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#imagine a moment where tony tells peter about his own time being kidnapped
idk-bruh-20 · 8 months
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Irondad fic ideas #154
CW: this one's pretty gruesome. read at your own risk 
Peter is a young child who's been kidnapped. His parents and/or his aunt and uncle were killed and he was taken. Along with a bunch of other little kids, he's been held captive and experimented on.
When the Avengers suddenly bust the kidnapping operation, the kidnappers try at the last second to destroy their research. They gas the small room where the kids are being held.
It's Iron Man who ends up blasting through. What he finds is horrifying. All but one of the children are dead.
The one who's left is just sitting among the bodies, crying, shocked, terrified. Iron Man carries him out of there, then once they're safe from the gas Tony steps out of the suit to comfort the kid while he's given oxygen.
Little 5-year-old Peter Parker imprints on his savior hard.
He just went through an unimaginable amount of trauma, then Iron Man burst through like an avenging angel. This is the first time he's ever felt protected in his memory. Tony holds the crying kid, and the kid can tolerate no one else near him.
This becomes a slight problem when they get back to base. But Tony can't find it in him to let SHIELD take the kid away, let them strip him of this one tiny bit of comfort. He keeps seeing all those other kids when he closes his eyes.
This one needs him right now. And if "right now" eventually becomes "this is my son," well. Who could've predicted that.
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marvelwritings · 3 years
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A piece of me has disappeared
Summary: By day three, the first doubts set in. He’s convinced Tony is still out looking for him, but putting in the effort doesn’t always guarantee results. These people that abducted him are clever, and they know about his spider abilities. 
or: Peter get's abducted and Tony goes to rescue his son 
Everyone’s sleeping, their breaths loud in the evening quiet. Morgan is in her bed and there’s no doubt that tomorrow at seven am she’ll be up and at ‘em to wake Peter up. Tony and Pepper are across the room of his, their frantic work attitudes finally put to the sleep they so desperately need. Peter is blinking up at his roof in his bedroom, feeling fine, good even, peaceful and sated and most importantly, safe.
Everyone’s sleeping, their breaths loud in the evening quiet. Morgan is in her bed and there’s no doubt that tomorrow at seven am she’ll be up and at ‘em to wake Peter up. Tony and Pepper are across the room of his, their frantic work attitudes finally put to the sleep they so desperately need. Peter is blinking up at his roof in his bedroom, feeling fine, good even, peaceful and sated and most importantly, safe.
Everyone’s sleeping, their breaths loud in the evening quiet and …. The repeats stops working once Peter’s stomach gnaws again, the hunger he’s so gravely experiencing has switched to a whole new level. No longer the petty grumbles of an empty stomach, instead it’s replaced by the need to eat anything, despite Peter’s rationality telling him he can’t. He’s been locked up for at least seven days, but he’s still to sceptic to eat anything his captors offer him. He’s very close to breaking.
He tries to hold on by imagining that he’s at home, but he’s so tired, yet so fitful he won’t close his eyes for more then 10 seconds, and the constant torture is so jarring it hurts worse to imagine home, then be woken up in reality, than to just to be present. Peter wonders if Tony is every going to find him.
The first day, he had no question about it. Tony is scarily determined and protective to anyone who dares come after the people he considers family, Peter got a first row demonstration when some journalist tried to bad mouth Spiderman and he got clocked in the jaw, so Peter knows it’s just a matter of time.
By day three, the first doubts set in. He’s convinced Tony is still out looking for him, but putting in the effort doesn’t always guarantee results. These people that abducted him are clever, and they know about his spider abilities. So much so that they keep him sedated at all times, just enough sedative to keep him conscious, but not too little that he can tap in his superstrength. Peter will never be able to escape on his own.
Maybe if the avengers got called in they were close, but Peter’s not sure Tony would call in people he hasn’t spoken to in a few months, purely to find him. He can hold out hope though.
The third day is also the day his captures, he hasn’t seen any faces so far and the sedative contorts their voices too much to match them to somebody he knows, start with the emotional manipulation. So far, they had stuck to electrocution by tazers and punches applied to any sensitive area of his body, but Peter must not have been broken fast enough for them.
‘You know, you remind me of the stereotypical bad guys in movies, like in kids movies? Do you like kid movies? My favorite is Frozen’, Peter had once babbled in between punches through bitten teeth, trying to keep up his high spirits.
They didn’t like that one bit.
They claim all sort of ridiculous things, like that the Starks paid money for them to have kidnapped him, that Tony never started searching for him, that he might as well give up because no one was coming to fetch him. Peter laughs in their face, witty even in the face of extreme danger. It was still funny to him then. Now, on the evening of the seventh day, he stares unblinking at a wall, only moving when the physical pain becomes too much and he needs an outlet to scream.
‘Please’, he pleads sobbing. If he wasn’t so starved as he was, so mentally vulnerable, he would have been embarrassed. As it stands, Peter’s just so incapable of resisting, he simply gives in.
‘Please stop,’ Peter whimpers. If he had anything to give he’d bargain, but money is tight for May and him, and he has no knowledge of anything avengers related that could be of interest to these people. Mister Stark told him it was for his own safety, so it wouldn’t be used as leverage against him, but in Peter’s warped mind it further adds proof Tony never trusted him.
‘Ahn’, a captor coos, ‘he’s begging already, how cute.’ The voice is distinctly that of a woman’s, but it hold nothing of the warm timbre both aunt May and Pepper possess. He misses them.
The woman slides a hand up in Peter’s hair, and for one confusing moment Peter thinks she’s going to start stroking it, like Tony does, but then she balls her hands into fists and pulls his head aside. The next tazer gets placed in his neck.
‘This wouldn’t be happening if your so beloved mentor would just give up the plans for the new shield initiative, but alas, as long as he doesn’t you’ll be stuck here. The tazzer buzzes to life and Peter seizes up. It’s the so many’th time today, that Peter gives up on holding back, his scream ricochets in the room.
‘Then again, maybe we went after the wrong kid. Maybe we should have taken Tony Starks real kid? The one he actually cares about?’
Tears stumbles down his cheeks and he wishes he could fall back into unconsciousness, but of course life is not that kind. No, he begs inside his head, to warm out to speak. Not Morgan, never Morgan. He’d die before he’d let anything happen to her.
‘What do you think soldier,’ she addresses the second captor in the room, ‘perhaps a phone call would speed Stark along? A sign of life and how close to it being snuffed out the child is? What do you want Peter?’ She asks sickly sweet, as if it’s a regular question and not a taunt.
Still, Peter can’t help but reach out. He longs for one phone call so wholeheartedly. Maybe, maybe he can convince Mister Stark to get him out of this mess. He could promise to do every task Mister Stark ask of him, he could even offer to work for Stark industries until he could pay back the money he’d pay Peter’s kidnappers, anything to get out of here. Peter will do anything.
‘I think he’s agreeing.’ The woman grins, pulling out a burner phone out of her back pocket. She types for several excruciating moments, in which Peter begs to every god listening that Mister Stark will pick up. That he’ll hear Peter out.
‘Hello,’ the woman greets the phone, her smirk so evil Peter’s spider senses warm him to run, fighting through the drugs. ‘I think I have something that belongs to you Stark.’
She lowers the phone to a few inches from Peter’s ear, because Peter is too tied up to hold it on his own. ‘Speak loudly kid.’
The use of the nickname causes shudders to run down Peter’s back. Why can’t he go home?
‘Mister Stark, please help me, I don’t know where I am, but- I want to go home, please mister Stark I-. I’ll do anything you want, just please.’ Peter’s whines gain pitch, until he is nothing but a sobbing mess, barely worth the name Peter Parker, let alone Spiderman.
The phone clicks shut.
‘Whoops, looks like he hung up’, The woman snickers, patting Peter’s cheek with fake compassion. Peter bellows, heaving so severely the nonexistent food he ate threatens to come back up.
He’d never find out the phone was never connected in the first place.
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By the grace of Peter doesn’t know what, he drops unconscious after the failed phone call to Mister Stark. The sleep is fitful at best, but at least it helps restock his powers. When Peter comes too, there are loud sounds just outside of the room he’s captivated in. He thinks there’s screaming and pleading, but he’s so exhausted he can’t bring himself to care. His hands drop uselessly by his side, his head turned away from the door as he squeezes his eyes shuts.
Why can’t this be over yet?
The door busts of his hinges, the door falls inwards. Immediately, the yellow and red armor, belonging to the iron man suit, rushes in, with the faceplate down. Now that the door is open, or gone more like, It’s clear that all the sounds Peter had been hearing where the scream of his captures. There are many of them, but they’re being taken down one by one.
Peeking aside the Iron man armor, Peter sees a flash of red and blue, and captain America’s shield knocking someone out cold.
‘Kid, kid’, Mister Stark draws his attention in a panic. The faceplate is still down, which means that Mister Stark is either not here, like he wasn’t when the vulture first dropped him into a lake, or he’s assessed the situation and deemed it too dangerous to lower his defenses.
‘You’re okay underoos, we’re getting you out of here.’ With very little effort, Mister Stark snaps restraints on Peter’s wrist and ancles, all the while murmuring under his breath. He’s trying to reassure Peter, but it’s not having any type of effect.
Instead, the comfort causes Peter to burst into tears once more, his body begging for food and pain medication that will make everything stop hurting. He doesn’t care that Mister Stark is doing this out of rightfulness, or maybe out of debt out of some kind that he’s trying to even out, Peter just wants to go home.
Once the restraints are all loose, and Peter is free of them, Mister Stark waits for a tense second, maybe expecting Peter to hob off the table and join the fight or something. That doesn’t happen. Peter lays motionless on the table, looking intensely at the glowing eyes of the iron man suit, maybe trying to convey a message that Mister Stark can’t decipher.
‘Come on Pete, we have to get out of here before they bring backup. I can only hold them off for so long.’
‘Back up?’ Peter ask nonsensical, his spider senses blaring danger at him.
‘Yeah, they’re big fans of the avengers, they’ll all be swarming in here for autographs soon, but we’re kinda busy so we really have to go now.’ Mister Stark turns frantic, his hands carefully, oh so cautiously, gripping at his shoulders.
Peter allows his muscles to turn limp, pliant under strange hands. They belong to his mentor, to one of the only touches he has ever felt that don’t originate from people who are trying to hurt him, but he’s so very terrified, it doesn’t register. Peter holds still, submissive to whatever is about to happen because the pain always seems to end faster when he doesn’t struggle.
‘Peter’, Mister Stark anguished voice insists, his faceplates lifts up, and the dull eyes of who Peter has come to think of as a father gaze upon him with despair. Mister Starks hair is greasy, his mouth is pulled down in a grimace, and his eyes are, for a lack of better word grief stricken. He’s so much older then he was before Peter was taken. ‘Please buddy, we have to go.’
Mister Stark’s calloused finger strokes Peter cheek with the utmost care, barely even pressing firm enough for Peter to feel it. He does though, and traps the touch between his check and his shoulder.  The dam breaks, and the barrier of terror that clouded Peter’s judgment lifts with it. He gasps, coming up for a breath of fresh air, and the moment between mentor and son brings at least a sliver of clarity, before he sinks back under the enormity of his panic.  
‘I can’t walk’, Peter rasps, his throat torn from all the screams. He refuses to let that stop him, he’s so close to safety, he needs to push on further just a tad longer. ‘Please Mister Stark, I can’t walk.’
‘It’s okay Pete’, Tony soothes, pressing an unyielding kiss to his forehead, and if at all possible, Peter see the rage harden his face even more. ‘I’m going to get you out of here, but it’s gonna hurt, I’m sorry.’
Before Peter can begin to process that statement, Mister Stark puts the weight on his knees, the iron man suit helping to lift Peter as if it’s no trouble at all.  Tony is no liar, Peter finds, as his body begs to be placed back on the uncomfortable bed. Even places that had been relatively unharmed ache, and Peter feels like a broken doll.
‘It’s okay Kiddo we’re almost there, just a minute longer.’ Peter clings to Mister Stark, using every ounce of strength to hang on, despite the fact that Tony has a tight grip on him as well. Iron man isn’t fighting alone, as the avengers are here to back him, them, up. In any other situation, Peter would be gushing. Not only is he seeing his heroes in action, but they’re in action for him, to help him, but now, Peter only turns his head to burrow it into Mister Starks chest plate.
‘Please, please’, Peter whispers the entire way to the jet, not even realizing he’s begging for something.
‘I got you Pete’, Tony assures, one hand briefly leaving Peter’s back to shoot at a capture that’s standing in the way of the jet. Other than that, he doesn’t interfere with the fight one time, but he must itch too. Peter hears him bark orders at captain America, telling him to take some of them alive.
‘Please don’t leave me here, I’ll be good, I’ll be good.’
The Jet is nice and warm, something Peter relishes in, but when Tony tries to lower Peter on a medbed, that’s objectively much more comfortable then the bed he was on before, Peter screams. No words are spoken, but the scream startles Mister Stark just the same.
‘Stark, the base is cleared, get him strapped in, Banner is coming’, Natasha ushers, ignoring Peter’s cries and running to the cockpit. Stark has him, she argues, and it does the kid no good to have more prying eyes on him.
‘What is it, are you in pain?’ Tony asks franticly, without responding to Nat, hands hovering over Peter’s body to check for injuries, the light dims when he spots just how badly he was treated in captivity.
Peter screams again when Mister Stark pulls away too far for his liking, latching onto the suit so rigorous it creaks in protests.
‘Please, I’ll be good, don’t leave me, please. I- I know… I’m sorry, Morgan- I’, Peter can’t talk with how much he’s weeping, there are so many things to say and all of them are fighting one another to be said first. Eventually, after everyone has already touched base, the jet leaves and Doctor Banner urgers Tony to place him on the bed, Peter settles for; ‘Don’t leave me here.’
‘Peter’, Tony spits, so harsh that Peter snaps to attention, letting go of the armor and limply following where mister Stark wants him. He gently grips Peter’s chin, mindful of the bruises, and with glistening eyes, he conveys; ‘I’m never leaving you here, do you understand. I don’t care what else you have in your head, but right now, all I need you to know is that I’m not leaving you. Ever.’
He waits for the conforming nod, which Peter only gives when Mister Stark clasps his hand into his. ‘Beside, May would kill me if I came back without her nephew, and I don’t want to be the one to receive her wrath.’ Tony laughs faintly.
He wants to cry at that, good or bad he’s not sure, but instead he allows himself to be lowered, giving in only because Tony is crouching down with him, shielding Peter’s body with his own. It’s unsensical, there in the jet and there’s no danger, but if Peter feels protected Tony will do it, no questions asked.
As soon as he’s in a horizontal positions, Doctor Banner injects him with pain medication, and within seconds, Peter has floated away, dreaming of the lake house with Morgan, Pepper and tony and May at the end of the hallway.
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Peter knows he’s in the medbay before his body has even fully awoken. He’s been here before, perhaps one to many times for it too be so familiar, and he can recognize the atmosphere from anywhere. The smell of disinfectant lingers around the room heavily, but so does the smell of motor oil, coming from Mister Stark’s lab the floor below the medbay. Usually he’s not alone when he wakes up either, accompanied by Mister Stark or May, maybe even both, and so despite the room having a different connotation, it holds security for Peter.
When all his senses click into place, with an almost audible snap after being out of commission for a week, the burning anguish joins it. It’s almost worse than during the torture itself, because it’s hitting him all at once now, and after stewing for a day his body is one big bruise, but it’s also better, because no more hurt can be added.
Blinking his eyes open, Peter glances around the room and notices that he’s by himself. He hasn’t made up his mind yet whether that’s a good or bad thing. Despite being alone, Peter very nearly cries out for the pain medication he’s sure Tony has at hand. His metabolism runs through painkillers faster than a normal body, but Mister Stark has experience in that department thanks to captain America, which is why Peter never wakes up in the medbay feeling sore.
He’s hoping to snatch some of the good stuff before he can sink away in sleep again, until a dark thought pops up in his head. What if Mister Stark purposefully didn’t give him enough medication so he wouldn’t stay asleep? What if Peter is expected to pay of his debt starting this very moment? It would make sense. Mister Stark is a man that likes to get a move on things, and this is probably no exception.
He bites back a loud whine. He’s so tired and sore, and if he could be anywhere in the world right now he’d choose the lakehouse and rest on the back porch, while looking over Morgan and ensuring she’s safe.
Still, it’s heaps better then what was waiting for him before, so Peter sucks in a deep breath and lifts himself up. He’s dresses in a hospital gown with socks on his feet, the only reprieve of the cold of the tiles that he has. His body fights in protest against the jolting movements, and Peter sinks back into bed three times before finally managing to stay upright. He swallows back bile, and blinks away the disorientation woozing its way through his head.
‘Friday’? He whispers, voice cracking on every syllable.
‘Yes, mister Parker, the AI replies easily, as chipper as a computer can possibly be. ‘It’s good to have you back,’ she adds, when Peter takes too long to reply. It’s not out of rudeness, but the words take a while to be processed in Peter’s hazy mind.
‘Can you tell me what Mister Stark wants me to do?’ Peter finally asks after coughing to clear his throat. Pride flows through his bloodstream when he manages to sound fine.
‘Mister Stark has not given me any directions, but by the distress and elevated heartbeat he experienced whilst at your bedside last, I hypothesize that he would like you to rest Peter.’  
Confusion laces Peter’s next move. Rest? But if that was the case why wasn’t the man here, ensuring that he does like all the other times he’s been in this position?  Deciding not to ask the AI anymore questions, while simultaneously ignoring her advice, Peter focuses on setting one foot in front of the other. If he can’t get a direct answer out of Friday, he’ll just get started on cleaning up in the lab.
The last few times Tony and Peter worked in there, Mister Stark had jokingly grumbled that the lace was getting to disorganized even for his taste, which definitely means something. Peter limps his way to the door, already breathing more heavily and deciding to take a rest against the still closed door. His foot throbs, so Peter switches to put the most weight on the side of his foot, instead of on the balm.
The small trek has left him bone tried, and the lab still seems so far away. Peter tries to calculate how far the lab still is, and agrees with himself to divide the length into smaller stretches. His next stop is at the elevator, so Peter shuffled along the floor, ignoring the black spots that dance before his eyes and threaten to have him collapse.
The extortion reminds him of the time that Toomes dropped a building on him, which is just plain ridiculous, this shouldn’t be half as tough. Peter scolds himself to man up when about halfway to the elevator he bumps into a cart and whimpers.
After finally finding support on the elevator beams, Peter allows himself a twenty second break to cry. At this point, the exact reason for crying is unbeknownst to him. All that he does know is that he feels like a mess, like someone took all the spiderman away from him and left him as a pile of uselessness. He shouldn’t have the right to complain however. Mister Stark rescued him from a fate much worse, the least he could do is help him out.
‘Friday’, Peter pauses to gulp in more air, and to force his tears back. ‘Open the elevator.’
‘Mister Parker I would advise-‘
‘Please’, he begs, voice barely louder then a whisper. The AI complies without further disagreement. The elevator begins to move the floor bellow it, soundlessly passing Peter along. The theme song, a little joke that Tony had installed after they made a song about spiderman, which plays during every elevator ride when Peter is present, stays off. The doors open, and Peter stumbles out, cheering up a dash when the mess doesn’t look as bad as he had imagined it. The clean up should be doable within two hours, even in Peter’s injured state. Most of the mess comes from scattered papers and documents that Tony tosses aside and never bothered to do anything with, and of mechanical parts that are ready to be thrown out.
All in all, not a lot of weight that Peter has to pick up. He has barely started on five pages when the elevator behind him opens again. Peter hadn’t noticed it going to a different floor in the first place.
Lister Stark burst out of the room like the devil himself is after him. He pauses for one second to observe what Peter’s doing -he’s in the middle of bending down at a very lateral pace- and then he’s off again, cursing under his breath.
‘Jesus Christ Peter what are you doing?’
He pulls out a rolling chair from behind his work bench and rushes it to Peter side. ‘Come on, sit.’ He says already clenching a hand around Peter’s bicep to guide him down. In his confusion, Peter follows his instruction.
‘Mister Stark?’ He questions, eyes tracking his mentors movement as if he’s afraid he’s done something wrong and punishment will follow.
There is none, all that Tony does, is fall down on his knees in front of Peter, so they’re making direct eye contact. Peter gulps at the sight. He’s sure those jeans cost more than half of what May ears a month, and if Peter is expected to repay those too, he’ll never be able to pay of his debt.
‘Kiddo, what are you doing?’ Mister Stark asks incredulous, his hand never leaving Peter’s arm. His eyes sweep over Peter’s form, noticing the ailments that he aggravated by walking all the way down here. ‘Why aren’t you in bed?’
‘I thought you wanted me to get started already.’ Peter admits shyly. He can’t understand why he’s being treated with such kindness all of a sudden.
‘Started on what Pete? I don’t understand.’ Mister Stark shuffles closer, one hand coming up to cup Peter’s chin, sweeping gentle circles that are meant to calm himself down as much as Peter.
‘Paying of my debt.’ Peter replies confused, wrapping his arms around his stomach area and bending downwards in an order to self sooth. He needs to get up soon, are Peter’ not sure he will be able to. Now that he’s granting his body some rest, the pain he forced to the back of his mind is rushing back in.
‘What debt kid, you need rest and you need it right now. Stay here, I’m going to go get you a gurney so you don’t require any more walking.’
Right as Mister Stark gets of his knees, Peter’s hand shoots out, gripping the older man’s wrist.  The action was pure habitual, but now that he’s initiated contact he doesn’t know what to do.
‘When will I have to start working then? I’d rather get started as soon as possible, to thank you for everything Mister Stark.’ Peter’s voice pitches even lower, letting his head hang down in shame. He really doesn’t want to offer his suit back, Spiderman is what gives him purpose, but the sooner he no longer has a debt, the sooner he can start working to provide May with an extra income as well. He has no choice.
‘I can give you the suit back if you’ll accept it.’
Tony regards him with perturbation for several long lasting moment. Then, he gasps, finally clicking in his head what Peter is going on about.
‘Oh kiddo, that’s the concussion speaking. Listen to me,’ he sinks back down in front Peter, taking his hand in his. ‘You have done so much for me. If anything it’s me that should be in debt to you.’ Peter pens his mouth to argue, but Tony hushes him softly.
‘You’re not thinking straight buddy, that why spider baby’s need their rest. But truly Peter, you don’t owe me anything. Well except maybe you owe it to  be safe, I think I’ve earned that much.’
‘Really?’ Peter asks optimistically, his whole body filling up with a feeling he can’t name, but it chokes him up until he’s bursting with the urge to give a hug to his mentor.
‘Yeah Peter of course. All I want is my kids to be safe.’
Kids. Tony sees Peter as his kid, as equal to Morgan. A person to love unconditionally without needing any favors, without having any debt. Of course Mister Stark won’t ask that of him, despite his front, the man has a heart that’s made of gold. Mister Stark, his mentor, and his father figure.
‘Dad,’ Peter sobs, almost falling out of the chair in his rush to get to Tony. The man immediately returns the hug, holding Peter up in a way that he hopes will be the least painful for him.
‘You’re okay Peter you’re okay.’
‘I’m so sorry, I don’t know what I was thinking’, Peter confesses, deeply ashamed of how low he thought of his dad.
‘It’s okay Kiddo, like I said it’s the concussion. Of course you were scared, I can’t blame you. I promise that I tried so hard to find you bud. I’m sorry it took me so long.’
Peter says nothing, he’s had enough encounters with Tony now to sense that the man wouldn’t believe him if Peter told him it’s okay. Instead he just nuzzles closer, accepting all the love and affection radiating from Tony, and giving back what he hopes is just as much.
‘Can we go back to the lakehouse?’ Peter asks softly, burring his head in Tony’s neck. It might be a weird question coming from him. He liked the beach house enough, but he has never actively asked to go there when they could stay at the tower as well. But now, Peter won’t feel safe unless his down there, in the cabin hidden behind threes, where the environment is quiet that he can hear everyone’s heartbeat, and can confirm that everyone is safe.
‘Sure kid.’ Tony responds, a tad bewildered, but happy to provide anyway. ‘We’ll leave as soon as you get check out okay. I want to make sure you didn’t rip anything.’
‘Okay’, Peter mumbles, a bone deep tiredness washing over him, and letting him sink down into Tony. ‘Thanks dad.’
If Peter were more awake, he would have noticed the silent tears of happiness streaming down Mister Starks cheek at the name. As it stands, Peter just hums contently when a kiss is pressed at the top of his head, and Tony strikes a hand through his hair.
‘Anything for my son.’
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awkwxrdapple · 3 years
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Fallen Angel (Part 2) - Peter Parker x reader
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PART 1
Request reminder: Hi! I love your writing! I was hoping you could do a peter x reader where the reader gets badly hurt and captured and it takes a long time for the avengers and peter to find her and once they do, she is scared half to death, jumpy, nervous, and stays by Peter’s side during pretty much everything. They are living in the avengers tower with everyone and since they are the youngest, Peter is particularly protective of her during her recovery. Thank you!
Word count: 1.5k
WARNINGS: mentions of anxiety, light torture, injury, trauma (after reading if you think I should include any others please let me know thank you)
Part 2
The hours that had passed felt like months. Soon you had lost track of how long you thought you had been strapped to a chair in that room, and with every physical injury you felt your resolve falter more and more. 
You would never give them what they wanted - that you were sure of. So unfortunately for you, whoever was holding you was getting more impatient and frustrated, taking it out on you even more to try and get what they wanted. You hoped maybe they would give up after it was obvious you wouldn't crack, but they didn't seem to think so. 
They could see they were breaking you on the outside. Little did they know you were not utterly terrified. Every sound in the room made you jump, and every touch made you flinch so hard the ropes holding you cut into your skin. You were a mess, both inside and out. But you still wouldn't give them what they wanted. 
Dropping down in front of you like he had done before the beating began, the first man who spoke to you sighed and held your chin to force you to look at him. 
"Y/N I hate to keep asking but you really give me no choice."
He used the back of his hand to slap you harshly across the cheek. Any other day that wouldn't have phased you that much, but due to the already existing wounds put there by either him or one of his other men, it stung and brought more tears to your eyes. 
"N-no." You wept. You were now openly crying but you didn't care. All that mattered is that they didn't get what they wanted. You wouldn't give them any information about the Avengers. 
The man's annoyance was growing even more that before. It terrified you. You knew they needed you alive but they could still do many things to you before you died. 
You thought about Peter, about your best friend, and somehow that gave you more strength to hang on. Would he be out there looking for you? Would they even have any way to find you? You hoped with every fibre of your broken body that Peter was on his way to help you. You even hated being apart from him for this long. 
"I really do hate doing this to you Y/N…"
You hated that he kept using your first name like you were old friends.
No you don't. You thought, before a punch was directed at your gut. 
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Once Peter had suited up he paced nervously waiting for Tony to get into the Iron Man armour. Nat had caught onto the situation and was joining the both of them on your rescue mission. Nobody knew why or who had wanted to kidnap you. They hadn't received a message requesting a ransom for your return, so it was clear a more sinister plot was at play. 
Upon arriving at the old warehouse that your phone signal was coming from, the trio split up to try and cover more ground. If you were inside the building, it would then be a faster process to find you and get you out. Alive. 
Peter was the one to find you. 
You became worried when you heard shouting and loud thumps from outside the door. The noises started to make you shake with fear and soon you were crying softly again. 
There was a few moments of complete silence before the door was kicked in, flying completely off its hinges and into the room narrowly missing you. 
It was almost as if your luck had completely changed and you sobbed audibly upon seeing him.
There was one other man in the room with you who went for his gun as soon as he spotted the red and blue, but Peter was quicker. He disarmed the man swiftly and carefully and sent an elbow to his face cleanly knocking him out. 
"Y/N!" Peter's astonishment at your appearance was coupled with relief and something else you couldn't quite place. For a moment you thought it was anger. Was he angry at you? Had you caused so much disruption that he was angry at you? 
"Tony, Nat!" Peter also called out through his comms unit and soon the two Avengers ran into the room too. 
Tony cut and removed your bonds and let Peter move in closer to you so your body could fall into his. He used a spare hand to rip his mask off so you could look at him properly. His soft brown eyes were full of concern. You sagged into him further as you had no more energy left to hold yourself up.
"Hey Y/N stay with me, ok baby. Stay with me." 
Baby. 
The endearment was lost on you as you were falling in and out of consciousness. The darkness of the room wasn't helping your extreme fatigue and shock. Even though you were being rescued, you were still terrified. 
In the corner of your eye you could see another man in black come into the room but Nat dealt with him. For a second you felt a shriek of fear nearly come out of you but as you saw his limp body fall to the ground it was lost.
Peter's strong but gentle arms were wrapped around your body as he lifted to you up swiftly to his chest. You could hear sobs, which after a few seconds you realised were your own. Hearing these, Peter hugged you even closer to him and you instinctively moved closer into his embrace. This was the closest feeling to being safe that you had felt since you had been taken. 
He was warm, and smelt of home. Quickly your sobs turned from fear to relief. 
"Ok, let's get her out of here." Peter commanded. 
Tony and Nat went in front of Peter and led the way through the also dimly lit corridors. When you reached the door that let into outside, you had to squint from the brightness and turn your face further into Peter. There was noise outside too, too much of it. Cars were bustling up and down the street. 
"Did you find out anything about them?" Nat asked Tony, slightly out of breath from running. 
"No, all of their software was encrypted so well that even I couldn't hack it." 
Nat sighed. Your safety and wellbeing was a bigger concern at the moment though. They needed to get you back to the Tower as soon as they could and get you checked over. Just one quick glance at you would make any one aware of your fragile state. 
Peter was still whispering encouragement to you as you gripped onto him. 
“You're safe now Y/N."
"I've got you."
"Stay with me, we're going home." 
"You are so strong Y/N."
Soon though, you couldn't hold onto consciousness, and you fell asleep exhausted in Peter's arms. 
+  +  +
A steady beeping woke you up.
You could tell you were back in the Tower, everything was cleaner, whiter, lighter. Your head hurt, everywhere hurt if you thought about it long enough, but you also felt strangely numb. There was an IV drip linked to your left arm, and two other nodes tapped into your chest to measure your heart rate. 
Even though you knew you were safe, there was still that lingering adrenaline. Something that still had you on edge. You knew you weren't held captive for very long, regardless of however long it felt, but it didn't matter. The damage had been done. 
Starting to feel yourself panicking again, remembering all of the physical abuse you had been put through, the beeping quickly became closer together, seeming louder. This in turn created more panic as the noise fed your anxiety. 
In the next moment Tony and Peter rushed into the room. In your panic you were struggling to breathe. You were having a panic attack. 
You tried to sit up and reach for Peter who had moved to you. This movement pulled the IV from your arm. 
"Help me!" You managed to get out. You couldn't even tell him what you needed physical help from. You were safe now. But you couldn't get out of your head everything that had happened to you. 
"Y/N, I promise you that you are safe." Peter took hold of your hands and let you squeeze as hard as you needed to. 
Peter and Tony shared a look because of your distress. There was no way Tony would be able to get the IV back into you as you were now shaking uncontrollably. 
"Don't worry Y/N this will allow you to sleep." Tony said gently. 
You felt yourself nodding, before once again, drifting off. 
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hi I have something for y’all called a disaster.
I wrote an Inimitable!Spiderman/Modern Star Wars AU because no one can stop me, not even myself. it is like 47 pages long. I am handing it tenderly to y’all.
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Title: impossible scenario
Summary: Peter runs into some drunk assholes arguing, calling each other Han and Luke. He lets it roll off him until he can’t anymore and eventually finds himself for the first time on the other side of someone more chaotic than himself.
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There was an argument happening under a fire escape. Peter knew about it because a concerned dude wearing a fuckin’ Yankees cap had flagged him down with waving arms and told him that someone needed saving, Spiderman. Some tall asshole was kidnapping a young blond dude, the guy  and his too-cool-for-him girlfriend explained. They’d heard the two scuffling.
Peter maybe stared for a beat too long at them because the gal pointed two blocks behind him and said, “That way. I think the blond guy might be drugged. He’s slurrin’ something strong.”
Peter liked her shoes. They looked like Miles’s, but blue.
“Spidey?”
Miles told Peter all the time that he wasn’t cool enough to wear Jordans. MJ and Johnny had agreed. Such sad times.
“Spidey.”
“I got it,” Peter sighed.
The gal tsked.
“Man, you’re too young to be this jaded,” she said.
Peter sighed.
“You’re the third person to say that this week,” he said. “You think I should go back to therapy?”
There was a pause.
“You know that answer, dude,” cool-gal said. “Go save the twink.”
Twink. Got it. Thank you, citizen.
“There are websites for that shit, Spidey.”
Bye now.
“Apps, even.”
Bye, bye.
“BetterHelp or Headspace or somethin’—”
“Two blocks, you said?” Peter asked.
 --
 Two blocks away, there was indeed a man with dark hair trying to lift a violently intoxicated twink up onto the first steps of a fire escape. Peter examined his options. There were many ways to ruin a potential kidnapper’s day. His favorite involved coke and mentos, although he’d received feedback that that was a waste of perfectly good food. Down the list was also the option to walk over and scream bloody murder so that the kidnapper shat themselves and dropped their target.
That was good, but Peter was tired and the thought of mustering up the energy to scream at a noticeable volume made his thighs turn to Jell-o.
That left snark and violence.
Today, he would not choose violence. Only for today.
He strode out of his dark temporary residence between two dumpsters directly towards the tall dude and his mark. The mark was a messy one. Bless his heart, he was unwittingly making himself the most noncompliant victim to have ever victim-ed. Every time the tall guy got him almost vertical, he gave up his corporeal form to become drunk slime and ooze back to the ground with various moaning sound effects.
It would have been funny if not for the kidnapping context.
The fact that Peter had been standing there under the beams of two separate side-building security lights and neither of those two had noticed yet was also objectively funny—or would have been, if Peter had the capacity for processing humor at the moment.
Alas. This was what he got for telling Tony that he’d evolved beyond the need for sleep. He got caffeine-pilled. And there would be no true rest until that shit wore off, exhausted as Peter’s body yearned to be.
“Kid, work with me here,” the tall guy said.
“I can’t, I’ll die,” the shorter one moaned.
“Luke.”
“I’ve done my time—thirty years in AZKA—”
“Keep your voice down, oh my god.”
Peter was just standing here, fellas.
“Luke.”
“Why’s it always me? Why’s it always gotta be me? The hell did I do to piss off the whole galax-galaxy? HA. My bad, my bad. The whole universe?”
God, what a mood.
The tall guy dropped his grip on the smaller one and loomed over his puddle of ooze with poison in his gaze.
“People are going to die, Luke,” he said.
“So what? They’re always dyin’. Everywhere I go, people’re dyin’ and when it’s not them dyin’, you know who is?”
“Kid.”
“ME.”
“So you’re just gonna wallow there, feelin’ sorry for yourself?” the tall dude snapped.
“Sure am,” the puddle of ooze hummed.  
This was not a kidnapping. This was a come-to-Jesus in the back alley of a bar. Peter was not needed here. He turned around on his heel and stopped when he heard a sharp intake of breath.
“Is that?” someone whispered.
“Don’t mind me, pal, just your friendly neighborhood—” he started.
“Look what you did,” Tall and Handsome hissed at Ooze-Man. “Someone went and called Spiderman on us.”
Peter lifted a brow as Ooze-man ripped its chest up from the asphalt and composed itself back into a human shape with fluffy blonde hair and huge wide eyes.
“Omigod, it’s Spiderman,” the guy said. “Wait, no. Gimme a hand. No, not that one, fuck off, nevermind, I don’t need you.”
He drew himself up to standing, only leaning slightly on his buddy there and gave Peter as lopsided smile.
“Hi, there,” he said with a twang that Peter couldn’t place. “Were you lookin’ for someone, handsome?”
Ah, they had reached the time of night when all the drunks needed to tell Peter things he already knew about his ass. He loved this time.
Not to mention that this dude looked eerily like Johnny. Scarily like Johnny. So much like Johnny that Peter almost wanted to take a picture of him to send to Sue so that she could print up some lost and found posters.
“Just lookin’ at you, babe,” he said. “This guy botherin’ you?”
The tall guy blanched and then grabbed at his face in horror. Peter swallowed his laugh.
“He sure is, hon. You got time to rescue me?” Blondie crooned.
“Luke, please. Please.”
“Because I’m in real distress,” ‘Luke’ said with a pout mighty enough to fell Thor.
“You sure seem like it,” Peter said. “C’mere. I’ll walk you home. Leave that tool, he ain’t worth your breath.”
He held out an elbow like proper gentleman and was pleased at the hand that Luke laid over his heart in response.
Peter could imagine Johnny’s face in six different expression of jealous horror at a selfie taken with this look-alike. Each was beautiful in its own special way. As payment for being referred to counseling by the public, he at least deserved to receive at least two of those faces.
“You mean that?” Luke asked him.
“He doesn’t,” his tall companion said.
“I sure do, where do you live? I’ll walk you,” Peter said.
“Oh my god, I’m gonna cry, he’s gonna escort me,” Luke said, all choked up and fanning his eyes lightly.
This tall friend grabbed him before he could escape, though, and pulled him back behind his own body.
“Listen, Spidey, this is a misunderstanding,” he drawled. “I know this idiot—he is technically my idiot— and I’m the one escorting his ass home. Thanks, though. You’re a real menace. Beat it.”
MMMMMMM.
And here Peter had been planning on being jaded and miserable this fine night. How could he now when this dude was ticking every box that made him feel alive?
“What’s your name, dollface?” Peter asked across the short distance.
“None of your business,” Tall Guy answered abruptly.
“Luke,” Luke said around him. “Are you gonna save me?”
“In just a minute,” Peter said, striding forward with a hard roll in his shoulder and deep drop in his knees.
It was amazing how Tall Guy wanted to take some steps back all of the sudden. Peter couldn’t help but let a smirk widen his face as he advanced.
“Okay, hang on now,” Tall Guy said with both palms out in front of him. “You don’t know what this is about, Spidey. You don’t want to get involved with this, trust me. He’s just bein’ dramatic. No need to get testy.”
“You sure do a lot of talkin’ for your friend there,” Peter noted through his grin.
“Yeah, Han,” Luke said.
Ha.
Han. Han and Luke. Ned was gonna be enraptured when Peter told him about this later.
“Luke. Back me up.”
“Why should I?”
“Because,” ‘Han’ finally snapped. “I’m not doin’ this because I want you to suffer, alright? I don’t want nothin’ to do with it either, okay? No one does. But it’s this or—”
“Or everyone else,” Luke finished for him in a strangely toneless voice.
Han sighed.
“It’s always everyone else,” Luke said.
“Not here.”
“Why’s it always everyone el—No, no, here. Why not? We’ve got fucking Spiderman in our midst, how much more surreal can this moment get? No. You listen to me, Han—”
“I’ve been listening to you all damn evening and you know what I’m hearing?”
“—I lost my life for this. I lost my home, my aunt, my uncle, my hand—”
“I’m hearing you making this about you.”
“—everything I ever knew, and I tried to make it right, didn’t I? I made the school. I gathered the kids—”
“And it’s not just about you this time, kid. It’s not about you, it’s not about me, or Leia, or Chewie or—”
“—I lost my kid and the love of my life, and I finally get a second chance at finding them and giving them the goddamn happy ending they deserve, and the next thing I know—”
“Luke, you’re the only one,” Han said.
“I WAS NEVER. THE ONLY. ONE, HAN,” Luke roared out of absolutely nowhere, sober as a saint. “I was never the only one. EVER. Ahsoka. Go find her. She’s everything that I’m not and more. She’s the real—”
“Luke.”
“Stop saying that name. I HATE that name. I would do anything for twenty goddamn seconds where I didn’t have to be him.”
“You don’t mean that,” Han said quietly. His shoulders had rounded out and become black and heavy under the weight of their shadow. Luke’s eyes, however, looked like topaz.
“I mean it,” Luke said.
Oho.
So shit had gotten real tense, real fast, so Peter about to make a decision that was gonna make Shelley so proud of him she would weep when he finally slunk back in through her office door.
He was leaving. He was turning around and taking a wee jog. Maybe turning a corner, having a little jump over a fence, up a wall, to a place as far away from this one as superhumanly possible.
Bye, bye.
“This galaxy needs you, Luke.”
Peter stopped five paces away.
“They need you,” Han repeated. “And I need you.”
Peter slowly looked back to see that Luke’s face had twisted sharply out of the light, towards the alley wall.
“I’m sorry that we met again like this,” Han said quietly. “I’m sorry it’s always you. You don’t deserve this. No one deserves this.”
“Shut up,” Luke said.
“But if you don’t do something, then it won’t be just me and you and all these random others sliding back into that cesspit we all barely crawled out of.”
“Stop.”
“You’ll never find him if things go back the way they were.”
“You—you don’t know that. There—maybe—”
“Luke. Listen to me. Please.”
“Maybe there’s a chance—”
“Luke,” Han said reaching out and putting a hand on Luke’s shoulder and clenching it hard enough that Peter should see the bunched fabric, “Do you want Din to live through this shitshow a second time? Hasn’t he suffered enough?”
Peter shivered. The pressure at the base of his neck was building. The Spidey Sense wanted to hiss in his ears like white noise. It pinned him where he was, staring over his shoulder at those two solid shapes, one digging a hand into the flesh of the other.
His stomach turned.
Luke said something that Peter couldn’t hear. Han pulled him toward his own body by the grip he had on his shoulder. At first, Luke seemed to stagger, like he was walking on black ice. He stopped a single step away from Han’s body, still with his face angled severely away. Han said something to him.
There was a long pause, then Luke seemed to fall forward. Han caught him and crushed his head into his shoulder, lowering his own until it was almost touching Luke’s ear. They clung to each other.
Luke was crying.
The Spidey Sense started to crackle and pop in Peter’s ears.
“I gotchu, kid,” Han said in a rasp. “I gotchu. We’re gonna get through it.”
Peter blinked once and finally unlocked the muscles in his neck. He wasn’t meant to witness this. He held out a wrist and fired a line.
  --
It was weird.
It was just weird.
Something wasn’t right. And Peter couldn’t make his stomach not writhe about it.
Luke.
Han.
An offhand mention of like, characters. Character names. They were character names. Leia, Chewie.
Peter had heard of people who lived their lives honestly believing that they had been other people—fake people—in past lives, but like, damn man. Why would you put yourself in a position like that were you were moved to actual tears for some elaborate street-drama?
Maybe it had been a joke? That was the only thing he could think it could be. Maybe the universe had gazed upon his hubris at work and gone ‘ah yes, I know what this young man needs: emotional confusion at midnight on a Thursday. That’ll fix him.’
If that was the case, then yeah. Good job, universe. Good job, larpers. Y’all are equally sick.
But if not—and Peter no longer lived in a world where he could rule out any possibilities—then he had just witnessed—Dude, he’d just witnessed—
He couldn’t even think it. It was beyond him. It was so far beyond him that like he might have a real stroke taking the thought seriously.
There was only one person who could hold that kind of information unscathed.
Only one.
  --
PP: Ned. I need you to listen to me and tell me I’m not crazy.
NL: no promises but go on
PP: I think? I just saw? Luke Skywalker? And Han Solo? In an alley behind Kitty’s?????
NL: fascinating
JS: Say more
PP: who let you in here?
JS: you?
PP: SECURITY
NL: Peter say more
PP: I can’t there’s a nerd in here and it’s vibrating at the wrong decibel. SECURITY???
MJ: yeah?
PP: I’m trying to have a breakdown. Can you remove Matchstick please?
MJ: what kind of breakdown
JS: he thinks he met Luke Skywalker
PP: Security has failed me. God?
NL: Peter can you name three things you can see.
PP: I am not manic. I am in touch with reality. I’m just having anxiety because I just fucking saw two people calling each other Luke and Han fighting behind Kitty’s. Like real fighting.
JS: nicknames?
PP: I—
PP: oh my god nicknames
PP: Johnny I’m so sorry I ever doubted you. never leave my side
JS: 😊
MJ: wow that’s cringe. Imagine naming yourself after SW characters
NL: does kitty do a cosplay night now????
PP: idk it was wild. People thought that ‘Han’ was trying to kidnap ‘Luke’ but when I got over there, Luke started flirting with me and then shit got real and they started arguing over like him hating his name and not wanting to do something and losing everything or some shit
NL: that’s a lot. I’m sure it was nothing, though, peter.
PP: yeah it was. My SS has been going nuts ever since I left. You think they bugged me?
JS: yes I will come search your body imminently
MJ: my job storm, back off
JS: after MJ has finished prelim checks, I will then search your body for you out of the kindness of my heart ❤
NL: that’s weird, the SS doesn’t usually freak out about cosplayers
PP: ikr?
NL: lol imagine if they were serious
MJ: don’t say that
JS: well now we have to lean in. thanks ned
JS: they were definitely real. God they were so real. You hear that Fate? You got us. They’re definitely real.
PP: BUT WHAT IF THEY WERE?
MJ: cue breakdown
NL: that would be so fucking funny. Luke Skywalker and Han Solo trying to save the world from the hellscape of nyc. The rats alone would thwart them.
PP: ned I’m freaking out
NL: oh you mean you’re actually freaking out?
PP: deeply
NL: oh shit sorry. I’ll be over, have you slept yet?
PP: NO
MJ: on it
JS: can I join?
NL: no johnny
MJ: no johnny
PP: 😭
JS: one day our love will build a bridge, peter. In the meantime I am stroking your ear comfortingly from midtown
  --
Need and MJ’s weight pinning him to a mattress brought sleep but not necessarily comfort. They both thought that this was a sick joke someone had played on him that was now destroying his psyche. They thought that the couple pointing him back towards the cosplayers had been in on the joke.
Peter would have agreed with them if it wasn’t for the Spidey Sense. Everything else lined up perfectly.
Ned sighed in the morning and told Peter to go talk to Wade.
 --
 Wade’s hallucinations were, by far, more auditory than visual, but he stayed quiet while Peter talked his ear off over the phone in his locked office. He waited until Peter had run out of words to describe the feeling of impending doom and then huffed a bit of a laugh into the receiver.
“Them Star Wars people are unreal, Pete, you know this,” he said. “Look at Ned.”
Ned was perfect.
“Take off those rosy shades, hon. Now, look again.”
Ned had perhaps memorized the entire scripts of the first three movie and 90% of the spaceship names and the jedi lineages.
“Uh-huh. Keep going.”
Peter didn’t want to.
“We all gotta do shit we don’t want do.”
Fine.
Ned’s goal in life was to go to his wedding in a stormtrooper suit.
“Keep going.”
Every Lego project they’d built together since 13 years-old had been a Star Wars-related one. When Ned had decided to move out of his parents’ place, he’d shed actual tears over MJ and Peter mutually suggesting that he sell some of his memorabilia.
“Will this delightful buffet before our very eyes, what is the likelihood of your two pals being drunk larpers in too deep to quit?” Wade asked.
73%.
“Uh-huh.”
“Thanks, Wade.”
“No problem. Although, now I gotta see this. You said they were behind Kitty’s? You think I can get a stormtrooper costume in 8 hours?”
“They’re not still gonna be there, Wade,” Peter huffed. “It’s 10 am.”
“You ain’t know that. What if Luke Skywalker’s a useless drunk, huh? You ever think of that?”
No.
“What’d he look like?”
Peter groaned.
“He looked like Luke Skywalker,” he said. “Blond hair, blue eyes—sort of like a chipmunk that forgot its stripes.”
“I’m onto you, Skywalker.”
Peter hung up to Wade’s cackle. He slouched low and tapped his pen against his desk. Then against his fingers.
He stared at the edge of his keyboard.
“What’s the weirdest thing you could imagine, Pete?” he asked himself.
 --
 PP: sam
SC: yeah?
PP: do you like star wars?
SC: nah
PP: you’re perfect
PP: do you believe in past lives?
SC: like spiritually or culturally? I know I was a cult-kid for a min there but before that we were Buddhists and like, past lives are part of the package
PP: that’s cool. What do you think of people being reborn as themselves again like, 500000000 years later? From a galaxy far far away?
SC: I don’t think about those people
PP: okay well, hypothetically. Let’s say that you were going to imagine someone who embodied that whole spirit. Who would it be?
SC: Buddha
PP: not buddha
SC: is this a riddle? Is it Jesus?
PP: THOR. Thank you this has been helpful ily bye
  Mr. Stark asked him over a cup of viciously black coffee why Peter was seeking out the demigod of his present nightmares.
That usually meant that he and Thor had disagreed on basic physics principles again. Peter took that also to mean that the demigod was still in the building. Possibly loose.
“He’s with Banner,” Mr. Stark said scathingly.
“Thanks, you’re amazing,” Peter said as he sailed out of the room.
 --
 Thor was sitting on Dr. Banner’s lab table, despite Dr. Banner telling him to get off no fewer than two times in the five minutes that Peter was in there, schmoozing and making pleasantries. He warmed Thor up to the home-run hit by asking him all about past lives and present lives and what the soul was on Asgard. Thor was only too happy to explain a load of nonsense that made Banner roll his eyes and poke at his muscles with a thermometer.
“So, hypothetically speaking,” Peter drawled in a very casual lean, “With the infinite galaxies and universes, etcetera, there could be one where Star Wars people exist. And so hypothetically, they could get reborn into a universe like ours.”
Thor blinked at him.
“You remember the laser swords?” Dr. Banner deadpanned.
Thor lit up.
“I suppose it’s possible,” he told Peter indulgently. “But if that was the case then it would be a long tragedy, no?”
…yes…
Say more, Thor-man.
“Well,” Thor said with a big, happy smile, “The series of events that unfolded in that story seemed to me to be one of triumph and tragedy. With one would come the other—that’s how these stories work, yes?”
…yes.
“So if Master Luke Skywalker and his companions arrived into our space here, then they must experience the same in order to be themselves,” Thor said, bobbing his head in pity. “Perhaps what would look like a new start for such people would result only in terror and disappointment until the same conclusion was reached.”
Peter felt his own grin twitch.
“So it’s not impossible?” he asked.
Both Thor and Banner looked at him quizzically at the same time.
“Peter?” Dr. Banner asked. “Is this coming from somewhere?”
Peter’s grin twitched so violently, it turned into a grimace that even superstrength would not let him maintain.
“Can I borrow one of you?” he asked.
 --
 Wade was not happy to be met outside of Kitty’s in the middle of the day, especially because his stormtrooper outfit, in his words, ‘did no justice for the size of his balls.’
Peter was ignoring that. He dragged Thor past Wade’s righteous anger until he was standing on the place where the other two had stood the night before. Thor stood there gamely.
“There,” Peter said. “Any like, energy signatures?”
Thor glanced around and shrugged.
Wade scowled at him and hounded him off the spot so that he could stand there instead.
“I feel nothing,” he said, devoid of emotion.
“Same,” Thor said.
Damnit.
“Perhaps you are—”
The Spidey Sense smashed through all of Peter’s sense and screamed at him to get to the street.
Get to the street. Get to the street. Get to the—
There.
Across the way. Chipmunk, no stripes.
That was the guy from the day before. He was on the opposite sidewalk smashed in with the crowd, dragging a hand through his hair and laden with a backpack and two separate totes. He was wearing a strange set of clothes—a mash of casual and formal—and seemed to be in a hurry, the type of hurry that involved pushing past folks at a half-jog and not stopping at streetlights.
“Got ‘im,” Peter hissed.
“No shit?” Wade asked over his shoulder.
Thor made a sound of interest.
“I see him, too,” he said. “What incredible energy, I’ve never seen anything like it.”
Wh—
Peter whirled on him.
“Don’t you fucking say that,” he warned. “I’m gonna go distract. You two, on my six.”
 --
 Peter broke four traffic laws on his way around the block. He swung himself around a corner and fucked up the collar on his labcoat and counted to four before stepping out right into ‘Luke’s path.
They collided. Luke stumbled back and dropped one of his totes.
“Oh my god, I’m so sorry,” Peter blustered. “Are you okay?”
Luke swore and dropped down without answering, collecting the odd ends of metal that had clattered out from his bag and now rolled loose over the pavement. Peter stooped to join, gathering rings and pipes of all sorts of sizes in his hands. Oncoming folks gave them a wide berth.
It took a moment for Luke to realize what Peter was doing, but when he did, his shoulders went stiff as a board.
“DON’T TOUCH THOSE,” he snapped, just as Peter made to pick up a little plastic bag with a wad of tissue inside it.
Peter froze.
“Oh. Sorry,” he said.
This time, Luke finally met his eye.
“Oh, Jesus. No. I’m sorry, I didn’t mean it like that,” Luke blustered, “Thank you. I’ll—I’ve got them. Thank you, though. It’s okay.”
He took the metal out of Peter’s hands and stuffed them back into his bag. He snatched the plastic bag before Peter could touch it and put that on top.
“Excuse me,” he said as he stood. “Thanks again.”
And just like that, he hurried off past Peter down the pavement.
Peter watched him go.
“Catch?” Wade asked softly from the corner.
“Negative,” Peter said, reaching into his sleeve and holding up the thin aluminum tube he’d hidden up there by the edge of his shirt-sleeve.
It was shiny and longer than he’d expect for any plumbing project. The inside appeared to be coated with some sort of heavy, non-reactive material, and half of the outside had grooved bands carved into it.
“Someone’s building something,” he said.
“Mid-century sink?” Wade asked, taking the tube.
“Nope,” Peter said.
 --
 NL: That is a lightsaber hilt
NL: where did you get that? It’s like mega accurate. Was it etsy?
PP: I stole it
NL: give it back
PP: I can’t I stole it from Luke Skywalker.
NL: Peter.
NL: we talked about this.
PP: He’s Luke Skywalker. I swear on the grave of my mother
MJ: this is a problem. This is now an intervention.
PP: I will prove it. If he’s Luke Skywalker, then he will do ANYTHING to get this thing back.
NL: and if not?
PP: then I will wait two days before politely tracking down his home address and then I will return it via wall crawling
JS: UM
JS: SORRY
JS: PETER CAN YOU CALL ME?
PP: no
NL: no
MJ: no
JS: are
JS: are you sure??? Because there’s a guy in Reed’s lab right now talking to him and Sue, asking SUPER politely for access to—I shit you not—the crystals we picked up from that space trip the other day???
NL: …
PP: …
MJ: …
PP: AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
MJ: fake
NL: no way
PP: WHAT’S HIS NAME, JOHNNY BOY????
JS: I can’t
PP: nope you gotta
JS: I can’t I’m gonna cry I didn’t ask for this
MJ: out with it
NL: please say it’s obi-wan
JS: HHHHHHHHHHH
JS: nope
JS: just a guy named Ben 🙃
PP: AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH
PP: I told you motherfuckers
JS: right. So like. Awkward. But you uh, know that hilt thing you have?
PP: …is Obi-Wan Kenobi about to beat my ass, Johnny?
 --
 There was something about putting the hilt into the palm of someone more famous than Captain America that made Peter’s knees weak.
It did not help that Luke Skywalker had flirted with him the other night.
It did not help that Luke Skywalker didn’t recognize him as Spiderman.
Nothing helped, really, especially when those big topaz eyes lifted and Peter could see that their rims were red and raw.
“Thanks,” Luke Skywalker—the embodiment of hope itself—said in a soft, defeated rasp.
Every alarm in Peter’s head said to save him. Save him from what? How? Who knew.
Ned and MJ seemed to feel the same way, if the pressure on each of his arms was anything to go by.
“Well, that’s all cleared up, then. Thank you so much for your help; it is deeply appreciated,” a stupidly pleasant gentleman with a perfectly combed beard and lovingly coifed light hair said to the room at large.
Obi-Wan Kenobi—pardon, Ben Kennedi—was far more handsome than any movie could ever dream to make him. What they’d done to him in the 1970s, Peter saw now, was a fucking crime. He watched as this beautiful human being set a warm hand on Luke Skywalker’s—pardon, Luke Naberry’s—shoulder and used it to steer him towards the Baxter Building’s front entrance.
He watched as the two of them, like true Master and Padawan, stepped out onto the landing and opted for the stairs. For one fleeting, unbelievable second, Luke looked back over his shoulder at all of them before taking the next step after his Master.
He was right the other night.
He wasn’t the only jedi. Not anymore.
“So that just happened,” Sue acknowledged for everyone after the door had clicked closed and the sound of footsteps had faded off to nothing.
“I’m going to cry,” Reed announced.
“This is single-handedly the best thing that’s ever happened to me,” Ned said.
“Obi-Wan Kenobi walked into our kitchen,” Reed told Sue like she hadn’t been there right next to him.
“The empire is trying to establish itself under our very feet,” Sue said back a little viciously.
“The real empire,” Reed whimpered.
Wait.
No, go back.
“For real?” Peter asked.
Sue and Reed looked back at the rest of them and then exchanged a look.
 --
 Peter was sad now. Depressed and laid out on his side staring back at Valeria’s huge eyes on the floor while Ned and MJ and Johnny asked Reed and Sue two hundred clarifying questions.
Peter didn’t need the specifics. He was thinking back on the conversation that he’d witnessed between Luke and Han Solo—Han Solo who was tall with dark hair and dark eyes and an accent straight out of New Jersey. Solo who had probably been charged with forcing Luke to face the facts in front of all of them because he was the one who Luke trusted most.
But it had shattered them—both of them.
The New Hope had given up everything. He was tired. His heart was torn. He was jaded just like Peter had been that same night. He’d been avoiding the tightrope that Peter had already started crossing, though, probably looking for every possible way to not have to set the first foot on that wobbly line.
He’d walked it before.
Valeria reached out with a chubby, round hand and touched the side of Peter’s face.
“Spiderman,” she said with terrifying understanding, “Someone needs help.”
He wriggled in close enough to bonk heads with her.
“Baby Storm,” he whispered, “I think you’re right.”
  --
MJ thought that Peter needed to leave things alone. She pointed out that he had plenty of problems without getting involved in universe-saving. She gestured to Johnny and volunteered him for the job.
Johnny refused on account of needing to be the prettiest blond in any room. He claimed that if he wasn’t, he had to fight for dominance.
Ned was on the other end of the spectrum. He had 43 reasons why Peter should get involved with things, and 40 of them ended up in the same place which was ‘it would be cool.’
One of Ned’s better reasons, however, involved pointing out that Peter had already stolen half of a lightsaber. He was good and involved now, whether he wanted to be or not. And that was enough for Peter to decide to go on a hunt to give a formal apology.
He recruited Ned to help him locate Luke Skywalker.
That didn’t work.
They tried Luke Naberry.
That didn’t work either.
They ended up going through every possible iteration of every Star Wars name they knew and then filtered out the people who’d been named by exuberant parents and then filtered out anyone who didn’t live in New York and they ended up with fat lot of still nothing.
It was like Luke Skywalker didn’t truly exist in this world.
Until MJ found his Instagram by typing in ‘guys who look weirdly like Luke Skywalker.’
She held the phone aloft in triumph and they all gathered round to gape in awe at her intelligence and research skills.
Luke’s Instagram was nothing but pictures of coffee.
He had one selfie and this selfie was enough to have gotten him onto a BuzzFeed article. In it he was holding—you guessed it—coffee. Iced coffee. One in each hand.
He was shaking them, and one had been labeled with his name—hence the public connection made.
“Someone needs to tell him that coffee is not a food group,” Johnny observed.
“Maybe he works nights,” MJ said.
Ned lifted an eyebrow.
“Maybe this is his job,” he said.
There was a pause.
Some snooping revealed that Luke was an honest to god food website editor. He was a cameraman.
Repeat. Luke Skywalker, cameraman. He filmed all the food hosts for his company’s Youtube channel. He edited videos. He more or less blended into the background of everything, while having his finger prints on damn near everything.
This was a man after Peter’s own soul. They were kindred spirits in hidden identities, content creation, and suffering under a boulder of responsibility too great to cope with.
He had to find him now.
And after they had his Instagram it wasn’t too hard. He seemed to hang out in various parts of the Bronx and Peter just so happened to know some folks out that way.
 --
 Louis told Peter that he would never speak to him again if he found, befriended, and then didn’t share Luke Skywalker (the man, the real man, I’m not fucking with you, Louis). But he also recognized a place on Luke’s instagram that he seemed to be working his way through the menu of. He sent along an address and told Peter not to forget his promises.
Angel asked why he was looking for Johnny Storm in the Bronx.
Peter left Louis to rattle sense into her.
He took a walk on Saturday morning. A long walk. A long train ride, then a walk, then a half hour of squinting, and then, lo and behold, he found a blond guy banging his head into the center of an out door metal table across from a woman with heavy braids trailing down the sides of her neck. She was much older than him and drummed white-painted fingernails across her cheek as she thought.
Peter hid and called Ned and MJ for an ID. He peeked the phone’s camera out enough for them to see the other two and then snatched it back.
Ned was about to flip a table.
“That’s clearly Ahsoka Tano,” he said. “She—the braids, dude. Dead give-away. And she put ribbons in them, like what even is discretion?”
Peter didn’t know that person. He continued not to know this person, even as Ned dragged him through a trainwreck of Star Wars lore.
“So she’s a friend,” he said.
“She’s like a jedi, but not like a jedi, she was a jedi, but then she said ‘fuck the order’ and—”
Great. Peter was approaching.
Ned held his face in his hands. MJ told Peter to report back on his findings. Peter ended the call and inched closer, weaving through the crowd and slipping into the coffee joint to see what nonsense they were selling.
It was nonsense with lots of syrup. He could never say no to syrup.
He watched the two outside while waiting for his order. Luke gesticulated to his friend and she spoke, giving reasonable gestures back. He stopped her and dug out his phone and that little plastic baggy full of fluffy material. He answered his phone. His friend took the little bag and held it up to the light.
She frowned at it.
Luke pushed away from the table and walked away to take his call. Peter’s order was called. He grabbed it and swerved out towards the patio.
“Hello,” he said at the edge of Luke and his friend’s table. “Is this seat taken?”
Luke’s friend stared at him.
“It is,” she said. “Move along, hon, you’re ten years too young.”
Wow.
“For your friend?” Peter tried. “Could I leave my number?”
He had this lady’s attention now. She was looking him up and down, appraising. Peter tried not to flex. He stayed cool. Matt-levels of cool. He smiled winningly.
“Alright, why not?” she said, digging through her bag for a receipt and a pen. Peter beamed as he leaned down to scrawl his number down on the back. He got halfway through before he heard a step stop nearby.
“Look alive, kid,” Luke’s friend said. “Hey, Luke, this guy was just—”
“You again?” Luke said.
Peter lifted his head and brows.
“Hi,” he said. “I just wanted to apologize.”
There was a long silence.
Luke’s friend looked between them and then gave Luke a long, judgmental stare.
“You don’t have to,” Luke said. “Thanks, though. How did you find me here?”
Mmm. Beginner’s luck.
“Here,” Peter said, offering his number on the receipt. “If you ever need someone to talk to who gets it.”
Luke’s friend bit her lip and looked away in secondhand embarrassment. Peter ignored her for now.
“Thanks,” Luke said. “You don’t and you won’t. But you’re very pretty.”
Nice.
“You’d be surprised,” Peter told him. “Gimme a text. I’ll leave y’all alone now. Enjoy your coffee.”
He left. But not before hearing, “but that ass, Luke.”
 --
 Ned told him that there was no way that Luke was ever going to text him and he was disappointed in Peter’s hostage-taking skills.
But he was proved wrong two hours later and, for his crimes, had to admit Peter’s brilliance publicly.
 LS: hi sorry. This is Luke. This morning when you stopped by our table, did you happen to see a little plastic bag on it?
 Why yes. The one in Peter’s pocket right now? That bag?
 PP: hi!! I did, actually. You guys aren’t very subtle 😏
LS: it’s not coke
PP: I’m not judging
LS: no, it’s not coke, I swear. It’s something INFINITELY more important. Did you happen to see if it had fallen on the ground?
PP: ah, no, sorry. I didn’t see it
PP: OH NO
PP: oh my god I’m so sorry, I think I took it with me when I accidentally took your friend’s pen.
LS: I
LS: what’s your name?
PP: Peter ❤
LS: Peter, you have a fucking problem
LS: I’m starting to think that you want something from me. And listen, you’re a handsome guy, but I’m not available and my type isn’t kleptomaniac. What do you want for it?
PP: well you got me
PP: to talk
LS: about what?
PP: mostly about why you look like you’re a wet phonebook in a bad gutter
LS: a phonebook???? What era are you even from????
PP: I could say the same to you, sir.
LS: I
LS: wh
LS: alright touche. The point is that I’m not going to talk to you. I just need that bag back. It’s a life and death situation.
PP: what are they? They aren’t coke crystals.
LS: how would you know?
PP: what are you, a cop?
LS: NO. This is going nowhere. What. Do. You. Want?
PP: To. Talk.
LS: I’m not going to talk to you.
PP: then why did you ask me to rescue you?
 He held his breath.
 LS: I didn’t
PP: you did
LS: I didn’t ask you for shit. This is it. What’s your last name.
PP: Man 😊
LS: Man what
PP: That’s my last name.
LS: Peter Man.
PP: oop, nope, sorry. That’s someone else.
LS: …so I’m calling the police, now. That’s what we’re saying?
PP: depends. Do you still need to be rescued?
 Come on, Skywalker. Come on, remember.
 LS: I never asked you to rescue me.
PP: You did. Think back.
LS: I didn’t
LS: I just made a joke to
LS: WHAT AFAJSDFA DTTH E FUCK
 Peter cackled and let himself fall onto his back.
 PP: Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii ❤
LS: YOU’RE
PP: Just your friendly neighborhood guy ❤
LS: YOU
LS: you
PP: me
LS: THAT’s how the storms knew you
PP: yep 💋
LS: I don’t even know what to say
PP: it’s okay, you don’t have to say shit. The main thing I wanted you to know was that I hear you. And if you need it, I’ve got you.
LS: You’re literally trying to rescue me??
PP: it’s my job
LS: IT ISN’T. How have you never been arrested? how did you find me? Did you track my phone? Is it some kind of spider thing???
PP: yes
LS: I am legally obligated to kill you with the force now
PP: harder daddy
LS: ADaaSDASFSDFSdd
LS: oh my god Han is going to lose his gourd
LS: I’m sorry I just I can’t believe you of all people stole my damn hilt
PP: I’ve got……………………..sticky fingers
LS: go die
LS: no I didn’t mean that sorry that’s a thing with me and my sister. I mean, okay. You got me. Hero of NYC.
 Peter’s cheeks were starting to hurt.
 PP: I’ll bring them back to you.
LS: Please do, Ben’s about to have a stroke.
PP: you mean obi-wan?
LS: he’s convinced his cat ate them. There’s a staring contest happening. No one has blinked in two minutes and I don’t want to be here for the internal investigation.
PP: where do you live?
 Luke sent an address. Peter held his phone high and walked it into the living room where Ned was bitchily composing an Instagram post. He and MJ looked up at the same time.
“Ladies and gentlemen,” Peter said. “Luke Skywalker and Co. live in a cemetery.”
 --
 It wasn’t a cemetery. It was a funeral home, but close enough.
Luke was waiting outside on the stoop in a cardigan about four sizes too big for him. It was there probably to protect him from the equally large ragdoll cat in his arms.
Peter smiled. Luke stared at him and then shook his head and went through the screen door. Ned gave Peter a biting look.
“Made friends, I see,” he said.
“We’re doin’ great,” Peter told him, hopping up the stairs. “Look at us, totally—”
“Insidious.”
Peter stopped and turned nervously to see through the screen door where Obi-Wan Kenobi had seized both of the cat’s cheeks. Luke continued to hold it with maximum doneness levels.
“Where have you been?” Obi-Wan asked the cat seriously.
“We have guests,” Luke said. “Take your beast.”
Obi-Wan snatched the cat out of Luke’s arms with contempt all over his face.
“You are a villain of the highest order,” he told it.
“Ben. Guests. Please evacuate. I am hosting negotiations,” Luke said.
“We should have named you ‘Sith.’”
“Ben.”
Peter was not going to laugh at Obi-Wan Kenobi. That was too surreal.
“Come in,” Luke said, returning to hold open the screen. “I hope you’re not allergic. There are two of them.”
T-two?
“The other one is Junior.”
Peter stepped over the threshold and found himself in a room that looked like a human birdhouse. It was full of surfaces that were almost completely empty, as though an enrichment object had once lived there but had been removed as punishment. Luke waved Ned and MJ in and accepted their apologies on Peter’s behalf.
Peter ignored them to lock eyes with a creature more stunning than any he had ever encountered. It sat on the kitchen counter by a single clear jar labelled ‘Not Spice.’ It blinked grumpy green eyes.
“Oh, it’s these people again?”
They all looked behind them to see Obi-Wan peering around a doorframe with the first cat draped over his shoulders.
“Kleptomaniac,” Luke said, pointing at Peter. Peter waved.
“Huh,” Obi-Wan said simply. “I will distract Ahsoka.”
He vanished. Luke grimaced after him.
“Let’s go talk in the back,” he said. “There are no bodies, I promise.”
 --
 The funeral home had a little deck and a yard small even for this far out in Queens. It was crammed full of plants that appeared to be in a competition to bloom. Luke invited them to sit and then left to make coffee.
Coffee, yes, how had Peter forgotten.
He peeked over the side of the deck down where there was a large stone set in the center of the garden.
“A seeing stone,” Ned whispered to him.
“Oh, how did you know?”
They all jumped.
Peter swore that Obi-Wan hadn’t opened that sliding door. How had—what—
Ned was at a loss for words in the face of one of his greatest heroes.
“I—uh. M-movie? I mean, sorry. It was in The Mandalorian, second season, with the—”
“Yet more television,” Obi-Wan said derisively.
They all stared.
“Can you teleport?” MJ asked him.
“I thought you were bothering Ahsoka?” Luke asked, from inside. He squeezed past the man and his cat with three glass mugs in hand. He set them down on the little square table off to the side of the desk railing.
“I was, but then I got curious,” Obi-Wan said. “And I lost Junior.”
Luke stared at him.
“I’m going to lock you in the basement,” he said.
“Try, try, and try again,” Obi-Wan told him, petting his beloved cat’s head.
“Do you even know who Spiderman is, old man?”
“More television.”
“That’s what I thought.”
Peter had to keep a conscious watch on his jaw, lest it fall open in the face of the most handsome, clueless man on the planet. He watched as Obi-Wan, disgusted with all this ‘television’ nonsense skulked back off into the guts of the home. Luke shut the door behind him.
“So,” he said, holding out his hand. “We’re talking. Fork ‘em.”
Ah.
Fair was fair.
Peter produced the plastic bag from his pocket and handed it over. There was a shout somewhere inside followed by someone going ‘What the fuck is wrong with you?’
“Ben keeps our home ghost free. He terrifies all the wannabee haunters,” Luke said simply. “Thank you for these. I imagine it’s somewhat of a shock to learn that it’s all real.”
It was, but it wasn’t the weirdest thing Peter had encountered by far.
“How long have you lived in New York?” he asked conversationally.
Luke gave him a weird brow.
He seemed smaller than before in that enormous cardigan. Certainly smaller than the movies made him seem. His face was a little thinner too, and his lips seemed to slope into an almost permanent pout.
“About twenty years,” he said. “We were born in California, but Anakin moved us here when we were eight.”
Anakin? Like, Darth Vader, Anakin?
“’Luke, I am your father’—yeah, that guy,” Luke said with a scoff. “Except, you know, he ain’t dead. And he’s the only one who can make Ben remember that tea isn’t a meal, so we keep him around for that and to scream back at Leia.”
Peter was already completely lost to the dynamics of this household. It wasn’t like the books and movies—Ned’s twitching for his phone to take notes was proof enough of that.
“That’s awkward,” MJ said. “So did y’all do like, collective counselling for the past life shit?”
Luke deflated and moaned into his hands.
“It’s not past life shit if your damn name is the same,” he said. “It’s complicated.”
It sounded like it.
Imagine growing up with your apparently-Star War-obsessed father and uncle who’d built a home and a business (presumably) around that shit, only to find out later that they’d done it because it was literally their religion.
What a trip.
“When did you find out?” Peter asked gently.
“Oh, you know. Last week,” Luke said with a bitter grin. “Quit my fulltime job. Dumped my ex. Broke my lease and now here I am. Once again. Back at this place.”
“Do you want a hug?” Ned asked into the awkward silence.
“You’re very sweet,” Luke said. “If I touch another human, I will start crying and never stop.”
Yikes.
Barely holdin’ on by a thread there, buddy? How’s the hyperawareness going?
“Why does it matter, is my question. For you, I mean,” Luke said with a suspicious squint. “You fought a goblin guy, didn’t you? With a hover board?”
Uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh, yeah.
Yeah, Peter sure had done that.
“And like, the bird dude? Didn’t you down a plane?”
Perhaps.
But Luke had blown up the Deathstar, no?
“These things are not equivalent,” Luke said flatly. “I joined a rebel alliance. There were loads of us.”
Mmm. Perhaps so.
“God, how old are you even? You look 22.”
Peter gawked.
“I’m 27,” he said.
Luke did a double-take.
“That’s a lie,” he accused. “Tell the truth or be compelled.”
“By the Force?” Ned asked hopefully.
Luke blinked at him. He pointed at the glass sliding door which revealed Obi-Wan holding Junior the cat above his head by the kitchen sink.
“The Force,” he said.
Ned’s face fell.
“Do we not have the Force, here?” he asked.
Luke flinched.
“Listen,” he said abruptly, “We’re workin’ on it. This isn’t our original galaxy. The rules are all different. The only one who’s managed to make even a spark happen is Obi-Wan so far, but as soon as we find Master Yoda, it’s over. We’ll already have won.”
“You lost Yoda,” MJ mused.
Luke stammered and caught himself.
“We lost a lot of people,” he snapped. “It happens when you shift galaxies. Anyways, that’s what the stone is for.”
MJ glanced back at the stone and then leaned her forearms onto the small table.
“So, let me get this straight,” she said. “You jedi folks all popped up over here by some cosmic accident. You don’t have the Force. Most of you don’t even remember who you are. You lost your most experienced Master, and you’re going to fight the Sith?”
Peter stirred his coffee nervously.
Luke’s eye twitched.
“We don’t need the others,” he said. “We only need the Force. To fight the Sith. Yes.”
MJ frowned deep and held her chin with both hands.
“So you need the thing you for sure don’t have the most,” she said.
Luke opened his mouth, but not before the window by the door snapped open and Obi-Wan leaned out to say, “We always have the Force.”
Luke covered his face in despair.
“I was listening from the kitchen window,” Obi-Wan told him lovingly.
“GO FIND CODY ALREADY,” Luke roared at him.
“I did, he’s right here,” Obi-Wan said soothingly, stroking his angry cat.
“The other Cody.”
“Oh, I am trying, don’t you worry.”
“Ben, so help me God—”
“Force.”
“SO HELP ME FORCE—”
Star Wars had really left out the part about Luke’s explosive temper. Peter winced, but Ned laughed and the sound seemed to have a calming effect on Jedi-on-Jedi crime about to take place in the kitchen. Obi-Wan appeared pleased with this development and emboldened. He wove past Luke out onto the desk and came over, cat and all, to point down to the seeing stone in the middle of the garden.
“Others who feel the Force’s energy will be drawn to it,” he told Ned fondly. “It’s how we got Luke back home.”
“It’s not,” Luke said. “You called me.”
“And so others will also come,” Obi-Wan said with confidence. “The most important thing is that we believe in the Force. And from that, we will find guidance and power and—”
“He means Yoda,” Luke translated. “He’s been putting frogs on it as an offering, even though me, Ahsoka, and Anakin told him that this is a human’s world. A human’s world, Ben. Even if he did eat them, he’s not eating them raw.”
“Don’t be discouraged by Luke’s attitude, he is very stressed,” Obi-Wan told Ned and Ned only affectionately. “I told him not to be, you see there are four of us here already, and the Chosen One is among us.”
“Anakin told you to stop calling him that,” Luke moaned, massaging his temples.
“He was the first to be aware of our present situation,” Obi-Wan said.
“He took a hallucinogen and had a paranoid breakdown,” Luke pleaded. “Ben, please. Go inside. Think of your blood pressure.”
“Perhaps, but it was a useful breakdown, was it not?”
“I am so sorry for him, he’s getting senile,” Luke said to the rest of them.
“Your energy is different,” Obi-Wan informed Peter out of absolutely nowhere. “Are you also Force-sensitive? Were you drawn to the stone?”
Er.
No.
Sorry?
“He’s Spiderman,” Luke said, gesturing pointedly. “Remember Spiderman?”
Obi-Wan did not. Peter suspected, actually, that Obi-Wan still used phonebooks, if he used phones at all, that was.
Luke took a deep breath and let it out.
“Okay, let me just lay it out,” he said. “We’re doing the best we can with what we have. You don’t have to get involved with this. We appreciate your help, but what would help us even more is if you stay out of it, alright?”
Yeah, okay. Sure. Peter could respect that.
“Amazing. And don’t tell other people.”
Understood.
“Unless they’re Force-sensitive,” Obi-Wan said. “In which case, ask them how they feel about rocks.”
Luke just stared at him coldly this time.
“You didn’t used to be like this,” he said dangerously.
“No, I used to be stressed,” Obi-Wan told him. “But you and Ani are doing that for me, so I have resolved to be a free spirit. Nice to meet all of you. Have more coffee. I don’t like this one; I will have it out of the house by sundown.”
He left, and possibly for good this time. No one knew what to say in his absence.
“So,” Peter tried, desperate for something to break up the tension. “You said a few days ago that you were looking for someone?”
Luke finally stopped making growling faces towards the sliding door. He lit up like a bulb.
“I am, actually,” he said.
 --
 Luke was looking for a very particular person named ‘Din.’ He described him as ‘six feet tall and covered in armor.’ He asked if they knew of such a person.
Peter had to shove a hand against his mouth in case he made an unwanted connection between this description and Obi-Wan behavior.
“Haven’t,” MJ said. “Who is he?”
“My husband,” Luke said.
Ned choked.
Peter choked.
MJ tilted her head.
“You have a husband?” she asked. “I would have remembered a husband in that series.”
Luke leaned his chin on his palm and gazed sideways over the city. He seemed to sigh.
“I don’t know why he isn’t connected to me in the media created here,” he said. “It’s probably because he’s always been very shy.”
Oh, aw. Peter loved that. The contrast between them was heart-warming.
“We had a son together,” Luke said. “His child. He brought him to me. One of my students, at first.”
Hang on a minute here.
Peter exchanged a glance with Ned. Ned tried very hard to pick a way to approach this sensitively. He landed on asking, “What was his name again?”
“Din,” Luke said. “Din Djarin.”
Ned cringed.
“He was a Mandalorian,” Luke explained. “Very, very, very shy. Like, he would rather chew off his own leg than make small talk with a stranger. I think, before I knew all this, I was still subconsciously looking for him. All my exes are the same type.”
That—
Okay, so like.
Did these people own a TV?
“Do we look like we own a TV?” Luke deadpanned. “No. If Ben senses anything bigger than a datapad happening in this place, he’s driven to madness and breaks it.”
UH?
“He doesn’t actually break it,” Luke sighed. “He just finds a way to make it unusable—putting clothes on it, disconnecting the monitor, that kind of thing. He thinks they waste electricity.”
What a guy. Peter wanted to put him and May in a room and see what conspiracies they could spin together.
“Why do you ask?” Luke asked.
Ned cleared his throat.
“Do you have a, uh, datapad, then?” he asked.
 --
 “DIN. That’s DIN. He’s got his own show. Oh my god, that’s—stay right there. Don’t move.”
Bless this man. Peter wanted to hug him so bad. They’d lost him to the staircase leading up from the second floor to the attic. Peter wondered who he was showing the tablet to.
Maybe Obi-Wan?
“I told you this already,” a voice up there said.
“LOOK AT HIM.”
“You’re killin’ me, smalls. We had this exact conversation last week. Did you forget?”
“You knew where he was.”
“Alright, alright. Downward march.”
Anakin fucking Skywalker came down the stairs with a handful of Luke’s shirt in one hand and the tablet shoved under his other arm. He paused and frowned at the three of them in the kitchen frozen in shock, and then apparently decided that that didn’t matter. He carried on dragging Luke with him towards the kitchen counter. He dropped the tablet onto it and Peter realized that the lower half of his sleeve on that side was empty.
He watched as the guy let go of Luke and chased the not-angry cat off the counter, cursing.
“Alright, this?” he said, tapping on the tablet. “Is the link I put here.” He rapped the same finger on what Peter now saw was a whiteboard covered in rows upon rows of symbols that he’d never seen before.
“Din here? Din here. You see?” Vader told Luke with untold patience.
“I can’t read that,” Luke moaned. “You lied to me.”
“It’s up in the kitchen, Luke.”
“You’re a liar and a cad. Do it in Basic.”
“This is Basic.”
Oh, dear. All that fanfic about Luke meeting Darth Vader and having a breakdown was looking real embarrassed now, wasn’t it?
“If it’s Basic, why can’t I read it?” Luke demanded.
“Because, like I told you last night, the night before, and the night before that,” Vader said painstakingly, “It doesn’t all come back at once. It’s going to take time.”
“We don’t have time,” Luke snapped.
Vader leaned his head back with half-lidded eyes. Luke didn’t look even remotely like his kid, even with him looking all pre-quels-like now.
“We talked about this, too, remember?” Vader asked.
Obviously not. Luke was distressed. He had eyes only for the tablet now.
“No, of course not, silly me,” Vader said. “Why are humans here?”
“Ahsoka went home,” Luke said.
“Thank you, that was not my question.”
“What was your question?”
“Why are non-order humans here?”
“I told you, Ahsoka went—”
“Son, I will kill you if you continue to act like Obi-Wan,” Vader said without missing a beat.
“You can try,” Luke said offhandedly. “But only one of us has two handed grip.”
There was a long stare.
“It’s Obi-Wan,” Vader told him. “Why do we have living guests?”
He gestured back to Peter, Ned, and MJ like they were flies on a set of blinds.
“Oh, because that’s Spiderman and he stole your kyber crystals,” Luke said.
Vader rounded on Peter, and Peter actually felt fear.
Vader blinked once.
“This may as well happen,” he decided somehow placidly. “I’m going back upstairs. Where did your grand-master go?”
“Into the mist,” Luke said. “Can you feel Din?”
“Negative, ghostrider.”
“When the Force chooses you first out of favoritism, can you feel for Din?”
“Ah yes, can I feel for your Force-repellant life partner with all of the Force energy that I do not have? Yes, I sure can.”
“Thanks, Dad.”
“Anytime, primary monstrosity of my loins.”
UM?
This felt a little hostile for Peter’s tastes. Not that it wasn’t earned. Clearly it was earned. It was just horrifying.
“Guests, you are dismissed,” Vader said in their direction. “Unless you’re drawn to the rock outside, in which case, you may stay. Otherwise, do not darken this doorstep again, or else we will leave you with the other dead in the morgue.”
“Thanks for bringing the crystals,” Luke said from behind him. “And for talking. I do feel better, actually.”
 --
 They left the funeral home. Obi-Wan was outside by the mailbox as though waiting for them. Peter wasn’t sure he had any emotional energy left to approach him with.
“Thank you for speaking to Luke,” he said as the three of them attempted to pass unnoticed. “It’s good for him to talk to others his own age.”
Uh-huh. Good night, sir?
“Good night, Peter, Ned, and Michelle.”
They hadn’t given their names.
They definitely hadn’t given their names.
 --
 Ned wasn’t sleeping for two years. He made this clear with a lot of clapping gestures and then rolled around on the floor, talking about all kinds of shit that Peter couldn’t decipher. MJ watched him and flicked her eyes up to Peter with concern on her forehead.
“That family is cinematically dysfunctional,” she said.
Correct.
“They’re barely their own characters.”
Correct.
“What now?”
Peter wasn’t sure. The best he could think of was to just keep an eye on the situation. Maybe check in every couple of weeks?
“If you say so,” MJ said. “I think you made Ned’s life, by the way. Good job.”
 --
 Peter tried checking in every two weeks. It started because he happened to hear of a tunnel collapsing in Queens nearby the funeral home. He texted Luke to ask if he needed a save and all he got back was a ‘well, not anymore.’
After that, Peter kept a close eye on happenstances occurring around the city. There were more than he bargained for. And when he glanced at Luke’s Instagram after the first week after the tunnel collapse, he noted that two of the nails on the hand Luke held his coffee to the camera with had gone completely black.
That was worrying.
Peter was used to be the danger-prone asshole in his friendgroup. He did not like this role-reversal. MJ asked him sarcastically what the problem was.
He texted Luke again.
 PP: how many nails do you have left bro?
LS: we put a hole in one to release the pressure
PP: that don’t sound great bro.
LS: it’s fine. Oh, but good news
PP: oh?
LS: the most predictable thing ever has happened. The Vader has regained force power
PP: that’s worrying
LS: ? why?
PP: won’t he go dark?
LS: ah, no. He fucked up and raised me and Leia with Ben this time after our mom died. He had his chance to go dark and traded it for 8 consecutive hours of sleep instead.
PP: I truly don’t know what to say
LS: It’s fine we did 12 years of family therapy after the accident so we are no longer on the DSS watchlist
PP: I know less what to say
LS: he won’t find din :/
PP: is that your priority right now?
LS: aren’t you supposed to be spiderman or something? Don’t you have chaotic things to say?
PP: you know normally I do, this is literally out of character for me. but I think you also might be absorbing my chaos.
LS: that’s fair. I have that effect on people. Hey, is your buddy Ned available to chat? He knows more than I can remember about my old life. Can I borrow him?
 That sounded like a horrendous decision.
 PP: yeah let me get you his number.
LS: thanksssss
  --
Ned reported a few days later that his services were needed at the funeral home. He was leaving them all now to befriend Luke Skywalker as was his true destiny.
He came back a few hours later and reported that his services had been helpful and he was pleased to say that Darth Vader was now the official herder of ‘wans’ in the house. This included all Obi-Wans and padawans.
He seemed to be the only guy there who could like, retain information given to him for some reason. He accepted this as his lot in life and went around repeating the same things to the others ad nauseum until they finally stuck for them.
Peter wondered if that was his personal hell.
Ned didn’t think so. He thought the guy was pretty chill about it and had probably been doing it for a while now. He did it more for Ahsoka Tano and Luke than he did for Obi-Wan. Although that was probably because Obi-Wan appeared to be on a hunt that made all non-relevant information given to him slip off his back like water.
 --
 Another two weeks. Another text.
 PP: hey luke, I saw you drowning on the news. You okay?
LS: GOD my ex-workplace keeps calling welfare checks on our house. We’ve had more cops here then flies these last few days.
PP: ex-workplace is one way to refer to your old job. Sounds like they cared about you. What did you do?
LS: preschool teacher.
 Peter was going to lose his shit right here on this bed.
 PP: was that your calling?
LS: that was Luke Naberry’s calling. Luke Skywalker’s calling is to make the lightsaber go vrrrrrrm
PP: you honestly terrify me
LS: thanks han says the same thing. OH. HE FOUND CHEWIE.
PP: no shit??
LS: yeah I told Ned, not you. But yeah. He found him lugging boxes for a bodega. And now they both work at the same bodega. Which like, objectively, is a bad thing because Han was a UN translator.
PP: I’m
PP: sorry
PP: what?
LS: I know he was all respectable and shit. It was awful. I can look at him again without feeling like I’ve failed in every part of my life.
PP: dare I ask what your sister does?
LS: lawyer
PP: not senator?
LS: we’re not old enough to be senators.
PP: every moment becomes more concerning than the next. You fascinate me. This is why they put you in like, all the films.
LS: because I’m sexy yeah
PP: that too
LS: not to you. I’m off-limits bub. I’m married.
PP: how’s that going for you?
LS: Hhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
PP: I see. So no Din yet?
LS: I will find him if it kills me
PP: that’s so romantic. Hey you should watch that series. They gave him a little green yoda in it. Really cute.
LS: that’s my son you piece of shit
 There was no winning here.
 --
 MJ asked him a few weeks later if he was still keeping up with the Jedi drama since the whole city had recently decided that Peter was a snack.
Obviously he hadn’t.
She told him not to worry, Ned had. She told him to talk to Ned, so he went and talked to Ned with a heatpad in one hand and a coldpack in the other.
Ned patted at him sympathetically and informed him that Luke had reunited with the Force. It was going poorly for him, mostly because the Force wasn’t used to people being in touch with it in these parts of the universe. It kept telling each of the jedi that there was a disturbance and then luring them to each other to fight to the death.
Luke described it as the Force-equivalent of an auto-immune disease.  
They’d taken to gathering in the living room of the funeral home to meditate in a circle, as though to calm the Force’s anxiety while scenting each other for protection.
It had a 40% success rate. Everyone was sleeping in locked rooms for the time being, just in case someone got compelled to do something rash.
Peter asked Ned if he’d finally lost his crown as King Chaos of NYC.
Ned patted him on the knee more firmly than before and said that he could regain his crown by introducing a calming element into the jedi household.
Peter had his pride to defend, so he asked what that element ought to be.
  --
Din Djarin, the Mandalorian, the leader of all Mandalorians, was bound to have a name that looked nothing like the one they had for him. Luke nearly exploded when Peter approached him to asked him (and his taped fingers) more about who Din Djarin was outside the name.
They proceeded with caution, however. So far, Peter and Ned had discovered only dissonance between Luke’s account of his life partner (his ‘heart, stars, sun, and sand’) and the guy on the screen for the tv show. That was to be expected, given that they had met Luke now and learned of his somewhat explosive personality.
But even still, Luke’s description of Din Djarin as ‘kind, compassionate, tender, shy, emotionally stable, dependable, sweet, caring, and hunky’ seemed slightly biased.
Peter just wanted to know how tall this guy was. Hair color. Eye color. Skin color. Blood type. That kind of shit.
Luke said that Din had brown hair, brown eyes, Type Who Knows What blood, and was about six feet tall. He had no idea how much he weighed. He’d never had need for that information. He knew that Din was human, which was probably helpful in a galaxy far, far away. He knew that he spoke Mando’a as his first language, then Basic, then a whopping fifteen others. And he knew that Din was probably looking after their son.
Vader asked Peter over a mug of coffee (also labeled in the funeral home’s cabinet as ‘not spice.’) if Spidersenses could overcome a dearth of information. It took Peter a few moments to realize that he was sympathizing with him.
“You’re not going to find Din,” Vader told Luke. “You need to look for the kid. You’ll find the kid first, you always have.”
Luke took his coffee and poured it down the drain.
Peter decided that he didn’t want to get in between that burgeoning battle. He told Luke to text him if he remembered anything else.
  --
Wade was pissed that Peter had been meeting and ‘cavorting’ with Luke Skywalker without him. He claimed ownership of the Din Djarin mystery in order to cram himself into Luke’s good graces. But quickly, he ran into the same stumbling blocks as Peter.
Din Djarin was six feet tall with brown eyes and brown hair.
That was what they currently had to go on.
Wade would have torn out his hair if he had any, but he stopped himself and accepted the challenge. Peter watched over his shoulder as he chicken-pecked his way into a list of social security numbers held by the NYC State ID issuing department and started methodically filtering names that did not sound like ‘Din.’
He started broad with all ‘D’s and then narrowed it down further and further and further until he was left with a shitload of Daniels.
He stared at the screen before him and vibrated.
Peter massaged his shoulders before he cracked.
It helped. Wade started filtering by height, then by eye color. Then by hair, and only ended up with several hundred people.
He vibrated again, but this time, Peter couldn’t help him.
He sighed. Wade said that there had to be a better way to do this. He got up.
  --
Wade made about four thousand missing posters with the name Din Djarin on them which he recruited the whole team to plaster up around NYC. This was not a request.
Miles asked him why they were doing this for a tv character and had to be let in on the gig.
He lost his shit.
Louis tried to retain his shit.
Angel still didn’t know how the whole jedi thing worked.
Dave hummed and haw’ed and took his time in calling bullshit. Wade asked him to look deep into his eyes and ask if he was entertaining bullshit that fine evening.
Dave changed his opinion and took a stack.
  --
There was no way that shit was supposed to work. There was just no way. A) because Wade had the worst ideas of all mankind and B) because Peter had the worst luck of all mankind. So the two of them together should have destroyed all the prospects of success for that job.
But instead, while they were hatching a new plot involving setting up a sham sociological study for people who responded to Star Wars names, Wade’s phone went off.
He grabbed it and opened the message and lo and behold right there was a note that read,
“I hope you are not a reporting body because this is going to sound certifiably insane, but I think I might be the guy you’re looking for?”
Wade screamed.
Peter scolded him not to get too excited too soon. They had to see the man first.
Wade texted furiously, asking for a picture and got a message back that said, “please do not dox me.”
They got no answer until Wade promised not to dox the guy.
And then they got an image of a man with brown hair and brown eyes with olive skin. His face was remarkably square. The picture wasn’t just him, though, he had in his arms a little boy with a head covered in tight ringlets. His eyes were so dark they were nearly black and he was maybe two years old.
The caption said, “apologies, my son needed to be in the picture.”
Wade cooed and entered Dad Mode to ask how old the baby was and what he liked to do and Peter lost the fathers to that small talk for a while before Wade oh-so-casually asked, “So you feel like you’re from outer space?”
“It sounds strange,” the guy on the other said wrote back, “But I do. Like every day I wake up and look in the mirror and something is wrong. I feel like I’m always forgetting something when I leave the house. I watched the tv show of the guy who’s name was on your fliers and the kid in it reminds me so much of my son. It’s eerie. They make the same sounds. He made the same sounds before we even watched that show.”
Wade whistled.
“I think this is him, Pete,” he said. “He called Baby Yoda a ‘kid’ not a yoda.”
Peter stared. He hadn’t even caught that. That was smart as hell.
“So what now?” he asked.
Wade sniffed.
“Get Skywalker to send you a selfie,” he said.
  --
PP: Luke are you pretty right now?
LS: My face is intact
PP: take a selfie and send it to me
LS: cannot do that. Face is intact is a baseline situation. Let me find an old one. Oh, they all have my ex in them. This is awkward.
PP: it doesn’t matter I can crop it.
LS: no I have to be cute or I’ll perish hold on
PP: are you sure you’re not Johnny Storm?
LS: yes, he’s got loads of muscles. Sent.
 Selfie acquired.
Luke looked very smiley in it. His eyes were blown out from the lighting, but it showed his sloping smile and his low, back-set dimples. Peter sent it to Wade. Wade sent it to his new friend.
They waited.
They waited five minutes.
Then ten.
Then half an hour.
Then nearly two.
And finally, Wade’s phone rang. He picked it up and set it on speaker so that Peter could hear.
“Hello?” Wade said.
There was a long pause.
“Where did you get that picture?” a low, almost smoky voice demanded on the other side.
“A friend,” Wade said sleazily. “You know him? He’s a cute little thing, ain’t he?”
It took the dude on the other side of the line worryingly long to respond.
“What do you want?” he finally asked.
Wade brought his head down in interest.
“What’re you willing do to?” he asked.
They waited. Peter didn’t know what was taking this guy so long to—
“Anything.”
Ah.
Okay. That.
That sounded about right.
Wade cackled.
“You know his name?” he asked.
“I do,” the man said.
“What’s his name then, pal?” Wade asked.
“It’s none of your fucking business.”
Holy shit. Holy shit. Peter clutched the back of the couch. Wade was grinning so hard, Peter could see it through his mask.
“You want him, you need to show me that you know who he is,” Wade said. “I ain’t got ‘im here, but I know where he is. Come on, big boy. Who is he?”
Peter could hear the man take in a deep, shaky breath.
“His name is Luke,” Din fucking Djarin, the Mandalorian himself, said.
  --
Din fucking Djarin’s name at the moment was Danny Jabaran. He stood six feet tall with a medium build and that baby of his in his arms.
He was not afraid of Wade.
He was not afraid of Peter.
The suits didn’t scare him; this man was a space warrior. The leader of the space warriors. Peter was humbled to stand in his presence, old jeans and tattoos and all.
“Vigilantes,” he acknowledged.
“Deadpool,” Wade said, offering a hand. “And this is?”
“Grogu,” Djarin said.
Baby Yoda lifted his big liquid eyes up to Wade and blinked twice. Then he wriggled around and hid in Djarin’s neck. Djarin put a hand on his back and didn’t drop eye contact.
“Tell me everything,” Djarin said.
  --
Ned screamed. Michelle screamed. Peter reminded them that he had neighbors and invited Mr. Mand’alor to sit on the couch for a bit while he called Luke.
Michelle claimed the spot next to Djarin and asked Baby Yoda Grogu for his little hand. He studied her and hid again, making a prolonged sound of distress that Djarin cut off by saying, “Hey. Manners.”
This somehow made baby Grogu turn back to Michelle to stare at her offered hand.
He took it. She shook with him and then took hers away.
Grogu perked up and reached for it again.
“You’re the Mandalorian,” Ned said.  
Djarin looked right at him.
“A Mandalorian,” he corrected.
Ned blinked back tears.
“You’re so cool,” he creaked.
Djarin frowned.
“You...are too?” he tried.
Ned wept into a fist.
Peter left them to call Luke in his bedroom. Luke picked up on the third ring with the start of an ingrained greeting that sounded a whole lot like a customer service recording. He caught himself, though.
“I have someone I’d like you to talk to,” Peter said. “I think you might want to sit down.”
Luke’s unusual quiet on the other side made Peter grin.
“Are you sitting?” he asked.
“I’m sitting.”
“Alright, one moment,” Peter said, walking out into the living room. Djarin had edged far, far away from Ned, as far as he possibly could without being rude. He looked up when Peter came over and sat down on the arm next to him.
“Say hi,” Peter said.
Djarin frowned at him and then the phone.
“Who’s that?” he asked.
Peter waited. Djarin lifted his head over to see the phone’s screen.
“Hello?” he tried.
“Din?”
The Spidey Sense crashed through Peter like a tidal wave.
Djarin had gone completely still.
“Din? Is that you? Can you hear me?”
“Shit,” Djarin said, lifting a hand to cover his eyes. “Goddamnit. Jesus.”
“DIN.”
“Dank Fucking Farrik.”
“Oh my god.”  
Baby Grogu’s face snapped toward the phone with huge eyes. He grabbed at Djarin’s collar, then his jaw and started bouncing a little in his arms.
“Bu?” he asked.
Djarin couldn’t make himself move.
“Grogu?” Luke asked. “Hey, baby, is that you, bubba?”
Grogu grabbed Djarin’s face urgently, so that he couldn’t hide his raw eyes anymore.
He pointed at the phone.
“Yeah, I hear ‘im, kid,” Djarin said.
“MMMMM. Gib.”
“Ah. That’s not ours. We don’t grab. We ask,” Djarin reminded as Grogu pleaded for the phone. Peter snickered and gave it to him. He just held it, staring.
“Do you wanna see him?” Peter asked. “Luke, can we maybe video chat?”
“Y-yeah,” Luke said. “Hold on. Oh god, my face. Uh, hey Din are you still near-sighted, hon?”
Djarin huffed a laugh that turned into a whole-body tremor.
“I got contacts,” he said a little hysterically.
“You got WHAT?” Luke yipped, “Okay, no. No, I gotta. Be still, this heart. Okay let me just take off the butterflies. On moment, Grogu, Daddy’s just gotta dunk his face in the damn sink.”
MJ bounced her eyebrows at Peter as he gently took the phone back from Grogu and tapped on the camera. He offered it back the kid and received a deep gaze of wonder in return. Djarin turned the screen right-side up in his hands.
Luke finally turned his camera on and revealed himself to be very swollen in the jaw with damp hair and a cut very close to the rim of his left eye.
Grogu screeched.
Luke laughed.
“Look at you,” he said, “I’m gonna cry. Oh my god. Where’re your ears, pal?”
Grogu analyzed this reaction for 2 full seconds and then shoved the camera right into his dad’s forehead. Djarin took it from him and liberated himself so that he could see Luke who was clutching at his face, absolutely already sobbing, bless him.
He looked up to see Grogu and instead got Djarin and finally just broke right in half.
Peter swallowed back the growing lump in his throat. His eyes were starting to warm a little.
Djarin found a watery smile in himself.
“I know you’re not cryin’ because of me,” he said gently.
“Where’s your helmet?” Luke sobbed, wiping viciously at his eyes. “People are watching, you harlot.”
“I know,” Djarin said. “I lost it.”
“I’m so sorry.”
“Luke.”
“This is all my fault. I should’ve—I should’ve—”
“Luke,” Djarin said again, full of warmth, “You died for us.”
Luke shook harder than ever.
“There is no greater sacrifice a warrior can make,” Djarin told him. “I was honored for you to have made it for me and our son. This has always been the Way.”
“This is the Way,” Luke stammered.
“I missed you,” Djarin said. “Where in God’s name have you been?”
“I was a preschool teacher in the Bronx, man, I dunno what happened,” Luke said tipping his face up to force the tears back in.
“In the Bronx? Where?”
“Uh, off Allerton and Lurting?”
Djarin started shaking with laugher.
“I work off Laconia and Mace,” he said.
“You what?”
“We’ve been blocks apart this whole time.”
Awwwwww.
“I’m going to stab myself,” Luke moaned. “I’m going to stab myself in the arm. I was right there and I sold out for my part-time gig barely weeks ago. Oh my god. I’m going to—move, old man, I’m suffering—Wait. Din, did you find your parents?”
Djarin stood up and held the phone out straight.
“Where are you right now?” he asked.
  --
Look at all these people hugging each other.
Look at them crying all over. There was a baby in there, wailing because he was so happy to be back in the arms of his other dad.
Aww. AWWWW. Peter was getting emotional again, he was going to see himself out.
“Wait. Peter.”
He looked up to find Luke holding a hand to him.
“Thank you,” he said. “You really are a superhero, you know that?”
Yeah.
Sometimes, he did.
 --
 The city had plenty of problems as it was, yeah, more now with a bunch of jedi running around, linking up with each other and spreading memory like mushroom spores. But it didn’t feel that much different.
What it felt like now was Ned showing Grogu how to hold his hand at the seeing stone in the funeral home’s back yard to make the Force happen while Obi-Wan reported cheerfully that the cat perched on it was still not levitating.
It also felt like watching Luke freak out over text to Ned and Michelle about his ex losing their mind at him dumping them after two years to marry this random mechanic within a week of getting together.
Peter got to see this from new angles, too, one of which was the bottom of the funeral home’s attic stairs, which Anakin Skywalker liked to sit on while his grandkids—both Grogu and Han Solo and Leia Organa (pardon, Leia Naberry)’s son—came over to show him things that he was very well aware of. These were stolen from him by Auntie Ahsoka and her friends who Ned knew and Peter did not.
And there was something warming about how even these folks—people from a galaxy far, far away, occasionally needed a Spiderman.
   --
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Familiar-Unfamiliar - Winterturtle - Marvel Cinematic Universe [Archive of Our Own]
Tony mentally shuddered. Taking care of a regular kid was bad enough, taking care of a teenager was even worse, but taking care of an enhanced amnesiac teenager? That was a disaster in waiting. Tony could barely take care of himself, so just how exactly was he supposed to take care of another human being that practically didn’t know anything about the world?
~
Or villain Tony takes on a role of reluctant caretaker.
The boy’s eyes fluttered open, then immediately closed as the light above him stabbed his eyes. God, his head hurt.
But why did his head hurt? Did he fell asleep on the table again? Did he get hit with a dodgeball?
No… neither of those options seemed right. It was like a good chunk of his memory was missing. Or… more like his whole memory… The boy willed himself to remember, but another wave of pain crashed into his head, making him whine.
“You with me this time, kid?”
The voice sounded familiar, but the boy still couldn’t place it. Where did he knew the voice from?
“Hello?” the man drawled.
“Lights,” the boy muttered.
“Right.”
To the boy’s relief, the lights dimmed, allowing him to open his eyes and take in his surroundings. Huh. What was he doing in a hospital room? Did he get hit with that dodgeball after all? If yes, then he really should do something about…
About who? There was supposed to be name, he knew there was supposed to be the name! Why couldn’t he remember the name? He had to go to… someone… someone who had something to do with chairs… yeah, that someone would definitely help him.
…if only he knew where to find that someone…
The man cleared his throat, making the boy – Peter! His name was Peter! – turn to him. The man with brown eyes and a goatee was leaning on the wall, his arms crossed over his chest and displeased look on his face. Tiny frown settled on Peter’s face as he pushed himself into sitting position. He groaned again, rubbing his face with his palm.
“Great. You’re awake now,” the man continued. “Let me start with this: What the hell?”
“Uh…”
“All this time! All this time, all those encounters we had—"
Peter blinked owlishly at him.
“—I can’t believe they’ve been allowing a kid—”
What the hell was the man talking about?
“—gosh, you’re a kid! You have no business running around like that and putting yourself in danger!”
Oh lord. Was he in trouble? It definitely sounded like he was in trouble.
“—not to mention that this is below my level—”
Well, the man obviously knew him if he was scolding him like that. That was good, right?
“—can you imagine my utter shock—”
“Do you who I am?” Peter blurted out, cutting out the man’s rambling.
It was the man’s turn to be confused. “What kind of question is that? Yeah, I know who you are!” he threw up his arms, then muttered, “I do now, at least.”
Peter was pretty sure he wasn’t supposed to hear that last part, that it should be impossible to hear that last part, yet he did. Yet another mystery to be solved. “Good. Because,” he took in shuddering breath, “because I don’t,” he admitted.
“You… don’t know who you are?”
Peter shook his head.
The man fell silent. Then-
This was a total mess.
“Fuck!”
This was a total mess and Tony had no idea what to do. First the kid saw his face, then the kid got accidentally unmasked and… look, Tony knew he was a villain and the fights kinda became their thing, but he couldn’t just let him lie there in the middle of the battlefield while he was bleeding from the head!
It wasn’t even his mess to clean up to begin with! Some other asshole just showed up, claimed he had beef with Spidey and the rest was history. Tony was more of a recreational villain. It was a hobby born out of boredom. His fights with the spider-themed hero were more of a game to him than anything else. Like the kid was a cat chasing the red dot and Tony was the one holding the laser pointer.
What did he do to deserve this? Was it karma for all the time Rhodey had to take care of him during their MIT years?
Tony sighed for the umpteenth time.
“Sir? Are you okay?”
As he said – total mess. Tony kept stirring the eggs on the pan as the kid sat on one of the barstools, kicking his legs and looking around with those impossibly wide Bambi eyes filled to the brim with curiosity. Tony told him to stay in the room, but did the kid listen? Of course not! Because he was a little shit even if he couldn’t remember a damn thing!
“Don’t call me sir. I’m not that old,” Tony grumbled.
The kid’s head tilted to the side in a way that reminded Tony of a puppy. “Then what should I call you?”
God, he’s been fighting a literal kid this whole time.
Tony considered remaining silent. He was a villain. The kid was a hero. The fact remained unchanged even in their current predicament.
“You’re awfully trusting, you know?”
The kid shrugged. “You clearly know me, so… that has to amount to something, right? And besides, you would’ve hurt me already if you had any ill intentions.”
“How do you know I won’t hurt you now?”
“I just do. It’s,” he gestured vaguely, then let out a frustrated sigh. “Look, I can’t explain, but I have this feeling that tells me you’re alright. Like I can trust you.”
Tony made a grimace that could be compared to the face he was making while constipating. It was a good thing his back was facing the kid. “So I’m making you feel safe?”
Please say no. Please say no.
“Yeah, basically.”
Shit.
Tony sighed again. He piled the scrambled eggs on the plate and placed it in front of Peter. “Tony.”
The kid looked up from the plate. “What?”
“You asked what you can call me. Tony. You can call me Tony.”
The kid beamed. “Okay, Tony,” he said and dug in with the appetite of starving man. Tony piled the rest of the eggs on his own plate and joined the teen. Knowing him, Tony should’ve known the silence wouldn’t last too long.
“How do we know each other?”
“Uh…” Yeah, Tony wasn’t sure he should be telling him that. The kid was unpredictable at best and as much as Tony didn’t want to deal with the amnesiac teen, he couldn’t just release him into the wild to fend for himself. “I think it’s best if we let those things come back naturally.”
And until then, he will have to… take care of him. Tony mentally shuddered. Taking care of a regular kid was bad enough, taking care of a teenager was even worse, but taking care of an enhanced amnesiac teenager? That was a disaster in waiting. Tony could barely take care of himself, so just how exactly was he supposed to take care of another human being that practically didn’t know anything about the world?
The kid accepted that as a good enough answer and returned to his food, allowing Tony to resume the brainstorming on how to un-fuck the situation. There wasn’t much he could do since the amnesia was caused by a blunt trauma to the head. If it was caused by magic, then he could go and drop the kid off at the wizard’s doorstep with a note explaining the situation or something and be done with it. The kid’s only remaining family was out of town for the week, and he couldn’t go to the Avengers for obvious reasons.
Wait, couldn’t keeping the kid here be classified as kidnapping?
“Are you my dad?”
The question was so sudden it made Tony choke on the next bite. Violent coughing fit followed. What the hell possessed the kid to ask that?! He? A father? Yeah, no thanks.
There was a hand hitting his back in an attempt to alleviate the coughing. A moment later, Tony got his breathing under control.
“Are you okay?” the kid asked, worried frown on his face.
“Yes, but no!” Tony cleared his throat. “I’m not your dad. How did you come up with something like that?”
The kid had the gall to look sheepish. “Well… you were scolding me when I woke up. Like… you know…” he rubbed the back of his neck, trailing off.
“Like a parent?” Tony finished.
The kid’s cheeks reddened as he nodded. Then he flinched and his hands flew to clutch his head. Tony was at his side immediately. “What’s up?” he asked while lowering the teen into the chair.
The kid squeezed his eyes shut.
Shit, did Tony overlook something? Was there some hidden injury? He knew he shouldn’t have let the kid follow him! Or… was his memory coming back? If yes, then double-shit because Tony still hasn’t figured out what to do when that happened.
“It’s gone,” Peter whispered.
“What’s gone?”
“I…” he shook his head, “I thought I saw something. Like a brief flash of a picture, but when I reached for it, it disappeared.”
Tony was at loss of what to say, but he knew he had to say something because the kid looked so damn sad, it almost pulled at his heart strings. Yeah, only almost, definitely nothing more. “Hey,” he said, placing his hand on Peter’s shoulder gently, “if you saw a flash of what might have been some memory, then that’s a good thing! That means it’ll eventually all come back!”
God, he really had no idea how he’ll handle this once the kid’s memories came back. There will be no explaining the gentleness. He was a villain. A man of steel! He didn’t do feelings, especially towards annoying spider-teens. But the way the kid leaned into the touch made something in his chest stir.
The kid had multiple incidents like that throughout the next few days, all with the same result. But the one thing Tony discovered was that the kid… wasn’t that bad to be around. He was smart, fast learner and always hungry for knowledge. He could keep up with what Tony said without breaking a sweat. The knowledge, even if buried by amnesia, was still there somewhere.
“Finish your food,” Tony said. “We’ll see what we can do about your memories after that.”
Aside from some painfully awkward interactions, doors ripped out of their hinges and reassurances that it was okay, that there was nothing wrong with him and the strength and stickiness was kind of his thing, Tony would say that they got along.
“We’re part of the same family that branched generations ago because of a conflict involving a plot of land, a pig, a goat, a donkey and witchcraft.”
But how long would that last?
“That’s oddly specific, but no. For the last time, we’re not related.”
“Well, technically, all humans are related.”
“Okay, you smartass, but not like that.”
“Hmm, then… you’re an alien that was sent to look over me because I’m the chosen one destined to defeat evil overlord and bring peace and prosperity to some distant planet.”
“You’re just bullshitting now, aren’t you?”
“Maybe. You didn’t answer though.”
“Eh, even with all the crazy stuff going on in the world from time to time, that is also not correct.”
“Then we’re… rivals!”
Tony paused his tinkering. “You could say that, but not quite.”
The kid’s eyes lit up, excited that he was getting closer to the answer. Before he could open his mouth with another onslaught, Tony spoke up.
“Enough with the guessing game for now. Let’s order some dinner. Do you want anything specific?”
The kid looked thoughtful for a moment, then looked up. “Thai,” he said slowly.
“Does anything seem familiar?” Tony asked as he walked into the living room with their dinner.
Tony nodded. “Thai it is.”
Peter, looking intently at the movie titles since he was asked to pick one, pointed at one title. “I don’t know if it’s familiar, but let’s watch this one.”
Tony nodded. “Star Wars. A classic. Okay, hop here so we can start. I’m starving.”
Peter took the offered container. “Thanks.”
It’s been a week since he woke up in here and as much as the images in his head became clearer, it still wasn’t enough to figure out who he was. He was lucky to have Tony looking after him, even if the man didn’t want to say how they know each other – hence the guessing game.
Another painful onslaught hit him at the same moment as the theme song started playing and the food hit his tongue. Peter flinched. More images flashed in front of his eyes.
A woman with glasses and long brown hair.
A boy with black hair holding some round construction in his hands.
Red and blue… what?
And just like that, the images were gone. Peter let out long sigh. No luck this time either.
But this is good, he thought and took another bite.
As the movie progressed, Peter found himself seeing more images and to his thrill, he even finished some lines of the dialogue – all in his head, of course.
It wasn’t until the Death Star exploded that Peter’s head exploded too. Every single image he’d seen suddenly made sense. Connections reestablished themselves and swooped Peter away in a single wave. His heart began to race. Bending over, he wrapped his arms around his stomach, the stress threatening to give the food the return ticket.
“You good?”
Peter wrapped his hands around his stomach a little tighter. He was sitting next to Tony. Tony was Iron Man. Iron Man took-
“Yeah,” Peter forced out and shot to his feet and speed-walked out of the living room. “Just… bathroom.”
“The Thai didn’t sit well with you?”
Peter could hear the worry in his voice. “I guess,” he called over his shoulder and shut the door behind him. “Okay, okay,” he whispered to himself as he fought off the blush from his face and searched for an exit. His saving grace came to him in the form of the window.
Honestly, Tony told himself it was to be expected. The kid was bound to remember and it was only natural that he bolted once it happened. It was fine though, really. Sure, it stung, but he dd his best to squash the feeling.
He slipped into the night.
Why should it matter that some onesie-clad teenager though of him? As a matter of fact, Tony should be plotting how to shut the kid up so he couldn’t rat out his identity.
Yes, he should be doing that.
But he wasn’t.
Someone knocked on the door, making Tony’s irritation worse. Begrudgingly, he stood up, ready to snap at whoever who dared to disturb his sulking- ahem, he meant… never mind. He opened the door and to his surprise, he was met with empty space.
“Damn kids with their pranks,” he grumbled under his breath. His sour mood almost made him miss the package sitting on his doormat. “Huh,” was all he said. Strange. He didn’t remember ordering anything.
Tony set the package on the table and opened it. The first thing that greeted him was a note with familiar scrawl. Peter’s handwriting. Tony pulled out the letter and began to read.
Hi, Mr. Tony!
So, uh, first of all, let me say sorry that I ran away like that! I just, uh, couldn’t take advantage of your kindness anymore. I didn’t want to be a burden.
Tony frowned. So the kid ran because he was… embarrassed?Not because Tony was a villain? He decided to read on.
Next, let me say thank you for getting me off that battlefield. I looked up the footage and saw that you defended me from that other guy, so, thanks for that too.
I have a proposition for you – you won’t tell anyone my identity and I won’t tell anyone yours. It’ll stay between you and me. Well, and my aunt… But she forced me to talk, I swear! She got home early and didn’t believe me when I said I stayed over at new friend’s place. You can’t lie to her!
So, please, keep my identity secret. You might have your suits, but one does not simply mess with May. I doubt you want an angry Italian lady on your ass…
She also insisted on giving you a gift as a thank you for taking care of me. She made you a date loaf. I’m sorry about that.
Tony frowned again. Why would the kid be sorry about a date loaf? He ripped a piece of it, popped it into his mouth and immediately choked. Not really feeling like cleaning the chewed food from his carped, he forcefully swallowed it down. “Okay, I get it now,” he said, shuddering.
P.S. I hope the knowledge of my age won’t change the way we interact while in our suits. The fights with you are fun but I’m getting bored of holding back so you can win. :P XD
- Peter
Tony gasped.
That cheeky little shit! He was going easy on Tony to let him win?! Oh no, Tony didn’t think so! There will be no more going easy! The kid wanted war? He’ll get a war.
But despite that, Tony found himself fondly smirking. “Next time…”
Someone was watching him. Tony looked out of the window just in time to see a blur of red and blue disappear behind a wall of the house on the other side of the street.
“Sure, kid. See you next time.”
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parkrstark · 4 years
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dna be damned
written for @whumptober2020 day 2: kidnapping, pick who dies Even though Peter tries not to think about it, he knows Tony's favorite is Morgan. Why wouldn't she be? She's his real, biological daughter. Peter's just an intern that stuck around. But when a bad guy uses this against him, it feels even worse than he imagined. 2.k, ao3
"Keep it moving, brats. I don't have all day." The masked man behind Peter jabbed him in the back with the tip of his gun again.
Normally, this was when Peter made a quick witted response, but he couldn't. Not when he had Morgan by his side. If he said one wrong word, she got punished. He learned that the hard way when he didn't answer a question and she got slapped. 
That was the first and last time he let her get hurt. 
Peter, on the other hand, had an eye swollen shut, a bruise covering the left side of his face, and dried blood dripping from his eyebrow. 
He wasn't even Spider-Man; he was just Peter Parker picking up his little sister from school. They were snatched before he could even feel his spidey sense could go off.
That was a few hours ago, and now, they were being dragged off to another spot without even a word of what they were doing. 
Peter wasn't sure where they were going, but wherever it was, he was going to make sure that Morgan stayed by his side, unarmed. He made sure that she kept up and didn’t give the man any excuses to hurt her. 
They stopped in another room, that was much more open than the other room they were crapped in. He shoved Peter in a chair first and started tying his wrists and ankles to the chair. Peter didn’t struggle, even though he could have easily beat him. “Don’t hurt her.” 
“Oh, I won’t. As long as she behaves.” 
Morgan was too terrified to say a word. She’d been quiet since she woke up. She was strong for a 5-year-old. The man wasn’t as rough with her as he was with Peter when he tied her down. 
“Wait here.” 
Then he was out of the room, and a few minutes later, he was back with another man. This man, however he wasn’t masked, and Peter recognized him immediately. “Mr. Stark?”
Tony looked like hell. His eyes were wide and he was dressed in dirty jeans and a sweatshirt. Ever since the snap, he’d retired from being Iron Man. He could barely move his right arm anymore and the right side of his body was heavily scarred. He shouldn’t be out here getting his heart rate up. His voice shook when he spoke. “Hey, kiddos. Didn’t you remember when I told you to come right home after school? Mom needed help with dinner.” 
Tony wasn’t as good with his sarcastic remarks as he usually was, not when his children were tied to chairs. 
“Sorry, Mr. Stark--.” Peter was cut off with a quick slap. 
Tony raised his left arm. “Hey, now...no need for all that. I brought you the money. That’s all you wanted, now let them go.” 
The man laughed. “Are you really this foolish? Yes, the money does help for all of the pain you caused my family...but I’m not done.” 
“Then let’s talk it out. You and me. No need to bring my kids into this.” Tony’s voice was calm and he didn’t make any sudden movements. 
“I used to have two kids, too.” He put a hand on Peter’s shoulder and squeezed ever so slightly. “I was with them in the park during the battle of New York. They were scared and they ran...I heard them both screaming for help. I went to my daughter, thinking I could save her, and then find my son. But when I went to find him...it was too late.” 
“Okay, first of all, that was like-- a dozen years ago. I’ve honestly lost track between all of the time traveling I’ve done. And second of all, how the hell is that my fault?”
“You’re the only one left. Thor is gone, Hawkeye went crazy, Hulk is some hybrid, Captain America is gone, and Black Widow is dead.” 
Peter could see the pain in Tony’s eyes. At a time, all of them had been Tony’s family, and they were gone. “Gee, thanks for reminding me.” 
“You’re the only one left to pay. So I’ll give you a choice. Which kid are you saving?’
Tony frowned with a blink. “I’m sorry, what?”
“You get to bring one home with one you. The other stays here with me and dies.” The man started to rub Peter’s hair softly. 
“O-one of them?”
“I went home that day with one. So will you.” 
Peter’s heart started to beat wildly. He could tell by the look on Tony’s face that he wasn’t expecting this. He had no plans to get out of this. He couldn’t let Tony make this choice...or maybe...maybe Peter didn’t want to hear Tony’s answer. “Tony, take her home.” 
Tony was still reeling from the choice given. He furrowed his brow and turned to Peter. “W-What? Peter, what the hell are you talking about?”
“You need to bring Morgan home. She’s terrified. She’s a child-- leave me here. I’ll handle this.” 
“Yeah, Daddy,” the man cooed. “Bring little sissy home.” 
“I’m not leaving you here, Pete. You’re ridiculous.” Tony fidgeted on the spot, and it was so unlike Tony that it scared Peter. 
“Please. Take her and go.” 
“You’re running out of time.” The man moved his hand from Peter’s hair and pulled out a gun, pressing it against Morgan’s head. Now, she started to cry, speaking for the first time since they were taken. 
“Daddy! Please!” 
Tony took a step forward, his voice sounding choked up. “Okay! I’ll take her-- just get the fucking gun off her head!” 
“Is that your final answer? Are you choosing her?”
Tony glanced over to Peter only for a second, but it was long enough for Peter to see the anguish in them. “Y-Yes.” 
He pulled the gun away from Morgan’s head and moved it to Peter’s. “Come on then. Untie her.” 
Tony hesitated. 
“Do you want me to shoot her too?”
“No!” Then he hurried forward and fell to his knees in front of Morgan. His right hand was shaking as he tried untying the knots from her wrists. He fumbled, unable to get them undone. He cursed under his breath as Morgan continued to cry. 
“Hurry up,” he sang, digging the gun deeper into Peter’s head. 
Peter tried not to make a sound because he knew Tony was having enough trouble with Morgan. He stared ahead, focusing on the thump thump of his heart as his spidey senses screamed at him. 
Eventually, his right hand cooperated enough to untie all four knots and Morgan jumped into his arms. Tony put a hand on her back to hold her in close. “Please. Let me take him too. Please.” 
“You get one.” 
“Peter, don’t worry-- I won’t let him. Okay? Just-- just hold on.” Tony stood up with Morgan in his arms and took a step toward Peter. 
“It’s alright, Mr. Stark. Don’t worry about me. She’s your daughter...and I’m well, me. You made the right choice.” He gave him a small smile, just in case this was the last time he’d be seeing him. 
“You have five seconds to get out of here or I shoot her while she’s still in your arms.” 
“Don’t! He’s leaving!” 
“Peter,” Tony said, sounding incredibly reluctant. 
“Go, Mr. Stark!” Peter squeezed his shut so he didn’t have to look at Tony anymore. He kept them shut until he heard Tony’s feet running out of the room, and the man started laughing. 
“How does it feel knowing that you’re not Daddy’s favorite?” 
Peter tried not to believe his words. Even though Morgan was Tony’s biological child, and Peter was really just an intern that stayed around a little too often. Even though she was his baby girl. Even though he replaced Peter with Morgan and Tony loved her every moment of her life from before her first breath. Peter knew him for less years than Morgan was old-- not including those 5 years of time, at least. 
Peter felt his eyes burn at the thoughts. “He was in an impossible spot. You know more than anyone else. He made the right choice.” 
The gun clicked and Peter tensed. He could fight now. He could rip out of these shitty knots and knock the man unconscious within a minute. But why didn’t he? Why did he just sit there, thinking about how he was left, even though he told Tony to pick Morgan? He was right. She should have been saved. He could save himself if he just pulled it together and stopped feeling sorry for himself. 
Before he could let his thoughts go any more wild, there was a gunshot. 
Peter thought he pissed away his chance at escaping, but if he did, then why was he still alive? And why didn’t he feel the bullet’s entry? 
“Take that, prick.” 
That wasn’t Tony, but that was someone just as familiar. Peter glanced over his shoulder and saw Happy standing behind him with his gun still raised. Then he looked down at the ground where the man was lying unconscious. 
“Did you…?”
“Kill him?” Happy asked, walking closer. “No. It’s nonlethal. Kinda like a tranq, but it’s more of a pellet than a dart. Hurts like a bitch. Wanted to kill him but something tells me you’d have a problem with that.” 
“I thought…” 
Happy walked around the chair, kneeled down, and started to untie the ropes. “You thought he came in alone? No backup? I know Rhodey is usually his Starsky, but I called shotgun.” 
Peter was speechless, trying to calm his heart down enough to realize he was alive. Tony may have chosen Morgan, but he was alive. 
Happy lifted his chin up gently so he could get a good look at the side of his face. “They got you pretty good, huh?”
“You would have laughed at his form,” Peter said in a small voice. 
That startled a laugh from Happy. “Oh, yeah, kid?” Peter nodded his head as he stood up and Happy immediately helped him up. “Easy, kiddo.”
“Where’s Morgan? Is she okay?’
“She’s fine.” Happy shook his head. “You know, sometimes, you should worry about yourself too.” 
Peter could walk on his own, but he liked the comfort of Happy supporting him too much to let him go. So he leaned against him as they walked out of the warehouse and was met with blinding lights from the police and ambulance all waiting nearby. He didn’t even get a second to let his senses adjust to his surroundings before he was being engulfed in a hug. 
Happy laughed and took a step back, “Hey, Tony.” 
Tony didn’t pay attention to Happy, he was too focused on Peter. He cupped Peter’s cheeks, and Peter could feel his right hand shaking. “Peter.” 
“Mr. Stark, where’s Morgan?”
“She’s fine. She’s with Pepper.” His eyes scanned over Peter’s body. “Are you okay? That gunshot-- were you hit?”
“No. It was Happy. I’m fine.” Peter held onto Tony’s wrists. He never thought he’d get a chance to see him again. 
“I was so scared. I thought I lost you again. Don’t ever pull that shit. Never again.” Tony moved his hands to pull him into a hug. “I’m sorry.”
Peter immediately shook his head. He didn’t want to hear this apology. “You don’t need to.” 
“I do. I need you to understand that I would never choose one over the other if I didn’t know Happy was in the other room waiting.” 
Peter swallowed around the lump in his throat. “She’s your daughter. It’s okay.” 
Tony pulled back and looked him in the eyes. “And you’re my son. DNA be damned. Morgan is my baby, but you’re my baby too. So don’t make me ever live a nightmare like that again.” 
Peter couldn’t help his small smile. “Really?” Tony huffed, and gave him a small smile of his own. “Don’t make me repeat it. I may have some experience with being a dad, but I still get hives.” 
Peter hugged him tightly, hiding his face in Tony’s neck. “I love you too, Mr. Stark.” 
“Yeah, yeah...just keep hugging me, squirt.”
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iron--spider · 4 years
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my favorite superhero
Tony sits there, cuffed to a chair in whatever the hell facility this is, and he stews. He doesn’t enjoy being kidnapped—his ego always takes a hard hit when he allows it to happen, and now that the end of the world has come and gone, he figured this kind of shit would fall off.
 But he stews, particularly angry, because this one is personal.
 Justin Hammer paces back and forth in front of him. He’s a little weightier than he was when Tony last saw him, sporting a patchy, uneven beard and what looks like a borrowed suit. Still an asshole.
 “Haven’t I been through enough?” Tony asks, twisting his hands in the cuffs behind his back. The iron arm is just not strong enough to break whatever the hell these are made of, and he’s angry because Justin thought ahead. When does Hammer think ahead, ever? 
 “Honestly,” Tony continues. “I’ve got kids now, you’ve gotta stop stalking me. I lost my arm saving the fucking world—apparently whatever the hell repercussions of all that got you out of prison, surely through no lawful avenues, so you’re welcome, by the way.”
 “Thank you very much, Mr. Stark,” Hammer says, pointing over at him. 
 “No, you know what, you’re not welcome. I take it back.”
 “You can’t take it back, you said it,” Hammer says, crossing his arms over his chest and holding his head high.
Tony sighs and looks away. There’s what looks like a kind of forcefield around where he’s sitting, and he sighs even harder. The room isn’t too large, with a vaulted ceiling, and Hammer’s situated himself on the platform in front of what looks like a couple empty offices. He prances back and forth above the few stairs that lead down to where Tony is, so he can stay above him.
 “You know, I’m really proud of this,” Hammer says, stuffing his hands in his pockets. “This whole thing, right? So I snag you, and then we set off that bomb threat over in Midtown, so all your other super buddies fly over there and just think you’re slacking on the job when you don’t show up. Because you’re still handling the lower level shit like that, I know what you’re doing. I even think that Strange guy is over there, so they’re all there and they’re probably all judging you for not helping.”
 “Cute,” Tony says, bitter.
 “And this place is state of the fucking art, Anthony, like this could be the Queen’s bunker, and I’ve got all the buddies that left the Raft with me protecting the perimeter—chiseled, rugged guys just—ready to beat the shit out of everybody—”
 “Nice, the guys that left the Raft with you, like you’re on vacation—”
 “AND we’ve got you in vibranium handcuffs, you’re welcome, your pal in Wakanda’s gonna be real pissed when he realizes how far into the villain layer his shit has gotten—”
 Tony looks at him, brows furrowed. “Villain layer? Layer—layer of villains? Is that what you were trying to say? And you’re including yourself there? Or like, lair of villains, like their lair where they keep their stuff—but that doesn’t really work—”
 “No, just, shut up,” Hammer says. “Forget it. But that—yeah, vibranium handcuffs, so you’re not getting out any time soon even with your shiny new arm. And that forcefield is brand new Hammer tech, even if your buddies did fly over here once they’re done with their nice little distraction, they’re not smart enough to take down the encryptions, not even Banner, I checked into his degrees and what he studied and covered all my bases.”
 Tony’s bitterness is mutating into something else, something more bitter and why the shit can’t this asshole leave him alone? 
 “Congratulations,” he says. “Today marks the first day in history that you weren’t a complete dumbass.”
 “Thank you, thank you very much,” Hammer says, bending over in a deep bow, hands whipping with a flourish. “I thought about every variable, every avenue, now we just need Miss Pepper Wifey to answer my calls and—”
 Tony experiences a flash of anger at that, and then a high pitched tone starts going off in his ears, and now he feels like a dumbass. 
 Peter. Was with Pepper. 
 Peter.
 Like a shining light in the darkness and someone Hammer has clearly not paid attention to despite all his fucking planning, because he would have mentioned it amongst all the other bragging. Spider-Man isn’t an official Avenger yet to the world, just among the group. And Peter would never think Tony is slacking. Because Peter just doesn’t think that way. 
 Tony’s heart warms, because even though there’s no indication, he knows Peter is coming to get him.
 “You know what?” Tony asks, looking up at Hammer again and interrupting whatever dumb shit he was saying. “I was wrong. You’re still a dumbass.”
 Hammer stares at him. “What? No I’m not. Why? But I’m not.”
 “You are,” Tony says, glancing away. “I’m not telling you why.”
 “Oh Jesus, Tony, c’mon,” Hammer says, waltzing down the couple of stairs from the platform he was standing on, like the supreme idiot he is. “You’re such a—”
 He stops, abruptly, and pulls out a small tablet from his pocket. His eyes narrow.
 Here we go. Let’s go Spider-Man. 
 It’s faster than Tony could have imagined, and he looks on eagerly. “Oh, what’s that? What’s going on? A little hiccup, maybe?”
 “Gotta be some kind of bullshit,” Hammer says. “Super friends are all at the coordinates I set them up at, my guys checked, my guys—oh my God, Raul.”
 “Oh my God, is Raul okay?” Tony asks, flexing his fingers a bit behind his back. “Where’s Raul, is Raul here? Is something wrong—is Raul sick?”
 Hammer glances up at him but he’s shaking more now, and his pacing gets more panicky and stilted. He holds the tablet with one hand and taps on some kind of ear com with the other, and Tony shifts back in his chair a bit, relaxing. 
 “Jason, Jason, can you hear me? Are you there? Buddy, the whole reason I gave you this earpiece is so you can report when I need you to report—”
 He gasps, dramatically, and looks up at Tony.
 “Not good?” Tony asks, raising his eyebrows. “Not good news? Did they go on dinner break early? So hard to find good help these days.”
 “Do you know somebody else?” Hammer asks. “I thought the Avengers were very exclusive, I thought you didn’t chat with all the other ragtag Times Square assholes.”
 Tony leans forward and stares at him just as all these red, fiery lights start going off on the ceiling, and Hammer looks up and around, dropping the tablet and letting it shatter. Tony catches a glimpse of it now that he can see the screen, and he watches as guard after guard goes from green to red.
 He looks back up at Hammer and grins, full of pride. “You don’t know shit about me if you don’t know who my favorite superhero is.”
 And with that, the door behind Hammer opens and the lights snap out, only leaving the soft purple glow of the force field around Tony amongst inky darkness. His heart leaps when he hears a gun go off, three times with angry ricochet, and then he hears Hammer shrieking like a little girl, followed by the unmistakable sound of Peter’s webs and a body falling to the floor.
 Tony sits there in darkness and silence for a long moment.
 “Uh, Spidey?” Tony asks, blinking in the purple glow. “Where are you, bud? You okay?”
 The lights click back on and he sees Peter kneeling on the ground, checking Hammer’s pulse. 
 “Oh thank God. You okay?” Tony asks again. “He didn’t shoot you, right? The asshole.”
 “No, he didn’t shoot me,” Peter says. He pulls off his mask and stuffs it in his belt, looking up at Tony with a grimace. “He just, like. Passed out. I didn’t even punch him. I was gonna hit him, like, to knock him out, but he was already passed out and I didn’t even use impact webs, Tony.”
 Tony snorts. “It’s fine, that’s just how he is.” He grins at Peter. “Thanks for coming, kid.”
 “Duh,” Peter says, approaching him.
 “I’m sure he’s got a computer around here or something, so you can disable the forcefield—”
 “Yeah, I already did that,” Peter says, walking right through it, and Tony watches, mouth agape. “For some reason he had a stealth mode, and I was able to mirror that and it put it on standby for twenty minutes.”
 Tony nods. “Alright, shit, that’s great, okay, plenty of time to figure out the handcuffs, find a key or something—”
 Peter walks around behind him and kneels down. “He was stupid enough to alter them and add a code and a second latch.” 
 Tony feels him do something, and then the handcuffs drop off, like nothing. He laughs, feeling a little lightheaded, and he gets up, turning around to face the kid.
 He feels completely and utterly in awe of him. He always knew Peter would surpass him, but he has with such grace and candor and it’s—amazing.
 Peter puffs out his chest and points down. “One day, I’m gonna be able to break vibranium with my own strength, and then I’ll tell King T’Challa—”
 Tony nearly launches himself at him, wrapping him up in a hug. He ruffles Peter’s hair and pats him on the back, sighing and holding him close. “I’m very proud of you. Very very. Really very.”
 “Oh,” Peter says, holding onto him. “Really?”
 “Shit, of course,” Tony laughs, wondering if he doesn’t say it enough or if that’s just Peter, always doubting himself. “I didn’t mean to interrupt. Go on.”
 “No, I’m—I was done. I’m just—I’m just gonna tell him.”
 Tony hugs him for a couple more long moments before letting go, pulling back and gripping his shoulders in continued appreciation of what he’s done here. “You’re the best, you know that? Better than Cap or Bruce. Better than all of them. Number one.”
 “Nah,” Peter says, but he’s grinning. 
 “That idiot,” Tony says, pointing over at Hammer, encased in webbing, “is one of my worst enemies.”
 Peter narrows his eyes. “Really?”
 Tony lets his arms drop. “Well. Definitely the most irritating.”
 Peter laughs. “C’mon, let’s get out of here. Don’t get mad, but I took one of the quinjets to come get you. But Friday flew the whole way so it’s technically like, not that bad.”
 Tony scoffs as they head for the way Peter came in, the red lights still flashing and indicating the absolute fucking wreck Spider-Man left Hammer’s facility in. “Kid, that quinjet? It’s yours now, I’m gifting it to you.”
 “Don’t say things you’ll take back later,” Peter says, leading him through the corridor, where a bunch of guys are webbed to the walls—some squirming, some still.
 “Nope,” Tony says, patting him on the back again. “I will not be taking that back.”
 “Okay,” Peter says, eyes wide with excitement as he grabs for his mask. “Then I would also like an Iron Man suit.”
 Tony scoffs and turns right when Peter does. “Okay, that—that we can negotiate.”
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enmy-writes · 3 years
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Baby Avenger
Summary: (Y/N) is one of the youngest avenger members and some government officials repeatedly let her know of “her position.” So, she lets them know exactly what her position is.
Word Count: 2100
Fandom: MCU Avengers
Pairing: Avengers x Reader
Genre: Fluff, soft, slight angst and sadness, & family love.
Rated: 18+
Content Warnings: profanity, death, abandonment, bullying, this is my first ever post of any fanfiction ever so it’s probably bad
**** This is my first ever imagine that I have ever finished and published. Please give me feedback and let me know what else I should write! I’m very excited and nervous so please let me know if you enjoyed this :) I’m thinking of making this Y/N character into a little “Baby Avenger” one-shot series, so let me know your thoughts ****
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Baby Avenger.
Baby Avenger.
Baby. Avenger.
 In her head, her stomping can be heard throughout the whole Compound and all of its residents and guests can hear her anger. They know she’s going right to the meeting room; not the team meeting room, but the meeting room they use when they have special guests in for a meeting.
The new government officials who are now “in charge” of the Avengers since The Snap Part 2 were in for the day to go over the general plans that the Avengers have been coming up with. They’re nicer than those in charge of the group from the Accords, but in no way were they nice to majority of the group as a whole.
(Y/N) (L/N) happens to be the second to youngest member on the team coming in at an age of 18, second only to her best friend Peter Parker
(Y/N) is an orphan, the typical origin story of any superhero. Her parents spent their last minutes pushing her out of their burning house in rural Pennsylvania. Actually, it was her father who got her out of the flames and by their fishpond 100 meters from the house. Her mother was inside, trapped under a steal beam in the basement.
(Y/N)’s mother was a scientist who worked in secret in a little band of scientists who tried to accomplish their own small victories in testing the alterations and limits of humans. The goal of these scientists is to stay out of sight of the CIA, FBI, S.H.I.E.L.D., and other government agencies. Most of them are left alone and those who get found are either immediately sent to a high security prison or recruited to continue their experiments for a certain country/agency.
(Y/N)’s mother decided to give herself her treatment she was working on instead of potentially kidnapping someone in the everyone-knows-everything kind of town that they had been living in. Her experiment and life studies were all in trying to find a way to unlock the rest of the human brain so that more than that small percentage is being used at a time. It has been hypothesized that humans could do a lot if their brains just used itself more.
The only problem is when she gave the treatment to herself, she was unknowingly pregnant, and the treatment attached onto that small lifeform instead of her own. She created a super baby.
No one knew the exact answer to what is on the other side of that tunnel of science. No one knew what opening the mind could do, there were only theories to support ideas. Plenty of scientific evidence, but it meant nothing with no legit proof.
Well, turns out that those on the team of “you will gain the ability to read minds and shit unlike any human” were the correct guessers.
(Y/N) can read others’ minds, move things with her mind, slow down time in her mind to be able to successfully breakdown a situation and perform the best possible reaction to anything that comes her way. Oh, and the color spectrum is broader for her, allowing her to see a significantly more amount of colors than a normal human (including seeing the aura’s and heat that people give off. Very useful in the few missions she goes on.).
But her parents are dead.
After setting small (Y/N) down, her father ran back in to save the love of his life. Or, well, that’s what the towns’ people say to romanticize the situation. A brave man trying to save his family.
In the end, her father had shaken his head, laughing at the moment like a mad man with tears running down his face. He pulled (Y/N) in for the tightest hug that he had ever given the girl—which is tight considering how close the two really were. They were just like two peas in a pod, the light of each other’s lives, basically soulmates.
But love makes you do crazy things.
“You listen to me, (Y/N).” He gripped her face in a painful grip, cheeks sure to be bruised later. “I will always love you. Don’t doubt that, baby girl, okay? I love you so so so so much” By this time, tears are pouring off his face, the neon flames coming from the house reflecting off his wet face. “Mommy… mommy just needs me now, baby. I need mommy, too. We love you so much.”
It had confused her, his words. Nothing could prepare her to watch her father run back into the house, leaving her by the pond with nothing but a small bag of little family things like pictures, little stupid gifts, and a notebook she had stolen from her mom’s bookshelf one day.
Her mother’s grandfather had been friends with Howard Stark, both science men having been in the same circle of famous inventors since before WWII. While neither her mother nor father personally knew his son, Tony, he was still listed as the godfather to the child. With no close friends allowed in their secret circle, old bonds and pacts that her grandfather had with the older Stark led to a blind trust in the man.
Tony Stark had agreed to be the godfather during a one-week bender in his 30s, and when he was yelled at about it, he chose to just keep it there because “the chances of this happening is very slim.”
But here we are, Baby Avenger.
The officials who are here now actually were the same people that used to do check-ins and such with them pre-Accords, so they knew the team better than any government official save for the rare union that the team members may have with government officials. (Y/N) randomly has one with the Queen of England (she did a favor for Her Majesty once, and now they have tea every third Thursday of every month).
They knew that Tony suffered from panic attacks, and they knew Steve was going through a never ending loop of an existential crisis, and that Bucky will most likely always be having an identity crisis, and that Sam cries to sleep a lot around a certain time of year that renders him almost useless in his sleep deprived state he puts himself into. They know EVERYTHING vulnerable about the team.
So, that means they know how when she first got to the team and to Tony that she wouldn’t speak to anyone unless absolutely necessary. It took her almost a year to be able to speak more than a sentence to every person she was around. No one was too upset, though, Tony was trying to figure out how to save himself and rebrand his whole legacy and the Avengers weren’t really a family family yet like they are now. (Y/N)’s shyness made it much easier on the adults to figure out their stressful situations.
The officials, though, never got why she wouldn’t speak to them. They actually pushed her progress back more and more with taunts and comments such as “Oh, the baby can’t speak?” or a “Get your phone out! She’s about to say her first words!” every time she did go to say something.
Tony soon got fed up with it and filed a lawsuit against them which threatened their agency enough to pull them out and let a S.H.I.E.L.D. agent be a liaison for them. After their presence was rid of, (Y/N) grew exponentially with her new family. She was still home schooled, but now she had Peter Parker as a friend and world geniuses as her teachers. She was an only child, but now she’s a big sister to Morgan and has plenty of people on the team that are dubbed her siblings (since they don’t act their age majority of the time to be considered aunts and uncles).
While she’s trained to fight, (Y/N) doesn’t go out on the field much unless they need her brain or her extended vision. She likes to remain behind the computer screen and help that way. She’s invented a way to make prosthetics like Bucky’s become more available to the general public and has started a school/home that’s three miles from the Compound for orphaned kids, mutants, super kids, and those who aren’t accepted where they come from.
In conclusion, (Y/N) is 18 and not useless in any way, shape, or form.
So why, why, do these absolute short dick idiots decide that they can come into here, her home, and push her around like she hasn’t contributed more to the Earth and society in the short 18 years than their middle-aged asses?
Eyes narrowed and seeing red, she stomps her way down the last hall, shoving herself into the door of the meeting room and throwing it open.
The team stays unfazed, knowing she’d show up pissed at some point. The officials, though, jump in their seat and turn to look at her.
It wasn’t the biggest meeting, the original Avengers plus Bucky, Sam, and Wanda sit around the table. Though, Rocket and Groot are here sitting along the back wall, looking bored as hell. Thor must have drug them along.
Fists clenched, (Y/N) narrows her eyes more. She’s been here since the first attack. Sure, she didn’t fight since she was like, 8 or so, but she was in charge of her man-behind-the-computer work. She’s been a part of the team since the beginning, and these assholes are too big of pricks to acknowledge that.
That’s what’s pissing the girl off. This could have been a meeting for every one of the fighters of the team, which she wouldn’t go to because that’s not her role. This meeting, though, was scheduled as “Originals plus the newly appointed leaders only.” She’s an original.
SHE IS AN ORIGINAL.
SHE. IS. AN. OG.
AND YET, they remained in telling her she wasn’t invited because “The Baby Avenger doesn’t need to join big kid conversation.”
She locked eyes with her adopted father and her best friend, aka Peter Parker, aka the only reason she knew this meeting was still being held.
Poor, lovely Peter. He grew confused when his best friend wasn’t sitting in between Mr. Stark and him for the meeting, especially when the officials referred to the meeting as they did. He was just there to take notes for Mr. Stark, not that the man wouldn’t remember it all. Pepper thought it’d be a good idea if Tony had written evidence to anything said in these meetings so that he wouldn’t be pouring statements out of his ass without proof, and poor, lovely Peter got elected to take such notes.
When he noticed you weren’t there, he had sent you a text asking where you were and that your drink that he brought you was right next to him.
“(Y/N)! It is so great to see you, my wonderful flower.” Thick arms wrapped around her as a golden man squeezed her tight to him. Thor and (Y/N) had a special relationship. They’re always close and do the most innocent of tasks together like flower crowns, step-by-step painting classes, and making those Tik Tok crocheted blankets made with that big yarn. He even had taken her to Asgard (back when it was a planet) for a royal ball where she was the guest of honor. They’re just soft together.
Though, rage blocked that softness that normally occurs between the two. Pushing off of him, she points her finger at the men in the front. The officials look like they’ve seen the devil and all of Hell and (Y/N) can see the fear pouring off of them.
“Let’s get this clear,” she says as she slowly stalks her way up to them. “I am an Avenger. I am an original Avenger. I know about 3,000 ways to kill you in this room at this very moment with anything. I drink tea with the fucking Queen on Thursdays, and I’ve created a better orphanage/school system in 2 years than this country has in the 250 years it’s been around. Don’t you EVER call me a fucking baby again, you fucking hear me?”
By this point, she’s right up in their faces, her glare unwavering and them sweating. The silence in the room was great and seemed to go on forever. The team held their breaths, some trying not to laugh and some scared of backlash that might be trust upon the girl.
With one last eye narrow (you could blindfold her with toothpicks at this point), she whips around and walks back to Thor, placing herself sideways on his lap and relaxing into his hold. Peter passes her (Drink Order) down the table, and (Y/N) takes it.
Clint, Bucky, and Sam try and hide their laughter when the meeting starts again as they look at their long-time teammate cradled and curled up in Thor’s arms, head on his shoulder and under his chin as she sips her drink with an angry look in her eyes and a pout on her face.
All wrapped up like a baby.
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Untitled Vore Story Part 3
Part 1   Part 2
Still not st*rker, still for @whisperingphantasm 
Peter trusted Tony. Of course he trusted Tony. He’d jumped off buildings with empty web cartridges because Tony said he’d catch him, and he always did. If he said this was safe, it must be.
So why was he still so scared?
Well. Peter looked around. Where should he start?
He had settled himself against the wall of Tony’s stomach, which moved disconcertingly like it was trying to push him farther along, but it was nice to have the contact anyway. Otherwise he just felt lost. He felt a bit lost anyway, thinking of how small he was. There was no way Tony looked any different from the outside, so to anyone who saw them, it wasn’t them at all; Peter didn’t exist anymore, as far as the rest of the world was concerned.
Which would really be the case, he thought uncomfortably, if Tony hadn’t apparently been blessed with digestion-stopping powers or whatever was keeping him alive right now. He touched the slimy wall, because Tony, it was Tony, who wouldn’t hurt him. Peter wanted to talk to him, just to get some kind of response again, but Tony had his hands full thinking of how to get them out of the trunk of a car, so he was quiet.
...
He felt when Tony made his escape. (Their escape?) It was all a little mixed up. At any rate, he was thrown around quite a bit before he managed to stick himself somewhere, undoubtedly quite the stomachache now.
“You’re safe, kid.” That was Tony’s voice, loud but strangely muffled above him.
“Mr. Stark!” It was so good to hear from him for real, Peter wanted to jump into his arms right then and never let go.
“You’re safe, I promise you you’re safe. Pete, I’m so sorry, I should have warned you before.”
“I’m okay.” Peter felt weak with relief all over again. It was Tony, he was right there talking to him and telling him he was safe, and Peter wasn’t forgotten.
“I’m taking you back to the tower, and then I know exactly how to reverse their shrink ray.”
“Thanks.” Peter liked the way he said that. Taking him back, because he was a separate entity and Tony was just carrying him.
“You’re safe with me.”
The wall pushed in on him and Peter jumped before he realized what it was, Tony’s hand rubbing at him from outside. That was a weird thought. Peter’s own stomach flopped, and he wondered what it would feel like to have a whole other person in there. He’d just worry about them the whole time, probably.
“You’ll be back to normal before you know it,” said Tony, walking now, by the feel of it.
It was certainly something for Peter to know that and be carried along with him with absolutely no say in the matter. But if he could trust Tony not to digest him, then surely he could trust him not to kidnap him.
“Sorry about this, too. Usually I could undo the shrinking myself, but since it wasn’t me who did it, we’ll have to use some tech of our own.”
“Wait, you can shrink people?”
“Uh-huh.”
Peter pondered the implications of that for a second. “So you could just eat me any time you wanted and I never knew?”
“It’s not something I usually go around telling people, for obvious reasons, but I should have let you know, just in case of something like this.”
“No that, uh, that makes sense, I’d probably be freaked out,” said Peter. “I am freaked out, but you know what I mean.”
“You’re taking it well.”
“Really?”
“You’re calm, at least.”
“Well you said it’s safe.”
Tony’s heart sped up momentarily. “That I did.”
It was definitely weird to be in the lab but not be, well, in the lab. Sort of. All that stuff about who was where doing what was still confusing.
“Alright, reverse shrink ray,” said Tony. “Shouldn’t take long to put together at all, and then you’re free.”
“O-oh?”Peter had personally expected to be set free as soon as they got back, and his heart lurched a bit.
“Until I have a way to undo it, you’re safer like this. I don’t need you falling off a tabletop or getting chased by a spider or something.”
“Oh.” Peter hadn’t thought about spiders. Still, a shiver ran down his spine at Tony just deciding how long to keep him.
“You good with that?”
He could have said no. He almost did, just to see what Tony would do, but logically, he knew he was safer where he was. And really, he had no great desire to be alone at this vulnerable size, even if the alternative was incredibly weird. “I’m okay.”
“Good.” There was a strange thump as Tony patted him. “I’ll be quick.”
Peter leaned against him, safe from falling or getting lost or huge spiders, and a whole lot of other things, too. It was almost comforting when he thought of it that way. Very secure, at least. Really, completely surrounded by Tony, Peter didn’t imagine he could get much safer.
“It’s a little bit nice.”
“What?”
“Uh.” Peter hadn’t realized he’d said that loud enough for Tony to hear. “I mean, it’s not completely terrible.”
Tony chuckled around him. “I’m flattered.”
“I don’t wanna do this again,” Peter added quickly.
“I doubt we’ll have to.”
“Good. I’m going to shower in bleach as soon as you let me out of here.”
“You do that.”
Being coughed up was about as pleasant as being swallowed, with the only bonus being that at least he was about to be free. Thankfully, it only lasted a few seconds, and then Peter was squinting in the light, held gently in Tony’s hand once again. The air was beautifully fresh and clean and not humid, but it was cold, and he shivered.
“You alright?” Tony asked, now leaning over him.
Even though he’d just been inside him, Peter had forgotten how big the man really was. Tony would never hurt him, but the sight of such a giant looming over him made him still made Peter feel a bit like running away. He gave him a thumbs up anyway.
“I’ll bet you don’t want to stay tiny any longer than you have to.” Tony was already setting him down. “Hold still.”
Peter braced himself, there was a small noise, a strange weightless sensation around his whole body, and then he was sitting on the floor opposite Tony, back to his regular size. The light had either dimmed or he had gotten more used to it, because he could remove his hand from his face and actually get a good look at Tony, who was watching him with an expression he couldn’t read.
“Hi,” said Peter.
“Hi yourself.”
Peter made the mistake of looking at Tony’s middle, and his own insides swooped.
“You’re safe, remember?”
“Yeah.” Peter couldn’t stop staring. That was hard to get his head around, that he’d actually… “Yeah, that’s good.” He laughed slightly at the utter strangeness of the whole situation, scooting closer to Tony out of whatever instinct it was that always told him his mentor would make it better. “Can I just, like-“
Tony wrapped an arm around him (very kindly, considering how gross he was at the moment) and Peter melted into him. He might have technically been safer a minute ago, but hugs felt safer.
“Good?” said Tony, and Peter thought he might have sounded just the tiniest bit amused.
“Mm.” He pushed his face into his mentor’s shoulder.
“I’m sorry about all of that.”
“I mean, you didn’t have a lot of choice.” Peter wrapped his arms around Tony’s waist and held on. “Can we not do that again?”
“Hopefully.”
That wasn’t the most positive answer, but Peter would take it. Impulsively, he put a hand over Tony’s stomach.
“That’s weird, kid.”
“You wanna talk about weird?”
Tony laughed.
“Not bad weird,” said Peter a little too quickly, and now Tony was probably going to think he was weird. “Just weird weird.”
“You continue to flatter me.”
“Well it’s a little bit cool. I don’t wanna do it again, but it was like, you.”
Tony’s heart sped up exponentially, and his arms tightened around Peter. It did have to be a pretty good feeling, Peter thought, knowing someone felt that safe with you. He might as well go all the way with that; few people were able to make Iron Man melt, and Peter took a bit of pride in being one of them.
“I mean, it was really scary and I was pretty sure I was gonna die at first, and I never, ever want to do it again, but then it was okay because…” He struggled to explain himself as non-awkwardly as possible, because even if he was going straight for Tony’s heart he still had some dignity. “Because if anything was going to get me it would have to be you, and you said you wouldn’t, so it had to be pretty safe, right?”
As predicted, Tony’s heart rate was off the charts, and he snuggled (he’d hate it if he knew Peter chose that word) Peter close. “What am I going to do with you, kid?
“Let me take a shower now?”
Tony laughed. “Good plan. I may need one too after-” He gestured to Peter’s still-wet hair and clothes.
“Sorry.”
“It comes with the territory. People get clingy,” said Tony. “Besides, this time I’d say I deserve it.”
Thanks for reading, lovely friends! (One more time, not st*rker, surely everybody knows that)
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Dangerous
Natasha Romanoff x Chubby/Plus Size Reader
Imagine: Everyone tells you not to get involved with Natasha because she’s dangerous but you don’t see it until you get kidnapped. 
Word Count: 2.3k
Warnings: kidnapping  
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You groaned as you woke up in the morning from Natasha’s alarm at god knows how early in the morning. You felt her sitting up to get out of bed and you reached out your arm to grab her hand, “No stay, I want my morning cuddles.” You heard her laugh and you slowly opened your eyes to look at her, how did she look so good first thing in the morning? You pouted and Natasha leaned down to kiss you, “You can get your morning cuddles later, go back to sleep, I’ll wake you up when I’m done training okay?” You whined but nodded, wrapping your arms around your pillow to act as a Natasha substitute. You closed your eyes to go back to sleep and you heard the bedroom door click shut. 
Natasha was so sweet with you, it was very difficult to believe that people were scared of her. But when the two of you when public with your relationship, that’s all people kept telling you, “You’re with her? I hope you stay safe,” “Natasha? Don’t you know how dangerous she is?” “Are you serious? You two? She’ll rip you apart if you piss her off.” You had chosen to ignore them, you believed that they were just jealous of your relationship and wanted to break you up so Natasha was single again. 
You had no reason to believe them, yes she was strong and a great fighter but she was one of the most affectionate people you’ve ever met. You loved her and she loved you so you didn’t care what other people had to say about it. You weren’t going to leave her just because some people are afraid of her, that would be stupid. 
You smiled to yourself as you felt yourself being gently pulled closer to someone. Peeking open your eyes, you caught a glimpse of familiar red hair, “Hello again, back so soon?” Natasha chuckled, “I’ve been gone for a few hours, you were just asleep.” You stuck your tongue out at her and she pulled a face of fake shock, “Oh really? That’s how you want to treat your girlfriend?” You squealed as you felt her hands tickling your sides, trying to squirm away from her but she had you held in place with her legs intertwined with yours. “Okay! I’m sorry, you win.” Natasha grinned, leaning down to kiss you, “I always win, now what’s my prize.” 
You blushed a little as you felt her hands sliding under your pajama shirt. It was still a little surreal that someone as hot as Natasha was interested in you, no matter how many times she told you that you were perfect in her eyes. The sex helped a lot, but there were still moments where you thought you might not deserve someone as good as her. She had told you once that she felt the same way about you and it had blown your mind that she didn’t think she was good enough for you. 
Just as things were starting to heat up, JARVIS broke through the sound of heavy breathing and soft moans, “Miss Romanoff, Mr Rogers requires your presence in the lobby.” You mentally cursed Steve for ruining your moment with Natasha as she regretfully pulled away from you, kissing your neck, “Looks like we’ll have to continue this later, babe.” You smiled at her as she put her shirt back on, “You’ll text me when you’re on your way back?” She nodded, “Of course I will, I’ll be back soon. I love you,” “I love you too,” you mumbled to yourself as she had already left the room. 
You stayed in bed for another thirty minutes, spending time just flicking through your phone, mostly twitter and some texts that you had from Tony, who had an obsession with sending you memes of Steve and Clint that he found online. When your stomach started growling, that’s when you knew it was time to get up and go get something to eat. You got up and walked out of your bedroom and headed to the kitchen, not bothering to get dressed, you were fine in your baggy shirt and grey shorts. 
It was weird for the Tower to be so quiet, usually there was someone about, whether it was Clint paying games on an Xbox, Bucky and Steve watching movies from their very long list Tony insisted they need to watch, Peter following around Tony like a lost puppy, Bruce doing some kind of science, etc. At the very least, JARVIS usually had some music playing but it was silent. All you could hear was your own breathing and it freaked you out a little bit. “JARVIS?” Your voice gave away your nerves and it only got worse when you got no response. You tried to calm down, it was probably nothing right? Maybe it was Clint playing a prank on you? 
You walked into the kitchen and had been about to open the fridge when a hand was clamped over your mouth and an arm was slung around your waist. You tried to shout but it just came out as muffled grunts. Twisting your body in all different ways didn’t seem to be helping you get free and you were pushed into the kitchen island. The few seconds you stilled as you dealt with the pain of impact gave your attacker the perfect opportunity to inject you with something. You tried to move away from them but your movements became very slow and your limbs felt so heavy. 
Your eyesight started to blur and you felt the person behind you let go of you but you were too drowsy to run away or do anything. You tried to look at who was in front of you but all you saw was a large black blur. You felt yourself being lifted just as your eyes closed and you drifted into unconsciousness. 
. . .
A heavy pounding was in your head as you woke up, groaning from the pain. You tried to reach your hand up to touch your head but you were restricted. You blinked a couple times as you waited for your vision to come back to you before looking around the room you were in. You were tied to a chair that was bolted to the ground and the room looked like it was made of concrete you guessed, with nothing on the walls apart from the one in front of you. There was a window and a plain door. You tested your restraints by shifting around on the chair but the zip ties wouldn’t break, keeping your arms and legs to the chair. 
You were alone in the room for about a hour, left alone with your thoughts when you saw someone walk past the window and seconds later the door clicked and you watched it open and close behind a man you had never seen before. You didn’t say anything and tried your best to keep a straight face but he probably knew just by looking at you that you were scared. You’d never been in a situation like this before and you weren’t sure how to react. 
The man smiled at you, “So sorry we had to meet like this Miss (L/N), but we’ve received information about your relationship with a Miss Romanoff. We’ve been waiting for her to show a weakness for quite some time and here you are. It was strange to see that you were so easily taken, for a moment, I suspected we were wrong about you. Who leaves their loved ones so unprotected.” 
You knew what he was doing, he was just trying to get inside your head. You knew that Natasha loved you and she thought you were safe in the Tower, this wasn’t her fault. You continued to keep silent, you had no intention of saying anything to him. He tutted, “If you cooperate and tell us what we need to know, you won’t be harmed. Fail to do so and.. consequences will be provided, understand?” You kept still and kept your mouth shut, you weren’t going to tell him anything, no matter what he did to you. 
He sighed and looked down to adjust his tie and shirt before looking back at you, “It’s in your best interests to cooperate Miss (L/N), you wouldn’t want your girlfriend to get hurt now would you?” “Go to hell!” You glared at him, you’d be damned if you were just going to let them hurt Natasha or use her to blackmail you. He smirked, “Ah so she speaks, now you’re going to tell me everything I need to know about Natasha Romanoff and the so called ‘Avengers’ and maybe we’ll let you leave in one piece, hm? I’ll give you some time to think about it.”
You watched as he left the room, keeping your head held high until you were sure he wasn’t anywhere near you before you couldn’t hold back your tears anymore. You had never been more terrified in your life, what was going to happen to you? Would you ever going to get out of here and see Natasha again? Your family? Friends? You took a deep breath to try to calm you down before you completely started panicking. 
You had been left alone in that room for a long while now and you were tired, hungry, cold and your muscles were sore from being kept in the same position for ages. If it couldn’t get any worse, that’s when you heard the gunshots. They were muffled from how thick the walls were in this place but you still heard them. You felt your heart race faster and faster as they got closer and closer and you kept a close eye on the window. 
A scream left your mouth as you watched someone get shot right outside your window and then a familiar face looked inside. You were so relieved to see Natasha’s face. She kicked open the door and rushed over to you, pulling a knife out to cut the ties holding you down to the chair. You started crying again, feeling so happy to see her, “I was so scared, but I didn’t tell them anything I promise.” Natasha held you against her as you cried, “Shh, it’s okay, you’re safe now. Let’s get you home.” 
You sniffed and let her help you stand up, your muscles aching after sitting down for so long and being knocked out. You walked out of the door and you felt uncomfortable since you didn’t have any shoes on but it was a price you would gladly pay to get out of there. You covered your mouth as you saw blood all over the walls and some on the floor, all around dead bodies as Natasha held your hand and dragged you out the building. 
Your voice was barely a whisper as you looked around, “D-Did you do this?” Natasha turned to look at you, “They took you from me, they had to pay.” It felt wrong to blush from her words but you did anyway, she sounded so possessive and you didn’t want to admit it but you liked it. Natasha saw how you reacted and smirked, pulling you closer to her, “You like this side of me don’t you?” You couldn’t speak, not finding the strength to say anything so you just weakly nodded. 
Natasha grinned as she hurried quicker to pull you to safety in the form of a quinjet that was waiting outside for you two. As soon as the doors closed behind you two and the pilot took off, you felt a lot safer. Natasha sat next to you and wrapped her arms around your waist, “I promise you that you will never have to go through this again. I will keep you safe this time, I’m so sorry baby.” You saw how badly this was affecting her and you turned to lean into her embrace, “It wasn’t your fault, I’m just glad to be back with you.” 
When you were back at the Tower, the first thing you did was go get something to eat from the kitchen, you were starving. You didn’t care that Natasha wanted you to get checked over by Bruce for any injuries, you hadn’t eaten anything all day, or however long you were gone for. You had started eating a sandwich you made when you felt yourself being picked up and thrown over someone’s shoulders, but you recognised that behind, “Steve! Traitor.” He chuckled, “Sorry doll, Nat’s orders.” You groaned as you were carried down to Bruce’s office, “I thought you were the leader?” Steve shrugged, “So did I.” 
It didn’t take long for Bruce to do a few simple tests and once you were given the all clear, you left to go to your bedroom to see Natasha sitting on the bed, looking as though she was waiting for you. “Bruce gave me the all clear so no need to worry.” Natasha didn’t say anything, she just stood up and walked over to you until she had you pressed against the door, “You know you’re mine don’t you?” You blushed and nodded, “Mhm, I’m yours.” Natasha grinned, “Well it seems some people still don’t so it looks like I’ll have to make it more obvious for them.” 
You gasped as you were pushed over to the bed and onto your back, Natasha was on top of you within seconds, kissing you passionately. Yeah okay, so she might be very dangerous, but you loved her and it was kinda hot. 
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rosaliestark01 · 4 years
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Dusk Till Dawn - Part 4
Peter Parker x Reader
Summary: You meet your “real dad” and end up learning more than you expect you would. 
Warning:Swearing, Angst, Angry!Reader, Angry!Avengers, Angry!Peter
A/N: Colab with @annies-marvel-imagines​. No GIFs are mine.
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“Are you sure this is a good idea?” you ask. Ellie, somehow knowing where he lived, had practically dragged you there. You weren’t sure if he’d be happy to see you or not. You don’t even know if he knows you exist.
“Yeah,” Ellie says, gently pushing you towards the door of his apartment. “You deserve the truth and who better than your own dad?”
“Okay...” You knock on the door and wait.
“Just a second!” A man yells on the other side. You hear the sound of something breaking and someone swearing before the door opens. “What do you want?”
“I’m-”, you begin but he interrupts you.
“Y/N,” he says softly. You see some recognition in his eyes, but not very much.
“You know who I am?” You knew that people mostly knew you for being Tony Stark’s “daughter”, but you hoped that some part of him actually knew you for you.
“Of course I know you,” He says as he invites you and Ellie inside of his messy apartment. “You look so much like your mother, Kristen.” You give him a strange look, which he tilts his head at.
“Christine,” you correct him. Your mom’s name was Christine Y/L/N. How could he have forgotten
“Right. Of course,” he says quickly. “It’s just been a while since I’ve said her name.”
After a long period of silence, you don’t know what to say. The longer the silence it the more awkward you felt. What did you expect? You show up at your dad’s cheap apartment unexpectedly with your friend from school who looked way too comfortable in a stranger’s apartment. Instead of saying anything, you looked around. There wasn’t a lot of furniture in the room. There was a couch, a recliner, and a small box TV on top of a wooden crate.
“It’s nice to meet you,” you finally say quietly.
“It’s nice to finally meet you too. After all this time, i get to finally meet my daughter.”
That took you by surprise. Had he been looking for you and for how long?
“How long have you been trying to meet me?” you ask. 
“Pretty much your whole life,”He says. He looks at you seriously before he continues. “I don’t know what Stark has told you, but he only cares about himself. He took you away from me before I even got the chance to hold you.”
“What?” You didn’t know what he was talking about but you wanted to know more. What did your dad Tony do?
“As revenge against my dad, he took you away from me,” Ezekiel says angrily. 
“That doesn’t sound like him,” you tell him. No matter how angry you are at him, you knew that Tony Stark wouldn’t do something like that. Sure, he was prideful, arrogant, and a jerk, but he wasn’t a revenge kidnapper. It just sounded crazy.
“Then I guess you don’t know him as well as you thought you did.” He said. You had never seem someone so calm yet angry. “He ruined my life. He killed my dad, murdered my wife, and stole my own daughter.”
“That really doesn’t sound like him,” you tell him. Besides, Tony told you that Obadiah’s death was his own fault. You didn’t want to believe that that was another lie, but you couldn’t trust Tony Stark no matter how much you were trying to right now.
“It makes sense, Y/N,”Ellie, who had been pretty quiet this whole time, says. “Why else would he lie to you about this?”
“I don’t know.” You look down, not wanting either of them to see the tears that were threatening to fall. The more you tried to believe Tony’s side of the story, the more you couldn’t. He had been lying to you your entire life. Whose to say that your identity was the only thing he lied about.
“I know that it’s not something you want to believe, but your dad is right,” Ellie says.“You can’t trust Tony Stark.”
By the time you made it back to the Tower, it was already light outside. School was already in session, and the entire team was waiting for you in front of the tower. You knew they were all probably pissed at you, but all you could think about was what Ezekiel had told you.
“Y/N Stark, where the hell have you been?” Tony yells at you. You couldn’t help it, but hearing him call you that made you sick to your stomach, literally.  “Do you have any idea how worried we all were? We were this close to sending a search party and- Y/N?”
You tried to hold it in, but you couldn’t. You threw up right in front of everyone. Tony quickly approached you with worry and alarm painted all over his face. The second he tried to help you inside, you snapped.
“Don’t touch me!” you yell at him, causing him to quickly back away. The next thing you knew, everything became dark.
When you opened your eyes, you were back in your room. The curtains were drawn shut, and you noticed that you weren’t alone.
“Y/N, how are you feeling?”Steve asked. He sounded worried, would make sense since you literally just passed out in front of everyone. “Everyone’s worried about you. Your dad-”
“He’s not my dad,” you snap at him. You couldn’t help it. You knew he meant well, but you were stressed and angry. 
“What’s gotten into you?” He asks seriously. “If there’s something bothering you, you can tell me.”
“Nothing is bothering me,” you lie. He gives you a look telling you hat he knows that you’re lying. You’re not planning on telling Captain America that the person who you thought was your dad wasn’t really your dad and had kidnapped you the same day you were born. Even you thought it sounded crazy, but you didn’t know what else to believe.
“Your friends are downstairs,” Steve says hesitantly. “They’re worried about you too.”
“You can tell them I’m fine,” if your friends were there, then that meant that Peter was probably there too. You weren’t in the mood for a lecture about safety from Queen’s friendly neighborhood webslinger. 
“I think that’s something you should tell them,” Steve said gently. You signed, knowing that he was probably right. You threw back the covers on your bed and stood up, unfortunately too fast. 
You made your way down to the lobby where Harry, Ned, MJ, Harley, and Peter stood waiting for you. You noticed the way Peter paced around nervously biting his nails. He stopped immediately the moment he say you and pulled you into one of the biggest hugs he’d ever given you.
“Y/N! Are you okay!” He asked frantically. “I was- we were worried sick!”
“I’m fine,” You tell him a you pull away, much to his disapproval. “There’s no need to worry.”
“Where were you?” He asked, although deep down he had a feeling he knew who you were with.
“I was just hanging out with Ellie,” you say. It was close to the truth. You were with Ellie. Luckily, his spidey-senses didn’t pick up on a lie. What it did pick up on was a feeling of looming danger whenever he heard anyone mention Eloise.
“I don’t think that hanging out with Eloise is healthy for you,” he snapped. 
“Y/N, we really were worried about you,” MJ spoke up as she seemed to sense some tension between you and Peter.
“We still are,”Ned added. “You’re one of my best friends.”
You smiled, happy that Ned saw you like that. He was one of your best friends too. You felt lucky to have friends like these (and happy that they didn’t bring Gwen with them).
“But we all know I’m her favorite,” Harry says as he pulled you in for a side hug. 
“You wish,” you joked. 
“Um, I don’t remember your name being Harley,” Harley tells him jokingly. You all laugh, except Peter who is watching you like you’re going to fall over any second.
“Maybe we should all take the day off and hang out like we used to,” Ned suggests. Your smile fades. Acting like everything is all sunshine and rainbows sounds great, but it’s not. What you really need is time for yourself to think about everything that Ezekiel told you.
“I really want to, but I’m not feeling that well,” you tell them. The excuse sounds all too familiar to Peter, but this time he actually agrees with you.
“I agree. Y/n needs to rest,” he says.
You exchange goodbyes with your friend, however Peter leaves before you could say goodbye to him. You knew he was just worried, but it didn’t stop it from hurting any less.
On your way back to your room, you run into Tony. It looked like he was waiting for you. He stands up and walks towards you with a sad look on his face.
“Y/N, I-”, he begins, but you shut the door to your room before he could say anything else.
You notice the USB that you stole from Hydra sitting on your desk. Part of you wishes that you had never stolen that file from Hydra but you’re also glad you did. You don’t want to live a lie anymore. 
An hour later, your phone dings. Picking it up, and assuming it’s Peter, you are surprised to see that the message is from Ellie, and it sounds urgent.
Ellie: Know it’s not the best time, but meet me at the bank asap!!!!
Since you know that someone is probably outside your door (most likely Tony or Steve), you climb out the window. It takes longer than usual because half way through you begin to feel a bit dizzy.
Eventually, you make it down and make your way to the bank. You don’t know what Ellie is doing there or why she wants you there as soon as possible, but she is your friend and if she is in danger, then you have to help her.
“What’s going on?” you say upon seeing her. Before she could say anything, somebody grabs you by the throat.
“You!” they yell. You instantly feel something hit you. It was a freaking lamp. Looking up, you instantly recognize the person.
“Didn’t I throw a knife at you?” you ask. 
“As you can see, I’m alive now.” Now? What was that supposed to mean?
“Obviously,” you say back at him. He looks at you angrily as you move yourself to stand in front of him. Despite your killer headache, you are smart enough to know that there is no good reason why he’s here.
“Why don’t you get out of my way?” he say. Unfortunately, it looks like he has an upgraded version of that weird space gun. 
After you got shot on that mission, you had planned on upgrading your suit to make it more bullet proof, but not only did you forget, but you didn’t even bring it with you.
“You know what?” He asked, when you stood your ground. “Since we’re both here, I might as well repay you for what you did to me.”
“I think I’m good,” you say. To be truthful, you were starting to feel nervous. You were feeling severely underequipt compared to this dude. You didn’t have your suit and this guy had a giant space gun.
“I don’t care,” he says as he points it at you.
“I believe she said she’s good,” a voice says. You all look to see Spider-Man leaning against the door. You’re happy he’s here, but you know that now you’re in for the biggest lecture of your life.
“This doesn’t concern you,” the man says as he points the space gut at you again. 
Peter uses his webs to pull the gun before the blast hits you. Instead, it creates a burning hole in the wall behind you. Peter tries to web the guy up, but somehow he can’t. 
Feeling the need to do something, you try something that Nat was teaching you before she and everyone else became too busy to train with you. A lot of what she taught you was about balance and using your body weight. This seemed like a good time for that considering Peter’s web shooters were’t sticking to this guy.
Unfortunately for all of you, the guy got a hold of his space gun again and this time he pointed it at Peter.
“Pete!” you yell. Not thinking twice about it, you take the blast that was meant for him. It hits you in the exact same place as last time, so for that you are lucky.
“What the hell?” He yells before turning on the guy. “You-”
Peter, not caring about his strength punches the man, sending him flying. Somehow, he’s still alive. He grabs the gun, presses something on the side, as shoots at the three of you.
“Get down!” You yell, pulling Peter and Ellie down. The explosion sends part w wall flying at you guys, but Peter catches it. 
Ellie?” you ask, checking to see if she was okay.
“I’m fine,” she say as she glares at Peter.
“Y/N, what the hell were you thinking?” He yells at you. 
“She saved your life, you ungrateful-” Ellie says, stepping in and pointing a finger at him.
“You bringing her here almost got her killed!” He yells back. Although you don’t have spidey-senses, you have a feeling that their fight is about to spiral out of control. It doesn’t help that your two friends hate each others guts.
“So now it’s my fault that some crazy person tried to kill Y/N?”, she screams. She throws a punch at Peter, but he easily catches it.
“Why don’t you tell us who you really are?” He asks her. His voice is steady but seeping with hatred.
“What the hell are you talking about?” She screams back. Even you have to admit that she is starting to look a little crazed.“Y/N, I think this stupid arachnid has gone crazy.”
“Hey-”you say. Yeah, you were definitely going to be lectured by Peter and everybody else you know, but you are not going to put up with her insulting Peter like that.
“You-” She yells, probably trying to insult him further, when Peter’s head quickly turns to your left.
“That is enough everyone!” Tony yells. He, Pepper, Happy, and the rest of the Avengers are standing right outside the burning bank. 
“Stark.” Ellie say disdainfully. 
“Excuse me, but who are you?” He asks her.
“She’s my friend,” you pipe up, not wanting her to say anything that could get her in trouble.
“How come we’ve never heard of her?” Nat asks. Tony is about to say something but she stops him.
“You guys don’t need to know every detail of my life.” She looks taken aback because you have never spoken to her like that before. 
“Y/N, you haven’t been acting like yourself lately. What’s up with that?” Pepper says as she walks up to you. She seems to notice that the part of your shirt where you were shot was burnt .
“Let’s just... go home. Okay?” She asks. It was more of a suggestion that you had no choice but to agree to.
You notice Ellie fuming when Peter says something to her. Frankly, you don’t want to know.
Later that night, Pepper walks in (probably because she’s the only one you seem to be okay with).
“Y/N, I think it’s best that you don’t see Eloise for a while,” she say hesitantly. 
“Why?” Although you already know why, you couldn’t help but ask.
“It’s just until things go back to normal,” she reassures you. “From now on, you’ll be home schooled. You can still go to Homecoming with your friends and go to any after school activities you already have. Okay?”
“Okay.” You’re not entirely sure that Peter would still want to go to Homecoming with you after today, but you nod your head anyway.
A/N: Part 5 will be posted on Friday by @annies-marvel-imagines​
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jeranasblog · 4 years
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Don’t let him take what’s yours, Daddy
Summary: Pierce takes Peter.
Rating: E
Notes: This story is my 14th @starkercestevent​ contribution and it’s necessary to read the other parts first. Kink for the 14th story: Free Space (Voyeurism). Click here for the Bingo Masterlist.
Warnings: Adoptive Father/Adoptive Son, don’t like it, don’t read it
No rape, but sexual harassment and non-con, so I’m going to cut the post here. Check out Ao3 for further tags
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Peter was kneeling on the floor of the limousine while one of Pierce’s men, the elevator Alpha, tied the Omega’s hands behind his back. It hurt, the ropes were cutting in his wrists, but Peter gritted his teeth in an attempt to stay silent. He didn’t want to show them his weakness. 
 Rationally, Peter knew everything was a question of time. Although Pierce was probably filthily rich, Tony Stark was even richer. He had more resources, especially access to tech, and by now, Steve and Bucky had very likely told Tony already that Peter was kidnapped. Pierce hadn’t even asked Peter for his phone, the first mistake, and his Daddy could track it in less than a second. 
 However, nothing of this would matter if Pierce would be fast enough to bond Peter to him. Even if Tony would free him after, even if he would kill the Senator, a bonded Omega could never bond with another Alpha again. Peter would always feel the bond to another man like a slight prickling in the back of his mind and he would rather die than lose what he had with his Daddy. Once Pierce would bond him, it would be too late. 
 Therefore, Peter knew he had to do everything to drag out Pierce’s plan. Although his mind screamed at him to fight, to struggle against his restraints, and to insult the Senator and his scumbag gang, the Omega remained quiet. He focused on his breathing, trying to be clear-headed enough to play out his chances. 
 “Do you want me to tell you what I’m going to do to you, stupid Omega?” Pierce laughed derisively and Peter had to suppress a shiver. No, he didn’t want to know what the Senator had planned, he just wanted to close his eyes and realize that it was a dream, but at the same time, he knew Pierce telling him about his plan could be an advantage. It was the typical villain mistake, explaining everything to the victim and giving them time to think. Still, Pete couldn’t force himself to do more than nod. 
 “When we arrive, I’ll make you regret not coming to me on your own first,” Pierce smirked disgustingly, and immediately, Peter felt sick. Although the Senator sounded a little smug, his voice was mostly neutral, and his deadpan way of telling Peter the plan was even worse. “Then I’ll force you on my knot and bond you, stupid thing you are. Even if your Daddy finds me, he can’t take you away because you would be miserable without me after we’ve bonded, wouldn’t you? It would be only us. No suppressants, no toys, only me, you, and your upcoming heat.” 
 No! Everything but a heat. Peter knew he would beg for Pierce during a heat once they were bonded and he would rather die than be desperate for a rapist, or even worse, giving pups to Pierce. Everything inside of him convulsed, his stomach churned, and his heart sped up. He was afraid he would throw up in the middle of the car, right on Pierce’s feet and even though the thought of vomit on Pierce’s suit wasn’t unappealing, the consequences certainly were. 
 Unlucky as he was, Peter had apparently failed in keeping his face blank and for a second, Pierce had seen horror in his eyes. “Don’t worry, sweetheart. Once I’ve buried my teeth in your neck, you’ll like the thought.”
 Don’t call me sweetheart. Peter wanted to cry and rampage, wanted to scream at the Senator’s face that the right to call the Omega ‘sweetheart’ belonged to his Daddy, and his Daddy alone. It took his entire self-control for Peter to remain quiet. Mouthing off would only make things worse. 
 “Where are you taking me?” Peter could proudly say that his voice waivered only a little. Information was always good, wasn’t it? If he knew where Pierce was taking him, he might come up with a plan to delay the bite. 
 The Senator looked out of the window and chuckled slightly. “Oh, stupid thing, we’re almost there. I’m obviously taking you to my nest.” At the same moment, the car came to a stop and Peter realized to his horror that Pierce had brought him to his house. He had hoped for an old factory building or an empty office, someplace where Pierce’s disgusting Alpha scent wasn’t overwhelming, but the Senator probably knew every inch of the house, making it even harder for Peter to escape. 
 “Get off, little one,” Pierce smiled brightly, and Peter flinched under the endearment. His wrists were still bound behind his back, so he scrambled to his knees, struggling to keep his balance. Just as he tried to step out of the limousine, Pierce shoved him a little and the Omega tripped until he was lying face-first on the ground, his skirt slipped up. 
 It hurt, small stones were pricking in his skin and Peter could feel himself tearing up. His face hurt, his legs hurt, and his arms hurt even more, but nothing was as bad as the feeling in his chest. He tried his best to stay calm, tried his best to fight the panic and concentrate on his breathing, but the closer they got to Pierce’s destination, the more fear Peter was feeling. It was obvious that the ride had been a warmup, the Senator hadn’t even touched him yet, and as soon as the door would close behind them, Peter would have to fight for every minute. 
 “As much as I like the view, I want you to stand up, whore,” the playful undertone in Pierce’s voice made Peter shiver in disgust. “We don’t have all day.”
 Three seconds. That was the time Peter took before he made attempts to get up, afraid to anger Pierce even further. Suddenly he regretted wearing the skirt today. He felt naked underneath, the scent of his slick still lingering, and when he closed his eyes for a second, he saw everything Pierce could do to him today. Humiliate him, torture him, bite him, or even worse. Every instinct screamed to cover himself, but he had no choice but to suck it up and do exactly what Pierce told him to do.
 Peter’s legs trembled when he was finally standing again, even though he did his best to hide the fear. The Senator still smiled disgustingly sweet, even broader after he had shoved Peter on the ground, and suddenly, the Omega could feel a firm hand in his neck that led him towards the door. His entire body tensed, the gesture usually used to calm Omega’s down, but Peter couldn’t afford to relax and become careless. 
 “Take your time and get familiar with the house,” Pierce smirked after he had opened the door. “You’ll spend your entire life here, preferable on your knees. When you’re good, I might even buy a carpet for you to kneel on.”
 The sick feeling in Peter’s stomach intensified. The house was exactly how he had imagined. Dark and cold, decorated with marble and stone, and he couldn’t bear the thought of living here forever. Pierce was a sick bastard, a bastard who belonged in jail, and Peter would fight for his life before he would accept the bite from the Senator. Pierce had promised he would make Peter regret his resistance first. Maybe that would buy his Daddy time to save him?
 Pierce led him to the living room, the hand still clutching Peter’s neck and the Omega shuddered in disgust. He didn’t want to be touched but struggling would only provoke the Senator. He closed his eyes, begging this would be over soon while he tried to grasp the hem of his skirt behind his back and pull him down. Pierce left him standing in the middle of the living room and fetched himself a glass of whiskey before he sat down in an armchair, his legs spread. 
 “Keel, whore.” Peter bit his lips and didn’t move an inch. He knew it was stupid, but he wouldn’t give his submission to this monster without a fight.
 “I said, KNEEL, Omega.” Pierce used his Alpha voice, and even though Peter wanted nothing more than to ignore the bastard, his legs gave in on their own, forcing Peter to sink to his knees. Peter could feel how a single tear ran down his cheek, but he suppressed every other attempt of his panic to rise to the surface. 
 Pierce smirked “How pathetic Omegas are. I can see you’d rather die than kneel in front of me, but one word was still enough to bend your will.” Peter didn’t answer, couldn’t answer because everything was true. Yes, he loved to be submissive for his Daddy, loved to listen to his commands, but being forced to obey Pierce was making him sick. Omega biology was a blessing and a curse.
 “Crawl to me,” Pierce didn’t even bother to play his games anymore, he was immediately using the voice to humiliate Peter even further. 
 The Omega’s knees hurt on the cold floor, his entire body was trembling while he tried to crawl closer with his hands tied behind his back. He had dreamed about a similar situation, himself shaking with lust while his Daddy asked him to crawl closer with his hands tied behind his back, but Pierce was destroying the fantasy in a heartbeat. Peter knew he had to drag it out a little longer, his Daddy needed time to find him, so he crawled as slowly as he could while he fought the urge to throw up.
 “I can’t believe how lucky I am,” the Senator snarled. “Only dressed in a tiny little thong.” Peter whimpered, he hadn’t even realized that his skirt had ridden up, revealing the tiny little thing he had put on for his Daddy. He could feel Pierce’s eyes fixed on his exposed ass, and there was nothing he could do, nothing but crawl as slowly as possible. But even then, he had to stop in front of Pierce sometime. 
 Peter sat back on his heels, the skirt slipping back down until he was at least a little covered. He was looking everywhere except Pierce, his eyes burning holes in the floor to avoid seeing the monster smirk.
 “Oh, today’s truly a lucky day. Not only are you already dressed like a little whore, ready to be knotted, I can also smell your slick? Tell me, sweetheart. Didn’t Daddy have enough time to satisfy your needs? I don’t smell Alpha seed. But don’t worry, I’ll give you everything your Alpha is lacking in.”
 “Don’t talk about him like that.” Peter already knew it was a mistake when he opened his mouth, but he couldn’t stand Pierce talking about his Daddy like this. His Alpha was amazing, caring, and perfect in bed, everything the Omega needed, everything Pierce could never be. “Tony is a million times better than you. A better Alpha, a better man, and he doesn’t have to rape Omega’s to bed them.”
 The last sentence had probably been a mistake because he could see Pierce’s expression shift. Arrogance was replaced by furious anger and before Peter could react, he heard a loud smack. It took him a few seconds to realize what had happened. His left cheek burned, probably branded with a red handprint. Tears were welling in his eyes and Peter tried his best to blink them away. The impact of the blow made him stagger and he fought to keep his balance with his hands tied behind his back. 
 “Shut your dirty mouth, whore,” Pierce spat at him and Peter could feel drops of spit landing on his face. His entire body was buzzing with adrenaline and he wasn’t even sure if he was scared, angry, or just hurt. Peter desperately wanted to close his eyes and wish himself far, far away. 
 “I should cut out your tongue,” Pierce threatened and leaned forward to grab the hem of Peter’s skirt. The Omega knew it was over now, he had provoked Pierce too much and there was no way for him to stop what was about to happen. The sound of the ripping fabric of his skirt was loud and made Peter flinch. He was naked except a tiny thong and a short t-shirt, completely on display for Pierce. 
 “You can be glad I need your tongue for blow jobs,” the Senator said patronizing and Peter wasn’t sure if he was actually glad or even more afraid. “Once I’ve bonded you, you’ll beg for my knot.”
 “Never.” Peter didn’t care anymore that he was saying it out loud, and the second hit on the other side of his face made him feel strangely smug. At least he would go down with his dignity, fighting for himself and his Daddy. 
 Pierce patience was running thin, his hands were clenched to fists and his eyes narrowed to slits. The Omega would certainly pay for this, maybe with his life but certainly with the ability to love. He closed his eyes and imagined his Daddy. He could see Tony’s eyes and his smile, the adoring look he wore around Peter. The last months had been the best of his life and he would never regret coming out with his Daddy. 
 I’m sorry, Daddy. I love you more than anything. Whatever happens, I’d rather be dead than bonded to Pierce.
 Peter raised his head and looked Pierce in the eyes. He was met with a sight of anger and disgust and Peter felt white-hot rage while he was opening his mouth. “You aren’t an Alpha, you’re a pathetic excuse of a human. No one would ever want a monster like you.”
 Then Peter closed his eyes, accepting the consequences of his words.
  ~*~
  Tony was stressed. Work was pretty much the usual, just a few annoying customers he could handle, but the situation with Pierce was making him nervous. He had to be strong, had to be there for Peter and keep his fear in check, but leaving his boy out of his eyes for even a second made him anxious. Rationally, he knew it was stupid. Sure, someone had to stay at Peter’s side, but he trusted Steve with his life and the blonde could protect the Omega just as well.
 In his entire life, Tony had never felt such a strong possessive urge, an overwhelming feeling to protect an Omega. Peter was special, he was everything Tony wanted and nothing he deserved, but knowing his boy stayed at his side out of his free will, made the Alpha happy beyond imagination. He would do anything to protect his boy, even if it meant keeping his fear hidden.
 Although Tony tried to avoid taking Peter to the office, he didn’t really have a choice today. He obviously would prefer fucking his Omega over every available surface of their apartment, burying his knot in the delicious tight heat, but their biggest customer had demanded Tony Stark would appear personally in the meeting and since he wanted to keep his company, the Alpha had to show up. 
 Instead of sulking, Tony made a plan and took Peter with him, basking in the thoughts of how he could show Peter off to everyone working at Stark Industries. Peter was perfect, a sweet little Omega, polite and beautiful, everything any Alpha desired. Hell, even Betas were chasing him, and Tony was honored that such a perfect human being chose him. He would spoil Peter, keep him close and protect him while he showed off that this gorgeous young man was his. And his alone. 
 After Tony had left Peter with Pepper during the meeting, he had planned to fuck the Omega on his desk, watching him whine and beg for Tony’s knot. Peter was beautiful spread out and open for his knot, usually crying for Tony to fill him up. So when they were interrupted again, Tony was slowly losing his patience. He had to assure Peter he would fuck him later, and the Omega was still disappointed. Seeing his boy so disappointed hurt, but Pepper would kill him when he skipped the meeting because of a fuck. 
 The Alpha felt stressed out when he called Steve to pick up his Omega. He didn’t want to leave Peter with Pepper again, and he didn’t want him to wait in the office alone. It would be best to make sure Peter was brought home and he even asked Steve to stay with him until Tony was back. After the threat from Pierce, Tony felt uneasy about leaving Peter alone. 
 Once Peter had left the office, Tony took a deep breath to calm himself. He was horny, his erection was straining in his pants, and he wanted nothing more than call back his Omega and finish what he had started. However, there was a customer waiting for him and he had to focus on sales strategies and stock prices instead of the Omega’s tight little hole. 
  When Tony entered the empty conference room where he was supposed to meet the customer, he immediately knew something was wrong. It was no nagging feeling in the back of his mind, it was full force panic. He knew he had made a mistake. Not Pepper had asked him to come back to the meeting but a stuttering intern he had never met before. The Alpha had been careless and stupid, and now Peter was paying the price. 
 “JARVIS, call Steve and locate Peter’s phone.” Tony’s voice was wavering, fear clouding his mind and he fought against himself so he wouldn’t lose it. His instincts went haywire, the need to protect made him almost vomit, but he couldn’t break down now. He wouldn’t get another chance if he didn’t act now. 
 “Tony?” Steve’s voice made it already crystal-clear that his fear was valid. “I couldn’t do anything; he was already there.”
 “Where is Peter?” Tony croaked out while horror and anger were raging inside of him. How could he have been so stupid? How could Steve have let that happen? How could he have let that happened? 
 “I don’t know. They shoved him in a limousine.” Pierce.
 Tony closed his eyes and counted to three, trying to keep it together. Peter was everything, his son, his love, his Omega, and if something would happen to him, Tony would never forgive himself. Each passing second increased the possibility that someone was hurting Peter and anger wouldn’t solve anything, neither anger at Steve nor anger at himself. 
 “Sir, I’ve located Peter’s phone.” JARVIS interrupted his spiraling thoughts and gave him something to focus on. “It’s moving. According to the speed, he’s driving in a car.” Good, a car. That’s a lead.
 “JARVIS, give me every location in the direction of where the car is heading that is related to Pierce,” Tony ordered while he was already leaving the conference room behind. “Block the elevator for my use only. Steve, meet me in the lobby in thirty seconds.” He hung up without waiting for the blonde’s answer. 
  JARVIS hadn’t only cleared the elevator; he had also cleared the entire lobby. Tony was grateful that he didn’t have to face other people and fumbled with the sleeves of his suit jacket while he was anxiously waiting for the elevator to arrive. Why hadn’t he programmed it to move faster?
 Steve was already standing in the lobby, Bucky next to him, and their faces were a mixture of worry and guilt. Tony wanted to scream at them, ask them why they couldn’t protect Peter, but the only one he should blame for this was himself. They told him what had happened, told him about the Alpha that had threatened Peter to get into the car. The billionaire had never in his entire life felt such a surge of hate before, an urge to protect and kill if necessary. 
 “We have to hurry,” Tony rushed out of the building, Steve and Bucky on his heels. “JARVIS? Any possible locations yet?”
 “The phone is only three blocks away from Senator Pierce’s home, Sir,” the AI answered, and Tony knew immediately why the Senator was bringing Peter there.
 God, he was sick suddenly, his face pale and he had to close his eyes while was opening the driver’s door of his car. Steve urged him aside and took the key’s out of the billionaire’s hand, afraid he was too shaken to drive, while Bucky led him to the passenger seat. They started driving, Steve was breaking every speed law possible, and JARVIS gave him directions based on the location of Peter’s phone. 
 “He wants him in his nest,” Tony whispered after minutes of tension and silence that was only occasionally disturbed by JARVIS commands. “The bastard wants to bond with him. He wants to force himself of Peter.” The urge to vomit was getting stronger and stronger, and Tony heard a ringing in his ears when his thoughts spiraled downwards. 
 “Focus, Tony,” Bucky’s voice was strangely neutral, a sign that he had learned to stay clear-headed in combat situations in the army and he released Omega hormones that helped to calm the Alpha at least a little. “They have a head-start of five minutes, we’re still on time. Figure out everything about Pierce's security system you can find.”
 Right, security system. Good call. Tony took out the Stark Pad with trembling hands and it was sheer luck that he didn’t drop it on the floor. He avoided thinking about Peter, about his honey-brown eyes, his beautiful face, or his gentle nature. He had work to do, something to focus on.
 “JARVIS, hack Google’s satellites. Give me pictures of Pierce’s mansion and every security measure he could have taken.” 
 “Very well, Sir.” Not even ten seconds later, Tony had an entire plan of Pierce’s house with every security measure that the Senator had installed. It wasn’t much, Tony could break-in in a heartbeat. 
 It was too easy to be true. “He doesn’t want to keep us out,” the billionaire speculated while he did his best to push his fear aside. “He knows we can’t really do anything once he’s bound to Peter. Pierce is playing on time.” Horror is spreading in his guts. “He’ll bond him immediately because he can’t keep me out anyway.”
 “Tony,” Steve’s voice is trembling while he pressed the gas pedal through. “We’ll find him in time, I promise. We’re almost there. Bucky, call the police.” Tony could only hope they would.
  The car stopped in front of a huge mansion and Tony was already jumping out when Steve hadn’t turned off the motor yet. His entire body buzzed with anxiety and he didn’t even have the patience to wait for backup in form of Steve or Bucky. His thoughts spiraled around Peter and the imagination of Pierce hurting his Omega made him go feral. There was no way he could wait even a second longer, so he ran to the door and tried to open it. 
 It was locked. Of course, it was. He shook the handle until his fingers hurt, panic rising inside of him like a wave. His mind was going blank, overtaken by the fear of what Pierce could do to Peter. Every second was counting, and the stupid door didn’t give way. 
 Suddenly, a hand grabbed his shoulder tightly and pulled him back. Tony fought, but Steve didn’t let him go, wrapping his arms around Tony’s chest to stop him from escaping. “You have to relax,” Steve made an effort to keep his voice low. “Bucky will open the door. It’s faster and quieter than blasting through it.”
 The Omega smiled tightly and pulled out supplies to open a door. It didn’t take thirty seconds until the lock clicked and the door opened, but for Tony, it felt like hours. As soon as he could enter the hallway, the billionaire was already storming the house, following the scent of his Omega. It led him to the living room. 
  The view made him growl. Peter was kneeling in front of Pierce, his skirt shredded on the floor. He had closed his eyes, hands tied behind his back and Pierce was leaning above him, his teeth close to Peter’s neck. Tony could see that Peter was afraid, he could see that his Omega was shaking in fear and without thinking twice, Tony threw himself at the Senator.
 The impact hurt, his weight made the Senator tremble and he fell on his back, Tony latched onto him. The billionaire gripped Pierce's hands and fixated them over his head while his knee was pressed into the Senator’s stomach. Seeing the monster twisting helplessly under him was a treat and he enjoyed every whimper, every hiss of Pierce. 
 “Stark,” Pierce spat and tried to grin while he was trapped in the billionaire’s grip. “Fancy seeing you here. Do you know that your Omega whore begged me to fuck him? You sure you wanna keep it?”
 “That’s a lie, Daddy. Please, don’t believe him,” Peter was whimpering, his voice trembling and weak. Tony could hear how scared he was, but at the same time relived the billionaire had shown up. 
 Hearing Pierce lying so blatantly, increased his anger even more, and before he realized what he was doing, Tony’s fist connected with the Senator’s chin. The following crack was a satisfying sound, proof that Pierce’s chin was broken. The Senator howled in pain and it fueled the fire inside of Tony even more. He hit a second time, a third, savoring every sound the monster made. His instincts went haywire and his mind was filled with protect and Peter. 
 The smell of blood filled the room and everyone was quiet aside from Pierce who was whimpering on the floor. Every hit felt like payback and Tony punished Pierce for everything he had done to them. For taking away Peter and forcing him against his will, for making them suffer for weeks, afraid the Senator would kidnap the Omega. His body was completely controlled by his Alpha nature and his instincts screamed at him to kill the bastard.
 He probably would have if Peter didn’t stop him. “Daddy,” the Omega was whimpering and Tony turned around after he had tied Pierce’s hands and legs to make sure he couldn’t escape. “Daddy, I love you.”
 Tony tried to smile, tried to suppress the guilt, and wrapped his arms around Peter. He didn’t deserve him. This perfect Omega, kind and beautiful, who fulfilled all of his needs and wishes. He had let him out of his eyes, he had made it possible that Pierce got to him.
 “I’m sorry.” Tony’s eyes burned when he tugged Peter’s face against his chest. The scent of his boy was filling his nose and he couldn’t stop the purr that emerged his throat. Peter was safe, here in his arms, safe and still unbonded. “I’m sorry I couldn’t protect you, baby. I’m a miserable Alpha. I love you so much.”
 Peter started to sob, and he pressed himself closer to Tony’s chest. The boy was hiccupping and shaking while Tony held him in his arms. He had failed, had broken his promise to protect the Omega.
 “Daddy, it’s not your fault.” Of course, Peter wouldn’t blame him. He was always nice, but Tony knew better. 
 “I promise, I’ll bond you tomorrow if you still want me.” Tony didn’t want to admit it, but a single tear was running down his chin. He could have bonded the Omega months ago, Peter had told him he was ready, but the billionaire had dragged it out. If he had only listened to his boy, today wouldn’t have happened. 
 Undeservedly, Peter gave him a huge smile and his entire face was glowing. He looked so beautiful on his lap, like an exquisite flower Tony had to nourish and protect. “I want this, Daddy. So much. I belong to you.” The words made the billionaire feel warm inside, and although he knew he didn’t deserve it, there was nothing Tony wanted more. He wanted Peter forever and if the Omega was up to it, Tony would take.
 “Let’s get you out of here,” Tony suggested and tried to stand up, his arms under Peter’s ass to stabilize his weight. Peter wasn’t wearing anything besides the thong and when Tony’s arm pressed against Peter’s cheeks, the Omega moaned a little. Tony felt bad when the sound went straight to his middle. 
 “Daddy?” Peter whimpered and looked at Tony with his huge innocent eyes that made the Alpha weak. Whatever Peter would ask of him, Tony would say yes. “Can you take me home?”
 God, his boy was adorable. Tony knew Peter could play him like a fiddle, but he didn’t care, glad the Omega stayed by his side. He’d never let him out of his eyes again. Peter was his and tomorrow he would make it forever. He closed his eyes when the realization of almost losing Peter hit him again. No one had ever been this important to him and he would rather die than let Peter endure this again. 
  When they left the house, Peter safely carried in his arms and his nakedness covered by Tony’s jacket, the police entered the mansion. Steve had already told them what had happened, so Tony and Peter only had to answer a few questions until they were released. They saw how three officers carried a barely conscious Pierce out of the mansion with his hands tied behind his back. He looked horrible, his face bruised and bloody, but nobody would charge Tony since he had been defending his Omega. Alpha’s getting possessive was rarely punished in court. 
 “I’m so glad you’re fine,” Bucky cried and threw himself against Peter’s backside. Tony trembled slightly under the impact but couldn’t be mad since he completely understood the relief. Bucky and Steve were really good friends and cared for Peter.
 Steve, on the other hand, looked as guilty as Tony felt. “Peter, I’m so sorry. I didn’t expect anything to happen. If I’d only been a little faster…”
 “It’s not your fault,” Peter reassured the blonde, and Tony gripped him tighter. The billionaire’s feelings weren’t rational, but his Omega even smiling at another Alpha made him shake with jealousy. It didn’t matter anymore that Steve had helped saving Peter, his instincts told him to claim his Omega right now. 
 Peter seemed to sense his emotions because he cuddled closer to Tony’s chest and pressed a soft kiss against his neck. “Love you, Daddy. Let’s drive home.”
 Tony cooed and opened the backdoor of his car to place the Omega on his seat. Walking around the car to climb in on the other side already felt like hell. He didn’t want to let go of his Omega, wanted him tugged safely under his arms. As soon as the closed the door behind him, Tony gave up the decent distance and pulled Peter onto his lap. He didn’t care about a seatbelt, as long as he could feel his Omega safe and alive against his body. 
 Steve and Bucky chuckled slightly when they got into the front of the car. Tony knew they were there, but he didn’t care, too focused on the Omega on his lap. Peter was settled against his chest, his legs on either side of Tony’s. Tony’s jacket had slipped a little, so the Omega’s legs weren’t covered anymore. Peter looked adorable, soft and sweet, something Tony had to protect. 
 His Alpha instincts always had been strong. He had wanted to protect Peter, had wanted to claim him, and show him off, but it was nothing against the overwhelming urge he felt right now. Almost losing him had fueled the need to claim his boy and Tony could barely hold himself back to sink his teeth into the Omega’s neck. 
 Peter’s scent was almost too much, a sweet scent of vanilla, roses, and slick that was still lingering from their fuck earlier. Tony felt a little drunk when he buried his nose in Peter’s hair, his instincts telling him to bite and fuck his boy right now. He knew they were in a car, hell, his best friend was driving right now, but every rational thought was taken under by the urge to claim. 
 Tony pressed his lips against Peter’s, prying them open to enter his Omega’s mouth. He plundered every inch, taking in the delicious taste of his boy while his hands wandered under Peter’s shirt. A rumble left his chest, muffled by Peter’s lips, but still loud enough for everyone to hear. 
 “Behave,” Steve warned from the driver’s seat, but Tony only growled in response. He was too far gone to care about decency and everything inside of him screamed for the delicate Omega on his lap. 
 Partly to show Steve that he wouldn’t listen, but also because the pressure became too much, Tony opened the fly of his pants and took out his angry erection. Even his own fingers felt like too much, the denial mixing with the need to show everyone that Peter was his and he barely held back from entering Peter in one stroke. He hadn’t prepped his Omega, fuck, he hadn’t even asked for Peter’s consents.
 The thought of forcing his Omega made him back up a little and Tony hesitated mortified. He had been close to fucking Peter in front of their friends, although Peter had been kidnapped only a few hours ago. Shame was bubbling in his chest, bright and painful. He couldn’t even look at his Omega, didn’t want to face what he had almost done.  
 But instead of accusing Tony, Peter whimpered when he pulled back. “I need you, Daddy. Please.” The Omega sounded so needy, so pitiful, that Tony could deny him. He pulled until the thin fabric of the thong ripped and bared the hole of his Omega. Slick was dripping on his jeans, the scent intensified since the barrier was gone and the smell clouded Tony’s brain. Peter’s arousal was like a drug, making him lose his sanity and the Alpha went feral. 
 Although Bucky and Steve were sitting in the front, Tony pressed a finger in his Omega’s hole. He was welcomed by the familiar heat, wet and velvety, as well as a loud moan that slipped from Peter’s lips. There was no way their friends hadn’t heard that, and even if they weren’t looking, they could certainly smell and hear them. But to his own horror, Tony liked the thought, liked that someone saw his claim on Peter.
 “God, they can hear you, baby,” Tony whispered into Peter’s ear, loud enough for the Omega to hear him, but not for their friends. “You’re like a little slut for me. Dripping although we’re not even alone. Begging for my cock.” His boy whimpered in response, an adorable needy sound that went straight to Tony’s cock. He could feel his own erection twitching, eager with the need to breed his Omega.
 Tony pressed a second finger inside the wet heat, savoring the tight grip of Peter’s walls. He wanted this all day, his Omega dripping and clutching around him, the perfect little hole for his cock. As much as he respected and loved Peter, both of them enjoyed reducing Peter to a quivering and dripping mess. 
 The sounds Peter made were getting louder and louder every second and Tony sucked them up like a sponge. Seeing his Omega’s arousal turned him on, and he pressed Peter closer against his chest so that his boy’s weight would press against his leaking cock. He had already forgotten Steve until the other Alpha spoke up.
 “You’re aware we’re still here, aren’t you?” Steve tried to keep his voice neutral, but Tony could hear that it had dropped lower. A hint of another Alpha’s arousal was filling the car and Tony thought he might have even picked up a scent of unfamiliar slick. The billionaire felt a slight pang of jealousy, but not enough for his instincts to attack. He knew making out with his Omega wasn’t proper, brazen even, but after he had almost lost Peter, his sanity had been turned off. 
 With a growl, Tony pressed in a third finger and Peter’s moans turned into desperate sobs. His boy was so easy for him, a few fingers and he was crying, and Tony had never seen anything more beautiful before. The shame about Peter being his adopted son had lessened over the last few months, leaving appreciation of the gift Peter was giving to him behind. There was no other Omega in the world that would be better for him than his boy. 
 “God, I love you, baby. I can’t hold back anymore.” Tony pulled his pants further down, as much as possible with a sobbing Omega on his lap and one hand in his dripping hole. His own cock was leaking precome, heavy between his legs and he gripped the base to hold it up. 
 “Sit down, sweetheart,” Tony encouraged the needy Omega. “Let me show everyone who you belong to.”
 The moment Tony pulled out his fingers, Peter’s hips surged forward, and he impaled himself on the Alpha’s cock with a cry. Being inside his boy felt like heaven, warm and wet, a little like coming home. Tony had been afraid that he had lost Peter, afraid that Pierce would destroy everything they had built together, but in the end, everything had worked out. Peter was fine, still unbonded, bouncing on the Alpha’s lap. The feeling of being closer to his boy was so overwhelming that Tony’s shoulders started to shake. He had almost lost this forever. 
 Peter determined the rhythm, his hands braced on Tony’s shoulders and the Omega bounced on his lap desperately. Tony could hear him moan, could head the wet squelch each time Peter pulled back a little and the sounds emphasized his arousal even more. Peter felt amazing, his hole was warm, and his body was perfect, a study weight on the billionaire’s lap.
 He had forgotten that they weren’t alone, his lust-crazed brain solely focused on his Omega, but a sudden moan was bringing him back to reality. Peter hadn’t heard it, he was still riding him as if his life depended on it, but when Tony looked at the front of the car, he could see Bucky staring at them while Steve gripped the wheel a little too tight. 
 “Baby, they are looking at you,” Tony growled into Peter’s ear and his hands wandered to his Omega’s hips to support his movements. “Do you like the thought? That someone witnesses our claim on each other?”
 The cry Tony got in response was almost furious and he knew his boy was getting close. He had figured out early that nothing drove Peter crazier than a few filthy words. The Omega was a slut for humiliation and possessiveness, and Tony delivered patronizing. “God, sweetheart, they can hear what a slut you are for me. You’re crying as if you’d die without me. They can even smell how needy you are.”
 Tony knew what he had to do to drive his boy over the edge. “Steve, is Bucky this easy as well? As soon as I give Peter my cock, he can’t think anymore. Can you hear how good he’s taking my cock? Like a stupid little Omega, made to be filled and knotted. Peter is mine.”
 Suddenly, two things happened at the same time. Bucky let out the first loud moan, his head thrown back and his face flushed in embarrassment. Tony could see that his fingers were clutched around his thighs, digging into his pants. Interesting. Humiliation seemed not only to work on Peter. 
 Steve braked abruptly; his knuckles white because he was still gripping the wheel too tightly. A soft growl was echoing through the car, a sign of Steve’s arousal, but it wasn’t loud enough for Tony to feel threatened. Far from it! Seeing how Steve and Bucky react to his Omega made him feel proud. Peter was his and even though a lot of people wanted to fuck and own his boy, he would always belong to Tony. There was no way he wouldn’t claim the Omega tomorrow.
 The moment Steve braked, Peter bucked his hips, the impact pressed Tony’s cock against his sweet spot. His legs started to tremble, and his sounds were getting higher, a sign that the Omega was close. Tony started to move. He thrust up, watching how his cock disappeared into the tight heat. Slick was gushed out of Peter, dripping down onto Tony’s thighs and pants. His boy was gorgeous, moaning, and panting like a whore for the Alpha.
 It didn’t even take a minute until Peter was falling over the edge. He had been riled up the entire day and the need to be claimed was speeding things up even more. Tony could feel his walls fluttering around him, squeezing his cock as if he wanted to milk him for his come. Every wave of Peter’s orgasm squeezed Tony even more and he got closer and closer while his Omega was squirming on his lap.
 “Mine.” Tony roared when he reached his orgasm. The sensation was intense, the need to claim mixing with the relief that his Omega was safe. His cock was pulsing, releasing surge after surge of his seed into his Omega’s body. The feeling of breeding Peter made his mind sing in pleasure and he clutched his Omega’s hips, forcing him to take the growing knot. 
 Nothing felt better than being tied to his boy. The wet heat was filled with Peter’s slick and his seed, and Tony was glad he couldn’t pull out. He loved the closeness; the intimacy of knotting and a content purr left his lips while he cuddled his Omega closer to his chest. He could die like this, happily buried inside his Omega. 
 “That was quite the show,” Bucky broke the silence, his voice a little hoarse. “I haven’t known your sex was this intense.”
 Tony didn’t have to look down to see that his boy was blushing. A strange surge of pride filled him. His instincts told him he was a good Alpha, caring for his Omega how Peter deserved. Tony was a little horrified that he had lost it completely in front of Steve and Bucky, but the need to claim was still dominant. 
 “Don’t get used to it, sniper boy,” Tony joked and gave Bucky a provoking grin. “I’m pretty sure Steve has you sobbing on his knot quite often as well.” The billionaire had expected Bucky to blush, but to his surprise, the Omega only grinned broadly. 
 “That’s a good idea, actually. As soon as we dump them off you have work to do, Stevie.” Steve groaned in response, but Tony could see an anticipating sparkle in his eyes. 
 “I’ve got my hands full with you, Buck,” Steve teased, and Bucky smiled in response. 
 “You chose me, it’s too late now.” 
 The bickering between the pair continued and Tony stopped listening after a while. He leaned back, Peter still pressed against his chest and he savored the lingering buzz in his body. Today had been horrible, but in the end, Peter was safe again and that was everything that counted. Tony knew he didn’t deserve his boy, he was too perfect, too innocent, but there was no way he could back off again. Peter was his and he would spend his entire life proving to the Omega and himself that he could be the perfect Alpha for Peter. 
 Later, when they were home alone, lying in their bed, Tony pulled Peter against his chest and whispered into his ear how much he loved him. He would make tomorrow perfect for the Omega. A day he would never forget. 
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Say Thank You XIII
Series Summary: Nearly five years have passed since Steve Rogers saves your life without so much as a thank you. When he sees you again by chance, he makes sure that he’ll never let you go and maybe teach you some manners in the process.
Series Warning: This will be a dark!Steve fic with stalking, kidnapping and manipulating as well as non-con and dub-con situations. Please don’t read it if you don’t like that sort of thing.
Chapter Warnings: Mentions of death and hyperventilating. 
Word Count: 3.2k
AN: Just a little reminder that this was set in between Civil War and Infinity War but obviously occurs over the course of a few months....
I. New York ~ II. Madrid ~ III. The Apartment ~ IV. The Trip ~ V. The Basement ~ VI. The First Lesson ~ VII. The Waiting Game ~ VIII. The First Attempt ~ IX. The Darkness ~ X. The Truth ~ XI. The Syndrome ~ XII. The Meeting
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XIII. The Mission
Bucky had barely even gotten halfway back to the flat he shared with Sam when he got Steve’s call. The screech of tires rang through the New York City streets as he rushed into a U-turn, immediately heading back the way he had just come. The short, less than a minute long, conversation he had just had with Steve replayed in his mind on a loop. 
How the fuck had they missed this?
Bucky blamed it on the fact he had been at Steve’s, out in the suburbs nearly all day because there was no other logical explanation of how they could have missed a flying doughnut in the middle of New York City. He thumped the wheel in frustration. Maybe if he hadn’t been so lost in playing house Tony would still be here, that kid would still be here. 
As he approached the house, he saw Steve out in the driveway, waiting for him. ‘Wheels up is in twenty, I just need five minutes to go talk to her and then if you could drive me out to the hanger that would be great.’ 
Bucky followed him numbly into the house, lost in a daze. ‘Yeah sure, whatever you want. I just… I just don’t understand why I’m not going.’ 
‘Because, the team needs me and I need you here Buck, I need you here with her. Not only do I need you to look after her but I won’t be able to do my job, not until I’m a hundred percent positive that she’s safe.’
‘She’ll be safe with Banner. You need me on this Steve, we have no idea what we’re going up against.’ Bucky tried to argue despite knowing how futile it was. When Steve made his mind up about something, it stayed that way. 
‘She doesn’t know Banner and Banner doesn’t know her. Plus, I know she’ll be safest with you. Please Buck, I really need this. You know I wouldn’t ask if it weren’t important.’ Bucky sighed, running a hand through his tangled locks. 
‘Yeah okay, I’ll babysit her for you. Just get home safe Punk.’ 
‘You know I will Jerk, especially now that I have someone to come home to.’ Bucky’s heart clenched as he watched Steve turn, darting up the stairs to his room, a sinking feeling settling in his chest.
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You stirred as you felt someone shaking you gently, heard them softly calling your name, ushering you back into the realm of consciousness. 
‘Sweetheart, open your eyes. I don’t have long and we need to talk.’ Your eyelids fluttered open at the worry you detected in Steve’s tone, your head groggy from being awoken so soon after retiring for bed. 
‘Did Bucky go home? I’m sorry I had to come upstairs, I was just so tired. It’s been a big day.’ The words escaped you in a yawn, your mind still half asleep.
‘That’s okay Sweetheart, I know you’re tired and after we talk, I promise you can go back to bed.’ You jolted further awake, whatever was happening had obviously made Steve very stressed. 
‘What’s going on Stevie? Why are you… Why are you packing a bag?’ You hadn’t noticed his frantic movements until this moment as you were transfixed on the small duffle bag that was slowly being filled with his belongings.
‘I have to go out of town for a few days. Three days max but probably only two. Bucky is going to be looking after you while I’m gone okay? And then, when the mission’s complete, I’ll come right back home.’ He momentarily paused his packing, coming back to the bed to cup your cheek in his palm. ‘I’ll miss you so much and I’ll be home as soon as possible but I need you to be a good girl for me. Do you think you can do that? Do you think you can behave for Bucky?’
You shook your head with fervor, ‘No, no, no, no. I don’t… I don’t understand. Why are you going? Where are you going? You can’t leave me Steve, you can’t. I need you. I know that I haven’t been the best behaved but I thought… I thought we were okay. Why are you leaving me?’ Panic heaved through your body as you clutched at him, trying to force him to stay with you. 
‘I’m not leaving you Sweetheart. It’s just for a few days, I need to get in touch with some old friends and after that I’ll be right back here with you. Everything’s going to be okay, I promise.’ You hadn’t noticed the tears spilling from your cheeks until he brushed them away with his lips, kissing you softly, longingly, lovingly. 
‘Everything is going to be okay Sweetheart. Bucky will look after you while I’m gone but you need to behave for him, promise me you will.’
You nodded, still not quite understanding why he was leaving. ‘I promise Stevie.’ His hands clutched yours, his eyes dancing around your face, memorising you before he picked up his bag.
‘I-’ He cut himself off, gazing out the open door. ‘I’ll miss you Sweetheart, behave.’ 
You nodded, clutching the sheets to your chest. ‘I’ll miss you too Stevie.’ He spared you one last longing glance before disappearing out the door, the thunk of the front door swinging shut echoed through the silent house a few moments later. 
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You watched as the sun rose, the sky slowly lightening turning from midnight blue to a soft and hazy cornflower and then eventually a grey-ish baby blue. The streaks of pink and orange coloured the sky just as the streaks of your tears covered your cheeks, darkening the soft grey sheets. 
Only when you were certain that Bucky was awake did you finally slip from your silken prison, your feet padding over the soft carpet to the bathroom, your hands numbly twisting the cold metal taps. You relished in the warmth the water gave you, and if you tried hard enough, you could almost imagine he was here with you. All night long sleep had been evasive, the bed too cold, too unfamiliar without Steve lying by your side and now you were paying for your dependency. 
You stayed in the shower for far too long but no one was there to bother you or tell you to get out, so you allowed yourself this one reprieve. It was only once you got out of the scalding hot water, your entire body burning from the heat that you realised your mistake. Just as it had been yesterday, your clothes were still downstairs, locked away in the basement and without Steve with you, you had no way of getting to them. You supposed his clothes would just have to do. 
Dressed in a bottle green t-shirt and a pair of soft grey trackies rolled up more times than you could count, you made your way out of the room. You paused at the top of the stairs as you saw a door ajar. It had certainly been closed yesterday when Steve had taken you to your new bedroom. Softly, you crept over to the room, promising yourself and Steve - despite his absence - that you would only poke your head in before going down stairs to Bucky. Yet, as you approached, the promise flew from your mind, replaced with thousands of burning questions. 
The room in question was clearly a guest bedroom, a calming blue motif, echoing your lonely night of staring out the window. However it wasn’t the room itself that made you pause, but the man inside. His back was to you, glistening with water from his own shower, and your eyes widened as you noticed the soft pink scars that stemmed like tree roots from his left shoulder. From his visit yesterday, you knew that he had some form of metal prosthetic yet you hadn’t realised the metal extended up past his wrist to his shoulder. Whatever had happened to him clearly wasn’t a child friendly story. 
You stumbled back from your perch behind the door as he suddenly whipped around, his eyes meeting yours. ‘I- Sorry. I was just… I didn’t know what this room was. I’m sorry.’ Your gaze was locked on your hands, twisting nervously in front of you as you saw him pull a shirt on hastily. 
‘It’s okay, this is just the guest room, I’m going to be staying in there until Steve gets back. Do you want some breakfast?’ You nodded softly and followed him as he led the way downstairs, heading into the kitchen. ‘What would you like Doll?’
You glanced around the room, taking a seat at the island bench. ‘Just some toast please.’ 
He raised his eyebrows. ‘You sure? I can whip you up some eggs, bacon too.’
‘No thanks, just toast is fine… I don’t think I’ll be able to eat anything anyway.’ 
He nodded pensively pausing slightly before speaking again. ‘You miss him already.’ The click of the toaster being pushed down screamed into the silence as you thought on his words. It was true. It had barely been twelve hours yet you did miss Steve, the bags beneath your eyes a clear enough indication. 
‘Yeah I do, but it’s not just that. I’m worried. Why did he have to leave so suddenly? Why did he leave me here with you? Please don’t take that the wrong way, I just don’t understand what’s going on.’ The words poured from you uncontrollably as you let out the questions that had swirled around in your head all night. 
‘It’s okay I get it. Personally I don’t really understand why he left me here with you either but that’s just Steve. He always has to be the hero.’ Bucky seemed lost in his memories, only to be brought back by the toast popping and he moved off, gathering a plate and some spreads for you. 
As you started spreading the raspberry jam, he began speaking again. ‘Apparently yesterday, while we were busy catching up and getting to know one another, a spacecraft came down to Earth. Tony, Bruce, and the kid, Peter, and some wizard or something tried to deal with the situation but these people, they were after the time stone.’ 
‘The time stone?’ 
‘Yeah, I don’t really understand it myself but according to Bruce and the wizard there are six stones, apparently called the Infinity Stones. And there’s this guy, Thanos, who is trying to track down all six stones which will allow him to eliminate half of the human population and he already has two of them, three if we count the fact that he has Strange now - he’s the wizard who holds the time stone.’ You didn’t understand a word of what he was saying but one clear message was coming across in screaming bold letters. The world was in danger. 
‘And so Steve has gone to get the Vision, he’s one of us but… well again I don’t really understand it because I wasn’t there for it, but apparently he somehow has the mind stone embedded in his brain and so we have to make sure he’s safe from Thanos. I’m not sure what the endgame is but- hey, hey, hey, don’t cry. It’s okay, you’re going to be fine. We’ll all protect you.’ He awkwardly patted your shoulder, trying to calm you down as you began to hyperventilate. It was just like the last time you were in New York. 
When your breaths didn’t slow, he pulled you into his chest, wrapping you up in his warm embrace, whispering words of comfort. If you tried hard enough you could convince yourself that his large and incredibly warm body was Steve’s and that it was him soothingly rubbing your back. ‘Shhh… shhh Doll. You’re going to be fine, I promise.’ 
Minutes passed before you could pull yourself together enough to disentangle yourself from his embrace, because while he was comforting you, he wasn’t Steve, the one person you longed to see now more than anything. 
A silence stretched over the kitchen as you poked at your toast that had grown cold but you didn’t mind, your appetite had vanished, not that you had much of one in the first place. ‘Thank you Bucky for comforting me, I just… I just don’t have the best experience with New York and now Steve’s gone and I just don’t know what to do.’
‘I understand Doll, Steve told me about what happened but you’re safe here with me and when Steve gets back from his mission you’ll be safe with him. There’s nowhere in the world where you would be safer, I can promise you that.’ You nodded accepting his words but finding it hard to trust them. ‘Hey, why don’t we play a game or something to take your mind off of things? I know Steve at least has a deck of cards lying around here somewhere.’ You forced yourself to smile, graciously accepting his offer as you followed after him, searching through the house for a deck of cards. 
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The day has passed slowly despite Bucky trying his best to keep you distracted. Even though he tried to hide it, you caught him nervously glancing at his phone multiple times, checking to see if there was an update. Eventually the sun had started to dip below the horizon, the sky fading from a clear blue to an orange-purple haze and eventually darkening to a gentle twilight. 
Bucky had made dinner, some chilli con carne that made you feel a little homesick for Madrid but you appreciated the thought. He had brought out some wine too that you had gladly helped yourself to. Perhaps a little too much considering how long it had been since your last drink but you couldn’t find it in yourself to care. The alcohol alleviated your pain and worry with every glass so it wasn’t surprising that by the end of the meal the bottle was empty. You were tempted to try and persuade Bucky to get another but your slurred words didn’t help your case. Instead he had sent you to bed, making a show of how tired he was himself and mentioning numerous times how Steve would want you to look after yourself. 
Although the alcohol had helped while you were awake, when you finally drifted off to sleep it was another matter entirely. Bucky’s words from earlier in the day haunted you, conjuring up memories that had long since been forgotten of a heavy weight pressing against your body, pinning you down onto the hard tarmac, the screams of unseen civilians, the blood of those that hadn’t been quick enough. And Steve. 
Steve being beaten by numerous aliens, his shield lay discarded, broken in two by your face as he fought defenselessly. You tried to warn him, tried to scream at him as one of the Chitauri crept up behind him, its’ scepter in its hand, ready to deliver a fatal blow. You could only watch in horror as Steve fell, a gaping hole in his chest right over his heart, the life fading from his eyes as the Chitauri cheered in victory. 
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Bucky heard the sobs first, uncertainty as to what to do crawling through him. Although you had spent the day together, he wasn’t sure where he stood with you, whether or not you would appreciate him coming in and trying to comfort you. He also didn’t want to overstep with Steve, he knew that you were his girl and that a bedroom was a very private place, so he did nothing, merely sat out in the hallway listening to  you cry. 
It was only when he heard the screams that he realised you must have been asleep, suffering from a nightmare. Considering everything that he himself had gone through, he could understand just how terrifying they could be so he didn’t hesitate before standing up and rushing into your room. He watched for a moment as your body writhed on the bed, unsure of how to proceed. Personally for him, he had to be woken up from a distance, the light turned on and someone calling his name otherwise things could turn very bad very quickly, but he doubted that would be an issue for you. 
Instead, he softly padded over to you, gently pressing a hand against your shoulder, shaking you softly as he called your name. He watched as you slowly came out of it, your screams ceasing before your eyes slowly fluttered open. ‘Bucky? What’s going on?’ Your voice was hoarse from the screaming and his heart hurt as he saw you so broken. 
‘Shhh… It’s okay Doll, you were just having a nightmare. It’s okay, Steve’s okay.’ You nodded as he handed you a tissue to wipe your tears with. 
Bucky waited until he thought you had calmed down enough before he made to stand up from the bed, his own calling to him like a siren. When he got to the door he heard you softly call his name. ‘Bucky?’
Turning back around, one hand on the door handle, he waited to hear what you needed. ‘Could you stay? Please?’ A rampage of emotions flowed through him as he processed your question. On one hand there was nothing he wanted more but on the other hand he knew that was the exact reason why he shouldn’t. Yet finally, the memory of Steve making him promise to look after his girl surfaced, making his mind up for him and so he nodded, shedding his shoes and pants, crawling into the silken sheets, his heart racing as you curled into him, pressing your body against his. ‘Thank you.’ He couldn’t respond as he felt your heart rate calm down, your breaths slowing, becoming deeper as you fell into a slumber. 
His heart ached as he stared up at the ceiling, his arms wrapped around you. He tried to convince himself that it wasn’t because he wanted you to be his, just that he wanted someone and the way that your body curled against his, despite seeing just how torn and broken he was, gave him hope that maybe, one day, he would find his someone.
Eventually, his eyes drifting shut as his breathing matched yours, a faceless woman dancing through his dreams. 
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You were awoken by the shrill of a ringtone, screaming into the silent bedroom, a groan escaping you as the warm body beneath yours moved, leaving the bed in search for the culprit. Through your shut eyes you listened in on the conversation absentmindedly, stretching your body as you tried to wake your mind up. 
‘Steve, hey. What happened, how’s Wanda and the Vision?’ You couldn’t hear Steve’s response, but you could almost feel the tension build in Bucky as a long silence stretched before he responded. ‘Are you sure that’s the best idea?’ You waited again and heard Bucky sigh. ‘Yeah okay, I’ll go wake her up and pack a bag. We’ll meet you at headquarters.’ He hung up and turned to you, poking you gently in the cheek. ‘I know you’re up Doll, we have to go.’ That was enough for you to instantly open your eyes, searching his. 
‘What? Where are we going?’
Bucky’s lips pursed as he answered, his brow furrowed in thought. 
‘Wakanda.’
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Mischief & Madness - Chapter 3 (Loki X Reader)
Fandom: Marvel
Pairing: Loki/Reader (No physical description of reader other than female presenting)
Warnings: LOKI, Angst, lots of violence, graphic gore, extreme cursing, anxiety attacks. 
Summary:
Living in New York has its ups and its downs. Upside - You have a cushy job at Stark Industries. Downside - You wind up getting yourself kidnapped by The God Of Mischief.
All you wanted was a decent cup of coffee, now you’re stuck on the otherside of the universe with a sociopath who has only begrudgingly not murdered you.
To get back home you’ll have to work with Loki, and probably stop trying to stab him.
To regain his power, he’ll have to work with you, and probably stop trying to slaughter you.
When Mischief and Madness collide, chaos ensues. Even if you survive this, the universe probably won’t…
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Chapter Three
As soon as the doors opened Natasha sauntered out of the elevator, leaving you to trail after her. The first person to notice and acknowledge you was Vision, who drifted over and held his fist out to you.
 “I have garnered from watching the interactions of the team that when a friend is victorious it is customary to offer them your fist so that they may bump it.” He explained, pleased with himself.
 You shifted your coffee to your non-dominant hand and accepted the proffered fist bump, cooing under your breath at his adorableness.
 “There she is, my favourite lil genius!” Sam crowed loudly, jogging over to sling his arm around your shoulders.
 “Excuse me? Is she the genius who pays for everything?” Tony squawked, offended.
 “Shush, let me have my moment.” You scolded.
“You did very well today.” Wanda said softly, and you had to look around for a moment before you spotted her on the couch, sandwiched between Clint and Steve.
 “Yeah, I had Friday pull the footage so I can watch it on repeat.” Clint sniggered ecstatically as Sam swept you over to the seating area.
 Something cold touched your wrist and you looked down at Bucky who was splayed across an armchair. He didn’t say anything, just caught your eye and gave you a firm nod of approval.
 “What kind of coffee is that?” Tony demanded, snatching the cup from your hand and taking a sip.
 “Gimme a break, I took an impromptu and unwilling flying lesson today.” You scoffed, snatching it back.
 “But I caught you!” Peter exclaimed, wiggling in his seat like a proud puppy who’d successfully performed a trick.
 “Yes, yes you did. Three cheers for Spiderinfant!” You scoffed, letting Sam push you onto the couch next to Steve.
 “I agree, congratulations are in order for the young ones and their part in todays battle. Were this Asgard, we would feast for days to honour them.”
 “Let’s go to Asgard then.” You stage whispered to Peter.  
 “Alas, I have just returned from Asgard and I have much news.” Thor admitted heavily.
 “Lay it on us, how much did Loki screw up Asgard?” Tony asked.
 “While masquerading as my father Loki ruled Asgard fairly and justly. He built monuments to himself of course but the people did not seem to mind. I suspect many of them knew it was Loki in disguise but choose to continue the charade. Indeed, Asgard is peaceful and prosperous.” Thor admitted, befuddled.
 “Huh. How about that? The would be King was actually fit for the job. Maybe we should have just given Loki the planet.” You sniggered.
 “Joking. Obviously.” You quickly added when you were subjected to numerous hard stares.
 “So what’s the bad news?” Steve asked, getting back on track.
 “The Enchantress Amora began causing havoc in Asgard, that is why Loki came here to find a weapon to stop her. She has been captured, though only barely. I believed Loki was acting in Asgards best interest until we went to the Vaults and the tesseract disappeared.”
 “Loki has the Tesseract?” Steve asked sharply.
 “I do not know. The Tesseract was in the vault. It disappeared before our very eyes and we know not where it has gone.”
 “Friday, where’s Loki?” Tony snapped out quickly.
 “He is on the balcony reading about childhood trauma and the effects it can have in later life.” Friday responded.
 “Who gave Loki a book?” Steve sighed.
 You sunk down in your seat guiltily, refusing to meet Natasha’s eye.
 “I did. Thought he might learn something.” The redheaded Russian said blithely, covering for you.
 You put your hand up nervously.
 “You can go to the bathroom, you don’t need to ask.” Clint whispered, shaking his head slightly at you.
 “Good to know, but… What do you mean The Tesseract disappeared. In all the years it was studied on Earth it never acted on it’s own. Someone had to have taken it, somehow. There’s only one person we know of who can do anything similar to that, and he knew where it was. It had to have been Loki.” You suggested.
 “Agreed. Friday, up the security on Loki and around the tower.” Tony instructed, taking your suggestion seriously.
 “I will guard Loki personally.” Thor said sagely, picking up his hammer.
 He didn’t really wait for an agreement, just stomped out onto the landing and stepped over the edge.
 “Love that guy. Knows how to make an entrance and an exit.” You snorted.
 “You’ll get used to it.” Steve assured, patting your shoulder.
 “Will I? Because as fun as today has been, I don’t really see myself hanging out with you in much of an Avenging capacity. Feel free to invite me to Pizza Parties though! And by feel free, I mean do it or I’ll subscribe you to every penis enlargement scam on the net.” You warned.
 “You wanna tell her?” Steve asked Tony.
 You looked between them, teetering between curious excitement and nervous fear.
 “Tell me what? Tell meeeeeeeeee!” You demanded.
 “Wanna hang out with us in an Avenging capacity? Pizza parties included.” Tony asked giddily, looking quite proud of himself.
 “All of our scientific minds are also out on the front, fighting. We think it would be beneficial if we had people working full time on tech, communications, weaponry etc… People we can trust. We already know you, we like you, we trust you and you’ve more than proven how capable you are.” Steve added.
 Proud of you, Tony was proud of you, not himself. You were being extended a coveted invitation to…
 “So you want me to be your ‘Q’?” You clarified.
 “Yes.” Steve agreed, rolling his eyes when you and Tony gaped at him in surprise.
 “I’ve seen James Bond.” He said flatly.
 “We’re offering you a job Princess. We want you to move into the compound upstate and work for The Avengers full time. You wouldn’t be in the public eye so you would be safe, and yes you will have your own lab. All the toys and funding you want.” Tony explained.
 “Barnes and I have worked out a training schedule for you, not that we’re expecting you to go on missions.” Natasha added, smiling over at you smugly.
 “We picked you out a room next to mine.” Wanda said excitedly.
  “I stopped Tony from making your room pink, but I couldn’t talk him out of the Canopy bed.” Sam snorted.
 “That beds awesome. If you don’t want it, I’ll have it!” Clint offered enthusiastically.
 “Banners at the compound now, setting up your lab equipment.” Steve added, explain the Doctors absence from the meeting.
 “Wait, you’re taking her upstate?” Peter piped up, near pouting.
 “Relax kid, we’re not locking her up, she’s not going from Sleeping Beauty to Rapunzel. You can still have playdates.” Tony assured.
 Throughout all the excitement you had remained uncharacteristically silent, something that started to dawn on everyone.
 “Uh, I… My coffee is cold. I’m going to make a fresh one.” You muttered, getting stiffly to your feet.
 “Princess?”
 “Just give me a minute, please. I’ll be back.” You said briskly, high-tailing it towards the elevator.
 “Well done guys, you scared her off.” Sam grouched as you slipped into the elevator, trying not to hyper-ventilate.
 It was a more than generous offer, it was a dream come true. But you couldn’t help but wander back to your lab in a daze, trying to untie the knot in your stomach. This was literally the biggest thing to ever happen to you, being invited to work with Earth’s Mightiest. You’d have access to resources and tech beyond your imagination, you could work directly with Tony and Banner not just for them. You could have a hand in saving the world, changing it, improving and saving lives.
 So why were you sat on a chair with your head in your hands and trying not to cry?
 “Princess, your heart rate is elevated and you are showing signs of distress. Is everything ok?” Friday asked, her volume lower than it normally was.
 “And there is your greatest fear, laid bare. You can’t stand the thought that your death will be as meaningless and unimportant as your life.”
 “I’m fine Friday.” You answered numbly.
 “The genius in a tower of people smarter than her, brushing shoulders with champions and knowing she will never be one, surrounded by greatness but unable to achieve it herself.”
 “Should I inform Mr Stark you need him?” She prodded.
 “You hate that you are insignificant, that you will never rise above the mediocrity that is so prevalent in your race.”
 “No. I don’t need Tony. I don’t need anyone.” You replied coldly.
 You knew what was wrong now. You were scared. Scared that you’d have the chance to be something more, to be important and that you would blow it. It was easy to hope for something but when that hope came to fruition it wasn’t easy to follow through.
 What if you weren’t as smart as they thought you were?
 What if you messed up and someone got hurt?
��What if you crumbled under the pressure?
 What if you let yourself down?
 What if you let Tony down?
 What if you got what you wanted and realised it wasn’t what you needed?
 What if you didn’t fit in?
 What if they realised the same thing everybody else always inevitably did, that you weren’t likeable?
 What if you got thrown out and lost everything?
 You were so consumed with what ifs that you didn’t notice that Friday hadn’t answered you. You only looked up when something you couldn’t quite put your finger on let you know something was wrong. You looked around the lab, on alert, searching for what was wrong, when you heard it.
 Or rather, you didn’t hear it. The lab was full of equipment and machines that were always on, humming and whirring, the white noise of machinery. It was silent now though, and now that you realised that you could see that all the blinking lights were off.
 “Friday?”
 There was no response, and a chill ran down your spine. You pulled your phone from your pocket and frowned at the black screen. You raced towards the elevator, knowing full well what you’d find and you were right. There was no electricity in the building, or anything in the building. Something had drained all the power.
 Which meant…
 “Hello Vænn.” He hissed, right behind you.
 Loki’s cell was useless.
 His fingers closed around your elbow and you were forcibly slammed into the nearest wall. His green eyes glinted in the darkness and something sharp and cold pressed into the tender flesh over your thrumming pulse.
 “Is that a dagger at my throat or are you happy to see me?” You laughed breathlessly, without humour.
 “You bested me once, I can not let the insult pass, nor risk you doing it again.” He explained almost amicably.
 He was so close you could see the flecks of gold and emerald in his eyes, and the regret as well. It almost distracted you from the sharp pain in your neck until you felt something damp drip down your skin. The dagger was so sharp it had started to slice through your skin even though he’d made no move to injure you yet. His gaze flickered down and he watched the thin rivulet of blood roll down your throat.
 “You’re hesitating.” You accused him.
 “Are you so eager to die?” He threw back.
 “Just wondering if that connection I felt we had was in my imagination, because after our moment on the balcony I thought we were friends. And friends don’t slit friends throats.” You told him, half joking-half imploring.
 His eyes darted across your face like he was searching for something, some kind of sign about what to do. Or maybe he was just relishing in your terror and you were projecting.
 “I was King. I had the throne and the power. The people adored me, even if they didn’t know it was me. I had everything and it’s lost because of you. You took everything from me and taking your pathetic life isn’t an even bargain but it is all you have, so it is what I will take in recompense.” He hissed, his eyes brimming over with darkness and hate.
 “Loki, don’t. Please don’t kill me.” You whispered softly.
 “For someone with so much pride, you do beg so prettily, sweet Vænn.” He whispered back, his tone hard where yours had been gentle.
 There it was again, that word. What it meant was still beyond the reaches of your knowledge but it hardly seemed pertinent right now, with the tower shrouded in darkness and your blood painting your skin.
 They had to know Loki would be free, The Avengers had to know. If you could just stall long enough, distract him, you could survive. You could beg some more, play up to the pathetic mortal gig, wait for someone stronger than you to come and rescue you.
 “You can try as hard as you like to lay the blame with me but we both know you were never really King, you were a bastard prince playing pretend.” You snarled.
 You didn’t want to die, but in the end you were still you, and you didn’t want to snivel and beg. There was no point in surviving if the price was being unable to look yourself in the mirror.
 Thunderous crashing above you made you flinch, unwittingly slicing your own skin a little more. The entire tower shook and for a moment you thought an Earthquake had struck New York, but everything soon became clear.
 “Loki! Stop this at once!” Thor roared, his booming voice reaching you a split second before he came crashing into the lab, the hammer swinging in his hand. When he saw you, half hidden behind Loki and blood beginning to stain your shirt, his eyes widened. Which begged the question, if he didn’t know Loki was about to kill you, what was he demanding that Loki stop?
 There was one final crash as the ceiling above your head collapsed, plaster and concrete raining down on your lab in a dusty explosion. Instinctively you hid behind Loki, using him as a shield and forgetting about the dagger that he thankfully pulled away in time. When the dust cleared you realised he wasn’t even paying attention to you, his eyes fixed on the centre of the lab. Out of the corner of your eye you saw Thor raise the hammer but you couldn’t care less.
 Levitating off the ground, smack in the middle of your lab, was the Tesseract. Blue light shone from it, casting a glow over everything it touched. It was… mesmerising. Utterly entranced by it you stepped forward in tandem with Loki, unaware you’d put yourself between him and Thor. Thor was yelling something but you couldn’t make it out, it was like you were underwater, separated from the world and drowning in blue light. The only thing you could clearly hear was your own heartbeat, slow and steady, calmly pulsating as you walked towards the Tesseract as the light got brighter and brighter.
 And then the floor dropped out from under your feet and swirling blue light was the only thing left.
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A/N - Aaaaaaand we're off.
I think it's setting itself apart from MMYM. I feel like Princess and Kitten, while both sassy af, are quite different, and this Loki is a little bit different as well. I could be wrong though, so, thoughts?
Ngl though, I am already digging the Princess/Loki dynamics.
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Trust in Me Ch14
This year has been a difficult one for all of us, I hope 2021 brings you all love and happiness. Happy New Year everyone :) 
Loki had faced many life-threatening situations in his many years as a God. He had fought of hoards of enemies alongside his brother, found himself trapped in the clutches of a menace, he had even been stabbed through the heart. Each time, Loki’s quick wit and sharp mind helped him through it. But now, stood in front of the door to the lab, Loki felt sick with nerves.
 It was time to talk to Tony.
 If Loki was being entirely truthful with himself, he should have approached Stark much sooner. Courting was a very important process on Asgard, especially for a prince; before Loki had even stolen a kiss from Y/N he should have asked for Tony’s permission. Fear had stopped him. He wasn’t exactly the most popular member of the tower when he first arrived. If his first interaction with Y/N was anything to go by, he was sure Tony would have tried to kill him.
 But now, Loki was an avenger. He fought alongside Midgard’s heroes; he had even saved the life of a man he had once enslaved. He was liked too. Peter would high five Loki as he walked past, he and Bucky now had inside jokes, he even had banter with Nat. He believed himself a better person; although he didn’t think himself worthy of Y/N’s affections, he wanted to be.
 The time of year was also a factor in his decision to tell Tony. While he wasn’t well accustomed to Midgardian celebrations, he was aware of New Years Eve; more specifically, the ‘new year’s kiss.’
 For weeks now, Loki and Y/N had relished stolen moments together. Holding hands in the darkened cinema room where no one could see, grazing fingers as they walked past each other in the hallway. Loki even snuck a kiss or two in when he knew everyone’s attention was on the television. As much as he enjoyed the thrill of this tryst, he often longed for more.
 He knew Y/N felt the same way. He would sometimes catch her looking over at Wanda and Vision curled up on the sofa together or notice her watching Nat blatantly flirt with Bruce. She always looked happy for them, but that happiness held a tinge of longing. Just to be able to hold each other in front of everyone would be enough.
 For New Year’s Eve, Loki wanted to gift Y/N with a kiss, one that they didn’t have to hide.
 One last deep breath and Loki knocked on the door.
 “Enter if you must.” He heard Tony say through the door.
 This was it, no going back.
 When Loki entered, he saw Tony playing with the wires on a new contraption of his, while Pepper was going through his schedule with him.
 “Morning Loki.” Pepper greeted warmly, earning an eye roll from Tony.
 Loki nodded in her direction, “Miss Potts.”
 “Soon to be Mrs. Stark when she finally agrees…” Tony started, clearly bringing up a previous conversation.
 “I might hyphenate.” Pepper reminded him in a sing-song voice.
 “Stark-Potts, Potts-Stark… interesting.” Tony pondered.
 Loki stood there awkwardly, not sure if he should be privy to this conversation. The couple broke out of their lover’s quarrel to address the other person in the room.
 “What can I do for you reindeer games?” Tony asked, though his attention was on the machinery.
 Loki cleared his throat, “I wished to speak to you about something. Something of importance.”
 Tony took a dirty rag and wiped his hands clean, bringing his attention to the trickster.
 “I’ll leave you both to it.” Pepper said and began to make her way out of the lab.
 “Actually,” Loki spoke up, causing her to pause, “I would like to speak with both of you.”
 Pepper and Tony exchanged a look, but they both nodded and took a seat together.
 Pepper had an idea of what this conversation could be about. She had noticed Y/N’s flushed cheeks when the handsome God looked her way; she had also noticed the lovesick smile on Loki’s face when Y/N did something sweet and endearing.  
 Tony also had his suspicions. He too had noticed the way his niece had flourished in recent weeks; Loki seemed to coax out a confidence in her that not even Tony knew she had.
 It wasn’t that this beautiful, strong young woman had been made better with the presence of a man. Rather, it was the same way in which the right colour shirt could bring out someone’s eyes; he complimented her, and she him.
 Tony knew it was only a matter of time before Loki approached him about this, Tony also knew the Y/N was her own woman and could date whoever she wanted. That didn’t make it easier though; she was still the little girl that clutched his hand tightly when he first brought her to New York.
 What would Lia do? What would Rafael say about his daughter falling for a God? None of these questions mattered though. Y/N’s parents were gone, and this was one of the milestones in Y/N life that Tony would have to be part of, not them.
 Loki cleared his throat nervously, “It’s about Y/N… you may have noticed we have grown quite close over the last few weeks. I think she is a remarkable young woman; she is intelligent, kind… beautiful. Well, I’ve grown very fond of her.”
 “You don’t say.” Pepper murmured, a sly smile on her face.
 Pepper’s smile put Loki more at ease, “With your permission, I would like to formally court her.”
 Tony’s eyebrows shot up, “Court?”
 “I believe it’s called dating around here.” Loki clarified.
 Tony fell silent, contemplating how to respond to this. Pepper discreetly took hold of his hand. Although she may not be a blood relative of Y/N’s, Pepper had been there to watch her grow up; it was hard to imagine that sweet little girl as a mature, young lady. Even though she knew Tony would do the right thing, she knew this wasn’t easy on him.
 “Alright.” Tony said.
 “Alright?” Loki asked, in slight disbelief.
 Tony got up and busied himself with some tasks around the room, “There will be rules, obviously, but yes, you may ‘court’ Y/N.”
 Loki let out a sigh of relief. Even Pepper released a breath she hadn’t realised she’d been holding.
 “Thank you Stark.” Loki said earnestly.
 As Loki was about to leave Tony spoke up, “Oh and Loki?”
 Loki turned back around.
 “If you hurt her in any way shape or form, there is not one person in this tower that would hesitate to kill you.” Tony threatened in such a casual tone it could have been mistaken as dinner conversation.
 Loki nodded in understanding, “I would expect nothing less.”
 When the door to the lab closed behind him, Loki felt as if the weight of the world had been lifted from his shoulders. Loki noticed movement down the corridor to his left. There he spotted Thor peaking his head out of a doorway.
 Loki raised a curious eyebrow at his brother to which Thor responded, “Well?”
 Loki shook his head and gave a discreet thumbs up, earning a fist pump in the air from Thor.
     The night of New Years Eve saw much hustle and bustle as the residents of the avengers’ tower got ready for their party.
 Y/N found herself excited for this party. There would be no Shield agents or angry strangers glaring at her; it was just her little family at the tower. When she counted how many people she could happily talk to without fear or anxiety, she could count every single person there, even Thor.
 Y/N was also excited to see Loki. He had told her that morning that he had some important things to attend to, and with a gentle kiss to her lips he left. She hadn’t seen him all day, meaning the next time she did seem him would be in his new, fitted suit.
 She had been daydreaming about the party; imagining Loki escorting her, with her hand resting daintily in the crook of his arm. She would tell him how handsome he was and he would twirl her around on the dancefloor. She knew this couldn’t happen, but she stored away these little fantasies hoping they would one day come to life.
 Y/N had always loved her parents love story; Tony always told it best. Y/N’s father had gate-crashed a party with Tony and his brother Regan. Rafael wasn’t much of a party goer, but Regan and Tony had convinced him it would be a good laugh. Lia had attended the party with a date arranged by her mother. He was an annoying suck up who worked for her father’s company, Lia never could remember his name.
 It wasn’t a love at first sight kind of story. Rafael had walked into a room filled with men; all were flustered yet mesmerised all at once. That is when he noticed her. She was holding court, discussing philosophy and ethics with men twice her age with half her intellect. She had noticed the handsome young Tatum watching her, but she refused to pander over him like the many other women at the party.
 Eventually she excused herself and headed over to the bar; Rafael offered to buy her a drink, she declined. He asked her if she wanted to dance, but again she declined. Eventually he asked her what she wanted, that’s when she looked him straight in the eye, raised her eyebrow in challenge and said, “Freedom.”
 Rafael took her hand and kidnapped her from her date. They spent the rest of the night in a fast-food carpark, shoes kicked off, staring out onto the coast. Lia always told Y/N that it had been the best night of her life.
 Y/N didn’t believe in the great romances that people write poems about, but she believed in the love her parents held for each other. How could she not? She was a product of it.
Although she knew she couldn’t act out her daydreams tonight, she would still do something; a gesture to let Loki know how much she cared.
    Loki stood by the bar watching the festivities take place. His brother was by his side, encouraging the young spiderling to take a sip of mead. Steve quickly confiscated Thor’s flask only for it to be swiped by Sam a moment later.
 Bucky approached the small group, “You know, for a couple of misfits, we scrub up pretty good.”
 Loki chuckled, “We could almost pass as upstanding citizens.”
 The men all gathered around to tell war stories, awaiting the arrival of the women. Tony excused himself to meet Pepper who had just arrived in a stunning blue gown. When the lights hit her just right, she looked like she was dripping in diamonds.
 Nat arrived in red. It was a blood red, unapologetically bold, with a thigh high slit. In fact, it was almost as red as Bruce’s cheeks upon seeing her.
 Vision showed all the men up and presented Wanda with flowers when she entered the room. The purple of the fuchsia’s matched the flowing amethyst gown she had chosen to wear.
 Y/N’s arrival inspired sheer awe. First to notice her was Peter, whose jaw had dropped and whose only response was to slap Thor in the chest to attract his attention. Thor followed suit, equally mesmerised; he then smacked Bucky in the chest to get his attention. Bucky mimicked the other two, and the final person to be wacked in the chest was Loki, who was certain he had been bewitched.
 Her silky hair was done up in a bun, with loose tendrils framing the delicate features of her face. She didn’t wear much jewellery, but she did wear a bejewelled hairgrip that gave the illusion of a halo when she walked under the lights. Finally, there was the dress. A spaghetti trap emerald garment: the silk fabric moved like the ripples of water when she walked.
 She was beautiful. Not only because of her dress and accessories; but because of the confidence she radiated walking into that room. She was glowing.
 She joined the small group of men. “Gentlemen.” She greeted.
 It was possible, that for the first time in the silver tongue’s life Loki was speechless.
 With the arrival of all the tower’s residents, the party began. In true Gatsby fashion, Tony had the drinks flowing ad music blasting. Everybody was on the dancefloor, even Bruce.
 After she had danced with Peter, Loki decided it was appropriate for him to cut in.
 “My lady.” He spoke, kissing the back of her hand and pulling her in for a slow dance.
 She giggled, “My prince.”
 The swayed to the soft melody, enchanted by the words of the songstress.
 “You look mesmerising darling.” He whispered in her ear.
 She blushed, “And you look like a Midgardian prince. How is it you always look so regal?”
 He chuckled softly at her inquiry, “Years of practice my dear.”
 Without realising, they had spent hours dancing together. No one wanted to invade the little bubble the sweet couple were dancing in; so, they watched on fondly, aware of something that was yet to be admitted.
 All of a sudden Friday made an announcement, “One minute till midnight.”
 Everyone moved quickly, forming groups in their couples or rushing to get party poppers and drinks.
 Y/N pulled away from Loki’s embrace reluctantly and gave her best fake smile, “We had better get ready for the new year.”
 Loki smiled softly at her efforts, “I have been ready for quite some time.” He said and pulled her closer.
 “10, 9, 8, 7, 6…”
 Y/N was confused by his actions and was about to question him.
 “5, 4, 3, 2, 1…”
 Before she could speak he leant down, his lips hovering over hers.
 “Happy new year darling.” He whispered and kissed her.
 She froze at first, but muscle memory kicked in. She finally understood those sappy movies when they said the world disappeared when kissing the right person.
 When they broke apart, the music and cheers for the new year came back into focus. Y/N took a quick look around to gauge the reactions of the people who had seen them.
 Peter and Thor looked like the Cheshire cat with their unwavering smiles. Bucky merely raised the flask he and Sam had stolen from Steve. Then there was Tony.
 Y/N had feared his reaction above all else, but he smiled at her and nodded. A silent gesture of acceptance.
 So without further ado, she kissed her trickster God again, with the knowledge that this new year held the possibility of being her best one yet.”
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Hi! Could you please make an analysis of Homecoming, IW, Endgame and possibly FFH (since Happy mentions her in that film), from Pepper's POV? I've always thought her witnessing of Tony's feelings about Peter, as well as her own feelings about him, have been so interesting yet so subtle. I love your idea of making an analysis from her POV! Please do that, thanks so much! (Love your work BTW)
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Hi! Thank you so much for all the support! I feel flattered, thank you.
Let’s start by reminding ourselves that Pepper is the one person who has been trying for YEARS to make Tony give up the suits. She’s the one that usually is against putting people in danger and the dangerous life in general. So when the first thing she asked in Homecoming was ‘Where’s the kid?’ you know something is up. People usually love to make Tony the villain in this situation, saying he was about to ‘kidnap’ Peter and expose him to more danger when the one that organized the meeting was Pepper. And Pepper would never put a kid’s life in danger. And let’s remember Tony clearly said: ‘When you’re ready... Why don’t you try that on?’ referring to the IronSpider, he was going to let Peter into that room ONLY if he put on the suit, covering his identity. Not exposing it.
So why is she so calm about this? 
She trusts Tony. She trusts his judgment. She knows this kid is important to Tony and that he sees potential in him. See, this is probably the third time in this movie where they let us know that Tony has been talking nonstop about Peter. 
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Tony even tells her this: ’You know what? He actually made a really mature choice. It just surprised the heck out of us.’ like this is a random topic they speak about every other day. 
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She casually asks where he is, and then gets exasperated because she has a room full of people waiting for Peter. Tony made Pepper organize a room with fifty reporters to introduce Spider-man as the newest member of the avengers and she agreed with it. She knows the kid is special. She knows the kid can do it. Why? Because Tony told her. Because Tony constantly talked about the kid. 
They were taking a break exactly because of his obsession with the superhero world. His obsession with putting a suit around the world. So why would she agree with Tony’s decision about Peter? She can see the kid is good for Tony.
In that exact same scene, he told Happy: ‘How about a loose follow? All right? Boundaries are good.’
One of the greatest things about Tony and Peter’s relationship is how they both help each other grow. And this is what Pepper saw. She saw this kid helping Tony recover from many of his deepest traumas and toughest scars. 
Then two years of her witnessing their relationship we get this: 
Tony tells Pepper he had a dream about them having a kid. And instead of being surprised (given that Tony has never before expressed a desire to have kids) like you would expect her to be; surprised or confused, this is her reaction.
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She knows what this is about. 
Notice how Tony doesn’t say we named her or we named the kid, he said: ‘We named him after your eccentric uncle.’ He was thinking about a boy. And how much of a coincidence is that he’s been a father figure to Peter in those two years and suddenly he’s like: ‘Are we expecting?’ lmao 
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She’s like: Riiiight. lol
She even points out they don't have a wedding date yet and the man is already thinking about kids.
The next discussion plays a big role in Tony’s denial in Endgame. She tells him that if he really wanted to have a kid, he wouldn't have the housing unit on his chest. And Tony insists that it's nothing. It's just a housing unit for nanoparticles. lmao
He again insists he’s just trying to protect them (Pepper, Rhodey, Happy, etc) and the future (Peter). And tells her that it’s only in case there's a monster in the closet. There’s a monster and Tony’s been afraid of this monster for six years and we all know it. He’s scared. 
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She can see how Happy he is. How excited he is to finally settle down. He’s really thinking about doing it. 
She knows this is not only hers but Peter’s influence. 
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Then life is so tragic for Tony that in that exact moment Strange comes and tells him everyone is in danger and they need him. So he does what he always does. He helps, he puts the universe first. 
And then the bad thing happens.
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Bear in mind that Pepper is probably the one that saw Tony break down a thousand times over the course of those 5 years. She saw him mourn Peter. She saw him cry for Peter. Even with a kid, wife and a life without the superhero pressure, he’s not happy and you can see it. Throughout all of Endgame, he wears the worn-out expression all the time. Like he’s exhausted and tired. Emotionally drained. Now, by saying this I’m not implying he doesn’t love Pepper or Morgan, it’s just that someone who has lived through so much like Tony doesn’t really recover with only a few years.
And you know what’s worst? Pepper saw him put that picture of him and Peter on the kitchen, where everyone could see them. Where Tony could remind himself every day of his failure. He probably designed the house and she saw him put the picture where she knew he would see it every day. In a house full of happy memories and family photos. She knows Peter is family and that he lost a child. 
I’ve known so many people who have lost their kids and one of the things they usually do before, through, after grief? They want the world to remember their child. Some of them keep their rooms intact, not touching anything or moving anything, some frame their biggest accomplishments on their walls and some keep their pictures close by. This is what Tony did. 
People who have lost kids can learn to pick up the pieces and move forward, but their lives will never be the same. And this is one of the things you can see in Tony. He’s not the same. He can move forward but the person he was before Titan? He can’t get him back.  
He struggled every day with happiness, having everything and nothing at the same time. Imagine him holding grief in one hand and his happy ending in the other. Everyday. Pepper saw all of that. 
Think about it, he didn’t have anyone else to share his grief. Ned and May were dusted. He was alone with his grief. Pepper could only support him with some things, she must’ve felt impotent. And this is important later in the movie. 
Then Cap and co come to his home and ask him for help. Scott tries to convince him by telling him that they have a chance now and asks him if he is really not going to even try and Tony right out says: ‘That's right, Scott, I won't even. I got a kid.’
‘I lost the kid’ / ‘I got a kid.’
Then, Pepper sends Morgan to ‘save’ Tony from the conversation. She knows this is painful for him. She knows what this means to him. She must be tired of seeing him suffer for this. 
Cap argues that this is a second chance and Tony tells him that Morgan is his second chance.
Tony tells him that he ‘can't roll the dice again.’  It’s too painful for him. He feels like he already made that mistake once and it’s not willing to go through that pain again. And Natasha clearly tells this to Steve: ‘He’s scared.’
When he cracks time travel, he tells Pepper that he did it. And notice how she puts her hand on his while she tells him they were really lucky but that many people weren’t. She entering a dangerous topic for him and she knows it. 
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He immediately avoids her eyes and tells her he can’t help everyone. And she assures him that NOW he is capable of doing it. 
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He’s still scared and she can see it. That’s why when he tells her that he can stop at that moment, something he didn’t in the past and he believes is part of the reason Peter died. He says he can put a pin in it and go to bed. But she doesn’t let him and asks him if he is going to be able to rest. She knows he won’t. Because in those 5 years he hasn’t exactly been resting. 
Remember when I said Pepper must’ve felt impotent? This is where this part comes to play. She’s tired of seeing him suffer and she knows how important Peter is.
So she proceeds to spend the majority of the battle protecting Peter. 
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‘Hang on. I got you, kid.’
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Protects him and stands in front of him almost the entire battle.
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This kid is important and essential in Tony’s journey, happiness and life and she is determined to not let him get away again. 
And the worst happens.
True. Peter is suffering here. He’s in deep pain. But doing this might be just as painful for her.
She now has to watch Peter break himself just like Tony did in those 5 years.
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And you know she’s going to keep an eye on him. Will help him with anything he needs.
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She knows this is what Tony wanted. For Peter to keep going, to keep his legacy alive. And she’s going to support Peter in the process. 
I’ll be doing the Civil War and FFH later if you guys are interested.
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