ€œMake it up to me? Your actions cannot be undone Taehyung! I cooked and cleaned after your friends and tried to make this night special for you. I just wanted you to have a nice night and be nice, and you flip out over a platonic coffee date? Who do you think I am? A slut who will open her legs to any ex who talks to me?!โ€
โ€œW-what? No- Of course not! Please donโ€™t think-โ€
โ€œWhat the hell am I supposed to think, asshole?! Even if Jimin still had feelings for me, it would take me reciprocating them for anything to happen! You clearly donโ€™t trust me, and if thatโ€™s the case, then what are we doing here? Should we just become roommates or something?โ€
A painful struck his face, watery eyes met yours when he choked out, โ€œDo you even hear yourself? Why would I try to fight your ex if I truly didnโ€™t love you? Youโ€™re mine, and I love you so much itโ€™s justโ€ฆI can act a little crazy sometimes.โ€
You sighed, turning your back on him to lean on the sink in exhaustion.
โ€œI thought you were different from other guys, Tae. That caveman shit is extremely degrading to not only you, but especially me.โ€
โ€œIโ€™m sorryโ€ฆitโ€™s just a primal part of me that I canโ€™t turn off. Give me a chance to make it up to you.โ€
You shot a look over your shoulder at him, still pissed.
He shot his hands up in the air, as if in defense. โ€œYou can still be mad at me all you want.โ€
โ€œYouโ€™re sleeping on the couch for a week.โ€
โ€œDone.โ€
โ€œAndโ€ฆ.And youโ€™re forgetting all about those stupid cameras.โ€
He quirked a grin, unknown mirth dancing in his eyes. โ€œSure.โ€
โ€œAt the end of the week, you will personally apologize to Jimin via a phone call or letter.โ€
His smile dropped, your glare sharpened, โ€œUmm..fine okay. It wonโ€™t be sincere though.โ€
You rolled your eyes, โ€œDoesnโ€™t have to be, itโ€™s the right thing to do so youโ€™ll do it.โ€
โ€œโ€ฆanything else?โ€
โ€œNot for now. Iโ€™m going to bed soon so if thereโ€™s anything you need from the room, get it now.โ€
He wordlessly turned around, and you then faintly heard him going up the stairs.
Biting your lip in deep thought, you proceed to wipe off the last of the counters.
Could you forgive him? When he was willing to do all that to appease you?
If you were being honest with yourself, you could feel the irritation already start to melt away a bit. You hadnโ€™t expected such a 180 in his stance, he went from threatening Jimin with murder to begrudgingly agreeing to apologize within only a matter of half an hour or so. You thought you would have to at least give him the silent treatment for a bit before you could even bargain a โ€œsorryโ€ for your ex. Taehyung was usually much more stubbornโ€ฆ
Nonetheless though, you were still upset and embarrassed about the scene.
You hated when men got violent around you, it made you feel so unsafe and small. You thought Taehyung was different, him even poking fun at the meatheads who would pull stuff like that at the local bars you would frequent while dating. So what changed?
Footsteps slowly descended back down the stairs, telling you that Taehyung had returned from your bedroom and it was safe to go up.
You left the kitchen, turned off the lights and passed through the hallway. Briefly you stopped, just short of the stairs, to see your boyfriend grumbling to himself while arranging some blankets on the couch.
A sudden and chilling thought ripped from your lips before you could even quietly ponder it.
โ€œTaehyungโ€ฆhow did you know Jimin was my ex?โ€
He stopped in his tracks, slowly turning to face you with a blank look.
โ€œUh, Lisa might have slipped up and told me.โ€
You relaxed, unknowingly releasing a breath you had been holding. โ€œHmm, okay. Weโ€™ll talk tomorrow then. Goodnight.โ€
โ€œGoodnight baby.โ€
โ€œOh! Let me get some water first, can you check that the doors were locked?โ€ You asked while skipping back towards the kitchen. You hated waking up with a dry mouth and always kept a glass of water on your nightstand, restless bathroom trips be damned.
You didnโ€™t hear any response to your request, but you paid it no mind, assuming Tae probably already double, if not triple, checked the locks being the worrywart that he was.
Right next to the kitchen entrance was the basement door, and it was shut.
Yet, something stopped you in your tracks.
The light under the basement doorโ€ฆit was on?
โ€œWell I donโ€™t have any more beer up here. Just wine. There might be some more in the basement, though.โ€
It couldnโ€™t beโ€ฆ.could it?
Your intuition was hollering at you from within.
A force greater than you pulled you to the door handle.
Against yourself, you opened the door to the basementโ€ฆ
And choked back a horrified scream.
At the bottom of the stairs lay Taehyung.
Unconscious, pale and bleeding horrifically from some head wound that was forming an inky pool under his crumpled form.
It wasnโ€™t your Taehyung that returned upstairs.
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So...this has been sitting in my drafts for over a year lol. I do have a dramatic ending in mind and some final scenes but yea, I don't think I could finish this unless people actually wanted it so let me know if this is a plot you kinda liked? I never tried flat-out supernatural horror like this. Anyway, happy October guys! Love you all. Luna :)
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Min Yoongi adored you. He'd simply never hurt you - unless you asked.
Pairing: Min Yoongi x Fem!Reader | Darksided AU Type: One-Shot - SMUT (You must be 18+ to ride this ride.) Sequel to foresight, but can be read as a stand-alone fic. Word Count: 4.4K Content: established relationship au; soft bf yoongi turned mean!dom!yoongi at the request of sub!reader; p in v penetration; unprotected sex/creampie (be safe, y'all); oral sex (m receiving); brief face-fucking; v fingering; squirting; a lil degradation and spit kink, as a treat; harsh language; after-care; also cavity-inducing fluff A/N: This was nine (9) pages in Word - my longest smut ever, all because this man-bun era has got me FUCKED up. Barely proofread (sorry ily). Check out my other fics here. Listen to the playlist here. 12/11/22 A/N: The sequel, blindsided, is finally here! check it out when you're done here :)
โ€œWhen I signal you, thatโ€™s when you press the button, okay?โ€ย 
Your eyebrows furrowed as you stared down at his recording equipment โ€“ a galaxy in its own right, lit up like a Christmas tree. He may as well have asked you to defuse a bomb, except you couldnโ€™t even identify the bomb. โ€œThere are approximately three thousand buttons in front of me right now,โ€ you whined.ย 
He was exhausted and you knew it โ€“ you could feel it โ€“ but his patience with you was, as always, limitless. His fondness for you still shone through his eyes, overpowering the dark circles looming below, as if he hadnโ€™t made a mistake in inviting you into his office. Then there was his laugh, surprising enough to smack you but so soft that it cradled you. โ€œItโ€™s the only one that says โ€˜record,โ€™ jagiya.โ€ย 
A quick survey of the landscape before you indicated that this was a criminal oversimplification. There was a minimum of four options fitting his description, and all of them looked both breakable and expensive. You blinked down at the sound board, then back up at him, dumbfounded. โ€œI think you made a mistake letting me in here.โ€ย 
Again, with the laugh โ€“ knocking you prone, nudging you closer to an early grave. Somehow, out of all of time and space, you got to exist in the same lifetime that he did. How lucky you were to have him, and his wind chime laugh all to yourself.ย ย 
You were lovesick and it was chronic.ย 
โ€œLook down at your left hand โ€“ no, baby, donโ€™t move it โ€“ that knob above your middle finger?โ€ He was standing on tiptoe inside the booth, gesturing as if he was landing a plane. Your eyes darted up to follow the path of his fingers, then back down to the board. โ€œGo diagonally up from that knob for two rows. Do you -โ€ย 
Overcome with a sense of unearned pride, you pressed down on the button, beaming. You certainly had not been signaled, but nonetheless, your efforts were rewarded. Importantly, that reward was now recorded for prosperity. Your favorite mixtape, the soundtrack of your racing heart, a lullaby: โ€œI really couldnโ€™t love you more if I tried.โ€ย 
His wide smile, like his tone, was sweet enough to cause a cavity. You were folded up like a pretzel in his chair, but somehow, your knees still seemed to wobble.ย ย 
You were lovesick and it was terminal.ย 
โ€œShould I shut it off now until youโ€™re ready to start?โ€ You asked with cheeks glowing pink.ย 
He shook his head, still grinning. โ€œI can cut it down. I do need you to cue the track, though โ€“ when I signal you.โ€ He stated the last bit of his sentence slowly, shooting you a pointed look and then a wink.ย 
You were once lovesick and now you are dead.ย 
Finger hovering over the โ€˜playโ€™ button, you watched him wide-eyed, anxious to avoid another mishap. His faith in you may have been unshakeable, but yours wasnโ€™t โ€“ and this third mixtape was his magnum opus. Youโ€™d rather explode into a cloud of dust than mess up the tireless work heโ€™d put into it so far.ย ย 
He closed his eyes and took a deep breath, centering himself. Without looking, he raised his hand and pointed silently to you. Within seconds, your mind was blown.ย 
Min Yoongi contained multitudes. Despite your years together, it never ceased to amaze you how your beloved introvert โ€“ who said more with actions than anyone could communicate with words โ€“ could transform the way he did. Moments ago, his voice was a blanket, fresh out of the dryer, but now? Now, his presence electrified you. There was an unapologetic confidence โ€“ callousness, even - that you only saw when he rapped.ย 
Even his body language changed, like heโ€™d evolved right before your eyes. You couldnโ€™t look away because there was nothing else worth looking at โ€“ just him, top to bottom. The way he held his head, lips nearly touching the microphone, highlighted the deadly curve of his jaw. Carved from marble, luminescent and sharp. The strain of his neck, vibration visible in the column of his throat as he growled out his bars. Then down, down, down to his hands. His rings caught the light from above him, refracting slivers of white as his fingers moved with the beat.ย ย 
Oh, how you wanted them wrapped around your throat.ย 
Seeing him like this had you spellbound โ€“ feral, if you were being honest. As you watched, bottom lip clamped hard between your teeth, a heatwave crashed over you; it burned you from the inside out. Sometimes, you dreamt about this version of him. Your Yoongi adored you. He showered you with affection, respect, and praise. Heโ€™d never dream of hurting you.ย 
But would he, if you asked?ย 
You were so lost in your thoughts that you didnโ€™t hear him finish the take.ย 
โ€œAegiya?โ€ There was a hint of concern in his voice that told you heโ€™d called out to you more than once already.ย 
You swallowed hard and shifted in his chair. โ€œYes?โ€ย 
He slid his wireless headphones down until they rested around his neck. The bright red band leaned against his cheekbone as he tilted his head to the side in confusion. โ€œAre you alright? You looked like you were in a trance.โ€ย 
He wasnโ€™t wrong. You were hypnotized, and it was entirely his fault.ย 
When you merely hummed in response โ€“ too distracted by his features to form a coherent sentence โ€“ he opened the door to the booth and stepped out. He pulled the headphones off completely and set them down on the counter before walking straight to you.ย 
You were vibrating. Could he feel it?ย 
The trembling only intensified when he reached you. Looking down at you, he ran the pad of his thumb over your cheek.ย 
โ€œTell me.โ€ He said, as if that brief touch informed him of the maelstrom spinning circles in your brain. โ€œSomethingโ€™s got you dizzy.โ€ย 
Psychic.ย 
Suddenly, you were shy. This man knew and loved every single aspect of you, and still you felt embarrassed. If you begged him to fuck you โ€“ not just make love to you โ€“ would he laugh at you? Even worse, would he be offended? You didnโ€™t want him to think that what you had wasnโ€™t already perfect because it was.ย ย 
His eyes scanned your face, narrowing just slightly as he tried to read your mind. The two of you were silent for what felt like hours before you saw it โ€“ his pupils dilating, offset by the spark of silent understanding. The corner of his mouth twitched when he cracked the secret code. The hand caressing your cheek lowered slowly until it came to rest on your throat, thumb harshly directing your jaw โ€“ and your gaze - upwards.ย 
โ€œIs it me, baby?โ€ He teased with a voice like velvet, cocking his head to the side with a smirk that left you stupid. โ€œHave I got you dizzy?โ€ย 
Involuntarily, you whimpered. So stunned by his stare that you were speechless. Melting into a puddle. Dripping.ย 
He exhaled sharply through his nose โ€“ a cruel, quiet laugh - and his eyes darkened further. โ€œI canโ€™t give you what you want if you canโ€™t tell me what that is.โ€ย 
Once again, you shifted in your seat. You were suddenly so painfully aware of every nerve in your body, each one tingling like a live wire. Even your thighs clenched, trying desperately to apply pressure where you needed it most. You craved him so badly that it ached.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t want you to be gentle with me,โ€ was your answer, though it sounded more like a question. โ€œI - I know that you -โ€ย 
His hand shifted quickly from underneath your jaw. He now had your cheeks pinned between his thumb and middle finger, squeezing hard to cut off your sentence before you could finish it. There was a microscopic pause as his eyes searched yours for permission. You blinked and nodded to the fullest extent you could within his grasp.ย 
โ€œStupid girl. You know nothing.โ€ย 
Muffled by his hand, your weak moan was barely audible, but he could feel the way your breathing quickened. The rise and fall of your eager chest. The way your nipples, yet untouched, made themselves known through the fabric of the t-shirt youโ€™d stolen from him. Draped in him but smelling like you.ย ย 
Blackcurrant, orange blossoms, vanilla.ย 
He leaned down, mouth now hovering beside your ear. The heat of his breath on your neck was maddening, but it was the way his lips brushed against your ear that proved fatal. When he spoke, it echoed in every one of your bones. A whisper heavy enough to bruise. โ€œGet up.โ€ย 
You followed the lead of his hand over your mouth and rose to your feet. Sharply, he redirected your gaze to the seat youโ€™d just left. It was inexplicable how something so faint could be so blatant. That nearly imperceptible spot, snitching on you; showing him how your body begged for him.ย 
โ€œSuch a messy girl, ruining my chair like that.โ€ He tutted. โ€œI should punish you, shouldnโ€™t I? Should I ruin you, baby?โ€ย 
Held so still, your knees still trembled. Without his hand gripping your cheeks, you wouldโ€™ve crumpled at his feet. Before you could do so yourself, he forced you downward. After all, your knees couldnโ€™t buckle if they were digging into the hardwood.ย 
He released his grasp and used that same hand to push his hair away from his eyes. Your heart raced as if you were sprinting, and yet you were frozen in place. You didnโ€™t know where to begin because you wanted everything.ย ย 
Your indecision prompted him to roll his eyes. โ€œDo I have to do everything for you? Say it. What do you want?โ€ย 
โ€œT-to touch you. Please,โ€ you begged, โ€œI want to feel you in my throat.โ€ย 
He beckoned you silently with a curl of his finger. You sat up further on your knees and reached out tentatively for the drawstring tied at the waistband of his joggers.ย 
โ€œStop.โ€ He ordered, and you did. Looking down at your wide eyes, his smirk deepened. Your hands fidgeted uselessly in your lap as he began untying the drawstring himself โ€“ his slow pace was torturous. You'd have ripped them off his body if given the chance. โ€œOpen your mouthโ€ย 
Again, you did as you were told.ย 
It took everything you had not to drool when he lowered the waistband of his joggers just enough for his cock to spring out. Already throbbing, beige tip glistening with pre-cum in the half-light. He took himself in his hand and began to pump himself as he took a step towards your waiting mouth.
"Stick out your tongue."
Now, you couldnโ€™t help it โ€“ and when he saw the string of saliva spilling from the tip of your tongue, he growled.ย 
โ€œFuck,โ€ He breathed, sliding the fingers of his free hand into your hair and tugging. โ€œLook at how badly you want to be used - you're begging without saying a word.โ€ย 
You couldnโ€™t speak, but your eyes were screaming at him. Please.ย 
Teasingly, he tapped the tip of his cock against your tongue, hissing as he felt the wet heat of your mouth. But when you went to close your lips around him, he pulled your hair โ€“ and you โ€“ away.ย 
โ€œSpit on it โ€“ slowly. Keep your eyes on me.โ€ย 
You felt a twinge between your thighs as he delivered his orders. Youโ€™d undoubtedly soaked through your little sleep shorts already, but his tone just then made a mess of you. You squirmed as you kneeled, feeling the rivulets of slick begin to trail down the innermost part of your thighs. And he hadnโ€™t even touched you yet.ย 
Looking up at him from under the curtain of your lashes, you saw the wicked fascination flicker in his eyes. The way his breath hitched as he watched your spit fall from the ledge of your lips until it connected with his shaft. In your peripheral vision, you could see his cock twitch at the contact.ย 
โ€œNow open.โ€ Finally.ย 
A low moan broke from the depths of his chest as he slid into your mouth, and you couldnโ€™t recall a more beautiful sound. As you pushed yourself further onto him, you hallowed your cheeks, following the vein running along the underside of his length with your tongue.ย 
You stared up at him through wet eyes. So full, you pleaded with yourself not to gag, to breathe steadily through your nose. Tip pushing past your soft palate, he grunted as he bottomed out. Without softening his gaze, he watched for your reaction โ€“ always so concerned, even when he was pretending not to be. To his surprise, you swallowed, allowing the tightness of your throat to squeeze him.
โ€œYouโ€™re fucking filthy.โ€ He muttered with his eyes screwing shut. His jaw fell open when you slid off him, swirling your tongue around the head of his cock once you reached it. His eyes followed suit, blown out pupils fixated on the spit dribbling down your chin; darkening at the obscene sound of him sliding through the suction you'd so masterfully generated.ย 
Pulling your hand from your lap, you reached out slowly for his balls. As your fingers massaged him, his grip on your hair got tighter. Almost imperceptibly, he began to roll his hips against your mouth.ย 
His panting was interlaced with curses as he fucked himself into your warmth. โ€œFit so fucking perfectly in your throat,โ€ He grunted, โ€œLike you were made to be my toy.โ€ย 
It startled you when he suddenly removed himself from you. Thoughtlessly, you whined โ€“ and then, immediately, you froze. Eyes darting back up to him, the anticipation of consequences prevented you from closing your mouth fully. You waited there on your knees, trembling, while your mascara pooled uselessly in the wells beneath your eyes.ย 
โ€œSomebody feels entitled,โ€ He scoffed as he glowered down at you. โ€œYou better be careful what you wish for.โ€ย 
Before you could process the speed of his movements, his arms hooked under yours and pulled you from the ground. Your legs ached, but as he loomed over you, you followed his unspoken order, backing yourself into a corner. With your shoulder blades pressed flush against the wall, he stepped forward and used his knee to push your legs apart.ย 
For a moment, it seemed like his faรงade was cast aside. He raised his hand slowly to caress your cheek, swirling soft circles into your flushed skin with his thumb. Out of habit, your eyes drifted shut and you leaned further into his touch. And when he leaned in, just as slowly, your slightly parted lips waited for a kiss that never came.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re just begging to be filled, arenโ€™t you?โ€ He asked in a whisper so sharp it stung. โ€œNot loved but fucked.โ€ย 
You nodded shyly. โ€œY-yes,โ€ You stuttered, โ€œPlease.โ€ย 
His lips still lingered closely enough to touch yours, to send shockwaves shooting down your spine, but he continued to withhold his affection. This was the first time โ€“ ever โ€“ that Yoongi had turned down an opportunity to kiss you. Until now, he didn't seem capable of doing so.ย 
โ€œPlease what?โ€ย 
โ€œFuck me. Please -โ€ You keened as his hand began to drift from your cheek, down your neck. In the blink of an eye, every word you knew disappeared from your vocabulary. The tip of his index finger trailed downย over the fabric of your stolen shirt, between the valley of your breasts, and came to rest at the hem. ย 
He pinched the seam between his fingers and tugged. โ€œPart of me wants to tear this off you,โ€ He mused with his head tilting to one side. His eyes remained locked on yours; the amusement in them was clear, even in the darkness. โ€œBut most of me wants to see you fucked out and stupid - in my shirt.โ€ย 
Your legs threatened to give out yet again. He was devastatingly handsome under normal circumstances, but this newly unearthed cockiness was ruinous. You bit down hard on your lip as he raised your shirt enough to access the waistband of your shorts. With his help, you shimmied them down until they dropped quietly at your feet. Quickly and clumsily, you stepped out of them and kicked them aside.ย 
Yoongiโ€™s hand rose again to your face. His middle and ring finger were extended; the others curled down towards his palm. You didnโ€™t need to be asked to open your mouth โ€“ it was the only response your eager mind could conjure. His fingers were cool against your tongueย as you closed your mouth around them. And when he was satisfied with the lubrication youโ€™d provided, he slid his fingers out from your hollowed cheeks with a lewd pop.ย 
โ€œHow badly do you want to come all over my fingers?โ€ ย 
Itโ€™s a wonder there wasnโ€™t a puddle beneath you, considering how those words made you gush. โ€œI need it,โ€ You pleaded with fluttering eyelids and bated breath, โ€œPlease touch me.โ€ย 
You whimpered and closed your eyes as you felt his fingers dive into the pool between your thighs. Every nerve lit up like a switchboard as he slipped through your soft folds. He scoffed at how wet you were โ€“ so soaked that it was audible in each millimeter of his movement.ย 
Simultaneous to his middle finger penetrating you, your head rolled back until it rested against the wall. Your mouth fellย open, but you were too entranced to do much more than breathe as you acclimated to his presence inside you. He started slowly, curling his finger upwards as he pushed further inwards. Even at this pace, the otherwise dead air was filled with the sound of your sodden cunt.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™reย dripping already?" He let the tip of his finger restย against the spongy spot behind your pubic bone; the pressure was incredible, but he stayed torturously still. โ€œAnd yet youโ€™re so - tight.โ€ Achingly slow, the pad of his finger spiraled against your g-spot. โ€œIโ€™ll have to stretch you out before I can bury my cock in you.โ€ย 
As his ring finger plunged inside of you, you cried out, head slumping forward against his shoulder. Sensing that you wouldnโ€™t be able to hold yourself up for much longer, Yoongi grabbed the back of your right thigh with his left hand and pulled your leg up to rest against his hip. With this new angle, his fingers ventured even deeper until they bottomed out at the knuckle. He didnโ€™t give you much time to adjust to the new sensation. ย 
As he fucked his fingers into you at a feverish pace, he continued his mind-numbing assault on your g-spot. Over and over, he toyed with you; thrusting, stretching, scissoring, and teasing as your arousal trickled into the palm of his hand. There was an intoxicating โ€“ unbearable โ€“ warmth burning in the pit of your abdomen. A sensation so all-consuming that your eyes rolled back in your head.ย 
Your walls clenched around him, sucking him in and begging for more as your helpless heart raced. โ€œOh my god,โ€ You wailed, โ€œHoly shit โ€“ Please, Iโ€™m - Yoongi!โ€ย 
Your orgasm hit you like a freight train. Never in your life had you fallen apart like that โ€“ shaking and speaking in tongues. Having sensed the swell of pressure, Yoongi knew exactly where this road headed; and he could tell that you were fighting it. โ€œDon't hold back from me,โ€ He growled.
And then the dam broke. ย 
A wicked grin danced across his face as the wave of pleasure crashed onto the floor below you. โ€œFuck. Look at this.โ€ He pointed downwardย and your bleary gaze followed. Remnants of your orgasm had splashed onto his joggers as well as the hardwood.ย โ€œNobody could ever make you come like I can. Say it.โ€ย 
The words bubbled out of your chest, half-way between a sob and a moan. โ€œNobody can make me come like you.โ€
You were a shivering, spilling mess; and your ears were still ringing from how intensely your every muscle had clenched. Before your knee could buckle, you were abruptly swept up into his arms.ย With one arm wrapped tightly around your back, his free hand slid over the surface of his desk, sending various papers and cords rocketing towards the floor.
Once the space was cleared, he set you down and laid you out onto the cool surface. You were exhausted and thankful to be horizontal; though you knew he wasnโ€™t yet finished with you.ย 
After all, he intended on ruining you.ย 
Through half-lidded eyes, you gazed up atย him. The hair heโ€™d so neatly tied into a bun at the top of his head had mutinied; inky tendrils were now splayed out haphazardly in different directions. You were fuck-drunk, but you swore the overhead light behind him encircled his head like a halo.ย It was all so unholy - the way he stood before the altar of your exposed core, with his face angelic and his throbbing cock in hand.
The hand not pumping his cock slid over your bent knee. It took tremendous effort, but you lifted your arm to place your hand on top of his. One tiny squeeze โ€“ a brief, loving check-in โ€“ received an echo. Then, just as quickly as it appeared, the fleeting moment of tenderness was gone. With each of your legs now trapped in his hold, he pulled you towards the very edge of the table.ย 
Once he was satisfied with your closeness, his focus switched to his access. He simply wasnโ€™t content to leave your legs bent up at either side of him; so, he rested the backs of your legs against his shoulders and leaned forward until youโ€™d nearly folded in half.ย 
He didnโ€™t need to use his hand to center himself prior to entering you. His body understood the proportions of yours automatically; like you were puzzle pieces created to fit perfectly together. Though his intention may have been to penetrate you slowly, centimeter by centimeter, your slick was overwhelming. The usual ache you felt upon acclimating to his size was drastically reduced; and he bottomed out quickly, cursing.ย 
The fullness you felt was euphoric, and it left you mewling hopelessly under the weight of his body. He was buried deep, throbbing as your walls constricted around his width. It shocked your system when he slid out almost completely only to drive himself back into you.ย 
โ€œLike a fucking vice grip,โ€ Yoongi hissed as he picked up his already brutal pace. Every curve, every vein dragged maddeningly along your walls as he fucked you. โ€œDo you hear how wet you are? Shit โ€“ your pussy is begging for me.โ€ย 
The only thing louder than the squelch of your cunt was skin hitting skin; close behind was the way your name spilled from his lips in a flurry of expletives. You, on the other hand, were nearly incoherent. With every thrust, he knocked another thought loose until eventually, you had nothing left.ย  Relentlessly, his cock grinded against your g-spot, leaving you too mesmerized to recall your own name.ย 
There was a sheen of sweat above his knitted brows; and his bottom lip was now trapped between his gritted teeth. He was close and you knew it. The depth of his thrusts didnโ€™t falter, but his steady pace was getting harder for him to maintain.ย You felt the rubber band inside you beginning to fray - on the brink of snapping and shooting you into orbit like a sling-shot.ย 
โ€œBaby,โ€ The soft, shaky voice caught his attention. He opened his eyes and focused hard on you โ€“ your flushed cheeks, and trembling lips. As he surveyed you, his resolve began to evaporate; his expression softened immediately. There he was: your Yoongi. โ€œYouโ€™re gonna make me come again.โ€ย 
As your walls clenched tight around him, the edges of your vision began to blur. You watched his face as he came shortly after you, studying how delicately his eyelashes fluttered as the warmth of his release filled you.ย In that moment, it was the two of you, toppling in slow-motion off the edge of the universe. Irrevocably in love - heaving chests, shuddered moans, names whispered in the place of prayers.ย 
He shifted his arms to allow your quivering legs to fall from his shoulders. When the hands on either side of your head could no longer hold up his weight, he collapsed onto you. With his face nuzzled into the crook of your neck, you could feel his breathing begin to slow as his cock softened inside you.ย 
You were nearly delirious when you felt his lips buzz against your skin. You were too far gone to understand what he was too exhausted to communicate. โ€œHmm?โ€ You hummed, wordlessly asking him to repeat himself.
He groaned with the effort of pulling himself away from your embrace. He only traveled far enough to glance over at you. โ€œI said, I think several of my past lives just flashed before my eyes,โ€ He stated matter-of-factly. Within seconds, his eyes crinkled up at the corners and his grin grew. That soft chuckle wasnโ€™t far behind.ย 
โ€œI donโ€™t know where I am.โ€ You admitted with a sheepish laugh. After a moment, you amended that thought, โ€œI donโ€™t know who I am.โ€ย 
Yoongi placed a gentle kiss below your ear โ€“ the only part of you he could reach without sitting up fully. โ€œI have no idea. How did you get in my house?โ€ As you rolled your eyes, he bumped the tip of his nose against your jaw, too tired to tease you much more than that. โ€œBut now that weโ€™re both completely spent, Iโ€™d like to go back to being soft with you โ€“ for now.โ€ย 
He tried to wink at you, but both of his lead-lined lids closed in unison. ย You hummed thoughtfully as you ran lazy fingers through his hair, like the decision required serious deliberation. You paused, then giggled. ย โ€œPermission granted, my love. You may proceed.โ€
He was quiet for several moments before he stood bolt upright. Startled, you propped yourself up on your elbow and looked to him. He turned towards the booth and then back to you.
His eyes were wide as a blush swept over his cheeks. "Aegiya, did you forget to stop the recording?"
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The Lucky Seven | BTS ot7 x reader
Hybrid/Royal AU
~ chapter 3 + lore ~
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โ€ genre: dark royal core, hybrid au, royalty au, hybrids/knights!ot7 x human/ princess!reader, afab (she/her) reader, polyamory (mostly ot7 ร— reader), strangers to lovers, daddy dom, smut and sexual sometimes. tiny bits of horror
โ€ warnings: smut, swearing, murder, death (not the reader or ot7 though, l'm not evil), mentions of inbreeding (not between reader or ot7) some unsettling horror depictions, it won't be every chapter though or the whole story, just little bits here and there. (I'm willing to re write chapters for you to read if you can't do horror but still wanna follow along, just ask! ๐Ÿ–ค )
โ€”โ€”โ€” summary โ€”โ€”โ€”
In a world of hybrids and humans, following each other closely to extinction, you are one of the last full humans, Princess y/l/n of the emerald nation. humans are essential for the survival of hybrids so why are assailants hunting you and your family down? because of this, the court has decided itโ€™d be best for you to be guarded at all times by the nations strongest knights, youโ€™ve only ever heard of them but have never seen their faces. What will happen once you come face to face with the infamous โ€œlucky sevenโ€?
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[ chapter 3 + lore ]
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You swallowed loudly, Namjoonโ€™s words ringing through your head. Stood before you were seven knights, as attractive as they were intimidating. They were clad in dark iron armour, long swords strapped to their sides.
โ€œPrincess, I introduce to you, the lucky seven.โ€ Your father promptly stated, therefore queuing the men to kneel before you. โ€œYour highnessโ€ they all spoke in unison whilst looking down in respect. This made your heart slightly jump at the sudden submission from the domineering looking men.
Standing up, the men turned their sight to your father as he continued โ€œthe lucky seven are our nation's most powerful and capable knights. They are of full hybrid, all seven being a pack.โ€ Taking in your father's words, their pack name finally rang a bell. Youโ€™ve heard of them before. Youโ€™ve heard from whispers of servants that the pack is strong enough to take out dozens of assailants at once.
You had no idea that the two men that had saved you the night before were part of the infamous pack. With Namjoonโ€™s kind and gentle smile you could have never imagined that he was apart of such a daunting pack. โ€œNow. These men are to guard you in and out the palace at all times. You are required to have at least three knights by your side in the palace, all seven if you wish you leave the palace.โ€ Your father ordered.
โ€œSir Kim Seokjinโ€ he called. The man from the far left stepping forward, โ€œMy lordโ€ he replied. โ€œThis here, is Sir Kim Seokjin, the packโ€™s oldest. He is a hamster hybrid.โ€ your father declared gesturing to the man.
A hamster? He was tall and had broad shoulders, contrasting a small waist. You wouldโ€™ve never guess that the tall and muscular looking man was a hamster hybrid. He was staring forward, head held up high.
Examining his face, you took note of his lips immediately. They were strikingly plump and glossy. Making your way up his face, his eyes were the colour of chocolate, the same as his hair. You found yourself in awe of the manโ€™s attractiveness, youโ€™ve never seen anyone so radiant, other than the two hybrids you had just met last night of course.
Without warning, the manโ€™s glance turned from your father to you. Startled, you glanced away, embarrassed. Looking down, you closed your hands together and started to fidget with your thumbs. The man smiled at this. โ€˜how cuteโ€™ he thought to himself before turning his glance to your father once again.
โ€œSir Min Yoongiโ€ your father called, saving you from your embarrassment. โ€œMy lordโ€ answered the man, stepping forward. You looked back up to see the knight.
This man was shorter than the others, almost petite, with long black hair swept over the top of his head. He was just as ravishing as the hybrid before him, feline-like eyes and a downturned mouth. His jawline was less sharp than the others, giving him a soft look.
โ€œSir Min Yoongi here, is the second oldest of the pack. He is a cat-hybridโ€ your father spoke. โ€˜Of courseโ€™ you thought to yourself, even in his human forum he resembles a feline. You nodded to your father to continue.
โ€œand Iโ€™m sure youโ€™ve already been acquainted with Sir Kim Namjoon and Sir Jung Hoseok.โ€ the two stepped forward, โ€œmy lordโ€ they replied in unison before both turned their sights to you, making you unconsciously clear your throat. โ€œSir Kim Namjoon is the third oldest of the seven, a wolf hybrid as you may already be aware of. He is the packโ€™s leader.โ€ stated your father, looking to Namjoon causing the knight to smile proudly, dimples displayed while straightening his posture somehow even more so.
Your fathers eyes then moved to whom you knew as Hobi. โ€œAnd Sir Jung Hoseok is the packโ€™s fourth oldest. A dog-hybrid, specifically of the golden retriever speciesโ€ your father gestured to the man. So heโ€™s a golden retriever? You canโ€™t help but smile at the thought, it suits him. His smile was wide and bright, truly like a golden retriever.
โ€œAnd now I want to introduce the packโ€™s three youngestโ€ decreed your father, resulting in the last of the three to step forward โ€œmy lordโ€ they replied in unison, just like Hobi and Namjoon did. โ€œStarting from the left, this is Sir Park Jimin, the third youngest. His hybrid animal is also a feline like Sir Min Yoongiโ€ you turned your sight to aforementioned the man.
โ€˜Woahโ€™ you thought to yourself. He was a pretty man, face adorned with plump and pillowy lips like the hamster hybrid before him. His eyes were feline-like, almost seductive. The man was smaller than the others, a slim waist also like the hamster hybridโ€™s but you could tell that he had a strong figure.
โ€œThe middle knight is Sir Kim Taehyung, second youngest and a lion hybridโ€ your father motioned to the knight. This knight was equally as attractive as the rest of his pack, having an alluring look. The man having thick brows, making him look serious.
Upon further examination, you took note of his facial moles, one being above his lip and another on top of his nose. He also had both a monolid and a double lid. The knight had a structured face paired with a sculpted body, much like his other pack mates, only difference being his hands, as they were a bit larger than the others.
โ€œAnd last but certainly not least, the packโ€™s youngest, Sir Jeon Jungkook, a bunny hybrid.โ€ spoke your father. The last and youngest knight was ironically the second tallest of his pack. You could see that he was also most likely the most buff, coming to a close tie with Namjoon.
Contrasting his bulky frame, was an innocent appearing face. His eyes were wide, doe like, accompanied by lips with a sharp cupids bow. The combination was very charming. Enticed by the man before you, you also took notice of a little scar across his left cheek.
Your father cleared his throat, taking you out of your mesmerization โ€œyou are dismissed until dinnerโ€ he declared. You curtsied your father before turning to walk out the room. Followed behind you were multiple steps pattered against the floor, causing you to turn around, the steps to coming to a halt.
Behind you, stood the seven knights ready to escort you. โ€œOh, you meant starting now?โ€ your voice rang through the courtroom.
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The sounds of numerous footsteps clacked against the marble floor behind you as you made your way through the corridor back to your chamber. You couldnโ€™t help but feel uneasy with the amount of eyes you felt on your back. The men were in a line, taking up the whole hallway while following closely behind you.
Each step you took, felt calculated, as if you would trip from the burning stares. You decide to stop, the footsteps behind you also stopping, mirroring yours. Acknowledging this, you started walking once again, footsteps following suit.
You stopped one more time, the steps halting once more. This is when you turned to face the men โ€œcan you guys at least walk beside or in front of me, youโ€™re all making me very nervous.โ€ you stated whilst rubbing your wrist. You were used of a servant or two following you around from time to time but certainly not 7 very attractive men.
โ€œWhy are you nervous? Weโ€™re your guards, we are supposed to protect you after all.โ€ The knight named Jin spoke with a sly manner while moving to stand in front of you. The man bent down to match his height with yours, cocking his head with a smile. This made your stomach do all sorts of flips.
Startled, you took a step back and swallowed dryly. You werenโ€™t used to such close eye contact, especially with a man who wasnโ€™t your servant. You could feel the sweat beads quickly forming behind your neck when Namjoon stepped forward, wrapping his hand around Jinโ€™s shoulder.
โ€œAlright hyung, be mindful of the princess. Remember, sheโ€™s never been around anyone other than her parents and servants until the night before..โ€ the wolf hybrid reminded the hamster hybrid. Jin clicked his tongue against his teeth โ€œI guess youโ€™re rightโ€ฆโ€ he reluctantly admitted. โ€œso? can you guys please walk in front of meโ€ฆ.โ€ you spoke quietly, causing the men to turn their attention back to you.
They could all feel their hearts warm at your timidness. Hoseok abruptly spoke up, stepping forward โ€œNamjoon and I will walk beside you, the rest will walk behind youโ€ he happily volunteered, much to the other hybrids chagrin. They wanted you walk beside you.
โ€œokay.. thank you..โ€ you breathed out. Namjoon and Hoseok walked up to your sides, the wolf-hybrid taking your left and the golden retriever-hybrid your right. The rest of the knights lined up behind you.
โ€œbetter?โ€ Asked Namjoon looking down at you. You looked up the at the wolf-hybrid, feeling a bit more comfortable than you did before. โ€œYes.โ€ You replied and with that, you continued making your way to your room, the hybrid knights by your side and behind, following closely along.
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As you finally made it to the oh so familiar tall white doors of your chamber, you couldnโ€™t help but notice the gasps and whispers that came from your servants and maids as you were walking through the palace. Usually youโ€™re kindly greeted and approached in the palace by your servants but with the intimidating looking pack that followed you, they all seemed to scatter away. It was as if they were avoiding you or more accurately, the pack.
This saddened you a bit as you already donโ€™t have any friends. As pathetic as it may sound, your servants were the closest things you had to friends. Sighing, you were about to open your doors when you were cut off by a pair large arms.
โ€œPlease, allow us. Wait here.โ€ Contended Hoseok. He turned the knobs, opening the doors as he and Namjoon stepped inside while the others waited outside with you. After the two deemed the room safe, they called out to their fellow pack members.
โ€œitโ€™s clearโ€ signalling for you and the rest to walk in. โ€˜Is it going to be like this every single time I walk into a room?โ€™ you questioned to yourself.
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The sound of your clock filled the silent room, with the occasional turn of a book page from Namjoon who was reading by the seat near your windowsill. You were sitting in front of your vanity, braiding your hair while the men were scattered across your room. When your father said they were to be by your side at all times, you didnโ€™t think he meant it literally.
Swinging your head back and groaning in frustration, you started to mentally berate yourself. If you hadnโ€™t snuck out, you wouldnโ€™t be in this predicament. 'You shouldโ€™ve just stayed home' you thought to yourself.
Suddenly a light bulb went off in your head. Would the attack even still have happened if you werenโ€™t there? How did the assailants even know that you were the princess? Was it the same way Hoseok did? Did they know you would be there that night? And if so, how?
Millions of questions ran rapid through your head. Your head started to feel heavy and sore. With sudden pangs of pain shooting through your mind, you decide to put your head down on your vanity, arms wrapped around underneath for cushion.
You shut your eyes and tried to do the same with your mind. You inhaled through your nose deeply before exhaling slowly through your mouth, as though if you controlled your breathing, your mind would soon follow suit. Much to your surprise, it did. Your mind slowly started to go blank, instead, focusing on the ticking of your roomโ€™s clock.
tick..tock..tick..tock..tick..tock.. you find yourself start to yawn as your body began to sunk even more into your vanity, relaxation running through your body. With the recent events that had transpired, you would think you wouldnโ€™t be able to get a blink of sleep out of fear or paranoia.
Instead you felt safe. Knowing deep down, it is because of the hybrids that currently reside in your room. The ticking of your clock is getting quieter and quieter, before you succumb to your inevitable slumber.
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It doesnโ€™t take very long before the youngest hybrid notices that you had fallen asleep. Cautiously, he began walking towards your sleeping figure on the chair. You were facing down on your vanity table, head wrapped around with your arms.
Unexpectedly, you moved your arm to scratch your head, placing it back down away from your face. Jungkook slowly bent down and moved toward you to examine your face. Upon closer inspection, the hybrid noticed a little bit of drool on the corner of your mouth. This made him chuckle in endearment.
Slowly backing up, he cleared his throat โ€œGuys? I think the princess has fallen asleepโ€ he whispered with a smile. Quickly, the men turned from whatever they were doing and fixed their sights upon you. Their faces softening as they took in the sight before them.
Your hair was half braided, baby hairs sticking to your forehead from sweat. Mouth slightly parted as you breathed in and out. โ€œShe looks soโ€ฆ peaceful.โ€ Jimin spoke. โ€œYouโ€™re rightโ€ Taehyung agreed.
They all continued to stare at you in silence whilst you slept, only the clock ticking and your soft breaths filling the silent room. What after seemed like an eternity, Namjoon finally spoke up. โ€œWe should get the princess into her bed.โ€ The men uttered courses of agreement before Jungkook quickly offered โ€œIโ€™ll do it!โ€ while standing up.
Everyone nodded and made their ways back to their spots, secretly a bit jealous that they didnโ€™t think of Jungkookโ€™s offer first. Quietly, the youngest made his way to your sleeping body, carefully picking you up out of your seat as to not wake you. Lifting you up, he laid your head on his shoulder, causing you to unconsciously wrap your arms around his neck, the action warming his heart.
He then wrapped your legs around his waist one by one. Cautiously, he started walking, making his way to your bed careful not to drop you. Slowly, he began to put you down on your bed but much to his surprise, you wouldnโ€™t let go, your legs and arms still wrapped around his body.
โ€œUm, Hyungsโ€ฆ.โ€ Jungkook quietly spoke. The rest of the pack turned their attention to their youngest, eyes widening at the sight. Jungkook wasnโ€™t even holding onto you, yet, you were wrapped around him like a spider monkey.
โ€œShe wonโ€™t let me goโ€ฆโ€ Jungkook continued. The sight made them envy the youngest. Jin stood up โ€œare you sure? try leaning down on the bedโ€ ordered the hamster hybrid. Jungkook nodded and did what he was told.
You were still holding on tight but now you were whining. Your whines tugged at the menโ€™s heart strings. โ€œshitโ€ฆโ€ Namjoon said, holding his chin while thinking. โ€œWellโ€ฆ just let her sleep on you.โ€
Jungkookโ€™s heart raced. He swallowed dryly โ€œar-are you sure?โ€ asked the youngest. โ€œyes, Iโ€™m sureโ€ affirmed the leader. Namjoon couldnโ€™t lie, he was envious of the youngest but your safety and well being came first, that included your sleep. So alas, he would just have to deal with his jealousy.
Slightly shaking, Jungkook softly sat down on the bed before putting his legs up and laying down on his back with you still wrapped on him. โ€˜The princess of the emerald nation is wrapped around meโ€™ he thought. Looking straight up to the ceiling, he was nervous.
He didnโ€™t want to make any wrong move so he just laid there, stiff, not even breathing. Suddenly you yawned and your grip on him became even tighter. This turned his gaze to you. You looked so comfortable. This subconsciously made him follow suit, his body relaxing at the sight and finally breathing.
Once he inhaled, he caught your scent. You smelt of vanilla and shea butter, causing him to decompress even more. He looked over your face and noticed your baby hairs, still stuck to your forehead. Slowly, he raised his hand toward your head, lightly moving them to the side. This made you sigh in content, the sound making the hybridโ€™s cheeks heat up.
'You were really cute' he thought to himself. The hybrid laid his head back down, closing his eyes. Your scent, the sound of your breaths and the weight of your body, all combining together to create a deadly melatonin for the bunny-hybrid. He soon followed suit you, falling into a slumber.
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Night time quickly fell. The hybrids stared at Jungkook and you, begrudgingly. You were for sure going to be scented by the bunny hybrid by the time you woke up, and they all each wanted to be the first one to do so. You looked like a little pup compared to Jungkookโ€™s large frame.
Although envious, they enjoyed the sight in front of them, their pack mate and their princess looking so comfy sleeping together. A knock brought them to their senses followed by a door creak. โ€œYour highness?โ€ spoke a servant.
They all immediately shushed the servant, startling him and almost causing him to jump. Looking around, he noticed that they were all sat around your bed, you still being wrapped around Jungkook. The servant nervously cleared his throat โ€œapologies but uhhh, is princess y/l/n going to make it to dinner?โ€ He questioned in a hushed voice.
โ€œI donโ€™t think soโ€ answered Jin while turning to look at your sleeping figure on Jungkook, in a complete dead sleep. โ€œokay well just so youโ€™re aware, only three of you need to be here over-night so if the four of you wanna go back to your den then you ca-โ€œ โ€œno.โ€ Namjoon abruptly cut the servant off. โ€œweโ€™re okay here.โ€ The wolf hybrid affirmed, looking back to you.
โ€œthank you, that will be allโ€ finished the leader, turning back to give the servant a courteous, but fake, smile. โ€œoh okay. Iโ€™ll be off then.โ€ replied the servant before he made his exit, the sound of the doors shutting gently behind him. โ€œSo how are we gonna do this?โ€ Asked Hobi.
โ€œI guess the two of us can try and fit on the bed with Jungkook and y/n while the others can sleep on the floorโ€ answered Namjoon. Jimin immediately stood up โ€œI am not sleeping on the floorโ€ making his way to the bed, laying down beside jungkook and you.
Jimin stretched his arms and yawned. โ€œSo whoโ€™s sleeping with us? Thereโ€™s one more spotโ€ questioned the feline. Suddenly a body jumped onto the edge of the bed, causing it to slightly shake. The pack members angrily shushed in unison. โ€œsorry, I couldnโ€™t help itโ€ Hobi smiled, making himself comfortable on the bed. Namjoon sighed โ€œI guess itโ€™s you guys and I on the floor tonight, huh?โ€ he concluded to Jin, Yoongi and Taehyung, nudging the youngest one.
โ€œaishhhh.โ€ Yoongi exclaimed while throwing his head back. โ€œalright whateverโ€ the lion-hybrid defeatedly said throwing his hands up before he started to make his way to what he assumed was your closet, looking for any sort of extra blankets. Taehyung wanted to sleep with you but he guesses that his three pack members will do for tonight.
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[ LORE ]
Hybrids:
Hybrids are a humanoid species who can shape shift. They require the blood of humans in order to survive. Without it, they can lose the ability to shape shift back into humans. If hybrids stay in their animal form for too long, they can lose their humanity and minds before ultimately, dying as a rabid animals. Not all animals in this world are rabid, just hybrids who lose their humanity. This becomes a problem as humans become more scarce and classism rises in the nations. Needing twice as much as blood from a half human then you would a full human. Poor or small hybrid villages are often overlooked, deemed unfit for survival.
Humans:
Humans. What can we say about humans.. except everything. They are seen as gods, saviours, supreme beings and everything in between. Their yearly blood sacrifices that nourished their hybrid minds and bodies were seen as the most noble act. For this, they were and are forever in their debts. Human blood wasnโ€™t seen as something to have to regulate or worry about since there were so many humans. Before the disaster that is. There was a huge unknown catastrophe hundreds of years ago that wiped out only and nearly all humans. Since then, humans and their blood have been regulated, only the richest villages in the nations being sub-stained while others, perished, turning into rabid animals forever before finally succumbing and dying. The fall of a hybrid village is something no one should ever witness. The scent of a human can also help a hybrid thrive and become stronger, kind of like a boost.
Emerald nation:
This nation was formed hundreds of years ago along with dozens of other nations following the catastrophic disaster that took almost all humans. The fateful surviving human families of that day were sent over all the nations, one family for each one. Over the years the nations capital villages that the human families resided in soon turned into kingdoms, the families also turning into what we know as royal. The humans served and provided for their respective kingdoms alongside hybrids alike. The humans also courted fellow humans from other nations royal families to keep the human blood line going but as time went on, there were no more other humans to court. This caused a proposal, a proposal for selected hybrids to court and mate with royal family members. This went on for years, resulting in half hybrids and quarter hybrids before only one full blooded human family remained. Your family.
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a/n; hello again everyone! itโ€™s currently almost 7am where I live. I stayed up to finish and proof read the chapter and Iโ€™m soooo tired but I really wanted to finish and share with you guys :)) anyways Iโ€™m gonna try and sleep for a bit. Iโ€™ll start a bit of chapter four tomorrow but Iโ€™ll be sure to have it finished and posted by Wednesday night or Thursday morning (my time zone is EDT) thank you for reading! ๐Ÿฅฐ
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when exhausted jungkook is equal to a cranky jungkook but youโ€™re just a simple girl
summary: idol!jk and oc!ash, established relationship, both ash and jungkook are working very hard and theyโ€™re exhausted to the point where it feels like they might drop dead soon. kook gets frustrated because ash wonโ€™t pay him enough attention but soon she ends up pampering his majestyโ€™s ass anyways. also, thereโ€™s a backdrop on ashโ€™s life; she is a musician and a part of iuโ€™s band
genre: pure fluff.
warning: none. go crazy children
word count: 4.5k
notes: I know I know, like, a part of iuโ€™s band? isnโ€™t that a bit too much? nah itโ€™s not. I have enough reality chasing me irl, let me have my fun here. also, I hope yaโ€™ll are doing okay. a new year comes with a lot of expectations and responsibilities so donโ€™t be too hard on yourselves <3 happy 2024 peeps :D
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โ€œwhat. do you want. jeon jungkook.โ€
โ€œooh she used the full name, have I been a bad boy?โ€, the words tumble down your boyfriendโ€™s lips with a dramatic flare, followed by a mischievous twinkle in his eyes, unfazed by the sheer force of your previous sentence, โ€œwhat do you mean what do I want? attention and affection, of course.โ€
not that youโ€™re counting, but what you assume to be the nineteenth sigh tonight, leaves your lips. your eyelids were so heavy that you doubted if even a fire in the building could wake you up. exhaustion tore at your limbs and you didnโ€™t have the power to lift your eyelids to shoot a glare at your golden retriever boyfriend, let alone muster enough energy to face him and provide him... what did he say again? attention and affection.
youโ€™ve been tirelessly working throughout the week, barely having time to eat or sleep. almost every day youโ€™re coming back home at four in the morning, when jungkook is sound asleep, and leaving again in three hours, when he is yet to wake up. itโ€™s the first time in quite a few days that you came home at a reasonable hour and were tangled in the bed with a very much awake jungkook. but as much as you want to entertain him, your body does not seem willing to cooperate.
youโ€™re a musician, and boy when you pursued a music career, you never thought it could ever make you tired. music has been your love and your life since you could remember and a very fundamental part of your life. whether it was humming random strings of sounds while having your diaper changed as a baby (your parentsโ€™ word) or singing meaningless lyrics to any tune you heard when you started talking (again, your parentsโ€™ word), your love for music has always just grown. youโ€™re now a full-blown musician, having the privilege to work with all the a-rated musicians of the world. you are pretty much a regular member of iuโ€™s bandโ€” iu being the living legend of korea and the forever-long crush of jungkookโ€™s lifeโ€” but you still worked with other artists from time to time, sometimes as a producer, sometimes as a composer.
throughout your high school years, you developed a reputation as the person who would randomly start humming during examinations, writing lyrics on her exam papers, and always playing instruments or plainly singing in every single school function. and if that wasnโ€™t a wake-up call, getting scouted as a musician through your personal instagram was certainly one. it happened right during the end of high school when you were preparing for uni, and the single event changed everything in your life. you were scouted by an agency called bighit, and they convinced you to audition, intriguing you enough to skip school one day and show up in a rusty building in the gangnam district of seoul with a guitar hanging on your shoulder. impressed by your skills, they signed you up as a trainee.
it was one of the best things that happened in your life.
ironically, it was also where you met your boyfriend for the first time.
saying your parents werenโ€™t happy when you decided to completely backtrack from uni and focus solely on music would be an understatement. you were always an exceptional studentโ€” part of the reason your teachers would always overlook you humming in class or using your projects as a canvas for your musical colorsโ€” and were supposed to major in business studies as your parentsโ€™ wishes. while it was never something you hatedโ€” in fact, you always thought that youโ€™d rather be a super successful businesswoman if you couldnโ€™t be a musicianโ€” but having your first choice being handed to you on a silver platter, you'd be a fool not to take it. your parents were enraged, they cut you off from the family entirely, but you were nothing if not stubborn. determined to make it, alone if you have to, you've worked your ass off for all these years to get into the position youโ€™re in now, a place where your name is gold-plated in the music industry.
but success was never truly your goal. your goal was to simply stay immersed in a world of music and you canโ€™t help but take pride of how far all alone. but working like your life depended on it became sort of a habit, sometimes to the point where a singular musical note could make you groan. you donโ€™t sing as much as you used to back in high school, instead, you use up all your time to compose music and play the guitars for iu.
said idol is supposed to be having a comeback very soon, somewhere your boyfriendโ€™s bandmate was also going to starโ€” kim taehyungโ€” and so work has been extra draining lately, with everyone trying to master every single detail and point.
โ€œkook, stoooopโ€, you whine, burying your face in the soft pillow, waterfalls of hair obscuring your vision as you make a feeble attempt to wriggle out of jungkookโ€™s grasp. but he is relentless. he rolls his eyes and manhandles you back into his arms, causing you to let out a small yelp as your back presses against his chest.
jungkook, himself, was tired as hell. while you were coming back at four in the morning, he was coming back at three, working equally hard as you. jungkook is always driven by his passions and he never hesitates to work hard for it, but despite that fact, this week has been particularly challenging, especially with the pressure of working on his own solo album. the lack of food and sleep was almost getting to him, leaving him irritable to the point where he almost snapped at the choreographer. although he apologized quickly, he noticed that he was in the mood where people pick up fights for no reason. he decided to just come back home and get some rest before something else could provoke him, but when he discovered you were at home as well, he couldnโ€™t help but get clingy. after all, you guys havenโ€™t properly talked for weeks.
and he missed you.
โ€œcโ€™mon, I canโ€™t even see your faceโ€, jungkook props himself up on his elbow, his breath gently fanning your face.
โ€œweโ€™ve already established the fact iโ€™m pretty. let me sleep, kook.โ€
โ€œarenโ€™t pretty faces meant to be looked at?โ€
jungkook furrows his brows when he gets no answer from you. he blinks furiously to keep his own exhaustion at bay and studies your face to see if youโ€™ve already drifted off to sleep. your eyes are closed, and he can feel the steady rhythm of your heart inside the hoodie of his that youโ€™re wearing. he can also sense youโ€™re not asleep though. not yet anyway.
โ€œbabeeeโ€, jungkook lets out a high-pitched whimper and immediately yelps when you elbow him in the ribs but he isnโ€™t sure which one strikes a nerve, the elbow or the words that follow.
โ€œdude, would you please let me sleep? I am tired as fuck and I have to wake up earlyโ€, you grit your teeth in clear annoyance, not even bothering to open your eyes, โ€œunlike some peopleโ€
jungkook feels a twinge of guilt, but he can also feel a surge of a new emotion. anger? before he can fully comprehend what is going on, inconsiderate words escape his mouth.
โ€œso am I. but you don't see me complaining all the time.โ€
your eyes fly open. before you can fully discern their meaning of jungkookโ€™s words, he moves away from you, retreating completely to his side of the bed and putting as much space between your bodies as possible. you use your last fragments of remaining energy to prop yourself up into a half-seated position to face him, but jungkook has already turned his back on you.
โ€œwhat is that supposed to mean?โ€
silence.
โ€œjungkook, what the hell was that supposed to mean?โ€
โ€œgo to sleep, okay?โ€, his quiet voice makes you falter and you immediately understand that he is angry. though for what, you donโ€™t quite understand.
โ€œjungkook, iโ€™m sleepy, okay? andโ€”โ€
โ€œthen sleep! no oneโ€™s stopping you now.โ€
โ€œbut youโ€™re mad at me for being tired! how is that fair? iโ€™ve been working like crazyโ€”โ€
โ€œgeez, sorry for being unfair, ashโ€, sarcasm drips from jungkookโ€™s voice and you donโ€™t like that in the slightest, โ€œI also have to wake up early, earlier than you in fact, so please let me sleep.โ€
an uncomfortable silence follows his sentence.
โ€œalrightโ€, you sigh and drop it after staring at his back for a few seconds. you donโ€™t want to get into an argument now, not when both of you are on the verge of collapsing, prone to say things you donโ€™t mean at all. youโ€™d rather sleep and deal with it in the morning when both of you are well rested and not running on two hours of sleep and a shit ton of caffeine.
itโ€™s not always you get to see this side of jungkook. anyone who knows him knows that the boy is crafted from starry skies and honeyed galaxies alone, always smiling a bit too easily and lighting everyone around him as bright as the evening star.
however, every time you see a crack at his easy, carefree demeanor, you canโ€™t help but feel a sense of helplessness within. jungkook doesnโ€™t get irritated often and certainly not easily, but when he does, his behavior takes a different turn. he doesnโ€™t shout or scream or take his anger out on inanimate objects as you tend to do. instead, he completely shuts himself out of the world. every curt answer feels like a form of silent treatment, every word spoken laces itself with sarcasm, always hitting where it hurts the most. even though he never takes his anger out on you, you donโ€™t like seeing him like this.
if you knew he would react like this, you would have given a little more effort to remain awake in his company. jungkook may be childish but he rarely behaves like this. and youโ€™re just a simple girl, hopelessly in love with the boy who has his back turned to you.
โ€œgoodnightโ€, you draw closer to him and drape an arm around his waist hesitantly. when he doesnโ€™t stir or reply, a dejected sigh escapes your lips. nonetheless, you tenderly wrap the blanket around him and nestle your face at the nape of his neck, inhaling the familiar scent of fresh linen and mint.
despite the fatigue draping your limbs, despite jungkook starting to softly snore within minutes, it takes you an entire hour to fall asleep.
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you let out yet another groan as memories from last night come flooding back into your mind. it has been like that all day, the memories coming and going as they pleased, striking you with a sense of disappointment every time they do. jungkook was already gone when you woke up in the morning and despite knowing he had an early schedule, you couldn't help but feel downhearted.
you immediately checked your phone back then, hoping to find a message from him but much to your disappointment, there was none. both you and jungkook had quite hectic schedules, but it became an unspoken agreement in the house to update each other about your days ever since you moved in together. jungkook would always leave little neon post-its on the fridge with messagesโ€” reminder to eat something before you get coffee!!! and call me after you wake up, letโ€™s get lunch together??? โ€” whenever he left the house before you were up and vice versa. soon, the post-its turned into text messages because it was always easier in the rush of the mornings. jungkook would always wake up to texts from youโ€” before you get mad, I did kiss you before leaving but you wouldnโ€™t budgeโ€” and he would instantly call you to check if your schedules aligned and if he could pick you up after work.
but having no text from jungkook this morning could mean only one thing.
he is still mad.
despite being agitated because of your lack of basic human activities, you pushed aside those emotions and called him immediately. you got more worried when jungkook didnโ€™t pick the phone up because you knew he wasnโ€™t one to hold petty grudges. you reluctantly dragged yourself out of bed then, brushing and getting ready to face the day. now that youโ€™ve had gained a few hours of rest, you realized how tired jungkook looked last night. you could almost hear the constant grumbles from his stomach that pointed out how hungry he was. But he kept saying that he didnโ€™t have the energy to eat. you could see the swollen eyelids and the purple hue outlining it more clearly, how he walked unsteadily as if he was drunk.
jungkook called you back while you were on your way to work. you werenโ€™t really surprised but it still dissipated some of your nerves. he explained that his phone was on silent and he didnโ€™t see your call but his voice still sounded distant and his responses were short. he also mentioned that he might not come home tonight, hoping to squeeze in some extra practice hours.
he didnโ€™t call you once for the rest of the day.
very un-jungkook of him.
and you were too busy to call him.
it is nearly midnight now. you find yourself inside your car, driving through the dimly lit streets of seoul. despite the hour, the city is bustling, alive with people and emotions. driving through the city always puts you at ease; you hated crowds but you loved observing people, the multitudes of emotions they go through every moment, making every one so much different than another but still intricately woven within love and life.
after the long day, you yearned for the warmth and comfort of your bed, considering skipping the shower part because thatโ€™s how drained you were. you didnโ€™t eat anything all day, something that has become a routine now, save for the apple you grabbed while leaving the house in the morning. minus the seven-something cups of coffee.
yet you find yourself driving in the direction of the hybe studios.
youโ€™re almost near the building when a sudden realization makes you click your tongue in annoyance. should have gotten some flowers. why did I not think of that before?
you park your car and make your way inside the extravagant building. the staff knew you well by now, both from your days as a trainee and your frequent visits to your boyfriend and his bandmates. you ascend to the top floor of the establishment, going straight toward one of the empty practice rooms jungkook loves to use whenever he is rehearsing on his own.
pushing the door open, you enter the room. the space is slightly dark, only illuminated with neon purple lights, ridiculously confirming your boyfriendโ€™s presence to you. call it jungkook being jungkook, but your boyfriend hates harsh lights. you donโ€™t doubt that he would happily reside in the darkness for the rest of his life if he was asked to.
you spot jungkook in the farthest corner of the roomโ€” hybe practice rooms are scarily hugeโ€” a blur of black sweats and bobbing hair, vigorously throwing hooks and uppercuts at the gray punching bag hanging in front of him. even from a distance you can see that he is completely absorbed in his own world, a side of him that you have come to know well over the years. this jungkook is full of energy and passion. this jungkook is the golden maknae of bts, putting his heart and soul into whatever he was working on, squeezing every last drop of capability, and surpassing every single one of his limits every minute. this is the boy who keeps on giving birth to beauty, elegance, and unparalleled talent.
you didnโ€™t like to disrupt jungkookโ€™s concentration when he was working so you decide to sit silently until he noticed your himself. however, concern washes over you when you see the lack of gloves in his hand. instead, his hands are wrapped with gauze and tape as he mercilessly throws jabs at the punching bag, and you can notice the blood seeping through the rips of the cloth around his knuckles.
โ€œare you trying to piss me off on purpose?โ€, you hiss softly, walking towards him and putting your palm on his shoulder so as not to scare him. but jungkook yelps in shock anyways, bambi eyes wide and startled like a deer caught in front of headlights.
โ€œash?โ€
โ€œwhy are you not wearing gloves?โ€, you take his hands into your own, flinching when you get a good look at it. his knuckles were visible through the torn cloth, red and angry, blood seeping through the gashes on his skin.
โ€œsorryโ€”โ€, jungkook throws you a sheepish glance, recovering from the initial shock, โ€œโ€”when did you come here? wait, why are you here?โ€
โ€œto kick your assโ€, you say, exasperated, โ€œseriously jungkook, how hard is it to wear a glove? you just take the damn thing and squeeze your hand insiโ€”โ€
โ€œI did! but then it tore somehowโ€
you scowled.
โ€œitโ€™s true! look! I threw it on the ground when it ripped. itโ€™s still there!โ€
โ€œthen donโ€™t punch so hard!โ€
โ€œbut I have to train!โ€, jungkook pouted, hoping his cute facial expression would calm you down. you scowled more.
you huff, releasing his hands and making your way toward the line of closets in the back of the room. itโ€™s where the first aid kits are usually kept. you know every practice room in the entire building has one or two of these because this is where most of the accidents happens. you can sense jungkookโ€™s gaze following you but he remains mute.
getting what you need, you take a seat on the furnished floor and pat it, urging jungkook to do the same. he falls silent once again, any surprise from your unexpected arrival which urged him to talk normally wore off and the tension was back.
jungkook complies and sits down in front of you. he takes a good few seconds to stare at your outstretched palms before sighing in defeat and offering you his hands when he notices your enraged glare. He doesnโ€™t want to be on the receiving end of your rage. and doesnโ€™t matter he says, he would be lying if he said his hands didnโ€™t throb from the pain.
you carefully remove the white gauges from his hands, wincing when more blood oozes out. looking at red cuts and bruises across his skin almost physically pains you, but jungkook stays completely silent, eyes drinking you in. he recalls being mad at you but he canโ€™t quite recall the reason. itโ€™s not because he can't remember now, especially with you here, tending to his wounds in such a delicate manner that you fear you would hurt him. as if something as gentle as your touch could ever cause him harm. not because you look like you were put on this earth to solely heal his hands. and not because you showed up here unannounced. because he genuinely canโ€™t remember what made him so mad at you last night, literally out of thin air, and now he feels embarrassed at his own immaturity.
he just couldnโ€™t figure out how to approach you after being a total jerk.
weird how humans tend to hurt the ones they love the most, almost always for no particular reason at all.
you finish your work wordlessly, putting band-aids around his knuckles and ointment on the cuts peppering his fingers. letting his hands fall onto his lap, you gather the bloodied materials from the floor and rise up to throw them in the waste paper box. jungkook follows your suit, standing up cluelessly.
โ€œyouโ€™re gonna start throwing punches again?โ€
โ€œhmm? uh noโ€” I think I will practice the choreographies nowโ€
โ€œokayโ€, you sigh.
jungkook looks like hell, you realize. his messy hair is messier than usual, sticking out wildly at all angles, eyes droopy and rimmed with circles darker than you remember seeing last night. sweat glistened on his hunched figure tired from the physical exertion, soaking his sweatshirt.
you know you look just as worn out as him. you can feel it by the way he looks at you.
โ€œuh soโ€” are you gonna drive hoโ€”โ€
โ€œcome with me.โ€
jungkookโ€™s eyes widen as you wrap your arms around his torso, hiding your head on his chest. while a sweaty jungkook usually makes you giggle out a gross and maneuver far away, you hug him with gentle ardor, more so than usual.
you just want him to come home tonight.
โ€œash, sweetheart, iโ€™m sweatingโ€, jungkook tries to pry himself away from you but you just hold him tighter.
โ€œdonโ€™t care. please come home.โ€
jungkook goes limp in your clutch for a few seconds before heโ€™s softly hugging you back. of course, he would go home if you wanted him to, you didnโ€™t need to ask him twice. who the heck is he to deny you? always a prisoner to your wishes, always prisoner to your love, and gladly so. how could he not? he rests his chin on your head and sways your body from side to side in a rhythm.
โ€œokayโ€
โ€œreally?โ€
โ€œreally.โ€
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the drive back home was short.
you drove, as jungkook was all out of it. he didnโ€™t have the physical and mental coordination to walk down the building to the car, how the boy was gonna rehearse overnight, you had no idea.
โ€œwhoops, babe how were you gonna dance?โ€ you supported his weight leaning down on you while you were walking, steading yourself before both of you fell on the ground, one arm wrapped around his torso, his figure hunched and head resting on your neck.
โ€œI can walk. I am just choosing not to since youโ€™re hereโ€, he flashed you a grin with his eyes closed.
after arriving home, jungkook went straight to the shower and for a few seconds, you contemplated joining him. however, recalling how jungkookโ€™s grumbling tummy throughout the whole ride, made you change your decision. he mentioned that he didnโ€™t eat anything fulfilling all day. that is why you told him to freshen up and made a beeline towards the kitchen to make some instant ramen, not very healthy but quick and easy, and always gratifying.
so here you are now, serving ramen into two bowls with the leftover kimchi you guys had in the fridge. sleepiness makes your eyelids droop and you feel like prying them open with scotch tapes.
like tom, you snort to yourself, from tom and jerry.
man, you loved that cartoon during your childhood.
after all these years, you still donโ€™t know if youโ€™re team tom or team jerry.
hearing a faint clicking sound, you turn around and see jungkook approaching you, shirtless and clad in sweatpants. the shower had done marvels because he looks as attractive as he always does, with the water dripping down his damp hair onto the well-defined muscles in his chest. feeling a blush creep in, you quickly avert your eyes.
both of you are tired enough without resorting to erโ€” any other activities for the night.
โ€œwhat are you doing in the kitchen?โ€ jungkook stares at you with confused doe eyes.
โ€œputting food on the table like the dutiful girlfriend I am.โ€
โ€œpretty sure thatโ€™s wife materialโ€, jungkook whispers as he works his way into your arms, tugging your waist flushed with his.
โ€œkook, you need to dry your hair properly! youโ€™ll catch a coldโ€, you scold him softly, feeling greasy when you see him so fresh and glowy. you card a hand through his locks, feeling it to be more sopping than it seemed. you break free from his grasp to grab a towel from the washroom, ignoring the loud protests.
โ€œsitโ€, you command, gesturing for jungkook to sit on one of the stools lining the kitchen island. when he complies, you gently massage his head with the towel, squeezing every last drop of remaining water from his hair. jungkook prefers to air dry his hair when he is at home, allowing it to get some rest from all the heat and styling he has to do on a regular basis, but he also religiously manages to forget at least soaking the water out.
he grabs you closer by pulling your waist. you stand between his thighs and continue massaging his scalp while he muffles his face on your chest, desperately seeking your warmth and comfort. a smile stretches across your face watching jungkook moan in satisfaction.
โ€œhow are the hands?โ€
โ€œmmm good. need to put more band-aidsโ€, his voice comes out hoarse being squished in your chest, โ€œyou didnโ€™t need to cook. I know you are tired.โ€
โ€œbut iโ€™m hungry tooโ€
โ€œoh. letโ€™s eat then! it smells so fucking good!โ€
and jungkookโ€™s sudden burst of enthusiasm prompts a hearty laugh from you, endeared to your core, just as you always find yourself enamored by his every action.
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โ€œwhat. do you want. jeon jungkook.โ€
jungkookโ€™s soft laughter echoes inside the room in response to the aggression in your tone. he pulls you closer to himself, wrapping an arm tightly around your torso once your back is secured against his chest. after finishing your meal, jungkook volunteered to clean the dishes while we waited for you to take a shower. now that both of you are clean and full, you find yourselves tangled together in bed once again; your usual routine, you trying to sleep and jungkook trying to keep you awake.
โ€œI want you to eat well. I want you to sleep well. you. I want you. always youโ€, he presses his face in your hair, taking in the aroma of wood and wild berries.
โ€œand I am sorryโ€, he adds quietly.
you stir when you hear his words, turning around in his hold to face him. you know what he is apologizing for.
โ€œwell, you should be.โ€
โ€œI really am.โ€
โ€œi'm kidding, kook. you donโ€™t need to be sorry. you were tired andโ€”โ€
โ€œbut see, thatโ€™s the thing! every time I tell you that iโ€™m tired and just want to sleep, you make damn sure I get some actual rest but Iโ€”โ€, he gestures at himself, looking at you with utmost concentration, โ€œstart acting like a spoiled child when I donโ€™t get absolutely one hundred percent of your attention.โ€
โ€œcan't really disagree with that.โ€
โ€œhey!โ€
โ€œyour words, not mine!โ€, you let out a squeal as jungkook tries to tickle you, holding him tighter in an attempt to make him stop, โ€œlove, thatโ€™s a part of you. and I adore that. that you feel comfortable enough to get mad at me for nothing. I donโ€™t want you all smiley and cheery, without the bad things. I love you. and I want you as... you.โ€
โ€œhowever annoying you may beโ€, you add as an afterthought.
jungkook scrunches his nose, โ€œI am pretty annoying from time to time, arenโ€™t I?โ€
โ€œoh boy, you have no idea.โ€
โ€œwow. am I imagining things or does everyone feel like youโ€™re in a mood to constantly attack me tonight?โ€, he hugs you tighter if possible, shrugging, โ€œmy fault for loving you so much, I guess.โ€
โ€œwell, I am very lovable.โ€
โ€œ...oh boy, you have no idea.โ€
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the rebound girl
status: ongoing
rebound girl (n)
the girl you decide to hook-up with post break-up to heal your broken heart. usually a one time fling.
Ever since your first year of university, you've been branded as the go-to for a rebound and all it has done is bring you heartbreak. You swear each time to never let yourself go through this again and to try being single for a little longer.
But what happens when the sweet younger brother of your childhood best friend runs into you at a bar and you wake up in his bed the next morning?
contents and warnings: explicit sexual content (smut related tags will be specified in the chapter), nerd gamer!jk x experienced oc, jk is really nice, loss of virginity, best friendโ€™s younger brother trope, jk is literally a walking green flag, oc has daddy issues, minimal angst, fluff, ย corruption kink, sex lessons, kink exploration, college setting.
visuals (updated each chapter)ย 
chapters *:๏ฝฅ๏พŸโœง*:๏ฝฅ๏พŸโœง
chapter one
chapterย two
chapter three
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SECRET FRIENDS - Min Yoongi- One Shot
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Pairing: Yoongi x Reader 18+๐Ÿ”ž (FT.. Jungkook, Mingyu, Hobi, Jimin, Yugyeom)
Wordcount: 2.164 โค๏ธ
Genre: Same friend group Au - Secret friends Au - Secret siatuationship Au
Warning: This story contains strong language and VERY Spicy/sexual content. Be aware before reading.
After a couple of weeks of thinking, I decided to bring my best friend Cassie into my secret circle of friends, it had felt weird not tell her about it before, only the secret wasn't only mine but today I received a message from Jungkook, inviting me to a little weekend away in the countrysideย  , he felt bad that I was keeping a secret from myย  best friend so he said II could bring her along.ย 
So here we are dropping our stuff in one of the bedrooms. My friend is a little mad at me because I didn't give her a heads up on who she was going to be meeting and because she is embarrassed she was wearing her Mingyu Tshirt when she actually shook Mingyu's hand. In my defence, I did not see it under her jean jacket and Mingyu did find it funny.ย 
Hobi is preparing the food shopping list so he can go with Jimin and Yugyeom to the supermarket, we are in a pretty small town so not many people would pay much attention to them.ย ย 
Mingyu and Jungkook were thinking about drinks but decided to make a tik tok video of a new dance while making Cassie record it. I knew they were going to get along and I am glad they are.ย 
I met Jungkook a while back while I was volunteering at an animal shelter, we clicked talking about animals, we became friends and soon he introduced me to some of his friends a few of them aren't here because of their busy schedule... There is one in particular that I am waiting for.. I haven't seen him in a while and I know he is going to be here but I can't wait.ย  Min Yoongi and I talked often when we were at the same gatherings, we had some things in common and he would make sure I felt comfortable and included, one conversation lead to another until one day we were celebrating Jungkook's birthday and after some drinks we ended up sleeping together. I felt incredibly guilty at the thought of ruining this new found friendship so I avoided Yoongi until we met again at a different gathering and we ended up slept together again, we decided to just keep it at that even though I caught feelings.ย 
"Yoongi Hyun is almost here!" Jungkook yells from the kitchen bar, looking at me with a smirk.ย  He knows about us, against his own will like he likes to say. He walked in on us doing the deed once when he thought Yoongi was alone in his room. Yoongi had to buy him a full box of banana milk as bribe for his silence and another one as payment for his trauma.
"Staaaup" I mouth at him while he laughs at my sudden blush.
I hear voices outside and I recognize his, he is greeting the boys that are on their way to the super market... I stay on the couch acting as nonchalant as possible but my heart is racing and I am sure it skips a couple of beats as soon as I feel him bend over the couch to level to my ear and whisperย  "Hello beautiful.. its been a while!" I can smell his scent and feel his breath on my skin. I don't turn to look at him because I am sure our lips would connect and I have missed him so much, I don't think I would be able to stop at just a kiss.
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We had dinner and drink outside and now we are playing games, Cassie and the boys are getting along and she is smiling so much, I am worried her chicks will fall! We watch Jimin dance like a chicken as a dare for loosing at the latest game, Jungkook keeps winning and we are all obviously teaming up to make him loose at least once. Yoongi and I keep stealing glances at each other and my stomach keeps fluttering every time he smiles at me and I worry that the longer we keep seeing each other the more painful it will be for me when it ends. When he told me that he was coming this weekend, he also said we had to talk and I feel it is about ending it.ย 
MYG<3 : should we retire soon?
Me: I don't want to leave Cassie alone.
MYG<3 : She will be fine.
MYG<3 : I want to be alone with you.
Fuck. He wants to have that talk now. I take a break from replying to his messages. I am not ready but better now than later I guess. I tell Cassie that I will go inside for a while to make a phone call to my parents, those usually last long so she wont get worry if I'm gone for a while.ย 
Me: Okay, lets.
MYG<3 : You go first.
I waited for Yoongi on the second floor, once we were in his room we made small talk, its unbearable and I am feeling awkward so I decide to kick start the more serious conversation.
"So we should talk..." I start but he cuts my sentence with a kiss. I push him back a little putting my hands on his chest to keep the distance. He frowns at me with an inquisitive look.
"What's wrong?" he says placing a hand on my chick while tilting his head.
I think about pushing for the serious conversation but then think about how this will probably be the last time we are this close together, about how I might regret not enjoying him like this one last time and before I can change my mind I close the distance between us and our mouths clash. I expect him to stop me but instead he deepens the kiss and that's all I need to know before I start walking backwards to the bed maintaining eye contact and unbuttoning my jeans and letting them fall to the floor. Yoongi takes his clothes and walks to help me out of my hoodie leaving me in my underwear and biting his lips once he noticed I hadn't been wearing a bra!
He pushes me into the bed and gets on top of me, kissing me deeply and moving his hands freely around my body. I can feel his hard cock when he presses his crotch against mine. His mouth moves around my face and thenย  my neck, following a trail towards my breast and I cant seem to control my breathing or my racing heart. My head is cloudy, run by pure deep lust, the same one I can see in his eyes when we make eye contact while my nipple is in his mouth. His long fingers are now at my clit, rubbing it with passion and a moan escapes my mouth, he flips me around and pulls my butt up and removes my underwear. He starts making his way to my core starting from the back, delivering wet kisses to my butt and going lower until i feel his long tongue stroking around my entrance and then caressing my clit. My legs shake the more he plays around with my clit, I can feel the orgasm building and once his finger enter me, I cant hold it in anymore and let go. He lick me all over and then I feel his absence, looking towards him I notice the condom on his hand. My mouth waters at the view of his perfectly erected member and I get off the bed and drop to me knees, looking into his eyes I don't wait for him to oppose to this and guide his cock into my mouth, sucking hard and moving my tongue around the tip, earning me a grunt from him, I look up and notice he is hanging his head backwards, then my eyes fall to his free hand and I notice his closed fist... I know what that means, he is itching to hold my head and fuck my mouth, so I grab it and place it at the back of my head, letting him know that its okay to do just what he wants. I feel him thrust forward and I relax my throat to give him full access. I can hear his moans and grunts when I breathe and try my best to swallow around his cock until he stops me abruptly, gets me up and on the bed again, spreading my legs and putting the condom on before he enters me.ย  We always had great chemistry in bed, our sex was always hot and dirty but tonight there is also something else and its fucking good.ย  I can feel him inside of me getting frantic,ย  we have been going at it for a while and after several of my orgasms I can feel his trusts going faster and his cock throbbing inside of me, I know he is close. he kisses me through my latest orgasm and I feel the shock of it starting from my toes, the eye contact sealing it and after my high he pumps a couple more times inside of me before his glorious release. He give me a chaste kiss and then drops next to me.ย 
"Fuuuck..." he says while breathing heavily
I stay quiet for a while, afraid that if I speak the bubble will break and we will be forced to have that conversation, all while I only want to enjoy this moment.
He kisses my shoulder softly a couple of times and then clears his throat before speaking "I want to tell you something and I need you to listen to me" -FUCK, here we go and I'm not ready-
I hum in response and prepare myself for the worst.
"(Y/N)ย  you know I care about you and that we have been doing this for a while now..." His voice seems calm but somehow my heart keeps raising and my mind is imagining the worst "I can't do this anymore, the whole secret thing is hard and It is stressing me out.. so maybe we shouldใ…ก " he pauses when I move to sit up.
"Right.." I exhale trying to slow downs my breathing "We should just stop this" I walk to my clothes
"What?" he shoots up and grabs my arm, his dark hair slightly wet by the sweat is now attached to his forehead and he looks gorgeous while standing there looking at me in confusion. "What the fuck are you talking about?"
"I understand, you want to end it. This secret is a problem and we need to end it before it becomes something bigger"ย  I say slowly and carefully.. his confused expression is starting to freak me out, he is looking at me like I just grew a second head and I become even more confused once he laughs drily.
"I never said I wanted to end it. I want us to continue seeing each other. Iใ…ก"ย 
"Us hooking up sgain is only going to make it harder later one" I say
"Stop. Stop talking." he says, placing a hand to his chest and moving his hair from his forehead "If you would only listen to me, you would know that I don't want to fucking end it. I want you in my life and I thought about us being friends butย  the idea of us being anything short that boyfriend and girlfriend kills me and I came here to ask you but... you don't want to?" He looks at me, his face pained and I start tearing up.ย 
This whole time I thought he wanted to end us, meanwhile he just wanted us to become something more. I can see him trying to find an answer on my face and when I find myself unable to speak, I throw myself at him, kissing him passionately, stopping to whisper in between sobsย  "I do want us. I want us to be together. I want to be your girlfriend." and starting a second round of what we had just finished.
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Its the morning after and I woke up in between his arms, Yoongi and I spent most of the night having sex, intense and meaningful sex until we fell asleep.ย 
I am in the ensuite shower when he joins me and we go for another rounds, I am incredibly happy and he seems to be in the same state. Every now and then he tells me how happy he is I said yes and how much more relaxed he feels now that we are on the same page.ย 
We get dressed in between kisses, trying our best to not fall in the bed again because we need energy so we walk holding hands to the kitchen to get some breakfast and we can hear everyone is awake. We had decided to let our friends know about us because it was a good start not having to hide our relationship from them.ย 
"FUCKING FINALLY" Jungkook yells with a big smile when he sees us entering the Livingroom.
A/N: I hope you guys like this story. Sorry I haven't published in a while, I have been dealing with some personal stuff and with the publishing of my upcoming book so my priorities have been different lately. I will keep writing, I dont have set times but I will work on publishing at least twice a month. Loye you all and please stay healthy and safe.
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BTS FANFICTIONS RECOMMANDATIONS PT.2
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Better | best friends to lovers series | by @jeonggukookies
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His Majesty | KNJ
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Come and serve your King.
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ใƒปโฅใƒป Pairing: King!Namjoon x Maid!Reader
ใƒปโฅใƒป Genre: smut, angst, a tiny bit of fluff
ใƒปโฅใƒป Rated: B for Bowย 
ใƒปโฅใƒป Warnings: cheating, oral (m+f receiving), clothes are ripped, bondage, spanking, exhibitionism, unprotected sex (this the past, but not you <3), joonโ€™s a little too hot in this one, get your fans ready
ใƒปโฅใƒป Word Count: 9.6k
ใƒปโฅใƒป Summary: His majesty was always fond of you. Little glances here, longing touches there, it was obvious something was going on. When the Queen left the kingdom for a little while, it was finally time. He could finally have you the way he wanted.ย 
ใƒปโฅใƒป Collab: This is part of @erotikkook Kingdom collab! My first collab piece, yay! Thank you so much Levi for finally giving me a reason to write this lol! Please check out the other stories as well!ย 
ใƒปโฅใƒป Now Playing: Earned It by The Weeknd
ใƒปโฅใƒป Beta: @xxxanimangxxx thank you so much for reading this so quickly ๐Ÿ˜ญย 
ใƒปโฅใƒป Authorโ€™s Note: HA! Iโ€™m back already (hehehehe)~ This was meant to be posted for Joonieโ€™s bday, but things happenedโ€ฆ Anyway, fun fact, I got this idea when me and my sister were discussing frozen fanfiction, in particular a very snacky older Hans brother. I owe a lot of these ideas to my sister so shout out to her who helped me come up with this ๐Ÿ˜ฉโœŠ๐Ÿฝ I hope to post a less angsty Joon fic in the near future *hint hint wink wink something might be in the works* :,) Anyway enjoy this yโ€™all ;)
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You never thought of yourself as nosy. You didnโ€™t think your friends nor your family would disagree at this claim, you were honestly more known for being good at staying out of otherโ€™s business. However, your job at the palace seemed to challenge this standard you had for yourself.ย 
You would oftentimes find yourself in the room when important court officials would be having discussions, but you always tried to pay no mind to their words and carried on with your assigned duties. However, you were just a maid to most of these officials and it always seemed like they wouldnโ€™t care if you were dusting a shelf right across the room. You werenโ€™t nosy, but you were human after all. You had ears.ย 
You often enjoyed the palace gossip, never spreading it yourself necessarily, but you wouldnโ€™t hesitate to take part in the chatter among the other palace staff that seemed to always spread like wildfire.ย ย 
Most court officials always made you feel invisible, you didnโ€™t mind it that way honestly, but one managed to snake his way into your life and became a chapter you never would have pictured for your humble existence.ย 
โ€œAre you sure that is the best idea?โ€ A deep, booming voice reverberated throughout the empty throne room. You tried your best not to turn around.ย 
โ€œYour majesty, if you must know I have just gotten word from my father detailing my motherโ€™s illness. I think this is enough reason to leave the palace grounds despite whatโ€™s going on right now.โ€ Her voice was firm like she wasnโ€™t even asking.
โ€œI understand. Just considering what everyone is saying at the moment, I am worried. How long are you requesting leave?โ€ย 
โ€œI hope to return in one monthโ€™s time, but depending on my motherโ€™s condition it might be longer.โ€ You could feel his gaze even with your back turned to them both. He wanted you to listen.ย ย 
โ€œThat is fine by me, just be sure to inform me of your motherโ€™s condition from time to time, send her my dearest regards.โ€
โ€œThank you, your majesty.โ€ย 
In your peripheral you saw her majesty get up and turn toward the entrance, but she stopped in her tracks and turned around to face him.ย 
โ€œYour majesty, upon my return I feel it is best to listen to our people. We need an heir.โ€ She spoke plainly, lacking complete emotion. This was just business.ย ย 
Silence filled the room for a little while.ย 
โ€œI will see you in a month.โ€ He too lacked that emotion one would expect from the weight of her statement.ย 
No more words were exchanged between the couple and soon you heard the door to the room close behind her majesty.ย 
Happenings at the palace have been quite tense lately. Security has been tighter than ever and the crowds outside the palace have grown more restless by the passing days. Only you know the true reason for the controversy surrounding the newly appointed King.ย 
It still felt like yesterday when the news of the death of the former King and Queen was spreading around the kingdom. Their son was of age to take the throne, so from a political standpoint the kingdom was secure, but with how sudden their death was, a lot of things needed to be rushed.ย 
You had recently started working at the palace when it was announced that the newly crowned King would be marrying the princess of Alreda, a neighboring kingdom you had heard the former King had been trying to make peace with.ย 
Everyone knew that the marriage was more of a political move than anything out of love, but because of his parents, everyone started with high hopes for the new couple. It was infamous across borders the story of the King and Queen of Kleier was a match that started off as nothing more than an arrangement that eventually blossomed into a fiery romance that seemed to spread over the kingdom.
Everyone had hopes for their son as well.ย 
King Namjoon though was nothing like his parents by far. His last few years of reign were nothing bad, but he was known around the kingdom as a cold, yet thorough, meticulous, and a questionable ruler. Gone was the same light the former King spread over the kingdom, instead was a husk of what was once a kingdom filled with life and love.
No one complained at first however considering the suddenness of the King and Queenโ€™s death. It was like the entire kingdom was still grieving.ย 
There were some people however that were not as forgiving, demanding immediate perfection from the new King. Recently the topic everyone seemed to talk about was the fact that his majesty had been married to the Queen for 4 years and still had yet to produce an heir.ย 
It was tradition that the King and Queen were to consummate their marriage and that would bless the kingdom with good fortune while they ruled. It quickly spread around the kingdom that this โ€˜blessingโ€™ never happened on their wedding night. Thatโ€™s essentially what started the gossip.ย 
The fact that they had been married for so long and the Queen wasnโ€™t even with child at the moment caused a bit of an uproar. Their voices grew louder as time passed and they took advantage of peopleโ€™s grief about the former King and Queen and turned any small concerns they had into even more voices.ย 
The King and Queen had even been advised to stay inside the palace gates because of safety concerns.ย ย ย 
No one knew why the King had yet to spend the night with the Queen, no one knew why they hadnโ€™t produced an heir yet, no one knew but you.ย 
As soon as the door closed, you heard footsteps approaching from behind.
They were slow, calculated, and you could feel his gaze piercing through the back of your skull. You could feel your skin starting to burn, but you never faltered in your task of cleaning the relics that lined the throne room. You never turned around, not even when you felt his sturdy chest against your back.ย 
โ€œDid you hear that?โ€ His voice was low and soft, not at all the same way he spoke with her majesty.
โ€œIโ€™ve been waiting for a time like this to come. I hope you have as well.โ€ You felt shivers go down your spine, every word making you more eager for his touch than you thought possible. You felt his arm snake around your waist, before he pulled you even closer.
It was not out of lust but of longing, the pain of needing to put his role as the ruler of the kingdom first before his own selfish desires. The reason why the King had yet to spend the night with her majesty, was no reason as complicated as what the kingdom had spread. It was simply you.ย 
It had been the first time you had laid eyes on the King, it had merely been days after you started your job as a maid in the palace. The head maid had been ushering you to the tea room, when you saw him walk down the hallway.
The head maid urged you to make room and bow, but as you felt his presence sweep by, you had looked up curiously to see his majesty and you felt your heart nearly stop when your eyes met. Instead of the strong, powerful, gaze you expected all you saw was how tired he seemed and pain you didnโ€™t quite understand until later. It was in that moment his eyes locked onto yours as he passed by, a moment that felt like an entirety but was really only a few seconds because he stopped right in his tracks to look at you.ย 
His entire party that followed closely behind, bumped into each other. Everyone was surprised at him suddenly coming to a halt.ย 
โ€œWho is this?โ€ He questioned the head maid. You had felt your blood run cold wondering if you had made a mistake already.ย 
โ€œL/N Y/N your majesty, sheโ€™s a new maid Iโ€™m training.โ€ The head maid had bowed deeper and her eyes remained trained to the ground. Immediately you senesed the terrible blunder you had made already.ย 
Namjoonโ€™s gaze returned back to you for a second. Part of you expected him to order for you to be thrown in jail or maybe even sentenced to a vicious beheading, but instead his eyes only lingered for a second longer before he was continuing with his party.ย ย ย 
Some may have not expected this interaction to be much, but anytime you happened to work in the same room as his majesty you couldnโ€™t shake the feeling you were being looked at. Every time you were proved right, he was always staring at you.ย 
It was one fateful day that basically started this predicament. You had been working one lateย  night and you happened to walk into a room his majesty was in. As soon as you pushed open the doors, you heard the sounds of pained sobs and pitiful whimpers, and thatโ€™s when his majesty sitting by the fireplace turned to you and your eyes met once again.ย ย 
You apologized and was about to leave but he stopped you and he told you to continue working. His voice was groggy and you only wondered how long he had been crying. While you tried to work in peace your concern for the King got the best of you and you finally had to ask what was troubling him.
This led to you taking a seat right beside him by the fireplace and you let him vent his frustrations out. He went on about how much he missed his parents, how much he did not want to get married to the princess from Alreada, all the overwhelming Kingly duties that had suddenly been sprung onto him, and pretty much everything that he had seemingly bottled up inside his troubled mind since he took the crown.ย 
You were there and despite you just being a maid, he let you listen to all his struggles almost as if he had just been waiting for someone to ask him that one question for months.ย 
Things after that changed between you two, what started as making eye contact longer than you knew you were meant to, almost as if to reminisce the memory of the night you shared, slowly grew longer and longer the closer to the day Namjoon was meant to get married.ย 
You both never said a word to each other, but it seemed as if you both knew exactly what you wanted the moment you looked into each otherโ€™s eyes.
You were confused and you sensed the conflict every time you met his gaze, but that didnโ€™t stop the marriage. You sat in one of the furthest back pews in the church that day. You saw that same saddened look as the day you caught him crying alone as he said his โ€œI dosโ€ and his vow to love the princess.ย 
For a while whatever was happening between you two ceased completely. As much as your heart ached you knew he had a duty and he was put into a marriage he couldnโ€™t escape. Now that his majesty had gotten married it was finally time to put an end to your foolish fantasy, there was no way you could have been together anyway.ย 
As the months turned into years, you tried your best to move on and focus on serving the King and Queen, but as rumors about their relationship started to spread around the palace, even escaping past the gates, you could not help but think about that night once more.ย 
The more rumors that spread the more you noticed the signs yourself. You would sometimes walk into them arguing, you saw how distant they were. They were hardly ever in the same room together, let alone a couple that had been married for some time. The more you noticed the more you also started to see the Kingโ€™s gaze return to yours once more.ย 
It didnโ€™t stop there.ย 
Anytime you were alone he would make sure to move closer to you and watch you work, he would talk to you sometimes and you both would be merry and laugh. Whatever moment you shared before he was married was not a dream like you had been convincing yourself over the years. It slapped you in the face one day when you found yourself in a similar position, alone with his majesty.ย 
It was late and the guards were right outside, but you both stood on the balcony facing the gardens as he held you in his arms. Nothing happened, but you could feel it, feel just how much he wanted you.ย 
As much as you wanted to push yourself away from his enchanting presence, he was a married man after all and you were merely a maid, but each time you found yourself alone with him, your skin burned and all you wanted was to have him closer. You needed him closer.ย 
As his majesty pulled away you only wished to pull him close again and have his way with you.ย 
What did he mean, what was in store for you?
You found out the very day her majesty boarded her carriage. All the palace staff had been called outside to wish her farewell. You hadnโ€™t been too far from the King, and as her majesty stepped onto the carriage you noticed his gaze was always locked onto yours.ย 
You felt dirty, the Queen being right there ready to embark on a journey to visit her ill mother, yet all you were thinking about was what his majesty, what her husband was going to do to you.ย 
It was awful, yet at the same time after she left and everyone was heading inside, his majesty stayed behind with you and whispered something in your ear that made you forget about the questionable morality of the situation.ย 
โ€œCellar. 2 strikes on the clock. Donโ€™t be late.โ€ย 
And you werenโ€™t, while everyone slept you crept out of the maidโ€™s quarters and down to the cellar where he said he would be. You could not be happier to see him waiting for you.
He was still wearing his royal robes, the blue fabric decorated intricately with lighter swirls along with his family crest sewn into the back and shoulders. He was still even wearing his crown. It was almost like he was waiting for you for a lot longer than you thought.ย 
You hardly had time to fully grasp he was in front of you before he was grabbing onto your arm, pushing you against the wall, cupping your cheeks, and kissing you like he had been holding back for so many years.ย 
The passion erupted as you clumsily raked your hands over his body, his crown falling off his head, clanking loudly on the ground, but that didnโ€™t sway you both as he picked you up onto a table and hiked up your nightgown. It was quick, you both were conscious of the fact that someone could walk downstairs at any moment but the tension thatโ€™s been built over the years didnโ€™t sway you.ย 
He took you right then and there and despite everything you couldnโ€™t have been happier.ย 
You found yourself sneaking down to the cellar while most of the palace staff slept more often than not. It was almost as if it was all a dream, a dream both you and Namjoon knew you would have to wake up from sooner than later. The Queen was to return and for some reason you knew that whatever was going on between you and his majesty would have to end.ย 
Namjoon would finally have to fulfill his duty and give the kingdom an heir. He had a kingdom to take care of and you wouldnโ€™t allow yourself to come in between that because of feelings. A beautiful kingdom going down for something as trivial as this? No, you wouldnโ€™t do that to everyone.ย 
Instead you let yourself enjoy this time before her majesty returns, let everything end with happy memories before you needed to say goodbye.ย ย 
ยท ยท โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ยท๐–ฅธยท โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ยท ยท
You werenโ€™t paying any mind to the world around you as you focused on polishing the fireplace. The head maid had always complained whenever she would see it, saying you would always do a lousy job. You were set on impressing her this time so you had been concentrating on all the gold and making sure the fireplace sparkled, you didnโ€™t even notice the sound of the door closing and locking.ย 
You still didnโ€™t really focus on it until you heard the sounds of slow, calculated footsteps walking toward you. It was at that moment you stopped working, feeling every part of yourself light ablaze just at the mere thought of being in the same room alone.ย 
As his footsteps drew closer you finally allowed yourself to turn around. You were delighted to see him giving you a warm, dimpled smile and you found it impossible not to smile back at him. He was glorious.ย 
His red robes were wrapped tightly around his frame making his physique hidden underneath almost on full display. Gold accents lined the fabric, along with the chain wrapped around his shoulders that connected the flowy cape dragging behind him. His crown sitting on top of his head sparkled brightly with the array of jewels that decorated it. The room was illuminated by the various colors, alluring rainbows covered the wall behind him making him appear quite heavenly. You couldnโ€™t help but be enchanted by this one in particular, yet also resent it knowing knowing such a simple piece of headwear was the reason you could never be with him.ย 
โ€œWhat are you doing?โ€ his powerful, yet kind voice almost made your knees buckle. You turned back around to the fireplace.ย 
โ€œPolishing your fireplace, your majestyโ€”โ€œ Your heart nearly stopped when you felt his arms wrap around your waist.ย 
โ€œIs that so?โ€ He sighed as he buried his head in your neck, enjoying the way you smelled like the flowers in his garden.ย 
โ€œYes sir, I was almost done if you wanted me to leโ€“โ€ Your voice was shaky. He was normally never so bold during the day.ย 
โ€œMmmm, I think you missed a spot.โ€ You noticed the subtle way his words slurred together and the smell of wine on his breath. You suddenly remembered that he had lunch today with neighboring rulers.ย 
None of that mattered though, knowing now you had somehow missed a spot again despite your efforts.ย 
โ€œI did your majesty?โ€ You panicked.ย 
โ€œHereโ€ฆโ€ He grabbed a hold of the hand that was holding the rag and slowly guided it to a higher spot on the fireplace.ย 
โ€œTry going a little harderโ€ฆโ€ Namjoon said softly before stepping back a little. You did as he said, rubbing the metal a little harder but Namjoon was right behind you again and grabbing onto your hand.ย 
โ€œNot too hard, justโ€“ yeah like that.โ€ He intertwined his fingers with yours and helped you work the rag slowly in a circle. You felt your breath hick when his grip on your waist tightened.ย ย 
โ€œGo in a circle like this and with just the right amount of pressureโ€ฆโ€ He let his words linger and you werenโ€™t sure if it was from how close he was standing, his hand around yours, or the words that made your whole body tingle and you wished nothing more than for him to pull you close.ย 
He pulled your hand away from the metal and you were delighted to see it sparkle like the rest of the beautifully crafted fireplace. โ€œLook at how pretty it shines.โ€ He smiled, finally letting go of you entirely and made his way to sit on the ottoman that sat at the foot of his bed.ย 
You turned around and you shivered seeing the way he was looking at you. His gaze was dark and almostโ€ฆ hungry?ย 
You cleared your throat and bent down to grab a different rag, one that you would use to clean the wooden furniture the King had decorated the palace with over the years.ย 
You moved closer so you were standing right in front of him, he smirked at you as you got on your hands and knees.
โ€œSorry your highness, I was going to clean this next. Is that ok?โ€ You looked up at him, an act normally that would get you thrown away, but one you knew the King loved when it came to you. He always told you how much he loved your eyes.ย 
He chuckled darkly and leaned forward so he was only inches away, you noticed his gaze drift down to your lips and back up at your eyes.
โ€œDonโ€™t let me stop you.โ€ย 
Everything, everywhere on your body burned, but you maintained a level head and got to work. You started working your rag along the beautiful wooden legs of the ottoman, making sure to do it just like the King had instructed you earlier, all while maintaining eye contact.
You didnโ€™t exactly know what the aim of this game was, but you wanted him just as hot as you were.ย 
After thoroughly going over the legs you slowly rubbed the cloth along the wood lining underneath the red cushion. As you got closer you slowed down, but maintained that eye contact. When you were right by his leg, he leaned back and parted his legs further. His gaze challenged you and you didnโ€™t hesitate moving in between his thighs to continue working your rag along the lining.
You made sure to go extra slow, making sure you missed no spot, all to make sure the King knew you knew how to do your job correctly. You didnโ€™t miss the way he bit his lip and tried to move himself closer to your hand, all the while you seemingly paid no mind and simply did your job.
You were about to move on to the other side, but as you scooted away Namjoon grabbed onto your arm and pulled you back.ย 
He stared into your eyes and then glanced over at the door. You knew if his majesty was here his guards would be standing right outside the door. This little game would just have to end for now, maybe later you could sneak downsโ€“
Namjoonโ€™s hand came up to lightly caress your cheek, you stared at him wide eyed as he used his thumb to gently trace over your features. You glanced over at the door and back at him, wondering what he was doing.
He leaned in closely.
โ€œStand up.โ€ He commanded.ย 
You were slightly confused but did as he asked. He got up slowly and looked you right in the eyes.
It was like time stood still for a moment, uncertainty lingering in the air the deeper you looked in his eyes.ย ย ย ย 
But the tension broke and before you knew it, he was pulling you close and kissing you. You could immediately taste the exorbitant wine on his tongue, the price of one bottle amounting to more than youโ€™d ever be worth in your lifetime. Each time you kissed, the forbiddenness of your relationship would become all you could think about, but every time it always made you so hungry for his touch. You wished you could do this all the timeโ€ฆ
You were quick to feel Namjoonโ€™s plead for more as his hands eagerly ran down your dress and kissed you with a more hurried need. Your body was quick to be set alight by his lips against yours, sparks being sent all throughout your body. You needed him closer.ย 
You both slowly pulled away and the look in his eyes was pained with lust. He almost seemed upset, angry, but you knew that wasnโ€™t it.
His hand came back up to cup your cheek and the other that was resting on your waist pulled you closer. You looked up at him curious as to what he was going to do, and your eyes immediately focused on his lips as he started leaning in. Your heart swelled when his lips gently kissed your cheek, but the sweet moment didnโ€™t last long as he pulled you back toward the ottoman and he took a seat.ย 
Namjoon grabbed your hand and pulled you so you were standing right in front of him. You stood there as his eyes raked over your form and his hand came up to play with the fabric of your skirt.
That angered expression returned.ย 
โ€œTake this off.โ€ He looked up at you. His words made you shiver but your eyes quickly darted over to the door where the guards were standing outside.ย 
โ€œWhat aboutโ€“โ€ you started, a little concerned but Namjoon quickly interjected.
โ€œTake it off.โ€ He repeated.
His tone was serious and you knew what he was suggesting wasnโ€™t a good idea, risking the secret that youโ€™ve managed to keep between you two for years getting out. But in that moment you remembered the Queenโ€™s words before she had departed. These last few weeks might very well be the last time you even get to glance in his majestyโ€™s direction let alone be intimate the way you wished you could be all the time.ย 
This was the end of the road and the fact he was so confident knowing that his guards were merely behind his big ebony doors, you knew he would handle the situation if the word were to spread. You trusted him so much that you reached behind you and tugged at the strings that laced up your dress.ย 
You looked him directly in the eyes as the fabric started to loosen around your skin, the way his eyes darted around your body eagerly awaiting for the slightest skin reveal. His gaze made you warm and the ache between your legs even more unbearable but you couldnโ€™t hide the excitement at having this power over him.
Your apron hit the floor first, then the outer layer of your dress, and the undercoat that gave the dress its shape. You noticed the labored breathing as more of yourself was revealed to his majesty, the more pained his expression looked, and the more you noticed the tent between his legs become more prominent.ย 
Once the undercoat was removed all you were left in was your white stockings, garters, and the under dress that hung loosely over your form.
โ€œPleaseโ€ฆโ€ You heard him whisper as he finally looked up at you. You didnโ€™t hesitate with removing the last layer, revealing the underwear that was encrusted with his initials. All palace staff had a uniform they were required to wear, everything you wore had his mark somewhere on your body. It was standard palace procedure but in this moment you relished in the thought that it was him who covered up your most intimate parts.ย 
Namjoon sat up and he quickly let his hands explore the exposed skin, he groaned softly at the way you felt underneath his grasp, almost as if he couldnโ€™t stand being apart from you for a second longer.ย 
You tried to make no noise despite how good his hands felt on your body, but before too long he grabbed onto your hand and pulled you close so he could whisper in your ear.ย 
โ€œGet down on your knees and serve your King.โ€ The words were filthy, essentially forcing you into complete submission. This was an order. You would have moaned if it wasnโ€™t for the guards outside. You wanted to please him so well, serve your King so well that you instantly dropped down like he wished, eager to make his majesty feel good.
Namjoon looked down at you with hungry eyes as your hands came up and ran over his clothed thighs. He was quick to let you know he was not in the mood for teasing, nor for taking things slow, guiding your hand up to the tie around his waist.ย 
You didnโ€™t hesitate pulling on the fabric, making sure to maintain eye contact with his majesty. In your peripheral you still noticed his fleeting grip on the ottoman, the red fabric being pulled between his fingers. His head leaned back slightly and even saw his crown tumble clumsily from his head and onto the bed behind him. You were making him a mess before you had truly touched him.
As soon as the tie was undone the King stood up so you were face first with the tent in his pants. He hastily unclipped the chain holding up his fur cape and it draped onto the ottoman. He reached into his pants and you watched with bated breath as you were once again blessed with the sight of his majesty.ย 
You could not help but stare. No longer being hidden in the darkness of the cellar only lit up by the flickering light of one mere candle, to see him in his full glory, you felt unworthy. You marveled at its slight curve, the way the pink tip leaked and pleaded for you. How his majesty wanted you at all was still a mystery to you as well, you were merely a maid, a maid who had nothing to give him. He had everything to give to you and you stupidly allowed yourself to get mixed up in affairs you knew you had no business in.ย 
This might very well be the last time you will be blessed with the opportunity of even looking into his eyes. You wanted him to remember you, to remember that there is a maid whose heart he stole, even if only for a short while after the Queen returns.ย ย 
Your attention was returned when his majesty reached his hand underneath your chin and pulled you closer to what you have been staring at. The motion forced your eyes to return to his.ย 
His breath was heavy as he used his other hand to tease his cock between your lips, a primal, guttural moan escaping his lips as you happily opened your mouth and took him whole.ย 
You watched his eyes flutter shut as you let him get adjusted to the feeling of your mouth before moving back and taking him all once more.ย 
โ€œOhโ€“ fuck.โ€ He sighed, your mouth feeling too good too quickly. His filthy words made the ache between your legs even worse. The words were filthy, improper, something a King should never say, yet with you he felt comfortable enough to let the title and expectations slip his mind when he was with you.ย 
Namjoonโ€™s hands hurriedly came up to tangle in your hair, his tight grip made your scalp burn and he forced you into a quicker rhythm.ย 
His moans were prettier than any tune on the harpsichord ever offered you. For a second you forgot that there were likely people outside listening. Either his majesty didnโ€™t care whatsoever, or he was trying and horribly failing at keeping quiet.ย 
โ€œSo fucking good to meโ€“โ€ He groaned. The words of praise made you want to do better, serve him better. You slacked your jaw so he could more easily push into your mouth, you werenโ€™t prepared for the whine he let out as a result.ย 
โ€œOhhhhhโ€ฆโ€
You let him fuck your throat completely ignoring the way your eyes started to tear up, instead you focused on his expression and his drunken gaze staring down at you. He seemed amazed, and utterly taken aback by how filthy you are. Your rushed nights together in the cellar was nothing like today.ย 
His pace started growing more irregular and you knew it would not be long before you could taste his highness.ย ย 
Namjoon started to slow down, not yet wanting to finish, but your hands came up to run over his thighs once more trying to keep him from leaving.
โ€œY/nโ€ฆโ€ He warned. He didnโ€™t want you to stop either but if he didnโ€™t soon he wouldโ€“
He finally worked up the will to pull himself out of your mouth, but you did not let him away that easily. Your eyes remained fixed on his as you ran your tongue along the vein and swirled around the tip.
โ€œIโ€™m close, I wantโ€“โ€
โ€œI want to please you, your majestyโ€ฆโ€ You were practically begging him to finish in your mouth. He stared down at you, taken aback, but he found you incredibly wanton at this moment. It just made the ache worse.ย 
You teased the tip between your lips, your hand came up and stroked him gently, eager for him to let go.ย 
His majesty moaned, unable to resist the temptation and pushed his cock between your lips once more. It only took one slow glide of his hips before you felt him release into your mouth.ย 
In the moment you forgot where you were, the world outside the ebony doors didnโ€™t exist to you anymore. You forgot about the possible consequences of your actions, how the palace staff outside could likely hear you. In that moment it was just you and his majesty, the King was yours and you never wanted it to end.ย 
You marveled at his soft expression tightening, the strangled moans and unseemly curses that slipped from his lips, the grip on your hair pulling you closer so he could make sure you swallowed every bit of the cum you begged for.
As his high rolled over, his attention returned down to you once more and reached out his hand for you to take it. You grabbed it and stood you up. You ignored how achy and sore your knees felt, choosing instead to focus on his grace and the way he stared at you.
His attention fleeted from your eyes down to your exposed breasts and trailed further down to your garter belt and eventually settled on your panties. His gaze made your skin burn and even more eager for him to finally touch you, you knew he would.ย 
What you didnโ€™t expect was for him to take a step closer and grab onto your waist. He leaned in close enough that your noses brushed against each other.ย 
โ€œYou perplex me so much Y/n. Iโ€™m told you are but a maid, but my heart and body yearn for you as if you were her majesty herself.โ€ It was then that his hands traveled further down until you felt them suddenly grab firmly on your ass. You nearly yelped, his confession so direct and his hands on your body making sure you knew he meant every word.ย 
โ€œHer majesty is not here and we have only but so much time before my responsibility as the King of this nation must take priorityโ€“ but right now I want the opportunity to take my time and ravage your body.โ€ You felt every word down below and couldnโ€™t stop yourself when you finally closed the distance.ย 
You kissed him hurriedly, making sure he knew that you felt the same way and you couldnโ€™t wait for him to take you the way he wanted. Namjoon was quick at getting into rhythm and his hands ran along your body, desperately grabbing at anything he possibly could.ย 
You fell into his arms, wanting, needing to feel him more closely. You felt him begin to pull at your stockings and panties, you were waiting for him to finally rid them of your body but you could tell he was struggling to remove them. It was then that you remembered you werenโ€™t normally this clothed when you would meet down in the cellar, your nightdress and underwear usually being the only barriers between you two.ย ย 
You werenโ€™t prepared for the sudden ripping sound and the coolness of the air on your legs. You finally broke the kiss to look down and saw him ripping your stockings, the force ruining your garter belt.ย 
Instead of dwelling onto it too much, you aided him in removing your bra as he tugged down your panties down your legs.ย 
Standing nude in front of him, he looked you over once more before guiding you over the side of his bed and ushering you to take a seat.ย 
You watched curiously as he hurriedly tugged on the unraveled belt of his pants. You were not prepared for him to order for your hands and begin to tie the belt around your wrist. You were confused yet excited seeing the gleam in his eyes. You knew whatever his majesty had in store for you was more than you deserved.
You were about to ask him what he was doing but the minute his majesty seemed satisfied with the knot he pulled up further up the bed so he could tie the other end around his bed frame post.ย 
He then ripped the belt that had tied his robe around his waist and did the same to your other wrist. You were bound and at his mercy, he could do anything to you in this position. You did not mind at all though, trusting him completely.ย 
Once his majesty was done, he moved so he stood at the foot of the bed and just stared at you. His gaze made your skin burn and on instinct you tried to cover yourself up, but with your hands unavailable you could not do much except cross your legs slightly.ย 
His majesty shook his head at your actions. โ€œNeed to see all of you princess.โ€ He whispered quietly, leaning in a little further.ย 
The nickname was new and you could have melted right there knowing his majesty saw you worthy enough for a nickname as high as the one he decided on. A pedestal higher than you knew what you were worth was enough to give you that little bit of confidence to follow his command.ย 
Your eyes begged for him and as you spread your legs, it was obvious how much you truly wanted his majesty. You reveled in the way his eyes held desperation as he stared right where you have been wanting him.
โ€œI need you, your majestyโ€ฆโ€ You pleaded, needing his hands to cool your burning skin.ย 
Your words visibly got to him, your shy demeanor shedding in favor of something more bold. You knew he knew what you were trying to do and it was clearly working. He desperately threw his robe to the ground and climbed over the ottoman and onto the bed, slotting himself between your thighs.ย 
You both stared into each otherโ€™s eyes for a second, the gaze saying more than a thousand words could have in that moment. You both wanted so much more out of this than you knew was possible, but this will just have to make do.ย 
His majesty leaned in and planted a soft kiss right on your lips before pulling back. You felt a hand run up along your thigh as he leaned in so he was right by your ear.ย 
โ€œLet me worship you.โ€ His voice was shaky and you were not sure if it was from emotion or of pure need.ย 
You couldnโ€™t even speak before you felt his hand move from your thigh to between your legs. You were knocked breathless when his fingers ran up your slit and settled on your clit, rubbing gentle circles that made your eyes flutter close and a soft moan escaped your lips.ย 
You made sure to maintain eye contact as he watched your face intently, you wanted him to know how good he was making you feel already.ย 
โ€œTouch me please, your majestyโ€ฆโ€ You sighed, leaning up to pull him closer. Namjoon knew what you wanted and leaned in further so he was planting his lips on yours. You were hungry and desperately received him, you knew you caught him off guard but he was quick to match your energy.ย 
You sighed impatiently when his lips trailed further down to kiss your neck. You were not prepared for the glorious sensation of his mouth when he began sucking lightly on your skin. Every touch he gave made your head spin, but just knowing there was a possibility this might leave a mark, that you might walk out of this room branded by his majesty himself for everyone to see made your heart flutter.ย 
You pulled lightly on your restraints, wishing so badly in that moment to touch him, but was harshly reminded that was not possible right now.
Namjoonโ€™s lips trailed down further, kissing you down your chest, over your breast, down your stomach and closer and closer to where you craved him.
โ€œPleaseโ€ฆโ€ You cried. You probably looked pathetic right now, but you needed him so bad you didnโ€™t even care.ย ย 
Namjoon smiled up at you, before quickly leaning in to fulfill your desires. His arms wrapped around your thighs to keep you steady as his tongue ran up your slit. At this you couldnโ€™t contain your moan.
You had long forgotten that there were likely people standing outside the door, but your own voice surprised you and you hurriedly tried to shush yourself. The consequences of your actions today were nice to pretend did not exist, that you could both walk out of this room hand and hand and everyone in the palace and kingdom would accept your relationship.ย 
In truth you both were taking so many risks being together like this in the open. It was already risky enough sneaking into the cellar every other night, but to be out like this in broad daylight people might have assumed the Queen returned home early from her trip.ย 
Affairs happen all the time for court officials of a kingdom, a lot of their marriages are only ways to advance their political careers so having โ€œsomeone elseโ€ wasnโ€™t uncommon. If this was a normal case people wouldnโ€™t bat an eye at your relationship with his majesty especially considering this was more than your average affair. It was the heart that pulled you both together, not the lustful demon that resided inside you both.ย 
But this wasnโ€™t the normal case. The people, after experiencing a loving King and Queen, wanted that once again and seemingly wouldnโ€™t settle for less. His Majesty had to give his heart to the Queen in order to avoid a possible rebellion. You simply can not exist.ย 
You tried to shush yourself as his tongue got to work pleasing you, he knew your body so well after only a few weeks.ย ย 
You wished desperately to reach your hands down into his hair like you usually would, but the grip on your wrists once again reminded you were bound and completely at his majestyโ€™s mercy.
You cried out as he eagerly lapped at your folds before he leaned back and let his fingers run through your slick once more.
โ€œMarvelousโ€ฆโ€ He quietly mumbled to himself, finally getting a great view between your legs.
You didnโ€™t have any time to feel embarrassed at all before two of his fingers were inside you and suddenly it became impossible to be quiet with the way his majesty curled his fingers, hitting a spot he knew all too well made it hard for you to be quiet.
You tried to shush yourself once more, but a glance down to the King himself made you realize this was all intentional. His eyes were locked on your expression and his subtle smile whenever you would moan out for him made it obvious. For some reason he wanted you to scream for him, despite the guards who were standing outside or any passersby he still wanted to hear you.
The revelation made that growing ache down below even worse.
โ€œPโ€“Please, your majestyโ€ฆโ€ You moaned, hoping he would put you out of your misery soon. You heard a low chuckle before the situation somehow managed to get even worse. His majesty showed you no mercy and made sure everyone in the palace would hear you scream.
He used his tongue along with his fingers, his thumb circling your clit and his tongue had made its way inside you. He would switch, suddenly his tongue on your clit and his fingers inside you. It was too much, he was too good to you and the emotion you felt had that cord inside you wanting to snap.
โ€œYour-your majesty, Iโ€“โ€
โ€œCum for me princess.โ€ The nickname and his voice was the last thing you needed before your whole body surged with excitement, pleasure flooding all of your senses. It was so good, his majesty was just so good to you, you could hardly believe it when you were able to open your eyes to see the majestic painting that decorated the entire ceiling and to feel the soft sheets on your back.
You were in his majestyโ€™s room andโ€ฆ you glanced down to see his adorable smile looking up at you. Right, he was so sweet to you.ย 
That dopey expression fleeted quickly though as he reached up and began untying the knots that were around your wrists.ย 
โ€œSo prettyโ€ฆ Everyone in the palace likely heard you princess. You know this is meant to be a secret. I feel like I need to make sure you understand that.โ€ At first you were confused by his words, he knew you were trying your best to quiet yourself, but the smirk on his face told you he was not being serious.
Oh. You understood what was going on.
The minute he was able to wrangle you free, he guided you so you were on your hands and knees in front of him. You couldnโ€™t stop the excitement building up once again at the thought of what could be in store for you next.ย 
That excitement was raised when you felt the dip in the bed rise and turned around to see his majesty hurriedly tugging down his pants. You felt your face flush the minute you caught sight of his cock springing free and instinctively turned back around.ย 
ย The bed dipped once more and it didnโ€™t take long for you to feel the slow drag of his cock along the swells of your ass, your body shivered and you wanted to scream for him to finally get inside you.
You heard him curse lightly, making you turn around to see his eyes glued to the mounds and you felt his hand come up, run up your thigh before lightly grabbing at your ass.
โ€œSo fucking prettyโ€ฆ youโ€™ll be good right? I promise to have you, but first I mustโ€ฆโ€ He didnโ€™t finish his sentence and you were about to question him until you felt a firm slap right across your cheeks.
You yelped, not at all expecting that nor the increased desire you felt to finally have him.
โ€œCount to 10 for me princess, I promise I will fuck you right after.โ€ He almost moaned as he softly rubbed the irritated skin.
You wanted to please him.ย 
โ€œ1.โ€ย 
SLAP!
So good, you needed him inside you. This punishment was less of one than a chance to have his hands on you.ย 
You loved it.
โ€œ2โ€ฆโ€
ยท ยท โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ยท๐–ฅธยท โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€โ”€ ยท ยท
The two guards looked at each other worriedly. The King had said that he was tired after his meeting earlier. He said the wine was getting to him and the guards simply expected a long, but boring rest of their shift.ย 
What they didnโ€™t expect was merely a few minutes after the door closed behind him, were for moans of his majesty to be heard. That wasnโ€™t the concerning part though. What had them worried was hearing the sound of moans of a woman on the other side of the door.
It became obvious that they were witnesses to an affair. With how rocky the political climate was, they both knew if word were to get out about this, there would be horrible consequences in store.
โ€œExcuse me.โ€ The voice startled them both, but they were relieved to see it was only the Kingโ€™s right hand.ย 
โ€œYes sire.โ€ One of the guards said, standing at attention.
โ€œI have an urgent message for the King.โ€ Jae-su declaredโ€“ Namjoonโ€™s right hand, someone thatโ€™s almost been like a second father to him. Usually it was only protocol to declare the purpose of entering the Kingโ€™s chambers and as the palace staff all knew him so well, nothing more was needed.
Jae-su was surprised when the spears the guards were holding crossed over each other, preventing him from entering.ย 
โ€œIโ€™m sorry sire, but now may not be the best timeโ€“โ€
Muffled from inside the room was the clear sound of a female's voice inside, seemingly moaning a number.ย 
Jae-su looked at the guards confused and they clearly seemed worried.ย 
โ€œNo one has entered, but there seems to be someone else inside but his majesty.โ€ The other guard said, slightly panicked.ย 
Normally this would just warrant Jae-su to walk away and be sure to give his majesty a stern talking to about his behavior, but he was carrying a red sealed letter, something that was meant to be delivered to his majesty immediately. Unfortunately he could not simply walk away and deal with this later.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry gentlemen, but this is a red sealed letter. This must get to his majesty immediately.โ€ He tried to keep his professional front on, but he was clearly flushed.
The guards looked at each other worriedly, before moving their spears.
Jae-su stepped closer to the door and hesitantly knocked.ย 
โ€œYour majesty, itโ€™s me. Iโ€™ve come to deliver you some news.โ€ He called out.ย 
There was silence for a little while before his majesty finally answered. โ€œJae-su, this isnโ€™t the best time right now. Canโ€™t you not come back later?โ€ Namjoon questioned.
โ€œUnfortunately not your majesty, this is a red sealed letter from the Queen.โ€
More silence passed.
โ€œCome in then.โ€ As much as he didnโ€™t want to, his duty had him turning the door knob and opening the door.
Jae-su still had hope that this was some big misunderstanding, but when he went inside he was horrified to see clothes strewn about the room, his majestyโ€™s crown upside down on the ottoman by his bed and right there on the bed was his majesty and a woman together in a less than pure position.
Jae-su nearly screamed when he heard the slapping sound as he walked around the bed to his majestyโ€™s nightstand.ย 
โ€œ8โ€ฆโ€ You moaned softly. Your cheeks were burning, the right hand seeing you like this was embarrassing, but you also couldnโ€™t help feeling a little fluttery at the thought of Namjoon being so comfortable letting someone in on your little secret.
You wanted to imagine that after all this somehow this might have a happy ending, it was nice to think about.
โ€œIโ€™m sorry your majesty, but this is from the Queen. It details about her soon return and I would suggest you read it immediately.โ€ Jae-su said, sitting the letter on the little silver platter on the nightstand.ย 
SLAP!
You were taken aback and so was Jae-su at the continuation of your punishment. โ€œ9โ€ฆโ€ you tried to quiet yourself.
โ€œThank you Jae-su, Iโ€™ll read it as soon as Iโ€™m done.โ€ Namjoon sighed, taking a fistful of your ass.
โ€œRightโ€ฆ Iโ€™m sure you willโ€ฆ your majesty, Iโ€™m sure youโ€™re aware that this is an issue. We must talk.โ€ Jae-su said firmly. It was then that the reality of your little fun came crashing down. Those consequences you tried to pretend didnโ€™t exist were made oh so obvious.ย 
โ€œPlease leave. Iโ€™m busy Jae-su.โ€ Namjoon sounded frustrated. Jae-su quickly sensed this and hurried his way out the room.ย 
Silence lingered for a little while, part of you was sure heโ€™d stop, the moment shared being broken by reality. But you were surprised to feel him grab onto your hips tightly before pulling you back onto his cock.ย 
You both moaned at the feeling, all this playing leading up to this moment. Finally, finally you had him inside you and you never wanted him to leave.ย 
โ€œFeel-feel so good mโ€™ladyโ€ฆโ€ Namjoon shakily breathed out. He tried to take in as much as he could, the warmth your walls provided, the way you gripped him like you never wanted to let go, your soft sighs of pleasure. You were absolutely perfect in his eyes, he didnโ€™t, he couldnโ€™t let you go.ย 
After he let you get adjusted, he slowly pulled back his hips before pushing back in. His steady pace turned punishing, almost desperate, quite quickly. You felt so good around him and he wanted everyone to know.
He relished in the way you cried his name. He wanted everyone in the palace to know you were his. If it wasnโ€™t for this stupid fucking marriage he was forced into, you would be. If his parents were still around they wouldnโ€™t have made him marry the Queen, as soon as he would have told them his heart belonged to you, you would have become his bride instead.ย 
Namjoon felt tears pricking his eyes at the thought, but he shook them away, instead he wanted to focus on you as this could possibly be your last night spent together.ย 
โ€œYour maj-majesty!โ€ You cried, your hips high up while your face was buried in the pillow gripping onto the fabric tightly.ย 
โ€œSo good to me princess.โ€ Namjoon sighed, hastily pulling your hips back to meet his. He was close and so were you.ย 
Namjoon could stand it no longer and quickly pulled out and flipped you back over so you were laying on your back. You were a bit taken aback by this, but the minute he pushed his cock back into you, suddenly that did not matter anymore.
If anything it made things better. You wrapped your arms around his neck as he continued to pound into you.ย 
He clumsily leaned down to meet your lips, kissing you like his life depended on it. In some ways it did.ย 
His hurried pace was starting to falter making you realize he was close.ย 
Namjoon pulled away, his gaze trained on your eyes and every little expression you would make.ย 
โ€œY/nโ€“โ€ He rushed out.ย 
โ€œYes, your highnessโ€ฆโ€
โ€œSay itโ€ฆโ€ It was a command, but he sounded so desperate to hear what he wanted.
โ€œWhatโ€“what your majโ€“โ€ย 
โ€œMy name, please I want to hear you say my name.โ€ You and him both knew what this meant. No one of your status was allowed to simply call the King by his first name. The only one in this palace who had that pleasure was her majesty.ย 
You stared up at him, taken aback by his words.
โ€œPlease, please, pleaseโ€“ so closeโ€“โ€ He begged, his majesty was begging you to say his name.ย 
You wrapped your arms around him tightly, pulling him as close as you could.ย 
โ€œYouโ€™re making me feel so fucking good Namjoon, please cum for meโ€ฆโ€ If anyone heard you outside of this room you would surely be beheaded but his name falling from your lips and your crude language was enough to have him spilling into your warm embrace without any notice.
You helped work him through it, rubbing his back lightly as he moaned softly into your neck.ย 
He took a moment to calm himself down before he was pulling back to stare at where your bodies connected, his thumb coming down to hastily rub on your clit once more.ย 
You were shocked but your body reacted instantly, it did not take too long before your orgasm was hitting you once again so suddenly. It felt good, from the tips of your fingers down to your toes your body cried out for Namjoon.ย 
He helped work you through yours as well, slowly moving his hips as you started to come down from your high.
For a minute you both just sat there, staring into each otherโ€™s eyes, but Namjoon was quick to bend down once again and kiss you. He kissed you with all the passion, yearning, and love he had for you.
For a minute he wanted to pretend like the world outside his ebony doors didnโ€™t exist, that he didnโ€™t have responsibilities that were going to keep him away from you.ย 
But alas, he found himself eventually pulling away to read the letter sent to him by his wife.ย 
Namjoon stared at the fancy penmanship, reading the words and not wanting to believe them.
Her mother was now well and she is to be returning in three days.ย 
Namjoon crumbled up the letter and went back over to you who was staring at him, wondering what the letter said. Instead of answering immediately he put the both of you underneath the covers and pulled you close.ย 
โ€œYourโ€“ Namjoon, what did it say?โ€ His name sounded so pretty from your mouth.ย 
This time he couldnโ€™t stop the tears he felt coming into his eyes.ย 
โ€œWe donโ€™t have much time leftโ€“ letโ€™s not think about it though. I find greater pleasure holding you close like this.โ€ He smiled at you, but you could see his eyes starting to well up.
Instead of pushing further on the subject you let yourself relax in his arms.ย 
It was on the tip of your tongue to tell him, but you knew that would only make things worse. You hope he knows how much you love him and will continue to do so even after the Queen becomes with child.
You would cherish today for a lifetime.
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Author's Note: Hey! I wrote this story back in 2016 on some fanfic websites and am bringing it back as I edit the chapters. I wanted to put my perspective and imagination on what if BTS had a black girl in their group from America. This'll be a long story starting from their debut so enjoy the ride!
I have so many chapters already written. I had stopped in the story around late 2016 before the MAMA Awards. As I wrote this story over the years I wanted this character to be relatable and grow as a performer as well as go through hardships. It'll be a slow start but it will get better as the chapters go on, I hope you give it a chance.
This will mainly start withย friendship. Not just the character and the love interest. I didn't want to rush things and I tried my best to add a lot of bonding and cute moments.ย This is a SLOW BURN with my OC and Jungkook. The two will not become a couple until 2016.
I'm also on Wattpad and Archive of Our Own
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As I planned to create this story years ago it took me months to prepare and research so I could get a good timeline. I wanted to add a lot of things like K-Con, going to school, Variety Shows, interviews, American Hustle Life, V-Lives, sasaeng fans and so on.ย 
Profile Of Jennie
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Chapter 1- The Foreign Trainee
Chapter 2- The Debut
Chapter 3- Rookie King Episode 1
Chapter 4- Rookie King Episode 2
Chapter 5- Rookie King Episode 3
Chapter 6- Rookie King Episode 4
Chapter 7- Rookie King Episode 5
Chapter 8- Rookie King Episode 6
Chapter 9- Rookie King Episode 7
Chapter 10- Rookie King Episode 8
Chapter 11- We're Proud of You
Chapter 12- They're My Family
Chapter 13- Boy In Luv
Chapter 14- Look Forward To White Day
Chapter 15- Going to SOPA
Chapter 16- Spending White Day With BTS
Chapter 17- Just One Day
Chapter 18- American Hustle Life Episode 1
Chapter 19- American Hustle Life Episode 2
Chapter 20- American Hustle Life Episode 3 (Yoongi Fluff & Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 21- American Hustle Life Episode 4 (Yoongi Fluff!)
Chapter 22- American Hustle Life Episode 5
Chapter 23- American Hustle Life Episode 6
Chapter 24- American Hustle Life Episode 7
Chapter 25- I Found It In Big Hit
Chapter 26- BTS China Job
Chapter 27- KCON 2014
Chapter 28- American Hustle Life Episode 8
Chapter 29- Personal Trainer? (Jungkook fluff at the end!)
Chapter 30- War of Hormone (Major Jungkook fluff! One of my favs)
Chapter 31- You Are Special (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 32- You're Easy To Mess With
Chapter 33- Mama Awards 2014 (Jungkook fluff and jealous Jungkook!)
Chapter 34- Let's Name It Iron Man (Namjoon fluff and Jungkook fluff)
Chapter 35- BTS Now
Chapter 36- My Ideal Type
Chapter 37- Running Man (Major Jungkook fluff! One of my favs!)
Chapter 38- I'm Lacking
Chapter 39- How Much You're Loved
Chapter 40- I Need U (Major Jungkook Fluff and Suga Fluff!)
Chapter 41- And What If I Don't? (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 42- BTS Now 2
Chapter 43- Our First Win
Chapter 44- He's Smitten (Major Jungkook Fluff & Bam Bam Fluff One of my favs!)
Chapter 45- BTS in Kota Kinabalu
Chapter 46- BTS Festa
Chapter 47- Two Different Pages (RM Fluff and Jungkook Fluff!)
Chapter 48- Don't Steal The Beef!
Chapter 49- Distressed (Jungkook Fluff!)
Chapter 50- Payback (Jungkook Fluff!)
Chapter 51- Dope
Chapter 52- One Person Won't Ruin This
Chapter 53- I Think I Love Her
Chapter 54- Rekindle (MAJOR Jungkook fluff and one of my FAVS!)
Chapter 55- BTS Run Episodes 1-3
Chapter 56- BTS GAYO Track 1 & 2
Chapter 57- Tension Escalator (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 58- Fan Sign (some angst but ends in fluff!)
Chapter 59- ISAC 2015 Chuseok Special (one of my favs!)
Chapter 60- Running Man: The Golden Duo (MAJOR Jungkook fluff + suggestive)
Chapter 61- Tense (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 62- Protection Squad (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 63- RUN (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 64- Sweet 18
Chapter 65- Karma (Fight! Flawless Victory!)
Chapter 66- BTS GAYO Tracks 3-9
Chapter 67- BTS RUN Episodes 4-9
Chapter 68- Under The Mistletoe (Jungkook fluff! Kiss!)
Chapter 69- GAYO Daechukje & GAYO Daejejun (Jungkook fluff!)
Chapter 70- Jungkook's Confession (Self Explanatory! MAJOR Jungkook fluff! Almost there! My fav!!)
Chapter 71- You Are In Your Feelings
Chapter 72- You Were Worth The Wait (Start of JenKook!)
Chapter 73- It's About Time
Chapter 74- King of Masked Singer
Chapter 75- Ejected
Chapter 76- White Day (Big Jungkook Fluff!)
Chapter 77- Fire
Chapter 78- Prom (Big Jungkook fluff and smol Jungkook Smut)
Chapter 79- Meeting Shawn Mendes
Chapter 80- Taking Things A Little Further (Jungkook fluff)
Chapter 81- BTS Festa 2016
Chapter 82- K-Con 2016
Chapter 83- I Need You On This
Chapter 84- BTS Bon Voyage Season 1 (Big Jungkook fluff)
Chapter 85- BTS In Dubai
Chapter 86- WINGS 8 (Jungkook fluff)
Chapter 87- Wild N Out (One of my favs!)
Chapter 88- This Is Not A Drill!
Chapter 89- Blood, Sweat, & Tears
Chapter 90- Idol Parents? (Big JK Fluff)
Chapter 91- Tub Big Enough For Two (Big JK Fluff! One of my favs!)
Chapter 92- Thank You (Big Jungkook Fluff! One of my favs!)
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Part Two (Split into two parts)
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Pairing: Jungkook x OC
Genre: Best Friends To Lovers, College AU, Angst, Slice Of Life, Chubby Girl, Healing, Smut, Fluff.
Word count: 11k (whole thing has 20k words, sorry got carried away! But split into two chapters)
Rating: 18+ Rating Mature, Sexual content, smut (warning itโ€™s pure filth), some hard swearing, Mention of some triggering mental health issues (WARNING as it involves an almost suicide), violence (punching).
Triggers and content: Angst, Angst over past actions, mention of therapy, talk about past actions, healing together, guilt, angst with fluff, past memories brought up, mental health issues, anxiety, bad body image, almost suicide (not graphic), a lot of reflection, forgiveness, apologies, secrets being revealed, nightmares, self reflection, hurtful words, Jimin being Jimin, STDโ€™s mentioned.
Jungkook surprising everyone, graduation ceremony, graduation celebration, Surprises, celebration dinner mentioned, new jobs, Yoongi betting on their relationship with frat boys, Jungkookโ€™s ex mentioned, Jungkookโ€™s ex at graduation party, drinking, partying. Taehyung being revealed as the best boy, Taehyung being her secret buddy, punching, Jimin troublemaker, gatecrasher Jimin, OC gets a little revenge, dare game starts up again at the party.
Sexual content, Jungkook remembering fantasies, Past Sexual thoughts, smut, degradation, filming oral on his phone, more filming as Jungkook has a bit of a kink for it, oral (m & f), a bit of voyeurism and Agoraphilia, Soft and stern dom Jungkook, Daddy said a few times (mostly just to tease him), Chubby OC, subby OC, OC starts to get her confidence back, praise, spitting, squirting, dirty talking, filthy talk, edging, teasing, grinding, body worship, eating ass, Jungkook liking chubby woman, Jungkookโ€™s mouth is filthy, size kink, hickies, Jungkook being soft and rough with her, hair pulling and soft biting, raw sex (no condom but on the implant), fluff, aftercare.
Authorโ€™s Note:
There are Jungkook POVโ€™s in this. This is basically a part two to savage love, better to read that first or you wonโ€™t get some references. Please read the drabbles to savage love to get more of their past story, like their first meeting and first kiss.
Think I have all the triggers mentioned, but if there is one that you think I definitely should mention let me know.
Lastly, I hope you enjoy it!
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Jungkook pov:
We are both tipsy as Taehyung calls a toast to everyone and congratulates everyone at the party for graduating.
They all cheer and holler drinking to the sentiment with grins on their faces. Then he starts to talk about us, telling everyone how in love we have been for years, since we met at age six.
Then he says that he asks himself how two people are so perfect for each other and that everyone seemed to know how in love we were but us.
Everyone laughs nodding, seems like they did all know, I mean we were on the list so people must have thought it a possibility. The frats always compile a huge list and place it up in the frat houses with odds and people can bet on the outcome. They did this every year, Yoongi said we were there every year and the odds got more and more.
"Just want to congratulate Jungkook and Alice on their engagement. To my best friends, Jungkook and Alice who I love to pieces! I'm sure that all of us here are thinking that it was about damn time, because it only took sixteen years for them to realise that it was love at first sight. Little Kookie and Alice met at the tender age of six and pretty sure that Jungkook was a simp for Alice right then and there. I myself was this close to banging their heads together and if I had to watch Jungkook and Alice pining for each other for another year, I would have left the country, ha ha! But luckily Jimin did them a favour and got candice pregnant, pretty sure that's the only thing that I would ever thank Park Jimin for! Congratulations on your engagement guys and I can't wait to give my best man speech at your wedding in the future! I just know your love inspires the rest of us, so we never give up on finding love. We all wish you the best in the future and can't ever remember seeing two people so perfect for each other! CONGRATULATIONS!! Wooooo Hoooooo! Let's party!"
Taehyung had fun giving this little speech, everyone laughed loudly at certain parts making me blush and groan in embarrassment.
Yeah we get it, we needed our heads banged together and he's right that's the only thing I will ever thank Jimin for, for finally making a permanent mistake. Grabbing Alice's hand I take her to go dance, I can see that she's a little shy and apprehensive but she's not refusing me.
I just wish that she was the Alice I once knew, the one who stood up for me when I had a stutter as a child and would fight the bullies who tried to bully me because of it. The girl who was an extrovert, who would do dares with me and seek an adrenaline rush with me too.
She's very very slowly coming back to life, but her self esteem took a huge hit over the years. I'm going to put in the work to correct all of that, to make sure that she knows how much I still lust after her, she's still utterly perfect for me.
Moment 4 life by Nikki Minaj is playing and I try to loosen her up as I grind against her, she starts to look more relaxed when I start kissing her neck and lips.
It helps her melt against me and forget we are being watched by anyone. My body reacts to her and I can't help myself, my hands are all over her.
"Hmm my pretty girl, you turn me on so much. I want to bury myself in you and never leave" I groaned seductively in her ear, gripping her thick hips with my greedy hand, my other wrapped around her waist. Alice moans, throwing it back grinding against me. I'm so hungry for her it's insane.
She has gotten me off by jerking me off and I have repaid the favour loads of times, but I have only given her oral sex a handful of times. I'm a giver so it turns me on anyway, not sure why I haven't let her return that favour yet.
Think I just wanted her to know that it was about love and not just sex, because her relationship with Jimin was like that, just sex. Well it was until he started to cheat.
I can't wait to see how magnificent her ass looks when I snap my hips against hers, I bet it looks perfect when it jiggles.ย I haven't told her yet but I actually love my women with more meat on their bones.
When I peeked at her juicy thighs and grabable hips when I placed the towel around her that day, I was hard. I had to leave her to dry herself or she would have seen my hard dick and it wasn't the time nor the place.
She had no idea how many times I had to rush to the bathroom to bang one out due to her bending over showing me her exquisite ass. She always missed the way my eyes would scan her body and how I would bite my lip when I imagined her underneath me. Imagining how perfect my marks would look on her fleshy thighs, how beautiful she would look covered in them. She once flashed her pink cotton panties without realising when she was wearing a dress and I almost came in my pants.
Even back in school when I accidentally saw her in the shower and the time she flashed me her perfect breasts in a dare. Everything in my spank bank memories is of her, I still have the video of our dare when we were high, where I dared her to let me film her sucking me off. Pretty sure we did everything but fuck back then, I regret not daring her to.
I can still remember how she felt when she grinded on me getting us off and how my hands squeezed her plump ass, it felt so soft and warm in my palms. Pretty sure that all of my wet dreams were about her, every single one.
I regret not being the one to take her virginity, she should have been the one to take mine too. But she is my first and only love though, no one else has ever got those words from me.
"I dare you to let me suck you off" She whispers in my ear suddenly, the very thought makes my dick jump in my trousers.
"Fuck, princess are you trying to get me hard?" I hissed into her neck, grinding my hardening dick into her ass.
"But I wanna suck you off so bad, don't you remember how my lips felt around your cock, Jungkook?" She seductively moans in my ear, she's such a damn tease.
"Fuck yes! It felt so good, baby. I still think about it and use that memory to get off. You used to let me cum in your dirty little mouth like a needy little slut. No one sucks me off like you used to, you used to suck me off like you worshipped my dick" I rasp lewdly in her ear, sucking harshly on her exposed neck.
"Please babe, I wanna suck you off, so fucking bad. Don't you want to fuck my soft wet mouth, Daddy?" The filthy whine broke me and I'm now dragging her off to the toilet with a feral need pulsing through my body.
How dare she tease me calling me Daddy! I don't give a damn if people see how hard I am for her in my trousers right now.
"Such a filthy little thing aren't you? So needy for my cock that you can't wait" I scold her, dragging her into the bathroom and locking the door, her whimpers sound so pretty.ย 
"Kneel" I growl lustfully at her, I feel like I want to ruin her and I'm not sure if she will like that harsher side of me. She doesn't hesitate as she gets on her knees making me roughly groan.
"Look at you, my pretty girl. So good for me, that's it pretty baby. Get my cock out" I coo at her, running my hand through her hair as she unbuckles my belt, her hands are trembling with need as she starts to unzip me.
"That's right, take it out, princess" My eyes stare at her, devouring everything so I don't miss one second of it.
"Oh hmm shit, I dare you to let me film youโ€ I hiss as her small hand wraps around my length, god I look so big in her hand. Alice looks up to me with dazed eyes nodding, her bottom lip trapped by her teeth.
"Words baby" I remind her and she replies with a simple yes, her mischievous eyes glinting.
"Good girl, god I love you so much" Groaning in excitement I get my phone out and start to film her, she looks so delicious knelt there gripping my cock.
"Spit on it baby, yeah just like that" She looks so dirty as she spits on my tip and distributes it sliding the wetness down my hardened length, then repeats it. I grip her hair tighter with a cuss on my lips as soon as she licks across my slit covering her tongue in my precum.
Then she gets further down going to my balls looking so damn exquisite. Licking from my taint, up my balls and right up my length makes my cock pulse with need. Groaning out her name with a gravelly tone, I try to concentrate on filming her, telling her to look up at the camera.
My pretty baby's mouth sexily wraps around my tip and she swirls her tongue around me humming, it looks so perfectly lewd through the screen. Damn, she feels so good that I can't remember any other blow job with other women feeling this amazing.
Only my times with her felt this erotic, I just thought it was because I was new to having my dick sucked back then. Clearly my princess is talented with her perfect little mouth.
"Fuck yeah, hmmm you look so pretty with my cock in your mouth, princess. Feels so damn good, ahhh yes" I slur out feeling so entranced by how she feels, how she looks and damn, how she sounds.
The slurping as she bobs her head and sucks me harder every time she comes back up is debauched. And the line of spit spilling down her chin onto me and then onto her hand is absolutely sinful.
"So messy, such a filthy girl for me" I murmur gripping her hair harder, I can't fucking help myself when I thrust my hips in ecstasy. The lewd gag makes me throb as her throat closes around my tip.
"Fuck, sorry baby. You feel too good" I groan with desire and she removes her hand and places a hand over mine, the one I currently have gripped into her hair.
"Shit, you sure? You want me to fuck your needy throat, deep throating Daddy like a good girl?" I rasp in a ravenous tone at her and she hums nodding.
"Okay princess, tap my leg of it's too much. Gonna fuck your pretty mouthโ€ I tell her with a vulgar moan, she hums again.
She braces her hands on my thighs and lets me take over, the whine that sounds out has me thrusting immediately. I'm still trying to concentrate on filming her, I have to get this on film, she looks so fucking amazing.
Shit, all the dirty sloppy noises have me close already and her moans vibrating on my length are all contributing.
"Such a needy little slut for my cock, you sound so filthy, moaning like a little cock hungry girl for me" I lewdly growl thrusting harder, the slurping and the drooling is fucking obscene.
"Hmmm shit, I'm close pretty baby" I pant loudly, grunting as my tip starts to tingle, vibrating through my torso and down my legs.
"Fuck! Face or mouth baby? Touch your face if you want that" I abruptly rasp at her, when she doesn't I fall immediately with a loud whine.
"Open up" My length hardens, before the pulse comes right after, I pull back and pull out, Alice pokes her tongue out.
Pumping myself all over her lips and tongue looks so damn sinful and I can't believe I caught it on camera.
"Ahh fuck sweetheart, you look so perfect like that. That's it take my cum, princess" I pant stroking myself until I'm empty, I can't help rubbing my tip around her lips with a filthy low moan.
"Lick your lips baby, yes so fucking greedy lick it up. My dirty girl, I love you so much" I husk at her, devouring the sin with a feral intensity, not wanting to miss anything.
Scooping everything spilled from mouth onto her chin and lips, I pop my finger in her mouth telling her to suck, cussing when she does.
"Good girl, such a good girl" I coo at her as I smooth her hair trying to soothe the burn on her scalp. She grins at me and I finally end the video on my phone. Pulling her up I kiss her with a burning passion moaning in her mouth. When we part we are breathless.
"You looked so sexy on camera baby, thank you for letting me film you" I grin mischievously at her, leaving gentle pecks on her face.
"I dare you to edge me all night until we go home, keep teasing me" Alice gives me a wicked grin making me chuckle, this is the Alice I remember and it's been so long since I saw her mischievous side.
"Yeah? Oh I'll take that dare, starting now" I smirk down at her walking her into the wall and getting on my knees. I'm gonna tease her over her panties for a little while, starting with gentle rubs.
"Spread your legs a little princess and watch me, baby" I husk at her looking up at her with a smug look, the desire is clear in her eyes.
Rubbing my fingers slowly over her panties I can tell how wet she is and I can feel her delicious plump mound and folds.
"Your panties are soaked baby, did sucking my dick turn you on?" Smirking smugly at the look on her face and how her lips now parted as she watches me with her head slowly nodding.
"Yes, I loved it. You look so hot right now, Jungkook" Alice eagerly moans, staring down at me biting her lip as I press a little harder against her clit now.
Pressing against her wet panties I tease her with my fingers running them along the edge of them. Letting her think I'm gonna pull the panties to the side as I pluck the edges with my fingers making her whine.
"Tsk! So needy and impatient, sweetheart" I tut with a smirk and start sucking and licking at the soft doughy flesh of her inner thighs. A low wanton moan falls out of her mouth as her lips part, I feel her pulse against my fingers as they rub against her drenched panties.
The whimper I receive because of how badly I'm teasing her sounds so sweet to my ears. I'm getting so close to her clit but diverting away as soon as her breathing gets faster.
The pout on her plump lips and the long whine she makes, makes me chuckle. Being an impatient brat she rolls her hips by my face whining again.
"Such a little brat! Tsk, bad girl" I scolded her, giving her a slap to her clothed pussy, she jolted cussing.
"But Daddy! You are teasing me" She whines needily again trying to rub her pussy against my face. Sheโ€™s such a brat teasing me and calling me that.
I bite one of her lips with a feral growl and pull her panties down enough to suck a harsh mark on her plump mound.
"Ahhh fuck! Jungkook!" She cries out with a loud lamented moan. I'm pulling her panties up immediately and she quietly whimpers out a no.
"Such a needy girl, so desperate for my tongue that you can't be a good girl" I scolded her sternly but I put her out of misery by firmly licking a long stripe up her clothed folds.
Repeating it for about a minute until I try to move away and Alice grabs my hair trying to keep me there.
"Such a dirty little girl, with a needy little pussy. Dripping all over your panties like a filthy little slut. Tsk, how will I edge such a bratty baby?" Chuckling at her, I finally pull the panties to the side and clean up the filthy mess she has made.
"Yes, ahhh like that, Jungkook" She moans out hungrily gripping my hair, her whines have gotten louder and her pussy starts fluttering against my tongue.
"Tsk! No cumming for you, baby! You know what this is, I'm going to have you so desperate you are sobbingโ€ I give her a wicked grin as I stand up smashing my lips on hers.
She pulls me closer, putting her hand on the back of my neck. We both jolt when someone tries opening the door and starts banging on the door.
"HURRY! I need to use the toilet!" A woman shouts banging louder making us giggle at each other.
I quickly sort Alice out, pulling her dress down and smoothing her hair down. She runs her finger on my lip and chin.
"Time to leave I think, Princess" I grin with a smugness at her flushed appearance, walking to the door and opening it slightly.
And as soon as I opened it I saw my ex Eunji who was the one who chucked the photo of Alice and I. I was so pissed when she damaged it.
She hated my relationship with Alice and was extremely jealous.
"Oh hey Jungkook, do you wanna talk? We could just mess. . ." She smiles looking happy but pauses when I open the door more and she sees Alice and then I see the cogs turning in her head at her flushed face.
I know she's thinking what I think she's thinking about and to be honest I don't give a damn what she thinks.
"Oh. . . Hi Alice. So can we talk after you're done Kookie?" She tries to give her a smile but it is fake and she is distracted by Alice standing there.
"Umm, about what?" I frown looking down at her, because we ended a year ago on bad terms and I would never have gotten back with her.
Even if I wasn't with Alice. We only lasted about four months max.
"I wanted to talk about us, I'm sorry about what happened between us and I worked on my jealousy. I'm sorry I broke your childhood picture and I know that you two are just best friends. I shouldn't have acted like that" Eunji sighs in defeat, looking down at her fingers.
"Well thank you I suppose, although it's been a while Eunji. Is that all you wanted to say? Because Alice and I have to go to rejoin the party, we have some serious celebrating to do" I reply dismissively, holding my hand out to Alice who takes it with a huge smile.
Eunji clearly thinks that I meant us celebrating our graduation only, we are but we are celebrating our engagement too.
"No! I. . . I want you to give us another chance, I loved you, well I still love you and I'm sorry for all the times I destroyed your property or deleted Alice's messages. The rumour that I started about her trying to steal you and everything else. I worked on that and I hope you'll give me another chance Jungkookie" She tells me with a hopeful look.
I'm totally uninterested and just want to enjoy the night with my princess.
"Oh well this is awkward!" I chuckle, making Alice giggle too.
"Why is it so awkward?" She frowns in confusion tilting her head.
"Well. . . Let me reintroduce my best friend, you clearly didn't get the memo. When did you arrive tonight? You must have missed the fight Jimin and I had at uni too, ha ha. You used to really be into gossip too. Anyway, meet my princess, my fiancรฉe, Alice. I proposed at the graduation ceremony, I'm guessing you didn't see my speech?" I say squeezing my hand against Alice's who squeezes it back and presses into my side.
"Your fiancรฉe? So I was fucking right to be jealous about you two? It wasn't just crazy thoughts in my head?" She suddenly scowls, looking like a million thoughts of the past are flying through her head.
Her eyes glare at Alice so I pull Alice to my chest feeling protective.
"Well yes, she's the only woman I've ever loved, Eunji. I think it was pretty damn obvious, the pictures everywhere in my apartment and everything catered to Alice in my place too. A few of my tattoos are dedicated to her too, this little silhouette of holding hands on my wrist is obviously us holding hands as kids. This is her birth flower, this saying is about her. This A on my finger is for her too, the two gaming characters holding hands, were our characters we played as kids on our favourite game. I could keep on going but you realise I never said I loved you right or gave you a pet name? And I would drop everything for Alice at a moment's notice no matter what we were doing. Okay, I'm sorry that I was selfish and used you to forget about Alice, along with other women but it always felt so damn wrong, never right. We both finally confessed to each other, I guess you were right when you said that Alice clearly loved me, guess I should have listened to you ages ago"
I comment, shrugging my shoulders at her like I don't really care about what she thinks. I know it's cold of me, but I need to shut this down and quickly.
"Wow! And here I was thinking I was too jealous and paranoid in our relationship! But all of my worries and thoughts were right, I guess I should have realised that when you finished with me over a stupid fucking picture" Eunji sneers at us looking pissed.
"That was not just any picture, Eunji, that was the day we first met as little six year olds. You could tell as soon as we met that we had something special. I kinda wish I could go back and tell myself that Alice would become my princess for real" I sigh looking down at Alice, squeezing her hand again.
"As much as we would love to catch up, as he said earlier we have some celebrating to do. We are celebrating our engagement. As nice as it is to see you, we have a party to rejoin. Goodbye Eunji and I hope you find someone who loves you backโ€ Alice politely adds, pulling me to move past her.
"You're both assholes, do you know that? You treated your girlfriends like shit Jungkook! And no wonder Jimin cheated. I fucked him too just to feel better about myself and to get back at you, Alice!" Eunji blurts out suddenly and we both look back at her replying "goodnight" before we walk off.
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That was fun. . . not!
Although I expected this to happen at some point, it was inevitable. I knew at least one of his ex's would feel some type of way about us now being together.
Her confessing about Jimin had no effect on me, I knew he messed about with almost the entire campus, that news isn't new to me and it can't hurt me anymore.
Jungkook drags me to the dancefloor again and starts immediately teasing me. Summer by Paul Blanco is playing and we are just having fun kissing and grinding against each.
Of course he keeps kissing at my sensitive spot on my neck and covertly whispering filth in my ear to keep up the teasing on my edging.
Then he also started sneaking his hand up my dress a few times and groaning about how wet I am. When I asked him to edge me, he took the damn assignment seriously. The way he keeps kissing me too, like he missed me and has not kissed me in months.
Eunji is glaring holes into us and we don't give a fuck, it's all good. Well it was, until I heard Jungkook cuss in my ear sounding angry.
I start looking around wondering why he sounds so angry all of a sudden until he literally picks me up, making me straddle him whilst he kisses the hell out of me.
When we get into a covert place he slams me against the wall grinding up against me with a feral growl.
Jungkook is definitely tipsy from the drink because he doesn't care when someone chuckles as they walk past. His hand is on my slick panties rubbing up against my clit as he swallows any moans.
"Ahh Jungkook! Hmm close" I warn him with a loud moan and he removes his hand immediately, kissing me harder than before and moving his hand around to my ass.
"Shit, I want you so bad, sweetheart. I can't wait until we get home later, I'm gonna make you cum so hard, pretty baby. I want to feel you wrapped around me after desperately lusting you for so long" He groans hungrily in my neck, licking and sucking at my collarbone area.
"Fuck! Let's get back to the party before I drag you to a room and devour you" He rasps against my lips before kissing me one last time.
As soon as we walked over to the others with a new drink sitting down, I finally realised why Jungkook was so annoyed.
Jimin is there grinding on some woman who isn't his fiancรฉe, kissing her neck too and either that woman doesn't know about Candice or she doesn't care.
I'm pissed off on behalf of Candice, she clearly didn't deserve this and was fooled by Jimin like everyone else was.
Me included. I sneakily take a picture and a little video.
"What a piece of shit! Candice is about to give birth" Taehyung growls in annoyance and I nod with a look of distaste on my face.
"This is what we would see all the time when he was with you, women all over him at parties and clubs" Jungkook tells me, rubbing my thigh in a sensual way as I sit on his lap.
"This was the scene at every single party though, it was prolific! I gave up punching him or saying anything after a while. Where the hell is Joon? Can we get him to kick his ass out? He's a damn gatecrasher as Joon wouldn't have invited him!" Yoongi scoffs in disgust, watching Jimin who has the cheek to smirk at him.
"Joon is getting it on with Haerin, don't know how long they are gonna be" Taehyung replies with a shoulder shrug.
"Can't we just kick his ass out? We know Joon doesn't want him here" Jungkook sneers, glaring at Jimin.
Jungkook snaps because of Jimin winking at me and pulls me around so quickly so I'm straddling him instead, making sure I'm not facing Jimin anymore.
His lips are on mine just as quickly, I lean in putting my arms around his neck, folding my fingers through his hair.
Jungkook groans lewdly into the kiss, giving me a subtle thrust, making me press harder against his lips, speeding up the kiss.
This time I give a subtle thrust making him throb underneath me, my dress is flared out on his lap and my wet panties are against his trousers.
"Fuck, do you wanna go home now, my pretty princess? I'm gonna make you feel good all night long. I can feel your hot wet pussy through my trousers" Jungkook murmurs sinfully into my ear, his tongue leaving open mouthed kisses on my neck.
I can imagine him smirking or glaring at Jimin as he does it and I internally grin.
His large hands firmly grab my ass cheeks with a loud hum, he is covertly pulling on my hips with every squeeze.
"Hmm, yes Jungkook. I want to feel you so much. Love you so much my bun" He chuckles at the use of my old nickname for him, he made me stop using it when he was about ten saying he was too old for it now.
"Okay, I'm gonna order a taxi for us, my beautiful baby" He smiles while getting out his phone to order a taxi on the app.
"Okay Kookie, it is gone twelve after all, we've been here for hours" I giggle at him as he clicks a selfie of me on his lap with my head in his neck and also one of me looking at the camera with a smile.
Then he takes one of us kissing and another of our faces plastered together.
I see him posting one on his social media saying 'Celebrating! Graduation and Engagement! ๐Ÿฅณ๐Ÿ‘ฉ๐Ÿปโ€โค๏ธโ€๐Ÿ‘จ๐Ÿป๐Ÿ’๐Ÿพ @PrincessAlice #loveofmylife #graduated #engaged #celebrationtime #soulmate'
I giggle at his captions kissing his cheek.
He shows me that the taxi is going to be about 20 minutes, it must be busy tonight with people partying in and around the campus area.
We had totally forgotten about Jimin at this point, where we were so eagerly into each other.
"You two were definitely fucking! You are engaged already" I hear someone scoff in anger from behind me and know it's Jimin right away from all our friend's disgusted looks.
"Fuck off, Jimin!" Yoongi sneers with narrowed eyes, he's leant forward looking ready to intervene.
"What are you even doing at Joon's party, Jimin? You aren't welcome here" Taehyung scoffs at him.
"Wow! Thought we were friends, Taehyung?" Jimin sniggers at him with a vile smirk.
"No we aren't, I only put up with you because of Alice. And I didn't find your comments to my best friend funny either, you knew he loved Alice and you had a good idea that it was reciprocated!" He replies, sneering, folding his arms in defiance.
"Yeah it was pretty creepy how much of a simp he was for Alice when she'd call him after I'd been a bad boy. But that didn't stop him from fucking all those hoes at clubs though, he gave me a run for my money, ha ha! Pretty hypocritical to say I'm a heartless fuckboy, considering he claimed to love her but did that in front of her making her cry" Jimin smirks wickedly, seeing my frown.
"Just go Jimin or I'm about to throw hands with you! Have I not punched you enough over the years, asshole?" Yoongi growls looking murderous.
Jungkook's hands are clenched gripping my skirt, his knuckles are white.
Jimin notices how angry he is, a sinister grin plastered to his face and he pushes it further.
"Oh and I saw her do that a few times! Yes it was obvious, but for some reason you were so clueless, Jungkookie. All it took was a few little lies from me and you'd jump straight into some little whores arms and it would make her believe all the more that you didn't love her like that. Worked for a while to keep you both apart too, until I stupidly got that bitch Candice pregnant" Jimin mockingly laughs trying to goad Jungkook.
"You piece of shit!" Jungkook rages at him with eyes almost black with anger, I can tell he wants to kick his ass.
"Didn't take a lot really, to make you keep hurting your best friend who you claimed to love. Oh poor little Alice's face every time it happened was glorious, her heart broke a little more each time until it was almost shattered beyond repair by you. The longer I stopped you two getting together the more I enjoyed it. I loved breaking the pair of you!" Jimin starts maliciously laughing his ass off now and he ends up provoking Yoongi who is up out of his seat throwing a punch at him before I can react to slap him.
"You fucking asshole! Get the fuck out!โ€Yoongi glowered, looking furious, grabbing him by his collar and dragging him to the door. He laughs at Yoongi, who chucks him out and slams the door.
Jungkook looks really upset as he grips my dress with his white knuckles.
"Kookie, look at me. We've talked this through already, remember? This is not going to hurt us anymore. Jimin is not going to come between us anymore, is he? Because we are stronger than that, we have gone through ups and downs for sixteen years and guess what? It's still us, here for each other and we are gonna still be here with each other in another sixteen!โ€ I reassured him with my hands cupping his face, trying to soothe his anger.
Jungkook looks at me with a painful hurt look in his eyes and I'm so mad that Jimin just ruined our night. We were having fun too and he just couldn't stand not angering everyone.
"Alice" Jungkook says in a very detached voice, like he's thinking about what he did.
"Jungkook, don't you even think about it! To hell with Jimin!" I angrily sneer at him looking pissed, making his eyes snap to mine.
"But Alice I hurt you so bad and I let Jimin mess with me and hurt you even more. I played his stupid game without even realising it, I was so damn angry every time. And I feel sullied like I'm tainted and I can't get rid of the icky feeling that I let all those women touch me in anger" Jungkook frowns, looking angry at himself, like he is disgusted by his actions.
"Jungkook please stop, you know I love you right? I have always loved you and even if you hurt me with your actions, you would still repair it when you came to look after me too. Every cuddle and all the times you picked me up off the floor and cared for me. I still had you there for me and even though you hurt me, you never left me either. I think if you would have left, only then would I have shattered into pieces, Jungkook. So please stop it and let's forget about Jimin, this is the last time I'm ever gonna mention him" I peck his face gently a few times and slowly his arms cage me in.
"Okay Alice, we will never mention him again. He doesn't exist, who's Jimin?" He replies with a small smile.
"Never heard of him, Jimin? Did he go to our university?" A small grin appears on his face as I continue the game.
"Hmm he may have gone to our Uni, I don't really remember him" Jungkook says, shrugging with a smirk.
"Me neither, but I think I heard he has a pregnant fiancรฉe. I feel so sorry for her that I just had to send her friend a picture of her best friend's cheating fiancรฉ. Couldn't not help out a fellow woman now, could I?" I give him a wicked grin making him chuckle at me.
"No, that would be terrible! We must expose cheaters who do that to their pregnant fiancรฉe's, what's his name is really gonna have a shitty day tomorrow" He sniggers at me with a huge grin.
"Told Mandy that it's gonna get worse for he who shall not be named, she told me to do it with a smirking devil emoji" I giggle at him as I tell him.
Jungkook's grin has grown now to look gleeful and Taehyung and Yoongi start laughing.
"Oh I hope tomorrow is shit for what's his name" Jungkook replies with amused laughter.
I picked up my phone and typed out a message with a voice note telling them all it was Park Jimin and to swerve him and his cheating ass.
Added the I don't fuck with you song before and after the sound file, with a little bit of text saying his name and to avoid him at all costs, added the footage of him with the woman saying he has a pregnant fiancรฉe too. That he has given others STD's too.
"Oh I'd say, I just posted the voice recording to all my social media of his vile behaviour and told everyone who it was and to swerve him. Told them he was the most toxic man I'd ever known. I even put hashtag cheater, toxic ex, gaslighter, then toxic incel, and all sorts of great stuff. Oh and I named him"
I get a shit eating grin from Kookie, as my little video on TikTok starts getting comments, then my twitter X account.
"Opps it's blowing up, it's on 1474 likes already! Oh Mandy just liked it and commented that it's all true, that he's a serial cheater who gave his pregnant fiancee an std. Let's see how many women he gets now" I start laughing my ass off and the others join in.
"I may just show people his gaslighting messages to me, just to hit home how vile he really is. I might even make it a series" Cue evil smile as I can't help myself from laughing out a wicked laugh.
"That's my girl! That's the Alice I know" Jungkook chuckles at me pecking my lips and cheeks a few times.
"Maybe he's gonna find out how savage I can really be. I have messages of him missing my birthdays and Christmas, all sorts of things. How does the hashtag "worst ex ever" sound?" I giggle making Taehyung laugh and Yoongi lean over to give me a high five.
"That's more like it sweetie ! I just commented that he's a serial liar and cheater and that he gave my friend an STD too" Taehyung grins mischievously and shows me another girl's comment.
'Ugh I had a one night stand with him and another girl came over and slapped him whilst I was leaving with him. Stupid me was too drunk to believe her as he said she was a sour ex! She said he was her friend's boyfriend and I found out it was true when I saw him holding a girl's hand at our university! ๐Ÿ˜’ The man is prolific as I saw him with the same friend kissing her in a club a few weeks later, so he cheated with his girlfriends friend too! ๐Ÿ˜ฌ'
Oh she is referencing either Sharmin or Denise! Hmm amusing.
"See what a dirtbag! Ugh I expect it was Denise or Sharmin" Yoongi scoffs in disgust, narrowing his eyes.
"Oh our taxi is five minutes away" Jungkook suddenly tells me.
The others are sad we are leaving but are understanding that we've had enough drama already.
Especially when we say that we had a run in with Eunji earlier too, Taehyung tells us that she asked where Jungkook was earlier.
Jungkook tells him that she was trying to get back with him and was angry to find us engaged, slagging us off for finally getting together, saying she was right to be jealous. And that she claimed to have cheated with Jimin, Taehyung scoffs saying of course she did.
"Let's go then, princess" Jungkook murmurs in my ear and I nod getting off his lap and give a hug to Tae and Yoongi and tell them to tell Joon that we said bye and we had fun.
As soon as we walk outside the cool air sobers me a little and I smell the air feeling calmer.
Jungkook grabs my hand and folds his fingers in mine, I squeeze his hand grinning up at him puckering my lips wanting a kiss. He chuckles, leaning in to give me a long chaste kiss.
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As we stand by a wall waiting for the taxi Jungkook decides to tease me again and rubs me through my destroyed soaked lace panties whilst he tongues at my sensitive area on my neck.
As soon as he hears a car he pulls away making me whine, Jungkook evilly smirks at my clear frustration.
"Kookie! I'm so damn horny!" I pout petulantly, he chuckles telling me I asked for this, remember.
Huffing I nod and we get into the taxi, he caresses my inner thigh the whole time, getting close to my core then moving away again.
I'm actually vibrating with a feral need as we get to our apartment. I'm probably gonna cum immediately if he puts a tongue or finger anywhere near me. I can't wait to rip off his clothes, I'm so turned on right now that my body is ravenous for him.
As soon as we open the front door he slams it, pushing me up against the wall lifting me up. I straddle him hugging around his neck as he starts grinding his dick against my panties. We are savagely kissing and groping at each other.
My fingers fumble with his shirt frantically undoing the buttons and pulling it off his shoulders, he manages to get it to fall to the floor. My hands are immediately wrapped back around his neck fisting at his hair, making him groan at the harsh tugs.
The loud moans falling out of my lips sound so needy and desperate as he hardens against me grinding roughly. His perfect lips are sucking and biting on my neck, making me tilt my head with a whimper.
Jungkook groans hungrily into my neck and his suck gets harsher making me grip more tightly onto his hair. I start grinding my pussy over his bulge in his trousers, panting and chasing my high.
He can tell I'm close so he stops the grind pulling me away from the wall, when I whine in utter frustration and try to grind again, he spanks my ass.
"Don't be a brat baby, I'm taking you to the bedroom" He sternly tells me, making me pout like a child into his neck with a noise of protest.
"You are so hot when you go all dominant on me, I like itโ€ I whine into his neck sucking softly on his skin, tonguing the area.
"Yeah, you like that, do you princess?" He chuckles as he opens the bedroom door carrying me to the room.
Placing me on my feet he chucks his trousers off leaving him in his boxers.
"Let's get these clothes off, babyโ€ He sexily smirks, pulling my dress off, revealing my lingerie.
A flash of embarrassment goes through me but Jungkook notices immediately and picks me up in my lace bra and matching panties.
My face must be bright red and I'm sure my face showed some discomfort too.
"My baby is sooo fucking sexy, god. . I love these curves, they feel so heavenly and perfect under my hands. Did I ever confess to you that I like my women curvy and with some serious junk in the trunk? Small women with curvy bodies make me go crazy, I love bbw's. It turns me on so much when women have a big booty and something for me to grab. An ass to smack, it's gonna sound so good when I'm fucking you from behind. I love digging my fingers into your chubby little stomach and when I spoon you hugging you, it feels so nice" His eyes are totally dilated in hunger as his hands grab my thighs, my breasts, my ass, my stomach and my hips.
"This is why all my girlfriends or hookups were always someone I wasn't that excited about, I never wanted to get tat into them or to ever love anyone else as I was already in love with another. They were mediocre fucks and that was about it. So I would pick people who were the complete opposite from you, people that were fine but wouldn't give me a hard on the second they bend over. Do you know I once almost came in my boxers when you bent over to get something from under the sofa and I saw your magnificent ass in some pink panties. Every single time I got a glimpse of your juicy thighs, your perfect voluptuous breasts and your gorgeous ass it would make me go crazy. When I put you in the bath that time I was rock hard, I had to leave or you would have noticed"
The way he talks is like he is in awe of me, with breathy groans as he digs his fingers in my chest and stomach. I must be looking sceptical because he adds more.
"If you don't believe me I will show you my porn history! Although I still have the videos of us and the infamous blow job video, I jerk off to that a lot. But I have a new one now and I know you look fucking amazing in it. I want one of your ass jiggling as I thrust into you, so good. I want to cum all over your perfect ass sweetheart. I love you and no one has ever turned me on like you, not even close" Jungkook growls in a depraved manner, biting into my stomach flesh and sucking on it, his hands haven't stopped squeezing and grabbing this whole time.
My whole body is on fire from his words and actions.
"I love you being chubby so much, I absolutely adore your amazing body and I imagined fucking through your perfect juicy thighs the other day as I tossed off to thoughts of you. I'm not ashamed to admit that chubby small girls do it for me. You were always curvy with those perfect plump cheeks and have always really turned me on. But as you put on weight I had a constant hard cock every single time I had your beautiful body against mine" Jungkook praised me with zero shame on his face as he sucked at my thighs with a feral sounding groan.
I'm totally shook as his hands work over my body like he wants to permanently dig his fingers into my fat.
His hands start playing with my lace panties, sliding his fingers under the waist and grabbing my flesh.
"Is this okay? Fuck, please let me. I want to see you properly and not hidden under blankets or skirts. I just know it's gonna look so exquisite, I have felt your chubby little pussy under my lips and hands and I just want to bite into your flesh and suck on it my perfect girl" He whines nibbling at the skin on my pelvis and licking at it.
"Jungkook! Ahh yes, please do it. I'm so turned on, I feel so needy I want you sooo much. I have been waiting so long to have you and I feel feral, I can't wait to feel your big fat cock inside me, Daddy" I moan teasing him as I squirm, he actually growls as he yanks my panties off, chucking them somewhere. Immediately spreading my legs with a long deep moan because of what he sees.
"Fucking hell! I knew it, it's absolute perfection. Look at your beautiful little chubby cunt, sooo good. And your little clit is so cute, hmm I just want to dig my teeth into your perfect plump little mound. I'm so fucking hard my pretty little angel, so turned on. I want to bury myself in you and never leave, wrapping my body around yours, my beautiful baby" Jungkook rasps looking up at me with eyes that almost look demonic where they are so dilated and dark, like onyx.
He glares up at me and spits all over my clit, rubbing it around, then repeating it with a moan. Jungkook pokes his tongue out really slowly, teasing me long enough to incite an impatient whine.
His tongue swipes through my folds, ass to mound really slowly making me buck my hips up with a loud drawn out moan. Jungkook repeats it, groaning, digging his fingers into my shaking thighs. I'm already close, where I've been edged for hours.
His whole mouth closes around my mound licking and sucking it, his teeth digging in softly. This turns me on, making me cry out in desperation, watching him with my needy pulsing clit threatening me withย an otherworldly orgasm.
"Oh my fucking god! Jungkook I'm so close already, baby you. . . you turn me on so much. Please let me cum" I moan out in desperation, trying to keep my eyes on his, but it's hard to not cum from his intense eye contact alone.
As if to answer my prayers he darts his tongue out whilst still attached to my mound catching my clit with his tongue. Then he does it again, pressing it harder as his mouth moves down, sucking it in and assaulting it with his tongue.
Two fingers press in me making me arch and I officially snap wailing and rutting against his greedy mouth. I hear a growled out fuck as he starts sloppily lapping at me with a whine, his fingers still pressing into me.
I'm twitching from overstimulation and whining as he slows his fingers down pressing kisses against my sensitive clit, humming as he does.
His eyes are staring into mine with amusement, his chin, neck and mouth are all wet with my juices. Jungkook gently pulls his fingers out placing them in his mouth with a whiny groan.
A muffled fuck sounds out from him as I lay there feeling like I just descended into the sixth dimension. And I don't think I'm leaving anytime soon either.
"Damn princess, you just squirted all over my face, I'm so fucking hard right now" He smirks smugly at me leaning over to kiss me, covering my mouth in my release as he presses his to mine.
I can taste myself as he probes my mouth with his needy tongue, the kiss gets more passionate and needy as it goes as he fists my hair with a moan. His hard length is pressing against my thigh as he grinds it into me with a moan. Kneeling up he looks so sinful, I notice there is a dark wet patch on his black Calvin's and a huge tent poking out.
"Fuck me, Jungkook, I need it" I indecently moan, staring at him greedily and admiring how damn beautiful he is, his messy black hair, his piercing's, his pretty doe eyes, his tattoos, his broad shoulders with a tiny waist and his perfect abs, all beautiful. He smirks at me caressing my thighs.
"Yeah, you want my cock, baby?" Jungkook rasps at me, with a teasing expression on his face.
"Hell yes, please! I can't wait anymore, Jungkookโ€ I whine, pouting at his teasing, making him chuckle and start pulling his boxers off.
His tattooed hand grips his veiny length and tugs lazily at it as his eyes roam over my body, his red tip glistening with precum in the led lights. Pointing it down he starts teasing me by rubbing it on and around my folds, which then turns into him just rutting through my folds, right through my lips with a shameless moan.
"God, let me film this please. Please princess, I just need a little video of my cock grinding through your plump little lips. It looks sooo perfect" Jungkook groans, sounding perverse as he carries on whilst staring down at my pussy like he has a fixation.
"Jungkook, ahhh just do it! Hurry, I'm so horny and needy for you" I pant breathlessly as his tip rubs past my clit, bumping on it repeatedly, he leans down grabbing his phone out of his trouser pocket and starts repeating the actions pointing his phone down as he does.
"I'm gonna jerk off to this so much, shit it looks so good. My pretty little pussy" He slurs out sounding drunk, rutting against me. He carries on for about another minute until I'm whining, lifting my hips and almost sobbing from pure need.
"Okay princess, shhh don't get upset. I'm going to make you feel so good now" Jungkook coos soothing me and turns his phone off, placing it on the bed. He spreads my legs and scoots up getting as near as possible.
"Ready sweetheart?" He asks, gripping his dick guiding it to my desperate folds and rubbing it to collect some juices before placing it at my entrance.
"Hmm, yes! Please put it in" I moan out feeling ravenous at this point.
As soon as he presses the tip into me with a grunt, I twist and spasm feeling so turned on, making him grab onto my thighs to keep me in place. He feels magnificent as he slowly fills me up with a groan, his eyes dilated and his mouth parted as he watches himself disappear into my willing pussy.
I gasp feeling blissful as he fills me to the brim, he feels so perfect as we join together with him trying to bottom out. He's going to have to push past my limits as soon as I've adjusted, I'm definitely gonna be sore tomorrow.
"Fuck yes, you feel like you were made for my cock, princess" He hisses as his length just pulses in me as he keeps still, making me squeeze him in response.
"Hmm you feel so good wrapped around me. Shit, I might just cum without moving, you feel heavenly and I've waited so damn long for this" Jungkook sensually rasps staring into my eyes with devotion and he greedily palms my thighs and hips, his hands roaming everywhere.ย 
"Please move, Jungkook. Baby please" I pant rolling my hips against him, moaning out and biting my lip as I devour him with my greedy eyes.
His sexy abs tense as I clench on him and grind against his hips, his tattooed hands squeeze me with a harsh hiss. Hmm he is absolute perfection.
"Shh baby, I got you, sweetheart" He cooed at me, comforting me and giving me an intense smouldering look.
He pulls out of me really slowly with a groan before snapping his hips back at me making me cry out and grip the sheets. Then he repeats it looking down as he slowly pulls out and then he looks up at my face when he thrusts into me bottoming out with a deep moan.
"Ahhh fuck! Oh damn. . b-big Jungkook, you feel so. . ahh perfect. Hmm yes" I whimper as he starts thrusting into me at a steady pace, cursing as his fingers dig into me. Every glide hits me perfectly, the angle he is in is slapping against my clit and thrusting against my g spot.
"Princess, you feel sooo fucking good. I've wanted you for so long. . so damn long. Pussy feels so exquisite wrapped around me" He pants picking up pace, all I can do is moan and wail as he's railing me with his huge cock.
"J-Jungkook, ahhh fuck" I cry out wantonly as he pulls one of my legs onto his shoulder, spearing into me with a long deep groan. His thumb presses into my clit making me squeeze him immediately, throwing my head back writhing.
"Come on sweetheart, drench my cock" He rasps sinfully as the loud slaps sound out into our bedroom.
His filthy words turn me on and I flutter around him whining, I'm so close. Not thirty seconds later I'm cumming and crying out as I try to squeeze my thighs together grinding against him, his thrusts don't stop, making me whimper pitifully.
"Good girl, covering me in your divine juices. That's it baby, I love you so much" Jungkook soothes gently, running his hand up my waist and massaging my breast as his pumps slow down as I ride out my orgasm.
His perfect mouth leaves sloppy kisses on my ankle, his divine tongue flattening against my skin with a groan. Suddenly he pulls out, manhandling me and placing me on my stomach, yanking my ass up and separating my thighs to get in between them.
"Oh god yes, I was right! Your juicy ass looks so damn magnificent bent over like this" He whines out in excitement, greedily grabbing my cheeks and pulling them apart, I hear him spit down between my cheeks with a muttered out cuss.
A sudden rough slap makes me cry out and squirm, he chuckles at me realising I liked it so he repeats it on the other cheek. I yelp when teeth harshly dig into my cheek, Jungkook animalistically growls against my skin making my pussy clench and I can't stop my body twisting in a strong squirm tensing my whole body.
"You like that, huh princess?" He groans against my skin, licking a soothing stripe across the bite on my skin, before sucking a harsh mark on my right buttock.
More spit lands between my butt landing on my puckered hole, a small moan falls out of my mouth as Jungkook literally worships my ass like it's precious. Hands and his mouth are on me like he's starving and can't help himself.
Another load of spit lands on my hole and I jump when a tongue swipes from my mound to my ass, oh shit this is new but so good.
A long loud ahhh bursts out of my mouth making Jungkook moan and probe at my hole with his tongue, his hands pulling my cheeks apart as far as they will go. It feels like he's actually making out with my asshole and really enjoying it too.
His tongue is lapping at it with a whiny groan, I squeak when his rough tongue penetrates it, pressing it in as far as he can go, his face squashed against my cheeks moaning out in a vulgar way.
Jungkook wriggles his face as he presses in a gentle rhythm, I feel one of his hands come around my thigh and underneath my stomach. He caresses my folds and starts firmly rubbing at them. This dual feeling is making me feel almost too much, he's so good at it too.
"Oh my god, ahhh that feels so fucking good! Sooo good, yes!" I give him a slutty sounding moan, I sound so desperate and needy.
Jungkook reacts by caressing my clit faster with a loud hum. It doesn't take me long to start grinding my ass against his face and whining at him with a sob, I fall spectacularly sounding like some fucking porn star as I writhe like some whore against his mouth, riding out my orgasm loudly.
I'm panting as I come down from an intense orgasm as he just keeps his hand against my folds pressing.
Jungkook suddenly kneels up abruptly slapping my ass and thrusting into my pussy with a growled out fuck yes. His thrusts are feral as he smashes his hips against my ass being really vocal.
"Damn baby, your ass jiggles so good. I'm fucking filming this, shit I have too it's too good. I want to remember it" Jungkook lewdly moans, I feel him lean over and grab his phone and moan as the light glows illuminating the bedroom. It brightens up the area as this room is only lit by the leds that frame the wall at the moment.
"Hell yes, ass is absolutely heavenly, so big and juicy. Bounces so fucking good, I love your ass, princess. Hmmm, my cock looks so big in your little cunt". Jungkook filthily praised, letting out a grunt slapping my ass cheeks again.
One of his hands is grabbing my hip as his hips smack against my ass so fast that I'm sobbing, he's pressing me into the bed and I can hear him panting.
"My pretty little baby, you look. . look so cute and tiny under. . underneath me. Hmm I love how small you look taking my dick, fuck yes!" Jungkook pants, slapping my ass again.
"I'm gonna cum all over your ass, it's gonna look so pretty" He whines just from the thought, still filming me.
He's absolutely railing me and I'm feeling like I'm going to orgasm again. My body keeps squirming as I whimper into the bed, I'm definitely going to feel this tomorrow. My thighs are shaking and I'm now squeezing him so hard that his thrusts are getting sloppy.
"Fuck, are you gonna cum again, baby? Little pussy is gripping me so hard, I'm sooo close. Shit!" Jungkook lewdly hums getting faster.
One more slap of my ass and the knot in my body snaps, I'm wailing so loud as I grind against him panting. Jungkook hisses and a long groan falls from his mouth.
"Damn! Oh yes, that's it orgasm all over my cock, so good princess"
He has now paused like he's relishing the feeling of me squeezing around him. Then he pulls out of me suddenly and I can feel him jerking off.
I feel his hot release spurting all over my cheeks and running down my butt too, his tip moving around making a mess of me as he whines, tugging at himself.
"So pretty, so fucking sexy for me, sweetheart. Good girl, so good for me. That looks so filthy, yes" Jungkook hisses rubbing his tip against my little puckered hole.
I'm panting into the sheets and twitching with extreme aftershocks still, I have truly been fucked into the sixth dimension. The light on the phone goes off so I assume he stopped filming us.
I always imagined that sex with Jungkook would feel good but this was euphoric and I kind of wish he had taken my first time as it was shitty and hurt me, where I was so tense and pushed myself into doing it. I can hear Jungkook panting and a hand is caressing the side of my hip.
"You okay, princess? I didn't actually hurt you did I?" He asks me, sounding gentle and sweet. His duality is so extreme, heโ€™s gone from stern and dominant to sweet and worrying about me. His harsh vulgar filthy mouth suddenly turns to soft and caring.
"No babe, I'm still trying to come down from my high. I think you fucked me so good that I was in outer space, Kookie" I giggle at him with my head still laying on the sheets, I bet I look a sweaty mess.
โ€œThink I was there with you, princessโ€ He chuckles at me still sounding breathless, as his hand starts to caress my back now.
"Let me get something to clean you up" He moves away humming as he gives my ass a tender squeeze, wandering off. I hear water running, then footsteps as a wet flannel starts wiping my folds then all over my ass.
"That's better, my beautiful girl" Jungkook hums as he wipes then walks off to dispose of the flannel.
Then he wanders off coming back with a bottle of water for me which I guzzle down feeling out of breath still. Jungkook then picks me up to take me to the toilet first and brings me back, placing me on the bed with a huge grin on his lips. Jungkook jumps on the bed pulling me to him and into his arms, his soft lips pressing softly against mine.
"I love you so damn much, my pretty princess" He stares at me with those doe eyes full of stars, with that beautiful bunny smile.
"I love you too Kookie, I've always loved you" I tell him, gently pressing my lips to his.
"I will be standing next to you forever, my precious Princess" Jungkook sweetly grins and I smile, caressing his cheek.
"Forever bun" I reply feeling so happy as I stare into his eyes feeling euphoric and loved. Happiness fills me as I finally feel that I'm where I was always supposed to be.
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Just a Friend (BTS Reactions || Hyung Line)
"Oh baby, you got what I need."- Biz Markie. Everyone loves a friends to lovers trope- let's see what happens when you guys finally acknowledge the elephant in the room <3
A/N: some mentions of dr*g @buse. Also Twilight slander.
Maknae line ||
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1.) Jin
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"How about this?" You turn to face yourself in the mirror, the tight black dress you'd bought earlier that day clinging to every curve on your body, "Too much?" Jin glances at you and then back down, "Looks great." His voice is noticeably flat, his face equally fallen. "Jin? What's wrong?" You ask, turning to look at him. He's silent for a moment, debating on whether or not to speak. "Did you forget we had plans tonight?" He asks. You furrow your brows, trying to remember what he's talking about. "We were gonna watch my brother's band play tonight and then hang out afterward." You slap your hand to your forehead, "Oh God. I completely forgot. I'm so sorry," You step closer to him, though he immediately recoils, "Just forget it." "Jin, come on. Don't be like that. I completely blanked- I never would've agreed to have gone out with Jimin if I'd remembered, You know that." "I said forget it." "Jin-" You reach out to grab his arm, "I get being annoyed but why are you being so cold?" You ask; he's never been this way with you. In all the years you've known each other, even in his low points, he is so gentle with you. When he looks back at you, he doesn't pull is arm out of your grasp; he just stares for a long while. "Jin, talk to me." His eyes soften, and now he looks more like the Jin you know.
"Y/n...we need to talk." "Okay," You let go of him and he straightens out his shirt, "Sit down. Please." You nod and take a seat on the edge of your bed. He goes over a few feet away and sits down on the stool that goes to your vanity. There's a long stretch of silence, as seems to be the pattern for tonight. When he finally does speak, his voice is low and steady, "I'm not sure that I can do this anymore..." "Do...what?" "This," He motions between the two of you, "I know we've been friends for a long time but I just can't..." He lets his head fall into his hands. "What? What do you mean you can't do this anymore? Because I forgot our plans this one time? I don't get why it has to be such a big deal, dude. I can just text Jimin and postpone. I don't get-" "Are you blind, Y/n?" His head shoots back up. You're dumbfounded by his question, "How is it that everyone can see it but you? How? How can you be so dense?" "See what?" You feel yourself getting more and more annoyed with his tone. "That I'm in love with you, Y/n. That's what."
Your heart feels like it stops mid-beat, and you have a difficult time processing what he's just said. "You- you what?" "You heard me," His voice is slightly hoarse, "I've loved you for years, and-" You see his eyes getting more watery, "-and if you don't feel the same way, I understand but that also means that I can't do this anymore." "Jin I- I had no idea." He laughs incredulously, "Oh really? No idea? Then tell me, Y/n- what happened at the office party this past Christmas? Hm?" You know what he's referring to, and you feel your cheeks heat up, "I don't know what you're talking about. I- I'd had a lot to drink." "I was with you all night and you had ONE vodka cranberry. You kissed me- and not like a friend. You kissed me like-" He runs his hand through his hair, and when he speaks again, his voice is soft, "like I was so much more... and then the next day, you pretended like you didn't remember. Do you know how that made me feel? But I didn't say anything. Didn't bring it up again. Just like I didn't bring it up again when you cried into my chest that night when you had that fight with your dad, or when you had me hold you all night during that rain storm- but I'm done not acknowledging this, especially when I know that you feel it too."
You look down at your hands, unsure of what to say. Of course you know what he's talking about, but to give it a name...you'd risk losing everything. This friendship has stood the test of time but this- this is something else entirely. "I don't feel like this is a wise thing for us to talk about at this point in time." "Okay, then when?" His heart is beating hard, already anticipating the worst from you. "I- I just don't want this to get ruined, you know?" You feel the tears starting to form. He nods, "Well, alright then." He stands up and walks over to get his jacket from right next to you on the bed. "Jin, please don't go." The brokenness in your voice gives him pause as he's about to turn the knob on your bedroom door, though when he looks back at you, you see a look of pained finality on his face, "See you around..." And with that, he's out the door, leaving you stuck in place, completely unable to even chase after him.
2.) Suga
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You let your head fall back, causing for the sweat to drip from the sides of your face rather than forward into your eyes, "Just gimme a few minutes, I'll be ready to beat you again," You say, chest heaving as you try to catch your breath. "Oh please, those were lucky shots," He laughs. You simply shake your head, a smile forming at the corners of your mouth. The gym is completely empty; different from how it usually is. You quite like the silence, save for the occasional basketball dribbles from Yoongi. It's so nice, you even close your eyes to take in the uncharacteristic calm.
He goes over to where you're sitting on the ground and settles down on the bleachers right behind you. "Hey, Y/n...let me run something by you real quick," He says, breaking the silence. "Mm?" You grunt, not even bothering to open yours eyes. "You know Jin, right? My friend from the gym?" "Mhm?" "He has this like...enormous crush on his like, best friend from childhood-" "Oh, are you about to spill some tea?" You ask, eyes shooting open as you turn to look at him, your smile getting bigger, "Has he told her?" He blinks a few times and then quickly looks down, "Uh- no- I- I don't know. That's why I was bringing it up." "Psh. What's there to bring up then? You know I hate incomplete gossip." "Well, he- he asked me to ask you what he should do..." He looks back at you, eyes abnormally wide and doe-like. "About...his crush on his best friend?" You're a bit confused as to why Jin would want to know your opinion, seeing as how you've only met the guy a handful of times. "Yeah, about his friend."
You go quiet for a bit, mulling over the situation, considering all the possible outcomes- very Dr.Strange. "I...I don't know. On the one hand, they've been friends for kind of a long time by now and if he tells her how he feels and she doesn't love him back, it could not only damage his ego but even break apart their friendship. Scenario number two would be that he tells her, she feels the same, but then it doesn't work out in the end and we're back to scenario one..." Yoongi goes back to looking down, his eyes seemingly low and his expression crestfallen, though you assume it's just him being overly invested in Jin's love life as he tends to be, even with yours. "Although, there is the possible third scenario...one where he tells her and maybe she feels the same way and they try it and it's even more beautiful than they imagined, you know? Like maybe it was what they should've done all along and the timing was overdo- or maybe...the timing is just now completely perfect..." You look over at him, shrugging your shoulders, "I don't know though." "I love you."
You stare at him for a long time before it clicks, your heart feeling confused and simultaneously...something else. "You...love me? What do you mean?" "I mean..." He trails off, standing up from his spot and then turning his back to you. You can tell his mind is racing- and so is yours. Finally, he turns back around to face you; his eyes are fixed on you in such a way that it makes your heart flutter in your chest, "I mean that being your best friend already gives me everything I could ever want, but that being more...would be so much more than anything in this world that I could ever want." You're quiet for a long time but he doesn't stop staring at you.
His gaze is soft and patient, "Y/n, if you don't feel the same way I understand, and look, I will never bring this up again and I will still love you and support you just as much as I do now- but if there's a part of you- even just an ounce- that believes this could really be somethi-" You don't know when exactly the decision was made within your body, but somehow, you find yourself standing to your feet and completely closing the distance between the both of you. Your arms wrap around his neck and you press into him, taking in the delicious smell of his cologne. You couldn't get any closer to him if you tried. "I love you too," You say into his neck. His arms tighten around your waist and he also buries his face into the crook of your neck,
"You don't know how long I've been waiting to say that..."
3.) Hoseok
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Your stomach is in knots and your palms are incredibly sweaty. You feel as though you might pass out but you try to calm yourself down. Breath. Breathe. Breathe. You're about to do what you swore to yourself you never would...
You and Hoseok have been friends for years now; your connection was instantaneous and completely different from any other friendship you've ever had. You'd meet up for coffee, and then coffee turned to grabbing a drink with friends, then chugging beers just the two of you at whatever crusty bar you'd decided on that night- he was hilarious and sloppy and so...wonderful.
You're not really sure when it changed for you, but one day it was like a switch had flipped and things were...different. You couldn't put your finger on it but suddenly, you could feel something else going on between you. You used to be able to talk about your individual love lives: who you'd been with, who you wanted to be with, etc. but now, you feel your blood absolutely boil when he mentions even the vaguest interest in another girl- but you can see it's the same for him too. It wasn't lost on you when you brought up your date with Taehyung, how Hoseok's grip tightened on his beer bottle; his knuckles practically turning white even as he downed the rest of his bottle. His mouth was a tight line, his lids low and narrowed- and if it were physically possible, you're sure you'd have seen literal fire in his eyes.
Hoseok's been having a hard time lately. Things have developed in his personal life that would make anyone buckle...he was drinking pretty heavily for a while and even dabbled in...other things- but he's been working on himself and you've been as supportive as humanly possible. These days, you see the light back in his eyes the way you used to. Now, it's finally time to come clean."What are we watching?" Hoseok asks, plopping down on the couch, individual kernels accidentally dropping out of the bowl of popcorn. You clear your throat, snapping back to reality, "Uhm- I was thinking of something super cheesy and dumb." "Twilight it is," He scrolls through until he finds it and then the screen turns black for a moment as you wait for it to load up. In the blackness, you see your reflection; your facial expression is heavy with worry, but he doesn't notice. I need to tell him. I need to tell him. I need to tell him. Before you know it, it gets to the part of the movie where Bella goes out to meet Jacob and his dad.
"You know, I was so peeved when I re-watched the first movie after watching New Moon," He says, shoving a handful of popcorn into his mouth. "Oh? Why?" "Because her and Jake should've been endgame." You furrow your brows, "Really? I always thought she looked good with Edward," You shrug. "Are you kidding me?" He turns to look at you, "She had so much more chemistry with Jake- Edward didn't even LIKE her at first and basically wants to kill her all the time. And besides-," He takes a sip from his glass of Coke and then hands it to you to drink from as well, since he knows you always forget to serve your own drink before sitting down, "-everyone knows it's better to start off as friends first and then go from there." You stare down at the glass for a moment. This is it. This is my in. "I- I guess you're right." "Of course I am," He says, turning back to the TV. "Uhm, Hoseok?" "Mm?" "Can you pause it for a second?" He immediately pauses and looks at you, "You okay?" "Yeah, I'm fine- I just need to talk to you about something." "Okay, shoot," He positions himself so that he's able to face you directly, his expression showing concern. You suddenly feel your cheeks get hot, his gaze burning you with every second. "You're my best friend, you know?" "Of course." "I truly feel like you know me more than anyone and that you are the absolute most amazing person I've ever known." He smiles and looks down, "Shut up, dude." In the light of the TV, you can see he's blushing and it makes your heart flutter. "Hoseok, I love you." You stare at each other for a few seconds, and you watch as your words enter his ears and then settle into his brain- though when it does, his smile falters. Wait- what's happening? "Hoseok...say something." He remains quiet, his eyes moving from your face to his hands, and then he turns his whole body away from you so he's back to facing the TV. He presses play and then...nothing. He's completely mute. You let it go on for a few scenes, your heart about to break out of your chest. Tears begin to form in your eyes and you're so grateful that the lights are off. "Hoseok, please. Please say something." "What do you want me to say, Y/n? That I'm happy you told me? That I'm happy that now things are gonna be different?" "They don't have to be different," Your voice comes out as barely a whisper. This was not how you imagined this going at all. "Doesn't have to be different? Y/n, in case you haven't noticed, I'm-" He catches how loud he's getting and then his voice drops down to a whisper, "I'm not okay right now. I'm messed up. I don't have the capacity to give you- to be the thing you need me to. I'm incapable." He lets his face fall into his hands. "Hoseok, I don't need anything from you. I just wanted you to know-" "Why, Y/n? Why did you need to tell me? Why did you need to take this away from me?" "Take- what?" You're getting more and more confused at his reaction; granted, you always knew there was a chance he'd reject you, but this is so much worse. "This, Y/n. My best friend. My comfort. I'm never going to be able to feel like this again. I'll always feel like I let you down." "You're not letting me down," You try to reach out and touch him, but he tears himself away from your hand. "I have to go." "Jhope, please. Let's just pretend I didn't say anything-" "I need to clear my head. I have to go." You want so badly to get in his way, to stop him, to block the door- but your legs won't listen. Within two minutes, he's gathered his things and walked to the door, "I'llโ€ฆtalk to you another time."
4.) Namjoon
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Music is blaring from all sides of the club; bodies are practically sticking together from how hot and sweaty everyone is, and you've lost count of just how many people have bumped into you in the last hour- but he's here. Right next to you. He hasn't left your side all night. When he invited you out, you assumed it was because he'd felt bad that you'd be alone tonight and reluctantly, you got as ready as you could and met him there. He was standing out in the front with some of his boys, which made you nervous since you'd only met them a couple of times. You haven't gone out with him to a club in a few years; not really your scene so he doesn't invite you that often, so you assumed he'd eventually ditch you to go dance with some girls, but to your surprise, he stayed. "Hey!" Namjoon says loudly, leaning in so you can hear him over the music, "Wanna go get some air?" "Sounds good!" Immediately, he grabs your hand and pulls you so that you're as close to him as possible as he guides you through the sea of people. You're trying to focus on not tripping but it's hard to do when all you can think of is how you've never held his hand before. Of course, you've never really had the opportunity to do so. You've been best friends for years and he has no idea that you...feel the way that you do. No one does. When you finally make it back out to the front, you both let out a deep breath and he lets go of your hand. "Oh my God- fresh air!" He exclaims. "It was hot as hell in there, wasn't it?" "Yeah, and it's clear some people have never heard of deodorant," He scrunches his nose in disgust, making you laugh. "I'm gonna be honest, I don't know that I can go back in there," You chuckle. He smiles gently, "We don't have to. I know clubbing isn't really your thing to begin with. Thanks for coming." "Oh, it was nothing. I wanted to come." "Oh yeah? Plans to dance on some totally hot guys tonight?" He jokes, raising an eyebrow at you. You roll your eyes, "Oh please, the last thing I need is for some weirdo to latch on to me all night." He lets his mouth hang open in mock disgust, "I'm offended." "I meant a different weirdo than you," You assure him, a smile creeping up on your face. "Of course, of course," He smiles back, dimples on full display. "God, I love your dimples." Your eyes widen in shock; that was supposed to remain in your head. "Well, thank you," He says, surprised at your compliment. "Sorry, I wasn't supposed to say that out loud," You blush, immediately looking away to avoid further embarrassment. "Why not?" "Because no." "But I liked it." You bite your lip, looking down at your shoes and wishing the ground would open up and swallow you whole. "Why are you getting shy?" He asks, reaching over and lifting your head by your chin so that you're looking at him. Your stomach is practically doing summersaults. "I don't think I've ever seen you blush before," His smile is even bigger now. "Who's blushing?" You ask, trying to calm yourself internally, darting your eyes every which way just to avoid looking at him. He steps closer, hand still cupping your chin, "You are." His tone is low and soft, and yet, it commands your attention completely and you can't help but lock eyes with him. You can practically hear your heartbeat in your ears and you're almost positive that he can too- but neither of you break the connection. In fact, with every passing millisecond, you find that the both of you are inching closer and closer until finally, you can feel the heat of his face so close to yours. "Can I...?" He whispers, lips already parted in anticipation. "Please..." You say, finally allowing yourself to press into him.
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The Lucky Seven | BTS ot7 x reader
Hybrid/Royal AU
~ Chapter 1 ~
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โ€ genre: dark royal core, hybrid au, royalty au, hybrids/knights!ot7 x human/ princess!reader, afab (she/her) reader, polyamory (mostly ot7 x reader), strangers to lovers, daddy dom, smut and sexual sometimes. tiny bits of horror
โ€ warnings: smut, swearing, murder, death (not the reader or ot7 though, I'm not evil), mentions of inbreeding (not between reader or ot7) some unsettling horror depictions, it won't be every chapter though or the whole story, just little bits here and there. (I'm willing to re write chapters for you to read if you can't do horror but still wanna follow along, just ask!๐Ÿ–ค)
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In a world of hybrids and humans, following each other closely to extinction, you are one of the last full humans, Princess y/l/n of the emerald nation. humans are essential for the survival of hybrids so why are assailants hunting you and your family down? because of this, the court has decided itโ€™d be best for you to be guarded at all times by the nations strongest knights, youโ€™ve only ever heard of them but have never seen their faces. What will happen once you come face to face with the infamous โ€œlucky sevenโ€?
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๏ฟผ[ chapter 1 ]
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โ€œyou will not go.โ€
Your father states lowly but firmly. The voice sharp enough to slice the chatter amongst the servants into silence. you were having lunch with your mother and father when you made the fatal mistake of bringing up the possibility of you attending tonightโ€™s annual masquerade ball and thereby making your debut to the kingdom.
Ever since you were a little girl you had been sheltered your entire life. Youโ€™re told itโ€™s for your own protection, for your people. you have to stay safe and alive to be able to nourish your nation.
being one of the last full blooded humans, you are a target. No one knows what you look like and you donโ€™t know what anyone else looks like as well. Aside from your staff and servants, no one has ever seen your face. The kingdom and nation knows of your existence of course and they love you nonetheless but because of the scarcity of humans, your father has hidden you away in fear of you being kidnapped or worse.
Your father sees you as a priceless pearl, something he has the strong urge to protect. You were his treasure and he himself had a dark past he never got into as to why he was so overprotective. โ€œbut fatherโ€ฆ Iโ€™m 22 years old..โ€ you say but as soon as it leaves your mouth, you wish you could take it back.
โ€œDaughter, I know your age. And to question me is to disobey me, please leave your mother and I at once and make your way into your chamberโ€ your father ends the conversation with that, wiping his mouth with his hanker-chief. Heโ€™s always been strict and what he says is always final. As you sat across from your mother, you stood up, placing your hands on the cold grey marble table.
You give her a look, furrowing your eyebrows as to say โ€œplease say somethingโ€ but to your dismay she does the same as your father, wiping her mouth then clearing her throat before looking down to finish her meal. You sigh before you give in with a feeble โ€œyes fatherโ€. standing up, you make your way out of dining room, feeling sympathetic glances from the staff as you leave the room.
Walking to your chamber you notice the marbled white floor feels a bit chilly today. you walk through the corridor, onto the white stairway, feeling the relief of warm velvet carpet beneath your chilly feet. Walking up the stairs, one by one, you reach the halfway mark.
The sun from the large glass windows on top of the staircase beams through, tickling your eyes. you squint and use your hand to shade your eyes before looking up. You see two birds fly by, disappearing as quickly as they appeared, almost looking like as if they flew into the clouds.
You feel your heart fall heavy, filled with desperation to be like one of those birds, even just for a second. how lucky they were, to be able to go anywhere, anytime they want. no responsibilities.
Itโ€™s a little cliche but people are right when they say they wish they were birds you think to yourself. Youโ€™ve read hundreds of books and definitely have come across some descriptions of people wanting to be birds. Never understanding though as a child, you would think to yourself โ€œwhy on earth would one want feathers? And to have a beak? How bizarreโ€ But as an adult, you understood why now. It was about the freedom.
โ€œYour highness, are you alright? Is your heart okay?โ€ No it isnโ€™t. You snap out of your thoughts before you realize you were still standing halfway up the staircase, clutching your chest all the while an old male servant by the name of Lloyd, looked at you with a face of concern. How long did you space out for, you thought.
โ€œOh yes, thank you. I guess I just got lost in thoughtโ€ you give a half smile to your servant. His face of concern turned to relief before quickly turning sour again. while waiting for his response you realize he was one of the servants that was in the dining room when that whole theatrical happened with your father.
โ€œYour highness, please forgive me if Iโ€™m speaking out of turn but I do feel sorry for you and your predicament. Please let me know if there is anything that I can do to lessen your grievances.โ€ He tries to smile before dismissing himself with a bow and turning away. this of course isnโ€™t unusual, your servants do seem to pity you a lot, which you find ridiculous and kind of ironic, that your โ€œshelteringโ€ has gotten to the point where servants pity a princess!
youโ€™re grumbling as you think and make your way through the upstairs corridor, before eventually finally reaching your room. the oh so familiar two large and tall, white doors stand in front of you. youโ€™ve seen these doors more often than youโ€™ve seen your own face you thought to yourself.
reaching for the diamond knobs you turn them before pushing your way in. The breeze of the outside immediately hits your nose. Itโ€™s so fresh and delightful.
Your maids know how stuffy it gets in your chamber and how much you love fresh air so they leave your window open whenever youโ€™re away from your chamber. Your room is cream coloured and filled to the brim with gold accents. High ceilings and lots of books.
Walking towards your desk by the window, you feel your mood start to shift. you feel a bit better despite the little argument you had with father this afternoon. you take a seat in your chair, itโ€™s plush seating immediately coaxing your back into comfort and relaxation.
Inhaleโ€ฆ exhaleโ€ฆ you look up to your painting above the desk. itโ€™s of two women, dancing in glee at some sort of outdoors festival. you always loved this painting, the happiness they seem to exude, the freedom and love.
They look like they donโ€™t care about the past nor future, they are just focused on the present and whatโ€™s in front of each other. Oh how you longed to be that free and content. you feel the familiar heaviness sinking into you chest once again.
you have to feel that freedom, you have to have that happiness at least for one night, dear god, please, just for one night. The desperation in your chest starts to grow more and more. The desperation turns into fear and anxiety.
You feel your palms sweat and your face get hot just at the very thought. Your hands start to shake once you come to the very obvious conclusion. you HAVE to sneak out to the ball tonight.
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โ€œBut Lloyd, you said you would do anythingโ€ you whine with a pout to your servant. โ€œYour highness I-I mightโ€™ve of offered but I didnโ€™t think you would need this! And your father- ohhh no, your father is a very scary man and I donโ€™t think if I-โ€œ you shush Lloyd, the same old male servant from before from the stairway. โ€œshhhh. Keep it down! you arenโ€™t doing anything you arenโ€™t supposed to be doing, just play along. Just- Please.. โ€œ You reply with hopelessness at this point, looking down.
you had hatched the perfect plan. You made it as though you were sleeping in your bed, forming your pillows to the shape of your body underneath the comforter. You were all dressed and had your mask on but even so, you would just have to avoid your personal staff and your parents, no one knew you were the princess and what you looked like.
Your father had luckily assigned Lloyd to sit outside your chamber with the guards. The routine is usually a servant will come in and out, checking on you from time to time making sure you are okay before letting the guards know. they would sit there all night which you had gotten used to over the course of your life.
You were always being watched and protected. a sigh interrupts your thoughts โ€œif youโ€™re caught, I knew nothing.โ€ he says in defeat. your eyes widen with a bright glow and you feel your heart skip a beat before jumping into his arms โ€œthank you, thank you, thank youโ€ you whisper. he knows he shouldnโ€™t be doing this but he canโ€™t help but feel for you and your situation.
But the way you lit up and how fast he heard your heart go at his answer, he didnโ€™t regret agreeing. Suddenly he pulled away from the embrace to face you, โ€œOkay princess but you have to promise me not to leave the castle! please stay within the ball and please donโ€™t get recognized. If youโ€™re in danger please just run back to your chamber and reveal yourself to the servants so we can help you. And-โ€œ the old man was about to continue before you cut him off โ€œI promise Iโ€™ll be safe. just leave it all to meโ€ you smiled at him.
He sighed out before he looked down at you and tried to return the smile but couldnโ€™t shake the feeling that something was wrong. โ€œOkay your highnessโ€ He replied. You give him one last smile before you let go and he dismisses himself.
Hearing your chamber door closed, you slowly walked up to your mirror, taking one last look. you were adorned with a long black dress, thin short sleeves resting on your shoulders, dรฉcolletage exposed wearing a pearl necklace with a dark green emerald laid in between your collarbones. your bangs were slightly pinned back just enough to show off your black lace mask.
Wearing your silk black gloves, you pulled up your mask to your face. this was the night. Tonight would be the night of your life. you feel yourself start to shake, before you suddenly feel the urge to throw up from all the adrenaline already.
you swallow it back holding your stomach. You thought this would be easy, thinking of it so many times before but now that youโ€™re actually doing it, you are very frightened. Youโ€™ve never been by yourself, youโ€™ve never been in public and mostly, youโ€™ve never disobeyed your father.
You start to rethink your decisions. Itโ€™s not too late to undress and head to bed your good conscience says. father would never know. no. something snaps in you saying โ€œitโ€™s now or neverโ€.
you shake your hands breathing in and out walking back and forth from your window before looking out to check for the outside night guards. You planned on jumping out your window and making your way to the ball since youโ€™re only up on the second floor. There was also a small tool-shed in front of your window so you decided that you could easily make that jump to on top of it.
Once youโ€™ve noticed that the guards finished their round near your window and were out of sight, you decide you have to just do it, or else you never will. without thinking, you opened your window ever so slightly before making the jump to the top of that very shed youโ€™ve thought about jumping onto for years.
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breathing in and out while looking up at the stars, you just lay there, on top of the tool shed. โ€œI did itโ€ you thought. You start to quietly giggle to yourself.
Even if you didnโ€™t make it to the ball, this was enough. this was the furthest youโ€™ve ever been outside the castle by yourself and it was simply outside your window. you catch eye of the Big Dipper, noting how prettier it looks outside.
Youโ€™ve seen the Big Dipper many times before from your window but to be apart of it outside, feels different. there are no walls surrounding you, just miles and miles of horizon. you feel like youโ€™re in space.
โ€œwow..โ€ you say. Youโ€™re enjoying being in this new space before youโ€™re brought back to reality with the sound of a snap of a twig. you quickly sat up and gasped.
you looked around into the darkness, squinting in hopes that would somehow improve your night vision. you quickly climb off once you decide that the coast is clear, making your way into the night. you canโ€™t shake the feeling that someone or something is watching you though so you pick up your pace to the entrance.
Turns out your feeling was right. someone was watching you, not a threat though. the hybrid watched in the dark with curiosity as you made your way to the front of the palace. โ€œHmmโ€ a low voice grumbles from the dark as youโ€™re already long gone.
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โ€œwoahโ€ฆโ€ you say in amazement at the crowd. You made your way to the front entrance where every hybrid of all ages were laughing and chattering. everyone looks beautiful and exquisite, definitely fit for a Royal ball.
You canโ€™t help but smile like you never smiled before in your life. in awe of the different faces and smells, you find yourself all of a sudden getting pushed inside as everyone makes their way in. the crowd forming a moving wave toward the entrance with you in it so you decide to just go with the flow hoping you wonโ€™t trip.
As the crowd moves towards inside, it doesnโ€™t take long before everyone starts to disperse into a large and grand ballroom. You gasp in astonishment, why havenโ€™t you ever seen the ballroom when it was decorated like this?
Yes youโ€™ve passed by it many times but the room was always empty and plain. It always felt spacious and dark, a lonely room. but tonight was different, the room had come alive with warmth and gold.
It was as if what was missing were people, smiles and laughter. It felt like an another dimension, the layout was your home but you were somewhere completely different. You made your way to the side of the room, leaning against the wall and just taking in the scene before you.
The sound of trumpets startle you from your bewilderment, panicking and immediately ducking down because you know that could only mean your father is going to make his entrance. โ€œWoahh there miss, itโ€™s just the horns for the kingโ€ a deep voice makes you turn your head.
A tall man standing in front of you makes your stomach drop. Looking him up and down real quick you realize, heโ€™s a knight. youโ€™ve never been this close to anyone but your servants, let alone having to speak to them. โ€œo-oh yeah. I knowโ€ you quickly say before trying to hide again.
You look at the grand staircase in the middle of the room where it looks like your father will be entering from. Feeling your heart beat faster you turn back to get another look at the manโ€™s face beside you before realizing he hadnโ€™t broken his eye contact on you since heโ€™s spoked. he was wearing a black eye mask but you could tell that he was handsome.
His heart shaped lips and angular jawline. He had dark hair and dark eyes to match, you could feel your palms getting hot and a weird fluttering feeling go off in your stomach just by looking at him. โ€œis there a reason why you donโ€™t smell of hybrid miss?โ€ he broke your thought whilst smirking.
Wait what, smell? โ€œwhat do you mean?โ€ you question. He continues โ€œwell itโ€™s just that, every hybrid has a certain scent that others can decipher as hybrid but it seems thatโ€ฆโ€ he leans closer to smell you as you shiver from the sudden close contact โ€œyou donโ€™t have a scent. Not a hybrid scent anyway, and as a hybrid, I shouldnโ€™t even be having to explain this to you as you should know thisโ€ฆ right?โ€ He smiles. Shit, you are screwed.
You didnโ€™t know that. otherwise you wouldโ€™ve stayed in your chamber. Humans and hybrids have differentiating scents? your father never really told you these things as he thought you wouldnโ€™t need to know them.
God damn it, father, you thought to yourself. โ€œI just-โ€œ you were about to continue when you were saved by the bell, or at least you thought you were. It was your father speaking. โ€œWelcome to the 34th annual masquerade ball! please help yourself to refreshments and dance to your heart's content! please enjoy!โ€ He finishes with a bow.
Everyone begins clapping as you find yourself sneaking away to get back to your chamber. Making your way out, you suddenly feel your wrist being grabbed, you gasped before your turned to face the same man you were talking to before. โ€œI know youโ€™re the princess, and I know you shouldnโ€™t be hereโ€ he admits with a soft voice.
You feel your knees turn into noodles as youโ€™re caught. โ€œPlease oh please donโ€™t tell my Father, I was just about to go back into my chamber-โ€œ youโ€™re cut off when something quickly partially covers your sight. the room went quiet from the sudden fast flying object. you look above the thing partially covering your sight before you realize what it was.
An arrow. in between yours and the manโ€™s face. You gasp, breath hitching, trembling as you look at the man in front of you who also has wide eyes. he suddenly covers you and picks you up bridal style without a thought and yells โ€œTHE PRINCESS IS BEING ATTACKEDโ€ everyone starts to scream and duck once everyone registers whatโ€™s going on.
โ€œthe princess?โ€ โ€œWhat is she doing hereโ€ screams and confused chatter quickly spread amongst the ball all the while, your father is standing on top of the stairs frozen in bewilderment.
What were you doing here? Who was attacking? Whoโ€™s going after his little girl? Why canโ€™t he move? He canโ€™t do anything but watch everything unfold in shock, still like a statue.
The voices of servants and knights trying to get orders from him, just registering as ringing in his ears. His mouth slightly agape, amongst the chaos, one of his best knights pulls him by the shoulders. โ€œMY LORDโ€ suddenly a loud voice abruptly brought him back from his frozen shock.
He looks up before realizing itโ€™s one of the lucky seven. Ironically, he feels lucky because of this. โ€œget my daughter out of hereโ€ is all the king could muster before the knight gave him a stern nod.
Running down the stairs, the knight yells out to his pack member carrying the princess โ€œHOBI, GET HER TO NAMJOONโ€ hobi nods while running to the front to where the said knight named Namjoon resided. The aforementioned knight running down the stairs then took out his sword and quickly looked for his other pack members to take down the asalients.
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youโ€™re frozen. You canโ€™t do anything but watch the horror unfold. This is all your fault, it had to be. People were pushing each other, screaming and crying.
Everyone was running for their lives all the while you were being carried by this unknown knight. You could feel the regret and fear in your stomach churning together to create this whole new awful feeling. You just wanted to go home, you regretted ever coming out.
Your train of thought is broken when the two of you finally made it outside. An even taller and buff looking man ran up to you guys. โ€œHobi, whatโ€™s going on?โ€ he asks concerned while looking back at you both and everyone running past you guys. Who you guess is Hobi, puts you down and replies โ€œthis is the princess, sheโ€™s being attacked. We need to hide her until the others calm everything down, kingโ€™s ordersโ€
Namjoon looks at you in shock โ€œthe princess?โ€ before quickly shaking his head, snapping himself out of his own shock before saying โ€œalright, Iโ€™ll take her from hereโ€. The buff looking man quickly shape-shifts into his animal form, a large dark grey wolf.
Hobi quickly puts you on top of his back before saying โ€œhang on tight your highnessโ€ you do as your told and hold onto the wolf around its shoulders, not being able to wrap your arms fully around because of how truly large he was. Letting your hands sink into his fur, you grab on before he suddenly starts running.
You turn around as the palace behind you becomes smaller and smaller and the screams become quieter and quieter. You turn back to face forward before letting yourself succumb to your adrenaline, now feeling safe. This fur is warm you think to yourself before drifting to sleep, all the while you somehow held onto the hybrid tight the whole ride, too scared to let go or be alone even whilst asleep.
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a/n; okay so I know I said I would start writing chapter one tomorrow but I couldnโ€™t wait, I wanted to get the story rolling before I started writing tomorrow again. anyway what did you think? why didnโ€™t Lloyd tell y/n about humans and hybrids having different scents? who was watching her while she was on top of the tool shed? and how did hobi know y/n was the princess ๐Ÿค” also who was the knight that broke the king out of his thoughts? So many questions unanswered but continue reading to see what happens! we will be meeting the boys properly next chapter :)
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"i need you more than i want to"
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laying on my back, i stare at the ceiling from where i was on my pillow, unable to fall asleep. i could hear the cars outside the apartment racing down the street, and the occasional honking and braking of the drivers.
i grabbed my watch off the side table to my left, careful not to wake up the man sleeping soundly next to me.
2:34 am.
i sigh, placing it back on the table as quietly as possible, before turning to my side to look at him.
peeking through the curtains, i watch as the moonlight hits his skin just right, highlighting his features ever so carefully.
hair covering his forehead and eyes, i stare transfixed at how peaceful he looks. how his long eyelashes cast shadows against his cheeks. how his lips are slightly parted, and his jawline is sharp, even in the dark. i watch his chest rise and fall in time with his breathing, the black t-shirt he was wearing visible from beneath the covers. closing my eyes, i focus on the sound of his breaths echoing in the emptiness of our shared room.
on him.
opening my eyes again, i just lie there, allowing myself to take him in. it had been forever since i'd seen him this comfortable. since i'd seen him this calm and at ease.
he's beautiful.
pulling my arms from under my head, i quietly reach over, gently brushing jeon jungkook's hair out of his face. he stirs, exhaling as he turns towards me and shifts closer.
a soft smile makes its way onto my lips as i adjust the covers over him, tucking them under his chin and around his shoulders.
this causes him to stir again, this time letting out a low groan as he opens his eyes.
oops.
i watch jungkook run a hand over his face, the veins in his arm prominent in the dim light from outside. he sighs, pushing his head down into the pillow as he stifles a yawn. he shakes his head, attempting to clear the drowsiness as he turns to look at me through half-lidded eyes.
"what are you doing awake this late?" he asks, placing a hand on my waist and pulling me to his chest. "are you having trouble sleeping again?"
i stare up at him, still amazed at how he was beside me and now in front of me and around me. the fact that he was here, right here, right now.
the fact that he was real.
jungkook notices my silence, and his nose scrunches up in confusion as he looks down at me. meeting my gaze, he takes in how still i was in his arms and nudges my head with his, drawing me out of my daze.
"y/n?"
"oh, no, i'm okay, don't worry."
he tilts his head, a small pout visible on his lips.
"then what is it?"
i pull the covers up over us, then bury myself into his side. i look up at him with a smile, before placing a soft kiss to his collarbone.
"was just watching you."
pulling me closer, jungkook wraps his arms around my waist and places his chin on top of my head. after letting me get comfortable, he hums, curious, "what do you mean?"
i laugh to myself, "nothing, nothing."
he lets out a soft chuckle, before pulling away slightly to look down at me again. i raise my eyebrows in question, but he just smiles, his eyes creasing at the edges and his bunny teeth coming into view. he just looks at me for a while, before leaning down and pressing a soft kiss to my lips.
i stare at him, unable to believe that he was really here, with me. i hug him tighter, and i swallow hard, feeling a tightness in my throat that wasn't there before.
"i love you so much," i whisper, my voice thick with emotion.
the darkness of our room seems to blanket the two of us, and the atmosphere is filled with life even in the dead of night. jungkook stays silent for a moment, before i feel him pull me closer, as if afraid i would slip away.
"i love you more than you'll ever know."
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a/n: i miss him so much for some reason, and the fact that he's been doing lives so often and i still miss him is completely confusing to me but also like i get why??? i just love him so fucking much he deserves everything good in this world
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