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aeteut · 8 months
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THE BLACK HEIR HAS BEEN DISOWNED
By likeafunerall, and reposted with permission.
My existence is a scandal. —Oscar Wilde
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anxiousnerdwritings · 9 months
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Lol, love the Himbo!/Bimbo!Granger!Sibling! Concept, I can imagine the same idea with the teachers/Dumbledore as well but it's just a Student Darling that's a total Bimbo!/Himbo! and the teachers/Dumbledore just let them get away with being wrong on basically everything, even Snape lmao
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: Aw shucks, I failed the test again! 😢
Yandere!Teacher: *Takes the paper away and raises the grade just enough for their Darling to pass because of favoritism and rewriting the answers to make them correct enough to pass and gives the test back to Darling* My apologies, it seems I've made a mistake.
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: Yay! I passed! 🤩
Also the concept of the other students witnessing the whole thing and not even minding it cause they also fell for their Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling! Because of how charming, innocent, and naive they are over everything around them and even helping them with questions from teachers like:
Yandere!McGonagall: "What item cannot be conjured, mr/mrs reader?"
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: 😶
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: *Suddenly feels poking from next to them and glances at Hermine who gestures with their eyes to look at the paper she slid to them* Food!
Yandere!McGonagall: *Even though she noticed what was actually happening she only smiled proudly at her Darling* Correct. 5 points to (reader's) house.
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Yandere!Snape: What are fluxweed and Boomslang skin used for, mr/mrs reader?
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: 💀
*Draco coughs out the answer behind you, trying to make it not obvious that he's helping you but Snape already knows what's going on*
Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling: Polyjuice?
Yandere!Snape:....Correct
The students even help out with homework and tests if not even doing it for them instead and tricking the Darling into believing that they did all of the work by themselves, and the teachers/Dumbledore don't even care either!
The Himbo!/Bimbo!Student!Darling has no idea how much power they have over all of the faculty as well as the students just by existing, everything is handed to them without even knowing lmao
Ooohhhh~~ I absolutely love this!!!
I can’t help but imagine Himbo/Bimbo!Student!Reader having completely forgotten doing a piece of homework for whichever subject and tells the teacher or is trying to look for it in their school bag thinking they may have ended up doing it but just misplaced it only for the teacher or a student next to/near them to “find it” for them when in reality it’s a copied version that the teacher or student themself magically conjured up for the Reader to still get participation in the class with the added bonus of a passing grade.
I really love the idea of Himbo/Bimbo!Student!Reader knowing they aren’t very academically gifted or even the bare minimum and desperately wanting to try their best on their own but their just struggling so much. And everyone around them, teachers and students alike, just feel so bad seeing the poor Reader beating themself up about it but still trying to give it their best. That’s when ever so slowly the teachers and students individually come to their own conclusions of needing to help the Reader without making it seem like their doing it for them. The first time a teacher or student helped out the Reader, whether it was botching a grade or sneakily slipping a correct answer for the Reader to give, and the absolute beaming joy that Himbo/Bimbo!Reader radiated when they got something right or they got a good grade on something is more than enough for the teachers and students to do it all over again and again.
Like, I can’t help but imagine Himbo/Bimbo!Student!Reader staying up and studying in the library more often then not, the countless times Madam Pince or a school prefect has come across the Reader passed out with a pile of opened books scattered around them that could even put Hermione to shame and the poor Reader sleepily mumbling that they just need to keep studying for a few more minutes. But no matter how long the Reader forces themself to study or them even seeking out tutoring from their smartest classmates/fellow students, the Reader just can’t make any sense of the curriculum all on their own.
Just a thought but what if Himbo/Bimbo!Student!Reader is a pureblood who’s grown up all their life around magic and everything magic related and their parents being very strict/hard on the Reader to strive to be something great in the magical world. And that’s why they’re so distressed and trying their very best to study and at the very least get some kind of understanding or familiarity with their studies. Or maybe the Reader could even be muggle and still have an overbearing family who puts too much pressure on them when it comes to their academics. It started with their muggle studies growing up and has only gotten worse with their magical studies, at least Himbo/Bimbo!Student!Reader felt like they had more of a chance with their muggle studies but now they feel completely overwhelmed with everything going on around them in the magical world and are still trying to get their bearings but that doesn’t stop them from still going about being their happy go lucky and kind self.
Going with the Reader having an overbearing and academically strict family, imagine the yan!teachers’ and yan!students’ reactions to witnessing for themselves/hearing that the Reader’s boggart is their own parent being absolutely disappointed/angry with them for not being smarter, even going as far as calling the Reader a disappointment to the family for not doing better. The whole school would be ready to throw hands with the Reader’s parents.
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my-castles-crumbling · 2 months
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Them: So what are your hobbies?
Me: Having bouts of existential dread and reading fanfiction.
Them:
Me: I mean… knitting?
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that-bitch-kat3 · 1 year
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james: with all the overthinking he does you would think that remus would make better decisions
james: and yet….
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cursedcrusaders · 1 year
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Majority rules!
I remember reading somewhere that if you get attacked by a werewolf you gain werewolf tendencies like wanting raw meat so like I would assume actual werewolves eat raw meat all the time lol
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snucius · 2 years
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Lucius: You're hot, I'm hot, let's fuck.
Snape: Avada Kedavra!
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ginnyw-potter · 8 months
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Chapter 28: Admitting Defeat
The battle chapter is here!!
It was barely light when they were ready on the field in front of the castle, the furthest away they could be. Bellatrix had gathered her troops too and they stood across. Both parties looked at each other, waiting for someone to make the first move.
Bellatrix herself was not with her troops on the ground, which was a disappointment for Ginny. She had intended to go after her. Instead, Bellatrix was on top of the castle wall, armed with a bow and arrow. Ginny tried to estimate how many men were in front of her right now. Their guess had been correct. It could be no more than 1500. They had double that. But Bellatrix had the advantage of the castle.
Full chapter: AO3/Fanfiction.net
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saulwexler · 7 days
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still no thoughts head full but TTPD sounds nothing like midnights? There are some bejewels and some mastermind villain motifs (esp in ICDIWABH) but thats just taylor.. idk I'm just a connoisseur with an educated palate I guess....
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splendidissimus · 7 months
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August 2000 - He's Not Home
((Content warning: anxiety, heart condition))
((Promptspiration: @whumptober 2023: day 7: I paced around for hours on empty; I jumped at the slightest of sounds. / Radio silence ))
Genre: hurt / comfort
Romance level: major
Angst level: 3/5
Draco's headspace: anxious
((words: ~1300))
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Draco couldn't settle down. He prowled anxiously through the ground floor of Theo's house, stifled in the same four narrow rooms, trying not to think and unable to stop it. 
He knew where Theo was. His alchemy mentor had sent him to look at an old wizard tomb in the Hogsmeade area, an expedition that would keep him overnight and probably to the next afternoon. Theo called it 'chores' and the 'main perk of having an apprentice'. It was meant to be tedious, boring, exhausting, and dirty work.
But a couple hours after Theo'd gone, a thought wormed its way into Draco's mind: that it was dangerous. He knew the thought was irrational, but he couldn't drive it away, and it sank its claws deeper and deeper into his mind.
He tried to ignore it, distracting himself with trying to figure out how to make a sandwich, but he could even eat what he put together at the end because his stomach was too tight, and trying to read only left him looking at the same sentence over and over, and music on the wireless just put noise behind his thoughts. 
He tried to logic himself out of it — old wizard tombs were secured with basic locks or puzzles, not with deadly traps. He had a room at the Three Broomsticks. It wasn't like Hogsmeade Valley was crawling with bands of Dark wizards or dangerous magical beasts, and even if it were, Theo was capable of defending himself. And he was near enough people to send up sparks for help if he weren't. He was fully safe, there wasn't any danger… 
But it didn't help, because his mind only responded with but what if. What if an unstable ceiling caved in? What if the tomb was harbouring acromantulas? What if there were unsavoury types interested in the same tomb for some reason? What if he fell down and broke his leg? What if he fell down and broke his wand?
What if he was alone and…
He should go back to his own flat, but he couldn't bring himself to. For some reason, the thought of Theo's house standing empty was unbearable. 
He could feel his heart responding to the constant quiet fear, trying to beat harder, faster. He focused on Occlumency techniques to try to control his emotions and his heart. Unfortunately, fear was the one emotion he had never been able to control except by burying it into nothingness, and he didn't want to get trapped in that dark numbness ever again if he could help it. 
Finally, he defied his heart and, leaving all the lamps lit behind him, forced his way up the three flights of steep, unsteady stairs that made Theo's house a death trap for him, up to Theo's room at the very top of the house. The cramped attic space, lined with trunks and overfilled bookcases, offered little in the way of comfort except the sagging bed at the far end. Draco took a seat on it under the creased Holyhead Harpies poster, winced at the screeching of springs, and tried to catch his breath.
The room smelled of Theo. That did help calm his heart, although probably not enough to offset the climbing of the stairs, in all honesty. Still. He closed his eyes and recited his mantra, that Theo was okay, he would be home tomorrow, and nothing was wrong…
But what if it was? It could be. He had no way of knowing. He was just lying to himself.
There was a way to check. Maybe. He had the Owlless in his pocket, the special sheet of parchment and enchanted quill that he and Theo could use to write back and forth instantly. They hadn't used it in a long time, but…
He laid it out on the table beside the bed. The last conversation in it was months old, Theo wishing him a happy birthday and his lack of response. He read over it a few times, restless eyes returning to the top every time he finished it. Repeating to himself that Theo was okay.
Finally, he wrote 'Please write back.' on the bottom of the page. And then waited. 
He stared at the page forever, telling himself he wasn't worried and there was nothing to worry about and he hadn't expected an answer anyway and Theo probably didn't even have it with him and he could quite possibly be asleep right now and there was nothing to worry about… A cycle of the same thoughts chased themselves endlessly through his head, an ouroboros of anxiety. The cold tightness of his stomach and the painful fluttering of his heart didn't believe the words his mind tried to insist upon.
His heart was too fast. He didn't even have to turn on the monitor to acknowledge that. It was too fast and it wasn't calming down, because how could it? He needed to take something for it.
He didn't want to sleep, though. Except he did. The sooner he went to sleep, the sooner Theo would be back and he'd prove to himself that everything was all right and this was pure foolishness. Or he could stay up just a little longer and see if Theo wrote back. It could be any moment. But no, he probably wasn't going to, and anyway, if he went to sleep, then it would be morning soon and he would have Theo's answer on the Owlless waiting for him. 
He sat and watched the Owlless. 
It did nothing.
His heart gave an obvious, irregular thump, and he winced and held his chest. He had to. He unshrank the potion bag from his pocket and found the sedative meant for this, took a last look at the unresponsive Owlless, and swallowed it all. 
The effect was quick and irresistable: his pulse gradually slowed, and exhaustion and achey muscles gave way to calm tired feelings. He tried to resist it, but soon he curled up on Theo's bed, surrounded in the reassuring scent of him. 
Draco woke before dawn from unremembered nightmares that left him wiping tear-tracks off his cheeks and dread heavy in his stomach. The first thing he did, when he realised where he was, was check the Owlless, and he found that Theo had not written.
He told himself he had expected it. He also stayed there looking at it for a long time.
Around noon, he planted himself in the sitting room where the floo was, pretending he was listening to the wireless, or that he wasn't just marking every second of 'afternoon' where Theo didn't show up. If he wasn't back by the time he was normally off work…
A few hours later, the floo flared to green life, and he was on his feet. Theo came through, dusting off his sleeves, and Draco immediately grabbed him, hugging him tightly, holding the back of his head, fingers twining through his hair. "I know it's stupid," he said into his shoulder, preemptively. "Just…"
Theo's hands were startled wide for a second, showing he hadn't even realised he was there, then rested on his hips. "Hey. Everything okay?"
"Yes." Now it was.
After a few minutes, Theo made his way upstairs to change into clean clothes. He wasn't expecting the state of the room. He could read Draco's night in what he left there — the wrinkled bed, the empty emergency sedative, the abandoned Owlless with its single plaintive sentence… 
He didn't even waste the time to change. He went back downstairs and wrapped his arms tight around Draco, holding him silently and not letting him go.
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peterstrk · 1 year
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Hey! I’m new in tumblr and I would love to find new friends? acquaintances? here. I really have no idea what is going on but I loved here so far✨ And I’m bit of anxious? Huh I’m interested in starker ( yes I do have daddy issues) and Harry Potter overall (marauders or golden trio it doesn’t matter I adore them all). If u r not interested u might scroll but have a nice day y’all<3 Oh and sorry for my English. English is not my native language:)
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titties4harambe · 2 years
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chithrapethuraja · 1 year
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anxiousnerdwritings · 6 months
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Bimbo/himbo granger that randomly finds a hypogriff and brings it back with them?😭
I can legit imagine bimbo/himbo granger reader who every mythical creature loves them and they just bring some of the most dangerous things at times
Hogwarts would become home to some of the most dangerous creatures to exist while Bimbo/Himbo!Granger!Reader is attending if that were the case. Not to mention, Hagrid and Bimbo/Himbo!Granger!Reader would be the bestest of friends. Meanwhile, the rest of the staff and students would all be freaking out and trying to keep the Reader safe from their newfound dangerous companions who are just as possessive and protective of their little Granger.
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innersaladsheep · 10 months
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Hello i’ve been thinking about joining the fanfiction community for a while, so at first I might not write way to much. Oh and please remember that my spelling isn’t very good, because I’m not fluent in English (yet).. Basically not English born..?
fandoms I probably will write about:
creepypasta/slashers/killers in general
HTTYD
Harry Potter
Guardians of the Galaxy
Teen titans
Demon slayer
One Piece
please comment more fandoms, if you would like me to write about them as well. Please have An Awesome Day or night or whatever time of day it is.
oh and yes this is the (character) x Gn! reader type of things. Tho I will be taking notice about each characters described sexuality. Most used pronouns are probably You/Yourself 😅
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emeto-film-critic · 1 year
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Harry Potter And The Deathly Hallows Part 2 - 2011
SAFE
***Dragons can be seen breathing fire throughout series.***
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Harry Potter with anxiety be like
- begging Hagrid to handle his money in diagon alley
- just smiling and nodding at Malfoy when he meets him and hoping he can just avoid him
- befriending Hermione immediately because she’s confident and can protect him
- never speaking his suspicions aloud about Snape aloud because what if he was WRoNg
- getting “sick” on quidditch match days because the idea of so many people watching him makes him want to vomit
- agreeing with hermione that getting in trouble is worse than death
Reblog to add your own :)
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